Fubar Blogs 4

Self Worth
GOOD GIRLS VS. BAD GIRLS Good girls blush during love scenes in a movie, Bad girls know they can do it better. Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot, Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons. Good girls only own one credit card, Bad girls only own one bra and rarely use it. Good girls pack a toothbrush, Bad girls pack a box of condoms. Good girls prefer the missionary position, Bad girls do too, but only for starters. Good girls say "No", Bad girls say "When?" Good girls think they are not fully dressed without a strand of pearls, Bad girls think they are fully dressed with just a strand of pearls. Good girls wax their floors, Bad girls wax more than just their bikini line. Good girls wear high heels to work, Bad girls wear high heels to bed. It feels so good to be so bad........... I am lost in the darkness without you touch. I feel the air blowing misty rain threw my hair and runnng rivers of blodd around my feet. I blow a wicked kiss i

Friends Or Foe
Fighting the darkness that surrounds me Hearing them cry out in fear and anger Their hearts beating in my mind Their blood running in my veins Taking over my body and mind Leaving the empty shell of who I once was I scream out in anger Yet no one hears me My lips move with out sound Tears of blood stain my cheeks My eyes darken with emptiness My heart bleeds Searching for answers To questions unknown Feeling the bitterness That seeps from their pours Fighting to get out Clawing at the darkness Reaching for light I whimper to be heard Feeling alone I curl into my self Disappearing from view I’ve always been there for you Never letting our friendship weaver Putting my own pain aside for our friendship Letting u dig that knife in just a little deeper With each passing word spoken Leaving distaste in my mouth I trusted u not only with our friendship But with the most important person in my life The anger I feel is not just direc

Corporate Craze
..how to deal w/ political nonsense in the corporate world, where you are tasked w/ being the "professional", listening to MORONS become defensive trying to justify their jobs, followed by a rant around how they have 20 years experience and how dare ANYONE question their train of thought, because they are GOOD, blah blah blah....i need a voodoo doll!!

Zomg Blog!! Lol Wtf Bbq!
oh wow, it's been a crazy day. did my nude photo modeling, and it turned out that one of my coworkers was there!!!! AAAAH embarasment city1!!! and then I come back and find I have over 200 friends requests!!!! I can't keep up! lol. so I won't get the photos back til god knows when...but they should be interesting.... I hope. i only did 2 sets, but in one, I got my friend to take her riding crop to my bum...of course, my head will be cut out of it, but it turned out kind of cute, actually. believe it or not, it's not easy work. half of the photos that were shot, aren't useable, which totally blows, but whatever. I had fun with it. I was nervous at first, but once I got into it, I really enjoyed it. if I get permission, I plan on posting some of the pics up here. we'll see how it all turns out, lol. no one has anything to say about my cosplay?! you all fail!!! but not really. so Im about to get a shower cause Im gonna be gone all afternoon! Apparantly Im going to be

Whos Your Daddy?
CyberNations You can: -pay bills -collect taxes -buy infreastructure -buy technology -join teams -join alliances -make war on other nations -deploy soliders, cruise missles, nukes and tanks this blog number #911, hi irony, also wtf is with blogs. myspace has blogs. why would I want to put my most personal thoughts in blogs, that shit stays in my head. also BRING BACK TRACKZ, I SPENT QUARTER PAST FOREVER ADDING NEW SONGS! I PUT THEM THERE FOR OTHERS ENJOYMENT, AND ALSO MINE. >:[ with stupid bulletins about level up trains, sex trains, booty trains, and other pointless things. for a while now, that's all I see are idiotic bulletins that serve no purpose, just to spam me with bullshit. there are a few people whos' bulletins and blogs I do read however, so it isn't all encompasing thing. all this LC is better then myspace shit..ppft please. I see more stupid childish whining and drama on here then I do on myspace. Now that says a lot.

Tired
I am tired of being treated like trash. I am not garbage. I am something special and should be treated so...I am not saying i am conceited but i deserve alot better than what i am getting right now. thanks and goodnight. Have you ever just been so tired of the way life treats you? It sucks don't it. Well I am tired of it myself and I hope things can only look up from this point on. I have my son to look forward to every day and he is what keeps me going...Without him I am nothing. Well, I am literally tired meaning I need some sleep homies so peace out...LOL...night everyone and thanks for all the love... Blah is all I have to say, I have been doing school work since I got off at 12:15 and I am getting tired. I just hope that all this hard work pays off and I can finally get into nursing school. I try so hard but it always seems like there is someone better than me out there so I just have one thing to say to everyone who thinks they are better than me or someone of a lower class....BL

Whats Up You Wonderful Cherries?
Rosie will go to jail for ... Celebrating nude day 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You Are 19 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? Never Date a Taurus Stubborn, materialistic, and even a little greedy - you don't fit into a the strictly crafted inner world of a Taurus. You definitely need more excitement than a Taurus offers. After all, even expensive dinners get b

Joke
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, sitting on your butt, at your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice. Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and appr

My Song I Like
There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh, never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh, when's it gonna end How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far Out of this chair, or just across the room

Hello
I'm offering a Whipping Wednesday contest! All you have to do is vote from the list of my friends who you think I should Whip?? I'll even throw in a bonus tag just for you!!! We'll even bombared your page with comments and tens.. Just click on my page. Tell me what friend of mine I should Whip and why!! :) Let's make this fun!! Voting starts now, so don't delay! Wow.. I just wanted to post a new blog.. haha!! This is new! How are you all doing?? This is kinda cool.. A little more personal.. now I just need to think of something to post.. haha!!

Welcome To Ashlette's Blogs.
Fine This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. Five Minutes If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. Nothing This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" Go Ahead This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. Load Sigh This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" That's Okay This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. Thanks A woman is thank

About Love,military,friends
All I want is to love you for the rest of my Life.To wake up every Morning with you by my side.Knowing thats no matter what happens i"ll be able to come Home to you Loving Arms. All i want is to Share everything with you.To talk to you about our Ideas,our Dreams,the little things that makes us Laugh and the not so little things we can't help worring about. All i want is to give you my Love as a place you can always come to for Acceptance or simple comfort thats silence brings. All i want is to grow old with you to watch our Life unfold,our Dreams one by one come true. All i want is to love you forever There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years. Their graves are marked with chiseled stones, While their bodies lie under so dead and cold. They are forgotten, and the weeds have grown Over their tombs which are r

Omg
Well toay goes to prove that anything can happend and you really never know how. I ended up spraining my left ankle and i have no clue how i managed to do that. lol. I am in a splint and its annoying and crutches. NO FUN AT ALL. WELL TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY I WONDER WHO ALL REMEMBERS. MY SISTER HAS BEEEN WONDERFUL AND I MA GREATFUL TO HAVE HER HERE FOR MY BIRTHDAY SO I AM NOT ALONE. wHO REMEMBERS SEND GIFTS SAM

Penguinblog
Late of a morning but before I go- I did add a guestbook to my profile page ( www.cherrytap.com/eschiss1 ) - it's a bit far down the page at the moment... though I may well move it up toward the top or at least middle more. If you stop by the page, feel free to add yourself; of course, anything very badly out of line will be deleted. Well, I needed to be reminded that this year it begins to work differently! There's degrees and degrees to things, degrees and degrees. We call a situation where someone insists that for every 80 pictures that they rate in someone's gallery, the other should be rating 80 back, "mechanical" reciprocity; it's a certain kind of reciprocity, but certainly not the only kind. A situation in which someone takes and never gives, any such situation, lacks any reciprocity at all. And a sort of approximate, over time, it'll work out eventually (expectation of) reciprocity exists, and a lack of need for reciprocity in every last sort of thing - this tends to be

Hello Everyone!!!!
I can feel his soft kiss on my lips and his nips at my neck as he caresses my breast. I'm already in his spell and he knows it as he slowly caresses, while undressing my body without my full knowledge. I'm under his drug, his drug of love. and what makes it fantastic is how slow he goes, he knows when to tease and when to please as i get wetter with love. Even when were one and i cant possibly hold him any closer, it's as if i can feel his love for me. As he proceeds to please every need as if he's in my head, i soon feel in a dream and suddenly i can't help but tell him how i feel. After the screams we lay and hold each other, because we know once again how much we love each other and it's better when you love them... © 2006 Stephanie Burow (All rights reserved) I just wanted to tell everyone about all of my lovely pets, i own a pitt- bull named Amos. he has a black patch around his right eye, he's really funnie when he tries to play stupid ( he thinks we believe he is as stup

General Venting........(some Of This Is Gonna Be Funny, Y'all! Lol)
at the bottom of my last blog (boyfriends), i plainly stated....."MOST MEN". i believe i also said "NOT ALL MEN ARE LIKE THAT". now, is there some reason why no one saw that except for Nebulosis? i know she saw it because she commented on the part where i said only the guys that are attracted to me are like that. i'm sorry....there was one other person who saw that part but, at the moment, his name escapes me. anyway....i just thought i would clear that up before anyone else got their dander up over what i said. i might have been wrong about who was going to start the family uprising but, damn it, i was right about being accused of male bashing, wasn't i? y'all have a nice day and always remember....... I HAVE NOTHING AGAINST MEN. I THINK EVERY WOMAN SHOULD OWN ONE! :) Ok....so why is it that other people are entitled to their opinions but i'm not? I don't mind telling you that my last blog got me into some hot water with one of my "good friends". This i couldn't understand. No

Just Me
It seems the only time i find myself writing a new blog is when something sad in my life happens and yes it has again. I just lost my father in law. He lost a long battle with cancer. My husband and I had been careing for him his last couple months. He is no longer in pain and we feel he is home now. He passed in his home with the ones he loved his wife of 66 years his son myself and our boys. He will be missed. RIP DAD WE LOVE YOU I have been trying all night to get a picture on here of my cousin Jason. It will be one year tomorrow he was killed in a car wreck. The driver of the car was drunk and speeding. I lost my cousin in a split second.He was 25 with his whole life ahead of him. I miss him so much. He was a good kid. I use to babysit him and his older brother when they were kids. They are more like nephews to me than cousins. We had so much in common. Well ok One big thing Wrestling. We spent so much time together as a family even when we got older. I pray one day i will se

My Poetry
Open your angel eyes wide don't get lost in the lavender sky shake all the stars from your hair taste your sweet, salty, bitter skin cut the poison from your tongue dont sleep beneath the candy acid sun please don't follow the fairy dust Don't sleep too heavy in your cherry blossom bed peel the razor peddles from your skin don't get lost in the fairy dust don't look at the fairy don't look at the fairy that fairy's not pretty she's ugly, evil, and deadly are you still dying are you still dying Peddle red, peddle blue, kill the fairy end the doom peddle red, peddle blue, the girl power will save you peddle red, peddle blue, if you're crazy then so am i are you still dying in the fairy dust are you still dying are you still dying kill the fairy Begone Oh Lofty Wenches to your Catwalks in the sky Begone and take thine graven image from before mine eye Stalk your way to paradise on six- inch, spike- heeled shoes And prattle to the Maker about fashion's changin

For My Daughter
OK HERE IS GOES,i BELIEVE EVRYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.i WAS INVOLED IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR 12 YR YEARS,WE NEVER MARRRIED, HE SAYS MONEY REASON, WE ASLO NEVER HAD A CHILD, WE WENT TO DR.S THEY SAID HIS SPERM COUNT WAS BORDERLINE, THEN I FOUND OUT THAT I HAD A VERY LARGE CYCT ON MY RIGHT OVARY,WELL DR.S COMPLETY REMOVEDE RIGHT OVERY, PLUS RECONSTRUCT LEFT OVARY, THANK GOD IT WAS CANCER FREE THAT SURJURY WAS IN 1998......MY B/F AFTER 12 YR YEARS WENT OUR SEPERATE WAYS.... THEN I STARTED TO DATE MY BEST FREIND WELLL WE LIVE TOGETHER FOR YRS THEN ONE DAY IN OCTOBER 2002 ,i CAUGHT HIM WITH A GIRL 14 YR YOUNGER THEN ME OS I MOVED OUT,WAS VERY DEPRESSSED FOR LONG TIME, I HAD A BREAKDOWN,I GUESS U CALL IT, TOOK ALOT OF PILLS , DRANK AND DROVE MY CAR INTO A TREE IN JAN 2003. THERE WAS A ANGEL WATCHING OVER ME THAT NIGHT CAZ I W

The Life Of A Darkman
BUY YOU SOME GUM REMIX(**j-black productionz**)Add to My Profile | More Videos Things about you (ramdom)What's your biggest fear?heightsWhat makes you happy?computers and electronics.. droolingYou like....?see aboveYour favorite shampoo?some herbal shampoo.. Body soap?african herbal soap smells good You wish your eyes were....?a big lotto winner living on a island .. not the "lost" island! lolDo you smoke?no!Drink?occasionally.. soon to stopAre you a clean freak?Yeah right!Do you cuss alot?wtf? no! What does your hair look like?Dark curly short Do you burn c.d's alot?sometimesWhat's your favorite night or day?night.. daytime makes me hiss like bladeWhat's your favorite time of the day?afternoonTime of night?9pm.. cell phone rates are cheaper then ya knowIf you smoke what kind do you smoke?noneBenn in love before?ugh yeah.. ages agoDo you miss anyone right now?hmmmmmmmmmWhat annoys you?questions about love.. hahahaWhat's your favorite song?Mint Condition - Pretty brown ey

Bullshit
Just to let all know I encode my entries in songs lyrics those who know me or can figure me out can tell what i am feeling or what is going on through the songs I post rarely I write freely and plainly so lets see who will be able to decode my entries on LC..... and the first is.... Hello my friend we meet again It’s been a while where should we begin…feels like forever Within my heart are memories Of perfect love that you gave to me I remember When you are with me I’m free…I’m careless…I believe Above all the others we’ll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice We’ve seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life can turn around in an instant It feels so good to reunite Within yourself and within your mind Let’s find peace there When you are with me I’m free…I’m careless…I believe Above all the others we’ll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice I just want to say hello again

About Me
Tuesday, October 31, 2006/Wednesday, November 1, 2006. Hey there all! I am so sorry that I have not been around here lately. I have been sick all week. (Since last Wednesday night/Thursday morning.) Tonight is the first time I have been on line since Wednesday night. Thank you all who left messages for me and comments. I won't be on too long tonight. I will play catch up with my comments as soon as I can. There are still a lot of things in my life that I am having to work out so I may not be on as much for a while. Well, I will be on just not for long periods of time. I hope everyone is doing well and had a safe and happy halloween. Take care! You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for

How You Gonna???
How you gonna come to my page....NOT rate me or my pics....NOT add me as a friend...NOT become my fan...AND NOT leave me a dawg gone comment!!! Whats the point??? Really people just make the effort to try to do something when you go to someones page...Its not like you can hide the fact that you were on the page. So what im thinking is...WHAT...Was i not good enough for you to leave me a message!! Well HHHMMMPPPFFFF....mabie i will just go to your page and NOT do anything!! LOL I dont really know why this bugs the shit outa me so much....but it really does!!! Im just wierd i guess!!! Sorry for bitching..just need to VENT!!! Hahhahhaa..still luv all my peeps who do this to me!! Lisa

There Are Times,
There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.

Look Into Me
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little girl and some construction workers that makes you believe that we CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time... A young family moved into a house next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot. The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who said all the appropriate words of admiration

Random Writings..........
I don't have much time online at present, but I will try to get back on later. I just wanted to say I am alive and miss you all and I am still slowly getting my life on track. Well what a day, I woke up this afternoon, feeling better then I have the last few days then my crankiness and my brother crankinesss got the best of us and we had a big fight, I am at the libary now. He dont want me back the place, so I dont know what I am doing or where I am going. if I am not around for awhile you know why. To me Christmas Time is now for the kids. My Goal this year for Christmas is to help this family that lives by my house, they have 3 kids and I know they have a hard time. In the summer I would treat the kids every chance I got. So for Christmas I am going to try to give them a Christmas they wont forget.

4 Mah Bloggers
1. "You get this round and the next round is on me." I''ll be leaving before the next round. 2. "I''ll get this round and the next one is on you." Happy hour is about to end. Beers are now a dollar, but by the next round they''ll be $3.50. 3. "Hey, where is that friend of yours?" I have no interest in talking to you except as a way to get your attractive friend into a compromising position. 4. "Can I get a glass of white zinfandel." (female) I''m easy. 5. "Can I get a glass of white zinfandel." (male) I''m gay. 6. "Ever try a body shot?" (male to female) I am even willing to drink tequila if it means that I get to lick you. 7. "Ever try a body shot?" (female to male) If this is how wild I am in the bar, imagine what I''ll do to you on the ride home? 8. "I don''t feel well, let''s go home." (female) You are paying more attention to your friends than me. 9. I don''t feel well, let''s go home." (male) I''m horny. 10. "Who''s got the next round?" I haven

Shallow
So Friday marked my second pay check from my new job, I get paid weekely, so I put the check in the bank. And the went to the mall on Saturday! And I bought new shoes! Really cute ones too! I told myself that I bought them for work, right... we will go with that one. They are brown and look like a clasic loafer but they have a 3 1/2 inch wedge platform heel. So I am super excided about my cute new shoes. I think I still have enough money for the bills.... but I just had tio have those shoes, oh well I get another check in like 6 days anyway, lol. Until next time! So I have decided that I am shallow. I am coming to terms with it, and I am going to roll with it because it is who I am. This will be a series of blogs in which I own up to my shallowness. I know I am shallow because for a while now I have been kinda down and unhappy (because I don't really have an money and I can't find a steady job, only temp stuff), but that all change today. I went and got my eyebrows waxe

Alone
Just finishing up the last of the Mangos! Mangos! that Michelle and I bought at the LB B of A over New Year's weekend. Mmmmmmmmmman, these things are sticky! Sweet as hell...and now I got a sticky keyboard and I need to floss my teeth! Yummmmm!!! Missing ma girls! XOXOXO Christa Happy Loooooong Weekend! Stay sexy! Christa Myspace Graphics, Glitter Graphics, Layouts PuRrPoWeR@ CherryTAP that's how it always ends up eventually. everyone has things that keep them busy. everyone except me. sure there are options, but why am i so selective? destined for this life...forever? is anyone else really all THAT happy? it might just be a facade.

My Friends
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Here are my 6 weird habits/things: 1. I can't leave my closet doors open before I go to sleep! It bugs me enough to get back out of bed to shut them. 2. I smoke when under extreme stress, even though I hate the taste of a cigarettes enough that I ALWAYS need an ice breaker mint along with it. (Here you thought YOU were weird, Chris! rofl) Once my life is back to normal, I turn back into a non-smoker! 3. When I'm sad and feel the need to cry, I deal with matters best when I have a rainstorm to walk in. 4. When I sleep on my side, I have to have a pillow between my legs to be comfortable. 5.

For My Friends And Family And Fan
wont be here for afew day because i am sick but a friend will come and check my mail and other thing i am sry but am sick right now .. i will back soon as i can from jill :( ".. ".. YO IF U WERE KILLED TOMMOROW, I WOULDNT GO 2 UR FUNERAL BECAUSE I WOULD BE IN JAIL 4 KILLIN DA BITCH THAT DID IT. SEND THIS ROSE 2 UR TRUE FRENDS if you get a dozen your loved!! ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ .I.................@ ....LOVE.........@ .........ABOUT....@ ................YOU...@........@@@ ......@@@@..@....@..........@ ...@.............@@@......@@ .......@@@.......@..@@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ ........................@ .......................@ Send this rose to everyone you care abo

Duckfuck
stephany -- [noun]:A master of sexual gratification 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High

Gator's Bitch And Bite
Well this week for me in my short standup career I had a bad week. First, I blew my set in Baton Rouge and then I did Lucy's last night and bombed. It is a stark and extreme conrast to last week when I nailed it both nights. The set in Baton Rouge happened when I forgot to mention my kitten killing at the beginning of the set and when I went into a joke where I was talking about killing kittens, I realised that I hadn't given the explaination and ended up back tracking. It happens and I'm still new at this comedy thing. I just have to lick my wounds, realise I fucked up, work harder next time, and move on. Last night at Lucy's had a bad omen to it. I had a tough time getting an internet connection established plus the voice feature on yahoo messenger didn't want to cooperate. Then when it came to me to do my set, I went on after a vet of several years and I'm only a vet of two months. That's a tough act to folow along with a tough crowd. I'm upset about bombing, but also it's

Feelings And Thoughts
I was on my way to pick up my kids today when I looked up and saw how bright the sky still was only a few Grey clouds dweled in the vast horizon...and then I saw the moon so bright even though the sun has yet to set to make way for night...I closed my eyes and thought how beautiful....how simple...Its funny how something so simple makes someone stop to think....when they allow somethings so complex to pass right by them...and when those things come back around it almost kills thier soul...I am no simple minded person enter my mind and you will get lost....I do all the time. heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I

Woah
I got a 2000 durango recently. Leaving work at midnight turning a corner on a wet road and fishtailed/180 onto a curb poping my 2 left tires. So FUCKING PISSED AND UPSET I am going crazy!! I need some sanity!!!! HELP ME!!! lol God dammit! NOONE EVER GIVES ME CREDIT FOR ANYTHING! They always think I cant do or wont! Always yelling at me calling me dumbass! And its everyone that does it. MY parents are getting better they are the most improved and my job they are also seeing that I can do things. But friends, my brother, other family members. They never give me credit or think I can do it and still treat me like im 10! Im fucking 18 yrs old! Will I ever get a break?

Kira's Stuff
http://www.fubar.com/user/168620 http://www.fubar.com/kira Dont know what else to say :( You scored as Mind Reader. You now know all... since mind reading is the ability that you would most likely have. Maybe you'll use it to catch up on all the gossip without even speaking to anyone, or maybe you'll use it to spread gossi

Story Of My Life
t now christmas time boy the months have passed it seemed like it took forever jus to try to start a new year we struggled wit the pain and with all the tears not knowin what was gona happen that was gona bring more tears the day was xmas eve and the call was fast as light the baby is not breathing i struggled wit all my might i dipped in jus a minute to rush to my baby girl not knowin what had happened not knowin what was goin on the ride was long and painful the wait i dreaded more feeling alone and cold i know that she was gone watchin the doctors in the hallway me hitting the cold floor my body couldnt handle it it couldnt take much more my little tiny angel my only pride and joy why did u do this why did u let her go i knew that she was gone but my mind couldnt deal walkin into the room the sheet over her head i scream and i flip my baby aint dead i cant handle this my heart is totally gone sittin there in that room felt like forever holdin h

Wolfies Blog
Nothing is wrong as far as i know.. Just kinda tired of the drama of the CT and suffering from a bit of a ct burn out... Trying to reach level 10 and then achieving it was the goal i set... And now im just chilling and popping in from time to time.. Happy Turkey day C I want to start this Thursday Oct 26th at noon TeXas time a new contest... This will run one week!!! I am looking for as much as 12 candidates for Sexiest BBW... C'om Ladies show the world a BBW can be hot sexy and seductive too!! NO NUDITY allowed... scantly clad is fine but no nudity!!... How do you participate? Very easy send me a mail with in the header "Contests sexiest BBW) with a link to the picture in your lostcherry pictures... This photo CANNOT HAVE AN ADULT TAG as i want to rip it to my gallery... Once it hits Thursday noon and i have at least 9 participants the contest will open... I give 2 points for a comment and 1 point for a rating... GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN...and boxe

Seahunt
1. Target Posted by: "Markie Dee" mydarlingmarkie@yahoo.com mydarlingmarkie Wed Nov 29, 2006 7:10 am (PST) Wasn't it last Christmas that Target refused to let the Salvation Army ring their bells in front of their stores? Dick Forrey of the Vietnam Veterans Association wrote. "Recently we asked the local TARGET store to be a proud sponsor of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall during our spring recognition event. We received the following reply from the local TARGET management: " Veterans do not meet our area of giving. We only donate to the arts, social action groups, gay & lesbian causes, and education." So I'm thinking, if the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall and veterans in general, do not meet their donation criteria, then something is really wrong at this TARGET store. We were not asking for thousands of dollars, not even hundreds, just a small sponsorship for a memorial remembrance. As a follow-up, I E-mailed the TARGET U.S. Corporate Headquart

My Blogs To Everyone.
Your Power Level is: 68% You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. How Powerful Are You? Booty Call Agreement . .Instruction: This Booty Call Agreement; (hereinafter referred to as the Agreement) is entered into on the ___________ .day of________________, 2007, by __________________, between______________ and _____________. **This agreement shall cover the following rules, regulations, and principles: 1. No sleeping over - - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9pm we dont have shit to talk about. 4. None of that lovemaking shit - - only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions - - i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is no, so don’t ask. 6. No plans made in advance - - that is why

Extremely Adult Oriented Material...under 18 Do Not Open!!!!
The night had started out like any other Friday night. Amber rushed home from work, changed into her slinkiest red dress, and had rushed back out the door headed to the club after freshening up her make up and hair. This had been Amber's routine for nearly six months since she had turned 21. She was a beautiful girl, nearly six feet tall with chestnut colored hair and deep blue eyes. She had the type of lips that models would kill for…plump and pouty. She was amply equipped on both the top and the bottom, a 38D cup and what her friends called a "ghetto booty", filled out the clothes she often wore to the club. Red was her favorite color and it looked amazing brushing the top of her milky white skin. By all accounts she was a normal and beautiful girl. But Amber had a secret, one that only a few friends knew about. It was this secret she lived for as often as she could. It was only 9:00 and Amber decided to go to the most talked about club in San Francisco, Echo. She handed her car o

Past Things- Stuff I Have Written On My Other Page That I Decided To Post Here
This ain't a common thing for me to do, so be sure to read the other religion section too. — Monday, 05 June 2006 Bet you didn't see that one coming....lol I saw a sign today, saying spreading the gospel from nation to nation. I thought it said spamming when I first read it. I thought it was funny until I looked closer. But ohwell. That means I can make my own sign like that without it being the same as someone else's. However people want to do it I guess. I think that is about the only part of the bible worth listining to anyway, wether religious or not. It goes back to that age old question- What would Jesus do? I seems like the world would be a more pleasant place if people lived by that sort of philosiphy. It bothers me when I hear about all these people claiming to do stuff because they are "christian" and being judgmental about other people and their beliefs and ways. Because atleast from the many times I have read that part of the bible, ( I might have

Weird Dream!
i had a weird dream that there were spiders all around my house and i was trying to kill them all and i couldnt get away! and then after that i had a dream i was driving and i made and wrong turn and went off a cliff all in the same night! lol

One Of My Poems...
My Heaven By: Amanda J. Hollis I look in your eyes and see all that I feel. I see the passion, the love, the warmth I see what we have and I know that it’s real. I think of your touch, your kiss, and it takes my breath away... The words you say linger in my mind and I get chills... I dream of holding you close, whispering I love you, knowing that I’ll always feel this way... Feeling deep in my heart, the love we share is meant to be... Smiling everytime I think of your eyes, your voice... Knowing that how I feel about you, is how you feel about me... Heaven has smiled down on me, by blessing me with your love... You've become my comfort, my peace, the one I want to share my dreams with... Am I dreaming, it seems too good to be true, but I know that you are real, you are my gift from above... As long as you'll let me, I'll make your dreams come true... My love is never ending, I will bring you the moon, everything you desire... All this earth has to offer mean

Misc.
Yeah... just posting this in some desprite attempt that someone will care enough to help me get to my next level? K, thx, bye... heres the deal I am taging myself and after I tag you you have to tag 7 or more depending on what you wish.... you have to write the 7 most crazy screwed up things about your self in your blog then tag someone else lets see how far this goes send the tags through private messages or comments it really doest matter all my 7 were random thoughts some a friggin funny shit that really noone should think amusing but I do hahaha let the fun begin arnt you glad they started blogs ohhhh yeah title your blog I got taged. 1. I smoke Pot. 2. People in love make me sick. 3. Sometimes I'll stick needles in my finger skin just to gross my roommates out. 4. My fish died today... kinda... he was swimming upside down for a while then I served him to my cats. 5. I am an animal lover but I eat a form of animal flesh every meal... curious, no? 6. This is annoying the f

Religion
Part of the theme of the week. by May 25, 2006 In reference to people talking about seperating discriminating against race and discriminating against sexuall orientation. Uhh, behavior and appearance. People try to call it a behavior thing due to mosty an appearance. It's really a case of gender-discrimination. They are saying I can't marry a guy, due to the fact that I am a guy. But it's ok for a girl to marry a guy. And same the other way around. It's not fair because their isn't much People can do about the fact that they are whatever gender they are. So It is still ALL about apearances in the end. Religion is about behaviors too. I dare someone to make a law against non-christians makeing money on christmas. Or even non-christians not being able to get married. Because in some religions say it's wrong not to be christian, or to not accept christ as your savior. " God " says it's wrong. Maybe other people's " GOD " says it's right. It's really about haveing respect for other pe

Cyndi's Thoughts
Why does it have to be this way me thinking of you everyday it hurts my heart and tears my soul that I could ever let you go I'm sorry now for what I've done to have lost someone so pure and fun in my head I fear you'll stay untill my last remaining day in my heart I know its true that I should have cherished you but now your gone what more can I say maybe I'll win you back someday. A poem written December 12th,2005 -Cyndi Well I figured I'd Start Up this Blog Seein As How I have Nothing Better To Do Right Now Noone To Talk To Except for The pervs Who Are Only Interested In Seeing Me Naked On Cam Which By the way is getting to be a pain in the ass Whatever Happened to hey lets talk intead hey baby let me see them titties so old i mean you should atleast talk to me for a few minutes before starting that shit I'd like to find me a nice guy im so sick of assholes anyway just felt like venting a lil

Life Blows Goats!
this is gonna be my bitch and rant journal i guess. i dont usually have any thing worth saying unless im pissed. i have times i love everyone and i have times where i want to murder every breathing fucker out there! lets keep me in a good mood for the safety of the world. for tonight ill just bitch about yahoo and aol...THEY FUCKIN SUCK!!! anyways have a good night. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word.

Interesting
you know there are things i dont understand... one of them is this.....you talk to a guy for like what.....months... you even send them lil presents and what not...and they are all sweet and are like you shouldnt have done that babe that was so nice of you..... then weeks go on as your talking more and more... you speak of seeing each other one day.....then..... the next day....... nothing...... no calls.... no email.. no IM.... so you think.... he is just busy right.... then.... the next day the same thing... and the next and so on.... so finally you email them asking them.... no response..... so..... its like this... you dont want anything to do with me.... stay off my fooken page.... there is nothing here for you... just go away.... im tired of being fucking hurt everytime i turn around... and if your readin this... im sorry my life was such and inconvience for you... im sorry if i worked all the time... and i am sorry if i still lived at home... but let me tell you something...what

The Creative Mode...
Time to dust off this ancient blog, and do some armchair philosophy once again. The first posting in years will be short erotic story that I hope you enjoy. “Ms Summers, congratulations. The selection process was rather lengthy, but certainly well served… you’re in our employ now. We will of course prepare an outgoing press release, saying as much.” “Thank you very much Mr. Linley; it’s a pleasure to be here with such a prestigious firm.” “Yes, I suppose it is a pleasure to work here, isn’t it.” “Yes sir, it certa…” “Ms. Summers that was a rhetorical question. I merely wanted to offer you a minor platitude by way of welcome to the firm. You may return to Human Resources, I’m sure they’re waiting for you.” Brenda Summers considered herself lucky to be part of one of the largest legal firms in Portland. A strong background in para legal procedures as well as litigati

Going To Hell
I KNOW I CHEATED ON YOU..I'M SORRY BUT IF YOU WOULD OF SHOWN ME THE LOVE I DESERVED...ME NOT THE OTHER WOMEN YOU TALK TO ME....AND YOU ASKED WHY....I'M TOLD YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN...THAT I NEEDED THE ATTENTION AND THE LOVE...BUT YOU NEVER DID SHOW ME...AND YOU ASK WHY AGAIN..I FOUND IT FROM OTHER MEN.... STOP DADDY...DONT HIT MOMMY STOP....I SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS..AS I WATCH DADDY HIT MOMMY AGAIN AND AGAIN...I STAND IN FRONT OF MOMMY SO MAYBE HE WILL HIT ME INSTED OF HER...SHE DIDN NOT DESERVE THIS...WHY MUST YOU DRINK AND COME HOME...WHY CANT YOU JUST DIE...STOP HURTING MY MOMMY... I AM SO AGERIVATED RIGHT NOW...MY HUSBAND PRINTS OUT THIS THING CALLED "SIGNS OF FEMALE INFIDELITY" HE GOT FROM A SIGHT CALLED SNEAKYSPOUSES..AND HIGHLIGHTS 6 THINGS AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT HE HIGHLIGHTED 1. SHE NO LONGER GETS ANGRY BY HERSELF. IF YOUR WOMAN USED TO BE ANGRY FOR ANYTHING AND PICKED FIGHTS FOR SUBJECTS OUT OF THIN AAIR. 2. SHE BEGINS TO BECOME MORE AND MORE SECRETIVE. SHE NO LO

A Note On My Photo's
I would like to thank the First Responders throughout the US for their tireless efforts in fighting the California Wildfires. as most of you know, I'm an EMT and was right there with them, so I put up these pictures that were snapped in the midst of chaos.

Thoughts
why do i let ppl get to me the way i do. i try to be nice i try to be friends but its just not good enough for some ppl. im sry if i cant love someone when its not there anymore. am i so wrong? well things went ok tonight it was weird someone came in to work just to tell me goodbye bc he was leavin to get on the plane to go home back to poland...i was very suprised. it was nice tho...ok besides that not much goin on really car still not workin right and still no money but hey it will get better right??? lol well i guess thats all for tonight...show me some luv jessi. just something i feel to be so true but yet i still cant smile... Girls are like apples on trees. The best one are at the top of the tree. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.

Whatever!
Yep just as you think things are going well. it gives you a nudge in the nuts. Firstly i have gone through 2 clutch levers, first was because I presumed the bike fell but now I think it was pushed. Second one was when the bike was on its centre stand and still looked like it went over. Theory is that either someone bumped it from behind and picked it up or someone tried to steal it. And thats the weird thing, that someone decided to pick it up and place it on its side stand! Well its a 5 min job to fit but just didn't need to buy 2 in total. Then the downpipes started to develop holes, yep its an expensive job to replace but I knew that when I bought the bike. So its going in Tuesday and then get the yearly vehicle test done. Hopefully there is not much else wrong with the bike but I will ask about getting the brake pads done because I feel they are on their way out too. Well the flight here wasn't so bad. Just had to wait a while to do bag drop and straight to the gate. Ok

My Blogs
Ok I made a site that I posted in a bulletin and so far it's got 41 visits. Pretty good at least I think so but here's what I would like for you to do for me. I would like you to either a) put the site in one of your blogs or in your profile so your friends can check it out also or b) if you have a site take one of the help us out banners and link it to the site. Now you don't have to do this if you don't want to but it would be greatly appreciated if you did.Here's the address to the site. http://simply-phenomenal.tripod.com/ Thanks for your time everyone. Love you all. ~AJ~ Well I'll start off by saying that my weeks can't get any worse or can they? Well I found it they can. You see I made the mistake of telling someone we should be friends and now I feel like she's gonna walk out of my life. I feel like I'm in the wrong because I told her what I did. I did it because I didn't want to lead her on and I feel like everything is going to shit now. So as I sit here and write thi

Nothing Special.....
So i decided that Christmas is no longer my favorite time of the year....lol...mostly cuz im being whiney and shit....i am a hopeless romantic....and i like to have someone around to take me ice skating, walk around down town by the lights, things like that....well this year, like years in the past, i don't have anyone.....kinda sad....yay a lil personal pity party.....jk....that and i am fed up w/ all the bullshit about whether or not you can say Christmas......good hell people....why do we have to go and analyze everything and wonder if its good or bad or politically correct....who cares....its a holiday.....no offense to anyone else but it is the majority holiday.....not saying that others arent as important....but no one cared about whether or not it was ok to say "Merry Christmas" or better to say "Happy Holidays" ten years ago......im tired of being politically correct god damn it...... So i was just wondering if maybe i was asking for too much in a guy..... *someone to cuddle

My First Blog: By Fisher Price
a freind of mine asked me several times... why i let myself open to hurt and dissappointment with the guys on here... I didnt have an answer for him Now I DO... Im outta here.... after last nite and getting my emotional ASS KICKED yet again.... Im deleting The ones who have known me and stuck around..... Have my yahoo and can contact me there... The one i dont know well enuf to give it to them.. sorry... But "EnviroMan" left me wanting to pack up my feelings and get the FUCK out of dodge so.. im SURE no one really cares... expect the very choosen few... But I thot i would let ya know. Hey all... Im happy they have these now... Looking forward to writing " about me's" and shit in here... FYI:... Have a job interveiw tomarrow... wish me luck my chuckleheads.....LOL Ok Peeps.... Heres an update... I got the admin job,.... Im starting tomarow... IM REALLY nervous... Its been a VERY Ruff 2 years for me...But i'm hoping its over now.. and that my life can get back on

Dream Lover, Part Ii
IN THE RAIN Dream Lover, part II On vacation in an exciting city, I was a little disappointed when it started to rain. This was the last day I would be in the city and I was looking forward to discovering more of it. I ducked into a hotel to escape the down pour, the rain was warm, but it had somehow chilled me. I went into the bar to dry off, wait for the rain to stop, and get a hot drink. At first, I didn’t notice the man sitting next to me or the way he kept glancing at me. I ordered a Hot Toddy and slowly started sipping at it. The hot liquid quickly warming me and making me a little fuzzy. My clothes were so damp, that I slipped on the leather chair and bumped into the man sitting next to me. I turned to apologize and was taken aback by most amazing blue eyes. I was struck speechless, unable to think of any words. He grinned at me and asked if I was alright. All I could manage was a goofy “uh huh” I finally regained my composure and said “yes, thank you”. He conti

Studio
WELL IM GOING IN THE STUDIO TOMMOROW AT 9 AM....FOR 12 HOURS AND IM SO EXCITED.....MY BANDS MUSIC IS AWESOME AND WE HAVE SOME SHOWS LINED UP FOR PLAYING IN FRONT OF 1K+ PEOPLE. WE HAVENT PLAYED A SHOW IN 2 YEARS WITH THIS BAND AND TOO COME BACK ON THE SCENE IN FRONT OF THAT MANY PEOPLE IS QUITE CRAZY......I SERIOUSLY THINK WE WILL MAKE IT BIG.....EVERYBODY THAT I KNOW LOVES US AND WE ARE GONNA MAKE A HUGE STINK OF THE LOCAL RADIO.......WE ARE RECORDING AT ZING STUDIOS IN WESTFIELD MA.....GO LOOK IT UP.....ITS ONE OF THE BEST IN THE BIS....LATERS TATERS This site makes me think, are there so many sex-crazied retarded people in this world?....Im far from perfect....i do friend people to look at boobs and stuff lol...but im sick of it. Ure boobs are nice, dont get me wrong, i just want more, ive been on this site since it started.....my id is like 57k lol.....all i see are people who want me to rate shit or others that dont talk to me ever....thanks for the rate...nice rack...see ya later

Step Into A World Of Fantasy...(adult Story Content)
Angst,Language,Original Characters (OC),Original stories,Warm And Fuzzy Feelings (WAFF),N/C(Non consentual), M/F,Yaoi,Yuri,Bi,Anal,Bond,HJ( hand jobs), fingering, Lemon, Lime, Oral, Torture, Blood, Body Modification (scarring, cutting, burning), M/M/F and F/F/M, Double Penetration (DP),Spanking, Unresolved Sexual Tension (UST), Voyeur, Wet Dream (WD) This chapter is a note from the author. The 1st chapter begins in the next chapter. Well, as many of you know, I have a Fantasy/Action/Romance novel series in the works to be published and available in book stores and on the internet beginning summer of 2007. In the journey the characters have followed, there are many times where the characters found themselves in situations they wanted to be in and others they did not want to. Not all the scenes that would be taking place could be put in this novel series if I was to keep it at the Young Adult category. So the more graphic or detailed scenes needed to be released from my mind an

Never Surrender ~ Unless You Really Want
I am thinking about how cool the sun looks as it reflects off my glass coffee table and refracts all over the living room. I am sitting here wishing I was somewhere else. The view is cool but just outside my grasp....As the clouds fade into view and push the sun aside I am able to see the different shades of grey. The feelings pass and reality returns. The stale taste of crushed up lorcet sting my tongue and I wash it down with my luke warm coke. I push past the pain in my head and put on a smile pretending everything is alright. And it is..... Webster defines sacrifice only comes when, one gives of themselves everything for a greater purpose or resolve. I knew sacrifice, but more as an everyday word in my simple life. Struggle, hardships and circumstance always stood in line waiting for their ounce of flesh. I remember, before this tale I am about to tell, a time when the word sacrifice was thrown at me by preacher and deacon alike. Stories about days past and different ages of man. I

Rants Raves & Blissful Moments
Thank heavens for that - I finally start my holiday this morning. 12 days of stress-free bliss (he lies). Work is soo hectic right now and the chance to take a few days off at half-term to spend time with the kids, and celebrate my wedding anniversary this weekend, is simply fabulous. Will I miss work? Will I hell! I won't think about that hole until an hour before I'm due to go back there. The down-side... I have to take the kids to see the in-laws. They're ok in short doses but anything more than 2 days of them and murder suddenly becomes an option. The rough with the smooth I guess. See you all in a few days. Take care all and keep it Cherry! It's a blog Jim, but not as we know it! Well, now we've got 'em we better make the most of them. To all my family, friends, and fans - thanks for being great supporters during my time here. I do appreciate all your comments. Even the critical and frankly awful ones give me the encouragement to do something better next t

The Hpnotiq Spot
If you women like big dicks this one is for you & for the guys who like big plump asses this one is for you too. So enjoy http://www.onionbooty.com/trailers/free-booty.wmv Love is Current mood: loved Love is Love is being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future Love is the fury

In My Own Words
The plan, walk clockwise around her holding a candle which burns like it has life, the moment draws nearer when my loneliness will be at an end and I'll be a husband paired to my wife With she as my bride & me as her groom, The time drawn near when we shall jump the broom. From history's own admission I've taken this slave honored tradition It was time & distance which kept us apart, The feelings born for her have always resided here in my heart. I Love, Miss, & Need her dearly these are facts I need for her to see clearly I hope she knows and is aware I promise to be the best friend & Husband I can be, Beyond compare I promise to remain in her heart & by her side and provide passion that refuses to subside Like anxious children on Christmas Eve, we can hardly wait, Until it's our Love, our Marriage, our Union that we consummate. Will we be patient or under stress as we take the time to undress, Will we be drawn into the flames of passion as we caress ??? We kis

Shit
All I feel is emptyness an endless pit of nothingness I try so hard, but don't seem to get far. I try to get up, but I just get thrown down. An endless battle I wish it would go away. For some reason the pain just wants to stay. I feel I just can't take it anymore, but I've been down that road before. Please someone help me. I'm starting to go insane, all this pain is hurting my brain. I like to write poetry.

Lyrics!
:( Out on your own Cold and alone again Can this be what you really wanted, baby? Blame it on me Set your guilt free Nothing can hold you back now Now that you're gone I feel like myself again Grieving the things I can't repair and willing ... To let you blame it on me And set your guilt free I don't want to hold you back now love I can't change who I am Not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up My love wasn't enough And you can blame it on me Just set your guilt free, honey I don't want to hold you back now love (for my grandmother... who passed away July 26th 2006... I miss you.) Stay low Soft, dark, and dreamless Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness I hate me For breathing without you I don't want to feel anymore for you Grieving for you I'm not grieving for you Nothing real love can't undo And though I may have lost my way All paths lead straight to you I long to b

My Blogs
Joseph J: People Adore you O: Awesome kisser S: Fuckin sexy E: You are easy to fall in love with P: You are popular with all types of people H: You have very good personality and good looks Sounds about right to me. A: You like to drink. B: You like people. C: You are really silly. D: You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F: You are dead sexy. G: You never let people tell you what to do. H: You have very good personality and good looks. I: You Are Great in bed. J: People Adore you K: You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M: Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink O: Awesome kisser. P: You are popular with all types of people. Q: You are a hypocrite. R: You are very shy but sweet. S: Fuckin sexy. T: You're loyal to those you love. U: You really like to chill. V: You are not judgemental. W: You are very broad minded. X: You never let people tell you what to do. Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z: Always ready I read t

Interesting To Know About Me !!!
You are 90% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Lust Quotient: 54% You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! How Much Lust Do You Have? You have a sexual IQ of 149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What I Like To Make Females Do
Some women don't know how to orgasm, while others need nothing more than a whisper to reach orgasmic heights. And then there are the others -- those women who have the capability to squirt their juices all over the bed, the floor, or even you. Although I'd like to believe that every woman is capable of reaching such heights of sexual ecstasy, unfortunately, there are many women out there who disagree. And if they're not willing to open their minds to the idea of ejaculating, no matter how hard I try to convince them (yeah, it's a dirty, messy job, but someone's gotta do it), then that's their prerogative. Nevertheless, if you've got yourself a woman who is very sexually in tune with herself, and would be willing to let you manipulate her vagina until she ejaculated all over you, then today's tip is going to leave you soaking wet. before she starts squirting As I've already mentioned, a woman's ejaculate is expelled from the urethra, the same place that urine comes out from.

Candy's Thoughts
I want to see how well my friends and family know me. Take my quiz. Just copy and paste this link into your browser. I would love to see how well y'all do! http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/2917826 I saw this in a bulletin today and it made tears come to my eyes. This is something that, well at one point, I thought was me and I thought I had. Here very soon I hope I will but if not that soon, I guess I will just have to wait. Cause as far as I am concerned, it's worth waiting for! To every woman that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every woman that has been cheated on,because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every woman that dresses cute,not skanky. To every woman who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every woman that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every woman who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instea

Poems By Me
I sit here and try not to think of my shame, Knowing full well that I am not to blame. But each year when this day comes to shine I can't help but think the fault was mine. The sun was setting on the ocean so blue So I went for a run to have something to do. The air was sweet with the smell of light rain Not knowing that my nightmare wait ahead in the forrest terrain. It hit me so fast like lighting through the sky Knowing what was going to happen I wanted to die. This black mask of mystery had me under control Years later it is hard for this story to be told. Think that it would be easier with the time past? The shame I fell it seems is to much to surpass. Never knowing who it was in my hell, that place. Forever will the eighth day of this month be my Day Of Disgrace! I stand by watching every ripple change and flow by without pausing, always moving, never the same. Looking around I see the rocks that have gathered just like the memories that I try so very hard

Yes More Sex Stuff !!!
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your hottest bedroom accessory is your sound system You are into music, and you are the best at picking out the perfect list of songs for every type of sex session. You are ideal at setting the mood anytime. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fucking, Fuck, Fucked...
i fuckin did it again... i crashed my fucking computer and fried my vid. card to boot... now isn't that a pisser... needless to say i'm really fucking pissed off... now lets see here, i need a vid. card, hard drive at least... if i did really fuck my shit up "like i normally do" i'm gonna need a new puter... hey at least my monitor is good... rite... so yeah, i now have to use this busted ass piece of shit notebook to get online... on a better note, i think i'm gonna leave personal updates about me and or stupid shit i get into or something like that... so check back "not so often"... but i'll let you into my lil world, one typed word at a time... untill next time, peace the fuck out... so yeah i funkin lied... deal with it... but anyways, my good freind is here keeping me company... it's good to know i'm cared about... to bad this good freind of mine is depression... gota love the draw to this... so yeah, i have had a hard week and it isn't quite yet over... ain't that a pisser...

-waves-
I don't really have anything to say right now. I didn't even realize they had blogs on here lol. I'll put more stuff up later. ;] I went to this "Irish" bar thing over the weekend. Went with a friend, who met up with a couple other friends. To say the least... it was interesting. First of all, it was right smack in the middle of 2 mexican bars. Also a known area apparently for drive by's since it's right off state street in SLC. Didn't know that, lol. Secondly, there was some chick there with dreads that kept poppin her head in the middle of conversations and interjecting random thoughts. Then would apologize and tell us she was drunk... and had also taken a muscle relaxer. I'd say which one but it's slipped my mind lol. Then I'm trying to leave, I'm standing at the bar flaggin down the bartender, asking to get my tab so I can pay and get outta there. I have this enormous guy sitting next to me. I mean he had to be well over 300 lbs. "Scuse me, m

Poem
Ok so Not gonna leave a name but was chatting with someone who was coming Down on someone Else saying they are a Bully to women...Yet this creep is the one I see Bullying Women so what did I do...tried to be nice but ya know you can only be nice for so long and if ya should read this you know who you are just know that I had a good laugh all at your expence as I sat here reading your pathetic attempts at put downs now come on if you are going to attck me come up with something original it is sooo hard to respect someone who cant be original. Whats the sense in trying to compete on a mental level with someone if the attacker has the mentality of a child? Poor soul must be difficult to be a grown man and not able to act like one Ok my rant is over have a nice day :) I was chosen by Nyne....Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: 1. On most th

My Stuff
You know, it's never pretty when one grows older... especially when it is ungraceful.. time seems to fly by, and no one is paying attention to the changes around them anymore because they are so damned busy. I have fallen down the rabbit hole.. as I have always been the 'obeserver' now, I am in charge of my own universe. It's funny it took this long to finally figure it out.. what is life? who is god? Why am I here? Unfortunately, the answers to these questions only pertain to me.. it is a duty of all to figure out these questions for yourself...for me, I am God, I am here to create, life is only an illusion..and everyone I see is part of me, and they are themselves as well... by the choices they have made in their lives, and the 'programing' they have recieved from the stimuli they are surrounded by. I used to think that life was a situation of daily tasks and goals, however, I couldn't have been more wrong..it is about experiencing everything that is around me, and to

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Yeah so I saw the AFI and Tiger Army on sunday and It was awesome. That was a kick ass show so I encourage everyone to go out and see it. If anyone knows any other kick ass psychobilly bands besides Tiger Army let me know.

More Pics Of Me--wet_lips
these are webcam pics...visit me to get the link There are SO many absolutely stunning women on LC, and I would be so thrilled if you came by this ADULT FORUM SITE and checked it out. There are lots of men who would love to talk to you. Granted, it's no way near as cool as LC, but it's still a place to meet people and be nice and naughty :D Just click the link below! So please, feel free to drop by and check it out, and if you feel compelled to do so, please, take a moment to sign up. You can set up your own gallery and blog and start off posting in the forums right away. Post whatever you'd like, either pics of yourself, of others, random porn, whatever! or simply post a discussion subject. Whatever you do, I'm sure it will be of some fun. So please, stop on by :) **kisses and hugs** **Oh, and of course, you men can feel free to stop by as well, after all, the more, the merrier I always say

Poetry
I ask you to beat me I like it fast I need to want, ache, moan, scream, soar ... Only when he uses power Do I pant, ask, urge, lust, worship ... Tell him Death would pound her knife On bare skin, it's like boiling blood But it could smear like honey ... I lie languidly, weak, drunk, asleep Chaining my eternity to my top For his love cools like a flood But my dream is never true ...

Friends
ALLWAYS REMEMBER YOU MUM, SHE IS THERE WHEN YOU HURT YOUR KNEE, SHE IS THERE WHEN YOUR SICK, SHE KNOWS JUST HOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTER, SHE NEVER COMPLAINS, SHE LOVES YOU WITH ALL HER HEART, SHE IS THERE FOR YOU EVERYDAY, WHEN SHE LEAVES FOR HEAVEN IT WILL BREAK YOUR HEART, IT BROKE MINE, NEVER FORGET, YOUR MOM LOVES YOU FOREVER.... Just when everything around you is falling apart, remember your true friends will always be there for you, through tough times and sad times,just call and i,ll be there... Does christmas mean more to you when you have family and friends with you at this time of year?, i know that some people are alone but myself being alone and religious person, i have lots of wonderful happy memories of those i have lost(my parents)i know that christmas can be stressful and not happy for some but just remember you are never alone, the lord (or who ever your god may be) is with you always...

My Ramblings
Before you send me a friend request there's some things I'd like to say... 1) If you are a member of Fat Sonny's family other than CntryGoth, ~Darkness~ or Shylo...get the fuck away from my page and stay away. This isn't high school and I don't deal well with cliques. 2) If you're just here for points...get the Hell out of here. I'm here to meet new ppl not to participate in a popularity contest. 3) If you are a man or woman seeking validation on how you look...go away. You have come to the wrong place if you want your ego stroked. 4) If you are going to give ratings...give nothing but 10's please. I wouldn't give you anything less than a 10 whether I like your pics or not. It's just rude. So please show me the same courtesy and respect. This is supposed to be a friendly community so don't be an asshole. 5) If you are looking to hook up and screw...leave me alone. I don't do one night stands and I'm very much in love with some one anyway. 6) If you're only making frie

Perverts On Lostcherry
I have an issue that i truly want to discuss not just with family and friends but with LOST CHERRY as a whole.... Maybe i am just but one nice guy left but so far this week i have seen 10 ladies leave the site and had in the past three days 4 more claim if they do not stop getting the rude comments and remarks sent to them they will leave lost cherry. I dont understand why things cant be taken into action and if we had a button or something to click for a report type so that these same people who continue to go around and harass the ladies time and time again can be ridden from the site. My understanding of this site is community run therefor if enough folks did in fact report them wouldnt it then be in the best interest to remove such problems? I dont know but it seems strange that all the same ladies i have chatted with have the same thoughts and all of them seemed to be decent good loving people with caring hearts and intellectual minds. Not just to be here to be perved upon bu

Happy
Babes I miss you so much and I want to come see you. You make me smile and cheer me up when I am down. Love you lots xxx Well my birthday went very well on Sunday. Kids done me Breakfast in bed so that was so sweet. Thank you Erica for all the birthday wishes Love you baby xxx I spoke to my girl on the phone today and god I have missed your voice babes.. I hope you like the present I sent you Your worth it xxx

The Troubled Mind Of Shymouse
First off my spelling is terrible so forgive me. I have always had an exstensive vocabulary ,but can't spelling a fucking thing at all. Its been insane trying to get things squared away. I still am at my mother's while JR is in MOS training and since she is a lazy cow I take care of HER household though she claims I never do a damn thing ,but the people that matter know thats not true so I guess its ok. My poor Father though. He is a paramedic F.T.O. and was offered a job at CARE ambulance ,but he wanted to stay at mid-ga. Mom gave him shit about not takeing the job and badgered him so bad he gave in and took it. Then she bitched at him for doing that! There is no winning with her I fucking swear. The woman is impossible and I hate her fucking guts. I don't claim her. I only claim my Dad since him and my grandfather primarily raised me while my Mother slept through my childhood. Stupid bitch. The coyotes out here on the farm have gotten to an incredible population! The are killing

The Wolf
The wolf wanders alone. Most think of him as the predator and avoid him or are leary. Others condem him for the actions of his ancestors and other wolves. Yes he desires the pack but the pack also brings competion and a certain trust. This wolf can not afford to be hurt again so he goes it alone, byhimself and drudges on. The few that do seek the frienship of this wolf, find a true friend and a loyal companion. He may not fully give himself to them because he knows that eventully he will be wandering alone again. This Wolf will protect at all cost those that are vulnrable to other preditors. And he will shed blood if needed. He lives by his own rules and and sometimes that leads him into deadly fields. But he has the cunningness and wisdom to always escape without to much of a scar. Oh yes his scars remind him of his past and make him leery of his future. But he keeps going. Is he a Hero or a misguided loaner? We shall see. Do not avoid the wolf,,,because he will avoid you if that is b

Random Thoughts Of A Pissed Off White Woman
I am me, I am the way I am, and I do not change for anyone no matter what. I love to meet new people but I have the type of personality where you will either love me or hate me..lol. So who knows, maybe you'll be my new friend? I'm ALWAYS 100% brutaly honest, and I pride myself on being that way. I'm blunt, outspoken, and I say whatever I want to say. I don't really put much thought into alot of things before I say them, if it comes to my mind, then it automatically comes out of my mouth.. lol. I'm weird, and I know it. I love my weirdness! I'm quick witted and I maintain multiple personalities while most people find it hard to maintain one. LoL. My favorite colors are orange and blue. I love to laugh. I hate most people. Girlie girls make me hurl. I swear like a sailor when I wax my cunt. I swear like a sailor when i'm not waxing my cunt. I hate most things anyone else would like. I'm spiteful. I'm stubborn. I can be selfish. I can be jealous. I'm a flirt. I

Friends Poem
I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on yahoo Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything. We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my friend and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years,

Love Poems
>......."I always knew I would look back on my tears and laugh; but I never knew I would look back at my laughter and cry." "Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met." "Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart." "I thought I loved him, but he had to break my heart for me to know what true love really is." "Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone." "I wish you could look at me and see the person you once loved instead of the person you have grown to hate." "I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had." "From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable heart." This is what we call eternal love "Maybe one day I'll be able to tear away a part of me and let you go." "Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is even harder when it is taken away." "If I could control my heart, I would stop it from falling

Hot And Sexy
mmmmmmmmmm baby i walk past the pool and i see you there laying in the chaise lounge with your shirt off and just in your shorts enjoying the sun no one eles is around the pool is empty and i walk by you and go in to the pool, your still laying there so i playfully splash water on you to get your attention. you sit up and a smile crosses your face you come into the pool and come near me all i'm wearing is a tshirt and bra and a pair of shorts. the water is a little cold so my nipples are showing you reach over and undo my bra and slip it off and toss it up where the towels are u get me in to one corner of the pool and start rubing my breasts and kissing my neck as i have my arms and legs wraped around you i feel your hard cock up against me so i reach down and i begin to start stroking you. feeling you getting harder and throbing mmmm baby u feel so good in my hands i slip off your shorts and i slip off mine i guide your cock to my pussy and i slide

Blood & The Gift Of Life
It is the essence of life. Life's being. Without it Life ceases to exist. I crave it. I have the Thirst for it. To Quench it is invevitable. The desire to live or die. I offer u the Gift of Life. Take it or Leave it. Immortality shall have its way one way or another.

Wicca
Mabon Autumn Equinox, 2nd Harvest, September 21st Mabon, (pronounced MAY-bun, MAY-bone, MAH-boon, or MAH-bawn) is the Autumn Equinox. The Autumn Equinox divides the day and night equally, and we all take a moment to pay our respects to the impending dark. We also give thanks to the waning sunlight, as we store our harvest of this year's crops. The Druids call this celebration, Mea'n Fo'mhair, and honor the The Green Man, the God of the Forest, by offering libations to trees. Offerings of ciders, wines, herbs and fertilizer are appropriate at this time. Wiccans celebrate the aging Goddess as she passes from Mother to Crone, and her consort the God as he prepares for death and re-birth. Various other names for this Lesser Wiccan Sabbat are The Second Harvest Festival, Wine Harvest, Feast of Avalon, Equinozio di Autunno (Strega), Alben Elfed (Caledonii), or Cornucopia. The Teutonic name, Winter Finding, spans a period of time from the Sabbat to Oct. 15th, Winter's Night, which is

Me
DECEMBER=BEAUTY Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you.Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. or not at all x I'm not going to get all arsey about this or make a big deal but I just wanted to say to those who I've recently deleted....it's nothing personal...it's just that some of you I've never even spoken too, and I'm not here just to have the most friends etc etc....you won't even notice I've deleted you! So, take care! Mxx

When I Feel Like It
The following message is brought to you by Division #9001 of Central and Eastern Virginia and Dr. Phineas Waldolf Steel (Dr. Steel). If you're looking to get away from the bad news of today, and meet new people in your local area to have fun and live life happily, then you're in the right place! Remember: -Dr. Steel is your best friend. -Dr. Steel is your bestest friend. Dr. Steel's goal is to create a Utopian Playland, and we're part of that goal. Starting small, we aim to keep each other smiling and sane, and strive to help others out as well. Little by little, we'll reach our goal and make the world a much happier place to be in. Send us a response (We're real!) to find out how to join our group. -----Now a word from Dr. Steel----- Hello, my name is Dr. Phineas Waldolf Steel and I'm crazy. At least that's what they tell me. It's a real load off of my mind too. I mean you can get away with pretty much anything if you're bonkers. It really relieves a lot of pressure and respon

Licking And Whatnot
Vote.. please! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=4210657077 Thanks! LCT Well I have been busy with work, family and my best friend being in the hospital. But hopefully I will be able to get back here and start the licking again! :P~ Take care all! LCL Yay! My B day is in a couple hours! WOOT!! ok.. i'm done for know! LCL :P~

Countess Nessa's Rants....
OK Guys and Gals....I know my mouth is like a truck driver...But just deal with me and my pissy attitude. LOL... I have come to the conclusion that the year of 2006 is really a bad year for me and many that I love. Let me start off by tell you all that the year started off wonderful. I started a new job with Citi Financial and then my hubby and sister Hayley had their birthday together that I had made sure that the both of them enjoyed deeply. I spent over 3000 dollars to make this so. Then after the third month with Citi, the accounts that I had set up for my job ended up becoming another’s accounts. I quite my job to go and work for my hubby’s job that set me up with an Account Manager that was from Night mare on elm street, then as I took in a wonderful girl that was accused for something that she didn’t do. The triad that accused this innocent girl of something she didn’t do got her thrown in jail. From that point on, my whole entire life went upside down. My sister e

To "chad"...in Memoriam.....
Sometimes we go through life not knowing who to trust or love..not knowing who`s going to help or hurt us..who`s going to be there or leave us..that`s why some of us choose to be alone..but being alone is not always good..We were created to have someone in our lives..be it family..friends..or lovers..So don`t live your life alone..it`s not worth it..Take a chance at being hurt..being left..being helped..having trust in someone..but most of all..take a chance at being loved COPYRIGHTED 2004 BY Kimberley Renee Natasha Johnson... I met Chad (Shederick Deon Farrell) in an online chat room on Blackplanet.com. This was June 2004. We hit it off pretty good...talking from 11pm to 6am. We talked about anything and everything...just laughing and having fun. Found out he was a truck driver with 10yrs OTR experience...(for those non-truck people...OTR means "Over The Road" or "On the Road"...lol) Later on we decided to finally meet each other...and the rest like they say...was "History".

My Journal
hi everyone been awhile sence i wrote but want all my friends to think about my husband in their prayors they think he might have cancer again instead the throat its in the small intestines in the stomach if it is he may have to take kemo so pray for him love you all hugs!!! hello everyone dont have much to say this early just wanted to say good morning*hugs* hello everyone hope you had a wonderful thanksgiving!well i had to work 7am to 2pm came home all excited because i was gona see my new neice and nephew.well came home finish cooking dinner ate a bite,called my mom told her im coming over soon,well we get to moms,and my sister got my neice up from a nap and was getting her ready to leave i thought after they got mad because ive never saw her there getting ready to leave when i walk in the door!well if that wasnt bad i get knocked down again i went over where mom was sitting and was gona check out my baby nephew find out i wasnt allow to hold him because noone thought to tell me he

General
Whaddup?! This is my first blog entry on this site. I am mostly just playing around at the moment. I believe that I have become an addict of this site. Crap! I have met several virtual friends on here. All of you are very nice people and I am proud to be friends with you. For those of you reading this that are not friends with me yet, just ask, I like to make new friends. But anyway since I don't have anything else to say, I will end this blog. However, look for more to come. :) I haven't posted a blog in ages. So here goes. I am tired as hell. I decided that I did not have enough to do in my life with just my two jobs so I enrolled in school. I definitely need to finish school and get my degree. Especially considering that after all of these years, I have come to realize that really is the kind of work I would enjoy doing. So it's cool. It shall be interesting to see me juggle two jobs, school and a social life. My main job has been crazy lately. I went from being able to kind o

Dave's World
You know you’re living in 2007 when… 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven’t played Solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don’t have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn’t have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You’re reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you kn

Temps Lounge
***Poolside Romp*** Briana stripped nude and lay face down on the patio chair by the pool. The sun beat down and beads of sweat began to collect on her back and buttocks. Glistening drops trickled downward, tracing the sides of her breasts and slowly advancing between her legs, moistening her pussy lips. She enjoyed sunbathing nude alone in her backyard, finding the heat, soft breeze, and naked exposure titallating. She would sometimes masturbate on the patio by the pool with her sighs echoing through the deserted yard. Today, she felt extremely turned on, becoming more aware daily of the loneliness that possessed her since her porn career was on hold. I used my key to enter the house the 1 that Briana gave me.i knew she would be by the pool, I moved absent mindedly through the sliding glass door to say hi to Briana, not taking notice yet that Briana was nude on the patio. "Ohhh!!," I startled, taking in the full view of Briana's entirely nude and sweating body stretched out o

Just A Little Something
ok people on here..i gotta leave in a few to get my husband from the airport in Birmingham he's coming home for 2 weeks...can't wait to get him here..yay!!! im very excited well we got good news today...my husband passed his G.E.D. test so he's off to the army next month...i'm very proud of him...anyway..every that reads this needs tell him congrads...well if you wanna...thats all for now.. Lata...*kisses* Well my husband joined the army..he left yesterday oct. 17th 2006...i miss him alot but its for the best..and he'll be home for christmas..so i guess it aint to bad..

Dictionary Of Atlanta Sexual And Dating Terms
Baggage - The excuse people use to punish their current boyfriend/girlfriend for things that their past boyfriends/girlfriends have done to them. Bicurious - Gay. Bisexual - Gay. Bitter - What all Atlanta singles are destined to become. Caused by drama and stress (see below). Buckhead Soldiers - The clones you see hovering around the popular Buckhead bars wearing polos tucked into pleated Dockers. Usually wearing loafers. Butch - What gay men who don't think they act gay call themselves. Actual butch men will never need to use this term. Also used to describe 75f Atlanta lesbians. Cabin Room - Where you go when the bars are closed and you still haven't found someone to sleep with. Cuddle - Sexual activity in which there is no exchange of bodily fluid. Drama - An imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to

Damn Skippy
WHATTYA THINK OF JR LEAVING DEI THIS IS BIG AND I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT LITTLE E WILL BE IN THE NUMBER 3 AND IT WILL RISE AGAIN TO WIN CHAMPIONSHIPS hey well dont ya know jr played his cards dropped the ace and teresa e made the biggest mistake of her career, why the fuck shouldnt this kid not have interest in his father's company that he built for his children to proper after his death ??? BIG MISTAKE LADY E BIG. JR WILL GO TO RCR AND WIN A CHAMPIONSHIP IN THE NUMBER 3 CAR THAT IS MY PREDICTION

My Writings
Out of the night's mist I run Out of the mist I run I hunt you for your blood I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I want human blood I can't live in the light I must be in blackest night Where are you at night mortal? I am a bloodsucker I am a vampire I thrive on human blood I thrive on blood Any type will do When mortals sleep I shall find them and creep into their bedroom Those mortals shall bare their necks for my fangs So I shall drink their blood Welcome to my playground Won't you come on in? I am the devil and i'll be your host So let the games begin Come forth little children For I have a fairy tale Listen to my story of a little place called Hell Your cries will be my laughter as I watch you bleed Come into my toy room of Hatred, Sex and Greed. Miserably ever after for all you girls and boys As you scream out twisted nursery rhymes And play with Broken Toys This is your worst nightmare I hope you had some fun But little do you relise Pla

Ann's Blog
November 5 2006.........new american life will start...........damn why I m so scared why....why? Santa Monica L.A. wait for me but my heart belongs to my soil and Bulgaria or Mother Russia I don t to log in on LC all days as usual cauz I have to take care fo my mum, she s very sick..........Hugs all of you Before I was myself you made me, me! With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me ! With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learni

Qt Booty
When all you can remember is the sparkle in his eyes, which have now faded away. His touch is now cold when it once was warm. Remembering back to the days when kisses were deep and passionate . neither could breath nor did either want to come up for air. That is now the same difference except there are no kisses but yet you still cant breath. I lay there at night listening to you breath , I watch you sleep and I wonder where our love has gone. Did it just blow away on a whim or did it take this many days to fade into the sunset. I long for the those days and nights you would hold me tight. When you protected my heart. They are gone and soon I will be too. ~JR~ I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It

Hangover City
HI long time no see been so busy not had time to check out the LC.. wow its changed alot.. o.O I should be around more now, for a while anyways :) So a mate just popped over from the US.. decide to meet him for ""a"" beer and things go nuts.. like always .. buuuuuh ... I feel like an extra from dawn of the dead. worst of all Im having cravings for fried chicken ..

Fall Of New England
I can always tell if fall is going to come early or not. Living in New England, we are known for our beautiful foliage. I'm lucky, I get to witness it first hand. I drive to school on local backroads, which in my opinion is the best way to go. The winding roads lead you through the old section of New Hampshire, where little towns are mirror images of what they used to be. Colonial red houses with a matching barn standing just behind, dirt driveways with home grown product stands and churches with their original steeples where you can hear the bell at exactly 10am every Sunday. The trees start showing off their new fall highlights. Orange, reds and even purple leaves for the more daring trees have started and the ones who have had enough have fallen to the ground. On the weekends, they will be raked into a pile while the kids get to jump in them and make a mess. Only to have the raking cycle repeat once more. The lake turns a deep blue, making you shiver just thinking about s

Who I Like On Lc/ct/fubar
Who i like on LC is as follows1.Nicckie,2.Foxy brit, 3.Blue,4.Jennifer,5.Isis CherryLick,6.Sw33tn3r,7.sexy pirate13,8.Candle,9.Veinfetish,10.Pixie Kisses,11. Tiff,12.Candy,13.Drty Grl,14.Ashley,15.Stoney16.MZ Bossy,17.AprilRose,18. Sweet_titts,19.Laken,20.MISS SHERRIE,21.Nurse Hayley,22.Drianna,23.~*~Haloz~*...,24.~ Shadow Hawk ~,25.Cassandra Lynn,26.Nympho,27.Chatqueen24,28.Baby Animal ¢¾,29.Bobbi Doll,30. I'll Keep You My Dirty Little Secret,31.Amy Amy Amy,32.Tuna,33.Kindred Heart,34 Angel(Angela),35.Starduster766,36.Devil in Cuffs,37.Miss Behavin25,26.'۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ۞', and others i might add to this Blog Later on from Bruce nicckie to me is a wonderful sexy hott beautiful gorgeous sensational amazing pretty and raidant incredibly stunning person and i feel like i have a special bond with her i reckon if she was to leave the world i would be truly depressed and and heart broken forever because i in my h

Your Government At Work
Thought you might like this. Better get used to the Muslim President....... Military fly over deniedUnbelievable, isn't it!!! Everyone needs to see this. I foresee many flyovers by the Thunderbirds and Blue Angels will be canceled in the next three years also. Also demonstrations by the Golden Knights and our service bands. This guy OBAMA is out of control!!!Obama denied a military flyover at the annual "God and Country" rally in Idaho , where new military recruits were inducted and all militarywere honored. This is the first time in 42 years that there has not been a military flyover in formation, and organizers were stunned thatObama refused to allow this.When the lady organizing the event contacted the Pentagon to ask why this was not allowed, as it had occurred every year for 42 years, she wastold it was because of the event's "Christian nature."The video also mentions that when Obama made a recent speech, a cross and a Christian

Sweet Irish Rose Aka April
This basically for me to get things out of my head so maybe i can sleep... Well it has been on hell of a day. As some of you know that read my last post, my uncle just past away. (my dad's brother) And my hubby is still being an insensitive jerk. He went to bed tonight without even mentioning my loss or try to console me. That hurt. I dont mean to sound selfish but if it means wanting him to be there for me during this time then ok I'm selfish. But it's clear he isnt goin to be there so I try to hide my pain and deal with it by myself. I have gotten good at hiding my pain the last few years. Only those that I allow to see it can. Basically thats just a couple close friends. But they are in Oklahoma and I am in Texas. (thank God they will be here for the weekend) Anyways,I tried to go to bed to get some rest. I really tried but when I laid down I was overwhelmed with memories and thoughts. It hit me that my dad is the last one in the family that is left that carries our name. My

My Words, My Life
The yawning chasm Of my bleeding heart Is filled with a flood of raging emotion The pain vanishes in that flood And I breathe a sigh of relief I experience sweet release As I fall into the abyss I lose myself in that depthless void And I let the tidal wave of sensation Wash over me As I drift along I let go of the pain and anger I draw peace and joy into myself And I feel them deep in my core As I emerge from the trackless depths I feel my heart begin to heal And I leave the pain and anger behind ~Phoenixx (written Jan.21, 2007) Cold I feel trapped I've put my dreams on hold The fire is gone My world grows cold I think of you, My fantasies take wing But still, Reality takes hold And I stay firmly planted on this earth No escape No reprieve This same cold existance Greets me when I rise Dreams of immortal life Haunt my mind each night Dreams of warmth and passion Dreams of you Dreams that will never be Dreams gone cold This song is silenced No

Random Thoughts
Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time and cast a vote for me =) I hope that you all had a marvelous Christmas and that you are getting ready for the New year. haha i can't believe it, it will be 2007 soon =O Ahh this weekend went by so fast. I hate when that happens. lol. Now its back to the usual stuff...classes and such. Im attempting to find another job, but i really have no idea where to start. so im going to be heading out today to search for something i suppose. I need money...been spending too much of it lately, and need to go back to saving. Its beautiful out today, going to be hitting low 80s here..which is amazing for this time of year up there in rochester ny. haha. Its most likely going to be the last warm summer like day around here. The leaves are starting to change colors and im excited. I love the fall. Its a shame that i have to spen

The Deep Side Of Angel
as i sit here staring at the wall i am wondering how to tell you or should i say anything at all i am scared and the butterflies wont subside i want to tell you so badly but its so hard to decide i wake up thinkin of you i sleep with you in my heart i want to know you completely and i am sad when we are apart you are this amazing person who makes me laugh when we are together who turn my bad days into great ones who can accomplish anything you endeavor i keep telling myself to slow down but then i think of your smile the way you kiss my lips and touch me the way you look at me and smile i dont know how i got here or when i fell maybe it was the time you met my son or the way everytime i see you my heart swells i get so nervous everytime i see you hoping this isnt just a dream; hoping this is all true in these few short weeks i have come to feel that without you in my heart, dreams and life nothin would seem real. sometimes i feel i scare you with all my fee

Bite Me!
Yeah, I've got the naughties just like everyone else. However, I don't bother to host them anywhere on the net because why? Well, it's simple. I KNOW there are hackers everywhere. Why pay for the porn when you can just hack on the net and get it for free, huh? Why the fuck NOT? I don't host my pics on the net because I don't want just any perv looking at them. I CHOOSE who I want to see what I want them to see. BTW, if everyone else is so worried about these goddamned "pervs", take a look in the mirror honeys! You wouldn't HAVE those pics in the first place if you weren't a friggin perv yourself. So, if you don't want a hacker touching your kitty on his screen or stroking to your cock, DON'T POST IT!!! Simple as that people. Why are we so fucking clueless these days? Anywho, love you all. You make me laugh... sometimes. Have a great day and a great weekend. See ya! I'm not too fond of winter storms, and here's why. The first pic is of the tree that conveniently cut my

The Last Walk
The Last Walk Hand in hand we walk alone Along the beach at night Waves gently breaking on the shore Stars twinkling in the sky There reflection glittering in the sea Hand in hand we slowly go Knowing this will be our last A gentle kiss we share Under the moon tonight The last we will ever share Words unspoken, hearts broken Loves young dreams Lies around us shattered Tomorrow you'll be gone A thousand miles away A new life A new start But your memories will remain Let me hold you One more time Let me dry your tears Let us make this moment special Make it a moment to remember Crazydave 2006 Dedicated to Lori, we never did get to say goodbye

Rantings Of A Medicated Psycho Chick
ok i know a hurricane wiped the town out i also know that a majority of the people that are bitching about the government not paying for thier own mistake by living in a town 2 foot under sea level near the gulf were living off of the government anyway and now we have to send our Military in to help with the crime?? wtf i have friends down there that believe it or not WORKED for a living and are managing to get thier shit together and rebuild and get on with life i also know that Texas put up an effort to help some of these people to find jobs they had 7 tour buses lined up and ONE person showed up to go look for work billing there=over $7000 come on get real one person talking about it said "it was like an ancient memory...like we had been put up on the auction block" when talking about being rescued the nerve to compare something you couldve avoided to what the slaves went through!!! im sorry it just pisses me off take responsability for your own actions!! p.s.

*witty Title*
It never ceases to amaze me how much people will show in pictures. Hey I can't talk I've been showing stuff too. I guess it's an infatuation with knowing what people think or maybe with some it's a turn on for people to look at their pics. Eh who knows. I personally search for approval from my fellow LCers, ok yeah just kidding lol. I like to see what adding a showier pic can do for you rating. It's quite humorous. I was getting maybe 5 friend requests a day if that. I put up more um "almost nudity" and they are pouring in. Wow you guys aren't picky or anything, lol. Not that I mind, let's not get stupid here, of course I like the attention. Oh and for the record, I won't cam to cam and likely will never cyber with anyone, lol. SO please stop asking.... :) So now I'm raising a glass to all my fellow internet whores!!! We keep it interesting!

Jokes
I am 65 years old. My parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed until today I read his obituary. Obituary - Common Sense Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with

My Life
So yesterday was tons of fun I forgot how much I miss working.. well I guess I cant actually call yesterday working!! I got to hang out with alot of people I work with and a few im going to work with.. well u ask what we were doing if we werent working well we were making a commercial for our company it was awesome they will be making 6 commercials from just one day of shooting!! I cnt wait to see them!!! Urgh Im so fucking tired all I wanna do is SLEEP!!! I worked from 9:30 to 10"30 yesterday and now having to be back at work at 10:00 am today and I just dont wanna do it I just wanna crawl back in bed!! So its like 4:14 and im bored outta my mind and Im STILL in my pajamas cause I have nothing better to do.. I need something to do!!!! I Dont want to go back to work tomorrow, well it wont be so bad if Texas tech beat TCU saturday cause then Madalyn will be in a good mood and I wont have to worry about her taking it out on me : 0 anyways I just thought id let yall know IM BORED

Adult Pictures
I think its working noticed yesterday alot of the top photo's not being displayed, by everyone reporting if they find them adult, see we can make a differance, so keep it up, its the only way it will change, and shouldnt be any differant that what our primary can be, or whats in our default folder, thanks everyone who sent there thoughts, and yes mostly men did *Kisses*

Mine!!
Three little ducks go into a Bar.............................. "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi,and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey! ?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles." Just when you think there's no justice...A news article from a Florida newspaper: "When Nathan Radlich's house was burgled, thieves left his TV, his VCR, and even left his watch. W

Blahh
my dad passed away on friday. He died of cancer. He wasn't my real dad but he might as well have been he was the ony father figure I had and he has been in my life since I as 2. I will miss you Scamp!!! Hey everyone just wanted to say hi and what's up. Had a long night at work and it was boring and sucked bad but oh well. lol. Hope ya all have a great day.

A Day In The Life Of....
I lead a boring life... Went to get my medicine at the pharmacy rode the bus... My son loves riding that bus... he is so talkitive to all the people and sits so happily... Had a bee by our window my son wanted to kick the bee LOL I managed to convince him not to... Got home cooked supper and ya like i said yet another day in the boring life of O1J LOL Somedays are more exciting... But Cant really talk to much about my drama... its a secret if i told you... well I would have to go all men in Black on your ass and erase your memory.. LOL Well ya gonna go send out some cherry love anyone got new pics ya want rated and commented I got a bit of time.... Korielyn Edwards 2006-2007"A life cut much too short"In a small town in Canada, a family weeps for the loss of their 17 month old baby girl. These are not just headlines to me. These people are real, friends of mine. On Canada Day a day of celebration in our country tradegy struck them hard. While eating dinner in the yard at her grandpar

Jokes
The Vibrator AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD,UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM,HE OBERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AND HEARD A BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE L

Attraction.....
"No one's ever what they seem to be. You meet them, and you think you have them all figured out. Little by little you learn more and more things about that person. Then in the end, they're a whole different person. Someone you thought they would never be" "STRANGER ON EARTH" Some fools don`t know what`s right from wrong. But some how those people belong. Me, I tried for all I`m worth, But I still remain a stranger on this earth. Some people bloom while other people thrive. Me I gotta struggle to keep alive, every since the day of my birth. I`ve been a stranger, stranger on this earth. I try to be what all people should,forgetting the bad & doing good. But no matter how I try my troubles always multiply. Now I`ve been living the best I can, ever since life began. Someday when I prove my worth, I won`t be no stranger on this earth. I`ve been living the best I can. Lord knows ever since my life began. The day`s gonna come when I don`t have to prove my worth, And I won`t be no stranger,

Batchylds Bat Cave
Roflmfao@Hamster!!!! Take this test if you like.. it's only 18 questions hehe id love to see what you got hehe :D YAY! Well here we go my first entry on lc..mind you i have moods and when i do thats when i will post in my blog. I assure you it will be amusing..entertaining or interesting..it might even come off mean or sarcastic way at times, but in a funny,blunt kind of way ..some ppl just provoke that side of me ..lol .. anyway i love it here at lc ..lots of cool ppl ..hardly any bs or drama unlike some other sites i have been on and have also since deleted..... this place keeps interesting and has a ton of cool ppl to talk to and make friends with . I am glad i joined when i did .. thank you terry for inviting me. anyway enough rambling this will be it for a first entry . btw im in a contest for graveyardgirlz .if anyone reading this would add them to friends and comment and rate my photo in the album for week one ...i would really appreciate it Alot! T

My Poetry
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,

~ To My Mom{6-15-50 -- 5-21-98}
A tribute to my mother Brenda Sue Patton From June 14, 1950 to May 21, 1998 You are our mother Your name was Brenda Sue And so I am doing this as a tribute to you. Your body is gone now, but your spirit is free, like an eagle released it soars above the trees. You may be gone, but your memory still remains, deep in our hearts tucked carefully away. You'll never be forgotton, your life was not in vein. There are many people who still remember your name. It plays on thier lips with a smile and then a sigh, And for this your memory will never die.

Heres To My Friends
for my friend is there for me when i need them most as i am for them here all ways for when hard times come to us all in life for as we stick togher when it matters the most ill be here for you all ways and forever when you need me...

Rambling Butterfly's Blog
Well the dealership called late this afternoon and said that the car is ready. All we had to do is come pick it up. They can't explain why it quit working or anything... All of sudden it just started working again...LOL thats not my ass by the way! LOL! RB I'm sitting here at work. Not a thing to do. Wishing I was spending time with you. Thinking of you makes me smile. I never have a care in the world when it comes to you. What's a girl to do, when love hits you hard. Embrace or fall. Its all up to you. RB

I Am Proud To Announce That Xtrm Promotions
Dec 7th at the Vault in Olympia washington and Dec 10th @ the Pheonix (Premier)in Seattle!! We are Glad to say we are now Running the RANG DONG NIGHT CLUB in Olympia, WA.. it is located at 2302 Harrison Ave. NW OLYMPIA, WA. 98502 (360)357-4902 in Front of the WESTSIDE Lanes!! all this week and weekend. We will be offering Live Dj Music and on FRI. & SAT. AMBER NORGAARD www.ambernorgaard.com will be performing from 8pm - 10:00 and then we will be having Dance Music afterwards!!! DAILY SPECIALS and NO COVER FEE to ENTER DRINKS $2.00 WELLS LUNCH (ANY DISH) $3.99 DINNER (ANY DISH) $5.95 AFTER HOURS BREAKFAST (2am - 4am) $4.95 This Weekend Saturday College and NFL SUNDAY 3 Football games going at once Served with Breakfast Specials only at $4.95!! And DRINK SPECIALS Never mind the Noise you heard Across the street Behind locked doors Fuck Six feet under I buried her beneath the Floor Now she sees she belongs only to me This is o

Bleh
if ugot that messenger add me hit me up Are you tired of all those sissy, mushy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship! 1. When you are sad, ...I will get you drunk and will help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, ...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile =), ...I'll know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, ...I will rag you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, ...I will use little words to explain. 7. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. Remember: A friend will help you move. A rea

Ginny's Blog
Today is going to be a good day it isn't so hot out anymore its only up to the 80's this week. I am glad that its cooled down i can't handle the heat right now. Being diabetic is hard on a body lol i am on the way to losing weight i am walking everyday so i will be looking sexier than i already do. and yes i am very confident about my looks and if someone tells me that i am ugly i tell them thats your opinon and thats cool but my opinon is i am the sexiest woman alive but thats good for me seeing as in the end of august i had a nervous breakdown cuz my life was going no where and my soon to be ex wasn't attracted te me anymore its hard for me to hear them words after being married for 18 years. But i am dealing with it in my own time yes i do have a man that i see once in a while its an on again off again thing. nothing serious. But the one thing is i am very honest,and caring. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Whoever is calling me and harrassing

Life In General
well i just realized you can do blogs on here wow i am slow lol...well all is good here...still raining in new mexico but all is well... hope all is well else where i am sorry i havent been on much but i have been super busy...i will try to be on here more ...kisses and hugs to all of my friends Date: May 22, 2007 06:08 AM Subject Hail the Warriors! Body: We may or may not agree with the politics of the war in Iraq but the men and women fighting there deserve our highest respect. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- APATHY Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a \"headache\", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You

Cool
not good at blogging... i'll probly just post some of my poems here or something. anyway, just playin with the blog thing, tryin to blindly feel my way around. hmmm..i might get the hang of this yet... hugz, D

Stace's Thoughts
Hank and I got some new pics taken at walmart!!! What do you guys think? Love Stace Well it's been awhile sence I've moved to TN. I'm finally able to go back to NC and see my family and friends. The good thing though is that my family got to come out here and spend a weekend with me. We had some issues so the trip was delayed back home for a few weeks but now I get to go. I'll be flying home the 21st and staying til the 23rd YAY!!! I hope you guys are ready for me lol...think it's warm enough for the beach? We're still trying to sell the house that may take a while though. I'm hoping with the people getting taxes back and stuff it'll sell soon. All I really want is to be out in town area. I can't help it I'm total city girl here, unless you count my music taste that is lol. Really though the sooner we get it sold the sooner we can move ahead with some small plans of ours. Like a much needed trip to the dentist for some serious work. Then another sergury that wil

Wendells Blog
hi all sorry i have not posted in a while been really busy bout thought i wlound post and say merry x-mas to all and happy new year TEXAS ! Rules of Texas : 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle &oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 go east and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we

Emotional Cries
I've tried silence I've tried violence To keep the love of my life with me, But sometimes I wonder how it will be If I just sit back and let it all go... Darkness will conquer my aching soul Is "I Love You" just a phrase? conflicting emotions put me in a daze Because I know I Love You... I hope you still feel it, too I must act now to prevent our calamity Even if it means I plead insanity... When love is real, when love is strong, You've got to fight to right the wrongs Don't make me die, dont let me suffer, Please dont make this any tougher! You mean too much to me to let this sleep... I will win in the end for the one I must keep

Katluvr
Have a good Friday and wonderful weekend all! commenthound.com I've been with Holli for 3 months near-end of last year. Got back together with Kat then we broke up over something soooo stupid. We weren't friends for a day and half until a friend of ours helped us through and now we're happy to be in each other's lives (I am more happy cuz my life isn't complete without her. Feels realllllllllllly different without her, like my world was empty). I am back together with Holli and will be seeing her on June 15th for a week! She lives in Iowa, so I'll be flying (my second time flying). We've known each other on-line for 2 years and we're gonna finally meet! I can't wait! 21 more days to go! I'm excitedly nervous! lol Work... oh lord... well... I really don't wanna talk about, but I will say I love my new co-worker and buddy Barbara. :) Family wise - my nephew Rodney is supposed to graduate from high school in June and he wants to move to North Carolina af

Flirting With My Lost Cherry Urges
Sorry, but I don't know what else to name it. Making love’ vigina has to be like a rubrics cube If you don’t twist and turn properly, your way off tune. On a path to try to find one to be with You find that you marry the one you love and not the one you sleep with. Cuz the one you creep with Ain’t the one you count the sheep with. But me, Oh no, no one told me love was so damn confusing But its amusing to know That though The games we play Might make you win, But in reality you’re actually loosing. So many think it’s just a cruise, Hell, if I don’t care, ain’t got nothing to lose, and so many women, make it easy to choose, but when the pen and the paper melt cuz of the burning shit your heart felt when she crushed it, then you tend to see a bruise. And when it hurts like a motherfucker Well, then you mix blood with booze. I love it when they take the time to insinuate upon you That a kiss don’t mean sit, til’ she’s layin’ upon you, But you persist upo

Thisguyy2003
friend are the ones that come and bail you outa jail.. true friends are sitting beside you saying fuck that was fun does no one just want to have sex. cant people go hard core and still remain good friends. doesnt sex bring people closer together?? i hope it can be true ;0) when i was young i dreamed of a girl that i would love. when i got older i found her. but she didnt feel the same.. she broke my heart. so for a few years i fellowed her lead, breaking hearts as i went.when i found another i detacated mysalf to her only to be let down again... pay back for the way i acted?? a heart can be true but infected with hate.. break the chain and try always to be true to your self and others because it always come back to you

What's Up Is....
Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been around, and I'm still going to be gone for a couple more weeks, headed back up to CT & NY for the holidays, SO...... BIG KISSES to everyone, *~*Jenna*~* HOLY F*CK!!! That was a birthday bash. I'm exhasted and going to bed for a couple days.... I'll post pictures as soon as I can walk a straight line!! Gotta leave luv for a few wicked special friends here in SA..... Robert, ya ROCK bro!!! Lance, it was a FREAK-style night but damn we made the best of it!! And of course, Joey "Stink the Pink" Munson.... dude, just flip it over and roll ONE MORE TIME!! Yeah Brah......(peace).......

Just Thoughts
Just my mind and heart is full tonight. So many thoughts and feelings that I'm tired but restless. So i sit here once again writing out those thoughts and feelings dear to me,instead of sharing them. So here go's nothing. Most of you won't get this. Laughter and tears rolling through like storms. Lust and hate fill the air. Kisses and touch rush over like waves. Pains and sadness rip at the soul . Time runs away like the tide. Souls cross and cross again. Screams and dreams mix again. Lost and found become one. Safe and danger blur into one. Outside becomes inside. Through it all a soul remains. Another year has gone by, in a few seconds it'll be Aug. 8 my b-day. As I sit here and think another year wow!! I can't help hash out a few things in my mind, so my friends just hang in there with me, not sure where this blog is going! Let's see another year and what can I say. My mind is full and my soul screaming for answers. My heart is heavy tonight. Yo

Dragon Wings
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Poems
i wrote this one when i was 18 and first found out about me being pregnant but wound up loosing the baby befor it was even born :( I loved him so much, I decided that it was time, To give him something, Of a whole new kind. I thought that I was too young, But he reasurred me, That he had loved me forever, And he would never hurt me. I trusted him, And let him do what he wanted. Now I got something new coming, Something unwanted. How could this be? I am too young, To have a child, As quick as it sprung. I never thought that this would happen, At least not to me. I thought that this only happened, In shows on TV. Now I know how they feel, When they dont know what to do. I want to be happy, But that feeling is not true. I will love this child, No matter what, I want to be its mother, But... I am still in high school, I need this time, To be my own person, And to take my time. I dont know how to raise a kid, I cant be a mom. I havent

Holy Shit
well my birthday is coming up on sat hells yeah cant wait gonna party my ass off anyone wanna come ask me where and ill tell ya yeah im fuckin sick and tired of this shit happening to me you know im a real nice guy i can be an ass but only when it needs to be why does all this shit gotta happen to me all at once. Seems to me that the year has started off real shitty and i dont see it getting any better, first the resturant that i worked at for the last six fucking years that i put so much blood sweat and yes tears in burned to the ground now for the first time in 10 years im outta job and didnt think it would be this hard to find one with my tallent, then the worst of all happened my Grandmother died hit me preaty hard im copeing as well as i can as i am a man i try to hide it but it stil hurts and i know it will for a while, and then there is Kimmy why can this girl not make up here mind i just sick and tired of her fuckin with my head and i got way two much going on just to bend ove

Yeah
Went on a road trip yesterday with a friend and her daughter. Crap I haven't laughed so much in , I don't know who long. Emily is 16 and is almost as cool as her mom. Was I that cool when I was 16? Not hardly. On the road home, we were messing with people in the cars beside us. We sang a whole buncha songs. Got a couple of new ones for karaoke, if I can remember to look them up.When we got home, we were in the middle of a really good song so we kept driving. Around town. We were messing with the people walking down the streat. Emily was embarassed. Apparently it's only ok to do it on the freeway. There's way too much stuff going on, between the shoutbox, the bartab, posting blogs & mumms it can be a little overwhelming. I used to like it here but having been recently attacked by some people for no apparent reason, I wonder if I should even bother to log in these days. . I keep trying cause I like the idea of mumms but it seems like they have grown used to the practice ther

And Here We Go....
POP! ok so I popped my own cherry... hmmm well this is only my second blog ever... I'm in a pretty good place in my life. I have a home I like, kids that I adore, and a bf that just takes my breath away. I have problems, issues, things that make me cry (and some of them are those very things that make my life great), but overall I have a life that is worth living. I know finally that maybe I can be happy more often than sad, that I can have love, that things will actually work out. I have life, health, and love. For once things will be good. so until next time,

Wyldwynd
you know what i am not going to leave cause of ignorent ppl and they know who they are. i am not going to give thm the satafaction of that. sooo you guys are stuck with me. lol love to all. my bestfrends grandbaby just got rushed to the hosptal cause he stoped breathing while he was asleep they are not sure what is going on yet he is none responsive to any stemalation they are talking about sending him to litte rock to the best childrens hosp in the state. but we need a melacal and the really sad thing is he is only 2 weeks old. i want all my friends and family to be praying for him we need a majer merical. so if anyone can help we would really ty from our hearts!!!!!!!!! Wicca is not a cult. A cult presupposes blind faith in a central figure whose every word is regarded as ultimate truth, and the utter conviction that no other way or philosophy will lead to this truth. You would be very hard pressed to find a Wiccan anywhere who would blindly follow anyone else. Wiccans are historic

Our Party!
After much planning,the evening finally came! We invited about 25 cpls, but at the last minute had several concellations and no shows! We had 3 cpls in attendance! The environment was relaxing, candlelit in every room! Drinks were flowing, laughter was abounding! We all were sitting around getting acquainted, just enjoying each other in our home! About a hour into the event, One cpl decided to leave, they really weren't into more than one other cpl, so left! At the point we played a icebreaker game, kinda truth/dare! Clothes were coming off, kissing, etc. tami and I decided to change into some lingerie, which kicked up the party another notch! A few more rounds of truth/dare, and then tami and I grabbed each other started kissing and went into bedroom and the others followed. Tami and I started making love to each other on the bed, I was on top, kissing her, fondling her long beautiful hair. Slowly goin down on her enticing breasts, and kissing her body all over. slowly making it down

Nice Guys A Die'n Breed Lol
This photo was taken by a soldier in Afghanistan of a helo rescue mission. The pilot is a PA Guard guy who flies EMS choppers in civilian life. Now how many people on the planet you reckon could set the ass end of a chopper down on the roof top of a shack on a steep mountain cliff and hold it there while soldiers load wounded men in the rear??? If this does not impress you ... nothing ever will. Gives me the chills and a serious case of the vertigo ... I can't even imagine having the nerve ... much less the talent and ability ... God Bless our military!!!!! a guys view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy

To Dana ((9-11-06))
Have you ever lost someone who meant more to you than your while soul? How does someone deal with losing their best friend? Yesterday was the most tragic day of my life. Not only was it the remembrance of what happened 5 years ago with terrorism, but it was the day that I lost my best friend. Dana Asbury was only 18 years old when she was killed in a car accident. It hasn’t fully sank in yet and I don’t know that it will ever, I don’t want to believe that its true. I want it be a bad dream that I wake up from; I want to call her and know that everything is ok. To hear her voice one last time is all that I want right now, but I know that it will never happen. Dana and I were inseparable, we were always together, no matter where we were. We were sisters that everyone wanted to have. She was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen whenever I had something going on. I remember I could always call Dae and she would always know the right words to say to c

Poems
Loss Is it always like this? Dispare Wanting to be away from the ones you miss. Longing Knowing of ways to ease your pian. Dreaming If only you could drown yourself in the rain. I havent any time for your silly games. I'm better now, But it isn't the same For the one Who could always make my day I'm better now. Thats all you'll hear me say. As I look into eyes Of one I still need. Memories comeback.... I feel myself start to bleed. Cold and alone On the floor half Dead. Im better now. The words repeat in my head. One day I would have let you see How I really felt. The blood flows from my torn hands. All I can thnk is I didn't help. My eyes close. Yours tear fall to my face. I'll love you always. Dont let her take my place. Belinda W. Can you see me? Is any of this real? Will this blade set me free? If you cut me will i feel? Your hands make my body sing. Bring my heart back to life. And yet your words sting. Like the blade of this knife.

Poem
My life is quickly moving but slowly going no where emptiness an nothing all around. I feel as though I'm dreaming but i know I'm not juss the darkness blinding me an the loneliness taken me in .I stop an scream but he don't hear my crys . If i yell will he hear or see me trying to force my way threw to his eyes so he can see the light. Reach for me hear me say the things that he though ment nothing wanting him to pull me in an make us whole again,Wanting an needing you to feel me an hold me , love me , hear me thats all i ever asked nothing more an nothing less.

Awesome
‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.‹.·´¯`·.·´`·.Hi friends and family ..Sorry that I havent been on here in such along time..Just got bored with things for awhile.. So how was everyone's Xmas and New Years..?? Mine was AWESOME.. Things r moving along again ..My kids are doin great..We are startin out the New Year with a BANG..We have someone in our lives ..He is a carin , loving man ,honest,good sense of humor ..And he makes us all Happy .. His name is James..When I met James I wasnt sure if I wanted a relationship ..Bc of what the last guy did to me..Dont think that I have my guard up..Bc it will always be up after what the last guy did to me ..Lied about who he really was ..Yah how low is that..Dated a man for three months and then turn around and find out his name isnt the real , that it is something else..That hit a really bad nerve..and put a LOT of doubts in me.. But James has changed all that ..Ya u might find this funny ..But I wanted ID ..I dont trust anyone anymore..U can NEVER be sure about n

Love Is Forever By Angel And I
he feels her fur against him and closes his as he kneels in wonderment he is hers and he knows it he places his hands behind is back his broken wings folded back I am yours MY love i am yours he whispers in her ear he feels his tears fall big and fat upon his light skin he feels his love right next to him so true so wonderful Im sorry he moans to her as more tears fall down the cheeks that long for her kisses I am fallen now no longer winged I am fallen to hte earth for sins i have made Forgive me mistress for i have sinned He closes his eyes against the pain of having his wings ripped away agian he feels them the broken bones the torn skin he feels the wreakage that they have become I am nothing now he whispers in the silent darkness he feels her fur aganst him he moans his gentle cries " will you love me? will you hold me?" may i look into your angels eyes??" Nameles as we are to the world forsaken to the light still we stand on eve

My Poetry!
All the little white lies you tell come back to you in the time that you have lived and died You never knew what you did to deserve this All they have done is cheated and lied But when they have died Why do you care? Why should you cry? They did nothing for you They have showed and gave you nothing but pain You didn't deserve it What did you gain? Just a bad name from mocked fame But nobody's ever been there for you So, you sit alone Just you and you....... Silently planning your revenge Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart I hate looking back in the mirror at you Your the one I want nothing more than to kill Only God knows how many times I've tried But you always come back to life Think about all the nights you cry

New York Yankees And Me
Just what the doctor ordered. Andy Pettitte is back home. Now things are starting to look up. I"m so freaking happy. Starting for your 2007 New York Yankees, the best left hander Andy Pettitte. That has an awesome ring to it. Wow an awesome rotation. Wang, Mussina, Pettitte, and Johnson. Now all we need to make it complete is for the Rocket to come back, and even if he doesn't we got our mitts on the guy from Japan that we are talking to. Let's start the chanting with 27 in '07. That has a nice ring to it. Well the 2006 regular season is soon coming to an end. Needless to say the Yankees are going to the post season once again, like we didn't know that. This year was a trying year with two of our stars going down to injuries. What a blow losing two 100 RBI guys in the same month. With the loss of those stars for most of the season it was left to the others and call ups to do the job. Our rookies have lived up to the task, even better than some veterans. Our captain Derek Jeter

Random
In 1985 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan is president of the US Live Aid, a 17 hour rock concert broadcasts worldwide from London and Philadelphia, raising $70 million for starving Africans An 8.1 magnitude earthquake hits Mexico City and results in about 25,000 deaths Vocano "Nevada del Ruiz" erupts near Bogota, Columbia causing mud slides that bury two towns American Jew Jonathan Pollard is arrested for giving military secrets to Israel Mikhail Gorbachev becomes Soviet leader New Coke is released on the 99th anniversary of Coca-Cola The GNU Manifesto first written by Richard Stallman Kansas City Royals win the World series San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XIX Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup Back to the Future is the top grossing film Less Than Zero by Bret Easton Ellis is published David Lee Roth leaves Van Halen to begin a solo career "Careless Whisper" by Wham! spends the most time at the top of the US charts Elmo is

Tear Stains
The Creation of West Virginia Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven, God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet ," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle Ea

Bj's Daily Crap
I am so fucking fed up with fake ass people. People who lie about who they are or just fucking lie in general. Yes, I know everyone has told little white lies but you know what, a little white lie to spare someones feelings is a hell of a lot different from an outright lie for no reason at all. No, I'm not saying it is OK to lie for a reason, cause God knows there are a lot of fucked up people in the world who would swear in their own mind that the lie they told was for a "good reason". I never really understood pathological liars. I just want to crush a guys balls when he lies to me. I dated a pathological liar once and it was hell. You tend to believe a person at first but then after awhile you catch onto their lies. And I caught on. It became easier when the "white lies" turned into "tall tales". He wanted to marry me and was going to build me a house with "these two hands" and hell, he was lucky to have a pot to piss in. Another guy told me how much he loved me but he

Daily Life
Overall I am tired of being tired. I have had a cold/allergy/upper respitory thing that has really brought my energy down. Energy drinks are truly one of my best friends right along with meds. Finally today I seem to be seeing an improvement. My roommate made me some ginger coke (coke and ginger boiled on the stove,weird I know but it helps) last night. I think that and the tiger balm and all the meds may finally be helping. I don't seem to be coughing as much and my chest seems to feel better. I can even breath sometimes. Thank goodness my wonderful fiance' has been taking my son to school so that I can get more rest. It really makes a difference. Also I got a new boss at work so it's been a bit of change of pace and I'm not sure what it will mean for my schedule. Fortunatly I have worked with her in the past before she got her promotion and she is pretty down to earth. I have to get ready for work soon. In the meantime I am fighting the urge to take a nap and am forcing some wa

Why?
Life can be very trying. When your child is hungry, your body wracked with pain, or you have no idea where you and your family will find a place to sleep, it's hard to find something for which you can be thankful. So, for just a few minutes on Thanksgiving Day, step outside your situation and just "be". Find something, no matter how small, to be thankful for because in giving thanks, you will be lightening your load, even if for only a moment. To ask us why we to turn from bad to worse Is to ignore from which we came You see you wouldn't ask why the rose that grew from the concrete had damaged petals On the contrary We would all celebrate its tenacity We would all love its will to reach the sun Well We are the roses This is the concrete And these are my damaged petals Don't ask me why Ask me how CAPRICORN December 23 - January 20 Ruling Planet: SATURN The God who oversees time, discipline and dedication, which means Capricorn can go the distance - wi

Pictures
Please Let me know where I can get these! Yep, I do em all. all you have to do is send me a request and tell me what you want I have all the programs that I need to make em for you! Here is example I made for kelli! What do yous think of it

Little Pixie's Thoughts
Boys are confusing as all hell, so simple is the way for me to keep things. So for now I'm keeping things complication free. I'll prolly date a bit here and there, but I'm keeping myself single. Just got out of a year and three months relationship and I don't particularly feel like being complicated or serious anytime soon. This is NOT a reason for the male populous to flood my prescence, I know your all there, if I'm interested you'll know too. Also, pick up lines are LAME. Please cut it the hell out. kthxbi. on a side note: i need to take more pictures. hmm maybe i'll bring my cam for 2morrow night when sam and nicole and i go on the discovery cruise for the male review and dinner. we'll be all cute... So i'm participating in NaNoWriMo, only I'm doing it this month b/c I bought the book and you can do it any month you want. I'm doing a scfi-fi fantasy novel, currently without a title and possibly no plot, haha. BUT! It shall rawk, just cuz I'm writing it!! LoL, j/k.

The Lost Episodes Of A Dramaqueen
It's not easy being loganbeckfreakness. Im a dramaqueen Im a myspace/lostcherrywhore Im a slut I'm a pill popper I'm a drunk I'm just looking for some hot wealthy guy to mooch off of I'm famous for doing nothing (okay, flashing that one guy was nothing)... all in all, i am tarayne logan, action 13 news. And im addicted to older guys with gray hair. tara reid, anna nicole smith, paris hilton....add a dash of Lindsay Lohan and you got me. I'm up to level 4, yeah... Lot of stuff went on this weekend....without me of course...is it my fault that i can't get in touch with anyone because i don't have a phone?

Karen Vs Indiana Bmv
Some of you might know that I am in the middle of trying to win a tort claim I have filed against the state of Indiana for wrongful termination. See my previous blogs in this section for more information. I need to keep this story in the news and fresh in people's minds as the Attorney General's office is in the middle of their decision to settle this without having to go to court. If you could just click the link below, read the story if you'd like, but the click alone will hopefully help me to stay in the news. I would appreciate it very much. Here's the link: http://www.wishtv.com/Global/story.asp?S=5589004&nav=menu35_1 If you could please repost the bulletin I have going around about this, that would be great. A click from all of you could help to start my year off right. It could really make a difference. Thanks! Karen (Leogal) Well, I have won the first battle in my continuing fight against the BMV and the state of Indiana. I had applied for unemploymen

What U Deserve As A Woman
"APPRECIATION" You ask me what I want from you well I`ll tell you, I want to be appreciated I want you to acknowledge my specialness I want my achievements to be lined up in your memory I want you to be overwhelmed sometimes by my talents I want you to feel in awe I want you to applaud my successes & celebrate my triumphs I want you there with champagne for my victories I want you here with a shoulder for my tears I want you to realize that the time I have put into myself is to make our relationship better I want you to encourge my efforts even if it means I surpass you! I want you to take my seriousness, seriously & respond accordingly I want to be appreciated for all the special, little things that make me, me I want to be appreciated.

Shit That Pisses Me Off!
Sure, the guy was talented, even if he did like to fuck little boys. So what if his face was plastic and he was insane. I'm sure most of that was caused by the beatings and bonings his dad gave him. But why in the hell would LA spend between $2M and $4M of taxpayer dollars to have a funeral for him? That is total bullshit. LA is in the shitter. CA is in the shitter as a whole, but LA is really in the shitter. The entire LA County has massive financial troubles and some group of dickfucks think they should spend $4M on Jackson's funeral. What about fixing the streets? What about hiring more police and fire people? What about getting more school text books? God forbid the ignorant fucks in LA actually learn to read. Whatever group authorized that expenditure should be fired. Michael Jackson was not a public servant. He was not employed by the State or City. He is not "entitled" to a hero's burial. He was a mixed up, confused (albeit very talented), child molesting entertainer. That's it.

O ' O .rachelles Ramblings. O ' O
Bruises of Many Fourteen years old and leaving all I knew, good bye country life..bring on the new started off good, but what did I do I was falling apart, and it was all because of you... Here comes another drink so Ill get high to ease the pain for I know when she gets drunk her temper goes insane... Please can you help me, shes beating me again my body has been full of bruises since I cant remember when... Her hand is on my throat, Im thrown against the wall why hasnt anyone called the police, please just make the call... Eightteen years old, Im out on a date my mother picks a fight, cause Im a half an hour late... She pulls my hair till Im on the ground then gets on top of me to smack me around... My hair comming out in patches, blood blisters on my face my mother beat me up again, and I feel like such a disgrace... You can bring a horse to water, but you cant make it drink you can bring a criminal to order, but you cant make him thi

It Is Blog Time..
The adrenaline rushed through me. My lungs heaved and heart slowly stopped pounded in my chest and ears. It seemed so loud the people next door could hear it, but they were dead. I looked back at the floor, and saw my mother, well, the thing that was my mother, decapitated. I looked at him, with so many questions in my eyes, but spoke only one thing…. “How did you kill her? I mean, she was dead! But, but, she wasn’t! She came back to life but it wasn’t her!” “She became the undead dear. If you or I didn’t kill her, she would have killed us. It’s simple really…. Haven’t you seen a zombie flick or read a horror story before? Destroy the brain… destroy the zombie!” He explained with a glee in his eye. “So what do we do now?” I asked him, expecting the worst. “We get the fuck outta here. This isn’t a safe place, I haven’t seen a living person on this whole block and nightfall approaches in a few hours. “ “Okay, where will we go?” “I have a place nearby that’s a solid

The Wall
I lay there in the mass of pillows enjoying the sensations that had occurred not an hour ago. My body was still humming from the pleasures Jade and Naomi had ministered to me. My mind worked over her finial words to me. She had effectively became a switch, submitting to me that all she had is mine. I looked down at their sleeping forms and smiled. Slipping easily from under them I went to the garage where the Wall was stored and saw the exposed nose of Kasha. I checked my watch and pressed the button to open the wall to the maximum range. Kasha's body was glistening with sweat as she looked down at me. I smiled at her and took a feather from a place on the wall; ever lightly I traced the very tip of the feather over her lower calves. Her ebony skin perking up with goose bumps as she shivered. I watched this with interest bringing the feather up her leg toward her impaled pussy. She moaned softly at this watching me intently. That would not do; I put the feather down, pulled o

Friends
There is no life without you. Without you there is emptiness, sadness, and pain. How can I live a day without you? I cant because if you are not there by my side, I cry, all turns to gray and darkness fills the sky with tears. My life without you is nothing, my life without you is empty. My love for you is eternal, and it will always be there for you as so will I. You gave me the key to your heart, I locked it in mine and I promised to never let it go. My soul is powered by your love, the only thing in this world that keeps it alive, is you. Day by day it is you, that makes me smile, that makes me laugh, and inside makes me cry because you, and your love, is so special to me, you spark my life with joy. Every night I cry not yet a tear of sadness, but a tear of happiness. Ever since I met you, I never knew that love can feel so good, I never knew my heart could beat so fast, so strong. You have filled my life with happiness but most of all you have filled my heart with love. Bef

Arg
Everyone is online... and all there is is SILENCE. You guys must have all found some sweet looking fuckin chick to be busy jacking off for that long LOL Peace, fuckers. I give up trying to fucking convince you I love you. You apparently DONT understand that I just need some time apart right now to put my fucking life back together. I fucking dealt with it the WHOLE time you were in jail thank you very much and you cant deal with just letting me get my shit together. It wouldnt be such a fucking long wait if you were doing the same. Time flies when you're busy. Sometimes people can just take you by surprise. I was feeling more and more like everyone I had an intimate sort of friendship with was bailing on me. Infact even my relationship was pissing me off earlier. Actually, I've been depressed. None of those things even, just.. everything. And it's funny, because just when I feel like everything is shit, someone comes out of the woodwork and makes everything feel better. You see the

Riding Free!
I want to thank everyone for leaving comments and rating pics. feel free to leave more anytime...I am working on trying to get up another level !!!! Thanks guys!! HI everyone, sorry been off line for a while...would love to hear how things are going for all of you! I started a catagory to add some of my friends to if they want. I rip their pic and put a link for you if you want or not link either way is cool..Hope everyone has a great week!! Lots of love to all my friends on LC!!!!

Randomly Lost
Well I just made Twisted and sence this blog thing is here now thought I would start off by sayin thank you to all my friends and that to please keep saying the nice things you have sent me I welcome also any suggestions you may have. Thank Y/you A/all The Twisted Licker (stacy) ***Your Linguistic Profile:*** 55% General American English 35% Dixie 5% Upper Midwestern 0% Midwestern 0% Yankee What Kind of American English Do You Speak? http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofamericanenglishdoyouspeakquiz/ hello to all todays blog is simply me tell you about this day 10 years ago. Oct. 11, 1996 7:00 am i arrived at work, my wife was still in bed when i had left cause for the first time in her 9 months and 2 weeks of pregence she had morning sicness, well at about 7:30 i get a call from her say "I need you to come home, i think im having contractions". Well i tell my boss and out the door i go, and at 7:11 pm. my Son, Matthew, was born, he was so beautiful and had a fine

Wtf
so lifes been busy havent been online much to update everyone! i had my baby girl maddy on april 12th shes such a lil character but ashton loves her to bits! decided recently its time to start my life over..so im moving myself and my kids across the country to nova scotia but i'll have to post pics real soon! well im getting bigger still by the day so it seems im leaving work soon..i wanted to stay as long as possible..but im having some issues where i cant be on my feet for 8 hours.. ah well besdies that im still dying to find a baby name for my little girl..i have a few..but i cant decide but yea thought i would update all is going well.. well im 21 weeks now!! im soo excited and yesterday i went for an ultrasounf to make sure everythings going good and i found out IM HAVING A GIRL im sooo excited..i have my little boy..now im going to have my little girl i think im going to name her savanah rose...unless someone comes up with something better LO

My Thoughts
Hey people, I see all the drama going around about people giving unwanted advice and/or opinions...Come on folks, this isn't myspace...I'm basically writing this to introduce myself to everyone... I am a 33 year old armed security sergeant, working for a security/private investigation organization in northeastern Ohio. My hobbies are surfing the net, drag racing, target shooting, going to car shows, and anything else that captures my need for speed. The love of my life, Erin is also on my page, first spot in my family when noone on the list is online... The rest of my family list except 2 are people I know personally, all are awesome people. My friends list is primarily made up of pretty, classy, and curvy ladies that I think have class...I'm not big on the ones that take pics where You can see the ovaries...Come on folks...yuck...lol Anything else You want to know about me, just ask...I love to chat...Oh and become my fan, I return the favor...spread the love and the po

Travelling...
So, I'm having fun in Folsom. No, I haven't been to the prison. But still fun. Didn't realized how much I missed Justin. He's my best bud. Right now he is playing Hitman:Blood Money and listen to Pepper. Very strange combo...but that's J for ya. Anywho, I'm going to get back to my vacation. For all who were concerned for me...I'M FRICKIN HAPPY. Nuf said. *mwah!* love you all I miss him sooooo much. I wish I was there already. I'm very impatient, did I mention that? *tear* So, I've never been more relax. And I so don't wanna go back to work. Blah! But as of the 13th I have to go back to being a responsable adult. It's times like this that I miss being a child. But truthfully, despite everything, I'm feeling really happy still, although a little cold, so I'm going to go and turn the heat up. And maybe have my first cigarette in like 5 days, cuz I'm really wanting a cigarette (stupid adictive substances!) I love you all!

Poetry
CALVIN I ONLY HAD HIM FOR A DAY NOW HE HAS GONE TO HEAVEN TO PLAY I DIDN'T CARE THAT HE HAD PARVO OH HOW I LOVED HIM SO I ONLY CRIED THAT HARD ONE OTHER TIME I COULD NEVER SALE MY MEMORIES FOR A DIME I KNOW IT HAPPEND FOR A GOOD REASON I JUST DONT KNOW WHY IT HAD TO BE THIS SEASON HE WAS CHEERFUL AND FULL OF LOVE IM JUST GLAD HE WENT UP ABOVE HE WAS STRONG AND BLACK HE WOULDN'T DARE ATTACK HE WAS ONE OF A KIND I JUST WISH I KNEW AHEAD IN TIME ~J.S.O.~ I NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU UNTIL I LOST YOU..... YOU ARE ONE OF A KIND YOU STAY ON MY MIND TOO BAD WE DONT LIVE IN THE SAME STATE OR ELSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALL GREAT I AM SORRY IF I CAUSED YOU ANY HURT OR PAIN I NOW CRY LIKE A STORM OF RAIN I NEVER MEANT TO STRAY IN MY HEART YOU WILL FOREVER STAY I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I WISH WE COULD GET BACK TOGETHER AND SUCH THERE IS NOBODY ELSE LIKE YOU THAT MAKES ME FEEL THE W

Angel
this guy i have know fior a long time something happen to him cause today i was talking to him and he said if i meant any to you you will get a webcam now the don i know would never said any thing like that thats not the don i know so i had to tell him its over so i can't please him any more i have done everything he wanted he has never done any thing for me its over i will be hurting for a while Find me here And speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That is leading me To the place where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life to my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I Stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this You calm the storms You give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you

Poems
I can’t forget I can’t forget that night The rev of the engine The look in his eyes Starring devishly over at the other driver Tries burn out on both sides Flying down 502 as they sailed to the finish Nothing can stop them now It’s just too late The headlights flash as a driver comes head on Nothing could change what was happening now Screeching tires haunt me in my head The sounds of the crash are still fresh in my mind The burst of flames Screams from the car Trapped inside they are now All trying to help but nothing works Burning alive inside that car Frantically trying to save them Nothing is helping That night they died young Written in memory of Leo Callahan and Toni Beckage forever together 4/26/05 ~fallen angel~ TO TOM i feel like an ass i feel like a jerk and everything eles rolled into one..... i knew this was to good to be true im broken and brused but now im down for the count..... down for the count but not dead yet my he

Love Poems And Other Outrageous Nonsense...
Traditional Taurus Traits: 1. Patient and reliable 2. Warmhearted and loving 3. Persistent and determined 4. Placid and security loving ON THE DARK SIDE:.. 1. Jealous and possessive 2. Resentful and inflexible 3. Self-indulgent and greedy SWEEPEE`S QUOTE: SEDUCE MY MIND WITH INTELLIGENCE... FIND MY SOUL WITH LOVE... AND I`M YOURS FOREVER... PEACE... LOVE LOVE..is the color of a purple BMW M6 racing down I-71. LOVE..is the taste of a Hawaiian sundae ice cream on a cool spring day LOVE..is the feelof my children hugging me because they want to. LOVE..is the sight of my children playing freeze tag together without fighting LOVE..is the smell of the British Sterling colonge on the one I let get away.

Pets
10 COMMANDMENTS FOR RESPONSIBLE PET OWNERS (author unknown) 1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you will be very painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me - it is crucial for my well being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long, and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment. I HAVE ONLY YOU ! 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I understand your voice when it's speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I'll NEVER forget it. 7. Before you hit me, remember that I have teeth that could easily crush the bones in your hand, but I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or un-cooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I've been out in the sun too long, or my heart may be getting old and weak. 9. Take care of me when I get old. You too, will grow old. 10.

Misc.
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. R

Funny Things :d
Camel Toe A few days ago I was at the auto parts store when a blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. No one had any clue what the part was -- even the manager. "Come on!" she said, exasperated. "Every car I've ever had has one! But mine fell off, and I need a new one." Finally, I stepped in. "Would it help to look under my hood, and you can point out what it is you want?" I asked. "Yes!" she exclaimed, and I led the blonde to my car with a parade of parts guys right behind. I opened the hood. "Is there a 710 on this car?" I asked. She pointed and said, "Of course, it's right there!" And here's what we saw:

Pbmax94
Ok why are all these guys looking at me. I just dont get it. If they are gay hey thats cool i'll take their votes. I'd consider it a complement. However i am strait. Oh well, i just needed to get that off my chest. One more thing, why the hell do people insist on pulling out in front of delivery (bread) trucks. I drive one for work and at least once a day i almost cream some dumb ass who pulls out right in front of me. Is because they dont wnat to get stuck behind me cause they think im gonna go slow. It would really slow them down if i just ran right into them. Trust me folks, you dont want that to happen. It will total your car, and dent the bumber of the truck. These trucks don't stop as well as cars people. Ok i'm done for now. Thank you for your attention I guess this is where i get to rant and rave about what ever is on my mind. Unfortunatly i have a cold so nothing is coming to mind right now. You all know how that is, everything is foggy. If anyone has any questions they would

Dirty Thoughts From Under The Covers
Right now, I just cannot take the whole serious-relationship thing. I'm alone? No, not really. I have a job and four kids. Love Life? Well, yeah, that will suck for a while, but right now, its just for the best. I just need a breather for a bit. I need time to sit and think, get over my bronchitis, and re-evaluate my life. Escaping the possibility of jailtime and the issues I'm having with my ex-husband are just completely emotionally draining. I tell people all the time that I need a vacation! I don't think I need a physical vacation, though it would be nice. I need an emotional vacation!! I need free from all the stress. Before I hurt any feelings, this 'blog' is NOT directed towards anyone. I'm just writing down the thoughts in my head. You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Me

While You Sleep, I Destroy Your World
i just got sick of the internet all together, and haven't really been getting on a whole hell of a lot. anyway, what's been going on? let's see.... me and pookie hooked up with a girl we were supposed to get with years ago, and that went horrible. needless to say, she got "fired" and now it's just back to me and pookie again. i guess we're still open to a 3rd in the future, but are we ever gonna be picky now. hmmm. what else? oh yeah, we resurrected the old Pigfucker Records label as the new Creepy Guy Records. we're mainly dealing in music of the extreme variety ( black metal, punk - as in REAL punk, and powerviolence.). none of that pussy ass MTV-friendly shit on our label...lol. we should have a few CDs dropping this year, and should also have a full blown record store up and running when we move to Seattle later in the year. more on that soon, i'm sure. other than that, not a whole lot new. thanx to all the ppl who didn't delete my sorry ass and continued to leave me comments and

A,m. Blurbs.
Well,Folks its been quite the year, I got engaged,i had surgery(hernia),i lost my job,i had enlightenment,joy and pain, but most of all i realized that no matter what i look like ill always have true love. you see my life had been a bumpy empty-minded road til about the year of 2006. When i realized I finally needed to get a clear mind,So i went to A psychic, skeptic minded and she had told me that i was going to find my soulmate that year , and boy was i surprised to find toby(SBC) about a month or two later. We have been togther ever since. you see my life would have been ended that year now i realize. I was in a bad spot. I love him as you all probably might see. I also found my family, Something i had thought ilost many years ago..although its going to take sometime to learn all about them again.I do love them ,I may not like some of them ,but i do love them. I also had found friendship. I never really liked being friends with other girls. But magnolia.blossum sure did cha

Memoirs Of A Painted Lady
i finally get to log on here again & get a message from the lc bodyguards or whatever the fuck theyre called saying that one of my default photos was deemed adult...and come to find out it was my bondage bettie page animation. wtf?! this is the same kind of big brother shit that is driving me away from myspace.errrrrrghhh You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You? see you off into the mid-morning sunlight it gets hot here in my neck of the ghetto we hug, we smile and bid one another adieu for now and tho we have talked about the past about our reasonings there is still so much left unsaid so many mixed messages which signal do i answer? why can't you answer my simplest of questions? why do you stare at the ground instead of into my eyes? do you not have the courage to tell me what it is y

Sean's Blog
Everyone's invited to come and join my forum. It's a free forum. All you do is register to join and then you receive an e-mail to activate your account. Sounds simple enough right? It is. In fact, you may have seen one my hot friends on here - Sadie. She's my best friend. She's a member there. And she'll be the first to tell you what a great place Sean's World is. In fact, she's not just a member but she's one of the moderators. The forum has several boards. Boards include: The Hangout (for general chat) Music, Movies & TV (self-explanatory) Pic Requests (for requesting non-nude pics for members to post that you'd like to see. Sych as people wearing red.) Photo Booth (for showing off your non-nude pics) Relationship Talk (self-explanatory) Sports Report (self-explanatory) And many, many more. There's also adult boards for those of us 18 and older. And there's an arcade with over 500 games that updates daily. So come and join everyone. Here's

Currently
I know I shouldnt be bothered by people at work but when they ask me to do stupid stuff it really aggravates the hell outta me. So much today I had to leave and drive around to calm down now im a little bit better but these assholes better watch it. How come i'm the onewho ends with ink from the copier machine all over me when I wasnt the one using it yesterday and broke it. No Im the one who has to fix it so now i supopose they think im a repair technician what the hell ever How is it that I work my ass off all day and have a second job but yet I still seem to have no money after bills. I'm exhausted from it. Right now I got 3 or more guys wanting to sleep with me but they don't want to be with me wtf? Its a rainy and dreary day not o cold but cold enough for me to wear a sweatshirt. 35 minutes and i get to go pick up one of the boys god help me. I had a procedure done friday which prevents me from any sexual activity which really sucks since its been since last saturday(shhhh.... wa

Oh, My Toutured Mind Screams For Purple Soda!!
so... i see we have a new feature here at LC. now, i only read one of these. and it was acually pretty good (yes, seeqer, yours). well, i really dont have too much to say at the present, just bored. i guess maybe i should be nice and share some of my worldly knowledge and power, let you in on my secrets of how to gain vast wealth and riches, or maybe even give you my favorite recipe for monkey brains and elephant dong bisque. well, no, any of those would take entirely too long to explain. truth is, ladies and gentlemen, i own the worlds only monkey/zombie/human hybrid boy (not for sale)and he will one day rule the world. i think that might sum things up for now. i need to go lemur hunting later, so i must prepare. oh, and if you were wondering about the title of this little blathering, well, heed that advice. ~deidra~ You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Ea

For My Grandmother
We grieve for ourselves, not those who have passed, for they are in a far better place. Grieve for yourself and for those who will feel the loss. Then the joy of the life can fill you. Grandmother: Soft hands, Strong Heart. Loving arms, Now we're apart. Laughter ringing In my ears. So many memories, Over the years. I light a candle For you this night. I love you so With all my might. With your parting There is a space My heart is torn It's out of place Your warm smile Your loving ways Well be with me All my days. I love you

Poetry
Thunder Darkness encroaches Upon the dimming sky Clouds keeping stars From my searching eye My pulse beats faster As the rumble starts The thunder echoes In time with our hearts Tingling bare skin Feels the charged air As the wind begins to whip Through long dark hair The rain comes down Chilling my bones Rivers of water Calling my curves home Wet warm lips Parting in hunger Longing for yours Wanting you to plunder Wet soft skin Feeling so alive Needing your touch Wanting to thrive Hidden in the night I open myself to you Hoping you will accept Not knowing what you will do Distance keeps you from me My heart is yours to take The night we share apart Eternity we make Passions Dream The feel of your hand Glides through my long hair Cupping my chin Your lips almost there. Warmth brushes my lips Yours upon mine My heart skips a beat Is this but a sign? My head leans back Your lips find my pulse It quickens yet more I r

Mals Doing His Best Poems
I do my best to please everyone From being a friend to being a son Living the way I think is right Sometimes depressed,sometimes bright Always believing life is fun Even if I felt I could run and run Deep breathing, meditation yes tried then all But in trying to walk I take a fall Looking to the Horizon but no one there To full of themselves,or they don't care Computer isn't the answer though I try A regular friend don't make me cry Mal 10/06 Talk to me, why don't you talk to me I sit and stare at the screen and you dont say a word I want to smash that wall down and make you Computer can you hear me, can you hear me. Hey are you so stuck up or is it my age Can you hear me,no well clean your ears You aint polite your a mess hey talk to handsome Can you hear me, hey you can you hear me Hey I don't really care so you just sit there I put my thoughts on paper what do you do Sit there and pretend you want a friend Can you hear me, can you hear me Well I f....

Disclaimer
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Poem I Wrote
Lost in a very dark place,inside of me Wishing someones love could set me free I've been alone for a very long time NowI wonder if happiness is a crime I'd give anything for a loving embace Or a loving smile upon your face I want to feel what I have never known Lonliness is chilling me right to the bone I got alot to give deep down inside Not all of my emotions have died All I ask is for is for one chance And not some bull shit song and dance I want what is so pure and true And to hear meaning behind the words I LOVE YOU Since I had to live without love I have been lost in blackness Desperately looking for a kind caress wishing for that special gift from up above with the purity of a dove Every night I wish upon a star wishing I was where you are living like this is pure hell and I know it all to well feeling sad and so very alone It chills me to the bone I will make amends for all I done so we can be together as one all I need is one more chanc

Maggies Blog
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a fuck if a Soldie

Why
hey check out my 80's inspired slideshow... I was at a thrift store in Napa last Saturday buying supplies for the scarecrows I make and a lady that works there remembered me from years ago and she asked me if I used to be a caregiver and take care of a man in a wheelchair and I said yes. She said you were so sweet to him and made him happy. She said you used to have fun taking him out...I said you actually remember me? And she said yes you were really nice to him unlike his other nurse. I told her the agency told me I would last a day and I lasted 3 years. He is gone now and I miss him.. RIP Ray. Jeannie Hosted by Sparkle Tags

Humph
I have been sitting here in class all day and I dont know what to do! I dont want to be here, but I have to be. I hate it! Well this is muh first blog and I just wanted to get it out.... So I finally decided to come back on here, only to realize i dont have many friends on here... someone needs to help promote me and get me back to my original standings... love yall! Hey yall! Just thought I would say hi and tell yall that I am going to be on here more often! Feel happy I dont like to be online much, but yall are special enuff to be on here for! MMFWCL to yall! ~Jenn

Blogs Eh?
I have been doing some thinking as I browse through the L.C. about the different types of people that get on here. I have been a part of L.C.for quite sometime, MySpace before that, and before all these online communities I was a chat room junkie too. So, basically it is about 10-12 years of experience talking here. Through all of this I have broken down the people who belong to these groups into one of five categories...and yes, I definitely belong to one of them. The categories and explanation follow: 1. Attention Cravers: Also known as attention whores, but I am not a fan of the whore expression. I mean a whore suggests that the person is giving something in return for what they are given...this is not the case with this group. Put simply these people put pics up until they are inundated (sp?) with comments and sexually explicit suggestions. They thrive on this attention! Many "experts" would suggest they are suffering from low self-esteem. I would disagree with this..

Random
Lonely Little by little, you stop loving on me the mad wind of banners passed through my mind my love, my own in heart stop feeding of your love with out leaving mine seeking the new blossoms. No one wonders, is no one there No one will come on my life Lonely the days Lonely the times Lonely am I On my ways my lost soul wanders Alone in the life I FINALLY WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT!!!! HANK WILLIAMS JR AND GRETCHEN WILSON IN ROANOKE RAPIDS NC...MY TOWN.....IT WAS SO FUCKIN AWESOME....I HAD A TOTAL BLAST.....I NEVER KNEW HOW MANY PEOPLE LOVED HANK AND GRETCHEN!!!!!I WILL BE HORSE IN THE MORNIN BUT IT WAS WORTH IT ALL THE WAY!!!!!THANKS FOR READING DONT BE AFRIAD TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!!!!LOVES YOU GUYS well tonight i was approved as a SEXYBEAST21~RIDER~...Just want to say thanks to all the RIDERS who accepted me...i loves you all

Serious Stuff
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon. so yeah I moved, but where I am living now all I have is dial-up, and if you don't know, this site is horrendous to use if you do not have a high speed connection, so I am still alive, just not much chance of getting on here for now, if anyone needs to get a hold of me, feel free to ask for my email address. I got a job... go me

My Place
Thanskgiving that is, today is a different matter entirely. Yesterday we ate at my Aunts at 12:00pm I had a spoonful of everything here and then when we were done, we headed out to Emilys. We got there around 1:30pm...and I helped them finish cooking, and us girls talked and had a blast listening to the men yapping about their deep fried turkeys (by the way those are damn good).....We caught up on old times, laughed about new ones...and just had a down right ball. We ate at 5:15pm and then all converged to the front porch to smoke, and to talk some more. We discussed life, our lives now, our lives back then how we all grew up, how we all changed, and then how some of us had learned our hard lessons in life. At about 8:30 we all decided to go to the living room and play Win, Lose or Draw....that was hilarious as hell. Anyone know how hard it is to draw Nuclear Warfare? It was a trip..then we hung out somemore, and about 10:30 I left to come back to my Aunts house, got back here

Dj Scooby Doo's Blog
Hey everyone I'm a DJ at this awesome station come listen to me every night from 8 to 10 EST ^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^Click There^^^^^^ Hey I'm in a sexiest big beautiful man contest so this is your cance to show some love ladies just click the pic rate it waht you think it should be rated then leave me a coment to let me know what you think. Hey this is my first blog thought I'd let you guys know that. Thank you

Believe Me, I Did Not Do It!
1. I love Pasta 2. I have to put my clothes on the same way every day 3. I hate clowns 4. Sunflowers are my fav flower 5. I look for the good in everyone, although I don't trust much of anyone 6. I hate things to be in my body that is not supposed to be there, lol I freak 7. I hate large amounts of water, shudder.... 8. I have some of the most kick ass friends here on CT 9. sick and twisted ppl make me smile.. 10. I take friendship seriously, so if you are not serious don't fuck with me..... Tell me why all the cute, sweet guys are either married OR 10,000 freaking miles away? lol Sigh... Went out today after work and went to this little independently owned music shop......Steve and I used to shop there ALL the time....The guy that owned it is named Art, and he really enjoyed when we came in....I had not seen Art since several months before Steve passed away...so figured I would go in there today and tell Art about Steve and then get some new cool tunes.....Art was in comp

Jokes
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when drinking beer (or rum, whiskey, vodka, wine or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. WATER = POOP BEER = HEALTH Ergo, it is better to drink beer and talk shit, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I am doing it as a public service. borrowed from: T@ LostCherry When NASA firts started sending up astronauts, they quickly discovered that ball-point pens would not work in zero gravity. To combat this problem, NASA scientists spent a decade and $12 billion developing a pen that writes in zero gravity, upside down, underwater, on almost any servi

Poems
Life as Baseball © By Shannon M. Daley Life is a game of baseball, It'll throw you for a curve, Sometimes you may trip and fall, But you'll get what you deserve. When you step up to the plate, You don't know at which you'll swing, But for all you know, It may not mean a thing. You might end with a walk, Or maybe you'll get a run, You may not end, Until you're back where you begun. Friendship Poem WHAT IS A FRIEND © By HARRY SMITH A friend is someone who understands and someone you can trust. They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss. A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong. They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong. A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way. And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray. A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin. And whenever everyone have deserted yo

Taco Bell And An Eigth Grade Education
a wise man once said to me that "americas school system is like a taco bell at the dinner rush.. its pumping out burritos and nacho bell grandes at an alarming rate." there is no place quite like tacobell anywhere in the world. you can tell its food apart from any where else nomatter how crappy the other places food is, and nowhere else have i found 20 soft tacos for 11.99 plus tax. ive never gone to school anywhere else but sherwood oregon and yeah 9th grade we had a way cooler lunch then in middle school. we had those taco bell burritos they were so good, only like 80 or 90 cents or so, could it be they were just fueling the encompasing sense of abandonment we would come to realize some years later.. im not saying im depressed or i hate my school in fact im extremly happy in life. i loved school for the most part even though it was tough as far as the social aspect and all.. but that helps ya grow and makes ya tuffer then steel. either way i seemed to shut off the whole learn

Cacoethes Scribendi
It's a good thing I don't have a fear of the dark. A night without electricity and thus heat in a basement suite is a long dark and lonely one. The lights went out as it was getting dark, so I couldn't do anything about it until this morning. Survival instinct took over and I was able to keep warm by huddling under my blankets. At the same time, it was pretty peaceful. The best hibernation yet. I suppose I could have called my friend Yvonne and bunkered down at her place, but I decided to stand guard here, just in case. I called my housemate (lives upstairs), who's on the road again, and he said he'll be back Friday to pay his electric bill. The house is on a reduced-power mode because he couldn't get back in time. I guess I had one appliance too many on yesterday evening. I struggled through the snowdrifts to reset the meter as soon as there was enough light to see at dawn. I'm drinking double chocolate hot chocolate. The things you take for granted. Due to some recent r

How Drinking 40's Got Me To Where I Am Today
RANDOM THOUGHTS THANKS ANDREW ok this is my second one of these ill use punctuation and paragraphs and all that. basically with a half ass 12 th grade education ive conquered most of central texas, well at least a 10 by 10 bedroom. they say that your past affects your future yeah thas true it do, but does everty thing you do affect it i mean i pick my nose alot WAYYY more then i should yeah its gross i know and hey dont worry ladies if i ever go out with ya i am a polite gentleman. but does that have any profound affect on my future? the answer is yes it all happened about spring 1994 yeah you all know what we were doin then 8 th grade promotion. so anyways i had no courage with women or at that time girls. well there was this one i liked alot and honestly i think she liked me but yeah ok so like i was talking to her alot and telling some stoopid ass jokes like normal and i totally picked my nose just outta habbit yeah i was a weird ass kid she became totally disgusted and ive nev

Blaah
I originally wrote this in janurary of 2004....For a true romantic, Romance is dead. Girls themselves killed it. (Not all girls, but girls nonetheless). As much as they want to blame it on men, when women stopped wantin romance and started wanting material things, they killed it. Not that I'm a big believer of "true love" or their being only one guy for one girl. Of course, I do believe in love. Love for family and friends is very important. I believe in romantic love as well, but, much like I started this rant, Romance, including love is dead. This is also the cause of "Nice guys finish last". Nice guys still believe in romance, so since this is useless to most girls, of course the nice guy wont get the girl. Girls killed the nice guy. Most nice guys would love to find a girl that still believes in Romance. to be able to romance a girl and have her enjoy it would be the best. I have added to this lately, while I still believe romance is dead, and girls are the cause, the reas

Jesilou's Blog
Hi Everyone! I just wanted to ask if you would add yourself to the guestbook I just put on my page...that'd be awesome! I'd like to get all my wonderful friends and family and fans on there! Thank you so much everyone and have a great day! Big Hugs, Jessica aka Jesilou Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell you that I updated my folders and stuff.. removed some pics (ok, most of them lol) from the Default album and just placed things where they "belonged". Just wanted to give a "heads up" in case anybody wants to browse ... yanno... or somethin' somethin' lol. Just felt I needed to "clean up" the Default album a little bit, was getting a bit crowded with this and that. Luv you all and thank you for being there for me! P.S. School starts September 6th for me, for this semester. I'll be going MTWTF this time omggg lol Wish me luck! (one year to go!) Love ya! Jessica aka Jesilou OMG... lost cherry now has blogging! So we'll get alerts for pictures, alerts for comments...

Haylo
Hey everyone. Im sad to let all my friends know that I will have no access to the web for a while. Im not sure exactly when I will but, I will check back every so often .. I will miss all my friends that I have met here. So here is my good bye. xoxo Always, Tina Im bored and I need some entertainment like now.......:) Yes so I left him.... I did it cuz I didnt catch him in just one lie but a couple .. I just dont understand what makes people wanna lie and be stupid. This is what happened . He told me that his brother was having problems with his other brother who lives with them so he was gonna go over there and see what was going on... Well, then he calls and says they wont let him drive home cuz hes drunk . which again I was fine with .. until he came with some chicks phone number... and then so I call and question him about it and he says shes a friend .. well ok maybe that is true(yes I am stupid) Then I go to the internet temp files and r

Got Nothing To Say
About Lost Cherry, I have Seen a few Old friends in Here and they Have gone by before I could say hi :( People come and go so quickly around Here.. Sheesh!!! Just sayin hey..... i dont write in these cause i Havent got much to say!! LOL my daughter is in school and Loves it.. i think she is going to be Alot differant than I EVER was!! There was nowhere i Hated in the world was School..... I Bet theres others who Wish they could do it all Over again... not me., I Would Be In Detention every other day Now Or Be Suspended every other Week!!!!!

Claires Blogy Thingy
There was all these feelings I felt i had to hide I was scared to tell you, and how you would react, and when i opened up and spilled out my heart, you broke it in two, and never looked back. Do you even care? Do you think of me? Did you even feel for me? All this pain it fills inside cause i knew they where feelings i should hide, I've learnt my lesson well and true, So this goes out to the old me and you! by claire. I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To every

My Thoughts And Shit
So, yesterday I took my final exam for Legal Aspects of Medical Office..we got out of school almsot 2 months early! Which I'm pretty happy about because I don't have to wake up at 8:00 in the morning anymore!! Yay! But I still do have the work to do at home for that other class...so can't wait to get started on that! Anyways, I'm home right now with Ann and Kadie. She's been soo hyper today! I think she's really starting to get on Ann's nerves. Oh, and tomorrow is Jesse's funearl. Which I feel terrible about what happened to him... :( I still can't belive that he's gone. I mean, I feel so sorry for his mother...first Chris and now Jesse. It's weird to think that he's dead. I also feel bad for Mandy :/ I know she just feels horrible about accidently killing Jesse. Well, I'll probably be on here later cause I'm bored as hell! Oh yea, and me and Lee went to Ruby Tuesday last night to eat and Brittany was ALL over Lee. That really pissed me off because she's such a whore.

Some Peronal Rants
I do apologize but this has been a very long time coming. I've gotten real fed up with things that happen on this site so I've decided when my VIP runs out Im deletin my account. This is a personal reason of mine and has nothing to do with my real and true friends here. It just doesnt seem to be any fun anymore. It's all about gettin the most points, contests, and who can be top cherry. I've never been about all of that stuff and the few true friends I have know this. It is just plain boring. This has been a long time coming. I do have several ways for you to keep in touch if ya want to do that: myspace.com/the_one_andonly_cntrygoth my yahoo id: cntrygoth_1964 msn id: cntrygoth@hotmail.com (even tho IM not on this as much) I cannot be talked into staying so for that I apologize. Some things happened yesterday that pretty much set this ball into motion for me. Like I said Ive debated it for a while and Im passed the point of done. I have for the most part enjoyed my almo

Welcome To My Twisted Mind
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol! this song hits home for me...... Godsmack - Hollow One more step and I could fall away If it happened would it matter And I can't tell if I should go or stay. Same old picture feels so hollow. How can anybody know what's best for me Another page I turn in shame. And my decisions brought me to my knees, I needed someone to blame. I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change. Once upon a time in broken dreams. Reflections that I can't face. So hold your breath and make a wish for me. Take me to a better place. Time always seems to

No Matter Where You Go, There You Are
The other night I cried so hard it actually physically hurt. Why? Because now that he is leaving and I only see my son half time, I will be alone. I'm not afraid of that, just very disappointed and disillusioned. I feel like a failure - I can't seem to make this marriage thing work. Now I have to get used to being by myself and the worst part is figuring out what to do with myself. The night I got the separation papers I cleaned the whole entire house because I was so upset. There's only so much cleaning a person can do. Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate wearing my glasses and will do anything to avoid it. 2. I sometimes just have milk for dinner. 3. I love science fict

Heartbroken
HeartBroken The love that I felt, still seeps through my heart, He found another girl, And it's tearing me apart. Now there's no tommorow, Or the day after that, What shall I do , To fill in this gap? I thought he loved me for me, But that could just never be, He knows how to leave girls heartbroken, He keeps there hearts like a token. I was willing to give it my all, When he gave me nothing at all, His broken promises fill my brokenheart, As he slowly tears it apart :( Rachel

Stuff I Like
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Biting100%Whips83%Bondage83%Blind Folds83%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Roman Pantheonic Pagan

Hello
Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam.... and I'll show you a house full of crap!! ---------------------------------------- When I have sex ... even the neighbors need a cigarette. ------------------------------------------------ What do you call a brunette in between two blondes? An Interpretor ------------------------------ What do you get when you cross a rooster and a giraffe? A long necked cock ------------------------------------------------ What are 4 animals a woman needs? A mink in her closet, A jaguar in her garage, A tiger in her bed, and a jackass to pay for it all. ---------------------------------------- If the ocean were whiskey and I was a duck, I'ld swim to the bottom and drink my way up. But the ocean's not whiskey and I'm not a duck. So hand me a bottle and and shut the Hell up. Made with Morpheus Photo Morpher.View comments & animations at Morpheus Galleries. Just saying a big hello to al

Today Is A Good Day
http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/newborn-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100"> You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? 3:47 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, October 22, 2006 sex survey Current mood: cheerful Hey everyone! I am trying

Contest
DO YOU WANT A YACHT? I HAVE #12 SPOTS FOR A YACHT FOR ONLY 5000 COMMENTS NOT A CONTEST 5000 COMMENTS = YACHT YOU HAVE 1 WEEK TO FINISH !! SEND ME A MSG =(^_^)= ENGLA@ CherryTAP ***THE FINAL RESULAT IN CHERRYTAP SANTA CLAUS & SANTA MOM CONTEST*** ~~FREE~~~~ (15) 39 *** Rayden (11) 9 *** Great White Hunter (24) 726 *** sailorbri (15) 133 *** weaver81 (11) 11 *** Eric S Pengolop! (15) 716 *** KreativeK (10) 6 *** Duke ( I LOVE BBW'S ) (11) 8 *** LORENZO (11) 179 *** ogary (26) 382 *** sexman60 (45) 6217 3rd place !! *** Grey (13) 11 *

Hallelua
When all is lost and you're down and out.... lift up your head and shout... I am only one person but I am me.... slavery's been abolished set me free. I know it's corny but I feel it's true. Set yourself free from all that holds you back. "An Angel does not always have soft fluffy white wings, As it can be your best friend, where pure happiness to you they bring, Someone who you keep close in your heart, Being a part of each other and never falling apart, An angel can be big or it can be small, Just look around and you will see them all, For they don't always need to fly, And when you see one you will get a sparkle in your eye, An angel will be there when you need a helping hand, They will always stay beside you where ever you may stand, Then when you feel like no one about you don't care, Just turn around for there will be an angel standing there, An angel will be with you even if the sun don't shine, As you will feel their tender sweet loving touch and you will be

Last One
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate bullies. 2. I have three dogs and a cat. 3. I write poetry. 4. I shouldn't even watch sports, I get too disgruntled. 5. I am a home nudist. 6. I'm a gun totin redneck. Tag your it just me classyladymay blossomrose theoneandonly totallyme check out my newbie bro payaso...payaso Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I

I Love Lc!
i am loving Lc more and more each day. Everyone is so nice here and i have met a bunch of great people. And i hope to meet a bunch more. I am open to meeting new people and i'm extremly nice to everyone. i love the best friends i have made here and i think these friendships can last a lifetime. My Best Friends ♥ Blaze Infamous ♥ ♥ Game Champ ♥ ♥ Midighttaz ♥ ♥ Piggy ♥ These people are awesome and they are really helping me enjoy my stay. add them and show them love. hey guys just checking up on everyone? how everyone doing? im really sick guys! i need love! i hope ill feel better soon! i love you guys!! ♥ Manda NO Sticky bulletins NO Shoutboxing people your links don't know whether it is rates or comments so use both just in case ;) Start Voting!!

Vampyric Poem
Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare Vampyre Erotica Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, fee

Come To Me
Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Prey. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Love. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Life. Come to Me, Those of you, who would be my willing Death. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Embrace you. Come to Me, One & All, And I shall Welcome you into Eternal Night. Come to Me, One & All, And Welcome to Eternity.

Vampyre Kiss
Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem Let me be your darkened angel Surrender your love to me Embrace the nigth for all eternity Let me hold you, open up your love to me Feel my caresses, open up your heart to me Where in this life would you find a lover like I can be I will destroy you, open up your soul to me Feel no fear my love For we were meant to be as one Is not the moon much finer than the sun? Let my cheeks be stained By the yeilding of your heart And never more need we be apart Fall into my arms my love And dream sweet sinful dreams Where no-one is ever who they seem And while my crimson lips Are still moistened from the kiss Share with me such unwordly bliss

Vlad
I need to know you are near How I've loved you and will always love you You were the one to light the stars in my night Why can't one of such beauty live forever Hear my soul scream its plight You were the gift of joy You were my light You gave so much to life My angel of the night Oh hear me call you, I'll always call for you Though you are no longer here May my voice be carried to your spectral ears

Love Spell
With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin With a wish it sinks within With the red of your blood and the red of mine Its flesh shall stain as wine Our love is greater than we two And stronger than our lives And though our bodies may decay Our love will survive With threads of pure silk and scarlet in hue I join, in love, we two Your life you have offered freely to me And mine I give to thee The Earth shall hold our lovers' wish And keep it from the day And as the soil grows richer now My Love, it shall stay

Shity Dayz
hello people it's been a while since i was last on lol but yeah to my new friends thanks fro the add hope everybody is doin good well things with me are goin ok things could be better lol but yeah well that's all for now hope to talk to some of you guys out there much luv, ~ashlyn~ =^.^= man today i feel like shit b/c im sick lol but yeah that's about it i need a cig.

Bungeeblog
Star Wars Horoscope for Aries Like many aries, you have demonstrated your penchant for inflicting pain. You feel you are at the center of the universe and that you must be in control. You enjoy being a leader... and you find that your aggression and quick temper serve you well. Star wars character you are most like: The Emperor What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope? You Are 30% Feminine, 70% Masculine You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! Are You Masculine or Feminine? So what is this all about, i just blurb my day here or what? Well it was ok i suppose, got to go in some houses where the people who live there are pond life and do not know of the word 'soap', 'clean' or 'hygiene'. I did have a damn fine lemon and cracked black pepper chicken baguette for lunch though (And yes, I did wash my hands...oh..and sanitize them) Well, b

Pissed
call me lazy! As some of you know Richard and I went up to Branson and got the 3 kids from his sister again. She couldnt take care of them...she is still living in a hotel room with her bf. Anyway yesterday some girl called me lazy because I dont have a job and I am still living with my mom plus she was making fun of me cause I had no car. Well I wasnt blessed with parents that could give me anything I wanted. Which I am greatful for because I like having to earn everything I want. I will get a car when I have the money earned for it. As for the lazy part...I do laundry every single day (sometimes more then once)...I do dishes everyday...I clean...cook and make sure these kids are taken care of. They arent my kids but I love them like they are and I know someday that I am gonna make a great mom when I have my own baby. Lazy is far from what I am and I hate stupid bitches that have to call me names to make themselves happy. (had to vent) Why do people think they can talk about you be

Whatever
Where are the nice guys i'm sick and tired of being part of fucking player games! How come it takes so long for nice girls like me to find a nice guy. I am extremely fed up, with men well not all men just the assholes! To me I am very pretty, I have good qualities, I'm not a bitch but if you do piss me off your going to know it. I have a job, a car and I pay my own bills. Someday I want to meet a nice guy and have kids with. I was over my friends house one night and her and I were talking about my non dating ass and I was saying to her when will it be my turn to find love everyone I know has a love of their own she is like don't rush faith your turn will be here soon.. Don't look for it, It will find you... So i'm over her house tonight and she is talking about her relationship and I was wishing that I had something like that.. But any way I was driving home and I'm changing the cannels in my car because there wasn't shit on so I put on B101 slow jam stuff that I listen to once and th

Freedom
We as human beings have all been affected by what happened on September 11th, 2001.... We as Americans... Even more so... I believe in fighting for our freedoms... In standing up for what we believe in I believe in our soldiers and know that what they are doing is a huge sacrifice....But how long should they have to sacrifice their family, friends, and loved ones? to continue standing up for what we as a nation believe? Don't get me wrong, I know that they have made the decision to stand up and fight for our country All I am saying is...Is there a limit? Do you really think that this will end someday? I believe that if we pull our men and women out now that what we are looking at for our future will be far worse than September 11th was. I'm not saying that I would not love for our military to come home, because I would love nothing more But is that a realistic viewpoint? I think that every human being questions our future I am no diff

A Poem
Don’t be scared of my love By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Before we get started I know that you had your heart broken many a time and a lot of men don’t know how to treat a woman. Are you tired of the momma’s boys and want to be tuff guys that think that mistreating a woman makes them a man. Don’t be afraid of my love and my passion. Please close your eyes and I want you to imagine you and me on a beach on the Islands making love in the rain, I am kissing you from head to toe, and taking you to heights you have never been before. Lady don’t lift a finger cause you wish is my command I will serve you all the time we are on this private island just me and you. Months have past and I ask you to be my wife forever we will be together and one, and one day the laughs of our children will fill our hearts are you ready baby? I want to make love to you By Eric T Brown AKA Dark Passion Honey stop don’t take off your clothes making love has nothing to do with sex,

Pisces The Archer
Fuck you anorexics. Fuck your skitzophrenia and fuck your attention deficiencies. Fuck your beliefs and your ideals. Fuck you emo kids and your pessimism. Fuck you bible thumpers and your faith. Fuck you jocks and your self-involved lives. Fuck you alcoholics and your self indulgence. Fuck the fagots and fuck the bi-sexuals. Fuck all you fucking breeders. Fuck your correctional facilities and fuck your culture. Fuck your nationalism and your government. Fuck your honor roles and juvenile delinquents. Fuck you sluts and your daddy complexes. Fuck you ice queens for your ideals. Fuck your individuality and fuck your private schools. Fuck your public education and your healthcare. Fuck your money and fuck your possessions. Fuck the homeless and fuck the hitchhikers; fuck all you lazy fuckers who don’t have jobs. Fuck you punks, fuck you rockers, fuck you metalheads and fuck you happy-go-lucky pop-culturists. Fuck your brand names and fuck your I pods. Fuck your lower class bottom feeder

Fall
I don't know about anyone else but fall really makes me depressed. I think it's because everything we looked forward to in the summer is now dying.I lost my best friend when I was 15 during the fall and my grandmother within two weeks of each other , I think that's what my major problem with it is. I just start thinking.It feels like it is the season of everything to come to an end if that makes any sense.I usually will listen to really depressing music to depress myself more, oxy-moron , I know, but somehow being more sad makes me happy in the long run.I want to share a poem I wrote about my cousin/ best friend Becky. If anyone has ever lost anyone really important in their life they can relate. My Becky ( March 1st 1984 to October 26th 2000) Life without you......... How could this be... Just 6 years ago... God took you from me... I know it may sound indulging... But the pain is still so true.... Everyday I still feel blue... I love you like my

Never
Never give up... I'll never give in. Free from hate , Free from your sin. You will never let go, I will never run in fear. I'll stand like I should, I will fight till the end. You should be afraid, I am never holding back. I'm giving it all I have, I'll be ready for you attacks. So bring it on baby. You've got nothing on me. You can never win... I will never let it be! Written By :Jennifer Fischer

Hellz' Blogs
Ya know I'm really getting sick of these Lutcher bitches around here. Seriously most think they're all that and a cup a fucking tea when they're flashing their parents money around. Time to grow up little lutcher kiddies! You're not a real man or a real women till you can make it on ur own! Why is it people around here have their head shoved so far up their ass that they cant see that they're not better than anyone else. And for those who think they're perfect once again I'll say this TRY WALKING ON WATER. Only person in this world who is PERFECT IS GOD. Ok and as for all the fake fuckers out there. Dont act like you're someone's friend when you turn around and lie to that person. I mean if you dont want someone to go somewhere with you JUST TELL THEM and stop being pussies. To Lie and tell someone they must have a costume to get into HOLLYWOOD LOUNGE tonight when that person can call and find out is just upright being an asshole. One thing EVERYone int his town NEEDS TO LEA

My Blogs
Learn Women Terms 1. Fine This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. Incidentally, never use the word "fine" to describe how she looks. It will lead to one of the arguments mentioned above. 2. Five minutes These words actually mean half an hour. It is the equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. Nothing The word "nothing" means something and you should be on your guard immediately on hearing it uttered. It is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" is signal for an argument that will last "five minutes" and end with the word "fine". 4. Go Ahead (Raised eyebrow) Said in conjunction with raised eyebrows, it actually means the opposite. The words "go ahead" are not permi

As If I Dont Feel Guilty Enough...
So..I have kids. Seventeen, thirteen, and two years old, as some of you know. My oldest watched my tow year old through the summer, but now that school's back in session I hadda put her in daycare. NOT something I wanted to do!! Yesterday I got a call on my way home from work that my daughter had been bitten by another child..not once but TWICE!!! ON HER FACE!!!! Apparently the biter just started there yesterday. What a first day!? My daughter is a lover...she HAS to hug everyone she meets! Especially little people (kids). She gave the new boy a hug and he bit her on the cheek! Then later in the day while she was taking her nap..he bit her on her forehead!! The mark on the cheek is just about gone..but the one on her forehead looks like she was hit with a baseball bat! *cries* As if I dont feel guilty enough that she's in daycare..this happens. And this is precisely why I didnt wanna put her in daycare to begin with! The following pics are of the bite on her forehe

All My Friends
Jacuzzi with bubbles feels so fine come in with me baby on my body you may dine touch me in places make me feel so devine in a tub full of bubbles as your body entwines with mine ~**~ Jacuzzi with bubbles heavenly bliss sitting here completely naked baby i wonder,can you resist my supple breasts touch please i do insist take your time sweet baby there's places i don't want you to miss ~**~~ Jacuzzi with bubbles erotic desires when your lips touch mine baby it's you i require take me in your arms engulf me with your fire take me places i can only admire orgasmic shivers,send my body higher ~**~ Jacuzzi with bubbles is how i vision thee blocked out from the world how perfect can that be two souls in love,totally carefree joking and playing,how its meant to be in a jacuzzi with bubbles forever you and me My mother’s hands washing potatoes washing kids washing pans. My mother’s hands on bitterly cold days pegging yet

Me
A little boy and a little girl attended the same school and became friends. Every day they would sit together to eat their lunch. They discovered that they both brought chicken sandwiches every day! This went on all through the fourth and fifth grades, until one day he noticed that her sandwich wasn't a chicken sandwich. He said, "Hey, how come you're not eating chicken, don't you like it anymore?" She said "I love it but I have to stop eating it." "Why?" he asked. She pointed to her lap and said "Cause I'm starting to grow little feathers down there!" "Let me see" he said. "Okay" and she pulled up her skirt. He looked and said, "That's right. You are! Better not eat any more chicken." He kept eating his chicken sandwiches until one day he brought peanut butter. He said to the little girl, "I have to stop eating chicken sandwiches, I'm starting to get feathers down there too!" She asked if she could look, so he pulled down his p

Quizzes
Take the quiz: What Hardcore/Metal Band Are You?100 DemonsMy life, My crew, Fuck you! The words you live by. FSU ain't got shit on your crew. You'll beat the hell out of anyone who messes with you. You are the biggest pain in the ass at shows and are always moshin the hardest cause you're lookin for blood. But the plus side is, you'll never get fucked with face to face, instead you'll be made fun of online like at Lambgoat.com.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Which metal band are you? (The Metalhead Quiz)SlipknotYou are Slipknot! You love hardcore, headbanging metal, and are not afraid to show it! No one messes with you!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: Which Chick in metal are you?Angela Gossow of Arch EnemyDespite her on-stage persona and the imagery that usually goes with Thrash Metal bands, Angela is in fact a Vegan, so no goats blood and decapitated horses on spikes please. Angela Gossow was

Things That Make You Go Hmmmmmm
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude r

Freak Thing
Want all to know i love ya all i am taken a break from here for a bit when i return i will shower u all with mad love ...Each and everyone of u are awsome and wouldn't change being friends with you for nothing http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics - MySpace Layouts Sick of this broken heart, For every time i need to mend, Sometimes just wish my world would end, Day's i feel to be dead, Empty thoughts lingure in my head, Only to be hurt in the end, Wish this was all pretend... Stars lit so bright, Waters glistening in the full moon light, Winds whisper through out the night, Kiss your lips start to soar in flight, Look into your eyes what an amazing sight, There's nothing I would take back, After what we shared tonight, Never a moment gone wrong, These feelings I have so strong, With you is where I belong..

Blah Blog
i will probally never use this thing unless ppl actually read it i cant beleive it my baby is 4 today. it seems like just yesterday he was laying in my arms so fragile and sweet and now he talks so vry well knows how to count and knows his ABCs its amazing how the time flys im very lucky that i was given such a wonderfull son Dear Friends, I have just read and signed the online petition: "Legalize Marijuana" hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition service, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/Legalize/ I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider signing yourself. Best wishes, ellisd dreamZ

Laviathan Smiles
I found this old letter while deleting some old files today. Looking back, I wish I would have sent it. I almost never reread things I write, but I read this, not bad. I should have sent it huh? A love letter to you 12/26/2005 Dumb girl, A love letter to your heart. A letter your eyes will never see. You have me you dumb girl. There is no need for your games. No need for your being so coy. See, I know your heart. I know I am in it, even though you dont want me to know it just yet. Some secrets you cant keep to yourself. Some secrets arent secrets at all. I already know. Take my hand, walk with me a while. We can talk of nothing for the rest of our lives. We can share everything we see as we stay by each others side. The smallest things, and the worst life brings to our feet. Together we can make what ever we want to make of it. Even at your worst, I am still by your side. No matter how you decide to be, I am with you. I will stay by you, never changing how I feel to

Mean People On Lc - Reblog
This is a repost, or should I say reblog, of a blog written by one of my best friends, Jillie, a.k.a. Skittles. Let me just say that she is, without a doubt, one of the most beautiful people I know, inside and out. And I can tell you from my own personal observations that she has NOOOOO problems getting the men-folk hot and bothered. In just the last month, alot of new people have come to LC, and I've noticed a serious decline in LC etiquette and just plain common courtesy. Come on people! If a person's body-type is not to your liking, just move on! Eventually, we will all be eaten by worms and it won't matter what you look like!!! And now, Jillie's blog: Okay I have a couple of revelations to share with you all... 1. I am not a thin woman. I am a BBW or you can just call me fat, thick whatever.(I have no shame in who I am) I am not Barbie. I never claimed to be Barbie and you know what I am okay with that. I am beautiful and I feel beautiful and that is all that matte

Poetry
Sometimes I forget that there once was a you that your name ever crossed my lips Sometimes I forget That there was ever a time When I was happy and content There must have been good days not only bad There must have been laughter as well as tears But, Sometimes I forget All that time All those years You took away my childhood you stole away my soul But, Sometimes I forget when I do I am complete I am whole When I remember The mask that I wear The facade that I have constructed Falls away, crumbles am I am left with what remains A frightened little girl who knows nothing of love except for what you taught me A shivering, cowering mass under the comforter Hoping that this night I will get to sleep all night through When I remember the flood gates open from the deepest darkest recesses of my memories And I relive the fear the pain the humiliation but sometimes I am lucky I get to pretend I am normal and play at being a wh

Krazy Blog
Hey all...love to all readers. I had a really busy weekend this week (09-22-06). The band hadn't rehearsed for more than 2 weeks. We held two shows this weekend. One at a county fair and one at what I call an animal house(no insult intended)....moose, elks, eagles...you get it. Both shows were awesome. Thanks to the fans who made it and white lights to those who couldn't...you were in my thoughts. It was good to see Red there...with her entourage of crazy gurls. until the entire world is on the same level...we will not have the chance to make a mark on the existance of mankind. Hi ya'll... new to bloggin...is bloggin a word? whatever...I like it...so here's to ya...a toast to the bloggin universe...love ya'll good nite.

Poetry
THE SHIMMERY SPARKLE OF GOLDEN MOONBEAMS THE SPARKLING TWILIGHT THE DREAMER OF DREAMS THE STILLNESS OF DAYBREAK THE QUIET OF NIGHT THE MAGIC ENVELOPS YOU LIFTS YOU UPRIGHT ABOVE THE CLOUDS BEYOND THE SEA IN THE DEPTHS OF YOUR SOUL MY TOUCH WILL ALWAYS BE THE RIPPLES ON WATER THE GRAINS OF SAND BRING US TOGETHER HAND IN HAND FEELING SO CLOSE AS THOUGH WE ARE ONE LIVING EACH MOMENT A NEW LIFE BEGUN TENDER KISSES LINGER ON MY LIPS FEELING THE PASSION IN EACH GENTLE CARESS IT'S HARD TO DESCRIBE HOW THIS LOVE CAME TO BE BUT THROUGH THE HANDS OF FATE WE HAVE FOUND YOU AND ME WRITTEN BY: TAMMY REED MAY 2006 You're the sunshine in my day The stars that guide my nights You're the angel in my dreams And the beauty that life brings You're the missing piece of my heart and soul You're the one that my heart beats for You're my love and so much more As time marches on I know our time is near Our hearts will beat togeth

This Is Going To Be My First Real Blog
"Yes" = No "No" = Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now. "Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later. "Sure, go ahead" = I don't want you to. "I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset you moron. "We need to talk" = I need to complain. "You're so manly" = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. "You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house "I want new curtains" = and new carpeting, new furniture, new wallpaper, etc... "I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV "Is my butt fat

To All My Friends
SO I FUCKED UP,DID SOMTHING I SHOULDNT HAVE I ADMIT IT,BUT TO RUB IT IN MY FUCKING FACE AND SEEK REVENGE,FUCK THAT SHIT!SOMETIMES I FUCKING SO HATE PEOPLE,THE CHILDISH BULLSHIT,HIGH SCHOOL GAMES!ITS NOT HARD TO ADMIT THAT I WAS WRONG,BUT WTF LET IT THE FUCK GO! Thank you all for being such good peeps,I appreciate it very much!I really hope life starts looking up,things just arent going the way I would like them to,my divorce took alot out of me,I only planned on being married once in my life but who knows,tomorrow has to be better!Luv ya all Anthony

Me!
The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But it's time for me to go home It

Lyrics
This song reminds me my grandmother.. RIP my grandma..:( [Piano Solo Opening] I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more. [Piano Solo Ending] (feat. Carly Simon, Missy Elliott) [Janet] Ha, ha, who, who

What Is Wrong With Me?
you know what fucking sucks is that it is my bday and i have only gotten 3 happy bdays and no presents that is truely sad i guess im not celebrateing next year. tonya Hi who ever it is who reads this i am a 23 yr old mother of two toddlers. i am a stay at home mom who has a limited amount of friends. the internet is not the problem it is the parents who dont want there children and the government who let perverts on the net to hurt those children. i shouldnt be punished for your supidity. weither i want to check my email chat with a friend shop on line or print off some coloring sheets for my kids it is none of ur business. i dont know why you think it is. i vote i pay taxes and i see nothing changed. you worry about small insugnificant shit like the internet or video games when there are schools with no music programs there are kids out there that cant go to a doctor and there are people being killed and hurt everyday why dont u focus on that stuff first i think i speak for a lot of

Vampbitch V~~~~v
Fun new way to chat I'mGuest_Bloodlust1313on I have been feeling so low the last few weeks.As some of you know I lost my job as a med-aid,a job I loved.To make ends meet I got a job working at a 7/11 like place and my hubby started looking for work.For a time we both had jobs him a part time and me a full time job.But even with both of us working we still didnt make what I was making befor I lost my job.......Then it looked as if our everything was going to be ok!!!!My hubby got a new job that pay well,but we are very very backed up on the bills may have things truned off.Nothing we cant live with out just the net for a bit...........Then the week of x-mass the owner of the place we have lived in for the last 4 years calls want wants to have someone look at the place b/c he is thinking of buying it!!!!!!!!!!!So he comes over looks at the place and says if he dose buy it we will be renting it to us.After he and the owner go I get to thi

My Thoughts!!
YOU KNOW THE OLD SAYING YOU CAN'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER? WELL, I HAVE COME TO FIND THIS STATEMENT SO VERY TRUE IN SO MANY WAYS. SO MANY PEOPLE ARE QUICK TO JUDGE SOMEONE ELSE BEFORE THEY GET TO KNOW THAT PERSON. I FOR ONE BELIEVE IN GIVING EVERYONE A CHANCE. YOU MAY FIND THAT YOU MIGHT JUST BE MISSING OUT ON THE MOST WONDERFUL THING THAT COULD HAPPEN TO YOU. ANOTHER THING THAT I HAVE LEARNED IS THAT PEOPLE ARE QUICK TO JUDGE YOU ACCORDING TO WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY OR THINK. TO ME THIS IS NOT FAIR AT ALL. SO, THIS LEADS ME TO TELL YOU ABOUT ME AND WHY I AM WHO I AM TODAY. I DO NOT USUALLY SHARE MY STORY WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE...BUT I HAVE GOTTEN A LOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT WHO I AM AND WHY I TREAT PEOPLE WITH RESPECT AND LOVE THE WAY THAT I DO. WHY I AM SO FORGIVING AND WHY I CHERISH THOSE AROUND ME. EVERY PERSON, NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE HAS REDEEMING QUALITIES ABOUT THEM...SOME MORE SO THAN OTHERS. I TRY TO FIND THE GOOD IN PEOPLE AND HOPE THAT THEY DO THE SAME WITH ME. I AM BY NA

Information
i have posted a list of movies that i'm trying to sell, if ur interested, please let me know.....here are the links.... http://houston.craigslist.org/emd/359301405.html http://houston.craigslist.org/emd/359296406.html Today ((Jan. 18th)) is my sweet man John's birthday. We have had some hard times, but I love him so much. Most people may have thought that we would and still lthink we won't last. But to that I say quit being so jealous of what we have. We love eachother and things are going great this time. But John is the most wonderful man I know. And today is his birthday. So please help me in wishing him the Happiest Birthday ever!!!! I LOVE YOU JOHN!!!!! And to that I say... Let's all wish him a happy birthday please by leaving him a comment or visiting his page:

Dreamz Of You Haunt My Nights
Bolts of violent lightening electrifying the dark sky Clouds turning into enormous funnels of darkness Rain falling in slanted sheets against the windows glass If there is a time it is now... The heat intensively trickling down my breasts soaking my shirt exposing my erected nipples I turn to you knowing I dare not but the moment is to perfect, to magical, It must be now... I shove aside all forces of morals and standards knowing it will only come back later to haunt me I care not, I want you, now... I lean into your body with mine and in an instant we became one your hands wrapped around from behind squeezing my breasts and nipples gently then harder... a squeal of pleasure released from my lips The passion building I find myself pressed against the wall with your hot hard body pressing firmly into my own... you held my hands high as you kissed and gently bit the back of my neck I let out a moan of sheer ecstasy you gently en

My Sexual Talent
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Doughboy -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Yayyy
yay! I made my first blog. Saturday is my b-day im excited.. So buy me lots of gifts.. :) haha Jk.. Im going over to my moms and shes gonna make me some stuffed shells. I cant wait. i havent had them in sooo long . !!!! woot woot

Just Me Thoughts And Opinions..and Anything I Think You Need To Know
THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO WILL MEET US!! Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me, either. Just leave me the hell alone. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. It's always darkest before dawn, so if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. No one is listening until you fart. Always remember you're unique. Just like everyone else. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a bad example. It is far more impressive when others discover your good qualities without your help. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. Before you criticize someone, you should walk

What Ever Happen
answer this question you meet some one u be gan to like them and u become real shy and all things turn real shitty.alls you do is think about the person and they fall for another pereson.. what ever happen to real people

The Ones Who Touch My Heart
it's that time again people....time to get back to life and let the internet drama go for a while. i may or not be back..i don't know yet. what i do know is that something that was supposed to be fun turned out to be a popularity contest and that's really too bad. i've met some really sweet people on lc and, hopefully, they'll stay that way. i'm not going to delete my account yet. i may decide not to stay gone for very long so you all won't lose me and you can still get points for leaving comments and things. i just need a break from all the bullshit. the ones who were the most special to me know who they are so i'm not gonna be sending out special goodbyes to anyone. y'all behave and try to keep the drama down lol...*hugs* if you never hear my voice, know that it sings because of you. if you never see my face, know that it smiles because of you. if you never hold my hand, know that it reaches out for you. if you never feel strong enough, know that i will lift you up. if you never

Unexplainable Love....
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Club 27
TRI-STATE AREA! ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE? ARE YOU READY TO SEE SOME OF THE HOTTEST CHICKS AROUND? IF SO MAKE SURE YOU COME TO CLUB 27 NOV.21 FOR OUR GIRLS GONE WILD EVENT! YES I SAID IT!! GIRLS GONE WILD! ITS GOING TO BE CRAZY..TONS OF FUN!! ONLY AT CLUB 27!! LOCATED AT: 27 S BANK STREET PHILADELPHIA PA 19106 I HAVE YOUR V.I.P/REDUCE PASSES FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS OR YOU CAN JUST SHOW UP AND SAY MY NAME AT THE FRONT DESK! 18 TO PARTY 21 TO DRINK! ....BE THERE.... AND YES TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!! I REPEAT TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!!! ROMEO... HARTNETT... GORGE... AND THE ONE ND ONLY J.JENKINS B.K.A HERSCHEL!! **************** I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

University
hello to everyone, just letting everyone know that i am not ignoring anyone, i was on a three week break and tried to catch up with everyone, i will do my best to keep in touch, i am back to hitting the books, so i am wishing everyone a great day/night (depending on when you read this) I would just like to thank everyone who has been patient with me before I get back to you...I have been really busy studying, and trying to keep up, my course load is big, so i manage to get on here once a week now...but I do my best to get back to everyone, so once again thank you for your patience, every one of you is a good friend...ttyl.. hello to all who read this...as you probably have noticed, i am not on here as much as i used to be...i have been really busy with my studies...but i will try to get back to you when i can, i thank you for your patience...you are all great friends to have...

Quizzes And Such.
Boyfriend Application Type in your answers IN A DIFFERENT COLOR OTHER THAN BLACK and e-mail this form to me at busty_bandit@hotmail.com General Information: 1. What is your full name? 2. What is your phone number? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. How old are you? 5. When is your birthday? 6. How tall are you? 7. Do you play online games (World of Warcraft, Ever Quest, Etc)? 8. How much do you weigh?\ 9. How tall are you? 10. Describe yourself in 20 words. 11. Do you have a car? If so, what kind? 12. Do you have a drivers license? 13. Do you know how to change a tire? 14. Do you know how to change the oil in your car? 15. Have you ever been outside the US? If so, where did you go? 16. Have you ever been enlisted in the US Armed Forces? If so what did you do? What branch? What was your final rank? Why did you leave the military? Have you ever been deployed to a war zone? 17. Are you a citizen of the US? 18. List 3 of your hobbies. 19. Do you have an

Blog For My Lc Friends!
I AM GONNA HAVE BABY!!!! WHEEE!!!! I am about 6 weeks along. I am soooooooo excited!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) How INSaNe are you? 41% Quirky - You are only insane very rarely and when you do go insane it is hilarious. 'How Insane are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com It's been only just under three months but it seems like so much longer. Things are going great John and I, and I we are very happy. This relationship is definately at the SERIOUS level much to my former suprise. Honestly I never expected to date him and I am sure most people would agree that we are an unlikely match but as luck of the draw would have it we are actually quite perfect for each other. We have so much in common and we just get along so well. You have no idea. And while I was afraid of jumping into a new relationship at first, it was such an easy transition. I feel completely comfortable around him and being the stress case that I am...its a miracle but he can actually get me to relax. Nothing gets s

Other Topics.
OK, can someone explain this whole "emo" label that people seem to smack on certain bands? It seems so fuckin' stupid, just seems like a term that was invented by people who couldn't handle the new wave of metal coming from countries like Britain and America...So your musical paradigm got shifted? Sit down and shut the fuck up n00b. Not only is it a label that has now been extended to a fashion statement, it's just intrinsically wrong; "emo" is short for "emotional" and is used to refer to that particular genre of music, because that genre is thought of as "emotional". But, um, isn't all music emotional? Why call that genre "emo"? Could it be the styles of the guitar riffs, the constant harmonising and need for structural melody? Iron Maiden - a heavy metal band, you may have fuckin' heard of them - pioneered that trait. OK, so maybe it's the lyrics, or the screaming of the lyrics? If it is, then why isn't Converge seen as "emo"? Why not Slipknot? Or even ANY metal ba

Crazy News
Bridegroom Hirotomo Yoshikawa and bride Tomomi Sato have been the first to take up a Tokyo shopping center’s offer of free aerial weddings. The couple exchanged rings as they "floated"; using the same technique as is used in films such as Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Their friends and relatives watched the wedding ceremony from a nearby staircase. A spokesman for the shopping centre says those who wish to be married on the wire should not weigh more than nine stone two pounds. A Chinese man has broken his own record by standing naked in sub-zero Siberian winter conditions for four hours. Jin Songhao, a 48-year-old man from China's northeastern Heilongjiang province, broke his record in the provincial capital of Harbin. The Xinhua news agency reported that he stood in a "scenic spot" and that the temperature dropped to -29C. Jin broke his previous record of three hours and 46 minutes, which he set in 2000. An Illinois man has been searching for his missing dog while dressed as

Errors!! This Site Is Worse Than Myspace!
Sorry folks, I'm not insulting anyone here, just looking out for y'all. This is our country, let's represent it and look good at it too! This is just a simple chart that we should all memorize. And if we do, more people will respect us all. [SYNONYMS/etc]: 1.) You're = "You are." "You're a ______" 2.) Your = "Yours." "This belongs to your _______" 3.) Are = "We are_____" "Are you going to________" 4.) Our = "It belongs to _____, and our_______" 5.) Hour = Time. "The hour of________" 6.) Too = "Me too." "This is too much." "I am way too______" 7.) Two = "Two of them." "Two times" "More than one is two" 8.) To = "I will teach you to do this." "Let's go to the______" 9.) There = "It is over there." "There's a way over there." 10.) They're = "They are." "They're good lessons." 11.) Their = "This belongs to their collection of________" "This is theirs & belongs to their ______" 12.) Deer = Animal, Game, Venison. 13.) Dear = "Dear sweet person" "Awe, such a dear.

My Fucking Week...
So I fly into Sac. to go to my hometown fair with my buddy Alan. He picks me up from the air port but when we get to his place his girlfriend starts crying out of no where and says she dosn't want him to leave...So we offer to take her, of course she's instantly sick and want's him to take care of her on the couch all night. Thus leaving me no where to sleep and shit out of luck after spending my last penny on that plane ticket to go to the fucking fair. But Alan being the reliable brute he is managed to get away for a few hours as he was my only way to get there. So we stayed at the all night party/ H.S. reunion for a total of 2 1/2 hours...nice visit home after the war huh? Oh and the whole 45 minute ride there the gf was hysterical on the phone begging him to come back and leave me at there kitchen table all weekend instead of what we had planned. (mind you this girl is a very old friend of mine and I once thought we were close) Now I know she's crazy in the same clingy way all

The Death Of Men
So often in life I ask myself what defines a "man"?I know I have popped off with the humorous response of "over 6ft tall or over 200lbs" and that if you fall short of either you are either "mannish" or "man like". But in all seriousness (yeah right) let's take a closer look at what is a man shall we? Again these are MY opinions, and in no way should they dictate what you think a man is...well for the time being anyway. Eventually I will make a batch of Kool-Aid, have you all drink from it, and declare me Emperor. Atleast I beleive in being honest with you. So let's start the show. First off lets talk about make up. There is only one reason why a man should wear more make up than women and that is if they are a rockstar. Robert Smith, Duran Duran, Davey Havok etc. I mean honestly these guys I would fuck because when they are all made up they look better than most women in music. I take that back, you may also wear make-up if you are a Drag Queen or Transvestite. So here is the rule,

A Man Admits
So, my dear minions I have returned after a long sabbatical. Do not fret the cynicism has only grown in intensity and will continue to do so till the day I take my last breath on this planet. Of course, being a Murphy; we all know the LAW that goes along with that, and with my belief structure at its current point, if I am wrong the cynicism will be eternal. That being said kiddies lets get to the main course: Dildos in driveways: I have seen a handful of interesting things as a mail man. I have seen an 80 year old man naked in his place of work. Ironically called the "Stripping Workshop", it refurbishes old wood furniture. I have seen a woman of fiftyish soaking wet in a bath robe while the man of the house who was atleast 70 sitting on the couch with his pants open and his old man junk hanging out. Viagra may just be a curse. My personal favorite was knocking on a man's door to get his signature for a letter and hear a dog yelping. No big deal right? I mean dogs yelp, after al

My Poetry
Love unrequited, dreaming of better daysdoesn't seem to mattermuch anyways I thought you were an angelsent to save mefrom this hell that I createdhere on my own. long hours thinkingshadows on the wallthe day disappears and leaves me with nightfallthat's when it happensin the long, strange hours of the nightI lie still thinkinglistening to my heart beatso loud so alonea rhythm in my headpounding and demandingdrums on a distant shorewhere has it gonethe days we spent lost but not forgottenlost or stolen demons in my headsnakes in my bedtorn like so much paperburning, burning, burningit's goneso far gonetoo, too lateto do anything but crywhy did it endbefore it begandistant memoriesnothing left but tears and ashesof my paper heart. We all live with our choices broken homes and distant voices I sit here in this dark room close my eyes and think of you Oh my God it's too late now to ever stop this breakdown I've closed that door walked that hall burned that bridg

Dark Times...
Exhaustion creeps in like a fog Heavy eyes...heavy mind Breaks in time unrealized Hands of time to unwind. The fog doesn't dissipate Images few and far between Just as quickly as they appear They are gone sight unseen. Sleep doesn't come easily Words heard and jumbled Tasks left undone Wishes made though mumbled. Time goes on uninterrupted Unattached though it may seem Actions occur without involvement Am I there or do I dream? Nerves raw overly sensitive Emotions change in waves Is this sleep I need so badly Or intervention that saves? Tears they do come easily Words shoot out in ire Reaction swift yet unfounded Apologies they do require. Curling up within myself I block the whole world out Freedom from pain or hurt I seek Is sleep the only route? I immerse myself within the fog Nowhere to be found By those I hurt with unsaid words Unintentionally round and round. Is it really exhaustion Or some manifestation A means of escape From sa

Short Stories
Awakened from a deep slumber I am acutely aware of a presense around me. As a veil of opaque obsidian falls from atop my eyes I glance to the right...to the left...and see nothing. I wipe the slumber from my dark eyes and search again to no avail. I call to my heightened sense of hearing and lay still, but alas hear nothing but the precise ticking of the clock on the opposite wall. I rise to sit on the edge of my bed throwing the comforter aside and reach for my robe to cover my nakedness from whomever may be present. Its fine silk feels cool on my pale skin immediately hardening my darkened nipples revealing themselves through soft cloth. My legs dangle over the side with my toes barely able to touch the floor. As I lean forward, my feet outstretched reaching for my slippers I feel a slight tingle on my neck as if a cool breath brushed over my skin. I turn quickly and again, nothing is visible. I walk to the balcony doors and pull apart the draperies now that the sun has set...r

Mother Up In Heaven
Dearest mother up in heaven, I know God has you in his hands. But the last three years have been hard on me, without you here to help me understand. You were always there to help me, you would never let me down. You believed in me when I didn't, without making the slightest sound. I want to tell you I love you. I want to see you face to face. But I know God had a plan, When he took you into his grace. I know that you are watching me, I hope I've made you proud. And I will always be thinking of you, When I see your face pass in the clouds. Written by: Jennifer Fischer I wrote this for a friend of mine from myspace so his mother could use it in the newspaper.

??just A Question??
I wish Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought of you yesterday and the days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I’ll never part, God has you in his arms… and I have you in my heart. I could never tell you my true feelings, That I feel for you. I'll keep them to myself, What I feel is true, you see. But I know we can never be, Too many things to get in our way. I can only dream of you holding me one day, I think of you with every waking minute, And long for you each night. Wish I could share with you, what is in my heart. But I am afraid you don't feel the same,And my heart will be torn apart. So for now, I'll keep my secret to myself, I'll just keep Praying that someday, You'll take me by the hand, and tell me you feel the same way. Until then I'll just keep loving you, And hope that

Fire
I am like fire. You may warm your heart and warm your soul. but never get to close....... ... because you will get burned. Fire can be a wonderful thing if you are careful, but it can be the worse nightmare that any lover knows. It can be dangerous to think that you can fool it with a few tears and a little love... For tears will only calm it for a moment and then once again the fire will blaze into a beautiful, yet untouchable but passionate beauty. Yes, I am like fire. Unlike any fire you have ever known. and I have warned you. I can seem to be warm and intice you to come and take a closer look. For you to come and get warmer...inviting you into my sizzling hell. Yes I am like fire. My blood pulses thru my veins , burning my love away from yours and teasing you into believing it's alright to love me... to touch me... so beautiful....so dangerous.... I am fire. Written by: Jennifer R.A. Fischer

Be Gone
" Be Gone" Someone help me, for I can't help myself. I'm trapped in this memory of you & I, and it's pure hell. I'm held fast in believing that you still care for me, but I know in my heart, That you set me free. I'm a woman on the edge. A tourtured soul I am. All I wanted was to love you, but you never gave a damn. I need to break away from you. But, how I do not know. I need to heal my heart, without your heart in tow. I have to get away from what I feel inside. I need to lose your smile that hides inside my mind. I wish I could leave myself, to get you away from site. cause I can't seem to get you to leave, even tho I try with all my might. Be gone you heartbreaker. be gone from my soul. Be gone from my memories. I just can't love you anymore. By: Jennifer Fischer

Dry Eyes
"dry eyes" my eyes are dry now, I cry for you no more. I've learned to get over you. I've shown your heart the door. I can move on now, even tho the pain is still there I can smile again, in just knowing that you cared. My eyes can see clearly. without these tears in my eyes. I can be happy, just to be alive. Dry eyes By: Jennifer Fischer

Our Past
"OUR PAST" You came to me a toy, Just a puppet on a string, something for me to play with, just a meaningless thing. Having you in my life, love swept me away. I know I should let you go, but I only want you to stay. Now, much has changed, eachday I love you more. Now I can't tell you how much, because you walking out the door. From friend to lovers, we moved through it so fast. But now that it's all over, we can only call it our past. BY: Jennifer Fischer

A Dreamers Fate
"A DREAMERS FATE" Living a dream a night mare too. Remembering a sadness of believing in you. Lonely inside the long hours pass. Sexual tention and kissing your ass. Who do you think you are? Do you think I'm always going to be here? Just like a dream or a nightmare Just like I thought you cared. I feel you so close your part of my soul. Then you turn your head away As if to say... I'm the one who's cold. Turn on then turn off a memory thats been made. Shut up then shut down as the dreamers world fades. BY: Jennifer Fischer

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There's a peculiar quietness tonight the internet is dead hardly anyone on fubar no facebook status updates no text messages and not a single car has driven past my house in hours I know everyone's probably somehwere watching the game or something but sometimes on nights like this I start to think that the rapture happened and Im still here.. but that wouldn't explain why fubar is dead. so zombie apocalypse ftw! I've noticed a new trend amongst the Fu-tards,and quite possibly the most idiotic one of them yet.Just when I thought it couldn't get any lower some of you never fail to take internet idiocy to a whole new level. Now I am seeing people with their faces pasted into the bodies of celebreties or unknown models,and I am not sure what is more upsetting the fact that people are so desperate for the attention of superficial strangers,or that some of them actually think anyone with even an ounce of intelligence would actually believe it's real.Now I know th

Strange colors are all around the patterns make no sense who would think that bronze and green would create a beautiful sun or cream and red come togther to make a lovely tree I see blue and orange here they make a warm blanket togther yellow and silver are over here they make up a vast night sky how strange it seems that these things are made here where I need them most a whole world of colors come togther they create my resting place where I come when the real world stark and cold gets me down I come here to recover myself and prepare to start again in a world I do not enjoy this place is dark and still yet there I must always return until once again I am depleated then I can return to this land of dreams where strange colors are all around. THE EMOTIONS OVER COME ME... LIKE A TIDE THAT EBBS AND FLOWS... NEVER QUITE RECEDING AS FAR AS YOU WANT IT TO GO... I BUILD UP WALL TO PROTECT ME SELF... BUT LIKE A SAND CASTLE BUILT TO CLOSE TO THE EDGE... THE EMOTIONS FL

Sex Story
warning this is an adult story :) The Spa I get home from a long day at work and find you in the spa. I hurry to get changed and join you. You are wearing that one peice suit I love on you so much. I pull you onto my lap as we kiss and cuddle. I slowly let my hands roam your your body enjoying both the feel of your body and the warm bubblering water. As I kiss you one hand cups our breast as I drop the other over your belly going lower till its on your swimmer glad pussy. I hear you let out a small moan as I rub your nipple as Im kissing your neck. I slowly pull the swimmers down over your sholders so that your breasts are exposed to the water and my sight. I play with your nipples making them harder then they were before. I stand you up to fully undress you. I pull the swimmers down over your hips then down your leps as you giggle. I kiss your belly and nipples again before asking you to sit on the edge of the spa. You sit there legs wide. I place one leg over my sholde

One Of Those Days.....
My name is on your lips but i want to be free It is your sorrow That has made a slave of me Forgive me Forgive me But you are all i know Forgive me for leaving The day is breaking now It's time to go away I'm so afraid to leave But more afraid to stay Forgive me For leaving The sadness in your eyes Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Like sand The sky has fallen Now the earth is dry and torn I know you're tired From the violence of the storm I love you I love you But you are all i know Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand memories Wash us all away Like sand Sitting in my glasshouse while your ghost is sleeping down the hall watching the little birds fly kamikaze missions into the walls think I'm gonna stay in today s

New Poem For A Friend
THE ONE TRUE ROSE _________________ A Truely Beautiful Angel, A Truely Beautiful Goddess, A Truely Beautiful Girl, A Truely Amazing Person, She is Simply Known as The One True Rose, The Trust of a True Friend, The Loyality of a Great Girlfriend, The Sense of humor of a Cool Person, The Personality of an amazing Girl, She is the One True Rose, The White Rose Flower means Reverence and Humility, The Pink Rose Flower means Gratitude and Appreciation, The Red Rose Flower means Romantic Love, If you put all 3 Roses together you will only come up with one Result and She is The One True Rose, The Green Eyes are more beautiful than anything nature has to offer, The Beautiful Smile could brighten More days than the Sun Could Dream of, The Rainbow could never compare to Body of this gorgeous beauty, The Heart of this Angel could make anyone and everyone believe in Love at first site, She is The One True Rose, She is an great girl that i wouldn't mind being wit

Me-fucking-owwah.
"-- A Clover man was killed when the car he was riding in ran off the road and hit a tree in Polk County, N.C. Travis Huffstickler, 22, of Clover was the passenger in a black Mitsubishi Diamante traveling north on Interstate 26 around 6:30 a.m. Friday when driver Shane Smith, 22, of Gastonia, N.C., fell asleep at the wheel and lost control of the vehicle, said Sgt. Jason Deardorff of the N.C. Highway Patrol. The car veered off the interstate and struck a tree. Deardorff said Huffstickler was pronounced dead at the scene. "In that type of wreck, there's traumatic injuries to your whole body," Deardorff said. Huffstickler was wearing his seat belt, and authorities do not suspect foul play. Smith, the driver, survived the wreck, Deardorff said. He was treated at a local hospital and released. He was charged with misdemeanor death by vehicle, Deardorff said. Huffstickler's passion was music, friends say. Rick Spitzer, 30, of York played with Huffstickler in several local he

My Ode To Lostcherry
We talk on this thang we call Lostcherry, During the day your words seem to carry. I check my home page everyday, I goto reply and I think of what to say. Hopeing you are repling I wait a while, I look at your picture and it makes me smile. I goto message you back to tell you a tale, After I'm done I click send and hope it doesn't Fail. Back and forth till up comes the sun, Who knew meeting new people could be so fun. Addicting it may seem to be, We are lucky we have Lostcherry and its free. You take the good and you take the bad, You take them both and there you have. My ode to Lostchery.

Lyrics That Speak To Me
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the li

Just A Dreamer
a href="http://tagfantasy.com" target="_blank"> tagfantasy.com I AM A DREAMER IT IS ME I DREAM TO SEE MY LIFE WILD AND FREE I ROME AND I WALK ALONE ON A PATH I DONT BELONG SOME DAY DREAMER WILL BE FREE TO WALK A PATH SHE WANTS TO LEAD I KNOW THIS IS TO BE SHE MEET THIS GUY YOU SEE HE,S GIVE HER HOPE IT CAN BE HE,S MADE HER SMILE WHEN SHE DID NONE AT ALL THIS GUY IS VERY SPECIAL TO HER AND I HOPE HE SEE,S THE DREAMER IN ME I WANT TO WALK I WANT TO PLAY AWWW I WANT TO BE SET FREE I WANT THIS GUY TO SEE THE REAL ME THIS I DREAM I HOPE HE SEE,S THE REAL THATS IN ME I AM STRONG I TRY TO BE I AM DREAMER CAN YOU SEE I HOPE HE KNOWS HE IS SPECIAL TO ME ONE DAY SOON HE WILL SEE THE REAL ME . Hosted by Sparkle TagsHELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HOPE ALL IS GOING WELL IM STILL TRYING TO GET SET UP SORRY I HAVENT COME TO COMMENT I WILL SOON AS I CAN HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND AND STAY SAFE Hosted by Sparkle Tagsi am just a dreamer lonley you see i set and i a dream of all i can see i walk a lonley path th

News And Such
I just posted a blast and when I previewed it, the blast was perfect. But when I saw it up at the top of my page, it wasn't complete. So, anyway, for those who would like to know what the rest said: This is what my son Holden said about his virtual gifts from all of you: "Daddy, these sure are nice people!" I had to agree! I also stated that anyone was welcome to come and say hello. Of course, they will never see that. lol Must be bugs in lost cherry again today. These poor people. At least they work on the problems and fix them. More than what I can say for MySpace. So anyway, that was the completion of my blast pretty much. I particularly wanted you all to know what my son said about you! He's so adorable! There are some cool videos in my stash if anyone would like to check them out. A few other things in there as well. I hope you enjoy! For those of you out there who are fans of the band Europe--they will be releasing their 7th album entitled "Secret Society" by

Never Give Up
Some times I don't know what to think It's just confusing I know the situation sucks But I still can't help these feelings There are days I wanna hide Nothing seems right or good enough I feel completely worthless And then something changes Almost like magic in a way Everything goes from bad to good It all seems right again But sometimes I can't understand how or why Or at least dont think I can When I really do know why and how... Because you came around and gave me light You come home to cheer me up Can't stand seeing me upset ever Sometimes you dont even know, yet cheer me up That's just the power you have Sure there are times it's your fault But in the end you are still the one To make me happy Nobody else has the power you do And I like it that way Because I love you more each day You are my one and only For now, forever, til the day I day! for every tear you cry Ill cry two, for every time you feel lonely remember me and each day when you think you ca

Chazzy's
On July 20, 1969, human beings from the planet Earth first walked on the moon.When you think about it, that is quite an achievement even to this day. The Wonderful World of Longmire would like to pay tribute to the crew of Apollo 11 on the 30th anniversary of this great event.This is the scenario: after a four-day journey from Earth, two American astronauts, Neil Armstrong and Edwin "Buzz" Aldrin, are preparing to land the Lunar Module "Eagle" while the third astronaut, Michael Collins, remains in lunar orbit in "Columbia," the Command Module. Everyone knows the "popular" version of what happened on that historic day... but the following is what really happened. We join the crew of Apollo 11 as they start their descent to the lunar surface... MISSION CONTROL (HOUSTON): Eagle, you are go for lunar landing. EAGLE (ARMSTRONG): Roger,understand.Go for landing. EAGLE (ALDRIN)

Jcswolfpack
Today the Wolf Pack Struck........... Tomorrow it could be some body else that plays on peoples emotions..... Join the Pack and be protected,,,,,Avoid the pack and be watched,,,,,Challenge the Pack and well......Lets just say justice will come, one way or another. First read "The Wolf Blogs" they will be continued as i finish them. Pack members will not sit by and allow preditors to prey on other people. We will speak up, we will be heard. First we will warn the targets of the danger. Then we will warn the "scum" that they are being watched. We will be creative and stealthy not to disturb the lounges atmosphere. We will not speak of our actions to anyone but other pack members. The Alpha Male is the only one to allow new pack members, although others may recruit and give council. There will be ground rules for new recruits. The Biggest Is a trust factor. We must not let it be known who are Pack members. So they can work in silence. If you want to know if someone is in the pack

Dating
It has been a while since I typed anything. You know I still have this state of confusion when it comes to relationships...I know there are at least three of you that if you were closer..I would not be so lonely...or at least you guys would give it the college try. I constantly wonder why the mean people end up in relationships. I have a tendency to take up too much time to help my friends...but, if that is a bad trait. I will keep it. Then there are the selfish people out there that are constantly making demands on others. And it appears they have everything. That is so screwed up. My goodness one of my best friends is like me...she tries so hard to do the right thing. She is always having grievances for it. Can anyone tell me why? Everyone...I dont want to burst any bubbles...and I may be back for dating reasons...depends on how much I can pursuade my friend that I deserve the trust he had in me....I am falling so in love with one particular person...some of you I have fli

What Am I?
What Am I? You find Me Between Virtue and crime Dancing among the shards of your shattered dreams. I dont Need A reason I've got nothing but time To slowly drag you into insanity. And no Prayers No crosses No candles you light Will ever build a wall between you and me. So dont Dare Deny me I'm a part of your mind Inside the people you want and the things that you need. I am Hatred I am Sin I'm the doubts that keep you locked up within. I am Treason I am Shame I'm inside of you and I wont be tamed. I am silver I am gold I'm the face you'll see when you sell your soul.

Fenix's Blog
hey, did you know you can rate the blogs now??? and hell, no! i ain't showin' you my titties! well, i dunno - get me drunk enough, . . . . My friends competed in a talent contest, and we were the only people that didn't show up because of my petty little issues. I really need to grow up and get over myself. Check these guys out! SDW WINS!! yeah, so i'm in a crazy-ass mood today, and i'm reeeaaaallllly looking forward to this weekend! i'm thinking maybe some new pics are in order, . . . . also, we've been talking about doing some artistic, erotic photo shoots with our friends, and sharing them with all our friends here. well, you know, if you're into that sort of thing :)

America
We rarely get a chance to see another country's editorial about the USA Read this excerpt from a Romanian Newspaper. The article was written by Mr. Cornel Nistorescu and published under the title "C"ntarea Americii, meaning "Ode To America") in the Romanian newspaper Evenimentulzilei "The Daily Event" or "News of the Day". ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' ~An Ode to America~ Why are Americans so united? They would not resemble one another even if you painted them all one color! They speak all the languages of the world and form an astonishing mixture of civilizations and religious beliefs. Still, the American tragedy turned three hundred million people into a hand put on the heart. Nobody rushed to accuse the White House, the army, and the secret services that they are only a bunch of losers. Nobody rushed to empty their bank accounts. Nobody rushed out onto the streets nearby to gape about. The Americans volunteered to donate blood and to give a helping hand.

My Blog
ugh regardless of the fact that my appointment is still 4 and half hours away i know the prognosis here. I have lost the baby. The physical and emotional pain here is nearly unbearable but this will be the last blog i write about this. I have decided that although my husband said we can try as many times as it takes to for me to have a healthy baby one more try after this is all i think i can handle. The nurse told me the other day i did nothing wrong that this is just nature's way of dealing with a fetus that wasnt right in some way. I know this and I will just have to find the streghth the carry on. i had the appointment i had an ultrasound doc says the pregnancy passed natrually on its own. i would assume so after the pain and other side affects i had last night. the doc was shocked that my hcg count went from 13,000 to 4,000 in 2 days. of course they had no explanation for me just that some women experience repeated pregnancy losses and nothing much can be done. i have to go bac

Quizes
Which Tarot Card Are You? You are the Lovers card. The Lovers card is about union. Each of us carries in our DNA the ability to be the opposite of what we think we are. Often our romantic attachments grow out of awe and respect as we see in another the characteristics we repress in ourselves. Society often presses us into molds of what it thinks masculinity and femininity should be. As a result, many of us associate with our gender certain positive characteristics and call others negative, when if these same qualities were held by a person of the opposite sex, our attitude towards them would be reversed. Getting in touch with our inner animus and anima, (Jung's terms for our inner male and female), allows us to see the whole of our personalities in a positive and constructive light. When you draw The Lovers card in a reading, you are working with balancing these forces. Depending on where the card is, you have either achieved balance or need to. The Lovers could indicate a rom

Poetry
alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death shall come to those who care should i make it true and take that dare shit gets hard u try and act tough ur home life is rough lock ur self inside ur room droplets fall like bombs and go kaboom i guess its time to bring out ur lil friend its time to just let the pain begina and let everything else end alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death shall come to those who care should i make it true and take that dare ur lover dumped ur and ur really sad ur best friend fucked her and ur fucking mad thinkin ima kill that guy or maybe its my time to die pull out ur butterfly with old blood stains renimissing all ur old forgotin pain alot of things calm me down especially a knife thats a rusty brown slit slit slit is all u hear all u see is one fallen tear death sh

Creator Of Hell
A Friend is someone whom complicates ones Life.I desire no Friends!I Desire Subservants to assist me in my Transformation to Human form.There will be no Friends!Only Fans!I have Spoken !Not seeking Posers either! I have been called up from the bowels of Hell,to reek havic on peons that have Defied my Servants.May my Wrath give u no Mercy,an my Anger cause u to go Insane.As your Nightmares have yet to begin.Pray to your God for Salvation,but Salvation won't be granted on this Day.As he is useless against my Powers.I'm am the undead, Creator of all Evil.Defy me an you'll end up in Hell,an come back as a subservent to me your Master,Bow before me,you mere Mortals.Come young Maidens,offer up your Blood,as I must Feed to Grow Stronger.You Fucken Humans make me Sick.Your Weak,your a Disgrace for man kind.I'm gonna Injoy Tortureing you in your Dreams,in your Waking thoughts.As I'm the Powerfullest of all Evil.I am Satan,I am Lucifer,I'm the most Powerful of all. As I walk threw your Battle Fi

Inside Of Me..
You want to live inside of me.You want to be within me every waking moment. Feeling what it is like to be me, inside of me. Mine to play with, to love, to torture. Mine to do what I please. But if you are forever inside of me, how do we play, how do we experience each other from the outside. Can I remove you when I want you, when I need you. Must I use you before I begin to swallow you. Never to feel you hold me again. Never to feel you touch me again, never to feel you make love to me again. As I sit here thinking, what if we were able to make love from within. What if that feeling was always there and never went away. What if I knew that I could feel you all the time. Yes, I could swallow you then.I could take you then and make you mine. No one else could ever have you again, no one else could ever come close to you again. Am I doing this for selfish reasons. Yes..Do I want there to be no one that can ever have you again. Yes...Do you want to feel what it is like to go

Life
Yes i am still alive and breathing. I know i have not been around in awhile but i have been busy. That and dec. was really hard for me. I lost two of my friends ,my grandfather(dad is how i thought of him) and a kitten. March is going to be busier to becouse we are moving to Texas. Yay i get to go home. I can not wait then maybe i wont feel so bad. To top it off all i wanted to do was relax this year i guess that is not going to happen. To all my friends and family i am sorry i have not been around. I am just now coming off my bender from dec. So i am getting back to normal. I hope that is a good thing at lest for me. Why is it there is so munch drama around??? It is not like i don't need it. For my friends my grandfather is in the hospital. Plus the doc is saying the don't know if my mother will even be able to walk this time next year. We are going to court for custody of my soon to be step daughter. so why do stupid people like to cause drama in my life no clue. Though i kno

My Blogs
I have a new name on here as well now and will be here and there workin on gettin everything transferred to there but for all my friends and those that wanna add me as a friend and so forth here is the link to the new profile http://cherrytap.com/user/441487 Ya know how much it sux when ya out on a date w/someone and cause ya tell them ya dont wanna have sex on the first night ya meet him and cause he gets pissy over it he leaves ya stranded and no place to go but to make shit worse he has ya backpack w/ya id and EVERYTHING in it in his car and then leaves on the fuckin sidewalk for any one given person to steal it? thankfully a good samaritian found it and turned it into police....there still are a few good people left in this world not very many tho Iam currently working on a new erotic story....when I finish it Ill have it on disc so if anyone would be interested in reading just let me know and Ill be able to email it to ya....Also if anyone knows where I could send my stori

Rants
Yep, I know this entry is long, but, if you read nothing else of mine, please read this. This is not a Rant about Democrats or Republicans, it is meant to be totally unbiased as to party affiliations... It’s election time in the USA. And once again I am really pissed off. There should be a class you HAVE to attend before you are allowed to vote and if you haven’t taken the class, well, no unemployment, no social security (over the age of 18), no benefits at all until you do! There are too many idiots in this country that don’t have a clue what voting even means! "WAIT!" you cry, "I know how to vote!" And you know what, maybe you do! So, will taking 5 minutes to read this do you any harm in case I say something that you never thought of, or is closing it the best course of action? Up to you... So, you chose to continue; Listen carefully… We do NOT live in a democracy, we live in a REPUBLIC. While oft you heard it referred to as a democracy, it isn’t… “…and to th

Occupational Hazard
Okies, Sat 8/18 I'll be in Boston at the Cyclorama for the Fetish Flea! Come and join me in checking out corsets and stillettos and floggers OH MY!!!! Could always use a second opinion on how it looks and how it feels! You know you wanna!!!!!! Miao. OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! The Fetish Flea is coming!!!!!!!!!!!! Will be at the Cyclorama in Boston Aug 18 from 12-6p!! And then..... The Winter Flea will be held in... wait for it chillin's.... PROVIDENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh I'm gonna be there and I just might have some kinky things to peddle while I'm at it!! Some of my purrrrrrrrrrrsonal friends will be there so check them out and have lots o money on hand: www.mikosexoticwear.com www.rapturefloggers.com

My Boring Comments And Ideas
yes i'm sitting here on sunday morning with a small hangover and being bored to death, so here i am once again annoying all those who have been unfortunate enough to read this.~~hugs~~ so anyways, just wanted to say this blog thingy is so stupid, yes i said that. more people use then to post bulletins than to actually blog and i'm just using it to solve my boredom issue. yes i think i have a problem and yes i probably need some sort of meeting but until i figure out what kind of meeting that would be. i guess anyone who reads this will have to be my support group. luv ya all chrissy ok now that i've said that i feel much better, NOT!! its not work that sucks its my co-workers, if you have this same problem give me a HELL YEAH!! ~hugs and kisses~ chrissy Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without ru

To All My Sexy Girls
WELL I JUST PUT A NEW SONG UP ON MY PAGE. GO SEE WHAT IT IS AND COME BACK AND TELL ME SOMETHING FUNNY OR WHAT YOU WERE DOING ABOUT THAT TIME IN YOUR LIFE. MINE IS THAT I ASKED MY MOM TO MAKE ME SOME PANTS JUST LIKE THE ONE IN THE VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!! WELL I CAN ONLY HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE LOOKING AT MY PRIVATE PICS. SO LET ME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO VIEW AND I'LL MOVE PEOPLE AROUND. SO COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO SEE ALL OF ME. YES ITS ALL MOST THAT DAY FOR ME.... 330 AM TOMORROW

The Real Deal
I Love Him He Loves Me I Love the way He makes Love to Me He kisses Me, He caresses Me, He tickles My Soul Make Love to My body, Make Love to My mind Make Love to Me He's a warrior He holds Me in his heart, He holds Me in his arms He holds Me as his sword breaks down My wall A wall that had never been broken Stroking, Stroking, Stroking Slowly, Slowly, Slowly Swimming in this Ocean An Ocean of Love He's drowning--I'm drowning He's drowning Inside of Me His sweat is glistening and rolling off his beautiful body His sweat drips onto me and mixes in with the rest of our Love Juices Faster, Deeper, Faster, Deeper I'm open--He opens His Love pours from him It fills My Heart It fills My Mind It fills My Soul His Love feels My Body He feels Me up-He holds Me tight-We become One He is now apart of ME I- a part of Him Thrusting and Thrusting and Thrusting Until his point is understood His story is complete But this is not the end He Loves Me

The Ramblings Of A Chaotic, Never Sleeping, Gemini Mind
What do you think of me now What do you think of me now, now that i've found my way This is me saying goodbye & walking away You used me in your little game you play Snap your fingers & down i'd lay Took what you wanted then tossed me aside But I rode the emotional tide And found my way back The pupil has become master & I find you lack You've regressed to the pathetic humanity inside you Deny it all you want we both know its true. This is me laughing in your face But i'm not done you've given me a taste A taste of the darkness within I've found someone new & now Ill teach him But I won't leave him feeling the pain Crying diamonds in the rain It's time to build my army And soon you will see You shouldn't have underestimated me For things aren't always what they appear And soon you will shed a tear When you learn who & what I truly be You will beg for me to forgive you on bended knee What if you don't want a new wo

To All The People On My List
I'm Sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

Misc. Crap
We all know the great movies, the box office smash hits, etc. What I would like to know is your favorite CULT movie. Now, a lot of you might be thinking, "Oh, that's easy, Rocky Horror Picture Show" - BUT - Take a moment and think about it. Once ya know, leave a comment below for all who visit here to read through. Now, to start this off, hehe, mine is ::drum roll please:: ARMY OF DARKNESS Directed by: Sam Raimi Starring: Bruce Campbell, Embeth Davidtz, Marcus Gilbert, Ian Abercrombie and Bridget Fonda Plot Outline: A man is accidentally transported to 1300 A.D., where he must battle an army of the dead and retrieve the Necronomicon so he can return home. This was a Tongue-In-Cheek medieval-horror-comedy film with Campbell fighting an army of skeletons, a la Jason And The Argonauts. Campbell is best at making goofy faces. Embeth Davidtz provides the romantic interest. It totally reminded me of an AD&D game gone right. A lot of campy humor, very low budget but

Just Stuff
Well today is the last day I have of not being held, not hearing I love u whispered in my ear, of being alone. I should be happy...and I kinda am..but I cant help but be scared as hell too. Yeah Im glad my baby boi is finally coming home to me...shit hes been gone five months. But how much different is he going to be now? How much different am I gonna seem to him? And not only that but we know its only a matter of months probably that we have together before he has to leave again. I dont think I can stand seeing him walk away again...cant stand the thought of him not being here to watch my lil Heaven grow up. Everyone tells me to be strong for him and Im trying but inside I'm dying. I know I cant stop him from going and he cant do anything about it either but I want to have him by my side from tomorrow until the end of time. Letters cant keep me warm on cold nights, cant tell me everythings gonna be ok when I dont hear from him for a while cuz he's too busy to write. I know I

Missing You
There was a time if I closed my eyes I could see us together as one But after these months of growing apart I can see that the dream is done You were the one that knew me inside and out And always knew just what to say Any problems I had would disappear When you said it would be okay There always was that spark with us But these days it seems to be gone Whatever we had died awhile ago But it still huts me to go and move on Those times i'd drown in the blue of your eyes But you never noticed a thing There were nights i'd lay awake in my bed And think of the love our friendship couold bring No matter how hard i've been trying The truth is still hard to see I guess it takes awhile to let go Of something NOT MEANT TO BE. TO : HIM Your the first thing i think of Each morning when i rise Your the last thing i think of Each night when i close my eyes Your in each thought i have And every breath i take My feelings are growing stronger With every mov

Weekend :)
Good morning my friends, I'm off the amusement park :) That means new pictures for my profile lol...Have a good day everybody :) D@nny Hello everybody :) It's Friday :) Wannna wish each and everyone a good and safe weekend :) Don't do something I'm not doing this weekend lol Danny Hi all, Well today is Sunday hope everybody had a good weekend :) Anybody doing anything special today?? If you do remember to have fun and to stay safe :) P.s. If you haven't seen tehm there's 2 new pics of new in my default folder that I posted for your viewing,rating and commenting pleasure :)) Danny

Umm..it's A Blog
Sorry I've been MIA for awhile, Busy Busy, You Know How It Is.......Hugs and Kisses! You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You? You Know You Want To, And It's Easy, just call 1-641-985-7800 and then hit 1831410..... DO IT! LOL

My Thoughts
Have you ever watched the Fairies? - Rose Fyleman Have you watched the fairies when the rain is done Spreading out their litting wings to dry them in the sun? I have, I have! Isn't it fun? Have you heard the fairies all among the limes Singing little fairy tunes to little fairy rhymes? I have, I have, lots and lots of times! Have you seen the fairies dancing in the air And dashing off behind the stars to tidy up their hair? I have, I have: I've been there! Look my thoughts on tagging a photo that is considered adult content!!! If you are a friend and I mean a FOR REAL friend you should tell the person, that you believe their pic to contain adult content, don't just flag it and turn it in to LC, that seems childish to me. If yo uhave the balls to turn it in have the balls to tell it is ADULT. Alot of the pics being flagged aren't even ADULT!!! There are pics being hit that HAVE NO nudity!!! A lot of the pics being flagged are art pics of vamps, and fairies and suc

Hurting Angel
I DON'T KNOW IF I MEAN WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY I NEED TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OK WELL I'VE GIVIN UP ON LOVE CAUSE LOVE HAS GIVIN UP ON ME LET ME KNOW ANYTHING OK BEAUTIFUL ANGEL for every one of you cute guys that are my friends and have been my friend since i got here thank you for being so nice to me i enjoy very much talk to every one of you there is a place in my heart for every one of you and forever will be i hope to talk to all of you some more thank you all of you for getting me where i am level 8 thank you so much for being my friend i love all of you very much i mean that from the bottom of my heart please give comments ok i hope you like it THIS IS A THANK YOU NOTE THAT GOSE TO ALL OF THE CUTE GUYS AND MORE THAN THAT TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVE MADE WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE AT LOST CHERY YOU FRIEND ALWAYS lisa i hope you all like it it comes from my heart and gose to al of y