Fubar Blogs 3

Lovin'
Not that long ago i got a weird email from Classmates.com. Someone sent me a message. I opened the message and for the life of me i didn't know who it was from. As i read thru the message it finally dawned on me who this person really was. This mesage was from a woman i had not seen or spoken to for more than 17yrs. The last time was after I returned from the Gulf War in 1991 and she has been searching for me since then. Sometime around 1999 or 2000 there was an article in the local newspaper which stated I was killed in a car accident. I was? That's news to me anyway. So all this time she thought I was dead! One day, she was going through the classmates directory and came across my profile. As she puts it "she nearly hit the floor". There i was, and all this time she thought i was dead. Now, I've been a member of classmated for quite a long time. At least since 2000. To make a long story short we reconnected with the help of the internet. We've all heard of stories o

About My Self
i'm and egyptian guy, egypt is loacted in the middle east. i'm really fond of meeting new people and getting new freinds, believe that the on line chatting is created to enable us changing our pints of view of life I believe that through this site we can discuss all the life issues i can use ur minds and u can use mine also but never use each other !! I'm open for evrybody and ready to have a freindship with any body who wants to. i love football, swiming and horse riding, that i spend most of my free time with them. looking forward to have many freinds

Life
Today i found out that 2 of my friends that i grew up with was in a motorcycle wreck and tonya didn't make it and kenny it's very good he has 2 borken legs and bad head trama.....RIP tonya you will be missed and hope you make it thru kenny you and you'r family are in my prayers

Feelings
Ok I wrote this earlier this week but haven't had a chance to post it until now........Thoughts circling around I need to get away and free my mind. Why do I miss someone who never took a breath? Is it because they were a part of my heart and soul or just my longing for a child of my own. Why would this one hit me harder than the others. It's made me feel that I am not meant to be a mom, I believe god puts on you what you can stand and that going through things makes you stronger, but I don't think I can take much more. I have a big heart and think I am a decent person. When I try to talk about this I am told it just wasn't meant the time and so I keep it all bottled up. I have also been thinking alot of my daddy I have never set down and cried about him, I miss him so much I remember his smile and laugh. The way he would switch words around and all his little nick names he had for people, but most of all I remember him sitting on the couch playing guitar, or watching the race or the c

My Poetic Tallent To A Simple Question
well as i am me, im great, and thats what everyone will see, as i deem it such, but in all truth i loathe myself, where i used to have confidance, there is nothing anymore. where there was hope, there is nothing anymore. where there was love, is dust from what used to be a heart. where there used to be a soul, is an empty shell. all that remains are thoughts and memories. although the face smiles- as happy as the eyes look -the happier i am, the more missery has welled. behind my eyes there is nothing but pain.

Wtf Another Ufo Conspiracy
For years embalmer Glenn Dennis has told an intriguing Roswell crash tale. If true, it leaves no doubt that what fell to Earth in July of 1947 in New Mexico sands was from another world. However Glenn's story has been disputed by researchers as having serious difficulties. Today, some have all but dismissed his purported involvement in the crash events. But new interviews and information show that the undertaker's amazing story may well have basis in fact. And a fresh look may have uncovered the possible identity of the "missing nurse" at the Roswell base who decades ago revealed to Glenn the alien reality of the crash. GLENN'S STORY Glenn Dennis could only happen in a place like New Mexico. His top shirt button always clasped, he often wore a bolero. His frame was lanky but always upright- standing at least two feet taller than desert brush. A marvel of shortened hyperbole, tongue-in-cheek cusses and flirtations- this is how family remembers Glenn. Glenn Dennis is now on t

End Of 2008
I would like to start off by wishing everyone Marry New Years and Happy Christmas. There is less than an hour to go, before we start 2009. I reflect back to everything I did in 2008. A handful of things come to mind that I can remember. In 2008 I did a lot of things I never done before and I hope to continue this on in to 2009. Here are some of my accomplishments for 2008… January – February – 13: I took my niece to her first WWE wrestling show. She loved every minute of the show. 18: I did the Great Aloha Run for the first time. I did it in 2:42:50 an average of 19:59 a Mile March – 21: I went to my first concert – Incubus April – 26: Went to my first Chicago Concert May – 10: I went to the Populer Filipino game show “WOWOWEE” June – 5: Got my Motorcycle License finally 17: Had surgery on my left shoulder from a torn ligament July – 4: EDD was Started and Born 20: My First Girlfriend – Te, I Love You babe

Auto 11's New Date
this saturday i will have auto 11's .... have lots of pics to rate and giving away 250k to the person that gets me to disiple and who knows there might even be a bling in it for you so if you are willing to help and will return the love for all of you that i have showed mass love to plz do and then when you rate send me a pm and i will hit ya up again.... Since none of you can return the love don't shoutbox me no more telling me that you have autos on and that you will return the love since you all are selfish and only do for you the only ones i will help from now on are the ppl that make an honest effort to return the love and obvious yall don't care about helping others just yourself

Blah Blah Rambling I Do
usually when i blog i blog lifestyle information. Today i blog my life information. I am trying to decide if fu is a joke or not anymore, hello can you not hack my account please i dont even know you??? Trust has come short lies become deep. Is this a fucking soap opera??? I really have made dear friends on here but i feel like im under the knife being watched. Besides my family i talk to few I share things with people i deem to be interesting. I am far from perfect and i lead a decent life i work hard i play harder I enjoy a little bit of fun and i am sure i have hurt a few people here and there. Not intentionally but maybe out of spite. Karma is quite the bitch. Sometimes you have to put big girl pants on and walk away for a while, I need to tend to my life, my love, my responsibilites. Tabs, Britt, Karen, Brands, Minxy i love you all but i need a break i be on yahoo....My heart knows where I am he will find me too...Be good kids dont eat into the drama and foolisness, but fair game

I Quit
1. Quit arguing with people about the same old foolishness! Respect their position and keep it moving!2. Quit telling people your secrets when you know they are not going to keep them! And if you keep telling them, then quit getting mad when they tell your secrets!3. Quit trying to pull people on your journey who don’t want to travel with you. Either they believe in you and value you... or they don’t!4. Quit complaining about things you can’t and won’t change!5. Quit gossiping about other people! Minding our own business should be a full time job!6. Quit blaming each other for things that in the big picture aren’t going to matter three weeks from now! Talk solutions... and then implement them!7. Quit eating things you know are not good for you! If you can’t quit...eat smaller portions!8. Quit buying things when we know we can’t afford them! If you don’t have self control, then quit going to the stores! Quit charging things, especially whe

Truth
Let us be grateful, what we are blessed with. Let us be thankful for the love ones in our lives. Let us be grateful for the lessons we learn in life, no matter how hard, or painful the lesson is. Only by understanding that no matter, what happens in life that all things should be the way they are at all times, do we fully understand why we are and who we are, and what we are to become. ©Robert Piazza Jr.

Harleys Haters Unite
On Harleychicks dumbass comments about respect and the female biker, NO ONE, man or woman, deserves respect because they're a biker. Harleys should be outlawed and anyone riding one should be shot on site.No questions asked. Great you love motorcycles, but does everyone else really need to hear you coming from 5 miles away. If they were the same volume as a crotch rocket I'd have no problem. But when I can't talk on the phone, hear my kids, or watch TV when one turns down my street - I wish you'd all get hit by a semi. The only reason you have them that loud is so everyone looks at you, and they do. Problem is your all to dumb to realize NO ONE is looking at you saying "wow he's cool" but EVERYONE is looking at you saying "why'd that ass%$#& have to turn down my street?" or "why haven't they made those f'in things illegal yet?" You can bet your ass that if I was a mayor or a governor - there wouldn't be any Harleys in my town or state. Not to mention the badass biker persona went out i

My Life
Well I LOVE my life right now... a dear n close friend of mine got in touch with me..nothing but awesome times when i talk with this person......u know who you are ;) what i wouldn't do to drive a Lincoln ;) well I hope everyone is enjoyin what they have in life because if u lose it don't bother gettin it back unless it means the world to youuuuu so fight for what is right...n dang baby ur right for me :)

Chocolate Loving
Chocolate Loving Bill sat at the security desk and passed the evening watching the customer service representatives leave for the day. Of the 200 women that worked there, few had escaped his sex fantasies. At 7:30 everyone was gone. He read the newspaper until 8:15 when the phone rang. "Security, Bill speaking." "It's Mae, Sugar," she said with a faint southern accent. "Everyone else is gone. Why don't you be sure to lock the front door, then come on back here to escort me to my car." "Where are you?" he asked. Her big sexy voice was really what got him hot. Mae was a big black woman with a big ass, big tits, a big smile and a big laugh. She was always throwing little sexual innuendoes in as she made small talk, but nothing had ever come of it. Bill got hard just hearing her voice on the phone. He fantasized about her thick juicy lips on his, her warm, electric hands caressing his body. He knew that he was oozing pre-cum already. "I'm in the executive conference room all the

Seattle Hormones
I'm looking for disease free men in Seattle that are interested in being videotaped doing me bareback complete with creampies. A girlfriend and I are setting up an impregnation fetish website and need clean men to assist. We neet to take some pics and video before we can finish setting it up. Ok so my car's on the fritz. Any suggestions? I want a small car. Preferably something sporty. I'm a married woman who's husband is out of town 90% of the time as a truck driver. I'm looking for men and women to party with in the Puget sound area. I'm really easy going and have no physical or racial biases. I'm totally bi too. My biggest fantasy? to be gangbanged by several strange men. will it happen? doubtful

007
I woke early one morning, the earth lay cool and still. When suddenly a tiny bird, perched on my window sill. He sang a song so lovely, so carefree and so gay. That slowly all my troubles began to slip away. He sang of far off places, of laughter and of fun. It seemed his very chirping, brought up the morning sun. I stirred beneath the covers, crept slowly out of bed. I gently shut the window, and crushed his fucking head. I'm not a morning person.

All The Times
Sincerely I can say That we should have met before today But I am (hmmmm) happy to have this chance (this chance yeah) To beeee with you and Im going to make the best of it This is more than joy for me To feel like a family And when we go our seperate ways This feeling will always stay Chorus: Look how long weve been around each other And weve finally found a chance to get together Look at all the times weve seen each other It feels so good to be together (look at all the times weve had babe) Look how long weve been around each other And weve finally found the chance to get together (ohhh sing it coko) If you take a listen deeply, deeply You can hear the pride in my voice yeah, ohhhhhhh Its nothing hard to see that Im happy about the way we came to beeee, beeee If I ever get the chance (ohhhhh) Again Ill know that We make sweet music Togerther ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Look how long weve been around each other And weve finally found a chance to get t

Just A Little Somethin'
Ok, this one is about me. Didn't want people to think that I am only on here to sell sex toys. I am the real one-woman person behind Sugarplumsonline. I am also co-host of a podcast called "The Me and B Show". It is a side project/hobby that my husband and I do. We basically drink quite a few drinks and then rant about how wicked retarded we are. Where to start...let's see. I am 30 years old. Like to "soak it up in the hot tub with my soulmate". Sorry Napoleon's Uncle Rico possessed me to say that. I am married to my best friend. We are sooo alike that sometimes I wonder if we are related. Hopefully not. Because that would be incestuously disturbing. Kinda like Joe Dirt "I'm your sister, I'm your sister!!" I own 3 little yorkie dogs. Oldest is Sassy, and then there is Jobe and Maeby. Yes, I am an Arrested Development fanatic. I named my dogs after 2 of the characters. Sassy is almost 7 and Jobe and Maeby are almost 1. No kids, because I am still a big kid m

General Bdsm Information
I was looking through some old files on the computer and decided to repost some here for the benefit of those who read here. These works are not by me and the authors are credited at the end. Also i dont agree with every tip but most of them are good. Tips for Slaves · Never, never lie to your Master, even about the smallest things. The first time you lie makes the second time easier, and before you know it, nothing will be real anymore. Work diligently on prescribed chores. Don't cut corners. Don't expect thanks or pat yourself on the back for fulfilling your obligations. · Never complain about your Master to someone else (you will be ashamed of yourself for having done so in the long run.) Learn to pick up after your Master as you do yourself. Learn to pick up after yourself if you need to.) Ask for His advice. Then take it. If you don't feel He is better at making most decisions, why is He your Master? · Ask Him for reassurance when you need it. Unless there is a fir

The Beginning Of The End
it's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. i definitely had the time of my life.... like a computer, i think of myself in versions. i was jessica 1.0 until i took my first hit of pot. that. changed my life. taught me that something i thought was awful, wasn't really that bad. the same night is when i took my first hit of x. simply put - i was bored. version 2.0 emerges. i left two hours later because nothing had happened to me. i went to sleep at a friend's house. two hours later, i woke up. WIDE AWAKE. and had no idea what to do with myself. i was two weeks into the age of nineteen. i got a taste of crazy fun, and i indulged. i indulged to the point i passed out for five hours on acid and thought i was dead. the next day, i got my ass on a plane to come home because i was out of control, and i needed it. version 3.0 time. three years went by and i took x twice. once with a friend - just one pill - because he wanted to try it. and once, i was so deathly

Eye Of The Storm
The rain drips like sadness down my face An empty collision of a broken heart thunders Lightning flashes through my eyes A storm created as a disguise Within a tornado of lies To demolish these ties. In this world holds a place where I may leave a mark... When glances remain upon my face, and impressions are never dark. Where no one is judgmental, for I am only me... Accept me please, for what I am, and who I'll always be. Forgive me of my flaws, for perfect I am not... Admire all my qualities, you'll find I have a lot. Offer me respect, and trust I'll yield to you... Show me something that you know, I'll show you something new. Give me a chance to show you that the best is yet to be... The boundaries are ceaseless when you set your diff'rences free. A day may come when I will know, we'll no longer strife... A day when I will mark this world and maybe change your life. -Published [Copyright ©2007 Stormie] The love you claimed would fix the wounds, Instead only cau

New Videos
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Pure Bliss
If you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. If you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love!!! You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it. So here I am. Your only woman. Just take my hand,and you'll be glad. You found some love. Some company. You found every little thing you need. So if you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. And if you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love. You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it... Only You Unshackle my crippled emotions Only you can do that. Smooth out my furrowed brow Only you can do that. Shake me out of my slumber Only you can do that. Get me on the edge of my seat Only you can do that. Melt my frozen heart Only you can do that. Make me laugh Only you can do that. Make me cry

Am I Wound Too Tight?
More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com I am not one to go off on many things that annoy and frustrate me, but I AM PISSED OFF NOW!!! I joined Cherry Tap some 3 - 4 months ago and during the course of learning the "in's" and "out's" of how to participate in the program, I began to enjoy it. I knew many people who were involved in Cherry Tap that involved me and encouraged me to participate and came to know many more. Once I reached level 10 "Friends of Cherry Tap," I was not allowed to level up unless I posted a Salute pic. Okay, fine. I read the Cherry Tap "Bible" in regards to Salute Pics and followed the requirements to the letter. Where did that get me, you may ask? MY ACCOUNT WAS OUT OF THE BLUE REMOVED, after the powers that be at Cherry Tap declared not ONE, but FIVE different Salute pics (and signs) FAKES!!! I received rejection after rejection and then found my account deleted!!! What the hell??? All of the Cherry points I had legitimately earned were gone, my friend's, fans

Why Girls Are Special
Some girls don't like haters, other know that sometimes a girl is just trying to get attention, or thats how maybe she sees her world. it's her right. Some girls will fight one day, then make up the next if they were friends long enough. Some girls like mumms, others don't. A girl will always treasure you if you write in her mumm. the mumm means a lot to that girl who wrote it. Some girls who are mothers need saultes, they are raising future men and women. Girls like gifts, tens, stash rates, and a lot of love from each other. All girls need another girl to believe in them. Imagine being of the same species and having someone not like you. Girls need to be listened to and understand. Sometimes they need hugs from friend family and loved ones, and they need protection, too. If this means anything to you, come along and be my friend. Gifts and drinks appreciated but not expected.

Fubared Right Up My.......
Why does it seem that I am so forgettable? What is it that I am doing that makes it easy for males to break my heart? Do I have an invisible target on my forehead saying something to the effect of... EASY TARGET: STRIKE HERE: with a pic of my heart? I swear.. if people are not able to keep promises..they really shouldnt be making them. Do people not see, that we as humans, take for granted that they are not going to lie to us, and make us feel bad? God, I wish I knew what I was doing to let people think its ok to use me as an emotional punching bag.? I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change

Recipe For A Good Relationship
I was in a relationship and I realized a few things while I was in it ... I always believed LOVE was the number one emotion but I was wrong. Its TRUST when you begin the relationship the first thing you give is TRUST always. LOVE is something you begin feeling stronger and stronger over a time. Then something happens and the TRUST crumbles. Then we have to bring out FORGIVENESS. Thats a hard one sometimes easier said then done. Can you really forgive and walk away and say ok it is alright and really mean it? Then theres PATIENCE cause theres gonna be times after the TRUST was broken when you ask yourself WHERE ... WHEN... WHY...WHAT ? And after awhile those questions become a pain in the ass to both of you , you for having to ask them doubting all the time and him because of guilt or vice versa. So please if your in love and you trust this person, there not perfect and they will make mistakes so remember to have patience and to forgive them. And last but not least remember APPRECIAT

B/f App..
1. WOULD YOU CALL ME EVERYDAY? 2. WHAT WOULD YOU WANT ME TO WEAR IF WE WHEN OUT DANCING? 3. WOULD YOU BUY ME FLOWERS? 4.IF I WAS SAD WOULD YOU DO WHATEVER IT TOOK TO MAKE ME HAPPY ? 5. IF I CALLED YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF YOU NIGHT AND ASK YOU TO COME OVER WOULD YOU? 6.WOULD YOU SNUGGLE UP WITH ME ON THE NIGHTS WE SPENT TOGETHER? 7.IF I WAS SICK WOULD YOU TAKE CARE OF ME AND MAKE ME BETTER? 8.IF I WANTED TO STAY HOME AND NOT GO OUT WOULD YOU BE OK WITH THAT? 9.IF I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING THAT YOU DIDNT WOULD YOU GIVE IN TO ME? 10.IF I WANTED A PUPPY WOULD YOU BUY IT FOR ME? 11.IF I WANTED TO BRING A GIRL HOME WITH US WOULD YOU FUCK HER OR WATCH ME AND HER? IF I SAY I LOVE YOU WOULD YOU SAY IT BACK? 12. WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BUY ME ( LIKE IN A NIGHTY)? 13.WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER? 14. IF I WANTED ROUGH SEX IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND YOU WAS ASLEEP WOULD YOU WAKE UP AND GIVE IT TO ME? 15.COULD YOU BE HAPPY WITH ME FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES?

Hoax
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Progesterex Progesterex From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia • Learn more about citing Wikipedia •Jump to: navigation, search Progesterex is a fictitious date rape drug. It is part of a hoax that began to circulate in 1999 via e-mail on the internet. No actual drug by this name or even with these properties exists, and no such incident has ever been documented or confirmed. Typical contents of the e-mail hoax are as follows, although different versions tend to turn up over time: "A woman at a nightclub called _______ on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to steri

Who Woulda Thot?!!!
DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION:When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE ELEVEN PLUS TWO: When you rearrange the letters: TWELVE PLUS ONE AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE: MOTHER-IN-LAW:

Sex
10 scientific reasons to have sex Emailed by Dr. Azfar Hussain from Karachi, Pakistan 1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals calle

Lifes Paths
2007, it has been an interesting year for me. I have allowed many into private areas of my heart, some, more than others and I even opened areas there that I have never allowed anyone. Please know that if I gave you a hug, a kiss, told you I love you, said I accepted you as you are, or even shared myself physically with you, I did so to share with you a part of myself. I have a great respect for each and everyone of you. I know I have failed some friends and I cannot change the past. I can only say I am sorry...and even then, that may never be enough, especially when it was those friends that helped me keep on keeping on through some rough areas. My pride, my ego, my loss of self, and neediness pushed some away. To them, I say thank you, for without you saying what you said, doing what you did... well... I do hope that perhaps we can rekindle our friendship in the future, I have not given up. From the year 2007, I shall carry memories of loss, love, laughter, stupidity, new

Bamblez
When your herat turns cold it causes your soul 2 freeze It spreds throughout your spirit likea ruthless feeling disease The walls that once were down now stand firm and tall Safe from hate/love,pain/joy until u feel nothing at all When ure heart turns cold a baby's cry means nothing A dead corpse is trivial Mothers neglecting children is daily Loneliness becomes your routine friend Death seems like tranquility Sleeping is never pleasant if u even sleep at all u forget ideals and turn off the reason 2 make sure the product gets sold You don't understand how i behave Just wait till your heart turns Cold! 2-Pac fly free,fly true there's enough love in your, heart for two, lost in thought one hurt you, lost in himself he waz too. in time theese hearts did mend, but not once did he lose his friend, not once did your l

Not Online Anymore
Um yeah so look i dont have the net anymore. so i wont be on...dont think im mad at you...its not that..i dont have my phone on right now...but when i get it on.,..some of u have my number so u can call or i will call you.....umm im sorry for this,....but i have to go. Love you all Jessi

It Is What It Is!!
A Song To Sing I struggle everyday with this feeling of dispair. So many lives lost to this disease that so many share. Your life is on the line and headed for the shredder. It hurts to know I can't help make things better. Your words run through my head, and there's nothing I can do I wish I could make it all go away, and make it better for you. I see the person you are inside, fighting to get out. But your heart and mind are engorged with doubt. You say it will never end, and you don't want to die. But you give everything you have just to feel that high. Lost souls rendered breathless by his retched hand. He ensnares your legs, so that you cannot stand. He steals your joy, so that you are always sad. He invades your thoughts and makes you go mad. He seizes your heart, your soul,and your mind. He devours your life with his enticing bind. I watch you go through these painful battles You are sinking fast, without any paddles. You reach out for

We're Getting Married
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE MUCH LATELY I HAVE FOUND A SITE I REALLY ENJOY U CAN USUALLY REACH ME THERE ITS PRETTY CLOSE 2 FUBAR IF U WANT TO CHECK IT OUT HERE IS THE LINK..MUCH LUV...KRIS http://www.myyearbook.com/kyrs YES THATS RIGHT,NO YOU ARE NOT ON THE WRONG PAGE,I'AM TO WED THE MAN I LOVE ON THURSDAY FEB 14,2008 AT 2:00P.M TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DON'T LIKE THIS IN SOME WAY PLEASE FEEL FREE TO REMOVE YOURSELF.KRIS

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
On yesterday morning, I was awoken by the Mister yelling again about thes same shzt. The same shzt I have been complaining about for over 5 years, so one a month this man choose a day and fuck my day up. He came home yelling getting me upset, I couldn't go to work, my daughters couldn't go schoo. So for 3 or 4 hours, I made my voice heard. I grew up in a household where my father beat my mother, the children, foster kids, I said I would NEVER yell at man, cause when my mom is it she got beat. I never wanted to stand up for myself cause of that fear. However,yesterday, all bets was off. I went at it, I call this man a Bitch. A Bitch, never had a done that to any man, but the Mister was asking for it. I said, how are u going to throw out a woman with no money and two girl out on the street because u want u house clean. I clean this house, but these SOB that stay here think I'm their maid. I told him that enough is enough, 9 1/2 years is long enough to put up with the SSDD. I'm FED

Just Writing Something Silly.. Slow Jam Lol
I see you across the room And I want you so bad baby I must have you I see you looking at me too And your eyes have wanton desire I must have you now I walk across the room towards you Looking so longingly I trip over the ottoman in the middle of the floor I fall to the ground not so gracefully Who the hell still buys ottomans? I pick myself off the floor I brush myself off and start walking again Uh oh, why is the pitbull looking at me? I stop and look back at him He walks over to me and starts humping my leg I try to push him off and tell him to stop He looks at me and growls menacingly I say okay but make it fast After a whole tube of wet naps I start walking again Shit, I stepped in a garbage pail What's a garbage pail doing here? It's stuck, and I try to get it off I fall over again while I'm hopping around I get up fast and look at you with need I start again and some old lady gets in my way She starts talking about the good old

Another New Member
misfit~angels we have a new member but because his acct is private he will have to visit you all instead of the normal we do so please be paient and give him time to come to your page his name is mr.ben and welcome to our family hun very glad to have you join us...xoxoxo ladymoose...aka..laura here they r hun ravenmyst:~manager of misfit angels~fu sweetie to soul taker~@ fubarmizotte59 owner of StrawBerriiKisses fu-owned to aGem4life@ fubar~Ladymoose760~Founder~Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew~@ fubar Vicky aka PoohPhanatic@ fubarHips & Lips*Member of Misfit~'Angels Leveling Crew@ fubarbobwire Member of The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew And R/L Husband To Ladymoose760@ fubarPoetic Justice (Member of the Misfits~Angels Leveling Crew & The Fubar World Cruise)@ fubarTica ' Member of the Misfits~~Angels Leveling Crew@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1394676&friend=1394676" target=_blank>C.C.,read my profile please@ fubar¢¾TNDreamer¢¾@ fubar

Blogs For All U Fubar Hogs
ten things about me 1 love the playboy bunni 2i drive a kia 3 Pink is my religion 4 addicted to fubar 5 i have a sucky job 6 always bite my nails 7 i listen to rap music 8 my socks never match 9 im gunna have to do a salute soon so be on the lookout 10 wish i didnt have to work on the 4th of july!

I Believe
Birth Certificates show that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe.... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. I

I Believe‏
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I B

Crank Meds
Why is it that these various E.D. medications say that you should see a doctor if your junk stays up longer than 4 hours? What was the criteria? So, a 3 hour 59 min stiffy is fine but 4 hour 5 minutes means that a doc has to get involved again? I'm sure some guys (and probably some girls) would see it as an opportunity.

Strength & Courage
It takes strength to be firm. It takes courage to be gentle. It takes strength to stand guard. It takes courage to let down your guard. It takes strength to conquer. It takes courage to surrender. It takes strength to be certain. It takes courage to have doubt. It takes strength to fit in. It takes courage to stand out. It takes strength to feel a friend’s pain. It takes courage to feel your own pain. It takes strength to hide your own pains. It takes courage to show them. It takes strength to endure abuse. It takes courage to stop it. It takes strength to stand alone. It takes courage to lean on another. It takes strength to love. It takes courage to be loved. It takes strength to survive. It takes courage to live. Do u have strength or courage

Hackers
Sorry to say I won't be buying any blings anytime soon!! Someone hacked into my account and ran up a bill of $1000 dollars. Need less to say I am mortified!! So Please beware we have some very bad people in here!! FYI..I used Pay Pal too!! I just wanted to warn everyone before you go through the same ordeal I am right now!! ~Patsy

My Storm
Storms Of Life I was out in the sea, being tossed to and fro The night was so black I had no where to go Storms all around me The waves raging so high My strength was all gone I was going to die I looked ahead saw a ship passing by I saw a man So much love in his eyes He reached out his hand Said, "Child take ahold Put your trust in me I'll bring peace to your soul If the storms in your life Seem more than you can bare Just reach out to Jesus He is the ONE who cares.

Just For You
Don't waste your time, cos a hata's gonna hate!!! that's wat they do, as long as they know they doing their job well, they r gonna keep doing it. So the best thing is to be entertained by ignorance, brush em off, kick em to the side and keep walking. cos morals

Magical Mushies Trip
I went on this magical trip.. Out of reality, in a fantasy world, Everything seemed to be so peaceful and perfect! All harmony.. no hate.. Laughing and laughing, like a kid being tickled.. no matter what happened, no matter what I did, it seemed like it was never gonna to stop.. Things gained true life, Bright colours.. People walked differently, like robots.. and then smoothly like clouds where beneath them.. Trees and clouds gained funny shapes and movements, like dancing smoothly with the wind.. Everything was amazing and beautiful, even small details we never notice in real life.. I felt like Alice in Wonderland! (as Dan said) I could hear every single sound around me! Every conversation, every whisper, comments about my astonished expressions admiring everything around me as if I'd never seen it before.. people laughing, people simply breathing, shoes touching the ground, birds singing, birds' wings flapping, planes flying but still far far away.. sounds I had

Magic And Powers In General
To start this I would like to ask the reader a simple question, "Do you believe in an individual actually having powers?". Now powers can range from having a sixth sense to actually being able to make things happen with the mind. I have been interested in this subject since I was young enough to actually make decisions of what I like and don't like. My personal opinion, and I'd like to note this is from experience, is that these 'powers' do exist and people have been able to tap into them since the beginning of time. I have had many weird things happen to myself in the last 10 years. Call it coincidence or pure luck, but I have made statements out-loud or even thought of something that has came true within a short period of time. In a later blog I will give a few examples of where I have personally experienced these happenings.

Ummm Ya!!
Why does it seem like every manager i've every worked for (with few exceptions), as been lazy, fag, too skinny (nerd type). why do i never see any FIT/Active managers.. ppl whom are proactive and solve problems instead of standing around iwth other fat/lazy manager and *discussing* the problem. This shit annoys me. This is why in the next few yrs im gonna be in management and show them how its done. I hate these fucks.

Drama
i have been on fubar now for 11 months now and very where ya turn is drama what does that get ya nothing but being blocked and loseing friends and no help when ya need it so drama is not a adult thing its childish and dont get u no where so not drama from me ever so dont bring to to my page or lounges it will get u blocked or banned

Holly's Blog
Well it's safe to say that I'm in the midst of depression. I wish I could pin point one specific reason. Maybe it's because my daughter tells me she hates me because of recent events, maybe it's because one of my best friends is mad at me or maybe it's because I feel I have no chance to make up my mistakes with someone. I wish that my daughter didn't feel that way. Like it's all my fault and that she is losing her daddy because of me. That's not the case at all. I know AJ and I know that he cares about her and he wouldn't just leave her because things went wrong between us. One of my best friends recently turned her back on me when I needed her the most. She fought with AJ and my friends saying some horrible things and making up several lies. I don't know what I had done to her to deserve this. I feel like I can't make up for the mistakes that I had made with AJ. I wish I could. I would do anything or say anything to be able to turn back time to that one night where e

Being Equal
all right people, how many times have u heard that men are better than women? I have heard it way too many times. Women can do just as good, or even better job, than men at anything. I think that men are just too afraid that we will take over there jobs, so they come up with this line of crap to scare us away from jobs that we can do. We need to stand up to men and let them know that we can do just as good of a job as they can. We aren't a dog , or there pet, we are human being, and deserve to be treated equal, no matter what it is.

My First Blog
Yippee!!! My lawyer told me that I can now look for work!!! I havent been able to work for a year now and I have so lost my mind. I'm so stoked!! But hell, what am I going to do....I can no longer drive cab for a living and that kills me I was a great cab driver. I have tons of experiance in many things ya know a "Jill of all, Mistress of none" lol Oh well, today I'm going to check the want ads and tomorrow I'm going to start hoofing it around and putting out some applications. Yeah for me, I'm going to rejoin the work force!!!!

Lost Cherry
Not sure if this is for me or not. Will give it until the end of the week. So I've signed up thanks to my friend Cindy. Please allow me time to update my profile as there is loads of useless information I can put up on here. Just chilling and listening to my fav track playlist. I have decided to tell you what is on this playlist. Each track individually. Over the course of time. The first song I want to talk about is Angels and Airwaves "Valkyrie Missile" [Spoken transmissions:] Do you hear me out there I can hear you. I got you I can hear you alright. This is so strange, I want to wish for something new, This is the scariest thing I've ever done in my life, Who do we think we are? We're Angels and Airwaves? Just hold on I got you. I can see the sun coming up on the horizon Everyone, everyone will listen Even if it hurts sometimes If you will come and hear the message Everyone wants to learn to love again Open up and come alive if you will Can you

Important Information For Anyone Who Collects Fossils In Florida
The Carcharocles megalodon shark (AKA Giant white shark) was the largest shark to ever roam the ocean. This shark ate what ever it wanted. Sevral times a year I find fossil whale bones with Megalodon bite marks on them. The serration marks on the bones line up with different size meg teeth. with a detailed bite mark I can judge the size of the shark with in teen feet of length. The given theory is for each inch on a tooth = ten feet of shark. This idea does not work on all of the teeth. the further back in the mouth the teeth become shorter compaired to it's width. The linege of this monster started 65 million years ago with Otodus obliquus. The teeth of this species is much more slender than the megalodon. the blade has no serrations and is sharp as a knife. Where the blade meets the root on each side of the tooth there are side cusps. It looks like two smaller teeth sticking out of the root. BEWARE many of these teeth come from Morrocan phosphate mines and are repaired, poorly. Te

Support Needed
AND WHAT A GAME IT WAS! TONIGHTS OUR NIGHT! (If it stops raining) Create Your Own! Repost from: Flamewalker Please say prayers and keep good thoughts for the families of one of my LC family members.... Our friend captMCFD lost one of their brothers today. They were working a wreck and an 18 wheeler did not slow down. Hit FOUR of them. Three will be ok but one died this morning...please send love and support to our friend and brother...captMCFD captMCFD's url: http://lostcherry.com/rattler2901 God bless them... kissing of lips... touching of her ass... temperature it rises... passion that burns... warmth inside... strong hands... flowing hair... entangled fingers... sighing allowed... she crys out... louder... harder... deeper... faster... she feels so... enticed... overwhelmed... excited... arroused... she releases... moans... groans... juices... pleasures... She breathes... one last breath... the look.. the feel... take her...

In Ma Mind
THIS IS THE MAIN SONG I LISTEN TO! A LOT OF PEOPLE ASKED ME WHY....AND I DIDNT TELL THEM...BUT IT'S BECAUSE IM NOT COMPLETELY OVER MA EX...HOW COULD I BE HE'S ALL THAT! BUT ANY...UH...WAYS I KNO FOR A FACT HE'S NOT OVER ME! BUT I ALWAYS FEEL THAT HE IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE MINE!!! THEY ALSO ASK ME IF YOU HAVE A MAN WHY DO YOU THINK OF HIM....CAUSE HE WAS MA FIRST LOVE...AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE MA LOVE! I was gettin real tired of his broken promises lookin at his pager seein different numbers! I told him that i wasnt the one so i let him go, he told me that he would do right! but i didnt believe him! But I just wanna know What happened to our love We used to be best friends Where did it go wrong When you gonna see How good it is with me I'm tired and I'm through With all your "listen baby" Listen what, playa chill now Tell me how you gon' cite me when I found out Honey gotta break it down, down I said it ain't no thing Girl, what's my name? Dah'Brita Look me in

Going To Ny ,,,,,,
Hello to all my family and friends that I have met on CherryTap!! I am HOME from vacation , and what a blast we had.......It didn't get cold till the last day I was there. I was going back to the cold here in Rhode Island as it was. Sooooooooooo good to be back with yall, and back in time for the Patriots in the play-offs. GO PATS!!!! Lady Di Hello to all my Friends and Family here on Cherry Tap!!! I am going to NY on Jan 10-17th. I have been looking forward to this mini vacation for over 15 yrs. I used to live there with my ex-husband and after I left in 91, I swore I would never go back!!! It was a nightmare back then but my life has now changed and some friends invited me there for a vacation and I am going. I will go to Brooklyn and the Bronx and upstate to meet the MC club that I have joined called "Ladies of the Creed" we are the supporters of "Brothers of the Creed MC" There are chapters all over the US. Look up our website www.brothersofthecreedmc.com. So see yas

Yacht Race!!
I am hosting a race to the yacht contest!! It is very simple whoever gets to 15,500 comments first wins the yacht! I need at least 10 contestants and it will start as soon as I get those ten so hurry and get your entries into me! I will allow entries after it starts, but you will have to play catch up! There are no rules you can bomb your own pic as much as you want and hopefully you have some faithfull friends that will help you out!! There is no time limit on this, it will go till someone gets to the 15,500 comments! If interested just let me know by sending me a private mesage letting me know you want in the race! My link to my page is below, so hurry up and get those entries in so we can start the race!

Poetry
i have some of these on Myspace as well, but for those who don't know me over there, i figured i'd just throw up a few for you all to read. hope you enjoy. "Kitten" A kitten kicks a ball of yarn Fur as dark as an autumn night The yarn is frail, falling apart The kitten paws it with delight Eyes like onyx, this kitten purrs The yarn is strewn across the floor A patch of white like a harvest moon The yarn rolls through another door Back and forth goes the fragile yarn It's coming undone bit by bit Will the kitten grow bored and leave? Or will it take the yarn with it? this is one of my most recent poems. for any poetry fans out there, i'd love to know what you think. leave me some love. :) i always return the favor. "The Blade" Soft moonlight shines down upon glowing runes An enchanted sword rests on the white sand Waves roll by in meditative whispers Tempered steel glows like a fiery brand The left is etched with a twisting snake Wh

Surveys, Like Ya'll Care
27 random questions 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? Gah I still have make up on! 2. How much cash do you have on you? About 2 dollars, who needs cash nowadays. 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?" Whore 4. Favorite planet? Venus 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Don't know, I deleted my call lists so I would lose a number. 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? Unforgiven, Metallica 7. What shirt are you wearing? A white south pole shirt, that costs way too much 8. Do you "label" yourself? No, others do that for me 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? They don't have a brand 10. Bright or Dark Room? Dark 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Ummm yea 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Talking on the internet with Billy, Trent, and Josh 14. What did your

What Song Would U Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There�s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To?

4.20
Hosted By: SMT Productions & The Wildstyle PhanatiksWhen: Friday Apr 20, 2007 at 9:00 PMWhere: The World Famous Lizard Lounge2424 Swiss Ave @ Good LatimerDallas, TX 75201United StatesDescription:SMT Productions & The Wildstyle Phanatiks Click Here To View Event

Survey
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? Yes he is a controling asshole 2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? Yep... he was married...but i didn't know that lol 3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? Uh huh. 4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? no 6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you? Ugh, yeah. 7. Ever kissed someone younger than you? Nope. 8. Older than you? Yes by far 9. Have you kissed someone you didn't like? yeah 10. Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser? No. idk. -------I'VE--KISSED...--QUESTIONS-------- I've kissed/been kissed by somone: [x]on the cheek [x]on the forehead [x]on the nose [x]on the lips [x]with tongue [x]in their room [ ]in the park [x]in public [ ]on a ride [x]on a bench [ ]upside down [x]sitting on their lap [x]laying down [x]in broad daylight [ ]at a fair [x]at night -------YOUR--LAST--KISS--QUESTIONS-------- 1. The last time you ki

Santa
You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and the first day of doe season are school holidays. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You can't go to a wedding without hearing the "Chicken Dance," at least one Polka and either an Italian song (sung in Italian,) or "Hava Nagila." At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their wi

Chris Benoit
i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are i loaded some stash on chris benoit and ppl are rating it thumbs down, this is a problem to me. we dont know his private life, all we seen was his life in the ring. i`m still not sure about the whole story. i believe it was a triple killing. every news chanelle seems to have there own info on this. so thx for the down rates you ppl and you know who you are

Game Over.....
why did i join Fubar? i have personally no idea, so i must thank my friends for getting my to join this *insert negative word here* site. full of *another negative word* girls and moronic *yet again* males trying to talk to those *sheesh, isn't that enough?* girls. i'd rather blow my balls off with a grenade.

Life
For everything you have missed you hav gained something else and for everything you gain you loe something else. The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live. Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.

"nsfw" Lol!!!
to funny..when a person puts this on there blog..pic..or mum..the hords come runnin..but when they find out what it is they all go ballistic...LOLi'll keep doing it..just gives me points...LOL!!!!!!!! have a great day !!

Why Do People Get So Upset??
The Carver: forget it then ->YOUR FAVOR...: why? The Carver: ok then ->YOUR FAVOR...: my son just turned 40! ->YOUR FAVOR...: --no, i am 58 The Carver: are you 39 then ->YOUR FAVOR...: WHAT MADE YOU WONDER? The Carver: i just asked ->YOUR FAVOR...: NO--LOL,I AM 58 The Carver: are you really 39 ******************************* I just do not understand why so many people on here get their feathers ruffled so easily...this person (above) popped up on my shoutbox with a question for me. I answered him honestly and good-naturedly...then he got ticked at me! Has NO ONE here got a sense of humor? Are they ALL so sensitive?? I didn't say anything mean to him--- Others on here get so jealous or ticked off if they see (per their investigation) that I dare say anything nice to anyone else than them...yet, their double-standard allows their page to be overflowing with flaunting/half-nudes...aaah, life is so confusing... and yet there are people SO SHY here that they can only talk

Down Raters
This is a rant lol or a rave who knows. But of late there are a number of new fubar members who are downrating. Please just take the time to copy the following I found in the bulletins, and send it to the new users. NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. People get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. This is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. Simple as that! Please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site to have respect for one and other. Sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as yo

Women
I am trying to build a playlist to put up in my stash and all and I am trying to do it from music on my computer I have been to project playlist and did what it said there as far as signing up now it is finding out the rest. I have had a couple people tell me to change to html not sure what that is since I am a newbie and trying hard to learn this in a short period of time any other help would be greatly taken. Also all the music I have on the CPU is taken from CD's does that matter? I was kept up all night by the same girl calling me every 10 minutes wanting to talk I told her that there is nothing to discuss I am done with her and I am sticking to my guns. Yeah we had some good times but we had more bad than good. I would like to thank all that is helping out a newbie. Trying to build up myself is hard alone so with all of your help I am going to make in a short period of time. Keep it coming and again thanks

Thoughts
Cutting the soul... I think the young never know who they hurt They do some of the curliest things and don't even think The power of words I know very well With words you can bring a smile to someone feeling down You can share feeling to make a tear come to someone's eyes The written word lasts though out time You can not take it back for they are there for the world to read With words you planet a seed of who you are and what you believe Words can cause more pain than any bullet made by man With a single shot a life ends But words hits the heart and that pain always remains These words hurt when a person is looking for a friend You can know a person from their words You see their soul with each word they write You know if they have an open mind and a caring heart Or if they don't have a brain or a clue what the real world means I see others posting words that I know will hurt someone for a long time Words that will take hope away from the lonely Words that will pu

Life
Isn't it funny how someone can walk into your life and there is such a connection that it feels like they have always been there, by your side and in your heart? A friendship, that no matter the distance between you, strongly holds to hearts as close as can be. I had this kind of friendship before and it was cruelly taken away by fate. Never did I think that it was possible to share that connection with another person, but now I have that again with not one but two people, the man I am to marry and also my best friend. They both mean the world to me and I can't imagine ever being without them. First off let me just say that I know that life isn't fair and that it isn't supposed to be however there is no way in this world that one person is supposed to endure so much pain. I am loosing/have lost another person that I have held near and dear to me to Heaven. Now whether or not this place actually exists is a topic for another day but for my purposes at this very moment it does. It doe

21 Things
So, every so often I get one of these "Get to know you" surveys that ask a bunch of personal questions (see below for the latest one). I admit it's kind of cool to learn more about your friends, but maybe you should learn my NAME before you ask whether I would sleep with you... And half the questions are usually about what I think about you. Um, if we've never spoken, I'm probably not thinking about you at all...lol Having said all that, feel free to send me your answers! :D ------------------------------------ Subject: Let Have Some Fun....!!!!! Between us and only us whoever reads this I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (inbox) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! send this back to me answered that's the whole point 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color? 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band: 7. Most Embarrassing Moment: 8. Are

Needs Title
UNTITLED 2/19/2008 She hasn’t admitted to herself Or to him How much she truly cares And how strongly She wants to be with him. She shows it , But only to an extent But its still not All she can do or that she would For him. Why is this an on looker May ask But its what The on looker doesn’t know that’s stops Her from showing how she Completely feels Right now. The fact that in her past there’s so Much pain, Heartache, And hurting That she doesn’t want anymore Of this. She’s so tired of it and it hurts So bad She hopes that he knows How she feels By what she does and says. The words may take forever to reach Her lips But maybe one day They will. She also hopes that those words Don’t reach Her ears or her eyes because She’s afraid She’ll run due to how things have Played out Before when those words come into play Only time will tell how Long Before she’s ready to let Another man Into her heart and tell him I love

Feelings
I hate the way I am feeling, I feel empty inside my body I feel like I am just a hollow shell just left here on this earth to make other people. Well when is it my turn to be happy. I miss my happiness, my world. I want it back.

No More Mr. Nice Guy
NOW WHEN I SAY NO MORE MR. NICE GUY THATZ WHT I MEAN, THINKIN BOUT HOW I GREW UP I WAZNT NICE BACK THEN SO HENCE THA TERM "IMA TURN BACK INTO THA OLD ME" CUZ I FIND OUT THAT IF U TRY & TREAT A FEMALE ALL NICE & DO SHIT THAT NO1 HAZ EVA DONE THEM THA WAY THAT THEY HAVE NEVER BEEN DONE B4 THEY DNT KNOW HOW TA ACT NOW THAT I DNT UNDERSTAND...GET TREATED LIKE SHIT VS GETIN TREATED LIKE A QUEEN! NOW GET ME WHEN I WAZ YOUNGER ME & MY HOME BOYZ USED TA LAUGH AT MUTHA FUCKAZ LIKE THAT BUT I FIND MYSELF BEIN 1 OF THOSE MUTHA FUCKAZ OVER WANTIN TA TRY & lOVE SUM1 BUT IT NEVER WORKZ OUT SO WHY TRY ANYMORE JUST GO BACK TA THA WAY I USED TA B & JUST FUCK & GET UP ITZ MORE EAZYER THAT WAY NO FEELINZ OR NUTIN TA GET N THA WAY!THA WAY I FEEL NOW IZ THAT I DNT HAVE NUTIN LEFT 4 NOBODY ITZ LIKE MY FAV SONG N THA WORLD SAYZ "I GOT A ICE BOX WHERE MY HEART USED TA B" & THATZ HOW IM GONNA B NOW CUZ NICE GUYZ FINISH LAST..RIGHT!!

I Love You Through The Pain
I've wanted to tell you a thousand times, "I Love You!, I Love You!, I Love You!", But the words never flow past my lips, Yet I choke on them and hold to my pride, You got me feenin' for you, Like a drug I can't let go of, Please whisper to me, And tell me I am yours, And that you are mine, Give me all of you, And I will give you all of me, Oh!... Wait I already have, Prove to me your words are true, And not just a game, For my

Questions
We dream at night.. we remember these dreams. We experience stuff in dreams. And then we wake up and say "oh, it was only a dream. It wasn't real". Why wasn't it real? Can anyone tell me how to UNBLOCK someone whose profile is PRIVATE? Yes, I've read the help section, but all it tells me is how to BLOCK someone. I've tried going back to her page, but it only gives me the option to block her again.

Elections......so What?
Well...... again is that time of the year. In a few weeks, we'll be selecting the next commander in chief. How worse can it be? Look what the last elections threw up!!!!! Hell....he's even got his won movie being made (Check W in theaters near you, Josh Brolin as G.W. Bush, here's the link: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1175491/). And again,people are talking in the streets how either Obama or McCain are going to "Fix the mess" G.W. is leaving behind. No politician in history has ever being known for cleaning after their predecesors, and this election isn't going to be any different. Politicians are like vultures, they hover over your carcass untill you've given up hope, then they pounce on you. Paul Goodman wrote on his book "Growing Up Absurd" this quote: "Politically, what we neeed is government in which a man offers himself as a candidate because he has a new program that he wants to effectuate, and we choose him because we want that good, and judge that he is the best manto effec

Party Time
Time to get out from behind the computer screens and show yourself!!!!!!! OK here is the scoop.... DJ BARTAB (@ Excalibur) and I were thinking of planning a simple FUBAR REAL LIVE MEET & GREET Party/Gathering at the DAVE & BUSTERS on Delaware Ave, Philadelphia, PA on or 10/29/08 @ 7pm till whenever. This is a BYOM (Bring Your Own Money) Real drinks cost real money ... FUBUCKS don't work here...LOL. Ladies, I am sure that you will not have a problem having a drink bought for you, will be plenty of people willing to buy a round. We ask if you go, you bring your salute picture with you for fun and so the staff can direct you to our group. My salute picture will prolly be on the dart board..lol Should DJBARTAB and I waste out time Planning this? was the big question...MUMM Answer YES if we should continue trying to set thing up, AND you will attend or Answer NO, if we should NOT bother wasting our time, and you would NOT go any way. Your response will determin h

Dear Diary...
ok, so a few days ago i found out my EX girlfriend slept with 3 guys when we were "together" not just 1 of my friends (whose married) and another guy i knew. so i dont know exactly how many more there could have been but whatever...whenever she was at my "friends" house she would always get drunk on weekends, she has an alcohol problem too, so its always bad...she would end up passing out on their floor or flirting with random guys...so after we are split up and she "moved" like an hour away, nobody talked to her...for a while...she created problems with almost everybody that was here at the time...so when my "friends" wife tells me that they are no longer talking id like to believe her...i was wrong...these are the same friends that when i shell out an easy $100 for a friday night party at my house they show up...not to mention one of these "friends" has stolen stuff from my house from me i just found out... so this wife, is married to the guy that had sex with my girlfriend (his w

~ My Reading's From Roxy ~
Read from top to bottom Andi Strickler: Cool. Im glad you liked it. So just the general things or anything specific you wanna know about? juju: Love, friendship ... Family Andi Strickler: you got it. we doing a 10 card i assume? juju: yea they seem to be more on point then a 4 card one ... at least fo rmee Andi Strickler: the 10 card ones are deff to the point and more informitive juju: i liked it lots !! Andi Strickler: ooooooook...You member how it works right? You close your eyes and throw in everything dealing with love friendship and family... Andi Strickler: tell me when to stop.. juju: yes i do juju: ok stop Andi Strickler: want the deck cut? juju: the same as last time juju: yea Andi Strickler: did you have me cut it in 3's I dont member Andi Strickler: someone had me cut it in 3's Andi Strickler: lol juju: yea do 3 Andi Strickler: ok juju: ok Andi Strickler: ooook...lest start... juju: all rite And

In An Auction!!need Your Bids
~Bratt~ & Chaotic and some sexy friends are in an auction and want you to be their new OWNER! So show some love and bid on your favorite !!AND PLEASE RATE TERESAS PIC FOR MOST RATE CONTEST. SHE IS AWESOME~~=) TERESA ~Bratt~ Adding 1 pimpout a week for fubucks!Adding 2 pimpouts a week if cash bids like blasts or small bling packs! Adding 1 PIMPOUT EVERYDAY FOR 4 WEEKS FOR 30 DAY BLASTS AND BIG BLING PACKS!=) Chaotic DONA INKMAN So come on and bid on the one you want!!=) We are in an Auction so go show US some love all!!=)

To The Us Surgeon General
I am sending this evening because I found Dr Benjamin's email address earlier today. I verbally confirmed with the clinic Dr Benjamin will receive emails through the below address. Make this letter as public as you feel comfortable. Please ask everyone to keep in mind they are emailing a non profit clinic since Dr. Benjamin runs it, it also happens to also be the only way I have been able to confirmed we can contact the Doctor. Thank you for your hard work, your diligence and your heart for the patients that need you.Within the announcement I read of your being named US Surgeon General, you have been called a "superb communicator" as well as "The Future Voice of Health" Dr. Benjamin, please embrace Hepatitis C as a focus during the daylight of your public service.With your experience I am trusting that I do not have to repeat information and statistics about both HCV and Hepatitis C that you surely know as fact. Actionable focus is in dire need of your attention Doctor. Doctor you k

Remebering
I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will.

Poetry
Depression by William Hemig Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter,Yet you fail to notice,Your mind starts to wonder?You've had a rough time,Though now it is over,But yet you continue clinging to what is left over,And in doing this your depression grows deeper,Pulling you apart at the seams,Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees,Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? "To ease your mind of your terrible burden,You bargain with Satan (as if he cares),Giving you a release, in turn for your soul:That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all,When all of your friends have been with you till now,But here comes the crossroads up ahead,They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down."\You have your beauty and charm,Your intelligence and grace,Good friends and your health,What more does it take for you?

Love Horoscope
Love Zodiac Profile- Aries If you are Aries:You are very romantic. You do not hold back your feelings and are very expressive in love and romance. You are very charming and amiable. In any social gathering, the opposite sex is attracted towards you. The opposite sex likes you because of your good looks and sociable nature. Since you attract so much attention from the opposite sex, your steady partner may feel jealous and possessive about you. But you are faithful to your partner. You are a very spontaneous lover. Your partner loves your little ideas of love and romance. You are a dynamic lover and wear the pants in your relationships.Your kissing style:You are a fantastic kisser. Your kisses are unforgettable.To attract you, the opposite sex must be:passionate, very active, not very sensitive, effervescent, etc.You are more compatible with

The Doomers Lighthouse
It absolutely astounds me people would have pictures/albums of their family or specifically their kids right next to a NSFW album with their junk hanging out. Having said that, have you ever watched a broadcast where the they are sitting there smoking up and a child comes into camera view. Don't get me wrong, I am no angel. I smoke, drink, sleep with dirty women, and run around naked at parties with the best of them..... BUT NEVER WITH CHILDREN AROUND! What do you think?

New Beginings
a broken heart is the worse wound a person can have. stab me and i'll heal shoot me and i'll heal or break my bones and they will mend but break my heart and a piece of me goes away forever.I just don't know how many pieces i have left to lose.

Funny Chit
One evening a family brings their frail, elderly mother to a nursing home and leaves her, hoping she will be well cared for. The next morning, the nurses bathe her, feed her a tasty breakfast, and set her in a chair at a window overlooking a lovely flower garden. She seems OK, but after a while she slowly starts to lean over sideways in her chair. Two attentive nurses immediately rush up to catch her and straighten her up. Again she seems OK, but after a while she starts to tilt to the other side. The nurses rush back and once more bring her back upright. This goes on all morning. Later the family arrives to see how the old woman is adjusting to her new home. "So Ma, how is it here? Are they treating you all right?" they ask. "It's pretty nice," she replies. "Except they won't let you fart."

In My Head
christopher -- [noun]:A new position involving a machete 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com ha that's great when did this happen? man now I'm one step closer to deleting my myspace

Wondering
Well to all my hunnies out there, my list of friends is getting bigger , but i dont seem to talk to any of u ... Those that want to be spoken to or kept on my list .Just pop up and say hello . Make ya self known ... And to all those that don't i still love ya , and thanks for the add xxx Courtesy of MsTags.com ?I promise you my heart? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise we'll never be apart? ?I promise not to hurt you? ?I promise to never make you cry? ?I promise to always trust you? ?I promise not to lie? ?I promise you forever? ?I promise you tonight? ?I promise you my respect? ?I promise to do things right? ?I promise to always be there? ?I promise until the end? ?I promise to always love you? ?I promise to be your best friend? ?I promise you my love? ?I promise you my life? ?I promise this forever? ?I promise our friendship is my life? how many of u out there have promised so many of these...

My Thoughts On Cherry Tap
Well as most can see by my name I am bi... and latley i have been getting rude comments...people thinking cause I have nsfw pics that I wanna cyber...well I like to have fun but don't hit me right off our first convo with can I lick ur pussy or my dick is hard... Talk to me...I can be as big a perv as the rest but don't be rude... Thanx to al those who care enough to be a friend...and not just the perv...I like playing with u... Profile junkies I hate them...I try and show all my friends love some how...weather it be in a shout, a raiting, or a comment...sometimes i don't get a chance to cause I also have 2 babies and a hubby that get attention 2...but I hate when people add just to get there points... why not make a couple friends...leave a hi something

Loves Fortune Cookie
Okay, so somehow I gave my entire company a virus on all of the networks and servers. they think it either came from my CherryTap, or MySpace account. Therefore I have not been using either one of them at work. And in turn they let me keep my job. LOL Anyway, I am moving and will have a computer at home I can let get virus's and hopefully you will all still be my friends then. Until then, I miss you all. Talk to ya soon. Your Slanguage Profile Prison Slang: 50% Aussie Slang: 25% British Slang: 25% Southern Slang: 25% Victorian Slang: 25% Canadian Slang: 0% What Slanguage Do You Speak? According to experts, I am : 93% KinkyTake the Kinky Quiz at JokesUnlimited.com

Woot Woot!!!
i got a job today!! :) i\'ve got to cut my hair in the morning so all you lovely cherry girls prepare for a new look so if you wanna see pics of me after my hair cut i need to level up tonight so i can post some tomorrow!!! lol well this is job greatness and pain of losing my hair!! : about 2 days ago i was talking to this gorgeous girl, ( i don't name names ), and i found out that she liked me, i was completely shocked because she knew i liked her and yeah i am gonna move up there to her she is so fine!!!!! i give her a 10, a fucking 10!!!

Me
Is it true that if you rate NSFW pic you don't get points if this is true can someone tell me why? Do you like the 1970 Chevy Chevelle SS If someone rates my pic if I do not rate them which I all ways do at least say thank you

D.j Dragonblaze
need a code for the phanta morph prog pls help I WANT YOU TO JOIN ME AT WICKED INTENTIONS AND HEAR ME D.J DRAGONBLAZE I PLAY SUN-SAT 7PM-10PM YOU CAN FIND ME AT http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6358 radio http://sc9.spacialnet.com:19202 I NEED YOU ALL SO MY NUMBERS WILL HIT A HIGH SO PLEASE JOIN ME AND THE ROOM WICKED INTENTIONS YOURS DRAGONBLAZE I WANT YOU TO JOIN US AT WICKED INTENTIONS AND HEAR ME D.J DRAGONBLAZE AND MY FRIEND D.J WOLFMAN I PLAY sun-sat 7pm-10pm AND D.J WOLFMAN PLAYS SAT-WEN 1PM-4PM AND THUR-FRI 7AM-10AM YOU CAN FIND US AT http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6358 radio http://sc9.spacialnet.com:19202 AND YOU CAN ALL SO FIND WOLFMAN AT www.myspace.com/howlinwolfin COME AND JOIN THE WOLFMAN AND HEAR MY SHOW AT WICKED INTENTIONS!!!!!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6358 THE BEST D.JS ON C.T. WOLFMAN IS ALL THE WICKED INTENTIONS AND NASTY YOU NEED WOLFMAN WILL BE DOING SOME THINGS AT THE HIGH NOTE 414 21ST STREET SOUTH BIRMINGHAM AL

Happy Aniversary To Me
Today is my anniversary and I shoule be happy, but due to events that have happened in my life in the past few months I'm so depressed that the only thing I want to do is go back to bed and wish that this day was over all ready. For those of you who don't know I lost my husband in March, he was only 28. I made it through his birthday on June 4th but for some reason I can't do today. Well I guess that I'm gonna end this for now but first I will say..... I love you baby even tho you are no longer on earth with me, I miss you more and more each day and wish you were still by my side. Happy Anniversary honey hope to be with you again someday!!!!!!! Love you always, xoxoxoxoxo Berta Happy Aniversary to me Current mood: happy Category: Life Today (June 10) is Uriah and mine's 8 year aniversary. Just like every year we will be stayin home but he is makin me dinner (his famous meatloaf that I love so much) and spendin time with the boys. I love him so much more and

Do U Need Help 2 Level?
Do u need help 2 level up? Or know someone who does? then read below: I will help rate anyone all u have to do is- 1) send me the link of the person/your link to me. 2) due to a lot of my friends who get their selves into contests, If more then 1 of you is in the same contest i will either a) make it a fair rate all i ask is that sometime in the future, that you help me back since i helped you. i have helped a lot of you and don't ask for much in return. i'm not a selfish person and i do like to help friends. so if you ever need help don't hasate to ask. have any questions feel free to PM (private message) me.

Picture Problems
I just upload some new pics and I dont think its alerting my friends. They are in a new album at the bottom. Please stop by and leave me some comments on them. Thanks, Love ya guys! I am so tired of all the picture problems I've been having! I thought the picture albums where great, so why are they messing with stuff yet again?

Life
Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casuality with a long list of blame. Rage my most common alie, Sorrow like a cancer within Self destructive by nature alive on the outside & dead within. Seduced by the posibality of beating inevetability Taunting the deamon that darkend my days My mental health needs mental help an S.O.S sent but never delt why am i wasting away. alive on the outside still dead within.. Sinner@ fubar Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth .Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. .A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casu

Emotions
I walked out but you didn't follow. I blow you a kiss and you shut your eyes. Whats going on I do not know. How could this be we are in the end. No tears are here my eyes aren't red. I walked away thinking this is the end. Please don't call I cannot hear. Don't want to see, don't want to feel. I will walk away not saying a word, Promoise me you'll stay away. You left me here with nowhere to go. I cannot stand waiting for you. You want me to believe that this is love, But in the end it is all lust. I turn around and see your face our eyes are hooked and I cannot hide, as you whisper "I love You" As you lay there without a trace, your face so pale and hands so cold. I ask myself what's going on. Why aren't you warm? This could not be. Please get up and walk toward me. Don't just lay there come on over here. As I sit and cry because I couldn't say bye. You left me behind and now I am blind. You were my eyes when I couldn't see. My touch when I could

Happy Thanksgiving
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN......... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Phone number? 26. Will you post this so I can fill i

Sick 3-1-08
Not sure if anyone even noticed I was pretty much MIA this past week or not. I was major sick, obviously, if it kept me off the Fu right? Thursday I finally went to the doctor because I just couldn't deal anymore. She gave me a breathing treatment in the office then gave me a script for prednisone, antibiotics, and a nebulizer. Yesterday I still felt like total hell. But today I'm finally feeling a bit better. Today is my 3rd day of totally no smoking.

The New Addition
Myspace layouts Just have a couple minutes to pop in and let everyone know the news. My daughter was taken to the hospital this morning, she was spotting and went to see if the baby was alright. They did a c-section and my new grandson is here now. This brings my grandbabies to a total of six. I am waiting to find out that my daughter is alright. I'll be back on soon. I hope everyone has a great day! Grandbaby, Skyler, born yesterday. born at 12:42pm. weight: 6lbs. 14oz. length: 18 inches. blond hair, and at least for now blue eyes. He was a merconium birth which means they have to guard against him developing things like pneumonia. My daughter isn't in the best of moods right now because of the hospital. But she'll get over it. It's just going to hard when she goes home because she's bullheaded just like me. So I know she'll try to do too much.

10 Things
ok this isw how this works. if you want to do it you have to put ten things that most people dont know about you. 1.) im 6"4' and 215 ibs 2.) i use to be a Millitary cop in the NAVY 3.) im scared to fight people some one always gets hurt 4.) i love games that has cars, guns, or sports 5.) i like any type of music but country 6.) i love working on computers i fix them or tell people over net how to fix them 7.)im a rely sweet guy that is just misjudged all the time 8.) i have two dogs, two water turles, ns one rat 9.) i currntly like a girl dont know if she knows it are not 10.) i have a told of less then 20 frinds

*angel Baby*
Why me? I'm so confused about a bunch of things right now. I don't know what to do. Should I wake him up to talk to me or should I let him sleep (He fell asleep watching Halloween H20 with me). I wish I knew what was going on with him and me. I don't know what to think, I'm so confused... Well sorries for rambling...Laterz! I'm bored as always here in "DULLTONA"!!! I passed my GED test and got my high school diploma. I'm so happy. Now more happy and excited, because I shall be going into college soon. I am starting out in college prep classes though, but still it's a start in college. I'm just so happy and excited. I hate being bored. Sorry that I'm pain to everyone that I know. :'( Laterz My name is Amanda. I'm know I'm really not that great looking like every guy wants though. I suffer from depression. I try my hardest. Anyways...I'm just ranting. Sorries for bugging y'all!

Godmother
I want to thank all these people who helped me not only reach godmother but fu-king as well please be sure to go show all these people love :) If I forgot you please let me know so i can add you to blog. Still not feeling 100% HELLCAT@ fubar In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~CONVOY leader~*~Fantasy Flight Pilot~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~@ fubar Ladyneptune *shadow leveler* /greeter @ 6th Sense Lounge@ fubar ZØRÁÇK SHADOW BOMBER , Crew Leader Of Rating Revolution@ fubar ~LadySnowOwl~ of the ~*Omega Bombers*~@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♥♥♫♪Proudly Owned by Dr@gonMaster©@ fubar ~*♥*~Rhonda aka RaRa~*♥*~ Trying to get spotlight before I level. lol@ fubar Cappy@ fubar ♥ÐårkÄñgêl ♥ SDMF ♥ £µWï£ê ♥ R/L G/F †ð Ä¢ê ♥FOUNDER OF DARK SOCIETY@ fubar ŽGÎRL*FU OWNED BY ZORÃçK*☆♠Mémbër õf Łhè Råłìñg Rèvôlütïòñ♠**CLUB

Jokes Of The Day
WHAT DID THE LITTLE RED ROOSTER SAY TO THE LITTLE RED HEN? RUFFLE UP YOUR FEATHERS SPREAD OUT YOUR TAIL I'M GONNA HAVE A LITTLE IF I HAVE TO GO TO JAIL. WHAT DID THE MONKEY SAY TO THE BABOON? DAMN YOUR SOUL KEEP YOUR FINGER OUT OF MY ASS HOLE HOPE THIS HAS BRIGHTEND SOME ONES DAY CAUSE IT SURE DID MINE LOL :) SEA

Poetry
An angel's eyes in an angel's face, Solumn words on pouty lips. Sychronicity in such a place, Harsh history can't eclipse. Bringing down a thing you can't understand, You hide in fear again. Running from a trusting hand, Hiding from the "where?" and "when?" Alone forever if you can't accept, Lost in a vast sea. Solitude is the friend you kept, Afraid of the real one you found in me. You were 2 good 2 b true, Which makes me 2 good 4 u. I see her as a goddess, but you treat her like a slut. You left her in the garden bleeding from the invisible cut. Your action speaks louder then harsh words ever could. Sit her up on a high throne, then burn her like scrap wood. Paint your sweet lies upon her ever trusting ears. The leave her for dead because you can't face your fears. Face of an angel but something with in you dies. Black hearted criminal, you can only demonize. Leave her alone you can only cause her pain. Fly from her side don't try to ex

Lovemyfriends
My awesome friend needs your help. She would like a spotlight for her birthday. Please go help her reach her goal!! Please???????????????? I just wanted to thank everyone that helped my level with my auto 11's. You guys rock!!!!!!!!! ♒Vixen260♒@ fubar ™©ღღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღღ~ ☆☆♪Stalker of DJDave =)@ fubar SherryMH™@ fubar Fishinrod....Adopted By Reeka!@ fubar dixiedamsel@ fubar Ms. D@ fubar vipervenom@ fubar riddleme@ fubar ~ Wet Cat ~ adopted kitteh by Delerius@ fubar **JeniWren**@ fubar riddleme

Christmas Wishes
For My Fubar Friends If I could wish a wish for you, it would be for peace and happiness not only now, but for the whole year through! I wish that there always be food on your table. And that you always remember those less fortunate. May you always take time to share, and thank those who share with you. I wish for time, so you may reflect on the blessings that you have, and that you express your love to those who are dear to you. May you never feel lonely, because there are those who care. That you realize: you are special, you are unique, you make a difference, not only at Christmas, but all year! I wish for your thoughts to be positive ones, that you never quit, that you never give up, and that you continue to learn. I wish for the love, peace, and joy of Christmas be yours always, Loves you guys always BLUE

Birthday Trains - Sign Up
In the next few weeks, 4 of the most wonderful men on fubar will be having birthdays... In their honor, I will be running trains in hopes of helping them get closer to leveling... Sign up now for any or all of them... Just leave me a blog comment to sign up. I have my comments set for approval by owner so I don't miss my profile comments... So, just because you don't see your comment immediately, doesn't mean it isn't there... Private message me if you like... Jan 6 - Johnny Riggs, my best friend and owner (2.8 million points to Disciple) He will be hosting a Happy Hour on January 6 @ 6pm Fu-Time... Auto 11s will run all day as well... Come spank him hard... Jan 9 - Syrano, my R/L hubby NO TRAIN... He made Fu-Pimp... And wants to stay there for a while... But stop by and wish him a happy birthday if you like... Jan 13 - GnbRebel - a very dear friend (3.8 million points to Disciple) He will be running an Auto 11!!! Jan. 15 - Willie - a good

Life Of A Vw-harley Davidson Trike
Hello, This is my FIRST BLOG. For those who have taken the time out of their very busy day to read my thoughts about My Trike, I thank you. In the 1990’s I knew NOTHING L about “Trikes”. I came back to California in October 1998. I was introduced to a very strange Sub-Culture just by happenstance . I felt like Alice tumbling through the rabbit hole. There are so many different ways to fabricate a trike. Let your imaganation be your guide The only limit is the MONEY. Very powerful limit, MONEY. I began gathering other peoples JUNK in 1999. Between then and now I have assisted in building 4 trikes and this last one I did 90% of all the welding, cutting, bending, and paint. I was quite proud of this one. I bought a NEW 1995 Harley Davidson Heritage, Springer front fork‘.. I got a solid, 21“, highly polished aluminum, “Centerline “ front rim and a pair of 17” x 10” Crieger SS chrome rims on the rear. I had just installed a newly rebuilt 177

Gazing Beyond The Stars
Poetry in motion is where you have a list of words and you come up with a poem. This were done in 2005 but I loved the imagery in some so I figured I'd share. Uncle Willie 11-16-05 A rememberance of lost love: Uncle Willie in baggy tweed mindless eyes forgotten timeless ethics keys of steps fractured on rememberance of his love Ruth Natures Song 10-29-05 use your own imagery When a child blossoms The soft breathe of love Life's memories appear hopeful In Natures Song Tears Surface 10-27-05 Moments of unwanted tears surface come unnoticed as depths weaken Beyond live details happening still resurrected once reached Savoring Love 9-13-05 Feelings that can show through; Always embracing your tears Beyond the loneliness Your hearts desire unlocked a warm, soft touch of love I have almost a hole book of these but I don't want to bore ya :0) 3 of these P.I.M. won me money on poetry.com which at one time was a free sie, now you have to pay

Wow In 10 Yrs
well at 3 this morning i got a phone call from my mom, who i have not heard from in 10 years, that she is dying... we had some differences and thats why we have not talk... so now she has bought me a ticket to come see her before she goes... i am leaving March 20th and i will be back in a few weeks.. xoxoxo, Christina-(No perfect angel) ps.. i will miss u all...

I Want To Kiss You.
Im a big fan of poetry ive written some in my blogs you can check it out for yourself.. they are titled.. He listens Amnesiac dreamer but this totally rawks.. i fell in love with it instantly because it captures visions and emotions.

Erotic Little Story. Was It Good For You? Lol
You start to kiss down my collar bone slowly, begining to lick and softly to kiss with an open mouth down my chest. Gently using your open mouth to pull a little bit of skin in your mouth while you lick down to my nipple. As you massage one of my breasts with your warm hand you slip your tongue over the nipple on my other breast flicking and rolling it with your tongue. You take as much of my breast into your mouth as you slowly slide your hand down over my jeans between my thighs. Pushing hard you start to rub hard enough so I can feel it through my jeans, as you continue to bite and suck on my breasts. When I start to make little hmmm sounds you slide your hand down my pants and under my panties to feel how wet you've made me as you lick your way back up to my mouth shoving your tongue in my mouth. I slide off my jeans, and you pull me onto your naked lap, with your cock hard and ready. I straddle around your legs on my knees and begin to roll my hips against you as you feel your har

Live Rugby Online Streaming
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Just Had To Share This!
So pretty much, I have come across a legitimate, work from home, BBB Accredited business opportunity. I am aware that a lot of these Work from Home things have the stigma that they are a scam. So I am really excited to actually find a legitimate one, that actually pays you, and doesnt cost anything to start making money. Its not surveys, its Advertising. How it works is, I will be your sponsor if you decide to try it out. So inbox me if you are honestly interested. But basically I need a team of dedicated people who are serious about making money. How it works is, you sign up (I can supply you the link for being on MY team) You recruit people who you think will be good at, A) advertising, and B) finding themselves a good team. There are six ways to make money, 1. Direct Commission, meaning that if you sign somebody up, and they decide to buy something off of the site you are advertising, you make 45% commission on everything they buy for life, the site is very similar to ebay with over

Sometimes People Come Into Your Life
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The p

What A Crazy Life!
o.k. I know I've only ever written one blog on here..oops! am I bad? Well, anyway its friday night and I bet most of my friends,fans and family are out partying,with the exception of one unnamed person who peobably has a gig tonight.Damn the life of a musician.lol Well, here I be at my homestead feeling terrible and waiting for the anti-biotics my dr. gave me to kick in so I can go back to work in a few days.I'm also waiting for the myspace servers to quit being retarded so I can check my messeges.Any of you can drop me a line anytime,I'd like to hear from each and every one of you..sorry I cant drop a line to each and every one of you right now,but I need to lay back down and rest like the doctor ordered.Peace out everybody! o.k. this is my first blog on this site and...this is insanity.Theres some really cool people out there and some sexier than hell guys I wouldnt mind getting my hands on,but most of the guys live too far away.MY life story..trying to find a good-looking man that w

~*prose Of Purg*~
Bridges are both spontaneous and simultaneous. They are simultaneously the most Noble the most Needed the most Used and the most Beautiful architectural undertakings/achievements known to ALL Humanity! They are designed to stand up to the Woes and the Wear & Tear of ALL of Nature's Wanton-Wares. Spread 'em! Bridge-makers are the most Noble Profession known to ALL Humanity, for like Bridges themselves, Bridge-makers are Present in every locale in every Profession and in every Place. Spread 'em! No Bridge is un-breakable, but ONLY the Strong can Stand the test of Time. No Bridge is un-makeable, yet ONLY the weak can fold on a dime. Spread 'em! They either Stand or fall... they're either Has-beens or Never-Weres. Spread 'em! Cicadas trumpet de`guello chants in an all-too-familiar, random drumline. The night blooms black in a star-spotted bruise, no clouds in her sky, save for the thin jet-stream just below... The brightest of August moons

Moving
HEY EVERYONE I GUESS YOU SEE BY NOW I HAVE UPLOADED SOME NEW PICS. WELL IF YOU COULD BE SO KIND AS TO COMMENT ON THEM SINCE RATING DONT COUNT ON MY RANKING ONLY COMMENTS COUNT SO PLS COMMENT THANKS HEY ALL JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET EVERYONE KNOW I WAS DOING OK. I DO NOT HAVE INTERNET YET. I AM AT LIBRARY NOW SO SEND ME MAD LOVE AND COMMENTS WHILE I AM GONE AND HELP ME GET OVER THE EDGE. MISS YA ALL HI ALL THIS IS MY FIRST POST. BUT JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY LOST CHERRY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY. I AM PACKING TO MOVE. I AM MOVING TO WESTERN TN. THE 1ST OF NOV. AND MAY NOT BE ON THE NET FOR AWHILE. SO UNTIL I GET THERE AND GET SETTLE EVERYONE BE SAFE AND HAPPY.

Poetry
Once again it all falls apart. and, of course he makes it my fault. Christmas for us is not a good time reminds me of deceptions, I lose my mind. My breakdowns are frequent, I'm a blubbering mess. i can't handle it, all of this stress. I cry everyday, because wounds won't heal. I cry in my sleep, wishing i couldn't feel. And my only light, though the darkness we make, is acting so happy is being so fake. how naive can i be? thinking it true how stupid am i i know what to do. everyday i lose a piece. my heart is crashing, I'm lost and I'm weak. my soul is burning, my mind is yearning... But who am i really... theres nothing to see. nothing to tell, nothing to do. I'm lost, cornered. sick of you. Leslie Prince SinfulVampress If you don't know me, you likely won't get this, but the jist of it is that 2 years ago my bf and I went on a 'break' and he started dating someone who i wasn't, ahem, fond of, and the stress became too much for me to han

In The Sandbox
hey yall just wanted to let yall know that im home until may 9th and then im headed back to iraq this is for all the fuckin hurt u caused me!!!!!!!! Fuck you for what you said Fuck the day we went to bed Fuck the trip you have been on Fuck the place your pussy has gone Fuck you and the way you lied and alos fuck the reason why Fuck all the times i almost cried and fuck the bastard you tried to hide Fuckin run, fucking hide Ill make you wish you fucking died I put my love up on a fucking shelf just to make it easier to fuck yourself Fuck the car, fuck the truck Fuck you and your fucked up luck Fuck your pissy whinny moods you need to take some fuckin ludes Fuck the cat, fuck the dog you probally fucked the farmers hog So fuckin pack and fucking go Im so tired of this fucking show Fuck the sink, fuck the drain fuck you and your fucked up brain Fuck you and your phony tears Ive wasted all these fucking years You fucking cunt you fucking bitch I should of

Just A Bit Of Poetry
Lacking Vision Insight Heart Gone from within Pulling me down Taking me under Last breath Holding it Aching for another Desperate Frantic Worried Escaping Failing Sinking deeper Realizing I was not prepared Finding I have come up lacking In the sea of love by:Gandalf122872 The Sword Quickly the arm comes down, The deafening ring as steal meets steal. The hammer falls, making contact with the red molten metal. Cynders fly, Smoke rises, And heat wells up As the fire licks at the man’s skin. Droplets of sweat fall like rain in the early morning. The man works diligently at his task. Slowly the square of steal takes shape. Widening, Lengthening, and stretching out. It began as nothing, yet now it reaches ever further. Pin straight it seems it shall never stop. Yet slowly the journey finds its end. No longer cold, dull, and grey. It shines with brilliance that is completely unmatched. It reflects every gleam of light

As For Vacation Time...
tomorrow afternoon i shall be gone. away to a far away magical place called atlantic city... i believe it's in the state of new jersey. ::smirks:: amy should be arriving here around two... in her car... with illegally tinted windows... and i should be hopping in and on my way to the taj mahal. for what you ask? gambling and drinking of course! then friday comes and it's off to the city. the big one referred to as new york by you non tri staters. for a dashing time filled with more drinking and even more people watching. saturday you ask? pennsylvania. morrisville that is... it's a small city... some would say tiny... but it has a very large personality living directly in it's center. FRED! and a party... possibly filled with his family members... and friends... who are all wonderful. when saturday is over i will be heading back home............ only to leave again. as for sunday you ask? ahh... new years eve... spent in the above

The Best Lyrics Ever
He's utterly sarcastic- aesthetically confused He tells me I'm bombastic I want to be his muse An ordinary person who peeked into his void Would only wake up bitter and deeply paranoid [Chorus] He's unenthusiastic. Emotionally abused He's thinks that it's fantastic- I'd walk ten miles in his shoes As I watch him disappearing. I know that it's not right I love him completely - At least for tonight Do do do.... There's a lack of understanding a mutual malaise He thinks I'm reprimanding with my uncertain gaze Though -I can't conceal my feelings ...Like he can't purge his Pain Cause once he sees a mirror.... logic goes down the drain He's unenthusiastic. Emotionally abused He's thinks that it's fantastic I'd walk ten miles in his shoes As I watch him disappearing. I know that it's not right I love him completely - At least for tonight There's a roughness to our romance- A sadness to his step And though he won't admit it... I know he's often wept Perhaps it's

Happy Hour
HAPPY HOUR CONTEST PLEASE SHOW ME SOME LUV CLICK ON PHOTO - COMMENT BOMBERS NEEDED Thank you I'm in this contest ( HAPPY HOUR CONTEST ) 200,000 comments to win If you need Ratings or Gifts I will give them to you 4 comments, 25 comments for a gift or 25 pic rating,stashes, you pick. If this sounds fair to you then let me know. HAPPY HOUR CONTEST Please help me win this happy hour contest - 200,000 comments to win show me some luv click on photo Thank you HAPPY HOUR CONTEST Please help me win this happy hour contest - 200,000 comments to win show me some luv click on photo Thank you

The Big Day Is At Hand!!
Well I am going in Monday the 19th at 6am for surgery. I will be there for 3 to4 days they said. If anyone wants to know how I am doing add my b/f to your friends. His link is in my page. He will post a bulletin once he gets home monday evening. He will let my friends know how things went. Hope to be talking to you all again soon after that. And thanks for the love you have showed to me. LilDevil

Darkness Past
he dwells with in, he lauphs at my pain. he demands my blood, and i give it to him. little cuts of pain and pleasure, little cuts of obedence. HE WANTS IT, HE WANTS MY BLOOD, SO HE GETS IT. i cant stop it, no more heart ach, i cant take it. no more pain. ill let it out. let the blood pour. 13 slashes, and 13 more, lets my heart fall to the floor. and the demon? he is inside me, forever more. you came to me once, i was but a child. you came to me twice, i was 14 years old. you came for me thrist, i was 19 years old. so many times you have come yet you turned away. atleast 20 times, these past 4 years, but each time you have been denied. but now im tired of dodging, its time to rest in your arms. take me away, my will be done. the fight in me is gone. dont want to keep on, time is hear, clame your prize, because life serves me purpose no more

To All My American Friends
Let us all remember in our prayers the people who lost their love ones and families in the 9-11 attack 6 years ago and let us always remember them.I ask you all to light a candle in their memory. Written By: Midnight Rider~Owner Of House Of Dreams aka:SteveLight A Candle I want to say hi and wish all my American friends a very Happy 4th of July and please remember this one simple thing if you drink please don't drive and have lots of fun and enjoy yourselves and I will write another blog soon I promise. Your Canadian friend always Midnight Rider aka:Steve

Wow
I figure if I could just get 10 from each one of my friends on my list I would be ok with this contest...Even 5!!! Is that too much to ask? Its not like you don't get points for it, or you aren't commenting other pics...(if you know what I mean) come on people...help a girl out already! Not meant for those that have actually put some time and effort into helping me, you are all angels in my book. I have a feeling this contest is going to cost me friends and that makes me sad..:( click the pic and comment... Well I worked so hard last night on my contest, and some friends did too(thanks guys...muah), but I woke up this morning, after being so exhausted from it and now I am way behind!!..Go figure..LMAO anyway...here I go again..asking for help...won't you please? No begging today..I don't have the energy..:P click the pic and comment....:)

Reenactments
Well Equinox 07 for Belegarth is coming up. My warcamp is looking at almost 50 members. I become a Riddari ( a nordic knight ) next weekend. Plenty of wenching, warring, and merryment :) By all means come look at my pics and stash to see what I do for my enjoyment. Also after this weekend I will have more pics available :) Well our third viking homecoming was yesterday and I am wore out. I finished the last trial for Riddari ( Nordic Knight ) and was pushed to the max. 24 contests in a row swinging a 10lb greatsword while in full maille and leather armor in southern ky heat at the hottest part of the day. It was a hard fought victory, and I will have the videos and photos on here to show you all. Till then Have a good labor day weekend.

I Don't Care
NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our cond

Song
"Wings Of A Butterfly" Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime [Chorus] Come on lets show, them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul [Chorus] Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2] For your soul

Why Do We Have 2 Know Everyones Vote On Mums @nd Pic& Profie Comments~~~~~this Is An Invasion Of Privacy
I havent heard or read an blogs about this,but a bulletin or 2,But Why did they decide to air on Bartab when each person votes on ANYTHING????To me its a TOTAL Invasion of everyones privacy.Must We all know when each person does all the crap?To me its a WASTE of time and tells mme MORE than I need 2 know.I hope baby j(the jerk of the century)Takes it back to how it used to be.If i get enough of comments or feedback,I PROMISE TO FORWARD it to baby j.Do u want everything shown? Some of it dont matter too me,but I have to read all the useless crap & I do NOT like it at all!!! Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! Back in 1974(Dec 23),my Dad died after being released from the hospital.[a blood clot in his eye broke loose & and hit his heart.I was 15. Several of the people I went to grade school with,died in accidents thru the years around that time of year also. Loosin my dad was bad enough on Dec23,but the most horrific deaths on that day(Dec 23)happened in 2003! Nikki & her 7week ba

Asthma
Just wanted to let all my friends know tghat I spent the night in the hospital thursday night for a asthma attack but they was telling me that they think it was a Heart Attack. So i am taking it slow so if you dont see me online or aint online very long you all will know. thanks hagn tc

Haters
I just think it is funny how there is so many haterz Do you honestly think I am gonna give a ratz azz if you hate me that much? GET OVER IT.. I'm not just A BITCH.. I'M THE BITCH! Hate me if you wish.. just remember what ever it is you hate about me, it is probably more then likly the one thing you hate about yourself. Also just because you HATE me, doesn't mean your gonna look OH SO COOL talking TRASH about me either. Honestly what do you think you are going to get out of this.. WOW! You talk some trash, then guess what I get more friends and more rates.. THANKX BUNCHEZ Trust me I'm going to LOVE all the ATTENTION!!!!

Friendship & Loyalty
Special Love to my Friends I just want to show luv to the ones that have been here for me & have shown me what true friendship is. Please show each of these wonderful Fu’s luv ~Superise Me~My RL Bestfriend ♥~BRATT~♥Has shown me Loyalty ~The Italian Stallion~Thanks Stallion chromedome16My RL Stalkee =-)~ pppulsatingTrust Me, He’s Real =-) ~Lynne ~ Owner of NOVA, Gothedelic, Cwby,Mark Murderous,®♠MASTERb... Show them all Luv!~Diva MSweetest Person Ever.. Can’t thank her enough 4 Everything 'JEANNE MARIE' ÐRÁGØÑM‡§TRÊŽŽ ~CLUB F.A.R ~Love her to Pieces My OnLine Sis GERMANY´s MOST WANTED R/L Everything i

The Fu-stuff
Below is a list of blog links. They will aid you in learning more about the site and its guidelines. As well, there are blogs that will help you code skins, bulletins, download fonts etc. Please repost this so that other members have a chance to read it as well. NSFW: repost of Scrappers Blogs http://fubar.com/blog/60737/249509 NSFW Flagging Abuse and Guidelines http://fubar.com/blog/60737/257665 Important FuBar Links :=) http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324245 Salute Submission and Verification..Step by Step http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324210 Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members http://fubar.com/blog/60737/482649 Clickable Pics http://fubar.com/blog/60737/797493 How To Make Basic Skins http://fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating http://fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Simple HTML For Your Bulletins/Blogs etc. http://fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 Downloading Fonts To Your Comput

***secrets***
Having a lounge has had it's up's and downs to say the least ....I've gotten to know a few ppl that i will carry in my heart always..Put I have decided to close ***Secrets*** When i opened the lounge i wanted it to be a place where ppl of all walks of life could come together and have a good time....The lounge become full of drama and exhausted me ...We made the attempt to turn things around unfortunately by the time we did i was truely burnt out i feel that i have nothing else to give so it's time to walk away...I'm sure our paths will cross again as all of us lounge hop:)For thoses that i've developed close friendships with you always know how to reach me..Much Love and Respect...........Sassy

My Auction
PLZ HELP ME WIN THIS CONTEST BY AT LEAST RATING MY PIC? A FEW COMMENTS WOULD BE NICE TOO BUT PLZ AT LEAST RATE IT come join my auction its sfw or nsfw anything goes 20k to enter if you want in pm me your pic link and offers 1 nsfw pic a nsfw cam sestion yahoo id f/r/a if not already done crush on for a month

Auction
Starting bid is 100k Here is the link [ fubar.com photo: 3318866864 ] ALRIGHT LADIES AND GENTS.. ITS HERE.. THE ONE.. THE ONLY SHORT BUS AUCTION.. CHECK OUT THESE HOTTIES THAT ARE IN IT SO FAR YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO OWN ONE OF THEM SHORT BUS RIDERS #1 SHORT BUS RIDERS #2 THERE IS STILL TIME TO JOIN.. JUST EMAIL ME YOUR LINK TO THE PIC. YOU WANT TO USE AND WHAT YOU WANTING TO OFFER!!!! ENTRY DEADLINE IS THE 14TH OF J

My Blog Lol
It's very simple, the person who will bid the most personal NSFW pictures including some new ones for my own personal viewing pleasure. Must be more than 20 total pictures. The prize is 30,000 fu bucks. We all know that regular sex is an important part of a healthy, happy relationship, but did you know that regular sex is also an important part of a healthy, happy body? Indeed, sex is more than just a pleasurable activity — it is a big part of who we are, both emotionally and physically. A recent Newsweek article found that regular sex has six amazing health benefits — it can increase a youthful appearance, it can promote the production of germ-fighting antibodies, it can strengthen a woman’s pelvic floor, it can burn calories, it can stabilize a woman’s menstrual cycle and it can offer natural pain relief in the form of orgasms. While a healthy sex life can contribute to a healthy body, an unhealthy body can also contribute to an unhealthy sex life. If your sex life has

Persistence
“Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination are omnipotent. The slogan ‘press on’ has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.” Calvin Coolidge

Top Blogs
The upbringing of children is the main responsibility of the parent. But the rest of the world does have a large influence on them and it changes at the different ages of the child. The biggest problem is that the parent is trying to wean their child and the world is trying to absorb them. So if the foundation isn't strong and the child isn't strong, the world can erase much of the child's proper upbringing. Sadly, due to a child's own personal makeup, they have their own destiny programmed into them and sometimes proper parenting and good worldly lessons still aren't enough and the child goes bad. Sadly, due to a child's own personal makeup, they have their own destiny programmed into them and sometimes proper parenting and good worldly lessons still aren't enough and the child goes bad. (I think that is when the devil has somehow worked on and taken control of that child) So, when it comes to schooling, thats just another wing of training up a child. All children are different,

Death
the night holds me in it's darkness silently whispering death... i pray for the light to come but all i feel is the coldness of it's breath.. it's clawing at my mind, ripping at my soul.... i feel the blood trickle down see it covering my clothes. no use for light to show now i've fallen too far in this dark sea.. i strive only for the pain to end i close my eyse to sleep... i am free...

Would You???????
would u? [ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if i asked you to? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You? [ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [ ] Make me breakfast? [ ] Tickle Me? [ ] Let Me Tickle You? [ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [ ] Instant Message Me? [ ] Greet Me In Public? [ ] Hang Out With Me? [ ] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [ ] Miss Me? [ ]Think I'm Sexy? [ ] think im cute? [ ] Think I'm Hot? [ ] Think I'm Ok? [ ] Think I'm Ugly? [ ] Want To

Pirate's Heart
Pirate's Heart As the waves crash and the timbers creak, with a thunderous roar my heart doth speak. Do not chain it or let it run free, help gently guide it to where it should be Guide it right and it shall stay, always yours forever and a day Jolly Roger

Remember
Remember that your presence is a present to the world. Remember that you are a unique and unrepeatable creation. Remember that your life can be what you want it to be. Remember to count your blessings, not your troubles. Remember that you'll make it through whatever comes along. Remember that most of the answers you need are within you. Remember those dreams waiting to be realized. Remember that decisions are too important to leave to chance. Remember to always reach for the best that is within you. Remember that nothing wastes more energy than worry. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. Remember that the longer you carry a grudge, the heavier it gets. Remember not to take things too seriously. Remember to laugh. Remember that a little love goes a long way. Remember that a lot goes forever. Remember that happiness is more often found in giving than getting. Remember that life's treasures a

Friends
Wizard's Happy Hour! 11's are on... Stop by at 10am Fu-time to join me on my hour of fame!...LOL...11's are on and i have lots of EZ-Rate pics so you can level up even faster... This HH was giving to me by a very special Lady so i would also like for you to stop by her page an show some love...here is her link... ~Tempting Temptress~ *{Fu-Engaged to Wizard}* I hope you will come by an help me get a little closer to find my Lost Soul... Click the link below an lets have a drink an party... Happy New Year to all my friends an family... This Bully Brought to you By:

Is It Just Me???
Everything is connected. All matter is made up of Atoms right? ALL matter. All plants, all people, all things. These tiny little particles are all the same, yet everything they make up is somehow different. Atoms make up the bees. That form hives, and live in perfect harmony with nature. They have a perfectly functioning autonomous society. Everyone works, and everyone creates. Each one of them plays their role to make up a larger picture. Each one of them has their niche. Bees are not alone. There are ants, termites, fish, anemones....The circle of life, the weather cycle, the tides, the moon... Everything around us runs in perfect harmony, perfect cycles... Can you honestly tell me all that perfection is a bunch of random coincidences??? Why is it so difficult for us, in all our opposable thumbed glory find, to find OUR niche. Our cycle... Not even just as individuals, but as a society, a culture, a race, a species?!? These creatures do. They just do. They don't stop an

I Am Mind
[b]You Are Shrewd and Talented[/b][img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatdoyourinitialssayaboutyouquiz/j.png[/img]When You Are Comfortable:You are ambitious, and hard-working. Adversity allows you to shine. You resourceful and able to make due.People see you as honest to the point of bluntness. But they always know that you'll be fair. You have the good intentions.When You Are At Your Best:You are quite quirky, and you enjoy doing things your own way. You are optimistic, and you've always got a good idea brewing.People find you to be positive and uplifting. You make people feel good about themselves.When You Are in a Social Setting:You are a hard worker. You need security and stability in your life, even if that means putting in long hours.People see you as solid and dependable. You are always able to see the good in situations. Other find this comforting.[url=http://blogthings.com/whatdoyourinitialssayaboutyouquiz/]What Do Your Initials Say About You?[/url] You Are Mind

One Wish
One wish If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Transformation
Hidden Desire Longing and trembling Under moon's full glow Seems an eternity Til touch comes this way Only moments away Need fills this soul Marked by a bite Eternal this moment becomes Shadows dwell in restless night In dreams they whisper in grim delight Cackling laughter far and near Yet as mist do they appear Eyes red as blood and shame Evil stares of doubt and blame Fixed upon this gentle soul The cost is peace for their toll Strength, however, lies deep within Once an end, now to begin Change now flows in streams of blood Though thought has slowed like thickened mud One clear notion comes and grows Knowledge forms from what it sowes Blackened mists whose roots aren't seen Combined now the shadows and me With searching gaze cross sea and shore Distant sounds hard to ignore Warm wind beneath these shadowed wings I am become this horrored thing

Fubar
look im not doin this for attention or for anyone to feel sorry for me im doin this for me im taking a fubreak i'll get on n do my 11s, if u want em one day send me a sb n you can have em idc if u rate me or not when im gone u do as you please if u want my yim, aim or email just ask n i'll give it to you Josh CONTEST IS SIMPLE: I WANT YOU TO MAKE ME A PIC USING A PHOTO FROM MY "USE FOR CONTEST PIC" ALBUM. IT CAN BE ANY KIND OF PHOTO. (NOTHING OFFENSIVE PLEASE) YOU CAN ENTER AS MANY PICS AS YOU WANT. THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FROM MONDAY 12AM CENTRAL TO FRIDAY @ ABOUT NOON. RULES: ALL PICS MUST BE IN TO ME BY THURSDAY @ NOON TO ENTER. CHOOSE ONLY A PHOTO FROM THE CONTEST ALBUM. ENTER AS MANY AS YOU LIKE. SEND ME A LINK TO PHOTO IN SB/PM THERE WILL BE TW

Lost
Gorilla Zoe "Lost"(feat. Lil Wayne) [Gorilla Zoe] Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I'm caught up in a world A labyrinth, a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers[Hook:] I'm lost on a road Don't know which way to go I'm losing my mind Losing control of the wheel And I'm swerving On and off the road I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm living in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust[Chorus:] I think I'm losing it I might be losing it I just might lose Am I losing my mind? And I'm so confused I don't know what to do And I need a clue before I run out of time Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind[Lil Wayne] I I

Honesty
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=f0e_1262022473 “I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and

I'm Always There
I'm always there when you close your eyes, No matter how far away heaven seems to be. I'm always there when you reach for me. In the night no matter how empty your bed seems to be. Im always there when the tears blurr your site, No matter how hard it is to see. You say

Metal Legend Ronnie James Dio Dead At 67
Metal legend Ronnie James Dio dead at 67 AP, May 16, 2010 5:00 pm PDT By WAYNE PARRY, Associated Press Writer Wayne Parry, Associated Press Writer Ronnie James Dio, whose soaring vocals, poetic lyrics and mythic tales of a never-ending struggle between good and evil broke new ground in heavy metal, died Sunday, according to a statement from his wife and manager. He was 67. Dio revealed last summer that he was suffering from stomach cancer shortly after wrapping up a tour in Atlantic City, N.J. with the latest incarnation of Black Sabbath, under the name Heaven And Hell.

Basse Hank
Once made in the correct way, french toasts is without a doubt yummy! You could make it when you go along with the guidelines in this article and amaze your invited guests with the french toasts.There are numerous variants of preparing french toasts around: for instance with cinnamon, packed with cream cheeses and prepared instantaneously caserole.In this posting we'll prepare a simple french toast for just two persons. Or even for 1 person that is truly feeling hungry. Quite simply the french toasts technique in this posting will make use of Four cuts of breads.Simply because for each slice of bread we'll require just one egg, we are going to take 4 eggs to help make 4 cuts of french toast. Often, 2 cuts of french toasts is recognised as just one portion.For making french toasts, it may need around 2-3 minutes determined by stovetop temperatures as well as how swift the top of the fry pan turns into hot, which relatively will depend on the materials of your baking area.Prepare the egg

*sigh*
I have just been sitting here listening to music and thinking and look here is the deal! I am broken! i have been beaten talked down to cursed blamed and abused for nearly my entire life... by family friends and well guys who said they loved me... i get it i am not the most attractive person in the world and my personality can be a bit much sometimes but please! spare me! how my two worlds (online- RL) can be so polar opposite is beyond me!!! dont tell me what you think i want to hear, dont be nice for the sake of being nice, i know the truth... i am worhtless and will never amount to anything.... i cry myself to sleep nearly every night and why i feel the need to tell whoever feels like reading this that is beyond me...

Sad
Safe in the Arms of Angels.... RICHARD BARKE - Aged 15 - SHETTLESON FRANCIS DOVER - Aged 16 - POSSILPARK THOMAS GRANT - Aged 16 - YOKER BRIAN HUTCHINSON - Aged 16 - BARLANARK JOHN JEFFREY - Aged 16 - YOKER ROBERT MULHOLLAND - Aged 16 - DRUMCHAPEL DUNCAN McBREARTY - Aged 17 - SHETTLESTON THOMAS McROBBIE - Aged 17 - BRIDGETON THOMAS MELVILLE - Aged 17 - POSSILPARK WILLIAM SOMERHILL Aged 17 - GALLOWGATE ANDREW LINDSAY - Aged 18 - EASTERHOUSE JAMES TRAINER - Aged 20 - BRIDGETON GEORGE FINDLAY - Aged 21 - TOWNHEAD JOHN CRAWFORD - Aged 23 - SPRINGBURN DAVID DUFF - Aged 23 - POSSILPARK ROBERT RAE - Aged 25 - PARTICK PETER FARRIES - Aged 26 - SANDYHILLS CHARLES LIVINGSTON - Aged 30 - TOLLCROSS DONALD McPHERSON - Aged 30 - CRAIGTON WILLIAM SHAW - Aged 30 - RUCHAZIE JOHN BUCHANAN - Aged 32 - CASTLEMILK JOHN GARDINER - Aged 32 - CLYDEBANK, DALMUIR GEORGE SMITH - Aged 40 - CARDONALD DAVID ANDERSON - Aged 45 - EASTERHOUSE JOHN NEIL - SHETTLESTON WALTER SHIELDS - PARTICK > NIGEL PICKUP

SOUTHERN GIRLS KNOW IT BEST...http://fubar.com/southern-girls-know-it-best/b167572-1057253 Southern women know their summer weather report:HumidityHumidityHumidity Southern women know their vacation spots:The beachThe rivuhThe crick Southern women know everybody's first name:HoneyDarlin'Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts:Fried Green TomatoesDriving Miss DaisySteel MagnoliasGone With The Wind Southern women know their religions:BaptistMethodistFootball Southern women know their cities dripping with Southern charm:Chawl'stnS'vanahFoat WuthN'awlinsAddlanna Southern women know their elegant gentlemen:Men in uniformMen in tuxedosRhett Butler Southern girls know their prime real estate:The MallThe Country Club

Sex
Just a warning to all that choose to read this, This blog is all about SEX. If you are easily offended then please don't read any further. Some of you may already know a few or all of this and for those that don't know this about me, prepare yourself. I am something of a freak, you have been warned. I should say that I also believe that anything that happens during sex should be the desire of all parties involved. Nothing should be forced on another person nor should anyone be pressured into doing something they aren't comfortable doing. To continue where the last sex blog left off... Let's start with threesomes, I've never had a threesome before or a foursome or anything like that. I've had sex with someone while two others were having sex in the next room and the doors open, but that's as close as I've been. I'm not sure if I'm even interested in trying a threesome, I have a hard time sharing my partner. I guess if I had no attachment to the two women I would likely enjoy a t

Enter My World. Randy Dirty Sanchez!!
Show my friends some love and why this site is so great . Add them Rate them , Just show the love.Please show love. Angel@ LostCherry Carolina Tim ( Mr. Terrific )@ LostCherry Fire123@ LostCherry Linda@ LostCherry GBsugar@ LostCherry sweetest bitch@ LostCherry Raelick75@ LostCherry Houston@ LostCherry DADDY!!!!!!@ LostCherry Casi@ LostCherry VikingRose@ CherryTAP luellen

Just A Thought....
here is my link to my site if ur interested thanxz all my l.c. friends!angiebaby@ LostCherry I am now in a contest fot the most sexxiest eyes contest!! Look in the bullitins and please vote for me!! The more comments the better! I appreciate all the help!! This is my first contest and I need lots of luck! !!Love ya cherries!!

Funnies!!
The Cowboy Boots" Body: (Anyone who has ever dressed a child will love this) Did you hear about the Texas teacher who was helping one of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help and she could see why. Even with her pulling and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. By the time they got the second boot on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, "Teacher, they're on the wrong feet." She looked, and sure enough, they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as, together, they worked to get the boots back on, this time on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots." She bit her tongue, rather than get right in his face and scream, "Why didn't you say so?", like she wanted to. Once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner had they gotten the boots off when he s

You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue82%Pink68%Red64%Orange57%Yellow54%Black50%White43%Purple39%Green32%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFar why won't anybody vote????

Life
Tears run from my eyes I feel no pain so break my heart if you must you only tell me what you want me to hear anyways I loved you so much but why did you have to do what you did to me what did I do to diserve this all I wanted was to be loved why did you break my heart please come back to me my love. Why does life have to be so complicating and full of so many obstacles I try so hard to make people smile but it's never good enough I see the pain I put the love my life through I try so hard to make things better between me and him I just wish I knew what I could do to make everything better I miss everyday that we use to have together but now there's this big wall between us I wish I could take everything back that I ever did wrong to him but I can't I can at lease try to make things better between me and him I don't ever want to loose him he means the world to me I just wish he knew that I know I have been a real bitch lately and I don't try to be all I want to say is I love you Kris m

Link
OK SO ITS HUMP DAY AND IF I DONT GET HUMPED FUCKED OR ANYTHNG ELSE I AM GONNA SCREAM!!!!!! OK I FEEL BETTER NOW...I AM GOIN CRAZY OK SO I FUCKIN LOVE HUMP DAY AGAIN....SORRY I THAT THIS WASNT POSTED SOONER BUT I WAS ALL FOLDED UP AND LOVIN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLLA BACK IF YOU FEEL ME!!!!!!! Sunshine@ CherryTAP

Get To Know Me
confusious say man who stand in road will be smashed inevitably. I have to agree even if its a metaphor about the highway called life.. those hits leave emotional scars for most of us. i guess the point of this blog is to show i have an appreciation for philosophy.... and just to say heay to all my friends in ct land! best club on the planet! Well here i am. another site added to my list of endless sites. but this looks fun. I am not a bad person to know. I love being around socialble people. friends are treated like they are part of the family with me. unless of course you cross me. otherwise i am a good person. thank you to all who have welcomed me to this site!! it has been nice being here. and look forward to getting to know you all.... ok so for those who got emails my apologies....seems that we know when a blog is posted...in more ways than one.... i still have a lot to learn out here... hey i finally got the hang of pasting some cool wordings and compliments off the co

Having A Great Time Thnks Ripped
I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD WEEKEND ITS 7 7 07 GREAT HUH? I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD DAY MAKE THE BEST OUT OF WHAT YOU HAVE. figured i'd better pu something in here i am on this because i haven't got a life. but its so fun on here.what would we do without cherry tap guys. just on here trying to fit in all the fun you guys are having it sure is great

Show Some Love
I just want all my friends and fans to know how much I Love ya'll for helping me level up when I need it. Ya'll are the best thanks... Go show some love and sign my guest book and I will do the same love a'll

******
New Jersey Housewife Sums Up How Most of us Really Feel About Islamic People Could Not Be Said Better Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one upset lady. Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Midd

My First Tattoo
whats up people?...i have been thinking about getting my first tattoo...but i don't really know what i want to get...so i'm looking for ideas and someone to help me design my tattoo..so if you have any drawing skills or ideas feel free to give me your advise..thanks

Remember 911
Today The world Remembers 911 reguardless of weather it was an inside job or a act of terrorism the fact still remainds that thousands of innocent liv lives where lost , the world from that day has never been the same , at the blink of an eye lives where destroyed , freedoms were lost and our way of living would never be the same. please pause and think about not only the lives lost but of the families effected by the events of this horrific day. I would also like you to remember the brave men and woman of the police , fire and emergency departments that risked and in most cases lost their lives in the line of duty to save others . God bless you all , Your all in our hearts and memories and will never be forgotten.

Squeaks The Rat
been working for a convience store for a few weeks now, its not great but it is paying the bills. Well now have had a couple weeks at my new job and it's been unusual working overnight and sleeping in the day. My current days off are Monday night and Tuesday night. And my breaks are scheduled for 12:00 Midnight and 05:00AM. And Lunch at 02:00AM for an hour. Actually I need to set an alarm to remind me about breaks, It's steady work so time seems to fly by, I like that. Glory to God, I Have a job. I have been Hired at the Walmart Supercenter as an overnight stocker. It's a stable income for $7.90 per Hour which is much better than the pay I was recieving from 20/20 Marketing I'm still open to get the job with the city if it comes up, so I am happy and relieved that I at least have some form of employment. On a side note I am also Happy that my 3 girls are lice free for the most part and are in school. 2 of them still have a couple stray nits that have to be pulled, but all

My Blogs
I went to the gym to day and I had two guys checking me out! If was funny because they saw that each of them were checking me out so they started competing for me!!! LOL It was hilarious... Just being random... :) You wanna see NSFW pics??? for every 250,000 fubucks i get this is what you get: 1st 250,000 TOTAL I get: I post my tits 2nd 250,000 Total I get: Post my butt pics 3rd 250,000 Total I get: YOU GUESSED IT!!! I don't mean one person giving me that many FUBUCKS by themselves, if like 20 send 12,500 etc. each and that way I get to 250,000 Fubucks each time, Get it??

Feelin' Kinda...hmmm...
i was made for you, so special, perfect you shared your secrets with me, ev'rything and nothing much, all the things that mattered my heart was new; ready for you, waiting to spend all the time in the world with you i shared your joy and absorbed all your tears you'd run to me when life became too hard to bear and you would hold me tight and cry or rush with all your happiness and pour it out to me, but as the years went by time took it's toll on me, and i began to bear the signs of your undying love - stains and rips and patches to strengthen all the places where you had hugged me too tight but never a word of complaint from me for i was there for you, and you alone i became worn and tired, too weak to hold my head up as i'd once so proudly done no longer could i comfort you the same nor handle all the tears and fears and smiles and so you learned you had to let me go so then you laid me down, put me away to forget, move on and grow without me but you took a pie

Song That Gets Stuck In Ur Head...
Hidden Tears We all feel it we all live it, some more than others We keep ourselves safe by showing the world What they want to see I let others see a happy and special friend Because deep inside I know that is all they seek I see others who’s beauty is beyond belief But still they are alone It is not their beauty they want to be loved for but who they are Others want to be someone else Someone they think others will find cool They fake who they are because the fear of who they are will run others away So many reasons for showing the world who we are for real Some never show who they are to keep control so they won’t be weak So that others can not take advantage of them As for me I am no different from everyone else I hide my feelings so no one will know how much I am in pain The pain of love being gone Pain that haunts my dreams The pain of knowing I will die alone with no one to tell me goodbye No one to hold me to tell me how much I mean to them Yes we all

Plz Help Shadow Win A Contest
laura came out of the surgery she hasnt woke up yet because they have her in a drug induced coma because they found a big blood clot and 2 open chambers they had to close had to replace 2 of the valves the replaced the last time because they had gone bad and they are giving her blood because she lost alot because she was on blood thinners....larry Please pray for Laura. please help shadow win a contest. just rate her and then go to the others in the contest and comment them. the least amount of comments she has the better, but she does need the rates. thank you all so much, here's the link http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2741911746

Terrible....
you ever have one of the experiences where you know in your gut and have felt for weeks that life is going your way. then nothing particular happens and all of a sudden you are in a depressed funk. you can't explain it, you can't find your way out of it. its like being inside a deep hole in the ground..perfectly cylindrical...absolutely smooth all around you...enough room to spread your arms...cold, dark and damp...the light you see is mile and miles away...you search frantically seeking a secret escape, but nothing...nothing but hopelessness and loss. a terrible place, feeling, experience how do you escape? is it even possible?

Just Something Too Think About
"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again ... who spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly." TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE! AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

Fyrepit
WE ARE ON FIRE AT THE FYREPIT COME AND JOIN US AND MAKE SOME NEW FRIEND WHILE YOU THERE. DON'T WORRY WE HAVE HOSES TO COOL YOU DOWN IF IT GETS TO HOT FOR YOU. OWNER OF FYREPIT DJ ~Hoovs~ OWNER~THE FYRE PIT@ fubar CO-OWNER OF FYEPIT FYREFLY"CO-Owner 4 FyrePit"@ fubar (repost of original by 'FYREFLY"CO-Owner 4 FyrePit"' on '2008-08-11 12:12:38') (repost of original by 'DJ≈Clitterman≈@The Fyre Pit' on '2008-08-11 12:15:11') just click on the banner and join WE AT FYRE PIT IS LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PEOPLE TO JOIN OUR STAFF WE ARE LOOKING FOR DJ'S PROMOTER GREETERS AND BARTENDERS. SO IF YOUR LOOKING FOR SOME PLACE TO HAVE FUN COME IN TO THE PIT. WHERE IT IS HOT AND STEAMY ALL DAY LONG. CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE (repost of

The Wedding
COME JOIN US FOR OUR WEDDING ON AUGUST 14TH, 2008 AT 1 PM EST IN SPANK ME DADDY LOUNGE!!! CLICK EITHER PIC TO ENTER THE LOUNGE!!! foever in darkness Written by Lord Rahl for me surrounded by the woods at night, blocking all but the firelight, i crawl towards you, surrounding you in total black. forced to your knees, you obey my every whim, caressed by the whip, harnessed to the board, crashing against you, as you shiver in delight. wicked tongue exploring deep inside forced among the folds, caressing you from the inside, far from the cries of men, far from the lights of the city, this demon of the dark will take you, in every shape and form. His vows to me I Lord Rahl Master of Darkness take you Irish Mist The Goddess of Night as my Loyal Queen of Darkness, surrounded by the night and subjects here by known as our friends. Taken by the one ring that will forever bind you to live under my rule forever. To be forever bound to my whim,desires,and urges.

Friendship Circle And Why I'm Leaving
Okay, I've add the crush box to my about me. Let's see who really would crush a 50 yr old fart. lol I do love all my fu-friends, all of you are great and that's good enough for me. xoxoxoxoxoxo Bill

My Life Sucks ( But Not To Bad)
Ok, so we got sims 3, which I LOVE by the way, but its only under my brother in laws user name on the comp. Well sissy stayed up till like 4 this morning playing, like I knew she would. The only issue is...before

The Good Wife
This is something I got from my friend Allys blog andn something I totally think is really cool.... There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know t

Never Blogged, Let's Try This...
OK, not sure what to throw in here. Although I am anxious to try and level without using money to purchase anything to speed up the process. Donations are accepted though. Otherwise gonna go at this au natural. OK these might eventually get better. Again, didn't need to buy my Auto 11's. Here's the SS of the credit transaction. Fubar Support definitely takes care of people. http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj271/HellViper69/untitled-2.jpg In case anyone comes around wondering how I gave out bling without spending money to advance myself, here's an SS of the bling credit transaction. http://i274.photobucket.com/albums/jj271/HellViper69/Untitled-1.jpg

Too Much To Ask?
I know this is long but I could really use your opinion on this...Im torn. Please comment with your TRUE feelings and thoughts after, no matter how brutal it may be. My Exhusband was verbaly and emotionaly abusive for years before I left him last year. He hurt me BAD. For the record we were married for 10 years. My family is still talking and chatting and inviting him to family functions. He shows up smiling and laughing and acting like nothing is wrong with his girlfriend by the way. My question is....is it too much to ask that my family not do that. To stop inviting him, when he picks up the kids...to not spend hours, in front of me, chatting and laughing with him. Last time he showed up to pick up the boys, I was at my moms house, he showed up with his girlfriend and my family spent and hour and a half chatting with him. He managed to piss me off right from the get go and I was in the back yard crying on my fiancees sholder. My mom found me and told me to stop bei

Samsung Ln52b550 52-inch
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Always And Forever
If one day u feel like cring...Call me. I don't pomise that i will make you laugh but i can cry with you.If one day u want to run away-dont be afaraid to call me. I don't pomise to ask u to stop...But i can run with you.If one day

Your Such An Idiot!
My daughter and sister were shopping the other night. Apparently,money,fubar and I came up in a conversation. =/ dies. The amount of money I have spent was a great topic. My sister informed my daughter that I was an idiot,which is her way of being loving. :-) Shelby concured as normal. In the car last night Shelby and I are talking about this and I said "yes,I am an idiot,but it's my money and I can spend it when and how I want" You really have to know my daughter. She said "admiting your such an idiot is the first step in recovery,great job mom! You can see what the problem is and fix it from there" She has got to stop reading books!

Me!?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti

Ripping My Cold Blackened Heart
Use me you fucking idiot, take everything i ever had. leave me with nothing but sorrow and pain, while you have all you could ever dream of. forget about me, like you ever even cared, laugh at my misery while i go deeper into this fate. false promises made, false hope held, lies are all that fills my head. i want to believe the fantasies said, but i must sell everything for you, even my fucking bed. you try me again, itll be the last thing you do, cant come close to me now. no chance in hell. im no longer your puppet on a string, i surpassed your evil demise and through the ruins. stupid nieve little boy i must be, fall for it over and over again. it never will stop, no way it can. i cant ever learn, until you rip my bleeding heart to shreds. do it once, do it again, it seems the pain will never end. your wrong, there's nothing left, just scars, rips, and tears. its gore, gore, gore. all hope is dead. no feelings, no life, just wasted little threads. cant put it back together, its tota

Arch Angel A*k*a (priest)
I've ben playing fumafia for sometime now and just reached lvl22 its pretty cool but could be worked on alittle. It always sucks when you have people hatten on ya and what not because your better than them, thats Y they place hits out on ya. Go to hell to all them hatta's who hat on me, for I am coming with vengance and leave nothen to salvage in my destrction.

Sly's Crib
Three passions govern my life:The longings for love, the search for knowledge,And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.I thought I knew what love was, but now I see the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of people.I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,But always pity brought me back to earth;Cries of pain reverberated in my heartOf children in famine, of victims torturedAnd of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,And I too suffer.This is my life; I find it worth living.

Good Vs Evil
I am looking for some input on this but I just realized I am probably posting it on the wrong thing. it not like I have the 10 mil to pick anyways.... would it be wrong to ask for a donation :-) thanks for stopping by to take a loon anyways.

Banhtrungthukinhdo
Wild Horses is a 2015 American crime film written and directed by Robert Duvall. The film stars Robert Duvall, James Franco, Josh Hartnett, Adriana Barraza, Jim Parrack and Luciana Duvall. The film was released on June 5, 2015, by Entertainment One Films Directed by

Ford95bae's Life
Sorry i havet been on much i have been busy and now i am back and better than ever i have had alot going on I just want to wish my friends a Hapy New Years Memoreis , important yesterday, were once todays treasuresand notice today Ally My friends and family i am sorry I havent been on much I was in the hospital and now i am back home still not doing that good but i hope to be beter i developed a blood clot in my lungs and i am glad that they caught it so i am really sorry i havent been on here much i am gonna add some pictures soon they are of my wedding even th ough we are through they are still some good pics of my family and me just dont look at the man in the pics he is my ex husband and i habvent figured out how to take him out yet lol well i hope everyone has a Happy Thanksgiving

Blah!
I alos have my poetry in my blogs which have been read,rated,and commented very few times.I know its dark and morbid but its the best way to get to know me.Please read,arte,and comment for me...it will make me very happy...I'm depressed tonight(and no I don't wanna talk).Just do me these favors and I will be happy.Thanx alot. *hugs and kisses*

Ageing
A Doctor was addressing a large audience in Tampa. "The material we put into our stomachs is enough to have killed most of us sitting here, years ago. Red meat is awful. Soft drinks corrode your stomach lining. Chinese food is loaded with MSG. High fat diets can be disastrous, and none of us realizes the long-term harm caused by the germs in our drinking water. But there is one thing that is the most dangerous of all and we all have eaten, or will eat it. Can anyone here tell me what food it is that causes the most grief and suffering for years after eating it?" After several seconds of quiet, a 75-year-old man in the front row raised his hand, and softly said: "Wedding Cake". Are you growing older! The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know.

Moved
So Yea Today My Dad INformed That He Really Wants Me To Move Out. Not Becuz He Doesn't Love Me. But Becuz He Wants Me To Get Out Of Massachusetts. He Wants Me TO Go Cali so I can Become An Actress. He Told Me That him and My Mom Might Be Getting a Divorce. I Can't Deal With That. On Top Of That, My Mom Might Have Cancer. Okay So I Moved And Won't Be Online For A While So Leave Me Some Comments So I Can Write Back When I come Back Online!!!! Luv You All!!!!! This Is a Poem I Wrote Today! 5~21~07 The Way I do How can I make you see, Just what you mean to me? I love you, I truly do. She doesn't understand you, The way I do. I know your secrets, your past. Do you actually think that you and Her will last? I don't. She doesn't love you, The way I do. Let Me Know What You Think!

Missaction
This teenage girl had come home day after day and when ever her mom would tell her to do something she would always reply " talk to the hand". Well, this went on until one night when her mom had worked 2 shifts and tired as crap, more or less her give a damn was broken, the girl came home late and when her mom asked her where she had been, the daughter once again replied "talk to the hand", the mom full of aching muscles and needing to relax became very upset and looked the daughter in the face and said her famous words, " talk to the wrist because the fist is pissed", the daughter took the hint and no longer used her famous words I HAVE RECENTLY GOTTEN BACK WITH THE FRIEND AND LOVER OF MY LIFE BUT NOW SINCE I AM BACK IN TOWN, HE IS ACTING DISTANT. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 10 YEARS TO A MAN THAT PAYS NO ATTENTION TO ME AND THEN I MEET WHO I THINK IS FOR REAL AND NOW HE IS ACTING DISTANT TO ME. HE WONT RETURN MY CALLS OR EMAILS. I HONESTLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I REALLY CARE FOR THIS GU

Alcohol
Lately I'm on this kick tryng new drinks or drinks I was afraid to try before. This new blend of heaven I tried last night is called a "shmeckle". If you haven't tried it before, do it! In a shot glass a cherry is put in with 3 parts liquor. One part Blue Caraco, one part vodka, and the last is filled with Bacardi 151. Then you drop it in a glass of Red Bull and slam it down! You can't taste any alcohol and is sweet like a jolly rancher. Let's just say once you have a few it all catches up. I hope you try it. Once I find another new drink that I like, I will share it with you all as well. Have a great but safe time everyone!

10 Things You Guys Should Know About Us Women
10 things you guys should know about us ladies Current mood: amused (1) We are freaks too! When you're thinking about sex, we are too, and when you're not thinking about sex we are! So don't act like ya'll the only ones out there hunting it and looking for some booty. Cuz ladies is pimps too (2) We know game. Most of the time a line you think you came up with, someone has already used. So here's a suggestion. Don't run game, be you! (3) Don't lie about things that we can find out! It ain't nothing worst than telling your girls your new man owns real estate and then go out and he's the clown taking ya'lls order in the drive thru. (4) If you live at home with your mama, please don't act like you are balla status. No matter how much money you sitting on you, remember. YOU LIVE AT HOME W/ YOUR MAMA. (5) If you have one of those crazy baby's mama's. Don't go out and act like you have no obligations. Cuz when you have a scene w/ a TRUE CRAZY BABY M

Whispering My Name
Why is it so cold and lonely, Why does it feel like someone is right next to me? It feels like they are breathing no whispering in my ear.They keep telling me to come near. Am I going insane? Felling someone gone is feeling nothing but an ache. Yet I love them and they are so far gone. No they are not really gone they live on in my heart And the keep whispering my name telling me to come near. Fear Don't Live Here I want a second chance at life. I want to feel wild. I want to wear my heart on my sleeve. Cuz fear don't live here anymore. You can't hurt me like you did before. cuz I grew strong and Fear don't live here anymore. Your words and actions would make me cry myself to sleep. often feeling cold, Thats over now!! Cuz fear don't live here anymore. Monica Joyce Matthews Copyright ©2007 Monica Matthews You broke my heart when you left me, No words could discribe the pain. We never talk anymore. I miss you all the same. Tears been cried and heart

St. Paddy's Day!!!!!!!!!!!
st patricks day text So it's March in Binghamton and well that alone is a celebration to party!!! BUT today is Parade Day in Binghamton and it is crazy… You don't even know!!! Let's just say if you have true Irish Pride, you are drunk before the parade even starts (FUCK me and 36 of my best friends are already prepping). Our goal for the rest of the day is not to make a fucking ass out of ourselves but IF your Irish or Irish by association you know that will never happen!!!!!!!! lol so while I go prepare myself on the full oray of green beers in this house and deck myself out in green from head to toe I shall leave you with some Irish quotes.... And dont worry PIX beyond PIX are to follow hehehehehe!!!!!! I have known many, and like but a few, have loved only one, and this is a toast to you! My friends are the best friends. loyal, willing and able. Now lets get to drinking, all glasses off the table! There are good ships. and there are wood ships, the ships th

Wanna Make Out
Hey guys...thanks everyone for helping me out...I am in another contest...it is best smile and it is a picture of my daughter so I definitely want to win...it is the first person to 10000 so I need lots of help...I can not do it myself...and I am a late entry so already behind...can you please help me...anyone that gives me 100 comments or more..I will buy you something....not sure what yet but it will be worth it...the more you comment the better the gift..thanks so much you are all great...here is the link...click on the picture and comment away...thanks again. Comment bomb this picture please

~*~how I Feel~*~
It is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL Fa real tho. Bahamians BE We be the B in Bitch, We be the A in Attractive, We be the H in Honest, We be the A in Articulate, We be the M in Modest, We be the I in Intelligent, We be the A in Animated We be the N in Nice, We be the S in Sexy, We are just dat damn good B A H A M I A N S 1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away fe

Last Day
the most important people to you, 'excluding you kids',lover, friend ,spouse, slave,sibling, anyone close to you . who ever it is. is leaveing forever and you will never see them or here from them again. you have a moment left with them what do you say or do.think quickly. before the moments gone. the moments gone.they are gone. who all did u think of. you never know when this moment will come. should u now tell these people what u thought of for each of them and what you wanted to say or do.

Aj
So I got a new car!! 2001 PT Cruser!!! whooo! N I work at GetGo!!! Exciteing! yea not so much! lmao~ But yea Im just takeing life as it comes!! Its going pretty well right now sooo yea! hopefillu it stays this way! But yea I need stuff to do ppl!!! lol So message me and maybe...(if ur special)lol ;)... we'll chill! Hit me up!!!!! ~Love ya~

Marijuana
Look honey, I don't have time for this shit!" the man screams into his phone as he quickly walks down the street. He bumps into people and looks at them as if they're the ones with the problem, "You feel like giving me some sidewalk! Thanks a lot!" Getting to the corner without being beaten, the man too busy for manners sees an old bum in tattered clothes pointing at him, and laughing. A very chilling, slow laugh. "Who the hell are you laughin at you old bastard," the man says through his Hugo sunglasses and thousand dollar suit. "You haven't got much longer.." the bum says through missing teeth and laughter. "You're.. you.. do what?!" the man says dumbfounded at what this man just said. "You haven't got much longer.. Frank," the bum says no longer laughing. Now fear comes over Frank. The phone gets closed without another word being said, and the glasses come off. "How do you know me?" Frank asks the bum. Walking closer to Frank the bum emanates a smell combination that inclu

My Best Friend Wrote This For Me
Take me away prince mike she says as she stares deeply into his eyes. I want to be happy with you forever. Mike picks princess robin up off her lovely feet, carries her into his glorious castle he built for her. Oh prince mike it’s so beautiful she’s says as she stares at it wide-eyed. Robin turns to kiss him as she begins to cry. She says with glorious tears rolling down her beautiful face you always make me so happy baby. Mike kisses her soft lips, lays her down on this gigantic soft bed, kisses her soft lovely feet and begins to massage her lovely legs making sure she feels like a goddess. Robin says as she melts away into the bed, you are truly amazing baby, he says as he stares deeply in her eyes No my goddess you are truly amazing. Kissing her lovely glorious feet and massaging her legs he asks her, would you like anything else my goddess? She says no I am completely happy, I could ask for no more from you. You make me feel like a goddess floating on a cloud. He says goddess

Poetry Corner
This is my first... and depending on reaction...maybe my last entry. It was requested that I post some of my poetry. Please rate and comment...thank you. I hope you enjoy. Crimson drops of love and sorrow will fall upon the wall tomorrow Endless echos of hows and whys will fall from their crying eyes A secret so dark that no one knows and here let lay the dying rose

My Birthday
Is it possible to have a crush on a younger man? Yes, I think it is. And you know who you are........LOL MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS. I HATE TO THINK I'M A YEAR OLDER BUT WHAT THE HELL! CAN'T STOP FATHER TIME! STOP BY AND WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. GOTTA GO..........

To The Tattoo Parlor!
A good friend of mine is getting another tattoo today and invited me to go with her to watch (my wife would be tagging along, but she works nights and sleeps days). So, I am stoked. Other than getting one myself, watching a friend get one is the next best thing!

And Sometimes, She Gets Bitchy
Boys, I am sick of your shit. I have spent the last few years of my life dating a succession of losers who have frankly, nearly destroyed any desire I have to settle down. I'm a fairly easygoing girl. It really isn't that hard to please me. And yet, I find myself constantly disappointed, frustrated and pissed off. So, because I'm put-out and pissed off AND because I think y'all could use a hand, I'm going to give you a few pointers. Maybe one of you will actually read, comprehend and utilize the following tips. Boy, that would be great. Boyfriend Do's: -Practice Good Hygiene Take a shower every day. Brush your teeth. WEAR DEODERANT. No girl is going to want to smell your funk. If you want a woman to get close to you, make sure you smell nice and aren't covered in grime, skunk or muck. This one should be simple, right?? -Open My Door No, honey, the feminist movement did not kill chivalry. While it's true that we expect to be treated as

Alone
see it like this i'm 45 year old 5 year divorced now wondering what did i do i try all i can i change alot in 5 year now it all i can do for my other half but stiil girlfriend less why i don't know just tired and alone. that why i'm lonewolfjohn i'm a lonewolf out in this wild world doing all i can so if there a gal out there who as lone as i am come see me we will at less have each other .

Hh Giveaway..need Help
I need all my friends and family to help me please in a contest for a Happy Hour:)Please read contest rules..you can only comment on my picture once a day but rules are on this page along with my pic..Thanks to everyone in advance for your help:)http://fubar.com/user.php?u=3252582&friend=3252582" target=_blank>$safe_uid_dnamehttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/28/52/3252582/tn_3276120152.png">href="http://fubar.com" target=_blank>@ fubar Please be prepared to friend request to comment my pic contest starts at 8pm on August 1st and runs until August 7th:) The page is called the Candy Shop if the link does not work:) Kisses Good morning again lol here is the link 4 the folder plz tell E1 to put your name in friend request if I do not except right awy am only away from my pc but will get them all.... Have a great day Debbie http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&albumid=612559&i=560134264 M$Dalla$©Gotti Family Don™@ fubar I am in a Happy Hour giveaway..The link above is to MsDallas

Women, Wtf?
So, I'm just wondering: is it really so much to ask of women, or even guy friends for that matter, to keep in touch from time to time? I'm a simple man, I just want a woman to know that I care about her, and that she at least cares mildly about me. Be that just a simple text or 5-minute phone call whenever. The fact that I've been proverbially "stood up" so many times from people who say they'll "call me back" or "get back to me" is completely ludicrous. I can withstand that up to twice from a single person, the third time, I start to think they're deliberately ignoring me or whatever. SHIT, I wouldn't even care if they just were busy, but if they got back to me the next day or whenever at least say "hey I was busy, sorry I didn't get back to you" I'd be perfectly fucking fine! BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENS. So seriously, guys need attention just like women do, we need to know that the people we care about at LEAST care about us, so am I actually asking too much from them? really? Just

Christmas 2007
This is a small portion of my family and the way we spent Christmas. If you last the whole video I applaud you. :D We're not very nice sometimes eh? Ok ... so a certain fubarian came to my page today re-reated me from a 5 to a 10 and then proceeded to rate one of my photos a 5. Fair enough ... if you don't like it rate it whatever you wish. I am curious person by nature so a little while later I decide I want to check this person out ... Surprise Surprise ... ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. Seeing as I've never been blocked before I decide to send him a message and find out what exactly I have done to offend the gentleman ... The Users Permissions Do Not Allow You To Send A Message!! I guess I should feel like part of the crew now that I've been blocked by someone. I'm an official fubarian now!! ... lol, but curiosity is killing me. All I'm going to ask (and I'

About Love...
It crossed my mind today that we don't stop often enough in our life to appreciate those who love us most. We just take for granted what they do. We just "expect" them to be there for us. We just "expect" them to know we love them. I am just as guilty of it as anyone else....i try to let those i love know it...and show them in little ways how much i love them in return...sometimes the little things mean the most. It hit me when leaving profile comments today....we get more worried about "showing love" to people we have never met on a computer screen than to those real people in our life. Thats very very sad. As i said i am just as guilty of it as anyone...i "luv" my online friends...but we have to get our priorities straight about what we make most important in our life. So forgive me my friends if you don't hear from me as often...i do care...but its time for me to put "real life" ahead of everything....in the end...thats what counts most of all :) huggzzzzzzzzz.......Brandy

Broken
You may as well cut out my heart, Rather than do what you've done... Pretending to love me, holding me close, Making me feel you loved me the most, Telling me I was your very best friend, Causing such pain, the kind with no end. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You took in my love, accepted it all, Shared the same bed, but cared not at all. You took all my gifts, And gave me some back, You showed all your cards, With the deck that you stacked. You would speak of my kindness, And then you'd attack, Striking with your heart, colored black. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? You'd fill me with love, Then leave me to starve, Just leaving the pain From the message you carved, Tease me with hope, Then take it all away... I'd feel just so helpless, As if I were your prey. So many things I wanted to say, But the voice had just gone away. Tell me. Please... I don't understand. What did I do to you? Yo

South Carolina Skies
Like a dream, it's a place that you can't forget. The wind blowing through your face and hair. The smell of the emerald grass and trees. And the birds that sing from every where. I love the wide open fields out my back door. The long road that fades away at a country mile. Standing below the spacious skies of South Carolina. 6 years old staring at the clouds with a smile. For a moment everything is wonderful and great. The world seems at peace with in essence. I wonder why it can't always be this way. Warm and bewildering as a sun's kiss. Mudding with my Daddy; laughing with joy. Having mud hug my toes and around my face. Daddy slows down because it's way too fast for me. And it's all worth getting dirty to make my heart race. The Carolina rains were strong but satisfying. The tears of God fall down and from the sky. Angels fight the mist as the thunder rumbles. And the lighting strikes everything in it's sight. The night was an enchanted sight to see. It

Funny Shit
The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. 'Where have you been?' his wife demanded. 'I can't lie to you,' he replied, 'I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon.' She looked down at his shoes and said: 'You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!' The 2nd Affair A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife: 'There's no way I c

Tagged...damn It Mcboing...
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? California 3. Your hair? dark 4. Your mother? cool 5. Your father? domineering 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? absent 8. Your favorite drink? Livewire 9. Your dream/goal? successful 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Mixed 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Elsewhere 14. Where were you last night? work 15. What you're not? stupid 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? laptop 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? large 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? grrrrrr 24. Your life? busy 25. Your

Auction My Fabulous Friend Imagine Has Me In
> > > > > > > > WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! ~ WoW!!! > IT'S THE AUGUST AMAZING FU'S AUCTION!!! > > > > I'M UP FOR AUCTION!!!! > > SO COME ON AND BID, BID, BID!!! RATE MY PIC AS WELL! > WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH THE MOST PIC RATES WILL WIN A > BLING PACK FROM THE HOSTESS!!! > > > I'M DEFINITELY WORTH IT AND WILL LUV YOU UP LOTS IF YOU'RE > THE LUCKY OWNER!!! > > SO STOP WAITING ALREADY AND GOOOOOO BID!!! > >> >> > My fabulous FU FRIEND IMAGINE has put me in a auction. I need some help please. Your help will be highly appreciated. Thanks!

Pocket Taser Stun Gun
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser. The effects of the Taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the but ton AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Julie what that burn

Welcome To My Nightmare Train (by Sherrylynn59)
HOSTESS: Sherrylynn WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com I'm sure all of your have had some point in your life where everything was going to hell and you felt you were living in a nightmare and

A Huge Thank You!!
I want to thank everyone who helped me get to godmother!!! I cant thank everyone but these ppl were some of the greatest helps to me for a long while!! Please stop by and show them love!! OH and the rate spankers were WONDERFUL the whole time i was close to leveling!! A big thanks to all the members!! COuldnt have done it without you all!! ¢¾HisSweetObsession¢¾~Club United~@ fubar peaches ~ Rate Spankers Member ~@ fubar cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member@ fubar

Show My Fu Owners Lots Of Love
Hey all check out my sexy fu owners . The first one is dj foxy , the second is sexy b snatch the gonad slayer and the third is nitemares wife Playmate @ Forbidden INC .The fourth is Kerigirl4u Playmate @ Forbidden Inc. The newest one is M¥§†®ê§§ . make sure you show all of them lots of fu love . there are all sweethearts and the best friends anyone can have . so hit up there pages and rate , fan and add and bomb there pics . they deserve it . Thank you in advance . ÐJ fÖ×¥ ~ ÖWñÈR Öf RÈLÈñ†LÈ§§ RÄÐÌÖ ~ ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÐJ †ÄZMÄñ ~@ fubar ☠ SEXY B~ SNATCH THE GONAD SLAYER ☠~PROTECTED N FU OWNED by MY LOVER jit73 Enforcer@DDR@ fubar NitemaresWife/Playmate@Forbidden INC.@ fubar Kerigirl4you~Playmate@Forbidden/Exotic Dreams@ fubar M¥§†®ê§§ ~ Må®®ïêÐ ² §ñåkêMåñ ~ Fu-Owned by MyBrat@ fubar

Battle Of The Sexes Auction ~ Round Iv & V
Battle of the Sexes ~ Round IV This will be a Fu-Bucks & Cash Auction There is no entry fee for entering the auction!!! The entry with the most rates for their picture will receive a Bling Pack Battle of the Sexes ~ Round V This will be a Fu-Bucks ONLY Auction The top 5 Males along with the Top 5 Females will be auctioned off AGAIN in a LIVE FU-BUCKS ONLY AUCTION in Dirty Deeds Radio Lounge.

Im Hosting My First Auction Wanna Join? 23-30 Nov
I would like to start it november 23 - 30 or once I get a handful of guys and girls to join. 25K entry fee to join the auction. If you'd like to auction "yourself" up for bids, just leave me a private message with a link to your photo you want used and what your offering and I'll get you added. I want zero drama in this auction!!!!!!!!!!!!! You may also refuse any bid just comment on your pic and private message me what bid you refused.. If you're not sure how this works... All you do is come up with whatever you'd like to put up for the bidding. A list of ideas are listed below. Then, you and I invite people to check out what you have to offer and they bid using fubucks. People can also bid money gifts such as blasts, VIPs and HHs if they REALLY want what you have!! Real money bids trump all Fu$ bids. *List of Ideas* Rate all pics Rate all stash A personal salute pic to winning bidder A NSFW salute pic to winning bidder Access to private folders

Midget Views
An out stretched arm created to touch The eyes that behold many wonders A broken heart mended by love alone A voice that whispers words to hear Moments cherished without fail A soul forever bonded The empty canvas sits still and waiting The colors mastered with a single touch Placed upon the spirit within Let no other

Need Help!
I'm in Cutterbum's The Bachelor contest... I can't link you to MY poem nor tell you which one it is...... but I CAN link you to the folder they are in. I need you to go to this folder and rate whichever poem you think is the best! There IS a catch.... you have to be his friend to see the poems.. so if you are already his friend.. go do it! http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1066697&albumid=1487459&idx=2 Thanks... Lace@ fubar

My Lil Angel
I lie awake here in the dark, Listening to my baby’s heart beat, And as I feel my baby’s breath, I began to grow weak. I look at him sleep and thank the lord that Each night that I am the one that holds Him tightly and here by his side, I want him desperately. My Lil Angel I look outside my window and watch the rain pour down and I listen to the thunder clap as I feel the world go around I wonder beyond the sun and dream past the shining stars and as the moon disappear, she becomes the wind and it draws my tears. I fade and into glory hoping she's happy for I love that lil angel so dearly.

Get To Know Me
Greeting all FUBAR patrons!!!!! I know I am one of the new drunks here, but what I cant understand about this place (more over some of the patrons) is you want photos to be rated so you may move up in status or for whatever reasons, but you put one photo of yourself on your default folder, followed by other stuff that does not even pertain to you, then place all your other photos in a private photo album for only a few select to view and rate. Kinda defeats the purpose dont it? First off, my name is Michael and I am 43 years old. I am on here to make friends and that is it. I am respectful of others rights to privacy and expect the same. I am not into all the drama and racial BS that is going on in the world. With that being said, I am a very laid back easy going guy who does not act my age, I like to have fun and know not to cross the line. Yes I will look at your NSFW photos and make comments, but they are meant to be respectful and somewhat amusing. If I offend anyone, it is not i

Healthy Foods For Ya
Recipes for the Mind, Body, Soul, Fitness, and Health!! Facts of Life: Stick to the List and watch the definition happen: Eat 6 small meals a day Eat lean protein and complex carbohydrates at every meal Lean protein can come from lean poultry, fish, egg whites, soy beans, legumes, lebtils, and limited nuts (remember we are going for defined abs) 2 handfuls a day is suffice Complex Carbohydrates come from fresh fruits and vegetables and whole grains Drink plenty of water everyday at least 3 liters almost a gallon avoid all processed refined and chemically charged foods avoid sugars except for naturally occuring sugars in fruits avoid trans and saturated fats avoid sodas and juices since they contain loads of sugars,either real or fake (I just cant seem to follow this one well) Limit treats to once per week rather than an entire day.. What to eat before you workout??? Eat complex carbs for energey before a workout and lean proteins afterward for tiss

Man
my boyfriend is planning on pranking me one day soon. i figured it would come to that and i can't really think of any good pranks to pull and he has one hell of a good one. so.. i was wondering, do anyone have a really good prank i can pull without causing any harm. What is one thing that human kind can not go without?

Sweet Addictions
I think i've mentioned this before, but, now it'sfor real. I'm proposing a get to gether for the Fu's. It should be a simple BBQ or something that will be on a weekend, maybe July 1st or something. It's a chance for everyone to get together and meet each other, and just hang out for a day or two. I do this in another game i play once a year, and it has been a really great experiance. So, if you are interested plz let me know where you live, so we can find a central location, (where someone has enough room to accomadate everyone, yard wise at least...)

Had I
Had I a wish, a precious wishThat would make my life so fineWith no debate, to contemplateI would wish, that he was mineHad I a dream, a special dreamThat I wallowed in each nightWith all my heart, right from the startI would dream, to hold him tightHad I a smile, a loving smileThat was on my face each dayWith him to see, most endlesslyI would smile, my life awayHad I a love, a one true loveThat would surely warm my soulWith heart and mind, no longer blindI would know, he made me whole

Ramblings Of A Hot Mama
Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you find the answer in the journey and sometimes you find the answer at the end of the road. Sometimes you're too busy looking for the answer that you can't see that it's right in front of you. It's in that moment when you realize why things have happened, that you find peace within your journey. It's that moment when you realize how thankful you are for the answered or unanswered prayers. I was surfing through my profiles all over the net when I came across a particular profile. I've looked at that profile hundreds of times, but today was different. For the 1st time I looked at that profile and I was at peace and thankful for those unanswered prayers. I was no longer angry by what had transpired previously. I finally realized that those things happened because better things await in the road ahead of me. There's potential for greatness in every area of my life. I'm excited and nervous about the possibilities that may come my wa

Lounge Stuffs
Want to Spread Holiday Wishes in The Anti-Lounge? Share the Love! It's the holiday season again, and we're looking for you to help share your holiday memories with us on K-IRB, the Internet's F'n Rock Station, which is broadcast in our home, The Anti-Lounge! All we're asking is for two little things. A happy holiday message, something to the effect of... Hi, this is Bubbles, wishing you and yours a safe and happy holiday season! Of course, don't use my name, silly! We're also asking you to share your best Holiday memory. It can be anything you like, and we'll broadcast it on the air at K-IRB heard in The Anti-Lounge, at least once an hour until December 25th. It's simple. Call 631-206-6591Leave the messageThat's it! It's my first Holidays with K-IRB, so help me out? Come on and share the holiday spirit with your friends in The Anti-Lounge on the Internet's F'n Rock Station, K-IRB. Thanks! Bubbles Join us in Also in the Anti-Lounge

Have Fun Looking Into My Mind....
If only I really could express thoughts and feelings on here....but I don't know if everyone in cyberspace would like dealing with my nightmares....or my daydreams....I tend to think a little too deeply and loose people in the process...I forget that some just don't give a rats ass if my soul is screaming to be released from this physical prison.....and what that means......I tend to forget that I really do affect others as much as I do, and how much they affect me as well.....I forget that people don't really give a sh!t about what poisons are in our water supply, what the "energy crisis" is really doing to us....and I tend to believe that if I tell them about it they will magically start caring.......I forget to spend time on the people I need to spend time on....and I don't spend enough time with anyone, I really need to work on this one, but to all that have stuck by me and allow me to go off on my ravings know that I will always love you more than anywords could express in this li

Where Possibilities Are Endless...
Chemtrails..Fluoride atrazine water?Frogs??Grand Solar minimumPole shift? Magnetic pole?Niburu? Brown Dwarf? Planet X?Y2K Armageddon? Galaxy Transition?Annunaki? Gods? False gods? God...Sumerian? Babylonian?Great Tartary? Rome? Russia? Japan? Americas......Vatican?Red shoes? Black Shoes? Pope?Nostradamus? Biblical Prophesy? Revelations? Fulfillment... Tomorrow?Sun Simulator? Holographic sky? Matrix? AI......Vaccine test Results? Big Pharma? Propaganda? GMO?Jupiter 12 new moons? Saturn's axis Change? Mars active Volcano? Coronal mass ejection? Planet Earth?

Story
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could understand how it feels to go to work in the morning after having spent most of the night, hot and soaking wet at a multiple alarm. I wish you could read my mind

Princeonly
Cool - custom homepage There were nights when the wind was so cold.... That my body froze in bed... If I just listened to it right outside the window... There were days when the sun was so cruel... That all the tears turned to dust.... And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever.... I finished crying in the instant that you left.... And I can't remember where or when or how... And I banished every memory you and I had ever made...

New
Looks like my hubby will not be home for quite sometime.....according to him it MIGHT be sometime in Nov. so tear for me...just wanted to share with you all I have been trying to make a Marine corps background and I am having no luck.....can anyone figure out why...that would be great.....lol....

I Toss And Turn
I toss and I turn.. for that sensual taste of your lips, endearing touch of your fingertips, I yearn aching... dreaming... wanting... nothing but you lying next to me here in my bed massive thoughts of you dancing through my head yes, you are on my mind all the time I ask you, one last time... Allow me to take your hand, make you mine. I need you.. I want you.. to hold you.. and love you... Precious sweet heart of mine.. so divine and sanctified hear me calling out to you I feel you wanting... desiring.. craving.. me.....as I do you.

Poetry By Me
Born from motes of light stuff, dust from stars in space, given form and focus, a place, a name and face, we erupt into this body, from energy (or soul), full of life's intentions, both new and aeons old. With all our newest methods, we still wander seeking grace, enshrouded from our purpose, questioning our place. So we seek the answers inwards, in our vast subconscious lakes, For all our search remaining, mysterious; opaque. The firelight will change you across the gulf of night, It moves within your vision, It casts a secret light. By the time that it is morning, you wont recall a thing except a dream of dancing figures twisting in a ring. Awake from dusk to dawn again, a sacrifice of rest, give yourself to the ancient ones, the darkness knows the best. Dance and sing, an endless world of mystery. Dance in a ring, shapeshifting your history. What shines the light of harvest time; our sacred moon's embrace, Her glowing kiss, and silvery

My Results From The Think Fast Game
Don't think about an answer...just put the first thing that pops into your head down. 1. My ex is still... Hippy trying 2. I am listening to.. more cowbell!!! 3. Maybe I should... tattoo my penis 4. I love... lamp 5. I dont understand.... people that like child porn 7. I lost... my right leg in a boatig accident 8. People say... I'm the life of the party 'cause I tell a joke or two 9. The meaning of my screen name is... serendipitous 10. Love is... overrated 11. Somewhere, someone.... is munching on mangos from a manic meat market manager 12. I will always... part my hair to the left 13. Forever seems... ah.....who cares? 14. I never wanted... ....why do I have "Wichita Lineman" stuck in my head? 15. My cell phone is.... does anyone know what "The Butterfly" is? 16. When I wake up in the morning... ...and the Wichita Lineman...is still on the line.... 17. I get annoyed.... I wonder if it's safe to eat spinach again?

Sending Love
SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR NOT REPLYING, PLEASE FORGIVE ME I AM HAVING BAD PC PROBLEMS AND HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET ONLINE TO CHECK EMAIL, CHERRYTAP OR YAHOO. BE PATIENT, I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE AND COMMENTS, HOPE TO BE BACK ON MORE REGULARLY SOON. MUCH LOVE AND HUGS TO EVERYONE AND HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY SEASON. LOVE, NURSE MISSY XOXOXOXOX.....MISSY

Words Woman Say :) So Very True Lol
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) LOUD SIGH: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idio t and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) THAT’S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deci

Sweetleafs'
What's up all my lil HOT VIXEN HOTTIES? Did yall have a good V-day? Good morning lil SEXY HOTTIES!!! Any HOTTIE that would like 2 B on my HOTTIES' list just ask me-(aka freinds list)- and I will continue 2 search and ask!

My Poems
I Love You TO MY HUSBAND ANTHONY BOYKIN The first day we met I knew you were mine, Your sweetness and love was so hard to find. You took me in and gave me such love, Every day I thank the dear Lord above. That you and I are husband and wife, And that every day we share our life. I promised always to be faithful and true, You promised that you wouldn't make me blue. Five years have past and still here we are, Our love has rocketed like two shooting stars. I may not say I Love You as often as I should, But know this now,I wouldn't trade you if I could. I want to be with you for all eternity, For life without you would mean nothing to me. Cynthia Anne Boykin Copyright ©2006 Cynthia Anne Boykin An Angel Dedicated to Mark Shawn Anderson 1968-1999 I Love You Still He was my love,the love of my life And now he has taken on heavens flight He is angel I know for sure And one day I will know even more Why god took him so soon I may never know why Oh why

Love Or Not
Guys are always complaining that nice guys finish last....but heyyyy so do nice girls. I Know...I've been a "nice girl" all my life....even us nice girls have a naughty side...lol but we have a heart of gold which gets trampled on alot. We always do the "right thing" the honorable thing. Guys turn to the "nice girls" for love and support when times are hard....we are great at mending broken hearts. We are their "best friend" their "buddy"...I wish i had a nickle for every time a man friend has moaned "why cant i find a decent loving woman".......i sooooo want to hit them in the head and say look right in front of you!! lol I've threatened for years to turn into a "bitch"...since those are the women men love it seems.....my friends laugh at me...knowing i just dont have it in me to be that way. So men and women....next time youre looking for someone loyal and loving.....give your best friend another look....you just might be surprised. :) We were all raised with the idea 2 is the per

Life
i am startin 2 fuckin hate life ppl keep pushin me and not fuckin talk 2 me it is really pissin me off i swear i hate life but oh well no 1 care i hate life so much no 1 cares about me but they say they do but i know they done care about me they could care less if i died

Implants Becoming Reality! Hurry Stop Them Now!
BILL ANALYSIS SENATE JUDICIARY COMMITTEE Senator Ellen M. Corbett, Chair 2007-2008 Regular Session SB 30 S Senator Simitian B As Introduced Hearing Date: March 13, 2007 3 Civil Code 0 BCP:jd SUBJECT Identity Information Protection Act of 2007 DESCRIPTION This bill would establis

Help My Friend
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Don't be a chicken!! Comment, add her, help her get bumped up to CT Godfather before Auguest 1st! SeXXXyzeMILF~~@ CherryTAP Man women are s

Mkay
nsfw? probably. Stuff I put on here seems to end up there nyway. lmao....fubar? mkay....listen up....I keep seeing the ladies on here saying "no nsfw pics, don't ask to see my #@!'s, i have a cam but you can't see me, i don't want to see your c#@k....etc. First of all, I don't like looking if I can't touch/play with...(makes it hard going to wal-mart, so I go early in the a.m..) Second of all, and maybe the least important at this stage....I don't want you to see my c#@k. Not if you're not gonna play with it. NOT lol. I do love interacting with people and having a laugh occasionally. I really hate it when I send someone a profile comment after reading through pages and pages of personal stuff, looking at pics and reading blogs and then find out they don't allow profile comments.....fascist bitch for real. And this is only after I've rated and added them.... Silly Me!! If all you want out of life is other people's opinions, ask, I'm easy.....if you want a real opionon and a "c

Why
why is it that the whole love and feelings thing has to be so damn complicated ? why does something that feels so right have to be so wrong? why is it that everytime i think of you my mind goes crazy with happy thoughts? why do you have to be so sweet and caring ? why do you even talk to me ? im just another female that come a dime a dozen... im nothing special... i just dont understand and my mind is filled with alot of whys ......

My Vows
I JOE DOG promise to stand with you in all things... I promise to always protect you against all who oppose either of us... I love you and will always treasure the family we have made...separate people we are yet one in the common thread that can not and will not be broken... We hold each others dreams and hearts in each others hands and i swear never to take this lightly...I never thought to meet A/another with the love and the strength that we would so compliment E/each O/other... I was blessed mightily by the god and goddess the day the god and goddess brought U/us together... i Naughty Angel vow to stand next to thee in all... thankful to the god/godess daily for thee... You have stood beside me when i wanted most to give up... when scared i was Your arms held me... when S/someone did i need to talk with Your ear always there... never shutting me out... always there for me... this promise i make to thee.. my strength , loving caring ways to Thee do i give... my honor an

My Mind Is Spinning
I really don't care for Christmas to many bad memories. I lost my son 3 days after his 3rd birthday on Dec. 5th, my brother was born on Dec. 5th and died May 30, 1995, and and got put in the system w/ my siblings a long time ago. So Christmas kinda' reminds me of what I don't have instead of being grateful for the things I do have. Anyways, no one wants to hear this sh--it There are so many people that have a lot to say about my life and the way I run it but yet when I wanna' talk or anything to friends and the half of a family I got are all like whatever. We have our own problems. Or I know that I doing the wrong thing but have no way to change it because of the situtaion I'm in with no transportation. Just am not happy with myself and neither are others but get it thrown in my face all the time. If I had a way to changes things I would. I am trying to move into the city so I can have bigger and better things. Yes, things and people suck but the people that are close to me shouldn't j

Friends That I Am Keeping On My List!!!!!
~~DownTown Bombers Homepage~~@ fubar M.C. LITE :)@ fubar Silverpixi~~ Read profile before rating~~Member of: Archangel Family~~Friendship Circle~~@ fubar Demon@ fubar ~KOOGERBABE~ Ive hit depression. God I miss you so much Peter! I will always love you! RIP!@ fubar MrCuervo@ fubar BIG C@ fubar ™iNFAMOUS FRAGGiN' BASTiCH - Bella's #1 Bodyguard@ fubar Crazyasswhiteboy@ fubar DJ HardCore Marine @ The PLAYPEN@ fubar smooth69@ fubar King of the Gotti Family~$~DSC~Co-Founder of the MWC~Club F.A.R.~$~R8/FAN/ADD PLZ!

Day From Hell
Wow what a day...I got a call from Zachs school at 2:30pm. The nurse told me that Zachs wheel chair hit a ditch while outside at recess, and fell over with zach in it... The nurse said Zach looks fine but is very worried wants me to come get him, so I did. Once at school Zach said hes in a great deal of pain and wanted to go to the ER. So I took him. Wow he fractured his upper arm. His first real broken bone. And they couldnt even put a cast on it because of the location...He was more upset that he couldnt have a cast for his friends to sign... Next story...8pm the same night...Zach starts vomiting....It continues, so we have to take him back to the ER...he couldnt stop getting sick...they did numerous test....and xrays and ct head scan to make sure he didnt hit his head when he fell...They had to eventually give him an IV in his arm and meds to help him stop getting sick....OMG what a trooper my Zach is, Im so proud of him....At 5am we finally left the ER and are home now ....Ho

Singing The Blues
All i ever wanted,was someone to love!All i ever wanted,was to give my all!All iever wanted,was to be a good dad!All i ever wanted,wassomeone to love me!All i ever wanted,was a chance at the good life!All i ever wanted,was to not be alone!All i ever wanted,the chance to change someone's life for the better!All i ever wanted,to feel the passionate feel of the woman for me!Have i really found her?I think so cause of the way she makes me feel,the pounding of my heart,when we talk,and the weekness in my knees when i look at her!you know who you are,and why i feel like this! How to deal with my feelings?I can do the things i used to do,and just give up,and lock my self down in my own little pity party.Or i can take a deep breath,and man up.I know that with a little hard work,and dedication i will climb the mountains before me.I will not give in to the depression,nor will give up hope,because right now thats all i have.The pain inside is getting worse,and the weight is getting heavy,but my s

Blank Page
When you are faced with a blank page what is that your inner desire draws you to do? Does the blankness call to you? Do you see charcoal to paper or do the colors of the rainbow speak out their names? How does the stark plainess beg to you to bring it to life? If the blank page before you was yours to do with as you will would you embrace that moment or shy away. Embeded within us is a need, does that need inside of you speak out and beg to be set free? Would you set that need free on a blank page? I find that in this world of no guarantees it is that blank page that sets me free. From 8 to 5 Monday through Friday I am confined to a small room sitting at a plain desk in an uncomforatable chair. At night I become mom and student. This leaves little time for me so the blank page is my zone to be free, to be me. Pen to paper, ink to bleed, colors to brighten a moment in time, these are things that a blank page mean to me. Sometimes the colors and words are set in darkness but still

Scribblings
I hate feeling so down especially when you can't even pinpoint the reason for feeling that way. Then you can't even talk about it, because there is nothing to talk about. Plus when everyone else around you has their own things to worry about and you don't want to burden them with your stupidity. Things should improve with time. I can only hope for the best, right? All my life I was teased and dubbed the chubby girl. Sure, I had my friends and slight passing romances, but I felt like nobody was ever going to love me for who I was, not who they thought I could be. Until he came along. He had the smile that could melt you right in your tracks and the bluest eyes I had even seen. Just one look from him sent my heart racing. He charged right into my life and I was instantly swept off my feet. I was young and naive and he was the first person that I felt ever truly gave me the time of day. So, when he asked me to marry him that one cold winter night. Who was I to say no? He had

Already There
I'm already there, don't make a sound. I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down. I'm the whisper in the wind & I'll be there til the end. Can you feel the love we share? Oh...I'm already there.

Im The Moron
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Brian 2. A four letter word: Bish 3. A boy's name: Bradley 4. A girl's name: Belinda 5. An occupation: Boobologist 6. A colour: BLUE 7. Something you wear: Ball sacks 8. A food: Boob juice 9. Something found in the bathroom: Boobs 10. A place: Behind 11. A reason for being late: Bitch's 12. Something you shout: BALL HAIR 13. A movie title: Belladonna's Bitch's 14. Something you drink: Box juice 15. A musical group: Bad Religion 16. An animal: Bat 17. A street name: Blackbutt ave 18. A type of car: B

Who Is This Timothy Geithner Guy Who Lies/cheats??
Hi, I feel like I should explain my status blurb left last evening (title of this blog). Several of you had expressed your concerns for my well-being, which I sincerely appreciate and hold you DEARLY for it. So...who IS Tim Geithner? Well, Obama has chosen him to be in control over the IRS, for one thing. Mr. Geithner, it appears, had not paid his employment taxes for SEVERAL years!...Hmm, he claims he didn't KNOW he owed tax? He used Turbo tax to do his return?? Well, I am told that Turbo Tax prompts the user about his income and if it is taxable. Anyone who wishes to go into business himself and become "self-employed" should not do so if he is ignorant of tax law and what his responsibilities would be. Self-employment taxes are due QUARTERLY as income is EARNED throughout the year. It is a "pay-as-you-go" system. One would think that if a man is to oversee our country, and the Democrats or Obama feel that "he is the ONLY person who can help us or do this job"...then he sho

Fate
i have wanted to write this for a long time. many will think i am just rambling on,some will learn from it. fate rules life itself in everything you do. no matter how big or small whatever you do affects everyone. people think that they choose what they do for them. but fate has made you choose. your life is planned out you can not change it. you can alter it but you will end up where fate wants you to be. you may choose a different road but it will always take you to where you are destine to be. you are on a journey to a destination and you can make choices on how you go but never change the end. examples of this is the movie Mr. destiny. he wished he would have caught the ball that would have made him famous instead he was trudging through life feeling miserable. he got his chance and was famous and rich. he thought it would just change his life but it changed everyone. at the end he ended up where he was destine to be. he could not change where he ended up just the roads he took. an

My Auto11,lol
Ya'll know 2much! Well he has gone and done it again! He is running an Auto 11 starting Friday, March 6, at 2 pm EST/1 pm CST/11 am FUtime. Show this man some major love and you will get it in return. You must PM him with the total amount of pics you rated to get love back, kind of hard to keep up with bar tab. Click on the his pic below to get to his page. ☠ 2MUCH ☠(shadow levelers)happy owner of -rbk-@ fubar (repost of original by '♫Carebear♫' on '2009-03-05 08:39:54')

Wall Of Shame!!! Lmfao
THiS TARD LEFT ME A COMMENT oN MY DEFAULT... SAYiNG : EVER HAD A BLACK ONE? READ THE SHOUT!!! LMFAO ->Wellendowe...: lol ... never had a white one! lmfao Wellendowe...: who me? ->Wellendowe...: wuz up with ur pix??? they r small as hell! and what exactly r u looking for! pussy??? well... good luck! lol Wellendowe...: naw, easy pussy aint good pussy at all ->Wellendowe...: looks like u get none at all! ahhahhahaaa Wellendowe...: looks like that to you but your wrong ->Wellendowe...: well..i figured that of ur caption under ur tiny azz pix Wellendowe...: you never had any black dick b4 , if you did you would not want n e thing else Wellendowe...: pics dont do very much for the internet honey ->Wellendowe...: i never had a white dikk b4! lol ... Wellendowe...: stop fucking with that plastic and rubber ->Wellendowe...: well ... if ur dikk is as tiny like ur pix... nevermind lmfao Wellendowe...: if you saw my dick you would drop to your knees an

30 Things Your Pizza Guy Will Not Tell You...
******13 Things Your Pizza Guy Won't Tell You****** 1. My other line is ringing, so choose the toppings before you call. Remember: It's a pizza, not a lifetime commitment. 2. We know when kids are prank-calling us. They can't mask their voices very well. The smart ones block the phone number. The dumb ones don't. 3. If I drop your pizza on the way, sometimes I'll shake the box to get the cheese to slide back on right. 4. Patience, please. It takes about 20 minutes to go from raw dough to fully baked pizza. And then I have to drive to your house. 5. In some neighborhoods, a kid getting out of a car with a pizza in his hands is like screaming, "Rob me! I have cash!" That's why we won't deliver to some neighborhoods. 6. When you see me drenched and shivering in the rain, it's not nice to close the door in my face while you search for some quarters in the sofa cushions. 7. When you open the door, please hang up your cell phone or put it down. It's basic etiquette. 8

Wild Pigs
There was a chemistry professor in a large college who had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab, the professor noticed one young man, an exchange student, who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting Communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new Communist regime.While telling his story, he looked at the professor and asked a strange question: 'Do you know how to catch wild pigs?' The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said that it was no joke. 'You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day,you put a fence down one side of the place where they

Old Poems
Life is never good for me and that is what I wish you would see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end. I'll finally be free.Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.No more dealing with arguments and tears. I'd finally be through with it all.You just don't seem to understand that by keeping me here you're making it worse.If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn't have this life, I wouldn't have this curse.I'm already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once it's all over with my heart will be content. So here I am sitting on my bed with a knife to my wrist.Please everyone don't be upset, don't be pissed.You just need to know I love you all but I couldn't handle it anymore.OK here I go, I'm doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now.Hopefully god will understand and accept this.Just tell my baby I love her and I'm sorry I couldn't give her one last kiss.Tell everyone I love them and t

Fun
Two in the pleasure, one in the treasure.Two in the friend, one in the end.Two in the crack, one in the back.Two in the kitty, one in the shitty.Two in the moose, one in the caboose.Two in the poon, one in the moon.Two in the girl, one in the swirl.Two in the gash, one in the stash.Two in the twat, one in the balloon knot.Two in the punanny, one in the fanny.Two in the beaver, one to check for fever.Two in the bush, one in the tush.Two in the pink slot, one in the stink pot.Two in the flap, one in the crap.Two in the cunt, one to make her grunt.Two in the fun, one in the bun.Two in the giney, one in the hiney.Two in the goo, one in the poo.Two in the grass, one in the ass.Two in the gutter, one in the turdcutter.Two in the hair pie, one in the brown eye.Two in the humper, one in the dumper.Two in the junk, one in the trunk.Two in her meat, one in her seat.Two in the bank, one in the stank.Two in the muff, one in the stuff.Two in the cootie, one in the booty.Two in the pocket, one in th