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Is It Possible !!!!
for those that don't know i've recently lost my wife. *lost as in she left me* is it possible to go back once someone leaves ??? i believe that if you TRUELY love someone as i love her it is possible. i loved her unconditionally. still DO love her. i have never felt this much pain over someone since the loss of 2 great women. my mother and her mother. i love her so deeply that my soul hurts which has never happend to me before. I'VE NEVER been affraid of my future until now. for her i would do anything, and i do mean ANYTHING !!!! i've recently been going to church and volunteering again. something i haven't done in YEARSSSSSS. SHE once told me that if i have the faith of a mustard seed that i could move mountains. we'll i've got the faith of a MILLION MOUNTAINS in my love for her. she made me a better man b/c she called me out on things. something no other woman has ever done. i was and still am proud to call her my wife. my soul hurts and i
I have to get the wiring finished up so i can drive my wagon again!
Just A Thought
Community Hope, Inc. is a nonprofit corporation that provides a supportive living environment
for individuals recovering from serious mental illness. Personal growth of the consumers is promoted
in an atmosphere of hope and dignity.
Our nonprofit organization was founded in 1985 by caring families of people with serious mental illness, such as severe depression and schizophrenia.
At issue was the lack of supportive housing in which young adults could readapt to daily life in society and assume greater challenges upon their discharge from a psychiatric hospital.
In response, Community Hope was established as a gateway to the community 20 years ago with the opening of a single group home providing 24-hour on-site support.
We have continued expanding to meet the increasing need for community-based housing. Today, Community Hope is the largest provider of supportive housing for people with mental illness in Morris county.
We provide a full range o
As we part, Carl squeezes my shoulder and grins. "You just need a woman," he says.
... while in my gut the creature writhes and snares and tells me what I need.....
I leave my car in the lot. I can't stand to be inside anything right now. I walk the streets of this city I'm learning to hate, the city that's given up, like the whole world seems to have.
I'm a zombie. A flying dutchman. A dead man, ten years dead...
I'll feel better in the morning. At least, I'll feel it less...
It's the night-- when the city's smells call out to him, though I lie between silk sheets in a million-dollar mansion miles away...
... when a police siren wakes me, and, for a moment, I forget that it's all over...
But that man was young. If it was revenge he was after, he's taken it. It's been 15 years since he was born...
Born here. Once again, he's brought me back-- to show me how little it has changed. It's older, dirtier, but--
--it could have happened yesturday.
It could be ha
Everyone has had this at one point in their life... amazing when put into words. The pieces never fit back together the way they used to....
I know the pieces fit'Cause I watched them fall awayMildewed and smoulderingFundamental differingPure intention juxtaposedWill set two lovers' souls in motionDisintegrating as it goesTesting our communicationThe light that feuled our fire thenHas a burned a hole between us soWe cannot see to reach an endCrippling our communicationI know the pieces fit'Cause I watched them tumble downNo fault, none to blameIt doesn't mean I don't desire toPoint the finger, blame the otherWatch the temple topple overTo bring the pieces back togetherRediscover communicationThe poetryThat comes from the squaring off betweenAnd the circling is worth itFinding beauty in the dissonanceThere was a time that the pieces fitBut I watched them fall awayMildewed and smoulderingStrangled by our covetingI've done the math enough to knowThe dangers of our second guessingDoome
Song I Wrote
No…don’t lock me in
Ill change everything
I don’t want you to fight
I don’t want you be angry
You’ve made so many promises
You say you love me
Yet you leave me broken
And I cry
Daddy please don’t fight
Let me know
Everything will be alright
Your voice calms me
And lets me know you’re here
When I Sleep
When I Sleep
When darkness awakens, my body settles gently into bed. The events of my day race rapidly in my thoughts as I close my eyes. Slowly, I am lulled into a peaceful sleep.I hear vibrant music - so full of passion. I feel the warmth of the sun’s rays that grace my presence. I see kind, adoring eyes gazing back into mine.The air is full happiness - so much laughter. Soft caresses are exchanged. At this moment, life could not be any more wonderful.I have never felt so beautiful; as I do when I am with you. I have finally found the respect and acceptance that I have yearned for. I eagerly listen to inspirational dreams and goals and know that I want to be the one to be there when they are complete.A thin line of love and friendship is crossed, and two single souls find a home to share eternity.Birds begin to proudly serenade the morning dawn. Lonesome roads slowly progress into distinguished passageways. Light peeps through my windows and I awaken to a new day.
Fake A$$ People
Do you honestly think you hurt my feeling that you removed me from your friends list.. Give Me A Fucking break .I dont need fake ass people like you and your SO CALLED FRIENDS that like to run their mouth .Call me a follower and saying its my loss,b/c i disowned A two face person .And i Really dont give two flying fucks you getting tired of seeing me change my status.... At least i have interesting thing to say unlike your lil 23 yrs old friend doesnt... Oh And dont you worry how i know what the fuck your saying , it aint none of your fucking business. Just know I have my sources . And i aint a pussy to call you out on it , unlike ya'll talking about people behind their backs.. it just shows how PATHETIC YOU REALLY ARE.
In Darkness There Comes Light
A Whore of old she was scorn by society but secretly hungered by many.
Allowed freedoms a woman bound in marriage was denied. A whore was able to educate herself, read and engage in political conversations. Wear fashions appealing to women and men. She cared herself with class and honor she had choice it denying a lover.
A whore so loudly frowned upon, spit at in the view of public eyes though soon as night fail men of great power saught her out and loved her more then their wives in most cases because she was not in the norm, a creature of passion, love ever flowing, she bares her breast and there is no shame and she parts her thighs only to those that would see her as a masterpiece not a piece of flesh to be used only for an out or two.
A whore so much changed from what use to be..... Young or old they are women and we know not what live has thrown in their path. Judge them not but understand their way though you may never agree.
Now that we have freedom of education and not def
My Bull Shit!
For most of you who know me you know that my son is my everything my pride, my joy, my breathe, my blood, my soul. it's easter. I work 70 hours a week. I give everything i have into my son. he DOES NOT go without. out of a 700 dollar paycheck he gets 450 of it. my son will not go alone or unloved. I'm his father he is my everything I don't get to see him often. with all the hours i work i'm lucky to get him 3 or 4 days every two weeks. my grandfather is ill. extremely ill. his wish today was for my son to be there. when it came down to it i picked the phone up and called for him. i got the next two days off and i wanted it with him anyway. it's easter he should be with me. His mother has been meeting men off the internet for the past 9 months.. 37 new men to be total. I'm looking at it as a bad environment for my son. she is not taking care of him. well today out of all the wishes for my grandfather, when i went to get him she told me that i couldn't have him. she wanted to take him to
i might be taking a break from fubar for a while....if i wanna reach me, this is my e-mail, email@example.com......or leave a phone # in my e-mail to reach u ...tyvm
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I Am My Kids Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside
Ive been on fu for maybe a year or two now. Ive had two different IDs so I cant really remember how long its actually been!
Anyways recently I had an epiphany. The thing is, in life there are fairweather friends. You know, the ones who come and go for whatever reason. This is more so the case with online friends. You meet, say hello, have a great time just chatting and goofing. Then one day you have an argument and boom, the joy of the internet means, blocked, ignored or whatever you choose to do to not converse with someone again.
And well, there are the friends who are always there even if you dont talk. The ones who randomly stop in every once in a while and say hello to catch up and its like youve never not been chatting. The ones who brighten your day. They throw in a few HUGE random acts of Fu kindness and what have you got?
Youve got: http://www.fubar.com/user/747456
This girl is just a top quality chick and a great friend! And thats all Ive got to say about that!
1 Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Beers...
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 beers...
A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with a unanimous "Yes."
The professor then produced two beers from under the table and poured the entire
Time For Change...movin In 4 Days...starting Over...cant Wait!!!!
Wow~ I can't believe I am FINALLY doing it. After almost a year of wanting to, and things always happening that I didn't, I am finally moving back to Iowa. I so can't wait to be back near my family and hopefully reconnect with some really good friends I lost touch with due to a controlling marriage.
Although its actually going to be just a lil bit scary for me to be doing this, because Ive been away from my homestate for 12 yrs & going back to where I dont know anyone, the thought of starting completely over, getting my life back together, and making a goood home for my son to grow up in and enjoy his childhood, I am SO excited that I cant hardly sleep at all.
I most likely won't have the time to be online at all once I leave Arkansas as I will be too busy getting settled in and getting my son use to life in Iowa ( he is sooo excited..tho he will have to wait til winter to see snow).
I just want to say THANK YOU to all my awesome friends here and especially to one certain person, w
why the hell do people go to c movies like that it was nice, i fell asleep watching it, the crazy part was when shen was in the alley fighting the guys, i'm sorry but guys that movie makes us look weak, the other crazy part was the explosion in the fuckin buildin whith ninjas u fucking terrace im just kidding, another was finally something really crazy the end part when the guy and the girl are fighting she knocks his head around so it looks like his back of his head is at his peanus side what the hell ,and who the hell names there daughter white rose i mean this is fuckin stupid and funny have u ever seen a man that lives 2 steps awy from his mom if u havent or fogot, have u ever seen taxi who the hell drives when they can sing ,who the hell lives 2 steps away from there mom ,well dont miss the movie its straight funny and for u should see the way he drives kinda like a manieak (lol)thanks for this oppertunity peps see ya people rate and luv, this i know your probably owned but add m
hiya everyone, im new here and hope make friends with some of u ..if u like to be friends with me pls feel free add me ok.. since im new here so i will have get to used this and learn how creted my profile here so u all know more about me soon alright so please be patient ok.. u all have great day, wink.
Leaving Yesterday Behind..
i found myself deleting some of my previous entries in my file "diary".. those that reminded me of past pain.. i'm starting on a new page.. i want to start clean.. leaving all the baggage behind.. i learned that there's no use in keeping old pain behind and hanging on.. 'coz by keeping it, you're only nurturing it and torturing yourself.. and by that, you're only allowing yourself to be hurt and being taken for granted over and over again.. that phase is over.. they say, allow yourself to wallow in your sorrow.. cry.. hurt.. but just for a while.. then, start over again.. this time.. bear in mind the lessons learned.. that's something i know i can't do .. completely, that is..i cant help but feel guilty sometimes.. for keeping everything to myself.. for not telling anyone how i feel.. i'm keeping myself caged.. not because i want to do so.. nor do i want to hurt those very people i value so much.. but there are just things that i know would be very hard to understand.. even i myself
i lay in bed thinking of no one but you
you are the love of my life
even though i know i have messed up that chance
of us ever being together.
you are on my mind all the time
every day and every nite.
i smile when we talk
dont know what it is but i feel like my heart belongs to you
and no one else will ever have a place in my heart like you do
you have a very special place in my heart.
Nothing i do mean nothing will ever change that. no one will ever change that.
i love you very much and always will. nothing or noone can ever change that my heart melts when i hear your voice
my heart melts when i talk to you on line
my heart melts when i think of you
now with not having you by my side i feel my heart slowly dieing
my heart slowly dies as i know i cant have you back
knowing my heart will eventually stop i force it to keep going
it will always have the love for you no matter what.
there once was guy who drove a truckhe met a girl from another statethey tal
Autos Active 9 Am Fu-time
I WILL BE ACTIVATING MY AUTOS AT 9 AM FU-TIME TODAY...I'VE BEEN TRYING VERY HARD TO ORACLE, PLEASE HELP ME GET THERE...RATE, BOMB, BLING ME TO REACH MY GOAL...A LOT OF NEW PICS...PM ME SO I CAN RETURN THE LOVE...THANK YOU FOR READING THIS
How do you know, when to say when?
When to give up?
When to give in?
I am a fighter, and I wont let anything stop me from standing up for my beliefs or my loved ones...
there are times when I just want to give up...
Look Out Girls!!!
To any and all girls who have been in touch with or are friends with "RHINO" AKA "Lil Devil". BE CAREFULL!!!! This man will act lonely and sad, and then begin to write you poems and letters. LOOK OUT!!!
The next step is, he hints around that he needs money or he's gonna lose his internet! DONT EVER SEND THIS MAN ANY MONEY!!! It doesnt end there... there is bill after bill he need help with. He will tell you he loves you and wants to be with you but he needs help to clear up his bills first. He will promise that you will get it back. NOT TRUE!!! I was stupid enough to send this guy over $1800 cndn over2 months so he could move here. He also said he would be able to help me out to pay my neglected bills at the end of May. LIED AGAIN! I needed $300.00 for rent or I would be evicted and he's no where to be found. I Know... call me stupid... I just dont want anyone else who was vulnerable like me to get screwed over by this creep. I am now evicted from my house and I am a single Mom of
My Life Story This Is The Finally Touch Up Btw
let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any moremy father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one.as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she had meand she was 14 when she got her first job and that was to work in a bar she was a stripper a druggie a whore alcoholic and she still did that when she carried mei was in the hospital for a whole year i was a sick baby i had almost e
Soldiers Kill, For That Is Their Profession
Soldiers Kill, for That Is Their Profession
Soldiers kill, for that is their profession,
Or die, for those are soldiers that they face.
Let us honor, then, the unmarked grace
Death bestows on those in its possession.
If the cause is just, soldiers will
Embody what the nation holds most dear,
Rendering our peril in their fear,
Serving our survival when they kill.
Just wanted to let everyone know that life is good and i hope you keep on listening and dancing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Erica West McCurley,
I Can't Wait Untill Were Married I Love You Oh So Much!!!!!!!!! Something New And Exicting Is Coming Very Very Soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Working in the food industry, I am finding in very difficult to satisfy my guests. It all about getting a $20 meal for $3.99 price. For some strange reason they seem to inspect a $20 quality and are damn right mad when they feel the got the $3.99 standard. Yes we must do our best to deliver the best product possible, but lets get real for a moment here. When you order $50 worth of food through the drive thru, dont you think its going to take a few moments? And not to mention the fact the people behind you r waiting just for a fucking coke. How inconsiderate can people be.....very!!!!! Just ask, me I know. Get off your lazy ass and think of others for just a moment in your self absorbed life, and walk in the store. In the end the guests behind you will feel better, the crew producing your food would feel a little more realazed, and guess what? you won't have to call because your order wasnt rushed through the window which caused some errors.. Here's one for you...This women stated sh
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T'freres House & Garconniere
T'Freres House and Garconniere
T'Freres House and Garconniere can be found on Verot School Road ( Route 339) between Rue Louis X1V and Highway 3073. Nearest cross streets are Artisan Road and Yvette Marie Drive.
(337) 984-9347 * (800) 984-9347
Address: 1905 Verot School Road, Lafayette, LA 70508.
T'Freres House and Garconniere Bed and Breakfast was voted the "Best of the Best by the Times of Acadiana Readers poll. It is 'The Place' to stay in South Louisiana." Innkeepers Pat and Maugie Pastor, former premier restauranteurs of Chez Pastor Restaurant in Lafayette, offer wonderful food selections for their guests, who also enjoy the Cajun aura of the Bed and Breakfast itself.
This 1880 Acadian colonial architecture style 2 floor wooden home is made of Loui
As I walk alone in this life of pain and misery
I hide the suffering I feel by faking a smile for all of the world to see
No one can look inside of my heart
None of you can see that I am falling apart
Sometimes all you need is someone to care
Longing for love you look only to find that no one is there
You desperately look for a shimmer of hope
You don't want to admit that you are at the end of you rope
Just when you think that all of your choices are at an end
You turn a corner and become embraced by your true friends Why is it that everytime a person makes a friend and lets them into their home, life, and family they end up getting screwed? Are there really any real friends in the world anymore?? I dont know about anyone else but I am personally getting sick of all of the fake people in this world! Can anyone tell me if there are even any REAL people left???
Happy New Year Single Parents
Well I'm not dating but everyone tells me I should. I'm rather bored but happy and so I shall start something new. I know some of you have enjoyed the ocassional story or poem over the years. Some know of my erotic writtings or lessons learned writtings. I am now going to do my best to do a writing a day and yes I will warn in the subject what rating it is so I don't pollute the innocent.
Feel free to comment in any which way, and keep in mind I tend to burst my thoughts through the key strokes as they bounce through my head. Enjoy a taste of the sweet thoughts at the summit of my mind, a surf through the waves in my hair, or a tip toe through the passionate pastures of pleasure. We all are single because we all made a similar mistake.
We do not and never will admit that we made a mistake, because if that mistake was never made, we would not have the one thing in the world that we will love, forgive, and hold closest to us.
We all are dieing to be loved by some
My Brother Ronny got in a car accident a few weeks ago and was badly injured. It seemed as though he was gonna be fine. Until they found some blood clots in his leg. they traveled up his leg and cause complications which sent him to ICU. He was in ICU for a week and a half. Last night at 11:32 pm est. Ronny Died of a PE. He leaves Behind a baby Girl just three months old. A mother and Father who loved him terribly, two brothers and Four Sisters. We all will Miss Him. But he is now back with his loving Wife who Died in Child Birth Just three months earlier.
My Brother was a strong man who loved his family and worked hard everyday of his life. He will always be loved, and very missed.
I will not be on as much as I was before. My family is grieving and needs time to recoupe. and I am taking over guardianship of my Neice as that is what my brother stated he wanted.
Thank you all my friends for your understanding in this trying time.
There is a simple but profound Lakota prayer: Mitakuye Oyasin.These two words mean All My Relations or We are All Related.To pray this prayer is to petition God on behalf of everyone and everything on Earth.Mitakuye Oyasin honors the sacredness of each person's individual spiritual path, acknowledges the sacredness of all life (human, animal, plant, etc.) and creates an energy of awareness which strengthens not only the person who prays but the entire planet.Soon after I first learned this prayer, I saw that it represented all that needed to be said. It was a prayer of respect, honor and love for all of mankind, and for the Earth. It was a prayer that said "I wish goodness and peace for all. I would leave no one out. I pray for all." It was a prayer that crossed the barriers of religion and could be prayed by one of any faith. It was a prayer that united, instead of dividing. It was an amazing prayer.
Important !!!! Please Read !!!!
WHEN INSTANT MESSAGING ME , FOR GOD'S SAKE , DO NOT FEEL THE NEED TO PRESS THAT FUCKING BUZZ THINGY IF I DONT ANSWER YOU A SECOND AFTER YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE !! ALSO , BESIDE THE EVERY SECOND BUZZ DO NOT SEND ME MESSAGES THROUGH IM OR ON FUBARS SHOUTBOX ASKING ME THE FOLLOWING : ARE YOU MAD AT ME ? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?? ARE YOU GONNA ANSWER ME ?? WHERE DID YOU GO??? HELLO , UM HELLLOOOOO !!!! THAT ONCE AGAIN PROVES TO ME THAT YOU HAVE SOME MENTAL ISSUES THAT YOU NEED TO DEAL WITH BEFORE YOU CAN EVEN THINK OF HANDLING AN ADULT CONVERSATION ! ALSO I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR DICK - THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME , I MAY BE HORNY BUT YA KNOW WHAT , I DONT NEED TO SEE WHAT YOUR MAMA AND GOD DIDNT GIVE YOU OK..... THAT GETS REALLY ANNOYING , IT AS IF YOU EXPECT ME TO SIT OR LAY HERE AND DEVOTE EVERY BLOODY SECOND TO YOUR INSTANT MESSAGE - EXCUSE ME PEOPLE I HAVE OTHER PEOPLE TO TALK TO AND ACTUAL WORK TO DO ( AS I AM A FREELANCE MUSIC PROMOTER). IF YOU ARE GOING TO ACT
so i realized that there are alot of ppl who cant sesm to get along on this web site and i find it very funny because that is all it is there is no reason to take it so seriously and if a web site really that importaint to you then you really have no life i am not trying to offend any who read this just being myself and stating what is on my mind
The Holy Fool "There's a sucker born every minute"Few things are more embarrassing to witness than a flagrant display of belief in theridiculous, especially when it occurs in people that are clearly smart enough to knowbetter - if they would just try. Religious people are not all fools, although the vastmajority excel at foolish thought and behavior, they just suffer from a weakness thatpredisposes them to slavishly adopt the facile beliefs surrounding them, especially whenit comes with the imprimatur of authority. People that always want to do what is 'right'don't ask questions and will follow the rules regardless of the logic, or lack of it,underlying those rules.Think of the most idiotic, asinine, foolish rituals and practices imaginable and somereligion or cult somewhere has turned it into a sacred tenet of their belief system. Thelist of examples is nearly endless but a few are listed below. And remember that thesereligions and cults maintain that they alone are the one true fait
Just For Fun
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Im the chick all mothers warn you about.. rough and wild... untameable.. I burn through most with a quickness of an eyelash batting soft flesh. I am the sweat on your brow trickling down the tiers of your eyes and falls upon thy lovers breast. I am lust. I am Sin.. I was naturally born .....bad~
What Do Men Want From Woemn
if u found me in ur shower would u,(A).scream @ me laugh @ me,(C).kiss me,.join me,(E).fuck me, or(F) say wtf copy n paste see what u get Men are looking for a trustworthy girl, someone they can have faith in and someone who will be there for them. This may sound like an odd thing to say, but the fact is, some women are not trustworthy and many are not faithful either. So many in fact that men are increasingly wary. That kiss at a Christmas party may not count, or the flirtatious behavior with the gorgeous barman and in fact its all great fun and part of a woman's character. But reverse the situation and as a woman, you hate him doing the same. A man can never forgive a woman being unfaithful and so he is looking for someone who he really does trust
Men want a woman who will commit to them. Though increasingly this is hard to find, it doesn't take away the wish. Men want a girlfriend who they can share with and trust and be open with. Commitment is not a one way street and therefor
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will
Evening tints the sky with shades of purple........
as the day comes to an end.
My thoughts turn to you........
as all the busyness of the day calms.....
and my body feels the ache of wanting to be held.
To feel hands searching...and lips tasting......
as all else fades with the sun.........
and the mind and body gives itself over to the need within........
4 - 2010 Guardian Angel
Dinner For Two
1 package (about 5 sausages) of Sweet Italian Sausage links
1 D'Anjou Pear (should be as firm as an apple)
1 Medium Sized Zucchini
1 Firm Large Plum
1'4 large white onion
1 loaf crusty French Bread
Place the sausage links in a large, deep frying pan and make sure they are not up against each other. Cover them in water, and turn on the burner to about medium heat. While the sausages are starting to cook, cut up the pear, zucchini, and onion into bite sized chunks. (DO NOT DICE THEM.... it will get too mushy) Quarter the plum, remove the pit, and then slice up the quarters into thin slices. The plum will lend a tartness to the meal that is incomparable. Turn your sausages over. Once all the produce is sliced and chopped, add it to the pan. Your water by this time will have almost simmered out, so add more water to once again cover the sausages.Add black pepper and garlic to taste.
Keep your heat at medium for about another 6 minutes or so, then turn
The Darkness Inside
My life, as torturous as it may be. This life, it is sane to me. Overwhelming, it would be for thee. A life of anger and pain it would be. Followed closely by misery and despair. There is nothing that compares. So jus stay the fuck away, away from me. Haunted by thoughts of homicidal rage. I live in a life of darkness, souless and uncaring. Demons settling in, deeply roaming. Darkest of the dark, forever free. Never helping, always destroying me. Ripping through the heart of me. Always pain, never any glee. Cries of rage and screams of pain echo thru the distance to find a kindred spirit. cant keep them down
The Oil Spill!
After I have given this much thought, the engineers in charge are making it all to complicated to stop the out put. I rememeber a littl saying. K.I.S.S. Keep It Simple Simon, Put a ring on it!
It was a brisk morning and pilots briefing had just completed. The Talons were as usual at the top of the briefing with accolades of their last mission, and the news that they will not have any time off to relax after another Rebel faction started terrorizing the sector once again. The low grumbles filled the room after the disheartening news came to the squadrons of the 31st space fighter wing.
For three years The Talons have been instrumental in keeping the peace in the Seti Sector of the Galaxy. This Sector is the farthest from the “civilized” Central Core of the galaxy and is prone to terrorism and acts of extreme rebellious activities, but the largest problem growing is a growing militia with outside the galaxy influence. For this reason alone, the 8th fleet has been permanently based in this sector. Morale has been low for every squadron and wing due to the heightened activity within the sector. Six months of either being on high alert or engaging insurgent factio
I really don't share too many personal things Fubar; but the following is such a special part of my life, that I couldn't wait to let people know.
Some good news happened today. Becky got engaged to Tim, her boyfriend of at least a year and a half. They went to New Jersey State Aquarium and after they left, he proposed to Becky at the waterfront. It was a surprise to her.
Tim caught Ed and me by surprise also this morning when he told us of his plans and asked us our opinion. Of course, we gave our blessing. He has been with Becky through her toughest times (her surgery) and never left her side. He showed us how much he cared for her then and that was a year ago in May and how much he cares for her now. Tim said he was not sure whether he would ask her today or on her birthday, but in the end, he proposed around noon today. Welcome Tim to the family.
24 July 2010
Ever since that day, you are always on my mnd. A place where I keep you, watching you, taking care of you. Being there when you need me most. Making them special days memorable to you. Always There
My Darling, you are never forgotten. Whenever I close my eyes, it is your beautiful face I see. Your loving hand in mine. The smell of your breath. Wrapped delicately in your blanket. Always There.
Your loving fingers, around two beautiful roses with care. Into them gorgeous eyes I loved to stare. All I saw was Darkness, nothing there. Into te Dark Abyss I do stare. Always There.
My life without you, it is painfully incomplete. The tenderness of your touoch, I miss it so much. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. You were my life. Always There.
My baby, I miss you so,I hope this you surely know. Can you hear me? Are my words loud enough? Are they getting through? Luna Sylene, you have my heart. To you this I bestow, no other woman shall have it no, no, no. Alw
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Or should I say. Anyone want to help with my addiction? lol I love women! Is that a crime? I love looking at them, touching them and of course tasting them!!! yum! Anyway I am totally addicted and still want to have fun. Hence my status "casual is always good" Does anybody agree?
Sometimes you dont realize what you have until its gone whether it be friends family or someone you truely love.. u deal withwhat life hands out and im thankful for HAVIN all the above
Me And My Mistress
me : Hi baby i love you and wanted to let you know
me : i cant wait to see you face to face you make me feel like no other
Mistress : and i love you with a heart that had stopped beating a heart broken and destroyed with out you nothing exists. nothing in tis huge wourld can take the place of your kiss
me : kissing you would be the joy of my life
Mistress : you have token a breath from a heart that could not beat.. when the sky seen in to your soul it knew this must be so love has been found and pulled to rescue my air .. you are the light that brightins my path and with out you there would be noting had and kissing you would give me life when befor my life hade begun to fade
Mistress : wow what have you done to me
me : you have awaken a man that hade nothing
Mistress : and the woman i have become has waited under storm clouds for a man that awaken everything that others had destroyed and given it life again
me : life with out you now would not be i woul
In the passing days when we would talk
I would think of you as more then a friend
The more we had talked
The more I began to like you
But in my eyes I know you’d never like me in return
Everyone can say what they want you don’t have to listen
Because this is unrequited love
So this will be my lesson
The days pass on and we still talk together
I have come to love you
But still I know you would still never like me in return
You have someone and you don’t need me
So hear this and listen well
Even though there’s no space left for me in your heart
Just think that there’s someone out there that really cares for you
And will be there to help whenever you fall apart
This is my unrequited love.
I have struggled with depression for 37 years. Finally, when I reached 32, I humbled myself and chose the wise path of seeing a medical doctor. For years, I thought I could handle it all on my own. I will use herbal medicine and self-help books. After 32 years of wandering in my own desert, I finally accepted the fact that my depression is a chemical imbalance. I was diagnosed with clinical depression that is low grade but constantly present known as chronic Dysthmia. In retrospect, I graduated high school (with not so good grades) and I graduated college (with so-so grades). But I could not keep a job for more than a year once I graduated college. I went from one job to another to another to another. Also, I lived life not having many friends. I recall very few times when I would eat at the lunch room with anyone when I was in school. I certainly didn't go to parties or hang our with anyone. I was a loner most of my life until high school. It wasn't until
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We all think that when we live the life of a liar that we will never be affected.
The one that starts a lie is the one that trys to Spill the Blood of the innocent.
The innocent is the one that lives a life of grace, honesty, and devotion.
What fun is it to live such a boring life.
I live for the fun in making your life miserable.
The one that has made me into the mass of destruction.
The one that has made me into a Living Dead Doll.
The dead only has one wish to see the wicked be punished for the crimes that they committed.
Our lives are made by the actions we do to others.
They will never end and they we never subside.
So that is why to end this life you have made for your self pray for the forgiveness of the dead to have mercy on your soul.
Once you leave here you will be tormented for eternity.
Living the lie of lies over and over again.
So i raise my glass to the ones that have always stood in the shadows.
Because they are the ones that have never spilled the blood
"Lost In My Thoughts"by Double PMazed thoughts of Pondered QuotesSit on my brain as I rumble through jumbled notesTrying to find where the love was lost vanishing with no tracePains sheltered by a smile upon my faceDisguising what no one knows deep down insideJust staying with the flow along for the rideJesters of a Laugh creep through a somber gloomWhat use to be a beautiful red heart no longer bloomsLost in my thoughts that keeps me consumedTore between what use to be and now what turns out to be my doomHateful feelings of a love that was never ment to beThought i was special but now I know that will never beBe it as it may i have come to the realization that my time will never comeMad at myself beating myself down how could I be so dumb Dumb Dumb DumbThese thoughts need to leave my soul alone please go homeBut my home is there home what use to be a reminisce of what use to be my domeOneday soon I will have back what the once called a clear mind
My Music Days...
I'm sitting here utterly perplexed at myself - tears in my eyes, yet a smile on my face. I lost someone who I had gotten to know as a very good friend, and someone most of you are familiar with - Warrant's former frontman, Jani Lane. I thought I'd share some of my favorite times with him:
It was November of 1996 in Detroit, and I was with Warrant, L.A. Guns and Bang Tango. This wasn't just any show - this night Warrant was recording a live album. I was so geeked that I don't know how I kept myself together. One person on my friend list, Viva, was there with a few other friends I brought that night.
Before the big night at Harpo's, I had arranged for something special with my friends. It was gonna be manic that night at the club, so I took them to meet Warrant and the L.A. Guns at a private meet-n-greet earlier that day. We had some fun hanging with the Guns at first and then went to chill with Warrant.
Now, not only was this day big for the obvious reaso
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I went to see friends this weekend. The family of a guy I flew with and who died while flying beside me awhile back. We usually try and go and see them around Father's Day. We delayed the trip because of a family conflict for them.
We left for California and made good time there, rolling into the bay area ealry enough to drive a bit before going to their house. THought we might go and find something for the girls and their mom. Good intentions....
We drove to an area around the San Jose area, and before we could exit, we were slammed from behind by someone trying to squeeze in between me and another car in the lane next to me......we spun, they said about 4 times before rolling once and slamming into a tree....fortunately toward the back of the vehicle....Mariah wasn't hurt hardly at all, but i got bruised up pretty bad and my right knee dislocated and my anklegot it pretty good too....nothing broken though. We were very fortunate. I was taken to the hospital and while there
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While the focus today, tomorrow and for the rest of your fubar lives will be getting bling ,Vip's , etc and quite literally will make fools of yourselves over it. Allow me, if only for a moment, to remind us all that others have died so you can do this; others whose lives were cut short; others who leave behind loved ones and whose families will dearly miss them .Yes... it's true... you will suffer a great loss if your fubar rank drops... but forgive me while I tell you that you will live to try again another day. So I ask that you treat this day as a day to remember those lost , those that were injured , those currently serving , and those that have lost family and friends , Instead of treating this as another day to beg for for the latest bling.
..:: Life ::..
I sit down and look at everything around me , and online and on here , and I have to say its shocking to see it happen , people jump right into one relationship and then when that goes down , jump into another one or something else ...
I find starting out as friends / dating is good idea to get to know each other before taking the next step but that's never true it's all about jumping right into it and in the end get hurt ...
Soul-mate / relationship and so on , that's biggest laugh in this world cause about 80% in 2013 alot of relationship is not lasting long , it's mostly people living together , I do see that happen and that will be very popular for 2013 big time living together ...
She Sins In Peace
She sins in peace. So gradual the grace. She was on for a little flutterin polite debauchery. Her feet are delicate and they step not on firmearth. She walks on thin air above men's heads and leads them astray.Spending scarlet, like a woman in the economy of heaven. In twilightwhere virtue is vice. So pure a thing, so free from mortal taint. Soinfinite our intercourse, so intimate indeed. Over the infinitebreast in bright degrees. Life is most cruel when she is most wise.She does not call her lust fire. She is as she is. She smiled as sinonly can.The depth and passion of her gentle glance. Her eyes begin their dance.Her eloquence might soothe a tigers rage. The long and lonelycolonnades. Her name is written in heaven. She is fair, she is whitelike a dove. Her beauty made me feel like a man. Have I not seen theloveliest woman born. She is my new found angel, muse, Madonna, allin one!
She lay beside me in the dawn as if we live in a movie. Breathing deep,dying in sc
A Relaxing Evening.
You walk through the door, plunk you keys on the counter and remove your jacket. You hear soft music playing in the back, as you pour a glass of wine, kick off your heels and rub your sore feet.
Taking a sip of wine, a little dribbles down your chin and you lick it off, enjoying the rich flavor. You become curious about the music and walk down the hall to the bedroom. Ther, you see I have the massage table laid out, some scented candles lit and the soft music playing.
I look over at you and ask "Rough day?" "Hell yes!" you reply.
"Let me see if I can help, then." I say.
I move close to you, take your wine and set it on the dresser. I lean in and kiss you, relishing the taste of the wine and your lips. "Mmmmmm" very nice.
I slide my hands up your arms, caress your cheek down to line of your jaw and begin unbuttoning your blouse. I remove it, then turn your around, and start massaging your shoulders, and then slowly remove your bra. Laying your clothes on the bed, I return a
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Things Never Happening
Becoming friends with the many who have privatized their profiles to friends only status. Looking over the achievements, I see things that will NEVER happen with me: Using fubar -or anything online- on Christmas Day; bling polishing of any level (one cannot polish what is not there, and there will NEVER be bling here); poking 5000 people; liking or being liked -if I can avoid it- by) that many people; using, having, or earning millions of fubucks to name the ones I can recall off the top of my pointed little head.
I'm sure there are others, but that is a fair list already, and not reaching those lofty limits does not, ni the least bother me.
They told me to keep the tears back,
I smiled weakly, and said
Sometimes a girl has to cry.
They said Dream, Believe, Achieve,
I laughed artfully, and said
Dreams are like volcanoes.
They told me to ignore them and walk away
I turned forward, and said
Kill 'em with kindness.
They said keep it a secret,
I looked up, and said,
It won't come true either way.
But it was a lie,
I locked myself inside,
I did what they wanted,
Now it dawns on me.
I am the guard to my own prison,
I hold the key!
I am the digger of my grave,
I hold the shovel above the ground!
Now is the time to live,
To live the truth.
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Let The Rain Fall
Its hard to not get mad and slap a hoe but god says turn the cheeck so heres me turning my cheeck lord give me strength
See You Soon
I’ll see you soon.
She said while,
exiting the room.
She left with a smile,
arriving in tears.
Her therapy session,
laid to rest her fears.
Transported to the past,
within the blink of an eye.
Flashbacks from Hell,
reminded her why.
She must keep going,
to this therapist of hers.
Until their faces become,
nothing more than a blur.
Looking forward to the future,
while wiping out the past.
Until the words, I’ll see you soon,
fades with them at last.
If Only You Knew
R.I.P. Grandaddy...I miss you everyday!
I envision you lying there,
waiting for my arrival.
If only you knew,
I was on a path of survival.
I retrace your tears,
continuously in my mind.
Then pray out loud for Father Time,
to allow me to rewind.
Just for a moment
to whisper in your ear.
I’m sorry, I love you,
I tried my best to get here.
You were already gone,
before I got the call.
I was completely unaware,
that you were even sick at all.
There you lye,
covered up with dirt.
As I got on my knees,
tears falling to the earth.
I can see your broken heart,
with the last breath you took.
I just wish I could provide you,
with an inside look.
see how hard I tried.
Breaking every speed limit,
along that twelve-hour ride.
But I was too late,
I will never again see your face.
I find myself visiting,
your final resting place.
These visions haunt me,
turn my hazel eyes blue.
If only you knew,
How much I regret not making it to you.
Being Diabetic for the better part of the last 5 years has opened my eyes to a lot of misinformation about the disease. It is really non-discriminating. Below you will find some myths, followed by their facts.
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The Vip Tour
Actions of hate, unexplained.Sent visions through my head; bloodstained.Repression seeped through, and began to scream.Reality’s high screech, through a wide open dream.
There I stood, clinging to your hand.A child of three, when approached by a man.Burning ember is the scent, as I lay asleep.By a fire in the woods, unaware of your weep.
Your secret struggle, the battle you lost.Is being played out before me, with a cost.For now I understand, why you despise me so.You blamed me for things, which I did not know.
He stained your soul, and threatened your child.I felt the gun to my head, through visions gone wild.You saved my life, as I ended yours.I have been granted, the VIP tour.
Through your eyes Mom, I lived your nightmare.My questions have been answered, you made me aware.Why I couldn’t remember, when your hatred began.Though I was also affected by that man.
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In my time of rest, I am finally at peace.
There is no pain, just me and my sheets.
I begin to drift off to a world, full of vibrancy and contrast.
Then I see my daughter, surrounded by pitch black.
She is alone and afraid, calling out my name.
What have I done I ask; knowing I am to blame.
I took the easy way out, put an end to my hurt.
I left her exposed, I put myself first.
I was her wall, her own personal shield.
Now she stands alone, in a wide open field.
I’m sorry I scream out, then I run her way.
And just that fast, I hear her say.
Mom wake-up, you’re having a nightmare.
Do my eyes deceive me, is she really there?
I jump from my bed, and hold onto her tight.
I vow right then and there, to continue this fight.
The one with the world, and within myself.
For nothing compares, to the regret I just felt.
Every file action, and every unwanted touch.
Was worth the cost, of missing out on so much.
Mind Control Who?
She puts on her war paint, one stocking at a time.
In search for a seed, a master of the mind.
As her thoughts spin wildly, out of control.
The master then finds her, with only one goal.
To control what she’s thinking, refocus her thoughts.
But there’s no controlling, what wasn’t meant to be caught.
He got more than he bargained for, when he planted his seed.
Something else was planted, fulfilling their need.
Both were missing something, that each of them found.
The right fertilization, the perfect compound.
With their minds together, working as one.
The seed began to grow, a new journey begun.
One filled with respect, then gave birth to love.
A mission unlike any other heard of.
Both were longing for control, which neither could tame.
Now standing as one, they both win the game.
Both are strong, and stand proud in their spot.
Linked to one another, thickening their plot.
Each day is something new, a mystery of minds.
Creating the best mixture, as t
History In The Making
We have left a trail, which I retrace all the time.
Re-read, re-watch and revisit our path left behind.
Getting lost in your eyes, as you stare back in mine.
The beauty of your gaze, the way your eyes shine.
How you brought realism, to the word love.
A feeling so surreal, one I never knew of.
I have given you every part of myself, the bad and the good.
You have loved me through it all, the way no one else would.
I revisit the angry times, the way we lashed out.
Camouflaging our own difficulties, while drowning in self-doubt.
Our trail is beautiful, made for the strong.
As we make more memories, through all that’s gone wrong.
Through it all we got it right, and in our hearts we remain.
For loving you is the most inspirational pain.
You planted a seed, and so have I.
One too powerful, for us both to deny.
For we are the same, I get who you are.
From a world away, you’re not really that far.
You have spoken to my soul, from the very first word.
I read your h
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Speaks To Mine
Let me tell you about this one dream.
I became more than what everyone seen.
My smile became real, my heart wasn’t broken.
Purposes were born, through every word spoken.
This feeling came over me, as I began to connect.
With a piece of myself, which I didn’t expect.
That part which I never knew.
Came alive, thanks to YOU.
The dream was so vivid, full of beauty and contrast.
Time stood still, within the hourglass.
Reflecting us both, united at last.
Born separately as one, through shattered roads of the past.
Our chain has been bound, since the day we were born.
As we both stared, in the eyes of the storm.
Leading two separate lives, but still fighting as one.
Both staring down the same barrel of the gun.
Shots were fired, and both of us were hit.
My eyes sprung open, before realizing it.
That this wasn't a dream, this is my life, in the now.
Connected to you, although I’m not sure how.
Nor do I care, for it makes no sense.
But you’ve walked
At dusk she wakes, standing she stretches and walks slowly to the opening of her den. Looking out at the freshly fallen snow, it sparkles like diamonds in the dim light. She steps out of the protection of her sanctuary, she shivers as the cold of the snow spreads through the pads of her paw. She shakes of the chill and sniffs the crisp air. There is something different in the air tonight she could feel it. She starts to trott through the woods picking up pace as a burst of energy hits her. The trees flying passed her as she runs full speed to the edge of the forest. She looks out carefully surveying the area for danger before walking out of the cover of the trees. She walks over to the pond leaning her head down she quenches her thirst. Perking her ears she hears an owl hooting in the distance, a pair of raccoons chattering as they scavenge for food, and the yipping of a lone coyote. She turns walking over to a huge snow covered rock she sits looking up at the moon as her mind wanders
Just another rant of things going on in y head. I tend to overkill things sometimes. I tend to get my emotions to involved sometimes. And I tend to break my own heart. I try to be true to myself and others. So much more easy to be true to others and never myself. I latch onto things and sometimes I just can't let go. Like a feeling, or a thought. I can be absolutely crazy about someone and they would never know it. I show no emotions to give it away. Looking back I feel guilty about some of the decisions I have made. But there is nothing I can do about it now except to make sure I dont make the same mistakes again. More then likely if you feel like something is bothering me, more then likely there is. But it takes alot for me to tell you what it is. Not because I dont want to, but because I may feel like you wont talk to me tomorrow. Tomorrow may never come. But I still keep things to myself. Sometimes I would just rather tell someone to FUCK OFF. But I dont. I keep the conversation g
The Same Way I Came In
Right or wrong, I simply don't care.
Don't say you understand, don't you fucking dare!
You do not understand, you don't know the pain.
With no end insight, and nothing to gain.
They move the pawn, as you strongly push on.
Being secretly weak, through all that's gone wrong.
The wall I have up, is my only self protection.
I couldn't care less, about your jaded perception.
Judge me by my size, and the smile that you see.
I dare you, to underestimate me.
I haven't made it this long, by being fragile and weak.
You provide me with more layers, my survival technique.
I stand tall, and I cannot be moved.
I arrived here on a mission, with something to prove.
Through swollen eyed tears, I laugh in your face.
Is that you got; you're such a disgrace!
You could never break me, but I give you your props.
Kudos for trying, but heres where it stops.
I have stepped outside, my very own mind.
No more blood tears, for once I'm not blind.
As every heartbeat, takes a little more away.
What U Deserve As A Woman
You ask me what I want from you well I`ll tell you,
I want to be appreciated
I want you to acknowledge my specialness
I want my achievements to be lined up in your memory
I want you to be overwhelmed sometimes by my talents
I want you to feel in awe
I want you to applaud my successes & celebrate my triumphs
I want you there with champagne for my victories
I want you here with a shoulder for my tears
I want you to realize that the time I have put into myself is to make our relationship better
I want you to encourge my efforts even if it means I surpass you!
I want you to take my seriousness, seriously & respond accordingly
I want to be appreciated for all the special, little things that make me, me
I want to be appreciated.
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What makes someone happy?
I used to want the whole fantasy of the so called "American Dream", family, house with white picket fence and lots of kids.
In the process of looking for it, I get cheated on, lied to, and walked over. I dont like controversey, so I was never one to throw up a fuss about anything. It just seemed that anytime I did, Im the one crying alone. Im the bad person. Im the one with the broken heart.
Maybe I would have never got married if I did. Im sure thats what caused the divorce. I stood up for myself. But then Im the bitch because I left him. Ya well...where is he now?
Maybe I just give to much of myself to the ones I love. But, I thought thats what you were supposed to do? If you truely can say that you love someone, wouldnt you do everything in your power to keep them happy? Arent you supposed to give it your all? If you half ass it, its not going to go anywhere. Am I right?
Then why am I the one that always gets screwed and my heart shatter
Being A Military Girlfriend!!
As the days go by they only get closer to the time he walks out that door and never looks back. I fear that day might be the last day I see him ever again. With only small good byes and the tear stained marks. I cry now when I know he's safe in he's own bed. But it's the reality that he is leaving. After watching the videos and listening to the soldiers stories. You fear everything that man kind has made! This is my first time with a man in the military and it's the hardest thing I'll ever go through. Letting someone you've fallen in love with and care for walk right out the door. Knowing what he is walking into a war zone with a chance of never coming back. The questions run through my mind everyday. Am I sure that we're ready for this? Is he going to come back when he leaves? And this questions will always and forever remain unanswered. No one can look past the good things. It's always and will always be the hardest things that we have to think of. But I will always support my man an
I hear you call my name
When I’m fast asleep
The second time you call my name
I wake up to go find you
In the cold night of winter
As I walk into the woods you appear
Sitting on a tree that had fallen many years ago
When I look into your eyes
I forget about everything in life
I wonder if you are a ghost or a human who wears white clothes
I sit next to you by the river
We don’t say anything
We just sit there quietly
Looking at each other
When you come near me
I wake up in my bed
I think to myself
Was it a dream or did it really happen
May 19, 2004
Breaking The Blog Cherry
Ok...so I am a HUGE fan of scary movies....I love the adreneline rush of being afraid...But the movie I watched tonight had me so freaked out and disturbed that it is now 2 hours later (3am) and I am still wide awake trying not to bug out...Yeah, apparently I am a bigger wuss than I thought I was....It wasn't so much the scariness, or the gore, it was pretty much the content...how descriptive and visual they were in a certain scene...If anyone has seen The Hills Have Eyes...then you probably know exactly what I am talking about...I was SO gung ho on seeing this movie...now I completely regret it...I know I am not going to sleep tonight...This sucks Not too much to say at the moment...just thinking that it might be a good idea to get the blog ball rolling...I would hate to actually have my first blog be a this huge bitch fest when I am in a bad mood or when something shitty happens...don't want anyone to think that I am a huge bitch LOL...I really am not, but my Myspace Blogs are all pr
Blog Cherry Getting Broke
ok so if you want to truely get to know me my yahoo id is twitchbiker im not on much but when i am i usually will sit and talk most of the time im on my other id name if you know it great contact me there if not well drop me a line on the firstname.lastname@example.org one if you want
I'll be out for a few days as the Mrs. is having surgery. You all be good and know that I love ya!
The World's Greatest Father
Inspiring Father Story. If you never read anyting I post read this one and watch the video!
http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=ryCTIigaloQ
The World's Greatest Father
Get ready for a good cry. Reader John Stano sent me
this incredible story, "Strongest Dad in the World,"
by Rick Reilly of Sports Illustrated:
"I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans.
Work nights to pay for their text messaging. Take them
to swimsuit shoots.
"But compared with Dick Hoyt, I stink.
"Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick,
26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only
pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair but also towed
him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled
him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars-all in the
"Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken
him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him
across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son
bowling look a little lame, right?
"And what has Rick do
I Hate Mondays
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Mondays are the worst days of the week. You come off a relaxing weekend of drinking and then you have to get up and work with a hangover. I wish you could just skip monday and start the week on tuesday. After watching the packers play, a person needs an extra day to recouperate. LOL
Update - I Am Not Lost! Lol
Hey Family and Friends...
Just letting you all know I am doing good!
I made it to Texas just fine. Am having a wonderful time with Chris (ZEBRAfan) and his son Brandon.
I will be heading back this weekend. Am not looking forward to that at all. :-(
Hope you all are doing well!
Will keep you posted!
Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired
Dont you just hate things and the way they go.sometimes I just get so damn sick and tired of all the bullshit in this world and fed up with people and there lies.When you say something it should have some meaning.If you dont mean it dont say it and people wouldnt be the way they are.Like sick and tired .I have been from the east coast to the west and all points inbetween I have been overseas to various countrys and to me no matter where you go in this world every one is excactly the same.It seems people tell you what you want to hear.Well I dont want to hear that bullshit.I want the truth.For all its worth good or bad thats what I want to hear.Be it from a man or woman.Oh and you woman are the worst at this.Sorry but its true you beat around the bush dont make yourselfs clear and dont take it personal but lie through your fucking teeth.Yes ,sorry but its true you do.I have been married ,had relationships ,and best friends that are girls and even they told me the same thing.I guess i wi
Tatt Across My Knuckles
Ive narrowed it down to HOPELESS, LIFELESS, LUCKLESS, OR SOULLESS in western style lettering. anyone have any suggestions?
My First Post Today
I hear your voice carried on the breeze
Silent sweet melody puts me at ease
Listening to the spirit that calls from within
Wondering if love is ever a sin
Now that I have found you no other can be
I am so lost in you your all I can see
You fill me and are that missing peace
You’re the only one who can this soul release
I soar upon clouds at the sound of your voice
I seek you out for I have no other choice
I am drawn to you as a moth to the flame
I live for the melody of your sweet name
I feel you I think you inside my skin
There is a joining beyond flesh’s sin
You are that one I sought through all time
The rapture of love living ever sublime
Perfection in all that I ever had dreamed
The one I would kill for and die if so deemed
The hand of god is seen in the working of things
I will wait another life time and accept all it brings
For I will never be whole till I hold you near
My muse and mentor the one I hold dear
By R. Thomas Dinsmore agony
In the rush to
For anyone who loves horror movies I strongly urge you to go see see SAW 3 it was great it had no scaryness in it really but a whole lot of blood parts that even surpassed the first two belive you'll see what I'm talking about. I also saw the Prestige which wasn't so bad but you will be bored out of your skull if you don't like people doing magic tricks but it is a good halloween movie at least I thought so well I guess that's it let me know what you think of saw 3 and have a great day!!!
So, as mushy as it sounds...I think I've met the greatest guy ever, haha. Just thought I'd share. Gotta admit, I'm waiting to mess it up, but at least I'm happy for now. Now, whats gonna be funny, is if he realizes I'm talking about him =)
Free Speech is Important to me The first adminment is absoulute as long you dont yell fire in full theater!! if I want to call President Bush " A FUCKHEAD" I have that right not everyone is going to like it but I have the right to say it! The worse speech is protected, Pornography is protetcted. We dont have to like what they say but they do have the right to say it! I support the Red Campaign, Red is a business model that supports the global fund for Aids and Malaria so if you buy I-Pod or MotoRazor Cell Phone or shoes a portiopn of the money goes to help buy life saving drugs to Africa. We in the frist world has a buying power that can do good. the more we support red more compaines will join!
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LIFE’S A JOURNEY
Ever take a road trip just driving in your car
Sometimes the road will be straight and smooth
And it seems like nothing can come in your way
For one can see for miles, nothing ahead but smooth sailing
So it is the foot to the pedal full steam ahead
One just steams ahead without a care in the world
Not paying attention to what is around them
Not see where they are or what can happen
But then something happens
They break down in the middle of no where
There they are standing there looking around
Lost in the middle of who knows where
With no where to turn… nor know where to go
Shaking their head wondering why me
Not a clue to how or why
Maybe one should have paid attention to the road signs
One that said next exit 100 miles
Or should have check the tires at last stop
How about the little noise or ping one blew off
What ever it did not matter …………then
Now it does and you shake your head wondering
Thinking that you should have paid attention
This blog entry is for more myself than anyone else. Yesterday my dog Ive had since I was 7, Brandy was put to sleep. She was suffering from bone cancer but her tail never stopped wagging until the end. She was brought to the vet at 11:35 and put to eternal rest at approx 11:40-11:50. I slept on the couch by her side the night before she was put down and came home from school at 10:50 and sat by her side in the dirt outside until she was taken away from me. She was the best dog I ever couldve had. I will never forget her and I will always miss her terribly. She is with my other dog Corkey now, and I take great comfort in that, although I wish very much that they were both sitting by my side right now. Unfortunatly, life doesnt work that way. They can put men on the moon but why cant they make an animal live 20 years? I miss you so much girl, I love you and I will never forget you. We'll be together someday girl(s)Rest in Peace.
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My Angel Granny
My grandma (Granny) meant the world to me and when she died I lost part of my soul.. I can't wait until the day comes that I will get to see her again. I wrote this poem about her and it was even published in a book of poetry in 2004. Go figure..
My Angel Granny
Granny when God made angels he had you in mind.
When he created grandmothers he made them in your image.
I was the child that wanted to be with you instead of my friends.
Watching you crochet blankets, doilies and even doll clothes, was so amazing to me, you could make such beautiful things out of a single ball of yarn.
When you got sick my heart jumped to my throat.
I wanted to give you my heart and my very own breath just to keep you on this earth a little while longer.
When Jesus took you I laid my head upon your chest and cried until the tears would no longer fall.
I cried for days thinking my Granny is gone.
I know that someday we will see each other again.
I now accept that you are in heaven and you are
Teens Injured During Dui Car Accident
NEKOMA - Two teenage girls remain in serious condition in intensive care in a Peoria hospital after a one-car accident early Sunday morning near Nekoma.
J. Price, 19, was driving eastbound on County Road 200N when he drove through a T intersection, striking a sign and hitting an embankment, sending the car airborne.
One of the occupants in the car called 911 and reported the accident was possibly in Stark County, according to Galva Fire Chief Denny Tarleton.
Emergency vehicles started the search south of Galva but could not find anything. The 911 operator used the GPS locator from the phone and located the phone at the intersection of 200N and 1180E, which is near Nekoma. The wreckage was not found until nearly 1:30 a.m.
Price and S. Carlson, 17, were taken to OSF St. Mary Medical Center, Galesburg. Price was treated and released and Carlson was transferred to OSF St. Francis Medical Center in Peoria.
J. Lipke, 21, was taken to Galesburg Cottage Hospital, according to Henr
Its Been Real!!!!!
Its been fun ppl but im gone. CT or LC or wateva u wanna call it is old news for me. Dont holla bak!!!!!!!!!
>> > Two priests are off to the showers late one
>> > night. They undress and step into the showers
>> > before they realize there is no soap.
>> > Father John says he has soap in his room and
>> > goes to get it, not bothering to dress.
>> > He grabs two bars of soap, one in each hand,
>> > and heads back to the showers. He is halfway
>> > down the hall when he sees three nuns heading his
>> > way.
>> > Having no place to hide, he stands against
>> > the wall and freezes like he's a statue.
>> > The nuns stop and comment on how life-like
>> > he looks. The first nun suddenly reaches out and
>> > pulls on his
>> > manhood. Startled, he drops a bar of soap.
>> > "Oh look" says the first nun, "it's a soap
>> > dispenser". To test her theory the second nun also
>> > pulls on his
>> > manhood. Sure enough, he drops the second bar of
>> > soap.
>> > Now the third nun decides to have a go. She
>> > pulls once
Hi. My name is mandy. I live near Charlotte, North Carolina. I have been a babysitter for about a year now. I would perfer to watch childern at least two years old. For more detail message me.
P.S. If you know anyone near my area that needs a babysitter let them know about me.
In your beautiful eyes, I get lost.
I can not let go of you, no matter the cost.
Till the day I die, or pass away,
know that in your hands my heart will stay.
It is yours to mold, however you choose,
but please baby, never set it loose.
One day, I promise I will make you my wife;
to have and to hold the rest of my life.
When we are together I hope the time slows,
and our love for each other surely grows.
I miss your laugh, your smile, and your grins,
and those aren’t even any of the seven sins!
When we embrace, it is hard to let you go,
because of my heart- a fit it will throw.
Through all of the times- both good and bad,
I have never lost the feelings I’ve had.
I love you woman with all of my heart:
I knew it that day (in Wapak), right from the start.
I’ve wiggled into places no one has ever before,
and I promise never to hurt you by closing the door,
You are my friend, my partner, and my life,
and I want you forever, as m
Well I got a call from my old CO (Commanding Officer) a few days ago and he informed me I have been put on the active recall list. Which means at anytime they can call me and I will be back to the sand hell known as Iraq. But hey somebody gots to do it right. I will keep you all informed if I do get sent back, if I do keep me in your thoughts and prayers, cause I will be thinking about you all over there. Ooh Rah and Semper Fidelis...The Boogey Man
New Mapping Thing!
we put a cool little map thing in our profile. feel free to look at it and add yourselves so we know where all our friends are from!
How Do I Support Wiindows?
think of this...day off. happy i am. made a new friend. good coffee. good weed. so now, my computer (and oddly my boyfriend) both have some kind of bug. hey, i am new to this cyber world, i still listen to vinyl! why would a window (i.e "my space") close when you try to log in?
PLEASE HELP TEACH THE TECH
CHALLENGED!!! i don't
Role Play Chat
i am making a role play chat on another server. if you would like to join, here is the basic information on the role play. i haven't got it put up yet but when i do, i will give you the link and more information on it. email me at email@example.com if you would like to join. its going to be called wicked prayer so put that in the subject line. thank you and i hope you consider playing^_^
The war that everyone has feared has come. The war that tore the world apart. The world between heaven and hell. The poor world between the two had no chance of surviving. Hell won the war so now the earth belongs to hell's ruler. Earth is now in ruins while demons and blood angels run the land. There are very few humans and few other creatures that roam the earth. Most fear for their lives so they hide among the ruins in groups. There is a group of some of the remaining species left who have become demon hunters. They seek out the demons and blood angels destroying these blood thirsty
Thanks To My Friends
I just wanted to thank all my friends who sent me birthday comments and cards.Im lucky to have such good friends.I had a great birthday.
Love to All
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some kansas single female out there. you should check me out. yeah. my ex is tryin to play mind games. as long as i dont talk to her. they'll have no affect what-so-ever. my ex is tryin to play mind games. as long as i dont talk to her. they'll have no affect what-so-ever.
i love this holiday my tree is already up all i need now is shopping for gift how many people out there are ready for this holiday as i am i love this holiday the snow lights the best holiday ever i find
Any true friends out there?
Ok I am wondering...Are there any TRUE friends out there?If so, where the hell can I find them? Seriously. I mean what the hell. I swear! I mean I think I am a nice, loving, caring, honest person with an outgoing personality and all that. So why is it that I don't have more friends...true friends that is. Yeah, I have aquaintances and such but what about a best friend - someone you can call up when you wanna hangout, that ya call when you're upset (and they actually try to comfort you), someone who loves you for you,someone who isn't fake and two-faced, someone who's life doesn't revolve around drama, drinking & partying all the damn time (don't get me wrong, letting loose every once in a while is cool...just not every other damn night), someone who would give ya the shirt off of their back if it were all they had, just to help you when you're in need....do these people even exist? What's the deal? I just don't get it. I mean I have less than a handful of
We all came together,
Both young and old.
To fight for our freedom,
To stand and be bold.
In the midst of all evil,
We stand our ground,
And we protect our country
From all terror around.
Peace and not war,
Is what some people say.
But I'll give my life,
So you can live the American way.
I give you the right
To talk of your peace.
To stand in your groups,
and protest in our streets.
But still I fight on,
I don't bitch, I don't whine.
I'm just one of the people
Who is doing your time.
I'm harder than nails,
Stronger than any machine.
I'm the immortal soldier,
I'm a US MARINE!
So stand in my shoes,
And leave from your home.
Fight for the people who hate you,
With the protests they've shown.
Fight for the stranger,
Fight for the young.
So they all may have,
The greatest freedom you've won.
Fight for the sick,
Fight for the poor.
Fight for the cripple,
Who lives next door.
But when your time comes,
Do what I've done.
To All The Military Personnel!!! Ty For All That You Do
I picked PEACH!!
Don't spoil it...just do it Pick a fruit and forward it on (don't forget to
send it back to the person that sent it to you) with the fruit you chose on
the Subject line. Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these:
9. Black Grapes
11. Custard Apple
What is your pick??? (Pick before you scroll down... do not CHEAT!!!)
ORANGE - If orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who has
enduring patience and willpower. You like to do things slowly, but very thoroughly and are completely undaunted by hard work. You tend to be shy, but are reliable and trustworthy friend. You have an aesthetic bent of mind.
You select your partner with care and you love with all your heart, and not
in for just a fling. You avoid conflict at all costs
APPLE - If a
Soon To Be An Ipod User! :(
My sony NWHD3 20gb mp3 player is giving up on me. I've had it for a little over a year...wow i just realized that, that really fucking sucks, stay away from sony mp3 players they last long enough to exceed the warranty. The reason why I bought the sony instead of and ipod is because I don't want to be that person who has and ipod because everyone has one, it's fucking annoying! Also the battery last 2 weeks! on one charge...but as time goes on that two weeks dwindled to 5 - 7 days. So I'm going to use the one (ipod nano) my sister gave me for christmas last year. If it last longer than the sony then I'll lose my grudge against apple.
If You Don't Like It That's Your Problem!
Ok here it is, the truth about me. For the past five months I have been dating a tran-girl. We've done so much together in that short time and i laugh a bit because without her I would have never known what it is to truely have fun and be happy. Many people do not believe we should be together because of the fact that she is different. But to be completely honest, I really love her! To me she is so beautiful inside as well as out. So to those of you that can not understand that.....that's your problem. No matter what others may think or say about us, I don't care. It's my life, let me live it. If you have to keep things from me no matter how unimportant them may seem then where should the roots of my trust start to grow? I have scars so deep to never fade. dont add to them. what great friends i have that can't even vote for my daughter in a simple contest. im so disappointed in you.
Just a small way to show our appreciation for all the hard and dangerous work you guys and gals are doing for our country!!
Come home safe!!
Blah Blah Blog Smog.
The clock ticking away annoucing the hour. Everything seemingly so loud. Tears rolling down
Gina's face. Totally lost within her own thoughts and longings. Finally having had enough
Gina gets up and walks towards the computer desk wondering what all the hype about the internet
and chat rooms are about. Turning the computer on, and scanning sights to work out how one would
actually chat on a computer. Coming across the sight of yahoo, Gina reads the protocol of how
to sign up for a ID. Once establishing her identity that she will become known for on the
computer Gina proceeded to find out how to enter a chat room. Hesitantly she hits the first room
she finds, not knowing what to expect, Gina is bewildered that people could be so rude and
arrogant to someone they didnt know. Some where friendly others where just down right rude
and disrespectful, as though you had walked into their territory and pointed a gun at them and
requested they hand over all their possession
Stay Away From T Mobile
IF YOU ARE SMART, YOU WILL NOT GO TO T MOBILE FOR CELL PHONE SERVICE! THEY WILL FUCK YOU OVER! FIRST OF ALL, I HAD TO WAIT IN THE STORE FOR 3 HOURS WHILE THE DUMBASS CHECKING ME OUT TRIED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WAS DOING. THEN, AFTER MY CREDIT CARD HAD BEEN CHARGED...I FOUND OUT THAT THE $50 MAIL IN REBATE I WAS PROMISED WAS NON-EXISTENT! TO TOP IT ALL OFF, MY HUSBAND WORKS ONLY 2 MILES FROM OUR HOUSE, AND HE CAN'T CALL ME FROM THERE BECAUSE THERE IS NO SERVICE THAT WAY AT ALL. I SPENT $200 FOR PHONES THAT I CANNOT USE, AND T MOBILE SAYS THAT AS LONG AS THE COVERAGE FOR MY STREET ADDRESS IS GOOD, I CAN'T GET OUT OF THE CONTRACT. I GUESS SINCE HE CAN USE HIS CELL TO CALL ME AS LONG AS HE'S IN OUR HOUSE.....WE SHOULD BE HAPPY. WHAT A FUCKING JOKE!
Absence Of Light And Pastry
Ah, losing my blog-virginity. Now this here is a tight spot, let's see how I'll manage and how many days will I bleed...
Anyhows, there one question that's been bugging me for 1½ years now. I guess it's damn possible that I've ran into it earlier but I really percepted it lately. And yes, I'm relatively new to the internet meme-scene and when it comes to the slangs and terms deriving from the US, I'm pretty much like a crusader in an unholy land. But nevertheless, here is the phrase that's been mocking my very existence for the past 18 months with its mere existence:
"COME TO THE DARK SIDE - WE HAVE COOKIES!"
. . .
AAARGH! What the HELL is this supposed to mean? DARK SIDE?! COOKIES?!? Tell me, what the hell is the nonexistent coherence between a "dark side" and "cookies"? That's right - THERE IS NONE!
So please, all who are capable: feel free to enlighten me on the etymology of this mysterious and horrendous piece of gibberish that's been possessing almost every possible
Well, last time I posted the direct links I got deleted so just go here...
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It funny, it just hit me.
why do the happy moments in life have to fly by so quickly? But when it comes to the horriable moments in life, they seem to be going by so fuckin' slow.
Yeah so I have no idea what I am doing on this website...it is confusing me. Yet I am addicted to getting points. Damn it...a new addiction!
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Just A Little About Who I Am
On the surface I look like a normal woman, but if you talk to me even for a short time, you will see that I am different. In school I was more of a math and science person than an English and history person. As I grew up, I found that I got along with guys better than girls because my interests are more like theirs. I would rather get outside and do things like hiking, boating, or fishing than sit inside and watch talk shows or soap operas. I like rock and roll and love to play all instruments including the drums and bass which you see few women play. In fact, I find many traditionally female interests, like shopping, decorating, and cooking to be dull if not aggravating.
I suppose this could be because men have always had a powerful influence on my life. My mother and grandmother are wonderful people and taught me many invaluable lessons, but when it came to social development, the men in my family definitely had a strong influence. My grandfather spent a great deal of t
My Biology 101....
i have started something that happens to me everyonce a month. i'm tryin to keep track of it. its my man period. things happen when i get on it. mark the day and time. 01 21 07, 10 25 pm. now starts a week of.... he he he
Rough Nite At Work On Friday
So I went to work security at the club on Friday night. My buddy's band was playing, and it was setting out to be a really fun and easy going night. We were in a smaller town this time, I'm used to being in the bars in larger cities where there is usually more action. Figured on an easy night, maybe escorting a few overly intoxicated folks out the door. Far from the case!
Night was going really well, I had a half dozen beers in me, trying to stay sober until the after party. Third set rolled to a start, and I had seen no action at all, everyone having fun. Myself and a couple other hired goons were standing at various corners of the building, and right before third set started we had chatted about one table, two girls in their very early 20's and their boyfriends, drinking like liquor was going out of style. They weren't together, but the girls were chatting and sometimes getting a bit loud. No big deal. Second song into the third set, one of my personal favorites, Number o
Okkk...someone help me out here.
What the fuck does BLOG stand for??
Now it might be an age thing, or it could be a female thing, but seeing as how i'm quite a smart (allegedly), young at heart woman, i really don't think it can be either of those. (Or maybe i'm in denial)
I like messing around on and with computers, and Ive heard it talked about many times, so i know WHAT it is...I just dont know what it STANDS for!!
BLOG: a shared on-line journal where people can post diary entries about their personal experiences and hobbies. (thats the dictionary definition anyway)
OK..fine, got that bit.
But why Blog? I mean, who the chuffin hell came up with that word?
I KNOW it has to have meaning, and i know that some smartass out there knows what the meaning is. But can said (probably male) smartass please enlighten female dumbass here before she goes completely crazy??
Ive tried various mental suggestions out. And when i say mental, i mean in my head,
So you want to know who I am?
I bet you do.
I am with you when you sleep and with you when your awake.
So you want to know who I am?
I bet you do?
I feel you when your sleeping and touch you to awake.
So you want to know who I am?
I bet you do?
I haunt you when you sleep and appear in shadows when your awake.
So you want to know who I am ?
I bet you do.
I mix lies with the truth twisting your words just so to amuse me, But also to confuse you.
You want to know who I am?
I bet you do.
YOU KNOW IT NEVER MATTERS WHAT YOU DO TO TRY TO MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY IT ALWAYS COMES BACK TO BITE YOU IN THE ASS you can dedicate years to someone friend lover whatever you can do all within your power to make someone feel loved or happy in the end it never pays off they always find some reason to throw all your effort in the toilet fuck them judgemental ungrateful son of a bitches its time to start making me happy if someone wants me to put them before myself ever again i wanna feel some love first if they don't like who i am they can kiss my ass
Your first love is the most realest love you can ever have! It is very unsuspecting and hit you like a rocket! You never know what you are getting yourself into until it happens! Love is trickery! Many people say the word just to make someone smile but it is true when it slips out and you are stuck there looking crazy, then they respond and love is perfect! Love can hurt also because you may love someone so much that you don't want to lose them! Fellas and ladies when you say you love someone from no on make sure you mean it! Love is true when ya'll can get through anything and still can call each other and have a happy conversation!!!! I love someone so much and you may or may not know who if you think you know ask and see and just ask if you want to know!!!!!!
don't you just hate when somebody you care so much about act like they don't know it and then they get mad when you show it. that junk just pisses me off LOOK @t my BIgg BoOta
BDSM Dictionary of Terms
AB, Adult Babies := Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies. This can include the wearing of nappies, bottle feeding and changing (see also Age Play)
Abuse := "physical maltreatment" and "improper or excessive use or treatment" (Merriam-Webster Dictionary)
"An abusive relationship is one in which substantial physical, mental, or emotional harm is inflicted, that is not temporary in nature, and is not clearly compensated for by positive and loving experiences over a long period of time." -- by louise, 1997
Age Play := Role Play involving an "age change". Ex. Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies, school boys/girls, …
Algolagnia := Medical/psychological term for the love of pain. Colloquially known as "Masochism".
Alternative Lifestyle := A sexuality that differs significantly from the 'norm' may make an alternative lifestyle necessary or desirable. A sexual orientation less common than the norm may stigmatize the individual pushing the
Hockey Chix Rants
Jerry Kuhn stopped all 45 shots launched by the Storm offense in a 3-0 route of the Tri-City squad. He also collected an assist on the third Sioux City goal in the process. Phil DeSimone scored on a rare penalty shot awarded at 3:25 of the first period. Spencer Heichman collected a shorthanded goal off of an Anthony Maiani feed just 44 seconds into the second period. Max Pacioretty (Jerry Kuhn) put the final goal of the contest away at 5:11 of the third.
I would like a caring man. A man that can treat a woman right. One that can accept my faults as I accept his faults also. I know I am not perfect and I also know that no one is.I would like to have a man that has some of my interests.
I like most kinds of music. I love to sing. I don't drink beer but the occasional glass of wine or margerita is nice. I have never used drugs and prefer not to be around ones that do. I also would prefer a non smoker. So, if a man can accept that, it would be great.
I do not play head games and
Finding your self is harder than you think
TO find your self you have to look in to your soul.Now to look in to your soul you must not be afraid becouse there are terrible things that will haunt and try to steal your life force away.Dont worry my child for i am the light and if you fallow me i can show you what you seek for i have what you search for. Thats right i have your SOUL so what will you do now ?can you ask me for it?No you cant becouse i like it to much and it taste so nice plus the smell is so sweet, so befor you take that turn remember im waiting for you
Always Waiting For You
To Have Lived Once
An loved truely once is a blessing in these times and to do it agien would be miricale becouse you are always on th look out for that special soul but to find it you must walk down the road of many heart breaks so when you find the one your ment to be with hold on to them and never fail to show them what they mean to you
a night satan him self cried
if you hav
You know.. it really pisses me off when you think you know someone... someone that you have know for 11 years.. lost touch... then comes back in your life.. to lead you to believe things.. then totally lies... grrrr.. he knows who he is... he really ruined my day.. but this is the only day he will ruin... He gives men a very bad name.. And this is one of the reasons why I am so picky when it comes to men....
Okay.. I am done.. thanks for letting me vent.. I could probably go on and on.. but let me quit while I am ahead!
Ok well i created my profile yesterday, i have friends who have been trying to get me on this thing. But i have other pages i go to.. so anyways it is quite interesting on here. It will take some getting used to but im liking it already :)
Note to self: shoveling driveway in the morning while wearing dress/work clothes and heels is NOT a good idea. I've had some nice geeky moments going on lately.
I've finally been able to break out the 90's edition Trivial Pursuit after a few years. It's just been sitting in my guest room. I recently had some dinner guests who thought it would be fun to play. :) While I was away on business in Hartford, CT, I picked up a game for BZero called Morgan's Revenge. It's a 'pirate' gambling games that uses little metal dubloons and a spinner/top.
I've also been reading a bunch of new comics. I bought the newest She-Hulk (I've become a real Shulkie addict lately) and the new Franklin Richards: Lab Brat collection. BZero also lent me a Transformers graphic novel, and the Marvel 1602 collection. I REALLY enjoyed the 1602 comics. I don't know all of the characters that well, so that may have added to my enjoyment. I'm thinking that if I DID know a lot about the characters, I'd
WE WENT LAST NIGHT AND SAW THE NEW MOVIE WITH NICHOLAS CAGE "GHOSTRIDER" AND IT WAS AWESOME....KICK ASS MOVIE, IF YOU GET A CHANCE YOU NEED TO SEE IT
If you like metal, check out my band at myspace.com/midistunes we're from Lloydminster, Alberta/Saskatchewan Canada.
If blondes and bimbos were the same thing, the prefix 'bim' could be used to create new words that describe them:
Bimbabble - noises coming from a group of blondes
Bimbaffled - constant mental state of blondes
Bimbait - short skirts, sheer blouses, string bikinis or other clothing worn by blondes in an attempt to attract the attention of males
Bimbar - a bar where blondes hang out wearing bimbait
Bimbag - a blonde's purse
Bimbrushes - essential equipment in a bimbag
Bimbastic surgeon - specialist in breast enhancements for blondes
Bimbeeper - special instrument used as a homing device for lost blondes
Bimbellow - sound emanating from a blonde after she finally got the most recent blonde joke she heard
Bimbillion? - a blonde giving an estimate of anything
Bimblaze - the result of a blonde trying to cook
Bimblues - a blonde's state of mind after her latest boyfriend ditched her
Bimboette - a young blonde
Bimbonese - language spoken by blondes, largely unintelligible to an
Go Little Man
My little man took yet ANOTHER step into BIG boyhood!!!
He made his 1st potty in the potty chair.
Dont Kill Yourself, Let Me Doit!
Hiroski Maeue is accused of luring his victims by pretending that he was planning to kill himself with carbon monoxide gas. Prosecutors allege Maeue allegedly gained sexual pleasure out of watching people struggling as they suffocated, Mainichi Shimbun reported.
"They were heinous and inhumane crimes of a type never seen before in history, and it's as clear as day that the death sentence is unavoidable," a prosecutor said Tuesday during closing arguments in Osaka District Court.
The victims died between February and June of 2005, the newspaper said.
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I Miss Him...
If I were to tell you the truth, you wouldn’t belive me
You wouldn’t even care about what I have to say
Because I’ve messed up so much in my life
I want to turn it around
I really do
But I can’t
I have a way to relieve my pain and guilt that dwells within
You tell me I can’t
You tell me its bad for me
I don’t care…
Ever since I stopped
I’ve been depressed, I wanted to find a new way
Never ever not until I found this
I don’t know what to do
To make you believe me
So I’m not even going to try
There is no point
No point at all
You wont believe me
You never do
You never have
And you never will
Whats wrong with me? it wasnt a year ago that i saw him last, and i miss him so much, i keep on listening to Seize the day by A7X and it makes me think of him even more, i miss him with everything i have, and because he left me, i'm offically broken, nothing can fix me, no crazy glue, nothing, i miss him with all of my heart and i still can't sto
Last night, I dreamt that for some reason, we were in my car driving back from springfield to my house. and by we, i mean myself, my brother, john goodman, and roseanne barr. both were in character from the show, "Roseanne."
john goodman's driving, roseanne's shotgun, and my brother and i are in the back seat. i casually notice he's going about 85mph in snow, and i mention i don't usually do that on dry pavement, let alone snow.
sure enough, we get all the way to my house, and he spins out about 100 yards from the driveway.
in doing so, we slide off the road, into the ditch, but in my dream, my road ditch turned into a 20 foot ravine with a creek about 8 feet deep.
john goodman, roseanne, my brother, and i all get out fine, but my brother's in the water, diving to get anyone else out of the lumina.
he doesn't find anyone, and all i can think about is, "how am i going to get my car out of this creek and into my driveway?!"
and then i woke up.
All About Us
EITHER THERE ARE SOME SAD WANKERS ON THIS SITE WHO ALLWAYS REPORT US FOR FUK ALL ..........
WE CANT EVEN DO ANY MORE MUMMS ........
GOD WHAT A WANK SITE
GET A LIFE YOU SAD FUCKERS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Dark Princess In Disguise's Words Of Wisdom...
well here is my first blog on here...where I rant and rave and just plainly put my thoughts on whatever the hell I feel like it. If ya dont like what I am saying...either dont read...or remember it's just a blog.
Hey all my friends i love chatting with all of my friends here but that shoutbox is driving me crazy so if any of you like too chat and have yahoo messenger feel free too add me jdhutchens38614. I will still chat on the shoutbox as long it is not having one of it's fit's. Thanks and everybody have a great week.
Your Political Profile:
Overall: 80% Conservative, 20% Liberal
Social Issues: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
Personal Responsibility: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Fiscal Issues: 75% Conservative, 25% Liberal
Ethics: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal
Defense and Crime: 100% Conservative, 0% Liberal
How Liberal Or Conservative Are You?
You Are a Smart American
You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed.
Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be.
Are You a Dumb American? One of these questions is tricky...
You Passed the US Citizenship Test
Congratulations - you got 9 out of 10 correct!
Could You Pass the US Citizenship Test?
Things I Want To Say !
Current Mood Crushed Betrayed which ever More
Currently Listening to Baskstreet Boyz quit playin Games & Kid Rock I am who I am
Tho these Past few days People have Promise they would call me Then Never do & dont show up online after they say it cuz they dont want me asking them why the hell they didnt call so Know what? dont Make a Promise that you cant Keep i am sick & Tired of People Lying to me & Going out of their ways to try & hurt me i have been trough hell & back these past few weeks because my mom has to get a heart scan because her heart is acting up I hate Guys I really do & I also Hate stupid bitches that think they know shit They Know Nothing about The past few weeks Ive had people say They like me Love me falling for me But Yet They Never prove it & Then You Go in a chat room & the same person who said they liked you compeletely lgnores You so whatever Go fiddle with Your little Girlfriend cuz I dont need this Bullshit also I had someone tell me hes falling for me B
Something To Think About
THE FABLE OF THE
DUCKS AND HENS
By George Lincoln Rockwell
Many, many years ago,
When animals could speak.
A wondrous thing the ducks befell,
Their tale is quite unique.
Down by a pond dwelt all these ducks,
Ten thousand at the least.
Their duckish joys were undisturbed
By any man or any beast.
One day down near the entrance gate,
There was an awful din.
A hundred hens all out of breath
Were begging to come in.
Oh let us in! these poor birds cried,
Before we do expire!
Tis only by the merest inch
That we escaped the fire!
Their feathers burned, their combs a droop,
They were the saddest sight.
They,d run a hundred miles or more,
All day and then all night.
Come, come in! the ducks all quacked,
For you our hearts do bleed!
We'll share our happy lot with you,
Just tell us what you need!
And so these poor bedraggled hens
Amongst the ducks moved in.
For, after all, the ducks declared,
We're sisters 'neath the skin.
------- -----are like apples-------------------
--------on trees. The best ones-----------
------are at the top of the tree.--------
----The boys dont want to reach------
---for the good ones because they ------
-are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
Instead, they just get the rotten apples-
---from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
-something is wrong with them, when in
--reality, they're amazing. They just
---have to wait for the right boy to-------
----- come along, the one who's-----------
----------- brave enough to-----------------
----------------- the way---------------------
-----------------to the top--------------------
---------------- of the tree.------------------
SEND THIS TO ALL THE GIRLS YOU THINK ARE AMAZING
what's up everyone, I see alot of people steppin up on their soap boxes and complaining about this that and the other, but I am here to tell ya that this is a computer, and I know that some people use it to meet other people to have sex with and to me that is just odd, First of all you should make friends first, and how to you do that if all you want to do is invite people to be your friend, and then you don't talk to them anymore, If you want to add friends, atleast make them friends and talk to them. We are not all sex starved pervs. and here to lie and cheat and rape any of the girls that talk to us. I am very happily married and all I am out to find is to find some friends and new people to talk to, so come people if you want to be friends, then be my friend and talk to me, other wise just mind your own and have a great day.
I Love You Deer
SUPERIOR, Wis. - A 20-year-old man received probation after he was convicted of having sexual contact with a dead deer. The sentence also requires Bryan James Hathaway to be evaluated as a sex offender and treated at the Institute for Psychological and Sexual Health in Duluth, Minn.
"The state believes that particular place is the best to provide treatment for the individual," Assistant District Attorney Jim Boughner said.
Hathaway's probation will be served at the same time as a nine-month jail sentence he received in February for violating his extended supervision.
He was found guilty in April 2005 of felony mistreatment of an animal after he killed a horse with the intention of having sex with it. He was sentenced to 18 months in jail and two years of extended supervision on that charge as well as six years of probation for taking and driving a vehicle without the owner's consent.
Hathaway pleaded no contest earlier this month to misdemeanor mistreatme
1) Chelsea Charms - 153XXX
2)Cindy Fulsome - 12QQQ
3)Plenty Uptopp - 127PPP
4)Maxi Mounds - 42M
5)Minka - 44KK
6)Traci Topps - 34JJ
7)B.B. Gunns - 76HHH
8)Pandora Peaks - 72HHH
9)Crystal Gunns - 46GG
10)Donita Dunes - 44GG 1) "I should never have switched from Scotch to Martinis" Humphrey Bogart (199-1957)
2) "These curtains are killing me - one of us has got to go" Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)
3) "Channel Five is all shit,isnt it? Christ, the crap they put on there" Adam Faith (1949-2003) watching tv in hospital.
4) "Dont you dare ask god to help me" actress Joan Crawford (1905-77) to her maid as she began to pray.
5) "Hurry up you bastard - i could kill 10 men while you're fooling around!" US serial killer Carl Panzam (1891-1930) prior to his execution
6) "Dont let it end like this. Tell them i said something" Mexican revolutionary Pancho Villa (1878-1923)
7) "I did not know that we had ever quarrelled" American author Henry David Thoreau (1817
I would love to show my fellow service members that I appreciate what they all have done for us so far in this hell of a time were in right now. I hope that it will all be over soon and they will be back w there familes very soon. Thanks for your help every one!!!!
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Can Anyone Help Me
I'm try to make a nice lounge and was wondering if anyone can help me put it together and make a great one
Shattered and fractured
She lies there again
A breaking point
She'd never thought she'd attain
That she would strain
Blood pressure shot
Tears spilling down,
Her rouge-covered cheeks
She'd never been so alone
Drain all her thoughts
Forget it, she's gone
And now she just lies there, damaged and dashed
Tossed away, like and old plaything
Mascara spilled, left from nights before
She's never left her sheets
Just barely dragged out from sleep
She's poor in the heart,
She'll never forget or forgive
For this breaking apart..
This breaking point
Splintered and unkept
She's managed to weep
The last tears..
There's never just those last few
Forlong expressions dance across here face
Old love songs taunt her in the depths of her mind
She's a prisoner of her own mind I'm the girl that gets pushed aside..when his world gets wrecked..
I'm the girl he leades around, like nothing could infect, me
I'm the girl that doesn't matter, whe
Someone tell me how much better it is when yo uget divorced cause i sure as hell hope things get better cause this tramp is cybering with four guys at once in a damn GAME!!! and then having phone sex with one right next to me. I guess 5 years together didnt mean shit to her, i guess i was just a way for her to get out of the fucking army. maybe she is mad that she cant have any more kids by me, either way i dont give a flying fuck anymore, women are the fucking devil and i am done with them. good riddance!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't think any man can truly understand the workings of a woman. Take me for instance. I have been "married" for almost five years now. YEs she wants a divorce and thinks we won't work as a couple. That part I understand, but what i don't understand is what I am about to tell you. Guys I thought this shit was just wrong, and girls maybe you could explain to me what she is doing, cause it blew my fucking mind.
SHe was playing her Final Fantasy 11 game online and ta
*i didnt write*
Lord, I pray from day to day
To help me understand
How Americans view their heroes
And how they judge a man
If being famous
Is looked upon with awe,
Something is wrong with our values
What are we fighting for?
I'm in the military
And proud of what I do
But I need to feel some strength and love
That's why I pray to you.
Some of our families left us
And now years have passed
I feel the burden and the stress
For each day could be our last
I'm in the field of combat
With bullets surrounding me,
There are few that care
For those who've died
Protecting those born free
I'm asking for some comfort
Some support, and one thing more
To get RESPECT and HONOR
From the Americans we fought for
You and I are heroes
Fighting for our land to be free
And 'tho no one has heard our names,
We're the heroes, you and me
Our awards weren't televised,
No speech with tears in our eyes
Why is our county too blind to see
That the heroes will always b
Just A Thought For The Day And Yes It Was A Bulletin Too
How often do you think people post on women's blogs? How often do you think people post on men's blogs? I would venture to bet there is a huge disparity....
Ok more serious questions....and please respond to the blog it will say a lot about who you are....course if you don't respond perhaps you wish to remain elusive.....
1. Lights on or off?
2. Favorite M&M candy color
3. Dogs or Cats?
4. Outdoors or indoors (not sex silly, which do you prefer to be in :)
5. Favorite sport? team?
6. Strip poker or spin the bottle
7. Politics or education (trust me there's a difference)
8. First President of the United States
9. Give a damn or damned to give?
10. Boxers or briefs (panty or gstring) LOL Miss your touch, your smell, your feel.
I miss your smile, your laugh, your zeal.
I miss your mind, your thought, your soul.
I miss your friendship, your kindness, the way you make me whole.
Hey everyone i just got back from my trip to seee my Dad and his wife and my new niece in Tennessee. I also wanted to try out my new camera. I took many many shots which i cant wait to post on here. Well the trip was fun. I love down there so much and i wish i could move right now. I feel like i can berath and the people there are so nice and friendly. Not too mention the scenery is absolutely beautiful. Well any way off to bed for me as i just drove ten hours in a Jeep, which let me tell is no Caddilac.
Umm.....a Poem By Me-sad, But It Is
as the sun shines upon your face
i feel my heart begin to race
you touch my skin, tears start to flow
i know deep inside you are destined to go
i rage to the heavens
'why offer this gift?
if only to snatch it away
oh so swift?'
my heart lies in pieces
my soul burning low,
my sunshine has faded,
my moon lost it's glow
a heart cannot fly
if it's wings have been broken
this heart, it will die
from words left unspoken
i hide from the light
the shadows i'll claim
until a new love
comes to call my hearts name
to mend this torn soul
it will only take time
until i can find
the love that is mine
that day will come
the shadows all flee
when the soul of a new love
will call out to me
i will wait for that day
and trust it will be
my heart will be whole again
happy and free....
alrighty guys, feelin a lil down....my friend is going through some tough times and her mom is a heavy drinker, to the point where she needs counseling, and detox and all that other stuff...but yeah....it scares me and makes me sad...just thought i woudl share seeming as i dont have anyone to talk to right now...cya later...
A Little Something...
HEY FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY. I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WON'T BE ON MUCH FOR A WHILE. I'M HAVING A ROUGH TIME RIGHT NOW. I MISS YOU PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH. PLEASE DON'T THINK I'M LEAVING CT CAUSE I'M NOT I'M JUST NOT ONLINE AS FREQUENTLY AS I WAS. FEEL FREE TO SEND ME PERSONAL MESSAGES ANYTIME AND I WILL CHECK IN FROM TIME TO TIME AND EMAIL ANYONE WHO EMAILS ME BACK.
LOVE YOU ALL
BI SWEETNESS.... You lay there on my bed. Looking good enough to eat. Sugar on your beautiful belly. Sexy rosy glow on your naked body. I touch you gently between your thighs so wet from excitment.
I take a strawberry from my bowl and swirl it around your belly. Bring it to your lips for a taste. You take a bite and moan enjoying the flavor. Then rub the half eaten berry over your erect nipples. Then I take each one into my mouth to suck the sweet juices from them. You moan for more.
I kiss you passionatly as I slip two fingers in your warmth. Dunking another strawberry in the sugar and taki
Here's something I'd like to say although none of you fucks read any of this shit but DO NOT MESSAGE ME ASKING ME TO RATE YOUR PIC!If I wanted to I would. If this pisses you off.... O WELL! I'm sick of getting messages from asses wanting me to rate their stuff. Ive gotten like several messages in the past few days asking me about doin it. You message me wanting a rate or a comment ill block your asses! I'm not here to act like im in highschool or anything like that Im here to meet cool ppl and make friends. Sorry if I sound like an asshole Im just sick of having an inbox full of fuckers wanting me to rate their fucking pics
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Lookin 2 Be Controlled
why is it women like 2 boss men around and try 2 control them? its like there obsessed wit making us in2 better men. please ladies comment on this hey ladies wat do u prefer 2 wear thong panties or french cut? women r just all talk and no action, yeah they talk and talk but never deliver.even though we men r horny all time, least we have blood running thru our veins!
How's it going? Just wishing everyone a happy easter! I went to my uncle's house which he lives an hour and a half away and traffic was horrible =(. Food was good..except for the lamb...yuck! anyways hope everyone had a happy easter!!
Whats Wrong With Me??
I sit here everyday and stare at this computer screen. I get up at 6:15 to put my kids on the bus, then I sit and wait or my two youngest to wake up so that I can fix them breakfast. Throughout the day I clean the house and when it is time I fix dinner. I fight on the phone... I watch tv... I sometimes listen to music. But mostly I am on here. No one has ever taken the time to understand the inner workings of my mind. I think that once they get close and start to know me the real me scares them. I cut myself when down (depressed) and sometimes the urge just comes over me at times when I am not. I do things in ways that others ask me "Why the hard way?" I challenge my boundaries. I gave up all of my friends years ago for the man that I married. He has choosen them ever since. So do I know how to have friendships...I know that I am trying. I push people that I truely care about away. Everyone says that it is the fear of getting hurt.. When truthfully I do it for fear of hurting them. THe
#1 A Goldfish's attention span is three seconds
#2 Animals that lay eggs don't have belly buttons
#3 Beavers can hold their breathe for 45 minutes under water
#4 Slugs have 4 noses
#5 Camels have 3 eyelids
#6 A honey bee can fly at 15mph
#7 A queen bee can lay 800-1500 eggs per day
#8 A bee has 5 eyes
#9 The average speed of a housefly is 4.5 mph
#10 Mosquitoes are attracted to people who just ate bananas
#11 Flamingos are pink because they eat shrimp
#12 Emus and Kangaroos cannot walk backward
#13 Cats have over 100 vocal chords
#14 Camel's milk does not curdle
#15 All porcupines float in water
#16 The world's termites outweigh the world's humans 10 to 1
#17 A hummingbird weighs less then a penny
#18 A jellyfish is 95% water
#19 Children grow faster in the spring
#20 Broccoli is the only vegetable that is also a flower
#21 Almonds are part of the peach family
#22 Alaska has the highest per
Was def missin havin a large breed so we rescued a purebred golden retreiver puppy today:)
The previous owner was to sick to care for him, and apparently noone noticed how thin,and burnt up this pooor by was!!
They brought him by at 1 today..4-13-07, and hes 8 months so should be big around 49-55 lbs, but no, so tiny!
Very well mannered, loves my kids tons,dosent jump up n knows all commands:)
We brought him to our vet since i had no clue what shots,or wormer (some worms can spread to kids-tape worm and hook worm) and had to get his lip looked at the outside was swollen, and inside..however i didnt notice his tongue and dont know how i missed it..poor boy..his whole tongue is burnt..all the way back to the top of his throat..but he can somehow eat so thats good, but she thinks that might be why he is so skinny because it proabably happened wks ago and the first few wks he probably counldnt eat much..thank god he can now..he only weighed 35 lbs :( and his cut on his ear was infect
Quote From Keep On Rocking In The Free World By Neil Young
"Anguish, fear, and sorrow, are emotions we all feel, but never more strongly than in our adolescence. When just having an acne-rabid skin, can mean a lifetime of loneliness. One's acceptance by others, is a barometer of one's popularity. If one is different, a misfit, maybe unattractive, unathletic, one is in for a lifetime of cruelty and suffering, that will traumatize permanently. You see scars are souvenirs you never loose. The past is never far. You can try to repress it. You can try to hold it back. You can try to deny it. But it will still continue to grow... stronger, and stronger. Like a malignant cancer, that can't be satiated. Each of us manifests our pain in different manners. Whether it's three in the morning in bed... tears in one's eye. Whether it's a need to destroy everything beautiful, or just simply shutting one's self off from society. My father never gave me what I needed, so I understand what it's like to do without. They should understand this. They should give w
Illinois Crisis -- Severe Staffing Shortages
Union issues new report:
State employees overloaded, services undermined
April 11, 2007
A NEW REPORT released April 11 by AFSCME Council 31 documents the continuing crisis of understaffing in eight of the largest departments of Illinois state government. Over the past six years, the agencies dealing with public safety, human services and child protection, veterans and the environment have suffered from a staggering decline in frontline staff—a total loss of more than 6,000 essential employees. A series of reports issued by Council 31 last year revealed in stark detail the devastating consequences of these staffing cutbacks. The new report, Beyond the Breaking Point, Illinois State Services in Crisis, provides an update one year later.
The last year has witnessed increasingly violent incidents in the state’s prisons and juvenile centers, quality care problems in state developmental centers that jeopardize federal funding, avoidable tragedies in child protection, and back
Now Hear This,
Putting limits on pic rating is fucking annoying. I should be able to rate anyone I want whenever I want, for the simple pleasure of being able to let someone know "hey, I was here, and thought you were cool." If it's a points thing, then, well, STOP dolling out points with the ratings! Or limit the frigging points, hell I don't care...
That is all. The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: a mix of bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: several times a weekIs sex a top priority for you?: oh hell yeahDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: most of the timeHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: only a few times in my lifeHow do you feel about one night stands?: Fun, forgettable...How many one night stands have you had?: b4 I got married, too manyWhat's your favorite position?: Flying VWhere's your fa
Storm over scientists' formula milk bid
By Mike Swain
BRITISH scientists are planning to develop baby milk which, it is claimed, will allow babies to be slim for the rest of their lives.
The formula baby food will contain the hormone leptin, which turns off hunger in the brain.
Scientists claim it would protect from obesity and diabetes even if the children later went on a high-fat diet. It follows remarkable results in feeding leptin to pregnant mother rats, which protected their offspring from later obesity.
But last night, other experts were sceptical that it would have the same result in babies.
And fears have been raised about the safety of tampering with babies' brains in such a fundamental way.
The anti-fat infant foods are being planned at the Clore Laboratory, University of Buckingham.
Mike Cawthorne, who heads the research team, said: "The supplemented milks are simply adding back something that was originally present - breast milk contains leptin and fo
Fear The Kryptonite!
'Kryptonite' discovered in mine
The real kryptonite - Jadarite (NHM)
Very definitely not green
Kryptonite is no longer just the stuff of fiction feared by caped superheroes.
A new mineral matching its unique chemistry - as described in the film Superman Returns - has been identified in a mine in Serbia.
According to movie and comic-book storylines, kryptonite is supposed to sap Superman's powers whenever he is exposed to its large green crystals.
The real mineral is white and harmless, says Dr Chris Stanley, a mineralogist at London's Natural History Museum.
"I'm afraid it's not green and it doesn't glow either - although it will react to ultraviolet light by fluorescing a pinkish-orange," he told BBC News.
Researchers from mining group Rio Tinto discovered the unusual mineral and enlisted the help of Dr Stanley when they could not match it with anything known previously to science.
Once the London expert had unravelled the mineral's chemical make-up,
At times it is still so difficult. I feel at one moment that I am healed of love and other times all I can do is think of you. Every time I see you my heart beats faster, my palms sweat, and my hands shake a little. All I can think about is the great times that we had together and the times I wish we could of shared more of. I already know I am a fool and was a hypocrite when it came to you. Realizing that even though we had so much in common and loved each other that maybe it never was meant to be and is better for us to be apart. It still doesn't make it any easier knowing that what I wanted wasn't what you needed or wanted either. Sometimes having what you need is not as good as having what you want. I try to use anger as a replacement for the feelings I still have, but in the end it always fails. The heart is a big thing, and you will always have a place in it.
How Can People Be So Stupid!!!
Ok this is crazy...yesterday was crazy...yesterday morning I went to pick my mother up, who had came into Houston with a friend, so she could come see the kids. Well, as soon as I exited the gate this fool in a fucked up car looks like he is trying to make a U-turn. Well come to find out, he was wanting to pull in through the exit which I was blocking in our apartment complex. Well as it sets now that is a no no in this complex. Well, I guess I didn't move fast enough for this moron so he fliped me off..I set there looking at this fool and I threw my hands up in the air like, what are you doing...well as soon as I realized it was safe to pull out this guy rolls down his window and pulls out a gun and pulls it on me...so needless to say the cops came out and the complex was notified. Well if most of you renting or leasing have noticed in your agreement you are responsible for your friends and family who come into the complex. I hate that the people that knew the guy are getting e
Wearing the mask of ugliness today
Wanting to repulse all far away
Seeking solitude in this crowded world
Drive all away with epithets hurled
Space to think free of the strain
to understand the working of my brain
Noise of the vacant land clouds thought
Leaves me with less than to it I brought
And keeps me alone in the world confused
Masses without thought go on being used
Cast into molds to think the same of all they see
Lost is the freedom to live as they would be
Wearing a mask of ugliness today
The world drives me so far away
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Always unsure of the world ... Pondering it becomes a dull parlor game .... I guess it is just less boring to see it as beiang as it should be ... and letting it be
Please Help !:)
Ok so i entered this contest and i need ur help to win can u pls go to this link and comment my picture id appreciate it much
As I transend into the darkness I feel a warmth.
I have not been cut, but yet I bleed.
I have not been hit, but yet I am bruised.
I have not been dropped, but yet I am broken.
As I look up I see a light in the darkness that I stand.
Then I remember why I am here.
Often times our darkest moments are often our clearest.
It's About Time...
Well I am slowly getting the hang of things although I probably forgot how to do some things but I'm sure it will come in time.
First I'd Like like to say I love the paranormal and I believe in it highly which brought me to taking photo's and evp and even starting to spend money on advanced equipment. The haunted house is local and it is known legandary as the witchs house. It is said that the husband brutally murdered his children and wife in the 1800's we go thier often and on a clear night the pictures will come out real foggy and have some crazy apprisions in them. Some unexplained.The next is the Abandoned Hospital in Oklahoma, its a paranormal group that I belong to that has thier own server with live streaming camera's and Live Audio...Here is one of the news letters why this investigation cannot be done in person..
Guthrie - Logan County Memorial Hospital - The abandoned Hospital is haunted. An apparition has been seen in third-floor windows. A general, very strong feeling of fear, doom and terror is present at the hospital, and becomes incredibly strong when photographs are taken.***Due to the countle
Mother's Are The Best.
Hi all my CT,friend's,I just had to whine a little today,lol. All of you that have Mom's,and those who's mother's are in Heaven now,And those that are Mom's,first let me wish you a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY,from the bottom of my redneck heart.I hope you are all so blessed,I have a Mom,I love her so much,she lives in,California,with my sister now,she moved away 5,year's ago when my Dad passed away,she visit's a couple times a year. I am very lucky to have such an awesome mother,she is truly,top notch.well enough of that it's just at times like these type holidays, I feel a loss,although (thank God,she is healthy),anyway please be a blessing and tell all the Mom's you know,how special they are,and thank you for reading my little Mother's day story.
Cocteau Twins Lyrics
This Love is a Strange Love
in that it can lift a Love
I think I'm gonna fall again
and ever when you held the hand
and turn 'em in your fingers, Love
now rehearsed we stay, Love
doesn't know it is Love
doesn't have to feel Love
doesn't care to be Love
it doesn't mean a thing
This Love loves Love
it's a Strange Love,
This Love, This Love
This Love is a Strange Love, strange love
I'm gonna fall again....
Satires Et Al
NOW THIS IS SATIRE, BUT IT IS WORTH SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT, BECAUSE IT IS ESSENTIALLY TRUE. . .
Subject: GOODBYE GEORGE
We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U..S. Attorney firings, Iraq , Darfur , etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary Maineiac. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission.
The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give:
Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer.
I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about m
I thought you might get a chuckel from this one.
(With none of that Sissy Crap!!!!)
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality?
Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship.
You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-
just the stone cold truth of our friendship.
1 When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way.
2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused -- I will use little words.
7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half
man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either.
He's a recent High School graduate;
he was probably an average student,
pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy,
and has a steady girlfriend
that either broke up with him when he left,
or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away
He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer.
He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now
than when he was at home
because he is working or fighting
from before dawn to well after dusk.
He has trouble spelling,
Garden Of Dreams
So I woke up at 3:30am with a great dream. And when I say great, I mean scared the hell out of me. So I dreamed that a group of 8 people my age were going to the last taping of The Price Is Right. We go, we watch, have fun and go to this hotel/house. We're all sleeping and there's this big ugly bulldog thing with large flops of skin. It's a mean bastard and wanting to kill people. But it can't because it's eaten by this 15 foot puma. Which goes around starting to eat people. And the fun part was I was watching as this ferocious feline was tearing out intestine and organ. -_- I woke up thinking 'damn, it's good to be on top of the food chain'. But as I stumbled into the bathroom half awake, I expected to see the puma slinking up my stairs. The scariest part in the dream was it simply wasn't acting like an animal but a very smart human in a puma's body. It was freaky. So I found out there's a blog on this. And I've been on a huge blogging kick. So I figured why not post. Not very indepth
Oh my goodness someone has a crush on me i wonder who it might be :)
Better Off Alone
To say the least..I've been on here before, and ended up deleting my account due to a stalker/pervert that wouldn't leave me alone.
Now that I'm back I get to experience the place alittle bit more.
- I feel like I'm getting complimented by what would be my father..several times...it's unavoidably uncomfortable.
- People seem to vote based on what they wish to recieve in return...10's all around. How about an honest opinion?
- It's still like myspace...in the respect that people want to show off their junk for the sake of praise. It's fantastic to be self confident..but honestly..if you need constant reassurance by complete strangers..you aren't confident.
- I don't need more body shots then head shots to get compliments..which is nice. I guess I have a pretty face.
- Not everyone is a sex driven wild man/woman. Yea, sex is great..but it isn't the only thing in the world...if it is to you..more power to you..but not me.
- People come up with the most i
May 19th, Horoscope
my name is sarah
My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my Mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
For My Love..luciano
I LOVE YOU LUCIANO..
I WILL FOREVER CARRY YOU IN MY HEART
AND SOUL...FOR YOU ARE AN EXTRAORDINARY INDIVIDUALAND...BECAUSE OF YOU.. I WAS ABLE TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS.. I HOPE TO SPEND ALL ETERNITY BY YOUR SIDE, BUT IF I AM NOT THE ONE
YOU CHOOSE..I PRAY THAT YOU FIND THAT PERSON WHO
ILLUMINATES YOUR SPIRIT AND FILLS YOU WITH PEACE AND SERENITY....YOU TOUCHED MY SOUL AND I AM SO VERY THANKFUL TO HAVE MET AND HONORED TO LOVE AND SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON THAT YOU ARE...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU AND WILL BE EVEN AFTER I DIE..FOREVER YOU WILL LIVE IN ME....
Come and see my new hot slide, with nice and sexy pictures of Moi! check it out.. it's under the Dunno section of my stash! now... don't drool all over your keyboard LOL ... well, perhaps, I will allow you to drool and then make you lick it!!
If People Keep Calling Me...
I swear, if I get ton more comments on how good I look, it's going to get hackneyed because I do not look good, so the actual pretty girls will want some word that is better then sexy, hot, beutiful, etc. I don't know about you but I can't think of any lol.
My Friends- And Family.
at dads for now- we will be settled soon ..love yall and miss yall
THESE ARE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, I WANTED YOU ALL TO SEE THE GREAT LIST I HAVE HERE ON CHERRYTAP. I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL AND YOU WILL BE MISSED UNTIL I COME BACK TO CHERRY. I WILL BE GONE FOR A LIL OVER A MONTH, OR WILL BE BACK SOONER IF POSSIBLE. DONT FORGET ME WHILE IM GONE.LOL.
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~Ancient1~ So Upset : I lost My entire Made for Me folder (if you made somethan 4 me and its not up@ CherryTAP
Poems Part 2
so many things I miss
so many family members that I miss
so many warm feelings
so much time
so few moments
so few hugs
so few kisses
My Random Musings
~The Brat's Creed~
If I like it, it's mine.
If I think it's mine, it's mine.
If I want it, it's mine.
If I saw it first, it's mine.
If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine.
If I can take it away from you, it's mine.
If I had it a little while ago, it's mine.
If it's in my hand, it's mine.
If it's in my mouth, it's mine.
If it just looks like mine, it's mine.
If you even so much as think of it, it's mine.
If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way.
If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what.
If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine.
If you show me anything, then it's mine.
If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine.
If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.
If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine.
If it looks like mine, it's mine.
If it's broken, then it's yours.....
Battling The Idiots...
A wise man once said...
"Winning an argument with an idiot ain't much to brag about ! "
Looks like I'm back on the local sheriffs department's list, Ya guys are gonna have to work a lot harder though to get me !
< Me with the motor turned off, hands in plain view, wallet already out >
Do you know why I pulled you over ?
No officer, why did you pull me over ?
< no answer >
Are you on parole ?
Nope, you aint gonna get me that easy tonight !
< he actually laughs >
That's a big knife you have on there...
Yeah, I like em nice and big all legal n easy to see...
How long you lived around here ?
Do you have a drivers license ?
Sure officer, got an insurance card too if you need it < grinning >
Nope, don't need to see it....
You got any warrants ?
Nope officer, clean as a whistle ! < grinning more >
You don't have anything to hide do you? You wont mind if I search your ride ?
Actually, I mind and
You know, there must be something wrong with me. I actually come on here and tell the truth about myself. You start chatting with different people. People say they want to be your friends. Silly me, I take people for what they say. What am I thinking? I either need to toughen up and realize that everything on here is a lie, find somewhere else to go, or just lie like everyone else. Kinda sad.
Visitor From The Past by Thelen Paulk
I had a dream the other night I didn't understand,
A figure walking through the mist, with flintlock in his hand.
His clothes were torn and dirty, as he stood there by my bed,
He took off his three-cornered hat, and speaking low he said:
We fought a revolution to secure our liberty,
We wrote the Constitution, as a shield from tyranny.
For future generations, this legacy we gave,
In this, the land of the free and home of the brave.
The freedom we secured for you, we hoped you'd always keep,
But tyrants labored endlessly while your parents were asleep.
Your freedom gone - your courage lost - you're no more than a slave,
In this, the land of the free and the home of the brave.
You buy permits to travel, and permits to own a gun,
Permits to start a business, or to build a place for one.
On land that you believe you own, you pay a yearly rent,
Although you have no voice in choosing how the money's spent.
Your children must
ALIENS ARE COMING TO ABDUCT ALL THE GOOD LOOKING AND SEXY PEOPLE.
YOU WILL BE SAFE, I'M JUST EMAILING TO SAY GOODBYE.
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a
glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?
called out ranged from 8oz. to 20oz.
The lecturer replied,
"The absolute weight doesn't matter.
It depends on how long you try to hold it.
"If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem.
If I hold it for an hour,
I'll have an ache in my right arm.
If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance.
"In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the
it becomes. "
"And that's the way it is with stress management.
If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden
becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. "
"As with the glass of water, you have to put i
Ok Need Some More Love Lol
I LOVE YOU GUYS THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE EACH OF YOU HAVE I HAVE NOW 762 I THINK ON MY COMMENTS NEED TO GET TO 8000 PLEASE KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING!!
LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN HELP YOU!!!
THANKS CHERRY FRIENDS AND FANS!!
Well i am just writeing this cause i need to get it out they say it helps to talk about it.. So here i go i have been single for over a year and i have felt like noone really wants to be with me or even is intrested. I still get intrested in ppl but everytime i do i get my hopes up and it seems like for a few they are intrested then i wake up and relize i am just dreaming agian... Why am i here to be alone for my whole life? Well if thats it i dont want to be here... I await the end. See i feel alone all the time but you know there is one person i know is there i just forget it sometimes that is my roomie... She is an amazing person.. I cant beleave i was lucky enough to have ment her... Thanks Trishie Pie Your the Best !
I made a Gift Album in with my pictures. There are 150 pictures in the album. Rate them all, send me a message letting me know you are done and get a free gift! Simple as that. =)
Is there any guy in this world that wont break a girls fucking heart by her putting her feelings out on the line for him? The answer....FUCK NO THERE AINT! I swear guys are all the same! One minute they want to be with you and everythings fine then...you tell em how you feel and they all of sudden dont wanna be with you anymore! To me thats just a little fucked up! But, I guess thats life right!!?? If theres a guy out there that aint like this!1 more power to you!! And plz...Find me!!!
I Hate People
god have u ever noticed how when u walk in the door at someones house and there is a lot of people there that dont know u .well i have and i dont see why people have to sit and stare the whole time or even wrose try to start some shit but hey thats just me i word to the wise though if u are one of these people its not very nice or appelling to the other person so STOP IT!!!!!!!!
"Everybody is free to wear sunscreen"
by Baz Luhrman
Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '97,
Wear sunscreen, If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside y
Vote For My Friend! She's Good Ppl =) And She Needs Your Help Please!
Hello Everyone! I need your help in making my girls dream come to a reality. She's been out of the game for a sometime now because she was in an auto accident. This contest will help her boost her career in the modeling field. You can vote up to once a day, everyday! So, please do this for me and my girl.. I will greatly appreciate it! Remember Vote for bAx please! Thanks so much for your time! =)
ok now i see why people hesitate to post a mum. I put a simple question out there for a friend and i have people wanting her to be anal raped and they dont know the whole story.. Its just a question that ask for a simple answer. she does work and actually makes the same amount of money as him because they both work at the same place, she got him the job there... im sorry i didnt put the whole huge blown out story in there i was just doing the short version .. next time if there is one ill make sure every i is dotted and all the t's crossed...Thanks for making my 1st mum so great..
I Don't Give A Fuck...
I personally don't give a fuck if anybody get's offended by whatevers said in this blog... I'm writing this cause i'm sick and fuckin tired of hearing all you fake fraud ass niggas talk about how you "roll one deep" bitch you are anything but one deep... You're the same people who go out and have a crew of up to 15 people and yet you still claim to be 1 Deep.. You know what bitch fuck you... What do you know about being alone?... You're also the same fuckin people who grew up with older brothers and stayed at your aunt's house on the fuckin weekend... You're not hard nor a gangsta so quit pretending bitch... Let me give you a little lesson on being (1 Deep) I didn't grow up with many friend's nor was I ever close to any of my cousins... I didn't hang out with my cousin's and i didn't have any older brothers. I grew up by myself and that's the brutal honest truth... I was never close to my family cause on both sides of the family everybody thought they were better... Cousin's acted lik
Lyrics Kelly Clarkson Never Again Lyrics
Please read comment and help me on this decision people. I love yaz all muuuah!
Some Added Fun
I play here now and then while I check out profiles and what not, or even just when I wanna blow some time and chat on something a lil slower paced. This place only prod and encourages you to where and what you need to do, you figure things out on your own, and chat with some cool folks from all over the globe if you choose to.
There is something about dragons, all fire and steam. They go together in the midst of our dreams. The dragon is wise beyond it's years. It sets no limits and faces all fears. The dragon is powerful in body and in mind. It's true to it's heart and true to it's kind. The dragon is just and fights for whats right. To all who encounter it, their lives are made bright. The traits of the dragon we should all embrace. And together we'll make this world a better place!!!!
All women want is someone who will show them that they love them, not interested in everything other woman that walks the face of the earth, help around the house, show that you apprecate all the things we do, tell us that we are pretty, hold our hand like you want to be near us while in public, make love to us once, treat us like a queen and in return we will be nice and treat you the same.
Trials And Tribulations Of My Life Lol
oh my god the guy has done it again he has a new kick ass song. some of his recent stuff hasn't had the impact as hi earlier stuff but Guitar is him back at the peak. Can't wait for the new album and of course the concert in August in london. well since the start of april i have been seeing a girl who i really liked, if she treated me better etc i'd still really like her.
she is one of those who doesn't show emotion or affection, well the only time she shows any is when in bed etc.
when ever i have been with her and say a friend calls etc and she's been asked what up or been doing she never mentions me, says what she been doing, say if we walked into town she'll say she went into town not i went into town with jase
well her actions have lead me to finish seeing her, in my mind she doesn't deserve my attention any more ..........well............
life is ok for me at the mo, well until someone decides to interupt and ruin everything (well thats the usual thing to happen lol).
Hi ladies! I own the site, Lingerie Angels. I am thinking of starting a section on the site where any lady can be a guest model of a new free section. You can send in a gallery, a mixture of sample photos, whatever you would like and as often as you would like. For those of you who have your own website you would have a link and/or banner to your site in your gallery as well as on a special links page to help bring in more visitors for you. If you don't have a site you can post your email or have a guestbook for visitors to be able to show you some love.
I'm always looking for new ways to help out all the ladies to have fun and have websites or promote the ones they already have. I'd appreciate a link back to our site, but its not mandatory. Let me know what you ladies think and if any of you would be interested. If you have any questions please feel free to email me at firstname.lastname@example.org.
Thanks for your time!
Look at my "Rides" photo album and tell me what you would choose as a hotrod. Keep in mind that I have an 07 Silverado Classic with the 310 hp, Alum block 5.3L.... so there is a lightning killer there if I put a blower on it and buy my wife a new 2.5 Jetta or a Avenger R/T. After making a sales person grab the "oh Shit" handle 6 times in a 4 minute test drive....... I'm leaning to the Trailblazer SS.... and the wife will keep what was my Silverado Classic LT,,,, she feels safe in it Hey y'all, what is more important: following the career that you feel you have a blood connection to or following the career that the most important person in you life wants you to follow? Both will take me to Iraq, Iran, NK.... one
(the airborne, the one that I have a family connection to) might take me to Afghanistan( for a second time) as well. What is more important: Family legacy and a unit that I fell more confident going to war with or going to a post/unit that I feel I might die every day in co
Spit Or Swallow?
A woman who ripped off her ex-boyfriend's testicle with her bare hands has been sent to prison.
Amanda Monti, 24, flew into a rage when Geoffrey Jones, 37, rejected her advances at the end of a house party, Liverpool Crown Court heard.
She pulled off his left testicle and tried to swallow it, before spitting it out. A friend handed it back to Mr Jones saying: "That's yours."
Monti admitted wounding and was jailed for two-and-a-half years.
Sentencing Monti, Judge Charles James said it was "a very serious injury" and that Monti was not acting in self defence.
The court heard that Mr Jones had ended his long-term but "open relationship" with Monti towards the end of May last year.
The pair remained on good terms and on 30 May she picked him up from a party in Crosby and went back for drinks with friends at Mr Jones's house.
An argument ensued and Mr Jones said there was a struggle between them.
In his statement, Mr Jones said she grabbed his genita
Out of all the blogger type websites I've ever been on, this site has the fastest response time I have ever seen! I put up my mum and I get 130 views in minutes. I didn't think anyone would've cared to view it.
As far as all the criticism I got for my short story and even for the mum I posted, I appreciate all comments and votes. I'm sure theres more to come for a while. If you haven't noticed, I am a beginner at the whole erotica writing.
To say that I am not a bit hurt by the harshness of some of your critiques would be a lie. But thats the real world for you, and it only teaches me to learn from my mistakes. I only came onto this website like two days ago and never got many responses from other sites I blogged on so I was definitely not prepared for this.
Thank you all for the reviews! Even the harsh ones! I'll make sure that if I do this again, next time I will be better prepared. ^_^
Sow The Seed - See The Harvest
The story is told of two boys who were walking through
a field and found some corn seeds scattered across the
ground. They each took one of the seeds home and
When the first boy didn't see a tiny sprout after the
second day, he dug up the seed to see if it had
sprouted. Each day he dug up the seed and replanted it,
but the corn would not grow. The seed had germinated;
yet the boy had not allowed it to maintain contact with
the soil, take root, and obtain nutrients. So, it died.
The second boy planted his seed and left it alone. He
imagined a tall stalk of corn where he had planted the
seed. He waited patiently as rains came and sunshine
bathed the ground with warmth. In ten days, a small
sprout had broken through the ground, its curled leaves
reaching toward the sky.
Achieving any desire, whether large or small, begins
with a seed sown in the mind. That seed is the vision
of its fulfillment. It also requires the commitment to
allow the vision to
Notes Scribbled In The Sand...
From out of the shadows, he took me by surprise
With devious thoughts and lust in his eyes
The attack was swift and without a sound
He grabbed me from behind and threw me to the ground
With weakness I looked for a way out
He covered my mouth before I could shout
Teeth met flesh and I tore it away
Determined to live as night became day
As we struggled, fabric shredded
I knew what was coming, the nightmare I dreaded
I grabbed the first thing I could find
And took out my anger on his sheltered mind
Bleeding flesh and broken bone
My strength grew with each pain-filled groan
I didn't stop when he grew quiet
My blood was singing in personal riot
My hands were shaking and stained
His eyes were lifeless and drained
So I ran for all I was worth
As his blood soaked into the earth.
-= © Phoenix *VMH* 2007 =-
Edit: Yes, I wrote this from personal experience. Scary, I know... but there you have it.
Current mood: Contemplative
Category: Contemplative Religion and Philosophy
Idea popped in my head, on the nature of heaven and hell. So I was moved to verse. Comments welcome on the writing, if you want to make a theologic arguement or discussion... suppose I will take those in stride. It is not really intended as theological in nature so much as of perceptual concept. Now there is a theoligicol question (best taken up with an actual theologian) what if heaven and hell ARE mere perceptions, and not divine states or settings. what if they are one in the same. Don't worry to much about it ... I didn't.
Well Dear Reader, I will turn it over to you ...
What if, Heaven was the moments between conception and birth?
That blissful ignorance that is the whom,
Your self-contained reality where your every unknown need and desire is met
A universe bound within the confines of a woman's girth.
(I got this from a circulating bulletin)
I hope these 14 reasons are forwarded over and over again until they are read by the majority of Americans. Then they will have something to yell at their U.S. Congress members.
1. $11 Billion to $22 billion is spent on welfare to illegal aliens each year.
2. $2.2 Billion dollars a year is spent on food assistance programs such as food stamps, WIC, and free school lunches for illegal aliens.
3. $2.5 Billion dollars a year is spent on Medicaid for illegal aliens.
4. $12 Billion dollars a year is spent on primary and secondary school
education for children here illegally and they cannot speak a word of
5. $17 Billion dollars a year is spent for education for the American-born
children of illegal aliens, known as anchor babies.
Whats Going On 6/21/2007
Hey Fellow CT,
Some of my peeps are probably wondering where the heck I am today… well to make a long story short I have had a hard couple of weeks my baby brother Over Dosed on Drugs. He died Last Friday he was taken off life support after he was declaired brain dead. Today is his funeral, so if I seem a little down I am sorry I will be better tomorrow I hope…
Im so bored this is boring Im so bored this is boring
A Lil About Me! (borrowed This From Erik)
A lil about me
1.)Q. Can you cook?
Yes not the best with homemade receipes but working on it!
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
To be honest it was so many Im not sure which one I wanted more!
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
Lol to be a genie and have everything I ever wanted (Ex: Life supply of batteries lol)
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
You have many choices lol: Shots- Jager bomb, tic tac, choc covered cherry Drinks-SoCo and coke or Capt and Coke!
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
I like many dont want to discriminate!
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
Im been on and off a couple books- Child called It, Haunted, etc!
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
LOL HELLO OF COURSE I DO I have altogether 9 tatts 2 are covered up so 7 are visible I had 17 piercings now I only have 2 working on a couple more but I have other priorities!
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
If you know me well enough then you kn
my 1st ever poem back in 2002...
According to experts, I am : 89% KinkyTake the Kinky Quiz at JokesUnlimited.com HEY EVERYONE I NEED HELP IN A SEXY MORPH CONTEST JUST CLICK ON THE picture below IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THE PIC TO VOTE ON. just read the info underneith my pic in my photos...
Big People Words
Big People Words...
A group of kindergartners was trying very hard to become accustomed to the
first grade. The biggest hurdle they faced was that the teacher insisted on NO baby talk!
"You need to use 'Big People' words," she was always reminding them.
She asked Chris what he had done over the weekend.
"I went to visit my Nana."
"No, you went to visit your GRANDMOTHER. Use Big People' words!"
She then asked Mitchell what he had done. "I took a ride on a choo choo."
She said "No, you took a ride on a TRAIN. You must remember to use "Big People' words."
She then asked little Zach what he had done.
"I read a book," he replied.
"That's WONDERFUL!" the teacher said. "What book did you read?"
[I love this]
Zach thought real hard about it, then puffed out his chest with great pride, and said,
"Winnie the SHIT"
lol...Tc n peace..Boo xo
My Science Fiction Shorts
"Amusement of a Sinner"
Lt. JG Faylin McAlister
Every saint has a past and every sinner has a future. — Author: Oscar Wilde
It had been a morning like any other, yet as she peered out of her heavy eyelids, the headache assaulted her head and teased her with
memories of what a head felt like free of pain. Moaning slightly, her eyebrows instantly hardened into a downward position. Cementing her
features into a scowl, McAlister knew that she needed coffee. Black and strong, much like her taste in Klingons. Pulling herself into an
upright position, she glanced backwards, noting Steven's sleeping form and huffed out a breath of frustration towards him.
Standing and wrapping the silk robe around herself, she immediately puffed it out around her as she stepped into the other room. Her
opinion at herself was apparent as the snobbish look peeked out through the angered one that graced her features.
Eight ounces of warm goodness in her belly, she st
What Is It About You
What is it about you....That makes me burn
Blinding my conscience making me yearn...
Wanting your embrace as your fingertips touch my face.
As your lips violently take mine and we’re swept away as our love combines...
I become wet from the things that you say
You grip my hair an Kiss my lips
Spread my legs and settle between my hips
You fill me my complete being
I can’t breath !!!! It’s to overwhelming
Feelings Escalate....I’ve no place to go
We hold nothing back where we’ll stop, we can’t know all we feel is the bliss overflow...
BooBooBoogie:I'd rater be a hater then fake claming credit for other peoples work. The work that you do sucks. You're poetry makes no since. If you don't want to be rated don't post and ask for it to be rated. How retarded can you be?
this is a email i got from a member who doesnt have a name a pic or anything to show who they are...yet they insist on annoying me........for the record...all the grafx i create are of my own design maybe a few of my ideas have been influenced by others but they are never the same....i give the people what they want and thats beautiful work....from id cards to magazine covers to pics for they kids....if any one has a problem i or is offended i am sorry but if it aint for u dont worry ...and if u dont wanna say something nyce or constructive then dont say anything at all.....
so to all the haters and downraters...all i have to say to u is THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR TAKEN TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO THINK BOUT ME ....
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Essence Of Love
The One You Love Makes You Feel Important
Nothing Else Matters In This World But You,
Feeling So Special To Have His Love,His Trust.
When You Are In His Arms,Feeling So Safe And Content.
Your Love Can Make You Laugh At The Weirdiest Remarks,Making You Smile From Ear To Ear,
And Hours Later Still Thinking Bout What He Said And Ya Still Smile.You Enjoy Being Around Him,And Feeling His Love.
He's The One Person That Understands You The Most,
Without Him,You Would Be So Empty,So Alone.
He Would Be Your Rock,Your Love,Your World.
Just Don't Be Afraid Of Losing Him,Cause You Won't.
He Wouldn't Realize How Much You Love Him.
But Words Just Can Express So Much,But To Show Him,Would Mean Far More.Sometimes You Wonder,How Much He Loves And Wants You.Never To Doubt His Love,Just Wanting The Truth Of It.
He Is Your Strength That Helps You Through The Day.Without Him,You Would Be Just Another Lonely Soul.When Your Love Collides,It's Timeless Of The Essence,Your Heart Melts Away
why some people start something and then back out of it....I mean do they get scared or maybe if shit gets too deep?...someone help me understand these people!! please
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help
Im Sorry To You
well CherryTappers ... im out ... the whole cherrytap thin isnt for me ... bu if u guys wanna talk to me and get to know me better ... add me to ur msn .. email@example.com ... ok i love you guys ... xoxo buh bye This Blog Goes Out To This Person Out There I rated Your Pic A 1 And Im Really Sorry ... I Didnt Mean To Hurt You... Can We Start This All Over Again??
Jason Aldean Tickets....
Last Sunday was the Jason Aldean concert and OMFG it was so awesome. He sang all his best songs. Woot Woot he grabbed my hand :D *drooling*.. I bought a t shirt, and a pic. I also got one of his guitar strings that broke off in the middle of one of his songs. And the song list that he looked at through out the hole concert woot woot go me :P. I get to add those to the oh so many other souveniers I have gotten in the last few months. Anyway I would recommend everyone go see him he is oh so worth the money. Jason Boland opened for him and he is an amazing artist too. I went to ticketmaster.com tonight and ordered my tickets to see Jason Aldean in concert the 29th of this month in Corpus Christi. I am a huge Jason Aldean fan and he is one of the many I have been trying to see. I am so glad that I get to go. You know I will be front row center as always. HEHEHEHE I am so happy. Take care everyone and have a great 4th. Love yaz Toodles....
A Personal Thing .. For My Friends Here And Elsewhere ..
For anyone wondering what its about ... my nephew is very ill .. and i just want to say thank you for peoples thoughts and prayers they are sending ..
Sometimes as we go through life
We are given things to cope with that dont make sense
Things that seem unfair
Things that we may never understand
Sometimes as we go through life
We meet people who open our eyes
Who help us to open our hearts and minds
To things and feelings we havent known before
Who give us strength by being there
By listening and understanding
And these may be people we have never met or even spoken to
But who still find the time to place us in their thoughts and prayers
And its to all those people that i want to say thank you
From the bottom of my heart while times are difficult
What you are taking the time to do is having a great effect
Us not feeling alone is just one part of it
And i know that Sams mum wants me to thank everyone
She was so touched she didn
Scarce any Tale was sooner heard than told;
And all who told it, added something new,
And all who heard it, made Enlargements too,
In ev’ry Ear it spread, on ev’ry Tongue it grew.
so i spent just a few days in florida and then away i went off on yet another adventure. Philip tracked me down because some one who shall remain nameless sent the blog to him.. i am now in denver luving up on that man as much as he will let me. on the other hand had to find out the hard way which friends go my back and which ones talk trash behind it. ah well shit happens right.. hkl y'all
just popsted new pics come by and bomb dem just popsted new pics come by and bomb dem
Well, being separated, sucks, but sorting out what is best for me, and my son's is better.... I'll be getting divorced. My soon to be X, will be staying where she is, and I'll be taking care of our sons, and making sure they grow up to be fine young men...
I don't blame her, and I don't blame myself anymore. We figure that getting divorced now, would save our Friendship.
Anyway... I'm no gigglo, or stud muffin... But, I would like to have some fun after 17 years... :)
Thank You all for listening or reading this blog:)
Have a great fubar Day!!
Don Ok... Well its Thursday... And there is open air at our Internet Radio station ... So if you'd like to tune in... Because in 3 days, their may not be anymore Internet Radio Stations. As the RIAA, will be enforcing a FEE on private internet radio Broadcasters. A FEE that may be to big for me and my friends to afford, as we pay these FEEs out of our own pockets. We don't have $2,500.00 per channel. And not allot of other ind
Well after Monday the 23rd I will be offline for a while. I will be back asap. I wont have internet but I may get to a pc and leave messages and check them. Well my friend I met on another site has invited me to join this one and I have. DUH!! Like you cant tell that. Anyhow I am here and hoping I figure it out. So far its confusing the heck out of me. But I am slowly learning. Thanks for those that have helped me out. Will write more later Chow. Well I am slowly learning things here. But what I really need is to be happy and a bit less stressed. I have a bad day and I need some fun and chat. Hope I will find it here today but if I dont I will just find something else to do.
Yes ,im A Dreamer
used to think
that i was standing on the brink
but i came to find
that all my fear was in my mind
and so i just threw it away
and i started a new day
and now i'm through it
they used to be
everything to me
they don't come true
but i don't let that make me blue
i still believe in love and dreams
yes, i'm a dreamer
and i know that sometimes
the sun never seems to shine in my life
but i choose to see
the light that shines inside of me
and so i just keep moving on
and i keep getting strong
and i will make it
***I think that there must be an optimist somewhere inside us that tends to prod us into continuing on a task that we find either impossible or extremely difficult. I tend to get through the rough spots in life with the attitude " What doesn't kill me will make me stronger" It seems to be working well so far.
GAVE ME VICTORY OR GIVE ME DEATH!!!!!!! LOL!!! GIVE ME MY PEOPLE THAT WILL STAND AND FIGHT!!!!!!! R.I.P. Dale You will be missed tremendously! Wait at the gates and you fellow comrades will be there soon!!!!!! WHY do we as a people accept the fact that our tax paying dollars go to scum that sell drugs to our children!!!?? WHY do we as a people allow savages in schools with our children!!!?? WHY do we as a people LAY DOWN for someone other than OUR PEOPLE!!!?? OUR PEOPLE ARE THE ROCK AND ANCHOR OF THIS WORLD!!!!!
Sitting in class thinking about things
Why did I waste my time on you?
What good came out of it?
You're probably thinking the same thing, too
Somehow I knew things with you would go to shit
I couldn't stand alot of things you did
Hell, I couldn't stand most of it
We were so wrong for each other.
I guess that's why you decided to find another
For reasons, unknown I drop to my knees.
my head buried in my hands. I cry...
For reasons unknown.
I weep, my thoughts and sorrows.
I cry... for you, myself, and everything else.
Just to feel my heart collapse, my pain free.
and my tears stream.
I decided a long time ago to get out of something I shouldn't have gotten myself into in the first place.
I try not to live my life with regrets, because everything we do in life we've wanted to do at some point or another.
I got out of it, and the road is going to be bumpy but I know what I want so the future looks wonderful, and I will do everything in my power to get it.
I look forward to my future, and learn from my past.
I can only hope everyone lives for themselves and continues to strive for happiness and excellence. Don't give up on yourself.
Just because you fail at one thing, it doesn't mean life is over, it just means you made it through an obstacle and the best is yet to come.
She never mentions the word addiction
In certain company
Yes, shell tell you shes an orphan
After you meet her family
She paints her eyes as black as night, now
Pulls those shades down tight
Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes,
The pains gonna make everything alright
Says she talks to angels,
They call her out by her name
She talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name
She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket
She wears a cross around her neck
Yes, the hair is from a little boy
And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet
Says she talks to angels,
Says they all know her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name
She dont know no lover,
None that I ever seen
Yes, to her that aint nothing
But to me, yeah me,
She paints her eyes as black as night now
She pulls those shades down tight
Oh yeah, theres a smile when the pain comes,
The pains gonna make everything alright, alright yeah
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Please Help A Couple Of My Friends Out
CALLING ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY PLEASE STOP BY AND HELP A COUPLE OF MY FRIENDS OUT THEY ARE IN A CONTEST AND THEY NEED COMMENTS
THIS ONES FOR TEMPEST TRINE OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY
AND BABY BOY J HE IS IN WHO EVER GETS TO 7000 WINS
SO CAN U PLEASE ONCE AGAIN GO BY AND SHOW UR LOVE THANK YOU SO MUCH
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The Beautiful Face of the United States
Rachel Corrie was never a terrorist. She never sympathized with Al Qaeda. Her blond hair and U.S. nationality and the fact than no Arab blood ran in her veins made her stand out among the other young women in the Gaza Strip. Neither was she a follower of Islam and she was barely 23 years old.
Rachel lived in Olympia, in the state of Washington, and she had been far from home for many months. She belonged to the International Solidarity Movement and for the moment her profession was a new one for the 21st century: that of a human shield against evil and wrongdoing.
One might guess at the reasons why Rachel found herself in a Palestinian refugee camp in Gaza, and why she postponed her dream of graduating from college, leaving behind for the moment the beautiful possibility of loving, of having children. She wanted now, not later to bear witness to the Palestinian tragedy
The night had just begun and I was all alone, just to find out he was
in her home. Laughing, joking and caring on , like he didn't have
a care , no love at home.
Well the joke was on him while he thought I was at home alone in
"our" home, I too was out and about not being on my on.
You see once you have scorn a woman once, even twice ,
she being nieve. Soon she will catch on to the games you play,
Not only will she start playing them herself, but she'll actually
be better at it than you.
So guys whenever you want to go out creeping thinking your
woman don't know what your doing.... she might not know now,
but, when she finds out .... Like me.... The night I was alone....
I WAS WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND
By: Laura Thompson
Pregnancy, Estrogen and Women
Pregnancy Q &A &more!
Q: Should I have a baby after 35?
A: No, 35 children is enough.
Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When
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Though I Only Feel
Though i feel like life has took my friend.
How's come it seems the fun has to end.
I feel tears as they build up.
As if enough pain i've been through was enough.
I sit here pondering n every thought.
The good feelings you have brought.
It's like a song that was short and it just quit.
A figment of my imagination that was true but that was it.
How am i supposed to go on.
To watch feeling go away that felt so strong.
How am I supposed to deal.
To actully walk through lfe knowing it was real.
What do you do to one's that lost.
That you wish no matter the cost.
The love to feel is all so strong.
To hold and cherish for life long.
How do you put to one that lives for love.
That rises against all odds to rise up above.
This is how life deals with pain.
To love someone dearly that tears fall like rain.
This is my point of view of love should feel like.
To always love your special one for the rest of your life.
So for anyone interested in knowing who holds my heart...here is his link...
.:Juanmarteen:.@ fubar My friend is in a contest and needs all the ratings and friends she can find...so please stop by her page and drop her some lovin!!!Thanks everyone!!!
dirtymonkey....ct wife of J.S.@ fubar
So Much For The Beach..
Ok, I set out this morning with every intent of taking the kids to the beach, and to work on my tan..hehehe...
It was a beautiful morning, and was warming up quickly. So I thru on my swimsuit, got the kids in theres, packed up and started out.
Took a picture so I could see how RED I would get, (compare before and after shots you know...)
And so what happens next? Wouldn't you know, I am half way there and the thunder begins to roll. Now anyone in Florida knows that you can have a perfectly beautiful sky, and if you hear thunder, you are probably minutes from a down pour.
People in Florida are also accustom to seeing a storm come in, and 20 minutes later going back to outdoor life as usual. So I kept on, and then it hit. You could see the rain falling just ahead of me. Then once I hit its path, people everywhere were slamming on brakes and flashers were turned on by everyone. You couldn't see a car length ahead of you.
So while waiting in traffic, I snapped off
Hott Guy Contest!
Hey all ok I'm bored all the time so I have collected the top 10 hott guys on Fubar and made a folder bomb and rate these guys Fri We will announce the winner!!!The winner of contest will get Silver Motorcycle and go into the hall of fame YAY!!!!I know this may be lame but shit I'm bored and entertained!
I've got all the things on the list you gave me. The soft rope, the peacock feather, the ice in the ice bucket, that funny little back scratcher, blind fold and I've put it all beside the bed. I've finally agreed to let you tie me up and "play" as you call it. I'm a little apprehensive but I'm excited too. I look at the time; I still got enough time to take a shower before you get home. Out of the shower I slip on the black satin robe you gave me for my birthday. I love the way it feels against my bare skin. When I walk into the bedroom, you're there waiting. All the candles are lit and there's music playing. You're wearing the black satin boxers I gave you to match my robe. You walk over to me and pull me in your arms kissing me so soft and sensual. Kissing and nibbling on my neck you tell me how good I smell, gently biting my neck, you slip the robe off my shoulders and I let it slide down my arms to the floor. You tell me to climb on the bed and lay down on my back. I pause a momen
In The Face, Oh So Stereo Typical
I think you ought a know that every day
on the radio all I hear, all you show, is another blank verse
of the same song about bitches & hos.
Don't get me wrong, I'm guilty too and no better
than you for bouncing along to the rhythms of a cataclysm,
my renunciation of avocation in not seeking
retaliation for this repudiation and annihilation of every woman you claim to know.
All the same it's all so tame, playing the game and
building a name by the shit you proclaim about
the girls you meet while disclaiming our voices and seeing only meat.
So come and get it while it's hot, I've got a lot to say, so go ahead and spew
your best shot before this bitch, switch, educated diva witch exposes
one hell of a scratch to itch.
It's alright, I can take it, and if you want we can even
fake a bit of real animosity if it's what you need to spill useless seed
and beget profitable hypocrisy instead of becoming the
prophet able to pour rage through pens like a camera lens snapping off
live cam up now ..usually seen playing pool .. lets us know ..what ya all think If ya like big bro 8 let me know......It is great this year and if ya have showtime ya can watch live feed 3 hours a day and 7 days a week...peace
Cutting Back My Intake Of Fubar
You know what....now I'm really fucking pissed...I just wrote a whole fucking thing about why I'm leaving and because a fucking subject box was'nt filled I now have to do it all again....just yet another reason why this fucking place blows.....anyway I'm writing this to Tiff,Ramel,Honielynne and Kelly....I "doubt" you cats will read it but here's to the chance that you do because it's to you guys this goes out to and maybe like the 3 other people that "might" take the time to read it and that's probably giving it more credit than it deserves. Anyway enough of me "bitching" as I seem to do that too much anyway. I'm not gonna be coming on here like I did or have been anymore...I hate this place it fucking blows....to me it's a fucking popularity contest. I hate thae fact that I gotta rate pics,stash,profiles,blogs,mums do contests and I hate the fact that I feel obligated to do so just because someone rated me....it's bull-fucking-shit....Yeah I know....there goes T "bitching" about poin
This Is The Poem
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean.
love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too la
How I Came Up With The Name Oguardianshaven
Well when I went on-line I need a screen name and there were three or four girl-friend's here and I asked them what would be a good name for me. They all said Guardian Angel, well of course that was taken already so I started trying variations and came up with Oguardian, then a little bit later when I started my on-line Biz I added Haven. So thats how OguardiansHaven became.
Man Walks Free After Sheep Refuses To Testify
Monday, July 30, 2007
A sheep like this couldn't take the stand
A man who was accused of having sex with a sheep has walked free after the animal was unable to testify.
The man, from Haaksbergen, near Utrecht, the Netherlands, was reported to police after a farmer caught him having sex with a sheep.
But the case was thrown out of court as the sheep couldn't take to the stand to testify it didn't want to have sex and had suffered emotional stress.
Under Dutch law, bestiality is not a crime unless it can be proved the animal didn't want to have sex.
'Short of putting the sheep in the dock, at the moment these perverts cannot be prosecuted,' said animal rights campaigner Jos van Huisen.
Minister of Justice Ernst Hirsch Ballin has said he plans to change the law to make bestiality a criminal offence.
The process of perfecting (spiritually) is like making a sword. You are tempered by fire just like the steel. If that steel had any consciousness, imagine it screaming. It has been burned and hammered, and yet what comes out is a perfect, beautiful sword. It takes alot of burning and alot of hammering to make your soul perfect.
My Comic Book I Been Working On For A Few Months Let Me Know What You Think
Aisle Ben Haywood
Powers Blackblade as the power to control gravity for a sort time and has the power to read minds and he can make his arms shape shift into anything he wants.
Bio Ben was raised by his father Frank Haywood his father was a bounty hunter by trade at a young age his father noticed that his son could make things float at will at that minute he. Knew his son was special he started training him to be a bounty hunter as time went on Ben could read his fathers mind he told his father what new power he had when he told him this Ben’s arm started to change into a long black sword and. His father was shocked at what he could do. But every time he did this his Eyes would change red as the fire’s of hell it self that’s when his. Father gave him the name “Blackblade” as time went on blackblade honed his powers to what they are today.
Chapter 1 the origin of BLACKBLADE
Blackblade was one of the best bounty hunters o
they say love is not supposed to hurt-so why does it
they tell you they love you but they move on
they tell you they wont hurt you but they hurt your heart
they take in all your secrets,all your dreams and tell you they want to be the one to fulfill them but still they leave,
so with all the hurt why is it called love,
love is kind,love is laughter,love is two people that give
their heart,their mind,their body, and their soul
Well today is the day. I have had my kids the entire month and while it seems that July was jam packed with activities and trips they have to go back to their moms today. SOme of you may understand the pain and sadness that is associated with that and i hope you understand if I am not my usual cheery, goofy self. Thee is nothing more important to me than those two babies and I cant bear to even think about what the next few days will be like. I have tried my hardest not to cry. Sometimes that isnt the easiest. IF you feel the urge to tell me not to cry in front of them let me go ahead and say KISS MY ASS. This morning when i woke up my 8yr old daughter had written me the sweetest note and set it on my pillow. It said:
I wish that I did not have to go to my moms. I have had so much fun with you in July. Thank you for taking me to Missouri and letting me ride horses. Thank you for letting me go to Bible School. Please do not be mad at me when I cry when m
This was very touching to me, hence why it is in a blog. If you can not emotionally handle seeing the fallen, PLEASE do NOT watch. For those that can, please remember that these fellow Americans are not only brothers, sisters, cousins, mothers, fathers, etc....They are the brave souls that are fighting for US. So please, take a few minutes out of your day to show some support and remember those that are doing for OUR country!!!!! Thank You!!
Infringing On My Happiness
it takes one event to set off a destruction effect
lies will kill us all, don't you know??
the core stitches of our lives are being eviscerated.
the sky is really falling
our world has become constircted, our movement once fluid is now halted, choatic and tight
gentle breaths held for all eternity, with no place to move
no room for our lungs to expand
our friends turn out to be our worst enimies and the truest of liars.
our civillity is plastic,a casing around our hearts and words
covering the harshness we really feel
you can see right through it
but not one of us dares to remove it
for fear of exposing someting to raw to hold in our hands
out of fear of looking into the reality of our own hearts
I can feel you from above gazing down to me from so far, in my
heart is where you are. I think about all you have given to me, the
most special gifts your little girl sees.. the spirit and love and how
wonderful my daddy can be. I remember your smile and your
handsome face.. my father so strong and full of grace. So many
people you touched in this life... the all consuming love you gave to
your wife, I seen that my whole life and I see it now when she
thinks about you and your shared life. I wish you could be here
with me, but I know your in heaven looking down and being free.
I see you in myself and that is the most precious gift you could
have given to me so I wrote this poem for all to see. To my
Daddy. august 3rd he was taken from us and as time goes on it
isnt getting any easier. My father was truly the best Man in the
Guess I'm in a mood today, dunno. I ask, though, why do we fawking care about the downraters? I mean, come on, when I first came on here a couple of months ago I cared. I finally have come to realized that for every number 5 or lower I get about 2 or 3 10's and sometimes an 11. I mean come on are your feelings getting hurt or what, I mean maybe ya are a 1 to that person, or maybe ya pissed em off and they not man enough to rate ya a 1 with thier own profile. So what, get over it.
I guss I am just sick and tired of the bulletins, it's either come rate me and help me or this fooker rated me a 1...I don't care anymore. It's just stupid, childish, dramaish, bullshit, and when I come on here I feel like I am back in friggen high school.
People calling people out on starting drama need to realize that they are the one's who keep the drama going. If ya would just let it alone then omg what would you talk about...hmmm, think about it....if ya weren't maybe ya might meet someone really c
Words Of Wants
I want you to need me,
I want to stare in your eyes,
I want your promises,
I don't care if they are lies.
I want your body,
Warm in my bed,
I want you near me,
I want you so bad
that it is driving me mad
I want you to know how I feel
I want you to see its for real
I want to need to hold you in my arms,
an have you win me over with your charms
I want to smell your sweat, inhale your breath,
an fill the need to have you inside of me,
Cause that's where you were meant to be.
Im Better Than Your Kid
Jon, age 8
Ding Ding! Here comes the shit-mobile. I've never seen a fire truck that needed to be shaved. I would rather be burned to death than be saved by this hairy piece of shit. F
Megan, age 4
First of all, I don't even know what this is. If it's supposed to be a dog, then it's the shittiest dog I've ever seen. F
Kyle, age 8
You spelled America wrong asshole. Also, I could have sworn America's colors were red, white and blue. There's no yellow anywhere, traitor.F
This happened during my senior year of high school. I was very close with my small group of friends, and we helped each other through some very rough times. My friend Donna was involved in a very unhealthy relationship at the time. She was never one to be completely mentally stable, so we rallied around her to help her through.
I had a rather large fish aquarium in my room, so it put off a lot of light during the night. On this particular night I had fallen asleep fairly early. At around 11:30 p.m. I awoke to the sound of weeping in my room. I opened my eyes and rolled over not sure of what to expect. When I looked, Donna was sitting against my dresser with her knees bent up against her chest. I remember speaking her name in confusion, wondering how she got in there and what exactly she was doing on my bedroom floor.
When I spoke her name, she looked directly at me and said, "I love you. Please help me. I need help so bad." At that she was gone. I tried to call her but there was
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lets return the love that she shows many others
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Tiny Angel rest your wings sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it, you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, And that I love you so". Author Unknown Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old!)
Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old
Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa,
and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they
were hoping for a miracle.
I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the
family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform
the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.
As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it woul
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