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Dec. 14, 2007
The trouble with asking questions is,
Sometimes you get answers you don't wanna hear. Some people touch your flesh,
Others hold you close,
Some only pass with a glance,
ONE will touch your very SOUL!
2 go down
I feel nothing
5 more go down
Still feel nothing
10 more go down
Still feel nothing
I pick up my phone
Dial his number
I say Hello
He says why are u calling
I tell him what I am doing
He tells me I am stupid
I start to cry harder then I already am
He tells me to stop
I say I can't
He says just shut up
Then he hangs up the phone on me
I go to my medicine cabinet
Find the Tylenol 3 with codeine
I hold the bottle in my hand
Just looking at the label
It says take for "pain"
I take the cover off
There are 15 left
I put them in the palm of my hand
I separate them into 3 groups of 5
I take the first 5
I take the second 5
Finally I took the last group of 5
I go back to the bottle that I started with
Which is a bottle of Ibuprofen
I started with 200 in the bottle
I already took 17
I keep on taking them
Until there is 50 left in the bottle
At the end I took 150 Ibuprofen and
15 Tylenol with codein
When I was a child I suffered a closed head injury and developed a seizure disorder. It was mild and by the time I was in my late teens, early twenties it had all but disappeared. I hadn't even thought about it for 30+ years.
About two months ago, it returned with a vengence. No rhyme or reason, poof there it was. I'm up to three a day now and I'm really not sure what to do.
My husband started a new job in August of this year and he is still listed as a temporary employee so we have no health insurance and I'm afraid to go to the doctor with it because when we get health insurance it will be listed as a pre-existing condition. And the insurance company won't cover it. Shit.
Well, here I sit and it's the last month of 2008 and I've been through a lot of ups and downs this year.
First off I haven't been employed since July. This was "ok" for a few months, but then the monies started getting lean. Bought a new house in February and made my house payments through Nove
Why is it:
The one you want; you can't have!
The one you can have; you don't want!
Hugs B why,,,why,,,why
so lonely,,,,so busy,,,,so humble so proud..ME
and it makes me sad at times...
thanks for all your luv...
one can be so busy that life just passes them by and they forget to LIVE......
wonder if the pole will flip between the 21st dec 2012 and 28th feb 2013??
I grew up with certain beliefs. I wasn't a strong Christian. After my father passed away, I pretty much said to hell with the church. I blamed God to the point that I stopped believing. I turned to other resources for spiritual help. Some were good, and actually taught me something, or gave me some sort of moral...whatever you want to call it. Others where just not what I was looking for.
I started realizing that I put together my own belief system, even if I did believe in Christ. One of the best ways to explain this is with a line from a movie I like. "Your vision of Christ is mines worst enemy."
But on top of all that I started to form my beliefs on other things to like, family, friends, all sorts of stuff.
I mean, its the same thing that everyone does. But where this starts to get me is when I begin to find out that the beliefs I had when I was a teen, slowly decay as I bet a little older and things happen to me.
As the waves of life sweep in they slowly chip
If ya get a private mess from me
and then another
and ya havent even replied
and the same thing with private comments
then that means Im nervous and ya made me that way
I have nooo social skills and people make me nervous
Soo I apologize in beforehand
I aint trying to be annoying or needy
Im just.... icky..
Bare with me Whispers in the dark.
And Bleeding saints.
On burning streets paved with souls.
Melancholic I am as I walk down it all.
The Harbor it beckons,
It has since the day I forgot.
Since the day I forgot my dreams.
The water, black and thick.
polluted and tained with sin.
It calls to me to sink within its embrace.
just because I forgot the dreams.
And I can not withstand its call no more.
The dreams are gone and never coming back.
And now I drown in a sea of black.
And to never return, to never again dream
I should write something good
but I cant
Im jsut gonna grab a smoke and th
Say, yes they know that you fought yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Then you slowly recall all your mind
Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry
Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely
Slowly recall all your mind
Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy, is it?
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Don't they know that you're full of pain already?
Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time
Decadence isn't easy...
Then you slowly recall all your
Decadent Delights (erotica) By Babs
Decadent Delights by Babs aka Sondra
Sandy had never been what you honestly could call wild or easy. She had, in the past, had a one night stand or two and a few threesomes but she was by no means a Slut. She had never been a Slut and never would be a Slut. She was what you could call “fun” though, if the mood struck her to be so. Her heart belonged only to Rick.
She had been in a loving relationship with Rick for only a short time when he had brought up the issue of wanting to have a threesome with another woman. Sandy hadn’t exactly jumped at the idea, as in the past it had destroyed an otherwise loving relationship, but over the course of a few more months Rick had kept bringing it up until Sandy decided that it might be fun. They had agreed that if she allowed another woman into their bed, he would allow another man in.
They had played with a neighbor, Susan, and Sandy hadn’t exactly had fun with her. Susan was very dull and not very well versed in the ways of sexual d
Decadent And Depraved In Oklahoma City
Have you ever delved into yourself to find out what makes you, you? What I’m talkingabout are the little things, those tiny idiosyncrasies that you do all by yourself, or whenyou think no one is watching. I went to the napkin because the receipt was pissing me off.What sadistic bastard would play this song ever ( 15 by Taylor Swift). You know a lot ofpeople would think sitting in a bar by yourself is depressing even sad, this is incorrect,sitting at a bar by yourself warrants a glimpse into your fellow bar patron’s soul. Boozelowers inhibitions, and with these new lowered inhibitions people say things, do things,and act a certain way that’s a glimpse into the true person in which you are observing. Donot be afraid of what you see, just make your decisions the way you choose because withomnipotence comes the ability to plan for everything all at once, you cannot do this, don’ttry. Just remember that a man much wiser than myself once said “to thy self be tru
December 21, 2012...@ 11:11
1. Humanity and Planet Earth are currently going through a huge
change or shift in consciousness and reality perception.
2. The Mayan civilization of Central America was and is the most
advanced in relation to time-science knowledge. Their main calendar
is the most accurate on the planet. It has never erred. They
actually have 22 calendars in total, covering the many timing cycles
in the Universe and Solar System. Some of these calendars are yet to
3. The Mayan fifth world finished in 1987. The sixth world starts in
2012. So we are currently "between worlds". This time is called
the "Apocalypse" or revealing. This means the real truth will be
revealed. It is also the time for us to work through "our stuff"
individually and collectively.
4. The Mayan sixth world is actually blank. This means it is up to
us, as co-creators, to start creating the new world and civilization
we want now.
5. The Mayans also say that by 2012-
- we will
December 8th 1980 Remembrance
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (Amarok, iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man!
Colors - Ice-T
Drown - Limp Bizkit
First Day at School:
I Loved You - Will Smith
Falling In Love:
Body Movin- Beastie Boys
Gabrielle - Cradle of Filth
I Want To Break Free - Queen
Charlie - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Closure - Chevelle
My Love - Wings
Wased Rock Ranger - Great White
One Night Stand - Daniel Powter
Piano Sonata In C - Beethovin
Getting Back Together:
Electioneering - Radiohead
Hope Fails - Return of The King
Birth of Child:
They say "the truth can set you free," but free is a very undefined word. One person's definition of free may be "to be without burden," but I've come to find that the truth may be just as burdensome, if not more so, than a lie. When one opens one's emotions to another individual, or room full of people for that matter, they become vulnerable to rejection as well as understanding. An open door into one's soul is an open opportunity for someone else to fill the space with yet another emotion. The warmth and compassion the truth-teller hopes and expects to receive is not always expressed. An awkward silence or avoidance of the subject completely is often the result of this, which may lead to the feeling of regret. Would lying about or suppressing my emotions be more beneficial in the long run? Or is the truth really setting me free into a limbo of unknowing and unexpectedness? Until these questions have been answered, I'll continue to sit in this uneasy limbo-land of uncertainty. I feel
BENEDICT XVI MEETS ROMAN CURIA FOR CHRISTMAS GREETINGS
VATICAN CITY, DEC 22, 2006 (VIS) - This morning in the Clementine Hall, the Holy Father held his traditional meeting with cardinals, archbishops, bishops and members of the Roman Curia, for the exchange of Christmas greetings.
At the beginning of his address to them, the Pope affirmed how "the year that is coming to an end," leaves us "with the profound impression of the war that took place near the Holy Land and, more generally, of the danger of a clash between cultures and religions, a danger still threateningly present at this moment in history. The question of the roads to peace has thus become a challenge of vital importance."
Recalling his apostolic trip to Poland in May, Benedict XVI described his "debt of gratitude" for everything that John Paul II gave, "both to me personally and, above all, to the Church and the world. His greatest gift to all of us was his unshakeable faith and the radicalism of his devotion.
19 December 2006
I ACCUSED SOMEONE OF SOMETHING. AND THE OTHER SUSPECTED PARTY HAS COME FORWARD AND SAID, NO I WAS INCORRECT. SO MADAM. THIS IS MY PUBLIC APOLOGY. I WONT GO INTO DETAILS TO PROTECT YOUR PRIVACY. UNLESS YOU BELIVE THIS CURRENT APLOGY IS LACKING, AND I WILL THEN. I DON'T LIKE EATING CROW. BUT WHEN I KNOW I AM WRONG, I ADMIT IT. SO FOR THAT LITTLE INCIDENT. YOU HAVE MY DEEPEST APOLOGIES. I WAS WRONG, AND I AM SORRY.
December 20th 2006
WELL THE DRAMA HAS BEEN GOING ON SINCE SATURDAY NIGHT. LOT OF STUFF GOING ON THERE. BUT I WAS WRONG ON ONE PART OF IT. I APOLOGIZED PUBLICALLY AND TRIED TO DO IT PERSONALLY. IT WASN'T ACCEPTED. AND EXCEPT FOR THAT ONE PART WHERE I WAS WRONG, I STILL STAND BY MY GUNS ON THE REST. THEN YESTERDAY, I WORKED A FUNERAL. WAS BRINGING THE COACH (HEARST) BACK TO THE FUNERAL HOME AND SOME GIRL MADE A RIGHT TURN FROM THE LEFT LANE, SHE WAS ONLY HALF WAY IN FRONT OF ME. SAID SHE WAS ON HER CEL PHONE AND HER CONTACT SLIPPED. GOOD THING I WASN'T UP TO THE SPEED LIMIT YET AND DIDN'T HAVE A CASKET IN THE COACH. THAT BIG OLD CADILAC COACH WOULD HAVE RIPPED HER MUSTANG IN HALF. ANYWAY THE COACH IS REALLY MESSED UP TOO. AT LEAST THE GIRL ADMITTED IT WAS HER FAULT EVEN THOUGH HER MOM TRIED TO GET HER TO CHANGE HER MIND. (SHE ADMITTED IT TO A COP IN THE OFFICAL REPORT) AND THE OWNER OF THE FUNERAL HOME IS OKAY WITH ALL OF IT.
THEN TODAY. I FIND THAT SEVERAL OF MY FRIENDS HAVE UNFRIENDED ME, AND BLOCKED
December 28th 2006
Hey people - I cleaned house today - deleted many many people off my friend and fan lists. If you are still on it - I consider you a friend and not a fake. I want to let y'all know I spend more time on Myspace then on here and I'm putting up the link to my profile there - if any of you have a page there - please stop by and add me to your friends.
I hope everyone had a lovely holiday and I wish you all a very ...
hey hey everyone!! i hope ya'll had a great xmas and a awesome new year, sorry i have not been around much, but i have not been near a computer. Anywayz, give me the low down of what everyone has been up to lately. I have questions for ya'll if u want to answer them for me, i really appreciate it. It's about respect (or lack of) so if you can answer these for me n leave them under a comment on here, i will get back at u to say thanx n everythin.
Respect (or lack of) Survey
How would you define respect?
What is the most disrespectful and most respectful thing you’ve seen/encountered?
Have you felt disrespected on campus in anyway? Could you give some examples?
How serious do you think the problem is?
How do you think it could be solved?
How have you been affected or how have you managed to avoid the problem?
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your
Decending Into Madness
Right now, at this very unique moment in time, I am trying to conquer a nose bleed that has lasted for the past three hours. I only get these when I'm completely stressed out and on the verge of a complete breakdown. So I know what's coming and if I don't write it out I'm going to be screwed. See, I can't take an hour to calm down or regroup. I have to pack. Of this 13 room house, no one room is finished. I'm under the gun because the lawyer/executor of my mother's will is a real cocksmoker. I stand to lose EVERYTHING belonging to me and my mother if I don't move.... FAST!
This weekend is the big move. I've got several friends coming to help out. No, they are more than friends, they are my family. These very few people are the people who are always there for me. ALWAYS. They know me the best and always have my best interests at heart. They all calm me in their own ways, which I need right now.
It's not that I have to move that is stressing me to this point. I've moved a zillion
Funerella.com - Creepy pictures, gothic death, dark layouts
I define deception of course in my own view
just another trait boiling in the devils stew
some use the skill for ignorance and pain
others use it not knowing ones self is slowly going insane
maintain.......is one goal that some will not let you do
there is always that one which would rather see you as the fool, sometimes two
a deceptive tool
the only attack they prefer to use at will
lie, cheat, looking for minds to kill
life is and always will be a huge deception
many if not everyone has a face behind face
oh yes somethings amiss
it pisses me off that people of sort roam free
without my other half it is so hard to see
faces of evil to which anyone could be....
to deceive is to punish the thought of its very existence
catching you off guard in stealth making the attack so very efficient
persistence......wears in do time
all truth will come to light
as the day is long and the realest of hearts eternally fight
darkness is the cover of the punishing menace
I write this on a gray day after four wonderful services of Thanksgiving amidst plans for that holiday, but if I am honest, another holiday intrudes on my thoughts and plans. It has loomed in my thoughts since I saw the decorations and early ads sometime BEFORE Halloween. Even as the turkey recipe is checked and re-checked, the shopping list composed, or perhaps because the list can be composed, I am caught wondering this year. How will I ever make room for Christ this season?
I have the presents for nieces and nephews already, my brother, sister and I have the plan in place for mom and dad and each other so that aspect is largely taken care of. My calendar is so full my BlackBerry can’t sort it out. Oh it will be a successful holiday season, lots of activity. How will I ever make room for Christ this season?
I go and sit in my favorite book stores soon: Prairie Lights, Borders, Barnes and Noble, but not without a certain amount of anxiety and dread. It’s a busy season, lots of comm
ANCIENT BRAZIL: Brazilian archaeologists have found an assembly of 127 granite blocks arranged equidistant from each other. They apparently form an ancient astronomical observatory. One of the stones marked the position of the sun at the time of the winter solstice and were probably used in religious rituals.
ANCIENT EGYPT: The god-man/savior Osiris died and was entombed on DEC-21. "At midnight, the priests emerged from an inner shrine crying 'The Virgin has brought forth! The light is waxing" and showing the image of a baby to the worshipers."
ANCIENT GREECE: The winter solstice ritual was called Lenaea, the Festival of the Wild Women. In very ancient times, a man representing the harvest god Dionysos was torn to pieces and eaten by a gang of women on this day. Later in the ritual, Dionysos would be reborn as a baby. By classical times, the human sacrifice had been replaced by the killing of a goat. The women's role had changed to that of funeral mourners and observers of the bi
December, month of blood loss (see my blog 56 Days) County Code Violations, Sun Tans, and fire pits.
So I get home and see these two pieces of paper on the door. I walk up looking at them thinkin 'Somebody is gonna be in for a surprise' because I think it's a summons for someone that doesn't even live here. No It's a compliance order from the county code enforcement. Yeah, I was surprised. It's cold, it's December, this is going to suck.
Behind the house is what can only be described as, and has been affectionately nicknamed, THE JUNGLE. In that over six foot tall tangle of growth, somewhere, are several tables, five chairs, a swing set, a patio couch, a former indoor couch, various yard tools, lots of dieing lumber, several small trees, a fire pit, and probably a lost pigmy tribe. (Something riles up the dog, and plays with the dog, and sometimes we swear we hear drums, though that could just be the neighbors stereo) Not to mention that there are
You thought he loved you
He made you beleive you were the only one
He took you for granted
He lied to you, used you, and abused you
What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger
You learn from your mistakes
Dont even waste time on him
Dont bother to hate him
Get on with your life and have fun
May he never again use another girl
May he never purposely hurt her feelings
For it shall hurt him worse
Lies. Deciet. Conceite. Abuse.
why can't people be honest on their profiles? it would save a lot of time and frustrations, even broken hearts. sick and tired of finding out that folks are involved either by accident or by poking for answers, why can't they put it on their profile?
Well, Time For ME to wake up n smell the roses.......
I've always known this but it's kind of come in to 'light' so to speak for me once again.. so here I am, sitting alone waiting for something that just doesn't seem to wanna ever happen....
I'm tired of being played as a fool, caring about those that don't really give two shits about me.
I've been thinking a lot about 'things'( bad idea right lol ) and I've come to the final conclusion, haha finally, that if a man can't put me first then why should "I" even bother with investing my time and heart in him at all. Like I said , I've always known this , I guess I just needed another reality slap and I got one tonight thanx to a good friend.
And even though I'm hurt right now, and sad about some things, the reality slap is a good thing, I needed it, big time! lol.
So, I'm gonna take my head in my hands and hold on to my heart, cry for awhile then hit the hay, tomorrow will be another day.
Love to my 'real' friends, I can
Current mood: awake
Torn from the heavens, they fall from the sky
And walk the streets among mortal men
They hide in shadows, keepers of the night
Mortal life is weak, can’t hold back the demons
The blood pours as rain
And soon you’ll be alone
Stand by my side
We’ll face the night
Guard the gates of Hell just one more night
For in the morning... will bring the light
Born and created in the image of a God
The heavens fall
No savior has been sent
No one to guide us, alone we face the night
Mortal life is brief for the rebel angels
They make their final stand
And soon you’ll be alone
Stand by my side
And face the night
Guard the gates of Hell just one more night
Have you Ever Made a decesion..thinking or knowing at the time it was made for your own survival then later qusetioning yourself? Recently in the last few months I did this and since have questioned in numerous times..Did I do all I could, was this the only option, did I really adhere to my commitment, did I bail out? At the time I thought I had done all I could and the only other thing was to leave...Since then I've said things out of anger, hurt frustration..but always apologizing when I'm wrong..Now finding out theres a serious sickness going on and what do I do now? Do I change my life again? Am I needed? What can I do? I just don't know anymore and can't seem to find the right answer or any answer for that matter..So Im going to pray to my higher power to give me strength, love, guidance, and to carry me if I can't walk alone...
Life sure throws us some curves on an already bumpy road..Yet I do beleive we are where we are suppose to be in order to get where we are going or to se
What do you consider the ultimate deception? Would it be to have been in a relationship for 5 years to find out that you were cheated on? Or to have been in that relationship to find out that the person you trusted most, was a child molester? That he had cheated on you with his own children?
How does one get past the bitter feelings created by this? I can't even begin to describe the hatred and bitterness.
Maybe if he wasn't still free to prey on small children it would be easier to get over. Yet there he is, making up stories to entice young girls and women with young girls. Lining up his next victim. And there will be another, it's just a matter of time.
December 7th 1941 " Let Us Never Forget "
President Franklin D. Roosevelt: Yesterday, December 7, 1941—a date which will live in infamy—the United States of America was suddenly and deliberately attacked by naval and air forces of the Empire of Japan.
The United States was at peace with that nation, and, at the solicitation of Japan, was still in conversation with its government and its emperor looking toward the maintenance of peace in the Pacific. Indeed, one hour after Japanese air squadrons had commenced bombing in the American island of Oahu, the Japanese ambassador to the United States and his colleague delivered to our secretary of state a formal reply to a recent American message. While this reply stated that it seemed useless to continue the existing diplomatic negotiations, it contained no threat or hint of war or armed attack.
It will be recorded that the distance of Hawaii from Japan makes it obvious that the attack was deliberately planned many days or even weeks ago. During the intervening time the Japanes
Sunday, 12/7/08 10:00 P.M.
I just arrived home from being gone at a friends house, and i do my usual search of things gone wrong in my apartment. my toilet leaks, so my bathroom was flooded, and my gerbils had plenty of food and water, but i check on them anyways. I come to find out My gerbil that has been in rough shape for a while finally kicked the bucket. it looked so sad; all skinny and frail, liveless with closed eyes. i didn't notice it at first because the other had buried it under the bedding. but i eventually saw the limp tail, and i knew it was no coming out of this state like it had before.
December 12th '08
This is my first blog on here technically. I've have written some when I had an account on here a while back ago before my last relationship. I've write blogs on Myspace but not consistently. It depends on how much I have to say and if I feel anybody will read them.
I guess I should write some stuff on what makes me, me. I'm pretty much always changing as a person. Most of who I am has been like this since I finished college. I am serious when it comes to having a girlfriend. Probably too much when it gets pretty in depth. At first, I try to remain aloof as much as I can without coming off like a jack ass. I don't like to push all my chips into the pot on one person unless I know its going the same way.
Like I meant, I know whoever I run into be it on here or in person, they talk to other people. Its a given and I wouldn't want to talk to someone who lives in a shell. Its not the type of person I am nor would I want to date that type. I don't have any real necessiti
Tricks and treachery are the practice of fools that have not wit enough to be honest... Francois Duc De La Rochefoucauld
This surface good-nature which captivates a new acquaintance and is no bar to treachery, which knows no scruple and is never at fault for an excuse, which makes an outcry at the wound which it condones, is one of the most distinctive features of the journalist. This camaraderie (the word is a stroke of genius) corrodes the noblest minds; it eats into their pride like rust, kills the germ of great deeds, and lends a sanction to moral cowardice...Balzac, Honoré De Deceit wears a veil of exotic translucence
Woven with infinite care
And the silken-smooth threads spun from lies
Deceit is the game of petty spirits, and that is by nature a woman’s quality...Pierre Corneille
Deception (also called beguilement or subterfuge) is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth as in certain types of half-truths.
transfer all email to txt to ma sidekick
access to net is light
was skite it last night at reception
drink a lil cant much mom is there
lol i make funny faces so she think
i dint know what it taste like lol
beyonce was there in voice
"shoulda put a ring on it"
once i had floor all to ma self jst kickin it
bride throw bouquet in the overhead lights
so funny put pic in files
second bouquet thrown lol so funny
Always Such Drama
cinnamon left me a few hours ago
been feeling this big hole she left
she makes it so calm in my life
this day begins without her
three hours and i'm bored already
oh cinnamon you know not the crisis
my heart empty without you
she proclaimed her love
without speaking a word
we talk to each other
in silence with a gesture
just signals of love you speak
21 December 2008
The Winter Solstice is considered one of the most powerful times of the year by many cultures around the world. In the Northern Hemisphere this celestial event usually occurs on December 21st. The timing of the solstice this year will be Sunday, December 21, at 7:04 a.m. EST, 4:04 a.m. PST, or 12:04 p.m. Universal Time.
The Winter Solstice is the longest night of the year, and it heralds the initial impulse of the annual return of the Sun, the Light, to the Earth. This year the spiritual effects of the solstice will be more powerful than ever before. This is due to the incredible influx of Light that is pouring into the planet through the heartfelt pleas of people everywhere.
Humanity is experiencing the most intensified purging of the economic system, and the various other social structures that do not operate with a consciousness of the highest good for all concerned, that we have ever endured. This is a necessary cleansing that is paving the way for the physical manifestation
December 27th 2008
not exactly sure what to title this little diddy I am about to write. I am trying not to curse. I went to the movies today to see The Wrestler. It was one of these lower budget movies. It was a really good, I was more impressed than I thought. Made me thinking about myself a lot. Not because I am a wrestler lol. Jeez louise. Nah I was just grasping with the notion of dying alone. So busy with my one trick pony that I don't find that happiness everybody wants and needs.
Now I may be grasping at straws when I speak of some epic Oliver Story love saga. When reality tells me that the majority of relationships are messed up. I've yet to find anything potentially soluble w/o finding a weak link. Such as the girl being lazy, not talking, or just not interested in me. Its plain a waste of time to put in the effort when its not going anywhere.
I wanted to vent on a few friends of mine but again I think I was grasping at straws. I honestly don't believe anybody wants to h
Or so it seems
Evil and obscene
A passing thing
And pain runs deep
Cold and alone
No more lies
No more deceit
Ok, So my friend just talked me into doing a photoshoot for a calendar. My month is going to be December. So Im wondering if I should do a "Miss Xmas" theme orrrr like a "Santas Lil Helper" kinda thing...
Lol, what are your thoughts or suggestions for themes or poses?
Note me please!
For December, we should be able to get a break on Happy Hours. We should be able to pay a Hoilday rate of $45.00 for Happy Hours!!! That would add some more activity with Happy Hours. Any comments??
December 3rd 2009
Television is a fixture in my life that compares to no other. Its like an old internet.. you ever wonder about all the information we wouldn't have known if it wasn't the TV. Think about where we were before TV... then think about how that had exponential decreased in purpose with the internet now. its crazy..
My basic enjoyment in my life for a few months was my ex girlfriend. When it was going good it was probably the best emotions I've ever had. Made going to the beach better, playing video games better, made going out to the mall better... how often do you go to the mall alone and see something funny but since you are alone its not as funny.. somebody to vibe off of..even if its a platonic relationship..
Now that this void I have in my life is there cause I don't have that best friend/girlfriend in my life I have attempted to fill it with my old friend television/internet. Then I remember all the reasons why I don't watch it anymore.. The oversaturation of reality TV aka
Deception And Hurt.
So just recently I was cheated on for a 8th time. Her excuse was just like all the others, I can't be with a soldier and college student. I feel it's shallow and somewhat selfish for one to expect anyone to give up what makes them happy because one partner feels that all free time should revolve around them. All I want is someone who can accept me for who I am and what I do. It shouldn't be this hard to find one decent female, should it? It seems that we now live in a society where people almost have come to expect to be used and cheated on, or hurt in another way. I for one, refuse to settle into a relationship with the knowledge that I'm more than likely going to be used and cheated on. People need to start treating others with respect, respecting what they do, and take pride in the fact that they're with someone who does what makes them happy. If one's spouse is working and going to school to better themselves and possibly their relationship in the long run, be supportive, don't go
I put this in a bulliten but decided to blog it too - seems different people read each
Due to a recent development - I have decided to take down my nsfw pictures - or a majority of them
Be careful who you trust even the most benign person can turn evil...
Be sorry to those you hurt, there are somethings you can never fix...
the internet is no place for trusting souls and open hearts...
Decisions In Life
Sometimes we make decisions in life that we think are the right thing to do, or for that matter what seem like the only right thing to do. But as they say hindsight is 20/20 and sometimes we find out that they weren't the greatest to begin with. Right now I am in a situation that I am now regretting and it happens to be a very big one. I am not about to air out all of my dirty laundry on here because for some reason I feel that it would be a waste of my time. To be blunt about it, I don't notice too many people on my "friends" list stopping by from time to time just to see if anything is new. I really enjoy making new friends, talking about mutual things to other people, and the sorts like that, but to be perfectly honest, I am a bit on the shy side. I am not really your typical "male".....and yes I am a male, but I DO have respect for other people and their feelings. Anyway, back to the topic of this blog, I am currently in a position that I find very difficult to get out of and wish
When making a decision choose the way that seems the best however rough it maybe.You should decide what you want and decide what you are willing to exchange for it. First establish your priorities and go to work on them. You should develop a plan to actually laying out the sequence of events that have to occur for you to achieve your goal. Do not plan for ventures before finishing what you just started.
You ever had a life altering decision to make. One that you feel in your stomach, makes you nervous inside wondering if its going to be the right one down the road. It's an informed decision yet your nervous as to whether it still is the right one. You feel it is the right one that is pretty much as to what is already going on. Maybe with a few tweaks to fine tune what is already going on. I guess more like a final commitment to what is going on. Something that will definitely change your life from the day you do it forward. Your sure it's right for, yet not sure. Lot's of confusion.
Life is full of all sorts of decisions most are easy everyday decisions without stress. Some are life altering ones. You have to make the decisions on what is best for you not anyone else. It is hard to be selfish for some people and they chose the decision to please the other people involved, but leaves them with unhappiness. You have to be true to yourself , your life and what will make you happy even
Decide For Yourself
Military being paid too much? You be the judge!
This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America .
On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve.
A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this.
I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) and my bank account.
Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I take home $874.20. When I run that thr
Dec 5... Interesting.
You can tell that some part of yourself that you had thought was broken (or at least damaged) is nearly as good as new. Your powerful energy is part of the reason, but the rest remains a mystery.
for now my shout box is off, i need time to deal with resent happening in my life and try to start putting the pieces back together again. i don't know how long my shout box will be off, if any of Y/you wish to contact me please just send me a message. i love Y/you all and i am dealing it is just slow going for now.
samara i have turned my shout box back on but only to friends and family. i am still working on things and need time to find myself once again. i know in my heart what i am and i must find that person once agian, i have some issues that i must resolve in my life outside of the computer before i can ever serve another again. i honestly believe that these issues have been a problem and contributed to what happened between myself and my former Master. for this i am sorry that i was not strong enough to stop these issues from becoming a problem. i know that i must move on now and that at least i still have a wonderful friend that i can talk with and get to know even better,
I've decided that when my VIP expires 7th April I won't be renewing it. I was kinda torn on the idea because I do enjoy finding pics and making up folders but then looked at the overall of the VIP and pic quantity and came to the conclusion there is little point having as many pics up as that.
Its very similar to having so many friends that you cant possibly speak to them or comment every day or you would be glued to the screen! lol!
I am not going to go on about the autos cause you all know what I think about how they have changed the site and I am fully aware that these wont get removed as they are the main money spinner on fubar.
Porl has already taken the decision to not renew his, and I know of other friends that are also doing the same, I would much rather have 320 pics up that mean something than have all these ezee rate pics, fubar tried to do something about them by slowing down the rating but the ezee pics still remain, some are so tiny you cant even make out what
I've got so much going on in my life now. I am planning a move to Georgia in a couple of weeks. It's been in the works for quite a while. My boyfriend of 2 1/2 years is coming with me but we've been having a lot of problems and I have been so torn with what to do. My heart says I can't be without him but my head says, I would be better off on my own for a while, to heal, to live independent for once in my life. The fear of being alone is very powerful though.
I have a lot of friends who really think that I am making a mistake by taking him with me. I think I already lost a friend who is upset that I still am and I care a lot about that person and I don't want to lose contact with that person but they kinda of stopped talking to me and I am feeling bad about it. Oh well, such is life.
I have to do what is right for me when it's right for me, not when someone thinks I should. I think my life is going to turn out really great. I am going to do great things with or without my bf.
so i'm takin the plunge in finally applying to be a suicide girl...
yea i know finally...dang...neways i need help with pic choices to submit...
this is what is says for pictures: Your pictures should give an accurate impression of what you look like. You do not need to be nude, but they must show your face clearly. Try to let your personality shine through.
so help me pwease....put the link in here to let me know which one's r good and awesome pics..lol for suicide girls..not just for fubar...
i am going to take new one's though...so we'll c
so i've been debating about this for a very long time..lets say 5 yrs..lol
I've been offered a buttload of times to make my own website or to become a porn star...but i was always afraid that my family and friends will find out.so i always said no..with a big "N" lol..
well i was thinking bout it over a period of time..i kinda like the way betty paige did it.. u know how they did it privately..they had clients who would request ideas f
I have been doing some thinking and I jhave come to one major solution , and thst is to go on a self imposed exile for a while away from everything .
As of late I have needed to get away frome everyone and thing , and I have had either someone or something keep interrrupting those plans . I have thought long and hard on this and I think the time is right for this direct action , I know there are some people who would think this to be foolish but I see no ther choice I have sitting here thinkingling things a lot more different than I , and in a way I like what I have come uought I knewp with.
The past few days have madew me re evaluate and ask myself a lot of things . Like why do I keep putting others before me ? And why do I keep getting walked on by people I thought knew? And I am trying to answer these questions one at a time .
I am handling things a lot more different than I used to I am stepping back and exzmining things in a different light . I am try to control m
Everyday i come on here and see all sorts of shit. I've noticed one thing in particular that lets me know that some on here are actually snobs and kind of reminds me of high school. The GOD MODE.
People run it for many reasons. Some use it for a majority of the blings it has like the boomerrang, famp, 11s, polisher, and bombs. I see some use the pimp hand, which I think is stupid. Why would someone WANT to stop someone from gaining points? Plus if you pimphand someone doesn't it stop the peoole in their fam from gaining points as well? i think it just shows hatred and immaturity. I dont care who gets upset about me saying that, but it's just my opinion. I've seen someone pimp hand someone while running a blind out of sheer spite because they are friends with someone they hate. Isn't that kinda childish? Like being in high school?
Anywho. Another thing I've seen is trading fam spots just to benefit the points. For whatever reasons. To rank, gain more points, whatever. Isn
So just as i think i will never find my adam, i truly believe God has placed him in my life. Everything just seems so right when i talk to him, when im with him. I know everyone says that the beginning stages of relationships are always the best but i feel that even when we dont agree we can talk it out and neither one of us gets upset. The only problem is that we are "just friends" at the current moment. I want to tell them that I already know that we are meant to be but I dont want to pressure him to do anything that he is not ready to do. So I'm stuck at a crossroads right now, do i tell him all that i feel now or continue to let things progress and let him come to the same conclusion that i have, although that could be a while!
You ever have one of those days, weeks years when everything seems to either be paused in time or rushing at you like a freight train? Yeah that has been life lately except I never get one or the other.
Ever have to make a fast decision that could impact not only your life for the future but also alter the way things were in the past? Yeah I know that too.
I had to make a tough decision lately, stick to what I know and be comfortable. Or challenge myself in a great and vast unkown. Thing is all my bags were still in the comfort zone. Even knowing that the comfort zone might not be right and the unknown could be the absolute greatest thing since sliced bread. It came down to how well I could look at myself in the mirror when the dust settled at the end of the day.
Imagine having everything you used to dream of go away immediately because you made a decision. Or having everything that you have dreamed of recently leave if you don't. What do you do, how do you know? Can you risk leavin
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"deck Of Cards" By Tex Ritter
This is one of my Favorite songs of all time:
“Deck of Cards”
By: Tex Ritter
During the North African Campaign, a bunch of soldier boys had been on a long hike.
They arrived in a little town called Casino.
The next morning being Sunday, several of the boys went to church.
A sergeant commanded the boys in church.
After the Chaplain read the prayer, the text was taken up next. Those of the boys that had a prayer book took them out.
One boy had only a deck of cards, and he spread them out. The sergeant saw the cards and said, "Soldier, put away those cards.“
After the service was over, the soldier was taken prisoner and brought before the Provost Marshal.
The Marshal said, "Sergeant, why have you brought this man here?"
"For playing cards in church, Sir," was the response.
The Marshal asked the soldier, "And what have you to say for yourself, son?"
"Much, Sir," replied the soldier.
The Marshal stated, "I hope so, for if not I will punish you more than an
A Declaration Of The Independence Of Cyberspace
Governments of the Industrial World, you weary giants of flesh and steel, I come from Cyberspace, the new home of Mind. On behalf of the future, I ask you of the past to leave us alone. You are not welcome among us. You have no sovereignty where we gather.
We have no elected government, nor are we likely to have one, so I address you with no greater authority than that with which liberty itself always speaks. I declare the global social space we are building to be naturally independent of the tyrannies you seek to impose on us. You have no moral right to rule us nor do you possess any methods of enforcement we have true reason to fear.
Governments derive their just powers from the consent of the governed. You have neither solicited nor received ours. We did not invite you. You do not know us, nor do you know our world. Cyberspace does not lie within your borders. Do not think that you can build it, as though it were a public construction project. You cannot. It is an act of nature
Declaration Of Independence
The clearest call for an "American" independence up to the summer of 1776 came in Philadelphia on June 7. On that date in session in the Pennsylvania State House (later Independence Hall), the Continental Congress heard Richard Henry Lee of Virginia read his resolution beginning: "Resolved: That these United Colonies are, and of right ought to be, free and independent States, that they are absolved from all allegiance to the British Crown, and that all political connection between them and the State of Great Britain is, and ought to be, totally dissolved."
The Lee Resolution was an expression of what was already beginning to happen throughout the colonies. When the Second Continental Congress, which was essentially the government of the United States from 1775 to 1788, first met in May 1775, King George III had not replied to the petition for redress of grievances that he had been sent by the First Continental Congress. The Congress gradually took on the responsibilities of a nation
Declare Yourself: One Love
Let's get together to fight this Holy Armageddon (One love)
So when the Man comes there will be no, no doom (One song)
Have pity on those whose chances grow thinner
There ain't no hiding place from the Father of Creation
As I listened to the battle rage today abut whether six people of color, part of the same human race I am for there is only one race, I saw the ignorance rage about the evils of one ethnicity or another. I saw malicious stereotypes used once again in the hidden Nazism of today and to this I exhort my fellow fubarians to "Stand Up to fight this Armageddon! Join the real Crusade against bigotry, ethno-phobia!"
Fubarians people of every tribe, ethnicity, tongue, faith, condition, gender, and age are my sisters and brothers in my human family. I embrace you! I stand with you against the forces of division, segregation, the forces of fear and economic/social/cultural disempowerment. Can you join with me, affirming the inalienable right of every person, human being
Declaration Of Independance
IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776
The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America
When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.
We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gov
There comes a time when we get to far away from the basics..hence forth..I don't CARE..if you don't understand this..I don't care..I will fight you and win or lose I will NOT care..the destroyer of my property has realigned my perceptions..Beware.
Declaration Of My Life
with rough times in life, sometimes you need to just look forward, adapt to adversity and overcome on the fly. Wrote this awhile back, figured I share it. Take it how you will, literally or metaphorically, doesnt matter(not sure how u would take it literally tho) But yeah, here it is.
"If I die, I want to die in a way where I was ultimately in control. If I die, it will be with a rifle in my hand, barrel pointed forward, vanquishing all enemies in my way. And with my rifle, I will fight off the Reaper and his Scythe; Death can not touch me for I am in control of my own Fate. I shall have no fear; I will stare in the face of those who wish to see me fail and will not falter. I shall look Wickedness in the eye with unwavering strength and determination and continue forth without despair. If I die, it will not be because I gave up, or that I could not overcome my enemy, but because I chose to do so. It will not be because I failed, but merely the exact opposite, for when I choose t
Decorating My Home Page Far Fall!!
I have re-decorated The homestead (homepage)for the Fall Season
Stop by and see my New Seasonal Message on the ole Home page.
Anything special you would like to see me do to it that would be helpful to our Community, Let me know.
Decoding Women's Personal Ads
Ø Adventurous..........................Slept with everyone.
Ø Athletic................................No breasts.
Ø Average looking.....................Moooo.
Ø Beautiful..............................Pathological liar.
Ø Emotionally Secure..................On medication.
Ø Free Spirit.................................Junkie.
Ø Friendship first.......................Former Slut.
Ø New-Age.........................Body hair in the wrong places.
Ø Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s
Ø Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing.
Ø Professional................. ..........Bitch.
Ø Voluptuous...........................Very fat.
Ø Large frame...........................Hugely fat.
Ø Wants soul mate.....................Stalker.
Buddy of mine sent this to me, thought it was worth posting =)
Some of the artists of the '60's are revising their hits with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers. They include:
1. Herman's Hermits--- Mrs. Brown, You've Got a Lovely Walker.
2. The Bee Gees--- How Can You Mend a Broken Hip.
3. Bobby Darin--- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' a Flash.
4. Ringo Starr--- I Get By With a Little Help From Depends.
5. Roberta Flack--- The First Time Ever I Forgot Your Face.
6. Johnny Nash--- I Can't See Clearly Now.
7. Paul Simon--- Fifty Ways to Lose Your Liver
8. The Commodores--- Once, Twice, Three Times to the Bathroom.
9. Marvin Gaye--- Heard It Through the Grape Nuts.
10. Procol Harem--- A Whiter Shade of Hair.
11. Leo Sayer--- You Make Me Feel Like Napping.
12. The Temptations--- Papa's Got a Kidney Stone.
13. Abba--- Denture Queen.
14. Tony Orlando--- Knock 3 Times On The Ceiling If You Hear Me Fall.
15. Helen Reddy--- I Am Woman, Hear Me Snore.
16. Leslie Gore--- It's My Procedure, and I'll Cry I
That instant feeling of loneliness when those words escaped.
Left a pain in my chest like a blow from an ape.
Was crushed to the core about to implode.
Bout made me self destruct but u entered the disarm code.
The words were diseases eating me alive.
Hit harder and harder with every punishing strive.
My lungs were collapsing from the tremendous heartache.
Could walk no longer cause my knees began to quake.
I'm fallin apart like a puzzle without glue.
Never will I be whole again unless I find you.
The Deconstruction Of Nsfw
This came to me in a dream:
I think Fubar's Not Safe For Work policy is completely unfounded. Their site states that this is a "MySpace" for adults, yet, they insist on giving power to the "P.C. fucks and Religious Right" by giving them the opportunity to report things that "offend" them as NSFW.
Well, here comes flawless logic!
Everything on this site is Not Safe For Work.
If one is working, then, they should not be spending time on a company computer browsing a social network website. Socializing, is to be done on one's own time.
If one is using the site while working, then, indeed they have too much down time. It need not be explained by the likes of me that the job market is flooded and that if one has the time to browse and play on the internet, they can easily be replaced by splitting their duties amongst other staff or just plain replaced.
In closing...I would like to state for the record that I am here to offend certain types. If things I say and do indeed "offend" you, w
I been thinking about this whole Fubar website. Im very happy i started it. met alot of pple and also hung out with some of yall. Alot of my friends on here are amazing and would have never believed this kind of site would be so interesting. i wanted to thank all of yall for adding me and being a friend..
Love Alisha aka American Honey
The surprise was complete. The attacking planes came in two waves; the first hit its target at 7:53 AM, the second at 8:55. By 9:55 it was all over. By 1:00 PM the carriers that launched the planes from 274 miles off the coast of Oahu were heading back to Japan.
the attack, 1942
Behind them they left chaos, 2,403 dead, 188 destroyed planes and a crippled Pacific Fleet that included 8 damaged or destroyed battleships. In one stroke the Japanese action silenced the debate that had divided Americans ever since the German defeat of France left England alone in the fight against the Nazi terror.
Approximately three hours later, Japanese planes began a day-long attack on American facilities in the Philippines. (Because the islands are located across the International Dateline, the local Philippine time was just after 5 AM on December 8.) Farther to the west, the Japanese struck at Hong Kong, Malaysia and Thailand in a coordinated attempt to use surprise in
Dec.2006 Trip To Hawaii
Well as ya can see in the pics it was a amazing drive threw so many states. I had to stop in on family so I zig zaged all over! I have many many more pics but I have to down-load them.
I tell ya, I was worried about Hawaii hearing that peaple are mean and that they hate outsiders and the cost of living was high. Well let me set something straight.......
Yes the cost of living ( house, apts, exc) is more but then again you have the Oceans all around you! Gas well right now its $2.69 gal. But thats what I was paying in VA! And the people so far is awsome!
I mean think about it...Its about 75 to 85 year round! And the blue oceans is to die for!
"Remember Pearl Harbor"
"History in ev'ry century
Records an act that lives forevermore.
We'll recall, as into line we fall
The thing that happened on Hawaii's shore
Let's remember Pearl Harbor
As we go to meet the foe
Let's remember Pearl Harbor
As we did the Alamo.
We will always remember
how they died for Liberty
Let's remember Pearl Harbor
And go on to victory.
Let's remember Pearl Harbor
As we go to meet the foe
Let's remember Pearl Harbor
As we did the Alamo.
We will always remember
How they died for Liberty
Let's remember Pearl Harbor
And go on to victory!"
Written by Don Reid and Sammy Kaye
Performed by Swing and Sway With Sammy Kaye
Recorded December 17, 1941
Dec. 20th 2012 At 11:59 Pm
Here is a question for everone, what will you want to be doing on Dec. 20th 2012 at 11:59pm right before the end of the world as we know it? IF IT HAPPENS. NEVER KNOW. HA HA
De De's Rants
Eh well, I seem to have forgotten about this place for a bit. I'm a married woman now, as of April 21st, and I couldn't be happier about that fact. My birthday's coming up (June 2), which will mean I'm married before turning twenty three. Yay me? Haha. Not sure whether or not it's a great accomplishment, but I do know that the hubby and I couldn't be happier. He even bought me a Nintendo Wii as an early birthday present! So that's about it I guess. Feel free to send me presents..? Cash is good too? Haha! I wish..
REAL FRIENDS ARE HARD TO COME BY NOW A DAYS. AS MOST OF MY REAL FRIENDS THAT ARE ON FUBAR ALREADY NOW. WHEN CHAN AND I ANNOUNCED THAT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WE THOUGHT WERE OUR FRIENDS UP AND LEFT BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T LIKE OUR DECISION. OH FUCKING WELL. CELTIC MAGIC, DJ CHAN, ACE'S ANGEL, DJ STORM AND DJ AWESOME ARE THE BEST FRIENDS THAT ANYONE COULD ASK FOR.
CELTIC MAGIC IS ONE OF THE MOST GIVING PEOPLE THAT I HAVE EVER MET. SHE HATES PEOPLE BUT IF SHE CONSIDERS YOU A FRIEND SHE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THEM. SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST FORTHRIGHT PEOPLE I HAVE EVER KNOW AND WHEN I HAVE NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR JUST NEEDED ANYTHING IN GENERAL SHE HAS BEEN THERE.
DJ CHAN, WHERE DO I BEGIN WITH HIM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. CHAN COMES OFF AS A BIPOLAR ASSHOLE WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT HIMSELF. BUT THATS NOT THE TRUTH. I KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WILL NOT AGREE WITH ME BUT THAT IS BECAUSE THEY HAVE NEVER TAKEN THE CHANCE TO REALLY KN
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Dedicated 2 Da Single Ladies! Holla!
THIS SONG IS FOR NOBODY IN PATICULAR ITS MY WAY OF EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS TOWARDS THAT SPECIAL WOMAN WHO'LL EVENTUALLY COME INTO MY LIFE1
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Dedication -Queensryche: Another Rainy Night
(currently autoplaying on my profile)
I'm dedicating this one to anyone that has spent any time waiting alone for someone else, or anyone who misses someone. Or anyone who just likes to rock. Good tune....good band...check it out. Ok, I'll try to remember to do this every week or so...if I think about it. Dedication songs come from those in my trackz and will be displayed on my profile for you to check out if you want to.
This first dedication is Whitesnake's Love Aint No Stranger from the early 80's release, Slide It In. This goes out to anyone in cherry land who is lonely, or who ever had their heart broken by someone they loved. No one out there meets that description, do they? ;) May you all find the love and happiness you deserve.
Keep on Rockin'
New Dedication - Deep Purple - Perfect Strangers
(Now playing on my profile)
Ok, this one's goin' out to all the web heads out there who may have reason to believe th
Dedication To Lori
This is a follow up to The Last Walk Blog
I remember that day
as it was yesterday
A day that ended in tears
For thirty years you were always there
A sweet memory incased in my mind
As the days and years went by
I often sat and wondered why
why two people so much in love
were forced to live apart
Although our lives went seperate paths
we were never far apart
The day your sister told me
My heart just fell apart
I read your letters to her
and if only i had knew
I would have walked the thousand miles
To bring you back into my arms
But deep in my heart I know
You are waiting for me
At the Gates of heavan
To be together once again
Lori and me were childhood sweethearts but sadly she had to emigrate to Australia with her parents, over the years we never lost touch and exchance letters cards etc. Both of us had failed marriages. Tragically three years ago she was killed in a bush fire in Australia. her sister showed me the letters she wrote her saying she wished s
Dedicated To Greg,,my Bro , My Family
To all my friends here on CherryTap, my bro Greg passed away this morning, he had been fighting brain cancer and brain tumors for the last 15 yrs. He was only 44 yrs young but I know that he is not suffering anymore and that he is in heaven. So bear with me this weekend , I will be here for support from my friends. We are having a benefit tonight in his honor to raise money for his daughter to go to college. Well, just wanted you to know so those of you that know me won't worry about me, I will be ok!
Thanks and God Bless....Lady Di
Dedications And Shoutouts To My Favorite People
maybe it was best the way it went down back then...i just dont know what to say except the lyrics to this song.........we both moved on and left it alone....
JUST THINKING ABOUT ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS TODAY AND THIS SONG REALLY DESCRIBES WHAT THERE GOING THROUGH SO READ THE WORDS AND THINK ABOUT THEM......
Tim he was a good friend · Yea was a brother of mine · We were imaginary comic book superheroes · Kids wasting time · We were prisoners of our youth · We were growing up strong ·'Til the day he was taken away · For something he did wrong · Tim came 'round just the other day · And boy he had some stories to tell · His mama kept him locked up in a rehab · Although the doctors said he was well · He said yeah I been through the anger · And the hatred towards my mom · And I put all that behind me · Just tell me what was it like to go to your prom · : He said thank you mom for fixing · My clouded broken mind · But excuse me if I seem a little rude · While I was missing
Dedications To My Son
Devin Michael Duval
June 20,1993-December 1,2005
On December 1, 2005, I lost a part of me that I never got a chance to know, and now will never have that chance again. That person was my son Devin Michael Duval. When he was only 4 years old, he was diagnosed with Leukemia. Because of differences between Devin's mother and I, I was never given the chance to become the father I wanted to, to Devin. I will always regret not enforcing my rights as a father. So please anyone out there that has a child, do everything possible to spend time with them. You never know when God is going to call them home. He is always in need of Angels, and Devin surely was one. I will always cherish every moment I spent with Devin, and he will always be alive in my heart. Till I see you again in Heaven, My Son, I will always think of you and keep a candle burning in your memory. I Love You and will never forget You.
Who You'd Be Today Video - Kenny Chesney lyricsKenny Chesne
She spent the first day sadly packing her belongings into boxes,
crates and suitcases.
On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things.
On the third day, she sat down on the floor in the dining room by
candlelight, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound
of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of Chardonnay.
When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited
a few half-eaten shrimp and caviar, into the hollow of the curtain
She replaced the end caps on the curtain rods, cleaned up the kitchen,
When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for
the first few days.
Then slowly, the house began to smell.
They tried everything,
cleaning, mopping, and airing the place out.
Vents were checked for dead rodents, and carpets were steam cleaned.
Air fresheners were hung everywhere.
Exterminators were brought in to set
Hey Momma this is me,
your little baby boy.
I miss my G.I. Joe's
and the rest of my toys.
But I'm at camp right now
with all the other boys.
And I made a new friend
and his name is Roy.
So Momma I'm gone,
but I'm not too far.
Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers
and the bottom of your heart.
I know you miss me Momma,
but I'll be home in a while.
p.s. Momma.............here's you a smile.
Hey momma this is me,
and Roy say's to say hi.
Two more weeks of basic
and we'll both earn our stripes!
Thanks for all of your letters
they helped me to get by.
And I'm sorry this is short,
but they don't give us much time.
So Momma I'm gone,
but I'm not too far.
Cuz I'm still with you in your prayers
and the bottom of your heart.
I know you miss me Momma,
but I'll be home in a while.
p.s. Momma...........here's you a smile.
Hey Momma this is me,
Dedicated To My Family
in 3 months time i have last my dad and my 1st cousin tim. its been a bitch for me .. my dad was a successful lawyer in joplin missouri and my cousin tim was a dozer operator.
its hard to really let go of the tears cause when yu watch somone die in front of you it does unreal things to you ...
yu try to understand why hes letting go and he says *it will be ok chris*
.. but its not ok ... i never told my father how i felt i did things to my family that were stupid.
so this blog is for my family ... BOTH SIDES
IM SORRY .. AND FOR WHAT ITS WORTH I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH ..
Dedicated To My Grandpa
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free,
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took His hand when i heard him call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day
To laugh, to love, to work or play,
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I found that place at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void
Then fill it with remembered joy
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss
Ah yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much.
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and share with me
God wanted me now. He set me free.
Grandpa we will never forget you and miss you lots and love you lots. 1925-2006
FRIENDS WILL BE FRIENDS
When I first meet my Tomaran he was and still is the truest friend my heart has ever know.But little did I know how Cherry would also bring me some friends that I will never forget and I'm writting this blog for people that want to meet ginuine people that show that they give a damn about others so as following these people are all wonderful in so many different ways Show them love & I know from experience that they will do the same in return LOVE YOU ALL!!I'M STILL WORKING ON THIS LIST SO IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR MUG ON HERE AND YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WILL ADD YOU ,IF YOU AREN'T BEING A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WON'T BE DOING SO SO PISS OFF STOP WHINING.I ALWAYS TREAT PEOPLE HOW THEY TREAT ME:) DAWN
Dedicated To Those Who Serve, And Those Who Support Them...
Today I heard your voice behind me
And turned to you with a smile.
Can't believe I misplaced that sound,
Even though it's been a while.
Yesterday I laughed out loud
And turned to tell you why.
Too late, I remembered the truth,
As a tear came to my eye.
Even now I see your face
And feel your arms holding me tight.
Yet your shadow flees at my touch
For I am alone tonight.
Someday I'll turn and you'll be there.
Your smile - your face - will be real
I'll put my arms around you and know-
This is the way love was meant to feel.
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
A Dedication To Women
Alright kids, today we shall take an in-depth look at how the world caters to a womans sexuality and the never ending quest of self-gratification. It seems everywhere you go things are designed, set-up, mass produced, and sold to aid a woman is giving herself pleasure. Remember the old addage "a woman should always come first". They took it to heart and created a whole world for themselves. Let's look at some examples and start with the woman herself. First of all, she doesn't need a man. That's right kids, she can do a fine job all on her own. For the more assertive woman, there are sex shops.My wife and I were in two local fuck stores recently, and although we are regular patrons I was astonished to see MORE shit than usual. There were more devices, objects, and gadgets than there should ever be and I was overwhelmed by their numbers (and prices). What's in there for a man???? Nothing!!! And what was there looked like it came from a cereal box or a cheesy mail-order deal. I'd lov
Dedicated To True Love
Little something i wrote , i know iam not a poet , but it comes from my heart i guess . Its called Dont Forget .
dont forget, i loved you and it was a true love .
dont forget, tears that fell from my eyes were for you .
dont forget, the way i held you and looked into your eyes and thos sweet soft kisses the color of your eyes , and the way you tilt your head.
dont forget, my love is forever, even if you are with another, my heart will always be locked away thinking of you and forever broken hearted.
dont forget, even tho iam not worthy of you , you were my dream come true and nothing will ever replace you .
dont forget, ill be looking into the sun or moon light sky , clouds or stars dreaming of you .
dont forget, without true love , you have nothing .
dont forget, i will miss you and always love you , my heart has died and somebody in the world truely did love you .
dont forget, everything i did was for you and only wanted to see you happy.
Another for my CT wife
Guns And Roses Videos | Music Video Codes | San Antonio Homes For Sale This goes out to ones that have their hearts broken. Lift your chin up and face a new day.
Cinderella Videos | Video Codes | Denver Relocation Another dedicated to my CT wife
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Dedicated To All My Female Biker And Trucker Freinds ,here In Ct....
HELLO , I HAVE CREATED A FOLDER AND AM DEDICATEING IT TO THE WOMEN BIKERS AN TRUCKERS THAT ARE IN MY FREINDS AN FAMILY. IF YOU ARE A FAN OF MINE OR YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN ME BEFORE AND YOU ARE A FEMALE BIKER OR FEMALE TRUCKER I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO PICK YOUR FAVORITE PIC OF YOU AND YOUR BIKE OR BIG TRUCK ,AN I WILL PUT IT IN THE FEMALE BIKER AND TRUCKER ALBUM . SEEING AS THAT I AM A TRUCKER MY SELF , I HAVE A BIG APPRECEIATION FOR THIS INDUSTRY ,BUT YOU CANT HAVE THE TRUCKS GOING DOWN THE ROAD WITH OUT THEM BIKES , YOU KNOW THAT FEELING YOU GET IN YOURSELF WHEN YOUR TRUCKN ALONG AND ABOUT 20 TO 50 BIKERS RUNNING TOGETHER AND THEY ARE COMEING UP ALONG YOUR DONKEY AND THEM ENGINES JUST GETTN LOUDER AND LOUDER AS THEY BEGIN TO MAKE THERE MOVE ON YOU ONE BY ONE THEM BIKES BEGIN TO COME UP ALONG YOUR TRACTOR , THE LOOK UP AT YA AN GIVE YA A THUMBS UP .... THEN THEY GET INFRONT OF YOU RIDE UP THE ROAD AWAYS AND GET INTO THE RIGHT LANE AND 2 BY 2 THEY RIDE UP THE ROAD LIKE YOUR VERY OWN
Dedicated To Ct/cf Friends (links)
Hi all just and update on my Tags creations
I'm not as good in health at the moment but will try my best to create Images for pic's
All Tags are free as long as Members (Rate me Fan Add Me ) Thank You And God Bless and Our Troops!
Want To Say Thank you to all my Friends on Fubar most of all the Bouncers that have showed their support for me
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© By Rae L. Stowe-Paurich
I don't request forgiveness for the generation lines I broke for my country.
I don't request peace and love for all Americans.
I don't request the memories of my fallen comrades.
I don't request pity for the time I lost with my children.
Nor do I request that dreams come true.
Terrorism is not our down fall, but the lack of our own preparation as a nation.
I do request that we stop trying to find blame in anyone but ourselves.
The past has shown preparation is the key not blame.
I simply request that one and all show the ones they love how to survive, without depending on someone else to sacrifice their lives before yours.
Dedication to our soldiers.Add to My Profile | More Videos AMERICAN SOLDIERS
You fight for my freedom and protect my future from any who try to destroy it,
You watch out for me while I sleep in the night,
You are always putting your life on the line,
whenever some terrorist tries to mess with my
Dedicated To Those Lost...
A dear friend of mine informed me that her and her husband who is recently back from Iraq just lost their expected child after just 12 weeks and I have been consoling her with something I have kept after my own losses in the past. It is a sad day that another new beginning has already come to an end but I hope this helps others who have suffered as such...
In this time of loss I call upon my spirit within to guide me to my strength so that I may find peace and completion.
I will use this strength to demand of myself and others my need to grieve completely, for this will be my first step to healing.
During my time of grief I will seek guidance not only from my inner spirit but from loving persons who may offer wisdom and comfort.
I need to understand that the soul as well as the physical body needs healing and to pay attention to this. I will learn to accept that the soul may never heal completely.
I will learn to live not in fear and once again see beauty in my world
Dedicated To A Special Person :p
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
More then anything
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
And you always give more then you take.
Dedicated To my fellow Marines
I am who I am
I love to love
I hate to hate
I fear only fear itself
I do many things
I serve for the ones that can't
I give to those in need
I bring hope to the hopeless
I am called by many names
I am called a son
I am called a brother
I am called a hero
I am not a god
I am not a myth
I am not a legend
I am a UNITED STATES MARINE
Semper Fi to all my brothers in arms and fallen comrades
Dedicated To Cancer Survivors And Their Families.
PLEASE DO THIS!
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute....
Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having
trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota
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for free (pink window in the ! middle) .
This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors /advertisers use the
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Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know.
AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 TODAY
Study: New way to spot breast cancer shows promise
By MARILYNN MARCHIONE, AP Medical Writer2 hours, 1 minute ago
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Dedicated To The Ones I Love
I just wanted to take a few minutes to show my love to all the ones who have been so gracious to add this old country girl to your lists.I know time doesn't permit me to talk to each of you as i would love to .I carry all of you in my heart and prayers.I thank God everyday for the opportunity to have met each and every one of you.I try on a day to day basis to stay in contact but please know that if time goes by and we don't get to talk always know that i love each and every one of you and hope that your lives are eternally filled with blessings!!!!
Hugs and kissessss,
~&hearts~Dedicated to Stephen~Mr. Nice Guy!~&hearts~
I ran across this old tune and was reminded that my friend Stephen loves Van Gogh. So I tried to combine his awesome works with a really great old song.
I believe the name of this masterpiece is "Starry Night on the Rhone"
The renowned "Starry Night" by Vincent van Gogh
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Dedications To Special People
Meet my friend Mark Been my friend fpr a long time show him some love ty.
Toker@ fubar Meet a dear friend of my his name is fubob and he could always use some love...And does return all love
FuBob~1st To Claim The Name~@ fubar Lost contact with a good friend for a while back then who would have thought we would reaquiant on fubar..SMALL WORLD DONT YOU THING?
Show him some love www.fubar.com/user1060633
I have played online first person shooter games for about 8 years now. And the one I have played for about 5 years now is called Raven Shield. This game has let me meet people from all over the world, including my friend Bamse. I found out today that he passed away sometime last week. I got him to join the site, because I kept teasing him that I had nudes lol... Anyhow I want to say to you Bamse you will be missed by all of us at CWAR whom have had the pleasure to hear you sing your norwegian songs. You will forever be a part of my heart. Love and miss you.
Dediated To My Friend
Beautiful lady The gates of heaven open I see a beautiful lady walking I sit here watching her from my bedroom window I hear the birds talking Why am I singing this very loving song? Your scenic hair blowing away my fears I gaze at your face, and you shed a tear I will take you to a place filled with secrets. I wish to kiss those enchanted lips I crave to hold those two miraculous hands And whisper to your ear Touch your soft beautiful face and Tell you why today we are in this place, I will take away all the pain and sorrow and, We shall meet again tomorrow I wake up from this daydream . . . The beautiful lady behind me kisses my cheek and, says to me, thank you …tell we meet again tomorrow!! How to treat a WomenTo love and Cherish her EverydayBeautiful words she heir’s you SayGiver her all your attention, always let your eyes StareRespect her heart and treat it with CareIf she's sore lay her down, and massage her feetWake up nice
Dedicated To Someone Oh So Special (note The Sarcasm)
So, this is dedicated to someone who's soooooooo special. I just thought that these songs would definitely describe the moment. I hope they touch your heart as they touch mine. :D
The difference is... I know why... :s
THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY EX-BOYFRIEND WHEN I WAS 15
Dedictaed To Steve Andterri
with a tear running down my cheek its just so easy to image Steve Terri and Bindi doing a ver rendition of this song all together
Paradise is a must
To fulfill their lust
There's a time for joy & a time for pain
There's a time for sadness & a time for gain
The saga continues
Till you find your True Love My One Tin Soldier
That stands above the rest
Will fight to the end
Will fight for what he believes in
My One Tin Soldier
Faithful & True
Loyal to the maximum
Beastly to those who do wrong
Like an angel, he sweeps down from heaven to love you
Like a demon, he sweeps up from hell to destroy you
My One Tin Soldier
Rebelvamp is his name
Faithful & True
I Love you!
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Okay guys ... My friend Saint is a wonderful
guy and a GREAT FRIEND!! He has shown me love
since I met him and has been nothing but a
respectful ... true friend!
Please stop by to say hi to him and show him
some FuBar love!! Rate/Fan/&ADD him as your
friend...You won't be disappointed!
BIG THANKX TO YOU ALL FOR SHOWING MY FRIEND
SOME MUCH NEEDED FUBAR LOVIN'!
LOVE YA SAINT...MUAH!!!!!!!
HOTTIES LOVE TO ALL OF YOU ON FUBAR!!
Dedicated To Gary( Ex Boyfriend)
I wish I could send this to Gary who took me for a ride and broke my heart but that's ok because one day the right man will come into my life....I won't stop believing that 1 of many dreams I have will come true for me.
Dedicated To My Mother
In memory of my mother, Catherine Ann
You were a precious gift from God above,
so much beauty, grace and love.
You touched our hearts in so many ways,
your smile so bright even on the bad days.
You heard God's whisper calling you home,
you didn't want to go and leave us alone.
You loved us so much, you held on tight,
till all the stregnth was gone and you could no longer fight.
He had called your name twice before,
you knew you couldn't make him wait anymore.
So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away,
knowing that with our love we will be together again some day.
R.I.P Mom, Love Dani
Dedication To Brian
By: Sharon Gay Watson
My friend....you are our stars in the sky, the soft clouds rolling by;
You are the rainbow after a morning shower, the fire from a raging storm;
In our memories you will live allways, and in our nights you will hold us close;
Your strength keeps us going, your love lingers in the depths of our hearts;
Help us to get through this, keep our sanity from slipping away;
All of your loved ones feel the same way.....we miss you......;
You were taken too soon from us all and we need you so much;
But we all know God has plans for you up in Heaven.
Thank you for bringing us all together, thank you for all the happy times and even the bad;
Thank you for being our brother, our mentor, our rock, and our love;
Thank you above all else for being the man you were and still are;
Thank you for just being you.
Brian......Rest In Peace.....May God hold you close to him. I know all of us are from now on! Till we meet again, Bro.......God Ble
Dedication To My Aunt
To my Aunt Dee,
I love you so much - You've always been there for all of us. I remember all the good times we had (there were never really any bad ones) and I will cherish those memories.
You made everything seem as if it was easy for you to get thru I wish I had your courage and strength. You will be missed.
Uncle Al, Joe, Angie and Sierra
Mom, Aunt Betty, Uncle Carl, Billy, Jennifer, Kathy, Carl, David, Jimmy & Nicholas,
and to friends of my aunt,
My Aunt Dee will always be there among us in the morning she will be our sunshine at night she will be the star that is the brightess, whenever you feel a breeze that is her letting you know she's there and the rain is her watering the flowers in the spring/summer months. In winter she will be the snow making the sceanary beautiful around us to enjoy.
We will all miss her and we all certainly love her.
She was/will always be a wonderful person to all that knew her.
To those that never met her and
Dedicated To Grandma
Well, here is yet another post in my dedication to my grandma. As the days go by it doesn't get any easier to accept the fact that she is gone. It doesn't hurt any less than it did the day she died. We are supposed to cleaning all of her stuff out of her house, yet I can't bring myself to going over there. I was sitting here the other day thinking, and every thing that came to mind was memories of my grandma. From her taking me to baseball games when I was a kid, to her yelling at me for getting in trouble with the cops when I was a teenager. To be honest I don't have one bad memory of the time I spent with her. Even the last 6 months, while her body was giving out and it was hard for her to breath, the time with her was worth it.
To those who know me best know that my grandma was that one person on top of the hill that you could only wish I could be as strong as even the soles of her shoes. She ment the world to me and helped me get through so many hard times. I will be posting
Dedication Days / Salute To Our Military
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Dedicated To My Ex Wife
Why do nice guys finish last? (not that I am that nice, just curious). I was brought up in a time and place where you didn't hit your woman or any woman for that matter, or disrespect them. By todays standards thats all wrong and the wuss way out, by todays standards you should be rude to them, speak down to them, and in general treat them like dirt. Ladies say they want the nice guy, but soon as you treat them nice and go the extra mile they say they want you to, they treat you like you're a walking disease and go after the rude crude ass-hole that treats her like shit or whatever, doesn't do "womans work, aka" housework. So, I know how to do my own laundry and dishes and clean my own mess up, does that make me the wimp? Does buying a rose on the way home for my woman make me a wuss? Does telling my woman "no don't worry about the dishes tonite, I'll do them", make me less of a man? I'm just curious is all But if any of you ladies out there can answer this Please drop me a line, What
Dedication To Friendship
Please Go Show These Ladies Sum Luvin ….
They are Spending
ALL of their Rates and Bling
helpin me to Godfather
They have done nearly
a million points in the last 2 days
His Sweet Obsession
Berry Berry Quite Contrary
QUEEN BUNNY is a PITA
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The 1ST one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he GOES into a room, ev1 calls him 'Father'." The s2nd woman chirps, "My son is a Bishop. He walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The 3RD says smugly, "My son is a Cardinal. he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well.....?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard bodied stripper. When he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'."
The best love to receive,Is unconditional love.Hold it close to your heart,Because you can never get enough.When you have been loved unconditionally,No matter your faults or mistakes,There's nothing better you could have,This kind of love is absolutely great.It's a love with no end,It's a love that will always last.It just gets better everyday,No matter what hide's in your past.This unconditional love,It's better to give
lovers come and lovers go
i love you and you know
everyday i cry and i lie
everyday i try and i die
i know you love me
because we are ment to be
hear me cry out your name
watch me play this game
everlasting love is in my heart
everlasting hate is away and apart
please don't leave me
you will see
for let me be me and you be you
not those who are true and who look blue stay together and be happy with you so let it be me and you only us two not me and who else for i didn't find them i found you to be with me for i was one now i am two with you
thank you lover of my life FOR BEING MY NUMBER ONE
Dedicated To My Babie Puppy Emma
I had to have my sweet Emma put to sleep the
day after my 33rd Birthday ... July 1st 2008
It was the sadest birthday I have ever had.
She was the most loving and smartest little
black lab I have ever known. I love her and
think of her every single day...I will miss
her forever!! MY little LADY!! She will always
be missed and loved and could never be replaced!!
I LOVE YOU EMMA!! MOMMIE MISSES YOU BABE GIRL!!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX'S & OOOOOOOOOOOOO'S
FROM YOUR LOVING MOTHER AND FRIEND!!
Dedicated To Some One
You're the air that I breathe
you're the sun when it breaks through the clouds
You're all that I need
But I know that you have this doubt
Im down on my knee
I pray you'll stake this out
Im begging you please girl
Im sorry I let you down
Im broken like a promise
Im shattered like a dream
with all my peices scattered around
for you to see
Im broken like a record, I sing the same old song
[ Everlast Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Im broken like the heart of a man
thats run away from love too long
girl what about you
what about you girl
Its so hard to speak
I can barely look you in the eye
Its so hard to breathe
but I kow I ain't afraid to die
your breath is so sweet
your kisses could get me high
my heart is so weak
girl your loving could get me by
Nobody Still Loves You
Well nobody loves you
And nobody cares
And nobody wakes up when your not there
And no one can miss you the way that I do
Dedicated To Mr Obama
Dedicated to Mr.Obama if he fucks us in the next 100 days.
Get off your asses if he does.
We The People
I thought we the people had a brain
I thought we the people had a say
Coulda sworn I read it somewhere
Might of seen it on a bumper sticker
I thought we the people had a right
I guess we the people were wrong
We the people always are
Lets go elect another God
The laws they make
I dont give a damn anyway
Rules are made to break to bend to beat to buy
The American dream
Or a bag of magic beans
You can find it on the TV
Whatever you need
Send me your tired, your poor and broken
Send me your life so I can break you
We the people can have a plan
We the people can make a stand
Coulda sworn I read it somewhere
Might've seen it in the funny papers
Your money's made to take
To cheat to steal to rob
I can sell you a dream
Fat's bustin' at the seams
You can get it on the TV
Whatever you need
Send me your tired, your poor and broken
Dedicated To All The Cute Single Girls On Fubar!
Happy Singles Awareness Day or also known as Valentine's Day. Don't have a Valentine? Its okay I don't either but since I'm a nice guy I dedicated the song Last Kiss by Pearl Jam to all the single cuties on Fubar. Hope you all had a safe and happy Valentine's Day this song is for you all.
Dedicated To Loved Ones
Ok friends this wonderful woman just lost someone very close to her heart, her younger brother was in a car accident on February 14, 2009.
As you can tell they were very close and loved each other very much.This woman needs her friends to be here for her in this horrible time of need.
Lets stop by her page and show her love and let her know that our thoughts and prayers are with her.
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Brought to you by Meg and her Hubby Mad, our hearts are with you Lindsey!!
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(repost of original by 'MÃĐ ~Owner of ICE~BDL Crew~fu-hubby & r/l fiance 2 Řэđחә¢ķþ®' on '2009-02-15 19:14:28')
Ive been on fu for maybe a year or two now. Ive had two different IDs so I cant really remember how long its actually been!
Anyways recently I had an epiphany. The thing is, in life there are fairweather friends. You know, the ones who come and go for whatever reason. This is more so the case with online friends. You meet, say hello, have a great time just chatting and goofing. Then one day you have an argument and boom, the joy of the internet means, blocked, ignored or whatever you choose to do to not converse with someone again.
And well, there are the friends who are always there even if you dont talk. The ones who randomly stop in every once in a while and say hello to catch up and its like youve never not been chatting. The ones who brighten your day. They throw in a few HUGE random acts of Fu kindness and what have you got?
Youve got: http://www.fubar.com/user/747456
This girl is just a top quality chick and a great friend! And thats all Ive got to say about that!
There is a girl.She is always with him in heart & soul.
She goes through everything that he goes through. She feels his pain… his sorrow… his joy… his longing… and his devotion. For every minute they are apart, her heart aches… but she smiles. She is a model to other girls. They watch her and wonder… how does she do it? She is the picture of everlasting love & fidelity to her Soldier.. His cause… and their country. She is his rock.. his support… his best friend… and his lover. Her job is the hardest & most painful thing she knows. It is also by far the most rewarding. Their relationship will weather storms… cross miles… and reach indscrible heights. Not because of who they are… but because of the love that they share. A love that is patient.. honest… true.. and kind. A love that transcends the distance. A love that is deeper than any ocean. A love that is more abundant than all the stars in the sky. A love that is perfect in all its flaws Behind every Soldier…
there is a
No man nor beast, shall asunder, for life and reason shall be wonder. Truth is not what we know or dream or wonder, but what we both shall dream and wonder. I used to think that I was alone,Always walking into an empty home,But then came a day soon after I met you,That I could not even forget you,I cant help but think of you everyday,For knowing you helps me find my way,When I come home and sit in my chair,I know soon after yout will be there,Although we are but worlds apart,I keep you held within my heart,Such lovely hair,That radiant smile,The words we have spoken,While after while,I cannot help these feelings I hold,Albeit at times I may seem quite bold,Your unlike so many of those that I've met,Even my actions and thoughts are both different,For when I start talking to everyone I know,It eventually surfaces and they say it shows,I cannot help this pain within me,For you I look at and start to envy,So many things I have done and got burnt,The change I make some said is earnt,I canno
Dedicated To Tupac And Everybody Here In Fubar
NSPIRATION IS WHAT TUPAC GAVE ME BEING YOUNG, STRONG MINDED ANd leaving life i starded freestyling cuz pac gave me inspiration. LOST IN THE STREETS IN MY CAR PLAYING IS A NEW 2PAC RELEASE REMINDING ME THAT SOMEWHERE THERE IS PEACE. SOMETIMES I CRY WONDERING WHY SOME MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAD & HAVE TO DIE. LISTENING TO PAC I KNEW IT WAS ME AGAINST THE WORLD & DONT TRUST JUST ANY GIRL. PEOPLE GLORIFY BEING SHOT NO LIE TO TELL LIL HOMIE THEM BULLETS ARE HOT, AND THEM PEOPLE GOT A SPOT FOR YA CALLED 3HIDES & A COT. RIDING IN MY CAR STRESSING WATCHING 2PAC RESURRECTION KNOWING MY LIFE IS A BLESSING. PHONE RINGING AND THE RING IS BETTER DAYS & ON THAT NOTE I PUT DOWN THE HAZE. PAC SAID ITS HARD TRYING TO BE AN ANGEL WHEN YOUR SURROUNDED BY DEVILS THANKING THE LORD I MADE IT TO ANOTHER LEVEL. PRAYING & HOPING FOR A HAPPY HOME INSPIRATION FROM PAC LET ME KNOW ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE AND IT WANT BE LONG. THEY DIDNT KILL 2PAC THEY BIRTH BELIEVERS, THERE WILL BE NO OTHER LIKE 2PAC. so i go by wat tupa
Death is everywhere
There are flies on the windscreen, for a start
We could be torn apart, tonight
Death is everywhere
There are lambs for the slaughter, waiting to die
And I can sense
The hours slipping by, tonight
Come here, kiss me now
Come here, kiss me now
Death is everywhere
The more I look, the more I see
The more I feel
A sense of urgency, tonight
Come here, kiss me now
Come here, kiss me now
There are flies on the windscreen
There are lambs for the slaughter
There are flies on the windscreen
Come here, kiss me now
Come here, kiss me now
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
Come here, kiss me now
Come here, kiss me now
Dedicated To The Immortals....
The Drunk Eskimo Shatters Masturbation World Record! Share It's official, The Drunk Eskimo is the new king of masturbation. In a stunning feat of endurance and determination, The Drunk Eskimo achieved 36 orgasms in a 24 hour period! Sleeping intermittently during the 24 hour marathon, The Drunk Eskimo remained focused and aroused by his impressive library of pornographic films. With over 400 films in his library and 3 televisions playing movies at all times, he had a continuous stream of footage to aid him in his quest. It is apparent by the massive development of the muscles in his forearm that The Drunk Eskimo is not your average masturbator. In an interview with UJ reporters after the record setting event, The Drunk Eskimo was quoted as saying, "masturbation for me is a way of life. I've been training for this day since I was 13 years old and I'm happy with my performance today". This record was formerly held by German Student, Hans Blickstein who achieved 27 orgasms in a 24 hour pe
Dedicated To My Bro,kyle "boots"
Kyle is the biggest pot-pie
He chases cats trying to steal their sneaky shoes
He likes burritos and uses them as traps-
to catch all those sneaky cats
At first he used mice but they were too squeaky..
Then he tried steak but it got too expensive.
Its hard for him to sneak up on them-
Cuz he's as big as a tree and his shadow alerts his prey.
I told him to try crawling after the cats-
But it proved to be too slow.
After trying to crawl after them-
He then tried using rollerskates to chase 'em
But found he couldnt stop soon enough to catch 'em-
and he'd always fall down causing the cats to scatter.
For weeks upon weeks he tried catching these cats
It boggled my mind why he was doing this
But then I realized what it was
As it turns out,it was all his imagination-
Kyle was busy eating SHROOMS!!!
Dedicated To Man I Love
Lovely my dear,I'm trying write this blog for you and I failed twice.as I writing know its hard for me to focus,because of failure.i refuse to let it get me down,so I'm trying it again.i love you with all my heart.I cant tell you enough of how much I love you.a very unique person has come into my life and I don't want to let go.when we met I thought I just had another chat buddy I can talk to sometimes,because I was rarely on here.my love for you has grown stronger for you each day as we speak.no one knows what the future holds but Jesus.he can make all things impossible to possible.pertaining to our love we have for each other ,if we have have the love of god in our hearts I know we can make it.i believe what The Lord says to me " i can do all things through Christ that strengthen me". Even though we my seem far away but we're not.its just patience I need.patience is what I need to hold on for our relationship.its just like if you were in the military,don't know when you coming home
Ded's Movie Reviews.
ok, im sorry but this movie blew ass. seriously.
boy sees the dead, family doesnt, priest with cancer says since boy has cancer, and is half way to death , he can see both sides. WTF. anyway they burn the damn house down to kill the ghosts. which usually would solve ANY problem you had in your house, well..except if the fire was the problem.
( c half a fucking bewb nick cage is alright in this, the story is kinda boring but gets good towards the end. its about the end of the world basicly, some dood behind me cried in the theatre.
( o )( o )( c 2.5 bewbs i dont really need to tell you this movie was awesome, yu should already know.
anyway its the story of how wolverine became who he is.
even if you arent a fan of comic books ect, its still a good action packed way to spend 2 hours
a few key charecters were a bit off base but over all was done pretty nicely. GAMBIT LIKE A MOFO!
( o )( o )( o )( o ) 4 bewbs
Iam Doing great in College making good grades, I have a wonderful Family! We lost our Momma 9 months ago1 and it has been a shock to all of us,, and we miss her so, so, much! We go day by day on that one. God is helping us threw it! I feel Blessed just the same and have new friends like you to talk too! You all are so nice and caring. I will write more soon getting really sleepy, it is 4:00AM gOT TO GET SOME BEATY SLEEP!
Talk to you later Babes Deedee Blue.. Apparently, I am not Ugly enough or old enough or fat enough or have big boobs to be a top Cherry Star! I am sorry but, I am a lady and have some Morals! If that is what some of you weirdo like, go for it! Thanks for nothing Deedee.... I am sorry I have neglected you all! I have been busy with school and family and you know how that is! I will try to stay more intouch, Love you all! Deedee
Dee Dee Dee !
OK! So heres the deal i dont talk to good god more then half of you so therefor why the hell would i wanna vote for u in a contest or care about ur fuckin drama!! If u cant talk to me on my page through shout sometimes STOP sendin me shit that says ur friend thought u might like to see this... w/e BECAUSE guess what i DONT!!
Anyways if u read this and get offended then that means ur the ass who sends me 30 fuckin messages a day to read somethin i could give 2 shits about! If u wanna delete me as a friend!
Or hell block me i dont care!
Whatever makes u happy and makes ur day run smoother feel free LMAO!!
But please .. I dont wanna press the stop sendin me messages button either to u smartasses who r thinkin that right now because i wouldnt b able to get messages so yeah!
OK! I'm done now!
Dee Dee Dee
I posted this comment on a guy's page & he shouts me when I log on this afternoon...
First of all...I get naked girl comments all the damn time, from guys & girls...I don't shout them & say hey don't post that crap on my page. wtf? It's a freaking comment, if u don't like it than deleted it or better yet, u don't like the comments I take my precious time to send than delete me, how's that?
Read from the bottom to the stop...
^ That wasn't enough...than he sends me CT-mail & accuses me of blocking him...wtf? LMAO!!
Start @ the bottom & read up...
On 5/10/2007, email@example.com wrote:>
whatever! don't accuse me of blocking u, makes u look retarded...I don't have time for this crap! get over it already! if u didn't like the comment u can delete it...your making a big issue out of nothing!
on 5/10/2007, firstname.lastname@example.org wrote:
what ever i
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Deedeemb Tagged Me
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 random things,facts, or habits about yourself, At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Do not forget to leave them a message that says..."your It" and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. My name is Randy, but most people call me Harley.
2. My wife DeeDee and I absolutely adore each other and wouldn't know what to do with ourselves if something happened to the other.
3. I am EXTREMELY scared of heights.
4. I used to be a workout maniac.
5. I am actually very shy and reserved.
6. When I was a teenager, I never dated a girl I went to the same school as I.
7. Snakes don't bother me, but spiders will make me scream like a little girl.
8. I love to play golf, but I am not great at it.
9. I shot a "hole in one" on the 6th game of golf I ever played in my life.
10. I have been playing the guitar for 32 years.
11. I have two children that are 10 years a
Hi. I am Prabhakar. I have few friends. One of my friends came up with a question regarding the deed poll which is the change of name. I said, I have my own experience of applying for it once. I came to know about the deed poll application and procedures for requesting for name change with the help of internet. I asked them to follow the resources available on the Internet.
Not looking, but am looking.
Looking for a sexy, kind man that rocks my socks off.
Is this like winning the lottery? I think it's harder than winning the lottery......
So tired........do defeated......
for now.... http://www.collegehumor.com/video:1766875 Who ever put me down as a crush, then removed me......
I just wanted to say.....KISS MY ASS!!!!!!
looking for hot young ladys to be in some of my vido;s also looking for young lads to be in the hot new and upcoing book grind
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Im so sick of hearing people come up to me saying their life is not worth living anymore!
Some come up to me to complain they don't have the job they deserve , some come up to me saying they're depressed because their boyfriends husbands, fiances etc... left them for someone else and they just wanna kill themselves because life is not worth living in it anymore.
People don't realize they have more chances in life to make their life much better they can make the change as Long as they're willing to live a better life.
Let's go back to 9/11 how many people were trapped inside of those buildings with no where to escape they couldn't make plans for a better tomorrow as we can.
My point is think about all those people in desperation with no escape from their nigh mares they only had 2 options jump out the window or burn alive.
WE have so many other choices to benefit our life. We can find a better job if we head the right direction and put our minds into it. And if we get d
OK, I just had something really..... odd happen to me. I am still quite in shock, and I honestly do not understand it. Since I have been on Fubar, I have visited many lounges and I am even a member of a few. OK, here is what happened. I went into Studio 54. I have went in there many times. BAM, I get booted. I am like what the heck? I get a message from the owner Achilles, stating I am not welcome in his lounge because I am a member of Dirty Little Secrets. Wow! I mean Wow! I am like totally in shock! Anyone who knows me, knows, that I am the kind of person who goes into lounges for fun and enjoyment, NOT DRAMA! So to all my friends who are members of Studio 54, I just want you to know why you won't see me back in there again. I was told I am not welcome because I work for DLS! It was always great chatting with you, but at ACHILLES wish, I will not go back..... now nor would I think I would want to!
I am sitting here in da Bar lots of nice ladies downing a cold Miller Lite and watching WWE Raw ,, Oh Hell Yeah !!!!!
I'm just a regular joe, with a regular job, I'm your average white suburbanite slob, I like football, and Porno and books about WAR, I got an average house, with a nice Hard Wood floor! My Wife and my job, my kids and my car, my feet on my table, and a Cuban cigar,.... but sometimes that just aint to keep a man like me interested,oh no no way, uh uh, no i gotta go out and have fun at other peoples expense oh ya, ya , ya, ya,ya,ya,ya!!! I drive really slow, in the ultra fast lane, while behind me are going INSANE!!! IM an aasssshoollee, the worlds biggest asshole, I USE PUBLIC TOILETS, AND I PISS ON THE SEATS, I WALK AROUND IN THE SUMMERTIME SAYING HOW ABOUT THIS HEAT??? im AN ASSHOLE...SOMETIMES I PARK IN HANDICAP SPACES WHILE HANDYCAP PEOPLE MAKE HANDY C A P FACES, YEAH, I AM AN ASSHOLE
I watched The Wizard of Oz tonight with my son Aidyn. It was interesting and fun watching it through a child's eyes again. For one thing I didnt' realize that meeting the scarecrow, tinman and Lion happened so quickly after each other. As a kid it seemed it was much more time between the moments they met. Also it kind of freaked me out that Dorthy ran away because they took her dog. As a kid I remember it mad COMPLETE LOGICAL sense for a girl to run away from home because her dog was being taken from her, as an adult I forgot that. Dorthy did alot to save her dog. I even remembered what it felt like to have your puppy climb up onto your lap and curl up and sleep. I haven't had a dog since I was 20yrs old. I am 37 and have no plans for a furry friend (too much work) but tonight when I saw Toe Toe climb up on Dorthy's lap I remembered my dogs that have passed and how much I loved them. Also having my second son Aidyn watching the movie with me was ........... magical. Man that kid i
The Deep Side Of Angel
as i sit here staring at the wall
i am wondering how to tell you
or should i say anything at all
i am scared
and the butterflies wont subside
i want to tell you so badly
but its so hard to decide
i wake up thinkin of you
i sleep with you in my heart
i want to know you completely
and i am sad when we are apart
you are this amazing person
who makes me laugh when we are together
who turn my bad days into great ones
who can accomplish anything you endeavor
i keep telling myself to slow down
but then i think of your smile
the way you kiss my lips and touch me
the way you look at me and smile
i dont know how i got here or when i fell
maybe it was the time you met my son
or the way everytime i see you my heart swells
i get so nervous everytime i see you
hoping this isnt just a dream; hoping this is all true
in these few short weeks i have come to feel
that without you in my heart, dreams and life
nothin would seem real.
sometimes i feel i scare you
with all my fee
So I have this initiation task to do and I figured I would put my thoughts together her.
Deep Down Inside
Deep down inside part of me wants to cry.
cry untill the tears won't come any more.
Deep down inside part of me wants to scream.
Scream so loud I can't scream any more.
Deep down inside part of me wants to run away.
Run away and completely forget anyone and anything i have ever known.
Deep down inside I am tired of the pain.
The pain that dulls but never subsides.
Deep down inside I am tired of so many lies.
Deep down inside I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to about anything anymore.
Deep down inside I am lost.
Lost in a world of darkness.
Deep down inside I am weak and fragile.
Deep down inside I am tired of pretending I am happy and strong while everything goes wrong.
Deep down inside my walls are crumbling down around me.
Deep down inside I am scared.
Scared of love of all the pain.
Deep down inside I am confused.
Deep down inside I want all the lies to stop.
Deep down inside I don't think I can be strong much l
I have found this to be truth...
Most women like the Bad Guy... The dude that just treats them like complete crap. My reasoning for this is that women think they can change him. Their maturnal instinct kick in and the urge to change the other person is overwhelming.. So.. Where does that leave us..
The guys that love to write love letters & poetry for the ones we care about.. The guys that like to massage our loves and be there for them whenever they need us.. Heartbroken.. Because we get left for the Bad Guy.
Deep In The Past
Ok, I just wanted to use this to apologise to all my LC (or is that CT?) friends for ignoring them over the past few weeks. I've been delving into my family history and have been utterly addicted to digging around trying to find all the people I could who might be in my family. I've got possibles back to the 1650s and now have to do the REAL hard work of finding out how all these people link together!
I was out of here so long I couldn't remember how to log back in! Ewwwww!
Oh, did I mention that I'm now a genealogy bore as well as a golf bore and a ski bore? LOL!
Deep Thoughts - But I Ain't Jh.
It's hard to frame my thoughts.
On Wednesday at 5:23am here in Vegas, my world was shattered. My nephew Devon passed away after a massive infection (Septic Shock) ravaged his body. He was 11 years old.
This hits me so hard because this kid was special to me. *I* chose his name, and we were best friends from the time he could talk. While a special needs child, he was so smart - You should have seen his ability to take a few objects from around the house and make these incredible contraptions. Seriously, an architect would have been proud of these structures.
While I love my other nephew and my niece dearly, Devon was (For lack of a better term) my favorite. It was his strength from the time he was born that impressed me the most about him. I'm not talking physical strength - Even though he WAS our little "Ox" - But the strength of his character. He had a force of character and will to always succeed that made him unique.
You see, he was born VERY prematurely. So much so that
Daughter to father poems . A Little Girl Needs Daddy poem
A little girl needs Daddy
For many, many things:
Like holding her high off the ground
Where the sunlight sings!
Like being the deep music
That tells her all is right
When she awakens frantic with
The terrors of the night.
Like being the great mountain
That rises in her heart
And shows her how she might get home
When all else falls apart.
Like giving her the love
That is her sea and air,
So diving deep or soaring high
She'll always find him there.
Have you ever felt alone like no one is around?
I do and i have been feeling like that it fucking sucks like you have noone to be with at night or just to hang out in person with!
my life is so fucking sad sometimes i think i need to be dead
i just want someone to hang out with and cuddle and cry on each others shoulder?
is that ever hard to ask?
when im alone i feel like i have nothing like not not safe and god knows i wanna feel li
Deep Thoughts......by Bending Paris
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Deep Thought Here
I am feeling pretty good tonight. Lonely with some bad thoughts going through my head. Things I shouldn't want to do and things that I really shouldn't do!!! It's a bad thing to have such a devious mind, it can get you into a lot of trouble. Sometimes it's good and other times it can be really bad! I am just sitting here rambling on and on and on....so off to look for some more naughty thoughts on here, be back with another entertaining blog soon! Maybe later LOL It's amazing where a mind can go sometimes. Why is it that we know what we are supposed to do and yet our minds dwell in the subjects that are not to be discussed?!?! If anyone else can understand that I would love to know it. I mean I am supposed to be one way and yet my mind is taking me to a different place. How do I do what I am supposed to when I want what I can't and shouldn't have???? I mean I am not sure if I can't have it but I shouldn't and really I shouldn't!!! Ahh I hate being here all alone....it lets
If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord
your soul to keep
If I knew it would be the last time
that I’d see you walk out the door
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise
I would video tape each action and word
so I could play them back day after day
If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more
so I can let just this one slip away
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
Deeper Than Skin
Deeper than skin...
Can we go deep?
Deeper than skin
Sharing hidden desires
Shall we begin?
Can we go deep?
Ignite the fire inside
Inhibitions- push aside.
Can we go deep?
Unchaining our souls
Releasing the passion
Of dreams never told.
Can we go deep?
Get lost in the abyss
Can we go there?
With a sensual kiss
Can we go deep?
Shall we begin?
A DEEP THOUGHT
I have been thinking a lot lately on life after death and GOD. I have always wondered about it all. When I was a kid the only thing I was afraid of was death. I was terrified to think that when you died that was it. Just a void for all time that you will never exist again. So I decided to study a few religions so I may get a better idea of it all.
So now after doing a lot of reading and question answering I have a few ideas. I am not going to list all the quotes but just know that the things I am about to say are a conglomerate of what I think and what I have read. Some of which I thought of already, I just couldn't put it into words.
I have toyed with the Idea that we are immortal because there is a God that made us. The Idea of a loving God would mean that God would never create anything that would end. God would never create life just too simply die, but to evolve. Believing there is a God you must know that at some point he must have been yo
Deep Down Inside
i hate feeling this way timeand time again i feel so empty and restless, sometimes worthless to myself and others i wish this would just go away bc i didnt decide to be like this and to feel like this i cry and cry till i cant cry anymore i have an illness in my head that tortures me and wont let me be i need to let it out and try to breathe again i want to live but my head tells me other things why do i feel so tortured and tired all the time i need a relief to take over this body and give me a break where am i going with this i dont know i just know where ive been.........help me................and my mind why oh why I FEEL LIKE IVE LOST ALL FEELING AND HAVE BECOME SO NUMB SOMETIMES I FEEL EMPTY AND DISCONNECTED FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD I HAVE NOTHING TO KEEP ME GOING AND NOTHING TO TO MAKE IT A LITTLE BETTER I FEEL THAT IM A GRAIN OF SAND AND NOTHING MORE OF NOTHING LESS IM TOLD IM A LOSER AND I WILL NEVER HAVE ANYTHING OR ANYBODY WELL DEEP DOWN INSIDE I CRY FOR HER ACCEPTANCE AND
for you, i awake when the sun sets and the moon rises, wisedom as ancient as the devil himself for mayb you are he....you are woven unto me like stars in the sky...and i see in your eyes different low and highs....alot had come to pass since u have been sleepwalkin the line...but sure enough life goes on by and by....dont worry itll come to pass one day when all the anguish and aggravation gets washed away...till then ill be round if u need me in any way... cut all the people down whove put you in pain....a vicious cycle in all its disdain...but listen to me my gorgeous king...ull soon enough sing...for when they all find out wat they have lost....and know how much shit to u its cost...theyll be starin up from their backs cause with me around they wouldnt last Iv been held in the inside for 2 long not letting go of all I hold writhing, its like poison flowing through my veins, a slow and yet fully unchangable pain of influence heats at my heart and swallows my soul into a deep and vast
May 18-20, 2007
Last weekend Richard and I went to Valdez Alaska for a camping trip. It’s about 360 miles south of Fairbanks on the Prince William Sound. It’s a fishing town of about 4000 people. They get about 25 feet of snow a year on average, and it is freaking beautiful!
The mountains rise to several thousand feet and come right down to the ocean water, so the whole bay is surrounded by huge snowcapped mountains. The weather was great while we were there. There was no real fishing yet as the salmon aren’t running yet, but there was still plenty to do.
We left Friday with me, Richard, and my friend John in John’s Exploder. It’s a good 8 hour drive and we left late since I had to work Friday. We drove south through the mountains. Of course its summer so there was plenty of sunlight late into the night. The landscape was lousy with wild life. We saw at least 10 moose, 4 reindeer (almost hit one), a dozen porcupines, countless artic rabbits, and lots of birds.
Deep In The Soul
DEEP IN THE SOUL
BENEATH THE PARTS OF FLESH AND BONE
RESIDES A SOUL HALO SHONE
THAT REEPS ALL IN LIFE THAT IS GOOD
AND MYSTERIES UNDERNEATH
BY SOME MISUNDERSTOOD
REACHING OUT FAR AND WIDE
TO WHERE BRIGHT LIGHT RESIDES
PEACEFUL, SERENE PERFECTLY MESHED
GIVING LIFE LESSONS LIVING PASSING THE TEST
NO WORDS TO EXPLAIN
ITS ALL JUST THERE
THINGS ARE AS THEY ARE
NOTHING NEED COMPATE
TO SOMETHING SO BRIGHT
RINGING SO TRUE
I LOOKED INTO THIS SOUL
THERES NOTHING TO PROVE
WISDOM, LIFE LESSONS
PLACED BEFORE ME
COLLECTING INTO ALL
EVERYTHING THATS REAL
ALL THAT IS GOOD
A LIGHT THAT FOREVER SHINES.
On Wednesday 11, 2007 I lost a friend and a co worker, they had misdiagnoised him and he thought it was just his liver, but to come reality he had panaric cancer. He served his country in Vietnam,and stood strong when most wouldn't have. Then through out his life he was in various Law Enforcement Agencies. He was 56 yrs old, he ended his career with serving the public in Department Of Corrections. I am going to miss him, already do, cause really he was more than a co-worker, friend he help me get through my dad's death, he took over like a real father and held my hand to the end. This is dedicated to his memory. Today was one of those days,you wish u could turn around and go back to bed and start over again.
If it could happen it did. I need so much to take a cool great vacation and just relax. Maybe one day I will be able to sit back and laugh on it all. Rose are like life the come from the earth and then with love and tender care, they tend to bloom and smell great and then in thie
~*~Basics & Appearance~*~Name:AmyAge:29Location:IllinoisMarital Status:engagedBirthday:July 4th 1977Zodiac:cancerBirth Place:BellevilleEthnicity:Height:5-10Weight:240Hair Color:blondeLong or Short:shortStraight or Curly:wavyEye Color:blueBig or Small:i dunnoTats:3 wings with heart (brittney in it), cross w/ a rose, star and firePiercings:13 1-nostril 6 in each ear~*~This or That~*~Fire or Ice:iceDay or Night:dayHot Chocolate or Coffee:coffeeTea or Soda:teaJuice or Water:waterWhite Milk or Chocolate Milk:white milkItalian or Chinese:chineseMcDonald's or Burger King:mcD'sPizza Hut or Domino's:Pizza HutWatermelon or Kiwi:WatermelonStrawberry or Blueberry:StrawberryCherry or Banana:BananaSummer or Winter:summerSpring or Fall:springRainy or Sunny:sunnySnowy or Rainy:rainyLove or Money:love~*~Have You Ever~*~Smiled for no reason:yesDanced in the rain:yupSang out loud:yeahKissed in the rain:you bet yaGotten in a bar fight:onceDone drugs:have triedBeen drunk:hell yeahBeen in love:yeahSat on
Deep In The Pit....
~A gravestone stands solid, alone, on a grassy field, as the grass bends lightly in the breeze.~
Those images kept flashing in my head, which was bad news cause I was driving on the freeway. Not that my safety was in jeopardy, during rush hour, top speed was 10 mph. But flashbacks of graves weren't what I wanted on my mind at the moment. I was on my way to Tara and focus shouldn't have been a problem.
Tara's interest in me began the day I started at CommNet as a technical support agent. She always told me she liked techy types. She worked in customer service, and both of us dealt a lot with customers, so both of us wore business suits at work. Thinking about her Aurburn hair up in a bun, or some do started to give me wood, which was good cause this evening we were gonna let our crushes grow into something further.
All that thinking allowed me to finally get to the freeway exit. And a few minutes later, I was parked and looking at her apartment building entrance. It was a sm
So I finally got bored enough to write in the blog here. This place is pretty interesting, so many people from way out in left field. It's awesome. I love the randomness of this site. I dunno what to accomplish by being on here except maybe meeting new people. I'm not really shy at all. I love talking and getting to know new people.
Waiting just to feel again
Waiting just to dream
Waiting to be noticed
Without making a scene
Dont care what the feeling is,
Just to feel again
Remenising on the ways
I "use to feel back then"
Everything is numb now
No emotions left
Wondering if i'll feel again
Before i reach my death
Cold is crawling slowly
Breathing down my spine
Soon i'll reach my demise
I dont have that much time
Wanting it so badly
Wishing on the sky
No emotions ever
Makes me wonder why
Why i hurt so badly
That i forget to feel
Seems like i was dreaming
I know that it was real
Knowing what we were
And what we've come to be
Longing to bring that life back
Will you come back to me?
I know that it cant happen
Now that you are gone
So here i'm stuck emotionless
Feeling... all alone! The vampire rises from deep, dark sleep
Stretching undead limbs
Moving on the earth again
Paying for his sins
Live a death in loneliness
Heart that never beats
Ducking into shadows
Deep Shit I Found On Net Or Things I Wrote
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Its a rainy day here and it just got me thinking. It is about my near death experience and Guardian Angels. It all started back in 1997. I was over seas and I get a letter from my mom that my NANA AKA Grandma had passed away (RIP). Three months after that my Dad's mom died. I took it hard because I never got to say goodbye and my NANA was like a second mom to me. I have been to my Nana grave since I have been home and that was also a hard thing to do but I had to at least say goodbye. My dad's mom i think is burried in West Virgina with my grandfather.
A guardian angel is an angel who protects and guides a particular person
Ok so fast forward to 2003. I had just gotten a new job and was on my way to it when all hell broke lose and I almost died. I wa
Deep Down And Dark Shit!!!
if i could i would
dry each tear that
found its way down
not hit or miss
but catch each droplet
before it reached your chin
and let you know
i really do care
what happens to you
i want you to know
compassion still exists
in a world of tense emotion
where too many people
are too easily offended
too busy to be bothered
or too wrapped up in themselves
to even notice your pain Wounds never heal,
as long as you try,
but never again should you be able to
For just one second it goes away,
but once again it tries to sway.
I've always wondered what it felt like,
just to lead a normal life.
A life without stress or hurt or loss,
yet one without love,
for it is always lost.
A thought or feeling of normal,
pulled away by the truth of life. Always knowing your caught in the middle of a strife.
I always wished to be loved,
to be held and to be hugged,
but now I find its overreated
and so much easier to just be hated.
I once loved I tr
A Deeper Me?? Yeah Why Not
I've been tossing around what to write about first for a couple days - with this whole deeper me thing, where do I start?
I realized that starting at a fundamental point would be best. I think the biggest thing that people do not know about me and the biggest thing that sets me apart from most is my ability to believe that reality is far more complex than the general populous is willing to accept.
I have never been able to figure out why so many people simply accept things the way they are and close their minds to all other possibilities. I am talking about a broad range of things. From the fact that I believe that life outside our planet is not only a possibility but a probability to the fact that I believe in other planes of existence. Not because I have proof or because I can even pretend to understand the how's and whys but because I can not accept that what we see is all there is.
Hundreds of years ago people thought the world was flat, had no comprehension of the w
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Well, it's been a week since my father passed away. I am still having some trouble with sleeping. But I am getting through each day better.
There are moments when something I see or hear will remind me of dad. Yesterday I thought I saw him drive through town. Then I thought "no, get a grip, dad is gone." I realized at that moment just how much I was going to miss seeing dad cruise by in his truck. I will miss those early mornings as I am leaving for work and I would see him at the store getting a cup of coffee.
As I sit and think of dad, I am grateful for those rare moments that you don't think much about. Those quick waves as you pass on the roads. Or running into dad at the grocery... he had a thing for ding dongs and coca cola. He would go through a box and a 12 pack every couple of days.
I am most grateful that he is no longer in pain. He is in a better place than the rest of us. And someday we will all pass away and join him in heaven. I am grateful for the years that
The Deep Dark Thought
Well it is driving me nuts that I was called a misfit mother the other day by a drunk women, so I thought I would jot it down for yall. I spend ALL my time and energy on my son and he is extremely happy and healthy and my own MOM got drunk, called the cops on me and threatened to take my son away from me. !
I can't get the thought out of my head!
I was talking to my guy friend today and we came into a discussion of how selfish men are and he agreed with me on this quote!!!
"men are annoying little beasts that are selfish assholes they want want want and when they are given something they dont appreciate it they think they got it like that but then they dont realise how quickly they can lose it and then they are such assholes they move onto the next thing"
Im tired of bullshit men!!!!
A real man won't take this blog to heart and will try to see the point im making! when u spend good money to go see a movie and some fucking asshole cant shut the fuck up....fuck i feel like reaching over and shoving my fist down ur fucking throat...u wonder y people stare at u its not coz they like u its coz they want u to shut the fuck up but are too polite to say it....SO SHUT THE FUCK UP....let me enjoy my movie. I fucking hate it when ur not feeling well and u try to catch 5 minutes of zzz's and some loud asshole who wants the wor
Deep Thoughts By Lt Ed
So I'm walking over here to get on the internet, and my commander sees me and says "Ed, I heard you went and worked out, then spent the rest of the day on the internet."
"Yes, I did," I replied. "Don't you think that's a little much?" he asked. "Well, what the hell else is there to do here? I worked out which is more than 70% of the Battery did."
"I just don't think you should spend that much time on the internet," he said as he walked away.
You know, I could see if I neglected my duties (I was checking in with my platoon sergeant all day and the XO) but there wasn't anything to do. Plus I went and lifted weights, so I got exercise in. Is there anything really bad with spending your free time on the internet?
By doing this, I'm not needlessly spending money (I bought a wireless service from a local provider for a monthly rate) or causing problems. I'm a nerd, a geek even. I have a friken master of science degree in computer science.
I need to get back with my sign
Deep Thoughts For Those Who Take Life To Seriously.....
Deep Thoughts For Those Who Take Life Way Too Seriously....
1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set.
2. A day without sunshine is like... night..
3. On the other hand, you have different fingers.
4. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot.
5. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
6. Remember, half the people you know are below average.
7. He who laughs last thinks slowest.
8. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
9. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap.
10. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have.
11. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
12. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines.
13. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.
14. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand.
15. OK,... so what's the speed of dark?
16. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong
It would be nice to get some flowers... maybe some candy too. I don't like chocolate. Vanilla is way better. Yes I have deep thoughts. I can't stop thinking about you. hehe yes you. Only one person I don't like literally mean you but yeah whatever. Okay so I like shoes. I bought a new pair of pants yesterday. I look absolutely gorgeous today. I have received several comments on my outfit lol. I wish someone could see how I look today. Let's see maybe they will. Okay read my blog on myspace it's much more interesting.
I look into your eyes and I'm lost.
As soul so deep, I will never see the end.
Do I loosen my chains and take a chance?
Do I hold tight and let nobody in?
Do you care?
Do you want to be here?
Running, hiding, chasing, being.
Send me home
I'm tired of being alone.
Hold me close.
Never let me go.
You have to see me.
If she wants to dance and drink all night then there�s no one that can stop her.
She�s going until the house lights come up or her stomach spills onto the floor.
This night is going to end when we�re damn well ready for it to be over.
Worked all week long now the music is playing on our time.
We do what we do to get by, and then we need a release.
You get mixed up with the wrong guys.
You get messed up on the wrong drugs.
Sometimes the party takes you places that you didn�t really plan on going.
When people see the track marks on her arms she knows what they�re thinking.
She keeps on working for that minimum,
as if a high school education offered any other options.
They don�t know nothing about redemption.
They don�t know nothing about recovery.
Some people just ain't the type for marriage and family.
No mother ever dreams that her daughters going to grow up to be a junkie.
No mother e
Happy news first the Laptop is finally ready for pickup. YAY and I was right it was the hard drive that died. Sorry havent been around will be around again soonGo me! and in answer to Alesta..... Here is what I got for the holiday.
1 belated Birthday present from Purple. - A black Fuzzy velour throw blankie. I wub Purple and my Fuzzy blankie.
The real world presents:
2 Patricia Cornwell Novels in hard back - Two that I dont have and well I hope I moved the rest of my collection.
1 Black onyx and Silver Pendant with silver chain- From Kittenwithapen. I havent taken it off yet good sign means not allergic to it.
1 bath basket with assorted Vanilla products that are all natural including body butter and facials and incense- From Kittenwithapen. Wow she really knows how much I love Vanilla.
and the shocker--- 100 hundred dollars from Michael's Grandparents.
And one card from Misti *huggles to her*
4 Coupons from Alexander that he made himself that was sooo sweet. (an
Deep And Personal
after reading Roxy's poem, I was inspired to post some of my own, so, here we go!:
Growing up behind these eyes
The vision blurs, the memories hide
I see my truth, it's only lies
All that I've learned is falsified
Surrounded by these faces cold
I feel the weight, I turn to stone
Uncaring eyes bore through my soul
I'm nothing now, I'm all alone
The years drag on unceasingly
I live to hide, I'm never seen
I always fail so perfectly
I can't escape your view of me
Within your eyes I know my place
Fully exposed upon your face
I see the shame, open disgrace
The bitterness invades my taste
There is no hate, just emptiness
No jaded love, not even missed
An open sore, a gaping wrist
In all your lives I'm just a cyst
My cancer grows, pale death is near
Within my cell I face my fear
I drown myself with unshed tears
I squeeze the pain until it sears
Sever flesh away from bone
The truth is clear, I'll die alone
All that I am, all that I've
Trying to base one's life off of movies is just asking for trouble.
Especially when it comes to love/romance/relationships.
in such movies, they'll often show two people just lying together, holding each other, perfectly content and happy in one anothers arms.
If I could have just one thing, it would be that kind of moment.
Sex and all that jazz is irrelevant, if only there could be moments like that.
Alas, I know it will never be. Not for me, as I can just never get comfortable enough with human interaction to have such contentment with someone. And before I could ever be happy being with someone else, I'd first have to be happy with MYself.
There are things you can see, things you can hear, things you can touch, taste and smell. And beyond all those, there are things you can know.
There is wisdom within you that requires no outside validation. There are things your heart knows that nothing can dispute.
Don't become so caught up in material, worldly matters that you ignore the miraculous living presence always glowing inside you. Pay attention to the incomprehensible essence that is your life.
In your hands you hold things that, sooner or later, will rust and decay. In your heart you can keep things that are timeless.
Food, clothing and shelter sustain and protect your body. Be sure to sustain and nourish your spirit just as diligently.
Deep inside the person the world sees, is the real and indivisible person you are. Let your inner self play an active and positive role in all you do.
An Easy Guide To Getting Deep – Deep Throat, That Is
It seems to me that most men want to get into a girls throat. The blowjob is a sexy thing, a very pleasurable thing for both parties. Particularly the male party. Putting your mouth around another person’s body, taking them inside you, stroking them with your tongue…it’s a power trip, pure and simple. Everyone has their own technique, their own style, and this guide is here to help you get a different type of thing going on. The Deep Throat.
In my experience, men have enjoyed going deep. It’s a different feel for them, different than anything they’ve experienced so far. It’s not the same as oral sex held solely in the mouth, and it’s not the same as vaginal or anal sex, where they are buried deep inside you. This is a totally different type of penetration, and it is very hard for some women to accomplish. There is the gag reflex to get around, the feel of something lodged in your throat, the taste, the anxiety of choking or bit
When I think of looking into your eyes I wonder off to things unseen;
I think of all the emotions, all the words, and everything in between.
When I ponder everything we have shared and all the events that we have endured;
That is when my fears are at bay and my heart is rest assured.
At this moment I think of us and I believe that in your arms is where I belong;
The feelings I have over the past couple of months have come to be so strong.
My heart beats to its own tune when I hear your voice or see you appear;
I cant say that i have a crystal ball or the future is clear.
I know that I'm willing to jump at the chance to give you my heart, soul, and mind;
In hopes that our relationship and bond will age as if a fine wine.
I can tell you I love you and even that I care, but these words don't begin to touch the emotion;
I wish you could see and feel all my devotion.
When I wake up your the first one that I call, your voice just makes it a better day right from the beginning;
Deep In Thought
have you asked for advice or help always been steered wrong. prob cause people don't understand the situation you may be in. everyone always has a different situation they may be in. its hard to try and comfort someone. a good friend there to listen comfort and always look out for you wiven any situation. not always good to do some things but ya dn't know what to do so some try to drink their life a way or try to harm them selves given their situation. not always easy. just having friends around you helps. from what i've seen and done is always look out for my friends and see who the good friends are and who arn't. true friends stand by you threw thick and thin no matter what the situation is or how hard it gets. i've stood by 1 of my friends and helped her out when she was in need. she was pregnant trying to deal with bills and room mates who were giving her a lot of trouble.
i helped her make things easier for when she had her baby girl. with her being a mother dealing wit
Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whose sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives.
In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.
As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.
In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person...
I have a friend who is very dear to me who has a very important mission in life. There is one problem...he is being deceived. I know that I must tell him, but here's my dilemma, he is very defensive toward me right now because he wants to do what he wants to do even though he knows what he has to do, so he is not recepti
Friendship and love
Like classical music
A serenade bonding
A sensual beauty
That never dies or grows old
Love frozen in time
Like a record played forever
In a timeless realm of destiny or fate
An artistic fascination
Cherished to most
Lost to few
And like a merry go round
Its porcelain beauty will shine
In its own greatness of life
As my love and friendship
Shines for you.
Y'all niggaz, don't have to fuck with me
Cause I, can do bad just being one deep
Some people are like slinkies,
They don't really have a purpose,
But they still bring a smile to your face
When you push them down the stairs.
I need boob salutes!! Fuck this point whoring crap. Aren't you all tired of the morons on this site having a longer list of boob salutes, let us unit as females (no moobs :P) and send me salutes so I can be a complete annoyance to Bounty Hunter and company.
No nips necessary, I have my own touching my knees right now
Just write "monica rules" across your cleavage
I will be happy to return the favor, although that is a creepy reason for helping a sister out. Soft touches sweeping across my skin
I find myself falling completely into him
Life was simple, until you made that move
then my world shifted
time vanished into the caress
of your powerful touch
reeling under the pressure
of the growing strength
your motives prove
our new covenant,
it has been formed from struggle
all that languishing doubt
that was born of banishment and pain
Now vanquished from my spirit
for you when slid into my thoughts
I climaxed with that first great thrust
I have learned
I desire you enough to wrap you in
The chains that have kept us apart
I desire you enough to bind you
With the miles of rope around my heart
I want you enough to create on you
The bruises that have colored my life
I want you enough to make you shake
While the lashes mark us man and wife
I need you enough to feel the pain
I inflict on your soft white skin
I need you enough to be enslaved
In the warmest cage I’ve put you in
I love you enough to watch over you
As you bear your soul below me
I love you enough that I give you
All you’ve asked and all I’ll ever be
Suck my cock you insist as you pull my head back by my hair and force me down onto your erection. I begin to suck as i grip the base with my firm hand, you rip my hand away. "Now deep throat me, can you do that" you say... I assend and take you into my mouth further. You grab my hair with one hand and push my head down with the other until i start to gag, then you pull me back just slightly mmm...good you growl. Now a little deeper this time. I go down again slowly you keep exacting pressure on my head and pull me back again just as i gag. I take you out of my mouth for a moment as you pull my head up to see me. You ask me expectantly "are you okay, you like that, you like sucking my cock" uuhhh i nod and you quickly grab my hair and push me back onto your huge dick. You shove me down just a touch deeper this time holding me there telling me to breath inhale okay now exhale mmm good breath then you push me down a touch more and make me gag. I let you out of my mouth again. Tha
I've been wondering what it is about the connections I create with others that I love so much. Most of my friendships and relationships with others have helped me grow and become more in touch with myself; I learn so much from others. I also like knowing that I am a small part of another's life, as I also have a story to tell. Complete strangers can become amazing friends and at times so much more; meeting them in the flesh is not always necessary for this to happen. That is what probably intrigues me most: deep connections with strangers.
The Deep Blue Lounge
An Extremely Sexy Voice
From an Equally as Sexy Man
Invites you to Come & Hang Out w/ Us
What more do you need?
Get your Sexy Self into the Deep Blue
We're all waiting for you...
Deep Shit! Lol - Poems
Looking up into the pale blue sky
I find myself entertained by a canary yellow leaf
laced in an amber flame,
Singularly circulating fifteen feet higher than
the tallest tree in my yard.
As I watch, I intended it to come to me
it drifted further away...
Out loud 'Come to me, ' I whispered.
and before my very eyes,
it trickled in a circular motion
while I waited, I inhaled and
smiled as it landed gracefully
at my feet.
I WaVeD continuing to smile
the canary leaf waved back
as it embraced me humbly.
I remained quiet and still
capturing this moment...
as it rose from the sidewalk
and floated back up,
the wind caught it,
leaving me blessed.
C@pyrite KristinRD Still is the dawn this day,
the wind is quiet.
Words fail and tumble sadly
from my fingertips when
it should be you I touch
so gently and with such passion.
Your smooth worn strength
and your clear blue power
Deep Thoughts By Who-am-i
Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be.
You've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice.
Anyone can carry his burden, however hard, until nightfall. Anyone can do his work, however hard, for one day. Anyone can live sweetly, patiently, lovingly, purely, till the sun goes down. And this is all life really means.
See everything; overlook a great deal; correct a little.
Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must.
If you surrender to the wind, you can ride it.
Never miss an opportunity to make others happy, even if you have to leave them alone in order to do it.
You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him.
The first and greatest victory is to conquer yourself; to be conquered by yourself is of all things most shameful and vile.
I make the
I check my mail daily, hoping for good news.
Today I see an invitation.
I open it carefully and inside it says,"Your presence is requested."
I read on and note the date.
Two days later, someone knocks on my door.
I answer it and I just see a box by the door.
I open the box, there is just a card in there.
I open the card and it all it says,"Evertything you need is provided."
The day arrives, I get ready in excitement.
A knock on my door, I gather my things
I answer the door,a gentleman says, "Please come with me."
I follow him and get in.
I dont know how we get there, but we do.
We get there, door is already open for me.
I get out,the gentleman escorts me inside.
The building is none like I ever seen before.
In other words,I don't think there is no building like it.
We enter the building and I look around.
The walls are lined with picture frames.
The pictures are constantly changing,as if was a slideshow.
I look at one after another, seeing da
Ok I fucked up in November and it took months - January was just akward for everyone involved but damn it I tried I really did. I missed your friendship so badly it hurt so deep but I kept distance let you slowly break the ice. I knew it was too good to be true.
And sure enough it was and I cried. I cried all fucking night it made me sick to my stomach. After two weeks of texting non stop you write me an email ON HERE saying yah not going to work being friends don't contact me again and then you blocked me from your profile. I was/am more crushed than he is and well he's an asshat sccrew him he has no feelings for anything whatever.
So you call me tonight randomly??? Like everything is peachy keen??? You have some things I might like and stuff of Quinns can you come over? Part of me wanted to say sure I'm leaving in an hour anyway you and he can go fuck in my damn bed again cause lord knows it's not my friendship your after.
The stupid part is even after all this bs I would still be
that show is bad news. all of a sudden the girl im dating thinks she can "change" me. The show is entertaining to me, but i'd like to know, how many of you try to change the other person? whatever happened to liking someone for who they are? i know, there are adjustments that need to be made but the fact of the matter is, we are who we are because of YEARS of becoming like this. this is a slight issue i have with dating slightly older girls...hmmmm
anywho, funny video:
sorry had to add another funny video..this one pertaining to the subject...kinda
Deep Look Into My Thoughts
Where to start... hmmm... Well first off... I find myself being happy about almost everything right now... I cloud out almost everything that bugs me anymore. Why worry...?
I am tired of worrying and caring about every little fucking thing.
Maybe i am not who i used to be. Maybe i could never be who i used to be... But i have found depths of myself i could never have found before.
I need to stop worrying about the past and things i could have changed... I am DONEEEE.
I need to learn more about myself. Why i do what i do... why i feel how i feel...
I have a great friend named Dustin who i can tell everything to. He is one of the best friends i can ask for.
Also I am going to work on not caring if people like me... FUCK EM IF THEY DON'T... I let stupid shit get to me like that... and all it does is fuck with my head.
I AM WHO I AM...
Also i am not going to worry about the friends who drifted off.... or stabbed me in the back.... They chose to do it not m
Deeper Than He Goes
Living in this very moment,
experiencing the heaven that's been created by us coming together
I fold you almost in half,
your screams of absolute lust and some pain but it is loved as do we the tears.
I can't hear you
is that you rushing through my veins , my brain as my ears pound in near insanity at the pleasure you are bringing me
I know that I am bringing you because of the shrillness in your voice now. you scream it over and then yet again you scream out the very name of the one punishing you and loving you and loving and pleasuring
Isn't it perfection if it is a solitary thing and there is no other like it so how could it not be perfection....
absolutely perfectly what it is I SAID!
Yes. I said we are perfect in this union.......
Allow it to be.
My 7 year old son just informed me that they held a simulated Presidential
election in his 1st grade class today.
I could spit nails right now.
Teaching children about the election process is one thing, regardless about my
own feelings on the subject (I firmly believe our elections are a dog and pony
show reinforcing a false illusion of choice, but that's neither here nor there)
I asked him how he "voted" and he piped up "I voted for Barak Obama".
I asked him how he arrived at his choice, and he said Obama had a funny name,
one he could twist into "Barak Omama" As we discussed this, I also asked him
where he learned about Mr. Obama, and he indicated that his teacher showed
the class a video on the television. When I asked him if he saw both major
party candidates or any of the 3rd party candidates, he of course didn't know
what I was talking about. After a few more questions he said "Oh yeah the
other guy was McCain... bu
The Deepest Thing You Will Ever Read On Here...
A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... When, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out enough!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...Or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither prince charming or cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...And in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. Just as you begin to fathom reality (FathomREALITY is my s/n for a reason) Yo
Sometimes when life isn't going very well. Take a look around and see the people who are there for you. I believe People are placed into our lives for a reason. Friends that are there to help us through the difficult times. Not to mention the friends we meet along the way to make our life happy and enjoyable. The friendships we build whether in person or our online chat friends happen for a reason. Even when things don't go right and you meet up with someone that hurts you, don't walk away angry and bitter, walk away from it as a learning experience, and try not making the mistake again. I truely believe that the people in my life are there for a reason. For my friends online and in real life, thank you for being there, and thank you for your friendship. Which I will cherish Always!
Deeper Meaning Mystic Healing
About a month ago I had an urge to create Deeper Meaning Mystic Healing. A site that focuses on various forms of energy, spiritual, and natural healing of the body, mind, soul and world around us.
I had felt drawn to learning about these things for a few years now but more so in the last several months. The more I learned, the more confident I grew and began to use herbal remedies, aromatherapy, crystals, EFT, meditation, relaxation, affirmations, prayers, gratitude, Feng Shui, space clearing etc.. to help heal sicknesses within myself, my family and even our pets as well as ridding areas of our home of negative energy.
The feeling I got from this was like the feeling I get from gardening; tilling, weeding, planting, and everyday tending to the garden, later to be rewarded as everything begins blooming. A very good feeling, and one that feels better when shared with others.
Which brings me to why I've written this blog. I've come to a point where I'm on far too many website
Because people have no clue why the economy sucks, and I think this should help make some sense of it.
It's my new jam. and other shit is fucking hilarious. Do you realize you are showing the goods for a 50x50 animated gif? Seriously, crackwhores get more for than that.
For $14.71 per month you can get your name in a different color.
For $10.00 you can get a blingy dinner for two gif
For $100.00 you are able to be at the top of this site looking like a assclown for an hour. With your morphing pic that looks nothing like you.
I can't imagine how much some people blow on this site.
Go open a fucking PayPal and start making some real dough instead of grifting middle-aged douchebag dropping mad coin on a spotlight or happy hour, let him help you pay bills, mortgage or cell phone bill. Times are tight you know.
To quote a wiseman ""If Kurupt gave a fuck about a bitch. Id always be broke. Id never have no motherfuckin indo to smoke"
Its cold here in the city
It always seems that way
And Ive been thinking about you almost everyday
Thinking about the good times
Thinking about the rain
Thinking about how bad it feels alone again
Im sorry for the way things are in china
Im sorry things aint what they used to be
But more than anything else
Im sorry for myself
cause youre not here with me
Our friends ask all about you
I say youre doing fine
And I expect to hear from you almost anytime
But they all know Im crying
I cant sleep at night
They all know Im dying down deep inside
Im sorry fro all the lies I told you
Im sorry for the things I didnt say
But more than anything else
Im sorry for myself
I cant believe you went away
Im sorry if I took some things for granted
Im sorry for the chains I put on you
But more than anything else
Im sorry for myself
For living without you Its the kind of love that happens only in fairytales. The kind of love you never thought could ever be felt by any huma
Rules men think women should follow.... We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down. 2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. 6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 7. Crying is blackmail. 8. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints d
Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy "hoagie"
So as the saying goes, ownership is 9/10th's of the Law. So my prolific question is, if you become fu-owned on-line, does this law still apply? I mean, come on, your in a virtual setting that only exists as a bunch of binary code in someone's server stack...So does the person who supposedly purchased you REALLY own you, or does the person who physically has possession of the server database own you? And if so, does that make that person some sort of deity/god-like figure since they possess some many profiles? I'm JUST sayin...Thoughts are always welcomed, just as are opinions...maybe I'll simply make this a MUMMM. And no, I don't do drugs and I'm not drunk. So many ways to define happiness. Here are some definitions of happiness to inspire you.
Finding happiness is like finding yourself. You don't find happiness, you make happiness. You choose happiness. Self-actualization is a process of discovering who you are, who you want to be and paving the way to happiness by doi
I get the call that he is minutes away. I am to put a blindfold on and wait by the door in my black robe only. My heart is pounding as I turn out the lights and place the blindfold on at the door. My nipples are so hard they ache, and I can feel the wetness between my legs, wondering if I should clean up or just wait there wet. The decision is made for me because I suddenly hear footsteps on the porch. Master is here!!!I hear the door knob turn and I freeze. My heart is now pounding. The door opens and he is so close I can hear him breathe and feel the heat from his body. I take a deep breath. He says nothing, but leads me blindfolded into the room and places me on a chair. I just try to be calm and wait, while he cuffs my hands behind my back, locking them. Then he spreads my thighs wide open and ties my ankles to the chair legs. I am fully exposed for his eyes. I take a deep breath knowing he's looking at me and praying that I don't disappoint him.The cool air on my skin makes my bre
Pick the thorns from my heart and let the cruelty bleed from my soul. My soul now weeps with agony and pools of sorrow. The warmth draws cold as I lay in the deepest, darkest of shadows covering the light that dwells. Darkness pulls me in and creeps my soul into empty voids. Love binds me in darkness. Not the love I bare, but the love that bares me. Does love stay cruel to the pure of heart, or does it betray the loyalty of soul?
All who look, and click away Soon will be done, in the same way If I add you, I think your cool If you ignore me, then your the fool I do not add because you have asked I add because your attention I've grasped I will not keep you, if you don't talk For those, I draw a line of caulk I'm not a collector of friends you see I dont know why thats thought of me If you want me as part of your collection You have made the wrong selection Friends I seek just so you know People to get the chance to know If I have sparked and flamed your intrigue Then get to know me and I'll join your league Speak to me, write to me try to get to know me But do not ignore or fail to approach me Given a chance, and given the time I kept those who shown me a piece of their time I deleted those who did not show care I kept them till now, but obviously they weren't there What i have left in my friends list you see Is people who share the same Ideas as me I add those who want to get to know me The others c
Deeper Then That...
I have been doin' alot of soul~searchn n say tha last week or so...Y JUST tha last week? I saw my best friend again. R lives "seperately" don't HARDLY EVA end up on same x frame. We've been friends for bout a yr an a 1/2 an oooh oooh ORIGINALLY we met on HERE...TY VERY MUCH!!!lol WHOA, i know rt??!! Anyways, there's prolly nothin' that i wouldnt do for him. I've seen his "sub~standard" choice of chicks an I can honestly say that's there's only been 1 x that i've felt any sort of jealousy..He knows tha nite...he told me what street tha bitch lived on lol but I say "sub~standard" w/ a clear an open heart. He is waaaay 2 fuckn good 4 any of tha chicks that he's been w/...they come an go...they treat him like shit an only seem 2 take him 4 what they can get outta him...typical chick rt? yep n MOST cases...Tha situation he's n now is prolly pure torture...I can say this cause i've been there dun that.plus he tells me every chance he gets...There's a few yrs diff between us an I can say that
A Deeper Look Into Me
October 23 1986 8:30 AM Time Zone is EDT saginaw, MI
Rising Sign is in 04 Degrees Scorpio You tend to be quiet, reserved, secretive and, at times, quite difficult to understand. Others notice your deep emotions and feelings and wonder how to draw you out. Stubborn and tough, you fight for any position you believe in. You are very resourceful and formidable when you become angered or upset about something. You enjoy living life at the cutting edge -- for you life must be experienced intensely and totally. Quite courageous, you are willing to take calculated risks. Easily hurt by others, you often strike back with bitter sarcasm. Sensitive and curious, you are concerned with the deeper mysteries of human psychology. Once you have become interested in any subject, you pursue it with total fanaticism. Sun is in 29 Degrees Libra. Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others li
Deep In Thought
So everyone wants to know what goes on inside my head huh. well here we go. i believe suicide is the easy way out so why not try it why love only to get hurt more whats the use in it.people only care about themselves on here so why should i give a fuck wait cause im a caring person. friends ha ha thats so funny there is no such thing on here nor eal life 99.9 % people only look at you as a way to get ahead in life. yes im a man an yes my eyes cry im unlike any man on this earth but my heart is not mat for you to walk on please dont take my kindness as more than what it is cause yes u push that wrong button im worse than the devil himself i dont like liars whore fakes im real as it ever get if u dont like me oh well guess what u dont i know this isnt much a blog dont like dont read. I'm torn in twomy heart is breaking I don't know what to domy soul is for the takingYou left me hereAlone and coldwith no one to hearand me with no one to hold my skin is tingling my emotions running wildm
Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy(not), By Mamatang
The past few days my teenage daughter(who just turned 13), just broke up with a boy. Now, I told her a little bit of what to expect..u know, hurt, anger, hurt, a little drama(considering the age, now), and..well u get my drift. I also told her how to handle this sort of thing, which comes from experience. Lord knows, I've gone thru that cycle, & embarrassed myself a bit with the drama thing..but that's a whole other blog. The last 2 days, she's actually listened to me as she sees this all unfold. Now given her age, she doesn't come out & say, "Oh Mom, u were so right, Thank You"...Wait I have to stop laughing at that thought.....
Ok, she comes out & "pounds it"...if that's the right term..lmao. Her own little way of saying thank you to me(& don't burst my bubble on this one, let me have my moment)..At least she still comes to me. I didn't just tell her what you're supposed to tell a child from a parent about this sort of thing, I told her the truth. Better to break up with someone t
Deep Hoizon Oil Spill In The Gulf Of Mexico
The oil rig explosion and subsequent oil leak, which has been leaking for over a month now, has completely destroyed the Louisiana Gulf Coast Line. Our barrier islands, which were our main line of defense against hurricanes and have been suffering from errosion even before the oil leak, are saturated with thick oil, and the vegetation (grass, etc...) is all completely dead. The oil has penetrated our National Wildlife Reserve.
Thus far, the "official" reports sight at least 1 dead dolphin, over 2 dozen dead brown pelicans, at least a dozen sea turtles and thousands of fish, jellyfish and other marine life have also died. Dozens of other birds and wildlife are being cleaned and treated for oil and toxic chemical dispersant exposure.
SHAMELESSLY, British Petroleum has made 4 attempts to stop the leak and none of them were successful. At a time when the economy in our region is just starting to recover from Hurricanes Katrina, Gustav and Ike, we have now been dealt a T
The Deep Thoughts Of Me
As the days go by, one by one things seem to get so much better. Thats the most important thing. The love in your life, day by day grows stronger more powerful and passionate. I feel so blessed to have that love in my life, running through my blood, as it grows stronger day by day. Thats the most important thing....
DEEP WITHIN MYSELF I LOOK TO BRING OUT MY HAPPINESS FOR IT CANT COME FROM OTHER'S BECAUSE THEY MOSTLY JUST HURT. MY HAPPINESS COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN. MY HAPPINES COMES FROM DOING FOR OTHER'S ,MAKING THEM LAUGH, MAKING THEM FEEL GOOD. GIVING JOY TO OTHER COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN & IN TURN BRING'S OUT MY OWN HAPPINESS.LIVIN LIFE TO HE FULLEST IS WHAT I'M DOIN TILL THE END.
When I am walking down the street and see a fat person fall down I laugh. But then I think, hey what if I were an ant underneath them? Then it woudn't be so funny.
Deep Inside My Mind
My first fubar blog :
What is the point of this fubar website ? I mean really ? Is there a point to it at all. In the real world, if I had to put myself in a category , I would fall under "straight edge". I don't drink , I don't do drugs, and I obey the law. Ya, I know, real boring to all you people who have value in losing control of there bodily functions, but I don't see how its fun. If you need alcohol or drugs to have fun, what's that really say about you in the first place?
~ I don't see the point in this site.
Ever throw anything out, only to remember at a later date that it was important or had something important inside it. So it only gonna cost you money to replace said something . Yup. Well thats happened to me too. Oh well, everything seems to be easily replaced enough.
Nothing interesting going on here. Just another boring day. No one seems to want to chat, or do anything with me.
~ This exsistance is boring me Near the end of last week, our family pet , T
Deep thoughts, by Reaper.....
Sometimes I set and thini, other times I just sit.....
The atomic number of zinc is 30...
The human head weighs 8 pounds....
I would fucking come 3 times till my nut dry and grab your hair behind you keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky
Of a place with out sigh like nothing exist except you and I
Of a street with out crack like nothing real except you and I
I would fucking come in your mouth and tongue and all over your delicate body with out any doubt or lie,I would come with blood
I would fuck you with a fuck out of straight deep part and let you ride me down to the cliff of a beautiful line of the blue mountain said
Where no stars could follow us or free more than we
Where no need a word any more and wet both of us more than rain
You would fucking come 3 times before your fingernails cross the veins of my back and keep fucking hours till we cry beneath the sky
Of a wild book that every page of our bodies got tore up hard and fast by you and I
Of a wind story that sail on the wide ocean with unfading strom deep from you and I
You would fucking come in my eyes and ears and all over my
The Deep Pit
The thigns i didn't believe
have tourted me for many years
who was to think that i could be
so blind, to the systematic crash
of the darkness in my world
the apolypise has begun
in my soul.....
Black skies hang over my head
another moment i could be dead
looking through the vail thats cracked
i probaly shouldn't think back
darknes wraped around a broken soul
this world has turned him cold
rooted in the a darkness he cannot surivive
he won't make it in time
DARKNESS IS GRIPPING
WRENCHING ITS TWISTING
GRASPING HIS HEART
BRAKING IT INSIDE
CAN'T FIND A REASON WHY
NO HOPE FROM EITHER SIDE
THE LIGHT BETRAYS
THE DARKNESS IS THE ONLY THING THAT STAYS!!
HE RUNS AWAY FROM THE PAIN
TRYING TO SO HARD TO GET AWAY
NO HOPE WILL EVER SAVE HIS LIFE
THE END IS COMING ON SIDE!
i can't breath
i won't see
the sun agian arising on the bridge
the ending comes
i can't see a way
nothing will remai the same
WHEN DARKNESS GRIPS IT'S HAND AND TWISTS THE L
~~deep Thoughts~~ Fubar Edition [things Written To Me, By Fu Users, Or Maybe Not By Them At All...] ==stuff I Think Is Worthy And More Than Just Stupi
When you loveyou get hurt.When you get hurtyou hate.When you hateyou try to forget.When you try to forgetyou start missing.When you start missingyou fall in love again...
USER ID: Love
FU URL: http://fubar.com/7035715
BASIC INFO: Male · From India · Joined on November 29, 2011
**NOTE TO 'LOVE'--y reply--**
ty, i needed to hear this because...(i wrote the following...i got skills suckas, NOT!)
when you forget you've been hurt...
you let your guard down.
and when you let your guard down...
u get fucked in more ways than one.
and when you're fucked...
On the outside you know youre not the same innocent girl anymore. Youve been through too much lately. But deep down at your core, there will always be a part of you that rejects reality and is eternally hopeful.
A Deep Poem
Hello. How are you and your family feeling? Great
Friday night and all is well living life avoiding hell
where are you my long lost friend
oh how i would love to to hear you laugh again
remember when we were were rollin strong
we were young and beautiful
nothing could go wrong
So tonight I raise my glass
wishin I could kick your ass
you sold out for "your man"
now your'e crying again
just remember love may come and love may go
but friendship like wine gets better over time
and when he's gone and your'e wondering what to do
come join me for a drink a laugh a game or two
I'll help you forget cuz that's what friends like us do
TO: Kristina my best friend, lost her mind in love...
(hate it when that happens)
I am so fucking SICK of being the nice person.... the pain, rejection, and cruelty I experience is getting really hard to deal with, and you know what's worse? No one gives a flying FUCK! That ugly truth that stares you down as you look into its eyes burns through you into your soul. You're alone. The quiet dark and serenity is both welcomed and threatening....
Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy
I like tattoos. I really do. I really like tats on women because the right ink in the right spot can really accentuate their beauty. I like ink on guys because it's usually some flaming skull or monster or some type of gothic shit or sports theme and what guy doesn't think imagery like that is cool? I like to think that people with tattoos aren't just puting a picture on themselves; they're trying to convey a message to everyone around them about who they are as a person. So when I see someone's inked some words on their skin I'm super curious the see what that message is that this person is trying to tell the world. That being said, I believe that if people with tattoos didn't want to attact attention to themselves they'd either A) Wear something to cover it up or B) Not get a tattoo in the first place. Our eyes are attracted to new and different things. That's what keeps our head out of the way when the ultimate frisbee game at the park is suddenly playing through your
A Deer Antler And A Partially Used Bottle Of Hadji Sunflower Oil
1. Do you consider your self a Pirate?
2. Why a Pirate?
Because ninjas are pussies.
3. Do you say shiver me timbers?
Do you speak Japanese?
4. Is there any point to what you've written so far and will there be a point to what follows?
5. Are you in good Mental Health?
6. Are platapusses the best animal on earth?
7. Do you own one?
Platapusses are not owned, they simple allow you to feed em.
8. At any point in time should I care what this blog says.
9. Will this blog make sense?
I didn't read it I simply wrote it Shit...ok.....None what so ever
10. What is something you want to accomplish in the next 10 years?
The Eifel Tower
11. Care to elaborate on that last one?
You don't know
12. Ok lets pretend you are a normal, sane, logical person. Now what is the the one thing you want to do in life?
I want to drink beer underwater through a snorkel at verious depths doing verious things, drinking verious beers and wishing I knew if I was
The guys were all at deer camp.
They had to bunk two to a room. No one
wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly.
They decided it
wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole
time, so they
voted to take turns.
The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast
the next morning
with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot.
They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl
loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night."
The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the
thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot.
They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!"
He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him
The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly
player; a man's man. The next morning he came to
breakfast bright eyed
and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said.
They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what
He said, "We
To my wonderful friends
I just wanted to let every one of my friends know that if you are an animal activist and dont like the fact that my son went out and got his first deer, it is meat for the table and has better flavor and better for you than beef. They are all innocent victims of being killed whatever animal be it pig, cows, fish, seafood, chicken, deer, elk all, are killed for meat. At least we are eating the meat and not leaving it lie out there to rot, like some people I have heard them shoot 30 deer, slottered and left out there to rot. So if my son going out to shoot a deer for meat on the table makes me a bad person you should not be a friend.
Has anyone ever seen a deer at an actual deer crossing sign??.......I did once,call it sheer dumb luck!......Lmao:P
deercamp almost ready anyone wanting 2 camp on my property & hunt shawnee national forest can contact me @ (email@example.com)
Let's set this straight: most fubarians are here to score.
And you know what I mean, if you *REALLY* don't then you either are too
young to be here or you probably just do not pertain here.
Don't get me wrong: not all of us are here for that reason, but still, many are.
Ok so now to the point: either you are thaat kind of person or you're not,
you should be reading profiles.
Reasons to do this if you are:
Profiles can give you nice hook points
Profiles can address your effort in ways that will get you a response back
Profiles can help you see the "bigger picture" of the person
These reasons alone should be compellng.
Reasons to do this if you are not:
Same reasons as above
Profiles will also usually give you an idea of the person and how you will get along with him/her.This might look like a shallow point but is indeed crucial: if the person is,for instance, supportive of thearmy and you're not, well, there are good chances that your differences will cr
Dees Ramblings And So On
Well tonite i dropped by daughter off to her father and was on the phone with one of my best friends and was feeling particurly lucky so i stopped to get some fuel and went inside to pay for the gas and decided it was time to play the lottery, well i got back in the van and started scratching the ticket when suddenly one star was revealed which meant i won $150 so im still on phone talking to this person whom by the way im gonna call from here on out my lucky charm, anyways i kept on scratching and revealed yet another star which was another $250 so i kept scratching and i revealed one of my winning numbers which meant another $150, which meant that i had won $500 , so tomorrow im going to celebrate with some very special people in my life...Hope you all have a good evening i know i sure have...
Life seems so dark and alone to me
Family so cold and unloving
Friends so distant and unreachable
I look around the room and see lonliness and dispare
Only to reach out and see no
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WILLING TO FI
Im sick of all the bullshit drama. Everytime i find something that makes me happy i get the shit end of the stick so im done. I hope that everyone is happy. Thanks everyone. When someone uses the word love it should mean just that love unconditional as in understanding faith trust all that. Many people in my life have claimed to love me but they dont know the meaning of it. So next time someone says they love me they better mean it.
I am tired of the game players , i aint no piece of ass sorry i dont swing that way. You got to earn your way into my bedroom. Patience is a key rule. My Identity
So lost deep inside,
Is all that makes me.
My true identity,
Is hard to see.
To my friends and family,
I’m a different me.
I have a secret identity,
Wonder if you’ll ever see.
My thoughts and actions,
Are all that makes me,
But some things I may do,
May not describe me.
Now look inside me,
If you ever feel,
I’m no-one but me,
Never hiding my identity.
Don’t say I a
Dee75's Birthday Train
As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! You know the rules - Rate/Fan/Add each person. If they are already a friend of yours, re-rate them if you're able to and leave them a comment (Happy Birthday Dee or Dee's Bday Train). When you have rated everyone message Dee75 to be added to the list THEN aGEM4life for your tag to be made.
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I'm really bored today - I guess I should pick up around here - but I'm having too much fun online, lol.
Hey ladies and gentlemen I sell Avon now so if you want to get your special someone something for Christmas or you want to get something for yourself come to my page and be one of my first customers at www.youravon.com/jamesherring
Hey ya'all just a quickie on my life...I've finally made it in to college. And for those who know me you know my waitting has been well over due! It's an art college (2 year) I start my full out adventure tomarrow, I'm a bit nervouse but extreamlly excited to experiance this new change and adventure in my life. On the down side; I've recently brokken up with the man I was with...though I trully still Love him, him and I both know we need a well long extended break (if we even get back together) we were 2 of a kind, way to much of the same person and if any one that has been or is in this same kind of relationship probibly knows why we separated...I just need to find me a new kind of man..A man that can keep up with me (I have quite a rep of being wild) if you like what you see and you think your that guy that can truly keep up and show me a great time, them halla back...You wont regret it trust me!!* Now I never said I'm looking to get in a relationship or anything Just inisent pure Fu
hey jayrod put me into a contest.....her cherry page is at http://cherrytap.com/elliebobellie
so check out her blog that says "its open" and cast yer vote! HELL YEAH TO THE DETROIT TIGERS!
THEY OPENED A CAN OF WHOOP ASS ON KANSAS CITY!
PUDGE KICKED ASS TOO ;) Ok i keep trying to update my default photo....why wont it change? i am new to this...any help will be appreciated.
This is the strangest experience I have been privy to, wow is an understatement in comparision to my Yahoo360 and MySpace accounts. I blog all over the place and at first it appeared to be very confusing to navigate this web site, still is. Upon first impression, the all black navigation doesn't fit very well. I've webmastered for over 15 years and if I presented this to my teachers, I would have failed. With all due respect to the owners and mods of www.cherrytap.com, my suggestion would be to get rid of the competing multimedia- that has to go in my opinion. I may be new here but it's difficult to read and I'm only 35. It reloads constantly because of all the users, which reminds me of blogdrive. I won't give up on this place, seems okay for now as an alternative.
My concern and question is this; What makes CherryTap any different from MySpace with the deviants and pedophiles? I'm not chastizing nor manking comparisions- I am a very blunt individual and this appears to be almost
(it's one for the rumor mill) / put it on the chopping block and hope that the turkey neck takes effect without marching on the eggshells / i see the smug look of faked concern eating your face / hoping maybe all the guilt will wash my feelings away / (take me) a glass of acid holding up the petri dish / with sophisticated ameoba mingling in within the liner notes; like / "Hey, i know things aren't going too smoothly (here) take two of these and call me in the morning" / i could never picture myself amounting a greater example of a person whom always succeeds at finding out exactly what doesn't seem to work / and i don't necessarily consider it an attack on my ego / 'cause my love to you seems hostile so it stares behind a peephole / (everything's fine!) would you ask another question? / i no longer feel comfortable being near your displacement of another past life / another form of amusement / i'm sure we both learned a thing or two but it hardly seems worth it / one time i said i fin
ALL DEFAULT PHOTOS MUST BE CLEAN AND NOT NSFW IF YOU SHOULD UPLOAD A NOT SAFE FOR WORK PHOTO IT MUST BE MARKED NSFW AND PUT IN A SEPERATE FOLDER IF YOU HAVE A NSFW SET AS DEFAULT FOLDER PLEASE BE AWARE THAT IT WILL GET TAGGED NSFW AND IN WHICH CASE WILL BE DELETED OR REMOVED FROM THE SITE IN WHICH CASE YOU WILL GET A MESSAGE IN YOUR CMAIL NOTIFYING YOU THAT IT MUST BE MARKED NSFW AND PUT IN A SEPERATE FOLDER AND CAN NOT BE USED AS UR DEFAULT PHOTO
Default, Anger And Pain
Current mood: awake
you know- I was thinking the other day...
How many days to leave my pic up as default
well 1st, I thought
5 or 6 days
for the length of time it took to even get someone some airdropped water
or to be rescued from their attics
Or then maybe?
2 weeks, for the two weeks my neice was separated after being rescued from the roof in chalmette and shuffled ANYWHERE they FELT like sending people
which was everywhere
as I felt helpless HORROR while they continued to do that for two straight weeks longer!
then I thought
I may as well leave it up now
for 2 YEARS
the two years its been that the only thing done
has been by peoples bare fucking hands
while our gayass president continues to make empty promises
should I leave it up for the two weeks it took me to find my neice at a redcross center in baton rouge?
or the one month it took for dan to help reopen restaurant cuvee?
or the 4 MONTHS it took to locate Lizzies seeing eye dog
Default Pic Contest--win A Boomy
DJ HARD DRIVE IS HOSTING A CONTEST FOR A BOOMERANG! IF YOU WANT TO PARTICIPATE ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MAKE ME A PICTURE OUT OF ONE OF MY PICTURES OF MYSELF AND THAT'S IT! WHATEVER IT IS YOU WANT TO USE TO MAKE IT IS UP TO YOU, PHOTOSHOP, IMIKIMI, FLASH, AS LONG AS YOU CAN UPLOAD IT TO FUBAR ALBUMS. THEY WILL BE CHOSEN UPON WHO GETS THE MOST RATES! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE HIT UP DJ HARD DRIVE FOR MORE INFORMATION!
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"Defamation" is a catch-all term for any statement that hurts someone's reputation. Written defamation is called "libel," and spoken defamation is called "slander." Defamation is not a crime, but it is a "tort" (a civil wrong, rather than a criminal wrong). A person who has been defamed can sue the person who did the defaming. (For in-depth information on defamation claims, check out Nolo's Defamation, Libel & Slander section.)
Defamation law tries to balance competing interests: On the one hand, people should not ruin others' lives by telling lies about them; but on the other hand, people should be able to speak freely without fear of litigation over every insult, disagreement, or mistake. Political and social disagreement is important in a free society, and we obviously don't all share the same opinions or beliefs. For instance, political opponents often reach opposite conclusions from the same facts, and editorial cartoonists often exaggerate facts to make their point.
What the vi
Defenders Of Wildlife
Here is an E-mail I Got from Defenders of WildLife:
This week, nearly 57,000 signatures calling for a state ballot measure to ban same-day airborne shooting of wolves and bears were submitted to the Alaska Division of Elections. It was the culmination of more than a year of hard work … and it couldn’t have happened without wildlife supporters like you.
Help support these and other efforts to end Alaska’s brutal aerial gunning program with your donation to our Campaign to Stop the Alaska Wolf Massacre.
Help Stop the Massacre
With another bloody aerial gunning season just weeks away, Alaska wolves need your help. Help us raise $40,000 by November 2nd to stop the massacre and protect imperiled wildlife. I want to help save Alaska wolves and other imperiled wildlife with my donation of…
Defending Myself Over Racist People
I SIT THERE AND SEE SOMEONE POSTING HALF A CONVERSATION I HAD AND THEY LEFT OUT A BUNCH OF SHIT AND ITS CRAZY HOW THEY MADE ME LOOK BAD BY SEEING ALL THE SHIT I SAID WHEN SHE CALLED ME A BLACK NIGGER AND I HAVE PROOF BUT THOSE PEOPLE BLOCKED ME SO ANYONE WHO RATES ME A 1 OR RIPS MY PHOTOS, VICE VERSA BABY :) AND U TRY TO RIP ME, I WILL COPY CAT YA'LL RACIST MOTHER FUCKERS AND DONT FUCK WIT THE VAMPIRE OR U WILL GET BITTEN AND BY THE WAY, SEXY VIXEN IS PISSED
Defenders Of Wildlife
Footage of our great american treasure, the bald eagle. Thanks to the Endangered Species Act, bald eagle populations have grown from less than 500 breeding pairs to almost 8,000.
We owe it to our children and grandchildren to be good stewards of the environment and leave behind a legacy of protecting endangered species and the special places they call home.
Crawling - SAVE THE WOLVES AMV
On Friday, July 6th, 2007:
The U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service began a 30-day comment period on its latest outrageous proposals plans that would sanction the killing of more than 700 wolves in the Yellowstone area and parts of Wyoming, Idaho and Montana, including wolves protecting their pups on National Forest lands and Wilderness areas.
This proposal will allow aerial gunning of wolves, shooting and poisoning them.
We can't let this happen!
Wolves are, in reality, shy creature
I am a human being
Defective by design
Not a matter of if
Just how severe
I don’t ride a white horse
Bodies strewn along my path
The burden of this cross
Are short fallen intentions
My character precedes me
No need to persevere
Winter is close at hand
Discontent is mine
Copyright Steve Britt
November 8, 2006
The Defective Parrot
The Defective Parrot
A man is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch.
It doesn't have any feet or legs.
The guy says aloud, "Golly, I wonder what happened to this parrot?"
The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot."
"Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!"
"I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird ."
"Oh yeah?" the man asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?"
"Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers."
"Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?"
"Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, and philosophy. I'm especia
Defending Ryan Bergner
My uncle Ryan Bergner was murdered by his girlfriend in november of 2007. I have looked around online and seen nothing but bashing untrue comments about ryan and i feel as if i need to take it upon myself if no one else will to DEFEND RYAN! There are TWO SIDES to every story and the media has only reported one. Why only one? Because Ryan is not here to defend what may or may not have happened that night. the only person who is here is the murderer who has been let off on ALL CHARGES. People have made youtube vidoes about my uncle dying..i think it is sick and disturbing and i want to put an end to it. I need everyones support to help me do this. The 911 tape can only hear this side of the story..but as heard she went out and got a gun that day...the day she happened to murder my uncle. I will no longer sit here with my hands behind my back...I am going to defend him since he cannot. I will take the good comments with the bad and keep going! I will be making a myspace page for the peopl
Israeli officials: US sends radar to Israel By MATTI FRIEDMAN, Associated Press Writer
Sun Sep 28, 5:18 AM ET
Israeli officials say the U.S. has provided Israel with an advanced radar system that will give early warning in case of an Iranian missile attack.
The officials say the new radar was flown into Israel last week along with some 120 American crewmen and has been set up at the Nevatim air base in the Negev desert.
The system can pick up a ballistic missile shortly after launch. That will cut the response time of Israel's Arrow system, designed to intercept incoming missiles.
The officials spoke on condition of anonymity because the radar's arrival has not been officially made public. It was first reported in Defense News.
The Israeli military said Sunday it has "various forms" of cooperation with the U.S. military but that "as a rule we do not detail the content" of the ties.
Sometimes i just feel like whatever i do the world will just continue if i died tommorow. Thats very true but we need more people on this earth that will make change for the better. I know i am here for a purpose, whatever i do with my life will make me happy. If your current situation makes you unhappy then by all means change it, but your life has to have a purpose or general direction. I think everyone could improve at least one thing in their life and mabye that one thing is the biggest thing but you have to at least try. If you dont that one thing could turn into a divorce,loss of self esteam,and even thoughts of suicide or murder. There was a point in my life where i didn't even leave my home to visit friends or even go to school. I was in a horrible depression and didn't even feel like leaving my bed. My dad was the person who i called everyday for advice. He talked me out of killing myself countless times. My dad is a musician and one day he came to my house and played me a son
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Online Defensive Driving Class N.Y. approved.
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by D. Glenn Arthur Jr.
BDSM = Bondage & Discipline, Dominance & Submission, S&M
BDSM is a convenient abbreviation for most of the interesting activities discussed in alt.sex.bondage. It's so convenient that it packs six initials into four letters: B&D/D&S/S&M => BDSM. It's generally understood to include related activities/phenomena that don't fit strictly into any of those three catagories. An "umbrella term" like this is useful because so few actual (as opposed to theoretical) activities fit into _only_ one catagory.
Bondage deals with tying people up (or being tied up). Or chaining them up, or restraining them with straps, or straightjackets, or ... well, you get the idea, no? In theory it can be enjoyed simply for its own sake -- the sensations and images of it. In fact, some people do enjoy bondage as bondage, without any interest in D&S or S&M, but far more people find it pushes their D&S buttons at the same time, or use it only for the D&S aspects, or combine it with D&
Deffanition Of Beauty
DEFFANITION OF BEAUTY
PERSONAL PHYSICAL ATTRACTIVENESS,ESPECIALLY WITH REGARD TO THE USE OF COSMETICS AND OTHER METHODS OF ENHANCING IT.
WOW!SO WHY DON'T THEY SAY LUST FOR A WOMAN BECAUSE SOCIATY SHOWS US THAT A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN HAS TO BE THE BARBIE DOLL IMAGE.PERKIE BREASTS, FLOWING HAIR,POUTIE LIPS,THIN FIGURE,LONG LEGS.BUT OUT OF THEM WOMAN WHICH ONES USE ENHANCEMINTS OR NEED TO USE ALOT OF COSMETICS TO MAKE THEM SELVES TO LOOK THAT WAY.IT IS HARD TO SAY, BUT THE PROBLEM STEMS NOT ON THE LOOKS OF A WOMAN BUT WHAT WE WHERE TOUGHT AS WE WHERE GROWING UP,THROUGH MOVIES,TV,MAGAZINES.THEY TOUGHT US THAT A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN ONLY CAN LOOK A CERTAIN WAY.IS ARE SOCITY SO SHALLOW THAT WE CAN NOT LOOK BEYOND THE OUTER IMAGE OF A WOMAN TO SEE THE TRUE BEAUTY OF A PERSON LARGE OR SMALL.I GUESS NOT BECAUSE THE DEFFINATION STEMS TOWARDS WHAT WE CONSIDER BEAUTY(A THIN WOMAN).NOW IF WE LOOK FOR THE DEFFINATION OF WOMAN OF LARGER SIZE WE SEEM TO HAVE TO LOOK UP THE DEFFINATION OF INNER BEAUTY.TO
Deffanition Of Handsome
DEFFINITION OF HANDSOME...
MEN WITH GOOD-LOOKING FACIAL FEATURES OR A PLEASING GENERAL APPEARENCE.
I WONDER IF WE SHOULD NOT CHANGE THIS TO"MAN WHO I WOULD LIKE HIM TO SCREW MY BRAINS OUT BECAUSE HE IS SO DAMN GOOD LOOKING"IT SEEMS TO HAVE GONE THAT WAY WITH WOMEN THEY HAVE BECOME SO JUDGEMENTAL TOWARDS MEN THAT THEY ARE NOW VIEWING MEN AS A SEX OBJECT MUCH LIKE WE DID THEM.I BROWSE THE PERSONALS NOW TO SEE WHAT PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY AS IT PERTAINS TO WHAT TYPE OF MAN THEY WANT AND HERE IS A BRIEF ANALOGY OF WHAT THEY SAY"A MAN WHO IS UNDERSTANDING,LOVING,HAS NO PROBLEM EXPRESSING THEMSELF,LOYAL,SINCERE,TRUSTING.IN ALL A GOOD HEARTED PERSON WHO KNOWS HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN.WELL! THAT IS A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT YOU WOMEN ARE NO DIFFERENT THEN MEN WHEN IT COMES TO APPEARENCE THE BETTER LOOKING THE MAN WHO TAKES INTREST IN YOU THE MORE YOU WANT HIM.YOU CALL MEN VALGURE AS WE TEND TO OPENLY SAY THAT WE WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THAT WOMAN IN BED BUT INTURN YOU SAY HOW YOU WOULD LIKE HIM TO TAKE Y
rate me 1-10 dont worry you can say what you like i can take it what is your definition of fun?
I GUESS IM EXTREMELY BORED ENOUGH TO PONDER ABOUT WHAT LOVE IS. I'VE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE SO I DONT THINK I WOULD KNOW WHAT LOVE IS EVEN IF IT BIT ME IN THE ASS LOL. HOW SAD IS THAT?? I KNOW!
ROMANTICALLY SPEAKING BETWEEN A WOMAN AND A MAN WHAT IS LOVE? HOW DOES ONE KNOW IF THEY HAVE FOUND IT? HOW CAN ONE TELL IF THEY HAVENT JUST CONFORMED TO WHAT THEY THINK IS LOVE BECAUSE OF HABIT OR LENGTH OF A RELATIONSHIP? FOR EXAMPLE WHAT IF SOMEONE IS WITH A SIGNIFICANT OTHER FOR MANY YEARS LIKE 7-10 AND BECAUSE THEY ARE SO USED TO BEING WITH THAT ONE PERSON, THEY DEDICATED ALL THEIR TIME, THEY SHARED GOOD AN BAD MOMENTS DOES THAT MEAN THEY FOUND THE "TRUE LOVE"??
BY THE DEFINITION OF A FEW PEOPLE THEY SAY YES, THEY SAY THATS PART OF LOVE, SHARING GOOD AN BAD MOMENTS AN BEING ABLE TO HAVE UNDERSTANDING AN COMMUNICATION. BUT IS THAT ALL THERE IS TO THE FEELING OF LOVE??
OTHERS HAVE DEFINED LOVE IS BEING LIKE A FAIRYTALE...FEW PEOPLE THINK THAT EXISTS THEY ARE LIVING PROOF ACCORDING TO TH
Defining Pagan Leadership
This is political, yet very much affects Pagans & Wiccans.
The Department of Veterans Affairs is accepting comments about their new regulations for approving religious symbols as emblems of faith for vets' tombstones. It is in the congressional record. Comments must be sent to the VA by March 20th. You do not have to be a veteran to make a comment.
There are several new clauses which would make it harder for Pagans to get approval of the Pentacle (and eventually other symbols too). This includes demanding that a congregation have a set membership, in a specific location. There are several oblique references to symbols that might have an "adverse impact" on others, or which might be offensive. I'm sure that was on purpose so that if anyone objects to the Pentacle, or calls it offensive, the symbol would be rejected by the VA.
The regulations also don't have any set time limit for approving religious emblems, or for giving people a distinct YES or NO answer. This matt
The Definition Of Insanity!
OK I am a bit lost.They say the definition of insanity is to repeat the same action over and over again no matter how many times you fail at it.Well if we follow this rule of insanity then like 90 percent of the world should be locked up.I mean we all do this and therefore I guess every time we screw up could then use the insanity plea to get out of it and say that it is an habitual condition.Such as drinking and driving sure you know it is wrong but cant help yourself So by their definition you are insane and then not liable for your actions.So really once again they have confused me
Gilflirted ~ When the skin between the pussy and asshole get worn out and there is just one big hole.
www.urbandictionary.com 1.The person forced to sit in the middle of the back seat in a car. Often in cases where multiple men and one woman are riding, the woman will automatically be the "bitch" to serve as padding for irrational male homophobia.
Looks like is sitting bitch again
2. An exceedingly whipped guy who does/wears/thinks/says whatever his girlfriend tells him to.
"He is *so* her bitch."
"How can you tell?"
"He's wearing plaid."
3. A woman that doesn't give a flying f*ck anymore and that can and will be cruel to men.
Im always a bitch to assholes like you and by the way im proud to be a bitch
Tool sniffer ~ A homosexual that enjoys smelling another person's penis after sexual intercourse
Definitions Related To Bondage
Bondage - A group of techniques for rendering a submissive physically helpless.
Breast bondage - Tying the female breasts with cord, string. rope, rubber bands, or scarves; may include nipple bondage or clamping.
Immobilization - Any form of bondage where the physical movement is prevented to some degree, or totally.
Kinbaku - A form of Japanese rope bondage.
Painful bondage - Specialist form of severe bondage which is carried out not just for restraint but to inflict pain by fastening the body into positions that place strain on the muscles.
Shibari - Japanese rope bondage. Often elaborate and decorative.
Definitions Related To Collars And Leashes
Collar - Worn to denote submissiveness or slavery to a particular Master/Mistress. A collared submissive is viewed as the property of that Dominant and any interaction with the submissive must be approved by the Dominant who owns the collar. A collar given solely for a purpose of play is used to assist the submissive in achieving the headspace necessary for an SM session.
Collared - To have accepted a collar from a dominant. This presumes a certain degree of continued submission the degree of which is up to the individuals involved and may range from highly dedicated to extremely casual.
Collaring - The ceremony or ritual by which a submissive becomes bound to his or her Master/Mistress. Collaring represents a serious commitment between the players and is not a part of casual play.
Collar and Lead - Some like purpose-made ones in rubber, leather or steel; some like ones made for large dogs but in all cases make sure they are an adequate size so they don't need to be pu
Definition (a Closure)
Definition (A Closure)
I can’t think of why
You still haunt my mind
Lying in the shadows
Choosing the right time
Only surfacing for a moment
And then your gone
Like a twisted game
That’s been played for too long
Get out of my head
And leave me alone
These skeletons in my closet
Have too many bones
I need a closer
An end to it all
But again you come to me
And again I take the fall
I can still feel you breath
I can still smell your skin
I can still remember your eyes
I can still see your grin
And no love lost
Youve burnt that bridge
That I alone must cross
So now the game ends
And I go on alone
Again downing my mask
My favorite mask of stone
You will always be in my heart
Burning deep at it’s core
But I’ve convinced myself
That I don’t love you anymore
Definition Of Irony
Court Upholds Prisoners' Right to Porn
By Associated Press
June 26 2007, 8:20 AM EDT
STOCKHOLM, Sweden -- Convicted sex offenders in Sweden are free to read pornography in their cells following a court ruling that has angered the prison service.
The Supreme Administrative Court in Stockholm last week ruled that the Swedish Prison and Probation Service had no right to deny a rape convict access to his porn magazines.
Prison officials had argued that reading porn would interfere with the man's rehabilitation program. They also said the magazines posed a security problem for staff and other inmates because they could increase the risk of the man relapsing into criminal behavior.
But the court, whose ruling cannot be appealed, said the prison service failed to prove that the magazines could "jeopardize the security of the institution."
Prison officials said they had asked the government to change the law so that they could continue to ban porn magazines at the Nordic na
The Definition Of....
Jealousy typically refers to the thoughts, feelings, and behaviors that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. This rival may have no knowledge that he or she is threatening the relationship.
Polyamory (from poly=multiple + amor=love) is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved. Polyamorous perspectives differ from monogamous perspectives, in that they respect a partner's wish to have second or further meaningful relationships and to accommodate these alongside their existing relationships. Open marriage typically refers to a marriage in which the partners agree that each may engage in extramarital sexual relationships, without this being regarded as infidelity. There are many different styles of open marriage, with the partners having varying levels of input on their spouse's activities.
The origins of the term open marr
Atom Bomb : An invention to end all inventions.
Boss : Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.
Cigarette : A pinch of tobacco rolled in paper with fire at one end and a fool on the other.
Conference : The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.
Compromise : The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.
Conference Room : A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.
Classic : A book which people praise, but do not read.
Criminal : A guy no different from the rest....except that he got caught.
Committee : Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.
Diplomat : A person who tells you to go to hell in such a way that You actually look forward to the trip.
Etc. : A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.
Experience : The name men give to their mistakes.
Definitions Not In The Dictionary
Definitions Not in Dictionary
A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle.
A place where women curl up and dye.
Someone who is fed up with people.
The only animals you eat before they are born
and after they are dead.
A body that keeps minutes and wastes hours.
Mud with the juice squeezed out.
Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation.
Cutting money in half without damaging the paper.
An insect that makes you like flies better.
Grape with a sunburn.
Something you tell to one person at a time.
A bunch of bones with the person scraped off.
The pain that drives you to extraction.
One of the greatest labor saving devices of today.
An honest opinion openly expressed.
Definitions Of Love
Twas the Nite Before Xmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat
The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat
The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook,
It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.
Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude,
Had just hit the bedroom, and reached for the lube
When out on the lawn, there arose such a cry,
That I lost my boner, and poor momma went dry.
Up to the window I sprang like an elf,
Tore back the shade while she played with herself.
The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built,
Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer.
With a fat little driver, half out of his sled,
A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head.
Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite.
And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right.
Whoa Shithead, whoa Assh
Defiinately New To Fubar...
Yep, very new. I'm so confused by just about everything. I'm a myspacer, what's with all the scroling and page resetting! I don't know what any of this does or means, haha. Very lost...any advice?
A Definition Of Love
Love suffers long. Love is kind; it is not jealous. Love does not brag and is not puffed up; it does not behave unbecomingly and does not seek its own things; it is not provoked and does not take account of evil; it does not rejoice because of unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; it covers all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Taken from the New Testament 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
The verses above are the Bible’s definition of love. Isn’t this beautiful, don’t you desire to have this kind of love? I do! I have been around long enough to know what is best and that is what I choose. So I like to give the opportunity to others who may not have
Definition Of A Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.
A Soldier is a Soldier all his life.
You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart.
You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind.
They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them.
No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes.
A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards.
Brave without a grain of sense.
He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket.
When he wants s
Arbitrator ..ar'-bi-tray-ter..: A cook that leaves Arby's to work at McDonald's.
Avoidable ..uh-voy'-duh-buhl..: What a bullfighter tries to do.
Baloney ..buh-lo'-nee..: Where some hemlines fall.
Bernadette ..burn'-a-det..: The act of torching a mortgage.
Burglarize ..bur'-gler-ize..: What a crook sees with.
Counterfeiters ..kown-ter-fit-ers..: Workers who put together kitchen cabinets.
Eclipse ..e-klips'..: What an English barber does for a living.
Eyedropper ..i'-drop-ur..: A clumsy ophthalmologist.
Heroes ..hee'-rhos..: What a guy in a boat does.
Left Bank ..left' bangk'..: What the robber did when his bag was full of loot.
Misty ..mis'-tee..: How golfers create divots.
Paradox ..par'-uh-doks..: Two physicians.
Parasites ..par'-uh-sites..: What you see from the top of the Eiffel Tower.
Pharmacist ..farm'-uh-sist..: A helper on the farm.
Polarize ..po'-lur-ize..: What penguins see with.
Log On: Makin' the wood stove hotter.
Log Off: Do
Definite Maybe 2-nite !
Just wanted to invite all my fu-friend in the Baltimore Area to come hang with Definite Maybe at CrossRoads Tavern in Glen Burnie MD! Hope to see you there!
Whilst participating in either vaginal or anal ‘doggy style’ intercourse, during the instant before the male ejaculates, the penis is inserted (or kept) in the female's anus, at which point he delivers a swift punch to the back of the female’s cranium. This results in the simultaneous contraction of the anal sphincter and various other muscles in the female, thus producing a tremendous sensation for the male. However, for the technique to render successful, the receiving party must be knocked utterly unconscious.
Definion Of Fucked!
As he lay me down to hit, I pray his dick aint small as shit. But if his dick aint long & thick I hope he's good @ lickin clit!
Age 18 Simple Fuck, Age 25 love 2 fuck, Age 35 still can fuck, Age 50 tries 2 fuck, Age 60 cries 2 fuck, Age 80 What the fuck! Apparently you told Santa you were GOOD in bed & he died laughing!
Thanks alot you fucking Liar!
The Definition Of Friend:
F: FEELING SUITABLE TO YOU
R: RETROACTIVE COMPANIONSHIP
I: INDEPENDANCE OF EACH OTHER WHEN THE TIME IS
E: ENTERTAINMENT WHETHER GOOD OR BAD
N: NEAR BY IN CASE U HAVE 2 BUST A SKULL TIL THE
WHITE MEAT SHOW
D: DOWN 4 WHATEVER
S: SHOPPING BUDDY
H: HELL RAISERS IF NEED B
I: INTERPRETOR OF YOUR FEELINGS WHEN U CAN'T
P: POSSIBILITY OF BEING THERE FURTHER THAN DEATH
DO U PART
DO YOU HAVE THIS IN YOUR FRIENDS?
Definitions Of The Day
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WORD OF THE DAY
definition 3 7/11/2008 Q?
todays word is very meaningful
I didn't see a place to describe things here like on typical profiles so though I'd say it here in hopes some will read it. Mostly this started from contact from men! and not just here. I just don't get it? Men say things, we get mad, then they say they didn't "mean" that?!! Where's the dang dictionary. I'm old, been through all the decades of changing times. But even though its the new millenium I still don't see it the way men describe. They say they can't read our minds but "can you take out the trash?" to me only means one thing. As opposed to "what's the youngest man you been with?" doesn't supposedly MEAN that the YOUNGSTER had hopes in "getting with" me, only wanted to "date as friends" ...right! Then WHY does ANY man need to know WHO I've "been with" to what degree and what age? if they are just meeting me as a FRIEND??? hmmmmm?
The Definition Of True Friends/love
you know as i sit here and have time to think alot has come across my brain and alot of what ive been thinking isnt very good...
I have given up the hope and idea of haveing hardly any friends in this state known as missouri..aka missery...and the nickname is truth..
I live in a crappy lil hick town which tech..i live out side that small lil town known as center...there is absolutely nothing to do out here at all....besides hunting and fishing and this time of the year its not bambi season and fishing spot was destroyed due to the bad major flooding we had last summer so...again nothing to do...
So,I get online hoping to find cool friends that don't live to far away to be able to hang out with and enjoy the very short life that we all have..To make plenty of memories and fun times with....
Mission is a complete failure....The people I've attempted to befriend with have either stop speaking to me for whatever reasons or just are full of shit..pardon my french but thats the tru
Definition Of Most People
most people to me are simply like vultures ,if u let ya guard done they grasp with there claws and the more you try to get away the deeper they go.
scaryiest thing being ,they themselfs do not even know there doing it or the pain it causes .
the reason i feel like this! i guess is because i have no friends as anyone i trusted enough to be a true friend turned out years later to be assholes ,how can i trust anyone ever again knowing that you can live a lie for 13 years and only have that time chucked back in your face . someone you adore and they pretend to adore you back ,sweet pillow talk and a family meals ,picnics and normal family life , just ta be told "i NEVER really loved you"......................
A friend of mine asked me the other day "How do you define yourself?". After thinking about the question for a while I have come to the conclusion, I don't define myself. Of course, I am sure I do define myself on some subconscience level based on my past, what I have done, what has been said of me, how people have acted around me... there is a sea of suggestions all around us trying to define who we are. But, I don't think one should define themselves. I am not going to define myself based on my actions and achievements, because by doing so I also have to define myself by my mistakes and failures. If I fail more times than I achieve does that make me a failure? What about thoughts and beliefs? Should someone define themselves by their views on life? I don't believe so because we are all wrong on one level or another. We are all ignorant. If we define ourselves by our beliefs or our "morals" and turn out to be wrong, what does that say about us? Does that mean we have been living a li
Definition Of Intimacy
I am the lords work I am his will I am the words he spoke when time beganI am the wind that blows and the waters that flow I can be a hurricane or a gentle breezeI can be the rivers flooding or a misting rain I can be an earth quake or a sunny dayI can be lightning striking or a breath taking sunsetI am a force of nature and just when you think I have lost my strength God transforms my energy You are the air that I breath The first breath that I take when I wakeFor loves sake I wont hesitate Take your heart and hold tight Cherish your presence with every sight For loves sake for loves sakeI will embrace your essence the very soul of youNever a question if my love is trueFor loves sake I wont brakeI give you the light in me All that I am all that I will be For all the world to see For loves sake I wake I give you all I haveYou are all I need In your heart let me plant loves seed For love sake I waitI will never equivocate The soul of me I let love saturate For your loves sake I live
Jah is often used as a shortened form of the reconstructed Tetragrammaton. The Tetragrammaton is often translated (especially in older English versions of the Bible) by use of the term "Lord", and the word "Hallelujah" by the phrase "Praise ye the Lord" (Psalm 104:35 KJV and footnote). Thus, partially translated and partially transliterated[clarification needed], the term could be rendered "Praise Jah."
With the rise of the Reformation, reconstructions of the Tetragrammaton became popular. The Tyndale Bible was the first English translation to use the anglicized reconstruction.
In the original text of the Hebrew Bible, "Jah" occurs 50 times, 26 times alone and 24 times in the term "Hallelujah". In the King James Version of the Bible it is transliterated as "JAH" (capitalised) in only one instance: "Sing unto God, sing praises to his name: extol him that rideth upon the heavens by his name JAH, and rejoice before him". (Psalm 68:4) An American Translation renders the Hebrew word as
The Deficit Fix
(Most of these Ideas I have voiced for years - but what kind of impact can one "lowly" person make?
MAYBE with someone like Warren Buffett expressing these people will listen, stand up and ACT!!!)
Warren Buffett, in a recent interview with CNBC, offers one of the best quotes about the debt ceiling:
"I could end the deficit in 5 minutes," he told CNBC. "You just pass a law that says that anytime there is a deficit of more than 3% of GDP, all sitting members of Congress are ineligible for re-election.
The 26th amendment (granting the right to vote for 18 year-olds) took only 3 months &8 days to be ratified! Why?
Simple! The people demanded it. That was in 1971...before computers, e-mail, cell phones, etc.
Of the 27 amendments to the Constitution, seven (7) took 1 year or less to become the law of the land...all because of public pressure.
Warren Buffet is asking each addressee to forward this email to a minimum of twenty people on t
sometimes your spirit calls to me.
Sometimes i recall raindrops beaded up.They remind me of tears that fell but were never delivered.
In the soft moments listening in the dark, i can imagine anything.For such moments i seek for they define me
Definitions Of Yolo
It is an abbreviation for - you only live once. This particular mantra is just like the slogans Seize the day and / or - just do it. Men and women frequently make use of these sentences to tell their own close friends to take potential risks or take a step they obviously would not do.What is the meaning of 'YOLO'?The saying was a slogan for anyone for many years, although the shorter variant, YOLO, has became popular because the publishing of the song The Motto by Drake.Many times, however, the expression has become blown beyond the size and adolescents exceedingly use it to name images and statuses on Facebook or twitter as it is cool and trendy.YOLO means You Only Live Once in new music or You Obviously Lack Originality specially when applied to cyberspace. It has totally different significance dependent on circumstance where it's implemented. Many of us use it on tweeting, Fb, or Hi5 to signify that we must live every single day and when we cease to live we really do not go back to