Those Who Touch Our Lives
Remembering Ginger A soft full tail, exquisite eyes, Soft purring at the door, Playful swatting, frequent naps, Toys strewn across the floor. With gentle rubs and playful purring You made your presence known And, knowing you were always there, We never felt alone. You loved it when we scratched your ears, We swear it made you smile. We could never stay angry with you, We couldn't if we tried. The soft sweet purring now has ceased, No gentle rubs to greet us, Just memories of a special friend And good times are all we see. Although we miss you dearly, we'll try not to feel so blue, Because we know that there's a heaven For special cats like you. Ginger....You're In Our Hearts Always

Those We've Lost
Tell the dead G'S that you care Throw your THREE'S in the air Represent for the homies who'll be gone next year When you come from the streets Theres no knowing where you'll go Side by Side with that homie Pac Where all on Death Row Spread your wings to the side and say I'll see you at the Crossroads When you Live by the gun and Die by the gun Tell them motha fuckas it's HEAVEN that you Won We dont pick the life of living as a Goon Its Aiight to lose a homie youll see them again soon. CopyWrtitten... BY: SWEET MISERY 2007

Those Who Serve
Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though right... AMEN, ANDY ROONEY ! Right on, Andy Rooney!! Andy Rooney said this on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts f or a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE ? I think that i

Those To Help
Contest Lasts 8 Weeks What ever can be done is appreciated!!!!

Those Born 1920-1979
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end. THOSE BORN 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR

Those Who Lie Will Never Get Ahead In,,,,,,,,,,life
it has been said that when the lies being told is one of the first ways to pure hell,,as those lies become more and more freqent and then the next thing you know the lies are becoming the way of life.then compulsive lying is an addiction and it is like being like an herion user gotta keep at it just too satisfy the craving of like a cigarette,the nicotine gotta keep it going,,but when those have become that far addicted the way of the lies what are they going to do when there is no more of others to believe them and all the lies have been used up. when others no longer belive them they are going to go other places but like it has been said the word of mouth gets around alot faster then a newspaper ad.as be thy name known as this kind of ways and others know others then the nicotine from the days last cigarette is done then there is nothing to tell,,,so as be it told,,Those Who Lie Will Never Get Ahead In,,,,,,LIFE

Those Who Love The Philosophy
THOSE WHO LOVE THE PHILOSOPHY OF AMBIGUITY... 1. DON'T SWEAT THE PETTY THINGS AND DON'T PET THE SWEATY THINGS. 2. ONE TEQUILA, TWO TEQUILA, THREE TEQUILA, FLOOR..... 3. ATHEISM IS A NON-PROPHET ORGANIZATION. 4. IF MAN EVOLVED FROM MONKEYS AND APES, WHY DO WE STILL HAVE MONKEYS AND APES? 5. THE MAIN REASON SANTA IS SO JOLLY IS BECAUSE HE KNOWS WHERE ALL THE BAD GIRLS LIVE. 6. I WENT TO A BOOKSTORE AND ASKED THE SALESWOMAN, "WHERE'S THE SELF HELP SECTION?" SHE SAID IF SHE TOLD ME, IT WOULD DEFEAT THE PURPOSE. 7. WHAT IF THERE WERE NO HYPOTHETICAL QUESTIONS? 8. IF A DEAF PERSON SWEARS, DOES HIS MOTHER WASH HIS HANDS WITH SOAP? 9. IF SOMEONE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES THREATENS TO KILL HIMSELF, IS IT CONSIDERED A HOSTAGE SITUATION? 10. IS THERE ANOTHER WORD FOR SYNONYM? 11. WHERE DO FOREST RANGERS GO TO "GET AWAY FROM IT ALL?" 12. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU SEE AN ENDANGERED ANIMAL EATING AN ENDANGERED PLANT?

Those Special People In Ur Life
I was in a pretty bad wreck on friday fed.6th. lucky to be alive. My family in DOUBLE TROUBLE are the best ya never realize how much ppl care and love til something bad happens. But i would like to let them all know that the calls,gifts,get wells and we miss u ever day helped me get threw a hard time in the hosital. This my time to let ya'll know that i love each and everone of u and thank you all for bein my family hugsssssss each and everone one you. THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING YOU, i have been blessed with a caring and loving family. There are times in a persons life when they say things that are hurtful to others and wish they had never said them, but they say them and its to late. Things move on and that person you care deeply for still wont forgive and it hurts you now. They tell you its ok and we are still friends but you know in our heart that the hurt you caused is still there and they are to STUBBORN to let you back in coz u might hurt them again. That pe

Those Who Choose To Be Alone Because Of Fear
To All Of My Awesome Family And Friends

Those Magical 3 Words
Those 3 magical words. You know the ones so often unheard. I say it all the time, but rarily hear it back.

Those That Know Me
If you knew me well you would know my casual natureMy blue jean shorts, t, and sandals,An eternal part of my wardrobe On ocassion, my fuck and beat you jeans come onLong legged, blue jeans and barefootAdorned in nothing more than wantoness As our joining progressesCovered in a sheen of sweatSeizing what is mine. Pink and ravaged,my hungry licksDevour your essence Beware the fuck and beat you jeans

Thoughts
why do i let ppl get to me the way i do. i try to be nice i try to be friends but its just not good enough for some ppl. im sry if i cant love someone when its not there anymore. am i so wrong? just something i feel to be so true but yet i still cant smile... Girls are like apples on trees. The best one are at the top of the tree. The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree well things went ok tonight it was weird someone came in to work just to tell me goodbye bc he was leavin to get on the plane to go home back to poland...i was very suprised. it was nice tho...ok besides that not much goin on really car still not workin

Thoughts
So it's been a while since I've written a blog on here. Well I'm just been bored lately here in Japan. So if anyone wants to chat hit me up on yahoo, latin_night Have you heard that song All Good Things, by Nelly Furtado? Well it’s a pretty good song I think. I know you’ve heard the expression all good things must come to an end. So at last all good things have come to an end for me. You see I was sort of dating someone. Or would you call it hanging out with her. You know I’m going with hanging out, b/c that’s what we did. Yes we did go to dinner, the movies and yes we slept in the same bed. But nothing happened we just cuddled. And besides she said it that if her ex, I guess you can call him that they were divorce, changed she would take him back in a heartbeat. You can’t just give up on four years. She gave me plenty of times to run away as she put it but I stayed. She even told me that we weren’t bf/gf that she didn’t want to get into a relationship unless she had a c

Thoughts And Obsessions
Not those of you who are true friends. This is NOT for you, though you can feel free to read on. I am a bitch in every sense of the word. Those of you that have actually TALKED to me may have already found this out. I do not censor my mouth or my typing for you. I am my own person. I am opinionated and I am sexual. I flirt. THIS IS NOT REPEAT NOT AN OPEN INVITATION FOR YOU TO ASSUME I WANT TO SEE YOU NAKED. I don't. If I do, I will tell you, if not, I won't. And don't go inviting me to watch you naked on cam. Do I even know who the fuck you are? Do I even want to know? Are you HIV +, Do you have herpes? Gross. I'm just going to openly ridicule you and block you if you invite me to your cam. Why would I do such a thing? Because I don't fucking care. Hate me if you wish, It's just me. Another thing, don't ask me for my pics after like two seconds of talking to me. I will just lead you on, ask some who have. At no time will I EVER post them on fubar. Yes, I have a cun

Thoughts
" Lot's to think about, Nothing to worry about" My thoughts are with you tonight although we are miles apart the distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart To understand this feeling that I can not ask you to do however, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real yet a feeling of happiness for knowing that one day I will get to share with you the tenderness I feel As I lay here my body aches for your nearness I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace would take away all that time has given and make this life of mine worth living again... Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keep You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going! You are so special!

Thoughts To Ponder
Have you ever looked in the mirror and wondered why you are you. Where does your spirit come from, who, what made it. who gave you a personality all your own. Why are we all so different if Adam was the perfect man and Eve was the perfect woman. Why are we not just copies of them which in turn would be ourselves. Have you ever wondered why!

Thoughts And Musings
It's sunday i have nothing to do at all just sitting here on my couch in my room thinking of playing xbox cause u can only masturbate so much lol but anyway ppl come by sometime and show me some love cause i need it and i'm tired of just masturbating i want to talk dirty or cyber with someone so hit me up and lets cyber or talk ok so me and this girl are going out and we go to the tattoo shop the other day to talk to the guys and she's there fantisizing about one of the guys and then when we get to the car she tells me about everything she wants to do to him!!! what do i do? Do i put up with it or do i leave her straight up if ya want to tell me what ya think go ahead i need all the advice i can get

Thoughts Of Me
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm

Thoughts
Off the deep end: Okay, I told you guys that I have been on a hot kick for the last few months. Well, I found a new experience jalapeño beer. Yes beer with real jalapeños in it. It gives a nice warm buzz. I am hooked. Eby: I haven’t heard from her in awhile but she did give me a call this week. She was talking about all the things we used to do. Especially, around this time of year we seem to hit every pumpkin patch, fall festival, apple butter, and orchard we can find. Oh, don’t forget the haunted houses. She is doing well she is looking at playing the flute; she is in the play at school as the understudy for Dorothy. She does have a part as a munchkin or something. She brought up some things that her mother had said and I just laugh. I told her one thing if I was such a bad person would your mom want you to call me or see me? I wouldn’t think so. My question is why her mother feeding her this crap. Also, come to find out that her sister’s step fat

Thoughts And Ideas
Life is sometimes a funny thing. We live in an I want it now society. A world of hi speed and fast pace but did you ever just stop and think? Did you ever just wonder what would happen if you slowed down for just a minute? Ever wonder what if? Ever try to analyze the outcome of the things we are going to do? Everyquestion the whys of the things that happen? Everything that we do in some way effects the people around us. Something we post here can make people laugh, perhaps even cry. We send out messages all the time, the ones that say repost this or else. We forward jokes and stories. But when was the last time that you stopped and thought? Mayb the people that you are sending all the jokes and stories and stuff too might just like a simple hello how are you. Something a little more personal. Here in LC we jump from page to page sometimes leaving a comment or a rating, or sometimes just to see whats there. Did you ever stop and think that maybe you could just say hello and tha

Thoughts And Opinions.
Love is the most painful emotion anyone can ever feel. It can be amazing while being very dissapointing. I made up my screen name, because I've recently experienced its rath. Love is pain because every good memory makes the loss harder and every bad event or word hurt so much more. It is jealousy because whenever you aren't in love all you see are people who are and when you are in love those who aren't secretly despies you. Most of all it is absolute bliss because every word, thought, emotion, event, memory, and seemingly unoticed every day act is hightened with intesity. Love can get a person through anything if it is strong enough. Hence the name: Love is Pain, Jealousy, and Absolute Bliss. They say, "If you love someone let them go and if they return to you it is ment to be." I can't say that this is a true statment or false but I can say that I hope it to be true. They also say that, "It is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I couldn't begin to a

Thoughts And Stuff
Some people dont know what they have until its too late. HA! That'll teach them to be blind. One can only hope they dont find themselves wishing they had ever let a great thing slip out of their hands...so many do. Some even turn bitter form it...others...feel sorry for themselves. The smart ones learn and never make that mistake again. The brave admit their stupidity and go out on a limb to try and get it back. Something to be admired...bravery. Even better...to be admired and cherished...a person who appreciates their friends and lets them know in no uncertain terms what they mean to them on a regular basis. Even just to reaffirm the friendship once in a while can make foundations stronger and unyielding. It costs nothing to do...doesnt need much effort and it makes the recipient glad to have met and given themselves to such a great friend. It only makes things better. Some people just dont get it do they? You cant expect a flower to grow and be pretty without water and sunshin

Thoughts On How Society Is Fukd
sad to say... but i onli been on here for about 3 wks, maybe.... not completely sure... now dont get me wrong, i have met a lot of extremely interesting and amazing people... but the drama people enjoy causing is ridiculous... i go online to get away from drama i have back home in the real world.. to zone out n forget about shyt... n wen i get here its like theres more drama to deal with... i may not be the one to post bulletins or do contests or wateva.. but at least im real enough that i dont add people for no reason watsoeva.. if i add u or hit u up its cause there was sumthing about your page that caught my attention.. whether u seemed liek a fun person, someone smart as hell who id love to conversate with, or u were just out right amazing to look at... eithr way, i added u for a reason and i like to try to keep up with the friends i have... friends to me are more valuable than family... notice i dont have any family at all on here... ive been screwed over way too many times by fam

Thoughts
went out last night had a couple of drinks..woke up this morning with a yellow tongue this morning and a sore liver....sounds as if u should slow down when i go out then.. Well i say its been well over a year since i have logged in, so it's been quite a while..I got rid some of the crap on my profile.Nowdays i like to keep things simple so i will have a better layout sooner or later.I've finished college and i have just started a new job.I just have to settle down and get used to everything.And my blog is http://darkpitofdespair.blogspot.com for for frequent updates which is every 2 weeks lol. peace out people i just walked three miles..im so tired..sounds bad doesnt it?! im so unfit...

Thoughts
Hi Unfortunately to many times when I read blogs or Mumms or even ppls status lines it is sad, depressing or just looking for something! Thus the reason for this Blog. Yesterday I was afforded the opportunity to spend a few hours on Fubar. I chatted with a few very fun and intelligent people. DJTempty, Unpredictable, Sweet Pixi. Just some friendly banter. I also got a chance to catch up briefly with a couple old friends, crazyheart, wycked wytch, sweet cherri and the dark queen. Thank you all for a very nice time on FUBAR Dan Exxon made $1300.00/ minute last quarter. and the great bush administration still gives them subsidies Afghanistan is going to hell in a handbasket while we continue to to dump billions of dollars in Iraq, and our brave service people are killed, maimed and injured. while bush wants to listen to everyone's calls in the name of "Nation Security" our borders are more porous than ever. bush tried to sell our ports to Dubai remember~ great na

Thoughts For You To Answer Please
FRIENDS ARE SPECIAL SO PERFECT SO SWEET FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE US FEEL NEAT FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE UD SEE THE PERFECT FRIENDS YOU AND ME BY FAIRY FANTACY They think they can take any ones children they want no matter what, even when the mother is not at fault. seems to me we get the short end of the stick... Give us the chance to prove we Lovevour children!!!!!!!!! Not for those friends who do keep in touch with me but for all thows who choose to Ignore me I'm not a point whore so I will be deleating those who so not like to at least day hi to me to all my friends Merry Christmas I'll see you later tonight

Thoughts And Shit
" He walked m-16 slung at his side, through rice patties and forests day and night night and day he walked. He prayed he prayed before his hike and before he rested for the night, he prayed for the end to a war that in a perfect world would have never began. Then the day came the 8th of november his soldiers got carried away. Not by huey's or m-113's but by the angles a heavenly army. He came home got spit upon cursed and despised why? what for? For a country to be able to rest in peace forever more" just a new poem im working on he wakes up with the sun just coming over the land he makes his cup of coffee and sits on the front porch the cool autumm west texas air nips at his boots while he drinks his coffee and smokes his cigeratte as the steam rises off the coffee as he takes a sip and looks over his land. Many generations before him have worked this land and provided for their family as he is doing now. It was handed down to him from his daddy and his daddy's daddy before

The Thoughts Of My Life And Mind
ok i didnt have it easy when i was a child and it still isnt the best my parents and i dont get along at all the both hate me especially my step-mom so yeah any way im tired fuck this im going to bed

Thoughts
Dreams are real......is it supernatural or a way of life.....It's a fascination to have dreams and to interpret them and above all to have someone sharing them. The one that knows me,, knows this. Do I think its freaky? No,,I don't believe it is.....is there a hidden meaning.... perhaps there is. As we follow our dreams, we may find out. 11:14 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Adamtzsch According to philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche (1884-1900), the very origin of the metaphysical lies in the realm of our dreams. Without experiencing another state in our dreams, mankind would have no reason to believe in the dualities of states such as soul and body, or body and mind. Nor would we have "the assumption of spiritual apparitions, that is, the origin of all belief in ghosts, and probably also in gods. The dead man lives on, BECAUSE he appears to the living man [or woman] in dreams." (Nietzsche, Human, All Too Human, 1878). In dreams, I suppose,

Thoughts Unknown.
Darkness A blackened page burns the mind as demons of every size crash upon the stones in a forgotten mine... Beauty sits upon a throne of bones as it grotesquely rots away mindless of its fate laughing at the screams of the innocent as they fall below... Where is the silence of peace... What has become of that what once was gentile... Why has the light of hope faded... Who will come and save the broken and down troden?

Thoughts
And those who have insight will shine brightly like the brightness of the expanse of Heaven, and those who lead the many to righteousness, like the stars forever and ever. Nothing can cure the soul but the senses,just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul. Every spirit builds itself and house, and beyond its house, a world, and beyond its world, a heaven. Know then that world exists for you.

Thoughts From A Wandering Mind
You know...i have figured it out. Life.....is not about what you have....what you want....no. I know...i have it figured out. Life is about.....what u experience......the one thing. Sure...there has has to be a story...a reason for this...right...well, kind of. last year...with my near venture into the darkside (deadside). I began to see that it does not matter that i do not have a castle....or that i am married with 29328477589393 kids...and a trophy wife.....nope....none of that matters. I took some time off in the summer...to get away...and i did....by myself. I spent my night walking city streets...just observing...watched a couple argue for about an hour...then make up. I went over...and said it was really good to see them make up. that...was a treasure. I met a oriental guy today...who is...as i understood...riding his bike around the world...wow. I was fishing...and he was amazed to see m catch fish. As he stood watching...i hooked into one...and handed him the ro

Thoughts
it has been a while since ive been here and for good reason about 2-3 weeks ago my son was arrested here in mb for tresspassing,well i sent him to ny to visit his mom , he wasnt there 2 weeks and he got roughed up by the nys troopers and according to witness he did not get his miranda rights read to him , so ive been busy working andpuling hair and favors to get this kid home safely...what a nightmare this has been! so if any of you read this, i am soory i havent forgotten any of you , but its been craxy for me here, wishing you all a safe and happy easter....as always..rebel today i got a call from the dr regarding my scare about cancer...for the past few months ive been hemming and hawing on the fact that i may have it, and the worst kind for a man...yes folks the oleeeee testy cancer...and i say this for any man if you find your testey enlarged dont play around get a checkup..ladies if your giving your man some lovin...check it out for him...you may save his life.....well right now

Thoughts For The Day
The Seven Wonders.... A group of geography students studied the Seven Wonders of the World . At the end of that section, the students were asked to list what they considered to be the Seven Wonders of the World . Though there was some disagreement, the following got the most votes: 1. Egypt 's Great Pyramids 2. Taj Mahal 3. Grand Canyon 4. Panama Canal 5. Empire State Building 6. St. Peter's Basilica 7. China 's Great Wall While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student, a quiet girl, hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The quiet girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help." The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of the World are:" 1. to touch 2. to taste 3. to see 4. to hear She hesitated a little, and then, 5. to run 6. to laugh 7. an

Thoughts Of Me!!!!
Not sure if moving back to Ny was a good idea.I miss my best friend,but I feel so out of place... On a plus note I have really considered doing webmodeling,and I am so excited.Some people don't approve but I'm an adult and I'm doing something for me to feel sexy and wanted...whats wrong with being desired by many many men that love BBW's???

Thoughts From Your Dream Maker
When I think of sex, I think of connection. An eternal bond, linking one soul to another. Without this bond, sex is merely a physical act, limiting our ability to feel. Most people view sex through the eyes of lust. A powerful feeling. One that can confuse us to believe we are in love. Sex can feel great when with a person we lust for; however limits the ability to feel. It shuts off that inner connection the spiritual link (if you will) between the two individuals. I believe this connection to be vital. Without it sex is just based on visual stimuli or ones desire for immediate gratification. When I allow myself to tap into a person’s spirit, or to wrap myself in their ora, it is like you are connected as one. You can feel what they feel. Like following a path way of energy as your fingers gently pass across their skin. As though there is a communication between the spirits. When you take the time to bond with your mate, you can unlock the bodies’ true potential and tu

Thoughts From Da Heart Of Dat Lilminority #2
this is a poem that i wrote in july of this year. leave feedback. if you like it comment, if you don't like it still comment. i'm taking all PRODUCTIVE criticism. As I lay here thinkin, "What in the world should I do", All that comes to my mind, is me being wit you. I want to be able to love you, I want to be able to care, My life, my love, my hopes and dreams, is what I'm willing to share. But, I'm afraid to fall for you, afraid to give all my love, Because I don't want to get hurt again, by someone that I "thought" I loved. So please.....promise not to hurt me, promise me that you'll care....And then.... My life, my love, my hopes and dreams, with you I will share. My heart to yours I will carefully place, The previous pain I felt, your love alone will erase. Your smile, your style...... That swagger and your walk Your personality and intelligence.....and even how you talk. These are all things that I love about you Oh and I almost forgot, you're popular and cute t

Thoughts
I've been on lost cherry for almost a month and i totally got dumped by this guy i was seeing for it. Why do guys like the whole sexually aggresive woman thing until their teeny tiny pride get's hurt. I can't believe that in this day and age there is still such a double standard. Just because I know what I want and actively go for it, I am some how a slut! What the fuck??!! Men for centuries have fucked whoever they want, all I did was join a kick ass community onlline. Im not upset over him, it's just the point. ANYWAYS...

Thoughts....
You walk in the room, suddenly i feel my heart beat harder than a drum roll, i look at you and see my future in your eyes, a reflection of you me and them, 1 day away from you is like a year after the creator called you home, time seems to come to a halt when i am around you, my heart aches when i know that i have hurt you, my soul soars when i make you smile, suddenly my life have so much more meaning, i feel you in everything i do, the whisper of my name across your lips, the taste of your love still on my tongue, i wake with thoughts of you next to me, only to to slapped into reality that your not there, just the view of your skin sends thrills thru out my body, i fear you and want you all in the same breath, you make me strong when i dont want, you weaken me when i want to be strong, you show me that a 4 letter word is still worth sayin, doin and trustin, you freed my wintery heart, and yet caged my soul in your hands, i wish only to share one starry night al

Thoughts
At one time in my life, I thought I had a handle on the meaning of the word "service." "It's the act of doing things for other people." Then I heard these terms which reference the word SERVICE: Internal Revenue Service Postal Service Telephone Service Civil Service City & County Public Service Customer Service Service Stations Then I became confused about the word "service." This is not what I thought "service" meant. So today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to "service" a few of his cows. BAM! It all came into perspective. Now I understand what all those "service" agencies are doing to us. I hope you now are as enlightened as I am. Suck up this freedom and liberty while you can. It seems that the populace of this country doesn't like it as it is. The constant barrage of the socialistic news media and the Politicians bullspit are folding up America as we know it. I think they have had it too good for too

Thoughts
Why do you think sex and politics sell faster than people accomplishing things? I just wish people would learn how to get along with each other without all this constant bickering and what not. I just wish america would stop all this violence because it doesn't seem to solve anything. I just wish we could just find the right person that would treat people right, respect them, be willing to try new things, keep you laughing, be able to trust a person, be sweet to you, be willing to do anything for you and more. I just wish there wasn't so many easy women but I would rather have one that would make me work so I love when women play hard to get. I just wish women would let men work for them and not be so easy because someone of us men love some challenges that will keep you satisfied in so many ways. Ever wonder what it would be like without all this killing going on all over the world. Ever wonder what it would be like if our president actually was true to his word and did what he sai

Thoughts And Writings
What I found in you was acceptance. In my heart that not only just loved you , but loved you more than me. Goodbye doesn't speak to the feelings. I'm sorry doesn't soothe away the pain. My heart misjudged the woman that I felt you were. Now I must find a way to say goodbye to the woman that never really spoke real love to it...E.D.M.L. What do you do when you're betrayed from within. Your mind leads you in to fire. Your heart tells you you love it. Your soul becomes cold and empty at the reality of it. Lies no longer told, but lived. Dreams played out in a realtime loop. The trust and compassion that gave me my outlook deceased. Reborn is an untrusting, uncaring, remorseless shell of who I once took pride in calling myself. I don't smile for joy, I do so to mask. Love has played it's hand and now hate seems to have delt itself better....E.D.M.L. I've been empty for so long. Filling the lonely with the unworthy and the never should haves. To many times have i laid a needing heart out

Thoughts
why is it so hard to trust people these days????? something i have asked myself i have come to terms that it is to hard to trust because of the mistrust that has been delt out

Thoughts!!!
Its Goose Night and I am sitting home online watching Sixteen Candles, what a mess am I!! With life come so many choices, when do you know that you are making the right ones though.... my answer is you never know... any choice you make is the right one because it is the choice you wanted.... With life there is love and I know that we all can love many people at once.... You can be in love while loving someone so much..... you can be in love with 2 different men or women at the same time.... What a world it is!! Crazy Fate likes to mess us all up.... I think about my life and where did it go... why do i take on more than i can chew... Am I that strong for everyone to lean on me.. why is it when i need them , they are too busy... Where did the time go , why is it flying by... why cant i just live with no worries, no stress.. I need a new job off my feet , no problems.. But today is today and tomarrow is almost here... life wont change because i am stuck , i try to move but maybe im not

Thoughts And Days Of Shy Playful
yup, heard me correctly. i quit... my job that is. i got tired of my manager yelling and screaming at me when other employees did something wrong... i'm not the one with authority, she is... i'm not in management at all.... but yeah... saturday during my shift, i got yelled at 3 times [of which only 1 was my fault actually... though since i'm not familiar with being a keyholder during the holidays, she still had no right to yell] and witnessed her in a bitchy mood for the whole time she was there with was basically the second half of my shift before my lunch break. i couldn't take it anymore. i called home, told my mom i was leaving, told my manager i couldn't work with her when she was like this [which ended only in more screaming, yelling, and throwing things around] and walked out. i worked my shift today only because i had kept my keys for the store and because sundays are the only days that she doesn't work. after my shift, i left a letter of why i was leaving behind in an envelop

Thoughts And Stuff
James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sky. It's another fam

Thought
Shot for the moon even if you miss you will still land amoung the stars.

Thoughts
As I was sitting here today, just trying to find jobs in the area, I decided I wanted a little “music” to listen to. So, I looked up Britney Spears, because I happen to like her song “piece of me.” What I got, was a bombardment of Britney bashing videos. So the thought that crossed my mind was, “Why are people so judgmental.” So I started to think. Are people that insecure and unhappy with their lives, that they must find an outlet at an other’s expense? It starts in grammar school. Children taunt, tease, and bully others because they think its “funny”. Well, who taught them this? This isn’t something that is just part of a person’s “personality” it is part of values and learning. I’m almost willing to bet, that if you know of a child who is doing such a thing, listen to their parents when you’re out at an event. More than likely, they’re going to sit there and talk about others as if they’re “better” than the person of the subject. Is this really

Thoughts From A Teen!
I like this site. It is soooo much faster than myspace! whoo!! The people are nice too! I can't wait to actually do things on here. I have to get points and stuff before I can do much of anything, but I am willing! If you wanna chat, just message me!

Thoughts Wen Im Bored
'All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes to make it possible.' life is what happens to you when you are busy making other plans -john lennon does anyone else really like to play frisbee and hackey sack?

Thought Provoking Articles
What would you do if you had a crystal ball and you could foresee your spouse having an affair 3 months from now? Imagine what it would feel like to know your spouse cheated. Maybe you don't have to imagine... maybe it's already happened. If so, I am truly sorry. Once you've experienced an affair, you've walked through a one-way door you can never go back through again. No matter how much you wish the affair never happened, no matter how much you want your relationship to "go back to the way it was," that can never happen. None of us can undo the past. Whether you're the cheater or the injured person, the affair is a reality you are going to have to live with from now on. That's true whether you decide to repair your marriage or not. The affair is never going to go away. But what about stopping an affair before it ever starts? And what about protecting your relationship from the possibility of future affa

Thoughts And Other Things I Want To Pass Along
Awesome letter...especially the last line. > >> > >> > >> > >> This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is > >> currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent > comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it > >> along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! > >> > >> Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if > >> you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your > homework, and you make an effort to be > >> smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get > >> stuck in Iraq" > >> > >> So I wrote him a letter: > >> > >> I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I > >> am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in > which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic > >> and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. > >> I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and > between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. > >> In college I was a member of several academic honor > >> societies, including the Golden Key Honor

Thoughts
Ok so I retract my previous blog about Steven which was on myspace. He is not an abusive man and I only post blogs when I'm pissed at something or him or bored so sorry to anyone i've misled or made them think less of him... he is a great man and has always been there for me and always will be. We are now broken up and decided to be friends and date other people which hurts a lot but I love him and my main concern is his happiness which I can't give him. So yeah, shit sucks right now but I'm not sad about it. I have accapted this and this is just how it is. True love is wanting that person to be happy, even if it tears you apart. So thats whats up. So I came home for thanksgiving last night like i had planned to. I'm just not really looking forward to seeing my grandma in such bad shape but at least she's still here. I finally decided what I want to do. i'm going to go back to school to be an x ray tech full time and get a full time job as well just to keep myself busy and out o

Thoughts And Words
Ok, so the actual anniversay is tomorrow December 13 but I'm going to go ahead and post this up today. It was on this day 5 years ago that death metal legend and forefather Charles "Chuck" Schuldiner passed away at the age of 34. You see this isn't just another case of "oh another rockstar died, no big deal" because this is far more different. You see Chuck was diagnosed with what started out to be a brain tumor that later turned cancerous and in which case ultimately caused his death. But in the wake of all that it didn't break his spirit or get him down one bit, he was still writing the follow up to the first Control Denied album (his 2nd band outside of Death) and was also still doing tours as to raise money to be able to afford treatment for his cancer. I remember the day it happened, I was a senior in high school in my Web Design class and remember opening up the web browser and seeing it in the top news of the day, I was shocked and I didn't want to believe it but I knew that his

Thoughts...
Breaking Breaking when you have a degree and all of the 24 interviews you went on say you dont qualify what the fuck do i have a degree for? Breaking when you go to catch a cab and damn near get hit by one. Breaking when your lady leaves you for another man just for the curiosity of his race. Breaking when you grow up being told that you’re stupid so many times you believe you are. Breaking when you get beat with everything that your moms can get her hands on. Breaking when you standing right next to your classmate and they get gunned down and aint shit you can do but freeze like a snowman. Breaking when you’ve done things that are against your own morals how the fuck can you even be called a human..The only thing that separates us from the animals is our morals.. Breaking when you’re blessed with a gift but scared to use it. Breaking when your when you let your past heartbreaks stop you from allowing any others, so you indirectly push them away… Breaking when you

Thoughts.
Not downing anyone in this matter.. However, I see a bunch of online drama. Most is very laughable. I admit I get to the point where I'm really like into it but veiwing other people and seein' how they act to certain things are really funny. Relationships online are cool. I haven't a thing against it. But when he/she is talking to someone or showing them something before that other person get's to see it-- it starts a whole new thing. Trouble. I find it really strange why someone would get upset over such things. I mean you get to see it or he/she tell's you whatever. Don't be a baby over it. Don't run away leavin' online or a place you ENJOY being. Now, I'm here for my friends. Helpin' tryin' to give advice. Most of the time it helps most of the time it doesn't. Even with my "flirting" and 'joking" about I see them as a friend and would like to do whatever to help them out.. Was gonna write more, but meh. Peace.

Thought's
Tear drops fall to the Bottom Of the page Please keep turning Nothing To see here One more page on It stings What he wrote last page Pages flip and turn The rhythm lost in method Words fly by Still stings What he wrote on that page Still sting Sharp and prodding What he wrote Still remembering Flip those pages Close the cover Close your eyes Still stings Still remembering Still want to forget Turn those pages Let the tears drop Landing on the bottom Of the page Notice the words Remember those words The shattered mirror The tears land On the bottom Of the page Close the book Shut your eyes Wish it all away At the bottom Of the page Land tear-drops Soaking the words Smuging the ink Left forgotten Close your book End the title Move on Don’t forget Merry licked a little trip then she done some pot earlier that day she knew she had some sheep but were they where she forgot Alice came down from wonderla

Thought For The Day
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Thought This Was Cute!!
Ok guys (and girls too), pay attention! This could save you some day!!!! TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" She is "VOCALLY APPRECI ATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED." 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." 11. She does not have "MAJOR LEAGUE HOOTERS" She is "PECTORALLY SUPERIOR." 12.

Thoughts...use Caution When Reading!
We just found out around 11 pm that my uncle Jim has had a heart attack. two arteries blocked, one at 55 percent another and 60. Life can be so cruel. If you have wondered why, but couldn't figure out what the letters stood for a bra, it is about time you became informed! (A} Almost Boobs... {B} Barely there. {C} Can't Complain! {D} Dang! {DD} Double dang! {E} Enormous! {F} Fake. {G} Get a Reduction. {H} Help me, I've fallen and I can't get up ! A lot of my friends know I have bi polar. It's not something I am proud of, but like many others can't help the fact that I have it either. (For those of you that don't know) It is a mood swing disorder. It's not only hard on the person whom has it but it is hard on their family as well. What chaps my ass about it the most is that I am jugded for having something wrong with me. If it was a physical handicap most would just over look it. Why is it people are like this? For the most part I am under control thanks to my

Thoughts And Poems...
Hurt no words to heal my pain. If I could I would just go insane. The one I love has been stolen by a dame. Tears of blood flowing from my eyes. You'll never see my true feelings for you 'cause I'm ripping them up and burning them deep inside. Your a hater, love is just bullshit to you. You may talk to me, but I'll never talk to you! Leave me alone my heart needs to heal. You've hurt me real bad this time. Just save your words 'cause your walking a thin line. Copyright ©2007 Nicole Marie Cordick TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND.

Thoughts On Love
Thoughts on love Copyright April 19, 2005 A lot of people go through life looking for someone to love and share their lives with. There is something incredibly comforting about having someone special to share your most intimate thoughts with. It is wonderful to know you can say anything and your thoughts are safe with that person; that you can pour out your anger, your hurt, your frustration, your joy, your happiness, your pain and they will take your words and "sift through them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness, blow the rest away" I read something like that years ago and probably worded it differently, but the meaning is the same. It is comforting to know there is someone who understands you inside and out and who often knows you better than you know yourself. It takes an incredible amount of understanding, love and perception to know someone that intimately. It is also extremely powerful and beautiful and probably one of the greatest gifts

The Thought Of The Brat Prince Vampire Lestat De Lioncourt
Greetings and Bonjour to All whom come to find the Dark World of the Vampire Lestat, As you can obviously see this is a roleplaying profile and none of the actors are me, a friend told me about this site and I figured it would be an interesting site to portray the character. I am just stating that I am not Stuart Townsend nor are any of the pictures are of me, Lestat is a character dear to my heart created by Anne Rice. If your a non roleplayer, whom is a fan of the movies or books,feel free to add me, and you can do the same on my myspace profile where I roleplay Louis, although Lestat I perfer but there are tons of Lestat's there. Below is my Louis profile just to show you that I am a deep roleplayer. http://www.myspace.com/merciful_death_in_louis I perfer multi paragraph roleplayers, but for now I shall do oneliners or out of character discussions being there aren't many roleplayers on here. Lestat

Thought For The Day
Men spend their lives in anticipations,--in determining to be vastly happy at some period when they have time. But the present time has one advantage over every other--it is our own. Past opportunities are gone, future have not come. We may lay in a stock of pleasures, as we would lay in a stock of wine; but if we defer the tasting of them too long, we shall find that both are soured by age. Charles Caleb Colton Look up and not down; look forward and not back; look out and not in; and lend a hand. E. E. Hale If a man masturbates while taking Vaigara, is this considered drug abuse?

Thoughts For 2007
okay friends........ i've got some real shit going on in my head at the moment part of it is work related part of it is personal relationship related part of it is friend related some of you know this already but to be fair most of you dont..... i made a real fuck up of my personal life about 2 years ago i hurt the most precious person i have ever met, more than can be forgiven she is the mother of my daughter a truely beautiful person in every sense of the word i have spent the last 16 months trying to rebuild bridges its at times like these you need your friends and family well, my family are divided (big help huh.....) my brother is fucking awesome my brother in law is even more awesome neither of them have judged me........ both of them have been there for me when ive needed it and yet my mum seems to not have any sort of grip of what im going through or doesn't appear to want to know she has seen her grandaughter 5 times on 2 1/2 years i blame mysel

Thoughts For The Day
1. Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can’t even get into my own pants. 2. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you’re in bed with a relative. 3. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with “Guess” on it. So I said, “Implants?” She hit me. 4. I don’t do drugs. I get the same effect just standing up fast. 5. Sign in a Chinese Pet Store: “Buy one dog, get one flea...” 6. I live in my own little world. But it’s OK. They know me here. 7. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 8. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal? 9. I don’t approve of political jokes. I’ve seen too many of them get elected. 10. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and shithead’s. 11. I love being married. It’s so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. 12. I am a nobody, and nobody is perfect; therefore, I am perfect. 13. Everyday I

Thoughts
His boots were worn and tattered From all the miles he's walked His body is beat and bruised From the battles he had faught His m-16 grows heavy As his body grows so weak He hates this hell he faces Cause he doesn't get much sleep His day is almost over When bullets start ringing out His brothers and sisters lay dying As the noise grows so loud He has no hesitation As he drops down to the ground He screems with so much pain As his body takes a round He lays so still not breathing His fighting is finally over His family can't stop weeping As they bury a Fallen Soldier

Thoughts From Within'
Today is Bob Marley's Birthday!! Blessings IN the name of the Most High! Jah! Rastafari!! His spirit and wisdom are as alive today as they ever were! He is a prophet and a leader for all the sufferahs of this world. His voice is that of love, revolution, compassion and might! Most people know him for songs such as "One Love", "Buffalo Soldier" and "Could You Be Loved", but his vision is much more vast than the box that people try and put him in. Even as his songs of beauty and hope blast from the speakers of sufferahs around the world to this day, he was also a spokesman for rebellion and revolution!! Whether intentional or not. To right the perpetual wrongs of all those that wield their perverted power in the fields of politics and organized religion, just to name a few. His strength can be found, still to this day in the most remote regions of the world. Anywhere there is injustice and suffering... there is the spirit of Robert Nesta Marley! On a personal level, I tap tha

Thoughts
I feel like I want a relationship and when I first get in one Im happy and excited but as it slowly trails on I still feel like I have an empty spot in my heart. I am trying my damndest to keep and love the soldier im with. Maybe there is just something wrong with me. Maybe I just should be alone for ever...but if that was the case then why am I still fighting myself to be with this man who loves me so much. For some reason Im happy. Its sooo weird. I had a great night yesterday and today hasn't been that bad. lol idk i keep smilin. that never happens. i walked through a beautiful park last night i didn't even know it was there till i was shown. I got to walk paths and see a gorgeous waterfall. I wore my hooker boots ^-^ and my skanky skirt but hell I had a great ass time. I hope it wasn't a one time thing and happens again. But who knows we shall see my luck...i hope its favoring me. I seem to be lost in my head im in a world of confusion I want something in my life but at the sa

Thoughts
Once upon a time inside a shower of petals not just any pedal, but rose flower petals White, Red, Yellow, Pink and White I laid my body, my soul, my flesh onto our haven a haven we built with trust, understanding & love a love filled to the max of premium, quality of serenity.....I floated My spirit, my dreams, my hopes spreaded and burst in the sky like fireworks when you smoothered me and showered me Your arms doubled my heart and I BECAME YOU I became anger and a yearing, a burning inside me made me scream to the world, to hell and U held me down and I BECAME YOU Your soul cried and the tears covered me and drowned me.... we rocked deep How kisses so passionate, so sweet sweep over my body now like a hurricane lifting me twisting me arms that once so secure so caring hold tight close with no sign of air........... of life Thur me Da' man was killed sorry son-of-a-bitch who can't get pass the many shades of love Thur me with lov

Thoughts
an indian anthropologist, chandra thapar, made a study of foreign cultures which had customs similar to those of his native land. One culture in particular fascinated him because it reveres one animal as sacred, much as in india reveres the cow. The things he discovered might interest you. the tribe dr thapar studies id called the asu and is found on the american continent north of the tarahumara of mexico. though it seems to be a highly developed society of its tyoe, it has as overwhelming preoccupation with the care and feeding of the rac- an animal much like a bull in size, strength and temperment. in the asu tribe, it is almost a sociable obligation to own at least one if not more racs. anyone notpossessing at least one is held in low esteem by the community because he is too poor to maintain ine of these beasts properly. some members of the tribe to display their wealth and social prestige even own herds of racs. Unfortunately the rac breed is not very healthy and usua

Thought For The Day
somebody who is a friend....went into a for friend only album and NSFW 8 of my pics.....as of now will not post anymore for a while....only 2 a special few A man was sick and tired of going to Work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he Prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her Body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted The man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their r school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, Came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the checkbook. He c

Thoughts From The Heart And The Head...
I have a small clock which I keep next to me and through the day, I look at it to keep track of the time. Recently, a family member has come to visit and she asked to borrow it. I didn't think anything of it; after all, I have my 'inner clock' don't I? Well....the first couple of days, I was disoriented and I didn't know what time it was....at all. Not in a specific sense, but even just in a general way. I would wake up early in the morning, thinking it was 6am when it was in fact only 3am. Time to get an extra clock, methinks!! And time to try and re-develop my 'inner clock'.

Thoughts From Boxed Hell
Just lost my best friend,,, he got sick and I had to put him down. I'll miss you. "His Apologies" by Kipling MASTER, this is Thy Servant. He is rising eight weeks old. He is mainly Head and Tummy. His legs are uncontrolled. But Thou has forgiven his ugliness, and settled him on Thy knee ... Art Thou content with Thy Servant? He is very comfy with Thee. Master, behold a Sinner! He hath committed a wrong. He hath defiled Thy Premises through being kept in too long. Wherefore his nose has been rubbed in the dirt, and his self-respect has been bruised, Master, pardon Thy Sinner, and see he is properly loosed. Master - again Thy Sinner! This that was once Thy Shoe, He has found and taken and carried aside, as fitting matter to chew. Now there is neither blacking nor tongue, and the Housemaid has us in tow. Master, remember Thy Servant is young, and tell her to let him go! Master, extol Thy Servant, he has met a most Worthy Foe! There has been fighting all over the

Thoughts
Much like the coming of the New Year, Birthdays have always been, for me, a time of reflection. Celebration of accomplishments over the previous year, collection of goals and dreams for the following year. Assessment of what I could have done differently, and vows to grow and welcome change in the time to come. Sometimes looking back can be difficult and disappointing. It is necessary, in my opinion, for how can one correct the misjudgments of the past if one refuses to acknowledge their existence. My point today, is not to dwell on failed ambitions, or misguided decisions..but to view them openly, honestly, and with the intent of learning from them, lessons ..which without them, I may not have known. I may not have gained much materialistically this past year, but I have been blessed with richness in strengthening bonds with family and friends, recognizing my own weaknesses and taking steps to improve myself, learning to be my own validation, and finally finding my

Thoughts And Daily Ramblings
please go vote me as this is my first 2 things entered and could use your help. click the 2 photos below to go and comment on me as as much as possible to win. all help appreciated and favors will be returned if any of you ever need help. thanks so much and comment me thanks i am at a crossroads in my life right now. confused, mad, sad, angry, just not at one thing, but several different ones. I consider myself to be a good person. I do what i can for people and try my best at all that i do, but i see things as wrong and right in life and there is no in betweens. I am a very honest person and always have been told that this is the best policy. I am beginning to wonder if it is, as it gets me nothing more then confused. You know i think i have lots of great qualitys for someone, but when i just try to be honest with people, then they dont seem to like that. thats ok i guess as that is them. The things that confuses me in this life is people always say how they want bette

Thoughts And Ramblings
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a thousand masks, masks that I am afraid to take off and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled. For God's sake don't be fooled. I give the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game; that the waters are calm and I am in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me, please. My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing 'Neath this lies no complacence. Beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know. I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear of being exposed. That is why I frantically create a mask to hide behind; a nonchalant, sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvat

Thoughts Bout Life
I recently put up 2 mumms life and life 2. In life, i asked the question "are we born only to die". And in life 2, i asked the question "are we put on this earth to make a difference, whether it be big or small". And i have heard many different opinions on life. To answer my first question of life, "are we born only to die". As soon as we are created in the womb we start dieng. So, it shouldn't be only to die. I believe we are born to live, and make the most of our lives before we die. Which brings me to my second question of life, "are we put on this earth to make a difference, whether it be big or small". I do believe we are to use our lives to make a difference, wheter it be big or small. We make one as soon as we are created in the womb. so the biggest question is, are we going to live to make the most difference we can, before we die? Or, are we going to just sit on our butts and say we cant make a differnce cause we are only one person. Just remember the differnce

Though's
It’s early Monday morning and I’m anxiously waiting for my plan to land in Boston. My hands are shaking and thoughts are just running franticly in my head. The question of is this right? Am I doing the right thing? OMG I can’t wait to see you. Even threw my nerves I can feel my damp panties as they rub against my throbbing pussy. My sweet juices slowly flowing from the thought of meeting you and from the knowledge that by the end of the day you will be mine. I can’t stand it much longer the intense feelings running threw my body. I reach under my skirt and run my hands up my leg starting at the knee feeling the smooth cool material of my stockings give away to the even softer feeling of my thighs knowing that not much farther and my fingers will touch my wetness threw the opening in my panties. Touching myself feeling skin that is as smooth as the day I was born. Letting my index finger slowly slip between the damp folds, barely touching myself. My finger gently touches

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

Thoughts I Should Have Had
I clicked on the button it would have been better to have thought what i'd put in a blog. Ah well, sat here, in the dark, with glass of wine, grateful for the contact i find here. I'll try and find something to say for the next time. In the meantime, the thoughts I unfold while mine thanks society's contact are told. ok, morning (1am) and another glass of wine. hope you are all well. what should I have thought/written about ? I guess whatever is going through my mind but to be honest at the moment it's as illuminated as a black hole. Ah well, will try again soon. Cheers

Thought Of The Day
I know this applies to many different women but I think of Plus sized women when I read it. Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back,

Thoughts
You know we accept friends to get to know them, and to help each other out. I have struggled the last 3 months to level, Kare with virgo's even put a bulliten up for me. I try very hard when people ask for the help, to help them. Why aren't I getting any help? I found out this morning that a good fubar friend had passed away on saturday. He will always be remembered as a very good and close friend, may you rest in peace my friend. say hello to my daddy for me. 'TMASTERWIZARD (R.I.P. 11-3-07) okay i dont have chat and dont have my bulletin or my bar tab what is going on?

Thoughts
i saw this in a bulletin and i really liked it so i had to copy it to my blog for others to read. just so you know i did not come up with this. When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no o

Thoughts And Sayings
Never regret your past, its what made you what you are today... If you ever fall in love, make sure he loves you back! I'd rather be loved for who I am, then hated, for someone I am not... Life is too short for regrets, live it like there is no tomorrow!!!

Thoughts
You scored as Pink. Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Pink96%Blue82%Yellow75%Red39%Black29%Purple29%White25%Orange25%Green7%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2">You Are 59% Passionate, 41% Compassionate

Thought Of The Day
The 2 rules of life to live by: 1) Don't sweat the small shit. 2) It's all small shit. Sex is evil, sex is a sin but sin is forgiven...put it in!!

Thoughts And Feelings Of At The Time
Ever feel alone and deperesed even when serounded by friends and family and even wounder if they truely care. I get this way at times that no one gives a damn and yet i'm serounded by friends, i feel alone and lonely and seems like no one seems to care at all and at times i feel like just ending it all. or just giving up and saying screw it i don't care cuz no one else seems to give a damn. I also at times really care for someone and yet i get upset for no reason when they don't return my affections in the way i feel they should and i know that is wrong and yet i can't help myself cuz,to me those feelings are real and are easly smashed.I then feel rejected makeing my feelings of being alone and that on one cares even deeper. Makeing me at times wanting it to all end and or never have been born at all. spidey

Thoughts & Feelings
Sometimes we build walls around our heart at one point or another in our life. for whatever the reasons...it's how some of us survive. It's the only way we know how to deal with pain, loss or trauma...and whatever else life may throw our way. Sometimes we build that wall so high..that we can't even see beyond it. we work so hard to keep others out...and in the process, let all the good things go to waste. maybe not intentionally...but that's what happens when the wall is so far up there. It's because of this wall that we are unable to sometimes move on in our life. The fear of the past repeating itself keeps us from ever letting anyone in. I mean, sure we take the wall down a notch or two...but never all the way. It's a security feature that's always set on "automatic"..ready to go up at the first sign of danger. Once that happens...everything else shuts down. The thing is...you can't continue to live your life in fear of the past. Cause then you're really not livin

Thoughts For The Day
i think that this one of the best sites that i have seen in a while everyone on it seems to be real cool someone is always leaving me comments or rating me and i think that is awesome so thanks to everyone that has either rated me or left me a comment i appreciate it

Thoughts In Form
IN PASSION Oh how easy it is to surrender to the first passions A surrendering of the soul Not so much love as passion Once touched Once felt Once tasted It fills the soul Making it reach for the depths of a new lover's passion The intensity of all the senses Not a gradual filling But like its instantly flung inside of you The excitement of first time passion Leaving a taste for more...kisses, hugs, a brush of gentle fingertips along skin Wanting, craving, yearning for more of that feeling Your lovers hands in places new Lighting warmth inside them Heating that sweetness calling The passion, the fiery of it Leaving a taste, as a delicate sweet does A flash memory of bodies pressed together, lips almost touching, two spirits trying to collide.....IN PASSION! 18 February 2007 Christina "pj" Genco This material is the property of Christina "pj" Genco. Do not reprint or copy without permission. We all sit back and watch the world Some of us wonder when do we get

Thoughts
I SIT EVERY DAY IN PAIN I TRY TO THINK OF THINGS TO MAKE IT GO AWAY I TRY TO KEEP SMILING EVEN THO IM IN PAIN I DONT WANT MY KID TO SEE I HURT, EVEN WHEN I CAN STAND THE PAIN NO MORE I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT THE PAIN HURTS THE PAIN NEEDS TO STOP WHY DONT THE PAIN GO AWAY,IM SO TIRED AND WANT SOME SLEEP GOD TAKE THE PAIN BACK SO I CAN REST PAIN STOP WILL YOU YOU ARE SO MEAN AND UGLY AT TIMES I HATE YOU I sit and think of what i should do , why do people act the way they do to others, why be so mean in the ways they are, how can they hurt people the way they do even tho they have kids that get hurt at the same time, what can be going on in thier minds,

Thoughts Of A Mad Man
Faithful Beyond Death "All that you have was once mine. I cast it away, choosing to live in the darkness instead of the light. Will you throw all you have aside for one who chose, long ago, to walk the paths of night?" Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty! Sticks and stones may break my bones... but whips and chains EXCITE ME!!

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If you have a moment.. please vote for this link for me. It will breathe new life into my small town which is dependent on the historic park for bringing in tourism. The two years it was closed due to previous poor management, the whole area suffered.. thank you in advance.http://pep.si/ggkqKP

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My friend Ron (Raincloud-Honorable Society of Wolves) has a friend who's step-sister is missing, please spread the word so that everyone can see the flyer and hopefully find Megan. Endangered Runaway Case Type: Endangered Runaway Name: Megan Elizabeth Francis Welch DOB: Mar 10, 1993 Age Now: 14 Missing Date: Aug 13, 2007 Missing City: LAUREL Missing State : MD Missing Country: United States Race: White Sex: Female Height: 5'6" (168 cm) Weight: 140 lbs (64 kg) Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Hazel Case Number: USMD070078656 Circumstances: Subject is missing from Laurel, Howard County, Maryland. Subject is known to wear a gold chain with a "Star of David". Subject may be in the company of a Hispanic male by the first name of Javier and in a Red Chevy Camaro ANYONE HAVING INFORMATION SHOULD CONTACT Maryland Center for Missing Children 1-800-637-5437 (1-800-MDS-KIDS) Howard County PD, 410-313-2929, Det. Markley or Det. Perry Click here

Thoughts And Rambles
Well I went back to work saturday at the pizzeria..it was an extremely busy night. Party room was full, all the tables booked and people still piling in so I bussed tables, ade pizzas and tried to keep up...halfway through the night a fellow worked told me that we are on summer hours now. I saw it was 8:30ish and was happy because that meant almost time to go home...WRONG. We are on summer hours now..which means they close at 11 on weekends 10:30 on weekdays and I was working until close both nights when meant closing at 11, cleanup which takes about a half hour to an hour and my back screaming by the end of the night. My back is hurting SO incredibly bad right now and the back of my neck and stll bruised and healing ribs are not too happy with me either. My body is screaming "WHY are are doing this to me? why oh why??" BUT despite the horrible pain it is good to be back at work...to be doing something besides taking pain pills and sleeping all day. I am hurting so incredibly ba

Thoughts
Little Wonders let it go, let it roll right off your shoulder don't you know the hardest part is over let it in, let your clarity define you in the end we will only just remember how it feels our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain let it slide, let your troubles fall behind you let it shine until you feel it all around you and i don�t mind if it's me you need to turn to we'll get by, it's the heart that really matters in the end our lives are made in these small hours these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain all of my regret will wash away some how but i can not forget the way i feel right now in these small hours these little wonders these twists & turns of fate these twists & turns of fate t

Thoughts
As kids we played a game, to see who could hold their breath the longest underwater. We'd have someone hold us down on the bottom of the pool with their foot, and tap them when we were ready to come up. I been feeling like I am playing that game again...I was always the one down there the longest. I loved it down there even though I felt so heavy and weighted down as my chest got tighter and tigther longing for oxygen. Everything was muted, the water a gentle cradle, like a suffocating womb. Except this time there is no one to tap to let me rise up for air, there is no water whose surface I can break. I am dwelling on land right now, trying to do the day-to-day, but every movement feels as if I was still stuck under the water...

Thoughts Of The Kitty-katt
Hmm.. Ya know I hate how I always seem to get myself in over my head. AND! I can never help it. It seems like anymore its out of control before it even begins haha! Curse me and my heart!

Thoughts
Life always brings problems. We really can’t live without them. And so it helps to shift our perspective. We can stop trying to avoid the problems. We can stop feeling victimized by what’s happening. Instead, we can consciously work with the challenge of the moment to learn more about ourselves and the world. When we make this shift in attitude, we discover ourselves to be strong and powerful. Every lesson is a widening and deepening of consciousness. It is a stretching of the mind beyond its conceptual limits and a stretching of the heart beyond its emotional boundaries. It is a bringing of unconscious material into consciousness, a healing of past wounds, and a discovery of new faith and trust. -- Paul Ferrini The Prince had all his young life known the story of Sleeping Beauty, cursed to sleep for 100 years, with her parents the King and Queen, and all of the Court, after pricking her finger on a spindle. But he did not believe it until he was inside the castle. Even

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Please if you can help me out. I am in the best Scenery Picture Contest....It Ends Monday June 4th @ 7:00pm Eastern time Hugs and Love CLICK ON THE PIC TO COMMENT BOMB A Numb Heart Although there is love all around the heart feels half empty. The heart is still lonely; looking for what in life is going to fill the other half. The emptiness doesn’t even hurt anymore, it is just numb. The numbness is rejection, rejection of past years. Numb to the world, it is time to find what lies deep in the heart. This heart was never set free, free to live, free to beat, free to feel. This heart was always told it could not feel it had to be strong and not show emotion. It was always told that if it showed emotion it would be weak. Weakness was never acceptable. It is time this heart learns to look deep into it’s self and find that other half. Broken Soul It is not the pain of a broken heart any more but the pain of not feeling like you were good enough. The heart has heale

Thoughts
He came to me again as he always does touching my soul and wetting my eyes with tears. His dark eyes searing stright into my soul leaving me empty when he leaves. His arms that once made me feel safe and warm in his embrace now leaves me cold and alone. his words that once comforted my tired and restless mind just leave me longing for a another time. Perhaps Ive lost what little sanity I have left. Perhaps I want to be near him again so badly that I create his appearance to somehow torture my wounded soul. Or perhaps its the guilt I feel that creates his image over and over again to remind me of my past sins.There are times I could spend hours dwelling upon things I have done wrong in the past but dwelling will solve nothing for its in the future that I can make a difference. And its in the future that he will come again and again. As darkness falls her thoughts become scattered. Like an old piece of cloth her lucidity becomes tattered. She falls upon her knees and prays to anyon

Thoughts On...
Hello everyone, I very rarely get behind a politician. usually i despise them, I wasn't too fond of Clinton, until i had to deal with 8 years of bush. I'm registered to vote as an independent. i claim no political party. In the past i have cast votes for Republicans and Democrats and whatever Perot was thinking. I remember hoping that McCain would get the Presidential Nomination instead of Bush, because he used to have such integrity. This year something strange happened. I became inspired. by a politician of all people. Since that has happened, i have donated at least $300 to his campaign, something i never pictured myself doing. ever. but it happened. I want this man to be the President of the United States. So tomorrow, i am voting for Barack Obama, because i feel he has the ability to restore America to greatness. Please, when you vote tomorrow, ask if you are motivated by fear or by hope. Thank you for reading, andrew PS Vote No on Prop 8, bec

Thoughts On Fubar
So I posted up a MUMM about me being back and how I so desperately wanted a 30 day VIP again. I also asked if someone would be willing to get me one. Well someone voted YES!!!!!!!!!! But I still don't have my VIP! Someone PLEASE HELP!!!! I will do anything at all if someone buys me one. Within reason of my knowledge base that is. Like don't ask me to build a nuclear missle, that's sort of out of my range of knowledge. Anyway, here's to hoping! Thanks everyone and it's great to be back!! OK here's the deal about this whole down-rating petition going around. I suspect alot of people feel this way they're just not willing to say it, so here goes... As far as down-rates are concerned - I've only rated probably 5 people at MOST a '1' and that was because they messed with my friends. As a rule, I give everyone a 10 or an 11 if I REALLY like their profile. But it should be MY DECISION to rate someone a 9 or an 8... Will I defend my decision to rate someone a 9 or

Thoughts
Just wanted to say a quick hello to all my friends and family. I have been really busy this week with work and my kids so I haven't had much time to come one here. I will be catching up with everybody this weekend and next week since I am off all next week due to spring break. Got to love working for the school district with all the holidays and vacations..LOL Hope everyone is well! See how close the bad guys live near you.......interesting...... When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house. Red, blue, green, dots will surround your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots, a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. Disturbing...and eye opening!! This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. It is another tool to help us keep our kids safe. It is www.familywatchdog.us

Thoughts And Poetry
~Wishes~ Look up in the night and find the brightest star, star light star bright I wonder who you are? Can you really love me , is it really real? will it be my passion or my heart your out to steal? Kisses in the dark ,the darkness over whelms me questions in the light, so bright its hard to see. my bodies ridin high, on the love your out to give. will you give then take it back ? through this one will I live? I think my wish is this ...and its coming from my heart, for the one I love to love me, without rippin me apart. can't help but wonder now. a promise is a lie? a dream is left to dream and girls are "made" to cry? You make your wish and close your eyes , does that mean it will come true ? will you spend your whole life wishin , while life is passin you.? I hold on tight into the night wishin he wont go. but daylight comes on way to fast for me to ever know and I cant get inside him he wont let me see, I hold on tight to the night but no ones

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Burning of Greenwood, Oklahoma - The Black Wall Street by Samuel Black After the civil war many African-Americans settled in Oklahoma because of employment opportunities from the oil fields. Around 1908 the community of Greenwood in Tulsa, Oklahoma was established. The Daily Tulsa Star was an African-American owned newspaper. Businesses owned by African-Americans flourished. Their communities were the best. Their schools were excellent. Greenwood was coined the Black Wall Street. However, because of jealousy, deceit, and discrimination, Greenwood was burned to the ground by white racists on June 1,1921. Based on the growth of African-Americans in Greenwood, Jim Crow laws legalizing segregation were passed in 1908. However, following World War I, the United States Supreme Court declared the Jim Crow segregation laws unconstitutional in 1915. African-Americans progressed thereafter without restriction. Growth ensued. Consequently, the African-American community became subjected to

Thoughts, Poems
Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die . Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the Internet and they won’t bother you for weeks . Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky ... Not really good for anything, but you still can’t help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60’s, people took acid to make the world weird Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.

A Thought...
A desire so wanting to the depths being wonders in taking grasp of mate so warmth of frigidness. waking to day's morn truth of blind consuming of breaths as nothingness by side engulphs emptiness. Within Gazing Blackenedness of tainted beseaching love's posions drifting below of the Known slumbers awating upon shadows of no existence. I looked within today and was blinded but not by the light that I was told that is meant to linger within. I was blinded with eyes wide and gazing upon the shadows that were masked in the Darkened drewy forests slowly withering upon the sands as time timidly spin forth. Taking in being terified of what I discovered, outward I turned and finding only love tainted with lies and barbfull lust as is sears into the depths of those fallen for its desierable surface. How horrible to be caught up in such a trap... Feelings that surface Emotions that folly Heart to pieces it lays. All I've known to be so horrid as it consumes the slightest hope tha

Thoughts
just my thoughts ya know things come and go for a reason in ur life. Walking thru a dark forrest and things looked bleak and black. slowly walking waiting for some light... and BANG another knock on the head which makes u loose self confidence so quick "omg i failed agaain" then in no time at all a Gift is dropped into your lap.... a gift that has opened doors...of things i couldnt believe. I see there r People out there believe in me. So im ready for the ride of my life with HRR and somthin special in the wind......... big hugs to those there for me today special hugs to wicked and Matt u guys know why:) april 17th My Lil man son come home to me after 3 1/2 yrs oh he has made me smile laugh cry soo much... so awesome to have him back. He makes my every day brighter and sunnier to see his smiles, get his hugs and kises and hear him say " I LOVE YOU MUM" & GLAD TO B HOME WITH YOU... something i learnt they always come home sooner or later when they know its good for them..

Thoughts
I Reside WIthin the darkness I reside Sitting silently by your side You are unaware I am here The unspoken words You won't say Yearning to get out yet unheard Wanting accepted Only rejected Within the darkness I reside JLC-2007

Thoughts From A Serial Cynic
It's been a while since I posted a blog. I am gonna try to do this more often. Anyway, I haven't really looked at mumms or anything before this week. Now since they're such high point totals for each vote, and furthermore they get you alot more points if you make one. With that said... People...mumms are really not that serious. Real tough life situations are really not crucial to be posting on a mumm...whether you should stay with your cheating boyfriend or take your kid to therapy or your whether you should accept that your son is gay or not...I mean sure, it's always nice to have that outside opinion...but do you really want it from a bunch of immature strangers who really couldn't care an ounce less about your problems? I'm not trying to be a pessimist here, but think about it for a second...how many sincere, thoughtful people have you met on here compared to the care-free, full-of-shit ones? I bet the assholes way outnumber the others. Now think about that...how many as

Thoughts On Things.
So I am a new member to this site. I wonder a few things about it these things are as follows. 1) WTF is this site?? A place where people ask the be rated or whatever, a fuck hangout, or just another simple site on the net like myspace or whatever. Anyway I go to to looking at some people I have noticed they have been adding the following to their site. I love someone, a child, son daughter with autism. I would like to point out a few things about this subject to help people know a little bit more about that issue we all face. According to the CDC I believe it is we have 1 and 147 kid with autism. In case you are wondering that is more people that die each year in car accidents, drunk driving deaths, lung cancer, and so on. By the year 2010 i believe it is they say that everyone in the US will know someone with some type of autism. If you think about it That's a lot of people that will have autism.. I believe they said it will be 1 and 36 or something like that by then.

Thoughts
Obligated to return your favor of empty compliments and useless come-ones with fake lines of want and excitment..... That is how i've always felt You're hot... You're sexy... I want you.... Thats nice... but... I want more I deserve more I am worth more I want you to know me... I want you to Like me... I want you to SEE me... I can't pretend that it doesn't matter anymore... I can't pretend that i don't care ... So today..... I choose ME over your empty compliments and useless come-ons... I choose me for a change. I choose to care about myself deeply, passionately and incredibly....... A constant battle between heart and mind, I’m doubting where I stand… a thin fine line between right or wrong… A choice. A matter of what I want and what I need. Have I become the person I despise? Who am I kidding? Will I feel or will I freeze? Will I be exposed or will I leave?

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So it is 10 30 at night, I just went and picked up my airboat for work tomorrow, went to start it up and nothing. So I started working on it and found out a floater is sticking, which was bound to happen at some point. But still, it is late at night, and I gotta have it in point aux chene at 6 in the morning and I need a carberator. All because I wanted to be lazy today since I got the day off, I am in a bind. I should have gone ahead and grabbed it earlier that way it could be fixed. Goshdarn procrastination. I'm passing out now. Maybe a magic monkey will show up in the middle of the night with one and fix it for me. We had our share of busy times, weve had our share of quiet. Weve had our share of working hard, and times that were a riot. Weve had our share of differences, and sure, weve had a spat. Weve had our share of making up...And man..We're good at that. Weve shared the good, Weve shared the great. Weve shared a tear or two..And I woukdnt trade a moment of the times Ive shared

Thoughtstonowhere
SO my stepdad has been working long hours all week. My mother has been in the hospitol with pancreatitis for the past few days. So there has been nobody home for around 8 hours a day during daylight hours. My step dad came home today when it was still fairly light outside and noticed all the tree's on his proporty were broken, knocked down, knocked over didnt matter if the branch was 3 inches thick or three foot they knocked it back over the fenceline and tore it off the tree with a huge piece of farm equipment.Still sitting in field.. All the tree's that were shading the proporty were' broken. Some are back into the field we just cleared a couple weeks ago to plan a large crop of veggies and fruit. Now we have reclear it again before we can till it up. NOT to mention how much colder and windier its goin to be this coming winter without as many tree's to block the wind. Is this legal for the farmers to do to our land?? I spoke with my family and the neighbor and they said they t

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Lil Q Birthday: May 17, 1982 Birthplace: St. Louis, MO Current Location: St. Louis, MO Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: black Height: 5'8 Right Handed or Left Handed: left Your Heritage: black The Shoes You Wore Today: Jordans Your Weakness: big cities Your Fears: God and death Your Perfect Food: chicken & hot sauce Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: fix truck and get a place Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whats poppin Thoughts First Waking Up: look outside Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, chest Your Bedtime: 3am Your Most Missed Memory: driving my car in 2001 Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: no Do you Sing: lil bit Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: yeah Do you want to go to College: yes D

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We were just friends at the start, Always having fun, never apart Then one day, something sparked The next thing I knew, you had my heart. The days flew by, I lost track of time Everytime I was with you, I was on cloud nine. Then one day, I asked you to be my girlfriend I exclaimed, yes you said! and prayed we'd last until the very end. No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy, Happy that I was with you, and you were with me. With me in your arms, you told me you loved me, Then gently I kissed your forehead and you gave me a squeeze. I was convinced you were the one for me, Apart from you, I would never be. Just when I thought all was well, Was when you began to put me through hell. You said, we should just be friends That's when I knew it was the end. I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why, It was all I could do, not to begin to cry. Where I once saw love, I saw nothing, I couldn't believe you no longer felt something. I lay in

Thought And Feeling
Thoughts and Feelings So many things on my mind Really don’t know how to unwind Kids are screaming through my ears I want to scream, but who would hear Deep down my mind is hurt By what was said It was lower than dirt All I want to do is lie abed Things keep spinning round and round Everything just seems too loud As a mom, what should I do? All I want is to hear Thank You! Just how do we make them see? That what we say is what’s to be All it comes down to is more and more What I can’t give them I feel sorry for Still it comes back around I want this I want that They think it’s just allowed What are we a welcome mat? These are all Thoughts And Feelings I can not hide!!!!!

Thought For The Day
The man who believes he can do something is probably right....and so is the man who believes he can't. So believe you can and you can acheive anything believe you can't then you are right YOU CAN'T!!! Free Myspace Pictures from drewpydraws I hope today is better. and it should be since i don't have to work. Ever have one of those days you would like to choke the living crap out of some buttwipe that deperately needs it. I'm having one of those lifetimes. Everyone seems to be crappin on me and some i just can't do anything about it. My family would like to choke the living crap out of my hubby, especially my neice. I just wished that i could win a lottery and be able to have nice stuff and all the bills taken care of.

Thoughts From Mrs. Free
Damn... I gotta learn all this too!! Ahh what we do for friends! Anyway I just had to pop the blog cherry! MUWAHHH!! Together Forever the_only_mrs_free Sometimes I sit and wonder why You make me feel like I can fly My love for you is so very strong I've searched for your love so long Into you're life I stumbled in But still you managed to give a grin That was the beginning of our life together I knew then, it would be forever We then learned about our little addition Which required a serious decision We decided to keep that little man Which led to a wonderful plan Some day soon we would be married I walked down the isle while I carried Our life and love were proven true Together Forever, just me and you I learn more about you everyday And realize that I love you in every way Master the_only_mrs_free I want to be your slave, grant all your desires Your cock is what I crave, let me feel your fire You know I've been bad, wanna spank my ass? My kitty gets gla

The Thoughts Of Cameraman
oh one of the joys of life is dealing with the clowns in nigeria who tells us that we've got millions of dollars waiting for us. I've just wasted some clown's time for an hour on messenger - and he thinks i'm going to send him $12000 so that I can get $5m out of africa. ask for more info! Thought it's about time that I joined the blogging band-wagon, to add a few random thoughts of my own. Well, why not? If anybody wants to say anything about what I say, then do please feel free to get in touch. I'll try to reply promptly, but can't always guarantee that. For a start, working three days a week in an internet-free office makes life complicated enough as it is, without keeping up-to-date with fans, friends or family or any other passers-by. There's another blog of mine on the go, which I started a year ago, to report on my three-week massive (well, it was to me) trip of a life time. 'Bout time I caught up on that as well. Any-old-how, yesterday was mixed: I scatt

Thoughts...
To make me feel happy You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm the one. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours.

Thoughts From The Mind Of The Broken & Confused!
I met this (man) in march of 2007. He totd me he had beed separeated since May of 06'.I like a dumpass I believed him, We started dating for awhile just for him to come tell me they were trying to work things out. So I butt out , I told him I would be there for him if he needed me. Well, she went to GA for IDK what and called him from a bed of another guy. So he called me, Of course I came. Then she came back down they started to try again. He was taking to me on the computer because they were fighting. She ended up putting him in jail. I was there for him. She hauled ass to GA. Ans this was after she tried to run me over because she knew I was pregnent with his child. Which i lost. He moved in with me after getting out of jail and there was no contact for like 6 months then she has her sister call everyone they know to try and find him. So in new years eve he was on the phone with here for god knows how long. Needless to say evertime se came down he had to sleep with her. But tellin

Thoughts
It seems no matter where you are in a relationship it's always lacking trust, and like a key opens a door, trust is what opens a heart. Without trust you begin to worry day and night somehow gaining insecurities within yourself that makes you question the love you two share. You start to feel unworthy, you have so much to say, will there ever be trust or just that constant pain, because of those feelings there's an emptiness in your heart. you feel it's easiest to just move on, but you wonder if you'll ever find a love so strong, so just take his hand, put your trust in him, because love without trust isn't love at all..... Why am I afraid of the word L.O.V.E? It is so simple to say…. But so hard to do for me…. Maybe it isn't love that's hard it's trusting… Trusting my thoughts…. Trusting my desires…. Trusting my hopes…. Trusting my dreams… Trusting my heart…. Equals my love… Why can't I love you? I don't love me enough to love you w

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I never watched the movie because I was one of those people really hit by it not because I lost anyone in my family that day but because the world lost a lot of its people. I guess they were able to grab enough information to make the movie so it seem really real like this is what happen. People calling family memebers to say they loved them. They found out the bomb was fake. They killed two of the bad guys before they broke down the door to the pit I guess what they say is that the bad guy had the plane up side down at one point and by the time the good guys could get to it. It hit the ground and maybe it was on purpose so that it would not get to its location to destory another one of our buildings of America. I was in college that day and several of my friends where in the Libary I heard them scream OH ! MY GOD. One friend said the Tower just was hit by a plan I said no no it wasnt your pulling my leg as I looked in the Libary as the second plan hit and my heart stopped as my sc

Thoughts & Poems
Went to a party Mom... (read all the way to the bottom and sign your name) I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? A

Thoughts From A Mother... (i Miss You Ryan)
I display this candle in memory of my son, Ryan Wayne, who passed away 3 years ago today from Cancer. I also display it for every other mother who has lost a child. I will continue to display this candle up until May 28th, which is Ryan's birthday. He would have been 21 this year. I miss him so very much. I love you Kiddo!

Thoughts For The Day
if a woman wearing a thong farts does it whistle like a blade of grass between fingers ever try slamming a revolving door if the indians had butchered a cat and offered it to the pilgrams we would all be eating pussy for thankgiving personally this sounds like a great idea

Thoughts
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Thoughts No One Cares About...
I try to be an individual, spiritual, miniscule. But secretly bigger than life itself. Taken every single tool off the dustry shelf, Recreate heroes and honor the timeless. Reincarnated, domesticated, harmless, That is until unleashed, released. For the good of the race, such a slow pace. It will kill us indeed, reached doom. In amazing speed, could have reached the end with some slight slack to spare. But no, that's impossible, not considerable. So lets make the most money off our doom, and damn the damned. Keep blaming the blamed. Fuck the innocents, put their head to the flame. There is nothing to die for, nothing left to live for. So what is left to exist for? Can we fix it, remake it, upgrade and sell it? We might not need to fight. But money is money and it tastes sweeter than honey. The power paper can give us is a sickening feeling. Respect, honor, honesty, left with no meaning. They were gone at the feeding. Of the demons with no names, loyalty to the

Thought Provoking....
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn ' t loud, and it wasn ' t too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn ' t quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

Thoughts
All are quotes from J. Krishnamurti "There is no end to relationship. There may be the end of a particular relationship, but relationship can never end to be is to be related." "The moment you have in your heart this extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed." ..> "What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it." On love and death "I wonder if you have ever known what love is? Because I think death and love walk together. Death, love, and life are one and the same. But we have divided life, as we have divided the earth. We talk of love as being either carnal or spiritual and have set a battle going between the sacred and the profane. We have divided wha

Thought And Questions Over Coffee Alone.
I was at the bar the other night and I saw your face pass me by again. It was a ripple in time and all of what was in momentum paused while you moved. I was standing on the corner and I saw you pass in a car with out saying hello. Then again it was a dream that keeps moving along in fast motion and maybe I was waking up. I have been waiting to see you, but you never turn my way. Last night I dreamed that I was next to you and you never let me go. This morning I drank my coffee alone and I thought of you. I don't know what love is…I thought I did, but when there is only one giving it, is it really love? Why does this man speak of love so much, when he was so damned afraid of being around it? Is a wounded heart like any other wound, does it heal and become stronger or does it scar over and become very tough and ugly? Why do I feel safer in front of friends and smile for few hours, then in front of someone that possibly could make me smile for the rest of my life I feel like I need

Thoughts From Me
Just because Rev. Savage and I don't give you a ten shouldn't make you mad. Sometimes the pictures we see don't flatter you. As for the soldier who insulted me, My grandfather served in the military and I have the utmost respect for the military. It is because of our soldiers fighting for my freedom that gives me the right to say what I want and rate your picture how I want.

Thoughts And Quotes
i found this quote and when i read it it really hit home "*~* Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who don't.Always believe that everything happens for a REASON. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody ever said it would be easy...they just promised it would be worth it. *~* if my heart could If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cried because you told me you don't love me and a part of me has died If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea and leave behind this hurt I feel I'd take the chance and flee but no...I'd love you still If a broken heart could cry a river to float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea would you change your mind and go with m

Thoughts And Opinions
As it applies to real life of course.It seems to me that today dating isn't even worth trying anymore. It is a wasted effort. If you are not the hottest thing around you really don't have a chance with the opposite sex in your area. Men and women are both guilty of it, so don't say it is only the other sex that does it.I see it everyday, people ruining good relationships over the next " Hottie" that comes along. They also ignore potential lifetime mates to chase these impossible dreams of happy ever after with these fake or uninterested people. WAKE UP PEOPLE! You are setting yourself up for failure for which when you do settle down with someone, that someone will not be able to A)live up to those standards or B)have to put up with the emotional and sometimes physical baggage that you bring into the relationship. Now I know they say it is healthy to dream, but I think it is highly unhealthy to chase a dream that you honestly know is never going to be happy. If you are looking for someb

Thoughts
cuz, i pissed a juggalo off cuz i dint wanan just be a fuck budy to him and that he flirted alot and now idk wtf to do, im acually crying and dnt normally cry, he made me feel ike some sort of lil hoe bag bitch idk wtf to think anymore, im in love but he hates me and is playing me, im so hurt and cinfused i love you is a 4 letter word...so is bullshit. ppl say love hurts...did it hurt when i cut his dick off? yup, love os awesome, espaicall when i sparypainted on his fav 89 covete hope the pussy was worth it and ;last but not least SIZE SO FUCKIN MATTERS!!! AND IF LOVES NOT A GAME WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PLAYERS?????

Thoughts From Poetic Justice
thank you for everything thank you for all the good that has come from our relationship. thank you for always being the one who was the voice of reson when i was all but lost. thank you for giving me a beutiful child that i can always see in my dreams. thank you for giving me an angel that cause me to think of my every step before i take it. thank you for always being the light in my insaine dark prison. baby in general thank you for all that you do and will do. Tis is a lovers dream when all one can see is the haze of bliss created by the hart and all the cares of this world and the next fades in to obliveion. Tis is a lovers dream when the one they love is all that is need to sustain life.There is no need for sustanace of food nor drink here. Tis is a lovers dream that is never apperant untill that dream is lost amongst the sea of dicord and hatered. This is a place that no brave soul dares to tr

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This is the most cogent and powerful essay on the threat of Islamic terrorism I have seen. Dr. Vernon Chong. It is without a doubt the most articulate and convincing writing I have read regarding the War in Iraq. If you have any doubts please open your mind to his essay and give it a fair evaluation. It's also eerily applicable to other current issues such as Iran's nuclear program, immigration, NAFTA's impact on American jobs, trade deficits, etc.. I had no idea who Dr. Chong is, or the source of these thoughts, so when I received them I almost deleted them, as well- written as they are. But then I did a Google search on the Doctor and found him to be a retired Air Force surgeon and past commander of Wilford Hall Medical Center in San Antonio. If you would like to see who this fellow is, go to this Air Force web site and look him up: http://www.af.mil/bios/bio.asp?bioID=5000 ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Subject: Muslims, terrorists and

Thoughts
T.V. show after T.V. Show, movie after movie, sex has become the most talked about subject of all. Write a book on the subject sex it will sale. But what happen to informing society about having safe sex. Safe sex is the way to go by using protection (condom) "Wrap it up" is a quote that needs to be more worldly advertised a little bit more. There are way too many diseases spreading for people not to practice safe sex. Believe it or not there are diseases out there that haven't been name or discovered but are spreading at a rapid rate. We've got to put a stop to it and the only thing we can do is inform others what can possibility happen if they wish not to practice safe sex. Time and time again I see girls get pregnant and do not have the finances to take care of a child or start a family. If you are going to have sex wrap it up or else you may catch something you can't delete and handle. Sexual diseases are real people make the decision to wrap it up before it's too late.

Thoughts About Love
The Pair Robert Ellis Running Pair He and she Coats of white They live to be A matched set Mates for life Across frozen creeks And fields of white They fear no creature Great or small Side by side They defeat them all Love and devotion Bonded together in this life or the next Always forever Not just bodies But hearts mated too A pair of White Wolves Me...........and you Bleak kisses Hopeless Then my mind makes the turn Healing rides upon black clouds The stoning of my heart, suddenly dissipates With a wise decision Time heals all Sometimes too fast Many times too slow Growth, is growth Whether from triumphant moments Or rash and foolish mistakes Wisdom is not promised Just as knowledge does not grant salvation Bells ring as good prevails once more Leaving a temporary emptiness That washes away in the damp mist

Thought For The Day!!
Thought for the Day: If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring. He sends you a sunrise every morning. Face it, friend - He's crazy about you! Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Read this line very slowly and let it sink in ... If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Thought And Rantings Of An Emo Mage
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Name Age Location Hair Eyes Piercings/Tattoos (& where?) Where would we go on our dates? Who are three of your favorite bands? Do you drink/smoke/drugs? Do you like the beach? Would you go with me late at night? Do you like to watch movies? Would you stay up and watch them with me all night? How would you rate your kiss? Favorite body part on a GIRL What would you say is the best thing about yourself? What do you like best about me? Would you want to date me? Why? I thought that it was amuzing. :) I might need to have any guy that likes me fill this out. Hhhhmmmm..... What do you all think? ~ Chris Huh... I really didn't think that I would join another one of these type of sites, but I guess I did. :) Either well, I just wanted to say hello to anyone that might actually be paying attention and whatnot. Haha. Much love to all. ~ Chris

Thoughts And Poems...
Happy is the day when life seems to start going your way. Happy is the bubbling goodness that you feel inside when you know something to be right and true. Happy is the world around you when you are happy too. Happy is the feeling you get when you see a friend after a long time apart. Happy is when you spend time in your significant other's arms. Happy is the laugh of a little child. Happy is the knowledge that you have friends out there that care. Happy is achieving a goal that you have worked long and hard toward accomplishing. Happy is celebrating after achieving that goal. Happy is knowing that you are truly loved. Happy is having family that cares. Happy is laughter. Happy is a smile. Happy is a good conversation with a caring mother. Happy is reading a good book or watching a good movie. Happy is having a great day with friends or family. Happy is love. Happy is joy. Happy is peace. Happy is faith. Happy is gentleness. Happy is goodness. Happy is temperanc

Thoughts Of An Army Wife
I found out Jan 1st that I'm expecting again. I'm having another baby...YAY!!!! My daughter is going to be a big sister..I'm so excited! Join me on MoneyExchange. It’s free to sign up, and you’ll even get $25 when you open your account. After that, it’s free to send. What a day yesterday. First of all when Mike got paid the 15th of August Mike switched banks. He transfered $760 from Bank of america to USAA bank. It didn't go through the first time. He called bank of america and they said it didn't go through and to try it again. So he did. This time it went through. There was $760 in the USAA bank now. A few days later there was another transfer of $760. So now we had $1400 in the bank somehow. Mike checked the bank of america account to see if it was overdrawn $760 for transfering it twice. It said we were not overdrawn so we figured maybe some other way we got this money and it was ours now. Well yesterday we found out the USAA bank is taking the $760 back now. So our ac

Thoughts O' An Erotic Mad Scientist {cheshire Grin}
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Thoughts
Why does being lied to have to hurt so bad, especially when it comes from someone you really care about like family? I have heard no word from her. Wish she would have called me. Now I am tired. If she decides to go out late now, it's not happening. I have to work tomorrow. I want to see her. Maybe we can just talk and hang out. Bored... About to go to bed.. Tired.. My mom and sister are coming in on the 4th. Almost can't wait. I know my mom can't either for more than just to come see me. She wants to get away from my brother for a while. He's been so attached to her for really three and half years if you want to count the pregnancy. I am getting excited to see my older sister. You know now that I think about it. I have never loved anyone so much as I have loved any one person in my family. I hope and wish I could find that women I can show the same love and joy with. The joy I speak of comes in the anticipation building up to seeing someone I love and have not see in

Thoughts On Life...
I thought this was a good topic... A woman was asking if it was OK to date someone that wasn't a christian, or just has different "faith" then you ? I totally understand your fear... I have loads of "faith" in my belieffs (although I'm not religious) And my last girlfriend wasn't sure on hers yet or just has different ones... she did feel like I was pushing my "faith" on her... but that deffinatly wasn't my intention, I mean doesn't everyone want thier partner or friends to understand them ? I know I sure want to know what my friends believe in thier hearts and share in it... doesn't mean I will believe it aswell. I believe that "faith" is personal...and "religion" is social, "religion" is ran by men... and "faith" is ran by your heart. (this kind of sums it up for me) For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it."--Matt 16:25 I think it kinda means follow the "faith" in your heart, not what someone has told you t

Thoughts
Love is a battle We fight, throw things at each other Things flying here and there The battle lost or win There is no glory In the end, it was just a silly step Love is a war We does ugly things To piss at each other Humiliation,insults and in many other forms The war itself is ugly When its over We wonder is it worth it

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Domination All along the waste and wild legions of lost scream in pain A million shattered destinies all slowly drowning in tears of flame Break the chains around your necks lick your wounds you Dogs of War Raise your banners ever high and ravage the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination Rotting from the inside out ripping away to the core A million lies unite as one slaughtering innocence for evermore Sound the mighty drums of doom march to this black heart of fate Clawing, tearing, slashing deep defiantly fighting our fate I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination Turn the waters red with rage burn all the earth shore to shore Open wide the Gates of Hell defile the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination ...my Domination Into The

Thoughts Of Ame
Hey Everyone... My name is Teela online I go by Ame. Ame means 'rain' in Japanese. Here is the low down and dirty on me... I am 21 years old. I actually just turned 21 on the 30th of June. Yea me for finally being legal to do everything. My Birthday sucked ass... For one I didn't have a drop of alcohol all day. Oh well, such is life. I am have been married for three years and because of that I have a beautiful daughter. She is 18 months old and her name is Pamila Alisun. She is life. I love her to pieces. I almost lost her in her first year but she is alive and healthy now. I love Asian culture. I am currently studding Japanese. I watch anime and dramas. It is a fun and great way to learn about everyday life and how the language actually sounds. I am trying to learn the language (writing and speaking) but teaching yourself is a lot harder. I love to sing and dance. I know it sounds silly but I take ball room dance classes at the senior center. It sounds cheesy but it is

Thought For The Day
alright...i never thought i would have to do this on here....not like i do on yahoo...but it seems no matter where you go, there are always some jack asses that want to fukk everything up and be childish...i never thought that i would have to stroke an ego here(i know....what was i thinking right?) anyway...i was bored today so i went through and rated some pictures...and no i didn't rate everyone a 10 i'm not that kind of girl...i am honest and i do not stroke egos...ok maybe i do, but i have to know that ego very VERY well...and even then i don't do it often, just ask my husband Lord Chaos...anyways...to you jack asses out there that cannot handle honesty...i feel sorry for you, but i still will NOT rate your pics a 10....and if you want to retalliate with rating my pics low...do me a favor and just block me i don't need the petty shit in my life online OR off line a thought for today...hmmmm....well today i had many thoughts...one of which was just how lucky i am to have the friends

A Thought
So here is my thought for the day .. .well someone else' but it seems to fit life in gereral The problem with stupid people is that there just is not enough smart ones to eat the stupid ones .. It would eliminate hunger PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoi

Thought For The Day
My Dearest Pirate Mike Passed from the pain of this world on Wenesday.. the Viewing was Friday. Now I am in Omaha to see another friend thru Major surgery on her back.. So All those who Know Memaw stop by here page and leave a Nice note to help her fell Loved too.. Stay Safe All. And Thanks For the Prayers They Helped me a Lot Just Knowing You all were there with me when I did need you.. Be a Peace.... Dee One of my husband's duties as a novice drill instructor at Fort Jackson, S.C., was to escort new recruits to the mess hall. After everyone had made it through the chow line, he sat them down and told them, "There are three rules in this mess hall: Shut up! Eat up! Get up!" Checking to see that he had everyone's attention, he asked, "What is the first rule?" Much to the amusement of the other instructors, 60 privates yelled in unison, "Shut up, Drill Sergeant!" I love it, when I sign off here I guess there is Lots of lag time in the network cause I have had several people

Thoughts
just sitting here thinking how bad can things really get .. then i stop and think of all the people who dont have homes and dont have a hot meal or a warm bed to sleep in .. why do we always feel sorry for ourselfs when there is someone out there who is worse off than we are. things dont always turn out like we want them to .. its like the cycle of life one minute we have good luck then we have a ton of bad luck.. its like a roll of the dice we never know whats gonna happen from one min to the next.. ok thats enough from me tonight

Thought For Tonight
the thought for tonight ..... some people think that they are better than others .. but in fact they arent no one is better than anyone else .. if there was a perfect world with perfect people in it we wouldnt have war , crime, or homeless .. it doesnt matter if you are rich or poor ... you are a special person.. this is the thought for tonight ..

Thoughts, Ramblings, And Stuff
Well guys, I'm back :D I disappeared for a little while, but I couldnt leave my wonderful fuFriends for too long :p The most recent news is that I'm 2months pregnant with my third, and just broke up with the father. Too much drama, I couldn't take it, I didn't deserve it. I kept giving him more chances to straighten out and well...Nothing came out of it. I can't be with someone who I can't trust and who has gone back on his word too many times. I'm done expecting change and not seeing anything. Now while I'm not perfect and have done some pretty stupid shit too.....I'm pregnant now, and I have to take care of myself for the baby's sake. And being utterly depressed and irritated all the time, fighting and bitching and wanting to slit my wrists just didn't seem right with me. So, I left. And that's it. What's done is done. Can't change the past. Time to move on. And on that note...here I go...getting ready to walk down a road as a single mom-to-be, try to be sta

Thoughts
Have you ever just sat back and wondered if you could turn back the hands of time and do it all over again Would you? What would be some of the things that you would change? Would you change anything at all? I know I would! Have you ever noticed that when you are younger you have so many dreams and goals. But, as you get older and older they begin to fade! It seems so impossible to ever accomplish it. I was always told that if you don't like the way your life is the only person who can change it is you! I truly believe that, because if you don't who will? I was also told you could be anything you wanted to be. I believe it. Sometimes I wonder if I could go back and change things, How would my life have turned out? Would it have changed at all? Just looking back at everything I feel like I could be so much more. I feel like I have failed at everything I have ever did, Because I have!

Thoughts And Stuff
The other day when I met, for the first time IRL, one of my friends at a park all I could think about, at the time, was sex. Thoughts about going down on them and of how they might taste; thoughts of how special and wonderful it would be to know the person in a biblical sense; thinking of what would happen if i didn't please the person sexually; etc... Well anyways, when providing feedback about our meeting they mentioned that talking about sex with a person who you've just met is a really big turn off and I made the comment like, "Well, I guess you knew where my mind was..." or something to that effect. They might already know this, but just in case, I want the person to know that I'm not some sex-crazed lunatic and sex is not all that I think about...most of the time...It just seems like ever since I got my first taste of it about 3 weeks ago, that's all that I've thought about and I really wish I would stop, and Hopefully I will stop, but for the time being, to just bare with me.

Thought Of The Day
LIVE well LAUGH often LOVE much Do you agree with that? God says: When somebody punches you on the right cheek, give him your left cheek Question: When somebody kisses me on the right cheek, should I turn left also? :) :) :) Hope this made your day. Talking is so close to sex. You get satisfied after that... ORALLY :) :) :) :p :P :P PS This came out from a conversation with one nice person - sounded quite funny and witty when in live. Hope you get my point. Didn't mean to be vulgar :)

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“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because th

Thoughts I'm Having Today
A juggalo isn't a person who paints their face and chants about hatchets and clowns. A juggalo is a person who isn't fake. Just a person who doesn't fit in. A misfit. We don't worship clowns, idols, and figures. Were not about religeon. We are about whats right and whats wrong and how you go along in life and the friends and homies you make. Learn the fucking story. If your going to hate us. Have a fucking reason. And if your gonna say they are rascist. Your FUCKING wrong. WE are completely AGAINST that shit. We believe that if we are good in life and good to others. Then we'll be rewarded in WHATEVER afterlife there is. Thats what Shangri-la (heaven) is all about. So if your with me. Comment this shit. Make it BIG. Keep passing it on. Naughty JuggaLette (I made this. cause i was SICK of the fucking critisism.)

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is something else happening today then remebering this shit damn guilty we are all so stop bothering me UTzone-Sound5.uax-Redeemer(Sound) uploaded by zns_desire

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Last night I stepped down from SER Management and Dj'ing. I think that is one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life. Everyone was very supportive of my reasons, and thankfully it is that way...I had a few ppl that thought I was doing it for attention...but what the hell let ppl think what they want, I love my SER family and will still support them, I just needed to do this for my own personal health..sometimes it is so easy to get wrapped up in the Drama on Fubar you forget to take care of what matters most. Everyone takes things on this site to seriously sometimes and forgets that it is an escape. I started to do that and it caused me some serious health problems. So by stepping back from everything I was doing I am hoping to just get back to what I joined this site for and maybe even get some of my passion back for other things... Death looms over all.........sometimes it is closer than anyone really thinks.......whether it is the fact that I have no meds to take or wha

Though For The Day
When in England, at a fairly large conference; Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.' You could have heard a pin drop. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospit

Thoughts And Prayers Needed..
My little cousin who I spoke about in my last blog.. She went back up to the hospital yesterday morning, around 4am, the doctors never checked her, wouldn't even hook her up to the monitors.. She has been in A LOT of pain.. Indescribable, and the doctor said it was all in her head.. Well she got a very nice nurse at the hospital, and she checked her at 11am, and she was dilated at 4cm.. So her nurse immediately hooked her up to the monitors.. I arrived at the hospital at 11:45 and she was already at almost 8cm.. She delivered her baby at 12:51pm.. She had a baby girl.. Sadly to say, she didn't make it.. We aren't exactly sure what happened, because she did have a heart beat, while she was still inside.. Something happened during delivery.. Either she suffocated or she had a heart attack.. We wont know for sure what causes her death until we get the autopsy results back.. My little cousin was transfered to the ICU floor, where she has been listed in Critical Condition.. she is on a brea

Thoughts Of A Madwoman!
His fingers caress the softest part of me, teasing, showing me what is to come. He takes his time to make the moment just right. He's gentle, kind, wants to please me. For everything he does right to my body he will never understand that no matter how he touches me, no matter how sincere he is it will never be whole. He might have his whole mind and soul there, but me I'm absent. It's empty and alone just a carnal moment of pleasure to make time pass by. Too much alcohol has clouded my better judgement and I gave in to temptation. He's there but I can't see him, I can't see anyone. My head is spinning but is it the booze or is it the fact I can't stop thinking of you, wishing it was you that was here with me right at this very moment. To him there are feelings and emotions involved, for me it is an empty cold one night fling that will never be anything more. Selfish, mean, shallow, I might be. I would never do something so rash or careless. I'm the good girl who does not make ripples i

Thought Of The Day!
Sometimes you gotta run away so you can see who will run after you. Sometimes you gotta talk quieter just to see who's listening. Sometimes you gotta step up in a fight just to see who's on your side. Sometimes you gotta make a wrong decision to see whos there to fix it. Sometimes you gotta let go of the one you love just to see if they love you enough to come back. My Wish for You in 2010: May peace break into your home and may thieves come to steal your debts.

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Thought For The Day
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, it's at the end of your arm, as you get older, remember you have another hand: The first is to help yourself, the second is to help others. Audrey Hepburn

Thoughts To Ponder
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 a piece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE **************~* 2.Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? **************~* 3. OK.... So if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the "Jags" and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are known as the "Bucs," what does that make the Tennessee Titans? **************~* 4. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? **************~* 5. There are three religious truths: A. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. B. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. C. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. **************~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes

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A Few Good Doorman" ...You can't handle the truth! Son, we live in a world that has bars, and those bars have to be protected by men with black shirts. Who's gonna do it? You? Your drunk friends? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You weep for your drunk friend who got kicked out and you curse the doorstaff. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know- that your buddy getting tossed, while tragic, probly saves lives. And my existence, while grotesque to you, probly saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me at that door, you need me at that door. We use words like float, identification, stamp. We use these words as a backbone of a lifetime spent watching a bar. You use them as a punch line. I have neither the time nor inclination to explain myself to a person who gets loaded under the blanket of Security in which I provide, and then questions the manner in which I

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You Thoughts of you have drifted near I sense them in my heart Along with all the sorrows not being with you has brought My tears are no longer empty they are filled with pain and such The sea they form is lovely yet deadly to the touch. When peaceful sleep encloses me I only dream of you These dreams are what hold me when my wishes don't come true This longing never ends and will never be satisfied Until my life is over and my heart and soul have died

Thoughts About Marriage
Getting married is very much like going to a continental restaurant with friends. You order what you want, then when you see what the other fellow has, you wish you had ordered that. At the cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" the other replied, "Yes, I am, I married the wrong man." Man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is really finished. Marriage is an institution in which a man loses his bachelor's degree and the woman gets her master's. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" And the father replied, " I don't know, son, I'm still paying for it." Young son: Is it true, Dad, I heard that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her? Dad: That happens in most countries, son. Then there was a man who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married; and then it was too late. A happy m

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In light of recent events in my own life, I thought it fitting that my blog this week focus on playerism. For your reading pleasure, I present the How-to Guide to Being a Player. The Rules To Get the Girl/Guy: 1.) Dress and act the part. Clean, well-kept people are more attractive. Over-dress as much as possible. Invest in good shoes (especially men!), and learn as much about everything as you can. You never know what situation you may be in that will utilize acquired skills. 2.) Pick your victims carefully. Over-emotional pawns can be hard work to handle as they will require quite a bit of maintenance. Strong, independent pawns, while more of a challenge, also require a lot of maintenance. The game is stepped up a bit. It's like going from easy level on a video game to hard. You have to be more on your game, more creative in your approach, and balance the delicate line between non-commitment and non-interest. 3.) Perfect your lines, your approach, and your pu

Thoughts For The Day
Love is Very hard to find....easy to lose...and difficult to forget. So be true to the ones you love because you hold their heart in your hands.You have the choice to either crush it....or keep it safe by holding it close to your own heart. Whether it be the love of a sibling, a parent, a friend or a lover....make sure you tell them you love them all the time!!! You never know when they might not be there to tell them....or when it would just simply brighten their day to be reminded that someone cares. With so much sadness and hate in this world....its so important that we remember the wonderful things in life like love....and also the people that have given us a place in their heart. Much love goes out to the people who have let me into their hearts.....and who have found a place in mine as well Curvalicious xoxoxox

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Without question, the greatest invention in the history of mankind is beer.Oh I grant you that the wheel was a fine invention,but the wheel does not go nearly as well with pizza

Thoughts Of Me, Myself, And I
Beaten and bruised Shattered dreams Ripping open at the seams Feeling unwanted and used Soul screaming for itself to hear Lacking the ability to answer the questions Scavaging through the dense fog for a refuge Wanting to end this pain trodden journey Pounding on oneself over and over Trying to beat out the inadequacies It has to be something about me But then WAIT ~ STOP Looking in the mirror at the ragged beaten soulSeeing what I have done to myself Wiping away the tears of ineptness The tears of pain and loss Tears of fear and anger Seeing the bruised eyes of someone who....has done this for years. Asking herself why do you do this? What do you accomplish by it? When are you going to stop this self critical crusade? Damn myself...I am my worst enemy. It isn't you or her or him or them.... IT IS ME DOING IT TO MYSELF. So stop it I say....stop beating me up. I AM NOT GOING TO TAKE IT ANYMORE! I am not going to take it anymore...Hahahahaha!!!!!! Diary of a sic

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GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A wonderful Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much , and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but no

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you know whats hard? being the right guy not possible everything you do something will go wrong something will bug her something will push her away and there is nothing you can do to change it you can try you can make yourself different but in the end it doesnt work in the end you just end up failing i want to be that guy who doesnt i want to be the guy who wakes up tyo take care of the baby who takes the kids to the park to play ball does the dishes laundry cooks cleans and does everything so my girl can be happy and relax when she gots home from work or school or something if she decides if she wants to be a stay at home mom all the better for her she is happy and thats all that matters to me i want to be the guy that shows her love unconditionally i just dont know if she wants to be with me all i know is that i like her and want to show her the world and a side of guys that she has never seen bc the guys before me have all been asses i dont know maybe soon she

Thoughts And Poetry
In the early morning a whisper comes to me A love so pure and tender beckoning to me come hither say the voices crying out in dreams. Abandon inhibitions come to the angels' den Where desire mixed with feeling and the golden light of love is sprinkled as a perfume throughout the air. Where is this poignant perfume that permeates the air? Breathe deeply the forgotten dream it is everywhere. Although I love you so and most likely always will. But the time has come to let you go, No matter how I may feel. For darling it's like living worlds apart. You in your own world And I am in mine. Know that you'll always be deep within my heart. From now and until the very end of time. Each night I feel so empty and so alone, A deep yearning to be held by you. Yet

Thoughts And Conclusions
The beautiful elegence of the city flew by as my foot was on the petal and my eyes were forward. My excitement grew knowing the many different features that the city has to offer. With my mind racing, my friend screams at me to turn. I almost missed our exit. We laugh. Last night I walked down the infamous Bourbon Street. Most locals will say they would love to get rid of it and they stay away from it at all cost. I did for the most parts. We enjoyed the artist studios and the shops on Royal. We always enjoy eating at Pat O's.....and I love Razoos but I didn't get to do that last night. After Pat O's, we got on Burgundy and started to walk back to the hotel....We ended up meeting a local couple and had a nice chat. Weekend is coming up and the weather is finally cooling down. Just the simple changing of the season and a smell in the air can bring back memories for me. High school, bell rings and the mad dash for our cars. Ah I see the "Egg". I had a 1986 Mercury Tracer hatchbac

Thought These Lyrics Are Awesome Written By Page And Plant Called Thank You
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me. Kind woman, I give you my all, Kind woman, nothing more. Little drops of rain whisper of the pain, tears of loves lost in the days gone by. My love is strong, with you there is no wrong, together we shall go until we die. My, my, my. An inspiration is what you are to me, inspiration, look... see. And so today, my world it smiles, your hand in mine, we walk the miles, Thanks to you it will be done, for you to me are the only one. Happiness, no more be sad, happiness....I'm glad. If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me.

Thoughts
Sometimes I just say what is on my mind Some people don’t like this about me but so what I am going to continue to say what I feel and think If people don’t like it piss on them If they don’t like it that I am so blunt too bad They need to deal with it and get over it Why do we do the things we do? We make decisions so fast without even thinking sometimes Then we have to live with the consequences forever. Sometimes we do things without even thinking Why do we do the things we do? How many times do we have to do stupid things before we learn? How many people do we have to hurt before we realize what we are doing?

9-11 Thoughts
(This post may seem unpopular at first, perhaps even enraging, but bear with me a second and read this through to the end, please.) I'm sick of hearing about 9/11 every year. Yes, it has had a great impact on our way of life, all of it bad, and I don't need a reminder of how the two worst criminals in American history, George Bush and Osama bin Laden, have become unwitting partners in destroying this once-great nation. On 9/10/01 the world was about the same as it is now: people got up and went to work, their kids went to school, and business was as usual. The economy was in the toilet thanks to the Bush economic policies that were the revival of the already-failed Keynesian supply-side economics called Reaganomics. My beloved Denver Broncos played a MNF game that night and I unfortunately saw Ed McCaffery break his leg in what would be the beginning of the end of his all-pro career. It was a typical day. 9/11 came and we all know what happened. America went through one of

Thoughts
The keeper of silence hides behind a thousand tears. My soul is lovelorned. All in itself, this "love" is devoid of reality. IUt is rapturous at first sight and freestanding. The souls cursed from birth to desire the imaginations subject. This psychosexuality is intense and leaves no room for error. You have seduced my senses, latched onto my naked soul. Vindicate me, Free me, Love me.......This is palpable, yet slowly vanishes amongst my imagination. Strong desire running through me; like a fast rush of pure extasy. It's a feeling strange yet completing. Passion, at its peak of burning. Flames within, burn with an ember glow; Lighting the way to endlessness. Pureness defining every movement, Letting time slip away to affinity. Emotions driving the impulse of thought. Allowing thought to fad away into the smiles of my lips. Delacate touch, tender and soft, with fingers so careful, leading me. Paths twist and turn symbolizing us; Careful, y

Thoughts Of Hate
I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I don't need your resistance I don't need your prayers I don't need your religion I don't need a thing from you I don't do what I've been told Your so lame why don't you Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die I don't need your prison I don't need your pain I don't need your decision So what should I do I don't need your approval I don't need your hope I don't need your lectures I don't need a thing from you I'll be sorry when I'm old You're so full of shit man Just go Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Boom I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do I'll be sorry so you've said I'm not sorry Bang You're Dead Die mother fucker die mother fucker die Die Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth No pretension, execution, live and learn Rape and turn Fret not fam

Thought For The Day
LET IT GO .... by T.D.Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can' t make them stay. Let them go .. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I

Thoughts And Dementia
he woke up late, skiped the usual routine went straight for the coffee, usually followed by hours of rigurous preporation for a lengthy day of ignorant customers who by company standards are always right, but by personal opinion is the dumbest person you've ever talked to. He gets into his car, starts the vehicle, puts on his seatbelt, still feeling tired and woosey from waking up in such a hurry, wonders if there's anything he's forgetting, as he pulls out of his drive he remembers he forgot his pen, so he pulls back in and gets out, once he gets back into his house he wakes up, and starts all over again, this time....who knows?????????

The Thoughts Of Raven
Why is this pain so hard Why is this life so wrong Why is that every time I say I love you You say I don't Why is that I say I want you You say you don't Why is that every time I look In to your eyes I see pain Why is that you look in to Mine you cant see the divine Why is that you have lost your faith Why is that I still have mine Why is every time I see you with him Why is that you are not mine Why is that you have said that I'm a god but I feel that Im not Why is it that I cant sleep At night when the dreams Have not yet gone away Why are my thoughts so long Full of words gone wrong Raven The Thoughts of Raven Why is this pain so hard Why is this life so wrong Why is that every time I say I love you You say I don't Why is that I say I want you You say you don't Why is that every time I look In to your eyes I see pain Why is that you look in to Mine

Thoughts & Things...
WOW ~ It's been ages since I've been on here and I do apologize to all my friends & fans!! It's been a wacky summer - but I am well, back, and ready to play!! Hope this summer has treated everyone well - I know I am ready for winter though! Any Phoenix dweller can understand my desire to escape the excessive heat we've had the past 3 1/2 months! I will post again soon!!

Thoughts Of A Sad Soul
I wish I could understand Body: After all these years I wonder why I let it fall apart like I did. "Things fall apart," I say, and wonder why people don't hold on just a little bit tighter. After it's broke it's useless to fix. The crazy glue may hold fast, But the hairline cracks still show, a reminder of the fall, constant and nagging. And so I wonder why I would have let it come to this, knowing there is no repairing the jagged edges. "Things fall apart," I say, and I suppose there is nothing one can do about it. I turned my head and your wisdom Was wasted on me. Not everything falls apart. Not everyone lets go – only me, seeing no reason to hold on, finding no will to prevent it, let things progress this far. "Things fall apart," I say to the guy behind the bar. He gives me a look that says, "I know", And refills my drink one more time. Thoughts of a sad soul Curre

Thoughts And Whatnot
hey all, well i figured i would write a blog on here and whatnot. Well to start, I am currently an overnight stocker for walmart and have been for 4 months now so thats going pretty well. Also I've recently quit drinking and started to workout and take care of myself now. I made the decision to do this for a couple of reasons, one i was tired of how i felt both mentally and physically, how i kept gaining weight and it got to the point of just not being fun to drink anymore. Now that doesn't mean that i wont ever drink again, but for now i'm concentrating on cutting out my bad habits, i do smoke still but in time i will be quitting that as well. Another reason i decided to stop drinking and workout is because within the next year or so, i plan on going into the IL Air National Guard. I have always liked the air force plus its extra money and it would be closer to home. Now the only downside is that i will have to retest due to the fact that my score on the asvab test was high enough to

Thoughts
The wonder of that which you cannot see,only feel. themagic of that which you cannot explain,only discover. The warmth of that which you cannot locate,only capture.The one gift which can have endless recipients at any given moment in time and space, is the gift of love. It is the greatest inheritance any being can procure on any level, and affords the fortunate addressee the only pure expression of joy this life can offer. Many have attempted to explain this magical fervor, yet no one can pinpoint how or at exactly what moment love comes into being amoung souls. As the old may say that life is fleeting, such can be love. Fear not, love. Relishing in its source embracing all that love calls to the heart, seeds fruit within the soul that is everlasting. Love unbrellas the spirit with supernatural animation whereby increasing one,s capacity to recieve, share and give love back. The verses found within this mind mirrors the souls that love has touched in varying degrees, during varying con

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Who cares if a soldier dies Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" .Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But w

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Click the link and leave your bid as a comment....not on here Own me permantly!!! im tired of having crappy auctions so this is my final auction!!!!! the person who wins owns me permantly!!! Noone loves me on here i swear!!! or go here if it doesnt work http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1559622&i=3936779055&albumid=1071419 SGT. Edmund Jo hn Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp, but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you is listen to what he had to say. Listen up and pay attention. To all of the Cindy Sheehans and Al Frankens of the world. To MSNBC, CNN, NBC, ABC and CBS. To all who call themselves Americans. Hope Rides Alone by Eddi

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*~*Blossom*~*Date: Oct 17, 2007 4:48 PM What you're about to see may be shocking.Hope you're readddy.='(This is Jacqueline Saburido on September 19, 1999. This is her and her Father, 1998. This is her on Vacation in Venezuela. Birthday party as a child. At a party with friends. The car in which Jacqueline traveled. She was hit by another car that was driven by a 17-year old male student on his way home after drinking a couple of hard packs with his friends. This was in December 1999. After the accident Jacqueline has needed over 40 operations.Jacqueline was caught in the burning car and her body was heavily burnt during around 45 seconds. With her Father, 2000.

The Thoughts Of Life Chronicle
I read once that: No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE. From those words I see a lot of truth. Through my own personal days on this planet I have found that in my own life, It is only when we make the CHOICE to take a CHANCE and WORK at love do we win at love. So I guess it’s the same thing but just the way it happened to me makes it more profound. I have lost once even though I thought I had put in the work. To my surprise just when love was the strongest it has ever been in my heart I found myself without a CHOICE or a CHANCE to make it WORK. Tell me a bed time story...

Thoughts
Well I am fixing to final try the real world im 18 soo its time to grow up and be a big people. I am actually looking forward to it. I cant wait to go cuz to me i am invading my mothers privacy. Shes done her job by raising me and now its my job to move out and Raise my 15 month old son Michael. I aint gonna be one of thoses kids that still live with mommy and daddy at the age of 24- 25. Im not gonna depend on them all my life like most people i know. Im gonna move and raise my son and teach him well. Moving out will make me stronger. more battles for me and more responablity. It will make me feel good cuz then i can prove to these people who be hating i aint like them i got the resonability, Shit im more mature then most teenage moms. I am Ready I really am. See I have this best friend and this person is amazing. I love em to Death but theres a problem that always gets in the way from our friendship the other half. Always controlling and always is a bitch. I really cant take no more.

Thoughts Of Mind, Body & Soul
"God determines who walks into your life.... it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go." Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry, but you can give life a thousand reasons to smile. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness, You'll Never get back! "whats meant to be, will always find a way!" "Look into

Thoughts
Why do people you consider friends do a complete about-face for no apparent reason? They claim to have feelings for you then suddenly stop talking, won't even take a message from you or give you any kind of explanation as to why. It hurts and pisses me off at the same time. It adds stress, when I don't really need more. Between work and school I barely have time to breathe. Anyone have ways of dealing with similar situation? It's been a bittersweet and difficult time for me for 12 years.

Thoughts
what is it with people on messenger? If you leave your status as availible and heaven forbid you leave the glue spot that your ass sticks to for awhile, they automatically assume that for some fucked up reason your "ignoring" them and get all pissy about it. People, wake the fuck up and grow some common sense! What is on the other end of that screen is a HUMAN BEING, who has an actual life outside of talking to your ass, or in some cases putting up with you. And what about those ones who if you dont answer in a short amount of time, they repeatedly hit the BUZZ button...........That is the worst thing to do to someone who suffers from migranes! I cant stand when people do that. Its like they think you have to drop everything your doing right now to answer them.......and its usually stupid shit too. Then you get those ones that if someone they know writes a blog(which is usually just thoughts or bullshit words anyways)that points to everyone in general they automatically assume that

Thoughts???
Too Much or Not Enough!?!?!? SO which one am I????? Too tall, or not tall enough!?!? Too dark, or not dark enough!?!? Too stocky, or not skinny enough!?!? Too much hair, or not enough?!?! Too nice, or not mean enough!?!?! Too ugly, or not hott/cute/handsome/sexy enough!?!?! Too picky, or not selective enough!?!? Or is everything just too much for me......................

Thoughts
Sometimes I wonder why life has led me in the direction I am currently headed. I am not totally oblivious to the decisions and mistakes I have made that have drastically altered my course. I can think back and clearly recall experiences that were beyond belief and some that were nothing short of devistating. I alsoam completely aware that at any moment the "tides" could change and I could wind up "sailing" in a completely different direction. Sometimes I wonder what kinds of things my future has in store for me. What people (good or bad) are going to walk in (or out) of my life. Which ones are going to be permenant "fixtures" and who will be just temporary. After a while, I start to realize...... Why should I waste my time and energy wondering and worrying about that? No point in it, really. I am responsible for making certain choices that mudge me in the direction I am destined to head. But, I honestly believe that what's meant to happen will happen regardless----- It's De

Thoughts On Life
thoughts on life Last night a 22 yr old young man was killed in a head on wreck west of tye texas. It took me back to when i was 23 and made me realize just how lucky i am to even be here. We go through life looking at just today lets live for today forgetting that God has an ulitmate plan for us all. My family has been very fortunante we have not had a death due to a vechile accident as far as i can remember my brother lanny came very close back in 1986. The doc said that if the board had gone 2mm further into his eye he wouldnt have made it and my Brother Carl got t boned by a drunk driver and now has rods in his leg from it. This boy wasnt so lucky he was prounounced D.O.S. . I look at the accident and look even though i probably never even met the boy it makes me think how much potential he had for his life. Speed limits are there for reasons and thats to prevent things like this from happening. Lives are precious folks so yes live each day to the fullest but search for gu

Thoughts Of A Dying Man ....
Your eyes are like old seas, two lines of a song that is not written yet. But your eyes are like the winter cold, i can see them, on my mirror drawn with wine, old and happy. And your eyes are like a burning prison, that sings me song treason Old songs of no reason. No reason, love does not need a reason.

Thoughts...
hey kiddies! i have a bum load of pix and they need rates and comments! also, check out new pixie hair. its madddd cute! my cuzzy nikki has a new fubar account. if she was previously your friend, or you just wanna see a sexy girl, please add "beautiful desire" so she can level up again Beautiful Desire@ fubar okay so my photo was marked nsfw, which totally pissed me off. first of all, i have a shirt on. how come other girls, even bouncers, can have primary photos in the bras or less. second of all, it is no more suggestive than other photos i have seen. even comments are racy here! third of all, my photo is not a suggestive body part with no face. i have no eyes because my name is anonymous, so thats the whole point of having no identity. it is no more suggestive that girls who have primary photos of only their mouth and/or tongue. there is no face there how is that acceptable! and lastly, how the hell can i guy get away with having a primary photo with his penis, but i get marke

Thoughts When My Son Died
TORREY , ITS NOT GETTING EASIER SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE. I LOOK AT " YOUR STAR " UP THERE AND WISH YOU WERE HERE. YOU " WERE A SPECIAL ANGEL " GIVEN TO ME FOR 24 YRS AND OH HOW , I ENJOYED WHAT WE HAD FOR THAT TIME , I JUST WANT TO HOLD YOU AND TELL YOU " HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU " AND TELL YOU THAT MOM HASN'T CHANGED , AND SAY I'AM MORE " COCKIER " THAN EVER . AND I TELL IT , LIKE IT IS . BUT YOU KNEW THAT ALREADY . ALL I HAVE IS " MEMORIES OF YOU " YOUR SMILE , YOUR SOFT VOICE OF YOU WHEN YOU TALKED , AND SO STUBBORN JUST LIKE ME. TORREY I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU SON , AND IF GOD WAS SITTING ACROSS FROM ME , , I WOULD TELL HIM , THANK YOU GOD FOR LEANING HIM TO ME . OH GOD , WHEN WILL IT GET BETTER . I'AM FAR FROM "PERFECT " AND " DEFINITELY " NOT " ANGEL " . I THOUGHT MY MARRIAGE WAS " BAD " THIS WAS BEYOND WHAT WAS DONE TO ME WHEN I WAS MARRIED . THE VERBAL ABUSE , ,PHYSICAL ABUSE , MENTAL ABUSE DOES NOT COMPARE TO WHAT WAS TAKEN FROM ME . THE CHILD THAT I CARRIED AND RAISED AND LOV

Thought For The Day
Give trust to no person , that you cant give to yourself first.............. by RFB In the depths of winter I finally learned there was in me an invincible summer. -- Albert Camus

Thoughts
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?RomanticYou are the all around romantic lover. You like the candles and romantic candle light dinners.You probably sweet and sensitive. Keep going your great!!!!!!Sex-Intimacy Quizzes I was just thinking about the way things happen in life and how you have these people that always say things happen for a reason....and then when something bad happens to them they cry why me...well it goes to show there is no reason or rhyme for things, sh*t happens, sh*t will continue to happen, SH*T on it! Get on with your life....Life is too short to sit and worry about what people think about you or I shoulda,coulda,wouldas....so just think of things as things and wait till the really major SH*T to put the worry lines on your face....stress spelled backwards is sserts....it makes no sence in either direction....so SH*T on it and :) :) :) :) :) :) May peace be in your heart and go with you in your daily journeys!!! Psycho-billie

Thoughts And Rants About Fubar, Life, Love And Friends
Dear friends, Those of you who know me, know that I don't usually rate random pics. I like pics of you, pics of things in your life, because I am usually (lol) genuinely interested in my friends. If you have posted NSFW pics of yourself... Well first of all, I won't look if you're a guy. And ladies, I probably won't rate them, I will likely never comment them. It's not that I don't appreciate them. There are no points awarded on any NSFW pics for ratings. The pics are personal in nature and I would rather not comment them publicly. Everyone has beauty. If you see that I have actually clicked on an NSFW pic belonging to you, consider it a compliment. I have stopped to admire someone beautiful. I'm not perving, not just looking for NSFW. Rather stopping my regular routine to appreciate, admire and take in the beauty that you have shared. BUT If you were mine and you posted NSFW.. I'd be pissed off because I would want you to be ALL MINE!! LOL 8-P Have a GREAT day ladie

Thoughts And Stuff
Funny thing about all this FEMA Detention camp conspiracy stuff.... 1) The department of homeland security in and of itself does not have the authority to take or hold prisoners. The DHS agency is merely a umbrella office to coordinate information between various agencies of the US Justice Department, Intelligence Agencies and the Military. 2) In a martial law situation, the military has full authority to shoot first, and forget about asking questions. It takes more personnel to guard people than it does to bury them. Speaking from the viewpoint as ex-army, let me explain the very simple facts of life concerning martial law. a) person or persons caught breaking curfew, shoot to kill b) looters, shoot to kill c) violators of any emergency measure put in place for the duration of martial law, shoot to kill. Simple, effective, and economical... bullets cost less than prison guards. 3) Seems awful funny that the pictures used to prove the existence of these camps are o

Thought Of The Day!
You all remember Sheriff Joe Arpaio of Arizona , who painted the jail cells pink and made the inmates wear pink prison garb. Well......... SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Oh, there's MUCH more to know about Sheriff Joe! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of prisoners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. Teresa and I adopted a Weimaraner from a Maricopa County she

Thoughts
Holidays are when I miss the most. I start to look back and see who I've lost and what stupid mistakes I made. Always missing more those I've lost and loved the most. Decisions I've made I"ve now grown to regret. What ifs floating around in my head. Wishing I could go back in time and change the bad decisions I made. Would I be the same now if I did go back and changed my bad decisions, or would I be a completely different person? Would I be happy or sad like I am now? Would there be nightmares that wake me up or would I sleep soundly without a sleeping pill? Am I destined to feel like a failure? Is my life suppose to be this complicated? Would it still be this complicated if I was able to erase the bad?

Thought For The Day
http://www.celestinevision.com/ He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked th e shit out of him... Like his mother used to do. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenseless animals, especially in a good gravy If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? If you ain't makin' waves, you ain't kickin' hard eno

Thoughts
Ever wake up one day and everything you thought about something or believed just doesn't seem to be anymore? I have been content with my life and how things are in it until I was on my way to work today and saw this sweet little old couple sitting in Dunkin Donuts. Then my entire drive to work was just reflecting on my life and what I really want in it and how I want it to turn out. So far I have realized that while I have been ok with waking up and going to bed alone, I am just not anymore. I can't say that I have been a fan of relationships or getting married, in my life neither seems to ever work out. But this couple was just a reminder that it is possible for one to work out and last. He was sitting across the table from her holding her hand and completely just paying attention and caring about anything she said. She was sitting there paying complete attention to him and giggling like a high school girl with her first crush. Clearly they were still very much

Thoughts
Some years ago I was complaining to a friend about the inordinate amount of unfairness that I saw in an organization I belong to. She recommended that I read a book by a Jungian analyst called "Up From Scapegoating," the author is Arthur D. Colman. It was an eye opener about how organizations really work. In the book he uses a story from Ursula LeGuin, “The Ones Who Walk Away from Omelas.” It is the story of a perfect society, one in which everyone is completely content. But there is a catch. Here is a description from a web site I found: "This society is founded on the misery and degradation of one child, imprisoned in a dirty, dark cellar room furnished with a bucket and two mops, kept from human contact and sunlight. (A number of critics have seen Christ-like symbolism in the description of the child). What is worse, everyone in this “joyous city” knows about the child; they are complicit in its inhumane treatment." Here is the url if you want to read the rest of t

Thoughts
WONDERING A GENTAL KISS PLACED UPON YOUR FORHEAD WAKING YOU FROM YOUR REST WARM HANDS STROKING YOU’RE BACK SLOWLY COMING AROUND TO YOUR BREAST MOIST SOFT LIPS SLOWLY RUNNING OVER YOUR EARS WORDS OF LUST MAKE YOU HAPPY JUST TO KNOW HE’S NEAR THE BODY HEAT WARMS YOUR BACK AND HEART BEAT SKIPS HANDS SLOWLY RUN DOWN YOUR SIDES AND GRASP YOU’RE HIPS A TUG TO PULL YOU CLOSER YOU CAN TELL HOW HARD IT’S BEEN TO TAKE IT SLOW THE MIND STARTS RACING IN THOUGHTS OF WHERE THIS MIGHT GO

Thoughts From My Head
i am just writing my first blog so i guess i will just put some of the shit going on in my head on here...sometimes i wonder if there are any decent guys out there...the ones i meet are unfortunatly taken, but then at my age the good ones should be taken...or they have been hurt and afraid to try....which leaves me to wonder if i will be alone for the rest of my life...did i make a mistake somewhere? i am so tired of hearing guys say i'm so nice...then being asses...i have news for guys being an ass does not make you nice...and then i turn away potentially nice guys because i then think they are all asses...my head is hurting from the confusion...i guess i will just patiently wait for the one or the one to have fun with right now...

Thoughts
I am so sick of men who just want to get into my pants!!!! All they wanna know is if I can turn on my cam or play with them on the phone. I tell them to leave me alone but they keep calling me. I don't wanna hear about how hard they are or how horney they are because I could really give a fuck!!!!! Then I'm also pissed at men who pretend to be my friend because they think that if they are nice they will eventually get some. Listen you stupid fucks!! If a woman is attracted to you she will have you. There is no convincing her, persuading her or blackmailing her either she wants you or not. Real simple. If you are my friend, be my friend don't do it because you think I will have sex with you that's so shitty.

Thoughts....
Now wouldn't you think this is the perfect way to ruin your holiday spirits??? I got a Christmas card in the mail today. Nothing out of the ordinary really right? At least that is what we all thought. Till you open up the card and find a little note attached on the inside. Which was not of Christmas spirits at all. On the complete opposite, it was saying that there was a death in the family. Granted not blood family, but still family none the less. This happened to take place a few months back but just heard of it today, from a Christmas card in the mail. Now if you don't think this could ruin the spirits of the holiday season then I don't know what will. Oh and to make it worse, a friend of mine has been told that a very sweet friend of hers has cancer once more. So all in all I'm not into the holidays anymore. I'd think that all this news in one day this soon to Christmas, would be ruin the holiday spirits of all in the house. dont know about you but when your daughter or so

Thoughts...
Today is the day before christmas eve... maybe i could be better if i do somethings my man wants, maybe i should just get a cell. or just leave here and go with him. i know i make him happy but my thoughts are killing me. who cares.... i will figure it out.

Thoughts Of The Pointlessness Of Being Flesh
i don't get it...women in general...girl sees guy, thinks "ohh he's hot, i want to fuck him", the fuck, date awhile then break up, when girl finds out guy is really a loser....when girl has known good guys but won't get into a relationship because "they know him to well, too good of a friend" so my question is you'll screw a total stranger, but not someone you've known for 5 years? you'll date alchoholic abusive assholes that only leave you because you don't find out what kinda person they are before you started dating....but if you became friends first you won't date....or you learn there fucked so you won't date.... a ex-girlfriend told me that you date a stranger and become friends along the way.... yeah that's smart... so what is it during the first 2 weeks of knowing someone that determines "Friend or Fukk" i hate this....it has been a constant in my life...i don't trust people easily so i ain't gonna be interested in someone till i at least know them...let alone da

Thoughts & Emotions
Most people are selfish these days. Selfish about feelings, love, everything. More concerned about how you made them feel. Rather than how they might of made you feel. More concerned with who they love. Rather than who loves them. More concerned with what makes them happy. Rather than who they make happy. Most people forget who they were 15 years ago. Who they loved, where they were, what they wanted. Most people dont realize if in that span of time, If they have made a difference in someones life. If they made a difference in their own lives. Or if anything has even changed at all. No one ever thinks of what they need. Always concerned with what they want. Want versus need, are two totally different objects. I wonder how many people ever take the time to step back, and look at the big picture. Look at their surroundings, home, life, family, city, state, the world. Does anyone take the time to notice the small things in life anymore? Or even enjoy such things in life anymore

Thoughts
I feel like I am trapped in a prison. There's no truth, Only lies. There's no light, Only darkness. There's no love, Only hate There's no peace, Only war There's no end, No way to escape Falling fast, Everything is a blur. I cant focus all i see is darkness. Is this hell? Is this where i am destined to be? No, I must fight. I must not give up. I must escape from this prison. This prison of darkness and lies. This prison of war and hate. There is one escape. Belief in all that is good. That is my escape. My escape from this eternal prison. This neverending hell. I will escape. I do believe. Farewell my prison for i make my escape. This might be kind of creepy to some people but this is a summary of what goes through my head everytime i am scared or angry or depressed becuase when i have those feelings i get this feeling in my gut that a hole has openedin the floor beneath me and i feel like i am falling into oblivion and i thin it is best described as a prison.

Thoughts
Time There are a lot of sayings about time. If you think about them and what they are supposed to mean, time can fly, stand still, get away from you, catch up with you and most of all heal all wounds. Most of us spend our day under the pressure of time, having to be somewhere or do something at a certain time, We as a society have taught ourselves that time is precious and not to be wasted. We hear it from when we are small, “stop wasting time” or “we don’t have time for that”. There are also points in life were we are in need to “take our time”. How many times have you heard the phrase “there will be plenty of time for that later” or “good things come to those that wait” only to find out that there isn’t ever enough time. My favorite saying would have to be “time is precious”, because it truly is. As I get older I find myself thinking about things that seem like they happened yesterday, when in fact it has been many years. I think about the past

Thoughts.....and Other Stuff
staying up til 5am and planning to function throughout my

1/21/08 Thought For The Day
Hearts will break Tears will fall But a true friend will be Beside you through it all

Thoughts About Disconnection And An Insane Mind
I have realized what my problem is in life it is not the alcohol, the lack of ambition, the take it as is comes lifestyle, the Rock or the rollin. I get attached too easily...I build myself up, lose my edge and fall just as easy. I am tired of climbing the mountains of my mind to achieve zen or some form of inner chi that one sets out to gain at one point in their lives. But as a musician it has taught me to disconnect for the mainstream...the lights and sounds of the mass media telling us what to think and how to act. Is someone truely free from this...? we are born in to this almost dawn blackbirds on the telephone wire waiting as I eat yesterday's forgotten sandwich at 6 a.m. an a quiet Sunday morning. one shoe in the corner standing upright the other laying on it's side. yes, some lives were made to be wasted. now tell me world did i waste your time...did you regret me...I promised myself never to write old man poems but this one's funny, you see, excusable, because I've lon

Thoughts And Quotes
It You were probably brought up in a culture where the presiding image of It has for centuries been God the Father, whose pronoun is He, because It seems too impersonal and She would, of course, be inferior. Is this image still workable, as a functional myth about life and its meaning for all the diverse peoples and cultures of the planet? Frankly, the image of God the Father has become ridiculous – that is, unless you read St. Thomas Aquinas or Martin Buyer or Paul Tallish, and realize that you can be a devout Jew or Christian without having to believe, literally, in the Cosmic Male Parent. Even then, it is difficult not to feel the force of the image, because images sway emotions more deeply than conceptions. As a devout Christian you would be saying day after day the prayer “Our Father who art in heaven,” and eventually it gets you: you are relating emotionally to It as an idealized father – male, loving but stern, and a personal being quite other than yourself.

Thoughts Of Nastie
Climb to the next dimension in space Where a world and a earth collide into a cosmic euphoria Walk through the doors of time and experience all levels of conciseness Embrace the unknown to achieve an advancement of knowledge Love and respect all forms of life to recognize one own self worth Be humble to gain inner power Strive for excellence but temper the drive with compassion Seek out life's dreams to create one own reality learning is the key to all understanding and above all never give up the pursuit of happiness Long live Rock-n-Roll J Nastie Sea City Dolls Oh moon who's circles the earth Holding her gently and ready to serve Keeping time for life and the tides Like a true friend she can light up a night How many people before me, gaze upon the same moon Helping their dreams and creating the mood Ellipses, eclipes, crops raised and earth quakes She takes us for a ride on these tectonic plates Creating ne

Thoughts
Woke up and was wet as hell this morning. As I laid there fantasizing about having my pussy eating. I grabbed my vibrator next to me and start to satisfy myself............... hummmmm any females out there will to fullfill my fantasy......Taking Applications!!!!

Thoughts For The Moment
A prospector comes down out of the hills after six months f diggin for gold. He goes straight to the local saloon and says "Bartender! I been alone in them hills for 6 months! I want a shot-a whiskey, a cold beer, a hot bath, and a warm willin woman! The bartender replies "Well, we got the whiskey, the beer, and the bath, but we ain't got no women in this town." The prospector says "Well what do ya do for fun 'roun here?" "We got ol' Joe in the back room", replies the bar keep. "Aw hell!" Says the miner, "I don't go for that shit!" He does his shot and beer, gets his bath, and heads back up into the hills. 6 months later the old prospector coms back town, goes to the same saloon and says "Bartender! I benn in them hills alone for damn near a year now! I want me a shot-a whiskey, a cold beer, a hot bath, and a warm, willin woman!" The bartender says "Mister I told you 6 months ago, we ain't got no women in this here town! But we still got ol' Joe in the back room."

Thoughts
Cutting the soul... I think the young never know who they hurt They do some of the curliest things and don't even think The power of words I know very well With words you can bring a smile to someone feeling down You can share feeling to make a tear come to someone's eyes The written word lasts though out time You can not take it back for they are there for the world to read With words you planet a seed of who you are and what you believe Words can cause more pain than any bullet made by man With a single shot a life ends But words hits the heart and that pain always remains These words hurt when a person is looking for a friend You can know a person from their words You see their soul with each word they write You know if they have an open mind and a caring heart Or if they don't have a brain or a clue what the real world means I see others posting words that I know will hurt someone for a long time Words that will take hope away from the lonely Words that will pu

Thoughts
I never dream,not till last night.It was vivid and still in my mind. I don't really read into dreams,they are just dreams to me,nothing more and nothing less. My best friend believes our dreams are telling us something. I have no clue. I never dream about people or friends,I did last night and it was just strange to me that i would dream about him. If what she says is true then I should believe in this dream and be happy.If it is what i believe dreams are then it means nothing at all and was just a dream that will never come true,as so many of my few dreams have. I like her way of thinking but why get my hopes up over a dream.It was just a dream after all,wasn't it? There is someone very close to my heart.He makes me smile,laugh,cry and feel good about myself.He makes me think of things I want and need.That I could be happy again. He is my best friend and lover,but I will never completely have as my own. I think about him everyday and what he is doing and thinking.What he smells like.I

A Thousand Hells
A tear forms in the corner of my eye.From a pain no longer held inside.It slips and slides its way down my skin.From across my lips to the bottom of my chin. Then into the wind on a cold Winter day.To rest in the snow and dig its own grave.The Spring melts the snow and that tear insidePrepares itself for one more ride. As a river, a lake, or even an oceanThat tear becomes an emotion in motion'Til the emptiest cloud drinks its fill of pain.And cries to the world in the form of rain. Frantic people all run for cover.But not myself, I was born to suffer.And there I stand seeking death's embrace.And that tear finds its way back onto my face. I would crawl through ten thousand hells for just one taste of your lips slick with desire because I know that the heat of you shimmers with my name

Thoughts
Was a bulletin but was good enough I wanted to keep it here too There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always

Thought Of The Day!!
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Thoughts During Insomnia...
I have received many emails from concerned friends wanting to know why I haven't responded to their emails, so I thought I would post a blog to explain why I haven't been online, even tho my status said I was. As some of you know, my Mother became very ill a couple of weeks ago. She was diagnosed with Diversticulitis. On Wednesday of last week she became even more ill with the flu. I had been sick, as well, for some time now. I had a number of tests run and was still waiting for the results when I began caring for my Mother. I am rarely ever sick, but for some unknown reason, I have been plagued by illness the last few months. On Friday of last week my oldest son, Alex, became ill with the flu, as well as my Step-brother, Coty. I too, had to be taken to the Dr. by Alex on Thursday morning, I had developed pneumonia. Basically, everyone in my family had fallen ill, and we had no one to care for us. Saturday morning, I awoke, and felt like I had been run over by a semi. Every part

Thoughts
you say you care yet get pissed cuz im trying to confide in the one person i trust. each time i feel as if its safe to really talk to him again i get hell for it. hes the one who has kept me from depression, the one who has kept me from just sayin the hell with it and givin up again. it has nothing to do with you or against you but it seems like you always think it does. you never believe a word i say when i say that i just need my friendship with him. yeah so we said we wouldnt talk as much and yeah lately we have been but thats cuz he knows i need someone who can make me smile, and i know that he will do all he can to help make me feel better. i have tried all i can to keep from getting depressed again as it never ends good and the one way i have found that works is confiding in him, talking to him when it seems as if every thing is just going to fall apart on me. im sorry if that seems like we are talking too much , sorry if you cant let your paranioa go but thats the way it is.

Thoughts For 2008
10 Thoughts For 2008 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky . Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to mak

Thoughts And Emotions
Listen Do you hear it that awful sound of screams, what could it be? the sound of broken dreams, and total misery, Or is it the sound of death knocking on the door, with misery its depth, and destruction its core, Is it demons from hell, so far before seen, out of the wishing well, cold dark disgustingly mean, Sinking claws into the heart, tearing at each piece, ripping it apart, the pain never seems to cease, Maybe its a mind trip, with no sense of control, that soon looses its grip, and just forgets to grow, I bet its a broken heart, trying to glisten, do you hear it, sshhh, Listen!

Thoughts
To all the memories made... My love shall never fade... I see the sparkle in your eye, I know I made you cry... To see that perfect someone... a dream come true... To watch what we could have had... Fade and trickle through To see you with another... a knife in the heart... Hoping, praying,and wishing we were never apart... True love... a brave and beautiful thing... Silent is the pain, Leaving that black stain... Why me? Why now? Is there some way i can turn this all around.... I see the end in sight... I thought about that night... You were mine for a while, at least I made you smile... I hold you in my dreams, I hold you in my heart... Try to think of ways, we could have changed things from the start... The sun is rising, another new day... In my dreams you never go away... I've lost you, never had you from the start... So why in the world is this still breaking my heart... Another love, another day, I never wanted you to go away... Your gone now, the end is near

Thoughts....
Again, as I write this, I have much on my mind. I had a rather intimate conversation with someone very close to me tonight and I feel as if I might have pushed them away slightly. I've discussed things that I swore to myself that I'd take to the grave with me, however, I felt a huge weight being lifted from my chest. I feel closer to this person than I have ever felt to anyone. I myself feel slightly scared inside as I feel this person might grow distant to me in the days ahead. I worry. The person I speak of also shared secrets buried deep within themselves. I fear that they feel I have been pushed away. I have not. I feel that this person's ability and willingness to share such things with me is a sign of deep trust and faithfulness in me as a person. I shall not fail or betray this trust. My committment to this person's honesty, will, and soul will keep them safe from anyone having the spoken carnal knowledge that was shared tonight. I only hope for the same from them. I hold

Thoughts, Rants, And Events
This is in response to two things: -the blog post "Frank" under my Novels -AngelLady's 9/11 Distress video in her stash Clip from the comment I left AngelLady: Whether or not 9/11 was planned by the government or the outside, I don't know. What I do believe is that the United States is very two-faced right now. Those that are unaffected or very indirectly influenced by the government are thriving. I believe that is in the nature of the people. Those involved in or influenced by the government are in a very bad situation. Our politicians are corrupt. The value of human life is less than the dollar. The natural traits of humans - being inconsiderate and selfish - are highly evident in these people. The United States needs to change. Should the 9/11 attacks be the work of outside "terrorists," they were successful in showing the country's weakness and showed that the government structure and people in government need to change, though the methods they used were horrible and did

Thoughts
wanting so bad to be with you your all I've hoped and everything I've dreamed could of had you if I just relaxed but I cant let go of all my past taking no chances I just pushed you away what will I do if you dont stay I cant forget you even if I tried yet here I sit just letting you walk by I want you close so I need to speak please give me the chance your all I need give me time to relax a bit I wana love you and never regret Scared to move I hold my breath tears fall again so many regrets to stubborn to give even a little bit watch my whole world completely cave in open my mouth just ot speak everything fixed if only I could speak wanting so much to just be with you pushed you to hard now were through grasping at air as I reach for you you backed away cause I didnt give lost you now this pain will never end

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Merlin Strack August 4, 1998 - April 3, 2008 Hope to see you soon my lil buddy! Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over th

Thoughts On Love
allowed you to take my hand thought you would show me love cried inside tears of pain as again I wasnt the one hurt so much now its hard to breath never enough not good enough it seems wasting away as I look inside dreams all shattered in the blink of an eye no room left to run as I am broken enough just laying awake so many tears in my eyes keep myself sheltered I can not love takes me away and always crashes to a stop no more dreaming no more fears doomed for eternity to be alone here scars on my body and the tears ive cried are nothing compared to the scars inside gave up the fight nothing left inside just holding my breath hoping death comes tonight

Thoughts And Feelings
My heart goes out to him more than he knows but I don't know how to tell him.

Thoughts Of A Broken Heart
Today is not my judgment day, for I am still alive. I have lived by the ethics and morals that have been instilled in my very core: my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. My love flows deep and strong through my very being, just like the great rivers that course through this great nation. I stand up for my beliefs and would die defending those beliefs. I would die defending the things I love…..my children, my loved ones and my country. I have been broken….which has taught me strength……I have been hurt …. which has taught me to be kind......I have been made fun of.......which has taught me respect........I have been looked up to.......which has taught me humility......I have been lost.....which has taught me leadership……I have been loved….which has taught me compassion…..I have been in danger…..which has taught me to fear………I have conquered fear …… which has taught me percerverence…….I have been the protector……which has taught me to be selfle

Thoughts For A Day!
"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - BOB MARLEY Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody's watching... Sing like nobody's listening... Live like it's Heaven on Earth. May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin o

Thoughts
why is it that when you are drunk all you can think about is things you really don't want to?

Thoughts
*Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you. *Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. *Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. *As the tears roll down my face.. i realize i miss you more and more the indescrible feeling is emerging shes tired of being depressed and she doesn't want to know shes losing you.. *I wait for the days when I will forget who you are. When the taste of your name sounds old and worn. I wait for the days when I won't remember why I needed you so bad. Thoughts on love True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you w

Thoughtful Thursday
My soul is gone.Lost and broken.The dreams have faded and This charade is faulted.The endless sorrow continues Through the night. While the hope flies off into the distance. >US TANKER: lol it's not past my bed time, I don't have a bed time US TANKER: ok well sweet dreams im sure its past your bed time ->US TANKER: no thats ok US TANKER: maybe next time when you come over to the adult side of the site ->US TANKER: lol ok US TANKER: I deleted my bid ->US TANKER: you already bid though ->US TANKER: you obviously didn't read my offer carefully enough US TANKER: oh well nevermind I thought this was an adult site ->US TANKER: No adult fun, what I offered is what I offered. US TANKER: win sorry ->US TANKER: if you will me? US TANKER: so if i will you do i get any adult fun ***From my shout box earlier. I realize this is an adult site, but adult doesn't necessarily mean stripping off your clothes for friends, no offense to anyone who does that on here, but adult also means matu

Thoughts
I know this can't be wrong my feelings are so strong Falling hard for you I think you feel this too You make me smile and it's been awhile Since I have felt this way but I look forward to each new day What a surprise how I just melt seeing your eyes And that little devil grin baby you make me think of sin Emotions so real I can't wait to feel Your tender caress as we slowly undress Burning up with desire you set off my inner fire I feel so wild and free see what you do to me A day of pure sin my mind in a spin No feelings do we hide as we take this reckless ride Holding each other tight it just feels so right All is perfect and great We are each others soulmate

Thoughts
Life is too short. Let me tell you that when you have the opportunity to say something .. Don't be afraid to say it you may never have the opportunity to say it again and you don't want to regret that for the rest of your life nor leave the ones left behind to wonder what could have been. I am not sure why this is..... I wonder when you put your heart on your sleeve there are those that tend to seek you out to play manipulative games to benefit only themselves. I guess maybe I think of people as being good... I like to give people second changes.. However screw me over and I stop giving... Sorry I am in a bad mood this morning.. but WTF why would you use me? When you have to go and do something that you don't want to do it makes it so much harder to go and do it. Life is funny that way!

Thoughts!
What is love? What is lust? What is in love? What is the difference? We're all pretty certain we know the answers to this, but do we really? At all times and in every circumstance of our lives? We feel that chemistry, that rush, is it the stirrings of love? Do we wait till we know the certainty of a particular relationship before we can truly define it? Why do some things and some people capture our attention and our hearts while others do not? Is it brought on by a sense of safety or a sense of danger? Is it the same for all people? This I am fairly certain, it is not. We can look at some people and see the obvious attraction and yet they may or may not captivate us. Celebraties are the best examples of this. Some, no matter the physical beauty, bore us, while others feel compelled to that. Others charm us and we are drawn to their personality or spirit. Sometimes if we can somehow see ourselves in them we are drawn to that. It can be that it's something we have in common, s

Thoughts That Escaped
push pull ebb flow win some lose some always balanced Duty Duty is a binding allegiance to those ideals that we hold most dear.

Thoughts And Wasteful Chatter...
Today's wasteful chatter. I am not a professional protographer but have been paid well. I love what I do and I strive to constantly do better. I noticed thought that a lot of amateur models bare their stuff here in fubar. Now, I am all for first impressions but let's face it some of these photos are down right nasty. Maybe the model is trying to say, I am a slut- I need sex. Or I am a messy girl - don't look at my background concentrate on my sexy outfit - which does not match. Take the time to seduce. Simply having a sexy outfit does not make you at all sexy. Its your eyes, your face, and your smile... I guess its left to the eye of the beholder. But let me tell you this, I saw a sexy photo of Betty Page - simple. I fell in love.

Thoughts From Ladie_in_pink
Like air and water needed to live, I need you. Like a infant needs a mother to care for it, I need you. I'm helpless, lost, and scared if I don't have you. When I''m alone and crying I think of your face and It makes me feel better. When I feel I have lost all hope, I remember I have you by my side and I can accomplish anything. Like a funny joke to cheer me up, I need you to make me laugh. I can't think of another person that can ever do that. You are my wings to carry me away when I am falling. You are very special to me. I live for you. You watch over me as my guardian angel and keep my safe when in danger. I think of you as the sun that shines down on me. I think of you as my only world. Please don't ever walk out of my life. If there is no you..........there will never be me again An open heart finally set free. A heavy feeling lifting up light. Confusion and doubt are far long gone. Bad dreams and memories of you ar

Thoughts From A Dead Mind
i sit here in the dark with a massive head ach that i have had all day sence i woke up at 6:00am and i relize just how lonly i truely am with no lap to rest my worry head no hands to run through my hair no lips to tell me its ok or to kiss my forehead softly yes it is a truely lonely life i lead i sleep away the days and work away in the nights i sleep in the day so not to see other people holding hands walking down the street or kissing in the park i work hard at night to lose myself in my work couse at work i dont think i do my task at hand my mind does not think of sleeping next to someone warm and soft i do not think of going out to bars couse one truely is the lonelyest number when you go out more to come later just had to write things down ty

Thoughts On Stuff
I have been kinda down as of late. Down, because it seems no matter how much effort, care, and trust I put into my romantic interests, nothing seems to pan out. I have had 2 (well 3) romantic interests as of late. the first one was a 21 yr old woman....it was fun for about a week, but you remember how it was like when you were that age...relationships end as soon as they begin...fast! The other 2 are friends I have. The second one...well that won't happen...oh we are good friends but im about as sexually appealing to her as a house cat. The last one is a bit more complex. we are great friends, and we had some history of romance in the distant past. She's different now. She still sees me as a dear dear friend and thinks I'm attractive...but she doesnt want me like that anymore, if she did, she would have done somthing about it by now. Its too bad really, becasue honestly, I could see myself spending the rest of my life with her. Im thankful and greatful we are sitll friends (even tho

Thoughts For The Day....
WHY is it so bloody difficult for people to say what they mean?!?!? WHY is honesty so hard to come by?!?!? EACH OF US IS A VITAL THREAD IN ANOTHER PERSON'S TAPESTRY............. Why do we always want what we can't have - but never really seem interested in who wants us? Do we just like the game of it all? Any ideas?

Thoughts
I have severe anxiety and depression, i can't help it that i easily fall for a woman or that i like someone right away. my disease is from years of being rejected because nobody saw beneath the outer appearance to the nice, caring and sweet guy i truly am. and i also have short term memory loss. oh well the reaper can come for me now, put me out of my misery. I have to admit to a few things. Mostly because it is how i am and also what i love. I am obsessed with bbw and feet! The bigger the better and the sexier the feet appear the hotter it gets for me.

The Thoughts
I walk into the house. I was very surprised at how modern the house looked. I was still afraid of this man yet I seemed to not be able to voice all the questions that were bubbling in mind. He went into what seemed the butler’s pantry which then led to the kitchen. Juxtaposed to the kitchen was a dinning room and a living room. He went to the fridge and pulled out a bottle of water. He drank from it and then set it on the counter. He looked at me and held his hand out, as if telling me to go in the direction it was pointing. I walked into the living room as he followed me. I followed his suit as he sat down. He looked so calm, almost as calm as I felt at that moment. This was quite absurd since he did kidnap me, in a way I suppose. Maybe he had slipped something into my drink and I was under some sort of control. Or maybe it was mind control. And the reason I stood outside of my car for so long was because he was controlling my mind, and made sure I paid no attention to him entering

Thoughts
KISS if kisses were rain i'd send you showers, if fun was time i'd send you hours, if you needed a friend i'd send you me! In my life, I've met many people Why do I still feel so alone. In a world, with so many people Why am I sitting here all alone. Walking past, go so many people How I wish that I was safe at home. Looking out at all these people Do they all feel just as alone? If I leave here tomorrow Would you still remember me? For I must be travelling on, now, cause theres too many places Ive got to see. But, if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldnt be the same. cause Im as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. Lord knows, I cant change. Bye, bye, its been a sweet love. Though this feeling I cant change. But please dont take it badly, cause lord knows Im to blame. But, if I stayed here with you girl, Things just couldnt be the same. Cause Im as free as a bird now, And this bird youll never chang

Thoughts
What would you do if you had one moment? One moment of what is what you should be asking right about now. One moment is so vague. You can have a moment in so many things in life, one moment to shine at work or school, or one moment you wish you could just take back. We all have moments in our life, some good and some bad. We live our lives and forget that every minute is a moment. There isn't one that is truely greater then another. Every breath we take leads us to another breath and another moment in our life. Yes, we do run into situations that are a matter of timing that leads us to such benefits or sorrows in our lives. We cherish those moments or regret them. We dwell on those moments so much but we fail to remember what got us there. At that one moment the burns its way so deeply in our minds, we don't realize there was actions that led up to it. Maybe you left the house five minutes early or you stopped for a coffee or you forgot something at the house. Whatever it was there was

Thoughts Out Of An Unstable Mind
Thank You to all of my Fu-Friends and Fu-Family who have helped me get this far and actually get my Birthday Spotlight.

Thoughts From A Friend
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a housedress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re- fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it... its best we love it... And care for it.... And fix it when it's broken..... And heal

Thoughts
what makes men do some of the stupid crap they do..i have been talkin with some friends and it breaks my heart to hear the way they put men down, i may be crazy but im a southern gent and i respect a woman as the individual she is and some are good and some are trash but i dont blame all women for the mistakes of the few.. and i wish women would do the same. i know there are some guys out there thats not worth the powder to shoot them but on the other hand a trip into a swamp would teach them some respect for life in general just listen to the song by charlie daniels and you will understand...but really folks we need to respect each other alittle more .. there are some guys i know on line that are abusive and crazy toward women.. i have seen guys treet women like dirt but they should treet women like gold cause they are special... have every wondered what be came of a high school sweetheart ..i have spent over 20 years wondering.. and like trace atkins says every light in the ho

Thoughts
I wrote this a few months ago... was wondering what you thought... lemme know :) There are those days.. When you just want to be noticed You want to feel something real For the right reasons For the person you are For the morals that you portray For the heart that you have For the emotion you feel For the genuine person that you are Not for the clothes that you wear How physically fit or not you are The car that you drive The money you have or don’t have The dwelling you live in The toys that you have The material things that you have The bad decisions you have or haven’t made The hard times that you may or may not be going through Time Spent together shouldn’t be about where you go What you may do How much it costs to get there Who pays for whom It should be about the time spent The interaction The memories made The quality You look forward to That phone call That text message That email That feeling you get when you share a moment with

Thoughts
I'm generally not much up for talking about my feelings on most things. But I guess it's just a me thing. But here lately, I seem to want to express some things that bother me. The other day, I was reading a post by someone and the comments made about them. Several people, for no apparent reason, decided to make some really derogative comments about the post and the way the individual looked, or were attired, on their page in their pictures. I guess they wanted to try to offend the lady that had posted the MUMM. My question response to this is very simple. Answer the question or comment on the statement made. Other than that, your opinion(s) were not asked for. Because you're down on yourself, don't try to make others feel the same way about themselves. Obviously this person is very comfortable with the way they look (which they should be) and have no problem. If you really are offended by the way hey look or are attired, then take the little cursor and change the page you're lookin

Thoughts For The Day
Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. Did you ever notice, when you put the 2 words 'The' and 'IRS' together it spells 'Theirs.' The older we get, the fewer things seem worth waiting in line for. Some people try to turn back their odometers. Not me, I want people to know 'why' I look this way. I've traveled a long way and some of the roads weren't paved. When you are dissatisfied and would like to go back to youth, think of Algebra. You know you are getting old when everything either dries up or leaks. Ah, being young is beautiful, but being old is comfortable. First you forget

Thoughts
Here is a few things that have crossed my mind lately. Some you might think are dumb or are just plain stupid.. but you know what.. ITS MY HEAD... Are we alone in the universe??? Big waiste of space if we are.. Is there life after death??? Guess we have to wait and see.. Jumbo shrimp??? Define that plaese.. Outerspace??? Do we know where inner space left off.. Knowing other.. Get to know yourself first. It will make you a better friend!!! Goverment Intelligence??? Define that please.. Live Nudes.. I do not want to see Dead Nudes.. Labels.. Not for people!!! Underwear models??? Where are they??? If I am paying for my TV??? Commercials.. Are for what?? If it is instant messaging.. Why push enter or send??? Why make a date.. And not show up??? Beauty.. Everyone thinks differently!!! NO COMMENTS... THEY WILL BE DELETED

Thought 4 The Day
-If you can't eat it or hump it, Then piss on it and walk away!

Thoughts
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Thoughts From A Cutter
Here I sit with blade in hand All I can think about is the excitement and release I will feel as the blade slices my flesh watching the crimson blood slowly drip I smile and sigh as the pain that engulfed me slowly subsides

Thoughts
Just sitting here hanging out, listening to some music, and it dawned on me. I have one more Monday left in theater. One more Monday. I have 8 days and I get on that blessing, that sweet bird of freedom. After a year, I have done a lot, seen a lot, and been through a bit. I have learned a lot as well. One of these days I'm going to reflect back and summarize the past year. For now, just know I have enjoyed it, am enjoying it, am looking forward to getting back stateside, but at the same time, am going to miss being here. I am going to miss the desert. Not the sandstorms, lack of beer, or being on Camp Arifjail, but I have made some outstanding friends and had some fun. Now, I'm back to sorting out stuff to be packed, carried, or mailed. Today I'm clearing the air. Today I am done hiding. Today, I have to put it out there for the world to see. Nine years ago today, I said my vows to the ESUTB. 10 months ago she said "Jared, I don't want to be married to yo

Thoughts..words
I watched my aunt pass away because everyone was so worried about my uncle they didnt see she was sick. Now everyones worrying about my father and not realizing that my mother is just as bad. She puts off her health problems and concerns to be their for her children. It kills me to think that I can lose her, shes my best friend and the only one that knows my hopes and dreams. Hell she even knows about every guy in my life. I dont know what to do my father just told me I have to be the bigger person and hes puttin it on my shoulders to deal with this. Because she isnt listening to him. That I have to get my brothers and sisters together and let them know that our mother isnt doing good! This is the most unfair thing in the world to know that someone u love is not well but wont take your advice. Im tryin to be the bigger person but all i get is hot tears running down my face, and thoughts of what if things dont get better. Idk what to do:( Well today my mom told me she couldn't hold it i

Thoughts
Hmm... Why do people get angry or upset over nothing? Maybe they should just chill out and not assume stupid crap. What they assume may not be right. But then again to many people jump to conclusions to easily and become irate over nothing. Step back and chill for a sec. I guess I just offend to many women in to many ways. Be more confident of yourself and you won't have these problems. Oh well thats what I get for being me. No wonder I get along with men better. LOL they aren't as emotional over nothing. Not only that they are more fun by far. Oh well life goes on. Chill out and relax.

Thoughts And Anger
SOME MEN HAVE THE BALLS TO COME UP IN ONES SHOUT BOX AND ALL HE HAS TO SAY IS MY C**K IS HARD WHAT IS THAT WHO GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT what is it because i am a female subbie it gives them right please give me a break. i dont understand it at all not even a good morning how are you nothing but that darn shit sick is all get out. if you going to talk like that to me stay the heck off my page and if i want to look at your pictures i will dont tell me go look please this just kills me they all think all you want is what is between thier legs grow the heck up because i am in the lifestyle dont mean i am about all sex i am not i do have a mind get over yourself. I know i am not that good looking but i am far from ungly now tell me why some ladys can put in thier away message they want something and they get it is it because they so darn hot and show all thier nude picks. I can put it in my away meaagae and everyone looks at me like why would i give you anything i don

Thoughts
IM just fuckin tired now. I need a serious lower back fusion from skatin when i was youngert and my days down shovelin coal at the lakefront. i have a inch of height my vertabrea sticks out like 2 inches farther than all the rest. it always feels like i have a screwdriver in my back and im tired. i sleep for days because wasted movement means more pain and i am losing my will to even get up anymore. i am not a quitter so i am against suicide but im losing this battle its 30 mg perks 3 times dayly and im still in some numbed sense of pain it has changed my p[ersonality i find myself nodding and affirming people conversing with me wiht out actually hearing what they are saying. because i am trapped in my pain. i dont have insurance atm and i am fucked. i have always be;lieved when one door closes another opens up but i am starting to lose face here. my attitude for life is deteriorating rapidly and I am treading water right now. just thoughts so any of my friends dont get worried keith w

Thoughts On Life,love, And Relationships
Tired of so many things as of late i dunno where to begin.Of course some things dont suprise me because I knew how they would go to begin with.As most of us often do especially if they have been in a situation before.I think what iam most tired of right now is lies.I have no particular use for them.In the end they always end up badly.Mainly because you have to keep lieing to cover up the previous lie.Over time the lie gets so big theres no way to move.Some people get to me because they have no clue what they want.They will persue one thing till the get it no matter what it is and when they finally do they dont want it.Either that or lose intrest in it totally.Gues that could be said bout some relationships these days. That could be said for allot of other things as well.Seams some people are never truely happy with what they got.Even if its something good it often is never noticed till its gone.Then of course they say I want that back it was great.Witch sometimes never happens aga

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Thought Provoking Blogs
"Dont think there are no crocodiles because the water is calm" - Malayan Proverb Like a predator lurking deep beneath the surface,making no noise and causing no ripples upon the water, our denied feeling lies in wait, and when it lashes its tail and sinks its teeth deep in to us we cry out in shock and pain, wondering where it came from and why it has attacked us now? Every one knows that feeling! A certain song that brings back a memory of a lost love. The hint of a fragrance that reminds us of grandma's house. The scent of a cologne that lingers on a sweatshirt, after he is gone. And we always act so surprised when the memory floods our minds, taking over all other thoughts, stunning us into a moment of inaction, as we try to not to remember because the pain of loss is just too much to deal with. We sit and shake, then slowly regain control, and vow that next time. . . next time, it won't overtake us . . . next time we will be prepared. And when 'next time' happ

Thoughts
Friends are special people. We can't pick our family and we're surely limited in the number of them at any rate. socially and Morals(and often our own Conscience ) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be diverse and iniginite as adjectives we choose. Our friends in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life. If we want to be loved, we must disclose ourselves. If we want to love someone, he must permit us to know him. This would seem to be obvious. Yet most of us spend a great part of our lives thinking up ways to avoid becoming known." "Indeed, much of human life is best described as impersonation. We are role players, every one of us. We say that we feel things we do not feel. We say things we did not do. We say that we believe things we do not believe. We pretend that we are loving when we are full of hostility. We pretend that we are calm and indifferent when we are actually trembling with anxiety and fear." "Of course we cannot tell even the people we

Thoughts Of A Mad Man
its six o'clock in the morning, my head is ready to explode. i cant remember where i went or what i was drinking. but i know it made me sick and i am not denying that i get this way when i try to get over you. its hard to face the truth sometimes. god i feel so useless. god i hate myself. why do i feel like dying now? there are times when i am just a shell. when i do not feel anything for anyone all i fell is hollow and bruised, used up and mis-used. forced to be someone that i dont want to be. have i failed somehow or someway and will the weight of today pull me down to drown in the depths of despair where i am alone except for my rage? what does it matter? what is done is done and i should get on with my life. soon the night will take me and save me from my pain. so this is where i say goodbye. this is where my story ends and if theres is one thang that i have learned from life, it is that it gets you in the end. so goodbye my friend. G O O D B Y E i sit here thinking of you as t

Thoughts
I have no interest in self-preservation, emptiness is like an old friend. I have no motive or any inclination, of doing anything for any one again. I've been the patsy, I've been the fool, I've been the scapegoat, now all of that is through. Don't want to sit and wonder when the end is near, don't want to know where I'll be in 20 years. Because I bite the hand that feeds. Easy to call me selfish, after years of nurtured apprehension. I have no shame I take the blame, no more subordination. I gave up my self-esteem for a false security, and foolishly I chased that dream, that had to be force fed to me. I play no part in hope that dwindles, reality is such a change of pace. I see things now for what they are, and reality is such a different place. Nostalgia such a waist of time, so much life left to live. I can't dwell on yesterday, I gotta take as much as I give. The clock is ticking on the wall the world is spinning while the billions work to justify their lives. They

Thoughts That Flow
Today I peeped, searched, and read. Today I learned the bitter truth. The culmination of my doubts and fears. Simple black ink stared back at me. A letter, ungiven, yet plainly addressed. Folded and hidden from view. Somehow I was drawn to it, like a moth to a flame. Unaware that I would get burned, yet I feel like my skin is flaking off. Lies were exposed, infidelities revealed. The words cutting like a knife, deep and true. Your words will leave a scar, thick and puckering. I won't forget, someday I may forgive. Emotions stirred, feelings revealed. I've left a scar of my own, for you to see and remember. -------------------------------------------------- This was written over a year ago. I am long since past the circumstances that sprouted such feelings. (This was written a while ago. Thought I'd share it). ---------------------------------------------------- A million thoughts unspoken clutter my mind, warping my perspective. Endless seas of desi

Thought Of The Day
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Thoughs
As I sit along the shore line watching the sunset I reflect back over my life . I think back to the choices i have made in my life . I wounder if I made the right ones. I wounder if

Thoughts & Memories
Arlene Beckham Joura what can I say? The passing of you was a very sad day. You are gone & not in pain. Still the tears flow like rain. Forget you never, always love. Now our protector from above. Your touch, your smell, your gentle kiss. Your singing will be greatly missed. No more yoddles or burnt popcorn. Everything about you we will mourn. A mother, a grandmother, a mor-mor you are. Now to that list our shiny bright star. Love and miss you!! RIP... 2.2.10 muah!!!

Thoughts Of Her
I was thinking, and I find it rather ironic that you got insanely mad at me for recording a tv show on a tape for an ex g/f of mine. Knowing that I never even seen her when she dropped the tape off. (her daughter brought it to the door and dropped it off). But yet its ok for you to have many (and I mean allot!!) "guy friends" on different sites, giving your number out to them, talking to them online, and phone... Giving some directions to your house, or sending them "private pix" of your self via yahoo or email. The most ironic thing is your current b/f... He started off as one of your "friends"... You going there to his shop "reading to him" for whatever reason you gave me. Some test or something I guess.. That comment still rings out loud in my mind that you wanted to end our relationship, but were scared to say anything to me....Oh wait you were "loosing your mind"...I forgot... Its just ironic... Baffles my mind really still to this day... The fact that you were "So in LOV

Thoughts That Very Few Understand....
I believe that people argue just to make themselves feel better. I believe that it is not necessary to love yourself before you love another. I believe that everyone can do better. I believe that a beautiful mind is more important than a beautiful body. I believe that some people are simply meant to be alone. I believe in Jeffism (you'll have to ask or read later). I believe broken hearts are more common than happiness. I believe that world peace can be achieved. I believe people can learn to accept almost anything. I believe that trust is a more precious commodity than gasoline. I believe forgiveness is not always possible. I believe that marriage is an outdated institution. I believe that God has turned his back on us. These aren't lyrics, just thoughts. ;) I believe the sun should never set upon an argument. I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands. I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you. I believe your parents did the best

Thought For The Day!
The Pastor's Ass The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT. The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild! The

Thoughts Of A Restless Mind.
Meh, just sitting here bored basically. I'm new to Fubar, don't really know much about it all to be honest but it's checkin' out to be a pretty cool place to waste time. Well I've decided to pretty much start my first blog off about my future. A lot of people tell me constantly, "Hollywood will eat you alive!" Well, that's probably true. I come from a small town (roughly 30,000) in Oklahoma and I haven't an ounce of experience besides my own little projects that are more just experiments. But before I get off topic, my only dream since before I can even remember, has been to go to Hollywood and prove all the naysayers wrong. Easier said that done I'm sure, but that's been the plan. Writing has been and always will be my biggest passion. I've written many screenplays (mostly shorts) and am trying to ink out the big feature length. But acting is the real reason I want to go to Hollywood. I've never been the "life-of-the-party" kinda guy, but it's something I'm trying to

Thoughts...
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I find myself dweling on the past Where I was, who I was with, and what I had Many thoughts retrace back to you And why we ended this way Where did we start to go wrong? Where did I start falling out of love? I don't blame myself I don't wonder what I did wrong I know that I gave all I had possible A fire lit inside me From the day I met you I longed to have you And I willingly gave myself to you Thou I also took it away Thought you were mine Thought you understood How much love I possessed For you and our child All the lies and stories The rumors and trouble I was real with you Honest; faithful; ride or die Its only right to expect it in return My faith was lost My purity taken My morals; gone My heart broken I just couldnt accept it any longer Revenge was never my agenda I dont get down like that No games; no disputes Not angry; just hopeless I slowly slipped away Slowly left my love Left my hopes and dreams Of you and I; together You dispise me

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276 QUESTIONS TO ASK BEFORE YOU MARRY WORK 1. Are you working on your chosen field? 2. How many hours a week do you work? 3. What does your job entail? (For example, do you often travel for business, work at home, performs dangerous tasks?) 4. What is your dream job? 5. Have you ever been called a workaholic? 6. What is your retirement plan? What do you plan to do when you stop working? 7. Have you ever been fired? 8. Have you ever quit a job suddenly? Have you changed jobs a lot? 9. Do you consider your work a career or just a job? 10. Has your work ever been a factor in the breakup of a relationship? HOME 11. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be? 12. Do you prefer urban, suburban, or rural settings? 13. Is it important to have your own private home, or do you prefer apartment or condo living, with a management company responsible for the maintenance? Are you a do-it yourselfer, or would you rather hire professionals? Do you prefer to clean your ow

Thoughts And Stuff
You Didn't See Me I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and

Thoughts
some people are so fucking selfish it makes me sick. how can u only care about urself and nothing around you. how can u put down the only thing u have and throw away everything. let alone shit on the only thing in ur life that dosnt deserve it. i cant even being to understand how some selfish fucking people can forget everthing besides what is in their face. be fucking mad about the problems in your life. dont spread ur hate onto those who should never feel it. im not saying walk on egg shells but get a grasp on the reality of which u live in. realise your purpose and live it. if you can stand alone dont knock down the only stability u have. the only one thing that will pick you up. realize what the fuck you have til u fall... xoxo

Thought For The Day
To surround yourself with love does not mean surrounding yourself with loving people. Fill your heart with kindness and love first. Those who are able to recognize that will be drawn to you, just as you are to them. Our friends are only a mirror reflection of who we are. Everything needs to start from within us, as individuals. What do you see in your mirror? ~My own words~ They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world; Someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for. ~Tom Bodett~ No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~Eleanor Roosevelt~ When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves. ~Victor Frankl~ Hello Friends I just figured I would write a blog in an effort to "catch up" a bit. This week has been incredulous!! Monday I worked a normal 8.5 hour day for the last time at our old store. Tuesday was an 11 hour work day spent packing up our entire store, load

Thoughts
IF A MAN WANTS YOU, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie

A Thoughtful Look At Ourselves
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back. Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice

Thoughts
As I sit thinking of and waiting for you Goes thru my mind, the last few months, Ive been thru. Your love for me I do not doubt Tho thru hell i went, you without My mind it wonders everyday How you could leave me to wait this way I have nothing but love and hope But on my own everyday I cope How much longer are you gonna leave me there With hope of you lingering in the air. My mind is strong my heart is pure My hope is dieing with you the cure YOu said you never wanted to make me cry Then I hear "Im still not coming I love you, Goodbye" I love you and my patience is not yet gone Tho I wonder how long you will have this go on The hope is dieing slowly to gone As I sit reading your words wondering why im still alone The sorrow closing in from every corner to me bound From the shadows hearing the hum of sorrows sound Your cold words they pierce my soul like a knife bringing to me heartache and strife Your coldness it lingers wi

Thought Of The Day
i have known this woman since i was 18..im now 45 and even though her daughter and i have parted ways i never stopped loving this woman...she was a great person.....she gave my son a home when he chose not to move with us...and through her illness my son has become a man and stepped up and took care of both his grandparents...im very proud of him...miriam was a lady very set on her ways....she had sponk...she was very opionated but thats what gave her her unique prospective on life itself..she always had a way to make me laugh...now with her passing my heart cries for the void thats left in all our hearts.....Miriam thank you for being there for our son and giving her the love that groomed him into the man he has become i was told by my wife of 22 years that she was no longer in love with me...its very hard to face that when you are still in love...but it is what it is...and because of todays economy neither one of us have the resources to start anew....so now im here at a home that n

Thought In Words
I hide myself and theres no one I care to talk to. Theres only you. I anxiously await the day till I see you again. I try to keep myself distant to avoid hearing your voice. Your voice is the reason I'm hear and for that I have given my life to you. Am I pathetic to give such a thing to someone I know I cannot have but I gladly will listen to every breath in anticapation Longing for words you will never say to me but still I punish myself. Someone please tell me why I do this to myself. I count the days till I can see u again and I so wish my dreams were something close to my future. As long as seeing u is part of the future than everything is okay. To be continued......... So yeah whats the hardest things about Love, Life and everything. To me forgetting those I've known and I mean not just girls. I was army brat for the first 10 years of my life so there not many I remember from then. But the people I knew in Colorado that I dont even talk to anymore and those that I do

Thoughts
When you care for someone, you let them into your heart. When you love them, your heart can feel what they feel. When they are happy, you feel joy. When they are afraid, you are scared. When they feel pain, your heart aches. What even hurts more, is when you feel that the person you care about so deeply about, has put up a wall because they are scared. Scared of the unknown and the fear of having their heart hurt again. Faith. Faith in him and his love for me. The same faith he put in me months ago.

Thoughts & Footnotes
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Alright now!! Wont you listen? When I first met you, didnt realize I cant forget you, for your suprize You introduced me, to my mind And left me wanting, you and your kind I love you, oh you know it My life was empty forever on a down Until you took me, showed me around My life is free now, my life is clear I love you sweet leaf, though you cant hear Come on now, try it out Straight people dont know, what your about They put you down and shut you out You gave to me a new belief And soon the world will love you sweet leaf I’m an axe grinder, pile driver Mama says that I never, never mind her Got no brains, I'm insane The teacher says that I'm one big pain I'm like a lazer, six string razor I've got a mouth like an alligator I want it louder, more power I'm gonna rock it till it strikes the hour Bang your head Metal health will drive you mad Bang your head Metal health will drive you mad I'm frustrated and out-dated I really wanna be over-rate

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Top Ten Predictions For 2009 1. The Bible will still have all the answers. 2. Prayer will still work. 3. The Holy Spirit will still move. 4. God will still inhabit the praises of His people. 5. There will still be God-anointed preaching. 6. There will still be singing of praise to God. 7. God will still pour out blessings upon His people. 8. There will still be room at the Cross 9. Jesus will still love you. 10. Jesus will still save the lost. God whispers in your soul and speaks to your mind. Sometimes when you don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at you. It's your choice: Listen to the whisper, or wait for the brick. ~~unknown Christmas Magic The holly’s hung The lights are strung. I’d breathe if I had time. There’re gifts to buy The time is nigh Soon I won’t have a dime. I’m in a spin Here I go again I begin to really panic. So much to do I come unglued The pace just makes me manic! Then…. “Peace,

Thought It Was Cute
Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back be honest!! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: Get drunk with me: What would you do if you woke up next to me ? BORROWED FROM DRMAMI0031

Thoughts
It is funny how you can have lots and be around lots of people and still feel empty and lonely.. I have a child and a man but feel like I am laking.. I feel alone in this world and it hurts me and scares me. Men have used and abused me.. Women just treat me like a piece of shit. I want people to see past my outside and see the inner me for a change.. Is it wrong to be sensative? Is it wrong to care? I just don't understand but don't want to feel epmty anymore..

Thoughts On Life
"To those who see with loving eyes, life is beautiful. To those who speak with tender voices, life is peaceful. To those who help with gentle hands, life is full. And to those who care with compassionate hearts, life is good beyond all measure." "In every important way we are such secrets from one another, and I do believe that there is a seperate language in each of us, also a separate aesthetics and a separate jurisprudence. Every single one of us is a little civilization built on the ruins of any number of preceding civilizations, but with our own variant notions of what is beautiful and what is acceptable - which, I hasten to add, we generally do not satisfy and by which we struggle to live. We take fortuitous resemblances among us to be actual likeness, because those around us have also fallen heir to the same customs, trade in the same coin, acknowledge, more or less, the same notions of decency and sanity. But all that really just allows us to coexist with the inviolable, intrav

Thoughts Of You
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

Thoughts
i have been in a lot of mental turmoil.lost and just havnt found who i am or who anyone else is.my "friends" are seemingly just not around.i cant trust anyone and the ones i trust i cant seem to trust.i dont know why i am this way.i lose myself into darkness.i see people who are happy,while i am unhappy and very lonely.i ahve tried all everything to get happy yet i fail hopelessly most of the time.i care for all my friends online and in reality,yet happiness is just always out of reach.i do not know where i am going or who i am gonna meet on the way.maybe i will meet you and it could change me or my outlook but no one knows for sure what tomorow brings or if we will make it through tomorow.

Thoughts ...
The next time you hear a politician use the Word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about Whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money.A billion is a difficult number to comprehend,But one advertising agency did a good job of Putting that figure into some perspective inOne of it's releases. A.A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B.A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C.A billion hours ago our ancestors were Living in the Stone Age. D.A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, At the rate our governmentIs spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain...let's take a look at New Orleans

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I was once a broken man, Now i find it hard to sit idle, for with these harsh hands of mine, i have created many a wonderous things, So as my lips go to speak, i Have to share this to you, That it was because of you my heart beats, My reason was lost until u came along, So sweet lady listen to me, No fire burns hotter then my love for you, and no sound can drowned your voice, For short in this life i have been, But my soul is older then you can ever fathom, So i pledge myself and my love to you, This wonderful woman has bright life, It is in your hands i rest my heart. no matter how i try i can never get away, it is always here no matter the time, However you want to put it, I am dieing inside myself, knowing always of being alone, forever hated for my loveless life, Will the shadows be my home, or shall they remain my tomb, where i lay dieing inside. When u took my hand in yours, it was then that i knew, that nothing mattered anymore, Because u gave me h

Thought For The Day
Ok So i was just watchin a vid on youtube bout a dude that wanted a clone of himself n it hit me like a bolt of lightning!!!!!!!! I need a clone of me so the doctors can amputate his arm n leg n put them on me! How fuckin awesome would that be!!! lol. ok so now im startin to think bout the hell frankenstine's monster caught, but hey they can transplant faces, so why not arms n legs im sure its been done somewhere. Anyways that was just a random thought i had lol. But if they start cloneing people like in multiplicity sign me up! Have low standards! That way you're never dissappointed! Ok I thought id just rant bout sum shit that i think is stupid or just plain dont like! First off I fucken hate Monroe piercings! you'll never been as good looking as Cindy Crawford once was, so pull out the piercing n make us happy.  Second thing is these Stupid ass Foreign language tats that every lame ass unimaginative piece of trash seems to get! You really wanna surprise me, go to chin

Thought For The Day
Calm your thoughts and be peaceful. Know that all is well, all the time. This moment is already the best it can be, and is everything it can be. Accept it and move forward. Do not fear the worst, for your thoughts of fear give great power to whatever it is you fear. Instead, sincerely expect the best and you create the best. Know that the positive possibilities are always present, and your eyes will be opened to them. Everything that is, can be put to good use in moving toward your highest vision for life. As life unfolds in each moment, new opportunities are being born. No matter what has already happened, choose to create the very best you can imagine. This is the day that you have to work with. Live with peaceful purpose, and use it to create a magnificent world. -- Ralph Marston Hey everyone!

Thoughts Of A Madwoman
Dearest Benjamin,It is amazing how I can look back at those new pictures, and remember so clearly how happy I was, and how much I loved you. I was so distraught over the thought of you having to move away, but that one night... the one you asked me to marry you, I finally felt like everything was going to be okay, that we could survive it.They say Love is Blind, and it must be... because although I suspected, I never wanted to let myself see. That last night with you, on cam, typing back and forth, you forced me to see. At first, all I wanted was to stop the pain, the burning feeling in my heart, in my mind. I wanted to end it. I wanted to end me. Then, as I read your words, as my mind slowly rose from the shallow fantasy of hope and blindness, I REALIZED something. In trying to end my emotional pain, I was causing myself physical pain... AND IT HURT. Every drag of the knife, instead of bringing me closer to death, brought me more and more back to life. I was numb at first, when you le

Thought.. Random.. You Might Just Like It
I Know none of the people on here. really quite intriguing. I like it. So tell me what you think be honest.. No need to lie really. Were never going to meet eachother so why not. The Name is Annie.. Yes chris you already knew that.. (no chris is not my bf) anyway I like pink. I am a nympho.. Figured ud like that. Anyway.. Im not seeking help for my condition I just look it as a good cardio work out no harm done. lol well no harm has been done. I can controll it and just take it out on my bf. Yep he loves me. Why wouldnt he. haha. Im not your average girl I think I can honestly say. I really honestly think im a dude trapped in a girls body. That happens to have big boobs... thank you all for pointing them out cause I didnt even notice they were there! wow weird. So therefore I am BI.. yep real bi not im a drunk whore I think ill get with a girl but only when im drunk kind of bi.. I also enjoy long walks on the beach.. JK no when im at the beach I enjoy Skim boarding. You know your

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The view from here is always breath taking. With the sun rising from my back, casting a long shadow before me, I draw my sword sit and wait. With last nights events weighing on my mind I try to focus on the days events. With a smile I see in the distance my reason to continue the fight. Such a strange contrast of the beauty she posses and the blood stained battle field. This time the two little faces aren't standing behind her, but in front watching my every move. This poses a serious issue (since problems always have solutions). How to win this battle and not let them see. She smiles and reads my mind, sending them off to play. That smile, that beautiful smile, lights a fire of burning desire in my heart. A passion, A pain. A fear. Kingdoms would fall just to see it. Clergy would sin just to feel its warmth. A warrior would gladly give up his life for a glimpse. I would fight through hell itself just to see it more often. That smile. I wonder

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Okay, as many of you may or may not know.... I got engaged around the New Year.... well, that engagement didn't last long at all!!! I came home one day and caught the FUCKER in MY BED with some stupid bitch! Yeah... that's right... he cheated on me and in MY bed! SO I kicked his ass to the curb and kept my RING!!! hahaha.... so I am single again.... and thinking that I should stay that way! Just goes to show you.... You can't really trust anybody!!!

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Why does most people have to fight and make so much drama. i dont want to fight i dont want to be a part of it. i just want friends on here nothing more nothing less. if i have ever done anything or said anything to affend anyone then im sorry if i have said something directly to u regaurding my feelings then i ment it and leave it at that.

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as mornings arise and the day moves to quickly I find my mind wandering swiftly conversations come smoothly for you and me we have a lifetime of pleasures to learn about we feelings and sensations are mounting The days I am counting

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have you ever wondered, like I am doing, just how much you can do, what you can do. I am about to find out, its March 21st, and in exactly 30 days, I leave my home and head to Fort Jackson. Yes, I joined the army, thru the national guard, but I still joined, three years full active, then the weekend stuff. Ok, I had been in a relationship, for fifteen years, fifteen. my oldest daughter was my 21st birthday present, she was born two days before my birthday. Its a bit rough, cause all those things that people did when they were young, I was chasing toddlers. So this is my time. My girls are proud as hell of me, they have let me know this, but its not going to be easy at all. But I am trying, striving, and making people understand how I can walk away from the world I knew, to try and find another, to make another one, this time, standing on my own two feet, without someone with thier hand on my shoulder, learning all the things I can do, being prepared to fall on my ass if I have

Thoughts Of Light
what a shitty month... you get stuck in the hospital... you try to get blood poisoning and succeed people who you thought care about ya delete you only because ya havent been on fubar because omg imagine that... your in the hospital... aint that just amazing? There are always reasons for our decisions in this life. Focusing on those reasons will help you stay your course. Knowing that you've looked hell in the face and still striving for excellence is one of my main goals. Not surrendering like so many others when life gets you down. Our choices in this life will echo and follow us for an eternity. Life is at times hard and we all have a choice. Following your heart, your honor, and your own moral standards is also a choice. No one can ever tell you differently. Anyways just some curious thoughts i had. Some friends told me to start blogging. So now i have. If you read this and dont understand it... The reason is probably that you are not m

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Why do I feel so much pain inside? Why do I still search for the light? Why does everyone hate me? Why do they laugh? Why? Why? Can’t they see im in pain? Can’t they see they hurt me? What if I ran away would anyone care? Would anyone cry? Would anyone try to find me? Would anyone worry? No! No one care no one would cry no one would try to find me no one would worry!! Because in this world im all…. Alone.. Behind this mask is pain.. I can fake a smile so you won’t see me frown.. I can fake a laugh so you won’t see my sorrow.. I can stand in the rain so you won’t see my tears.. And I can stand in a thunderstorm so you won’t hear my screams of pain… but what I can’t do is stand here and tell you I love my life and I never frown because that would be a… lie.. Everyone makes mistakes. I know it – I’ve made many mistakes. But some are unforgivable. I remember my first boyfriend so well. I remember everything about him: his voice, his smile, his touch, his l

Thought I Was Not Looking
Photobucket WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothi

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Okay so i googled my name just to see what would come up and one of the pages was a poem i wrote about 3 or 4 years ago. This has got to be one of the best ones i've ever done and i forgot that i even had put ot on poetry.com along with a few other poems that i did. One of them being a poem i wrote back in my SR. year of high school titled I'm sorry which was wrote about 8 years ago. Looking at these i realize that my style of writing hasn't changed much in the past 4 or 5 years. It's still very dark and full of despear and pain as you will see. I am gonna post two poems that i think are the best ones i've ever done. This one i am about to post is called my final breath than after i am gonna post one that i wrote just last year. My Final Breath I feel the blade cut my skin releasing all the pain with in as I see the blood pour out I wonder what my life was all about I feel darkness as it surrounds me knowing in a few seconds i'll be free with my eyes closed as I try not t

Thought For The Day
I received a call yesturday from the nursing home my mom has been in for the last several years. She was diagnosed with Lewybody's disease. This is a disease that is closely related to both Parkinsons and Altzheimers as it tends to mimic both diseases symptoms. She does not know who I am anymore. She hasn't for about 2 years now. She is lost in her own world. The nursing home informed me that my mom is declining. She has withdrawn farther into her world and has stopped eating. The hospice nurse says that they don't expect her to last much longer. She's dying. Probably within the next couple months, if not sooner. I have had my older brother and my step-mom both die in December. My step-mom ON Christmas day. Now my mom is not expected to make it to 2010. I'm beginning to wonder if there is some weird Christmas curse on my family. I'm wondering if knowing that someone is going to die is better than a sudden death? Both my brother and step-mom were sudden. Which was devastating t

Thoughts I Have Is All
For the past month now, nothing seems to be able to bring me down from these clouds I seem to be walking upon. I keep a smile now and my heart honestly has some one it truly cares for more than this piss poor life I live. Never in a million years could I have expected to be so happy and joyous as you have made me. Every day we see one another or talk on the phone, I fall further and further in love with you. I can honestly say now my life feels complete because Julie, you very much so make me feel amazing!!!

Thought For The Day
A horse and a chicken are playing in a meadow. ========================= The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking. He calls to the chicken to go and get the farmer to help pull him out to safety. The chicken runs to the farm but the farmer can't be found. So he drives the farmer's Corvette back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws the other end of the rope to his friend the horse, and drives the car forward saving him from sinking! A few days later, the chicken and horse were playing in the meadow again and this time the chicken fell into the mud hole. The chicken yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer. The horse said, "I think I can stand over the hole!" So he stretched over the width of the hole and said: "Grab for my penis and pull yourself up." And the chicken did and pulled himself to safety. If you're hung like a horse, you don't need a sports car to p

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Monday, March 02, 2009 if anyone knows me at all , the would know that i'm one of the most over analytical people that they have ever met. looking over the pros and cons of every situation, constantly looking for any and all outcomes for any one situation etc... nostradomeous made it seem like child's play the way he leisurely came up with predictions . but they were generally open ended and open to interpretation. sure , he got a few names wrong. hister( hitler) being one of them , yet he managed to get most of his story correct. everything comes and goes in cycles. reasons for conquest never change but the people ,places and things usualy do. the end only has two outcomes. win or lose. there is no room for horseshoes and handgrenades here. you never hear the defeated of serious situations say things like " damn, my nigga! i was this close!" obviously because there was an objective in mind and that objective wasn't reached. after all the planning, the hrs, the execu

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everyone talks about what is faair and what isn't. well this is life its not fair and never will be. Though i feel pain as i right this. it is about me and everyone else if this touches you. When people needed you, you was always there for them. but when the tables turn are they there for you?. no instead they are off else where leaveing you to deal with it yourself. All through-out our lives we try to shape who we are but, its the people we keep around us that makes us who we are. and as we get older we all seem to come to these roads keep helping others and risj getting fucked over ( oh an you will me fucked over) or do you become the one doing the fucking over. eventually we have to decide to be the prey or the predator. in many ways we are all both and neither those who have good hearts and good intentions will make it out better in the end but of those owho use will always be the losers. but what of those who have become cold and hateful from the lives we have lead and the

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Nothing matters anymoreI've turned away and locked the door I've turned the key and closed my eyes Let spill the tears and stop the lies I want no more to do with this place I want to leave without a trace To pack my bags and disappear To have no regret to have no fear To abandon all my life long dreams To stop the nighttime nightmare screams To leave behind the pain and despair To move on with existence without a care If only this could all be true To go away and start anew But I must live with these tears and lies So I'll lock the door and close my eyes Allow me to be my own person accept me for who I am. Not the person others think I should be. Sometimes I have a lot to say and don't hesitate to say it, but sometimes what I have to say can only be read in my eyes. Understand me my moods and my feelings on days when I’m feeling sunny and on days when there's rain in my heart. I'll never go back on a promise and I will always be there for when you need me. Understand me trust me

Thoughts Far And Away
Im crying insideLike the howl of the windCold and all aloneThe hurt in my throatLike air caught up trying to get freeIf I let these tears flowI may not have the strength to hold backAs every teardrop falls without wingsSo I sit silently holding in the pain of my heartWhen you look into my eyesYou will see a smile so fake, for so longEven Im fooledHappinessIs a word once filled my heartThey had turned to tears so long agoAnd shattered like mirrors hitting the floorThat was when I saw my lifeThe reflection of meThat was when the light went outAnd felt the darkness's embraceThe comfort she shared I took for loveAs she hid me away from the worldAnd lonely wasnt so lonesome anymoreShe holds me tightAs I shed silent tears into my soulSoaked with sorrow and griefI died so long agoAnd today, all I want is to live againThe kind of life shared with someoneSomeone to hold you tightTo love you just rightTo share with you their worldAs I would share with her mineYou see, this manThis personHas been

Thought Of The Day....
There is a fly, flying above the water..There is a fish watching the fly, fly above the water.. and he says to himself " if that fly drops just 6 inches I will be able to catch it and have myself a good dinner"There is a Cat watching the fish..watching the fly, fly above the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops just 6 inches .. the fish will be able to catch the fly.. I'll be able to catch the fish and have myself a good dinner.."There a bear watching the cat.. watching the fish watching the fly, fly about the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops 6 inches The fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish I'll be able to take the fish and have myself a good dinner!"There's a man watching the bear watching the cat watching the fish watching the fly fly above the water and he says to himself "If that fly drops 6 inches the fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish.. the bear will be able to take the fish

Thoughts For The Day..
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. Eat a live toad in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. Never buy a car you can't push. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you don't have a leg to stand on. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. The early worm gets eaten by the bird, so sleep late. The Second mouse gets the cheese When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Birthdays are good for you, the more y