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Risks
Risks To laugh is to risk appearing the fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out for another is to risk involvement. To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. To place your ideas, your dreams before the crowd is to risk thier loss. To love is to risk not being loved in return. To live is to risk dying. To hope is to risk despair. To try is to risk failure. But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing and is nothing. He may avoid suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love , LIVE. Chained by his certitudes, he is a slave, he has forfeited freedom. Only a person who risks is free.

It Is
It's, It Is It's.... ....beautiful if it makes you feel good inside. ....honest if it has nothing to hide. ....worthless if you don't need it anymore. ....better if it's more than you expected before. ....true if it's what you choose to believe. ....important if that's how you feel when you bleed. ....special if only you see it that way. ....sacred if no one else can take it away. ....painful if you cannot get out of bed. ....lifeless if all emotion is dead. ....boring if you are prone to distraction. ....exciting if your heart is alive with affection. ....love if you least expect it to happen. ....real if it's not based on manipulation and reaction. ....over if they try to control who you are. ....freedom if you can heal from the scars. ....sad if you feel too numb to cry. ....pointless if you have to ask why. ....meaningless if it must be explained. ....useless if words are spoken in vain. ....passion if it overwhelms the soul. ....obse

Welcome To My New Web Page Everyone
Welcome to my new web page everyone. If you want to stay in contact with me, you can join my web page and I will keep in contact with all of you. Also to, if you want, you can join my online address book also. here's the link to my Plaxo.com online address book; Add me to your address book Well, I've got to run, Hope you all have a great day. Your Friend, Gary

Poems
What is a "Master"? Master. The word evokes an image of male authority and power from our collective memory, and yet it has intrigued me how the term has been blunted in personal subjugation—so often used synonymously with the words "top" or "dom" in the fetish lexicon. As the trend of BDSM has spread into the psyche of broader society, one can certainly say it has become a fashionable novelty on many levels. With the steady expansion of this chimera, the words used to describe roles and ideals within it have gained far too much power of invention, and it is more than a little ironic that the very sub-culture which adopts terms such as "Master" and "slave" so often understands those terms the least. Upon this sits an increasingly androgynous society shunning what many instinctually feel to be the Natural Order of male and female relation in favor of "eroticizing equality." Since childhood, males in our age are bombarded with numerous social directives which tend to confuse

S&m Vs. Abuse By Jay Wiseman
SM play differs from abuse in many of the same ways that a judo match differs from a mugging. Consider the differences: 1. SM play is always consensual (according to the definition of consent on Page 3*). Abuse is not. 2. SM players plan their activities to minimize the risks to one another’s physical and emotional well-being. Abusers do not. 3. SM play is negotiated and agreed to ahead of time. Abuse is not. 4. SM play can enhance the relationship between the players. Abuse cannot. 5. SM play can be done in the presence of supportive others -- even at parties given for this purpose. Abuse needs isolation and secrecy. 6. SM play has responsible, agreed-upon rules. Abuse lacks such rules. 7. SM play may be requested, and even eagerly desired, by the submissive. Nobody overtly asks for abuse -- although self-destructive people may sometimes attempt to provoke it. 8. SM is done for the consensual erotic pleasure and/or personal growth of both or all participants. Abu

Fuckin Bored
Alone in the world and in the cold night i sit here wondering if my fait with life is near i toss and turn at night hoping to make another day another day of pain and suffering i hope this doesn't last my whole life but it's the way of life and it's how god wants life to be so guide your own lives into the right direction and fulfill your dreams yo i might be white and i may act like a hardcore country boy but where i come from you gota get straight to the top people get in your face and knock you down but what they don't know about me i'll get right back up beat them down i ain't scared of livin and i ain't scared of dyin i've had my share of life and death but i haven't had my share of fun and wealth i'm jus a poor boy goin through rough times so all i can say is that i got this rap on lock down so don't hate and don't even think about ripping bitch officaliy written by Jason Palmer hey ppl plz send me a message or send me somethin if your a hot young lady or w/e yea come t

Cutie With The Bootie' Got Something To Say!
The Volupt Lounge Michigan's Premier Social Group for the Size Community! Welcome to a TRULY size-friendly place to meet other great people both online and off! *************************** Saturday, October 21 - Halloween Costume Party/Dance! Dearborn Elks Lodge 25000 Michigan Ave (1/2 mile w of Telegraph) 8pm-1am $10 cover, DJ Patrick, Dancing, cash bar, free munchies, door prizes, FUN FUN FUN! We'll be having a costume contest, so start planning yours now! If you're new, make sure you let the people at the door know so we can have one of our greeters introduce you to a few people and find you a friendly place to sit! ********************************* Saturday, November 18 - Holiday Party/Dance *********************************

What Colour Represents Me
You scored as Purple. Purple is powerful, just like you. You are a very devoted person that likes to get things finished and you do this by balancing out fun and seriousness. This way you get the best of both and no matter what always end up winning. You are very competitive, driven and have an aura of mystery about you which sometimes people find astounding.Black100%Purple100%Pink100%White100%Blue83%Green72%Red56%Orange50%Yellow0%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Timmy's Thoughts
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this: PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his 3rd birthday. After he fi

I Love It!
DUDE YOU KNOW YOU ARE FROM BC WHEN: West Coast, bitch! W Some facts about B.C. (well... mostly lower mainland) and you: 1. You know the provincial flower: the dogwood 2. You can taste the difference between Tim Hortons, Second Cup, and Seattle's Best. 3. Lower Mainland only: The last time there was snow, you were so confused you tried to snort it. 4. You can't tell, is marijuana still illegal? 5. You hate the Calgary Flames with a passion. 6. You point out vancouver landmarks in nearly every movie and TV show 7. You don't understand why Manitoba and Saskatchewan are considered western Canada 8. While driving on your morning commute, you switch between heat and air conditioning multiple times 9. You consider 2 degrees freezing cold 10. You know that there is actually a town called Dawson Creek 11. You know how to distinguish between the different types of asian food 12. You know how to pronounce Squamish, Osoyoos, Ucluelet, Esquimalt, Sooke & Nanaimo. 13. You actua

My Short Story
this story needs edited and more detail, i had a short amount of time to get it all done b/c it was an assighnment when i went to high school, but that aside tell me what u think. it wasnt an assighned topic tho, i just decided to write this to get a history smemster test grade on it along with creative writeing. its historical fiction, not my prefered type to write, fantasy is. Nikki Hunt World history/ English/ Creative writing Short story 9/05 Cassia the Gladiator “She’s a feisty one.” The guard said as he slammed the door, leaving me with a roomful of scumbags, instead of one. At least he’ll have a knot on his head, for a while, to remember me by. I surveyed my new surroundings to find me in a chamber full of prisoners and some guards, they eyed me hungrily as I prepared for what I knew was coming. “She’s a pretty little thing.” Said one guard walking toward me, the stench of booze fresh on his breath. The guard went for a snatch at my hair,

Me
So here I am, putting together my new shelves for my room, and not doing homework. I've been so dedicated to school this year (yes, it's only about a month into it), that I'm amazing myself. I think it's because I finally got rid of my biggest distraction - loser boyfriends that just use me and make me worry about the relationship. Yesterday I worked on homework for thirteen hours. Yes, I ate twice, once while doing homework still, and the other time I think I took a twenty minute break. I thought I was going to do really bad on my first linear vibes test, but I passed with a 60/75, which is an 80%, and makes me incredibly happy. So I originally wanted to wake up at 9 Sunday morning. I was in bed by 11:30 and everything. Then about 1:30, I was having this bizarre dream....my mom was telling me that she had to go to the hospital because my sister was having heart trouble again. I just mumbled...yeah...okay....then I hear my mom say, "Did you hear me?" Shit...."What, Chris

Great Things In October!
What up, y'all? Mike Ya Dead Homie here with my first LC Blog. First off, going to 2 badass shows this upcoming month, both in Worcester, MA. Trivium's playing on the 7th and I can't wait to check their shit out. And the best ever: The Wickid Fuckin' Clowns are coming to the Palladium! Fuck yeah! Now for the REAL interesting thing: I'm gonna try to pull a 40 Days 40 Nights thing this month. I've had sex on the brain WAY too much since my divorce, so I'm gonna try to tough it out the same way and not do ANYTHING. (Pssst...I'm a hardcore sexaholic, so this is gonna be a challenge.) Wish me luck and I'll hit this thing up in a few. PEACE!

I Wont Cry!
A SHATTERED HEART IS HARD TO LIVE WITH IT HURTS AND YOU SEEM TO BE ALWAY'S CRYING....MAYBE NOT ON THE OUTSIDE BUT ON THE INSIDE YOU ARE. WONDERING WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT FEARING EVERYMINUTE OF YOUR DAY....TRYING HIDE YOUR PAIN AWAY....SEEM'S LIKE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS....FEELING COLD AND ALL ALONE. CRYING OUT HOPING SOMEONE WILL HEAR BUT NO ONE IS AROUND. THE TEARS FALL AND TRY AND STOP THEM BUT THE STEADLY FALL. WHEN DOES THE PAIN END WHEN CAN I FEEL HAPPY AGAIN. PLEASE come and vote for me ....Much love to all FEAR'S Fears of being alone ....no one around to show love fears never being able to love again fears never being happy or finding peace Fears no one will ever understand.. I set and fear each and every day that no one will come around looking out the window to see if someone is out there ....just to find the emptyness within myself because my heart fears the pain that another could cause me.. I had a husband but he was always concerned about the o

Aliens On Earth
Aliens on Earth Late one night, an alien spacecraft landed near a deserted gas station. After a bit, one of the aliens came down the ramp, looked around, and walked over to one of the gas pumps, where he demanded, "Earthling! Take me to your leader!" The gas pump, of course, did not reply. The alien became agitated and again demanded, "Take me to your leader!" The gas pump remained silent. Frustrated, the alien went back to the spacecraft where he was confronted by the captain who wanted a report. "I contacted an earthling - but he would not cooperate." "Hmmm. I will deal with this earthling myself," said the captain. "Yes sir. Be careful sir, I have a feeling there could be trouble." The captain left the ship and approached the gas pump. "Earthling, you will cooperate. Take me to your leader." The gas pump remained unresponsive. "Very well." The captain drew his blaster. "If you do not respond by the count of three, I shall be forced to fire on you......One. Two. Three!" ZZ

My Blogs Enjoy:)
English 025 Assignment #1 Final Draft Feb.15, 2007 My First Car Everyone remembers their first love, their first kiss, and, of course, their first car. I am no different; I got my first car on my seventeenth birthday. When my dad handed me the keys to the car, I saw it more like the keys to my freedom. That car was a major part in my memories growing up. The car was a beautiful ’79 Camero. It was the color of a flame in a fire; that color that is in between a red and orange. The car had a big, black, bra on the front that made it look as tough as I felt driving it. I wasn’t really sure if I made the car look good or the car made me look good. What I did know was that it was the coolest car around, and it was mine. Along with getting the car, I had to get a job. The condition my dad placed on the car, I had to pay for the insurance, gas, and any repairs that needed done. If I didn’t have the money for these things, then the car was going to sit outside, while I w

Randomness
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Passion33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com Well, as usual i'm bored so i decided to post a blog entry.. i'm hoping to meet some new friends, so please feel free to send me a msg or add me to your friends list.. but only if you actually plan to talk to me.. :) Obviously, I'm bored so I decided to make a blog and post a comment.. i enjoy making new friends, so don't hesitate to send me a msg and/or add me to your friends list. :)

Sex....mmmm
Good dick is like a good pillow. It puts you to sleep and doesn't mind if you slobber all over it!!!!! Why men love blow jobs.... 12% like the feeling 8% like the domination And 80% like the SILENCE!!!! Thought it was funny!!! Guys, tell me what percentage you fall into.....

Dis Wut This Shit For Right?
sat here thinkin to myself whats a blog....a place to rant?....rave?....scream?....maybe or maybe not. i dunno to me its a place to drop ur words...thoughts... feelings..inner u. hopin that cuz its so fuckin hard to understand ur life the way u live it that u hope to god when u type the damn thing u can analyse it and understand it a little better....question is can u really pour ur heart out in here?....can u really lay ur life out in this shitty little box....who knows...but hey i may aswell try right??? i read a quote today it said....approach an enemy with a smile on ur face itll piss em off more..kno wut i think?, thats bullshit and i shud stop openin those damn fortune cookies. todays lesson for me is this.... why is it so easy to obtain sumtin....and so fuckin hard to let it go...they say i love love sumtin let it go...if its urs itll come back....if it dont it never was..thats cool.....but wtf do u do if u cant decide if u really wanna take the chance of findin out that answ

My Job Corps Journal
Well, my flight takes off at noon today whisk me away to a new life in Oklahoma. When I land I'll be in Oklahoma City where I'll meet up with other Job Corp Enrollees where we'll be transported to the GJCC (Guthrie Job Corps Campus) where I could spend any ware from 2month to 2years in preparation for the rest of my life...since I've already completed high school, it should take allot shorter time the most. I will only have to complete my trade in Business Tech and acquire my driver's license of which I'll assume that will only take me abt 6mnts time at the least.... We to all my friends and loved ones keep in touch because I'll be returning to TX periodically for seasonal vacations and holidays...I'll miss you all till then Keep it real and Have a good one! W/Much Love =Zenas S. Ansari=

Yeah.........i Know
It’s time to party everyone!!! Earlier this evening I signed on with a contractor to do my roof- depending on the extent of squirrel damage (cost to repair) I may even be able to do the garage roof also. For those of you who don’t know my home- when I bought it- the dining room did not have any sheet rock on the walls or ceiling- (And the garage roof is deteriorating- you can stand inside and look up to see the whole big dipper on a starry night) Of course my boyfriend at the time (Mr. Take ten years to fix it) said “Buy it ‘as is’- you’ll get a better price and I’ll have the sheet rock up within a couple days.” He did get a good start on insulating- but, that’s as far as he got- You see, the roof leaks and you can’t really put sheet rock up when it’s going to be ruined by the rain or melting snow trickling in (in some cases pouring in). So, needless to say, for almost the last three years now I have had no walls in my dining room. As you may imagine- this causes my heati

What Kind Of Eyes Do U Have!!
You scored as Diamond Eyes. You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.Diamond Eyes83%Passion67%Mysterious50%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Addiction Drugs An Alcohol
Almost 8 weeks Sober + 30 odd drug free.I finally have an inner piece.Made my 30 day key chain at NA.That was the hardest,cause temptation is always around my home life.Was wondering why they changed the Name.Then I thought maybe it was also a name of a porn site.Missed it here. Miss those awesome comments,Hannah + shy left for me.An a few others.Caught a bunch of trojan downloaders at myspace an they sorta fucked with my internet service. AVG free seems to work the best McAfee kinda sucks,but both together work well.An the antivar isn't bad.So many places I get caught into in my search for a Posible new lady Love,to possibly move to her part of the U.S. or Canada.Was thinking I was to fussy,but have decided to Lower my Standards,in my search for my perfect Soulmate.An Outdoorsy Gal whom likes to be Pamperd a Simple non materialistic.No make-up type of gal.Country,southern would be Nice.Compatability would be Awesome. Relatively new here at the LC.Great place I injoy it hear.About me

Children
I am writing today about my son and all other children. How special they are. Also how they can change your life in a big way. When I got pregnant with my son I was with a man whom I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. But things didn't turn out that way. After trying for 3 years to get me pregnant, when he finds out that I am he left. After my son was born he wanted me to give him to my mom and dad, and leave with him. NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!! Well that didn't happen. I am not sure what happened but as soon as I felt my son move inside me something about me changed. When my son was born, I was a mother. He was my life. Something hit me at that moment and I stopped all my old ways. I knew I had to be his mommy no matter what the Devil brought our way. I prayed everyday that God keep my son and I safe and for him never to be taken from me. So many things came our way that sometimes I felt like giving up. Like he would be better off with someone else. Bu

Hit Me Up
sup eryone if you wanna chat wit me then hit me up on yahoo messenger ill be on my id is joshwebster13bravo@yahoo.com send me yours ill add you if you wanna know ne thing ask i dont care what it is im open an honest

Notice
Notice: Before yall read the blogs under "stories" please note, if you have read em, read this anyways. 1. I'm not crazy. 2. I did not go through ANY of what is mentioned. 3. Its just stories that I made up, its called entertainment!!! 4. Yes I know they might seem deep, but its what I came up w/. 5. Dont see me any different then yall did before yall read em, I'm still the same person.

Stories
She sits there alone in the dark. How come they didnt take ME to the park? She gets everythin, and I dont. Every week they buy her somethin nice. A new skirt, shoes..o0o0 how bout them earrings too? What do I get yall may wonder? "Oh could you start the blender!!!" No "Hi sweety, how are you?" No its..."GO GET ME MY SHOES!!!" She sits there and laughs at me. Too cute for her own being. How can she live like that. Shes just a spoiled lil BRAT Somtimes I wish I was like her But the world would be full of horror They say its favortism, and I think they are right They dont even say, "Goodnight." She gets candy and cakes, and money too All's I get is, "GO CLEAN YOUR ROOM!!!" I wish I was never born My sister says the same My parents are just like her...they are all the same I go to school, she has LOTS of friends What do I have...just me and a pen The other girls laugh at me..because she talks behind my back I dont c

Well Im Here
so heres the jist of things. when i first went to Iraq 7 months ago, i had an ND (neglagent discharge) out of my m16a4 service rifle into a clearing barral do to a weapons malfunction. i was proply charge $415 and non-ranked for 6 months via NJP (non-judicial punishment) now back to date around a month ago a different marine had an ND with a MK-19 Automatic Grenade Laucher, launching a grenade w/in the kill its kill radius of approximately 12 other marines. his NJP was put off for an month, and then his NJP was suspended, and he was given a page-11 (basically a slap on the wrist) and 6 month non-rank. does anybody else find this fucked up? well yea so now im in iraq and now that i have no way of meeting ppl everyone that i know online wants to meet with me wow lol anyway so heres what my day looks like. i start out by being on post as Corporal of the Guard for 5 hours, then after my 5 hours of walking around making sure everyones awake, i get to be on react for 10 hours. afte

Some Of My Work
From the weed,to the oxycontin to the extacy go on fuck with me ill leave ya nothin left 2 see who am i left 2 be? i can only guess theres nothin left 4 me the door is locked,theres no fuckin key now im in my room shootin up the oxy thru my veins gettin high will never be the same the hunger 4 more, the hunger 4 pain gotta step it up, gotta step up my game now yur out of life, out of luck, cuz i no longer give a fuck take u down 2 the ground,im a crazy motherfucka u kno im down as im passin by while u fuckers wonder why Toker will never die, take a fuckin eye 4 an eye killin 2 kill, killin 2 die, killin motherfucka's dry always gettin high, real thugs dont cry with a bullet in my chest, get up comebak at ya at my very fuckin best u kno im better then all the rest like throwin fists ill break yur neck i wont earn it ill take my respect thats y i write and i ryme and i spat and i spit u motherfucka's r 2 weak u cant handle it i hope u go die, y dont u burn in yur fuck

Words Of The Faithful And Dying
I could not sleep and so I went into the kitchen and fiddled through the fridge until I found something to ease my craving. finding some beautiful strawberries I cut them into halves, careful to take off the leafy green part. Placing the now cut berries onto a plate I sprinkle sugar across. just lightly to sweeten the taste. grabbing a fork and then picking up the tray in one hand and a bottle of whipped cream in the other, I make my way back to my room. after I crawl into bed I turn over and nuzzle your nose with my fingertip, teasing you to wake and smile at me. " hi sleepyhead.." I whisper as you rumple around in your sheets. "I have a treat for you.." I smile as you sit up and look at me with unfocused eyes and yawn with a slight stretch, " but you have to close your eyes" Smiling and doing as your told I take a sliver of berry onto the fork and watch as your body tenses to the sound of the whipped cream can. a smile across your face, lets me know you are anxious and read

Bean Bag Shot Guns
I want your opinion on bean bag shot guns... For a suicidal person... From one of the reports of my ex... County Coroner said Friday that XXXXXX had been shot in the back of the right shoulder, in the mid-chest and slightly behind the right side of the head. The shot to the head penetrated skull, fracturing it,(Cause of death) she said. The other two shots caused some bruising, she said. The first 2 shots were to stun him...it didn't faze him...the third was meant to cause injury or death..... Ex had a knife in both hands... Also approx 8 months ago he attempt suicide an officer was injured.......

Help
I know how she feels and what emotions she is dealing with....I watched and took care of the love of my life who was fighting Liver Cancer for 3 years (doctors only gave him 1 yr) Be Sweet to her.....Encouragement is the greatest medicine you gave give her. Please show your love! Post her link on your front page.......Hugs M'Lady Tina Ok Fellow LC Friends I dont ask very often for help because I realize that everyone is busy, but I have asked twice, promised the help and no one came thru.....(does not include you Tazzy or Sassy, Saucy and Sexy, you two have been wonderful) Forrest is just starting to get into the LC thing and he wanted to do something nice for the ladies on here......He is putting together an Fair Maiden album.....we have a total of almost 30 fair maidens.....The problem now is that I have a celtic skin that he wants to use as the background to place the ladies pics on, but neither one of us have photoshop or know how to do it........If someone will ex

Demona's Hellpage
Learning to drive an 18-wheeler can be hell and it is very nerve-racking. I spent a month learning how to do it but it can be done. Through sheer determination and the support of my wonderfully patient hubby I have truimphed!!! life sucks shit all the time!!!!!

Blah Poop
so i've been looking at amazon.com looking at video games and consoles. i really am thinking about getting a Sega again and getting Zombies Ate My Neighbors and Desert Strike. maybe even Jungle Strike. mmhumm. i've been checking out the WII and it looks cool. i'll have to wait and see what game comes out on it. Xbox 360 is has a couple of games i want to play but i don't know yet. my friend Jordan who's in Isreal till next year left his here so i could probably borrow it from my friend who currently has it. hmm. I DON"T KNOWWWW but i do know i'm going to spend my money on tattoos first. mmhumm.

Very Very Depressed :(
valentines day is gunna suck :( LOL my life sucks, i went to LA to see this girl i like and i thought everything was going good and we went to disneyland and stuff but then she kept complaining that i wasnt talking to her enough and im really shy in person and i was trying my best and it just ended up with her hating my guts and never wanting to talk to me again :( i dunno what im gunna do i really liked her and cared about her i went to LA to see this girl i like and she ended up totally hating me. she said i wasnt talking enough and making the most of the time we had together. and i got hurt and went and got drunk even though i promised her i wouldnt. and now she doesnt ever want to talk to me again. i dont know what im goin to do now my life just keeps getting worse each day :( i dont think i can handle anymore of this crap. what am i supposed to do, why does all this keep happening when im already down.

Chillin In Philly
This is ya boy DJ AM reppin the 19102, just sayin wussup to all my peeps out there and hope ya'll will keep supportin me in my musical career. Just in case you don't know me, I am the male friend of Nicole Ritchie and the dopest DJ out there. So Holla at ya boy. ONE.

Relationships
how would the green grass grow with out the light of the sun? it would be dry and brittle. roses...daisies..there would be none. and how bout that gold fish? with out water he'd be dead. there would be no fish bowl. his whole existance left nothin to be said. what about your goldy locks? becoming like a nest. with out using it's counterpart, bugs would surely fest. even toilets with stains, would forever stained be. without the porcelain buddy, toilet brushes are the key. even q-tips need a friend, you know the wax inside your ear? q-tips help with removal of build up causin you not to hear. have you ever had a cold, and couldn't stop the snot? without the lotiony kleenex, your nose would surely rot. nuperin, advil, asperin, or bayer, they all help with your pains. what would happen if they were gone? your eliments would remain. when you fell and skinned your knee, the faithful bandaid was there. to stop the blood and look cool too, snoopy and garfield al

Remembrance
There will come a day when your tears of sorrow will softly flow into tears of remembrance... and your heart will begin to heal itself... and grieving will be interrupted by episodes of joy... and you will hear the whisper of hope. There will come a day when you will welcome the tears of remembrance... as a sunshower of the soul... a turning of the tide... a promise of peace. There will come a day when you will... risk loving... go on believing... and treasure the tears of remembering.

Whats Up
hey im new lostcherry obviously.. I do like what i see and was wondering if someone would help to understand this site and how to chat with and get to know some of you kewl people. Ne help would be appreciated and hopefully get to know some of you. Ne thing you wanna know or see can be updated as well!! thank you in advance for your time and help!

Me Me Me
DJ Crow 6471 had this image that said this and I loved it I had to post it here just as text! I'm sure alot of people would read this and love it! Nobody understands how much I miss you,I miss how much we used to talk,and miss all the things we used to do.I try not to admit it to myselfthat I still feel this way.Nobody knows that I still wake up thinking of you each day.I still think of you and I really do miss you.I would give up everything I haveto be everything we're not! I WISH THAT YOU LUVED ME I WISH THAT YOU CARED I'D BE SO HAPPY THAT I WOULD BE HEARD. WE NEED YOU, YOU KNOW MYSELF AND MY SON I ALWAYS KNEW THAT YOU WERE THE ONE! YOU GAVE TO ME WHAT NO ONE ELSE COULD A BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO CHANGED MY WHOLE WORLD! WITH YOU IN AND OUT MADE THINGS VERY HARD OHHH FUCK IT YOU'LL NEVER KNOW YOU DONT CARE ENOUGH TO EVEN SHOW A OUNCE OF LOVE OR EVEN A INCH SO FUCK YOU NOW YOU FUCKING BITCH GO TO HELL AND DIE THERE YOU CUNT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING RUNT THE BLACK SHEEP OF YOUR FAMILY T

My First Blogg
Well here it is "My First Blogg". Dont quite know what to add here but ill start with a few ramelings. My name is Jayson - Yes spelt funny I know. I'm 26 Years Old and live in Derbyshire (UK) Why am I using Lost Cherry.. well i have tried a few of the other profile sites arround on the net and alough i found a lil place i like this seems to cater for my more sexual tendancies. Other sites now seem to be over protected and full of teenagers.. so this sites suits me down to the ground.. So far i have made a couple of friends on here - well i know them from other sites so i guess thats cheating a little. However i would love to get into a more personal contact with some of the sexy guys and gals on here... oh PS im Bi/BiC. I will try to keep adding some pics of myself for you pervy bastids (like me) out there and just hope I get a good responce.. Well ill leave it there for now.

Virgin Blog
I owe man thanks to those that have supported my rise and well just my rise so far. Toxic and Addictive - Major kudos to you for my introduction to this mother of all sites... it works like clockwork (eeeek!! I hope I haven't put the mockers on it!!!) Cin C - you're a doll but in the best possible way!! BlackRoseVi(x)x(x)en - I hope you win! To all those that haven't been mentioned, fear not! for you are with me all the time!! Laters peops!

Fun Poem
Booty calls So you're in the mood to get some but you don't want to deal with all the games that go into it? Well, make your booty call follow this agreement and keep headaches at a minimum! The Pre-Booty Call Agreement This pre-booty call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant). This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant: 1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. whe

All Saint Louis People Need To Read This!!!
I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird, or tick me off. Wh

Poem Written For Me
This was written by a good friend of mine. It's short but really sweet. I was thinking about a lot of things About the way you talk The way you feel The way I should react when you are next to me Right now it seems like a blur Me holding you, you holding me I wanna touch you, smell you Fulfill your deepest fantasies Can’t wait to see you And if we do meet how it would be I know my feelings inside is haunting me Can this be love, no it’s too soon To soon to tell till I’m with you

Randomness!
So, I have two jobs now. CiCi's Pizza and Denny's. I like both jobs all right, though I find my job at CiCi's tedious and remedial. I'm not sure if they mean the same thing or not, but you get the picture. Its the worst thing- having these two jobs. It looks as if I m going to have to make a decision that I dont want to make. Which is more important to me? Are either important enought to take precedence over the other? Will I ever know? Perhaps I will know but it will be too late. The biggest question of them all is can I survive the final decision...... I do know that I want to go back to school in the spring, but I dont know how Im going to do that. I'd have to quit one or both of my jobs, but I need the money from both. I got a call from the Burger King on post to go work there for like $6/hour, but I cant do fast food. Talk about tedious. I would miss the interactions with the customers that I have a t Denny's. I guess it really is a whole other world. I feel so mu

Another Chapter In The Story Of My Life
So, I went to MEPS today and as some of you know I am still overweight so I have to go back January 8th. Thats sucks but you'll have that. The girl I rode down with and who I had to room with was a weirdo. She was a rich little 17 yr old Marietta girl. She has been arrested 3 times, pulled over by cops 8 times, done numorous drugs, and 7 guys in the past month according to her. She was so ditzy it scared me a little. Some other girl wasn't informed that we would be getting into our bras and panties so unfortunately for everyone she not only went commando and had to get underwear from MEPS but also didn't shave. I have NEVER seen so much hair on a females body in my life. He armpit hair alone was longer than any mans I have ever seen, but she had long hair on her stomach, legs, and bikini line also. Did I mention she had REALLY dark hair so it stuck out quiet a bit? YUCK!!!! Atleast this time when I go back I wont have to deal with the bullshit, just height/weight, and I'm out.

Don't Read This
YAAAAAAAAR! Inspired by watching way too many pirate movies, here be some booty! Pirates Compass - Macrame Choker with labradorite and tourmaline Treasure Chest - Macrame Choker with quartz and rhodonite What does a girl have to do to get some more picture ratings? Maybe the spread picture will help... My plecostamous died. :(

Playboy
fuck gurls who think there shit dont stink iam tired of playing ow iam a stripper u meet me that way shit life is to short but i cant complain cause iam in love with strripers dont mean i have to put up with there shit come on and take a ride with me and i will show u one hell of a good time

Gordon Fan Not Jr.
For all you JR. fans out there think of this jr. is not his daddy he has not earned a dam thing that his daddy didn't give him. GOD BLESS DALE SR. and until JR. earns it on his own piss on him. AND yes JEFF GORDON is number one because he has EARNED his position and this year he will get 5 CAMPIONSHIPS and whats that oh jr. will still be JUST A BUSH campion ROFLMFAO Hell yes thats number 78 just incase all you JR. fans didn't see the race today. LMAO

Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious75%Diamond Eyes67%Eyes full of Pain42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Please Do...
Please reply and tell me what song you would dedicate to me, or what song u think describes me.. i am tryin to get a list for my site.. :) thank you just put the name of song - and artist.. muahz p.s. you can name more than one..

Life Of A Traveling Man
Today we went to the TES festival! I am including some video I shot (did it with my digital camera, so the image may not be all that clear)!! This robot is the whole reason I am in Japan. I am training on it, and when I come back to the states, Jim, David and my self will be responsible for maintaining, repairing, and showing it!!! Hope you all enjoy the videos. You may have to let it play once to buffer it, then it'll play smoothly if you play it again...I hope, at least it does on my machine! Okay well enjoy the vids!!! Click the PLAY button Click the PLAY button I put all of the vids in my stash, including two others! ....it was taking to long for my blog to load with 5 on here, so I took 3 off...sorry! I hope you enjoyed those clips!!! take care and have fun!!!! Later Gators, -Fred Jr. Hey All, Okay well things got alittle messed up but it's all good. I made it home from Japan on the 4th of November safe and sound! It was a good trip over all. Th

Poems
True Friends By DJ Naughty Sexy Mistress Many the friends Who will walk by your side When you travel A smooth, even road. But few who remain When it's rocky and steep And you struggle To carry your load. Many the friends Who will praise Your success And applaud When you're up on the top. But few who are there, Giving comfort and care When the cheers And the accolades stop. How rare are the friends Who, time and again, Will show their commitment And worth. But a warmheart friend Who is true to the end Is a joy and a treasure on earth. You've been that kind Of Friend to Me. Thanks for the Love, Laughter and Support! A Friend By DJ Naughty Sexy Mistress What is a friend? I'll tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can go naked with them. They seems to ask you to put on nothing, only to be what you really are. When you are with them, you do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, as long as it is genu

Bored!
Okay so its 3:47 am and i really am starting to get Pissed off I Keep getting Told I Look 16 or 17 When ive already been Told that 2737 Times its really Starting to piss me off Stop Fucking Tell me i Look Younger when i already Know Other Things That Piss Me off People Forgetting Me like Hello I just talked To You 15 Mins ago Then you ask where im from again What are you a dope or something? And if I leave You a comment You should Do The same And Stop Fucking Telling Me im Ugly K Thanks Thats My Fucking Rant for Now Peace The fuck out Allie Rocks Leave Her sum Love So Its 1:28 am And i just got done Writing another Poem I am talking To Allie Shes Keeping me in line lol I really dont understand Guys now days I really dont My Birthday is 6 days from Now & My Parents are Throwing Me a Party I will be Hanging out with My Homies And Having a Good time I really need that right now I cant wait to be 20 people say being 20 is just feeling another yr old but i think Changing Ages is cool You Ca

Poetry
"Those Seeds" Once my grandma told me, a story about her life. How she became a woman, and how she became a wife. She said it wasn't easy, and times weren't always good. She might regret a few things, but she did the best she could. She told me that the best thing, you could give your child, was to teach them independence, so they could go the mile. Now that I'm a mother, I think about what she said. And I never will forget, those seeds planted in my head. A. Pilley © 2005 All Rights Reserved "Glistening Waters" At the edge of the glistening waters, she sits, and gazes at the simple beauty. Each small wave sparkling, as the breeze moves.... each and every glistening rainbow of light. She thinks then, if she were a glimmering, starry eyed, soft undulation of water, would she glisten so bright with brilliance? The radiance of a thousand stars, the wonder of a million souls. Would she, if only for a moment; shine as luminous as thee? A. Pille

This Is My Confession
"It seems to me some fine things have been laid upon my table....But I only want the ones that I cant get"...That is my favorite line in the song "Desperado" (first person P.O.V.) And it explains a lot about me..I knwo that I am knew to Lost Cherry...Basically...My life..whatever I want i do not get..I always get the opposite..and why is that...It seems to me that people around me always get what they want..I only want one thing in my life right now and whenever I try to get that it turns black and rots away like a rose in the cold winter air..I usually walk around with a cloud of rain over my head..cause nothing ever goes right..and well to me...That sucks..and it is good...For example..I stay single all the time..well..i have been told that i am a great person with a great personality (cloud of rain) but on the other hand..i sometimes like being single to the extent of freedom in my life.. so i think that i woudl rather have the cloud over my head..because it only stays for a small f

Romance And Relationships 2 What Does It Mean
(THIRTEEN) WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, , BUT YOU MISS THEM ALREADY WHEN ITS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. ( TWELVE) YOU READ THEIR TEXTS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. (ELEVEN) YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM (TEN) YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE WITH THEM. (NINE) WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME (EIGHT) YOU SMIlE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. (SEVEN) WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. (SIX) YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM (FIVE) THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. (FOUR) YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT . (THREE) YOU RELIZE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. (TWO) YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. (ONE) WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME OR WOULD TO HAVE OR HAVE MAKE A WISH, I'M MAKING MINES!

Dying
Currently Listing To Torn By Natalie Where are You Now whiles im dying inside? Where are You now since you up & left? I gave You my World my Heart & Soul For what? To be Torn up inside You left me empty with a Broken Heart You Fed Me lies and Bruised My Inner Light You said i was Your everything But where are You Now Why aint You Holding me? You Said you Loved me But Honey That was Just the pills Talking instead Where are You Now whiles im dying inside? Where are You now since you up & Left? I Know oh I know Your with Her The Truth Came Out 4 weeks ago Oh Yes Yes it did You Chose That Girl Over me Why Did You Tore Me up inside? Where are You Now ? whiles im Hurting inside oooh I Know You dont care But You Stuck A Kinfe in My heart Now everyday I picture You with her I think to Myself was i not enough? What did i do To get such A Mess? Its Raining outside My Tears are falling Down I Gave You My World my Heart & Soul

This Is The Shit I Deal With....
so this is my life... I have 3 kids, Jake who is 8, Ashley who is 6 and Jasen who is 2. Thy are my reason for breathing and with my depression, if it wasn't for them...i would have killed myself long ago. I had Jake right outta high school and been working and takin care of my kids since the day I got pregnant. it's what i do..i take care of them....i missed out on alot of them so far just due to workin so much. i'm tired of missin out.... i was married to their dad for 7 years...together for almost 9. it was a long road. not all bad. but we make better friends than parents together and a married couple. then i decided one day life was better off with us divorced. so my divorce will be final October 23rd. It's still been a long road and very hard. sometimes...well alot of the time it seems like his kids are a matter of convenience. 3000 bhid in child support...barly see's his kids. his mom helps out more with them than he does. he has another daughter form a pre

How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

My Children Etc...
Well for starters my 5 yr old just started kindergarten so she just hit a huge milestone it's sad but yet joyful all at the same time plus with her sisters in head start 4 days a week now i have more time to myself although she's doing really good she has had all smiles for august thru sept just 4 more to go then a perfect moth ... she's so dang cute ... she luvs school everything from homework on up and she has learned with my help how to read we knew she was a very bright kid but didn't know the extent of it either way my children are my life as you can see from my pics their my heart and soul Tiff

Shortest Short Story
Mars and Venus Let's say a guy named Roger is attracted to a woman named Elaine. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while, neither one of them is seeing anybody else. Then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Elaine, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: "Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?" And then there is silence in the car . . . To Elaine, it seems like a very loud silence. She thinks to herself: Gee, I wonder if it bothers him that I said that. Maybe he's been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe he thinks I'm trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn't want, or isn't sure of. And Roger is thinking: Gosh. Six months. And Elaine is thinking: But, hey, I'm not so su

Poetry
Never give up on what you believe For no matter what you shall achieve Sure you may falter and stumble At times the weight of the world may get to heavy and you may begin to crumble Pick yourselve up and trudge onward Never lose sight of what you are striving for For when one door slams shut another opens Never give up the fight That may lead you into the darkness of the darkest abyss For i'll lend you a rope Leading towards the light Never lose faith in what you believe in Never succumb to the pain and anger you feel within For you have a voice You have a choice Reach out your hand To someone whom will understand Never lose sight of your goals or your dreams No matter how hard it may feel For your friends will always help you to heal Just believe You're sure to achieve Anything you set your mind to Stigmatized All my life i've been stigmatized For my mental health Criticized for my lack of wealth Scru

St Louis
We didnt always get along we did have our moments I just wish there was something i could have done to help you thru your difficult times. I wasnt always the best brother and even though it was never said I loved you with all my heart and Im gonna miss you.Youre in a better place now now more pain or worries. Sorry i couldnt be there for you when you needed someone. Rest in Peace my brother. I Love you always . Blog dedicated to my brother Joe who passed away Thursday OCT 5 2006. RIP 6/14/68-10/5/06 I joined LC to maybe meet some people and make friends but i realize its just some bullshit popularity contest i mean i add people who never have even said "Hi" or fuck you whatever so basically im gonna just get rid of everyone who never talks to me so if you are just here for the points or whatever please leave me the fuck alone and have a nice day Another boring ass day in STL the Cards lost again(im a Mets fan so who cares) Have to work Saturday woohoo gonna be a long boring weekend.

Create Your Own Stories And Tre's Funhouse Game Room
ok here is a game where you answer the person last posted by saying true or false and then you ask the next question for the next person and so on. [Example: Jane Doe~ (true or false) your blah blah goes blah blah] ok I will start: you totally suck at math? (ok this is one of those stories where I start it out and yall can help tell how the story goes from there) ok there was this dude and he came home from a hard days work and had to take a hot shower.......so he went in the shower and closed the shower curtains and turned the hot water on and closed his eyes as the water hit his crown of his head and splashed down his body then all a sudden he slipped and bumped his head and wake up in that same shower with the water off and shower curtains still closed and wondered how long he was out......shivering cold and wet he was...he went to grab a towel from beyond the shower curtain and saw himself in another world but in the same shower stall.....from then on back a

Poems I Like (i Didnt Write These)
Remember all that’s important to me. Remember that I’m only on this earth for a very short time. This is something you understand better than I do. You tell me one of my “years” is equal to seven of your years. So be it. That means every time the sun goes away, I’ve lived another week of my life. Just think about all we can do in a “week.” Remember that I like to play and have fun. I have no concept of obligations, appointments, or any kind of timetable. Please be patient with me when it seems as though I'm unaware of time. I can never understand why time is important to you. If, like me, you're living life to the fullest, what difference does it make? The way I figure it; I can always make time for you. Remember that my “world” exists about two feet above ground. Please be aware when I’m around, because I can easily get hurt by some careless or impulsive movement that you make. I always know where you are, so please make a concentrated effort to be aware of where I am. Rem

Things A Girl Wants ....like Me !!!
1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-***HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST!!!*** 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! 20-u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-dont ask her to buy you stuff. you buy her stuff 23-tell her what feels good 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small thing

Does It Exsist?
What makes someone happy? I used to want the whole fantasy of the so called "American Dream", family, house with white picket fence and lots of kids. In the process of looking for it, I get cheated on, lied to, and walked over. I dont like controversey, so I was never one to throw up a fuss about anything. It just seemed that anytime I did, Im the one crying alone. Im the bad person. Im the one with the broken heart. Maybe I would have never got married if I did. Im sure thats what caused the divorce. I stood up for myself. But then Im the bitch because I left him. Ya well...where is he now? Maybe I just give to much of myself to the ones I love. But, I thought thats what you were supposed to do? If you truely can say that you love someone, wouldnt you do everything in your power to keep them happy? Arent you supposed to give it your all? If you half ass it, its not going to go anywhere. Am I right? Then why am I the one that always gets screwed and my heart shatter

America Killing America By Proxy
our goverment is allowing the enemies of america to murder our children. with impunity and no fear of punishment. while at the same time being willing to execute our marines for doing what they were justified doing.these terrorists are no military, they are pure and simple criminals.i,ve read where trash has said the rights of those in the midle east must be protected at any cost. aclu is sniviling about 14 leaders of terrorists being [maybe] tortured by whoever is holding them. SO WHAT, explain why the people that attack and kill americans should have anyrights at all. i don,t recall ever a case where a american soldier was given anty consideration. more as days go by

Just Talkin
lets see, i dont know what it is that i do wrong to men, i understand that your supposed to date for a while and not call until he calls or some shit and there are so many damn rules to it all and honestly i dont give a shit about any of them. if i want to spend time with a guy then im going to call him and let him know.and if he doesnt want to spend time with me then be honest...i just want someone that wants to be with me as much as i do them, its not like im high matienence...spending time at home doing nothing but cuddling is a good time to me...so if there are any latino guys out there that could appriciate that...then hit me up!!!

Night Of Love
so first off there would be no lights on maybe one just to set the mood and we would be laying in ur bed side by side just talking and whatnot. i would move one hand onto ur hip and slowely come in to kiss u gently on the lips. i would back away then move so i was stradeling u and then kiss u again but with more force and let my hands rest in ur hands. i would then tie each of ur hands together over ur head and to ur bed. then i would blind fold u so u couldnt see what i was about to do. i would then start to kiss ur next and blow gently on ur ears trying to turn u on. i would let my hand wonder under ur shirt but not tuching ur nipples just yet. i would then move my lips down from ur ears around ur neck to the middle of ur chest. at this time i would rase ur shirt over ur head and put it over ur tied up hands. next i would kiss down ur chest to ur stomach teasing ur belt line with my tongue and kissing around ur breast. i would slowely take off ur bra and again

Does This Man Exist?
A man who wants to be more than a fuck buddy! A man who is capable of thinking of someone elses needs before his own! A man who is caring, respectful, honest and isn't into playing gasmes with a person! A man who is capable of having feelings! A man who can actually think with the brain in is his head rather than with the one in his pants...LOL!!! A man who can actually be in a relationhip with just one woman!!! A man who wants a loving, honest, down to earth person who loves life to the fullest!! If you are out there somewhere, please come find me and say HELLO!!!

My Blogs
Old man or not if this guy ever tried this shit with my children it would be the last time he ever attempted it and I'd be in jail. I wrote this back in '06 when I was a little bigger, had hair down to the middle of my back, a goatee that was 8 inches long.. both hair and goat were board straight... when I had my shirt off people would see all of my tattoos and from a single look, assume that I was a bad person. I wrote this because of that. Snap Judgment 6'5", 245. long hair, long goatee one look, snap judgment you think you know me you think "trouble", "fighter"..... monster look away, walk away, keep away you'd think different if you took the time but you don't take the time one look, snap judgment, closed mind spiraling down, the world cries opp

Quiz
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Romance And Relationships 1
To That Special Someone, I'm waiting here for the someone every day and night, needing someone to hold me tight, To cheer me up when I am sad, and make me smile when I am mad, I need that someone that will always care, someone that will always be there, Even when I am right or wrong, and always there to keep me strong, Someone to show me there is no fear, someone always there and always near, always helping me to get me through, someone to say "I Love You" Someone to be there when I am cold, and always there for me to hold, Someone there for me to think of, Someone there to show me "Love" Someone who who will wipe my tears away when im down! someone who i can dance with whether it be a slow song or no music the only music would be the beating of ours hearts togheter as one!` SOMEONE WHO WILL LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM, AND NOT WHAT IM NOT! LOVE IS BLIND!

My Top Ten Lists!
new top 10!!!! ok kiddies, this week it's top 10 ways to masturbate hope u got ur ky, vaseline, blistex whatever is you need, for some of these props, drugs, and the uknowing use of ur bestfriend maybe needed 10. mans bestfriend, of course we all know what this is from road trip putting peanut butter on your balls and letting your dog lick it off(technically not masturbation but you get the idea) 9. the fists of fury, stroking in an upward motion quickly alternating hands, this takes alot of practice don't try this at home 8. jerk circle, the only reason this is on the list is because even with masturbation the more the merrier 7. the manson, now this one should definitly be left to the pro's everyone remembers the rumors of marilyn manson having his ribs removed to perform felatio on himself 6. hidden finger, masturbating while fingering ones ass, (this is also called the milkmaid, stinkfinger, among others) 5. man in the night, this is a weird one(w

I Want This Girl
i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... i'm the girl who never forgets all sweet little things you do for me... i'm the girl who never gives up hope even when i tell others i have... i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you. i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... i'm the girl who you can talk to about anything... i'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... i'm the girl who w

Let Me Tell U A Secret
MAY=SWEETIE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. ......OMG THEY HAVE M

Iif You Liike Nea Colada...
My birthday is 5 days away and I am so worried I will not have a good day. My 21st birthday was out of control and my 22nd was mediocre with the exception of a 3 way kiss with my best friends. I want to get a new piercing or tat but I am super broke. le sigh. Hopefully I go to a pub and get piss drunk, hehe. Than me and Ant can have crazy nea lush sex, lmao! Hey. I have sucha bad headache,I wanna die. lOl. On a good note I may have a job. We shall see, that means less internet time :{ I need a new cellie like whoa- me and the boy decided to shut off the land line and I want a cellie, I miss having a sidekick but the new one is wayyyyy to expensive and I cannot seem to find a cheap one, I stupidly sold my old [broken] one for 5 dollars, I could have sent it to get fixed... If I am lucky I can convince Ant to get me one though, lOl.

Ole Kim Cole...was A Merry Ole Soul...no Wait...i'm Something Else...sorry
You Are a Newborn Soul You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Rant And Rave
I am so sick of this site being Micromanaged! The fun is slowly draining out of it! I can't leave messages for all the people on my lists, because it popped up and basically said "fuck you quit spamming everyone bitch". What the hell. So, instead of completely losing it before the holidays and telling the staff where they can shove their "PC" world, I'm gonna try to make the rounds to say goodbye to as many of you as I can. I'm sorry... this is like a daycare center now. I miss the old LostCherry site... anyone know of any other fun sites that they haven't destroyed with the big brother effect yet? I know you all get the bulletins or read the blogs and see the messages that float around about how you're a fake friend if you don't do this or that.... what a crock of shit! Have you ever stopped and looked that the picture whores that post 100 pics a day and then whine that you don't fucking constantly rate them and leave comments are the worst offenders for getting back and rating

My Day Today
So it was just another day at work, I work at Walmart stocking. It was kind of boring, the truck came in really late so didnt have much to do til end of the day. Brought my mom the last of the boxes she would need for moving her stuff. She said she might not use them all but oh well, At least she will have plenty. Went and bought a movie and a cd after that. Just to have something new to watch. Had a falling out with the friend I live with who is moving away, dont think we will end up talking anymore, but oh well. Life goes on and there are better people out there that care. Got to get some more stuff moved to my grandpas. Think I will do that this weekend, well MY weekend anyways. Ok, well I need sleep, work early tomorrow morning so good night!

Life
so anyways, me and my fiancee went to my moms last night and we were just chillin down there for a while. when time came to return home, my woman had a back pain that had her in tears so I rushed her to the hospital. I called my mom and they came to the hospital too. we stayed the night at my moms. I really don't know what this mumm is getting at other than the fact that I put my pregnant woman before me which goes to show my righteous, unselfish ways. I've diagnosed myself cuz I was lookin up stuff and I ran across this and it turns out it is exactly what I am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hypomania (literally, below mania) is a mood state characterized by persistent and pervasive elevated or irritable mood, and thoughts and behaviors that are consistent with such a mood state. People experiencing hypomanic symptoms typically have a flood of ideas, and sometimes mildly grandiose thoughts and visions. It is distinguished from mania by the absence of psychoti

Side To Side Remix Verse
Standin in the back of the club smokin blunts and drinkin on grey goose and gettin the club crunk, this is youngbonez ansd we dont give a fuck so talk shit we'll throw you in the trunk and shake it up a bit while your bitch on my dick and your guys standin back scared to knuckle up cuz in the end of the nite we gonna have to fuck'em up nigga thats whats up so im sayin whats up

One Love Verse And Chorus
verse: I got this one love and she's standin by my side and she's the type of girl thats alwayz down to ride, you only get one of these and she's the one, im sure about this cuz she alwayz there and not just for fun, you know what i mean she's sellin my weed makin this bread adn runnin from the fed'syou don't want to interfere with this one love cuz she's got the nine i got the gack you mess with us well blow out your back cuz she'll have my last breath and I'm her world, I'm tellin you she's no ordinary girl better than gold, silver, and a pearl Chorus: It ain't really known sI be tryin to tell you who I love You my only girl cuz you my whole damn world, I knew we aint tryin

Contest
Well the contest thing doesnt seems to be working since no one has gotten back to me on anything saying they wanna be in it so ill just seem to make a folder of friends instead =/ Of holding a contest, but don't know what to do it on, so if anyone has any suggestions please let me know. Thanks Yes its true this IS MY FIRST CONTEST, its for sexy eyes. If you care to vote for me here is the link http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=214085&albumid=61878&i=2132019094 just copy and paste an please vote for me cause you all know i would vote on your pics and i have. so PRETTY PLEASE come an show me some love :)

The Dr. Dirty Joke
The doctor said, "Joe, the good news is I can cure your headaches. The bad news is that it will require castration. You have a very rare condition, which causes your testicles to press on your spine, and the pressure creates one hell of a headache. The only way to relieve the pressure is to remove the testicles." Joe was shocked and depressed. He wondered if he had anything to live for. He couldn't concentrate long enough to answer, but decided he had no choice but to go under the knife. When he left the hospital he was without a headache for the first time in 20 years, but he felt like he was missing an important part of himself. As he walked down the street, he realized that he felt like a different person. He could make a new beginning and live a new life. He saw a men's clothing store & thought, "That's what I need - a new suit." He entered the shop and told the salesman, "I'd like a new suit." The elderly tailor eyed him briefly and said, "Let's see ... size 44 long." Joe

Why You Shouldnt Screw With Me!
THIS SHIT IS JUST NO RIGHT! Current mood: annoyed Category: Life I can't help but sit and wonder....What the fuck is wrong with people these days. When did abortion become a form of birth control? Was it when I was off the face of the fuckin earth that day. Ok maybe I'm bein a little selfish on this subject, but FUCK IT....it's my blog! I was talkin to a certain person, whom I think the world of and love to death....But, in the past two years, said person has had 4 abortions. Yeah...thats a little fuckin much for me to handle. And why? Well to hear her say it...Her boyfriend is a peice of shit and fathered kids by many different women, and don't do a fuckin thing for any one of them. WOW! That's a good fuckin reason huh? Here's what I have to say.....Close your fuckin legs, or kick the NO GOOD bastard to the fuckin curb. Dick is not that important.....Hell u can buy a dildo, and that won't get ya knocked up. Shit it won't even argue with you either. There is people out ther

Thoughts
A mother’s poem Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't sta

The Dark Alley
There she is standing there,watching everyone.out of the corner of her eye,she sees him.he is the most handsome man,she can't take her eyes off him.as he moves,her eyes follow.then their eyes meet,they look at eachother.they smile,hearts start to race,she wals over to him.she wants to feel his skin,she has a hunger to touch him.he starts to feel the same way about her,his hunger for her is growing.he has found her,his need to for her.has found her,they walk to eachother.they can feel eachother's hunger,one look into their eyes and they know that they need to feed the hunger.their hunger and new found love will take them to new heights.. The Dark Alley I walk down a dark alley,The wind is blowing all around me.I hear different sounds of the night,Then out of the corner,stands a tall dark stranger.He comes out of the shadows,his eyes are glowing with hunger.I want to run,but all I do is stand there.I can't move.I am frozen.He comes closer,then he opens his mouth.I see a pair of fangs.S

Me
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Into Da Mind Of Bat Bxtch
What iz a juggalo?...plain and simple...BEING YOURSELF and not caring what others think of u.......if u have shoes that have no sole on tha bottom say fuck it.. atlest i got some fuckin shoes! lol cuz there is always sum1 out there that needs jus as much help as u...but being a juggalo is a MINDFRAME it's not pickin up a Jokerz card and saying " oh well i know all tha songs on this album and tha names of all tha jokerz cards so i must b a juggalo!" it's not like that...not saying ninjaz cant find their way like that....but it takes a while to find out urself and how u feel about urself...i mean hell im not completely dirt poor and im not a richy bitch either yet i have tha heart of a juggalo down and out...thas me period point blank if u have to have tha label on it ya know? most ninjaz will know if ur true in ur heart...u wont EVEN have to prove it cuz they will know jus by being around u....so all u new ninjaz comin through...b real dont front and im sure u'll get that beautiful love

Nothin' But Love
MORNING Y'ALL! MUAHZZZZZ!!! XOXOXOXO I got nothing but love for everyone ... its all good. For all the people I know ... and even the ones I dont. I love to talk to people - feel them out - see what makes em tick - I love that people I meet know they can talk to me - I can take it as good as I dish it out ... just lettting y'all know a little something 'bout me - so come say hey anytime - day or night - will help anyone out any way I can - its all good ... I've got nothing but love for all y'all - so share the love y'all!

Friends
Please for the love of god do not select auto play when you put music on your profile. If I want to listen to it I will. It's very annoying at 4 in the morning that crap comes blasting out. I have many new pics to post, however they will not post till I get my ass in gear and get more points. With benefits, Who wants to be mine? Seriously!

Redfox
Just wanted all to know that my comp has been down, should have it back up in a week or two. I be going in the hosipital for sugary in the next week are so. But i will be fine. kept show the love. I will miss all of ya'll. I hope to be back soon, don't forget me. redfox=Tracy xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo Hi everyone I am back spo show me some love!!!!!!!!!! Have miss you all..............

Quiz Things
Which 'Bad' Care Bear are you?created with QuizFarm.com C: Is wild and crazy. I: Loves everyone. N: Dead sexy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. Y: One of the best damn gf ne one could ask for. A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Easy to fall in love with F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Loves everyone. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in bed. P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love. U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready. Your Kissing Purity Score: 31% Pure You're not one to k

Me
Why am I so lonely? Sitting on my bed; in the dark like I was dead. Being lonely is not fun; you should only be lonely when your life is done. But even then you should not be lonely; that is something that most people told me. Being lonely upsets me sometimes, but I guess it depends on what goes through your minds. I'm not lonely my life is just shattered; like big clumps of thunder that have just clattered. Thunder from the storm that is just ending; What kind of message is this sending? Just to tell you I am not a foney, I really am lonely. No BODY LOVES ME ... I'm so sad :( No one shows me any love.... once again so many people to get DELETED off my list.. pretty soon I'll be left with no friends except for the people I really know in real life.... It's a shame... I guess after this I will see who my real friends are on here huh... well good bye people. Have fun.

Women Have The Power
Now come on now, its unfair i say. When it comes to sex, women/females have the power. If a guy wants sex, he has to charm her, take her out, spend money on her, and do whatever it takes to get it, but if a woman wants it all she has to do is go out and find a man and offer it, and bam she got the sex, cause you know whoever the man is, is not going to turn it down, well unless he is gay, then maybe.

Streetwalker
Streetwalkers The grieved lived and the joyous died. The streetwalkers burn tireless in their death. The children came needing every hour so many had left their mother's arms; left there at the grave. Hearts full of fire black and charred, they lay on a cold stone their tears engraved. Church singers sang when the darkness began, It all kindled into black, a star was broken. No magic or miracle can atone. Forgive us forgive or give us, we want death that they might live again. I might believe, if only I could hold them now. I might not fall apart, I might want to live again. The sun will rise, the birds will sing, the wind will blow, but death quiets them all the whole earth is in a still. Can't you see? Where is the supreme light? Where is the logic that makes this right?

On The Road Again..
I will be on travel for the next week, flyin out west tommorrow. Wish all my great friends happy and fullfilling days til I see you again. Look forward to catchin up when I get back! Peace, love and xox Maji xox

Got Some Thinking To Do
So my wife is leaving at the end of the week. Not sure what to think about it. She hates the job I have, not as much as I do, but she has a need to be with friends back home. So I am not sure what to do. On one hand I understand what she is doing cuz I want out of here too, but on the other hand I feel like her place should be with her husband before her friends. It kinda hurts my feelings to know that I am not as important as her friends. I am not sure what I am suppose to do in this situation. It really puts me in a bind.

Death
Death Yeah, death is a part of life Everyone knows that Every piece of little shit is even a part of life Something gotten worse in this society and life Homicide, suicide, and genocide "Killing is just thrilling" Shooting innocent people Destroying another life People taking there own lives Depressing, grieving, loathing, and mourning Killing me, killing you, we're all going to die Why not just end it all now? Bomb the World Bring back peace in death Religion tries to give a reason in life But I can't believe it at all Religion also causes these wars Through out history we had killing Just for God... Philosophical Theories Am I just typing bullshit down now? Surrender! Revenge! Kill!

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, l

Lookin' For Some Friends That'll Talk
I joined LC to meet people and to chat, but so far all I have gotten is a hello or nothing at all. There has only been one girl that has given me the time of day. So, if there are any females who would like to chat with this soldier in Iraq, check me out and/or msg me on msn...dysturbd_muthaphuka@hotmail.com

Comments
hi all my lovelies... i just wanted to take this opportunity to let y'all know that i may have to take some time on the weekends to send out comments. my new job has me getting home close to 7PM and by the time i give attention to my girls and my man, and eat and all that other crap, i don't get online until 'round 8PM and even then, i gotta pay my bills and check my emails. :( i hate that i gotta put LC on the backburner until the weekends, but i'ma try my best to get some comments out during the week. i just don't want y'all to think i have forgotten about y'all because THAT IS NOT POSSIBLE. i love all y'all!! so please don't delete me 'cos you haven't heard from me!! i have the greatest friends!

Stuff Goin On
Grrrr...I'm trying to do my taxes and it's pissing me off. Why does it have to be so freakin' complicated!!!! I'm such an idiot too! Why didn't I keep my sh*t organized when I did my taxes for last year. I have a '2003 Taxes' file, a '2004 Taxes' file, and a '2006 Taxes' file, why did I not make one for last year! AAAAaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgggggggg!!11 How am I supposed to figure out how much I got back from the state last year...arrrr, I found a copy of my state return, but I don't think it was the finished one, because the 'refund amount' line is freakin' BLANK!!! How in the frickin' hell did that happen? Everything else's filled in! Arrr. *pant, pant, pant...* Ok, thanks everyone for letting me vent. lol, i'm better now... ...I have been so horny. I don't get it. It's like constantly. My poor hand is soo tired. :) Wow, I'm old. So I'm on facebook, because a friend has forced me to sign up, and I just decide to see who I know from High School is on there. Luckily, not ma

Life Rt Now
ok im starting to feel so fkn duped i think maggie has a new boyfriend and isnt telling me bc they are always hannging out together and now she isnt answereing my phone calls and shes acting wierd and i dont like feeling as if shes lieing to me and she will be here in less than a week and i dont want this to be hannging over my head i cant act normal around her if im thinking shes w this guy i need help and if shes going to keep telling me that shes not dateing him and i feel like she is i dont know what im supposed to any ideas? ive been a royal bitch the last few days unintestionly and my x has gotten the worst of it and i didnt mean to b so harsh and abrasive as she put it imunder a bunch of diffrent stressers and really not dealing very well i told her last night that it was always odd to me that shed fall asleep when we were talkig and she was drunk when i was trying to get her to answere a ? wich in retrospect is stupid bc by then normaly weve been talking for a while and drinkin

Hey I Am Daniel 28 From Norway And I Am A Ssbbw Admierlover Has Always Been,hugs To All Ssbbw Out There
F.A. stands for fat admirer, some one who admire's fat. Sounds good to you? Do like to watch fat? Pictures on the internet or girls in the street? Yes, that about sums it up to me. A person who admires fat, likes fat girls and pictures of them. To me F.A. means nothing, says nothing. It was a term dreampt up but has lost its meaning because it has been corrupted. I am married to a fat woman. Fat is a term bandied about by various groups as an attempt to win back the meaning and to stop it being a rude word. Good for them but I can't use it myself. Fat is a substance, pigs are fat, fat is sold in supermarkets. I like fat women? Therefore I admirer large ladies. So what exactly do I admire? I can tell you exactly what I admire, their strength, stamina, fortitude, intelligence and the ability to get up in the morning ready to battle the day knowing how the rest of the world feels about their size and to keep their sanity and sense of humor through out the day. How do I know? I told you

My 2005 Song
Your 2005 Song Is Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating" In 2005, you bummed everyone out. Like you care. What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

This Is Why Cali Is Better!!!
I'M CALIFORNIAN THAT MEANS... -Our chics are way hotter then yours - I say "like" and "fer sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "bro" and "hecka" and "hella"; and I say them often. - I know what real cheese & avocadoes taste like. - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe and Big Bear. - Summers are really hot, and winters are really cold. That's the way it is. - I go to the Beach - not "down the shore". - I know 65 mph really means 80+. - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and they accept it and give it back, because that's the California way. - I've been to "the City" aka "Frisco" aka San Francisco and have eaten fresh clam chowder out of a sourdough bread bowl. - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border). - My governor can kick your governors ass. - I can go out at midnight and wear a t-shirt and shorts. - I cuss a lot. - I might g

Born Into Sin
Afterwards we didn't see much of my mother and my father refusing to let her around us didn't help much neither. I wasn't sure why he was being so mean to her but as I now know it was because he didn't want us to see her in her strung out state. We didn't live in that big three story house anymore because we had lost it to a spontaneous fire. We were in the house when the fire had started and I had called out the window to my father who was sitting outside on the steps with some of his friends. He actually came in and got us himself he grabbed my little brother and sister told me to climb on his back and he got us out of their running through and jumping over fire. After all that happened we moved with an uncle who we lived with for about 6 months. Almost 2 years had gone by since my mother made the choice of drugs over her kids and she finally was back in the picture. She some how got herself together and was coming to our uncles house to visit us. It was perfect timing to cau

I Will Always Remember You!
In Loving Memory of Betty Gale Robinson Born on September 26,1951 Went to be with Jesus on April 19,1987 Our Mother was murderd by our father, the headlines read Murder, Suicide. Because after he shot her in the heart and the back of the head. he turned the gun on his self and pulled the trigger shooting himself in the side of his head. this as been the hardest thing for us even though in April it will be twenty years. theres never a day that we dont think of her theres not a day that goes by that we dont wish that she could of seen her grand children you know she has twelve right now and two twins boys on the way. and she never got a chance to see them, only one. the first one but she only got to see her a couple of times before she died. theres not a day that goes by that my heart dosent cry out to her we miss her so badly. theres not a day that she isnt on our mines . and in our hearts. we lost everything when we lost her. apart of us went with her and we grow up

Meh
Birth Date: 16th January Colour: Blue Number: 7,34,70 Stone: Lazulite – This gorgeous stone uplifts your spirits. Flower: Forget Me Nots Pet: Adopt A Badger Career: Deep Sea Diver, Medium , Playwright Key Features: Fathomless, Secretive, Sensitive Naturally good at: Understanding peoples vision Character: You are seeking the meaning of life and like to dig deeper than most people. You ponder on why you are here and get flashes of revelation about what your life’s about but can never quite pin it down. You are perceptive and creative and want to build something important with your life. You can get lost in your imagination but strive to be practical. Life Path: You have a great capacity to understand other people and are very helpful in helping them follow their dreams. You love to talk about peoples past but do not reveal much about your own. You would have made a good psychologist as you tend to know what hidden motivations people have. Love: You’re very loving but often hav

Wrestling Blog
First Class Pro Wrestling Presents: Fatal February @ Jimmy's Country Place in Bushnell Here are the results for the show... Main Event FCPW Champion Neil Faith VS Blade Walker (Blade Walker takes the win over Neil Faith) FCPW Light Heavyweight Championship Match. Fatal 4 Way Kris Anderson vs. Jay Icon vs. Remix vs. Freestyle (Jay Icon and Kris Anderson start the match with some chain wrestling and then Remix and Freestyle show them up with some moves of thier own. At that time, Jay Icon and Kris Anderson attack Freestyle and Remix to begin the Fatal 4 Way. After Jay Icon dumps both Freestyle and Remix over the top rope, Kris Anderson then gives him a gut punch followed by a high knee to the chest, and finishes Jay Icon of with the infamous Spinning Spinebuster to get the pin and become the NEW FCPW Light Heavyweight Champion) FCPW Interstate Title Match Champion Sgt. Hardcore VS Pretty Boy Lloyd (Pretty Boy Lloyd takes the win by submission) There were several gre

What?
My moms dog has an ear infection. So now it needs medicine twice a day, and wash it once in the morning. It's literally shaking its own ears off the vet said. Evidently that's possible for dogs. The blood vessels in dogs ears rupture when dogs shake their heads too much, and with the ear infection she is doing all the time. I never liked the dog any way. My mom had to pay 140 dollars for the vet to say wash her ears and don't let her shake her head as much. And they want to see the dog again in two weeks and it will be at least another 70 dollars then for the visit. Now with that 210 dollars I could have myself a pretty amusing dog free rest of the month. All I am saying is she gives me the money, and I make the dog's ear infection go away. My back hurts, my head feels heavy, and I've taken more asirin in the last week then all of last year. I was doing yoga but I sware it only made things worse. I clearly should have consulted my physician. Oh well when I die I'll know better then

Read Me
AnLOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know the

Stories.
Hey this is where i will post my more or less gramatically correct stories as i think of them....if you want to read some of my earlier stuff go 2 www.fictionpress.com and search author All the Things in Life. =D luv ya's *kiss* bi!

La De Da....crap Dat Happens
dis is mi bolg...hott....dam i cant spell i said bolg...wow.....im chillin on mi rents comp cuz mi comp got coffee on it (thanks pops) an cha man im pissed. Yo hey lisa, liz, gabby, adam, an all those other ppl. I luv u all! an thankz 4 da comments....i luv em...yo im bored man, an i cant talk cuz im dead tired....halle i dont have zero per 2morrow. if i did i would die.....ugh....EY ALL THOSE WHO GO TO MHS, TOMORROW IS PICCY DAY 2 DON'T 4-GET YA'LL!!! well au revoir. luv ya's -Morgan

Random Joking Things
(x) been dumped ( ) been fired (x) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (x) been arrested (not really) (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die (x) been to Canada (X) been to Mexico (X) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar (x) set a part of myself on fire not intentionally (x) eaten sushi (x) been moshing/crowd surfing at a show (x) love someone or miss someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel ( ) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) try going threw puddles on a bike (x) gone puddle jumping ( ) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at school ( ) used a fake id (x) watched the s

Reality
Ok, not going to make this long, I got way to many things to say on the subject. Michael Jackson.............a black man that made himself full of plastic and white; molested a boy, dangled own son by ankle over a balcony, and played with diapered monkeys while trying to convince people to bring thier kids to Neverland Ranch; and he is the idol of a Filipino prison that now puts on shows for the locals and tourists cuz he was thier biggest idol. Seriously, am I the only one that finds this fucked up?! Farrah Fawcet was a footnote in the papers in comparison, and she didin't molest kids, or dangle them, or play with small monkeys. I always knew I was nuts, but givin the option of what "sane" seems to be, I am glad I am crazy. I'm done. Was hoping to hear a Happy Birthday on my 30th from one person................go figure it didn't happen. Another year in the shitter and it feels like only yesterday.................. Yup, that is correct...........someone answered my application for a m

Just Me...what U See Is What U Get
The midwest is definitaly a lot slower paced than back east. I am used to being on the go from morning to night. Now I am in the midst of unpacking and not doing a whole lot else. The business has taken a definite hit with the move. I am hoping it will pick back up here soon so I can spend my weekends doing something I love to do- selling sex....well not exactly sex but toys and stuff to help with it. HMMM I wander if these mid-westerners are as kinky as those people in NY. Can't wait to find out! I am definitaly not a morning person, and having kids in school I have to get up way to early. So here I sit thinking about getting in the shower and getting ready to take the kids to school and then go to work(the work I don't particulary like). I so hate mornings. I suppose it would help if I went to bed a little earlier than I do but then I wouldn't get any free time to myself. Hmm. Well I guess I need to get off and into the shower....if I can get there without the kids attached to a

Internet And Sites
Ok if you were wondering where i got those one pics on my pro. Foamy and such well here is the name of the site. it is www.illwillpress.com just felt it was proper to point that out. illwillpress is a funny little flash cartoon site that shows random rants, fanmails, and just little animated clips. check them out i love the site. if you want more go into www.newgrounds.com its a game site, porn site, and also a video clip site so just type in illwillpress in the search and you should find some of the older ones. http://www.windwhip.net/~winged/archive/reanimator2.swf This is just a Animation and Song just posting crap sorry lol http://www.santoalt.com/videos/1382_Worlds_Youngest_Pimp.html Heh thought i would show this i just think its one of the tightest things. i'll look up more in a second for some crazy shit.

Love And Relationships....
Hey everyone... not sure who actually reads these, but here it goes... A week or so ago, someone complained my photos on here were inappropiate.. What about everyone else's... There are womens crouches and mens dicks posted all over here, and you do not have to be an adult to see them. My pictures were posted as such... ADULT. So who ever felt the need to do this..."FUCK YOU"... I am now moved to Pennsylvania. I'm hoping all works out here. And I do get to see Brian alot now.. And I don't have to drive over 300 miles to do so. To my "friends" , thanks for listening and being there when I was lonely and bored. I'm here everynow and then. Or if you are my real friends, you know how to get up with me if you need to. I have job interviews next week, i'm getting excited yet scared. Being alone is all new to me. And of course, being with a man that truly loves me is new...BUT WONDERFUL!! I hope I dont fuck this up... Well, thanks for listening. Peace out!!!! Holla Back! I went camping t

I Like My Name!
S-easy to fall in love with T- loyal to those i love E- easy to fall in love with V- not judgemental E- easy to fall in love with N- dead sexy A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: Easy to fall in love with F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Loves everyone. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun N: Dead sexy. O: Best in bed. P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love. U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready.

Lost My Sanity To The World
im goin' ta fuckin' tragedy tonight!!! its only my second concert ever and all my friends are going to be there and aferward we're going back to one place to get fuckered up. wish i had a lette to with me.... whatever.... i'll just rock out instead i hate myself....boo-hoo....im an emo scum. sorry just thought i should do it

Afraid Of Being Afraid
im afraid of many things; love is one of them. ive never quite been in a situation like the 1 im in now... i thought everything was fine in my life then all of a sudden something happens... i was content with my life with my boyfriend but not always necessarily happy with things... and then i had a chance meeting with well Chance he is such a sweet beautiful person and feelings are definately evolving... he is always on my mind but he is so far away out of reach. i wish i could just throw everything away and be with him but there are things that must keep me back. hopefully i will figure out what to do but no matter what i do some1 will get hurt...

Poetry ¢¾
the scars that no one sees the scars she always leaves the way she cries her self to sleep the feelings far too deep yet you dont give a fuck and youve made that pretty clear none of us were good enough so daddy wasn't there and it all gets shoved in my face i hate you more and more each day because the more i learn, the more im sick and ive got nothing left to say i wish you wouldnt call and i wish youd just leave me alone im not good enough for anyone no, im just a little stone you can dig with your little shoe farther into the ground the less you care the more i cry nobody understands how could they, when i cant even find myself lost in my minds demands i have no more control and nothing left to hold onto im to the point where i hate waking up and i have nothing else to do im selfish, and im wrong but who could blame the girl for wishing her dad would be there for her but hes only fucked up her entire world while you sit there emptying bottles do you

Funny
"What cuss words really mean" Body: The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey" and Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says "Hel

Seaworld At San Diego.
Sea World at San Diego-------------------------------- The idea of a marine zoological park is best utilized in San Diego’s Sea world. The first sea world was started in San Diego in 1964 and now is at Ohio and Florida. It is basically an entertainment park and marine park with several sea lions, dolphins and sometimes penguins. The park is spread on several acres with tight security around. It is due to Dipak’s insistence that we went to such a beautiful place and we were thrilled by the workmanship of dolphins. Sea world is nothing but under water circus with Dolphines and men and women. The circus like maneuvers done by dolphins are astonishing. First of all their size impresses audience. There were three dolphins of not less than twenty-feet and weighing several hundred pounds. The dolphins were jumping, dancing and gamboling in water to the delight of spectators. The girl and boys had also taken part in dancing etc. the girl and boys were riding the dolphi

Thanks
ok thanks for all tha leave me comment and say hi every now and then thank you. but i have gotten way to many friends and having a hard time finding everyone so for those on my family no worries you are staying but the rest of you if i leave u a comment. all i ask is comment back. Plus if u read this just leave me comment on this blog and u will not be delete. if u can not do so i will delete you. i am sorry if this hurts anyone feeling. but i just want to meet cool and fun people. and not fake ones. =) hope all is well with everyone. have a great day I just want to say thanks for making me feel welcome , i will get back to all of ya'll as soon i get used to Lost Cherry.

Thanks!!!!!!!!!!
I want to say thank you for being such a great friend.I am sorry that I dont show much love.I am going to try and show more love than i do.I have met some nice,interesting,kind,and cool people on here and I hope to continue to meet new people.I love having all you guys as friends and all of yal have really touched my heart.Once again thanks!!!!!!!!Love All of you guys and gals!!!!!! I just entered my first contest and i am excited... wish me luck!!!!!(luck to the others to you all are pretty)

Love In Heaven With A Devil
If passion were a flame of fire, That burned into my soul; I'd be consumed by this inferno, By you who makes me whole. Just like the moth who can't resist, Who's drawn into the fire; I dance around the flickering light, Of passion and desire. I look so deeply in your eyes, At the hair I long to touch; I hear my name come whispering, 'Cross lips I need so much. My heart is filled with longing, I stand too near the fire. Again I'm drawn by the music, Of passion and desire. My hands reach out to touch you, I live for one look from your eyes; I whisper your name in the quiet times, My love too strong to deny. I dance to the tune of your music, I sway in the glow of your fire. Ever drawn into this inferno, Of passion and desire. How To Create Your Own “Sexual Confidence” And Sexual Experience Quickly – And Without The Years Of Hassle… Until now, there has been nowhere to go in order to LEARN ho

Ramblings
I really would like to know when some ppl are going to grow the fuck up and realize that ppl do change. Since the day I found out I was pregnant with my daughter my life changed. The moment I found out that I was going to be a mom I made the choice to change so I could be there for her. I dont take kindly to ppl talking shit about me behind my back espically if they dont have the balls to say it to my fucken face. I've done nothing to deserve the shit that I take from my daughters sperm donor. All I have done is insure that she grows up in the best enviroment possible and that means one with no drugs around including ppl that use them. Its fucked up that I can sit here on my computer and hear from differant ppl all the time that Im back on this and doing that. Fucken plz I would like to see him take a surprize ua and pass the fucker. Yeah not going to happen. I've worked my ass off for 5 years trying to provide my daughter with the safest enviroment possible and what has he done jack

To Far
Your Attitude is Better than 90% of the Population You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. How's Your Attitude? Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash Guitar Skills

Interactive
ok so heres how this will work....i will start a story on here and each person that views this can comment with a new addition to the story! i just thought it would be cool to see what everyone thinks of! hope you have fun...come back as much as you want! enjoy!! :)**find where the story picks up on the comments and read up from there!! have fun!! :) --------------------------------------- The Story It was a a dark and foggy night, although she had travelled this road before she could not see anything that looked familiar. As her eyes grew heavy she did not know if it was from the lack of sleep or the glass of wine she had only hours before......just then out of nowhere appeared a man...a drifter, no doubt, from the looks of the clothing he wore. ------------------------------------------------- added to this story was: Big-E@ LostCherry He stumbled from behind the dumpster he had use to disguise that fact he just relieved himself, and asked her if she

Why Is It
that sometimes i know that i am not perfect and i have screwed up a time or two that when i screw up that is all anyone can focus on? Even when at the time that it was done it was done because it was told to me to do it. why do people that you love have to hurt you all the time. sometimes i think that loving people only leads to being hurt and ridiculed for things that you do. that when you have a good friend or they say they are your good friend and you reall care about them that they are the ones that make you cry the most. I have a good friend in Illinois i love him as much as i do my own brothers but yet everytime we talk i end up in tears. yes i know he's dying and i know there is nothing i can do about it even though i wish i could he tells me he wishes things could be different between us and i know what he means but i can seem to feel that he wants me to be there when his end comes but that is something i don't think that i can cope with i am having a hard time coping with

Things To Ponder
You’re the thought that starts each morning, The conclusion to each day. You are in all that I do, And everything I say. You’re the smile on my face, The twinkle in my eye. The warmth inside my heart, The fullness in my life. You’re the hand that’s laced in mine, And the coat upon my back. My friend, my love, My shoulder to lean on. You’re my silly, mature, caring, Thoughtful, bright, and honest guy. The one who holds me tightly, When I need to cry. You’re the dimple in my cheek, The ever-constant tingle in my soul. The voice that makes me weak, The happiness of my life. You are all I’ve wanted, You are all I need. You are all I’ve dreamed of, You are all of this to me. A Woman" "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

A Passion Inside.....
You say Im a nympho , a sexual freak , a i ahve sexual craves that are so unique . You know I can do everything great , when you hit that spot you know its not fake . The sound of my moans , make you wild , like a kid in the candy store, an untamiable child . You know you love it and want some more , you know you crave it its something to adore . The way it drips when it gets so wet , light the candles , the mood is set . The motion of my body is so insane the way my words get in ya brain . Let me give you all my affectin , let me feel ya true man erection . You r bady is so warm , so soft , so sweet , , put my back on the wall , lift me off my feet . Well in due time you will see what I meam but a this moment I will wait for my fantasy ..... Along the walls of my heart I feel , a passion thats so hard to explain . Its an urge that just cant fade away . you can see it in my eyes what I am thinking , you can tell my body just what I want to do . This passion is more than the sexual enco

How It Is With Me
People are getting upset or mad over rating photos, stashes, & profiles. People lets get real at the time which I typed this blog, I've had 5,496 people view my profile & out of that number only 370 rated my profile which is only 6.7% of the people that viewed my profile. I don't expect everyone to rate my profile. I don't expect people to view and rate every photo nor item that I have in my cherry stash. I have over a 100 items in my cherry stash & almost 100 photos in my albums. I accidently delete a whole album of photos and lost the cherry points for 12 photo which 4 photos were lost forever because I deleted them from Windows. I lost more point yesterday because someone marked the photo Angel with Horns as NSFW, so I lost the points & comments for the photo because it has been removed from my photos & it wasn't a nude photo. See for yourself, go to sparkletags and click dark images click A under dark images & the first tag the Angel with Horns is her. I only ask that if is

Good Reads
Okay, so I've gotten caught up in a drama series, which is rare for me. I do not watch soap operas, I don't do the Desperate Housewives thing... but here's a series I can get caught up in... Anita Blake Vampire Hunter Series. As far as my reads go, I usually lean towards the more academic choices, expanding my mind and pushing the limits of my own knowledge... But this is a great guilty pleasure and a nice side track. Written by Laurell K. Hamilton, Anita Blake is a vampire executioner, a necromancer, friend to every troubled monster, and a nasty foe to all who oppose her. Her small stautre is offset by her vorvacious appetite for revenge and justice. I love her nasty little attitude. I think my favorite quote is when Anita says "The quickest way to a man's heart is 6 inches of steel right between the ribs". Start with Guilty Pleasures, followed by The Laughing Corpse, Circus of the Damned, and Luantic Cafe... careful, these novels are as infectious as a vampire's glance. A week

Imagination:
I long to feel wanted your thoughts are of me. I'll match and exceed from years of longing. Your eyes and mine meet from time to time. Our hands clasp w/ fingers entertwined. Prints from a foot as it presses with waves. The ocean cleans hurt and replaces with warmth. A setting past and a setting sun,almost to permanent as I chose the wrong one. She doesn't know nor does she care but everyday a smile contines in place. I said yes and I work it internally but my love for my daughter will stay on her face. Damion Scenario one...... The heavy air collects on your skin as the the morning's shower beats the nights sleep away. You gather your thoughts to a suprise. I enter the shower as I have drempt of for months. Our eyes meet through the haze as our lips meet w/ force. Little moans creep past our lips as it appears we are on the same wavelength. My handss massaging the water into your skin, tasting it as it runs down the nape of your neck... My tongue tracing your cu

New Photos Up
in my profile. it is of xmas pics with Isaiah (my godson), Brandon (his father) & Faith (his mother. Isaiah is world, he is the one that keeps me going when i feel down. & yes i did cut my hair off. you guys know what 2 do from back in the day, when i saw Shinedown & Crossfade back in '04. i also some how manged to put a pic from the cruise i went on back in '04. i know i have more pics from that, but i cant find them if i do ill put them up later.

Yooperboy's Journal
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Oh My...
Ok so i am back online after a month of being gone. So glad to be back. I have missed my lost cherry friends something awful. So if you read this holla at cha girl!! Life has been busy the last little bit anyways, i wouldnt have had a whole lot of time free ro be on here, but now i do!!! Anyways just thought i would start a blog i dont have much to say right now.

Stuff
I usually post lyrics on these. They best describe my feelings since i'm not very good at writing them down. So... if you wonder why i'm always posting them... then here is your answer :) SEVENTEEN: YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOU'RE ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FR

Forever And A Day
Be what you want others to be. stop trying to change the world, it starts by changing yourself. how can a person love someone so deep , deeper than any ocean and stronger than any earthly force. my heart is truelly over whelmed....how can a person go beyond just caring to a place to forever hold. once two people were just that, two people, today they stand as one heart beat, two united becoming one thought, one heart, one person, one powerful force intertwining the very fibers of their existent into living for the first time, to stand and breath for the very first time! seeing the beauty of the very minuet to the vastness of the very core of the matter, what all use to be a mystery finally has eyes to hear and ears to see. a heart that knows to love is one that can understand the complex of a pen in my hand few words you can say so much without saying hardly anything You use a lot of words and have said nothing at all

Poerty
Is this your smile or the sunshine I see trough the trees. Is this a dream or can it be that I am seeing for the very first time, was that thunder or was that my heart beating for you. Is this a mircle! These two hearts beating in perfect harmony we find weeds and turn them into roses we walk in a desert and the rain falls we find a place where the clouds live, we play, we sing, we live but most important we have a deep love for each other and the sun will always shine through. you inspire me in every way! My, dearest Mark I will stand by you untill all the stars have fell out of the sky and the oceans have all ran dry forever and a day

Buzzin With Buzzeratzi
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%Sex God60%A Romantic50%Virgin28%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com A short look at some awesome friends and good times!

Fun Fun Fun
60 Things You Didn’t Know About Me 1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? hahahaha all kinds of shit. Big box o cds, clothes, garbage, vibrator, a kite, a shoe, underwears (which I guess would go with clothes), a body of a small foreign child. 2. When was the last time you threw up? I don’t throw up. 3. What's your favorite curse word? fuck. And any combination involving the word. 4. Name 3 people who made you smile today? 1. ha 2. ha 3. ha….no smiling. 5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? passed the fuck out. Drooling. 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? sitting at work in front of the computer. Hand down my pants on my balls. I wasn’t jerkin off you perverts. Just fondling. 7. If you could meet any celebrity today who would it be? *sigh* ive already met myself but I guess….kieth Richards would be cool. 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? der. Titties. Although they get rather boring. I spend a lot of money and end up still

Me
rip out my heart stab it with a knife burn it and show it to the world let the blood drip out and paint the grass do what you want with my body for now its just an empty pod it matters not so fill it fill it with your poison your hate violate it ravage it for it matters not there is nothing left no heart no soul just an empty shell once your done just toss me away feed me to the wolves of this world and then forget me for im not worth another thought i reach but no one is there im cold but i can't cuddle i long for someone to hold i have so much love to give but still i sleep alone every night no one's by my side i search my soul for words but the page stays empy its light outside but i can't see my soul is dark i am alone you are the only one that cares but i am so far gone and i see the pain in your eyes but i cannot feel i have been searchin for something something real something to feel

Fakes!!
OKAY, THIS IS HIS BLOG: I gotta let it out. Why are most of us on here? The need to feel wanted and desired. We are alone or unhappy who we are with,in my case I am alone. By my own choice. My exwife would love to have me back,almost 3 years later,pregnant at 38 by the man she lives with,she still tells me she loves me,I wont say it back. I am on this site for the human desire to feel wanted,feel desired,to know another human is being touched by Rod,I'm makin a smile spread across that face,cause I expect it in return,thats 50,the golden rule. And if you dont agree then youre lyin Delete your CT I do love this site,blows myspace away But goddamn the drama never experienced it and Ive had my fill real close to just sayin fuck it but I guess I am allowing it so I gotta do what I feel is right MY RESPONSE TO IT SINCE I AM BLOCKED FROM COMMENTING HIS: 1.I came on this site b/c a friend at work told me about it and I was just LOOKING at pictures and commenting the

First Blog
Yea, so I guess I have never really offically wrote a blog, so since I'm a sheep and everyone else is doing it... what the hell right? So, it's Monday and it's like 2:00 PM and I'm sitting here bored out of my mind. I have come to the conclusion I have seen everything on the internet. Which is why I sit on this site so much, nothing better to do and here I get "some" human interaction even if it delayed by a few minutes. I suppose I could go outside and do something or I could do some work, I work from home doing my own computer stuff, cause I'm cool like that, but then I'd have to get dressed and shower and make myself pretty... which i don't feel like doing at the moment... so it can wait another hour or two. So I guess if anyone else out there is alive, holla at me... cause i'm bored out of my mind!!

Some Stuff N That
Standing in the shadows, of what I used to be. Everything's been so fucked up since I forgot to feel. She wasn't real. Right there before my eyes. I never gave her time to heal. She wasn't real. She wasn't real. I've been sitting by the window, crying the night away. I guess I must pay for all my sins but this is a cruel way. My body has become numb as the guitar strings cut the bone. People think I'm crazy, singing love songs to the wall. No one can use the phone 'cause I'm waiting for the call- That isn't real. She isn't real. An incarnate of my mind. She isn't real...

Lyrics
THE BEATLES lyrics - "Something" (Harrison) Something in the way she moves Attracts me like no other lover Something in the way she woos me I don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now Somewhere in her smile she knows That I don't need no other lover Something in her style that shows me Don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now You're asking me will my love grow I don't know, I don't know You stick around now it may show I don't know, I don't know Something in the way she knows And all I have to do is think of her Something in the things she shows me Don't want to leave her now You know I believe her now And this is another one that fits me EAGLES LYRICS "Desperado" Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one I know that you got your reasons These things that are pleasin' you Can hurt you somehow Don't you draw the queen o

Fun
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis100%Abs/Stomach58%Face50%Butt42%Boobs0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma? Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too

Poem From Bulletin
This was posted as a bulletin, so I don't know who the author is. If you do, please let me know so that I can give that person credit. It doesn't interest me what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dreams for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful b

Contract
Chapter 6 Luke and Chris reached the Halem resturant and went in to find a table. As they waited for the waiter, Chris began to tell him what happened after they left the inn. Luke had listened to her with great interest. He knew she still carried the markings on her body but not so much as when he knew her three years ago. The markings on her had disappeared all except for her upper arms now. 3 years ago..... After Siska left Van and went back to check up on Chris, she received a shock when she arrived in the room. Chris was no longer there but the doctor was. The doctor layed against the wall with his skin pealing off and the back of his head cracked open. Blood lined the walls around him but no sword marks appeared on his body. "Christina, what have you done?" Siska walked into the bathroom to notice the swords were still intact and still clean. "Where did you go?" Siska grabbed the swords and ran out of the inn leaving some money on the front desk before running out the

My Life! Lmao
i hurt my back over the weekend. i am going to the doc today. i have't slept well in a few days. just off and on, bout 4 hours a night. boohoo i hate rude people who make crude comments. and i hate it when people request to be friends without even sending a message first. that is totally rude. i don't mind getting comments, but would like them from friends. i think it's rude to try to become friends when you aren't. don't just add me or become my fan. talk to me. if you are just trying to get friends, go to myspace. that place has become a friends competition. well......i am back at work. have been for a few months. i have 19 students this year. they keep me busy as heck. i want a teacher assistant, but i don't get one till i have 20 students. so now i am praying for a transfer. i have also been putting $20 away each paycheck for the end of the year. last year i had to spend over $250 of my own money for school supplies. the district budget wa

For The One I Love
All with the beautiful face God only knows their in a better place Someday we'll be in heaven all together laughing on clouds of soft feathers their with us in prayer,also in spirits when you pray at night,I'm sure they will hear they are our guardian angels you always had when you meet them,you'll be glad. God only knows when its out time to go, when its time Angels will let us know they were always there when our friends were down they would instantly change our smile from a frown they would not judge anyone by their looks to them meeting someone new was like reading a new book I never imagined what it would be like without them, although it seems like lifes to short but Lord knows it will go on. GOD BLESS EVERYONE For the one I love and you know who you are... will you love me forever will you let this go far, I will always love you no matter what life brings when Im with you my heart always si

Friendships
I have got a christmas tree and a mistletoe on my profile, and I have yet to get any gifts or kisses. (I feel so unloved) So please stop by and put some presents under the tree for me and give me some kisses while your there. A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. \'Come on man. I was just giving you a hard time,\' the biker says. \'I didn\'t think you\'d CRY.\' \'I can\'t stand to see a man crying.\' \'This is the worst day of my life,\' says the little guy between sobs. \'I can\'t do anything right.\' \'I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don\'t have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and m

Faith No More Lyrics
This is a song i have liked for a long time, tells you how the underdog feels when they bet the favored ones. A hierarhcy Spread out on the nightstand The spirit of team Salvation is another chance A sore loser Yelling with my mouth shut A cracking portrait The fondling of trophies The null of losing Can you afford that luxury? A sore winner But I'll just keep my mouth shut It shouldn't bother me But it does The small victories The cankers and medallions The little nothings They keep me thinking that someday I might beat you But I'll just keep my mouth shut It shouldn't bother me But it does IF I SPEAK AT ONE CONSTANT VOLUME AT ONE CONSTANT PITCH AT ONE CONSONANT RHYTHM RIGHT INTO YOUR EAR, YOU STILL WON'T HEAR, YOU STILL WON'T HEAR

Random Ramblings
Gabby won't ask but I will. Rate her, comment, become her friend/fan. She's a hottie, check out her sexy pics, maybe she'll let you see her private folders. Please pass this on. Seems so long ago, I watched you walk the aisle, You loved me so much then; I could see it in your eyes. The love, What happened to the love, we had. We had a perfect life. With a perfect love. You threw it all away. To take one on your knees. You turned, on me. Betrayed our love. I saw it all go down. You thought I did not know. How could you betray me so. Just for a one night stand. Our Love, dissolved A friend, now lost. Now it’s a different life. Pretend its all ok. However, the tension grows. Moreover, it’s starting to show. I still love you so. Wish you’d love me back Wish you’d done with me, what you did, with him….. Long dark hair and black lip-gloss, She likes red nail polish and a spiked

Short Poem
Just a poem I wrote.. For Where the Heart cries The face frowns When the tears fall The body shakes Uplifted hands towards the sky Reaching toward a hope Hope for happiness For where the Heart cries The lord Lyes The face smiles the tears stop The body moves to Begin again again we proceed we fight,fight,fight for a new day to sing for when the heart cries the lord will rise I hunger to live I wanna feel the wind on my face Struggling to find my place in this world Just a woman guiding the little girl Grab the keys, leave the phone and start off the road alone make mistakes is a piece of cake falling down is only in vain when you fail to face the pain Heaven help Me I'm falling again Need some relief instead of pain again Eyes are dry and weary from crying I crave love instead of lying My mind wont' stop I never asked for this and I Cry all the time Die a little

The Price Of Children
The Price of Children This is just too good not to pass on to all. Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love tha

Freshmeat
Alright, here's the deal. My b/f and I have been trying and trying to come up with a GOOD costume idea for couples for this halloween. We are gonna be going to a club with a costume party, and we want to go as a couple. But nothing that's been used a hundred times. No Romeo and Juliet, no Dumb and Dumber LoL. Something new and fun. Here's where y'all come in. Any ideas?? Anything? I could really use the help LoL. Kinda new to all of this so just wanted to let y'all know be patient with me LoL. I'm still learning. So far it looks like a lot of fun tho!

Strong
Merry Christmas Comment Graphics SO YOU R AT EZ NOW THINKING OF ME ASKING U DO YOU WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU ALL THE PLACE YOU LOVE TO BE TOUCH YOU ANSWER WITH YES PLEASE! WE LAY THERE IN R UNDERWEARS AS U PUSH YOUR ASS ONTO MY DICK. I TELL U IN YOUR EAR WHAT I'M GO'N TO DO TO DAT FINE BODY. I START TO MOVE MY HANDS SLOWLY OVER YOUR SHOULDERS IN SLOW MOTION AS I FEEL YOU BODY START TO RELAXE IN MY HANDS. YOU GRIND YOUR SEXY ASS ON MY ROCK HARD DIC! I RUN ONE OF MY HANDS DOWN FROM YOUR NECK TO YOUR BREAST WERE I START TO CARESSING THEM AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALL OVER YOUR NIPPLES AS I LIC AND SUC ON THE SIDE OF YOUR NECK MMMM..... I CAN FEEL YOUR NIPPLE START TO GET HARD BETWEEN MY FINGERS AS YOU SLOWLY PLACE YOUR HAND BEHIND YOUR ASS SO THAT YOU CAN PUT YOUR HAND DOWN MY BOXERS SO YOU CAN STROKE MY DIC YOU SAY OOOO, HOW I LOVE HOW HARD IT IS AWWWWW..... I ROLL U OVER ONTO YOUR STOMACH RUN MY HANDS DOWN YOUR BACK INTO I GET TO YOUR THONG WERE I RUN MY FINGER DOWN AND UP THE

Hi
Hey all my friends and family. This is my moms page go and check her out.. Thanks Crazy Bitch bookworm_27@ LostCherry Bill Clinton started jogging near his home in Chappaqua. But on each run, he happened to jog past a hooker standing on the same street corner, day after day. With some apprehension he would brace himself as he approached her for what was most certainly to follow. "Fifty dollars!" she would shout from the curb. "No, Five dollars!" fired back Clinton. This ritual between Bill and the hooker continued for days. He'd run by and she'd yell, "Fifty dollars!" And he'd yell back,"Five dollars!" One day however, Hillary decided that she wanted to accompany her husband on his jog. As the jogging couple neared the problematic street corner, Bill realized the "pro" would bark her $50 offer and Hillary would wonder what he'd really been doing on all his past outings. He realized he should have a darn good explanati

hi i would like evryone to feel free to comment on my gallerys and rip any you like sorry to say you wont see any adult but i do have some cool art You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Tip's
Does anyone have any tip's on preventing razor burn on the pubic area?I have very sensitive skin,I have tried dipilatory creams,they burn the shit out of my skin,I tried home waxing ,that was a nightmare lol..I ripped a long peice of skin off on my bikini line(OUCH!!!)and I can't afford electrolosis or lazer hair removel :(...or profesional waxing...any tips anyone has would be greatly appreciated expecially from those who also have senitive skin and can relate.Thankyou in advance...

Control
I hate it when girls let thier boyfriends or husbands control them and/or vise versa. telling you who can be your friends with, who you can talk to, or even who you can even hang out with.. Like my friend Dynielle, ended up with a guy who lied and cheated on her and she took him back. and one of his "conditions" was to stop being friends with me and block me from everything on the net. stupidity at its best. all control... truly sad that she would agree with it at all.

Rebels Thoughts
Well looks like the season is changing to fall....thats my favorite time of year....I enjoy the cool crisp air and all the colors as the season changes.....not to mention all the fall festivals and happenings......but my yard will soon be covered in leaves.....but what the heck no more grass to mow for awhile....lmao

Make Each Day Count!
Hello everyone and how are ya? Im writting this blog to let everyone i love making new friends from around the world and close to home. When i say make each day count is that ya never know whats going to happen from day to day. I woke up one day and was told that i have only 5 years to live because i have cancer behind my right ear near my brain and theres nothing they can do for me! So my life was destoryed that day, i live each day as it were my last one and im tring to make each day exciting and wild and making as many memories as i can, even before i found out that i have cancer i was still living each day to it fullness! No matter please dont take anything for granted because u just never know! I wish everyone the best of luck! Be happy! My prayers goes out to everyone!

Bored
WEll hopefully today will be fun and eventfull....last night however was amazingly boring...i went to what i think was a spiritual AA meeting....there was lots of black people with lots of nothing to say...thanking god for THEIR accomplishments toward their fight with alcohol abuse...anyways it wasnt a lesson learned for me cause i dont have that problem...but i understood theirs...i guess it makes you think ya know...about how you should change your life when you hear about other peoples...but anyways...i got a few things to do today and i guess i should get on those things...starting with food...sooo thanks for reading and im gonna go get some Kiks :) peace Well its another monday almost half way done...i got a little bit accomplished today...lets see...dishes...trash....played some madden ...mmm not much else lol...listened to some music and thats about it....i got a new ccs magazine in today which was cool...some new stuff im gonna get hopefully...i also took some pictures today wh

Stuff That I Do
Hey my fellow friends and fans... Sorry I have not been around to much...been super sick on top of the fact that I have been moving. We moved into a five bedroom home recently...and Im excited...all four of my kids have the chance to have their own rooms..:P It is awesome. But just wanted to say I will be super busy getting the house in order for the next week or two so wont be around much for it... Good Night...And God Bless!!! Shawna Hello everyone. I have currently started selling Avon products to try to have a little extra cash here and there. But I didnt do so well with the last three orders...so I decided to become an E-rep for Avon to see if it will work out for me. So if you are interested in Avon, or even would just like to take a look, please visit my site at http://youravon.com/smixon They sell makeup of course, but also lotions, kids toys, a line for mens products, some candles, clothing...quite a bit...so please visit and see if its something you may

Group
I am real sorry to have to say this, But I have to but a limit on my comment bombing.. I sure do hope everyone will understand.. First of all i came here because of a friends invite and I thank him for it.. As most of you know I love making the graphics for you all and even like doing the requested better. Well it has gotton to the point that I can't keep doing both... I sure wish i could.. It give me great joy to help out everyone. I will spend my hard earned cherry bucks (lol) to repost any of your help bulletins....I'm sorry if I lose any of my friends over this.. If I do then I guess we were not ture friends so I'll say good bye you those people now.. Thanks to you all for understanding. Fireman 7 center>CONGRADULATIONS!!! AMITY/FIREMAN7 In honor of FRIENDSHIP please accept this vase of yellow roses the flower of friendship. We also can't let go unnoticed the hard fight to the finish that went on between: AMITY/FIRMAN7 and NICE GIRL 4 NOW/RANDY W

What The Fuck Are You Thinking
dear oj lol.....man what the fuck are you thinking....no one is going to get you out of this one....i know lets write a book say if you did it that this is how you would have done it....LOL what the fuck are you thinking always telling the truth bratt here i go ...watching tv when it hit me a fast food plade i will not say names is giving kids toys in kids meals ok i know that but the deer horns are what got me.....WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING deer season is coming up ??????????? a dad takes is son hunting for the 1 st time and this son loves his toy hes going to take it and dad dont see the cool toy jr has to go take a piss and on his way back puts his toy on his HEAD??????????? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING bratt what the fuck are you thinking by asking me if i kiss my mother with that mouth....i never kissed my mother but ask you dad...yes i can be a bitch i am the usmcbratt and i beleave they fight for me each day and they need to be giving the love f

A Texas Chili Cook-off --- Joke
For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili cook-off about the time the rodeo comes to town. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the Astrodome. These notes are from an inexperienced chili taster named Joey, who was visiting Texas from the state of Mississippi: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment, and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the Budweiser truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the event: Chili # 1 Mike's Maniac Mobster Monster Chili: Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick. Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth, tomato flavor. Very mild. Judge # 3 (Joey) -- Holy shit

Random Crap From Whoknowswhere....
Don -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Im gonna go lay back down in bed.. if anyone wants to contact me they only need read bcak in my blog and do it... anyone else should already know how to contact me...only a couple people i really wanna talk to today anyhow...no offence to anyone... Talk more soon.... HEY HEY HEY.. for ALL MY FRIENDS and FAMILY... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... i decided to just post a blog and let EVERYONE know what my contact info is... donbellwa on yahoo/email igor2@hotmail.com on MSN/email/myspace and OF course you can always contact me on here... MUCH love to all... Don / Lover1371 PS... if you decide to contact me on ANYTHING.. PLEASE... let me know who you are...lol...

♥heart Broken♥
I'll follow you down to Where the green grass grows I'll follow you down to Where the willow tree branches hang low I'll follow you down to Where I last saw you smiling face I'll follow you down to Where we used to call our sacred place But your not there And your not here It seems to me I'm fallowing your shadow But I can't keep up And you're losing me Please set me free From following your memory You were the only one Who ever loved me You were the only one Who ever cared But now you've gone So far, far away Hopefully to be back one day If you come back home I won't be here I'll be gone Far away Never to return one day So follow me down to Where the green grass grows Follow me down to Where the willow tree branches hang low Follow me down to Where you last saw my smiling face Follow me down to Where we used to call our sacred place But I'm not here And I'm not there It seems to me You're following my shadow B

Erotic, A Story You'll Get Wet Over.
There we were, both naked and deeply aroused. Everytime i'd grab for him, he'd quickly counter my move til he was in the position he was looking for. On Top! Holding both my wrists above my head he began with my neck. MMmmm, his hot breath hitting my skin along with the soft stroke of his tongue sent chills running up and down my body. I could feel his hard,thick staff pressing against to top of my now slightly wet pussy. I wanted in me so badly. My lover then worked one hand down and began to rub my already throbbing clit. With a slight gasp followed with a soft moan, that slightly wet pussy was now, an extremly hot saturated pussy. Feeling my arousal he made his way straight to her. Biting the inner part of my thigh while sliding one finger into my hot wet pussy, he could hear my moans get louder. I was wet. I was hot. And oh my god, i was gonna cum. My lover's tongue flicked back and forth, then in circles, and finally making figure eights around my Clit. I began breathing heavy, cl

My Heart Belongs To U
Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish .... But can i let him go . NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I

A Random Life Update
So I sprained my ankle, and my ex from Boston took me to the hospital.... Then after I got my painkillers filled, I took two (vikoden, and before that 2 percs at the doctor), gave two to him, and fell asleep.... THAT MOTHERFUCKER STOLE 6 MORE FROM ME!!!!All the bullshit lines he's feeding me about how he's getting better and soon won't need the pils at all, and he steals mine, when I obviously need them!!! I don't know what to do... I hope for things to get better.. I mean... I don't want to start his whole dating process again... I can't handle getting hurt anymore.. Why can't anybody settle down with me AND be good for me? I wish I had a gun.... -Angel K-

Patriots Info
Now 6-1 and the real test coming Sunday night against Indy... This should be a great game and have more viewers than the entire world series... LMAO... Pats # 1 Another sunday , another ass kicking. 5-1 and getting ready for Monday Night Football.. Bring it on!!!!!!! Ok, It wasn't pretty but we did win. I thought we'd bury the fish but there defense held up pretty good. But not enough...lol. Next week is a bye week then its back to work in Buffalo.

New Profile!
thanks for everyone who has added me as a friend on this profile! however, i have another profile that i will be using now so please add it! you get to see more of me on it! i share it with somebody so dont be confused by the picture! just click the link and add it! make sure you repost so all my friends see this and add it too! MJ@ LostCherry

Madison's Place To.....
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "I can pass this guy." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be? One day Little Johnny came home from school and asked his mom what they were having for dinner.She said that it was a surprise and him and his brother would have to guess what it is after they try it.Well dinner time came and they started eating it,but they couldn’t figure out what it was.So Little Johnny asked his mom for a hint.She said,"Okay,I’ll give you a hint.I call your father this."Little Johnny said to his brother,"Quick Bobby, spit it out,its asshole!" My friend sent me this...would u reply? 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick/suck me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull your hair while u fucked me? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u let me handcuff you or tie you up to the bed and then fuck you? 9. What about me makes u want to fu

My Weekend
This weekend I finally got to go boating. I've been wanting to do this for so long. We fished for hours. Had a blast. Then this beautiful manatee laid beside our boat for along time. It was just swimming around the boat for a long time. Then we seen five dolphins they were beautiful. The wind was light it wasnt too hot it was perfect. Perfect weather for a perfect weekend. I havent done one of these in a while so thought I should. So I guess a few things are new. I'm opening a body jewelry and clothing store at the end of the month. My kids have gotten older (but not me) LOL. This year started out kind of hectic but its beginning to mellow out. I have met alot of great cherries here lately( on top of the great ones I already knew). I am so glad I signed up on here things are great. How have you been Cherrytap?

Just Some Random Thoughts
CHAPTER 1. Page.1 On a warm friday night a young woman was out on her nightly jog in the park. when she noticed a man watching her, at first it made her feel uncomfortable but yet there was something about him that made her want to go over and talk to the man. So she continued to jog,then after a few minutes she began to run,Tess finally stopped running to catch her breath, She turned around and the man was right infront of her, "but how could that be?" How could he just appear out of no where? was he stalking her or was he a murderer?" The man merly said 'hello' and touched her face,his hands are so cold but his eyes are so memorizing. "My name is Tess, what is your name sir?" With a little hesitation he replied, "my name is Devon Hollensworth...it is very nice to meet you miss." "Devon may i ask you a question?" "sure" he replied. " Why is it that you are following me?" " Well miss Tess I find that your beauty is like nothing I have ever seen in my entire life time, a

My Greatest Fear Is...sept.25, 2006
PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006 Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away. For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear. My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthes

Tox1cs Playground
Well i am glad i signed up on lost cherry last night,this gives me something to do seen as i cannot work till i have had my baby in 2 months time,but damn i get so bored not working,if anybody else has the same probs then please lemme know lol,but anyway please all rate my pictures and my profile and i will do the same for you guys,just wanna make some new friends on here,but anyway thats it for now.

Gotta Start Sumwherez I Guess?
This Wut Happens Wen Ya Push Me To My Limits,,,Keep Ya Fake Ass Bullshit....IF U LEFT A KNIFE IN MY BACK BE SURE TO WRITE UR NAME ON IT SO U CAN RETRIEVE BY THE END OF THE DAY....THERES PLENTY OF EM SO DONT GET EM MIXED UP NOW RIGHT,,,,,,,IM FUCKIN DONE.....DEUCEZ ever noticed...every day of your life somebody lets you down...builds you up then knocks you down...and see that's why i don't show weakness because when you do people exploit it and use it to hurt you...doesn't matter when you barely know em you shrug it off....hurts a little when it's a friend but you deal...but when it's someone that's familia it's like a knife covered in salt straight through your gut....life is as such i guess trust nobody love few and look after your own damn self....spensas!

My Ramblings
Empathy is defined as the ability to feel the feelings of another person. You can put yourself in their shoes and feel their happiness or in this case their pain. For the last eight years I've watched on TV as the names of the people lost on 9/11 were read aloud at Ground Zero. I saw in the crowd people holding photos of the loved one they lost. Each photo a story of a life cut short. This year I saw some of those family members in person. I SAW the photos with my own eyes..not on TV..right in front of me. All the faces I'd only seen on a television screen were looking back at me. The family members were passing me in the crowd. None of them knowing how far I'd traveled to be there. I was just another face among many. We left before all the names were read and went down into the subway. On the bench in front of me was an elderly lady with two young men sitting on each side of her. In her arms in front of her she clutched a photo. The closer we got I was able to see

Sex Stories
The sun was almost down now. I thought to myself, I wish I had went another round with the black men, before I let them go. I smiled. I went in and threw on a tee shirt and some shorts. I went around cleaning the house, while I waited for mom. She pulled into the drive, and headed for the door. As she walked to the door, she looked good. I knew where I got my looks from. I smiled. I hope I look that good at 42, I thought to myself, as she walked into the house. Hi honey, she said as she hugged and kissed me. Coffee is ready, lets sit and catch up, I told her. Where is the great white hunter? she asked, while laughing. She has never really liked Tom. Where do you think, he is in the woods with his buddies, I answered her. Wonder what they really do out there? she added. I smiled at her, who really cares, I answered. Mom are you seeing anyone these days. No baby, after your dad died, men have just been a pain in my ass, she told me. Well mom, there is always women you know, I

Me
well as u all no, my love life usually sux! but now its betta! i am so happy with my dude right now! i thought that this would never work, but i jus finally gave in. I am sooo happy that i did! i do not what i would do without him! he makes me complete! he keeps me with a smile on my face. he is sooooooo sweet! when im with him i fel so great, it is just him and me! i am so frakn happy i cant stop smiling! yah i no in my pics i may smile a lot, but thats juss not me!I frown adn grin but u rarely see me smile! i flirt i have fun but nothing makes me more happy than to be in his arms! He makes me wanna rall in love with him, which i think i truly have!I am trying to hold myself back, but it is so hard with this guy! i give into him so easily and taht is juss not me, but i gueese he brings out the best in me! i juss saw his B-e-a utiful face, and i am countig down time till i get to hold him in my arms once again! i am sooooo happy! smiles *chas*

Quiz
Your Linguistic Profile: 45% General American English 20% Dixie 20% Yankee 5% Midwestern 5% Upper Midwestern What Kind of American English Do You Speak? Advanced You scored 92% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 86% Advanced, and 60% Expert! You have an extremely good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels' questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age

Gwdfw
A little more about what I'm wanting to do with this little adventure. See I'm in a good and open relationship. Trouble is my 'misses' has a physical condition that affects her, she has varying stages of pain to which unfortunately doctors just can't figure out why. How this affects our relationship, sexually, is that when she feels up to having some fun it is only a couple of times a month, sometimes a little more often. Usually though, she hurts the next day and it isn't really from me being rough or anything. Could be her back, her neck, a thigh muscle. Never the same place. Anyway, when we do enjoy each other, we really do. I usually feel down though knowing that she's hurting afterward. Several years ago we explored swinging, and I don't mean the form of dance. We both had a lot of fun and became comfortable with the other partner having a purely lustful encounter. We had to stop when I got her pregnant with our youngest, which was a surprise for us. We thought she

Busy As Can Be
Hey my peeps...just thought I would let you guys know that I haven't forgotten about you guys. I have just been really busy. Between work and things I have been doing at home to get our place fixed up to get it ready to sell, I have been putting about 15 hours in a day. And believe you me the only thing on my mind at the end of the day is a hot shower and the bed. So anyhow don't think I have forgotten you guys cause I haven't. Well looking at the time its about that time again to get ready for work,...I just have one request. At least stop by and say Hi!!! I will say Hi back adventually. Well gotta go! Take Care...

Really Sucks
she died of a heart attack 1/14/08 between 6:30 and 8:30 tx passed away this morning between 6:00 and 8:30 the cause of death is unknown I left Austin in 01 after having to file bankrupcy to try and save my grandmothers house after she died.I still couldn't afford to keep up the mortgage on it so i sold it quickly payed off the bankrupcy and we left Austin moved to the Killeen area where houses where cheaper to buy. Bought a house there that turned out had so many problems,rat infestation, a leak we didn't know about till to late then find out the pipes n the house had some major problem and no plumper in town would touch them,then mold the bad kind toxic mold so we just had to walk away from the house. e had flat out payed cash for it and lost everything. We came back to Austin and had to move in with my then mother n law who is a bitch and made my life miserable daily,even would bad mouth me to my kids but my kids alays stood up for me. Out of the blue one night late she

Love Is Stupid Everyone Gets Hurt
well its like this "boy falls for girl....girl falls much harder for boy" and its not fair...the exact way i feel for him is how he feels for this girl. everything i say he can relate to it because of this i dont know any advice except this ...the only remedy for love is to love more you know who you are babe and i love you with all my heart ...please love me back...please my heart cant take another rejection

Sex And My Imagination!!!
Get out of the shower, look in the mirror. Perfect. Remove my white strips, brush my teeth, smile. Perfect. Brush out my hair, straighted it out. Perfect. Eyeshadow and mascara applied, beautiful green eyes. Perfect Put my jeans on, the ones that make my ass look good. Perfect. Green sweater, the one that makes my eyes stand out. Perfect Sunglasses, some lipgloss, shoot a smile in the mirror. Perfect. My favorite night, getting all dressed up. Perfect. My hair done up, in beautiful curls. Perfect. Long beautiful dress, cuts low to show cleavage. Perfect. Green and brown eyeshadow, to compliment the dress and my eye. Perfect. Beatiful gems, gold with green saphires. Perfect. Nylons and heels, to top it all off. Perfect. Stand in front of the mirror, smile, laugh, cry. Perfect. Or not. Get out of the shower, don't want to look at myself. Imperfect. Remove the white strips, that make my smile brighter, so no one looks at me too close. Imperfect Brush my ha

My Day Today
yay i got a new job i work at the halloween outlet a year round halloween store i start monday i love it! our car is nothin but a money hole . now theres something wrong with the exaust and the clutch and we dont have any money to get it fixed so looks like we may be car less for a while i have no idea how were gonna pull that off and i still feel like shit damn it This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am

Why Not
JUST GETTIN ON HERE TO VENT BOUT THINGS I HAVE BEEN NOTICING HERE ON GOOD OLE LOST CHERRY,DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE IT HERE ON THE LC ITS AWESOME AND I HAVE MET ALOT OF GOOD PEOPLE ON HERE , BUT HERE WE GO LOL I KEEP SEEING ALL THESE BULLENTINS BOUT HOW PEOPLE ARE CHEATING AT THE CONTEST WHICH I DO AGREE IS WRONG AND DECEITFUL AS ALL GET OUT BUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE ALL HATE THAT, THEIR OUT THERE ON A DAILY BASIS AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU NOR I CAN SAY OR DO ABOUT IT AND CONSTANTLY PUTTIN THE POST UP BOUT EM DONT HELP EITHER EXCEPT IT HONESTLY HELPS THEM OUT BY PEEPS GOING TO THOSE PEOPLES PAGES AND WHETHER ITS A BAD OR GOOD RATING ITS STILL A RATING THAT INTURN HELPS THEM OUT IN THE END. TO ME THERE ARE ALOT MORE GOOD PEOPLE ON HERE THAN BAD SO LETS FOCUS ON THE GOOD ONES AND JUST IGNORE THE IDIOTS YA KNOW AND IF THIS OFFENDS ANYONE SORRY BUT THIS IS WHAT THESE THINGS ARE FOR TO VENT GET THINGS OFF YA CHEST AND SEE WHO ALL ELSE OUT THERE AGREE'S OR DISAGREE'S WITH HOW SOMEONE FEELS AND

Vampire Type
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Final Lover. Romanic, honey-tongued romeo, you are the master of love's last kiss. You woo the young ladies, pluck them from light's caress and give them a smile as they sink into death.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Bout Me
I graduated from a small, private, liberal arts college, with a Bachelors in Arts in Literature. My interests are early English and European writers, as well as some American authors and poets. I love Emily Dickinson as well as Edgar Allen Poe. I am very interested in Sensatonalism, Erotica, and writing from the real Gothic period, not what people have turned goth into today...My thesis, which I got an A on, is on Vampires and the role of Sexuality and women vs men. I'm very much into the sexuality and psychology of Vampirism--it's much more than simply sucking warm, gushing blood. I'm looking for my Superman!(I love Smallville--but Christopher Reeves will ALWAYS be my original Superman). I'm very warm and friendly, easy going, sensual and confident. I have long ago grown into a woman who knows who she is and what she likes and wants, and I'm excited about starting the next stage in my life. I lived in Phoenix AZ for about 2 years then moved back here to upstate NY 2 summers

Abit About Me
1. Ever punch someone in the face? YES 2. How old are you? 34 3. Are you single or taken? Taken (Married) 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? Depends what i'm eating 5. Do you dream at night? Sometimes 6. Ever seen a corpse? No Don't want too either 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? No 8. Do You Like Bush? No HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? Live it the best way you can. Not sure about death 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? not sure what to say there lol 11. Do you trust the police? NO 12. Do you like country music? Yes Country music i love plus all sorts of other music i hate rap,jazz 13. What is your fondest memory of me? Not sure we havent talked much plus i have been sick 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? My Tummy and Ass 15. Would you date me? No Just wanna be friends 16. What do y

The Mental Seduction!!!
Beat Beat My heart beats faster and faster with every thought of your hand running down my spine, mmmm reminseing on the times when you where mine. The smell of your cologne you running your fingers gently through my hair whispering "I Love You". Spending time, walking down the street, holding hands, and sitting on the train in a trance from stareing into your captivateing eyes. Remembering the times when you gently pressed your full chocolate lips on mine and I taste the sweet nectar of your chocolate intertwineing with my caramel, and my heart fails it flat lines __________ pump pump its back Beat Beat slower and slower as I remember the cold shoulder you gave right after you said you loved me and gently implanted your manhood into the pool of my sanctuary, remembering your toungue gently flickering back and then foward as I climax and my nile river began to flow down your chocolate perfectly chizzeld chin. Beat Beat slower as I remember you telling me Im not she who completes your a

Los & Lettes
damn guys this chik rox!!! she spends soooooo much of her time helping others!!! luv her as much as you can but dont forget, shes my cyberfiance!! lol mmfwcl4LYF KCFairies@ LostCherry mizz maddrox here is de one that brought me 2 de cherry!!! show her all de luv she can handle!!! mmfwcl KumstainTheJuggalette it takes a fam 2 make a fam!!! we're only as strong as our weakest link!!! we all need 2 work together to help our weak links & you are the kinda ninja that makes our fam a fam!!! mmfwcl4LYF === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:56:52'.. > > thanx dawg. it's juggalos like u that help me keep going...mmfwcl4lyf...i mean it u the shit > > > === 'slingbob777' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:45:48'.. > > > > u fukin rok ninja!!! > > === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:37:51'.. > > > > > > i've met alot of kewl people on lc. thanx fo the experience...i'm fukin hooked now...mmfwcl

Quotes
tonite, i'll ask the stars above, how will i ever win u'r love, what do i do, what do i say, to turn your angel eyes my way? Never say goodbye when you still want to try, Never give up when you still feel you can take it Never say you dont love a person when you cant let go ~Dons~ It doesnt take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone. You dont love someone because you want to, you love someone because you are destined too. Its because you fall in love with them, that you then try to find a reason, but you always come up with the same answer....No answer!

Kimslice
I love Metal. I love Concerts. Please I want to go now. I think everyone should love Meshuggah. Wait I don't think, I know. Damnit. I get to see the famous Massive Attack in Chicago this Tuesday~~ YEAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'm telling ya that is a once in a lifetime show.

My First Blog
I take some paper on my hand, And with a pencil draw a man The dream of what I'd really, really like to be. A man with courage in his brow, Who's licked his doubts and fears somehow, A warrior of great nobility. But who am I? Just a wandering kid. A cipher on the wall, not even brave at all! And where's my dream like his that I would fight for? And where's my cause like his that I would die for? And in his eyes he's not a afraid Because you see he's got it made The dream of what I'd really, really like to be. A brave and noble, fiery youth. Who's not afraid to die for truth. Who's tall and straight, but best of all he's free! But who am I? Such a fool as I am. A cipher on the wall, not even brave at all! And where's my dream like his that I would fight for? And where's my cause like his that I would die for? But still the paper's in my hand And every day I sketch that man Who knows the truth and what life's all about! My conscience says I should be him I guess I

Some Of My Poetry
painless love so shallow to me hurt and tears you shouldn't see blinded by the words you have said only thinking of the one thing people said not to stay i turned my head and said i care for you in more than one way but you never cared to see what you ment to me. shallow love and hurtfull words will never end the heart ache that you have made me feel on that i felt on that night. Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Curry you have captured my heart. when i say i love you forever "Forever is what I truely mean." I know that we are truely ment to be. call it fait or destiny, we know that there is a power far greater than we. time will heal the unbound wounds that we feel,both have untouched. and now we can show each other a whole new meaning of love. because of one simple thing and that is the power of love in which we are ment to be. Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian Untamed heart I a wait the day of someone who will come

Hi
Hi, I just joined LC a few hours ago. I've figured out the basics of this site now. I was impressed that some people immediately said hi, and that the site is a little more active than myspace. I finally figured out how to delete the 'tracks' that I did not add- the default ones. They were annoying. If you have links or codes for any of the bands/ artists on my music list, let me know and I might post those. I occasionally post my pics on yafro (no porn), and I have a myspace page that I am thinking of deleting completely. I also just got a deadjournal page going. What else? I am pretty laid back, easy to talk to. I leave my comps on most of the time, but I may not actually be sitting at the keyboard. If I get a message, I will do my best to reply, even if it is a delayed response. ;)

Sgw
I have ascended on Stargatewars.com for the first time it was quite the intresting event, I lost tons and gained nearly as much in bonuses :D I have since began the path to my second ascension. :D :D I have a question for everyone who reads this blog, What would you do if you found out that your significant other did elicit drugs that you dont aprove of (since every person has A diffrent perseption of elicit drugs) and when they got drunk and you were away for some reason would cheat on you? I am intrested in how other people would handle the situation, I am curently trying to help a friend who is in a longterm relation ship work thoough this exact problem.

Lyrics..
You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Music Video:FINAL FANTASY IX - "BRING IT ON" (by Game Trailers)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 Please HELP me SAVE 900 WOLVES : Sign the petition at this link PLEASE http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 Spread the Word, Tell your contacts Friends, Families... HELP ME SAVE 900 WOLVES ONE SIGNATURE = ONE WOLF SAVED http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 !!!HELP ME STOP THE MASSACRE!!! Idaho and Wyoming lawmakers are planning to slaughter hundreds of wolves if the federal plan to remove federal protections for Northern Rockies wolves goes forward. As many as 2 out of 3 wolves in W

Some Late Night Stuff
well its about 2 in the moarning, and i can't sleep. I'm board as fuck and i'm looking for anyone to talk to. Well a short story short i decided to write my first blog. I did it out of boardum and to see if anyone would read the blogs on my page if i made one so hear it is my first blog. I bet it sucked.

Life
So we went camping over the weekend in the mountains of WV. It was freezing outside for the overnight hours and we froze our asses off. Now I think I'm sick from all of it and I feel like shit even though I had some fun at the time. We bought a new tent for our trip and my hubby wouldn't help put it up so my friends did, and it was funny, they called it the hotel because it was so damn big! It's official, I hate men! Ok so my in-laws are in town for a week before they leave again and go to California. They are keeping my little boy pretty much ALL week and weekend and I feel completely lost! This weekend wont be so bad cause we'll be camping and more than likely getting drunk, but until then I have next to nothing to do! My friends are either in school(college) or working or out of state and my hubby is working so I can't even spend some alone time with him. I'm lost and wish my friends would come and rescue me!

Men Vs Women
Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas,Texas is a famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died there a few years later. On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day---every day) A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants. Crikey!, that's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas . According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 million and the feds tossed in another $9.5 million. The average patient in Parklan

Hotsexymeche59 Is In Here Now So Get At Me Girls
whats up girls how are all of yill doing to day hop ok so com get at me now a.s.a.p hi to all girls on you can gave me a call at 773358 0041 if you like me or like to get to know me my name is demetrius ok will i like to eat pussy all day so if you like to get your pussy eating out all get me at (773)358-0041 at 9:00 pm tonit that is to all girl that like to get ther pussy eat out bay me

Poem~ My Five Senses && You!!!!
MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU Category: Writing and Poetry MY FIVE SENSES AND YOU! AS I LAY HERE IN THE DARK A WARM FEELING COMES OVER ME TINGLING YET NUMBING THERES A FLITTER FLUTTER IN MY TUMMY I CAN'T CONTROL IT...WHY? WHAT IS IT? I KNOW...IT'S YOU! THESE ARE FEELINGS I CAN'T CONTROL AND YET I TRY TO BUT, DO I REALLY WANT TO; OR DO I WANT MORE? WHEN IT COMES TO YOU I WANT MORE THAN JUST THE TINGLING , NUMBING, AND THE FLITTER FLUTTER I FEEL I WANT IT ALL! I WANT TO FEEL EVERY BIT OF YOU AND I WANT EVERY BIT OF YOU TO FEEL ME. I WANT TO FEEL YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE I WANT TO FEEL YOUR FINGERS AS YOU CARESS MY FACE AND YOUR HANDS AS YOU PULL MY BODY CLOSE TO YOURS AND AT THAT MOMENT I WANT TO FEEL OUR HEARTS AS THEY BEAT AS ONE. I WANT TO FEEL THE CHILL UP MY SPINE AS YOU WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN MY EAR AND YET THE WARMTH OF YOUR BREATH, MELTS ME AS YOU WORK YOUR WAY DOWN TO EXPLORE ME ENTIRELY

Wonder
i lay a wake and wonder at night what the price of all of our petty perceptions are love so often misunderstood and forgotten in the hurricane that is life the word that leaves dreams shattered on the rocks and hearts torn to peaces but if you have found true love real love then you holdd more treasure and power then any other person i have ever known and for that i am jealous of you in a way i am not sure you can comprehend i hope and pray for you and your love and pray that in this world of cruelty you make it and the light you carry with you i hope you make it shine as bright as the brightest stars what is it we do in the world around us what are we creating in our life?? and why is it we cant we just lett go of our iner hiding places? do people want to be found by tehr sor do we live i shells hiding from the light of who we are what is the truest weapon we have in our fight against the shadows of our souls? is it not truth in and of itself

My Rants
a midnight sudden twilight... fell down beyond the ovean beach.. im reaching farther than i ever have befoere. leavingall who broke upon the shore. yea i may be some sort of carzy we may be some sort of crazybut i swear on everythign and morethat together we make the sound of pulling heaven down.. but u brought the rains romantic pour. i said together we make the sound of pulling heaven down. thankyou for bring this rains romantic pour.thankyou ok im suck and fucking tired of chicks the can wear my pant leg as a skirt telling me im fat and ugly... well bitch i know im fat but far from ugly im the sexiest fat guy youll ever meet... ya see the vainess and self loathing of others makes me completely hostile to the belief that humans are fucking retarded. ok i see s kinny chick and i say to myself hey nice looking girl maybe an interesting person... i never to a forgone conclusion of wether or not that chick is a vain slut that only fucks guys the can fit her arms around and can out think

Just Me - If You Don't Like It Then Go On To Someone Else
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "NOBODY BETTER jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A simple bit

Crispys Life
Marvin Blair Davis R.I.P. God looked around his garden And he found an empty space. He then looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put his arms around you And lifted you to rest. Gods garden must be beautiful He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering He knew you were in pain He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw that the road was getting rough, And the hills are hard to climb. So he closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you But you didnt go alone For part of us went with you The day god called you home. hey people I probley wont be on much as your use to seeing me on cause of shit going on around here at the moment its just been really crazy but anyway I'll try to get back with you when I can... stay good!love yall! Dead 2 The World (My Rap) dead to the world now gone from existance a soul that once was gave up no resistance a loss of al

Ramon's Blog
im sorry to all i use to talk to if you still get on here send me a messege let me know your still here so i can keep talking to ya and i will try to be back on here as long as i can plz leave comments on my videos i put them up for viewing and commenting so plz comment on my videos i woudl greatly appriciate it thanx

My Blog
I'm not a professional writer so please bare with me! This particular blog entry is based on the transgender community and relationships. It's my understanding that ther are several types of people in the transgendered world. for the purpose of this blog entry I will base it on myself. I consider myself to be a Pre-Oped Transexual, meaning I have intent to have surgery someday to become the female I feel I am inside. My desire to become female over-powers me to the point sometimes that it is the single most important goal I currently have. The problem with relationships are as follows. For a Hetrosexual Couple, finding love can be difficult sometimes, but only a handful of search criteria is needed in order to find someone who may or may not be compatable for them. For a Bisexual person, I would think that finding a partner who's open minded enough to except there desire to swing both ways makes for a bit more difficutly. However to me, being transgendered, is the most

Native American Myths And Legends
Ancient Native Americans believed that all animals had lessons to teach and had healing or inspirational power. When they held or carried a certain fetish, or meditated on it's meaning, they believed they drew the special energy of the animal into themselves. Today, in a search for a closer walk with the earth, many are relearning the old ways of these ancient people, using the animal energy as the Native Americans did. To choose which animal energies are right for you, simply take a deep breath, still yourself and ask your inner being. You will have a knowing, as the ancient people did long ago. Alligator Survival, Stealth Antelope Speed, Grace, Rapid Advancement Bear Strength, Introspection, Self-Knowledge Beaver Building, Shaping, Structure Bee Service, Gathering, Community Bird Unity, Freedom, Individuality Buffalo Abundance, Healing, Good fortune Butterfly Transformation, Balance, Grace Caribou Travel, Mobility Cougar Balan

Hmmm, My First
well, canada, the great white north, the loft above a great party they say, but for anyone who has gone there, its a party in itself!! where you can smoke weed, drink at the age of 19 and see football, boxing... in the same sport!! where you have the RCMP ( for you americans thats royal canadian mounted police ) which is exactly the same as state police except on horses... where if you drive in any direction you will hit a lake in about 5-10 minutes... or snow 8 months out of the year... where our beer is stronger, but more expensive, why you ask, cause we get free health care!!! ALSO... I'm not a lumberjack, or a fur trader... and I don't live in an igloo or eat blubber, or own a dogsled... and I don't know Jimmy, Sally or Suzy from Canada, although I'm certain they're really, really nice. I have a Prime Minister, not a President. I speak English and French, NOT American. and I pronouce it ABOUT, NOT A BOOT. I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack. I be

Erp?
Weeeeeeee bedtime for bonzo, thanks to KevinW and his wife for GETTING ME ADDICTED to something else lol. Now i wont be able to sleep ever again.... Lol ok so im a little lost on this site, HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP -=falls over and rubs her temples=-

Doug
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU why doesnt anyone wanna chat on here i try to be nice butt none of yall do whats up witt that

Release
_______________Her Release___________________ The window is bare as the rains pours down matching her tear-stained face. The world seeming to move on, without thinking of who it is leaving behind. She shuts her eyes letting the tears drip onto her upturned hands. Lost in the uncertainty, she grieves for everything that she is. Yet everything that she is, Is wonderful. Alone yet not, uncomfortable in the crowd, in her mind she seeks a familiar face. There are few that can captivate her, few that can gather her close, her heart is torn. Mended it has been many times over, giving over to the calling that seems to take over the soul. No turning back. Welcoming the blessed numbness that comes with induced oblivion, she lets go of her earthbound restrictions and flows free. Watching waiting for everything and anything to come her way, the blissful state that only knowledge can bring her. They see her as an essence of sexuality. The passion that is her, is engulfing, the life led is a life t

Mamaj
Hey everyone come check this out website out it is www.piczo.com and add me as a friend our tell me you are thier and i well add you as my friend anyone has aim hit me back Hello to let everyone know today is my birthday Sorry i havent not been on but the baby was in the hospital she just got out today so we where thier for turkey day also she is doing better i hope she is my pround and joy and then my grandamama had past away we had to go out of town for that she past away on nov 11 and then baby got sick

Songs I've Written...
The tender water falls upon your face You cry your tears of hardened pain The crow flies at a slower pace And it's all cause of a simple rain {chorus} You have the power to slow time down But the entire world doesn't know it You want to get to the time faster Which brings us that much closer to death I see you stand by the side of the river The bright sun glistens on the murky water Still I see your reflection shiver No more black cloud hanging over your head I watch the sweat bead roll down your cheek You turn your head from bad ideas Your spirit flows through the peaceful wind And washes away all the pain and sorrow {chorus} The gentle snow falls upon your tongue It's perfect form slowly melts away And all the children ask their mom to stay But we must leave, it's time to die {chorus} Let me know what you think... Feedback is GREATLY appreciated Locked Up(Part I) Locked in a c

Forgivness
EMILY "RE RE" KENNON AUG 23 1985 - DEC 18 2005 Emily was a good person whom we really never understood but the one thing we did know is she touched everyones heart and soul. She always made us laugh even if we were laughing at her stupidity Like when we got beat with a flag on the fourth of july or even when she said she was going on vacation to tampon florida. There was a reason we called her "Re Re"! most of you know what i mean! Emily knew how to brighten our day even when she made us mad or even when she was sad and lonly I remember a time when all we did was get in trouble even when we were grounded we always found away to see each other. Even though emily lacked common sense we still loved her and it always made us laugh! We always had to explain to emily what things were! the one thing that she knew is how to love friends and family! She cared about everyone no matter how much they fought even with me and we did that alot!

Love ...
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with ... and the one that got away. Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose. I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance. How often have you

My First...
I'm just blogging because I have some time and can't sleep.... Well nothing new really. I'm just looking up Marc Anthony songs on youtube. ^_^ Well Not much else to say really. Guess I will go.... I just have a few random comments. Philosophy is a interesting subject. Of course since I have a tendency to laugh at inapproriate moments so when they ask certain things I find amazingly stupid I tend to think about it and see it is my head and start laughing. Which of course is never good! Anyway so yeah I keep hearing "Sexy Back" and that song makes me nuts! @_@ So I need to avoid it for the good of human kind. LOL Thats about all from me. Oh! One more thing! Why is it if a guy says something of a sexual nature to you but you say something of a sexual nature though less crude they still have a problem with it? WTF is that?!?!?! Its sexist..... Okay so we went to the movies yesterday. It was my first time driving more than five minutes with my bf at wheel and in his car. So it was a bit ner

Massachusetts Bbws- Lets Dance!
Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!! Hugs, ~Nadya~

Thinking About Dancing
Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!! Hugs, ~Nadya~ So have you ever thought about taking dance classes? I use to take jazz classes when I was younger but, being the only Big girl in the class didn't make it easy. Also when you have a teach interested more in what she looked like in the mirror then her students made a big difference for me to. Anyways lately I have been thinking about going back and taking classes not only to learn something fun but, for a good source of exercise. Anyone got any suggestions about what a fun class to take is? Hugs, ~Nadya~

Web Designers
Hey everyone I was wondering if there are any web designers out there that can give me some advice and help. I want to get my site back up in the future but, right now I don't know if that is going to happen without some help. Any thoughts? ~Nadya~

My Thoughts.
So much on my mind tonight. All I want is a hug. I hate soul searching. I feel akward lately in social settings. I really don't have much too talk about. I watch sports, take care of children (school) and my family. I look at myself in the mirror and just frown. I lay in bed and wonder about what tomorrow holds. People drift in and out your life. Lately, the "friends" that I once had were only around me when times were good. I want to roll over in the middle of the night and touch the back of someone who sees me as a treasure. I must say that I am human and I want what every woman wants. A romance. I am such a sap today. I can't help but listen to "Somebody's Me" and cry lol. I am such a nut......I am really laid back and cool. Just the death of a friend of the family and an incident with a student in my class, has made me ultra sensitive. God bless and goodnight I must say when it rains, it pours. Tomorrow my mom is having a test done on her heart.

Photographers
Why when you need a photographer can you never find a professional one that isn't going to charge you an arm and a leg? Since I recently moved I have been contemplating good places to shoot and if I should consider getting someone to shoot my photos for me. Any thoughts? I love to shoot photos myself and like taking my own photos but, sometimes it is just nice to get someone else to do it. ~Nadya~

Abandon All Hope, Ye Who Enter Here
Tania is like Irène. She expects fat letters. But there is another Tania, a Tania like a big seed, who scatters pollen everywhere -- or, let us say, a little bit of Tolstoy, a stable scene in which the fetus is dug up. Tania is a fever, too -- les voies urinaires, Café de la Liberté Place des Vosges, bright neckties on the Boulevard Montparnasse, dark bathrooms, porto sec, Abdullah cigarettes, the adagio sonata Pathetique, aural amplificators, anecdotal seances, burnt sienna breasts, heavy garters, what time is it, golden pheasants stuffed with chestnuts, taffeta fingers, vaporish twilights turning to ilex, acromegaly, cancer and delirium, warm veils, poker chips, carpets of blood and soft thighs. Tania says so that every one may hear: "I love him!" And while Boris scalds himself with whisky she says: "Sit down here! O Boris . . .Russia . . . what'll I do? I'm bursting with it!" At night when I look at Boris' goatee lying on the pillow I get hysterical. O Tania, where now is tha

A Soldier's Promise
A SOLDIER’S PROMISE The freedom to live The freedom to lie The freedom to give and take The freedom to buy. A soldiers promise The blowing wind The blazing hot sun The phone calls to tell you that the job is almost done A soldiers promise The dreams they come and The tears they flow The memories that stay forever In your heart. A soldiers promise Dusty boots Sun browned skin A watery smile A hug to hold one tight. A soldiers promise A saddened crowd The trumpet’s cry The guns they sound The flag draped coffin A soldiers promise FREEDOM FOR ALL

Web Modeling Return???
I know that are some who think web modeling is a disgusting and wrong thing to do. For those to have a problem with it then this blog message is not for you to read. I am trying to determine if I will be returning to web modeling. I wish I was lucky enough to do regular modeling but unless you are miss tiny it isn't going to happen. Most plus size models are even smaller then the average BBW. So I want to know what the public thinks. Should I return to web modeling? Would you like to see me back up my web site? If so I want to hear some suggestions as to what kind of photos my fans would like to see? I can't guarantee I will use every section but, if it interests me I will do my best to provide. So everyone I want to hear from you! Big Hugs & Euro Kisses, ~Nadya~

Poems
Women of Fire, Love of desire, to share her warmth, no longer alone. There stands Speaks to Stone People. Beautiful morning these two will be joined forever and foever. In the eyes of the Mountain Peaks, her Dad speaks amongst the Earth People. Meta Tantay - Walk in Beauty and Peace

In Search Of Female Models To Shoot With!
I am looking for some females within the area of Boston that would be interested in doing a shoot with me. First off this is not an opportunity for your boyfriend, husband, or best friend to meet me. This is a one on one shoot only. I like shooting with other web models or web model want to be. You don't have to be a BBW if you like hanging out with the big girls. BBWs and SSBBWs are preferred but not necessary! Oh, if you are a guy reading this I am not giving anything out to you for telling me you might have someone in mind. Also if you are contacting me asking if you can be in the shoot or at the shoot you can just keep dreaming because it isn't going to happen! Thanks! ~Nadya~

Ibc - Inflammatory Breast Cancer
Ladies I wanted to post this as soon as I got the e-mail my sister sent to me. Since so many lives are affected by Cancer everyday (my family included) please be aware of this form of breast cancer. Tell your friends and men tell your wives, girlfriends, mothers because they may not be aware of its existence until it is to late to treat. Please watch the video and be aware that this isn't a joke. You will be surprised at the age range of those who have lost the battle to IBC. Take care and be aware! Hugs, ~Nadya~ http://64.94.114.73/KOMOTV/komo_ibc.wmv

What Is A Successful Life?
What is a successful life? So often times I hear people say that one of their goals is to have a successful life. It has made me sit and ponder-what is success-what is a successful life? It appears to me that people measure success in a variety of ways. Many people measure success in a way that I find odd. They focus on the material things they have and don't have-the newest car,nicest house,finest clothes,jewelry and television sets. I think what material possessions we have or don't have in life is not at all important in the scheme of life, although others try to make us feel that it is.It matters not where we buy our clothes-at the mall or at a used clothes store. Money may momentarily ease a persons pain, but true lasting love can't be bought with clothes, food, houses and cars. What matters is if our family and others have clothes to wear, food to eat,and a roof over their heads, and happiness-not what they look like or what they own. Eminence is not important either.

Funny Stuff
Rejected Hallmark Cards "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:... -- What was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day!... -- Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful as you.... -- have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love... -- After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life... -- I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am... -- that you're not here to ruin it for me." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me... -- Like the need for therapy." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!!... -- I never knew what evil was before this!" "Before you go,... I would like you to take this knife out of my back. -- You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married... -- but not to you." "Yo

Quizzes..horray! Horray!!
Ashley -- [adjective]:Extremely dominant 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Erm..ummm dont think they got that one right lol Ashley will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Ashley -- [noun]:A person who laughs at anything (even this entry) 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com OMG!! they found out lmao..and now this is true i do laugh at everything lol

This Is My World Part 5
Tell me y something that should not bother u at all bother u so much. I just dont get it. There is nothing that u can do maybe? This could be it. Knowing that there is nothing in the world u can do about something makes that thing so much more harder to deal with. That sounds about right. I mean hey knowing that ur helpless is hard. Knowing that u cant do whut u want to do is hard. Being this as it may y does it bother u so much? Maybe it is the fact that it is just happening is the reason y? Knowing that it is going on. But then could tie back into whut was mentioned above. Then there is the possiblity that something else could be happening and u might not even know that it is? This is something that everyone has gone through but hey, that is a whole different topic and should be saved for another blog. But if someone could explain to me y this happens please do. I need help to understand this whole thing. So ahh yeah, till next time...Same Bat Time, Same Bat Channel.

Shtuff
* "I fucking hate arrogance. No, correct that... I fucking hate people. Vast mindless herds of people, usually around Christmas time or rush hour. And TV stereotyping. Urrrgh! Normality, waiting for anything (patience is not one of my virtues), litter, concrete urbanisation, lack of vision, religious strangleholds, bigotry, sponge cake... hate them all." * "You tend to get rather bored with people or bands not making an effort to look less than ordinary, so we just try and be a little flamboyant, it's just the way we are. We're into this kinda thing." * (When asked why he has a skeleton in his kitchen) "Well, it's a new kitchen.. so we thought it'd be ironic really, to have a skeleton in there." * (When asked how he trains his voice) "Continual masturbation. I'm masturbating now. This arm is polystyrene." * (When asked about what he's going to teach Luna about religion) "I'll let her make up her own mind. I'm not going to force her into anything. I'm not goi

Test
You Are A Poplar Tree People tend to look up to you, and it's a bit lonely at the top. Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage. Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation. You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously. What's Your Celtic Horoscope? You Are An Elm Tree You are easygoing and a pleasure to be around. Good looking, you have a pleasant shape and tasteful clothes. You demand little in others, but you tend not to forgive their mistakes. Dominant, you like to lead and enjoy making decisions for others. Overall, you are cheerful, honest, noble, generous, and funny. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

In Side Dixie's Head (look Out Lol)
well I took a Job as a care taker for a older lady who can't walk and a nanny to her lil 2 year old girl that she is trying to get cousty of well was that a big mistake the 2 year old was really mean she didn't wanna listen she fault me when I would punish her and put brusies on me she would tell me no or laugh in my face I haven't ever had a child treat me that way I just got to my ropes end really quick and told em I was done , finished , that was it , it was over no more and I QUITE I tell you what I was a nervus reack no amount of money could make me stay there don't get me rong the lady and her husband are good ppl but that child man I caouldn't handle that no way a 2 year old is running my life and I have to be up her ass 24/7 Then last nite and today I got some really bad news My aunt has cancer i already knew this but it has spread to her lungs her kendneys are starting to fail and she is on oxgeon and marfine for the pain and they don't look for her to make it 2 more we

Leukemia Walk - I Really Need Your Help...please!!!!
Please Help Me Save Lives Light The Night Walk is The Leukemia & Lymphoma Society's nationwide evening Walk to build awareness of blood cancers and raise funds for cures. Walkers carry illuminated balloons-white for survivors and red for supporters - to celebrate and commemorate lives touched by cancer. Funds raised by participants support the Society's mission: cure leukemia, lymphoma, Hodgkin's disease and myeloma, and improve the quality of life of patients and their families. I'm participating in the walk on September 30th in honor of all individuals who are battling blood cancer especially Nicholas Kakolires, who lost his battle with this disease on March 4, 2006 at 9 years old. This walk is very near and dear to my heart. I knew Nicholas for many years of his short life. I am asking you to help me raise funds to help fight Leukemia so little boys and girls like Nicholas don't have to go through what he did. Please make a donation to support my participati

Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm
I have been thinking this for awhile..and i know alot of you are vip's but i think it kind of sucks with everyone being a vip...i mean EVERYONE on here is a vip...and its just gotten really comercial on here...lol..I am working my way up the old fashion way, earning it....rating profiles and pictures...blah blah blah...Its just everyone is a VIP...whats the point anymore...lol....I like NOT being a VIP......lol...just some buzzed ramblings.... I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically "wrap around" Rock, leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in about 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors I al

Tarot Card
You scored as XIII: Death. Death is probably the most well known Tarot card - and also the most misunderstood. Most Tarot novices would consider Death to be a bad card, especially given its connection with the number thirteen. In fact this card rarely indicates literal death.Without "death" there can be no change, only eventual stagnation. The "death" of the child allows for the "birth" of the adult. This change is not always easy. The appearance of Death in a Tarot reading can indicate pain and short term loss, however it also represents hope for a new future.XIII: Death100%XI: Justice88%II - The High Priestess75%0 - The Fool75%X - Wheel of Fortune75%I - Magician69%VIII - Strength69%XIX: The Sun69%IV - The Emperor69%XVI: The Tower

An Insert Of A Story I Am Writing.
Cynthia had never done this before. She had second thoughts. Rob was the only man she had been with it. Then she remembered how she felt at lunch. Fuck it. I need some action and Chris is hot. Chris was looking for some action. He spanned the room, when he saw a pair of sexy legs in a skirt. Licking his lips and ordering a drink, Chris walked over to sexy legs. Cynthia turned when she felt a tap on the shoulder. Chris immediately noticed her large breasts. Damn what he could do with that. He noticed her face and smiled. Oh hell yes. It is Cynthia. He has wanted that piece of ass for a long time. Cynthia decided to be aggressive tonight. She asked Chris to dance. They were getting hot and heavy on the dance floor. Their bodies molded together and sweating, Cynthia could feel his cock getting hard. She was grinding against him and turned her ass to him. Rubbing her ass all up on his crotch, she takes his hands and places them on her thighs. He decides to slide his hand under her skir

Dear Beer!!!
THE BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____ day of__________, 2006, by_______________________ , between __________________ and _________________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over -- unless it is VERY good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2 No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 8 PM--we really don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit--only mind-blowing sex allowed. 5. No plans made in advance -- that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 6. All gifts accepted--money is always good.. 7. No calling each other "friends with benefits" -- we are not friends, just sex buddies. 8. No extra clothing -- I don't want your ass leaving anything behind whe

The Wisdom Of Getting Older
Everyone gets older, even me...But I look at it this way, I wouldn't want it anyother way, because with age, comes wisdom, and wisdom is all we have to offer people. The sum of our knowledge is something to be shared, and we can't do this unless we've lived a long life. Our experiences grow along with our age, and our knowledge as well. I don't want to grow older either, but I realize tht if I don't, then how am I to be believed by someone when I tell them about life? You still have a lot of living to do as do I. Getting older is just part of it. But I will never be old in state of mind! I just wish that I can get older without looking old! ;)

My Blogs...woohoo Very Creative
Well last night I found out that my favorite uncle has bladder cancer. This was a big blow to me. My father has been gone now for 8 years this past Dec. 2nd and to lose my uncle is like losing my father all over again! He was suppose to be able to come to Fl to visit his family and hopefully I would get to see him but now that has been postponed till he gets over his treatments. Im having a really hard time with all this. I just cant believe its happening. He was my second dad. We spent every summer and every spring break at his place in Myrtle beach SC which was a blast. Now for this to happen it is just upsetting to me. Im hoping his family will step up and be there for him since he lost my aunt in 2004. His kids here are just awful they treat him like dirt and of course they get upset when he comes to visit me since im like white trash to them. well i say fuck them. My dad would of been there for him and would of stuck by him through all this. Well Im just hoping that all will turn

Weekend Event
It was so much fun. Went out with my Sis, Mel, and my nieces and nephews. I know that sounds funny, but they are all over the age of 21. No guys i am only 30. LOL We all went to this sports bar. We danced and sang. Thought i was going to go to jail. had this guy that i never met before start bumping and grinding on me, and even after telling him to back off he didn't. So i took matters into my own hands. Then he tried with my Sis and i yanked her away from him. What is the deal with these people. NO MEANS NO Anyway he finally left, and we went and played pool. Hooked my Sis up with a friend and they slow danced. It was so sweet. She had so much fun. I was so happy to see that she was happy. And although Sis and i are the only ones out of the group that do not drink, i think we had the most fun. This weekend was so awesome. Me and my Sis went out to play pool, and we met two wonderful guys that we met on here on LC. They were funny. The strange thing is we were ske

Whatever
I sit here and watch her sleeping wondering if she knows how deep my love runs I can only hope she knows that she is my soul my every reason to breath. i'd die for her, better yet, i'd kill for her! every beat of my heart is to her every breath! everything i do is to make her happy. i dont care how mushy this sounds! i'll scream it through out eternity! i love her!!!!!!!!!!! i love her!!!!!!!!!!!! i love her!!!!!!!!!!!! there's no one better in this damned world! no one can make me stray i'm stuck on her like crazy glue! i wasn't searching but found in her true love i'd die, i mean really die, if she was gone! i feel my chest is about to explode i feel my soul is no longer mine! I LOVE YOU LISA MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!!!!!! Thanks to all the lovely BBW's that entered my contest. With 203 points the winner is..... Now she gets to choose between a dozen roses or a romantic dinner. Please repost this so that everyone that was in this has a chance to

December 21, 2012...@ 11:11
2012 Philosophy 1. Humanity and Planet Earth are currently going through a huge change or shift in consciousness and reality perception. 2. The Mayan civilization of Central America was and is the most advanced in relation to time-science knowledge. Their main calendar is the most accurate on the planet. It has never erred. They actually have 22 calendars in total, covering the many timing cycles in the Universe and Solar System. Some of these calendars are yet to be revealed. 3. The Mayan fifth world finished in 1987. The sixth world starts in 2012. So we are currently "between worlds". This time is called the "Apocalypse" or revealing. This means the real truth will be revealed. It is also the time for us to work through "our stuff" individually and collectively. 4. The Mayan sixth world is actually blank. This means it is up to us, as co-creators, to start creating the new world and civilization we want now. 5. The Mayans also say that by 2012- - we will

Me
Answering machine message 145 Hi. This is John. If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money. Hey everyone I got the job ... I start in the morning... I am sooo happy!!!!!! The job is the TA in Cottondale, AL . LOL I am going to working around the big trucks don't that figure! So all my trucker friends on here... if you break down in Tuscaloosa and have to have your truck fixed at the TA ... please don't holler at the girl behind the counter! Whoo.. hoo! Well today was good got to relax some.. cleaned, had hotdogs for dinner so got off light there.. then the kids and I made homemade from scratch chocolate chips cookies!! They were good too .. lol Oh yeah I auctioned myself on ebay and actually had some bidders... Guess I am not getting that

Grown And Sexy
Well, I'm finally 31! I odn't feel like I'm 31, at least I don't think I do. I think I feel 27 still....lmao! Everyone says that I haven't changed.... so I guess in their eyes I'm whatever I was when they met me. (In some cases 12!) I takee it as a compliment. But it makes me think, have I changed? Yeah, I know i'm a mom and I have a career that I love. I drive a nice car and live in a new house in a nice part of town... but I wonder, is it possible not to change?? I look back on some of my choices I've made. (Not the best at times) but they were my choices that have helped me to become me... I'm a lot of things, or at least that how I seee myself. Through it all I tried to remain honest to myself and I tried to not allow others define me. I am me... that's it. Tiffany

First Blog...
Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes 1. I cannot eat Mexican food unless I have limes. 2. I sang alot in high school and got to state championships doing solos. I can sing in front of a very large group of strangers but have a very hard time doing it in front of even a few friends. 3. I bite my nails constantly. 4. I'm very outgoing online, but very shy in person. 5. I don't get bitchy when I'm PMSing... I get depressed and emotional. 6. I don't get along with girls very often, most girls are bitches. I've learned now that not all.... but most. People i want to play: Justin, Twisted, Jane, John, Leadfoot and Chris. Ummm I don't know very many people well on here so whatever. What the hell is a blog really? I've never made a blog? Sounds kinda gross... maybe I don't want to make a blog. Will I get in trouble if I d