Fubar Blogs 3

Since Baby J Is Being A Pussy And Wont Post My Response To His Blog....here It Is
hmm i wonder if this will even be posted..but here we go..the problem i and others see is half your bouncer staff with too much control and on major power trips and the other half doing "fixes" on the site when its not broke.first your staff,they have too much power.they think their orange name makes them a god.they use that power for their own personal power trip.me and others have had features blocked for no reason,without warning,and no response as to why...mainly scrapper.after the lounge changes was made i pointed out what and why the was screwed up..beyond the bogus px thing..and after getting ignored..was told too bad basiclly.the lounges that we code keep getting screwed up...and no reason given as to why..you say how to fix it and it dont...we create these lounges and at any time you up and change the formats of them.its all in an effort to control..coding these places isnt hard and shouldnt need this much changing..if your gonna have a major site like this..have a decent prog

It's Amazing
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you,How my heart pounds when you come into a room.I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine,Not as a possession but a goal,Something almost unimaginable:The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heavenOr just within the hour condemned to die,My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over,With you, and only you, the reason why.

All I Am, All I Will Ever Be
BLACK Pearl Jam Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clayWere laid spread out before me as her body once did.All five horizons revolved around her soulAs the earth to the sunNow the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turnOoh, and all I taught her was everythingOoh, I know she gave me all that she woreAnd now my bitter hands chafe beneath the cloudsOf what was everything.Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...I take a walk outsideI'm surrounded by some kids at playI can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my headI'm spinning, oh, I'm spinningHow quick the sun can drop awayAnd now my bitter hands cradle broken glassOf what was everything?All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...All the love gone bad turned my world to blackTattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,I know you'll be a s

Hate
So, the other day I have a few hours without any kids. It was last saturday, I didnt know what to do with my time. It was about evening time so I decided to go to a sports bar and have a drink ( one of my favorite things to do). I didnt call up any of girlfriends because it was kind of last minute. Anyway, i go in the bar and decided to sit myself in between a couple and what seemed to be like a group date or friends hanging out. I did that so I wouldnt be bother with but as Im sitting there I realize how awkward it was. I cant help but listen to there conversations and im trying really hard not to look at them. Like the couple, im assuming it was their frist date because they were going on and on sharing their favorite stories... and then the group that was sitting next too started to talk about sex parties....lol. so do you ever go to bar alone and listen to weird conversations or are you the social butterfly?

Wasted
She was so wasted. . Not from alcohol.from emotion. For weeks now, I had watched her laugh and seem as though she was some where else . Every sentence that came from her mouth was a song. Every movement she made was a dance move. Nothing could bring her down from wherever she was. I’d watched her, and I had been happy for her. She was finally happy with her life. Things were going well. But I could see it in her now, that she was wasted. That it hadn’t been true happiness. An illusion that she’d fabricated for herself, so that she would keep smiling. She’d convinced herself that things were great now, and that she could pick herself up off the sidewalk and keep on moving, but really, she was wasted. As I sat there gazing at her, hidden from her view, I couldn’t help but feel sorry for her. She couldn’t see me but I wanted to call out to her. She was sitting on the floor, her knees tucked under the chin. Her body shivered and I realized she was crying

Childish Actions On A Grown Up Site
its time people start acting mature on this site. grade school is behind us all. i am tired of seeing people talking like they are in the halls of a high school, come on we are all adults here. since when did your life depend on who liked you and who didnt, if it matters that much, you need to seek help that is not normal. there is no way anyone will be liked by everyone. guys just because a female shows a little skin on cam dosent mean she wishes to be your gf it just means simply take a peek. also just because she may show skin and ignore you it does not mean she is a hoe, maybe she didnt like your approach to her. girls not all of us guys want in your pants just like in real life there are some good fellas out here you just have to find us. trust me you will know when you do, but how yu act will determine what kind of men you get trying to interact with you. if you show skin every chance you get , youll probly get dogs. if you act like lady you will get gentalmen. now fo

Single And Looking Near Stanley,va
hello i moved here not so long ago and am pretty tired of being alone1 i have my kids but lack adult interaction other than at work so would like to find a female close by to get to know and see what happens. friends would be cool but looking for more so we will see.

Computer/laptop/help/repair/recycling/troubleshooting-let Me Help You!
Do you have problems with your computer and or laptop and don't know where to turn? Is it acting "funny"? Computer or laptop running slow or not at all? Or, do you have another problem such as with your wireless network? Problem with your printer? Digital camera? Broadband? Heck, it does not matter. I will help you with any and all problems!! They just call me Mr. Fix It. Or the computer guy :). I can clean your systems free of spyware and/or viruses and get them running again, no matter what then problem, big or small! I am a complete turnkey shop!! I offer inexpensive computer repair, laptop repair, peripherals, printers, you name it, I do it all! I have been working on computers and computer accessories for over 18 years and am proud to say there has never been an issue I have not been able to resolve. I can do most any repair. I will troubleshoot the problem and let you know what it will take to get your computer or laptop back up and running on a timely basis. I also can repair ne

Rants
The Voter's Right Act didn't require or detract from any citizen. The Act only asked that state governments with a history of discrimination look after their citizens and ensure everybody they represent has an opportunity to participate in democracy. The Supreme Court's decision to rule the Act unconstitutional is mind boggling since the Constitution has an amendment made specifically to support this very type of law. By defying the document they are sworn to protect, and to do so on a benign piece of legislation whose only purpose is to empower citizens to participate in democracy, the Supreme Court is willfully adopting a position of inequality. Their logic for their decision is so infuriatingly idiotic that a child could see the stupidity in it. Essentially, they say that the law is no longer necessary because it has worked so well. Really? So because polio is rare these days, we should stop vaccinating our kids? Since there's less sexism and racism, we should just do away with th

Events
It is that time of the year again and I will be presenting at GLLA. I will be changing out from Human Canvas : branding to Providing Care: Tormenting those we love or just love to torment. It is a presentation on pressure points and cupping. This is a wonderful way to treat someone to some mutually beneficial torment! I will provide a handout of where the points are, a demo of the session, a cupping demo and then open discussion. It is always a screaming good time at GLLA. It is one of the largest events of it's kind. August 22nd-25th, Indianapolis,Indiana http://www.greatlakesleather.org/ join the fun! nibbles and spanks Franki August 3rd I will be presenting on the topic of needles and medical play. I will go over the basic of play piercing and do a couple of demos and then go over the variety of topics that fall under medical play. There will not be a demo on the medical play as the venue does not allow nudity and the topic way too vast to present in such limited

"interested"
Funny how someone can say "I'm interested in you", yet when given the opportunity to actually to get to know them, they have nothing more to say than "I want to be with you" or "I'm attracted to you". They make no inquiries as to what that person likes to do, what they believe, what kind of morals they have, what kind of friend they are, etc. A person that is truly "interested", will ask questions (lots of them)... look for commonalities.... establish whether or not there is a potential for compatibility. The statements "I want to be with you" or "I'm attracted to you" are merely indicative of a physical desire to have or be close to someone. To say "I'm interested" means they want to learn about the mind and the heart, not just the physical. Please recognize the difference or the result will inevitably be hurt or disappointment. I, personally, will shut down as soon as it becomes apparent that "I'm interested" really means "I want".

Random Things
Okay so I am a random person. I don't plan things out for the simple reason of its boring, I am easly amused by small things like animals or shinny object must be part of my ADD. I am one that can't sit still for long unless I am writing I am a very creative person I write books and do roleplays not he sexual kind just FYI I can add sexual content to any that I do but its not all sexual. My thoughts jump from one thing to another as you will see while I type this up. One topic does not keep my attention long. I believe in expressing your self in what ever way works for you I am a very shy person so this is out of my comfert zone by a lot. To talk about my self and to feel open about what I think is wrong or to show I have an opinion is odd to me but I am going out side of the box i call facebook. Well that is my random out put for today. Okay so as young as I am I still have my limits and cut off ages. my ranges are 21-30 its not a bad range I have it there for my comfert mostly. Soem

Jokes 10
MONDAY'S JOKE LITTLE TONY ON GETTING OLDER Little TONY was sitting on a park bench munching on one candy bar after another. After the 6th one a man on the bench across from him said, "Son, you know eating all that candy isn't good for you. It will give you acne, rot your teeth, and make you fat." Little TONY replied, "My grandfather lived to be 107 years old." The man asked, "Did your grandfather eat 6 candy bars at a time ?" Little TONY answered, "No, he minded his own fucking business."' ******************************************************************** TUESDAY'S JOKE Sexual Maturity Little Johnny was charged with the rape of a grown woman, and though the crime seemed highly improbable, the evidence was overwhelming. As a last, desperate move, the defense counsel came over to the witness stand, pulled down Little Johnny's pants, and grabbed his tiny penis for all to

Vote For My Girl!!!! Now!!
****She's the one with the pink hair...2nd picture...http://www.lostcherry.com/user/210747**** Come out...Come out...Where ever you are...Graveyard Girlz needs your votes for week "2" Go to pictures and VOTE!!!!!!!! Come out all you dark creatures of the night...We need to know your thoughts...This contest is based off of comments, number of friends that vote for you and the percentage...You better get the word out...It isn’t all just based off the percentage....HEHEHE...I bet that is what you thought...WELL...YOUR WRONG!!!!!! We have found out that to many where just going threw and pressing a 1 by the competitors name…That is the reason why we must go this rount…So, get your friends to join and get the votes in for you to be successful. The Crew @ the Graveyard Goyz and Girlz (repost of original by 'Graveyard Girlz' on '2006-09-11 16:49:17') (repost of original by 'Chicmedic' on '2006-09-11 17:46:36') Well not really....I just wa

Git-r-dun
GIT- R- DUN~ Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!" (Rednecks know how to git-R-dun)...

This Is My World Your Just Here For The Ride So If You Don't Like Me Bite Me!!!
After the weekend I am gonna put stuff on my profile. A very good friend of mine is coming up from Tennessee this weekend so I am gonna be spending most the weekend with him and we are gonna go dancing and drinking... should be a fun time I am gonna add some stuf until I get tired tonight so please bear with me thank you. Just figured i would get my very first blog on here out of the way lol I am running on no sleep getting ready to play some euchre well i am out of here for now

My Friends
I have alot of friends and they are all great people.Like Katie and Jen have been there threw bad and good times.Ashleight is always there to talk.Tasha is always there. Jordan and i are friends but it has not come easy.Just liek all things it tuck time. Sometimes he is like we are not friends but as far as i know we are firends right now.Like he is friends with Brock which is my boy friend. Brock is my boy frined.We get alone realy well together.This time is it actually going some wear and i am finally giving in to him and doing things i said i would never do. I AM LIVING A DIFFERENT LIFE THAN I HAVE BEEN.TAKING EVERY DAY AS THOUGH IT IS MY LAST AND TAKING RISKS.

The Confessions Of A Jaded Person
I love it but it makes me cry. I mean it makes me cry hardcore. It reminds me of my ex, like I can imagine him saying all this to me. It sure doesn't fuckin' help that we went to see Wednesday 13 together either! Curse of Me By: Wednesday 13 Take your breath I rob you of your life Oh how I love to see you cry I'm your nightmare in shinning armor Bringing horror Your screams can't penetrate my insecurities My heart stopped beating When you first said that you loved me And now I hold you close to me But I still don't feel a thing You're so cold and blue And now I must forget you Some things are worth dying for And baby that ain't me I'm sorry that you couldn't escape This curse of me Tonight I hold you one more time With the stench of formaldehyde You're my darkest secret And in my crawl space is where I'll keep it Your hopes and dreams Won't ever see the light of day I took your beauty, your purity And locked it all away And now I hold you clos

Whoa!
Seahawks win on Monday Night. SCREW THE RAIDERS! Especially that fucker who punched and kneed our tight end. Well, I have spent most of today on Cherry Tap! Fuck, I am so addicted to this shit. I was reading kids books to my daughter, while checkin out peoples pages! What the fuck is wrong with me? I mean it's not like I negelected my daughter, we did go to the mall where she could play on dry play toys ( it rained all day ), we both ate good food, you know typical stuff. I am just hooked on this site.

Of The Muse
LOST IN LOVE Whirl wind swirling through my mind all these emotions leave me blind Unsure of what it is I need looking at signs I can not read Searching for meaning deep inside Confused by what I can not hide Running away from what I desire lost in the heat of passions fire Knowing I can't fight what is real wishing I did not have to feel Fearing what I always wanted vulnerable yet still undaunted Haunted be the tortured past wondering if the feeling will last loving the soul and the mind of one mysterious tremendous find Knowing the fire burns so deep my soul entranced, hers to keep Looking forward to a time when two become one in act sublime Finding the joy in being there in the arms of the one for who I care By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Caucasionlover
hello to all Myrtle Beach females on lost cherry i am on a quest to find the most sexually active woman out here to give me the the workover of my life and in return i will do the same but in order to do this you have to have a love for sex,foreplay and anything else YOU can think of well i hope that i have gotten your atention so hit me with a message and i will do the same in return

Of What Is Right
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting83%Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs33%Blood17%Blind Folds17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours forever to keep And filling my head with visions of you Till no one else could ever do Held in the embrace of your soul Till only you could make me whole Desire no angel to grace my life Seeking a human to share the strife One who knows how past hurts scar One perfect v

Random Thoughts
In The Rain I want to walk to you Bare foot and in the pouring rain Take your face, gently in my hand Breathe in your masculinity Pull your lips so close to me Feel me, breathe in my warmth As the rain trickles over our eyes Silver glares become our silent disguise Lose it all in a single moment The world falls away in our locked gaze As passionate mouths find their way Let me run my hands through your wet hair Feel my skin with your tender touch Chilled and soft like my inner truth It's so safe to be surrounded by you

Feelings
Ok so I go into a dealership to have my car looked at. I know whats wrong with it but again have to have it diagnosed by the yuppies. So im greeted by this girl who then asks me what I need. I simply state I need a driveabilty diagnostic test done on my car. She is all whats wrong so instead of stating it I show her. Slowly i begin to tell her whats wrong blah blah even point out the parts. All is grand...she writes down something COMPLETELY different on the paperwork. Im like whatever lady. So im sitting there staring at my car for 2 hours and she gets in it to drive it off....of course i freak out. Ok me as a chick driving my car is one thing...but all my friends know im kinda different. Aint no way in hell im letting some other chick drive my baby. So after having a panic attack lol and watching her drive off i settle down for another hour or so with her coming up to me repeatedly asking the same damn questions i answered before. I said maybe if you wrote down what i sai

Brain Teasers
A boy leaves his house one summer day, and began to run into the woods to his grandmother's house which is on the other side of the woods. It should also be known that the boy reached his grandmother's house. How far did the boy run into the woods? A 30 year old man married a 25 year old woman. She died at age 50 and her husband was so devastated that he cried for years. Ten years after he stopped crying, he died. If he had lived to be 80, how many years was he a widower? first correct answer gets a shot of jack daniels see dont say im not kind and thoughtfull lol cleverclogs thdemonchild lol Two mothers and two daughters were fishing. They managed to catch one big fish, one small fish, and one fat fish. Since only three fish were caught, how is it possible that they each took home a fish?

Poem For Girls
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest???? I don't have a problem, With Expressing m

Woo Hoo!!!!
Hey everyone. I just wanted to wish you all a Happy, Horny, Halloween. Take care, be safe, and have a blast. :D Well, I've been pluging away, commenting and rating everything in my path. I just reached Chill Cherry rating. :D I know...most of you are so much higher rated than I am, but to me, it's still an accomplishment. Besides...simple mind, simple pleasure. :D

Mines
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but

Believe
What a Moon Brings Light that shines pale and bright Shared Illumination of the night Knowing it shines first on me Travels to where you will be Carries to you my fond thought Dreams and wishes of all we wrought The bond of peace that we share Forged by a friendship beyond compare Where we enjoy each as we are Matters not that distance is far For we touch each deep inside A wonder and a joy none can hide Rare and a beauty to behold Timeless adventure forever bold Free to express feelings deep Giving myself yours to keep Missing you more as passes the day We have the moon that passes your way A comfort to know that you think of me As you lookup at it where every you’ll be By R. Thomas Dinsmore Understating Princess Understatement is the nature of the princess fair For she so often says less about her certain flair She thinks we see her flaws and that we see them most Yet the beauty of her laugh is a most angelic boast Royal to the last i

Stand Up!
Figured I'd try some of my material on here. Realization Okay, everyone has those memories from childhood, when they just couldn't take their parents anymore. It maybe brief, but you just can't stand them for that moment. Man my moment was with my mom. My mom and her damn peanut butter and Jelly sandwiches. I always had to fix them. Come on you remember this, your parents all of a sudden lose the ability to move once you become 10! They ask you to get the remote when it's right at their feet! Anyway, My mom had this thing for peanut butter and Jelly sandwiches, It was crazy cause she always wanted them a certain way...more peanut butter than jelly. She complained everytime I did it, But it's cool, you're 10 so your ulitmate goal in life then is to please your mom. So one night I'm in the kitchen makin her a sandwich. I'm all proud cause this time I was going to make it fuckin' perfect! So I get out the peanut butter, and a big ass spatula so I can make sure I layer the

Wilcifer
i blog all over the web, under the name wilcifer, you can find me on live journal under that name as well as myspace, though my blog their is on my band's page myspace.com/theseraphixband for some reason people seem to like reading what i write. most of the time it's just my bored ramblings about life's frustrations , so if are bored here you go this weekend started with me going to my tattoo appt, my artist was tired so it got pushed back, to who knows but with free you can really get leverage,...it's actually a long project we started back in june, my number of beast sleeve, i went out to several shows last week, she wants revenge, converge and katatonia,so i was pretty over going out went to a friends and fell asleep watching on demand , got out of their bed at 2 or so, then got the day started , ran a feew errands went to o.t.o mass and was supposed to meet up with someone to go see imogen heap but our wires got crossed ended up going to bed at 11, the subway metaball sub took

A Soldier's Christmas
Prayer for our soldiers. Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFF

How To Keep From Getting Sick
How to Keep from Getting Sick Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and He could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions s

Shays Life
SO MOST OF YOU KNOW MY ACCOUNT THAT I WAS FINALLY A LEVEL 13 WAS DELETED BECZ OF MY WORST ENEMY THE WHORE!!! WHO SLEEP WITH MY EX FINANCE TOLD BABY JESUS THAT I WAS 17 ALMOST 18 WHAT THE FUCK OK IM 18 YOU DUMB BITCH!!! WELL OK SO SHE HAS DONE EVERYTHING TO RUIN MY LIFE SLEEP WITH MY FINANCE OF 6YEARS TOLD MY BF THAT I CHEATED ON HIM AND NOW GOT MY LC DELETED AND TOLD ALL OF THE PPL I MEET IN BEND THAT I WAS 15 HOW LAME OK SO I'M GOING TO KICK HER ASS TODAY AND I MEAN IT SHE HAS CROSSED THE LINE ONE TWO MANY TIMES!!! SO IF I'M NOT ON FOR A WHILE I'M IN JAIL FOR HITTING A MINOR I WILL NOT BE COMING BACK SORRY EVERYONE BUT IF YOU WANT TO CHAT WITH ME STILL WANT TO CHAT WITH ME ILL GIVE YOU MY IM AND SHIT Yahoo ~~~ shay_love180 MSN ~~~ shay_love180@hotmail.com AIM ~~~ BaY bEe GiRl180 Myspace ~~ www.myspace.com/shaymathews ok so on firday im gonna meet my real dad for the first time.. when he found out my mom was gonna have me he left her and i now just found out h

Club Illusia
Tonight in Club Illusia we have DJ PROPAGANJIA of Cell Block.Having a Woodstock Kind of time!Come Join us at 11pm It's gonna be lots of fun! Tell all your Tree huggin Friends and all the Deadheads you can thik of to come join us! Click on the pic abouve to get there!!!

Me Number One
So mostly this is just an uber rate everyone site. Right? Neat. I like being rated. I guess there's nothing wrong with a little I look you look you judge I judge so that we can all climb the ladder to the top. Everyone says everyone's perfect so that they can step on the next person up. It's perfect. So mostly this is just an uber race everyone site. Sweet. Someone should hook me up. I think I should get super cherry points because I'm the coolest. Except for you. You're the coolest/hottest/best. I promise. I really mean that. And you're the humblest if you rate me a 10. That one's beyond me. It's just the truth. I mean, I don't deserve a 10, but it's because you're so nice that I get one. And I'm only repaying the favor because everyone seems to be so darn nice here. U hook me up, I hook you up, and we all climb the ladder with a bunch of hooks.

Is Honesty A Myth?
Ok so what is up with people no longer knowing how to be honest? Everyone says oh I am so upfront, but when it really comes down to it, the truth is no where to be found. I really don't remember the last time I met a person with the exception of my best friends, who knows how to be honest. Well that's enough ranting. Bye for now.

This And Every Thursday Is Ladies Nite!!!!
COME JOIN US THIS AND EVERY THURSDAY AT CLEARY'S LADIES NITE....874 LAKEWOOD ROAD..WATERBURY CT 06708..$5 COVER CHARGE FOR EVERYONE AND LADIES DRINK FREE...MAKE SURE 2 SAY UR ON MARIA'S GUEST LIST...CAN'T WAIT 2 C U THERE....

Uses And Abuses
Akai Mpc 2000xl Thousands and thousands of records Roland XP-30 Yamaha Drums Zildjian cymbals Various Guitars/Basses Various Guitar/Bass pedals Any Direct Drive Turntable for sampling Technics 1200 for Djing 70's Crown rackmount Filter PowerMac G5 Itunes Garage Band The Glenlevit Remy Martin Newcastle Brown Ale 99 cent Dueces of Colt 45 Chocolate Phillies Blunts

Ramblings Of A Chaotic Mind..
Just thought I would share my favorite and most emotionally profitable Valentine's Day past time... V-Day. "As I traveled with the piece to city after city, country after country, hundreds of women waited after the show to talk to me about their lives. The play had somehow freed up their memories, pain, and desire. Night after night I heard the same stories -- women being raped as teenagers, in college, as little girls, as elderly women; women who had finally escaped bring beaten to death by their husbands; women who were terrified to leave; women who were taken sexually, before they were even conscious of sex, by their stepfathers, brothers, cousins, uncles, mothers and fathers.... Slowly it dawned on me that nothing was more important than stopping violence toward women." - Eve Ensler, author of The Vagina Monologues. This realization led in 1997 to the founding of V-Day, a nonprofit grass roots movement dedicated to ending violence against women around the world.

Blueeyes
hi ladies my name is blueeyes and im looking for that specail someone that is not in to playing games and wont mess with my head im not in to that so if any of you out are looking for the same thing there hit me up and lets get to know eachother

IF YOU HAVE A DAUGHTER ALWAYS PAY ATTENTION WHEN SHE IS SPEAKING BE CAREFUL THAT YOU LISTEN WHEN SHE IS SILENT KEEP A WATCHFUL EYE SHE MAY BE HIDING FEELINGS AND JUST MIGHT NEED TO CRY TELL HER YOU ARE PROUD OF ALL THAT SHE'S DONE BRAG ON HER IN THE MIDST OF COMPANY NOT JUST WHEN YOU'RE ALONE TELL HER SHE CAN NEVER SAY SHE'S TOO WEAK ENCOURAGE HER ALWAYS, HER DREAMS TO SEEK NEVER UNDERESTIMATE OR COMPARE HER TO ANOTHER MAKE HER FEEL SHE'S COMPETANT JUST AS GOOD AS HER BROTHER TELL HER THAT YOU LOVE HER THAT SHE'S IMPORTANT TOO WHEN SHE'S OLDER SHE'LL DO THINGS YOU NEVER DREAMED SHE COULD DO THEN POLITETLY, LIKE A LADY, SHE'LL TURN AND SAY "THANK YOU." I WISH SOMENE HAD DONE THIS FOR ME IM SORRY BABY I DONT LOVE U THAT WAY ONLY AS A FRIEND THESE R THE WORDS THAT HID THE STARS MADE CUPID'S ARROW BEND IM SORRY BABY YOU GOT TO GO IM THRU WITH YOU TONIGHT BUT THANK U FOR THE

Dreams To Reality...
What started this? Was it you? Was it me? Was it us? I once thought my heart was empty. Never able to love anyone. Never able to feel anything but pain...But then you came... You opened my heart. You're the keeper of the key, the key that unlocked my soul...And released so much pent up emotion that it spilled right out in front of you... I love you... I never felt so much before... My body I didn't know was capable... But now I can truly say I'm happy... I don't want to die anymore. I have something to live for. Everything that I once feared doesn't scare me so much anymore... Everyone who had hurt me in that past faded into a tainted memory, which is never remembered as long as I'm with you...I need you, I'd never make it without you now. I don't understand how I lived without you before now. Before I was aware of this emotion...This emotion called love... My world before you was grey when I stared at the dark blue sky, but now my world is bright and alive. You've done so much to me..

This Blog Is Unrated!
The following blog is Unrated with content to extreme for theatres. See what the theatres are too scared to show you! I fucking hate DVD marketing right now. Every movie that was rated R at the theatres is being relesed on DVD with a "special" unrated edition. The commercials are always the same. "See what you couldn't see in theatres" People are buying these editions thinking they are going to see more violence and lts of Nudity. Newsflash! There is nothing extra there. Not a goddamn thing! let me expalin to you Artards what Unrated means. All that means is the MPAA did not see the deleted scenes and therefore did not RATE them. Its that simple. Horror movies and comedies are the big culprits right now. But Disney could just as easily release Alladdin:Unrated. that wouldn't mean you would get to see Jasmin blowing Alladdin. So how did this all get started? Well Back before DVD, VHS had Directors cuts or special editions. these usually had the deleted scenes cut back into the mov

Let The Good Times Roll
I hope everyone is stoked about the frist month of 2007.Things are comeing along nicely for me and my crew here in NJ.Are band electric shutle cock is taking form work is good and i'm stoked. I've no complanits.I can't wait to make new friends too roll with .

One Hot Night
One night I could not sleep. I hate those nights. The moon was full and I was very restless. I decided to go for a ride. I wondered what it would be like to go naked. My mom always told me that I should dress nice with clean underwear whenever I left the house. I mean what if I was to get into an accident? You know me; I am always playing by the rules. Everyone is in bed sleeping, I get into the car backed out of the driveway. It was a very hot, humid night. The moon was out you could see the shadows from the moon. I got on to the highway and started cruising down the road. I had no destination just driving. I was speeding feeling the cool wind in my hair and all over my body. It felt so good. I had the radio cranked up I was listening to some hot tunes not paying any attention to where I was or how fast I was going. All of a sudden I saw blue lights behind me. I had not a stitch of clothing on, I was freaking. What am I going to do. I can not be seen like this. There was a blanket

What Bbj Say's
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian

Love Songs
Once in a lifetime You'll open up your heart Maybe once in your lifetime You'll swear to never be apart You think your love's on solid ground Then out of the blue, it all comes tumblin' down Who's gonna hold me tonight When I'm feeling lonely Who's gonna show me the light 'Cause I need to know With all the things we've go How can love just stop Tell Me Somebody help me understand And my picture in your locket What will you do with it now All our friends and all our memories Tell me how we sort them out What's yours is yours What's mine is mine Is that all that's left After all this time Who's gonna hold me tonight When I'm feeling lonely Who's gonna show me the light 'Cause I need to know With all the things we've go How can love just stop Tell Me Somebody help me understand Help me understand Why I'm not part of our plan And you don't need me anymore Help me understand Why I still wanna be where you are Even

A Story A Dear Sweet Friend Wrote
Morning Glory The dawn breaks. I turn and through bleary eyes spy you beneath the covers next to me. I reach out and begin to stroke your long, luxurious mane with one hand while pulling you close with the other. You don't seem to object so I start to nuzzel the side of your neck while running one finger with a feather touch down the lenght of your spine, over your firm buttocks and back up again. Softly, I kiss your neck, your chin, your delicate ears pausing to give your lobes a playful bite. I press my lips to yours, softly at first - quick gentle pecks. You reciprocate, parting your lips ever so slightly allowing the tips of our tongues to gently dance against one another. Our embrace becomes more passionate, deeper and our tongues explore the depths of each other's open mouths as my hands begin to explore your long, soft form. My lips begin to venture down the length of your naked supple body - your neck, your collar bone and finally the supple valley between your

Life Ramble
I have been there. Trust me; I know! I am a biproduct of codependant parents. Feel like its just you who cant find mister right? Feel like you attract the dogs? Feel like you are going to end up an old lady with a ton of cats whom you consider your babies and spend all of your time dressing them up in sweaters that you knitted for them and painting there claws? I bet you have actually said outloud, "What am I doing wrong?", "Why cant I catch a break?" sometimes feel like "Fuck it, I would settle for complete looser who still lives with his mother at the age of 30?" STOP! You deserve the better than that. You deserve the best. Period. No more excuses. You DESERVE the best. The best life, the best relationship, happiness, whatever you desire, you deserve it. Seriously, say that to yourself. SAY IT! If he is a dog, you know. You just dont want to be alone. I know. I have been there. I am there. I have hated every minute of it until I looked back at where I w

Boredom Erupting
I am so confused, as I lay waiting for some small sign. The tiniest of notice that what was there isn't gone. Life is ending all around, but no one cares to see it. The lights dancing above my head across a moonlight ceiling. I take time to focus, focus on the aftermath of what was once a true love. The final bleeding out, the skin starting to die, the eyes glazed over staring into eternal nothing. What had been there, left so long before leaving us lusting for more. Holding my hands over my eyes, picturing the words. You held me close at one time. You told me you loved me. You calmed my fears, settled the uneasiness. You ripped my heart out. You raped me. You beat me. You killed me. The day is dead, and so shall I be. The twisted thoughts of our memories. Blinding rays of sunshine through a windshield. The blood under my fingernails, the dirt under yours. "Excuse me miss, is everything ok?" Can I scream at you? Force you to see that nothing is ok? Beg you to feel the heart beating

Im Afraid To Answer This. Lol...you Try It :)
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each offense and added up your total fine. You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid-- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went

Whine!
Im actually on CT on my cellphone, pleading with anyone on my friends list, or anyone who sees this at all to take pity on me. I'm having an awful day at work and it would mean tons to me if you could send some picture mail to my phone and cheer me up. If you do, send me an e-mail on this site afterwards and I promise to rate and comment everything in your pictures and stash%2

Dazed And Confused
Oh how I wish, at this moment, I could be as eloquent and intelligent as my friend Jeremy Crow. But I'm not capable of much right now - so I'm just tappin' what's falling out of my brain. That said . . . When I was 4 years old, I was raped by my father and his buddy, on the bathroom floor of my house - then tossed into the back of a pickup truck, driven a couple of miles away, and tossed into a ditch - left for dead. I have most of the memories of that incident, some are blocked (defense mechanism I'm sure). What I remember most is waking up in that ditch, dry because it was August, struggling to stand up, and looking down at myself covered in blood and bruises, thinking "Daddy threw me away". That was 45 years ago, and still, that's the part that hurts most . . . Daddy threw me away. I somehow incorporated the rape and other injuries into my 'person' - with a lot of hard work, of course. I went through many months of not speaking at all, many doctors trying to figure out w

Book 13 H.g.wells In The Days Of The Comet
4 Then let me give you a vivid little impression I received of a certain prosaic person, a grocer named Wiggins, and how he passed through the Change. I heard this man's story in the post-office at Menton, when, in the afternoon of the First Day, I bethought me to telegraph to my mother. The place was also a grocer's shop, and I found him and the proprietor talking as I went in. They were trade competitors, and Wiggins had just come across the street to break the hostile silence of a score of years. The sparkle of the Change was in their eyes, their slightly flushed cheeks, their more elastic gestures, spoke of new physical influences that had invaded their beings. "It did us no good, all our hatred," Mr. Wiggins said to me, explaining the emotion of their encounter; "it did our customers no good. I've come to tell him that. You bear that in mind, young man, if ever you come to have a shop of your own. It was a sort of stupid bitterness possessed us, and I can't make out we d

Today I Began
today i began my journey on finding my self worth. from now on i will be the man i set to be. i will also embrace being single and not worry why i am in this stage. i will achieve goals i have set before and thank God for each day he gives me. i will work hard to make myself a better man, so if a realtionship ever comes my way, i will be the best man for her. today starts my journey into a new me with peace

Pay No Mind List
I'll be sitting in on a a few shows with my long time friend A.J. Leone in Palm Springs and Los Angeles starting on May 18th 2007. Anyone who wants details just hit me up. I will be on the west coast until May 23rd or 24th. Dave ;) Ok, Did I end up on the pay no mind list? Wondering to myself. Where did all those awesome friends go? Everyone take a vacation I didn't know about? If you guys are around......let me know. Hey Ladies, We are currently auditioning females with a great camera presence to be in a music video that we will start filming in MAY. It will be the first single that will be released from our upcoming CD. If you are interested and think you would be perfect for this then contact me and we can discuss it.

Explain To Me
why am i criticized for doing stuff that i like? im weird i admit it but im still a person (granted an unattractive one) but still a person and i do my best but ppl still insist on being such dweebs mostly my family but noit all of them... what does it take to be myself in this world? y do i always have to live up to others expectations? it hurts thats all any advice? does anynme understand them? I've been trying to figure them out but i just cant do it... if someone can explain y they act the way they do let us women in on it thank you y do ppl label ppl judge them? im bipolar and as soon as ppl find out they dont want to talk to me.. y? im the same person they were talking too... People also judge ppl based on looks so what im not a raving beauty get over it ive been told i have a kick ass personality im just different unique i guess ppl woiuld say well if ppl r going to judge me by looks or mental problems than stuff it... I get tired of it if u dont like it to friggin bad Im

Welcome
Hello everyone. Welcome to my naughty world. I am a dominant bi-sexual woman and I am searching for a new slave. I have very high expectations and they must all be met before I take on a new slave. Apply if you think you have what it takes.

Stoney
I am very new to cherry tap and can't quite get the hang of it...it will take me awhile to orient myself to this layout...have been a myspace brat for a long time and just got talked into cherry tap.....so please be patient and kind and if I don't respond its not because I don't want to, I just haven't figured it out yet...lmao....Anyway I'll tell you something about myself....I am a female who plays a five string bass in a band named duba. You can learn more about us by going to www.duba.biz I love to play and enjoy going to open jams and enjoy singing. It was only natural for me to pick up a bass and be able to sing and play at the same time....I'm not fancy but I can cut some bass rifs every now and then. I'm told that I'm a natural vocalist and have perfect pitch on every note I sing. I'm not musically trained, just picked up and started one day. I am married to the lead guitarist in the band and although enjoy compliments and such, please remember I am married and I do take

My Daily Life
finally dropped. i was dropped from the project i was on at work that was finally good money and i was headed back outta the hole. wanna know how i found out? i logged in to work and it wouldnt let me. i called tech support and they told me!! what the hell? i feel like my whole world keeps crumbling down around me. everytime i think that finally it is all getting better and i can see a light at the end of the tunnel - boom, there is a shift in the earths core and the tunnel caves in, again. damn cave. damn tunnel. damn life. how many times do i have to go through this shit?i try so hard and bust my ass to have all this happen. honestly i dont know how much more i can take. the baby is exhausting me. my son is feeling ignored and thus acting out. can't keep the good money coming in. bills are all late. eviction notices are coming. i just don't know how much longer i can do this. doesnt help that im bi-polar and manic cause i cant afford the medication or to see a doctor. ugh..

Jades Library Visitor
I searched the bottom shelf for a book on photographic darkroom techniques when a lovely blonde woman about twenty stood next to me. Our eyes met, she smiled and I eagerly returned one. The glow of her youth radiated from her face and her body displayed the curves that lust was made of. She wore short pink dress gathered at the waist. As she searched for a book, she took little fidgety steps causing her dress to swing fluidly. I found myself looking less for the book and more at her shapely legs that were enticingly bare. She bent over to grab a footstool sitting in the aisle. For a brief second, I swore she wasn't wearing panties. Surely, wishful thinking. After placing the stool in front of the book stack, she stepped onto it with her pink, three-inch high heels. The Goddess Art of Jonathon Earl Bowser "Be careful," I said. "Those high heals look great but they don't look very steady." "That's sweet of you to worry, but I'll be cautious." Her voice had a gentle

Name In Sexual Dictionary
/giftube.com/" target="_blank">Giftube.com Melissa -- [noun]:A skimpy piece of lingere 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favor

Silence
You gave me your word, a promise you would keep; broken like a house of glass, my soul in despair so deep. A oath between you and I; shattered like a fragile doll, my heart began to die. A phrase, a thought, a sentence was given to me; my faith in you was undeniable, but now, to late, I begin to see. A part of me destroyed because you let your promise decay; my path has been lost, and sadness has ravaged my way. A vow forgotten, a pledge overlooked; my love has been lost, my joy your evil lie took. I'll help you...oath shattered. I'll call you...hopes dashed. I'll be there for you...commitment ignore, Believe me it was you I adored. I'll never leave you...pact neglected. I'll give you my all...swear rejected. I'll always love you...word destroyed, I have nothing left but a mindless void. Your will be rewarded for your life led well, promises forgotten now burn in you private Hell. A symbol of Justice and Honior defines me, yet forbidden thoughts race through my mind.

Mom
EVERYTDAY SHOULD BE MOTHERS DAY , WITH OUT OUR MOTHER THIER WOULD NOT BE YOU AN I , DID YOU PICK UP THE PHONE AN CALL YOUR MOM TODAY? DONT PUT OFF THE CALL UNTIL TOMOROW, TOMOROW NOT PROMISE TO ANYONE, TELL YOUR MOM EVERYDAY YOU LOVE HER AN THANK HER NO MATTER WHAT. WITH OUT YOUR MOTHER , WOULD YOU BE HERE ? HMMMMM. I LOST MY MOM ON 4/30/05 THIERS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY AN I WISH SHE WAS HERE, HER AN I FOUGHT LIKE CATS AN DOGS , BUT THAT WAS MY MOM AN TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH IM MISS FIGHTING WITH MY MOM.PLEASE MAKE YOUR MOM FEEL SPECIAL DONT WAIT TO MOTHERS DAY TO DO SO MOM I NEVER TOLD YOU THIS YOUR MY HERO, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART , THANK YOU FOR MAKIN ME THE WOMAN THAT I AM TODAY , I CANT SAY GOOD BYE SO LONG FOR NOW WE WILL MEET AGAIN ONE DAY THANK YOU FOR LOVIN ME Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Music Video Codes By

For Family Only!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK GUYS HERE IS THE THING I HAVE 50 PPL IN MY FAMILY AND LOVE YA ALL BUT I DONT TALK TO MOST OF U ANYMORE IF U ARE IN MY FAMILY AND WANT TO STAY LET ME KNOW IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS OR I WILL REMOVE YOU BUT STILL KEEP U AS A FRIEND THANKS SO MUCH LOVE,LOLLY

Just Sum More Poems From Me
How do we say goodbye ... when we didn't get to say hello? We want so bad to keep you ... how do we let you go? We have so many dreams, so much love we want to share There's nothing we can do ...why is life unfair? You're our perfect angel...We dreamed you long ago We never got to hold you but it breaks our hearts to let you go The pain and confusion We feel inside We can not explain...We can not describe God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep We will love you in our hearts ... it's all We get to keep you are blessed our child ... you're in heaven up above You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love Hush our little baby...you need not ever cry You were always wanted! We wish you didn't die You'll be our sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night Reach for God's hand and go to the light We would rather endure the pain of losing you right now Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow We were blesse

Friends?
ok, once again, as i plot world conquest, i notice more and more people on my frinds list are gone. like, poof gone. so my question is this. what kind of friend up and leaves, without saying anything. i mean, i understand, real life happens. i understand, you might meet someone that doesnt really like you talking to people here. all of thats well and good. but, i would let people know i would be gone for a while if i could. common courtesy. the word cyber, in cyberfriend, doesnt make someone not care. anyone that knows me, knows i take friend very seriously. cyber or otherwise. so, i guess this is as much as plea for respect as it is a rant. if you are going away, just let us know. some of us may be worrying about you. and on a side note, if you drop all your friends, that have been nothing but kind and respectful to you, just because you found some cyber boy/girlfriends. you get no sympathy from me when it all goes to shit. ok, man period rant over. you dont have to go home,

Odds And Ends
Some come here to shit and stink, Others come here to sit and think, But I come here to rest my balls and write this bullshit on the walls And those who read these words of wit find themselves in this cyber pit drawn to this graffitti stall masturbating with utmost gall and so they knock knock they do you have to flush and leave this zoo. “The more arguments you win, the less friends you will have” Stand close,the next man may be barefoot.

Boyfriend App
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: MonroeNickname(s): BudAge: 50Birthday: April 13thBirthplace: Frew, KYCurrent Location: Clarksville, TNEye Color: blueHair Color: Gray (blonde natural)Height: 5'11"Weight: 203Lefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: AriesWhat Do You Drive: Siverado/RangerScreenname: bud1357{---Favorites---}Color: BlueNumber: 13Band: ABBAMusic Genre: Pop/Soft RockTV Show: CSI or Law and OrderMovie: noneActor: Chuck NorrisActress: Sandra BullockKind of Movie: actionCartoon: noneSport: basketball/NASCARFast Food Restaurant: Not anyFood: GermanIce Cream: StrawberryCereal: CherriosCandy: White ChocolateDrink:

Tipsey Mcstagger
hey all, I'm a bartender in this crazy ass bar. My blogs, which I will post as often as i can, will be mostly about the crazy ass place I work. This place is full of crack heads, crazy people, and they all sit next to the doctor, lawyer, funeral directors, and postal peeps. Have a great night, and please support my blog!

Vote For My Son!!!
Hey Everybody! I entered my son into a contest on my1061.com called "My Dancing Baby". Out of all the other babies under 1, he is a top 10 finalist!!!! The only thing is, now it is up to the public to vote for their favorite dancing baby. Please, please, please, take a few seconds and click on the link down below and vote for Elias!!! You also have to check your email to confirm your vote for it to count. I hope you are able to vote for him! Thank you so much in advance!!!! http://my1061.com/pages/promo/my_dancing_baby_vote.html XOXO, VentiChai

Apbt Guardianangels!!
If you are willing, here is a way you can help spread the awareness and help stop the abuse. Please place the link to this profile somewhere on yours...the more exposure we can get, the more lives we can save. for those of you who dont know how to do this, click the link on the main page shown in the image below, copy it and paste it somewhere on your profile. To those of you who do link, let me know via ct-mail and I will add your profile link to the "APBT GuardianAngels" list! More traffic to your profile=lots of CT Love!

Need A Credit Card
check out my new sight! and apply today. everyone can get a credit card, with gas prices going up and those fuckers running the pumps want turn them on. just pay with a card and its turned on right away and at the same time you get cash back by using a credit card. plus your credit score gets better with every month that goes bye. WWW.BESTCREDITCARDAPPLY.COM Apply for a Credit Card Welcome to BestCreditCardApply.com where you can browse a selection of over 100 credit cards. Choose a credit card by type, issuer or provider. Compare several credit cards that meet your finanical criteria. Browse, compare, and apply online for a credit card. We offer secure links to 100's of credit card applications. Select by Card Type Airline Miles Credit Cards Hotel Rewards Credit Cards Business Credit Cards Instant Decision Credit Cards Catalog Cards Poor Credit Credit Cards Rewards Credit Cards Secured Credit Cards Gas Credit Cards Student Credit Cards Select by Issuer Advanta D

Mr.rottentreats *juggalo Mafia*
I said i'll love you forever I said you'll be the one I said we'll be together Cause with you i belong I said I'll be with you And that you are at the top of my way I said I'll get to you And that i think about you all day Remember these things My feelings will never change I love you till the day i die You are my one and only I think about you and im never lonely I close my eyes and know im loved....(not finished) Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life you're so very special in every single way An

Contraditions...
Courage my Soul, now learn to wield The weight of thine immortal Shield. Close on thy Head thy Helmet bright. Ballance thy Sword against the Fight. See where an Army, strong as fair, With silken Banners spreads the air. Now, if thou bee'st that thing Divine, In this day's Combat let it shine: And shew that Nature wants an Art To conquer one resolved Heart. The vast tract of the parched and sandy waste Now teems with countless rills and shady woods, Corn-fields and pastures and white cottages; And where the startled wilderness did hear A savage conqueror stained in kindred blood, Hymmng his victory, or the milder snake Crushing the bones of some frail antelope Within his brazen folds the dewy lawn, Offering sweet incense to the sunrise, smiles To see a babe before his mother's door, Share with the green and golden basilisk That comes to lick his feet, his morning's meal. The smile of iceboxes annihilates me. Such blue currents in the veins of my lo

Blast Givaway
Cherry Blast Giveaway I'm hosting giveaway for Blast.This is not a contest. Anyone can join in and earn a blast. The blast will be givin out as they are earned. Self Commenting is encouraged. If you re interested please send me a private message. Please only enter if you are going to work for the blast I have set limits on how may i'm adding 10 more so please don't take up space please if you are not going to comment on them daily. 3 Day blast = 6,000 comments 7 Day Blast= 15,000 comments BooBoo.......Club F.A.R...@ CherryTAP

Just To Help My Friend!
I am only here to help her to keep from losing her family of a few days on here and can not put any personal stuff up for I have a bad battle over my child going on. My dead beat ex wants my baby after having nothing to do with her for 7 years and how he is married and wants my baby. so sorry rate me 1's and block me or do not be a friend to me for having since enough to keep both my friend and my child! GROW UP!

Comments!!!!!!!!!!
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=204335&i=4136276600 well i agree with everything she says, but i suppot the president because i dont think he has done this to the country, i think he is the one stuck cleaning up clinton's mess...cause he was off not having sexual relations with lewinsky PLEASE COMMENT BOMB AND PICTURE COMMENT BOMB......NEED 4000 PTS!!!!! THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE!! MUAHZ!!

Jonboy
Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Country Stampeede
The party came, the party went. Now it's time to take down the tent. Time to pack shit up, time to get on the way. I still can't believe it's already Monday! I met new people, I saw new faces. Most of them came from pretty cool places. I had fun, it was like heaven. It was a great Stampeede 2007!!

We're All Mad Here
so here I sit wide awake while my hubby is sound asleep in our room- our lil one has been doing some nice kicks here and there- kinda hard to fall asleep when u get a sudden jab or kick - but she's letting us know she's alive and doing her lil irish jig as I call it. I'll be 27 wks this week so the 3rd trimester is finally here . My mom took us baby shopping on Thurs. Ended up getting a travel system stroller and put in an order for a glidder- also waitng to see if out bid on a house was accepted - find out on tues - I hope it was accepted since it's 4 blocks from my folks and the house is perfect for us. as for other things going on in my life- our roomie aka my fag is leaving for Arizona for a month or two to stay with one of our mates- took him to his moms pad earlier so he could spend the week there getting his stuff ready and hanging with his family- I'm going to miss him a lot - A hag w/o her fag - god is that depressing - we usually go clubbing on wed and this wed will be ou

Next Blogs Here We Go Oh Eh
i got another 180 pages of better ones just spent an hour typing for all ste repay the favour or not sending no more as this is unfair will keep all for myself sent to all 55,876 people and this is all the votes i get thanks rate all my blogs or not sending no more will keep for myself and were is my friends and family they not rated this is very unsuitable of people to do this derek thankyou god bless i have spent last hour writing blogs for sites for you all do me the favour and rate all my bloggs as have 180 more pages of same if yous dont rate its unfair so will send no more and keep for myself which is fair as sent all i wrote last hour to whole site i need the votes so its up to yous now as the rest are better than ones sent thankyou derek uk christain lounge top dance the webby awards www.webbyawards.com internationally based and a decade old, these awards all manner of webpages, with subcategories for political, and business blogs.the diarist awards www.diarist.net/awards.awar

Our Night
It's Friday, early evening... I ran out of work.. wanting to get home as fast as I can. I know that you will be off soon. I want to surprise you and make it to you before you leave. I have a very special treat in mind for my hubby. I jump in the shower.. mind racing, thinking about what is instore for you tonight.. how much we will both enjoy. I finish getting ready, look in the mirror.. this will work.. you should like it. I rush out... trying not to stumble.. not used to wearing shoes like this to walk in.. usually only wearing these when my legs are up over your shoulders. This should be interesting. I pull up in front of the lounge you tend bar in. There are many beautiful women that work here. I know you have to flirt but tonight.. you won't be able to look away. I walk thru the door... great music is playing.. can't help but move to the music. I look around... I see you now, behind the bar.. getting some shots for the customers. You look up... the look on your face s

Ink Contest
-YOU THINK YOU GOT...SHOW IT!- *LETS SEE WHAT YA GOT* RUBIAS CONTEST 4 sexy Ink MEN AND WOMAN 20 Sexy Peeps TO ENTER RULES FOR CONTEST: *U HAVE TOO HAVE A SLAUTE *LEVEL 7 TO ENTER *LEVEL 7 TO COMMENT BOMB *NOOOOOO DRAMA AT ALL!! *NO DOWN RATERS!! *NO PROGRAMS,BLASTERS ***THIER WILL BE SOME ONE WILL WATCH FOR {ANY & ALL} CHEATING *SELF BOMBIN WILL BE ALLOWED ~~~THIER WILL BE 4 WINNERS: *FIRST PLACE A WEEKS BLAST *BIG PIMPIN FOR THE NEXT 3 WINNERS THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM: AUGUST 1ST 7PM EST & END AUGUST 17TH 7PM EST TIME RATES WILL BE USED IF THERE IS A TIE. PLS SEND ME AN EMAIL HERE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED & THINK YOU GOT THE SEXIEST INK... I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM ALL THE GREAT PEOPLE ON FUBAR! PIC LINK BELOW WILL SEND YOU TO MY PAGE TO EMAIL ME....THANKS! {HUGS} RUBIAS ******PLS REPOST FOR ME...THANKS LOTS******* RUBIAS ROCKIN IN N/OWNER/BBW/BHW BOMBERS AND LOUNGE/KOT@ fubar

This And That
fill this out cuz you know you want to! LOL y = yes n = no m = maybe WOULD YOU... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] want to get in my pants? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] have sex with me? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] get waste

Family
Borderline Personality Disorder Raising questions, finding answers Borderline personality disorder (BPD) is a serious mental illness characterized by pervasive instability in moods, interpersonal relationships, self-image, and behavior. This instability often disrupts family and work life, long-term planning, and the individual's sense of self-identity. Originally thought to be at the "borderline" of psychosis, people with BPD suffer from a disorder of emotion regulation. While less well known than schizophrenia or bipolar disorder (manic-depressive illness), BPD is more common, affecting 2 percent of adults, mostly young women.1 There is a high rate of self-injury without suicide intent, as well as a significant rate of suicide attempts and completed suicide in severe cases.2,3 Patients often need extensive mental health services, and account for 20 percent of psychiatric hospitalizations.4 Yet, with help, many improve over time and are eventually able to lead productive live

Lost In The Woods
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington engineering mid-term. The answer was so "profound" that the Professor shared it with colleagues, and the sharing obviously hasn't ceased... Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or Endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote Proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas cools off when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let us look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are mo

If It Were You, Wouldnt You Want The Help??
Graphixs@ fubar This is one special guy who helps everyone. If you don't know him yet, your missing out. Girls hit him up, guys don't be skurred, he's cool peeps! Please do what you can to show him some FU-love. He is only around 42K out from hitting level 19 so anything you can do is appreciated! Thanks and much love to you, Sonya xoxox

Stuff About Me
Give up all together on finding a man to love me for who I am? Every time I try something gets screwed up! Getting tired of trying... getting tired of having my heart broken... need help here lost and lonely and tired of lies and games.... and waiting on the one. It's funny how you think you find one and they seem interested and then they back off. Are there any real men left? Or is it all just scared little boys? I just wish for once that one would come along and prove me wrong in my opinion about males. Sort of restore my faith in love. Maybe, I am a fool to actually think anyone could love me. Hell, it seems that every male i get involved with is just wrong for me. Maybe there isn't someone out there for everyone... Who knows? No one does and that's the scary part. So for now my opinion stays the same as far as love goes... PHOOEY on it all!! Soooo tired... long weekend. I worked two double shifts back to back. So,if I seem to be not quite me then you know why...

No Im
goodbye to all my friends Cool Flash Generators at BLINGCHEESE.COM Dudes please stop asking my girl to go to an im with you,this is really annoying me. Stay tuned because if she accepts one of your foolish requests well then im history. Thankyou now get on the little bus. love slash

Silly Shit!!!
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.Could You Be Violent? The conversation started on the bottom, the top is the end. You know how the shoutbox works. But, I wanted to share. What a dildo licker. Guys with tongue piercings that don't suck dick. What a joke. Pfft. Dragon Lady: Well, good. When I put up my blog, I will send you the link. Bound By Leather: Well your half witt remarks are funny as hell, posting them to my girls as you ramble on. They are laughing there asses off at you . Dragon Lady: By the way, only fags say LOL every other word, too. That's how I know you're gay... Dragon Lady: You're the fag with the tongue piercing. Who are you calling a dumbshit? Bound By Leather: Look at my profile retard,

Send It To The Kids
The mistletoe is up on my page come shower me with kisses...... ~BabyGirl~ Come check out the wildest party on Fubar.... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52788 BabyGirl Head Promoter!!!! Send it to the kids..... My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to Say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only Has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only goanna make me a Laughing stock, why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

Thought For Today
You know I read alot about love and what people ask the most is should I still be friends with my ex g/b friend or husband/wife.My thoughts on it is if your relationship is mature enough then yes you should stay friends.I have been with my husband for 11 yrs things have happen and we can't live together anymore but we both agree that we still love each other so we're going to stay friends.I named this Happy/Sad because i'm sad that one part of my life is ending and i'm happy because i'll still have my best friend in my new life.I'll always love you. Definition of faeries Faerie : from the Latin term for "fate" (fata), faeries (or fairies) are a "host of supernatural beings and spirits who occupy a limbo between earth and heaven" (Guiley). This is in recognition of the skill faeries had in predicting and even controlling human destiny. Faeries could be either good or evil creatures, and at various points in history have been confused with witches and demons Fay or fey i

Trisomy 13
On Wed. Oct. 24, Rachiel was taken to the hospital because she was getting sick and running a fever. The Dr. decided to keep her because of the risk of stroke. On Fri. Oct. 26, the Dr. thought it best that she begin to induce Rachiel. Early Sat. morning, 2:34am to be exact, little Eva was born. She weighs less than 2lbs 13oz, and is 16 1/4in long, she came into this world trying, but just didn't have the strength and passed 42 min later. Pictures and video were taken, of course, but i'm sure that most of them will not be seen by anyone other than Rachiel, her mother, and other very close friends and family. As of 9am, Oct. 27, Rachiel was still holding little Eva, and probably will until the hospital staff has to take her away. It's always hard to lose someone, and Rachiel will need all the love and support she can get from her family and friends. Me and my family thank everyone for your thoughts during this very trying time. I'm not a religious person, but I know that someo

Truth For Veterans (poem)
Great Poem Too bad the truth bounces off congress without leaving a dent. PROMISES BLOWING IN THE WIND They told us, give us 20 years and we'll give you so much more, We'll give you a nice retirement check and shopping at the commissary stores. They told us, fight our wars for us, always protect our shores, Never give up but stand and fight our just and unjust wars. They told us, it may be necessary for you to give your life, But if you don't we'll give you health care, forever, for you, your kids and wife. They told us, if you should make the ultimate sacrifice, Then rest in peace, my friend, we'll take care of your kids and wife. They told us, these are promises, we make them for all time, That is until, and if, we decide to change our mind. Folks, I'll tell you this for sure they decided to change their mind, They took away our health care, when we turned old, infirm and blind. They're always making promises but some they soon rescind, It seems to me their

Me
I was having some teeth problems so i went and had those teeth pulled yesterday. The dentist was a complete asshole...i wasnt numb before he started pulling and i screamed in pain so he kept calling me a ball baby and said he was quit and i could go somewhere else...i told him i wasnt numb and he said it was all in my head cuz thats the same dose he gives everybody...the dentist that i used to go to no longer accepts my insurance but she always had to give me 6 shots of novacaine to numb me completely....anywho....today i was looking at my gums where those teeth were pulled and they are now black...i mean really black....i have some people telling me that its an infection...i dont know...never had taht happen before. what do you guys all think? i dont know what to do...im already taking antibiotics. well everybody, i posted 3 pics of my haircut n color. i think they look horrible..let me know what you think....BE HONEST well lets see...where to start...i had posted a mumm a few weeks a

Mina
I just spoke with Mina a few minutes ago. She is in immense pain and the doctor won't give her any pain medication. She is supposed to be released tomorrow but I don't think that is going to happen. She is supposed to be up and about but she can't even get out of bed. She really needs your prayers and support.

..free Ticker....
WHAAATTT????..well, the fubar-tickers used to be 100,000 fu-bucks, and now? they are 250,000 fu-bucks?...i think i will have to get a second fubar-job........... ..i just got a free ticker...no fu-bucks needed !!.. ..let me know if you see it today or tomorrow..lol...

@bluenet Radio
just click on the banner up DJ Broadcasters / Promotion Wanted Please read below before submitting we need a lot of DJ's for @bluenet Radio DJ APPLICATION Fill in the form and submit it to us. No experience necessary but reliability and commitment essential. A small recorded sample in mp3 format will be required If your application looks good to us, you can expect an e-mail from one of us. You'll soon find yourself playing the music of your choice over the Internet. To over 56 different country'sAND HAVE YOU EVER WONTED TO BE A DJ? IT IS VERY EASY AND WE WILL TRAIN ANYONE TO DO THIS WE HAVE DAYTIME AND EARLY EVENING AND OVERNIGHT POSITIONS AVAILABLE SO PLEASE SEND ME A PM IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN A DJ POSITION ! LIKE I SAID IT IS VERY SIMPLE TO DO ! Please upgrade your Media player So far you saw what i done with some picture of friends or mind and soon will come more and some i couldnt put it on my folder because it's up

Reason, Season, Or Lifetime?
People always come into you life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend to you, and they are. They are there for a reason, you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because

Joke2
A man and his wife go to their honeymoon place for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband: "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied: "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked: "What are you thinking now?" He replied: "It looks like I did a pretty good job."

Hancel
The verdict is in and I lost. The battle between good and evil is over and the innocence of twin souls is gone. Nothing left to do but breathe. Such a stellar performance by the other side complete with tears and lies. All posibilities exhausted and nothing to show for it except a broken heart,a deep feeling of loss and a drained bank account. I have to believe there is a higher force at work here because I know I am a good person/mom. I mean, I can understand one crazy stoopid person in all this , but seven??? I honestly feel perhaps the boys or my ex are ment to see/experience something and maybe I am the vessel that brings this to light. One of the nails in my coffin was when the judge all but called me a liar saying she didnt believe me or my boys were not outside when everything went down...at this point I knew it was over. But now to make matters worse I have to take ANOTHER parenting class AND I am STILL in SAFE house (supervised) visits, then after all this MAYBE I will b

The Dragon's Storm
The Dragon's Storm The lightening flashed and we saw the head of a dragon in the cloud. It seemed he took a deep, long breath and we heard him monstrously loud. The lightening flashed again, alas, we thought he’d gone away; But I heard him roar and I felt reassured he hadn’t had his say. The wind grew still and the air felt sharp; ’Twas only a matter of time ’Til he let loose with all his might his fury on all mankind. What deed was done to unleash his wrath, so Chaos could reign unchecked? What lesson was he teaching man that he’d leave this world so wrecked? Has man grown so wrapped within himself that he no longer considers his friends? Is it that man has a selfish heart that has driven the dragon these ends? Man lacks the strength to control the dragons and must wait ’til they appease their lust; But if he displays compassion and

Poem: Hurt
What I feel today Is such deep sorrow For it isn’t yesterday It is tomorrow I am still upset About what the day had brought It was arguing and fighting For it wasn’t what I had sought We argue, fuss, and fight I am tired of this Just about every day or night I can’t take it any more For my heart is heavy With feelings That shouldn’t be With love and hate I begin to wonder If you are the one Are you really my true love? Where is all our fun? In my thoughts of true happiness Were days filled with love and fun Where I am the queen and you the king What happened to those days, Hun? I don’t want to be this sad Or even begin to hate I am not happy so I wonder Are you really my true soul mate? We have had some good times And also some bad It didn’t used to be this way What happened to what we had? When we were dating I could see All the fun and excitement In your eyes for me For it is there no more You are mad at me And my heart is sore

Xshiny Sharp Objectsx
Dude so i totally left Virginia. (boo-hoo how sad) and now i am here in my hometown of San Francisco. Now I go to ISA in Frisko and i am having an alright day. Today first thing in the morning i had to sing Christmas carols because my choir class is preparing for some type of perfromance. i'm new here so i don't know whats going on. I get to see my baby today...I have not seen him since Thursday and i miss him so much!! vby the way smoking too much weed can seriously mess up your sleep. fuck its only 9 in the friggin' morning. Maybe i should stop thinking about it....time tends to go by slower when you really want it to go fast...

Heart Attack
An older man was married to a younger woman. After several years of being happily married, the man had a heart attack. The doctor advised him that to prolong his life, he would have to stop having sex with his wife. The man and his wife discussed the matter and decided that he should sleep in the family room downstairs to save them both from temptation. One night, after several weeks, he decided that life without sex wasn't worth living. So he headed upstairs. on the staircase and said, "I was coming up to die." She laughed and replied, “I was coming downstairs to kill you!”

Pomes
My name is Chris! I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He take

Other
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w

Update On Me
I apologize for this mass Thanksgiving Wish, but I want all my friends and fans to know that I wish each and every one of you a Blessed Thanksgiving and safe weekend. As you know, we just moved into a new place and I am overwhelmed with unpacking and trying to be organized for a family Thanksgiving here with about 30 people coming for the traditional dinner. Forgive me for not being here as much as I was, but hopefully soon things will settle back to somewhat normal. Please bear with me and remember that I love you all and wish you the best. Hugzzzz, Sharky nuttinbuttsexxy nuttinbuttsexxy I am so sorry I have not been around as much as I would like to be and I am sorry if I have been neglecting any of my friends ... the fact is I would NEVER do that intentionally and the reason for my absence is WE ARE MOVING! Yes, we are moving to a bigger house in the country and I am being spread thin between this and everyday life. The move may be as soon as this weekend, if not

Staff Information
A dear friend of Virgo's lounge is in the hospital in Diabetic Coma, we are praying for a speedy recovery. He is in our Hearts and Prayers. Please repost this to keep the prayers going. Thank you very much. UPDATE: As of 3:30est, Fire has woken up and asked for some of his fu friends. He seems to be going in and out of consciousness, so it's gonna be a long time before he comes completely out of his coma. Please keep him in your hearts and prayers, he needs every bit of help he can get. Thanks, the Virgo's family and friends A message to all Virgo's staff, members, friends and family: This morning I realized that there were members that hadn't come in since subscribing. So this morning, I went thru the member list and unsubscribed some of them that I hadn't seen since they first came in. You will notice that the member count has significantly gone down for that reason. Like I have said before, I don't play the numbers game, and if someone hasn't been in to Virgo's s

Wiccan Creed
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine

[ Journey Of A Lifetime ]
I don't wanna hear about it any more It's a shame I've got to live without you any more There's a fire in my heart A pounding in my brain, it's driving me crazy We don't need to talk about it any more Yesterday's just a memory And we close the door I just made one mistake I didn't know what to say when you called me baby * Don't say good night (bye) Say you're gonna stay forever Oh, all the way Can you take me high enough To fly me over over yesterday Can you take me high enough It's never over Yesterday's just a memory. Yesterday's just a memory. I don't wanna live without you any more Can't you see I'm in a misery And you know for sure I would live and die for you And I'd know just what to do when you call me baby * repeat Yesterday's just a memory away I was runnin' for the door The next thing I remember I was runnin' back for more Can hold my breath only for a little while 'til reality starts sinking in once again i'm settling for second be

Proud To Be An American..
Bulletin Message -----------------From: LadyInRedDate: Dec 2, 2007 10:17 AMFrom: Roger DRAFTING GUYS OVER 50 (An idea with real merit to it!) I'm over 60 and the Armed Forces say I'm too old to track down terrorists. (You can't be older than 42 to join the military.)They've got the whole thing backwards. Instead of sending 18-year-olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35.For starters:Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds.Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. If we can't kill the enemy we'll complain them into submission. "My back hurts! I'm hungry! Where's the remote?"An 18-year-old hasn't had a legal beer yet and you shouldn't go to war until you're at least old enough to drink. The averag

How To Give A Cat A Pill
How to Give a Cat a Pill This may not be new to you...but I love the mental pictures I get when I read it!! How To Give A Cat A Pill 1. Pick up cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from behind sofa. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom, and throw soggy pill away. 4. Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm, holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten. 5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse from garden. 6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front and rear pa

Empaths Tools
Empaths Tools How can these healing stones help? By holding or wearing a gemstone necklace / stone / bracelet, they can help by dissolving negative emotions and replacing them with positive energy. Aquamarine – helps you adapt to any harsh vibrations in your surroundings – provides understanding of your path and how to adapt to the denseness of the earthly vibrations without losing the “self”. It helps with communication of heart-felt things and when there is difficulty in putting feelings into words. Black Tourmaline – psychic protection (when necessary) – a good stone to carry with you when you are out in crowded areas or if someone is intentionally sending negative energy your way. Acts as a buffer from the physic bombardment. Green Jade – I wear this to give my heart a boost – It is very strengthening - keeps the heart rhythm. I often wear it in a medicine bag over my heart together with a piece of rhodochrosite, especially if I am feeling stressed at work or have a l

For My Dear Friend, Adam...*hugs*
Our dear friend, Adam...lost his dear Mum suddenly yesterday. I'm not sure of the details as yet...but I do know he was very close to her & she meant the world to him. And that he is devastated & needs all the support & love from all his family & friends here. Anyone who has the blessing of having Adam's friendship...knows what a caring, loving person he is & the dearest friend you could ever have. I wanted to do this because he is very important to me as he is to all of you here & to let everyone know about his deep sorrow & loss of his dear Mum...

**trading Cards**
hung_like_a_wabbit...... ©CEO and Founder of " All Canadian Krew ©"@ fubar if u go to hung_like_a_wabbit's page and rate all of his trading cards pics he will then in return make one for ya!! these are very neat!! check it out!!

Tiff
why is it when you break up with some one you hurt more then them? He moved down here for me and now that we are not longer hes leaving after a week of us not being together. why? questions roll through my mind. Was he going to tell me if i hadnt called to see what he was doing? Did he ever care for me? Did he ever love me like he said? Was he going to tell me the day i left to go back home for christmas? Can i really have him take me to the airport with out breaking down? Why does it hurt so bad? I think about it alot, if it was the right desition or not. I know it was bc i wasnt happy but now im depressed and sad. Why? it was my choice, my doing and i dont understand. I sometimes wish i was little agen, and didnt have to worry about geting hurt. I just dont know what to do anymore, i dont know if i could take that chance with another guy. I dont think i could take geting hurt anymore. I think i should just lock everything up inside and not let anything show ever. Just be one of those

Poetry Far From Normal
Fallow... The whispers... That then turn to screams... Words hallow... Mean nothing... Truths told... Lies found tomarrow... Acheing hearts... Then do hurt... Shallow minds... Scheme and find us... Words they fail me... Your hearts on fire... Your eyes tell your desire... Show me your love... Know me like no other... You are... So beautiful... You are... So loveable... You are... Like no other... You are... You are... You are... like no other... Come dance with me... underneath a moon lite sky... Touch my heart hold it tight... Show me what true love means... Let the rest of the world part... A green meadow... A flowery shore... A lilly filled pond... A buterfly beating its wings... A rain drop falls... A melody in the air... A first kiss... A love newly born...

Work In Progress
Darkness is my best friend, the only voices that speak to me are in my head. Lonliness is an often vistor. Love taunts me, deep inside it festers. screaming voices, through the night they crawl. echoed illusions return the eternal brawls. How could you fuck with my head? 10 yrs later, still wishing to be dead. Standing still caused me to perish you created this, how can you bare it? All the shit you put me through, can't believe I still love you** (** a potential piece) This song is/going to be about all the hell that my mom put me through growing up and how it has affected me still years later. All the unanswered questions asked can somewhat be perceived through these lyrics, well atleast I think.

Love Me Or Hate Me
Yep, that's my subject for the night. Love me, or hate me. Thats all you have to do. Its almost Christmas time, its also almost my birthday. Love me, or hate me. I really don't care what you think of me or of my looks, love me, or hate me. Christmas is the time for love, sharing and caring. Love me, or hate me. You can choose to rate all, pics and stashes, I don't care much anymore, it no longer matters how many you know on here, I can love you or hate you, but, I chose to love my friends on here, no matter the price paid, bought, fought or even a thought. So, as for me, you can either love me, or hate me. No matter to me. You can love me for rating or not rating, you can hate me for not rating or for rating, it no longer matters. What matters to me right now is the spirit of Christmas, I wont get religious on anyone, dont want haters, but when it comes down to it, our heavenly Father jesus, he is the reason for the season, so, You can love me, or hate me.

Wwe Money In The Bank Ladder Match
WWE Money In The Bank Ladder Match Click here to buy WWE Money In The Bank Ladder Match Your Superstars wrestle to win Money in the Bank.Ladders, elasticated ropes and bounce mat ensure real WWE action in the battle for the briefcase! * 22"" square x 22"" tall * Twist Dial to lower briefcase! * Grab the briefcase! You win! wwe money in the bank ladder match, wwe, money in the bank ladder match, money in the bank, christmas toys, toys

Beach Home For Sale Cape San Blas Rd
Beach Home For Sale Cape San Blas Rd Beach home for sale in Cape San Blas Rd. It is a very beautiful and comparitively large gulf front home. There are 5 bedrooms, 5 bathrooms and a gulf front pool. The building is only 4 years old. The features and amenities include an outdoor shower, a fish cleaning table, covered parking and also ample storage and a wonderful spa. Cape San Blas is part of a peninsula in Gulf County, Florida extending westward from the mainland of Florida, separating St. Joseph Bay to the north from the Gulf Of Mexico to the south. The St. Joseph Peninsula extends northward from the west end of Cape San Blas. Beach Home For Sale Cape San Blas Rd, Beach Home For Sale, Cape San Blas Rd, Beach House, Beach Home, Florida Beach, Florida Real Estate Blog, Florida real estate, real estate

Begging
well i have about 100 pics i want to put up on my profile but i promised i would wait till i saved enough fubucks to buy my own ticker. so i guess this is a hint if you want to donate a few bucks to the cause it would be great. i really want to buy this myself so whatever you can spare will help a poor southern girl out. i feel bad asking which why i dont want one person to just buy me a ticker but the more you give the sooner i can get my goal ! yours cassie

Other Reading Material
10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist! When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for wha

Have To Vent
It has been a while since I have said anything on here, and right now I have alot going through my mind right now. Some of you know what I am have been going through and at this point in time I just don't know what to do, I have heard alot of women including my wife that my "lil" problem is no big deal. but I know it has to be a big deal. I have had one woman tell me that it is not a big deal and then in the next breath tell me that she is cheating on her husband cause she is not happy with how he uses his tool and does not pleasure her like she would like. I have talked to a few women that say it is not big deal and then tell me that they could not handle it if their man was in my situation. How is the showing me that it is no big deal. How can a woman say it is not a big deal and turn around and say something that contradicts what she just said. My wife tells me that it is no big deal but I know better then that. I know that I am no where near the lover that she wants. I h

Sinner (mature)
My heart beat quckening as you stroak your palm on my thigh my breath faster and deeper as you kiss me and all I want is for you to touch me, sure but I beg you to stop before Im screaming back for more SO wet I am before you take me away theres too many emotional feelings which always persuades me to stay and all I want is to feel you inside again give me all the things that I want I just want to see your eyes looking back at me I thought Id given up on this I wish I had you kiss my neck once again all I want is to hear the words "I love you" I wish I wasnt a stupid little girl but I just want my fantasy my fairytale to come true. Who gave yourself to te death of the cross to save sinners, look uopn me most lustful of all: And I did love him with every inch of my flesh burning with his fingetips and the sound of his voice. My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses so seductive uopn my neck to my lustful lips. It started so easy as he held

Sorry Friends
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am not ignoring you,but i a havent been feeling good and have been sleeping alot.....I just got an antibiotic from the drs today,so hopefully i'll be feeling better soon......I miss you all and hope to be back talking to you soon.....

Life
you know life can be funny sometimes. like after being married for nine years and all of a sudden your divorced how does that work i mean does the preson just wake up one morning and say i dont love you anymore and leave. Or is it something else i wish i knew, but for everydoor closed another opens i met someone and she is great so i guess we will see where it goes and ill let ya know You know everyone fears the day when one of their parents pass away. Well im no different. It happened o March 9th this year. My mother was 72 years old and have a heart attack due to kemo therpy after recovering from breast cancer.I know that it must have been time for my mom to go but i hate that i had to lose her. I know that she will always know that i love her and miss her. i just need to express my feelings. I LOVE YOU MAMA. You will be missed rest in peace

21 Sex Moves
Ok..Here are 21 little sex moves that you can use with your partner to SPICE THINGS UP! 1. GET STROKED: Try taking advantage of couch time with each other one night. Take your fingertips to slowly, gently caress your partner's skin. The light, sensual touch will create a tingling sensation, that will wake up their body, while also relaxing them for sex! 2. KEEP YOUR PANTIES ON LADIES: It can be very pleasurable torture to play with each other over your underwear, teasing and stroking each other through the fabric. (REMEMBER making out with your BF/GF on your parents couch n your highschool years?) This activity BUILDS up anticipation, so when you FINALLY do have skin-to-skin contact, it will be much more EXCITING and EXPLOSIVE! 3. MAKE CIRCLES: Ok LADIES, let's be honest, most guys are just grateful to GET a blowjob. But that is no excuse to hold out. Rather than simply moving up and down, use your tongue to SLOWLY WIND AROUND HIS COCK. Swirl up his shaft with the tip of your

Wann Own Me?
That's right we are both up for auction... It's your chance to own one of us for a month and have bragging rights! LOL :-P This was the first tag Crystal made me for the auction... think she should have left the last part in! LOL

Becca
PLEASE come show Rebecca sum mad love. She is in her first giveaway. She needs 25,000 comments in 4WEEKS to get a 3month VIP. She is such a great person and is always helpin out everyone else, so lets HELP HER!!!!! Thanks MSMaine Just click on her picture and bomb away, any little bit will help!!!! Thanks and the love will be returned!!!

A Poem For Someone Special
Close Here we are a world a part why do you feel so close to me you make me smile bring laughter too help wipe away a tear or fear you enrich my life with kind words kindred soul open loving heart amazed to find you in this world that can be unfair a twist of hand you are there swaying the balance

Easter
THE BUNNY TALE I thought it was a kitty cat But saw it was a rabbit He was hopping down the trail And then he stopped to sit. He looked back at me And wiggled his nose Seems he wanted me to follow So, I quickly arose. I started down that trail Amongst the forest's trees As that rabbit scurried off As quickly as you'd please. He stopped at the next bend He once more looked at me And as I moved nearer He turned once more to flee. I moved deeper in the forest It was dark and kinda silent I looked around the trail's curve To see where that rabbit went. He sat in an open clearing Of clover covered ground Amidst a group of creatures That had gathered around. They all watched me warily But, they didn't turn to run The rabbit said, "Come join us. Come join in our fun." I asked, "How do you speak? Am I losing my mind? If I close my eyes and look again, I wonder what I'll find?" He said, "You're in our world now, And if you'll truly believe, Y

Ddl Family
Some of Us that Have known each other for sometime have decided to start our own little Family.We are not a Bombing or Leveling group,We are Simply a group (Family) of misfits that fit together and We will accept membership from anyone that feels like they are a misfit or just don't fit in with any other current Group.Our main focus will be to help each other have a good time here on fubar .If you are a downrater keep moving you have no home with us We are not into cruel behavior. For The Family Rules check out my Page or DarkLady's Page or Strivings page

Selection Of Jokes...
I met this bloke with a didgeridoo and he was playing Dancing Queen on it. I thought, "That's Aboriginal." This lorry full of tortoises collided with a van full of terrapins. It was a turtle disaster. I told my girlfriend I had a job in a bowling alley. She said "Tenpin?" I said, "No, permanent." I went in to a pet shop. I said, "Can I buy a goldfish?" The guy said, "Do you want an aquarium?" I said, "I don't care what star sign it is." I was at a Garden Centre and I asked for something herby. They gave me a Volkswagen with no driver. Batman came up to me and he hit me over the head with a vase and he went T'PAU! I said "Don't you mean KAPOW?? He said "No, I've got china in my hand." I bought some Armageddon cheese today, and it said on the packet. 'Best Before End' I went to buy a watch, and the man in the shop said "Analogue." I said "No, just a watch." I went into a shop and I said, "Can someone sell me a kettle." The bloke said "Kenwood" I said, "Where is he

Level My Friends
SweetHoney4u@ fubar She helped me level up and return the favor back to her and say Ghost sent you. Please F/R/A her and she needs less than 9K to level. this girl has been nothing but good to me. when i need help, she has been there for me. so to show her love in return, R/F/A PebblesinAz and help her to get to godMother!!!!! ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar help this new friend of mine to the next level. she helpped me out and you can help her to get to the next level. Also, please help me to get to henchman and i will do a blog for you too. Curvaliciousbbw™ Cuddle Buddy & Eternal Friend To DarkProf@ fubar This blog was done by Real Life DJ Panther Real Life DJ Jason R aka Panther@ fubar

How I Met My Angel An Frist True Love
How I met my Angel an the Love of my life Edit Mar 8, 2008, 10:53 pm On Oct.1st I started talking to the most wounderful women I have ever talk to in my life an so we talked about a week an on Oct.6th we met an from then on out it has been history I have feel head over heals for her an she is my frist Love an I have never in my life been happer with this ladie an cant wait to spend my life with her we have been togeather for 5month's on March 6th an I am looking forward to many more pleaseurable month's with her an cant wait to see her agine she has totaly changed my life an how I think an the way I act see has been a true life saver for me an there is just so much an she mean's the world to me an I will do any thing to keep her she worth more then life it self an I just want you to know Anita I love you with all my heart sweetheart an you are a true life saver an you are my one an only Angel I LOVE YOU KISS'S

Just My Page
I love Riding my quad,riding my horses, fitness, health, dirtbike riding, music...lots & lots of music! I love to dance, not that I can, but it is still something I love to do (especially after 2 mojitos!). Riding my quad, which I know I mentioned already. I would be a total outdoorsy-freak with the full-on hiking gear and the whole 9 if I had somebody to get into it with. The world is too beautiful, so stop looking at drywall all day and get outside! I think it is hot when chicks ride their own motorcycles. I also think it is important for women to know how to maintain their own vehicles. I don't know much yet, but I have changed my own oil, spark plugs, transmission fluid, and I am about to change out my rear differiential fluid. Changing my brakes is a little hard because I can never loosen the dang lugs by myself, but with a little help, it is really simple. Just basic stuff, but I am always learning. I like to show that I can do it myself, but it does

Best Friend
Moon, We met be chance..6+months ago. From the moment we started talking a connection was formed. As we shared with each other our lives, and hopes and dreams, a funny thing happened. I fell in love. Through all the drama that has swirled around us (caused by me, you have stuck by my side like glue. You have become my best friend. As we progressed, we started to feel each others touch and emotions. This is a new experience for me, and confirmed in my heart that you are my soulmate. When we finally met, we fit together like pieces of a puzzle. I have fallen hard for you, and all I want is your happiness. I know this is a rambling thought, but I am not much of a writer. I am not sure what hand life is going to deal us, but I do know that you will always be my best and closest friend, and I will ALWAYS be here for you. I love you unconditionally, and am grateful for the love you give in return. Thank you for answering me on that 1st day, and letting me into your circle of friends. You

Poem
And in her dreams she is happy She is with that guy the one who makes her world perfect. When things go wrong he holds her and sings her a song. Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where that guy does not exist and she is alone in this world. And in her dreams she smiles She has the best of friends who are there until the end. When she is no longer strong they are always there to help her along Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where those friends do not exist and she is alone in this world. And she wants to stay forever in her dreams But in the end she returns... Returns to the dark depressions of reality once again. By:Me When I see you When I speak to you Our memories flash before me All of our forgotten memories Of what we used to be I think of how I should be in your arms We were suppose to last But here, alone, I stand. Even though you may not know it,

The World Is Still Turning
The World Is Still Turning The world is still turning The sky is still blue The windows still open For me and for you. The breeze is still blowing The air crisp and clear Does not matter if we are far Or if we are near. The clouds may still come But they surely will go As long as you, and I Always know. That within us is all

My Thoughts.....
MY SON IS LEAVING FOR BOOT CAMP MAY 12,2008 AND THE TIME IS CLOSING IN ON ME....ALTHOUGH I AM EXTREAMLYYYY PROUD OF HIM...AS A MOM I AM LOOSING MY BABY!! HE'S OFF TO START HIS LIFE AND I CANT HELP BUT SELFISH BECAUSE I AM SAD AND DONT WANT HIM TO GO!! THIS IS MUCH HARDER THAN I THOUGHT IS WAS GOING TO BE!! :-( MY HEART IS BREAKING..... Trust me a girl knowsss when a man wants her!!! and if you dont know what I am talking about ya proly never will!!! much love to ya all!! THESE HATNG ASS BITCHES CAN KISS MY WHITE ASS....STOP REPORTING MY PICS AS NSF AND GET A DAMN LIFE LOOSERS!!! SOMEONE REPORTED MY LEG PICTURE AS NSF ALONG WITH ANOTHER ONE AND I AM FULLY CLOTHED!! WOWWW FUBAR IS PISSING ME OFF BADDD!!! I AM THINKING OF CLOSING MY ACCOUNT!!! PEACE YOU ASSHOLE WHO EVER YOU ARE THAT REPORTED ME!! BRIDGET!!!

Rawr
Im sick of crying all these tears. i havent felt like this in years. u made me feel like a queen untill you turned mean. u lied. cheated. and god only knows what else. what do u want me to say? that im coming back? i dont think so. not after all that u put me through. ure juss not worth all the pain that i have felt and the tears that i cried. if i could take the time that i thought about you, talked to you, cried over you and spent with you. i WOULD be happier then i was before. maybe meeting you was a mistake. the biggest one that i have made. or maybe you letting me go what yours. who knowss. it dont matter in the end. were are NEVER to be again and being friends is juss going to make it worse. not talking to you at all is hopefully the best choice that i have made. The Pretender FooFighters Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began Send in your skeletons Sing as their bones go marching in...

Just My Thoughts
ok so i might be falling for this guy that i met here on fubar. i dont know if he is truly who he says he is but since i have nothing to lose on this one i guess i will go for it. j-magic rocks my socks!!

Important To Me...
First of all this blog is really very important to me.... 2 years ago I found out that I had HPV(an std) type 16 :( which has know turned into cervical cancer.... I knew I had another STD from an EX cheating on me(6 years) but I just found out about that cervical cancer This blog is to just shed a little light on the topic of HPV and Cervical Cancer...... Some facts on HPV The human papillomavirus (HPV) causes warts, including genital warts, and may cause cervical cancer and changes in the cervix that can lead to cancer. HPV is spread by direct contact. There are more than 100 known types of HPV. * Some HPV types cause genital warts. In women, certain high-risk types of HPV increase the risk of cervical cancer. Women may have an HPV infection and not have any symptoms. Sometimes the only sign that a woman is infected with HPV is an abnormal Pap test result. * Other types of HPV cause common, plantar, filiform or flat warts, and s

Crush Application
1. Do you find yourself attractive? 2. Do you find me attractive? 3. Would you say hi to me everyday no matter what? 4. If it was me and you alone for the night what would you plan? 5. What do you like the most about me? 6. what can me crushing you bring me in the future? 7. Would you buy me gifts daily?

Random Things
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of 'empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return was enough to bury those that did not return. ' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying, 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly, 'Our carriers have three

Scorpio Blog
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They nee

Tattoo
So, as you all have seen, I have my third tattoo on my right ribcage that I just got on June 20th. I am in love with it, but I was also looking at my lonely Ireland tattoo on my right arm. So I was thinking, should I do a sleeve on the right arm that would be like a whole dedication to Ireland (since I already have the clover and the Irish flag colors in the word Ireland), or should I just keep that in my dreams? I plan on going into Spanish education, so maybe like I can do a half sleeve or something....and I would have to talk to my parents about it... If I would do something like that, it would be in like 5 years though...but I do like the Ireland sleeve idea WDYT?? Well, it is official. I am going for my third and hopefully last tattoo this Friday on the 20th. I am excited, but so nervous as well. Simply because it is going to be placed on my right ribcage, which is supposed to be a REALLY sensitive area. and the Virgen de Guadalupe tattoo is going to take 3-4 hours and

I Scared...
Sooooo, tonight my daughter and I go to our first grief counselling session. I'm a nervous wreck. She is in a childrens group and I'm in an adult group (I'd feel more at home in a kid group..lol) Anyway, I've been chain smoking and biting my nails because I'm scared to go. I know the first time I have to talk about my Dad passing is going to turn the water works on full blast... I so want to cancel, but I can't :(

Check Out What I Wrote...
shit i know im no model or got body shaped like a bottle do u see who i am can u understand? damn beauty only goes skin deep without it who will u be? i know i will be me. beauty comes from within i think it should be a sin to be someone who is sickly skinny... only made of bone and skin. God made me who i am i walk with no shame the beauty i hold inside i can not tame urs may show on the outside ... but my personality shines just the same. got more shine than those who live in fame. shit i know im not a model or got a body shaped like a bottle... but i still walk around like i won the lotto. do u understand beauty only goes skin deep. my words, my luv, my personality can out do the pride of wut u see in the mirror on a daily bases fuck...i see beyond the faces. damn beauty only goes skin deep. my soul is more valuable than the green printed on ur money. for u ... i have no jealousy... with wut i hold inside ...i will have walking around with envy ...want

Youre It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have a puggle 2. I have 8 people in my family 3. I Sing for fun 4. I hate red onions 5. I love pineapple and ham pizza 6. I have 2 piercings 7. I live 15minutes from lake michigan 8. I love my Family:) 9. I love my Dog :) 10. I was born in germany :) 11. I take care of someone who has cerebral palsy 12. I am single 13. I want a tatoo of Red rose 14. blue is my favorite color 15. My favorite Food is Seafood.... 10 ppl let me think...... 1. Carebearpitbullmafia 2. MidnightCinder 3. Teresa T&H Destroyers 4. Desciple 5. BrokenH

My Dear Caitlyn
I know you dont know me and i dont know you, theres something you should know,that we love you, it doesnt matter color,sex religion or raze, but we know we will always remember your face, you're too beautiful and too young to go, we go back & forward thinking but only god knows, we all suffer so we dont know why of our pain, its so hard to accept,its driving us insane, but enough pain and suffering youre not dead, youre just gone for the ride,i can see you in your bed. Your father loves you and your family too, this is not something hes use to,its something new, he has to go on without you in his arms, what he doesnt know is that youre his lucky charm, that youre talking to him but he cant listen now, "daddy! hey look at me,listen to me somehow", "im good,im safe,ill always be by your side", "im not dead daddy im just gone for the ride", when hes done crying & shouting your name out loud, he just has to look at you somewhere in the clouds, he will then understand th

Forget Kayla
i am tired of being hurt by her.i think i will take all the advice i have been given and just forget her.so now i am completely single and looking for someone special who will treat me as good as i treat them.

Love? Written For A Friend
Is it ok that I am falling in love with someone I barely know? Is it ok that he has some drams in his life? Not sure if it is up to the risk? I want to love him I want him to love me. I have had issues and drama in the past myself and I know what stress they produce. Can anyone help?

U Think U Know Me
IM OFF WORK TODAY WITH NOTHING TO DO CAUSE IT'S RAINING HERE AND COLD AS HELL. I GUESS IM STUCK IN THE HOUSE TODAY....SO I'M LAYING IN MY BED,STARING UP AT THE CEILING JUST DRIFTING OFF.THE FIRST AND ONLY THING I THINK OF IS THE ONE MAN THAT MAKES ME GET ALL THOSE FEELINGS U NEVER WANNA COME DOWN FROM...YES ITS ZARDIO. WHY AM I DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY??? I WANT SO BADLY TO JUST MAKE MY LIFE WITH HIM AND THATS IT..NOONE ELSE FOR ME CUZ THATS HOW HE MAKES ME FEEL. THE ONLY CONTACT I HAVE WITH HIM IS THE PHONE AND ON THIS SITE...I DONT WANT THAT ANYMORE....I NEED TO TOUCH HIM,KISS HIM AND WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HIM,BUT MOST OF ALL I WANNA FEEL HIM INSIDE ME. I WANT HIM AND I TO COME HOME TOO EACHOTHER AND MAKE A HISTORY TOGETHER,SHARE THINGS AND BE ONE.I WANNA MAKE HIM SMILE AND LAUGH AND KNOW THAT IM NEVER GOING ANYWHERE.MY LOVE FOR HIM IS SO STRONG.AND THEN I REALIZE....HE WAS NOT AND WILL NEVER BE JUST A GUY I SAW ON HERE AND THIS IS NOT AN INTERNET FLING FOR ME,HE MEANS WAY TO MUCH TO ME...

Whatever It Is
In the last week I have witnessed a total meltdown of people whom I thought were friends. What is a friend? This is a definition of friendship: Friendship is a personal relationship shared between each friend for the welfare of other, in other words, it is the relationship of trust, faith and concern for each other feelings. It is a relationship of mutual caring and intimacy among one another. A friend is one who knows you as a person and regards you for what you are and not what he or she is looking in a good friend. Best friend is one who accepts the good as well bad qualities of his friend and also takes an initiative in correcting and mending them. Friendship is a distinctive kind of concern for your friend, it is a relationship of immense faith and love for each other But apparently a Fubar lounge is more important then that..Fubar is a reality world its not the real world its a place to hang with ONLINE friends and to be seen or not..When one replaces their real world with th

Some People
all this over me fubuying some one the name has been changed to protect the thinking impared! ASSCLOWN...: get off my bitches brother ur looken 4 a beat down ASSCLOWN...: suck my asshole fag, what comes around goes around ASSCLOWN...: LMFAO I ONLY NEED ONE PROFILE YOU POLE SMOKEN CUM CATCHER Why cant people grow up!

Just Stuff =]
Why do I get awarded points for been online? I'm not complaining as it's the easiest points I've ever earned, but it is a bit strange lol. I got awared 105 for been online twice yesterday... That's all. =] Here is an irrefutable argument to find out who genuinely likes you in the Lounges and who just thinks you're another statistic for their lounge… If you’re like me and just prefer to visit lounges rather than join them, this may be your situation too… you've been going into a certain lounge as a visitor for a while but not showing any inclination of actually joining - you just go in and chat to the regulars. After so long (when they realise) they seem to ask you to subscribe to their lounge. They usually say something like "We'd love to have you as part of our family" and they sometimes even post the link for you... If that sounds like the situation you're normally in, just say to them "can't I just continue to be a visitor seeing as it makes no difference r

Fuck You My Friend!!!!!
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Proud to be an OKIE! Body: These really sum up Oklahoma ....love it or leave it we are who we are. This is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about folks from Oklahoma : If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Oklahoma If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Oklahoma If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Oklahoma If 'vacation' mean..s going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Oklahoma If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Oklahoma If you say Fixin to, a walla go and ya'll because you heard it from the teacher in school you may live in Oklahoma . If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Oklahoma If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Oklahoma If you carry jumper cables in your ca

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So, I've been with alot of women and alot of pretty much one night stands. So now I've been dating my girlfriend now almost 2 months. Truly the only girl I have been with that did not give it up the first night. I had to wait a whole fuckin week. LOL. That was definitely one of the main things that attracted me to her in the first place. I havent felt so strongly about a woman in a long time. First off shes not a hoe or a one night stand. Second shes only been with 2 guys including me. Third she didnt give it up on the first night. Fourth she is amazing in all aspects looks personality it just out right caring about everyone and everything. Fifth she totally rocks out to rock and psychopathic music. I love this woman shes amazing in everyway possible. I have a hard time showing my feelings though. I tell her I love her and she says it back. Is that enough to make her happy. I just sometimes dont know how to show it I guess. I have a hard time showing feeling

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Now that school's over, I can put my CompTIA A+ & Net+ Certifications along with my Information Technologies Degree to work for me. Starting a computer repair service, locally. The name? AplusComputerServices@ymail.com Logo: We beat the Geeks!

Savings 101
Looking to buy auto insurance for your new car? Is your current policy about to expire, and you are looking to save? Well before your get your auto insurance quotes be sure to follow these 10 steps: 1. Buy coverage wisely. While most people could cover a $500 deductible, a $500,000 lawsuit would be a different matter. So why do so many consumers pay extra for low deductibles and carry close to the minimum on liability coverage? Raise your deductible and increase your liability coverage. Your premiums should remain roughly the same. 2. Keep a good credit rating. Many insurance companies use your credit rating to determine whether to insure you and how much to charge. See our upcoming chapter on credit scores for more information. 3. Shop around for your insurance You can pay more than double for the same insurance, so it does pay to shop around. Some states offer price guidelines for various types of coverage in different areas, and a few states even put the information online. C

Contest
Would you wonderful fu friends and family be a sweet and help a girl out? Follow the link and rate/ comment for me? http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1196184&albumid=1833418&i=415625369#1694819992 Much love to all! Hey friends, family, fans and all Fubarians..... I am entered into my very first contest on Fubar. Could I bother you for a minute or two and shamelessly ask for you to follow the link below and give me your vote? Pretty please with sugar and spice. Thank you!! You all are much appreciated. Hugs and Kisses..... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1196184&albumid=1833418&i=415625369#1694819992 Hello to all my fu friends! Yes, I am back!!! Did you miss me? I have missed fu so much. And I am writing to explain my absence for so long. I had to take time away to try to mend a broken heart. See, I have been seeing someone off and on for 3 years. I truly love my Shadow Man. Still even though he shattered my heart and almost destroyed my soul with his departure from my life. I

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Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit;Never a flicker of flame, but withArching bolts which strike with a forceThat disturbs my equilibrium.My mind races as waves of passion flush overMy pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visionsOf impossible romantic possibilities.Pathetic is this woman who anticipates theTrue rhythm of love, with a man she may never hold.My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speakto his: "I have wanted you more than anybody in this world." As words flow across the screen,Relationships are discussedPositions dreamed,Frustration intensifies.You say fate has brought us togetherBut circumstances are keeping us apartWill fate and circumstances ever let us be as one? It's becoming more evidentMuch more obvious to meI thought much more of youThan you ever thought of meWas this my biggest mistakeLetting myself think you caredWas I just your marionetteWith heartstrings open and baredWith me left here still thinkingW