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Child Custody
Since September of 2006 I have been involved in a custody battle with my youngest sons mother. It has been hard & painful at times. Fighting to see him or even trying to get him in my home. As of 3:30 pm today (Aug. 4th 2008), I finally won custody of Aiden ending a 2 year struggle to see him in the home he belongs in. I would like to say THANK YOU to all the people that wished me luck, stuck by me & prayed for me to get Aiden. So thank you with all my heart.
No Satisfaction
Porn has to be the best genere of movie ever made. Plots, to the point or however you want it to be. I could sit back and watch porn all day everyday. They can pretty much match up with all the generes of regular movies... i.e. action, comedy, horror, sci-fi and down right wrong freaky shit :) One of the best parts about watching porn isnt that it gets me really wet or anything its all the new and different things you can learn. I have more porn than most cronic masurbaters.. and its fucking awesome! Pleasure is the best and main part in life. Everything comes down to pleasure and I love learning how subdue my lover(s) in mind blowing pleasure and make sure I feel it too. Waves of warm tingling slippery pleasure............ In the end we are just chalk lines on the concrete. Drawn only to be washed away. For the time that I have been given.. I am what I am. I would rather hate you for everything you are. Than ever love you for something you are not. I would rather you hate me for ever
10 Things To Never Say To A Porn Star!
10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it. ) 8. I would never watch porn. I think it is degrading to women. (Then how did you know my name? And my measurements? And my astrological sign? And my birthdate?) 7. How do I get my girlfriend/wife to do ________? (Ask her, not me. By the way, talking to me in the first place is not helping your cause. ) 6. Wow! You're so much prettier/younger/thinner in your photos. (Obviously your mother didn't teach you anything and it is called Photoshop. ) 5. I pleasured myself to you 10 times this week! (OK, I didn't need to know precisely how pathetic you are. And stop trying to shake my hand. I now unfortunately know exactly where it has been. ) 4. I could do porn. (No, you couldn't. If you could, you already would be ... and no, I will NOT
First its not a blog about the Shit Hawk Second I owe some special people a salute but im blah... Today is my Sons 13th Birthday Tommorow is my fetuses 18 weeks in the womb IM CRAZY Seriously it just struck me .... Im not sure whether i should run ( more like waddle) away but this doesn't solve anything. Quick Question around 13 do boys become dumb? Wicked the carrier and the mother of a puberty experiencing 13 year old boy....   / wrists ok so im tired of watching the shit hawk like fucking fugly whores Ive told him only to like those i like then he might get some taste in woman   hes a wierdo   please go tell him he has no taste when it comes to twats    that is all
I Love My Friends!
December 24, 2010     Happy Holidays!     I am writing this note to bring you all some Christmas cheer and to let you know how very much you all mean to me.   This has been the most extremely trying year that I have had in a long time. If you are receiving this you already know everything pretty much that there is to know so there is no point rehashing old news.   What you don't realize is the impact that each of you has had on this one individual life and that is the purpose of this holiday note to you all.   I have the most amazing friends in the world. Whether they are shoring me up mentally, carrying me physically to the doctor, paying my bills or just metaphorically spraying glue on me to keep me from flying apart; someone is always there to be whatever it is I need at any given moment.   THANK YOU!   Those two words in and of themselves are so insignificant in comparison to what I receive from each of you daily. If I could, I would come to each of you individua
Sweet Stuff
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... A bullet in your head is how I want it Your body on the floor -- a Kodak moment You're a waste of air and a waste of space I want sharp objects to fly into your face I hate you now more than I ever did I wanna kill you, dig you up and do it again I want a car to run over your head Put it in reverse and do it again And I would be a liar if I said that it wasn't true I only want bad things to happen to you I want bad things to happen to you I wa
Intelligent Derriere.
Wow, Cool Blogs....
well, i never know what to say in these things...alot has gone on lately, and right now i guess i can say that im lucky to not have a concussion... darn storage closet, gotta raise its roof... 4 feet and im almost 6...doesnt work too well!!! well... i think im done for now, lol hit me up last night i was talking to someone, when the thought came to me... will i ever be happy? will i ever find true love? be with u until u die love? i never want to leave ur arms love? i have been through so much with so lil outcome... whats the point in that? i want to find someone... that special someone... THE ONE! if hes out there... sorry pplz, just having a depressed day, feeling really alone and almost lost. ok, u know u wanted to hear it..dolly, ur a sweetie, lmfao... had to get it out... and chris, ur the bomb hun, luv yas both ;)
My Neurological Disorder
NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, it's a mouthful, isn't it. Think it is hard to say, try living with it. Hello my name is Julie Atterbury. I have a medical condition that is called NEUROFIBROMATOSIS TYPE 1(neuro-fibroma-tosis) NF for short. what is NF? You ask. Well there 2 types of NF and both are very serious conditions. This May is National Neurofibromatosis Awreness Month. Here is a little info. NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, Type 1 (NF1) NF1 is also known as von Recklinghausen's disease, after the doctor who first described it in 1882. There are a wide variety of symptoms associated with NF1. Symptoms show up by age 2 in about of the cases. In most cases, symptoms are mild and patients live a normal life. These common symptoms include: Six or more large tan spots on the skin (caf-au-lait marks), which are present at birth, and may increase with age. Small benign tumors under the skin, called neurofibromas, which usually occur at adolescence and can number from one to hundreds. Thes
I am Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart. I take your children, and thats just the start. Im more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember I'm easily found. I live all aroung you in schools and in towns. I live with the rich, I live with poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab but not like you think. I can be made under the sink.In your childs closet, and even in the woods. If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names but there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome, try me, you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms will be worth t
On The Road Again..
I will be on travel for the next week, flyin out west tommorrow. Wish all my great friends happy and fullfilling days til I see you again. Look forward to catchin up when I get back! Peace, love and xox Maji xox
How To's
This Picture enhanced Tutorial will take you step by step through what is needed to change your status on fubar.Step 1In the upper left of your fubar page hold your mouse pointer over MY then choose the PROFILE link in the dropdown menu.Step 2On the right side of this page find the 16th dropdown, Change this dropdown to either Original or Power User.Step 3Go to the bottom of this page, enter your password and hit the submit button.Once this page has finished reloading, click the HOME link up by the My link we worked with in step 1.Step 4Under your name at the top of the center of your page you will see this:Click the link on the right of this that says Create Your Own Status!Step 5Now replace ONLINE with what you want your status to beFinally, click the SET button.Congrats, You have now set your online status. skins..< you need two windows open for this> rip a skin from me that i created and use this as a starter, go into your skins scroll until you see "my skin" to the right it s
It Just Proves There Are All Kinds Of People Out There.
It just proves there are all kinds of people out there. Stella Awards Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued McDonald's (in NM). That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in the United States. Here are this year's winners: 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas, was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Robertson's son. 5th Place (tie): 19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles won $74,000 and medical expenses when his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord. Mr.Truman apparently didn't notice there was
What Kind Of Pagan Are You
vicki Sensual massage 'What will your sex business card say?' at i have had quite a few people ask me about me sexual orientation,which is ok,but the number one question is would you three way with another woman. I have never ruled that out....but i am wondering how many woman are curious about being with another woman,or who have been with one atleast once. what is the draw? is is oral sex better with a woman than a man/ these are questions i have and would appreciate any comments that might clear this up. You scored as Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan. You scored as an Egyptian Pagan. With equal draw to both men and women, the Egyptian pantheon is a wealth of ancient stories and forgotten customs. Very seductive to the more cerebral Pagans, devoting oneself to this faith often means being willing to really work on finding out who your Gods were. Never an easy undertaking. Dedicated and insightful, you know you're among good company with those who also un
After few weeks in here as a new lostcherry its wonderfull to see all the friends and nice people you meet. Im so happy to call so many friends. Big kiss Mette
Can You Handle My Truth
I will be using this blog for the purpose of self other words...writing my opinion about whatever comes to mind. It can be about things at Lost Cherry, politics, religion, issues around the world, or even something that I feel I have something to say about. I DO NOT expect anyone to agree with is just all MY OPINION. Blogs were meant to be used as outlets to let people express themselves and share what they matter what...the only limit one has is their own imagination. I enjoy the freedom of self expression and creativity...writing is a GREAT way of venting, sharing, and putting out there another opinion for others to read, think about, agree with or not... I hope you will read when I post...NO MATTER WHAT--I will post for myself...not for the pleasing of others..or to play it safe. MAY YOUR SELF EXPRESSION UNLEASH YOUR CREATIVE MIND!!! PEACE
Sex Rider
A wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company. One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch. The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!" Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?" Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!", says the leopard, "That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!" Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can p
Women are the best, they like to have fun get alittle kinky, an still love you in the morning.
Its All About Me Now
tonight i took my kid to go see simple plan, one of her favorite bands......and some random dude gave me (me the old mother) but he was old too to passes to the meet and greet of simple plan......and my kid got to meet the band and get their autographes and she got to take some pictures with some of the band memebers who were out walking around....that was wicked cool.....and the guitar singer was singing me a song while i met them......and my kid is still floating on cloud nine.....and im so stoked that she is so flipping happy.....and i got to do this for her.....and the coolest feeling in the whole entire world is when you can make your kid's dreams come i truely rule right now......and she totally thinks im the coolest mother ever....and so does simple plan thank you very much....and was awesome...... 1) What is your sign? Capricorn 2) What is your favorite color? Blue 3) More afraid of snakes or spiders? Neither one scares me 4) Longest
The Exciting Life Of Mojo! (not)
I just had to write! I finally made it to Louisiana! Wow!!! I really had a great time. There were so many firsts for me that I accomplished during my trip. A first ride on a street car, paddle wheel boat (The last of the original steam powered paddle boats), first trip down bourbon street, first hurricane (lol the drink), finally meeting Cindy, her mother, and Joann! Wow! So much to talk about. They had me running from the moment I got there it seemed (well at least a few hours later) The first day I was there, they had planned a super city tour that would tour the Garden Disctrict, a cemetary, a plantation, and show me a general look of New Orleans. The tour was very informative. It wasn't one that showed the majority of the devistation of Katrina, but as we were riding in the bus it was hard not to notice. It is really awesome to see that the rebuilding and the growth is definitely on the way up. After the plantation they decided to take me on the Natches, The original steam powere
Dodging Bullets
Last Wednsday,8 November, I experienced a 3rd episode of my heart racing. This time it wouldn't stop, so I drove myself to the ER around midnight. Oconee couldn't do anything for me, meds weren't working,which they said was unusual, but, they could tell me what it was. Ventricular Tachycardia. What is ventricular tachycardia? Ventricular tachycardia is a fast heart rhythm that starts in the lower part of the heart (ventricles). If left untreated, some forms of ventricular tachycardia may worsen and lead to ventricular fibrillation, which can be life-threatening. Oconee Regional put me in an ambulance and took me to the Macon Medical Center. My days are kind of whacky, so I'll just tell you what happened as I remember. They put a stint in my leg, clearing an artery. After 4 hours of having to keep my leg still, they finally let me move around. About 30 minutes after that, I suddenly coded. I could not breathe and I couldn't get the nurses to understand that. I only have one
As we gather today to celebrate this great feast with our friends and family. We have set a place at this table for the High Gods. Blessed one’s, come eat and drink with us. We offer you the hospitality of our home. How wonderful, How marvelous. This food is a gift of the earth from which it grew. This food is a gift from those who drew it forth and prepared it for us. This food is the gift of the gods and goddesses. We give in return, our thoughts and prayers, our words and deeds. A gift for a gift, with thanks to the givers for this feast. Blessed Be The Mayflower was fast, seaworthy ship and was about twenty years old. She had been in the wine trade in France and could carry one hundred & eighty tons. No one is sure exactly what the ship looked like. The ship was about ninety feet long and about twenty-five feet wide. The middle part of the main deck was open to the weather. Below this was the gun deck and below that was the hold. There were high structures at the bow
Hey Ladies Of Ct I Need Help.
Listen, I got a problem. I've been dating alot of goods girls lately and i am not satisfied. Honestly Im getting quite bored. Im a freak in the bed and the girls I've been dating (Im not a hoe) aren't up for the challenge. Alot of the things I like to do. Girls would think is taboo, or off limits. Is there any bad girls up for the Challenge? Let me know where you stand! Never know, you might be able to tame me. lol
To day is the day for all to look up and be counting This is to all have a very safe and wonderful Xmas. I want to think all who sent me birthday thanks.
Mind Of A Porn Star
Here's a pic from my latest set on BrokenDollz! Check out the rest of the set by clicking below: The following is a post from "Deviant Nation would like to formally welcome photographer Philip Warner from Lithium Picnic Studio. Effective immediately, Lithium Picnic will be shooting sets and general photography for Deviant Nation. Lithium Picnic's work has been featured on MTV, A&E, as well dozens of magazine and cover features in the US and Europe. For the month of July, the revenue from all new subscriptions will be donated to his legal defense against Suicide_Girls. We wish him the best of luck with his case and look forward to his contributions to Deviant Nation as we continue to grow and improve the site." For more information about the lawsuit and more ways to help LP check out his site at When I was younger I used to think having sex just for the sake of pleasure, or god forbid for
Help folks please. :) So the first contest I'm in ends in 3 hours. I'm currently in second place. :P I'd appreciate any help from anybody who'd like to help me catch up and take the lead (and keep it until midnight tonight). Any helpers will be greatly appreciated and rewarded (I can rate, comment and gift ya back!) to help me out go here Click here to go rate/comment my pic! Thanks guys!! Haha, so for no good reason this lady at flips a bitch at me, leaves funny comments and low rates, and rants in my shoutbox and then blocks me before I can ask her what's wrong.In her last shout, it says something about I down rated her and was either too drunk or mad bc I'm not cute enough (and apparently she is? I'm not so sure), to explain to her why I would ever do such a thing. HAHA! Geez, people are too damn worked up about a number on a website. I don't remember rating her, and if I downrated her, it's probably due to how sometimes when the pages are
i dont want to beg everyone but i really want to win this contest so if you have a spare min here and there pleez bomb the hell out of this pic just click on it im miss milf so i should win the milf contest right ? lol thanks to my family friends and fans love you all God can you see me? The world keeps going around... and it keeps bringing me down... it's not the same thing, different day... but a new problem in a bad way... I don't know what to do... today... tomorrow... or any other day. I think I'm getting out... but instead I'm falling in... when will my bad luck begin to end? They say God only gives you what your strong enough to handle... and I'm sorry to say...I don't know him well... as he must not know me... because you see I'm so close to breaking... so why can't he see... so he can stop this downward spiral from totally breaking me...? Heather Ann Taylor Copyright ©2006 Heather Ann Taylor
Man blogs are stupid no one really then unless they are your really good friend which is very few on here.... i have about three maybe that really do care.... other then that everyone else seem fake.... anyways so much for a blog that no one wil read except probably Jay cause hes a true friend and maybe Dan if he notices or Rick if he notices but on one e;lse will read it... but oh well its a good way to just vent and i have been needing to do aolt of that lately.......Anyways laters OK SO I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON..NOTHING SEEMS TO GO THE WAY I WANT IT AND I AM SICK OF BEING SAD AND FEELING UNIMPORTANT..IT IS GETTING OLD..I HAVE VERY FEW FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY REALLY CARE AND I THINK THAT YOU TWO KNOW HOW YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS...SOMETIME I FEEL THAT THE ONES I NEED THE MOST ARENT THERE WHEN I NEED THEM...I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS SITE AND THE DUMBASS PPL THAT ARE ON IT...I HAVE MET SOME REALLY COOL PPL ON HERE BUT THINGS NEVER END UP LIKE
My Blog
Ahhhhh, the times we had... Its been a wonderful 8 years, George, but the time has come for us to part ways. I'm sorry its come to this, but...well, these things happen. I want to wish you luck in your search for a new career. I hear there's an opening in Congress, but perhaps something in the environmental services field would be more to your liking. (I know you have a hard time with those big words, so Environmental services would be like a janitor.) Come to think of it, cleaning up messes wasn't one of your strong suits; was it? Well, I'm sure you'll find something. Your father can probably get you the number for the unemployment office, if you think you'll need it. If you wouldn't mind, could you make sure the White House is in the same condition it was, before you moved in? I know you probably didn't put down a security deposit, but, really, its just common courtesy. (This includes cleaning up any droppings your dog ~our yourself~ may have left in the yard.) Also, you might h
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN:Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her.Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her.Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Cuddle with her. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her or at least e-mails. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her.HOW TO TREAT A MAN:Show up naked. Bring chicken wings & beer. Don't block the TV Doggie Diary Entry:08:00 - Dog food! ---------------------------------- My favorite thing! 09:30 - A car ride! --------------------------------- My favorite thing! 09:40 - A walk in the park! ----------------------- My favorite thing! 10:30 - Got rubbed and petted! ----------------- My favorite thing! 12:00 - Lunch! -------------------------------------- My favorite thing! 13:00 - Played in the yard! ----------------------- My favorite thing! 15:00 - Wagged my tail! -------------------------- My favorite thing! 17:00 - Milk bones! -------------------------------- My favorit
No really, these are VERY bad puns.  Don't even attempt to read them if you suffer from any kind of illness as these puns could make you even worse.   You have been warned!   ALL PUNS INTENDED     1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent.   2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything."   3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted.   4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra.   5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm, and says: "A beer please, and one for the road."   6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?"   7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home." "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." "Is it common?" Well, "It's Not Unusual."   8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially insem
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Darkness falls down in every direction. It pulls at you during your worst times. Follows you around like a cloud waiting to rain down on you, waiting to consume you. Just when you think its hopeless and no one cares here comes an angel to help you, pull you out from the darkness, giving you hope, giving you your life back. Thank God for our personal angels.
Letting Go
So I was planning to move today to be closer to where my sister lives, but yesterday when my sister was driving up to help me move, she got a horrible call from her boyfriend in chicago that his father was found dead in his car on the side of the road in a ditch....of course she had to go be with him.....there's no doubt in that.....but now I have this feeling of sorrow and pain that I can't quite describe....Part me wishes nothing had happened at al, then it says damn and on the weekend I was going to move.....but how can I think something like that.....his father is dead, he's my sister's boyfriend, he's my friend.....part of me just wishes it had happen to someone else....and part of me wishes that I could be there for them both....I'm fuckin angry about all this.....I just wanna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs and yell out the word fuck, fuck, fuck this's not fuckin fair.....I'm so fuckin pissed off....Her boyfriend Ben is only a few months older then me,
Hey Show Me Something Gurl!!! Happy Mardi Gras!!
hey everyone check out my new pics!!!!!!!!! Hey ladies only...As you know.. I am a detective here in new orleans with the NOPD! I survived Katrina, the gunshots, the flooding and the caos! I lost everything i ever owned.. Now you can help cheer me and my friends up by taking part in my Happy Mardi Gras Show your tits for beads contest. Just send me your flashing pics and a winner will be selected on mardi gras Day which will be Tuesday Feb 20th 2007. Please creativity is requseted and they must be completly exposed.. no need to show your face... Winner will get a special prize to enjoy... So please have fun and happy mardi gras!!!!! Hello to all... Hope everyones christmas was great and hope everyone has a great New Year But immediatly after the new years fun comes Mardi Gras 2008 on Feb 5th. So come on ladies show the Sheriff of Titty City some love and give me a flash...... HAPPY MARDI GRAS!!!!
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Nsfw Venting
My Songs
Darkened dreams Eclipsed by a ravaged sky Painful sorrow Heart torn to shreds Weeping willow Pain eternal Sweet beauty Raped and broken Torn from the world leaving behind such sadness Blood red sky Acid rain falling like tears Mother earth laid slain Her children damned Bittersweet tears Adorning tattered cheeks The poisoned earth Screaming in silence Begging for salvation A shockwave of anger Splitting the world in two No lust no want All forsaken Gias heart torn and battered Her innocence lost for all time She sheds tears as black as oil Heart ripped to dust Winds stopping No water does flow Black heart No mind Earth laid barren Wasteland no life left Eyes of the damned turning to you Her body raises from the ashes Her eyes venom to the world Tongue speaking in riddles You are cursed Your all damned Brought on by your greed Teppered lies No one to blame but YOU Vengeance soon to be served
The Biker
When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and
Hello Ladies
Hell all you sexy cherry tap ladies. I love this site. Come on over and rate me and fan me and i will return the favor. There are so many sexy ladies on here i havn't had a chance to rate or fan or chat with. To all the ones i have rated and faned it has been awsome getting to know you. Hello i live in the beautiful state of colorado. I love fishing, hiking, camping, off roading, horseback riding and being in the mountains. I don't like materialistic people or people who have to be at the mall all the time. I hate shopping lol. I need a gal that loves the outdoors just as much as i do.
Cherry Blast
My husband bought me a blast that is suppose to be active now. If you happen to see it, let me know ok. I just want to make sure it is actually out there and that somebody sees it. I may not end up seeing it. Thanks! CherryTAP Levels Levels Cherry Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 New Cherry 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Cherry 500 Set your own online status 3 Cherry Grunt 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Black Cherry 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 Up to 8 MUMMs a day 16 Cherry Lover 210,0
Vic? Photo Count?
I see that when you pay to get the VIC status your photo count limit is suppose to jump up to 2500. However, anyone's profile I have been in that is a VIC shows 255 of 2500 photos. Nobody has more than 255. So how do you get the 2500? Or is it just false advertising?
Point Donations?
Is it possible to transfer points to another member or recieve points from another member? I don't see anywhere on the site about giving your points away....
Comment Bombers Wanted!
think i should take new pix? any requests? anybody want me to salute them? let me know. =) i need some people who will be willing to help me in a contest in a week or so. i will give a big pimpin prize to whoever helps me out the most. im not sure what yet so if you wanna help me plz pm me. it starts Monday at 11am i will post the link as soon as it starts. plz Helppp :)
Well Its Going Great
well the response from my pictures have been great and my profile has been viewed over 16k times!i can believe that many people have seen me in my thong its quite a turn on its a shame more didnt email me to ask for the picture without it maybe you didnt know my email address well ill give it again its it nice to talk to people on yahoo and i have made some "special friends" :) drop a line and maybe we will get to know each other a bit better remember im not shy!
I just made it 20% through one of the stupid things just to tell me I don't qualify anymore because I don't buy chicken from fast food places. What a waste of time. Pre-qualified? You can take your surveys and shove them up your ass!
Viking Fantasy Excerpt 1
Today's Cherry Spotlight Bidding & Happy Hour
When I first joined a few months ago the Today's Cherry Spotlight bid was being won for 400,000 Cherry bucks and sometimes up to 500,000. It has gotten to be such a bidding war now that it has been over a million Cherry bucks, which makes it so far out of reach for most others on here. I have an idea that will bring it back down and make it more available for others. DO NOT bid over 300,000 bucks for it. If everyone that is going to bid on it does that for a few days, a few weeks, then it will bring it back down to where other people may get a chance to bid on it. Also if we were to BULLETIN and BLOG and petition for the happy hour to be lowered to 25 or 30 dollars, alot more people could afford to do it and alot more people would do it and CT would make more money from the increased sponsors. Please repost it for me, this bulletin, if you don't mind.
Birmingham Music Lovers
anyone going to Taladega tomorrow hit me up Im going to be at Highnote April 27, gonna see 3 bands there can anyone give me some information about this place never heard of it...I think it is on Southside but Im not sure....So help me out if you can....The bands are ...After The Tragety, red Murphy, and Into Never.... Thanks Randy
Move Over Jamie Gold
Fed Up With Ignorant People...
Well as I sit writing, yet another lounge is hitting the ground bleeding out begging for life. I want to thank those that are fellow members and employees of the lounge and I wanna say Im happy to have met you. With a series of events that have transpired over the past several weeks I have come to realize that theres no such thing as a drama free lounge, granted all lounges owners and employees will have there occasional tiffs, but drama will always be the cause of a lounges implosion. Weve all been there when it happens weve all seen it happen time and time again but it dosent really effect you untill you are either A. Employed by the Lounge or B. A devout regular. This is lounge 3 for me and if this is the end for it this will be the end of my extensive time spent in them. I hate to see people hurt but what I hate more, is seeing people being vindictive and taking it out on everyone else... this is my last blog for awhile so read it and let it soak in. Peace, Nate I am so fed u
Just Something
I think its amazing how people can love without a care when the one I love always in trouble I have always hoped for that wonderful day when I wake and I don't think to call her up just to see if shes a live or dead But the only thing I know for sure is that I love her and she loves me back or love is so strong that I think that sometime we share a bond A bond so strong that we could break though pure stone just the two of us together as one Oh how I dream of that day but yet I know that it might never come by now I have grown up and know that it may never come So now i try to make the best of it and hope truly that one day she can be happy without worry or complaint of the heavy burden she must carry everyday of her young beautiful life What can I do to make you realize? All this time we've been friends I've been hoping for a little more So even if this takes a lifetime... I'll tell you bluntly now Because its the only way you'll understand. These feelings in my
To All Friends And Fans
I would lay you down on your back while licking,sucking,nibbling, and caressing your breast, while fondeling your clit continuously and alternating from your breast to passionate kissing while talking very nasty as you reach the point of climax. I will be caressing your every sensitive curve and as you cum i will suck your nipples faster and harder and then look up at you as you blast off and say " DONT YOU STOP FUCKING CUMMING WITH YOUR SEXY ASS KEEP CUMMING AND ENJOYING THIS SHIT IAM DOING TO YOU" I will give you a 10-15min multiple with just my hands alone and then as you think iam going to let your body relax i will open your legs and start eating your pussy while moaning from the enjoyment that iam having and savouring the taste of your wetness! You will cum again and i will grasp your hips and eat more vigourously so you cant get away making you explode even more intensely. Now i will sit you up and let you take my dick in your mouth for only a mere 5 minutes and then lay you on
I Need My Friends Help!!!
If each of you could stop by and leave a few comments for me on this pic, and rate it.. I sure would appreciate it! It is ending Friday and I need a little help from my friends to win. I will return the favor if you ever need me to.
$7 Sex
Daddy's Gonna Eat Your Fingers..." This one is worth passing on... This one is for everyone who a) has kids b) had kids c) was a kid d) knows a kid e) is going to have kids I was packing for my business trip and my 3 year daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed. At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers!" pretending to eat them before I rushed out of the room again. When I returned, my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger? A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you? The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual interco
i'm planning to delete my account. why i'm sure you're asking. well b/c it's over-rated. no one really cares about ACTUALLY making friends. it's all about the rating,fans,an who can be a bigger slut or whatever. This is nothing more than a popularity contest that i'm not sure i really wanna be a part of anymore. so if you're a REAL friend.. let me know what you think of my rant. if you're not then,i know who my REAL friends really are. Heartbroken All alone without you now I'm hurting more than I should allow What we had has gone and passed It happened all so fast I wonder where we went wrong with it all I wonder if I should pick up the phone to call My heart is breaking,my body is aching My tears run down my cheek God i think i sprung a leak In the days,in the nights This i just getting to hard to fight I can't do this anymore,I gotta tell you what's bugging me I gotta ask"Why did you decide to leave me?" Did you mean it when you said you loved me? Or wa
Was The Truth So Hard To Tell Me?
This is not what i normally write about. So please, if youve got something to say,,, say it in here. Dont bring it to my attention. Hard for me to talk about. Im surprised im even writing it… when i was younger i never knew my father. hes was takin from me when i was 3 weeks from my first birthday. at that time i didnt understand why when i was growing up, i had seen all these guys who werent my dad coming in and out of my mothers life. i suppose i should tell you what happened to my dad, huh. when i was jus barely a yr old, there was a major drug deal coming in to tonawanda. jus before the whole thing went down, the cops got wind of it. when the deal went through, alot of people got busted. Well by this time somebody was gonna pay. The people that this drug shipment was for were pissed… They had an idea of who the snitch was,,, but they weren't sure… so these supposed friends of my dad went up to my mother and brought it to her attention… they automatically assumed that my
Kung Fu Voodoo
I know many of us out there are will be or even are thinking of having kids. Well my thought is why do we have laws to make our kids safer but we send them off to schools everyday( or weekdays) into a giant steel an fiberglass 17 ton plus machine built by to lowest bidder an the only person that wears a seat build is some almighty im the boss of the little people cause i can eat enough twinkies to feed a village in a 3rd world country bus driver. I got a better idea we start spending some real cash on seat beats for the kiddies an let the driver worry about his/her safety so they will drive that much betteran them maybe ill feel better about wanting to put my kids on a bus to go off an hope they get a better education then myself. Later Days I have a awesome idea now stay with me it can get crazy in here and i meed the supprot. Giant cups of coffee and when i mean giant i mean freakin huge like 5 eet tall. Can you imagine how many happy people there would be at your work at 6,
What Is Love?
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Remeber these words of wisdom before you utter the word "Love". if you can not say yes to everything on this list then it's not "Love" that you feel These words I hold dear to my heart and hold true to them to even this day. This is the reason I can finally hold my head high when I say that I have found true love. I never thought I would see the day that another being would truely love me in the same depth that I am capable of loving. Together our hearts and souls sing together in the most beautiful melody known to this world. Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its
Job Placement Aptitude Test
Put 400 bricks in a closed room. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. Then analyze the situation: a. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. b. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. c. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering. d. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. e. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. f. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. g. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. h. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. i. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. j. If they have already left for the day, put them in Marketing. k. If they are staring out of the window, put them in S
Fake People
I thought that everyone who is on here is honest and real. But I am finding out that people make fake profiles as well as post pics that aren't them! What is up with that? All of my pics are me...unless for some reason I say in the comment section that they aren't. People be real and true to yourselves! Post pics of yourself!
Riddel 3
black within and red without with four corners around about What has Long legs ,brandy thighs, a littel head and no eyes
My Broken Heart
My heart is broken Because of words spoken My heart is broken The tears have woken They're here to stay Because of words spoken They won't go away I'm caught in this curse They're here to stay A heartbroken verse Pours from my soul I'm caught in this curse I'm no longer whole Everything I knew Pours from my soul I thought it was true Everything I knew My heart is broken My heart is broken how screwed up n painfull life can be,just yesterday i drove down to conneticut to celebrate our mothers 60 birthday today,with an awesome n enjoyable party,the smile,laughter n tears of joy n happiness in my mothers eyes,made it all worth while,only to come home today(Sunday)and get a call by one of my uncles,to tell me that my uncle tony has passed the smiles are gone,the laughter has turn to tears,happiness to pain,and all in a matter of hours.uncle tony,we love you,and you will always be in our have no idea how much i miss you right now,i wqill always mis
My Favorite Mistake
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30 Things Guys Should Know About Girls
30 THINGS GUYS SHOULD KNOW ABOUT GIRLS: written by a guy. after years of experience. 1.Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't te
Crazy Thoughts Of A Insane Biker
ladies plz beware this guy is pretending to be a marine or miltary he tells them what they want to here just to get sex then makes up a big sob story frist it was a bomb then it was a 4 wheeler his name is brad jonthan latham or sopoe to be anyway his id is semperfibrad so plz girls dont be a fool the resent blog i posted is for a good friend it was not me he done that too i know and understand how fubar or any other sites work but the least they can do is not pretend they r in love just be honest if u want sex say so if u want love say so if u want friends say so dont go to the point were u affect someones life that is just down right dirty and low lifed it takes a pretty low person to do those things ,thank u for ur time ....harley Dear friends ,family and fubar peeps, its been a while since i posted anything , but felt the need to get this off my mind ... like it , dont like it , read it ,dont read it, it dont matter to me this is for my own personal peace of mind .....  people com
My Poems
Why can't things in life go right? I sit and pray to God almost every night. I am not perfect at all, I am not insane, but some things I do it seems insanity is to blame. I love who I am but, confused who I am. Why do I make things so hard for myself, damn. Trying to be this to this person and this to that is so hard, it seems like being me nobody has regard. It hurts to be done this way by strangers of course, but when it is your family that hurt you it is so much worse. I do have a friend who is my night in shining armor, he treats me like a person and for that I give him all honor. We dont live close, we live so far apart but you know what, he is so good to me that he still has my heart. He never judges me for maybe a mistake that I made, he is the best friend on earth God could have ever made. He takes me as I am and doesnt tell me who to be, he let's me live my life for God, my kids and and for me. This is so many times now how can this be, someone I wa
Need 3000 To Level Up
last week my dad shot and killed himself. we dont know why he did it or understand why he did it. he was a kind and loving man. he would help anybody if he could. i miss him alot we had alot of good times together and i just hope he is at peace now and not in anymore pain. can someone make me a fubar online user liscense hey everyone leave me kisses and gifts on my profile page.
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It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........ Been awhile since I wrote one of these. Anyhow, here's the situation. My roommate is a little upset with me cuz I said that no sane person that I know keeps a f***in deep freezer in the dining room. She goes on to tell me that her grandma keeps one in her bedroom an
Sex On The Beach
the sand feeling so different than the bed. the water waves tickling us just barely making it above our ankles. we lay there together, my man of my dreams. we laying there kissing hands roaming each other bodies. his lips soft and tender felt so good pressed against mines. i felt as he was untie my bra while he was beginning to nibble on the upper part of my ear. i lay there looking at the stars staring in amazement as i try to hold back the moans i had inside. he took my bra off using his mouth leaving a lil lick right in my clevage. he instantly starts sucking on my already hard nipples. i hold back as long as i can until i let out this moan. his powerful hands massaging my aching back. i regain enough compusure to grab his trunks and pull down far enough for me to grab his dick. i hold the shaft in my hand as i get a good enough grip and start stroking it slowly at first. me speeding up cause him to interupt his lil nibbling fest on my ear. but he instantly just ripped my thong off
Naive Links
Native American language resources: ***********These links have many other links within their home pages! Tsalagi (Cherokee) language resources: Astrology/spiritual: **********Prayer, poems, stories POW WOW resources: I need
Rainchecks :-p
I am so tired of hearing...."How about a raincheck"? No thanks. If you cant make the time. Dont say you will/want to. Just say so. A raincheck is such a cop-out. Dont ask. I'm not accepting!
Thank You!:)
i want to thank my family,friends and fans for the beautiful birthday wishes and gifts they gave me,i really have the sweetest friends of the whole world, i really mean that:) thank you all!:) paulien
ZEITGEIST, The Movie - Official Release - Full Production (including the 'Overture') Zeitgeist was created as a not for profit expression to inspire people to start looking at the world from a more critical perspective and to understand that very often things are not what the population at large think they are. The information in Zeitgeist was established over a year long period of research and the current Source page on the site lists the sources used / referenced. It's important to point out that there is a tendency to simply disbelieve things that are counter to our understanding, without the necessary research performed. For example, some information contained in Part 1 and Part 3, specifically, is not obtained by simple keyword searches on the Internet. You have to dig deeper. For instance, very often people who look up "Horus" or "The Federal Reserve" on the Internet draw their conclusions from very general or biased sources. Online encyclopedias or text book Encyclo
BIKERS For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and
Come Vote For Me
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22 Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. Which basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room.But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling.Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out. FAVE POSITION: Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass. BEST SEX TOY: Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys SCORPIO MALE IN BED His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy,you will always be satisfied!! There's a
What Baby I Am
>---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- Pretty/handsome. Loves >to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to >Recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. >Stubborn.
It hits me like a rush. The want. The need. The savior. That feeling that they cant survive without you. Your everything they need. A solution to all their problems. Your the best thing to ever happen to them. As time goes on you slip here and there. You cant be their safety next. You cant clean up their mess. You can show them the path but you CAN NOT walk it for them. Why is that so hard? Push them up as high as you can... only to be blamed when they slip and fall. First a savior, then a burden. For some reason if i cant solve their problems, i am one. Or im the cause of all of them. i need to stop, i need friends. its a two way street. somehow it always ends up 1 way. Where is ashely? where did she disappear to? how did i run her off? the ying to my yang. i likely fool myself. she means more to me then i ever mean tto her. it seems like nothing more then a dream. Did i make her up? was our friendship just my imagination or wishful thinking? i never felt used. i never f
Site Shtuff
I get home today, check my alerts as usual and drop in on my friends new posts & photos, only to find that to post a comment, everytime I must pass thru some security checkpoint and type the letters in the box to have my comment approved, thereby doubling my effort for every kind word I send. Now ANYONE that knows or knows of me, will tell ya that I am one of the most avid commenters around, and perhaps a lil more creative than some. Doesnt matter if its you, your kids, gramma, hubby, dog, bike...or if youre showing your bits or just trying to see if you can amuse yourself by posting 150 different facial expressions,....if you are sharing your life, I try to make it worthwhile. Hell even the vain, self centered lil brats that have never even visited my page or acknowledged my existance despite my keeping thier ego saturated on their page, would probably at the very least speak up for me on that issue. After checking with site support, seems this will be an ongoing thing due to some l
Boy, Do I Have A Bone To Pick W/ A Few 'family' Members...
Hello friends, When you have a chance, would you mind dropping by my friend Cassie's profile and adding her? She's new to Fubar & would enjoy the company. Thanks, ~Violette Her profile link: thatcassiechick@ fubar To the hypocrites: Get off that pedestal you're clinging on to, grasp reality, & take a generous bite of humble pie. Because one day, you might just lose your balance & not have anyone to help YOU back up...laying among nothing but your materialism. I despise the self-absorbed morons. I hope one, fine, sun-drenched day, that Modesty's bite will nip them in the harse numerous times & leave some beautiful Yes, I'm mad as hell, can ya' tell?! It takes ALOT to get me as upset as I am right now...sheesh! To those that have befriended me, you know I'm not one to carry pessimism around in my back pocket. I always have an optimistic outlook on life & if I encounter a problematic situation, I commonsensically rectify it. However
The Boyfriend
hey boyfriend was sweet enough to post a blog to help me out in the contest that im in so im gonna return the love for him by posting this to help him get closer to leveling. he still needs a good bit to get there but all that you do will surely help. if you help him, leave me a comment here and i will send you a gift...also if you help me out for the contest...leave a comment on my blog about that and i will also send you a gift. thanks everybody. $king of hearts$$clubF.A.R@ fubar well we were fighting big time. still are really. what im about to say would have been no big deal if he would have been honest about it, but instead he tried to hide it which leaves me thinking there is more that i dont know about. We were getting along great, then i was in his profile on here seeing which comments i sent him and i came across one calling him cutie...that was i click on the girls profile that sent that to him, and find out he is calling her sexy, baby, hott...lad
Happiness Is
Children... Are They Priceless?
This is just too good not to pass on to all. Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love than your heart can hold. * Butterfly ki
Poem 1
its nice and sunny, a beautiful day but in my heart its dark and gray. Will this phase ever pass or will it stay like the last till i become what i once was unable to feel my true emotions save for heartache and pain will i stay and empty shell i see all the love around me but none of it is within me why must it be this way to make me feel nothing but lonelyness when i have some much love to give is like a death of the soul and heart.
Poem 2
Wrote 2-12-05 a parents love is never ending its always flowing and deep just like a river or ocean a parents love will carry you on in life. a parent love is never ending it'll last as long as a river and runs as deep as the ocean a parent always wants better for their child than what they had growing up. some parents can do this without a problem or fuss while others are just able to make ends meet. some parents will have to leave just for a little while so they can better the lives of their blessed chilren. this doesn't mean of course that the parent stops loving you. it just means the parent wants a better life for you then they had.
Waking up to the sound of rain hitting the roof. You stretch, not wanting to be awake yet and find that I'm not in bed with you. You turn to look around the room, your eyes trying to adjust to the darkness. You see my silhouette as lightning flashes outside. You walk slowly over to the chair im sitting in, watching the storm You reach down slowly running your fingertips from my shoulder and down my arm, locking our fingers together. Standing up i put our hands behind your back, slowly caressing your face with the other hand. Placing my finger to your lips, a sly grin across my lips. I lead you out of the bedroom and down stairs. "What are you doing?" you ask. Looking back at you i tell you to just come with me. Walking out the backdoor, onto the patio. The rain so cool on my bare chest, you stand in the open doorway looking at me, laughing. I come to the door and pull you out with me. Pulling you into my arms, kissing you, the rain making your hair wet and heavy, m
More Of My Poems - Plz Plz Comment!!!!!
My Life, Today The warmth of a touch, a kiss, a look, the feeling of you inside me, the sun’s caress, the physical jolt of music. Overwhelming beauty: words, lyrics, sentences, irony. The day opening and closing. Everything I know new, intriguing, clean, even when it’s exactly the same as it always is. We listen to The Velvet Underground – Lou Reed, John Cale, Nico, others whose names I can’t remember. I’m always thrilled by sight sound touch, your searching hands on my smooth skin, but no longer is everything weighted by desperate panic, melancholy, nostalgia, moments long since past – things I can no longer have or change. But right here, right now, it is enough, almost way too much at times, and I am in love with it. Drinking a Beer I place one sandaled foot in front of the other, my platform heels echoing on hardwood floors. I enter the kitchen. The floor – sticky; dirty dish pile sink; counters and table littered with overfl
I miss that spot, where I saw you for the first time And you melted me with the warmth of your smile. I miss that spot, In the palm of your hand That presses against mine as our fingers interlock. I miss that spot, at the small of your back that i touch to let you know im here that makes ME weak in the knees when i kiss you there. I miss that spot on the top of your head that i kissed as you fell asleep in my arms. I miss that spot laying next to you in the dark falling in love with the sound of you breathing. I miss that spot halfway up those 13 stairs that i pinched myself to make sure you were not a dream. I miss that spot inside your heart that you opened up and let me in to blossom. I miss that spot inside my head where i dream of you where i grow old with you. I miss that spot my place in this world, where you became my world. wrote this one too be mine, again ive watched you from a distance for a while now rememb
Sad Poem
Why does it hurt so much When you love someone Yet don't know how to show it? Why is Pain such a part of Life When all it does to you Is make you unhappy? When will all the Feelings Of Disspair, Lost, and Lonliness Finally leave you in Peace? Why are they even there When all they do Is bring on more Hurt? Is it the way of Life For us to live like this With such Depressed Feelings??
Please rate the following songs from 1 to 5 (you can leave it at 0 if you don't like the song at all : [0] Killswith Engage - My Curse [0] The Trooper - Iron Maiden [0] Hell Bent For Leather - Judas Priest [0] Wherever I May Roam - Metallica [0] Cowboys From Hell - Pantera [0] Breathe - Breaking Benjamin [0] Angry Again - Megadeath [0] Night Train - GNR [0] Greed - Godsmack [0] Got To Life - Korn Primary emotions are brief, intense, and they cannot be controlled. Emotion researcher Dylan Evans of King’s College London says primary emotions are: “Joy, sorrow, anger, fear, surprise, disgust.” What is really striking about the secondary emotions is how social they are and how important they are. You can feel primary emotions when you are alone. But to work up a secondary emotion you need someone else around. The so-called secondary emotions are not secondary in reality. They make up the volatile mix from which human relationships are formed, which makes them pretty fundam
Need Help
I can not figure this thing out at all how do you add music to your page ive tried and cant seem to do it... please help me I also cant figure out how to use like glitter comments
SRY ALL FRIENDS I HAD OPEN HEART SUREGERY AND THATS WHY I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE. hey everyone come by and check my pics out that I just uploaded help me out some I need some points so I can upload some more new pics!!! 8,272 poits to level up...please help
Peoples Stupidity
ok i have a fuckin question for you people. why is it that you can not stop saying or doing stupid bullshit?!?!?!?!?! why is it that once you tell everyone that you are done with this shit and don't want nor need the damn drama, it gets started right back up again. isn't life hard enough on us without adding stupidity over bullshit to it??????? isn't this just children's games that you are playing by doing that?????? now i ask you this, are we children or grown adults?!?!?!?!? cuz i know im a damn adult not a child. i do not tolerate the stupidity of these little games that you people like to play nor will i tolerate the stupid rude remarks from anyone. if you want to play your damn games and start a bunch of stupid bullshit over fucking nothing or a simple word or anything you can turn right around and walk on out of here. i do not need this nor does anyone else i know. thank you for your time in reading this and have a nice night/day whatever it may be for you.
Judgemently People
Why do you judge me when I do not judge you? I don't judge people and would expect the same from others. It is only fair is it not? When you judge a person you are offering yourself to be judge right back. Which will lead right back up to the stupidity of some people. I am not judgmental on people and would like it very much if you did not judge me. My actions and choices are mine to make, not yours!!!! My decisions are also mine to make not yours!!!!
The Little Girl and The Moon once upon a time there was a little girl. she liked to sit outside at night and talk to the moon. every night she kept the moon company. one night she noticed the moon seemed tired, so she climbed upon the roof, to tell the moon a secret. the old moon smiled, so she reaches up takes the moon in her hands and puts him in her pocket. then she climbs down and goes into her house, up the stairs to her room.there she takes the moon out and lets lay on her bed.for hours they talked, told secrets and giggled. then they heard people asking where the moon was. outside was so dark, they couldn't find their ways. the old moon says to the little girl 'maybe you should put me back into the sky, so the people can find their way home at night'. the little girl she picks up the moon, puts him back into her pocket. she walks downstairs and goes outside. it was very dark, but she wasn't afraid, she had her friend the moon to help show her t
My Daily Thoughts
wishes i looked sexier sighssssssssssssss our cat is 20 yrs old today :) when my better half was near death she saved  his life and we r both so greatful for that...pls wish tiggy a happy bday :) check out her pics in my album tyvm :) i just want to say looks sure as hell do count sighssssssssssssssssssssss
Dance With The Moon
What a joyous feeling To be free in the night skies In the glow of the full moon To rejoice in the nights beauty To feel the moons Happiness As you join her in the dance The cool night wind Blowing through your hair As you dance the moon dance Rejoice with the Goddess The Mother of all that is Night For she calls her children tonight I go to be with the Goddess As all her children should As she shines the brightest on this night To the skies I shall go tonight To be One with the Goddess The Mother of the Night. wrote 9/28/07
In Between Worlds
The is a place that is called The Between Where you are neither in Pain or in Love But rather In Between the two. Within this place Neither Pain or Love exist All that is there is numbness bliss Not all know of this place Or can find it on their own Some need the help from others To be here is not painful or lovable but is simply numbness to all feelings Thus is why called the Between Here no one can hurt you Nor can they love you But here is where they accept you To be accepted for all and everything you are You need to find your place of Between Worlds. wrote 9/28/07
Shattered Heart
I gave you my Heart To Love and Hold Into your hands with Trust it went Yet what did you do But Shatter and Destroy it And rejected all my Love Now I sit here all alone Trying to pick up and fix The pieces of my Shattered Heart All the Love I had to give I had given it to you Yet it wasnt enough for you You had to throw it all away Knowing that it would kill me inside Making me a now Empty Shell My Heart is Shattered to Millions of pieces Still laying here on the floor at my feet While I watch you walk away from me I am now but an Empty Shell Who has no loving Heart to give For you had Shattered and Destroyed it I am sorry I wasnt good enough For you to see what you meant to me I only hope your happy now away from me wrote 9~30~07
Differences On Peoples Religous Beliefs
ok so what if one person is a Christian and another is a Wiccan????? its not like being of different religious beliefs can hurt you. just because people are different from you and have different beliefs doesnt mean you have to judge them and look down on them. Im of a different religious belief then most of my friends on here and they dont care. they dont down grade me because i believe in something different then they do. they never have done that. now i dont understand why people have to be insensitive to others when it comes down to religious beliefs and practices. cant you just go about your normal lives and not poke your nose into something you dont understand nor believe in???? what is this world coming to when we cant even walk down the damn street without someone saying something behind our backs because of our different religious beliefs???? Why can everyone just accept that everyone has their own beliefs and live with it like i do and others i know do?!?!?!?! if that happe
For god sakes! How many times can you post new mumms about sex? Does anyone have any real problems? Other then how they should fuck or spit or swallow. Come up with something origianal and grow the fuck up with all the sex themes. For god sakes , use the rest of your fucking brain and talk about something else! My worst date was when i drove 50 miles to pick her up. Went to a nice medeterainian restaurant and then paid for dinner. At dinner , she made the waitress cry and then sat there and compared me to her ex. Talk about crazy. Lets hear yours. I'm on the prowl for a good conversation. Anyone interested , hit me up.
Can I Get Your #
Name:_____________ Number:_______________ Best time to call: __________ text messaging (yes or no) _________ phone service __________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get.

I'mGuest_TaraSuziQon What do you say to somebody who's just lost a child?? An innocent little baby, who never even got the chance to experience life?? I don't know what to say. I don't even know what to think. ... So we drove down to Pittsuburgh Saturday morning to visit my friend's baby down there in the Pittsburgh Children's Hospital... It was going to be the first, and possibly last, time we would ever get to meet her. Our little "road trip" was sort of fun, despite the reason we were going down there. I think we were just trying not to think about WHY we were going down there. Well, we all got to hold this precious little baby.. She was so tiny. Her hand barely the size of my thumb... not even big enough to grip my pinky. Holding her was rather scary. She was so little. So fragile. So beautiful. ... Well, around 4 pm or so they took out her breathing tube. My friend decided to let nature take it's course, instead of putting her through
Red and golden leaves Swirl, caught in a dance as the Dragon unfurls. An essence of light and candor, unbound by earthern ashes as he rises to the topmost branches before he leaves and all the trees will be but bare
So, where did I leave off? I do not have as much time to spend on line, so please forgive me.   The young lady has not yet listened to reason and refuse to come see so I ontinue to push her. Our time in rope in the cemetery was a bit much, more because of the drive over spent blindfolded and naked except for a sarong than the actual activites there. Most recently I received the loviest of massages and thanked her with restraints, blindfold, needles and rubber bands. She does not like pain. She is not a masochist. It makes it a different kind of fun for me that she submits to such toture just to please me. I enjoyed placing those three needles close together over the sternum. There is less flesh to pierce so it is a stingier sensation. I removed them almost immediately, well not quite I wiggled and thumped them first. I was rewarded with little drops of blood. Although that made me happy there was not quite enough of it so I opened a new needle and poked tender breast meat eigth t
Pet Contest
Hi my friends my dog Nibbles is in a contest for the cutest dog on fubar..please come by and show her some her win this lots of licks in it for everyone that helps:)LOL My friend Mark is running this contestMark11779@ fubarhere is the link to his him and his lovely fubar wife some luv..go to his page read blog about rules.Start time is Monday..Nibbles is thanking everyone in advance for your help!!Thanks,Tammy aka Fantasia:)
Sts-120 Discovery
Astronauts Thrilled by 'Triumphant' Mission. Image Above: STS-120 Discovery Mission Commander Pam Malroy talks about the mission shortly after landing at NASA's Kennedy Space Center. Space shuttle Discovery carried the crew and a new module called Harmony to the International Space Station on a 15-day flight. Image credit: NASA Official Landing Times 7 Nov 2007 Main gear touchdown: 1:01:18 p.m. EST Nose gear touchdown: 1:01:32 p.m. EST Wheels stop: 1:02:13 p.m. EST The crew of space shuttle Discovery left its mark on the International Sp
The Clown
THE CLOWN What is a clown? According to Wikpedia a clown is “Clowns are comic performers, stereotypically characterized…Clowning, in its most basic form, can be described as one form of drama without a fourth wall, however there are other types of drama that are lacking the element of a fourth wall as well. In other words, a clown acknowledges his audience. The clown's humor today is often visual and includes many elements of physical comedy or slapstick humor.” What is a clown’s purpose? According to Wikpedia a clown’s purpose is “A popular early form of clown was the fool, a role that can be traced back as far as ancient Egypt and appears as the first card in the tarot deck. Most fools suffered from some physical or mental deformity, and were given to the local landlord as a charge, because their families were unable to look after them, and the surrounding communities often feared them. They were the butt of jokes, and their masters had the power to inflict violence upo
Beauty Of The Moon
High above the World In the clear star lite sky I silently watch as I sore high Those that look up to the Heavens Upon this night each month I am welcomed unto you For I give you my All My ever full light of my shine On this Beautiful Night I smile down upon the world As I am praised for my glow and beauty As I shine my fullest for all to see I bathe in this praise For this is the only night Of each new month I do As I smile and glow upon the world Bathe in my Beauty As I lay high above you In the clear star lite sky For I am the Full Moon.
A Tribute To A Friend
Tribute to the Dragon kind by *Dragarta on deviantART To A Person thats been there for me no matter what. For that simply fact I love you more then you'll ever know. For simply being yourself I love you. For listening to me cry at night and never saying an unkind word to me. I'll love you more then you'll ever know. You see me for who and what I am, you treat me as your equal. For this, and much more you mean the world to me, and forever will. This is just to show a small portion of my thanks to you. For no matter what I do my thanks can never truly be shown to their fullest. One day I pray that you'll see and understand just how much you mean to me, but until then, this friendship will have to do. I just wanted to let you know that I love you very deeply and that I think of you as my friend.
Mandys Thoughts
I feel like I'am losing my best friend we're drifting apart. I don't know what goes on in your life anymore. We hardly keep in touch. I feel i've been replaced by someone else in your life and it tears my heart to shreds. I know you don't mean to do this but it is how i feel right now. I'am hurt and jealous. I hope you realize how i feel now and together we can work this out so out friendship does not get any worse. I'm sorry if i upset  you. I'm telling you how i feel but it something i needed to say. Nicole you mean the world to me and i could not stand another day with out you in my life. Please come back. I miss you and love you so much. Your aunt coco to my son and he never gets to see you. hes grown so big and youve missed all of that. i need you in my life. Thats  all i have to say.   Please comment and tell me what i should do?  I call her she wont answer. She moved in to a house so i dont know where she lives. please help me. HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
Simon's Thoughts
If you have to think about whether you love someone or not, then the answer is no. When you love someone... you just know. Every night, I hope to forget you, but every night you're still in my dreams. You're the one wiping my tears away, and you're the one muffling my screams. Then reality is my brutal awakening when I realize you just don't care enough. You were never there when I needed you, you were never there when times got tough. I remember when I could lie in your arms and suddenly everything was alright. Now my pillows leave me feeling empty and I have to cry myself to sleep at night. You really were my first for everything- my first hug, my first kiss, my first love. It's so hard to simply let go and move on when you're the one I'm always thinking of. Giving up means I let you down, and I'm so sorry that I'm running away. There's nothing left for me to gain, and there's no reason for me to stay. I'll deny that my heart aches for you,
I Am But One Angel
Echo of Angels by ~Irulana on deviantART I am but One Angel Shining my smiles upon the world Giving my Happiness to many And asking for nothing in return There comes a time when Even One Angel needs help From all those around use To help unfold our own wings Granted many see me as the Light As I bring Happiness and Joy to them And yet ask for nothing in return Even when I need the help myself Still I an but One Angel Smiling for all to see And bringing my Light to many For them to have some of my merriment And still I ask for nothing in return But this One Angel is asking now Will there be someone to help me Unfold my Crinkled up wings? To bring Light into my own days and nights? To shine down upon me as I shine on you? To bring me Joy, Happiness and Merriment? As this One Angel does to you without a complaint? This Angel here grows a bit tired From always having folded wings And giving all she has to give For everyone to take and see There
My Wish
i loved you from afar with all my heart and soul wishing i could be with you as once long ago i was there i long to be sitting next to you as i know thats where i belong by your side and in your heart is where i wish to be forever time i long to hold you through out the night as silently i hear your sad and lonely cries wishing that i could kiss away your tears and hold you close to my heart for all time i wish to feel your soft lips touching mine as we would kiss like never before as our skin finally touches one anothers and i fall into a heavenly place within your arms held tightly within your warm arms my hands will go roaming along your feather soft skin as i know this is where i want to be where i know i belong and am loved i wish i could give you the stars in my soft butterfly kisses as my lips caress your silken skin through out the darkened night if mere words could explain to you the depth of my feelings for you id sing from the mountain t
Wrong Way
What makes you touch? What makes you feel? What makes you stop and smell the roses in an open field? What makes you unclean? Yeah,Yeah What makes you laugh? What makes you cry? What makes our youth run From the thought that we might die? What makes you bleed? Somebody told me the wrong way What if I died? What did I give? I hope it was an answer so you might live I hope I helped you live I hope I helped you Live Somebody told me the wrong way
Poetry World
My mom died last Saturday and here is a poem dedicated to her! Love you mom. Ken As I put pen to paper The tears seem to never stop For my pain is real Not something make believe Mom you were always there When I needed you and now You have made that journey To a better place The pain is fresh And hurts real deep But in the end We will be together One last time No matter how long Until we meet again just know your in my every thought Wish and pray Most of all know I love you Mom As I walk through the garden of life Only certain people will touch And give you a warm fuzzy feeling inside When I look inside myself Thinking of her Makes me smile Knowing she has touched my world And made it a better place to live If you meet her just once You will leave with Something you only dream about Someone who You can call friend Her beauty will charm you Her smile will melt your heart But most of all You will have met something That was heaven sen
Dj Morgenstern's Thoughts On Life...
Blonde Jokes
BLONDE LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you see Florida ?????"CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?"SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the other side?" The second blonde looks up the river then
No. 1 Britt pins No. 2 McMullin in less than 30 seconds Israel Potoczny Jan 14, 2009 With Tuesday’s match having already been decided in Willard’s favor, the heavy weight showdown was for bragging rights. And rest assured Lebanon still has the top dog. For the second time this season, Lebanon heavy weight Justin Britt, backed up his No. 1 ranking in Missouri Class 4 against Willard’s Chris McMullen. McMullen, a two-time defending state champion who is ranked No. 2 in Missouri Class 3, was handed his only loss of the season in districts by Britt last year. Britt then opened the 2008-2009 season by backing up the win on Dec. 6 at the Neosho Tournament. On Tuesday, Britt made short work of McMullin in the rematch, pinning the senior in 28 seconds. But according to Britt, the win could have come even earlier. “I should have had that shot right at the start,” he said. Undefeated this season at 25-0, Britt became the fifth wrestler in LHS
Club Karizma
Food For Though
You know they say Nice guys finish dead last. Well I can sya that is soo true. And honestly I am sick of it. So f***ing what I dont have looks are money or etc. I have where it counts. I have a good freind who is my fu wife(who is special to me) and a cpl other special ppl that i know truley care bout me. So other than them, and since I am veiwed as a "freind only guy" I am not interested anymore in a relationship in real life. You can thank my ex wife ad a few dozen women you can thank. I have always been the type of person who if I am going to say I am going to do something then more than like it will be done. Or if I saything I am honest bout it. I am getting sick and tired of people who tell you something then act like nothing happend. You know if you dont mean something then dont bother telling someone. To me thats playing with someones mind games. If you truely care for the person then dont play mind games. As we come on the stretch home to the end of 2007, and the beginning of 2
The Life Of The Damned
To live the life of the Damned Is to forever be hidden in the dark Forever be a part of the Shadows Living in the Darkness of the night Feeding on the fears of others Just to stay alive one more night Sleeping during the day Being away from the sun Never to feel it caress your skin Living night after night Never to age once Forever being in your prime Waiting and Watching The world around you Die as you stay alive Never to get close to anyone For fear of seeing then age and pass Knowing you can not help them As you never grow old and live on This is the life of the damned Is this what you truly wish If so then I shall bring it to you Just let me know when you wish it I'll come to you in the Night As this is my time to walk To make you into a Child of Mine To forever more live the life of the damned I shall wait 'till you are ready my child Then, and only then, shall I come To give you the Blessed Kiss To bring you to be one of the Damned
Jebus Titty Fucking Christ.... I'm American!!!...errrr
I hate it when ppl call me Hispanic/Latina/Mexican/Chicana when I've never even been to Mexico/Latin America.... It annoys me...Idk y, it just does........&& The fact that a lot of ppl who call themselves Latino/Latina/Hispanic/Mexican have no right to even be callin themselves that in the 1st place....Most of u guys are born here in AMERICA!!!....Ur AMERICAN of Mexican/Latin descent....Just because u have a bit of the blood flowin through ur veins doesn't mean u ARE one....Stop callin urselves that!!....As I said b4, I hate it when people call me Mexican...I've NEVER even been to Mexico nor do I want to go there!!....I got nothin against Mexico or it's ppl...But I'm not from there, just because I have dark hair, brown eyes, & a hint of a tan does NOT make me Mexican/Latino/Latina/Hispanic...I'm a God damn American!... And I agree w/ George Lopez...Where the heck is "Hispania"?...It's a culture; Not a race.........And also, If u weren't born in Latin America, y do u go around cal
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For My Fu-friends (12)
The following is for all my friends here at FU that have supported and commented my writings in the past. hope you all enjoy, leave me love and comments to let me know. -------------------------------------------------- After all the time we’ve known each other through FUBAR, we finally decide it’s time to meet. I book a flight to your home town and catch a cab to the hotel we have agreed to use for our first encounter. Prior to leaving I had emailed you with your instructions. Upon arriving at the hotel, I walk to the counter and ask if my “wife” has already checked in, Ms. Slaverton. The desk clerk informs me that you have, hands me my passkey and directs me to room 2323. So far, all is according to my plan. I catch the elevator to the 23rd floor and use my key to enter the room. As my eyes adjust, I see that you have followed my instructions to the letter. The bed is turned down; the lights are all off except one, which is set to low. The in-room radio is set to
Ugh !
texascount...: i asked yes or no, there's nothing wrong about it so ANSWER IT AND YOU NEED TO LEARN IT BITCH ->texascount...: go away n learn to read texascount...: will you please answer yes or no please? ->texascount...: read profile . n u will find out f texascount...: ty for the profile comment texascount...: well are you single? nice young man of 22 i so dont do babyfood :|
Philosophy I Guess
The Friendship of an Otter A Seneca Legend Once, in the fall of the year, a chief and six or eight families went on a hunting expedition. For many days they found no game. At last the chief, who had as a charm a fawn skin pouch, called the party to his brush house and told each person to take hold of the pouch and say what animal he would kill the next day. The first man said he would kill a bear. The chief's wife said she would kill a wild goose. As the pouch was passed from one to another, the chief's daughter told her husband not to touch it and when it came near she grasped his hand to keep him from doing so, but he pulled it away and taking hold of the pouch said, "Tomorrow, before daylight, I will kill two otters." At midnight he got up and went to where the river doubled nearly around and there he watched for otters. Soon he saw two and he killed both of them. He was hungry and, as it wasn't daylight, he cut open each otter and took out the heart. He roasted and
Songs That Reflect Me
Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no "Nobody's Home" I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What Kind Of Sexual Personality
You have a Seductive Bedroom Personality! You are all about the classic seductive style. You can get almost anyone to hop into bed with you based on your charm alone. You are incredible at reading people and know just how to give everyone you sleep with a unique experience. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at
Just Something For Anyone Whose Loved And Lost
Nite falls and I stand unworthy Gazing out upon her heavenly frame sillohueted by light from the shades A perfect form not marred by time Yet enhanced by the glow of divinity Lost in amorous awe I stare Knowing that she and she alone is the one The face that men have warred for and over The voice men have fallen silent to hear The figure that men have tried and failed to sculpt The mind which perceives all yet reveals little And in that moment that lies between thought and passion released I realize that now at this moment of all men who have came and went I truly stand most blessed And so we become one One form ablaze with desire One mind filled with a primal want and need One heart attuned to every move and moan Giving over to the delicate system that forms ecstacy In at the time we find our crescendo A loud guttural scream that releases all and holds for nothing And in there the earth stands still and we Oh that tender we, adrip with the honey glaze of love Drift off into eternal sa
My Everyday Boring Life
We've lost it. We had it for a long time and now it's gone. What is it that we've lost: our sense of humor. We've lost the ability to taste, touch, feel, or even recognize humor. We've let the gods of political correctness dictate to us what is humor and what isn't, and they have left us in the dark void of nothingness. As far as they are concerned nothing is funny and any attempt at humor is a sign of "disrespect", "insensitivity", and shows a lack of "compassion"I know something about humor. I learned it well when I was a young one. I was abandoned by my natural parents, who divorced and left me in the US while they went back to the old country. Being without a family, up for adoption with no prospects made me an easy target for the other kids. Kids were more brutal then, but in their brutality I learned to deflect their harsh words with humor. I learned the meaning of the phrase:"Sticks and stones my break my bones, but names will never hurt me. When I die, you will cry for all
For You
To the one I had loved I am sorry for my wrong For the way I had hurt you For the broken heart I had given you For ever thinking that we could be Together as one spirit and soul As we had always discussed in the night Of our fondness to be together as One I was a broken soul when we first meet Yet even as friend you had mended it Always being there for me when I needed Till that faithless day when we had parted. It was then on that single day That my love and whole world Came crashing down all around As I felt each piece of my Broken Heart and Broken Soul Come shattering down around my now empty being For this I promise you now I shall never seek you out Or try to tell you I am sorry For saying I am sorry is never enough To undo the Harm and Hurt I have caused you But I shall leave you all now For a broken soul an heart Does not belong in this world of light So I wish you all fair well And pray you live long and happy As I sit here and fade away a
Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.
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A Poem That One Of My Best Friend Wrote
When tears never fall, and birds never fly.Winter never ends, and children never cry.When the nights are not dark, and the days are not light.When forever does finally end, and the eyes have no sight. When ears cannot hear, and the grass never grows. When silence is too loud, and the genius never knows. When strength doesn't strengthen, and flowers never bloom. When hearts can't be broken, and eternity is too soon. When the wind never blows, and the rain is never wet. When thunder can't be heard, and the sun refuses to set. When angels don't protect, and a fact is not true. When life can't be lived, and the sky is not blue. When the truth is a lie, and the fake becomes so real. The clock shows no time, and wounds never heal. When enjoyment isn't fun, and bells cannot ring. When a race cannot be won, and a singer cannot sing. When pain does not hurt, and enemies never fight. When rainbows have no color, and something wrong seems so right. When all these things finally happen, when they
My world once again Lays about my feet In shattered pieces My heart which I truly believed To be safe Has once again Been ripped From my chest Only to be given Back in a zillion Tiny pieces They say that time Heals all wounds I am not sure This time i I am strong Enough to pick Up the pieces. 6/18/08 To you I give All that I am Through you I will grow For you I will be What ever you Desire I kneel Before you Not out of fear Out of respect I shiver and tremble Not from a chill From an unbridled Passion I burn Because you Have unleashed The hell fire within I cry a stream of tears Not form pain or a Broken heart Oh no These tears are Joyful Blissful And because Finally I am Right where I belong by:samara 6-3-08 Your love Is like no others It consumes My very soul Every breath That I breathe Your love You are my world My everything How I do Love you My one and only by: samara 6-3-08
The John Chronicles
I think I mentioned, before, that I make a great effort to minimize my real world drama, in blogs, on Fubar. The dirty little secret, let out of the bag, is that I have Myspace for those sorts of blogs. But the last few days have been pure Hell and I felt like, at least, a few people on Fu would want to know why I haven\'t been around. So, for their sakes, I will provide an overview of what\'s been happening in my world that is keeping me away. What is probably the least important factor, but the most directly effecting one is that I made a bulls rush decision to try and quit smoking three days ago. It did not go well. I found myself fighting through about twenty to twenty-four hours of a nicotine fit, successfully onto to realize that this, apparently, represents my breaking point. That has been a total bitch. About a year ago I was laid off from my job. At the time it seemed like no big deal. I had a part time, self employed thing, consulting with small businesses, tha
The Way Its Meant To Be
Sometimes things don't work out exactly like we plan Sometimes you have to take whatis in your own two hands sometimes people expect to muchand feel the end is near sometimes people want to goand this is what I fear I fear you will go awayand leave me all alone I FEAR that you will leave me here with no one to call my own and then again I must remember it's not all about meand other times I must remember Its the Way it's meant to befor now and future times you can't always be here you can't always be by my side so now you know how I feelI need to know how you feel for me but then again I must remember Its the Way its meant to be
Just Stuff I Wrote
I never would have thought that there'd be a you and me. It wasn't plausible. It wasn't possible. But out of the star-crossed sky fell an opportunity. It was great. It was special. It was magic. It made my life such a blissful state of euphoria. My eyes sparkled. My soul danced. My heart rejoiced. And now that it's gone I wish there was something in its place. I want a new dream. I want a new heart. I want a new chance. But mostly, I'm receiving only loss. I remember the happy times and think there'll be no more. I remember little thoughts of you and sigh 'cause you're gone. I remember my contented heart and sigh because now it's broken. And now that you're gone, I can't help but miss you. For every where you used to smile an empty memory looms of your soulful eyes your shy smile and your beautiful face. I thought I finally received a break Only to see the sun fall My eyes will not see what they longed to see My lips will not taste what they
X Rated Poems
Every day and every night Stacie comes to play. She plays the boys that come on over in so many ways. She'll get down on her knees to suck his dick. On his balls she loves to lick. She likes the feel of cum running down her throat. The guy asked her to change position , she says if it floats your boat. So he moves down ,down south, in between her thighs. He tells her he'll make her high. As she creams all over his face, She says "Hey let's go to your place!" He stops the licking and gets on top. Then he grabs his beer cup. Squirts the cum in the beer Leaving it there he says "Let's go somewhere not so near." He drives her to a hidden spot, Where her cherry is sure to pop. He slides inside her hard and rough, He says "I'll tear you up" Sh says "Nope I'm tough" He fucks her like an animal, hard and raw. Man he must be good, she isn't even out of her bra. As the end comes he sighs and smiles big. He says "Man it sure feels good to pussy dig!" Ok this poem here is
The Sad Passing Of Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable sessions as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-yr-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves faile
So many lessons Of love to learn Love has boundaries Points of no return Sometimes passion Can completely consume The simple touch of your hand Or the smell or your perfume Romance, two hearts Coming together as one You feel it instantly inside Like the warmth of the sun Emotions easily mistaken Is it love or is it lust Just look to your heart The one thing you can trust Lessons of love Points of no return It's raging inside of you Let the fire burn
Wanna Fu-own Me?
well if you're a real life friend of mine then you know my fantasy of being owned :P lol well looks like this will be the closest I will get...if you want to own me....come and bid on me.....I go to the highest bidder for a month! heres the link~~~~ good luck!!!! :D heres a link to the rules and what you get if you own me! I'm needing a need one to!!! Come see what I am offering and place a bid!!! MUUAAAHHHH
Triggers Triggers do not cause seizures but provoke the onset of a seizure or cause a seizure in a patient whose epilepsy is under control. Alcohol consumption, hormonal changes of the menstrual cycle, sleep deprivation, flickering or flashing light, and stress can trigger a seizure in a susceptible person. So please keep your Default pics where they don't flicker so quick. Thank you Mike S
So You All Know
just a tad annoying when you do things for someone on here over and over on multiple accounts over 3 years and they pretty much just use you its so rare when i delete someone but when they act so self centered and no-longer even bother with the pretense of being a friend i just feel i have to sigh lame this isnt a chain or some other you need to do blog type deal just a group of random facts about me that i felt like putting down i have lived in: rochester NY, bellflower ca, long beach ca, lakewood ca, huntington beach ca, costa mesa ca, fountain valley ca, oklahoma city ok, longmont co, puerto escondido mexico, cabo san lucas mexico, ensanada mexico i have been married once i have been a passenger in 18 car accidents and a driver in 5 (only one that was my fault was a 5mph one lol all the others ppl seem to hit me) i do drink and when given a choice i always pick single malt scotch my fav color is deep midnight blue my fav ice cream is chocolate when i
Well I'm finally able to sit up and feel like typing so for those who don't know I had my gall bladder removed on Wednesday. Yeah I know I'm young but they said it looked awful once they got it out. They also checked for one of the stones that had passed into my bile duct and caused me to be violently sick last week(btw they didn't see it so guessing that it passed out of my system). With my health like it was I had to postpone school for the remainder of the month and will finish my last 3 weeks next month. This is not what I would have liked to have happened but hey sometimes you just have to shutup and deal with life. For those who rate or fan me or anything just know that I will try to get back to you as soon as possible but as I'm still in some pain I'm not sitting right here regardless of being signed on or not. For my friends that have sent me gifts and well wishes thank you so much it is very much appreciated as are you. Hope to be back talking to people within the week. ^_^ Ok
~anger And Forgiveness~
*It's Good to get Angry when You're trying to Forgive* Not only is it OK to get Angry as you work through the Process of Forgiving, It's a necessary part of the Forgiving Process. The Deep Hurts and Injuries that seem Impossible to Forgive are neither quick nor easy to get over. We have a lot of Emotion to process. We must Grieve over what has been lost. For example, if You are dealing with forgiving a parent for abandoning you as a child, You are going to need to grieve over what you lost by that parent's absence in your life. Each item on your "Unforgivable" list represents something that has been lost. The molested child has lost his/hers innocence, wholeness, and sense of safety and physical boundaries. An abortion is the loss of life. Divorce results in the loss of an Intact Family and a relationship that was supposed to last a lifetime. And when someone we love Betrays us, We lose Trust, as well as the way we viewed that person before the Betrayal. In fact....EVERYTHING tha
Mumm's Spawning Insight's
I think the whole adhd and add thing is a bunch of crap. I mean look at it right here on this site. There are people always complaining about how a MuMM is to long to read, and taking the time to say that in a comment. WoW it amazes me that these supposed adults have a lower attention span then a child these days. I have watched my nieces and nephews who can not spell yet, play Book Worm for hours, just tring to make words and sounding them out, while here on this site we have adults who think a 2 minute read of a poem is to long. This just proves to me that the whole attention defisate crap is just that crap. It should be called FALD.... Fat and Lazy Disorder. For those lazy asses who complain about reading, makes me wonder how they even got through high school if reading a mumm is to much for them these days. These same people piss me off cause they complain about everything in this country going wrong, when their attention is only long enough to watched a biased news report
had poker on Thursday.. Took 14th, which defenately wasnt as good as the 1st I took last Thursday. Oh well.. Also goin to a friends tonight for poker, for the 1st time in 3 weeks. Always a good time, if nothin else. Yes I play the cards sometimes.. most thursdays, some saturdays, and even go to the casino from tiem to time. I will be postin on how I do at times, just because. Tonight took 9th/21 at the free thursday night one at the base club
This & That
It is so funny how someone can type something and how one who reads it see it. So often these days people are more willing to see the negative side of things than any other way. I try to be a positive person always seeing the good. At times I have found this very hard on this site. This refering to my earlier account, which I deleted. I started this one out with no pic, it was great. I got so tired of guys thinking they can shout me and think they will be getting a cam show, and then leave without saying goodbye because they don't get what they want. BooHoo, like I care for some perve. I'm not here for that, I'm here to kick back and relax. After all what else if there to do after you daughter goes to bed. I'm just gonna start blocking the ones that do this. I have added a few of you guys from my old account onto this one. You are the ones that have not perved me out....some are very good friends, that I care lots about. Some are just really good mummers I missed. And w
Im Sorry
Language Barrier No Longer...
I think I am getting the hang of this new kind of slang gangsta talkity speak… I thought a brick was something bricklayers used to make buildings, and houses, and shit, turns out it means that it is “cold”…as in “Turn up the heat, it’s brick in here!” I also thought “biscuits” were something you ate…it now means your shoes are old and dirty, however not to be mistaken for “kicks” which are shiny new shoes. “Bling” is no longer a sound effect(not to be mistaken for affect) but rather shiny gold jewelry…but on the flip side of that we now wear “ice” which are diamonds instead of putting it in a glass of soda and such. “I am going to jam”…make an exit…not, have jam…on my toast. We use to cook on the grill now a “grill” is your teeth, with or without braces, some people even purchase new “grills” made out of “bling” and or “ice”…sweet! which actually used to mean something tasted as such but now means that is really cool not to be mistaken as cold because that would be “brick” and
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listen their names.Dont forget to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. I love to get dirty 2. I speak 3 languages 3. I love men in uniform 4. I always have my nails done 5. I love to go camping 6. I hate shaving my legs 7. I suck at plucking my eyebrows 8. I can out drink most men I know 9. I am a Bitch 10.I love going for drives the mountains I Tag 1.Kick ass 2.Squirt 3.sweet man 4 HighTeshRedneck 5. McLovin May Lovelle Mixon rot in HELL!!!! How did our Justice system ever let a monster like this out into the world? POLICEMAN'S PRAYER The policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Policeman. How shall I deal with yo
Initial Agreement of Service i, ________________________, with a free mind and an open heart; do request that _______________________ accept the submission of my will unto this Dominant and to take me into this Dominant's care and guidance, that we may work together in trust and mutual respect. The satisfaction of the Dominant's wants and desires, are understood to be consistent with my desire as a submissive to be found pleasing to him. To that end, i offer, use of my time, talents, and abilities. Further, i ask, in sincere humility, that, as the Dominant, the care of my body be accepted for the fulfillment and enhancement of our sexual, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs. i ask to be guided in sexual and sensual behavior, in such a way as to further my growth as a person. i ask that extreme care be given to clean and safe involvments with regards to bodily contact regarding all manner of Sexually Transmitted Diseases and all forms hepatitus and other infection. Afore mentio
  One Flaw In Women        Women have strengths that amaze men.        They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold        happiness, love and joy.        They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to        cry.        They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.        They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice.        They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a        better solution.        They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor        with a frightened friend.        They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel        and cheer when their friends get awards.        They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their        hearts break when a friend dies.        They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong        when they think there is no strength left.       
11 Rules Of Fubar
THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please pu
~ode To Friends~
My Dearest Friend, ...Should I draw you the picture of my heart it would be what I hope you would still love though it contained nothing new. The early possession you obtained there, and the absolute power you have obtained over it, leaves not the smallest space unoccupied. I look back to the early days of our acquaintance and friendship as to the days of love and innocence, and, with an indescribable pleasure, I have seen near a score of days roll over our heads with an affection heightened and improved by time, nor have the dreary hours of absence in the smallest degree effaced from my mind the image of the dear untitled friend to whom I gave my heart. Peace.
~when I Think Of You~
~When I Think of You~ ~Do you know, when you have told me to think of you, I have been feeling ashamed of thinking of you so much, of thinking of only you--which is too much, perhaps. Shall I tell you? It seems to me, to myself, that no man was ever before to any woman what you are to me--the fulness must be in proportion, you know, to the vacancy...and only I know what was behind--the long wilderness without the blossoming rose...and the capacity for happiness, like a black gaping hole, before this silver flooding. Is it wonderful that I should stand as in a dream, and disbelieve--not you--but my own fate? ~Was ever any one taken suddenly from a lampless dungeon and placed upon the pinnacle of a mountain, without the head turning round and the heart turning faint, as mine do? And you love me more, you say?--Shall I thank you or God? Both,--indeed--and there is no possible return from me to either of you! I thank you as the unworthy may.. and as we all thank God. How shall I ev
The Medic With God
The Medic With God The Medic Stood and Faced God Which Must Always Come To Pass He Hoped His Uniform Was Clean He'd Gotten Dressed Kinda Fast "Step Forward Now, Paramedic How Shall I Deal With You? Have You Always Turned The Other Cheek? To My Church Have You Been True? The Medic Squared His Shoulder And Said, "No Lord, I Guess I Ain't Cause Those Of Us Who Wade In Blood Can't Always Be A Saint I've Had To Work Most Sundays And At times My Talk was Tough And Sometimes I've Been Violent Cause The World Is Awful Rough But I Never Took A Penny That Wasn't mine To Keep Though I Worked Alot of Overtime When The Bills Got Too Steep And I Never Passed A Cry For Help Though At Times I Shook With Fear And Sometimes, God Forgive Me I Wept Unmanly Tears I Know I Don't Deserve a Place Amonth The People Here They never Wanted me Around Except to calm their fears If you have a place for me, Lord It Needn't Be So Grand I Never expected or Had too Much A
Suicide In My System
Might my heart lose it's beat and my expanding chest become still, for my life has lost it's luster, has lost it's happy will. If you had my saddened thoughts and all my nightmareish dreams, t'would be no more than hardened cries , no more than terror screams... So leave me be love, let me die I cry, for My love and my spirit for love and life has already passed me by.... Twist'a Fate
Please Have A Heart!
Please check this link out and help save the baby seals! It will only take a few minutes of your time to do something humane.
Does Anyone Even Rate Blogs?
0. ability to communicate effectively1. tactful honesty. not brutal honesty.2. openness. with me. not the whole world.3. intelligence. not to the point of pretentiousness, but having philosophical discussions with me is so sexy.4. a sense of humor. sarcastic humor is even better. or ability to mix different forms of humor.5. as a spinoff to the last one - trading witty comebacks.6. subtle charm. no need to be a player as I can see through that (can't play a player right?), but charisma is great.7. eyes that pierce the soul. (IE: Kurt Cobain, Ewan McGregor)8. dresses well. Yes, straight men CAN dress well!9. imagination. this trait is useful in a lot of areas from determining new things to do together to sex.10. creativity. having at least 1 creative pursuit is always admired by me. to be creative in multiple medias and in general is even better.11. eccentricity. normal is boring.12. willingness for monogamy. 13. wants to get married someday.14. wants to have children someday and shows
Surgery Canceled For Now
o.k... went to the doctor today and he said that my condition has changed/ got worse and that he wants more test before he does any surgery. when i first went in it was for pain down the left leg and both legs are numb up to the no surgery for the time being. I want to thank all my friends for being there for me I apperciate u!!! I think i will have to have surgery at sometime down the road though.
New Address....
SPC Bell, Donald 2-1 BSTB HHC APO AE 09344 Please take note.. there IS a change... I have a new rank now... Don My address as of now... PFC Bell, Donald 2-1 BSTB HHC APO AE09344 This is the address in Camp liberty in baghdad, Iraq. PS... please dont send anything until after the 1st of November.... thanks Ill get it to those of you that want it.. as soon as i can.... Don
My Daddy Hurts Me!!!
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work
Who Cares!!!
Some here think they know me, but no one can know me from chat on the computer!!! I am a nice friendly person that most people would like if they got to know me!!! That is to much to ask, I guess. Starting to wonder why I spend all my free time here cause I can get shot down in real life just as easy, and wouldnt' have to add pics to do it.
My Thoughts And Poems
Cutting me like a knife; you exposed me to the light; showing me where i was wrong; but now it must end for you never where a friend; never my friend only my pain; like all things before it wasnt ment to be for me This poem is what its like to live with borderline personality disorder Broken Heart Deep in the world; Is a broken heart; In the heart is two pictures; one of me the other of you; two worlds away; but so close; that they could almost touch; The heart belongs to me; because of you; only you, heartbreaker Betrayal I lick my lips and taste your kiss. The wind is clear and crisp, how I wish you were near. The smell of lilies in the air, the night cold and long just like my song now that your gone. Gone from me you flew out of the room to the one so sick and twisted! Can't believe you lied to me and I believed you so easily. She tried to comfort my fears as she took my tears. She has you now and I have the memories and gone are the tears you gave me. C
First Pretty Blog I Hope Lol
I was sent this yesterday by a friend. It caused much deep thought and a fair amount of drinking last night. Risk: To laugh is to risk appearing the fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out for another is to risk involvement. To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. To place your ideas your dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss. To love is to risk not being loved in return. To live is to risk dying. To hope is to risk despair. To try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing and is nothing. They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live. Chained by their attitudes, they are a slave, they have forfeited their freedom. Only a person who risks is free. For too long now, I have avoided risk of all kinds. If something had the potential, however obscure, to hurt me in some
My Writings
Remnants by Me Embers of a red rose burning through my soul Of that love which was crushed from words I’ve sowed The memory of a smile that will haunt my dreams And the image of those beautiful eyes staring back at me Reaching and screaming in this nightmare of thought Awaking in pain of this self inflicted hole in my heart Knowing the warmth of her touch will come to past Replaced by remnant embers of love that will always last You and I by Me How I miss the softness of your voice Sweetness of you kisses The gentle touch of your hands The evanescent smell of your scent Tender warmth of your skin And how you held me in your eyes Wishing I could have it once again Like the night we held each other Close as we were not too long ago How I miss that night you was there Holding me so close in your arms Hearing the sound of your sigh Surprised and thankful that you to came back That one night care free and happy For that little time we were
How Can U Get Me Open...
I just sitting here by myself thinkin how can he get me open.Will he be the man that opens up the door, if there water coming up put his coat on the floor.If my day is sad will he come in with flowers and make me glad.Will he be the man that ask me how my day and when i answer it could've of been better he says thats ok.Long as ur happy he says my day is complete and he bends down to kiss me on my cheek.He has a smile thats so warm and thats so right just the touch of him makes everything alright.As I get undress to get in the bed he says how much he loves me and i am the best.Im Just laying down wondering how can u get me open....Kisses Leave Comment
What Is Love?
What is love? Lets look at some quotes about the subject. "To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down." - Woody Allen, WOW!!!! Is it really that complicated? Or is it: "Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." - Nicholas Sparks I like this quote. It's like saying "show me" don't just "tell me". "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Eri
Without You
Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I jst wanna go and hide to cry , OD, and cut myself. The moment u take a blade to cut ur self. All what u felt before u cut goes away. The pain takes its place but not for long then all of the lonelyness and sad nees and hates comesback then u go take alot of pill to make urself pass out but u endup ODing you think to urself ("no one help me jst let me die") but then u wake up and ur laying there in a bed with all this stuff hooked up to u . U jst lay there looking at ppl and still thinking why? why? why? why did u help me? why couldnt they jst let me die? they say they love u but u know soon they will hate u. It starts all over again. Life and Love. My Li
Pork Chops > Judo Chops
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~ Passions On Fire ~
~ Passions on Fire ~ fires of passion ignite touches electrifying and light tenderness calms and soothe kisses covering release and loose hair flowing across shoulders bare awareness acute skin tingling everywhere oh you are the mystical queen always with me, always seen hearts on fire souls mingling bodies writhing fingers tickling smiles from lips tantalized eyes gazed answers mesmerized relaxed in arms tired bodies exhausted energies expired loving eyes peer and hazed closing sleeping delighted amazed. Peace.
I Think Your The Father Of One Of My Kids
A single rose f love A single rose of devotion A single rose of wish upon my lips A single rose of thought of you A single rose of desire to be granted A single rose of moment of careless bliss A single rose of love never to be broken A single rose for one last kiss A guy goes to a supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She say hello. He's rather taken aback because he cant place where he knows her from. So he says,Do you know me?"To which she replies, I thnk you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says."My God,are you the stripper from my bachelor party that i made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery??? She looks into his eyes and says calmly,No I'm your son's teacher
Woman's Worth
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to explain... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and
Sometimes it is sweet to feel a kiss upon the lips. To gaze into my lover's eyes and taste their passion. Oh, but to feel a sensation that starts from the bottom. When I can no longer see your face. But feel your touch upon my feet. your lips softly kiss my ankles. Your hands slowly stroke up my legs. The heat intensifies in my pussy, as anticipation consumes me... Waiting for your mouth to devour my essence. And though my body pleads with you for satisfaction, You are slow and move with intent. Your hungry mouth exploring my body bottom up. Over my calves, across the back of my knees. The pleasure is euphoric to my body. I feel sensations in my toes. I moan in pleasure when your hand touches my bottom... Your tongue soft on my inner thigh. My legs part for you... I am drenched in my love for your touch. Your hand caresses my ass, and your tongue moves closer to it's prize. I arch my back so slightly... Your hands slide under me and grip my waist. I feel your
Grateful To Be Hunted....
Fubar Levels, Pts, And Unlocks
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 prof ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425
Missouri, Oklahoma After New Round Of Tornadoes
Everyone Knows we been getting some bad weather the last few months well sad but true heres some more... SENECA, Mo. - A tornado that spun across the Oklahoma-Missouri border killed at least 18 people as severe storms raked the nation's heart Saturday, injuring many and mangling buildings in the storm-weary region. ADVERTISEMENT click here At least 12 people were killed after severe storms spawned tornadoes and high winds across sections of southwestern Missouri, the State Emergency Management Agency said. Ten of the dead were killed when a twister struck near Seneca, near the Oklahoma border. At least six people were killed as the tornado flattened the northeastern Oklahoma town of Picher, authorities said. "They're going over the hard-hit area and turning over everything and looking," SEMA spokeswoman Susie Stonner said of emergency workers' search for victims and assessment of damage. "It's hard to do in the dark." The number of injuries across the area was not imm
Free Agent
Peeps, i'm just undecided on joining another group or not. my current group seems to be in limbo so if anyone has any ideas or suggestions let me know. peeps , help me out here and throw out some comments on which rating group or family to join.
True Evil Deriving From Pure Good And Vice Versa.. Another Disturbing Dream!
Do the purities of good and evil really exist? Is the true essence of purity even a thing of reality or an essence of false-hood? In any sense the very fundamentals of many things are questionable. Once again I had a dream that really hit home. Is the true essence of purity or even the alleged “pure essence” of competition based on the wholesome goodness of their realities? Could it be that the alleged “pure essence” of wholesome sporty competition be purely posed upon alternate more sinister motives? Like that to the addictive desire to win or the real need to conquer. What if the competition is supposed friendly competition among friends who train in mixed martial arts together? They joke around together and laugh about their victories over each other. In psychology they teach that even the slightest of jokes are based on some small no matter how finite of truth it may be. Even if the degree of “validity” is based on a perceived reality of the person stating the joke
last night my dog of 7 years passed away, her name was "Bridgette". she was a rottweiler which i adopted 7 years ago this weekend at the "Covered Bridge Festival", that's how she got her name. she was due to be put to sleep the next day if we didn't adopt her, i hope she enjoyed the 7 years we gave her, may she rest in peace and not hurt anymore. here's her memorial page:
What To Do
ok so today was my friends funeral that i wasnt allowed to go to. and was told about and that it was just gonna be fam and blah blah blah fucking blah. anyway the "stepmom" had the nerve to call me just a sec ago. and tell me all about it. how it was so nice. and that "EVERYONE" was there. ok..........i wasnt allowed to go cause it was fam only yet EVERYONE was there WTH!!! so i said "oh yeah ? well thats good" she goes yeah it was. and she went to namin names and man if i were able to have reached through the phone and chocked her i wouldve. its one thing to tell me when its gonna be and that its out of state and fam only. its another to call me the day of it and tell me that everyone was there but me. all cuz she didnt want me there. i have never done anything to this woman. all i have ever done is kept my mouth shut about the shit we have seen and known she was doing. all i do is treat ppl the way i want to be treated. im nice,polite,loving and caring and just an all out nice person
My Life
Ok, let's put this out here for everyone, and aimed at no one in particular. If you don't like me, that's fine, that's great, that's lovely....But give me the respect of telling me instead of playing games. Don't make plans to cancel on me 100 times...don't tell me to call and never answer....don't pretend to be my friend, then tell me you can't even listen to me when I need someone to talk to. I'm done with it, i'm tired of it. Nobody here can help me. Nobody here can save me. I'm sorry if I sound messed with it. For whatever reason, I am emotionally fucked up right now...and if you can't deal with that, then leave me alone!
Being Away
well i have been gone for a long time. and i just wanted to come in and let the ones who do care know i am still alive. lol i have lost my net for a bit its kinda hard raising 5 kids and its not cheap with the cost of everything going up . but me and my family are doing great and i miss you all so much but i do recieve yahoo messages on my phone so ym me some time. but anyways i love and miss you all ttys i hope . xoxoxoxoxo lips (tabby) well i just want to let my close friends know i wont be on much anymore i need to get a break from this place and try and get my real life together it seems to have all fallin apart... but slowly comin back together ... ya win some you loose some... and all dark hidden things will come to the light in time ya know but anyways those of you who i hold dear to my heart have my number and ya always know i love you all but there isnt anything really keeping me here anymore... it gets old looking at a screen and not talking or doing anything because you ha
The Short Bus Pick Up
click the "short bus" below to goto the Shortbus scoop up blog:: Welcome to the "FORBIDDEN INC. SHORT BUS SCOOP UP" You want to meet some new friends Level up at the same time?? Then this is the place for you.. There are a couple rules to get on the short bus:: 1. Must Fan, Rate, and Friend all the people at the busstop (ADD Fubar's shortbus IN THE SUBJECT OF FRIEND REQUEST IF U DONT DO THIS I DONT KNOW U WANT TO ENTER) if u are allready someones friend please leave a comment or buy a gift.. 2. You must goto Forbidden Inc and Forbiddens Inc's Exotic Dreams to subscribe (once subscribed type "I WANNA GET SCOOPED" IN THE LOUNGE) 3. you must goto and join 4. Once you have done that (contact McLovin to be added when done). You will THEN be added to the list so people can add, fan and friend you also. 5. If you like lvling and meeting new people then come on in and get freaky with us. 6. Having fun is most im
Backgrounds For Bullies
> > Hey all its me DJ Tazman and im in a St Patty's Day auction so please come bid on me .I am offering 1.Rate pix durring happy hour. 2.Add to top friends and or family. 3.Added to fu owner blog. 4.Added to fu owner pimpout on my page. 5.I will make you 3 morphs of ur choice. If you cant bid please just rate the pic id appreciate it . Thank you for all the rates and bids in advance !!!! Just click the pic below to go rate and bid
Do you want to own me? Well just click on my pic to bid :D.
~every Woman's Prayer~
***************Every Woman's Prayer***************** Dear Lord, I pray for: Wisdom, to understand a man. Love, to forgive him. Patience, for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to Death! Peace.
Mark My Pics Nsfw Ur Not A Friend..dur
got flagged 3 times.. if your one of the one's marking my pics nsfw get off my list.. and yes it's a "friend" doing it..cause it's in the folder where it says for friends only..and i have it set to that.. wow what a freaken friend right..pfft whatever.. if u don't wanna see my pics than stop lookin and take me off ur list. what r u friends with me for. rant by... dinarocks
Suddenly See
To Sometimes See A person can sometimes see the future so clearly - have you ever seen someone and suddenly you can picture yourself with them sometime in the future laughing and sharing moments so sweet; thinking back to today, remembering when this fantastic connection began; and as you picture this you watch that image grow to the point that you find yourself dreaming a brighter tomorrow. What is it like to imagine yourself spending a timeless autumn afternoon drifting in golden pleasure what would it feel like for you to kiss them while illuminated by the long warm rays of the sun? It is not necessary for you to picture all those intimate scenes - you really shouldn't dream of one morning waking to dawn in their arms. But when that flash of recognition occurs - now - it will seem as if someone has appeared from nowhere and suddenly you see your life is ready for a new direction; you see things and people from a different perspective - and you watch
hey guys sorry i will not have a computer for 2 weeks.. it is getting some work on it... as soon as i get it back.. i will return all the love right back to ya... right now i am at the library for now... hope to talk to you all later.. love ya and i will miss ya... I will be gone for a week... I am going camping, so if u show me some love, i promise, when i get back, i will return the love back too you... see u soon and love you all, love, chris
Numb by Andrew Harris ©2002 Expression from the depths of me, Diseased and broken, can’t you see? Our minds are working harder now. Suggestion force-fed us somehow. Violence and anger haunting, Scattered lies and hatred taunting Cradle doubt and yearn for more Welcome fears you dodged before Drowned by thoughts, so hard to see, The numbness quickly draining me Enough complaining, worship me, I’m someone you would love to be Follow in my footsteps please, Beg forgiveness from your knees. Judge the visions seen by eyes, Contaminating truth with lies Nothing sturdy, nothing sure The stimulating drive, so pure Crush my hopes and throw me out, Is this what all the hype’s about? Fly There Too by Andrew Harris I just wanna fly there too, Not so far away from me. Why do I always run and hide, From fears I cannot see? A vagrant, I fall....fall forever Total darkness, silent despair My eyes slowly open, realizing that I left my hope somewhere. Vulner
Tagged By Clown
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Have Adult ADD 2. I use a loofah sponge on my head to keep it smooth. :D 3. I like grapes 4. My first concert was Black Sabbath/ Blue Oyster Cult, when a senior in HS. (hint) 5. Most of my family lives in Vegas, but only been there twice. 6. Went to private Catholic Schools from k-12 7. I am a Lutheran 8. The nuns made me sit with the girls cause I was a bad boy. I was a bad boy for 8 years, go figure! :D 9. I have never ask someone to marry me. 10. I think this tag is really easy I tag....... ToastyRosie Kr8zybagadonuts Sharon Pirate Queen ignisfarfalla
Need Comments
VIP Contest Do you want to be pink or blue? Want to win it instead of buying it? Enter Willie's VIP Contest ********************************** The Rules: 1. Send Willie a Private Message saying you want to be in the contest. He will be accepting 10 participants. Be sure to send him a link to the picture you want to use for the contest. 2. Contact your friends and get them ready to bomb your picture. All comments must be SFW. 3. The person with the most comments on September 30th at 8pm CST will win a one month's VIP. ********************************** Private Message NOW to enter. There is NO entry fee, either. Willie - Squad Leader @ 76th Nighthawk Leveler ( Owner of Party Pad ) (repost of original by 'Carrie' on '2008-09-21 21:14:29') Hey all can I get a few comments from you all you have to do is click the picture thanks if you all ever need some help just let me know I will return the favor .........
Ripples Painting a lilly pad with the tip of your finger The thoughts of the pond and images still linger Plunging deeper to the depths you search and explore Ripples never reaching the lips of the parched, thirsty shore The body and mind it’s waters has drenched Still leaves you yearning , the soul left unquenched Why do you come here begging to be pleased the ripples of water only promised and teased What still brings you here, like the rabbit and fox, the hunter and the deer. It is knowing, when you return, I will always be here Though the time and distance we seem so far apart We will always be close, with the pond in our heart Tim Rogers aka: Jolly Roger
'Well you see, Norm, it's like this . . A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo. And when the heard is hunted, it is the lowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive intake of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers.'
TxSuNRiSe ™ ╚»TWiLiGHT LeVeLeRS«╝@ fubar with auto 11's when ya rate a pic an actual 11 you'll recieve 118 points per rated 11 pic which means they are doubled now thats cool lol As the midnight moon was drifting through The lazy sway of the trees I saw the look in your eyes looking into mine Seeing what you wanted to see Darlin' don't say a word 'cos I already heard What your body's saying to mine I'm tired of fast moves, I've got a slow grooveOn my mind I want a man with a slow hand I want a lover with an easy touch I want somebody who will spend some time Not come and go in a heated rush I want somebody who will understand When it comes to love I want a slow hand On shadowed ground with no one around And a blanket of stars in our eyes We are drifting free, like two lost leaves On the crazy wind of the night Darlin' don't say a word 'cos I already heard What your body's saying to mine If I want it all night, you say it's alright We got the time'Cos I got a man with a
Getting To Know You
1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my co
hey everyone plz help my friend arcade with his auction...any luv u show him he will return... heres the link to his auction hey there everyone plz show my friend the wolfpack some luv by bidding on her in the auctiong...she will return any luv given to her come bid on me plz.....
Carlos' Romantic And Sexy Writing
ok to be fair... I am also putting these up... Women’s Rules for Men I. Primary Rules 1.The female always makes The Rules. 2.The Rules are subject to change without prior notification. 3.No male can possibly know all The Rules. 4.If the female suspects the male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5.The female is never wrong. 6.If the female is wrong, it is due to a misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the male did or said wrong. 7.If Rule 6 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 8.The female may change her mind at any time. 9.The male must never change his mind without the expressed written consent of the female. 10.The female has every right to be angry and upset at any time. 11.The male must remain calm at all times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. 12.The male is expected to mind read at all times. 13.The male who does not abide by Th
The emptiness and darkness is returning, that lonely feeling; the heart is burning. Once, I pushed those feelings away, they were gone for awhile, they're back today. This time could be the end for me, I could finally be gone-my sad soul set free. The empty hollowness in my chest gone forever, could it happen? please? no-never! I was so happy for a long time there, the pain disappeared, ran off somewhere. It didn't go too far, found its way back, right when my life was finally on track. Finally I've come to a harsh conclusion, all my hopes and dreams have been an illusion. So much heartache, pain and strife, what I want is to end this life. That won't happen, I'm not brave enough, tell me why this life has to be so rough. Your help, dear Lord, is what I need, nobody knows how my heart does bleed. Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking... Within this twilight world Lies emptiness and hate I seek an epic journey So that
Baked Beans : Must Read
One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans. Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way home from work. Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home. On my way, I passed by a small diner and the odor of baked beans was more than I could stand. With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk off any ill effects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed t hree large orders of baked beans. All the way home, I made sure that I released all the gas. Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see me and exclaimed delightedly: "Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight." He then blindfolded me and led me to my
Chiefs Vs Bears
Chiefs defeat Bears to open preseason By Mike Nugent Warpaint Illustrated Beat Writer Posted Aug 8, 2008 On a stunning Chicago summer night, the Kansas City Chiefs kicked off their 2008 campaign with a bang, defeating the Bears 24-20. Kansas City started the game strong, scoring on a magnificent opening-possession drive that lasted nine minutes before running back Larry Johnson finally punched the ball into the endzone from the five-yard line to put the Chiefs up, 7-0. With 6:51 left in the first half, the Bears kicked a 42-yard field goal to make the score 7-3 before the Chiefs scored a touchdown late in the half on an 8-yard Maurice Price catch to go up 14-3. The Bears scored two touchdowns in the third quarter, once when quarterback Rex Grossman hooked up with running back Garrett Wolfe on a 25-yard reception, and later when quarterback Caleb Hanie hit Brandon Rideau with a 13-yard touchdown to put the Bears up 17-14. In the fourth quarter, the Chiefs
Straight Up
Ok here is my story…. I have 2 kids and we live together in a trailer. Which is located in a nice trailer park on the lake. I choose to live here so that I could have a steady and consistent roof over our heads. I bought this place on my own. I don’t have the funds to invest into a 200,000 dollar home. So this is the proper investment at the moment. Between the ages of 0-3 my daughter has moved 7 times. We were homeless even at one time. She is almost 7 now. My son is almost 4 and he has lived in this same house his whole life. So I am thankful that he has a comfortable home that he is familiar with. Every day I get judged upon with where I live. Yes I have a pretty face. A good job and personality. But once I invite people over to hang out and they see where I live all they see is “Trailer Park = White Trash” then 90% of the time I never hear from them again. I don’t change for anyone and if they don’t like my body, or don’t like that I have kids or don’t like where I live t
*let The Truth Be Known And Watch The Story Unfold*
Suzybeth's Ramblings
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Gives You Hell HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? I'm Yours WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Smile In Your Sleep HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Another Postcard WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? If You Think I'm Sexy WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Youth of the Nation WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? It's Raining Men WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Shook Me All Night Long WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? The Shoop Shoop Song WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Free Your Mind WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? I Walk the Line WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? I Try To Say Goodbye WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Cherish
I'm A Lucky B*tch
I was having trouble with my car today. the thingy (technical term if you didn't know) that triggers the break lights when you hit the brakes was stuck in the on position. This drained my battery. I was 2 hours late to work and I had no idea when I was going to get it fixed. I ran into one of the the maintenance guys and asked them if he could just disconnect the battery so it would die again. I gave him my key and went to help the poor girl left at the desk alone all morning. 5 hours later, one of the guys ( didn't even know his name, it's Jaun) came in gave me keys and said Your car is fixed. He wouldn't take money and barely even let me say thank you before he ran out of the lobby. All I can say is... Awesome!
Own Me
Come bid on me in the auction :)
*~* Cyber Love ? Can You ? * Would You ? * Could You ? * Wouldn't It Be Hard Tho ? With Someone You Have Never Seen 0r Touched ? Ive Been Thinking And I Suppose * If You Have feelings For That Person So Passionate That Your Heart Skips A Beat When You See Them Come On Line ? And You Just About Melt At The Sound Of Their Voice ? * The Strange And Confusing Feelings That Stir Inside You * Hanging On To Their Every Word * Hoping That What Their Saying To You Is Coming From Their Heart * Not Just Words Full Of Bullshit That They Tell Every One * * The What Is Happening To Me Thoughts * Are These Feelings Real ? Am I Totally Insane ? Wondering If They Feel The Same Way ? Then In An Instant Their Gone * You Think ! Come Back Don't Leave Me Like This* * And Your Left With A Longing To Touch* To Be Able To Reach Out And Gently Stroke Their Face * To Feel The Warmth Of Their Breath On Your Skin * Their Body Next To Yours * To Feel Their Heart Beat * To Be Face To Fa
Happiness Vs Unhappiness
With out guidance there is no direction and with no direction there no path to follow... Why is it when you want to have the best for u it never works out? I am usually a happy guy who lives life to the best he can makes his friends and family happy. I may act all happy and all but deep down I am being torn apart. I try to be happy I try to keep a smile on my face but it just never works out. Every time I think some good happening in my life there always something that bring it down. Is this what life suppose to be or is it like the fairy tale with the happily ever after? Will there be a true happy moment in my life or will it always be a cover up? When I am around my kids I am the happiest man alive but when their not around me I just go into a bad state of mind. I wish I can be happy always but with out my kids I don't think I can. Will I ever find that happy place where I will be forever? Or will I be up and down for the rest of my life. I am getting tired of playing happy. I don't
Caught By Master.....again
Sun shining down on my body, penetrating my skin, warming my topside, the water keeping my backside cool. Water slipping up and down my neck, tickling my ears, as I dip and slightly sway on the surface. I roll over, face down, eyes open, gazing down below. The sun’s rays reverberating through the water, shimmering on the sky blue bottom of the pool. I briefly wonder what sound it would make if I could hear the dancing reflections, perhaps as a soft wind chime. Tilting my head up and to the side I inhale deeply, then face down again as I raise one arm up and over, slicing into the water in front of me, pulling down and back. Then the other arm repeating the motion. My arms moving in sequence, pulling me through the water. My legs cutting like scissors, propelling me forward. The soft splashes of my limbs working through the water are muffled as I tilt my head up and sideways to pull in more air. My body is a machine overcoming the environment in which it floats. My heart pumps faster
Promise's Made In The Dark
Black Tears A tear fell from my face Making myself a disgrace Not wanting for it to be seen, My weakness from within My eyes are covered with black Hiding the gloom at the back Blurring my visions, Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real, As well as what I feel So tired of shedding these tears Along with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrow From yesterday ‘till tomorrow Hoping it would all be over Even though it seems forever My hands shake in anticipation. My mind is thousands of miles away at your side. Dark thoughts do i see satanic scenes teasing me. your wicked way has captured me. I feel your gentle hand touch upon my cheek I relax into you. I feel your heart beat next to my bosoms. Your soul cries out to me in the night. You have captured me. My heart sees only you, but the distance that lies between us. My blood flows through your veins and your blood threw mine. The link that has us bound.
Let's Make A Deal
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 and noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of new space and valuable resources. No mention of this phenomenon was included in the product brochure. In addition, Wife 1.0 installs itself into all other programs and launches during system initialization, where it monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Porn Magazine Stash 3.1, Drunken Boys Night Out at a Strip Club 2.5 and Saturday Football 5.0 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected. I cannot seem to keep wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run some of my other favorite applications. I am thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall does not work on this program. Can you please help me!!!??? Thanks, A TROUBLED USER ------------------------------------------------------------ Dear TROUBLED USER, This is a very common problem men complain a
Absolutely Fabulous Train!
Ab Fab Train!! Are you Absolutely Fabulous? YES YOU ARE!! This train is based on the popular British TV sitcom that took America (and ME especially) by storm. There was never a dull moment with Patsy and Edina. No matter what happened in life, they somehow turned it around and made it FUNNY! Granted, this usually has SOMETHING to do with “overindulgence” of sorts, but it’s still hilarious!! This is a train so be sure to: 1. R/A/F everyone… comment them if you have them already! “I’m absolutely fabulous” or just “Ab Fab” will do. 2. Rate the pics in my folder for a sneak peek into Pasty and Edina’s adventures. 3. Leave me a message when you’re done and I will make you a tag! Remember, this is just to have FUN. Please no drama and no cheating! Click here to enter the adventures!!
A Huge Thank You!!
I want to thank everyone who helped me get to godmother!!! I cant thank everyone but these ppl were some of the greatest helps to me for a long while!! Please stop by and show them love!! OH and the rate spankers were WONDERFUL the whole time i was close to leveling!! A big thanks to all the members!! COuldnt have done it without you all!! ¢¾HisSweetObsession¢¾~Club United~@ fubar peaches ~ Rate Spankers Member ~@ fubar cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member@ fubar
Family Guy
About Me
* I LOVE oldies * I LOVE peanut butter cup icecream * I LOVE cappuccino * I LOVE Michigan State Spartans * I LOVE my family * I LOVE sports * I LOVE friends * I LOVE staying up all night and sleeping in * I LOVE honesty * I LOVE my job * I DON'T view NSFW * I DON'T listen to Metal * I DON'T care if you like me * I DON'T forgive easily * I DON'T get close to ppl * I DON'T join groups * I DON'T like rude idiots * I ALWAYS say my opinion * I ALWAYS have a rubberband around my wrist * I ALWAYS wear my heart on my sleeve * I ALWAYS get my heartbroken * I ALWAYS have fun bored.. im sure there are a ton more but eh.. dont wanna finish... big game tomorrow GOOOO MSU~! Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?Best Friends Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason? Memories from someone lost If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass? With some super long
Less Than A Week Till The Fu Meet.....
Feet ear wax icy snowballs when people assume things about me they shouldn't warm jager cold jack people who dance off rhythm getting stepped on people who ask me if Quahog is a real place.. you are online.. look it up!!! liars being taken advantage of false friends false people in general I wonder sometimes if other people are as weird as i am.. i mean.. im standing outside today waiting to cross the street and for some reason the only thing i can think of is rabid squirrels.. it literally made me stop for a minute while i had a whole conversation in my head as to whether a squirrel i saw last week was rabid or not.. Then theres the whole clap on clap off.. i thought that crap had gone away until i saw a commercial for it today.. i mean.. are we really THAT lazy??? If you are that tired you cant get your ass up and turn the lights off.. for gods sake, sleep with them on.. its called passing out.. you can punish yourself when the bill comes in.. dont get me wrong.. i love my remote co
Rampant Sex
Today, was unbelievable. I came to you lost sad upset feeling like a failure You set me down demanded all showed me love showed me guidance lifted me up above myself. You you ranted and fussed pushed me to see pushed me to tell pushed me to feel breaking all barriers letting me be me broke open the gates and set me free. Yet even in freedom I run to you Shouting your name I run to you begging for your attention I run to you No freedom is valuable if you are not there. My heart is not my own its Yours as is my body my mind my soul for without you they are nothing but empty shells Thankyou for being mine my Soul mate my Connection my love J.M. To Love I wake up thinking about you I lay there and imagine how it would feel to lie down and sink into you the very first place would be your face your lips touching softly while you sleep feeling you stir under my caress I wake up thinking of nothing else just y
Well the summer is almost all over again and once again I babysat my sisters kid once again this summer..I swear the older they get the more I get stressed out.. I watch my niece who is 13 and nephew who is 11 with adhd and I am stressed out again.. My sister doesn't pay me to way them.. and I keep them at my house all summer except the weekends when i take them home.. They don't listen to me and they walk all over me..I try to deal with them but I can't.. I'm to the point to tell my sister to find someone else to watch them during the summer cus I can't take it anymore and I see it not getting any better.. they are putting a strain on my when i have high blood pressure and don't need need the stress and also with my hubby and i cus we fight over it.. I don't want to hurt my sister but I got no other choice.. I don't know what to do besides talk about it in my blogs...thank you  for reading Im just sick in tired of being alive. I have No Life, No friends ( well the only friends i think
i dont just write mumms on there just to look at it!vote and leave comments and while your at it leave comments on my pics and profile too where is the love people!i tell ya where is it! so i went running, it was fabbbbulous¢¾ although im not gonna lie im gonna be mega sore tomorrowwww¢¾ Essay is almost done i just cant force anymore wonderous knowledge out my bbrrain¢¾ so i shall take a break and hopefully i can gets more juices flowing¢¾=) And ive decided im not gonna be a bad individual so that i may better my charisma and integrity¢¾ They say love is blind, but is it deaf as well?¢¾ Music is wonderful¢¾ Love Love Love life¢¾ for days i have been under so much stress!my doctor is actually mad at back is in knotts no stress level is bananas!its high very! and if i don't find ways to relax i will explode!i have to learn how to relax and not get stressed out over for next few days or so it looks like its bed rest for me.i have horrible headaces,back a
Pimp-out Bully Done For Me---thank You!
__ First Time __ Up For Auction!!! Yes, this is my first time joining an auction. I wanna experience to have owner. This must be exciting! My Offers Are: 1) FAR you if I have'nt already 2) rate all pics(300)11's a week during HH 3) rate stash during HH(500 maximum) 4) added to my family list if you're not already 5) added to my top #5 friend for the month 6) your profile link in my "About Me" section 7) leave you a daily profile comment 8) keep you sh!tfaced whenever I'm online for a month 9) random fu-gifts 10) 2 or more SFW salute pics 11) make bulletin about you owning me 12) put in my blog forever 13) if you have auto 11's will rate all your pics once a week for a month Bidders... please let me feel the excitement!!! LOL Just click the thumbnail link below to bid: Thanks In Advance and Happy Bidding!!! This Bulletin Brought To You By: ♥ThassY♥@ fubar
Wryns ...this Pasage Has A Lot Of Meaning
Wyrns are not avaricious we do not desire much, Pretty, only what we believe is rightfully ours. We are each part of a shield that protects the enirety of the world, and yet we do not wish to own everything in that world. That which is part of our hoard, our treasure, is not our prisoner; we guard it jealously, but only because we love it with everything that is in us. What humans see as possessiveness, dragons believe to be the purest form of love. This is true whether the treasure is a single coin, a living being, or a whole nation of people
Have You Ever Been So Lonely,
Have you ever been so lonely, No one there to hold? Pull me in or disown me, And then climb inside. My arms are open wide. Have a look inside. It is not that I am scared to learn, Why I'm empty inside. hold my hand or show some concern, If I live or die. My eyes are open wide. Help me look inside. I hear the water drip from the faucet. It's sweetly falling in tune. I'm gently closing the closet. I fall to the floor, and crawl to my room. The thought of ending it soon... Just let me sleep in my room. Hear me cry! cry! cry! I hear a knock at the front door. Don't come in! I try to look at you But I can't stop shaking. Leave me alone. Just go away. Mother I'm so scared. Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone, They're wrapped around me and you. All is quiet but the drop of a gun. I want to someone... But maybe life's not for everyone
My Turn To
I'm auctioning off Fu Daddy's shirt to the highest bidder. The auction will be held from Sat March7th from 5pm Fu time till Sat March 14th 5pm Fu time. To place your bid, leave a comment but please feel free to rate the pic as well. I'm not too big on rules so I only have 2: 1. Absolutely NO drama!!!!!! I get enough of it in my real life so don't need it on here too, if you break this rule you will be block!!!!!!!! 2. No dirty or nasty comments!!!!! Again if this rule is broken, you will be blocked!!!!!!!! Note: Fu Daddy will mail the shirt to the winner, Info will be discussed between the winner and Fu Daddy. We're all here for fun so lets keep this fun. Link will be posted when auction begins Have a great day ok guys and gals, u know how shout boxes work, start from the bottom then read up and let me know what u think!! ------------------------------------------------- ->Jimmy B: i am not jealous of no one o
okay someone got me this blast thing so I type it up and send it in.Hour later I was notified it had been approved which was great,then I go and read it and they cut part of it out because they don't know german.Should they have not allowed me to correct it and put it in english before activated it and taking it totally off what I had written.It looks so fucking stupid now/I have written them but no response.I mean people pay for these right and if they do and they decide to cut a part of it out shouldn't they at least let you correct it.
Ok, so I'm thinking...(I know scary)...hehehe ABOUT CRUSHES tonite!!!I am a SINGLE woman and I have 22 crushes here on Fubar.. I am clueless to who these crushes are..I probably know who "3" of them are.. THAT's IT!! Who are the OTHER 19??? Please be BRAVE and reveal yourself to me.. I just might be CRUSHING on you as well... How will we EVER know if we don't tell each other?? I'm not asking you to POST it here.. Just send me a message or a SB response or SOMETHING.. Curiosity is getting the best of me!!!! I wanna get to know my CRUSHES!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!
What Every Girl Should B Treated Like
Click here to place your bid!!! To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no
Ok, I just had to make a blog because this cracks me the fvck up.. Tru Raterz.. am I suppose to get butthurt over this? The first one that hit my pic I went and blinged his ass.. this was a few weeks ago. This one I figure I'll just leave it go. But come on, does anyone else find this tru raterz "group" utterly ridiculous? Friggin Dorks I say LOL ♥
Second To None
Im sure that theres somebody reading this knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear then, then kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if y
I'm Up For Auction!!!
Huge Fubuck Giveaway
God Bless
3:07 AM 2/17 12:02 AM 2/17 Madis​on, ​age 8,(*NOT MY DAUGHTER MADISON*) ​passe​d away just a few days ago We'​ve been asked​ to pass this on. Docto​rs told her famil​y that there​ have been quite​ a few child​ren Madis​on'​s age that have died recen​tly the same way that she died. The only commo​n link betwe​en them was that they were given​ Motri​n (​ibupr​ofen)​ and Robit​ussin​ toget​her,​ this cause​d a heart​ attac​k. They belie​ve this is what happe​ned to them. They told her to alert​ every​one to this. Do not give child​ren both of these​ medic​ines toget​her.​ You can give them one or the other​ but not both. When Madis​on colla​psed she suffered a heart attack and died. this was sent to me and i hope all parents take heed to the warning
Own Me (:
Auction Block!!
Brand New Bling
> > > > Since you can't bling yourself, and you KNOW you NEED the new bling..... If you buy me a bling pack I will bling every bit of it back to you. What do YOU get out of it?? The NEW bling on your page. What do I get?? Points. That's all. We BOTH get points and YOU get the NEW bling. We can both be happy then... PM me if you can't get me on shout. ~Tee~*FU-Bombers Family Manager*@ fubar
I Hate Valentines Day
seriously... this year i hate it more than christmas, which i hated because i didn't have the money to buy anyone a damn thing... which sucks because usually i spoil certain people (brother/sister/certain close friends)... but really, i hate being single... but given the divorce's destruction of my concept of anything lasting forever (which hit me alot harder than i expected it to considering we'd been separated over three years) i can't figure out how to be in a relationship right now either. so yay for all of you in loving relationships that are so happy and in love... but for me... i want to wake up and have it be sunday already. ~sin
Auto 11 Give Away At Dragon Riderz
Dreams An Fantacy Come Alive
"Meet Me In This Dream Tonight: Lean back upon your pillow, Join me in this place I know, Close your eyes for just a moment, Relax your body mind and soul. The place that only dreamers use, And poets find release, The place I long to meet you, And fulfill this fantasy. It's here I lay beside you, Fingers trailing over your skin, Our cheeks touching slightly, I don't want this dream to end. You slide your arms around me, Pull me tight against your chest, Moving into loves position, Were not in this dream to rest. Your heart beats with my heart, As our bodies lay entwined, Our eyes now tell the story, Drunken by the lovers wine. After quickened breath and passion, After ecstasies fulfilled, We lay snuggled, softly kissing, Knowing we have shared this thrill. My mouth flavored with your honey, The after taste where lovers dine, Making love would be much better, If it were not just in our minds."
I've Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have been a nurse since 1997 but I was a hairdresser for 7 yrs before that. 2. I do not like to fly altho I will do it for 3. I have had asthma since I was a kid 4. I am hyper and tend to be impatient at times 5. My dream job would be to be a forensic pathologist/coroner....(dead people don't ask for the 6. I am addicted to peppermint lifesavers...I swear they put crack in 7. I want to retire to someplace warm since I HATE cold weather 8. I am very anal about my house being clean...but not my car 9. I am a shopaholic....there I admitted it 10. Jason is my boyfriends name but it is
2 Mil Give Away
here are the rules, , , 1. this contest will last 30 days. 2. the person who sends the most people to my page, gets 500k from me. 3. the person who sent the most people, that rate profile and hodge podge album gets 1.5 million. 4. everyone you send must list your name in the comment area, on album, or on profile page. 5. if you send the most in both areas, , , you get the 2 mil. and a bling. 6. if your people are listed and i move up 2 levels, you get an auto 11, with the rest of prizes offered. As I say what I need to say I know I am hurting you. And for this I have no excuse, but it needs to be said. There is a love I have in my heart that can not be defined, not sure if you care or not but it is there. As I spend my time alone, I feel your absents, and there is a void I can not fill. Not with anything. I have tried, lord knows I have tried. I try to talk to you and I do not think you hear what I have to say. So here it goes. You and I met and became infatuated with one anot
Erotic Reads!!!
It was a Friday night in mid June and some friends and I decided we should hit a rave. It was a beautiful night; we first went for dinner in a small intimate restaurant. After some fantastic food and much wine we started to head off to the party. Since most raves don't get started until well after midnight we took our time. Heading back to our apartments to put on our favourite clothes and check our makeup and hair. We also decided to drop some ecstasy and smoke some pot before the show. By the time we hit the show my head was starting to swim. I could feel the music wrap around me like a warm quilt on a cool winter night. I immediately got out on to the dance floor, closed my eyes and started to move as the music commanded me. I have no idea how long I was out there when I first felt the hands. I call them the hands, and see them in my minds eye as just that, disembodied hands, as if they belonged to some type of spirit. They first landed on my hips; facing forwards like
Nsfw Pics
One fun thing about fubar is that you not only get to meet and learn about people,you also get a sense(over some time with them) of who they are. A profile tells alot about their likes and dislikes. There are somethings you might be interested to know about me. I was married at 16 for 38 years, then was widowed, from a car accident, if that haden't happen he was dieing from stomach cancer, he got from being in Nam. I lost the love of my life (soul mate ). I will never get that back, so moving on. I have four wonderful kids, two boys and two girls, five beautiful grand children. I have spent my life working, raising kids, being a care giver for family and friends. I've cooked for 35 years in restrants and (until the accident) four years at the biggest trout prossening plant in the country. In the mean time had a cattle ranch,  that we had together.      i had it all, then it was gone. Life hits you in the face! I'm strong and life goes on.....All time favorite songs... Alway and forever
to every1 who has issuse with nakedness dont fuckin look. dont ask to see, just grow the fuck up
Ma Blog Too
 You know I Can't Smile Without You, I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing, I'm findin' it hard to do anything. You see, I feel sad when you're sad, I feel glad when you're glad, If You only knew what I'm go ing through, I just Can't Smile Without You. You came along just like a song and brightened my day, Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream Now it all seems light years away. And now you know I Can't Smile WIthout You, I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing, I'm finding it hard to do anything. You see, I feel sad when you're sad, I feel glad when you're glad, If you only knew what I"m going through, I just can't smile. Now some people sa y happiness takes so very long to find. Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me. And you see, I Can't Smile Without You, I Can't Smile Without You, I can't laugh and I can't sing, I'm findin' it hard to do anything. Y ou see, I feel sad when you're sad, I feel glad when you're glad, If You
College Schmollege
I am still undergoing the induction process for my diploma course in photography as a very mature student lol. We did a little show of our work that we have done so far and this image below was chosen by one of my tutors to be put on the colleges system. This is so it can be shown to other students to encourage them to take the same course in future, i was so chuffed. My worst fears have come true, in regards to my course. I have to do my first assignment this weekend, but i am bouncing off the walls with the first steps of an episode of mania. i can't focus and keep my mind on the task. i have taken enough ativan to knock out an elephant and i am still going ninety million miles an hour. I gonna fail at the first hurdle, but who the hell was i kidding that i could do it in the first place ?
New Targets For The Group
Hey guys here's 2 new targets for us to help out until  Honorary Member Week starts next week these 2 are really simple first is Smootchie   Sm00tchie Co-Owner @ SINS OF EVIL@ fubar and the second is WowThatsHot. A friend and supporter of the group and of her named Asus is also offering 20k per 100 rates of her pics so when you get done rating her folder just comment on the last pic "folder rated" and when you are done hit Asus up with the grand total of pics you rated and he will pay you here's the link to her page   *WOWTHATSHOT*@ fubar Here's Asus's link to his page to hit him up for payment,he's also offering 20k for per 100 pic rates of him as well so here's an opportunity for some of you fubuck strapped members to make some really nice dough while rating as well. Till Tuesday I hope all of you are having a great,great weekend! 
How To Get Rid Of Dead Fake Accounts Easy
Fubar School 101 : Friends List Manager Trick  CREDIT FOR THIS GOES OUT TO JOHNNY DEVIL I GOT IT FROM HIS BLOG BELIVE ME THIS WORKS I STARTED I HAD 17,070 ON MY LIST IT TOOK ME 2 HOURS BUT WHEN FFINISHED I HAD 13,247 "REAL"ACCOUNTS ON MY LIST People always ask me random questions that they can’t get answers to around here so with that in mind I bring you this….So lately I see that people have gotten emo over their friends list, who‘s on who‘s not why are there a bazillion dead / fake / drone / spy accounts on it and what to do and how to manage your list. With this in mind I bring you this novel fact about Fubar you may or may not have known. I actually found out thanks to Bright Eyed Artist. Want to clean out the dead weight in your account and get a much more accurate number of actual friends you have? Go to my friends, see all, then click the last number on the amount of pages you have ( for example it says on the left 1, you
I Am A Soldier
  I am A SOLDIER! Hey i don't want to sound like a complete ungrateful person however! I am a troop, I should be the one thanking you for your support! As a troop we appreciate all that you guys do on the home front! OK .. I am sick and tired of people assuming that I am a MILITARY JUNKIE and not realizing that I am a member of the US Armed Forces! Yea I know I am a weekend Warrior.. However I will be deployed one day and that day is sooner than you all think.I'm sick of chauvinistic pigs who say what your too pretty to be in the Army, your too sweet to be in the Armed Forces. Well damnit obviously I am not too pretty or too sweet cause I am in the Gdarn Army National Guard. I am in the one Military Occupational Speciality that Allows WOMEN on the FRONT LINES!Am I labeled this because I don't run my mouth like a sailor, or I don't run around like a barracks whore? What the hell is wrong with you people?I am PROUD to SERVE our NATION.. When that call comes.. THE United States of Am
I Don't Get It
If the bouncers and admin have a problem with something a fubar user does it seems logical that they would let that person know right before or right after they do stuff like ban you from commenting on mumms or if they're going to delete someone's account maybe they could send them an email message to the email address that person created thier account from letting them know why. I still don't know what I did to lose my commenting powers in the mumms maybe if I did I could make a point not to do whatever it is I did wrong in the future.   I have a feeling that they do not care enough to be bothered to inform folks of the reasons why the bouncers and/or admin take disciplinary action on your account and I also believe that sometimes they do stuff like delete people's account just because they do not like them out of some sort of passive aggressive bullshit power trip.   I just made this blog because one of my favorite folks on here got his account deleted and he has no idea why, sim
A Shattered Existance
suffer in silence i shall do no more.Anger tears away the face of angelspink flesh turns pale sickly sweet smell of deathi will show you what it is to burnfight fire with fire the smell of brimstone so closefor those who know they will rot in helli will show you what it is to burn.violent convulsions as you scream to godFORGIVE ME FORGIVE MEGod can't save you nowtake my hand  for it is timei will show you what it is to burnBrandi S Weaver 2009 Porcelain white and rougeblack to cover up the tearspainted on to make her look sanebut underneath is another story...She Swollows her Emotionsletting them be seen will only bring her downhide behind the porcelain mask that gives her security when she knows that the truth will only cause you pain. long sleeves can cover the scarsthe truth can only hide for so longsolitude makes her lonelythe frustration finds a home inside her for a brief second she no longer aches.she is bearing a burdenso heavy that even hell refuses hereventually the mask wi
My Life, My Rules
I think I am starting to understand fubar. . . If you are a guy you can be topless in any and all photos, even your default picture, but if you are a female and show even the smallest bit of cleavage your photo gets taken down and marked NSFW. What the fuck is with the double standard??? Baby Jesus and Scrapper need to pull their heads out of their asses and and start pull all those photos of shirtless guys off.     P.S. If a woman is in a bikini it is the same thing as her being in her bra and underware!!!!! I am at the point that I can truly say that I am done with guys. It is sad, just as I was letting guys back into my life, I start being used by them or lied to by them, or my favorite they start playing games. Guy A: Turns out he is married with kids. Hello??? I don't play that game. Guy B: Nothing but “Maybe's” and “Probably's.” In my book those two words are only used when you are playing games.
La Dolce Vita Ask me's totally anonymous!     Below is a beautiful summary of why I have my new, little tatoo. :]   For me, trees have always been the most penetrating preachers. I revere them when they live in tribes and families, in forests and groves. And even more I revere them when they stand alone. They are like lonely persons. Not like hermits who have stolen away out of some weakness, but like great, solitary men, like Beethoven and Nietzsche. In their highest boughs the world rustles, their roots rest in infinity; but they do not lose themselves there, they struggle with all the force of their lives for one thing only: to fulfill themselves according to their own laws, to build up their own form, to represent themselves. Nothing is holier, nothing is more exemplary than a beautiful, strong tree. When a tree is cut down and reveals its naked death-wound to the sun, one can read its whole history in the luminous, inscribed disk of
Let us be grateful, what we are blessed with. Let us be thankful for the love ones in our lives. Let us be grateful for the lessons we learn in life, no matter how hard, or painful the lesson is. Only by understanding that no matter, what happens in life that all things should be the way they are at all times, do we fully understand why we are and who we are, and what we are to become. ©Robert Piazza Jr.
Random Shit, Blah!
Pray for me everyone. I'm soo confused about my husband right now its not even funny. When I met him in march I already had a son from a previous relationship. I ended up getting pregnant in May, with a baby girl. He moved down here at the end of June. We got married November 18th of last year. Had my baby girl December 8th. Everything was going great with us until he lost his job about 2 months ago. We have been staying with my mom. And he just basically quit caring all together about having a job. Our income tax came right about that time. So he's been just gung ho about staying at home. For the past 2 months, I have felt like I'm single with a roommate that just happens to the father of my baby girl and husband. Since he has moved in with us, he has not had to do dishes once, take out the trash or anything. I do all of this. All he does is Snooze all day till about 3-5pm. Wakes up, then logs onto World of Warcraft. Plays it all freaking night, pausing maybe twice if I insist he help
Insights Of The Blind
Simply Put: Maybe I was wrong in thinking that this website was intended for a mature audience, of the 18+ variety, and while I understand that not everything should be publicly displayed because the work ethic of many countries has gone to shit over the last few years, and you have to keep some things out of the work place to prevent 'Sexual Harassment' and all that.. What the fuck is NSFW. And furthermore, who decides this shit? There's sex on Cartoons, a 10 year old can manage to get hardcore porn from simple search engines (that is if they don't already know half a million streaming video sites), hell public television is smothered with debauchery, infidelity, promiscuousness; you can find an article in Maxim about how to 'Lie better to your GF' and what not. So because I like being naked/semi-nude in a artsy setting in front of a professional photographer I deserve to be slanderized for wearing "revealing clothing"..? What happened to that age-old principle if
How do you feel and what do you hear when someone says ‘I trust you..’? Trust is a hard thing to grasp at times, especially if you give it to someone to only be let down…time and time again. Trust is something that precious to me, something that someone has to gain from me. Over time even the few I’ve let in to trust have ended up letting me down in the long run. Promises not met, sweet talking that was empty, catching them in avoiding the truth or lying. How do we as women navigate through the men and know who to trust anymore? I hunger to trust someone, to give my life in their hands and know that they will always be there to take care of me. That there is no doubt in my mind I can trust them to be honest and straightforward whether good or bad. I feel so broken with so much distrust in people and men. Perhaps in the long runs it’s because I have no faith or hope to trust in them. How do you know to trust someone…when their actions aren&rsqu
Fumafia player1 turfed different turfs off and on. got the gloves on  12/20/2011 even with missing 2 log ins. Was nothing to do but wait for energy to build till level 10 and couldnt afford weapons for mob until level 10 . Once was able to try the hl the new changes with 95% house cut can about so hunting wasnt even paying the healing costs. 30 day end stats health 1000 energy 100 stam 29 cash 729mil cf 71.73m mafia rateing 19 mob 74 missions 791 bountys 10 death 1 fights lost 115 fights won 139. THREE players set up under different circumstances to see how the newest changes to fu mafia affects newer players.   1 to be put in a turf in soldier/pay position 2 to be put in a turf  Not in a pay position 3 to be unturfed

She was... dripping with sex appeal to say the least. She had beautiful thick hair which just passed her shoulders and massive bambi eyes with a colour that reminded me of the ocean. The most attractive thing about her was her heart and the fact that it could never be tamed. Needless to say she wasn't short of admirers. I knew her free spirit wasn't down to her being untamed. I knew there was alot of hurt and need going on behind her blue eyes but I never questioned it because she had a strong approach going on. I lusted over her strong approach. She knew I wanted to fuck her, I had told her before. It was never a good idea we were left alone together. I didn't want anything more then for her to bend me over and fuck me until I came on her fingertips. She looked so forceful, I was sure I could be her fuck bunny because I knew she would keep me there for hours. There was no paticular chemistry, just pure lust on my part. Pure unadultarated animal lust. I just wanted her to fuck me. I'd
Random Thoughts And What Not
Ok heres the deal......I want to do something new here.....I'm making a group called Surreals Angels. lol. I will make a morph for each one that wants to join. All I ask is that you either put surreals angels in your name or put angel at least. if your interested please leave a comment :P This is Matt a.k.a. Surreal and this will be my last blog entry. Theres a lot of things i need to get off my chest. First off. To all my true friends on all have been so great to me and I have nothing but love for each and everyone of you. You all have always been there for me when I have needed you and vise versa. For that I am truly blessed and thankful.  Now theres a few reasons I am leaving this site. First off I have seen way too many ppl lose sight of whats more important in thier lives. When you spend more than 12 hours on a web site I'm sorry to say to me thats a waste of your life. Theres so much more to life than fubar everyone. Take a good hard look at what everyone is doing..
Odds, Ends, Pics, Etc....
14 Signs Your Online Relationship Isn't Working Out 14) You discover that "Chesty McBust" isn't her real name, and she's dialing in from Langley, VA.   13) You: Large, hairy man. Your online girlfriend: Large, hairy man.   12) Her postmaster rejects your e-mail not as "undeliverable" but as "unlikely to get you anywhere."   11) After months of shared experiences and emotional investments, she attacks you in the Mines of Quarn with a Vorpal Sword when she learns you're worth 45,000 points.   10) "Returned mail: User unknown and never wants to hear from you again."   9) Your cyber-lover is just too busy editing that silly little Top 5 List.   8) Getting perhaps a bit too comfortable, she lets a reference to cutting her chin shaving slip by.   7) You discover that she has been cutting and pasting her orgasms.   6) You can barely make out your C. L.'s face in the JPEG she sent because she's obscured by her 25 cats.   5) He claims to be the richest man in the world, but
I was shocked.....Michael Jackson is not much older then my own father.. but i wasnt as shocked as when eddie guerrero died.The king of pop dying is a great and tragic loss to music even if he wasnt pumping out hits anymore or doing world wide tours the king of pop will always be remebered. Unlike today's musicans He had skill and talent not only on the stage and in the recording booth but his videos were pure amazing. With the exception of the great Steven Tyler.. Jackson was a man i knew from my birth from the jackson 5 to his solo career i know it all its a tragedy to lose such great talent. Love him or Hate him YOU ALWAYS KNEW who Michael Jackson was.I can go years without listen to him but once i heat the beat of beat it the sounds of remeber the time all the words flash before my brain. He was an impecable man. Great. People seem to remeber...oh he was a child molester...GUESS WHAT HE WAS PROVEN INNOCENT BY A JURY OF HIS PEERS ON ALL CHARGES..Can you blame him for being strange?
Fu-buck/special Offers
Happy Hour Bling & Fu-Buck Specials!! It's ON AGAIN! During MY Happy Hour Only, I will be offering some great deals for rates! Wednesday July 16th, 6:00 PM Fu-Time. First, Rate, Fan, and Add me... rate, rate, RATE!!! There are 3 folders for bucks, choose one, or choose all. For 100 11's you will get 20,000 Fu-Bucks! For 100 10's you will get 10,000 Fu-Bucks! After you have completed one of the above, rate my stash (250) for 2,500 more Fu-Bucks AND a BONUS 1 credit BLING! You must private message me after you have completed your rates, I will be watching! Please no shouts. :)
Yes thats right I can be yours for a month. So if you like, BID ON ME and trust me i will make it worth while. Lots of Love xxxxxxxxxx Click on the pic to bid
About Me
About ~*CutePsychoKttn*~ I am definitely a walking contradiction; an enigma in most senses of the word. I am happily married; completely satisfied with my life and my partner; but my marriage is flexible and I desire more from life; from people I interact with, and from the experiences that are allowed us in this lifetime. Pushing the envelope of social standards is what I crave; polyamorous is what I am. I truly believe that drama is not a negative; but the spice of life that makes this time we have been blessed with worth experiencing.I have posted ads on adult websites where "getting laid" is the primary objective for lack of a straight forward avenue I can follow to obtain what I pursue (as sex is not my number one priority). I prefer the intensity of meeting and connecting with someone new and exciting but then the prolonged period of learning each and every nuance of that person. Maybe we develop a relationship full of passion and spontaneous i
One Day At A Time.......
I cant begin to tell you what you all mean to me. Yesterday was absolutely amazing and I guess my pea brain had no idea what it was gonna be like to be on everyone's home page for 24 The response to that overwhelmed this lil gal from texas' heart. You people are incredibly amazing to me. Those that know me well know that if there is anything at all I can do for you for showing me so much kindness all you need do is ask. Im incredibly behind in rating you all and if I havent, which yesterday was next to impossible, please remind me especially if you are needing to level up and I'll come and help push you over or pimp you out as need be. I do want to address one thing that is in my mind this morning. Over the day and last night several haters came to my profile...Never once commenting on anything but to leave 1's, 4's etc...whatever the number, I guess in some attempt to make me feel badly or to drop my rating or whatever. Never being brave enough to speak to me.
Me Me Me
imikimi - Customize Your World Gotta say MUAHHH to my first FU OWNER, Jenesa! She is totally cool, sweet& lovable. She's become a great friend to me. So PLEASE go show her lots of luvins and I have no doubt that she can become a great friend to you as well. JENESA ~ YOU ROCK sweetie. I can't believe how lucky I am to be FU OWNED by you! Click here to meet this awesome lady: Jenesa@ fubar Pimpout brought to you by: Deadliest Catch ~* "RL BF to IRISH SWEETHEART~ FU-OWNED by the LOVELY & SWEET "JENESA"~@ fubar Jim Carlson35"Owner of The Time Capsule Lounge"' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-19 20:59:15'.. > > > >
Fiber Optics (an Erotic Encounter)
We were having verizon come out to hook up that fiber optic stuff…hubby thinks it’ll be better than the dsl we have now. So being the good little housewife, I am sitting home waiting for the guy to show up. They give you a window of 5 hours…so I had to find some way to entertain myself while waiting for this guy. I opted for playing on cam on the internet. So as time went by and I weeded thru many idiots, I finally found a good friend I had played with before. He was always incredible with the things he said to me, getting me wet before I ever touched myself. So we were playing, talking, & my toys were out, when I heard a knock on the front door. Of course, the guy would come now. I went to the door, answered it, and let this (unexpectedly) hot guy in. He was in a uniform of sorts, white shirt, izod type, with the verizon emblem on his chest, and the fabric of the shirt stretched over his chest muscles, showing a pierced nipple, which peaked my interest even further. I led him down
Poetry~cam Videos ~ Guitar & Spokenword
Fu Poetry... A Message To My Haters And the shallow... The Drama Queens and Point/Attention Whores This goes out to all my haters... The two faced fuckers & the shallow imitators, You think these Drama queens & cam whores mean what they say? Its just their method to be noticed... For their own ego's Sake Coming online just for shits & giggles, Mind fucks, & wastes of time, I should have figured... You are merely hams for the cam... How you love to be seen Str8^ Chat hoz & attention fiends It's like a video game to you... u don't give a fuck, Cuz you'll just make it go away with one click or touch. How sad & pathetic that you're so fake, You'd rather hide your face... Than to be put in your place Well, I've had enough now, I detest your ways & this web of deceit that has spawned my rage This is my coming, call me karmas messenger, I am sorting out the frauds... No disrespect to the rest of ya. But my disappointment in humanity has been growing all the whil
My Lifestyle
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours..... Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the
Just Fuckin Pissed
9am showed up at the court house and as of now there is a restraining order against both the girl i threw out and her boy friend then went to the doctor who sent me to the hospital again......92% hering loss and a mild concusion and whip lash 2 restraining orders.. $500.00 1 doctors bill... $180.00 1 hospital bill...???? dont know yet Total cost = one dead couple bet me I dumped the dark side family for ripping my morph without even asking and thay couldnt even find the balls to rate it befor thay ripped it...well another person i do consider a friend and part of my family posted another buliton for them and here was my reply ~~~ FTW Lost Goth ~~~~ 2007-05-22 16:43:29 PFFFFFT not that crap again...i made it and dumped them..all thay did was rip my pics and never even rated them and here is the head of th dollies familys reply GothiqueTemptation ¢¾ Proud DAG Member ¢¾ Head Founder of the DSG&D 2007-05-22 16:47:22 FTW, you need to shut the hell
I JUST STARTED THE IPOD and..roll right down to the play list .. I found it MINE …… damm this thing CRANKS I LOVE IT …..well the music playing is making think of my friends OLD ,NEW ,LOST, and the new ones to come … The thing about friends is they come and go for reasons we might not ever know… could it be that you started with the same goal? Like the same things? Places? We don't know …. I do know we all make choices in are life and I know I have made the right ones. And I will stand by them as I stand by my friends. So what does all that mean? I DON'T KNOW!! I guess seeing some old friends this week end made me start to think and with the IPOD MAKING MY EARS BLEED …. I am just thinking of some of the GREAT times I have had with them… and I am missing them.. But we move on with life some of us start families some are trying to start families, some are single other are dating. But whatever you choice in life your TRUE FRIENDS WILL STAND BY YOU!!! In good a
Rather Be Fu-king!
She's always helped me out when I needed it in the past and now she could use a little help. Thank you and have a great night. ❤ ★ KINDЯΣD~Ñï©k¥'§ Fµ~W¡Fê ☆@ fubar Kipster is just 200k from becoming fubar's next FuKing. Auto-11s are on for a few more hours. He returns the rates, so hit him hard. KIPSTER (fu-hub to the queen)Enforcer@FarBeyondDriven@ fubar DJ DISTURBED {R/L/H2SYCHO}~!~ FU OWNED 'cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar
A Poem
When I was lost and lonely, and felt I had reached the came around and took my hand. When I was angry and betrayed and ready to fight... you stepped in and made it right. When I was sad and frightnened and felt so small... you stood beside me through it all. You showed me what it meant to be a friend. You taught me how to trust again. I felt safe and comfortable with you. You said to me you felt it too. Then something happened.... you had changed. My whole world was rearranged. I tried to help and much to my dismay, all you did was push me away. I did everything I could do. You told me to stay away from you. You said it would be best for me. You didn't want to hurt me. I gave you what you needed but it wasn't good enough. You said that staying friends with me was just too tough. I don't know what happened to make it all go bad. To this day you were the best friend I ever had. But in the end it mattered not.... Because HURT was all I got. A child is born de
Hello everyone, I am on a major project with work at the moment which is taking all my time, including some evenings if I take a while to respond or you've not heard from me, I'm not ignoring you or having a fu break, fed up etc...I'm just really busy and by the time I get on here, I'm exhausted (get the violins out lol). Anyway, hope you be back on form soon, but will probably be in a few weeks. Do not delete me haha :D   Tracey x     People born in the Year of the Pig are chivalrous and gallant. Whatever they do, they do with all their strength. For Boar Year people, there is no left or right and there is no retreat. They have tremendous fortitude and great honesty. They don't make many friends but they make them for life, and anyone having a Boar Year friend is fortunate for they are extremely loyal. They don't talk much but have a great thirst for knowledge. They study a great deal and are generally well informed. Boar people are quick tempered, yet they hate argumen
Me Stuff
My current thoughts on the Fu. This is my 2nd profile since joining in the days of Cherrytap. I have seen many changes time and time again. Some for the better and some for the worse. I have gone through my own little "rebelion" against the Fubar administration and gotten over it. I had been gone for a few months with no computer. I got my computer and came back to my Fu addiction only about 2 weeks ago and in that 2 weeks I have seen so many people behave like children on this site thats meant for adults. The hard work it took to get the status and reputation that came with the high levels are all gone. Auto 11's... When I first saw these I was like omg thats gay! After having a couple myself and seeing how they helped friends I deem them a good thing. It helps all parties! Both those hosting and those participating so how can you argue with that? New comments... I personally love the way comments are now posted and am thrilled to see that comment bombing is virtually non e
Clean Slate
i spoent lots of time on here for the last year, LOts OF MONEY and made manyfriends, first and foremost i thank you for that.....but trials and turbulance does happen. my wife(queenie) is not on here and im not sure when she will or will be back. my friends from fetish lounge have all gone there seperate ways, and i cant afford to keep up with the auto 11s and the bombs. i am a mom 1st and foremost. back when i started i got rated how i still rate people, by friends and by scrolling, i never expect a payout altho i have paid out to people who rate all my pics. I appreciate the bling, mostly i got from toxic, gypsy, sweetest kiss, bug, and alot from tabs whom has been on lockdown for some tos shit, and has tried repeatly to show proof. the fun is gone for me i met people on here then i met them in real life and i love you all. to my sister she knows where to find me but it is time to close this chapter for a good while as life has called me to make other things more important. if you ne
I,m Up For Sale
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Helping Friends
WENDY WOO WOO Let's help this wonderful woman make her goal of becoming a Godmother by her birthday on Monday, September 15th. She has a bit over a million to go and I think, with all of our help, she can do it. Rate/Fan/Add her please. Rate to your hearts content. Let's rock this hottie..Wendy WOO WOO@ fubar brought to you by ChelleBelle "ChelleBelle" tattoo'd & pierced Bulliever & Charm Girl-read my about me b4 adding@ fubar    
A Few Things To Remember
90# on your telephone I dialed '0', to check this out, asked the operator, who confirmed that this was correct so please pass it on . . . (l also checked out .. This is true, and also applies to cell phones!) PASS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW I received a telephone call last evening from an individual identifying himself as an AT&T Service Technician (could also be Telus) who was conducting a test on the telephone lines. He stated that to complete the test I should touch nine(9), zero(0), the pound sign (#), and then hang up. Luckily, I was suspicious and refused. Upon contacting the telephone company, I was informed that by pushing 90#, you give the requesting individual full access to your telephone line, which enables them to place long distance calls billed to your home phone number. I was further informed that this scam has been originating from many local jails/prisons DO NOT press 90# for ANYONE. The GTE Security Department requested that I
Blogs & Such
DefinitionBy Mayo Clinic staff Staph infections are caused by staphylococcus bacteria, a type of germ commonly found on the skin or in the nose of even healthy individuals. Most of the time, these bacteria cause no problems or result in relatively minor skin infections. But staph infections don't always remain skin-deep. In some circumstances, they may invade your bloodstream, urinary tract, lungs or heart. Severe staph infections usually occur in people who are already hospitalized or who have a chronic illness or weakened immune system. But it is possible for otherwise healthy people to develop life-threatening staph infections.   Symptoms:By Mayo Clinic staffStaph infections can range from minor skin problems to endocarditis, a life-threatening inflammation of your heart valve lining. As a result, signs and symptoms of staph infections vary widely, depending on the location and severity of the infection. Skin infections Skin infections caused by staph bacteria include:
Stupid People
This coming from a chick who'll pretty much fuck anyone and anything that glances her way, although she tries to pretend that she's all sweet and innocent. She doesn't like me because I think she's a whore, and when my ex went to fuck her last night, something set her off... ->SapphireRayne: And, to top it off, when I told him what I said, he said "Whille that may be completely true, I wish you wouldn't have said that" ->SapphireRayne: Think about it. You get a visit when no one else'll fuck him... otherwise, you don't get a second thought. I mean, if that's OK with you, then I guess everyone knows what YOU really are. I lost what little semblance of respect I had for you when you asked him to fuck you when he had a girlfriend. I know that you wouldn't have respected OUR relationship had we chosen to work on things. ->SapphireRayne: No, it's just kinda funny that you're only good enough to fuck. I mean, hey, if you're OK with that, then more power to you. SapphireRayne:
Adult Jokes *humor*
Woman/Man Poem WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who’s handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. Q & Answers (not all are great just dont feel like taking stoopid ones out lol) Q:What do a gynecologist and a pizza delivery boy have in common? A: They can both smell it but can't eat it. Q: How is a woman like a condom? A: Both of them spend mor
Rip John
MONONGAH — Some children in the town are helping American soldiers in Afghanistan put their best foot forward.Literally.This week, the First United Methodist Church Day Care Center in Monongah will hold a “Socks for Soldiers” drive to collect socks for troops serving in Afghanistan.The event is the brainchild of co-directors Kelly Streyle and Lori Barrett. Streyle’s son, Karl, joined the Army last year. In early June, he was deployed to Afghanistan.Streyle said her son is in a very remote outpost in the Korengal Valley, Afghanistan. Streyle said mail service to the outpost is sketchy because near constant fire means its difficult to land helicopters there We are proud to offer an extensive array of supportive features in honor of Breast Cancer Awareness Month.  But as one of our authors, Lori Hope, points out in this powerful guest post, it can be difficult to be a non-breast-cancer survivor in October because you can easily feel like your disease is carried o
Poison Candy's Blog
As I opened my eyes and gazed up at the sky, I recalled my past and how the years just flew by. Childhood games with the neighborhood kids, Fond memories of my very first kiss. Recess at school and bad cafeteria food, Never breaking the rules at my Elementary School. Middle School years brought me lots of tears, Bullies and peers were my biggest fears. High School begun and man was it fun, With making kids laugh and cutting class. School starts to such and I knew I was stuck, In those classes of hell that I always failed. Dropped out of school and started breaking the rules, Brought my family to shame cause I was such a pain. Parties, drugs, and beer for the next couple of years, Being so ignorant and then I got pregnant. Now I have kids and once again life begins! When you look at me what is it you see? Do you even see the real me? You say you love my eyes, How they sparkle and shine, But do you even see what they have to hide? You see their
Memoirs Of An Invisible Man
If your into gaming, mmos , sc2, fps whatever. I run a pro gaming team and we host tournaments. Mainly sc2 and play with a high level guild in wow , now star wars the old republic. Feel free to come hang out, for xmas and beyond.       Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the
A little boy and his dad are standing in line at the grocery store behind a big fat lady. The little boy says, "hey dad, look how fat that lady is!" "Shhhh, quiet son, she'll hear you." "But dad, look how big and fat that lady is!" "Shhhhhh, don't say that son, it's not nice!" "But dad, LOOK HOW BIG AND FAT THAT LADY IS!" "Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh, don't say that son, it's not nice and it's rude!" Suddenly the fat lady's beeper goes off. "LOOK OUT DAD, SHE'S BACKING UP!" An Irishman named Murphy went to his doctor after a long illness. The doctor, after a lengthy examination, sighed and looked Murphy in the eye and said, "I've some bad news for you... you have cancer and it can't be cured. I'd give you two weeks to a month." Murphy, shocked and saddened by the news, but of solid character, managed to compose himself and walk from the doctor's office into the waiting room. There he saw his son who had been waiting. Murphy said, "Son, we Irish celebrate when things are good and celebrate when thi
With time, women gain weight because we accumulate so much information andwisdom in our heads that when there is no more room, it distributes outto the rest of our bodies.  So we aren't heavy, we are enormously cultured, educated, and happy. Beginning today, when I look at my butt in the mirror I will think, “Good grief, look how smart I am!”    Must be where the term Smart Ass came from!!         "Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words.Be careful of your words, for your words become your actions.Be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits.Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny." With time, women gain weight because we accumulate so much information andwisdom in our heads that when there is no more room, it distributes outto the rest of our bodies.  So we aren't heavy, we are enormously
Astrological Info
Sagittarians are classically known as the 'favorites of the gods' for good reason: These folks are famous for generosity, humor and optimism, and for the ability to see the best is every situation, no matter how dire the circumstances. A Sagittarius will find a real reason to celebrate each and every day -- due in no small part to Jupiter, the planet most known for benevolence, and the Archer's planetary ruler. Of course, the other side of that coin is excess and extravagance. So in addition to knowing how to laugh -- and how to make others laugh -- Sagittarians are also experts at overdoing everything. At the same time, if a Sag really does have to be restricted to just one of anything, it had better be the biggest or most impressive of its kind -- literally, a one-of-a-kind object. Sagittarians are also famous for their love of travel and philosophy; they crave knowledge, and will spare no effort to satisfy that innate curiosity. Sag's own personal philosophy is that life is reall
Me Blog
Did you see the White Horse Ghost rider that appeared on a video taken during the time of the Egyptian riots? The 19th chapter of Revelation talks about the appearance of the White Horse and white ships. Did you see the video of the white ship that hovered over the Dome of the Rock for all to see?       dome of the rock   White Horse Ghost rider If you don't like this joke don't blame me, I'm just passing on a joke a 78 year old man sent to me this morning ;)   UP & DOWN SEXAt a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderlygentleman and an elderly ladystruck up a conversation and discovered thatthey both loved to fish.Since both of them were widowed,they decided to go fishing together the next day.The gentleman picked the lady up, and theyheaded to the river to his fishing boat andstarted out on th
Deadman's Ramblings
The weather has been awsome here and I finally got out on the golf course to day with all my work buddies...OH yeah...Cold beer and a few good shot ....a lot of good laughs and a lot of fun. Hope everyone is enjoying the good weather. I just finished a 64 hour week and am going to collage was a wild week...glad you all understand i am here sometimes i have to work a lot and not be online much. Go FU-BOMBERS!!!!!! I wont be on bombing this weekend... I have a house full of people here for my folks 50th wedding anniversary. I will see you all on Monday....sorry Fu-Bombers....I will make it up to you all. John deadmaninc10
My Personal Life Things
wow, i cant beleive how hard this has hit me. I have only been here in texas at ft. sam for 4 days. Im here for more advanced training as i go for my flight paramedic specalist. and wow. I am just thinking now, how much i miss my family. I was all happy to be comming down here, and now i have only been here for 4 days, and already missing my family back home. I have also not been talking to a lot of you here on tap, and im sorry, just i have been very busy with all my training. I did pass my finals for the EMT-B part. Well till next time i post, if i talk to you i talk to you. so if you see me online, send me a shout!!! And just remember that i love ya all, you are all my best of best friends. till next time. Bonnie Thats right im on this fun site as well. come and check it out for yourself.   OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here th
My Words
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... everything actually happen and it's back and living happily ever after. * * * * * * * * * Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean? * * * * * * * * * When you are in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar. * * * * * * * * * You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel. Cause sadness due to love is breathing.... You'll have to breath at some point... * * * * * * * * * When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most. * * * * * * * * * When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always,
i just had an encounter on here..... got a message in my shoutbox from a newbie who had a pic with 4 chicks in it an they asked me to tell them what i like about each one of them from left to right (bangablebody) was the name so i'm thinking they already had high opinions of themselves,they didn't even say hi, hey, or nothing, so when i said i didn't have time to play games they called me boring and proceeded to down rate the hell out of my pics which is fine by me cause this isn't gonna make or break me one way or the other....damn it would have been easier to stroke their egos, lol ....where ever they are i hope they get what they're looking for come holla at ur boy...i just started a lounge cause some people take this shit too seriously ok FU Friends, i need help. my comuter is sik and in need of a serious ram memory upgrade, ok, i know i can get some but what i need to know is how do i install it after i get it......i would hate to buy it and rub it all over my monitor trying to
New Fubar Levels & Rankings
Cherry Tap Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to 1500 profile ratings 22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 50
What I Want In A Woman!
What I want in a woman!, Since I have been here on-line I have had several girl's ask me what I want in a woman.Well that's really not a easy question to answer if you think about it. I guess first she has to be appealing to my eye's and then my heart!. I want her to be Kind ,caring,loving. She has to like kid's and want to be in a relationship. She need's to be independent, self supporting and loyal, in other word's back me up no matter what!.Even when I am wrong.She can tell me I was wrong in private.Wow there is so many word's to decribe thing's that I want in a woman. But what is most important is that she love me unconditionally, just the way I would love her!. Hopefully she will have alot of the same interest that I have, but if not that's ok. Someone who can enjoy the quite times just sitting alone with me cuddling. Someone who is affectionate and devoted to me alone. Well that's just a taste of what I look for in a women.
First Try, Be Gentle.
WOW, about time I wrote something. I have been on this site for awhile now and I just have something to say. At one time I was not as confident as I am now (still not overly so). I was more of a follower verses the leader. Then I had the opportunity to join a reading club. The following are 3 of my favorite quotes from 2 incredible individuals, John Maxwell and Helen Keller. I think on these things daily. Once our minds are 'tattooed' with negative thinking, our chances for long-term success diminish” John Maxwell A good leader is a person who takes a little more than his share of the blame and a little less than his share of the credit. John Maxwell Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved. Helen Keller (1880-1968) I think we all want to become more than what we currently are, and to achieve success in all areas of our life. (Be it at work or
mumm's are suppose to be controversial. I just can't decide. I wrote one to test the response (not a real situation) and to see if the people on Fubar would give the right advice. 75% did. I just didn't like the way it made me feel afterward even though it was not going to happen. My son is the most important person in the world to me. We went to practice, I helped coach, then went to eat and had ice cream together (his choice). Came home got ready for bed then read a story together like we do every night. Life is short and kids grow up fast. I hope everyone has a great night and go hug your child. T-Man.
Right Wing Vs. Left Wing
* *T’was the month before Christmas* *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *Why the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just another ' Holiday '* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Something was changing, something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted ramadan and kwanza* *In the hopes of selling books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* * At Lowe's the word Christmas was no where to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears* *You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *We must be inclusive and sensitive in the name of Di-ver-si-ty* *Are words that were used to intimidate me.* *Now Daschle, Now Dar
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What Ive Been Looking For My Whole Life.
"When you find that special someone, you'll understand why it didn't work out with anyone else."
Umm Ya
read this from the bottom up... HatedEvery...: THERE YA GO! See That's better HatedEvery...: Hope you get raped then killed HatedEvery...: Wasn't making a joke, an observation, however I kan sea ewe ahr Knot a Brayne Sergin so this is getting old, old timer, hey Very Classy Pic ->HatedEvery...: no that joke gets old after awhile.. i avoid mirrors but sounds like uve had practise on all that urself HatedEvery...: Or does that make you depressed? HatedEvery...: well you can always undress and that should keep you laughing for awhile ->HatedEvery...: aww i need more people to come by like u... people like u are always good for a laugh HatedEvery...: Wow! lol HatedEvery...: Not only are you sooo fucking beautiful you're sooooo fkn smart as well ->HatedEvery...: aww thnx... whats a matter.. people not lovin urs? HatedEvery...: lol@33 HatedEvery...: lol Nice cottage cheese ass Fat Fuck some people really think i give a fuck and that their stupid comments real
Pg. 4
My Spaceship By:joey fetus. An original story for your entertainment. Updated semi weekly. Dixon hadn't had this dog walking job for very long, and it wasn't really all that bad. Some of the pooches were a pain in the rear,but his particular charge at the moment, a black lab named Cowboy, was very well behaved and the two of them had a quite swell time together. Today Dix had decided to throw some ball with Cowboy down by the old abandoned railroad tracks. It was a crisp June morning with a sky dotted by a few clouds here and there, none of them seeming to threaten with rain. He could hear the soft murmuring of a nearby stream coupled with the noisy courtship chirping of a few song birds. He threw the moist yellow ball lighly across some of the tracks,and shielded his eyes from the sun as he watched the dog chase after the spinning orb. Cowboy plucked the ball out of the air after a particularly good bounce, and loped back to Dix d
Why is it that there are so many people on Fubar that feel it is okay to bash others, make nasty comments, and make people feel bad and call others children, when in reality they are the children. Children are the ones that make fun of each other and pick on each other. Adults are the ones that are suppose to be the role models and teach children what is right and wrong. Is it me or do others see the same thing. Just because you are 18 years old that does not make you an adult. I feel people need to stop and think before they really hurt somebody by their words. You never know who you are making fun of and what that persons situation is. Stop and think would you want someone doing that to you and dont say i dont care because everybody does care. Please comment and let me know if others feel the same as I do .
He Should Be Ashamed
shut the fuck up ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:12 PM why you goin to hit me chad... i dont need to watch myself..its a free country bitch boy and you and your whore gf nicole can kiss my ass ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: bucsfan2407 Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:08 PM watch urself ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:06 PM UMM no your not... a MAN and GUY dont hit woman ..only stuipd dumb fucktard lil bitch boys like yourself hit woman chad.. so you better check your self on that.. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: bucsfan2407 Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:02 PM yea i am ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 5:59 PM your not a man chad if you hit a woman you are a FUCKIN jerk... ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From:
Pimpin Aint Easy
Women Are Evil
Women are evil A woman was in town on a shopping trip. She began her day finding the most perfect shoes in the first shop and a beautiful dress on sale in the second. In the third everything had just been reduced to a fiver when her mobile phone rang. It was a female doctor notifying her that her husband had just been in a terrible accident and was in critical condition and in the ICU. The woman told the doctor to inform her husband where she was and that she'd be there as soon as possible. As she hung up she realized she was leaving what was shaping up to be her best day ever in the shops. She decided to get in a couple of more shops before heading to the hospital. She ended up shopping the rest of the morning, finishing her trip with a cup of coffee and a beautiful cream slice complementary from the last shop. She was jubilant. Then she remembered her husband. Feeling guilty, she dashed to the hospital. She saw the doctor in the corridor and asked about her husband's con
Pimp Out Bulletin!!!
My Midget!!
Club Karizma Rules For Postions
CK2 Staff Guidelines and Rules Effective Immediately ..... note for any postion other then enforcer u must be level 5 or higher We are looking for a few things in people that want to become part of the The CK2 Family/Staff. 1. Loyalty 2. Participation 3. Active IN lounge We want you to get to know US and vise versa and see if you feel comfortable, Like the Lounge etc... Owners/Managemet will give intrested people In a position with us a week or two to interact with the lounge. This includes people intrested in being a greeter, promoter, DJ, or an enforcer. After that Trial period Owners/Management will get together to disscuss how your trial period went and give you Our dission after Our Disscussion. Lounge Mods..... Not EVERYONE Will get mods. Greeters/Promoters/DJs Do NOT get Mods. So please DON'T ASK! Our Staff that HAS Mods has them for a reason. They have proven themselves to the O
You Can Let Go
YOU CAN LET GO by Crystal Shawanda Wind blowin' on my face Sidewalk flyin' beneath my bike A five year-old's first taste Of what freedom's really like He was runnin' right beside me His hand holdin' on the seat I took a deep breath and hollered As I headed for the street You can let go now, Daddy You can let go Oh, I think I'm ready To do this on my own (It's still) (It still feels) a little bit scary But I want you to know I'll be okay now, Daddy You can let go I was standin' at the altar Between the two loves of my life To one I've been a daughter To one I soon would be a wife When the preacher asked, 'Who gives this woman?' Daddy's eyes filled up with tears He kept holdin' tightly to my arm 'Til I whispered in his ear You can let go now, Daddy You can let go Oh, I think I'm ready To do this on my own (It's still) (It still feels) a little bit scary But I want you to know I'll be okay now, Daddy You can let go It was killin' me to see
Who's In Charge????
I've been contacted by President Obama's transition team for suggestions on energy and the environment. If, these issues are important to you, comment below or, let me forward you a link to fill out Thank you for your comments Chris
Own Me!!!!!!
Sexy Can I - Ray J Feat. Yung Berg FU-OWNED AUCTION 3!!! "HOLLOWEEN MONSTER MASH NOW OPEN" COME AND PLACE YOUR BID ON ME!!!! HAPPY HOLLOWEEN!!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Fact: I'm 24 and I have a daughter who is 5, she is my life. 2. I love to play poker, pool, I like golf, pretty much any sport...kinda a tomboy. 3. I have a man that's younger than me for the first time in my life lol and I'm in love with him. 4. Only wears thongs....if not, I won't wear anything lol 5. Music is my life....I listen to pretty much anything but I love older stuff like Isley Brothers, Musiq Soulchild, H-Town, Sade, Shai, Donnell Jones, etc.......
The New 2nd Alarm Hotties
Dear 2nd alarm hotties. It's with a heavy heart that I am doing this. As many of you might have noticed, I have not been around much lately. I have been struggeling with a lot of things, and is finally starting to feel okay again. But, i have neglected the hotties for so long, That I see myself forced to resign my posistion as chief of operations, and also leave the hotties completely. For the time I have been a hottie, I have been very proud to be a hottie. But, ladies, you all disurve great leaders, and I feel that I have failed you. For this I apologize deeply. I love you all. You have been a huge part of my life, and have given me so much joy. i will never forget any of you, and I hope that you still wanna be my friend. I am sorry. Love from Annipoo. Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess@ fubar
hatred is a bitter damaging winds itself through the blood,infecting its host and driving it forward without any reason.its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights. sacrifice is noble and tender.its the action of a host who values others above himself.sacrifice is bought thruogh love and decency it is truly heroic. vengeance is an act of allows those who have been wronged to take back some of what was lost to them.unlike sacrifice,it gives back to the one who practices it. love is deceitful and its truest form,it brings out the best in all its worst , its a tool to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enough to hold it. dont be stupid. sacrifice is for the weak.hatred destroys.vengeance is the gift of the strong. move forward, not with hatred,not with love. move forward with purpose.take back what was stolen.make those who laughed at your pain pay. not with hatred ,but with calm,cold rationale.
Help, Im Alive
So because I can, Im gonna right a little about myself. Just some random things.Things from the past.Read if you like. There will be pictures. Firstly, I miss being close to my younger sister Rachel. We were tighter then you can imagine.But things happen, and people change,and you grow apart.But one of the greatest nights of my life is when Rach and I were pretending to snort pixie sticks, pretending to be Gangster, and listening to BSB.     Fuck we were fabulous. Still are. You wish you could be that gangster.Rachel and I used to get all dressed up just to take pictures together with the webcam.It always was a night of glam, and laughs.And random weird videos that no one would understand but her and I.When we were younger, rach and I would play Barbies all night. till like 3am.She always ended up playing with most of the barbies cause she had the better imagination.Pics of us when we were youngins:     yeah. i looked like an old was for a christmas thing for school,he
To My Friends
the man is back to being his juggalo self again and now for all you "I AM A FUCKING JUGGALO AND I AM PROUD TO BE ONE I PAINT MY FACE AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THIS IS ME.i am done hideing who i am and i refuse to do it anymore if you don't like it i have two words for you fuck off.because this is me and i am not changeing to fit in with the rest of the world.but if you one of my real friends then you will understand sorry if this pisses some of you off nut i don't give a shit anymore.and to all my juggalo's and juggalette's that read this MMFWCL. here i sit a man looking back at the hell that has been my life and ppl still today think they know what is like to have lived through it well let us put a stop to that now here is my life and welcome to my hell and nightmares. i look back and i am 3 years old and i am alone in the house and a woman baths me and then takes me out of the tub and dries me off and keeps a towel around me and then reads me a story and lets me fall
I need to take you in my armslet me hold you oh so close and tightour sighs rising high into the heavensrocking wrapped up in sweet delightYou know I'll never ever let you goI yearn to kiss your warm lipstill we melt blissful in love's wild firein a dance eternal, joined at the hipI want you to know my heart's pure voicehear me pour out my feelings for youto shout them at the boundless skyso strong, so deep, so clear so truelove's feast calls us to this momentno reason needed, for what we doI have a gnawing hunger in my soulalways aching for just a taste of you Soft in a cloud of feathers to cushion my weary head, troubles melt quickly into the darkness, a smile dances over my lips, eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams. Here I touch you, hold you close, in my thoughts I have you engraved, imprinted upon on my heart, my sanity, when you are gone. I wait, wonder how long will it be? How long, my love, until you are with me? I see the dark sky, laden with precious
Music I Like
Brain Droppings
Yeah. Sam, Stacie, and Mel... You all SUCK. Go to and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the first definition it gives you. 1)Your name?: Rob -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Rob 299 up, 75 down AKA; Robert, Robby, Robbie, Bob, Bobbie, Bobby, Bobo, Robin, Bert, Dobby, Roberta, Bertha. Since Rob can be called by many different names it is hard to be able to know what the person is like. More or less, he/she will search for his/her own source of originailty. It is important to this person for others not to confuse him/ger with somebody else (ie: That's our Robin! No one else like him!) Usually, someone with the name is excellent at dealing with large amounts of stress and can be an excellent friend when times are tough for others. Most of the time, those with names such as Rob, Robby/Robbie, and Bobby/Bobbie are more artisitic with a sense of h
Need To Level Up? Read This!!
For everyone that is looking too level. Just sharing some helpful hits and some links too help make it easier on you LINK FOR PERSONS NEW TO FUBAR Please click here this lady has some awesome stuff for newbies to fubar check her blog out!!! Also Check out these two blogs- I made from bullentins for 2 of our most helpful bouncers: Razor's bullyPlease click here Year of the Dragon's bullyPlease click here To those looking to level easier when you find things on other friends page DO NOT RIP pictures that you would like too use ask them if it ok and give them credit for it. There are no points on ripped pictures!!!!! For those that are at 99% the only way too level up is too add a salute. If you need help adding one~~here is a blog on how too add them from Year of the Dragons Please click here Having stash makes leveling so much easier. Here are links too help you find stash easier. Thank you to The Confede
I didn't realize it was possible for someone to completely hate you for such a long period of time and you have no idea.   :( Kind of sucks. I don't look good naked. The end. Ok, not entirely: I may look decent with a towel on or clothes, but gross naked. I hope this clears up any misconceptions. Now it's the end. I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace I wonder how bad that tastes When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Now wheres you picket fence love And wheres that shiny car, And did it ever get you far You've never seem so tense love I've never seen you fall so hard, Do you know where you are And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it giv
New Stuff
Not sure how creative I want to be this year, this will be the first time I go out in two years with other adults, lol I was thinking Marie Antoinette, complete with stitches and reattached head or Cleopatra so I have an excuse to tell people to "Kiss my asp!" ;) Any ideas? So my friend Sil invited me to a birthday party Saturday night. Of course, it had to be one of those I-don't-know-anyone-here-so-I'm-going-to-monopolize-her-attention-all-night situations but I was wearing my please-don't-notice-me clothes or you could call it my-obvious-attempt-at-subtlety, which translates into long black dress pants and a not so subtle black with rhinestone glittery "Hollywood" shirt, which she informed me would be easier to read after the surgery. ;) The point is there was no dress and heels attire for me, which is abnormal. [START HERE HUGH] Since I was going out I wore my night-out-on-the-town ensemble, black leather mini skirt, fishnet thigh hi stockings, bikini sty
Hubby finds a shoe box under the bed with a large sum of cash and two eggs.  He askes "Honey, what does this box mean?"  She replies, "Well, you will have to wait until our anniversary."  After days of nagging, the big day comes and he runs downstairs to his wife and asks excitedl, "Well, will you explain the meaning?"  Well, the two eggs represent the bad sex he had given her.  Boastfully, he proclaims "WOW! Two eggs in 50 years ain't bad."  Wife replies "I was selling the eggs 50 cents a dozen." I believe God meant for us to be together, because He knew how good we would be for each other.  I think that's why our relationship happened so naturally and has been so good ever since.  We share a blessing of knowing that somebody will always be there for each of us.  To encourage each of us and give one another hope, or to simply sit and listen with understanding.  Success for one of us brings happiness to both of us.  And problems seem much less overwhelming when divided in two. I love
This Is Your Girl Thickness85 aka Diamond Girl. So,This is my First Auction..I have 2 Amazing Friends on My Auction the reason i only have 2 of my friend on my Auction is because they both came to me...But believe me when i tell you they are both Amazing People,Who wouldnt want to own them... One Jaded Heart-She Offer's 1 SFW Salute-Daily Comments and Gift/Ratings and The Winners Fu Name on Her's for 1 Month...Bid Starts at 1 Bling Pack... P.S.-One Jaded Heart is having a HH 2night,Show Her Love,n Bid on Her.. Flanman-He Offers 1 SFW Salute/Daily Sh*t Faced/2 Gifts a Day/Daily Comments n Ratings...Bid Starts of with 500k.. P.S Flanman is my Fu-Owner.Trust me He is The Sweetest does whatever he can 2 Make You Smile..Bid on Him... Thanks 4 Your Time; Much Love.Thickness85 ~Muah~ MyHotComments haha... im a boss bitch,lol!! Im in a Valentines Day Auction... This is your Chance 2 Own yours Truly Thickness85,All My Past Owners have Always been happy ownin
My Colors And Other Crap
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded. What Color Is Your Passion? What sexual morals??? You Are Extremely Sexually Powerful Your sexual power is obvious - you don't do anything to hide your sexuality. In fact, if there's such a thing as a person with too much sexual power, it's you. Your life and thoughts are dominated by sex. And while it's good to be sexually liberated, you're starting to have a one track mind. You don't always have to use your sexual power. There's more to human interaction than getting naked! Are You Sexually Powerful? Your Hair Should Be Brown You are an intelligent, well respected person. You are very confident. You take yourself seriously, and other people take you seriously too. You are a good leader, and you can
Just wanted 2 let everyone know that again this year I have a Haloween Card out..that has my kiss on it plus a sweet message.just 4 u..   I mail each card out directly 2 u..   hit me up 4 more details..   Kisses...xoxoxo "WoW! You're incredibly gorgeous! I was checking out some of your photos and you're simply stunning in almost all of em! Ok, who am I kidding you're absolutely stunning in ALL of them! Seriously, it's are, I even double checked to make sure, (airbrushing/photoshop be damned, I'd bet in person you'd put all those photos to shame!) Anywho add me cause I think you're cool, and also because you know everything I just said is true :) Before I logged in here this morning I just viewed a breathtaking sunrise, I thought it was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen...but it doesn't stand a chance, it's nothing compared to you!" This Is From A New Fan..BigDawg..Nov 1st 2008..Ty..That's So Nice 2 Hear. I Also Wanna Thank Each & Every 1 Of U That Say
Why Can't Some People Just Grow The F**k Up!?!?!
Ok.. Ms Starry did it again she stole another pair of my panties and has them on the auction block.. you want them come get them.. hehhe Sorry Yall Had To get Ya Here Somehow.. hehe Ok I really need some help from all my friends..*bats eyelshes*..Just One Rate Plzzz And Ty In Advance!! Btw Thank Ms Hellcat for this bully she rocks the fu ..ya wont regret it ..:p EACH OF THESE 4 FRIENDS NEED JUST 1 RATE PLEASE. IT WILL ONLY TAKE A SECOND TO CLICK ON EACH PIC AND RATE 10 OR 11 FOR THEM AND I'D SUPER APPRECIATE IT!! WINNERS OF EACH CONTEST THESE PEOPLE ARE IN WILL GET AN AUTO 11 SO HELP OUT WON'T YOU? WHAT'S A RATE?? THANKS!! (repost of original by 'TEXAS HELLCAT PLEASE RERATE MY PAGE TY!!' on '2009-02-20 16:19:24') Ms Starry Is Auctioning Off My Panties ..Sold To The Highest Bidder.:P.. So Go Getem!!
From The Archives Of Lunacy
The Answer To Why loved you with the scrapps of a broken heart natural failure because when you needed something more she couldn't bring miracles or hope in the darkness and you're lost with the girl soon to follow but this is the end for the fallen angel the last days of sanity when breath is too expensive to bear much longer so it's time to leave the "brother" who tried to guide the biologics who found dissappointment the young lover she failed into the darkness to start again and perhaps find less failure in the next life When It's Done you have turned in your cold moment away from truly seeing that the clues are written in words you used to hear so when it's over and you must know why it's because there was nothing but loss and mourning when the tears had to stop she went for the bottle Resentment and Death give the last of your love to save every one of them because you chose to believe that she was stronger drive into the
Jillstriangle Of Jokes
Hey girls watch out for this guy.  Hes so fake he was trying to get me to pick a package up for him and also says hes in South Africa.  I flagged the email before I thought about copying and pasting it on here.  Has no Salute. Ive Block Him and U Should To.   mikekissess@ fubar A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy: I have a baseball Man: That's nice Boy: Want to buy it? Man: N o, thanks Boy: My Dad's outside Man: OK, how much Boy: $250 In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy: Dark in here Man: Yes, it is Boy: I have a baseball glove The lover, remembering the last time
A Letter From Mom (sorry Not My Mom)!
Dear Son: I'm writing this letter 'cause i know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles from home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they would'nt have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well though: last week, I put a load in and pulled the chain, and I haven't seen the clothes since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for 3 days, and the 2nd time for 4 days. About that coat you wanted me to send you. Your Uncle Stanley said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off & put them in the pockets. Your brother John locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried because it took him 2 hours to get me & you
Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, He will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career, or family, just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His slave's mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, He knows He must first win her trust. He will show His slave humor, k
Special Things I Have Been Led To
John McCloy GALLIPOLI It’s one am, nineteen-fifteen The soldiers are given a meal Hot soup, hot stew and a nice cup of tea Some warm comfort before their ordeal. Their spirits are high on this twenty-fifth day Of April at Gallipoli. The landing ahead should be fine it was thought Oh God, If only they’d seen. They loaded the boats, the launches were filled, All landing craft crammed to the brim The first wave of men, fifteen hundred in all, Through the cold and the mist sailed right in To the beach that today we call Anzac Cove To answer the call of their country, Never knowing how many would die on that beach The sands full of the dead and so bloody. Up high on the cliffs the Turks were all waiting Their guns trained on the enemy soldiers. As each craft hit the beach, machine guns were fired Bringing hundreds of young lives to a closure. But as men fell down dead, other boats they arrived Disgorging their unwitting cargo And they tried to succeed, the close cliffs to at
Get Well!!!
I am again asking for the help and prayers of my family and friends. Dustin has had a serious setback in his health. He is usually the first one to give the prayers and the love when others are hurt or ill. Could we please show the same respect and love that he would offer you. I will let the others inform the details...I only ask for the prayers and strength of you, my family and friends. Prayers can and do create miracles!!!!! Thank you again in advance. The Link to Dustins profile: GeminiTwin1@ CherryTAP Again.......Pray hard for him! He needs it! As does his family that is helping him through this time. This is an update from Raynes brother. Please keep him in your prayers. A note from me to Rayne, be strong and know that you are loved by many, comforted by few, and watched over by one!!! Okay, Rayne Tyler Nickname: Taste of Heaven. He is still having a very hard time. He is going through some emotional trauma right now and it has had a physical affect on
why do men waste my time i mean seriously shit...They ask you if u wanna chat u say sure and then they just stop dont talk GOD I FUCKING WISH I COULD PUNCH MEN IN THERE THROATS AND MAKE THEM STOP BREATHING seriously men piss me off ~I did for him~ I gave him my heart. He gave me his love. I gave him all my lofe. He gave me a new found hope. I gave him a chance. He gave me a world of chances. I filled what he couldn't find. He filled my lonely days. I fell for him, He fell for me. I charish him. He stared at me. I wanted him. He wanted to be there for me. I wanted him close to me. He wanted me there. I hoped he';d be okay. He hoped I'd wait. I wished him luck He wished for me/ I have him my soul. He gave me his hope. I want to hold him high. He wants to hold me close. I completely love him. He completely loves me
The List
DONT ADD DEAN FU OWNED BY DIANA OR RATE IT TAKES YOUR BUX THE LIST One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them aft
Ba Bb Fizz
1, I love Harleys, own 4 of them 2. I LOVE snow 3. I am down to earth, enjoy the simple things in life. 4. I love long haired guys, n bald headed men, I know wierd 5. I have 2 sons, 1 grandson, 6. I work in a Porn Store 7. I am a natural blonde, and very intelligent 8. I grew up in a childrens home 9. I retired from Mental Health after 14 years of service... 10. I am 52 years old
Random Ravings
Internet Women Gina lives in Florida, Next to some Nicole Who's dating Eric With an artistic soul. Heather likes to gossip About some kinky Liz-- A real sexoholic, Who really likes to please. Ashley looks fantastic In her birthday suit-- Is it any wonder She is everyone's pursuit? Stephany is blogging About another ex, Giving tips to everyone On the joys of sex. Jenna is a lesbian-- Forget about her-- Better talk to Courtney Who'll make you purr. Pamela looks tasty For someone of sixteen-- Look for someone older If you know what I mean. Well endowed mothers With some racy pics Blog about literature And Realpolitik. Is it any wonder That I'm so shy?-- With so many choices, With so many lies. Maybe it is Nadja, Amber, Jill or Kate, To give me inspiration For another day. Jessica is dazzling, Kimberly's a star, Looking so sexy, Yet living so far. If I lived in Texas, Would you love me still? Would we still be kissing In bea
Tink's Blog
1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW) 2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE 3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK 4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY 5 CLICK ON "APRI" ENJOY! Don't forget to click on "APRI" in the last box !!! COFFEE MACHINE Never underestimate the power of the perfect kiss. Get it right, and the rest will fall into place It has been theorized that a woman decided within five minutes of meeting a man whether or not she will have sex with him. Possibly true, but there is one catch. Most women I know, myself included, may initially decide we'll have sex with a guy, but when we find out he's a bad or a mediocre kisser, we change our minds entirely. We decide we will never have sex with this guy. He won't even get asked for a nightcap, much less for breakfast the next morning. As our lips part while we stand on the doorstep, we will announce that we have an early-morning meeting or (if yo
The Truths Hurts
Who woulda thought My family wouldn't drive to drink enough to get buzzed this year lol ok so maybe their not that bad but close. One section of y family is very superficial and snooty, and those of you who know me know that isn't me. But christmas overall was great. My kids had the giving spirit which rocked. My friend danny gave my sissy and I each gift cards for a day at the spa which rocks. My best gift this year?? my oldest made me something at school and it will hang in a place of honor on my tree every year. I hope that you guys had decent christmas' I know that for some that is hard to do, however I do hope you did. Well I am goig to get back to work but if you need anything hit me up and when I get some free time I will get ya back *huggles* So I have had a strong case of the blahs lately, could not quite put my finger on why until today when I figured out a large part of the why. I try always to be there for the people I care about, even if it sometimes results in my harm
Brews And Potions
Hair Rinse Rosemary Tea is a wonderful shine enhancing rinse. Brew 1 cup of rosemary tea; let stand until lukewarm, then saturate your hair. Leave on for 5 minutes; rinse with cool water. Circulation & Hair Growth Nettle tea with help had volume & luster to your hair. Just brew 1/2 cup of nettle tea; let cool. Massage onto scalp. Leave on for 5 minutes; rinse. Oily scalp treatment Peppermint tea can reduce an oily scalp. In a blender, puree' 2 cups brewed peppermint tea, 2 peaches (canned or fresh) and 2 tsp. of lemon juice. Apply mixture to freshly washed hair. Cover with plastic wrap and a warm towel; leave on for 20 minutes. Rinse well. Follow with a light shampoo. Home Brewed Highlights Brew a pot of one of the following, let it cool and then saturate your hair. Leave on for 20 minutes and rinse. If your hair is... Red: green tea makes vivid color Blonde: chamomile tea adds golden highlights. Black or Brown: black tea adds richness and shine Gray: ginseng adds a
Seasonal Employee Of The Heart
My dear buddy Amy wrote this, and I wanted to share it:) Cluttered mindfield You're driving me insane like a speeding car in the wrong lane It's thrilling, yet dangerous This affair could turn hazardous I can't slow down I want you to much You entice me with your touch Keep your hands on the wheel Experience it's vibrations like how i feel This passion is set in to overdrive The thrill of being caught keeps the desire alive Lets not change how we are just enjoy the ride that we have driven thus far. I don’t need forever Right now works Fine for me Letting go Holding on Wondering what could be I’d never be one To clip your wings Or keep you From who you’ll be I will hold you While I can Then I shall set you free A kiss hello A wave goodbye It’s all the same measure We skate the indecipherable line Between Pain and Pleasure Dancing to Sir Francis Holding hands Times to treasure Things I'll miss To hold you back To block life’s path I wo
RELAXINGI have traveled down many many roads in my life...And I have made many many mistakes along my path of much strife,Heartaches and misfortunes have played a huge part of who I have become to be...For I have learned through living, to not have regrets, to only learn from my experiences you see,Cause I have examined this world and realize that its the bad that makes the good, good, with out it, life would never change..There are many days emotions take over and I am a different person through each one I feel,Never keeping secrets though and in life I have always stayed Real!!Sometimes you may find me wide open laughing beyond ones measure of blissAnd at others you may find me crying out to others to understand me and the things I miss..For It's not the simple or materialistic things that my soul so desires...It's the inner beauty of creation, the sparkel in ones eyes,the thirsting down inside me that while living it inspires,Chirping birds songs that brighten up my day...even while
The link is in a bullien I posted.. please stop by and vote for me.. thanks everyone! I m in my 1st contest. Stop by and vote for me... Please stop by and vote for me....
Bears Going Too The Superbowl
My Bears are finally making a superbowl trip after 21 long years...They stomped the Aints,I thought it would be a close game but it wasnt.I hope they get the respect that deserve now. If anyone wants any bears tags see me...I have lots of them... GO BEARS beat them COLTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
About Me
Please stop by and add a new Shannon. Hot little girl with some real pictures. Shannon@ fubar This is my fantasy page. The skin picture on here are ones a girlfriend and I took back college about 10 years ago. I don't have that figure any more after two children. I've been divorce for 5 years. I'm starting to discover a whole new sexual side and things I'd never consider before are starting to become appealing. Hence the story on here. It's erotica with a mix of voyeurism, stripping, slavery and cannibalism (in a seductive way). I find Anne Rice's writing hot: Parts of Interview with a vampire, Taming Beauty, Belinda. I have a small collection of vampire moves I find irresistible: Embrace of the Vampire and few others. The older I get the further my fantasy seem to get from reality.
Not Happy Things.
hot picture of a girl gamer: comment that was so so....wrong: October 14, 2008 @ 9:09 am wow thats alsom as hell your smokeing hot have an xbox360 your hafe naked and playing games now im rely good at a lot of games being a gamer to i mean i go every wares with my psp but if i was thare with you and trying to play any video game with you and your hafe or full naked id lose for shore "alsom"??? are you kidding me right now? so...there's this guy...who i guess was one of my friends on here...i dunno...i never talked to him. anyway...basically once a day he would attempt to talk to me in the shout box...but he didn't have a salute picture...and his photos seemed i didn't even bother... i just...pinpointed him as a faker from the get go. i guess i should have deleted him as well... anyway... i guess that after his 15th try or so to get me to talk to him, he decides to get angry...and get all stupid with me. it made me giggle. and i took screen shots of th
Single Again
Out Of Control
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Billy's Blogs
The great wall of America Can someone please tell me why its a bad idea to secure our borders. A lot of people have been complaining about this wall that is going to be put up on the Mexican and U.S. borders but I for one don't see the problem with securing our borders. You see there is a lot more to this wall then just stopping Illegal immigrants from coming in. Did you forget that drug runners use the same borders to bring in their drugs to the U.S. (we are not talking just about weed here, it is reported that more then 60 % of hard drugs in the U.S. come from Mexico) and in Southern Texas people are reporting often seeing the Mexican military (tanks, jeeps, and foot troops) on the other side of the border. Or what about the kids that were reported missing from Arizona and were found in Mexico, those kids had been kidnapped by one of Mexico's drug cartels and taken into Mexico for child porn (thanks to Interpol some of the kids were brought back home). So at least see dr
Random :)
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it on
Lighter Fare
The Joe Donkey Chase Me Game" This is a story that I wrote for my sister. She was having some depression issues over some drama with one of my teenage nieces. I'm sure anyone who has a teenager can relate to that. Love you too seester! You need some more cheerin' up??! I can tell you about dear old Joe. :) We have a donkey!! His name is Joe. I know that he is of the Sicilian Donkey breed .. and not a mule, a jackass, or miniature burro .. because I've seen pictures on the net and he has a cross on his shoulders and up his back just like the ones on this webpage.. with an interesting but thankfully misleading title.>1=7932 Joe is just as sweet as hard candy on a stick when he's behaving and in the pasture .. gentle enough for children to put flowers in his hair and giggle at him for as long as they are still in his presence .. and then shake the flowers out and eat them when the children leave. ... but when he's on the warpath.. he'
My Theory On Friends...
Someone asked me this morning why I'm so loving to my friends and family. They asked me if I thought that my friends would be there for me like I am for them. My Reply, they already are, their my friends. I don't have to see someone every day to love them, I don't have to talk to someone every night to know they care. I don't have to buy things for them or send cards all the time for them to know I care. My true friends know, in the thick of the fight, I'm beside them, not behind them, in times when they have a heavy heart, mine is right there with them, no matter how far they are away from me. When things are good and we're busy, I know they're there, with my in heart and spirit to share my joy and happiness. I tend to be the person who can read an other and be there to let them know I care. I on the other hand disappear off the face of the earth when things get to be too much. I go take photo's, write, read, but I need to be on my own to work it out. My friends know this ( they hate
Big Poppa
me and palmbaygirl are in love with one another and she is so awsome she is romantic,sweet,understanding,kind,and alot more. she truely is the one for me look at her and i will see why if u knew her u would understand my love for her shes the woman of my dreams and i couldnt ask for anyone better..!!! kisses:marry my love You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at HELLO THERE !!! i got this chat site so i can git to know so woman and hopefully find that special one,and believe it or not it can happen a good charater i like some woman to be funny,most of all honest,great attitude on life and other things,someone who doesnt keep secrects ,open minded,tristworthy,self respect self love and the list gose on.and by the way i h
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahh, it's cute. 3. Who circumcised you? 4. Why don't we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It's more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on that? 10. It looks like a night crawler. 11. Wow, and your feet are so big. 12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger. 13. It's ok, we'll work around it. 14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim? 15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh. 16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 17. Oh no, a flash headache. 18. (giggle and point) 19. Can I be honest with you? 20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that. 21. Let me go get my tweezers. 22. How sweet, you brought incense. 23. This explains your car. 24. You must be a growing boy. 25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick. 27. Are you one of those pygmies? 28. Have you ever thought of worki
A Guy's Point Of View
: : a girl bumps your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl cries she wants you to hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean
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My Blogs
Why, the most asked question in the world. So let me ask you a question. Why is it that the rough and tough man that beats the crap out of a woman, treats her like dog crap, and cheats on her constantly can keep a woman and not have any second thoughts about what he's done? Now I have another question for you, the reader, Why is it that a guy like me, sweet, caring, loveable, treats women with respect, will never cheat or lay a hand on her, gets the butt end of the deal and always winds up with the girl that has no life, no humor, no nothing...a real dead beat to sum it up. Why can't I get these women that are so afraid to leave the man their with for someone that would actually treat them right? If anyone has an answer please, please reply to this or to me! That's all for now, I'll do another one later!! How does a guy like me let my feelings get the best of me? Seems like here lately all the bad things have happend to me. I fall for all the wrong girls. I mean sure they say they like
Things I Have Wrote
You said you loved me, You said you needed me, You said you would never leave. Why did you lie? You said I was yours for eternity, You said you wanted no one else, You said we were one. Why did you lie? You left in the middle of the night, You gave no warnings of discontent, You never said Good bye. Why did you lie? When we are together, my world is so at ease. I feel there are no worries and no one else is around. I feel so comfortable in your arms. I feel like they were made for me to be held in. I look into your eyes and see so much love, but know you are afraid to express it, because of the pain you have suffered. I am sitting here wondering what has gone wrong. I feel you have pulled away because I have done something wrong. If I have done something wrong, I just wish you would let me know. If you have found someone else, I wish you would tell me. I am in a state of confusion, please help me clear it up. If you dont want a relationship, but just a friendsh
Even In Death There Is Love
My father passed away on sunday oct 5 2008 three days after my birthday he was buried with full military honors in north ga after serving 26 years in the us coast guard even though life has seemed to stop since he passed away and i tell people i know how to "pretend" well life will contuie to go on weither i choose to go out and live it to the fullest or stay at home and cry and boo hoo and stay in bed how ever bad i want to. Now i know it seems weird that a woman of my age would seem that out of wack but if u know me well u would know that my dad and i were extremly close and shared everything I would not be at the point in my life that i am if it wasnt for him and he was my rock. But i know that even though he has passed on he is some where watching over me and my family smiling because we have pulled together to get thru such a hard time and even though he has died life must go on.... thanks for reading my way of venting.... Blessed Be Sorry I'm so late, but I've been out walkin
First Installament
Life sucks. I went to a couple of concerts last week, music was great, Flesh Factor rules. Lacuna Coil lead singer rocks my clock. Then, it happened again, for the second time in my life. A young lady, at the Big Fish Pub, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, and I fell for it again. She must have seen my tiger. When I got off the plane in San Francisco, thirty-two years ago, I had an old gray haired lady, that looked like my Grandmother, walked up to me, and spit on me, because I worn my uniform back to the states. It made me feel so low, to think what we had went through meant so little. Last Friday night this young lady, younger than my kids, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, I told her yes. She must have seen my tiger. The next comment out of her mouth, set me back thirty-two, she said, "Your are a killer, then." I just turned and walked away. We that defend this country are not allowed to fight back. We must just turn and walk away; the rules of engagement are not the same, as
Some People Suck!!!!!
Well today is he first day of the trial for the accused murderer(s) of my husband! I am excited and scared all at the same time! I just want to see that Justice is served! So far I have been to all the other important court appointments, and the preliminary was pretty rough, but this is going to be in more detail, more witnesses to what has happened, and just all around hard! I have to do this for my husband, my children and even myself! One day my children are going to be asking me what exactlly happened to thier Dad and I want to be able to tell them! I will keep a journal on things and never show it to anybody but them when they get older! wish me luck all, and I'mm sure I will be blogging about this later! Let me tell you guys what went down today. See my husband (whom is dead) cheated on me 3 times during the duration of our marriage. Today I went to visit his mother and take our children there to see their grandparents and low and behold there was the second bitch
I Bet You Didn't Know This About Me
Yes, people.. this is real.I am an honest to goodness minister. Just think.. all you people chatting me up.. you've been chatting up a person of the cloth.. and a double whammy.. I am wiccan.. This is going to get me burning in the hells.. So let's not tell my wiccan sisters.. LOL.. I can marry and bury you.. and handle your remains. So, if there is anyone you want to marry.. or ladies any husbands you want to bury LOL let me know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is to confirm that Cassandra Merrill 326 MARKET ST APT 2 MAYSVILLE, KY 41056-1132 has been ordained as a minister of the Universal Life Church, Modesto, California. Date of Ordination: February 14, 2007 by Kevin Andrews, Pastor ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Your request for ordination has been processed, and you are now an ordained minister of the Universal Life Church in Modesto, California! Please record the above date of ordination for your
Stupid Girl
I let my emotions get the best of me I'm sooo stupid wtf was I thinking,oh I wasn't!!!
Memorial Day
Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead" (Source: Duke University's Historic American Sheet Music, 1850-1920). While Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering of people to honor the war dead in the 1860's tapped into the
I'm Ready!! To Level Up!!
If each one of you would come by next time you are on during happy hour and rate ahandful of my stash and a handful (or truckload- hehe) of my pics, I may be able to level up soon. I am ready, and what are friends for, right. Stop by and help me out if you feel like it. If I am on during happy hour and I see you are in my stuff rating it, I usually will come to yours and do the same...I try to return the favor. I usually give out my 11's during happy hour since they are worht so many more points.
It would seem that work needs me to travel once more so off to the US I am to travel. Was in Atlanta last time but this time it would seem they want me on the West Coast. So south of LA to Orange County. Not sure when yet but I think this will be more of a set of photo opportunities Here I am again, this time on the West Coast. Am here in LA until August and working away. Was taken to my first baseball game tonight and saw the Dodgers beat the Braves. Kind of ironic seeing as the two places I have been to most in the US has been LA and Atlanta. As many of you may have seen, my online presence is becoming limited these days. Rest assured I have not forgotten Fubar but am just very busy and travelling. I will be back again soon Storm
All About Meeh
My Love
you part your smile, i bring you close, and press you to my throat. drink my love, drink! drink because you love me. drink because you hate me. drink because your the only one, that can save me. save me from the light, embrace me in the dark. and kiss me in the twilight. save me my love, break me my love, then put me in my place. lower my body in the ground. let me hear that angelic and demonic sound. let them fight for where i go. so many year, without a home. love me, my love take me, my love take me, from this life. it is you that is my keeper, it is me that is my reaper. and it is we, that are the forever sleepers.
A Tru Story (not Mine)
* I have put this story here as a reminder to everyone. Play safe.* ColdIce's Story A sad but true story The following article/story was originally found on the Anvil Dungeon International site (which WAS specifically for BBW -Big Beautiful Women- and had an IRC Undernet channel #BBW-BDSM). This non-fiction accounting of a woman's true and horrific IRC-to-'real life' is here thanks to DRKfantasy. MY STORY Some of you know me personally, some only through the computer. Some of you may not of ever heard of me. I am writing this in the hopes of saving someone from going through the anguish and heartache that I and my family have gone through. My nickname on Chat is Cold as Ice1. I am 38 years old. I have a family consisting of three children and three step children. The older two step children do not live with me /but I was very close to them. Living at home are my three children. Lisa is 19. Shelley is 13 and Daniel is 7. My step daughter 18 also lives
Todays Funny 7/11/07
The Cowboy Boots An elderly man, Bert, always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. So, seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife: "Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looks up and says, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bert yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?" "Nope," she replies. "IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!" Margaret replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat."
Totally Nutty To Ask But
thankyou for all the help . yall are sweet. taking all of that off of here. But i will keep your advice in mind :-). and caliente... i will let ya know tomorrow. call you then ok went for the second opinion (biopsy) got 4 for the price of one . ugh. will have to wait it out now.
A Treasure Chest
I have a wooden cedar box Filled with precious things Most of no value to you But joy to me it brings A copper penny, 1961 The year I was given life A withered old white rose From the day I became a wife Two certified legal documents That tell me that I am free A US birth certificate And a final divorce decree Golden locks, adorned with ribbon Clipped from the head of my son A bag filled with tiny teeth Exchanged for a dollar one by one A report card, five A’s and one B My sons first year at school A tattered silken blanket Still covered with infant drool A book of poems that I had written While in my rebellious teens Fifty plus love letters From then, now and in-between Old yellowed photographs Of family long since gone A dozen crayon pictures That both my kids have drawn Hospital anklets, pink and blue That Danny and Sara wore A stupid keep out sign That I used to hang on my door Each item within this box Is a memory that I hold dear
POWERFUL STATEMENT! > Some sobering thoughts! > > A man whose family was German aristocracy prior to World War II owned > a number of large industries and estates. When asked how many German > people were true Nazis, the answer he gave can guide our attitude > toward fanaticism. > > "Very few people were true Nazis," he said, "but many enjoyed the > return of German pride, and many more were too busy to care. I was > one of those who just thought the Nazis were a bunch of fools. So, > the majority just sat back and let it all happen. Then, before we > knew it, they owned us, and we had lost control, and the end of the > world had come. My family lost everything. I ended up in a > concentration camp and the Allies destroyed my factories." > > We are told again and again by "experts" and "talking heads" that > Islam is the religion of peace, and that the vast majority of Muslims > just want to live in peace. > Although this unqualified "assertion may be true, it is e
May I Kiss You?
May I Kiss You? I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhyth
My Escape
there is one man in my life that I love and will always love for the rest of my life, Hunter. I can not have him due to certain circumstances. He is not married. He lives very far away. He has goals in his life and so do I, this is the reason why we can not be together. he knows me better than anyone ever will. I tried to put him out of my life because it hurt too bad to know I couldn't have him. I moved on slowly. I found a friend that I am becoming more with every day. Recently I have been having indications that Hunter is checking on me again. He is leaving me messages on my myspace page and has left me an email on my emtcity email. I am not sure quite what to think about it. I love him, I would pick up and leave everything if he asked me to, but have tried to put him out of my life so I can move on, but its obvious he is still interested. What do I do? What do I say? do you ever have so much to say and not sure how to express it? I hate being alone, al
If you could travel back in time , would you be a pirate ? Take all you can get , and give nothing in return ! McKerricher State Beach — On July 11, 2007 Tad Ulatowski and several unidentified witnesses observed a predatory attack by a white shark at McKerricher State Beach, which is located 3 miles North of Fort Bragg. The sky was clear and it was 7 PM. Ulatowski reported; “A large shark was observed by myself and several other individuals at the seal observation deck. It was chasing a small harbor seal about 20 meters from our location. The shark made a sudden lunge at the seal and the shark's head was briefly seen above the surface as well as the dorsal fin. After the apparent attack the seal could not be seen again but no blood was visible. The entire incident lasted less than 30 seconds.” Please report any shark sighting, encounter, or attack to the Shark Research Committee.
The Wall
Original poem - please do not rip The Wall Around my heart has been built a wall… How I hope you can make it crumble and fall… And fill me with your love and light… While holding my heart snug and tight… You have the power to make my heart soar… To make me smile as I beg for more… But you also have the power to hurt me dear… To inflict my heart with pain and fear… And cast it into the darkening deep… Where pain and depression sleep… So if your intentions are not kind… Please don’t pretend to really be mine… I will stay safely hidden behind my wall… And search for someone else to make it fall... - Brian 2007
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison 's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and

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