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St. Patty's Day Bling Auction
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! Carrie is holding an auction for just one day. Come place a bid on four blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid. You could win: Shamrock Green Beer Green Beads Kiss Me, I'm Irish Sticker Auction will end at 7pm Futime on Tuesday, March 17th. Winner
I'm Up For Auction!!!
Just take a gander at the Hawtness that is up on the Block take your pic and make a bid Heck own them all if ya want
Slieve Galleon Braes
Sweet Kisses
today it's back to the camera time. everyone on here has so many beautiful and often incredibly hot photo's. I will spend today taking pictures so that I can catch up! I love looking through the pictures on here,lot's of sexy and interesting people... catch ya later...xoxo chrissy last night I had a date. Nice guy, attractive, kinda my type. So why didn't he get lucky? Maybe it was because I was in the mood to be taken,possessed, owned, made to know who I belong to. Now don't get me wrong... no means no, and I love to make love and be treated gently and so sweetly. It's just that sometimes I need to be dominated, to feel a strong hand around my ankle dragging me across the bed, whispering in my ear that I belong to him as he spanks me I love the feel of a strong body trapping me, holding me down his hand wrapped in my hair as he takes me, making sure that I know that I belong to him. sigh...
Everyone wonders why I don't talk much Is it that I dont know what to say? It is that I see so many people that are mistreated and the only weapon I have is my silence. Silence has always been thought of as accepting things. Silence for me is a way of fighting back for all those that can not fight. I was so very glad when BlackFire came out with the song Silence is a Weapon as I have used this statement forever. If you havent heard this song please listen to it.
Having Computer Trouble
to all of my good friends, I have been having computer trouble for the past month which left me unable to log into fubar. thank you for all of the love while i have been gone. If the problem continues i can be reached on facebook and yearbook under the name Judy Rideout. Also my e-mail address is I look forward to staying in touch with all of you.
Wizard Of Oz
Well I have been noticed that the lack of drugs this morning has got me to convince a whole bunch of people to be characters from the wizard of Oz. I am ecstatic that I have found people as wacky as me. Now back to the reason of the blog. I have noticed that I have no flying monkeys....I NEED SOME. Its imperative that we find my missing monkeys and stat. Also where are all the munchkins? Dorothy is completely lost without toto and my god the tin man and the lion have lost their soul mate the scarecrow.... What are you people doing about these lost people...Will i see them on the back of milk cartons? If you know where i could find them please contact..the wicked witch of the west at 1800imevil... Thank you WWW.
You know who you are friend,that's just it 'friend'. Ya sarcasm I can handle,and more.Ya are starting to annoy me,I'm not one to block anyone or delete anyone.Keep it up,and you will be the one blocking me or deleting me from ya friends list.=) Have a beautiful day =)
Downraters & Fake Accounts
      Allma & krombinator Part 2 This 2 persons r really tarded ... THEY STiLL MAKE FAKE ACCOUNTS TO DOWNRATE ME AND TheGateToCemetery. THEY DO THiS SiNCE WE BLOCKED THEM This is how it started .... (krombinator always posted autoplay music videos on TheGateToCemeterys page ... i wrote him and told him to stop this shit ... cause i know him since long time and though he might understand! HA ... funk that ... he said : YOU R JUST JEALOUS THAT U DONT GET SOME ViDEOS! and TADAAAAAAAAA .... he did the same shit with my profile! i wrote him and told him to fukk off and blocked his azz! then he and his friend Allma used their fake profiles (they have a lot cause they needed them to cheat in contests) and come to our profiles from time to time only to downrate us! not like i give a fukk about that ... but they rated TheGateToCemeterys pic so fukkin down that he had a pic rating of 4,3 - 6,8 HERE R THEiR PROFilE LiNKS krombinator krombinator@ fubar
Time To Leave..
I wish to leave fubar now.To many people thinking they own me or think we have something when you can no have this if you haven't met.I will keep up with the ones on my list and those I have met.It is crazy how people can talk and get stories going about you that are unfounded and untrue.To me it is a big play room that these grown up men are playing.A lot are older than me and I could never play such silly games.I still have my other site and this will be the only one I will be at from now on.I only do business there so please do no be offended if it takes me a while to reply back to you.I have had fun since I have been here but the games are not for me.I wished to bring pleasure and have fun here not all of this crap.I no need it in my life or grown men getting mad cause I not on alot here lately and start trouble. I will see you April 8th liebling and you know who you are,to say here only causes childish pathetic games. It is a pityful shame to be upfront and blunt with people and
The Mfkn Basement
Blank Pages And High Expectations
hmmm... recently realized i'm pretty intimidated by blank notebooks. sick right? the empty pages just seem so judgemental- expectantly sitting there, challenging my ability to fulfill all the promise a blank notebook might hold... to make it's existence memorable & worthwhile. i imagine the humiliation i might suffer were i a notebook wasted on such trivial crap as a mere to-do list or address book- what horror a 15 year old could inflict with predictable poetry or bon jovi song lyrics! 15 year olds still listen to bon jovi? anyway. i think were i a notebook i'd aspire to such notebook legends as the diary of anne frank or laura ingalls book that inspired little house on the prarie- but would realistically be happy with with a bridget jones-esque version of my days that would be interesting should it ever be discovered. so i sit and stare at the blank pages which seem to read my mind ... a doodle pad? really?
Funny Shyt
What were they thinking when they passed these??? Alabama- It is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while operating a vehicle. Alaska- It is concidered an offence to push a live moose out of a moving airplane. Arizona- Hunting Camels is prohibited and donkeys can not sleep in bathtubs. Arkansas- Alligators may not be kept in bathtubs. California- No vehicle without a driver may exceed 60 mph. Colorado- Throwing Missles at cars is illegal. Connecticut- In order for a pickle to be concidered a pickle, it must bounce. Delaware- Alcohol may not be served in the same nightclub if dancing is occuring on the premises at the sametime. Florida- Having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal. Georgia- It is illegal to use profanity infront of a dead body which lies in a funeral home or coroners office. Hawaii- Coins are not allowed to be placed in one's ear. Idaho- It is illegal for a man to give his sweetheart a box of candy weighing less than 50lbs. Illinois- The E
I cry for reasons I no longer understand While laying in my bed With so much running throw my head. Questions just no longer have answers I'm lost in this life I can no longer understand Where do you go When nothing seems right anymore It's just a lost tear With lost emotions That seem to hold meaning.
There's No Pride
There's no pride, In the tears they've cried For the ones they've tried, So now they hide, From the world outside. Away from all they've said. To live for the hatred, That they feel inside. They live their lives with desire To see what hides inside. It sets their soul on fire To learn what people hide To see a liar Trapped without his pride The liar tried, to hide his fire. With no more pride, he can hide. He has cried, for all he had lied.
My Turn Ons
I absolutely love tattoo's and piercings. I have a thing for guys hips, when a guy has the V shape hips omg I am in trouble. I like guys with nice hands, and facial hair. Deep voices are a big turn on with me. I have a thing for tall guys as well.
i haven't on the site for quite some time, work has been keeping me busy. But now i have more free time again, i am back to wondering why cant i get a girl friend. i have been looking for ages is this not the right place to be lookin. xx Kate
Auction Time Again
IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN...I'm in MzCh@os auction, pls come check out all the ppl that are in it, while you're there pls rate their pics...Also, pls rate fan and add Mz, she is an awesome lady and a great friend... Also, I'm lookin for someone to make me a purdy bully so I can post it...Let me know if anyone is interested pls...Thank you... Ok, time to check out the auction, pls click on my pic to see what I'm offering.... (h)
Rantings Of Chula!!
This blog is brought on by a conversation I recently had with an acquaintance of mine. She was feeling down over some issues in her relationship. The guy that she had been dating for about six months decided that he didn't want to be her boyfriend anymore, but still wanted all the perks that came with a relationship, minus the commitment part. He basically wanted to have the freedom to date whoever he wanted, but still have her around when he wanted to be with her. I saw her start to question her self worth and saw her confidence start to disappear. This isn't the first time I've seen something like this happen, and I doubt it will be the last. As women, we need to stop allowing men to determine our worth. Who we are has nothing to do with what a man thinks of us! I've seen it a million times, girl likes boy, boy doesn't like girl back, and then girl thinks there's something wrong with her. This train of thought seriously needs to stop. We can't control how other people are going to
"Hi Kitten. What are you wearing now?" She could feel the heat rushing to her face as she squirmed in her chair feeling the desire building in her. The funny thing was she hadn't realized how much she missed him to until just then. "Well let's see today I'm wearing black jeans with a green camisole and boots." "Ah babe you know just how to get to me." As always he was warm and soft yet so powerful. "Come on now tell me everything." Before she knew what she was doing she was telling him everything. Starting with the jeans she was wearing and how they fit tight in all the right places. She told him how they clung just right to her hips showing off her ass. Then describing the camisole she had on that was daringly low exposing her cleavage. She told him that she wasn't wearing a bra and how her pierced nipples were poking at the fabric. "Oh my dirty little slut." he said openly thrilled by her revelations. "Touch yourself for me." "I can't do that what if Missa comes in." "
I Will be leaving for a few days and will not be on here..I am sending all my loves to all my friends and family..I have not forgotten you I have been busy with some family issues and I have also been sick. I will be gone from March 27th to April 4th. I hope everyone a wonderful nine days....So if you are trying to get ahold of me or wondering why I havent hit your page these are the reasons. I have had alot of stress and need to get away for few days. So leave me lots of loves and messages and I will promise to return it all when I get back. Lots of loves to Wholly Larlos and Ms. Bad Kitty..take good care of my Damen.. And to Benjamin...catch up with me soon.. KORY
Odd Romance~
I was a nervous, but I was prepared. In a new tuxedo with two dozen red roses, I rang the doorbell. Shela answered the door with shock written allover her face, "Jerry, wha..." "Excuse me Miss, I know it may seem forward but I would like to ask if you would care to accompany me to dinner some evening," I asked as I presented the flowers to her. She could barely see over the bouquet, "Jerry," she said questioningly. "Shela," I questioned back. We did have dinner, that night and every night thereafter. I found that she was everything a woman should be, sweet, kind, loving and most of all, we could talk. I found a best friend first, we were and are so compatible. I think the love was there from the start, but I let Shela set the pace. She had some trust issues with men, but we jumped that hurdle together. Shela finally opened up and bloomed like a flower. She no longer tries to hide her beauty behind those frumpy clothes. As for me, there is only so much that success or mon
Contest Time!
I'm in a contest again! First person to get 3000 rates wins! Please help me out! :) Just click on the pic below :)   Thank you so much! Feel free to send your friends :) If pic doesn't work here's the link: Come hang @ the BACKWOODS HAVEN! Great ppl and awesome live DJs! Come join and tell them Brandi sent ya...500th member gets a 3 credit bling and 250k in fubucks!...Drinks on me!!
I Got The Job
for all of you who have been supportive and keeping your fingers crossed, GOOD NEWS? i got the job at lowes i am working in the lawn and garden as a loader so ty all for your support and prayers
One Of Those Days
Do you ever have one of those days that you just don't feel like anything goes right? I have a deep sense of emptiness, loss, aimlessness. Nothing seems to satisfy my heart, soul or spirit. I have this wonderful studio space and I feel it is just an empty space. I have nothing left to fill it, for I have nothing left in me.
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The Dark Knight Saloon
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Nosaj's World!!!
My friends we have got to be honest withour selves in regards to the harm that corporations are causing not only our planet but also us as a species!! Please do not listen to and get your info from the traditional media sources as most are owned by those that wish to silence those with truth! Get motivated, and get educated as to what has happened to our once great country!! If you are not familiar with john perkins please get familiar with him. Confessions of an economic hitman is the title of his book! take the time to read for yourself what these corporations have been doing!! Wake up my friends before we have no America to leave to our children and grand children. You may wake up in 1 yr and find we are now called the North American Union!! Think it cant happen, what is Europe now called!!! Oh yeah, the European Union!!Africa......A frican Union!!!Do you really think it is goiing to stop there!Please dont be that naive!! Join the fight to preserve our soverignty!! Stan
It is Sunday night and the news for the moment is fair.  My father's hip surgery is considered  successful.  However, he will have heart bypass surgery either Monday or Tuesday.  He has 100% blockage in one artery, 80 % blockage in another artery and 70 % blockage in the third artery.  Also they will replace a valve in his heart at this time.  His heart held up well during and immediately after surgery but over the weekend has been giving him problems.  He is not the best patient and he is understandably nervous about the next surgery.  My brother and I have repeatedly had to remind him that he will have to stop getting irritated with the staff and the procedures being run on him to determine the best course of action.  The doctors will make a final decision tomorrow morning as to when to perform the surgery. I will post more as I can. Take care and have a great evening.   Just  a note to let everyone know that I will be off and on sporadicly for a while.  My father fell and broke
A Mothers Pain
My Rhymes
If you want to be alone, I will be your shadow. If you want to cry, I will be your shoulder. If you need to be happy, I will be your smile. But, anytime you need a friend, I'll be me.   Amy S Graham Oct 17, 2008 Dead man walking, walking man dead. The first sentenced to death, for popping a bullet in the others head.   Dead man walking, walking man dead. He caught her cheating, then he chopped off her head.   Dead man walking, walking man dead. Both got drunk, one killed the other for what he said.   Dead man walking, thousands dead. Built some bombs, Placed them in a shelter where the homeless were being fed.   Dead man walking, walking man dead. Smoked some bad crack, That went straight to his head.   Dead man walking, Too many people dead. Let's stop the killing; while we still have our heads.   Amy S. Graham This poem was from a dream I had after a dear friends husband killed her when he found her cheating on him with her boss.  Yes, he chopp
True Friendship
i was wondering what really consist of a true friend. does a true friend mean some one u can relate to.or does it reallymean it just a normal term that people tend to use? to me a true friend is some one whos there forme no matter what is going onin my life they always there for me topick me up when i am down and there to lift me higher when im at my best. what do you think?
My Life Story
I was transported to Alexandia, LA to meet my new foster mom. Her name is Margie Willis. She brought me to their home in a place called Ten Mile, LA. Yes, that is the name of the place, lol. It is way out in the country and they had a beautiful home. When I got there, I met my new foster dad, R.L. Willis. He was really gruff and loud, lol. In the home already were 3 foster sisters and 3 more foster brothers. We were all in our early teens. My foster mother immediately made me feel at ease and I felt a warming and comforting feeling in her presence. It was the first time I felt that since my mother had passed. My first day there I was introduced to the world of working on trucks. My foster family owned several trucks they hauled logs with and also had an egg run to Baton Rouge and New Orleans with a couple others. I was also very welcomed at the church they were members of and even became a youth minister. It was a very good time in my life. We were all troubled kids in the home and mom
My First Story.
Its dark like usual in my bedroom. I feel nothing but a slight chill every once in a while. I keep thinking, when will something happen?  My hearing is more acute from lying in the dark. I hear footsteps outside my door. My heart beats starts beating faster and faster.  I hear a door open. I’m even more curious now. I hear a voice whispering that I never heard before. I try to move fast to the corner of my darkened room afraid of what might happen next. Another voice joins in, this one is slightly familiar. It sounds like the man that has come to my room time and time again as I slept. He mentions my skin and my scent and how I toss and turn. The other voice is strange, deep and dark it scares me. He doesn’t mention the things the other man has he talks about my curves and how I moved so fast to get to the corner. There is a faint light coming from where they left the door open. I can barely see their shapes. The man who won’t stop talking about my scent and skin i
I Just Wanted To Go Home..
  I had messaged all this to a friend, and he thought it was amusing enough to blog.. Saturday night I decided to go out dancing. Haven't been out in a while, and really had a good time.. until it was time to go home. I had gone out with my best friend. He always makes sure I am safe, and I am a great wingman for him. After the closing of the club, he comes up and tells me he wants to go this chicks house for a party. Fine by me. Unfortunately, the chick had decided that she wanted me to be her party. Umm, no thanks. I offered her my best friend as a consulation prize and I left.   I drove the jeep home.. I love the jeep. It is a 93 wrangler, with huge 35 in Mickey Thompson's and a sound system that is just ridiculious. It was my dream vehicle in high school, and I adore it now.  Anyway, I missed my turn cause i was talking on the phone. i know, i know.. driving and talking is bad, but whatever. Had to go down to the next road, and it is not highly trafficed. As I was turning, I 
Crossroads ~for A Friend~
A crossroad in life,A time for change;Of mind, body, and emotions.Change for you, change for me,Change for all the things it will be.At one corner, there stands you;You, nurtured from the world,find that there was always something holding it back;A barrier to life,a barrier to truth,a barrier to overcome.As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds,the you break free and run, never to return.You run from your past -You run to to be free,Run to all the things you wants to be.To the West, there you stand;A person, who finds the world distorted,an altered imaged from what it wastaught to believe in.Is stranded;Lost in the twisted morals of the world."Everything is different","This isn't what they said it was","Everything they taught me was wrong! "You long for acceptance,for a place of refuge,for people who'll understand you.You are changing;Changing from "no one",Changing into "someone",Changing into all you will become to be.As you search, it is rejected.An outcast among other people,an o
My Life Story Part 3
I arrived at Fonda's house and moved in with her and my niece and nephews. They had bought the house I grew up in, but had been rebuilt after a housefire in which Rita burned the original house down with most of the pictures and other things of momma . Anyways, I hooked back up with alot of my old friends. This turned out to be a bad thing. We were all older now and drugs and alcohol were more available. A large group of us met on a gravel road not far from the high school we attended each morning. We all sat around and drank and got high every morning. Then one morning, we all got really wasted and took off for school. 3 of my friends were the last to leave. They were still smoking a joint and they were going slow to finish it. They got to the railroad tracks and dropped the joint. Being wasted, they did not even notice they were on the tracks. They had the music cranked and did not even hear the train coming. They were struck by the train. My good friend Curtis Bradford was killed, a
Random Thought
how do you tell a friend of forever thats she's turning into THAT parent. You know the one you'd sooner punch in the face than hang out with? She's so involved in her grade school kids lives that after about 2 minutes of speaking to her you feel like you are talking to one of them! President  of the PTO , girl scout leader, runs the baseball/ softball league. Aside from the fact shes going insane & in concerned she's spreading herself just way too thin shes starting to complain. LIke *my daughter has this girl who insists she has to be friends with everyone my daughter is its disgusting* blah blah complaints. Well last week just tipped it for me . We were sitting at breakfast ( mind you this is a common occurance for us)and she starts talking bad about other peoples kids . She ripped a little girl about how shes been cheering for a few years & how she cant cheer & HER daughters are better and shouldfnt be there ect. ect then preceeds to have the same rant about yet another child in tum
Bombs Away!!
OK ...Tonight during HH, I am gonna be activating my Cherry Bomb!! If you have 11's or are bombing yourself...leave me a pm if you wnat to be hit!! I'll bomb anyone with 250 pics...11's or not!! So leave a PM and i'll do my best to get to you!!! BOMBS AWAY!!!
Mod Calendar Girl
From Beyond Thru Eternal
To my dearest family somethings id like to say but first of all to let you know that i arrived okim writing this from heaven where i dwell with god abovethere just forever eternal love.please do not be unhappy just because im out of sight remember that i am with you every morning noon and night !that day 2 had to leave you when my life on earth was thruGod picked me up and hugged me and he said 'i welcome u'Its good to have u back again u were missed while you were goneas for your dearest family they will be here later on i need u here so badly as part of my big plan theres so much that we have to do to help our mortal manThen God gave me a list of things he wished for me to doand foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for u!!and i will be beside you every day and week and year and when youre sad im standing there to wipe away the tear!And when you lie in bed at night the days chores put to flightGod and I are closest to you in the middle of the night when you think of my l
My Tonsilectomy!
So I went in to have my tonsils removed on 4/8.  Things were goin okay, got to hang out in my paper gown, silly non-skid socks, and my bonnet.  Got stuck a few times before they finally got my IV in.  Not a big deal, needles dont bother me.  So I am just hangin out on my stretcher waitin for them to come get me. Finally anesthesia comes and gives me versed and tells me its time to roll.   Last thing I remember is transfering to the surgical table.  My first memory after surgery was the staff screamin my name and shaking me.  They were yellin at me to please wake up, I needed to breathe.  I could here them and I was really tryin, I just couldnt open my eyes to do what they wanted.  I could feel them checkin my blood pressure what felt like every minute or two and the nurse say it was dropping.  They put me on oxygen and boy does that feel weird.  I remember them saying I was satting at 80% at 4l/min of O2.  Which is kinda crazy for someone without breathing problems.  Needless to say it
Party Time
I'm thinking of having a get together on April 17th it's a birthday present to myself. I wanted to meet my friends in the area as I may be moving to KS this summer. I  was thinking a karaoke party at Witchy's Bar. If anyone has any suggestions or is interested in attending please let me know
Tired--liberals Whiny Asses Need Not Read
"I'm Tired"                                 by Robert A. Hall I'll be 73 soon. Except for one semester in college when jobs were scarce,and a six-month period when I was between jobs, but job-hunting every day,I've worked, hard, since I was 13. Despite some health challenges, I stillput in 50-hour weeks, and haven't called in sick in seven or eight years. Imake a good salary, but I didn't inherit my job or my income, and I workedto get where I am. Given the economy, there's no retirement in sight, andI'm tired. Very tired. I'm tired of being told that I have to "spread the wealth around" to peoplewho don't have my work ethic. I'm tired of being told the government willtake the money I earned, by force if necessary, and give it to people toolazy or stupid to earn it.  I'm tired of being told that I have to pay more taxes to "keep people intheir homes." Sure, if they lost their jobs or got sick, I'm willing tohelp. But if they bought McMansions at three times the price of ou
Prayer Requests...please Take Seriously
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Running Through My Mind
Guy 1: 1a. "Hmmm. Well I've got $300 burnin a hole in my pocket. Its yours if you let me get with ya. "- Yes I'm a prositute...uh no. 1b. "Okay fine. $400. That would be cool with me." 1c. Ok I can understand. How about $600 for your time. That's more than fair. 1d. "so what would be agreeable.  perhaps i can give you $700 and we can be together and go to dinner as well"   This weekend okay with you?-Seriously can a man take rejection? I'll continue to add as time goes on..... Haven't I seen you before? = Nice ass I'm a Romantic = I'm poor I need you" = My hand is tired I am different from all the other guys = I am not circumcised I want a commitment = I'm sick of masturbation You're the only girl I've ever cared about = You are the only girl who hasn't rejected me I really want to get to know you better = So I can tell my friends about it It's just orange juice, try it = 3 more shots, and she'll have her legs around my head she's kinda cute = I want to have sex with her ti
Ty For All The Love...=)
Ty all so much for the love you all are such good friends..=)
Love And Friendship
There are some people you know that you will are about for the rest of your life   They are the ones that can make you msmile no matter what you are going through   They touch you so deeply you know you will never be able to forget them   Just to be able to talk to them and hear them say everything will be ok   Those are the things that mean the most and you are so happy to have them in your life   Those are the people
Ohhh If I Had A Hot Dog!!
It is starting to get a little hazy for me, but I will try to recall the night *dum dum dummmmm* of the HOT DOG!!!!!     My best friend Sandi and I have gone to the same little hole in the wall bar for 10 years... ohhhhh the memories we have...anddddd the stories!! It started out as a regular night, Friday night out with friends.  The bar owner was in an ornery mood and decided that we needed to fork our friend Bobs' yard.  Well of course we were game for that!  What meeture 46 year old woman wouldn't? I mean really?????  So 7 of us piled in two cars and trolled on over to Bob's place, mind you we have toilet papered his yard several other times, but the lil bastard got smart and cut the damn tree down, so we had no choice but to Fork him.  We had plastic forks, spoons and knives in hand, ready for some fun.  Here we all are out in Bob's yard in the dark plunging plastic utensils into the patchy muddy grass.  *gasp*  the motion light goes off... shit we have no where to hide.. the d
Road Trip Of U.s. States
SO YOU WANNA COME ON A RAOD TRIP EH? I'm planning to tour the U.S. this summer and i'm looking for a travelling companion. Im planning a six month trip, but ur welcome to come for as much or little of it as you want. Planning to tour the southern states especially;grand canyon and yellowstone....basically, as much as is possible. If you like adventure and wanna share in the trip of a lifetime, then come along, (i'll provide the car and the gas all you need to do is bring a sleeping bag and your hare of motel or camp site fees!) look forward to meeting you, Andy (aka The Rascal**************
Difficult Decision!
come place ur bid  
 Want Auto 11's!?!?!?I'm auctioning off a Auto 11Come by and place ur bidThe auction will run from April 13th tonight through April 20th 9pm ESTThe highest bid will win the Auto 11Remember any cash bids are better then fubucks. No DramaSerious bidders only.Bids start at 250,000Good Luck  
Pic Rating.....
I haven't been rating the pics if people haven't had auto 11's on because I wasn't getting any points for it so I contacted support (A very good friend that works in support!) told me that I will eventually get the points so I will be getting to all yours soon that don't have 11's on thank you for being patient with me! :D
Wednesday, April 15, 2009   CurrentlyHi Hatersee related A hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ever good enough!When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters...That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed...It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right?You never know what people have gone through to get what they have...The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story...If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too!We've all got some haters among us! Some people envy you because you can:a) Have a relationship with Godb) L
Just Had To
Hair is a mess... Relatives are lippy... Closest neighbor is an ass...Best friend is a dick... And my owner keeps giving me the finger...  If I like it, it's mine.If I think it's mine, it's mine.If I want it, it's mine.If I saw it first, it's mine.If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine.If I can take it away from you, it's mine.If I had it a little while ago, it's mine.If it's in my hand, it's mine.If it's in my mouth, it's mine.If it just looks like mine, it's mine.If you even so much as think of it, it's mine.If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way.If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what.If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine.If you show me anything, then it's mine.If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine.If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine.If it looks like mine, it's mine.If it's broken, t
For Sale
Uterus!!! I have no use for it. I am not in the market to produce anymore spawn! I am also happy to sell any eggs left in the freaking oven also. Man,it was supposed to be a very lovely night of sex. Yes,God hates me and Aunt Flow is loving me. I think My bible thumping cross loving angels all over her room Aunt has cursed me! I swear everytime there is a slight possibility of sex I get screwed and not in the way I was hoping for! :(
Take This In Consideration
Someday when my children are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates a parent,I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going,with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let youdiscover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you fortwo hours while you cleaned your room,a job that should have taken 15 minutes.   I loved you enough to let you see anger,disappointment, and tears in my eyes.Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume theresponsibility for your actions even when thepenalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough to sayNO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all.I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too.And someday when your children are old enough tounderstand the logic that motivates parents, you will tell the
Anarchy Mfkers!!!
When I woke up this morning, it was on the cold side. It had been raining, off and on for two days and this morning the sun peaked out for a few minutes, just after dawn. Then it went back to a slow drizzling, cold rain. My girlfriend had kissed me goodbye as she left for a three day business trip, just before the rain started and was due home today. To say I was in a good mood was an understatement. Not seeing Ann for three days was bad enough, but to have it rain on top of that made it even worse. Ann, now there's a lady to study on. Five foot, seven inches of beautiful curves and long, long legs. When I had been introduced to her at a Christmas party four years ago, she had seemed very standoffish and cold. I found out later that attitude was caused by a very jealous and childish boyfriend. I was lucky enough to have run into her shortly after she dumped him and we've been together ever since. She had called around eight AM to say she would be home around two, if everything went ok
My Honey Bun
Shopping for our grocies .   whahing dirtycloth taping all her shows putting upwith torment from yelling kids listening to he said she said not knowing which one did making sure they take a bath they have to brush there teeth keeping both eyes on the little one cause he's a little theif always in a hurry never time for fun I tell her not to worry cause she's my honey bun                                                   this was wrote by my husban for me on 9/02/04                                                             
WEll what to say or how to react to whats given to us in our lap.Its almost funny how history repeats itself and we end up back at square one with not really a right path to take. all seem wrong but which is the lesser of the 2 we go back to scratch and start from the beginning?when one is wronged what is the best revenge but to do unto otheres as whats been done onto I was taught growing up....well is that always the right answerWell when you mix emotions n Love into the mix it sometimes becomes hardI was always taught to be strong never let them think you care at allLet know one get close to me Before you and meI then shared things wit you about my pastThat I'd never tell to anyone else Just keep it to myself seemed to be the better optionNow I know I lack affection and expressing my feelingsIt took me a minute to come and admit this butSee I'm really try'na change nowWanna love you better, show me how but you decided that it was better to be left at the curbI decid
Are You?
Are you a tittie or a ass person??? Male or females can answer this.. Would love to hear from you!!!
Life Changing Events
So, I was working at one of the local jails March of 2008, and was meeting some very interesting people.  But, as with any situation one in particular caught my attention.  He was extremely out of place in the facility.  He was clean, well spoken, polite, and extremely intelligent.  On several occasions when I wasn't having a great day, no matter how hard I tried to mask it; he would call me out on it.  It became almost therapuetic talking to him.  When it came about I was going to have to leave that job I was heartbroken and scared.  Yes I was terribly upset about leaving my job.  I loved it.  But, I was more scared because I had come attached to this fine man.  I came to know Robert as an extremely kind, careing, loving, intelligent, and beautiful man.  We worked out a system to write so that it would not cause problems. About two weeks after I left I wrote the first letter.  I was extremely shocked to quickly receive one back. From then on it seemed as if each of us was flooding eac
Bladder Surgery
for lack of better words hurt? devastated dying? aren't we all lonely? every second without her suicidal? i think not coping? medicated happy? far from it sorry? to no end love her? with my all
Jennie's Rambling!
if you want in my family to see the nsfw's, it's gonna' cost ya', unless i like ya'. :)   so, if you want this.
I'm so tired of being alone. I'm not really sure how to fix this time in my life. All I do is WORK WORK WORK and then I come home and get on this fucking box, escape to this pathetic fake world here on the fu because I have no other life. My past relationships, romantically and friendships have all gone to hell. It's made me not trust one single person and THAT SUX!. Its nice once in a while to have alone time but day in and day out....DAMNIT!!!
Awesome Songs!!!
You know I'm a dreamerBut my heart's of goldI had to run away highSo I wouldn't come home lowJust when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrongJust take this song and you'll never feelLeft all aloneTake me to your heartFeel me in your bonesJust one more nightAnd I'm comin' off thisLong & winding roadI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayI'm on my wayHome sweet homeYou know that I've seenTo many romantic dreamsUp in lights, fallin' offThe silver screenMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readSometimes nothing-keeps me togetherAt the seamsI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayJust set me freeHome sweet home When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slideWhere I stop and I turn and I go for a rideTill I get to the bottom and I see you again.Do you, don't you want me to love youI'm coming down fast but I'm miles above youTell me tell me tell me come on tell me the answerYou may b
Headded Across The Pond
hey to all my friends,    just wanted to say that im pulling out on the 20th of may and i will keep all my friends in my heart while im there. we can keep in touch on here. lol i think its gonna be a fun experiance except for the heat. my and 130 degrees dont get along. OK friends drop me a line every now and then.                                                             Your sexy soldier,                                                               me
A Blog To Women Something To Think About
the sweetheart day is coming up. some of us have one some dont. i am wishing everyone the best and hope you have a sweet one     there are things in life we go through and there seems to be no book or anything to help us with them. we try our best and there are things that bring us down.     i guess the biggest thing is when you have kids. you try your best to raise them and teach them right from wrong. then one day it seems to blow up in your face and you just dont know what to do. it is even worse when you are deviorced and the other parent makes the other look and feel bad.      i guess what i am saying is when will it get better and the one that feels bad will ever feel happy and wanted for more than being a nite thing.                      LOVE                                                                 Giving someone the ability to destroy your heart, but trusting them enough not to.                 
My Original Poetry
This one is for my dear old "dad"   Why do you want to lie to me,  Like the truth someday I will not see? You think you know whats going on,  But on this one you are oh so wrong. People fill you with stories about me,  Buy you dont know me this I see. Why should I expect you to know what kind of man I am,  When for me you never truely gave a damn. You treated me like your children to follow,  Your own truth you could not swallow. So you packed your bags and ran away,  Fooling yourself for another day. But one day the deciets and your evil ways,  Will catch up to you before your dieing days. And you'll look back at all the shit you stired,  And you will see me flipping you the bird. Cause I know what kind of man you are,  And I am more of a man by far.   © Kenneth Johnson 6/7/09 3:16 AM   Before anyone goes off about what a sick twisted freak I am...... Realise one thing..... Not everything you read is true...... Is a fiction book true? No So why would anyo
So How Many Times Do You?
Forgive me Father for I have sinned I've been a bad girl..I think about sex every single minute of my life How often do you think about sex ?
Maid To Be Taken....
She sat quietly at his feet, her arms wrapped around his leg, as he finished his phone conversation. "The game starts at eight. I've arranged for a little maid to serve refreshments." He grinned at her. "See you then." She closed her eyes, involuntarily squeezed his leg, and gulped. Master had just finished telling her what would be required of her tomorrow night. But only after listening to his conversation with one of his poker-playing buddies, did the full impact of the situation dawn on her. Her anticipation, her fears, her excitement, and her need to please Him collided in mid brain. As he set the receiver back in its cradle, he twirled a lock of her hair between his fingers. "What are you thinking, Sweet?" She chewed on her lip. She thought about answering, "Nothing, Master, but thought the better of it. She wiggled her bottom, as she remembered the last time she had avoided telling him her feelings. "Master, my feelings are all jumbled up. You know I want to please you
Pic Help
How do you make pics that look like slideshows to use as your main/primary pic? How do you make those pics that turn from you into something else like a wolf or a movie star? Any help with this is greatly appreciated xxOxx
Life And Things Like That
November 2001 just a month after 9/11 while the nation was still in shock I was sitting on the back deck of my parents house with my father trying to absorb what he was saying to me while still in shock myself after learning in late September that the man I thought would never die was doing just that. He was diagnosed with stage 3/4 lung cancer and was given 3 months to live 6 if he was lucky with treatment. My father being the way he was surprised me when he came to me and asked if I wanted him to have the treatment if I needed him to live longer he was worried about my feelings about everyone but himself. He was asking almost begging for my permission to die looking him in the eye I could see how weary he was. How old he looked at the young age of 56 as if he had lived two lifetimes and wasn't ready to live a third. I said to him almost without hesitation don't you for one second feel guilty about leaving me behind you raised me to be strong and that is what I will do I will be str
Why ?
A Letter To Jessie James You Stupid Bastard!  You cheated on Sandra Bullock? How in the world can you be so stupid?  You are married to one of the most beautiful women in the world.She has a body to die for and her current wealth shadowed only by Oprah. Your wife, recently beat out Julia Roberts in the polls and is now named "America's Sweetheart."     You also remember, she just won an Oscar and praised you up and down in front of the world  
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan .After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base 'His friend agreed.I looked around at the
Free Stuff! My First Blog-enjoy
Hi all- With economy super tight I wanted to share with you this little group I found, It's called Freecycle- It's regular people like you and I, posting their goods for free pick up; first come first serve, or posting goods they are looking for. I have seen everything on this site; tires, fishing boats, trailers, baby clothes, books, anything you are looking for or looking to get rid of, and it's all free! Like a yard sale, only better! To find the freecycle in your area, go to the site, click home, and type in your city and state. It is also a Yahoo group if you have yahoo. Give me an update if you find anything great! C
He Knows Who He Is
Am I living in a fantasy world? Do I need to give up hope? Am I the only one whose toes curled? In the end will I look for a rope? These are questions I ask each day when doubts cross my mind. But all I can do is hope and pray that one day your heart will be mine. After such a brief time with you I miss all of the simple things. I will name just a few since each time I think of them my heart sings. I miss looking into your eyes so deep and knowing that you really care. Your tongue against mine in a gentle sweep while running my fingers through your hair. I miss the steady beat of your heart so strong as I laid my head on your chest. I miss the feeling that nothing could go wrong since you had me feeling my best. I miss your voice as you whisper my name and tell me the things you want to do. I miss feeling it in your touch that this is not a game and hope our feelings we continue to pursue. I know you're not perfect, but I hope you know I trul
Crimson Ooze [cybergypsy]
I wrote this a long time ago when I was with my best friend once upon a time. But he wasn't the one. Best friends don't always work out.   I'm sure I'll find the one I really feel like this about eventually though. :) ---- I could swim in a pool of sorrowsJust to show you how I feelThat's how much pain is insideI tell you that it's real. Well maybe that's not what I want to doMaybe I'd hope to fall in love with you. I feel quite aliveI know I'd surviveA moment of pain for youBecause the beat of my heartIs in rhythm with yours too. I could fly for hundreds of milesJust to see your faceYou make me safe and comfortableI'm never out of place I wish you would hold meand never let me go.Every day is an eternityI just thought I'd let you know'Til the day we are togetherI'll be drifting with the stars Just glance up at the Northern lightAnd you'll know I'm not very far. 02/05/2004 Dancing - Elisa   This is exactly how I'm feeling right now. My buddy Aaron sent it to me and it jus
Guys Take Note./ Women Laugh And Aggree !
The top 40 ways men fail in bed... take notes, all you Casanovas! 1. NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3. NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4. SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for
Ice's Blogs
"fucking Women"
it seems that through out my whole life ive dated girls that have had bad relationships.....we date i treat them nice like my mom told me to......then they tell me they can do better than me and i get dumped.........its almost like being supportive and encouraging makes them think that the guy that is showing them that is the bad guy.....   maybe you girls on here can tell me what the hell that is all about...........i know its true that nice guys finish last but how many races do i have to run before i win one?..........just one? maybe its me but anytime i have difficulty in my life my so called "friends" offer what they call "help".   now I know im not the smartest guy on the planet but when you offer someone help that doesnt mean "hey that means we are gonna date!"  it means i took the fucking help right???  i just dont understand the fucking women i attract..........its not like i said hey lets date and then you help me i just took the help that was offered.......key word offered
[:.philly For Ya.:]
Why is it when a girl likes sex as much as men do its considered slutty?And when we like to have sex early in a potential relationship, were no longer considered girl friend material? I know you guys like sex, and want your women to give it to you. Otherwise you'll bitch about not getting it enough, or resort to cheating. Then your hypocrits about it, and it sucks. Its not fair to me or people like me.. Im only human. And i feel like people reject me because i do what i want to do. I have no reason to change my lifestyle until im no longer single.. Its not like id be unfaithful simply because i like sex. Im definitely girlfriend material, I just need someone to steal me from the game. Everybody that has ever tried, or even pretended to care about me gives up on me. I feel like i really actually loved him. I feel like he was so fake and didnt even put in as much effort as me. And what does all of this come down to? Selfishness. I wasnt exactly what he wanted.. Fuck hed rather be alone
Blogging For Jesus...
click for more cards         send this card through mail When times are tough, and it seems your all out of luck... Take a really deep breath ,but do not sigh for you are being watched over by our God Most High. Now I know that there are those of you who just will not believe... But I have learned not to worry about those things I will receive. I used to be so organized and had everything just so.. But I have found myself in disarray and had to let things go. I have lost the hustle and bustle and trying to get things done to please all my relatives and friends who I love dearly. It,s not because I don,t love them anymore, or just don,t want to do it. But its because I do not have it to give. America has lost it,s way and more people are out of work everyday. My husband is one of those, and I am ashamed to say that I make a little over minimum wage. And this is after 14 years of service, I seem to have gone backwards instead of forward somehow. I fell helpless and lost myself being too
so umm i'm back sorta.. got my own apartment...going to art school, work, and i'm doing great..staying busy and living my great life..partyin of but i'm back sorta...gonna check my shit and stuff on pics..well if i ever level or get a vip..still dont wanna buy cheap..well now i got bills of my not spending money on here..yea a no   new pics:    
Fubar Experiences
I never really felt moved to write a blog before, but my experiences of the past week have left me reeling and sad.  It makes me question whether or not it is ever safe to call someone met on Fubar a friend... and, if it is, at what point do you do so? You see, what happened is that I have found someone special and am very vocal about it... not overly so, but as one might expect from someone who is excited that she has met someone as wonderful as I have.  My version of "shouting from the mountain tops" was in "shouting from my status message."  Most of my Fu-friends were simply happy for me... or at least feigned such.  My special man loved the gesture. However, one of my Fu-friends decided to contact me in YIM voicing his disapproval of my revealing my feelings for my special man... saying I was "being high school."  I asked him to elaborate and he would not. The following day, he used YIM to give me a hard time about it.  I was beginning to understand that he thought I should hide
I'm In An Auction!!
She's Everything To Me
Rate 100  pics 10/11 Comment on last pic pm when when ur ready to view the folder
My Email Address, Yahoo Im, Myspace & Facebook Pages And More...
**I am a VERY SENTIMENTAL person and I was thinking about all of my childhood memories of growing up in Hampton Roads. In addition, I have included a lot of my own personal memories. I hope these bring back good thoughts for you too. If you have more to add to the list, I'd love to hear them**Do you remember when...* Northside Park had a skateboard ramp and a dirt bike trail. Also, I used to love to go swim at Northside Pool. I used to wish it had an outdoor pool instead of an inside one.* When Burger King used to be across the street from Northside Park where the Pollards Chicken is now. Sarah and I walked up there to meet a guy named Jimmy who went to high school with me and then we snuck out the backdoor after he poured salt in my shoe ;-)* When McDonald's used to have outdoor play equipment. I used to love to bounce in the big purple Grimace and climb up inside the Hamburglar.* When Waterside first opened and they didn't have any clubs and bars. They used to give out free fudge sam
Tired Of Drama
I am tired..and kind of in a mood.  Just call it PMS.  Anyways.. I worked today.  We had a patient who ended up..we had to put sign on the patients door for no visitors..unless checking with the nurses station. Well noone out there knew what to do or say.  It was over a personal matter.. of the patients family/ or friends taking advantage of him..and getting money from him.  Well.. the way I look at it.. thats not our job to really worry about. Its his choice..and if they are doing this stuff..and family is worried about it..then they should have taken care of the problem before he came to the hospital.  They act like they do not know how to get help though in cases like this.  We also get once in a while..these patients..who do not want people to know they are in the hospital..etc.  You can not tell people where they are..etc.  Well. it makes my life quite misserable..wondering wtf to tell people when they call or come to the desk.  I feel horrible lying to the people.  Fact is.. we a
To My Fans And Friends
I am getting fu-married tonight. Anyone who wants to come is welcome, just see the bully for details. and to my fu-hubby.. I cant wait :)  You are totally awesome!    
This is something we should all read at least once a week!   Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio "To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written." My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:   1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
Black Wolf Story
The black wolf awakes with the feeling that his white wolf was beside him. When he relized she was not. He let out a howl of pain and let the tears fall from his eyes. As the black wolf starts out for his day out he see's his white wolf every where he looks. With the tears still falling off his face. The black wolf prays to the gods that he can make up for the pain he casued in the heart of his white wolf. He finds himself looking at his own reflextion in the stream as he gets a drink from it. All he see's is emptyness in his eyes. Where there use to be happiness and joy when he was together with his white wolf. The black wolf wishes she knew how much he misses her and needs her in his life. Without her in his life his life is empty and meaningless.  Wondering wolfThe wolf wonders the land looking for that special that the wolf has found her she is gone just as fast.She was taken way from him even though she says she keft on her own.Now the wolf wonders around lost in this big
i have tones of morphs that i made ,, but the file size is to big to add to fubar.. anyone out here fu-land can help me out ?
Can You Hang?
Oral sex on a guy can go on for a long long timeThere are so many things to attend toThe scent, taking one ball and then the other in my mouthMassaging your ass with gentle firm strokesHold your hands behind your headJust breathe, as I breathe on youI massage along the groin with little circles of my thumbsAs my tongue swirls around the tip.Breathe and relax, let it happen... Keep your hands there, and see how long you canI take you in my mouth and continue the massage around to the back of your hips and ass again. Pulling you deeper into my mouth.Then lifting back and flicking my tongue along the underside,I look up at you, and at the look in your eyes when you realize that This ends no time soon. I smile with my lips wrapped around youI chuckle and you feel it vibrate through you as I pull you into my mouthDeep and swift for several strokes till I feel you thrust.I slow, and lift my mouth, look into your eyes And remind you to breathe deep in your belly.While I massage your thighs an
Just A Day
ok so maybe its supposed to be busy bee.. but I prefer bitch. *shrugs* anyway.. have been on a nutzo streak adding products to my online shop.   That is my Hallowed grove. only on the web for now, but one day it will be real, but alas I am rambling.. here are some of the designs I have added.. well for the word tee's.   "SUPPORT CANNIBALISM!  eat me. " "I'm not a stalker... I'm just curious.   By the way you're out of milk." "I have the perfect body. But its in the trunk and starting to smell." and alot more, I will me adding more through out the next few days.. let me know what you think.   ok.. off to think of some more demented shit to turn in to a tee. *waves*     I want some damn it. Ok.. so what I really want are auto 11's, Cherry bombs and a vip.. but I would be happy with some bling.. or for fucks sake any luv at all.. I dont seem to be getting much lately.   Ok my sexy fockers, I am off to read a bit fu will survive witho
Dear Wife:I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw.Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers.You ate in two minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife.Either you are cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone.Your EX-HusbandP.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together ! Have a great life !Dear Ex-Husband:Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've been.I watch my so
May 11,2009
Hello everyone, Sorry to say I got sick and was in the hospital for awhile, but Im doing a lot better and ready for some fun. Hope everyone is well. Brenda Well Im still in Texas for another 3 weeks. Looking for an apartment. Its very expensive here. The apartment have a lot of extras, swimming pools, work out room, rec rooms, washer dryers, dish washers....ect. My granddaughters mother left her here in Texas with us she doesn't want to be a mother she never did. Shes making threats that I will be arrested for kidnapping for bring Reanne back to Texas and threats to my son for domestic violence when she flipped and started throwing rocks at him and the breaking the windows out in his mobile home. The cops came and took her to a shelter then her mom and sister drove from Michigan to Texas to get her. I really thought a lot of her until she told me I would never see Reanne again. I miss my daughter very much shes still in Michigan, cant wait to see her. Shes been having
In The Darkness
Alone I sit here wondering Alone in the dark I think.... Why did you leave me leave me here all alone.... You were the one thing that made me whole Now the darkness is also inside the best part of me is gone Alone in the dark I wonder why I long for the one i could never have Not now not ever But through the darkness I had one thing You friendship and now it gone In the darkness I long for you want you need like never before In the darkness .... I wait to die Wait to be with you.   The dark angels come for what is thiers Come for the souls that feel no love... No remorse .... that feel nothing..... They come for those who have lost all hope lost all sense of reason the ones that want nothing.... because that is all they get from life Come for the ones that no longer feel like the humans they are but robots with emptiness..... Emptiness inside An aloneness that no one can understand.... unless they have it in themselves.   They come searching for those
You're The One
You’re the one that I’ve seen,      Deep inside my dreams. You’re the one I’ve waited for,      All my life it seems. You’re the one that lifted me,    When my spirit was down. You’re the one that made me smile,    Instead of sadly frown. You’re the one who raised my chin,    And wiped my tearful eyes. You’re the one who gave me life,    When I thought my heart had died. © LML
This was written many years ago in remembrance of Brad, who was taken from this world and my life... Here I go again Off on a journey to my    Own little world. Never to return again. Here I am again Off on a trip to the depths    Of my heart Thinking of you again. Never to return again. Off on a ride through the Past on a cloud.    Remembering our love again. Wishing it didn’t end…    Never to return… Again. © LML  
This is in progress yet, need to work out the chorus.... Looking out a windowThat has never been cleanedWatching the rain fall through my lifeI’m not sure what it meansThe path I’ve chosenMakes the difference between you and meToo many things in this life I’ve allowed. chorus Looking out the windowwatching the rain come pouring downSeeing all my hopes and dreamsfall silently to the groundThe sadness I feel insideI just can’t describeIt is almost as if my broken heart has died. Chorus I must pick up the piecestry to go on with my lifeforget what we once hadand sever all ties © LML
Darkness surrounds me  I cannot find the light  My life is filled with perpetual night I long to have you whispering softly in my ear  Have no fear for I am here  I try to sleep and instead just weep  In my heart, we are never apart You are always near and I hold you so dear Wanting you here to calm the fear Your gentle hand that understands  Your gentle touch that means so much  Without you here, there is no love  I am like a caged dove  Longing to be set free from inside of me The door is locked, all exits are blocked
Taking A Break
Well I'm sure a few friends on here have noticed I haven't been on fubar lately, and I've decided I'm taking a break. There are many things going on in my life I need to sort out, think about what have I done, and accomplished in 19 years and I'm sad knowing that I've spent 19 years stuck in the same spot. I have loved, now I can actually say I have loved madly, thanks to Ian, I can actually say I've loved. I've had amazing friends on this site which I really love and always will for instance all my family members on here they're simply amazing and they'll always have a place in my heart. But what have I done for myself... All I know is I'm a 19 year old without a job, life plan and no goals in particular... sad In order to get everything straight I used to drive 50 miles in every direction and think everything through lol you can say I was running away, but wasn't. Now without a car I'll have to think I'm far away and start from the bottom. So like I said this isn't last thing
I have start out by saying I am no saint by any means but I do attempt to be a good person. I don't like to see people hurt or go without the things they need to have a good comfortable life. And no I am not a sociologist person I believe we should be able to make good on our own, i.e start a business make some money, be a lawyer, doctor or what ever floats your boat... make good money or just get buy what ever makes you happy. But everyone needs a fair shake. There is no reason to take stuff away from people that are good people and have families to support. They make it so hard for some to get by anymore its sad at times. I can't say weather the president is doing good or not since we hit this subject, but thus so far all the money giving to companies that was controlled by a bunch greedy people and lost it; even if necessary to get the economy fixed I guess it needed to be done, but some of that could have been giving to the general public. Even a messily 800 bucks as most rumored a
Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A V of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Wicked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Were whispers persuade More sugar trails More white lady laid Than pil
Poems & Love Letters
Deleting People
HI:) I dont care who you are!I dont care if we talked alot in the past and dont now~ whatever. Im deleting people on here! I am not on here to see how many friends i can get/get a high number blah blah blah!Im on here to make friends and talk to the friends i make! So~ yeah! Much love to my friends tho Have a great day everyone much love Mwah xoxoxoxo Rachel
Today's Thought!
    Your morning thought for the day:    How important it is for us to recognize   and celebrate our heroes and she-roes!              ~  Maya Angelou ~
Oh Brother!
  Signing on today I had this left for me in my shout box... mind you I don't even know the guy who said it!  LMAO! You look nice and I like u , hope u can handle my 11 inches as I need to do it about 5 times a day with about 40 min's to cum for each and 20 min's rest between each, can u ?
Come Get Double Teamed
Who doesnt like to get double teamed? I know you do so heres the deal You got a Princess and a Bratte wanting to double team you!! thats double the spankings, double the sweet loving and even double the fu-luvin. All you have to do it is "help us Spread our Wings"which is not that hard to do right? while your there A/F/r if u havent done so already After that the lovings will begin!! Trust me when i say this." you will not regret it at all" this is the best 2 fus around!!! ♥ஜ♥þrïñ¢ê§§ Ìrï§hï§hê¥ê§♥ஜ♥@ fubar♥Bratte♥ Owned By ♥Photobug & Devilrocker♥@ fubar Show them both some love! let the spankings begin .lol
I Need My Friends' Help
Hi...   First off this is going to sound really really sad and pathetic.... Secondly..I am being serious..   Anyways.. I need your help.. I have lost the ability how to talk to people.. how to conversate...I need some advice on how to do that.. how to just have fun and joke around..My ex wouldn't let me have friends.. he wouldn't allow me to talk to me..nothing like I lost the ability to connect with people.. Its been a few years since I left him, but I still don't know how. I am in great need for that human any advice you can give me.. will surely be appreciated. I am scared..I dont know what to ask people.. don't know how to approach them.. I've been pushed away so much that I have the jitters just thinking about talking to someone new. people hit me up here all the time.. and I don't answer back.. which I know is rude and I know it's bad...but I really DON'T know how to talk to people.. Thank you very much for reading this.. and I know some are laughin
General Order #11
We are organized, comrades, as our regulations tell us, for the purpose among other things, "of preserving and strengthening those kind and fraternal feelings which have bound together the soldiers, sailors, and marines who united to suppress the late rebellion." What can aid more to assure this result than cherishing tenderly the memory of our heroic dead, who made their breasts a barricade between our country and its foes? Their soldier lives were the reveille of freedom to a race in chains, and their deaths the tattoo of rebellious tyranny in arms. We should guard their graves with sacred vigilance. All that the consecrated wealth and taste of the nation can add to their adornment and security is but a fitting tribute to the memory of her slain defenders. Let no wanton foot tread rudely on such hallowed grounds. Let pleasant paths invite the coming and going of reverent visitors and fond mourners. Let no vandalism of avarice or neglect, no ravages of time testify to the present or t
Saying Good Bye
Hello. I just wanted to give you all the heads up. I am saying good bye. I am here for two more weeks and I am going away. I have to sell my computer in order to get enough money together to fly my daughter down here. I didn't know trying to come up with $400 was going to be so hard. So I have to do what I have to do and I will miss you all so very much and I just reopened my lounge and it has to die since I won't be here. I am so very sorry to all it's new members and staff. I love you all.   Cassie Aka Vampyresta!
Try Understanding Women
ok so no one will ever understand women and no one will ever understand men. ok cool we get it but check this out.. guys if this has happen to you leave a comment about it and ladies if you can answer this please pleasse do.... i always thought that women liked assholes. but its more then that..see I am an asshole but in a different way.. i wouldnt be an asshole to a lady i liked or I was with. I wouldnt be mean to her for no reason and I deff wouldnt ever hit her. but what the thing is that most women are attracted to bad ass guys or buff guys with hot bodies that feel they never need to wear a shirt. and most of those guys end up being the one that is mean to them all the time or hit them or cheat on them. I dont get it. when are the women in the world gonna change the reasons they pick a guy. no i dont have a buff body and yea i wear a shirt and yea i dont look that bad ass, but I can make you laugh no matter how shitty your day is, I am the most romantic guy you will ever meet, I w
So Sean and I started watching this show Carm School with Ricki Lake.  When the show first started we each picked a girl we thought would last the longest... My girl is K.O.  HOWEVER....  when Sean chose his girl we didn't know their names and the girl he chose has piercings in her dimples, so he said "I'll choose Nipples"  Geeeee what do you think he was thinking????  LMAO!
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Thanking A Soldier
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ ..I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? He's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be asked to fight in a war, still raised thei
I Hate Those Manic Times In Life.
I have this personality that is a blessing and a curse. No Im not bi-polar..I asked my doctor and went to a few to be sure.Im just highly emotional I guess you would say.I have what you call bad luck.People around me make comments like "with your luck" and "Gosh you have bad luck" that makes me feel bad. I am a blessed person don't get me wrong.Im well taken care of and have great family and boyfriend but bad things happen to me alot.Im accident prone.I hate it. Lately my luck has gotten worse.Ive had trial after trial lately and get quite down.But Im not the kind of person to stay down long.I usually get really angry or I cry it out and then Im fine and look forward to  bettering whatever problem it is. I feel everything deeply.When Im hurt inside it takes me over completely and I wont sleep.When something happens to someone I love...well I take their burden on myself.I can't help it.I wish I wasn't that way but I am.I am a worry wort.Dont ask why Im writing this random blog..well I k
Fvck You.that Isnt Right.
For all you idiots out there listen to me really fucking good okay? Im pissed right now. I just got offered 500 dollars to have sex with someone here. He was dead serious.You motherfucker your lucky Im not posting your name.That is utter disrespect towards a woman. Your lucky I dont get you arrested for propositioning me.I dont think its funny.I dont think its cute.I think you just spit on my moral character.I will say this once more.If ANYONE else disrespects me or my relationship again you will be blocked and deleted.I dont care if I had my pussy pics shining to the world that doesnt give anyone the right to put me down and degrade me.I am a LADY. I am in a loving relationship.I never want to be with any of you.I never want to fuck any of you.I never want to meet any of you.I have friends here and that is it.If you can't get that well I suggest you pay a 2 dollar whore.I will not be treated like a slut by anyone.I know who I am and I know how I am.Dont fuck with me.You might think Im
My Sweet Sister.
    This is for one of the sweetiest woman on fubar I know. My sister & everyones friend indeed. She just had major surgury last week & the reason for her surgury is in her blog. Asking everyone to take the time to stop by her page & show her some welcome back luv & show her how much we luv her. She's almost to lvl 28 & makeing it will add sunshine to her life. Rallying gifts of luv so much would add & make a big difference. Rates & Blings & sorts & so on. What ever we can do to brighten her life in her time of pain suffering. to the people that know her. ~Sinfully DelicIous~Blondie~Dangerous Curves ♥IßïC♥DSC♥RR♥ ♥
Poem-i Wrote In 96'
This is a poem I wrote in 1996,(just found it) after I found my girl friend in bed with my best friend when I came home from work early to suprise her. "For Me" Love is, Love was Love will always be, For Me. Love is taken, Love is stolen, Love can be the most painful thing. Love leads you to loneliness, and loneliness is a terrible thing. Loneliness is emptyness, not knowing who you are, or what you will be. By far lonliness is the worst thing ,
Smart Lipo
Well here goes it. I have been losing weight and those of us that have weight issues know that afterwards there are areas of the body that just need fixed.  This is all new to me, the fixing me up part so I am not sure where I should even begin. I am not a gorgeous woman nor am I very pretty. (these are my internal thoughts) I have really let myself go over the last 6 years. Maybe I have done so due to depression, unhappiness or I have just lost my way along this journey. Any way that I look at it I really need to make some serious changes. I am not happy being overweight. I have become this jealous monster inside. I have begun to hate who I am. The thoughts of dying cross my mind daily but I can't follow through with them because of my children and the man I love so deeply and passionately. BUT then again this part of me that is "sick" inside thinks it is the answer to how I feel inside and out. So where do I begin? ONE: I need to change my internal thinking. How do I do that?
Whenever Ur Craving Chocolate Cake
  MY BFF emailed this to me yesterday. I just made it. Pretty cool. Although I only have Nestle Quik, so I used that. I used like 4 tbs of it and it doesn't seem to be enough. Kind of dry so maybe 3 minutes is too long. So tweek it out a little bit and let me know how it goes!!TROUBLE This is GREAT for when you crave chocolate cake!! Dangerous!! But sometimes we JUST NEED Chocolate Cake!! A RECIPE EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW The most dangerous cake recipe ... 5 MINUTE CHOCOLATE MUG CAKE 4 tablespoons flour 4 tablespoons sugar 2 tablespoons cocoa 1 egg 3 tablespoons milk 3 tablespoons oil 3 tablespoons chocolate chips (optional) a small splash of vanilla extract 1 large coffee mug Add dry ingredients to mug, and mix well. Add the egg and mix thoroughly. Pour in the milk and oil and mix well. Add the chocolate chips(if using) and vanilla extract, and mix again. Put your mug in the microwave and cook for 3 minutes (1000 watts high). The cake will rise over the top of the mug, but don't be al
Submission..........part V
The heat, the throb deepens along her softly burning buttocks as she stands staring at the statue of the man. Her breath softly inhales as her Masters words caress her neck in warmth. "Just think of it my slave, look at how thick his cock is. Now, tell me, you want that in your sweet ass." he whispers into her ear. With his closeness, his words, his breath so hot against her flesh, she shivers, captured, entranced at the thoughts he places within her mind. So slowly, does she shake her head. Then fear grips her at the knowledge that she could never possibly take such a size. "No.." she whispers. His hand slides further into the soft folds of her pussy, feeling the soft tremble of it, the wetness as his fingers glance against her clit, feeling how rigid it is, how her body shivers as she watches the statue. "Slow, painful penetration.." he whispers into her ear. "You know you want that pain, want to serve your Master in whatever way pleases him." Again, the slow shake of her head at th
Random Rantings Of A Clown
some people go through life,wondering if they will ever find true love,you sometimes have to go through trial and error,fire and terror,but when you do find love,you want to let the whole world know that you have found someone so special,that they make you feel loved and wanted,when it seems that everyone else hates you you want to share your love with the people you care about,so that they know that love does exist,i have found that special woman to share my deepest thoughts and emotions with,and shes also my best friend. she makes my heart feel so loved,like i have never felt before,her voice,her smile,her laugh,even the way she says "i love you baby"makes my soul smile she means the world to me ,and im going to love her for the rest of my life and anyone who doesnt have a love like this,i hope that you soon find him, or her,because i gotta tell you it is the most wonderful,and warm feeling you could ever imagine i love you ashlee HEY,hows it going my names eggz and im a clown,l
Medical Marijuana Almost Legal In Illinois
May 28, 2009: SB 1381 just passed out of the House Human Services Committee!!It seems that the bill is on the fast track to get a vote sometime between now and Sunday on the floor of the House. People are mobilizing to go to Springfield between now and then to give it one last push.SB 1381 just passed the Senate floor vote 30-28 on May 27th, and then on the 28th it was again voted through the House Human Services Committee. It now awaits a full House chamber vote.Hopefully we can get a favorable vote in the House now that the Senate has approved this measure and then send it over to Gov. Quinn's desk. Keep making phone calls and sending emails to State Representatives and the Governor Bill 1381 is the farthest that a medical cannabis bill has made it in the legislative process in Illinois and we need to use this momentum to get the bill through the House chamber.Please contact your State Representative and the Governor at21
This past year has been a very interesting one, to say the least.  I've had changes forced upon me that I hated and didn't understand.  I felt alone.  At times, I felt unloved and unlovable.   But I learned a lot.  I had adventures that I would have never had.  I walked 60 miles by myself, but made great friends in the process.  I heard stories that reminded me of everything that I had in life.  I went places by myself (something I have never been comfortable with) and introduced myself to new people.  I impulsively went to an all day seminar of Mike Dooley's.  I started meditating again.  I started praying again.  And this time, not to take away the bad things, but just thankful, joyous prayer for all that I have and the many blessing in my life.   Change is hard.  I've never really liked it.  But it is often so very good.  This year last year has been one of the best years of my life.  It has been the year were I started to actually really BELIEVE that I was truly a Goddess, and
Interesting Thought
Why do people say this? Is this model not real then? If no one looks like that I must not be real either. Purely a figment of your imagination...(you sure are creative). The people who say this have not seen me. Yet, beauty comes in all shapes, forms, proportions. There is such thing as me. Please never say no one looks like that to your young people.   Sincerely Emily AKA Doll      
The water was warm, the spray caressing my naked body, cascading down onto my breasts. The water was stimulating me so that I was wet in more ways than one, my hand sliding down my dampened body to the hot wetness that lay below. Up and down my hand slid, rubbing at my clit and glancing past my entrance. The juices flowed faster, and my fingers entered easily. I lay down in the bathtub, the spray of water now hitting between my legs, stimulating me further as I increased my speed and depth of my thrusting fingers, first two, than three.... I was disturbed by the rustle of the shower curtain, and there you were, peeping around it, watching me as I played with myself in the water. I smiled, and slowly slid my fingers out, rubbing the wetness over my body, up past my navel, and the valley between my breasts, until they found my mouth, where I tasted my own wetness tentatively. You quietly groaned, and pulled me out of the bath, kissing me deeply, thrusting your tongue onto mine, as the
I Remember When...
... "lostcherry" "cherrytap" was all about meeting people and talking to them, not about whoring yourself out. i really dislike this 'fubar' i wish things would go back to like it was when i first joined this site. I had met a lot of great people that i still talk to till this day and its been over three years. But in the last year i have not met anyone that i would consider talking to more than once. All everyone wants is points and fans and rates and shit like that. Its really ridiculous. I know things change over time, but this is just sad. I honestly rarely sign on here anymore cause of what it has turned into. Now im sure some people wont agree with this at all, but this is how i see it. period.What ever happened to being happy just making a few new friends? I dont care whatsoever about points. But i would love to actually talk to some people on here who care to talk, not just about the points and shit. Love always,Leta aka Bunz :)
Solstice Twins
The crescent moon’s pale light bathed the night with a silvery glow, and the sounds of darkness were soft and calm.  Trish and her twin sister Tina had always loved the night, and tonight was no different.  Especially during the summer, when they had no homework and no responsibilities, they loved to spend hours together, outside in the night. In the warm, humid nights of summer, Trish could get away with wearing the revealing, almost-not-there clothes that she loved so much.  With her long, brown hair worn down her back, she loved getting a rise out of the local guys when she walked by them.  Her bright blue eyes watched the men staring, and she happily felt those lusting eyes scanning her, noticing there was nothing between them and her perfect 34D tits but a thin layer of cotton, and nothing between them and her shaved pussy but her micro-cut denim shorts. Tina, on the other hand, was the more modest of the two.  Not that Tina didn’t enjoy the attention of at least som
It wasn’t so much the dance that she performed as the way that she did it.  Every step, every move, every sway was pure seduction.  From the audience, she looked like a sultry angel.  The spotlight cascaded around her lithe form, illuminating her pale skin and highlighting her dark, flowing hair.  Every man in the place wanted her.  That was how she imagined it.  It gave her strength, and it gave her purpose.  Her dance had more meaning when she imagined that her movements were getting a rise out of the crowd. She looked out into the semi-darkness, scanning the faces who watched her.  Some appeared drunk.  Others were disinterested, or were paying attention to someone or something else.  But one man caught her gaze and held it.  Even through the smoky haze of the club, she could see his dark eyes staring at her.  She almost thought she could feel those eyes, examining her body with laser-like intensity.  A shiver ran down her spine.  She returned her thoughts to the dance, letti
A group of 40-year-old buddies discussed where they should meet for dinner.     Finally it was agreed upon that they should meet at the Ocean View restaurant because the waitress's there had low cut blouses and were very young.   10 years later at 50-years of age, the group once again discussed where they should meet for dinner. Finally it was agreed that they should meet at the Ocean View restaurant because the food there was very good and the wine selection was good also.   10 years later at 60-years of age, the group once again discussed where they should meet for dinner. Finally it was agreed that they should meet at the Ocean View restaurant because they could eat there in peace and quiet
Poetry From Lady Aimee
Battle of Love   The pain inside crowds my mind, Like a wave of confusion that blinds me all the time. A road I promised I wouldn't go down, Has been traveled without a doubt. I'm finding my self caught in a big battle. Over love for a man I know I'll never have. Why must I always go, Down a road without any hope? Just to watch me beg and plea, For just a little touch from thee. These thoughts crowd my mind. Leaving me no place to hide. Now all I wish to do is run away, and cry. I just wanted to be shown, The love that was given once. I look upon with sorrow, sadden eyes, And try so hard not to cry. But when you love someone, more than they will ever know. And you look into their eyes, without seeing the same inside. Just cuts you deeper than a knife, and makes you fight not to cry.
Romance Specialist..... Sex Toys
Hey there everyone I am a Romance Specialist for Party Gals and my web site is   Hope you go check it out you can order online and I also do parties and depending on how far you are from me I am will travel and do it. Let me know if you have any questions.......
Foot Prints
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that, the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.   Rober Frost One night a man had a dream. He dreamedhe was walking along the beach with the LORD.Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.For each scene he noticed two sets offootprints in the sand: one belongingto him, and the other to the LORD.When the
My heart pounds faster in my chest, It feels weak, yet pumps without rest, I'm falling away, drifting with the outgoing tide, As i sit, moving with the water, i feel myself wanting to hide. Floating there, bouncing up and down, Seeing an end to the waves, i lose my frown, Enjoying the still water, with a fresh ocean breeze, Warm, clean sunlight begins to put my mind at ease, With my mind clear, and future a big thing on my list, There is still something my world cannnot resist. It puts a smile on my face, Something so hard to replace, My happiness, it grows as the sun begins to set, I may be alone, because i havent found my one yet, Pondering, touching the soft, cool sand, I reach out longing to hold your hand. Yes you, a beauty beyond which words can describe, Not just the smile that brightens my world, but whats inside. The features most people overlook or just dont see, It makes you who you are, and that means alot to me. Now with the moon lighting my room, eyes
For Me :)
Oh, it's you i seeflitting before my -eyes like a dream in -so hot a black corsett...How could i resist the syren call?my angel in -- I think not -and drag me off to hell or heaven if you wish -no kicking or screaming...and you know it...YOU, could make me cry -YOU, can bring me to my knees -You and your oh so feminine your legs shake...mouth goes dry...the wordsmythe -broken...the orator -silent...the genius -buffoon!I am your toy,your attendent,slave...You,my goddess in disguise...         ************************************************** I love it and so should you ;) You may think that I'm lying,   But I'm afraid of not trying.   For the one that pleases me the most;   Is a beautiful little Ghost.       The monster has died;   Along with the tears I have cried.   It was a smile on the wind;   To finally find my hearts twin.       To search for so long;   And have been so wrong.   So many times it seemed;   Happiness was only
The New Cowboys Stadium Is Awsome
Family And Such..
So as most have noticed I might be a tad bit eccentric lol.Today and yesterday Ive felt quite froggy.Don't really know why.Maybe it is the nice warm weather and good times I've had lately.This blog is super random but whatever Im bored lol.So Ive noticed some of these young pups on fubar can't read so good.No Im not going to fuck you in case I havent made that clear.Lately Ive had alot of stupid men trying to talk about my boyfriend.Well honey that won't get you far.He is my world..and you can probably out fuck you with his eyes closed.Trying to tell me you will buy me whatever I want don't get it either.I have a father with money and I get whatever I want from him.I don't need you.Nothing is more aggravating then a man thinking they can buy me.Im spoiled in real life and Im spoiled on the fu.I like it sorry if you don't.My real friend here know the real Alissa.Anyone else's approval isnt needed.The real Alissa is a bitch yes but a very loving and nice one lol.My family on fu is the fu
The day after the worst day I have ever had I think.I dont have much feeling in me today>Life has delt me a hard blow and now the work of repair begins . As this day moves forward i must be dilagent as i go through changes that may or may not be synonomous to life as i know it at this time .You can only mean the word forever one time in you life with someone  that really counts .everything else never really did .I will be live always at crossroads lounge,evenings and weekends,sometimes during the day as well and this page becomes a diary please read every day a new post will always be here . ok heres the deal i would like to think i have made a few friends here but i think i am dead wrong ... everybody wants something i try to be decent i get 1o profile views a week if i am lucky i get maybe one friends request a week ... those on my list i rate pretty regular but never get a return .... i level myself when i choose but blings and hustles but i stopped that some so now my friends dontt
"Gone Too Soon"I close my eyes to go to sleepIn my mindI see your faceand it makes me weepThe pain in my heartis so great.Like any minuteI'll just breakHow long will it last?Will it go away?I don't want you gonePleaseCome back and stayYou gave me life.Always stood by my sidemade me gowhen i wanted to hide.So in the darkness I will cry.But mother,I can notsay good-bye "JEFFREY" I will miss your smile                           your funny face feeling sad in this new place.I miss your kissesand your big bear hugs.I miss you slidingacross the rugs.Time goes slowerwhen you want it to go fast.I paced the floor.Watched the hours past.I love you baby,           Son of mine.
Living With ~ladyfaith~
DIVORCE AGREEMENT                                 THIS IS INCREDIBLY WELL-WRITTEN AND IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S BY A YOUNG PERSON...A STUDENT!!!  WHATEVER HE RUNS FOR, I'LL VOTE FOR HIM...OUTSTANDING.                  Dear American liberals, leftists, social progressives, socialists, Marxists and Obama supporters, et al:                                      We have stuck together since the late 1950's, but the whole of this latest election process has made me realize that I want a divorce. I know we tolerated each other for many years for the sake of future generations, but sadly, this relationship has run its course.  Our two ideological sides of  America  cannot and will not ever agree on what is right so let's just end it on friendly terms. We can smile and chalk it up to irreconcilable differences and go our own way.                                     Here is a model separation agreement:                                     Our two groups can equitably divide up the country by la
My Life
Day in and Day out i awake to the same confusion.. Is this all that is out there for me, or am i not in the right place.. How do i find my way, is there a guide to help me navigate my way... I try and push my way through the fog only to keep running into the walls.. I will continue to keep my eyes on the prize and make my way through this haze called life... As i sit here to write this, i cant help but smile and tear up at the same time.. i have heard this before but when u love someone u cant let them keep hold of u.. u cant let them have control over u, especially when ur the one that is hurt.. I guess in life if u truly give ur heart to another, u dont think that it will be broken, but there is that chance... So knowing all this and experiencing the hurt and sadness, i must bid them farewell, cause if its meant to be it will be.. Until then i must try to live my life and remember with fondness the one who still has a key to my heart....
I Wonder ...
Sometimes I wonder why do people that say they are your friends don't care about you anymore.... they seem to be selfish or kinda self involved, they just want everything for themselves but dont care to give the love to you and when you ask of them something they just bully you over or get mad or something .... and that makes you feel bad Least to say its been happenin to me here on fubar by the ones who i totally adore and check em out on daily basis but they just dont care to reply the love back ... I wonder ... if its all normal or am i being ignored to the point of being left alone....   I wonder .... Loneliness I play the role of the unknown, Watching joyful familiar faces, I often bear a stranger’s tone, In countless well known places My cheerfulness is affected, Concealing wounds I often attend, My false demeanour’s perfected, Genuine glee I often pretend. Tomorrow too will be marked, By my wishes gone amiss, Tomorrow too w
The saying goes when one door closes another one opens. This Monday one chapter in my life is finally ending. My husband and I have been separated for nearly two years now and I've kinda gotten used to that fact. Never mind that I'm the one doing the filing its a mutual decision we made long ago and one I'm having a hard time coming to grips with. Neither of us wants to be married any longer so no clue why other than the fact that in just over a month would be our 31st anniversary. Such a long time over half my lifetime that he's been a part of my life. He's given me 3 wonderful children and we have 2 beautiful grandsons. We make such good friends too bad we couldn't make such good spouses.  The only bright spot is that we remain in each other's lives and are here for our children. I've been told I will be meeting the man who will make me truly happy soon and its funny as much time as I spend on here I will be meeting him in person not online. I've known for over a year I will be meeti
My Work
to all my friends i have decided to move all my blogs and my creations to my own website to protect them as they are copyrighted if you enjoyed my work copy and paste the link and come visite my site to enjoy my work again hope to see you all soon, have a great day.  
So today's blog is just to get a lil something off of my chest, I just don't understand how mean and irresponsible men get the respectful women and how skanky girls get the faithful men it is something that bugs me till I give myself a headache.  The men that are good men are either too far away or interested in some female that just wants to take her clothes off to benefit from her assets which is wrong.  Alot, of men are just pigs and want to see this which mean that decent women like myself who respect themselves too much to degrade themselves are left out of the loop.  This isn't a direct anything to anybody so if you are offended I am sorry that just means you are too sensitive and need a hobby.  Thinking about just giving up I mean hope can only take you so far right. J:  Easy to have fun with E:  Fuckin' beautiful eyes N:  Can kick your ass N:  Can kick your ass I:   Loves to laugh F:   People wild and crazy adore you E:   Fuckin' beuatiful eyes R:   Good b/f or g/f  
Hey Everyone I'm going up for my first Auction ya'll should so come by and show your support. It's at Devils Playground Friday June 19th starting at 8pm EST. Come in and show me some love!!!
communication is useless without follow through. the better we follow though with what we talk about the more valid the time spent talkin about it becomes, the headaches spent discussing things are well worth it if we come to a conclusion and follow through, otherwise...wasted headaches.. Bismillah Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem[Chorus - Brother Ali]I said the good Lord made me what I am and I play this game for keepsGot to use what I have to get what I want, all the dreamer got is his dreamAnd the good Lord made me what I am and I play the hand I'm dealtSaid sometimes the hardest thing to be in this world is just yourself[Verse 1 - Brother Ali]Best believe the Qur'an influenced all of my songsMy fans run and tattoo 'em all on they armsWanna travel, be there every time I performNow look me in my eye and tell me, how am I wrong?And who would of thoughtJust givin 'em the truth from my heart, both the ugly and the beautiful partWould give 'em food from thought, let 'em chew it apartAnd they'd all cr
  Totally Love you Corey!!!   Californians So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, somebody had to come up with this: You know you're from California if...1. Your co-worker has 8 body piercings and none are visible.2. You make over $300,000 a year and still can't afford a house.3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English.4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower.5. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor.7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian.8. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.10.  Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the  U.S.11.  The guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like
Me! Me! Me!
For any of you lovely fubar member who want to support me, check me out at (contributions welcome). If you have any questions about it, feel free to ask me! Thanks everyone! -Miaaaa then you will want to help me!!  check out and help me out!  i'm trying to make some extra cash money!!  If you have a special request, let me know! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!  It is GREATLY appreciated! :-*
I'm Up For Sale! Come Own Me!
I am up for auction. Come bid on me. You know you wanna own me! *wink**wink* Just click on the pic below. You know you wanna!! ::MUAH::Auction is brought to you by:­ ♠ Ì¢é ♠ Moonlight Levelers ♠@ fubar
wrap your legs around my neck so i can eat my way to your black heart licking and sucking up every drip of the juices that flow from your dark condemd soul chewing and nawing my way through the muscles,bones and viens of your darkend corpse, ripping you to pieces feeling the high of extacy as i eat my way nightmare dreams lined against the wall like art in the gallery hall deep within my soul I am shallow hallow like a tree almost invisible by the naked eye rippled plains for my evil imagination to expand apon run your fingers threw my soul wrap your legs around my neck so i can eat my way to your black heart allowing me to suck the life from you violently rapping away your innoscence feeling more alive with each and every sweet seductive bite i take ripping off more im like a canabal that feeds on meat feeling the taste of your  sweet blood lingering on my tounge craving more of its lousious taste wrap your legs around my neck so i can eat my way to your black h
Father's Day Mumm's
Remember when Mothers day was getting close? Hell, Remember when it was still 2-3 weeks away? There was a fucking deluge of MUMM's. Second class citizens again.
Love This Comeback !!!!!
  One of my sons serves  in the military. He is still stateside, here in  California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms,  but so that others may have them also.  But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha.  
In Loving Memory
You Never You never said I'm leaving You never said goodbye You were gone before I knew it, And only God knew why A million times I needed you, A million times I cried If Love alone could have saved you, You never would have died In Life I loved you dearly In death I love you still In my heart you hold a place, That no one could ever fill It broke my heart to lose you, But you didn't go alone For part of me went with you, The day God took you home.     Miss you Dad.....Happy Father's Day.
Fubar Tidbits
It just seems to me that people don't really care who you are on this site. Everbody is out to get points. They need to level up or that is what they claim. What do the so called friends and family really mean. To me it can really get phoney after a while. Well another decade has ended and the world is still here. We had a historic new leader and a bunch of problems that need fixing. Can the two Wars eventually end. Can terrorism and integration  be  put under control. Will the education system be fixed. Will racism ever be solved, it's been 300plus years now. Can peace and happiness be achieved. Will fubar continue it's success. Where will computers be headed in five years. Hell will I be here in five years. Life is a mystery---------Enjoy The Ride!!! THE MARINES ARE COMING HOME FROM IRAQ AND I HOPE THE SAME THING WILL HAPPEN WITH THE ARMY REAL SOON. I'M NOT FOR ANY KIND OF WAR BUT I WILL SUPPORT THE TROOPS
When You Were Mine
Every single momentHas stayed in meYears without you Haven't changed anythingStill living with the memories Keeping them close to my heartFinding piece with the thought I once had you by my side There is no consollation For this sadness deep in meNothing could compare To what we once hadRemember how you were mine And just slipped awayMy heart beats harderFrom the day you have left me Will I ever get over the needTo have you by my side?Will I ever accept the fact that You are never coming back? The burden of my painHasn't eased as time passes byLiving goes on, but I stay back in timeStill living in the years when you were mine.
What The Heck!
I got my fricking Mexican food with NO SALSA!!!!!! Am I the only non-sick Fubu Member?
Do You Believe In This True Love
Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate? Do you believe that there is someone for everyone? Do you believe there is such a thing as true love? How many times through the years did you feel like you were in love? When we were younger our parents called them crushes or puppy love. As teenagers we found what we thought was our first love. As we grew into adults we all experienced what we thought was real and true love. Question is was it? How do you know your in love truly? How do you know its real and not just lust or a crush that will be outgrown in a few months?What signs do you see, feel, think that would make you feel like you have/had found true love? Was it a twinkle? Was it a fluttering heart? Was it sweaty palms and your tongue tied? Was it the uncontrollable urge to call that person back only minutes after hanging up with them? Is it the emptiness you felt/feel in your heart when that person isn't around?Many people theorize on what true love is.. What it feels like.. Looks
Venting Out Frustrations
I hate how things are going lately. My body has broken down and my doctor has ran out of ways to try to get me better. So I am hurting all the time. What is worse that  it's not just me suffering it's also my 4 year old son and my husband. Lucky for me hubs has been so understanding and just when I think he has reached the point where he cant deal with it he suprises me. Like today. Was hurting soo badly and pain meds wasn't helping. Could barely move off the couch without the pain knocking into me. He came home from work and took our boy and my lil 8 year old brother to the pool so I could rest. He cooked dinner and cleaned up so I didnt have to. I know there are people out there alot worse than I am and are dealing with health issues far greater than mine.  And this whole situation has humbled me..I say a prayer to those people even though I dont know them. I just wished my doc would find a way to fix me. I cant even get a job cause of the pain I am in almost all the time. Hubs says
Fallen's Feeling's
The undescribable feeling that is love people think they know what love is, but love isnt what you feel it is the level of the relationship you have with some one, depending how intament you are with them, because you are intament to some degree with everyone, intamency is how you get along with someone you can be intament with your freinds, family, even complete strangers that you might not see ever again. love is just another degree of relationship, that is why you can love so many thing's in this world, but even the degree that is love is also broken up into several part's , when you look at it, love can just mean you care about someone or something. so this thing that is love is just another word for feeling or relationship even intamency, these four things that are listed fall in the same category but they are able to get more pacific to what they mean where love isnt it is a combanation of all three. intamency which u have with everyone or everything. relationship which in t
A Lakota Story (for Dan)
    Winyan Wan Sungmanitu Tanka Ob Ti...Hohwoju oyate eya wani ti pi icuhan kangi wicasa kin sung manu ahi na ota mawicanu pi na nakun Lakota winyan ko akiyagla pi.Kangi wicasa ti pi heciya winyan ki le aki pi ca titakuye wica kiksuye na lila cante sice na ceya ke, winyan ki ableza pi na heya pi ske, "Sina ki le ena, woyute ki lena icu, na wakpala ta inahma ye." Hoca mni aglala inahma ke, na oiyokpaza ca gla cu ke, icuhan sungmanitu tanka nump el hipi na oksan hlo omanipi ke, takinnas ena kte pi kta kecin ke. Sungmanitu tanka ki waste ca pi ke ca ob wancok wi yohinyanpata kiya si glu hapi ke.Blaye cokan gla pi ehanl osiceca tanka wan hihunni na icuhan sungmanitu tanka a ke numb hel opa pi ke. Hetan tehiya mani pi eyas hecena gla pi, kangi wicasa kanyela u pi k'on hetan kawinga pi.Wooyake ki le wowas'ake yuha. Lkaota winyan ki le osiceca ahi ca heon kpapte. Tuwa osiceca icuhan omani ki le wooyake ki kiksuye ehantans takuni toka.Anpetu ota mani pi ehanl "Winuhcala Paha" eya pica hel ih
We Will Miss Baby Jt
~*~In Loving Memory of~*~   John Thomas Anthony Brewer   His life began December 6th 2007 and ended June 22nd 2009. He passed away 12:20 est           JT was taken from us way before his time. He was sweet and innocent. He is with the angels now watching over his dad. He is his dads guardian angel.Jt you will be missed even from people who didnt even know you. WE LOVE YOU
To My Future
Ok, you decide to get a tattoo, you know what you want and where you want it. You  pick a tattoo place , it looks very clean even the  people tattooing look very clean. You sit down to get ur  tatt, the tattooist has rubber gloves on and  pulls out 2 desposable needle in a air tight package, you  dont think anything about it  cuz when you go to ur  dr. and they go to draw blood they take the needle out of same type of package. Think about this ur getting a  tatt on ur back u can't see what the tattooist is doing with the needle lets  say  he pricks his fingure and keeps tattooing pr the fresh needle he took out of the package well, no one knows who package them or if that person has anything  and by using that 1 needle BOOM u now  have hep or even worse aids all becuz of the love for a tattoo. Even though u watch your tattooist take the fresh needle out of ir gas enchambered package and everything is going smoothly you dont know who packaged that needle up. If your tatt
Dear Diary Of A Drug Fiend
today is well i dont know what fucking day it is i am just waiting for it to get dark so i can go outside it is like sunday or monday of...uh..sep i think so i am all fucked out on drugs and booze again..and fucked out over a girl again i hate girls, and booze...i like crank though however...that way i dont have to sleep or eat or feel like a human being i think i landed a job today for seven weeks in newark cutting concrete for $27 an hour which is great, cause i am almost out of drugs..and lost three hundred dollars at the casino last night and left the car running in the parking lot all had a love not on it when i came out this morning....said PLEASE RESPECT OTHER PEOPLES PARKING SPOTS but you know when i am alone i dont respect shit..which is why i played my music/guitar at full volume last night and cut wood on the patio for some shelves at three in the morning with my skill saw until people started screaming shut the fuck up, and then i went completely physco an
What A Kiss Means...
One night a guy & a girl weredriving home from the movies. Theboy sensed there wassomething wrong because of the painfulsilence they shared between themthat night. The girl then asked the boy to pull overbecause she wanted to talk. She told him that herfeelings had changed & that it was time to move on.A silent tear slid down his cheek as heslowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding downthat very same street. He swervedright into the drivers seat, killing the boy.Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, shepulled it out & read it."Without your love, I would die."1st:If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutessomeone special will message or call you.2nd:REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS!)repost this with the title "cutiest lil' Love Note ever''CUTE *Kiss on the stomach-----"lets do it"*Kiss on the Forehead ----"i hope we're together forever"*K
my heart by mysticgirl38The edges of my aura ripped and torn around megiving room to the blackness that tries to invade methe emptiness reminding me every minute of every daymy continueous struggle seems futilebut not one that i will give up onthough i pray for a match for my soul it never comesto love unconditionally, i ve always donethe souls who i bump into never able to dounwilling and unable to feel the warmth from my heartmy love doesnt smother nor does it judgeit just isno limitations of how much to give or receive this is the love that i will wait for even though i feel its killing methis is the love i must live     Cougar by mysticgirl38Chew me up and spit me out you thought you knew what a cougar is about.Passion and heat, you know she has it now tell her you gotta have it. Nails down your back you moaned like you were on fire. This cougar bit you and now your the prey. Was this part of your dream you had? Like a fool your ace was high and she took it without a sigh. Free
Draw My Tattoo.
I suck at drawing. I want a badass skull with some bitchin' DJ headphones.     Gimme that shit.
She Is One Smart Cookie
I am aren't i.... Ive come to realise that I'm also: Perverted trucker mouth like Nympho Vulgar Hated Bitchy I have temper tantrums But hell I'm a girl with nice tits and a great ass   SO YOU ALL LOVE ME....   Say hi so i can feel you up THank you wont be here long I am WICKED
My Fetish
Fetish dude said i should have a fetish......   Any suggestions???????
100 Ability Points Auction!!!
Hi! Did you know that who you are is who you attract in your life. When someone is positive they attract positive people. They also can attract negative people as well, however the negative ones choose to stay in their comfort zones because it's easier than to take a look at to why they are there in the first place. Have you ever been driving or walking and noticed someone and actually feeling they have a dark black cloud of negativity following them? Which one is true? Which one is false? How you see yourself is how others see you? or How others see you is how you see yourself? This is a deep question and if you think about it the answer makes total sense. You can choose which one applies to you.
Tramp Stamp Contest
I am in a local contest for my tramp stamp tat. If I win...Im blingin everyone who voted...ON ME!! Thank you for ur vote!!
Hi! Being real is about loving ourselves for who we are. When one does this we are able to love another. Having a relationship with ourselves is key. When we do this we can have a relationship with another. Not everyone is going to like you no matter what and it doesn't matter. Be honest with yourself and others always. It's better to tell the truth to someone than mislead them and lie. Don't pull any punches with anyone tell them what you feel and be real about it. Some want to hear the truth, some don't. The truth can be ickky to someone and sometimes scary. When we get told the truth it makes us take a look at ourselves and some don't like that. Always be yourself and don't try and be someone you are not. Be who you are and shine with your true colors in everything you do.
Ways To Die
Can someone tell me ways to die???? I can't deal with stuff anymore... my friend Holly is in the breast cancer may have come back.. i dont see my daughter....i am losing my friends..all of them.. i just don't want to go through all this pain pleaseeeeee help me.
A Bad Day At The Jail
Andrea gagged as Vicki pushed her pussy against her face. "Suck me if you want to breathe." Vicki said above her as she mashed her pussy against Andrea's struggling face. Andrea had been sent to this prison after being sentenced to 5 years for killing her abusive husband. When he had hit her the last time, she had slammed a knife into his chest, right through his heart.Andrea had married Mark Sinclair when she was 18, now 10 years later she is being smothered by another woman who wants her to suck on her. Not exactly how she pictured her new life. At 5í8î and 130lbs, Andrea had always considered herself an independent woman. She thought she would be able to defend herself if the need ever arose.She had barely been pushed into the cell by the female guard and the door slammed shut when she was thrown roughly onto her back on the bottom bunk. She had moved to get up, but had the breath knocked out of her when her roommate suddenly sat down on her chest. "Ooooooffff. ..Get o
A Matter Of Lots
I had to have been 16.  Maybe 17.  Let's just say it was 17 and move on. I remember seeing her.  Dusty, rusty, tucked away in the handbuilt barn belonging to my uncle.  A ratty, heavy tarp haphazardly covering the hood of the car with various peices of engine debris scattered on it. I look at the lines, strong but unassuming.  She had been a lovely electric blue at some point in time, but that point in time was not one anyone around could easily remember.  Now she looked...rough. I later found out she was a 1967 Ford Mustang coupe.  I fell in love right away.  I loved every part of her, and would often sneak and sit in her seat, feeling the aged wood of the steering wheel in my hand and imagining what she and I could do together if she were ever mine. My uncle had paid the astronomical sum of $1,000 for her, and being 17 and working at a convenience store making $80 a week on a good week, the sum of $1,000 might as well have been a million to me; but that did not stop me from dream
For The Gamers
Yes, I Am Insane
Just so much! So much pain! So much hate, anger, lust, love. Passion hidden. Life lost. Love not found. Everything wanted and it's at your fingertips that retract. Always wanted, but fear holds us back. Even me. I am scared. I am petrified of losing.  I am petrified of winning. Letting go. Life still spins. The search stops yet still goes on. So CLOSE!!! So far away. Is this to be it? So many ages passed. It's all gone, but infront of my nose. Chasing shadows in the dark. Where are they? Looking for the contrast of white on white.  I see it, but where is it? Time still slipping. Gotta catch it. Have to catch time. Have to find the shadow. Can't see the white........... You can't see the white because you're not supposed to.  You're not supposed to find the shadow. The answer is in the rant, let go.  There is no spoon. There is no secret, there is no secret ingredient. There is nothing but everything. You're not supposed to get it. Life is chasing shadows in the dark. The only real que
While sitting in the lounge the other day...bickering with stupid people just to pass time, a comment was made in regards to "closed" profiles.This is something I don't understand. Why close your profile off to friends only? Profiles are there so that you can tell people a little bit about yourself, so people can see if maybe you have some common interests. The chances of meeting someone you would never otherwise meet are increased dramatically if they see that maybe there is some common ground. Some people are shy, some have a hard time finding something to open a conversation with...knowing a bit about you may help them open up those lines. And really...a private profile SCREAMS "leave me the hell alone I'm a very unfriendly person". Not the best first impression a person can make.Now, if you view it from a totally different point of view...when it comes to rating profiles...if you're one who cares about the 'point' system, it's rather hard to rate a profile if you can't see it. Due
Copy and paste, and then fill it out………………   Name: Age: Place of residency: Why do you want to fill this out? What do you think about me? What was your first impression of me? Do you still feel that way? Do you wanna kiss me? Do you like to cuddle? If you had the choice of either going out and hanging with your friends..... or spending the night with me, what would you choose? Pick one word to describe me: What reminds you of me? On our first date, where would you take me? If your favorite SoapOpera show was on... but so was mine and we only had one TV... would you let me watch what I wanted, or what you wanted? If I was wearing really ugly clothes, would you still show me off to your friends? Are you controlling? Are you FUN? Do you fall in love easier than most? Do you have sex? If so how many and favorite positions? Do you get depressed easily? Pick a random color, doesn't have to be your favorite: What do you spend most of your time
Idiots That Insult Children
These two people came to my page and started bad mouthing my 3yr old daughter for no reason. Calling her ugly and everything else.   beware of these two.  
From Tigression
Tigression sent this to me an a messege here and it is so beautiful.. that I had to share it.. OMG.. wow!!! Thank you Tigression!!!   "...only a few of us on this site could actually fathom you...Pain through the ages neither lessened nor faded,Consumed by her search left her silent and jaded,Never finding true love... to break death’s cold wrappingsTo feel life flow within her and not merely trappings.How long had she waited with arms outstretched,For life to beat rhythm within her troubled breast,For someone to see past the blood on her hands,To know and to grant her most secret demands?How long had she yearned for the sun on her face,Lifeblood coursing within her, no need for a taste?But a mate for her soul never ventured nor daredTo see past her shell to the spirit she bared.Each age that passed, more slowly she countedEach silent scream as her blackness it mounted,Until the day came when true-love did burn,And opening her coffin, whispered softly in turn,“I offer my
A Beautiful Mess
So i have been thinkin about something lately and i want as much input as possible please. one of my friends went through something and it made me think. why are sex offenders able to go to jail and get off so easy. they do some of the worst things. i personally think that killing someone is better than hurting a child and having them go through their whole like knowing about it and having to live with it. can you imagine? i cant. so i was looking at some stuff and thinking some of these people have had mutiple offenses and are not in jail. why? why arent laws on child molestation and child rape or indecent assualt on children more strict? god forbid someone download music illegally or something harmless like that they get a huge fine and like 10 years in prison. but a sex offender might now this is a big might get 10 years in prison. and the ones that dont when they get out they dont even register its crazy the laws for that arent even inforced and its insane. someone if you can pleas
News & Information 1 - Videos [nsfw]
Warning: This is not posted for entertainment. This is posted to be informative and to show how a small amount of involvement in another's life can make a difference. Synopsis; More people choose to end their lives at the Golden Gate Bridge than anywhere else in the world. The Golden Gate Bridge is an iconic structure. An engineering masterpiece. A triumph of human ingenuity and muscle over the elements, and over the Depression. A constantly pulsing, poetic artery of traffic. A picture perfect postcard. A symbol of a San Francisco, the West, freedom - and something more, something almost spiritual but impossible to describe. More people choose to end their lives at the Golden Gate Bridge than anywhere else in the world. The sheer number of deaths there is shocking but perhaps not altogether surprising. If one wants to commit suicide, that is, there is an eerie logic in selecting a means that is almost always fatal and a place that is magically, mysteriously beautif
See Ya Later
A heart is beating,A heart that is not whole.There's something missing,Something I want to hold.She isn't here now,And she won't be anymore.She's gone above now,Gone through Heaven's door.A piece is gone, It's never coming back. I can't be whole again, There's something that I lack.I miss her greatly,But I know it's for the best.I'll be there someday,Singing like the rest.But until then,I'll cherish memories,Remember good times,And forgotten melodies.There is a brightness,A small and shining light.I'll grasp onto it,And hold it with all my might.This rhyme's for everyone,We've all lost someone dear,But I hope that one day,They will again be near.
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:i smoke too much 2:i dont drink enough* 3:iam lazy about shaving my face 4:yet i find time to shave my balls,even though i dont use em' as much as my face 5:dont care for baseball or football 6:i take  fishing seriously 7:iam lazy around the house,but get me outdoors and ill go all day long 8:i always do the dishes 9:i always have sex on the brain yet never whack it* 10:i need anotherbeer you'll know if you got tagged:-P Work Poop Survival Guide CROP DUSTINGWhen farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful wh
My Resident Evil Picture Folder
YES I AM BRAGGING LOL!!! This is how I roll baby!!! 1, (Game discs) Resident Evil: Director's Cut (PSX), Resident Evil: Director's Cut (Greatest Hits Dual Shock Edition), Resident Evil Uncut (PC), Resident Evil 2 Demo (PSX), Resident Evil 2 (DC), Resident Evil 3: Nemesis Demo (PSX), Resident Evil 3: Nemesis (DC), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica (DC), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica X (Greatest Hits) (PS2), Resident Evil Survivor (PSX), Resident Evil: Dead Aim (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak File.. 2 (PS2), Resident Evil (GCN), Resident Evil ZERO (GCN), Resident Evil 4 (GCN), Resident Evil 4 Demo (GCN), Resident Evil 4 (PS2).Not pictured: Marvel Vs. Capcom 2 (PS2), Under The Skin (PS2), and Resident Evil Gaiden (GBC). 2, Resident Evil Uncut (PC), Resident Evil (GCN), Resident Evil ZERO (GCN), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica X (Greatest Hits) (PS2), Resident Evil: Dead Aim (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak File.. 2 (PS2), Marvel Vs. Capcom 2
For Dante'
I wrote this for Dante'.. he will understand.. and I hope he likes it...       Old Mcdonald had a farm... and all the animals slept in the barn.. the sheep were dressed in white.. and all the cocks did was fuss and fight.. the chickens sat and laid their eggs, hoping the farmer wouldn't eat their legs.. It was supposed to be fun...but when the bull looked at me.. I gave a run.. i thought this was one crazy zoo..I saw the cows fucking and the one cow said.. "GOO-GA-MOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"   hehe, I know.. BAD CASSIE!
With a masochistic-sociobalistic pantomime I find.....                                        Oh lord you're killing me Inside, I lied                                       Oh god you're killing me     Creeping and crawling This hatred is calling                                       Please oh god forgive me...                  &n
Such A Tragedy
Wish i could spend a night with you between my legslisten, i sit and wonder who's having love with you nowbehind closed eyes, my private horror showthe queen of fools is wearing the crownand the sea of heartbreak is where i drownAnd love is dead - it's a tragedyyeah love is dead - what an evil thiefyou stole my heart with no regretsnow love is deadSo many asses around me, but i only want yoursI'm starving 'cause my nights are a borehello again, here comes another lone daythe naked truth is here to stayAnd love is dead - it's a tragedyyeah love is dead - what an evil thiefstole my heart with no regretsnow love is dead - shut up and rotyour love is dead - i'm gonna chop up the cockthat stole my heart with no regretsyou stole my fuckin' heart with no regrets
Cuz Brn Eyez Said I Had To
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 i did ur mom last night. hahaha 2 ppl are stupid 3 i have road rage 4 i like to curse. FUCK  5 i drive way to fast wouldnt change it tho 6 i also text and drive 7 love boobs and asses 8 i love the live action comi
Michael Who???
Nice to hear this from a Soldier in IRAQ ........... To Jar our western perspective and values............  THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us fo
Can You See The Frog?
Prayers For Fire's R/l Husband Smoke
im trying to find that special someone for two years now and it seems like i was never meant to be happy cause every time i think i found that special i get cheated on and hurt so i dont know f i should keep looking or just stay single for the rest of my life. I need advice. Can any1 help?
Letting Gooooo
ok im not one to write much but i just cant shake a few things off ,i just dont understand if someone is susposed to be your best friend and you did and have done everything possible to help that person,even going as far as giving them a place live so the kids wasnt going without,how can they turn around and tear a family apart,take a father from his son ,and rip apart a relationship ,it might have not been the perfect lil family and maybe we fought alot and i wasnt treated the best but we managed to make it through 9 years together,but now my so called friend has took over and is living the life i once had,and dosnt feel bad at all for doing what she did,i guess it still dose hurt me some,i mean other then my son, him and his family was my life and thats all i knew i never imagined in a million years that i would have to lose everything i knew and start a new life clear across the country,it just hurts to know she is gong to be waking up everyday in a house that was once mine in the s
Criticism of the term “shaman” or “shamanism”Certain anthropologists, most notably Alice Kehoe in her book Shamans and Religion: An Anthropological Exploration in Critical Thinking, are highly critical of the term. Part of this criticism involves the notion of cultural appropriation. This includes criticism of New Age and modern Western forms of Shamanism, which may not only misrepresent or 'dilute' genuine indigenous practices but do so in a way that, according to Kehoe, reinforces racist ideas such as the Noble Savage.A tableau presenting figures of various cultures filling in mediator-like roles, often being termed as "shaman" in the literature. The tableau presents the diversity of this concept.Kehoe is highly critical of Mircea Eliade's work. Eliade, being a philosopher and historian of religions rather than an anthropologist, had never done any field work or made any direct contact with 'shamans' or cultures practicing 'shamanism', though he did spend four
Basement Dwellers!!
Dear Basement and Closet Dwellers! Here are the rules.... 1.Food and Alcohol will be supplied. 2. Ganga is provided please see Seamus for this 3. Witty will be handing out Pillows 4. Witty was the first stalker shes in charge 5. Seamus is second 6. Please if they hurt  you in any way you may now see Kit for any injuries, she has alot of pills. 7. Ketch22 has little umbrellas for the drinks and is the official bed jumper 8. Drill will be providing free sex to all the ladies... please refrain from over using his butt... thank you 9. If you get angry because you have been couped up to long take it out on the BIRD (Name) 10. Hugh will be the resident petting zoo owner.. feel free to go pet Bruno, Leo or his furry cat... 11. SDSU Aztec... my resident out for the monkey it tends to piss on you 11. Once again shes back the name changing crazy sister of mine.. shes off limits touch her and you will you Witchie   Thank you for coming to the basement..
Just Wanted To Flow...
you bitch niggas aint got the heart to come get me/ how dare you fuck with me/ abandon all hope quickly/ I bust until the clip empty/ y'all aint even summer thugs/ i know u thought u was/ whoever set u up aint got love/ you'll understand when the hollows buzz/ and bang thru your afro/ im a asshole/ and natural/ for me to come get at you/ and leave you stiff as a staute/u feminine like estrogen/ let me show and begin/ when my violent moods move in/ like the wind we dont pretend/ empty a mack in ur back and that of your next of kin/ .45 cal will make u spin...u cant die with that stupid grin...but then again...all u gotta do is walk away maybe it was me/who foolishly/ followed the pipers melody/ more than i could withstand/running with sharp set of scissors in my hand/(your bound to get hurt)/ how in the hell did i not see it/ or maybe i did/ and refused to give a shyt/trying to box a god with arms/ intent to lose and do my self harm/ im my own bad luck charm/ why dont i listen? becau
h heaven had a phone so that I could hear your voice again...I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, & days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.All I have are memories & a picture in a frame...... Post this if you have someone in heaven that you miss...... Life Lessons You may have thought I didn't see,Or that I hadn't heard,Life lessons that you taught to me,But I got every word. Perhaps you thought I missed it all,And that we'd grow apart,But Dad, I picked up everything,It's written on my heart. Without you, Dad, I wouldn't beThe (woman)(man) I am today;You built a strong foundationNo one can take away. I've grown up with your values,And I'm very glad I did;So here's to you, dear father,From your forever grateful kid   Hero Dad You are my hero, DadYou're my secure foundation.When I think of you, I'm filled with loveAnd fond appreciation. You make me feel protected;I'm sheltered by your care.You're always m
My Pops
...Some time ago, when I first joined the fu, I had stuff boiling in my head, words that cried for release. I remained aloof to almost all I met, to even those closest to me and this in itself had begun to bother me, to make me feel inhuman in a way. Over this last weekend, an experience changed me down deep in my soul, and my eyepoint view has changed dramatically. What follows here are words I put down after burying my FATHER, but what comes afterward is different, and you will know it when you read here we go......Real men are conditioned from an early point in life to contain the things that put them in small, sealed boxes and bury them in the far, nether regions of our mind where only we can get to them. C, it's done for a reason. We have to be tough, immune, bulletproof. We have to be rock steady "WHEN THE ELEPHANT WALKS" the military puts it. Therefore, my dear readers, there are dark, emotional things that come to the surface at indeterminate points, and
My name is d'Lynn. I'm a disabled Vietnam vet. I don't look too bad for a beat-up old fart, do I? And that's my ride. She's looking pretty good looking also, especially when you consider that she'll turn twenty this summer. That's right, it's a 1990 with a 1990 sidecar. I can't ride a solo bike, ergo the sidecar rig. It's my sole means of transportation - rain or shine, snow or wind, and this summer also marks a milestone in both of our lives, as I will finally be able to pay her off. Twenty years old? What? Why did it take so long? You weren't paying attention, were you? It's right at the beginning of this paragraph. I am a disabled vet, which means I receive a veterans administration disability pension, which also means "I'm broke!" Just one step ahead of being homeless every month, and that's not an idle statement or an"Oh, whoa is me" dire complaint. There s a point to this, so hang in there a minute or two and read on. There's a 25-year-old illegal immigrant woma
Metaphysical Love
Images of sorcery, Outlandish views of clouds, Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizarre imaginations of sights so obscured... Come face to face with terror..before the vision blurrs.        I've loved you from the start...        Before you were concieved.        I built you from my passions,                and killed you in my dreams.   Once I stood before, a council of the Lords. Their grim eyes stared upon me like shiny, deadly swords. There was one there named Micheal, contempt was in his eyes..... His laughter was eternal when they sentenced me to die! It's a hazy recolllection of another life I lived. My death was oh so violent.... Tho I know not what I did. Distorted glimpses into, a medievil time... I struggled to posess what never could be mine!   Viciouse dogs attacked me yet I cut them one by one!! I bowed down to the laughter, knowing the fight had just begun.   Ahhh!! the pain is tearing my very soul to shreds!!!   Forever alone in rando
I Miss You
Something about a girl drives me insane...Is it her eyes or maybe its her touch, but still...She drives me crazy with every little thing she does...Yes, I know its weird for most to understand but oh well...She makes me happier than anyone else on the planet...I used to say livin for the future only destroys your chance at the present...Today I am more curious than ever to wonder what our future is gunna be like...I think my future will be great because I have a wonderful girl in my life...Being unlike anyone I have even known, I have had my heart stolen...I just want you to know that she is my baby and that I miss her...Whether its a rainy day or sunny day, I know I have her to hold me when needed...I worry not about losing my life, but losing our chance...She helps me when I get worried about my past catching up with me...I trust within her for reasons I cant explain...But hell, I cant even explain my true feelings for her...I just know I honestly want to be with you, a couple....
As Of Monday The Third There Will Be A Change..
As of Monday August the 3rd there won't be much of me on fubar.I got the job I interviewed for.They really liked me and thought I would be a good asset to their company.I'm so excited.I havent had a job in 10 months.I've been looking and looking and nothing.I live in Arkansas and it wasn't easy to find something.I have to try my best to hold on to this job! I am going to be dedicated as I can be.I'm going to be exhausted.My boyfriend works night shift from 4pm to 1am.I am used to being up all hours of the night and suddenly have to switch my schedule to 8am to 6pm for work.I'm going to be getting not very much sleep.The only times I'll really be here is for the weekends sometimes.I hope my friends stick with me and know I still care and am not abandoning them.I have to work and I have to do for myself.I dont want anyone mad at me for not being here.Thanks for all the support I've got on fubar and being able to make all these levels in just a few months of being here.Some of the friends
Hey my daughter is in a Beautiful Baby Contest for WGN America. First prize is $5,000 for her college. Please help her win by voting as many times as possible and getting others to do so as well.   Thanks Katie and Sarah   Copy and Pastesite below to start voting:,0,7517665,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=alangel1314 Hey my daughter's in a Beautiful Baby Contest and grand prize is $5,000 for her college. I'm single mom and could use any help possible so I entered her in it. We'd really appreciate any votes you can do as many as you can do. Copy and paste link in bar and vote away!,0,7517665,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=alangel1314   Thanks so much!!! Katie and Sarah
How Much Can One Person Take
ok so my name is rebeca and i live in nashville tn i have 3 wonderful kids that i adore, and a man that doesnt appreciate ne thing, but his self i go to volunteer state community colllege in gallatin tn and i work as a cna (certified nursing assitant) just in case you didnt know what it stood for. im not perfect even though sometimes i try to be i love my life as long as i have my kids and mom and brothers and sisters. i have made some mistakes in my life i dont regret them because i probably done every thing for a good reason, i have came to grips with dealing with that you only get oen life so why would you regret ne thing back to my kids mackenzie is fixing ot turn 6 september 09 she is my every thing her real father has nothing to do with her  but is remarried and takes care of his wifes kids then there is mikey hell be our this yr mikey well lets see his a boy explanatory enough for you he is mine and michaels first child together and then thers is lil ole lucie grl my other heart
On My Knees
On my knees I am ready to pleaseYou stand before me hard, naked willing me with your eyes to let you insideAnd I do as you likeTaking hold of your dickI feel you tense and take in a breathThat makes me smile as I move my head closerplace you on my lips and kiss and lick the sweetness that is now dripping outI tease you with my tongue sliding up and down your shaft and right on the tip of your Carmel colored dickI begin to draw in inSlowly no need to rushI hear you begin to moanAnd I feel your hands caress my hair"Damn this feels so good." you sayI take you in fartherSucking and licking"Don't stop, Don't Stop Mami."And I don'tSucking you like your the last thing on earthMoving my head fasterwith my hand insincThe grip you have on my hair tightensRight then we look at each otherYou began to quiverI get myself ready for youYou move your hips to the movements of my mouth and scream my nameI feel you flow down my throatMMMMM you taste so goodYou slide out of my mouth and claps on the floorO
Shows My True Age Is It Yours 2?
first off to Aany reading this.......... if Yyou do not know what submissive means i can assure NO it doesn't mean doormat nor does it mean kinky for Aany and Eeveryone............ so here goes i kneel quietly waiting for Him i am His gift and His alone my heart, body, and soul shall one day belong to Him i thought Wwe had found Eeach Oother but alas no Wwe remain friends Wwe are close, if that poses a problem, so be Wwe are Ffamily and Yyou dont walk away from Ffamily i kneel, head lowered, my eyes waiting to shine for Him when He finds me i will know my body will tighten, my hearrt will beat to His, and my flame will finally catch my gift to Him is not one given lightly my gift to Him will also be one of true deep love,trust, respect and submission for Him alone can understand this precious gift of His He will be the One to handle my mind and tongue that doesn't shutup i will be His partner and He will respect my opinions and give guidance as needed if Yyou dont
Wanna Get Away
it really sucks when you live at home, and all you hear from your parents is arguing. especially  with other things of stress building. this is just one more thing to add to the pile. makes me wish i was able to get out on my own, but unable to. wishing i could just get away,but theres nowhere to go. what should i do?
Thank You.?.?.?
I suggested a  2 second delay between hits on the hitlist due to MANY times trying to collect a bounty, only to see "This player is already dead" on my first click of the fight button. I was told before by someone "Thats why they brought the enter button back" the issue that I have with this is that i'm pretty good at putting my mouse right on the fight button, but the hitlisted person is still dead in less time than it takes to blink! Please, my Friends that play FuMafia consider this as an idea & if you like it suggest it to Scrapper as well. Here is the link to the appropriate blog Thank you all My new rule regarding "Family" adds is due to one person on my friends list that asks by way of status for family adds so they can level up, typically I like to talk to someone before adding them to my family because of one folder that they will have access to & I know that alot of women on here don't want to see those pics so I like to tell them to be
A Burglar
A burglar broke into a Christian Family 's home one night.  He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables when he heard a strange voice echoing from the dark saying, "Jesus is watching you."    He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze.   After awhile when he heard Nothing more, he shook his head and continued.   Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard, "Jesus is watching you."     Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice and finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot.   "Did you sa
My Second Mom
Please Pray For My Friends Mom That Is Like A Seond Mom Too Me. She Just Went To The Hospital Via Ambulance Like Five In A Half Hour Ago...She Was Weak And Had Hight Blood Presure And Low Sugar And Mite Has A Urine Aftection Or A Kidney Problem That All I Have Heard So Far And Yes She Diabetes And She Is 76 :-( And No This Ain't No Joke. ___________________________________________   Update: I Know I've Been Lagging On This But Just Want To Say She Has Been Home For About Few Days Now And She Is Doing Fine. She Is Recoving And Having Therapy On Her Legs Cause Her Legs Are Weak Right Now So I Just Wanted To Give Everybody The Updated News And Thank You Too EVeryone That Gave Their Loves And Concerns Means Alot Too Me And Her. I Told Her That Was People Leaving Loves And Prayers And She Was Happy Thank You...
Whats On My Mind
     Well as I sit here and watch what goes on with everyone on fubar, I find myself wondering if I will ever find that special someone. I see lots of couples on here that are happy. Whether married or just dating a lot of people here have a lot to be thankful for. There are many of us out there that are still looking or just have given up.      I am not one of those just looking for a good time. I am one that really truly wants to be happy. I am not saying that the internet is the way to go, for I have tried everywhere. Much to my luck I only get the ones that want to play head games or just want to cam. I am not above all that but I am also not looking for that. If that was the case Fubar is the ulitmate place to be. LMAO      I am looking for that special someone that does not care that I am not perfect or that I have my faults. They will want and love me for who I am and nothing more. But does this fantasy really exist? Or is it just a fantasy??
My Wish
NOT CRAZY ABOUT THE NEW FUBAR HOMEPAGE LOOK !!   THE OLD ONE WAS SO MUCH BETTER, WE GOT TO SEE PICS OF OTHER SINGLES, RATE THEIR  PAGES EASIER, AND CHAT MORE BETTER.  IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THE NEW LOOK PLEASE LET FUBAR KNOW AND HOPEFULLY OR MAYBE THEY WILL CHANGE BACK SO THAT WE CAN SEE MORE BEAUTIFUL SINGLES THAT WE CAN GET TO KNOW OR ADD AS FRIENDS BETTER.... THE OLD HOME PAGES ARE SO MUCH BETTER THAN THE CURRANT CHANGES... WE LOVE YOU FUBAR ~ BUT PLEASE CHANGE BACK TO YOUR OLD WAYS SO THAT WE COULD SEE MORE PICS, AND MORE SINGLES...  my wish is to meet someone, who would like to be with me and surprise me or spoil me just because he wants to rather than because he feels that he has to. And make me fall in love with him, and him fall in love with me. Make love to me because he wants to and be slow and passionate, treat me like I was a princess in his world and love me for who I am. Someone who surprises me with flowers at work, or just because, has a nice house. And is spontaneous,
Awwww So Sweet
  In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in   Kenya after graduating from   Northwestern   University .. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully.  He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife,  after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot.  The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments.  Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day.
Tonight as I struggle to sleepAll I can do is think of youWanting to hold you in my armsAnd make sweet love to you.Tears slowly cloud my worldAs I hold my pillow tightWishing you were beside meTo make things right.I cry myself to sleepHaving dreams of youYou lying beside meAnd cuddling me too.We looked into each other's eyesAnd that's all it tookA night of passionate loveWe could have wrote a book.I've never felt more lovedThan I did this one nightIt was just perfectAnd things felt so right.Then I felt my pillow dampThe tears had fell like rainI realized you weren't thereThen I felt the pain.Once again, Only a dreamThat had seemed so realThe tears now unbearableWill my Heart ever heal? Upon the passion of crimson red quickly igniting my flaming desire glowing brightly in orange with red fanning this growing Sensual Fire. Casting both our loving shadows all through this romantic night we have lost all our inhibitions up until the early mornings light. Soft kisses warm our eager
Starting A New Life
I am one pissed off slave. I am tired of people (females) thinking they can just run over me and get away with it. Recently this female, which will remain nameless, came on to my Daddy. Saying to him that she is better than me. Who in the fuck do she think she is. I will not sit idolly by letting her or other think I am a pushover. I am far from it. My picture might show you I am this nieve little girl but far from it. When someone steps into my territory I will defend it with my life. So beware I might look innocent but I pack a mighty punch. Today was an interesting day for me. I went to the city to look for school supplies for my kids, but instead I found some tantilizing tidbits for my Daddy and myself. It is because of him that I purchased these things. When you get new panties and bras that make you feel sexy and sensual it blows your mind away. When I see the look on my Daddy's face it gives me pleasure beyond my wildest dreams. To see the excitment and knowing what is waiting f
What A Beautiful Thing!
  I've received this in my MSG box and my heart is melted "What a beautiful thing" I'd ever get in the msg box here on Fubar! You know who you are and trust me I always keep my friend like you close to my heart Thank you again! 11 Aug.'09   """Did Anyone Ever Tell YouHow Important You Make Others FeelSomebody out here is SmilingAbout Love that is so RealDid Anyone Ever Tell You thatMany Times When They were SadYour E-mail (and chats) made Them Smile a bitIn Fact It made Them GladFor the Time You Spend Sending ThingsAnd Sharing whatever You FindThere are No Words to Thank YouBut Somebody, Thinks You re FineDid Anyone Ever Tell YouJust How Much They Love YouWell, My Dearest FriendToday I am Telling You..I LOVE YOU ""Shane xoxo"
Royal Pain Family
come join the royal pain family and help fubar members level up while feeling good and being a part of a great family....hit me up if you wanna join with a friend request sayin i wanna be a royal pain family member. We are a family of leveler's who are here to help you get to the next level it's for 10 and up...In order to become a member you MUST FAN RATE ADD ALL MEMBER'S OF THE ROYAL COURT I.E FOUNDER'S CO FOUNDER'S OWNER'S AND CO OWNER'S... THEN SEND LADY SNUGGLES A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND SHE WILL HOOK U UP
Swore I'd Never Say This!!
Rip Bro
today is very bad day lost bro in car wreck august 16 1991 me and him worked together in a fiberglass company had just worked 12hours it was on afriday night he was living with aladie they got into words she kicked him out he went out driving and fell asleep at the wheel and hit a telephone pole and burned up never got to say good bye all there was was apicture of him rip clifford wayne buckner
Leave Of Abscense...
Not going to be around for awhile. Life is getting shitty so until it gets better i will have no internet access...see ya all later for now.   DW
The Lady!!!
That Lady is trying to cheer me up buy whoring me out today....   Devil versus an Angel I of course being the sweet and pure one will win...   Watch the HH between 2-4 See who wins.   All those who are not betting on me will seriously pay and be blocked and deleted...   Thank you your angel Wicked  
The Year Is 1947
The year is 1947Some of you will recall that on July 8, 1947, a little over 60 years Ago, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object (UFO) with five Aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and mule ranch just outside Roswell New Mexico . This is a well known incident that many say has long been Covered up by the U.S. Air Force and other federal agencies and Organizations.However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of April 1948, nine Months after that historic day, the following people were born:Albert A. Gore, Jr..Hillary RodhamJohn F. KerryWilliam J. ClintonHoward DeanNancy PelosiDianne FeinsteinCharles E. SchumerBarbara BoxerSee what happens when aliens breed with sheep and jackasses?I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for you. It did for me. No wonder they support the bill to help illegal aliens! Now You Know...THINK ABOUT IT.. CREEPY, HUH?
My Poems Dealing With Heartbreak
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you
Truly For My Heart
Forever is love,annexed with time,existing now,the memories they define.Forever is being,coupled in reverie,undivided I exist,with my time's beauty.Now is gone,then is here,time is anon,love is inertly clear.Forever is love,with inertia it rides,through the vast space,of our soul, and of our mind.Tommy, you are forever,like a prism for seeing,you complete my view of forever,and you make forever worth being...I love you baby =)-To Tommy-From Trisha, my love, forever   Hélène Je m'appelle Hélène Je suis une fille comme les autres Hélène J'ai mes jois, mes peines Elle au font ma vie Comme la votre Je voudrais trouver l'amour Simplement trouver l'amour Hélène Je m'appelle Hélène Je suis une fille comme les autres Hélène Si mes nuits sont plaine du rêve, du poèm Je n'ai rien d'autre Je voudrais trouver l'amour Simplement trouver l'amour Et même Si j'ai ma photo dans tout les journeaux chaque semaine Personne ne m'attend le soir quand je rentre tard Personne n'a fait battre mon coeur lo
Sexiest Men On Fu Contest
ok fubar i will give 1ook for every 250 pics you rate of mine comment at the last pic then send me a message when your done and i will pay you fubucks ty for the help the sexiest men on fu contest is now open round 3 i have changed some of the rules so here it goes if 3 of you are the high rated pics you will move on to finals and then at the finals if you get the most rates you will win and you could win a free month vip or a bling pac witch will be first place and second place will win 1mil fu bucks third place will win a 50k fubucks good luck and have fun ty DJ WILD
Sometimes I Wonder
Have you ever wondered why sometimes life throws you nothing but pits and nothing spectacular. You love someone and then soon discover that it or they were not at all what was original. And though you had many problems still stayed with them and tried to work it out the best you could, just to discover that you were not the only one. It leads me to wonder why I dont just close the door and hide away forever. I guess the old saying is true cherish every moment you have with your loved one as it might be the last time you have together. Take care all and thanks to those of my friends and family that have always been there for me no matter what has happened. Love yall.....
The Cooest/happiest/most Joyful Person On The Planet
Has no Arms or Legs... Meet Nick  
My Goodbye To You All...
Weekend Road Trip
As of now, we're planning on a trip to the coast this weekend. We had originally planned for last weekend but changed it so we could have 3 days of fun and sun instead. So please keep your fingers crossed that Mother Nature cooperates and we get to go this time. Thanks so much, love you my friends... ROCK ON!!
Having Fun
WHY BEER IS BETTER THAN WOMEN 1. BEER don't get jealous when you grab another BEER 2. When you go to a bar you can always pick up a BEER 3. A BEER won't get upset when you come home with another BEER on your breath 4. You don't have to wine and dine BEER 5. If you pour a BEER right you'll always get head 6. Hangovers go away 7. When you finish with a BEER, the bottle is still worth 10 cents 8. You don't have to wash a BEER before it tastes good 9. A BEER always goes down easy 10. You can share a BEER with a friend 11. BEER is always wet 12. You know your always the first one to pop a BEER 13. A frigid BEER is a good BEER 14. You can have more than one BEER in a night and not feel guilty (for some guys) 15. You can enjoy BEER all month long 16. BEER will never cry for no reason at all 17. BEER doesn't care how you look 18. You can kill beer before it gets old IF YOU CAN'T READ SOMETHING WITHOUT GETTING OFFENDED THEN DON'T READ THIS! HOPEFULLY THIS
Finally Taking Control Of My Life
I'm finally taking control of my life.  I finally talked to my parents about them holding me back and not letting me grow up and making my own decisions.  That's why I don't know how to talk to or deal with people or women my age in general.  I think that's why not many women on here wanna talk to me.  Either I have nothing in common with them or not socially knowledgable (or socially bad overall).  So I just basically talked to my parents to let them know that I'm not a kid anymore and let me do my own thing, and let them know that I felt that they're holding me back.  I felt better talking to them about it Today's my first day of going to my business communication class at South Suburban College.  Hopefully it'll help me fix up my bad social & communication skills and strengthen it.  It'll take me a while to make some progress so wish me luck!
Had I
Had I a wish, a precious wishThat would make my life so fineWith no debate, to contemplateI would wish, that he was mineHad I a dream, a special dreamThat I wallowed in each nightWith all my heart, right from the startI would dream, to hold him tightHad I a smile, a loving smileThat was on my face each dayWith him to see, most endlesslyI would smile, my life awayHad I a love, a one true loveThat would surely warm my soulWith heart and mind, no longer blindI would know, he made me whole
For The Z-squad
If any of you are getting low in the fubucks area and need some here's a person paying 15k for 100 pic rates The Polish Sausage [RHFS]@ fubar   Here's another person paying 15k oer 100 pic rates while his auto is on   CAC517 - OWNED BY CHRISTENE316.EVERYONE SHOW LOVE">@ fubar   Hey guys! Hope everyone is doing good! I haven't been on as much as I usually am because of my illness and all which most of you know about so I did'nt want you guys to thing I'm leaving you out there hanging LOL. I'll be off and on the next few days got a TON of cards to make,just got another.....7 ppl to join which will make our group size in membership to 15! I'd like to thank all that have joined and hopefully together we can get things shaking on here. Alright for you newbies,rate each other up,rate the other members up,the quicker you get your card pics up the quicker I can make a ripped folder where you guys can get to each other quicker. And i
I realize that no-one probably reads this, and I guess I am just trying to get my thoughts out as clearly as possible, so maybe I can understand something that is going on in my life. I've recently broken up with someone who I thought would be the one....but I screwed things up, and I made mistakes, and so the relationship has been ended. I understand that I bear the responsibility for the ending of our relationship. But  I am still left with lots of unanswered questions because of this break-up, and the treatment I've received from this person. I care for her deeply, and thought that she cared for me, but I really don't think she ever really did. I think maybe she was in love with the idea of being in love, in love with the thought of someone caring for her so deeply they would give their own life in order to preserve hers. But again, I made the mistakes, and the relationship ended because of my mistakes.....but lets start back at the beginning. When we first got together, I had as
2009 Football Pool
WELCOME TO FUBAR'S VERY OWN NFL FOOTBALL POOL!   The rules are simple: -It will cost 25k per week to enter -Games will be listed by week in this blog. -Mail me your picks on fubar. Use "Week #" as the subject for your mail. Just list the teams you expect to win in order. Be sure to include the total number of points you expect to see for the final game of the week. (This is only so a tie can be broken.) -Your picks MUST BE IN BEFORE 9PM EASTERN STANDARD TIME EACH THURSDAY. This will give me time to get everyones picks together by Friday evening. -I will post EVERYONE's picks sometime Friday as a google document here --- Each week will have it's own sheet within that spreadsheet document. If you have trouble finding everyone's picks for the current week, just let me know. if that link doesn't work, try this.. -T
New Five Finger Death Punch Video
"Hard to See" Hard to See
It's One Of Them Days
Here I think I am going to have a quiet day at home. What the hell was I thinking?! Max wakes up sick and has a fever. He gets to stay home. okay,thats' cool. He is easy to take care of and still lovable when sick. Now,it's not like my night was quiet. My mother spilt this huge glass of ice and sprite that she has 4x! I love her,but why does she has to be up all night long? No,the elderly do not need as much sleep as we do. Proven fact,but come on!!! Okay,get that all cleaned up and she finally passes out. Thank you lord! Mom is getting sick,this isn't good for Shelby. Shelby's 14th birthday is in 5 days. My mother is starting to sound like she has pnemonia. Thank god she goes to the Dr. tomorrow. Moving on.....I go to mop the kitchen floor. We are outta bleach and my ass thinks "hey,why not use the ammonia it works?" It was all good til i sucked that shit up my nose! I am a walking clusterfuck! Seriously! Do what??..Max suddenly decieds that he should go to school. Ummm,no!You just
Womens Pics On Fubar
Ok so its my first day here, actually first 2 hours and I have a question or comment I guess. Im watching the telepromptor above and almost every pic of the women I see on there. their boobs are hangin out all over the place! Is this to get more points? Just kind of wondering as I sit here, but Ive seen more boobs in the last 2 hours here than I have all in gym class in school,lol
My Mom
So I have some good news. My mom can finally eat soup! lol yeah its not much but its something. She is getting a little energy back. She starts the IV treatments on monday. She also has to get tested for TB (I dunno why). Not much else new. She is still weak and tired most of the time...but its been a good couple of days. She has been able to get out of the house now. She has done a little shopping and tried some light yard work. Keep us in your prayers still plz. Everyday is another step and I hope things keep looking up.   Today my mom was diagnosed with crohns disease for a second time. The first time it has spread so much she had alot of her intestines removed. It also caused her appendix to become infected and be romoved. This time they say it is worse. The inflammation is more severe and may actually close up and cause a blockage. She is on IV treatments for the inflammation but it is still unsure how much this will help. She may have to have surgery AGAIN! She feels at this poin
I'm Not Sadistic!
I offered you friendship But you wouldn't take it I tried to show you love But you couldn't fake it I offered you my body But you wouldn't break it So I cut my heart out And placed it in your hands With my dying words I told you Only you were able to break it I fell to the ground dead As my heart turned to glass in your hands My dying words echoing in your head © 2009 by G.R.Kuder Well, if you are reading this then I suppose you are either too nosey or I got caugh
Karma Experiment
I'm not a girly girl, sure I'll dress up when I get the chance...because I don't get those chances often. I'm a tank top, flip flops and shorts kind of gal. For my birthday, however, I was given a Kohl's gift card and while I was shopping I saw this exquisite pair of Candies red high heel shoes that as fate would have it went perfectly with my red Liz Claiborne purse. It was kismet. I had never had a nice pair of non sensible heels, they were either they'd go with my nice school program/family dinner/etc outfits or they were 6 inch platforms for work. I wore them every chance I got, delighting in their color and how there was nothing practical about them save them being material between my feet and the pavement. Then one night I was wearing my red high heels at my favorite karaoke place. As I went up to sing No Doubt's "Bathwater" a request of the bartender every time I come in, she noticed my shoes and said "I want those! Where did you get them?" S
Auction Update!
 Hi everyone :) Soooo I'm really tired of being stuck at level 27 and really could use some help leveling! I'm looking for blasts, HH, CB, bling packs or Autos...And since I don't ask for something for nothing, here's my offer:   Smaller bling packs of 5 or 12: 3 days of 30 elevens and daily page rates for a week.,,And/or Fubucks...make me an offer, I'm willing to negotiate! Bling packs of 25 or more: 1 week of 50 pic rates per day, daily page rate, pimp you in my status, and/or Fubucks(for 65 pack or larger I will put "owned by" in my name) ..also willing negotiate other trades! HH, Blasts, Cherry Bomb or Auto Elevens: All of the above PLUS 2 weeks of daily page rates, 2 weeks of 50 elevens per day ...or negotiate! I really want to make Oracle and pimp out my friends... so PLEASE HELP!!!!!
I Am
  WELCOME TO BIZZARO WORLD!! Following is a short list of my observations - JUST TODAY - of things that make no sense to me. Shadowboxing is what it looks like to my psyche, because surely we MUST have moved beyond some of these supposed issues... I once wrote an essay on my prolonged visit to the Secretary of State's office. I noted the people that were huddled in duets, trios, or solos. I listened, just briefly, to the closest so that I could get a sense of what they were there for. I made up scenarios for those I could not hear. I enjoyed writing that in my mind, while I patiently waited for my number to be called. Today I drove past what used to be the biggest water park, mini golf, video game arcade, go cart, and batting cage facility around. It was called Funtyme. Now a new building sits there, its neon blue sign declared SECRETARY OF STATE. I laughed. I like Sarah Palin. She is a real person. She is going to be on Fox News with another person I trust to
Stalin Qoutes
All men can see these tactics whereby I conquer, but what none can see is the strategy out of which victory is evolved.Sun TzuAll war is based on deception.Sun TzuAll war is deception.Sun TzuAll warfare is based on deception.Sun TzuBe extremely subtle, even to the point of formlessness. Be extremely mysterious, even to the point of soundlessness. Thereby you can be the director of the opponent's fate.Sun TzuCan you imagine what I would do if I could do all I can?Sun TzuConfront them with annihilation, and they will then survive; plunge them into a deadly situation, and they will then live. When people fall into danger, they are then able to strive for victory.Sun TzuFor them to perceive the advantage of defeating the enemy, they must also have their rewards.Sun TzuFor to win one hundred victories in one hundred battles is not the acme of skill. To subdue the enemy without fighting is the acme of skill.Sun TzuHe who is prudent and lies in wait for an enemy who is not, will be victorious
lately ive been feeling down. not sure why. just feel as if the world around me is crashing. nothing seems to go right. i sit and try to get my mind off of things. it never really helps. enough of my blabing i hope you all have an awesome week
I'm Sorry
I do not claim writing this, a friend wrote it and I really liked it so i stole it :) GUYS THIS IS A MUST READ!! WOMEN TOO!!!   Im sorry That I bought you rosesto tell you that i like you.I'm sorry That I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunk.I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wants.I'm sorry That I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raised.I'm sorry That I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy".I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk.I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive things.I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a club.I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy.I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date.I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another
My Writing
 Rising from the shadows, a beautiful emododiment formed from the perfection of the Creator's hand. Setting my eyes on it i have become entranced with a passion burning from within that must rest as a deep dark secrete never to be spoken of again.with every passing day my mind ,body and spirit are held hostage among my own deepest desires to endulge in a temptation of furious passion.In his voice I feel a sense of strength and power that motivates submission of my being to the deepest part of my soul. a breeze trickles Gentely over my peachy skin  giving me a longing to caress every curvature of his seemingly fawless stature.In a glance of his eyes i have seen my own reflection like a canvas of human desires painted upon a wall for display.a consuming fire of lust burns in me as i wait for the quenching of  this sickining eternal desire to be put to rest. seeking desperately for one wish, that the barrier would fall away from us. I have discovered my attraction to him is more than infa
Special Thought I Have
Sometimes I Write
Lying here stripped On the floor, bare to the world all that I am instances of joy...instances of tears comfortably sickened by my own frustrations...pain...anxieties...passions... Feeling wanted Lost in a moment Gratitude for not being found.....out Trying so hard to make this last forever Biting my lip, making every breath count for something The yearning burns so wildly The earning makes me only want more than I have the imagination plays so many tricks on me And yet what would I do if it were real want it, need it, be it more Take it for every lil thing it was worth Use it up into oblivion....I cry out thinking of how wonderful it could be how wonderful it is I can not be broken down...and then I am and not just for a second...but for good and over and over again I survive the fear... the absolute disregard for my own self preservation and then everything comes to me in waves excitement, pleasure, action and reaction the storm of words brewing in my mi
Im Done With Him For Good!
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They Stole My Heart..
my purse has become a diaper diaper bag has become my purse.i can talk on the phone, feed a baby, and update fubar all at once.i heal bumps and bruises with a shirt usually smells like milk and i don't care.i wash more bottles than actual dishes.i take 5 minute showers and still feel refreshed.relaxing consists of breastfeeding and reading a magazine.i actually use the coupons i receive in the usual laundry load consists of pink shirts, tiny socks, and Dora underwear.i sacrifice what i want for what they need.i conquer fatigue and a dirty house.i am depended on.and i know the meaning of unconditional love.i am a warrior.but they call me mami. I want a guy who calls me beautiful instead of hot,who calls me back when i hang up on him,who will stay awake just to watch me sleep. The boy who kisses my forehead,who wants to show me off to the world,who holds my hand in front of his friend,who thinks i'm just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly remini
Favorites From My Old Profile
I can't tell ya baby what went wrongI can't make you feel what you felt so long agoI'll let it showI can't give you back what's been hurtHeartaches come and go and all that's left are the wordsI can't let goIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time, let me knowIf you really want to goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longI can't feel the things that cause you painI can't clear my heart of your love it falls like rainAin't the sameI hear you calling far awayTearing through my soul i just can't take another dayWho's to blameIf we take some time to think it over babyTake some time let me knowIf you really wanna goDon't know what you got till it's goneDon't know what it is i did so wrongNow i know what i gotIt's just this songAnd it ain't easy to get backTakes so longDo you wanna see me beggin' babyCan't you give me just one more dayCan't you se
Sorry I'm Not Here Much
Just a quick note to let you all know that I've been dealing with trying to get my parents moved out of their house before it is foreclosed on. It's hard enough to pack up a 4 bedroom house filled with nearly 40 years worth of stuff and move it into a 1 bedroom appartment when the folks you're moving aren't fighting you every step of the way. Needless to say this has been dominating my time. Anyway, if it seems I've been ignoring anyone hopefuly you'll understand I have good reason to not be here. With any luck, the situation will be resolved in a month or two....actualy since the Sherriff's sale is Nov 22nd, I guess it'll have to be! rich
Hightimes 420 Lets Spark It Up
Think Pink In Oct.
  If you have been seeing pink ribbons everywhere in the past two weeks it because October is National Breast Cancer Awareness Month. It is designed to raise the public consciousness about breast cancer, the importance of early detection, and to encourage women to do self examinations and get mammograms. No doubt, this is an important and worthy undertaking. Companies have joined in to help raise money for various breast cancer organizations typically by promising to donate X cents or X dollars for every product sold bearing a pink ribbon. A maximum donation is often stated in the advertising. So many companies have joined in doing these promotions dubbed “cause marketing”, that store shelves and ads are filled with pink ribbon items. Some women with breast cancer are now speaking out about the commercialization of their disease. They don’t like the fact that some companies appear to be profiting from their pain. “Many breast cancer survivors like Zieli
Paying For Rates!
Okay all here it is, just like everyone else that does this, I will pay you 15k per 100 rates.  These rates need to be done during a happy hour and you need to send me a private message with how many you did after you are done so I can send payment. Also when you are done with each folder type folder rated in the comments so that I know you did them. Thank you all very much and happy rating!!!!
Grandma In Law
Has been a rough couple of days.. my hubbys grandma died monday. We just  had the funeral today. I been doing pretty well.. up until today. I have been wondering about my boys though. I told them about her death monday but it didn't seem to have any affect on them.  I was thinking.. they are of age now where they should start understanding some..and start crying or something. But there was nothing..clear up til last night. Then today during the funeral.. Brandon just started bawling. He was so loud..sobbing.. I thought he was gonna hyperventilate.  He kinda collapsed off hubbys lap and was sitting on the floor.  Somethings in life just break your heart..and I have to say that was one of the worst moments for me. I just lost it then.  Then he was carrying on about wanting to buy a vcr tape of her.  His one older cousin told him he would get him one. Anyways.. was a horrible day but its over. I am sorry for not being on here much this week.. due to all this.  I have not been avoidin
If You Dare
I never bought in to the lies that you sold The story you tell really gets old How can you justify where you stand The master of deception who had it all planed You took it all and left nothing behind How can you say we are out of our minds It was you that led us to this place Let it be you that falls on your face I did what I could but I no longer care This is one person you should of never of dared Come to me tell me what did you find So out of your head so out of your mind Left yourself in a World of distress Oh look haven't we made a beautiful mess The lies you live I can't understand To take me down was that your plan
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen Lucky you were born that far away soWe could both make fu
Opening My Heart
I just talked with him for a lil bit today....cuz he said he was not ok and was going to hospital...but he is so confused that he said the nurse said to him that he could have a stroke or something........n now i have no idea whats going on with the cowboy :-(...damn it...hope he gets well soon.  
Poetry By A Clown
I needed release. This was a simple fact, I knew; a result of uncontrollable circumstance. I supposed that everyone knew tension like this on a personal basis, but I wondered as I closed the door behind me if everyone felt as much lust built up with it. I had sat at my desk for most of the day trying to focus on work; but I nevertheless found myself dreaming of your gentle caress and expert touch. An ache had been building within me, bringing a distinct wetness to my nether regions. I knew it as I lit the candles and oil lamps; I knew it as I filled the bath with hot, bubbly water; I knew it as I smelled the aroma of musk permeate the room from the incense. I needed release. As I stepped into the bath, removing my small silk robe and leaving it on a hook beside the bath, the warming touch of the water drew all my tension away. I lowered myself into the steamy water, allowing it to engulf me in its warm and soapy embrace. I sighed. It felt so wonderfully relaxing, my mind quickly drift
My Contest
an early happy mothers days can i get a rate and comment ty  she needs help leveling she has only 25000 to go thanx ~ DJ. STONER~LETTE ~ FU ENGAGED TO CHRONICIS68~ D.J. / ENFORCER @ CLUB CHRONIC 420 ~~JUGGALO MAFIA~~@ fubar
Instructions......I was tagged but I will not inflickt it on others. You may go ahead and do one if you like :)1) My screen name came from me working on a photo when I was signing up for FU and I was stuck for a screen name. 2) The longest distance I have ever ridden in one day on my bicycle is 120 miles. 3) I have an obsession with old labels and posters. Yes and pin ups as well lol 4) I have two Thomas the Tank engines on the shelf above my desk. 5) I have only shaven my beard off twice since I was 16. 6) I like dark coffee, dark beer and thick crusty bread.  7) I do have in my record collection a Cheryl Ladd album. 8) I once ate steak tartar and loved it  9) I have piles of dead computers and printers in the basement.    10) No I don't have any dead bodies around at all :P  The 5 people that are gonna hate me are:Unwanted1Fallen PaladinMedikneightedDickhead83Rustynail I honestly don't expect anyone to read this. With people on here approving groups of friends all the time it i
Throwing Stuff At The Moon
"A pair of NASA spacecraft smashed into the moon at twice the speed of a bullet, as part of a mission aimed at blasting up signs of water ice." I told you science was my passion! evidence:   This drawing was done months ago before Nasa even thought about doing this. Science Bitches! I has it.
The Voice Of A Broken Butterfly
  Shadow Glades The grass cuts up my fingers as i drag it across the blades,in this little world you've created called shadow in the glades.I search for you for nothing of course your gone by now,you were the perfect actress now take your final bow.I wish you never decieved me because now my heart is torn,lying in shattered pieces you could've hid your horns.The hell you left me to live in burns me to the core,scraping off my fingertips making my body sore.I know your watching somewhere laughing at my pain,hiding behind a corner driving me insane.Why dont you come and kill me take the knife and rip my flesh,how can you leave me here alone with your sins to confess... Tell me the truth do i mean an thing in here where you left me with the walls dissolving and reappering i can't decifer the codes on the wallsplease tell me what you want i know i think that maybe you might but dont love me confused and bleeding im tiredof your decieving just leave me where you left meand never agai
A Sisters Love
A Sister's Love "A Sisters Love" A sisters love knows no bound, it's alot stronger then it even sounds. A sisters love is tuff to find, when it's found it's only kind. A sisters love for his sister is strong, something you learn as you move along. A sisters love means good or bad, even at times when all she does is make you mad. A sisters love never quits, it always stands tall and never sits. A sisters love catches you when you fall, he will wipe your tears as if they were nothing at all. A sisters love will continue to grow, even at times when it doesn't show. A sisters love means being tuff, it's not giving up, when i say enough is enough. A sisters love means sharing what she has to give, even if it means something really massive. A sisters love stays in your heart, something that can never tear apart. A sisters love goes along way, especially when she plays with you on a rainy day. A sisters love is being a friend, when your tired and at your wits end. A sisters lov
Thanks =Hollywood= There are people who can walk away from you.And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you.I mean hang up the phone.When people can walk away from you let them walk.Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us.  [1 John 2:19]People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.LET THEM GOAnd it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to kno
What? You Dont Get Bored?
I have been running into this alot lately that because I speak my mind I get banned from somewhere. Now it is not always mean. I am not always being disrespectful. But I do speak the truth.   If you are being a bitch or a dick guess what? I will tell you just like I expect you to do for me.   Politics is a big thing that gets me in trouble. I do think Obama is a tool and is destroying the country and no I am not a racist for thinking this way. The only racists are the ones using this lame defense for a broken idiot who is ether criminal or dumb as hell.   I will under every circumstance defend myself from stupid emo driven cyber bitches. If your life sux so bad that you must spread it online please expect me to tell you your being a pussy.   I am all for free speech. Say what you feel and deal with what happends but if you cant hear the truth or anothers opinion then stay the fuck away from me cause I dont hang with children.   Thanks I love this place. I have friends here.T
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Had to take the youngest to the doc yesterday.  High fever, vomiting, general listlessness... She says it looks like the beginning of an upper respiratory infection - didn't want to call it flu/H1N1 yet - but it's possible.   My poor baby.   So I won't be on much for the next few days, just to let some you who may actually care know. Pie, you're getting off easy on trivia this week but next Thursday your ass - and status - are mine!   Take care people, wash your hands and sneeze/cough into your elbow!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------   I started him on Tamiflu last night - he LOATHES it.  And now I have to make him choke down even the children's Motrin that he was taking so well before now. The fever was gone this morning after a high spike last night... and then it came back around noon today. I'm not sleeping, but he's resting well enough. Thank you all for your kind con
The Black Cat
The Black Cat 1841 by Edgar Allan Poe   (1809-1849)       For the most wild, yet most homely narrative which I am about to pen, I neither expect nor solicit belief. Mad indeed would I be to expect it, in a case where my very senses reject their own evidence. Yet, mad am I not --and very surely do I not dream. But to-morrow I die, and to-day I would unburden my soul. My immediate purpose is to place before the world, plainly, succinctly, and without comment, a series of mere household events. In their consequences, these events have terrified --have tortured --have destroyed me. Yet I will not attempt to expound them. To me, they have presented little but Horror --to many they will seem less terrible than baroques. Hereafter, perhaps, some intellect may be found which will reduce my phantasm to the common-place --some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less excitable than my own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I detail with awe, nothing more than an ordinary su
A Little About My Sence Of Humor :)
Ailina- Tewety: up to 24 hrs depending on how many its forest come first serve Narley- dont pop the clutch!.....i pooped the clutch went off motobike Sproet: Trixie - it's you rank again all the other members that made points from the previous day Sproet: it's *how* you rank *against*Sproet: holy typoes Sproet: *typos  More to come :) Double click on Video to see full view  
What I Get To Do Today
well today was fun i guess its pick on keith day or maybe ill go by my first name and not my middle name since i have to use that damn name for most thingsso just call me Brandon or bk for shortsanyways today was a eventful day first i went with my roommate to pick up a so call friend of his we went for breakfast it was nice then i got a texts from my ex roommate mothers wow talk about being a true cuntshe takes in someone who is a alcoholic who has a bad  temper and had try to broken into her house a few timesbut she pretty much in more less then say fuck you to me first she blames me for destroy her sons mattress i don't no how all i did was sleep on it and she knows damn good in well my cat sleeps with me and he has claws sharp ones i might add then she blames me for destorying her sons bedroom screen now why in the hell would i do that when iam on the internet more or less half of the day since i was unable to go out because that was one of the rules i had to followthen when i went
Been busy lately..with things going on in my life.  Sorry not been around. Also fact is.. most of my fufamily are never on here anymore..or the very few who are.. are busy.  Think about only 3 of my family still come on much .. etc.  I come on here... to chat to my family mainly.  Yes I like to level..but now I am at a standing point on that... and I really don't my purpose is to chat when I come on.   Well since most my family has  gotten bored with fu.. or to busy, I have decided not to be on here much either.  Those I talk to,, have my yahoo.  I will soon be deleting my vip to. No use to really be paying money out.. that I could be using.  So, enough said.
My Stuff
Tabby your my heart my soul my everything.... I want nothing more in this world then to be with you... your my reason for smiling my reason for living... They say in life you come across on person that will steal your heart and have it forever and that person is you baby... I love you so much What do you call a guy that never talks to you , but says he loves you and tells you that he will be with you  in jan, but then all of a sudden deletes off here with even say good bye to you or anything?? I trusted him. I told him all person stuff about me and my son. and he just walks away from us. Guess he  is like alot of guys on here. Play head games to get thier kicks and when thier done, just walk away from the hurt they caused and move on to someone eles to hurt and play head games with!!!    Just so who ever reads this his name was  dj rockerrprince aka Jd, i really thought he loved me  cause i gave him my heart and he walked all over it like it was nothing.
      This  is the ppl i leveled today     jwk5337@ fubar ♥ ♥  Janice ♥ ♥@ fubar  Lividwasteland@ fubar LilSmily09@ fubar  RexZombie@ fubar          October 22th 2009 ppl tp level NOTE IF U ARE IN MY BFFS FAMILY CONTACT HIM G LEVELERS ONLY N HAVE HIM LINK YOU TO MY BLOG  HE KNOWS U ALL BETTER THAN I DO! THANKS LINS       armyguy5050@ fubar Munchkin@ fubar spartan92@ fubar jle672@ fuba
Baby On The Way
Went to my doc appoint and the baby is doing good. The baby is 3.56 cm long so far and i'm 10 weeks today. My do date is May 18th and my sister is supposed to throw me a baby shower. I can't wait til we can see if the baby is boy or girl. On my ultrasound the baby looks like a peanut ^__^ so awesome they have the technolegy to see the baby before it's born. Any way off to the game I usually play. Oh and my next doc appointment is November 18th. Lots of love to all my friends. Trista ^__^ Me and the baby are doing ok. Went for my 2nd check up today and very happy that the baby is so far developing wonderfully. Below are the ultra sounds and hopefully you can desiver them. We're hoping the next check up we'll be able to tell if it's a boy or girl. These are the first ultra sounds.   These are the second ultra sounds.   Hello :) I found out about a week ago i'm going to have a baby. I'm 2 months along so far and tomorrow is my first prenatal doctor visit. Hoping all is well si
Miracles A Bossss's Mafia Turf
hey guy's come help me out in my turf please join and help in the fight Miracles a BOSSSS's mafia LINK: copy & paste link in too new browser
No Do Overs!
Wayne and Coconut...just two names in the grab bag of life, except to me. In a life with so much darkness and pain, I was blessed with you 2 guys as friends at different times in my journey. Many a road trip, many a lifted beer, many a night in a club drinking, dancing with a hot, half dressed college girl or someones mom, many a hotly contested softball game, many a time side by side listening to bullets zip overhead. Now here I am, the sole survivor..both of you gone from this life at your own hands. The field and the closet in which you took your own lives haunt me at times....and I grieve still. YOU ARE GONE.....BUT NOT FORGOTTEN......because I choose to remember the goofy smile, the generous spirit, the effort put forth by you both to live life.  I lift my cup to those that have gone before me......Thank you Shannaliscious for the song" Why" by rascal flatts        
DirtyLilDevil{A.K.A. Demona:Greeter@RAZIEL\'S UNDERWORLD}">@ fubar What the fuck is up with ppl not saying hi back or even answering a person i fucking hate that shit but everyone on the fucking internet does that just hi fuck you or something my fucking god i want to stab ppl like that how fucking hard is that we ppl raised to be rude mother fuckers i think fucking not!   So that is a rant from me
You.. Yes You!
YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My spotlight was a success and I cldnt of done it with out the best fufriends and fam out there! Name Crisis, Crazy cracker, Jendoll, Rio is lovely, and Woo.. you guys deserve plagues! I can not believe you all donated a million fubux or more to my spotlight! muwah!   Every donation helped tons! Thank you.. lilboops, crystal. ms. kiki, I'll pay for it, sin sin, witty, bounty hunter, Seamus, DIT, Susie, Gone Fishing (violets), Ninty nine, silly wench, serenity, wicked wench, peacey, and odie! I hope I missed no one.. if so kick me! Witchie, Cerri, wicked, boops, crazy cracker, ms kiki, I'll pay for it, serenity, witty, jwh... thank you for putting me in your statuses yesterday! Everyone needed to know I swallow and put out..lmao! OK, name crisis shamelessly whored me in a blog! thanks love.. however I will be sending out no nude pics :P Southern outlaw and punisher kept me shitfaced throught the whole ordeal :D thanks! Serenity & Piedaddy pimped m
Profile Pimping
Dummy's Guide To Capping A Mobster (a Fumafia Guide)
Dummy's Guide To Capping a Mobster   By Absolute Boyfriend   A.) Introduction and The Basics   So, you made the poor choice of joining the underground life of the Mafia, eh? Couldn't afford the money to go to Fu-College to be a professional MuMMers, hm? Well, if you're gonna be a mobster, you might as well be good at it. That's were I come in. ;) The goal of this little guide here is to turn you from your panzy ass into a war machine- or something like that. I'll hand you the Uzi of Knowledge, and hopefully you'll use it in an efficient manner that won't put me to shame. Let's shank 'em!   First things first, you need to know and understand the first  7 Main statuses of the game:   1.) Your Health: This starts at an ever original 100. Your goal is to bring down other people's health whilst keeping yours up- in most cases. If your health falls below 20%, you're able to do jack in terms of attacking another player, but others also can't hurt you, as well. A double edge sword.
Snobby Fuckers
ill make this short and sweet its not like anybody gonna read this anyway lol.but reason im leaving this shithole of a thing called fubar is cause u snobby ass ppl.unless ur some half dressed slut or got plenty of money to blow on here they have nuttin to do with not only 1 who belives this.only reason ive held on this long is for a very i mean very few ppl on here but anyway i might pop in once ina while to check on those few ppl and just keep my page up just for them but rest of u fuckers can kiss my big fat ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Shotslingerss Bar Rants
i wrote this a few years ago when i was managing a large nightclub in my area. i had a terrible night and went home and just vented. this is a MUST read... especially if you have ever worked in a bar or nightclub a message to you, the club head, from me, your doorman: those things on your feet, are made by puma. that makes them sneakers. fyi fucker. and retro jordans? i know they cost alot. so do throwback jerseys, but we dont want you wearing those either. stop bein a pain in the ass and dress right. next year youre gonna look at those and be like, i cant believe i used to wear those. (reference your closet full of von dutch and ed hardy wanna be poser wear) put on some fuckin dress shoes. dont drop names. if you have to drop one, they didnt like you enough to put you on the list with everyone else. now you are gonna inconvenience me to track down your friend so they feel guilty and say "yeah, let em in" just so you can save 10 bucks. thanks for contributing to the excitement of my
Well as some of you know I am really not around much.  I took and am still taking a much needed break from fubar.  It isn't anything against anyone and nothing per say is wrong I just need a break.  I go through things that are personal and real life of course always comes first, and if you know me then you know I have 2, yes 2 teenage boys, that well are teenagers.  So I am ok.  I am doing ok.  Just going through a patch of life that is a little more difficult than others right now. I hope you all are well and I miss you my friends and family!!
Proper Madness.
Remember, remember the Fifth of November,The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,I know of no reasonWhy the Gunpowder TreasonShould ever be forgot.Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, t'was his intentTo blow up the King and Parli'ment.Three-score barrels of powder belowTo prove old England's overthrow;By God's providence he was catch'd (or by God's mercy*)With a dark lantern and burning match.Holloa boys, holloa boys, let the bells ring. (Holla*)Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King!And what should we do with him? Burn him! "Good evening, London. I thought it time we had a little talk. Are you sitting comfortably? Then I'll begin... I suppose you're wondering why I've called you here this evening. Well, you see, I'm not entirely satisfied with your performance lately... I'm afraid your work's been slipping and... and well, I'm afraid we've been thinking about letting you go. Oh, I know, I know. You've been with the company a long time now. Almost... let me see. Almost ten thousand years! My word, doe
Cold Again
pushed away for too long, little bastard child I amno easy thing this life of sorrownot just to survive, but to thrivemy mind is in dismaymy heart is in demiseI show this world my propagandataken for truththis masterpiece must go onburying my soul wishing for deaths holdbegging to be savedthe worst of it all, the pain comes again tomorrow.
Fubars Biggest Fakes
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Botox Application Has Become A Cause Of Hepatitis And Hiv
BOTOX Application has Become a Cause of Hepatitis and HIV. Mass Public Testing Needed Quote: "We're not talking about 40,000 or 50,000 people. We're talking about hundreds of thousands of injections" BOTOX vials come with enough product to treat 2 to 5 people or more, however the vial is only sterile for ONE use. The problem stems from the fact that medical professionals administering the drug cannot charge as much as the vial cost them. The result is that they feel forced to contaminate the vial to treat the next person in line for a dose. The risk for Hep C, Hep B and HIV is massive.How BOTOX application facilities adjust:Action: Take up to five syringes, pull one treatment into each syringe and treat multiple people from one vial.Problem: This is an illegal practice. This is not a controlled or approved medical practice and mistakes can easily be made.Action: One syringe is used to draw from the same vial more than once on one patient. The contents of that vial are now fully con
Debbullan's 4 Announcements For November 2009
Dear Supporters of Debbullan Inc.:For your good information, please find 4 important announcements listed below: * * * Debbullan Inc. is calling for mass testing for Hepatitis C (HIV and Hepatitis B) if you have ever received a Botox injection from any facility or shared vial at a "Botox Party". There is a lawsuit pending regarding contamination and risk of disease due to the continuous and widespread reuse of "one use" vials. We see no reason to wait upon the outcome the lawsuit due to the following statements regarding the alleged multiple use of the product: [The Botox business model "created an unacceptable and unreasonable risk of serious and debilitating injuries and illnesses, including HIV and Hepatitis B and C," states the lawsuit, filed Sept. 29 in U.S. District Court for the Central District of California.]["The possibilities of infection, given what is going on when it comes to injecting Botox by whomever, are terrifying," Garcia said."We're not talking about 40,000 o
Movie Reviews?!
The Fourth Kind I'm sure will get an array of mixed reviews so, I'll just start off by saying that I did enjoy this movie. It uses some very unique techniques while it shows the 'actual' footage while the film plays out in some instances. The movie does feel like a slow burn at times but I felt this kind of pacing was necessary. It makes the more intense sequences feel well...more inetense.I don't have much more to say about this movie but I do suggest going to check it out. It isn't as effective as Paranoromal Activity but it is very entertaining. Not many people know about this film...and I suppose in good reason. It's a highly controversial film starring Willam Dafoe. Just to quickly graze over the plot: A man and woman (who are not given names...their credited as 'he' and 'she') lose their child in an accident and the woman is stricken by grief. I shouldn't say more but I will say most of the film takes place in a cabin located in a place called Eden. One of the main concept
My Health
 As some of you know I'm a Nurse. Well I went for my yearly. And they done a Ekg and found some issues with it. And had me go in and have a  echocardiogram done and we found out that my, the  pulmonary or pulmonic valve is between the right ventricle and the pulmonary artery. I've have a leak in it. At this time we are unsure when they will fix it. Or if it can be fix. I have to see another Heart  specialists and then I will know more of when I see him or her. I know alot of ppl have had this kind of surgery and be fine.  Seening that alot of my friends and family are here on Fu. Me and a few others thought it would be best if I blogged to tell you all at once. I will keep you all updated as I know how things are rolling out on this . Thank you .......   And Please don't look at me any differnet I'm still the same camo. Just a sick camo.   muahs  We got a update today. the rest of my heart looks good. The  pulmonary artery we are going to watch it and if and when it gets worse the
Great Week
Fast Flashes Of Burning Gashes
So I got to go to Florida.   I left home Monday evening at about 4:30 pm. Now Weds the 9th I am home at 3 am.   We drove down in a nice big uncomfortable Uhaul Type Truck. Along the way I was informed I would be driving back a Ford Mustang with "Bill" aka FAT ASS's Step Father.  I say "Sure, just please let me get some sleep tonight then so I won't be dead tired on the way home tomorrow"  " Yeah you can get some sleep" Sleep came last night in 10 minute spurts, for a total of 30 minutes, because Fat Ass requires constant attention.   Everytime I drifted off the fucker would wake me.   So 13 hours later we arrive at the destination.   It's a strange little cottage on some Church's property.  At the front door , right at the concrete pad in front of the door their is a giant piss spot, still wet and stinking.  Fat Ass beats on the door.   "Bill" finally answers and we step in to find the place a total wreck .  It reeks of dog piss and there are as many dead leaves on the floor as there a
Join The A2mc-toe Society
Welcome all to the A2MC-Toe Society! I would like to extend this invitation to everyone who would like to be a part of this new, exciting Fubar group! Of course with any group, we are going to need a list of rules and requirements for all who wish to join. 1. To be voted into the group, you must submit a boobie, c-toe, cock salute or a2m video to a current member.. but only after asking if they want one. 2. Must buy a Founder at least 2 drinks and one "spicy" gift 3. Must profile rate each member daily 4. Must rate at least 100 member pics daily 5. You must shit talk each other on the quarter hour. 6. Must write one MuMM a day professing your love for A2M or C-      Toe 7. Must be blocked from no less than 5 MuMM posters 8. Must show proof of calling someone a cunt in your shoutbox. 9. Must capture scrolling A2MC-Toe mafia members 10. You must show the founders daily "fulove" and then  immediately go masturbate.      AND OF COURSE YOU WILL BE REQUIRED TO PUT A2MC-TOE MAF
For The One Who Holds My Heart
Dear Love, My days and especially my nights are so empty without you! Waking up to the softness of your skin against mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I can feel you breathing as ifyou were a part of my own body.Looking at you as you dream. Gently "waking" you to the soft caresses of my hands. Your body yielding to me. I hope you come and see me soon. I can't stand another minute without you...I miss you so much!
Chinese Zodiac
Personality Occupying the last position in the Chinese Zodiac, the 12th, the Pig symbolizes such character traits as diligence, compassion, and generosity. Pigs enjoy life and because they are entertaining, others enjoy their company. Pigs are giving souls and reap much enjoyment when they’re helping others, but sometimes they give too much. Honesty is what Pigs give and it’s what they expect to receive in return.   Pigs seek peace and will do what is necessary to maintain it. This trait, while admirable, sometimes makes it easy for others to take advantage of Pigs. Pigs are always doing for others, helping anyway they can, but rarely will they ask others for help. This can overwhelm and stress them, but Pigs don’t mind.   When it comes to money, Pigs enjoy spending more than saving. They gravitate towards name brand items. Thriftiness happens only occasionally, but Pigs do know how to find great deals. Health Always seeking fun, Pigs often indulge more than th
Own Me For A Month This Sexy Fiesty Redhead!!!
So this is my very first blog ever!!!! I am putting myself up for Auction!!! Starting bids are at 1.5 million fubux.. Here is what you will get if you own me for a whole month!!! 300 11's A week - if a VIP is offered 3 NSFW work salutes 3 Personal Pictures made for you A private phone call Pimped out 4 times a week. ACCESS to my NSFW Pictures Random gifts and drinks. If any of the following are offered: Bling pack size of 135 I will give you  your choice of an auto or bomb. Happy Hour Blasts VIPS More can be discussed as far as what I can offer you. Auction will end November 18, 2009 Happy Bidding MissRedhead!!!  
My Best Friend
I remember when i first got you you had no self e-steem had your head hanging down and was hiding under a table scared...i knew that we had a special bond...  after i got you home and told you everything would be ok i could see the life comeing back in you. i remember the endless nights where i would just set up and talk to you even tho you couldn't talk back i knew u listen. i remember all the good times we had the walks at the park when i asked u if u wanted to go bye bye u would bark and carry on until we went. i remember the trips we took to tennessee and just to see u sit so pretty in the passenger seat was priceless. i miss the way we played i miss the way u made me feel i miss your comfort i knew even after a long day at been at school or at work i could come home and you would be waiting on me... no matter  how late it was.. i remember everytime i was leaving the house u wanted to go with me no matter where i was going... i miss your bark your grawl when we played i miss the wa
Master Perverted :)
Master Perverte...6 hrs agoI raised my head and saw you thereAcross the room from me.A smile had started in your eyesAnd it was good to see.One moment, then it reached your lipsAnd lingered for awhile,I wonder Do you know the joyThat traveled with your smile?A smile is such a little thing,And used so sparingly.Sometimes it's awfully hard to do,But Oh it's good to see.When I feel tired, or low withinAs I often do,It's good to look across the roomAnd have a smile from you.
Bondage Party At Government Camp, Oregon.
On 11/11/08 I received an e-mail from a couple friends of mine. Angi and Jenny asked me, if I wanted to go in with them and rent a cabin at Government Camp for the weekend. For my friends who don't know where Government Camp is located, it's a small high mountain community East of Portland, Oregon at the base of Mt. Hood. It gets lots of snow there over 6 feet during the Winter. We lucked out, it hasn't started to snow yet while we was there. Anyways, the Ladies asked me to meet them there about 5:00 pm Friday at the cabin they reserved for us. When I arrived at the cabin they was already there waiting for me with ropes in their hands. As soon as I walked in to the cabin with one of my bags, they told me to take my clothes off and put on my black nylon g-string. So, I went in the bedroom and took off my clothes and put on my g-string as told. When I came back in to the living room they immediately grabbed my arms and Angi tied my hands behind my back. Then Jenny stuffed a big 2 1/2"
Food For Thought
slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master owns my body, my mind, my will, my health, my well-being, my communications, my actions, even my very breath. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master allows my existence to continue in order that i may obey Him, serve Him, please Him, amuse Him, entertain Him, and care for Him. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master, also, allows my existence to continue in order that i may tend to His needs, to His wants, and to the multitude of duties He may assign me, regarding any and all aspects of His life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master has absolute and total Ownership and Control of every facet of my life. slave is who and what i am -- i exist for my Master... Master values my gift of submission. He cares for me and is proud of His ownership of me. He likewise requires that i take pride in myself and in my position as His slave.
Remember Him For Christmas
♥you've Been Tagged!!!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I hate when people call me Chris, short for Christy.2. I dance around my Apartment in my socks to old pop songs.3. I chew on straws all the time.4. I'm addicted to the feeling of tattoos.5. I wear ribbion in my hair.6. I once found a snake in my car.7. I eat Chiense food at least once a week.8. Vodka will make me do just about anything.9. I scrunch my nose when I'm mad. 10. When i laugh I snort.
ok, so I think that most women feel so much pressure from society to look and act a certain way, that the majority find it easier to just fit in, no matter how NOT them it is, rather than be different. only the truly strong women out there will take the chance of being different. The majority of women are middle grounders who prefer to go with the flow rather than to actually be ourselves and be noticed. what if people notice the things we don't WANT them to see? is it worth the risk? I think so. out flaws make us perfect in who we are... (h)
BREAKING NEWS: The Pity Train has just derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Heck Over It. Any complaints about how we operate, can be forwarded to 1-800-waa-aaah with Dr. Sniffle Reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, repost it. If you don't...suck it up princess! Life doesn't revolve around you.. Hello, young lady. You may think its foxy to flaunt your flabby body throughout the worldwide web for the attention of horntoads, but this is not the case. What are you getting out of entertaining the eyes of sexually deprived men on the internet whom you’ll never meet? Are a few “likes” on Facebook that important to you? Do several “damn ma” and “you’re sexxxy” comments from goalless men who send the same generic comments to every other lost girl online really boost your self-esteem? If that is the case, you definitely need to a
Manic Monday
Just wanted to say Hi....   That is all.
Being Paranoid
i am becoming a bit paranoid  nowit has been some time now since i went to the 2 doctors that was design for my casesince my lawyer told me to go tothings went fine however when i try to call heri either get the voice mail or i get the investigator that is for my case i dont know what is going to happen or if iam going to prisonbut at this point i just dont care no more iam done caring i have lost everything that i ever did care about nowstill no word on if i have to find a place to live or notand even if i do what is going to happen to my stuff and my cati cant pay rent if iam locked upi feel like iam broken and used up ready to be just either replaced or just toss away like garbagethat is how my life is beginning to turn out and that is how i feelthey say everything happen for a reason then please do tellthis year i wont have a xmus or any other day probably more then likely   and the funny thing is i just dont care iam tired of fighting iam tired iam trying iam tired of making a eff
Setting It Straight
Well my friends it is that time of the year again, time for Holiday stress, holiday shopping and all of the good and bad things that the holidays bring upon us. It’s a time where seemingly every year that you always remember things that happen during the holidays, making for a lifetime of memories. In Fubar World, it’s pretty much the same. You see Xmas Auctions, holiday bling pack specials, everyone it seems with a Santa hat of some variety on for the weeks leading up to the holidays. and in past years, have a present of some variety under your Xmas tree when you sign in, which you can’t open until Midnight 12/25 Pacific Time. When I lived on the east coast that amounted to 3 AM. Needless to say. There were some funny milk and cookies moments there. This year, we have a new twist , this NSFW crackdown policy for default pictures that was put in around Thanksgiving. Which basically said you can’t be in your underwear or slam you boobs into your default picture.
Perfect - Thanks Boo!
The perfect breakfast: coffee with lots of cream,  eggs scrambled with monterey jack cheese, mushrooms, and chives.     The perfect date:  A lot of conversation, a little alcohol, somewhere with a view.   The perfect kiss: takes my breath away and depends on the moment!     The perfect argument:  One that clears the air and ends in a kiss.     The perfect man/woman: smart, funny, attentive and adores me :)     The perfect shoe: a strappy sandal that makes me feel sexy.     The perfect movie: leaves me happy at the end.     The perfect flower: tulips     The perfect time of day: sunset     The perfect mood:  exhilaratingand elevating joy     The perfect dream: one that is so real that you wakeup and cannot be sure if it was a dream or if it actually happened....usually involves some kissing :)     The perfect drink: really good red wine - or a vodka martini straight up with extra olives     The perfect name: certainly not
Never Shout Never
hes sooo cute ..
Holiday Ethics Guidence
Me Being Naughty On Cams
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"DUH" I had a blonde woman walk up to me the other day when i was on my computer, and she said: "I don't undrestand all this computer stuff" and i asked her "What do you not understand"? she say's, "Well every one i see that get's a e-mail they read and respond by that re; re; stuff on the same message". and i said "so whats the problem with that"? and she asked' "well why don't you guy's just start a new message to answer the mail wouldn't that be easier to read"? i replied to her, "were doing are part to help the earth". and she goes," what's that"? i told her ,"We are saving paper". she gives me a hug and say's "That is so cool". "DUH"
Kickin' Shit
A wealthy hospital benefactor was being shown around the hospital. During her tour she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously. 'Oh my GOD!' exclaimed the woman. 'That's disgraceful! Why is he doing that?' The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, 'I'm very sorry that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do that at least five times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his testicles could easily rupture.' 'Oh, well, in that case, I guess it's okay,' said the woman. As they passed by the very next room, they saw a male patient lying in bed while a nurse performed oral sex on him. Again, the woman screamed, 'Oh my GOD! How can THAT be justified?' Again the doctor spoke very calmly: 'Same illness, better insurance.' Sometimes I wish some people couldn't see that I am even on this site....
New Years Eve
So, on New Years Eve or tonight for that matter since it is so early in the AM I will be hanging out in the Den of Iniquity lounge where my good friend MFKN Seabreeze will be on cam in her sexy attire and possibly getting nakey. She says that she will also be fublinging people who are in the lounge when it hits Midnight MST time. (For those in other time zones it's 1am CST, and 2am EST.) I am sending her a little love and advertisement here today!!! :D EDIT:: Change of plans on my part. Everyone should still stop by the Den of Iniquity tonight around midnight PST even if I am not there. If you give me credit I might get fublinged as well! I will try to be home in time for the party in the lounge, but my plans have been changed and I am needed to watch the bf's little brothers for an indefinant amount of time. Have a great New Year if I do not get on to tell everyone!
F.U.4.C ( Fubarians United 4 Christ) Believe it or not....there are a lot of Christians on Fu.  Sure y'alls halos may b a lil bit bent and tarnished like mine is, but the truth remains we do love Jesus  in our heart.  FU4C is a group of us that want to take a stand together on Fu for Christ. No it s NOT our place to judge or condem what some of the people do on here, nor is it our place to tell others they are wrong!.  We have not walked in their shoes. so we do NOT know y people do the thngs they do, and Jesus said ( those without sin , cast the first stone...paraphrased by me ) All the group wants is for people to think about others, be kind to others, and love one another like Christ's Greatest Commandment says."Love the Lord your God......and Love your neighbor as yourself." and not be so into the "me" generation.  Everybody wants something for something on here.........Is there anything wrong with giving outta the goodness of your heart, not expecting something back in return?
This Is Me
 I fall asleep and dream of waking to a place where you never went away. I'm looking for some hope on a dark and cloudy day. And knowing the things I'd change but not knowing what I'd say. And now I'm on my own. Must I always be alone? I'm watching the sky, night is falling on another day where I can't change a thing will tomorrow bring a time where I can see the sun? Will there be another or are you the only one?  this come for one of the fubar fucoder from fubar supportEW VIRUS ON fb using your pictures. It says you have been tagged in a picture, wants you to click on a link 2 see it, then hacks into your computer & all your accounts, including banking & other secure accounts. Destroys your computer. Once hacked into your computer, it sends e-mails to your friends telling them they have... been tagged in pictures & starts the process again. PLEASE RE-POST!! URGENT!!!!!!!!! posted on 09/10/2010 @ 09:09 am BE ON THE LOOK OUT AT THE USPS DON'T BUY!!!!!!!!!
The Chance
Every time I look at you, I see the pain you have been through. Every time you hold me, I feel how insecure you are. I can not change the past, I can not promis the future. All that I ask, is to be given the chance. The chance of a life time. The chance to fully be yours.
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Unholy Paranoia!!!
Rosco Our Ball Python Killing The Rat & Eating
Where I've Been
visited 33 states (66%)Create your own visited map of The United States
Contest Help Request
Hey everybody! Sinful Rawker is in a contest to win a HH and is asking for help....She is at 500 rates and the first one to get to 1000 rates wins...Please show her support and go rate her pic.
The Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see... The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made
10 Normal Things About Me!
Name Crisis said my odd list would be to long so here goes.... 1. I have a small business selling coffee and paper products to 180 restaurants a few offices and a maid company. 2. I love physical activity, I ride horses, wake board, ski, snowboard... all when im not pregnant. 3. Like most woman I own allot of shoes. 4. I have one son who turned out pretty damn good 5. I am Greek so I love cooking and cant quite wrap my head around cooking for only 3 people. 6. I have one sister. 7. I have one dog and a fish im hoping will die soon... 8. I tend to be rather sensitive and have my feelings hurt allot. Yes its true im a softy 9. I have freckles in the summer 10. I wear underwear.   Please thank the bird for getting all the boring things...   Wicked
We Wiill Miss You
if you Tonyas A.k.a Molly you are truelue ly blessed please keep her in your heart if ya knew herr and please pray for sinfully delicious she is going through a rough time right now anshe needs our support to make it through it please help sinfullu delicious and i  remeber Tonya and keep her spirit alive    if you knew Molly you are blessed please pray for sinfullydelious to get through this rough time in her life i know i do and i always will cause when ya lose a loved one no one should go through it alone please help us remember Molly
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Jazzii Babii's Blog!
The real definition of words when used by women: *1. Fine-I am right. This argument is over. You need to shut up. *2. That's Okay-One of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think hard and long before deciding when and how you'll pay for your mistake. *3. Nothing-The calm before the storm. This means Something and you better be on your toes. Note: Arguments that start with Nothing usually end with Fine (See #1). *4. Five Minutes-If getting dressed, this means half an hour. (Don't be mad about this. It's the same definition for you when it's your turn to do some chores around the house.) *5. Thanks-A woman is thanking you. Do not question this or faint. Just say, You're welcome, and let it go. *6. Loud Sigh-Not actually a word but rather a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. It means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is standing here wasting her time arguing with you about Nothing. (See #3) *7. Go
Bullshit Blog
snagged this from the beginning of a youtube vid.
Idk..wut To Call It?
Toyota's Contest
well here is what is going on i have been doing some paint schemes for my friend's racecar on toyota's contest i need to be within the top ten to have it possibly used so please vote for mine and i have one done out of 5 that i did and i will be putting the links up on here each time they are accepted. now there is only 11 days left for voting and i am still waiting on one to be accepted and then i would have the link and then people can vote.
Hey everyone who is interested in joining the latest craze FARKLE is an amazing dice game but the name just makes it sound so naughty like it was made for FU.  We really need a Farkle ability bling or plain Farkle bling to celebrate the rage.  Don't leave us sitting in the dust Scrapper even FB has Farkle!   Now put your heads together all vote on my blog and send a message to the powers that be on FU that you want and need to Farkle!  Get a Buddy never Farkle alone.... it is always more fun to Farkle with others.  Let's have a FU FARKLE FRIDAY!!! Why is it that us BBW & SSBBW are regarded as nothing more than playtoys for those cold hearted SOB's who chose to play with our emotions.  None of us is perfect, we all have different tastes, but we are all human and deserve to be treated with respect and compassion. Will this world ever go back to when someones word meant something?  Will the day ever come again when you can trust another persons word?  When will man ever judge us for th
By Far The Best Convos I Have Ever Had.
So here's the story, this guy randomly messages me on Facebook (I have never talked to him before) and this is our convo. Enjoy! John you're not the hottest girl but id seriously just love fucking u idk theres just something about u 12:46amKristin uh wtf? 12:46amJohn lol well i meant that as a compliment 12:47amKristin uh fuck off. is that enough of a compliment for u? 12:47amJohn well that wasnt exactlly a compliment u just told me to fuck off 12:47amKristin maybe u should read it and follow the instructions. 12:49amJohn well i dont think i wanna cuz really i just want u to giv me head cuz ur a beautiful girl 12:49amKristin uh maybe i want u to? o do you? 12:50amKristin Yuup. Ty 12:51amJohn but i dont wanna fuck off i wanna fuck you 12:51amKristin r u a dumbass? yes, yes u r 12:51amJohn =/ no im not 12:51amKristin so take ur dumbass self and gtfo of my Facebook 12:52amJohn im not on ur facebook tho im just chatting with you 12:52amKristin Uh could
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A Day In The Life.
Okay, to start with, I'm in a SHIT mood. Work pretty much got me there.  Let's make a long story short-ish... For everyone that doesn't know, I work as a customer service manager/book-keeper at a grocery store. Here goes... Our front end manager (the manager right above me), was pushed out of her job by the store manager.  He hired someone else to be the front end manager, because apparently the one we had, wasn't doing her job (which is bullshit, he's just an ass).  Anyway, we've all hated him since he started...His sales suck, he isn't bringing in ANY money, he is cutting everyone else's hours EXCEPT the people he's brought in, etc.  He's a prick.  Anyway, him and my manager have been butting heads for a while.  She's now only a book-keeper and works on payroll starting Monday.  This new bitch the store manager brought in, is the TRASHIEST thing I've ever seen in my LIFE, and to top it off, she's a complete tool.  Little Miss Suck-up.  Well, she's been there for a week and a half,
Don't Ever Piss Off My Tattoo Artist.
THIS WAS MY TATTOO ARTIST.SHE HAS DONE OVER 90% OF MY TATTOOS. GUESS I AM GONNA HAVE TO FIND A NEW ONE YA THINK?...LOOK FOR PICTURES TO BE ADDED IN MY TATTOO CRASH FOLDER CHAMPION - Chris Gregg, owner of C&L Tattoos, said he and four other people at first had no idea what had just happened Wednesday evening when a car crashed through the front entrance window and wall of the business. According to officials, the white Grand Am rammed through the front west entrance of the building at 4807 Mahoning Ave., drove 50 feet into the store, then backed up, hit another car in the parking lot, and then crashed into the building a second time as it tried to smash through the building again. This time, the car was stopped. Champion fire officials said the driver was a Bristol woman who had been terminated a month ago from C&L Tattoos. Gregg and others at the scene identified her as Tabari Vandervort, who is in her early 30s. Fire and police crews from Champion, Howland and other depa
Poem From My Loviebear
Blog Of A Thousand Noms Revisited
About a week ago I used a groupon (If you don't use groupon yet, sign up! ) for fresh, local produce delivery.  I got a bunch of sunchokes.  I had never seen a sunchoke before so I did some research.  Sunchokes look like this:   So I found that you can use them in stirfry, which I did...and I also make this really easy soup.   1/2 pound sunchokes 1 small onion 1 clove garlic dash of thyme (I used dried/ground) 2-4 tablespoons butter 1 can low sodium chicken broth cream (I just added a little) salt and pepper   Super easy.  Wash sunchokes and peel if you want.  Mine looked good so I didn't peel them...I didn't find anything about not eating the skin. cut into 1"ish cubes  sautee in butter with sliced onion and garlic until tender add chicken broth and simmer for about 20 minutes puree return to pan and add cream (I had already tasted it and decided not to add much and it's delicious) salt and pepper to taste   I think I may puree
I could have never seenWhat you would do to meI was blinded by your face..Lost in those distant eyesSo many nights i criedDrowning in my discrase...(Chorus) Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent DeathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back now...Where did i go wrongLike a siren's songYou pulled me in and drug me down..Back and forth we goDid you even knowThat my head was spinning 'round...This is the final wound, that i take from youI am finished with it all (backup vocals: You wont catch me when i fall)(Chorus)Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back..Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back....Now
Rockers Playground Info Were going to do an 80s metal night on friday March 5th..@ ROCKERS PLAYGROUND and WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU JOIN US!!!!!THERE WILL BE RANDOM BLINGING, GOOD TUNES, GREAT PEOPLE AND FUN FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YOUR INVITED TO COME JOIN IN THE FUN.....
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } UNDATED - Is your tap water safe? According one group, if you live in Pensacola you might want to rethink the next time you reach for the faucet to satisfy your thirst. The Environment Working Group, a research and advocacy group, released their findings from a three-year study that tested municipal water supplies across the U.S. They found that Pensacola, Florida had the worst tap water in the country.Since 2004, the group analyzed water quality tests from 48,000 communities in 45 states. From those tests, the EWG rated 100 big city water utilities. Listed below are their findings.Cities With Best Water 1. Arlington, TX2. Providence, RI3. Fort Worth, TX4. Charleston, SC5. Boston, MA6. Honolulu, HI7. Austin, TX8. Fairfax County, VA9. St. Louis, MO10. Minneapolis, MNCities With Worst Water 1. Pensacola, FL2. Riverside, CA3. Las Vegas, NV4. Riverside County, CA5. Reno,
So I found this article (originally in Esquire).... lets hear your humble opinion. 11 secrets men don't know about women: 1. Women don't like explosions, in art or in life. 2. Women aren't as funny as men. We're often cleverer, frequently wittier, but to be really funny demands a certain clownishness that our grace just does not allow. It's fine, really it is. 3. We grow pathetic goatees and look awful in cargo shorts anyway. 4. Women are aware of about 10 percent of the things men actually think and say about us. Best to keep it under five. 5. Women love to be taken out to eat. It makes our day. 6. A clean apartment will get you more bedroom antics than you'd think. 7. Given the chance, women will smell and re-smell the scented-candle display at the store. We really can do this for ages. 8. Our
Get This Look!
  So, You've decided to be a fantasy girl. Well I am here to help. The first look is the pin up girl because it works great and I was the only person available. Ha! This look is good for: Medium length to long hair From fine to slightly course hair for anyone who wants to make an entrance!! 1. Best done on hair that's "dirty" or hasn't been washed in a couple of days. 2. set hair in hot rollers or curl with a curling iron making sure to organize hair in horizontal sections and alternate curl direction between each section. 3. Don't worry about curling the back. Curl the front and bottom sections then curl the top. This will cover everything you can't reach. If you are using a curling iron, pin the curls and let them set so the curl really holds. 4. Create your desired part. 5. section out a triangular section from your ear to your crown & wrap around a foam roller or "rat" (that's what they call them) or tease the section and roll up. Secure with bobbie pins. 6. repeat on th
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This Is Me Clapping My Hands
Laura Schlesinger is a US radio personality, who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. She recently said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination, according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstances. The following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura which was posted on the Internet.   Dear Dr. Laura:   Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination... End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them.   1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claim
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life 1. The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The Interior Designer - who assures her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" 6. The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" 7. The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!!
I been thinking about this whole Fubar website. Im very happy i started it. met alot of pple and also hung out with some of yall. Alot of my friends on here are amazing and would have never believed this kind of site would be so interesting. i wanted to thank all of yall for adding me and being a friend..   Love Alisha aka American Honey
I'm A Baby Daddy!
Rules And Admission
i am lost at sea looking for my way home i look around and i see a light i steer towards it i start to see the lighthouse weight starts to fade the pain disappears but then i realize something im not getting closer to home i am getting closer to crashing.   i let the pen do the talking on this one leave me a comment and let me know what you think...
My Favorite New Way To Deal With Telemarketer's
Hello? Yes, can I speak with Ms. Gemii? Who’s calling? This is Mike ____. You’ve been selected to receive a free digital satellite system. With this— Let me ask you something. Were you a friend of Ms. Gemii? No, I’m just calling to offer— Hold that thought. [Speaking to someone else.] Get pictures of the body, and dust for prints. [Back to caller] Mike, you there? Let me bring you up to speed. You’ve called a murder scene. Ms. Gemii is no longer with us. I’m Officer Clark. I’m conducting a homicide investigation. What was the nature of your business with Ms. Gemii? I … I had no business with him. I’m sorry to have bothered you—   I want to ask you to stay on the phone. This call has already been traced, and we may need you to come in for questioning. No, you don’t understand. I’m just—   No, you don’t understand—unless you want to be charged with obstruction of jus
Hate List
The following in no particular order are things that I hate: 1. People who allow their children to do as they please to avoid having to deal with them 2. Bad drivers...a turn signal is there for a reason. FUCKING USE IT!! 3. People who smack their food. 4. Mushrooms - not the magical kind that gets you high but the other kind 5. People who say "I've never had a headache." I will kindly stab you in the head with an ice pick so you will have a headache. 6. "Cliff" hanger episodes of my favorite shows. 7. "Cheerleader preppy" people (Go, fight, win. FUCK YOU DAMMIT) That's all I can come up with currently, I'm sure there will be more to come. Feel free to list your hates in your comment.
3rd Sex Story
  She was lying in bed, alone, normally she would be laying there with her man but they had a fight a few days prior and he packed a bag and left, she had not heard from him since. She looked over at the clock, 11:30, she wondered what he was doing and thought to herself ‘If he was here we would having hot passionate sex.'Slowly she lets her hands start to explore her own body running her hand up under the tee shirt that she was wearing. Slowly she starts to play with her nipples, pinching and pulling them. She lets out a sigh as she lets her other hand slide under the shorts she is wearing. She slowly runs a finger over her clit, rubbing it slowly as she pinches her nipple. Removing her hands from under her clothing she rolls over and opens the drawer in the desk next to her bed. From the drawer she pulls a long red felt bag, opening it she pulls out a long glass dildo. Placing the dildo on the bed next to her she wiggles out of her shorts and tosses them to the floor. She ag
Whats On My Mind
I walk into the bedroom and grab my tattered redfleece robe. As I'm walking out of the bedroom my eyesfall to the open drawer of my dresser where my pantiessit. There, nestled between Cat in the Hat panties andHello kitty panties, is my vibrator, 2 porns and abottle of lube in a plastic baggy so that it does'tleak onto my panties. I bite my lip and stare into thedrawer. I've never done that in the bathtub, I think.I wonder what that would be like.Well, I guess I'm going to find out. I grab it out ofthe drawer and go into the bathroom, shutting off thewater. I dip my toes in the water and realize it'sstill a tad bit to hot so I turn the cold water onfull force. Now I'm really itching to get into thebath and try  masturbating in water. Finally! Thewater is the perfect temperature. I slowly slide intothe water, the warmth enveloping my body, sendingslight prickles through my skin because although it'sthe perfect temperature, it's still warm enough toprickle my skin. I run my fingers throu
One day i wont be here.One day when you have a problem you wont be able to call me for help.One day when you want to send a message i wont ever recieve it.One day when Im not here I wont be able to tell you I love you so much and cherish every moment I have had with you.Never regret anything we ever did regret the things we didnt have a chance to do because it was too late.Remember all the tears we got to see roll off each others faces and remember all the kisses and hugs.Dont ever leave my side when i need you cause i will never leave yours. It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and an day to love someone... but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. If u ever think of me out of the blue,just remember its all the kisses ive blown in the air catching up with you!
A Translation Of Yankee Dogs To Southern Dawgs
(Yankee) German Shepherd Dog (Southern) Poh-leece Dawg (Yankee) Poodle (Southern) Circus Dawg (Yankee) St. Bernard (Southern) "Thank Gawd, Here Comes The Whiskey Dawg" (Yankee) Doberman Pinscher (Southern-2 versions) Bad Dawg, or Dobimin Pinches (Yankee) Beagle (Southern) Rabbit Dawg (Yankee) Rottweiler (Southern) Bad Dawg AND Mean As Heck Dawg. Good dawg to guard the still. (Yankee) Yellow Lab (Southern) Ol' Yeller Dawg (Yankee) Black Lab (Southern) Duck fetchin' Dawg (Yankee) Greyhound (Southern) Greased Lightnin' Dawg (Yankee) Malinois (Southern) Another kind of Poh-leece Dawg (Yankee) Blue Ticks, Red Bones, etc. (Southern) Prize Coon Dawgs (Yankee) Pekinese (Southern) Mop Dawg (Yankee) Chinese Crested (Southern) Nekkid Dawg (Yankee) Dachshund (Southern) Wienie Dawg (Yankee) Siberian Husky (Southern) Sled-Pullin' Dawg (Yankee) Bouvier, Komondor (Southern) "What The Heck Kinda Dawg Is That?" (Yankee) Great Dane, Mastiff (Southern) Danged
Dear Suga--advice Blog
It's time for my fu-friends to ask advice if they need to. (This is for Dud who was whining he missed the 1st blog.) Fu-Abby is here. You should never make suggestions I do something, because this is what happens. :P You have Sasquatch, Dud, ASB and Wicked to thank for the creation of this blog. I will be your 'Dear Abby' of Fubar--ask me anything, there is no problem too big or too small! *Disclaimer: Please do not base your life decisions solely on my opinion please.*
Debbullan 'our Mission'
Too Much!
i will continue to search for real people on here.....ill make contact and ask for a friend..its up to them to accept or not....not everyone will love ur face or be free spirited enough to look past race religion or sexual orientation...i really dont care who is my friend i accert all for their hearts and to the rest of these "emotional retards" ..and "basket cases" just step page is a no dramma or no negativity zone. if ur about that.....if u got an issue go get a tisue.....then call the "whambulance" cause i got no need for ya!  to all have a blessed day..try and smile and be happy. talk to me if ya feel me.... hey folks...i really enjoy this site........when i meet someone real......but the other frustrating......why r most so rude and interested in only points? it just doesnt make sence to me after all this is the land of makebelieve isnt it? i wonder if there are others who feel as i do......all i like is to conversate with cool people to date
Fu Muse Says
Spring gave us an angelAnd dying autumn took her awayAway from this world and away from usNow we all walk alone in our griefShielding our eyes from GodHiding behind livesIgnoring the pain deep within the chestHow could Autumn be so cruelOr was it truly winter calling I figured it all out. When my friends used to say I needed more action in my life, lol HAHA! The truth is, I was more content where I was in that life. No stress and omg I smiled more. My sister said I don't laugh as much I used to. Guess its weird, cause thats me laugh laugh laugh! A lot has happen, that has changed my life and made me see that I have to be smarter, faster, and put on the bullshit shades. I have discovered the blog, lol. A place to bitch and whine. I am simply down this weekend. There were moments of happiness and then I was let down again. I am at the point where I want to just give up, but that's not me.  I am a fucking thinker, I could think for people if they wanted me to, lol. I feel like I'
I M A Ditz Lol Cant Figure Out
its impossible for me answer gift messages if I have 500  tequilas or  daquris or whatever   itds startin to gettin  be borin deletin   and I miss gifts that are real   if I miss u Im ss but its this bs   with lazy round drinks  so as im busy chasin boomarangs these days and tryin find real friends and fufriends    plz for give me   I do try level a few  as I can with sendin bulltens or shares   or my user status so just lettin e1 Im a point ho  and freely admit it  but love to return help as I can when I can just let me know
Things To Think About
How many of these did YOU know about?        A sealed envelope - Put in the freezer for a few hours, then slide a   knife under the flap. The envelope can then be resealed.  &n b sp;(hmmmmmm..)                                                   Use Empty toilet paper roll to store appliance cords. It keeps them   neat  and  you can write on the roll what appliance it belongs to.                             For icy door steps in freezing temperatures: get warm water and put   Dawn dish washing liquid in it. Pour it all over the steps. They won't  refreeze. (wish I had known this for the last 40 years!)                              To remove old wax from a glass candle holder, put it in the freezer for   a few hours. Then take the candle holder out and turn it upside down. The   wax  will  fall out.                             Crayon marks on walls? This worked wonderfully! A damp rag, dipped    in baking  soda. Comes off with little effort (elbow grease that is!).                        
What Country Do We Live In
Administrators at a California high school sent five students home on Wednesday after they refused to remove their American flag T-shirts and bandannas -- garments the school officials deemed "incendiary" on Cinco de Mayo. The five teens were sitting at a table outside Live Oak High School in Morgan Hill, Calif., on Wednesday morning when Assistant Principal Miguel Rodriguez asked two of them to remove their American flag bandannas, one of their parents told The boys complied, but were asked to accompany Rodriguez to the principal's office. The five students -- Daniel Galli, Austin Carvalho, Matt Dariano, Dominic Maciel and Clayton Howard -- were then told they must turn their T-shirts inside-out or be sent home, though it would not be considered a suspension. Rodriguez told the students he did not want any fights to break out between Mexican-American students celebrating their heritage and those wearing American flags. Dariano's mother, Diana, told she and
Random Thought Stuff
Got this in an email from my local Italian restaurant.....Good thing I wasn't drinking anything at the time or else I would have spewed from my nose. :P   An old Italian man lived alone in Brooklyn.  He wanted to plant his annual tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard.   His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament:   Dear Vincent,  I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. I know if you were here my troubles would be over... I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days. Love, Papa   A few days later he received a letter from his son Vincent.   Dear Pop, Don't dig up that garden. That's where the bodies are buried.
One Day
A BOY IN GIRLS BATHROOM!!!!!!!!!!!a Girl asked a Boygirl)-Do you think i'm pretty?(boy)-NO..(girl)-Do you want to be with me forever?(boy)-NO...(girl)-Would you cry if I walked away?(again boy sayz-NO...She heard enough &waz hurt, As she walked away tears ran down her face. The boy grabbed her arm and saidboy)-You're not pretty you're BEAUTIFUL.(boy)-I don't want to be with you forever.I NEED to be with you forever.(boy)- And I would'nt cry if you walked away.....I would DIE!!!!!!!!!....(boy whisperz)-Plzzzzz stay wit me....(girl whisperz)-i will........
Farewell America
The current administration and Congress, under the lie of saving us, basically bought the banks, airlines and auto companies. They have spent us into a debt, that if they stopped all spending right now, would take 100s of years for taxpayers to repay. The Federal Reserve, a private world bank, now holds over 60% of out 10trillion plus debt and foreign countries own the rest. Basically we are bankrupt. This is if we don't have any more disasters like the recent oil spill in the gulf, earthquakes, tornadoes,hurricanes, volcanoes or a terrorist act with a weapon of mass destruction. The latest communistic/socialist attempts by the U.S government, under the terms of social and collective justice, is to merge the faith base (churches) and the EPA. If that happens it would surely mean another purchase and thus control by the government. This time it is our churches and they will tell you how to interpret the Bible and could even include criminal charges if you don't believe the way they do
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things were getting hazy now.... details escaping me. already the events of the night before were fading out, and the reality of today taking hold.had it all been a dream? yet there you were, pacing back and forth across the room from me. you were eager to get out of here, you wanted to go anywhere, anywhere that was not here, not with me. you caught my eyes and realized i'd woken up. your eyes quickly shifted from mine, breaking my fascination with your tired and worn expression. you hadn't slept the night before. well, neither had i, at least at the beginning, but i'd gotten a good four hours of sleep in or so. i glanced at my cell phone, three missed calls, and i was about 45 minutes late for work. i didn't care, last night had been amazing, even if you didn't remember it. take my word for it. i gathered my various pieces of clothing left on your floor, put them on, with you still anxiously fiddling with things about your room. you must be nervous your girlfriend
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