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The Story Of 'faith'...
A BLOG WRITTEN BY: Curvaliciousbbw™ ஐ*ღDangerous Curvesღ*ஐ A Dog Named Faith This is a story about a dog who was born on Christmas Eve in 2002. He was born with 3 legs - 2 healthy hind legs and 1 abnormal front leg which needed to be amputated. He of course could not walk when he was born. Even his mother did not want him. He was rejected and scorned. By curvaliciousbbw at 2009-02-16 His first owner also did not think that he could survive. Therefore, he was thinking of putting him to sleep.. At this time, his present owner Jude Stringfellow came into his life and wanted to take care of him. She was determined to teach and train this dog to walk by himself. She thought, all we need is a little faith. In the beginning, she put Faith on a surf board to let him feel the movements of the water. Later she used peanut butter on a spoon as a lure and to reward him for standing up and jumping around. Even the other dogs at home helpe
Nsfw Ratings
I think its a load of crap that people can have pictures of legs on here and not get marked NSFW yet I load a tasteful one with legs and some whino marks it NSFW. If you dont like the pics then don't look at them instead of running to fubar bouncers to report peoples photos
Im Done For A Whill
ok I used to love this web site but alot haz changed sence then now everytime i get on here its nothin but druma and cheatin shit i dont like bein treated like a dumb ass and like i dont kno what the fuck is goin on behind my back. i mean really if you get cought doin something then just fess up about it, you dont have to be a lil lieing bitch about things (this is not to any one person) but long druma story short im gone for a whill if you want to hit me up im on yahoo most of the time. im goin to get rid of the lounge inless someone wants to take over it but if so let me kno today becouse it will be the last im on here for a very long time. i just cant take all of this shit it seems that every time i get on here i see something that i shouldent and i keep getting told that it aint nothing hahahaha im not fuckin dumb i kno whats goin on so im not even goin to draw this out any longer then it already is so goodbye and to those close friends MMFWACL DUCES
Two Awesome People To Know
Poem For V Day
Infectious Form Jumping with joy Bouncing off the walls Happiness has found you She’s the light of your life She completes you. In your mind, body, and soul Infecting you her image is When you close your eyes she is there Within your mind during troubled times Coming to you when least expected But during the times you need her the most. Endless chase We all have caught it Slips away everyday It comes big and tall Then comes and stays We enjoy it but then we get hit It lifts us up Then throws us into a pit. It gets us through life And leads us to death Illuminated by some Devoured by others This is the curse of love It finds us behind closed doors Curses us is how it flows In life until death is the way it goes. Love is a difficult thing From within She makes me warm Inside me there is empty space But she makes it full. When I see her Light becomes that which was once dark When we’re together there is no despair Our feelings for each
Hotact Auction
6 Thruths Of Life
> 6 Truths of Life > > 1. You cannot touch all > your top teeth with your tongue. > > > > > > > 2. All idiots, after > reading the first truth, will try it. > > > > > > > > 3. And discover that The > first truth is a lie. > > > > > > > 4. You're smiling now > because you're an idiot. > > > > > > > > > > 5. You soon will forward > this to another idiot. > > > > > > > > 6. There's still a > stupid smile on your face. > > > > I apologize about this . > > I'm an idiot and tried it too and I > just wanted to see you smile. HAHAHAHA > HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!
Me ♥
Your date of conception was on or about 2 November 1980 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Leo. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: Strong and bitter words indicate a weak cause. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444811.5. The golden number for 1981 is 6. The epact number for 1981 is 24. The year 1981 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/5/1981 and ending 1/24/1982. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the se
I Wanna Be Trailer Trash
I WANNA BE TRAILER TRASH I'm tired of paying mortgage bills, utility bills, property taxes & rent! I want to live more simply, pack up the kids and move into a travel-trailer. I don't mind being called 'trailer trash', but I want to get your opinion. hmmmmm yay or nay to TRAILER TRASH!!!! peace baby
Funny Shyte
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird things, random facts, or habits about yourself. Don't forget to leave a comment on their profile that says "your it", and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the same person that tagged you. 1. Open, honest and a sarcastic smart ass 2. Am a sucker for people hurting or in need 3. Can tell if people are sick by smelling of their breath 4. Distant cousin to Gen. Omar Bradley, last 5-star General of the US Army 5. Witnessed a waterspout in the Gulf of Mexico (that was so cool) 6. First time inside a burning structure I forgot to open the hose because I was looking at the flames thinking, "That is so awesome!" (Yes, we saved the house) 7. Raised a wild rabbit to adulthood (for you "country" folks you know that's an achievement) 8. One of my hobbies is genealogy 9. Have ridden in a hot air balloon 10. Swam with stingrays
Tagged Again!! Thanks, Bounty. Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have A.D.D. Big time. I'm constantly squirming. My friends hate it and try relentlessly to get me to sit still for more then 1.5 minutes or stop throwing random thoughts at them. lol 2. . I almost got run over by a plane once. Yes I said plane. 3. When I'm really tired, I rub my earlobe. I have no idea why, I just do. It's a huge hint I need sleep badly. 4. I hate when people pronounce my first name incorrectly. It causes me to twitch uncontrollably and would rather use one of my middle names then hear people call me Jeannie, Jeanette or some shit. Annoys the tits off me, I swear it... 5. If I sleep more th
Moodring (in The Era Of Hood Mood)
look girls this is where i am at with more games....     i do drugs...i am quite..but everything around me is loud....because i am in charge of chaos...what do you need fucking smelling salts bitch what the fuck is wrong with you....go get me something to beat you with... REMIND ME TO KICK YOUR ASS!   GO GET YOUR FUCKING NAILS DONE YOUR STYLE IS DEAD YOU MUST BE DRUNK,SPUN OUT, ON THE RAG AND OUT OF YOUR HEAD I THINK YOUR PUSSY RAN OUT OF WEEKEND, LONG DISTANCE,ANDANYTIMEMINUTES     KUNTFUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKERS...KUNTSHOOD MOOD want one of your photos dipped in the Digital Bath? so mike jackson is dead right on  you know he was married to elvis' daughter and he fucked the kid from home alone   i want to start a new band and call it the jackson four
haha iam sure some people are going to hate to hear the truth but you no what who cares even since i change my sn i got block 2 times by people who rather act like little girls then grown woman i did meant that about 90 percent of woman and if you really want to know why ill let you no here some of the list now before hand all people are different yes this is true however in some of this list i have seen many of them doing some of these on the list ok lets start 1. if you are married you don't go flirting around saying ur single that is not only fucked up but also so how lil respect you have for your partner don't lead other people on then spread rumors 3. if you are not interested in the person your talking to have the balls enough to say your not interested in them so they wont think they have a chance with you 4. don't just act all sweet and nice to someone so you can get something out of them in the end 5. flirting is ok i guess just becareful not
Come bid on me! P.S. Lil*Spicey is hot!
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Has There Ever Been A Better Time To Be A Single Man?
I stopped in e mega-bookstore after dropping my kids off at ex-zilla's. I had an hour to kill before I could pick up my c-pap. Anyways -started reading this book on 'microtrends'. It said - due to the higher death rate of teen boys, the higher incarceration rate of men, and the fact that men are gay at twice the rate of women, that there are far more single women than single men at this point in US history than ever before. Something like a 55 to 45 ratio. Then -I bought a different book and went home. What do you think? The problem with being a single male, is occasionally a whacked out single female focus's on you.  I just finished my extra long day.  A 10 hour shift, followed by a 4 hour board meeting. Every 1st & 3rd monday of each month is like this.   I hadnt had dinner and decided to treat myself to an order of chicken wings and mini-tacos at the local watering hole.  I just wanted to relax, unwind, have peace. As soon as my food is brought out -this woman comes
Off For A Bit
Just wanted to write a little note to those i care about on her letting you all know that i wont be around after tomorrow for a bit---probably for about three months. Those who are close to me know why. I will miss you all and hey while i am gone show me love hehehe! XoX
So -i've Actually Started Dreaming!
The doctor said the reason I could never remember my dreams -is because I wasn't having them. Right as I was about to enter REM sleep, the deep sleep where dreams occur, I would stop breathing and wake up. Its the reason I was always so tired. Then -the respiratory therapist who was showing me how to use the c-pap machine explained a study done on cats, where their sleep was interupted right as they slipped into REM sleep. Eventually the cats suffered heart failure and died. Ughh - Anyway - Dreams are cool, and waking up wide awake is cool. Muah!!!
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) SHELL 2) SUNSHINE 3) SMOOCHIE Three jobs I have had in my life. 1)MAKE UP ARTIST 2)BARTENDER 3)OWN AN EVENT PLANNING BUSINESS Three places I have lived. Hmmm tough one lol 1) SO CALI 2) SO CALI 3) SO CALI Three TV shows I watch. 1) TWO & A HALF MEN 2) KING OF QUEENS 3) FRIENDS Three places I have been. 1) COSTA RICA 2) NY 3) MAINE Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) CHASE 2) OUTDOORGURU 3) D.R. Three of my Favorite foods. 1) SUSHI 2) CHICKEN 3) ICE CREAM Three things I would like to do. 1) TRAVEL FOR LEISURE & NOT WORK 2) EXERCISE MORE 3) OWN A SPORTS BAR Three friends that I think will respond. 1) CHASE 2) RICKY 3) POLOOZA Things I am looking forward
If You Want To Know
Military Terms and Abbreviations APACHE LONGBOW – Latest, most sophisticated version of the AH-64 Apache attack helicopter with microwave directed Hellfire anti-tank missiles. ABRAMS – Fully-tracked M-1 Main Battle Tank featuring 120mm smoothbore cannon and three machineguns. BRADLEY – Fully-tracked M2 Infantry Fighting vehicle that carries 12 troops. BUSHMASTER – 23mm chain-gun mounted on Marine Corps LAV-25 LAV-25 – wheeled armored vehicle used by US Marine Corps in place of Bradley. SP – Self-propelled as in artillery. PACK III PATRIOT – Latest, most-sophisticated version of first-line anti-missile/anti-air missile system. RPG –Rocket-Propelled Grenade. Bazooka-like weapon developed by Communist-bloc forces and now used all over the world. Version being encountered is RPG-7V and is designed for anti-tank/anti-armor work. LMG – Light Machine Gun. M-4 – Short carbine version of the M-16A2 rifle. FRAG – Fragmentation hand-grenade. A
St Patricks Day
      Happy St. Patricks Day!
Chicago Bound
I was recently nominated for a position on the Agent's Council for RLI Insurance Co. It's a very prestigious honor to be nominated, especially since there are only 6 members of the panel. Two IIABA Administrators, two retail MGA agents, one retail distributor and one call center representative. The executive director of the orgainization I work for as well as the director for my department were notified and they approved of my participation, and now I get an all expense paid trip to Chicago at the end of March!!! I'm really excited!!! I've never been to Chicago and I am finally getting acknowledgement for the job I have done since I took over the insurance program almost two years ago. I just hope I get a chance to sight-see a little before I come back home!!!
Love Vs Lust
Have you ever thought you were in love with someone? Or was it just Lust? I'm looking to find some interesting stories about people who thought they were in love but turned out the other person was just lusting after them for sex. Please tell us your story, good, bad, or ugly
Save The Planet
my shadow side so amplified keeps coming back dissatisfied elementry son but its so.... my love affair with everywhare was innocent why do you care someone start the car time to go....your the best i know my sunny side has up and died im betting that when we colide the universe will shift into a low the travesties that we have seen are treating me like benzdrine automatic laughter from a pro my what a good day for a walk outside id like to get to know you a little better baby god knows ive realy tried my what a good day for a take out bride id like to say we did it for the better of i saw you there so unaware those hummingbirds all in your hair elementry son but its so the disrepair of norma jean could not compare to your routine balarama beauty going toe to toe my what a good day just to let it slide id like to say we did it for the better of i thought about it and i brought it out im motivated by the lack of doubt im consecrated but im not devout
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, Wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still Heavily sedated from a difficult four hour, surgical Procedure A young student nurse appears to give him a Partial sponge bath. Nurse', he mumbles, from behind the mask 'Are my Testicles black ?' Embarrassed, the young nurse replies 'I don' t know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet.' He struggles to ask again , ' Nurse , are my testicles Black ?' Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry About his testi cles, she overc omes her embarrassment. And sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand andHis testicles in the other , lifting and moving them Around. Then, she takes a close look and says, ' There 's Nothing wrong with them, Sir !!' The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and Says very slowly, ' Thank you very much. That was wonde rful, but listen Very, very closely. ..... ' A r e - m y - t
I Miss You....
The most beautiful thing I have ever seen...
250 Pic Folders?? (sbgs Only)
Tulsa's Angel Ecuadorian Goddess Devil's Advocate DJ Cuddle Goddess Blue Roses aGEM4Life Cherrybomb Sarge's Bad Girls Send Me Links To One Of Your 250 Pic Folders So I Can Add It To This Blog.. Thanks The Sarge
My Bulletin Check It Out
She's got Auto 11's on! COME GET UR POINTS!! AUTOS ON N BOMBS! IM UR'S 4EVER! 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!!!!!!!@ fubar I LOVE MY GORGEOUS WIFE CHRISSY@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ♥~Tina~♥Asiån Persuåsiań~CAMCANDY@RELENTLESS RADIO♥!Owned By ♥Imurs4everb@ fubar (repost of original by '♥~Tina~♥Asiån Persuåsiań~CAMCANDY@RELENTLESS RADIO♥!Owned By ♥Imurs4everb' on '2009-03-02 22:55:01')
I get this question a lot. I guess it is like a wild beaver. Do you think you could handle a wild beaver?
For My Heart
My granddaughter is staying with me for a month, so that her mom and dad can get a job and better housing in Texas. I couldn't be happier. So Ill be on and off. Leave love. Sunday morning at 3:30am my door bell rings. I go to the monitor and ask who is it. And they say your son. So Im thinking its my son's friend so I buzz them in. I open my door and who should be walking up is my real son. Him and his girlfriend drove up from Texas for the week. My granddaughter is getting so big. She's up walking around furniture and might take a couiple steps. Its so great to see her. Thats why I haven't been on much. Will catch up with everyone when I get a chance.
New To This
I have people that will email for a while and then they just stop talkin to me or one was talkin to me and then just said I am goign to block u and rerated me a 1 why do people have to be so mean for no reason I might not get right at you cuz I get busy with my lil girl but I will get back to you I am very nice person and I know this is just the internet but I still have a heart and feelings so if you going to be a mean person dont be my friend please!!! I have been sick today and i want to thank everyone for the luv that everyone shown me i hope i feel better soon I have had alot of fun on this site i love all the people that have been nice to me and helped me along. Thanks mostly to Luke and Boo everyone have a great night!!! Show me so much luv i feed off of it
Psycho Analysis
Ok folks i got something i learned today how to really find out someones persons personality without asking personal questions..take this test called the cube for me.. and find out what really are like in person.. Invision yourself in a white room and you find a cube in this room 1. What size is this cube what does it look like? 2 you find a ladder in this room aswell what size is this ladder.. 3. You find flowers in this room where are your flowers placed and what kind of flowers are they.. 4.You find a Horse in this room how does this make you feel? 5. Its rainning outside of your white room what kind of rain are you hearing..ex.. storming tornado misty blah blah you know what i mean.. answer these questions in my comment box and ill tell you what it all means and what kinda person you really are..
A Brand New Day
Do NOT Take This Quiz »'s fun quizzes! ~ Jonas Brothers Quiz ~ Wedding Sweepstakes ~ The Dumb Test ~ Quizzes | Movie Trivia & Movie Quizzes | Dumb MySpace Quotes Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook from my most beautiful angel
Silly Saturday
I have always been amazed at people that want to talk to me and ask me things that are right on my page.... If you are interested in who I am take a couple of minutes cruise through my pictures and songs that is me it is an open book and very clear. I am not hard to know or understand very simple down to earth with strong beliefs. I am always interested in peoples opinions and never try to force mine on others but I also dont want to be judged for them. I hope I meet more and more people and look for those that are actually interested enough to find out who I am first.
Essays Of '09
  An aberration of the collective human psyche, one no stranger to history, is the potential for brutality exceeding all bounds of necessity or purpose.  Allowing for the violence associated with all warfare, the blind destruction with ultimate aims, the aberration, the excess is often associated with a cathartic release on the part of the perpetuators.  Throughout history, sieges have often climaxed in bloodbaths, entire populations reduced through sword and fire once the walls have been breached.  From Tyre to Jerusalem to Novosgrod, conquerors would spend their built up reserves of frustration and aggression in what could usually be expressed as climatic release; an orgy of chaotic killing to satisfy the pent-up aggressive potential.  Systematic, organized slaughter is not the typical tale told.                 In the later months of 1937, the Imperial Japanese Army became frustrated during the siege and conquest of Shanghai.  Opposition to their advance had proven harder than exp
That Day (i Am Nothing)
That day, that day What a mess what a marvel I walked into that cloud again And I lost myself And I�m sad, sad, sad Small, alone, scared Craving purity A fragile mind and A gentle spirit That day, that day What a marvelous mess This is all that I can do I�m done to be me Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful It�s supposed to be like this I accept everything It�s supposed to be like this That day, that day I lay down beside myself In this feeling of pain, sadness Scared, small, climbing, crawling Towards the light And it�s all I see and I�m tired and I�m right And I�m wrong And it�s beautiful That day that day What a mess What a marvel We�re all the same And no one thinks so And it�s okay And I�m small And I�m divine And it�s beautiful And it�s coming But it�s already here And it�s absolutely perfect That day, that day When ev
Who Is Listening
i am far from being pretty or sexy,but what is best about me is i have a good heart,i may be rough on the out side but smooth on the inside,everyone can judge me for who they think i am but the truth is no one knows the real me,so think about this as you judge me,you are no better then i,we are one of the same kind,i am not dumb or blind i use my eyes and hands like you,the only diffrence about you and i is the way we may be pretty,you may be cute.but i have something over you,i like just being me wtf is wrong with theese people you cant get anyone to rate you anymore unless it is just me there not rating,every since we for the cherry bombs no one is rating me anyways well what goes around comes around i have 100 11s and 3 mill to get a auto11 and i cant even get that grrrrr,i guess i just want to know if im the only one there not rating is there something i missed amd i doing something wrong ? are you listening?is anyone there does anyone care.listen to me if you dare.why do
"get Er Done"
During a visit to the local old folks home, I asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," I said. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window? Ummmm?
Deep Thoughts
Its cold here in the city It always seems that way And Ive been thinking about you almost everyday Thinking about the good times Thinking about the rain Thinking about how bad it feels alone again Im sorry for the way things are in china Im sorry things aint what they used to be But more than anything else Im sorry for myself cause youre not here with me Our friends ask all about you I say youre doing fine And I expect to hear from you almost anytime But they all know Im crying I cant sleep at night They all know Im dying down deep inside Im sorry fro all the lies I told you Im sorry for the things I didnt say But more than anything else Im sorry for myself I cant believe you went away Im sorry if I took some things for granted Im sorry for the chains I put on you But more than anything else Im sorry for myself For living without you Its the kind of love that happens only in fairytales. The kind of love you never thought could ever be felt by any huma
7 Seas
Sitting by the window, all day thinking of you Watching the days go by, I started to cry But they weren't tears of sadness, they only meant I love you And I wanna tell you girl that I, oh, I I'll travel 'round the seven seas for you It's written in the melody I adore you I wrote my love a symphony To show you there's nothing I won't do Baby, I'll walk around the China Wall for you If there's a way I'll do it all for you Anything you want me to; you know I would do People think I'm crazy, they say I'm just a nothing Letting my life pass me by, believing you're with me Well I can't speak for no one, but in my heart I know you love me And that's why I'll always tell you I, oh I, oh I, oh I, I'll travel 'round the seven seas for you It's written in the melody I adore you I wrote my love a symphony To show you there's nothing I won't do Baby, I'll walk around the China Wall for you If there's a way I'll do it all for you Anything you want me to; you
Stories And Poetry By Me
[If you play this while reading this opening to the my new story I think that you will feel more a part of the story and the emotion of the main caracter Ivy... THIS IS JUST A STORY.] PROLOGUE She can hear the pounding on the door leading from the hall to the bathroom. If only she could make it to the bed in the other room. Her legs feel so heavy that she can hardly place one foot in front of the other. Five more steps and she will be to the bed. Then she can close her eyes and escape. Stumbling she falls. She crawls the rest of the way to the bed and drags herself up on to it. The pounding on the door is louder, harder, more desperate now, but seems so far away. Laying in the bed she shuts her eyes and lets her body relax. She can hear 'Dante's Paryer' playing in the room. Almost as thought it is a sign that the path she chose this night has been right. The pills are starting to drag her deeper and deeper in to the calming
People With No Real Pics
Ive noticed a ton of people on here that have only beautiful/interesting/funny pics from the internet or that they created as their pics(profile pic,default and public folders)....some dont have any REAL pics,and if they do,they are locked in private folders....are they really that scared of people seeing how they look? Are they that ugly? Or do they think it just makes them cool? Do they think it makes them super-private? Tons of other info is available on the page,so why not a pic? I have seen some where you cant even view a salute to see if its a real person. I dont know if they had one and then remove it or what. I just like to visualize who i am talking to,and i appreciate the other kinds of pics,but I find it irritating if you cant find at least one pic of actually THEM on their page. Just venting,you will have to excuse me im not feeling well tonight......
Foolish Girl
so many times my heart has done battle with my head my heart always seems to win knowing the strategies and pattern of defeat my head always pleads lets have a conference, please just listen to me I mean you no harm, in fact my goal is to protect please lets work together but my stubborn heart, it just wont listen it brags n boasts that it knows better that what it feels is real why not wrap myself in what I feel? why should I not revel in the emotions in the high of the moment my head exclaims you are so foolish, you wear no armor and walk blindly into the world and each time you go out you come back wounded when will you learn to put your stubborn ways to rest please, I beg you, listen to me, I know what is best what you so eagerly trust does not benefit us but my foolish,foolish stubborn heart it knows not what it does it sees a paradise and runs unprotected into the unknown not far from the door it is shot down wounded, bleeding and hurt my head runs out and
Picure Rate/comment Contest!!
This is my first contest! So hopefully I'll have a good turnout. 2 Prizes Awarded Win a 25 Credit Bling Pack!!! Runner up I will offer a 3 Day Blast!! The contest is Free. No Entry Fees! The Deadline for picture entries will be March 31st @ 12 PST Time. The contest will be active from April 1ST to April 17. ...Rules Are Pretty Simple... You must have a verified salute to participate. Please submit your picture you want to use for the contest. No NSFW pics As this will be a public folder event, thank you. Have your fufriends come by to rate and comment bomb your picture. As many times as you wish. I will combine your picture and comments. One Rate or One Comment = One Point (EX. 122 Pic rates 58 Comments = 180) Email me if interested!! Thanks for stopping by! $~acg_sweetthang~$ Take care everyone!!!
St. Patty's Day
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How can you treat me this way Like i've never once mattered to you at all You said our friendship was here to stay You making me feel like ive been talking to a brick wall You said that you never wanted to hurt me But you're treating me like im just another faceless number I wish that i would fully let you see But i've promised myself i will not beg you or cumber Your free of any ties You don't have to ignore me like gum on a shoe You don't have to be around to view the tears in my eyes There's not much more talking i can do I never thought i would have to cut you out of my life Your happiness is all ive ever wanted Ignoring i exist cuts me like a knife Having to cut our friendship leaves me haunted
Fubar Train
css"> table, tr, td { background-color:transparent; border:none; border-width:0;}">Spring Is In The Air!!! I am starting my very first fubar train, and I thought today would be the perfect day to begin this one! It is spring equinox! So, here are the train rules: 1. No Drama!!!! No Drama!!!! No Drama!!!! 2. Rate all the pics in this folder, I know there are a lot, but I will be making 2 personalized tags for this train, start with this pic: 3. Rate Fan and Add all the train riders ahead of you. Also leave a comment, like “Spring is in the air” or Spring time. 4. Don’t forget to rate, fan and add your hostess! Also, Private Message me to be added to the blog, and don’t forget to post the updated bulletin. 5. TxWildFlower'73@ fubar 6. Pleas repost the bulletin!! This will help us all to get more riders on the train, the more the merrier!! It’s a great way to meet people. 7. If your settings don’t allow anyone but friends to view your profile, no complaining whe
Read Please
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU . One day the professor shocked the class when he came in he looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him, knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked, stunned, and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeab
My Blogs
i hope you like my slideshow ^_^ Hey Yall! I am 19 years old, I am a model I`m on college and finish the two paths that I have already started for myself... I hope to become an Architect or a Nurse. Yea yea I know two totally different interests, but they are both things that I enjoy and love and either way I go I will be happy. I do LOVE the camera and have enjoyed all of my modeling. I have no regrets in my life, your past gets you to your present and your future. I like to travel, play golf, softball, football and go fishing. I'm a good fisherwoman... and yes.. I clean my own fish! Southern girl all the way! I am from ohio. I am an outgoing, friendly person, a down to earth kind of girl and I love meeting and hanging out with new people^_^ hit me up here when you have a free time... AUBREYANGEL11@YAHOO.COM AUBREYANGEL11@LIVE.COM i`m always online there hun if you want to chat with me sometime.. thanks and take care ^_^
Hard Times
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands.. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and rem embered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. hesitated, and then put the
Music & Poetry
In your words I find comfort, in your heart I know love. In your eyes I find serenity, in your arms I know peace. When all others have broken me, at your touch shall I be mended. When all others have forsaken you, in my soul shall you be safe. You are my brightest star, lighting my way in deepest dark. When all others have burned out, never shall you vanish from my sight. Forever. Always. Our souls shall be as one. Lie to me, tell me you love me, for just one moment make me believe Hold me closely, kiss me sweetly, and tell me you will never leave Who cares how bad I'll hurt tomorrow, if you can take my pain away? Show me life without sorrow, even if only for a day I'll leave all thoughts of her behind, it doesn't matter if it's true For on the morrow shall I find someone who lies as well as you From the day we are born, we hit the ground running, fighting a war that was never our own. Into the fray we are thrust, to rely on our cunning, paying for the sins of fathers unk
Just A Second Of Ur Time......
Bling Auction
Auctioning off a 25 bling pack.pack will go to the person who bids highest.if your the winner i will message you asap thank you.
About My New Tattoo
My new tattoo means no matter how bad your heart gets broken, how much you get rejected, neglected, or how many times you get screwed over, casted out, or misjudged God and his angels will always be there for you and heal your broken heart and guard it. Trust me, I've been though all on the list
Sexy Singles
I am curious, how many people on here are UFC fans? Are you into MMA? Mixed Martial Arts? Who is or are some of your favorite fighter?
Submissive ?
"The submissive gives up control to the Dominant until such a time they feel it necessary to take that control back" Believe it or not this is one of the hardest topics to get a universal answer from and it goes beyond the obvious, the Dom is in charge or the submissive has absolute control. The short version of all this is: The submissive gives up control to the Dominant until such a time they feel it necessary to take that control back. This means that it is the submissive who is ultimately in control and the Dom who is in charge, until such a time as he loses that power from the submissive. Sounds simple doesn't it? I would even bet that most of you would agree in theory that this is how the exchange of power rests. We would all be right and we would all also barely scratch the surface. The D/s relationship is also known as a power exchange. In the purest form this power exchange is known as TPE, or Total Power Exchange, a true Master/slave relationship where the
We slip close in the spaces that bind, the places that rend and tear under the relentless scrutiny of our demands. All of us are falling. Falling in, falling out falling into, sometimes landing with sickening thuds that produce rivulets of blood and scars that shine near as red. I like you because you are wounded, wounded like me in different contexts that make it interesting for us to compare the twists of the places where we stitched ourselves back together again, to try again. To try to not try again. I like you because you are smooth and unstained, glistening purely in your idealistic unrealities. Sometimes it gets to be a bit much, then, I like you simply because you are pretty. With this hand I’ll hold yours, and that one cradles the tender slivers of this friends hope. That ones love. Yet anothers despair. Clutched in the warm dampth of my fragile fist that nests them safely, close to me, where I can see the pulsing of life in these small wayward dreams. You dream of despo
Kiss Me
Kiss me When its pouring out side and the wind is blowing hard holding me close embrass my lips while the drops fall down our bodys with pashion like the thunder with all emotions free just kiss me and let our love flow free with every drop and every touch get lost in the moment for only us to share.
Fustarated And Flustard
so hi all alittle about me my name is michael and i live in los angeles im a 3 star chef and im starting my own webshow so as you can imagen i work like all the time im looking for a friend and for the life of me i cant find one but hey what are you going to do right? lol ill up date this blog as often as i can but if you have any qustions let me know and ill answer any you have ~Michael so heres a qustion for all the ladys out there what would make you play games with someones fealings for no known reason? why would you tell someone that you love them and then just leave them to suffer? whats up with that? even after you have been open and compleatly honest with them from the get go? im not a bad person im realy not i just wanna know why so i can move on what did i do that was so horable? and how long should i suffer for what ive done or what i havent done im sick  of being screwed over its driveing me to the edge in the past year ive lost my job, my home ,my friends ,the two women i
Harley Fans Unite...
Hello all! I just updated one of my favorite albums. It's dedicated to my Dad. He's a true blue 1% er and he is a welder by trade. He's been ridin for most of his life and now he has put his past work into making fine art. I posted some pics in my album "They call him Bad Burt".Feel free to check out the pictures or even his website. He's an awesome ol hippie and I love to give him props every chance I can. So, with that said, enjoy! Peace Ride Safe
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 Cancer (Jun 21 - Jul 22) You are rejuvenated by the depth of your feelings today, as if they put you in touch with an endless supply of energy. You are motivated now to do something about your emotions instead of just talking about them. But being driven to action can also create trouble, especially if you act before thinking about the consequences. Although your usual style tends to be cautious, letting loose is a good exercise for your soul, even if it makes others a little uncomfortable. She moves like she dont care. Smooth as silk, cool as air. Ooh, it makes you wanna cry. She doesnt know your name and your heart beats like a subway train. Ooh, it makes you wanna die. Ooh, dont you wanna take her? Wanna make her all your own? Maria. Youve gotta see her! Go insane and out of your mind. Medina. Ave maria. A million and one candlelights. Ive seen this thing before. In my best friend and the boy next door. Fool for love and fool of
Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave Her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave Her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave Her the sensitivity to Lo
Anonymously Me
Just when I think I can't be surprised by people It goes and happens again!Since when did being a nice person become a bad thing?I Rated a random profile just because I like to help people out and the next thing I know this guy is in my shout box asking me to cam.When i said sorry no thanks,he proceeded to let loose with the most vulgar names I have ever heard.I asked him why he was being so hostile and rude and he told me I was ugly F....up C... and I should be grateful a man actually wanted to look at me on cam. I was in a fairly good mood today the sun finally came out and I was smiling thinking of the possibility warmth and sunshiny day's. I don't know why I let that one creep ruin my day but I guess it's just human nature to get offended and hurt when someone talks that way to you. Do me a favour if you read this blabbering through please don't leave a nasty comment Even if this is fantasy land there are real people on the other side of the key board
Awww Bluebirds
In case you need any further proof to back up that picture, then just watch this video. Bird Eats Alka-seltzer - For more amazing video clips, click here So let's keep the fat man happy and just keep sending him koalas to keep my army growing. They make me happy. (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2009-03-24 11:55:35') (repost of original by '~Freak~' on '2009-03-24 11:57:59') (repost of original by '☆ Mz.žhåTT„GµrL ☆ Mźmßźr Ö£ Šåńgźršµ§ Ēµrvź§ ☆ £Ś-ČńgågźŠ Tš §źåń Ēå§Tlź ☆' on '2009-03-24 15:19:11') (repost of original by 'President Lincoln©~Fat Sonnys' Proud Uncle~OWNER of RENEGADE RADIO UK~ no blank requests' on '2009-03-24 16:44:32')
Contests!! Help Me Fu Friends!
Spring Bling Contest
Hey Fubar, the weathers warming up here so that means its time for a little, !!!Spring Bling!!! Instead of the usual, lets mix it up a little. I have decided to make this a rate only contest. The contest will begin Monday, April 6, 2009 and will run until Monday, April 27, 2009. And on Wednesday,April 29, 2009, I will pimp the winners out on my page and send them their rewards. Interested???? Well now let me tell you about the winnings, The top three people will receive: 1st place - winners choice of an auto-11 or cherry bomb or a 3 month Vip 2nd place - will get the choice of the two remaining prizes   Now the rules: each rate is worth - 1 point, at the end on the contest who ever has the most rates wins
hey mr fu., y is it u can cb a folder and that is not considered rating 2 fast , but i and many others can rate 1 pix and we get the rating bouncer,come on now use a little common sense,as it is u have 3 million members,but the most i have ever seen online is 54,000,hellooooooooooooooooo,u mite want to rethink the rules. first the only number that means anything is 10,for guys and gals y do u keep marking nsfw,ur messin it up for the rest of us. if ur on a page and u dont want to look at these pix,then turn ur computer off and go find ur crayons and coloring book and have fun. remember try to stay inside the lines. u can rate folders with 1click if u have the extras, if not u get the rating 2 fast message,whats up with that,that makes no sense. then u have the rating limit 4 ur level per day cmon, thats silly also.were adults here so get a grip. what does it matter how much or how fast u rate,its not like ur gonna send me a big check for rating.this a game i thought,yeah u gotta make a
I Cried
When you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
Just Another Day
When will my bad luck end....I just want to scream ....AGHHHHH... Well my vacation was last week..It wasnt the greatest..You live and you learn I guess. Went with a friend. I have 3 little ones she took 3 teens with her. We just clashed. Mine go to bed early teens stay up late. Mine get up early.  Having a diabetic we kind of stay on a scedule with eating and gettting up and stuff just didnt work out well. Next time we go by ourselves. Well there and back my van was loosing water we thing oh just a little repair no biggy.. Well of course not its a major damn thing...AGHHHHH. I rented a damn car for 2 days so far. Well today at lunch a rock hit the windshield i think let me just go get it repare no biggy they tell me they cant i have to replace the who F???King thing AGHHHHHHHHH ........ MONEY MONEY MONEY...i am so tired of crying...i keeping thinking I will run out of tears but noooo more just come. I am so depressed and so angry and so frustrated. Between the car rental and the car re
I So Hate Down Raters
rated me a 5 umm i dont think so....   We dont need anythings down rated me a 6
I want to take more picture's of me soon,any ideas? I will not do NSFW pics and post them on here anymore so they have to be clean. Send me a message with ideas.. Have a great night!!!!!!!!!
Something Funny
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even a drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door."Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug, and, deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice gazongas," says the man, "where do you want these blinds?" A woman goes into Cabela's to buy a rod and reel for her grandson's birthday. She doesn't know which one to get so she just grabs one and goes over to the counter. A Cabela's associate is standing there wearing dark shades. She says, 'Excuse me, sir. Can you tell me anything about this rod and reel?' He say
In the rain the pavement shines like silver All the lights are misty in the river In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight And all I see is him and me forever and forever - - - "On My Own" from Les Miserables
Another Day In My Life
Ya know, after 15 years of really not giving a shit, not even my health being a factor to my  self distruction. The day my mother had to damn near fight to take a breath not only broke my heart but my mind. So, I quit..Yeah it sucks hella bad but when your eyes are open to the truth of being scared..what other choice  do you have..but i still have not quit for me. I  did it because I dont want that day to happen to my children. Which we all know it will happen but if i can provent certain types of deaths, why not. Oh by the way, my mom is fine, she spend some time in the hospital, but is back to being spunky..i dont see how she does it..and where in the hell did I get this serious shit from..who knows..anywho, if you dont stop smoking for you, do it for someone else. Its your life yes, but someone else gave it to you. ~~~~ Spring is Here and Im up for Bid~~ Ok, sorry about the cheesy line but its #2 on family and friends Missy, has me in her huh?! Come show me
Ok look the reason that I have been thinking about deleting my profile is because I have more important things to do then sit on the computer and chat with people that I will most likely never meet.  You guys have been great and you guys are awesome.  I just want to spend time with my daughter.  I have realised that there are more important things in life than being on the computer all day long.  I am also fed up with all the bullsh*t that has happened because of this site.  I will most likely not delete my profile but don't get mad at me for not being on as much as I used to be.  Also I am going back to a ship and I just don't have the time to be on here all the time.  I will be on every now and then.  If you catch me while I am on hit me up and I will talk to you!!!!  Just thought that I would let everyone know what was going on!!!!! For all future people that visit my page and to all of my old friends....I am deleting my NSFW for personal reasons!!!  Do not ask why I have deleted th
OMG I am so sick of people telling me they love me then fucking ripping my heart out of my chest, cuttin it up into millions of pieces throwing them on the ground & stomping on them. Why are men like that? Most Men I have an interest in turn out to be players or someone who thinks its fun to play with your emotions. I'm so done with it all. Don't you ever tell me you love me unless you mean it with all your heart or i'll tell you right where you can go & how to fuckin get there.   Sorry just had to fuckin vent!
In An Auction
Im in my first ever AUCTION! Please help me make it a successful one!!! You know you wanna OWN this Sinful girl! hahaha   Click above and love me!!! Kisses to all my friends and family! I love you guys and gals!!!
Hi there! I'm in a Salute Contest and I need help from my friends I need Rates, comments and even bling count for points. The breakdown of points is listed below. The winner will be the one with the most points There are 3 ways for me to receive points.  * First is rates which will count as 5 points. * Second is comments which will count as 1 point. * The third and final way is bling. Each bling credit will give you 5 bonus points added to your total points (ie. If you send me a 1 credit bling you will get 5 points added, if you send me a 3 credit bling you would get 15 points for it).  If send bling please state in the bling message who the bling is for that way the correct contestant receives the credit for it. please thank you! I'll Pay you 1000k for one pic rate just pm me when done and i will send you the fubucks! Contest Brought To You By: (DJ) Army Medic-Handyman @ The Playground/ OwnerofWeldingangel/ownedbyDevilsAdvocate
Which Are You?
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experie
Cherry Bomb Bling Contest
I'm in a contest to win a cherry bomb! If you get a little time could you please go give me a few comments? (I need 12.5K!!!) Just click on the pic link below to get there! Thanks!
Let Freedom Ring!
It So Hard To Say Good Bye !!!
This was up on the bulletin board at a place I go for classes and meetings and support groups and I thought I would share it here with all of you. It's about learning when to let go. > To "LET GO" does not mean to stop caring. It means I can't do it for someone else.> To "LET GO" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't control another.> To "LET GO" is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences.> To "LET GO" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.> To "LET GO" is not to try to change or blame another. It's to make the most of myself.> To "LET GO" is not to care for...but to care about.> To "LET GO" is not to fix, but to be supportive.> To "LET GO" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.> To "LET GO" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.> To "LET GO" is not to be protective. It's to permit another to face their reality.> To "LET
Sexual Partners
How many Sexual Partners in a lifetime is too many for someone to be your significant other? If it is a woman and they have as many as men have why do we get looked down on.When it is a man it is notch on belt.Women like sex just like men do.Why the stereo type and how many is to many?
Memories Dipped In Blood
I'm sitting here at 1:28 am crying... Listening to a song called "Stealing Cindarella" by Chuck Wicks. Thinking about my father... My father was 17 when I was born. He never finished middle school and was a wellfare child. He left when I was nine months old... I've never met him. I never got those father/daughter moments. I'll never get to dance with him at my wedding. Everyday I think about what it would have been like to have him in my life at all. It breaks my heart that I never got a father, and by the time my "step-dad" came into my life, which is very little at that, it was all ready too late. My brother who not only got his father, but also lives with my mother and he got two step dads as well, got a family when I didn't. My mother never let me live with her, but she kept him his whole life... It makes me wonder what I did wrong to make her not want me. What I'm trying to say is to anyone who is a father out there, even if the mother and you are no longer together, stay apar
Inquiring Minds Want To Know???
Dear Friends,Family,& Fans,       I am speaking for Thunder and I both, as most of you know we quit WFS last week, but was asked to stay, so we did mostly because of our GREAT friends there. Last night, D/T childless, and most ridiculouse reasonings by one of WFS owners, that seeems to think her chit don't stink we were fired, after quitting LOL!!! We luv our dear fu friends and will visit often if allowed. You all can hit our SB or Yim anytime, we will be around just as always. Girls WATCH YOUR BACKS!!!!! Happy Easter To All!!! And HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO BIG DOG KENNY!!!!!!                                             With all our Fu Luv,                                             Dragoness & Thunder P.S. If I heard the song Shes my Little Whiskey girl 1 more time I was going to VOMITT anyway!!!!!!!
Scar Facts
new family abduction phots are in my default picsplease be on the look out in alabama or I-20 car is disribed in this statement  thanks DOB: Aug 9, 2008Missing: Mar 28, 2009 Age Now: 7 Month(s)Sex: MaleRace: Biracial Hair: BrownEyes: BrownHeight: 1'6" (46 cm)Weight: 20 lbs (9 kg)Missing From: GROVETOWN GA United StatesChristopher and his mother, Shashawna O'Dell, were abducted by his father, Christopher Grier, on March 28, 2009. A felony warrant for kidnapping was issued for the abductor on March 28, 2009. They may be driving a gray Dodge Neon with paper tags from Auto Credit Sales and Rental. They were last know to be travelling on traveling on I-20 in McDuffie County, GA. They may be travelling to Alabama. CAUTION IS ADVISED.ANYONE HAVING INFORMATION SHOULD CONTACT National Center for Missing & Exploited Children 1-800-843-5678 (1-800-THE-LOST) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Columbia County Sheriff's Office (Georgia) 1-706- 541-280
Life Is Good
Life is so damn good right now. I am loving it. Life is a lot like a book. You're born and each year you get older but also that year is a story of your life.  For each year that is a chapter in your book. As you grow, and get older not only are you taught but you learn lessons, make memories, meet people, you love, and loose people and so much more.  You can't write your life as you would a book, you just have to live and try be happy as you do it. Hope for a happy ending. Now I will be the first to admit not all the chapters in life I like, hell I would love to forget a few, but we all would. Really if we did that, it could change things as they are. You may not have what you got. For all those that know me, and what I have been though understands this blog. All my fights in my life, the lose of my daughter have brought me to this point. Not only have I learned to love and live again, I have found love again. Never thought I would be happy, but damn I am. I smile all the time, an
Alittle About Me :)
Summertime Breeze Auction
    **Summertime Breeze Auction ** Starting on Wed April 22nd at 2 pm (central) & thru May 2nd at 2 pm Come join this auction of fun for only 25k fubucks entry fee. Enter soon to insure a good spot . Random bling during contest . Open to all Ladies & Gents ** Verified Salute needed ** So all know we're real ** LoL Let's have some fun fun fun in this auction &a meet new friends. Only rule is No Drama . Contact Sinfully Delicious Blondie below for added details. Also think of your offerings & send them thru my pm's. Ask me for ideas if you wish also so that it's all posted with your pic you want entered.~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~
Last night I had a dream, I was writing a blog about how i have penis envy, and i started to think about all the things men can do with their penises. Some of these things fascinate me for example, writing your name in the snow with your own urine... if I tempted to do that it would come out in a big spot. Also consider never having to hoover over a public toilet again, thus never having to wipe the toilet of the previous piss. Shaking and not wiping... damn you with your non removable penises. But then when i woke this morning and i thought about having my penis tucked into a box where i know it will not harm another person. It only has eyes for me and i make sure its always cleanly, I came to the conclusion that I can live with hovering over toilet seats and I can always find a way to write my name in the snow... Just my weird thoughts
My Poems
Two souls join to never to part. Love fills the heart. Knowing that Love last forever. Never to be severd. One heart consumed in Darkness. Never really knowing love or its likeness. The other consumed in Light. Always there for the other never to take flight. The ying to the others yang. Filled with so much love that it hits with a bang. One hoping that the other opens to receive. Never to be deceived. One heart wants to give the other something to believe in. The other believeing they live in sin. Two souls balancing each other. Never to be parted by another. Reaching to be held. Never to let the other down to fell. Two hearts beating as one . Can you hear their hearts song? Two souls join in the bonds of love . That is blessed from above. Two souls now belong. Oh how they waited so long. Love can touch the Darkness. Now you can say you know the likeness. For love brings the Light. Oh what a sight. poem by : Paula                                    As i sit here on my bed             
So it seems I've added way too many people. I have waaaaay too many friends and half of these people I dont even remember adding. Which means I havent heard from them since I added them. So why stay on my list then? I will be clearing out space today and tommorrow. So if you still want to remain friends and you think you might be deleted drop me a line, rate some pics or!! If we never talk or rate eachother then why stay friends? It makes it harder to find the ones I actually communicate with. So to leave it as that I will be clearing friends today and the next few days.Some of you know that you will NOT be deleted so dont be silly :P For all the others if you choose to let me delete you then Adios and Peace! xox -Lisa the Star-    
April 26, 2009
Hello everyone, Ive been dealing with a lot of issues with my granddaughter. Looks like the move to Texas will be soon so I can take of her. I want to thank everyone who has stopped by and left comments and drinks. Hope to be back on in full force soon.
Random Shit
Burnt and sold out, Pierced by your soulless blade, Do you know it hurts to hear your name, I curse the pain you've made. Twisted and impossible, You've torn me apart You'll never find these pieces Of my shattered and scattered heart. Once a shy spirit,alone:she was risen from the shell to the open fields of love but they smiled a little glimpse for her fate would shun her back. Paining her heart to grief,and breaking up her spirits to tears, her glass heart to pieces and the return of her fears... she scurried back to her former ways, in which she knew her only refudge. And with her insides flaming like a burning hell, how was she to know her heart would burn so, darkness is the only something she knows. Was darkness her comfort,shading her from pain like a mother cares for her kin. With tears of blood and a heart so blind, was it merely another illusion cast by her tormenters? There is beauty amongst the breakdown, if she may rise then may she spark a new, perhaps she may too prove
Dirty Little Fuck Princess
Dirty Little Fuck Princess Zach pulled me into the door of his apartment throwing me up against the wall, lifting me up as I wrapped my legs around his tight body. "Are you sure you want this babe? Once I start I'm not gonna be able to stop."As he pressed his hard cock against me, with only his jeans holding him back. Kissing me fiercely. Squeezing my ass as he pressed me harder against the wall. My arms wrapped around his neck muted by his aggressive mouth pulling the soft skin around my neck at first with his lips, warning my skin then with rougher tugs using his teeth. Digging his fingers deeper into my ass, my back arched and my legs tightened around him as his mouth moved down my neck to the center of my chest where my cleavage begins. "I don't know if I can make you my dirty little bitch, are you sure that's what you want?"In our 2 months together we'd only ever had sensual, intimate love making sessions. But I knew he could be rough, I knew he liked dirty talk and being i
Fubar's Finest Melons
Friend Pimpouts
This is my sister Beth. She is new to Fubar. She's also having some drama in r/l so I talked her into joining as a stress reliever. Check her out...and be nice! Beth@ fubar This is my friend Missy. She just recently joined. Please show her some love :) Thank you friends!! nice one@ fubar
My First Blog~
I thought I would take advantge of this blog thing by saying Thank~You to all who took the time to send so much love and kyndness for my birthday. Out here in the real world I have a small circle of family and phrends that love me. In the fu-world I got a country full of family and phrends! So Right On to you all! ~Peace~
~ The Little Things
I remember when I was little.. vaguely, in bits and very small pieces. Sometimes I find myself sitting and thinking about the few things I do remember, but they seem so large in my mind. Moms smile, her voice.. her drawings just laying around. I'd spy a naked woman on occasion and wonder who drew it, it wasn't until later I realised it was Mom. Random writings, bits of poems that made no sense to me, but still made me smile because they were  her words and that's all that mattered to me. Her. Singing at any given time, just because. Always loving to listen to her. Her tears, one of the strongest emotional pains I've ever felt. My mom cried, felt. We had a fight here or there, growing up, I'd rebel as much as a teenage gal growing up in the sticks possibly could. The one thing that made me love her more than anything in the world was one simple sentence. "Jessica, I've never been a mother to a 14 yr old girl before... I'm new to this too." *smiles* Indeed.. she was perfect in her hone
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Country Tire Swing Train
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣ SexyRedhead/Fu-Wifey to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle/Dangerous Curves member!
ThunderShattering the windows   of my mind.As I stand looking out. LightningScattering the walls   of my heartAs I cringe behind them. An EarthquakeCrumbling the dungeons    of my soulAs I sort out the pieces. © LML
Sadness Overtakes Me
Sadness overtakes me I try to keep control The pain it hurts deeply deep into my soul Chaos reigns over me My emotions take flight Trying to escape from All that is not right Devastation looms over me I cannot get away The pain that consumes me Will destroy me one day © LML
All A Lie
You told me you loved meMore than more than life itselfYou assured me you would be there for meNo matter what the costYou told me you would hold me close To keep me safe from harm So tell meWas it all a lieDid you mean the words you said Why should I believe it’s truth you spokeWhy shouldn’t I just walk away instead? Was it all a lie? I once thought you were all I neededTo fill the void inside I once had hope we would be okWe’d make everything work out rightBut all the hope has drained away  I finally see the light. Now I knowIt was all just liesYou never meant those words you saidI don’t believe it’s truth nowSo I am walking…away from you…again. © LML
my cats raping me.         thats all i have to say. widow creepers come here golden boy and piss in my tea lets go on the roof and talk about the birds and the bees ill touch you there and you'll stroke my hair lets lace our fingers and call it fair let me stand on your head while you're holding my thighs lets have some cake and eat with no plates ill sit on the grass while you bathe in my sweat I'll close my eyes once you change your mind you'll open your eyes till my bodies nude and wet I'll try not to be shy but i cant help the rose in my cheeks lets lace hands and call it fair ill kiss your lips while you touch me there ill shut my mouth and wont make a peep ill keep it a secret before your words cheat golden boy come here and piss in my tea i prefer the bitter truth then the careless words that sound so sweet we'll grow old you'll be deaf and ill be mute lets be physical than talk cheap i'll fight you while you hold me tight touch me here while i touch you there My mind say
Hear Ye, All Perverts!
The FASTEST way to get blocked is to ask to see my NSFW pics/private folder.  It's private for a reason!  You will be allowed in when and only when we are really friends.
The Path Of Life!
 I posted a blog about a man who I thought was so amazing, and on August 7th 2009 I got a reality check. I realized that so many people hate the reality of their own lives that they live in a fantacy world. Searching for people to play out that fantacy with, and not caring who gets hurt along the way!  He is not so amazing after all, but guess what I am, I am a true and honest person, and was from day one, and now an even wiser person! I will not be fooled again! I am here to have fun and make friends, so if you are looking to hook up, don't bother, and don't even dare ask me for NSFW's! Not happening, I have way too much respect for myself!  If you have read my other blog you already know that I am a single mom of two really great kids. Which means I work full time, and I am a parent fulltime. So I really don't get the chance for me time. So fubar is my me time, and when I first joined, I was simply on here for fun, and laughs. Thats seems to have all changed lately. Lord knows I nev
tell me why i would hate caue he did not add me to fam???   · 'BnC' added you to their family!!· Soldier just checked you out!· rocketman77 rated you a '10'!· rocketman77 became your fan!· 'BnC' added you to their family!!· rocketman77 just checked you out!
Sexy Video Montage Of Me *giggles*
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Surgery Once Again
Thougths Of A Trouble Mind
My question is do ppl actually read the blogs that ppl write or do they rate them just for the points? do they actually care about the ppl behind the blogs... My life is in shambles at the moment as I sit and think about all that is going on in...where did I go wrong with all that could have been done differently...could I have been a better daughter to my mother? could I have been a better mother to my children? the questions keep going thru my mind without fail...over and over again... These are all normal questions that we all ask ourselves...of this I am sure...but could things have been different with my children if I had not decided to fight for my life and decide to fight for that of my children knowing now what they would go through in their lives...the stuff that I think about doing would get me committed to a hospital for sure...but it would make me feel so much better for vindicating what they had to endure and what I had to endure while living with their biological fathe
Heres A Thought
never argue with stupid people. they drag you down to thier level and beat you with experience.   the thought of the moment  brought you by our proud sponsers
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To Love Again
Hate, anger, tears,Built up walls full of fear.Gave up feelings gave up care.No more of my love would I share. Until a warrior came upon my wall.Courageous, determined , and enthralled.Seeking out the depths of my soul,Touching my heart with console. He captivated me with them brown eyes.Looked past my smile full of guise.Slowly my wall became devouredMy pain, suffering and sorrow scoured. He was an intriguing undiscovered tale,A fiery soul longing for a love that would never frail.He held a flaming torch within my rapture.Now for this brave my heart he has captured. He fulfills my underlying happinessWith every empyrean kiss.As every minute transcends the love between us emergesAbove all life’s obstacles that face us we will surge. With patience, trust, faith, and generosity.We will meet our relationships velocity.Discovering each other to our inner core.The many different attributes of life we will explore. Our future together is as uncharted as the sea.However my devot
Family Issues
as i said before about my parents i thought my father was a lil better then my whore of a mother well today he proved it after i already forgive him for alot of things today he called me and ask if i can go get my grandmothers belonging since they are moving into a new appointment in the same place they lived at well i went there with my bff once i got there i forgot to take a vike's before i started lifting things i know i should not becuse of my left arm its still needs time to heal but i cant just stop my life and depend on others i have alwasys been indenpent unless iam lazy lol then that"s deffrent but still he knows i have some health issues that mother fucker lay on his ass and does nothing to help all he did was sit on his couch and watch the news and his gf all she does is run her fat ass mouth and complaining iam now sweaty tire hurting stressing and i already know that tomorrow iam going to be hurting alot more  i put all my energy into doing all the damn work my bff help al
i love you unconditionallyno mateer what you do or sayi'm powerless to your wit and charmtho i try to fight it and walk awaysomething about you keeps pulling me backan uncontrollable force surrounds medrawing me ini am hopelessly lostforever boundforever yours
This Day
Been over a year now since she left.It's easier now then at first but still hurts to feel failure all the time. I failed to keep her happy. We fell into a rut and could not climb out. we stopped doing things that we needed to do to keep love alive and it went away never to be seen again. I have bad times and good times. lately a lot more good than bad. I have found some new friends on here and they keep my mind off the bad by just being happy and cheerful. thank you all for what you have done to help me along this path.      This day i Thought about a lot of things                                                                 This day I thought of you                          This day I paid some bills This day I thought of you                            This day I drove a lot of miles                             This day I thought of you                               This day it is over                                This day I thought of you                                
Reminds Me Of Home
  Suns Out Now To....Fun  
N.s.f.w. Pics
Yes I enjoy all the comments.Makes a girl feel good. have alot of ppl asking to see my n.s.f.w. pics,so here it is.The prices are as follow.This will get you added to family for a day. 1. $150,000 fu$$ 2. A 14 bling pack 3. A V.I.P. and $25.000 fu$$ Other prices to follow as I learn more about the site.Ty very much.
Somethin To Think About !!!!
So here i am sittin and thinkin to myself once again , why is it that grown Ppl have to play games lie and have fake intents with the opposite sex to get what and where they want ??? I can only speak from my experience , and i dont see why most men have to lie to a woman or act like they want somethin so serious , while they already have a wife or a girlfriend ?? Why not being honest about things and make sure no feelings will b hurt ? Come on Ppl to b honest is a lot of men and women out there that just want to have fun and nothin serious . So why waste other Ppl time that really have the Intent of settlin down and have a family??? Why tell em u love em , u my heart and my soulmate if thats not really what u feel for them ? Just to get sex??? I believe in karma and it always comes back at u 3 times worse . Dont u think ??? Also dont u think u can save urself a lot of Drama if u just b up front with a person ? No feelings attached saves u so much headaches and heartache for the oppos
Read this blog and I had to share it.. because it shares my thoughts and well it shows why I am jealous sometimes...which I am getting over and getting past...Thank you Devilsreject for this blog.
Rants And Vents
A couple of months ago I entered a tattoo contest on a Las Vegas radio stations website. I just found out that the month of June my photo is entered. It only runs this month. I need your help bu going to the website and voting on my tat. Please ask your friends to vote to. Here is the website url...... Look for picture captioned Kenneth j-jpg. It is a pic of the tattoo I have covering my skull. I really appreciate all your help and I hope you can help me to win this contest. What kind of woman do you have to be to not even take your daughter to her dad to wish him a happy birthday. Just because we were fighting is no excuse for not doing that. This is something I will NEVER forgive you for. I hope you are happy with the choices that you have made and I hope you can continue to look yourself in the mirror each and every morning and be satisfied with the person you have become. You are in no way the person I meet and in my eyes you are now on the sa
Auto 11's On!!help Him Level Please
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Original Writings
The Woman I LoveThe woman I loveIs nice and sweet.The woman I loveIs a southern treat.Like a proper lemonade.Both sweet and bitter,Depending of courseOn what mood doth hit her.For me she is like a raging fireKeeping my heart stoked Full of DesireShe is the partner I loveShe is the one I wantWith her I will enjoy my lifeNo matter what comesWe can weather it rightLike two CraziesOut for the night.For her I would do Most any thingShe's the only one I've ever wantedTo have my Wedding RingWe've had good timesAnd times that were roughBut through it all,She's had my love.Every day I pray, That she will be fine.Never taking for granted That her heart is Mine.© 2010 by G.R.Kuder There is no holeWhere you were in my heartFor you never leftThough you tore it apartIt's cracked as hellBut time is my glueBut there is no holeThere is only youI'll love you no moreI'll love you no lessWith you as my friendMy life is still blessedI'm not the guyYou need for all timeBut I was thereWhen you needed me to s
My Poetry
The love I have for you takes me far above, I know truely I have found my one true Love.If we split up and fell apart, It will truely break my heart.Without your love I will surely die, I am sure you would move on and time would fly by.But my question will still remain, Would you even remember my name?
There are African Americans,> > Mexican Americans,> > Asian Americans,> > Arab Americans,> > Native Americans, etc.> > .....And then there are just -> > Americans..> >> >> > You pass me on the street> > and sneer in my direction.> > You Call me 'White boy,'> > 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,'> > 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,'> > .....And that's OK.> >> >> > But when I call you Nigger,> > Kike, Towel head,> > Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey,> > Beaner, Gook, or Chink,> > .....You call me a racist.> >> >> > You say that whites commit a lot> > of violence against you,> > so why are the ghettos the most> > dangerous places to live?> >> >> > You have the United Negro College Fund.> > You have Hispanic History Month.> > You have Martin Luther King Day.> > You have Asian History Month.> > You have Black History Month.> > You have Cesar Chavez Day.> > You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi.> > You have Yom Hashoah.> > You have Kawanza.> > You have the NAACP.> > And you have BET.> >> >> > If we had WET> > (White Entertainment Televisio
Cure For Cancer
(Someone sent this when I had my cancer scare)   Dear God,   I pray for the cure of cancer. Amen     We are sometimes mistaken when we fear that which is big.Godzilla, King Kong,Asteroid, Armageddon.At least we can see it when it comes.We are sometimes mistaken when we fear that which is big.Change, birth,death, love.At least we can throw our arms wide around it.God of big things,God of great deeds,God of the drama of the Exodus,the parting of the seas,the fire on the mountain,the creation out of nothing,we are wonderstruck by You,dazzled by big things.But are You not also the God of the small,God of the turning leaf,God of the grain of sand,God of the passing shadow,God of the rotting fruit?I address You nowas God of the small,because sometimes we are mistaken when we fear that which is big,when that which is most frightening of allis small,the size of a melanomic cell,the size of a metastatic pinpoint,the size of a golfball,the size of a grapefruitgrowing where there is
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling  place And can return no more.................... I"m standing in the rain, trying to wash away the pain. I can't let you know how you hurt me so, from all the times you led me astray. I hear you say "I love you.",
Shadow I am but a mere shadow,Walking very long halls,In a giant manor,It is built of stone walls. I find myself going in circles,Round and round each corridor,My feet make no sound,Upon the stone made floors. Silence beckons me,As I have no voice,Where the silence leads me,I seem to have no clue, nor any choice. The walls all appear the same,As darkness is all I see,There is something missing,Or perhaps someone, who should be here with me. I feel soulless,A black hole in a forever night,And I will remain this way,Until things are made right. Floating the halls,Of an empty manor,A soulless shadow,Searching out her Master.  
BELIEVE EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. PEOPLE CHANGE SO THAT YOU CAN LEARN HOW TO LET GO. THINGS GO WRONG, SO THAT YOU APPERCIATE THEM WHEN THEY'RE RIGHT. YOU BELIEVE LIES SO YOU EVENTUALLY LEARN TO TRUST NO ONE BUT YOURSELF, AND SOMETIMES GOOD THINGS FALL APART SO BETTER THINGS CAN FALL TOGETHER. I'm sure of what I feel And I know that this is for real,From the moment the our eyes met,I've already had it on my mind NO FANTASIESONLY REALITIESThis thing we have,That we call Love,Should forever be alive,And you my Love,My only Love,Will be the only oneMy heart will ever want...For the true Love that i have found in you!! Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have pour
Do You .......
                      Get This! So many people ask me what PMSL means  so instead of explaining it please read this and rate it 10 or 11   Pisses   My   Self   Laughing       There - now maybe you wont ask again :) xxxxxx ROFLMAO    
Crazy Ass Thing Called Life!
So Monday was when the ex's trial started. I testified on Tuesday morning and the jury got the case that afternoon. Wednesday morning the verdict was guilty. He was taken immiediately into custody. His bondsman is trying to get me to cosign on the new bonds and I told her no. I am free of this guy that I was tied to until now. So why do I feel so empty? I know it was all a game and he fucked with my head. I am looking into therapy now. So thats the big news! Sooo... Mr. Not-So-Wonderful deleted his myspace and his fubar account will be deleted at the end of the month when his VIP (that I paid for lol) expires! I think I have most of you on my new yim! So being single and being able to do what ever I want, when ever I want with no one telling me not to or getting pissed because I am totally rules! But we all know it has those lonely points. Where you lay in bed with the guy you were supposed to marry a few day before and cuddle up with him and it just doesn't feel the same what are y
I apologize That your memory serves you more than I can now You'll have to make sense of my life somehow Yeah, somehow Well, I close my eyes Remove each piece of armor one by one Inhale this moment deep into my lungs Make amends for all I've done Well how long have I Been sitting here, I must have drifted off I cannot finish any of my thoughts Forgive me for my wayward shot I wake up in the morning, and it comes back to you I breathe in I breathe out, it comes back to you I stare up at the ceiling, and it comes back to you I step out my front door, and it comes back to you The end of my driveway, it comes back to you Brakelights on the highway, it comes back to you I could die in Los Angeles. It would come back to you. All of my devils, they are free at last, oh And all my secrets are revealed, yeah And your permission is all that I, I need to feel All of my devils, they are free at last, oh And all my secrets are revealed, yes they are And your permission is all that I need.
Getting Old
An 80-year-old man went for a physical.  All of his tests come back normal. The doctor said, "George, everything looks great. But, how are you doing mentally and emotionally?  Are you at peace with God?" George replied, "God and I are tight. He knows I have poor eyesight, so he's fixed it so when I get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, poof! The light goes on. When I'm done , poof! The light goes off." "Wow, that's incredible," the doctor said. A little later in the day, the doctor called George's wife. "Ethel," he said, "George is doing fine, but I had to call you because I'm in awe of his relationship with God.  Is it true that when he gets up during the night to go to the bathroom that, poof!, the light goes on in the bathroom, and when he's done!, poof!, the light goes off?" "Oh, my Lord!" Ethel exclaimed, "He's peeing in the refrigerator again!"
Jax's Twizted Corner.
Enter away message PLEASE DO NOT STEAL MY WORDS! I KNOW IT SOUNDS A TAD DEPRESSING, EMOTIONAL AS WELL, BUT HONESTLY IT'S THE WAY MY MIND UNWINDS,   It's a wonderful thing to find a broken soul. the blood trickling down their eyes. no one can really see how decomposed they are inside. fulifilling their daily duties of smiling and being cheerful, just to satisfy those who surround's all just a lie..filled with naive mediocre people, hypocritical in the best sense. those who choose to live just cause they have to, putting on a disguise everyday with no other way out..i dont want to see myself fall in the same vicious cycle of lies and deceit when in the end the one one get hurts, its the one thats been masking all the find myself sometimes so wrapped up in all the negative, that when something good coes along i cant really appreciate it. And then i end up with nothng but a deep remorse for the wrong choices i've made. If everything happens for a reas
Truth Is Real
Its been brought to my attention that theres alot of people out there with what most call a disease, (i would rather call it a choice). ive been an alcoholic for 20 years ive been sober for the last 6, im proud of what ive accomplished. i volenteer for everything and give till it hurts. but to my friends out there that are strugling and dont know what to do, heres my thought. just look a little further then what ya normally do and you'll see the answer its right there. and when it feels like its the end, it probably is. so buck up and do whats right you'll know. and everything will be ok i promise. god bless and dont denie what is the truth                                     frankielee i want to say im very sorry to my friends i get a little grummpy, my job is killin me litterally and i dont know what to do, i owe the man alot of money and i feel like im noosed in and cant leave. but after today im thinkin differently. i can win for loosin with the man so what do ya do. Oth
Fantasy Reality
OMG! WOW! FINALLY! I have waited so long for this. O where do I start. hold on baby let me get that for you. just go sit down cuz tonight its gonna b all bout U. wait let me take off ur boots yea i know but thats ok dis is about you all for u. O yeah u noticed, yeah I told you I was gonna start back working out I know u didn't believe me, o u really think its lookin good n tight yeah baby did it all 4 u! but nuff bout me tonight is bout you. i got a nice bath waiting for you food is ready yeah didn't know what you were in the mood for so i fixed everything! yeah looks like a freakin feast huh. o dats cool go head baby i know ur hungry just wash up for dinner. WOW! been so long, can't help starin at you WOW! ok ok im gonna eat i try to stop staring. just been waiting so long now that wait is over. please finish i try to stop watchin you. so r u tired i know it was a long trip back o sorry i can't help it ok ok...hmmm let me help you with that better yet just stand there i will undress y
A Mistress On The Plantation
  My name is Louise Antioch and I am a female psychopath. Having antisocial personality disorder isn't a disease. It's a lot of fun to me. Trust me on that one. A five-foot-ten, plump, green-eyed, blonde-haired woman without conscience. That is yours truly. One of the free spirits out there who can do anything at all without feeling guilty. These days, it's the early 1900s and I live in rural Georgia. My family has owned the Great House Farms for years. We've become short-staffed, so I hired some people to work for us. A lot of folks from the local black village were looking for work and I hired them. I paid them decent wages, and expected some good service. My most unruly worker was Sheila, a tall and muscular black woman from Atlanta. I decided to teach her a lesson. I invited her inside for some tea and crackers. As soon as she got inside, I cornered her. I had a demonic light in my eyes and I could tell it scared her. Good. Sheila was a large black woman and thought she could inti
Randomly Posting My Writing
The dark, sloe eyed glance had caught him, she knew, as he made his mind up to leave. She watched him hesitate, passing his keys from one hand to the other, anger still present in the set of his shoulders and the muscles along his jaw. She watched him and realized, once again, that she didn’t care overly much as to whether he stayed or went. This time there was a child involved, sure, but there were probably millions of children involved all over the world. What was one more? The glance she had shot him had merely been habit. It was in her nature to at least try and keep him, as it had been in her nature to snare him. He threw the keys and his jacket onto the side table and stalked away into his drawing room, his fury still shouting itself from his stance.   Dora lazily scratched her bare knee and drew heavily on her smoke, the nicotine punching as it hit, heavenly, she thought ironically. If only. His keys slipped heavily to the floor next to the child’s scattered bloc
To All My Friends/fam/fans
I'm not real big in the blog scene. I just put some on here just to see if anyone reads it. I know some people do. That's cool. So...I'm gonna do some thing outta character for me.   Am I crushable???  HEHE.  I look at peoples profile and all these crushes.....I have none. Am I admirable??? HEHE. Anyway. Sometimes I just get strange stuff in my head. I guess today was one of those days. I caught myself scrolling once. I thought that was cool.  Anyway...I'm off to work. First off, I would like to thank allllllllllll my friends here. I love all of you. Some of you have kept me here over the past couple months and I thank you.   Let me cut to it.  I have got so much stuff going on right now. I'm not gonna bore you with details. I just think it will be in my best intesest if I leave the Fu. I don't want to. I've met so many colorful people here. I have enjoyed all of this insanity here to the fullest. But, I gotta take care of me. I need to get back to what is truly family
Trini's Corner Of The World...
> > A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You > >know what?' says the 6 year-old. 'I think it's about time we> > started cussing.'> > The 4 year-old nods his head in approval. The 6 year-old > >continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something > >with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year-old agrees with > >enthusiasm.> > When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old > >what he wants for breakfast, he replies,'Awe hell Mom, I guess I'll have > >some Cheerios.'> > WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen > >floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in > >hot pursuit, slapping his rear end with every step. She locks him in his > >room and shouts, 'You can stay in there until I let you out.'> > She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year-old and asks > >with a stern voice, 'And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?'> >> > 'I don't know,' he blubbers, '
Crimson Of The Night
Born to kill   @ I kill for my fascination with the dead and to Masturbate at the sight of maggots on your Skeletal remains   Bringer of brutality In god’s name I’ll watch you die Born kill   In my wake all I leave Is your hollow carcass and The worm have there feast   Six feet under In god’s name I’ll watch you die Born to kill I kill for fun, I kill for sport And my next victim will be You, and am coming   Your blood spilled In god’s name I’ll watch you die Born to kill   Jose Hermosillo jr Killed in action Fucking smile your on camera Awake you find yourself tied up to my bed wipe those bullshit tears away Killed in action Her blood Intoxicates me To see your decapitate torso It excites me Your deliciously sewn shut mouth I want to put my cock, pain gets me hard I have to masturbate when see her pussy drip with blood Killed in action Her blood Intoxicates me To see your decapitate torso It excites me Lo
My Poetry
The Dance Reluctant at firstTo take your handIn spirit I rehearseAnd then I standSo we take the floorAnd I rememberWhen I became unsureYou became tenderEach turn that we take We make another stepEach step that we makeA new memory is setAs the music of your heartPlays its sweet tuneThe voice of my heartEchos around the roomWe glide across timeOur souls togetherWith your love and mineThe Dance lasts forever   Melissa Lay 2006 copywright protected Untitled Thank you for the giftA gentle heartA beautiful soulA work of artBeauty immeasurableI am enamoredJust one touchAnd my heart stammersAn equal partnerFor me to takeIn the walkThat I will makeI have won a prizeI did not earnGiven at a timeOnly God could discernTo you I am indebtedFor your benevolenceAnd I am able to learnFrom your sapience   Melissa Lay.. 2006 copywright protected The Dream   When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us H
Goth/vamp Reading Literature..."my Goodies"
Rakes the sharp edge across her skin, watches as crimson drips flow.... doesn't worry whom it disturbs, no matter of whom may know.... Takes a sip of liquid, red wine to calm the rush takes a pill to calm it's inner, to make it silent, for her to hush... Blows out the candles flicker, a darkened room she fancied most.. wraps herself with a woven blanket, to mimic a warm embrace drawn close... as linen white sheets turn reddend, as her skin grows gray and pale, she dreams of how her life brought her pain,her lifes being, her mortal hell... as her weakened eyes grow hazed, a soft whisper from her lips fell "Might this shattered heart lay in peaceful pieces,within pain I know longer dwell"as written: Dharq Julez Like the ocean moves with it's continuous waves.....Like wind in the sail's of a ship that moves with ease......Like the upwind caught in an eagles wing' move me! Like a river's current, a leaf adrift.......Like the sand's of the shore by the ocean's tide, may l
Heart Goes Out To...
My heart is especially going out to US soldier in Afghanistan. POW Pfc. Bowe R. Bergdahl, 23, of Ketchum, Idaho. You are in my prayers and I am thinking of you and praying for your safe release back into United States hands. You will not be forgotten. I also want to add that my heart and prayers go out to all of our troops and you are loved with so much affection. I pray everyday for your safe returns and am so thankful for what you do. You are all not forgotten!! *Hugs & Kisses to all*
Just When Things Are Looking Up..
As most of my friends on here know,my 14 year old daughter was diagnosed almost a year ago with Melanoma.She has gone through many surgeries and had her lymph nodes removed because the cancer had spread.She has been on a type of chemo called Interfuron 3 days a week since Jan of 2009 and will be on it until Nov of 2009.Things have been looking up for her.The chemo is rough but she is strong and she is so looking forward to it being over.We just got back from Disneyland thanks to Make~A~Wish and her hopes were high. Then we get a call yesterday from her doctor's office.Jess(my daughter) has been having alot of pain in her hips so they sent her for an MRI a couple days before we left for our trip.The results said her hips were fine,but the reason her belly was cramping was she has ovarian something(I forget what they called it,and forgot my notepad where I wrote it down at work).Basically she has cysts on both her ovaries and they are bleeding.So now she has to go to the gyno and have t
Sex And Romance...
I had a guy, the other day ask me if I liked "Romance".  Now I had to be honest, and tell him, I have never had romance.  I have heard of it, read about it, but never actually experienced it for myself.  Same man for 23 years folks, and nothing close to romance. *grins*  But that is another story. Well come to find out, after we talked for a little while, what he really meant was sex.  Now I am thinking, is he kidding?  He doesn't know the meaning of the word romance.  Can you imagine?  Thinking romance is sex.  It got me thinking.  Do men really think that?  Do they think that being bent over a sink with a toy up my ass, while he is fucking me romantic?  I find it sexy, but not romantic. *grins* Romance to me is showing you are thinking of them.  A delivery of flowers for no good reason.  Dinner made for me when I get home, romantic weekends spent in bed.  Sweet, naughty texts sent during the day.  A foot massage. Waking me up slowly with kisses and whispers.  Any and all of these t
From My Thoughts To Your Imagination
My Curse Love's bitch I'll always be A glutton for punishment I am Because I love unwisely Love smacks me down again      The first time Love called me      I ran blindly towards the light      And smashed into a solid wall      The first of many plights Unafraid of the pain Or addicted to misery I fell into love many times Loving Love to love me      When I found a real love      The one I felt inside       I felt too abused by Love       So, away from him I shied This lover stayed right with me
Team In Training
Help please! Raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I am running a marathon on Dec 13th and raising money for the LLS. Please do what you can do to help. I know that spending money on a VIP or bling is so much more important that helping a cause like blood cancer but if you have maybe even $10 left after that please help! =)  Much love!
Sweet♥emotion's Blog
Sugar~Britches STOLE my pic I made with MY name on it, uploaded it to her album, and refuses to delete it! Then the bitch blocked me when I asked her nicely to remove it from her profile... All she did was put it in her Default album.If anyone wants to go be nasty to her for me, I'd appreciate it :D Want to own me for a month? The link is on my Profile to bid on me ;)
Need To Knows
UPDATE: I am finally home(Friday), Dr came in and told me everything... so Tuesday night i had a migraine coming on so i took my imitrex, well about 30 minutes later, i started to get shooting pains in my head and my jaw locked up and my chest started to tighten up. well i didn't think anything of it.. (yea stupid me) and i just went to bed. well the next day the pain was still there... so i went to the er (Wednesday).... they admitted me asap... they thought i was having a heart attack SO.... they hooked me up to an iv.. gave me morphine and nitro and had to inject me with blook thinners so my blood wouldn't clot and put me on a 12 lead EKG. the morphine wasn't working so they had to go stronger.. and they had to take me to xray... at this time.. my BP was 168/116 and my heart rate was 125, i had a fever. they had to give me a bettablocker.. if i spelt that right... well they got my heartrate down BUT it also got my blood pressure way down... tooo low ... it was 78/54. and at this tim
Shortly After Midnight
Shortly after midnight  Into your room I goAnd stand there gazing down at you  With eyes that love you soYour head upon the pillow  Your arms down at your sideYour lips in a faint smile  Then next to you I slideI kiss your eyelids softly  Run fingers through your hairI feel your breath upon me  Do you know I'm there?I put my arms around you  And hold you, oh so nearI whisper of my love for you  Although you cannot hearI cherish every moment as  I hold you close, my dearFor time goes by so quickly  And morning's almost nearThough' you won't know I've been there  With you throughout the nightMy love for you is ever close....  As darkness is to light 
what does a girl gotta do to catch a buzzzzz????? Don't judge a book by the cover, untill you have turned the page.
My Special Someone
I bet you didn't know That you just passed my mind. You do this so many times each day Since a guy like you is so hard to find.I saw a falling star Just the other day For I sat there and thought But only had one thing to say.The wish I just got I really do not need. Because the only wish I want Is a wish I have already received?Some might even say That I'm in another place Every time I think of how you look And that smile on your face.To conclude the way I feel About all the things you do You are that special someone. You're like a dream come true.
If Only I Knew The Reason
If only i did know the reasons i love him sobut each time I heard his voice emotions overflowsOh, my heart, although you're not here with meEvery breathe i breath it tightens knowing that we were meant to be and it's clear, i know you agreedIf only you could see what you means to meLooking at the rainbow right after the rainthat kisses the sky and comforts her heart from all her cries. You're my light that brightens my days,In so many mystical ways.If only you were here with me to set my emotions freebut our love conquers all distance no matter how far we are. Looking at myself, somehow it's you that i seeClosing my eyes, i saw you smiling back at meconfidently feeling comforted that i'll never be alone, ever...
involve knife play: you coming in from work one day or from being outside me coming up to you holding a knife to your throat and grabbing you by the hair and pulling you to the bedroom. With the knife cutting through the shirt with the knife and grabbing your breasts and squeezing them hard while smacking them too, hard smacks. Enough to make you scream. Running the blade down your chest around your nipples playing with it around your nipples with the tip of it barely pushing it in and telling you "your gonna do what i say or else." Then running the knife down your skirt and slowly cutting it off making you squirm all over the place I put the knife back to yourthroat and tell you to be fucking still. i tie your arms up really tight so you cant get away and put a gag in your mouth so you can scream while i take the knife and move it back down to your skirt and cut it the rest of the way off exposing your panties then reaching inside of your panties and start finger fucking the hell o
Jfl Radio Lounge
Jet Black Stare has agreed to do an interview on JFL Radio, the only place you will be able to hear this on fubar will be in the JFL radio lounge, so join today, date and time will be available soon, thank you! Jet Black Stare will be on JFL Radio live, The only place on fubar that you will be able to hear this great bands interview is in the JFL Radio lounge, on Sept. 14th at 6pm est time. Click either pic to join JFL Radio Lounge and tune in for this great interview!
Haha...I was just told by a 30 year old that I was old enough to be his mother...WTF??? I would have been 12 when he was born! Am I old? Do I look old? Do I act old? To me, age is only a number. It's all in how you see yourself and how you act. If your mind and heart are still reflex outword. Tell me what you think about age. Tell me what you think of me being 42....old or not?
How hot your look and how perfect your breasts are. I love the panties you have one, and the color goes great with your body, I can imagine you have deep eyes? Anyways I am imagining you doing a strip tease for me and about to throw your shirt at me. You throw it in my face and as I pull it off I notice you ran and jumped me (pushing me back on the bed). You started to give me deep kisses and slid your hand down my chest and you grab my belt and pull. I give a little groan and you feel my pants immediately fill up with my hidden hardness. You then undo and rip off my belt and quickly rip my cock out and begin to fondle it and my balls. Meanwhile you are still kissing me and I am caressing your sides, ass and chest. After about a minute you bite your lip and look into my eyes and then nibble and lick your way down my body and give a long lick all the way up my shaft. This causes me to shiver and arch my back a bit as you take me into your mouth and give me the most amazing head ever. As
I Told You........
Every morning for over a year now I have been stopping into the little deli that is on my way to work, for a cup of coffee and a little friendly conversation. Behind the counter, works the lady who owns the store, she always has a friendly smile and loves to talk about most popular subjects. After a couple of minutes of conversation with her you soon find out that she is well informed about many worldly things, and more often than not you come away with a little more knowledge than you entered the store with. At first we talked about the weather and than government and then the towns people. After a while our conversation would often include a little sexual comment, and more and more our communication turned erotic. At first we went through the usual uncertainty of, how much can I say, will I get her mad or upset or even worse, loose the new friendship we had found. The human species is a funny animal, many times afraid to say what really is on their mind. The reasons for this strange
Tori had been hooked on cyberspace for six months.  Using "Online, USA" had begun as a lark, something to fill her time and an outlet for her need to write. There are so many interesting people out there, she'd reasoned, why not meet a few? And indeed she'd met more than a few. Since she herself had two screen names, she could be anyone she chose to be. Take for example the guy in Seattle with 48 piercings. He knew her as TorridOne.  She had told him she was a tattooed sexual submissive. Which was mostly true. Besides, she had laughed, did he really have a subincised penis?  Or what about her favorite friend in NJ. A very addictive man who loved women. She spent hours talking to him. Even got a POBox for there special mail. With him she was BlackLace. Often she had contemplated meeting him, wondering if he was really as good as he seemed.   Truthfully she didn't really care if they were real or fantasies. She longed to live out, safely and vicariously, all the dark little sexual fantas
Just letting you all know that I am slowly coming back to being me again.. after all that had happened..I was talking to a REAL friend today and he made a good point and I wanted to share it with you..and as I said.. I am making my way back to being the Cassie.. aka Vampy you all know and a few of you still love..and when I do.. WATCH OUT FUBAR!!!! Most of those that are mad at me.. arent mad at me because of the fake pictures.. they used me.. they used the fake pictures as their SPANK BANK and since that SPANK BANK is closed now.. they went away..and I have to say.. I feel sorry for the next poor girl they latch on to use as their SPANK BANK...Anyways.. a part of the conversation is below and it snapped me back into reality..and I dont feel so bad anymore.. HUGS and KISSES!! and thanks to all those that have stayed with me during all this.. I know I havent made it easy.->Dr.Dogwood: I knowDr.Dogwood: I didnt mean you were a user I ment guys were useing your fake picks for there spank
Sing me a songBecause I don't want to hear my life go bySing me a songAnd let the melody dance through our hearts tonightAnd if you face it you'll find that, The love we can make is so strongForget what they're sayingStay true to yourself and move onSee the city at nightSee the street life the restaurants, the passer bysSomebody's homeTo the shower they go clean the stress awayIs anyone out thereTo the heartbreak stationI'm goneForget what they're sayingStay true to yourself and move onI don't want to live my life todayI'm all out of love and I'm tired of changing.I hope you could help pass the time awayIs anyone out thereTo the heartbreak stationI'm goneI fell out of love this time againI can't one more fightI'm too tired and crazyI know someday I will be strong againForget what they're sayingTo the heartbreak stationI'm goneHeartbreak station I'm goneHeartbreak station I'm goneHeartbreak station I'm goneI don't want to live my life todayI'm all out of love and I'm tired of changing.I
For 10asea And Penn
The beating of her heartA lonely sound to the naked earSoft tears fallen in the rainThoughts and memories playingLaughter and tears intertwinedSoft whispers in the nightThe breeze gently flowing aroundA smile spreading softlyArms locked in a hug rememberedThe nuzzle of a hand on the face Listen closer The beating is of two hearts as oneHis wings of Alabaster envelop herTightly wound around her completelyFrom on high he watches over herHis hands gently holding her heartSoft words to help her throughA gentle touch of his lips upon her cheek
To Feed
Fiery demons dance upon the moonlight sky From the distance comes a chilling cry Your slumber is shaken Welling up in your soul, you feel the Hunger awaken Filling every pore of your being Consuming you it is, not soon to be leaving Your thoughts swirl about in endless colors The Hunger has now become your lover A pain unlike any you have known Visions now you are being shown A drive to feed Now becomes your only need Nothing else can you see Save for fulfilling the Hunger's plea Emptiness that begs to be filled What fills that hole brings you a most frightful chill The plague of darkness it be From deep within, you long to be free An escape nowhere is to be found Ringing between your ears is that echoing sound Thump. Thump. Thump. A close heart beating Thump. Thump. Thump. That close heart now screaming Numb to what you once had been Becoming now, you fiend Striking out with lightning speed You are never seen Your prey falls abruptly to ground No one but you is around to hear t
Reaper...part 2
Interrogation Room, London England (Land of Chaos)   “Lady Tsunami, are you awake?” “Huh?” “Hey Tsunami are you awake?” Tsunami opened her eyes she was in a room all by herself, well except for a man across the room from her. They were both strapped to chairs. “So you’re awake that’s a relief.” The man lifted his head, Tsunami recognized who it was instantly, “Jim, why are you here?” “I failed an order; or rather I chose not to do it. You see I was ordered to find you, and then betray you and Reaper. But my morale values wouldn’t let me do something like that so they threw me in here and tortured me everyday.” His body was riddled with bruises and lacerations, “and now they’re going to use me to break you.” Tsunami looked back at him “If you know Reaper than do you know where there holding him?” Jim turned his head, “He’s in there.” Tsunam
Just once I would like people to understand me sometimes. All these allegations towards me are wrong. I want out of this area, and had planned on moving closer to friends. Maybe my feelings were starting to get too strong for one in particular, but at the same time I was never told or warned about any of it. Instead I was lead to believe my feelings were ok. I may bite off more then I can chew at times, but usually I get warned or told off about it. Instead the person in question did not say anything to me about. Just went on and on about whats meant to be and gods plans. I am a believer in god, I understand there is a plan for all of us. But the plan does not include not telling someone when they have gone too far. Maybe I did in fact go to far. Maybe I need to show some constraint in future. But to allow me to think other then what I am told will not help me at all. Especially when what i am told is quite different from what I see or hear from others. So when I ask and question it, m
Guido Zen....choices.
Choices... There is Good....and there is Evil, Right and Wrong, Heros....and Villians... And if We are blessed with Wisdom, then there are Glimpses between the cracks of each... where Light Streams Thru..... We wait in Silence for these times...when sense can be made, When meaningless Existence comes into Focus... and our Purpose presents itself...... And if we have the Strength to be Honest, then what we find there...staring back at us, is our own Reflection... Bearing witness to the 'Duality' of Life, And EACH ONE of capable of both The Dark... And The Light, of Good...and Evil, Of Either.........Of All..... And Destiny...while marching ever in our direction.... CAN be Re-Routed by the Choices We Make, By the LOVE we Hold onto... and the PROMISES WE KEEP. .....PEACE.
About Fu.
Well I ran my 11's and I leveled. Yay me. And a serious thank you to everyone who helped. And a thank you to all of you who wanted to delete me because of my point whoring ways, but didn't. You know I don't think it's so much the leveling because that will take me forever anyway, I think it's the game aspect as a whole that I like. I am not really a competitive person when it comes to other people but I can be pretty competitive with myself. Which is hard enough as it is. I know a lot of people are annoyed with the changes on FU. I think a lot of those people would complain about anything if someone is willing to listen and I think this site is just something else to complain about. Then again, maybe I'm just weird. I like people watching. I like it a lot and this site fulfills that hobby better than the fucking mall. I don't know what I would do without stupid mumms. Or out of control mummers. Or creative bloggers. Or horny yet no-game-having raters. Or old women in their underwe
Just Me
Under the silent moon she baths, her long black curls illuminate,The eyes in the night reflecting thender light,The gyspy lady gives the come hither smile, and all that is beautiful in sight,Bows with great serentity to the gypsy lady of the night.I thought I saw her whisper gently, and oh, how this held me so contently,To hear the tender words expose, all the beauty of a rose,Nothing in this earth can compare, to the beauty of the gypsy lady so fair.This is the lady I speak of, her kindness like no other,The one who calms the oceans with a touch of her words,Her beauty nothing can smother, for it is the gypsy lady whose name remains,Triumphant and Victorious.   I never would have thought thatthere'd be a you and me.It wasn't plausible.It wasn't possible.But out of the star-crossed skyfell an opportunity.It feels great.Its so special.Its like magic.It makes my lifesuch a blissful state of euphoria.My eyes sparkle.My soul dances.My heart rejoices.My body quiveres with your every word.M
Name Change
thinking of changing my name but i need help cant think of a new nic name plz leave a comment with your opinons on it will love all the MFKN help i can get.....  get.......
The Restraunt~~
It was a long hot summer of phone conversations only~~ The distance between the two were 2,500 miles.....neither have ever done the long distance thing before, but the connection between the two was so incrediable they didnt want to give up what they had so far. Everyday of talking they both got to know one another better, A deep connection emotionally and sexualy have bonded~~ Its been awhile since the two have been in a relationship so the sexual tension was intense~~ She is very erotic and very sexual, the naughtier the better with her and he loves to be teased by her~~ Hes never been with a woman like her before, so open sexually yet old fashioned morals to only give herself to the one she loves~~ That was such a turn on for him~~ They would dabble in light conversation about  sexual thoughts and he would find himself stroking himself to her voice, even when they wouldnt be talking about anything sexual. They spoke about when they would meet in person how happy they would
Sexy Salutes For You.
So I get home from work to find 6 pics flagged. Most I can understand but 1 follows the "guidelines" my face is visible, I have clothes on, and i'm not being suggestive but I'm now told its a "butt" shot!!! WTF I thought I joined an adult site.... the same pics are on myspace for heavens sake! Surely if they are ok for Myspace they should be ok here! Now granted I don't sign in on myspace much any more thats because I'm on here. After almost 3 years i'm truely ready to leave. 10 pics ended up being flagged the rest by the bouncer I asked for help!! FFS!!! Needless to say the pics of myself are Friends only now!!! Grrrrrrr
Confessione Di Piccotrice
You've probably heard some version of what all has gone on with me. To be honest, the majority was lies, thought up by my family as a ploy. Because of the lies they have spread I've lost people in my life I always thought would be there. My life, most recently, has begun to crash down. I'll admit I made a bad choice, but no one gave me the time to explain them the actual situation they just continued on with their own assumptions and this is why I am in the current situation. I no longer have people to call friends, no one will even give me the time of day, and in search of people once in my life I've had more than one door slammed on my face from people closest to me. If this wasn't bad enough, I find out three weeks ago I have cervical cancer. So at this point I am left without support in my life, without connections, without my health, and I am left stunned, shocked and exhausted.      Hungry Scarlet letter written on my shirtmy face shows nothing but a smirk.Because,There's
Net Browsing
Those Born 1930-1979!TO ALL THE KIDSWHO SURVIVED the1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when werode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle andNO ONE actually died from this.We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because .WE WERE
Love Stories
My first wife used to cover me with red lipstick kisses before we made love. I must admit, it really turned me on. I would watch her applying it while standing in front of a mirror. After finishing, she would turn to me and begin kissing me all over my face and neck.One night we had a terrible argument after having too much to drink at a party. I'm embarrassed to admit it, but she had bruised my male ego. The party we had been at was both indoors and out. There was a bad mitten net in the backyard and we started playing. At first, we just volleyed back and forth, but then started a game. Some women started watching us and keeping score. The first game was close, but she pulled ahead toward the end and won 15 - 12, receiving a loud applause from the women spectators. During the second game, the women started really getting into the game, calling it a battle of sexes. When she won decisively (15 - 7), they cheered all the louder. I started to walk off the playing field, thinking we had p
The Zombie Squad - Want 2 Join? Here's What We Are About!
                               The Zombie Squad If you are reading this then you are either a member of The Zombie are intrigued about us or possibly interested in becoming a member in which case I'd like to thank you for taking the time to read this. So what is "The Zombie Squad" and how did it begin you may be asking yourself,so here is our history. The Zombie Squad was founded by myself,I've been a member of Fubar for a few years and while a lot of the new changes made to Fubar is fun and exciting a lot of what is happening "I feel" isn't so fun and exciting and I feel that because of some of these new things a LOT of people aren't getting the luv that they deserve. I also feel the MAJORITY of Fubar are ordinary everyday people,people who may not be blessed with overwhelming sex appeal,blessed with a body chiseled out of granite,people who don't have the capabilities of making really cool graphic pictures for people to generate intrest in their page and last but
  SEXY SIGNS   For all you skeptics who don’t believe in astrology, here’s a short lesson on how you can get more that your share of orgasms just by knowing what the sun signs are of people who swing from the rafters, try innovative techniques and like to please their partners. CAPRICORN, THE GOAT December 22 to January 19 Capricorns are self-abosrbed and are more interested in the sexual act itself than in the sexual partner. They want to dominate in bed because control is important to them. Outwardly, they seem quite old, but that’s only a defense mechanism; once aroused, they are tough and sadistic – eager to use paddles, whips, or vibrators for their sexual pleasure.             A Capricorn woman doesn’t like to be surprised in bed, she wants to know what to expect. And don’t worry about a lot of preliminaries, because getting her aroused requires just a few nibbles of the ears and navel. A traditionalist who prefers the missionary positio
Written For Me.
  she doesn't feel she's beautifultoo many men have hurt herevery greeting whispers dangerand romance stinks of murdershe stays calm, quiet, and collectedher thoughts remain her ownsurrounded by a crowd of peoplebut this girl is all aloneall this cruel world has shownis that she can't trust a wordeverything has the tone of a liefrom businesses to curbsno place is really safefrom the conflicts that she facesa torn soul, screaming outat an evil she can't erase, it's.... . .it's absolute tortureespecially when she knows what she wishesthe stars speak to her of hopebut deep inside, her heart twitchesa nervous reaction to the lightshe's far too used to the darkthe past ending was so brutalshe can't even imagine a fresh start ...damn... and it's a struggle to witnessevery single step of the wayfrom an arms length or a phone calli can't take her troubles awayshe's stuck within a cellfar different from the prison where i was ati still saw sunshine through the fencesbut her, all s
Pimp Outs
OK, this awesome guy is 17K away from GF. I already rated everything of his, even his stash. Please go help him! I will repay the favour as best as I can. Just message me and let me know what you did to help and I will return the love (I can't return blings and things like that, I don't have credits) However, I will rate the hell out of you, until my A.D.D. kicks in.   So please, go show him some love, he's an awesome guy! ŃeźŠ£č in Ä hå„$tć¢K@ fubar
News Report On My Cousins Murder
LIBERTY, Mo. -- Relatives of a man hit and killed in an alley said he was a young father trying to get his life back on track.   Early Sunday morning, Channing May, 25, was near Northmoor when a driver hit several people with a car, killing May.   Jack Martin was charged in the case.   Steve May, Channing's uncle, said his nephew was about to be married.   "On Sunday morning I told my sister, 'We're going to take this minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day," Steve May told KMBC's Jim Flink.   He said the situation is even more difficult because Channing had recently lost his job. He had gone back to school, but all of his insurance policies had lapsed.   "It's a downward slide," May said.   Channing leaves behind two children, including an infant daughter he'd written a poem about.   "My special someone is my daughter, someone I've wanted to meet for a long time," said May, reading his nephew's poem.   Police are still trying to determine what happened in the alle
Movies And B-day
Well, my father had a stroke about 3 weeks ago, i've been in and out of the hospital to visit him quite frequently, yesterday i went to the hospital to visit my him, and sofar he is able to move his leg pretty good but the newest news is he is actually able to move his arm.. with quite a struggle but still none the less he IS able to move it!!! Well, i just got back to my own treat of 3 movies, Tim burtons 9, district 9, and gamer. I enjoyed all of em and now its time for me to have a large amount of drinks and have fun..hope you all do the same.. Have fun FUBAR!!!
The soft seduction of your lips Your venture down to my hips Squirming, shivering, pulling you near I invite you in, I have no fear Our bodies engage two as one Pure excitment, the play has just begun Breathing, sighing, calling your name I assure you for me, this is no game Two hearts beating, sounds just like one Far from over we have just begun Arching, sweating, screams of delight I surely could get use to this every night Meet me in the shadows of your heart The place where only you and I exist Take me with you and hold me in your arms. Meet me in the stars above The place the highest goals live See the light of love shining in my eyes. Meet me at the oceans edge The place where the water cleanses Take me to a place of absolute purity. Meet me at the forest's clearing The place where the trees part Where we are sheltered and safe. Meet me at the billowy clouds The place where heaven and earth touch Dance with me in the sky and share our joy. Meet me o
Time Out
What It Do Lets Smoke
let's get smoked out and have some fun!!
On That Day
back stabers are hardley your friend they smile to your face straig until the end. but if u stay true to them it wont be thiers but yours see a hatefull drama seeking fool is no good to the force. a hoe is a hoe a bitch is a bitch their is no saving of thier sould i promise you this a lost soul can be found but a tainted heart is no good no happiness here but misery sorrow and a hole lot of fear. i would rather be alone and no my place .. than to live in a group off people constantly lieing to my face. i cannot stand for a lieng fukin bitch nor can i tolerate a fembot a pretendika one so weak she cannot even chose to angel or devil sheel sneek thru the lot . buyer beware shes danger all be ware. this one will lie.act as an imposter or lie do i look fat in this ....oh noooo as they walk behind you .....look at that ugly hoe oh yes we all knwo this m i hope all goonies grow up and pretendikas get real the scanks and sluts i fear are already a bust see if you give all the good
All The Right Moves
I’ve paint a picture of a perfect place They’ve got it manor than we need it I once told ya I’ll be the king-in-hearts, you’ll be the queen-of-spades And I faught for you like I was your soldier I know we got to good but they got made And the grasses getting greener each day All those things are looking up, but we should head on down Until everybody is knowing our name We’re something special, yeah we’re something nice Through anything that happens, I’ve got you But when you seeing stars, when you seeing lights I swear everything you missing , just haunts ya It can be possible the rain could fall Only when it’s over our heads The sun is shining every day but it“s far away Over the world instant It’s no matter how I try I know I’ll never find someone that I love like you I pushing you away but I can not single break someone that I love like you all the right friends and all the wrong places so yeah we’re going down We
Sexual Position #9
Ache... A slow burning candle...I begin to melt from the heat and passion of this flame. Lighting and warming my soul. As a moth to a flame, I can't resist to touch. Tenderly and softly as I move my hand up the inside of my thighs. Melting into thought and fantasy of you. The flame inside growing hotter. Laying back upon my bed, with my legs spread further. Slipping my hand beneath this panty. Soft like silk or the petal from a rose. The need getting stronger, wishing it were your hands upon me now... One hand caressing my breast, noticing my nipple harden as I allow my fingers to penetrate deep inside. Beginning to bite on my bottom lip, from passionate thoughts of you. The flood gates open and begin to drown as I lose all control. My moans now coming from this deep, starving ache for you... Wondering if you think of me in this way and if you were to happen upon me in this delicate position, would you set me free and release this ache within me... Thoughts and
Funny Stuffs
This is from a quote database my friend got me hooked on. Evader: nothing beats a caffiene high when reading a good bookEvader: kicks the imagination into overdriveQuixote: I'll bet a light dose of psychedelics would beat a caffeine high.Evader: no, then the vowels would segregate from the union and you'd have an alphabetical civil war on your handsEvader: if you REALLY fuck up, the numbers will come in as peacekeepers and proceed to draw out a year long campaign to 'resolve the conflict' while secretly stealing all the punctuation I became confused when I heard these terms which reference the word 'service'. Internal Revenue 'Service' U.S. Postal 'Service' Telephone 'Service' T.V. 'Service' Civil 'Service' City & County Public 'Service' Customer 'Service' and 'Service' Stations This is not what I thought 'service' meant.  But today, I overheard two farmers talkin
These are my generic responses to women on fubar who tell me I am hot....  This is where I will refer them to via shoutbox. I think this covers all ulterior motives and reasoning behind that crazy statement. 1. I will not buy you anything on fubar  2. I will never buy u anything on fubar  3. You need a stronger prescription  4. You may consider a new Optometerist :5. You are delusional.  6. You probaly lack physical contact with other males, so you must be doing it all wrong. Okay, I don't think I get the truth out of some people on here... I honestly feel that people must think I am stupid. My friends on here make me feel like the guy who they just look at me and say "Oh hey, he is single, he is bored. He will ALWAYS talk to me so he will be an easy target". This is getting kinda old.. If I have to fuicide from here, I will this time and dead serious for good. It isn't cool to always be online not talk to me for a good month or 2 and think that everything is okay to say hi to m
Check Dis Out
OK I NEED A LIL BIT OF HELP MY MAN BIRTHDAY WAS 2DAY AND I DIDNT GET 2 C HIM PLUS HE WAS IN A BAD MOOD ALL DAY JUS THINKIN. SO I WANT 2 GO C HIM DIS WEEKEND COMIN UP AND IDK WAT I SHOULD DO 2 SHOW HIM DAT I CARE BOUT HIM, DAT I WANNA B WIT HIM AND DAT I LOVE HIM PLEASE GIVE ME SOME IDEAS. I KNOW DAT HE LOVE bRUGAL SO I THOUGHT ID GET HIM A BOTTLE AND TAKE HIM 2 DINNER BUT I WANT IT 2 B MORE THAN JUS DAT. take a listen and support One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "anymore". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say"I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal
Bid To Own Me
Feel Like A Piece Of Meat
I know all you guys think I want to know that you think my boobs are hot, my ass is hot and you think I want to know that you want to cum on my tits.  Well I have been told a million times how great my tits are and such and after oh about 800 thousand times it gets rather old.  I had to make my nsfw private because I got sick of the perverted and disrespectful comment.  And believe me I dont want your fuckin cum on my tits so spare me the visual.  I am not a lesbo i do like men very much but I am no whore.  I prefer sex within a relationship.  I pick my partners for not just physical reasons but other reasons as well.  I like personality, intelligence, and I love a gentlmen.  Oh and holding a conversation is a MUST.  Telling me your cock is HUGE does NOTHING but turn me off COMPLETELY.  Talk to me about other things besides sex.   DO NOT DISCUSS SEX WITH ME AT ALL  you will pretty much turn me off and ruin any chances you have with me if you are interested. I am so sick of the shallow
Wanna Play ????
Have you ever been in a bar or a nightclub and heard that all but dreaded voice over the loud-speaker saying..."Last call for alcohol ", or been in a department store picking up those "must-have" items that you put off going after ALL DAY and heard that little juvenile twitt say..."we will be closing in 5 minutes...please bring your purchases to the front at this time."  Does that not just chap your bum?? What if I wasn't through ??? What if I said..." NO, I think I'm gonna hang out here just a little while longer. At least until I'm done with what I need to do." What would happen?? Would they call the police and force you to leave. Leave you there in the dark all alone, or by some strange act of God would you find yourself doing shots with that little juvenile twitt and wandering why you ever came there in the first place.....?? Life can be soooo confusing.....sometimes you don't know whether to stay or go. Hang out with twitts or just be alone. No-one has the right to tell you it'
B.b.wolf And Lil Red's Forrest.
There was a time so long ago when heaven seeemed so far away.All I could do was watch from afar shedding crimson tears.Heaven is where my angel was, so close yet so far.In her pressence I couldnt speak my name, yet she loved me all the same.One touch of her finger tips brought fire to my lips. *Chours* Heaven's just a stones throw away, you can use a coin toss to pay.Heads or tails, right or wrong, my own personal angel inspired this song.She told me "lay your heavy heart to rest on my silken soft lips, and wait for Heaven like the rest."   I was trapt in a land of rising suns, each day feeling more undone.This place is always strife, and seemingly darker everystep I take.Dim street lights lighting a sad path further into life.Light comes in and fades out, im was giving into my pain and plight.Im silently slipping into "That good night." *Chours* Love is anything but forgiving, even when it causes my singing.Old wounds still stinging, her voice in my ears still ringing.For blades
Other Stuff
In That Zone Again...sorry
why does this hurt so bad?the thought of you gone... why do I want to cry?I was the one who left you all along... After all...I am sure you will haunt my every day existance... I won't ever could I even forget? I guess I deserve to hurt now...Since I hurt you so much... I hate myself... I hate the thought... I hate thinking... I hate the fact that are really gone. I'm sorry...I never deserved you in the first place... Why does this hurt so bad?the thought of you gone... Why do I want to cry?i'm the one who left you all along... I guess after all I will see you in my dreams.
Lupus Awareness
As some of you know... I have Lupus. I am asked all the time what it is, how you get it, if it's contagious, if it is curable, etc. Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease... an autoimmune disease. Auto means "self". Your immune system mistakes your own tissues for a virus or infection, and tries to destroy it. It can affect various parts of the body.... the skin, joints, blood, organs, etc.Below is a link to a website with a lot of good information.... Click on the logo if you would like to know more about Lupus, or make a donation for Lupus research. For those of you who wonder why I am always sick, complaining about my pains, etc....Here is MY story:I have almost died 3 times....The first time was when I was 20, from blood clots....they started in my legs, and broke off into my lungs. The doctors didn't really do any tests, and just blamed the blood clots on smoking & birth control pills. So I stopped both, took blood thinners for about a year, and then got off of them.
Mom went to the lung Doc today. They told her and my oldest sister it was either lung cancer or an infection.  They are going back in Feb to have another CAT scan and if it has grown they will do a biopsy. Her chances for cancer are high since her younger sister died of lung cancer. Maybe it's just me,but I don't get the waiting thing. Why not check it now and not months down the line?  There will be no treatment for it,because she is to frail to survive that,but waiting makes no sense to me. Not my choice and I respect that. I am tired,physically and mentally. My mother can't harldly hear,is blind in her right eye and now can't remember something five mins after she asks you. I don't even know what i am doing half the time anymore. There is no one to talk to about it that sees it like I do. My sisters don't have a medical background and don't see where this is leading. Few of my friends even see her this way. I am supposed to be fine all the time,it's my job. My temper is short with
Auction Time
My sweet and sexy friends...I went away to Roatan an island off of Honduras a couple of weeks ago...I loved it so much that I am going back again for about a week or so, I am leaving early Monday morning...I will try to come on here and have a little Fu-fun if I can...If, I can't than we will chat when I get back the week of the 19th of Oct...I loved all the attention I received the last time I was away, please do repeat and I thank you all very much!...You can leave me Fu-Mail to let me know that you did repeat so I can too when I get the chance...I will miss YOU!!!...Lots of Kisses n Hugs from me to you, Gemma
Lsd Is What???
My Life
the one i am going to spend the rest of my life with ...well what can i say he takes great care of me and my kids it will be 2 years august 4..and i can say i love him more than anything .. he has always got me thinking calm is good and it has been working witch is nice.. baby i love you and want to marry you someday..and maybe have that baby to... i just want one more kids thats all ...just sometime i feel alone and i know i'm not alone at all..i have my baby sean you are my life and i can't life without you at all ..i would be lost my kids love you like dad. i wish my kids were your i wish that everyday .. it sometimes brakes my heart but nothing i can do about it now i will be 32 this year not getting any younger i can still remember when i first met you i got lost lol it was funny i was so scared to met you but look at us now it is going to be 2 years i am so happy in my life now my life has changed so much and thing with my mom and dad are getting better but thing with my br
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Interesting Facts
The Tomb of the Unknowns was established in 1921, when an unidentified U.S. soldier who died in World War I was exhumed from a cemetery in France and reburied at Arlington. The tomb inscription reads: "Here rests in honored glory an American soldier known but to God." The tomb was initially unguarded, but its inappropriate use by picnickers prompted the 1926 establishment of a military guard during cemetery hours. Security at the tomb became round-the-clock in 1937. In 1956, President Dwight Eisenhower signed a bill to add unknowns from World War II and Korea to the memorial. An unidentified soldier from Vietnam was added in 1984, but his body was exhumed in 1998 and identified through DNA testing as Air Force 1st Lt. Michael Joseph Blassie. Blassie's remains were returned to his family in Missouri, and the Vietnam crypt remains empty. When Hurricane Isabelle moved through the Washington area las
Fu-family Bbq
I want to put together a fu-family BBQ. sometime after the new year, maybe late spring or early summer. what we need is a meeting place kinda in the middle for all of us to be able to reach... private message me (those who dont have where they live on profile) your location and if you have a Radisson Hotel, Regent, Park Plaza, Country Inn or a Park Inn Hotel in your area. I work for Carlson Properties (owners of these Hotels) as a Chef and can get killer discounted rates for rooms... So anyone of my Sisters here on fubar and other wonderful friends interested in a great family BBQ please start coming up with ideas and such...   Party on Wayne, Party on Garth..
Explaining The Pain
Every time you speak my name (My name, my name) My image it just burns away (away, away) Everytime you speak my name (My name, my name) My image it just, it just, it just BURNS AWAY, burns away burns away, burns away, away, away, away (Give me that) I could care less than for your grandiosity I had to skin the cat for curiosity I could care less than for your sickening pompous ways Every time you speak my name, my image burns away I could care less I could care less I could care less I could care less Don't you know our lives are on trial now And if we lose were going straight to hell (2x) (Give me that) You must excuse me i'm just really not myself woke up today inside, inside of someone else I could care less than for your sickening pompous ways (Give me that) Every time you speak my name my image burns away (Give me that) I could care less I could care less I could care less (Give me that) I could care less I could care less Don't you know our lives
Stargasmic Read All About It!!!
~ Everyone has a Breaking Point ~ I'm broken nowMy heart lie in pieces at my feetLike a fetally alcoholic childMy mind rocks back and forthGoing nowhereThe pains of all those past inflictions surround meSuffocating me til I can no longer breathe The present takes its aim with a sniper's precisionI feel the final blow and fall to my kneesInside this shallow grave With one last hole in my heartThe pain begins to subsideAnd I know that I will never hurt again With one last smile on my faceIt's finally over. Someone who sleeps on his back so I can have my "spot", his breath rolling like a river into night. ....   Someone who wakes me in the morning by saying "Baby, it's time to get up" with fresh coffee in hand. ....   Someone who with voice of a rock star, but who won't ever step upon a stage. ....   Someone who has the hands fit to hold me perfectly. ....   Someone who listens to music just because he likes it, even when it sucks. ....   Someone who plays Literati with me w
My Thoughts
Dear Diary,Just moved to Texas! Now this is a state that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. It is beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here.June 14th:Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun everyday like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper.June 30th:Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. What a breeze to maintain. No more mowing the lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here.July 10th:The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least, it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat is taking longer than I expected.July 15th:Fell asleep by the community pool. Got 3rd degree burns over 60% of my body. Missed 3 days of work. What a dumb thing to do. I learned my lesson though. Got to respect the ol' sun in a climate like this
About My Sister! ( Melanie )
On Nov 2,09 my sister was head out to meet a personfrom here and was in a terrible auto accident, A drunkdrive pulled in front of her..She is in serious,butstable condition. She has not woke up since the accident. All we can do at this point is pray for her.I am doingmy best to stay by her side and talk to her.I hear thatit can help someone in a Coma, I have also started toplay some music for her while I am in with her. Today Nov 3, 09 the doctor says that we have to wait tosee what happens,She does not seem to have any injuriesto her brain,She does have a broken leg,She was in surgerytoday having some pins put in her leg and she is bruised up pretty good. I will keep everyone up to date as I am updated. NOV 5, 09 There is still no change in the condition of my sister she has been moving abit which is a good sign, Yesterday she went into surgery to have pins put in her leg. I have a feeling its just a matter of time before we have her back, please dont give up hope and keep us
Bathroom Play
Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Ideas don't stay in some minds very long because they don't like solitary confinement. Constantly choosing the lesser of two evils is still choosing evil. - Jerry Garcia
By William ShakespeareLove is my sin and thy dear virtue hate, Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving: O, but with mine compare thou thine own state, And thou shalt find it merits not reproving; Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine, That have profaned their scarlet ornaments And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine, Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents. Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee: Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows Thy pity may deserve to pitied be. If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, By self-example mayst thou be denied! I'm giving up the pain, Letting go of the sorrow. I've got everything to gain, And my smile will not be borrowed. I'm done traveling down this winding road, I'm ready to stop and play. I've dropped this emotional load, And on the ground that load will stay. Letting go of everything is what I tried, When I was so close to the end. It worked so well to my suprise
The Herb Corner
If you could pick one item for your natural medicine cabinet that could ward off cold and flu viruses, eliminate warts, cold sores, athlete’s foot, dandruff, respiratory tract and sinus infections, what would you choose? If oregano oil doesn’t come to mind, it’s time you gave this overlooked and potent remedy its rightful place in your natural first aid kit. The Research is in: In a study reported by Science Daily Magazine, oil of oregano at relatively low doses was found to be effective against staphylococcus bacteria and was comparable to antibiotics like penicillin in its germ-killing properties.Researcher Paul Belaiche reported his exhaustive studies of aromatherapy oils in his three-volume work, entitled, Traite de Phytotherapie et d’Aromatherapie (Treatise on Phytotherapy and Aromatherapy). He used a testing method that allowed him to examine the effectiveness of essential oils against specific bacteria, called an aromatogram. His findings on the effective
Auction Closed!! (thanks Johnny Chimpo!)
Click on image to bid She's sexy, she's fun and she's up for auction. With what she's offerin how can you pass this up? It's her first auction so let's show her some love This message approved by Johnny Chimpo (repost of original by 'Johnny Chimpo' on '2009-11-08 15:37:22')
Fall Auction
  come bid on me....u won't regret it!
Lessons In Life
I was talking with a friend who said that the men on here can be so rude at times.  I had to agree with her.  I commented that I myself had upon occasion forgotten that on the other side of the computer screen is an actual individual.  With the technology of today we have done away with a lot of the typical human contact we all need from day to day.  We can rent movies of buy things and never have to talk to an individual.  Even the grocery stores have all gone to automatic self scans. The point is that in todays world we still need to act civilized.  Maybe even more so than before.  It's easy to just shrug our shoulders and say well I'll never meet or see this person so it doesn't matter.  But we need to remember that that person does have feelings and does shed tears just like the rest of us. I'm kind of new at this so bare with me a bit.  Anyways I have a little story.  My friends and I had gone to a pretty well known bar in the area and I had a few drinks and then a few more.  I
hey, spend your hard earned money on virtual gifts so that you can see pics of my sub-par boobs!! 1. All girls secretly love a guy who can sing.(MEGA-Turn-On) 2. Just so you know, girls don't want to smell you from 10, 6, or even 2 feet away.(lay off the Axe) 3.Girls HATE players!!!! 4. Most girls would rather cuddle than have sex (unless they're sluts) 5.We love it when you put your arm around us at the movies.(especially the scary ones) 6. We don't need you to be Superman. We just need you to be there. 7. Please, if you really need to talk about your size, use your guy friends, not us. 8. Pretty much all girls like to talk about something, so feel free to call us. 9.Bad breath is a major EWWW! 10. We LOVE suprises, that is , the good ones. 11. Don't ever try to impress us by cursing or fighing. It doesn't work; you just look like a jerk. 12. When you pick on the girl you like, she won't think your interested or cool. She'll just think that you're mean. (Ah the logic.. of g
Cloud Of Illness
  I just wanted to say I've been doing my best keeping up with all the rates and the changes over the last 3 weeks since I've been sick.  3 weeks ago I came down with pneumonia and even though I've been getting better, the recovery process has been much slower than I expected.  I'm sooo exhausted that there are days I cannot do anything and other days that I can do light activities.  Thank goodness for my laptop.   I really want to thank all of you who have been there for me.  You really have made this easier to go through.  Some of you who knew me when I was here on Fubar in January when I had my first case of pneumonia knew how hard it was for me then.    I don't know why my immune system seems to be weaker than others but I keep a smile on my face and I rely on friends...  I luv you all.  I try to be there for each and every one of you.  I wouldn't know what to do without you : )  Each one of you makes a difference and I hope I make a difference in your lives. Hugs, Katy
A Mother Asked...
A mother asked President Bush, Why did my son have to die in Iraq? A mother asked President Clinton, Why did my son have to die in Saudi Arabia? A mother asked President Bush, Why did my son have to die in Kuwait? A mother asked President Johnson, Why did my son have to die in Vietnam? A mother asked President Truman, Why did my son have to die in Korea? A mother asked President Roosevelt, Why did my son have to die in Iwo Jima? A mother asked President Wilson, Why did my son have to die in France? A mother asked President Lincoln, Why did my son have to die in Gettysburg? A mother asked President Washington Why did my son have to die in Valley Forge? Then long, long ago, a mother asked.. 'Heavenly Father .. why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?' The answer is always the same... 'So that others may live and dwell in peace, happiness, and freedom.' This was emailed to me with no author. I
Ecs Custom Graphics
The rules for this are fairly simple. 1.) Do not shout me what you would like. It takes a couple days to complete your request, so by the time i got around to doing it, your shout request will be gone.   2.) Please subject the email ECS Graphics so i dont accidentally delete it.   3.) please link me the pic(s) you would like to use for your artwork. I Don't want to create something for you and you not like the pic I have chosen.   4.) I Will never ask you for any compensation, but donations of FuBucks, VIP, Blast, Whatever is definitely accepted and highly appreciated. It's like being in the hospitality industry. Waitresses are not allowed to ask for a tip, but theyre obviously appreciated.
Profile Rates
I just saw this commercial and OMG it's hottness!  
I Was Tagged...
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1. My middle name is Lee..and mys sister's is Dee..weren't my parents just the most imaginative people?!   2. I always sit with a blanket on me @ home..I dunno why..even if it's hot as hell outside!   3. I chew my finger nails when Im stressed..I know its GROSS but I can't help it!!   4. I was born and raised in Germany and I still have a Greencard...   5.  I vacuum my matress...Im not sure if that's normal?! lol   6.When I was younger I had a shaved head..just cos...   7. I got my first "home made" Tattoo when I was 12...I was like the MONSTER child every parent was scared to have!lol   8. I hate school..even though
Poem Collection
  I smile when I am shy I smile when I want to cry I smile when I am sad I smile, when I just go mad I smile when I am envious I smile when I am very jealous I smile when I am happy I smile when I feel shaky I smile when I am emotional I also smile when I act abnormal I smile when I am overloaded I smile when I miss my beloved I smile when I think something I smile when I think just nothing Do you know why I am smiling? When I smile at you? Dear, I think it’s a very tough question I asked you! ! Never mind whatever be the reason behind my smile, Dear, just pass me a smile, at least I feel good for a while   Missing the way you make me smile and brightens my day   Fallen Angel by Deborah Kussan She flys to places no one daresTwisting,turning,tumbling ,crying.She smiles but clouds invade her eyes;Loving,leaving,falling,tr ying. Sky is blue only for awhile.Tears are flowing like a good song.The sun is comfort while she aches.Her heart has fallen b
Want To Be A Hottie
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Sappy Stuff
This is the first thanksgiving I have not spent with my mom.  But I am thankful that she has found love again and is deliriously happy.  I am thankful for many things.  I am thankful for many people.  I have my health, a job, a place to live.  I have my family and friends.  I have a full tummy.    Wishing you all a wonderful Thanksgiving!   kk, all done being sappy :)
Vip For A Sweetheart
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Moon Dance
MOON DANCE Full moon....shinning bright....... Dance with it's light.   Round and round.....I feel the pull........ Come dear feel it too.   Light that still....... Let it lead us.....where it will..............  
Auto 11's
Very Important Rant.
Ok not really but I feel like bitching. Trying to get 4 people to stick to a plan is harder than trying to negotiate multimillion dollar contracts. People (my friends) should let me be in charge of outings. They should just trust that the one thing I know how to do well is have a good time. I really do. I'm a walking, talking, pill popping good time and people should learn to recognize! *chicken neck/finger snap combo* I didn't really need drugs or booze 3 hours ago but now I am willing to walk 10 miles for them. 11.5 miles actually. My horoscope says to reach out to my elders this week. I think my horoscope is being written by a sadistic asshole.  Ham and cheese hotpockets are for people with stomachs stronger than mine. I need a shower and a facial. *waits for dirty comments*
i was all alone you left me all alonei was a broken soula wolf without feelingyou left me alonei cried alonei loved youbut now i want to kill youforget youbecauseyou left me alonei was all alonei thought you loved mebut what the hell do i know?i loved youim not as strong without youbut i will be strongi'll hold back it alland face it without youand when i fallbecause i know i willyou wont be there to catch meand thats what kills mebecause you left me all aloneand in the morningi'll know your gonean im left in this world without youcuz when it all comes down to ityou where everything to meand you let me fallyou left me all alonelike a rose in the raina wolf that can feelno more painand as i cryand think of youand watch you look at themthe way you once looked at me tooi'll smile saddlyturn awayand never let you knowbecause you left all me alone
100 Mph
As the winter wind hollows outside, we always remeber where our hearts reside, So as the lights in our eyes dim, all the chances we had was slim, Lifting our heads we know whats to come, Time  has come to where we know when to run, The time where our hearts break and our souls fade, So ow you know why i have to walk away.   from the darkness he shall walk, his blade held with a steady hand, His mouth covered so you never hear him talk, Walking with deaths intent throughout the land, with beastle rage he attacks his foe, every muscle hard as if made of stone, forever  alone in this dance with death, he stands now upon the thresh hold of day, feeling cold and wanting his lover the nights deathly sway. Slowly walking from his home in the shadows, His heart a stone black and cold, the once warm gaze in his eyes now a demonic blaze, So as he spreads his arms wide his roar filled with hate, so as the sun turns black his soul lets go, always remembering the pain he faced,
I Would Be Lying...
What is a friend? A friend is someone who is always there. A friend is someone who is always dear. A friend is someone who is always near no matter the distance between the two. A friend is someone that always lends an ear or two. A friend is someone who always lends a hand or two. A friend is someone you can hold no matter what you’re going through. A friend is someone you can depend on in the time of need, no matter how big or small it may be. A friend in deed is what I have in you. ©WMW2004
Poems (mine)
Love is fate. Fate is love. But fate keeps us apart. But love will pushes me on. Hold on hold on. I wont be gone. Time will tell. But for now its hell. I want you.I need you.Say you want me too.Tell me I’m yours.Tell me nothing else matter.Let your pain go.I want you.I need you.Is this to much to ask.Will you be mine.This is killing me.I love you.I need you.I miss you.I want you. I know we just met.I know you have fear.I know you just cant think clear.But you must know.I am here.You push me away.Thats all to clear.But have no fear.I will be here.Open your eyes.Dry your tears.Im here for years.Thats all to clear.For your first kiss.I have no fears.I have you on my mind.I wish you were here.I know you love me.Thats all to clear.We just have some fears.Oh please oh please.I just want you here.
Dear John....
Thinking Of Sex
I'm so horny right now. I sitting here rubbing in between my legs. my pussy is throbbing for me to touch it. ummm   so nice and wet. very hott. oooo as I touch my clit i move my hips, moans as I move. slides my finger in my pussy, so very wet. wishing i had my toy out. but can't .. so i just keep rubbing on my clit and moving my hips. this time sliding 2 fingers in my pussy. o yes !!!   I keep sliding them in and out, i move faster every time.  O I think I'm gonna cum !!!   
These Words I Write Keep Me From Total Madness...
Minus the Bear - White Mystery     Left her at home in the cold London night. She had nothing on. (not a stich) Nothing on (not a stich on) And she stays that way (till I get back) With all regrets and (till I get back) Another bottle of Good times Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch In the same position Laying on her back waiting for a kiss A kiss that she gets, long and slow Starts at her toes,and then it goes And goes, and goes, and goes And goes, and goes, and goes And moves slow And when get to her lips I still have skin to expose Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch And then we change positon She’s got me on my back Losing common sense, They are bright lights x4 You can’t hear the music But we’re playing the same tune Each beat every note played perfectly by you They are bright lights   --- HOT. The beat is great as well. Hmm. ;) So I am quite exhausted,
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Lindsay's Blogs
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too
Sex Poems
dont look at me like that it turns me on with those demanding eyes you undress me are you my lover or a great fantsy no words are spoken no regret or mistakes you take off my shirt and bring it over my head you gently run ur hands down my back slowly reaching my waiste u grabb me up and undress the rest you leave on my black thong you touch there and fuel my burn you grabb my tender swallon breast you suck on my nipple i kiss your neck u gently take off my panties reveling my wet bud you grabb my ass and lift me up you bring me to the bed naked and nude you dont touch me at all but your eyes are glued demanding me to touch myself to fell what you can do its so warm and slippery you grabb my hand and pull out your cock you shove it in its so good it sin you fill me up and take it back again harder and faster oh im getting so weak i feel it coming im going to scream as i come u whistper in my ear the first sweet words ive heard in over 2 years y
Once In A Lifetime...
we are all seeking that special person who is right for us. but if youve been thru enuf relationships, you begin to suspect theres no right person, just different flavors of wrong. why is this? becuz you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complimentary way. but it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. it isnt until you finally run up against your deepest demons---your unsolvable problems---the ones that make you who you truly are---that youre ready to find a lifelong mate. only then do you finally know what you are looking for. you are looking for the wrong person. but not just any wrong person: the "right" wrong person---someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "This is the problem i want to have." i will find that person who is wrong for me in just the right way...i have to believe in that You cant do things "again" in life, you cant re-create what was. That only comes once in a lifetime. But only that particular ex
ok... so fu totally lets me down and i cant change font or size, so you are stuck with reading it like this. hey... at least you got some mini widget about new photos. anyway, todays workout wasnt bad. went waaaaaay too late. too many people there and too many characters cloggin up the flow of traffic. i wish the fuckin boy bands would stay home or learn that its weightlifting, not a golf match. you and your boyfriends dont need to be in a foursome. you take way too fucking long. stop looking in the mirror, sending texts, and chatting about whatever chicks ass you saw on an elliptical upstairs. get off the fucking bench you stuck up 23 year old metrosexual prima donna dooooosh baggg between them and the 60 year old ladies... look grandma, i got love for ya. im proud of ya that you are trying to stay in shape at your age. but if i get up from the bench to go look for more plates, and you squat your depends wearing ass on it so you can practice doing whatever chinese crouc
Poetry, Bitches
So this is going to contain poetry. Fuck yeah, poetry! In case you didn't know (and since I currently do not think anyone on my list actually doesn't know me at all, weirdly), I'm a poet. I am not yet published as I do not see any current need to be, but I have already written at least nine hundred poems. Some with my bare hand and a pen and only night for a witness; others typed with a clacking of clickity keys. I seriously need a slave helper to type some of them up! Anyway, if you do read any, feel free to criticize. Just bear in mind if serving mockery that I have a strong backhand. ;) Atop a lonely hill, Beneath the dripping heat of a falling sun, The lonely man never alone lingers on, Names of lovers Etched in scars upon the many sharp shards Of his tired heart.   Never felt their kiss as the rain of morning's light, Nor their palm pressed to palm with fingers' clasp; But many beats missed, When the bullets hissed And seethed over foreign fields.   To thei
State Police Warning For Online
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious.
If you've joined Fubar because of one of my links then you're probably here just to see my naughty pics. When you join, you are at level zero. Fubar have implemented an anti-spam measure where adult over-18 NSFW material is only accessible to people level one or above. This means that you have to perform enough actions to go up a level. Luckily for you, it can be done in only a couple of minutes. Rate some profiles and pictures, and leave lots of comments on the pics. Don't forget to upload your own pics so people can rate & comment yours too. Send some add requests to people you think you might wanna be friends with (or just wanna fuck! lol). You only need 250 points to get your first level. If it takes more than a couple of mins, then you're doing something wrong! :D The more you take part, the better the site is for everyone!
Cause I Was Told!
Dear Boo I am writing this blog for you My breasts will soon say moo Im having problems taking a poo Maybe i should sit on the lue I love you Boo   Now you should all love and adore on Boo cause shes my nipple expert. That is all Wicked
Pigeon On A Biscuit Please
Im A Judge Want Me To Rate You?
"the Saphire Chronicles"
She is the one in control... She is the one I serve unto... My Loyalties lye with her... Mistress Saphire... On my knees... I beg of thee... Drown me in wax... Roses across my back... Mistress Saphire...   Mistress Saphire, I am your slave... I await your command... Punish me harder... I can't wait to bleed... The war is over... Praise Mistress... For we are victorious... However... The Hunters have taken me in battle... Your new found Army... Will serve & obey you as I did... With my final plea... I beg of thee... Don't be sadden by my demise... Dying for you has always been my desire... With my last breath... I say to thee... Punish them... As you did me... Your Army always & ever will be loyal to you... They are the deadliest of enemies... Loyal slaves under your power... As I was... Thease are my final words... It has been the greatest honor of my life... To serve & obey you... This is the end... Good-Bye Mistress Saphire...  
More Then Just Friends
I don't want what I'm about to say change the way things are, I'm a little scard of what you'll say 'cause I'd rather have you in me life as my friend then not have you in it at all.I feel so comfortable around you yet it's so hard to tell you how I feel about you, our friendship means so much more then that to me.I'm not sure where she stands with you all I know is that the time you spend with her was with me instead.I act like it doesn't bother me but, truth is I spend all my time wishing you were mine and I was in her place.It's hard to keep these feeling inside when all I wanna do is kiss you.I love how we can talk for hours, you just get me on a whole nother level, or how can sit in a room without saying a word and it still means so much.You're laugh makes me laugh and you're smile makes me smile.I bet you couldn't tell unless I told you but I wanna love you the way I want to, I want to be more then friends and I guess I was just wondering if you felt the same.
Earthly Scents
Earthly scents Rich thick scents surround the sounds, from bare dirt ground, to dwelling mounds. Spice packed sacks, and tents surround. incense lingers heavy here, wards off evil, and holds back fear. Smokey air surrounds the camp, heats the air, and fires the lamps. The sounds of cracking wood, set hot, upon the fire, a spit, and pot. Smoldering embers, blow up high, taking wishes to the sky. Grey, orange, yellow, and black, with distant voices set far back. All sit now their dinner near, music, and laughter you can hear. Everyone is welcome here, they share a table, set for all. Many come, all year long. Many families become one, they sing, and dance, and have much fun. All will feast on fish, and dates, everyone shares one big plate. Warm water over hands to wash, scraps of fabric on every lap, time for plates to begin to pass. This time together you wont forget, your troubles gone, with no regrets. Money is not a problem here, have just enough to get on by. Sell some clothes
Dumb People
Plagerizm Rocks!!!
Inside me Im screaming,but nobody pays attention. I f I had arms,I could kill myslef. If I had legs,I could run away. If I had a voice,I could talk and be some kind of company for myself. I could yell for help,but nobody would help me.       Normally I dont do Metallica,but this was too good not to put down. Well, Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned down, down, down. There’s a whole lotta weepin’ and wailin’ in Nashville town, Nashville town. Well the Man in black ain’t commin’ back and Waylon ain’t a gonna come around. Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned down. Chet Atkins & Marty Robbins ain’t here to play, sing and play. Miss Patsy Cline was one of a kind Lord knows, Oh By the way, I got nothin’ against the young Country Stars, but I could use more fiddles and steel guitars, Johnny Cash is dead and his house burned.   Southern man better keep your headDon't forget what your good book saidSouthern change gonna come at las
~TRAFFIC~traffic signs...we all learn what they mean and are trained to follow these signs...but when we disregard and violate these rules we get tickets and have a price to pay...yet in life seldom do we pay attention to the signs of someone crying out for help...why is this? what do these signs look like? traffic signs are everywhere to warn us to slow down,stop,merge,or pull off to the side when an emergency vehical is in route to save a life...yet , ...dont know the signs of "help" because didnt take that one moment to actually pay attention to "lifes handbook" ... to pull over to the side for a friend,loved one in our own personal lives...there are no tickets givin,no police officer to bribe... second chanceswritten by: LoreleiXO
Random Ramblings
      Last July my company had an abrupt and unwelcome change in management. The new management were overbearing bullies who used unethical and sometimes illegal practices to achieve unreasonable goals set by the board of directors. I found another job and quit in December. I wasnt nearly as obnoxious as I could have been but I did burn bridges with management (still friendly with previous management).       I had a party last night and invited my friends from my previous job. The bully management overheard talk of it and in a company meeting told all employees that they would be fired for socializing with former employees. None of them came. I am pissed off and sad at the same time. Our dryer has been on its last legs for a while and finally died about a month and a half ago. Since hubby's salary has been cut by 20% and his job is iffy we havent replaced it. I've been using a drying rack and an outdoor clothesline. Ut oh. I've discovered that I like carrying the clothes outside. It's
Crazy Me
He said, "I go my ways And when I find a mountain-nil I set it in a blaze ..." "So either way I'll get into the garden, and I don't care what happens." That creature over there making a phone call-is it an electrically charged dynamo? Is it a flaming torch? is it a bird, an explosion-or is it Superman? Well, practically. It's an Aries male, which is pretty close. Let's hope you know what you're looking for. Should it be excitement, an Aries man will provide it by the bushel, with seldom a dull moment to blur the sparkle. But if you're looking for the security and contentment of a soothing love, you're in the wrong telephone booth. Aries can overwhelm you with passionate ardor one mintue, and be as icy as a polar bear the next. Insult him or lose his interest-either or both-and that warm, im pulsive Mars nature will freeze instantly. To ignite it again may mean starting all over from Act One, Scene One. Aries men are fairly bursting with ideas and creative energy
Just Talkin To My Self Really Lol
 Never thought it happen like this Never thought it was you id miss. Came around and touched my soul I put all my plans on hold. Everything is fallin down Thought you would have come around. Can't you see whats going on ? It's so hard to hang on.   When I start to fall asleep I think of how we use to be. Your in my heart and in my soul. Your everything I've ever known I think about you all the time Don't you know I'd give my life To have to stand here next to me Right here by my side   Where did we go wrong? What did we go right ? Tell me its alright to push our pride aside Life without you ain't what I thought it would be When your lyin there with her do you ever wish it was me ? Can you forgive me for everything I did and didn't do? Understand this way of life is all I ever knew I was raised to be tough, Keep my feelings inside. Never to back down, all you have is your pride Life without love is just another sad song. Doin all I that I can but its ha
Change How You Feel
CHANGE HOW YOU FEELWhat if you could change how you feel? Whenever you wanted. Would that be valuable?Read on.Some of you won't believe this until you try it.Some of you won't even try it.Some of you will try it and fail because you don't WANT to give up the feelings you say you hate.But if you are committed to growing and changing, this is a tool you will find invaluable. It takes practice to become competent, ESPECIALLY for men, because we have been trained to suppress all but certain emotions.But even men can succeed with determination and practice.Suppose, for example, you are feeling sad, but want to feel happy. You can do that. But not in the way you were taught. Most of you were taught to just stop feeling sad, and put on a happy face, and just BE happy. Didn't work so well, did it.It didn't work because whatever we resist persists. Your resistance to the sad feelings means they are still there, even if you tell yourself to stop being sad, and start being
Banana And The Vibrator
The Banana and The vibrator There's a Banana and a Vibrator on the bedside table The Banana says to the Vibrator What are you shaking for?, She's gonna eat me.   4 all u gujys that just want 2 get on yahoo or cam 2 cam, just 2 show what u have and want 2 c something from me 2 help u get off, just don't bother, If I don't feel it then I don't want 2 c it. Move on 2 someone that will,
This Is Me Venting... Beware Strong Language And Nudity. Parental Discretion Advised.
My Shorts Please Read And Rate
Losing himself in the moment, spinning a falling, plunging into the depths of darkness and despair. Speeding and winding his way through the void, eternally lost as his soul slowly shrivels and dies. But death is not the end, he enters into fiery torment as he is teased with visions of what might have been, sights of family, and friends, a wife and children that never was, he burns from the inside out. All the people he hurt take turns cutting his flesh, shouting insults, throwing rocks. Mocking his selfishness, his lack of a heart. Now he cares, yet it is to late, he is stuck in an endless torture of his own design falling, spinning and starting all over again... Born in Callander, Scotland, Destro’s full name is James McCullen Destro XXIV, and he is Laird of Castle Destro in the Scottish Highlands. The Destro clan has designed and sold weapons for centuries, and Destro is the head of their current incarnation: M.A.R.S.(Military Armament Research Syndicate). He wears a mask fo
Other Pieces.
the words you put into my mouthtasted bitter, and jealousthey were taintedi spat them out as quickly as you ran from conflict some things are best left unsaidbut understand i'm thinking themdo you understand now? i grabbed you by the hair and pulled your head back,pulled your face out of the grassi stared into your eyesalready your face had started to swell.your eyes were wide with fear and hate i feed off of that energyi can smell fear on youas well as those drinks you hadin your system that allowed youbravery, if only for a few moments. i spoke in even, calm tonesdo not ever, ever speak to me like thatnot ever again. nod if you understand.i briefly let your hair go, and your neck, weak with strainlet your head fall back into the mud and the grass.i rolled you over with my shoe,you coughed a little, it was weak and faint. i said, do you understand me?you whimpered then, barely audible.your tears were enough of an answer for me. i kicked you in the disgust m
What Type Of Lesbian Are You
[url=]Which type of Lesbian are you?[/url] My Results: [url=][img][/img][/url]Femme You are the second most common type of lesbian. You probably  think you don`t fit any stereotype at all. Well, you`re wrong. You love a woman in charge, but when it comes to all things girly, you definatley wear the pants. Er... skirt.  Just post the first link into your browser girls.
A field full of swaying long grass Memories of yesterday and far gone past Love gained love lost Though remaining locked in my heart A grave stands alone Bare and cold Nobody cares Nobody knows The bluest of skies Turning dark through thine eyes One lone rose remained standing Now it has died.   Something happened today that got me really thinking. I hate it sometimes when that happens. So, the question is... what is love? Is everyone lovable?My dad always said if I couldn't love myself then no man would love me either. How many think this is true? How does a person learn to love themself who doesn't know how TO love themself. Maybe someone could love someone who doesn't love themself and that person would learn they are lovable and would eventually love themself? Isn't it supposed to be about accepting someone for who they are inside and out.. with all their faults and insecurities? Oh well. I could go on but that is enough for now. So I have been sad the last couple days
I Love You To Death
  There was a time, long ago, when your smile filled my world with sunshine and joy.  You still inspire deep emotions in me, but they’ve changed in small ways.  I guess you could say that although I’ve always loved you, my feelings have expanded so much that now, I love you to death. The sound of your laughter crawls up my spine, making me wish I could remove your vocal chords with rusty pliers. The sight of your face on the pillow beside mine when I wake each morning makes me want to stuff the fluffy down up your nostrils until you’re gasping and begging for just one more breath of untainted air. The touch of your hand, when you reach out to me, makes me want to scrub my skin with Ajax until my bones are visible without the help of x-rays. The thought of growing old with you, the way you always promised we would, makes me pray that I will be stricken with Alzheimer’s at age 40. Your tears inspire, not sympathy as they once did, but disgust at your weaknes
Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND.Too many people put off something that brings  them joy just because  they haven't thought  about it, don't have it  on their schedule, didn't  know it was coming or  are too rigid to depart  from their routine. I got to thinking one day  about all those people on  the Titanic who passed up  dessert at dinner that  fateful night in an effort  to cut back. From then on,  I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there  will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest  going out to dinner until after something had been  thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing  to you?  How often have your kids  dropped in to talk and sat  in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , 'How about going to lunch  in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't.  I have clothes on the line.  My hair is dirty.
My Ramblings...
(This is an important true story of my life I wish to share with you.)..: I had met him around Sept 11th 2001- that should have been ominous enough. I was out dancing at my usual spot with my usual hommie- Nina. He was the first good looking white guy to ever dance with me- I usually get the dirty Mexican or the black guys all over me =( He was VERY good looking> tall, dirty blonde, clean cut. I wanted him. I kissed him! I hadn’t even known his name yet. WE exchanged numbers and went out on a date. Well...that date didn’t end up a one-night-stand. In December-of the same year- we moved in together. He was in the Army so the moving in and finances were easy. Month later I got pregnant....he was happy about it even though unexpected. I had a miscarriage in February. That’s when the darkness came. He as partier from the beginning...but nothing unusual for a just turned 21 year old. After the miscarriage he became an alcoholic. An abusive,violent,erratic drunk. I was the
My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each daypraying for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but darknessis in front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smilefor all to seewishing just onewould really look at memy soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall.........                         lostprincezz as you walk into the roomyou see the water running redthis feeling of emptinessfilling you with dreadyou wonder what has happenedto have her lying therebut you will find no answerswithin her empty stareher blood flows within the wateryou can hear it hit the groundyou wonder when she cried her tearswas there anyone aroundsomeone must have known herof the hurt she carried deepbut no
What if time stopped, Would we stay young. Or if time moved faster, Would we age as rapid as A hummingbird beating its wings.   Time for fun and play, And to work with clay. Time to work, Time to rest, Time to be the best.   What if time is controlled by man, Will it be sacred, Or will be oblivious, We all have time to decide, So choose carefully in the mean time. This heart and soul is mine, even if I am dead They still belong to me they make me who I am My heart and soul is strong and They will never change for anyone or anything   I have been stabbed In the heart, in the back, and everywhere it hurts My wounds still open, No needle and thread or any band-aid can fix I am still alive I have been beaten and abandoned by those I love, But I have found my way to a life that wants me I am still alive I was dead but my sole never left so I got another chance, To make a difference   Nothing keeps me down on the ground When I fall, I get back up   I am ali
I"m Sorry
1. I'm sorry I don't run God Modes and Famps Daily. 2. I'm sorry I don't feel the need to bling everything that walks to be cool or for attention. 3. I'm sorry I don't take one on one personal drama and blog it on your behalf. 4. I'm sorry I treat people like people. 5. I'm sorry if I don't perv on you or give you that attention you might need from elsewhere. 6. I'm sorry if I hold people close to me in high regard and hope they do the same by actions and not lip service. 7. I'm sorry if your name color today, level or rank mean nothing to me. 8. I'm sorry if I question things. 9. I'm sorry if I call it like I see it, even though you may not like it. 10.I'm sorry I didn't rate your page today. 11.I'm sorry if I didn't reply to your message fast enough. 12.I'm sorry if you are a coward and block me without ever speaking to me. 13.I'm sorry if I think your boyfriend is a douchebag, because if I think that, he probably is. 14.I'm sorry if I think your girlfriend is a user, be
Very Touchy Issues
Ok I'm going to start this one by warning everyone its going to be pretty long.  This is something i dont tell everyone but i feel that it will help people understand me better and why i have trust issues with people. Well when I was 6 weeks old my mother had a heart attack with me in her arms.  As she went down to the ground she flung me and i landed in the middle of her bed.  My two older brothers took care of me for 3 days until the downstairs neighbor came home and they got his attention for mom.  At that point we went to live with my grandmother.  We eventually went back to live with mom and along came my little sister.  From there the details get kinda spotty at best, but from what I have come to understand is that mom was heavy into drugs and alcohol and wasn't able to take care of us kids properly.  We all got pulled by the state and of us four kids, I was the only one that got placed with the family (grandma).   Now grandma raised me for the rest of my life but was in and ou
I am done..and i'm movin on from my past for those of u that doubt u can kiss my ass, i've fought and i have fallen but now i can hear my destiny callin...For those that have lied, and cheated and stole i will take ur abuse no more......i am beatin but far from broken, and it is about time my words are spoken.....i will leave this place never to return and when that happens i hope u will learn....that i was the good one who deserve much love and respect....but if you dont see it now than u will always time is coming and for those that are with me good on u for those that are against me well FUK U too.....but the time is coming and soon you will see.....that u will find no greater treasure than me........
Profile Pic
I was told by someone on here that I look like a whore in my profile pic.This was quite disturbing to me considering the person who told me this likes slutty looking women.I can't for the life of me figure him out.Just wondering if anyone out there agree's.I'm a slut because I showed some clevage?
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A Little Fun
We enter the room and you push me up against the wall your body against mine our breathes cumming as one ragged and wanting. Your mouth descends and takes possessions till air is required to breathe your lips hit the area on my neck and I melt. I grab the little strength I have and push you to the bed my hands moving over ur body as I remove one piece of clothing after another. I move to your pants and push them away unleashing what my mouth is craving. My lips move down your body licking sucking my way  till they reach my prize. I push you back against the bed and you fall. My hands take a hold of you and there my mouth glides over teasing you making you get harder and harder my tongue hitting that sensitive spot at the base of ur throbbing cock wanting you to give up your manly taste. Making me gag to take you completely in.  Over and over.  I remove my mouth and start to suck on ur balls hmmmm wanting you to lose control. I lick my way back on to your  hard cock sucking
An Encounter
I drive over to your house. I wonder we will do when I get there.  I feel like I have been on the road for hours but it’s been only minutes.  I come slowly down your road and park the car.  I stare at the house for second, feelings of nervousness run throughout my body.  I step out of the car and walk to the front door.  I knock on the door and you answer.  The look of happiness on your face as you see me puts me at ease.  As I walk into the house you stop me and give me a hug.  Your arms around me, I felt warm and secure.  We go and sit down on the couch and talk for awhile.  We discuss nothing and everything.  The laughter is so easy and the flirting is what we do best.  The tension in the air gets so thick.  Like the humidity in the air right before a down pour.  We constantly stare at each other.  We can’t seem to stare any where else.  We both know what’s going to happen but when are we is the question. Every once and awhile you touch my arm, leg
Boyfriend Application
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Fubar Ignorance
So I have decided that it was time to post a blog about all the jackass men on here that come to my page. It is all over my page and in my name that I am married. Yet ignorant men come to my SB and ask me disrespectful stuff like this constantly.  Do have panties on? Do you shave or trim your pussy?   These men are the reason we that respect ourselves must stand up and not tolerate it. Until next time it happens have fun and respect us women...
Tell Me Quickly
At war, you say. That is me, day after day. Fighting, struggling, wondering why. I put on this smile, while dying inside. One phrase, can't possibly be too much. A simple I love you, would be enough. I miss you, wish you were here. Anything to cause me, to dry these tears. You say if I just believed, I could conquer the world. When the only thing, I want to conquer is yours. Your love, your heart, is that too much to ask. I have accomplished great things, an impossible task. The strong one, that's what you called me. If I am so strong, then why am I so damn weak. Hiding, praying, believing, it's real. That what you say is not just words, that they are real. I do not write anything to you, I do not mean. My emotions go way beyond, this fucking screen. I could rip the cord, right out of the wall. And it wouldn't change, the way I feel at all. Plans have been made, this is real life here. Not just a switch you can turn off, then disappear. My he
:d     Go vote for me please! :) Go check this fellow Fumembers page out for his sweet babygirl, Roxan. Let's help this family out and she is just too precious. :) Much love, Crystallee Naughty Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving .... 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! ... 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open & stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. Y
Paying To Stay Ad Free
How It Should Be
Do you find yourself picking up your phone to see if thereis a message from me?? does your mind wonder when hear a certain song or a laugh and it reminds you of how the one you love laughs when they are happy?? does your heart sink when you think that today might be the last time you hear from them?? Does love really exist when you have to struggleto find it?? Do you find that you spend most of your day thinkingabout me as much as i think about you??you open your heart and you let love in...only to find out itwasn't really love...and in that start to wonder why didn't he understand what i was trying to say...or why did she take me for granted...feeling lost and confused because you can'tbelieve how wrong you were about the person you are with...theydon't see the real you...they don't know what i am about...theynever took the time to really get to know me...In a blink of an realize that real love is knowing youhave allowed another person to see the real you...tha
Sailors Prayer
Sailor's belong on ships. Ships belong at sea, haze is grey and underway is the only way to be. God is good. God is great. One day gone. One day closer to home. HOOYAH!!!
A Time far from here Taken my Serenity Shot to the grounds of the earth Not sure if you knew this was my rebirth Taken my Purity Stripped from childhood only to be a Memory Taken My Virginity Distroyed By Vitality Left with nothing but emptiness Taken My life Given to you At the moment you left Me laying there Broken. A portal to a world unknown A lonely heart Tattered and Torn Swept away by promises broken In a world where lies have been spoken Never to trust again Never to be whole again Standing in a world of tattered dreams Everything falls apart at the seams Trust is no longer there A coldness Fills the air As she sits with that cold blank stare. Drifting Lonely and lost from town to town I am at a cross road and cant be found New Life New Friends I am at a cross road I cant be bound A New Pain A New Heartache Again I am at a Cross road Drifting Lonely and lost From town to town
Funny Stories
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest.. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer. The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no long term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety...?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two AAA b
Never Doubt
If your heart, mind and every essence of you tells you that something is wrong or that someone is flat out lying to you, then never for one second doubt that feeling.I can count on one hand how many times I have given a person a second chance after finding out they lied to me. It is so not like me to do so, but I can be a very forgiving person and especially if it someone that I geniunely care about. If a person lied about something, lied about who they are, lied about what they look like, lied about what they do... then 99.99999% chances are they will still continue to lie. They will never change. It is who they are. To the person who emailed me this morning saying I am a liar and doesn't understand why I am pissed off.... let's get this straight. YOU LIED ABOUT EVERYTHING. Everything that came out of your mouth was and is a lie and you make things very hard to believe you. Maybe you should re-evaluate everything and maybe then you can understand why things are the way
Amber Alerts
How To See My Nsfw Pictures
International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year         1st Place       First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.'       2nd Place         Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News The night before the burial of her hu
Thoughts From The Padded Room
PLEASE HELP ME OUT Listen people... Let's be honest here for a minute. I am not, for whatever reason, the most liked individual on this website... and I've come to terms with that, however, it's about time I find out who my TRUE friends are here. I am trying to go for a SPOTLIGHT and I need all the help I can get. I need my friends to band together and help me out. I would really appreciate any and all help you could give me. I'm not asking for much here. I'm just asking for you dig a little bit into your fu-wallets and lend a hand... Use FUPAL and give me whatever you can spare. In return, I'll help YOU out with rates or whatever. Please help me show that even the fu-hated, can make it! Thank you in advance. Please repost this. CLICK BELOW TO VISIT MY PROFILE IF YOU ARE WILLING TO HELP. ☥DJ ĆZ®Ļ€£™@ fubar i have lost sight of what is really important to me the ppl that are good to me...i lost myself in trying to be fu-famous and it ate at me
Auction time peoples!! Come bid on me please!   :D             Wow..I seriously don't even know what to say. Rio IS lovely and amazing and generous and wonderful and so many other things.     She bought me a HH and I don't know how to thank her.   You are an amazing person and I'm glad I know you.  
Dangerous Views
Somebody had a crush on me recently. Lasted, oh, 48 hours? A new record for me? LOL We are but a moment's sunlight fading in the grass. Somebody rated my picture a 1 it appears. Must be somebody who doesn't like GLOCKS. Maybe some dyed-in-the-wool 1911 fan? Those of you who are not gun fans, you may not have a clue what I'm babbling about. LOL I have at least 30 guns, so I'm sure there's something in my collection that will appeal to everyone. I realize there are a certain number of people around who simply do not like guns in general. Nothing says you have to like anything. But guns are not good or evil, they are neutral inanimate objects that can be used for good, or evil. Many uses are morally neutral. I don't think one can argue that a sporting activity of shooting holes in a piece of paper with precision is an issue of good or evil. It is simply an activity, such as collecting stones or stamps. Those who blame guns for crime, rather than criminals, are misgu
My Poetry
I look in your eyes And they are deep blue Your gaze has me wondering Do you want me to? I've given you my heart Which you hold in your hand You toss it and twist it Where will it land? Beginning to wonder What can I do To keep my heart safe Should I save it from you? You used to deserve it Now you dont It's broken and hurting Just set it afloat. Give it back to me,for me to regive To someone who will love it With all that they have Someone who will hold it with strong,gentle hands.   Poem By Tammy C. Who knows whatMight have happenedIf you loved yourself enough,No to need to keep provingYou still possessThis mysterious "it".Your ego brush-strokedAgain and again"You are handsome""You are passionate"You are the tormentedDarkness that is scaredOf being broken.So you keep yourself locked alone in fear.  Poem By Tammy C. September heart But warming starts If Woman's Life Her
Musings From Opulent's Ink
Alright, so I've been on here what? Maybe three or four hours, and I've received one phone number from a guy in Florida and two Shouts asking me for my age. I know I've checked my profile and if you are checking mine, you know that I'm 41, right? Well hell, now you know because I just told ya...LOL! But, if you said yes, then you aren't stupid, but the dumbasses that are sending the shouts...yes you...damn stupid is all I can say. Now as for giving your phone number out in the shoutbox, that's just plain crazy. All I can think is that he is sitting on his IQ. Why on earth would you ever give your phone number to someone you haven't even spoken to? I didn't even say hello to him when he sent me the shout, what made him think I would call him??? Now I should have looked up a pizza place in his neighborhood and ordered him some pizza. He obviously doesn't know you can now do a reverse look up on land and cell phones. Wow...he's lucky I'm a nice girl is all I can say
For Those Thinking Of Committing Fuicide
Considering deleting your account? This is called "Fuicide". ANYONE with a VIP must wait until the VIP expires. If you are above level 21, you MUST do the following: Turn off EVERYTHING but your name and one photo, including all alerts. Make sure all information and photos are deleted. This means that you will just be numbers and there is no personal data on your page. Once that is finished, send a private message to FUBAR SUPPORT. We'd really like you to stay so please take 3 minutes to play this, read along and think about it first. If you'd still like to commit fuicide afterward, and you're level 20 or less, Follow the instructions at the bottom... Through early morning fog I see, visions of the things to be, the pains that are withheld for me, I realize and I can seeeeee... that FUICIDE is painless, It brings on many changes, and I can take or leave it if I pleeeeease. The game of life is hard to play, I'm gonna lose it anyway, The losing card I'll somed
Best News Ever!!!!
Go for Spotlight that is. It's something that I've thought about before,but never really thought I'd actually go through with. But thanks to a wonderful friend,Freak, asking me about it,I'm gonna do it. So feel free to donate,its going to a great cause,me on your page for 24 hours straight! Thats better than watching A Christmas Story!! Thanks in advance for helping! xoxox Being in Spotlight is a pretty amazing experience here on Fu. I wish I can do it again...heheheh I need to thank some really awesome people on here. First off Freak,she remembered something that I wrote in her blog once & brought it up to me only a few weeks ago. Because if her,I wouldn't have given Spotlight a second chance Freak~*Fu-owned by Razz*~@ fubar Another sweetie is Devil Girl.Her & Freak teamed up to get 24 Hours of me on your page. It's still a close call of whats better Me or A Christmas Story....LOL ~DevilGirl~@ fubar A real doll that helped me alot is Ms. Mona Doll. She's cl
Poems And Such
Please... I don't want to love him anymore, I can't bare the heartache so what do I need this heart for? Just take it away and leave a hole in its place, stop the hurt and all the tears that roll down my face. All the hurtful words leave scars of the emotional kind, They never heal completely and leave their mark on my soul and mind. Please just make the hurt in my chest go away, Since you can't make him love me or want to stay. This is the kind of pain a body can't keep others from seeing. Hurt that devours the very soul and physical being. So please reach in and snatch it away, don't leave a single part. Because he somehow managed to get into every corner of my heart. So just take my heart and give it to one he can love too, So at least then he'll never have to endure a single, "I don't love you". The lightening wrote the name of God, Across the green grey sky. The thunder crashed, "His will be done", The hills took up the cry. The sweeping wind with migh
Something New
I've got 1028 points to go to my next level. If you can help me out, please do. Thanks in advance for your help!!!! Show me Yours, and I'll show you Mine! He he he Click below to go to the pic that needs comments. Click ^^^^^ Here to go to the pic that needs your comments. Thanks in Advance for your Help!!! Hey Everyone! I need a little help leveling up. If you can spare a few moments, and you haven't already, rate my pics, and my stashes, and don't forget to fan me, and rate my profile! Any help will be GREATLY appreciated! Thanks! Billy
Well... Damn!
Well... Damn! My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ENTJ - Commandant(You scored 72% I to E, 47% N to S, 71% F to T, and 36% J to P!)The single word to describe your type is fieldmarshal or commandant. You also belong to the larger group called rationals. You love to organize others in matters of logic. Even as a child, you likely naturally assumed the role of leader in groups. You share your personality type with 2% of the population. When you lead, you are more concerned with policy and goals than rules and regulations. You have a tendency to become a workaholic. You are impatient with repetition of error. You are friendly and outgoing, though. You don't mince words and willingly share your many strong opinions. As a romantic partner, you are inspiring, but also somewhat challenging. You have a strong desire to be in charge and your clear need for an organized life and home can be overwelming to a partner. You like to confront conflict directly, discuss pro
General Stuff
Friends, Family, and everyone else: This has been been a 2 year search, and I have narrowed it to the final 5 ladies that I think are just the most beautiful out there. I would hope that you would agree and show them much love! I know any of these 5 ladies I would be proud to call mine! So here they are, and ladies thank you for putting a smile on my face daily! ~♥Sweetamyinny♥~ Greeter @ Club Legacy@ fubar ♥ Blue ♥@ fubar ~Redqueenbbw~@ fubar ~Simply Laura@ fubar Miss ♥ Ashley ♥FUMARRIED TO MATT AKA H♥Owner @ Southern Charm..C/O of the Techno@ fubar Ladies, thank you! Doc Ladies, and Gents. On December 5th of this year, I broke my foot in five places. I was just walking around the house, and I heard a snap, my knee buckled, and fat man hit the floor. I honestly thought I'd broken my tib or fib by the way it sounded. When I looked down, holy hell, my foot was like the size of a soft ball and a half. Af
She Made Me Do It
YOUR IT TAG cuz Furby said Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1.- I am a little bit of a control freak 2.- Hate the Dallas Cowboys.. with a passion 3.- I drink Coffee 24/7 4.- Love being Mama 5.- Dont like flowers for valentines day 6.- Drive fast 7.-Love to make people laugh 8.- would do anything for my friends and family 9.- Dont care what people think of me 10.- love to surprise people with random things I will Tag People at a later Date
Mind Versus The Heart!
Is it me or do people really use their hearts when it comes to marriage, relationships, hurtful words or anything else in life that uses the heart? Everything that I am writing is my point of view and what I have seen in experiences and know as life! Seems like every year more and more people are breaking up and getting divorced and treating each other like crap more and more. I think the reason for this is there is way too much thinking involved in what we decide. People have too much communication, tv, music, counselors, friends and books to make their mind over rule the heart. In the 50's and 60's and on up realtionships and divorces started struggling more and more as more people watched tv and the radion and talked on the phone. Not to say some people have been caught in lies and cheating but there have been a lot of good things lost also! I know for a fact! We sometimes relate things that we here with the situation we think is just like ours. It turns out in the end to b
Deep Inside
All who look, and click away Soon will be done, in the same way If I add you, I think your cool If you ignore me, then your the fool I do not add because you have asked I add because your attention I've grasped I will not keep you, if you don't talk For those, I draw a line of caulk I'm not a collector of friends you see I dont know why thats thought of me If you want me as part of your collection You have made the wrong selection Friends I seek just so you know People to get the chance to know If I have sparked and flamed your intrigue Then get to know me and I'll join your league Speak to me, write to me try to get to know me But do not ignore or fail to approach me Given a chance, and given the time I kept those who shown me a piece of their time I deleted those who did not show care I kept them till now, but obviously they weren't there What i have left in my friends list you see Is people who share the same Ideas as me I add those who want to get to know me The others c
Saer's Bar And Grill
Won't be on much maybe my friends...for awhile... Sister in law is in a coma and not expected to make it thru. Thinking of turning around from the last trip and heading back south LOL Loves ya Check it r donations will be matched dollar for dollar and every penny goes to help the victims in Haiti.
Camwhores Get Punkd
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Jason The Fubarbarian
More random lyrics for you to guess at and puzzle over. Because I know at least Alix likes these, and the rest of you don't matter. So there! Also, you get one bajillion bonus points if you can give me the next line. "Can money pay for all the days I've lived awake but half asleep?" "Everybody knows that the world is full of stupid people." "This job fulfilling in creative way. Such a load of crap." "Valhalla, I am coming." "Fuck you, I don't want it no more." "I got patience on my neck like a cold, cold knife." "And the ancient empty street's too dead for dreaming." "Holy water in my lungs." "Recollect me, darling, raise me to your lips." "Your eyes focus on my funny lip shape." Ready? Go!   Edit: On reflection, I realize that a lot of these songs are more obscure than I originally meant them to be. Oh well. I regret nothing! So as most of you have heard, I got fired on April 1st. "Like," as the kids say, "for realz." I know a lot of you probably thought the status w
Gettin My Drink On
I am super moronic right now, so sorry to everyone. I didn't even drink that much, but it's been awhile since I've drank, so it hit me fast & hard. and hard...anywho...if I'm stupid or mean to you, I'm sorry. P.S. Give Deacon your fubucks. P.S.S Bid on me in Radio's auction. I just want to apologize to anyone I annoyed/offended/pissed off etc. last night while I was drinking. I don't remember pissing anyone off, but it's possible :D. And for all of you who had to endure my drunken voice comments, voicemails, & phone calls: thank you :D, you're good sports LOL. Have a great day :D XOXO.
Stupid A**holes
Ok, so far tonight I have talked to two very beautiful girls who have recently gotten their hearts broken and listening to their stories has made me sad and also made me realize some things. Both of the girls are outrageously gorgeous and very nice people and I have no clue why a guy would ever break up with either one of them or treat them the way the guys did. One of the girls was getting abused and the other girl got pregnant. Anyway, guys that abuse women are nothing but worthless pieces of s****. They do not deserve anyone. The girl who was getting abuse was going to beauty pagents and she is not stuck up like a lot of other girls that compete in beauty pagents. I got the chance to talk to her for a while tonight and she is a really nice person with a great personality. She really loves him even though he is abusive. She is willing to take him back if he changes. He is not going to change, even if he does he is going to change back to the way he was most likely. I feel reall
My Spirit!
Somethings I Want To Share
The worse thing about being left for another woman is the insecurity that comes with imaginary comparisons between the "other woman" and us: Is she younger? Prettier? Better? Taller? Fun? NO!!! The fact is that he has not left you for another woman. He left the relationship and found the other woman a great excuse to do so. The added bonus is that the "other woman" becomes the focus of blame instead of him.  Remember this!!! Most women go through a myriad of emotions and physical upheavals that are filled with self-doubt and erode their self esteem until there is nothing left. The job of rebuilding their lives and themselves comes with a huge emotional price tag but in the end, they do far better than they ever thought because they rediscover things about themselves that had been long forgotten. Forgotten Qualities I miss you? I miss me! It is normal to mourn a relationship, but often, women miss themselves and the person they used to be. Those inner qualities are still there
"dear Kara..."
Dear Kara, I guess we first noticed something was "different" when you were still inside your mothers tummy. Nothing too out of the ordinary, just little things, you know? You didn't like loud noises, nor did you like to sit still, lol. I would hold your momma's stomach, and tell you that I was right there, and that nothing would ever hurt you. Little did I know that the enemy had already slipped underneath my tight radar. An evil beast had already attacked my precious Angel, as I slept, and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. I had failed to keep you safe, and didn't even realize it, yet... During delivery, you were not a happy camper. I'm not sure what was upsetting you, but before you entered this world, and soon after, I could tell that something just wasn't right. "She looks great!" the doctor told your mother and me, so we took you home as the proudest parents in the city! You were so beautiful, I wanted to take you everywhere I went, and just show the world "wh
Here's a new twist on our financial crisis.. I'm against the $85,000,000,000 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 toAmerica in a ''We Deserve It Dividend''. To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000. My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a 'We Deserve It Dividend'. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000. What would you do with $297,500 to $595,000 in your family? Pay off your mortgage - housing crisis solved. Repay col
Auto 11s
I have an Auto 11 bling courtesy of the lovely Misfit. Should I go ahead and activate it? Will you people rate rate rate me if I do?? :P ♥ I'm sorry I had to run before my Auto 11s were even over with. I had a surprise visit from my grandson, Blake. He cried to stay with Nana, so I couldn't log on much. He has my full attention when he is here. lol Then I had to go to my mother's yesterday morning to stay the night to help her finish up decorating her apartment and get groceries in for her. I haven't had a chance to tally up, but so far it looks as if I had way over 30,000 photo views, gained over 2.5 mil fu bucks, and ranked at #110 yesterday!!!! Thank you to all who helped with rating me!! You guys are awesome!!! ♥ Special thanks to Delerius for the Auto 11s, DaisyBlue for my blast, Clowns for my cool pics, and everyone who actually clicked through EVERY I am thinking about going ahead and activating my last Auto 11s. W
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Playground Events
Addictive~Owner @ The Playground~Owned by Blu Eyes~Club Far~Shadow Levelers~@ fubar EXTRA!!!! EXTRA!!!! FUBARS MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELLORETTE IS UP FOR GRABS. You heard me correctly fella's, she is willing to Fu-Marry YOU. But, there are a few hoops you gotta jump thru. FIRST: Send your picture to Southern Stunna or JadedOne. (Pictures below) Southern Stunna ? Co-Owner & DJ @ The Playground ? FU-ANGEL ?
This one here is a repeat offender who has had multiple profiles and deleted them only to come back and harrass me and Donna both.  His great quest as he says here is to see how many times in a fu-session he can get off????  He forgets I remember him from his last pathetic attempts so have a read and laugh lol! Read bottom to top its from shout box lol!   ->Tony: ya know what i cant afford it but i live on $900 a month and pay all my bills myself feed me and a kid and go to school full time so go fuck yourself you DONT KNOW what i go through and I WILL not be judged by some pissant bastard who is here to beat off to ass many girls as he can how pathetic is that ->Tony: hahah i already got one so i dont need to listen to you beat off to get one lmao Tony: cuz u cant afford ur own Tony: whatever.... go bum vips bich ->Tony: opinions are like assholes everyone has one and yours smells just as bad as anyone elses so why dont you go find some other poor person to torture so your self
Bed Time Or Any Time Stories
She walked into Starbucks in a tailored raw silk red business suit, with her long dark red  Mane flowing like waves of silky dark wings, as she floated by. Her pencil skirt so tight that I could almost hear her legs rub against each other as she made her way to the ordering line. I sat off in a corner watching, my eyes glancing over my Macbook pro. She turned and caught me staring at her length, and made as if she hadn’t. My eyes closed briefly and when they opened I saw her ruby red six-inch stilettos. She was wearing Ruby Red heels, and they were sparkling something serious. I mean this was no Dorothy from OZ... this was no innocent light blue Kansas spring dress... this was surreal. My innocence had been assault by this early morning sexuality. Frrruu…Frrruu…went the sound of her stockings as she walked over to the sugar and napkin island, which was right next to me. It was as if all the busy hum of the crowd had muted itself and all I could hear was this&hellip
Want Some Fubucks?
Want Some Fubucks?   I Am Giving 25k For Every 100 SFW Pic Rates! Tryin 2 Level!       Just Send Me A Private Message With The Total Number Of Pics U Rated & I Will Hook U Up! If U Do Not Send Me A Private Message Telling Me How Many R At Least Which Albums U Rated Then How Will I!   Thanks Everyone! SexyBiChris =)
The Paul Blog
Ok, I've never really blogged. Never really needed to. It seems things are changing now. I have this terrible pain in my right knee and hip. I have been to a chiropractor and an orthopedic doctor. I had an xray on the hip and an MRI on the knee - all they could see is "Mild arthritis" - not even anything unusual for my age. The pain comes after being on my feet for just a couple of minutes. It is intense enough that I find myself leaning on anything I can find. Everything else is seemingly fine. I'm at a point where I can't exercise much because it hurts too much. I'm at a total loss. I need to paint and I can barely stand long enough to clean my studio space so I can paint. Fuck. It seems that everything else in my life is going fairly well. The pain ruins it all. I am still having loads of pain in my right hip and knee. The pain of walking is almost as bad as it was before I had the surgery on my other knee in 2000. I can't exercise worth a crap.
Strange Questions!!!!!!
OK now DO remember i didnt write this people im just posting it becuase it was a good read and also becuase today WAS the day lol... Enjoy. Borrowed from also A really good read.   The Rapture is a fairy tail This is a warning and a call that the secret rapture is a fairy tail and has deluded millions of Christians into a false notion of escapism. First of all you have to understand that the WORD was given to Hebrew people, not a Jew or a Christian. So in the world today there are three thoughts / mindsets: the Hebraic Thought, the Judaic Thought and the Christian Thought. In western thought, the 'heart' is the seat of the emotions, and especially that of love. It is important to realize that in the Hebraic thought, the heart is the seat of the MIND, INTELLECT and WILL. So western thinking is often misunderstand, so for example scriptural love is not an EMOTION, but an action of obedience. So w

On a clear night I looked to the stars Was greeted with a bright ray of light Looking into that light I saw a star That had to be your star It sparkled much like I see in your eyes The warmth felt like it came directly from your heart Within that light I heard the beat of your heart A wonderful sonnet came from it I heard whispers from your soft voice Within that light I could see a true and pure beauty Much like I see in you each time I see you A felt serenity and a calm about me I truly felt so blessed as I feel When I am in your presence. An original poem written by myself Inspired by all the wonderful friends Within every sunlit and breezy meadow of wild flowers……There is that one special wildflowerWithin the most beautiful garden ….There is that one special flowerWithin every colorful and beautiful forest….There is that one special treeWithin every beautiful island….There is always one special palm treeWithin every snowfall……Ther
Ace Cafe!!!!!!
Word Of The Day
(noun) A quick and penetrating intelligence. Synonyms: acuteness, keenness, sharpness Usage: In order to boost her mental acuity, my mother spends each morning solving brain-teasers and riddles. a name, title, or designation force to quit; upset
Did I Ever Mention My Thing For Guys With Shaved Heads?
So, Im in my manic phase again, as you can see from the blog prior to this one. For those of you who are like "What the hell is a manic phase" kttn? Well..... the kttn is psycho, and by Psycho as I have mentioned previously-- I am bipolar, level 2 I believe (its been a while). So being bipolar I have some extreme Highs and Lows. Well the HIGHS, which are all that we care about class (lol) are my MANIC Phase. For some people, being manic means, shopping sprees and doing things to excess. For me, my sexdrive goes thru the f*cking roof. Now, I have been doing some observation about this to get a better idea of whats going on with me during these different phases because I dont medicate. I have to admit, I dont medicate PURELY for how great the Manic phase is. Well with that said, one of my gorgeous bald friend's requested that I listen to a song..... and we all know how hooked on lyrics I can be considering it seems every other week a new song has moved into the arena I call "theme songs"
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I'm A Stalker Roflmao Ok
If any one has used ( Bored?) its under fun & games link. So if you have used bored you will notice you rate a picture it moves to the next one in Fubar using a random order or something. And if you have rated a picture before they still come up with that said. I've been get a lot of paranoid people thinking I'm stalking them because I cross their page and not rate or any thing, lol, I guess I could down rate there picture let them know I'm not just staling then rate it up the next time ROFLMAO. And for the ones that have me blocked for this lol your loss all I was doing is what most beg for on here rating. So are they A. Paranoid or B. I'm a Stalker
A Note From The Blue States
Dear Red State​s,​ We'​ve decid​ed we'​re leavi​ng.​ We inten​d to form our own count​ry,​ and we'​re takin​g the other​ Blue State​s with us. In case you aren'​t aware​,​ that inclu​des Hawai​i,​ Calif​ornia​,​ Orego​n,​ Washi​ngton​,​ Minne​sota,​ Wisco​nsin,​ Michi​gan,​ Illin​ois,​ New York,​ and all of the North​easte​rn state​s.​ After​ this elect​ion,​ we'​ll be addin​g Color​ado and New Mexic​o.​ (AND HOPEF​ULLY VA, PA, and FLA)​. We belie​ve this split​ will be benef​icial​ to the natio​n,​ espec​ially​ to the peopl​e of our new count​ry - Nuevo​ Calif​ornia​.​ To sum up brief&
Auto 11 On *giving*blings* :) Happy Holidays To All:)
BACK BY DEMAND BACK MY DEMAND ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 12-25-08 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 4 & 5 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL I have my Auto 11's activated. Come rate my pics with a 10 and YOU and I will both get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes
So lots of people ask to see my NSFW pics. There is a simple way to get them. You can Buy me a blast, the longer the blast the longer you stay in the family. You can buy me a bling pack, you can buy me a Happy Hour and you are in the family for life! You can renew my VIP, or if you are a girl, just let me know you wanna see hehehe.
Happy Hour Mistress
If you send me a Happy hour I will add you to family for 3 months plus you will recieve something more then you can get on fubar from me or anyone else. PM me for more details Nibbles N Lixsss April
Snuggie Pub Crawl - 02/28/09 - Baltimore, Md
Baltimore Snuggies Pub Crawl 'Nuff said Host: Snuggies Pub Crawl Type: Party - Bar Night Network: Global Date: Saturday, February 28, 2009 Time: 2:00pm - 10:00pm Location: Captain Larry's Bar & Gril Street: 601 E. Fort Avenue City/Town: Baltimore, MD : View MapGoogle MapQuest Microsoft Yahoo Phone: 4107274799 Email: DescriptionBALTIMORE SNUGGIES PUB CRAWL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Make ur SNUGGIE ur own & win fabulous prizes & accolades!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you be seen wearing the ever popular MINI or GANGSTA SNUGGIE? Maybe the macabre HEAVENS GATE SNUGGIE appeals to your dark side!! Is the PIRATE SNUGGIE or the risque LITTLE SCHOOL SNUGGIE just your style? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Captain Larry's will be awarding prizes for most innovative & creative 'wearing' of your As
My First Contest! Rate Me Please!
Come help me with my first contest! Rate my picture, comment (often!) and rate the host (Domonic) profile too! 5 credit bling given to the most creative comment at the end of the contest by Domonic too! Thanks!
"People All Over the 'fu'World...Join Hands...Start A Love Train..."fuTrainThis one is just for fun! Please, keep this nice and clean, drama free for everyone!Here are the rules...Add, Rate, Fan and Comment everyone on the train. If you're already friends and fans, then please leave them a fuFriendly comment...Joining the fuTrainKnow someone that might be interested? Then Rate them, comment or send them a PM...Join me on the fuTrain Just keep it simple and keep it going...Comment my blog if you agree to the terms or if you want to ride along the fuWorld. Meet some new friends, or say hello to some old ones! And Please repost the latest bulletin if and when you can!You'll also get a train tag, which can be picked up in this folder. Please rate the pic before you save or rip it! Thanks!!!!The Hostess... 1. JadedBeauty
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Favourite Songs/ Poignant Lyrics
    Believe, when you lieYou will never need to recognize yourselfTo deceiveTo remove all chance of doubt and be receivedWith your lieThe deception is complete when you concedeAnd decideTo reject your lives, sacrificed to mePenance can't absolve your sin, into mePenance can't absolve your sinAll your belief cannot absolve your sin [x2]Believe, when you lieYou will never need to recognize the sourceOf deceitTo renew your faith in GodYou must believe, in your lieThe redemption is complete when you conceiveAnd declineTo release your livesSacrificed to mePenance can't absolve your sin, into mePenance can't absolve your sinAll your belief cannot absolve your sin [x2]Reap your life, like you want to recognize, all you've come to [x2]Reap your lifeVeiled in shadowRecognizeFaces of the crucifiedI can hear their screams tonightEver haunting meBurn your lie into mePenance can't absolve your sin, into mePenance can't absolve your sinAll your belief cannot absolve your sin [x4] 
Sin's Ramblings
Awakening.when no words comeyou inspire me to breathesome are solely to write aboutsome to paint pictures ofto laugh forto cry overwe are motivated to do so many thingsby so many soulsbut rare is the musewho emboldens anotherto stop survivingand learn to live. ~Sinamynlee About ghost from before i met him... and nothing could compare to actually being with him...   Desire. somewhere along the line my desire to eat you alive has been overtaken by my desire just to feel you near me by my desire to kiss you and touch you once again, it was so much easier when i tried to objectify you when all i wanted was to feel your neck under my teeth and your cock shoved hard into my cunt when i wanted to hurt you in any way that might make you writhe in pleasure i wanted you to throw me down on the bed grab my throat with your hands and squeeze until i gasped for air flicking my clit with your fingers while telling me to beg to suck your cock… but as much as i’d love all of that
1 RATE plzzzz , TY :D Or Maybe a bid ?? LUV 2 All Who Rates!!! I will be leving tomorrow afternoon for Arkansas for a much needed family getaway..quality time w/ my loved ones. It's been a few mths since I have seen them so I am excited and ready for sum good ol hugs!!!!!!! I will miss U but am taking laptop and will be returning love late at night time...till I get it hooked up Friday @ daughter's house, I will be shutting my page down. * No matter what settings U put on here the obsessed/fake profiles still get thru. And I don't need the drama , LOL * Thank U all my dear friends for the love given daily...and I will see u in the midnite hrs. xoxox Laura Miss Chocolate Bunny has invited me to another fun auction of hers...I do believe I can handle one more , LOL The last one was really if U wanna bid...hit this link and bid on a bad girl!!!!!
Life And Times Rants And Raves
For along time now Halloween has been my favorite holiday before that when the kids were growing up it was Christmas. This year it will be Valentines Day. Most girls are brought up with this dream, fantasy of one day meeting the perfect someone where everything just fits like it was always supposed to be. Their soul mate, their best friend above and beyond all friends, their other half, mind, body and soul. I to had that dream at one time but life took it's twists and turns and I found myself married for 13 years in a marriage that was just convenient and not really love at all. I raised the kids, cooked the meals, cleaned the house, worked full time and did it all with a smile on my face like it was all great. I was everyone's clown and I played the part well but inside I was alone. With the kids grown and gone there was nothing left to hold on to about 6 years ago on my bday it ended. I thought this was the worst birthday anyone could have and I wouldn't ever celebrate it like most p
Cubby's Blogs
We made history today. I say "we", because it's my name and picture upo there. (#11 baby). But i certainly didn't do this alone. I truly have the best FU Friends around.    I know that i have to thank hundreds of you, and sadly i can't name them all. But if you pimped me, Made me your status, Shared me, or just "Liked Me". I thank you. You all made an old fart happy. :D Can you believe a 40 year old, chubby, Canadian was the first ever Nuclear Green Guy?  As i said, hundreds helped with various things, but i'd like to thank these people for their gifts that made me visible to all of Fubar. I hope they dont get mad i told. :p Diana             - Bully & Ticker YOTD            - Bully Miss Vanima  - Ticker Deacon          - Ticker Alison            - Ticker Guidomedic    - Ticker MsD               - Ticker Rev                -Ticker Postal Goober -Ticker McLovin          -Ticker Chef Jay         - Ticker Mrs. Crumb      - Ticker V1rus         
Well There A Frist Time 4 Things
hello there for thse who know my sister know she been sick... well she got sick on the 4th and is in the hosptial again.. they say she not doing well and my not make it this time all i ask for is we pray that she does and hope she still has fight in her.. he ex got a hold of her and popped her in the face and we dont know what damage he has done yet.. she is in icu and they are getting ready too move her from one hosptial to another.. yes the asshole is back in jail but he may have all ready done the damage and i may loss one of the greatest ppl i know hello there... well you ever get the feeling thatyouare running in a cirlce and getting no where.. well today happen 2 be one of these days for me.. and it seems like one of my bestfriends are walking away and don't knwwhat 2 do too fix the problem.. and part of the reason is my health..and the other is i don't agree with whats she doing with her life so the onlyy thing i can do is stand there and be there when her world crashes I WOULD
so much silence on the line static echoes in my head quiet like white noise its defeaning and i cant think so many ways to hide away i want to feel numb, now so i can shut me out like water roaring down a mountain side i have to scream so i can hear myself i dont want to hear these thoughts that creep in when i'm asleep i dont want to wake up Back and forth, I sway with the wind Resolution slips away again Right through my fingers, back into my heart Where it's out of reach and it's in the dark Sometimes I think I'm blind Or I may be just paralyzed Because the plot thickens every day And the pieces of my puzzle keep crumblin' away But I know, there's a picture beneath Indecision clouds my vision No one listens... Because I'm somewhere in between My love and my agony You see, I'm somewhere in between My life is falling to pieces Somebody put me together Layin' face down on the ground My fingers in my ears to block the sound My eyes shut tight to avoid the sight Anticipating the end, los
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you."
When The Hammer Falls
It's been 10 days now that I have been alone with my kids. Funny how things have a way of taking care of themselves. My only problem now is where to move. I'll lose his 3 kids, again, but they'll always be with me and my daughters, no matter how far. I don't see any way to keep this marriage. It has been less than a partnership for the past 5 months, and the 3 years before that are most forgetable. He is not even worth the tears I have thus far barely shed. Maybe I am just numb, still in shock. He's not even really dead, just to me and the kids. We don't think after 4 times in jail, that he'll ever be the partner and parent he represented himself to be. We were all so fooled, and feel deeply betrayed. Living with such strong emotions (especially a child) is so very difficult. The good thing is, we will heal with time. WW II Battleship sailor tells Obama to shape up or ship out ! This venerable and much honored WW II vet is well known in Hawaiifor his seventy-plus years of ser
Just Some Information To My Friends
Just to let all my friends know the reason why i havent been around much. I was in a car accident a little more then a month ago and i have been trying to recover. It wasnt that serious but enough to wreck my sholders and neck up. So please be patient i will be back on full force soon i hope! Much love to my friends.   Lucy Will pay 5 mill fubux to any saluted player that has joined before dec 2010 that has never made a player in mafia on here to become my merc on this link message me if your interested please it is some easy fubux   Thank you,   Lucy Looking for all positions to join my new turf. Come hang out have some fun and lets kick some fu @$$ :D   Lets rock this place, Lucy!
 Original List  1.Handsome 2.Charming 3.Financially successful 4.A caring listener 5.Witty 6.In good shape 7.Dresses with style 8.Appreciates finer things 9.Full of thoughtful surprises 10.An imaginative, romantic lover   Revised List (age 32) 1.Nice looking 2.Opens car doors, holds chairs 3.Has enough money for a nice dinner 4.Listens more than talks 5.Laughs at my jokes 6.Carries bags of groceries with ease 7.Owns at least one tie 8.Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9.Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10.Seeks romance at least once a week     Revised List (age 42) 1.Not too ugly 2.Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car 3.Works steady - splurges on dinner out occasionally 4.Nods head when I'm talking 5.Usually remembers punch lines of jokes 6.Is in good enough shape to rearrange the furniture 7.Wears a shirt that covers his stomach 8.Knows not to buy champagne with screw-top lids 9.Remembers to put the toilet seat down 10.Shaves most weekends  
Useless Thoughts
I wanna know why people insist on taking a bazillion pics of themselves is basically the same pose? Is it because they have no imagination? Are they lazy? Think it looks cool? I just dont get it. Why would you wanna have 100 of the same pic up? Add some imagination. Spice it up. Do something. I refues to rate more then one pic if they all look the same. I love variety. Then don't waste it on the three people I thought I had bought in various Auctions. They will take your money and make all kinds of excuses why they haven't held up their end of the deal. People will say I'm doing this to create Drama. I'm doing it to make people aware of who NOT to spend their money on. I don't want what happened to Me to happen to anyone else. Your going to say that your only getting one side of the story. I actually have emails on what was agreed on and asking why they haven't done anything they promised. I'm going to start with Horney Angel~DSC~. We had a deal. We both agreed on. I held up
The Best
Could someone please explain to me the difference between Osama Bin Laden, Sean Hannity, Bill O’Reilly and Rush Limbaugh? They all advocate for the failure of the current U.S. Administration. They all interpret books for there own particular interests. The book for Bin Laden is the Koran and the book for the other 3 is the Bible. They all describe that anyone that differs from their curious ideas are bad people. Bin calls these people Infidels. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh call these people Liberals. They are all funded by wealth. Bin Laden and Limbaugh are funded by their own personal fortunes and Hannity/O’Reilly are funded by Rupert Murdoch. They all support the death of American Citizens. Bin Laden supports death for Americans through the efforts of the Taliban and Al Qaeda. Hannity, O’Reilly and Limbaugh support the death of Americans by promoting and campaigning for an unjust war under the guise of Manifest Destiny. So could someone please explain
Zombreeze!: Leeds International Film Festival To mark the beginning of this year's Leeds Young People's Film Festival, festival organizers are trying to set a record for the most zombies gathered at a single event. From their FAQ: What is a zombie? A zombie is a dead person that is brought back to life through a curse or a mutation. They are a bit silly and have little reasoning power, though many can perform "remembered behaviours" from their mortal existence, like the ability to walk. Zombies are talked about in ancient folklore but more recently, zombie films have exposed new theories according to which man-made viruses or genetic experiments are held responsible for the creation of zombies. What is a zombie gathering? A zombie gathering is simply a collection of Zombies. In order to beat the Guinness World Record TM, we have to beat the existing record of 1100 zombies who must all be in one place for at least 15 minutes. Some adjudicators wi
Thank To The Greatest Of Friends!!
HERE ARE OUR WINNERSall winners have been paidwinners are:1 mil - Colton - from BRATT1 mil - Just Me - from TERESA500k - Tima583 - fromTERESA500k - Colton - from BRATT500k - Traveling Shadow -from TERESA500k - BobbyBones - from BRATT250k - Tima583 - from BRATT 250k - Colton - from TERESA 250k - Lick - from BRATT 250k - Manboobies - from TERESA 4 Pimp outs:from BRATT - Colton & Just ME from TERESA - Tima583 & LicK Bling winners from BRATT 3 credit bling - Just ME1 credit bling - Tima5835 credit bling - Maverick 10 credit bling-Tima583- (for being the last one standing)   THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING US WE ENJOYED IT AND HOPE YOU COME AGAIN. I HAD FUN GIVING STUFF AWAY. LUVS YA ALL THAT WERE THERE.SEE YA NEXT TIME..... ~BRATT~ & TERESA I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS ,YOU GUYS THAT HELPED ME THRU THIS CONTEST ARE THE GREATEST. AND TO MY NEW FRIENDS I MADE THRU THIS AND A BIG THANKS TO MY FRIENDS THE (MAD FU BOMBERS!!)YOU WERE ALL AWESOME AND STUCK BY ME EVEN THOW IT WAS A LONGGGGG
Tag Your Now It
Instructions..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. I have great friends on fubar 2. I have a habit of drink coke with my 3. I've been on the same job now for 24 yrs. 4. I love riing my harley 5. I love watching football 6. OMG...Addicted to fubar! 7. Stay shitfaced everyday but really only socially drink! stealing this one from a sweetie 8. I love to hunt and fish 9. I love going to the beach...come july 19 10. I love playing in the rain,,,,
The Classics
After talking to some people, mainly seeing their views and opinions on regards to this subject, I began to realize something about most people. They’re weak. The reason why I say this is because some of the people that I have talked to about not having sex for certain periods of time, they always seem to cringe in disgust for time periods that don’t even seem that long. For instance, I will admit that I went without sex for two years at one time, and when I told some people this, they got into a spew of saying “ Oh, man I would die if that ever happened to me,” or “How could I do something like that?” and so on. I don’t know, maybe it’s just me on how I think about this sort of subject, but come on, there were some people that would say it would be horrible to not have sex in just a couple months! That, in my opinion, is quite sad. I mean, not having sex in a few months isn’t going to kill you. Honestly, it might even help some people out there as well, considering how our soc
Hydaway's Playhouse *nsfw*
Hey.DJ Kb Inviting you to .. Hydaway Radio You like music? I know i do. Whats Up Like 90's rock? Then im the Dj For you Dont be Scared I play Todays Music to and Hey hey I take Requests But my Fav thing to do is making new friends and I want you to join me.. SO click the pic and join me! you know you want to! Hey... How are you? I'm sure youve seen all these lounge ad's with "best fubar dj's" Or "top lounge" Well how about this small quaint like place, with good people not many, but we always make memories, always have a good time, But don't take my word for it Click the pics to join us and find out for yourself! And dont forget to Tip your Dj.... Dj.Venom! Hey.F@kin Jester Is On air Yeah Thats Right! It's me F@kin Jester and I'm back So if you missed me Get your Arse's back In HydawayRadio Dont forget your Straight Jacket.. Cuz your about to enter The Asylum
Just Me
Just had to tell you guys that I love being bad. I never was before. Believe me I don't go over board, but I love the idea of doing things that get me wet and get me into good trouble. Love flirting but mainly with the women that are like me. Yes, I would love to meet everyone of them. Hopeful wishing. The great thing is, I have a husband that knows this and yes ( knows all about fubar and who I talk to.)sometimes encourages it. He does know that I do talk and flirt with just a few guys, but those guys know that my heart,my soul, my body all belong to him. He knows that I am bi and that I look for other women to talk to and to play with if the opportunity arises. Something about me... I do love to have threesomes, but my husband and I do not look for it. He will always be a part of them, so of course when the right time comes up the female or male understands that. And of course we have to be both in agreement to do so. If there is no trust or if we are not comfortable the
Happy St. Patty's Day Auction Auction will open on March 1st and will end on March 8th @ 10pm Central Time. Also the one with most rates at the end will win a $19.99 bling pack! Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter 2. If you are going to use a NSFW pic please make sure you note that in the subject line so I know TY! 3. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 4. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 5. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 6. Please PM your entry's no shout boxs please! 7. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Fu-mail entry's to SinfulBrat if you like to enter.
~human underneath my skin~ do you see me? is that what you said? really the girl with a heart...offering it to you when you laugh? im not dead! do you see me? do you know what you mean...what you hold in your hands is not a plaything please show yourself to me i need to know what you see...toss me aside i see your intentions you cant hide...i cant let you hurt this heart of mine im losing the pieces each time...i dont want it back just toss it away im tired of letting my heart hurt me soul is lost you took it away...keep what i gave you and give it away...nothing more of me is left for you...dont damaged from loving too much my pain you can not touch...i may cover the damage you have done but my hearts downfall has already begun. i have come often to points of confusion in situations that easily bored of those very things seems to be the never ending cycle of players vs. true hearts...players have a bad rep but they do because they are sucessful at t
Food For Thought
A Modern Parable. A Japanese company ( Toyota ) and an American company (General Motors) decided to have a canoe race on the  Missouri River . Both teams practiced long and hard to reach their peak  performance before the race. On the big day, the Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed, decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat.  A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 7 people steering and 2 people rowing. Feeling a deeper study was in order; American management hired a consulting company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information,  but wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the rowing te
How To Really Love A Child
Unfair Bouncers Abusing Their Power
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, , huddled
Contest..pls Bomb
Hi all..Im in an auto 11 contest. Pls bomb my pic. Just an update on the currently 10,000 points behind. Contest ends November 18th at 11pm eastern time.Thanks to all of the great Zodiac bombers and all the other bombing families who are helping me get this far and of course the individuals who have also helped..We can do this..we can still beat the Fu-Bombers...Bomb! Bomb! Bomb! Check out my last blog for the my link to the contest.
This And That
~sweetkittenlove~....76 Nighthawks Leveler@ fubar Just wanted to update everyone on SweetKitten. Yesterday her youngest had to have an emergency appendectomy. She is back home and doing ok. Having some pain and soreness but kids are resiliant. Also her grandmother died this afternoon. Needless to say she has had a really bad weekend and needs lots of prayers. Leave her some love too! We got the news today that my aunt is brain ded. They are waiting for some other family to come in and see her than they will take her off life support on friday. Thanks for the prayers. You often see someone with a status message about helping them out to the next level. I see it daily. When going to their page, I can understand why they are having a tough time getting that last "only need 5k to level". They have about 10 or maybe 20 pics and stash (if they have any stash at all). This posting and section is meant to help that. I want to start at the beginning basics and work from there. One
True Love?
I always forget how sensitive I am when I really put my heart and soul into something or someone..ive been really careful not to let me guard down for a while.. so i've always been somewhat detached.. until recently when i opened my heart once again.. i've forgotten how much it hurts and once again i feel as though i am in a void. empty. half me is missing. a grip on my heart. what once began with butterflies in the stomach ends with them. except these are not warm butterflies. its cold and dark. my whole mind is filled with one subject making it hard to do other tasks, let alone eat or sleep.everyone at work says i am spacey today and they would be right. i hate this. i think i should give up. -Blah.
To Own ~me~
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Bye Fubar !!!!!!!!!!
Well just letting all my friends know I am canceling my vip and making sure I have all my personal pictures copied and saved and then I'm deleting my Fubar account.. I will be finding 1 or 3 lucky people to get the rest of my fubucks here soon.... If you want to stay friends and you have myspace please go add me there thats where I have been the last couple of weeks mostly and taking care of my daughter.... Heres my myspace link if you want it>>> would love to have you on my friends list there, the app games on there are pretty cool.... Fubar costs way too much for my taste anymore.. I rather spend my extra bucks on myself and my kids... Anyways I will miss all my close good friends on here ! Love ya guys I wish you all the best in life !!!! TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!! I'll be gone in a few days............ Please Repost for others to see this thanks!!!! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷKaren878806 R/F/A/Bling Me & I Will Give Luv
Suicide Girls
I have turned in the pics for my hopeful set to the Suicide Girls already but they have a long line in the que so the won't be up on the site until March 9 at 4:29 am. In the meantime I am trying to get to know as many people as possible on the site. I am also in the process of working on a new set that I will probably shoot in about a month. I have a location and a theme just working out a little until then and trying to get everything together. I have some artwork that I will need to do for the set and still have to order my lingerie :D That's the fun part! Well that's about it for updates right now but once again, if you are into girls with tats and piercings you should def check out ! tons of sexy nude chicks for $4 a month....doesn't get a whole lot better than that! About the Suicide Girls: With a vibrant, sex positive community of women (and men), SuicideGirls was founded on the belief that creativity, personality and intelligence are not incompati
Member Of The Week
Pics That I Can't Upload Because Of No Space Since I Have No Vip
Lunapic Photo Editing What do you think be sure to post your comments on this and the other pic...I know I look too serious on this pic but I was tired lol
Cherrybomb Auction
Bid is starting at 4.5 mill auction will end 24 hours from now the highest bid gets the Cherry bomb Please Pass the Message to Slade he officially WON the Cherry BOMB Auction, Error on Looking at the time the Clock Stopped, He BID at STOP other Bidder did not come into until after the Clock stopped Sorry to all who Bid and did not Win they will be another Auction on Friday for a Choice of Auto 11 or Cherry bomb AGAIN ~SLADE is The Winner He has 2 Hours to deposit Or the Cherry Bomb goes to Next Bidder Thank you THESPOILED01
Poetic Stuffs Or Things To Ponder..
Let us not forget the memories of people we have lost but, don't let us dwell upon their death. Very few people come into your life that can change your way on thinking how people can be so good to one another. This blog is to let what is weighing on my mind out as to maybe helping you get whatever is weighing you down out. I lost a very true friend this weekend to Lung Cancer. One of those friends who would go out of their way and ask nothing in return. He had been battling cancer for the past two years and always being upbeat about it. Saying he wasn't going to die from the cancer but, was going to die another way. THE CANCER WAS NOT GOING TO GET HIM! I truly think this is one of the reasons he survived as long as he did; he didn't let it bring him down. All through this time he was finding jobs that paid under the table because he didn't want to sit at home and do nothing. Doing that was just going to bring him down. For the past 5 weeks he was in and out of the hospital, his lungs
i sit and watch you we talk almost every nite even in your druken stoper i cant shake you what has taken my brian if you would only open up to me you would see iam not like your ex i would love you hold you and cry with you it broke my heart to watch your pain last nite you stumble around the room i was feeling helpless i couldnt be there in case you got hurt i cried last nite and yes the words i said i meant even tho you cant seem to let me in i hope one day you can see me as a person you can like or love we talked about our kids last nite iam bloggin this to you so you can remeber even tho you probally wont remeber just always know that iam here for you no matter how far we are i will be there for you to cry to remeber your not alone in your pain you know my pain love ya queen the phonbe rings awaken from a dream i answer its ny sister the conversation is not good i get the news my aunt had died in her sleep omg my aunt no we were close i cant get down to ky to late to say goodbye i
Point Whorasuarus.
I got these 11's from Crazy Cracker (he is awesome btw) way back when I was in an auction. I think I am going to run them around 1 pm FU time tomorrow. I plan on whoring it up big time because i am about 2 mil from leveling.   This is me asking for all your FU love and attention. If you can pull any favors for me I would absoultely love you. That good kind of unconditional love that makes you feel all warm inside. But I guess it's not unconditional because I expect you to do something for it.   so nevermind I take back the unconditional part. But I still would like your help if you can spare it. The usual stuff ...yanno... rates, bling, pimp outs, threatening to block your friends if they don't help out, blasts and tickers.   I heart you all kinda sorta. Muah!
For Our Troops
If you are a service member and would like access to my nsfw picks leave a comment here, I will be randomly selecting every only request is~once you access my nsfw albums you leave a comment on my blog about them~ Also~I must be able to see pics of you in uniform! And not just one pic~anyone can get a pic from some one elses page!!! NO ONE has been disappointed! the above link and see how much we waste and receive absolutely nothing from it.  I have calculated that of the nine studies thus far, $17.5 trillion could be slashed out of the annual budget.  Of course it would be painful, however, take the savings and apply it to the $14 trillion debt, we would have a surplus of $3.5 trillion realized in the first year.  Interesting?  Imagine, just one more year at the current tax rate.  The following year we could be at 1% of income earned.  Imagine the new jobs and personal spending that would o
Questions Answered
I am not sure how to properly title this, but I think the wording above best describes the point I am trying to get across in this blog. This website has oodles of them, to the person with the flashy default is craving attention, to the "DJ's" Owning or running a "Lounge", and then is where I rest my head, the mumms. Now the running consensus of the mumms is just cut and dry, no frills opinions which dislikes the stereotypes of this website. I have been hanging in the community for a while, but then again, by this behavior by insulting other fubar stereotypes and claiming not to be a sheep, I feel like the forum has succeeded in creating a stereotype of it's own.  Here is where the hypocrisy part comes in. I feel like yet again, the mumm community has become another huge popularity contest. I notice this in mumm comments that I have left. They go unresponded, but I notice a few posts up, someone else says the same exact thing or makes the same exact point I did 5 minutes ago, and tha
A Sex Story
She walks into the room and sees him lying there; he doesn't know she was going to show up, He thought she was out of town. He was sleeping, it was about 2 am and she was quiet. She could see that he was naked under the sheets there and knew that she needed what he had. She drops her purse on the chair by the door and kicks off her shoes, she slowly and quietly strips as she heads to the bed on the other side of the room, as she gets to the bed she slides off her panties and pulls off the sheet covering his naked body. She runs a finger down his cheek, he doesn't move, then her palm down his chest and down to his limp cock. Slowly and starts to play with him, rubbing her hand over him, starting to stroke his cock. He starts to harden in her hand. She leans over and licks the tip of his cock and then around the head. He lets out a sigh but doesn't awaken. She positions herself at the side of the bed were she can easily play with him and suck on his cock while at the same time playing
The specific details are hazy because it was so long ago but it was 4th grade in art class the day before halloween. I can't remember the art teachers name but I do seem to recall she was a 40 something dumpy man-hatin lesbian feminist. For halloween we did this project where we carved a face in an apple and then it was treated in some sort of way to make it shrivel up so it would look all like some old scary witch or something. Then we made a little body out of straw or some shit to stick the head on. This whole process took a week. I think "art" class was like once a week or something. So I'm sitting at the table minding my own business putting the final touches on my witch doll when one of the other kids sitting next to me acted up. I can't even remember what his transgression was but man-hatin' bitch comes over PMSing hard yelling and berating the kid into oblivion before she picks up his doll and ripped it to shreds...Only problem was it wasn't his doll, in her PMS haze she accid
The Words Of D*nice
why dont people understand i only share my private pictures [ WHICH MIGHT I ADD THEY ARENT SO PRIVATE! I HAVE MY CLOTHES ON IN ALL OF THESE PICTURES PEOPLE! ] with certain people. yes i do open it for a short amount of time during some points of the day. people who are nice about it, yeah i might just let you see it, but when i tell you not once not twice but three times i only share them with certain people. WHY DONT YOU GET THE POINT? just my rant of the day. repost if you feel the same way and add your link to the bottom. breaker: why u private your pics ->breaker: because they are private and i only want some people seeing. ->breaker: theres a whole folder of 40 pics that isnt private that you can go look at and rate. breaker: i wanna see the private ones ->breaker: well, that sucks! only certain people get to see them. breaker: so can u make me see them ->breaker: NO I CANT LIKE I JUST SAID I ONLY WANT CERTAIN PEOPLE SEEING THEM. d*nicee -@ CherryTAP before i eve
Matters Of The Heart...
My dog of 12 years just died a bit ago. 1am. She will be missed so much. Had her since she was a pup. So many good times. She was a big part of our family. A much loved companion. She was not only a part of my life but also a part of my parents life when I couldn't keep her where I lived. She was also a part of my sisters life where she lived a few years with her husband and 3 boys. During family get togethers she was always there with my 2 boys and my other 7 nephews(ranging from ages 0-8.) She watched them like a mother hen...she was also a pony to a few of them. She would lay there and let the youngest kids crawl over her, pull her tail, and suck on her ears. In the end she suffered from hip dysplasia(sp) and the last few days she had a hard time walking and would sometimes fall...she finally called it quits today and I knew it was coming. I was able to pet her and let her know that it was ok to leave us...and that she was loved and would be missed. She will always be remembered.
How About Me
This Saturday after work I went with Martha to see a one-actor drama at Minot State University called “21A”. It’s named for a bus route in Minneapolis and set on the bus where the actor played eight different characters, each with their perspective on fifteen minutes waiting for the bus driver. Think the movie “Vantage Point” without the international implications. Martha is not an especially big fan of plays, but I suggested a few days before that it would be great to go, and she had fun in spite of herself! She really enjoyed it and couldn’t help laughing at one character the actor played, a woman named Gladys who had some of the best one-liners, particularly one about saxophones and satin (a metaphor for getting drunk and making out) as well as premature ejaculation! Matt the actor played her, the bus driver searching for the perfect cup of coffee, a minister from “the church of Democratic Progression”, an idiot savant, a drunken “Captain Twelve Pack” wearing a twelve-pack
Today was one of my hardest days in a long time. Today, I buried a co-worker, a good friend, and one of the nicest men that ever lived. Taken from this life too soon.. he had so many lives yet to touch. But those who knew him were touched by him each and every day. His wonderful personality, quirky sense of humor and overall genuine caring of people. When he asked you how you were, he truly wanted to know. As I sat in the pew listening to the music, looking at him laying there so peaceful, I looked down at his memorial card they handed out at the door, and I noticed the dash between his birthdate and the date of his death. ( You should check out my stash called the dash if you haven't yet), and I couldn't help but think about all that was in between those dates. He was a husband, father, a brother, an uncle, co-worker and a wonderful friend to so many people. This is a part of life I know, but no matter how you try to put it in perspective, it still hurts. His son spoke the sweetest
The way he looks at me makes me shake inside. Makes me feel like a little girl, wanting to run and hide. A feeling I'm not used to, these butterflies in me. He releases my heart, it's longed to be set free. The way he says my name always makes me smile. The way he says he misses me, makes it all worth while. I know he can tell how I feel I dont need to say a word. Isn't it funny if you listen real close even in silence feelings are heard. When he gets lonely I feel so sad makes me want to cry. The feelings just get stronger no more can I deny. I long to feel his arms sheltering me from the world. He's my Superman, I am forever his girl. Make me feel the fire. Make me feel the heat. Make me feel the passion. While you sweep me off my feet. Make me feel the romance. Make me feel my heart. Make me let my walls down. Let the healing start. Make me feel you want me. Make me feel whats true. Make me see my dreams. Let them start with you. I've
How can it be that you can love so much but also be hurt so bad? How can one person completely disregard another person as if they were nothing? How can a totally different person care for those they dont even know  and put those people above themselves? For these answers you look inside yourself. Ive looked inside me and i have found that i love wholeheartedly, i hold hope for myself and others. Yet i also found i tend to get hurt easier and worse then those around me. I am willing to go out of my  way to help those in need and forget myself completely. I rather see those other people get the help they need then myself. Sometimes i feel people take that love, nurture, care, and hope for granted. They never stop and look at what they are doing, or who they are hurting. They never realize the love they were given til they lose it for good. I have also seen inside myself that i tend to forgive for things people should not be forgiven for. I leave myself to wonder what if i would have sai
Life At The Moment
I am extremely frustrated at the most recent turn of events.  Leading up to this, I'll update some from the last 2 1/2 years or so. Nikki lost custody of both children about 3 years ago, give or take. She was proven unfit by the State of WV (yes, they did their jobs this time around). The State took away her custodial rights for Grace and Jacob. Thank the Lord for this miracle!! She cried a river, used drugs as her bridge, and got over it. Rather quickly, I might add. A day in the life of a junkie. She was in and out (mostly out) of rehabs/clinics/private Christian detox homes more times than I can account for the last few years. She says she was clean for over a year, nothing at all....come to find out it was more like 3 months, but she was still smoking MJ to get her through so she wouldn't crave the heroin as much. All of her needle drug use led to her Lupus coming out of remission and making her very ill. She had Nephritis in one kidney, almost losing it. She also had a severe inf
The Essessance Of A Woman
Treat a Woman with lots of love, kindness, show her a lot of affection and watch her bloom into the worlds prettiest flower called a rose.

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