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Girls Night Out......lol
Body: Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married. (If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor) The other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls. ' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed three times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another nine times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, i n order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... three cuckoos plus nine cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos--MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him 'MIDNIGHT.' He didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got a

Tequila An Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped To your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, But it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to Be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't Like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, Something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world Has turned its back on you Take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.... When life hands you Lemons, Ask f

It Hurts
And so it came to be this isolation that I am I can only look to me to find the way it all began - this confusion, constant hunger for something more than this I strive to find this being that I envision, yet seem to miss. Could it be that I am empty- or maybe a little lost? Could it be that I am lonely, or seek happiness at any cost? This never-ending Something that I am living deep inside, depicts the illusion of myself and all I have to hide. Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream. Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes. But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I

Yellow Partnership Limited & Strawberry Educational Limited
I have been conned by the above companies and this is how they did it:- About 2-3 months ago I was contacted by a charity asking if I wish to sponsor them and if I did they would put an ad for my website in their product, which I agreed to do then we agreed a price and a password. About a week later I was contacted by the above company saying that I agreed to sponsor their charity but not giving a company name, but they gave me the same password which I had given the original charity and gave me the same price, hence I thought they were the original charity. It is a as if the above charities had been tapping into other genuine charities telephone calls after all how would they know my password. It was only after I had said that the info they had given me was correct I get told that they were someone else, by which time it was to late I had been conned. Once I had realised what had happened and had done some research on these companies, I took legal advice and was advised not to

Family
I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you. We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said! goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way,"! I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by t he door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the

Ugs!
I love it when ugly people like hideous rate you low its so goddamn funny and in my mumms ITS STLL THE SAME FAT ASS UGLY LOSERS that get the ooposite vote on purpose to see that i do i mean dont be my friend its not like i put a chain on ur neck forcing and u guys know ur uglying then me and just of my looks and thick bod so please fo you and i a favor spare me dont request me if ur gunna just do that get a life!

Sad Day Written On 5/14/08
For the ones that don't know, today it has been four years since my wonderful Step Dad Larry passed away. It feels like it was just yesterday when my Aunt Jill called and told me that he had a heartattck and died at my step brother Troy's house. At first i didn't want to believe it because i had just talk to him on the phone the night before and we were making plans to go to Canyon Lake and have a BBQ and fish. For all of you that have the chance to meet him, you know that he was a wonderful man, he would do anything for anyone. If you were hungry he would give you his last dollar so you could eat. He ment to world to my kids. They called him Pepa. He always had M&M's in his pocket for kids. My kids would get so excited when they would see his camo nissian truck pull up, they would run out the door and run into his arms. When him and my Mom divorced, i told him that he would always be my dad and he told me that even though we wasn't my real dad, that he loved me just as much as if i w

Life Always Brings Me Down
My best friend is 20 years old. She just had a little girl almost 4 months ago. She got married at 16 and got a diviorce 10 months ago. He ex husband cheated on her everyday of their relationship even with her other best friends. She has lost 6 children. Since her husband was cheating on her she decided to do the same... well his best friend go her pregnant. The day they filed for divorce at least 10 guys call her to go out that day. She dated a couple guys for a few weeks then she started hanging out with her now fiance. They have been together a little over 9 months got engaged 1&1/2 months after dating, they are getting married on there one year anniversery. Her finace has been in basic traing for 6 months. He treats and thinks of her little gril as his own dauther and paid for the birth and everything. A few days ago the baby's father starts contacting her saying he wants to see the baby and talk about things. After a while of saying no she finally gives in and i go with her to see

Up For Auction Again!!
hey everyone im up for auction again and would really appreciate all the bids i can get!! i make a good slave for a month :P and i will be adding much more if cash bids come into play!!! so please go check me out and leave a bid if ya can if not check out the other auctions too!!!

Im At A Loss On The Whole Dating Thing
i have just started dating again after a horrible marriage to a class a a**hole..but i just hate having to start over again...now it seems like im not meeting any new ppl and the ones that i do meet im just not intrested in, i dont know if im a lil gunshy after getting my heart handed back to me or if i have just set my standards too high...its not that i think that im too good or anything like that its just that im not meeting anyone who shares my ideals or goals in life...i have an ex who would chew off his arm to be back with me and i dont like the thought of going backwards either...i know that its going to take some time to find the one..if there really is the one out there..so i guess ill just keep doing what i have been and maybe start going to some new place's meeting new ppl in the process...i dont want to go back i just want to go forward and progress with my life..and i still believe in love so maybe just maybe ill find it again someday...and maybe this time it will actually

Know Your Candidates!
Ken Blackwell - Columnist for the New YorkSun It's an amazing time to be alive in America. We're in a year of firsts in this presidential election: the first viable woman candidate; the first viable African-American candidate; and, a candidate who is the first front-running freedom fighter over 70. The next president of America will be a first. We won't truly be in an election of firsts, however, until we judge every candidate by where they stand. We won't arrive where we should be until we no longer talk about skin color or gender. Now that Barack Obama steps to the front of the Democratic field, we need to stop talking about his race, and start talking about his policies and his politics. The reality is this: Though the Democrats will not have a nominee until August, unless Hillary Clinton drops out, Mr. Obama is now the frontrunner, and its time America takes a closer and deeper look at him. Some pundits are calling him the next John F. Kennedy. He's not. H

Happy Birthday Nassy!!!
IT'S NASSY'S BIRTHDAY!!! Go wish this awesome woman a wonderful birthday. She's an awesome person to know and a great friend to have as well. Click on her link below and show her lots of birthday love. Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar Happy Birthday my friend, hope you have a wonderful day. Love ya! This Birthday Bulletin Brought To You By LilBamaGirl~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

Words Given From The Heart Of My Love
All is want is to love you for the rest of my life to wake up every morning with you by my side knowing that no matter what happens I'll be able to come home to your loving arms All I want is to share everything with you to talk to you about our ideas our dreams the little everyday things that make us laugh and the not so little things that we can't help worrying about All is want is to give you my love as a place you can always come to for acceptance or the simple comfort that silence brings when things left unspoken can still be understood All I want to to grow old with you to watch our life unfold our dreams one by one, come true All I want is to love you forver -Renee Duvall-

Thoughts Of You
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

The Need To Vent...
Ok maybe I'm just confused, maybe not....why do men expect so much..it seems like it is always do for me or chase me. why doesn't it ever work both ways? and why the hell can't they be a lil more understanding when it comes to life?

It's Been A While
well it has been a while since i have been on here and things have been great. for all of those who know me. you all know that Danijel (Craven) and I have been planning on getting married and all the issues that interfered.. well.... The date has been set! we will be married July 7th, 2008 (the day we met on FUBAR). In NYC. all of the details have not been finished and there will be tons of pics that i will post. Being with him has been amazing and we are more in love than we ever were before. I am so happy all of this has a happy ending. all of you that i hold so dearly will all get invites some of you will be able to make it.. some not.. thats ok.. we are gonna video tape the whole thing and send a copy to those that couldn't make it. Thank you all again for the support we both needed in our worst of times.. you will all remain in our hearts forever. XOXOX Alyssa

So...there I Was...
Tormented dreams Wrecking thoughts of looming inevitability. Come to pass the bitter-sweet thoughts of yesterday, page be written, page be turned. Focus past the rifle's barrel, see the gun man. Deepened eyes cloaked in shadow, evil smirk come forth from dark. Flash of light, life no more hidden face come to light, see yourself through the looking glass. Tormented dreams, visions of life. Pages turned forward to the blank pages of tommorow. Page be written Page be turned.

Vault Of Pain
I swear to Friends I swear to family As long as I live I will bear your pain I will bear your misery So depost your pain Depost your misery I will bear all you ask me to If only to see you all happy If only to see you all smile If only to see you all laugh Even if I am in great pain I've been though to much pain in my life So what will more do kill me? I've never known my real dad I've lost my mom when I was ten Now I've lost the woman I love for now So anyone lays on me I should be able to take it So depost your pains and your miserys in to the valut of pain and be happy, smile, and laugh even if I'm crying just be happy

Sam Harris's Blogs
*These are posts from Sam Harris's fan page blogs on Myspace. You can find them on his page: Sam Harris fan page. I am simply reposting them here, as I find these things interesting* SEVERAL POLLS indicate that the term "atheism" has acquired such an extraordinary stigma in the United States that being an atheist is now a perfect impediment to a career in politics (in a way that being black, Muslim or homosexual is not). According to a recent Newsweek poll, only 37% of Americans would vote for an otherwise qualified atheist for president. Atheists are often imagined to be intolerant, immoral, depressed, blind to the beauty of nature and dogmatically closed to evidence of the supernatural. Even John Locke, one of the great patriarchs of the Enlightenment, believed that atheism was "not at all to be tolerated" because, he said, "promises, covenants and oaths, which are the bonds of human societies, can have no hold upon an atheist." That was more than 300 years ago. But in

My Name Is
What Mark Means You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

Eyes
What does ur eye color say about u?BrOwNSTRAIGHT UP PIMPS!!!!! Sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love 2 make new friends. Will do anything 4 that special person. Kind and polite. Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Best n bed can last for days...Loves 2 please the one they care or love for,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS.Beauty-Vanity Quizzes

Poems
A feeling of love once again, Felling different, yet at the Same time felling like the others, Not sleeping at night, Not thinking of my loves before, Once again having a new love, Not knowing where this will go, Giving it a twist of excitement, This new love I feel, Afraid to speak of, For fear of a broken heart, For a fourth time it'd be, But this new love, I shall Keep with me as long As it be possible, For this new love, I hope to be my last love Before I knew the lord, I was into drugs, Full of lust, Full of hurt and heartache, I was listening to the flesh, I was confused' The devil was controlling me. An angel saved me, She saw what I was going through, She continued to pray for me as she ministered to me, She showed me what I was capable of, She led me to the light. If it weren't for her God knows where I would be. I am proud to say I've never been happier. I feel free at last. No more drugs, No more hurt, No more lust, No more confusion, The de

Time To Kill....
If there is one thing I enjoy it's the fact that death is apart of life. I have seen my fiar share of it and even taken part in it (former military). Some call me morbid other call me deranged. The fact that i enjoy a good slaughter-fest dosen't make me a sick fuck like most people would think. It just means I like the more savage aspects of the human animal. So i guess you could call me a "modern savage." This one is for the one who classifies herself my ex but still hasn't divorced me yet.I was bored the other night so I stopped by your page.The first time in 6 months or so.I saw a few of those stickers you put up...and all I could do is laugh. One of wich made me laugh so hard.It says"I know you are stting there looking at my profile saying Damn I miss her."This couldn't be further from the truth. I DON'T MISS YOU.You think that the bullshit I went through in the military can just be gotten over within a few months? You try being the last person to see soembody before he hangs himse

Maybe A Baby
Life is full of suprises. I come home from college hook up with a friend which is something typical for us. I thought we would pick up our friendship right where we left off but i guess i was wrong. I try to hang out with him but he just makes up reasons not to. This guy even bailed on me on my birthday. Shortly after that I started having or realizing symptoms of pregnancy. Headachs, nausia, bloating, fatigue, backachs, darkening nipples, vomiting, ect. So i talked to my friend about it that was it. Well one day i go out and hear lots of things about this guy that he is a player, lier, cheater, user, basicly a scum bag. So I am even more scared and frustrated. I go to him the next day and talk to him about everything i heard. Some it is supposidly true and some of it not. I kinda believe him i kinda dont im not sure what to do. Well I ask him today him he wants to hang out he says no i ask if its cause of the situations he says yes he needs space so i leave him alone. Then i start get

As The Crow Flies...
The Nifty... I worked. Not much mind you, only two days. My wife was feeling poorly on Tuesday so I stayed home with her. Things went okay and the workdays went by fast, thank God. I picked up an older PC game that I've been meaning to get for a while: Age of Mythology. Its a fun distraction, and breaks up the CoH rut I'd gotten myself into. I upgraded my Discussion Forum on Monday morning, and it went off pretty much without a hitch. About a year ago I'd tried to upgrade it from my version to one of the later versions of phpBB 2, and it didn't work. I was very pleased by the ease of the upgrade from phpBB 2 to phpBB 3. Kudos to the phpBB group for making it painless. I've edited and added a few nice templates for it, and will likely upload a few more. The board looks good, and I dig the new features and the improved security. So EAT IT spambots! I've been watching a lot of scenes from the Hellraiser films of late. Not quite sure why really, but it's fun. I won myself a

Sex
Your Ideal Sex Position is...Sideways Deep. Hard. Submissive.This position is very intense.But afterwards you won't be very tense. 'What is your Ideal Sex Position?'at QuizUniverse.com Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more likely to prefer that one partner is opp

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Please Help Find A Missing Person
i need someone to help me...a friend of mine and fellow fubar member cindy johnson has been missing since june 5th. i need everyone to help me find her or pass along more information so that her family can be notified....she was on her way to visit me last week about the time indiana was hit with all the heavy storms...and i haven't heard from her since...i have called her phone and emailed her several times....with no reply...so i need anyone who might have known her on here to share this story and pass around info so that her family can be notified properly...i never knew her parents names and because this is over the internet i don't know her address either...i'm not asking anyone to give up information to me but if u think u know her...do whats right for her...once again her name is cindy johnson...and her screen name on here was "cj" she from indianapolis...she's thirty six. she has three children two boys and a girl...i know if i were missing i would want those who knew me to hel

Whats Your Deepest Fear
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.It is our light,not our darkness that most frighten us.Your playing small does not serve the world there is nothing enlightend about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.We were all meant to shine,as childrendo.It's not just in some of us,it's in everyone.And as we let our own light shine,we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Vacation
well folks im off for a lil jaunt to ny, taking my daughter home to spend the summer with her mom. then fly back next week on weds afternoon..you all take care and see you all when i get back and promise to raid everyone here on fubar on the return...bring back some nice pics there...out of here..and gone til i return..peace to you all

Finally Happy
She makes me feel so happy and so loved... She makes me smile all day and night... She makes me dream sweet dreams and think happy thoughts... She keeps me wantin her and once I have her don't wanna let her go ever... Can't wait for the day that I can hold her in my arms and kiss her all night long... This one is jus for u baby and all yours...

Cool Sites
Whattup everyone! This is my first blog post, and I dont know if you like games like I do, but having to pay 50$ or even 10-20$ sometimes sucks, RIGHT? well save that 20 bucks and buy your friends a round, or get some material for a 420 in a 360 *wink wink* cause will show you how to get that next game you want for FREE, Yes totally free. Goozex is a site where gamers list all the games they want to get rid of or trade. Now this is where you come in.... yes YOU! goto Goozex.com and register...... next just confirm your email then BAM you have 100 points and 1 trade credit! The trade Credits are basically for shipping every game needs 1, now the points you start off with 100, and the cool thing about this is that you can get good games for this amount. Like for example I wanted to get Halo 2, so i thought "its going to be alot for this game" but no, sure enough it was only 100pts!!!!! and once I got matched up with someone who wanted to trade it they shipped it out to me. 5 d

Bisexual Madness!!!
I hope everyone is doing kick ass!!! I love women! I do, it doesn't matter what size, women are incredible, the female body is just amazing! But, there is something truly hot and arousing about being with a man! A man knows how to please another man, and to have a woman watch and admire you pleasing another man is one of the hottest things in the known universe. Does anyone else fell this way?

Heartache Quotes
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. ~Missy Altijd Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. ~Author Unknown Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~Author Unknown They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you. ~Ezbeth Wilder

What Do U Say To This
ok im 19 and i have a 5 year old nephew. he has never met his real dad and his mom is married to a peace of shit that does nothing but get drunk and pass out acts like he dont care about anything or anybody but him self and tonight my nephew asked me if i could be his daddy when that came out i about fell out of my set i didnt kno what to say to him i mean i took care of him sence he was 6 months old. im still in shock..........

Past Couple Of Weeks...
this has really been a rough last couple of weeks for my dad..and our family....hes been in the hospital for the last 2 weeks..with terrible infection...his whole body was full of infection...he had phnemonia...his blood pressure keeps bottoming out...his heart stopped...but its going again...we've been called to the hospital twice..saying he wont make it thru the nite...and just when we thought it was getting better and he was going to evansville to a rehab/theropy place to make him all better...he got another setback today..where his neck, throat, tongue is all swollen and blocking his breathing..he had to get a tube inserted again...to keep him breathing..i just got told hes gotta be airlifted to indianapolis...which is now farther away....(about 3 hours)...if its not one thing ..its another...pleaze keep us in ur prayers...thanx for reading..just had to get it off my chest...love u all my friends....

It's All About Me!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Open 2. Your significant other? Doghouse 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Clueless 5. Your father? Sorry 6. Your favorite thing? Kids 7. Your dream last night? Sensual 8. Your favorite drink? Patron 9. Your dream/goal? Island 10. The room you're in? Kitchen 11. Music? Meaningful 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Here? 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Fake 16. Muffins? Yep 17. One of your wish list items? Peace 18. Where you grew up? Idaho 19. The last thing you did? Bake 20. What are you wearing? Jeans 21. TV? Blah 22. Your pets? Many 23. Your computer? Slow 24. Your life? CRAZY 25. Your mood? Restless 26. Miss

Words
..... Beautifully stated.... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take pictures, pictures and more pictures, laugh and laugh and laugh out loud, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. One Flaw In Native Women Native Women have strengths that amaze many. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy

Tagged....thanks A
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? - table 2. Your significant other? - none 3. Your hair? - burgandy 4. Your mother? - cranky 5. Your father? - georgia 6. Your favorite thing? - taiya 7. Your dream last night? - insane 8. Your favorite drink? - RUM! 9. Your dream/goal? - Happiness 10. The room you're in? - dining 11. Music? - Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? - Home 14. Where were you last night? - gone 15. What you're not? - Happy 16. Muffins? - picky 17. One of your wish list items? - love 18. Where you grew up? - texas 19. The last thing you did? - smoke 20. What are you wearing? - shorts 21. TV? - blah 22. Your pets? - cat 23. Your computer? - Dell 24. Your life? -

Life
I was watching a tv show about my old and always favorite artist group, tlc. Watching that show, brought back so many long and old memories of myself, my beautiful cousins Amanda and Katie. As we grew up we portrayed that group as something for us to look up to when we were younger. Their songs gave us insight when we we younger that made us really think about our lives. And now, I'm sitting here writing to you guys tonight, because it's has got me thinking about where I want my life to go. I'm still a little confused on what I do want in life. And I'm probably sure everyone still is, whether they be 80 years old or 10 years old. But me hearing the vocals of the song "waterfalls" by TLC, especially the rap part by Left Eye, and this is what is says..... "I seen a rainbow yesterday, but too many storms have come and gone. Leaving a trace of not one God giving ray. Is it because my life is ten shades of gray? I pray, all ten fade away, seldom praise him for the seven days." "And like h

Fakes Asses
well look here I've found some fake bitch thats going around trying to get peoples CC# for some adult site heres the profile catherine@ fubar all started out well til they types all this stuff __®Pain®__: hi catherinequeen_friendly: hello there __®Pain®__: you sent me a message on fubar? catherinequeen_friendly: i am enjoying my day off from work __®Pain®__: i am too __®Pain®__: what do you do __®Pain®__: are you there? __®Pain®__: guess not take care __®Pain®__: catherinequeen_friendly: how old r u again? __®Pain®__: well you never asked to begin with __®Pain®__: but i am 22 catherinequeen_friendly: cool, i dont think age matters. im 20, nice to meet u __®Pain®__: the pleasure is all mine catherinequeen_friendly: so any plans for today? im soo bored __®Pain®__: im gonna go to work after that im gonna go riding __®Pain®__: where are you from? catherinequeen_friendly: i was right about to go on my cam. wanna see? __®Pain®__: sure send me an invite

Fubar
i have realized that some ppl on fubar are not who they say they are.....they are actually fake ppl who lie and tlk shit about you behind ya fuckin back.....but thats all good.....vuz i wont have this page up for to much longer so i dnt have to worry about fake triicks or dudes and its all good.....but if u have something to say about me then say it to me and not to other ppl...if u are that worried about ya man or whoever else tlkin to me when its not even like that then u need to let it go and keep fuckin moving!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rumor Says
Secrets About Me SurveyWhat does your profile name mean?: I live in a small Military town so there is always rumors going around.Elaborate on your default photo: Just was goofin offDo you drink?: Repeat I live in a small Military town...what do you think!What is your current mood?: sarcasticWhat exactly are you wearing right now?: pink number 83 tank top and white shortsWhat is your current problem?: I live in a small Military town blah blah blahWhat do you love most?: My doggie!!Do you smoke?: Just legal stuff...the other makes me sick...oops did I tell that?Are you musically talented?: HAHAHAHAIf you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: I would have finished College the 1st time aroundIf you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?: My doggie...he is spoiled rotten...or an eagleEver had a near death experience?: A few timesHave you ever been in love?: onceWhat is the name of the song that is stuck in your head?: FMLYHM-SeetherName someone with

Poetry
Heaven is to be with an angel in the morning light After loving her gently all through the night Touching her softly, making sure she's really there The feel of her skin and the scent of her fragrant hair The sunlight steals in and sets her body aglow Or is it his love he just doesn't know He knows he loves his angel asleep on the sheets Laying there so sweetly, he kisses her as she sleeps Remembering the night making love by the firelight Every thing had been perfect, divine and so right Drunk on their sweet love more potent than wine Their bodies entwined for the very first time Yes, it was heaven to be in her arms last night But more heavenly now in the soft morning light Holding her close, feeling the beat of her heart And knowing for them this only the start - Me Have you ever really loved a woman? I mean truly loved a woman? Have you ever taken a long hard look? At the woman that you say you love? Have you? Have you ever looked deep

Omfg Lol
A nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only

Cum Play With Me!
If you guys are as bored as I am and feel like chatting a bit, cum to meetcam.com. It's totally free! Just create an account, verify it with your email, then click "chat" and cum join me! Look me up under user name alicen80. I'm in the top room just hanging out, drinking some beers and listening to tunes. They have a trivia bot in the room too if you get bored. So cum chat with me! I'm on cam, along with a bunch of other hot chicks. Don't be afraid...I wont bite...much...lol! Oh! And try not to mention any other site names like fubar in the main chat. There are admins in the room and they kick people from the chatrooms for doing that! Hope to see ya soon!

Make Sniper A Godfather!
Let's make Sniper a Godfather!!! He only has 500K to go and he does so much for everyone else. This is one of the nicest most awesome guys you will ever meet! I know we can all do this!! ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by... ♥Bebe♥ Owned by ©§NIPER®{Sinful Angels}~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar (repost of original by '♥Bebe♥ ~{♥Shadow Leveler♥}~' on '2008-06-30 22:21:06')

How Would You React If Someone Withheld That They Were Bi Sexual To You?
Hi my friends Im reaching out to you to see if you can give me any answers to a question that was presented to me the other day.. I really dont know how to answer this and any help with this would be a blessing right now thanks and please this is something that really has happened so if you can help its really needed, this person has really fallen apart from this How would you react if someone withheld that they were bi sexual to you? You've know someone for three years and they continuously pursue you but you are hesitant to get close to them. This person and you finally become very intimate and very close. You are now at the point where you can finally let down your guard and you can begin to completely trust them that they are a genuine and trustworthy person. That after all this time and thinking that there is nothing that you both can ever keep from each other he drops a bomb at you and tells you that he is bi sexual. He tell you this after

Just Stuff To Think
Lyrics One two three four Ooh ooh While the sun hangs in the sky and the desert has sand While the waves crash in the sea and meet the land While there's a wind and the stars and the rainbow Till the mountains crumble into the plain Oh yes, we'll keep on trying Tread that fine line Oh, we'll keep on trying Yeah Just passing our time Ooh ooh While we live according to race, colour or creed While we rule by blind madness and pure greed Our lives dictated by tradition, superstition, false religion Through the eons and on and on Oh, yes, we'll keep on trying, yeah We'll tread that fine line Oh oh we'll keep on trying Till the end of time Till the end of time Through the sorrow all through our splendour Don't take offence at my innuendo Duh duh duh duh duh duh duh Duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh You can be anything you want to be Just turn yourself into anything you think that you could ever be Be free with your tempo, be free, be fr

Happy 4th!
Just wanted to wish everyone a happy 4th of July! Make sure to BBQ up some food and don't blow off your hands with fireworks! And oh hell yeah drink some beer! BUSCH LITE? hahaha! http://members.webcaminabox.com/keri if you're bored I might be on my cam a little wasted after the festivities!

Leaving Fubar
IM DELETING MY ACCOUNT FROM FUBAR. IF YOU WANT TO TALK AND YOU DONT HAVE ME ADDED ON YAHOO IM, PLZ FEEL FREE TO DO SO AT deedee_jones2006. I HAVE ENJOYED BEING ON HERE AND MAKING NEW FRIENDS BUT DUE TO HEALTH REASONS I WONT BE ABLE TO BE ON THE NET ANY LONGER. I WILL MISS EVERYONE. MUCH LOVE TO YA, DONTCHA.

Words Of Love
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me I lov

Nothing Special
thought i would place something in here. been here a while and thought i would contribute. it was the lest i could do. seeing as how i have been here longer then a week ill give a little about me. im a geek and an otaku. i like anime and kareoke. i roll play on tue and sundays. like i said geek. i do kareoke on thur and sat at county trail in hanover park ill.i sing stuff like bodies,peace sells,judit and behind blue eyes. the brat prince sings as well on sat nights. once i resize some photos. ill make sure you can see the slow torture we place on people at the bar. bit short but ill do more later...... promise. got questions please ask.

Why Why Why??????????
Why would does anyone pay some chick money to see her few boring naked pics? when there is free porn on the net. hmmmmm I will never understand buying someone a bling for a few days instead of seeing free porn everyday. STUPID PEOPLE!!!!!

Another Update
Hey all....back earlier this year I found out that I have seizures and before that I found out that I have an A-Fib heart (broken or 3rd beat either one...lol) Well...after all the stress since my first marriage 9 years ago to now, it has finally festered up to the point where I had to go to the hospital because I was having worse fits tonight....It scared me when I found out what happened...I had banged my forehead against the car window hard to the point it was making my head in one spot produce a bump. I had to be pulled out of the car and put into the wheelchair and practically picked up onto the bed in the ER. They took blood, did eeg, ekg...cat scans and xrays. after being there for about 4 1/2 hours I was finally let go to leave. The doc told me my tests came back negative, and they found sinusitis in my sinuses...I was like sheesh........whoop-ti-freaken-do. The doc came to me and asked me if I wanted the bad news, I was like OK...now what?...He read my files from my past ER/

Pleasure Dome
We are The Newest Place In Fu-Land. We are a Great Group of People. We are all Family here. We love to have fun. We enjoy joking. And playing some Hot Tunes. So Grab a chair or a Dance parter an hit the dance floor. We Hope to See you Really Soon.

My Son
Just wanted to update everyone on what we found out at KU Med Center today with Denten. After many years and my child being almost 12 years old we fianlly found out he does have Autism. He has a mild form of it and needs a little help but with some help we should be able to help him live a close to normal life. I have felt for many years he had something wrong and had a CAT Scan and MRI done back when he was 7 but was told he had Neuronal Migration Disorder which is when the cells of the brain didn't develope to the right places. We were given little information about it and thought we could do nothing for him. But the older he got I just knew there was alot more wrong with him and searched for someplace to look at him. So finally after years I got him in KU and found out a mother does know her child best. Now my goal is to get him the needed help so he will be able to have a normal life like I want him to have.

Insanity In My Brain!
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees & open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to

Love.....hurts
"Grandma" God saw she was getting tired A cure was not to be So he put his arms around her And whispered come with me with tearful eyes i watched her suffer and saw her fade away. although i loved her dearly I could not make her stay a golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands went to rest god broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best a million times i think of u a million times ive cried if love alone couldve saved u you never wouldve died in life ive loved u dearly in death i love u still in my heart you had a special place no one could ever fill it broke my heart to lose you but u didnt go alone for most of me went with you when god called you home! What am i supposed to say?What am i supposed to do? Ive already done and said what i could.I sit here..my heart breaking into a million tiny pieces every minute you wont talk to me..everytime you wont touch me..everytime you wont kiss

All About Me
NEWS FLASH Studio 54 IS STILL HERE.. It has just been moved to a new location that's all.. So if you were a member of the old lounge and would like to come back and chat with us, or if you're a new member looking to find a place to come chat and make some new friends than click on the 54 logo and we will see you there....

Floridians...
You know you're a Floridian if.... Socks are only for bowling... You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes... A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, but everything to do with shade... Your winter coat is made of denim... You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites... You're younger than thirty but some of your friends are over 65... Anything under 70 degrees is chilly... You've driven through Yeehaw Junction... Every other house in your neighborhood had blue roofs in 2004-2005... You know that anything under a Category 3 just isn't worth waking up for... You dread love bug season... You are on a first name basis with the Hurricane list. They aren't Hurricane Charley or Hurricane Frances. You know them as Andrew, Charley , Frances , Ivan and Jeanne...and of course the terrible Wilma! (who was supposed to be a non-eventful cat. 2) You know what a snow

Inner Peace
Inner peace i am passing this on to you because it has definitely worked for me. By the following the simple advice I read in an article, I have finally found inner peace, The article read: "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started". So I looked around the house to see all the things i started and hadn't finished.....and before leaving the house this morning I finished off a bottle of red wine, a bottle of white wine,the Bailey's, Kahlua and Wild Turkey, The Prozac, some Valium, some cheesecake and a box of chocolates.You have no idea how freakin' good I feel, You may pass this on to those you feel are in need of Inner Peace. You ever had a day like that? lol

Home Blog
Hello, I am writing this due to an extreme loss in the world of friendship and music. A great person, musician and friend passed away a month ago tomorrow. As a musician of 10 + years I found Patient Zero to have an incredibly unique style for sound and more so a way with intricacy through lyrics and philosophy. He was a major influence in my life as a musician all the way down to his lifestyle of traveling and dedicating his all to what he believed in and loved. I will never forget his Patsy Cline covers nor his crazy stage antics. What a wonderful gift, I was so fortunate to know. I just received this news from a friend, not continuing with all there is to be said you will be missed greatly. Damn. http://sf.funcheap.com/2008/05/22/i-am-the-walmart-clever-acoustic-rock-by-patient-zero-el-rio-mission-dist/ Rest in Peace Dean 1973-2008 Lay down my dear brother, lay down and take your rest, Wont you lay your head upon your saviors chest, I love you al

My Birthday...
I just wanted to take a moment to thank those who stopped by and showed my page here on Fubar some love for my birthday. if you want - send love to my myspace page as well: www.myspace.com/drunkenzelot thanks again

This Life
The things around my life are changing. Faster and faster the shadows seem to cast in new directions, Shedding light on all of the things that I've over looked in the past, And covering the things I've come to know well. As i sat and tried to explain the way that i felt this day, I failed. Only to find myself speaking from the outside to a world who couldn't possibly know what it's like within. The birth of a new love and the loss of an old Combined with the change of doors from the place that I once called home. At times I envy those who have predetermined lives with the comfort in knowing what tomorrow will bring, But as i close my eyes I can hear my heart pounding, Pulling my chest in and out as i breathe. I've sacrificed my predetermined life to live in the present of Lady Luck herself, But also in the present of judgment and sorrow; Who are no strangers to even my oldest memories. I live in this ever changing world Because the world in which I change is predetermin

I'm Sorry!
I'm sorry that I like you so much. I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you're drunk. I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not a bitch. I'm sorry that I liked to spend so much time with you. I'm sorry that I would rather make love to you then screw some random guy. I'm sorry that I'm always the one you need to talk to but never good enough to date. I'm sorry that I am always there for you when you need someone to lean on, but not good enough to listen to me me when I need a friend. I'm sorry if I start not being there because it hurts being used as a doormat, only to be thrown to the side when the new bitch is around. I'm sorry if I stop answering my phone when you call. I'm sorry that I can never do anything right and nothing I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry that you can't accept m

Afraid Of Commitment???
You Are A Little Scared of Commitment You're open to getting serious with someone... though you can't entirely imagine it. Maybe you haven't met the right person. Maybe you haven't gotten to the right point in your life. Your reaction to commitment is very normal - especially if you're young or have been burned before. Give it time. You'll probably be ready for a serious relationship sooner than you think. Are You Afraid of Commitment?

Follow Up To A Mumm
I recently posted a mumm about my piercing. I am not gay or anything like that, in fact I love woman, more than I should given my track record with them. But I do get tired of “people” calling my queer or gay, or assuming I’m gay because of them. I think it is just BS. The place where I work is the worse about it. I will be sitting in my office on the computer and hear things like, “what are you doing in there looking at some guys cock?” and then laughter like it funny or something. I had one guy come to the gate a holler “put your dick away and answer the fucking gate?”. boy did I have a field day telling him off. I told him unlike him and all his buddies, I am not interested in my cock or anyone else’s for that matter, I think he got offended, like I care. It just gets old is all, and kind of frustrates me. I don’t about anyone sexual preference but my own. I really think half of them guys are hiding in the closest, and trying to find the ones who are gay so they can get lucky. No to

To Everyone I Know
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, in my backyard with this noose around my neck Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this. Just tell my baby I love her and I’m sorry

Update N Thanks For The Prayers
I want to thank everyone who kept prayers for my family. They have found my sister and yes the worst outcome has been made. She may not have been the best person in the world, but there's no reason she had to go through what she did. I appreciate my friends who were there for me and continue to be. Bare with me as I deal with this. Love u all...

Viper Room Is Rocking
WELCOME TO THE We are a " ALL REQUEST" lounge! Come hang out at The Viper Room!! We are looking for dependable DJ's, and all Staff!! Come where the drinks are always cold, The woman are hot & venomous! But watch out!!! One bite could be fatal!!!! So what are you waiting for? Get your asses in here and party with us!!! COME CHECK OUT DJ TONY LIVE ON AIR AT THE VIPER ROOM LOUNGE!! COME LET HIM SPIN YOUR TUNES!!

Dylan Bailey"s Benefit Poker Run!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Ryan Date: Jul 22, 2008 4:01 AM For those not familiar with Mansfield, the Wayside can be found when you take South 603 from route 30. The Wayside is on the left side several miles down 603.Hope to see you all there.Please Copy and Forward on.....DYLAN IS A VERY BRAVE 13yr old who I am very proud to call my family we would greatly appreciate any n all suport from everyone PLEASE Repost to your friends exspecialy thoughs in the ohio area!!.....thank you all kelbabez77!! :)

Fireman's Prayer
When I am called to duty, Lord, wherever flames may rage, Give me strength to save a life, whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child before it is too late, Or save an older person from the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert and hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently to put the fire out. I want to heed my calling and give the best in me, To guard my every neighbor and protect his property. And if according to your will, I am to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife. Brothers, when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be. Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve. In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl. On every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know. In hot cellars in searing heat At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be at your side. The house from which I now r

To Those In Our Military
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It ne

Help Find This Coward
RICHARD WILLIAM WERSTINE HELP FIND HIM........!!!!! WANTED FOR 1993 MURDER OF RODNEY BARGER[ RAWN BEAUTY] SINGER OF COLD AS LIFE.RAWN WAS SHOT IN THE HEAD WHILE HE SLEPT, RICHARD WILLIAM WERSTINE POSTED BALE AND HASNT BEEN SEE SINCE 1993. HE IS NOW 41 YEARS OLDKNOWN TO BE SEEN IN MICHIGAN/ EUROPE/GERMANY/GREACE/ HELP BRING HIM TO JUSTICE!!!!!!!! CALL 1-800-SPEAK-UP1-800-CRIME-TVWWW. AMW. COMPLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN

Do It For Me
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would le me go down on you? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i licked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. What is your favorite position? 21. What is off limits? 22. What is your biggest turn on? 23. What is your biggest turn off? 24. What is your favorite topping to use for 4 play? 25. What role would we play? 26

Hmmmm
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM 1-13 AND NO CHEATING! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR..... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? (A)A LIGHT COLOR (B)THEY CHANGE COLORS (C)A DARK COLOR 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... (A)SEDUCE THEM (B)JUST CHILL (C)CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE THEM 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? (A)RAINY (B)THUNDERSTORM (C)SUNNY (D)CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? (A)STRAWBERRIES (B)CHERRIES (C)GRAPES (D)PEACHES (E)KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... (A)NIGHT (B)DAY 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? (A)FALL (B)SUMMER (C)SPRING (D)WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... (A)ASTRO VAN (B)ON THE ROOF OF A BUILDING (C)PARK (D)ON A AIR PLANE (E)PARENTS BED (F)ALL OF THE ABOVE 10.YOUR PHONE SERVICE? (A)SPRINT/CINGULAR (B)VERIZON (C)T-MOBILE/NEXTEL (D)PAY PHONE (E)CR

My Name
A:Very good in the sheets B: Dumb and funny at the same time C: Great kisser D: Can kick your ass E: Very very easy to fall in love with F: Loves it G: Doesn't give a shit H: Amazingly hot I: Has one of the best personalities ever J: Hot K: Crazy L: Very good kisser M: Adorable N:Can make you die of laughter O: Very very hot P: Popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: Perfect person to date S: Has a smile to die for T: Amazing kisser U: Rebellious V : Not judgemental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Awesome kisser Z: Loved by everyone L: Very good kisser I: Has one of the best personalities ever S: Has a smile to die for A:Very good in the sheets

Wimp
You Are Occasionally a Wimp You're pretty tough in every day life. You don't back down easily. However, you can be a wimp at times, especially in stressful situations. You can be overwhelmed or intimidated or just plain scared when life gets rough. While these are natural reactions, you may want to face your fears a little more. Are You a Wimp?

I Did It :-)
I finally told my family that I want to move out. They really didn't take it that well, except that my mom somewhat did, but not my dad. At least I told them, right? Now, time for the next step....BRB!

Tax Increases
INTERESTING DATA JUST RECEIVED ON TAXES Spread the word..... This is something you should be aware of so you don't get blind-sided. This is really going to catch a lot of families off guard. It should make you worry. Proposed changes in taxes after 2008 General election: CAPITAL GAINS TAX MCCAIN 0% on home sales up to $500,000 per home (couples) McCain does not propose any change in existing home sales income tax. OBAMA 28% on profit from ALL home sales How does this affect you? If you sell your home and make a profit, you will pay 28% of your gain on taxes. If you are heading toward retirement and would like to down-size your home or move into a retirement community, 28% of the money you make from your home will go to taxes. This proposal will adversely affect the elderly who are counting on the income from their homes as part of their retirement income. DIVIDEND TAX MCCAIN 15% (no change) OBAMA 39.6%

Earthquakes
Oh wow...I think they should let me go home early today because of the earthquake. Ahh its good to feel "human" again. first earthquake in a highrise...felt okay because my grandpa bulit the buliding I am in....it was a big shaker in downtown la today =) they had to stop me from running to the stairs! yikes "We have just experienced an earthquake. The buildings are secured but numerous elevator banks are down. At this time there is no emergency evacuation mandated. We will advise as we receive more information." 1.9 2008/07/29 13:16:00 33.946N 117.799W 18.0 7 km ( 4 mi) SSE of Diamond Bar, CA 1.9 2008/07/29 13:13:20 33.940N 117.740W 14.4 4 km ( 3 mi) SSW of Chino Hills, CA 1.6 2008/07/29 13:04:28 33.883N 117.853W 13.6 0 km ( 0 mi) ENE of Placentia, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:57:32 33.950N 117.730W 11.4 3 km ( 2 mi) SSW of Chino Hills, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:53:59 33.921N 117.787W 15.5 4 km ( 2 mi) N of Yorba Linda, CA 1.4 2008/07/29 12:53:40 33.9

Blind Grl
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful

Gas
Well I am angry at the world today and just I feel negativity just bouncing off me...well my nicest boss in the world just came to me and gave me a GAS card for being such a good employee!!! Ahhhh he just made my day, and I love that they give out gas cards now instead of starbucks or target!! Smart thinking company----VCRRRROOOMMMMMM Still pissed at the world and everyone in it. Miss J~

Mrdiamond
Growing pains Broken chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt When life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity

Krazykrackerradio
Here at KKR we have the best DJS ever! DJ KRACKER,DJ RACKSTER,DJ CANADIAN ALLSTAR,DJ BIG BEAR,DJ REDNECK DISCIPLE (FOR GLORYLANDRADIO.COM)AS WELL WE ALSO HAVE PROMOTORKRIS,PROMOTOR MGR.MYSELF PROMOTORKITKAT PROMOTOR MGR.,AND PROMOTORLANNY THE DJS PLAY LOTTA GREAT TUNES,OF EVERY GENTRE,HOWEVER IT IS ALL CLEAN FAMILY ORIENTED RADIO STATION WEBSITE,WE HAVE A NICE CHATROOM AS WELL. SO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO TUNE IN AND JOIN US ALL HERE AT http://www.krazykrackerradio.com and http://www.glorylandradio.com as well. Thank Ya. PromotorKitKat KKR is the best Radio Station Website that you will ever have!! We have got the best DJ's -N- Promos Ever working harder and harder to bring you all the best tunes possible. We have a chatroom,also we have a game room and a arcade room where you can play games as you tune into www.krazykrackerradio.com We are also Looking for more DJS and Promos.so If you think that you would want t

♥lyrics♥
I see your momma, and the candles and tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle Now my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinking You know I want to say ‘em all just right I lift your vale, and angles start singing Such a heavenly sign Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floating in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in th

Bullsh*t
Ok so i got to a lvl 3 and now i got a saying right above that saying i wont lvl up or collect any points till I invite and get some friends to join I joined cuz my friends are on here what if i cant get anyone to join and dont leave me comments saying make up one and add it it wont work it cant be from the same computer so what do i do is this worth my time i like fubar dont get me wrong but i think its bullsh*t what do u think

We Are All Doomed
We are all Doomed!! Most of human kind is so preoccupied with killing each other to even notice! The day will come and soon I might add, when the seas and rivers will run red with blood, and the skies will split open and spill forth fire and brimstone, and the dead will raise to bury the living. Demons of hell will rip there way into our really to enslave those that are left, and there will not a damn thing we can do to stop it. The few of use who see the road our race is walking, and have tired to warn you, will be there will just one thing left to say before it all ends......"See I told you so!!!!"

Feeling Dark Today
Entering in spite of Rowes and Wades No hose and sink, unwanted yet chosen No lessons learned, but spiritually alert I think, I wonder, somewhere it was understood. See, Love is supposed to work Unconditional love, the love of a child How the hell, did we get so old, jaded and so cold? It's not designed to be this way I think deep down, we know. This world, our lives, so much to grasp Who played this false, stacked the deck? When was it stolen away in the night? Leaving a bloodless corpse in its stead. Crowds in life, and in our homes, so many It's hard to find ones self alone, isolated By familiar faces, once warm arms, hands, lips It is by this visage that one becomes abandoned Hearth, heart and home now become the other. I think the old toast, so old now, was prophecy For in it hearth has turned to 'Lofty timbers, the halls around are bare, echoing to our laughter, as though the dead were there'. I believe it was not to be this way Is it? Th

Screwing Up
so here we go I am not perfect and I know how to screw up things. I hurt the person that I love more than anything inthis world. I love her with all my heart and I went and messed that up.I let her down in a few ways too I never meant to and it isnt all my fault ut I still have to be a man and accept that I let her down. so I must now say that I am an asshole and that I hope that I didnt destroy everything with the woman that I hold dearest to me. I love her with all my heart and soul and It would destroy me if I lost her for good.

Loving You
My soul yearns for you Like a thirst that can't be quenched. My heart beats in rhythm With yours. Although miles separate us I feel your love Surrounding me like a mist Gathering me in. My mind filling With thoughts of us Wanting you now Needing you then. Knowing you're Always there Waiting for a word From my lips. My whisper Reaches out To your heart Gently loving you.

Being Grateful
for 25 years the grateful dead got together and played. i've been following the dead since i was 12. the year jerry died part me died too. after 350 + shows the music never stops. the fun i had touring around the us just to see the boys play was most interesting. most of the times i never had a ticket, but always managed to get in 1 way or another. jerry rest in peace and we all miss you

Earth
He is so much like a sky big, bright and open I am much like the Earth hidden, dark and quiet he showers me with praise, adoration hope and comfort like drops of rain each one a refreshing reminder of his love I can give nothing back to the sky dirt cannot do much but gradually, if the Earth is watered enough little by little maybe the trees and flowers and plants could grow into the sky and create a fragrance that is pleasing and the wind would sweep me off my feet like dust and maybe the Earth can touch the sky

Going Down
fort benning here i come!!!!!!!!! roflmao ga. will NOT be the same after i leave there. yeah im excited. a lot of reason to be. 1 i havent gone on a vacation in 19 years. well this isnt exactly one but shit its how im lookin at it. leavin the 19th and home on the 22nd. the 2nd reason as to why im all giddy happy go lucky is cause i get to see my son for the first time since june 16th 2008. we never been apart that long before and its been hard on both of us. talk about seperation anxiety. omg. even he feels it to. now today is sunday and usually he calls. however no call as of yet. its still early so i hope he will soon. i miss not hearing his voice. wednesday is turning green ceremony whatever that means but hell im not missing that for nothing. thursday is graduation and umm out processessing. or something like that. its so he can come home w/me. so fri we'll be home sometime and resting from the long drive sat. the following weekend hes gettin 2 bashes for busting his balls d

For The Hooker
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO MY HOOKER ISN'T SHE A HOTTIE HOOKER! GO AND SHOW THIS GIRL SOME LOVIN!! SHE'S ONE OF THE SWEETEST HOOKER'S YOU WILL EVER MEET! FAN/ADD/RATE/BLING/CRUSH THIS GIRL BECAUSE IT'S SO WORTH IT!! ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED TO YOU FROM HER!! TELL HER DIRRTY SENT YOU!! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR CLICK ON THE LINK AND GET TO LOVIN! HookerinAZ THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY ME!! DȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD**HeAd PrOmOtEr @ ViPeRs@ fubar

Holy Fuck
New to the website.. Seems cool so far! There are TONS of awsome people on here. Better then myspace sadly. Love it, thanks to every one who has added me, rated me you fucking rock! Send me some Jager whores... Get me trashed haha

Contest Starting Wednesday
I'm in a contest starting Wednesday and I expect some love from my FuFriends :) Look out for the bulletin with the link...BOMB ME!! ~ BLING CONTEST ~ I am hosting a Bling contest 1st - 70 credit bling pack 2nd - 25 credit bling pack 3rd - 12 credit bling pack ( minimum of 20k comments for 1st prize) and for the most rates over 200 will get a 12 credit bling pack Contest will start August 13th at noon Fu Time and end on September 3rd at noon Fu Time. Bombing family's are welcome and self bombing is encouraged. Send me (DJ OLDS) a private message to enter. I will take entries up till the start of contest. If there is any whineing u will be removed from contest and that includes DRAMA. Brought to you by .... ~DJ OLDS~Owned by Sparkeling deb~Shadow Leveler ~Owner of THE UNHOLY GRAIL @ fubar

Car Domain Websites
The very first one I'm listing is AutoLog.com. I've been on this site for a long while since I had the red 97 Cavalier. I'm still on here with the new car, but the old one is gone. I no longer own it, nor drive it since I got my new 5 speed 2002 Cavalier Z24. It's the only 5 speed they had left in Michigan from the time I went out to pick it up (Febuary 2008). Here is the link to my AutoLog page. Just type in the link on your browser to go to one of the following car domain pages. 1. AUTOLOG.COM PAGE/ EXTREME Z24 http://www.theautolog.com/profile.php?member=OmegaDragonLS&vehicle=6130 I'm also back on CarDomain again. I cleared my old vehicle info off & added my new info on here. 2. CAR DOMAIN.COM /EXTREME Z24 http://www.cardomain.com/ride/3103842 Here is the last car website I'm on. The one and only site where the GM vehicles are at. 3. J-BODY.ORG http://www.j-body.org/members/extremecavz24 These are all the car sites I'm on. All pics & mods w

Why
Why do i feel the way i do? I feel like im chasing dreams and not geting anywhere. i want to find who i am or was befor pain. there is one how i look to, to save me but lives not with me but in another state in the east. so much is runing through my mind and it all messes with me. I dont know wheather to be happy sad mad or kool with everything the old me would have known what to think say and do. well im off and ill see you all when im in a better mood.

Me Myself And I
on wednesday on aug. 13th, from 7:30pm to 10pm , my ex lover kept calling my home. not only did he call but he also text one of my sisters. he said to my sister (in texts)at first that i should answer the phone to him because im an adult. he couldn't take the hint that i didn't want anything to do with him. awhile later, he and his best friend began calling me offensive names. when my sis told him to go to his best friend, alby dissed me as a lover then said that his best friend whom is a male is a better lover then i. good to know. well why was he calling me for? does that make sense? nope it dont. dumbass. dude i wouldnt care what this guy has to say cuz he ruined all hope between he and i due to what he had done for the entire week of my b-day. 3 days before my b-day, he said that he was gonna spend my entire b-day with me, in bed. a day before my b-day, he and i got into a huge fight while i am at work, on my break. well... on my b-day the best friend named brian frias cal

Funny Stuff
Military Differences An Army grunt stands in the rain with a 35 lb. pack on his back and 15 lb. weapon in his hand, after having marched 12 miles, and says, "This is shit!" An Army Airborne Ranger stands in the rain with a 45 lb. pack on his back and a weapon in his hand, after having jumped from an airplane and marched 18 miles, and says with a smile, "This is good shit!" A Navy Seal lies in the mud, 55 lb. pack on his back, weapon in hand, after swimming 10 miles to shore, crawling through a swamp, and marching 25 miles at night past the enemy positions, says with a grin, "This really is great shit!" A Marine, up to his nose in the stinking, bug-infested mud of a swamp with a 65 lb. pack on his back and a weapon in both hands, after jumping from an aircraft at high altitude, into the ocean, swimming 12 miles to the shore, killing several alligators to enter the swamp, then crawling 30 miles through the brush to assault an enemy camp, says, "I love this shit!" An Air Fo

Readings
14 What shall it profit, my brethren, if a man say he hath faith, but hath not works? Shall faith be able to save him? 15 And if a brother or sister be naked and want daily food: 16 And one of you say to them: Go in peace, be ye warmed and filled; yet give them not those things that are necessary for the body, what shall it profit? 17 So faith also, if it have not works, is dead in itself. 18 But some man will say: Thou hast faith, and I have works. Show me thy faith without works; and I will show thee, by works, my faith. 19 Thou believest that there is one God. Thou dost well: the devils also believe and tremble. 20 But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead? 21 Was not Abraham our father justified by works, offering up Isaac his son upon the altar? 22 Seest thou that faith did cooperate with his works and by works faith was made perfect? 23 And the scripture was fulfilled, saying: Abraham believed God, and it was reputed to him to justice, and he was called the

From A To Z
From A to Z, In my mind you are all that i see, But i know you are too good for me, I realize there may just be a possibility, For our two hearts to flow free, My heart is as sturdy as the tallest tree, But the sound of your angels voice, Left my heart with no choice, For it chose you to be the one i want to see, To see the romance and love hidden with in me, To have honor-respect-and carring, Honesty-love-romance that we could be sharring, If you could be dearing, I know we will be fine, It would feel wonderful and devine, If i could find someone special just one time...

My 37th
My 37th Birthday is coming up and I have been thinking about my life. I never thought I would be alone, this far down the line. I thought I would still be with my first wife, rasining our son together, I would have a good paying job. Boy how wrong I was. Life throw me a curve ball or two, and I chocked. I have never in my life felt like I do now, I feel so unwanted it is unreal. I have given up on love altogether, its just that no one wants me, and if they do they most likely are just wanting for someone else to come along. My own family don't want me, not allowed to see my kids, I wont go into the ways and such right now. Just never thought it would be like this......"If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain the same?"........

Dead Poets And Their Great Works
On the 29th of January 1845, the New York Evening Mirror published for the first time Edgar Alan Poe's poem "The Raven". THE RAVEN Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my

Thoughts
THE EGO The ego is our sense of self-importance, how we feel about our bodies, our accomplishments and ourselves. Additionally, our occupations help to construct the ego. A healthy ego is well aware of its physical image,personal success and effect upon others. A mature person respects such things and does not flaunt them or abuse them. That person is also very much aware that authentic self-worth is based upon the ability to look beyond one's projected image and the willingness to contribute to something bigger than me. Such selflessness and charity actually nourish a mature person's self worth However, for many of us, the ego is a perpetual 2 year old that screams to be spooned fed with power, prestige and possessions. And fools that we are , we actually waste too much time chained to the ego's high chair trying to entertain and satisfy this spoiled child. We cave in to its temper tantrums and selfishly demand position and recognition. We jockey for center stage and the place of

Misc
Quote for the day: "Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her." So - if you give her crap, you will receive a bucket full of shit.

Let It Go
Let it go. The smashed word, broken open vow or oath cracked lengthwise. Let it go. It was sworn to go. Let them go. The truthful liars and the false fari friends and the both and neithers. You must let them go. They were sworn to go. Let ALL go. The big small middling, tall bigger really, the biggest and all things. Let all go. So comes love.

Blurr
The picture of him slowly fades away Its now a blur and my mind goes astray Slowly drifting further and further for me to touch My eyes can only see so much My feelings can only hold so much Why do I believe it will all be clear as he disappears? I don't want to forget I don't want to erase These feelings I have can't be replaced How much longer will it be Till you are all I can clearly see? I don't want him to just drift through my fingers I want him to leave a mark in my heart I want him to be mine and not just an emotionless blur!

Men Act A Certain Way
Men act a certain way, Most men lie 90% of their day, Some are out just to score a new lay, Some the next morning wont even stay, Some women act the same way, They wont even call you to say hey, They dont even think twice about you in the day, Its just most mens ways, A few would be there to stay, A few dont like to use for a lay, That is a awful game to play, There are a few, Whos hearts are true, That could bring happiness & joy to you, So dont stop your search my dear, Dont let lifes pain become your fear, there is someone out there who does care, Who are ready for their hearts to share, You just need to take the time and the dear, For when you find them you will make a great pair

Pain
Don't look in my eyes If you don't want to see pain Don't look for the sun Where there's only rain. Don't look into my heart For nothing is there Don't look inside me My soul is bare. I feel dead inside My love's not enough To keep the life we're living From being so rough. Sometimes I wish I could sleep And never awake Maybe it'd be better For everyones sake. No more sorrow No reasons to hide No more crying Or hurting inside. Just happiness and joy Peace and love Standing with our God In heaven above.

Democratic Morality
I believe the democrats have suddenly developed a keen sense of morality. John Edwards has been banned from making a speech at the democratic convention for having an affair and lying about it. In his place Bill Clinton will be speaking. What am I missing?

Lotus
Lotus flowers are amazing and have strong symbolic ties to many Asian religions especially throughout India. The lotus flower starts as a small flower down at the bottom of a pond in the mud and muck. It slowly grows up towards the waters surface continually moving towards the light. Once it come to the surface of the water the lotus flower begins to blossom and turn into a beautiful flower.

So True
I don't need a prince charming Like every other girl's dream He doesn't have to own a castle It's okay at least he loves me He doesn't have to rescue me on a white horse I'll make him into my own superman To rescue me whenever I'm lonely He doesn't have to be skinny,muscular, with the perfect tan He doesn't have to wear a crown As long as his eyes will only look at me Once a while, it wouldn't hurt If he could tell me we will always be He can be the most unperfect person As long as he will hold my hand In whatever situation I'm in To stand along my side and say he's my man

My Dreams With You
My dreams with you Have started to blossom - like morning lilies That miraculously bloom in the coldest dawn And the warmth of your firm body Daily holds me captive in this ember of sweet joy That never, ever dies. When the darkness comes sudden, It only sweeps through this land of fears And happily binds our bodies, Under the sparkling blue shadow Of the dazzling moonlight of August. Your embrace purges my heart Your soft midnight kisses fuel my passion To consummate the feral fantasies gleaming In your dreamy eyes – eyes that tell of my death, my birth, A precious new beginning, To die of immortal joy And never to want to live without it again.

Boredom...
Bored bored bored...I'm so freakin bored! So here are my thoughts....like you care... Can people read...more specifically..men...i clearly put on my profile for men not to message me...but NO...they see a female and bam...dick takes over...brains out the window...like most of them had any to begin with.... So yeah...I obviously like guys since I am married to one(who by the way is awesome in bed)...but I'm not on here to talk to other ones...I have all the dick I need or want...I am however extremely interested in talking to other chicks, since I am BI and that part of my life has a void. But of course, I sit here, bored out of my mind with random horn dogs complimenting me and trying to get their cyber freak on... IT AIN"T HAPPENIN' DUMBASSES!

Stuff About Me...
Stuff about me.... I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always

Just Feel So Left Out
There past several days have been very trying on me. I don't know if I am coming or going, I am very confused. I just want to hide under a rock and never come out. I hurt in so many ways. The physical pain I can deal with, well with help from my pain pills. I the mental pain is numbed by the pills I take for that. Its this fucking heart ache I can't get over, I just can't do nothing about it. I have tired and tired but it remains. Then there's the whole feeling left behind thing. God I am just so out of it. My head is no where near being screwed on. I go to bed every night and cry cause I am so lonely. I have tired to find someone, but no one wants me. I have only a couple of friends, in the real world that is, more online. No family, to talk to or get help from, they turned there backs on me a long time ago. I just don't know if I can do this anymore, I feel so left out of everything. I feel like everyone has wrote me off as a lose. I just want to be numb, instead of hurting all the t

Me
i jus got a few things to let off ma chest and i hope everyone reads dis and rates is well here it is i jus want peeps to kno if u is gonna be a friend u shouldnt start shit wit da person u r be friending cuz its jus wrong plus if u is suppose to be a gurl u shouldnt cheat on da guy fo any reason unless its payback i guess but not if they is not doin shit wrong

In The Eyes
Once while on a darkling sea a ship of fools sailed close to me. I saw aboard her men and maids lost in their dreams like waton shades. come up from hell to sail away across the brooding sea that day. i came about and came aboard for i would see this foolish horde of dreaming mortals not asleep yet still not wakened as the deep. slow moving tide of passion bore their ship like driftwood to the shore.of some far diistant land and climb where dreams are real and there is time, outside of time beyond the sweep of morn and eve and midnight deep. and as i stood i heard the call the deathless haunting siren call that there beacon and i knew my dreams where there and that they to could now be real as i had seen as in vision the serene face forever set apart who dwells within each human heart and with his brother never rules we lovers on our ship of fools.

Please!! Help Out My Good Friend Riskybusinessut !!!!!
Hey Please go to this link and Rate My Friend! I am tryin to Pimp him out! Lets see if we can help him win this Contest!!!! Please, Please, Please!! *Kisses*

My Babez Bday
hey everyone that is reading this .. hit up my woman DJ babez her birthday is coming up and i really would be happy if everyone show her some love.. she is the great woman i have ever know and i'm glad to be by herside so if u hit her up..i'll show some love back thanks heres her link... http://www.fubar.com/user/126992 hey to all my friends.. i'm in a bid of a need of something and i need anyones help i'm looking for a certin toy .. a superman toy .. any kind of superman toy my oldest boy been wanting one..and me and my babez went and looked everywhere we can think of and we couldn't find it any wheres so we need help we will pay back the total amount including postage pls contact me or babez ty porky

Wrestling
this sunday is unforgiven for those who are wrestling fans I AM ORDERING IT. I WOULD LIKE NO INTERUPTIONS LIKE LAST TIME I MISSED SOME OF SUMMERSLAM BUT IT CAME BACK ON AN HOUR LATER SO I GET TO WATCH IT TWICE SO NO DISTURBING ME AT THE HOURS 5PM TO MIDNIGHT OR I WIL HUNT YOU DOWN AND HURT YOU ( UNLESS ITS AN EMERGRGENCY) I AM A BIG WWE FAN TNA FAN AND I YELL AT MY TV. AND I EVEN CAT CALL THE DIVAS AND I SCREAM AT MY TV TOO SO THATS WHY I WANT NO INTERUPTIONS AT ALL NOT EVEN TXTING. I GET BITCHY IF I DO NOT WATCH MY DIVAS OR MY WRESTLING AT ALL ALSO MONDAY RAW AT 9PM TO 11 PM , TUES DAY ECW 10PM TO 11PM, THURSDAY TNA 9PM 10 11PM, and FRIDAY SMACKDOWN 8PM 10 10PM. I MIGHT TALK TO YOU BUT I MAY BE DROOLING OVER DIVAS HEHEH LIKE I AM RIGHT NOW WELL GOT TO GO WATCH MY WOMEN KICK SOME ASS i also play on my computer while watching wrestling so friends you can talk to me just not on sunday OK i like to keep my hands busy while i watch it... feel free to bug me JUST NOT SEXUAL I AM

My New Grand Daughter
about 4 months ago i had did a blog and asked for prayers for my grand daughter zoey because she was on life support well im going to show you all pic's of her then and now i want to thank you all for all the prayers that went out for her she is doing very well now... this was her then.. and this is her now how good 4 months and alot of prayers and what god can do shes a little stick of energy and joy thank you all....ladymoose760

My Blogs
True Love She sat him across from her, She looked him in the eye. "How much do you love me?" He said: "For you, I would die." She looked down at her hands, "Would you ever let me go?" His face turned very serious, And he responded with a "no." "What is this about?" He asked, The girl only shook her head, "Nothing, I was just curious," But he doubted in what she said. Three weeks after this though, She sat him down again, And softly she whispered, "Do you think there is a heaven?" He stared at her intently, Before opening his mouth to reply, "Yes, I believe there is..." He pointed to the sky. The girl seemed mostly satisfied, But her eyes held a sad light, She held his hand and kissed it, And he knew something wasn't right. "Baby tell me now please," What are you hiding from me?" She avoided looking at him, This wasn't going to be easy..... Five days later she found herself, Cradled in a hospital bed, Her boyfriend right next her, Gently kissing her fo

Mumm Haters
John Smith Jr. Online (Ballscaping) September 7, 2008 when i first came on fubar, i was Known as *BrokenAngel* CHANGE YOUR NAME AGAIN TO - BROKEN SENTENCE GRAMMAR ANGEL -------------------------------------------- John Smith Jr. Online (Ballscaping) September 7, 2008 Try "Anal Angel" or "Cry baby angel" --------------------------------------------

Stagnant Memories
stagnant memories --------------------------------- manipulated like the strings of street guitars and as beaten as the keys of unpolished pianos i've been wondering for a short forever if i am a fool long lost within time i have to ask you, is this going anywhere? --------------------------------- weeping for the fabrications born between the whispered romances recited to innocence deaf to the drunk and the tainted ill break porcelain shards beneath the pallid moon to piece together something durable and worthy of being held in your eyes and ill pluck the faeries from each breeze i swallow to make myself into something more important than those stickfigure whores you watch so closely. because i know you better than you think, love. --------------------------------- i'm not sure how much longer i can do this memorizing the lines of my notebook carelessly painted with ink littered with sapphire and so i'll ignite my memories with

In Memory Sept 11th
This has not been broken since 9/11/01 , please keep it going.. This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased. IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last tim e I'd hear y our voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say 'I love you,' instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I

Hurricane Ike
HOPE EVERYONE STAYS SAFE FROM THE HURRICANE.. WE ARE RIGHT IN THE PATH OF THE STORM IN TEXAS (ABOUT 2 HRS FROM WHERE IT WILL BE HITTING.. SO KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS THAT WE RIDE IT OUT SAFETLY!!! IM PRETTY NERVOUS!!!

My Personality
Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...ESFJ-The Provider Providers, a subgroup of the Guardians, take it upon themselves to arrange for the health and welfare of those in their care, as well as being quite sociable. Wherever they go, Providers take up the role of social contributor, happily giving their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, that traditions are supported and developed, and that social functions are a success. Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them rather self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Because of this Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and will work most effectively when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the service they give to others. This is not to say that Providers are afraid to express their own emotional reactions. T

Making New Friends
My friend was on here once,(went by Calient1..LOL.) and told me that this site was fun, and a little addicting. I see what he means, but to some disappointment, I thought I would meet more people in my area. I enjoy talking to the people here, but I wonder what is the real point of this site. Some of the people here act like this is High-school all over again, and others really enjoy just talking to people, but I'm starting to not like how odd some people can be here. Some are quick to build a friends list, but never contact you at random. You can drop them a line one day, but the next time they don't respond. I try to make it a point to go to friends pages and be a little social. My boy said he used to get a lot of friend request and talk to a lot of people online. He said that he even talked to some people on Yahoo IM and even over the phone. I guess I haven't been here long enough to get that kind of love. What does it take? So here it is. The social experiment proves my the

Fed Up
ok here is the dealthere is a point in time where you just stop caring, at this point i dont care weather i live or die at least i know i would be alone as i was through my life im tired of having fake ass people in my life (this doesnt mean you krystal) tired of people thinking they know me and acting like they care about me, tired of feeling alone just all around tired, hate the stress im under, to those that know me i love you all and to those that done straight up fuck you all i dont care if you wanna get to know me or not dont care if you dont wanna know me but whatever it all boils down to im tired of my bullshit life with no 1 to walk with but myself

Funeral For A Friend
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flakey at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived b y his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dou

Kids
When people have babies they need to get all they could learn when they starts from the top then go when they can start school then do something that's your suppose to do when u have two . Then they come home and always want to eat something because school don't usually have anything good toeat but then they will be there homework. Then get ready for dinner then they will have to clean up every thing afterward The End

Star Bombers
WE ARE A BRAND NEW BOMBING FAMILY AS YOU SEE WE DO NOT HAVE ALOT OF MEMBERS YET. WE WANT TO HELP PPL THAT REALLY NEED IT AND ARE 20K OR LESS FROM LEVELING. WE ARE RESPECTFUL TO ALL FUBARIANS. SO IF YOU NEED HELP LEVELING OR YOU WANT TO JOIN A NEW FAMILY JUST PRIVATE MESSAGE THIS PAGE OR DRUNKINIRISHGIRL AND WE WILL GET STARTED ON WHATEVER IT IS YOU NEED!!! okay for all current members we need to fan out and start adding new people if you find someone that would like to join or needs leveled private message me with who it is. once we are in a position to really start bombing people hard we will post them in our profile comments so that everyone knows who is getting bombed. remember if we do not add people to our family we will never grow and be successful so get out there have fun and get us some new members! much love drunkinirishgirl

Interesting Info
THIS IS SO REAL, MAKES YOU THINK TWICE A friend sent this to me. It's been said that God first separated the salt water from the fresh, made dry land, planted a garden, made animals and fish... all before making a human. He made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best & more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners... God left us a great clue as to what foods help what part of our body! God's Pharmacy! Amazing! A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes. A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart has four chambers and is red. All of the research shows tomatoes are loaded with lycopine and are indeed pure heart and blood food. Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research to

Broken Shell
Quietly A searching sun An unraveling tome and just a little swing dancing from some beyond weatherd future a crystal calling some stone work fence struggling with solitude and another Egg McMuffin stoic formula crossing into ether that frown swallows the night and calls the day forever and yet these sunny side eggs are far too overdone

The Treasure
a treasure waits bound in devotion chained in heart eyes cast downward yet her spirit rises the lock turns Master greets with just a touch of hand against cheek a kiss, tender on insatiable lips HIS hands delight to curve of bare flesh, heat of her need and damp desire she yields willingly to HIS command it pleases her to give completely heart, soul, and body knowing she is cherished honored, and respected

This How I Feel About My Daughter
In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero. I am strong an' wise, And I know no fear. But the truth is plain to see: She was sent to rescue me, I see who I wanna be, in my daughter's eyes. In my daughter's eyes, everyone is equal, Darkness turns to light, And the world is at peace. This miracle God gave to me, Gives me strength when I am weak. I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes. An' when she wraps her hand around my finger, Oh, it puts a smile in my heart. Everything becomes a little clearer. I realise what life is all about. It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough; It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up. I've seen the light: it's in my daughter's eyes. In my daughter's eyes, I can see the future. A reflection of who I am, An' what will be. An' though she'll grow an', some day, leave: Maybe raise a family, When I'm gone, I hope you'll see, How happy she made me, For I'll be there, in my daughter's eyes

♣รภ๏๏кเє♣
This is a beautiful story... I felt that I should post it... I hope you enjoy it as much as I do Snookie I hired a plumber to help me restore an old farmhouse, and after he had just finished a rough first day on the job, a flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric drill quit, and his ancient one ton truck refused to start. While I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving, he invited me in to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation. His face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his two small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterward he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. 'Oh, that's my trouble tree,' he replied. 'I know I can't help having troubles on t

Wishes
HAPPINESS- From deep down inside. SUCCESS- In each phase of your life. DELIGHT- With each and every surprise. FRIENDSHIP-With close and caring friends. SPECIAL MEMORIES- That will last forever. LOVE- That never ends. A BRIGHT TODAY- with much to look forward to. A PATH- that leads you to tomorrow. DREAMS- that I hope one day come true. AND APPRECIATION- for all the wonderful things About you

Free Fall
Standing on the edge Discovering fears deep inside The swirling abyss lies before me. Beckoning, Taunting, Calling my name. Slowly moving forward, Hanging on with both hands, my eyes closed. Afraid to slip, Afraid to see. A leap of faith: Plunging into the unknown. Total release. Complete surrender. Flying free. Falling fast. No holding back. Knowing you’ll be there to catch me.

Manly!!!
Brokeback Mountain self test 1. If you are over thirty and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a Flaaaaming homo. A cat is like a dog, but gay - it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed. And just think about how you call a dog... "Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here, Killer!" Now think about how you call a cat... "Bun-bun, come to daddy, snookums!" Jeeezus, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks on bar-b-que ribs, crab claws, raw oysters, crawfish guts, pickled pigs feet, or tits. Anything else and you are in training to suck El Dicko and undeniably a f

Wv Cop "gets The Gas"
A West Virginia man who police said passed gas and fanned it toward a patrolman has been charged with battery on a police officer. Jose A. Cruz, 34, of Clarksburg, was pulled over early Tuesday for driving without headlights, police said. According to the criminal complaint, Cruz smelled of alcohol, had slurred speech and failed three field sobriety tests before he was handcuffed and taken to a police station for a breathalyzer test. As Patrolman T.E. Parsons prepared the machine, Cruz scooted his chair toward Parsons, lifted his leg and ``passed gas loudly,'' the complaint said. Cruz, according to complaint, then fanned the gas toward the officer. ``The gas was very odorous and created contact of an insulting or provoking nature with Patrolman Parsons,'' the complaint alleged. He was also charged with driving under the influence, driving without headlights and two counts of obstruction. Cruz acknowledged passing gas, but said he didn't move his chair toward the offic

Remembrance
Today I was given grave news... I was informed that one of my fu-friends had passed away... and then I was told that not one but two of them had passed. Normally this wouldn't have much impact on me, but they weren't just any fu-friends, these were people that I had gotten to know so well they became a part of my family. I talked to them on a regular basis... I care for them... which is certainly no small feat for me. I would have done anything for them. I had even loved them with that frozen heart of mine that so many people have spent decades trying to melt away the layers... I would have done anything for them, and I'd still give anything to have just one more moment with each of them, perhaps one day I will have that chance again. At any rate, even though I know it's fruitless to be posting this for them since they won't be able to see it, I want it to be known... Whitney and Jaymee... you will both be missed greatly and you were and are both loved.

Election
To All My Friends, this is long, but very important, please take the time to read it. This election has me very worried. So many things to consider. About a year ago I would have voted for Obama. I have changed my mind three times since than. I watch all the news channels, jumping from one to another. I must say this drives my husband crazy. But, I feel if you view MSNBC, CNN, and Fox News, you might get some middle ground to work with. About six months ago, I started thinking "where did the money come from for Obama". I have four daughters who went to College, and we were middle class, and money was tight. We (including my girls) worked hard and there were lots of student loans. I started looking into Obama's life. Around 1979 Obama started college at Occidental in California . He is very open about his two years at Occidental, he tried all kinds of drugs and was wasting his time but, even though he had a brilliant mind, did not apply himself to his studi

Sadddd
can you believe my brother has elected to have nothing to do with me since we have different political views...I think this is stupid! DAMMM It in the last few weeks I have lost $9,900 in the stock market and it is still dropping..OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG now I have a big problem with the situation taking place all over the world now not just in usa.... ahhhhhhhhh

“war On Terror” To War On American Citizens
http://www. prisonplanet. com/thousands-of-troops-are-deployed-on-us-streets-ready-to-carry-out-crowd-control. html Thousands of Troops Are Deployed on U.S. Streets Ready to Carry Out “Crowd Control” Naomi Wolf AlterNet Thursday, October 9, 2008 Background: the First Brigade of the Third Infantry Division, three to four thousand soldiers, has been deployed in the United States as of October 1. Their stated mission is the form of crowd control they practiced in Iraq, subduing “unruly individuals,” and the management of a national emergency. I am in Seattle and heard from the brother of one of the soldiers that they are engaged in exercises now. Amy Goodman reported that an Army spokesperson confirmed that they will have access to lethal and non lethal crowd control technologies and tanks. George Bush struck down Posse Comitatus, thus making it legal for military to patrol the U.S. He has also legally established that in the “War on Terror

Lounge Invites
this lounge is real fun if you want to make new friends and like rock music or any kind this place is for you please have fun joining this lounge and gods bless you here is the link to the lounge http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55331 cya there oh i give thanks to dj sirius black for creating this lounge and a shout out to my fam on AOD YOU RAWK KEEP ROCKIN TILL THE SUN IS DROPPIN!! and please repost (repost of original by 'destroyer of souls mess with me you DIE!! RULER OF THE UNDERWORLD!!' on '2008-10-12 16:17:12')

No To The Bs
Obama, I am a 34 conservative white male. I have followed your campaign closely, including the speeches you and others made at the democratic national convention. I am respectfully providing you with seven simple (probably shallow) reasons why I could never vote for you. I believe my opinion is shared by many people. While there may not be quite enough to prevent you from becoming president of this nation, I do think there is an awakening to the fact that you are not a (the) messiah that the media and liberal Hollywood entertainers are trying to portray you. 1. I hear your mantra of change, change, change. Yet, you picked a long term, liberal, Washington insider (Joe Bidden) to be your running mate. This is NOT change. It is a move that hypocritically refutes the very thing you supposedly stand for. Your campaign then slammed McCain for picking Sarah Palin, apparently, because she is NOT a Washington insider. She is a maverick who cleaned-up Alaska 's quagmire of politica

Midnight Wolf
Pull of the blood red moon I lay in bed released and calm The darkness enveloping me The calling whispers pulling at my desire Til a spark then flame Turn into a fire I toss and turn as pleasure peaks As the hunger then awakens and starts to seek I awake shaken The darkness of the night calls I struggle to get out of bed and fall Tears course down my cheeks for i am just to weak My head pulls back of its own accord All i can think is not yet Please lord! My eyes flash as the hunger and craving unleash Pain explodes through my mind FANGS bared and looking for just one weak soul in the masses ~midnight wolf~

Watch Out Ladies
Share with your sisters, daughters, nieces, mothers, and female friends. This Incident has been confirmed. In Katy , TX A man came over and offered his services as a painter to a female putting gas in her car and left his card. She said no,but accepted his card out of kindness and got in the car. The man then got into a car driven by another gentleman. As the lady left the service station, she saw the men following her out of the station at the same time. Almost immediately, she started to feel dizzy and could not catch her breath. She tried to open the window and realized that the odor was on her hand; the same hand which accepted the card from the gentleman at the gas station. She then noticed the men were immediately behind her and she felt she needed to do something at that moment. She drove into the first driveway and began to honk her horn repeatedly to ask for help. The men drove away but the lady still felt pretty bad for several minutes afte

Updates
Well a couple of weeks ago my cd-rom just disappeared off my laptop, so today thanks to a very dear friends we took it into the shop so they can try and fix it. It could be that my cd-rom is bad or that there is something wrong with my motherboard, i might have it back next friday they are suppost to call me Monday or Tuesday to let me know what's wrong with it. My very dear friends left me his comptuer to use while mine is in the shop but he doesn't have the same system that i do so this is going to be fun for the next week or so, but at least i can still get online and talk to all of those who are dear to my heart. I am starting to make changes in my life. Two years ago i was approved for disablity, but it doesn't pay the bills very well becasue I am young and haven't worked a lot since I was 16. So now I am out looking for a job so i can get off disablity and take care of my family. i have my degree in web design and i am searching for a job that will allow me to use my degree.

Loving
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. -

Grandson
Malachi your the apple of Nan's eye your my wee treasure i love you little man your personality is a special one and no one can replace you ever. I love how we share in so much together its memories nan will always have. Your love for Nan shines and we have to so much fun together ,we cuddle on a night and Nan whisper's sweet things in your ear, you listen and most of all you know your loved. Your chatter is always a pleasure to hear ,and the way you come to always kiss and cuddle Nan before you go to bed its special..And the fun we have baking that chocolate cake how you wait right till its iced then always true to form in goes ya hand to a corner and takes your chunk before its even cut lol I love you precious one' never forget that...

Morphing Web Sites
Im really curious about all the really cool morphing pics of people on this site and I was wondering if anyone would like to reccomend a web site that does that stuff. (i.e. pic of me 'morphing' into a sexy vampire...or a fairy...etc) Thanks so much! xoxoxoxo ;)

Left Lan Scragglers... Move Over!!!
First let me say this, if you, the person reading this, is a left lane hog monkey, move the fuck over when I am on your tail. It's quite simple, if I am right on your tail, that should be a good indication that I want you to move over so I can speed my way to where I am going. I am sick and tired of left lane hog monkeys "cruising" in the left hand lane. It doesn't matter the road, there are jackasses on every single one of them. When I am on your tail in my BMW M5, that means get the fuck over.. I want to go faster than you in your piece of shit car. The left hand lane is for passing only. Yes, I can stay in the left hand land and you cannot... why? Because I am passing everyone. Fuck you if you think you can limit my speed by sitting in the left hand lane. I am not tailing you to race you. My 500HP beast would smoke you.... I'm tailing you so you get the hint that it's time to move over. And brake checking... listen motherfuckers, my brakes work much, much better than yo

Random Weirdnicity
I love you new friend! Being pathetic works! Yes! Why am I here? Frankly, because an incredibly sexy woman I know sent me an email that said "Join Me!". Hmmm. I'm friggin' easy aren't I? This seems interesting I suppose. I'm having a hard time understanding the purpose, but that's to be expected. Someone be my friend for Christ's sake! I feel like a loser! lol Ah well.

Who Are You
“WHO ARE YOU?” James Ivan Vincent! “WHAT DO YOU WANT?” Nothing and everything! “WHOM DO YOU SERVE?” No one! “AND WHO DO YOU TRUST?” Only thy self! “WHO ARE YOU?” I am James Ivan Vincent Raper of Queens Lover of Whores Murder of Angels Slayer of Daemons! Anything else you’d like to know?

Getting Shit Straight
I know i am not a perfect person, i have made some mistakes that i'm not proud of, and i have hurt the people that i love the most. I know if i could go back and change what i did i would but i can't. I have to live with it for the rest of my life, but I am not gona let that get me down, i have a child that i have to raise, I have responsibilities that i have to take care of,I know i may have acted like a child sometimes, but who doesn't. We all have our demons that we have to live with, some more than others i give you that, but there is no reason why we can't face them on our own or with some one, it makes no difference, but it's always better to face them with some one that you love. Now for some odd reason i have three loves in my life, one is my little girl, two is her mother, and three is my one true love,and bestfriend Chelsea Rose Jabboori. I have messed up both of those relationships because of stupid choices on my part, I cheated, I was an asshole,and i did everything wrong.I

Hail Hail Thighs!!!
This is a poem, in praise of her thighs They guard the gates of a woman's surprise They're soft and smooth as a babies behind Oh what a wonderful, happy design! And joined at the top to a tight shapely ass Both women and men will watch as they pass Yes, thighs are the road to my favorite desert When nicely framed by a tight little skirt But the skirt is a wrapping she smiles and removes It's one of the things that a lack of improves The thighs are a road-sign that point out the spot Where a kiss and a touch make her wiggle a lot When parted with care to expose her flower They're pleasant to see with their beauty and power Then when they wrap, and lock 'round my back They keep me from slipping at all out her crack Now we are done, and the last thing I say "Praise be to thighs: they just made my day!"

Lost Loved Ones
ELEVEN YEARS AGO ON MY TENTH BIRTHDAY SOMEONE VERY SPECIA TO ME PAST AWAY AND THAT WAS MY GREAT GRANDFATHER..HE WAS A LOVING WIDOW'D FATHER TO MY GRANDMOTHER AND GREAT UNCLE AND A LOVING GRANDFATHER TO MY MOTHER AND AUNT AND A LOVING GREAT GRANDFATHER TO ME AND THE REST OF THE GREAT GRANDKIDS.... I AM WRITING THIS TO SAFELY SAY THAT AFTER 11 YEARS OF GREIVING I AM FINALLY OVER THE LOSS OF SUCH A GREAT MAN WHO DID SUCH GREAT THINGS FOR THOSE AROUND HIM.... R.I.P PAPA

Shattered
In a way, I need a change From this burnout scene Another time, another town, another everything But it's always back to you Stumble out in the night From the pouring rain Made the block, sat and thought There's more I need It's always back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I always turn the car around I had no idea that the night Would take so damn long Took it out, on the street While the rain still falls Push me back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I al

Sinners Lust
sinners lust The light catches your soft silk skin as you lift your top. You revealed your perfectly tanned back, showing me the dark pointed cross. My eyes follows the curves of your firm breasts, running down to your pierced belly, and then more. I close my eyes ashamed as I dropped my head to the ground. You torment me with your angelic beauty, your soft hands accidentily rubbing against mine. You break me into pieces as my minds eye replays every second of you. wishing to kiss you all over. To make love to you in the cold night. But allas. I know this will never happen. I look to the heavens and ask for forgiveness as thoughts run through my mind, while you smile at me. Seductivly. Because in my soul I know, that in my mind I have raped you, used you, and stripped you of your innocence to fill my thirst. My feelings towards you is not love, or friendship. My feelings towards you is pure lust!

Stuff
A Hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ev er good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some Haters. That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else. If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right? You never know what people have gone through to get what they have. The problem I have with Haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too! We've all got some Haters among us! Some people

Dr
I hate it when physicians call me from the OR. it is like ummm shouldnt you be paying attention to your patient under anesthesia.....*guess not* now i have a silly headache from those annoying noises...beep --beep---beep...URGHHHH

Arty =)
Obsession by The Human League You are an obsession I cannot sleep I am your possession Unopened at your feet There's no balance No equality Be still I will not accept defeat I will have you Yes, I will have you I will find a way and I will have you Like a butterfly A wild butterly I will collect you and capture you CHORUS: You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me I feed you I drink you My day and my night I need you I need you By sun or candlelight You protest You want to leave Stay Oh, there's no alternative Your face appears again I see the beauty there But I see danger Stranger beware A circumstance In your naked dreams Your affection is not what it seems CHORUS My fantasy has turned to madness And all my goodness Has turned to badness My n

Hold Me Close
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone.

Music
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, And that's all I do Just don't deny it Don't try and fight this and deal with it, it's just part of it. If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cuz I swear, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting buried in this place I've got no room your in my face Don't say anything just go away!! If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cuz I swear, I don't care (Not changing everything) (you won't be there for me) X2 If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cuz I swear, I don't care If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind I don't

Bad Juju
"Piet... Omuloria Ojirun Osseriav... Piet.. Myancor uriogi fyronus... Piet... MMMmmmmm." Vala chanted the Ancient words from the heavy leather-bound book without fully understanding them. The spell was more complex than any she'd tried before. She wasn't supposed to have this book, having "borrowed" it from the coven library even though novices weren't even supposed to look at it. She'd gotten over the fear of being naked and alone in the unlocked boiler room of her apartment building. None of the other student residents had stayed in town this long weekend, and the landlord only showed up after the fourth phoned-in complaint. Nonetheless, it had taken her some time to relax, and longer still to summon the courage to start. Now, however, she was fully committed, and the mounting pleasure threatened to interrupt her incantation. "Piet... ahhhh... Omuloria Ojirun Osseriav... Piet. .mmmmMMMMM Myancor uriogi fyronus... Piet... nnssss.." She knelt, knees apart, legs and feet lined up

Twas The Night Before Elections
'Twas the night before elections And all through the town Tempers were flaring Emotions all up and down! I, in my bathrobe With a cat in my lap Had cut off the TV Tired of political crap. When all of a sudden There arose such a noise I peered out of my window Saw Obama and his boys They had come for my wallet They wanted my pay To give to the others Who had not worked a day! He snatched up my money And quick as a wink Jumped back on his bandwagon As I gagged from the stink He then rallied his henchmen Who were pulling his cart I could tell they were out To tear my country apart! " On Fannie, on Freddie, On Biden and Ayers! On Acorn, On Pelosi" He screamed at the pairs! They took off for his cause And as he flew out of sight I heard him laugh at the nation Who wouldn't stand up and fight! So I leave you to think On this one final note- IF YOU DONT WANT SOCIALISM GET OUT AND VOTE!!!!

Deception
What do you consider the ultimate deception? Would it be to have been in a relationship for 5 years to find out that you were cheated on? Or to have been in that relationship to find out that the person you trusted most, was a child molester? That he had cheated on you with his own children? How does one get past the bitter feelings created by this? I can't even begin to describe the hatred and bitterness. Maybe if he wasn't still free to prey on small children it would be easier to get over. Yet there he is, making up stories to entice young girls and women with young girls. Lining up his next victim. And there will be another, it's just a matter of time.

Why I Wont Vote For Obama
Sen. Obama seems like a nice enough person, but so many things just don't add up to his making a good President of the United States. Here are a few reasons I cannot support him and maybe you will feel the same way(?). 1. It is mathematically impossible for 95% of Americans to receive the tax break that Sen. Obama keeps touting. Currently, 95% of Americans do not pay federal income taxes. Only 62% of Americans pay federal income taxes. So, if 95% of Americans are to receive some sort of “tax break,” that actually means upwards of 35% of Americans will receive a hand out, not an actual tax break. And, who will foot that “bill?” Americans that actually have to pay taxes—like you and me. 2. Sen. Obama’s tax increases are only supposed to affect the rich, which he has referred to as those making over $250,000 a year. Those of you making $250,000 annually, ask yourselves if you feel rich. Even if you don’t feel rich you may be considered rich because this number keeps coming down. Sen

My Rants...
I just got back from driving my kids to school... As I drove through the center of town, the street was lined with cars since it is Election Day... I find it so sad that all these people rush & scurry to place their vote for the candidate that they feel is deserving of holding office... I find it sad because these people actually think their vote matters... Not these days.... It was predetermined that Obama will be our next president... McCain & Hillary are merely pawns to make the game look good... Others like Ron Paul run hoping to make a difference... Take a look back a few years to another election that turned into a circus with recounts & a big to do about who actually got the votes... That election involved our beloved current president.... Most people know that he really didn't win that election... But he still got placed at the head of our country... And just look at what has happened since... Our country has gone to shit & here we are bordering on another depression....

Love Me When It Hurts
Can you take me telling you the truth When I know the situation is shadiest But my girl, will you... Believe when I say I knew that you be tripping So I slept out in my ride in the driveway So before we get into the things that we shouldn't do I'm a need your undivided attention Cause it's fantasies and reality Baby which one are we living in, oh When it hurts, will we still be The same two lovers All over each other When it hurts, will we still see What we got together Promise that we'll never Never ever be Temporary (Not Another) Ordinary (Uh uh) We should change people's definition of love So forget what you heard The only way that this will work Is if you love me when it hurts Can you love when it hurts I don't wanna blend in With every other relationship that be falling in and out girl (Not us) I knew that I tripped Cause every time we argued I think about having someone on the side girl So before we get into the thin

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Synergy
Well i guess people don't change and the fact people still are two timing assholes you see i was dating SYNERGY for a month till just yesterday i called Bruce aka SYNERGY anyways he hung up on me knowing be hold the asshole texted me told me he is dating one of his close friends named Bekah and i had a feeling they were fooling around because he was comfortable naked and she wanted to get laid by him and kept resureing me he wasn't fooling around with Bekah but he was he always told me he isn't a coward when it comes to anything Bruce if you read or any of your friends read this you broke my heart and you are a coldhearted,lyer,coward and a 2 timeing asshole that needs to grow the fuck up and be a man. Hope you to dear god one of these days you will know how it feel to get your heart broken your a COLDHEARTED ASSHOLE!!!!

Why,why,why......
Why is that everytime you go to someone's profile in their picture section they always have a file that says something bla,bla,bla.....whatever the title is and then it says "don't bother asking to view" or some bullshit thing like that. If no one is allowed to view the god damn file then why do you have it in your profile to begin with???? i have yet to understand it.....i know i have better things to do with my day, but that just urks me....

8 Places To Get A Quickie!!
Time is of the essence, but you and your guy or girl want to find a spot where you can get a couple of quick pumps in before you have to get back to whatever it is you were going to do. Why ruin everything by heading to a safe place when you can do it right where you are? If you use a drop of discretion, quickies can be more fun and exciting than you ever thought possible. Here, now, are eight locations for a quickie. Next time your blood runs heavy below the waist, grind your girl in one of these quickie spots. 1- Elevator An elevator is high on our list of eight locations for a quickie, although going up or down several floors isn't usually sufficient time to get off. We recommend you stall the elevator (given that you don't trigger any alarms by doing so, unless you enjoy getting caught), penetrate, and when you're done and let the elevator run again, don't exit from the main floor. Ideal position: Upright wheelbarrow (with her facing the wall, hold her up by her thi

Home Sick
GIVEING OUT NSFW SALUTES TODAY WHAO WANTS ONE TODAY IS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS . I MISS MY HOME IN LAWTON, OK REALLY BAD. I KNOW THAT LEAVING TO COME TO OREGAN TO BE CLOSE TO MY LITTLE GIRL WAS THE BEST THING FOR ME BUT I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS. I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS AND HAVE MET LIKE TO PEOPLE WHO R REALLY COOL BUT AT HOME I HAD AT LEAST 50 CLOSE FRIENDS I GUESS I JUST GOT TO DEAL WITH IT

Life
Is life a contest that everyone is involved in? If so...why is the outcome the same for us all? Does it make a difference who's at the top or the bottom of a status quote, or is life just one big enevitable story that we play roles in? Whats your thoughts?

Two Great Ladies!!
THESE TWO LADIES ARE TWO OF THE NICEST PEOPLE ON THE FU. STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF FU LOVE BY FANNING,ADDING,RATEING THEM AND IF YOUR FEELING EXTRA NICE DROP A BLING OR TWO ON THEM FIRST THEIR PICS, THEN THEIR LINKS TO THEIR PROFILES *************** HEAVEN *************** AND LIFES A BEACH *************** HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THEIR PROFILES LIFES A BEACH ~Life's a Beach & I'm Just Tanning aka:Barefoot Babydoll®"~The Official Fu Mermaid®~@ fubar HERE'S HEAVENS ~*ღHeavenღ*~Owned by the sexy Life's A Beach@ fubar ***************

Kisses
Kisses kisses kisses all i want are kisses to press your lips to mine to kiss your colored lips of wine kisses kisses kisses all i want are kisses our lips together as one teasing your lips in fun kisses kisses kisses all i want are kisses the taste of you to linger on my tongue, yum!!

Please Help Me Out:
I need some serious help yall!This is what i keep getting in my inbox mail... You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher than level 10 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to a higher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubar Bible section on salutes. Please help me out,it's greatly appreciated.I al really tired of getting this freaking message every time i turn around. Thank you in advance,have a great and bless day. Brandy

Call Me Now Im Waiting I Wanta Turn You On Baby
PLEASE COME CHECK ME OUT AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON MORE PICS OF ME AND U CAN HAVE A CHANCE TO HEAR ME PLAY WITH MY WETT PUSSY IF IM NOT AVAIBLE MAKE LEAVE A MESSAGE AND MAKE ARRAGMENTS TO CALL ME BABY http://www.niteflirt.com/Sweet Ashley

The Dance Of Terror
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Goofygirl
Okay, so I have NO clue as to what in the heck I'm doing on this..LOL.. WOW so usually my personal life has always been off limits, but I guess this time, I'm going to make an exception..lol..Why is it that society dictates how we live our lives? I really don't understand that being I was raised to believe that YOUR life is YOURS to live and not anyone else.I truly believed that up until just recently. I was shown different. It was a true awakening for me as I defy that belief and continue to live for ME and only to be called selfish. Whatever happened to true happiness? True self worth? Morals? Honesty? Where did that go? I don't think I can wrap my brain around how internet can satisfy all of these. Trust me on this, I have tried that. It was a temporary fix. A short term comfort. I guess I'm just old fashioned as to the ways I view life in general. Don't get me wrong, I am open minded to a point, but seriously am I the only one that thinks this?

7th Doing It Again
Auction start Monday 12/1 9pm est and Auction ends Wed 12/3 9pm est. 15k To Enter Payable to 7th Circle of Hell. Click here if u want to enter auction. Click me to Enter 7th Circle of Hell Please send your pic and what u offer in fumail to Mandie.. I will make ur tag..NO SB...Make sure it is in my fu mail or it will not be made ty...

My Life
well its just the same ol stuff just a different day i am really looking forward to getting on with my move and living it up a little... just not sure i can do it without my daughter..... any thoughts..

Fucking Wow..
So my life is at an all time low this week. Monday started off with me waking up from the emergency room because I got some bunk ecstasy filled with mascaline and all kinds of other crap..mostly meth (YAY..not.) Well I end up getting out of there and decide to go see my mom because she only has a couple of days left..get there at about 1 or so, but its too fucking late anyways she passed away 10 minutes before I got there. I can't even cry at this point, I've killed my emotions so badly, I'm numb as hell and I sit there staring at her for about an hour. By that time I'm crying uncontorlably..all of it hits me at once and I can't even breathe. I try to calm down as the people come in to take her body out but it doesn't help..so I look in my pocket and chew up my last e-tab..luckily not one of the bunk ones from the night before. Stupid right?? You don't have to tell me I already know how dumb I was. I was on a mission and didn't care what happened to me at that time. So a few hours pass

Bad Conversationist
It seems like people nowadays are getting very difficult to deal with (now im not talking about anyone in particular......okay maybe i am, but chances are this is not about you). Even talk to for that matter. Now i say this because when i talk to some people via text message, or instant messenger, or email they only give you one word answers.....and by that i mean answers like ya, na, lol (or any variations of), nm u, o i c, nice, or things like that. Basically close ended answers to which you cannot reply to without changing the subject. See it wouldn't be so frustrating if they didn't want to talk that second now that is understandable, but what's worse is they get mad when you don't reply back or stop you talking to them!!!!! If the one word answers are not frustrating enough, what you talk to people about is just as bad. Now no im not saying the only thing that people should talk to me about is sex or nudity or whatever, im not saying that at all. Im saying that there ar

Me
when he loves a princess and she walks away he works harder eats less sleeps unsoundly he checks the time more frequently to see her picture in his watch he mumbles more as if talking to someone long ago or far away he looks at his cell phone hoping its her he stares at the stars and wonders if shes thinking of him as he thinks of her he loses a lot of conversations as his mind drifts to a time when the world was right he exsists cause without her he damn sure aint livin and he hopes in his heart she is not suffering what he is cause he wouldnt wish this pain on his worst enemy he sure isnt wishing it on the woman he still loves, the woman who became his best friend he mourns his own foolishness, he mourns the loss of his heart what else can a cowboy do when he loses his princess, his love, his life

Up Inside U
When we look up inside ourselves only to find that the looking glasses no longer reflect what we had hoped to still see instead a stilted view... of what is no longer there What we had allowed others to borrow, taken what should not have been removed. The intangible us, that we alone know is amiss. apart from ourselves almost unnoticed Bonded in layers of tissue paper, what we once knew was familiar still. Feral from the outset, on a shelf swallowed in dust. that which has slipped into sleep Unaware it was supposed to remain intact, dismantled by the sirens steady through the nite. something them, they could not possibly feel. what we should have known to protect.

Number 1 Club
Come join my Pic Club - The #1 Club! This was an idea my ex and I wanted to try, a photo album of all our friends flipping off the camera. And Fubar is the perfect place to set it up! If you want to join you will need to have a salute; rate/fan me, send me a pic of you giving the bird, the name you want on the card, your zodiac sign, your favorite drink, and your male/female preference. If you want to add to or change any of the info please include it. Come join my Pic Club - The #1 Club! This was an idea my ex and I wanted to try, a photo album of all our friends flipping off the camera. And Fubar is the perfect place to set it up! If you want to join you will need to have a salute; rate/fan me, send me a pic of you giving the bird, the name you want on the card, your zodiac sign, your favorite drink, and your male/female preference. If you want to add to or change any of the info please include it. Come join my Pic Club - The #1 Club! This was an idea my ex and I wanted to try, a p

What The Hell Am I Thinking
Ever Constant Wondering: Written 2001 Just tell me Its not so hard Just tell me We've came too far Nothing pains me more Not even a needled ground below me Than lying awake With the ever constant wondering You've underestimated my understanding Ignored your determination Fell back on your cool demeanor Gave up on your conscious landing Nothing pains me more Not even a needled ground below me Than lying awake With the ever constant wondering Take a chance Light a light Hold your stance Stay and fight Just tell me Its not so hard Just tell me We've came too far Come tomorrow I wont say a thing But today's still constant wondering

Old Fags Leave Me Alone
ok all of you old fags stop sending me messages and friend request i'm not in to old fags i will never be in to old fags leave me alone if you old fags keep sending me shit i will get my boyfriend on you Phukedinthead, stop fuck talking to me damn it

30 Years
in my last 30 years ive been a jerk or worse..granted ive had a lot of fun in my younger years..the parties the tokein the friends... the GURRLS...in my last 30 years ive thought i found tru love at times but was wrong EVERY single time......except once... the most recent one..shes given me the best times of my life.. and the worlds most PERFECT lil boy..but what do ya expect a perfect child from a perfect lady...but in the end of my last 30 years.. my jerk half has shown BRIGHT and im not proud of that...my last 30 years has not bed somethin to brag of with the exception of them coming into my life..and with how ive acted .. IM NOT PROUD OF MY LAST 30 YEARS..... my next 30 years is gonna be spent TRYING to make up for my ways... trying to be the best father and husband i can be..cause my son deserves NOTHING less than the BEST...same goes for my wife.. they deserve the best cause they are the best..and in my nxt 30 years i know ill NEVER be able to give them HALF of what they dese

Jokes
A blind guy on a bar stool shouts to the bartender, "Wanna hear a blonde joke?"In a hushed voice, the guy next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, you should know something."Our bartender IS blonde, the bouncer is blonde. I'm a 6' tall, 200 lb black belt. The guy sitting next to me is 6'2", weighs 225, and he's a rugby player. The fella to your right is 6'5" pushing 300 and he's a wrestler. Each one of US is blonde. Think about it, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?"The blind guy says, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times."

To All Of Those
Just wanted to say Merry Christmas to all of those who are an important part of my life and to all of those who cant be home for the holidays. I am off to Iraq at the first of the year and will be gone for a while. You all will be missed and I will try to stay in touch.

My Link On Ggw
GimpsGoneWild is a disabled modelling site. I do nudity, but nothing explicit.. I will soon do corsets, fishnets, braces, ect. The link is NSFW, obviously. http://www.gimpsgonewild.com/Stacie.htm

Seasons Greetings Funny
Twas the night before Christmas & all through the house everybody felt shitty even the mouse,mom at the whorehouse & dad smoking grass I'd just settled down for a nice piece of ass, when out on the lawn I heard such a clatter.I sprung from my piece to see what's the matter,when out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a moment it must be Saint Nick,he came down the chimney like a bat out of hell I knew in a moment the fucker had fell,he filled all our stockings with pretzels & beer & a big rubber dick for my brother the queer,he rose up the chimney with a thunderous fart the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart, he swore & he cursed as he rose out of sight, piss on you all & have a hell of a night!

Update My Hand
ok well i was a lil late and no thanks to some really stupid person who was way to big to fit in her outfit made me even more late then i really was i was finaly able to be seen then gave me shocks in my hand and arm then they stick some needles in me and come to find out i got some nerve damage in my hand and elbow bad thing is now i cant use my left hand at all for a while my left hand is very weak again i cant pick up anything that weights alot for some time and it hurts like hell now again also i dont no when they are going to do anything abount it either no date or anything they just told me i have to wait tell my doctor see the test results ha easy for them to say they are not the ones who got this problem

How Life Changes...
My life has had some Amazing events. I am an only child, who only met her biol. father a few times, and the last time was to make peace w/ him and to say goodbye. He passed a few yrs ago.... but I'm glad I had the time I got to spend w/ him and to know him. :) I am like him in some ways, but not going to be like him w/my family. I have had a LOT of friends in and out of my life. I am grateful for ALL of them, no matter they age, how close or far they are to me... they are ALL VERY special to me!! I like to be there for them, and they are for me. I have had some experiences working and being a patient, but i LIKED working better!! I have been through some TRYING times and REALLY good times, but haven't given up. Have wanted to give up a couple times, but .... I think that the saying that which doesn't kill u makes u stronger is VERY TRUE!! I have to say THANK YOU to god, and my fam and friends for being there for me!!! Love to all!!!

"rerun"
"Rerun" When the night finds me alone, I sometimes hope I'll see Someone who will share my space, someone to be with me But only my old pillow, lays beside me here. My mind it plays old reruns, I wish that you were here. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. And me I was a co-star, we worked it side my side. I wish I could rewrite the script cause in my mind I've tried. But the plot it just won't bend, no matter how I try. It's hard to watch this rerun, there's something in my eye. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. If I truly had my way, you know I'd

Dont Like How I Rated You???
So far I know Ive been rated a 10 or better clearly almost every time, and honestly...that cant be the honest truth every time. When I rate a pic Imma do it honestly, based on the quality of the pic, what the person(s) doing in the pic, the caption, the comments ppl leave about the pic (how they felt or think bout it.) Then I rate it as I see it, there is no direct reflection of what I think bout you just cuz ur pic maybe got rated a 2 from me. When I rate u I do the same thing that I do with the pix, only I go over ur whole profile, how much work uv put into it, the kind of frineds u collect n that r on ur top friends, who ur fans of, your lounges, your comments, your active participation and interaction with me is the final piece to how Ill rate you. If youve rated me a 10 cuz u thot Id return the favor with the same, ur kissing the wrong ass....Ill rate what I wanna rate not cuz u gave me a false 10, if thats what u really wanna rate me as COOL...if not COOL! Im an extrem

Would You...
Would you? Would You Love me? would You love me - if i told You i wanted Your initials branded on my thigh? your name tattooed on my mound? would You love me if i told You i would want You to force Your fist into my cunt until i screamed? if i wanted to feel both Your hands inside me, one in each hole? would you love me - if wanted to taste Your pee, drink it, if i wanted to mop it up from the floor with my hair? would You love me - if i wanted You to bite me until i bleed, bruised me until it was black? would You love me - if i wanted to go out dressed as a trashy slut, or in a classy business suit with a large dildo stuck up my ass? would You love me - if i wanted You to restrain me and whip me and not stop when i cried for mercy, not stop until i passed out? would You love me - if i wanted You to put Your hands around my neck, strangle me, while You fucked me, and not loose Your hands until my panic changed to nothingness and unconsciousness?

Can't Believe In You
i cant believe in you if you're not here for me just shadows painted dancing promise faint among the dunes solitary flame that wanders flows black desert night from quill trails a winding summons onward my thirsty wanton steps do will and climb in ceaseless flowing rhythms sing high barren wastelands swept in silence lost and broken pain is bundled washed away and wept time drawn out unto its vanishing hope in tatters that warm not sight lost for days on end of you ice fingers reach to brush my thoughts undo the clasp around my throat doubt cast behind unburdened weight this journey without favor asked or offered gain does not abate the thought of losing you does not exist for me for i have you here no longer as my guide

Who Knows
He lie's in the dark scared and cold hurt lost! fear's everything and yet hold's his fierce appeal to everyone who see's him longing for some love but no one knows how he feel's he would never let them in better to be hurt and alone then trust and get hurt more so the wild animal look's inside for comfort make's everyone believe he is ok when he is dieing inside from all that he hide's close's his eye's for another night wake's up to the same old day he seems so strong so mean will bite you first chance he get's and wont let you circle him in any way when really he is just scared and lost and wont be hurt no more is what his strength is so they try and eat at him and pick him apart when he is down yet he move's on like their is no end to the suffering no light in the dark nothing to love and hold dear he cry's for death but it never come's and and live's for nothing yet everything bother's him! i am just a pup inside and no one can see what Ive seen no one can hear what Ive heard fe

"the Rigorous Thought."
“The Rigorous Thought” It sneaks in at night, in the coma of sleep And kicks at the pillow, or pulls at the sheet Composed of the broken, the abstract, the dead That rigorous thought rolling round in your head And it yanks like a hook, it pulls like a tide Hiding there in the shadows, lurking inside A flame of white heat, an itch in your back A perilous journey, from which there’s no turning back Call it inspiration, or even divine Call it a plant, because it creeps like a vine It may be a blessing, or something far worse A pure breath of life or maybe a curse Perhaps it’s a cancer for which there’s no cure Or maybe an angel, but of this I am sure Like an old panhandler there on the street It always begs coins, for something to eat A high court verdict that sent you away To a personal prison, and there you will stay It could be this thing, or maybe that A 500 pound wrestler pinning you to the mat But at least it’s persistent, at least it’s contrite Whe

Bummer
Hey everyone, just so you know I havent forgotten you at all! im actually doing my treatments to hopefully get rid of what i have. I wont be on here much...on the computer at all actually.. but every once in awhile. Trust me, i would rather not go thru this at all...keep your fingers crossed that these first few rounds of treatment get rid of everything and for the first time in months i can feel better!!!! but just thought id let you know havent forgotten you at all...and hope to talk to u all sooner then later...but who knows whatll happen... much love, me

That's Death Approaching
What is that in the distance you hear? Look over yonder, to the sounds of a horse pulling a wagon. It's coming closer and closer, down the old cobblestone path until you see the lone driver looming into view, it's the King of Death in all his glory!!! In his left hand he is carrying an hour glass as a reminder to live and in the other, waving a scythe that any one can soon be cut down. He is driving a gold-crested Victorian hearse pulled by a grand white horse. Who is on board on this moonlight night? Someone is riding home to the bosom of the earth. _____________________________________________ I went down to St. James Infirmary, Saw my baby there, She was lying' on a long white table, So sweet, so cold, so fair. Went up to see the doctor "She's very low," he said; Went back to see my baby; Great God! She was lyin' there dead. Now, when I die, bury me in my straight-leg britches, Put on a box-back coat and a Stetson hat; Put a twenty-dollar gold piece on my

Blod Iron
BLOOD AND IRON The tangled web is slowly woven by feeble leaders mankind's chosen To satisfy their evil dreams the churning gears of war machines With iron will they tread across this burning speck of worthless dust Their metal standards now unfurled they purge the humans from their world Children of misery centuries long who walked with kings now walk alone They lie in fear a million deep like cringing herds of human sheep

Carefully...
Why the hell is it that a girl can't make a SINGLE comment about how another person looks without the other person jumping their ass over something stupid?!?! It makes no sense especially when they BOTH don't even know each other!! I mean come on it's a fucking OPINION!!! Everyone is entitled to one and it is ludicris to think that a stupid comment about someone looking like a crack whore could offend someone soooo bad over someone they don't fucking know!! Then proceed to act like a dick and ignore the person that stated that the other chick looked like a crack whore?!?!?!?! How fucking self centered and retarded can you be?!?! Get the fuck over yourself!! Apparently you need to make some real live friends that you can actually hang out with!!!

Metallica/lyrics
Life it seems will fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost this can't be real Can't stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye Goodbye

Silent Words
Watching her move about, wanting to tell her I was wrong while holding her and looking into her eyes. watching them light up as I say "i love you" and kiss her gently on her sweet lips. Then I snap out of my dream and focus on the harsh reality of the lonesome sleepless night. The Littlest things she does makes me smile, even though we aren't together. Still wonder if she wants me back? While she's at work I long to hear her voice on the phone speak to me: "Hey baby, what'cha doin'?" Smiling, I reply "nothin'". Wish I knew how she felt, still calls me "baby" dont know if it's out of habit, acting like we're together, or maybe she still cares. "God" I think to myself, "why can't i just say these things to her?" fear, that maybe she doesnt want me anymore. Wanting to be woken up from this nightmare. Cuddle up next to her and say: "God, im sorry, princess, sorry i treaded you like shit, sorry, sorry,sorry." "Sorry doesn't cut it rob." she says. "i know" i replied (crying) i look at her, "

Ecstasy
in the gentle tides of lovers let the calming waters pull you down when I touch you I feel you shiver I feel your heartbeat I can never get enough as we leave the world behind restless turns moist your mouth with my tongue touching your face my hands strayed knowing your taste ecstasy fill me full with thirsty love flow inside me like champagne flowing inside the spiral as we feel the water rushing over us this gentle tide seeing this ocean in your eyes

Anymore
I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore My tears no longer waiting, my resistance ain't that strong My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Let me make one last appeal to show you how I feel about you 'Cause there's no one else I swear that holds a candle anywhere next to you My heart can't take the beating, not having you to hold A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul It says I can't keep pretending I don't love you anymore I've got to take the chance or let it pass by If I expect to get on with my life My tears no longer waiting, oohh my resistance ain't that strong But my mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Anymore Anymore

Best Of My Intentions
I had big plans for our future Said I'd give you the whole world somehow I tried making good on that promise Thought I'd be so much further by now Never could build you a castle Even though you're the queen of my heart But I've had the best of intentions from the start Now some people think I'm a loser Cause I seldom get things right But you make me feel like a winner When you wrap me in your arms so tight Please tell me you will remember No matter how much I do wrong That I had the best of intentions all along I'd give you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know without exception It was all with the best of intentions I gave you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know withou

Dirty Minds
Since I've been asked a few times of what I was playing last night..... It's a game of naughty clues to non-naughty things. Each player gets a booklet filled with clues and the person to the left of them has to figure out the word with the clues given. You get one free guess then the next two guesses you lose a card if you're wrong and get a certain number of cards when you figure out the word with the clues given. For example, -I'm a four letter word -I'm a name fora woman -I end in "u-n-t" If your first answer to the above clues wasn't "AUNT" then you have a dirty mind! Another one... just for fun ;) -I fit in-between your legs. -You make me go faster by whipping me. -If you ride me too long, you walk funny. HORSE Got the idea? hehe...so its really fun to play when all your friends have dirty minds or you're drinking.

Generation
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Over 30 (to Damn Funny)
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning. Uphill... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!!

Very Happy!!!!!
Just when you really think life is crap and thats just the way it is... something truly amazing happens...and just like that the world is this wonderful glorious place and you can't stop smiling.... this is exactly where i am i love life and am very very thankfull for the ones i love and who love me too! you know who you are and thanks..I'll always love you!

Life
TEACH ME HOW TO KNOW DEATH AND GO ON WITH LIFE. TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE LIFE AND NOT FEAR DEATH! WE ALWAYS HAD A SPECIAL CONNECTION, ONE THAT NO ONE COULD BREAK! WE COULD ALWAYS TELL EACH OTHER EVERYTHING, OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT! THE NIGHT YOUR GRANDMOTHER TOLD ME YOU WERE DEAD, I TOLD HER TO STOP MESSING WITH MY HEAD. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU FELT YOU COULDN'T TALK TO ME, I WONDER WHY I WASN'T THERE FOR YOU, I WANT YOU BACK SO BADLY, BUT NOW THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO. HOW DID I NOT SEE YOUR PAIN, OR IS WHAT YOU TOLD ME, WAS IT ALL IN VEIN. AS I AM LEFT HERE ALONE, STANDING IN THE RAIN, I WANT TO KNOW SCOTT, WHAT YOU REALLY HAD TO GAIN! IM LEFT TO WONDER IS THERE ANYTHING I COULD HAVE DONE, THE NIGHT THEY TOLD ME YOU WERE GONE, AND HOW YOU HAD DONE WHAT YOU DID, I WANT TO KNOW YOU DID IT WITH A GUN? BEFORE YOU PUT THAT GUN TO YOUR HEAD, DID YOU REALLY BELIEVE THAT YOU WANTED TO BE DEAD? YOU THOUGHT NOBODY CARED, WELL YOU WERE WRONG, YOU ALWAYS HAD ME, BUT NOW YOU

Sunshine
Something I have to share. Today as I was doing my volunteer work at Castle Hospital as I walked down the hall. This guy stopped me mid-way, and asked me if he could ask me a question? I told him sure as I proceeded to keep walking. He asked me about 3rd floor. Well the thrid floor is where they keep the people that are high risk. Meaning they would kill them selves. Anyway? something about this guy? just the way he smiled and was very polite in asking. I just couldn't keep my eyes off of his smile? strange....but I tried to give him as much information that I could, and he was on his way. As the day went on, we crossed paths again and with that same smile, said to me that his determination got the informationt that he needed. And that smile just took my breath away..... I was glad that he got what he needed, just by that smile it made my day. So the next time your out in public and you come across people? you never know when just a smile will make their day...... AFRICA

Friends
Friends they come and go, and some get reunited after long periods of time. Even more stay friends no matter what life holds in store. Some are even like family. A friend is someone whos there for u no matter what. Friends can make u laugh and smile when ur feelin low. Friends can go under two categories...some r like toilet paper...things get wet and u never c or hear from them again...others r like rocks...theyre always there no matter how hard u try 2 get rid of them...and they always stick by u in thick and thin

Friendship Related...different Than You May Think...
--- DOUBLE FEATURE --- So-called "Friends" ***Originally written June 21, 2008*** It never ceases to amaze me how some people who call you their "friend" can turn around and back stab you so quickly and easily, without even blinking an eye. It's amazing how you can invest so many years into a friendship and accept someone for who they are - forgive and forget more times than you can count, and still be treated like you are nothing in the end. But I think that the most upsetting thing is how someone can be so jealous of your happiness that they will do anything to try and sabotage every relationship you get, and they call themself your "friend"? BULLSHIT. Friends don't treat friends that way. The person I am talking about knows who they are, and let me say once and for all - after 12 years of standing by you through everything - being there for you when nobody else was, in spite of what others thought of me for remaining a true friend to you - I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH.

The Meadow
Moon hangs, almost full pieces of cloud scatter, glide in soft, summer breeze. We lay in our meadow listening to the sound of night her head nestled on my arm. Night air made for kissing dances upon our skin chilling wherever is damp. She stirs, quietly calls, my name hangs on summer eve floats about our meadow. She sighs, moves closer snuggling in, once again her breath stirs, awakens. Hands join in gentle caress exploration shared and renewed oh, so smooth and lovely. We turn, lips meeting slow, softly, delicate building quickly to demand. Crying out, beginning and end collapsing, breathing ragged moon hangs, slightly fuller.

Politically Incorrect?
Why Did the Chicken Cross the Road? SARAH PALIN: Before it got to the other side, I shot the chicken, cleaned and dressed it, and had chicken burgers for lunch. BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a change! The chicken wanted change! JOHN MC CAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road. HILLARY CLINTON: When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little chicken to cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to ensure right from Day One that every chicken in this country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me. GEORGE W. BUSH: We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road or not. The chicken is either against us or for us. There is no middle ground here. DICK CHENEY: Where's my gun

"the Poet."
“The Poet” Hunched over working at his desk, blending words to share His keyboard tapped incessantly into the smoke filled air With a mighty effort he wrestled thoughts and feelings from his mind And fought to find the phrasing, well suited to the rhyme Sometimes the words came easy, as if gifted from above Velvet whispers of pleasant nouns, and the vowels filled with love Long suppressed emotions now filling up his screen A depth of soul, uncommon things, of which others could only dream And so it went, he worked his loom, to make a tapestry It’s very threads, parts of his heart, laid bare for all to see Tales so real they came alive and became something one could touch But his gift was his undoing, because the poet cared too much And then one day it came undone, the pieces flew apart When the wars and famine and darker things gripped his artist’s heart With all the troubles of the world now knocking on his door That gentle man he drew the blinds and the poet

Two Hearts Thunder As One
My temptress, goddess, friend and mate I long for your soft lips on my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name we are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts th

My Thoughts According 2 Me
4 years ago today a beautiful little girl was born. She had red hair and blue eyes. She was so tiny. She was born 6 weeks early and couldnt breath on her own. We all knew something was wrong, but no one could prepare us for the next 21 days. I never knew that in that moment in time I would fall in love with a little girl who wasnt even related to me. She had no blood relation to me, but she looked just like my daughter. That would be because she was my daughter and sons 1/2 sister. She was born early in the morning on Jan 19 2005. She had a hole in her abdomen and she was not stable enough to have the surgery that would save her life. Some days were good days and gave us hope. But the bad days, were pretty bad. Then early in the morning on Feb 11th 2005, that beautiful little girl was taken to heaven. I never got to say goodbye. My life forever changed on that day. I never looked at life the same again. Because you never know when someone you love will be gone. I know her mommy and dad

2h2h
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Who Knows, Cuz I Don't...
"Anne~ Miss Fu-Fabulous".... Seems this member wanted to interact with me, so I thought, Ehh why not... (they seemd decent)...SO, within a few minutes, this person called me... I expected a "27 yr old woman from Memphis, Tn to call me"... I was dead wrong...This lady sounded about 50-60 yrs old and sounded like she just got done smoking crack.... Witin realizing what I had done, I thought quicky of a way to get off the phone.... So I came up with an excuse quickly and hung up.... This morning when I woke up... This same person, called me a few times, and I didnt think anything of it, but when I seen I had voicemails, I got curious... So I listened to them.. Come to find out. Apparantly someone had bought me on here, and I was to blame for it... So i jus giggled and went to the next one... Well the next one told me that (word for word) "your a pussy, your a disgrace to the military, and I hope someone blows your brains out" Which I might add I have only known this person by this time ab

Auction Sign Up
I AM HOSTING AN AUCTION. IF YOU WANT TO BE INVOLVED IN IT PLEASE PM OR SB ME SO I CAN GET YOU THE INFO ON IT AND MAKE YOUR BULLEY. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTION PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME AND I WILL ANSWER THEM ALL FOR YOU. ~~~~Úñkñºw GHOST ~~~~@ fubar

I Love You
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine

Want Vs Need
I want to have friends, I want to love someone, I want money, I need someone to love me, I need a new car, a new house. It seems to me in life we blurr this line so easily these days. After all what does any human really need to survive food, water shelter. Though in order to grow I am told I need relationships and social interactions and for the most part I agree, however what happens when those interactions are damaging, both physically and or emotionally have I not then just put my life and mind and even heart in danger to fulfill a want rather than a need. In the end what you need and what you want does'nt really matter its all about what are you willing to risk to get it.

Military ( Support Our Troops)
well as everyone may know i am in the Armed Forces and i love my job and what i do ... military runs in my family and most of them have retired from the Armed Forces and i will do the same i just started where my dad left off when he was in the Navy

12 Grand Tha Late Shift Limited Edition
Thats right people The Late Shift is finally available! OR ~ http://www.myspace.com/thereal12grand So if your in need of some real hip hop in your life that isint crappy lil babies tryin to rap with their daddies or that same ol ish your stuck with on tha Radio, check out my boy n yours soon to be 12 Grand AKA Scotty Alcohol, so Juggalos and Juggalette and all true Hip Hop heads come and bless your ears with a lil bit of this heaven. Peep tha links for tracks n such. Any question hollar at ur girl! 1 Luv, ~Lady Envy~

Adios!
Due to the busy lifestyle I have with work and school, I've fallen out of touch with many of you, and I'm sorry. But things in the real world are busy, and that will only continue. Therefore, I have decided to bid farewell to Fubar. You've all be great friends and I really appreciate each and every one of you. I've been cleaning out my profile and will be closing it indefinitely by February 7th. Feel free to PM me if you'd like until then. It was great while it lasted. Thank you all! ~ Kitty

Health And Wellness
For those of my friends that are in the know and to refresh your memory; I had an accident 4yrs. ago and again last August that pretty much trashed my back. Since that time, I have been in agony, the pain is indescribable. I have seen doctors, orthopaedic surgeons and physical therapists since last August. To bring you all up to date, I have had shots in my back, finished my physical therapy, etc. My blood test results are normal and I'm a very healthy person despite being a broken down old man...lol. As long as I follow certain guidelines, I will be able to push back any surgery by at least 10-15 yrs. So, all in all, I'm doing pretty good so long as I don't over do it. Thx to all that have given me their concerns.....

David's Political Watch
President Barack Huessin Obama is a socialist. He has nominated 3 tax cheats to his administration. Fortunately, two of those people have dropped out and Tom Daschle finally gave up because public outcry became too much. But the day before he dropped out, Barry Obama was fully behind him and was gonna take a tax cheat. And why not? Tim Gaitner got a free pass. He just had to pay his back taxes. No interest, no penalties. What's up with that? If it was just you or me, we would be in jail. Plus, interest, penalties, and jail time. So I guess Tim was too big to fail. Barry also said that he would not have lobbyists in HIS white house. WOW...he has like 20 lobbyists in his White House. So far, he has broken most of his campaign promises. But we all knew he would...All politicans do...they just say what needs to be said in order to get elected. Barry also said there is gonna be some change and no more of the "Old" Washington..but he has done nothing but bring recycled Clinton administra

Screen Sirens And Studs
Where have all the screen sirens gone.......... Nov 21, 2008, 6:08 pm edit Where are they? I know the years go by and people either retire from the business or pass but, hello!. For the most part, we have all these young men and women on screen which is fine but it is simply eye candy and nothing else. If you ask me, I think mature women and many men have it all over the younger ones in the long run. What life experience does a 20-25-year-old have compared to the 35 and up crowd? It is absolutely crazy to keep casting these immature people for major movie roles. How can they relate to the part they are playing? I am not saying all are baseless and really useless but a lot are. In fact, too many are. It gets ridiculous that you can't see many adults with substance on the big screen anymore. Don't get me wrong, I think TV is one of the coolest of jobs possible. All I want is a half hour talk show with plenty of sick twisted sense of humor and I can't seem to connect w

Vegas Vacation
So I am gonna be in Vegas for a week, March 2nd thru March 8th. I know there is the usual walk the strip etc. tourist stuff, But what do you suggest about nightlife and different things to do? I am open to pretty much anything and if you are in Vegas that week, maybe we should meet up and you can show me whats up. Gimme suggestions?

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Through early morning fog I see Visions of the things to be, The pains that are withheld for me, I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The game of life is hard to play, I'm going to loose it anyway, The loosin' card I'll someday lay; So this is all I have to say... That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. The only way to win is cheat And lay it down before I'm beat And to another give my seat For that's the only painless feat. That suicide is painless, It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please. And you can do the same thing if you please.

Stuff
Balboa Towers She asked me if I wanted to fuck so I spit in her face. Blatant disregard for the rules. She asked me to marry her so I slit her fucking throat. I told you I wanted to be alone forever. Leave the trash where the trash belongs. Baby, you'd look good in a dumpster. The world has stopped turning. The other shoe has dropped. The shit has hit the fucking fan. Breathe in deep. Bite down hard. Live in fear. Die in pain. I have found beauty in permanent exile. This is my reclamation. This is my continent. I am most hated of the world. You aren't my brother. You aren't my family. I'd rather die alone than live here with you. No one has control of me now. If I ruled the world I'd destroy mankind. If I were king for a day I'd make sure there was no fucking tomorrow. And now the world is my fucking toilet. And now the world is mine. shai hulud We Who Finish Last We cast no shadow; The stars do not shine here. Be content to light your own path

You've Been Tagged...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hold things in 2. I have a brown streak through my left eye 3. I pop my fingers way to much lol 4. I cant stand people smacking their food 5. I am a pro bowler on the wii go me lol 6. I like to dance 7. I cant think of much more lol 8. I forget things easily 9. I have to go to sleep on my left side 10.I am ready to be happy okies you peeps get to do this to 1. Angela 2. Sean 3. Donny 4. JstAGrl 5. Sweetest Goodbye

Shuffle
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? 7 Things HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? This Is How It Goes Down WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Shakin' Hands (lmao) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Home WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Half Alive WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? Hero/Heroine WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Me, You, And My Medication WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Not On Your Love WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Broken Man WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Up Against The Wall WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? Maybe WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? She Can't Save Him WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Bleeding Love WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT

New Wave Sweeping The Net - Watch This Video!
I'm not kidding! It's called Chat To Text and it allows you to get text messages from your friends on Facebook, Bebo, and soon MySpace (they're working on a MySpace one now). You just put this little widget on your profile page and your friends can send you a text message, and you can reply from your cell phone. You don't need any fancy cell phone, any cell phone that can text will work. It's kind of like Instant Messaging through text messaging through your Facebook/Bebo/MySpace page. Anyway, check it out for yourself: http://www.chattotext.com/amember/go.php?r=8350&i=l0 As you'll see in the video, the best part is that you can make some serious cash just by spreading the word...like I am right now! Let me know what you think - I'm excited!

The Only Way To Go
I have found that when I try not to be obnoxious and just to blend in with my group, do my own thing, I seem to go unnoticed, even forgotten occasionally. I do not like girls who are always doing things to get attention, and yet I find myself doing it. I have a dilemma. If I speak up and try to make sure I am noticed, I get labeled with being loud and talking a lot. If I get quiet and just observe, people assume something must be wrong because I am such a talker, or they don't even acknowledge I am there. This makes me feel terrible, like I am not missed, not an element in the group that is necessary, and I have had this happen throughout my whole life, not just these people. They are nice people and love me probably more than any other friends I have ever had. This is just something I don't understand. How do I socialize like normal in the group without being labeled and very talkative or attention-loving? Being talkative isn't necessarily bad, but I hate it when my boyfr

My Sex 411
Taken from italian tease..even though it's more of a survey i thought it was pretty funny. (If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? her satisfaction What is something you have always wanted to try? have sex in a football stadium What is something you have never done in bed before? ive never not satisfied my lady friends What time of day do you like to have sex? 3 am What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? her ass How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? 3 seconds If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited, id be more loud Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No Have you

Whatever...
Sometimes the hardest thing for people to do is describe themselves. I work in sales so you'll have to forgive me for the comparison, but while it isn't the same as talking about a product, there are some parallels. Most people struggle with two major issues when writing about themselves. First is security, they don't want to be judged harshly for anything they might reveal. Second is that they want to present themselves in the best light possible. Let's deal with security... Everyone wants to feel accepted, they want to belong. Humans are social creatures and everyone wants to fit in somewhere with the people around them. Even those who say they are "lone wolves" or outcasts and don't care about fitting in still want acceptance. They just want to be accepted for their choice to stand apart from what others around them are doing. Emotional security is a pretty big deal, everyone has been hurt or betrayed by someone they trusted or someone they believed cared about them. Depending o

My Businezz
Never tell a guy you like girl, because no matter how much they say they're aren't like every other guy it's a lie. I'm really alone in this world. Guys want girls who do things with other girls so they can have threesomes. I just wish I could fine a girl who knows how I feel and wants to be with me for me. I'm done with Guys, excluding::: Will Smith and Se7en.

Love
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now

Make A Bid On Me And Get Some Kimmy~dawn
Look Who Is Auctioning Herself Off To The Highest Bidder. ~Kimmy^Dawn~ She Would Like To Get Fubucks, Bling Packs Or A Happy Hour. She Would Also Like To Reach 4 Mil In Fubucks From This So Lets Get Her There By Clicking The Pic Above And Start Bidding. Depending On The Bids She Is Willing To Talk About Upping What She Offering. ***WITHIN REASON*** Brought To you by Sexy Sta

Facebook
silentdan2017@gmail.com I haven't been on here much lately, partly because real life calls, partly because of a girl on a dating site that I feel fairly good about, and partly because of facebook (I gave in and added the Mafia Wars application, and started playing that instead of doing something productive like Uni work). So, for anyone who wants it, you can add my facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=1135101123&ref=profile If that doesn't work, the email you search and add is dpfergus@hotmail.com.

Help Please..only If You Can
If anyone knows of a free anti virus that i can put on my computer please send me a message and let me know...The one I had was out of date and I'm trying to find something that I can depend on.

Romance Along The River~
Summer is here now, the heat practically unescapeable; might as well enjoy it. How lucky am I to spend an evening drifting lazily down the river with you in a cozy rubber raft? We're practically alone out here, save for a few ducks and geese that honk our way as we pass. But it's not the wildlife that catches my eye; I can't stop looking at you, and the hunger that seems to accompany any thoughts of you grows and grows with you right there in front of me. Any man would be drooling at the vision in front of me, and I'm no different. A tiny little bikini that barely covers your smooth skin teases me. I can tell you've been in the sun a bit before this, hints of pale flesh that are in stark contrast to your tan keep peeking out at me as you move about the raft. Oh how I long to feel that flesh next to mine. We start out on our journey with you sitting right in front of me, your warm body pressed against my chest, and my arms and legs around you. I always feel so strong and powerful

Kandie Man
Ive been called the kandie man they all say that cause that's what i am sweet as honey i get their monkey the cookie munster it seems to be me its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams so take me put me in your pocket save me for a rainy day pull me out and unwrap me when you want to play because i taste like sugar but still I'm man i melt in your mouth baby not in your hand yeah im the kandie man night magik luv and yule never get enough so let me rub your butt i touched your spirit and maybe your heart one thing is for certain your legs will always cum apart when i bite your neck and lick your ears ill make your fears disappear nibble your nipples and caress your body hit the magik spots that make you hot breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it dream of me is all yule do when we get through wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes and me between your thighs got you hypnotized you don't have to call me daddy or even

~~souls End~~
What are you waiting for? Come back to Soul’s End Never been? Well, come check it out! Rock out with some of the most kickass people on Fubar. So come on, let’s kick back and have fun! No drama! No bullshit! Just good music and good times! HIRING STAFF We’re looking for the following dedicated staff members to join our awesome team: DJs Promoters Greeters

Fangtasia
Darkness: We want you to come back to Fangtasia instead and be a greeter... with only one request of you Ricky: Darkness: take the "gay" part out of your name, We understand your sexual preference and don't have a problem with it, but we have had people in the past come in and diss on people because of that Ricky: Ricky: that don't bother me Ricky: i don't care what people think i'm gay and i'm proud of it Darkness: Its fine that your gay and proud of it... We just want the least amount of drama and having the term "gay" in there is a "Bring it on" type thing

Mind Control
Fredrick was ecstatic. He had halfway bullied himself into thinking that the whole thing was just a farce and that it would never get here. It wasn’t that he actually believed that the thing would work, but he half-heartedly convinced himself that it would. It was pathetic; really, here he was a flesh and blood eighteen-year-old senior with an IQ right off the charts, grades that just wouldn’t quit, and a snappy car. He bought and paid for it with his own money, of course. He had several jobs that had lasted him from the age of eight… and each time he would put some of the money that he’d made into the car fund, the college fund, and the fun fund. As he got older though, the fun fund seemed to go slightly awry, and most of it seemed to focus directly upon his getting into college, and getting a car. The car happened first, $27,000 dollars of his hard saved money went into a nice little Ford that he felt mighty proud to drive around in, and yet the dating scene for him was s

Nothing To Hide
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Marking His Territory
Chandra giggled and grinned as she wandered through the mansion. She had only been working at the law firm for a few weeks and was ecstatic when she was invited to the monthly party. It was a time to socialize with all the employees and the fact that it was at one of the most expensive homes in Greenvale Acres was even better. Chandra was fresh out of college and had only one thing on her mind – sex. Well, actually, she had two things on her mind – sex and a husband. Chandra was the typical gold digger. She struggled through three years of college to get a diploma in office administration so she could work at a fancy law firm and marry one of the rich lawyers. Chandra struggled through college not because she wasn't smart. She was borderline gifted actually. She struggled because she spent way too much time partying, fucking, and more fucking. "Beautiful dress Chandra. Is that Alfred Sung?" Nick had paid close attention to Chandra from the first day she started working at the firm.

Electric Poetry In An Unwired World
March 14, 2009 I've been hearing reports on the radio that dead people are returning to life, and feeding on the living. I can only assume it's some type of "War of the Worlds" trick. A rib...Nothing more! Either way I'm feeling good about fencing in my entire property last year. My friends laughed...If this shit is true, I'll get the last laugh. Susan left a few hours ago to get groceries. She should be back soon. Maybe she got some news from town. There's nothing on the TV. Just the same old boring crap about Paris Hilton's new boyfriend, and the politicians promising a "Better Tomorrow. Forever... When I look at the calendar, and think of the time that's passed. It's the sand that I was told of as a child, but never really understood, until now. It brings an onslaught of time that fades more and more as years pass. It's all I have. That and pictures that will ultimately (Also)fade away. RER 1/7/41 - 3/28/85

Auto 11's & Cherrybombs Runnin
Did you know there are alot of Auto 11's & Cherrybombs running now? But did you also know that there are more members on here that don't have them running and probably more than half that will never have one? And did you also know that rarely does anyone rate members unless they have auto 11's and/or Cherrybombs? They deserve rates too regardless if they have them or not. If their rates are good enough for the ones running them to BEG for then they should return the rates regardless. Most think oh they are getting points off of me but what about when they run out do you go return the favor? The answer is no you don't. So why not try something different...go rate non auto 11's as well. Try returning some of what you get. You hear alot about cheating on here but the way I see it is the ones that make it all the way WITHOUT Auto 11's or Cherrybombs actually earned it. Now I will sit back and watch my friends list get smaller lmfaooo!!!

Short Erotic Stories
It took a while for us to meet, about six days to be exact but that was long enough. She invited me over for the weekend with just one thing on her mind - me. She was sweet in a sexy kind of way but she knew what she wanted but could not get it in her own area - at least they were all too quick and had no imagination. So, I drove from the airport in eager anticipation, I already knew what she looked like - she was a nice height, slim build but she was not skinny - sorry girls I just can\'t stand those stick like models with no flesh on. Lisa did work out and it showed. Lisa was very well turned out when we met, her beautifully natural honey blond her had been done, she was wearing a nice slightly off white shirt which was tight to her body and showed off her ample cleavage - I was hard already. She had a nice pair of black tight pants which seemed to hug her every curve. This was going to be some weekend. I pulled up to her driveway and she came out to the car. She said hello