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Poem: Flaxen Buzz (-k-)
Flaxen Buzz Flaxen buzz on her mind tonight. She's so high and wound so tight. She must die till the feeling's right. Satisfied, Eve'll take another bite of the apple tonight. So surreal in her kaleidoscopic world. All too real as she collides with the sky. 'Cause she knows that Satan's ceiling is God's floor on high. She sits and spins on her globe of clay. Molding it to her liking, then destroys it in vain. Platinum goddess in her playground land. Props her dolls up at the table, butcher knife behind her back. Plays "off with their heads" this queen of black hearts.

Days
Days come an days go. I sit here and think about the old days. You know the days when we were growing up and everything was right the days when things was so much fun... And now i look at days like today. I still can't believe you done what you did.. I know its been two years ago but still how could you.... Yes i still love you that and that will never change your my brother. But you really made me feel ashamed of you I hate to say. How could you do what you did? I swear I hate days like today when just a smiple phone call from you brings back memories of the good old days. And then have days like today while your sittin behind bars I'm sitting here wondering what the hell proseted you to do what you did. I love you but i can't fogive you for that I'm sorry. Fucking Days!!! I wonder what I will be like 50yrs from now. I mean I look at my mom and grandma and I see how and know how long they been alive. And it dose make me wonder what I will be like when I reach their age.

Just My Blogs
Why do I just lie awake and think of you? It'z because everytime I close my eyes I see you...I never realized what I was doing till It ended..People say never regret the decisions you make, but i can't help but regret what i've done to u..& to a lot of people around me...Now I know why nothing good ever sticks with me..because it took you to realize how I treat other people and only think for myself...I look back at the wonderful 9 months we shared, I couldnt thank God enough for putting you in my life. As a punishment of all the wrng I have done onto people..he's taken you from me. God only Does what's for the best, never for the worst; though it may seem to be. I'm tired, wore out, all i do is lye awake and think about you..3 a.m comes round and all i wanna do is call you up, so i know you're still there..My heart tells me you are, but my thoughts tell me you're gone forever...I wouldn't blame you if you were. Now that i see who & what I've become..I don't blame you or anyone else fo

Questionare
Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? []Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] you look to sweet to fuck [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] Friends [] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [] boxers [] whitie tighties [] thongs [] g-string [] granny panties [] boy shorts [] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me? [] Friend [] girlfriend/Boy friend [] Fri

Maia's Mangelings
just a hair aggitated right now ... for an update to my friends and why i am FLIPPIN green ... well I am hearted so much. and have attempted to change my stuff n things on here. that I can NOT use fb to log in anymore .. soo i have had to now START all over. all my bling, my VIP and other manglings are now STUCK!!! ... lvl 28 is long past and I will now be needing to start it all over ... **goes to my corner and pouts** so now looks like I am going to be everything from here. which means I will be doing a lot soon. so while I am green you can take full advantage of it ... but once I get my family back .... i go back to shutting this thing down. lubbz n huggz n stuffz Maia ok ... for everyone that added me and stuffz .. and everyone that helped me lvl this account and stuff ... please !!!! PLEASE!!!!! I am going back to my original account !! .... www.fubar.com/skynightwolf ... this will effective immedately!! but I can't delete this account till my g

Slop Hole
okay so i had this little discussion with a girl at work a while back... she's a dedicatied jesus freak btw but still kinda cool.... anyway so she's going on about this theology professor and this religious concept... most people have probably heard of it but let me explain it... he had a class where he taught and he asked his students to choose between 3 boxes.... 1 god exists and you believe and you go to heaven 2 he exists and you don't believe and you go to hell 3 you don't believe and he doesn't exist and you just die...and they weighed the pros and cons their conclusion being that you have nothing to lose by believing or something along those lines... now being the argumentative little shit you all know me to be and knowing there is no way to convince a true believer god doesn't exist so there was no point arguing about that and it would hardly be any fun anyway i found something far more devastating to propose... a 4th choice... as god says in the bible "Thou shalt have no othe

Disrespect comes in multiple forms whether it be simple and blatent or hidden and kninving. I find respecting people to be of upmost importance, whether the mutual respect is honored or not. I respect people for who they are, regardless of them extending the same courtesy to me or not. I understand the human need to do things instinctivly when pain overcomes them. I also understand the restraint required to not blow up on someone because of something they did intentionally to hurt you. It goes both ways, I suppose. Being disrespected is not something new to me. I've been manipulated by multiple members of my inner circle, consistantly for a long time. Once I decided to not accept this treatment any more, I was shut out and burned. It is in your darkest hour you learn who your real friends are, how supportive your family actually is, and strangely the power of forgiveness. Those that have stood by me regardless include my family and my closest friends. Many of them watched as I made d

So Funny Nuceypoo's Gf
mckymse01: i would do anything for steve. i have already started to put my money where my mouth is. I got rid of Julie. She was biggest problem for me. I listened way to much to her because I thougt she was a friend. Learned hard way she was not friend at all. What would it take for me to feel more secure in our relationsship. Ha Ha and egagment ring. Only joking. Steve and I are not ready for that i dont think. All joking aside I just need for him to take down his damn walls. I need him to stop with this nothing is forever shit. I need to hear from him and see the reaction when i ask if the possibilty of marriage is in our future. I just need the little things from him to make me feel secure. A text now and then out of the blue for no reason saying i love you. A suprise for no reason middle of the 1:26:04 AM mckymse01: day trip to park or something like that. Little things are what show me you care. They make me feel secure. I dont need much. Just a text every now and then woul

Erotic Poetry
Her eyes burn, passion, as crisp as the autumn breeze, imprisons her desire. Leaves blowing briskly past beckoning escape into the smoky fire. Scraping sounds of metal on dirt, force images of nails raking down a spine. A daylight dream of passion past, rustling memories of naked bodies intertwined. The gleam of a smile encouraged her; fate has not passed her by, a smoky scent of reminiscence. Muscles moving beneath his shirt, stir her guilty thoughts with his essence. Flames roar with new additions, billowing high into the sky like an offering to the goddess. Trembling inside, she explodes with need as moisture invades, her panties a mess.

Pretty Woman.. Ugly Kids
The world is becoming a horrible place. No one says please or thank you. Everyone seems to have their face buried in their phone or up their own ass. Many nights I've wondered why and only just recently did i figure it out... With the help of Netflix. Pretty Woman is the cause of all this. What good could ever have possibly come from that film. "Hey kids... Go on ahead and whore". Never mind you don't have a drug habit to support or three children at home from three different felonious fathers. Just sell your body. Someday a well to do businessman will show up out of the blue and let you drive his Lotus Esprit.. Kiss you on the mouth even though you stipulate that "wasn't on the menu" and let you bathe your disease infested hooker ass in his penthouse suite for a week. Don't study or aspire. Just sell that ass.. And don't get me started on Dirty Dancing either..

Yayyy Me! Lol
Today marks the 50th day with no hard core drugs! Still smoke weed.. && a few of my friends won't even hang out with me anymore because now they are all high && mighty.. && a lot of the other "friends" i had are no longer around cause they don't want to stop using.. to eaches own.. i am much happier now that i am off that shit! I feel good... but not great yet.. i heard it can take up to a year to feel completely normal again.. so once again 50 DAYS ..longest i have been clean for a very long time! If anyone else is struggling with substanbce abuse && want to quit && need someone to talk to .. hit me up! I know how hard it can be.. someone gave me a chance.. && i would lke to help someone else. MEEEEOW

Trangmya
Ngày 24/3, HP sẽ tổ chức buổi ra mắt sản phẩm máy in HP 900 - dòng máy in phun tích hợp tất cả những tính năng thuận lợi và tiết kiệm đến 126% chi phí vận hành trong in ấn. HP 900 đặc biệt có khả năng in màu cho chất lượng ảnh in sắc nét, màu sắc sống động. Với máy in HP 900, mỗi hộp mực đen cho phép in 450 trang văn bản và mỗi hộp mực 3 màu in được 400 trang văn bản màu. Buổi ra mắt sẽ được tổ chức tại Nhà thi đấu Phan Đình Phùng, TPHCM kèm theo một chương trình ca nhạc hấp dẫn với sự tham gia của nhiều ca sĩ đang được mền mộ. Nhân dị

Sylo 2014 Tour
**** SYLO FUBAR FANS **** Heres The Deal,go to www.sylotheband.com and see if we are in or close to your city for our 2014 Tour. Then if we are come to the show and find JB(Manager) Which isn't Hard to do. He will setup a meet and greet if you say we are friends or fans on Fubar. Then get pics for your profile and a gift from Sylo. EASY!!!! We hope to see you all on our 2014 Monument Of Nothing Tour........Starts In April (Dates and Venues TBA)

As If I Dont Feel Guilty Enough...
So..I have kids. Seventeen, thirteen, and two years old, as some of you know. My oldest watched my tow year old through the summer, but now that school's back in session I hadda put her in daycare. NOT something I wanted to do!! Yesterday I got a call on my way home from work that my daughter had been bitten by another child..not once but TWICE!!! ON HER FACE!!!! Apparently the biter just started there yesterday. What a first day!? My daughter is a lover...she HAS to hug everyone she meets! Especially little people (kids). She gave the new boy a hug and he bit her on the cheek! Then later in the day while she was taking her nap..he bit her on her forehead!! The mark on the cheek is just about gone..but the one on her forehead looks like she was hit with a baseball bat! *cries* As if I dont feel guilty enough that she's in daycare..this happens. And this is precisely why I didnt wanna put her in daycare to begin with! The following pics are of the bite on her forehe

A Childs Story.
When I was five maybe six years old, my mother made her second attempt at suicide. The first was years before I was born, but this time I was to experience something new and dark beyond any dream or nightmare. We were staying with my aunt Estelle at the time. My father was working nights, and was not at home when I woke up in the middle of the night with a strange urge, almost like I was being summoned. I got out of my bed and walked out into the long hallway of Estelle’s house. I was completely unaware that that my mother lay dying in the next room as I ventured into the hall. It never even occurred to me to turn on any lights, which was strange because I was always afraid of the dark up to that point. As I passed the door to mama’s room, a voice in my head said “stop.” It was a man’s voice. Commanding, but not menacing. I looked at the dark outline of the door and saw it grow darker as I watched. I was compelled to touch the doorknob, but not to open the door. I reached o

Darwin Awards
2005 DARWIN AWARDS FOR REAL - AMAZING!!!! Yes, it's that magical time of the year again when the Darwin Awards are bestowed, honoring the least evolved among us. Here then, are the glorious winners. 1. When his 38-caliber revolver failed to fire at his intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, would-be robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder. He peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. This time it worked..... And now, the honorable mentions: 2. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat cutting machine and, after a little hopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company expecting negligence sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine and lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 3. A man who shoveled snow for an hour to clear a space for his car during a blizzard in Chicago returned with his Vehicle to find a woman had taken he space. Understan

Attention Friends
Hey everyone i just wanted to say thnxs to those of u who've added me and let me add u i love this site its awesome ive met alot of kool new friends and hope to meet alot more cool people if you have yahoo messenger u can reach me on there too jered_hart, well hope to hear from you all soon thnxs for stopping by to read this Hey just letting everyone know i took my nude pics off here and they wont be back im sorry if u dont like that its just something i had to do. Thanxs take care Jered Hey everyone i need ur help to move up so i can put more pics on here please comment and rate my pics i would be very greatfull

Me
Well, maybe I'm not gonna have a Friends marathon. I did alot of stuff on my day off today. WAY too much shopping I think, but I have lots of winter clothes and crap like that. I was just happy not to have to work on a Friday night! And I have next weekend off ... WTF? LOL I like that. Anyways ... ~S~

Me
I HAVE BEEN THINKING LATELY IF I WERENT HERE TOMMARROW WOULD I BE MISSED. NO I AM NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING STUPID IT IS JUST A QUESTION. NOBODY KNOWS WHAT TOMMAROW WILL BRING I JUST WONDER IF I HAD TOUCHED ANYONES LIFE. IF I HAD DONE MY PART TO MAKE SOMEONES WORLD BETTER. I KNOW THERE ARE MANY IN THE WORLD WHO HAVE DONE THAT FOR ME . I JUST WONDER IF I RETURNED THE FAVOR. CAN YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM TO MUCH. CAN YOU TELL THEM HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU TOO MUCH. I GUESS IT IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE I COULD USE SOME ONE SAYING WHAT I HAVE DONE FOR THEM. KINDA OF REASSURANCE THAT I AM IMPORTANT AND LOVED AND THAT I HAVE DONE SOMETHING FOR THEM. I KNOW THAT I AM LOVED BUT I THINK I JUST NEED TO HEAR WHY. WHAT HAVEI DONE TO DESERVE THEIR LOVE. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT I DO FOR OTHERS BEACUASE THERE ARE SO MANY TIMES I FEEL LIKE I DONT DO MUCH FOR ANYONE. I THINK WE ALL HAVE DAYS LIKE THIS. THANKS FOR DEALING WITH MY RAMBALING. IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING DONT WORRY ABOUT IT IT

The Perfect Man.
To me the perfect man would be a man who cares about your feelings. A man who will stand beside you and not behind you. A man who can hug, love ,care,cry,cuddle,cook,and laugh with you. Lets face it a man can't live without a woman and a woman can't live without a man so why not search for that perfect man who makes you feel on top of the world. The man who can make your heart beat a mile a minute when he touches you. A man who knows you inside and out. Trust, Love, honesty and Faithfulness is all a 2 way street. If you don't have that then you have nothing and then you wonder why are we even together if we don't have those things. I know this is a fantasy cause there is very few of those men left in this world. Have you ever ask yourself some questions? Like why does a man treat a good woman like shit then when he finds a nasty one he treats her like gold? Why does the man regret loosing a good thing when he had it and thru it away? Well to me that's a perfect man.

My Conversation With God
For I am The Alpha Angel, his most beloved and most Controversial for what most people believe.. But it not about beliefe, its just mere entertaining to watch his Creation and see the beauty of it all and beauty of flesh yes I love temptation Female flesh is devine as Gods Love. For I find No sin in that and neither should you. To continued

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Angel92%WereWolf50%Demon33%Dragon25%Faerie17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

True Friends
Every might have already voted for her but she the greatest friend to have just let her know she loved ~~~PoeticAngel~~~@ LostCherry Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com MySpace Glitter Graphics im thinking of deleting from here cause I cant get into the site anymore so good luck. Those who talk to me on Yahoo and still talk to me and those who want to just ask me for my email. IF you dont that cool GOOD LUCK and peace out

Poetry
Sitting at your gravesite, none of it seeming real. People saying "I'm sorry for your loss" or "I know just how you feel". I remember you; Laughing, Loving, Dancing, Smiling I picture you; Elegant, Beautiful, Glowing, Curious We met while still in high school, you were the quiet girl in her shell. I passed you during lunchtime, It was at that moment that I fell. We dated; Movies, Dinners, Walks, Talking We loved; Passionately, Yearning, Faithful, Abandonless We married when I was 21, and you yourself just 20. We bought a small two room house, you assured me it was plenty. We decorated; Tasteful, Expensive, Stylish, Modern We celebrated; Birthdays, Christmas, New Years, Valentines It happened one cold winters night, I insisted that we go. The roads were wet and icy, it had just begun to snow. Sounds; Screaming, Screeching, Sirens, Cries Words; "Is anyone hurt", "Are you O.K.", "You need to let her go", "Sir, she's gone" I've loved noone but you my sweet, I love y

Purina Diet
have a dog & I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her That no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 Pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line Was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no, it was because I'd been sitting in the st

Arrogant Nonconformists
I am currently reading about; the Privately Owned Federal Reserve Bank, the New World Order, Reichstag Fires of the United States Government and the Loss of Civil Liberties, Illuminism, the Knights Templar, The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion, the Skull and Bones Fraternity, the Masonic sect, ancient religions of Egypt and Babylon, Occultism, the Bush family dealings and financial ties with the Third Reich and Adolf Hitler, the use of Depleted Uranium by the United States Military, the United Kindom's pending issuance of the National Identification Card, the United States controversial Real ID Act of 2005, One World Government, and the International Criminal Court. .............................................................. .............................................................. ..................................... Hey, I just feel like a rant. I was never one to cave to peer pressure. I was always confident. I didn't need anyone to tell me how to ha

Memories
Your little girl looks up to you Wherever you may go You're not just my father, Dad, you're my hero You have been there Since I was a kid You know everything I said And everything I did Whenever I need you You always understand I've always thought you were perfect With the world in your hands It never matters what it is Whatever I say or do You are always there right by my side With my problems I always come to you I could never keep anything from you Nor could I ever lie When I tell you all my faults You never ask me why Happy, Sad, Depressed, Upset You've been there for all the moods You've somehow learned to put up with Some of my know-it-all attitudes In my eyes you are always right Never are you wrong Somehow you have this thing with me Where we always get along When I am upset, or mad at the world You know exactly how to respond That's because you are my dad With that certain special bond You know exactly what to say

Thankful
How can I begin to be thankful for all that you have blessed me with. Never thought I would be so grateful to be so love sick. Never thought I would be so content on being with just one. To be so content to love just one and be done. I'm so grateful you brought order to my chaotic life. No more sharing lovers or taking another man's wife. I know I was living life wild and crazy. Now I'm so thankful that those days are so far behind they have become a distant memory. Like a cardiologist you performed open-heart surgery not only on my body but my soul as well. So with the same skill and precision I will carve out a life for us straight from a fairy tale. Every morning I will honor you my queen. Celebrate every day and make every night a romantic love scene. So to be thankful for one thing is really hard to do. So I'm thankful for everything that is you.

Errr
4 days iv been in bed!! 4 days!! If it wasnt for good friendship (thankya darlyn) and a hell of a lot of drugs i wudnt have been able to skintify myself today altho i am actually about to pass out as it took all my energy away. the worst of my bein ill was probly the fevers the fucking painful headache The SHITTING painful stomachache oh yer and not seeing anybody just constant sleeping!!! the lack of diet coke this random ability to make every liquid (INCLUDING WATER IN A GLASS) i touched taste like burning plastic as wel as smell like it (and if u think it was just me ask ben dorman...he smelt it and agreed....got me a new glass...tasted it....it was fine....i tasted it,....was fine....5 mins later....WTF?!?!) so all those who love me and care about me spam me with comments of i love yous and get well soons etc etc and if u think ur extra special and u love me more than any1 else then i expect at least 2! (CHERRY THATS LIKE 4 FROM YOU........yer

I Believe In Miracles
> Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa > > at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding > > a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. > > "Your friend?" Your sister? > > > > "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he > > said sadly. > > > > Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw > > her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. > > > > "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" > > the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. > > > > Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, > > asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. > > When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the > > child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. > > > > "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. > > > > "Well, I know it's really too

Unholy Feelings
Here I lie upon my bed madness flashing through my head thinking things of wicked sorts unholy feelings I should abort maybe life will change in time but can the thoughts within my mind? To live a life without the hate I've never seen but still I wait its very hard to change my past but this hate I feel will always last my heart, my soul is all I give but not my mind, it does not live

Looking For Email Friends!
Well, I'm still trying to figure this site out, so forgive me if I don't figure out/do everything correctly right away! Just wanted to say that I'm in the market for some email friends. If interested, please respond through this site or through desertdweller119 at yahoo. Looking forward to hearing from you soon.

Just Rambling
Everyday I put on this happy face for everyone, I listen to everyone's good news and their bad, always the one that everyone leans on..and I'm not really complaining about that, I like to be there for people and glad that I'm the one they choose to come to...I just get so tired of petending like I'm always happy and let my hurt or sadness build up then one little thing can just set me off and the tears just start flowing. I hate feeling like I'm all alone and can't talk to anyone about certain things. I know I have some great friends on here and irl but it's still hard to open up...So I figured I'd put some things down here so some of you would at least get an idea. It's hard to be a bitch when you're so fucking sensitive sometimes lol If you've gotten this far..thanks for reading.

A Fistful Of Twilight
A fistful of twilight The snow falls On the beach Creates an Interesting dichotomy Matters of the heart Produce Self induced Lobotomies Separation of Church and state Required to Live free To separate life And Fate Evolves into What can never be Falling further Into the black You begin to seek The light Grabbing at morals Reaching for fun Which will save you What is right My mind Accelerates Subconscious passion Escalates Release the Safety Belt The ice is thin But I can skate Music flows From an unseen Source Your soul begins To dance You tap your toes And hit the floor You have another Chance

High High
Hey yall Ever notice how you get friends but the never read you bulletins or comment your pix or mail you they add you rate some pix then go away for ever it seems well today this is how I fee so I jus thought I'd tell ya all how I'm feelin on the subject this moring... WELL SINCE IT SEEMS NO ONE EVER TALKS ON HERE I FIGURED I JUS TALK AWAY SO HERE IT GOES WHATS NEW IN MY BUBBLE : WELL EVERY THING IS STARTING TO GET BETTER STILL CONFUSED BUT NOT PREGANANT SO THATS GOOD AND MY MAN AND I ARE GOOD NOW DAY HE FINALLY SAID HE LOVES ME AND HGE SAID IT FIRST DOES THAT MEAN HE'S SERIOUS I DONT KNOW?BUT I WOULD LIKE TO THINK HE IS OTHER WISE I'M A HOPELESS FOOL LOOKIN FOR LOVE IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES I JUS WANT TO BE HAPPY WHY IS THAT SO HARD THE WORLD WONT LET ME BE HAPPYT MY HEART WONT LET MY HEAD REST AND LIFE UTTERLY BLOWS SOME DAYS BUT I'LL KEEP MY JHEAD A FLOAT WITH HOPES AND PRAYERS SENT OUT UNTO THE WIND LIKE LIKE LEAVES IN FALL ALL UNKNOWING WHERE THEY'LL STOP AND HOPE YOU KNOW SOON..

Imma Speak My Mind 4 Real
I got a few females hatin on me....and it really doesn't bother me, cause they aint shit...NONE OF THEM GOT SHIT ON ME!!!! Thats real talk. Its not my fault that some nigga's on here are feelin me....they feelin me cause I am a real ass female. I speak tha truth 100% all day eryday....I don't play games...I respect myself, I don't have myself on here but all my shit out there....and 9 outta 10 nigga's is gonna LOVE that about me....Don't hate on my cause Im a real ass female.. Ok....let me say this.....this broad came at me on my shoutbox and told me that I should be a lady and quit tryin to act gangsta.... FIRST of all...where does a dumb bitch like this who has her name as "MY KITTY.....whateva, whateva"....talk shit bout me not actin like a lady. I don't have my shit out there like "WHOA"...my shit is respectable...no doubt. SECOND of all, I am 100% LADY...all day eryday....HOWEVER....I rep mine, all day, eryday...and I WILL HOLD IT DOWN no matter what....I know a million nigga

Friends
There is a time in all friendships when you have to decide to say something or not say it. If you say something you risk messing up the friendship that you have built. Again if you do not say anything then you risk that you may miss that true happniess that we all wish for. How can this happen, because if the other person does not feel the same way as you then things in the friendship change. I know this cause years ago I said something to a good friend and we did not speak for over a year. In her mind things had changed and in her mind it just made a weird mess so we just did not talk. We started to talk about a year later but this had changed and ow we have lost track on she other, and at one point I thought of her as my little sister and think that is what made it hard when the thing was said. How do you decide when the time is right? How do you know the other person will take you seriously? How can things go back to how they were before the thing was said? How do you not

The End
You scored as Angel of Death. You were an Angel of death! Before you were sent to Earth to be tested and be a human, you were what brought death upon humans. With a look, you could kill anyone. Your unusal intrest in death and love of blood and gore asures that in heaven, you delt with it very much. You were an angel who brought death to all, and what is and forever will be feared by humans. Your old deathly stare still scares people and you still crave for killing.Angel of Death96%Angel of Guidance25%Guardian Angel14%Angel of Prayer11%Angel of Hope7%Angel of Good Fortune0%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com when the end is coming most people dont know it untill its to late but in my case i know mine is coming sometimes i feel that i can change it but now i feel i cant i have just about givin up and i dont care if it comes but i am waiting for it to come the days are getting fewer and fewer i want to stop it but i can my

A Real Man
WHAT MAKES YOU A REAL MAN IS IT BECAUSE YOU GOT HER PREGNANT NAW THAT'S NOT IT THAT ONLY MAKES YOU A MAN.SHIT A BOY CAN GET SOMEONE PREGNANT SO LET'S ERASE THAT MYTH,LET ME SEE HOW ABOUT I TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS I SEE THEM EVERY WEEKEND,SHIT THE MAILMAN CAN DO THAT AND READ THEM BED TIME STORIES TOO. MAN MY WOMAN BETTA HAVE MY FOOD READY AND MY BATH WATER RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE ARE IT'S ON,YEA THAT'S IT THAT'S A REAL MAN HE HAS HIS WOMAN AFRAID OF HIS PUNK ASS WHEN JUST THE OTHER NITE LIL RAY RAY SMACK THE FUCK OUT OF YOU AND TREATED YOU LIKE A LIL BITCH BUT WHAT DID YOU DO GO HOME AND BEAT YOUR WOMAN'S ASS NOW THAT MAKE'S YOU A REAL MAN.BITCH THIS, BITCH THAT, THAT BITCH WENT THROUGH NINE MONTHS OF LABOR WITH THE HELP OF GOD AND I GUESS YOUR SORRY ASS TO BRING SOMEONE BEAUTIFUL INTO THIS WORLD AND YOU PROBABLY TRIED TO TAKE THE CREDIT FOR THAT.CUM ON BABY SHE AIN'T GONNA FIND OUT I KNOW SHE IS YOUR BESTFRIEND BUT WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ME I'LL BET YOU I CAN DO IT BETTER THAN Y

I Guess I Entered Cutest Pet Contest!
hey peeps, Ive been so busy with the hott4est cherry contest I totally forgot about the cutest pet contest I signed up for....This one is not so important, but you can still check it out and leave me some comments so I dont feel like a total loser. HAHA My bad for signing up for more than 1 at a time, I think i just got a lil excited about wanting to be in a contest. Well anyway Still go vote for the hottest cherry one cuz thats the 1 I wanna win, but go ahead and CHECK THIS ONE OUT! Thanks!!!!!

Friends
you know this is messed up when ya have 114 people on your list and probably 30% of them don;t even talk to you what do ya do delete some of them or just keep the list ...hmmmmmmmmmm..what to do...lmao...i'll just keep them...love redneck aka mark well yall im afraid to say this but it might be my last day on ct i try to make people and can;t do it no matter how hard i try so if i leave i'll miss yall and to the ones that are friends of mine you guys can pm me on yahoo or msn sorry yall this has to happen hey all this is something to take very serious theres this guy that goes into the washington room on yahoo and he was saying how he had some kind of syndrome and stuff well after a whyile we found out that he is a sex offender his name is Mark Messner if anybody that goes into yahoo and they see this person iggy do not talk to it he seems nice but don;t talk to him

The Drunk One
Should 'the drunk one' Stop Drinking? People have been telling me lately that I should stop drinking. Thereore I have been pondering over wether or not I should stop. Top Ten Reasons to Stop 1. The hangovers. Inever get hangovers so this doesn't apply to me. 2. Legally forced too. Doesn't apply to me. 3. Mean when you drink. Not me I am very loveable and funny when I drink. 4. Medical Reason. I'm in tip top shape. 5. Keep waking up next to the coyote ugly. Never happened to me I never get that drunk. 6. Keep loosing your car. I always walk to the bar or drink at home, so I always know where it is. 7. Always over sleeping. I actually get up earlier if I've been drinking. 8. Really high bar tab. I get alot of my drinks for free. 9. The bar tender gets you your drink before you even sit down. That's a problem, huh I thought it was a good thing. 10. If you don't drink for a day the bar loses money. I don't think that has ever happ

Randommness
I really hate it when people tell you what you want to hear but dont mean a single word of it! If you want to be my friend be real dont fukin lie to me and blow smoke up my ass!! I love attention like anyone else but for crist sakes be real.. i don't have time for bullshit liars!! Why even do it? do you get some perverted pleasure out of fuking with peoples emotions??? Like i said if you want to be my friend say hi.. flirting is great! but dont lie to me.. if you dont want to have me as a friend at least tell me to fuk off! GEEZ. ok i'm done.. ty for listening.. Cherry on!

Shiiiiiiiit!!!!!
BOOOOOOORED!!!!!! But HAPPYYYYYY!!!! Lol...I got me an iPod Video! Buuuuut, its taking forever to convert videos! And Im like aaaaarrrrraaaaaaggghhhhh!!!! ...and i dont know why...yea, i just gave up on capitalizing shit... im going insane without my girlfriend...im literally on the other side of the world from her...i should be coming home soon tho!! (of course, in the Air Force, soon is more like 4-6 months...) and i officially loathe the Air Force, since were on that topic...everything about it sucks... buuuuut, ill deal until im out.

Comment Bombers Needed
OK ALL YOU COMMENT BOMBERS THE TIME HAS COME THAT I ASK YOU HELP ONCE AGAIN. PLEASE IF YOU WILL SHOW SOME LUV TO A DEAR FRIEND AND SWEETHEART AT THAT FRIEND OF MINE. DROP AT LEAST 100 COMMENT BOMBS AND A PRIZE WILL BE AWARED. ANYTHING OVER 100 WILL WIN YOU A MUCH BIGGER PRIZE, SO PLEASE START COMMENT BOMBING NOW, WETHER YOU MALE OR FEMALE. AND THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBIN

Quizzes
WHO LIKES YOU??? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number WITH the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u rite now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to

Kev
hi im new to cherry tap so idont know what the hell is going on inform me please!so lets talk about me ok.ok.i like to see people act so dumb its fucking funny.like once i was driving and there was a kid thinking he could use a peice of wood for a cell phone.i have 1 brother named ian.got a girl friend named lizzi.my mom is going throught collage again at ASU.shes gone dialy.

Acceptence
IS IT FOR THE GLORY, MY ANSWER IS NO....... I SERVE FOR MY COMMUNITY TO HELP THE OTHERS THAT CANT HELP THEMSELVES IN TIME OF NEED WHETHER THEIR HOUSE IS BURNING THEIR CAR IS CRASHED A SEARCH FOR THEM IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT BATTLING THE BIGGEST OF BRUSHFIRES OR TENDING TO THE CHILD THAT FELL OFF THE SWING THATS WHAT IM HERE FOR IS IT A SACRIFICE I MAKE, THE ANSWER AGAIN IS NO. ITS THE SACRIFICE MY FAMILY MAKES WONDERING WHEN ILL BE HOME WONDERING IF IM OK SO PEOPLE THINK ABOUT IT DO YOU REALLY REALIZE WHAT YOUR LOCAL FIREFIGHTERS GO THROUGH DO YOU JUST THANK THEM WHEN ITS YOUR TIME IN NEED WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE STREETS SHAKE THEIR HANDS GO TO THEIR FIREHOUSE THANK THEM FOR THEIR SERVICE FOR "YOUR" COMMUNITY you know, it seems like when accept someone and rate them or fan them they never rate you or fan you back this sucks ppl

Military Sex
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you."

Run Nor
As you can see from some of my pics, back in the day I was a lean, mean running machine. Mostly my teenage years, from 13-18, I was known for my dedication and success from running. Fast-forward to present. Well, now I'm 38 and approaching the big 40 quickly. I decided last yeah (April) that I wanted to make a statement to myself and to the world that I still have the spirit and the heart of a champion. Tipping the scales at about 248 pounds, I made the commitment to get a great body back. You can never lose with that accomplishment, because it's good over-all for your life. I began to run. I ran like crazy. My working out was already familiar from my early days as a lad. I quickly started shedding the pounds... 240, 232, 225 (was stuck in my 220's for a bit), 215, then I reached 207. By July, YES 3-4 months, I was looking lean and getting the attention because of it. It was last summer when I decided to run the Los Angeles marathon to put an exclamation point on my renewed

Cheater??
Why is it that when you are married or bf or gf, ThAT it seems to be so important to try and be the one always on top in the relationship? Some ppl even get so desperate that they offten go to extremes to try and be little their partner so that they r on top.. Im sick of this... does this make any sense to anyone? or am i just rambling..

I Owned!
So we (Jamie, Chuck, Jay, Amanda and I) decided to have a shot for shot cam drinking game...WELLLLL I did drink about half that bottle..sure as hell felt it when I woke up! Hangover on top of a migraine..NOT GOOD lmao..Now CHUCK is saying I didn't win. Ok...1 didn't do it (JAY)..2 ran out of liquor (Jamie/Chuck)and one had to leave (Amanda)..leaving drunk me there so I won right??? Course I did lmao. ADMIT IT CHUCK!!! ANYHOO...I don't wanna see jager for awhile lol Ok and So I passed out in a chair with the cam on lol and may have puked once or twice BUT still OWNED!

Someone Tryin To Fake Sonny Again
FROM THE FAT MAN HIMSELF. only 3 people had my regular email from this entire site scrapper being one and it dont take a rocket scientist to figure out the other 2 morons are go ahead keep saying my name fookers your making my new site more and more famous by the minute and yeah the block button on there will work with actual paid paid bouncers that can bounce. BELOW IS A SCREEN SHOT WHERE SOMEONE TRIED TO MAKE AN ACCOUNT ON HERE IN MY NAME AND IT SURE AS HELL WASNT ME I GOT A REPLY FROM ADIN SAYING IT WASNT IN THE SYSTEM DUH CAUSE I SENT THE MESSAGE THAT THE EMAIL SAYS TO TO HAVE IT REMOVED YAY KEEP COVERING EVERYONES BUTT SO TO ALL ON HERE IF U SEE MY PIC AND NAME IT SURE AS HELL ISNT ME

This Muscle Between My Legs
THIS MUSCLE BETWEEN MY LEGS This muscle between my legs Is good for fertilizing your eggs, But it will never make or break Our love affair. Although it’ll give you great pleasure, And those moments I do treasure, It will never be the main Way to show I care. Thus, revealing the fact, That sex is just an act, And love is never Anything one should fall into. I may sound like a fool, When I say my mind is the tool, That I’ll use To make love to you. It may be big, firm, thick, strong, It may even last long, But never as long as the images I leave of me, in your thoughts. I feel you sister, When you say all the other misters, Never took you there, But it ain’t my fault. I love to touch, I love to feel, But first and foremost, I love to keep it real You know this is true. Although our physical acts, Bring you the ultimate climax, My mind is the tool, That I’ll use to make love to you. Wondrous emotion In a mixed up love potion A combina

Raven
**One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, \"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.\" The crowd and the young man looked at the old man\'s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn\'t fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man\'s heart and saw its state an d laughe

Gothic Angals Information
Hello everyone! This is my first blog and since I have been away from CherryTAP for a little while and here shortly I will be gone again for a couple more weeks, I just wanted to inform everyone that is on my friends list and fan list that if I have not rated or commented on your profile or photos to please send me a message so that I can do that before I disappear again. And also to let everyone know that I have added a guestbook to my profile, please stop in and sign it, if you have a guestbook let me know and I will drop in and leave some love for you. Have a pleasent time everyone. There will be more blogs to fallow within the next couple of days. THIS IS SOMETHING I WROTE TO THE SOLDIERS THAT ARE OVER IN IRAQ... WHICH INCLUDES MY HUSBAND... LEAVE ME A COMMENT TO LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT... Have you ever walked by a flag, and watched it blow in the breeze? Have you ever watched a soldier stand and salute it, then stand at ease? They look so proud but yet so young,

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sex Talk
I love my life and love my wife. But I hate blue balls. I know she gets tired from work, but it's frustrating when she's too tired to have sex for a couple weeks because she has to work her ass off. And what's really aggravating is that when she does get in the mood, I better be in the mood or I miss out. Though... and this is where it gets personal (so Jess, ya might want to stop reading now hehe), but the other problem is that I'm able to get her off multiple times. At times enough that she passes out before we finish. But even then, I feel like the traditional roles are reversed. When we have sex, she gets off every time, and I get off maybe once every 3 or 4 times. It's not that I don't want to cum.. but I just can't. So when she's so busy with work who knows when I get to cum during sex. And yeah, I can masturbate (and trust me, I do... I am a freak after all), but it's just not the same. No matter how many times I jack off, it still never feels as good as the r

Wondering
OK... IM NOT TRYIN TO BE SARCASTIC OR HATEFUL, BUT I AM WONDERING.... WHY IF YOU ALREADY KNOW YOURE HOT WOULD YOU NAME YOUR PAGE SOMETHING LIKE HOTHOTHOT OR DAMN IM SEXY...?.. I MEAN WOULDNT SOMEONE WHO HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO CHECK YOU OUT ALREADY HAVE MADE THAT DECISION?.. REALLY? OR AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THIS WAY....?...

Prayers
I truly love You. Even when the whole world seems to be against me and I feel alone. I know I am not alone, for You, my Father God, are with me. This life seems to be filled with trials. With bad that seems to sneak up behind us. At times it has honestly shaken me to my core. Times when I honestly did not think I could go on. But, even in those times, I reminded myself, I am not alone in this life. I know that our consequences to the actions and decisions can throw up for a loop. While we are doing what we know to be wrong, we do not think those actions will come to much. We could not be more wrong! They come around, for God's Word clearly says, we reap what we sow. In everything we do, good or bad, we will have a reaction out of it. Like the stone thrown into the quiet water of a lake. The fisherman on the side know what effect this stone will have. It will chase the fish away. Their catch of the day will be less or even cancelled. The sound of the stone is not

Styled Imagination
Traveling my path Wandering life’s journey Searching for The exit To Euphoria Wishing for The BIG happy The quest to Satisfy my Soul Emulsify my Inner light To feel again Quietly confident With the unknown No worries about The next No ‘what ifs’ For the past A permanent feeling Of ‘It’s gonna be ok’ That is all I ask To just be me And be relaxed I put on a disguise And brighten my eyes And hope that you don’t Notice a thing I can’t let you Inside Won’t let you On that ride I would tell You the truth But then I’d Have to face it Myself I know I want you back Tired of moments In the black I tried To move ahead My life I grew to dread And waking up Was the hardest task Somehow I just went along But then I listened To the song That brought back Us Before the crash No more living In the past Not gonna suffer From the last Mistake that cost Everything But in reality I’ve still got me

Why Does It Always Happen To Me?
24 years of age going on 25 and still havent a clue about the opposite sex...probably never will! Met this guy last yr whilst temping at some company! was minding my own business (as i always do), this guy starts saying hello to me everyday...me being polite i say hello back. Time went and of course hellos turned into conversation, then lunches, then a few beers after work and finally to seeing him after working hours maybe once/twice a week. Being honest i will say as time went on i started to like him coz we always got on and felt comfortable around each other from day one! there's a catch...he had a fiancee of 5 yrs!! i found this out on one of our lunches but it wasnt from his mouth, it was somebody elses who was on lunch with us. Maybe a couple of weeks or so he tells me he likes me, even thou i liked him back there was no way anything was gonna happen between us coz of the fiancee. Gave him the speech bout nothing happening until he was a free agent! The reason behind hi

My Thoughts About The Distance Between .....
i sit alone in dreams your photograph in my hand iknow its hard for you to understand i try to play it cool when im away oh how i long for your smile today something betwen me and you i dont want to hide thers nothing more its love so true can you see the look of love in my eyes when i hold you i would give you every star in the sky... the look of love i never felt before the way i feel right now life has changed for me somehow...... were thousands of miles apart and im looking at you just remember deep in my heart whatever i do i do it for you can you see the look of love in my eyes when i hold you i would give you every star in the sky.... i can see the look of love in your eyes when i hold you feeling your heart beat just like mine time after time my days are much too long without you cant wait to come back home but theres nothing i can do can you see the look of love in my eyes when i hold you i would give you every star in th

Cyssan; The Kiss
Enough of the upper structure remained to keep the bulk of the rain off of Marcus, but he knew he would need to move further in to enjoy any real protection from the elements. But before he could do that, he had to assess the degree of his injury. Taking out his survival knife, he cut away the lower portion of his left pant leg. There was no doubt the bones were broken through, kept in place mainly by his high leather boots. Marcus fished a flashlight from his pack and played the beam over his surrounds. There were still the remains of furnishings in here, though obviously ancient. He scouted around and managed to find some an old chair that lay in ruins. That chair supplied a pair of legs not completely rotted through. Marcus put the handle of his knife between his teeth and prepared himself, then grabbed the sole of his boot and pulled downward slowly, so as not to severe any veins in the process. He felt the bone slide back into the skin, and roughly into the position it

Here Goes Nothing
Why is it that people who break your heart always try to start talking to you again like nothing happened? Why, when you agree to just forget about each other, do they come back? And for what reason? I love the whole "Oh, I just wanted to see how you were doing" line and then you look like the asshole because you're trying to get on with your life and you aren't the same person you were before, so you're not particularly courteous when you respond to them. Well, I took a whole week and I still can't figure out why everything went so wrong. I guess that I should have known it from the start that I was just a temporary replacement. Maybe I just wanted to believe so badly that somebody actually loved me that I was deaf, dumb, and blind to the obvious. I can't make heads or tails of the situation and I'm done trying to. I mean, can you tell me why someone would go back to their ex on their anniversary with their new significant other? Pretty effed up right? Oh well, she's not worried abou

My Death
Tim Location of Death: Albany, NY Date of Death: 5/18/2034 11:42:14 PM Last Person Called: Ollie Last Number Dialed: (229) 352-409* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Blunt force or mechanical injury See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Alana's Wall Of Shame
THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i need money? no response..

All Bout Me =)
Yeah so I had to go to the doctor today and I found out not only was I having a miss carriage but that I was two months pregnant and so yet another sad day here :( I dont know if it was for the best or not but I know in my heart of course it was not what I wanted.. Why does shit like this have to happen?? Oh and the daddy knows .. and I dont even wanna go there about that shit ... Anyways, so I suggest noone piss me off or put me in a bad mood please xoxo ~ Tina So today my boss found out his bf (yes bf) has cancer and its sad cuz he was just cyring his eyes out to me and there was nothing I could do other than just be there for him.... So I just want you to know that if I am bitchy or crabby towards you please ignore me and forgive me tonight... Im just not in a great mood.... thanks all xoxoxo ThaShocka So today at work I took a pregnancy test and it came back positive and then I took another one tonight and i

"ideals"
“Ideals: ” It has been said that a man should not complain, to himself or otherwise, unless he is willing to identify and implement a solution to the highlighted problem. I agree with that statement, and as such have resolved to highlight problems in our social systems and work towards resolving them. There was once a time when that which was inherently right was fought for by the majority. It made little matter what the laws of the day were. It was shared principles and standards that blazoned the trail between individual instinct and collective society. Another opinion of mine, very similar to the first one I mentioned above is that when a person becomes aware of a problem, on principle, it also becomes his duty to effect a change that will correct that problem. I would seem that I am in good company with my opinions. Were it not for the likes of Thomas Jefferson, John Hancock, and so many others who resolved that people should be treated a certain way there would

♥i Love My Girls♥
bratt@ CherryTAPCricket says Lv Me a voice comment please :)@ CherryTAPApril Marie ♥I'm SO kickass♥I'd be jealous too if I were you...@ CherryTAP Happy_Eyes@ CherryTAPkrazy bitch@ CherryTAPREAD MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU COMMENT@ CherryTAP ~*♥ Lorie ™ ♥ *~ [My name is NOT "hey sexy"]@ CherryTAPPrincess@ CherryTAPDJ Ms. D @ Club Vamped *Mrs. to FireFighter6681 aka Dalton/Stick Man/4th Horseman*@ CherryTAP these ladies are most exceptional and I think you should show them some love too....:D they are all very special to me...and I generally don't like women, but these select few are strong minded individuals with style and class not to mention all are beautiful inside and out!!! I love them all :) xoxo Thank you ladies for being so awesome!!!

Poetry
THE FOLLOWING IS A POEM FROM "TEARS FOR WATER, SONGBOOK OF POEMS AND LYRICS" BY ALICIA KEYS AND IS A POEM I LOVE AND UNDERSTAND. I'M A PRISONER OF WORDS UNSAID JUST LONELY FEELINGS LOCKED AWAY IN MY HEAD I TRAP MYSELF FURTHER EVERY TIME I STAY QUIET I SHOULD START TO SPEAK BUT I STOP AND STAY SILENT AND NOW I'VE MADE MY OWN HARD BED INSIDE A PRISON OF WORDS UNSAID I AM A P.O.W. NOT A PRISONER OF WAR A PRISONER OF WORDS I'M A FIGHTER YET ONLY A PUPPET MOSTLY I ONLY SAY WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR COULD YOU TAKE IT IF I CAME CLEAR? OR WOULD YOU RATHER SEE ME STONED ON A DRUG OF COMPLACENCY AND COMPROMISE M.I.A. I GUESS THAT'S WHAT I AM SCRAPING THIS COLD EARTH FOR A PIECE OF MYSELF FOR PEACE IN MYSELF I'D BE EASIER IF YOU PUT ME IN JAIL IF YOU LOCKED ME AWAY I'D HAVE SOMEONE TO BLAME BUT THESE BARS OF STEEL ARE OF MY MAKING THEY SURROUND MY MIND AND HAVE ME SHAKING MY HANDS ARE CUFFED BEHIND MY BACK I'M A PRISONER OF THE WORST KIND, IN FACT A PRISONER O

The Joining
Another writing challenge met.... The Joining ~~~~~~~~ Coming together under A lovers moon Our meeting just a little Too soon Work roughened hands Caress silk skin So soon in the knowing We take each other in Simple touch brings Sounds of sweet delight Underneath the stars Soft light Hearts beating wildly At Heavens door As heated pleasure reached Evermore

Zera's Stuff
Do you ladies know why Hunters make the best lovers? They go deep into the Bush, Shoot MORE than Once and ALWAYS EAT WHAT THEY SHOOT! Business is picking up! Tomorrow there is a 90% chance that I will sign my first good sized contract in my new business! Ehh if it goes through I may run a Blast Contest or something.. anyways not bad for a Sunday (I think god meant saturday for the day of rest and rest I did, yet im not 7th day adventist either..) Ill keep you posted, hafta tell someone! May aswell be someone who cant hold their hand out at you when you tell them LOL.. best feature of a PC, ability to turn it off.. lolol. hugs, Zera So Im in the middle of a 10 hour day right.. I decide , well I suppose I figured, in a metaphorical way, to quit my job and begin a music career..because I up and said..." Take this job and shove it, I ainta workin' here no more..." Gunna do some work for a company around here at home I think, work on starting my own business.. gunna be a lea

Morning Juice
Just a little post about starting the day. It is a beautiful day. The only problem I have so far is I woke up without my baby next to me this morning. Drag. But, I'll be with her later. This is the first night we've slept apart since we've known each other. I love her. At any rate. time for some juice, then off to work. God Bless

The Reason Why I Pick The Name Blackheart
from day one my life as been black i have a mom who left me when i was born beat me from age of 2 thu 4 and tell this day treats me like a kid she is a coldhearted self center bitch who dose nothing for no one i have a half brother and a half sister my sister is useing drugs and she is a whore really she is she is 16 and have a baby following her moms footsteps my brother never calls me and the only time my mom dose is to tell me abount my brother or sister . a dad who is there but in a way he was never really there a aunt who killed her self a grandmom who has cancer plus the being of parkins i never been truely happy in my life never really smile much no its not a trand this is how i really feel. iam a very depressd person who dose hate the sunlight becuse to me its meaning there is light to everydarkness not true i found that out everytime something happens good in my life its takeen away i no god hates me iam his forsaken son it dont matter how much you pray he dont do nothing and

My Boring Day
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Faerie75% Mermaid75% WereWolf58% Dragon42% Demon17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Paladin, The paladin is a divine warrior, relying on his god and his might sword, he is ready to crush evil and to help others.Paladin75% Bard

My Blogs
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Bitch Fest!
Don't you fuckin hate it when you do a courtesy flush and the toilet splashes water up on your ass...that's fuckin nasty! I can't stand pieces of shit that get drunk and then go out in public like stores and such. They stink like B.O., cigs, and alcohol. They are so fuckin stupid when you talk to them you just want to smack the crap out of them. If you need your alcohol that bad, stay the fuck home! I fuckin hate when someone pulls out in front of you and then drives slower than you were originally going. If you want to go slow, ride a fuckin bike!

I Need Rates Plz
i am on here from time to time, but i am usually on yahoo messenger or msn messenger, hit me up for my screen names, i know some people have it and some dont, so if you would like to talk there let me know thank yall for all my friend on here that i talk to on my yahoo msgr. i wont be on yahoo prolly till after the new year. i got alot of traveling and workin to do throughout the holidays. so please bear with me and i will be back before you know it. for those of you i chat with on here if you dont have my yahoo id and would like to chat there with me in the future just add me my id is jstewart71982. i love yall leave me comments please so i will know whats up what would be a good name for my new lounge? please comment and leave me some ideas

Reflections
I came to the realization today that I'm no longer able to bounce back from getting bucked off horseback. That just busted my youthful feeling bubble. Wouldn't have been so bad, but he had the thoughtfulness to graze my back twice with his hooves, while I was under his belly. Yes, when I got up I was rather pissed to the gills. So much so that I didn't feel any pain. It's been 3hrs since it happened and the pain is starting to set in for the night. I don't think I was hurt bad, but mostly it was my pride. Now to wait for all the pretty bruises to pop out and shine for all to see. Next time I'm feeling like a teenager, I'm gonna get in my car and just cruise up to town with my music up loud. Hopefully that will help me remember not to get pitched off the back of a horse again. People seem more lonely lately to me. We each have so many friends, but even in a crowded room we can be so alone. Ever try to step out of your own little world and look around? The checkout girl look

Not Sure...
Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but oftentimes we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one, which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime t

Stuff
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now.. cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two hours later, the boy came out of the bedroom and resume playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue..."For those of you just boardin

To Buzz, Since This Is The Only Way To Communicate With You
A friend of mine on FUBAR posted an awesome blog and I would like all my friends to rate it and take a look at it. Thank you Jackie Here's the original bulletin he posted: Im gonna keep posting ths till the women here actually feel comfortable enough to talk to people wothout having to worry about whats gonna be said or until they stop receiving unwelcome pics just because you wanna show off your little friend...so any questions after you view this..just die cause you're truly stupid...later http://fubar.com/blog/88834/376004 Ladies please repost im fighting for you here ok?...ty Irishtoad_UnBroken_saNGuiNE_PriNCe I can understand you being upset and all, you could have given me the common curtursy to say something if you were upset of if someone did not like what I was saying. You tell me you wanted to ban me from day 1, well what stopped you, at least then i wouldn't have grown close to some of the people in there, and if I made some inappropriate remarks, how

Links To Rate Leveling Team Name
We just need 2 minutes of your time to please rate one of these names you think would make a good name representing Levelers. Please rate using the links below to vote. You don't have to be a leveler to rate and help pick a name. Someday you may need help leveling and we may be there to help you as well so will you help us. Thank you for taking a minute to help us. TEAM LEVEL-UP SHADOW LEVELERS LEVELERS UNITED TEAM RATER FUBAR'S HEART LEVELERS GET-R-DONE-LEVLERS THE FUBAR BARON LEVELERS FUBAR HITTERS FIRE CRACKIN LEVELING TEAM FU-ANGEL-LEVELERS FU- LEVELERS H.E.L.P=HELPING OTHERS LEVEL PROMPTLY L

Video Life
So this is me and one of my best friends, Kaleb (ie Faking Insanity on here) during his little detour to come see me after his cruise (that bastard got free booze and cabo wabo tequila.) Anywho, here's us shootin pool, and suckin at it (well, I was at least) and just bein weird like usual! And just so y'all know, I found my way to where I was going, turns out the road I was on turned INTO Pecos Rd, so I was good to go!! Leave some love, let me know if ya liked it! *kisses* ~Sinful

My Blogs Of Frustrating Days
Alright...I've warned the Fu-Luv Bomb Squad this was coming...and its not meant towards them, OR the true fubar friends I have...but, it's a blog about my recent, very personal frustrations with my social life...So...here it goes! I'm just not sure of anything anymore. I mean, some people call me their friends...and they send out blanket invites to things that normal 18-25 year olds go do. I have told them more than once if I had a ride...I'd go. Do they even OFFER to come get me and take me so I can just ONCE hang out with them???? NO! I get the "sorry you're shit out of luck" treatment! You know why I honestly believe this is? Two words - non-alcoholic! I do not drink - never wanted to get drunk and can't physically do so anyway! My uncle is an alcoholic and I have SEEN what it's doing to him! So, I believe they use this as their sorry as hell excuse to not even BOTHER to ask me if I need a ride so I can come hang! I WILL GO OUT IF I'M ASKED - but I will NOT drink! I can have fun

Sitting At The Lake
Sitting at the Lake, I knew it was not fake, Watching the World as we seen it, Knowing we would mean it, You leaned back on me, Unlocking my heart and setting it free, Intense was your touch, Feeling i was serching for so much, To start out slow, What a better way to go, The water rippling bye, My mind wondering why, you are sitting there with me, The tree's and the woods, surrounding us that day, I wish we could have stayed, the deer came out to play, You did not stay, Stalked them like a cat, There i watched and sat, You got with in a couple of feet, The deers you did meet, a few pics that you took, all i could do was look, i didnt see them much, I was longing for your touch, We left that site, Against all my might, Holding you felt right, Even when we both held each other tight, You are so special and kind, Truely a unique find, To have you would be grand, at my side i hope you will stand, as i drove you home, you held my hand, You sent my heart a

This Made Me Cry...please Repost
MICHAEL VICK ; YOU SCREWED UP BIG TIMEE .DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFERAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT'S WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PITBULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST ISN'T RIGHT. PITBULLS SHOULD BE BOUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIROMENT & PL ACED WTH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pitbulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to wether or not the pitbull BECOMES one, due to wether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pitbulls, really, are as SWEET as can be ;below are pictures of pitbulls who were bred in a SAFE & peaceful, caring enviroment.THEY'RE AS GENTLE & LOVIN

Random Things/interesting
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese..... Thumb represents your Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your-Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & the Last (Little) finger represents your children Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate live

About Me
I figure this is the easiest way to explain who I am.I have in the last few days added alot of new friends.Just a lil about me ive been here almost a year in Sept. In the year I picked up an addiction and that is to level people. During that time we have helped thousands level up thats just we like to do. So you will either love me or hate me. We help as many as we can. So you know I don't use my alert box to rate. I rate when you are close to leveling. I'll be the first to admit i fill the Bulletin board up with them.So if that bothers you please feel free to remove me now but I like to help people and in order to do it you gotta let others know that someone needs help. Recently I had someone tell me if I didnt help them with level up they would remove me as a fan.Well Im not here for points and Im not here for fans. I give you respect please give it back to me. I had to be told by alot of people that there are 1,000,000 Fubars I cant please everyone. I dont get to help on ev

Quotes I Love!
" Some Morning's it just doesnt pay to Gnaw through the leather straps" Emo Philips If the broom fits.....ride it! It's never to late to live happily ever after! Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want,but the realization of how much you already have!

If I Ever Had An Angel Like You
If i ever had an angel like you, i would never feel this true, you shall show me the way, as i have you here to stay, beautiful and true is really you, loving and kind is you too, let our heart flames combine, would make us both feel so fine, you are the angel that came to me, darling cant you tell or atleast see, that i would feel better having you with me, so to you i must confide, for so long my heart did hide, now with you its opened up so wide, will you join me on this lifes ride, your eyes will see into my soul, love when you do will be the toll, for i cant live with out you here, as my angel i will hold you dear, wishing my life for you to share, all the walls hidding my heart have come undone, that is to be the prise you have won, hold my hand and walk with me, for everyone to see, i will honor and treat you as my queen, at your side my future i have seen, our love will grow to the end of time, if you would honor me and be mine........

Heart
LISTEN HEAR THE SOUND THE CHILD AWAKES AN WONDERS ALL AROUND, THE CHILD AWAKES NOW IN HIS LIFE HE NEVER MUSH BE LOST NO THOUGHTS MUST DECIEVE HIM IN THE LIFE HE MUST TRUST WITH THE EYES OF A CHILD YOU MUST COME OUT AND SEE THAT YOUR WORLD'S SPINNING ROUND, AND THROUGH LIFE YOU WILL BE A SMALL PART OF A HOPE OF A LOVE THAT EXISTS IN THE EYES OF A CHILD YOU WILL SEE EARTH FALLS FAR AWAY, NEW LIFE AWAITS TIME IT HAS NO DAY NEW LIFE AWAITS AND NOW HOW DOSE IT FEEL NO WORDS WILL GO WITH YOU AND NOW WHAT IS REAL? OH WHAT A FEELING TO LOVE ONE SOMEONE, AN HOPE TO BE LOVED BACK TO PLACE ONE'S HEART IN ONE'S HAND TO HOLD, FONDLE AND ENJOY OR TO DROP AND BREAK, FOR SUCH WISKS ARE WORTH SO MUCH THAT ONE SACRIFICES EVERYTHING FOR THE BRIEF TIME THAT THEY HAVE TO ENJOY- BUT LET US LOOK AT ANOTHER SIDE, FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS IN NEED SO LET US KEEP THIS THIS IN NEED IF YOU PLEASE? TO HAVE A KISS TO GIVE A KISS, TO FEEL WITH PASSION THE STRANGTH AN THO

Over You!!!
u say ur packin ur shit n u walkin away u keep lookin back hopin i beg u to stay i aint the one who decide to leave so if u think im gonna step down that low then ur wrong why should i be the one beggin u when u the one who fucked up,u keep lookin n waitin but u no what aint nothin to wait for so jus turn around n bounce,a week gone by n now u back beggin me for a second chance i knew u be the one beggin me but all i got to say is i told u so,see how karma comes back n bites u,u thought i be here waitin for u to come back but as u can see ive gotten over ur cheatin ass,so jus walk away and take ur shit n never look back cuz im over you...

Need Advice
so i have been going through shit with myself and i don't get whats wrong. OK I HEAR WOMEN SAY THEY WANT THIS AND THEY WANT THAT. I DATED A FEMAL WHO SAID I WAS TOO PERFECT AND DIDN'T WANT TO MESS IT UP SO SHE LEFT. THE ONLY FEMALES I FEEL I CAN DATE ARE HOOD RATS THAT HAVE NO GOALS. WELL ACCEPT HAVING THE NEW BABY DADDY AND HIS CHILD SUPPORT CHECK. why can't i have a woman i think is a real dime. here goes my run down *i have a big ass heart *i'm very affectionate *i love kids *very open minded *strong sex drive *loves romance *ex army football player and soldier *college education *love life and faith in God *poet and dancer and rapper *don't smoke or drink *loves his momma...hahahah i'm not a baller. i struggle, and live check to check. i'm not a thug and get grossed out by the thought of hitting a woman. so what is wrong with me besid my finacial shit

Texan
Among the reasons to learn the English language. As a Texan is walking through his field, he sees a man drinking water from a stock tank with one of his hands. The Texan shouts,,,,,,,," Hey don't drink that water,,,, It has cow shit in it!!!!!!!!!!! The Man shouts back "Soy mexicano, yo no entiendo inglés. Hábleme español." (I'm Mexican, I don't speak English. speak Spanish to me) The Texan shouts back,,,,,, "Utilice ambas manos, usted conseguirá más para beber." (Use both hands, you'll get more to drink)

Important!!!!!!!!
This was in a bulletin and it is true...For some reason we can't repost the bulletins or post new ones. PLEASE if you have PRIVATE FOLDERS with nudes or kids pictures DELETE them NOW fubar FUCKED UP anyone can see ALL your photo's DON'T BELIEVE me ask me to view a private folder and SEE for yourself REPOST PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go to your folders turn off the NSFW and then click ok. ignore the error message. then go back and turn it back on and then set it to friends or family only and click ok and its back to how it was LOCKED!!!!!

If You Were Born 1920-1979
THOSE born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was alwa ys a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four f

Support Our Troops!
I was very disappointed in my local newspaper's coverage of this event. It should have been on the Front page! Instead there was a story about Hillary (blah) visiting Seattle and this story was relagated to a small article a couple pages in. This man is an American Hero in every sense of the word! This story is also just a little of what our troops see on a regular basis. Show them you love them Show them you Care. Show them we Support them 100% WASHINGTON — President Bush publicly honored a fallen Navy SEAL Monday by presenting his grieving parents with the Medal of Honor — and privately honored their sacrifice by wearing a dogtag they'd given him moments before. An emotional White House ceremony awarded posthumously the nation's highest military honor for valor to Lt. Michael Murphy, of Patchogue, N.Y. — the first given for combat in Afghanistan. Before the emotional ceremony, Murphy's parents Dan and Maureen Murphy met with President Bush and gave him a gold dog

Injury @ Work
I normally do not post blogs, but I decided tonight I would so that everyone would know what was going on. As you all know I am a deputy, and had to work the past 2 nights. First night was so boring, I was praying for something to do. Little did I know what the next night would bring my way..Ha Ha! The second night started as normal..nice and slow. We gained a female, who was drunk and juiced up on some drugs...what kind, we have no idea....So anyway, I escorted her to a nice private cell, and she decided she did not want to be in that nice cozy cell. She threw her laundry basket down, screamed some obscenities at me, and charged me. She threw a punch, and I caught it with my right hand. I got her in a head lock and took her to the ground. Lets face it, where the head goes, the body will follow! Ha! As we went to the ground, I hit my left side on a stainless steel toilet. Yeah I know, how funny is that! LOL! We fought for 5 minutes before anyone every knew a 10-24 (FIGHT) was go

Only You.
you take away the pain of being alone, you make me feel like im not in this world on my own. everytime you look at me my heart skips a beat making it go slower and faster on a repeat. i love how you hold me in the night and love how ou wipe away the tears when i cry. when im with you everything becomes alright. when you kiss me i wonder y...before i met you i wanted to die; now its only when im not with you that i lie. lie to myself and to the world a fake smile parades the streets and greets the faces. i keep getting lost in all the mazes. my mind wont let me stop thinking of you , and i hope whereever you are youre thinking of me too because for me theres only you.

Too Late.
breathing his air through my lungs, contemplating whether to let me live as each moment passes. time slows, i sit and watch my life waste away with nothing to do but accept the fate i chose. everyone around laughing talking looking not at me but through me. im invisible. is this wat it would be like fi fate decided to tak eme? no oen to see; no one to miss me? all the years of trying to be something a waste, thrown into dreams for others to catch and accomplish. i try to blend intot the crowd like i belong as association makes me fake just like them. i have forgotten where i came form. could it be possible its too late to look back..

Poetry
Sleep, Sleep, child of man dreaming of the summer sun when the ring is found alone Winter shall be all undone Sleep, sleep, child of beast, dreaming of the hunt today when the deer are found and killed we shall all be on our way. Sleep, sleep, child of earth dreaming of the earth and skies when we pray we pray for you that you may help us when we die. Theon will regain his stone, Love to Asphodel will come, sleep, sleep, child of things, when you wake twill all be done.

Happilymarried2005's Thoughts
Hi Boss, this is Bob. I can't come into work today..see I got this problem…yesterday, I, well I think I ate too much. I had a broccoli omelet for breakfast, I had beans and hot dogs for lunch, had chili for dinner and then topped it all off with a half gallon of ice cream, even though I'm lactose intolerant. I was fine when I went to bed..but when I woke up this morning and was laying in bed..I..well I farted..I didn't think nothing of it until about 30 seconds later when my cat, who was sleeping at the foot of bed, jumped about a foot straight off the bed and started yowling like someone tossed hot oil on her. She flew around the room, bouncing off furniture like she was trying to escape from something then fled through the door. About 10 seconds later, IT hit me..the overwhelming stench of oh my god all the stuff I ate yesterday. I immediately began gagging and my eyes started watering so badly I could barely make through the green haze that had settled over my bed. I've farted about

Yuwie
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Lmaoo * Specials*
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Passive Aggressive
Passive-aggressive behavior refers to passive, sometimes obstructionist resistance to following authoritative instructions in interpersonal or occupational situations. It can manifest itself as resentment, stubbornness, procrastination, sullenness, or repeated failure to accomplish requested tasks for which one is assumed, often explicitly, to be responsible. Thanks for the diagnosis Wikipedia.

"sorrow"
I know things happen for a reason and there is a time for it all but when one is unexpecting it very hard to get thru and I know alot of you my friends has been rating my page and pics and sending me comments and showing my page love the reason I havent been returning all the attention is the lady I took care of passed away Tuesday night and I have been dealing with handling everything as soon as I can move on with this I will return all rates...Hope everyone is all safe and has a wonderful weekend.

Stories Of The Night
I lay there in my bed.. just past midnight. The cold night breeze kisses my warm skin.. the tiny hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.. sleeping.. dreaming.. and you hovering in.. as if in a cloud of air.. standing above my bed.. you can hear the pulsating of my heartbeat.. and you can smell the warm blood that are in the veins that are so apparent. You lean in.. move my hair away from my swanlike neck.. placing your fangs upon my flesh.. piercing the skin and drinking of my essence..almost to the last drop of crimson.. then you stand up.. wipe the last drop from your cold lips.. feeling my life intertwine with yours..the feeling is almost overwhelming.. but you leave backing into the shadows in whilst you came.. Leaving me alone one again. Every night he watches her. Wanting, wishing for something that he can’t have. This won’t keep him from her, he is adolescence after all; the rules mean nothing to him. So he sits on the rooftop across from her window. He knows she cannot see h

Whats Right With Your Life???
What's right with your life There are plenty of things that are right with your life. Have you thought about any of them lately? The goodness in your life is so much a part of you that you can easily take it for granted and rarely give it a second thought. On a regular basis, though, it pays to think about that goodness. Whatever else may be going on in your world, the fact is that you are extremely blessed in many ways. Think about those blessings that blend quietly into the background, supporting and sustaining you in every moment. Think for a little while about what's right with your life. The more often you connect with the value that's already yours, the more new value you will create. When you feel that the troubles and frustrations are dominating your thoughts, stop and turn your mind in a more positive direction. Remember that wherever your thoughts go, the rest of you will quickly follow. Focus your awareness on the many good things that make up your life. For with your

If I Were A Tattoo
I am a member that really enjoys view other peoples tattoos. As I was browsing some today, I couldn't but think...If I were a tattoo where would you put me??? I thought this to be an interesting question...have an answer? Please let me know!!!Thank You for your participation...

Love Story
bi well im officaly amittin im bi and i amit i like it from both sides hehe a lil shy on this topic but i am officaly bi and ty kari for helpin me to come out i love her very much i have been this way for a wile well im bi hehe so much love to give once upon a time there was a woman who had her heart broken over and over and kept finding love in the wrong places, pepeople kept tellin her that they loved her so very much but they kept breakin her heart and uilimilty made her very warey of love.She kept givin it all she had and it kept gettin riped and stomped to the ground like she dint deserve it one bit. she end up gettin married and she had a son the person she thought she loved ended up doing foolish stuff and then she was on her own again with her son. a certian amount of years past and she kept gettin her heart even more riped apart from pepole who thought they could becuse they thought they were right to do it and then she got married again. th

Rip Sean Taylor
OK REDSKIN FANS WE HAVE A WHOLE NEW COACHING STAFF AND THIS YEARS GONNA BE A ROUGH ONE SO HANG IN THERE DONT LEAVE US BECAUSE WE LOSS A LOT AND DONT JOIN US IF COACH ZORN TAKES US TO A WINNING SEASON NO BAND WAGONERS ALLOWED WE HAVE LOST ONE OF THE BEST PLAYERS WE HAD ON THE REDSKINS SEAN TAYLOR #21 SAFTEY WE WILL MISS HIM ON THE FEILD AND PLEASE PRAY FOR HIS FAMILY AND TE REDSKINS ON MY PRAYER CHAIN. 1.DAVID POGUE, WE LOVED YOU SEAN AND YOU WILL BE MISSED

Just Something
RACISTS? Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

Personal
Okay. i figure if i blog my bad day maybe it will help me to feel better. so here goes. as if life isnt already doing poorly with bad news and bad times for december, things seem to get worse. i am sick. and the meds the DR gave me arent helping AT ALL. i feel horrible. got called into work on my day off when mother nature decides to drop snow and ice all fuckin day, then come home to find my sister sittin in the living room bawling her eyes out!! for what reason? she pissed some cunt off in the bar room and the bitch called children and youth on my sister and claims neglect and abuse bc my sister was in a bar room at 2am. HOLY FUCK. she gets out one night a month when i watch my sisters 7 kids. WOW! you think she deserves a night out once in a while. i think so. shes like my superr woman. id do anything for her, and all she asks for is one night to be able to go out and have a good fuckin time. but noooo some bitch decides to pour beer on my sister and my sister flips out and the b

It's My Birthday
ok iam so done with people lying why cant you just tell the truth soon or later the real truth comes out and all your lies got you was nothing and that you hurt someone ..does it make you fell good to do that to people cause iam telling you something right now i can see why people change from nice to being a totally bitch........there is nothing you cant say that i wont understand but yet you just keep on using me people can only take so much before they come to the end of there rope...and iam a really nice and sweet person but you fuck me over one to many times and you will see a whole other side of me.....so if you cant be honest go away and leave me be .... hey everyone today is my day ...i didnt think it was going to be a good one but its starting out to be pretty good.everyone is always saying erica this is not a good time for a birthday but i think it is..i dont ask for much to be with my friends and family and enjoy the day with me.so come on celebrate with me and thank you

A Soldier's Scars
I’ve never been a poet but I know what I feel. I got these scars inside me and I don’t know how to heal them. I’ve denied their existence for almost a year but when I go to sleep I feel and I hear the sound of the bombs and the feel of the terror that grips you at night when you don’t know what’s there. Eleven o’clock plus or minus an hour your world explodes and the steel is a shower of sparks and noise and screams and sirens. I can’t even sleep even though I am tired. When it’s quiet you wish it was loud so you’d know that it’s over and then off to your dreams you could go. Cause dreams take you away from the place where you live, well usually they do but sometimes they can give you reminders of people or places or things that used to be living and loving and singing. But sometimes the dreams wake you up in a sweat, screaming silently and your pillow is wet from the tears you were crying and didn’t even know it. But fuck it…………..I told you

I Just Thought About How Much I Hate You Right Now.
A little something that just popped in my head probably never to be read by the person I'm speaking of. I just thought about how much I hate you right now. Thinking back about a year ago we were hanging out being drunk and taking stupid pictures. But apparently you can't handle distance. You suck. You suck so much that Im not even really mad anymore. I am gonna enjoy sleeping the middle of my big ass bed! Not having to pick up your boxers off the floor because you can't unpack your crap and put it in the drawer i cleaned out for you. I won't have to sit and watch endless hours of baseball even though i was starting to like it. I won't have to hear you ramble on and on and on about the what president is from this state and who his vp was and what war happened this year or that babe ruth was a womanizer. I won't have to do as much laundry because you sweat like a fucking warthog when we're having sex. I can sleep soundly knowing that I won't be awake

~christmas 2007~
Get This | Make on Snapvine ******************************************** ************************************************* Twas the night before Christmas...& I began to pray... Dear Santa...please bring me my sweet Ville I've been a very good girl... just a wee bit naughty But only in my thoughts... and just very flirty, not dirty I've got my stripey sock hung by the chimney with care... and hopes of finding my Ville stuffed in there Or if you like...leave my Ville under my tree... with a bow that says..."Loey, please unwrap me!" I'll hug him & kiss him & squeeze him all night... & hope I won't wake anyone with my squeals of delight! Oh, Santa...dear Santa...please bring him to me... for I adore & have wanted him for so long, you see But alas...I waited all through the night... and on Xmas morning...no sweet Ville in sight I won't give up...there's always next year... and Ville, my Ville you are always near... You're in my heart, though

Why Not
Why not take a chance on love...I'll tell you why not to. I spent the last 2 1/2 years living with a man I didn't even apparently know. Here I thought things were great and the whole time he was using me for a place to stay, a car, and I guess you would say sexy too. I really thought he was the right man....I guess I was wring, so thank twice before saying life two short just do it. I jumped into a relationship and look what it got me a cold lonely heart....

Me And The New Year
So...a few years ago I joined " curves " for those of you who don't know what this is..it's a weight loss center/gym for women only..in a few months..of eating right and going every day for the 30 minute workout they created...I lost 27lbs..WWOOT!...however...serious back issues..not related to " curves " ...surfaced ..and after a few weeks I had to stop going...about that same time..the " curves " in my area closed..not enough business I suppose. Anyway..since moving back to indiana..the back issues have subsided..and I'm ready to join again..I don't think..I want to be my high school weight..but it sure would be nice to get out of shopping at Lane Bryant for clothing...no offense to the store..they DO have some great stuff..but I want a change...and the " curves " in my area ..is less then 3 miles away...and for 34.00 a month for a year..it seems like a great investment..WAY cheaper and safer then the alternatives...plastic surgery..gastric bypass surgery..etc.. well...that's it fo

Poems By Me
Self-hating and over-controlling self hating and over-controlling always right and all knowing superficial and overly ignorant the super user and the arrogant she thinks the world revolves around her everyone owes her something from this god awful place i fell into her trap, and hell, i should have known but at least i can walk away and i'm not the one who's sitting alone looking angrily at the phone no one's gonna call her they've all had enough we can all only be pushed to a certain point -then we break self hating and over controlling look in the mirror one of these days trust me hon, it'll do you good Mad Girl's Love Song "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed

Cutest Baby Contest
Please vote for my nephew, Juan Jeremiah Gavin Gonzalez, to win the Cutest Baby Contest that Wild 94.9 is having. The winner of this contest will receive $5,000 and the money will be spent for his Baptism. You can only vote once a day from each computer, so please remember to vote everyday. I t will send an e-mail verification notice to complete the vote. Please forward/pass the word to your friends and family. Winning this contest is really important to us. INSTRUCTIONS: * Copy and paste link below, or click on it(whichever helps better): * http://wild949.com/pages/babiesgonewild2008.html?feed=239378&article=3147857 * Scroll down to Gallery 19 and click on "VOTE NOW!" * Select his name next to #17, scroll down and type in your ************* and click the submit button to vote. You can also view his picture (he is SUCH A CUTIE!!) by clicking on the "VIEW" button instead of the "VOTE NOW!" button. Just click the right arrow until you get to #17.

My Blogs
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. *Thanks Suze....* 1. i collect keys, i have a key for every house, apt, or car i have ever owned or lived in. i also have stolen a few sets when i was a kid dont know why but hey i guess every one collects something. 2. as i guy i should be big into sports, cars and video game, well im not. didnt even watch the super bowl, cant tell you whats under the hood of any thing, and nope i dont know where the trap door in halo is, my bad. 3. i dont drink soda. 4. when i brush my teeth before i go to bed i dont use tooth paste, i just cant stand that slimy grit taste in my mouth when im going to sleep. 5. ive had every girl ive bee

General Malaise
for the past three years i have been spending my Valentine's Day alone...not necessarily by choice. this year i'd love to be able to share it with someone else. I don't need flowers or a card or anything like that...good company is good enough for me. maybe we'll stay up and play 10,000 all night or maybe we'll cuddle up someplace and watch DVD's. maybe we'll do lots of making out and maybe more... i just don't want to be alone this V-day. all i want is for whoever i'm with that day/night to treat me like i'm the only person that matters...i can return the favor in spades. hopefully someone out there will be interested...if not, then i guess it's just another year that i'm alone for valentines day. It never fails to amaze me how confusing human relationships are. we humans are so incredibly stupid and selfish and yet we wonder and agonize over why we can find love. It boggles the mind! we tell each other we don't want relationships and yet we get hurt when someone we like doe

My Musings
I have come to the realization that I may be faulty.. yes I may be broken.. Let me explain.... In my life I have had very few friends of the female persuasion... I find it difficult to talk to most females because I find endless prattle about men, shoe shopping, and make up inane, and boring... Who the hell ever said a woman must talk about these things when they are around eachother? So does that mean that I am broken or that they are the ones who are shattered ? Now I grew up in a household with 2 older brothers, an older male friend of the family, ( who would one day be my brother-in-law to my sister), and my dad as an influence.. My sister did not live at home at that time, so my mom never stood a chance of making me into some little powderpuff girl... I spent a lovely childhood, working on cars, and bike engines, helping my dad with his tractor. I can't say as I am sad at that.. but it has left me with something of a problem..Most women that I meet that I take the time to intr

Jenn1996
my life just busy keep up to date the stuff going on with my hubby just keep my kids happy well 2weeks ago wed my mom found she got cancar then we got good news my twin sister have a baby girl in november

Hey Friends..........
Hey Fu-Friends I want to thank all of u for visiting my page and doing what u do to show me love, I don't get much time to get back each and everyone of u and show my appreication but I do have a list (Courtesy of Fubar) that shows all of u that have either accepted my friend requests, or the one that requested mine, I will show love I just don't know when, lol, ok peace and to all.

Heartache
ISN'T IT FUNNY HOW THERE ARE SO MANY DIFFERENT SONGS THAT CAN DESCRIBE EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL... I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded By the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound But no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto A time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me? I'v

My Life...past, And Present
So my Fiance and I were going to wait till next winter to get married but it changed once again. I've been feeling like I want to explore with other men to reassure myself that he's the one and well yesterday while I went to tell him how I feel I completely feel apart. I was shaking really bad and I knew that I broke down the way I did because he's my soulmate and I know he's the one. I was also afraid that he didn't want to be with me or have my child cause he's scared of children and me I'm just the opposite I love kids so much although I know that they can be hecktic. So he told me that we're going to get married as soon as we get the car road worthy which I think we should do anyway. And besides we have to order rings, by a nice dress to wear so I look nice and how ever much it is for our marriage certificate and services to get married from the Justice of the Peace. I have my good friend Mike whos on Fubar as one of my Witnesses since we need 2. I know I love Kiel so much but it's

Thoughts & Poetry
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across th

Naughty Survey
hey y'all, I have entered a giveaway, and there is no time limit!! i need 50,000 comments to win 500,000 fubucks, 3 day blast, and a bling pack! so please help me. show me that you love me!!! thanks love to all Stacy /> she needs some help to get her giveaway done Stacy aka 'CuteFaceWithAChubbyWaist(ClubF.A.R.&FuAngels) 50,000 comments for $500,000 fu bucks plus a 7 day blast plus a bling pack....no time limit.... (repost of original by 'hott poppy' on '2008-03-26 14:20:00') how naughty r u? by siverswould u rather do IT or make-out?: DO ITdo IT with or with out clothing on?: WITHOUT OF COURSEin public or privite?: PRIVATEin a bed or on the floor?: BEDshort or long?(time): LONGloud or silent?: LOUDhard or soft?: HARDdeep or not?: DEEPfast or slow?: FASTin a relationship...just met or after marage?: IN A RELATIONSHIPone person or multipuls?: ONEwith a hooker or someone u know?: SOMEONE I KNOWTake this survey | Find surveysPimp My Pro

Done Got Fubared!
Dreams are funny things....when I was 17 I dreamed of being a heavy metal drummer...well that one went nowhere. But I'm in the middle of living a dream right now, and it just blows me away. See, my dad was a square dance caller, and I learned to love Square Dancing as a young man. Dad so wanted me to be a caller like him, but all I wanted to do was horse around with the microphone, and wisely he would not let me make a fool of myself and him, not to mention hurt the activity he loved so much. I fell away from square dancing, but all that changed on August 12, 2004 when my dad looked at me from his hospital bed, and said, "Cliff, my fight is done" and slipped away from the pain and suffering his health had reduced him to. The day I had dreaded through three heart attacks and some other health issues had come and my dad was gone. It was a long drive from Coos Bay where Dad spent his last years to Renton where I lived, and I cannot describe the anguish I felt at the huge h

Auction
HEY ALL IM UP FOR AUCTION.... IF YA WANT TO OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS COPY AND PASTE THE LINK AND BID ON MEEEE AND U CAN OWN UR VERY OWN DIRTY GIRL JUST COPY AND PASTE AND TRY TO BE THE HIGHEST BIDDER http://www.fubar.com/blog/200482/748387 THANKS ALL MUAHHHHH

Lena`s Mind
:D Shape of my mind There are three types of people in this world: those who make things happen,those who watch things happen and those who wonder what happened.If I must choose I`d say that I belong to the first group of people-I make things happen,no matter if they`re good or bad. Some might call me “complicated”.I wouldn`t use that exact word,I`d rather explain it like this: I love myself and people love someone when they learn to see an imperfect person perfectly. When you are a kid,you see the world in a way you want it to be,and it never crosses your mind that it isn`t gonna turn out that way.Life moves pretty fast..if you don’t stop and look around once in a while,you could miss it.I make a lot of mistakes-and who doesn`t?People have the right to act stupid…some people abuse that right,tho. One of my biggest flaws is that I don`t realize that,when one door closes,another opens.I often look so long upon the closed door that I don`t see the one that has opened for me.B

The Tower
I'm dizzy walkin outta larry's army wear used With some black leather shoes and desert BDU's Many boxes of ammo, i got the camo face paint Barricaded the tower doors, safe this place ain't Up to the top, i can see the whole planet it would seem The sun is beatin on my head as i'm livin my horror dream Up-chucked a couple times then i finally took aim A man is chattin on his cell phone, i spattered his brain A lovely couple started runnin, all the sudden she tripped He kept right the fuck without her, like he never missed a step I snapped one to his head, he fell dead to his knees Then his wife was right there to retrieve the car keys Not many notice at first, although some do start to scatter Pluggin iron in they back, who they are it doesn't matter There's a psychopathic, way up in the tower somewhere And when they think they outta range [gunshot] poof they hair And it was hot that day (someone's in the tower) So fuckin hot (shooting from the tower) And it was ho

Awesome Friends
COME MEET SWEETS ONE OF THE NICEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR SHE JUST BOUGHT ME A 7 DAY BLAST HAS BEEN A REAL GOOD FRIEND THROUGH AND THROUGH!!! THANK YOU SWEETS ♥Sweets♥~*~Co-Owner@Eye Candy~*~@ fubar COME MEET VAN WRECKER ONE OF THE COOLEST GUYS ON FUBAR BEEN HERE A WHILE AND VERY HELPFUL CAN SOLVE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING *~VanWrecker~*@ fubar

Random Ranting?!
OMG Can today be over yet? Its kinda sucked amazingly super badddddd And its not over yet. I have a job orientation to go to And I have to wear a fucking polo...this is so wrong. Its just sick, twisted and wrong. I need caffeine MMMHM Wednesday July 9th At Showbox at the Market - 1426 1st Avenue MIKE NESS AND HIS BAND with special guests THE HORTON BROTHERS (feat. Miss Lauren Marie) $30.00 ADV / DOS - Doors at 7pm - All Ages Tickets on sale Saturday May 3rd at 10am. So going. Mike Ness makes me wet lol

Pics And Graphics Made For Me And My Angel Angie
This is made by ♥ Blairmare ♥ YOU RAWK GIRL! Thank you so much I Love it! &hearts Blairmare &hearts{OWNER of Tappinit!}{ OWNED BY PEBBLES IN ARIZONA}@ fubar FAN HER RATE HER AND ADD HER AND THEN WORSHIP HER! made by one of my BESTEST FRIENDS! ~Green Eyed Girl~Vixen of the Dark Realm*Member of the Dead Poets Society*@ fubar Thank You Sherry I Love It! FAN HER RATE HER AND ADD HER AND THEN WORSHIP HER! Made by my dear Suzie Thank You so much love! May Love and Light surround you and all your loved ones! xxxx XxNascarKittyxX Plz Sign My Guestbook!@ fubar FAN HER RATE HER AND ADD HER AND THEN WORSHIP HER!

People
Why is it that because youre on here people automatically think you need to show your body? Why is it that you cant be on here for friends. Why is it that the rudest people say things to really hurt others feelings---If you dont like it then stop looking its that easy. I have only found a handful on this site that arent talking to me hoping to see some NSFW. I dont do those. I am a married woman and even so I dont want random people viewing my body. Okay so I just need to vent. I have all these ppl in my life that I cannot even imagine living without, I do for people and do for them. I bend over backwards and anything that I have and they need they have it! I have always been like this. I just cant understand for the life of me, why after all I try to do, I get a slap in the face when I dont ask for anything but someone to stand by me. I accept my friends regardless what their faults are because I know that I too have them. I just see them as perfect in my eyes. So why the hell when I

The Past Cpl Years
THE CRAZY BITCH, MY ILLNESS, AND THE MOVE! The crazy ass bitch wanted me dead: She went to school we with Steve and she married his best friend and I was there daycare provider. After cheating several times on her husband she left him for a man the same age as her dad! She had 2 kids now girl is 14 1st husband and boy is 4 2nd husband! She is one nasty woman gross as hell she would wash dishes before dinner cause every dish in their house was always dirty! We are talking moldy food not even scrape stuff off she left the dishes all over the house! She would even forget to shower! You know those people that give you a bad vibe this is her! She was a terrible mommy so bad that when her daughter was a baby her mom called me and asked if I would take care of her baby if she called cps I said yes but ya have to be a relative! She is bipolar not on meds! So for several years she begged me to do a 4 sum with her and her husband and I kept saying no cause ewe…. I need to lik

Contest
i am in my first real giveaway i need 1900 comments to stay in contest then 3 ppl battle it out for the last 5000 comments to win a 3 fubling packs all help appreciated...thank you i have had some awesome help, will post later blog with these ppl in it i wanted to take a minute and thank all those that helped me reach my 10000 comments to go to the final of 5000 comments needed to win fubling 3 pack..i no longer need comments at this time until the 3rd person reaches the 10000 comments then the battle is on lol ty so so so so very much for those of you who have spent days helping me reach it this far...you all rock and are so awesome..

Madison Lyn 5-9-96 To 10-2-03
Missin you more everyday beautiful!!!! PROFILEDESIRE.COM Madison Lyn ~~I Remember~~ Laughing,smiling,talking,crying, That was all her time was buying. I remember the phone call saying she didn't make it I remember the pain, and still can't take it... They said it was her time to go, Thats a fact I did'nt want to beleave. I would do all I could to get her life back. It is her beautiful smile we all lack. I miss her glowing and happy face. The one no one could ever replace. I feel so bad, your probably wondering why? It's just the simple fact we never said goodbye..... Her death has left us in such deep sarrow. But we have to realize there is no promise for tomorrow!!!! We Love you little miss Square Garden and will always miss you!!!

Curiosity - Seriousness
For a little over six years my grandpa Norris (dads side) has been battling lymphatic cancer - he's been through chemotherapy and other "revolutionary" drugs. Sometimes the drugs and chemo helped - putting him in remission but he's come out of remission plenty of times and just recently (last year) he was put on a oxygen tank. Yesterday he was admitted to the hospital because he couldn't breathe - a few hours later he was rushed into ICU with concerns of pneumonia (since his immune system is fucked up from all the treatments) The doctors have given him a 50/50 chance of surviving and if they find out that he has fibrosis instead of pneumonia they say it's only a matter of time - Agent Orange has been proven to be the cause of his cancer and he still suffers. I hate to burden strangers - but all i ask is if you do, could you put him in your prayers for me? Please, I'm not going to force religion and prayer down ANY f-users. But if you do please, include him in them thank you. UPDAT

My Pimpout
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This Is Me...
An article I stole off a website... Emetophobia is, quite simply, the fear of vomiting. For most people, vomiting is a natural occurrence, but some regard it as something that invokes great fear and distress. It can lead to anti-social behavior, high stress and obsessive-compulsive habits. For most people, vomiting causes discomfort, but for the Emetophobics (or Emets), it is beyond the point of discomfort; it is a source of great anxiety. Many Emets would rather lose a limb than be sick; some say they would even rather die. Many Emets know the cause of their fear. It is generally triggered by some event in the person's childhood. Some event happens that teaches the person to have fear or anxiety associated with vomiting. Many times it is a traumatic event, or even displeasure from a parent when the person vomits. (Parents with emetophobia often contribute to their children's fear) There are a few behaviors that are common to nearly all Emets. They include limiting a diet (

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Boyfriend App....
boyfriend applacation (serious applacants only) About you... Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Do you lie ? Do you think your a gentleman ? Do you call girls ass or tail? Have you ever hit a woman ? Have you ever cheated ? If yes how many times ? Do you have any kids? If yes how many? If no do you eventually want some? Do you have a phyco ex girlfriend? Do you have any pets? If yes what kinds? What do you think about yourself? Personality: Do you think your attractive? Do you think your funny? Do you think all hott shit? Do your friends tell you your good looking? What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... go out with me? give me your number? kiss me? let me kiss you? watch a movie with me? take me out to dinner? drive me somewhere? take

New York
I live in a place many many hundreds of miles away from the rotten apple, I moved for many reasons, but being further away from there is just an extra added benefit for me. I once lived much closer, so close I could almost smell it at night, and it does have a scent all of its own. Anyway, where I reside now, a much nicer climate than that of the northeastern portion of the country, there is a large "minotity" population. White people and people that speak and understand English. These are not mutually inclussive terms by the way (have you read any MUMMs lately?). I have noticed and interesting fact in the years since I added some distance between myself and the sewer called gotham. the first is the prodigious amount of "gear" (clothing, hats and jewelery)That these folks wear. Along with the obligatory little gold fringed flags from their native countries hanging from their car mirrors. Be it yankees, mets, jets, giants or knicks, the variety and saturation of the stuff is overwhe

Fubar Fakes
Why do people find it necessary to use fake photos, or photos of celebrities, then block you and flag your pix in retaliation when you call them on it? This woman is using photos of a WWE Diva as her own, and she got caught. She blocked me, her "man" blocked me when he got called on it...if she's real, why hide behind the block button? This is a link to one of her pix in her default folder: This is a picture from photobucket of the WWE Diva: The pix are identical, and look identical in the face to the other pix. check them out. P.S.--I wouldn't be surprised if the pix either come down, or she moves them to yet another private folder.

I Understand Now
Ok ladies I am a very str8 up person who respects any woman ... big or small... but when you cant be honest about who you are then if you gonna lie to me about that . Then who knows what else you gonna lie to me about . I was talking to this girl in temple .. her name beauty08 .... Take a min an check her out ... ok ... but you look at her pics an she is absolutlely gorgeous and she tells me that it is her ... so you fall for the voice the pics because that is wht you think .... So she got a cam phone an i asked her to send me a pic an she was a big girl... don't get me wrong ... i like a big girl if she has a good personality but neways the point is ... she totally lied to me about whohe was ... So how can you even start a relationship with someone like that when she liying already

My First Friend From Cherrytap
I am saddend and I am confused. The mail that I recieved said she Passed away In June. I new she was sick, and needed surgery. LIL ME Was the first friend I met when I joined Cherry Tap. She was the first friend I made after my mother passed away. I hurt just as badly at melissa's passing as I did for my mother. And I don't know how to express my sadness so everyone Knows.

Thoughts
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart

The Search
I want to wake up in a different place, wake to see her beautiful face, to feel to know she is the one to trust and hope it's never undone. Trust comes hard to those who've had it stripped away, Still I hope to find it again someday. Why waste time searching to find what may not exist. Is the reward you may find after spending your time worth the risk. How many times can a heart be broken, how many words can be left unspoken Still I find myself a junkie in need of a fix, a habit the junkie wishes he could kick, with heart aching trembling shaking, in an endless search for the forever high, will it be found before.......

I Need Your Help!!!!!
ok people check do u remember how hard it is to start a lounge... well im going throught your pain all of us at UR Choice Radio need your help folks.. Well heres the deal im will to pay any one that put my code on there page 5000 fu bucks to put it on there 4 12 hours and plus all the f/a/r and rate all ur default pix.... Please remember the pain to get it start we need your help!!!! And if ur a good friend u dont get the fu bucks lol peace i love all my friends and thank you atomic dj oh yeah it would be right to do this join if u want This Is Freedom Atomic DJ @ UR Choice FM ok check it out to anyone who takes a picture of my blast and sends it to me or notifies me to rip it first... The prize 10,000 fubucks.... get at me you dj at UR Choice Radio Atomic Dj HEY CHECK IT OUT YA'LL I HAVENT BEEN ON FUBAR IN A MONTH IM MAKING MY COME BACK WE ARE CELERBRATING IN MY LOUNGE UR CHOICE RADIO BABY DOESNT GET MUCH BETTER U WANT BLING I GOT IT W

A Little About Me
im tired of liars is it really that hard to be honest i think life would be so much more fun if people were not so fuckin fake and it seems the more you ttrust the more you get fucked well i got news fuk u all all you bastards that have ever lied to me or went sneaking behind my back go fukin die whores!!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World MY Name is i have kids My Best Friend My Love My Passion

Me In A Nut Shell
Hey Hi I am just on here to hang out pass the time and maybe meet a women that’s Not a Heavy drinker like my Very soon to be Ex WIFE. What I mean is a women that has a few drinks is cool But not a drunk so to speak. I really don’t do the Club seen I don’t “SMOKE” and would prefer not to be in a relationship with some one whom does smoke. I am a family oriented man, I don’t play “Games”. I do love the out doors, Camping, fishing and spending what ever time I can with my Boys. I can’t believe my son will be 18 here soon. LOL my youngest still lives with his mom but to spend time with him I spend 700 -1,000$ year in travel to see my son. I guess because its very important to me to have me in his life. Some of you men out there should want to spend as much time as you can with your kids before they are all grown up and moved on with there own Lives. And if you Do well then Right on for you too. I think one thing about me is I had my share of a bad relationship. Like this one. Not

Kids On Fubar
So here I am bored on Fubar on a saturday afternoon. My 12 year old daughter is hogging the TV with the xbox and she refuses to go to the pool until later so she wont get burned. So here I am... flipping through peoples pics. Ok so next photo that pops up is obviously a 15 or 16 year old girl. I look at the comments below the pic. AND OMG! Now I would like to say I am pretty damn liberal. However its obvious this is a young teen. So here I am appalled and disgusted by what these guys are saying to her. Its upsetting to me because in a few years this could be my daughter. Where am I? The parent? Do I not care enough about her to monitor her online activities? Well I do care and it wont happen on my watch. Just sad to see those Dateline NBC shows meant nothing to apparently A BUNCH of men on here. One of the sickest parts is that one of the guys I saw leaving comments has been knocking on my Fubar door... good thing I don't always answer. SICKOS ALL OF THEM!

Those That Wonder
Agoraphobia For those that know what it is, well this is not an explanation of what it is But what it is to ME. And hopefully a bit of comprehension to those I always say no to, without obvious cause. You have heard of it, bit do you know what it is? What it's like? I do…. First off it's different for everyone that has it. With me it's feeling trapped in any way. If I HAVE to do it, I likely won't, or will put it off to the last second. If I have to be there, I won't. Offer it to me and say, hey come on by. Don't say you HAVE to come for any reason. If the door HAS to be closed, I'll leave, but I will solidly lock mine, to keep the world out. If it is legally binding, I am not likely to sign it. Let me stay I will pay, make me sign a lease and I will run. Not being able to move is being trapped Love me and I will love you in return ten fold. I mean in any way Tell me I HAVE to stay with you and I will bail. If it's to crowded I will l

Rating Pics On Fubar
To love is not a weakness,It is a gift given to those lucky enough to receive it. Self preservations of ones feelings,should never overshadow.The light that love radiates. Wisdom of knowing what is true and what is not,is not always as clear as it would seem. Still for all the time spent there,it just makes ones heart grow all that much more

Just A Lil Info
Sorry for the inconvience but I had to take my pics and put them in a private folder. I just found out that I was being stolen and photoshoped. Friends only If for some reason I am booted off this site, I want all of the people I have come into contact with to be good and have fun because nothing is promised. If you care to keep in contact with me by all means get at me on either Yahoo: butterbear001@yahoo.com or MSN: terrytti@msn.com And for those who have my phone number, use it... Am taking this site down at the end of this week. My last day of FUBAR will be Saturday July 4th. If you want to keep in contact with me I can be reached at terrytti@msn.com for other networks that I am in. If not I understand and wish you the best of luck here in the bar and it was nice having you as a friend.

Redemption Of The Lady Allyce; Pt. 1
Redemption of the Lady Allyce By John Pagan 10th of April, Year of our Lord One Thousand One Hundred and Seven My Dear Brother, I realize that it hath been several or more weeks since I hath last updated my journal, when last I wrote I hath only just arrived in Venice from the Holy Lands. I fell ill for several days with the change of my diet and wine, I was not prepared for fresh foods and they departed from me as rapidly as I consumed them. As fortune would have it the woman who had wet nursed you when you were young was summons to care for me, with broths and herbs she soon had me ready enough to travel. To repay her kindness in taking care of me and in honor of her service to our family in years past I left a goodly purse that should hold her over until the new year, I hath considered providing her a pension and wondered if you would make those arrangements with the money lenders in Venice. Traveling only during the day I came onto the Southern Alps in a week's

Life
jealousy---is an emotion experienced by one who perceives that attention, love or affection is being given to a third party when it should rightfully be given to them. For example, a jealous lover might dislike their partner spending time with other members of the opposite sex, because they feel that they are the rightful sole recepient of their mate's attention trust--The trait of trusting; of believing in the honesty and reliability of others Have confidence or faith in Can you truly love someone if you feel jealous of things they do even though you have trust in them?? I battle with this on a regular basis and I don't know how to concur the jealousy even though the trust is there!! The sad part is at times I feel like I am loosing the battle and if I do that I will loose the best think that ever happened to me and that breaks my heart!! I can't sleep..without dreaming I can't dream..without sleeping I don't sleep..I don't survive But to survive..I have to sleep!! He cha

Auction !!!!!!!!!
♥~2nd Time Auction~♥ This is my 2nd time joining an auction. The 1st time was an awesome, and I know this will be more exciting! To see my offers Click the pic below, friends... Oh, before anything else... The Host of the Auction, she is very nice friend. She has a HUGE Heart. She love helping people and we LOVE this girl! So, friends...could you show some love to her? Just few seconds or minutes.. Let's Fan, Add and Rate her profile. Host Profile Link: MishNumber1 ♥ Rate, Fan & Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥@ fubar Happy Bidding and Advance HAPPY HALLOWEEN To Everyone! THANK YOU!!! Ω•. M@DL¥ .•Ω@ fubar FIRST, MANY PEOPLE ARE UNAWARE OF: **The main difference between http:// and https:// //> is. It's all about keeping you secure** HTTP stands for HyperText Transport Protocol, which is just a fancy way of saying it's a protocol (a language, in a manner of speaking) fo

Spiritual Awakenings -- Poems
3 Libras lyrics - A Perfect Circle lyrics 3 Libras Video - A Perfect Circle Music Videos Music Videos by VideoCure threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back, a name in your recollection, thrown down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me.but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, the eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded. but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. oh well. apparently nothing. you don't see me. you don't see me at all. May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for y

Something
Connected My connection to you is very strong, even though it hasn't been long. I feel your presence everywhere, even though I am here, not there. Sometimes there is a break in the wire, but still I feel your living fire. Our bond is made of hardened steel, unbreakable, and very real. In my heart I know your mind, and cannot wait, for around me, your arms to unwind. At which point our bond will finally be, tangable and running free. Until this time I sit and wait, for the sealing of our fate. To be without you is so hard, I can barely wait for the flip of the card. The hands of fate have brought us together, like two winds across a feild of heather. Wandering souls carried along a rolling tide, knowing there is nowhere to hide. Even though, to hide, is something I would never do, for all I want is to be with you. In your arms, held so tight, until the mornings dawning light. But for now I must wait, on the hands of time and fate. Until the time

How Long Should Sex Or Foreplay Last?
..When it comes to how long sex and foreplay should last every individual has their own personal preference right? I mean for some folks, especially women in particular, during foreplay the average man either doesn't give enough oral love or he doesn't stay down between her legs long enough. Now as far as the men are concerned, at least the ones that I know, their chief complaints were that some women either don't give head long enough or not at all? So moving along to the sex act itself, many women say that they hated men that put in an hour long foreplay session from the ones I know, but only put in 10 or 15-minutes of sex. However quite a lot of women also told me that they hated men that put in long foreplay sessions but coupled with FOREVER AND A DAY sex sessions. So as you can tell blogland everyone is feeling something different when it comes to foreplay and sex, so different that I decided to write this blog and find out where all my other friends on this site think ab

Multibobs Day
Its a day for cleaning, sorting out and making ready. My mind feels unsettled and certain things are uncertain for me and I am concerned and agitated. The sorness at the base of my chin backs this up physically. I have that strange feeling you get just before you realise your holding the wrong end of the stick. I wonder if I have been labouring under a false notion and so its time to kill my mind with graft. There is much to be done and it shows that I have been distracted because I have not got those things done. Entropy has built up in the shape of a messy house and an untidy kitchen crippiling my ability to get stuff done. I had dream last night that I was arguing with a scientific zelot who would not accept that science is a religion event when I provided a very strong case. I woke up frustrated I guess. When I have religious debates in my dreams its never good. I always wake a bit narky - SCIENCE IS A RELIGION!!!!! they have beards and wear white robes for gods sake! grrr

Merry Christmas Train
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