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November 2007
Please say a quick prayer for my son Dante today who is getting surgery done and has to go under for it. Thanks! Today is the day to honor the Veterans who have given their life for Americans. Tho I didn't give my life, I did serve an honorable 8 years in the US Military. I have been around the world and seen many things that many haven't seen. My ship was one of the first to respond to the USS Cole when she was bombed overseas and 17 sailors died. I did a 7 month tour in Kuwait. And of course that fateful day on 9/11/2001, the whole US military responded to the attack on the USA. I just wanted to say a special thank you to all my veteran and active duty military families that are still serving our country proudly. If there's nothing else you do today, please thank a Veteran...and pray for those still overseas and those who have lost their lives so we can still live as freely as we do today A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He c

My Thoughts
I put myself up for auction. Even get a chance to Fu-Marry me. 1st 200 11's 2nd personal phone call or yahoo phone call 3rd Fu-owned on my name for a week 4th SFW salute 5th NSFW salute (can not choose what I do) 6th Fu perm Blog pimpout 7th pimp out on my page for 1 week 8th A folder with a few of their pictures in it 9th 4 Pimp out Bulletins ( 1 a week) 10th FU-Marriage 11th See me on cam ( SFW ) Click below to check it out Meowzette@ fubar And Looking for a Fubar Valentine's Date All you have to do is leave ONE comment on why you believe you should be my fubar valentine's date. The person with the best answer will get me for Valentine's Day! It will be up to me to which answer I think is "best" I will send the winner at least one Fubar gift on Valentine's day and also attach to my name that you are my Valentine's date. This is NOT an actual AUCTION, so that means you can save your fubucks and real money!!! How sweet is THAT

Snake Eyes Staff
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Things I Bet You Never Knew
Did you know that… 1. The average person has over 1,460 dreams a year? 2. Madrid is the only European capital city not situated on a river? 3. Male and female rats may have sex twenty times a day? (Wow, I wish I had a boyfriend that could do that!) 4. The tune for the “A-B-C” song is the same as “Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star”? 5. The only country in South East Asia that did not get colonized is Thailand? 6. The computer mouse was invented by Apple and not Microsoft? 7. If MySpace were a country, it would be the 11th largest? 8. The scientific name for kissing is philematology? 9. Only 12 people have ever set foot on the Moon? 10. To “testify” was based on men in the Roman court swearing to a statement made by swearing on their testicles?

Im N Anothr Contest!
im n another contest people n i need ur help so just click the pic rate me, n bombs(comment ) away! ill show some mad love for all love shown, so evn one commnt helps thanx ~jiminy! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&i=1791889202

Funny...
9 THINGS WOMEN SAY AND WHAT THEY REALLY MEAN 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and har

Please Rate!
Please click on the link below and rate my friends pic and if you would like leave a comment or two! each rate is wroth 10 comments so at least rating the picture would be alot of help! thank you, Jennifer please click pic below:

Read Me
HEY SEXXII....CAN I INVITE YOU OVER TO MY HOUSE.....SIT YOU DOWN ON MY COUCH....HAVE A LITTLE CONVO.....POUR SOME GREY GOOSE....AND TAKE YOU TO MY BEDROOM......LAY YOU DOWN ON MY BED.....AND TURN THE LIGHTS OFF ......LIGHT A FEW CANDLES.....TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES.......WALK TO THE DRESSER AND TURN ON SOME MUSIC.....THEN WALK SLOWLY BACK OVER TO THE BED......GET UNDER THE COVER.....AND ASK YOU TO DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO TO GET COMFORTABLE....I SLOWLY CLIMB ON TOP OF YOU AND BEGIN TO KISS YOUR STOMACH....AND WORK MY WAY DOWN.....AND FINALLY I GET ON MY KNEES AND START..... ...............PRAYING THAT YOU WILL BE BLESSED EVERYDAY!!..... GOTCHA ....I WONDER WUT U THINKIN BOUT WHEN U WAS READIN DIS....SEND DIS 2 ALL DA SEXII PEOPLE U KNOW INCLUDING ME!!!! IF YOU THINK IM SEXY? IF YOU GET 5 BACK YOUR HOT! IF YOU GET 7 BACK YOUR CUTE IF YOU GET 10 BACK YOU FUCKEN ROCK

Dot.
Respect!!! Such a thing that you have to earn it. SSomehow I have a wired feeling that the fubar horoscope does not reflect the truth, rather it’s trying to dictate you to be the person who you are not. I have been watching the horoscopes quiet closely for last few weeks. Don’t know if you all would agree with me or not, but I reached to my conclusion! Leo is old, so it could be anyone but him!

Attitude
SORRY I am sorry I loved you I am sorry I cared I am sorry I waited for you I am sorry that I would die for you still I am sorry that you made me belive you loved me too . I am sorry that you didn't love me . I am sorry that you didn't trust me . I am sorry I changed for you . I am sorry I wanted to make you happy . I am sorry you were my world . I am sorry I didn't do everything perfect . I am sorry you left . I am sorry you didnt give me a chance to show you how much more I could be . I am sorry you moved on . I am sorry you probably forgot about me . I am sorry you don't want me when I still need you . I am sorry we can't at least be friends . I am sorry you erased me from your life . I am sorry for cheating . I am sorry I still think about you every day . I am sorry you will always have a place in my heart . I am sorry I can't forget about you . I am sorry your in my heart and mind whe

Recent Happinings
Ok, here is the story in a nice short version. I like guy, but he is not interested, then he is interested asks me out(i have known him 15 years or so, he is 35 i'm 27 so him not being interested is self preservation at the time lol)I have had a crush on him for forever, so we go out he bought dinner and we talked, we went to a movie and flirted, then we went parking and had some fun till 330am. the next night we went to a private party to have more fun and we had lots of fun.and when it was time for him to leave he stayed for another 30 mins saying good bye to me. i saw him quite a few more times in the following weeks but he never called me back.But when we talked he made several comments about how good a time he had and how nice it was to just chill with me. then yesterday we talked for a while went for a drive(to cold to have fun in a car) but he was dripping hints about comming to my place to chill. I of course needed to clean b4 i could bring him over. and then when i called

Life
life is full of suprises, u never know what is going to happen until it is to late, life is just one big rollarcoaster ride with no end the only way off is death, and no one really wants that. but you live and learn and hopefully don't make the same mistakes twice. one peice of advice is listen to your gut it normally don't steer you wrong, and if they do you obviousley you wern't listeneing right. well that is life and it must go on life is full of choices, that is easy but the choices u make will effect the rest of ur life. u just have to know which ones to make. if i know what u want then go for it follow your heart and your gut, i know what i want in life. that isn't hard to figure out lol. but for some other people it can be hard hard to decide, and for the rest of them they are like me and know what they want. for everyone who don't know what they want, stop and listen to your heart and your gut then go for it. some people will make some dumb decisions but you will learn from th

Statement At Football Game
Statement at Football game This is true.....see Snopes http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/outrage/prayer.htm ----- This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee , by school Principal, Jody McLeod. 'It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country.' Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it 'an alternate lifestyle,' and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, 'safe sex.' If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a 'viable! means o f birth control.' If someone is offend

Blog Of A Dumbass
Yeah, I'm tired... not of a physical sense, mind you, but more of a psychological/spiritual sense, though it's probably affecting how I am physically... not wanting to get up for work, and what-have-you. It's a kind of tiredness that's complicated and convoluted in many ways, in a way a living irony: I'm tired of trying my paltry damnedest to fit in with others, yet I'm tired of feeling like I've been left behind and left alone. I'm tired of the masks that I wear to keep others oblivious and content, yet I'm tired of hiding all the shit that's found on the inside. I'm tired of denying the hopes and dreams of what others have for me, of what my future may entail; yet I'm tired of living with the truths that I know myself, that the future is bleak and unending. I'm tired of everything around me telling me that I should conform, yet I'm tired of being myself, despite the loneliness. ------------------------------------ Note, this is a work in progress. Thank you. Greetin

My True Friend
HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar this lady right here has watched over me , helped me and has acted like a real friend from the start. this is what fubar needs , is people like hellcat. i would like you all to go show this lady some love. she is in my family for a good reason. this is the lady i look out for. she is sweet careing, gentle and loves every one on fubar. i have never heard a bad thing about her. she is loved by so many people on fubar :) HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar

Contest
I am in a comment contest for a Happy Hour. The first person to get 50,000 points wins. I hope some of you can drop me a few comments. I WILL GIVE 20,000 FUBUCKS TO ANYONE THAT DROP 400 MORE COMMENTS. PLUS IF YOU LOOKING TO LEVEL UP OR GET CLOSE TO LEVELING THIS WILL HELP YOU EARN POINTS AS WELL!! Click on the link and it will take you to my contest. ♥ ♥ ÄRÌÈL#1ßÄÐGÌR£™~ღ♥£ÄÐ¥ õҒ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§®ღ♥ ♥ WANNA MAKE SOME QUICK CASH???? ************************************************** TODAY ONLY!!!!! SHE IS GOING TO GIVE 20,000 FUBUCKS TO THE FIRST PERSON THAT REACHES 300 COMMENTS ON HER VIP GIVE~A~WAY. SHE WILL MAKE A SPECIAL PHOTO FOR ANYONE THAT REACHES 100 COMMENTS. IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED IN MAKING MONEY, SHE WILL GIVE YOU A GIFT IN EQUAL VALUE OR WILL MAKE YOU A SPECIAL PERSONALIZED PHOTO FROM HER. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SEND HER AN EMAIL AND LET HER KNOW YO

Remember What Veteran's Day Means!!!
It is the VETERAN , not the preacher,who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN , not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press.It is the VETERAN , not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech.It is the VETERAN , not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN , not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial.It is the VETERAN , not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN , who salutes the Flag, It is the veteran ,who serves under the Flag, whose coffin is draped with the flag,who gives the protester the freedom he abuses to burn the flag.ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM. We can be very proud of our young men and women in the service no matter where they serve. God Bless them all.

Oooops You Are Deleted!
I deleted over 1300 people overnight...I didn't know about 1260 of them...so that isn't the issue. I did know atleast 20 of them..and so if you find I have deleted you as a friend and would like me to add you back...let me know..i will be checking pages until i resolve this to the best of my abilities..and apologize for any inconvenience. Sorry I'm an ass..haha May you all get everything you want and or desire...or just be happy with what you have :) xoxo Merry Christmas to you all!!!!!! many knotty kisses n hugs, Alana

~marvelous Day~
One of my best friends in the whole world, "Chris" come to Vegas today, and we spent the entire day shopping, and goofing off in SIN CITY. Started out upgrading her MAC with RAM and the newest OS - X and then she took me to "PF CHANG'S" a Chinese Bistro here in Vegas that is simply delicious - have leftovers in the fridge that i can't wait to wrap my mouth around. P.F. Chang's The neat part of the day - Chris is a singer, a karaoke singer, and not just a "singer"...she preforms with all her heart, and can actually SING - it's her passion, and it's apparent in her delivery. When she sings, my socks fly off, and my dimples cave in to endless smiles and gaping grins that just can't be beat. Today, while between malls, she spotted a out of the way Karaoke store, and screamed for me to stop - i dove into the parking lot, and 30 mins later, she's got a handful of new cd's. No sooner then we are back on the street, she has the cd in the player and is belting out her songs - all to my

Natrual Mystic
Natural Mystic Artist: Bob Marley There's a natural mystic blowing through the air; If you listen carefully now you will hear. This could be the first trumpet, might as well be the last: Many more will have to suffer, Many more will have to die - don't ask me why. Things are not the way they used to be, I won't tell no lie; One and all have to face reality now. 'Though I've tried to find the answer to all the questions they ask. 'Though I know it's impossible to go livin' through the past - Don't tell no lie. There's a natural mystic blowing through the air - Can't keep them down - If you listen carefully now you will hear. There's a natural mystic blowing through the air. This could be the first trumpet, might as well be the last: Many more will have to suffer, Many more will have to die - don't ask me why. There's a natural mystic blowing through the air - I won't tell no lie; If you listen carefully now you will hear: There's a natural mystic blowi

Sex
You have a Sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Just Walk Away!!!!
It's about learning to dance in the rain! ********************************************************************************** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when

Excuses...excuses
Okay, lately my 3-year-old daughter has been trying to scam her way out of bed by making up practically any excuse her little brain can create. Her latest excuse is, "I have to go to work"...another night, "My toy is crying. It's mad at me, I think I need to go get it."..."I need to wash the dishes"..."I need to get some coffee."....

Scrolling
Was it the words that made me think about him all night or was it the smile that he brought to my face when I saw the E- Mail message that seem to shine so bright. Yes I feel so confused, How could it be? He stole my Heart away with the stroke of his computer keys. We chat, we talk its just not the same, there should be no reason I get so excited when I see his chat name. We are in a private room, designed for two, sometimes I think they designed one especially for me and you. We are chatting for hours when I realize, oops, I'm on the computer, I was lost there for a while, but His words they really make me smile. Communications is the key to unlock my heart, It's funny the computer has enable to get thus far. Cyber space is strange and that is true, But guess what - It Scrolled My Heart a Road Directly to you

Are You My Friend?
Will you be there when I'm down, And catch me when I fall? Will you hold me when I need To feel the warmth of your touch? Will you laugh when I laugh, And cry when I cry? Will you let me rant and rave, When I need to let off steam? Will you discuss those painful things, That you'd rather not think about? Like the times we've hurt each other, And promised would never do so again? Will you say the right thing, When all I've heard is the wrong? And tell me soothing words, That make the pain I feel subside? Will you understand me when I say, "I can't see you now, go away"? Will you come back when I call, As if nothing happened at all? If you'll do these things for me, And keep smiling all the way. If you'll be with me through the bad times, As well as the good. Then truly you are my friend, My pal, my mate and my confidante. And that means so much to me. I thank you dearly, for being there, You, My Friend.

Realizing Love
I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love, my heartbrakes and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, And i imagine the

Kid Cannabis
Kid Cannabis How a chubby pizza-delivery boy from Idaho became a drug kingpin MARK BINELLIPosted Oct 06, 2005 12:00 AM Nate Norman was hanging out with his buddy Topher Clark when he came up with The Idea. The two friends were sitting around Nate's house, a dumpy little place near the cemetery, and both of them were extremely stoned. And yet The Idea had more legs than your typical pot-inspired idea. It did not involve a second Twinkie inside the first one. It did not involve genetically modifying the bugs so their blood would not be blood but windshield-wiper fluid. It was, in fact, based on a practical application of global economic theory. That, and cheap weed in Canada. At the time, Nate was a nineteen-year-old high school dropout who worked at a Pizza Hut in Coeur D'Alene -- a gorgeous but dull resort town in Idaho -- and sold the occasional dime bag on the side. Chubby and baby-faced, Nate had never been the type to come up with a million-dollar brainstorm. "He was one o

Fiya Starta Is A Negative Creep
So I begin my evening with Eddie and his friend Kyle who arrive at my house to come pick me up. We head on on HwY 90. Being that half of I-10 was closed off , so there was no possible way to go that route. We stopped in Houma to pick up my girl Dani who I invited with me because Eddie bought me 2 tickets. So anyway all is going awesome and fly. Driving to N.O about 120 mph. ahh. So we get into Nola. Trying to fallow these LAME map quest directions. I SWEAR to mother fuckin whatever is in existence that I will KILLL whatever operates map quest. Not only did it give us bullshit directions, the whole issue was that EVERYONE abd their fuckign grandmother was saying that it was at UNO. So when we get there there is NO ONE there. except some other cars fallowing us and doing the same thing. So finally we get on the internet on the phone and find out that its at New Orleans Arena, which is actually next to the super dome. So we head out that way and we stop at the service station for so

Carla's 21st!
Friday night was our friend Carla's 21st bday. So, we took her out and got her totally trashed for her very first time! We created a slide show of our crazy night. As u can see, Carla is seriously fucked up lol........ or http://www.rockyou.com/show_my_gallery.php?source=ppsl&instanceid=90655155

Wake The Fuck Up!
Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths"

Hero
Sgt Alfred H. Alonzo, Sr Birth: Jun. 28, 1922, USA Death: Dec. 31, 1953, North Korea More than a half-century ago in Tampa, two fatherless boys grew up a mile apart. The older one was Alfred Alonzo Jr.; the younger, Fred Alonzo. The two never met. Their mothers, the widow and the ex-wife of Army Master Sgt. Alfred Alonzo Sr., told them their father had disappeared in the Korean War in November 1950. His remains had not been found. But news last month brought the half brothers together for the first time. DNA evidence had finally identified their father. The remains of Mr. Alonzo, along with those of seven other U.S. servicemen, were discovered in the summer of 2000 near a North Korean village south of Unsan. His regimen, the 8th Cavalry, had been attacked by the Chinese People's Volunteer Forces. His first wife, Regina Alonzo, since deceased, never believed her ex-husband was dead. She figured he had escaped and was living with a Korean woman, said Alfred Alonzo Jr., a Vie

For The Tue Wicked Clown In You
Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Blunts For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pity, send my soul to Juggalo city, dig my grave six fe

Kristan Smiths Photo Contest The 3rd
hi friends! hows everyone? im pretty good...just got home from work. :) im looking forward to an extra day off this week for thanksgiving :D well...in case you didnt know, i was in a contest. i tried my best, but with my work schedule, and the bouncer checks i wasnt able to do as well as in previous contests. its ok tho...im happy to have gotten 2cnd place :) there is a list ive been putting together of friends who have helped me a bunch in this contest...keep your eye out for that :) i should be posting it tomorrow sometime. anyhow...i hope everyone has a great thanksgiving!! i love you guys! oh yeah...i have 98 11s to give out. i will split them between all who comment on this blog during happy hour:) thanks all! **muah** well folks...looks like im gettin an ass woopin in this contest. im in third right now, but im over 5000 from the lead. i just dont have the time to bomb like i did b4 :( ahh well...i will keep trying. if any of you guys feel like helping

Pantera Lyrics
Becoming A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memory Of shame birthed its gift. No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one. Running from beatings, deflating. I'm becoming more Than a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burning To rise beyond Jesus. I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize I found my life was slipping through my hands. Perhaps Through death my life won't be so bad. I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. Staring through Your eyes. Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me, To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord. I'm born again with snakes eyes Becoming Godsize

To You My Family
I wish I weren't as selfish as I allow myself to be. In the moment my minds eye becomes clouded with anger and rage that I can not see the fault of noone is none other than my own. And in the end through those I have hurt, the pain pierces my self image as well. You no longer want me around regardless of my past,present or future self because they are all the same.I am sorry I have wasted your time and hurt your pride amongst other things. Mostly i am sorry that I was unjust with children, your children. I am also sorry that I mistaking thought myself a parent as I am not, I have limits nor did I or do I have the right to test those limits. I have no excuse that will be good enough, and excuses really are lies we tell ourselves to feel justified in an unjustified act. I dont blame your anger for my actions and reactions. I don't blame the children for my anger nor you. Nor do I blame your lack of love or want of me. I am my own victim and in the process I have so made you and "your" ch

Normally Dont Complain
Venting session so if ANYONE on my friends list takes offense to this that is so your problem and so not mine....My friends that know me know I would do anything for anyone.....Well it has gotten to the point where I need to start doing for me again and learn to enjoy this site cuz right now I will tell ya I am ready to tell everyone off and leave but because I know that it will get better I am not going to. I am so TIRED of DRAMA being brought to me for no damn reason I haven't done a damn thing to anyone here and I am so not about to start...IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ANOTHER FAMILY dont bring it to me I DONT CARE......Its like this I am in 4 AWESOME FAMILIES one which is my own leveling family.....I love each one of them......The people are awesome but DONT COME AT ME with a bunch of crap that this person said this about one of my families cuz I will let you know in a HEARTBEART I WILL DEFEND MY FAMILIES.....IF you have a problem with another friend of mine take it up with them DONT

Poems
Fuck that not anymore... never again... will anyone see the side me this is stupid and weak I fell for you... and u turned me way i am so sick of opening myself up to anyone U did not break me i havent even been put back together even if i wasnt im not giving u that satisfaction how can i let u go when ur the only one who comes back... i gave you all of me you threw me away thats okay! it was my fault i am the stupid one for ever thinking anyone could ever want me... my soul is empty.... cut it down to the bone this way there is no mistakes all the blood will flow and so will the tears u may think there is no one.. u may think no one cared but ur death ur pain has hurt others more than u because now ur dead, because now they have this void the lose of u.... I love you more than words can say I have found great joy and happiness being with you yet, i have also seen my worset fears come true You love your cocaine You love your booze Those are yo

Bout Me
Hello Fubar! Most people just call me G-reg.My friend Synasta introduced me to this place. So far it's been cool. I don't have much of a personal life because I work for an Audio/Lighting/and Staging company.Also some friends and I started a record label called No Luck Recordz. So being an artist and producing I don't have much personal time. It is funny up till about 3 years ago I was a full time cowboy on ranches. But I also grew up in the city with my friend Dj Organic so I 've seen both sides of the spectrum. I have a passion for music and respect for nature. I also love tattoo's and other forms of art. I really try to be a no bullshit save your drama for your mama kind of guy. I do occasionaly have BBQ's at my house( I love to cook). Well that's about it for now! Later Dayz G-reg So as Life goes I'm doin ok. Besides the fact that there are haters and ignorant bastards. On the otherhand the No Luck Radio show is rockin the night air. Currently we're on XRN radio.com at 10pm-

Supporting Our Troops
Hey everybody!! Just wanted to share with you guys that i created a myspace account for the project im currently working on called Care For Our Troops and basically its where i collect donations for our troops stationed in iraq.. items, not money.. but if you have a myspace account, check it out and add it as a friend.. www.myspace.com/carefotroops thanks in advance

Wiccan Angel
(This was written by my good friend Nathan aka Shadow_of_God.. it was so good and so beautiful.. that I had to share it.) The Quiet enhanced the senses of the 6 in the room, they could hear, see, feel, smell, and taste better than ever, The silence soon after followed and off in the distance they could hear wut seemed to be a slight slurping sound, the followed the noise drawing closer to it, through the bushes they could see a figure on the ground, then with a small movement they noticed it was in fact not one figure but two, one lying on the ground the other hunched over, Suddenly one of the members stepped on a twig and *Snap* it broke alerting the figure, it rose and stared at the 6 new meals it had in front of it. From above the figure and out of the sky 4 others landed and gave Chase, one by one the members were ambushed by one of these strange creatures until only one still lived. For wut no one knew was that this one was in control of these Creatures, she was the Wiccan

My Poetry.
Come one! Come all! Take a seat and enjoy the end of the world! Sit back and relax as big men with guns murder your family. Grab a drink and throw a toast for the men with bombs. Gaze upon the burning sky with admiring awe. Are you offended yet? Are you disgusted by my words? You shouldn't be. It was you that created them. So let's party on, let's keep taking life for granted. A salute to the Asian whalers. A salute to the men creating war! Give a homeless man some drugs instead of money - save him some time. Prepare the noose for your suicidal friend - save him some time. Put some bullets in your child’s gun - save him some time. Believe in a greedy god - take sweet bribes from Satan. Let's gasp with surprise as two people fall in love. Let's laugh at them when their hearts break. We knew it would happen. We knew we'd want more. Are you offended now? I know you're somewhat disgusted. You should be. Look in the mirror, look at your lover, look at your neighbour. It's all your fault. Ju

Vets Day
i want to wish all those that served in the armed forces a happy vet day. please do the same to all those u know that have from the mothers to fathers,sisters to brothers,sons to daughters, im sure they would apperate hearing it like i do. this is our holiday so anyone that is against this day , our armed forces , our services members , or any battle or war we are in or were in. please kindly shut the fuck up for this one day, and let us who have put our lives on the line or commited the ultimate sacrifice for this great nation of ours, have our one day out of the year that we earned. to everyone still serving as some of my very close friends still are, god bless you all, stay safe, hard charge and give them so much hell that hell itself would feel like a dip in a cold pool compared to it. semper mutha fucking fi

~foreveramber~
Lost in a way i can't seem to see what all this is what's happening to me? I sit here going through my thought's wondering if i am still lost in this madness How will You ever accept me if i can not see this person you say is inside of me Is she real or fantasy can i become your one ? Time and time i see things done i hope for all things to become a Reality still sit with all this knowledge you given me. thinking please through it all let me breath this is so new these feeling i have inside are they real? i see the passion in my own eye's then i turn to you are these all lye's? Can i Trust You enough to give me just a little faith and believe in me this subspace what is it will i need to see through or can i just focus on pain and hurt what will it all do? I see it all rushing through me saying to myself just focus till the time comes your inside me can you see all this i am feeling ? How can i do it without you? Is this my own reactions through seeking rea

My Poetry
Mary had a little goat, She threw it out of her little boat, To see if that poor goat would float, When it did, she sat back to gloat. Mary's floating little goat, Rammed poor Mary's little boat. Poor Mary couldn't swim or float, And so she drowned. That's all she wrote. Mary had a little lamb, She had it all for lunch. What she eats in just one meal, Would last me for six months. Mary had a little lamb, Some cake, and apple pie. If she keeps on eating at this rate, I'm sure she's gonna die. Mary had a little lamb, "Snack attack!" she said. But through the night her stomach burst, And now, of course, she's dead. I was perving on the pics on here, (as we do), and saw a few pics of sunrises or sunsets, and the start of this came to mind... I'm gettin' kinda slow, though, this took me an hour to put together:( Sunrise o'er the ocean, I'm feeling the spring breeze My body makes no motion, As my mind's across the seas It's searching

Questions
6 truths of life: 1) You cannot touch all of your teeth with your tongue. 2) All idiots, after reading the first truth, try it. 3) The first truth is a lie. 4) You're smiling now cause you are a idiot. 5) You will soon forward this to another idiot. 6) Theres still a stupid smile on your face 10. DAMN, that uniform! DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!-lol 9. They find it hot and leave it wet 8. They're good and trained in mouth to mouth 7. Anyone that can carry their hose over their shoulder has something going for them 6. They can quickly and efficiently solve any problem 5. They always maintain their umm . . . . apparatus 4. You know he is in damn good shape 3. They run in for you when everyone else would run out 2. You know they can sweep you off your feet 1. Not many can say they're dating a HERO!!!! About two weeks ago, God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the repulsive behavior that was going on. So God called one of the angels and sent the angel to Earth for

Awesum
hello all.kk this is like the coolest guy ever.hes been nuttin but nice & sweet to me he taught me couple tricks lol & alwayz helped me out.he gits me hot all the time.lol.so u just have to check him out & see for yourself.he just loves bein spanked.hehehe.so plz leave him ratez & comments yall...u wont b sorri PieDaDDY@ fubar ur awesum darlin...keep rockin & spank u :) this pimpout brought to u by: ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know (b) (d)

This Is Wassup!!!
I tell you what love is....its giving a 100% of yourself and getting 100% back....Its not having to ask someone something more then once...because if you have to ask them more then once, then they didn't want to do it in the first place. Its never having to wonder about what the other person doing....Its never feeling like you along even when the person is right beside you. I have finally found Love....And I am very happy...So please...if you know me from back in the day...or you had thought about me today and decided to see how i'm doing. Well I'm doing just fine....I'm finally happy for once in my life...So if you looking for more then just friends...keep on going....because I really don't want to hear anything you have to say.....Just be happy for a brother....thank you..... My dreams are no doubt rated (R) material. I dreamed I was at your bed side. You didn't hear me come in and you were fast asleep. I just stood there for the longest looking at you. I pulled bac

I*love*my*tur*tle
Yeah after spending the weekend with peaceful, simple hippies, seeing some things no one's ever seen before i come home to good ol' fubar What happened to my favorite addiction? It isn't what i once loved. Its materialistic GREED smothered in cheap cologne. Dramatic arguments over petty details that the mainstream doesn't grasp. Points for ugly whores who reveal skin. Whatever. I liked those girls too, back when they did it just for the fun of it. Nothing seems to be the same anymore I loved you Fubar FUCK YOU From history to present day there are many belief symbols. Some are of good omens and some are of bad omens. We even see some of these symbols in our dreams. Have you ever wondered what the turtle symbol represents in different cultures and meanings? In this article I summarize some of those symbol beliefs. Dreams... What do they mean? The turtle seen in a dream indicates an unusual improvement. This would be a positive omen. Turtles in a negative aspect means fear o

Jesse's Confessions
Jesse’s Confessions... * I know the girls from 7-11 stay up all night, but I don't particularly like to do it myself. * I don't like my coffee black, just my metal. Coffee needs Irish Creamer. * Writing a paper about Dr. Karen Horney, sounds like fun, but she does not live up to her name. * I tend to quote movies at the most inopportune times. Even in homework. * I like sleep, but, it seems to elude me more and more each night. * I bitch about my job all the time. I do like it, however, I don't like some of my co-workers. * I rant from time to time about everything and nothing at all. * Hot Pockets saved my life...take that for what it is... * Habitually, I chew on ink pens, so, don't let me barrow one...it will look like a puppy got a hold of it. * If Cartoon Network does not bring back any of the Dragon Ball/Z/GT series, I may go crazy. * I thought the characters from Jabberjaw and Scooby Doo were modeled after one another. * I wonder why Yogi Bear

Moving Out Of Michigan
Well what can i say? I am finally moving out of Michigan. In roughly about 6 months I will be heading to Missouri to start my life over. I have to very dear friends down there to which I am thankful that I have them in my life. I will be looking to get back into the bar scene there and hold a day job as well to get my finances set up. I feel this is an opportunity of a lifetime to move on with my life and leave Michigan behind and the declining economy here. I have met some wonderful people there and cant wait to get there. I still have some unfinished business here that i need to tend to but once it is done i will be able to go. Chrissy and Eli you guys are the best. I couldnt have done this without you. Wish me luck!!! Ray Wow where do i start. As you all know i have been trying to find my son for a while now. 2 days ago I got a letter in the mail from Ohio stating that they have custody of my son. Apparently the My Ex and her husband were taking nude photographs of of

Food For Thought
Have you ever been to a clothing optional hot springs? That's right where no clothes are needed. Well, let me tell you it is very liberating. To shed off all your inhibitions and go for it. It's only a body anyhow, but I must say that our bodies were in so much better shape than anybody else's there. If I must say so myself. Anyhow, the freedom it creates in your mind is awesome and the hot water is great too. But if you do go remember, go with someone you love and don't mind being naked in front of. No telling what will happen, sky''s the limit there. Why is it that when you become a regular at a restaurant that the waitresses start to assume that you like to wait longer for your food and not get refills on your water or coffee? I say the standard of service should stay the same or be better when you are considered a regular customer. You choose to spend your money there and therefore expect a certain level of service. Next time this happens to you remind your waitress that you still

Making Comments And Respecting Others
As some of you all know I do make comments about women being good looking or gorgeous or something positive and never negative and I do read a profile and if I see that the person is married or in a relationship than I respect that but what gets me a bit P. O'ed here is when some guy, like the one that I did have on my friends list that I added earlier here, immediately after adding them go to my girlfriends pic in my pics and make the comment that she is hot, which I agreed to but when I left him a commment back saying that she's my girlfriend and that the only way for him and I to get along is to respect that, he sends me a comment back saying that I need to get a f*cking grip! :-o Excuse me, but I don't need to do any such thing and I'll say it right now, if I can respect women when they are in a relationship or married than it's no different for other guys to do the same damn thing and if people DON'T or CAN'T do that then those people that don't won't be on my friends list here, i

Help Him Please
by Sylvette Murray Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for

Doodle
the winds of time blow cold through your memories and it chills me to my soul as the night grows old the moonlight fades behind the clouds and the rain begains to fall and its sad to think our love died,,, if time stood still would you love me forever, if time stood still would you become bored with me, if time stood still would you look into me eyes and see me, if time stood still could we hold on to each other, if time stood still does love last forever?

Un Repot: Ban Human Cloning
The international community faces a stark choice: outlaw human cloning or prepare for the creation of cloned humans, U.N. researchers said Saturday. Previous attempts to reach a binding worldwide treaty foundered over divisions on whether to outlaw all cloning or permit cloning of cells for research. The best solution may be to ban human cloning, but to allow countries to conduct strictly controlled therapeutic research, including stem cell research, according to the report from the Japan-based United Nations University Institute for Advanced Studies. Almost all countries oppose human cloning and more than 50 nations have introduced laws banning it. But lack of binding global legislation gives scientists an opening to create human clones in countries where bans do not exist. "Failure to outlaw reproductive cloning means it is just a matter of time until cloned individuals share the planet," said Brendan Tobin, a human rights lawyer who co-authored the report. "If failure to compromise

Moments Of Zen
I was outside smoking. 6.42 am I looked up at the sky. A single cloud was highlighted golden with pink hues... i stared at it for a moment... Completely fascinated i thought i should get my camera and take a photo.. Then i turned and looked at a plastic jack-o-lantern laying on the floor and thought that i should really clean up the cigarette butts acumulating in my back yard... then i looked back up.. and the cloud had turned gray Another thing of Beauty in New England that faded away too fast

Random Pondering
Thanks to My formerly asexual Goddess of a friend I now have this in my head I have a stepladder. Its a very nice stepladder but its sad that I never knew my real ladder. ... n u people think i am weird Last night when u didnt come over it hurt my feelings... not for why you'd think maybe sometimes it isnt me wanting to get ishfaced and try and see how far we go. maybe i from history i have seen that u are more prone to come over with the idea of certain things bein available.. so i make them available maybe its odd that i am forced to let my guard down in a few areas...not that i am usually fake.. just reserved maybe.. i know u r leaving. and i want to spend as much time with you as i can because.. in the rare times u open up.. i want to know u more and its sad that i will never know who u really are... Maybe i am the kind of person that only truly wants to know who a few people truly are and you are one of them and i know i am gonna miss that chance

Life's Ponders
Can you cry under water? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What disease did cured ham actually have? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How is it that we put man on the moon before

Not All Guys Are Jerk!!!!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ~LIFE IS F***ING GREAT~ Date: Nov 12, 2007 6:51 AM MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE.. if you dont repost you have no heart

Thunder
http://www.save-a-patriot.org/files/view/whofed.html If the American people ever allow the banks to control the issuance of their currency the banks and corporations that will grow up around them will deprive the people of all property , until their childen wake up homelass on the continent their fathers conquered Thomas Jefferson Banking was conceived in iniquity and was born in sin. The bankers own the earth. Take it away from them, but leave them the power to create money, and with the flick of the pen they will create enough deposits to buy it back again. However, take it away from them, and all the great fortunes like mine will disappear and they ought to disappear, for this would be a happier and better world to live in. But, if you wish to remain the slaves of bankers and pay the cost of your own slavery, let them continue to create money . Sir Josiah Stamp (June 21, 1880-April 16, 1941) We are gratefull to the washington post,the NY Times,Magazi

Hell If I Know...
About 4 nights, or mornings, ago, I woke up balling my eyes out. I wrote a mumm that described why this freaked me out. Here's a quick copy: This morning around 4 am, I woke up with tears streaming down my face, coughing like I'd been sobbing a while, and continued to cry, with a deep sense of loss surrounding me. This has happened to me 4 times in my life now, and it's always seemed to be a bit premonitory. The first time I woke up crying and feeling this way, I found out later that morning that my sister-in-law had passed. Second time, I found out two days later that the night I woke up that way, my best friend had been murdered that same night. Third time, my bf ended up breaking up with me later that day, got all his stuff while I was at work, and left my life, taking his little cousin who I'd helped raise for 5 years, with him. The last time I woke up feeling a huge void, and crying uncontrollably, later in the morning I got a call from my brother saying his hubby, who I'd

Clazz
You Are Upper Middle Class You're stuck in an interesting middle area between upper and middle class. You're wealthy enough for most people to call you rich (or at least comfortable), but you don't feel rich! Climbing your way to the top is hard work. And you've often feel stretched for time and resources. If only you had a little more money! You can't help but wish you had the lifestyle of the upper class. You may end up: A manager, high school teacher, or accountant. Other people who share your class: "White collar" professionals and business people What Class Are You?

Staz & Lysa's Blog
The hardback graphic novel of the online Heroes comics has just been published, & I was invited to appear on the BBC to promote it's release. Hi everyone, Afew people have asked me whether it's possible to buy any of my artwork online, & while I do have a gallery of for sale artwork.. the host site seems to be experiencing some problems of late, so I'm giving the world of online auctions a shot. So here is the very first Staz Johnson ebay art sale. If this on goes well, there will be more pages offered up for auction, I'll keep you posted of developments. If anyone has any questions, drop me a PM. Click the pic to check out the four pages on offer. All are from the Batman/Aliens II graphic novel. Hi again, Just to let you guys know, that this weeks Staz Johnson ebay artwork sale consists of 11 pages taken from my 3 year run on Robin. Last weeks Catwoman sale went really well, with every single page selling. As usual, if anyone has a question, they can contact myse

Grrrrrr!
There I was, innocently leaving comments for my friends, and this big burly guy stopped me after EVERY SINGLE comment I left. Not during, but AFTER the comment went through and before each friend's page loaded again. The comments weren't all the same, just the pic that went with them. All I wanted to do was spread a little sunshine on a yucky Monday morning. Grrrr!! So this is what I want to know...is it another wonderful Fubar glitch, or is the big guy out to get me? LOL Ok, that sounded a wee bit paranoid! I'm just wondering if anyone else is experiencing this problem. Are you? I hope all of you have a better start to your Monday than I did! *Hugs* to all!

Rain
another passing night my rain isnt there i stand outside hands towards the sky begging pleading where is my rain i know she will come when where soon i hope rain saves my soul frees my mind grows my love it hasnt rained in many a day when will she come soon i hope i lay upon the ground gazing at the stars sleeping dreaming a drop of rain another day saved another day of hope

Your Guardian Angel
A wonderful friend had me to listen to this song and it makes me cry. Thought I would share a great song with my friends. Your Guardian Angel When I see your smile Tears roll down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok, It's ok, It's ok Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cause you're my You're my My true love My whole heart Please don't throw that away Cause I'm here, for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me y

Need Assisstance
ok, . . .so, . . .i know i don't have tits an' ass, . . .but, . . it would be nice if someone acknowledged, that i am an exceptionally wonderful person. . .so, if anyone would be willing 2 donate 2 my fund. . .it would be GREATLY appreciated! so, anyone that feels like i might be worth it. . .please hit me up. . .thank yoU. . . if yoU like Christmas-yoU should hear the HOTTEST CHRiSTMAS SONG----EVER www.myspace.com/zapnowrecords also, if yoU're interested-more good music at www.myspace.com/criminallyinsaneassholes CHECK iT OUT-MiGHT FiND SOMETHiNG YOU LiKE HAPPY HOLiDAYS :) so, i had my first ever experience w/ tarot cards tonight, . . and the person explained the cards that were picked, . .except, they didn't know what to make of one of the cards. . .the picture on the card was a 7-tiered golden castle in the sky, and a red beam was coming out from the bottom of the castle along with what appeared to be, i'm guessing, vegitation(because it was green). . .the red be

Thankful For
this was written by my son when he was nine I'm thankful for peace &love in the world. I'm also thankful for people big and small, weak or strong, sick and in health, who can share that love with anyone who they feel really deserves such a powerful virtue. Ialways say "love is giving someone the ability to crush you, but trusting them enough not to". I have a friend named Cassie. She told me that i was like a 1,000,000 year old piece of paper. Basically I was letting everyone get me down, or tear a piece off of me. But, she said "if you laminate your paper, no one can hurt you". Basically she meant, if I toughen up no one can hurt me. Well, in my point ov view, if people just loved then we wouldn't have to laminate our paper. we would,t have to go through the trouble to toughen up if everyone would just love. That is why i am thankful for love.

Home Seet Home
Much love to everyone who rated me and shot me up the ranks...let me know if i can return any favors.... thanks...kirk Just wanted to say hello to everybody that showed me some love and all of my mothers friends, if I didnt rate you or get back to you im sorry, still learning the "fubar" system. Its so good to have my feet on American soil after a long two years and ten months away. And I can come home now and talk to some good people, so I appreciate all of you... much love to ya kirk

Lets Do Something About This
This is still pissing me off, last night i got woken up to my naighbor getting the crap beat up out of her by her husband, at first i thought that they were just arguing till i hear her begging him to stop. i ran out of my apartment and straight upstairs, banged on her door, ranged her doorbell and no one answered, not til i was yelling out her name, then about 5 minutes later, she finally opened the door...i asked her if she was alright, and her answer was, why wouldn't she be? I looked at her and told her that i heard everything that was going on, and her tears just came like a storm, now her drunk husband stayed in the bedroom, i told her to get her stuff, get her kids ready and she should leave then he yelled at her to close the door and get her ass in the room, thats when i had enough of that, i pulled her to the side, ran inside, grabbed him by the neck and took him to the living room, he didnt fight back all that well because he was piss drunk. What i really dont get was, she s

My Poetry !
As I sit here all alone, there are only thoughts of you on my mind. Wanting to see that sparkle in your eyes, feeling the warmth of your skin next to mine, feeling your breath on my neck, feeling the touch of your hand caress my body, smelling your smell that lingers in the air, seeing you smile and knowing that you care, feeling the strength and compassion of your loving embrace. When you are here I feel so calm and secure, I can feel the beating of your heart and know there is promise in tomorrow, that we may never part, and feeling the strength and passion of your tender kiss. I can remember the day you came into my life and I dream of the day that I will be your Wife. Until tonight when you left I never thought I could feel so alone, for You are my Other Half and without you I am not whole. You are the Love of My Life and The Eternal Flame that burns in my Soul. I Love You more then I could ever say, I know I will have you again in 4 days, but for a Love as strong as ours it can fe

Torn Apart
Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Am I Alone
Am I Alone? I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

The Awakening
Is there nothing to Fear but Fear Itself???? This is not a pity party okay just the opposite!! I have been through hell the past 10 years. I mean no exaggerations here. I am stronger, happier and more independant for it!! That I am thankful for BUT!!!!!! Now I find myself questioning everyone, and everything. I used to be so niave and believed everything and everyone and always saw the good in people. Is it wrong now that I don't even trust myself to make a decision. I look at everyone with questioning eyes, even though in my heart I truly want to believe everything they say. But I can't I try!!! I am so terrified that since I have taken these huge steps forward that I am fighting myself to be able to open up to someone!! I want to, but I am scared, but scared not too...I don't want to step back, I don't know that I am strong enough to handle it!!! Am I even makin since here... My question is do I go for it..do I trust as badly as I want to???? Or do I keep my

Mad Mixture
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Life Is Prison
Life Is A Prison Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you.

The Forever Friend
The Forever Friend On my own, but mostly the savannah, Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die, Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals, The glistering waters of the high seas Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam. I looked around but you weren't anywhere... You used to say that you would never die, But I took the wrong meaning into my heart. Now the sea is wild with despair, Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue, Where all children of God rest in eternal peace. I saw you at the end, You and I, brother and sister of nature, Brother and sister of heaven and earth, Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears, Bitterly falling one after one into a river, Then the river of life turned red in blood. My eyes watched in horror. Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned, You disappeared without saying good-bye, Not a word came out of your mouth. You became like desolation in its grave. When once the skies were a realm of stars An

Who Can You Trust These Days?!
the link below will explain everything...you just never know how serious this issue is til it happens in YOUR area!!! http://www.joplinglobe.com/local/local_story_315234942.html it saddens me that David was such a sweet guy-i never saw this coming in a million years! what is the world coming to?!

Lessons Learned..
Veterans Day was yesterday and we are well past the one year mark in our deployment so I wanted to take a few moments to reflect on our year here and some lessons learned. First off I just wanted to extended my gratitude to the friends,family and even strangers who have supported me and my fellow soldiers along the way. It is an unpopular war,but It makes me feel good to know that everyone is behind us back home. As we reach the end of our deployment I look at my fellow soldiers and myself and cant help but think how much we have aged. We as a platoon, have grown so much together. The closeness of a combat soldier is like no other. For a year we have lived together, worked together,fought together,sometimes fought eachother,sweat together,bled together,laughed together,and cried together. In a way Im kind of sad we are almost done because once we return back to America, most will be moving on. Many are getting out,many are going to different units and very few will be staying in th

11th Hour Of The 11th Day Of The 11th Month
11th Hour, 11th Day, 11th Month On the 11th hour of the 11th Day of the 11th month, the guns of World War I fell silent. And a war that should never have been fought – arguably by anyone, certainly by Americans – was done. Americans who know their history celebrate Veterans Day not to honor war, but to recognize the soldiers who died and the soldiers who survived the wars of the past – and, hopefully, to ponder the futility of abandoning George Washington's advice to avoid the entangling alliances of distant continents and the mortal combats of the kings and conquerers who intrigues Americans rejected when the United States revolted against monarchy, colonialism and the madness of empire. It is in that latter pondering that Americans would do well to recognize the courage of those who opposed the madness that was World War I, a courage born of a concern for America's troops that was not evidenced by their commander-in-chief. Wisconsin Senator Robert M. La Follette, the g

Life Or Something Like It 13
It seems as if a lot of people are very frustrated with Fubar lately. They keep making change after change and not listening to the members of Fubar. The latest is that they have taken away the ability to comment bomb. I really don’t care. It does make it frustrating but most of the people holding these contests are not doing it to be kind and give away prizes out of the goodness of their hearts, they are doing it to get more stupid points so they can be the highest person on Fubar. Why? Sounds almost pathetic to me. There is a friend on Fubar that throws contests and she does it the right way! She only allows one comment per person. I think that is the way it should be. Not see how many comments a person can possible do in one day! We do have better things to do with our time, don’t we? It seems a complete waste of time to sit and leave comment after comment. I did it for a friend because I think she is great and I promised her I would. I am so glad it is over and so

Bullshit
this is just a comment on all the b.s. going on with this drama queen shit we all see being thrown lately. look people...if any of you have seen what i have...you would know how petty this all is...i saw my brother bleeding to death when we were both pinned under a wall...i could not get to him, i saw children burned over 90% of thier bodies...and they did not complain...i have seen double amputee`s do things you and i would not dare do...because they had to...and never ask for help...all this means absolutely nothing to me...we all have a right to choose our friends...and life is too short and fragile to deal with the small petty things....if you do not like who i am...then don`t let the door hit you in the ass...if you don`t like me for who i choose as a friend..then don`t let the door hit you in the ass again... just remember, the door locks when you leave..my son acts better than you guys...he`s 16...grow up and let life be...get over it

Soldier
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a

Deleting People
Anyone on my friends list who does not talk to me on a regular basis or when I go through my list I don't know is going to be deleted. I am sick and tired of adding people who don't bother to even read my profile and do not care to talk to me after they are added.

Sex
looking to have it with anyone interested in dangerous situations meaning having a chance on getting caught by someone or something and if you dont know how to have sex then dont bother emailing me it all says it in the name oh and if you haven't figured this out yet i am a little cocky

Bored
bored, tired, in a bad mood... I really dont know what else to write in here. I cant wait for these kids to finally go home today.. They are getting on my nerves. But we always volunteer to keep them cause Im a nice person... Anyways thats all for now I will write again when i actusally have something to write about...

Men.....pay Attention To Your Women!!!! (dictionary)
men.....pay attention to your women!!!! (dictionary) Body: 1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but it ' s a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants t

Poems
Hello, To anyone who cares to read. I have no friends, I don't know why. I don't belong. I have a heart but no one cares. I try to be nice, I try to get along. All I hear is people say, "You don't belong." Tears run down my face while everybody's calling me a discrase. My sorrow leads me nowhere, but ot an empty room. I hate the fact taht I'm alone. I'm ready for a friend, but when will that friend appear. I sit in this empty room, waiting for the day that someone wants to play and be my friend. She thinks no one cares she wouldnt even dare it seems everyone else just has a better life( better life) she lived long without the two people that she really cared about now all she can do is , all that she can say is No one cares about me, No one cares, cant you see? Im just a lonely girl, yeah living in this horrible world this is the worst nightmare I ever had But no one knows, no one knows, how sad It seems to her that she will never learn she doesnt d

The Tree Of Liberty
The tree of liberty has been watered with the blood of patriots. I ask you what did you contribute to the watering of this tree? I ask why some say they don’t owe, but what we all don’t realize is nothing in life is free. I ask you don’t you feel bad others die in your stead? You sit in your comfy house or driving your nice car, or sit with your kids playing the games Soldiers just dream of doing those things. But ask yourself who or how many have died so I can enjoy this? How many more have to before you contribute?

Arkansas
Subject: DOLLY PARTON & QUEEN ELIZABETH = Enjoy !!! Dolly Parton and Queen Elizabeth die on the same day and they both go before an Angel to find out if they'll be admitted to Heaven. Unfortunately, there's only one space left that day, so the Angel must decide which of them gets in. The Angel asks Dolly if there's some particular reason why she should go to Heaven. Dolly takes off her top and says, "Look at these, they're the most perfect breasts God ever created, and I'm sure it will please the angels to be able to see them every day, for eternity." The Angel thanks Dolly, and asks Her Majesty the same question. The Queen takes a bottle of Perrier out of her purse, shakes it up, and gargles. Then, she spits into a toilet and pulls the lever. The Angel says, "OK, your Majesty, you may go in." Dolly is outraged and asks, "Wha

Veterans Day 2007
for everyone that dint know, i am no longer in the army... i did 6 years, 2 months, and 13 days... and now i am officially a disabled vet (30%). i have been out now for 2 and a half months and still have no job... i havent told too many people this cuz of the fact that i feel pathetic. the other night, my bf put his beret on my head and said it looked good on me... then we talked about me going back in... i dunno, in a way i want to, but in another way i dont... i know when i wuz in grade school and we celebrated veterans day, i alwayz associated it with old wwi, wwii, and vietnam vets. now, many years later, i know better. i dint want everyone to know, but now u all know(if u read this)... and knowing is half the battle...

Gift Me!
Rate this and leave a gift! ~Muahs~ 38 is too young to have a heart attack or atleast that is what I thought! Just about a week ago I suffered a small but painful heart attack. I seriously didnt think it could happen to me. I found my simple life style and family history was not in my favor though. Ive got a few things to change not all i like but if i want to continue to be then i guess the changes are for me. My habits-smoking lack of exercize-and the type of foods i eat. Ive seen my father and my brothers go through it all but i dont think i understood the seriousness of it all til it was me. I was scared then but what scared me the most was this time it was me laying there in a hospital bed and my babys eyes all looking at me with fear is our mommy going to be ok. I hugged them and kissed them and reassured them all i could but cried when they left. I have a second chance thanks to some wonderful doctors doing what they had to do. But for me the hardest part is not over. Some d

The Beginning Of A Long Journey
Life Lessons.. For me it means who you are? what has the past brought to you? Among other questions. For sure when it comes to my life I can honestly say I have seen it all, done it all. Been there, Done That! Things that not even people who are close to me I have gone through or thought of. Some of the memories I have giving away and blocked. Other memories I would not want to get rid of while others I do want to get rid of but I cannot. Its crazy how much I have changed in life. I went from a goody goody with my biological family to a total bitch when I was in school with my friends... Now Im just me. A person who has learned from her mistakes yet is still suffering from them as well. A person who is willing to fight for her rights and life. A person who does not give in that easy and never say die! All my life I have done nothing but fight for my things. Now I am fighting for more than that... I am fighting for my right to be happy with a wonderful person. I have succeed to that

Panther@ Fubar
~&hearts~Sexy Native Chick * Proud Recruiter for Confederate~&hearts~@ fubarhref="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=260062&friend=260062" target=_blank>panther@ fubar panther@ fubar i'm they only one that can be the one who can hold life together forever

Have To Know
Blogs are suppost to be thoughts writen down so here goes. I am so sick of people agruing. WTF is the point? Since when does the most angry person win?? Someone is right and someone is wrong live with it. If its a topic that cant be proven either way cant you just respect the other persons opinion? If you tell me God is a female who hates men, well I cant prove that to be untrue so ill respect your opinion and leave it at that.

Friendship?
The one thing in life we all need is friendship! Friendships are good because they help you when you are down. When you need someone to lean on. Etc. I am fortunate for meeting the ones that have done that for me. However, I am truly sorry for letting them all good. Some friends did me wrong... Some friends didnt even do anything wrong... Yet I still kicked them along with the bad ones to the curb. Would I love to go back in time and bring together again? Hell ya! Can I? No. I cannot because they do not trust me now and most likely probably hate my guts as most people do for whatever the reason or reasons may be. Yes I have messed up in life too many times. Yes I have been blinded by many things in life. Yes I have told most of the people I once called family to leave me alone and never return. N YES I would do anything in the world to bring them back to me once again. I have made amends with some people such as Kathy. But with others I do not see how I would be able to. Then again

Marriage
Well in the ongoing saga of my divorce, things were looking scary with me potentially leaving for my deployment prior to the actual court date (july11). Because i had been the one to file, I was required to be present for the hearing.Today i decided to call the county clerk and see if they could do anything and after being transfered a few times I was able to talk to the judges assistant. She listened to my predicament and then went and talked to the judge. One thing to remember about michigan is that there is a minimum waiting period of 180 days for a divorce with kids to be final. She called me back and gave me the best news that i could possibly get today, they have moved my divorce hearing up to may 2nd!!!!! so as of today i have approximately 25 days until i am free of the soon to be EX !!!! WOOOOHOOO what a great Day! Well its a good day for me, I went and picked up the paperwork so that next week i can officially put an end to 18 yrs of hell. the only good that came from it is t

Food For Thought
Okay here is my own thing I call growing some balls and being a man...First off dont fuckin bitch or complain how much you hate your job everyday...Grow the fuck up and deal with it....Second of all dont cry over stupid shit just get back on that horse and ride without complaing how much it hurts....And lastly Dont ever become that hot shot wanna be or else you will end up being used by the people that dont know you very well....Anyways I need to bitch slap someone tonight for bein such a pussy hahaha lata all peace OKAY THE OTHER DAY AT MY MEETING WITH THE DB'S...I HAD A THOUGHT PEOPLE SHOULDNT BE PLAYING OTHER PEOPLE WHAT SO EVER....YOU FUCK WITH ME OR MY FRIENDS YOU WILL GET THE WRATH OF THIS DIRTY BASTARD IM SORRY...I LOVE MY FRIENDS, I LOVE MY GIRL, I LOVE MY FAMILY, AND I LOVE MY OTHER FAMILY WHICH IS THE DIRTY BITCH AND THE DIRTY BASTARDS CREW...YOU FUCK WITH ANY OF THEM YOU WILL PAY FOR WHAT YOU GET FROM ME...DONT FUCK WITH MY HEART AT ALL PERIOD!!!! IF I FIND OUT THAT YOU AR

Just For My Friends!
I can't believe this!!!.. Really I can't!!!But Jodi, owner of SIU.. has a FEB contest... If you have a party in FEB, and it's the highest party in FEB you as the hostess will win the trip to Jamaica with us!!! June 21st-28th .. (you will have to pay for the planeticket)* If you sign onto be a consultant in FEB and submit the most in sales in 30days.. YOU will be able to go to Jamaica wth me!!!HOW AWESOME IS THAT!!!!* YOU CAN GO TO JAMAICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! June 21st-28thyou will have to pay for airplane ticketsBut this is an all inclusive trip! Everything at the hotel will be paid for!..So if you want to go w/ me.. BOOK YOUR PARTY TODAY!!!or SIGN UP WITH ME in FEB!!!!oooo this is so exciting... Jenniferwww.MyRomanticTreasures.com And as my gift to you I am offering you 40% off all phone orders place by December 15th Please visit www.MyRomanticTreasures.com Choose your items, have your credit card ready and Call me at 603-235-5429 Visa, Mastercard, and Discover cards accepted. We

High Blood Pressure
I have high blood pressure and I'm taking 3 different pills for it . But 1 of my meds makes me sleepy , so I need to take a nap about every day. I take my pills in the morning as directed but it sucks trying to wake up and getting right back sleepy again.

Funseeker
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

Emotions
Where to start, how does one define an emotion such as Love? Its impossible to tell someone what Love is. I can tell you what it is to me, but I think its different for everyone. To me Love is the simple touch of a womand hand. The passion that flows from her as her sweet lips touch mine. My stomach in knots as she touches me. Pure extasy as our bodys become one. My mind reeling with thoughts of her face. The entire world disappears except for her. My life given freely to her happyness.

Music For The Soul
CARRYING YOUR LOVE WITH ME Baby all I got is this beat up leather bag. And everything I own don't fill up half. But don't you worry 'bout the way I pack. All I care about is getting back real soon. A goodbye kiss is all I need from you. Chorus: I'm carrying your love with me. West Virginia down to Tennessee. I'll be movin' with the good Lord's speed. Carrying your love with me. It's my strength for holdin' on, Every minute that I have to be gone. I'll have everything I ever need. Carrying your love with me. On a lonely highway, stuck out in the rain. Darlin' all I have to do is speak your name. The clouds roll back and the waters part. The sun starts shining in my heart for you. You're right there in everything I do, 'cause... Repeat Chorus So with this drink I can surrender and ten later I pretend To have you to hold you I relive all the things I should've said Like what's wrong I'm not well 200 miles yeah it sure is far Can I go back w

The Last Entry...
Ok. This is going out to all my listed friends and fans... of which most of you probably will have no real idea who I am. But that is ok. I am leaving fubar as this site... isn't any kind of fun. A person cannot fan, add, rate, or comment anymore just for the simple fact they like the profile. When I do it... and doing it slowly so not to overload anyones system... I still get hit with 2-4 bouncer checks. The real funny part is when I get bouncer checks on the bouncer checks... that just makes me laugh... especially when the ID i typed in WAS CORRECT in the first place. What is the freaking point of being here. Well.. some might say to make friends and hang out in the lounges, listen to good music... read bulletins... help each other out and make lasting friendships above all. Lasting friendships... well lets see... i have made some lasting friendships.. and they have expanded outside of fubar... so why do i need to stay when i can talk to the few that truly wanted to be my friend b

Blonde Moment
I am laughing as I type this! I could not find my cell phone so I called the number. I could hear my cell phone ring through the phone I called it on. I thought, "well that's not going to help me any." I could hear my cell phone ring everywhere I went. By now, my voice mail had picked up the call so I had to recall my cell phone. Again, a very strong ring but I couldn't find my damn phone. I bent down to get my purse when I realized where my phone actually was. It was still stuck in my bra!! I had put it there an hour or so before because my hands were full....my other two hands...LOL Ladies, I'm sure you can relate! I just found this to be hilarious so I thought I'd share. I felt that this was indeed a blonde moment that had come over me!!

Stuff
For the hay and the corn and the wheat that is reaped, For the labor well done, and the barns that are heaped, For the sun and the dew and the sweet honeycomb, For the rose and the song and the harvest brought home -- Thanksgiving! Thanksgiving! For the trade and the skill and the wealth in our land, For the cunning and strength of the workingman's hand, For the good that our artists and poets have taught, For the friendship that hope and affection have brought -- Thanksgiving! Thanksgiving! For the homes that with purest affection are blest, For the season of plenty and well-deserved rest, For our country extending from sea unto sea; The land that is known as the "Land of the Free" -- Thanksgiving! Thanksgiving!

Veteran's Day
I write this blog with tears pain and pride flowing down my cheeks. I don't write this just because of my son. or even all the men and woman in my family who have served or are serving now. but for all of you. I can never truly express my gratitude for all that you do. everyday you lay down your life for us. everyday I will do the same for you. you serve your country with fierce pride I will serve you with the same. while you are in another country protecting us. I will be be here serving and protect your community with the same fierceness as you give. you are my soldiers and in you I am very proud to call my family. I send my love and thanks to all. you will be in our hearts our minds and our souls

The Gift
How long I have loved you, with all that I am, you stand beside me, you show me you care, when I'm alone, I just close my eyes, when the pain sets in, then you cross my mind, it helps just to know you, your locked safe in my heart, deep in my soul, your love is The Gift SeetherThe GiftMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Quizes/surveys
Um, don't exactly agree with this one, but this is what I got!! LOL. How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Slave To BDSMAdmit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. A Slave To BDSM 78%A Romantic 73%Sex God 70%Virgin 23% What's Your True Color?You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is

Sts-122 Atlantis
STS-122 Atlantis Arrives At Launchpad. Image Above: The STS-122 patch depicts the continuation of the voyages of the early explorers to today's frontier, space. The ship denotes the travels of the early expeditions from the east to the west. The space shuttle shows the continuation of that journey along the orbital path from west to east. A little more than 500 years after Columbus sailed to the new world, the STS-122 crew will bring the European laboratory module "Columbus" to the International Space Station to usher in a new era of scientific discovery. Image Above: These seven astronauts take a break from training to pose for the STS-122 crew portrait. From the left (front row) are astronauts Stephen N. Frick, commander; the European Space Agency's, or ESA's, Leopold Eyharts; and Alan G. Poindexter, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Leland D. Melvin, Rex J. Walheim, Stanley G. Love and ESA's Hans Schlegel, all mission specialists. Eyharts will joi

My Family And Friends
Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are

From The Mind Of A Poet....
Just about everyone who has falling in Love at some point in there lives cane relate to this one. You may not have the same opinion on love but here are some or my thoughts on the matter. As always feel free to rate and or share your thoughts on my writing. Love after the first, Sit back and ponder, Relax….try to think. Have you ever did wonder, How you first red rose turned pink. How someone was able, To make life seem good. And how things also turn out, Just the way they should. How you stared into their eyes, Got lost in their smile. And they always had the ability, To drive your passions wild. For the first things you remember, Are all the good times. You don’t try to remember, Any of the bad signs. As you sit there, then it hits you, All the fucked up parts. How everything that happened, Seems to tear you apart; How all the things that happened, Seem to rip at your heart; It leads to ask the question, “Why did I even start?” How it makes you feel and

Forehead Salutes
ok i am trying something new for peeps on here ,called forehead salutes .I am making them free to friends and 1500 fubucks to fans and non friends or fans (sorry not trying to be mean ).If you want one lemme know in my inbox (or if you see i am on shout at me ) and lemme know if you want a real one or photo shopped one (photo shopped ones are in my forehead salute folder and include your screename on my forehead (photoshopped).The way i do them is i make them ,then upload them ,then let you see if you like it then i will make it available to be ripped to your page (after i receive the fubucks for fans and non friends or fans )and then i will keep an original copy of it either in the folder or on my computer .I hope you all enjoy this as it is very fun for me to make them for ppl :D

Pain
I just came to the realization that I am not living my life. I'm just existing. And that breaks my heart. It's also causing a lot of stress on other people. I dont care who reads this....i wanted to say it.... I'm beyond stuck in a rut to those of you who care here is what has happened to me About 4 years ago I started suffering from an intense pain in my lower back and hip region. In the beginning I had gone to several emergency rooms, Urgent care etc. No one could figure out what was wrong with me. They weren't paying attention. Finally I got an MRI done June of 2006. My primary care physician as well was myself had forgotten about reviewing the test results until last Saturday. What we found was that I am suffering from degenerate spinal disease. The outcome is grim there is no cure. The pain is so severe at times that I can not walk at all or move, sit up or down or lay down. I basically am in pain no matter what. I have tried heating/icing, massaging, special vitamins,

Not Quite Real
In the still of the night I hear footsteps. I feel things that aren’t really there. They tell me this is natural with all that I’ve been through. It seems nobody ever really cares. The man that haunts my castle is a man I’ve never seen but I’ve felt his arms around me. It seemed much like a dream. He caressed me and he held me He made love to me that night. He always is here with me and he fills me with delight. His eyes reach my very soul there’s nothing I can hide. The man of which I speak this day is my one true love He knows all there is to know and still he loves me so. He is with me when I’m lonely and with me when I’m sad. He comforts me in such a way no mortal ever could. I find it hard to tell him the way I feel inside, but he can read my thoughts it seems. In silence we can ride. It pains me and it tortures me to know that he is there He fills me with a passion that no one can compare. Let them call it fantasy or trauma if they will but “The only t

No More Angels
Bring punishment to get hold of me So cold like a glance from my eyes Accept the way it's meant to be A mental sacrifice Go down hear the sound of a gentle man Leading you straight to the void Where the neon bastards they make Dropouts out of leftover toys No more angels, no more painful lies No more strangers, no more waste of time So here I am going straight to the plan Never knowing that I'm damned Walking the thread that's so precious to me A secret part of my history My time- to short as nothing beckons to me My time- goddamn what is it I try to be Fill the hole a thousand feet below Become the master of a freak show So!! Cold!! Right! Now! No more angels, no more painful lies No more strangers, no more waste of time Bring punishment to get hold of me So cold like a glance from my eyes Accept the way it's meant to be A mental sacrifice Go down- the keeper of your thoughts may be Go down- a sacred child who just can't see Counting the days. so

Finally. My Fubar Rant..might Be My Only 1
ok i read jeezy's sticky n this finally made me say sumthing...my real thoughts. (this was my comment) do u realize that fubar is gettin more n more fucked up everyday? bouncers goin apeshit n jesus created a world based on fumoney instead of points. i missed the lost cherry days n even cherry tap wen it was jus fun 2 rate and real people on this site.. now im realizin that those days arent comin back fubar has turned into fu drama n honestly i am comin here less and less. if this shit continues its gonna make me abandon my page. i might do it. fuck it if i have 2 be a godfather of drama n bullshit. i got real shit on the other side of the screen. i jus take my real connections i made from this site wit dem phone #s n go.

Entrapment
Entrapment Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?

Slow Tears
Slow Tears I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Corrupted Love
Corrupted Love A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

At Night
At Night At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

My Love Left
My Love Left My belt loosens slowly. Reminders of you stay fresh in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles. Wake me in the morning, when the sun shines again. It's frightening when all I know falls apart. And all I know is you. Hunger squeezes me tighter. My soul sags with exhaustion. Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights. Weeping intensifies my anxiety. Can tomorrow come without you... here today? The cheap chandelier falls on my face. The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands. Pain is unrecognizable. All I knew was you. You. My love.

To Watch You Leaving
To Watch You Leaving To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth. To Watch You Leaving . . . knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back. Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart. To Watch You Leaving . . . aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be. And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains and so gently awaiting forever - are now but small pieces of my past. To Watch You Leaving . . . your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not. To Watch You Leaving . . . is to know that I've lost my place on this earth. My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alon

My Friends
I just wanted to wish you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS and happy holidays to you all , espeically my friends , I love you and care very much about you ,you have been so wonderful to me this past year and i need that so much!!!! I wish you all the best christmas ever and drink some of that Speical egg nog!!! but be safe!! I hope you all get to read this!!! hugs and kisses!!! Love yas Kat ok this is my first time doing a blog so I hope this works , I just wanted to say I am happy to be back on here after being away for a few months I thought my friends on here would had just forgot about me but I was glad to see you missed me!!! I missed you guys too , I am going to be off & on for the next few days cause i had to go to the emergency room last night , I have a kidney stone and kidney infection , which you know if you have ever had one , it is pure hell to go through but after 4 hours of waiting there I did get this wonderful shot for pain and some pain pills to take so I am on cloud 9 right no

Promises Broken
Promises Made Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

Taken For Granted
This life is filled with many many different ups and downs. When you feel you are at the top, the reality of it all just knocks you back down again.. This Blog is in the Memory of all whose lives have been lost. Love is what keeps us a live, and when we lose that love our lives seem to not exist. A smile or a kind gesture can make a very sad soul become one with his or her self for just a moment. We all take life for granted, and our hearts have become hardened. So This blog goes to all my friends who have loved and lost. Just to say I love and Miss my Dad..he was my life..My hero. He was me.

Looking
as we r getting closer to the holidays we r looking for those who like to help and would like to be part of a family who is helping,,,we r getting those christmas boxes ready to send over to our troops in iraq,,,hope u all r doing the same who is already part of this awesome family,,, if u r not a part and would like to be,,,please contact us by leaving a message for us,,,we would love and we would welcome u with open arms,,,the more we have the more troops we can help,,,thank you for ur time and hope to hear from u all real soon,,,1st Lady aka odinsmomma

Cozmo
EVERYONE HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY CHANUKKAH AND A HAPPY KWNZAA HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GOOD CELEBRATION!!!! R YOU SCARED??...... TO BEAT THE TOP RATES. AS OF RIGHT NOW IT IS 102... NOW REMEMBER YOU CAN RATE MORE THAN PICS... GET WHAT I MEAN?? ALSO WHEN YOU RATE ME YOU WILL RECIEVE POINTS TOO! THANK YOU ALL #1 BLESS ME WITH THOSE EYES! 'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose B

Lips You Never Tasted
"LIPS U NEVER TASTED" I often dream about your lips the way they'd feel how they'd be slightly nervous but overly intrigued ready to taste something as Delectable Gratifying Moist & Sexually Satisfying as this... Way more than a french kiss... I'd show you a brand new experience I know you've never had one quite like this... You see you've never been kissed by the lips implanted beautifully in between the hips... known to make the tongue do flips and to satisfy in one or two sips... Watching you eat up every bit enjoying your chocolate banana split baby let me introduce you to the clit a whole lot of sucking.... & just a bit of spit.... I'd watch as you look amazed as you'd engage make me hit that orgasmic peak and out leaks the best coochie glaze.... leaving your mind in a daze because.... you actually liked it.... Your lips overly consumed but still wouldn't stop taste buds in shock by the sweet nect

Understanding
Understanding Understanding or the lack thereof, shes driven me insane. I've over-analyzed and underestimated my sorrows, my hurts and my pains She loves me, She loves me not - a stupid game of chance. Life has gotten so mundane, I'm bound by my own trance. Everything I thought was right, turned out to be wrong I subconsciously sought a short pier, for a walk that was preferably long. I'm tired of wearing a mask of smiles: A hostess, a leader, a lover, a friend. But when I'm alone, in the deep dark night, the voices and questions...they end. They end, they stop. I hear her call my name. He begins, she starts. Now pure and white my stain. Understanding or the lack thereof, has driven me to her. I've over-analyzed and underestimated Her light that pierces within. She loves me...not love me nots - this time there is no chance. Life which was so mundane, has changed in just one glance. She loved me She

Sex!!! Got To Love It
10 reasons to have sex!! Body: 1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive

Heartstrings
Heartstrings Are Played Upon It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

Im Going Home
I am getting ready to head back to NY for a bit. I am not sure how long I will be gone as of right now. I just got news that my grandmother, who has been in the hospital for about three weeks now, is getting a lot worse. This morning, her kidney started failing(she has only the one) and they believe she just had a stroke. She is now hallucinating and remembering the past. She is saying her good byes and has been asking for me. She is calling other people me, so I am going home. The doctors and nurses just told my mom it is now time to do a family call out and have us all come in to be with her and say good bye. My grandmother raised me, and this really hurts so much. I dont think I can handle losing her, I have never really lost anyone I was truly close to, not like this close. They dont They don't think she will last much longer. Please have her in your prayers, she is one of the most important people in my life. I am getting ready to head back to NY for a bit. I am not su

My Lover
My Lover Tonight, my lover and I have a date And I refuse to be fashionably late I don't want my lover to wait Because, I know the time we spend together will be great Her kisses are wet, warm, sensual, deep and long and will intoxicate Leaving my body, limp and vulnerable – like live bait This is what I say to her, Take it slow and open the pleasures of your vaginal gate Look inside and see what waits My lips are calling for your tongue to lubricate Let it dance, let it rotate Allow my fingers to slide in and gently penetrate Feel my legs as they begin to vibrate Hold them still – move slow, steady & straight Mesmerized by the magnetism of your touch, my soul radiates I command her to watch me as I perform a slow masturbate Touching, feeling, licking and caressing – ALL OVER, I began to shake I plead, rise up on me and place your full body weight Thrust in your womanhood until I suffocate AND as my breath escapes PLEASE-PLEASE-Do Not Resuscitate All

You Make Me Quiver
"U Make Me Quiver" My body throbs with anticipation of when it will be filled with your sweet ejaculation Our bodies move in a rhythmic motion the slapping of our skin is the only commotion You pull my shoulders down and deeper in you go I lay my head back and begin to lose control You kiss me on my neck and glide your tongue down to my breast and before you even started, I got excited and yelled YES! Your tongue played my nipple like the string on a violin While your long dedicated strokes made me quiver within Then you picked me up, all the while still inside And placed my back against the wall and I began to ride You closed your eyes I couldn't believe the passion that was building We had been going for so long my muscles had no feeling. I kissed your lips trying to make up for the sex you'd given me Ever since you began I have been living my fantasy I took it slow and rode you gently because I knew you wer

Lit Submissions
I want to put this down before another year passes and the memory is wiped from my consciousness completely. I will try to relate the events as I remember them, though I am old now and can be unreliable. Still, the memory of that time is what I keep with me, rather than the actual facts. So this will be as close as I can remember it and probably as close as you can remember it since a) you weren't present for much of what I am relating, and b) wouldn't be able to do much better either without relying on wikipedia to confirm the true facts. I want to tell you about Christmas in France. Now, I'm sure that every American Exchange student in every different corner of France at any given time didn't witness the same sort of Christmas I did. I was in Grenoble in 1990. At that time, back in the States Bush Senior was gathering a coalition... and when I use the word "coalition" I mean more than just Great Britain along with a handful of Australian and Polish soldiers thrown in, to figh

Temptin Me
Temptin' Me From the moment I met you I knew I wuz diggin' you Little did I know you Were diggin' me too And it's Temptin' Me Your Eyes met mine & Mine met yours Kissing temptation Into our soul Waking up feelings, we soon Can't control But, there is someone else... I am the Lover you can't touch I believe I can hear My own heart beating The thought of going there entering my mind Damn near cheating Thoughts of my other being left behind I can't think... You're Temptin' Me My pulse gyrating - unsteady My breathing heavy - Lord, don't let me As desire begins to build Conjuring, something in us; That dances on the wings of lust Temptin' Me every moment, You are near I am the Lover You Cannot touch I am drawing Orgasmic thoughtz When I look in your eyes Passion in the way you look at me I wanna get my freak on I wanna moan. I wanna be the ice cream Dripping down the sides Of your cone Ooooh, you're temp

Every Night
Every Night ...I can`t wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can`t wait to feel you near It`s your moan I long to hear... I want to run my hair along your naked chest... ...Kiss your lips, make you my nest I want to feel you beside me... ...Love me, Remind me I want to feel your lips... ...On my neck and on my hips I can feel you behind me... ...To my left, then to my right I want to hold and caress you each and every night

I Wish
I Wish I wish I didnt miss you, I wish I didnt care, I wish I didnt look for you, Every time you werent there. I wish I didnt think of you, While I lay awake in my bed, I wish I didnt want you lying beside me, Instead of in my head. I wish I didnt miss your lips, I wish I didnt I miss your eyes, I wish I didnt miss your smiles, I wish I didnt have to say, all those good byes. I wish I didnt miss your touch, I wish I didnt miss your voice, I wish I didnt miss the smell of your body, I wish I didnt have to make a choice. I wish I didnt need you, I wish I didnt want you to, All these things I wished I didnt, But the problem is I do. I wish things were different, I wish we werent apart, I wish I could get you out of my head, So I could caress you in my heart.

Frustrated
I`m frustrated because I can`t tell if it`s real, frustrated because I don`t know how you feel. I`m frustrated because we didn`t talk last night, frustrated because we can`t make things right. I`m frustrated because there is no trust, frustrated because I know it`s a must. I`m frustrated because I need you night and day, frustrated because I can`t have things my way. I`m frustrated because you don`t want to take my hand, frustrated because I can`t get you to understand. I`m frustrated because I can`t feel your gentle touch, frustrated because I miss you so much. I`m frustrated because we can`t be together, frustrated because I`ll love you forever

Hppy Hours For My Friends!!
I just want too thank all of my friends for being who you are. In all of the drama and chaos on here sometimes things gets rather crazy. You are always there no matter what I need. I will say it always too anyone I have the best friends. Thank you for every level up you help on. Thank you for sticking it out with me. I know im not always the best of friend at returning comments. Right now things are even harder on dial up as with everyone else whom is getting bouncers. Well on dial up i think im getting twice as many. So just my way too say thank you. Much Love and respect for all of you. So enjoy Happy hour and find someone too level up. ¢¾BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

All You Gotta Do ,is Say Yes
Don`t Rush... read it slow, Take the words and digest, All you gotta do, is say Yes. You say that you want all of me, For me to give you my very best, All you gotta do, is say yes. But you have to give me your all, I will not accept anything less, All you gotta do, is say yes. I need you to be a source of relief, And not a source of stress, All you gotta do, is say yes. My heart, soul, and mind, To you I will willingly bless, All you gotta do, is say yes. Show me that you love only me, Never ever leaving me to guess, All you gotta do, is say yes. If you can be there for me, If there are any times of distress, All you gotta do, is say yes. When I am down and need a friend, Will you provide a gentle caress? All you gotta do is say yes. Will you stimulate my body and mind? And fill this emptiness, All you gotta do, is say yes. So if you can do all this and more, I will eliminate your stress, All you gotta do, is say Yes!!

Bouncer Shit
Ok so if you rate too fast you get the "BOUNCER ID CHECK which is stupid what is it for anyway I mean come on what thay are doing is making sur that we can read? They just need to leave us alone and let us rate the people that we want to!!!!

Is The Grass Always Greener On The Other Side?
The grass is always greener on the other side, Is how things may seem? But I have found that the perfect relationship, Is simply just a dream. Yes I saw the fence and greener grass, But I woke up and did realize, That if my grass doesn`t seem too green, Maybe, I might need to fertilize. Now, don`t let me confuse you, I will attempt to get it straight, The word fertilize, Let me now elaborate. Plant some seeds of love and trust, Then a few of patience and understanding, Don`t expect it to blossom over night, So don`t be too demanding. Now cultivate with the love of God, and make sure to keep out the weeds, And beware of so-called dandelions ", Out there planting, their evil seeds. This isn`t going to be an easy process, It is going to take hard work and tears-of-pain, But nothing in this world ever grows, Unless theres a little rain. A season will come, when you`ll ignore your yard, You might want to keep hanging out with the guys/girls, But another might find

Love
Two Hearts Beating As One This is dedicated to Connie & Willie I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME AND WISH THESE TWO THE BEST OF LUCK IN THERE LIFE AND WITH EACHOTHER. I AM SO GLAD YOU BOTH FOUND LOVE AND THAT YOUR SO HAPPY. YOUR WONDERFUL FRIENDS TO ME AND I WISH YOU

I Have To Say,,
I have to say... you really surprised me. Your conversation and your Nikes... left an impression inside of me. As time creeps forward and our conversations continue I have to say... I really like you. As a matter of fact I'm amazed by you. Your... uniqueness and even your physique, big as it may be, turn me on so much more than just physically. And I really have to say you surprised me. With your intellect and your articulation your understanding and your ideas on how to change the face of this nation... your big pretty brown eyes and got DAMN those dimples... the LRG tees and akademiks jeans got me trying to get lifted with you and research the factors that created you group(ed) with one another and maybe a few others I've been thinking... and I have to say let's fall in love.

Storytime
Im going to leave work early and make my way to your house. I will take you in my arms and give you a deep passionate kiss, then give you little kisses on your shoulder, making you more excited. I will slip my hands down your pants, and give your hot wet slit a stroke, finding your clit like I always do the first time...making you hotter. You would have my cock in your hand by now, slowly stroking it, and feeling the wetness of my precum on the swollen head of my penis.... staying like this for a while, enjoying each others fingers, I would play with your clit, the way you love it, giving you that tickling sensation that makes your legs buckle. Discarding our clothes on the floor, I will then lay you down on the bed, hugging and passionately kissing you all over.... making sure I pay good attention to your hard nipples... sucking each in turn, and giving them little bites to get you really going. I will move down and give your hot wet hole a good seeing to with my tongue, paying pa

Lyrics
Chewin The Apple Of Yer Eye By: The Flaming Lips Hey what were ya thinkin When they were startin the show Yeah, i was there But i didn't care at all I was tryin to find you When you got lost in the crowd Cus i'm drunk all the time I like your helium voice There was a guy in the seat next to mine Watchin the girls when the cops made us stand in line Yea, so if its sad Well you still gotta live till ya die Man, everyone's chewin the apple you got in your eye It like at the circus When you get lost in the crowd Your happy but nervous Definite sign that you lost it

Crazy Holding On
Courage To Move On!! They had been together for many a year, Now all she can feel is fear. She gave all that she could give, It just wasn't the way he wanted to live. He left without a backward glance, Not even giving their love a chance. She often wonders what she could have done, To keep him from going on the run. Now she is living all alone, With nothing she can call her own. She can barely make herself eat, Wondering if her life will again be complete. This woman is now moving along, Building her courage, and becoming strong. Time will heal her broken pride, Toward the sunrise her heart will glide. Crazy Holding On Once there was a man who had an orange shirt. Once there was a girl who went out dancing in a skirt. Once there was a park they found they fed the frantic ducks. Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck. Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date. Once early in the morning she surrendered to

For Mom Helen From Kage And Cherie
MOM IF I COULD TAKE YOUR PAIN AWAY I WOULD , IF I COULD HOLD YOU MOM I WOULD , YOUR ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND PLEASE FOR US GET YOUR BUTT UP OR I WILL PERSONALLY WHOOP YOUR BEHIND Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com WE LOVE YOU MOM KAGE AND CHERIE ALL OF US DO

Dispatches From The Batcave.
I'm really proud of my stage debut on October 22. I was in an amateur production of a play about a WWII canteen where the women were preparing the guys fresh out of boot camp to be shipped overseas. Linda was the writer and director. She approached me to see if I would like to play harmonica on one of the songs – all WWII-era standards. When we talked, she remarked that I had a really great voice (people say that all the time) and asked me if I’d like to try out as an actor. My role would be a real gung-ho John Wayne type tough guy who was dying to go overseas and machine gun Germans and Japs to get revenge for his brother who lost his life over there. I passed the audition on my first reading – she said I was a natural talent. I mentioned that I had written a song called LOVE BEGINS WITH ELLE [lyrics in my blogs on FUBAR and MYSPACE (not to mention my website at http://dovescorp.tripod.com/ ] which was designed to be a Sinatra-style big band swing number. I sang the song acapell

A Personal Story
For the past year and a half, almost two years, my husband and I have been trying to cope with our daughter's behavior problems. She can throw some serious temper tantrums (i.e. screaming, hitting, kicking), and she is pretty unpredictable. CC doesn't communicate verbally besides for some one/two word requests. It can be a frusterating guesssing game, for all three of us, to find out what she wants or needs. Her sleep pattern is extremely irratic, which makes for many sleepless nights. When CC is around other children, it is plain to see that she can't connect with them, and she ultimately prefers to play alone. It has been pretty stressful for all of us, to say the least. Because of the bahvior and the developmental delays CC has, Travis and I finally broke down and took her to see the family doctor. The behavior and the way we were dealing just wasn't working and sometimes even made things worse. We couldn't ignore the issues any longer if we were going to be a happy and healthy fami

11/12/07
Why is it that men do everything in their power to ensure you fall in love with them then when they KNOW you have fallen and fallen hard they back off. They can even go as far as to propose, plan a fubar wedding and back out of both of those. THEN they won't take your calls even when they're international calls. How is it we let them do this to us? I must be really needy to let this happen. But its funny even after all that I still love the man. Who knows what the future will bring I'm HOPING at minimum an email or IM at best a phone call in return Nurse was here today. I'm running a 100.5 temp plus my blood thinner levels are too high, so no blood thinner until Wed night and then only a 1/2 dose. Nothing more strenuous than passive therapy. So even though taking away one med I've had to add tylenol to my pharmacy. Therapist won't be here now until Wed afternoon and nurse will be back Thurs. to see how the redness in my knee is . So a few extra prayers would be greatly appreciated. Tha

Our Perfect Connection
Passionate Kisses....... Just left You Some Luv "I helped her undress and climb into bed as she begged me to hold her. How could I refuse her? How could I not climb in beside the woman I love and hold her close to me? I did as she asked and only moments passed before we were kissing each other. I don’t even know if it was her that kissed me, or me that couldn’t resist the sweet seduction of her lips. I breathed heavily as she took my hard cock into her mouth and began to trace erotic circles with her tongue. I finally lifted her thigh over my shoulder and dipped my tongue into her sweetness, while Eva continued to create waves of pleasure with the warmth of her mouth. She smelled like heaven, like a place I’d spend eternity. The sound of her moaning and the thought of her having to remove her mouth from my hard cock to shutter as I worked her to climax was more exciting to me that the thought of my own release and I felt myself dangerously close. She pulled away c

Little Unknowns
little unknowns Current mood: Calm The "10 Minute Survey" The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about those who know you. 1. Start Time:1403 2. Name: Charles 3. Nickname: Pixmaker 4. Astrology Sign: Virgin 5. Gender: M 7. Hair color: blond (when I had hair) 8. Eye color: Hazel 10. Favorite color: pink 11. Glasses: Yes & they're bi 13. tattoos: 1 14. birthplace: London, Canada 15. Area code: 778 16. Siblings names: Howard & Linda ******HAVE YOU EVER***** 17. Cut your own hair? Fro past 20 years 18. Did something in the past month that you regret? yep 19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? yep 20. Skipped school? yesl 22. Bungee jumped? nope 24. Punched someone? yes (often) 26. Been arrested? Not in Canada 27. Broken into someone's house? my own & friend's by request (lost keys) 30. Been rejected? yes 31. Been to a funeral? too many 32. Used a lighter? yes 33. Been on stage? Often

Need Some Bombers
verizon net realy sucks when you get an interuption it knocks everything out of wack. We both spent over 2 1/2 hours on the phone with tech support. Gee not to our suprise when someone answers the phone it goes to someone over seas and you can not understand them 90% of the time. Now we seen on yahoo today that our country is going so far down hill because of the war and us sending all of our money over seas. Gee if we would only keep these buisness here in our own dam country we would not be so far in the whole in finaces. If we would not be bringing everyone over here from there we would have a buisness to run instead of them. We bring them all in here and let them have what ever they want and when it is time where they have to become a citizen they go back with all the money the got from us. Why in the HELL are we allowing this to continue? I am in my first contest for a VIP or 7 day blast. Looking to see if all my friends can help out with some comment bombings. Leave asmany as yo

Sorry..
Sorry I haven't been a very good fubar friend lately :/ .. I sort of have some stuff going on here at home! I'm in and out .. and around .. I'll be getting back on track shortly I hope! *hugz* and thanks for understanding

Veterans Day!
I am free today, because of the sacrifices made by the Veterans of the United States Military! All, who have fought in past wars, conflicts, and this war, will forever be my true American Heroes. I thank you, and keep you all in my prayers, thoughts, and heart. Hilary The American Revolution From 1775 to 1782, the Americans faced off against the largest empire in the world. Led by General Washington they won. The War of 1812 Some call it the Second War of Independence, for when it ended and the US had fought Great Britain to a stalemate, America's independence was assured. Mexican-American War Learn how the dispute over Texas joining the Union resulted in US conquest of California and the balance of the Southwest The Civil War It was America's bloodiest war as brother fought brother. The Spanish-American War America became a world power with its victory over the Spanish in this war. World War I Millions died in the fields of Europe, sometimes

Friends
Ok. I'm so sick of people being on my list and me not talking to them or them not talking to me. I dont want to be a B*tch but look either talk to me or delete me from ur friends list......please than thanks and if ur gonna talk to me dont do it thru my shoutbox i get to many ppl sendin me messages on there. I cant read half of them please and thanks

Sexy Halloween Pic Contest!!
i entered another one of Kristan Smiths contests. this one is for the sexiest halloween pic!! please rate me and leave a comment or two!! im a bit behind, so all your help is much appriciated!! i got fourth place last time, thank all of you that helped me get that high!!! heres the link!! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP!!!!

First Time
Dont you hate when you cant sleep but then there is nothing to do to keep you occupied or pass time by and hope you get sleepy. THats how feel right now its 0200 in the morning here in kuwait all my battles are sleeping no one is around i tried playstation it didnt work i tried movie it didnt work if you have any ideas on how to fix the prob let me know hey fubarians im home finally back in the states what a relief ill be back ni GA on sunday and oh yeah can wait to be there party at my place be there or be square holla at ya boy leave me sum luv IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Help Me In Project. Seriously
ok i seriously need help. i need to write a paper (10-15 pages long) on reggae music in the 1950s, especially about the lyrics. i looked n yes i went 2 google but don't have enough if anybody can get me info about reggae in Jamaica in the 1950s like music, documents, lyrics, anything send it here...reply back or fumail me or email me brooklynrko6@yahoo.com anybody dat gimme good info that helps me wit an A can get something in return thank u in advance Benzi

Test
A must read poem. He wouldnt even salute our flag. Not good OBAMA There once was a man named Obama His life began with drama An African Muslim father An Atheist white mama Obama’s white grandparents They gave him a charmed life Raised on the beaches of Hawaii Far from ghetto strife He went to private schools Fourteen thousand dollars a year Working-class white folks They were nowhere near He attended Columbia Then Harvard Law A very soft and liberal upbringing Something Americans eventually saw He then went to Chicago Nation of Islam, Farrakhan, Black Panthers and Jackson The only friends he made All from the extreme left-wing faction He joined a radical church His Pastor downright insane Blacks and whites, he said Think with different parts of their brain His church praised a man named Cone With hateful opinions he was filled He said white people were “the devil” And Gods who love whites must be killed Obama first ran for State Sen

10 ??
10 questions Body: YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox

Humor
I found this article on one of my favorite sites "Ernies House Of Whoop Ass". Had me almost in tears lol, go ahead and read. 1) GROSS - these are disgusting titles that should turn you off completely : 1. THE ANAL GIRLS OF TOBACCO ROAD 2 : VAGINA SLIMES - The title that started me on this list. "Virginia Slims" becomes "Vagina Slimes" ? That's disgusting ! You get the idea. 2. LET'S PLAY STAIN THE COUCH - And then invite all our friends over and watch them try to guess what that smell is ! 3. CRACK WHORES OF AMERICA - Because nothing turns a guy on more than needle tracks and missing teeth ... 4. PRIME CUTS - YO QUIERO TACO SMELL - I know when I get down there, I want to smell refried beans ! 5. AMATEURS ONLY #129 - I'M A BROWN SHIT-HOLED WHORE - Some people like poo, so maybe I shouldn't have included this one. What can I say, it just has a certain poetry to it. 6. SEX STARVED FUCK SLUTS #22 - STINKY WHITE WOMEN - Why would you want to have sex with somebody who is stink

Poems
There's something about you I can't out my finger on it but it makes you amazing and makes me fall for you I haven't yet But the more I get to know you The closer I get to the edge But I'm scared What if you let me fall too hard? And leave me broken Just lying there Alone But what if you catch me? become a net and someone I care about deeply I know that's what I want Yet I'm still frightened But If you are careful with my heart I know I will overcome my fear of falling And live love with passion With you! Online love is great, if single With many spots to mix and mingle. Play some cards or write a poem. Touch a heart from your own home, Words of love and lots of kisses. Sometimes you click, but many misses. One day the perfect one appears, And you share laughter, joy and tears. he fills your nights with all his charms. You long to travel to his arms. But he is married, already taken, And marriage vows have now been shaken. T

The Ex- Files From Hell
Isn't it funny how when your life starts to look up, your ex shows back up and tries to complicate things. After splitting from my hubby for cheating on me with my brother's girlfriends mother, I met a great man here on Fubar and things were great for awhile. We laughed,joked and I even traveled to another state to be with him. We were so in love I thought and everything was great. When he started having problems in his life that he needed to handle, he shut me out. He felt that he needed to handle it all on his own. Maybe he thought that I should/would wait on him forever, without so much as one word. I did wait one him for 3 months. Not one email, IM, letter or phone came that told me that he was ok or even still alive. I recoiled inside myself and detached from reality for months while gathering my strength again. Through the whole ordeal, I had to watch my family fall apart at the seams. My hubby was in and out of my life while seeing the other woman and me at the same time. I suff

Smile On Me
At a wedding, you turned water into wine. What's amazing, it didn't even cost the groom a dime. Likewise I heard you gave away sight to the blind. Wonder what you could do for this soul of mine. Ain't got no money Spent it chasing empty dreams. What I have really doesn't amount to anything. But I was told to come Without money, without price. I'm just hoping that your witness got it right. If you're smiling, raining blessings Let drops fall on me. I won't cry if you'll smile on me. Need a neighbor, show some favor Let that someone be me. I won't cry if you'll smile on me. Saw a man on a freeway holding a sign "Will work for food." I said, "What a pity, he hasn't heard the good news." That you're giving bread of life away for free. That includes him, like it included me. I won't shed a tear. Smile on me I won't cry no more. Smile on me 'Cause it gets kinda lonely And if you only Smile on me It would stop the rain and ease the pain. Would you please S

Just Because
many people know that i work in retail. yes to the ones who dont i do i work for walmart. been with walmart for over 2 years. it hard work but it well worth it when i get the pay check every 2 weeks. last friday i had off. i was home spending time with my family working all the time you dont get to spend time with your kids. so i enjoy my mommy daughter time. something happen at walmart. on of my fellow cashiers was arrested for stealing money from the till. i was asked about it the other day someone say is it true that a fellow cashier was arrested. for stealing 1,600 someone else says no its was only 600. still the person stole many people saw her being arrested and dragged out by hand cuffs. this person must of been dessperate. to do this or it was a call for help. their is video footage and video cameras at every register x 3 so you will be caught. people who steal from my store takes from our bottom line. takes from our bonus takes from my daughters mounth. my daughter

Deal
ok here it is i will put u on my family but i only have room for 20 ppl i think.... so what will u do to get on my fam. to see the pics and yes they are nude pics.... send me a private message tell me wht u would do...and i dont mean ( i would eat u out or asome stupid shyt like that) k thanks ok Join my lounge and come in everyonce in a while and when u join i will buy u a vip gift on here PLEASE :D http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51977#

When A Woman Has Had Enough!
Accumulated Abuse A man comes home from work early to surprise his wife with flowers and candy and finds that she's already got something planned? The computer is on and there is note written on it. He sits down in front of the computer and notices his handgun on one side of the computer and on the other side, an empty container of pain pills. He reads the message: By the time you read this I will already be dead, so don't get too excited. Don't bother looking around the house for me either. Of course I didn't want my body where my children may see, for they have already seen enough. They have already had to endure far too many years of seeing their mother being tortured by the man they are supposed to look up to. But even though I know I am going to hurt them dearly, I cannot live like this anymore. So, I am taking these pain pills, prescribed for the kind of pain you inflict and I am going somewhere to take a nap. Don't bother looking for me, just sit there and do something that

Meantime
I don't know how But I know I'll make it over Don't know when But he said he'll bring me through Not yet there but I can see my destination Ernest prayer is to be right here with you But in the meantime I'll keep on loving In the meantime I'm gonna keep on loving you In the meantime On this side of heaven In the meantime I'm gonna keep on loving you Love me forever I just don't want to be lonely You taught me how How to love all my brothers And you given me A certain job that I must do Won't be long until that day of celebration Sing my song A song of joy when I'm with you But in the meantime I'll keep on loving In the meantime I'm gonna keep on loving you In the meantime On this side of heaven In the meantime I'm gonna keep on loving you Love me forever I just don't want to be lonely

Georgia Whooped Auburns Ass
Saturday November 10, 2007 Georgia Bulldogs played against the Auburn Tigers. Georgia did good the first half but let Auburn have their 15 mins of fame. But by the 3rd quarter Georgia was starting to beat Auburn. Even though Georgia had 5 unsportsman like conducts against them they still manage to beat Auburn. By the end of the game Georgia had managed to get 25 points more than Auburn.

Authority Point!!
Thanks to alex Jones website - "A man was tased and arrested on a Utah highway after being stopped by an officer and refusing to sign a speeding ticket because he did not understand what offence he had committed or why he had been pulled over. The encounter, captured on the police car camera on September 14th and released this week, is the latest in a long string of incidents involving the unacceptable use of Tasers by officers on citizens whom the evidence reveals are in no way threatening, acting unlawfully or resisting co-operation. The video shows the Utah Highway Patrolman pull over Jared Massey and his pregnant wife who also had their baby with them in the car and ask for Mr Massey's license..." follow link for video and commentary: http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/211107Tased.htm This is clear evidence of further abuse of civil liberties in this country!! Follow the link and decide for yourself!! " I am sure that most all of you have heard by

All Packed And Hopefully Be Back On The 19th Of Nov
I LOVE ALL OF YOUS IM PACKED UP AND GOIN TO DISCONNECT FOR NOW , ALL OUR IN MY HEART AND HUGS IM HOPIN TO BE BACK ON THE 19TH OF NOV OTHERWISE I'LL STOP IN THE LIBRARY , UNTIL THEN KAGE MY LIFE MY SOULMATE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NEVER LETTING YOU GO EVER , AND I'LL BE IN YOUR THOUGHTS DREAMS , IM YOUR OLE LADY AS YOU ARE MY OLE MAN UNTIL ETERNITY . 24/7 HUNNY WITH ME BODY SOUL HEART MIND " WE ARE AS ONE " YOUR BABYDOLL CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW I LOVE ALL OF YOUS HUGS

Thoughts
Since we've split up, you've really surprised me. I really thought that you cared, but I think I had it all wrong. Three days after we split up, while telling me that you loved me and wanted to talk about getting back together, you were talking about hooking up with some chick that very same night. I know that at that point you had no designs on me, but you were certainly not exactly working too hard at getting back together. I've always felt like you were hiding something, gotten that vibe from you, but I attributed it to you being reserved and me not being used to it. However, since we've split up, I've had several people come to me and tell me that they thought that you were "shady", but never said anything, because they thought that we were happy. I'm not naming names here, but know that there was more than one, more than three even, who told me this. Don't ask who they are, because I'm not telling you. I've also found out that you outright lied to someone who cons

Poems
At first when we met We said hi Now we're still friends But we've said goodbye I gave you a chance And you rejected You said it's not good right now And you stand corrected You see what you've lost At least I hope you do You see what others can have But not you I don't mean to sound conceited Or vain in any way I'm just merely pointing out What you had, and threw away I liked you a lot I honestly did But did you feel the same? Were there feelings you hid? If you had feelings for me You didn't show it Because things are over now And I didn't know it If you didn't have feelings Then why did you say so When the only person you trust, lies Then where do you go? I just wanted to say Thought you needed to know These feelings I have Need to be let go All alone, with noone to call my own I travel through the world with noone at my side Nobody is there for me to lean on Nobody is there to comfort me in my time of need

Music
Lumidee Music Video:SHE'S LIKE THE WIND (by Lumidee)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com Three Days Grace Music Video:PAIN (by Three Days Grace)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com Garth Brooks Music Video:THE THUNDER ROLLS (by Garth Brooks)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com Trisha Yearwood Music Video:WALKAWAY JOE (by Trisha Yearwood)

Creationism Or Evolution
Name? .......... here I am Jack Eye colour? .......... blue Shoe size? .......... 8 UK Height? .......... 5-8 Naval: Innie or Outie? .......... innie What are you wearing right now? .......... black old navy pants (uk pants) levi jeans Pirate t shirt black and red head scarf leather boots How much money do you have on you right now? .......... I dollar 80 uk pounds and 10 euros Best place to go for a date? ..........? where ever you are Your favourite kind of pants? .......... my Levi jeans Your favourite number? .......... 5 Your favourite boys Name(s)? .......... Jack Your favourite girls Name(s)? .......... Samantha Your favourite animal(s)? .......... Panther Your favourite drinks? .......... coffee and sweetener Your favourite month? .......... June Your favourite juice? .......... Mango Your favourite breakfast? .......... eggs Benedictine on whole meal toast Your favourite cartoon character(s)? .......... Bugs Bunny Your

My Choice
Hey Fu Friends! Please rate my blog! :) My Choice… Today I have a choice As I walk down life’s road To cast my burdens aside And lighten up my load. I will not allow life’s challenges To affect me in a negative way This I ask of you also To be a positive force today. Make the choice with me For the days they go so swiftly And pass the spark of hope Because opportunity passes quickly. Copyright07BEG

Thoughts
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?RomanticYou are the all around romantic lover. You like the candles and romantic candle light dinners.You probably sweet and sensitive. Keep going your great!!!!!!Sex-Intimacy Quizzes I was just thinking about the way things happen in life and how you have these people that always say things happen for a reason....and then when something bad happens to them they cry why me...well it goes to show there is no reason or rhyme for things, sh*t happens, sh*t will continue to happen, SH*T on it! Get on with your life....Life is too short to sit and worry about what people think about you or I shoulda,coulda,wouldas....so just think of things as things and wait till the really major SH*T to put the worry lines on your face....stress spelled backwards is sserts....it makes no sence in either direction....so SH*T on it and :) :) :) :) :) :) May peace be in your heart and go with you in your daily journeys!!! Psycho-billie

The Battle Of Midway
THE BATTLE OF MIDWAY Japanese strategists expected to draw the United States Pacific Fleet from Pearl Harbour into a decisive battle. Admiral Isoroku Yamamoto, Commander-In-Chief of the Japanese combined fleet and architect of the Pearl Harbour attack, believed that his plan would smash the American fleet forcing them to a negotiated peace. Spearheading the Japanese operation were four aircraft carriers: the Akagi, Kanga, Hiryu, and Soryu. Surrounding the aircraft carriers was a screen of eleven destroyers, two battleships, and three cruisers. The force also included transports for the five thousand troops who would invade Midway. As the Japanese fleet steamed toward Midway on June 2nd, 1942, Yamamoto hoped that the advantage of surprise was till on his side. This was not the case as the Japanese code had been broken and three United States carriers - the Yorktown, Hornet and Enterprise, along with their destroyers and cruisers were waiting to pounce on them. Admiral

To Anyone
1 Year Anniversary Let's get her to Godmother, A Woman that has helped so many in contest and leveling, It's Time to repay the love. Her Anniversary is Dec 6th But her Birthday is Dec 2, She will start uploading pics for rates since FUBAR has screwed the comment thing up. P.S She does retern Rates and stuff, Like me a diffrent type of Godfather ( Godmother ) ★☆★ƒreedom ίsnt ƒree★☆★**No Salute=No Add**@ fubar Viper Pit Lounge Staff Come By and check out some of the staff At The Viper Pit, Cool DJ's and Securty personel. SHOW EM SOME LOVE........... Lacey WildCo Ownder Viper Radio ~DJ Philburg360~Viper Radio Co Owner DevilGirl~Viper DJ DJ Mr. Nice GuyViper DJ djcone01Viper DJ DJ DragonViper DJ

Sitting By The Sea
AN OCEANIA POEM Sitting by the Sea by Jane Resture jane@janeresture.com I sit by the sea And let the waves talk to me With stories of days gone by About seafarers of old and sailors so bold And frigate birds high in the sky. The lapping of the waves Recalls better days When our people were free to roam The great oceans wide With the wind and stars as our guide Looking for some place called home. Those mythical men We will never see again And gods that we still call our own How the world came to be For people like me Where our spirits forever did roam. Now the waves on the shore Don't seem the same any more Their stories full of grief Are filled with a warning About global warming and its consequences For our people on the reef. Yet I still sit by the sea While the waves talk to me With stories of days gone by About seafarers of old and sailors right bold And frigate birds high in the sky.

Amber's Rants
Sitting here trying to type with my new nails is sorta hard but I am doing it. Been working on my transition to become female and enjoying the things I have been doing to help it along. Got a new friend who has been hanging out with me..her name is vicki and she is a tgirl as well. Well, I will update you all with my news here at home. Since I have been working on transitioning into a female, I haven't yet found a girlfriend that will be supportive of me and go out with me for a long term relationship. I am tired of being lonely and it is hard being who I am. Not alot of females are into someone like me for dating and whatnot. I see everyone have someone and it breaks my heart that I have no one now. Where is the ones that live in Columbus Ohio or nearby that are willing to go out with me and be with me for me? Are you out there? GRRRR.. It makes me so mad that people add me to messenger and straight away ask to see my cam so they can squirt a load and shit. And what is worst the assho

Are You Serious?!?
AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!! So the new printer went freakazoid on me and blew itself up along with my two year old computer that was working just peachy. Now I'm stuck with this dinosaur of a machine that used to be my husbands...it is slower than George W. Bush on heroin stuck in an ocean sized pit of tar! It's so damn frustrating...but at least it gets me online for my fix, lmao! No working cd drive, no port for my memory card, no photo programs...guess that means I'll actually get to talk to people for once! So y'all are just gonna have to bear with me since it's taking me forever and a day to get anything done here in the fubar world... Hugs - RS What's up with this crap? All I did was go to a new profile and I had to enter some stupid code...lame.

Azcutie's Thoughts
I’ll Know Oh how dark and lonely it is Outside in the misty rain Deep inside my heart is warm Something I just cant explain These feelings I have for you Wont be denied inside For love is something I can never hide Sometimes you'll fool around And how I wish you knew That deep inside my heart, I'm crying Crying out for you Just hold me and tell me That you'll never let me go Maybe its just a dream But I really long to know How do you feel about me? How do I know if you care? When all you do sometimes Is just sit there So show me, if you dare And let me look within your heart And then I'll know you care I wish I had.... A little bit of your love, A bit of your time, Just to show you care. A moment of your life, With me very near, A piece of your heart, Understanding for a tear. A simple hello Not a soon goodbye A show of feeling No need to be shy A part of your life I want so

11-11-07
So many different things going on in my life today.Never knowing whats going to happen i'm just trying to make it day to day.Can't keep going on i'm starting to feel how things are going I don't want to go astray.So I guess this is just going to be another GDD. Meeting across roads At the beginning it's where we belonged But I guess I was wrong I always end up up doing something wrong I feel like I will never belong and wonder how much how muchit will go on Wondering if I should give up and run away I'll never look back at my life cause my life has gone astray. 1-18-08 You do not have my body You do not have my soul But what you do have is my heart that holds more love for you, then you'll ever know 12-23-07

How Beautiful You Are!!!!
You're the beauty of the stars And the beauty of a rose From your cute squinty smile To your little button nose No figure on earth Would dare challenge you Your beauty is untarnished From my point of view Long from now when you go to heaven All the angels will sing your name Wishing every second of the day That they could look the same No artist could capture Your beauty or your grace Your gorgeous flowing locks And your stunningly beautiful face So when you see a rose Or gaze upon the stars You'll know I see your beauty The most beautiful by far

Everlasting Love
The Flames Of Your Everlasting Love My love Come to me, To my loving arms And just ask me, How much I love you, And my answer will be as... I stare into the magic Of your eyes, That yes, I will always Love only you... And then I would say... Let's escape through the day and night, Let's fly together you and I... Up to the heaven wings of love, Since we are so feverishly and hungry, For each other's flesh... Since you have stir all my blood, That is boiling now... Just to bathe in your own, To feel the storm of fire, From your passions erupting, And burning, within us, to enjoy As we entwine flesh with flesh, To feel the depth from your passions As I feel your fingers trace my body As I tremble and quiver, with delight, It's an overwhelming feeling, Being embraced in the flames... Of your everlasting love!

Blocked From Fubar
Hello, DJ METAL QUEEN is unable to get on her page, I am Mina her best friend, I do log in and help her when I can, I really do not even work my own page, lol So if you see her lit up it's me, lol Bloody kisses Mina MINA "BLOODY KISSES" BELLA DOING MY PAGE WHILE I BREAK!!!@ fubar

Adults Only.. Really
What kind of fucking adult is so offended by the human body covered in ink that they must report it like some good little nazi? Have you never seen a naked person? Do you shower clothed? Have you never taken off your clothes to have sex with your spouse? Have you never seen someone of the opposite sex naked? Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you people? If you are an adult and the human body offends you.. get the fuck off my friends list, don't come back, and please block me, because I really want nothing to do with you. Have a nice day, Indi (an adult)

Passings
My friend Lizzie passed peacefully this weekend surrounded by her family and pets. She was able to choose her leaving in a way that honored herself and all of those around her. I am told she left us with a smile on her face. Sometimes we meet people that take our lives, turn them around and show us that we are greater than we ever would believe. Lizzie did this for me. She not only showed me my worth, she turned me upside down and shook me for every little bit of pocket change that I didn’t know I had. If I could be so bold as to ask you to call, write or email one (or many) of your friends and tell them how much they mean to you, it would mean a lot to me. For me Lizzie's greatest message was always that we need to value ourselves and each other. Once we have that baseline of self-worth and respect we can work to create a better world. Have a good day my dear friends

I'm Such A Naughty Freakstar =)
I long for the day I see your smile. I long for the day I can stare into your eyes. I long for the day I can feel your arms holding me tightly. To feel your lips kissing the back of my neck...slowly moving down my back. To feel your hands roaming freely all over my body...gently lifting my shirt. As you slowly run your fingertips along my breasts...my breasts harden at the slightess touch. You hold my breasts as you begin to lick them. I feel my panties get wet. It feels as if time has stopped and everyone has disappeared. All that matters is that you are here. Finally I can experience your touch...your kiss...your penis pressed against me. Slowly you lead my hand down to your undone pants. I begin to rub it...buts not enough. I must have it. I must taste it. I drop down to my knees. Mouth watering...my legs tremble. It fills my mouth and I begin to rub my clit. Moments later my mouth is filled with your juices. I swallow not to miss a drop. I st

Funny 4
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. "Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, please check. Are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his blood pressure and heart rate from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his manhood in one hand and his testicles in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very closely...... A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - b a c k?

On My Mind
So my weekend was rather busy. Both of my boys had a baseball parade and my oldest had a "Round Robin" against two other teams. Of course, it ended up costing me $45 for a new bat after he bent his! (Makes a father proud!) So the season begins..... One son in his second year of Instructional ball and his older brother in his final year of Minor League means at least 3 games a week and TONS of action and fun! I'm not sure who's more excited, me or the boys?! I realized tonight that I have 21 people I have added to my added to my Fan's and I only visit some of them on a regular basis. I don't add much to my page as far as information and I'm by far an interesting guy, but I wanted to say I'm sorry for adding people and not stopping by from time to time. I will indeed "try" to do better.

Blah
she left me am so sad we where fubar married and now it says she is with someone eles am am so sad and will miss her syndy Done (9/27/2008 6:49:27 PM): joe you need to know one thing i never thought you and i could have something i was not really sure if thats what you looked like or if you really did care cause of some of the things you did im sorry you will always have a place in my heart i still love you that never went away syndy Done (10/15/2008 11:41:48 PM): im deleting you off here go be a fake to someone else im not doing this you have really no idea what you did to me you would not talk to me go be BFFs with my aunt for all i care if you cared you would have atleast tried but you didnt how do i find more friend on here i go to page and rate and leave comments but i don't have many friends it there a trick to this

Gas
I have been driving for over forty years. One would think I would have noticed the little secret on my dashboard that was staring me right in the face the whole time. I didn't and I bet you probably haven't either. Quick question. What side of your car is your petrol tank? If you are anything like me, you probably can't remember right away. My solution is to uncomfortably stick my head out the window, strain my neck and look. If you don't do this in your own car you definitely have done it in a borrowed or rental car. Well ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to share with you my little secret so you will no longer look like Ace Ventura on your way to the petrol station or put your neck at risk of uncomfort or injury. If you look at your petrol gauge, you will see a small icon of a petrol pump. The handle of the petrol pump will extend out on either the left or right side of the pump. If your tank is on the left, the handle will be on the left. If your tank is on the right, the

Life Or Something Like It 14
Monday night and I hear the sad football game on in the background. Peter's 49ers are sucking once again! Maybe someday they will be better? Doesn't look like anytime soon! My 12 year old son went on kind of a date today with his little girlfriend and her friend. They went as friends. They went to see Bee Movie. How cute is that? We broke down and bought my 15 year old son a Yamaha YZ125 on Sunday. It isn't like he deserves it but we did tell him months ago when we sold his 2 YZ80's that we would replace it. So this was a deal we couldn't pass up and bought it now. Now he thinks he is going to take it out riding after school this week. I would rather him be doing that then just hanging out with his friends playing video games! My neck is doing so much better today. I didn't get online but one time for a short period on the weekend. I was told by someone that I might be sitting at my computer wrong or using my mouse is causing part of the problem. He was right!

Within Me
Scarlet lips as red as a rose, perfect hips in a seductive pose. On the outside this is what I may be, but what about looking at the heart within me. Long black hair, surrounding the face, baby blue eyes and full of grace. This is what most men chase, but my soul and feeling cannot be erased. Long, untouched legs with a snug fitting skirt, a short and a sexy tube top shirt, I take my looks with little pride, for what I care about what's inside. They say that this looks are a sensation, that I am one of God's best creations, But all I really want is for you to see, all good that is within me.

Contest
Ok so i enter a contest on here, nothing fancy or anyhting just comment and rating contest. It was kinda a test to see how many of my "Friends" and "Family" are who they say they are. Well I can already tell that most of them are not who they say they are. I mean im the type of person that if i say that im a friend ill be there for them. If I say ill rate someones pictures i normally rate ALL of them or as many as i can in one setting. And when someone asks to help them in a contest I go and do what i can. Well now that im in one and have sent out several bulletins about it. it seams that no one but a few close friends have helped out. so if anyone reads this and wants to help me out heres the link. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=520190&albumid=649162&i=4201788070

Taking A Break
I am going to be taking a break from the online community so miss me while i am gone.... lol i have 3 lil girls as most of you all know Heaven 8 Stormy 2 and Saphyr 6 months and they need to have a good Christmas so i will be taking a break to save money.... Stormy Shes 2 Here is Heaven she is 8 Here is my Saphyr she is 6 months

Heart Of The Warrior
It's a hard feeling to feel though you have nothing anymore. That endless pit as it become bottomless. Your twist turn bend and break your body is mangled beyond belief. You lips part and your eyes sink, you close them one last time and breath in the bask of the love you once felt before it leaves you forever. Nothing matters anymore after that feeling is gone, such a feel is never found again. Once in a life and now I must wait till my next life. The warriors blood pools and now she takes her last breath and finds peace. I have always love and always felt love, but now I feel nothing but cold. Farewell. The price one places upon the heart, there is no price that anyone can name that would go beyond what should be consider. Quite known the facts that some to none understand what I mean by price and value of a heart. Blood is blood, red as the maple leaf, casting it's veil of crimson whispers in the night, as all we do is listen. Shear questions chip away upon the i

New
Hey all there are several new pics of me go check them out rate them comment on them make me smile Tee Today has a reason Today is as it should be. Today is the result of reasonable, visible and even predictable influences. Though many of today's circumstances may seem unfair, unjust or cruelly random, to throw up your hands and curse them as such will only blind you to the positive possibilities. Instead, accept that there's a reason for today. Look thoughtfully at how you arrived at this point. Those same influences which combined to make this day what it is can be harnessed to bring you to wherever you wish to go. Today has a reason, and today has a purpose. Today has a cause and today has an effect. Today you can plainly see what has already happened and you can directly affect what is to be. Today is not just another day. It is clearly special, is yours for a reason and for a purpose. Put everything you have today into advancing and fulfilling those positive pos

Words.
Download it. If you can't, ask me to send and I will. Everyone must listen to Mute Math. Complication is my claim to fame I can’t believe there’ s another, constantly just another and I can’t avoid what I can’t control I’m losing ground, still I can’t stand down I Know, yeah I know… Yeah I know you stay true when my world is false everything around’s breaking down to chaos I always see you when my sight is lost everything around’s breaking down to chaos I know you stay true when my world is false everything around’s breaking down to chaos I always see you when my sight is lost everything around’s breaking down to chaos It’s hard to trust anyone again after all the let downs I’ve been through, haunted by what I’ve been through. Air’s still trapped, while I still can’t breathe and I’m screaming out, give me help somehow I know, yeah I know… Yeah I know you stay true when my world is false everything around’s breaking down to chaos I always see you wh

Epicene Symmetries
On 9/10/06, Darryl Turnbull wrote: This song, Zanne HAS always been a favorite.....The music accompaniment is exceedly beautiful, but the lyrics have ALWAYS captured that romantic yet tragic side of me....l I, by sending the lyrics am only projecting myself from her view, however it should be reversed in one verse.... But in the depths of my soul I have always felt the tradgey of LOVE, without EVER experiencing it....Once I did, this song did not fit that experience....I feel comfortable enough to say the song has meaning for now, however not exactly what I had imaginged or fantasized over the years . ALL THE SAME; its intense! Beauty and the Beast - written by Stevie Nicks - appears on The Wild Heart (1983); Timespace (1991); The Enchanted Boxed Set (1998) - b-side to 12" single and CD single Whole Lotta Trouble (live version) (U.K. October 1989) Lyrics You're not a stranger to me And you are something to see You don't even know how to please You

V Day
I just wanted to say thank you to all of the vets out there and to the current soldiers. I recently lost my cousin and this makes it extra hard this year but I continue to pray for all. Thank you for fighting for what you believe in and for our country.

The Story Begins
Back at the operating room begins the difficult procedure on Tank to surgically attach his new arm. They start connecting each nerve ending to a wire on the arms itself. As they connect each set of nerves they test them through an incision they have mad through tanks skull causing twitches in the reflexes. After a while movement can be seen through the new arm as with every poke and prod the arm it self moves for a certain function. They then begin to run wires up from the new mechanical arm up through his skin implanting more wires to his brain. Graves stand outside the operating room the entire time with his thoughts on Tanks quick recovery Krash is found in the blood packs room as she goes into telling them about what she discussed with Graves. “What do you think is the deal with patient Zero? Do you think graves isn’t telling us everything?” Mary questions the group. Maybe he is trying to protect us from something, but still we need to know what it is?’ Krash responds. “O

Fuck This Shit.
I'm really sick of being nice to people anymore. I really am. I'm to the point where I want to tell everyone to fuck off and to leave me alone. People that are two faced, need to grow the fuck up and stop being so fucking bi-polar. They make treatment for this. I'm also really pissed off that I can't get a job. I'm really fucking bored with it. I want to move, away. That's it. Away. Fuck it. Please tell me why other fucknuts that don't deserve the jobs I want get them, someone make sense of this for me. I'm also pissed off about my dad's work being on strike. Fuck you fucknuts. Get your head out of your asses and settle on a contract. I didn't leave my life in Connersville to be put through demoralizing shit like this. Let's think here people. I'm cranky, I apologize. I swear to God, I'm not going to be nice anymore. Expect me to be thick skinned and hard headed. Fuck you.

Red Fridays
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate and made

Love
If you judge people, you have no time to love them. Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring." Love doesn't sit there like a stone. It has to be made like bread; remade all the time....made new To live is like to love - all reason is against it, and all healthy instinct for it." What we need to know about loving is no great mystery. you and i know what constitutes loving behavior; we need but act upon it, not continually question it. Over-analysis often confuses the issue and in the end brings us no closer to insight. We sometimes become too busy classifying, separating, and examining, to remember that love is easy. It's we who make it complicated." Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will

Bon Jovi Tour Dates
Here are Bon Jovi's North American tour dates: Oct. 26, 28, 30, Nov. 1, 3-4, 7, 9-10: Newark, N.J. (Prudential Center) Nov. 14-15: Montreal, Quebec (Bell Centre) Nov. 17: Ottawa, Ontario (Scotiabank Bank Place) Nov. 19: London, Ontario (John Labatt Centre) Dec. 6-7: Toronto (Air Canada Centre) Dec. 9: Winnipeg, Manitoba (MTS Centre) Dec. 10: Saskatoon, Saskatchewan (Credit Union Centre) Dec. 12: Edmonton, Alberta (Rexall Place) Dec. 13: Calgary, Alberta (Pengrowth Saddledome) Dec. 15-16: Vancouver (GM Place) Feb. 18: Omaha, Neb. (Qwest Center) Feb. 20: Detroit (the Palace of Auburn Hills) Feb. 23-24: Chicago (United Center) Feb. 28: Washington, D.C. (Verizon Center) March 2-3: Philadelphia (Wachovia Center) March 5: Pittsburgh (Mellon Arena) March 10: Toronto (Air Canada Centre) March 18: St. Paul, Minn. (Xcel Energy Center) March 31: Denver (Pepsi Center) April: San Jose, Calif. (HP Pavilion) April 4-5: Anaheim, Calif. (Honda Center) April 8: Phoenix (Jobing.c

Life
Where else to find me! http://blingee.com/profile/crissstarlightmoon http://myspace.com/vindieselmotelycruebabe62 http://myspace.com/jovisstarlightmoone http://myspace.com/crissangelmindfreakmagic http://myspace.com/charmedhighlanderbobice http://tagworld.com/jovisstarlight http://blingee.com/profile/jovisstarlight http://fubar.com nick starlightmoon http://tagged.com/crissangeljovigurl62 FOR MY- MY SPACE FREINDS LOL YOU MAY BE A MYSPACE ADDICT IF: * Check your email before your regular mail * Switch between showing yourself on and offline * Check to see if sent messages are read, and if they are, wonder (or stress out) whether or not the person is going to respond * Have done every survey known to man * You have committed Myspacide, only to rejoin two days later because you’re going nuts * Have friends all over the country that you have never met * Comments make you happier than actual compliments in person from someone (no one els

What The Deuce?
..well...not really, but for the love of God! I have seen too many bulletins like this... "The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you!" I reposted one of these before, with my public answers to make a point, but seeing as these things just go round in circles I thought I'd blog my response so that my answers are officially set in stone for any moron that might consider asking me such stupid questions in the future! Grrr! 1. YOUR NAME: If you don't even know that, how dare you ask me question six? 2. AGE: Well I've finished going through puberty so I'm guessing I'm too old for you (and I'm not asian so we might as well stop the quiz here). 3. DICK/BOOB SIZE: I may be bisexual but I'm not a hermaphrodite. 4. FAVOURITE POSITION(S): That's not your business. 5. DO YOU THINK I'M HOT?: Who are you? 6. WOULD YOU HAVE SEX WITH ME?: I hate what the internet does to grown adults. I mean, in what

Blind Pilots
Are the pilots flying blind? One day at a busy airport, the passengers on a commercial airliner are seated waiting for the pilot to show up so they can get under way. The pilot and copilot finally appear in the rear of the plane and begin walking up to the cockpit through the center aisle. Both appear to be blind; the pilot is using a white cane, bumping into passengers right and left as he stumbles down the aisle. The copilot is using a guide dog. Both have their eyes covered with sunglasses. At first, the passengers do not react thinking that it must be some sort of practical joke. After a few minutes though, the engines start revving, and the airplane begins moving down the runway. The passengers look at each other with some uneasiness. They start whispering among themselves and look desperately to the stewardesses for reassurance. Yet, the plane starts accelerating rapidly, and people begin panicking. Some passengers are praying, and as the plane gets closer and closer

Cherish What You Have
In the last year, I have lost two of my best friends in Motorcycle Accidents. They were the only two I could talk to everything about and they could talk to me about anything as well. On August 15th, 2006, Leo, one of my best friends came over the top of a hill in Kansas and hit a Tahoe head-on. He was killed instantly. Leo had come to me and asked me about motorcycles and that he would really want to ride sometime. We went out and got him an old dirtbike to learn the basics on. When I felt he was ready, we went out and got him a badass bike in great shape. The bike was a 2001 Yamaha R6. He loved that thing more than anything. He was an excellent rider and never did anything stupid on the bike. He babied it everywhere he went. Then, one day, riding along, he crested a hill and the hill made an unexpected right hand turn just over the crest. He was going the speed limit, but was unable to negociate the turn. He drifted into oncoming traffic and hit the Tahoe head on. I was

My Thoughts
Life and death are the only two things in this life guaranteed to happen.We come into the world in a burst of light and leave it in a cloud of darkness.Everything in between is the sprinkling of star dust and moon beams.We choose whether or not they shine or fade out into nothingness.Giving it our all and trying to reach the sun,for one tiny moment in time,to say we did it all.We have lived life to the fullest,gotten our kicks and enjoyed the time we had.We need to remember that in the small moments of time every little thing matters,and to do the best we can with what we have.Don't take for granted the things we are given,the love we receive freely,the holding hands,walks in the dark,snuggling up on the couch with the loves of our lives.Give unconditionally so that our consciences are guilt free and our lives are balanced with everyday duties...We must respect those around us and help where we can.Give to those in need and ask for forgiveness whe we screw up.Take the time to say "I lo

Pain
Though I try and try to make it end I can’t seem to find the strength to try again Burdened by the weight of a cold hard world My anger and sorrow building like a runaway train I slit my wrist to release my pain I feel the depression flowing out my veins I plan to keep typing until the bloody deeds done As I sit here dripping, remembering my waste of a life Wishing for a magic button that says rewind So I can go back and begin anew This fucked up existence That I’ve been through Or ………at least enough time To explain……………..to you All the shit I’ve had…………. to deal with The shit I’ve……….. Had to do But my head is growing heavy ………………. My sight…………….. Is growing dim Going to try to hit……………. Enter Before all my pain………………ENDS.

Dreams
I woke up with a start; what a terrible dream. Dreamt I was alone; no one here but me. The whole life I had was just imaginary. Had no job; my house in ruins. Reached for my wife; she laughed and said nay. Reached for my children, and they faded away. I lie in bed shivering; crying in pain. I jump with a start, as an arm grabs me tight. My wife holds me close, and whispers: “every things alright.” Who is this woman who haunts my dreams? Always so close yet beyond my reach. I smell her sweet scent; feel her breath on my cheek. She caresses me softly, but evades my grasp. She comes to me faithfully night after night. She invades my day dreams, when I close my eyes. I first came across her on a web site. You can find her on fubar as …..~Sweet Cherri Pi©~

Why Do Some Hate So Much?
I TRYED TO BE A NICE GUY AT FIRST, HELPING AND GIVING TO HER. ONE BECAUSE OF THE YEAR'S WE HAD TOGEATHER, THE OTHER WAS DUE TO THE FACT MY DAUGHTER, SON AND GRANDAUGHTER MOVED IN WITH HER [ SHE SAID TO HELP THEM, ACTUALLY IT MORE THE OTHER WAY ; THEM HELPING TO SUPPORT HER.] SO LAST FEBUARY I HAD THE HOUSE MY FATHER LEFT TO ME AS INHERITANCE SOLD , WELL THE EX GOT WIND OF IT AND FILED SUIT ON ME STATING I LIED TO HER ABOUT MY FATHER'S TRUST OWNING THE HOUSE AND ALSO THAT BECAUSE WE HAD DEFAULTED ON A TRUST DEED LOAN TO PAY OFF THE MORTAGE COMPANY, AFTER ONLY 6 - 8 MONTH'S. WE CONTINUED TO LIVE THERE BY MY FATHER'S GODD GRACE'S , SO NO EQUITY WAS BEING ACCURED OR AT LEAST THAT WAS HOW I THOUGHT ANY ONE WOULD SEE IT........LOL, OH HELL NO SHE GOT HERSELF A DUMB ASSED SHEISTER OF A LAWER WHO PROMPTLY FILLED HER HEAD WITH VISSION'S OF GETTING NO LESS THAN HALF OF THE SALE. SO THAT SCREWED UP THE SALE IN FEB. AND NOW IT HAS SOLD ONCE AGAIN, I'M FORCED TO SET ASIDE A SUM TO COVER WHATEVE

My Favorite Funny Video Clips
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Thanksgiving Tips
Hi Everyone, With Thanksgiving just around the corner, I thought I'd share a story written by Dave Barry to lighten up and cause a little laughter during the hectic chaotic times that we all go through when preparing for the Holidays. Enjoy. 11/14/2005 Dave Barry: Tips for getting out of hosting Thanksgiving dinner next year None Midland Reporter-Telegram Advertisement Originally published Nov. 15, 1998. Tips For Getting Out of Hosting Thanksgiving Dinner Next Year. So this year, you agreed to host the big family Thanksgiving dinner. Congratulations! You moron! No, seriously, hosting Thanksgiving dinner does NOT have to be traumatic. The key is planning. For example, every year my family spends Thanksgiving at the home of a friend named Arlene Reidy, who prepares dinner for a huge number of people. I can't give an exact figure, because my eyeballs become fogged with gravy. But I'm pretty sure that Arlene is feeding several branches of the armed forces.

Ladies, Please Explain This To Me
I've known this girl since we were in Kindergarten (16 years ago) and have kept a damn good relationship with her over those 16 years. We're as close to a relationship as you can get, but without the relationship. Her and I both have very strong feelings for each other, and have for the past 5 years or so, since somewhere between our Sophmore and Junior year of High School. She has been 'dating' this guy who constantly talks down on her, belittles her, and embarasses her in public. I have told her before how I feel about her and that I would really like to try a relationship between us that we could call each other b/f and g/f. She says that she just isnt ready for that and that she doenst want to ruin our already exhisting great relationship. Well lately, the guy she's 'dating' has started to shove her around...but she insists that she 'Loves Him'. Why do girls stay in realtionships like that? Is it true where the 'Nice Guys Finish Last', or what? I have been nothing but gr

Insomni-psycho...
Insomni-psych: Going insane from needing to sleep and being unable too. Well hey, at least there's a plus. I was bored and checked out fubar. Now, I haven't quite gotten the hang of it, but bear with me as I start out. We'll see how it goes.

Poetry
I need to escape; break away from this hell My incubus has me under his spell Enslaved by what’s pure, sophisticated, and refined How can my life be so intertwined There has to be more than all that I am A life of a lady I’m forever condemned To scream out in frustration, or pain, even pleasure Is forbidden for someone whose virtue is treasured I have the desire to be eternally here I hope that my memory will persevere Immortality is something that few can obtain It’s not for the shy timid mentally sane Will ever I be what I am in my mind? Will I ever break free of the pure and refined? I have failed no matter whom I chose to be So I will sit back and wonder, who is the real me? Fare thee well bright sunny days forever lost in endless dreams These fickle wishes of timeless love eternally block your beams The silent screams deafen my ears and darkness lights the room While lonely emptiness restrains me and invades my happy tomb Solitude and isolation keep me company s

Devious Intentions
She walks alone Thinking back How did she let it get this far She runs her fingers cross her arm Feeling every line Remembering every story Remebering the first time Every sensation She still feels it everytime A car passes by and for a moment in time the light dances across her scares Looking ahead shes almost there She wonders what will happen Knowing no one will be looking for her A single tear slides down her cheek She touches her pocket and feels her familiar friend in the form of a blade She is there Her heart skips a beat as she climbs to the top She looks down into the cool rippling water Two decisions battle in her mind Just to end all the pain Or give up the one thing that has made her feel alive She pulls it from her pocket Dried blood slightly dulls the gleam Hot tears stream down her cheeks In the distance she hears a car door slam a familiar voice resonates through the night air She looks back at the face running forth

Fucking Lounges
IF I GET ONE MORE MESSAGE OR SHOUT OR EMAIL ABOUT JOINING YOUR FUCKING LOUNGE, I WILL DELETE YOU AS MY FRIEND AND BLOCK YOU. ITS FUCKING ANNOYING, I DONT WANNA JOIN UR STUPID ASS LOUNGE. AND IF IM ALREADY APART OF YOUR LOUNGE, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, JUST B/C IM NOT IN THERE EVERY MINUTE OF THE FUCKING DAY DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO PESTER ME TO COME INTO UR LOUNGE. SORRY, REAL LIFE SHIT HAPPENIN HERE. THANKS.

Australian Vacation
On Dec 5 through Dec 13th, I will be flying to Australia for vacation. I am totally psyched. I have always wanted to go and now I have the chance. If you are in the Sydney area and want to have a drink, let me know. I will be staying at the York. Peace out! I will document my vacay here :) Oh..and after Australia, I will be going to Indiana to see family. the Dragon

Humans
Hello humans I came too this world many years ago i have seen the beauty of your many cultures.Your Great acomplishment, And the Terror of your wars! Every day i watch your news programs and horrified at humans that kill other humans. did we loose Your selfs after 9/11! Why is it after the worst day of your lives when you all came side by side too help out your fellow man or woman. Can someone tell me why humans hate i mean you all live on a great planet. The earth has so much too offer but you all are trying too destroy it! Please help make the world a better place. Just my Feelings Superman

Military Wife Blog (for All Those Who Think It's Easy And Those Who Know Its Not!)
Ok everyone so another deployment is coming up for my husbands unit. This will be our second and the first was a trip. I had no idea what to expect but i did learn a couple of things. 1. Don't cry when they leave, smile give them a hug, kiss (grope if you like to torture your spouse) have them hold the baby, but don't cry till after they leave.....it makes them feel not as horrible as they leave you to get on the bus. 2. Get a babysitter for the first night cause you'll probably have a friend like mine who gets you tipsy on wine and than lets you cry in the shower. 3. Don't expect phone calls until at least 3 weeks after they leave....because if you do you'll drive yourself crazy. 4. Don't watch CNN or news channels, you'll never leave the living room you'll never change channels unless its to change the channel to another news channel while the first one is on commercials. It drives you crazy espically when you're hanging around just waiting for them to call 5. Don't expect calls

About Me And My Feelings
Tonight I had an email that my daughter hated me and this and that and only words I know she doesn't even know it's was her grandma who told her to say these hurtful things to me and then just now at almost 4 am this morning she says to me hey is for horses and she loves me....now I know my daughter is really getting programmed to say things about all with going on. I love my baby girl who means the world to me but my mom her grandma wants one thing, she wants me to divorce my husband and live with her and she thinks I'm going to have everything and money if I do that (HA HA HA) and all I don't work because I can't work I have a disability that prevents me from working. My mom thinks all men a trash and no good expect my daughter's daddy who isn't really a man and every body who knew him says the same thing . yeah I would have fought for her but my mom threatens that I'll never have my daughter with me again ever she keeps saying that my daughter is mess up when she was living with me.

Warrior Support
After spending a number of hours on the road today (Casper to Sheridan) standing in a flagline in honor of one of our Veterans, witnessing his family's heartwrenching pain, 17 degrees temps, dark skies & light snow (but it's a mild winter so far, right?) I am still tight on this man's letter. http://www.snopes.com/politics/soapbox/repya.asp Snopes confirms the truth of his letter, Hooah! 'I'm Tired' Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq , I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired. I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to se

Get These Kids Off Fu !
Ok Its Bad Enuff Half The Profiles We Look At Are Fakes Or You Get Baited Into Looking At Someones Profile Because You See Oh Ok They Got 400 Pics Uploaded Gotta Be A Real Person!?!? Only To Find Out 399 Of The Pics Are Some Shit Ass Artwork They Stole Or Collected But Have Nothing To Do With Showing People Who They Are Right ? OK So Now Comes The Younguns This Morning Im Bored Sitting Here So Im Watching The Scrollers And One Catches My Eye So I Hover ON Their Name Says Shes 30 Years Old OK Fair Enuff I CLICK ! Bad Move ! This Chick Made Me Feel Like A Total Scumbag She Couldnt Have Been Any Older Then My 15 Year Old Son ! And Who The Hell Is Taking Pics Like These Of A Kid This Young ?? Does Fu Check These Things ? Is There A Way To Notify Fu So They Go Take A Second Look And Toss These Damn Kids Off ? Someone Please Let Me Know So Us Normal Guys Can Click And Not Worry About Gettin Sick To Our Stomachs Cause We Just Found Someone We Knows 15 Yr Old Daughter Half Nake

About Me
I had a surgical treatment on my finger, but it still isnt over an I have to go to the hospital again on thursday. The pain is sometimes so bad, that I cant type or use my mouse. So Im just hanging around here when that happends. So please dont be angry when I dont react or give a very late reaction. This is what my problem is (also on my right hand and Im right handed): A trigger finger occurs when the motion of the tendon that opens and closes the finger is limited, causing the finger to lock or catch as the finger is extended. The Cause: Tendons that control the movements of the fingers and thumb slide through a snug tunnel of tissue created by a series of pulleys that keeps the tendon in place. The tendon can become irritated as it slips through the tunnel. As it becomes more and more irritated, the tendon may thicken, making its passage through the tunnel more difficult. The tissues that hold the tendon in place may thicken, causing the opening of the tunnel to become

Fake People
Why are people so damn fake these days? I don't understand what is so hard about being REAL... I mean damn is that serious?! Do you really need to lie and be fake? Folks say one thing but their actions completely contradict all the bullshit that they have been feeding you!!! I'm one of the guys that if you ask me a question I will give an answer raw,uncut and no bullshit. It might not be what you want to hear. But I would rather be honest about it than to be fake. I'm sure I am not the only one dealing with this but, I had to get it off my chest! YES this does apply to someone! YOU KNOW WHO U ARE!!!

From The Thinkings Of A Jenjen
Passion once filled me. It came out in everything I did. Others could see it in my schoolwork, glimpse it in my eyes, feel it in my touch. Passion haunted me in my sleep. It followed me everywhere I went. Today, I find myself filled not with passion, but with jealousy and pain. Everywhere I look, everything I touch causes a pain so deep inside, that it feels untouchable. Jealousy comes in waves so uncontrollable that it causes me to do things completely out of the ordinary for me. I would love for the pain and jealousy to stop. I crave for the passion to return. Okay. So I always thought I was pretty easy going and fairly easy to please. I've always associated the term "High Maintainance" to money or material items. It just dawned on me, though that I AM high maintainance. Not because of material things. I am perfectly content as long as my needs are being met. For example, if I have food on the table, a roof over my head, clothing to wear, a working vehicle, internet service

Spanky In Pakistan
Spanky and Waheed Got Married Getting married in Pakistan... WaHooooooooooooo ... what an adventure. hahahahaha. Because i am non-muslim, Waheed and I had to get married at the Karachi City Court House. This in and of itself would be a normal experience, however, because of the political troubles in the Judicial Branch of Pakistani government, it was anything but normal. Last week, the Pakistani Government forcefully retired many of the Chief Justices within the country. This has thrown the Court system into complete chaos. The court house used to be disciplined and ruley but now ... Waheed said it reminds you of going to a Fish Market... hahahahahha. So we arrived at the court house with four of Waheed's closest friends. The Court house was crawling with people and I was seriously being stared at by every person who passed by as we waited in the streets. Waheed didn't want me to have to go into the "fish market", so he went into the court house, using his pull, to have a

Crushes!!
Ok here is the dilioo!!! This is for all of all with the whole little crush thing on me!! you need to stop!! there is only one woman that i will ever want, or need for that matter, in my life!! i lay beside her in our bed, and kiss her sweet lips every night!! she more than satisfies me in bed!! she is my world!! so get the whole thought outcha minds!! I would never leave her, or hook up with any one else, or even let you give me head!! IT AIN'T GOING TO HAPPEN!! Most of the time when i'm on here i am drunk off my ass!! and will say any thing to see pics of you naked, or booobies! I love Boooobiess!! Or i'm just playing with head to see if i can get you to cyber!! I think its Funny!!! My little mind game!! God I'm Evil! So in closing!! If i did not kiss your lips last night, before i went to work!! Or Your fist name don't begin with a D or your last a P!! Then step the fuck OFF!! Trust ain't shit going to happen!!! Your just going to make your self look stupid!!!!!!!

Auctions
Hey..... Anyone still wanna do a m00b contest? I know I've lost my main contestant but a little birdy just asked me about it. I'd gotten all sidetracked with my neverending depression and all :P I don't know why I did, I guess to see if my theory about declining bids with each auction is true. Bid if ya want... whatever. Pleaaasseee help me out with just a rate! A happy hour would *really* help me out - I'm dying to godfather.

Holidays Rants And Rambles
My Cam Can Kick Your Cam’s A% HELL Yeah, Ok I loved my sony it's great and I'll still use it but he was getting a little hard to just snag and drop into my purse. So I ordered me a nikon, & I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's slim and pink, and weighs less then my cell phone. So it's perfect to slide into my clutch for going out, and out of the way on the table at events where I like to take pictures. So both my sony and my nikon are great for helping me share all my memories!!!!! Well I have most of the adult bought for, just waiting on some stuff to come in. Then I just have Mom, 2 of my sisters and Ryan to get. I have an idea what I'm getting them but I want to look around a bit more. I've a couple of the kids taken care of, just need to get those wrapped. Then I just have to keep an eye out for the last ones left on the list. Kids are hard to buy for they have so many toys and you want to give them things that they will use. Oh well, till next time. Well ladies and Ge

You Know You're From New York
Born And Rasied In BedStuy "do or die" Section of Brooklyn NYC. Now Resting In The Los Angeles Area of Cali. I'm Pretty Much A Laid Back Kind Of Guy---> Quiet, Intelligent, Multitalented, Open Minded, Creative, Adventurous and Sincere. I Prefer Listening Over Talking Most Of The Time Because You Learn More. " A wise man learns more from a fools questions than a fool learns from a wise mans answers." I Also love To Travel And New Unique Experiences. You say "the city" and expect everyone to know that this means Manhattan. You have never been to the Statue of Liberty or the Empire State Building. You can get into a four-hour argument about how to get from Columbus Circle to Battery Park at 3:30 on the Friday before a long weekend, but can't find Wisconsin on a map. Hookers and the homeless are invisible. The subway makes sense. You believe that being able to swear at people in their own language makes you multi-lingual. You've considered stabbing someone j

Reflections...
Lao-Tzu wrote in his book The Tao Te Ching, "Things come and a Master lets them; things go and a Master lets them". Seems pretty good advice to me. I have had strong Buddhist leanings for a long time. Part of the core of Buddhism that appeals to me so much is the idea of releasing; the idea of letting go of the things that drag you down, that make you your lesser self. So why is it that so many people think that holding a person's hand is the same thing as taking possession of their soul? Why is it that just by talking to someone, sharing experiences with someone, they feel like they have the right somehow to own you? Would we all be happier with the freedom to spend time with someone we care about, but still have the freedom to watch a sunset by ourselves without having to worry about the other person taking offense? Holding hands with someone CAN be among the most sublime of experiences, depending on the grip. E.

Kow Recruiting
Their are a few things u need to have tho,and one is a salute on profile There will be a short probation so we can see if u really want to be a bomber,and if u know how.. If u dont know we can teach u if u want to learn The other is the willness to vote and help You will have to add the family name to your profile You will need to read the rules and follow them You will have to get a salute if u dont have one. If Enterested send a Friend Request to this Link below,ty. http://fubar.com/user/1193243 KOW&SOW HEADQUARTERS@ fubar

Heat (by My Friend Oh So Sexy)
Sears for Christmas shopping I know I needed this reminder since Sears isn't always my first choice. Amazing when you think of how long the war has lasted and they haven't withdrawn from their commitment. Could we each buy at least one thing at Sears this year? How does Sears treat its employees who are called up for military duty? By law, they are required to hold their jobs open and available, but nothing more. Usually, people take a big pay cut and lose benefits as a result of being called up. Sears is voluntarily paying the difference in salaries and maintaining all benefits, including medical insurance and bonus programs, for all called up reservist employees for up to two years. I submit that Sears is an exemplary corporate citizen and should be recognized for its contribution. I suggest we all shop at Sears, and be sure to find a manager to tell them why we are there so the company gets the positive reinforcement it well deserves. Decided to check this befor

Dont Blink
turned on the evening news Saw a old man being interviewed Turning a hundred and two today Asked him what's the secret to life He looked up from his old pipe Laughed and said "All I can say is." Don't blink Just like that you're six years old and you take a nap and you Wake up and you're twenty-five and your high school sweetheart becomes your wife Don't blink You just might miss your babies growing like mine did Turning into moms and dads next thing you know your "better half" Of fifty years is there in bed And you're praying God takes you instead Trust me friend a hundred years goes faster than you think So don't blink I was glued to my tv when it looked like he looked at me and said "Best start putting first things first." Cause when your hourglass runs out of sand You can't flip it over and start again Take every breathe God gives you for what it's worth Don't Blink Just like that you're six years old and you take a nap and you Wake up and you're twenty

Woohoo!!!!! Some News!
Well folks, We are PREGNANT again!!!!!!!!!! Got my first midwife appointment tomorrow, doctor thinks i'm somewhere between 9-15 weeks, that means a summer baby! The wee one that we have turns 3 years old in 3 weeks(my goodness its all gone so quick) and just when i thought i wasn't getting my period because i was ill, it turns out there was another reason.........we are terrified but excited!!!! All of this news means that i get to do all the sexy bump pics that i didn't do the first time around!Keep your eyes open for the bump growing and the milky boobies!!!!! Keep your fingers crossed for us, we are hoping there won't be any complications this time around. Hope you are all safe and well, big hormonal hugs n kisses to you all!!!!!!!! ser xxxxx

First Of The Year
Ok new years is just around the corner and i decided what im doin. Alot of the negativity that has surrounded me has made me think of a great idea. I will go to a remote rain forest and start a missonary with pygmies and smoke rare poisonous plants and see visions.

New Babies
Our Suey and Chester had their first litter of kitties yesterday between 7:15 and 8:00am!! Two boys and two girls, we have an orange tabby(which is mine and Masters favorite, two creams, and one that looks just like Chester! We are very proud of the new additions to our family. MIEslave To see other pics of them from Masters webpage, please visit http://www.irisheaglesnest.com/Poeticdesire/lady_suie.htm

Tales
He leaned against the wall, feeling its vibrations as a plane either landed or took flight. His nerves calmer then He would have believed when He booked her flight. For a moment He did ponder the possibility of her changing her mind, but He knew better then that. she would not break her loyalty to Him over her nerves, not to mention how ecstatic her words had been when He had informed her of the flight. "Oh m'Lord, finally m'Lord, thank You Sir" He let these words flow through His mind as people started exiting the terminal on which He would find her. It appeared to be a busy flight, but He new she would be the last off. "I wish for you to leave the plain last my dear," He continued by explaining even though He knew she would follow the command regardless of the reason... "This is how I shall know you upon first sight my dear." When He saw the line end He looked back to the terminal, watching a last solitary figure step out, she was clearly as nervous as could be. She wor

11-13-07
did what I said in his blog sound like I was bashing military? and after that.. I get hit in my shoutbox.. bottom up as usual AkronDav: lol fuck off come on give me somthing better then that coward who talks how our country should be but is to scared to do somthing bout it ->~FunkyMunk...: you know what .. I've been nice up to this point.. and tried to explain what I meant.. but you've done nothing but bit my fuckin head off.. I even apologized AFTER that.. but now you tell me I'm talking out the side of my neck? Fuck OFF AkronDav: yeah I think u was talkn out side of ur neck and it kinda bothered me if u couldnt tell AkronDav: well we lost 1.67 million during WW2 and 4.98 Milllon during WW1 and500,000 in Koera, and 58,976 in Vit and 125 in Gulf, and so far we have lost 3793 now ->~FunkyMunk...: Ok.. like I said.. I'm sorry I commented on your blog.. I'm sorry you've seemed to take it ALL wrong .. and I wish you the best.. I have to go AkronDav: well the reason we are i

Why Doesn't Anything Last......
I don't eat seafood..... I am EXTREMELY shy, ..... I like Pepsi, hate Coke.... Have to have my coffee in the mornings.... Love the beach.... Can be very stubborn... Have little patience, especially for people who choose to be stupid or lazy.... I am possessive... I am brutally honest.... I have a terrible memory .... I curse like a sailor, unless I am mad.... I don't feel pain like normal people, I actually like it.... I have no brothers or sisters.... .I rarely wear make up.... I am very plain in my day to day life i.e., shorts and a tank top and a ponytail.... However, I love to dress up and look sexy as hell for my man... I can be territorial.... I get very jealous sometimes. But if I feel threatened, I will react.... Thunderstorms scare me.... I am not good at expressing myself.... I don't show emotion often.... I cry when I am pissed, not when I am hurt.... I don't have a lot of friends, but the ones I do have will be with me forever.... Most my friends are guys.... I hate being

Puscifer
Soooo my boyfriend is silly and randomly attacks my face[or whatever else]. Well he was like gnawing and sucking on my cheek and I told him to be careful not to leave some weird hickey. Sure enough that night I look in the mirror.. and I have a hickey on my face. Rawr @ him. haha he felt all bad tho. This ladys got a thickness, can i get a witness? This betty bootys got a thickness, Can i get a hell yea?

Kinda Funny
You know its kinda funny that 80% to 90% of the people here want talk or chat with you unless you buy them a VIP or BLAST. Whats the deal with that? I thought this was a room to meet you friends and have fun with either other. Well i have meet a few new friends and there are a few real people here that like to chat and to those i say thanks. To the rest well you can guess>

My Poetry
Recalling the past things that would have been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin silence enduring i cant hold it no more shredding my heart in a whispering war whispering tears drown questions glance exchange from eye to eye i was once you you were once me we were once one united yet free My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope Life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes To even care Would it...even matter Confussion and doubt Swirl around in my mind Like a dark foggy night Unable to see What use to be so clear So is this what they call living Or are we merely just excisting As i sit here in my room Images race through my head Of that faithful November day Walking home from school that day I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon his limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel

On War
I'm so sick of you other countries bashing our military for trying to help out the defenseless in your countries!!! that's right I said Defenseless. And of Course if you go blowing up our buildings we are not goin to sit idly by and not do a thing!. There are alot of political factors on this war that doesn't need to be. But again that is our Governemnt doin it. Not our Soldiers!!! their laying their lives on the line not only for us here at home but for you as well. If we didn't step in u would call us cowards, and now that we step in to help your defensless bunch of ppl u say we in the way. Make your frickin mind up already.Then u say well they did what they have to do, they can leave now. Really? Can You go to sleep at night in your own country and know you will wake up the next morning or that night without someone in the ALqueda shootin or bombing your own people? I may not be all that smart when it comes to war or w/e but you can't just expect that were actually goin to leave whe

Prayer
Tonight I prayed for God to take me, I can't carry this load/ Take me, please, up above, 'Cause I don't like the other road. I wake up each morning, And have to wake to this life/ I've messed up everything, I'm losing my wife. Messed with her heart, Messed with her head/ Messed up our future, I want to be dead. This is the woman, Who gave me a boy and girl/ Two other people I'll let down, And mess uptheir world. I love all three of them, That's why I wish for death/ Their futures will be brighter, When I draw my last breath. My life's a mess, all of my doing, How could I have been so blind?/ To not see I'd lose it all, She was there all the time. My wife and children deserve more, Than I could ever offer them/ I'm asking you, Lord, to take me tonight, To you I confess my sins.

Jeffs A Homo
Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my

The Internet B/s
OK CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT IS UP WITH PEOPLE ON THIS SITE AND MANY OTHERS? THEY CALL YOU THEIR FRIENDS AND THEY ALWAYS TALK TO YOU THEN U MEET SOMEONE AND BECOME THEIR FUWIFEY OR SOMETHING AND THEY GET FREAKING PISSED OFF AT YOU!!!!THEY DELETE YOU AND SAY THEY MAD AND ALL. IF YOU THEIR FRIEND SHOULDNT YOU BE HAPPY THEY MET SOMEONE? HAPPY THAT THEY HAPPY? I DONT GET IT BUT ANYONE WHO AINT HAPPY AT THE FACT THAT I HAVE MET SOMEONE WHO MAKES ME TRULY HAPPY AND MAKES ME SMILE LIKE HAVE NOT SMILED IN A LONG TIME CAN JUST LEAVE MY PAGE SERIOUSLY. IF YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND OF MINE THAN YOU WILL BE HAPPY FOR ME THAT I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM WANTED AND CARED FOR. BUT IF YOU DO READ THIS PLEASE GIVE ME SOME INCITE ON THIS BECAUSE I AM TRULY LOST?????

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Metal Head!
Pretty much,9 outta 10 times it's safe to say I'm listening to some form of metal music in one form or another!....Though I do listen to all kinds of music....lol....Well that an I do have long pretty tresses!.....LMAO......I dunno,do I qualify as a headbanger an metal head!?...lol....Much love,muahs!....Peace out dudes an dudettes!