Fubar Blogs 5

Remember When
Before the Internet or the MAC, Before semi-automatics and crack Before SEGA or Super Nintendo Way back ... ... I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Sittin' on the porch, Hot bread and butter. The Good Humor man, Red light, Green light. Chocolate milk, Lunch tickets, Penny candy in a brown paper bag. Playin' Pinball in the corner store. Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch Jacks, kickball, dodgeball, y'all! Mother May I? Red Rover and Roly Poly Hula Hoops and Sunflower Seeds, Jolly Ranchers, Banana Splits Wax Lips and Mustaches Running through the sprinkler The smell of the sun and lickin' salty lips... Wait... ... Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons, Fat Albert, Road Runner, He-Man, The Three Stooges, and Bugs, Or back further, listening to Superman on the radio Catchin' lightening bugs in a jar, Playin sling shot. When around the corner seemed far away, And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. Bedtime, Climbing trees, An ice

Meaningful Lyrics
Tried to amend my carnivorous habits. Made it nearly seventy days, Losin' weight without speed, eatin' sunflower seeds, Drinkin' lots of carrot juice and soakin' up rays. But at night I'd have these wonderful dreams Some kind of sensuous treat. Not zucchini, fetuccini, or bulgur wheat, But a big warm bun and a huge hunk of meat. Cheeseburger is paradise. Heaven on earth with an onion slice. Not too particular, not too precise. I'm just a cheeseburger in paradise. I like mine with lettuce and tomato, Heinz Fifty-seven and French fried potatoes. Big kosher pickle and a cold draft beer. Well, good God Almighty, which way do I steer For my cheeseburger in paradise. Heard about the old time sailor men, They eat the same thing again and again; Warm beer and bread they say could raise the dead. Well, it reminds me of the menu at a Holiday Inn. But times have changed for sailors these days. When I'm in port I

Nursery Rhymes Updated
Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the kings' horses, And all the kings' men. Had scrambled eggs, For breakfast again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle, All over the bedside clock. The little dog laughed to see such fun. Then died of electric shock. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie, Kissed the girls and made them cry. And when the boys came out to play, He kissed them too 'cause he was gay. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wow This Is Very Hard To Figure Out...
Ok Im new and I want to answer and reply but I can't figure out how....hmmm..give me a couple minutes and I will teach myself i think i can i think i can...lol...I am determined and heaven help us all when I am on a mission...lmao

Ummm Yeah....
Okay, so I figured I'd write a blog since a)I'm bored b) I haven't done that yet and c) I need to vent a little and can't do it on myspace. First, to this little "spell checker" you spell okay like that... not o.k. duh! but anyways, the sole purpose for me to blog right now is to vent please don't think this is how I normally blog, I'm just a bit upset right now. But yeah, so from Feb 2004- Oct 2005 I dated this guy Dave. We were engaged. I broke up with him. Two weeks later he started dating this high schooler. Please keep in mind that he was 23 at the time... sure she was a senior but still. Anyways, at her prom he proposed to her. They are two completely different people. She's very shy, melodramatic and crazy. He's outgoing, roll of the back type. He's great. She's annoying. She'll actually call him just to get into a fight. But anyways they broke up a couple months ago. YAY! she was just wrong for him. Keep in mind I DO NOT WANT HIM BACK. He's just still a f

Wolf Energy
Wolf Energy In Native American traditions, Wolf is said to be "teacher" medicine. Humans have followed Wolf for millennia, studying Wolf's ways of the hunt, learning from their social structure. Wolf is allied with Sirus, the Dog Star, and it is said in many cultures, that our ancestors and teachers came from there. This is agreed upon by Australian Aborigines, and the Dogon tribe of Africa, as well as certain Native American tribes. Wolf has much to teach us, if only we will listen. Wolf is allied to the moon and lunar energies, teaching us to respect our emotions and unconscious urges. Respect for the wildness of our animal natures, and willingness to face the dark within ourselves is an imperative for Wolf people. Trust in the unspoiled nature of your Child/Wolf self. Because the Moon rules psychic perception, Wolf people should work on learning to trust their intuition and psychic urges, to listen for the still small voice within. The communal nature of Wol

Messed Up.......
why when u sincerly put ur time and effort into meeting some1 and being upfront, no games, no lies being completely honest and up front that person shows intrest and and says things to make u beleive the same thing and when it comes down to it they make every excuse not to meet u or spend time with u??? i experiance it alot these days so many weman say they want a good lookin charming nice honest and loving guy but when it comes down 2 it they just keep playin hard to get... i can see why so many guys are DOGS!!! im almost 2 the point myself, im starting to beleive nice guys do finish last... that really suxs!!!!!! well any suggestions cause i try and im a nice guy and i know it and im not bad lookin i dont think so why do woman just want 2 play games with me??? i dont want 2 become the typical guy but its gettin close...

Wolf The Teacher
WOLF THE TEACHER Feared and hated by men the world over, the mighty wolf has been plagued by all forms of evil stories, myths and legends. Hunted, trapped and killed to the point of extinction, many of these majestic animals are gone forever; their breeds and blood lines never to be seen again. In spite of the many horror stories of wolves hunting, tracking and killing humans, no such event has ever been confirmed. Their eerie and lonely howl, which can make the blood run cold, is merely their form of communication. Each howl, with its tone, depth, length and frequency carries a different message to the pack, or to the partner who is out of sight. They're merely "talking". If you carry wolf medicine, here are some characteristics that sound familiar to you: You are fiercely loyal &emdash; to friends, family, ideals and principles. There is no compromise for you. You are very territorial. You protect all that is yours and your family's at any expense. You a

Uncertainty
like a piece of the puzzle, like the last turn on a rubick's cube, like chasing a ghost. the missing segment eluldes you. like the spark that sets things a fire, like the answer to the riddle, the answer is as hard as asking the right question. Today something is missing, the piece of the puzzle that I once had is now lost. now the questions begin, where, why, and how. Only the holder of the key will know why I made this blog, so to my eternally hidden one, may you bring the key and unlock the safe that holds the piece, the missing item I desperately seek.

Far Away, Far To Long
You came into my life, just an image on my screen, although I could not hold you, I held a tight grip on the dream, of someday haveing you beside me, to hold throughout the nights, to be there when things go astray, just to tell me it's alright, we have been apart, and yet together every day, we have shared every hope and dream, we always have so much to say, now I ask you to decide, is this the life we lead? or do you feel for me, as I feel for you? we can't go on hurting, this just so wrong, it's time that you decide , We Have Been Apart To Far Away For Far To Long... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Nothing Else Matters
Never have I spoke my thoughts, the way I can with you, how did we reach this point. after only shareing hopes and dreams, with someone we can't hold, just letters on a screen... They would say we must be crazy, for loveing eachother this way, just to have you here with me, I'd gladly give it all away, to feel your heart beat upon my chest, as I look deep into your eyes , and find the place I've longed for, the place we both belong, that is all I live for now, that one chance to hold you tight, to treat like a lady, to make all your dreams come true, just to know your safe and happy, thats everything to me, And Nothing Else Matter.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Women R Bitches
ok so there are about 25% of wwomen i have meet that dont meet the criteria for waht i wrote for the title! but hte other 3/4 fuck you! tonight i was taking hte cab home and a girl got on that i knew since i was like 5, iand i knew her for like 6 years, and hten i moved away , then i ran into her again in the town i live in now. . S he was super nice to me when she first saw me and relized it was me, we got along just fine. but then i found out her b/f was treating her like shit( aka, beating hte shit out of her) and i kinda mentioned to her that i thought it was bull shit and to walk away from it and if he tried abything theres like 50 guys that would beat the living shit out of him, wich htere really was ( mainly cause shes such a sweetheart adn so cute) but i kept telling her i didnt want her to leave cause yes i do have a huge crush on her! but tonight i ran into her ya she was plowed out of her mind, but i tried helping her nad beging nice like i alwasy am and she told me to fu

For Her.....
Stolen Heart by Semone Akil Tabb Like a thief, unexpectedly you robbed me No more coldness within my heart You changed it from dirty stone Into a beautiful piece of art To passion I had no vision But you kissed my eyes and let me see Another part of my rigid being You so graciously set free Emotions which I found foreign, Seem to be a second language today You taught me how to speak them Within my heart they'll stay Like a thief, unexpectedly you robbed me Stole my heart without a peep I thank you for being so silent My heart you shall keep

Lol
Some of these are really punny, so I thought I'd punish you with them. * I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. * Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. * Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. * The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. * To write with a broken pencil is pointless. * When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate. * The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. * A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. * A thief fell in wet cement. and broke his leg. He became a hardened criminal. * Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. * We'll never run out of math teachers because they always multiply. * When the smog lifts in Los Angeles, U C L A. * The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. * The prof

Pitching Fits...
I'm back...sort of...and I hope I didn't offend anyone with my abrupt closing up...as no offense was intended. I DID take some people off of my friends list, and off my family list and I DID get a CT divorce, but that had nothing to do with my fit I pitched. There are a handful, maybe not even that, that has ANY idea of the personal shit I'm going through at this moment. Personal, and just plain chaotic, as in BUYING, CLOSING and MOVING into my new home. Final closing on my home is Tueday and I can't frigging wait. Aruging with surveyors and roofers is challenging..let me tell ya. I may be blonde you fools...but I am NOT THAT BLONDE... Because of the major health problems I've been through the last 2 years, I have people around me thinking I'm absolutely incapable of making or doing things on my own....and while I love them for their concern and care, it's DRIVING ME BONKERS...I AM NOT HELPLESS. I have my good days and bad days...and I go with the flow. Yes...my cancer may ret

What Would You Do If You Saw Me In Your Bed
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) lick the kitty (meow) 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good--how did i get so lucky? Repost with the title IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED!!!!! an see how many ppl want u in their bed.u might be surprised by the answers u get......u could answer the ones who sent u the bulletin

Grr
Can anyone help? I'm trying to do a skin, and all I get are total black or total white backgrounds. What can I do so the pictures show? I think they are there, just hiding in the black. Hope someone can offer advice.

Quizes
Getting to know me. 25 questions! 1. Where were you 3 hours ago? Here 2. Who are you in love with? Not Tellin 3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? No...ewww 4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yup...but I\'ll Let Your Imagination Work 5. When is the last time you went to the mall? hmmm..ages ago 6. Are you wearing socks right now? Nope 7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? Nope...Damn Klunker.....opps, just lost my bumper 8. When was the last time you drove out of town? 3 weeks ago 9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Nope 10. Are you hot? Hmm, You Tell Me 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coffee 12. What are you wearing right now? Again, Let Your Imagination Run Wild ! 13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? Car Wash Do It, cant figure out how to keep the roller brushes from washing ME 14. Last food that you ate? Ummm...OH ! You said FOOD 15. Where were you last week at this time? sitting right here 16. Have you bought a

Katie's Dr Visit On 2/14/07
ok so we had to take katie in on the 14th to the dr. She had gotten sick the night before and couldn't keep anything in. She was also saying her ear hurt. My kids do not get sick much so I know when they say something is wrong it is. So I called her dr on the 14th. right when they opened. we had to leav a message and wait for them to get back to us. And all the time we are waiting poor little katie is hurting and so sick. I felt so bad for her nothing I did would help and I hate for my kids to be sick or anything so We didn't wait to long at all I was ready to take her to the ER. right then the Dr's office called. They said to bring her in and set her appont at 420pm, but that they would fit her in as a walk in if we felt we needed to go before that. needless to say she went in before her appontment time as a walk in. She has a really bad ear infection in both ears she also at the same time has a really bad sting of the fue. they have put her on 8 medications that she has to have eve

The Obedient Wife..
The Obedient Wife There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real miser when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife, "When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the afterlife with me." And so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he died she would put all of the money in the casket with him. Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a minute!" She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it away. So her friend said, "Girl, I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband." T

Dogs Are Funny!?
isnt it funny how your dog always has to race you up the steps? isnt it funny how you can neve go to the bathroom alone? isnt it funny no matter what you look or smell like they always want to lick you? isnt it funny how they always want to go outside in the middle of that special time? isnt it funny how they always want the whole bed, even though they have there own? isnt it funny no matter how hot it is outside or in, there nose is still just as cold when it touches your butt? isnt it funny?? lol

Www.cherrytap.com
Hosted by CherryTagz.com I was sitting in my rig one day, near the end of a 5 day haul, playing with my laptop, in PKR poker as I recall, when a good friend said to me, "man have I got something here ya gotta see" it's called cherry tap, and brother, it's damn sure the place to be, so I fired up that laptop, it's keyboard I did smoke, typed in www.cherrytap.com thinking this must be some sort of joke, soon I had set up my page, even made a friend or two, then I leveled up, so I could rate , that's when I first set eye's on you, that first look into your eye's, and by god I was hooked, I hoped that you was real, or I knew my goose was cooked, your beauty took my breath away, I was speachless all that day, I tryed changing gears again, hell there was money to be made, but every time I turned a corner, went up a mountain, or crossed a stream, I found myself thinking of a stranger, the most beautiful lady I had ever seen, finally at home that night, I was

New Here
I recently moved to North Vancouver in BC, Canada and i'm looking for female friends. I'm married, but VERY VERY BIsexual and i'm looking for girls to get to know, chat with and maybe more.......and no, my hubby wont be involved, but knows my needs and is fine with them. If you are female and live near me please contact me.....also, if you know women in my area who you think might be interested please send them my screenname.......i'll be indebted to you. xxxx

Fantasy
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Since meeting you i have you in my head in my heart in my soul, i can not stop thinking bout you to want you to feel you, at night you are my last tought in the morning you are my reason to get out of bed, your love makes my heart beat makes me breath makes me want makes me need. I dream of the day we will meet so i can hold you kiss you taste you make you wet to my touch to my kiss where you would make me crave you by you taste. To slowly undress you kissing you gently caressing you tasting you smelling your aroma driving me crazy for you, kissing you softly on the lips licking them runing my hand down your back bringing you closer to me. Lowering my head i reach the top of your breast kissing them licking them as i reach your nipples i take them in my mouth nibbling them holding you close forcing your breast in my mouth. My hands caressing them slides to your ass grabing your cheeks squeesing them making you feel as i take you in my

Hopes Of Sorrow
I cant stop thinking about you but your doing nothing but playing a game so even though it hurts im goidng to let go once again it will be hard but less then the first and it will keep declining till i never slip again!

I Was Recently In A Bad Accident Doctors Say Im Lucky
Sorry I haven't been around to respond to everyones wonderfull comments or rate your profile pics like I usually do but I was in an accident on tuesday that has left me in a lot of pain so I've been sleeping when I would normally be on here... every ones been asking me what happend and Ive been telling it over and over again so I thought ide post it here for all to read.. My friend and I, the guy whom gives me a ride to work everday, were on our way to work in his truck. We had just been talking about how great the roads were compared to what we had expected, they had been 0really bad the night before on our way home. We were talking about how we should have brought the car instead when we hit a patch of ice commonly refeared to as black ice in these parts cause you really dont see it intell your on it. He started to loose controle and almost regained it only to loose it again. I think i had about 10 differnt things run through my head all at once at the moment I seen we w

A Nutty Friday Morning
The last twelve hours have been incredible. From great conversation to sleep to work. The building across the street from where I work is on fire and I’ve been staring out my window with a large group of colleagues watching the fire men and civilians run around. I am watching the flames while eating my delicious breakfast-watermelon, mango, pineapple mmm yummy, raspberries, blueberries, blackberries…mmm tasty. This is a fun Friday---leaving tomorrow for Mexico….partying tonight….fun fun fun!~ Disclaimer: This blog does not reflect the thoughts or opinions of either myself, my company, my boyfriend, my friends, or my cat; don't quote me on that; don't quote me on anything; ok, you can quote me, but I may deny it anyway; all rights reserved; you may distribute this content freely but you may not make a profit from it, at least not unless you PayPal my fair share; terms are subject to change without notice; in fact, they just did; any resemblance to actual persons, living, d

To My Master
Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help Because you live, my Master My world has twice as many stars in the sky It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again Cuz of you, made it through every storm What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside I'm so glad I found an angel Someone Who was there when all my hopes fell I wanna fly, looking in your eyes Because you live there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight I want to give what you've given me always. With all my love my Master to You....Your slavegirl

Great Day
Well as many of my close friends know I have started to workout at the gym. I go Mondays & Thursdays and once on the weekend (when I have time). Last week I met with a trainer at 10:30am to set up a work out plan. So as we are filling out all the paper work she asks me how much I weight. Well like I really want to know how much I weight. She tells me in order to set up my work out plan she needs to know what I weight. K before I had Tristen I was no more then 135lbs. After having three kids in three years I weighted 220lbs. Ya ya I weighted alot. Anyways I cut out all pepsi (which was so hard seeing thats all I drank) all junk food and started to eat better. I lost 22lbs in two weeks. So the last time I weighted myself I was 198lbs. That was a few weeks ago. Back to my story she weights me in at 182lbs I could believe it 182lbs I didnt think I weighted less then 190lbs but I did. I was so happy I am well on my way to my weight goal. My goal is to be under 150lbs by October 8th

Sorry,i Am Not Around Much
i come here every now and then,i am not meaning to be so neglectful of you all,you can find me on myspace here is the url,stop by and add me if you have an account.justam not here that often,iprefere myspace. http://www.myspace.com/insanitycreepingup take care everyone

Aquarius What Are You
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO The Virgin Dominant in relationships and Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Very Caring, Smart, Intellectual and Attractive. Loud and Loyal. Very Easy to talk too. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. The Ultimate in sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict fu

Megan's Blog
A Picture Worth 1000 Million Words. We truly take a lot for granted. Forget the football "heroes" and movie "stars". Pass this on so that all may know the price of freedom. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul; the other for your freedom. How can you NOT PASS this along, we all send dozens of jokes THIS IS NOT A JOKE

"serious" Relationships Over 50
May be getting "real serious" with someone. (If you're a fan of Ray Stevens, you'll remember the 4 stages of serious from his "seriously" movie)It's true, the grass is always greener on the other side. When not in a relationship, I long to be close to someone. Then when it happens, I start doubting it, finding things wrong with it, and wishing for more of my freedom. Tonight it's BBQ'd steaks and Gentleman Jack at his place. Friday night. 50 miles from home. Yikes!! Am I ready for this? Do I really want to try it again? I have a laundry list of "must haves" for the next serious relationship. I was hurt by the last serious relationship (physically & mentally) and figured that if I had a list of items that were "required", I was safe - no one person could fit that bill. Now someone comes along who just might be "it". But then again, I thought someone might be "it" six months ago and it didn't work out. That's when I added to my "must have" list figuring that predic

Looking For My One True Love...
Are you out there???? I think you are. I am tired of this relationship I am in and I am looking to start a new one. If anyone reads this and feels the same way. Feel free to comment or not. Its up to you. And if you happen to be my one and only I will personally let you know. I have meet many people on here since I started. But there are only a select few that I have feelings for. And only two i have a real connection with. So if you think its you, feel free the send me a pm and i will let you know if you are right. ~ HUGS AND KISSES ~ AMANDA

Queries
There is really no "right" way of starting this blog, but I am really curious as to what people think about this....why do men want threesomes? I mean, seriously, is it just b/c it's a "forbidden fantasy" or because it's the actual act of it all? I am seriously curious as to why, well, even women would want to bring in another person into a relationship for the most intimate and personal aspect of that relationship! I mean, seriously, if the person you're with isn't good enough to want to be with ONLY them, should you be with them at all? Or maybe it's that you fantasize your partner being with someone else. And because that turns you on, you want to just join in....SHA'RIGHT. lol So I would love to hear what others think about it. Men and women alike! It's not necessarily a poll that I'm taking, I'm just trying to understand why some of the men in my life, and some friends who were in relationships have asked me REPEATEDLY to be in a threesome with them! I'll be real hone

Little Angels
Little Angels when god calls little children to dwell with him above we mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love for no heartache compares with the death of one small child who does so much our world seem wonderful and mild perhaps god tires of calling the aged into his fold so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old god knows how much we need them and so he takes but just a few to make the land of heaven more beautiful to view believing this is difficult still somehow we must try the saddest word mankind knows will always be good bye so when a little child departs we who are left behind must realize god loves his children angels are hard to find this was the poem on my daughter card for her funeral riley renee' lisenby 11:01 pm 1/29/2005 to sunset 1/23/2006

Scary
Got to be in America, we havnt got that many cars in Cornwall. He writes: I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out is window and gave the woman the finger. " Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number to something

Happy Valentine's Day?
Happy Valentine's Day? I hope everyone had a great Valentine's Day. I know I did. Someone very special gave me a wonderful scent from Victoria's Secret-Dream Angels "Desire", I love it! As most of you know, I'm an office manager, so I spend a lot of time in front of the computer, and yes, I admit it..I'm not always working LOL. I write lots here in my journal as well as City Hall http://www.baycityblues.com/cityhall/index.php? Anyway, here are some things I came across in my online ramblings which I found to be rather offbeat, but still informative and interesting. What is the world coming to when you hear they've fucked up something as simple as peanut butter? http://www.cnn.com/2007/HEALTH/02/14/salmonella.outbreak.ap/index.html?eref=rss_latest Takes 2 to tango? http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/xrated-film-laws-grossly-unfair/2007/02/15/1171405362221.html Oh hey..wait a minute..it did what? http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/16975360/ Have a great weekend

Rescue 151
Nibbling on sponge cake, watching the sun bake, All of those tourists covered with oil, Strumming my six string, on my front porch swing, Smell those shrimp, they're beginning to boil. Chorus: Wasting away again in Margaritaville, Searching for my lost shaker of salt, Some people claim that there's a woman to blame, But I know it's nobody's fault. Don't know the reason that I stayed here all season, With nothing to show but this brand new tattoo, But it's a real beauty, a Mexican cutie, How it got here I haven't a clue. (chorus) Old men in tank tops crusing the gifts shops checking out chiquitas down by the shore They dream about wieght loss They wish they were there own boss those three day vactions become such a bore. Blew out my flipflop, stepped on a poptop Cut my heel, had to cruise on back home, But there's booze in the blender, And soon it will render, That frozen concoction that helps me hang on. (chorus) Yes, some people claim that there'

Erotic Fiction
It was late July, a hot friday afternoon, when we received e-mail from Ai in Chicago. She said we were very sexy. Immediately I am suspicious because we are twice her age, overweight, not sexy by the standards of most people her age. Maybe she's really ugly or desperate I thought, so I click on her link and look at her profile. No she's not ugly and certainly wouldn't be desperate for attention. In fact, she's a Chinese bombshell, 5'1 with an angels' face framed by gorgeous black hair down to her perfect ass. Somebody who knows I've got a thing for sexy Chinese ladies is fucking with me. Someone put her up to it, or created a fake profile. Even in the highly unlikely event that she were real it really didn't matter, she is in Chicago, we are in Seattle and we don't have the means to travel at present. I wrote back, and thanked her for the compliment, resisted the attempt to ask her how her eye sight was, and asked how she found our profile since she was half way across the cou

Memememe Mememe Meep!
LOL! Welcome, and please take time to read Beak's first entry. I'm writing this regarding Beak's limitation to striking the "m's" and "e's" on his keyboard. He really has alot to say due to all the scientific experiments he endured with Dr Bunsen. "M's" and "E's" aside, Beaker is quite well and spending his nights hitting all the night clubs as a lounge singer. Rate him and his pics, make him your fan and spread the word. Beaker won't self-promote himself by rating others' pics, stash, and profiles, just to see how far he can go without too much interaction & maintanence, which is, his attorney, to regulate the traffic. He's been successful on MySpace so please do him some good here! Promote! & Spread the word about Beak! Maybe give him a blast, that would Cherry Tapping Rock. Sincerely, "Cooper" user id: agntcoop http://cherrytap.com/user/642632

Atys
Ok, so I was driving with my mother to go with her to pick up my step dad and Uncle in Hammonton. When we were on the outskirts of Port Norris we see this guy jumping up and down in the middle of the road. He was wearing orange, so we though maybe he was redireting traffic or something. But when we stopped, he tried to jerk our car door open and get in the car. Luckily, I slammed the door on his finger as soon as he tried it. But, this is scary, isn't it??

Free Cj Summers Dvd!
FREE CJ SUMMERS DVD So you wanna get a FREE DVD? Well here's how. All you have to do is join The Official CJ Summers Fan Club by February 28, 2007 and you will recieve a FREE CJ Summers DVD with your membership and alot of other nifty items. CJ Summers Fan Club membership package! For just $20 for a one year membership, you will receive: *CJ Summers "Heartbreaks and Broken Dreams" Tour T-Shirt *CJ Summers "Heartbreaks and Broken Dreams" Tour Sticker *CJ Summers button *Exclusive 4" x 6" CJ Summers Photo *CJ Summers Fan Club 8" x 10" Membership Certificate *CJ Summers Fan Club membership card CLICK HERE TO JOIN TODAY * * please use cjsummers003@juno.com to send your payment to Join by February 28, 2007 and receive a CJ Summers DVD FREE!

My Test
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Contest Now Open
/www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6472"> The Altament DJ contest is now open. So come and vote for you favorite DJ, in hopes they will win. There will be a top male DJ and a top female DJ. So make your votes count. Contest ends at the end of the month at midnight central standard time. font size="8">CONGRATS TO THOSE THAT WERE NOMINATED. AND GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL. HERE ARE ALL THE OTHER CONTESTANS THAT ARE ENTERED AS WELL. GOOD LUCK TO ALL.

I'm Slimming Down
Well, I am officially on a weight lost trek. I have about 50 pounds to lose and I have a goal of 6 months. You think I can do it? I hope I can. I am bound and determined. I never lost my "baby weight" and he'll be three in July. So, by the time he turns 3, I want to be my original weight. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. So, I got a membership at my favorite fitness club, since I had let mine expire a while back, and spent way to much money for a personal trainer. But, the money hopefully will be worth it if she can help me shapen up. I'm going to go on a semi-strict diet. And work out 5 days a week. Though I'm starting out for the first little while with 3 days. I've seens the personal trainer twice. The first time she went easy on me. 2 days ago (Feb 14) I saw her again, and she kicked my ass. Oh my gosh, I am soooo sore. It hurts so very, very bad. It's absolutely aweful. But, as bad as it is, it's okay. You know why? Because, I want to lose weight, g

This Was Posted On Lc By Folautum... Couldn't Agree More!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. T

Send This To Your Whole Cherrytap List
promise you my heart? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise we'll never be apart? ?I promise not to hurt you? ?I promise to never make you cry? ?I promise to always trust you? ?I promise not to lie? ?I promise you forever? ?I promise you tonight? ?I promise you my respect? ?I promise to do things right? ?I promise to always be there? ?I promise until the end? ?I promise to always love you? ?I promise to be your best friend? ?I promise you my love? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise this forever? ?I promise our friendship is my life? ?your the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,? ?your the STAR to my BURST,? ?your the M to my M,? ?your the POP to my TART,? ?your the MILKY to my WAY,? ?your the FRUIT to my LOOP,? ?your the MILK to my DUDS,? ?your the LUCKY to my CHARMS,? ?your the ICE to my CREAM,? but mostly.... ?your the BEST to my FRIEND? ?SEND THIS TO 13 OF YOUR closes FRIENDS (INCLUDING ME) IF YOU GET IT BACK 1-U HAVE BAD FRIENDSHIPS 2-U STILL SUCK 3-U R A GOOD FRI

What To Do?!?!
ok so its like this im 33 weeks preg and my childs father is no where in the picture he is more interested in his new fiance than being in his sons life.... i mean when we talked when i first found out i was preg he said that he was getting married this year and all... but im like its great for him but he has a child on the way and wont have nothing to do with it... i think its so dam sad cause i mean i didnt know my father and i just wanted my sons father to be in his life... what do i do?? do i try to call him again or should i just let it go??? ugh all this makes me crazy... anybody got any advise??

Whatever
these last few months, while being a bit difficult at some points, have also been some of the happiest of my life. My oldest son has moved back to new jersey. so now it is just the two of us and two boys. I have not seen my mother since new years. I miss my family like i can't even begin to describe. some days it is one thing after another. but, at the end of each day, i get to come home to Michael every night. I get to come home to someone who understands me like no one ever has. some one who has shown me the true meaning of the words, relationship, love, togetherness, compromise. although there are days when i miss my family, and some of the pressures of every day weigh down on me so heavily. even though my medication has run out, and my depression is trying desperately to bring me so far down. I look forward to every day that i have, because I get to share them with him. he is my everything. kiz.

Give It Up
People that know me well know that Vtimes days is not my bag but this year was different. I didn't get a girl if thats what your thinking ( I wish I did) but I did understandint More on that later, see ya

Young Citizen Volunteers ( Ycv )
The Ulster Volunteer Force was an adverse and complex organisation spanning rural and urban protestant Ulster, stretching from the shipyard communities of East Belfast in the heartland to isolated loyalist outposts on the Atlantic coast of Donegal. One of the most dedicated groups of men, at first quite separate from the UVF, was the Young Citizen Volunteers of Ireland ( YCV ). The inangural meeting of this organisation had been held in Belfast City Hall on 10th September 1912, just prior to the signing of the Solemn League and Covenant. Each member was to pay 2s.6d on joining the YCVs and a further 6d each month; he was to attend weekly drills to learn 'modified military and police drill, single stick, rifle and baton exercises, signalling, knot-tying and other such exercises". If possible he was also to gain some knowledge of 'life-saving and ambulance work'. The constitution of the YCVs insisted that members should not take part in any political meeting or demonstration. They wer

Pandeism And Sexuality
The Sexuality of PanDeism I think I'm safe in saying that Religion and Sexuality generally don't mix.... when religion enters the picture, it's usually as a wet blanket, a dampener, providing a set of thuo-shalt-nots restricting sex to persons in the kind of relationship authorized by the church, and even restricting sex acts to those deemed "pleasing" to God (i.e. husband on submissive wife, penis-in-vagina missionary position, with the lights out, for the purposes of procreation).... Sadly, most conventional religions do not appear poised to lift themselves from the false dogma of sexual negativity -- certainly they are long way from accepting masturbation, oral sex, anal sex, homosexuality (for those who are so inclined), partner swapping, and all other activities consensually maximizing sexual variety, as the gifts from God in the way that PanDeism embraces these pleasures!! PanDeism may well be said to be the most sex-positive of all religious beliefs.... indeed, the sac

Quit!!
Id appreciate it if all you bitches that insist on hatin me cuz your jealous or threatened by me to quit lookin at my shit....I feel like I have stalkers....Its called an obbsession but you really need to get over it!

Save Me
Walking through a world of shadows, a wastland of shattered dreams, can you save me? Looking in a mirror was, like looking into the past, once I had known love, but it all slipped away so fast, can you save me? Then you came into my life, you turned my heart around, you gave me a reason, to put the drugs and bottles down, can you save me? Now my life has meaning, I long to talk to you each day, if only for a moment, even though your miles away, You Saved Me and I Love You... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

(pertaining To Christianity)-21 Names Of God ("the Creator")
God has 21 names and they each mean something different. When praying, see if you can incorporate any of these names into your prayer depending on the situation. For instance, if you need for God to provide a job, you may want to say, "Jehovah Jireh, I have total faith that you oh Lord will provide the perfect job for my needs. Thank you Adonai for this blessing." If you have fear you could refer to God as El Elyon and even Jehovah-Rohi since the first means "most high God" and the second means "the Lord my Shepherd". Try being creative in a way which specifies or targets your need that you need prayer for. It kind of adds a depth to your prayer life and moreso a challenge to be very specific while in a time of prayer. It is not necessary but it does have more meaning than a common "blanket prayer". • Adonai - Lord my father (shows ownership) • Jehovah Jireh - My provider • El (the Strong One) • Jehovah-Mekaddishkem - The Lord That Sanctifies Thee • E

Why I Chose A Relationship Over Religion
To all my friends...this is entirely in refference to CHristianity and the twists and turns it has taken over the years. My views and beliefs are hybrid forms of Christ-like viewings of the world (in the compassionate forms of the "red text") as well as the ritual and focus of witchcraft (eclectic-white magick) and Alchemy (in principle). Now that this is out of the way, please do read further... Why is it that when people refer to their church life or belief they automaticly say, "Yes. I am religious" or "My religion is_____"? I know that people understand religion as going to church and praying and all, but....there is something much deeper below the exterior here! We must be careful to use the word "religion" so much in our daily speak. You see, when Jesus first started his ministry, he never once reffered to any one denomination. Jesus was never quoted as saying, "We must all enter the church of the Nazerine, Assemblies of God, First Baptist, Catholocism, Mormon, or any o

New To The Site
Well this is my 1st blog on cherrytap, I have had a lot of fans and friends tell me to check out this site and I did. I am more of a myspace kind of girl but I am going to try this site and see how I like it. Much Love ~Nikkei Nicole~

Things I've Learned
Things I've learned: Four wheels move the body. Two wheels move the soul. Most motorcycle problems are caused by the nut that connects the handlebars to the saddle. Life may begin at 30, but it doesn't get real interesting until about 60 mph! You start the game of life with a full pot o' luck and an empty pot o' experience... The object is to fill the pot of experience before you empty the pot of luck. If you wait, all that happens is that you get older. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as Noon time bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of fuel before you can think straight. Riding faster than everyone else only guarantees y

Is Beauty A Curse?
I remember talking with a friend quite a few years ago (4 or 5) about this subject. I was telling him how beautiful girls actually have it pretty rough in life when you think about it. They usually can't find an honest man because all they receive are lies delivered upon a silver platter. One lie leads to feelings of acceptance while another leads to a kiss. kisses lead to deeper things that usually end in regret. After the guy gets what he wants he is already hunting out new prey. Poor thing was left in tears. This is just one thing they will see throughout this reality we weave. You might be asked, "Why is it that a girl so pretty doesn't have a ring on her finger?" If only everyone knew...First she must learn how to trust! But, how can she trust when when only so few are after her heart and the rest of the guys hate the strings that true love brings (attatchements)? By the time she meets an honest, caring, encouraging, as well as God fearing man, her vision has been blured. All

Meh.
[Sigh.] Why is it that two people can seemingly never part on amicable terms? I knew what I wanted; what I needed. I knew what you were willing to give. They weren't the same. I was never angry. I was frustrated, but I was never upset. All I wanted to do was talk. Discuss how I felt. For real. Without all the bullshit. I just wanted to hear how you REALLY felt. But you cared more about the online drama, cared more about... whatever else was more important to you than giving me a chance to express my feelings without telling me that I was selfish. And now you're gone. And you don't appear to care or miss me or even give a shit. And I'm REALLY not sure what I'm trying to accomplish by posting here. I guess I'm just hurting at the moment. Whatever. I was SO far off-base about us, I can't even believe it. So now it's time to move on. Again. I'm doing it, a little bit each day. But it's funny, the one thing you said keeps running through my mind...

The Truth
Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there, (Inside of lies buried in me, why) Alone Born into a world never asked to be here (Try to forget truth doesn't exist, truth) (It doesn't exist, it doesn't exist, truth) Maybe we're all the children of a star, Misguided in direction, our misdirection Pardon me while I pray for light I'm not the only one, that walks between the rain, there are many. I'm not the only one, When everything is lost that doesn't surrender Perversion of a truth I'm stuck there (Inside of lies buried in me, why) Alone Blind walking through a world I never asked to be here Versions of the truth... I'm not the only one... Lies!

Poppin The Blog Cherry...
So here I am, 3:30 am, writing my first blog. My friend Casey lust left. I love workin with him, it's like a party all the time. It's been so hard makin friends and gettin them to come over. We just talked and I showed him pictures from my album. Granted I'm a talented photographer, it still felt lame. I get really paranoid that people think I'm weird and won't wanna hang out because I have trouble makin friends here...I guess I shouldn't worry so much. I can't think of anything else of substance to say...

Please Help Me
To all my friends will you please come and bomb my pic with comments.I need all the help u can give..follow the link below and bomb away. Thanks for showing the love.. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=167378&albumid=167869&i=1240162003 ~~LyNn~~

Some Rants And Raves
Rant One The other day, some BITCH had the never to call me fat!!! Okay now i know i aint skinny, far from it (BBW and proud of it) but i feel that if you are going to call someone fat, make sure you have no extra weight on you and especially make sure that you arent as big as the person you are talkin about...this dumbass girl lost 60 pounds and now thinks that she's the shit. First of all, I'm not dissin big girls...shit i am one....but when you have what looks like cottage cheese on the back of your legs, do you really think you should be callin someone fat?????

Concerts!!
Australia sees Dragonforce coming back to Australia for the second leg of their world tour for their album Inhumn Rampage. Last year they played at the Gaelic Theatre on May 17th, this year we see them play at The Forum on May 9th. I was rather impressed with their last concert so am rather looking forward to seeing them again. I have photos of them from their last concert so i hope they do a sign in so i can get their autographs on the photos :) I hope to get the scanner working so i can put the pictures up in my photo album for all you Cherries to see!!! Cotea.

* Mayan Lord Or Creation & 2012 Roots In The Milky Way Tree *
The Mayan Lord of Creation and 2012 In the Roots of the Milky Way Tree 2006 07 27 By John Major Jenkins | newdawnmagazine.com Twentytwelvology. You won’t find it in Webster’s dictionary. Not yet. But believe me, before this decade is out, we’ll have that as well as plenty of 2012 -isms and -ographies. “The 2012 Phenomenon” was recently the subject of a paper written by anthropologist Robert K. Sitler. [1] The sub-title of his paper brings focus to his approach: “New Age Appropriation of an Ancient Mayan Calendar.” In his assessment of the writings and statements of popular writers, New Age teachers, and independent researchers (including myself), he sorts the wheat from the chaff and exposes “merely tangential connections to the realities of the Mayan world.” To his credit, he distinguishes the serious work done by myself and Geoff Stray [2] from the wild and unfounded speculations of other writers. Sitler’s area of focus is the Long Count calendar and

* The Breakthrough Celebration *
The Breakthrough Celebration - Generating a flow towards oneness by the year 2012 By Carl Johan Calleman | calleman.com There have been many questions about the fact that Don Alejandro Oxlaj - head of the council of elders of the Maya - in an interview has rejected the December 21, 2012 date as the ending of the current creation. I want to point out here that I have also myself for more than a decade consistently rejected this date. Although the Maya have continued to use the sacred 260 day calendar unaltered they abandoned the use of the Long Count several centuries ago and so the date December 21, 2012 is something that has become known from the archaeologists and not from the contemporary Maya. There are however strong reasons to doubt that archaeologists, who often look upon the Mayan calendar as a superstition to begin with, would be able to address the question when the point of completion of the present creation is. I feel finding the answer to this requires a different po

Break
I think it's time I take a break from Cherry Tap. At this point I can't say if it'll be a couple days, a week or longer. I can say I am not completely leaving Cherry Tap just taking a very much needed step back and a break. My reasons for this are very simple.. I joined CT to meet and interact with other "adults". To get away from the everyday stress and BS of life, CT was that for me until lately. When I am here and more stressed because all I see is nothing but drama everywhere.. "Friends" stabbing "friends" in the back, people leaving lounges or just leaving CT to escape people harassing them, people being threatened, stalked.. ect.. And we all know the list could go on and on. It's time to take a break. If I wanted stress and BS I can turn off my computer and just deal with everyday life. While I believe that you can meet great people on the internet, make good friends and even can meet even that someone special and take your friendships or other into your real life

* Dna Activation *
Imagine if you woke up one morning and realized that you had dormant superhuman abilities that were waiting to be unleashed. That once you activated these abilities, you could manifest anything you desired in your life, live a life without drama, create your ideal physical body, become immune to all dis-ease, and REVERSE the aging process. Imagine if you realized that you could actually change your blueprint of life, your DNA, to enable you to expand your creative potential, provide access to your subconscious mind, and become intuitive, clairvoyant, and know instantly what your purpose is in life. There is now a process which will allow you to do all these things and more, and it is called DNA Activation. What exactly is DNA Activation? Most people know that DNA is the 'blueprint of life' and is located in every cell of the body. In addition to each chromosome's 2 strand double helix of DNA, there are an additional 10 etheric strands of DNA available to each human, whic

* Have You *
Experienced an OBE (Out of Body Experience) or practice Astral Projection - and if so (if you believe these experiences to be possible) - what was your experience ... If you have not experienced either of these journeys (but believe it to be possible) - what are your thoughts on them? If you do not believe these journeys are possible - what are your thoughts / feelings and why?

In This River..
People come into our lives, most just passing threw, like a leaf cast into a river, there soon out of sight from you, you may remember names & faces, but the friendship never grew.. Then there is that hand full, they come into our lives to stay, the ones thats always there, the same true friend every day, to swim, sink or float, there in life's river with you, to lend a hand or perhaps an ear, when your alone and blue, if we must all sink in this river, then my friends I'll sink with you... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

* Theta Healing *
What is Theta? You wake up in the morning, still under the spell of your night's dream, trying to memorize its details. For a moment, you are still able to hold on to that fantastic reality, feeling it's texture and contour. You try not to move, not to blink, maybe it can continue... maybe you can consciously keep that experience alive. At the same time, part of you is waking up. You hear the dog barking outside, the neighbor starting the car and you sense the early morning sunrays sneaking through the curtains. It lasts for just a few seconds and then suddenly, it is all over. You are completely awake. The dream reality fades away, the memory becomes dull as if you have traveled a very long distance from it while the contour of that landscape blurs and loses dimension. Finally, the visceral experience of the dream state completely fades away. During those precious moments between waking and sleeping your brainwaves were in theta. Our brain produces electrical frequencies (measur

Whats Up With Me
I am new to cherry tap, so experimenting with all the different things in here. I am a currently looking for a new job. I hate my teaching job here in NC. Scared by the way things are heading in education. I have 67 students and not one is on grade level and parents feel that I am there babysitter for 8 hours rather than allowing their children to learn. It is very sad. That last statement about babysitting was actually told to me by a parent. Anyways enough complaining. Drop me a line if you want to say hi. Take care and have a great day.

* Uraeus *
The Uraeus (plural Uraei or Uraeuses) is a stylised upright cobra (or snake / serpent), used as a symbol of sovereignty, royalty, deity and divine authority in ancient Egypt. Uraeus is a Greek word that may have its origins in ancient Egyptian, meaning "she who rears up". The Uraeus originated from the goddess Wadjet, who was seen as a cobra. She became the patron of the Delta, Lower Egypt, and so was worn by the Pharaohs as a head ornament, in effect part of the crown, as a claim over the land. There is evidence for this even in the Old Kingdom (3rd millennium BCE). The pharaoh was seen as a manifestation of the sun-god Re, and so it was also believed that the Uraeus protected the Pharaohs by spitting fire on their enemies. In some mythological works, the 'eyes' of Re are said to be uraei. As the Uraeus was seen as a royal symbol, Horus and Set were also depicted wearing one. Another name for this is the term "Totaf" found also in the Bible. Golden Uraeus of Senusret II

Contests
I have decided to set down a few rules for my contests from now on. (Rules may be revised by myself before the start of my next contest) RULES 1. MUST have a salute to enter and vote on all entries (and be at least level 5) 2. MUST add the hostess 3. NO blasters or scripts will be tolerated. If I find out someone has been using them, that contestant will be asked to discontinue cheating...If I do not hear a response or if it continues I will remove the contestant from the contest. 4. ABSOLUTELY NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED 5. NO down rates or harassing will be allowed.If I find that happens I will remove the contestant...If it is not a contestant that is down rateing or harassing...I will find out who the person is bombing and ask that person to tell their friend to stop or they will be removed. 6. I reserve the right to block scripters, cheaters, and any body that harassed either myself or other contestants IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY RULES THEN DON'

In Memory Of My Grandmother
The woman was tought but she also was a sweet loving lady who would hug you when you cried and tell you it would be alright... She was strong when it came to correcting you but then would kiss the tears away... She always did what she thought was right even if it mad some angry...she stood on strong beliefs live right for god and wanted all her family to do the same even though some disagreed with her....she never loved one child any more or less than she did the rest...no matter if you were the first child,grandchild, or great grandchild you all got treated the same with a loving heart and a strong safe hugg from a small woman who stood about 5 foot 3...There will never be another one like her some may try but there is no way that she will ever be replaced. She was loved and she lived a good long life to the age of 93. Grandma you were truly loved and you will be deeply missed but every day when i see a flower or a bird I will remember you and the memories we shared and I will know th

Any Ct Angels In Uk Looking For Fun??
Please take a look at my Bio, I am a fun loving, filthy, cheeky chappy that is looking for fun and frolicks in the UK with CT Angels. I'm happy to share pics and laughs to see how the mood is! The summer is coming and I definately find another gear of energy! I'm 6'0, athletic, blue eyes. I'll leave it to you to work out if you think I'm attractive. If you would like more info, pics, jokes or to chat, please send me a mail!

Hush Hush Photography
Hush Hush Photography, providing discreet amateur photography to fun loving adults. If your in the Portland, ME area and need discreet amateur erotic photo (video coming soon) work done then look no further. I have an excellent record of keeping all work confidential and discreet. How I usually work is when a client asks for my services we set up a time and date, I arrive at their home or hotel room they have booked for the occasion and I take the shots they want. First and foremost I am an amateur photographer, do not expect Playboy style photography. On the flipside I am also not the blurred, finger in the pic, out of focus, photographer that the majority of people are either. While I may be very liberal in the work that I may do, I do have general guidelines that I follow. I will not: Shoot anyone under the age of 18, I.D. is required for proof of age. Shoot any act that I personally feel is depraved and /or illegal. (Ask before dismissing anything) Shoot male / male

The Things That Tickle Me... And Other Such Nonsense
this is copy and pasted from the shout box so start from the bottom and read up... ROFLMFAO... this is the first convo i wake up to this morning... finish: (see now if he was a respectful man, me telling him i was all about my bf would have been enough to make him give up. instead he assumed i was some skank out for a big dick... and you know what assuming does... it makes and ass out of you and a bitch outta me LMFAO) me...: LOL no you dont (ROFLMFAO!!! he walked right into this one) sexy metal...: :(-tears- i have a bigger dick me...: no babe im sorry i have a bf that i absolutly adore its nothing against you, but the only person i want is him (ummm no sorry about your luck but i will commence with a polite let down) sexy metal...: u dont want it me...: nice looks like your having fun (looks like a fuzzy dead turtle wearing a blue latex body warmer) sexy metal...: wat u think (i begin to rate NSFW pics of him and his gf not really paying much a

Justu
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I had no clue that all of that reading would help out,i'm ready for the next quiz or maybe a practical,anyone wanting to help? peace

My Life And Me
Since he left my life sorta just been faling apart. I got terribly sick for 4 days and then got fired on valentines day because i didn't get a doctors note for missing one day of work. [thats very dumb/gay/retarded if you ask me]. Went out to breakfast last night with two of my best friends and this 27 year old kept hitting on me.[hes was drunk. very.] but He is nothing compaired to my man. I'm just ready for Feb to be over with. This has been the worst month of teh year so far. March should be better, hopefully have a new job and my brithday is on the 10th and he comes home the same day. theres no where but up from here.

Raffle Contest!!!
CLICK ON THE PIC TO REGISTER NOW!! 20 comments gets you 1 raffle ticket. Drawing will be held on Febuary 17 at 11 pm EST If you haven't already vote damn it!!! Come on ppl what do you have to lose? Great music and Great ppl? Who would want to miss that?

Everyone Please Stop By
Hello everyone. Please feel free tp stop by my page and sign my NEW guestbook. Also leave a voice comment to say "hi". I am on this site "CHERRYTAP" and the "other site" MYSPACE. (Myspace.com/pauly_wauly_75)

* Kathara Grid *
(Kathara Grid - or Kathara 12-Tree is also known as The Tree of Life) The word Kathara refers to the Core Structure of Morphogenetic Fields, the Holographic Templates of Sound-Light and Scalar Waves that serve as the blueprints on which matter manifests. KA - Light, THA - Sound, RA - One. The Kathara Grid of the human body is the Core Holographic Template upon which the morphogenetic scalar-wave template, and all other levels of identity and form are built. It is the "Control Center" for manifestation of the Human Being. There are several structural levels of the Kathara Grid Level-1 Kathara = 12-Tree Grid with Kathara Centers & Kathara Lines Level-2 Kathara = Crystal Seals Grid & 15 Primary Chakras Level-3 Kathara = Diodic and Miodic Points Grid The Kathara Grid is the primary mathematical-geometrical organization of units of consciousness upon which Partiki units group to form morphogenetic field scalar grids. It is geometrically structured as 12 Primary Kathara Ce

* Kathara *
The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System is the keystone teaching at the center of a huge body of material, all generically known as the "Freedom Teachings." These are all translated (not channeled) from Pre-Ancient, Pre-Atlantean, "Law of One" Maharata Texts, traces of which appear in various forms within many popular paradigms associated with "Ascension", "Merkaba", "Healing" and Personal-Spiritual "Empowerment." The tangible difference between popular paradigms & Kathara is the self-evident, and utterly profound, sense of depth, breadth, and sheer "rightness" that the materials inherently demonstrate; & to a degree truly beyond comparison. So much so, that the immense new scope is now available to develop evermore robust patterns for dramatic personal healing, growth & consciousness expansion. Kathara reveals the Anatomy of Creation, Core Structure, the blueprints & interconnectedness of all matter forms reaching far beyond the framework of all other holistic Healing Modalit

Realize
To realize the value of ten years: Ask a newly divorced couple. To realize the value of four years: Ask two, now single, high school sweethearts. To realize the value of One years: Ask a student who has failed a final exam. To realize the value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born. To realize the value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby. To realize the value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize the value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet. To realize the value of one minute: Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize the value of one second: Ask a person who has survived an accident. To realize the value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with "SOMEONE" special. The origin of thi

The Survey
BEDROOM SURVEYTAKE THIS SURVEY!Do you have the following in your bedroom?Condoms:yes..king sizeCell phone:yesBook shelf:yesCouch:noFuton:noComputer/laptop:yesPictures:yesMirror:yes Skateboard:noBed:yes..king size alsoClothes on the floor:lol omg you cant see the floorSurfboard:noSmoke detector:yesPiano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums:noLocking door:yesBottle of water:yesBlacklight:noLava Lamp:no I wishMedals/ribbons:noCDs:tonsFlag:nopeStop sign/any sign:nopePaintball gun:nopeReal Gun:yesCigarettes:nopePot:maybeAny drugs:maybeAlcohol:yesBooks:tonsps2:nopeXbox:nopeGamecube:nopeStereo:yesGum:yesHow many windows do you have in ur room:2What is the color of your walls?marroon wallpaperDo you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?bothWhat's on your walls?pics of dad Has the opposite sex been in your room before?multiple times..and multiple peopleHas the opposite sex been on your bed?umm yesHas the opposite sex slept in your bed?unless I kick them out before morningEver had sex in you

* Meditation * The Maharic Seal *
Meditation - The Maharic Seal This meditation technique is part of the Keylontic science teachings that are published by www.azuritepress.com There is an excellent introduction to the Freedom Teachings here. I have been using the techniques and information presented there since 2003, and I can honestly say they are very beautiful and powerful. They facilitate a very natural and individual journey that is challenging at times, in terms of the classic spiritual metaphor of holding a mirror to one's self. But it is immensely rewarding and loving, in the sense of the absolute awe that one begins to feel breathing in every living thing, large and small. I find it really helps with concentration and shifting blockages in my body more easily. Once you get used to doing the technique it doesn't take very long. There are other techniques on the azurite press website here. If you decide to explore the techniques and material further, be sure to read this guide first. The Eckasha Ma

Lucky Pig
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour! (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the leng

For My Man
He treats me like a queen but hes only a prince His eyes tell a story of the past Telling things that only i can understand His soul screams for love Sometimes it keeps screaming just to be heard He speaks words of wisdom and of love His voice a soothing song of love His body a temple only i can be part of Nobody is able to see the real boy i see Hes gentle like a spring breeze but rough like an uncut diamond His kisses are sweet and never suprise me The touch of his lips to my neck is like nothing i have ever felt,so soft,but yet so powerful He takes my hand and hold it like a prized poession The scent of his skin,the taste of his kiss are like a dream that never ends Im wrapped in his love never wanting to escape.

Cherry Plucker
Ever wander what it's like to voted on or even passed up because of Looks. Well, these pics below (from Cherrytappers) are a whole new breed of Hotties. C for yourself. Hope you enjoy. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/335649 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/87270 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/446623 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/674992 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/519986 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/658859 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/622295 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/395801 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/323954 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/515327 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/542124 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/314931 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/563863 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/60269

Perversions Of A Perverted Mind
hi, i just started up yesterday, i just wanted to thank amy for inviting me, and say thanks to everyone who's been so amazingly nice to me, sorry if i havent gotten around to everyone else's page, my comp is not exactly in shape to parade through the internet like most people's is, but thanks all the same, people on here are extremely nice, hope to meet more people!

Longtyrone
What is a friend list? To some it's a way to build relationships. To others it's an ego boost and a way to feel popular. And some people use their friends list mainly as a way to build CherryTap points. None of these are inherently wrong to me. Some of my friends keep in touch on a semi-regular basis. I've got some friends that I never hear from and that's fine. Some just roll through my photos giving tens and never comment or PM me, but that's cool too. If people need CherryTap points then feel free to use me in that way. I'm not a big fan of CherryTap points anyway, but that's another blog post. Some CherryTappers complain about never hearing from the people in their friends list either in a PM, IM or comment. These are usually the same people I never hear from. Let's be realistic. If you have a list of 200 friends, ask yourself how many times you've actually gone through and touched base with all 200 of them? Never? Then why would you expect that from others?

Sad
it all started when i lost a few good friends on Cherrytap and Myspace. have no idea where they went, they vanished without a trace. Then i lost my job because where i was working, they are buying everything from China now. like most companies, all they care is $$$$$$$. This week i found another job, worked one day just so the next day they tell me i'm too old they want younger people. they told i was able to do the job but being over 40 was too hold for them. it really fucking sucks. not my year so far.

Thoughts And Feelings Of At The Time
Ever feel alone and deperesed even when serounded by friends and family and even wounder if they truely care. I get this way at times that no one gives a damn and yet i'm serounded by friends, i feel alone and lonely and seems like no one seems to care at all and at times i feel like just ending it all. or just giving up and saying screw it i don't care cuz no one else seems to give a damn. I also at times really care for someone and yet i get upset for no reason when they don't return my affections in the way i feel they should and i know that is wrong and yet i can't help myself cuz,to me those feelings are real and are easly smashed.I then feel rejected makeing my feelings of being alone and that on one cares even deeper. Makeing me at times wanting it to all end and or never have been born at all. spidey

Amber , My Lil' Sister
Normally I wouldn't read anything on your page or anyone elses to be exact! but tonight for some reason I decided to read what you had to say, I couldn't agree with you more on the things you had to say about Mom and Donna the I read on and I find this! "Hummm My Idol well............I think personally the only Idol that I have is my big sister Tasha she is the best damn sister a girl could ever have she makes me smile when Im down she is there when I need a shoulder to cry on she is like a gods Cent angel there like watching over me like their aint nothing to be worried about so yeah you all tell me that you couldnt find a sister like that cause Lord let me tell you as far as Im concerned My sister is my life my heart and my guardian angel all in one category....Sissy if you are reading this I just want you to know how much I love you and I just wanted to say thanks for being THE BEST DAMN SISTER a girl could ever have....Ohh Yeah one more thing...cant wait till your nephew gets

Breathing
Takieng it all in with each wondering step...I got to thinking im not just a nightmare im someones night time fansty with hopes and dreams of all to come true...I sit upon my long lenghty stool and wonder if they even know that im there night mare and im there fansty....No one really knows not even those who think they know because you cant tell what things bring us because each day is differnt....Im even unsure weather its ok to breathe without makeing some kinda mistake and haven it back fire on me and me haven to pay it worth a damm...because if no one pays it attion then what good does it do to even give a rats ass ------------------------------------------------- bolg 2 Im only human, im the one who takes on all helps all and does for all bust my ass each and everyday of the week and stays strong... with a tuff spot in my path i get knocked off and wonder if its ok ....i vent it out with the pros and cons... knock myself down and cant escape myself till i see that its

Poetry
These are some poems that I have written for my girlfriend. Tell me what you think... She expells all trepidation, manipulation, false sophistication and and instead offers elated pursuasion of a nourishing invasion. Enamorus is the hand that guides restoration to a lost prospect. A prospect once obsolete is now my retreat to where the angel lies. Insecurites defeat. I'm palpatating, every so often skipping a beat. But I want do do more then skip. I want to run to where the angel lies. Back to my retreat that the angel provides and not a forlornness that is so obsolete. And another: A tantalizing song is being played, repiticiously sending chills through the base of my soul. A soul once curious and reluctant now answered and ready. Ready for the fire. Ready for the the castration of my fears and the decapitation of my doubts. Bloody ears and foolish fears now vanished. Your a magician. A good magician never reveals her secrets and I am your se

Just Checking It Out...
New to this thing and checking it out. Thanks to Karen for inviting me. I know my profile has been viewed once and i'm sure it will be viewed again by someone who I thought I cared for, but I wish to this day I had never met. This person is a user and always will be. I am glad that I won't be living next door to him anymore. I hope one day he can seriously learn to keep things in his pants. And to think with the smart mind that he has and not the brain down below. I hope that someday there is a girl out there that can outsmart him just as he has done to others. And I know there will be. I feel sorry for those who were really hurt by all of the lies he gave them as well as me. That is no way to live the life you have been blessed with.Ps. I am doing well thank you.

10ways Of Being A Good Fubarian...
Ten Ways to be a Good FUBARIAN! 1. Show love(Comment your Friends, Random acts of Kindness) Do this as much as U can. Try and show your friends u care even if ur BUSY! Make them a graphic or leave a comment or send a gift. 2. If you visit their blogs... Comment them. You took the time to go see what it was, so leave a comment ...its nice to do so.Rate them as well. 3. Help fellow FUBARIANS out. IF someone needs help, do what you can! 4.At least once a week pick 5 new cherries that just joined and befriend them!! 5. Stay out of the DRAMA. You can be a good friend with out getting involved!! 6. Do not put NSFW pics up as your display!!!Save them for your ADULT folder! Many people on FUBAR are bitter & have absolutely NOTHING better to do than report them, so dont waste time in risking an NSFW pic as a default! 7. The most important thing! When you become friends with someone...DO NOT ASK THEM TO SEE THEIR PRIVATE PICS!!! Its disrespectful. 8. Become a fan!!! Its

Dreams
Ok,Maybe just maybe someone can help me figure this one out,I've searched the Net and can't seem to find anything to help without having to join some type of forum. I had a strange dream the other night and I've tried to no avail to pick it back up again which I can usually do...sorry let me get to the point lol... I had a dream a couple of nights ago about an ex that I have not even thought about conciously in a very long time,I don't remember any dialouge of the dream,just this visual of seeing him in the kitchen of our old place anyways I happen to look down and he has no feet they are amputated right above the ankles and he's got these weird looking prosthetics on....any ideas?

Fight For Net Neutrality
If you use the Internet in the least bit, you should know this. By now, mainstream media has started to float the term "Net Neutrality". Some people are still unclear as to what this really is. And if you don't know what it is, you need to take 5 minutes of your day to find out. I'd suggest www.savetheinternet.com (American-based, but it has a flash movie) or the Canadian version, www.neutrality.ca. Either way, same issue. To try and keep this email short, I'll just summarize it as the freedom of the Internet. Net Neutrality is a GOOD THING, and making it the law will ensure our Internet stays free and open to everyone. The Canadian government has made it pretty clear they aren't going to care about the issue, and Canadian ISPs are winning this war. Lets raise some attention to this issue! If you don't have the time to write your MP, or raise awareness yourself, I just ask this.... Go to www.neutrality.ca. Watch the first video, it explains a lot, sign the petition. And pass thi

Come As You Are
Bring all your access troubles bring all your hopes and dreams, bring your shattered past, it's all the same to me, I will never judge you, I will never turn my back, we will face this world together, there is no turning back, A true friend never turns away, a true friend will never stray, I will be your friend, there is no need to change, if you will need a friend then , COME AS YOU ARE!!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Mj
Okay, there is this boy that i love with all my heart and his name is Michael. But I call him MJ. He is my one and only and always will be. He will also be my baby always and forever. I love this boy so much words cant even being to descibe

Too Long Gone
WE ARE FOREVER BOUND BY THIS FREAKISH LUST THIS UMBILICAL CORD OF PAIN AND GRIEF WE CAN NOT TEAR OURSELVES APART FOR WHEN WE TRY IT IS BUT A FUTILE ATTEMPT THE DARKNESS TRAVELS THE CORD AND ENVELOPES US BOTH FOREVER BOUND TO THE ONE WE HATE WE CLAW AT EACH OTHER FOREVER TO BE LIVING IN PAIN WHAT ONCE WAS SWEET HAS ROTTED OUT THERE IS NO ESCAPE AS I INHALE YOU EXHALE AS YOU SLEEP I WAKE AS YOU CRY I LAUGH AS YOU SCREAM I AM AT PEACE PEACE WITHIN YOUR PAIN AS IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN

Crucifixion Of An Angel
Crucifixion of an Angel She remains defiant in the face of death Nailed to the cross Accused of treachery and witchcraft She was only true to her soul She had a taste for adventure She could bewitch and beguile She was fantastic company A party animal who also had a sensitive side She loved romantic trips to Paris and Rome She liked expensive clothes Her lovers would spend all their money on her But that was enough to keep her close She always felt the need to move Always uncomfortable in one single place A thirst for excitement which had to be quenched Many of her partners became paupers A few even took their lives She was an explosive personality Once you had spent an even in her company Your life would never be the same And now she has been judged by her former lovers Found guilty of being a witch An old crime in a modern setting I kneel at her feet and beg her to forgive us all "Your beauty corrupted our souls Such beauty only belongs in heaven Return t

Emma Rose
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. by Susan Du Four

Author Unknown
I found this poem and gave it to my grandmother over 5 years ago when my grandfather passed away and it touched me so i wanted to share it...idk who wrote it or the title but it still brings tears to my eyes.... I stood by your bed last nite, I came to take a peep. I could see you were crying, you found it hard to sleep. I whispered to you softly, as you brushed away a tear, "its me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times you passed that cup to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore, I longed to take your parcels, I wished I carried more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care, I wanted to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for your key, I gently put my hand on yours, I smiled and said "its me." we both went in, you looked so tired and you sank in to your cha

Lifes Too Short
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips50%Bondage50%Blind Folds33%Biting17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Don't........
don't send flowers they die anyway... don't say sweet loving words that are just "something that u say"... don't make promises you know you'll never keep... turning "sweet dreams" into nights when u can't sleep... don't say..."Forever"... then just turn and walk away... leaving us to wonder what did we do or say? "I love you" is a simple phrase it can mean alot... but said without meaning it makes it something that its not... don't toy with ones emotions what damage it can do.... Karma is a strange thing it just might come back to you!

Suffer The Children....
Suffer the children and all they endure... they deserve not the pain being so sweet and pure... some are abused by angry adults... blamed for things that were never their fault... some become pawns in the game of divorce... used as "weapons" to hurt bitter feelings the source... some are abandoned feeling lost and alone... left to fend for themself no place to call home... the scars that are left follow them all of their life... long buried pain still cuts like a knife... suffer the children with no safe place to be... facing life all alone longing to be free......

Star Crossed Lovers
caught up in your memories... haunted by the past... thumbing thru your pictures... our time went to fast... the photos worn and faded... i reach out to touch your face... a deep eternal longing... as i remember your embrace... softly spoken words... still echo in my mind... i mourn all we lost... when "us" you left behind... do i ever cross your mind... as often you do with me? at times still reminded of you... by something that i see... it seems another lifetime... our "starcrossed" fantasy... but those magical memories... will always follow me....

Dog The Bounty Hunter
SIGN THIS PETITION...HE BROUGHT JUSTICE TO PEOPLE WHO HAS BEEN DONE WRONG BY A CRIMINAL...WHY SHOULD HE HAVE TO PAY FOR THAT..PLEASE HELP HIM OUT AND SIGN THIS PETITION MUCH MAHALO, DEE http://www.petitiononline.com/dwayne/petition.html

Bridge To Terabithia
We took our kids to watch Bridge To Terabithia last night and I have to say, I was really surprised at how good the movie was. The kids enjoyed the movie and I know this because not one of them made a peep during the whole thing. (which is very rare with 9,9,8,7 year olds lol)I figured it would be a kids only movie but I truly liked it. If you get the chance, watch it, I don't think you will regret it.

Given Up
given up. Its been too long now I need a change I need some action Anything This is the end of it I cant take it anymore Standing here Feeling stupid and alone Like Im the only one Who doesnt Who hasnt Need something new Need you No Im not ok But I lie and say -- Im fine And so slowly You turn away I feel like Im competing with nothing And it doesnt matter Cause Im not yours anymore My hands are cold Too bad its not the beginning Youll find me running In the opposite direction But Im just stupid Im so lost And alone Need nothing new Just you No Im not ok But I lie anyway -- I miss you I miss nothing I want everything I dont know what to do Cant say the truth Cause I dont know what youll do Ill just give up on it But I cant.... ~Terri R. Swancey~

Promises
We met in a world of online dreams, no way to know just how much is true, but I gave my word, to love, respect, only give my love to only you, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... It seems that everyday, there is another problem we must face, to come between us, try to take our love away, I told you , I was in this with you come what may, there is nothing, that will stop me from loveing you, I will stand beside you, come thick or thin, I know I told you, I give my word again, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Poll
tr> NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 6 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Yes I have 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I

Hedonism Ii
Just got back for Hedonism in Jamaica. Had a blast getting that all over tan. Sun was hot and the activies were hotter. LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO GO ALONG ON JAN OF 2008. We had 72 people that went with our group FUN IN THE SUN CREW and 22 booked for 2008 because thay stated it was the most fun they ever had. So If your interested in having what we call the most fun you can without your pants on drop me a line. WYLD CHILD

Control
I thought I knew you, I thought you cared, I thought you loved me, and wanted me there, you only wanted control.. I thought it was more, I thought it was true, I thought I could trust you, I could count on you, you only wanted control... I thought this was real, I thought this would last, I thought we had a tomorrow, building a past, you only wanted control... I won't be lied to, I won't be abused, time that things change, time that you knew, I'm takeing control, with or without you.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Help Wanted.....please?
I have some lovely pictures that I would like to stash....only I don't know how to! Cut and paste/ copy doesn't work....how do I make my pics into html or whatever? Any help gratefully received. Thanks in advance.

Lite Reading
Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics: * 29 have been accused of spousal abuse * 7 have been arrested for fraud * 19 have been accused of writing bad checks * 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses * 3 have done time for assault * 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit * 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges * 8 have been arrested for shoplifting * 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits * 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year... Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.

Shadow Vampire
Shadow Vampire Many dark centuries have passed since the first vampire was created. During that time an evolution occurred in the ranks of the Vampire legions. New breeds rose to follow their different paths... among them walks the Shadow Vampire. Unknown to most they developed many powers such as the ability to observe and absorb the talents and feelings of these they encountering their journeys, In time of great danger they found the Shadow Realm. A place not easily tolerated, causing great pain and even death to many that tried it, but a few intrepid individuals adapted and survived in the Shadow Realm without harm... thus the Shadow moniker. As the centuries have passed they have crossed paths with many other breeds finding many that the like and even more that they don't. Perhaps it was because of the nature of the Shadow Realm with its constant sameness that their curiosity became so strong. Intrigued by the powers of the others displayed they sought out and learned al

Stabbed By My Bestfriend.. Tell Me What You Think....
Heyyy Yall... Well I have had somethings on my mind. Things goin on in my life. THAT TRUELY SUCKS.... I want to know what people think about this. Well I have been friends with this girl for years well about 10 years. She was my best friend. Someone I turned to when I had problems. Like this one. Anyways, I dated this guy 2 years ago now. We dated a few months. We were like bestfriends... Well he was my best guy friend...We broke up but we were more then friends after the fact. It also went on for a year. Now its been a year since. And I cared so much about this guy. I stoped talkin with him so much so I could get over him or at least keep my distance. You know. So We used to talk every night. He used to send me texts every morning and night. Sayin well duhh Good Morning and Good Night. I really liked him. Well lets say I loved him very much. Now my Ex- bestfriend.. Someone who never liked him really. Is datin him. She didn't even have the nerve to tell me. I found out on

Special Poem
THEY SAY MEMORIES ARE GOLDEN, WELL MAYBE THAT IS TRUE. BUT WE NEVER WANTED MEMORIES, WE ONLY WANTED YOU. A MILLION TIMES WE'VE NEEDED YOU,A MILLION TIMES WE'VE CRIED. IF LOVE ALONE COULD HAVE SAVED YOU, YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE DIED. IN LIFE WE LOVED YOU DEARLY, IN DEATH WE LOVE YOU STILL. IN OUR HEARTS YOU HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE, NO ONE WILL EVER FILL. OUR FAMILY CHAIN HAS BEEN BROKEN AND NOTHING SEEMS THE SAME. BUT AS GOD CALLS US ONE BY ONE, THE CHAIN WILL LINK AGAIN. IN LOVING MEMORY OF CHRISTOPHER MICHEAL SIMMONS BORN 03/06/1982 DIED 11/29/2003

Does He Love Me?
There comes a time in your life when you think you have found that one true love, then the worst happens heartbreak. You start thinking does he really love me or does he just say that , and what have I done to deserve this? Why do the majority of the girls get fucked over all the time?

* Morphogenetic Fields *
(Crystal Body , Manifestation Template or Organic Imprint for Health) All matter forms and forms of consciousness, including planetary bodies and human bodies, are manifested through a morphogenetic (form-holding) imprint, which exists as a quantity of crystalline (that's why it's also called crystal body), electro-tonal energetic substance that is composed of specific patters of frequency. (See: Universal Manifestation Template, Primal Order, Energy Matrix, Time Matrix) This morphogenetic imprint sets the pattern for a form within the 15-dimensional Unified Field of energy substance, The morphogenetic imprint holds the instructions and design for form-building in a type of digital or electronic encoding, known as Keylon Codes. Forms come into manifestation and evolve, as patterns of frequency are drawn into the forms' morphogenetic field, from the dimensional frequency bands of the Unified Field of energetic substance within which the morphogenetic field is placed. Thi

* Holographic Templates * & The Holographic Universe *
Holographic Template The Holographic Template is the original thought-form construct upon which our universal structure is perpetually created. The Holographic Template represents the living Morphogenetic Field - the dimensionalized blueprint of conscious light, sound and scalar waves, within which the individuated consciousness is stationed, an upon the illusion of solidity is manifest. The human body is a living “holographic projection machine”. Consciousness IS energy and Energy IS Conscious. The externalization of life, manifestation of matter and individuation of identity are HOLOGRAPHIC PROJECTIONS of Consciousness-Energy Substance, created through an intrinsic order of energetic relationships. Energetic relationships represent interrelationships of consciousness, in its infinite manifest and de-manifest form. Reality is Thought Construction. The core substance of the cosmos is Consciousness. Thought is an attribute of Consciousness, the filte

* Scalar Waves *
Scalar Waves (Scalar Standing Wave / Flash Light Sequences) Scalar: Etymology: Latin scalaris, from scalae stairs, ladder - scale 1 : having an uninterrupted series of steps : GRADUATED 2a : capable of being represented by a point on a scale 2b : of or relating to a scalar or scalar product Scalar in Physics and Math means a quantity that does not depend upon any system (co-ordinate system or direction) to be defined; it's already defined by its quantity. i.e. The speed of an object is a scalar (e.g. 180 km/h), while its velocity is not (180 km/h north). The first does not depend upon a "direction" but the second does. 3 : scalar (noun) a quantity, for example, mass or time, that has magnitude but no direction (Merriam-Webster Dictionary & Wikipedia.org) A Scalar Wave is a multi-dimensional standing wave pattern that emanates out of a fixed point of sound -tonal vibration - within the Morphogenetic Field (MF) of the Cosmic Unified Field of Energy. Scalar

Gwen's Blog... Haha... Exciting New Stuff!
Well I had an exciting Valentines day. The night before I had trouble sleeping... Let me take you back about 9 years first... I had a baby in Sept of 97... My husband at the time was a loser and was never home... he would come home only when it was good for him... he denied the baby all the time... As a matter of fact the first time he ever seen his daughter she was only 2 days old but he was drunk as fuck... yeah way to go right... anyways I had her up until she was 5 mths old... I decided that I couldn't be a mother and give my daughter the things she needed... I found some people that wanted to adopt my daughter... Ok now back to presant day... Here I am the morning of valentines day... Like 2 AM... can't sleep... I get up and decide that I am going to look for these people... I mean after all it is an open adoption... I found them under a school email... not completely sure if it was them or not, but took that chance... So I sent them an email telling them all about my life an

Lonely
Lonely By Steven Cook Night time is near , I’m alone once more A lonely night so I lock the door I lay awake so determine to sleep I close my eyes and constantly weep I think of her throughout the night And how I wish I could hold her tight To be together until death do us part She was the reason my life would start The beginning of her love was precious and true She knew just who I was and knew what to do To keep me happy to make me see That love was destined for her and me The times we shared were perfect and rare The happiness I felt I just knew she cared She put passion in everything she did for me She made me believe that I could be king So I gave her my heart only to find That love was not destined love led me blind

Oh The Cleverness Of Twatwaffle And Asshat
Ok guys im sick stuck in the house with some kind of strep throat/flu crap and of course being stuck in the house it gave me ample time to run in frivolous circles with my sister Sunny (aka Asshat) over yahoo messenger .... one thing you have to understand about our relationship, is that first and for most Sunny is my Girl but second... Sunny is my spell check LOL Toxic: i ate fritos for brakfast this morning... Toxic: sick smiley Sunny: oh yeah.. thats gonna help Toxic: i should have made soup Sunny: dingleberry! Toxic: LOL Sunny: fluids!! Toxic: i dont like fluids Toxic: there are already enough coming out of my nose already Sunny: not body fluids.. this is why your the twatwaffle.. lmao Toxic: i want to dry it out Toxic: LOL Toxic: right! Sunny: lol Sunny: did you see my blog?? (you HAVE GOT to look at this!) Sunny: http://cherrytap.com/blog/45270 Sunny: that should make you laugh Toxic: k let me go look Sunny: =)) LOL

Check Out All My New Pics
CHECK OUT ALL MY NEW PICS AND RATE THEM, COMMENT THEM, ADD ME AS A FRIEND IM NEW HERE SO STILL TRYING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS THE MORE THE MERRIER!! ALSO COMMENT AND VOTE FOR ME IN THE MENS SEXY BOOTY CONTEST HERE IS THE LINK BELOW... THE CONTEST WILL END WEDNESDAY AND THE WINNERS GET A BLAST SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT!! thanks and kisses & hugs mavrick64

Killer Blue Eyezzz Contest!!!
Hey friends, fans and lurkers! I am going to be in a Killer Blue Eyezzz Contest from February 20th til March 6th and I'd love your vote! Please come visit my profile during that time and hit the link to vote for me. I was never popular in high school so now's my time to shine. I appreciate all votes and ya'll know if you support me NOW, when you need me to rate or comment bomb I am there for you! Thanks in advance from the blue eyed Texan Elizabeth.

Mother
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you" The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who had been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my 3 children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "Whats wrong, are you well?' She asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded, just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, a nd then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date.

Some Dream
your standing thier taunting me with a roach in a jar with your breast expose and wet lips it seem , so cold it must be real your skin sweats and the roach dies know i see it must be real did you promise me were you down with me i couldnt love you but i need you tonight you were that freaky girl from the video with the lost dog was i outa control did you wear the mask did you play with me did i play with you what did we talk about did i talk in my sleep

For Pete Sakes Dont Think Just Read It!!!
I was just thinking about memories, friends, music, movies, random crap. It's odd when you listen to a certain song, watch a certain show,movie, eat a certain food,visit a certain location or what have you. You feel this strange connection to a certain someone, someplace, or time in your life. The song or whatever you are experiencing triggers some file in your brain where memories are stored.It kind of seems like those days,that moment,those people, or certain feelings are still active and very much alive. Such a strange thing, the human brain. It makes me wonder if everything we feel and experience is all manufactured inside our brains. Is anything real? Does the mind create certain feelings to satisfy a certain need inside of itself like a drug that is intended to deliver a quick fix? Well whether any of the moments or feelings I have experienced are all smoke and mirrors, I am still glad that I lived through them. I wouldn't take any of them back and I'm tha

So I've Realized...
So I've realized I need to stop being so dumb. I've been through a lot of struggles in my life, and I'm so used to quitting and giving up when times get rough... The only thing I've ever been good at is school and sports, but I can't even make wise decisions anymore when it comes to my wellbeing. I moved down to TX for a reason, and I'm already giving up on it because I feel like it's my fault that I'm not there for my friends and family when they've always been there for me through my struggles. Am I selfish?? I feel so helpless when I'm down here. But at the same time if I go back-- what am I going back to? A life where it's hard as fuck to find a job, everythings expensive as hell, cold as a mother fucker, and everyones depressed. I love all the friends I have and have ever had to death, and I'll ALWAYS be there for them in spirit, or even if they call.. But it still pains me not to be there for a hug when they need me, or when I need them. I know every place is different, a

Thanks!!
JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL WHO TOOK THE TIME TO HELP ME OUT IN THE MILF CONTEST!! BECAUSE OF YOU, I CAME IN 2ND!! :) TO SEE WHAT I WON, SEE MY BULLETIN! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL *MUAH*!!! I TRIED TO GIFT THOSE THAT HELPED ME THE MOST,BUT DUE TO CONTEST ENDING EARLY I WAS UNABLE TO CHECK AT THE END, SO IF I MISSED ANY OTHER BOMBERS, LET ME KNOW!

Just Here!!!
Well, what to do when your away from home on a holiday weekend. Well to start you stay up late and sleep in.then you wake up and realize your alone in that big bed.Check your emails,cherrytap messages,grab a Sunday paper and dirnk that first cup of coffee. Then you go to breakfast,go see Elvis' birth place,and go to the mall. Lunch is next,then go back to the hotel.Check emails,throw on your sweats,what some history channel while chattin with friends and family. Grab that new camera you bought, and realize your actually stupid now with all the new tech these days.I had to read the damn book...lol. Then get some dinner,hit on some hotties..lol,and realize your a long way from home. So whats best for the blues? Baskin robbins(butter pecan) ice cream...oh yea...the sit down,laptop on your lap,t.v. tuned in and write some poems about some special people. Call the kids,and just think about all you have in life even if it seems you have nothing. Man life is Great!!! But i'm still go

Old Song Lyrics Of Mine
Rejected, lonely The feelings all come back again You'll find me, drowning In my own disgrace, I'm losing hope Losing my mind Helpless as a child lying here Wanting, needing To fill this void in my life again I'm left here, with no one But myself to blame, I'm killing me Many nights I Often wonder why I gave up So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me Weaker each day Can't find the strength to carry on You took everything I ever wanted in my life Pieces scatter Of my broken heart once again Defeated beaten I've been pushed around for the last time You pushed me too far Now it's time to say goodbye again Forgive me it's too late The deeds already done I'm free to fly So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me

More Of My Stuff
Idolize Bring me your dead your tired your pitiful Suffer the masses humanity falls Lend me your time your lives give me your soul Follow the false one the messiah calls Heed the masters call One thousand points of pain Destruction drawing nigh False Idol speak my name Send in your weak your strong your precious few I will destroy them for I am your god Goddamn your priests your views religious fucks Simple minded fools surrounded by lies Heed the masters call One thousand points of pain Destruction drawing nigh False Idol speak my name

My Special Gift
My Special Gift there is a gift thats on my mind i think you will find it quite interesting you cannot see it, but you can feel it yo cannot take it, but you can have it you will find it if you are nice,sweet and kind you can keep it so without any delay i will say my special gift is LOVE love makes you happy and sometimes sad love makes you cheerful and sometimes mad but most of all love will fall when u are ready

How I Feel........
Yes I am single is that such a bad thing... No at times I just dont' wanna deal with the drama.. To Much drama over what are you doing?? Who are you with?? Are you talking to other guys??? Just Blah Blah Blah... I just want a relationship where there is NO drama I'm free to do what I want wwith out any bullshit thats it... I have friends girls and guys and I will not choose any boyfriend over them deffently not... If I'm with you its because we trust each other we have anough faith in one another to not fuck it up.. So, I am single untill I find that guy that 1. There is a spark.. 2. Ofcourse I have to be attracted to you.. 3. NO jealousy.. 4. You Trust me and I'll trust you.. 5. If I need you, your there.. And 6. Love me for me don't try to change me cause I'll wave goodbye to you in a heartbeat.. 7. Theres no second chances you fuck up its on you not me..... Now, Seriously do you see why this beautiful white female is single.. And if you don't then you

Vera's Thoughts
Of all the things in life that go so fast, relationships are sometimes neglected. I just wanted to let all those people out there who have a relationship know not to take for granted what you have. I have been single for a little over 2 months so far and I think this time has been the hardest of all the other times. I have talked to a few different people but none that even came close to what I was looking for until within the last week. I have been talking to someone who stole my heart within the first hour after I met him offline. At first I thought the feeling was somewhat mutual and continued to think so for a short while. Then we both decided maybe things were going "too fast". By then though my heart had dived in. I know it wasn't the other persons fault and I am not blaming him in any way. I guess I'm just not happy with the single status. I wasn't looking for nothing serious with my mind but my heart thought differently. I'm just afraid that at this point I have scar

Hey People
HELLO EVERYONE, THANK YOU FOR CHECKING OUT MY BLOG THAT WAS VERY SWEET OF YOU. I'M NEW AT THIS SO TAKE IT EASY ON ME PLEASE...LOL WELL WHAT DO I SAY, I'M A MASSAGE THERAPIST AND A PROPS PERSON IN ACTION MOVIE MAKING. I LOVE MAKING NEW FRIENDS, BUT TO ME THE OLD GROWNING UP TOGETHER FRIENDS ARE THE BEST.

My Brother
my brothers name was james lawrence king jr. , he wasnt actually related to me but he was like the father i never had i never told any one this and i dont no y im tellin u people but its better i say this than keep it bottled up , i met (jimbo) at my brother dennis dads funeral he was my brothers dads wifes son ( confusing aint it) we clicked instantly he knew me and my brother lost something and there was a hole left anad he filled that hole. he would come get me and my bro dennis take us out to his house for weeks even months at a time , he lived far away than he moved close so we would be at his house like every day . he had a son named steven , and a son named bo bo , and a wife name krista they all mean the world to me . but it seems like since he died things havent been the same between us or any of his family for that matter , i miss him the fishing , swimming, bridge jumping, the list goes on , the reason i really wrote this was to say that my brother jimbo saved my life

New.
Hey If You Don't Mind People. Can You Add Me?. I Love New Friends And People To Talk To. I Am 15 And I Am Gay. But I Just Want Friends. I Hardly Get Any At All. Even Online... Don't Add Me If You Feel Bad. Add Me Cuz You Want To Be A Friend. Thank you.

Cloud Connected
[Verse:] People like you You live in a dream world You despise the outside And you fear you're the next one It's in your dream There's just one question Should I kill? Or should I be left behind? Sick and tired Of all your complaints This is the hour We bring it down [Chorus:] I've come to realize Every little glimpse, you fade I was told that I could fly When least expected, cloud connected [Verse:] You seem to be So introverted How come we fail? With all that is given? You crossed the line You remembered my name Time runs backwards As we're heading that way

My Fantasy
Imagine...with you on another rainy day, you take me by the hand as you suddenly get a spontaneous urge to lead me under the wet sky as we run out to dance, laugh, and play while you smile and you hold me close with tender, soaking-wet kisses. Who cares what those people are thinking. They are thinking we are in love and a little crazy! :-)

Avenged Sevenfold
Now I know there are a lot of you "metal purists" out there who dislike Avenged for whatever stupid fucking reason you can come up with, but you have to admit, their cover of "Walk" by Pantera kicks ass! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B0J_wv77HG8

How Is Everyone?
Had a great night. I hope you all had a great weekend. I am trying to get the hang of this whole cherry tap thing, but I guess I should just log in more to get it...lol. I hope you all had a great weekend!

Just Stuff
Ok, so I've never been a huge Nascar fan but wow - what a race today!! I have to admit was awake to see the wreck that took Stewart out and then fell asleep (I felt horrible most of the day) and then woke up just in time to see the last 40 laps. I'm really bummed that Dale Jr. wrecked right at the very end. What a finish though, I've never seen anything like that!! Amazing!

Hemp Farming Act Of 2007 Is Introduced Into Congress
Washington, DC -- For the second time since the federal government outlawed hemp farming in the United States, a federal bill has been introduced that would remove restrictions on the cultivation of non-psychoactive industrial hemp. The chief sponsor of H.R. 1009, the "Industrial Hemp Farming Act of 2007," is Representative Ron Paul (R-TX) and the nine original co-sponsors are Representatives Tammy Baldwin (D-WI), Barney Frank (D-MA), Raul Grijalva (D-AZ), Maurice Hinchey (D-NY), Dennis Kucinich (D-OH), Jim McDermott (D-WA), George Miller (D-CA), Pete Stark (D-CA) and Lynn Woolsey (D-CA). The bill may be viewed online at: http://www.votehemp.com/federal.html "It is indefensible that the United States government prevents American farmers from growing this crop. The prohibition subsidizes farmers in countries from Canada to Romania by eliminating American competition and encourages jobs in industries such as food, auto parts and clothing that utilize industrial hemp to be located o

Changes
Changes Life is so full of changes. Seems everyday it rearranges. One day ends. Then another begins. All these days. So many ways. I'm so lost and confused. Seems everyday I am abused. I'm not sure where I am. I do feel my life is in a jam. I'm told everyday what to do. Reminded everyday of what is due. The changes are deceptions. I'm told the are just my misconceptions. Always told how to act. Then condemed when I react. In this world we're set up to fail. Told from day one we will not prevail So how do I break the cycle of change. I don't, we dont it's out of range. we can only change with life. thats what eases are strife. change can be good. If change is understood. By, Aaron Lewis

* The High Priestess *
The High Priestess - knowledge - jumping beyond the ledge Instinct - What you know and feel beyond what you think Journey to the brink, where one may sink, Past the eye's blink and Beyond the knot's kink Elevating one to the supernatural, beyond what is actual And factual, The querant of all questions beyond the fool A tool, learned in the most sacred of mystery school A pool of secret knowledge, altering sensations of hot and cool, and what is dual She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you - by powers of day and night Show you the mysteries beyond the darkness and light To blow a wide opening of your 3rd eye's sight Beyond all matters of what is wrong and right To envelop you in the sacred teachings of your delight All intuitive notions in her secret potions of many vast and ancient primordial oceans Is the lubricating lotions Of knowledge of ancients Beyond where all thoughts and feelings went Where magick and esoteric sacr

Pittsburg Penguins
As a fan of the penguins for about fifteen years who new that this season would look so great the faces of Sidney Crosby, Evgeni Malkin, Jordan Stall, Marc Andre-fleury gotta be one of the youngest stars in the nhl today that are taking their respective team too a whole new level approching the post season with a record of 14-0-2 in their last 16 games is pretty impressive. If they keep going at this rate they will sure be in the running for a third frachise stanley cup which would be pretty awesome, so I say this go all the way boys I got the faith in you to relizing the dreams of penguins fans all over.

Heaven's Very Special Child
Heaven's Very Special Child A meeting was held quite far from earth "It's time again for another birth," Said the Angels to the Lord above, "This special child will need much love." Her progress may seem very slow, Accomplishments she may not show And she'll require extra care From the folks she meets way down there. She may not run or laugh or play Her thoughts may seem quite far away In many ways she won't adapt, And she'll be known as handicapped. So let's be careful where she's sent We want her life to be content Please, Lord find the parents who Will do a special job for You. They will not realize right away The leading role they're asked to play But with this child sent from above Comes stronger faith and richer love. And soon they'll know the privilege given In caring for this gift from Heaven. Their precious charge so meek and mild Is Heaven's very special child.

The Upside
Okay so its 730 am right now and i have been awake since 530 this morn...the neighbors decided that they was gonna crank some tunes this morning, they must be deaf cuz they vibrated me right off the fuckin couch with the bass. Plus as an added bonus im a broke ass mother fucker till wed. when i get paid. also i owe out 100 dollars on pay day...shitty deal eh. but on the brightside i got myself a date on thurs., this chick i been talkin to but havent yet met wants to go out to the argyle which is a clb round here, she wants to go dancing which will be fun, but i dont think ill be able to walk very well for a couple days after, and then on friday and saturday night we are partying here in my new apartment. so for having my week start of with a rough start this morning, it looks like its gonna shape up real well, minus the fact that i work friday and saturday morning, but i can stikk go to work all twisted and do okay.

For Women Only
Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8: 45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting roo

The Rider Takes Over
when theres gravel in the curve and a buick out front, when tire goes flat in top gear and the brakes fail, when everything goes wrong at all the right times and you realize that the REAPER rides with you, just turn to him, smile, and roll back into the throttle.

What D0 Y0u Think Ab0ut Me
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn

Life, Love And The Pursuit Of Happiness
yes they say that you only have one soulmate and though i have though to have met mine a couple times in the past i know that i have him in my life right now though the road is to happiness between us right now is a bit rocky i know in time things will smooth out and get back on the right track. i love him with everything that i am and then some. sometimes it may not seem that way that i do i love him unconditionally i know i have faults that have to be overcome and that i have to work on. jealousy being my main one and then my anger that is another and yes when i am upset i act sometimes without thinking and hurt those around me. i am working on that. i have told a white lie or two in the past i am working to overcome those too..but most of all i am working on keeping him in my life and not hurting him, he's my best friend and at times he is more then just my best friend..he's been my lover and he's been my shoulder to cry on and has dealt with my mood swings and just been plain there

Fuck Or Pass
FUCK or PASS~ There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you...(damn!)So let's play the 'fuck or Pass!' game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it...

My Little Man Evin
2/17/2007 First off----he is too cute for his own good. Just wants to play "Racy Cars" with Uncle "Jomie". Draws pictures and reads books with Gomma then off to bath time. Introduced him to "Mr Potty Chair. He wore it like a hat, then figured out what it was for. Actually used it like a pro and wouldn't take a bath until he could "make a deposit". Then off to playing "Fort" with Gompa. Thinks he can stand on Gompa Al's belly and not fall off???? Turned on Goodnight Channel and then time to snuggle with Kate.

Mine!
So yeah... there is this guy... that I'm supposly "dating"... and then this other one who wants to date me... So I'm having this conflict... the "dating" one I never see or hear from often.. but yet I have this totally mad crushing stage on him... and I can't get over it... and the one who wants to date me is the same way... So hmm... here are my options... Keep "dating" that one... or date the other one... or just say fuck men all together!!! Yay go me!

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
Trials and tribulations Well we all have these though out our life’s lately I am starting to believe some of us more then others, but that’s not rally right is it? We all have the trials and tribulations of life we just have different ones. Well mine as of late seem to take me to the limit of what I can tolerate in one day. Although in the length of my 22 years I have over come and moved forward in my life as no one thought I would. It just goes to show you that we can all make it in the end on matter what we had to face in the beginning. You all are probably asking what you have had to over come to have such a view. Well for me I believe my trials and tribulations started the day I was born believe it or not. I was born 2 months early. Ya I know wow most times you wouldn’t make it depending on was the mother healthy or do anything bad during the pregnancy to harm the baby in the long run. In this is where I got lucky I believe I was meant to be here. Why do I think this? Well

Another Old One
~~~~~~SHADOWS OF PAIN~~~~~~ Shadows of pain they see in your eyes you hope you have hidden it and don’t know why. The pain from life in a separate time the sorrows you fill for the child you were, but could never be. The things you had to do just to hid the makes left upon you by some one close again the curl hands of fate place you in this never ending debate of will you see the sun again or make a mistake and it all will end. The friends you thought were your never there to care, but to add pain to a heart of a child brused and broken with shadows of pain from battles all done in vain. They would taunt you and call you names never knowing that this would never help only make u fill stupid and shadowed with blame “It’s all my fault if I’d only been better.” ………… I have ended this here to make you think about the people and kids unkind and curl. For the kids that have been in this time and place words can hurt more then u know when they have actions we do not se

Thanks
Hi all.. Thank you guys soooooooo much for showing me love. I try to get to all of your pages but sometimes that doesn't work. I will show u all some love. Feel free to leave a message or a comment. I will hit ya back...... Cherry Love Dana

* Dna *
DNA About this word Etymology: deoxyribonucleic acid. Any of various nucleic acids that are usually the molecular basis of heredity, are localized especially in cell nuclei, and are constructed of a double helix held together by hydrogen bonds between purine and pyrimidine bases which project inward from two chains containing alternate links of deoxyribose and phosphate. (Merriam-Webster Dictionary) Science does not yet recognize the true 12-Strand DNA of human potential (contained within the cellular material currently called "junk DNA") DNA: A) Molecular model: 1 hydrogen, 2 oxygen, 3 carbon in the helical phosphate ester chains, 4 carbon and nitrogen in the cross-linked purine and pyrimidine bases, 5 phosphorus B ) Double helix Just to clarify the term Strand: Strand is the equivalent of a single DNA chemical compound, we currently have a 4 chemical compounds in our DNA that means we have 4 Strands. In other words, we have some "Re-genesis" to do! Wietse (KS St

2029
Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia, formerly known as California. White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica. Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and reduces mail delivery to Wednesdays only. 85-year $75.8 billion study: Diet and Exercise is th

* Dimension *
Dimension (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3, forming a morphogenetic blueprint of five, 3 dimensional reality systems, in each dimensional matrix. Each reality system is called a Harmonic Universe (HU). (The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Lecture Transcripts -Page 3) A Dimension is a full Frequency Band or repeated

* The Freedom Teachings: The Law Of One *
The Freedom Teachings – The Journey withIN Imagine a world where all is peaceful. Imagine a state in which everything that exists, knows itself as an expression of the One-Self. Imagine that you speak the languages of birds, trees and of every atom in each of your cells. All hum like a divine symphony, knowing, loving and respecting each other as ‘God Beings’. These visions and dreams of Utopia, upon which our stories, spiritual paradigms and legends were based, represent our inner knowing of places within space-time where the ‘Law of One’ is a natural state of being. The Law of One The Law of One is an energy reality, a conscious focus of knowing that: “I am All and we are one.” All beings exist intrinsically within and of the One-Source. As a being, you are directly manifest from the unity of consciousness that is God. The divine design of the creator is imbued within the created. As the One-Self which is God-Source creates manifestation into reality, we

Stuff
La vita dovrebbe essere vissuta al contrario. Tanto per cominciare si dovrebbe iniziare morendo, e così...tricchete tracchete...il trauma è già bello che superato. Quindi ti svegli in un letto di ospedale e apprezzi il fatto che vai migliorando giorno dopo giorno. Poi ti dimettono perchè stai bene, e la prima cosa che fai è andare in posta a ritirare la tua pensione, e te la godi al meglio. Col passare del tempo, le tue forze aumentano, il tuo fisico migliora,le rughe scompaiono. Poi inizi a lavorare, e il primo giorno ti regalano un orologio d'oro. Lavori quarant'anni finchè non sei così giovane da sfruttare adeguatamente il ritiro dalla vita lavorativa. Quindi vai di festino in festino, bevi, giochi, fai sesso e ti prepari per iniziare a studiare. Poi inizi la scuola, giochi coi gli amici, senza alcun tipo di obblighi e responsabilità, finchè non sei bebè. Quando sei sufficientemente piccolo, ti infili in un posto che ormai dovresti conoscere molto bene. Gli

Music
Well want is the meaning of life. For me it is to be happy and I think most people are the same. There are to many people that will bring misery to the lives of others just because they can. If you are one of these kinds of person then I almost feel sorry for you and your boring life. It does not take much to bring happines to your own or other peoples life rember theres got to be more than justing hoping its right.

R.i.p Pual And Lucas
on saturday night Paul Haggerty and Lucas Deen were killed stabed outisde of a bar. i knew them well and it's very sad to loose two people you know and were friends with them both and i hope the guy who stabbed them will be sentenced to jail for a long time. it's wrong to take two poeples lives away. i miss them dearly and to other poeple who knew them or there family i'm truly sorry for your loss. R.I.P PAUL HAGGERTY & R.I.P LUCAS DEEN FOREVER IN MY MEMORY I'LL MISS YOU BOTH

From The Mind Of A Madd Madd Queen
Greetings Cherry World, I will make this short & sweet. This is the first blog of a many to cum. I going to take sum time and get to know this site and the people on it. I'll get back

* The Empress *
The Empress Creator of Life Freedom beyond pain, fear and strife In the spirit of romance Her spirit yields love beyond all happenstance If one were to take a chance To Dance This joyful prance Of light and Love As is below - So is Above One's spirit can be set free like her's as a white dove Give our spirit a shove Over the edge of reality's fit like a glove She is a masterpiece The spirit of peace For all spirits - as one'S release She is the grease Which weaves and holds together the essence of all creation In all sensation She is the body of love of all elation For all dimensional frequencies and timelessness duration In this interpretation She is the the embodiment of all illumination As our creator she is the blueprint of all soul's emancipation A form of liberation For all as one's libation Take a dose of this lesson: In all as one's ration The evolution of our genetic reactivation She is the womb that gestates and grows our seed ready to be born F

Trying To Understand
Hi friends so much has been going on. I am getting ready to go to the middle east and my comp[amny decided to give me a severance package befor I go after they recieved my orders. some shit huh! Everyone be well

My Luck
Ok so here it is......this is my luck As most of you know my pit bull Liberty was poisoned in December and died 10 days before christmas! Now this past Friday a friend comes to my door and my two rotties go running to the door. My female Sasha was clumsy and took out Choppers front leg. Needless to say it is broke. We had xrays on Saturday and the vet proceeded to tell me that it is a strong bone and should have never broke the way it did. From the look on the xrays she believes he has cancer thru his bones. I find out tomorrow the 20th of February by a specialist if he has it or not. For all those of you who read this please say a little prayer for him and me cause if something has to happen with him now I will definately end up on 5P! The psych ward in our hospital for those of you who don't know what 5P is!

Thoughts For The Day
i think that this one of the best sites that i have seen in a while everyone on it seems to be real cool someone is always leaving me comments or rating me and i think that is awesome so thanks to everyone that has either rated me or left me a comment i appreciate it

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"What's Your Power Color?

Warned! ( For Real) Peep This!
Wassup everyone check this out, as you know i moved o hawaii and i'm luvvvvvvvin it 4 real, now let me tell you this, i was in waikiki, where all the toursists are and all the ritzy hotel and shopping stores, so i'm crossing the street, or should crossing not at the crosswalk, lets get real JAYWALKING, so thsi cop calla me from a distance and says to me am i'm a tourist or do i live here i told i do live and he asked me for my id and 411, and saw its a law or ordinace to jaywalk, he got my info, and i asked him why do they have that and he told just day a 60 yr old man died, i was llke are you serious, and he said yes, and also you can face a fine of $90, i told that cop i didn't know , and the funny shit bout it that was my second warning from who the same cop but he didnt recoginze me cuz it was a couple of weeks after thee first warning which was in another busy part chinatown of downtown honolulu, you would think i would learn right, nah i keep doing it i'm peepin everywhere! so i

Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Resistance Is Futile ... Warp!
I've been carrying this nugget with me for around 7 years ... Start with a cage containing five apes. In the cage, hang a banana on a string and put stairs under it. Before long, an ape will go to the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as he touches the stairs, spray all of the apes with cold water. After a while, another ape makes an attempt with the same result - all the apes are sprayed with cold water. This continues through several more attempts. Pretty soon, when another ape tries to climb the stairs, the other apes all try to prevent it. Now, turn off the cold water. Remove one ape from the cage and replace it with a new one. The new ape sees the banana and wants to climb the stairs. To his horror, all of the other apes attack him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs, he will be assaulted. Next, remove another of the original five apes and replace it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs and

My Baby
TODAY WAS OR IS MY DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY AND SHE WANTED A BLAST. I DID NOT HAVE THE MEANS TO GIVE IT TO HER AND IT MADE ME FEEL BAD. BUT SHE HAS ALOT OF FRIENDS N FANS . WHO COULD HAVE MADE THIS DREAM COME TRUE . DID THEY EVEN BOTHER TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO THEY DIDN'T.. DID THEY EVEN CARE NO .. THANK YOU .THAT IS WHAT I THIN OF YOU HOPE THAT YA GET WHAT YA WANT CAUSE SHE DIDN'T. I AM A MOM A GOOD MOM ARE YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BUT I WON'T JUDGE YOU SHOW SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE IF YA NOT TO BUSY.#178822 . MISS ALLY AKA BIRTHDAY GIRL.. MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS:)

Stranger In Me
I glance into the mirror What do I see? I see two faces One of them is me The other isn't a stranger A person I know Who lives in my mind With an essence that glows He is the hate that I hide The fear you can't see The malice I hold down The darkness within me A tempter of fate A seducer of chaos A pain so rare Corruption at it's best he speaks in a voice That none but I hear he begs me to release him Release all my fear A demon who lies A man trapped A part of my being But responsibly kept. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Call It What You Will
MY HEART HAD BEEN BROKEN MY HEART HAS BEEN CRUSHED AND YET ALL IM LOOKING FOR IS A LIL LOVE. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK NO! ITS NOT LIKE IM WANTING THEIR CASH THEY COULD BE BROKE AND IT WOULDNT MATTER TO ME ITS THE LOVE AND RESPECT I DESIRE DONT THEY SEE. OBVIOUSLY NOT CAUSE ALL I GET IS THIER TIRED ASS LIES AND THEIR CHEATING WAYS. I LOVE IT WHEN THEY TRY TO PLAY GAMES AND THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD BUT WHAT THEY DONT SEE IS THAT IM AHEAD OF THEIR GAME I DONT BELEIVE WHAT THEY SAY MOST OF THE TIME. SO ALL YOU GAME PLAYERS NEED NOT TRY TO GET ONE OVER ON ME BECAUSE NOT A CHANCE WILL YOU EVER BE ANYTHING BUT A PEICE OF SHIT TO ME. A TRUE LOVE IS WHAT I SEEK A TRUE HONEST GUY WILL WIN MY HEART AFTER ALL ITS A LIL LOVE I TRUELY SEEK WRITTEN 2/19/07

Pick Up Lines
HE : Can I buy you a drink? SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE : I must've been given your share. HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. HE : Your face must turn a few heads. SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. SHE : Okay, get out. HE : I think I could make you very happy. SHE : Why? Are you leaving? HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me? SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time. HE : Can I have your name? SHE : Why? Don't you already have one? HE : Shall we go see a movie? SHE : I've already seen it. HE : Where have

Jagermeister
I am on a mission to invent the best Jeager drink in the world. It must be good enough for a girl to chug, and stron enough to fuck people up without mercy. If anyone has any ideas please lemme know.

(cbdub Radio)week#88(2-19-2007)&cbdub News
Yea whats da deal this monday thnaks for tunning into (CBDub Radio) tonight.. U already know da drill we playing the best in under ground HipHop&RnB 3 times a week(mon,wensday&saturday)... Artist make sure u email ur best song and i mean ur best dam song in mp3 format and we will review it and get it laced on the show if it hot peep the playlist below and enjoy.. 1.(Ya Ya)feat:CBDub&Ghost 2.(U Need)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 3.(30's da New 20's)feat:P.Justice 4.(State Of Mixtape Sampler)feat:S.B. 5.(Curtis)feat:Camron 6.(Drug Flippin)feat:Mitch Slick,Tiny Doo&Damu 7.(You Ant Da First)feat:HASH 8.(Anchorage Is Da Town)feat:BoyKim 9.(Body Sumthang)feat:Scrapa&Profit 10.(20's Back)feat:20 Grand Bonus Tracks** 11.(Tonight)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 12.(The Champs)feat:AVHolla&A.T. To hear da show click on links below and enjoy feel free to drop feedback good or bad.. http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-29.m3u http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-30.m3u http://www.cbdub.co

Laid Off , Laid Out, Feels Like Im Down For The Count
This morning i got laid off, im fuckin crushed. Ive only been at this place for a month now, a brand new booming pub. With alot of sexual innuendos in the kitchen, ya see, im a chef by trade (along with others skills)..and the only woman in the kitchen. Now im not saying this is biast or prejudice but alot of it is based on one mans decision..*sigh*. My sous chef is an arrogant bastard who only tones down his tude for the sake of the hot (ex moxies) waitresses, and takes every oppotunity i swear to bend over and show off that lovely hairy crack of his..Man, if i smoked the shit that would turn me off ..*just say no to crack*. I liked working there, mainly for the reason that this was a new start for me, i have lost a number of jobs due to others and NO im not laying blame elsewhre, obviously i have something to do with it. but i dont know what yet. Im at the end of my rope..on the verge of being evicted and i can barely see this screen for the amount of tears i cant hold back becaus

Jokes
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink Dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said

As The Dark Suffocates
American Head Charge - Ridicule Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs So, you think you got it You think you know me You wanna bring me down I am in my finest hour Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're watching me dying How am I looking? Why don't you take a picture You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past if glowing red and yellow, again Run, back where you came from Not that it matters I'll never see you again My fists strain to sift mercy Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past is glowing red and yellow, again

Blah, Blah, Blah
"fantasies must be unrealistic. the minute you get something, you dont, you cant, want it anymore. to exist, desire needs absent objects.. so desire supports itself with crazy fantasies.. this is what pascal means when he says that the only time we are truly happy is when day dreaming about future happiness.. or why we say, the hunt is sweeter than the kill or be careful what you wish for not because you'll get it but because youre doomed not to want it if you do.." -excerpt from the life of david gale interesting concept.. yea? you want something, this object, this person, or this ideal.. whatever it may be that you want, but. once you have it, it ceases to be a want, a desire, a goal.. and becomes a possession, lover, etc etc.. and its at this point that one or two things happen. your desire must either be replaced, or evolve. it can be replaced easily by something similar but a level above, or it can evolve.. like if it were say a significant other or a new

Women Over 40...or Close To It...lol
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

My Romantic Chaos
well here goes. my friends suggested i do this in hopes of enticing some girl out there to talk to me in a romantic sense. problem is I always seem to either come off as creapy, or the "just Friends" guy....the last 4 girls that I have dated have given me the "just friends" speech. now dont get me wrong, i love to have good friends, but what i need is not another drinkin buddy, i need someone to be romantically involved with. I dont know whats wrong, according to allot of ppl i have talked to a girl would be, and i quote, "crazy not to want to go out with you!!". last time i checked i wasn't grotesque....i just dont get it. you women confuse the hell out of me. anyway, i am due to come home around May 21, and am looking for an attractive girl who is not affraid to be decisive and knows what she wants out of life. thats all i really ask for. and yes, if you have a friend, forward me her info and ill look into (damn right im starting to get desperate, lol) thanks for all the help lol

A Story Im Writing Peice By Peice
The Sentence It’s been said that evil times are always begun with some kind of dark omen. Tonight, when I walked out of my house I noticed the blood red moon in the sky. A few wispy clouds were moving slowly, partially covering it. I took a deep breath and started walking. I was tired and brooding. Deep in thought I made my way to the bar a few blocks away. Usually at this time of night there’s always some kind of noise from people yelling at each other, police sirens wailing, even the occasional gunshot. But it was dead quiet, and you know I got that eerie feeling that something was watching me. The bar I was walking to, was this seedy, dirty dive hole in the wall. In fact it was called the Hole in the Wall. It was never full. And as far as I can tell every time I’ve walked in the song Along the Watchtower was always playing. Whenever it stopped the bartender would always put a few dollars into the jukebox. Always it was the same song. I sat down at the ba

Bruno As The Best Dog!!!
OK, SO THIS IS HOW IT GOES. I ENTERED A PIC OF MY DOG IN THIS CONTEST FOR THE BEST DOG ON CT. HE REALLY IS THE BEST DOG AND WE JUST NEED ONE THING FROM ALL OF YALL. PLEASE GO RATE AND COMMENT BOMB THE PIC. IF YALL DO THIS FOR ME ILL DEFINATELY RETURN THE FAVOR, JUST ASK SOME PPL THAT IVE ALREADY DID IT FOR. HERES THE LINK/PIC SO YALL CAN GO RATE AND COMMENT... AS YALL CAN SEE HES SO CUTE AND HE HAS A GOOD STANCE AND EVERYTHING. HE DEFINATELY IS THE BEST DOG ON CT, LOL. ANYWAY, THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP. HUGS AND KISSES!!!! WALLOW

Type Of Love
You scored as ice. you scored as Ice, you like to get to know people before you date them, you often envy love and wonder where yours is, but all you have to do is wait for someone to discover your inner beauty.........ice100%earth90%Fire70%wind30%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Redneck Pick Up Lines
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2)Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3)My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4)Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5)Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6)If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7)You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8)Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10)I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11)Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12)If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13)Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think

Jokes
Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!* !

Bring The Troops Home, And Leave Anna Be.
Heard about Anna Nicole? FORGET IT! WE NEED OUR TROOPS HOME TODAY! I am NOT anti-troop. They are following orders. They have families. They should be home with their wives and children. IT IS BUSH'S LIED-TO, CONNED-TO WAR THAT HAS TO END, WARRANTING HIS IMPEACHMENT! Instead of hearing reports on the war, and global warming, we are hearing news courtesy of Unclear Asschannelled, Mickey Mouse Company, and and General Moronic about how Anna Nicole died, and who could be the father, and who could be responsible for the death of her and her son. Let's face it! Howard K. Stern killed her, and Vicki Arthur will keep the money for Dannielynn Marshall's benefit. THAT'S IT! Our cities are not risking flooding because Anna Nicole took Slim Fast instead of Trim Spa. RENT OR BUY AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH! Oh, about Britney's new style. If you have daughters, have them buy a Pink CD. DAMN! Britney is no better than the sluts on Base Line and Waterman. I can see why K-Fed likes to have he

My Own Prison
By trusting in others, I've created a wall, can't be broke through, it will never fall, I thought friends were forever, I was a true friend to you, you hurt lied and betrayed me, I should have knew, I'll live in my prison , safe and alone, a warm dark place where I can be alone, A room with no windows, no need for bars, I will never forgive you, I'll never want out, it's all gone to far, Just stay in your world , with your fake friends and fake dreams, don't act like you care, when chips came down, you where never there, I Created my prison, sweet home to me, no warden no gaurds, no more make believe.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Mindless Babble
Am I alone in this? You meet someone, get totally in sync with that person... Maybe date for months, years, even get married... but eventually you just get bored. it's not even the same as falling out of love, more like you wake up one day next to someone you never really liked in the first place... and think to yourself, WTF am I doing here??? I feel like I've been through this so many times, I am afraid to care for anyone. Afraid to love. Like even if I think I do, I would just end up being the cold hearted b*tch who walked out one day... forever unsure of my own feelings, doomed to be alone with sporadic deep relationships (but realistically meaningless) until I'm not pretty enough to get a guy anymore, then the loneliness of being isolated and alone will set in? What is my relationship attention span? 2 years? 3? Do I use it up too fast? If I slow down the roller coaster that is my heart, can I make it last forever? Or is it just the simple process that most people go through

New To This!
Hi, my name is Tionna and I am new to CherryTap. I am really confused about all of this. I have tried to change my skin and do other things with my profile and am asking any of you if you could give me some advise on how to do so... Thanks :)

Love You More Than Cookies
how much do you love me? "more than cookies" he replies... that tiny upturned face... those devilish sparkling eyes... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ innocence and honesty... is all this young heart knows... holding nothing back... letting his love show... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ love unconditional... his love has no "price"... he means what he says... he isnt being "nice"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ do u love me too he asks? "more than cookies" i reply... i smile knowing this "love"... will never say "goodbye"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lustfull Feelings
I am so horny right now.My body feels like it is on fire.It feels so good,my hands rubbing all over my naked body.I'm so wet right now,my fingers sliding inside of me,god I wish you were here.I know you will read this,I just want to be your naughty little girl.Give me your soft kisses,your strong hands,lick my pussy,shove your tongus inside of me.God I can feel you already,I need you,we fucked four times that night,I swallowed you.You make me ache so bad for you,cum all over me baby,I am yours for the taking.My nipples are hard and waiting for your mouth,those tender lips,your passionate embrace,I need to feel you against me,I can't wait,I need it now.Make me moan in extasy,give me the pleasure you gave me then,I can feel your breath still,upon my body,as you explore my body.You have given me so much,all I want is to give it back to you.God,you have made me taste life in it's fullest,oh my god,I want to cum for you,again and again.I am yours for the taking,do with me what you will,have

Those Chinese Ladies Dig My Thing
The Chinese singles websites rarely list women over fifty. Most, are in their thirties or forties and their age tolerance has no limits. That's very appealing to some of us guys who spend most of our time on the porch whittlin pine and dreamin of yesteryear when the women would come knockin once or twice a week and the van, down by the river, was a rockin. Here's a country, the newest industrial powerhouse, with a few billion people and out of those masses are some apparent sweethearts waiting to be plucked from factories and out of a highly competitive society. We don't have a clue about the competition either, it's beyond our imagination. They are driven in their search for a better life and that may include an older man from the US. They seem to believe there is a balance between survival and love. But then don't we all have our tolerances and ways of balancing relationships and our own well being? You can't blame them. How many times have I heard: "I

Poor Little Guy
Hi Esteban Hi Bob. What's new man, haven't talked with you for a while. Not much bob. Let's have a beer; ya got time? Hell yea, Jeanies home with the six kids so I'm doin fine. Damn man you got six kids? I thought you knew that? That's a lot of animals running around over there at your house. You got that right. You've been doing the thing for so long I never imagined. You are one sexed crazed individual Bobby my man. Hey Bob, I love kids fine. I just don't have the brain for a lot of kids in my house. In fact I think abortion should be legal till age 18. You're sick Esteban. Hey muther fucker listen to this: I have this new girlfriend who is a nurse in the OR down at St. Charles Hospital. This couple brings in their pride and joy, he's 5 years old, blond hair, smart as a tack, had all the newest learning toys..you know the type...ahead of his time...and guess what? He starts complaing of chest pains right. Well the doc listens to his h

One Half Of A Singles Site Conversation: Are You Really Ready For Love?
Glad you liked the response. You lucked out; Im on the way out of this singles mania. It's all the same. We come here out of desperation. There is no other reason. Not deep insane desparation. It's a new desparation with goals, criteria, and rules for us. We want what we want. No doubt. Why not? Why put up with bullshit, with lies, with the other person who, eventually, is using you as a stepping stone to the next level of love. We all want a love who shows the better part of our being. Not an equal. Not a competitor. So it goes. I'm thinking about a story about an old man who finds a way to seduce a young intelligent artist type. Do our dreams manifest themselves to reality? Not really. I know that. But,. it really makes me feel good to hear your words. no matter what. You are very attractive. I never said I knew what was right or even correct? I love to judge the situation or comment on it at the least. What fun. Who are these people that keep coming into our

Beautifully Stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Happiness In Slavery
I am now a single fat man and i am out looking for any woman who wants to be a dominate sexual figure in my life. I would love a woman who wants to control me sexually, and i am not talking about when we fuck and shit, but more on the situation. I am looking for a woman who will take control and tell me this is what i want and i want it now. she must also want to be a slave sexually to me also. she must like giving head and sometimes give up her asshole too. i am not really looking for a certain shape or size but i do miss the tits. and it doesnt need to be a real relationship, friends with benefits are nice. well that is enough bloging for now later all.

The Biker
When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and

What Kind Of S&m Person Are You
You scored as Playful. You are playful! Not really a rough person, you'd rather be more loving than harmful. But even though you're not as kinky as some people, you do have your fetishes. You're kind of an actor in the bedroom, using 'props' and playing your roles in those special scenes. Lights off, camera on, and action ;)Playful88%Dominator75%Submissive50%Violent44%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Stay With You
Things sometime seem hopeless, the way we just turn away, but we always talk it out, before we end the day, Never sleep in anger, it's not real anyway, it's only built up frustration, cause we're so far apart, but know that I love you, your forever in my heart, I'll stay with you , threw the good times, I'll stand by you threw the bad, I'll be with you when you need me, you will never face this life alone, although I can not hold you, I hope you feel these words and song, I love you and I need you, so come what ever may, I'LL STAY WITH YOU... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Insane Clown Posse
what up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~

Thank You All
I have neglected this long enough and finally have the time today to write this... I want to thank everyone that voted and bombed me in the sexy male w/o a shirt contest... thatnk to all of you I was able to take first place in the contest... a VERY SPECIAL thank you to Kat and Floss... they worked the hardest out of everyone except myself of course and I really appreciate that... I love you guys!!! I also want to thank Sarah for having the contest and give a ^5 to Mr D... my toughest competitor... was one hell of a fight bro... thanks again everyone for all your support and your hard work and determination to help me to win... that really means a lot to me that you guys care that much about me... if any of you need anything just let me know and I will help you as much as I can...

Rise Over Batesville
2/20/07 - Hey! we don't have an official website...you know...because we're not computer nerds. we're just a couple of guys that like to play and sing. Anyone can be our fans...as long as you don't have simplex 1. simplex 2 we're alright with, but 1 freaks us out.loljk Ttyl! p.s. DON'T STOP ROCKING [ ALERT ] - There was only like 100 copies of our first album, because we're not axactly rich. I think I have $15 in my name.lol I think we're gonna be able to step it up to 200 copies this time around. Thanx to our friends and families. Our first cd had only 8 full length songs on it, but this one's gonna have 12. We'll try to post some up every now and then. Don't know when, but we will. ;-P

* Holograms *
The human body is a living “holographic projection machine”. As the neurological structure processes the DNA codes as electric impulses, the individual will perceive outside of himself - as three dimensional matter - the images and events that were programmed into his DNA. Everything out there is a holographic projection. Consciousness projects. We see the hologram because of what is held within our DNA. (Voyager I – Page 27 and 60) Reality is Thought Construction. The core substance of the cosmos is Consciousness. Thought is an attribute of Consciousness, the filter through which consciousness manifests itself into the Hologram of Form. - The Holographic Template. Nothing is truly solid. All things are composed of Consciousness and their apparent solidity (density) is determined by the relationship between the consciousness observing the form and the consciousness of which the form is made. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System Course - Page 10) The "hol

Writing
I want to be alone, yet the loneliness is what drives me to tears. I want the quiet, yet the silence is more then I can take. Don't look at me, but make me feel young again. Don't touch me, but make me feel special. Don't push me, I am just as confused as you are... just more afraid.

* Density *
Density Level The 5 fixed stages or phases of densification within the Primal Order of a Time Matrix, within which consciousness expresses in its manifestation and incarnation into externalized space-time-matter experience. The 5 Density Levels are fixed fields of electromagnetic reality that compose the Primal Order and structure of one 15-dimensional Time Matrix. Each Density Level represents one 3-dimensional reality field, or Harmonic Universe. The Density of matter manifestation within each Density Level or Harmonic Universe is governed by the ratio between vibration and oscillation within the Primal Energy Units (Partiki) of conscious energy that form the scalar-standing wave templates upon which the spherical electro-magnetic domain of the Harmonic Universe manifests. (Masters Templar Stewardship Initiative – Page 21) Harmonic Universe ,Density Level, Hova Bodies & Identity Level HU/Dimensions Density Type Hova Bodies Iden

Random Shit
my cousin ray on the other had thinks killing a deer with a rifle is magic in the forest. heres ray after the big kill: Hell, it was 4 in the mornin, twenty-two degrees outside. Course, you weren't there... pussy. i'm in a camouflaged deer blind with grease paint on my face. i've got deer urine on my boots-i'm not sure why. i got a thirtysix-ought-six with a twelve-power scope and a bullet that'll travel twenty-two hundred feet per second. when that deer looked up and licked sucker i'd hung from the danged oak tree, i caught him right above the eye... Yea, well i hit one with a van going 55 miles an hour with the headlights on and the horn blowing. whoo, thats an elusive little creature. if you ever miss one, it's 'cause the bullets moving too fast. slow the bullet down to 55 miles an hour and put som headlights an a little horn on it. the deer will actually jump infront of the bullet!

Kickin Ass, Takin Names
Well I finally finished the winter term today...Won't have all my final grades in till monday but I'm confident. The one grade I do have is my culinary nutrition class: 90.1% , what would have been a A before the grading scale change is now only a B. The certificetion test which was the final for nutrition had 80 questions and you had to get 60 right in order to get certified...I got 75 right out of 80! So now I am certified serve safe (means I'm a safe food handler) and I'm certified in nutrition (which means I know whats good for you!). I'll post more about the grades as I learn them

* Partiki *
Partiki (Primal Substance) Partiki or Primal Substance are units of conscious energy that exist as omni-polar points of fixed vibration. Partiki units are omni-polar (containing the polarities for all polarities or none) units of vibrating energy that perpetually cycle back and forth between a state of BI-POLAR LIGHT RADIATION (scalar-standing-waves) and OMNI-POLAR SOUND VIBRATION. Partiki units are the smallest building blocks of matter, and they form the template upon which consciousness in all forms enters manifestation. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System Course– Page 12) One of the 6 primary elements in the Science of Keylonta. A Partiki (an Ultra-Micro Particle) is an electro-magnetic energy (Conscious) unit and are the organizational intelligence and operational "life-force fuel" behind and within all manifestations and consciousness. Partiki operate as a minute self-regenerating "fission-fusion generators." Through the dynamics of t

Marvel Superheroes
You scored as Professor X. Superhuman mental powers: Professor X ordinarily possesses vast psionic powers, including telepathy; the ability to induce in others mental illusions, temporary mental or physical paralysis, and loss of specific memories or total amnesia; the projection of "mental bolts" to stun or render a person unconscious; astral projection; and the ability to sense other superhuman mutants within a small radiusProfessor X80%Wolverine70%DareDevil65%Spider-Man60%The Hulk55%Blade40%What Marvel Hero would you be?created with QuizFarm.com

Left And Forgotten
I come home to find that you are gone. There is a note that says you are done. As I become scared and full of fear. My eyes start to tear. As I lock the door. My mind starts to sore. What did I ever do. That made me not good enough for you. I feel rotten. As I sit here left and forgotten.

Which South Park Character Are You
You scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh100%Jimmy67%Butters67%Eric Cartman50%Kyle Broflovski50%Shelly33%Timmy25%Kenny McCormick17%Tweak8%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Ladywolf
The countdown to the move has begun...I'm less than 3 months from relocating to an entirely different state. My whole life has become chaotic as a result. The SO and I took a "dating break" due to some things going on in his life. I can't be too upset about it, since it was my idea, but it still hurts to go from talking to someone every single night for hours at a time straight to not speaking at all. It's kind of like losing an arm or something. We're still best friends, though that never seems to work out for me, so we'll see what happens. I'm assuming we'll be fine until he decides to date someone else, and she puts a stop to our talking. I can't wrap my head around the whole situation, to be honest. How is it that someone can tell you that you have their heart in your hands, that the two of you can be something "amazing and great", that he can't wait to "take the next step" and then WHAM - he doesn't call anymore, and he starts acting flaky, and not talking about what's going o

Drugged
I WILL NOT BE AROUND MUCH THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS...... I AM ON SOME PRETTY STRONG DRUGS.... TO GET RID OF THIS CRAP I HAVE... LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND WHEN I GET BACK ILL GIVE YA SOME HEALTHY LOVE BACK ... LOVE YA ALL

I Need Your Help
I'm in a Killer Blue~Eyezzz contest and I need your votes. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315127&i=2418091276 Any help would be greatly appreciated! This ends 2am EST on Mar 6th, just a few more days. Hook a brother up!!!

History Of Becky
Part 1: YOU Were you a planned baby? yes my parents wanted a little girl. Were you the first? nope iam the baby Were your parents married when you were born? Yes What is your birth date? November 14th 1976 Part 2: The Family Are your parents married or divorced? married An only child? nope i have two brothers If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? youngest Which parent do you get along better with? Mom Do you have step-parents? no Part 3: The Friends What do you like to do when you are together? wow i like to do alot, drink, camp hang out and be crazy. Do you share the same interests? Most of the time Which friend(s) can you tell everything to? my best friend grace, Justin, and Andrew Part 4: Your Personality Do you have low self esteem? sometimes Do you get depressed about things easily? i try not to but sometimes i do. Are you happy? iam ok Do you live life to the fullest? I really try to Part 5: Ap

I Have Been Away On Reserve Duty
I have been away for the past few weeks on TAD with the Coast Guard, I am doing my obligated time with my unit. For those who dont know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard and well, before I go to Europe, I have to give "Uncle Sam" some duty time before I go over to Europe. AfterI play the real part of the Guardian, and what i do is real unlike what Kevin Costner and Aston Kushner did, I will be home after March 1st and then I leave for Europe on the 7th. Take care and talk to you soon.

All About My Babbi
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A Quote From .gen.george.s.patton
this goes out to all our troops over seas to come home safe and to kick alot of ass while your there get you some marines and get you some army and for the rest of yall just kick some ass troops we support you from the tinsley family and on we are proud of you and we love you for doing what is right and for fighting the hard fight to those of you who has lost their lives god rest your souls and rest in peace and for those still here thank you for everything you have done and welcome home soldier "as i walk through the valley the shadow of death i have no fear because i am the meanest motherfucker in the whole valley" .gen.george.s.patton

Guest Book
If You Dont Have A Cherry License Please Sign Here on the top Guest Book All Others With Cherry Lincense Sign The Bottom One Thank You And Have A Great Day Only CT Users With Lincense Signs The Bottom Guest Book Thanxs And Have A Great Day

Today Is The 1st Xday Of The Rest Of My Life!
I am having an exceptional day, so I thought I would let the world know! Right now I am in Los Angeles visiting after spending 15 months in New Orleans, working on the clean up. It is harder than I thought to go to work every day for over a year and see little or no progress. The mass destruction that the Gulf coast went through is as about as heart wrenching as anything can get. Although work is steadily being done, believe me it will be at least 10 years if not more before completion. (Of course that only goes if they remain blessed with good weather, & the mountain of people that are there to help can stick it out). This is the first so called vacation since our arrival on Thanksgiving 2005. Being in Los Angeles its like "New Orleans" is some far removed country that few people know about. Our friends look at us like we are from another world when we tell them that we have been in Louisiana all this time and it isn't even close to being done! If you think that is check out the l

Cafe Terrace At Night
OH MY GAWD....I love this picture!~ Cafe Terrace at Night From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from The Café Terrace on the Place du Forum, Arles, at Night) Jump to: navigation, search Cafe Terrace at Night Vincent van Gogh, 1888 Oil on canvas 81 × 65.5 cm Kröller-Müller Museum, Otterlo Cafe Terrace at Night, also known as The Cafe Terrace on the Place du Forum, is a painting by the Dutch artist Vincent van Gogh which he rendered in Arles, France in September 1888. Van Gogh used oil paint on canvas and the painting is 81 × 65.5 cm (32" × 26"). The painting is currently at the Kröller-Müller Museum in Otterlo, Netherlands. In the painting Van Gogh expressed his new impressions from southern France and the painting depicts a café in Arles, then Café Terrace and is now renamed to Café van Gogh. The style of the painting is unique for Van Gogh with the warmth of colours and the depth of the perspective. This is the first painting in which he used

Bored!
I went to the docter today for my skin rash. It's nothing more than my excema flaring up badly. Darn skin, so that was 80 bucks. Then I got to fill my perscription. one of them was special for my eyelid...46ish bucks. The other was a refill for my lips. My lips are allergic to my saliva, unfortunately, and it causes my excema to breakout on my lips very easyily. So I can't lick my lips or anything. So I have meds for that. But! They gave me cream...cream for my lips! Wrong! It's ointment...stupid pharacy...that was 56 bucks..grrr. But they are going to fix it and I'm never going to go there again...stupid place...keep screwing up that script. That was basically my day...lol. But I got some of those baby legs for Kat! And they fit my arms! So I'm probably going to get some for Eams and more for Kat...hehe. I got to try it on Eams first. But if they fit than dang! They will last Kat forever! anywho....ya I'm done and I'm bored....

Still Around At Times
Been awhile so heres whats been going on. I am so happy. I have had ppl tell me that I have changed since I left my husband. Good. I have been trying to be who everyone wanted me to be for so damn long. Trying to pls one person after another. Not no more. I am who I am, and if others cant accept me for that, then they arent worth my time. I have been a stay at home mom for 6 years. Tired of it. I love my kids dont get me wrong. But I am out there working my ass off trying to raise my kids. Yeah its hard. But the pride I feel just doing it, is so worth it. I think what alot of everyones problem is, when I dont have my kids, I cut loose. Whats wrong w/ that? Did ya'll expect me to be June Cleaver for ever?

Oy!
So my federal taxes finally came in today and for the past few weeks, I have been keeping my eyes out for a certain nice new/used lens I having been wanting on ebay that has a stabilizer on it. (YAY!) Now that I actually have the money, there isn't one lens I want up for bid! =( I am SO bummed right now. I don't feel as bad as I would if Spring was a bit closer, as Spring is quite a fun time for me photography-wise. =D It sucks, I have so many ideas but my current lens isn't giving me the focal range I want and it makes things hard for me. I have to compromise, and I don't feel I should have to at this point in my artristry/career... I have to rethink a shot to make it work and it annoys me. If I have an artistic idea, my medium needs to be able to capture it as I see it and it isn't happening. That just leaves me feeling unfulfilled with what I have. Disappointing myself is the worst. Boo to that! Ug, this sucks. My bestfriend is looking up prices for me tho. (She works at a ph

< Insert Funny Remark Here >
My surgery has now been scheduled March 9th... they are moving the nerve in my elbow so that it runs under my bicep and forearm along the vein people normally have their blood drawn from. While apparently this is typically considered "major surgery" because they are messing with a nerve, the doc has done nothing but re-assure me the risks are minimal. Basically just an hour - hour and a half surgery. so... yeah.. there it is.

Sad
my name is sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall

Bleed
Im feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Wont you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Wont you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you wont change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

* I Carry You In My Heart
* I carry you in my heart by ee cummings * i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Art & Photos
http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=554538&albumid=199467 Most of the photos in this section were made intentionally dark to be used as backgrounds on my band's website. I will post the original unmodified photos soon.

Cat Fight
Hi there! To start this off I'll just say that I had a little battle with a feral cat inside my house today. Ultimately, I was able to get the cat released back outside but I did not come away battle scar free. This is true story. It happened within the last two days CAT FIGHT 2/19-2/20 About 6:00PM yesterday I had one of my outside kitties get in the house. It looked a lot like a set of triplets that we have that are gray in color with brown spots. It hid very well until about 8:30PM today. I didn't sleep much last night because I heard it rummaging around the house trying to get out but I could never find it to help it along. Well of course with it being basically a feral cat it was very scared being inside the house with not way out on its own. I saw the three cats outside earlier so I thought maybe it had snuck out during a time frame when I had left both the front door and the back door open for the purpose of it getting out on its own. As I said

##ma Babies##
WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!! WELL TO ME, BUT NOT TO MY DAUGHTER. SHE'S STILL PISSED. BUT IT'S HER FAULT CUZ SHE'S THE ONE THAT BOUGHT ME THE FREAKING LAZER THINGY. WELL TECHNICALLY I PAID FOR IT, BUT I HAD NO IDEA THAT THEY HAD ONE IN THAT STORE. SHIT AND ONLY $1.99. SO SHE KNOWS I'VE BEEN WANTING ONE FOR AGES SO I COULD PLAY WITH MY BABIES (KITTIES). SO ANYWAY, I'M IN THE BATHROOM, LOL, JUST KICKING IT AND I TURN THE LAZER THINGY ON SO I CAN CATCH THEIR ATTENTION RIGHT. LOL. SO ANYWAY I FLASH IT ON THE LIVING ROOM DOORWAY CURTAIN! LMFAO!!!!!!! AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW!!!!!!!! MY DAUGHTER IS GRABBING DALLAS AND RUNNING TO MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!!! ALL I HEAR IS OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON DALLAS!!!!!!!!!! AND SHE CHARGES INTO MY ROOM AND SAYS SOMEONE'S TRYING TO SHOOT US WITH ONE OF THOSE GUNS THAT HAS A RED BEAM THING ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Free Video and Image Hosting Graphics Funny Images Layout Graphics SO I START LAUGHING MY ASS OFF AND I SAY NO BABE

Pushed Over The Edge
Have you ever been trying to do the best that you can, and someone constantly pushes you. Over and over they press your buttons and expect you to take that poor treatment. They assume that you are nice so they run over you? Today at my job I have never been so offended by the poor treatment or constant abuse I received today. I started to just walk out and quit. Then again why shouldn't I? I am too good a worker to be dealing with this place. I guess that's just another thing I can say that I thought I had everything all understood and figured out, but I guess not. Maybe i'm too optimistic. I try to accept people for everything and think the best of them and you just can't be like that. It sucks but it's true. Well now that i've vented i'm going to bed XOXO Ash

No God
So much hatred towards Atheists from Theists, so much hatred towards Theists from Atheists. It's too bad that even if Religion were taken out of the picture man would still hate each other and pick something else to fight about being either right or wrong.

Simmons
I don't understand the things you do. The more you think, the more I think you are confused. It shouldn't be that hard to figure out, what you can and cannot live without, so why can't you? Make up your mind, I am going crazy. After all this time you'd think that maybe you would realize that no one else could love you like I do. And I just can't keep waiting here for you to make up your mind. I don't know what it is you're searching for. I wonder if you wonder if theres something more out there. And even though I know it will break my heart, I can't keep going on with the way things are, it's not fair. Make up your mind, I am going crazy. After all this time you'd think that maybe you would realize that no one else could love you like I do. And I just can't keep waiting here for you to make up your mind. I don't want to have to tell you good-bye. But baby trust me, I will. And I might regret it for the rest of my life, but I can't change the way I feel. Don't you realize that no one

Just Me
I a bit of an odd duck, some would say. I a systems engineer by profession. Currently I work for the Dept. Of Homeland Security/TSA. I am part of the National Deployment Office. Which is a group of about 650 people out of the 45,000 TSA that travel the U.S. going where they need us for special events, seasonal events, emergency situations. I only spend 2 months a year at home, in Portland, Oregon. I have worked for Intel, Daimler-Chrysler-Benz, and lastly, Enron(see the mug lol). I have been in computers and fixing them for over 25 years. So, I am quite the geek, but I also enjoy hunting and fishing. Not too many geeks own a Remington 700BDL in 7mm Mag lol. I am also a fantastic chef. I love to cook. I am also a hopeless romantic. I love to surf(you have to love it to surf in Oregon hehe), scuba dive, and swim. I swam competitive since I was 7. I usually piss off the other adults when I go do laps at the pool and within 5 min have the lane to myself.I swear I didn't mean to

Miles Away
I longed to hold you , to have you in my arms, we have such hope's and dream's, of what our love could be, but you where mile's away, I reach out for you, another night to make it through, thats when I need you most, but you where miles away, If i could have one dream come true, I'd be right there with you, we would have it all our way, we would share everyday, make love and hold you tight, it would all be right, like it's ment to be, but just for now, we must go on somehow, cause you are miles away... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Real Man Laws From Maxim
Maxim, Jul 2001 By Steven Russell Ever since some Neanderthal hunter first broke wind in an unventilated cave, guys have cautioned their buddies against violating certain behavioral guidelines. But despite evidence of a set of underlying universal laws—“shotgun” is “shotgun” wherever you go—it’s never been possible to consult an actual written document to settle those tricky points of drinking/scamming/rocks-paper-scissors etiquette. That has all changed. Maxim’s Division of Archeological Science, excavating the tomb of Emperor Belchuus the Lawgiver, has made a stunning discovery. Deep beneath a solid-gold hot tub packed with mummified midgets was found “The Code”: an ancient 40-volume compendium of guy-centric commandments. The sacred laws within not only address the questions of a bygone era (how many concubines are needed in the afterlife?) but eerily foretell the thorny issues of our age. Here we reveal a selection for the enlightenment of guys everywhe

Love You /read Dis
One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YOU

Lovers
as time slips by lovers await a day filled with hope love and devotion destiny is calling like birds in the sky they float along with the breeze no worries no cares love overpowers all wasted days and wasted nights memories are dying loves you lost loves you still long for finally the day arrives i do is all we say forever we shall be lovers

Cute Poem But Dunno Who Wrote It :d
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the lin

Don't Know What Ya Got Till It's Gone
Sitting here looking back on my life, I can see it clearly now, If only I had known it then, before it all went to far, I wouldn't be sitting here now, hopeing your doing well, wondering if you think of me, as I think of you, you made my world seem real, you gave meaning to my life, how could I have been so blind, to let it all slip away, I remember every tear you cryed, as I turned and walked away, I put you off so many times, always had a new excuse, for putting off the one thing, you so longed for everyday, if only I could have said I DO, it would have never ended up this way, I geuss they all where right, once again I played the fool, Just know that I do love you, not a day goes by, I don't look back and hate that day, that changed both our lives, sad we never see it, You Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone !!! IF YOU TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE SHOW NOT TELL THEM NOW. Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone ( Cinderella ) by flycodes.com

All Over Again
Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smiles and laughter

Alll About Meee
I overdo everything... Im a Dork and proud of it... I have 2 wonderful sons... I have high expectations... I am often let down and dissapointed... Music is my outlet & my savior... I am wicked sarcastic... Im loyal and I love my friends tremendously... Im from California... My favorite colors are Dark Blue,Black, & Silver... I'm a fighter, though I can also be a lover ;)... When provoked I can be viciously mean >:-[... I am strong willed and hard headed... Freedom is like breathing to me... I love on an intellectual level... I over analyze... Im too emotional yet can be too detached... Im a complicated paradox... Many people dont understand me... I love to read and write... I love to take pictures... I love CONCERTS...I have the best friends in the world... I have a low tolerance for stupid people... I hate narrow minded people...I hate liars & two faced people...I always want to hear the truth even if I wont like it or it will hurt...I am more than capable of handling it... I have a f

Cherry Blast
Ok.... So im holding my first competition.. ...The winner is the first person to get 5,000 comments. And the winner will get a 1 day Cherry Blast... ... the competition will start when I have enough entries and will end when someone has enough comments... If anyone has any questions send me a message and I'll get back to you. Your more than welcome to comment bomb yourself! When you have reached the 5000 commets please send me a message and I will get your cherry blast. Thank. Klara xxxx Design your free custom bulletin now at bulletintalk.com!

--- Stress ----
Ok So.... I am finally 18 Now!! Have been since like the beging of the month! But now that i am everyone seems to be yellin at me more... I just wanna graduated this year and go to college and be something but how can u when u have all these people screamin at u telling u that u can not do it!

3 Mischievious Ones!
I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me and we all could use more calm in our lives. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed the way to achieve inner peace was to finish all the things you have started. So I looked around my house to see things I started and hadn't finished; and before leaving the house this morning I finished a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Baileys, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of a Valium prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some saltines and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those you feel are in need of inner peace.

Pharoahs Nightclub And Videobar
Just wanted to take a quick moment to welcome everyone out to one of the best showbars that East Tennessee has to offer. Shows are Wed, Fri, and Sat nights hosted by the fabulous Crystal Blue. Also appearing on a regular basis is Sonya Renee and myself, Jayda Array Summers. Shows start at 12:30. Come on out, have a drink (I suggest Pharaohs very own Liquid Marijuana), and enjoy a show you will always remember. Pharaohs own Queen of Doom.......Jayda

Im New At This So Bare With Me!!
Ok..Guys..I just joined today. And Im really having a hard time figuring this shit out! I dunno how to do much but Im slowly learning and figuring it out! So be patient with me if you send me a message or whatever ya call em. I will eventually figure out how to reply!

For Luther
I ran across this video while looking for something else, it reminded me how fragile life really is, and that in the space of a heartbeat, our entire world can change, or God forbid someone we love be taken from us. It's not very long but really informative....... please have a look, and be aware. Love you all - Belle

Rate This
one of my favorite things to do on this site is rating pics and stashes. it passes my time at work quickly. so i come in today and i'm ready to rate someone w/ 240 pics who spent their time raiting me... and the site vomits back at me and tells me that i'm rating too fast? i use firefox. each pic has it's own tab. so rather than just close out twenty pics i go through and rate, now i just close the few that managed to get rated and reload all the tabs to start over. i wonder if CT realizes what this will do to their servers... cause now we need to reload the page to get the ability to rate back. every few weeks this site gets closer and closer to useless for me... can't comment bomb. can't go on rating sprees. ..... what's next?

Sorry....
Hey guys, as yall probably know I am new to this cherry tap thing. I am trying to figure things out on my page so just be patient and give me a lil time....I will eventually get it. I know if I can build a myspace page I can do this....lol. Well much love to all you cherry tappers....later!

Realtionships And Jealousy
Ya know. Its funny to me that men and women get jealous over a guy/girl who thinks they are hot, sexy, ect. I was that way and still am alittle bit but this is the conclusion I came to. Its a GOOD thing when we women and you men get hit on, and told how beautiful we are. As well as men, hey if a woman thinks your hot and so does 100 other women chances are.... your hott! Jelousy is 100 percent natural....in fact my b/f just last night was highly upset because of the fact that I have mostly men on my friendslist. To be honest I wouldnt get mad if there were girls outside of cyberland who thought my b/f was hott. Its a fucking compliment. I will be the one he climbs into bed with everynight, not them and the same way if it were switched! You men and women should stop being so possesive. We know our boundries and if you cant respect that then you need to take your crying somewhere else. I just think that too many people in relationships waiste so much time fighting about talking to

Dawn Of Hope
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Chayagoins/ Hey Guys, I have started a yahoo group called (DAWN OF HOPE) This is for posting your (FOR Sale) or (For Free) items. Please help me expand my list. Here is my url to visit. Listing items for free can include Pets,furniture,clothes,baby items ect. There are ALOT of people who cannot afford things the we can be helping out. I appreciate everything you can give and help each other out. If you do not want to deal with the items then please make arrangements for me to pick them up for you or for you to bring them here. I really want to help people out. Thanks Britt

♥ September = Lover♥
♥ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and you

I Think I'm Falling.... 8th World Wonder
"8th World Wonder" by Kimberly Locke Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do. Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you. The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known. But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong. You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. It's only been a week, but it's coming over me. It's making me believe that you're the one for me. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

* Indigo Children *
Indigo Children The term "Indigo Children" refers to the frequencies of the 6th-dimensional wave band, the Indigo wavelength of the 15-Dimensional spectrum. The Palaidia Maji Grail Line races that have been progressively incarnating on contemporary Earth for the past 100 years and referred as the "Indigo Children Type 1 and 2" in preparation for the Sacred Mission of the long awaited 2000-2017 Stellar Activation Cycle (SAC). Maji Grail Line Indigo Children are born with the 6th-Strand Template of their 24-48 Strand DNA Template activated at birth, whereas the Angelic Humans with 12-Strand DNA Template are born with three strands of 12 activated. Activation of the 6th-DNA Strand Template allows the D-6 Indigo wave spectra and the D-6 consciousness characteristic to this wavelength, to embody within the Indigo Children fetal body. (Voyagers II – Page 555) The Indigos are indeed a "new breed" of children because they represent a new breed of consciousness

I Will Listen To Your Darkest Secrets...
Confess to me now. Are your dark fantasies driving you crazy? Want someone to confide in? I will listen to all of your deepest, darkest secrets. Tell me everything. You know you want to. See more of me at www.niteflirt.com/madamconfessor, listen to my hot recording or speak to me at If I'm not taking calls, then send me an e-mail and tell me what you like.

Fantastic Pick Up Lines
Hello all my little Seanites... Since you all dont knwo who i am .. seeing how i have only been here for oh.. about 2 days now .. much love from all the people here so far.. and much love back at you all .. but now to get to the point of the matter .. which is really bad and or really awesome pick up lines.. dont worry ladies .. these i will not try to use them on you... but what i would liek to see is for people to come up with the best.. or worst lines they have ever heard.. here i will start you off with a few of my personal favorites 1.)The C.I.A is after my penis .. can you help me hide it 2.) I got a penis....you got a Vagina ... what see if they like each other? 3. So i was thinking that we could go out for pizza ...maybe have some sex... 4. Hey baby wanna wrestle? Now the rest is up to you my babies.....make daddy proud.... Go forth and bring daddy home some jewels..

Poem Wrote For My Children
There is not a day that goes by That I don't think of you Not a day that I don't cry I miss your sweet sweet hugs Hearing you call me mommy Yes I miss your little Tugs I wish i could hold you tight Give you a soft and tender kiss And to tuck you in for the night We'll be together, my children, again Just pray hard to Our Lord Above This for my children I pray, AMEN Copyright ©2006

The True Meaning Of Patriotism..or At Least In My Opinion...
Am I unpatriotic because I have my own opinion? Am I unpatriotic because I choose to do better things with my time that to argue with one of my own countrymen? Am I unpatriotic because I respect people for thier individuality? Or is that the true meaning of patriotism. It seems to me that our country was founded on the basic principals of freedom without persecution..of speech, of religion..of political opinion. It seems to me that if people didnt have different opinions there wouldnt be a VOTE in the first place and it seems to me that if there wasnt a CHOICE that it would be a dictatorship. I want to say, first of all,Ive been here two days and that I LOVE CHERRYTAP and I have been greeted with warmth and love all the way around except for ONE person. It would seem I have been labled a bitch by someone because I DIDNT want to argue with someone who doesnt even know me at all. Did you all catch that..I DIDNT want to fight..lol. Well..Shorty, this goes out to you. I even unblocked you

* Merkaba *
Merkaba (Merkaba Fields or Merkaba Vehicle) A set of counter-rotating, electro-magnetic energy spirals. (See: Merkaba Mechanics) Energy moves form the seven outer layers of the Auric Field (D-9 through D14) and into manifestation within dimensions 1-7, through the structure of Merkaba Fields. Each form has fifteen dimensional Merkaba Fields, which hold its morphogenetic imprint intact within the 15-dimensional Unified Field. Through the rotation of the 15 Merkaba Fields, an energy structure in the form of an "egg" or capsule is formed within the dimensional Unified Field of each of the 15 dimensions. (See: Ascension) (Voyagers II – Page 463) Merkaba Fields are the energetic ‘organs’ by which we are kept in manifest dimensionalized phase lock, they are also the tools by which we can release ourselves from phase lock. They enable us to move (which in reality is to expand) into the next set of dimensional fields of existence and progressively asc

* Stairstep Creation *
Stair Step Creation (Downstepping - Vibrational Downstepping) When the original Stream of Consciousness enters the dimensionalized structures of the Time Matrix its original arrangement and Fire Letters break down, fragmenting its consciousness through the dimensional scale producing new forms of individuation. This process is called Stair Step Creation or Vibrational Downstepping. (A process of exponential fractalization) (See: Stair Step Creation Graphic) The process of Stair Step Creation can be viewed as a singular beam of light and sound, holographically refracting within the scalar fields of the Time Matrix, spreading itself into multiple beams ('Sacred Rays'). Each new beam of light and sound consciousness, that is formed through the splitting of the original consciousness, retains part of the original Fire Letter design of the original Stream of Consciousness. It also creates new, smaller, streams that manifest as further differentiated identities

I Don't Know
I'm new here and it's really confusing as hell. I'm bored and I wish I had a job because I can't stand here anymore since they're going through this bs w/the landlord and I just fell bad about it that I can't at all but listen.

Something I Wrote.. Adults Only
IT'S ABOUT TIMENow that John had Sue all tied up, he started tohesitate."Don't you dare stop," Sue yelled. "You got me allexcited. Don't you think for a minute your going toleave me unsatisfied..."John gulped ... then replied, "Honey, you know I feeluncomfortable doing this. ... If you hadn't won thebet, I wouldn't have tied you up in the first place."John nervously stepped back to look at what he haddone. Sue was securely tied with her shapely asssticking up in the air. As John was admiring the view,Sue noticed the bulge in his pants, so she wiggled herass to entice him.Sue noticed his uneasiness. "John, honey," she cooed,"just reach out and slap it. It won't hurt." Johnrested his hand on her ass and rubbed slowly, feelingthe muscles tightening and relaxing under his palm."Hit it sweetie," Sue urged. John raised his hand;then brought it down with a soft tap on her ass."Harder baby," she cried, "please." John brought hishand up again and this time he let her have it ...smack, right a

Childish Shit
Just leave me alone! Dont call 700 times..Shit how can someone call em a stupid bitch, tell me its over and then he turns around and calls me 3 times in a row because i wont pick up...FYI im not pickin up because i have nothin to fuckin say to you. Just give me time to chill out. Oh and since he says i treat him like shit...then leave. I care about him but he is pushin me to the point i dont want anything to do with him.

Friends We Will Allways Be
Music Video:MY HEART WILL GO ON (LOVE THEME FROM "TITANIC") (by Celine Dion)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Dani and Travis passed away jan 21 2006 miss you john {my dad} passed away dec 11 2005 i love you

Froggy
It's all about the frogs. My sons started me collecting frogs in 2001, and I've collected them ever since. It also has to do with the little saying "Forever Relying On Gods Strength." "F.R.O.G.S." That is my True Strength. Please feel free to leave a frog or 2 behind anytime, They will truly be welcome into my home.

Kev
hi im new to cherry tap so idont know what the hell is going on inform me please!so lets talk about me ok.ok.i like to see people act so dumb its fucking funny.like once i was driving and there was a kid thinking he could use a peice of wood for a cell phone.i have 1 brother named ian.got a girl friend named lizzi.my mom is going throught collage again at ASU.shes gone dialy.

Condoms
WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3,6,12 A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,"What are these, Dad? To which The man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex.""Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies,"Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack! With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March, ONE for

Some One Tell Me Why
some one tell me why we continue to live even when we know things arent going to improve. my friend barbara says these things help so lets see. i just want someone to tell me why we live our lives when they are nothing but meaningless shit. for so long ive been surviving...why cant i just for once have something worth a damn. the only good that ive got in my life right now is my man. theres nothing i look foward to more than coming home to him...or him coming home to me. but there are still times when i wonder if everyone and myself included wouldnt be better off if i werent here. so many times ive looked a knife with wonder and believing that it would drain all my pain out. i guess this is just my moment of self pity. ill be alright. i hope. with love to all those who love me.

Why?!?!?!?!?!
Why am I always the exception??? Why is it that I can never have who I want??? Is it that Im just to excepting??? To understanding??? To giving??? Or is it that I just always come to late, and then fall for those who have already had claim laid to them??? Just makes a girl wonder if she can or will ever be number one in a mans eyes............ Maybe I will never know....

What If?!?!?!?!?!
People say be take your time... Good things come to thoughs who wait... But if you spend your life waiting, what happends when your time for being able to have what you want runs out??? What then??? Do you spend the rest of your life wondering WHAT IF??? How about this WHAT IF... WHAT IF you go after what you want before its the right time??? I dont know the answer to that.