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Anarchy After The Collapse Of A State
English Civil War
Main article: English Civil War
The tumult of the English Civil War led the term to be taken up in political philosophy. Anarchy was one of the issues at the Putney Debates of 1647:
Thomas Rainsborough: I shall blow up your buildings a little more and be less open with you than I was before. I wish we all truly wanted to change this cesspool we live in. If I did mistrust you I would not use such asseverations. I think it doth go on mistrust, and things are thought too readily matters of reflection, that were never intended. For my part, as I think, you forgot something that was in my speech, and you do not only yourselves believe that some men are inclining to anarchy, but you would make all men believe that. And, sir, to say because a man pleads that every man hath a voice by right of nature, that therefore it destroys by the same argument all property – this is to forget the Law of God. That there’s a property, the Law of God says it; else why hath Go
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Anarchy In Dfw
granted it's been a while since I've posted in my blog but there are reasons-- I've been just sorting out some thing happening with myself but I'm gaining control and its all coming out roses, so to speak.. I've found someone that means the world to me and I couldnt ask for a better love...who is she? now now now, such things arent meant to be aired in public *winks* this song by the band Demon Hunter not only deals with depression and the hope for help but also with those struggling with finding a cure for what ails them....I'm also dedicating this blog to my mom who is fighting Hep C
I still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.It's hard to concentrate with echoes of your voice in my head.From all you said, I'm still paralized.But I'm almost out of breathe from saying things that I'll regret.My time is over, I can't do this alone.I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.Tell me before I go, that your infect
Anarchy: What It Means
I hope somebody actually reads this. I've been seeing the circle-A used in contexts that seem completely meaningless to me. I have that symbol tattooed on my leg. It means a lot to me. It means a lot in history. And it is relevant to our current economic crisis. So I'm creating this blog for anyone who is truly interested in anarchism.
First topic: The different flavors of anarchists. We generally fall into one of two camps. I'm a left anarchist, meaning I believe in the general principles of Marxism. "From each according to his abilities, to each according to his needs." Workers' control. No bosses.
The opposing side is the right anarchists such as Libertarians. They believe in capitalism. They don't think we should even have public schools. If you don't have the money, your kid can't get educated....to them thats how it should be. I have a lot more in common with Trotskyists than I do with them.
Please, if you are interested in this topic, talk to me.
people of the world.unite against government coruption and greed.
All my Anarchist brothers and sisters drop a line and show some love for the only way of life that makes sense
If love is God N God is love, what would U sacrifice 4 it?
Everything U have, C, want etc..?
Others do not have, C or even dream of?
I would trade the world if I could, cause my God does not punish N is Loving, Caring N understanding.
My ego is just that "Easing God Out", so thier lies the alter N true self.
I can show it with ease no matter how much I try 2 hide, Love is the cure 2 the disease.
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Anatomy Of An Influence
Youre on my mind
But not obsessively
Just random thoughts
Not even fantasies
Basic real life stuff
Like how youre doing
I wonder if
Youd like that
Something to mention
And maybe how
I never get it right
So I bounce
Right past that part
You are never
Or I underestimate
So someplace else
Im sure my mind
I think about you
But just enough
So if you feel it
Thats a good place
To start To you it's like
It is not even there
You're bouncing around
Not to care
When you gonna stop
How does this story
The clearly fake is
With the fears, egos and attitudes
Careful now baby
Rub off on you
I've been there
After the door gets
Go pretend you can fix
You hide you
And act like
I hope this ride
Time for yet another lesson. I know I said I was going to talk about my days as a wing man for the guys I hang out with, but this became important.
The gang got together for a few drinks which ended up in discussions concerning sexual exploits. My buddy Brian had a bit and started bragging to one of the girls about how good he was. He told everyone that he was so good that he had his current girl on all fours on the floor and was banging her so hard she lost bodily functions and chitted on the floor. Everyone burst into laughter……everyone but me and my best friend…we looked at each other and grinned. (Hopefully you caught his error as well)
I sat and looked at him and then asked him, “Brian, are you into scat?’ He looked at me and said “Yes” and proceeded to do his best Ella Fitzgerald impersonation. Ok now we laughed. I then rephrased the question, “Brian, how long before you wiped the chit off you?” He stared and then s
Anatomy Of A Bitch-my Ex Wife
Death of a marriage 2004
Money-refusal to work, that is a man's job......Women's job, spend the money
Communication-bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch
Sex-before marriage, I love and want you baby..After marriage, I have a headache or stop, it hurts
Results- divorce, distrust in women and no dating since 2004
Cure-Tell the woman, sorry honey...I am no sugar daddy and have no more money....only get invovled with a woman who is your soul mate and realize a relationship is a partnership 50/50 give and take...No one is perfect, just human and we all have our faults.
Reality-stay single, shave your head and become a monk. Reality sucks
Reality-stay single, shave your head and become a monk
Men are from Mars, women are from Venus
Did you know from state to state graves of our ancestors have been dug up? Did you know that it has been many, many graves?
By Federal law the remains and their sacred objects are then put into a box and taken to the local University to be studied then left in a room boxed up year after year. WHAT DISRESPECT OF OUR ANCESTORS
We native Indian people don't treat our ancestors like this. Our ancestors are to be honored and we remember without them we would not be here for we would have no life...:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O />
I don't care what race you are. I don't care what sex and religion you are, this issue should be an OUTRAGE to all human beings.
Please have a heart and help us bring our ancestors home. If you will write to the Senator in your state and demand the release of Ancestral Remains to there homes.
We live in a busy world, but we have no excuse not to follow through with this demand "Bring the Ancestral Remains Home."
Please take five minutes out
Anchors For Reality
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My best friend lives up in Anchorage (well not really she just goes to UAA). So we planned this little vacation .where I go up to Anchorage for 3 weeks and than we both drive back down to Ketchikan.
It all started on May 4th when I woke up early that morning to get on the 7:30 boat to go over to the airport. I get over to the airport and see that my plane is running late because of mechanical problems. But I headed up leaving Ketchikan at 9 o¡¦clock. First I stopped in Wrangle and then Petersburg and than the last stop was in Juneau. I arrived in Anchorage around 3:30 and Athena was waiting for me outside of the airport. Her car was very dirty!!...hehe¡Ksorry Athena just thought to tell everyone but the first thing we did was went through a car wash¡Kyeah it was a lot of fun¡Khehe¡Kafter the car wash we went to the university and I got to eat college food for the first time¡Kit was actually pretty good. I also got to meet some of Athena¡¦s friends. While we were sitting in the common
Stand Navy out to sea
Fight our battle cry
Well never change our course
So vicious foe steer shy-y-y-y
Roll out the T.N.T.
Sail on to victory and
Sink their bones to Davy Jones hooray!
Yo ho there shipmate
Take the fighting to the far off sea
Hear the wailing of the wild banshees
All hands, fire brands Lets blast them as we go, so
Anchors Aweigh my boys
Farewell to college joys
We sail at break of day day day day
Through our last night on shore
Drink to the foam
Until we meet once more
Heres wishing you a happy voyage home!
Heave a ho there sailor
Everybody drink up while you may
Heave a ho there sailor
For your gonna sail a break of day
Drink away, Drink away,
For you sail at break of day, hey!
Anchors Aweigh my boys
Farewell to college joys
We sail at break of day day day day
Through our last night on shore
Drink to the foam
Until we meet once more
Heres wishing y
Well, I can't tell you when I'm going or how long I'm going to be gone, though if you search google news on the USS John C. Stennis you will know more than I can tell you!
Anyway, we will be off the West Coast when we are not in port picking up and dropping off the airwing.
So, I won't be far, and I'll be really close my favorite pub with an open patio where I can drink my Rum'n'cokes. So if you see the Stennis in port there is a good chance I will be at McP's after dinner. And except for normal operations of a Warship at sea, I won't be in any danger.
Take care, fair winds and following seas.
David Anchors Aweigh (1906 version)
Stand Navy out to sea, Fight our Battle Cry;
We'll never change our course, So vicious foe steer shy-y-y-y.
Roll out the TNT, Anchors Aweigh. Sail on to Victory
And sink their bones to Davy Jones, Hooray!
Anchors Away, my boys, Anchors Aweigh.
Farewell to foreign shores, We sail at break of day-ay-ay-ay.
Through our last ni
One of the most enigmatic places on Earth is Easter Island. Situated in the middle of the Pacific Ocean, 1,400 miles from its nearest neighbour, it produced a now extinct civilisation which should not have been able to socially evolve, who built mysterious stone statues that stared out to sea.
Why their hundreds of statues were built, no one knows. But so fascinating are they that most people fail to realise that this is not the greatest mystery of the island.
Rather, the Easter Islanders seemed to have the most peculiar writing. Known as Rongo Rongo, it has been found on numerous wooden carvings; and despite decades of research by our cleverest cryptologists, no one has yet decyphered what the writing means.
Many thousands of miles away, on the banks of the lower Indus River in Pakistan, stand the ruins of the city of Mohenjo Daro. Built during the enigmatic Harappan civilisation, the entire culture seems to have died out in the early 2nd millennium BC. Hence,
Ancient Atomic Wars
Have you ever wondered what all those extra SUV's in a Presidential
or VIP motorcade are ?? You know the ones with blackened windows that no one gets in or out of ......
Wonder no more .. They have a 6 barreled 7.62 mm mini guns... They fire over 4,000 rounds per. minute ... The wipers need to be run to remove spent casings when the weapon is firing .. See attached
video from the company that makes this happen .. vehicle is also armor plate
watch the video
Did an ancient advanced civilization exist on Earth? The question is very intriguing and the search for evidence to support a positive answer has intrigued Mankind for many decades if not centuries. Many possibilities have been put forward, from outright statements that Atlantis was a high tech civilization, to the possibility that the Nazca lines might be a prehistoric airport.
Rather than an accumulation of various items of evidence that is then subjected to the possibility that it might be
Ancient Knowledge From The Vedas
Text from the Mahābhārata:
flying a swift and powerful vimana
hurled a single projectile
Charged with all the power of the Universe.
An incandescent column of smoke and flame
As bright as the thousand suns
Rose in all its splendour...
a perpendicular explosion
with its billowing smoke clouds...
...the cloud of smoke
rising after its first explosion
formed into expanding round circles
like the opening of giant parasols...
..it was an unknown weapon,
An iron thunderbolt,
A gigantic messenger of death,
Which reduced to ashes
The entire race of the Vrishnis and the Andhakas.
...The corpses were so burned
As to be unrecognizable.
The hair and nails fell out;
Pottery broke without apparent cause,
And the birds turned white.
After a few hours
All foodstuffs were infected...
...to escape from this fire
The soldiers threw themselves in streams
To wash themselves and their equipment"
Read more below.
The Mahabharata (composed between 300 BC an
Ancient Egypt Love Poems
The Flower Song (Excerpt)
To hear your voice is pomegranate wine to me:
I draw life from hearing it.
Could I see you with every glance,
It would be better for me
Than to eat or to drink.
(Translated by M.V. Fox)
The Harper's Song for Inherkhawy (Excerpt)
So seize the day! hold holiday!
Be unwearied, unceasing, alive
you and your own true love;
Let not the heart be troubled during your
sojourn on Earth,
but seize the day as it passes!
(Translated by J.L. Foster)
Seems like many who were raised the way i was have gone or passed. To many times i am told Gentlemen do not exsist, Well i am here to say that we do . I will speak for many we do not honor those who set such bad examples of behavior.
1. beating women
Everyday i see many ladies talking about how they wont trust men or that they have built a high wall due to the past.
But ladies is it that fair to judge all do to others ? Is it not the pot calling the kettle black to assume it is just Men who are in that nature .... For us men to have been through trying times in relationships .... Cheating ,lying, abuse People are just beasts in all shapes and forms no person can say they are truly that one person who doesnt do anything wrong it is in our BLOOD the temptation and the need for the rush the flow of power and ANIMOSITY some times overpowers even the most strongwilled person .
Men you are no exception to this for we to make many judgement calls
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I am at my lowest of lows today. I hate going through these emotions. Sadness,guilt, and anger. My stomach is tied in knots. I apologize for everything even when I didn't do it. I down myself afterwards. I blame myself for everything that happens instead of placing proper blame. Cutting sounds like a great option right now but I know it does not release the pain. Cutting only nmbs what is there. If I cut today, it would be the darkest gray matter to ever fall from my wounds. Then, I would have to keep doing it to release even more and more at a time. I am so tired of being pushed. I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of being lonely. But yet I push everyone out. How I have no idea but I do. Maybe happiness is a figment of an imagination we create. I have never found it. Maybe love is imaginated also. Pain is all i feel deep within me. Pain that I can not release for some reason. I just can not escape it. I am tired of being that person that everyone comes to when they are bored or th
1977 And 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into
school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack.
1977 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun,
goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack.
2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI are called, Jack
is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again.
Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and
Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school.
1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands
and end up buddies.
2007 - Police are called; SWAT team arrives and arrests
Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are
expelled even though Johnny started it.
Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other
1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a
good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not
disrupt class again.
2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of
Have you ever fallen in love and not realized it until it was too late?
Why must I learn these things the hard way?
Everyday since I lost him has been a bad day.
I thought I was over him.
I thought I could move on....
...the worst part is that it's all my own damn fault! I cried myself to sleep last night in the arms of my 5 year old daughter...
How do you explain the tears of pain to a child who doesn't have any idea of the pain that the world has in store for her?
I am in a bad mood
been awake all night in excruciating pain
the pain meds were useless
workman's comp doesn't care
And A Fucked Up Night To All....
This Thanksgiving was a memorable one for me. So much to be thankful for. My family and our health is the most important OF ALL! Next comes my continuing coldness toward women. How terribly mean, you say?
Well, here's a story and a poem:
Women say all they want is a nice guy to share their hopes and dreams with. Yet they bed down with the "bad boys" and wonder why the rug is pulled out from under them. Enter the nice guy, who is there to wipe their cheek...Until the next stimulating bad boy comes along. Shampoo, rinse, repeat. I was one of those nice guys all my life up until 3 years ago, when I stopped being the little whipping boy of the house and found my own way. Among other things...Only then did I realize how vulnerable I really was. See, no one looks at the nice guy in any other way than just "being nice". A hundred or so attmepts at approaching people only got me a few dates and/or a little "more". What a shell I've built for myself over the years. It'
And Another Thing....
So much for Fubar...
I really can do without all the high drama, so while I won't delete my profile just yet - allowing anyone who gives a rats 4th point of contact a chance to shoot me external contact info - I'm pretty much done here.
Thanks for all the fun; it's been real...err...ok... It's been virtually real.
Blacksmith Ghost 2-2 (dangermouse)
over and out... Gather round children, pull up a seat by the fire and get comfortable, because Uncle Scott is going to tell you a story....
Understand, this is not a happy story, and the moral it conveys may shock the sensibilities of those less steeled to the realities of our existance, but it is a story nonetheless and by definition, stories must be told...
Tonight's story concerns a group of odd creatures that inhabit this planet called earth; creatures that move about us all and, often times, go unnoticed by the majority of us.
There are people who talk in the little picture boxes who would tell you that these creat
And All That Could Have Been
Well, after going through hell with my divorce, and my health taking a nosedive, I finally get to say something positive for a change.
I had developed a bad dizziness, and had pretty much figured it was stress, or the signs of the nervous breakdown I'd been experiencing for the past year or so, but when it just wouldn't go away and started to impact wether I could work or not, it had to be checked out.
I had a cat scan and ultrasound done, and my doc told me it was carotid arterial disease. My horribly fatty diet, bad exercise, ten years of being stressed to the max, and seven years of untreated high blood pressure caught up with me. I found out it runs in my family, and with the development of my diabetes, it's not all that suprising. It's just surprising that it surfaced now in my 20s.
Anyhow, I went to the specialist on Friday, who at least had some good news. I don't need surgery, which I wasn't going to take anyhow. She said it's between 8-10% blockage, maybe less, so med
And Another Thing That Makes My Blood Boil
SFGATEDebra SaundersHE STATE Senate already has voted 25 to 14 to create a special exemption in state law that would reduce the mandatory 30-day impoundment of cars driven by unlicensed drivers, so that offenders who have never had a valid license can get their cars back after 24 hours. Right now, when officers impound the cars of unlicensed drivers, the mandatory term is 30 days. A new law would keep the 30 days for drivers whose bad driving led to the forfeiture or suspension of their license may the courts add whatever punishment they so choose but create a loophole to give unlicensed illegal immigrants their cars back overnight.
Expect the California Assembly to approve SB626 as early as today.
Break federal immigration law, then break California law by driving without a license, and Sacramento wants you to get your car back the next day so that you can continue driving without a license and probably without insurance, because you need a license to qualify for it. Its
And Another Thing.....
when i joined this website last year i had a lot of high hopes and expectations.
boy was i wrong.....
a lot of the people on here live in some alternate state of reality, where everyone is a 10
first off this site runs like shit most of the time....too much content....
moving on....i learned the rules quick back in the cherrytap days.....never be honest when you rate pics...rate every one a 10 and every profile a 10.
if you rate honestly prepare for the down ratings. i could give a shit personally. i know im hot. i just rate as a courtesey. but if you rate me less than 10 i am going to assume you are rating honestly so i am going to rate you honestly and frankly sometimes the truth hurts. there are in fact a LOT of fat ugly skanks on here. truth.
what gets me is these trifling little bitches that will down rate you and then block you so as not to face their ensuing ridicule. that is cowardice plain and simple. grow a set of fucking ovaries and graduate high school already.
And And Stuff.
Nov 29, I was looking for a certain glitter graphic that made me crack up, so I had to trace where it originally came from, and came to SparkleTags.com.
On this site, there was a little gif saying that I should join this online bar...and here I am, thanks to the Owner of Sparkletags, MsTags.com, and LatinoTags.com ;-)
(this is her page http://www.fubar.com/user/166664)
So I joined this site a couple of days ago, five to be more exact, and I'm totally hooked!
I'm up to level 15, Idol, which is pretty sweet, and pretty fast according to my new buddy BIG NICK! ;-) (Who took me under his wing and gave me tips on this here website, and was mentioned in my first blast! lol find him here and comment on his pics, dammit: http://www.fubar.com/user/990012 )
Anyway, I'm just using this opportunity to say, to say:
LOL So if you are reading this, then you must be at least half interested in me, and you can also link up and check out my old addiction site, myspace.
And A Smile Of Joy Returns
I love you all, sometimes said in a cliche way, I think; almost an afterthought, maybe a duty. But it is true, in my heart I love each of you as God dwells in my heart, that I can't help. Some of you have profound ideas, some creative words and art. Others have a beauty outside matched by their tender heart. Regardless though, you touch my life profoundly and I am grateful for the way you brighten my days. My life would be significantly lessened in quality without you and in this new year my hope is we share laughs, loves and tears at times. That is after all what friends are for isn't it?
But one can love, and love deeply, without being in love. This is the lesson God reveals in the life, death, resurrection and ascension of Jesus the Christ. What is the difference, you may ask? Walk with me if you will thru the posts in this blog that I write today.
Some of you have walked alongside me for these past months, commented at a change you heard in me as November gave way to Advent
And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday
If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday
2011 And Beyond
So....I havent been on this site in a cpl years. Its great to be back but I see that the drama has gone nowhere lol. Since I last wrote, I have continued to grow and evolve and couldnt be happier. I am finding out things about myself that I couldnt put a finger on or find a name for. I am finding that I am many things and am no longer afraid or ashamed to admit it. I wont deny myself or turn on myself any longer.
I am polyamorous and there is no getting around that no matter how inconvenient it might be at times. This means I had to admit that monogamy just isnt for me. I have tried that way it its not working.
I am also bicurious and there is no getting around it because I love the look and smell of some women. How do I deny that? I cant.
This next one is a bit newer but fits like a glove for me. I am a PAGAN...! I have long thought that christianity didnt work for me but I didnt know what I had for options so I just chose NOTHING. I have now figured out that I DO ha
5 And Counting
so far, all my posts have been loosely based on fantasies, involving real people i know (yes, the names have been changed to protect the not-so-innocent), this one was the first i wrote that was purely a work of fiction. enjoy! please rate and comment, and pass along to your fnas/friends/family, lol.
Father Carl and the Naughty Schoolgirl
Busy with my daily paperwork, the sudden knock at my door startles me. Looking up I see you standing in the doorway. "You wanted to see me, Father Carl?" My mind starts running, why had a called you down to my office? By my recollection, there has never been a time in all four years you have spent at my school for me to have reason to see you. Motioning for you to enter, I search for the referral form on my desk. You take a seat opposite me at my desk and cross your legs. Not for the first time, I find myself questioning my choice of profession. Some of you young ladies have such succulent bodies that it is difficult at times to remember tha
And Even More Poems
we hang out daily
have become really close
yet we both swear we are just friends
neither of us want more
at least not right now
and you know i am already taken
so you dont wanna get mixed up in that
so why does everyone expect more
is it really that wrong
for us to hang out so much??
is it really that wrong
for us to become close??
i never knew how hard it would be
to have a guy friend
and not have everyone to think there was more
cuz damn friends is all we are In my heart
I know I did
The only thing I could
To make sure
She was safe
In my heart
I think I did
The thing anyone would
In my heart
I feel betrayed
For taking it all away
With her so young
In my heart
I blame myself
For letting him go
Before she got the chance
To really know him
In my heart
I feel like a soldier
Who just surrendered
Their every wish
By just giving up
In my heart
Im the one who fucked up
Im the one who did wrong
Im the one
And For The Record
just like anywhere in the world you need etiquette to be able to survive, you also need them in lounges so you dont accidentally do something that might get you silenced banned or ejected from a lounge..
#1 READ the lounge rules before you type, all lounges are diffrent
#2 dont push your RELIGIOUS views on others,not everyone is the same religion and in the end we will all find out who is right, so keep it that way,
#3 ABSOLUTLY DO NOT come into a lounge asking if your dj's can come dj for you, its disrespectful and should be done in a sb.. (for those who dont know a sb is a shoutbox)
#4 LOUNGES are ment to be fun, not ment to drag your personal REAL life drama into , keep that in RL not online.. We all wanna talk and get to know you but we dont need to have the first impression that your a attention seeker,
#5If you don't like the music being played you can always make a request.. most lounges on here have live djs most of the time and song requests
And God Said
And God Said
I Said, "God, I Hurt."
And God Said, "I Know."
I Said, God," I Cry A Lot."
And God Said, That Is Why I Gave You Tears."
I Said, God," I'm So Depressed."
And God Said, "That Is Why I Gave You Sun Light."
I Said, God, " Life Is So Hard."
And God Said, " That Is Why I Gave You luv Ones."
I Said, " God, My Luv Ones Died."
And God Said, " So Did Mine."
I Said, "God It Is Such A loss."
And God Said, "I Saw Mine Nailed To A Cross."
I Said, " God, But Your Loved Ones Lived."
And God Said, " So Does Yours."
I Said, God, Where Are They Now."
And God Said, " Mine Is On My Right And Yours Is In The Light."
I said, "God, It Hurts"
And God Said, " I Know."
Written By Topnotch FrkyPhkkr
9/11 And Good Friends
THRSE ARE 2 OF MY VERY BEST FRIEND ON FUBAR AND OFF, GODDESS POKI & HER HUBBY COYOTE Goddess Poki@ fubarYY Coyote@ fubar THIS IS COYOTES 3RD TOUR IN IRAQ AND HE WILL BE GONE FOR 18 MONTHS THESE PEOPLE HAVE SACRIFICED TREMENDOUSLLY FOR US HERE AT HOME, PLEASE REMEMBER THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS AND SHOW THEM BOTH TONS OF LOVE, i HAVE THE UTMOST RESPECT AND LOVE FOR THESE 2 FINE PEOPLE AND GREAT AMERICANS, GOD BLESS THEM BOTH
And God Said
"AND GOD SAID...."I said, "God, I hurt."And God said, I know."I said, "God, I cry a lot."And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."I said, "God, I am so depressed."And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."I said, "God, life is so hard."And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."I said, "God, my loved one died."And God said, "So did mine."I said, "God, it is such a loss."And God said, I saw mine nailed to a cross."I said, "God, but your loved one lives."And God said, "So does yours."I said, "God, where are they now?"And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light." I said, "God, it hurts."And God said, I know."
And God Created Texas.....
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, and I've put life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over here I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things." God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.
...and Good Riddance, Too.
A Cat in Despondency
A cat in despondency sighed
And resolved to commit suicide.
She passed under the wheels
Of eight automobiles,
And under the ninth one, she died.
N.B. I have met this racketeer eight times...
And Here We Go....
POP! ok so I popped my own cherry... hmmm well this is only my second blog ever... I'm in a pretty good place in my life. I have a home I like, kids that I adore, and a bf that just takes my breath away. I have problems, issues, things that make me cry (and some of them are those very things that make my life great), but overall I have a life that is worth living. I know finally that maybe I can be happy more often than sad, that I can have love, that things will actually work out. I have life, health, and love. For once things will be good.
so until next time,
And He Thought He Had A Chance?
before I start I am not a superficial person really I am not. but some things.....
I was at the laundrymat last night trying to get my laundry done and was texting a friend the attendant I have met before and is a little crazy but not the scary crazy kind. she greeted me and I said hello and that was that. then a guy came in and the attendant and him started to talk. this guy was at least a half foot shorter than me and like a quarter my size small guy. well he tried to engage me in conversation. I politely answered his questions in the shortest way possible while I continued to text this friend I like. this guy them starts talking to the attendant then who decided to sit next to me. so I was sandwiched between the two and now they are BOTH trying to engage me in conversation...I continue my back and forth texting and give them as short of answers as possible. when they start talking about all their health problems...I was not really paying attention. when this guy says "well the only
And How Was Your Day?
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I am Blonde on the inside.
2. I've never lied about my age.
3. I love pickle juice.
4. I prefer baths over showers.
5. I have never been pulled over.
6. I only wear 1 contact and have Mono-Vision.
7. I am turning into a Tattoo addict.
8. I am a neat freak.
9. I wish for things I know arent possible.
10. I can turn my tongue upside down.
Don't Need Jack
Highway Song I feel so violated right now!!
My son calls me at work this afternoon. He got home from school and finds someone has broken into our house. Things are tossed all over the place. Drawers, closets, cupb
And He Was The One
God in the beginnning, created Heaven and Earth, He has many different names partakes in all walks of life that has been scattered throughout the world because he is in every one of us and tries so urgently to reveal through our creations so we are able to see the big picture to find him. Imagine if someone told you that you were God how would you argue it, or would you just think nothing about it give them your pocket change and walk off.
Inspiration is that act of God in which he directly communicates his truths in our lives. whether it be through music (all Kinds), art, and especially nature. Think about it we are not coming to a end anytime late and there will be a day that God will want to hear your voice but face it we have wasted all of our time watching the television that we forgot how the hell it got here and its soo simple. all you have to do is talk to him and tell him thanks once in a while.
Hellfire and brimstone awaits those who deny him but tell me how hard can
And I'll Fly Away And Take You Into The Night....
the name is GINA.
and i pretty much LOVE my life!
sn=gnahgurl0107, i/m me sometimes.
january 7th. I expect presents.
i live in corpus christi. i use to live in new Orleans and thats where my heart is.
the whole time I was in Los Angeles I got hit on by every waiter possible.
i am very animated, and love cartoons, in fact thats my career goal is to become a top animator.
I did interns with Disney animation and felt like I achieved my life dream.
I love KWAZIE hats and I collect them.
if you want to see me in them just ask.
i love my family and call my mom at least 3 times a day.
oh did i tell you, i have the best family. so be jealous!
i admit i've recently become a daddy's girl get over it. but i'm not spoiled.
In fact, my dad and I use to fight constantly growing up.
i get taken advantage of VERY easily.
i try to be MEAN but... it doesn't work
i do have a short temper.
i take holidays and birthdays very seriously
i have eyes that chan
And I Dream
Peace....the deep feeling of empty space combined with joy, a night of sleep where all of your troubles are simply washed away for a few hours. This morning I write of a simple place, a place where my body lifts itself above the earth and I look down upon my bed......And I Dream. Dream with me this morning as I reach to once again touch those who read me. I release my hands from their evening's grip on my pillow and with coffee in hand, my rested fingres touch their home on my keys as I write......
And I Dream
Each night I lie down
on a bed of lessons,
learned from today.
My head falls gently
upon my pillow,
made from memories
yet to be created.
I close my weary eyes
And I dream
Of an angels touch upon my body
with a kiss of feathered wings
and the softness
of skipping rocks
across a glasslike lake.
Of bubblegum kisses
from lips as soft as clouds.
With an inner peace
found only in deep sleep,
my body turns,
And I Thought It Couldnt' Get Worse.....
Wow, my first blog. I have a MySpace and a CherryTap account, but blogs aren't really my thing. I decided to write this one after an experience I had this last week though....
I never realized how crazy some people can be. I recently met a gentleman here on Cherry and we became friends, talking about three times a week online. I never told this guy I was interested in him romantically, never said a word of wanting to be with him, and never led him on in any kind of way. Suddenly after about a month of chatting he started becoming obsessive. He would blow up my shoutbox ( and britneys', my bestfriend), send me nasty emails about not being online, and threaten to delete his account and "Go away Completely". I tried to ignore it until he got a little crazy and started scaring me. He found out my last name, as well as my phone number and started leaving multiple voicemails a day. I finally had to kick him off my friends list and block him. He still calls my phone and leaves nasty message
And I Will Show You How Deep The Rabbit Hole Goes
I'm giving you only the truth.
This is your last chance.
After me there will be no more.
If you hear your self concience, you will stay in wonderland,
And I will show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Alice lives in a land that I am envious of.
Yellow dragons, violet cats and black talking purple knobs.
She steps on anything that might get in her way of home.
You. alice had love but she pushed all of her people away.
She felt as if she was alone, distant, ugly, afraid.
She didn't know that her life was already made.
You're loved and you will find someone with your frame of mind.
So if you would be so kind to not cross that line...
And fall into a world where everything is flipped...
And where you fly to swim and you fly to drive.
Fly with me in the sea, swim with me in the breeze.
Drive with me on the clouds, fly with me on the ground.
Follow me into my rabbit hole, and I'll show you everything I've been told...
And I'll lead you to a land unknown
Andie's Goodie Box
Hey family and friends and anyone else--new pic submitted for your approval and comments. You will find it in my NSWF album!
Have a great Easter!
Andie Please please vote for me!!!
Hugs and kisses,
CHECK OUT MY NEWEST ADDITION TO MY NSFW ALBUM...ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING IT IS VERY...WELL ARTISTIC!
And It's Everything I've Already Forgotten.
I'm bored out of my mind and singing to myself in German. Can we say "dork"?
Anyway. An hour before work begins.
Someone take my mind off of it?
xoxox Life...is boring. We all know that. My latest ex is a moron, and I've just recently cut all contact with him. (I've been getting a million texts a day that I never respond to.) It's so exciting. Aside from this, I'm nursing my new tattoo and two new piercings....and possibly beginning an ARG. (Alternate Reality Game.) I know, it sounds incredibly dorktastic but my friend, Rachel, and I decided to begin it.
Anyway, much love.
And I Name The......
wow.. just got my picture ripped... went to see who took it and found out this guy tips peoples pictures so he can downgrade them.. WOW isnt he just a model citizen. just goes to show GOD didnt grace alot of us with couth. ok fine talk shit about me whatever i mean hell lol it's what we do sometimes right? but for god sakes if you look worse then i do please look into the mirror first well ladies and gentle men.. i got into my first wreck in my truck that i've had for not yet 2 years (welllllllll ok it's my second wreck but i don't count the first since it was my fault and did no damage to my truck) here i was on a thursday morning , just got adjusted by the chiropractor and man oh man was i feeling really good.. my neck wasnt hurting anymore and that damn achey left arm i've had for years finally wasnt there.... so i get into my truck, drive down the road, 5 minutes into the trip *sqeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling of my tires* *bammmmmmmmmmm as the lady hits my truck* *crashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
...and I'll Cry If I Want To!
I had a baby shower on Sunday, and NO ONE showed up! Can you believe that?! I can't....super lame. I was SO embarrassed!!! I feel really bad for my mom because she put out a bunch of money for it to make sure I had a nice party, and this shit used to happen to her growing up-she would have birthday parties and no one would come. I had to pick and choose who I invited because of family drama, too, which is very irritating!
I guess we should have just had it before I had Loki....who knows?!
And I Raise My Head And Stare...into The Eyes Of A Stranger.
I. Am. An. IDIOT.
One of these days, I'm not going to keep making the same mistakes over and over. One of these days, my brain will come back to me, and I won't be such an idiot. One of these days.
One of these days I'll learn not to listen to my heart, but instead focus on what I deserve.
Now, once again, I've gotten myself in over my head in something else. I have an inability to say no, and damn it gets me in trouble.
I need to learn how to look out for myself and not what other people want. I have spent all my life trying to please others, and I need to learn how to look out for myself. Because I sure haven't gotten anywhere doing what other people want me to do.
My depression keeps getting worse. For the last 5 years it just gets worse and worse...at least I haven't had the urge to harm myself...that's an upside I suppose.
I just need a looong nap.
One of my aunts and one of my uncles has cancer.
I went to see my aunt today.
And I Stood Still....
Waiting for him to come back into my arms, i cant wait to be back in his warm embrace. I miss him with everything i have and i still am here sitting and waiting for that day he tells me "baby, im coming home." But i dont know when this day can possibaly be. I will just wait, and atleast try to be patient for the day my love coems back to thee. My eyes well up and here comes the tears as i lay in my bed and my make up starts to smear...I just wish so badly you were here. I miss you more then you could ever know. I know this hurts you too. I know that you miss me and love me so much. Baby, im right here for you. I love you more then i have ever loved anyone and that does include myself. I will just take the love in my heart i have for you, save it in a jar and keep it safe on my shelf...I love you more and More, the more i dont get to see your face or feel your sweet breath on my skin. Tim, i love you. I know that you know that i do deeply so. but like i said to you before, i dont think
And I Feel Like...
...total shit. So I don't have work all this week and that allows me to stay up till 4-5am everyday playing Rockband and drinking. When I wake up at 12pm everyday I ask myself if its worth it and I say no, but then the night comes and I say YES!
Do your juices flow at the sound of the words rock music?, or just saying it yourself?, Personally i never thought it would when i went through years of R&B, Rap, Soppy love and many others i can no longer say.
Now don't get me wrong music is each to their own and all that but, is rock music the same as the rest? I think not musical chums! This is not a small process you go through when you realise how much you love rock, you don't wake up and think ooooo!! I fancy blowing an eardrum today, Oh no! this is progression of love and power for a music genre that has engulfed me with every inch of its mind blowing brain splitting perfection!
Bring the passion, feel the power!!!
When rock music first seeped its way into my ears and took over my brain it was put there with the help of the awesomeness that is Metallica and Iron Maiden, and there with no doubt left in my mind rock was critical to life, following that came Live, Nickelback who i had heard of previously but they have
You are my sunshine,
My light at the beginning of everyday.
You are my longing breath,
The exhale I so deeply crave.
You are the moon in my sky,
The shining in my vacant darkness.
You are the softness in a whisper,
That keeps harshness at a distance.
You are my compass at sea,
Whenever I am lost, you are my North.
My body reaches for your touch,
You are my feeling and emotion.
If a flower was to be,
You would be the fragrance.
If a clown was to laugh,
You would be the smile.
If a bird was to sing,
You would be that song.
And if a sunset could blossom,
You would be the vibrant color.
You are my longing day,
That keeps me from persisting night.
You are my sweet in chocolate,
That melts in my mouth and not in my hands.
And my trust in you is strong,
Like the ancient mountains that still stand.
The stars in the sky belong to you,
In the mere blackness you are radiant light.
You are the joy at tearfall,
Where every moment counts.
You are my lake of calmness
And In Thought... Or Not.
I saw Red Tails tonight!
I was awe-inspired by the splendid luck we had with the Jet plane.
Did you know:
14 of the Mark 2 Jet Fighter made by Volkswagon were made, but only 5 got into the air, and 4 were deemed operational?
The Mark 2 Jet Fighter was the fastest thing in the war, but the least deployed?
The Mark 2 Jet Fighter had the most kills out of any attack force with minimal problems but still was defeated?
Why didn't we lose again? Oh yeah, America was teh beeznees back in the day. Oh, how I miss you, America of olde. Back in the day when we didn't make fun of the British for a language we basically hijacked and mugged.
AMEEERRRIICCA of GRACIOUS--OH SHIT, JETPLANE.
Why is derelection the greater part of valour? Because you need to get past Mach 3.
Valour, in essence, is a flatspin gone awry. I believe this in turmoil and in great prejudice. Spin and throw-up a little, at least the guy next door says he's seen better days. An eternal w
And It All Falls Down!
Sitting here thinking about the dream I had last night! I was in a store...or was it a bar...the scenery changed too often to know for sure cause I was walking around through isles talking to other people and got to a spot that had pool tables where I found my empty cue case and the pool cue was broke! I found the owner and complained that this is the second time! (it happened in another dream a few days ago) As I left I got into a vehicle...sorta lol I couldn't see it but knew I was traveling and there was a cop in front of me. As we reached the corner there were a bunch of cones and I was the first for the check point! I don't recall drinking any so it didn't really bother me. This is where it gets funny. There was the "bad cop" that constantly had his gun pulled on me for every little thing I did and the hot female cop that was checking over everything. This is when I notice I was riding a kids 3-wheel hotwheels! As the female cop was looking for substances she couldn't keep her han
And Just In Time For 'all Hallows Eve'
Which Horror Movie Killer Are You? LeprechaunYour the killer Leprechaun, you love your gold and will literaly kill for it. Your a sneaky lil devil too to short to be notice, Hiding in trees, making animal sounds. Your smart too making deals, and always keeping your end of the bargain. If anyone every double-crossed you youd make sure they never did it again. ooOOoohh your fiesty. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com
And Justice For All
And Justice For All...
It's hard to believe that nearly two and a half centuries of enduring liberty and prosperity can be nearly bled dry and on its knees at the hands of a man who doesnt even have the intellect to pronounce the word "nuclear" correctly. The images above are my own artistic expression of frustration at the administrations demeanor and actions. These two men, of nearly unscrutiable power, have violated the oaths of their office and deserve the fates I have portrayed in the photo's above. It is Constitutional Mandate that any representative, senator, executive or justice be removed from their office upon violating the soelmn oaths to uphold, defend and preserve the Constitution of these United States of America, and they must be removed by the enacting of the articles of impeachment. As in all epics revolving around a time of diplomatic unrest, this country is falling ever more into the arena of the bureaucrats, whom in turn will fall to the true rulers of this n
And Life Goes On.........
Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 64%
Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had.
Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble.
Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job.
You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can!
Should You Quit Your Job?
yippee-my 4th grand am! things were lookin' scary there for a while--i looked at a grand prix that was loaded, but i just guess grand ams are in my blood! it's a 2001 4cylinder(miss the v6) but it gots a power sunroof for the added perk :-) Here's what my fave show of the six says about who I am.
CSI:original,miami or ny OR Law&Order:origina,crimial intent or svu)
My pick is Law & Order: Criminal Intent.
L&O:Criminal Intent=The Analysts
Chances are, fans of this series were raised on Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys because, according to the L&O co-executive producer Peter Jankowski this is the "She
And Life Goes On...
When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still here..got enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends ..to you all...have a beautiful day!!
Sandra...*Witchy177* It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and i
18 And Life
recently,heroin claimed my stepsons ex-girlfriend/ distant friend she overdosed after some 3 guys loaded a siringe full of heroin the guy was 6'4 she was 5'1 she was 18 and still wanting to fit in she passed away on the floor of the guys car and the 3 guys are held on man slaughter. also recently a so/so friend of mine from chicago was arrested on 17 counts armed robbery and being on parole for the second time for the same offense he also had a heroin problem what the hell is going on what happened to a good liquir buzz and a sweet toke of the grass is this becoming an eppademic
And Men Wonder Why Women Switch To Women..
So I worked my ass of today, and it paid off. My old partner and best friend will be getting out of jail on bond, so he can get the medical attention he needs, (long story), anyways he's getting out under my supervision, and has a sentancing date in December. He's only doing a couple months, which he could do it standing on his head, but he's out untill then, thank god!! Ok men, this one is for you guys. Don't flip attitude to women, because there are a few women that won't put up with the shit. Like me for one. There's a reason why I am getting a divorce, and there is a reason why it takes A REAL MAN to be with me and not a punk. So figure what catagory you are in then talk to me....
And More Fun
Okies so i was out and got this shoutbox while i was away.. should I reply... since the man can't even take time to get to know his potential slaves.. (really I'm not that submissive) and he could have found this out by a couple minutes of conversation with me.
misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: firstname.lastname@example.org and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive.
And My Heart Swells With Love
IMMORTAL BELOVEDThe First Letter July 6, in the morningMy angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to
40 And Naughty
geeez this system is really slow tonight, anyways i'm outta here going to bed to get rid of this day!!!!!!! and now i've just found out that this f@#*ing computer has a virus!!!! wish someone would just drop by and give me some t.l.c for my frazzled nerves and busted ego.
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This is apparently what happens on Wednesday nights in Amandaland.
Video also in comments.
...I'd pull out every fucking strand right now.
Yeah, do unto others blah blah blah, but don't EXPECT something to be okay just because you might be okay with it if shoes were on the other feet.
I work really hard and, although what I have to show for it may not seem like a lot to some people, I've come a long way in the last few years after completely starting my life over. It's not acceptable for something of mine that might even seem minor in another's eyes to be taken for granted, whether it's things I've provided for myself or the friendship I offer to others.
It's hard for me to open up my life to people because when I do, the privilege to be in it is too often abused. If you're in my life, I care a whole fucking lot about you and just want the same respect I show you, you know?
Calm. Blue. Oceans.
Please. Buy some peas and go to a frozen lake. Cut a hole in the ice and leave the pe
And Now For Something New (ish)
This month is when the Southern Hemisphere sides (Australian Wallabies, New Zealand All Blacks, South African Boks) get their chance to take back the Webb Ellis Trophy - The Rugby World Cup.
A little history lesson about the RWC: Named after the Rugby Schoolboy who picked up a football and ran with it. The tournament pits the world's rugby teams against each other. Those teams come from different areas of the world with their own competitions.
For the North the tournaments are 6 Nations (England, France, Ireland, Italy, Scotland, and Wales), The Churchill Cup (Canada, US and 2nd XV sides from the 6 Nations when they tour N America); Southern Hemisphere teams play in the tri-nations (Australia, New Zealand, and South Africa). There are also the South Sea Islands (the feeders to the All Blacks!) which include: Fiji, Samoa, and Tonga.
The tournament so far has only thrown up one surprise and that was when England won in 2003. Otherwise it has gone pretty much the way one wou
I find as I get older and my ideals, morals, and ethics seem to be ever changing that I find myself surrounded by people who I thought were nothing like me. There is no one with my common sense or logic. Yet they keep making themselves known. I have always marched to a different drummer, wanted to do my own thing and never settle. Always there for everyone, so caring, understanding, and listening...accepting of them yet thinking in my mind, "what the hell is wrong with you?!?!" As I start understanding others more I find more content in my own mind, more justified in my own actions and feelings. And yes, more comfortable about letting others in and expressing my thoughts and feelings. But I have also found in this age that as I become more open, comfortable, and trusting that others tend to shrug it off and not think too much of it. I still do not understand how people can be so unfeeling about others. I think about everyone, even strangers I've had small talk with. It just seems to st
And Now For Something Completely Different
"A bit late to be nervous now isn't it?" I asked Leah as I spun her around and pressed her chest against the wall. She didn't reply, but didn't struggle either as I bent her left arm behind her back and snapped the first handcuff into place around her wrist. These weren't the lightweight novelty handcuffst with the easy release button on the side, or a set of those cute fuzzy numbers, these were the cuffs I'd been carrying at work for fifteen years. They had been worn by countless men and women, from trespassers and petty thieves to child molesters, rapists, and on one occasion a man who had just the day before stabbed his wife to death in their Alabama home. I quickly followed suit with the right, and she stood there my prisoner."Rest your forehead against the wall, take two steps back and spread your feet," I told her forcefully. She complied with little hesitation. I grabbed her by the waist and pulled her back against me, her ass pressing against my crotch."We'd better make sure y
... And Now You Know
Who is Jack Schitt you ask?
The lineage is finally revealed. Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says " you don't know jack schitt."
Now you can intellectually handle the situation. Jack is the only son of Awe Schitt and O Schitt.
Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O Schitt, the owner of kneedeep N. Schitt, Inc.
In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, and the deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt,Giva Schitt,Bull Schitt, and the twins, Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt.
Against her parents' wishes, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced.
Noe Schitt later married Mr. Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt-Sherlock.
Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt and they produced a nervous son, Chicken Schitt.
Fulla Schitt and Giva Schitt were inseparable throughou
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And Out Came Me
Two teenage girls,
decided to take a ride.
With two other teenage boys,
in a strange place at night.
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quickly turned into something more.
One of them awakened by the slamming,
of a door.
She woke up alone,
her cousin was nowhere in sight.
Her heart began to race,
as she was filled with fright.
Pitch black was her surroundings,
the moon lit up the trees.
As one of the boys approached the vehicle,
she longed to be free.
For she was his prisoner,
the back of his truck was her cage.
Even the fear could not contain,
The other boy walked out,
of the woods.
She called out her cousins name,
but it did no good.
For they only laughed and said,
call out all you like.
She can’t hear a word you’re saying,
she’s no longer alive.
The girl screamed out with emotion,
as he climbed on top.
She gripped an empty beer bottle,
an attempt to make him stop.
Quickly over the side,
Running through the darkness,
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So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.
And So It Begins....
I wanted to role-play with her. I wanted to try so many different things with her and explore our minds and our bodies together. I felt so comfortable with her; I had no fears of that exploration. Just as much as I enjoyed making sweet slow love where she begged me for more, part of me craved role playing with the woman I loved, dominating her and controlling her sexually.
We must have both wanted it that day. She came to me, dressed in a way she knew would be pleasing to my eyes. Her beautiful body wrapped in lingerie, her feet in heels for bed and an anklet around her ankle to signal to me her complete submission and willingness to explore. Our lips met and our tongues danced as our desire connected. I could almost taste the passion on her lips. Her beautiful blue eyes were full of a wicked combination of love, lust and desire.
She grabbed my hand and led me back into the room and maneuvered me in front of her favorite couch. Pulling her into my arms again, I could feel her h
And So It Goes...
so i have a guest book now on my page..if anyone loves me..they will def. go and hook that up:) WILL! why r u ignoring me? Alright kids,
Why is it that guys can't show their emotions like women? Eh..so they might appear less masculine..but seriously..it's so confusing when a guy is all like "i'm trying not to thing about our break up" but with a giant smile on their face? Does that make sense? DOES IT?! He's like george bush smiling about major world problems and crying about losing his damn golf game. *Sigh* and so the story goes..it's just a rant..nothing really more then that.
And So It Goes
This Is One of My Favorite Pieces From The Great Maya Angelou,.......................So Listen Up Sistahs, Even Though We View Most Men As The Dawgs They Are,.......The Good Men? They ARE Out There, Where,............. Well, That Remains To Be Seen, So Don't Throw In The Towel Just Yet.
In My Missouri
In My Missouri
I Had Known A Mean Man
A Hard Man
A Cold Man
Gutting Me Killing Me Man
A Tough Man
So I Thought I'd Never Meet A Sweet Man
A Kind Man
A True MaOne Who In The Darkness You Can Feel Secure Man
A Sure Man
But Jackson Mississippi Has Some Fine Men
Some Strong Men
Some Black Men
Walking Like An Army Were The Sweet Men
The Brown Men
In Oberlin Ohio There Were Nice Men
And Fair men
Reaching Out And Healing Were The Warm Men
Were Good Men
Now I Know That There Are Good And Bad Men
Some True Men
Some Rough Men
Women Keep On Searching For You Own Man
The Best Man
For You Man
The Man Th
And Still More Poetry
I offered to move mountains
I gave you my world
I told you you were worth more than all the stars in the sky
I wanted to share my Universe with you
I just want to know
When was Love just not enough for you
I used protection
A Trojan horse
Faithful and strong
But was it enough for me
This was planned
A whole week in advance
Just you and me
And a deserted part of the road
No one would know
No one would care
Not a soul in the world
But you and I
Was it the first week
Or was it the third
Was this well planned
Or did we forget something
Now I have nine months
To be tired and waiting
And Sometimes, She Gets Bitchy
I was having a really awful dream about you last night. We were walking through the park (I don't know why. We've never gone to the park together) and talking about love, your ex-wife, our children, our dreams and everything we wanted out of this life. The dream was sweet until, quite suddenly, you turned on me and started saying all the things I've always feared that you carry around in your heart. You were hurtling insults and anger and it pierced me. In my dream, I cried. I cried for you and for what we could have been. What we were. I cried for a friend that I had lost, not only in my dreams, but in life.
I was awoken from that dream at 1:30 this morning by the phone ringing in my ear. It was you, calling from a friend's house, drunk. You're always drunk. I don't know why you called but the coincidence was unnerving. As usual, you made me feel guilty for things that were never my fault. You made me regret things that should only be yours to regret. You made me fe
And So It Goes
Stop telling God how big your storm is.
Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is!
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared
down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of
terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled
with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of
determination. Like any parent, she wanted her
son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now
that was no longer possible..
The leukemia would see to that. But she still
wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took
her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever
think about what you wanted to be once you grew
up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do
with your life?"
Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up."
Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can
make your wish come true."
Later that day she went to her local fire
department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met
Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix.
She explained her son's final wish and asked if
I have internet again, but I'm also usually playing video games, and there's a big event going on in my favorite mmo, so I'm still not around much. Yup, I'll only be on when Billy's kind enough to lend me his comp. And even then I'm mainly using it for video games and job applications. Don't know for how long. Updates later.
And So It's True...
Breaking Benjamin_Blow me away..and the games rules too :p
I'm losing sight
Don't count on me
I chase the sun
It chases me
You know my name
You know my face
You'd know my heart
If you knew my place
I'll walk straight down
As far as I can go!
I'll follow you if you follow me
I don't know why you lie so clean
I'll break right through the irony
Reveal my fate
Just cut these strings
That hold me safe
you know my head
You know my gaze
You'd know my heart
If you knew your place
I'll walk straight down
As far as I can go
Cure this wait
I hate this wait
Where were you, when I said I loved you?
And where were you, when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you
Thinking of, all the times we shared
I remember when my heart broke
I remember when I gave up loving you
My heart couldn't take no more of you
I was sad and lonely
I remember when I walked out
I remember when I scream
And So It Comes Full Round
i have been lettin myself down a lil i missed school this week 3 days 6 classes i am very assamed of my self ... i was sick one day slpt the other and ... looks down just not good form at all i hate when i let me down
round and round we go
i kinda end in the same place over and over and i guess thats not bad
i feel very alone i just feeling thsi huge longing for conection to something
to hae smeone e close to me i miss being loved i miss being sun too i miss walking on teh grass laying down and seeing shooting stars
i miss someoen having a fire for me
and having one for them i am so alone these days
so many ppl here but alone at the same time every night i am alone with my thoughts
and i see allthese smiling faces wish for that
it funny this song touches me soo i can memeber saying i wanna see u and hold u and it ment the same thing not to hold them but hold them freeze the moment and keep it
i keep looking at snap shots in my head of better
And So It Should Be Said.
I have no reason to block. I have nothing to hide.
Now she can go run her fat mouth about me behind my back like she did Kimmy, Fornicates, Achilles, Tiffany, Slave Princess, Sheez and so many others, that she has even put into her family now that they have become point slaves for her. Nothing like a two faced blow whale!
*Oh yeah... Sucks for you about Hillary Clinton, huh, Crystal?*
First off, THIS IS FUBAR. This is an online bar that ppl are SUPPOSED to come to and have fun with their online friends.
Secondly, I would NEVER walk into a RL bar handing out candles for someone that I never even knew existed for ANY cause. So, I am not about to do it here on Fubar either.
Third, I come online to Fubar to have fun, and I dont really care if John Doe that never even said Hello to me blew up his car and then was run over by a garbage truck.
Now, lots of you will think I am mean and coldhearted. And for those that want to think like that, I dont care. REMOVE ME
And She Went Running!
I stepped on a scale today...
Hmmm...I dropped 10 lbs since I've started running. (Yes, I've done it every day except one, but it was raining)
Go Team Me! I really needed to burn off some stress today, so I figured the running would do it. It certainly gave me a lot of time to think. I had a shitty day at work yesterday...and because someone wants me gone so bad...they pulled something that backfired on them, and got 2 OTHER girls fired in the process. NOT ONLY THAT, but one higher up employees found out she was going to get investigated, she walked out. So now I have to contemplate whether I want to stay at the current job, or get a new one. I don't want to work with mean people...What they did was seriously cruel...I proved them all wrong with the accusation, I feel good about that, but now so many other people are being questioned, and I'm sure more people are going to get fired...And unfortunately, the ones who are going to get fired, are the hardworking ones. My boss serio
And So It Begins
Another season of the NFL, and the questions just pile up, Who's was the best draft pick, Who's the best team. Now of course we all think out teams the best, even if deep down we know thier not, but one can hope and dream. I do visit many pages and blogs, and when I see they are calling for the Cowboys to make it to the superbowl and then they go on to say they will be facing the chargers, kinda puts a warm fuzzy feelin in my heart. As everyone knows the Pats did not win the superbowl , and yes a win is a win but at least the blogs state the pats wouldnt have stood a chance if LT wasnt sidelined,Gates with a bum toe and Mr.s shotgun himself playing with a torn ACL. Of cousre I have been a Chargers fan since 1980 when I lived there, and remained loyal to the team that holds no ring, has come close but never closed the deal, So to all the NFL fanatics out there in FUland, Good luck this season with your favorite teams, I wish you the best and the Olympics SUK cause we will be missing mos
And So The Wheel Turns
i tried to be reasonable and suggest a break and she got nasty on me, so i dumped her.
over is over now. i went to the notting hill carnival over the weekend and had a lot of laughs there. trying out caribbean food and listening to soca, reggae and house on some of the biggest sound systems there are.
at good times the floor was shaking and you could feel your cheeks vibrate with the bass.
got myself a bit of a stomach upset , was doing somersaults yesterday and still got the trots today. other than that a good time was had.
Army Of Me -
And So It Begins
Well as we move closer inauguration we begin to see that not only does Mr. Obama The Messiah is not only an economics 101 failure himself, but so is his appointed Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner. In four years this brilliant choice managed to miss paying 34,000 dollars to the Federal Government. After recent withdrawals from other appointees due to scandal, it has become apparent that Obama has NO clue how to pick people for any type of office. He has managed to pick some of the most idiotic, leftist, fools a president has ever chosen. If a man cannot pay his federal taxes, how can we expect him to handle our billions properly? This is just another window into the piss poor selection of our president. Is this what we can expect in years to come? Should we be on the look out for more corrupt, lying, cheating, self absorbed, greedy politicians from the left....I'd say so....Hold on to your wallets folks...You may have to pay your taxes, but Obama's friends don't... Well the ride ha
And She Said She Loved Me
As you all may know I have been involved with one of the most wonderful ladies I have ever met. When I first saw her I got warm all over, my heart skipped a beat, and my heart melted like butter. I knew right then that I just had to find a way to spend the rest of my life with her.
I was very excited about this lady. I bought her gifts and went to her page often to rate her and such. Then after a while I found the first comment she had sent me. I felt like I had turned to jello. This beautiful person had actually shown me some attention.
Eventually we started chatting, then the first phone call came. When I first heard her voice I fell in love right there. I told her a little while later how I felt about her. She responded in kind, yet with a very reserved attitude. then a while later she told me she loved me. . It was the day before Easter, and when I heard those words I about melted on the spot. The most fantastic lady I had ever laid eyes upon loved me. I
I came here, looking for a way to ease the boredom. Now I'm hooked. There is something nauseating about this site that keeps me coming back anyway. It's dumb, impersonal, sleezy,and I think it gave me a virus. Yet, here I am... just me, some slack-jawed yokels (love all the NASCAR-themed lounges), and girls selling soft-core porn for game points. I tried to get a friend to join... and she ran after the first 20 minutes. I guess only some people have the stomach for it.So... with all that negative stuff, why am I here? I like it. I get drawn in. I like to read photo-comments. I like to post stupid blogs like this. I like being around a bunch of strangers whom I could care less about, and who could care less about me. In anonymity, there is freedom.My browser has been hijacked to take me here before (it's so considerate of the Fubar people), but I never bothered to sign up. Instead, I only cursed them for it (poor ignorant me). Now I thank the Fubar folks for showing me the light. Fubar
And So It Goes.....
In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along
I spoke to you in cautious tones
you answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense
And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose.
But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break
And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows
Ss I would choose to be with you
As if the choice were mine to make
But youc an made decisions too
And you can have this heart to break
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows.
And So It Begins . . .
My crazy dog swinging from a rope on a tree. He makes funny noises when frustrated that he can't yank it down. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jhl4COSc1JE
So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. On Monday of last week, a day before my birthday, I went on vacation. I went to visit my friend Laura who lives about 45 minutes outside of Chicago. I didn't get in until fairly late at night. Long flight and a connection etc. I must say t
And Still We Learn
After a While
After a while you learn the subtle difference betweenholding a hand and chaining a soul and you learnthat love doesn't mean leaningand company doesn't always mean security.And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contractsand presents aren't promises,and you begin to accept your defeatswith your head up and your eyes ahead,with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child.And you learn to build all your roads on todaybecause tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plansand futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.After a while you learn that even sunshine burnsif you get too much, so you plant your own gardenand decorate your own soulinstead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.And you learn that you really can endure,you really are strong, you really do have worth,and you learn and you learn.With every goodbye, you learn......by Veronica Shoffstall This poem is available as a beautiful calligraphy creation by Sherrie Lovler, with
And So It Goes
it's strange to look back at how daring and confident i was in youth. skiing beyond your capacity. dropping out of college to pursue a dream. packing up all you had in your 1982 ford escort. im not sure what i'd tell myself if i could advise me then. he brought me here. which is a place where i can do much good. for that i'd thank him. and so would the ones we helped.
but. there are sacrifices. and when you single mindedly pursue them, you miss other things in life. and now that im technically middle-aged, i regret my decision for a lack of balance.
make family, and making a family important. there's no perfect person. just the one who cares for you. and forgive the faults that you could make.
and i share this wish for your, that you'll learn from my mistake
And They Say "diamonds" Are A Gurls Best Friend....ha!
Your Birth Month is May
Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.
You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.
Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.
Your gemstone: Emerald
Your flower: Lily of the Valley
Your colors: Yellow, red, and green
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?
And Then There Was Me....
dont tell me you love me unless
you mean cuz i might do something
crazy and believe it!
love is a sensation caused by temptation til a guy sticks his temptation into a girls destination to increase da population of the next generation. do you understand my explanation or do u need a demonstration Girl Poem
A poem for us....
I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass .
My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit,
to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.
I never forget,
an important date.
You just gotta deal with it,
I'm usually late.
And Then, I Went To Sleep.....
It was just another late night phone call. Or at least, that was how it presented itself. It turned out to be anything but ordinary. I decided to answer because I had just spoken to this friend the other day, and I wanted to see how things had been going for her. Not too well at all I was soon to find out. She was talking so fast and breathing hard so I really had to listen to hear what she was trying to tell me. I had heard the family stuff a few times before, so what I do then is try and decipher exactly what is bothering her, while still understanding that life in some homes is simply awful. I think it is best to let them start to get the words out, wait for an opening, then say something nice. You have to get them calmed down so we can try to get to the logic of why they feel this way, and what can be done. I did not get to wait on this call. The word suicide came out after a few minutes, she was every bit as upset as when I first answered, and now I was in a totally different ball
And The Survey Says..............
The Strange Questions SurveyHave you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:No - Why? What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone youve date:25 years Ever been in a car wreck?:Yes Were you popular in high school?:No Have you ever been on a blind date?:No Are looks important?:I don't like meeting people with messy hair. Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:Yes By what age would you like to be married?:I dunno Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:Depends Have you ever made a mistake?:Yes Are you a good tipper?:I dunno, i don't tip myself. What's the most you have spent for a haircut?:8 bucks Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?:Not that i remember Have you ever peed in public?:No What song do you want played at your funeral?:Hells Bells - AC/DC Would you tell your parents if you were gay?:Dunno, that could be scarry! What would your last meal be before getting executed?:Something chine
....and The Master Baits
It's 1:00 pm and I'm checked in. It's surreal, I can't believe this is happening. I text him: "I have something for you, come see me at the hotel next to the mall". I know he will come, I've been teasing and tantalizing him for over 3 months. Meeting him at the gym in the wee hours in the morning, taking him in the sauna when no one is there. As I sit in front of the mirror fixing my makeup I reminisce about my rendezvous with him two nights ago at the gym. We met at 12 in the morning, I wet my lips subtly at the sight of his biceps pumping the metal bar up and down to his chest. A light coat of sweat covers his swollen arms, his thin muscle shirt clings to his broad, defined chest and his deep brown eyes... The intense look on his face makes me think naughty thoughts about him. He sees me in the mirror and smiles at the sight of me. I cleaned up pretty nicely for the gym. I wore tight, black shorts, that barely covered my plump, round ass.
My form-fitting shirt hugged my perky brea
And The Stars Lie...
...one flew west.
One flew over the cukoo's nest.
ok. I think I need someone to slap me right now. I'm freaking out over nothing. Literally nothing. Nothing bad happened today. Had a good morning at work. I'm actually feeling better in regards to my cold. I haven't really talked to anyone so no fighting or anything. But here I am with my stomach in knots and my hands shaking. Funny thing is if you look at me you wouldn't be able to tell something's wrong. Well, Jenn might know... Ange too, maybe.
I wanna get away.
I want to get in the car and just drive. Or ride. Or whatever. Just go and listen to music and talk with a good friend and not worry about a fucking thing. I want someone to distract me from this... whatever THIS is. I don't even know right now.
I want I want I want. Goddamn I'm a greedy, needy, whiney bitch.
I tear my heart open, I sew m
And There Goes Another One !
LOOK, HERE IT GOES SO GET READY. I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS WHAT ANYONE THINKS, FEELS OR HEARS ABOUT ME ANY MORE. I COULD CARE LESS WHAT YOU DO, SAY OR ANYTHING THAT AFFECTS YOU OR ANYONE READING THIS. I CARE ABOUT TWO PEOPLE MAYBE THREE THAT WILL EVER READ THIS RIGHT NOW. CYNTHIA, WHOM IS MY BEST FRIEND, REBECCA WHOM I REALY DON'T KNOW ALL TOO WELL BUT I LIKE HER AND LONNIE ALOT FROM WHAT I KNOW AND MICHAEL. THAT IS IT !
And The Other Thoughts Of Life
kay, alot on my mind lately, working on organizing all the thoughts and stories of all the shit thats happened the last few years, mainly with guys, i plan on writing a nice long blog sometime before the end of the week probally on my day off (monday) but i'm not sure, im almost thinking id like to do a video rant instead, though i may come across kinda shy or stupid looking and may not get all of what i wanna say in because i'll get focused on a certain anger point, seems like i get screwd over by alot of men, though i gotta say others were less heartache because though i wanted to belive them after awhile i find out there lies or its too overwhelming whether they are or aren't but i didn't wanna stay and wonder for 2 of the guys but i ended up pushing most these guys outta my life, some of them still hurt me really bad though, scars are still there, still nothing in compared to recent because i didn't love those other guys so even though they hurt me alot it's not quite what i'm goin
I hear the page at work for me to pick up the phone, "...call on line four.." I stop my work with the patient I'm with and head to the nurses station to pick up the phone. I'm hot,dripping and sticky with sweat. Hawaii is wonderful, but our facility doesn't have air conditioning. Three flights of stairs make this especially fun. I smile at the nurse on duty and pick up the phone, "Rehab, this is.." I answer. Your low voice sounds in my ear. "We're going out tonight, dress with me in mind," then nothing but a dial tone. My weariness falls away and I dive into the rest of my day with new energy. The hours with residents fly by, and I think about what to wear...
I get home and toss my dirty scrubs and jacket into the laundry. I close my eyes and breathe deeply,enjoying the play of air over my skin. (Of course, like work, my house isn't air conditioned either) It's not enough for me though, I want to feel the wind caressing me. I wrap my long shawl filled with embroidered roses around m
And To Think I Thought For Myself
Wow... so I thought that I actually had a mind of my own. I am told that I am not happy because I don't want to be happy... really??? You think I honestly can control the situation that I am in right now? I was told that I push people away... yes I admit I do! I do not want to let people in to only get hurt even more than I have been in my life. Nobody but myself knows what I have been through in my life... not everything...nor will anyone EVER know what all I have been through. I am sorry if I close myself off to people! It is easier for me to do that rather than allow myself to get hurt again. And I don't care who you are... everyone will eventually hurt someone... if it is intentional or not it will happen. I am sick and tired of being hurt and taken advantage of! IT STOPS NOW! I am living my life to please myself... so if I hurt you in the process I am sorry... but this is my life and there is NOBODY who is going to tell me how to live, feel, or act!
And The Beat Goes On...
sometimes i wonder who really cares about anyone else but themselves. so many people say that they're listening, but i wonder if they're actually just waiting for their turn to speak. maybe im just rambling, idunno. i just have a lot of random thoughts right now. lately i've been feeling really alone. even with a group of people, i fell like there's no one else around me. almost like im invisible. when i was little, that was the one super power i really wished that i had. i just wanted everything to go away. but now that i feel like i have it, i don't want it. im actually pretty tired of feeling that way. even with all the friends that i have, i feel so isolated. lately, nothing really matters anymore. i've been so upset that i've just gone numb, and i hate that. i just cant cry anymore. and as much as i hate crying, i kinda wish i could. just to know that i can still feel something. im tired of love though. it gets you nowhere. absolutely fucking nowhere. which sucks, cause when you'r
Talk to me
in your drive-time voice
as I am moving closer,
coming in to kiss you -
first your soft lips
whisper to me "yes"
as I am reaching 'round,
get right up
inside my arms as I am
tasting your sweet skin,
smelling your soft hair,
linger as I slide my hand
across your ribs and
inside your jeans and
lead me to the bedroom,
close the drapes,
pull back the sheets,
allow your skin
to touch mine
all at once -
limb to limb,
on cotton sheets
voice of the wind
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And This Is?
Just a note to the guys who only wanna add me as a friend for no other reason than to hit on me,I am HAPPILY married,I am happy to add you and have a conversation with you but I will not be doing anything else,so please do not insult me or degrade yourself by trying,thanks.
Melanie To all my friends and everyone else on Fubar,have a great christmas and a very happy new years,but be safe.
Melanie xx I have spent the last 5 years hosting online pool,and while that may sound stupid to some of you,maybe others will know what I am talking about.
Whiloe most of the time its been a lot of fun at others its been incredibly stressful,I have been away and back doing it again many times,but always come back as I really enjoy it.
Well not anymore,I sent my letter of resignation to the admin of the league I host in yesterday as I am just so burned out its not real.
I dont enjoy going to pool anymore as I know I am just going to get bugged to host and I cant and wont do it 24/7.
While some (wh
And Than It Was Winter
And it's winter before we know it....
You know, time has a way of moving quickly and catching you unaware of the passing years.
It seems just yesterday that I was young, just married and embarking on my new life with my mate. And yet in a way, it seems like eons ago, and I wonder where all the years went. I know that I lived them all...
And I have glimpses of how it was back then and of all my hopes and dreams... But, here it is..the winter of my life and it catches me by surprise... How did I get here so fast? Where did the years go and where did my babies go? And where did my youth go?
I remember well.. seeing older people through the years and thinking that those older people were years away from me and that winter was so far off that I could not fathom it or imagine fully what it would be like... But, here it is...my friends are retired and really getting gray...they move slower and I see an older person now. Lot's are in better shape than me...
And The Verdict Is Today:
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine:This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes:If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing
And The Games Begin
Ears now hear the silence.
Overwhelming. Such a void.
Sweet the scent, not of the mind:
But softly emanating from the ruffles buoyed.
Upon a treasured pillow
You bequeathed the smiles of love.
Parting the minds of madness, entering the garden cloyed.
Twisted frames hold mellow peaks,
If you seek,
Is only then, you'll find
The step by step to madness
Is the step, by step, divine.
By GoldenRaven thank you for the inspiration Now be the dawn of another setting sun,
The scorn, like waves, roll quietly.
Picturesque pastels consume the mind discreetly.
Fondling their way into the secluded catacombs of memories
Driving all facets of coherent thoughts
Masked as thoughts of sanity.
Beset by the falling darkness,
Light breaks through the shadows,
Sparkling against the sky,
Dancing in the leaves of prevalence
Through the mist of twilight,
Thrusts a naked thought.
Dwelling within the t
And To Think...
It is awesome to imagine that a little satellite, all the way past the orbit of Pluto, we are receiving data on the outer reaches of the solar system, and of pieces of matter from beyond.
So why the hell can 't the government manage to balance it's budget? We can recieve radio from billions of miles, and can't manage to not spend more than we bring in?
Enough ranting. The marvel of technology offsets for the moment the anger over idiots.
And Though Christmas Is Almost Upon Us..........
Old one but cute....
> Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the
> pearly gates.
> 'In honor of this holy season' Saint Peter said,'You must each possess
> something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven.'
> The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter.He
> flicked it on. 'It represents a candle', he said.
> 'You may pass through the pearly gates' Saint Peter said.
> The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He
> shook them and said, 'They're bells.'
> Saint Peter said 'You may pass through the pearly gates'.
> The third man started searching desperately through his po ckets and
> finally pulled out a pair of women's panties.
> St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, 'And
> justwhat do those symbolize?'
> The man replied, 'These are Carols.'
And That Is Why They Call Me "aussie"
People often stop by and ask me if I am an "Aussie" or they tell me I am not an "Aussie".
They are 100% correct! I am not an Aussie. Although I am "Aussie" in my own right! Sit back my children and let me spin the tale of how I became....."Aussie".
It was the best of times, it was the worst of times........it was a hot day in Iraq as usual. I was starting to chaf more and more everyday! I had to find a way to make it stop! So I tried to go commando( not wearing underwear- for those who just don't get it). That didn't work either. The uniform's crotch is just rubbing me raw! What in god's name am I going to do? I can't spend all of my time in Iraq; fighting terrorism, only to have my crotch rubbed raw as my first concern. The humanity! So I was on my last attempt at finding something that was suitable for my loins. The boxer briefs made their way into my hands. Excitedly I tried them on( more like, this needs to work or I am fucked), they did the job just perfectly. Soon t
And Then We Said Goodye
It was getting late and we hadn't spoken a word to each other in about three hours. Looking at you, out of the corner of my eye, I can see the emptiness and loneliness on your face. As we watched reruns of 90210. "It's getting late, maybe I should go." I say as I sit up. "Okay" you say standing and stretching, "I'll walk you out" So hand in hand we walk to and out the door, still not saying a word. Our hands are barely holding each other and it just symbolizes how far apart we grown over the last couple months. Most couples grow closer together, but we have against odds, drifted further apart, almost like strangers now. Once to my car I turn and put my arms around you, and you throw your arms around my head. I lean down and gently we kiss, though we couldn't be further apart we still feel an obligation top kiss goodnight. Both of us knowing, this is our last. But neither one of us saying it. "So I'll call you tomorrow?" I say with uncertainty. You frown and say "Sure" One last hug as I
And The Truth Shall Make You Free
"Yes, I am a Free Lover. I have an inalienable, constitutional and natural right to love whom I may, to love as long or as short a period as I can; to change that love every day if I please, and with that right neither you nor any law you can frame have any right to interfere. And I have the further right to demand a free and unrestricted exercise of that right, and it is your duty not only to accord it, but, as a community, to see that I am protected in it. I trust that I am fully understood, for I mean just that, and nothing less!"
And The Stars Lie
Where is your cell phone? In my pocketYour signifigant other? Non exsistant.Your favorite store? Target probably, though I go to Walmart way more often. Helzburg Diamonds isn't too bad thoughYour favorite color(s)? Dark dark blue, normally I'd call it midnight blue. A bright limey green has been attracting me a lot recentlyWhen is the last time you laughed? After I won Alannah a stuffed orange elephant from a claw machine today. I have NEVER won anything from those things before!When is the last time you cried? Its been a while, suprisinglyWhere were you last night? At home Muffins? Are yummy... I should bake someWhere did you grow up? New JerseyLast thing you did? Put Alannah to bedWhat are you wearing? skirt and a tube top. Not something I'd wear out of the house.Your TV? Small and bulky. contradiction? maybe but its true Your pets? Are in NJ still.Friends? I have a couple.Your life? Most days its good.You mood? Ok, I guess.Missing someone? Yes. Something you are not wearing? a bra.Y
And These Are The Days Of My Life
I fucking can't stand man whores...now why is it that guys just cant stick to one pussy? it makes me really sick..ugh..like tonite I just found out my so called "best friend" slept with the guy I really liked around here...and I was really diggin him but oh well..guess Im not good enough..I mean hes not my man but more like fwb type thing..and I think she wanted to test the waters herself cuz I would tell her everything about what me and him have done..well she sure did..wtf is up with these friends man..ugh fuck it..a man doesnt see a good woman even though shes right there in front of his face..oh well his loss...my fingers do just fine yea....my first blog on fubar...where to start? well first of all yesturday evening..someone was banging on the door like the fucking poepoes..I looked out the window and saw my car!...I was like wtf? are they giving my car back..I remember the convo I had with my friend that she would help me get it fixed and give it back to me...well anywho obviousl
And The Drama Continues...
Fubar is Cool And All.. But When You Meet Interesting People And Become "Friends" With Them.. You Never Know What's Waiting For You.. An Accident Waiting To Happen! People Just Be Tripping Hard And Assume Shyt For No Reason.. You'd Have To Constantly Argue Daily With This Person Over Something Stupid When It's Not Even Worth It Man! Just Months Ago When I Posted A Mumm Shady Friends And Fake People. Apparently I'm Still Dealing With Them Now. It Never Fails.. But Anywayz.. I Had To Get Some Shyt Off My Chest Cause It's Been Bugging Me.. But I'll Find Some Way To Deal With It Of Course.. So I'll Definitely Some "Deleting" To Do In The Meantime To Set Things Straight Ya Know.. So Whatever Happens.. It Happened For A Reason.. Cause The Drama And Bs Gotta Go.. I'm Not Here For All That.. Just For Friends And Who Knows What Else.. Just Wait And See.. Maybe Something Good Will Come Out Of All This.. Hopefully.. So Peace Out And Much Love!!
And This Is Why I Am Who I Am
I know everybody thinks we do it cause we want to be a hero. For most of us.... completely untrue. We do it because we all have a complex about helping other people. We see somebody along the road with car trouble, we stop and see if we can help. A friend calls and needs help moving their couch; we're there. It's the right thing to do first of all and if it helps somebody do something they couldn't otherwise do.... then we're happy. We do it because we realize that at some point in life; every one of us will need help like that and we hope that somebody else will be willing to give us some of their time and energy to help us out of a tight spot.
I think the real heroism isn't at the fire when we save a kids life or save some of a family's home and belongings. It's in the countless thankless hours we spend training, keeping our equipment working, cleaning the station, and all the other little things that have to be done. All the things we do so we're ready when those to
And The Word Is Written...
Why we remain resolute in our opposition to the Calgary Stampede rodeo and chuckwagon racing:
In the over 15 years of actively protesting the Calgary Stampede's rodeo and chuckwagon racing we have come to see the tide change in our favour, running counter to the claims and pronouncements of both the Stampede Board, and the local media. Perhaps the most telling proof of this came a couple years ago when, in response to the Cloverdale Rodeo decision to ban certain events from their rodeo, both myself and a member of the Calgary Stampede were invited to discuss this on BC Talk Radio as it applied to the Calgary spectacle. The Stampede of course refused to engage in any dialogue with our side, so it was left to be where I would discuss our position and then the Stampede would give their perspective. During the course of their dialogue it was admitted that every year there are animal deaths that occur at the Stampede-a far cry from their official position, which can be read on both w
And The Survey Says...
You can blame JWH for these
You Are the Heart Chakra
You are loving, kind, and empathetic. You feel for the world, and you truly value peace.
You have many close relationships, and you work hard to make them harmonious.
You are accepting and understanding. You are tolerant of all sorts of viewpoints, even if you don't agree with them.
You are very forgiving. When you love someone, your love is unconditional.
What Chakra Are You?
You Are 50% Skeptic
You aren't exactly a skeptic, but you're no blind believer.
You doubt what you hear, especially when you hear it for the first time.
When it comes to doing your own research, you sometimes fall short.
Question your beliefs a little more. You might be surprised what you find out!
Are You a Skeptic? Boredom strikes
Your Heart is Red and Green
Your heart is serene and peaceful.
You are down to earth, laid back, and secure in who you are.
You bring strength and sanity to relationsh
And Then There Was One!!!!!!!!!
I never write my own blogs i always find good information about the lifestyle and post it...poems that move me or people i give props to....Today I am going to inspire myself! Due time dammit. I like to say i am broken hearted I like to say I feel the burn in my soul, that I am lost, unkept a mess. I am not. I may feel free, in an odd sort of deversion. Lies come forth, realization of reality that I knew was always happening was told to me. Other women come to me tell me I AM THE FOOL. I wont be played, I will be loved, cherished, honored, things you could never put forth to me. no mail ever came, no one showed up at my door, at my hardest times I find out where you really are...thank you to all my girls for showing and telling me things i would have never seen. My heart it may have broke if i let it. But I never hate I just walk away and know I can be loved and cherished, honored, admired, and be someone else's prize possesion......Thanks again girls for all the info
~and Then There's This Guy~
Sweet Emotion - Aerosmith
THIS GUY HAS BEEN A REAL LIFE FRIEND OF MINE FOR SEVERAL YEARS, I JUST WANTED TO INTRODUCE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HIM,ADD/R8/FAN HIM OKIES..:)
~Poznozy~greater at sweet and spicy@ fubar
HE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE,HE HAS NEVER EVER HAD A FU SPANKING BEFORE LOL. SO GIVE HIM A GOOD ONE. HE WILL SHOW ALL THE LOVE BACK. SO EVEN IF YOU ONLY HAVE TIME TO GIVE HIM JUST 1 RATE ANYTHING WOULD HELP.
I THANK YOU UP FRONT FOR BEING SUCH GOOD FRIENDS AS TO ADD THIS COOL GUY TO YOUR LIST..!!
THIS PIMPOUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY.;)
*SMILES TO YA ALL*
And Then There Was None
Alas, my time at fu is most definitely coming to an end. I have made friends...and they will forever hold a special place in my heart. I have acquired enemies...*shrugs*...to each their own.
I would certainly be remiss if I didn't send a few shout outs to those of you in my family who have shaped my life since I have been here. So thank you to....
to Mike (BMF)....for being one of the greatest friends I could have asked to have found....you truly have my heart and I love you tons
to Travis (Ludakyz)...for proving to me that insanity is fucking fun damnit. you've been a great friend and have twisted my already warped soul in a fantastic way
to Ian (Sir Babycakes)...for being a friend above and beyond on any and all occaision (as long as you are awake :P)...you're special to me kid
thanks also to Smitty....for being a steady friend
to Kevin Jaymz....for knowing just the right amount of perv to mix with your sweetness
to Kreepies....for introducing me to this insan
And Then I Took Him Into My Heart (part 7)
So I let myself fall in love with him - accepting he is a drunk - we go out and at first its fine - he controls the alcohol - but soon - sooner then expected = the alcohol controls him and he becomes violent - NOT towards me - you have to understand - NEVER towards me - is what makes me love him and stay with him - I want to take care of him.....
but soon its clear im not enough - i cant help him - i cant heal him - and i am beginning to think that being with me is hurting him even more.
And Then The Fight Started...
When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace
So, I took her to a gas station.....
And then the fight started....
My wife and I are watching 'Who Wants To Be A Millionaire' while we were
I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?"
"No," she answered.
I then said, "Is that your final answer?"
She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes.
So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend.
And then the fight started....
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social
The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify
I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home.
I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and
come back later. The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'.
So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair.
She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is
And The Answer Is?
Question, does this sound familiar?
Problems can be solved by issuing laws, setting up more bureaus, more regulation, and adding more taxes to pay for these.
Or this? We see the common people in perpetual poverty, excessive taxation, stringent regulations and continuous existence of misery.
The Founding Fathers explicitly warned us about the wrongs of collectivism, over taxation and many other things that most of the people know nothing about. They wanted to make sure that there was an enlightened electorate, in other words We, the People, so that we can keep the values and Laws of the Constitution the way they were set. These cause the people to abandon their rights and freedoms with the understanding that the government will take care of us from the time we are born to the time we die. Many will say, so what? The answer is very simple, it is not only wrong to think that others know better of our situation than we do ourselves or that others deserve to have what some h
And The Stupid Continues ....
HE LEFT THiS ON MY STATUS AFTER I DELETED HiM OFF MY YAHOO
NOW HERE iS THE CONVERSATiON!!!
rainbowbritekilla: hey! i had a very stressy day at work .... how was ur day?
Carlo Tomlin: had stress ful cpl days trying to talk to some sexy german bitch hahaha lol
rainbowbritekilla: lol sowwy brb
Carlo Tomlin: no your not and irts fineCarlo Tomlin: i know im always lasy on your list lol
Carlo Tomlin: i going to eat dinner chat some other time ok xo
Carlo Tomlin: even today after all we have said you still play games??Carlo Tomlin: games dont get you respectCarlo Tomlin: but im not going to arhue any moreCarlo Tomlin: i cant be assedCarlo Tomlin: im going to eat my food Carlo Tomlin: laterCarlo Tomlin: may be you should just delete me from everywhere okCarlo Tomlin: thsat way you dont have to avoid me and lie to m,e all the timeCarlo Tomlin: you can just not have to waste my time
rainbowbritekilla: wtf??? IM TALKIN TO MY MOMrainbowbritekilla: brb ok
And That's My Fault!
So I run around on here looking for new friends, someone to hang with on here. I go check out profiles, send friend request, Try to show intrest, Get as far as receiveing friend request approved, But hear nothing morefrom them,lol And they say, THATS MY FAULT.
And The Cow Jumped Over The...
Hello family, friends, and various haters! It has come to my attention, as of late, that I needed to change a few things in my account. And for those that have been to my pages before, you may have noticed that something is missing. That would be my old blogs. They were decidedly dark, and depressing. But, for those that don't know, or never read, it was my realization that my M.S. was destroying my life like a worm in an apple. Yes, it seriously caused a bout of depression. From moving from the greater Chicago area, back to the southern tip of Illinois. I grew-up in the area I'm living in. And things have changed. More stores, more vacant stores. A new strip club (never been to one down here, even when I was younger, all I can picture of them here is meth addicted, toothless yellow-hammers) or two have been built. More banks and churches. Less enrollment at Southern Illinois University (home of the Salukis, hence my name here). Friends from grade school to high school pret
Fuck your personal opinion when you are single too.
Fuck your mental thinking when you need medication too.
Fuck your other relationships, everyone is to blame.
Fuck your friends that are my friends too. You lied to them and made them believe you!
BUT I am the ONLY one that knows you!
Fuck your true colors, they are black and stone.
Fuck your real name. Your drinking problem, Your hate for people when you dont care about your self.
Fuck the idea of me ever coming back. Fuck the idea that I was even there. Fuck the idea of fucking you when the only thing you did was make me a toy, your puppet..your queen for the day.
So yeah..Fuck you!
And Thats How The Fight Started
My wife and I were watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed.I turned to her and said, 'Do you want to have Sex?''No,' she answered.I then said, 'Is that your final answer?'... She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying, 'Yes..'So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."And that's when the fight started...________________________________I took my wife to a restaurant.The waiter, for some reason, took my order first."I'll have the rump steak, rare, please."He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?""Nah, she can order for herself."And that's when the fight started....._____________________________My wife and I were sitting at a table at her high schoolreunion, and she kept staring at a drunken man swigging hisdrink as he sat alone at a nearby table.I asked her, "Do you know him?""Yes", she sighed,"He's my old boyfriend. I understand he took to drinkingright after we split up those many years ago, and I hear hehasn't been sober since.""My God!" I said, "
And We Complain
WE MISS YOU!!!!!!!
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about.
You stay up for 16 hours
He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about you
..and We Complain
You stay up for 16 hours.
He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes weeks without running water.
You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick.
He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward.
You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you.
He knows he may never see any of his ever again.
You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead.
You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong.
He doesn't get to eat today.
Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over.
He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.
You roll your eyes when your baby cries.
He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby, and wonders if they'll ever meet.
If you dont forward this, you wont die, your mom wont die, nothing bad will happen to you, we will just see how conceited you really are. Just forward if you are supporting the troops!
And We Wonder .....
AIN'T IT THE TRUTH!!?
Joe Smith started the day early having
set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am.
While his coffeepot(MADE IN
CHINA) was perking,
he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG)
He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI LANKA)
(MADE IN SINGAPORE)
and tennis shoes MADE IN (KOREA)
After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet
(MADE IN INDIA)
he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO)
to see how much he could spend today.
After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN)
to the radio (MADE IN INDIA)
he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY)
filled it with GAS from (Saudi Arabia)
and continued his search for a good paying job.
At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day
checking his Computer Made In (Malaysia)
Joe decided to relax for a while.
He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL)
poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE)
and turned on
his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA)
and then wondered why he can't f
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And You Thought You Were Having A Bad Day!
I SAW THIS SOMEWHERE AND I NEED TO SPEAK MY MIND. (NOT THAT'S THERE'S MUCH LEFT AT THIS POINT).
YES SHE'S A WOMAN. USA HAS NEVER HAD A WOMAN PRESIDENT BEFORE. OH THE UNKNOWN. YES, SHE IS A POLITICITION. WE ALL KNOW WHAT THAT ENTAILS. IT'S ALL A GAMBLE. NOW FLASH TO THE PRESENT PRESIDENT: PRESIDENT BUSHBAG. CAN SHE BE ANY WORSE THEN HIM?!! SERIOUSLY. ONLY ONE WAY TO TELL.
A WOMAN PRESIDENT. HMMM... WHY HASN'T THERE BEEN ONE? BIG BOYS CLUB? MEN ONLY? HAS ANY OF OUR LAST MALE PRESENTS DONE WHAT IS GOOD FOR 'MOTHER' EARTH AND ON A WHOLE? BESIDES HER BEING A POLITICITION, DON'T YOU THINK THAT A WOMAN'S THOUGHTS, BELIEVES, MORALS, ETC. MIGHT BE A "SHOT IN THE ARM" FOR USA & WHAT USA STANDS FOR, & HOW OTHER COUNTIES VIEW US?
I KNOW I'VE OPEN MYSELF TO A HOST OF BACKLASH & COMENTS. HELL, BRING IT ON...THIS IS AMERICA!
You Will Die at Age 73
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.
What Age Will You Die?
The porno of Andy DuShane's life will be called ...
"Marquis De Sade - 90s Style"
'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com
I put up a buncha pics in a "Halloween" folder! Now i need people to rate them and comment so i can get to the next level and put up MORE!
I am going back to the Philippines next week, to spend 3 more weeks in 'paradise'!!
I can hardly wait!!!
And Your Point Is?
WOW...that's one way of getting through to your kids...
Don't Close Your Blinds
The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war in
Iraq . My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I
were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and
defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good
explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go
stand in our front living room window.
He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?"
"I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied.
"OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United
States of America and you are President Bush."
Our son giggled and said "OK."
"Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and
yard on this block is a different country," my husband said.
"OK Dad, I'm pretending."
"Now I want you to stand ther
A FRIEND OF MY COUSIN'S IS IN HER CONTEST SHE IS THROWING....
"I wouldn't waste two dollars on something that didn't have a cork in it."
Finding a girlfriend is a remarkably difficult procedure. Believe me, I speak from personal experience. Basically, I'm tired of meeting the crazies, so I have devised a way to help move along the screening procedure. Besides, who doesnt want their own personal Andy?
Nice girl somewhere near the 25-30 age range for passionate, romantic relationship with an incredibly awesome 29-year-old guy, who for merely the sake of argument we'll call Andy.
Tolerating/enjoying my company on a daily basis
Telling me that everything's okay when I fervently believe that it's not
Seeing everyday as an adventure
Appreciating me for what I am as well as what I am not
Teaching me exactly what it means to be a great guy (i have my moments)
Being there when needed
All of my heart
As many massages as you require.
Someone to listen.
A shoulder to cry on.
A date for Valentine's Day or
And Yet Another Poem
TO YOU MY FRIEND
I TELL YOU TRUE
WITHOUT YOU HERE
I WOULDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO
YOU'VE BEEN THERE
THROUGH THICK AND THIN
NO MATTER WHAT KIND
OF MOOD I WAS IN
TO YOU MY FRIEND
I'LL STICK WITH YOU
THROUGH GOOD OR BAD
I'LL STAND BY YOU
UPON EACH STEP WE TAKE TOGETHER
WE CAN WITH STAND ANY KIND OF WEATHER
WHETHER WE ARE NEAR OR FAR APART
THIS BOND WE HAVE WILL NEVER DEPART
And Yet Another Thing That Makes My Blood Boil
It's now official. By 2050 whites will be the minority race in the United States. When the Census of 2050 is completed the Census Bureau estimates that the white race will become a minority in the United States. Hispanics will be the dominant race. African Americans will remain the third prevalent ethnic group in America. The question is, will the middle class white male (who already is an unrecognized minority in America) qualify for set asides, a preferential quota system and, on Capitol Hill, a "Congressional White Caucus?"
The census prediction estimates that the white population will grow about 7% while the Hispanic population will increase by 194%. The dramatic increase in Hispanics is not due to procreation. Hispanics have a higher birth rate than any other ethnic segment of the population (an average of 3 live births per family compared to two for Whites and African Americans). But it will be the influx of both legal and illegal Hispanics of childbearing years that will tilt
And You Think English Is Easy !!!!!
01 The bandage was wound around the wound.
02 We produce produce on out farm.
03 The dump was so full they had to refuse more
04 We must polish the Polish furniture.
05 He could lead if he could get the lead out.
06 The soldier decided to desert he dessert in
07 Since there is no time like the present, he
thought it was time to present the present.
08 A bass was painted on the bass drum.
09 When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.
10 How can you object to the object.
11 The insurance was invalid to the invalid.
12 The oarsmen had a row about how to row.
13 They were to close to the door to close it.
14 The buck does funny things to attract does.
15 Upon seeing a tear in the picture I shed a
Andy (cisco Kid)
To all my family and friends.....................
I'm sorry i will be loging on sporadicly..My father is upgrading ours satelite from 10' to one much bigger ,25'...cause he wants to see the Olympics from different parts of the world,so we can see the Athletes for all over .... Unfortunatly when is trasmitted from the US they focus mostly om US Athlets (wich is understandable),but we like to watch them all...
So in the mean time ,please exscuse me if won't get on to often,they are in the process to build a much bigger tower ,to withstand the weight of the new satelite , and once installed, attach the whole system to a new computer,to be able to direct the dish to whatever nation he wants to pick up the feed....you are always in my toughts ans i send you all my love,please don't forget me
andy Hi and Merry Christmas and happy holydays to all.
This is GINO , ANDY (Cisco Kid) Brother, before anything else, I would like to forward to all his friends, my brother g
And You Want
AND YOU WANT...
There is one color that I love what it is?
I Don't know...
What's my special dish I love to eat?
I Don't Know...
Do you know my birthday?
I Don't Know...
How many friends do I have?
I Don't Know...
Well I know you know my shoe size;
I Don't Know...
What's loved most in my life?
I Don't Know...
And You Want...
To the ladies respect yourself and others will follow
And Ya Wonder? Hmmm
Sometimes Life bites ya in the ass!
I see bitches like this sooo often..for you bitches out there..come correct and Let it Go..If it don't pertain to ya..Keep it Movin!!!!!!!!!1
Learn more about Andy Jenkins HERE
Stomping the Search Engines 2 - What to Expect, a Note from Andy Jenkins
Back in 2004, Brad and I recorded the original "Stomping the Search Engines" in my New Jersey basement. It was a CD, audio-only, course. In it, we covered the SEO strategies that Brad and I had been using to get our physical product e-commerce sites indexed and ranked over and above our competitors.
First of all, it's not audio this time, but DVD-ROM video. This is the same high-quality video we've been using to create courses for our $800-a-month StomperNet clients and it just allows us to better illustrate everything we have to teach you.
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And You Thought
I finally figured out when a person makes a game a real life priority...rather than real life...they are a lost cause....There is no hope to make sense of why they do it. And by the time you notice it, it appears that they are too far gone, like an addiction ridden person looking for their fix...So give it up, do not blame yourself...realize it is them, not you, with the issues at hand. Be strong...for it won't be long before you will find yourself willing to be second to a fantasy in their life and heart. Don't you deserve better? I am sorry if I appear not to return the love at the moment and never seem to be on... I am in the process of moving into a new house and it is taken alot of my time and energy just to keep up with the move. As the access to the internet at the new place has not beem established, I have limited access to FUBAR. But I promise I will return the love as soon as I am able.
Love ya all
SaSsY When I thought the world looked the bleakest...I got this
And You Thought You Were A Civilian
And You Thought You Were A Civilian
And you thought you were a civilian......
When Dad's away, Mom's the Commanding Officer
When Dad's home, Mom's the Executive Officer,
coordinating and executing actions for the Command
Keeping track of the kids, she's the S-1
Collecting the neighborhood news, and relaying it to
Dad, she's the S-2
Making plans for the entire family and training the
kids, she's the S-3
Stocking food and supplies for the family, she's the
She answers all the family correspondence and makes
appointments for Dad, that makes her the Adjutant.
Worrying about the family budget makes her the
Paying the bills, and accounting to Dad for the
paychecks makes her Disbursing
Looking for a new place to live when we move, she's
Assigning us chores to do, getting us fed, bathed, and
put to bed, she's our First Sergeant.
Serving the food and doing dishes, she's the
And Yet Another
In Lebanon , men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death.
(Like THAT makes sense..)
In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror.
(Do they look different reversed?)
Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times.
The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation.
(Much worse than 'going blind'!)
There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is e
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* A Never Ending Fantasy *
CO-CREATING A NEW COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS FOR THE NEW MILLENNIUM
by Ani Jangchub Dolma
The start of a new millennium is a momentous event of great significance. We have an opportunity, like the new year, to begin anew. There are immense changes taking place in this time and I would like to suggest the possibility that not only do we each have the capability to pray, meditate and envision a new reality for ourselves and others, as indeed many groups have been doing for years, but that by doing so collectively and consciously, all over the planet as the new millennium begins, we could achieve a giant shift in consciousness.
Our minds create our reality. We discover this as we work to free ourselves from confining, repressive, negative situations. It doesn't happen overnight, training the mind out of its negative patterns, but it is possible. Equally we can, by focusing together, change our collective reality and create the new world we wish to live in.
Can we conceive of a w
I cant stay long but i wanted to say im sorry i havent been online in forever yet again but theres alot goin on and i dont really wanna get into detail but i luv yall and thank you for all the messages and b-day wishes i will get back to each of you as soon as i can.Please dont hate me for not gettin back to you today and not bein around but i luv yall and i really do miss u guys and i want nothin more then to beable to get on here and catch up with everyone! Licks and spanks to yall! XOXOXO Well I havent been around in seems like years! Not sure how many of you will read this since I havent been around to keep in touch with anyone, but I do hope that you all are doin great! I miss ya's and even though I dont get online like I use to I will make an effort to get on at least everyday while the kids are at school. I hope yall had a wonderful New Years! Mine was pretty good, spent it with the hubby and my cousin and her boyfriend. I do hope yall can forgive me for not bein around, if no
Anexiety Is A Bitch
ok so Ive got bad anxiety which if its really acting up makes my insomnia really bad an makes it so i cant sleep. Now yesterday I was having major problems with my anxiety and had a crap load of tour buses hit us at work. A grand total of 20 or so buses came threw from twelve noon to eight pm. During my entire shift at work i must have delt with at least 800 customers plus cooked all the food for the Chinese side of my work area. It was so busy that we were very backed up and sold out our entire stock of pizza thus making a few customers mad, but that could not be helped.
Thus yesterday I dealt with way too many people that i almost lost control on the slight grip on my anxiety and blew up at quite a few people including the punk ass eighteen year old guy that doesnt really do his job in the first place. So today, being monday now, and tomorrow are my days off and im not planning to go anywhere i dont have to go. You might see that i am online but that i may not answer your shouts
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Okay I had a dr appointment yesterday! It was just for normal tests like cholesterol and stuff like that. My doctor informs me that my Red Blood cells are high, but I smoke and that is common, She says yes but mine are higher than that and they keep getting higher everytime I get tested. She wants me to see a specialist OK good. I find out its an Oncology/Hemotology expert. Blood disease doctor so that just freaks me out. Anyway, I make an appointment with new guy. I go home and think well I will just look up High Red Blood Cells on internet. Major Mistake!
The crap it listed on there is scary!! I believe that my parents left me with all the crap genes of the two families!! LMAO Yes, I am the only child that has inherited every disease my family has to offer. Allergies to everything, Aneurysm, Stroke, and multiple other things... I swear I have been in a hospital every year of my life for one thing or another..!
One of the diseases listed on the web page for High Re
My best friend had her baby yesterday at 5:34pm... He weighed 8pounds 13oz and was 22 inches long and had a head full of black hair... I'm So happy...
I need to get 100 comments to get the VIC package just click the pic and leave me some comments... I'll return the favor... Much Love to you all I feel really good and happy today!!! My sisters not by blood or genes is having her baby tomorrow... YAY I become Aunt Hannah to a little boy tomorrow... I can't wait cause I'm gonna spoil that little baby... She is my best friend... We have been throught HELL and back together... I'd do anything in this world that I can for her... That is just how close we are... Well they haven't decided on a name yet but, we all know that once she lays eyes on that little boy that she will have that perfect name for him... She has asked me to be the GODMOTHER of him but I don't know if I can take that challange in my life right now cause she has brought the subject up what if something should happen
this guy i have know fior a long time something happen to him cause today i was talking to him and he said if i meant any to you you will get a webcam now the don i know would never said any thing like that
thats not the don i know so i had to tell him its over so i can't please him any more
i have done everything he wanted he has never done any thing for me
i will be hurting for a while
Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That is leading me
To the place where
I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the life to my soul
You are my purpose
And how can I
Stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me
How could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
You give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
And you take my breath away
Am new to this whole dating site. im simply looking for an honest Man who's real and ready for a true love and long term relationship.
I sit adjacent to my window
and eavesdrop on the birds singing
as the Angels' morning tears
descend upon the Earth.
Dark clouds dance in the skies
as his children awaken
from their fields of imagination.
So Early in the morning
life which was so serene
is now an enthusiastic interruption
within his artistic regulation.
The Angels inhale their
sorrow as their tears
continue to fall
my hands keep writing
My ears are filled
with words allowing
my eyes to interpret their language
My muscles twinge for their
pain that consumes them.
And my heart is frightened
by what the Angels' have to reveal.
And my mind believes the Angels'
because, my thoughts are
incapable to feel.
Courtesy of MsTags.com hey you all I have 11 days til my b-day I am so happy! I will be 20 years old! Hi I don't usually write these things but I am very exicted right now, because today is the day that I go to Jasperand hang out with some friends! I haven't seen nick, shane, or any of the other guys in like forever! I am so happy that I am going to jasper! yeah I wish Terry could go but he don't want to he has stuff to do around the apartment here in Corydon! I am so happy!
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Mermaid75%Dragon75%Faerie75%Angel75%WereWolf50%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com
Angel From Your Nightmare
An Anagram as you all know is a word or phrase made by transposing or rearranging the letters of another word or phrase. The following are exceptionally clever.
When you re-arrange the letters:
Dormtory ~ Dirty Room
Evangelist ~ Evils Agent
Desperation ~ A rope ends it
The morse code ~ Here come Dots
Slot machines ~ Cash lost in 'em
Animosity ~ Is no amity
Mother-in-law ~ Woman Hitler
Semolina ~ Is no meal
the public art galleries ~ Large picture halls i bet
And for the grand finale:
PRESIDENT CLINTON OF THE USA
It can be re-arranged with no letters left over, and using each leter only once into:
TO COPULATE HE FINDS INTERNS
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out.
2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all
which name do you like
'im so damn ugly no one wants to be friends with me'
'im so damn ugly no one wants to be friends with me' I am waiitng for my new box from verizon to get here my other dead,,so i am on dial up its SUCKS..so i will TRY to check my messages its hard to get on and do it,,i am at a friends house sending this so everyone knows i didnt forget them I MISS YOU ALL,,,IF you just got added on my friends list or you rated my pictures,,PLEASE send me a message so i know who i need to rate,,i will TRY to get on later today,,
Hugs N Kisses
Doris I understand that everyone have alot of friends,,but it would be nice every now and then to say hi,,i send comments and repost bulletin and no one looks at mine or send a comment when i send them one,,well from now on i will wait to hear from you,,IF you dont want to be my friend take me off your list,,just let me know so i can take you off of mine,,i have some o
She is my Angel, she is my everything, Heart, soul. One day i will marry her and we will live happily ever after. I will never forget about her, she means the world to me, i will never let her go. She is my love, she is my little Angel.
my sister in law been kicking my ass for a long time for once i like to get her back so if you help me i will help you vote for green at
thank you what a soul without a heart, A baby without a name The world without pain, do i dare open my eyes scared to know what i will see. Do i dare walk when i cant run alway. do i try when i know there no way i will win. how do i face people when i cant face myself. when dreams feel so real you dont know if your dreaming.the lights are on but its dark. how do i face the world when the world cant face me. do i stay here or do i try to leave . do i ask to know that noone there. am i alone or dose anyone hear me. if its dark out is it night when there is no tomorrow. am i scared or i run how can i know i just lay here waiting for it all to end do i dare say what on my mind is it so hard to know . is it so hard to be me. i try to stay happy i try to be me but can i win can i push on knowing pain waits for me what a heart with out soul . a nam
Angels Football Picks
ANGEL'S WEEK 4 FOOTBALL PICKS
ARIZONA VS ATLANTA ~ MY PICK - ATLANTA
DALLAS VS TENNESSEE ~ MY PICK - DALLAS
INDIANAPOLIS VS N.Y. JETS ~ MY PICK - INDIANAPOLIS
MIAMI VS HOUSTON ~ MY PICK - MIAMI
MINNESOTA VS BUFFALO ~ MY PICK - MINNESOTA
NEW ORLEANS VS CAROLINA ~ MY PICK - NEW ORLEANS
SAN DIEGO VS BALTIMORE ~ MY PICK - BALTIMORE
SAN FRANCISCO VS KANSAS CITY ~ MY PICK - KANSAS CITY
DETROIT VS ST. LOUIS ~ MY PICK - ST. LOUIS
CLEVELAND VS OAKLAND ~ MY PICK - CLEVELAND
JACKSONVILLE VS WASHINGTON ~ MY PICK - WASHINGTON
NEW ENGLAND VS CINICINNATI ~ MY PICK - CINCINNATI
SEATTLE VS CHICAGO ~ MY PICK - CHICAGO
MONDAY NITE - GREEN BAY VS PHILADELPHIA ~ MY PICK - PHILADELPHIA
WINNERS OF GAMES
ARIZONA VS ATLANTA - ATLANTA
DALLAS VS TENNESSEE - DALLAS
INDIANAPOLIS VS N.Y. JETS - INDIANAPOLIS
MIAMI VS HOUSTON - HOUSTON
MINNESOTA VS BUFFALO - BUFFALO
NEW ORLEANS VS CAROLINA - CAROLINA
SAN DIEGO VS BALTIMORE - BALTIMORE
Crying in the darkness but nobody cares.
Sharing this pain with whom no one else shares.
Feeling such sadness its as if nothing else even exists.
Suddenly out of nowhere this beautiful Goddess appears.
Instantly all pain becomes even more painfully clear.
Wishing I could wipe away all the pain in her eyes.
Taking a finger to her tear drop scar and falling to one knee as I steadily cry, all the torment this poor soul has had to hide. Wanting nothing more than to give her back the cherub she so dearly loves that she lost in her past life.
Feeling the blame she never ever deserved come to life.
Tearing it from my soul in one fiery strike.
Placing it where it duly deserves to reside.
Never again will that blame huant her side.
Soothingly she touchs all of my pain deep down inside.
Vanquishing every tiny little piece that I hide.
Doing what I could have never done in all of my life.
Instant gratitude and unconditional love I give to my wife.
She blesses me with velve
Angels Whispered Love
Tears of Blood
tears of blood run down my cheeks leaving stains ofcrimson on my face this once elegant face now
unrecognizably even to myself I dont even know whoI am anymore baby without you Im lost but all I know is that Im crying tears of blood thinking about how much I cared about you back in the day but thats all changed because of one little mistake that you cant forgive now weve both moved on with our lives an found sumone new to spend our money an
time on... (another older one)
Here wer are together by all odds standing soo close it scares me you say were here as just friends leaving me to wonder what was meant by that its all just a dream though your not here with me at all your really soo far from me i lay all alone in my bed soo warm yet soo cold broken like an angel choking on pain & lonelyness feeling like i'm holding on to my last breath so come and save me from this feeling for only you can save me but sumhow i know you'll only leave me to die this s
what a day
pero i saw my crush nman
parang nawala yung pagka bored ko
pagod nga lang kasi practice sa jingle
this goes out to all of you. ive met so many new ppl in cherry tap. i so love coming here. those of you that welcomed me with open arms thank you. cheryl-you are my sis and i love you. you have been there for me when i needed someone to tlk to. we met on tagworld and i will never regret having met you. we are so much alike it's scary. of course we both know that. lmao..you been zapped...lol..june- you are my sis too and i love you. thanks for all you have done as well. we have kerry to thank for bringing us closer together..thank you (jackass). red-my bro. im very glad we met in here. love ya!i enjoy tlkn to you everyday as i also look forward to it. we have a bond that noone but us will ever understand whole heartedly and you know what that is. lopaka-you've become a very special friend also. waiting for you to get your ims set up.lol. slow ass piece of shit computer..lol..dnt forget your laptop..lol..im glad we met too. i look forward to your emails everday. which by the way is ok w
Here are my remembrances
of life long friends
And of love that knows no distance
and will not end.
Here are sweet momentoes of times long past
Of friendship that will last and last
I store these memories here in part
The rest is stored within my heart.
Anonymous Is it so or are people selfcentered.
Has anyone else noticed that you place a comment on someones page from your peeps, and they hop right over to see who placed it. But never say hi or return the favor. The same amount of time it take to check me out takes to say hi!!!! Are some of us just numbers to these peeps. Time will slowly heal
The pain, which is now so sharp
And will fill with sweetest memories
that hole left in your heart
Think of the one you miss
Think loving thoughts and smile
And know that you see her again
Though it may be a while
In Gods Word find your confort
It's as if he holds your hand
And know that when in Heaven
You are reunited
You will understand
For althought it may be pa
Ok this is totally fucked up. A father who couldn't even manage to stay in his daughter's life 30 years later decides he's going to try to get custody of his daughter's kids???? Oh yeah I can see how that's gonna go. You know, my father has got to be the biggest asshole out there on the face of the earth.
My son and daughter WANTS to be with their father. After hitting their teen years, while it was necessary to go for the summer, have found that they WANT to live with their father. It's hard knowing my kids are not with me. I raised them since birth and have always had them with me. My Johnathan is my life as well as my Sammy. But you know, I can not always keep them away from their father. Their father has the right to be a dad. He's been a dad finally for 6 months and doing a damned good job at it.
Larry isn't innocent by far. He does some things that strains the relationship between myself and my kids. However, it is his time now. It's his turn to be the parent and raise the
A woman, in her fifties, is at home happily jumping,
unclothed, on her bed and squealing with delight.
Her husband watches her for a while and asks,
"Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look?
What's the matter with you? "
The woman continues to bounce on the bed and says,
"I don't care what you think. I just came from having
a mammogram, and the doctor says that not only am I
healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year-old. "
The husband replies, "What did he say about your 55-year old ass?"
"Your name never came up," she replied.
So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is
made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear
down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't
being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and
other ports of entry.
Maybe we should turn to our history books and
Angery At The World....
God first they wake me up at 9:00 when i went to be aroundd....5 in the morring.. and then they take me shopping for shit i could go on my own time..then make me go shopping for a lazyboy chair.....and well i am a little bitchy ...then chris yells at mt...and well that just adds on to my ander...well i got to go...
My life is back on track. Shit that took forever. A couple things I have to workout with a friend of mine it seems though. But I am happy again. I'm content with who I am/who I am with. Which right now is no one, but I am okay with it finally. I've learned to let go of the thing I love most. Still love her, but it is easy to let go now because I might be optimistic, but I have never believed in fairy tale endings. My life has been oh-so filled with them [sarcasm]. I am happy with what I've got, and I can't wait to share it with someone. I saw my psychiatrist the other day...she told me to broaden myself...so im doin that...and she said "at this state I don't want to prescribe you anti-depressants"...she says she wants me to try cardio 1st...4 times a week for 30 minutes at a time or more because it helps balance serotonin levels in my fucked up head or somethin like that...well its an excuse to do cardio so...ok i will do it...she said i should stop seeing Jess...i told her she is my b
The Angels Will Cry
Just want to share this with you all....
The Angels will Cry
The angels in heaven cried silently
They wept their tears of gold
They saw us part our ways
Yet they saw us in future grow old
My soul cried along with them
A million tears I shed
My soul cried out its longing
For it now felt as if it were dead
But after all this time
I asked why my soul was still in pain
They told me the angels continue to cry
The tears that fall are all in vain
For I am without you
Without holding you in my arms
My soul is still yearning
My soul is still in pain
For the angels will stop crying
Once I stop trying to pretend
This emptiness I feel without you
I will love you until the end
What is friendship anyway?? I have friends that don't even fully trust me... Is that what friendship is?? Do you always have to prove yourself in order to keep a friend? If so, that is not my definition of friendship...
I like my friends the way they are and I don't want to change them and I trust them... Why do you want to change me and keep things from me? Don't I deserve to know the truth? Don't I deserve your trust?
I have done everything you ever asked me to do and you still doubt me... Have I not done enough? Have I not been a good friend?
Maybe one day I will get the answers but for now...I am still here...
Maybe it's foolish of me to do so but I am here no matter what!! What to do when you think that you are falling in love with a guy but don't know if he has the same feelings for you? Do you tell him or just wait for him to make the first move?? It`s been 6 months since my best friends died... Time goes so fast. I still remember our last day together like it was yesterday.
JUST WANTING TO SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE,AM FAIRLY NEW HERE AND IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON.HOPING TO MEET NEW FRIENDS AND KEEP IN TOUCH WITH OLD AND DEAR ONES...LEAVE M A LINE SOMTIME.HUGS AND KISSES
an angel watchs over me
every minute of every day
she sees me for who i am
she portects me from harm
she shows me the way
the path of righteouness
with my dignity intact
she whispers in my ear
i know i can hear her
i wish she would show herself
who is it
a friend, a loved one
angel's are all around us
alive and deceased
to see an angel when it appears
is a great feat
so when your angel is protecting you
remember she is there to guide you
live your life with an angel by yourside
sorry cant spell too well lol
To whoever see's this and if no 1 does its ok cuz it was just my thoughts......................
Angel U left so unexpected that I couldn't tell U how I felt. We fucken grew up together and I almost married into ur family , yet never did I tell u what U ment to me. When U died i was shocked and couldn't mourn U, it took me 2 yrs to cry for ur absence and now it has been 4 and I think of U always, I think of u as a big brother I never had , I miss you.
I don't know why I didn't tell U this when U were around to hear it or make fun of me for being sappy.
I truly do miss you, I love you, and I wish U were here to know it I hope that if ur looking down on us the people who miss u that u see my tears because as much as it hurts I am glad I can cry for u.
See you in the next lifetime Angel
I love you like a bro
If any1 happens to see this on the LC sorry for putting a sad blog but I can't tell him and his grave is on the other side of the US so this is my onl
Angels & Devils, Poetry And Such Things.
I'M AN ANGEL, I'M A DEVIL. THE ANGEL , KIND AND CARING. LOVING AND GENTAL. THE DEVIL, WICEKDLY TWISTED . SEXUAL, PHYSICAL. STILL THE ANGEL LINGERS IN MY PRESANCE. FAR TO KIND,CARING, LOVING AND GENTAL. I WISH I COULD CAST OUT THE ANGEL, OR PERHAPS HIDE HIM, LOCK HIM AWAY, TO WAIT FOR THE ONE WHO TRUELY WANT'S AND DESIRES ME. THEY COME IN THE FORM OF DARK ANGELS, TO SUDUCE ME, TO USE ME, TO GET THEIR FIX. JUNKIES OF THE FLESH. CAST AWAY MY HEART, MIND AND SOUL. DANCE WITH MY DEVIL, MY INNER DEMON, MY HIDDEN ANGEL, HIDES IN THE SHADOWS OF MY DEMON. WAITING, WATCHING, HOPING FOR ONE, WHO SHALL WHISH TO CHARISH ME WITH AND WITHOUT THE PLEASURES OF THE FLESH. THE DARK ANGELS, SEEK ME OUT. DRAINING MY ESSENCE, MY SEED, MY LIFES FORCE. DEVOURING MY HEART AND SOUL, ALONG WITH THEIR FEASTING OF MY FLESH. I SHALL CLOAK MY DARK INNER ANGEL AND PROTECT HIM AS LONG AS I CAN. I MUST SAVE HIM FOR THE DARK SHE ANGEL, THE ONE. THEY TAKE SO MUCH AND GIVE SO LITTLE, MISTAKES THEY HAVE MADE, LETTING ME VE
Angels Lil Corner Of Heaven
Wow is it just me or does anyone else have a hard time keeping up with all on this site? lol just when I think I've replied in kind with comments I find I have messages, then shoutouts..lol while trying to fix my page too. I'm not trying to ignore anyone so if any of ya'll felt that way I'm sorry for that, please forgive me. To all that helped me out with directions for my page THANK YOU!!!!!! I'm going to be away this week, and maybe even the next week after, so I wanted to wish everyone on CT A Happy Thanksgiving! Adios babies, stay safe.
Sorry to everyone My Bill Was Due and I could not pay it so I have been gone awhile and at the worst TIME :(((((((((( [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3205363341 ]
Hi ,everyone I just wanted to see if you would like to help me out! In the sexiest eye contest! At least I'm not the only one but it's so sad to see everyone so down is it the full moon???
An angel is said to love unconditionaly. Care for you at all times. Be with you when your sad. Stand by your side even when you are wrong. In this is true there is an angel on earth blessing me with her beauty and making my life worth living.
This goes out to all my new friends that i have made
these couple of day s please stop by and rate my
pics and stash.Show me the love I deserve.Thanxs
The world needs tolerance, love and trust,
And kindness scattered like Angel Dust!
We need quite moments, a lot more peace,
That wars may end and hatred cease.
We need caring friends, some hope, some mirth,
And a glimmer to guide us here on this earth.
We need joyful hearts, cures for disease,
And gentle reminders to say "thank you" and "please".
We need to protect the mouse and the dove,
For the smallest of creatures where created through love.
We need to remember stray kittens, green trees,
For we are no greater or lesser than these.
How to begin these changes?
By scattering kindness like Angel Dust!
contest starts now its the thong contest come vote alot of times for me thanks
My hand on your arm
Drawing you near when needed
Yet, steadying you
To fly on your own
My hand on your shoulder
Comforting in times of trouble
Supporting you silently
When you need to let go
My hand on your heart
Feeling its beat
Strong and steady
While you sleep
Your hand on my soul
Leaving eternal fingerprints
That I'll always cherish
And never, ever forget
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life...fight for it!
Yes, as my name implies, I live with several cats. 8 Adult cats, and 2 kittens, not to mention, one big dog. Life is rarely dull! Bindlestiff, the dog, actually loves the cats, and will play with, and even allows the kittens to romp all over him!
So I sit here looking at the events in my life
Did she mean it when she said she'd be my wife.
I think of the promises to those that i have made
Did she believe or just think i wanted to get laid.
Looking at myself from anothers eyes is the hardest thing to do
Did she hear my words when I said to her "I only Love You".
Feeling emotions going back and forth through my head
Wondering is it destin for me to be alone until I'm dead.
Wondering why I feel like this but yet want to survive
I wake in the morning breathing no thoughts of suicide.
Seeing into the crowd all my friends they shine and smile
As I watch there loved one work hard for that extra mile.
Knowing it's not them hurting me, it has to be my past
Maybe because I don't know how, is why it never last.
Always believing theres someone for everyone
Just not really knowing how do I get to be that one.
I can see her desire to hold me in her arms
But it's not for keeps its to fear off the harms.
HI all you wonderful Kind folks
Just wanted to leave you a note to let you know im going to be away for a while im having back surgery on dec 12 and i wont get to be here alot .Please know if you leave me a message i will respond as soon as i possibly can, and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and may the new year bring you every wish and dream you hold, please take care and talk to you soon....Angel :)
Angel Without Wings
this is my life
when god was making angels he dropped one from the sky she fell into my lap one day she had no wings to fly seven months of being scared the time was finally here what will it be like my heart is filled with fear. you are here you looked at me with big scared eyes i could not hold you i just smiled and cried. no time to count fingers no time to count toes i ran my fingers threw your hair and i kissed you lil nose the dr's rushed you away to check you out they came back to say like they had a doubt it is confirmed laynee has half a heart she will go to nicu and you will have to part. eight hours of waiting i was able to see you i was not allowed to hold you what was a mommy to do you lay in your tent and every waking moment by your side i spent. finally seven days later the time has arrived i was allowed to hold you seven days you and i was deprived wires out your belly needles in your arms monitors everywhere setting off alarms i held you for three straight ho
And it is the holidays can you help me out??????????? come visit I am new
Here's the song for today.. Posting this early because I have a final tomorrow morning and I should make myself busy the rest of the say (which I wont but I have to say it)
I posted the lyrics to this song some posts ago and here's the music that goes with it
Song is Scratch by Kendall Payne and it's used in a Grey's Anatomy's video (yes i AM trying to get everyone to watch this show)
Tonight's song is You & Me by Lifehouse
Hope ya like it!
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Now I lay me down to sleep
Said the brat with just a peep
Spanked just right, my bottom's hot
Will I be good, well of course NOT
I teased and tested till he growled
Then he spanked me till I howled
Have I learned my lesson yet?
Is it getting spanked? then I'm all set
Stingy though my bottom is
s'not as sore as that hand of his
And where his fingers wandered to
Was that spot that made me coo
Anger && Aggrevation
I DO NOT need anger management. I don't have anger issues. I'm just a bitch. There's a difference.
just thought i would say hi to all and everyone im new to this still trying to work it out so will be a better blog nxt time (promise) Oh and yes im from australia so of course i have tht accent b4 everyone ask's lol
Sometimes i wish life could be like a rambo movie... as i blend into the mud and foliage with my knife drawn... the warpaint beads off my face along with the sweat and exhaustion.. waiting out the enemy, listening ...thoughts of murder and complete destruction surrounds me... I savor the moment your presence assaults me...
So similar in feeling to the way an unruly prison guard beats the guilty in retaliation... double jeopardy for him i suppose.. the tension in the air is so thick i can touch it. then.. all at once...
I grab your face an neck from behind an drag you down....
down into the rockpiles and foliage... the whole time recording your final sounds in my mind, so that I may share them with myself later. dont be afraid its almost over for you now... the reaper greets you.. see his silhouette in the setting sun? I hear his horses hooves spank the naked air...
Divine vengeance approaches.. I watch your final thoughts with you, I am the uninvited visitor..I stole from you
Angela's Raves And Rants
You paid attention during 63% of high school! 51-67% You are smart enough to be ashamed of still scoring so low; remember that there are books in the world, full of information? Yes, books are our friends.Do you deserve your high school diploma?Create a Quiz What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract models! You attract Yuppies!
Angel Of Sin
Define to me truth.
On what if i may.
On who your asking to define it.
One mans acceptance is another mans lie.
Define a lie.
Again it depends.
The person your asking.
Well im asking you to define.
But how do u know i'll tell the truth.
You want the truth on what is a lie?
Your a lie simply described.
How do u figure?
Because you are just my reflection in a mirror.
But how do u know that?
What if I am real and you the are the reflection?
Then in truth we are both a lie.....
my friend angel eyes
Thursday, October 19, 2006
my angel eyes
Current mood: accomplished
this is for my friend angel eyes when you came into my life it was no surprise we would be good friends i did realise from day one you were there for me and i for you we would tell each other what was new i miss those days since you left myspace me not knowing if id ever see your face again i do wonder as i sit here and listen to the thunder watching the clouds and the rain while i try to write this crying my tears of pain cause i miss you we talked last night this is true thank god for i.m. by yahoo it made me feel pretty good to know your ok and doing fine cause your still my friend and this is no line so if you see this know this much i still love ya so please stay in touch
the risk of loving
There is a risk involved in everything.
Every time you share a smile,
Every time you shed a tear,
You are opening yourself up to hurt.
Some people tread slowly through life,
Avoiding the closeness risk brings,
Sidestepping the things they can't understand,
Turning away from those who care too much,
Those who care too long,
Those who hold too tightly.
There is never an easy way to love.
You cannot approach it cautiously.
It will not wait for you to arm yourself.
It does not care if you turn away.
It is everywhere, it is everything.
Love is the greatest of all risks.
It is not reliable, it is not cautious,
It is not sympathetic.
It is unprejudiced and unmerciful.
It strikes the strongest of mind.
And brings them to their knees in one blow.
Even in the best of times, love hurts.
It hurts to need, it hurts to belong,
It hurts to be the other part
of someone else,
Without either of your consen
. I think this is good sound reasoning...what do you thinK?
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Easy is to talk without thinking
Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Easy is to forgive others
Easy is to set rules.
Easy is to dream every night.
Easy is to show victory.
Easy is to admire a full moon.
Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Easy is to promise something to someone.
Easy is to say we love.
Easy is to criticize others.
Easy is to make mistakes.
Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Easy is to think about improving.
Easy is to think bad of others
Easy is to receive
Easy to read this
Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes
Difficult is to refrain the tongue
Difficult is to heal the wound...
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness
Difficult is to follow them...
Difficult is to fight for a dream...
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...
Difficult to see the
1. Whats your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you hav a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. would u fuk me?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18. R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
19. Anything 2 say b4 u go?
20. ur msn addy?
The Angels Cry
There is always a calmness before the storm
The clouds are all darkened as they form
Thundering skies echo across the land
Untold signs are washed from the sand
It becomes all quiet and not a sound is heard
You can listen for voices but you hear not a word
Then like some magical wonder from above
The angels begin to cry and send down their love
Their tears are falling for you and for me
To touch us all and to set us all free
They send down their love with such beauty and grace
I lift up my head and let the tears touch my face
Washing our souls from the hurt that we feel
Washing our souls from the pain that is real
And when they have finished their crying all done
Those clouded skies depart to bring out the sun
And if you watch closely and look way up high
You will see a rainbow of colors appear in the sky
Colors of joy that are warm and not cold
God's given promise for us to hold
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Well I want to start off by saying thanks for stopping by and taking the time to view my profile. I am very new to this site so I'm open for any advice that anyone would be willing to give. Second I guess I'll just say that as far as the interests and about me section of the profile I wont be filling out because you're never really sure if anyone's truly interesed enough to really take the time to read about ya. So I'll finish by saying if you would truly like to know more about me, just ask and I'll let ya know. Thanks for your time and enjoy.
When you look at me a smile
for you i would walk a mile
A wet kiss of you lips
the soft curve of you hips
Your long red hair
it all takes me there
Thats the way that I love you
Your kisses on my neck
make me work up a sweat
Our bodies in motion
Like the waves i the ocean
The feelings we feel together
we hope won't take for ever
Every day our love grows
and I don't care who knows
Thats The way that i love you
Your sweet gentle kiss
is all that I miss
Its just so bitter sweet
when our lips meet
Just like a fine wine
our bodies entwine
The nails of you fingers
bring a feeling that lingers
warmth of your breath on my ear
it takes away all my fear
Your gentle caress
It simply arrests
My heart feels aglow
with all that it knows
Your like a breath of fresh air
it always take me there
The warmth of your lips
the feel of your finger tips
You make me want to fly
my feelings for you so high
Now i will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(I'm Going Under)
Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily, defeated by you
Just when I thought I reached the bottom
I dive again
I'm going under
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
*Whispering* (So I don't know whats real and whats not,
So I don't know what's real and what's not
*whispering* (whats real and whats not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I dive again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
I dive again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
is in an auction!
Real life slave girl/submissive willing to be bought for a month on fubar.
What i will give you:
Added to my family for a month
(includes access to my new NSFW pics)
Your name next to mine for the month
Rates of all your pics during HH
Rates of all your stash during HH
a salute with your name on it, SFW or NSFW up to you
special chat time
special webcam time
possible real life meeting
any other little "favors" you request (within reason)
Please post bids in response to the blog. you are welcome to contact me directly if you have any questions.
Angela I have changed quite a bit in the few months I was gone from here... I am back now and hoping to earn more respect this time around. Let me know what you think :) i am approved by ifriends for live webcam shows. i will be putting on shows regularly from this point on. please join me in ifriends with my join link, http://www.iFriends.net/JoinMe.htm
Buzzing undies make shopper faint!
" A woman collapsed in a supermarket when her vibrating panties made her faint with pleasure. The kinky 33-year old housewife was wearing a pair of battery operated Passion Pants bought from a sex shop, while she did her shopping, according to the British tabloid The Sun. But she got so stimulated by the 6cm vibrating bullet in the panties that she lost conciousness. She fell and hit her head in the crowded supermarket in Swansea, Wales. When paramedics arrived, they found her black imitation leather knickers still buzzing. They took them off before an ambulance took her to hospital. The woman, whose identity has been kept private, suffered no long-lasting ill effects. And as she left the hospital a paramedic gave her back the Passion Pants in a plastic bag. A spokesman for Asda supermarket chain told the sun: 'We like to think shopping with us is exciting enough already.' "
The angels love our tears... Leaving, they dry our
nah im just new here kea i rili dunno how things work here To the left
To the left
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don't touch (don't touch)
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
Angel In Disguise
Wetness does not always pertain to water
in an ocean, river or lake;
Sometimes it refers to how I feel
when I remember your embrace.
I only have to think of you
to remember me in your arms;
My legs quivering, my mouth moaning
I have fallen captive to your charms.
I long to feel your body on mine
to know the taste of satisfied love;
To lie quietly in your arms
we fit together like a hand to a glove.
You are the sweetheart of my life
you are my one sure bet;
You never have to wonder babe . . .
you can always keep me wet. Rapture
There is a place for us
that no one else can enter.
It is a place that holds no secrets,
only beauty, peace, understanding.
A place that we come to,
thinking we are one,
only to have our souls
fused together for a moment.
And in that moment, I know you;
every pore, every pulse,
every thought, every fear.
And I love you more.
I feel myself laid bare before you,
and I feel content . . .
joyous that you are with
- Get Your Own please go to this link and bomb my babies ... PLEASE!!!!!!!
Angela And I
She was my beauty queen man!
This is me and my ex...she's arrogant and ignorant but for some reason, I still love her and I wish she would still talk to me.
This was our first official pic together (that wasnt on my phone). 2 weeks into our relationship. Sept. '05
At her Homecoming. Oct. '05
After her senior pics were taken. Jan '06
About 2 weeks before we broke up :( April '06
Last night I had a dream. I remember it as clear as if it had happened in real life...I just wish it had.
Angela came back to me. She came and found at some place. I think I was camping or something. Alli was with her. She came into my tent and we talked. We were both recalling past events from when we were dating. She came back because she knew that I still loved her more than life itself and she had realized that she loved me too...
College had changed her though. She was different. Darker. She was wearing black lipstick... It was weird, but she was with me so I di
I want you to come home and look at me,
really look at me, not through me.
I want you to take over the kids and be a dad,
so I can have 20 minutes of peace in a bubble bath.
I want you to sit with me at a table and eat dinner, not sit in front of the tv or run to the computer.
I want to feel like you hear me when I am talking,
and even if you dont understand act like you care.
I want you to tell me I'm sexy, and desirable,
even if my hair is a mess, and I'm in the middle of cleaning the kitchen floor.
I want you to kiss me, with meaning, and desire, and need, and passion, not a quick peck in passing.
I want you to touch me, not grab my butt on my way past you, but arms around me and touch me, just because.
I want you to dance with me, in the living room, to songs that make you get close to me, where I fit in your arms.
I want you to work for me, not at a job but here at home, like I am worth earning, just because I wear your ring does not make me a guarantee.
I want you t
to watch over and protect you
When I first came to CT, I was greeted with the standard, automatic friends. BABY J, Scrapper, CT Bouncer, Mr. McGill, etc...
My first REAL FREINDS, which I won't mention at this time, were warm and welcoming. One of my friends; (a male and very well known), was respectful and TAKEN. Meaning he has a g/f. Now, I didnt come to CT to find love..ppffttt... Nonetheless..I accepted his friendship and EVERY ONCE AND A WHILE would leave a "friendly comment" on this page and he would do the same. It was clear that my new friend was "head over heels" for his love, and rightfully so. MORE POWER TO HIM. He'd put up her pics and leave sweet comments, and even went the extra mile as to putting her pic as his default profile. Several months had gone by, and as MY friends list grew, so did the moments in between of dropping in to say hello to him. I SAY ALL THAT TO SAY THIS...
Today, I came in, was looking forward to chatting with my usual buddies, and what did i find in my "send gifts"? A gift fro
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!!
There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat And watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word.
Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.
The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped.
I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformi
when someone you love passes away and they leave you all broken hearted
and all u can do is mis them each day and you don't want to move on without
in your life but you know in your heart you have to move on that is want they
would what you to do and you cry all the time you mis them just rember
how much they loved you and they didn't what to leave you but it was
their time to go and be with god when he calls on someone they must go
to him and that hurts when u lose someone like that but they are
in a better place now they are in gods world and that is a better place
one day we all will be together again.
THIS IS THE DAY I THINK OF YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE
THIS IS THE DAY I MIS YOU AND I LOVE YOU MY MOTHER
THIS IS THE DAY I MIS TELLING YOU HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU
THIS IS THE DAY I MIS GIVING YOU A HUG AND I MIS
ALL ARE LITTLE TALKS WHEN ITS JUST ME AND YOU
I MIS YOU ALL THE TIME AND I MIS MY MOTHER MY FRIEND
AND THE ONE WHO WAS ALWAYS THE
Angelic Evil's Girl
What do you do...
What do you do when you have fallen so deep
Each time you see him, your heart takes a leap
What do you do when he says he loves you very much
So much that you seem to always miss his touch
What do you do when the distance you can't bear
Besides closing your eyes, wishing he was there
What do you do when you miss hearing his voice
A voice so sexy, you know your heart made the right choice
What do you do when you wished he was still your friend
A friend so close, but to him that part has come to an end
What do you do when you are longing for a hug
A hug so tight, it's a place you feel most snug
What do you do when you miss a passionate kiss
A kiss so magical, taking you to a state of eternal bliss
What do you do when you have burning desires
Knowing he's the only one who can put out those fires
What do you do when you just need to hear "I love you"
When that's all you really have left to hold onto
What do you do when you have fa
I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye,
she was perched upon a trelis where roses grow along one side.,
and I think I saw her smiling as she gazed at me below,
she must have come to visit along with the new fallen snow.
I wish I could invite her in to warm her little hands;
and ask her for a blessing to bring peace upon the land.
angels are very special, so, I wouldn't dare impose,
just to have her in my garden will bring beauty to every rose.
I thought I saw an angel out of the corner of my eye,
but it could have been my sister just come to sit and spy.
for she often does ,from time to time, come check upon her sis.
(the only person on this earth that I could truly miss)
sisters are angels too, in there own special way.
who else would God have watch over me each night and every day?
When I'm depressed, and feeling low.
And I've gone as far as I can go.
I ask myself, what will I do?
That's when God sends you
just end my misery. maybe its better if i just go away.....farrrr away.
Angel In Need
Saturday, February 24, 2007
I am writing this blog to let everyone know ways they can help out, raise awareness, money and particiapte in any events that are coming up for Angel.
1. Eat @ Hacienda on 1st Avenue this Sunday 02-25-07
Here is the link to a coupon you will need so that 20% of your bill will go to Angel. http://web.courierpress.com/ecp/PDF/222307_coupon.pdf
2. Donate money at any Old National Bank. A Trust Fund has been set up in "Angel Dean's" name.
3. You can donate online @ www.angelinneed.com
4. March 3rd @ 6p.m. Angel's family will have a booth set up at the C.K. Newsome Center during a wrestling event to sell crafts.
5. March 11th from 12-6p.m. at the Labor Temple on Fulton Avenue there will be a silent auction including items donated by NASCAR drivers & owners and stuff donated by NFL teams the Chicago Bears & Indianapolis colts. There is a $5.00 cover charge.
6. Buy Magazines online. 40% of each sale goes to Ang
Angels Among Us
Wings so white
Gowns of silk
A smile so bright
In the moon lit night
Every one has one
To help keep us safe
With wings spread wide
So we can hide
If ever in need
Just close your eyes
There you will see
Your angel to be
If you believe
Then you will see
The angels that roam
To protect you and me
If ever in doubt
Or full of fear
Just look about
For your angel is near
Theres angels among us
Theyre every where
You cant see them
But they are there
This poem was giveing to me by my friend moonmagic in respects of my daughter Mystikal, wanted to share it with you all and say ty moon it's beautiful huggsss*** hun means alot
You scored as Angel of Guidance. You were the Angel of Guidance! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and be a human, you used to guide people in the right direction when they faced a problem or a seemingly hopeless situation. You looked out for humans using the stars as your eyes during the night when it was dark. Even today as a human, your friends and family often ask you for advice and always trust you because you know what is right and lead everyone in the right direction. Angel of Guidance89%Angel of Hope82%Guardian Angel79%Angel of Death64%Angel of Good Fortune54%Angel of Prayer21%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com
Last night a man that is a father, a Grandpa, an Uncle, a Brother and sooooo much more had something terrible happen. For those of you that know Angie and David, he's Angie's Dad. Yesterday on July 27th he passed out while he was home alone and when he came too, he called his wife. An ambulance was called and he was rushed to the hospital. Where he was then rushed away to another hospital. He had suffered from a brain aneurysm and has a long road of recovery ahead of him! Please keep him, his wife and the rest of his family in your prayers and if you know Angie, let her know that she is in your thoughts and prayers.
As for me, Angie you know I am always here for you and if you need ANYTHING just call me, no matter what time of day or night! you know I always have a shoulder for you to cry on and I am always here to listen if you need to talk! I love you and just stay strong! Uncle Victor is a strong man even through everything he has been through and I have faith that he will pu
me, an individual, a committee of one.
dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity.
my love and my devotion.
~To the flag~
our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job!
that means that we have all come together.
individual communities that have united into 48 great states. Forty-eight individual communities with pride and dignity and purpose; all divided with imaginary boundaries, yet united to a common purpose, and that's love for country.
~And to the republic~
a state in which sovereign power is invested in representatives chosen by the people to govern. And government is the people and it's from the people to the leaders, not from the leaders to the people.
~For which it stands, one nation~
one nation, meaning "so blessed by God"
incapable of being divided.
Ok, for those of you that TRULY know me, you will know exactly what I'm talking about without having to ask.....
I'm shocked, hurt, angry, confused and just all around not quite sure how to feel. I thought I was ok, and knew in my heart that it really happened, but it wasn't until Saturday that I got the confirmation I never thought I would.
Mom was in Iowa last week visiting my sister, and just got home Saturday night. While she was gone, she received a letter from the last person we ever thought we'd hear from again. Mostly because he figured she'd be the least likely to have moved in the last 2 years. Hell two more weeks and he'd have been wrong!
Anyway, through much rambling and double talking, she said he admitted that he was guilty. I have the letter with me, as she gave it to me like he asked her to, but I haven't read it yet. I'm not sure I want to. I don't know whether to laugh or cry. No, it's not funny, but to finally have it in writing that he actually did it shock
Angels Wear Wigs Too
ANGELS WEAR WIGS TOO
I sat looking up at the blazing sun
burning the clouds with his beard.
The wind stung my face with salt
like a swarm of angry bees.
I watched the sea splash up and down
as it fucked the sky and licked the horizon.
I saw a man fall from the sky
followed by his wings.
And as I witnessed these events,
I could only think it strange that
Angels wear wigs, too
By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen.
Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and
englishteacher Søren Aagaard.
for my father who passed away dec 11th 2005 and for my best friends danielle and travis who passed away jan 21st 2006 missing you all this easter i love you www.hostdrjack.com
when its my time to take that walk up these staires i know i will not be alone. i will have my friends nd family walking beside me
OMG I can't believe how quickly my little girl is growing up!!!! I thought I was ready for it, boy was I wrong!
I teased her over the summer about seeing her crush, Brock. He's a cutie, she takes after her mom in having good taste LOL. She is 12 going on 30, I swear! When we went school clothes shopping, I realized how much she has grown. Boy am I going to have my hands full!
So, I was asking her last week what she was going to wear today. She said she didn't know, but she wanted her friends to notice her, but not really, and that she wanted to stand out, but blend in. In other words, she wanted to show off her curves, but not have EVERYONE notice, just Brock. LOL I even said something, oh, so you just want Brock to notice you right? I get the OMG look and, "MOOOOM, you're gonna make me blush!" Which she did. HA I told her, "Angelica, I've been there sweety, I know exactly what you're going through." As if mom....
So she calls me after school today, everything went well, excep
The true friends who we meet online
are a very special kind
They pierce your shields and see within
the corners of your mind.
They're always there when you're in need
with their power to discern.
They feel your pain.........they offer hope
and genuine concern.
We bare our souls, expose our hearts
and show our inner fears,
and then before you know it
the keyboard's stained with tears.
And if we could see them through that screen
then no one could deny
that to be a TRUE online friend
they too must surely cry.
Memory builds a little pathway
That goes winding through my heart.
It's a lovely, quiet, gentle trail
From other things apart;
I only meet when traveling there
The folks I like the best
For this road I call remembrance
Is hidden from the rest;
But I hope I'll always find you
In my memory rendezvous
For I keep this little secret place
To meet with folks like you.
Helen Steiner Rice HEARTPRINTS
Whatever our hands touc
Well I haven't been on here all that much lately . Due to a bunch of things going on right now . I found out that my mom was just diagnosed with liver failure and she will need a transplant, so I have been trying to spend more time with her . I have to admit that its taking a toll on me and trying to remain in a positive mood is very hard right now . I still sign in to check CT every few days so if you have left me a message I will try to get back to you as soon as I can . ok so i'm doing just fine and actually starting to be happy again and then my ex walks back into my life saying that he missed me and that he had been thinking about how i was the only girl that seemed to love him and treat him right and now he is thinking along the lines of wanting me back with him ..well then i found out that him and his girl aren't even fully broke up yet . Why do men do this?
I'm undecided about what to do . After they break up should i give him another chance? Or should I only be friends wi
Angel High Above
You must be an angel sent from high above in disguise as a lady so sweet and kind you will not fool me though for i hear it in your voice it is so obvious as as can be a song so beautiful it could only come from an angel i see in your elegant beauty like the way when you walk in a room all are astounded for even angels are rarely so gracious and beautiful and it is an angel i love with all my heart i can only hope and pray it will last another day will she be mine untill another time there is no other love stronger than mine!
Well thought I would just drop a blog and say howdy to all. Not much going on here, just resting from surgery and all went well. Man without all the boobs I can see my toes, lol. But unfortunately I do miss them but I like my new size.
So catch me up on things. Been gone a while.
Not much here, its December and 83 degrees during the day and 70 at nite, not cool, not normal.
Merry Christmas to all! Ready to start the new year guys?
Free Comments & Graphics The past two days I have set back and watch and listen. Looked at all of my male friends, my best friend (which is a male species) and I have wonder, ponder and now I've decided to ask the million dollar question:
Where are all the John Wayne's in the world? I have been watching people at the mall, in town, grocery store, the beaches and even Wal-Mart, and have come up with all the men I have seen does not have a clue on how to treat a lady, respect one or even how to be polite to one. And there are females out there that has n
TAKE IT EASY ON MY, TRIAL PERIOD, OK.. ANGEL
So every time i get a GREAT friend i can call a BEST friend they either drift away or MOVE.. WHAT THE is up with that?? And people wonder why i dont have too many friends and why i hold on to what good friends i have..
well thats why.. but i dont get WHY my life has to be like that.. WHY? Y? why? y?
Heres how my life has been... i got a best friend in kindergarden-edgerton but i moved half way through also had a best friend that lived by me in edgerton(i moved to janesville) So never saw them again..
2nd grade i had the very best friend Erica(Laven) but up in the middle of the year she didnt come to school for days and i asked and people even teachers said" i heard she moved to new mexico to take care of her sick grandpa"-again havnt seen her since..
3rd grade came Lacresha(Driver) she was my first(no offoence to anyone) black friend and she was my best friend we were like sisters and she only lived a street away but her dads job got transfered to Florida.
TRY NOT TO CRY
Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back, it shot with a great crack,
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, When I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, Please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, and tell Zack; My boyfriend, That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister, That she is the only one now, and tell my dear sweet grandmother, I'll be waiting for her now, and tell my wonderful friends; that they always were the best, Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, and never to forget this, and please don't let this pass. Mommy, why'd it have to be me? Noone des
I found a penny today,
Laying on the ground.
But it's not just a penny,
This little coin I've found.
Found pennies come from heaven,
that's what my Grandpa told me.
He said Angels toss them down.
Oh, how I loved that story.
He said when an Angel misses you,
They toss a penny down;
Sometimes just to cheer you up,
To make a smile out of your frown.
So, don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue.
It may be a penny from heaven
That an Angel's tossed to you.
I say fuck it I aint playing Miss Nicey nice anymore. I aint gonna tell people want they wanna hear! THE TRUTH hurts people live wit it!!!! You think youre lives are soooo fricking miserable then KILL YOURSELF I dont give a fuck!!!! I am not in no mood to be YELL AT ohhhhh you really fucking scare threaten over the net BIG FUCKING MAN arent cha!!!
YOU KNOW GROW THE HELL UP!!!!
AND WHO DID I THINK I AM I AM THE DEVILS WIFE pissing on that
we just found out that we are going to have a baby, we are very happy and very surprised . that's what being in love does to a person.life gives you all kinda surprises , I love you my man and new father to be again. we are not very happy these days , since we lost our baby not that long ago. we are still in love ,but we are missing our little bundle of joy. Are we moviecompatible?My Flixsterprofile
Thoughts of You Run Through My head
Just like thoughts of suicide
Will I live in the end
When these thoughts of you are over
And the thoughts of suicide take over
Our Love will never last
With these thoughts of suicide
Mixed in with you
These thoughts of suicide will soon take control of me
And I will no longer be able to love
These thoughts of suicde mixed in with you
Will kill me soon
Ill break your heart
and Kill myself
Thoughts of you run through my head
Just like thoughts of suicide
Leaving behind others to take your place,
Carrying on your name, walking around with your face,
Knowing you go left behind,
Wondering what's on my fathers mind.
He didn't even think to try.
To leave my mother with tears going down her face,
Left me only to embrace,
Only for me to ask her why?
My mother can give me answers;
My father left behind.
For he can give his love to another,
But can't give his love to me,
My mother would give her life,
Angel Knocking At The Door
There came a frantic knock
At the doctor's office door,
A knock, more urgent than
he had ever heard before.
"Come in, Come in,"
the impatient doctor said,
"Come in, Come in,
before you wake the dead."
In walked a frightened little girl,
a child no more than nine,
It was plain for all to see,
she had troubles on her mind.
"Oh doctor, I beg you,
please come with me,
My mother is surely dying,
she's as sick as she can be."
"I don't make house calls,
bring your mother here,"
"But she's too sick,
so you must come or she will die I fear."
The doctor, touched by her devotion,
decided he would go,
She said he would be blessed,
more than he could know.
She led him to her house
where her mother lay in bed,
Her mother was so very sick
she couldn't raise her head.
But her eyes cried out for help
and help her the doctor did,
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well..... as most of you know I have moved to a new city to be with my guy and settle down and things has changed drastically for me.
I do love the feeling of being together with my guy after being in a long distance relationship for over 3 years, but sometimes I ask myelf whether it was the right choice to make. I am now keeping my career on hold and I left everything behind, guess this is what has to be done to start a life with the person you love.
Things will go on surely but slowly, but I miss all my friends and everyone I left behind.
I have been thinking about my life the choices I have made. All of us makes choices in our lives bout are the choices we make the right one always. It is true that we do not make the right choice everytime but what is more important is how we see it.
I have come to learn to see things in a more poitive way and take things as they come. What is the point of crying or telling yourself how sad your life is. I have learned tolook at lif
An Angel On 109
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps...
A drunken man in an Oldsmobile
they said had run the light.
That caused the six-car pileup
on 109 that night.
When broken bodies lay about
and blood was everywhere,
The sirens screamed out eulogies,
for death was in the air.
A mother, trapped inside her car,
was heard above the noise,
Her plaintive plea near split the air,
"Oh, God, please spare my boys!"
She fought to loose her pinned hands,
she struggled to get free,
But mangled metal held her fast
in grim captivity.
Her frightened eyes then focused
on where the back seat once had been,
But all she saw was broken glass and
two children's seats crushed in.
Her twins were nowhere to be seen,
she did not hear them cry,
And then she prayed they'd been thrown free,
"Oh, God, don't let them die!
Then firemen came and cut her loose,
but when they searched the back,
They found therein no little boys,
but the seat belts were
My husband has a new web site going. It is not much right now however it is operational. He is still working on the improvement part of it though.
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Anger flows through me
In a mighty rage
Sometimes I feel as if
I am trapped in a cage
The more that I fight
The smaller I get
I try to scream
But no sound will emit
I try to plead
But deaf ears are turned
And when I am gone
I am not mourned.
(MUSIC) LONDON CALLING - THE CLASH
LONDONTOWN - JAMES TAYLOR
(DEPENDANT UPON YOUR AGE OR MOOD)
It seems as though there are more wayward angels roaming this earth than I would have expected, you know who you are. They have managed to bring the dying embers of my hopes back to life, with their throaty whispers. Prehistoric as one might imagine herself or from far distant lands as is another, they have made themselves very close, and dear to me, with their kind and encouraging words. Thank you angels, my spirit is renewed, and my lusts rekindled. Beware the beast you have awoken, he bites!
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I used to work in piece of crap jobs, where the boss would tell you this is where they wanted that and this is how you needed to do this while they sat on their butts and made the bigger bucks yet you knew their job better than them and you could never get ahead because you just didn't have that paper that said you were qualified enough to do that job. Or there were those other jobs were you find yourself happy at your job but find that you were getting screwed by another department because they just didn't know their head from their a---!!! Well call it anger, call it revenge, call it striving to better myself whatever. I said the hell with it went back to get my education. Here I am well over 25 yet still under 30 (just a wee bit under 30) working on my degree to do something good for myself, my family, and show those basturds a thing or two! Well guess what (so much for the wee bit under 30 Im into my 30's) I got that damn education did quite well, but yet those basturds still have
Hello my friends. I have returned after 8 mths of being offline. 8 mths is a long 'n stressful time. I come 2 my page 'n faces of friends i barely remember.Those r the faces that need help me remember.
I will have 2 take sum much needed time online, 'n stroll thru my page, 2 remember.
Although it would b very helpful if u could all send me a message 2 assist me w my quest..
i would greatly appreciate it...TY
PS. I will b updating my page asap. no longer do i have what i thought was the man i had been searching 4, altho we r still friends.
I found out something about him, that i had thought i would've been able 2 4get and feel safe. But, that's not the case. It turns out that 2gether we r not sexually compatible, told me we would things out, and that didn't happen eother. He kept bugging me about something i refuse 2 do.....so as he said "I care about u 2 much 2 allow myself 2 control u in2 doing something u don't want 2 do"
So, no longer is he in my life as more than fr
I woke up morning
I woke up dead today
I aged a thousand years or more
I flinch when you are nice
You kill me with a single word
When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure
I'll bask in your forever
You just want to waste my time
I want to drag you down, down with me
I wanted to help, help destroy the world
I wanted to be, be that special girl
Everybodys got a little something to hide, but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me
I'm living in a human mediocrity
Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me
I dreamed I was you
I dreamed your ego died
Sad who loves you more than I do
I know you lied
I'll bask in your forever
Fucking waste of time
Angels fuck and devils screw
I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world
Piss in your heart and be that, that special girl
Everybody's got a little something to hide but me
Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me
I'm living in a negative mediocrity
Everybody's got a little some
Ok...I noticed tonite that I have forgotten how to flirt. This is a very disappointing realization. I used to be an ace flirter! It may have actually been an obsession at one point. Now, anytime I am around someone I am crushing on...I forget who I am...lol! Even online I am a total clutz when it comes to the oposite sex. I am going to have to do some further thinking on this to decide what caused the skill loss. As soon as I figure it out I will post another blog. :P The flirting problem is solved. I figure it was lack of practice. However now I live daily with the desire to be a half of one whole. To find a mate. My soulmate. I believe I know him...I just can't have him. And from this realization comes my sadness. I long for that part of my heart that I had sarted to live without. I lost it a long time ago and have begun to get used to life without it. Now suddenly the one who holds this part of my heart is back....with complications. I want to try again...but can't bring myself to t
an angel on my shoulder sings a song so sweet that, the demon deep within can find nothing from which to feed.a numb yet cold feeling like 1000 tiny blades slicing at my insides but still, i feel no pain. a lack of what im missing.when nothing goes my way and yet i keep on trying.try i hear her say ,this angel on my shoulder .why go and lose your way.why go and surrender. when greatness you can make.
ok so i hear no angel and, i do feel pain. maybe i like it but, ill never say the demon deep within me has feed on many things. from the feelings that i love to the ones that break me down. it screams and shouts to no end but, try as i might i cant silence him. so i deal with it and go on my way and keep on trying like, ill pretend an angel says. why would i surrender i may not be great but i know i wont be nothing and, i know im not that blank. i know ive got this feeling that i will make a change. a change for the better in a world thats scared of change.
"to fear it is to let
Angermangement That Works
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take
>> >it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on
>> >someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a
>> >phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it.
>> >A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I
>> >please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my
>> >ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on
>> >me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude .
>> >When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I
>> >had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with
>> >her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy
>> >answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up.
>> >I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put
This is what happened:
A few weeks ago i met a girl.
Very nice, blonde with green eyes. She is 22. We met in a paradoxical way, at the gay parade.
I was there with some of my cousin's friends whose are gay.
We had fun, a lot of fun, more than i expected.
In the meanwhile we were drinking beer, of course. We kept drinking for about 3 hours. Honestly i was a little tipsy. Then i met this girl, she was the nephew of one of the friends. Being tipsy is not so bad as it may seems, because it wipe away all your shyness. We started talking, (i was talking an unexpected fluent english!!! lol) then at the end of the parade we went into a bar. There, a Margarita gave us the coup de grace. We walked into a club (a gay club!!but that day there were people of any orientation). Everybody was dancing. The place was very dark, enlightened by flash lights and the music was very loud. Premise: i hadnt been dancing by years. But we were there, so i started dancing in a goofy way. It took me only fe