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Demonic Rebirth
my luck is bad a friend lost to some jokes missy am sorry if you read this understand i was just joking around nothing more in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my
The Demon
the demon is awake growing with every second it feeds on the pain eating away at my soul till their is no longer a person just a shell empty and alone wondering what i have done to diserve this pain the demon grows hungry with every second passing eating away feasting on what was a person now just a shell standing looking at the world with a blank stare hopeing one day all will be whole again
Demons Sometimes they're in a bottle, Sometimes a pair of high-heel shoes, Some come rolled in paper Some have six strings and only play the blues Once you've met the devil There ain't no way he'll let you be When I'm not chasing demons, There's demons chasing me Skeletons in closets Ghosts underneath the bed They hide out in pictures And words better left unsaid They hang around like perfume And haunt me like an ancient melody When I'm not chasing demons, There's demons chasing me There's things that I can't leave alone 'Cause they won't leave me alone What I want ain't what I need Still I reach for the things I crave Then try to run away Am I afraid of being free 'Cause when I'm not chasing demons There's demons chasing me So roll one up and light it Pick up my old guitar I'm playing crossroads Drinking whiskey from a mason jar Heartache at my front door Says she needs my company When I'm not chasing demons There's demons chasing me There's
Demons Speak In Touges
about 5 yeras ago i over heard 4 diferent demons speaking in tougues but somehow i was able to understand was a cusrse put into the world and ill tarnslate what they might ( might i said .im not a prophet so dont get me wrong again im not a propet )be saying or you can get a paster to translate for you but i doubt they can speak in do i know there language idk i came to me after they curse me with many difererent speels they say it protective .i hear angels too but i dont know wich are demons or angels so ill treated them as all lies .when in doubt there is no doubt.i am ashame i can understand their words cuz it makes me feel like i am evil but im not though i ahve my own sins and wrong doing in the pass but as my name says means a new how when you seee a new day you say oooh dawn repsresenting a new hope a new person a new chance yup i came up with it my self from my original name, phetoudone ,phet means diamonds and oudone is a town in thaila
Demon Seed
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Demos For Tech And Mz.liz
  RATING REVOLUTION ROLL CALL! In order to become a member of our family, you must R/F/A all family members... In your friends request it must state joining RR by Mz. Liz, Lady St Claire, Queen Ice Cold, Dee75 or Tech N9ne. These are the only people who can put you through role call, so you must include your recruiters name in the request. If you are already friends with a member
I loved her more than a goddess, I loved her more than my life, I loved her more than anything life could ever bring to me, but now she is nothing more to me than my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill me tear the heart from my chest, just kill me give this love a rest. If I could travel back to the past, there are a few things I would change, one thing I would change for sure is the way I had been before, but one thing that would remain the same is me loving you for the rest of our lives through and through this I promise you, and I wouldn't let you walk out that open door, because you're all I want, you're all I need, you're everything, everything to me. I just want you to see that we were ment to be, but yet you are still my demontality that is built up inside of me. So make this my last request, just tear the heart from my chest, just kill me get it over with, just kill
A Demon Needs Help To Level!!!
Attention All Demons!!!BADBOY DRSTONE needs 33 more DEMON FAMILY ADDS to level up to 38.  Please add him to your family!   Help a FU out :)   Above is his link.  Thank you for helping!!   ~AngL~ Hey Everyone!!!   A Demon on my Friend's List needs help to Level!  He is a Level 37 @ 99.99% and needs some temporary Demon Family Adds to help him level.  If you could help him out, I would appreciate it greatly!!!   Thank you...   Here is the link to his profile!!! Hey all you Demons!!  Can you please help out Demon Ranger level up??  He needs to be added to some more Demon families as a requirement.  Please check him out and add him... thank you sooo much!! This is Demon Ranger's user profile! (and he is my number 2 family) Thanks again :) *hugz to all AngL  
Demonic And Dark
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend. Twisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkne
Demons Desires
AI was sitting at the computer playing a game on face book when the phone rang.                 “Hello, hey Katie what’s up?” “Wanted to know if you wanted to go out with some of the girls tonight? We’re going to a new exhibit at the museum.”                 “I don’t know, have to get up early tomorrow for work. What time does this exhibit start?” “Believe it or not the exhibit starts at midnight; it’s a Dark Art Exhibit. The flyer that I picked up says that there will be a lot of dark art, statues, and people who claimed they have seen demons and the devil. Just thought that it might help with your stories, you know give you some inspiration. You were the one who was talking about wanting to write something totally new and different.” Katie was giggling as she spoke.                 “You’re a brat, I don’t care if you are my best friend or not. You knew that there was no way I could say no t
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Demon Family Adds
i need 30 demon family adds can u add me please? and let me know so i can add u to my family. and if u need demon family adds let me know and my #1 family needs angel family add please help my mom out please and ty
Demystifying Paganism
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Glitter Graphics Okay, so I created a Gay lounge today. No frills atm but I will add content as time allows. But, I will need YOUR help in getting it going!! Any and all suggestions will be taken under consideration. Hell, I may even ask you o be part of the staff! Please help me get The Den off the ground and make it the first and benchmark fo Gay/Lesbian/Bi lounges in the FuBar community! Glitter Graphics
Denas Dark Mind
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Your Name Is Too Too Sexy! :) Your name scored 171 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name? Which God or Goddess are you? Your Result: Dionsyus Greek God of Wine You enjoy the finer things in life. Your focus is on entertainment and drinking. You are never without friends or libations. You like to be the center of attention. You are the life of the party.Aphrodite Greek Goddess of Love Zeus Greek King of the Gods Ares Greek God of War Hades Greek God of the Underworld Artemis Greek Goddess of the Hunt
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Denise Salon
Hi Every One On Cherry Tagz My Name Is Denise I Am The Owner Of Denise Salon I Have A Site Here An Would Like For You To Come Check It Out Let Me Kno How You Like The Pic An I Will Be Posting More Soon Thank You
Denile And Her Musings
sitting and waiting my heart pumps with anticipation........ being alone and feeling the rejection..... i glance into the mirror and see your reflection.. to see your smile i know as denial.....
Denile And Her Ramblings
As One of the Models for the Plus Sized Pin Up Model site I would like to invite all who read this to check out our Messageboard. There you can keep tabs on what's new and what's coming as well as your favorite NV Model. Plus, It would make me Uber Happy to receive some feedback on my pics and or set Ideas. Tell me what you want to see :)
You walk around oblivious. You think the world is known. You walk across the corpse of the past with out a thought for your own. I dare you to think. I dare you to see. I dare you to tread more carefully. Though the past is behind you, the future is near. If you're not prepared, you'll all disappear. Rejection of the Red Pill leads to wistful memories and life long regrets. Living day to day in denial of the past, the future and the present. Following some level of conscious along a path un-described. Feeling an otherness and a sense of answers to questions unknown. Manipulated flawlessly by forces not of this world. Or in this world? Why did you leave me here?
Hey, i guess you can say i have strong feelings for someone. But the feelings are not truely returned, yet they say they are but actions dont show it. sometimes i wonder if its a mistake, am i in denial? Thinking that he is just doin this to push me aways or he just doesnt know what to do? He has been put thru hell just like i have, we understand eachother better than anyone else i know, but can i believe the words that i hear, or step away. My soul feels so lost and hurt. Many times i have truely wondered y me, like many people have i know. I have heard the words i love you enough to last a life time, but ones that are true, i dont know if i have. My heart aches with each passing day. Not knowing the truth, watchin his pain just causes more to mine.
Denile Nightbride
After 5 yrs.. all he could say was " I don't have time for a girlfriend anymore.." I'm shocked.. WTF... I don't know .. Hmm. Really let me start with Insecurity is not attractive... So I get this shout from some girl telling me to stop talking to her "fiancee" ..She is going off on some comments I made on his page like a month ago. 1. I rarely talk to this guy anymore. 2. I don't really care about him in the dating way. 3. I'm single and loving it. not looking for anything right now. Fuck, really.. C'mon the man lives in a whole different state then me . and last time I checked he had no attachments. Psycho lady.. Haha I'm not a Cyber Home Wrecker lmao. So I tell her whatever thanks for your "suggestion" to not talk to him.. I don't want drama. so this is what she sends me: Vampire Ki...: ok void of drama it is no longer a suggestion stop talking to him or i make dont live that far from me Haha.. true she lives 2 hours away I
What - never say what you mean All I h ear is a scream Never say that to me Never say that to me Wait - wipe that shit off your face Let's don't stop till we bleed The more you spit out your mouth the less I believe Denial seems it had to come Relied on me to say it all Denial has LEFT YOU ALL ALONE I - Can all that shit that you said Ever make any sense Where did you run to - bitch While I was holding my breath? What's sacred faded into nothing Never put that on me... Never put that on me... Denial seems it had to come Relied on me to say it all Denial has LEFT YOU ALL ALONE DENIAL SEEMS IT HAD TO COME Relied on me to say it all Denial has left you all alone Waste DENIAL SEEMS IT HAD TO COME Relied on me to say it all Denial has left you all alone
Deni's Blog Bloggin!
I wish you would seriously STFU! You walk like a freaking drag queen in seven inch heels. What the hell could you possibly be doing up there? You've been here like a month, so you can't STILL be moving furniture. I will get around to telling you this...eventually...but right now I'm too lazy to make a trip up all those stairs just to tell you what you should already's an apartment and you can't walk like a damn elephant! If I flash you will you shut up? That would be great. Sincerely, Deni When's the last time you ran? - Erm...on the treadmill last week. Gah..I hate to admit that one! Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? - I do have a pair of capris like that, actually. What are you dreading right now? - Work on Monday. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? - Heck no! If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do? - Chill and play some XBox360, eat pizza, watch Family Guy reruns...haha...awesomeness! W
                      Denials      During President Obama's visit to Turkey he denied that the United States of America is a Christian or Jewish or Muslim country; it is a country of citizens. This is a rather odd proclamation in a secular Muslim country where conversions away from Islam are not illegal, but they can definitely be punished outside the rigors of national law. That is why the Catholic converts there have to keep a very low profile and the Church keeps quiet about the new Catholics there.     Another denial came from the White House after President Obama, the elected citizen leader of a nation of citizens, bowed to King Abdullah of Saudi Arabia: they denied the obvious fact before the eyes of millions of viewers and told us that the citizen president did not bow to a Muslim king.      A third denial from the White House after President Obama had requested to address the economy at Georgetown University. The prominent displays of IHS - the first three letter
Denise's Thoughts
*I am not white, but mixed but found this interesting when I read it on my friends blog.* You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK. But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students know w
This blog today is in case anyone out there was curious about me and why I posted these pictures of myself.... Really I have several reasons, and they fulfill several needs.... The main reason I took these pictures was because during the past 8 years I had lost my sex drive due to family tragedies, huge amounts of stress, and my husband's drinking, and I didn't know if I would ever get it back....then one day about 4 months ago I was playing a game on my phone that had a chatting feature. I was having an innocent conversation with a man that I was playing a game with when he began flirting with me....It was like a switch got turned on inside me and bam! I got my sex drive back full force....I was overjoyed that my body still worked! Honestly I had not felt the least bit sexy in years....You know the old saying you never appreciate what you have until you've lost? Well I appreciate it now! I made these pictures as an expression of my sexual reawakening and to help me feel sexy again.
Dennis's Blog
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Dennis Leary Quotes
Behind the counter, another eighteen-year-old kid. Both ears-pierced. Both nostrils-pierced. Both eyebrows fucking pierced! And his tongue is hanging out, you know why his tongue is hanging... cuz he has a six-inch steel stud imbedded in the middle of it! That's just one more thing for your dad to grab a hold of when he's pissed off at you. Denis Leary Is it impossible to get a cup of coffee-flavored coffee? You can get every other flavor except coffee-flavored coffee! They got mochachino, cappuchino, frappachino, Al Pacino, what the fuck? www.what the! Denis Leary Don't buy the toys that make the noise! Denis Leary
Dennis Is Right!
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my marriage is really rough i dont know what is going to happen have tried to do everything to make my wife happy but just cant there r days when she acts maddly in love and days she acts like she cant stand me i dont know what to do im confused does any one have any advise if so i would love i dont have any one to talk to all her family is here mine is in california please help lol11111   hi guys im a married man in canton ill im a father of 3 and we have olot going on in life .im hopeing that things will gey better before long i was hurt and have not been able to work for at least the past 2 years i went from sixty thousand year to nothin do to some things i dont wont to get in to .lets just say disability has to payback evrything since august of 07 to the day the judge sees it they have made my suffer for a long time it my turn my kids deserve it my wife and i .im not sure what blog is i thought it was something this if not sorry please tell me what it is
Just got back into town from Spokane. Got to visit all my relatives and freinds. Also got to update my Fubar profile. Get to visit my son during the Stommish Water Festival.  All you single lovley ladies come to Lummi Washington because I have a lot of single good looking cuzins. It takes place at Bellingham Washington on From June 11 to the 14th. It is going to be a good family event and there will be after hour parties for of age adults come one come especially beautifull availible women. Well the Stommish water festiveal was awsome. Sorry if you missed out. Been home for over a Week now got to visit a good majority of my relatives. Lifes good got a roof over my head food in the fridge and Im going to get my son back after a long and slow process of treatment and court bs!!! But I got God on my side and he is restoring my life to the way it was before I gave it all to drugs and trouble. I got to go to California and Travel From St. John BC All the way to the Boarder of Mexico and Cal
Denny Is Here!
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Density Level The 5 fixed stages or phases of densification within the Primal Order of a Time Matrix, within which consciousness expresses in its manifestation and incarnation into externalized space-time-matter experience. The 5 Density Levels are fixed fields of electromagnetic reality that compose the Primal Order and structure of one 15-dimensional Time Matrix. Each Density Level represents one 3-dimensional reality field, or Harmonic Universe. The Density of matter manifestation within each Density Level or Harmonic Universe is governed by the ratio between vibration and oscillation within the Primal Energy Units (Partiki) of conscious energy that form the scalar-standing wave templates upon which the spherical electro-magnetic domain of the Harmonic Universe manifests. (Masters Templar Stewardship Initiative – Page 21) Harmonic Universe ,Density Level, Hova Bodies & Identity Level HU/Dimensions Density Type Hova Bodies Identi
Dens Words Of Wisdom
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damm have to go to the dentist tomorrow i hate the dentist
So...I went to work at 7am to try to clear my mind before work. Got off...and headed home. I had a friend take me to the dentist at 1pm. I don't know when the procedure started....but I remember the long ass needle that hurt like hell goin' into my jaw on the left side. They start workin' the tooth out...and it's not a short process when pain shoots through my mouth. Yeah...not enough medicine...this happened 3 times on the left side. After they finish that side they told me to try to relax and I tried to clear my mind and even lied to myself saying it was all over. Then my arm starts shaking...slowly at first but it starts moving throughout my body. The only other time I've shook like that was after my first car accident in which my 98 tiburon was spun out on the highway tearing up about fifty to a hundred feet of guardrail and leaving the bumper yards away. Got a concussion from that nice lil excursion. So yeah...the shaking won't stop. The doctor asked me how many meals I'
A Dentist's Wisdom
A man went to the dental surgeon to have a tooth pulled. The dentist pulls out a freezing needle to give the man. "No way! No needles! I hate needles!" the patient said. The dentist starts to hook up the laughing gas and the man again objects. "I can't do the gas thing - the thought of having the gas mask on is suffocating to me!" The dentist then asks if the man has any objection to taking a pill. "No,"- the patient says, -"I am fine with pills". The dentist then returns and says, "Here is a Viagara tablet." The patient says, "Wow - I didn't know Viagara worked as a pain pill!" "It doesn't,"- said the dentist -"but it will give you something to hold onto when I pull out your tooth."
Dent Making Auto
> > Trying to make a dent in the journey to angel!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here...Auto 11's will be on @7pm EST (4pm Futime) tonight, through 7pm EST (4pm Futime) Sunday, January 4, 2009 !!!! C'mon over and level up!!!!
ok so at 9 am I have a dentist appt.. my first in 5 days. its a new dentist so that also makes me anxious. I dont like going to the dentist just makes me nervous I guess. last time they tried to pull a tooth out and it never came out b/c it hurt too much. in fact thats anothing worry.. they will still have to pull that same tooth out. but I guess if I just go and get it over with I will have no more anxiety or worries right? any advice?
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Denver And Boys
Well... had a blast in Colorado, though we didn't make it in to Denver. I had such a good time stuck on my Aunt Sonia's farm for two days. I have missed it so much in the past years. One of my resolutions will be getting out there more often. When I got into Colorado and met Jamie I was so excited. We went from living together to only seeing eachother twice in the last 3 months. That sucks. I miss her so much! My date for New Year's was a sweetheart. He's a good kid, and I wish him the best. I ended up giving someone my number, and he has since annoyed the shit out of me, but whatever. He's a cool guy, but way too possessive/obsessive to be talking to for me. The guy I had been chatting with before I left is the same way. And for being 10yrs and + my seniors, they are very, very childish. My boss still turns me on. I can't help it. I'm very professional, I don't let him know what I'm really thinking. I hate being attracted to him cause I couldn't start something knowin
Denver And Surrounding Area
1. Name one person who made you smile today? josh 2.What were you doing at 8 am today? on the computer 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? watchin taking to josh 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?ummm that was a long time ago i have no clue 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? i'm hungry 6. How many different things did you drink today? water, milk. pop 7. What color is your hairbrush? black 8. What was the last thing you bought? milk, cereal, coffee 9. What was the last gift you received? tshirt and bullet 10. What color is your front door? white 11. Where do you keep your money? i pick mine off the tree in the back yard 12. What was the weather like today? overcast and drizzles 13. YOur favorite Ice Cream? coffee,mint choc chip 14. What are you excited about? mark and his harley 15. Say something about the person you're with? which guy, i date alot 16. What size shoe do you wear? 8.5-9 18. Are you very random? no 19.
Denver Fubar Night/days Out
What: 11th Annual Williston Brothers Halloween Freak Show: The Day of the Dead Where: Jackson's Hole Sports Grill 1520 20th Street Denver, Colorado 80202-1222 phone: 303.298.7625 When: Friday, October 31, 2008 - 8pm to 1:30am Cost: $10 Drink Specials: $2 Coors Light, $2 Corona, $2 DOA shots. Theme: Dia De Los Muertos (Costumes Mandatory) More Information: Saturday night APRIL 26th Electric Cowboy; West Denver's hottest new night time destination located in Westminster is now offering something for everyone. Whether its Country or Dance, socializing or just relaxing it's a good time for all at Electric Cowboy. Enjoy ice cold beer, a few games of pool, or just sit back and watch all of the action on the dancefloor, it's a Boot-Scootin', Toe-Tappin' good time. Electric Cowboy is nestled in Westminster at Hwy. 36 at the Sheridan Rd. exit, next to the Westminster Mall. Harlan & 88th. If interested please give me a shout! If I get enough interest I ca
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why is it so hard to find a girl to day that dosent have ten tons of drama in there life or Ex issues? i look at people my parents age and thing wow there still together what gives is there some thing in the water that makes most people act so fickin dumb ?   my friend has a knock out beautiful wife of like 8 years and loyal as hell and i see the dumb shit he dose and it blows my mind. most if the girls i meet are asking questions about how much i make right from the beginig? is this normal?? even my ex did ask me that right away.  i was talking to a girl for like 2 month only to find out that the name she gave me wasnt even her real name??
Deomon Crew Profile Of The Week! And Battle Of The Sexex Contest!!
Good morning everyone! Our Profile of the Week is... $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby){Demon Crew Recruiter}-[Slave to Mz Attitude]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar He is 780K from GodFather and has tons of pics and stash! Lets rate, rate, rate his stuff and get him leveled. Also don't forget our Battle of the Sexes Family Contest! The contestants are: Wolfie Sick & Twisted DJ Rev. Beer Sweetlips Lori Evil Angel Bomb your favorite and support the family contest!! I would also like to welcome our newest member (my sister) to the family! ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ ♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠ Demon Crew@ fubar Drop by and say hello. I promise she wont bite...unless your into that :
So I have recieved questions on regards to my status with Unspoken Voices. It IS true and DEFINITE, my tenure was not long whatsoever. I am leaving New Jersey to attend Marshall University in Huntington, West Virginia; however, my voice will be an active participant with my friends who decided to go elsewhere. For instance, to all whom appreciate rock, the different performances Slash makes with various bands, is similar to what I will be doing until college is over and I can concentrate on having more fun. I strongly appreciate the people who have taken the time to read my statuses and are interested in hearing the CD. Thank you all! JP
Depeche Mode
Depending On Family
I wrote this on my other blog. It was a huge hit, people loved it and such, so I'ma place it here. Depending on Family like depending on a drugged up alcoholic to become sober in 2 minutes. Anyone who has ever dealt with the disappointment of a family/family member, can really begin to grasp what I decided to blog about. I am sure, that if any of you have paid any attention to anything that I say... you'll know that I've talked about how I've disowned my family, or maybe, they disowned me...? I'd like to think I won that battle, so we'll go with the fact that I disowned them =) me=1 family =0. Yes, I used to be the druggie loser of the family, while everyone else is rich, has great jobs, made something of their lives, etc. I am the low-life, so-to-speak. The only people in my family that have come to accept me and the things that I've done in the past, and those whom also know that I've changed drastically in the last 5 years, would be my parents and m
Depeche Mode
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my birthWhy do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earthStrength has left-has to be-something has died inside of meIf I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone careIf I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be thereYou can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignoreBut now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UPWhy should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted dayWhy should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anywayThat was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the doorI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not failI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trailMight not be smart, but if I'm strongI know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like n
Deployment Pain
Ok so i'm back on this bitch. It's been about a year or so and things have changed in my life. I'm now getting divorced deployed for the 4th time and there is no end in sight. I have plenty of time to plot revenge and eat as much pain as I can. The only good thing that's happened lately is my weight lifting. I've reached alot of new goals in the last 7 months. I'll have to post some pics so those who remember me can see what i've done. I'm still bitter... A little more so then before. I have no idea what to do with my life or what direction to take. I'm overly educated for what I do but under motivated to do anything else. I guess i'll just grind out for awhile and see where things take me. Fuck...
Deployment Almost Over
Well, I thought I would write my first blog in here to let everyone know that this deployment is coming very close to being over. All you military women know what kind of stress and strain this can puton a marriage ir relationship. Our 15 months is finally coming to an end. I just want to thank all of the wonderful people I have out there in cyber space, you all have been great. I wish you all the very best. I know 15 months is along time and believe me, I never thought I would make it through it. But, it takes you and your partner to do this. Plus, the support of your family and friends. So, to anyone going through a deployment I wish you and your partner the very best. It is hard at times but in the long run just remember how great the reunion will be. When the reunion happens, believe me I will get pictures up right away. God Bless everyone.
Well, my husband has been gone for 2 months now. It's been tough. But the closer it gets to the his return I feel better. I know my son is missing his Daddy! He's been on me all the time since he's been gone. It's also hard because I'm a single-mom right now. Sometimes I don't have the strenght to hear him cry so I just pick him up alot. I know thats not a smart thing to do. But I guess we both need some affection.
well its been a busy past 2wks, we have been gettin alot of ne stuff issued to us, getting rdy fir my deployment on may15th, we have been packing equimpment, and vehicles and jus hecktic gettin everythign rdy for this deployment, we are looking at about 18+months so out CSM says, around he bahgdad area, so should be fun lol, but yea, may 15th im gone ok well, i leave in may for iraq. dunno were though we are kinda gettin screwed here so im told. butt here are 3 options for my brigade. 1: we deploy and get stuck int he middle of the desert somewere and set up our own FOB(base) whch were we set up tents and fill lots of sand bags. 2: we go to kuwait and wait till some 1 needs support from us and 3: we get out brigade split up and sent to other brigades and units to help and support them. but our Col is wanting to do option 1, but we will jus have to see but May is my deployment date..should be interesting ok going to the field for 3wks, gonna suc k dont get to come back period until
Deployment 2007
Well here we go again.....My son received his pre-orders for deployment this last weekend. According to the pre-order the guys have been instructed to get all of their affairs in order, so that they can ship out sometime in June or July. I have already been through this once. Wasn't that enough for any mother's heart to endure? I just can't help but think that every time my son deploys, the odds are not in his favor statistic wise. As hard as it is for me to have my son deploy again, I think of all of the other mother's that were not as fortunate to have their children returned to them alive. Many times I have found myself thinking, "But for the grace of God, there go I." I live in a small rural area and we have had a large amount of casualties per capita in this area. So far all of the casualties have been from soldiers that were in Iraq and not Afghanistan. Unfortunately, when you live in an area this small, you always know the person or their family. This makes it exception
Just got word that in July I will be stationed at Camp Liberty, Iraq for 12 months. This is my first tour over in Iraq. I'm kinda excited and kinda freakin out! I will keep in touch with all of you and keep you up to date on my tour info. Hope all is well! Nate
Deployin Soon
hey everyone i just wanted to let you all know that i'll be deployin to iraq december 23 or somewheres along that time frame. keep me in your prayers.
there are times when i feel absolutely crushed and can't seem to get over it. his absence is wrenching me apart. i'm fine and numb one minute and then something so small reminds me of what i'm missing and i break. i fall apart and i don't know how to put myself back together again. i live in germany and i live a pretty good life. i don't have to work and my husband takes very good care of me. but now i have to take on the hardest job i never thought i could. i have to say goodbye to his touch, his smell, and face the fact that he won't be coming home everyday. he has to leave me and it's his job. it's his responsibility that he is more than happy to take on. but it does mean he'll leave me. he won't be here and i'll be alone. it might be different if i were home, but it might not. last time we were apart, it was so difficult. i missed him so much and the short phone calls were never enough. i love him so much and i respect and honor him because of his willingness to sacrifice hims
ok, well this is it. Im fone for a little while. Thank you everyone for your love and support. I dont know how often I'll be able to check this thing but I will check it as much as i can. much love...
Deployment Happens!!!!
Well, the time has finally arrived. I am off to the sand box for 15 months. Once I have an address I will send it out. My email at will still be working which would probably be the easiest way to get ahold of me for now. I will try to keep you all updated as best I can, when I can. I look forward to seeing you all in January of 2009 again stateside. Until then, we will have to communicate this way. See you all soon. Mark
Deployment Happens!!!!
Well as some of you know I am getting very close to leaving the states for a long period of time and heading to the big sandbox known as IRAQ. I havent been around alot due to last minute things going on at work and in my personal life. Let me tell you the stress is building as the days get closer. I have been trying to keep in touch with my children but even that has been hard lately. My boys understand that this is my job and mom has to go and do it to keep them and the rest of the world safe, but it still doesn't make it any easier on them. This will be the first holiday season I will be away from them and that is breaking my heart. I have been told I am a tough cookie so I am aboout to find out just how tough I really am. Those of you that are closer to me than others please do not feel that I have been avoiding any of you cause that is not the case. Any of you wishing for me to keep in touch while I am deployed please send your mailing address to my email soon so I can write them
I am going to Iraq in July. I should return in January. I was asked to go by my former boss to go work for him over there in Al Asad. This is a rare thing to be asked to go. Usually it is more like "Hey, you are going in 3 months, get ready." I agreed to go. The pay over there will be good and also I am planning on re-enlisting while I am over there. Hopefully I will pick up Sgt too.
time flew by, it seems like i just got here. i am not ready to watch him walk away next week, trying to be strong and not let him know how scared i am is making me go crazy! i havent cried yet, and i dont think i could. this all feels like a dream, or a nightmare... i cant sleep at night, cant eat at all, my chest hurts just thinking about all of this. all i know right now is i want the next 15 months to go by just as fast as the last yr. please!
Deployment Update
Well Im leaving Ft Bragg in an hr to fly out. Thought I was leaving last night but that didnt happen cause I was still in processing pretty late. Today I was issued my gear and still have no clue what unit I will be with or what I will be doing. Im off of here till I dont know when so later all. Jon Well I got here in Iraq ok. At this moment Im in limbo waiting for the rest of my squad to show up from different places from the US and Germany. I know what I'll be doing and actually know some of the guys I'll be working with. Some are Navy Seals and others are from other Special Ops Units from within the Army. My time on here is limited as when I leave here I wont have any access to the internet for weeks at a time till we are flown back to the rear once every 2-3 weeks. This place seems to have gotten better since the last time I was here. At least now I know that I will be coming to the rear to recoup where as before I had no clue. I thought I would be training soldiers on
Deployed To Iraq
First off I won't tell you the places this happened at or the names of other people who were involved. If you don't know what VBIED is it stands for Vehicle Born Improvised Explosive Device or a car bomb. I'm posting these incidents because it helps to get things off my chest so don't ask me where when or who were involved because i won't tell you. If you have any other questions feel free to ask. It's a cloudy day Cars all over the place My team a three vehicle motorcade is rushing through the streets trying to get to our next location. I'm in the passenger seat because I'm the one calling out the treats. my driver is reacting to everything i say coming up to block the vehicles from getting to our motorcade. The roads are packed with cars, trucks, crazy people on bikes it's insane. I'm calling my Threats out. Vehicle left... Car staged right... Vehicle oncoming left side...intersection coming up. I saw the Vehicle it turned quickly through the break in the median. Vehicle oncoming
Alot of ppl been asking for my mailing address, but the easies way to get in touch with me is and when i get there I will find out the best way to send stuff SSgt Wilson LV 3/8 H&S Co Unit 73275 FPO AE 09510-3275 Wanted to thank all my friends and new ones i meet while on here....I'll be leaving tomorrow for my deployment and wish all a safe and great holidays...thanks for all that ask for my address to write and keep in touch
Deployment And All That Comes With...
I've been trying to ready my house, my children, and myself for the upcoming deployment. I will be leaving for Iraq in January. I've barely heard anything from my sweetheart in the last few weeks, they have had him on some kind of mission. His mission needs to be coming home! Oh, but that's not what we do in the military. Hurry up and wait, and everything changes. Due to issues working things with my chain of command, it looks like he wont be in Iraq with me, and due to the changes, he may not even be back before I leave. It sounds difficult, and in some ways it is (I am going to miss him even more than I do now.) I know that we can make it, though. I actually posted a mumm in March, not expecting answers but advice, and decided then that I would wait for him. Now that we are a couple, and a good one at that, I know I can with no hesitation. I trust him implicitly to do the same. It is amazing that I've never in my life been more sure of something than I am of him and us.
Deployments Suck
Well so far, I have finished week one of my husband being gone and I hate it. I miss him so much, he is part of my every thought and dream. I can't even go to sleep and be peaceful. He calls me and everyday he sounds worse and worse and that scares me. I just want him to be happy and focused on what he is doing. He can call every other day, but its only for 10 mins at a time. I always feel frustrated because I didn't get to tell him everything I wanted to tell him. If the conversation doesn't go well, I then feel in agony until the next conversation which then again leaves me feeling frustrated. I can't win, Im stuck between agony, anger and frustration. This does not make for a healthy emotional stew. The other problem is that before we got married and for the three months after we got married, before he left, I was a housewife. I would do my daily business and clean the house and look forward to him coming home. I now have nothing to look forward to. For such a long time he was
xmas time is here and im kinda lonley. being and not with family sucks ass. the only good thing is i just found that im going home on the 4th. so that reason alone gives something to look for. three days till x-mas and i'm still here but hopefully i'll be going home on the 4th and be home around the 10th or 11th. but there's a litttle problem with paperwork. my home unit had me arriving here on the 4th of aug but i got here on the 19th july. see the difference they messed up my paperwork and there's a chance I may not be leaving on the 4th of jan but instead I might be leaving on the 4th of aug. well i'm kinda worried now see that might be staying longer. just left iraq a day ago! now im at qatar and I'm just chilling waiting for the trip to go home. show me some love I need to level up and I need to be owned up to 12 times in a day and Im also for anyone who wants to give the special limited edition bling staying fit is the one I want cause i have 42 days up until I take a PT test. ei
::deployment Diary::
Breaking it down barney style; Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list. 
well i depressed right now becasue i am here in iraq and my wife and son is back home i miss them so much ive been sitting in my room for almost a fucking week while everyone else goes out on missions i dont know why they are doin this to me im not hurt or anything but i still dont know y they are leaving me behind i just dont know what to do i fucking hate this fucking country i wish we never had to come here and the days that i do go out i really dont do anything i just wish i hold holding my son and my wife right now and i know they want the same if any of you vets went through the same thing please tell me how the hell did you deal with this because i am goin very insane right now and i realy dont know what to do or how to control it
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The Depression
chyea! first post... i gots new pics up... go check em out nikkas!
Tough been Terrible 2 days actually.18 Days Sober,3 meetings yesterday,none today.They want so much outer me at these meetings. These people think their Fuckin God. Should have never started going. I did it to be on the same playing field as my friend Jennefer.but thats alright she cares about me as a friend an atleast she has me as her new Mechanic,an her being a Single mom with 3 kids an going to school,I have Tons of Respect an Admiration for her.As she does for me.So afraid to desire something more.Relationship woes.another tough subject.Join'd this Dateing/Sex site.I have so much Hurt from my fealing from my ex.Doesn't matter how many times she cheated on me or nothing I still Love her as much as day one.The Best yrs. of my Life were spent with Kate.So hard to let her go,so hard to move on.So now I seek Sex from Married women cause I'm so afraid to let anyone else in to my Heart.I wish I wasn't afraid to Die.I overdosed in 83 on 30,10 mg.valiums.10 minutes later the nurse told me
I'm moving to a new house just a few streets down from where I am right now. I have not seen this house yet, but I can tell that it will look better than this one. The guy that owns the house that we are in now is selling it and wants us to move out. I was not too happy when I heard this and I thought that I was gonna scream my head off. But don't worry about me, I will be fine and I will be back here as soon as I can. I luv you all so much! -Tricia Why is it when something that you are trying your very best to control, comes back to haunt you? Well, Mine surely did one night whe I was asleep. I dreamt that I was in a room and I saw a familiar face from a distance. When I approached him to say Hello, he turned his back on me. That was when my pause started to race, my heart was beating faster than it normally is, and had a hard time breathing. I tried to reach out to whoever I was close to, but they all turned on me. I felt like I was screaming at the top of my lungs and no on
so they say keep telling me that the longer david is away it will get easier... well he has been gone now for almost a month and its not gettin any easier i mean i still have like 11 more months to go and i get to see him in march but still. It's hard to wake up in the morning knowing he isnt gonna be there, and its hard coming home to a virtually empty house and sleeping in an empty bed... i still expect to roll over at night and hug him but all i get instead is a pillow or a bear... i miss him so much and i'm trying to do this i really am... but i still catch myself trying to stop myself from crying, and i freak out when i'm alone sometimes and i have to remind myself to breath... i mean i know he and i havent had the best relationship and he hasnt treated me great all the time... but its working out and we are making it... and it has gotten better... i love him so much its not even funny... and i think i took that for granted and didnt realize it until he was gone... i now have a co
Depression :`(
How can you just leave me Here and alone with my heart Lying there dried out on the floor All the blood drained just like my tears I can't stand this empty feeling Of misery and deep despair Feeling like your dead and gone But truly your just leaving Forever and ever never to come back To the place you once called home How could this have happened so fast Your feelings changed in an instant Over an argument we had Was our love that fragile That it broke just like that Over something so dumb and small If it's like that between us I guess it's just not meant to be
Depression Rains Supream
Ok,I 've never actually written a blog before,and I'm basically just doing it because I well I really don't know why.I just got off the phon with my mom,She and my Daughter had just gotton back from the Dr's where my daughter has undergone more testing(yes my mom has custody of my daughter long story,please don't judge me on that,it really the best place for her)(and it's a long story that expands my lifetime)back to the subject,My daughter has previously been diagnosed as having ADHD,no big deal right plenty of people with ADHD go on to live productive lives,and then on top of that was diagnosed with mild autism.Oh she's going to be 12 in Dec,Developmentaly she act's like she's 5-6 yrs old.Is in the "6th grd",but doing 2nd grd work.She is in a special school,will never attend normal school again...She is now diagnosed as being Mentaly Retarded,not developmentaly disabled...for the rest of her life she will need adult supervision,no proms no drivers licsense and it's breaking my heart.
Depression Why It Hurts Me
i feel like dieing feels as if every one is against me moving to Texas even though they say do what i want..even my best friend it feels as if she doesn't want me to go just cause my sister had a fit...i wish people would just support me for my decsions if i don't like it down there ill come back up here....i don't understand what every one has against me these days...i can be the sweetest, kindest loving person you will ever know and people don't understand that i have feelings as well...some days it feels that my best friend prefers me to stay here with no one then to go to texas a new place where she will be her son her bf and her mom and dad ..yes i know my family won't be there but i can call them....why doesn't anyone ever listen to what i have to say and my just scared that if she goes down maybe she will change her mind and just leave me up here ..i don't wanna stay in minnesota i wanna go to texas...why doesn't any one understand that?? maybe if i drop
I am actually single now and it sucks ass. I hate this feeling. I doubt anyone will go out with me now. I think the single life sucks ass yesterday I talked to my gf and she was like what happens if she cheats would I take her back. I don't know why she would think such a thing like that if she loves me. She was like well I like to go out to clubs and what happens if I get drunk and get hit on? I don't do good with getting hit on she said that if she got hit on she would probably have sex with the guy. I don't know how to answer that question. I mean I love her and all but I don't know if I would take her back because it's a trust thing and I wouldn't be able to trust her again. I finally made the next step in my relationship with my gf I told her I trust her and she trusts me. She is thinking about me now instead of her ex and it makes me so happy and she is coming to see me this summer :)
to many fucking questions. to many scenarios, to many possibilities, just to much shit. I don't know how to deal with this information, i do not act like this, i am not a weakling, yet, for some reason, i seem to be loosing me evil edge. why must i become weak like the rest of these morons that run this planet? how many more times does my brain have to scream before its ok to introduce it to a bullet? when is it appropriate to kill ones self? is it ever, or not at all? no, that is the cowards answer, and i will not die a coward. tis a shame that murder is illegal, as is suicide....and it is also the only crime you can be punished for even after you fail. oh well, i suppose i should just accept my fate, but why? born to loose live to win right? perhaps motorhead is right, perhaps not, but it is a nice thought. I have spent my life in such a way that i have not learned the things i suppose i should have, i was always to busy with homework to learn how to properly interect with people f
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Depression Inside Me
why do people hate why do people judge why do people hurt other people ??? why does it matter what color you are are your sex or ur weight or height lifes to short to hate everyone has a soul everyone has feeling everyone hurts inside who cares what religion you are or what color your skin is or your sexual orientation or if ur fat or skinny no one is perfect no one is you can have everything but still hurt inside. you could have nothing at all and be happy. why do people judge people i suppose its human nature to do so but before you do think before you open ur mouth lifes to short to judge and who are you to judge ?? when i look in your eyes i quiver inside yearning to be with you touching you carressing you holding you in my arms feeling are heartbeat against eachother looking into your eyes feeling are lips touch for the first time feeling ur hot breath against my nipples kissing me carerring me my hands touching you feeling ur hard meat against me feeling u breath feeling u
None of my girls who look to be logged on want to talk to me. :( I'm sad
Depressing Stuff
if i did a good job would anyone care if i ruled the would would anyone care if i actuly tried would anyone care if i told you i loved you would you care if you said you loved me would i care if my truck got broken into would my friends care if i died today would anyone care if i died tomorrow would anyone care I take this shiny butcher Ponder the value of my life See my reflection in the blade Think of all the mistakes I've made Ponder what my life is worth Been a problem since my birth Mother always was a bitch Said I was a problem she couldn't fix And if she ever get the chance She'd get rid of me without a second glance Lived my life looked down apon Told I was of demon spawn This butcher knife my only friend And is my begining as well as my end Run the blade then down my arm Causing very little harm Make shallow cuts here and there As bright red blood spreads on my skin so fair Slowly the pain starts to sink in And now my pleasure will begin Repeatedly I
Well One of my Best friend's past away 4-4-07..... The cancer was just to bad I guess... I miss him more and more everyday.... Joey Blankenship you will be forever in my heart.... RICK JAMES NIGGA!!!!!! As he would say..... LOL..... Well Today has pretty much sucked... I feel like shit!!!! My head hurts, my stomach.... I just pretty much hurt all over..... I was hoping the day would go by fast but the fucken Doctor called in today so it is just sit here and wait until it is time to go home... So many weirdo's has been calling.... Yeah getting calls at the dentist office some can be strange... lol.... I have had people call me asking if we do braclets.... Meaning braces... LMAO.... I call other dentist office all the time joking with them acting like someone else changing my voice.... When they find out it is me they get upset then laugh their ass off!!!! ANyway that is all for now....
Depressed Beyond Reason
Today as the sun fades in the distance my soul lays to rest upon the rock of fading warmth. Shadows & chills push the sun aside and make room for the darkness. (In my life i wish the sun would linger longer. It seems that the darkness comes faster and more often.) My heart is withering. It has become entangled in my own web. Unable to breath. So trapped. My world is fading around me. My web has begun to ripe away at my skin revealing the beast I am inside. Fallen deep into the black earth. Unwilling to return. Unable to fill the happiness that once was. Willing to take all pain and sorrow. Wrap it up in my web and forever keep as my own. I have fallen so bad this time. A time that is not worth forgiving. My heart has failed me and there is no mending. Words cant even begin to show my deepest sorrow. Now there is only hope but for me all is lost. I cant bare to look you in the face for the things i fear the most ,will come true. I have lost the things i love the most. The
Ok maybe it's me but I know my depression is getting the best of me. But sometimes I just wish life whould stop trying to f**k me over. How am I ever going to get out of this depression if life keeps shitting on me? blah blah blah blah blah blah blah HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
PROMISE I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY, your the FRUIT to my LOOP, your the MILK to my DUDS, your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, your the ICE to my CREAM, but mostly.... your the BEST to my FRIEND I'm feeling: depressed Feeling very depre
Searching in the distant for serenity Desperatley needing security Ignited by emotions Contained by thoughts Scratching the surface of dispair Screaming from the inside Yet no one hears No one cares 10-05-04 Splendid grass waving with the wind Soft silence over coming me The presence of a gift shake me Then the memory of your love surrounds me The happiness of the thought of you The craving to see you again That laugh that comforts darkness The unwillingness to ever let go Walk tall as you did here As you should in heaven Always know your loved and missed Always know you'll never be forgotten I love and miss you.......... A miracle too late Why do I strive to be a better man than my father? Because I feel alone to him, because I cannot be my brother.. We can talk and talk and never work things out All he seeks is praise from others, such a shame I want to shout The man that made me is so blind to see I am nothing like h
since no one ever reads these things i feel like i can safely say that my head is totally screwed up... i'm tired half of the time, i can't focus, and i don't give a rip about much of anything... in other words, i'm depressed. i went to a dr. about this, and was told that they have wonderful meds for my situation now. the problem is that my insurance only covers a fixed number of refills, so we are messin with cheap generics that don't seem to be doin much of anything in the hopes of landing on a medication that will allow me to give a fuk.... on top of that, i have been dating off and on with one girl for several months, but she's gone more than she's here. the sex is amazing, but not nearly frequent enough for me... [okay, i admit it - i'm horny all the time, so frequent enough would be all the time i'm awake.....] and to top it all off... hi. my name is rob. i'm an alcoholic. lol ... well maybe not, but i do love my beer... and have some every day. getting drunk is a
Well i am back on the market people... the love of my life not only broke up with me.. but she stomped all over my heart and did a little dance on it... with my roomate.. yea.. talk about pain.. I have done nothing but cry for the past 24 hours.. until now.. I am at Recee's house but Recee is not here so I am chillen with Thomas.. he is working on getting me drunk.. ll good luck dear. God I miss Jessie so much. I feel as though my heart has been put through a paper shredder... * tear *
i used to think i was all alone in this world never thought there was other people out there like me. i have had some pretty shitty things happen to me in life that a shrink says caused all this depression on me. when i was just 8 i was molested for three yrs by someone i looked up to i had to live in the same house with her and try to keep my mouth sealed shut never letting anyone know after all it was my burden to carry right? im 30 yrs old now and i still cant stand to be in the same room with her i have tried forgiving her and i know now that she was/is sick and could not help it. a part of me forgives but i will never forget. when i was 14 i met my soul mate. he raped me on oct 11 1991 and i conceived larissa out of this again i hated him but i loved him. i forgave him and let him back into our lives i thought he changed and when i had my son (not by him) he called him daddy. i then got pregnant with lacey (yes his) he stayed around for 5 more yrs and left saying he needed a
Depressed Moments
I cannot believe the arrogance of some men!!! I'm sitting at home, playing a video game when my roommate walks in and straight to his room, where he finds some stuff missing and immediatly accuses my boyfriend of stealing it!!! I hate men right now. I don't know what to do about my current situation. My boyfriend is avoinding me for some reason and I don't know why. One day he was fine, the next, he didn't want to be near me. I can't help but feel like it was something I did, and I can't figure it out. He's always sad, and I feel helpless. I know I shouldn't worry about him, but I can't help it. He's my boyfriend, and I love him with all my heart. I don't know what to do.
I have been in the worst mood today. This is the most depressed I have felt in a while. I have never felt more alone in my whole life. I dont have very many friends at all. And the friends I do have they have their own life to worry about. So they dont need me in their way. I feel like everyone and everything I love his gone. I dont know what do you with my life anymore. I have this baby growing inside me and I love it and I cant wait for him or her to get here. But I sit and I think why in this world did God give me this precious little gift...for me to raise up in my fucked life. Im scared Im not going to be able to give my baby everything it needs. I already took away the one thing that every little kid should have... and thats a family of their own. Yes, he or she has a dad but I know he wont be their for it all the time and he will walk in and out of its life as he pleases. I choose not be with the dad because he didnt treat me good when we were together...and I dont want to be wi
A year and a half ago, I had surgery to prevent having more kids. I did this only because the doctors and my husband said that because of my health, it would be too risky to have another one........I wanted one more. After my surgery, I spent days crying because I wanted one more, just one more. It was taken from me. I was robbed of my biological right to reproduce. As I cried, my husband told me it was silly and stupid to cry over it, because we didn't need another baby, it would just be another mouth to feed.......That really hurt. Well, now we are divorcing and he has a new girlfriend and I'm happy for him........BUT......He informed me yesterday that he and his new girlfriend are going to try to have a baby.........I cried. I love my children, take care of them love being a mother probably more than anything.....but I can't have my last one. But HE can go ahead and continue to reproduce when he doesn't take care of his children, doesn't doesn't see them as anything but "mout
They want me to push you away. They say you hurt me, but I don't want to believe. For I find a certain safety in your arms of ugliness, the only things that want to embrace me lately. And even when I think I'm done with this abuse, I don't know the sweet words that will sweep you away, some old childhood incantation that crawled away from my bitter memory when it turned its back for a moment. You are a sickness; I cannot control you, though there are magical concoctions that can. But I cannot make the quest for them alone, and you have me feeling as though there's no one who loves enough to help. They don't believe me when I tell them that you have taken over who I am. I know not if they deny your power, your existenance, or the fact that you have chosen me for your victim. I only want to go back and forget I ever looked into your dark eyes. But it is too late and I feel as though our tainted courtship has ruined everything. You do not comfort me when I cry in dark cornors, but you pus
my life is falling apart more and more everyday...when i think that things are finally looking up for me something terrible happens and knocks me back down to i'm never making any head way in my life other than living day to day...doin the same shit...constantly worring about family and friends and about my life and the difficult moments that arise....but mostly i worry about one person who has had a major part in my life....even tho we had a wonderful but also painful five years together...we still to this day talk as if nothing happened and still feel the sameway about each other....but in all reality i'm the one that at this point is suffering...and i'm not talking about pain...i'm talking about long days of loneliness..depression..anger.fustration. and so many more...i find myself losing control of my train of thought...i cant focus on things that are right in front of i guess i'm saying that i'm lost without my soulmate....i have no soul to live
I am here to say Will is married, has been in a supposed commited relationship for a year now. He does have a 2 month old with his wife, no it is not the Blake kiddo. It is another. He has been fucking around on all of you with all the rest of you, and his wife. He also has been screwing prostitutes. So yes you should get tested. He is not going to marry any of you he said he would. He is already legally married. And to top things off there have been serious alligations of Rape brought into police investigations. thank you very much Have a wonderful day
Depressed Christopher
Today I learned that someone or something out there in the universe is determined to make sure I never know true happiness for any longer then a brief micro-second. I said I was happy Monday and today I learned that one of my best friends died. So, this always happens. Every time I think things start going my way something bad happens. So I ask you, what the bloody point of it all? This only proves that my dreams will remain unfulfilled and any chance of happiness will always allude me. So what is the point? I had to delete my lounge because nobody joined it. It was costing me 250 fubucks a week to keep it up for nothing. Plus it cost me 500 fubucks to create it in the first place, so that's 1,000 fubucks I won't be seeing again. Thank you so much for being such caring friends who find me "attractive" for making me waste my money and time. Why I don't just end it all is beyond me, it's clear by how many people who want to have sex with me that I have nothing to live for and t
let me start at your lower back... kissing , biting and licking you all the way up to your neck... then i'm going to suck on your ears and kiss your soft lips... after i get to your soft lips... im going to work m way down your hot sexy chest... then when im at your hips... im going to to tease you just a bit... i just may let you suck on my clit... as we get into i wrap my soft lips around your hard ass dick... as im sucking on it like a lolly pop... your breathing like a hound... feeling all around... its wet you found... and you anticipate on the sounds... so your body starts to heat... with a tingling in your feet... as you start to pull my hair... your hoping to foam the town... and your kisses descend down... finally your juices spring free like an eagle... violently i slurp them up like some fruit punch in a cup... my eyes close innocently like a pup... as i lay while the volcano erupts... excitingly i scream w
I have noticed that when bad things happen, people generally try to avoid talking to me as they do not know what to do or say. Just be normal, I will not take it as insensitivity, just act like you normally would, I would appreciate it greatly... silence is very irritating, especially for someone like me. Yes something very very very sad has happened to me, but life is not over, and I am proud to say that, as a year ago I would be a quivering wreck right now, literally, and although I am down and I do keep crying, I am more rational now than I have ever been in my entire life. Christiana
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. It's easier for me to
Depressed....drink Or Sober
Ok I don't understand guys i guess its a mars venus thing. I don't understand how someone can tell you that they love you more than anything and want to be the one that takes care of you and helps all your dreams come true and then all they do is hurt you left and right. I don't know why people always try to have someone that tells them things that they think people want to hear and not the damn truth. I am so tired of being hurt,used and everything else in the book. I have to think about everything i say to everyone so that i don't lead someone on or i don't hurt there feelings and that sucks. But people don't stop and think about what it means to hurt me..... WHY I try so hard to never hurt someone but it seems that all i get is people useing me and hurting me.... So when does it stop. When does the hurt and the pain go away..... Ok heres whats happening with me right now. My brother who is proudly serving his country just told me that hes going to afghanistan for 6 mths or longer.
Harsh words& violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open,hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted SO many tricks & so many lies Too many when's & too many why's Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me,warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind,the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone,my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Brunt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted...
Depressed Christopher
Some say I'm too needy, but a man dying of thirst may be too needy for the glass of water that could save his life doesn't mean he still doesn't need the water. I tried being cool, I tried be desperate, I tried be suave but nothing works. So what's wrong with me? Is it... 1) My face (am I ugly) 2) Too desperate 3) Too fate 4) Something else. Please, I've never had a girlfriend, steady or otherwise. I feel that I'm missing something. Okay, I am beginning to feel better about myself. But if it's not me that's the problem. If I'm not some kind of hideous pig nosed freak like I use to believe then why can't I find love? Can someone answer me that? Why can't I find a woman? I have racked my brain searching for the answer. I am clean, I'm not an asshole, I'm charming. I do get nervous and stutter, could that be it? No, that can't be it. All the women here can't stand me either and I never stutter when I write. So, what's wrong with me? Help me? All my life love has bro
Depression A Poem For A Friend
yesterday i was at the hospital from 1130 til 930 last nite. i lost my baby. it hurts me so bad and i cant even work. i just found out a a couple of days ago and then yesterday it was gone. i thought i would actually be able to hold this one. but im not. so they r having me go to another doctor monday to find out why i cant hold a child. more pain damn it. i didnt even get to tell the daddy. but ill be fine sooner or later.
Depressing Day And A Repost Of A Friends Blog
First off today has been just a blah day.As most know if they read past blog we have to move after ten yrs here.My son best friend moved today from next door so he was so very sad I felt so bad for him. Was the first real friend he had in a few years that accepted him for his self.This whole mess of moving has just got to me lately. Then it seemed like all I touched to day went wrong so I said hell with it and went back to bed for a bit.Put I give up BBL next to my name on here and left. Well to leave this person nameless I actually got messages from friends not knowing why who were very kind and one I found very rude...... this is it >> today has got to be the worst bombing day ever, everyone keeps leavign like kids. lol For clarification this isn't from my bomb squad.It's from someone I have been helping bomb in contest. I cut back on helping them cause a few of my friends told me they were getting pic to click of me and her asking for help to bomb.I have kept kewl over this all
Sometimes it feels like, I am living another mans life. My nights dreamless empty shells, I wake up dreaming. Presenting to the world, spiderweb memories pieced together. Painted with a happy face, to fool the people that I meet. I try to fit together pieces, a shattered life. Every piece of shattered dreams I touch fractures, I wake up dreaming. When I close my eyes, her face fills my mind. When I picture that perfect life, I hear her whisper in my ear. Days trundle by in a hazy waltz, dancing to numb tunes from far off. I have no dreams left that are my own, I wake up dreaming. I miss it I haven’t felt it in so long It pains me. I haven’t felt it in so long, Yet I remember exactly what it was like And that’s why it hurts. Because I do remember what it was like To be happy….. I do remember how to smile And how to laugh! I do think back to yesteryears, And the memories they hold. I remember these things. I remember every hug,
well ive been defeated by a ugly anerexic chick wow lol im not even mad just confused but ill be outa here soon thank god why does everything have to go so wrong well let me see i think im sick of tryin im chasin my own tail apparently i dont know what to do any more
Depressed Dogs
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I sitting here it 1:26am and I been wondering about shit that going on in my life.Im single and it starting get to me now.God I turning 30 years old in nov.and Im fucking single.What should I do crawl in a hole and dye in it.Yeah tell guys tell me all the time a hot and sexy but honestly they just want get in my pants.I've never been able say Im sexy,hot or beautiful but people keep say I am.I guess the day able let my guard down I then can say Im sexy,hot and beautiful until them I will keep my guard up and just keep to myself.As I spiral more into depression until it kills my child like body.
Well, some of ya'll know that I moved and I'm lookin' for a job and all. I have so much shit runnin' through my head, I don't know where to start. All I know is that It's really buggin' me. Some of the oddest things have be on my mind too. My x is on my mind, I haven't talked to here in 2 years. I don't know. All, I wanna say, is, if ya'll could, just bare with me, I'll pull through, I just don't know when. I just gotta get stuff figured out. Well, I'm gonna go to bed and try to get rid of this memory of mine. Redneck
Depression Poemz Wrote Along Time Ago
As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenalin, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when your not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away, Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for you to s
What does one do when it feels like the world is on their shoulders and they don't know how to release the pressure?
It is like a mind-controlling disease. It makes you feel worthless and unknown. It has no mercy, whispering in your ear that life has no meaning. It tells you no one cares and why go on. It makes you feel like you have no purpose. You want to run and hide but you know it is close behind following you no matter how hard you try to escape. It tells you lies and says nasty things to you. It makes you feel empty inside. It takes a part of you away so you feel incomplete. This so called disease is called depression.
why do men lie they say one thing the dont do it they promise stuff and then break it and then they come ask whats wrong and act like they didnt do anything but who knows right not me I want to spend time with my family members specially my mom but she dont want to spend no time with me cause i guess she dont want too or what i wish i knew but you know what ill be ok with or without her. She was there when i was growing up but she has her days ill guess ill let it slide but its gonna kick her in the ass when i do shit on my own. she might relieze i dont need her as much as i need i am a strong person and i can do it on my own.
I dont why but for the past few days all I have been doing is crying a lot. I feel like there are many reasons as to why I am crying but I really do not know what they are. All I know is that I feel drained, my eyes are puffy and red, my head hurts, my heart aches, my nerves are going nuts on me. Yet, I do not know what is causing me to be depressed. As of late it feels like a lot of things that is going on in my life is so nuts and confusing. Yet I keep going. I never quit. I am always fighting. But Im depressed... a Fighter depressed? How is that possible? I do not know probably it is because I am tired of fighting... tired of having things like housing issues come about... tired of being without Nate by my side (too more months and he will be with me thats the only plus I have for me right now)... tired of school. I know I am going to be a college grad in a year and a half. But damn I should have been done by now. I am so mad at myself. There thats my answer. I am depresse
Who made me feel so much better... with gifts and comments :D you guys are great friends! So... I have started filling out the paperwork to offically be divorced from my ex. He said he'd do it, and he didn't. He also said he would pay for it, but alas I'll have to do that as well. I'm over him, but every time I have to deal with him... augh. So now I'm depressed and bummed. Buy something for me? Make me feel better? Ah objects makes me happy... Sad but true. Even if they are digital, online objects :) :-* Thanks for reading.
My niece is better.She is awake. She has spoke of bright lights and flashing lights.She said her grandpa told her to go home. She thanks you all.. Holidays are suppose to be a happy time. We all imagine sitting around the table,feeling cozy and warm at mom's house. And my holidays was happy. Until today, the phone rang. I felt the bad vibe in my gut. I didn't want to answer this phone call. "Tonya", my mom said on the other end. Immediately, I knew something was wrong and that is exactly what I asked. My two year old niece went home yesterday. My brother dropped her off at her mother's house. Her mother put her in the bathtub and went to attend other business. Other business with a two year old in the bathtub?? What sense does that make? Why would anyone leave their child in the bathtub, alone. My niece drown. She is alive due to CPR but is now on life support. They are not sure whether she will make it or not. All I can do is feel the pain my brother is feeling. It hurts- Deep
Depressed 11-02-06
Depressed 11-02-06
For those of you who know me December isn't one of my best months it never is I have tried getting back into the Christmas Spirit if you have seen my page at all. I have gotten over the death of my daughter but December seems to always be my downfall, I know alot of you are going to say get over it it shouldn't bother you anymore it's been 10 years now you should be handeling December normally, Well I've got news for all of you. If you have never lost a child you will never truely know the pain I feel inside every year December is a bad month for me because not only is it the month my daughter died but it is also Christmas and I remember another year without her, It is also my birthday witch is 6 days after her death. So can you see where I am coming from. I miss my daughter I love her very much I know that she is in a better place, But this is the way I grieve every year. So please don't come to me and tell me that I need to get over it, please don't come to me and say everything will
Depression N Suicide
My soul aches, My heart breaks. A tear in my eye, I'll forever cry. I wish my pain away, I wish it away today. Why does it hurt so bad, Does this make him glad? Why does he douse my inner flame? Was this breakup my blame? What did I do to deserve this? I just wish I could have one last kiss. Why am I so heartbroken? A depressed soul I'll always be, Everyone will always see. I will be strong, Because he was wrong. This is now the past, It's going very fast. Love so simple, but hard to say, It keeps me living another day. I'm drowning in thoughts of how things use to be, My chest was shut tight, complete with purity. It's been a bad day, I'll try letting it not show, Another sad day, I'm just letting it go. Why am I so heartbroken? I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to se
here we are yet another holiday season and of course the depression is setting in. i relect on the year and had.. and oh what a year its been.. lies, sex and weed...and beer.. dont forget the beer.. its just after i sit down and i look at it all i still fiond myself depressed and let down.. i feel like ive accomplished nohing in my life. i have nbo signifigant other.. the one that wants to be with me dosnt understand i dont want to be with her.. and the loneliness is eating at my soul.. its taking small chunks oif sanity and replacing it with depravity. i feel as i wanna explode but i know i cant and i have no way to vent or escape or anything..its just BLAH!! My moms currently in the hospital with severe breathing troubles. she has fluid in her lungs and she keeps refusing the mask ventilator.. and the doctor said if they need to the will sedate and intubate her...and she dosnt want to live with a tube down her throat. i dont want my mom to die but she wont listen to me or to common s
Depression hurts deep to the soul Depression kills you from within It can turn you as cold as ice And make you as black as death Depression is all around us Isn't there the slightest glimpse Of ever finding an escape from the hurt That is know as Life with this disease? It eats you up alive From within your very eyes Crawling its way threw to the top From the very recess of our own minds When is there a second or minute That it does not affect you in your life This all consuming disease that can kill Know more commonly as Depression.....
Depression Poem Enslaved © By Jennifer E. Beyer At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, she slits her wrists and slowly fades away. Can you please help me pick up the pieces of my heart, Please help me where do i begin,Where do i start. Please help me place back together, Cause with out your help i could never. He
Grr life just sucks sometimes the more i try the worse it gets i give up i dont care anymore it dosent really even matter anyways cuz its not like anyone cares . i hate feeling like this i truley do . i dont know how to change it or make it any better. oh well ill stop bitching i guess i can't sleep so im sitting here thinking and then i got all sad and depressed i just wish my hole life was diffrent i wish i actually had real friends sometimes i feel like i alone i wish i was good looking and stuff. i try to be nice to everyone and help people is much as i can. i know i dont make any since but oh well. i wish my sisters wouldnt rub shit in my face cuz they have more money and stuff then me they dont know how bad they make me feel at times. i just feel like im neevr gunna be anything but a loser. grr i dk any more i sound dumb i should nt have even been writting this crap. well im gunna end this cuz idk what to write i have a hard time expressing my feelings. im the shy quite type pe
Depression Is Cancer Without Love!
This was written by me 2-15-2008 Depression. you are in this crystal clear bubble floating around with lifes ups and downs. The bubble becomes filmy not quite as clear and still bouncing off lives challenges and pleasures. The bubble becomes milky and heavier. Not bouncing with the breeze, but rolling along getting by with life's quandries. The bubble begins to get greyer, darker, heavier. You must push to roll the bubble along life's downward spiral. The bubble becomes more of a dark grey translucency, becoming more a ball than a bubble. It feels like others are playing soccer with your bubble. Kicking you to get you to move. You push hard and fight to make the ball roll even just a bit. Trying to get over just a wee bit of ground. Fighting with all the energy you have left just to make it budge. The ball/bubble solid opaque. To heavy to move, to dark to see through. It just sits. To hard for others to play with, to heavy for you to move. Your ball is pushed aside waiting. The sile
Depression is a necktie noose I wear it almost daily For the most part I welcome death Do not care if it's timely Happiness is a bullshit mask I wear it almost daily Love to hide all the hurt i hold Suicidal, yes, but smiling Hate seems almost necessary Seeps out of me almost daily Hate to let it envelope me But this battle I am losing Love is a heavenly angel Don't see it, Don't beleive it, It's unreal It is all just a story, a falicy Like the Bible, Jesus and endless Hell
My grandfather's Birthday is on the 9th of this month. the reason i'm depressed is that he passed away on 10-16-1999. i still have a hard time dealing w/ it sometimes. This was the song they played at his funeral.
Depression Poem
So stupid all the time Can't do anything right Not smart whatsoever If you need directions Don't ask me... I can't find my way Out of a paper bag Fat and unattractive I don't understand How guys are attracted to me I am very self conscience Everyday I think Why am I here? I can't do anything I get lost and confused to easily Honestly I don't know What the hell to do anymore...
Depresson is alovely hurting black hole that infects the heart then the soul then the mind. That hurting that takes total control of our lives. To makes us feel so numb to this sin filled world that we can get punched in the back of the head and just laugh. For the only thing we feel with depression is PAIN. We constantly need to feel pain just to feel something then nothing at all. Thats why we get into horrible relationships od hurt ourselves in every way possibly. Some like me go down a much wronger path of addiction of sex. Some have other additions but sex is mine that is my ecstasy! I feel I'll never stop and I'll kill myself over it! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!! I say it evrytime I even think about it but no one gives me true help! So its either continue on this disasterous path or a short one that will end in a deep sleep for me. Depression is a hurt,sadness,and lonelyness that fills our lives when no one is around. For people who feel this know how much it hurts and how tiresome
I have gone beyond depression. Does anyone know how it feels to go from talking to someone on a daily basis to never hearing from them again. They never write back or respond to your emails, lettters, ect ect? Especially when you have no idea what you have done wrong to make them stop talking to you. I wish it didn't hurt so much but damn it does. I can only say that 2 people honestly understood my issues, but even they have done mime on me. I am lonley and have no one to talk to anymore. If I am not willing to cam or take nude photos no one is interesting in chatting. If you say to me I need to get out more then you never knew me at all.
Reasons, everyone always wants reasons why I am the way I am. Honestly, I would like to know myself. So I write about what hurts, what feels good, what makes me cry and what makes me feel. I want to know why: I cry. I'm screaming silently inside. I'm happy for a moment and then I lose it. I'm free but I hold back. I hate myself every time I look in the mirror. I drown in my self-pity. I eat a tub of ice cream, then feel so much guilt that I can't move. I am ashamed. I hide from everything. I feel more than I can take. And I just really want to know why I am unable to be whole. Was I born with a failure inside of me that doesn't allow me to change? I spend my days scared. What if I never change? What if there are no reasons at all? What if I am the way I am forever and there is nothing I can do about it. So I look for an answer to make the confusion go away. Everyday I wake up searching with only the hope that someday something will be found that will make this endless longing go away.
well today my man lost hi job. we are behind on rent and bills life is just sucking
Depression breaks lives apart. It hurts the person who´s depressed. And it is also paintful for the people who love them,. You see, depression isn`t all in your head. It is a real illness with a real causes. But the good news is that it can be treated. Some people think you can just will yourself out of a depression. That`s not true. When you`re clinically depressed, one thing that can happen is the level of serotonin ( a chemical in your body) may drop. So you may have trouble sleeping. Feel you unusually sad or irritable. Find it hard to concentrate. Lose your appetite. Lack energy, or have trouble feeling pleasure. These are some of the symptoms that can point to depression- especially if they last for more than a couple of weeks and if normal, everyday life feels like too much to handle.!!!!
Depression And Isolation
One of the worst things about depression, as far as I am concerned at least, is the fact that I KNOW what makes me depressed, I KNOW what triggers it. I've studied psychology and philosophy for some time now, and I even know what can be done to "fix it", but here is the snag, the human condition. We're all different we all react differently to given situations. For example moving house is incredibly stressful to a lot of people, to me its nothing. But the past..........that stays, it stays with me and weakens my strength when I think of the past, when my strength is weakened, matters that wouldnt normally affect me, bring me down. Ive basically isolated myself from life for such a long time, because I question my every action, and have so much regret and self hatred sometimes, that I just get overwhelmed with life itself. Im a very difficult person to be with, to understand, and to "accept", I know that. Its a part of me I work on every day, There are days I just dont want to
if you dont know me, i suffer from depression. here lately, it's been killing me. I feel worthless..we barely have any food in the house, i can't find a job, and our washer has gone out. they say when life hands you lemons make lemonade, but seems to me i'd rather just burn the fuckin tree down, that way i wont get any more lemons at the moment.... also people see me as a negative person automatically. mom thought that i had ripped her picture of her mom all up, when i was tryin to surprise her that i was framing it up, so she could hang it up. which it didnt go to well in the end... I AM WORTHLESS.
Depressing Blog!
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i had a friend on here of 3 years...he knew just about everything there was to know about me. he was a sweet 21 y/o guy from Canada. well come to find out of my close friend lied to me. he is really a 43 y/o man that lives in Canada. he got his friends son to pose for pics he even got his friends so to 1. give him pics of his penis, and 2. make his salute pic on here so it really looked like it was him. not so sure on who i can trust anymore...he WAS a close friend but after three years of none stop lying i forgave him but cant trust him. cant really trust anyone anymore can i? *crys so very hard*  In a room full of people yet no one hears me scream. Feeling so alone yet so many others around. Feeling worthless yet I'm a mother and a wife. Feeling so hurt yet nothin worng has been done. Not being able to breath yet there is so much air. Crying yet there are no more tears. Being loved by so many yet not feeling a thing from them. Thinking allowed yet no one hears my thoughts. Smiling
Depressed Moments
Who the hell cares? i sure as hell shouldn't anymore, i'm sick to death of being taken for granted. It hurts me, and i'm tired of letting people hurt me. It's all good though. i'm fuckin used to it!!
Kinda feeling down lately..gets that way around this time. I have heard of many people who lose someone around this would think we would all be depressed. Anyways..couple years ago my grandma who was also my best friend in life..died day after Christmas. Was hard to deal with. Now my uncle is down with pancreatic cancer. He just found out a month ago..and it seems to be bad right off the beginning. He isn't able to eat or drink..and has went from 140lbs to 125lbs. They been trying to get things arranged.. making him a no code..etc. Hes only 59. Well he was admitted to pallative care in the hospital 2 nites ago. Thats a room where they make you and your family comfortable while patient is dying. Not sure if other hospitals have a room like that or not. First time I ever really dealt with this kinda dying. I was there trying to just talk normally to him.. in my awful this is. He looked scared..but was holding up well. I am not much for comforting s
Sorry everyone My personal nsfw is only open to family been asked a few times well I just found out that my hours starting in january are going to cut down The gym isnt doing well so I dont know what to do. Can I just shoot myself now and get it over with or die like a samurai or ninja with honor Hell for some reson I feel so alone tongith but oh well Lifes goes on
Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in You don't feel up to facing anyone or anything Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low You feel like you're in a dark place with nowhere else to go Depression is like you're falling deeper into a black hole Your mind feels violated and as though you have no control Depression is having little energy or lack of motivation You feel tired and don't want to engage in conversation Depression is used in the wrong context by naive people They don't understand the seriousness of how it affects people Depression is isolation, withdrawal, low self-esteem and more You will never understand it unless you've been through it before
Depression Has Set In
I am just writing to get some of this off of my chest. Dad is still in the hospital and getting worse. He is so sick and in my mind and body I know he isnt going to ask much longer. I hate to see him suffer the way he has. He is still on the ventilator and they cant get him off of it because he has attacks where he cant breathe if they lower it. They did trials and turned off the ventilator and he tolerated it for 3 hours the days he has done this. He has lost all of his muscle tone, shakes all the time, and now he has gotten an muscle twitch. He can lay there and just all at once his left side just twitches very hard. He told his nurse its like he has a shock. He had a mini stroke when he was up in the Columbus Hospital and now his left side has been pretty messed up. He has gotten up and walked like 14 steps and then back to the bed with the help of an walker. I just dont know what to think anymore. I dont want him to suffer but I dont want him to leave me, leave us. I kn
I'm on my own, I'm all aloneNo one to help me, back to my homeThe flame inside, has slowly diedNo one to help me, help revive the lightIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideI crumble down, what am I nowNo one to help me, get off the groundNow tell me why, you closed your eyesYou wouldn't help me, help revive my lifeIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideAll that is left, is your regretYou could have helped me, regain my breathNow dead and gone, I lived too longThis blade that helped me, right all my wrongsNow I follow deep into this ever lasting pain and sorrowNow I follow through with all of you left facing my tomorrowNow I follow deep into the afterlife so cold and hollowNow with all of you left standing don't you even plan to follow
Depressed And Empty?
Have you ever been at that place where you wonder why you feel like nothing , that nothing amounts to anything? I have too. Have you ever wondered why someone has to be less fortunate or more fortunate than someone else, why there are people who suffer everyday? I have too. The fact is, no matter who you are or what circumstances you live in, there is always a time of emptiness. It may be when your alone somewhere. It may be a bad day and your depressed. It may be one of those lonely nights an hour before you go to sleep and you are just not interested in anything. It may be after you break up with someone. It may be after a moment of what you get what you always wanted. But its an empty feeling of, what does this amount to. Its the feeling of death, and darkness and loneliness. The feeling that someday your never going to remember anything that happened on this earth or be anything at all. In that moment of depressed darkness and disintrest and disappointment, ask yourself, what do I
ive been depressed for about 2 months now i lost my kids i hate my life nobody care whats going on with me.
Now I'm really depressed. My birthday is Friday and mothers day is Sunday. My husband and my son are not going to be here for me. I need a hug. *sigh* My life fucking sucks!
i have had depression for a long time some days are not as bad as others others days it hit hard i have alot of mental issues as well from growing up the way that i did and all the surgery that i had iam seeking help along with my adhd but everytime i do seek help and tell them my issues that iam going thu they keep telling me that iam bi poler what the fuck even my own doctor says iam not bi poler wow i guess people know everything even if they dont know there medical background so iam not sure when ill be able to get my self on meds the last time they give me some pills to coup with my depression it turns out to be almost fatal i was very suicidal and when  my friend went with me down there they said i wont be able to be seen for a few months and when i told them what thos pills did and what would happen if i had another outburst from the meds they said to call 911 wow and here i thought they was there to help so yeah dont take it personaly if i dont talk to you that does not mean i
Depression Sucks
For some time now, I have come to realize that maybe trying to be out going and being straight forward with peeps isnt such a good idea . I was told by my doctor not to hold in pent up anger and not allow any one to  treat me like crap.  I even so much had hypnois to help me. As now that, I am growing older, I seem to be with out even trying, pissing people off. Example:  I had a situation that involved hubby and the only way I know how to vent and not take it out on any one is to blog. Well this woman felt the need to hand me my ass and tell me what a horible person I am moching off my hubby and going on vacation. This woman has no idea who I am or what I am going threw. Any how I wasnt nice to her, and handed her back her own ass. I went to lay down and started to think of situations,  that I have been in and how I conducted myself in public. Sooooooooooooooooooooooo I have decided to stop being so out going, and just keep my mouth shut and not  post any thing that involves
My life is depressing. what should i do? there is no answer. there is no change. My state of being is sad. my world is long gone. where do i turn? where can i go? no one can answer. no one knows. my heart achs for that one special person. all i get is heatbreak. i try moving on. i try to forget. all i feel is sadness. My life is a world of sadness. a world of depressing memories. you are my sun, my moon, you are my world. when we are together, everything seems to fall into place. i love you always, i love you forever. friends once, lovers now, what the future holds i do not know. my love is true, my love is pure. i loved you once, and i forever shall. you are my world. without you, i would have nothing. i look around and all i see is saddness. i look around and all i see is heartach. i look around and all i see is tears. what is wrong? what does this worthless life have to offer? there is nothing. everything is gone. there is no joy, no warmth, there is no love. this life is da
this is sum i never thought to expectas i flew bacc in depression granny was in da medi am so confused i rilly dont understandonce apon a time i had a bunny n u had a manmysteriously i pondered sumething was wrong not ordinarily strange but clearly at the tip of the tonganother being learking from the shadows if i hadent seen it commin i wouldn't hav felt my hearts hollows i wonder why bad comes to good people n come to think of it as a signal where we ment or ment to be single now um lost no confort no i need a drink what is a man to do i'd try sittin but i can't help but move what is a man to say my mind draws a blank when i attempt to pray what is a man only one who shows his emotion without thinkin on baccup plans where do i stand alone in this world i got their baccs many sounds but 1 band how is it that i continue the lord is my sheperd i follow he grooves
First of all i don't like to hurt anyones feelings,  especially when i feel so close them. I only have a few real friends on fubar, and i hurt the feelings of one of my very very best friends. I need to find a way to make it up to her somehow someway because i feel like im such an ass for hurting her. I feel like crying even at my age and then being a soldier cuz men arent supposed to cry. Oh Please forgive me im so depressed for hurting you  
No r/l friends, no friends online that i can even consider real friends as most don't even give two fucks about me.  No job (I'm on disability for severe depression and anxiety)  who really wants someone who cannot advance in life?   I know blah blah blah work for it, thing's will get better if you get out.  Well, its not that easy.  I don't have a single friend.  I don't go to bars or any shit like that as I'll end up drinking alone and besides i think that is a horrible way to meet someone.  5 years of depression and anxiety and just about every bit of drug out there has not helped one bit.  I know that I have to put forth the effort to correct myself but how can I when I feel there is little to live for?  I just want it all to end, this depression.   I want to be able to go out and make friends to hang out with but this disease has consumed me to the point of where I started cutting again.  I don't know what else to do.  This probably isn't even the place to be saying this but whate
Depressed.. Worried...scared....
Hello everyone! Im sorry it's taken me so long to get this up, as I know some of you have asked what's wrong?? It's been a long busy few days and very bad day for me! For those of you who don't know I moved to GA from TN. I gave up my life, job, home, friends and family to move to GA. The reason for that is because my fiances mother was diagnosed with stage 4 uterine cancer. As the doctors done test after test they also found it in her spine, lungs, and liver and other areas of the body. She was diagnosed in April of this year, she spent nearly a month in the hospital. Beginning in May she had radiation and ended June 9th or so. June 14th I began my journey of providing 24/7 care for her as I was in nursing in TN. She began chemo shortly thereafter.  It's been very hard, challenging yet rewarding to do this. Do I regret it NOPE! Yes I get  frustrated I'm 26 and basically have no life unless I basically tell someone look I need a break! Which isn't very often. Anyway, 2 weeks ago she
Depression **dedicated To My Dad**
Sitting here I think of youAlmost ready to cryThere are so many things we didn't doNot even exchange goodbyes. It happened all so suddenlyA failure of the heartBringing everyone miseryBecause of your depart All the news brought tearsAlong with lots of sorrowIt's one of the greatest fearsNot being able to see tomorrow Why did you have to leave so soonWhy can't my heart be mended?I would give the stars and the moonFor your life not to have ended. ((I LOVE YOU DAD SO MUCH AND MISS YOU DEARLY... RIP TIL THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN!))
Depression Kill Me
well, I guess its time to finally get shit off my chest. I really am not fond of Fubar, maybe because I hardly use it, or maybe because I dont really care for the methodology behind it all. I understand its about gaining rank and points and hopefully making friends along the way, but it all seems vain to me. granted i have made at least one true friend, but deep down I still feel neglected over all. I make the attempt to befriend people here, but maybe there is something about me that others dont like. i KNOW i have my flaws, but that doesnt mean I am not worth getting to know first, then if you judge me from there, at least you made the attempt....
back in April I finally explained to the family about my daughter Sara Elizabeth Land. when she was born, died etc.... Holidays and such before that just passed by as I was usually working or busy with visiting family. this year is different. Now that everyone knows about her, it is getting harder for me to be happy as the Holidays approach (Thanksgiving and Christmas) I will never know the joy of seeing her walk her first steps. her first words spoken. first day of school. birthday parties, lil girl tea parties. watchin her open presents on Christmas morning. see her go on a first date, teach to drive a car. Graduate highschool and maybe college. get married??? well my point is to all my true friends and family here on the website, if im not as cheerful or seem frustrated, please understand why... Thanks..   PS - i was 16 when she was born. I helped deliver her ... her mom took her away a few months later and i never heard from either for a year. she died at the age of 4 i
Depressing Statuses
life is so fleeting. i cant wait till the certain eternity of death. scars in the heart are best expressed by even more on the wrists. Aww your in love? im so happy for you that i could go jump off a bridge now :) your going to war? why when it takes a lot less effort to kill yourself here than to let terrorists do it. i want to become a zombe, that way people can shoot me :) more to come!
Depression And God
Depression And Suicide
Depression can come from many things, divorce, a death in the family it's caused by a lot of things. It is an evil monster that tries to control your life. it got to me don't let it get to you it will ruin you people will try to take advantage of you it will make you mad you might get so mad there's nothing you can do to hold your anger and emotions in any longer and you explode and you want to kill yourself Please don't kill yourself the whole world will be sad,  Everyone will miss you even if you made them mad
Depressing Time Of Year
Truly finding this time of year depressing. I am unable to get my children anything at all....i am working but just enough to pay bills....i am in a relationship but it seems to be failing.....and i love being on Fubar but can never buy anyone anything.....sometimes i feel as if id be better off not here and i often wonder....would anybody truly miss me..... 
Depth Of The Well Doesnt Show The Waters Within
i'm supposed to be playing some game where i tell you ten things about myself and then i guess because you read this you have to do it too.. soo lets get this over. 1 i'm only doing this because i love s.a.p :P 2 my favorite band right now would have to be mushroomhead (i'm a big fan of metal) 3 i grew up in little haiti, not far from cherry hill 4 i was raised by a trindadian woman named jesso 5 i seldom follow others paths so i often find myself struggling to get out of the brush 6 i can dislocate my shoulder whenever i want to because of a tree climbing accident as a child 7 i loathe being cold and would rather burn to death than live two years in the arctic 8 sweet tea is my favorite drink, in fact i would say if not for it i would probably have died long ago from dehydration 9 i was an explosive ordanance tech in the marines (not eod) iyaayas means if you aint ammo you aint shit 10 last but not least, i have a 32 oz. carey hart slurpee cup th
Depth Of Soul
Entry for December 26, 2005 So we are sitting here the day after xmas, and watching the history channel about the anti-christ. This statement in itself is funny. Ok I have determined that several anti-christs are alive and well in the world, this is not hard. Today I have come to believe GW and his kind are, let's look at this shall we? He has mistakenly said the word mabus on the mic a couple of times, Mabus is the third named anti-christ in the quatraines of Michelle de Nostradame. STOP CALLING HIM NOSTRADAMUS!!!! He goes by Mike to his friends. The Christians are the first sheep to go into the fold of this new Anti-Christ, note all followings of the religious right. How many republican Witches (practising) Do You Really Know? Why is it important to believe in God if you are a president? Three years after the antichrist comes into power he turns against the peacefull and decieves the world. Gee, this sounds familiar. Have you noticed that there are 600 members
Depths Of The Hollows
From the depths of the hollows, The darkness creeps in. With the light cast away, I don't know where to begin. Too much to say, The story's untold. I try to speak out Before the shadows take hold. Desperate to escape The penetration of night, Lost and tired Of the continuous fight. Frantic to be heard, I scream out loud. As I claw my way out Of the deafening shroud. I lose my center. My frustration grows. But the only reply, Is the chilling echoes. Too much to lose, Blindly I grope. In the infinite search, For the ray of hope.
Depths Of My Depraved Psyche
4 sorry ass, pathetic, 2-faced people have recently been ex-communicated out of mine and another close friends lives. Now after these pathetic turncoats were all but erased from existing as far as either of us were concerned, one in particular makes a passive indirect attempt at showing remorse, which as the forgiving person I am made me consider offering them a reprieve. But as the fates would have it I come here on a whim out of boredom after a long absence and note the activity going on here. Stupid status messages and befriending of people who as far as I'm concerned can kill themselves in their self inflicted depression, succomb to further viral disease and follow suit like the good little lemming they are, respectively to each one of them. So that immediately puts me back into perspective of the main problem to begin with. LOYALTY! The most disloyal, turn on you for the current flavor of the month motherfucker I've ever had the displeasure of knowing. Let me tell you a little
Depth Of Understanding
We look in a mirror every day of our lifes. Nothing new to us as we begin the day. Our lifes literally rot every time we wake up. From our hyper teenage years we move to a slow paced and bitter adult. Our hearts get broke, and we never love like the first time! We will never have that special first memory and or that first exciting big moment. It's sad that we resort to what just is there and never rise above it! I wish to all those who read this that you reconsider and evaluate a new way of living. Take a chance that you've never considered! What will it hurt, and it could be what you need to make that new and big memory that has layed in the dust-covered bowl that you call a brain.
Deputies Find Victim's Body After Dumping
     Sharp-eyed passers by and quick work by the Richland Parish sheriff's office led to the speedy arrest of a murder suspect Saturday morning.       "A couple was coming home from a party around midnightSaturday and saw two people near the edge of a bridge ." Richland Parish Sheriff Charles McDonald said. "They thought they were just sick and the boy wanted to stop and help them, butwhen they saw the chain around her waist and the cement blocks, the girlpunched it and got out of there .... which was the right thing to do" McDonald said deputies contacted a Louisiana Wildlife and Fisheries officer and were able to immediately drag near Hatch's Bridge. They found the body on the second pass.      "You could see the marks the concrete left when he dragged her to to the side of the bridge," McDonald said. "We could tell where she went in."      Once the body was recoveredand identified Lincoln Parish Sheriff's deputies were alerted.     The women's husband ,is supected of killing h
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Derby Babee!
1. Thine house can never have too much Gatorade or too many pairs of fishnets. 2. Thou shall not ask if something died in my gym bag. (That smell is my pads…seriously.) 3. Thou shall make your friends aware that if one more of them ask me if we skate topless, he's going to end up with a skate up his ass. (That goes double for the next person who asks if Derby is like professional wrestling.) 4. Thou shall not protest when I feel the need to post pics of my ass on the league's bulletin board, especially if the bruises on my ass resemble the Virgin Mary or any 'Different Strokes' cast member. 5. Thou shall remember for any birthday, anniversary, or special occasion, three words: Bones. Swiss. Bearings. 6. Thou shall not protest the fact that there are two league practices, one team practice, two committee meetings and endless hours on the bulletin board each week. (Just be glad that the girls and I haven't just rented a big house so we could be together all the time.) 7
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in the air in which i breath so much the love in which i need. the love i give is the love i fill a rose a daisey or the lil daffer dill the sun rest above youre brow that your love is eternal and that is how. the waters stir far and slow though it is still your star they only show. i'm trying to realize what thry seem to already know, i guess thats why the journey home has been so long and the tides of posidian has flowwed so strong.but like a mail man nothing can haste my arrival and even though i'm hurting cause its been such a surrival i take care in the thought baby you be there after its halt ready to unleash all passion i have brought me setfan the grand father one day in his wonderings came upon lucious lane the king did not want his reign to end so he feared having kids but he found luscious lane so appealing so his passion over came him. he took her into him and layed with the child though she was still a woman he new she held the knowledge of time the clock work pyramids eev
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Derek Poem Of The Heart
Don't talk anymore my love  Just look at me  and you will understand  how I feel.  Look deep in my eyes  and you'll see your name,  my soul's broken mirror.  I love you more than you believe,  like you are my life,  my other half,  my subconscious guardian angel.  Look around you,  has anyone loved you more than I do?  Never cry my love  cause you'll make me bleed.  Always be happy  cause your smile is a source of life for me.  I breathe when you breathe.  But forgive me  for what I say.  I know you feel nothing.  For you I'm just a silly game  that you played with once  and now you hate  even to look at.  I'm sorry for my feelings  I know they drown you,  they don't set you free.  Come and tell me you hate me  that there's no other chance,  no fake hope.  Don't show me, but tell me.  And then I will leave  I swear I will leave you,  my endless pain.  It's not your fault,  I can't blame you  it's me who loves you.  Tell me your truth  and you'll n
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pretty much what the title infers, i'm skipping Political Science, mostly because all you have to do is read and you never even have to attend the class, I have been but I was a rebel today : ). So I just made this thing yesterday...well this morning at 1 am. Does that make me a loser? I hope not, can't meet new people and make friends that way. I am thinking out loud right now, I find that makes interesting writing, just typing every single thing that comes into your head like smeckledorf. see now you have no idea what that means and neither do I for that matter but I said it and it interested you, specially if your still reading this crap. I hate college traffic, it sucks my balls, and not in a nice way, in a oh I don't know what I am doing let me just try this " oh my god my balls are gone!!!!!" kind of way. Oh yeah, I typed that. Believe it. Back to traffic, sitting in a friggin parking deck for like an hour sucks. I told someone I would going to cut out their neck and eat their b
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Derrick's First Blog
i was just wondering if y'all are putting what you really think or if y'all just putting it to be nice well i thank you but i want people to rate me the score they think i really am. Thank you for reading this and have a good Day. Derrick McReynolds well some women say they like the shirt off but i think i need to keep it on what do you say?
Derrick Danko Memorial Show
Well, I haven't wrote anything in a little bit so I thought I would write and tell about some interesting things that have occured in my life. Last Thursday was a benefit show that I actually would like to thank The Warehouse for putting on. It was for a guy I knew in high school who died of testicular cancer. His name was Derrick Danko. Don't get me wrong, Derrick and I were never close, we were not great friends, and I hadn't been in touch with him since I graduated, so please don't send me the sympathy comments, save that for his family, including the three children he left behind. My memories of the man are all fond though, I was the little gothic child back in high school and he still accepted me and would talk to me like he would any other person in the school. He always took the time to see how I was doing, even though we were not friends, he would make sure to talk to me and just make sure everything was ok in my life. All in all he was a great guy and The Warehouse co
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Descent Into Poop
You know who you are. The larger than desired ladies out there who are self trained in the art of illusion. I see it every time I visit one of these sites. Some big girl will do herself up the best she can then snap 400 pictures with her webcam from various angles so she doesn't look as big. Sometimes a 300lb woman can appear very slim indeed. It's a nasty trick you play on people who aren't into fat chicks. You masquerade yourself with trick camera angles that David Blaine would be proud of. The chin down method. The from the shoulders up method. The laying perpendicular to the camera method. The stomach down on a soft bed method. You make it hard for us non-BBW lovers to sift through to find our type. Sure you need loving too but there's guys out there for you. Be proud of what you have because well placed confidence is sexier than aything. Just not too long ago I did a blog entry on these houdini girls who through trick camera angling make themselves appear 200lbs lighter. Usuall
Describe Me In One Word
Describe I
I find it quite amusing that my ex of not even of 24hours has already found a new female. And not even 10 hours ago he was telling me how he was hurt and not sure he could be friends with me and so forth. Pathetic! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE~! I'm tired of being the one to comfort you when you need a shoulder to cry upon. SUCK IT up, so I'm mean, cruel and sometimes deal with it. I enjoy hurting you sometimes, the look of pain in your eyes as you slowly break down brings a smile to my lips. I bask in your sorrow and pain and so dearly want you to cower before me.....for I refues to care anymore about how you truly feel!
Descension In The Ranks
Well, just another day in the life of a mother with 5 animals--I mean, kids. School is just about a week away for pretty much everyone--except the 2yr old. Boy is she sick of everybody. She's the youngest and gets no respect it seems, but she can take names, and whatever else she can when it comes to her 4 older siblings. Today my 10yr old autistic son was banging his hand on a plastic toy bin and my 2yr old kept coming to me in the kitchen saying, "mommy patrick won't stop, will you tell him stop?" I said, "Patrick, stop making that noise".I was trying to wash the dishes and so then my 2yr old went back in the living room and started plugging her ears, and going, "la, la, la, nah, nah, I can't hear you..blah,blah,blah,". He finally stopped banging his hand on the toy bin.
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OCTOBER=UNEXPLAINABLE Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Description Of A Soldier
Description of a Soldier Excerpts from an email sent by a soldier’s mother: The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reassemble it in less time in the dark. He digs foxholes and latrines and can apply first aid like a professional. He can march until he is told to stop or stop until he is told to march. He obeys orders instantly and without hesitation, but he is not without spirit or individual dignity. He is self-sufficient. He has two sets of fatigues: he washes one and wears the other. He keeps his canteens full and his feet dry. He sometimes forgets to brush his teeth, but never to clean his rifle. He can cook his own meals, mend his own clothes, and fix his own hurts. If you're thirsty, he'll share his water with you;
Descriptive Survey's
You Are a Little Anal Retentive Okay, so you're occasionally uptight, but it's not like you fill your day with little OCD rituals. You just like to exercise a little control over your life, and that's usually a good thing. As long as you limit your anal retentive ways to your own behavior, you're not annoying anyone. Deep down, most people are exactly like you.Are You Anal Retentive? You Are 20% Capitalist, 80% Socialist You see a lot of injustice in the world, and you'd like to see it fixed. As far as you're concerned, all the wrong people have the power. You're strongly in favor of the redistribution of wealth - and more protection for the average person.Are You a Socialist or Capitalist? Guys Think You're Easy to Be With... But Not Easy You're definitely a flirt - and a good one. But you also know that you shouldn't make a move on any cute guy who passes by. You save your seductive moves for someone who already knows the real you. That way, your sex appeal is just
Description Of Eric
Please join the Christians my New turf Every single person is Created in the image of God, thus have worth and a purpose God wants for them; but since not everyone belongs to God by their acceptance of the free gift of Grace given by Yeshua Moshiach, then their worth and purpose is at cross purposes to the plan of God. That is why their is Evil in sin in the World, and until the plan of God is fully completed at the Final Resurrection and Final Judgement the plan of God may seem harsh and not fair, but it is His Creation and as the Creator His rights, Love, and Justice supersede His Creations rights, then people will just have to deal with their Eternal Destiny if they decide to go their own way instead of the Way laid out by God. @ John 14:6-7 Acts 9:1-2 Acts 11:25-26 Acts 19:9-10 Acts 19:22-23 Acts 24:14-15 Acts 24:22 Acts 26:27-29 1 Peter 4:14-16 @ [Yeshua] said to him, "I am the Way, and the Truth, a
I have been toying with the notion of moving back down south for quit some time now, but i have came to the conclusion the other night, that i would not be moving down south, i would be moving out west to the great state of Arizona. Yes i know its hot and humid, but hey so was Florida, i have thought about it, and i think its time that i have a change of scenary. After what has happened to me last year i think its time to move on. I also took a look at the job market out there, I would be gettin the same amount there as i would here, but the real estate is phanominal down there. So i talked to a friend of mine who also works in the FD and he needs a change of sceneary as well. So sometime next year or so him and i would be out west soaking up the sun and being happy.
Deserved Love
Well Hell,,,,my team,,the Cav's are up 3games to none,,and rollin,,,,GO CAV'S!!!!! Cherry is turning out to be awesome!!! Still workin on few thing's though. I'll get this sh-t down,,,Latess Sup allll,,,,I'm new round here,,,sooo b gentle,,,but not 2gentle!!
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Desert Island Disc
You're on a deserted island, the only thing that survived (bedsides YOU) was your IPod and these 10 songs: (fill in your 10!!) Rate from #1 to #10 and remember, these are the songs that you will listen to until you are "rescued" (days, weeks, months, years, NEVER!)
Desert Island
If you were going to be placed on a desert island for 10 years...and you could only take 3 things...what would you take and why? Me personally...I would take a copy of The Odyssey by Homer, pictures of Pam Anderson's boobs and as large a container of hand lotion as I could get. What about you?
Desert Taz Tagged Me
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm addicted to Diet Caffine Free Pepsi 2. I prefer to have males as friends 3. I love my Kids 4. I love the color purple 5. I am Musically inclined 6. I am a hopeless romantic 7. I Love to Dance many types of dances 8. I collect Mickey Mouse 9. I Love to cook and bake 10.I am in college to be a Nurse I'm tagging: ~Lucky~ Cajun Cherry Wolfman 45 HD Ryan Popeye
The Desert Storm And Vietnam Veterans! What They Didn't Do!!
And these people on my mother side of the family are the devil. They have to be. Anybody who is encouraging the wicked. And the Desert Storm and Vietnam Veterans didn't know how to bother anyone with gay things including myself and act this very gay in public when I lived in Hampton, Va. and Newport News, Va. during the yrs. of 1994-1997 and when I lived the first time of Pgh. Pa. from 1997-1998 and when I lived in Detroit, Michigan from 1998-2003. they didn't bother anyone this badly off of gay things as these N.C. people are doing it. II Corinthians 11:19,20-33
Desert Flower
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The Desert Of The Real
So, sometime last year, I deleted my account.... might have been earlier this year, I don't remember..... but I realized... I missed this place.  So.. I came back! :D
Desert Hideaway
Sandy deserts Empty Quarter  Sand cover vast areas of the country due to the activity factors sculpture and erosion and sedimentation by fragmenting soft rock and formed the territory in the form of low basins filled with sandy sediments. One of the main sandy deserts as follows: Khali basin wide Low is one of the largest sandy deserts related to land as an area of ​​640 thousand km ² extending from the Hijaz and Asir Heights in the west to Oman in the east Heights, and Najd Plateau in the north to the border with Yemen in the south. Despite the harsh natural environment in this region and the absence of human activity, but it is rich in wealth huge oil and natural gas and radioactive minerals and sand glass and solar energy, which is no longer free as the name suggests this, as infested centers and stations national oil company and scouring planes and cars veiled skies and land for mineral savings.Desert الدهناء San desert str
Reflections of the now and then. even though with my babyboy,am i all alone? Dont have a boyfriend,even though i know all these man. what am i supposed to do,where is my home? have to make a decision,and dont know how. no loving hearts that are connected. someday i am in my highest,someday on my low. feeling by so many man necklected. need to stop searching,let it come to me. let the right men come to me. i just have to be patient, then i will see. need to concentrate on my kid and my future, and anything else i will conquere. thought i had a loving husband, but my marriage just went wrong. have now a problem with trusting. to get me there again the bond gotta be strong. need to stop trippin,these man got me flippin.... and all of that just cause i dont wanna be alone. i used to be different,i used to chill out. finding a men,thats not what it was about. i used to go party,have some drinks and dance. already knew,i had some man there in advance.
Desiderata And Other Words To Live By....
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial
Desire Help With A Question
This Gorgeous women at this Dateing site asked me this Question.I know not how to answer it.I desire help? Do you know a man sees himself through the eyes of a women he likes? How do you see yours in me?
Heating up the night with words, Arousing him my one desire, Wanting his forbidden love, Sighing in my dreams Appealing to his senses, Undressing for his mind Seeing words that make me smile, Undoing what is past Wrestling thoughts of right or wrong, Probing at his soul, Pressing, pushing, needing more, Receding boundaries disappear Touching bodies, skin to skin, Licking at his ear, Hearing nothing to object, Tasting here and there Nibbling kisses lower now, Sucking nipples firm Slurping sounds and bucking hips, Feeling no restraint Caressing hands upon my breasts, Gasping at his touch, Parting lips so long denied, Purring when I come
Desipher Reflections From Reality
I wish I had something to do...
Temptation inhale exhale heart beat quickening with each breath taken.. air thick with anticipation of this temptation.. you are everything i want and cant have. enticing me urging me to throw caution to the wind.. mind and body in a constant struggle being persuaded and seduced by your lure.. resovlve weakening lustful wants and desires taking control.. alas, victory Desire Walking by minding my own business my thoughts are random as i walk past i catch a scent sweet,musky and delicious..lawd.. doing a double take to see where it came from and my eyes meet yours. I am met with warmth and a little mystery deep dark brown like bittersweet chocolate with a smile that makes a shiver go up my spine.. My eyes turn away.. Because I am sure you can see my desire.. A little frightened from the fact, that.. you can see inside my soul. That moment feels like a lifetime, Like the clock and the world stands still. I don't even realize im
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her
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Attn: All readers... I am going to start periodically storing some of my fresh writing material here for those who are interested in reading... This one here is a paranormal romance... It starts of real slow, but you'll see it gets real interesting. Remember that this is the roughest of the rough *************************************************** As he closes his eyes and wipes the beads of sweat off his brow he can hear the laughter of three women off in the background. He glances at his watch and realizes how slow the day is dragging along. His production isn’t moving to swiftly either. Picking up the axe to continue chopping the wood for Mr. Woodrow when he hears splashing where the laughter of the women he heard earlier along with the combination of the water splashing and what sounded like women having a good time together caught his full attention, he immediately put the axe back on the ground and headed in the direction of the voices. “Amber c’mon! Yo
Hello All, I'd like to discuss BDSM with all. Just got back into after 6 sexless years. I am a SWITCH. Id like to hear from TRUE MALE SWITCHES, not just girlie-man devotees. Desire
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Times flies when you're having fun. We went to Desire and all we can say is WOW! We we're planning our return trip 10 minutes after getting there. Some things you should know about the resort: Extremely clean - saw them wash the windows everyday. Very compact - its not a big place so you won't get lost. Nudity is great! If you haven't tried it, do. You'll never want to put on a bathing suit again. Beach Beds - Totally decadent. Laying on a platform bed on the beach nude while stroking your lover while sipping drinks while the warm ocean air washes over you is unbelievable. You should all experience it. Jacuzzi - Nothing like having drinks with 50 of your newest naked friends while watching people have sex on the nearby beds. Then putting on a show yourself. People - we met the nicest, warmest people from all over the globe there. We could go on about the food, disco, rooms, entertainment staff, etc. but you can read all about that other places on the net.
In the darkness of night i wonder what you are doing how you are spedning your night. If you are thinking of me or someone else. I want you and I can't deny this much longer as my whole face shows it. I dream of touching your face. OF holding you in my arms. I want more but I do not deserve more. Why can't I be with you? My dreams are filled with images of you and my every waking moment is filled with you. I want to snuggle up to you and spend the night talking and laughing with you. If things progress then all the better but I want you..... I walk around and look at people and I wonder if they too feel what I feel. If I was a man I would be walkign around with an erection. I don't know what to do. Is it my age? COuld it be that I am just geeting tickled and really need some all night and all day carressing, loving and feeling like a woman desired! I don't know but i know i can't go on like this. I feel so guilty the thoughts that go thru my head. I want sex all
Designer Drama
i am a designer in a very nice but BORING country. Thanks to cherrytap i can now... 1) get wasted while at work. 2) not get a hangover. 3) blurt out about WORK STUFF ...i wish there would be online house parties where you can wreak havoc on people's pads and puke all over the furniture and make out in their parents' bedrooms and get arrested by police and... oh, i find the interface a bit complex... have to get used to the morphed scattared ultra-personalized myspace-ish layout. cheers! Loe
In the heat of the night I wake up with a fright I turn to look beside me you are right where you are supposed to be I wake you with a kiss and my desire that just persists you pull me close to you and I feel your love so true Filled with so much desire of this I will never tire I am wrapped in your warm embrace as you slowly take me to another place Our bodies become entwined slowly we start to grind at a nice and steady pace as we feel our hearts start to race We are having so much fun as two slowly become one I feel like I am on fire and you just keep taking me higher I want you like no other you will always be my lover as you gently enter me I set my emotions free I feel you so hard and deep glad I woke you from your sleep faster and more intense as we go I love you so much, just want you to know As we are ready to explode all our emotions were showed we cuddle into each other arms I love how you work those charms We slowly drift off
I woke up this morning thinking erotic thoughts I want to penetrate your mind from behind Slowly, deeply, rhythmically To enter your deepest thoughts To explore the contours of your soul Driving you into ecstatic reaction Wildly emotional of both of us as We consume each other as I take you firmly and caress you Driving you wild with ecstasy Holding you in a strength unsurpassed Kissing you until you willingly submit to my every move Then releasing you gently to reveal your passion Your begging response, your sexual hunger Then again holding you strongly, taking you in a complex orchestration of eroticism Giving, receiving, gently, firmly, lovingly Holding you in an embrace of warmth, passion and love Driving you into an abyss of sensuality Pulling you back to tease you with affection Then again and again, ecstasy Searching the erogenous zones of your mind Making your body ache with desire, craving more and more..... I sit at this des
Desiree Addams
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at You scored as Bondage, Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100% Chains/Handcuffs100% Biting83% Whips67% Blind Folds58% Blood33% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with
Within the midst and mist of seamless indigo uncontrolled hours of crave filled night Within the decadent fog of moist dreams fantasy’s boiling sands he seeps in sin soaked triumph A Zorro masked seduction of flesh tone shadow’s silhouette erotic and hypnotic to her his passion’s prey Beneath closed eyes of weakened will through opened soul that is weaker still A taunting touch of ten fold lust is known Parting slumber’s wanton lips awakening the wantonness within such other lips that tremble and quiver with fearless desire He strikes and moves; his weapon’s thrusts precise and measured in tortured calibrations only she survives She stirs and squirms in feigned helpless counter mews in betraying melting tones “Mmmmmmmmmmmmmore ...” Raw animal instincts rising heating now, the vessels from which intrusion champagne’s cream froth and foam, spill over voracious victor’s cup leaving its sensual spoils to be tasted in yet another climactic war She
Desires Us
Its people like this that are just mental and need help when you want a divorce and want to be left alone ..I have been stalked for months by this asshole and he has multiple warrants ....He is a pussy and hiding behind his mommy..He has numerous assaults against women present and past... He is just a basket case with nothing better to do than make up 100 ids on fubar .... He doesn't work like a man should instead mommy supports him and his woman beating habit... Don't be the next woman to support this woman beating drunk who has no life I did for 3 years too long and have protective orders and police reports to prove it !!!!! I was hoping he wouldn't find me on fubar this was my site until he found out about it now i am ready to leave it... Thanks for being my friends for awhile to those who have....... Raven Face pressed to face, Hand clasped in hand, Mouths open together, Entwining for loves most passionate display. Breast to hardened chest, Arms holding so tigh
What are the things I desire? What are the things i need most? Why do i sit here and write nothing down? My soul as empty as a ghost. I desire warmth, of flesh and blood. I desire your touch ever so soft. I desire your lips upon my skin The touch making me rise aloft. What are the things I desire? What are the things I need most? I wrote a few things down I am your welcoming host.
Desires In Darkness
In the darkness with u by my side undressed and scared shaking from nerves of excited from anticipation as I start feeling u grow stronger an stronger the urges over coming my body like molten hot sensations over my entire body as you enter my world slipping and sliding working your way in as I start grinding and moaning you feel my body quiver as you start plunging deeper into the depths of my nature equipped and ready taking me to new heights groaning and panting moaning and screaming as climax approaches our universes collide as i scream out your name souls begin to inter-twine at this moment in time connection of two beings meetings at a elevated level between lust and love just me and you alone in the darkness as our love is set free.......
in the mist of the night i feel Your the warm breath on my neck the touch of Your fingers on my body in the Dark of the Night i feel the passion and Desire Building with my hands tied behind my back i feel hot Wax dripping down to my breast the tingle from within awaiting more pleasures my breast are awaiting Your touch Please pinch them Sir make me squirm the smile on my face awaits a kiss from Your lips please Tease them Sir.. i feel Your hand on my ass You spank me gently then a bit harder and again i feel the heat building teach me to be a good Submissive show me Your Desires take me and mold me to a better Person give me the strength that i need in this crazy world passion and desire is what gives life more Zip and the Passion to feel more connection to others show me Your world Sir bound my hands and my feet take me places i have never been before...... unleashed deep inside my soul a touch from you unleashed a desire a pain of Passion A Kiss oh
Desire Of Halloween
On a dark halloween night Thoughts creeping in my lingering mind Twisted tales of sexual desire Trapped , tied within my vine. Ecstasy escaped my inner mortal soul Longing to give you my all craving your luscious bodies curves for I am so enthralled. To caress your sweet succulent skin Licking and teasing each and every part Wanting to do so much more to you Will ever get to make this start. Dreaming with my mind wide open Reaching out for hopes you will give in Touch me deeply with your bladed fingers for you will me be my one mortal sin. Halloween is a night of frights Ghosts,goblins, and spirits galore For i have one sexual fantasy That i so utterly adore.
"Words To Live By" Current mood: mellow Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about lo
Desires I am the sinner I am the night dancer I am the woman you've always wanted, who will use and abuse you and be unmoved by your storms I am the laughter in our nightmares. Come walk in the night, the jasmine breezes are blowing. Lift up my veil, kiss my lips, you will only be broken hearted. Come smile at my tears, come kiss them away, they will burn your tongue so sweetly, only-- Do not ask why I arrived here in the night, with hair much darker than your fantasies, Do not ask if anything will change, this is only the land of fantasies. When you awake, if you awake you will find my hair upon your pillow, and your heart upon your sleeve. Everything will be much darker than it was, and the heavy weight of reality will be replaced by obsession. I might return some other night, If you have waited starving in the garden, If you have waited with your eyes drying out and hurting with longing, with your exposed heart Then it will be time for another rolling stroll thro
Desired Love
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of al
Desire Life Love Laughter Passion
Eyes staring from across the room. Shared smiles, as butterflies dance in their bellies. A song only the two of them can hear. The anticipation of her touch. The desire to feel his lips pressed against hers. The secretiveness and lies that line their story. Together, They drown out the saga that surrounds them. For a moment, They are one. They are happy. With a sudden touch of the hand she is drawn back to the reality that sits in front of her. Drawn back to the sadness and hurt that consumes her. She takes a sip of her beer trying to drown the emptiness she feels. Turning back to her escape every so often with a smile. Longing to hold him. The desire to be happy. The desire to be one. written by binnieblueyes copyright 2006
Desire For I am the craving that touches the soul.The emotion that reaches within the pits of essence.For I am the strength of feeling that entices the heart.Smothers it,devours it,and hides it.I am your wish for eternity,yet,I speak not of it.You shall long for me, as if that was the only life that live.You will want me in a way you can't have.And when you close your eyes you dream of me.Yet,I do not come to you.The breeze in the trees.The sun upon the face.The rain upon the flesh,all signs of my existence.The burning of a candle,a dance in the forest,and the song in the heart,proves I am a vital flame.All that we are is because of me.An assemblage of magnitude that give you pleasure throughout eternity.For I am Desire.Long for me.Feel me.Crave me.But most of all need me.
m sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. ****I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date***** I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am whe
Your body my temple To worship and adore I am yours to do as you wish I kneel in your presence Succumb to your every desire In darkness I put my complete Trust in you master In this magical land Glistening and naked I descend into your world Lead me firm and unyielding Make me your whore| Alone I am nothing A shadow But with you in control I become whole I beg you Tell me what you want me to be Shape me I am at your mercy Lust Pain Pleasure Release Bondage... the fiend of pleasure, the drive of pain... the addiction forever; that drives me insane. The desire that makes me, the cloud that has change.. a new founded sex type; that makes me feel the same. My weakness is a pin point, i surrender to the mood; i feel your breath on me.. like a whip in the herd. I scream with excitement, i shrill with glee.. i moan so spontaneous, in ecstacy. I experience the climax, i endure the rush, those cuffs hold me down.. when i feel i've
Design A Lounge...doubt It...
Desi - Sex Guru
Kinky Sex Sex seems to suffer the closer people become, maybe this is because we lose our sense of "otherness."We get to caught up in satisfying "their" needs instead of thinking about our own. There's nothing wrong with trying to satisfy your partners need, however if your trying to "spark" fireworks it really isn't helpful. Forget about the guilt, rule breaking, fear of being caught, forbidden elements, being selfish about "our" pleasure, or something we know our friends would be horrified by ( or at least we like to think so, anyway ) This type of sex usually happens in one night stands, affairs, and risky sex with someone we know we shouldn't be having sex with in the first place. Granted some couples seem to manage with balancing intamacy and excitement and getting the best of both worlds. No added bodily fluids and no added bodies, all they've done is upped the "KINK" in their relationship. Different activities you can try to up the Kink in your relationship are: 1.
Desire & Insom
Katrina&Joesph 70% Compatible ¢¾ Katrina and Joesph have recently begun dating. The age difference may create some difficulties in terms of compatibility. However, similar personality descriptions are a plus. Their difference of faith could cause friction. And the fact that Katrina smokes could be an issue. They both drink, so there is no incompatibility there. Their astrological signs are in harmony, which is a plus. They share a favorite season, and that is good. Their common love of animals is another good thing. And their views on children are similar. Katrina and Joesph are somewhat compatible overall. There are definitely some rough spots, but those can be overcome with love and dedication. ¢¾Test Your Dating Compatibility Which celebrity relationship are you?Jennifer Anniston + Vince VaughnYou were at first a little shy about the relationship, because of youre friendship before it, but you really are good for eachother
With my eyes softly closed I can still taste you... the lingering sweetness of you the lingering taste of your skin on my lips, the soft and gentle rhythm of heartbeats - mere moments before locked as one roaring and surging now nestling gently calmly entwined inside and out. With my eyes softly closed I still feel the heat - sheer animal passion an eternal raging appetite fulfilled yet encompassing quenched yet forever hungry, the effort of merging sweat's sweet sting, the timeless moment, the 'after' glow the infinite softness of you and me and such a fullness of love I've come to know. With my eyes softly closed a single tear flows the indescribable emotion released from within as my eyes silently open and find yours looking in.
"An Encounter of Silent Bliss" the door opens ever so slowly revealing the most amazing man I have ever seen. With his finger to his lips he shhhhh's me and with the whisp of his hand, shows me in. He takes my hand and down a long corridor we walk. We enter a dark room lit only by candles. A table set with the most tantilizing fare. Fruits of every kind, color and flavors, glasses, no chalis's filled with beautiful drinks. The smell of the room is heavenly. I am about to exclaim my delight when his finger again comes up and presses my lips for silence. Seemingly strange but his actions are beginning to arouse me. He serves me a small plate containing a bit of everything and then offers with a gesture a drink of my choice. He leads me through a doorway to another candlelit room. Here there are chairs and love seats and in the far corner, barely visible a large satin covered bed. A few sips of my drink stir the heat that is rising inside me. He motions for me to come to him where he
The Designated Driver
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I'm in love with a lady who knows how i feel but is still going to marry another guy. @ one point the lady i fall in love with was seeing my ex girlfriend. I'm friends with both but i don't think i can stay that way for ever long time, i see her my heart skips a beat. in a couple of weeks she is going away an she asked my x and me if we would like to follow her. what should i do? this is a first for me. think about droping this thinking of not coming in for a while need to get my head back on right. so bye bye to all my friends and families. I'll see u on the wrong side of the road maybe. time for this trucker to hit the road!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Desire. To covet,want,a transient longing for someone or something.Does it involve greed? To some degree yes,does it involve envy,yes.The Buddhist teach that to Desire is to inflict your own suffering;why would anyone desire so only to cause there own self inflicted pain? Perhaps it is the "pain before pleasure" notion or simply the transient feeling of wanting the allure of the deviant fantasy of the unobtainable. For myself all to often the things I want are not necessarily the things I i truly need.To be free of want is to be no different then to live without pleasure,taming the how and why to need and stepping outside oneself to is the real challenge.With all thing attainable we lose are real self in the process;it is a price that only you can decide for yourself. I'm not usually one to blog or write something so interpersonal,but there are always thoughts that deserve to be written.
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we walk through the halls of chemically enhanced consciousness, in search of a magneficient orgiastic banquet. the arrogant incubi who rise above so seductively taunt us, wanting us to succumb to their vast array of carnal knowledge a daimonic realm where all we see and touch not only liberates our desirous burning flesh but welcomes it,the yearning for submission to some grand sexual encounter our growing hunger only echoes the deep ecstasies which lie dormant we are unable to maintain becoming crude and vunerable the sensualist side lusting while the animal only wants to discover tease then feed the salty taste of your flesh is welcoming to my mouth your body shakes with anticipation hungry mouths consume naked and glistening hands and bodies entertwined your body is my temple in which i worship you are in control in this world of you and i nothing is sacred...... The dance of desire never ends although the dancers become tired and breathless
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Desires Vow
I dont even know who he is and yet he makes things grow tight low in my body. Poring myself a shot of Jack, and let the warm liquid slide down my throat, secretly wishing it was something else. This man is in my head, so vivid it gets me hotter, and my hands wander. Sitting on the chair at my kitchen table, my tongue dances over my lips, my hands spreading my legs wider....With him still so vivid in my mind...I had never even seen him before, but this man....always in my head.... My fingers undo the belt on my pants, heat rushing through my body, my center dripping with the sweet delicious, warmth. I know that its my hand that is sliding underneath the fabric of my jeans, sliding the satin of my panties aside. But in my head...Where this strange man lived... It was his fingers along my heated flesh. A moan escaped my lips, his fingers dipping inside. I open my eyes but it is no longer a kitchen that I see, Instead I am sitting in a chair, in a studio. I look down to see him kneeled in
Desires Of The Heart And Soul
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking my bo
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all ar
for we are both prisoners of wild desire and we will never be free to be alone again there are chains of love that bind us tight a lover's pact made between me and you she smiles so sweetly and softly calls to me her eyes say that she will be always be mine her lush lips open to invite my fevered kiss locked in love's embrace till the end of time for we are both prisoners of wild desire and we will never be free to be alone again there are chains of love that bind us tight love's bonds forged in passion's fire for we are both prisoners of wild desire burning all day and through darkest night these chains that bind our hearts so tight a lover's pact made between me and you
I thought I glimpsed you today, An angel's splendor, and radiance, A trick of the eyes, Absent as a shadow, Passing, in a moment. I travel a desolate, dark, lifeless road, Alone, I walk downcast, unable to perceive where my eyes should quest, Encountering duplicitous faces, Bitter sadness, fills my yearning heart, When will you avow your love, your beauty! How long must I endure on my own, Weak and frail, lonely heartache, Will I ever discover you, Pursuing, wondering, abiding, Priceless paragon, I desire, How long must I wait? Shadowy darkness pervades my eyesight, lies of true love, Will my derelict heart survive, until,
I Can Feel You... You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near. How I so desire to entwine my legs around you, just as our souls entwine and spiral like thousands of twinkling diamond stars. How I ache to feel you deep within me, one with me and my heart, our bodies finally merged as are our souls and intoxicate on the blend of our essences creating a unique perfume. Heady and sweet. Oh, to feel your weight upon me, I, deliciously impaled immobile - to feel the force of loving thrusts each urgency climbing higher. To
In your small roomYou look at those same wallsAt that windowThat gives you all your lifeYou never liked that windowYou always thought it was evilOr that's what you were toldYou decide you want to look outside...Walking very scaredClose your eyes before you lookOpen themSearing lightsBlue skiesLush green grassLook at the childrenAdults talkingSense the love around themFeel the joy of that worldLook back into your dark roomYou feel an ominous presenceLeave your dark roomTo enter a dark hallLook for your masterAsk him to leave the dark hallAnd come to your dark roomAsk him to look at that worldBut instead he cowers in fearAsk nicely if you can visit that worldHe says no, so very hastilyAsk and demand whyHe gives you no replyAnd closes the windowSits you downTells you to never go there againYou grow unhappyYell at him and say what you wantHe just simply says "never again"With more anger and hateYou can't resist that worldRun out your dark roomInto the dark hallAnd open those huge doorsThe
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l know you like skirts but, these jeans look pretty good and l need what small barrier it gives me. You have a glass of wine and l'm just thinking a cup of courage is not a bad idea. You ask if l would like anything?? l sit looking at you, thinking how relaxed and kind you are just like before. Within minutes l am enjoying talking about work and what you have been up to. I'm drinking my wine on my empty stomach and feeling very relaxed and comfortable. After a bit you ask "you ready to go?" l grab my purse and slide out of the booth.   l think l know were your taking me, so l don't ask. l put on my belt and watch you pull out of the parking lot. Your fingers are in my hair pulling me toward you. "Take it out" your pants are unsnapped and open, l can see your cock sticking up in your shorts. l do as you say then you tell me to "start sucking it cunt" l can't reach you and stay in my belt so l take it off and lower my mouth onto you. Your hand is pushing me down on you further. My hea
  Max Ehrmann Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is as perennia
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It is what I crave, eyes of hunger the undeniable embrace pulling  a moaning gasp from deep inside as lips meet Flesh ignights suddenly alive to savor each electrifying connection of skin on skin souls uniting an all too brief moment forever changed         Hooked,  Mouth still stinging from the rush Of lust. Fixated, intensely attuned life or death Breathe gasps, passion hunger. Once pulled intently, drawn nearer, grasped then mercilessly released. Underneith the waves still hunger as another is drawn in. Eyes no longer look upon me in want. I desire to be one with those eyes cold ambivilence a thick barrier of silence the hull protecting you from sinking. From releasing, from being with me.        
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Dressed to fulfill your fantasy Cheerleader, nurse, school girl, and more Whoever you'd like me to be I'll surprise you at the door Eyes that shimmer Smile filled with delight Together we quiver At each other's sight You hold me first Embrace so tight I feel your thirst It's a perfect night Your heart beats with mine Our lips lock The clock stops in time Hard as a rock I'm taken away We dare not part As we move united I feel your dart Piercing through me Depths unknown Together we travel Together we moan All our energy consumed We collapse in each other's arms Sweet contentions Our bodies soar Nestled in your arms Peaceful and sound Dreaming of you Until our next round   Written by Dj Sexy Doc MSD
for we are both prisoners of wild desireand we will never be free to be alone againthere are chains of love that bind us tighta lover's pact made between me and youshe smiles so sweetly and softly calls to meher eyes say that she will be always be mineher lush lips open to invite my fevered kisslocked in love's embrace till the end of timefor we are both prisoners of wild desireand we will never be free to be alone againthere are chains of love that bind us tightlove's bonds forged in passion's firefor we are both prisoners of wild desireburning all day and through darkest nightthese chains that bind our hearts so tighta lover's pact made between me and you
I've decided to start a blog series about design. This is the first in a series. I will also later include either a video or a link you can use to see some of my work. I'll be updating my status from time to time so that you are aware that a new design blog has been posted. I hope you get something useful out of these blogs as I have. I've decided to start a blog series about design. This is the first in a series. I will also later include either a video or a link you can use to see some of my work. I'll be updating my status from time to time so that you are aware that a new design blog has been posted. I hope you get something useful out of these blogs as I have.      
Desi's Day Dreams
Out in the woods I cracked Against the ground my head had smacked So logical reasoning, I found I lacked Only aware of the wrong choice I backed Crazed and insane I listened for the far off profane Trying to find an imaginary lane Bloody and torn I nearly could have sworn I could touch the coming morn And caught my hand on a waiting thorn Nearly dying I couldn't stop spying The trees, for my clothes and skin they were trying Until in the end, on the floor I was lying My blood from my body started shying Then, all of a sudden, just like that... I wasn't dying. There's a knife in my heart Where you played the part Thinking we were both so smart Until we learned I was simply a tart So please... don't even start Filling the rend which will never really mend only for death might I send so my life I can lend so others can fend Don't really wanna talk about pain So I'll mention your stain While my heart lays slain The conversational bane that splits us in twain... Little lily f
Desire's Dark Erotic Stories
WARNING: Not for persons under the age of 18.Story contains descriptions of extreme violence and sex. Preface:I write in an effort to change the attitude of the deviant reader... paradoxically those that find what I write appealing. It is by my graphic harshness and salacious content that I attract (bait) those readers ... those deviant minds that I can then interact with... in an attempt to change misguided notions and attitudes of abuse against women and children. My methods are deviously unique... but very successful. I write to AROUSE...and then to APPALL... and so the bitter seed is planted. My stories do not glorify the act of coerced sex or violence... nor do I support sexual abuse of any kind." violence is typically unrealistic, simplistic, glorified, and even presented as humorous."The "bang, bang, you're dead" sanitized scenario that we so often see on TV or in films communicates nothing of the reality of death or dying.It is only when we see death firstha
Damn it's getting hot in here, u got me shook, The way my body melts just from one single look. I been wanting u for a while and I know that u want me, So lets leave the club and get a little freaky. As soon as we hit the room it's like 4th of july, My pussy gets real wet and I can feel u rise. kissin u all over, breaths more frantic and fast, U keep this up I dont know how long I will last. I throw u on the bed and start ripping off your clothes, I start lickin u all over and get excited as I watch you grow. Mmmmm u taste so good now I'm getting lower, butt ass naked u and me, there's no use for any covers! As I start to hear u moan I take u into my mouth, Show u what a real woman is really all about. I can tell u are loving it by the way u moan and grown It's time to climb on top and get my riding on. I ride u nice and slow at first until I cant take nomore, Then I ride it rough how I like to even up the score. You grab me by my hips as I ride u nice and rough, Pus
The Designated Distraction
I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH PEOPLE CAUSE ITS ALL FUN AND GAMES TILL SOMEONE GOES TO JAIL   And dont worry im not telling not to do it im just telling ya how it needs to be done.... The other night me and quite a few friends were out drinking..... Alot....Alot more than neccecary.  What can i say it was a tuesday theres nothing else to do.  Anywho right around 3am maybe quarter to 2 i dont know i was fucked up I step outside the bar for some fresh air and to welcome another of my accociates who was arriving fashonably after work good guy.  For privacy sake we will call him Dick Richardson TEEHEEHEE, while waiting i squint with troubled vision across the street and what do i see... Yep Hookers But then i look across the other way and i shit you not there is a metropolitan police dept occifer eyeballing the bar waiting for the drunk fuckers like myself to get in the car and drive.  Asshole.  So as my Little Dicky pulls into the right spot i say hey Dick whats up and then i ease him int
Desiderata... Needful Things
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high idea
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Desolate Resentment
The rain falls in the darkness of my mind in the depths nothing but darkness I find the pain shatters the window of light The tears I do need to fight yes I do there is no trying unless I choose to keep crying Mindless Self Indulgence stays in thought you "stupid mother fucker" I should have fought what demeants drove me to think you were good then you pulled some shit from the hood steal my soul and break anothers heart for tour own passion attempt to tear us apart I love him more than my infatuation I put myself in the situation but you know better than to touch right now I hate you so much I shattered his heart and trust making it up to him is a must   Sad is the lonely heart that be am I to wonder does he really love me if so why not take a stand remember you sir took my hand I am the one you are to marry to say nothing to me is scary I come to you out of my way go home is all you say not glad we are to see my face maybe I should slow the pace ask me her
The Desolate Warrior.
Desperation's Call...
Deadly silence screaming out among a beating heart. A constant reminder of how I must forever play a part. Never myself, always rainbows and sunshine. Unable to heal from the lonliness concealed inside. Forced to put on an act, to live a lie day to day. No escape from the misery that locks my soul away. To let the true me show would cause too much pain. For who would love me then, what good could it gain. So I cower behind a mask of what others think I am. While the real me burns in agony amidst the living damned. A smile to hide The emptiness inside A laugh to conceal A misery unreal A mask to disguise Agony and lies A breath to say I'm going away A razor to bleed An aching need A heart to beat In desperate retreat A coffin to bury An unwanted me A rose to believe Now I'm free
Desperate Times,desperate Measures
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Despertly Tryng To Find Someone
i cannot find any information on someone that i am desperately trying to find. Does anyone know how i would go about finding this person other then the usual people finder? i am looking for a address with no results!! The last known address is one i already have i just have come to a dead end and was hopeing someone out there could help!!! thanks
Despite It All
I want your love To shine for me To set my soul And spirit free I’ll send my love To comfort you No matter where you go Or what you do With our love We’ll find the way Stay with me Till my last day You are my only You know that’s true Never doubt My love for you Despite It All Despite the place, That I'm now in, This corner of my life, That tells where I've been... Despite the set backs, That I face, Or of the tears, That leave a trace.... Despite the time, That distance brings, Or life's little quirks, And all other things... Despite the fact, That i still live, Memories of a past, I can't forgive... Despite the rains, That flood the trail, Despite
Desperate Trash
Wow I'd like to see more faces and less tits around here I'm sure every guy on here would disagree haha. Seriously though seeing some girl showing herself off and guys too is so tacky to me if everyone can see it what fun is it to go after? Just a thought take it or leave it!
From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. Edgar Allen Poe Definition of despair (noun) utter hopelessness and despondency Nothing's really wrong; but, then, nothing is right. Perhaps I'm lost and no one is even looking for me... Otsegolation ~ Static-x if we gain by severance we gain most
Huddled within the darkness of the shadows, her mind raced with the traumatic events that led to her demise. The stains of her tears had long since faded, as the length of her hair concealed the shame she felt course through her very soul. Concealed from the eyes of those she claims to be in judgment of her. Eyes that others claim are never there.
Despair Darkness, Winters cold breath, Nothing awaits us, But death. Copyright Steve Britt 10 June 2003
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Despair And Euphoria In 24 Hours
Ok I was once in a long distance relationship, supposedly she was pregnant with my baby. Anyway she has a condition that causes her to be in and out of the hospital, I won't go into specifics. So anyway I get a call that she went into the hospital and it wasn't looking good, then a few hours later I get a call she died. So I was the most devastated, I had ever been this girl and my baby both dead, so I made plans to go there figure out whats going on and get to the funeral. I got down there drove all night 8 hours an something, at the time I couldn't drive, dad drove so we got a room, and I called her house to find out something about funeral arrangements, and guess who answered... it was her, I was in shock and she said she didn't know what happened. She drove to the Hotel it was like seeing a ghost, I was so happy but it was unreal. She said she lost the baby, anyway as you can imagine from here the story gets pretty far fetched, I was still so happy, but I had more
~~despite The Doubt~~
********Despite the Doubts and Troubles******* Despite the doubts and troubles that you've gone through, There is no doubt at all about your love. Though many now change partners when they want to, You've found your one and chosen not to move. In doing so, you've given me a picture More beautiful than any I might draw, More potent than the most persuasive lecture, With far more force than any rule or law. So much you've given me! Yet what you've given Of love and time and money and concern Is less than what I've seen as you have striven To make your life a lesson I might learn. I'm grateful for the things you did and do, But even more, for what you made of you. Peace.
Despiration Of Life
when does lonely become despiration? when do you give up the pride in yourself? at what point do you break like a twig feeling traped in a situation that seems to get worse at every turn ? when is enough enough? when does pride feel like the enimy? Scary thought is that i know i am worth being loved and being treated well my body is broken yes but my mind is as sharp as ever and in this day a man need to be more then smart they have to have a job and a future that i do not have. what do i have left?
are we really that desperate that we grab hold of the first thing that passes by and says hello or looks in our direction.
Despair Darkness, Winters cold breath, Nothing awaits us, But death. Copyright © Steve Britt 10 June 2003
Desperately Yours
Throw a dog a bone I'll take it if I have to Go real fast like there's somewhere we can get to What's the use of standing right there on the edge if there ain't nowhere to fall What's the use in hanging on tight to the phone if nobody might call Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Tell it like a lie live it like a movie Give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me What's the use in making all the plans that we made if you weren't gonna go [ Miranda Lambert Lyrics are found on ] What's the use of slapping on a smile for a face if your eyes don't wanna show Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Well it's too damn bad you didn't have a chance to make me your best friend You were too caught up in giving too much up and not doing what you should ha
Desperate Need
Desperate Need Would you help your brother man when they are in desperate need If you had the means that could help them succeed? I’m talking about someone down on their luck  with their life in a cast Doing their best and giving their last. Their path being a little different than yours People they know keep closing their doors. If you were the one who can hold your own Someone who has truly learned how to move along. Meeting the right people who lend you a hand. Helping you develop and make your best stand. Yes, brought up right without any stage fright. Given a chance to shine in the light. Would you choose to be the greedy one? Feeling that no one else deserves any type of your fun? Saying “I did this on my own all by myself without anyone giving me any type of help!”
Desructive Force
ever have one of those days, when everything you want to fix turns to crap? Well I have had 8 months worth of those days, mind you some really good stuff in there too, but even that I have managed to ruin. I am actually a pretty good person, with great intentions, yet I am a destructive force to any thing, or anybody I come into contact with it seems like. I want so bad to be happy again, but yet when that starts to happen, I panic, and get scared because when I'm happy, things go bad, and I get hurt again. So thus when I get close to happiness, now I run, and therefore it looks very bad on me, and people tend to get hurt. Do i do this on purpose? Not entirely, some is, just for the sake of saving the others feelings, but it also has to so with forgiveness... of myself. I am so hard on me that I don't know how to forgive myself when I don't get it right, and then it cascades into this thing I can't control, and suddenly i'm on the run again. I don't know how to fix this, and don't know
Dessert Before Dinner
I went to the kitchen to grab a drink, all of a sudden I'm up against the sink. My baby stood there looking 'oh so fine', he brought with him two glasses of wine. He poured his glass down my shirt. Chocolate syrup splatter across my face, I kissed his lips to give him a little taste. He smiled at me as he took my hand, I was nervous about what he planned. Grapes and cherries went down my shorts, Down my panties went jelly beans of all sorts. I took ice cream and planted it on his chest. He took off my bra and I took off his shirt, together we made the perfect dessert. Hot passionate romance or something more, when pots, pans and dishes had hit the floor. On top of the kitchen table he sat me down, we made such a mess as we fooled around. On the floor was the dinner we made, and for moments like this I wouldn't trade. The table was broken from our weight, but off of each's body we had ate.
Dessert Angels
I did a school project labeled dessert angels for all the soldiers in Iraq and have not yet completed it but would like to even though school is over. If anyone has any pictures of themselves or anyone else in Iraq so that I can try and finish this project on post traumatic stress disorder (aka battle fatigue) it would be greatly appreciated if I can have those pictures for the class project. Please feel free to get ahold of me on here.
Dessie's Life!
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Ingredients: * 1-3/4 cups flour * 1 cup brown sugar * 1/2 cup butter, melted * 2 cups whole pecan halves * 1 cup butter (no substitutes) * 3/4 cup brown sugar * 2 cups milk chocolate chips Preparation: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In large bowl, combine flour and 1 cup brown sugar and mix with fingers. Stir in 1/2 cup melted butter until the mixture looks like cornmeal. Pat evenly into a 13" x 9" baking pan. Sprinkle pecans over crust. In a small saucepan, combine 1 cup butter and 3/4 cup brown sugar. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture boils for 1 minute, combines, and looks syrupy. Drizzle evenly over the pecans. Bake bars 17-22 minutes until bubbly over entire surface. Remove from oven. Sprinkle immediately with milk chocolate chips and cover with foil to trap heat. Let the chocolate melt for a few minutes, then remove foil and swirl a knife through some of the chips to marble. Don't try to spread the chips over th
Destiny!!! Poetry Copyright Martin Kays
HERE'S MY THIRD CONTEST I'VE BEEN ENTERD IN! "A COUPLE FRIENDS THOUGHT I GOT ROBBED IN THE MILF CONTEST SO THEY WANTED ME TO BE IN THERE CONTEST AND BE IN A MORE FAIR CONTEST", SORRY IF YOUR GETTING TIRED OF VOTEING FOR ME. BUT PLEASE VOTE FOR ME AND AS MANY TIMES AS YOU CAN....ALSO RATE ME BECAUSE THE RATEING WILL BE THE TIE BREAKER IF MY COMMENTS TIE WITH SOMEONE ELSE! SO SHOW ME YOUR LOVE GUYS!!!! (JUST CLICK ON MY PICTURE ON THIS BLOG AND IT WILL TAKE YOU STRAIGHT TO THE CONTEST) KAT ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HERE ARE THE RULES! Its the Hottest Girl on CherryTap Contest Make sure to hit up the contest album on my profile...its clearly for your favorite cherry...... The rules for the participants are as follows: 1. Contest will start at 12:00 A.M. EST (Tuesday) tommorrow night. 2. No nudity. 3. Must have more then one pic of your face in your pics to verify its really y
If Love If love was blindness I would never see If love was darkness I would never be free If love was heartless I would feel no pain If love was mindless There would be no shame If love was music I would always dance If love was you I would take a chance If love was poetry I would always write If love was a star I would see the light if love was blackness I would hold out my hand If love was darkness I would finally understand ~~SAMANTHA~~~ Make love to me... Make love to me...I see it in your eyes so full of hot desire like a fire I want to drown in. Make love to me... I feel it in your touch your hands on my skin, they set me on fire. And only you can quench my desire. Make love to me your lips so filled of love they kiss the hidden places of my body till it aches, with a lust that only you can bring to me. Make love to me... my body and soul laid bare for you to mold reahing heights untold untill I explode. ~~SAMANTHA~~
Well kiddies, It's that time of year again when hiker trash from across the world get together in Damascus, Virginia. And far be it for our hero to miss the call yet again... I'll be departing on the 16th of May and might be returning on the 20th... You'll note the I put might... That's cause you never know what's going to happen once you've had a taste of freedom again, shaking off the shackles set by society's "9 to 5" mentality...
Destinydream Thanks U All!!
To everyone that had welcome here I wanted to say "Thank You".For as some of you that have joined my websites and have become paid member's well you all and you know what you get in return!!! :) As you may know there will be a lot for fun and Great Fantsy to come! Well I just wanted to drop by and say that and again to everyone on here thank you and keep a watch you'll never know when I will be dropping in LOL.. Kisses, *DestinyDream*
The Destruction Of A Person
Destiny :it's What Happens When You Least Expect It
Destiny!!!!! A Poem Copyrighted By Marty Kays!
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2006 Martin Guy Kays
The Destruction Of America
Every day, I am reminded why America is going down the toilet. We pay too much for gas, yet there is no viable alternative. There was in Cali, but then it was killed by GM, and the government (and most likely oil companies). We are a nation who has been to space, but we cannot wean ourselves off of gasoline......come on people. The working class is getting poorer, costs of living are going up, and health insurance is a joke. Pretty soon, all of you rich guys aren't going to have anyone to pay to do your dirty work.....and you aren't going to know how to do it. We are being invaded by another country, and our government is trying to welcome the invaders.......and what makes it worse is that the majority of the people are against any kind of amnesty. When was the last time 60% of the nation agreed on anything? We live in the greatest country in the world, but we are starting down the dark slippery slope, and if we don't change this....were going to be just like ever
Destructive Signs
Spit on lost reality Canived underneath the sun Had to go and drive the needle Of my mind right through my heart Absence of thought disturbs me I've seen me in a dream! I've lost me in a dream! Longing like a new widow Wanting to rejoin Force fed dosed on reality Indian giver be true or trade away I've liked me in a dream! I've loved me in a dream! Tangled web.... Quit wasting my time Why can't I get back To where I've never been Let the flesh Instruct the mind Destructive signs Spend my time counting The snowflakes in my mind I never show, even though You know I know the way I know the way I've seen me in a dream! I've lost me in a dream! Tangled web.... Quit wasting my time Why can't I get back To where I've never been Let the flesh Instruct the mind Destructive signs Sitting here waiting For myself I'm late again That's always certain As long as I make it back Make it back I'm living me in a dream! I'm lost me in a dream! Tangled
Leaving in 18 days. Visiting a friend and his family for his birthday bash. Hanging out and enjoying the sights. I know I'll be at Floyd's (Seminole Hard Rock Cafe)on Saturday night. Could end up anywhere from Clearwater to St. Petersburg for the rest of the weekend. Any other suggestions as to where this Californian should visit? Thanks in advance. Las Vegas, NV. Well the last time I was going to visit, the last two blogs will explain what happened. I've visited twice before, not including layovers at McCarren. Visited "The Strip", Hover Dam, Studio 54 and such. Anyone else been or reside in the area? I'll be visiting a friend and meeting up with some other friends. Anything such as tips and advice would be helpful. This is a small vacation for the most part. Well I'm off another road trip later on this evening. This will be a random visit for a few hours. Hope to share a few stories from this short visit.
De-stessing From Work
I am really tired of some one at work who won't admit that they fucked up. They will place the blame on anyone and everyone else. Even if you have them on video doing it. My customer was pissed starting to take it out on me but then stopped them selves when he looked at me and realized that I was in the same boat and was trying to fix the problem. I can only hope that she really offends someone with her getto mating call that they complain to corporate claming racial decrimination. I wouldn't bring up that one if her lack of sales ability wasn't getting anywhere but pissing those of us off who have to clean up the wreckage.
Destiny In A Dream?
Cheer for me and weep no more Blood runs cold now across the floor Hot turned cold turned warm again Images pass future and way back when Looking up thne down, back and forth Realizing lifes true self worth Breath fading silently into the night Knowing things will never be alright Blinking once then eyes close shut Remembering nothing minds in a rut Glorious unconsiousness taking over Blanking out body no longer sober Fear is blown away hope returns Body cooling blood no longer burns Cancer has spread down and out To die is a certainty there is no doubt A gurgle, a sigh, a garbled goodbye Then drift away to the lovers mournful cry Do not despair my love Be still tonight Dream your sweetest thoughts Worry not dear heart Sleep with the angels Protected all throughout the night Surrounded by a mothers light Journey now throughout this world For you are my angel My life, My darling little girl Do you really know what it means? Are you who you really seem? Living
Destiny Vs Fate
GOD IS LOVE, HE DOESN'T HAVE IT, HE IS LOVE. GOD HEARS OUR PRAYERS AND IF WE KNOW THAT HE HEARS OUR PRAYERS THAN WE KNOW WE HAVE WHAT WE PRAY. GOD'S WILL IS HIS WORD WHAT DOES THE WORD THE BIBLE SAY? HE WANTS US HEALED, PROSPEROUS AND TO HAVE LIFE MORE ABUNDANTLY. Poverty is not the will of God for any believer. Despite this truth, some people have taken a "vow of poverty." Some Christians believe that poverty is part of being holy and righteous. This is far from the truth. Poverty has nothing to do with godliness. To be poor or impoverished means, "to be without; in lack; deprived." You and I don't serve a God of lack and insufficiency. He's the God of the exceeding and abundant Who wants to lavish you with His goodness (Ephesians 3:20). From Genesis to Revelation, the Bible proves that poverty goes against everything God desires for believers. Poverty is a spirit designed to keep believers in financial bondage. The devil uses this spirit to hinder Christians from prosperin
I have never lost a friend due to misunderstanding. Usually things are talked out. You know -'What did you mean?' What was that about?' 'Whyn did you say that?' All the norm!. However I lost a friend due to misunderstanding. The friend "Destiny". Very cool person, very cool! Please be careful of how you phrase stuff when you make comments to people you dont know, be sure its solid comment, not a comedic comment that will be taken seriously. No one really has any thing in common. Please, before you judge someone for what they said understand them first. As the old saying goes """Never Judge A Book By Its Cover!!"""
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."
De Strength
Ooohh Jah Give me de strength to moooove on! Oooohh Jah I don't wanna feel dis pain too looooong! Im tiiired of being treated like im expiired!I cyan not live like dis Please take me Higher ,give me Strength to fulfill my desiiiire!I cyan not take dis Pain any Longer! Jah Jah I am getting Stronger! your Love is Growing Stronger! De days are getting shorter ! De nights are getting Colder! De weight of dis world is Pon me shoulders ! Oooh Yeah !De Nights are getting Cooolder! Selassie I's love is getting warmer! Jah's love Makes me Stronger! My Heart is getting Stronger! de days are getting Shorter! Oooh Lawd My Soul!
All my life I've wondered what my purpose was on this planet and I think I may have found it. Being a woman, of course I'm meant to bear children and I have completed that task 3 times. I seem to make an impace on everyone who enters my life, no matter how long or short the impact may be. I have a way of talking to someone and making something easier for them or making a decision easier for them to decide. I'm not a therapist or a doctor. I guess I just have a true heart. I have a sense of respect and self love and love for others that I could love someone with all my heart and soul knowing that I could make that person the happiest person on the Earth but if they decide to pursue another path in life, then who am I to stop them? I wouldn't want them not doing something or being with someone who could possibly make them happy just because I know I can make them happy as well. I am not one to make someone make a decision or force them to be with me or love me. I just sit back and let li
Does anyone really know what their destiny is?
Destination Poem
Happiness is not a destination, it is a method of life. Sometimes we find ourselves thinking I'll be happy when I get married or when my child is old enough to go to school. The truth is, happiness doesn't arrive as the result of s certain event, it comes when you decide to laugh more, take yourself less serious and focus on enjoying your journey instead of reaching your destination. IN MY HEART I HOLD YOU CLOSE. IT IS YOUR LOVE THAT I NEED THE MOST. I SIT HERE WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU, THINKING OF THE FUTURE AND ALL THE THINGS WE COULD DO. YOU HOLDING ME IN YOUR ARMS AND SAYING "I LOVE YOU". IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, THE ONE, THE ONLY ONE FOR ME. I ONLY HAVE ONE WISH AND THATS FOR YOU TO LOVE ME.
Destined To Fall
Destined to fall by Kari What is it about me that noone likes? why is it that I am always the one all alone? why is it that everyone else has the perfect other? why is it i cant find my own? Why cant people see who I really am? maybe they do and just dont care. Why cant people see the things i see? maybe they do but they dont see anyone there. When will it be my turn to be happy? If it is in the cards at all. When will it be my turn to find love? or am I even destined to fall? I look and see others getting what I need. the love, the passion, someone who cares. Then i see how others look at me. with nothing but a blank stare. Then i start to wonder...what is it about me? Or is it even me at all? When will it be my turn to find love? or am I even destined to fall?
The Destruction Of Me
my world is falling apart. theres nothing left for me to lose. i lost my mind theres nothing left for me to fear. i lost my conscense the day you ripped my heart beating from my chest. i love i hate theres no difference there one in the same. I can't. i won't. take this anymore. this is the destruction of me. Everytime i see her my heart breaks into a million pieces. i turn away but she wont leave me alone. so i run as fast as i can. but i cant escape!! repeat chorus two times fade out
Destiny - A Poem Written & Copyrighted By Martin G. Kays !
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2008 Martin Guy Kays
Destructive Love
My husband and I have been together for 4 years married for 3 years. We have three beautiful little girls together. i would have liked to think that I ment everything to him and that he loved me as much as I loved him and that I could trust him whole-heartly..... I can't and he doesn't. I just foind out that my husband had 3 accounts to amature dating and another. He also a year ago was posting comments on my yearbook to people that said "hey sexy, Wow you look good" and "your hot!" I was ferious he was also viewing alot of porn. just recently I also found out that there was an insident with one of my close friends where he tried to do something. I am heart broken and I feel so betrayed. I confrounted him in tears he held me and said it would be alright. he hasn't apoligized and showes hardly any remorse. I feel ulgy and I feel like I'm not worth being true to. Last night he came home a bought phones for the house, and never said anything. He still hasn't said I'm sorry he too
Destiny Luv
Destroy Everything
BLOODY NIGHT   i am powerless of the night the cresent moon makes me feel alright come on baby dont be afriad in hellfire we dance and play   missing her every closeing eye the wakeing morning is so bright mislead thoughts that i give in so peace!! please come to me again     it's a bloody night!!! my love was lead to these lies the bloody night!!! i sit awake and cry this bloody night!!! throw away all my strife my bloody night!!! i strip away all my pride     so i stomp down these silent streets a knife in my back as it shakes with the breeze the smileing faces surely tell you lies frozen postures, the ones i disspies   so i reach out for a friend but there to help in the end so baby tell me " am i all alone" to face this frightful night alone     it's a bloody night!!! my friends have all left my side the bloody night!!! my mistakes have hit your eyes this bloody night!!! your the only one in my mind my bloody night!!! forever shall i leave
Its hard to explain these feelings in me, Things I had always dreamt I would see. Truth is I found the key, Ne'er felt the opportunity. ...feelings of joy ... of happiness ... and of understanding! To smile at just sheer thoughts Ignoring simple faults. Pleasures of appreciation, That build an admiration. To convey genuine respect, Sincerely hoping to connect. Desires of satisfaction and devotion, Magic seering graciously into emotion. The mind set of expression, The mentality to show affection. The comfort in how I feel when near, The freedom to express no fear. To Show and to Share, To Bond and to Care! What shall begin to follow, for no one could know... However it takes two to nurture and Grow! By: Christi D.
Destroyer Of The Day
Ĵ Å Ð Ë Ð ß Ë Å Û Ŧ ¥ ™ « Warden of Sadistically Twisted « Member of ®ating ®evolution@ fubar Show her some love! an dont forget to comment that you are rating her!!! *SpecialAngel*Member Of Rating Revolution*Fu Owned By Bisexcee*Member Of The Love Shack*@ fubar D.O.D. is the person in the family that gets all the sttention for one day!!! Everybody needs to go and rate this person, pictures, stash, etc. The thing is the person who is the DOD will pick the DOD for the next day. So it is important that you hit that person hard to give yourself a good chance of getting picked. Be patient though, everybody will have a chance at this. Just make sure you rate the DOD and you will get your chance at being the DOD. Once you get the DOD once then you cant get it again. Also the person who is the DOD for the day does not have to return rates they can if they want but they dont have to. Also the crew leaders and cofounders are not eligible for this!! Thing to remember.. Rate
Destiny And Fate
Destiny and fate, In everyones heart its just a trait, You may even be able to tell before the 1st date, It is a feeling you can not hide, It can make everything exspand inside, Your thoughts become of them, Poems that start as a friend, You in my life my heart does intend, Feeling that now grow, More and more a love that will show, One day i hope you will know, What you have become to mean to me, If you too can set your heart free, I hope it can find its way to me...
All your life you dream of different things . That perfect life. That new car. That person to make you feel complete . The lifestyle of no worry. The no stress life. Then one day you wake up and your Dreams well there not dreams anymore. You find that one person that you've been looking for your whole life. She comes to you out of no where. From the moment of the first word that first gaze in to her eyes you know . Then you wonder wheres she been all your life. Why did you have to go through all the PAIN. Why did you have to endure all the HEARTACHE . Then you know the answer. The lord put you through all of that so you would appreciate her when you found her. Shes that one person that excepts you as you are and don't want to change you. Shes that one person that knows how to LOVE an imperfect person perfectly. So you see i'm here to tell you DREAMS do come true. But i warn you be prepared to be BLOWN away. When the LORD opens your eyes you will see sh
Destiny Controls All Of Us.....
Destiny's Angels
The Destructive Powers Of Alcohol
Destinee's Desires
Passions ignite, desire flares its about all that she can bear. flesh on flesh, lips on lips she cries out but no sound exists. His touch is like fire his eyes are like ice she gives to him all her control tonight. He takes it and does anything he might wish as she lies, crying, in a state of bliss. Inside her he moves as quick as he can his hands holding hers with strength of many men. Her body trembles, tightens around his core for tonight she will give more than ever before. She will lose herself completely offering up to him control of her soul and all of her fears. Her lust and longing no more out of sight he is taking it all without a fight. She screams and pushes her body up to his him deep inside her, as he gently kisses her lips. She can take it no more as with every thrust her body trembles and tightens it must. For her own pleasure has come and now it is his she scratches her nails down across his skin. Deep into his flesh as his body pushes hard taki

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