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A Short Attempt At Music
Well, I recently got some recording gears (finally) and recorded a short intro to a song (57secs). I played bass, guitar and did some vocals. Just wondering what people thought of it (and the mix, for you sound engineers). You can download it here: http://dynamite.byethost5.com/gump.mp3 the song is actually called Killing Apathy...not Gump. anyways, this is my first recording with vocals and bass. So feel free to give constructive criticism/etc. All the best to you all and talk soon I hope!

Where Have All The Flowers Gone
This song by Pete Seegers came out in the 60s its still appropriate for today Where have all the flowers gone? Long time passing Where have all the flowers gone? Long time ago Where have all the flowers gone? Girls have picked them every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone? Long time passing Where have all the young girls gone? Long time ago Where have all the young girls gone? Taken husbands every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young men gone? Long time passing Where have all the young men gone? Long time ago Where have all the young men gone? Gone for soldiers every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time passing Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time ago Where have all the soldiers gone? Gone to graveyards every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Whe

Hey, It's Me Hot Ass Diamond
Okay, I'm cutting to the chase, Any hot guys out here in SW Ohio that like to get together with a hot ass Tgirl/CD? If you don't know these terms more than likely you wouldn't so don't respond lol. But looking for hot slim endowed man for fun and frolick. Don't want no LTR, nothing like that, no strings here, get your freak on and move along lol. Hit me if you feel me. Diamond

Love
WHY DO i ALWAYS FALL FOR THiNGS GUYS SAY...WHY!!! i ALWAYS GET MY HOPES UP AND WHAT HAPPENS THEY CRASH AND BURN. THATS WHAT HAPPENS. ALWAYS!!! FUCKiN ALWAYS!!!! GOD!!! HiM:"iM GONNA PiCK YOU UP TUESDAY SO WE CAN BE TOGETHER, OK??" ME:"YEAH!!! OK!!! WHAT TiME???" HiM:"YOU KNOW iM NOT GOOD WiTH TiME SWEETHEART." ME:"LOL...YEAH i KNOW...iT TAKES YOU LiKE AN HOUR TO GET HERE WHEN YOU LiVE LiKE 15 MiNUTES AWAY!!!" HiM:"LOL...YEAH" ME:"SO YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TiME YOUR PiCKiNG ME UP?" HiM:"NO...iLL CALL YOU LiKE 2 HOURS BEFORE i LEAVE OK???" ME:"ALRiGHT..." TUESDAY COMES!!!! AND NOTHiNG!!!!! iTS FUCKiNG 10:26 iN THE EVENiNG!!!! WHAT THE HELL!!!! iM SO BEYOND PiSSED OFF....iM LiTERALLY CRYiNG RiGHT NOW!!!!! SO....iM TOTALLY TALKiNG TO THiS GUY THAT i FELL iN LOVE WiTH AGAiN!!!! BUT HE HURT ME THE LAST TiME AND iM SO BEiNG CAUTiOUS iTS NOT EVEN FUNNY...HOPEFULLY THiS WORKS OUT....=]]!!! WiSH ME LUCK GUYS!!!! SO.........YEAH iM SiNGLE.....YAY!!!!!! (i GUESS)

A Day In The Life Of
I read a weblog earlier reminding people how not everyone is happy at Christmas. That it can be a really hard time for a lot of people for many different reasons. People may have a smile on their face but a deep down sadness for lost children, fathers, all kinds of situations and reasons, sometimes feelings that get hidden behind smiley faces, but the feelings are there. I responded to her post with a story about what happened here one year as it seemed fitting, but I thought I would also post it here because...well...it just feels right. There's a family that lives close to us who just constantly seem to have an extra rough time of things and nothing but the worst kinds of luck no matter how they try. Christmas Eve I got a small package together of christmasy foods, a couple of toys for their little girl, while my kids were asking what I was doing. I just said "Just watch and see." We snuck down, as I told them it was for the family across the road, left it on their doorstep, kn

Women
The difference between me and them is...I DONT SHOW MY SHIT ONLINE...dont ask me to show myshit in a pic or on cam... it wont happen..i personally am shocked at all the chics on Lc and men equally that show there shit online...and asking me to add u to msn or yahoo doesnt warrant me showin my shit online just because i added you...i have alil more respect for myself than that..and if you dont like it well too bad....i dont change for anyone...not to mention the fact im in a relationship and i sure as hell wouldnt want my bf to be showing his shit for the world to see online...even if i was single i still wouldnt show my shit on here lol....if you wanna show your shit on here go ahead do so its your choice and my choice is to NOT show my shit!!!!lol...so ya thats what im saying..I DONT SHOW MY SHIT. MySt Women are like apples: The best ones are at the top of the tree. Many men dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just

Zepman's New Songs I Learned List
Hey cool cats, Zepman here...was thinking about including some REO Speedwagon into my repertoire, and while listening to "Time For Me To Fly", I realized he (Gary Richrath, REO's now former guitarist/songwriter) was not playing it in standard tuning, but rather, in open D...which then led me to wonder if there were any other songs I could do in this tuning, since changing a 12-string's tuning is a slight pain, especially live. I found that by using a capo on the second fret, I could now easily be in an open E tuning, which would allow me to play both "She Talks To Angels" by the Black Crowes, and, "In My Time Of Dying" by Led Zeppelin (using slide of course)...so now with three songs, it makes it worth my while to change tunings (and besides, open tunings sound soooo cool, lol!!!) Up to 72 songs on my playlist now...! Hope I'm not boring you all to death, Cheers, Zepman Well, I was glad to have learned the REO and Black Crowes songs - they went over BIG time at the two plac

Life
I Want to let all my friends know I am back on LC CT WXYZ or whatever they are calling it these days .. oh yeah its F.U.B.A.R (f'ed up beyond all recognition) LOL Anyway I have been gone for a year due to my account getting locked and not feeling it worth the effort to recover it until now. I hope to connect with all of my friends again soon! and look forward to hearing from and getting luv from you all! I will of course return the favors or fubors or what have you. If I don't tap.. I mean fubar you first LOL ~~TRON~~

Lil Johnny
Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could not contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother. "Mommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane........ "At this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss

Werid
you don't understand thet you hurt me bad when you call me a friend and then push me a way i don't know if you are relly my friend but if you don't help me this friendship wil die sorry every one i had to do that os that i can get the word out to vote for my cherrytap wife brianna (bri for short) here is a link to her contest the name of the contest is the sexiest woman of cherrytap contest. now to anther contest i am also in a contest so can u please vote 4 me as the ct's prince charming contest here is a lnk to that anyone who vote will get some thing from me that is if me and her win Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I WERIDLY obsessed WITH BRITNEY SPEARS 2.I

Martinis And Readi-whip
I tried to ignore it and hoped it wouldnt happen but alas, we're hosed. Those idiots in Hollywood are actually gonna release Casino Royale with that Blonde, pint-sized, putz as Bond. This guy is soooo far off the mark it isnt funny. He isnt Cool; He doesnt exude the prerequesite Suaveness that is 007. How do you go from Pierce to this guy? Hell they'd have been better off cutting Hugh Jackman's hair and letting him do it. I mean damn when we cant even count on a good Bond flick when the world going to shit around us, what the Hell can we count on. I tell ya, First the Jedi turn out to be idiots then Bond get's turned into some sawed-off, two-bit thug. What's next, Ghost Rider will be giving people Time Outs instead of sending them to Hell!?!?!? ***********************UPDATE*********************** Ok for those of you that dont know me, I am not one to rush to decisions. So when I make a decision I stick to it. Unless I'm proven wrong. And when proven wrong I have no problem

Public Service Annoucement
Insanity is Hereditary and Contagious. Those of you with Disfunctional Family and Friends will understand. Those of you who "Think" you dont might wanna read the first line a few times. I got the Martinis, somebody Bring the Readi-Whip. Tomorrow is NATIONAL GOTOPLESS PROTEST DAY. Women everywhere should show their support for the Decriminalization of Women been Topless in Public. Women should have the right to Bare their chest in Public just as Men do. I have attached a link to the site please visit and sign the petition http://gotopless.org/

Stop The Income Tax
How did the bulletin thing get to be so popular? Nobody ever posts anything relevant and they're just as bad as spam or chain messages. So far I think I've lost friends, will die in a few days, never find love, and rot in hell all because I didn't repost in 10 seconds or less. Ah the shame and tragedy of it all...... So here's something worth a minute or two of your time. Right now, there is a measure in congress to abolish the current tax law with all of its confusing rhetoric for a more feasible system. Yes, you did read correctly. However, given the amount of resistance to this system (due to the elimination of all loopholes) there is obviously a lot of resistance from large corporations and their corporate elites. Please visit this website (http://www.fairtax.org/) for more information on how you can help advance the cause. Even registering with the petition would dramatically help. Imagine the entire Lost Cherry community bonding together to effect a change in congress.

Ah Yeah An Stuff
Just wanted to let my freinds know that do read these things that I am haveing trouble with my DSL it likes to work when it wants to, they are supposed to be coming out tomorrow to fix it or atleast tell me what I need to do to fix it, I am going to go up in my attic and redo the splice job I did where I used Cat 3 cable and going to use Cat 5 this time and instead of useing sodterless(not sure on spelling)contactors I am going to sodter it this time, and hope that helps out, well till then hope all that reads this has a great week and will be back soon I hope Scott In honor of the Chicago Bears going to Super Bowl 41. Here are 41 things that have changed from the last time the Chicago Bears played in the Super Bowl (which was Super Bowl 20 in 1986): · Brian Urlacher was in 2nd grade. Rex Grossman was in kindergarten. · Peyton Manning was 10 years old. Eli Manning was 5 years old. Their dad, Archie, had just retired from the NFL two years earlier. · Lovie Smith was in his

Poetry
I wondered ... how the spinning particles know their dance; how the singer sings of the unsung; how the the writer names the unnamed; how the painter reveals the unseen; how the sculptor moves his hands. Then I leaned ... into my pain, and felt myself, weightless, spinning.

Life Sucks
i can learn from mistakes so much to know i can put on the brakes or decide to go though it will break my heart to leave this place we must part for our dreams to face i can choose to go blind or open my eyes to see i could put myself in a bind or choose to be free and i know that your always with me i can choose to laugh or cry sometimes its so hard to say goodbye i've recently had an increase in ego seems alot of ppl think i'm hot lol wow where did that come from lol oh well still waiting for that one girl to do something and wisk me away lol might be waitng along time lol.... ok so now i'm back at sqaure one...i have my place but no job in a hell hole... i don't know what i'm going to do i'm about to be drove fucking nuts and i have no one by my side. i really feel alone here in the world again..i wish i knew what to do but then i thought i had control of my life. i guess in the end it doesn't really matter how hard you try to keep afloat only how h

Travel
Hooray! I have two albums up in my webshots! Each titled Last Dance... Go take a look, and tell me what you think!! http://community.webshots.com/user/cherrybroken so i'm headed to new jersey and new york in november. i'm waaaay excited! i have to get new luggage for sure! gahhhh.. i'm excited and stressed all at once! I have two tickets to see James Blunt at the Rave/Eagles Ballroom in Milwaukee. The show is this Tuesday, October 24th, at 7:30 (doors open at 6:30). Tickets are only available for pick up Monday evening, or Tuesday afternoon, at *the latest.* Top bidder for these tickets by 5:00 pm takes the pair. Ticket prices via Ticketmaster are $30 each, PLUS surcharges, convenience fees, tax, etc. Tickets are only available together (aka I'm not breaking them up). Starting bid is $25 each. Bid now, bid fast. Help me get rid of them, and repost this if you can! Thanks! Cherry

Misc
offer advice and guidance but realize when your children are grown up their lives are theirs and criticism and control are not the answers to all that added "skins" to my profile a big LC THANK YOU had a blast viewing them a tattoo can be removed and though painful, the pain will go away, unlike the pain and hurt caused by comments by those close to you, those cannot be removed--for a friend and for those who cannot understand and criticize her

Wtf?!
ehab: hey ->ehab: hey no offense or bad feelings, im sure you're not a bad man. ->ehab: You have to understand that there a re very sick people here I have to be VERY careful ehab: ok ehab: i'm not During the "shouting" IM'ing was going on as follows: jion mechal (10/15/2006 7:51:17 PM): hi Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:51:37 PM): Hello there, how are things in your part of the world jion mechal (10/15/2006 7:52:26 PM): frist thanks for ur add Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:52:32 PM): same to you jion mechal (10/15/2006 7:52:56 PM): whre u from Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:54:43 PM): you sound foriegn, yes? jion mechal (10/15/2006 7:55:01 PM): can i see u please Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:55:27 PM): can u see me? Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:55:56 PM): seems forward doesn't it... jion mechal (10/15/2006 7:56:23 PM): do u have cam i mean Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:57:15 PM): yeah no. Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:57:19 PM): I must go now. Emma Zombie (10/15/2006 7:57:28 PM): GoodNi

Status Junkies
HERES A QUICKIE NOW IN MY OPINION IF IT DOES COUNT BUT REGARDLESS ITS STILL FUNNY ARE THOSE STUPID PROFILES THAT TRANSFORM MANKIND INTO THEE ANIMAL IN THEM GRRRRRR NOW PLEASE TELL ME THAT ITS THE SAME STATUS JUNKIES PROFILE THAT IS TRANSFORMING INTO A TIGER NOT JUST ANY TIGER BUT A WHITE TIGER IF NOT WE HAVE A PROBLOM BECAUSE SOME ONE TOLD THESE PEOPLE THAT THEY WOULD BE COOL THAT THERE GRRRRRRRRREAT OK NOW MY OTHER FAVORITE IS THE TRANSFORMING VAMPS I CANT GET ENOUGH OF THESE PEOPLE I KNOW YOU HAVE SEEN THEM AROUND IT LOOKS TO BE THE SAME TYPE OF PERSON AND THAT IS AN OLDER LADY AROUND 40 OR SO OVERWEIGHT MOST LIKELY UNATTRACTIVE AND THATS NOT THE PROBLOM THEY TRANFORM THEM SELFS INTO A VAMPIRE NOT ANY TYPE BUT A SEXXXY VAMPIRE LIKE IF THATS GOING TO HELP COMMON NOW THATS FALSE ADVERTISMENT BOTTOM LINE IS THIS YOU NEVER SEE A PRETTY WOMAN (VICE VERSA PERSON) TRANFORMING THEM SELF INTO AN UGLY PERSON OR AN ANIMAL OK OK FIRST OF ALL I AINT A GOOD SPELLER BUT I WILL TRY TO SPELL IT

My Day
For those of you that didnt know. I spent yesterday after noon in the ER at St Peters Hospital with chest pains. Around noon I started having a dull/throbbing pian in my chest that radiated up to my left shoulder. Mom got back from my brothers house and I told her about it and she took me in. After about 8 hours, both EKG's came back normal, as well as the blood work... countless pokes and prods, I came home with the diagnosis of "chest pain-non specific". "Non-specific means that the cause of the chest pain is not clear. Causes of this include injury/inflamation of the ribs, muscles or other chest wall structure, inflamation of the pleura, esophageal problems and other conditions. Although heart disease is considered to be unlikely, it has not been completely ruled out" I have to make some follow-up appts. so I will keep you posted! Current mood: sad ok.... something is bothering me today and will continue to for a while. When I got up this morning its like all the other mo

Laugther, Terrors, Tears And Me ;)
I'mGuest_nigthmareshomeon my myspace addy is myspace.com/demlock well last not was a nigthmare no sleep and cold. found a nice to crash in the woods near the river but as soon as i got comfable something or someone started to move a around near me anouther bum or a raccoon with rabies who know. i got out and stayed up all nigth a coffe joint i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired but i can not yet got to park and take a nap. because i called the sheters and one said maybe there have a bed but i have to call again later in the afternoon to check. i have to spend more moeny that i cannot afford and get my hopes up for a maybe it getting bad anuff to scream allready.

Eddie's
I don't know how to start or what to say. Only that I have a heavy heart, and very sad after this past weekend. Easter, was wonderful and spent it with my daughter and a wonderful friend. Someone who I adore and admire. I have been separtated and divorced for over five years and have dated this friend on and off for that period of time. And only recently have I come to realize how much she has meant to me. At the end of the evening we talked, and though I know the feelings I feel for her. She let me off the hook by letting me know that we would not have any more romantic involvement. It hurt because of the fact that over the four previous years. We tried and and tried and things just never worked out. Mainly because of my anger and total lack of compromise. I will grow and learn from this and from the person I now know as my Best friend. I will always know how wonderful she is and always do my best to be there for her when life is tough. Because I know in my heart she will

Something Stirs
Well it that time of year again, that I dread. I have almost the same feeling about valentine's day as I did last year. It was a mascare, that's what it represents. Last year, made it worse. My Dad passed and that was the day he was buried. Its like a bloody reminder now. Not only that I'm alone, but someone I deeply loved is gone, along with some other friends I deeply miss. I'm trying not to be saddened but its twice as bad when your alone. and the loneliness gets to you, eats you alive. Somedays, I wish I was buried in a grave, under a cold slab. Seems like every holiday or season its always the same, no matter the changes I make in my life. History just repeating itself. Sorry to bore whoever reads this, but its the truth. If there is anyone out there for me please send them in my direction soon. thanks for listening. Well, I had a doctor's appt. today, What I found out is something I had a clue about but not what I really wanted to hear. Here I am dia

Audrey
well first off i hope u all r doing well.. im not doing that great.. i spend the last 3 days in the hospital with a very serious condition my large intestine got infected from diverticulitis and made me very sick.now they r talking about going in and cutting part of my colon out ... i am so scared.. so please pray for me as i am undergoing all these test and surgery... thank you and god bless u all!!! audrey on the 20 th of this month my son was hit by a car and now has 2 skull fracturs and a broak neck please pray for us as we go down this long road... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com I so believe in angels and the lord above after this week.He may have gave us all a wake up call but i am blessed that he didnt take my son away.He kept him here on earth.Please continue to pray for us as we go down this road of recovery as he heals.Ty everyone for your support and your prayers.. god bless..

ok to all of those who it seems like i dont talk to u or post comments. ok dont be mad at me, i admire u all very much or else i wouldnt have added u on LC! ok i dont always have very much time online and so i dont take the time to message or comment or post ne thing. im sorry and one day real soon ill sit and comment every1 all in one day and leave like 3 comments that day and one comment a week every week after that but until then just know that i love u anyways! chameleon sensuality.......Sensuality is the equivelent of not just fucking each others brains out. It is not just pleasing the private parts. Its the passion and the kissing and hugging. Holding and caressing each others bodies. Its the touch of soft lips and sentual hands and finger tips. The legs, the thighs, the moves its a woman on woman, a man on man, or a male and female interaction. Its all about the passion! Chameleon Right now im angry! I just want to rip someones throat out and make them eat it. seri

Cunt Rants
Well i dno.. i think im happy i like this girl.. and she likes me.. yay.. so are soo grat together.. then i like this boy.. and he likes me but he hasa gf.. but likes me more? i dno Hmm i need a job to get out more lol

What Is Love?
It is obviously discribable yet so wonderously indescribable, compromising yet never compromised. It is strong & powerful, yet soft & gentle, give & take...sometimes giving more...sometimes taking more. It is sweet, kind & compassionate. It inspires, encourages & supports. It stands face to face, side by side, back to back & always hand in hand. It is a look in the morning, a touch in the dark, a whispered word. It is a connection...not knowing where one stops & the other begins...2 hearts...1 heartbeat, no matter the distance between them. It is wanting to shout it to the world yet wanting to wrap it up & keep it to yourself. It is so intense it reaches deep inside your soul, holding you captive, yet set you free to soar high above the clouds. It is passion that knows no bounds & cannot be exhauted, passion ignited by an eternal flame that won't be extinguished...satisfied yet wanting more. It is reality laced with fantasy, or perhaps, fantasy laced with reality. It is end

Violence Begets Violence
Violence Begets Violence Is it just me or are we, as humans, on the verge commiting the most massive case of genocide ever recorded, on ourselves? The news is spewing tales of death and destruction, the news paper at the bus stop tells me about pain and suffering, the radio informs me about another injustice, and the internet shows me the road to ultimate destruction. I cant be the only one seeing this, I cant be the only person out of billions who see's the road we are walking, the road to the ultimate end. We have had numerous side trails we could take to get off this road and find a better one with a better end, but still we carry on. I cant be alone in this, or maybe I am. There has been a disturbing correlation of events ever since the attacks on the World Trade Centres in New York. Violence, violence and more violence. Since when did two wrong make a right? I was taught that at a very young age, but my parents must have been the only ones teaching this. I am not against

Pisces
Pisces! About Your Sign... Pisces, Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own. Their natures tend to be too otherworldly for the practical purposes of living in this world as it is. They sometimes exist emotionally rather than rationally, instinct

Stories
eyes widen as she awakens to her new life another of His property...this one hand picked by her new sister, she wears a piece of scarlet leather around her neck hiding the marks of her new life....He gave her immortality as He did her sister onyx...He loves her as he loves the one He first brought here to the Island...onyx fell for her new sister during a trip to the world in which they go to feed...upon returning home she told her Master about her desire to have someone to spend time with when He is away...returning from His last trip she came home with Him and slept till today when He awoke her and placed His marks upon her unmarred skin and then placed the collar upon her neck...she smiled to Him and then to her new sister...she now felt at ease and at home Well Master i will start by walking into the room fresh from a hot shower, clean of the days worries and slowly with my eyes lowered to the floor as You have commanded come to You. i stop before You and i feel Your hand come ou

Confessions
There is this girl that i am still deeply in love with. Even though we are best friends i try but still cant hold back my feelings for her. I feel that she moving way too fast and becoming oblivious to what is really important to her. So what that she is seeing someone else what matters to me is that she is truly happy but I have more than enough evidence that she is not. I know her and she is putting herself back into the ratrace the tried to run away from. I ask questions and at times to many but i am not trying to undermine her I just raise them so that she might ask them for herself not so I can just "figure her out" cause know her maybe just a little bit better than she does. "yeah babe, I got your number" but I am not saying that i own you cause I dont There is a strand that still connects us and I still am effected by you. Yes you are an adult by legality but just like me and the rest of the world you still have some growing to do. You made stop and think about myself

Thank You
For those who have been sticking by me though I have been away for so long, thank you. Your friendship means the world to me. Thank you for not giving up on me. I want you all to know what has been happening. A lot of you have asked me and I felt that it would be easier to tell you here in the blog rather than having to explain it individually each time. I have been going through severe depression and anxiety. I came very close to an emotional and nervous breakdown very recently. The people who actually speak to me on the phone and on here know the details but I choose not to go into them. Let's just say that I do not plan to let ANYONE or ANYTHING get me that down again. There is nothing and no one in this world worth that kind of pain no matter how much you care for them. I have also been physically ill for several weeks. I start to get better thenthe weather decides to change and here we go again. I was born with a very weak immune system so I am susceptable to many things

My Every Day Life
~the dorky me~ Current mood: chipper I was asked a while back what made me change my personality so drastically....( this from a girl I knew way back in elementary school)... I told her I didnt really change all that much... I have just become free to express myself differently... I am free from the fear that was making me hide who i truely was and am! I was thinking of this because I was recently asked why I think I am suck a dork and retard... this person(s) dont think im a dork or retard! but then again they havent seen me in YEARS!!! I decided that I would write a blog to describe exactly what I am talking about, so here goes:When I was a child I was afraid of my own shadow let alone what other people thought of me. I would be so afraid of even talking to people that I would do just about anything to make me disappear. I wouldnt talk unless spoken to, then just answer the question and be quiet again... that all changed when I was in high school in St Regis Montana. That was w

God, Give Me An Answer
So much has happened in the past month. I had to quit my job, which I was making about $400 a week, and I bought a mustang, and life was going good, my bills were paid, I was working, I was happy. Now I have no job, and I can't pay my bills anymore. I am about to lose everything. To make it worse, my mother kicked me out of the house tonight. I guess I am not good enough to be around her anymore. I just need to find two or three job, find some place to live until I can find those jobs and get back on ym feet. I have applied almost everywhere in town. I have applied at: Dollar Tree, Dollar General, Big Lots, Bealls, Blockbuster, and for the city for three different jobs. I dont know where else to go. I am turning in my application to Beef O Bradys tomorrow, and I'm gonna hit my last resort... Wal Mart. I am about to work some 8-12 hour shifts at Gas stations if I have to, which I kinda do. My whole life has been a journey to make it through, and it's like no matter what I do I cant have

Sissys
CANT PUT LINK HERE BUT SEND ME EMAIL AND ILL SEND LINK TO YOU hushy needs to be one on calender plz go vote for him LITTLE JOHNNY LOST HIS BATTLE WITH leukemia: A YEAR AGO TODAY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS ARE WITH HIS FATHER TODAY.HE IS ALWAYS WITH YOU. imikimi - Customize Your World THANK YOU ~lisa ~ FLOW OFFC FOR THE CANDLE stop and show dad some love please love and prayers with you john and hug little david ON AIM AS pacc376 send me an im. gonna be gone for awhile........@ fubar

Normal Persons Movie Reviews!
(Simply Because I've ALWAYS dug THOR!) THE CELTIC BITCHES MOVIE REVIEWS 10/14/06 This official, unofficial movie review is being brought to you via someone who is in the real world who is fed up with some Know-It-All out there who is paid to give the opinion of the week based on paychecks received not actual emeotional responses to the movies viewed. That Someone is me... and for what its worth, my opinion is no more or no less valid than anyone elses, but it is my opinion with out a paycheck attached, there fore it it is unvarnished and non-contaminated by the all might buck... Movie # 1 - Man of the Year Mr. Williams has out done himself. He is Robin and he is back. The man has never been so ON his game. I give it the Celtic Bitches #10 for great movie entertainment. It is A Superior View. Movie #2 - One Night With The King A stirring middle eastern tale that mixes love, lies, betrayal and the jewish story of Queen Esther in a palitable viewing delight. Acting

Important Information For Anyone Who Collects Fossils In Florida
The Carcharocles megalodon shark (AKA Giant white shark) was the largest shark to ever roam the ocean. This shark ate what ever it wanted. Sevral times a year I find fossil whale bones with Megalodon bite marks on them. The serration marks on the bones line up with different size meg teeth. with a detailed bite mark I can judge the size of the shark with in teen feet of length. The given theory is for each inch on a tooth = ten feet of shark. This idea does not work on all of the teeth. the further back in the mouth the teeth become shorter compaired to it's width. The linege of this monster started 65 million years ago with Otodus obliquus. The teeth of this species is much more slender than the megalodon. the blade has no serrations and is sharp as a knife. Where the blade meets the root on each side of the tooth there are side cusps. It looks like two smaller teeth sticking out of the root. BEWARE many of these teeth come from Morrocan phosphate mines and are repaired, poorly. Te

Hissmeow
Not even sure if any of us are on here..... However TOMORROW NIGHT: DEACON X FETISH NIGHT/PLAY PARTY DJ: RONABELL DM: ERIC BLOODSTORM PIERCING PERFORMANCE: SHIFT FIRE: MISS MEOW (HISS yours truely) AND CYNDER dancing by all, play by all with signed consent. @ Berbati's (corner of 3rd and Ankeny) PDX 9pm til 2am cover$10 with sliding scale fetish attire encouraged (enforced to a degree) meow

Sheena's Maddness And More....
This morning I got up at 8am and I thougt oh shit I don't wanna get up today but than again thats every morning as always I have to drink lots of water on the weekends even more so now that I am in this thing that I am suppose to call a chair which means I'm going to be going to the bathroom alot right??? Ok so everyone who knows me knows that I don't like drinking water just because there is not really a taste to it thats just me but I know that if I wanna stay healthy and get people off my ass than I have to do it. Normally I only manage to drink one bottle of water but thats because there are only people around certain times of I need to go but today I had two bottles of water so people would stop bugging me about drinking so much it is easy for abled bodied people to drink because they can just get up and gp, so I went to the bathroom at like 1:30pm after that I had what was suppose to be lunch I had fish which was hard as a brick and the poetatoes were like rock stone and the c

These Days
If you heard that a woman had two men at once what would you think? Whore right??? Most people I know would......... But then theres the whole... If a guy has two women they are the man? Doesnt make sense to me.. most should think they were a man whore. Just saying.. I'd say... "Well if its okay for a man its okay for a woman." Whatever.. Just a thought

Poems
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voice Whispering gently....into thin air At the edge of the mountain I close my eyes Sensing your breathing...feeling you appear there On the edge of my dreams I see your face A twin soul......when we share eyes At the edge of the mountain I catch my breath Touching our finger tips...mouth goes dry In the shadows of my dreams I taste your lips So soft against mine like a warm rain At the edge of the mountain my heart slows Sharing our every breath....two hearts don't refrain

Poems And Stuff
As kids we may not have seen eye to eye, But its still so hard to say goodbye, Talking on the phone and visiting were never enough, telling you goodbye Was still very tough, We may have had some years, But because you are not here, the memories do not help stop the tears. When I heard your voice and you were so sad, I couldn't help but get so very mad, But when I heard your giggle or laugh, I just had to smile, even if its by half, I just wanted to make sure you know, that no matter what life has to throw, You meant so much to me, if I may be bold, more than you could have ever been told, for you are and were the BEST sister and the BEST friend, to that there is never an end, So I wanted you to know and feel the love, I am sending on the wings of your two Angels above, I wanted you to feel their kisses in the breeze, I will stive to remeber and know that life is to be seized, even if its day by day, As you my dear sister will know my love is there to stay. By Angel Meadows 04/22/05 De

A Few Poems To Start...
These are just a few older poems I thought I'd post. Feel free to comment. I welcome any words and thank you in advance for reading :) 1. ~~Pyre~~ It would be as if 'twere death So light the pyre Let the flame burn bright For there is where the heart shall perish On this cold moonless night High and hot the flames will lick The months that passed The clock that ticked The love that used to be first And foremost in this world And it would be as if 'twere death. Empty and cold this bed has been No more laughter No more caress A ghostly presence That had gone unseen And left when eyes Stayed closed, hence, With one deep breath The heart is thrust Into the scorching fire Incinerate my love My living desire For one I never possessed And it would be as if 'twere death. Where pieces to the puzzle fell Together in perfection Have now fallen far and wide Never did they fit; The naiveté in Igno

4 Months Tomarrow
Heh tomarrow is mine and Blayne's 4 month anniversary =) I love this boy. Im so lucky to have him. Its amazing how my day can be totally shitty and then I talk to him and he can turn it around to be a great day. funny how things work anyways just wanted to say I love you baby

Memories....yet Another Poem
YOU I once had a smile a smile you made true. But now that you’re gone What can I do I sit here and wonder If I ever cross your mind I think of you always time after time What did I do Or what did I say That made you turn your back And made it easy to walk away Was it really love Or was it lust in disguise Was I another one of your toys Please tell me no lies My fragile heart Can’t handle the pain as tears roll down my face Like the pounding rain No where to run And no where to hide From the pain I feel within The pain I feel inside No call in the night your voice I can’t hear never seeing you again is something I fear How could someone I love Just hurt me so bad Leaving me to wonder Leaving me so sad Did I mean to you As much as you said Did you mean every word As I lied with you in your bed So many memories of you and i Keep racing through my mind I was so foolish I was so blind By the way Just thought you should know I need to say That

A Poem..."that Feeling"
A Poem from the heart You are a fucking bitch and I hate your fucking guts you think that you're so beautiful but you're nothing but a slut. You think your man loves you but girl you are so wrong cuz the sex we had last night was great it lasted all night long You think your man is true but girl wake up and see that when he's not at your house he's all alone with me Remember while you kiss him both mouths so juicy that his tongue was somewhere else it was sucking on my pussy. You often try and hurt me with the things you say and do but when he's all alone with me who's the bitch feeling blue It feels so good when he's up inside my place when he's fucking you he's thinking of me and covers up your face You try and try and try to make him love you more and more but when he thinks of you he's thinking she's nothing but a whore How stupid are you really How blind can you be you think he loves you so much but then why's he fucking me

F**k
Do me a quick favor, and actually watch it before you rate! I would like feedback if possible =) So...I like funny, crude, and biting tshirts. You may have been able to tell by the shirt in my pic *wink*. Sooooo...I have had LOTS of comments on that particular shirt and others people have seen me wear. I will tell ya a secret...where I buy most of them (the one on my profile was NOT bought there though). I go to T-Shirt Hell ALOT. I am gonna include the link in here for anyone who wants to check it out and putting up pics of some of the less offensive shirts they have. YOU HAVE TO HAVE AN OPEN MIND AND A SENSE OF HUMOR TO ENJOY THEM!!! MOST OF IT IS TONGUE IN CHEEK!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED SO DONT CRY TO ME IF YOU GET OFFENDED!!!!! That said, here ya go lmao......(Link is at the bottom AFTER the pics)I have this one *wink*I bought this one for the guys at work (I am an industrial maint/mechanic at a plant here lol) And many many more....MUWAHS!!!Melihttp://www.tshirthell

Just Some Lyrics I Like!
Close your eyes Let me touch you now Let me give you something that is real Close the door Leave your fears behind Let me give you what you're giving me You are the only thing That makes me want to live at all When I am with you There's no reason to pretend that When I am with you I feel flames again Just put me inside you I would never ever leave Just put me inside you I would never ever leave you Short but sweet...DL it take a listen its very much a dark but sensual song...

Quizzes And Stuffs And Surveys And Stuffs
You Are a Margarita You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party! You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down. What Mixed Drink Are You? Which Egyptian God or Goddess do you represent? (Pictures!) Thoth, God of Wisdom and LearningThoth was said to be self-created, along with his wife Ma'at. He was said to be represented by a baboon, these grave facial features displaying extreme thoughtfulness. He supposedly carried a pen and scrolls with him, with which he records all things. You are a very intelligent individual. You know what is important in life, and that you have to be smart to live in this world. Perhaps you get a bit too caught up in books, to the point where you are oblivious to other things, but for the most part, you are wise and thoughtful. People can depend on you for advice and you can always give those crucial words of wisdom when they are most needed. Which Horror Movie Are You? The CraftYou're whole life, you've felt differe

Urban Wrestling Alliance - Halloween Heat
Well on the 21st October I will be going one on one against Damien Rose on UWA's Halloween Heat show. I'll be hoping to make my UWA record 2 wins 0 losses after a big victory against CM Fusion back in June. I'll let you all know how it goes (if you are interested or at least good at pretending you are)

Blah, Blah, Blahg
Ok..as some of you may remember, and surely couldn't care less, Swerve was gonna fulfill her New Year's resolution, and purchase some underwear. I claimed I was goin' to Vicky's Secret and buyin' girly, lacy unmentionables...but my Scottish frugality got the better of me and I decided that before I spent all sorts of money on undies, I'd do well to test drive a pair before I bought expensive ones. Only makes sense, does it not? Right. Sooo...I did what any self respecting girl in the south does when she wants something cheap. I went to Wal-Mart! I had high hopes of findin' cheap undies; and with visions of a shopping cart with four working wheels burning feverishly in my brain....I sashayed ( Yes, I sashayed. Swerve would never do something so mundane as "walk"!!) past the Nascar T-shirts and boxes of laundry soap printed in Spanish, took a right at the giant display of scrubble puffs ( 97cents! ) and found myself in some sort of pret-a-porter labyrinth of spring fashio

Anxiety Stare
Anxiety Stare Walkin' the street something told my Feet if you walk this greed the grief well cover your Sheets In heavy Dark ashes That covers the Flash's of blind red gashes, filled with this fashion. So i lifted my eye, my Feet in a cry. yelled out my sights been given a blight. Then as i sat There ready for flight a man Walked up to Give me a knife Askn' this man, why you have sent me this here. This rusty old knife with Nothing to fear It gives me small reason of things with out treason when something so Vile comes to my reason. So he got up and left, with nothing to guess vanished to dust, The air left him to rush. sitting to stare, looking to glare. this knife i held with nothing to fear. Moving to go, i left it with flow with Things in its past of some absurd show. So now i sit here, walking the streets as nothing here now talks with my feet.

Lostcherry [experiment]
Well here it is.. I finally dived into the world of 'Social Networking' here @ LostCherry. And so far I'm not really clear on what to think about it.. Within seconds after joining, I was receiving add requests for new 'friends' and being given an outlandish rating of 10 for my profile photo. Now.. wow.. I'm far more popular then i could have ever imagined.. But how is that so.. I have not even posted a word about myself. Well I quickly discovered the truth behind all the attention. It was nothing more then a ploy to fulfill a hidden agenda. All these new 'friends' were all just seeking to earn a new level of 'cherrism' It seems it's just common practice to pounce on the new arrivals and 'welcome' them. Well that seems like a great gesture, a friendly welcome to the community, but again there seems to be an alterer motive to all this 'friendliness'. Personally, I'd much rather people welcome me without then rating me.. and please don't consider yourself a friend you

The New Contest
ok, Many of you are wondering what new and wild contest I am planning........... If those of you are familiaer with San Francisco's "Exotic-Erotic Ball", that will give you your answer ! I am Holding Lost Cherry's First "EXOTIC-EROTIC" photo/video contest. The rules are very simple. There are NONE ! ANYTHING GOES ! You may post as many pics/vidoes as you like. I will group the entries into the following sub-catagories: 1: Individuals 2: Couples (M/F and F/F) 3: Groups 4: BSDM/S&M This will start next week so get your shit together and email me your pics/videos to jafo_online@yahoo.com I will keep this contest going for as long as possible to give each entry as much "internet airtime" as possible. I will give notification on when this contest will end about 30 days prior to final voting. Voting will be judged by ratings AND comments ! If you have any questions, send me a message hear or at my yahoo email address! Good luck to all ! Sean, the Contest GURU !

About Wishing
Women do you wish that guys could get pregnant and why? please give this blog any rate that you may wish. please don't diss us guys very bad :-) How do many people wish for something everyday? I bet you that we would try to be a 100% correct, but in reality we really don,t know. Well I know this is for every woman that was pregnant, i wish men could have babies, and you got most or all women trying to create a way for a man to get pregnant. Well until that day happens ladies, you will be out of luck. In life alot of people make wishes, even i do. Just like every man has his threesome or swinger fantasy, every woman has fantasized or did the real thing or left it as a wish. Just like any person male or female saw the other person pic, they would wish to see them, hug them, and kiss them wishing it was love at first sight. If it happens it happens,if not then just like your dreams, just keep on wishing!

Happy Days
Some People think just because as we get older that we do not need the love and affection that you younger people take as your due because of your age, but let me tell you that just because there is snow on the roof that does not mean that there is not fire in the furnace and when you have lost your husband many years it seems as if life has cheated you out of the better part of your golden years. The time when you can go and do what ever you want to do. Just having someone hold your hand and help you to set down and get up, open the door for you to go in or out. To hold your hand walking, to pat you on the butt or give you a kiss on the cheek or neck or any kind of touch to let you know that they are there with you, it means a lot. Remember that you younger guys as your time is just ahead of you. If you wanat your gal to stay in tune to you you ;have to stay i9n tunke to them.

Yup
I hear you breathin' but your heart no longer sounds strong But you kinda scared of dying so you hold on And you keep on blacking out cuz the post is near Stop trying to fight the reaper just relax and let it go Because there's no way you can fight it but you'll still try And you can try it til you fight it but you'll still die Now your spirit leaves your body and your mind clears The rigormortis starts to set, now you outta here You start your journey into outer space You see yourself in the light but you're still feeling outta place So you standing in the tunnel of eternal light, And you see the ones you never learn to love in life Make the choice let it go but u can back it up If you ain't at peace with God you need to patch it up But if you ready close your eyes and we can set it free There lies a man not scared to die, may he rest in peace I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them

True Love
True Love is hard to find and trust in a woman or a man because of trust and failure to love and trust each other it does tend to make it harder on a woman who loves and cares for a man and or is pregnant. No 1 wants to be alone but its hard for some men to love and care for a woman if she gains weight or gets preg its not fare to her when he takes off after this and jumps to another woman. A woman should never feel she needs to down grade her self or destroy her self esteem or even body or loose alot of weight to keep a man happy its bad when a man just wants a trophy woman to show off with to his friends and such. A woman is beautiful no matter her body shape or even skin color or even if she's a single mom with kids. True love is built on trust and love and caring we need more of this in the world because life is hard enough on all of us rather its work or school or even being out in public plus if there are kids envoled true love is even more important..Jay

Where Is All The Sexy Blk Georgia Women!!!?
I'M LOOKING 4 A SEXY ASS *BLK GIRL* IN GEORGIA...MMMM THAT CARAMEL JUST TASTE SO GOOD YUMMY!!!!....WELL I'M OUT YALL LADIES JUST HIT ME UP...IF YA WANNA CHAT ON AOL...MY SCREEN NAME IS *WHITEBOYINGA*....WELL I'M OUT...MUAHZ HUGZ & KISS 1

Fantasy World
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, b

My Baby
Cystic Fibrosis SUX@ CherryTAP RAY WENT BACK IN THIS EVENING...HE HAS BEEN SICK FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS NOW AND HAS HAD A HARD TIME BREATHING THE PAST FEW NIGHTS SO WHEN HE GOT UP THIS MORNING I MADE HIM CALL HIS DOCTORS AND THEY HAVE ADMITTED HIM. HE HASENT BEEN ON ANY IV ANTIBIOTICS SINCE HE GOT OUT IN NOVEMBER, SO I JUST THINK THAT ITS TIME THAT HE DOES AND HE KNEW IT TO THATS WHY HE CALLED THEM AND SINCE I MADE HIM DO IT SO SOON MAYBE HE WONT BE IN AS LONG THIS TIME I HOPE. I PLANNED ON GOING BACK TO WORK AFTER THE NEW YEAR, SO NOW IS THE TIME FOR HIM TO GO IN...KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AS WE DO THINK OF ALL OF YOU...LOVE TO YOU ALL...HERES HIS ROOM NUMBER FOR ANY OF YOU WHO WANT TO CALL AND CHAT WITH HIM IF HES UP FOR IT 843-876-3833 THATS THE DIRECT LINE TO HIS ROOM. Honey I know right now that we are both in shock but I want you to know that you have made me the most blessed richest person in the world. I love you more than anything and will always love you good

One Small Step...
TPB is one of my fav. shows of all time, its from cannanda, its fucking awesome, wanna know more?? fuck yea concepts, thoughts; theorys; questions that plaige the mind. easy to come by, but impossable to find. feelings are the worst though' wonder' hope; excitment' failer. makin it then begging the jailor. the power to shine and see it grind' away..astray' afar and a mist among nothing. but you have your eyes open, hopeing to look' just once more' one score' and the encor' over and over again. Stepping in the direction of a lost thought. I dunno what to really embark on with these words im jotting, so im just gonna ramble on and vaigly bring up topics of dission and or...talking points. Spots where you can take a breath while reading these words, capitols and vowls all alike....there all here. No true update to give to you the people of the internet' life as a working slave to the dying company of a big red fox is going about the same as it has, and it will. I need

Flying Lesson #9 One must choose to stand for or against someone or something until one chooses to stand for all good. Anytime that you stand against anything or anyone, you are releasing toxins into your body that can harm you, therefore, do not stand against the darkness as if to fear it, instead, stand for the light as if to dance within it... and then you can fly. You can fly. I know you can. L.T. The Human Mythology of For and Against The art of medicine consist of amusing the patient while nature takes care of the disease. Voltaire I have discovered a great and fascinating illusion common in ordinary thought that the page and I have hashed out at length over the years. It is rooted deeply in the ego and is ever so seductive. It grabs hold and takes us away before we even understand what hit us. To our disadvantage, it is also an emotionally, physically, mentally, and spiritually crippling thought form. And it is time to let it

Anti Love Poem
This Was Wrote By a girl Who, Is On my List In MY space, Who Saw Just How BAD i was hurting.. sent this in a Bulletin..i Loved It.. Hope you Do to.. The Anti Love Poem My heart a broken vessel, my emotions a wreck. The next guy who hurts me, I'll break his fucking neck. I've heard all the excuses, the bullshit, the lies. If I have to hear another, I'll gouge out my eyes. "You're such a great listener, and such a great friend" You know what? Fuck it! I give up! That's it, that's the end! So screw all your somedays, and the "It's just not your turn" Because "love" is a fantasy, and in hell shall it burn! Blackboard Lessons I will not make funny noises when Master is on the phone. I will not expel gas and blame it on Master. I will not make up cutesy names for Master's whips, floggers, or paddles. I will not put Master's blindfold on the Cat. I will not try and give away any of Master's toys. I will not giggle and yell "Quit Tickling" while Master is flogging me

Thinking Bout Him
Help Fight Child Abuse !!!!! my name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked i

Woot Blog Woot
Yay...I got a new car. Well, kinda. My mom got herself a brand new car so she's selling me hers. It's an 02 grand am...better than what I was rollin before. So yes, Jacki is HAPPY! I'm drunk...but its amazing that I can still type pretty good. That's just how much I rock. Not really though, if I rocked I wouldn't be single. I've been single from a REAL relationship for a little over 2 years now. That sucks...I suck and that's sad. BOO ME! Nah, I think I'm a good person and a good mother...especially since I'm doing the mommy thing BY MYSELF AND going to school full time. But that's okay, last day of classes is Thursday then I get a month off before the spring semester starts. When that starts I'll be going to school 4 days a week instead of just 2. That sucks. Oh well...time for another beer! Thanks for reading my drunk ramblings! Last night was my 23rd birthday. I had a good time until one of the girls that came down to meet me and my best friend got REALLY drunk and was being rea

Looking For Fun,friendship,frolic
anone feel like talkin for real,give a shout..i dont bite![too hard]-lol..nibble!nibble!lol!..936-442-8484 thank you all for making me feel very welcome here-looking forward to making new friends--n--so forth--

History Quiz.. Please Take
History Quiz, Please Take History Quiz, Please Take Please pause a moment, reflect back, and take the following multiple choice test. The events are actual events from history. They actually happened! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by: a. Superman b. Jay Leno c. Harry Potter d. A Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by: a. Olga Corbett b. Sitting Bull c. Arnold Schwarzenegger d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by: a. Lost Norwegians b. Elvis c. A tour bus full of 80-year-old women d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by: a. John Dillinger b. The King of Sweden c. The Boy Scouts d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40 5. In 1983, the US Mar

What A Kiss Means
What a KISS means *Kiss on the belly----"yes im on my way down" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"i want to keep you forever" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"lets fuck" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"she/he is mines" *A wink ---"wanna go somewhere else?!?!?" *Slap on the Butt ---"wanna hook up" *Playing with the Ear --- "I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I wanna be with u" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"Your mine and I'm never letting go" *Laughing while Kissing --"I am completley Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

The Thoughts Of My Life And Mind
ok i didnt have it easy when i was a child and it still isnt the best my parents and i dont get along at all the both hate me especially my step-mom so yeah any way im tired fuck this im going to bed

Oh Canada!!
SO, WHAT DO CANADIANS HAVE TO BE PROUD OF? 1. Smarties. 2. Crispy Crunch, Coffee Crisp. 3. The size of our footballs fields and one less down. 4. Baseball is Canadian. 5. Lacrosse is Canadian. 6. Hockey is Canadian. 7. Basketball is Canadian. 8. Apple pie is Canadian. 9. Mr. Dress-up kicks Mr. Rogers ass. 10. Tim Hortons kicks Dunkin' Donuts ass. 11. In the war of 1812, started by America, Canadians pushed the Americans Back...past their 'White House'. Then we burned it...and most of Washington, under the command of William Lyon McKenzie who was insane and Hammered all the time. We got bored because they ran away, So we came home and partied...Go figure.. 12. Canada has the largest French population that never surrendered to Germany. 13. We have the largest English population that never ever surrendered or Withdrew during any war to anyone, anywhere. 14. Our civil war was a bar fight that lasted a little over an hour. 15. The only pe

A Game
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Chelsea Elizabeth Horton 2. Nicknames: Bubbles, Sally, Sugar, and babygurl 3. Birthday: 8/10/88 4. Place of Birth: Tulsa, OK 5. Zodiac Sign: Leo 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: n/a 8. School: n/a 9. Occupation: Taco Bell... don't ask 10. Residence: Alamogordo, NM 11. MSN Screen Name: =fallen=angel= __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: brown 13. Hair Length: 2 inches past my shoulders 14. Eye colour: greenish-yellow 15. Weight: 113 16. Height: 5'6 1/2" 17. Braces? no 18. Glasses? no 19. Piercings: 1 20. Tattoos: None at the moment 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Elisa 23. First Award: A student honoroll 24. First Sport You Joined: track 25. First pet: 2 rabbits 26. First Real Vacation: Las Vegas, NV 27. First Concert: Kenny Chesney (forced to go) 28. First Love: Chris Hurt ___ Favourites___ 29. film: don't ask... lol 30. TV programme: Viva La Bam 31. Colour: bl

The Random Thoughts Of A Monk
Well, I have the worst timing EVER!!! So, I had been jokiningly/somewhat seriously talking to a former coworker of mine about how we should do a booty call weekend visit of each other since we both hadnt had any, and she ended up saying she had a small crush on me when we worked together. Plans fell through for a few weeks ago, and then I asked at work the other day about taking a Friday off so I could go visit her for a weekend. And what happens when I tell her about that? She's just started dating another guy as she thought all I wanted was sex, which I thought I did. Then I tell her I had thought about the possibility of a relationship with her the other night. So overall, I feel stupid and an ass. I tell her too late, although she said she had been hoping Id have feelings for her, but with this timing, I also feel I'm putting pressure on her now that she's in a relationship... I feel tomorrow night might need to be a go out to a club night...or at least hang out at a m

I Wont .... Will You
Never forget my brothers who are in Afghanistan. They are fighting and shall Never Be Forgotten. Please take time to read this, and repost. As you all know I am a squad leader, currently serving in Afghanistan. Been here for 6 months now, but this is by no means my first combat tour. In a span of 3 days, I saw 4 soldiers fight, and loose their lives in combat. A lot of people like to say that they were fighting for their country. While I agree with that, there is also more to it than that. People always seem to overlook the rest of that statement. These soldiers died so that their brothers next to them could live. At the time of their deaths they were not thinking that they are helping a nation fight terrorism, rather they died knowing that they were protecting the rest of us who fought beside them. One man died reloading one of our heavy weapon systems. He knew that the operation of that weapon was vital to the safety of the rest of the platoon. At that moment, self sacrifice was w

My Blogs
43 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST: 1. Where were you 2 hours ago? at a school... being a co-op 2. Who will be your next kiss? randy? 3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? my bra 4. When is the last time you went to the mall? like last week 5. Are you wearing socks right now? yes 6. When was the last time you went out of the state? iunno 7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? yes 8. What was the last thing you had to drink? water 9. What are you wearing right now? boxers and a tshirt 10. What was your last purchase? um, iunno 11. Last food you ate? pizza 12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? jenna 13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? yep 14. Do you have a pet[s]? Yes 15. What's the last sporting event you watched? uh, hockey, i think 16. What is/was your favorite class? math, musik and gym 17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you

Read Befor Thinking
for heavenly bliss or any one that knows her my name refures to big truckes not degrading to women some one realay this mesage for me hey friend new porsen here aporsonal friend in real life lets show her some cheery love cariboo cowgirl thanks shawn

I Love You I Hope U Know That
I show and do everything in the world for the one that i love and he doesnt care... My heart breaks and he doesnt care, instead he blocks me from everything, and turns his back on me. I have been his everything for 6 months....while he sits in my house and doesnt do a damn thing. I work my ass off to put food on the table and to make a life for us...and wuts the thx i get.....he cheats on me and talks shit about me... R there ne good guys left out there...im tired of gettin treated this way I'm sorry I've been so hard to live with lately...... this is a difficult time for me right now, and sometimes I take my frustrations out on you. That isn't fair, because you don't dereve to be treated that way at all. I'm trying to learn to think before i speak, but i don't aways catch myself in time. I just want you to know I certainly don't mean to hurt you. I want to LOVE YOU the way you deserve to be loved, and i hope y

Cat
LIFE ISNT LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES ITS MORE LIKE A JAR OF JALPENOS..... WHAT YOU DO TODAY, MIGHT BURN YOUR ASS TOMORROW..... GOT MY PC UP RNNING AGAIN MISS YOU ALL CAT HUGSSSS.... FRIENDSSHIP IS THE GOLDEN THEAD THAT TIES THE HEART OF ALL THE WORLD... CATWOMEN69692002 YOU MAYADD ME I LOVE NEW FRIENDS

Family & Friends
Just want to say a big thanks to all the family's for their warm welcomes and rates Thanks for showing me the love and i promise i'll get to all of yours Probably won't be on later tonite, but hope everyone has a wonderful night Bites & Kisses to all of you

Sexy Rose
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I Love Friends So Much
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Rate Me
people dont understand that its hard for a gangster to change his ways. people dont understand that they do want to change cuz they dont want to live that life anymore but there homeboy's make it even harder for them. ironic do any girls on LC think im good looking? and be honest i wont get mad i just want to know the truth cuz some ppl i think lie to me and tell me i am if they really think im not. cuz i know that im not.

A Poem
Spitits from the deep Who never sleep, Be kind to me. Spirits from the grave Without a soul to save, Be kind to me. Spirits of the trees That grow upon the leavs, Be kind to me. Spirits of the air, Foul and black, not fair, Be kind to me, Water spirits hateful, To ships and bathers fateful, Be kind to me. Spirits of earthbound dead That glide with noiseless tread, Be kind to me. Spirits of heat and fire, Destructive in your ire, Be kind to me. Spirits of cold and ice, Patrons of crime and vice, Be kind to me. Wolves, vampires, satyrs, ghosts! Elect of all the devilish hosts! I pray you send hither, Send hither, send hither, The great gray shape that makes men shiver! Shiver, shiver, shiver! Come! Come! Come! Come, spirit so powerful! Come spirit so dread, From the home of the werewolf, the home of the dead. Come, give me thy blessing! Come, lend me thine ear! O spirit of darkness! Oh spirit so drear! Come mighty phantom! Come great

Justin Lafountain
Beautiful and Broken; words unspoken, tears choked back that attack the lonesome. Self taught teaching; open arms reaching, how can you touch so much with a feeling? Supply and demand; love doesn't understand, one of the flaws in the unwritten laws of man. Diamond cut pierce; hiding can be fierce, but the pain will remain just subsided my dear. The rare white lotus; does anybody notice, or is it too late while fate sings the chorus? Dead rose petals; screaming tea kettles, leave senses defensleless to meddlesome devils. Silent screaming; violent demon, will the next slice suffice- or will you grind on bleeding? Just so you know in my flow you can cope; I'll throw you the rope to show you there is hope. Personally, a caring token; so you won't be, so Beautiful and Broken... Throughout history, humankind has sought the artifacts of legend, cities and cultures of grandeur, and dug for relics of the past which we only know now as myt

More Of Me!!!!!
I dont know I am just feeling a little depressed =( oh well. Ok I don't wanna step on any toes here or offend anyone, But is the immigration thing getting a little out of hand? I mean really its becoming more like the Flintstones Vitamins commercial (1 Million strong and growing) just with Illegal immigrants is 12 Million strong and growing. It just pisses me off that they come here ILLEGALLY and then think they can get rights of LEGAL people. Why don't they just do the right thing and go through the process? OR with the way the news and government is making it, why don't the get with Simon Cowell (for those who don't know who he is, he is the creator of AMERICAN IDOL you know the prick of a judge) and make a new reality show, and call it THE NEXT AMERICAN CITIZEN. and the show would revolve around ILLEGALS who are running through the desert trying to make it. And if they DON'T die in the desert and they do make it they can become the NEXT AMERICAN citizen, and make them d

"i Am A Hypocrite"
Lets get it out of the way right now. First things first I am a hypocrite. At times, I do do things that violate my beliefs. Just having beliefs even strong beliefs gives me plenty of opportunity to be one, a hypocrite.. in fact it is quite natural for me. Shoot, most people would say its a good thing to be perfect.. Not that they can be just that it would be good. There is no way I will live up to the standards that I believe to be good and true and righteous 100% of the time. So I am taking the pressure off. I believe you should do everything right all the time. But I don't. I am a Hypocrite. There that felt better. I have good reason for this. You see my mind and my body tend to disagree alot. My mind makes more sense but my body is much stronger at times. But my mind sees the end of the trail that my body can't see. A big cliff. Invitations to go place my body wants so badly too see, mind says run (but can it be really that bad) No one knows, oh except the people

Random
I just found out that I have a vampire name. 3 different web sites have all given me similar names. Some of you may not believe in that stuff, I myself am skeptical. But I like anything mythical, mysterious...and it wierd that 3 different places come up with similar names. Well here it is.... Angelique VigÃ©e-Lebrun Known in some parts of the world as: Leto of Wallachia The Great Archives Record: Died and rose again in the name of eternal love. This could be a random thing, who knows. But its cool to learn! I grew up on Rock n Roll, which is now considered classic rock. I love Metal, Hard Rock, Alternative, even some Pop. I absolutely HATED country until a few years ago. I like a few artists, but I can not get over the WHINING that is in a lot of that music. (This coming from a girl who grew up not too far from NASHVILLE.) Go figure. What do you like? Just a Place I thought I would post names of some people I have lost touch with. Tami Kaiser ~ Brian and Cheyenne's mom. K

Angery At The World....
God first they wake me up at 9:00 when i went to be aroundd....5 in the morring.. and then they take me shopping for shit i could go on my own time..then make me go shopping for a lazyboy chair.....and well i am a little bitchy ...then chris yells at mt...and well that just adds on to my ander...well i got to go... Love robyn

Brandys Rap Sheet
hi everybody from the cherry relm wanting to send out the love from a montana cowgirl for you to have a happy easter and may it be special to ya hugs and kisses brandice or the a.k.a. bb just me hanging out here today is first day since i signed up this afternoon hope all is fun as it has been so far shout at me i try to figure it out later brandy

~*prose Of Purg*~
Bridges are both spontaneous and simultaneous. They are simultaneously the most Noble the most Needed the most Used and the most Beautiful architectural undertakings/achievements known to ALL Humanity! They are designed to stand up to the Woes and the Wear & Tear of ALL of Nature's Wanton-Wares. Spread 'em! Bridge-makers are the most Noble Profession known to ALL Humanity, for like Bridges themselves, Bridge-makers are Present in every locale in every Profession and in every Place. Spread 'em! No Bridge is un-breakable, but ONLY the Strong can Stand the test of Time. No Bridge is un-makeable, yet ONLY the weak can fold on a dime. Spread 'em! They either Stand or fall... they're either Has-beens or Never-Weres. Spread 'em! Cicadas trumpet de`guello chants in an all-too-familiar, random drumline. The night blooms black in a star-spotted bruise, no clouds in her sky, save for the thin jet-stream just below... The brightest of August moons

Yo Mammo
This boy has just taken his girlfriend back to her home after being out together, and when they reach the front door he leans with one hand on the wall and says to her, "Sweetie, why don't you give me a blowjob?" "What? You're crazy!" she said. "Look, don't worry," he said. "It will be quick, I promise you." "Nooooooo! Someone may see us, a neighbor, anybody..." "At this time of the night no one will show up. Come on, sweetie, I really need it." "I've already said NO, and NO is final!" "Honey, it'll just be a really small blowie... I know you like it too." "NO!!! I've said NO!!!" Desperately, he says, "My love, don't be like that. I promise you I love you and I really need this blowjob." At this moment the younger sister shows up at the door in her nightgown and her hair totally in disorder. Rubbing her eyes she says: "Dad says, 'Dammit, give him the blowjob or I'll have to blow him but for God's sake, tell your boyfriend to take his hand off the intercom bu

Pastor Troy
I would like to thank everyone for stopping by, I am by no means religious but everyone calls me Pastor Troy so I guess I can play the role. I could care less what you really think if you like me then thank you and if you don't then don't come in my service is free but my time is not. Dont tell me that what i do with my life is wrong because again I dont care I love to drink and I love to be crazy but as long I only hurt myslef it is ok. more to come thanks again

Swarming Buzzwords For The Honeyblood
When the rough grabbing hands of callouses in black leather disguises swiftly slap and snatch your precious cargo child with head trauma concealed in sleepless pillow case and duct tape disappeared off the streets in darkness of desperation delayed indefinitely on their longest way home from the library of rote studied rules and lies engraved in stone on tombs will your insured bank account be shelter enough from the shit storm about to blow down your fans those sychophantic neophytes numbed enough to feed your blind greed will your carefully balanced checkbook open wide enough to accomodate the anxious demands laid out by the bedridden lusts of enforced loneliness exposed in the semen slicked covers of glossy magazine selling death inducing orgasms to the audience of captives stimulating the interest rates blindly to climb into tree burning machines of intentional mutilation with mouths wide open swallowing with surgical smiles annihilation by the ounce in time relea

It's Race Day Folks!!!
Well, it's about time for the race to start. I'm pulling for Mark Martin not only to do well in the race, but pull ahead in the Nextel Cup Chase standings. I'd like to see finish out his last full season winning that elusive championship. Go AAA No. 6.

Hurricanezen
A CONSPIRACY OF SILENCE This is not about you This is about me A woman exposed To things unspeakable A woman deposed From things you make Unreachable Dealing with young minds Your dogma makes unteachable Dealing with your religion of violence This is about me Being victim to you In a conspiracy of silence This is not about you This is about me Whose brown skin accepted Touches from loving men Who calmed, protected, respected And never rejected the Unconditional love of The girl child I was But a man hiding behind the Apron of a beaten, broken wife Twisted evil fingers Into my softness like a knife He changed my mind forever About the meaning of a man I’d like to change it back again; I try, but never can I cried and kept my mouth shut Finding no female alliance While my childhood died, unnoticed In a conspiracy of silence This is not about you This is about me Being sick of mother fuckers Getting rich and flashing grillz Talking trash and p

Fuck!
I cannot stand people who do not follow the damn four ring rule.. When calling someones home you let the phone ring 4 freaking times. If no one picks up you hang up. You do not call back immediately and continue ringing the damn phone. I hate being woken up and having to pick up the damn phone and it's only to hear someone asking me what am I doing? Bitch! I was sleeping and if I sound pissed off it's cause I am.. If I wake up on my own thats a different story, but if you wake my ass up you are assed out!. Yes I'm in a bad mood now. Upside to this is I'm up it's after 6 pm, and I have 4 six packs in the fridge. ~End of mini Rant~

Step Town Play
check it out if you'd like...:) It feels good to have an opportunity such as this. I always dreamed of having an album to call my own, and now to have it on itunes gives me that warm feeling. even more so, the SUPPORT for this project has been tremendous. I just want to thank ALL of you again for it. i only made around 70 copies for the initial pressing...i hope later to get more copies but for now its easier to just have people go on Itunes and do the purchasing there. if u would still like to purchase an actual cd, please..dont hesitiate to ask!thanks for the support i know you will bestow me with.for the when,-dre1. Intronym ..2. For the when ..3.Acktastic Voyage ..4.Horn for sale ..5.Interlude for Lola ..6.Water changes the mood ..7.Million

Ie C'est Noir
I know you've been here, everyone has at least once... If you can't sleep tonight, then don't! Worry not because tonight is one of those timeless nights that never begin or end, you only slip in and out of them. Tarry here awhile then in between the sun scaped lands of your waking world. Listen to the secrets the night breezes whisper as they pass over ponds of water and cool your skin. Stand outside and relish the blazing star fire that heats your skin with a cold burning. Turn your eyes away from the shadows of the world and lift up your chin to gaze at the wonderfully pure reflection of the sun shining with a silver flare off the landscape of the moon. Tonight dance with faeries on shadowed lanes, and run with the deer under old oak trees. Dip your toes into waters with ripples laced with white fire. On nights like this when you can slip into the ancient lands do not fear getting lost, because when you enter the timeless realm that tonight has given you, ther

The Blue Otter Doodle
I dreamt in black and white sketches Tumbling thoughts, penciled in faces flicker in my minds eye Speckles of laughter fell from the captions on the misty pages of the glancing moment A glimmer of you in the pen and ink The moment the words fell from the wound that bled this night onto me I dreamt in black and white sketches Black and white dreams of you filled my night One falling into another, stumbling slumber swept me away To a black and white night With you.

Hey Everyone, If You Got The Time Please Rate And Comment On My Pics So I Can Progress In The Ratings. Thanks!
I WOULD LIKE TO SEE WITHIN 48 HOURS IF I CAN MOVE UP TO THE NEXT LEVEL FROM PPL RATING AND COMMENTING ON MY PROFILE AND PICS. I WILL DEFINITELY RETURN THE FAVOR IF I HAVE NOT DONE THE SAME ALREADY! LET'S SEE HOW THIS GOES! THANKS IN ADVANCE! HI EVERYONE, STOP BY WHEN YOU CAN ON MY PROFILE AND SEND SOME RATINGS AND COMMENTS MY WAY....I WILL RETURN THE SAME IF I HAVE NOT YET DONE SO ALREADY. please rate

I Have The Best Cherry Friendz!!!
the days come, the nites go, but frienships are different, when nurtured, they grow! whether online, or by my side, clown luv muthafaco, juggalo pride! written by: slingbob777 ~~juggalo homie~~

Adult Photos
Is it just me or have others noticed a jump in nude or explicet photos for the new members... Lost Cherry is an awesome community that is pretty libral with its rules. If you respect others then you are free to do just about anything you wish. I hope that your guys will quit putting the standard comments on the photos that are adult, but used as default. It is up to all off us to keep this place from becoming a "Dateline exclusive". I don't care if some newbie thinks that I am being an ass because I asked them to comply with the user agreement. I enjoy this site, and the friends I have made here...I generally protect the things I like, and you should too! Don't be affraid to tell somebody that their default photo is not acceptable, if you do it in a respectfull manner I am fairly confident that you'll have the support of the Lost Cherry staff. Well enough with that, hope everybody is doing great.

Can I Have Some
Saw this in a stash and had to put it in a blog. 1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......d

Random Thoughts
This is a timeline of the last year..revolves around my past relationship..and evolvement into what I have now.. I just felt like sharing.. I am turning quite sappy these days. Enjoy... January. This shit is getting real old. No way its going to last. How much longer do I wait..give it 100% one last time..you know it will be fruitless but you have to try. February, friend request..juggalo... I said yes. Back and forth..simple shit..everyday life and that was it. March I have an eye for you.. flirt a little..you did it too. Back and forth..deeper complaints. relationship, unhappy, wow your cute. April life takes an expected turn.. you don't like the story and sound concerned *wow I can rhyme a lil bit* You think that I am wasting my time..this thing I have is not forever mine.. you were so right. May you invite me on a trip..he left me hanging and you caught me quick. The only one who showed concern.. I was sick and again things turn. You invite me to come with you..

One Dirty Question
CoMON girls....or guys....don't be shy to ask me a question and I'll be very honest~ Body: One Dirty Question!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: You get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you *1 Dirty Question

Lmao...cali Vs Texas! Enjoy..
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on thier asses at the bottom. CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The

Pandora Sage's Blog
"Congratulations! You're one of our finalists to win Radiohead tickets! You've got til noon tomorrow (Tuesday) to get as many votes as you can! You and your friends can vote as many times as you want! The key - get as many of your friends to help as possible. You won't be able to do this by yourself. Whoever gets the most votes by noon tomorrow gets our tickets to see Radiohead! Thanks for listening to 'BCN and GOOD LUCK! Get your friends to go to: http://www.wbcn.com/pages/2751795.php" http://www.gravel2008.us/ Being the crazy person that I am, I came up with a few different combinations of casting Scrubs characters as Rocky Horror characters. Which do you like best? Do you have any other good combos? A) Frank - Dr. Cox Brad - JD Janet - Elliot Riff - Janitor Magenta - Jordan Columbia - Carla Rocky - Keith Eddie - Turk Dr. Scott - Dr. Kelso Crim - Ted Ralph - Todd Betty - Molly B) Frank - Dr. Cox Brad - Keith Janet - Elliot Riff - Turk Magenta - C

To All My Closest Friends
I just wanted to express thanks to all those who have and will show me love in my time of need. I want to go ahead and express how thankful i am for each and everyone of u. The next few days are goin to be very stressful and i dont know if i will have time to thank each one of u individually for ur kindness. Much love in my time of need, Melissa GRANDPA GEORGE U R MISSED GREATLY AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U!!! OUR MEMORIES WILL CARRY ON WITH ME THE REST OF MY LIFE....U WILL NEVER B FORGOTTEN!!! I have been lucky in friendship. I may not have wealth or success that some can claim, but i know what it is to have somone in my life who knows me well and likes me just as I am, who listens to me and makes me laugh, who makes my life better on a regular basis. Because of you I know what real friendship means..... and that's about as lucky as a person can get. Thank you to all of my friends who have been there for me and who love dearly.....

Beautiful Suicide
pain suddenly corrupts the body sorrow is left insde no more to give left with nothing temptation starts wanting to kill that one special guy you thought was your everything whats stopping you? whos gonna know? just do it voices are telling you to kill others are saying no whats left for him? whats left for you? heart broken, torn apart gun to his head, bang! hes dead razorblade to wrists blood everywhere you just cant take it anymore knife to your throat slowly moving your wrist what a perfect murder what a beautiful suicide

Be Like Water
Be like water my friends pour water into a vase it becomes the vase, pour water into a pitcher it becomes the pitcher. life throughs alot of curveballs your way, you must learn to adapt to what you must and flow with the flow , soo be like water you'll have less stress and feel much better with a renewed out look at life, you cannot control thing's that you have no control over! be like water my friends pour water into a pitcher it becomes the pitcher, pour water into a vase it becomes the vase, life throw's alot of curve balls so you must adapt and change so be like water my friends.

Articals
BELIEFS Wiccans Want Their Star on Vets' Graves The VA allows use of 38 other emblems of faith, but not the pentacle. After nearly 10 years of efforts, lawsuit takes the issue to federal court. By Louis Sahagun, Times Staff Writer October 14, 2006 Pete Pathfinder Davis has been fighting for nearly a decade to have the emblem of his faith engraved on the headstones of veterans buried in federal cemeteries. But the application he filed in 1997 with the Department of Veterans Affairs for use of the pentacle — a five-pointed star surrounded by a circle — is still pending. ADVERTISEMENT Davis and other Wiccans, who sometimes describe themselves as pagans or witches, say it is time for the VA to recognize their religion, which worships nature and employs the practice of "magick." The battle over grave markers gained a higher profile recently with a dispute over a Wiccan serviceman's headstone in Nevada and a lawsuit filed Sept. 29 on behalf of two churches and three Wicca

I Miss My Friend!!!
WHAT IS THE NAME OF YOUR ANGEL? THE ONE BESIDE YOU THERE. OH,YES,YOU DO HAVE A GUARDIAN ANGEL. ONE WHO WILL ALWAYS CARE. YOU MAY NOT THINK IT'S TRUE, BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO SOME, OR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO YOU. YOU MAY ALSO SAY YOU'RE NOT SPECIAL OR YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH, TO BELIEVE YOU'VE HAD A GUARDIAN ANGEL, CAN BE KINDA TOUGH. BUT THE ANGEL HAS BEEN THERE, HELPING YOU GET BY. AND BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY TO YOU ONE DAY, YOU'LL LEARN TO FLY TOO. SO NOW THAT YOU KNOW HOW, WE GET THROUGH THE HURT AND PAIN CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME, WHAT'S YOUR ANGEL'S NAME? BRITTANY R.HESS THIS IS A POEM MY FRIEND WROTE!!! I WAS IN SALIAN AND I WAS GOIN BACK TO KANSAS CITY, I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY BEST FRIEND JESSICA TELLIN ME THAT ONE OF OUR FRIENDS HAD DIED THIS MORNIN.JESSICA WAS TAKEIN IT VERY GOOD ON THE PHONE SHE DIDNT GO ALL TEARY EYED ON ME...I HAD ASKED JESSICA WHAT HAPPEN AND SHE TOLD ME THAT...BRITTANY GOT A PHONE CALL AND IT WAS

Poems And Songs
You're intoxicating Well worth waiting For and I know all the things I need to get me through Till Tomorrow I'd beg and borrow For Just one chance to spend some time alone with you Even if I just sit there and look at you But you're confused and don't know how to feel Because the way you feel isn't the way you think you should You know it's right But feel it's wrong For you to feel all these things inside of you You feel so hollow I'd take your sorrow For Just one chance to spend some time alone with you Even if I just sit there and look at you But you're confused and don't know how to feel Because the way you feel isn't the way you think you should I'd wait here forever But I'm willing to walk away Whatever you need to make you happy and erase the complications I could have been the best thing that you never had Would it really have been that bad? To live in my dreams Get lost in your screams Of passion that I know you are hiding I could wait

The Infamous Blaze
More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say

So Called Friends
No offense but... People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bullentin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...Repost this if you are a friend..Don't reply...just copy and paste this in a new bullentin as "So-called friends" Hope I will see you post

Blogs!?
Does anyone on here live near me? just checking... Doesnt seem like it.. :( I would like to meet some cool people so if your in my area then hit me up.. Oh and by the way prob not interested in meeting guys so um...yea...

Just Some Things
COME ON.. GIRLS.. WANNA SEE A HOT GUY THATS SO SO SWEET.. WITH A BODY TO DIE FOR... SHOW THIS MARINE SOME LOVE...... Jody@ CherryTAP shit i forgot rated r superstar.. how could i do that.. you know i luv ya !!!! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.. THATS THE THOUGHTS THAT ARE RUNNIN IN MY HEAD... WONDERING WHAT TO DO.. I NO LONGER HAVE MY JOB... UGGHHH THIS SUCKS ASS.. MY KIDS ARE GOING BANANAS... IM AT WITS END. I HAVE NO NERVES LEFT. LOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW... SUCKS ASS.. I KNOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT BUT I NEEDED TO COME HERE ONCE AGAIN TO VENT AND SAY I FUCKING SUCK!!!!!

What To Do When You Have Noting To Do
we have fun in diffent ways we do thing out doors and when there are people a around but they can not see us at all. how do you have fun let us know. we like to play out side tie her to ta tree and see what happens when people walk by and see what they woud do what would you do when you see a person tie to a tree ?

Special Someone
why i left the room she knows why and she knows what im talking about Fantasies are Part of Life its Like a Dream But a awake Dream that we Whant to achieve so Bad. My Fantasies are Endless ill Share with you some I Always Whanted to Lay Down With a Girl on the Floor and Stare at The Stars.(Fantasy never accomplished) I Always Fantasized a Girl to wear Schoolgirl Just for me(Never accomplished I Always Whanted to Shower with my special someone(never accomplished) I Always Fantasized to Kiss in the rain(Never accomplished) i know one day ill accomplish this but for now all i can do is wait Yeh My Nights are Lonely and Tears are My Only Companion in this Life.Friends Have Left me For Material Stuff Leaving me Behind What I Feared The Most has Turned Reality. Im alone People Dont Really Care about you. They only use you for their Personal Whant and when you are Down they Step on you like you were a Roch But There are alot of Good People out there. Those are the Peop

Memory
Its funny how we remember some things...but not others. I remember bits and pieces of my life. Most of my childhood I don’t recall with any clarity. Pictures evoke memory but even then only slightly. I don’t remember conversations and that I find disconcerting because in the end it’s the words said not the event that evokes the memory. Unless that event was so traumatic that it is burned into your memory. Maybe I’m just repressing memories. Though I don’t generally feel that is the case. My childhood wasn’t any more horrible then for most peoples. I remember faces a lot more then I do actual events. I remember the face and know that I’ve seen it but the memory with that person is mostly fragmented. It seems as though when a person is in your life at present you can remember past events and conversations but for me once that person is gone its as though they almost didn’t exist at all cause the memories slowly fade away into nothingness. As this ever happened to you. Am I thinking to m

Problems
I'm 39 years old. Not too old by most standards. However, when I was growing up things were so different. What has happened? When I was growing up... if I had a fight with someone, we got out the fists and commenced to fighting. I was never one of the hair-pulling, slapping, girly fighters.. I had a brother and I had to learn to fight or he would always get the best of me. I wasn't having that. And though I was always one to take up for myself (and most around me, lol), I have probably only been in about 6 fist fights in my life. Nowdays, people don't use their fists, they use guns or knives. What used to end in a shaking of hands, now ends in death and incarceration. What has happened? When I was growing up, we had really kewl Saturday morning shows like He-man, The Hall of Justice League (Aqua-man was my fave) and Thundercats (HOOOOO). We had Fat Albert, who showed you could live in the ghetto areas and still find fun, constructive things to do.. and learn a life le

If I Knew
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say o

Welcome To Planet Mother Fucker!
its my birthday today @) Been out 2nights in a row now. Im fucking knackered. im going to bed night Off to work now. Got a full set of 100 dreads to instal for someone, god knows what time I'll finish. O well....think of the money..... DEcided on my next tatto, will get it done next week :)

Maybe I Have:
What if its all a lie? My Comforter by Emily Jane Bronte Well hast thou spoken, and yet not taught A feeling strange or new; Thou hast but roused a latent thought, A cloud-closed beam of sunshine brought To gleam in open view. Deep down, concealed within my soul, That light lies hid from men; Yet glows unquenched--though shadows roll, Its gentle ray cannot control-- About the sullen den. Was I not vexed, in these gloomy ways To walk alone so long? Around me, wretches uttering praise, Or howling o'er their hopeless days, And each with Frenzy's tongue;- A brotherhood of misery, Their smiles as sad as sighs; Whose madness daily maddened me, Distorting into agony The bliss before my eyes! So stood I, in Heaven's glorious sun, And in the glare of Hell; My spirit drank a mingled tone, Of seraph's song, and demon's moan; What my soul bore, my soul alone Within itself may tell! Like a soft, air above a sea, Tossed by the tempest's stir; A thaw-wind

Caucasionlover
hello to all Myrtle Beach females on lost cherry i am on a quest to find the most sexually active woman out here to give me the the workover of my life and in return i will do the same but in order to do this you have to have a love for sex,foreplay and anything else YOU can think of well i hope that i have gotten your atention so hit me with a message and i will do the same in return

We Want To Promote New And Indie Bands!!
We want to promote and play your music on our podcast. You can find it at www.pullingmypod.com. If you submit two or three mp3's along with a band bio they will be played and reviewed. You can also submit a show calendar and where to buy your music and we will pimp that too. Its free to play and free to listen so let us promote you. You can contact us at pullingmypod@bellsouth.net

Lyrics
Beyonce ~ Irreplaceable To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left To the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet that's my stuff - Yes If I bought it nigga please don't touch And keep talking that mess, that's fine But could you walk and talk at the same time And It's my mine name that is on that Jag So remove your bags let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard telling me How I'm such a fool - Talking about How I'll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you in a minute matter fact he'll be here in a minute - baby You must not know about me You must not know about me I can have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone And call up on that chick and see if she is home Oops, I bet ya thought that I didn't know What did you think I was putting yo

Why!!
Just when I thought it was safe to breath There you are to break my reprieve The thoughts of you had begun to subside The back of my head was where they’d reside Just one call in the middle of the night Reopened those gates and clouded my sight. Reminding me how I long for the feel your skin The taste of your kiss, where have they been Letting your sent fill up my lungs I want more than your name on my tongue. Pulling your hair, you clawing my back Why is there someone who has to keep track

Info
To anyone who cares... I posted 2 pics of me in my folder called "my tats and me" feel free to look XOXOXOXO So you want the day off.Let's take a look at what you are asking for ....... There are 365 DAYS per year available for work. There are 52 Weeks per year in which you already have 2 Weeks days off per week leaving 261 DAYS available for work. Since you spend 16 Hours each day away from work,you have used up 170 DAYS,leaving only 91 DAYS available. You spend 30minutes each day on coffee break that accounts for 23 DAYS each year,leavingonly 68 days available for work. With a 1 Hour lunch period each day,you have used up another 48 DAYS leaving only 22 DAYSavailable for work. You normally spend 2 DAYS per year on sick leave. This leaves you only 20 DAYS available for work. We offer 5 HOLIDAYS per year ,so you available working time is down to 15 DAYS. We generously give you 14 DAYS vacation per year which leaves you only 1 DAY available for work and I'll be DAMNED if y

2 Mah Family And Friends
o0o how i hate to sleep alone when it's so0o cold out..Thinking of The naughty Fukking one can be doing on a rainy night as this one. I love having Dripping wet S.E.X in the rain.. Who wants to be mah Fukk Buddy 2nite... Tuck me Ladies... Shyt if I ever get this blog thangie down..UGH I wrote allof you something beautiful and inlighting but hell if I know where it went to.. So now I forgot all that I had said.. But basicly what i was trying to say is that friends and Family seem to be neglected sometimes.We tend to get to wrapped up in ourselfs at time that we forget the important ones. The ones that are there when we need a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear, or something jus say to us u look like shyt i hope that your not going out with that on..LoL.. Way im saying this is that I was jus worxing on some graphicz for mah profile and fixin things up alittle cuz i have only been here for about a month or less. Still learning the way here...And i looked over

Help Her Out
we both need some sweet cherry love and i promise to repay it just leave me a message that you helped us out and we will return the favor...i mean come on what are friends for anyway!!!! thanks in advance sexual princess please show some love for happyjack on my family list...i will return the favor for all that reply just leave me a message of the love you have sent and i will return it. thanks the princess please help my friend seanna she is on my family list and she is new to the system so please help her out and she will return the favor and so will i. thanks for your attention in this matter it is greatly appreciated!!!

Not For The Weak Of Heart
Cool Slideshows Hold on baby > > This is a car advertisement from Great Britain. When they finished filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the side of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person had been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. > > > > The ad was never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly phenomenon. > > Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in the middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front of the car then following it along the road....Spooky! > > > > Is it a ghost, or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the ad you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background about it near the end of the commercial. > > > > > > > > > >

Lost Inside My Own Mind
Web | MySpace | People | Music | Blogs | Video Film | Books | Classifieds | Comedy | Events Groups You Must Be Logged-In to do That! MySpace is FREE, But You Must Be a Member to Use That Feature Keep Your Account Secure! Look for login.myspace.com in the Address. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Member Login E-Mail : Password : Forgot your password? Remember Me Not a MySpace Member? Join FREE and Get Connected! After You Sign Up You Can: Create Free Profiles on MySpace Upload Pictures & Write Blogs Use MySpace Mail & Instant Messenger AND THIS IS MY MISTAKE, I WAS ALREADY LOGGED IN, WTF?? HAVE YOU EVER WOKE UP AND HAD THE STRANGEST SADIST FEELING IN THE WORLD?? THIS FEELING HITS THE PITS AND DEPTS OF YOUR SOUL AND HEART...... THE FEELING OF BEING VERY DEPRESSED BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT THE VERY THING YOU WANT T

Friends And Wannabe's
This is my first and quite frankly may be my last blog. Particularly in LC. I can appreciate the theory behind LC. It's intent is good but it's approach is off base in terms of what it's trying to promote. A few months ago I came onto LC, naive and somewhat ignorant as to how this all works. I went ahead and "set up shop" albeit small and insignificantly at first. My goal was quite innocent at first in that I simply wanted to meet someone. A person I'd seen before in another chat format but hadn't been able to actually converse with her. As the days went on, she finally made it clear that she wanted to talk, become friends or just see who each other really is... Well days turned into weeks and well... We've yet to have that talk, and I'm getting replies "comments" "ratings" from people asking that since they checked out MY site that I do the same to theirs... I did of course. Mostly because I was flattered that anyone would be interested to have ME as a friend... I thoug

Tag,,,you're It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves.People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged,list their names,leave them a comment, and tell them they are tagged, and to check your blog for details...It's fun. 1. I want to be loved 2. My bed has to be made every day 3. I like clowns 4. I love to play video games 5. I wear fuzzy, leopard print house shoes 6. I put a hand towel over the alarm clock, to keep the light from waking me up J. Bones Lordi29 The G-Spot Bigdaddy rhyno8123

Just Gotta Let It Out!
How are you? I wanted to pass on some wisdom that you need to know. Looking back I wish I knew this... 1. Get off your butt, cut off the t.v.,read a book. 2. A degree does not validate your existance, but start going back to school now. 3. Go to church. 4. Her death was not your fault, quit blaming yourself you are not that powerful. 5. Kiss her. 6. Do not go down that street...danger! 7. Let people in more...or you will be what you see before you. 8. Dont be so damn judgemental, why... see #7. 9. Tell her no, walk away. 10. Fear is a tool and an obstacle, learn the difference before you are 28. 11. Sing! 12. Stop telling people your weaknesses, or at least stop telling the wrong people that. 13. He is in pain, he is not angry at you. 14. Everybody uses each other...but this bitch is abusing you. 15. Never go back to something you have left...that is called moving backwards...not correcting a mistake. 16. Never experiment in your 30's if you didnt do it in your 20's yo

Bye Bye Bye
i guess i shoulda wrote this blog BEFORE i cleaned house because those who i removed from my friends list now won't know...hey, wait a minute!! those on my friends list who ain't on my friends list no MO' wouldn't have read my fuckin' blog anyway..so fuck it. yep, i done cleaned house. i slimmed it down to 40 and THAT'S still a lot but i kept those who keep in touch, even if sporadically, like me...because every once in a while is better than NEVER. so if you have happened to venture on to my page and notice yer not on my friends list, well, now you know why. and what kills me is that most of 'em that i removed sent ME the friend request. i don't take it too seriously...my feelin's aren't hurt and i'm not ruined because of this... i gotta go kill myself now. lmfao

Blogs
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. He knows the real meaning of being a father and a Dad! 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself so she doesn't have to go the route of ..13 below. Young ladies, please learn to chase paper in the form of diplomas and degrees, not just being a paper chaser (dollar bills). 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss & tell. 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS...... so that you know that he is okay. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you; He's man enough to judge for himself! 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend time with you and not at his own convenience... 1

Just Me.....jabberin
ashley my friend called me and i was supposed to call her back cause she dont got long distance....well i got off the phone with her went to dial the number dialed the other phone in my house and i was thinkin whos caliin and i am watin for ashley to pick up and i pick up the other phone say hello and no answer and then i hang up the longdistance phone and i hear it on the other phone click and i was like duh it took me a few mins to figure it out i called ashley we were laughin about it for like 20 mins i swear im great! it really gets me when people act like im just another sexy chick....like they dont care if they know me they just want me....i want someone thats into me like everything about me...not just my looks someone who will take the time to get to know me things i like what i wanna do what i've done what i've been thru someone who really truely cares and when they talk to me or are around me it makes them feel like there everything and knows they wanna be with me someo

Dial 1-800
DIAL 1-800-BLK-COCK Joanna Norton stared at the scrap of paper sticking out from between her fingers After a long moment of contemplation she picked up the receiver to her phone and with a shaky hand dialed 1-800-BLK-COCK. “I must be out of my mind!” she muttered to herself while she nervously tapped her foot on the carpeted floor. After ten rings she was just about to hang up when all at once a lugubrious voice on the other end of the line said smoothly, “This is Walker Post, how may I help you?” Momentarily frozen with fear Joanna stood there mutely while wondering if she should just hang up and forget the whole thing. She had just made up her mind to forget about it when the voice suddenly uttered forcefully, “I can hear you breathing, now answer me!” Taken aback by this turn of events Joanne took a deep breath and stammered, “A-are you the man with the ad in the paper?” “And which ad would that be?” the deep resonate voice replied softly. “You know,” Joanne said, “the one in the U

F'ing And Football
IWe already established that I like fucking and football(please do not ask me to decide which I love more, cause I still do like football lots) I decided to make a "sorts" alphabet. If you come up w/one to fill in a blank letter,post it and I will fill in the blanks. A...Archery and Anal B...Bowling and balling(so many for the old B) C...Curling and Cock D...Dodgeball and Dicks E...Exercise and Eating F...Football and Fucking, of course G... H...Hockey and Head I... J...Jousting and Jizz K...Karate and Kitty L...Lacrosse and Licking M...Motocross and Masturbation N...Nascar and Nookie(not rednecks,lol) O...Orienteering and Orgasms(it's a kind of skiing) P...Polo and Pussy-eating Q... R...Rowing and Rimming S...Skeet-shooting(not sayin' another word) T...Tennis and Titts(ty) U...Unicycling and Undualating V...Volleyball and Vulva W...Waterboarding and Wanker X... Y... Z... My brain hurts,lol- give me some help My two favorite "activites" are all

Wait
I would have waited When you left. I was waiting To see if you still loved me. I waited But will wait no more. I am waiting Now I know what true love is. I am waiting For one who loves me in return. I am waiting For the one who would never leave. I am waiting no more I will find my true love. I am waiting no more I will find the one who loves me. I am waiting no more He will want me to be forever his.

Friends
Ok what is up with you people? You take the time to look at the pics but you dont rate them if you took the trouble of goin to the pic then why not make one more click and rate it i mean come on its not that hard even an idiot could figure that one out and besides all i hear is help me level up rate my pics but YOU wont do it your self ever hear of scratch my back i will scratch yours? And besides you get points too hmmm can we say duh? you want to level up then rate some pics! And stop asking every one else to do it for you. Any way for those on my list or anyone reading this halloween pics are up go rate!! What is up with people on here? They seem to care more about makin it in the top 10, isnt this site about makin friends. Dont get me wrong it might be nice to be in the top 10 but I dont know about you I am here to make friends. I am soooo sick of people asking for help to level up and say they will return the luv but never do. But they will for their friends who are "hot" or in th

Im Rick James Bitch!
make him say whateva u want.... as long as its im rick james bitch http://www.collegeslackers.com/soundboard/rick_james hours of entertainment rick james strikes again! if you havent seen this before enjoy. im rick james bitch!

Bullcrap!!!!
This man sucks ass, i'm so tired of hearing that he is the best when he isnt worth a hair off the crack of his dads ass, this is the damn truth and I don't give a damn if anyone likes it or not fuck it y'all can watch him whine and cry because thats all he does I was just looking at another profile of evidently a child, or at least that's what this person put me in mind of. She thinks she's a gangster and painted her face ln black and white. What the fuck are we thinking talking to people like this? I too listen to c-rap music because at time I must because of my hobby of djing at parties and such, but to live your life because of this shit and think that you are a gangster and wear your pants down near your knees is pathetic, It's people like this that there is shooting in schools, homes, cities, and other places because people can't stand up and teach these children the right way, so I am going to say this once and people it's a rant and rave but it's the fucking truth, Teach your c

Firends And Family Are The Best Mwah
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Im the first granddaughter and grandchild to be born to my family 2. Music is my passion..I love to Rave 3. Im a people person 4. my favorite movie is the "the lost boys" 5. I love Green Tea 6. Im a true blonde 7. Family and friends are important to me 8. I love to go to the beach 9. I was born in Florida 10. I hate lies, just be straight with me....... Sending this to 1) Patman 2) Stargazer 3) Too Sweet 4) Superbee 5) Goose SO THERES THIS NEW GUY AT WORK AND HES REALLY CUTE AND COME TO FIND OUT HIS BIRTHDAY IS ONE DAY AFTER MINE. I LIKE HIM AND THINK I NEED TO CHECK HIM OUT. I FEEL

Dog Food Diet ( Humor)
I have a Golden retriever & I was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry & that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a guy who was behind her. Horrified, she asked if I'd ended up in the hospital in that condition because I had been poisoned. I told her no; it was because

In My Life
Tomorrow is the one year anniversary since my heart surgery. In the last year I don't think I've done much to really improve my health like I wanted, which is very disappointing. Although I did move to Kingston, so I'm very happy about that. I need to stop being such a lazy ass and do some cardio and other exercises. I was bike riding on a regular basis during the summer, but I need to do something else with winter now here. Otherwise I'm going to put on some weight and I really don't want that to happen. Meh.. I hope tomorrow goes well. I know on Nov 1st I wasn't having a good day since that was the anniversary of my first, not as severe, surgery and that was when I went into cardiac arrest. That still freaks me out, but at least I'm still here. I HATE BEING SICK!! Stupid cold. :( I've had so many blogs and only use one, which is private. Should I even bother opening a public blog or will it just go to waste like the others?

No More Real Cowboys Left???
well let me see... ok i appologize to all the gentleman cowboys out there... you are truely one in a millions. but to all these kmart cowboys who think just cuz they wear a hat and a buckle they baught at some tack shop that they are range riders .... Get some country living experience first darlin cuz cowgirl real cowgirls can tell the difference between a kmart and the real mccoy. we can tell in your walk, your eyes, your smile, the things you do, the clothes you wear, the way you talk when in the presence of a woman. we know so next time you walk up to a cowgirl and wonder why she laughs and walks away remember my words.... we like real cowboys men we know will keep us warm on cold nights, who can keep up with us when horseback riding, who will share our dip cans, who will ever be faithful and true. thats what we want that smirk and head shake as we walk away from you is your indication that we know you are a poser and by us doing that it tells every cowgirl with in line of sight wh

Help Me
well here is the story, i do love my husband but not really in love with him anymore. he never wants to be close to me anymore, he dont touch me or really want to have anything to do with me unless someone in the (my) family is around. so i have been thinkin about meeting some guys that i met online, im not so sure about the whole meeting thing, i dont want one of these guys that seem so sweet and like they really care about me and make me feel better about myself, end up being so big fat nasty perv. yeah if i do deicide to go for it and meet with them im going to bring someone along. i just dont want some ppl thinking that im doing something wrong, or even more get really emotionaly or physicaly attracted or attached to one of them. i know some ppl out there are going to think that im some kinda of slut or am i cheater, bc thats not what i want ppl to think of me, im in a really bad relationship and im kinda scared for my son and i (our lives) to up and leave him, plus on top of that,

My Life As We Know It
http://pub.sinuspl.net/flash/Jingle_Bells_Reversed.swf Here I go again I just typed this dang thing and lost it all man that pisses me off it was long to.... I never put in a subject so there you have it did that before think I would learn wouldn't you well dang it here I go again. How my night started before i came to my girlfriends....started with when my hubby came home around 5pm I asked him why he lied to me Thursday night and kept askin me where his gst cheque was all along he had it... Found copy of the receipt from the bank in his wallet with pay and cheque lied about that and how much his pay was and he also lied where he spent about 135.00 no were only thing i can think is drugs.... OH yah them he has a bad habit and im tellin you bad .... Sick of his spendin and lies and stealin it all ... We have a son together who is 15 and fed up dont know what to do with him ..... I have no were to live thanks to him gave up our appartment to move in to his house and now my problems

Friday The 13th
I was concerned when i went to work about this day hopin I wouldn't do nothing wrong well I tell it didn't take to long and it happened. When I was makin my muffins for my store I went to move them on to the freezer and litterly caught them it slipped out of my hangs and got muffin mix on my pants and my dang finger went in to it. I didn't want to loose them on the floor 12 of them it would of made me have more work to do. After that when my co workers showed up I end up spillin water on my pants and turkey juice from the turkey slices I had to wrap up...... I don't know if it was just me bein clumpsy or what but hay Im blaming it on the friday the 13th sounds good to me.....

This photo provided by Liz Rosenberg, Madonna's publicist, on Thursday, Oct. 5, 2006, shows entertainer Madonna visiting with children during her trip to Malawi. Madonna visited an orphanage in Malawi on the second day of a trip to highlight the plight of AIDS orphans. Madonna has adopted a 1-year-old Malawian boy whose mother died a month after child birth, the baby's father, Yohame Banda, claimed Tuesday, Oct. 10, 2006

October 17= Very Important Day!
A cosmic trigger event is occurring on the 17th of October 2006. This is the beginning, one of many trigger events to come between now and 2013. An ultraviolet (UV) pulse beam radiating from higher dimensions in universe-2 will cross paths with the Earth on this day. Earth will remain approximately within this UV beam for 17 hours of your time. This beam resonates with the heart chakra, it is radiant flourescent in nature, blue/magenta in colour. Although it resonates in this frequency band, it is above the colour frequency spectrum of your universe-1 which you, Earth articulate in. However due to the nature of your soul and soul groups operating from Universe-2 frequency bands it will have an effect. The effect is every thought and emotion will be amplified intensely one million-fold. Yes, we will repeat, all will be amplified one millions time and more. Every thought, every emotion, every intent, every will, no matter if it is good, bad, ill, positive, negative, w

Bad..? Me!?
Mmmmm k ., cfwg means : CRAZY FUCKIN WHITE GIRLZ now u know How bad are you?Have you ever stolen?:yepHave you ever cheated on a test?:yepcheated with someone else?:yepHow often do you use four letter words?:OFTENHow often do you drive above the speed limit?:sumtimesHave you committed vandalism?:yepHave you ever smoked?:still doTried drugs?:uh...yepPlayed strip poker?:yepTaken candy from a child?:nopeCrashed someone else's car?:nopeDanced naked in public?:nopeRan from the police?:yepSkipped class?:yepRun over an animal?:nopeWatched pornography?:everydayMade a prank phone call?:yepClick here to take this survey or find others at surveyspace.Click here to create your own.

A Friend ! ! !
A Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality whats me w/out YOU???

Gotta Have It!
I know this is crazy and I really shouldn't be asking you, I feel shy, but I want it so bad. Don't get me wrong, it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can be very grateful. You must think I have a lot of nerve asking you for this (and putting this on your comments), but I can feel my tongue around it, sucking all the juice out until there is no more left. This has been on my mind all day long, and I hope I'm not being forward. I'm usually not like this, but CAN I GET A PIECE OF GUM? I prefer Trident!

Whats Up?!
dudes im bored.. how about some messages or some like umm comments... i have so many friends i dont even know where to begin... so comment me and i will soo give you one back :D pleaseeeeeeeeeeee i need a pick me up im kinda bummed tonight thank you guys :) Dudes today was a good day... so good that i had to write about it lol. I have clinical depression right and normally im all like blah and unhappy but today i was like bright and bubbly and stuff :D it was great yay lol but yeah bunniesssssssssssssssss lol im random im gonna go now and be bubbly elsewhere lol

Show Some Love:)
YOUGUYS OT THERE HAVE TO HELP MY FRIEND POP THAT TIGHT CHERRY SPOT SO LOG-ON AND SHOW SOME LOVE!!:)Lorenita@ LostCherry NOW TELL ME LADIES AND GENTLEMEN IS THIS A HEAVENLY SITE FOR SORE EYES OR WHAT!I THINK I DIED AND WENTCoyoteMoon@ LostCherry TO L.C HEAVEN:) Honey@ LostCherryI WOULD REALY LOVE IT IF YOU COULD SHOW MY HOMEGIRL ALL THE LOVE THE BIG l.c has :)

Randomness
I feel like I'm capable of anything, I'm willing to do everything, yet in the end I gain nothing. I'm accustomed to disappointment, I expect to be denied and rejected, yet I can't find the strength to fight back. I'm constantly reminded of my failures, I can't escape the echoes of the past, though I feel like I could move on... But move on to what and where, Who will accept and console me, and why would they bother? A broken soul and shattered being, My grasp on the thin strand of my life, one more slip and I fall to the abyss. I believe my life will always ride the line, Faltering and stumbling all the time, hoping someone will help me avoid the obstacles. I work so hard only to fall on my face, I constantly have to reinforce my own integrity, but adapting illusions can only take me so far. I'm told I have no focus, I think my focus is too broad to understand, and my tenacious drive completely misinterpreted. Too many dreams to cloud my thoughts

How I Recently Lost Over 60 Lbs
Check this out, in the last six months Ive lost over 60lbs, and turned my life around. This is how it came about. Well let me start from the beginning, about 7 or 8 months ago I was living out of my car . Me and the wife hadnt been getting along for quite some time and this was only one of the many times I had to leave home. I was to proud to let anyone know what was going on in my life, and figured Id sleep in my car and shower at work rather than tell my family what was going on. Even though they would have gladly had me stay with them. For years I was depressed and miserable, and slowly killing myself with food. My kids and wife had myspace accounts, and while at work one day I was showing my buddy their pictures on myspace. Alone and on my own, I started looking up old friends on MySpace. I had only found one old girlfriend from high school, but I wasnt even sure if it was her or not. After quite some time of wondering , my buddy talked me into contacting h

Life's Lessons
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

A Rose...
I got this kewl rose from an awesome person...bc i was alone...I love it..=== 'bidwecc' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-14 01:58:12'.. > > "tell me about it"Click here to return the favor!Click here to see this gift on your profile.

Funny Things
10 Husbands, Still a Virgin A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought

What's Weird About Me
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I don't sit in the tub unless I'm already clean. 2. I fold my laundry the same way every time. 3. I like peanut butter & syrup mixed. 4. I've had a raccoon & an alligator as pets. 5. I like to fish but won't touch bait crickets. 6. I actually did this game, lol. I pick-----ghostdance, frogmother, alex, gina74, diamonddave & cajuncherry.

Monolouge
Some where there a torn heart that beats in pain and heartache for it never felt true love It cries out in pain and wanting to die for it may never know true love If it does ever feel love it just my broke and finish dying at lost.

Beauty Tips
BEAUTY TIPS FOR A BETTER YOU For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For beautiful eyes, look for the good in other people. To lose weight, let go of stress, hatred, racism, anger, contention, and the need to control others. To improve your hearing, listen to the word of God. Rather than focus on the thorns of life, smell the roses and count your blessings, giving thanks for each one of them. For poise, walk with knowledge and self-esteem. To strengthen your arms, hug at least 3 people a day. Touch someone with your love. To strengthen your heart, forgive yourself and others. Don't worry and hurry so much. Rather than walk this earth lightly, walk firmly with determination and leave your mark. Doing these things on a daily basis will certainly make you a more beautiful person. author is unknow

Halton Is Better
nowadays i feel so cross that i sometimes don't want to say anything to anybody.maybe it won't last for long or i will be crazy.the pressure in my opinion mostly comes from my study.of course you don't konw that there are a lot of exams coming.i am so worried about it.i want to pass them all.and can get a good mark.them i think i will be relaxed much,and can do what i want to do.if that i must feel more happy. every thing is changing,i am changing too,but i should be better and better.hope you too.

Other Things
Avoid negative people, places, things and habits. Believe in yourself. Consider things from every angle. Don't give up and don't give in. Enjoy life today. Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow may never come! Family and friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches. Give more than you planned. Hang on to your dreams. Ignore those who try to discourage you! Just do it! Keep trying no matter how hard it seems. It will get easier! Love yourself first and foremost. Make dreams happen. Never lie, cheat or steal. Always strike a fair deal. Open your eyes and see things as they really are. Practice makes perfect. Quitters never win and winners never quit! Read and learn about everything important to you. Stop procrastinating! Take control of your own destiny. Understand yourself in order to better understand others. Visualize your dreams. Want your dream more than anything. X-ccelerate your efforts. You are a unique individual. Nothing can replace YOU! Zero in

To All My Friends
and fat Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then u are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love by the one u like, because that person who u like will leave you by the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of ur life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love by the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who ur real love is! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you toni

Uh Oh Drunk Blogging
moosey,sunshine,tazzy sweet potata, texcat,all the other girls in my family i fucking love you,you all are great it might not be cool to cuss here but i'm drunk...so i can say i fucking love you girls forever and a day!...love yall

In Texas
I have been in texas for a little more than a year now and i love it. but all my cool friends have deployed to iraq. So please pray for them and give them much love. I need to meet new people. If you are in texas around san antonio gimme a shout out. You are always welcome to party with me and my friends.

Its All Just Shit!!!
I think that its the weak minded individuals, the uneducated scum, the scared ones who are ultimatly going to be the downfall of this country. Its the stupid ones that dont care about whats going on that make dumb uneducated decisions about things that really matter. Or its the ones that decide that they dont like something just because its different and they dont understand it so they push it away and anihilate it so that way they dont have to deal with it. Why do people do that shit? Why cant they just face it and deal with it? Instead of pushing it away? I dont spam i list things for my friends. I dont list things for ppl to be shitty about it. Im sorry if you feel like im spamming but this is a social networking site and i value the opinion of my friends more than any other lame brained idiot walking on the side of the road. If you are going to be shitty or have a shitty opinion please keep it to yourself. I feel unsettled, nettled, like there are needles in my brain. Pin points

Deadly Imaginings
The Boatman comes to ferry me across the blood river, its cold and dark, I can't see where I'm going and I have no sense of time. I'm bruised and beaten; my skin is tattered and bloody. My clothes are damp and sticky, rags at best. I have no recollection of where I have been and I have no memories of what lay before this moment. The soulless eyes of the ferryman peer back at me, the only illumination in the gloom, the lamp that hangs from his bony fleshless hand. "What is this nightmare, what is my name, where am I going?" my voice whispers in my head, an echo in an empty mind. The thing before me gestures politely, if such a gesture could be called that, towards the boat as if saying, come with me. I somewhat pull myself together and step into the boat, but my every move feels as if I'm walking through water. The boat lists gently, lightly under the ferryman's light weight as he climbs into the vessel behind me. The lamp now floats before the boat, as if held by an unseen hand, it mov

Amy Lee
Amy Lee's growing pains 10/12/2006 4:26 PM, AP Every girl goes through it — the messy task of emerging from her awkward teen years and navigating the complex waters of romance while figuring out what to be when she grows up. But very few do it as publicly as Amy Lee, lead singer of the goth-rock band Evanescence. Lee was just 19 when she signed her first record contract, and barely 21 when the band's major-label debut, "Fallen," flew up the charts in 2003. The album, co-written by Lee and (now ex-boyfriend) Ben Moody, connected with fans across the globe and netted the band two Grammy awards, including best new artist. Its hard-driving mix of brooding, spiritually-tinged darkness and dramatic classical orchestration offered fans a window into Lee's psyche. Or so many of them thought. "Everyone knows a lot about me without actually knowing me at all," says Lee, now 24. Her celebrity status as a singer of edgy songs left her surrounded by teenage fans in search of

Vision
Verse 1 I had this vision the other day, when it came thru i didn't know what to say, your lips touched mine and I knew i was in love, god must have sent you from up above, Bridge Girl I need you badly, your love is only for me, so don't ya go away (don't you go away), and girl your love has changed me, and i know that you need me, so girl lets fly away (fly away), fly away to another place, Chorus*2 Lets fly away together, forget about the past baby and start anew, will make it thru the stormy weather , cuz i got you and you got me boo, Verse 2 Girl i don't kno wat to do to sho u, just how i feel i can't live without u, seems like yesterday we first met, but tonight you became me juliet Bridge Chorus*2

Dark Dreams
Just want your opinions on the lyrics i wrote.. give me your honest opinion plz. and thank you.. Parasitical Love Slowly decaying the will to learn What you really are worth Trying to move to the best of what I can be Why waste my time with nothing is truly there When I look into the eyes that hurt me You sat there trying to confined me to what you thought was right Digging your nails into my veins Trying to keep me here in the middle of your pain Controlling what goes on around you Sticking a knife into what isn’t right to you Stopping everything that isn’t you You need to back the fuck off I don’t need you here to make me whole You sit there crying to make me stay But there is nothing you can do or say To make me stay here in this hell you have brought me Darkening the me with every step I take You latched onto me Feeling ever breath you make You dug yourself deep inside of me Trying to feel what I was hiding deep inside You will never know

Why Do You Hate America?
"Why do you hate America?" This is a remarkably easy question to provoke. One might, for instance, expose elements of this nation's brutal foreign policy. Ask a single probing question about, say, U.S. complicity in the overthrow of governments in Guatemala, Iran, or Chile and thin-skinned patriots (sic) will come out of the woodwork to defend their country's honor by accusing you of being "anti-American." Of course, this allegation might lead me to ponder how totalitarian a culture this must be to even entertain such a concept, but I'd rather employ the vaunted Arundhati defense. The incomparable Ms. Roy says: "What does the term 'anti-American' mean? Does it mean you are anti-jazz or that you're opposed to freedom of speech? That you don't delight in Toni Morrison or John Updike? That you have a quarrel with giant sequoias?" (I'm a tree hugger remember? I don't argue with sequoias.) When pressed, I sometimes reply: "I don't hate America. In fact, think it's one of the best countr

Creative Writing
Ho Ho fuckin Ho what a crock of shit. We all work for Santa Clause we've had enough we quit. We do all the fuckin work While He stars in the show Stick ya Christmas up ya ass Ho ho Fuckin' ho! Author Unknown

~the Grief That Hides Behind My Smile~
That morning I woke up late for school. As my mother helped dress me, channel five eyewitness news played in the background. I saw uneasiness within my mother than I had in a long time. When the reporter spoke of a late breaking story, my heart sank and my world began to spin. To comfort me she held me close, shedding tears on one another’s shoulders. Three days before, my hero got out of boot camp. I spent the day with him playing in the backyard. After sunset there was a phone call. I ran quickly to block his leave. Begging him to stay I could not with hold my tears. I remember that night, when he closed the door of our house for the last time. On March 11, 1997 a carjacking occurred that left a victim dead. One of the main suspects was none other than my hero, my brother Vincent Gutierrez. Since this incident he waits in the dark cells of prison, waiting for time to end his fate. I am hopeful that this accusation is false, but time seems to have had its way with him. Anger feste

Thekat'smeowx3
WELL! this is like the 7th blog i have XD things are going well i'm posting in here instead of working as always. and i'm in alot of pain from circus work last week T-T but i was ontop of a human pyramid and taht was very cool! XD

Updatez On Me Aka Virgo24
(As some of you don't know who I am, there was a lot of problems going on when i wrote this note, it is just how I feel, and I had a lot on my mind that day, I wrote it on monday I think I am not for sure. You are more welcome to comment on it.. Don't judge me for who I am, If I see that I will delete your comment ok.. Below is the note I wrote and it cause alot of problems on my step dads family his side. so please read of what is going on and how I feel.) Right now my life is always in living hell, why I am saying this, because I have a good reason why, I said it in the first place. I am tired of drama that happens in my life, and I want good things to happen with me. Well it is not going to happen at all. I am tired people loving other men and stuff like that. I just think it is unfair for whom ever is single. Yes that person is jealous of that person but it hurts them so much. I get depressed all the time when I see people holding hands, and kissing and so on. It hurts s

The Dreams And Visions Of The Dark Lord Genocyde
Let's clear the air before I begin this. First, let me start off by saying that I'm not going to lay into one side (and rather mercilessly) without laying into the other. Each and every side will become a target if necessary because I feel it's time to say what many have thought but have never taken the time to say. Second, I'm not going to suffer anyone's negativity. I'm going to say what I have to say and then walk away. If you have negative comments, you'll be ignored...period. I can tolerate differences of opinion and even intense (though not heated) debate but nastiness will harm YOU more than it will ME. That's the bottom line. Third, I'm asking everyone to stand down from arms for just a moment. Just long enough to hear what I have to say and give it consideration. Let it sink in. I've come, not to offer a rant bereft of solutions but a striking portrait of how our common goal means nothing to any of us at present and how it can mean something again and how we can rise abo

Sorry
just wanted to say happy halloween to all my friends gotta take my kids out trick-or-treating so i wont be on today feel free to stop by and leave some love i will return the love when im on next thanks every one have a fun night

Lones Thoughts
I hate the way i feel i just wish i could be without pain without worry. I hate wondering if ill wake up tommrow. I hate being afraid. I hate haveing to ask for help no being able to do it myself.I hate my body because it has betraed me.Most of all i hate hate! Ok wtf did i do to life to have life start dumping on me?I mean in the past six months all hell has broken lose with my body first the nerve damage caused by the dieabetis,then my blood sugar goes nuts and now i find out i have a medeium sized abnormalty on my liver Im not sure how much more of this i can take before i snap the only thing keeping me going right now is support of my wife and close friends if not for them i dont know what i would do! I just realized that i never really told my true friends how much they mean to me so now i am.There are a hand full of people that have been there for me through thick and thin and im useing this to let them all know that im really glad that i have them i dont have time to name them a

My First One , Eva
now lately i have been hearing that people are getting to old for halloween , that can't even happen!!!!!!!!!!!! you can't be to old for a birthday or christmas , so you can't be too old for frikkin halloween , it just not right , it's the one day out of the year , you get to be a dream come true , and if another adult just so happens to give you candy more power to ya , i i want candy , so my nieces and nefew are gonna get it , (because i got one hell of a sweet tooth)so if you see, me drop the candy in the bag , not that hard........... this is my first blog and i'll give you some insight into what is me..............so today i came home with a new family member , a kitten i haven't named yet and i didn't know what to feed it ,so i kept giving it weird things , in the end i just gave him some milk , i was tired dammit... i\'m am so amazingly happy right now i found the perfect man , his name is anthony and he is just right for me ,fun and built to perfection! i adore him ,with ever

Jenny's Blogs..
I STARTED SCHOOL LAST MONTH AND HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY. THE HOMEWORKS THAT THEY GIVE ME ARE TAKING UP MOST OF MY TIME. I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ANYONE OF YA. I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YA AND I'LL SPEAK TO YA SOON. DONT BE A STRANGER, STOP BY AND SAY HI. IF I DONT GET AROUND TO EVERYBODY'S PAGE I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERYBODY A HAPPY NEW YEAR. I MAY NOT B ONLINE FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS DUE TO THE FACT THAT MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 2ND OF JAN. ILL MAKE SURE TO TAKE LOTS OF PICS SO ALL YA COULD SEE HOW I SPEND MY DAY. Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. i love to listen to music in the dark 2. i'm afraid of dying from an asthma attack or being left alone in this world with on one to love. 3.i wri

Tag From Heather....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I rub my earlob when I am cooking up a lie 2. If I drink a lot (alc - about the amount of 1.5 L smirnoff) my eyes turn yellow and glow 3. My DVDs are in MY kind of listing, anyone messes with it gets a beating... It's MY logic, don't question it! 4. Shoes off AT THE DOOR!... you get a slipper if you wish... socks more like it... 5. Only touch my blades if you want to die without asking me first and hearing for sure I said yes you can touch ..... 6. Don't ask me where I know things.. I KNOW! and thats that.... 1. Syd 2. Xaph 3. Ember 4. Nem 5.Skarlett 6.Bella

Check This Out !
Detroit Tigers & St Louis Cardinals have won thier way to the WORLD SERIES !! gOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tIgErSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Well I am sitting here feeling sort of lonely. As I have stated in my "About Me" section... I take care of my disabled Mom. She was a victim of a Stroke last January, and 3 Heart Attacks since then. Going through this left her in a wheel chair, and extensive therapy! She is just starting to take steps... have more moblity when something dreadful happened ! Again yesterday morning she woke up screaming, rushing I gave her her medicine that is needed to reverse her symptoms.. called 911 and she was Life Squaded to the hospital again... with Stroke Like Symptoms! She has had several testing since yesterday, 2 CT scans. Lots and lots and lots of Lab work. EKGS, CHEST XRAYS.. They even ordered a stress test ( which we as a family refused ) .. and several more things above and beyond all that ! They have yet to determine all her problems, and or if

Boredom
Well, i got a phone call last week from one of my brothers, telling me my other brother was in the hospital. its been wicked stressful worrying about him. he has cancer. and they gave me 6 months. he ad a surgery to remove it. But they didn't get all of it and it spread. now this kind of bums me out. they live in a different state. i have seen either of them for 10 years. we lost contact for awhile, and just recently started getting back in contact and getting to know each other. and i feel like i am being selfish for wishing there was more time to get to know him better. it sucks that stuff like this happens to such good people. he has 3 kids and they are really sad and that is understandable. i just wish there was something i could do . i hate that someone who i just started to get to know again and getting close to is going to die. i know most people will say make the best out of the time you have with them now, and i intend to . I just cant stand to see someone suffer. it's j

Boredom.
just to let you know - i'm new to this. if you can't tell, then that's good on my part. i'm dead tired & it's the middle of the night. but once again i've been awoken by the screaming cries of an infant. finally got him fed & now he's refusing to go back to sleep, so i must sit here & keep myself awake by hanging out on lost cherry getting added to lists of dirty old men. didn't think i could still be so attractive after stating that i was engaged & had 2 children. :: sigh :: i guess that's what i get for hoping. & apparently realizing that some people are just that desperate. anyways - just really wanted to test this out. so for now, i'm done.

Some Old Writings That I Would Like Some Feedback On
The days that have gone are nothing more than a blur, but with this bottle in my hand i think that i have found a cure. A cure for the problems before and for the problems to come. But there is a pain that no drink can cure, no pill can ease. For that pain is an empty heart, the kind when you begin to lose feelings for everything that is at hand and of anything that could be in the future. But to confuse the mind and with the thought of happiness there is always another bottle to help me through.Yet when all regrets from the bottle wear off there is still a pain that is causing you to question yourself about loneliness. Even with everyone around you are still lonely and yurning for someone to rescue you from the emptiness of your heart as it begins to eat away at your soul. so day after day you begin to look to the bottle as a friend that is there for advice, a friend that would be there to bring you happiness but yet you are still there alone. Once the bottle begins to take control yo

Its A Broken Path
Nevermind Neverland six years old sititng in front of the tv movie on the screen a few words and i was sold nver have to grow up never have to pay bills never need a job never have to clean never have to worry about the news lets go to neverland sprinkle the pixie dust happy thoughts lets fly away lets go to neverland here's my exteneded hand lets go and join peter pan on his flight to neverland its been a few years stillin front of the Tv pirates and mermaids on the screen just a few more added tears so much i've seen so much has been done so much has changed so much has been said so much can never go back nevermind neverland its time to grow up now the real world is calling its voice strong saying its time to put away dreams time to join the real world letting your imagination be dulled never mind neverland's lull Never mind neverland leave the pixie dust at home happy thoughts have faded no more pretending to fly nevermind nev

Random Nonsense
Sure, I'm a dude, but I can still tell you that you dress like an FFR. See, FFR is the new replacement for BFF, except that it stands for Fat Fucking Retard. So many dirty slobs looking like a douche. Well, I'm hear to help with some friendly tips for you losers: If you wear it to the gym, they are not clothes, they are sweats. This goes for all you IROC driving hair metal fuckers still wearing wrestling crazy pants. Be comfortable in your own goddam home. When you are out in public, try to look a little better than the jackass that always hogs the treadmill just to walk at 1MPH. Damn FFR. If you wear it to bed, they are not clothes, they are pajamas. You stupid little bitches know what I am talking about. Sure, you think it is all cute to wear fucking PJs out in public. Where is your dumbass teddy bear? Here, let me read you a bedtime story - "There once was an angry old fuck that kicked the shit out of people wearing pajamas outside and the world was a better place. The end." If y

Tagged Again
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! ok here we go.... 1.I need to sleep with my feet uncoverd,,,lol 2.I am not afraid of much at all just a long painful death. 3.I drink like 4 gallons of water everyday,,,love my water 4.Me and my sister go to the candle isle and smell all the candles , but when we sniff one that smells bad we are done. 5.I need to put coca butter on every night. 6. I have a jar of pennies i found all over the place like the street and stores saved after my brother ,,,you know pennies from heaven now i will tag hmmmmmmm ,, Kim , sexman60,Timmy, Jen-Jen, Blaze is bored as hell and Bo

Everyone Must Read!
how do things always say things that never know what to make of what we are readin... how does one make themself out to be something we're not... and try to fix it when its way beyond late and no matter what we say or what we do..no one ever realizes what we have till we loose it... sooooooo things are un ravelin and things maybe are going not as planned but at least i still got that wants to be my man... at least i think ? maybe i don't know.. i really just want to give up on all this bullshit.. and just start over but its hard for us to do it.. when tere soo many miles.... sure it could be easy and there is thing i got to change but im will to take the time to make it all right.. and make sure its done right.... I love him more then anything but fucked up to the end... and now that we're breakin at the seams... Im fallin about between... ..Being lost in my thoughts of us, laughin and jokin... now, its the only thing that i have to make me remember how much he really means... Somtimes

Why?!!
OK.. im Only going to Make this short!! Why Is it Everytime i meet someone,things go good for a week or so and then it gets all fucked up?!! guess when i mess things up with someone i do it good... Dont you agree?

Mrmillionaire's Lair
is only one: To promote my bizzes. I know that most of you come here for other "purposes",but mine is solely to give you an Opportunity to see what is on the other side of the world. Now, some of you may be so young that the only thing you have on your mind is a good time. Well, let me tell you and some of you know this intuitively, it don't feed your face. No matter how "hot,sauve,sexy,fine,cute,sassy" or whatever else you want to call yourself, it does not negate the fact that you need a little more than that to make it in this world. That is why I am here. To give you an Opportunity to look at something else besides a Bod part or suggestive "whatever". If you don't like what I have to offer, my sincerest and deepest apology,but I am still here to Sell,sell, SELL! Want to take a look? http://chocolate.ZooLoot.com/how-it-works.php?ref_no=4121862205308 http://www.FreeCardMatrix.com/referal.aspx?refid=MrMillionaire http://www.CafePress.com/MrOHenry007 http://www.CoffeeT

My Deepest Of Thoughts
Yeah.... November 25, 1978 28 whole years ago!! Pictures in a Scroll Box Confusion Emptiness I am broken Silent Quiet My thoughts unspoken Exuahsted Tired Out of fight My Life My feelings Am I alright? No choice No Emotion Guess I have to be. No words No time It is not about me

Life, The Universe, Everything
http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/aint_nobody_telling_me_what_my You can't tell me you don't know at least one white chick just like this. Vodka is made from potatoes Whiskey is made from grain Why do russians drink vodka while the irish drink whiskey? weird. Greatest idea ever... nothing worse than random guy #385793 forgetting your name in the middle of stuffin your ass... hoe.

Who I'd Like To Meet:
Who I'd like to meet: My someone!!!! I want a someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A pretty boy.. But not so pretty that I feel awkward. Someone who would think I was beautiful if I dressed so trashy it was classy. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. Someone who is more goofy then romantic. Someone who is the smile on my face the life in my heart and the light in my life. Someone who I can be my stupid self around and when I say something so dumb he would kiss me to make me shut up, but knows the right thing to say and do at the right times. A guy who would beat the crap out of someone if they called me fat. I want someone who would call me three times a day if he went away. He would apologize for calling to much, and no matter how many times I tell him it's okay, he still does it-and I don't get sick of it. We would bet kisses on who could

My Updates (life, Universe, And Everything)
Maybe not Blog-worthy. However, I finally finished the 3 week security training course I was going through. I am now ready to relax. Enough of the defense tactics for now. No more pepper spray (thank god. that shit burns like hell). We did our final evaluation this morning. I think this was the first time I wished it was a written exam. We all passed though. Now that I am done with my nap, I am going to relax on the couch drinking White Russians and watch a movie. Anyone care to join? :) I am not completely over the psycho bitch whore that I was engaged too. It got even worse when I heard Ozzy Osbourne's "Time After Time" playing on my computer. I am still willing to do anything to get her back, but I know I shouldn't take her back. All this time, and I just hate being alone. The place I live we picked out together. Now I have all this empty space that I am desperately trying to fill so I am not constantly reminded that she should be here. I want a drink so bad. H

Ive Been Tagged My Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1: I Drink to much coffee 2: I hate wearing clothes of an evening when chillin 3: Ive gotta have my daily Mcdonalds treat lol sex is like McDonalds im lovin it isnt that what the say ;) 4: I hate FAKE people,MEMEME people and liars on the net. 5: I hate microwave meals cause ya know when ya put the right time in and ya take it out its still gonna be cold in middle and ya still taste to make sure lol 6: Im allways checking things twice like the oven plugs ect when im going out or just finished cooking tomake sure everythings ok my worst thing ido I tag Kel Kalin Sweetthing Miz Anna Narco

Poetry
Heaven Pleading screams soundlessly unheard, The desperate sanity of a daughter born of man, But a Goddess twice removed. Eyes opened to the unseen, Hard put to rally the opening of my soul. The question "why" God was mine. Me, and the cold moon, Me, and the unsettled waters. The Answer viewed through old innocent eyes. Laid to the bitter winds, Few eyes really see, God's secret Palace. In the stolen moments be the ocean, It is here where God resides My dreams Are wrapped in silver strands of hair, Lost in brown-sugar brown. Wordless eyes watch, As a poet drones half-hearted words. While green blankets of clothes, Pillow my restless day dreams, Of soft masculine hands, Against the red- goose flesh of my Uncertainty. Tender hungry kisses, Laced with age. Made rough with salt and pepper seasoned facial hair; The Sweetest Sandpaper. T

Life
Lets see...I am 20 years old. I am engaged to Curtis Kelley. He is in the military and over seas..I cant wait till he is home. I am going to college at savannah tech. I love it! I never thougth i would say that, but its the best thing i have ever done. I have 4 tatts and 9 pericings: star tatts on my ankles, chines symbol on my right arm, and the gemini sign on my upper back.. viper bit on my lip, tonuge ring, two in left ear, both ears gaged to 12, and my nipples. Yea thats great! I am getting married on Aug 4th, 2007. I have been working hard at school and trying to get my wedding planed out. So far i have everything picked out and only my invitations bought. Sad....I know.....I have a brother that is 9 and a step sister that is 12. I am orignaly from Rockford, ILL. I am soooooooooooo glad i dont live there anymore. My step dad has been in the military since i was 13. So yes i am a military brat and i love every second of it! I have two best friends. Nicki and Tara...I love those gir

Hahaha This Is Too Good Not To Blog
angry kid On Tuesday morning 32 kids woke up not knowing it would be the last day of their lives. Their parents woke up that morning thinking they would see their kids for summer break, have them home for Thanksgiving, and Christmas only to find out that these just past were the last ones they'd have with them. 1 teacher's family woke up thinking he would be home for dinner to sit and chat about his day. We wake up everyday and think we will have tomorrow not knowing if that will be our last. So out of the past few days experiences and sadness take it as a lesson. Live everyday as if it were your last. Don't take anything for granted in this world. Because as quick as you were brought in fate can take you out. Never go to bed mad at your loved ones. Never miss the chance to tell them you love them. For it could be the last time you get that chance. Remember all the families, faculty, and students of VA Tech. They all need our prayers. May God be with those who were lost and their famil

Come See Me
For those of you that happen to come by my page and, see ur not listed on it as my friend any more, its because u dont speak.You either come by and look,but don't speak,or just forgot about me for too long.I will be cleaning out my page about every two weeks you can speak to me or you will be taken off my page. It's a waste of my time and space when i send things to you and you dont reply. Those of you i haven't written let me know because i will surely let you know. Thanks for your time, LOVE, ANGEL OK I WAS ENTERED INTO A PHOTO CONTEST AND IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED IF ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS COULD COME AND SHOW SUM LOVE LOVE U ALL AND THANKS ANGEL GO TO THIS LINK AND VOTE blue demon@ LostCherry You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your st

Bunniski Tagged Me....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1: I eat a block of chocolate every single day. 2: I hate wearing clothes. 3: I care to much about people...think its the teacher/mum in me. 4: I hate FAKE people,MEMEME people and liars. 5: Socks annoy the crap outta me. 6: Cant help kissing my kids when they asleep,even though it usually wakes them up. I tag British Bulldog Donkeypuncha Elaine Outlaw Laceylane Damage

Tag You're It!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I'm a pack rat...lol. 2. I've been in love with Cal Ripken Jr. since May 1982...if anyone out there knows him, give him my number...lol. 3. I'm a Catholic School Girl...no, I don't still have my uniform, you perv. 4. I was 19 when I lost my virginity...bet you were dying to know that one. 5. I LOVE the Washington Redskins...HAIL!! 6. I'm still looking for the man of my dreams. Okay, you 6 are next: Tricia blwnstang306 Freak Tester (love that name!!) TOYMAN marco p friskymichael

Come and hold my hand I wanna contact the living Not sure I understand This role I've been given I sit and talk to God And he just laughs at my plans My head speaks a language I don't understand I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in 'Cause I got too much life Running through my veins Going to waste I don't want to die But I ain't keen on living either Before I fall in love I'm preparing to leave her I scare myself to death That's why I keep on running Before I've arrived I can see myself coming I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in 'Cause I got too much life Running through my veins Going to waste And I need to feel real love And a life ever after I cannot give it up I just want to feel real love Feel the home that I live in I got too much love Running through my veins To go to waste I just wanna feel real love In a life ever after There's a hole in my soul Yo

A Poem
here is a poem that I wanted to share I have a lot more but do not have them at this time I will share them when I get them back from my cousin. Sorrow Copy write of Trina Jensen Tears of sorrow downward flowfrom deep with in my very soul. My heart aches with sorrow from the things my eyes behold. Sold your very soul for the devilish thing that bag holds. Oh the sorrow thats deep inside my very soul Tears of sorrow downward flow that bag you hold has withered your very soul. I see your children hungry for food. Every dime you have spent on that devilish bag you hold. Tell me what do you have to show from that devilish thing that has taken your very soul. Your children have no parent to guide them .Tears of sorrow down ward flow. The baby is crying though your ears hear nothing as you sleep away the high you are partaken in. The oldest caring for the babies only 6 years of agea baby taking care of babies. Tears of sorrow down ward flow They cry cuz they are hu

Bunski Tagged Me
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. If I am people usually can't tell 2. I like to play with fire 3. I dont like people who are really annoying 4. I make my bed when i want to 5. I buy and sell Wheat Penni on ebay 6. I go to bed when IU want but I get enough sleep if I have to work the next day And i tag: K-K 87 bunnski Woosah Narcoleptic

About Me
AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I TAKE MEDS FOR DEPRESSION. YES IM A DEPRESSED PERSON. SO DONT TAKE OFFENSE IF I COME ON HERE AND DONT SAY NOTHING TO ANY OF YOU. ITS JUST ME HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS AGAIN AND I HAVE THEM ALL THE TIME...HERE IS MY Horoscope FOR TODAY...GO FIGURE Uneasy feelings may be plaguing you throughout the day, dear Leo. There may appear to be no valid reason for this. Everything seems to be going well for you, and no one close to you has anything heavy going on. It's probably nothing earthshaking; you may just be picking up intuitively on the troubles and anxieties of people you pass on the street. Your intuition is high today, so you could psychically sense just about anything. Hang in there!

D E L I B E R A T I O N
BONNIE AND CLYDEYou sayYou wantSomething for freeDarlingI have EverythingIve ever worked forLike MeThere is always a priceAnd time is just a memoryWaiting to happenAnd love is just a silly circumstanceWe make into a millionSerious occasionsDont you thinkThis could be another great adventure?We could be piratesOr cannibalsOr pygmies in a circusPartnersTeam matesBonnie and ClydeYou take the shotgun and Ill load the 45Yeah, lets be that,Instead of what their telling usRoommatesStrangersVictims of our own creationsIve given you my heartThe rest of me tooThe scars are much heavier thanAnything elseThey hold water and resentmentAnd the love from anything that comes my waySo give it when you canIll take itAs much as I canAnd fire that fuckin shotgunI taught you how to use it, womanYou point it at what ever you fearAnd you pull the fuckin triggerAdventure sounds goodSo does the circusAnd pirates find goldAnd bury their treasureIm inFor lifeAre you in for life too?Come on, Pygmie!Theres only on

Tag
I dont care if I am the second flute, just as long as I am in the band. I dont care if I am not the first person you think about before you go to sleep at night, just as long as I am one of them. I dont care if I am not the first person you dream about when you are in a deep sleep, just as long as I am in your dreams. I dont care if I am not your best friend, just as long as I am your friend. I dont care if I am not the first person you call, just as long as I am one of the people you call. And above all, I dont care if you love me and leave me, I dont care if you love me and lose me, just as long as you loved me. The 69 yes or no questions Survey 69 questions about what you have done, be truthful! Q1) smoked a cigarette~yes Q2) smoked a cigar~no Q3) crashed a friends car~no Q4) stolen a car~no Q5) been in love~yes Q6) been dumped~yes Q7) done a shot~yes! Q8) been fired~no Q9) been in a fist fight~no Q10) snuck out of your house~no Q11) had feelings for someone

The Blogalolalog
Things have vastly improved at work since my last blog. Not perfect, but improved. I've been sick all week with a cold and somewhat stomach bug. Not something you really want to expose preschoolers to. Mostly caused by my body being run-down. I've recently developed some sort of insomnia where I'm awake half the night cuz I'm not tired till after 1, then when I go to bed I don't fall asleep. Anyway. I called in sick yesterday. That worked for five minutes till they realized two coworkers were off/had to leave early. So I had to work. Today I called in sick; I need to rest so I can get better. I was told I could have it as long as I went to our meeting, so I went. I was then told I needed to wait an hour or so for my replacement to get there. Ok not a big deal, one hour won't kill me. And then we get called and told my replacement also called in, and they're short-staffed over there, so they can't send anyone, so I need to stay. I was pissed off. Unlike yesterday, I did not have e

Poetry....
Instinct..... On one side of the river, I can see my other self It is the same me but... It is not who I am suppose to be Everyone is happy Everyone is glad But when I look at her, She is very sad. On the other side of the river, I am who I am suppose to be I am happy and glad Just to be me... But if I had one chance to do it again To take back the pain And the guilt I once had, I don't think I would give up what I already have. Because no matter what you do no matter where you go, you have to watch out for you. On the other side of the river, All is in the past. You have to decide how the time will last! TRUE LOVE Everyday is a special day for me. My hopes and dreams may come and go. My truest love may have been. But in this life I will not miss the greatest thing of all.... watching my children grow strong and tall. They are the light that shines on my path. They are the butter on my bread. Without them I will not be who I am. But I am not pe

Just Saying Hello
hey all .. just wanted to stop by and say HI. See what was going on in the world. well I have had this account for awhile now and am just now getting time to play with it since I haven't had a computer for awhile. Mine blew up.. but it's all good though cuz now I'm back and ready to meet some new and interesting people both here and on my other accounts.. if interested in talking further or on my other accounts just give me a yell and I will be happy to talk to all. Until then.. See Ya

The Goddess Coverdbabe's Assignments
Summer Sinfest™ is all about fun, salaciousness, and down right sexy entertainment. We provide a plethora of unique visual, artistic, and sensual experiences. New in 2008 we have added an EROTIC ART GALLERY. Artists from around the globe have been invited to show their work. We have selected those that have embodied the art of flesh and fetish. You won't have to wonder when a single stage act is starting because all night long the stages will be filled with sinful performances. The main stage will hold a fetish inspired 3 Act play called The Watcher along with some special guests coming from all across Texas and beyond to dazzle you with astounding S&M performances. Of course there will be vendors!!! Flogs, whips, corsets, lace and most assured leather. We had so many responses from vendors wanting to vend this event we had to pick only the best craft/artists in the industry. Most of our vendors offer handmade items to customize your pleasures. The VIP hours

Munkey Thoughts
I was sitting in a large empty warehouse on a plain dark wooden chair when I saw you walk in from the open bay door. Your blond wavy hair was pulled back in a tight ponytail to show reveal your version of the face of an angel. You were wearing a long sleeved faded pink sweater that hugged your large breasts, slightly covering your smooth neck and ending at the curve of your hips. I let my eyes trace your long legs concealed in tight denim jeans all the way down to your black boots. All I could do was stand up and face you after so long. You wrapped your arms around me pulling me in with tender force while you kissed me on the side of my neck with a tear running out of your eye. I did not feel love or tenderness. I was not feeling warmth or passion. I was filled with completeness. Absolution. The hole I have been forsaken with is now filled. I was whole again. A tear slipped out of my eye and ran down to kiss your cheek pressed against mine. The scent of you overpowered my

Joke Of The Day
Little boy kills a butterfly, Dad says no butter for 2 weeks! Boy kills a honeybee. Dad says no honey for 2 weeks! Mom kills a cockroach, boy turns to Dad and says are you going to tell her or shall i? You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).Disappear93%Bomb67%Posion60%Suicide53%Gunshot53%Suffocated47%Eaten40%Natural Causes40%Stabbed33%Disease

Bipolar
I am one of the millions of people who has this disorder.....and it's sucks ass!.... Bipolar Disorder Bipolar disorder (also known as manic depression) is a treatable illness marked by extreme changes in mood, thought, energy and behavior. It is not a character flaw or a sign of personal weakness. Bipolar disorder is also known as manic depression because a persons mood can alternate between the "poles" mania (highs) and depression (lows). This change in mood or "mood swing" can last for hours, days weeks or months. Bipolar disorder affects more than two million adult Americans. It usually begins in late adolescence (often appearing as depression during teen years) although it can start in early childhood or later in life. An equal number of men and women develop this illness (men tend to begin with a manic episode, women with a depressive episode) and it is found among all ages, races, ethnic groups and social classes. The illness tends to run in families and appears to have

What If's
It was raining the day I was born. The sky had been overcast for days. It was expected, during the transition from Winter to Spring. The coldness of winter had already gone, but the chill in the air remained stubbornly behind, lasting weeks after the final day of winter had passed. It left the nights cold and unfriendly, which was why there was no one on the streets. It always seems to get the coldest around 2 AM. The only people out were the ones too wasted on some thing or another to notice any weather. And they weren’t going to pay any attention to a little noise in an alleyway. My mother, propped up against the back wall of a corner pawn shop. The blood from the knife wound high on her chest flowing away into the gutters by the rain. Her breathing was quick, pained, and it was the only sound you could hear over the rainfall. The two men in front of her stood motionless, just watching. Their faces were dark, unconcerned. They had been hired to kill the daughter of a policema

Sexy Blackman's Affect
From the seeds our ancestors planted to the roots and picked by hand YOU are my strong black man. From his big bones, his wide nose, and dark brown eyes to his nappy hair and his big rough hands YOU are my strong black man. From the bass in his voice, expressing the strength of his inner soul to the bottom of his rough feet in the hot sand leaving behind prints of his soles YOU are my strong black man. From the way he walks with every stride representing his pride to the way he stops to stand and let everyone know this is his land YOU are my strong black man. From the strength he possesses to move more land than ten men can YOU are my strong black man. From the knowledge he brings to the word more than some could ever understand YOU are my strong black man YOU are the key to our ancestor's plan YOU are my strong black man. From the striving and struggling yet making the way for him and his black woman YOU

I Write When Im Down Sometimes
SO CONFUSED YOU HAVE ME SO CONFUSED I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR DO IM AFRAID ILL DO THE WRONG THING AND UPSET YOU IT SEEMS AS IF ALL WE EVER DO IS FIGHT YOU HAVE ME SO CONFUSED I DONT KNOW WRONG FROM RIGHT THE DECISIONS I MAKE REVOLVE AROUND YOU THINGS YOU WANT ME TO SAY AND THINGS YOU WANT ME TO DO IM NOT SURE WHERE I STAND WITH YOU OR HOW YOU FEEL IF YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS OR IF IM NO BIG DEAL EVERYONE TELLS ME IM JUST SOMEONE WHO IS THERE THAT YOU WILL NEVER LOVE ME AND YOULL PROBABLY NEVER CARE WELL TELL ME NOW BEFORE THINGS GET ANYMORE OUT OF HAND JUST LET ME KNOW WHERE THE HELL I STAND AM I FIGHTING A BATTLE I CAN NEVER WIN DO YOU JUST WANT TO BE FRIENDS SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS JUST LET ME KNOW SHOULD I HOLD ON OR SHOULD I LET GO []

Poem I Like
a man rakes leaves into a heap in his yard,apile, & leans on his rake & burns themutterly. the fragrance fills the forest children pause & heed the smell,witch will becom nostalgia in several years.. by J.Morrison

Hay To You All
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.i hate snakes 2.i have to go to sleep with muics on 3. i like to dec for halloween 4. i'm a claen freak 5. damn this is hard 6. i smoke 1.ndbdger 2.babyjesue 3 big mule 4.awol1986 5.t-bone 6.restrictive just wanted to say hay and this site is prety cool and i'm trying to figure this site out and to all my friends give me some time ok i get the hang of it soon.. your friend, shanon

The Feel Of Chocolate
commentshack.com Cover me in chocolate head to toe start at the top keep moving down go oh so slow... Begin with my lips spread it on lightly teasing me as you lick let it drip down..... My neck is the next spot make it hot by sucking slow let the chocolate guide you nothing drastic keep it simple... Revel in me as I grin with delight... Touch my nipples feel how hard they are touch them taste them... Make my skin ripple wiggle in pleasure watch as the chocolate trickles down my breast... See my chest? It's obsessed with your touch... The warm chocolate is just enough to almost send me into overdrive almost.. Trying to stay composed as you move down... I'm drowning in you... Your touch Your skill Your sensualness caress me from deep inside... You must decide if you want to continue moving down.. or if you want to stop and finish later... You answer by sp

Fun Times & Games!
Ok so I am leavin for Jamaica in bout two hors but I have noticed two problems. I have 160 points to level up so help me out ppl. and also I am sitting with 666 freinds I can't leave like that it would be bad luck so quick sombody send me atleast one new freind. THANX as always S~E~X~Y! P.s. I have about two hours so I am headed off to rate a fewe pps I have missed if you are one of them shout at me quick I will run right over and fix the problem thanx. Hey all just wanted to invite you all to be apart of my new contest. "FUNNY ROOT BEER PICS CONTEST" there are only a few simple rules: 1. All pics must contain a ROOTBEER or ROOT BEER content. 2. No NUDITY please. 3. Winners will be chosen based on RATES & COMMENTS, You may comment as often as you like. The contest will beginas soon as I have sufficent entries. Just click the dancing banner below to link to my page and leave me a message if you wish to enter. THANX S~E~X~Y. Ok So just wanted to let e

Kelly's Blogs
I AM IN NEED OF A NEW OWNER. SO GET YOUR BIDS IN. I WILL BE THROWING IN SOME EXTRA SPECIAL SURPRISE GIFTS TO THE WINNER SO MAKE YOUR BID REALLY GOOD. CUZ TRUST ME, THE SPECIAL GIFTS WILL BE VERY GOOD. QUITE POSSIBLY NAUGHTY! ;) I am offering 4 Million Fu Bux for a 65 credit bling pack. If you are interested please let me know! Thanks! So this person...rated my pic a 5 then rerated the pic to a 4! ATTACK!! mswilli@ fubar

Poetry
It Comes In the night it comes when the light fades and the sands of sleep weight eyelids beckoning sleep Malevolent... Foreboding... I can feel its presence on the edge of sanity In my mind it comes as conscious slips away pulling me into its grasp binding me Gripping... Choking... Paralyzed and washed with fear I struggle to move but a little For my soul it comes when terror lays claim waiting in shadow insidiously Frightening... Terrifying... Evil beyond all imagining clutched within its grasp For my life it has come when I will no longer resist and give myself over surrendering hope Desperately... Silently... Reality is evident around me nightmarishly surreal and warped Near the light you are there Just beyond my futile grasp unaware of my helpless plight out of reach Grasping... Twitching... Mustering only a forlorn moan My voice as frozen as my limbs I can see you there now even through closed eyelids In the world t

The Cook Book
I personally believe in true love, well I do! I have seen it, No really I have seen it, Twice. I know a Wyoming couple, the man is a chemical engineer and the woman was a med tech, she did a lot more then just collects samples throughout the years but mainly she was a med tech. Once their children were raised they decided that they wanted to tour the world while they were still young enough to enjoy it, so the man took a very good paying job in Saudi Arabia for Aramco. This job would allow them to travel all over the world and provide a very nice retirement for the couple. They left Casper in 1992 and had a ball, they saw the pyramids, they have been to London, Greece, Germany and a whole lot more places then I could name. They even took up diving in the Dead Sea!! About six years ago the woman was diagnosed with A.L.S. or Lou Garracks. As the disease progressed her husband slowly started buying things to help her do things she could no longer do like walking talking and breathing. The

U Been Tagged
player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)i drink alot 2)im a pot head 3)im very forgetful 4)i cant keep a girl 5)i smoke to much 6)i blow my money like it gos out of style blueyegoodie tonibella sexy medic cookiemonster dj erotica

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I smoke when I drink but hate people smoking around me 2. I bought a new stove in July and have not used it yet 3. I love to be dominate in bed 4. Family Guy cracks me up everytime 5. I'm afraid of Monkeys 6. Ball caps and goatee's on a man are the biggest turn on for me Canadian Thunder Criminalistic WOW Spectre40 smokeinfire4u tllgt33

Poems
label me call me what you want antisocial,angry, insensitive. they all describe me, I'm just bein myself ,bein me. sayin one thing doin another, your one to talk, such a hypocrite. Just playin the game you say, yea your definitely playin it. I'd just love to see you impaled on your hypocresies, held up to the light for what you truly are. at least I'm not the coward hiding behind his false ways & words. THE FOOL dont know how much longer i can fake this smile because of what you did my heart breaks a little more each day you seem close but ur not and it hurts me every mile i dont kw how to deal with this your so far awayit hurts to breath and i dont even know how i should feel all i feel is nothinghow come the ones you love, pain is all they bring?why is it that when you need someone they always leave or just stay to say

Poems I Have Wrote
Holidays A time of the year Most people look forward to Spending time with friends and family For me it is a day sitting home alone Just another day of the year Nothing is open thou and there is nothing to do Every one saying how great it is All just wants me to get sick As I have no where to go Or nothing to do No one to spend this holly time of the year with It just makes me depressed and wishes it would all be over with By Scott Homan 10/11/2005 Loneliness Being alone all the time Never knowing if any one will ever visit you Only seeing people at work and when you go to the store Most contact you have with people is over the net Does any one know what it is like to be so lonely? I sit here trying to remember the last time I had company Not remembering the last time Looking at caller id and there has only been One person to call me in over a week People say they get used to it But you never get used to being alone Some days go good

Rambling.....
I wonder if it has anything to do with me drinking hot tea?? Well, I woke up around 3 am and right now at 11 am, I am soooooooooo tired, plus I can feel a headache coming on...yay for me. I had some horrific heartburn, plus had to majorly go potty and on top of all of that, I had a REALLY weird ass dream last night, so all of that woke me up and now my ass is dragging. I'm hoping to lay down for a few hours a take a nap, although it won't be uninterrupted since the kids just can't seem to leave me alone, at least it will be a bunch of small naps...that might be suffice enough for a while.....we'll see. Well, I just got home from taking the kids to catch their school bus and when I got back I went straight to the back yard to check on the poopie dog. Well, Bodey kept messing with something over at the wire fence that is between mine and the bitch's, um I mean my neighbor's yard and I saw something furry. I first thought I was seeing a squirrel tail and that he had gotten stu

Thoughts And Shit
" He walked m-16 slung at his side, through rice patties and forests day and night night and day he walked. He prayed he prayed before his hike and before he rested for the night, he prayed for the end to a war that in a perfect world would have never began. Then the day came the 8th of november his soldiers got carried away. Not by huey's or m-113's but by the angles a heavenly army. He came home got spit upon cursed and despised why? what for? For a country to be able to rest in peace forever more" just a new poem im working on he wakes up with the sun just coming over the land he makes his cup of coffee and sits on the front porch the cool autumm west texas air nips at his boots while he drinks his coffee and smokes his cigeratte as the steam rises off the coffee as he takes a sip and looks over his land. Many generations before him have worked this land and provided for their family as he is doing now. It was handed down to him from his daddy and his daddy's daddy before

Thoughts For You To Answer Please
FRIENDS ARE SPECIAL SO PERFECT SO SWEET FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE US FEEL NEAT FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE UD SEE THE PERFECT FRIENDS YOU AND ME BY FAIRY FANTACY Sometimes we devote so much effort to being what we are not,that we lose the chance to be what we are. We have one identity for this person and another for thatone. Our co-workers, neighbors, friends, and family all expect different tings from us, wondereing who we actually are.How can we be so many different things to so many people? God wants us to be only who we are. We were created with unique characteristics for a purpouse, even if thatpurpouseisn't alwaysclear to us.We need to be who we really are, and to be the best we can be, knowing thatGod approves because God created us as w

Funny News
As you know, Hillary Clinton has decided to run for president. She’s thrown her hat into the ring. And then bill threw his ring into the drawer. Party! Party! The knock against Hillary running for president is that she’s smart, but not electable. Or as political experts call that: a Democrat. John Edwards, who is also running for president, is being criticized because the new house he just moved into is one of the biggest in North Carolina. It’s 28,000 square feet on 102 acres. See, Edwards became famous for talking about the two Americas. Now both of them can fit into his backyard. According to the British Journal of Psychiatry, marijuana can cause panic attacks. I don’t know . . . The only time I have ever seen a marijuana user look panicky is when they are out of marijuana. On a campaign trip yesterday Hillary Clinton suggested that she knows how to deal with evil and bad men because she had to put up with her husband which . . . explains why Hillary wants to lo

Thi Is Crap
i dont get this lost cherry shit AT ALL!!! i only hve it because something on myspae is always going haywire.... if only myspace wasnt so gay. why does everything on here have to be so confusing its hard to read ant the pages are to busy with a crap load of stuff.... very u organized.

Dragonfly's Rant
Yet again we're disappointed to learn that there will be no payday. supposedly the paperwork didn't get there in time. I say Bullshit! the last payday was two weeks ago and was only $400. we've had trouble with HQ before when some incompetent dumbass lost the paperwork & Tex had to come home just to show the idiots his own copies. As much time as he's spent on the road lately he should have a damn good check, BUT, he has to wait for the monkey patrol to YET AGAIN find his paperwork. Was it too much to ask? for July 6, 2007 You were so absorbed that you didn't notice how much time had passed. Wow! How did that happen and can you get it to happen again? You'll find out if you keep at this fascinating new hobby. For once my horoscope was right!LMAO Up till 4am and seeing the sunrise for the first time in a long time. How did that happen? Must have been an interesting conversation! My other half is a truck driver and he's been on the road for 6 weeks now. Enough already! It's tim

Just Some Thoughts.
Got a new puppy and her name is MiKayla..Just thought I would share that with all of you..lol..WHOOP!WHOOP!JUGGAPET!..MCL!..Late!.. KMK is fianlly bringin' thier asses over here to Cali for a Pre-show party..Halloweed Tour..lol...(Nice name guys)..anyways..Its being held in Rocklin California in the Albertsons Parkinglot...Fuckin starts at 10am though...EARLY for me..lol..I might just make it though...MMFCL!..Peace!...

Im So Freakin Stupid....
OMG!! THESE PPL KNOCKED ON MY DOOR AND THEY WERE SELLiNG MAGAZiNES AND THEY WERE SO FUNNY AND COOL SO ME AND MY ROOMiE LET THEM iN.....THEY WERE AWESOME AND SO LAiD BACK....WELL LONG STORY SHORT WE BOUGHT LiKE 300 DOLLARS WORTH OF MAGAZiNES...THEY WERE 4 YEAR SUBSCRiTiONS... YEAH WE'RE RETARDED....AND WE'RE CANCELLiNG THEM SO HA....

Tag Your It!
player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1 I HAVE A HABIT OF BRUSHING MY TEETH A LOT. AND I CARRY A TOOTHBRUSH AROUND WITH ME. 2 I CANT LEAVE MY CAR BY ITSELF. I ALWAYS HAVE TO HAVE SIGHT OF IT OR LEAVE IT WITH SOMEONE I TRUST. 3 IM ADDICTED TO STEAK. 4 I LIKE TO BREAK BEER BOTTLES OVER GIRLS HEADS :-O! 5 I HARDLY EVER SLEEP, BUT WHEN I NEED SLEEP. I BECOME A BITCH. 6 I LIKE TO WALK AROUND MY HOUSE IN BOOTY SHORTS. (IDK IF THATS SO WEIRD BUT SURE.) DJ ANIDEX DJ INFERNO DJ SCARFACE DJ KARMA WINNY BIG JOE

Tag Your It
player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1 i used to eat ciggarettes when i was younger and liked them too 2 i like playing with glue making it come off my hands like it is skin 3 i have a habit of putting garlic salt on almost everything i eat 4 i have to have coffe and a caggarette when i first wake up or i am hell pissy 5 i used to get fucked under carnival rides when i was a carnie 6 i always have to play with my tongue rings when i am near a girl DJ EROTICA DJ TONI MISS SHERRIE MURKY JOKER LIVING.DEAD.GIRL WHITE RIDER

Most Interesting Facts We Didn't Know
Latest HOME remedies !!! Reheat Pizza Heat up leftover pizza in a nonstick skillet on top of the stove, set heat to medium-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really works. Mona, Orlando, FL Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. Janet, Killeen, TX Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. You also eat less sugar/calories per serving. Kathy, Mesick, MI Reheating refrigerated bread To warm biscuits, pancakes, or muffins that were refrigerated, place them in a microwave with a

"who Owns My Body" Written By: Shannon Larratt
I read this on www.BMEzine.com and I couldn't agree more with what was said. I think people should have freedom of choice when it comes to what they want to do to their bodies and who they want to do it to them, whether it is harmful to themselves or not. ~Ash ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Nothing is legal with body hacking — so what!?! Why should we respect laws made by people who still believe that man should be like god made him? Why should we respect laws made by people who want to take the control of our destiny?” - Lukas Zpira In a recent ModBlog entry I featured someone who’d had a skin removal scar done, which then keloided out of control, constricting his chest and negatively affecting mobility. Instead of going to a doctor or attempting non-surgical options, he chose to have two very experienced body modification practitioners cut off the keloids and stitch him back together (as seen in our scar repair g

Hot
Lovingly kissing you. Taking my time To undress you with my eyes. Caressing your breasts. The blood coursing like a mighty river through my veins. My heart pumping faster and faster. My cock pulses with desire. Touch it! Feel it! Lick it softly. Take it all! As your hot wet pussy touchs My lips!

Hmm Hiya I Guess Lol
whoooo hoooo bloody hell just seen my name on the list of top promoters 4 over the last day wheyyy heyyyy well chuffed at that 1 as I aint been on here that long myself deffo makes me feel gd and it proves just how dam gd LC is so ty 2 all my friends I have made and 2 all the nut cases I invited and joined up god help ya all and even more so if the rest I have invited get here pmsl mmmmwwwwaaahhhhhhh Hey all well I been here a few months and I guess its bout time I done somethin useful and say THANK YOU 2 the new frinds on LC that made me feel so welcome and also 2 my old friends 4 joining us on LC and I hope they have as great a time on here as I am havin so show some of the love that LC is famous 4 mmmmmmmwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh hmmm ok guess I just need 2 moan bout somethin 2 day kinda pissed off and bored lol so here goes The cherry blast yeh I understand y folk do them but 2 me its just a way of gettin points, rating and shit I mean i'm only on here bout a month or so i

Poetry
I saw you on a hilltop the setting sun painting beams of light across the sky and along your every curve A cool breeze rising from the ocean below teased and tousled your hair spirits danced through each silky strand You looked so wild, so beautiful a young mustang on the open meadow untamed, unencumbered your beauty radiating with passion in the sensual moment you were one with the waning sun and the wind they brought you pleasure and exhilarated your senses I could see the joy overflow from your being You ran your fingers through your hair slowly slid your hands along your body to delight in the energy flowing through you The sight of you aroused me beyond belief I could smell the passion in your soul I had to be closer but a shifting wind betrayed my presence In surprise you bolted away I couldn't let you slip away I wanted you so I gave chase I knew not if your flight was of fright or play but as I got closer the flames of desire grew inside But yo

From The Crypt
I am always true to myself and everyone else in my life. My nickname really defines me. Vampires are very charming and romantic! Every now and then you get a new breed one who is not only charming and beautiful on the inside but also has the fires of pasion to go along with it . to know me is to luve me and to luve me is to accept who i am... If the eyes are the true doorway to the soul then look into mine. You'll find a good friend there till the end of time. If it blosoms into more then you will see, That a pure heart is what beats in me. As night falls on this city and finds you all alone. I want you to know that I'll always be there to guide you home As night falls on the city, I embrace it all alone. It makes me wonder will I always be on my own. If ever I am to be judged for who I am I wont allow it, But you can judge me for what I do and I will let you into my life and let you see what a pure heart would be like.. I see big city lights calling out my nam

Mckenna
Love is feeling another persons pain. Never an agreement and never in vain. Love is putting someone else's needs in front of your own. It's the most amazing concept mankind has ever known. Love is knowing when to walk away. It's also the only reason you need to stay. Love is why it hurts so badto be alone at night. It's why we hug,kiss,and even why we fight. Love is to blame for every broken heart. Also behind every tear we cry. That same sweet emotion can make you want to die

Moriah
What Is Wicca Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrogance of human technology as they touch our souls. To be a Witch is to be a healer, a teacher

Friendship
Sweet unbounded soul ache For but only ones sake Lost in thoughts of two as one Lost until eternities done Missing a word so inadequate The hole left behind I truly hate Lost in the one who made me anew Lost till I am there in our space with you Heart of Pain Selfish organ beats within Driving on pain of sin Flesh does crave the heated touch Left longing for one so much Fire of consumption eats away Blazing forth to make one pay A debt owed by letting in a soul Feel the pain of never being whole Lost in purgatory for time unknown Burn the impure human shown To be less than soul of light Founded of blemish and of blight Scream forth bitter agony Lost alone for all to see Tossed about in seas of confusion Looking for life’s ultimate illusion Peace found in arms and in the smile It is this that does the soul beguile What cruel joke does god dare play To leave one feeling in this way Curses and anger the stomping of pride And yet the cause bea

Survey
Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person (person who posted it)? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u eat it up? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ...

Until We Meet Again
I would just like to thank everyone who visited the Huge Chairty Event the we hosted on Paltalk over the weekend of the 15th. It was a huge sucess for we have raised over $675,000.00 yes I said 675,000.00 dollars. Between the 100k plus the ppl of paltalk donated we have had many corporate donations come in. I would also like to thank the ppl from Meril Lynch for starting off the corporate donations. Thier donation of of $150,000.00 started the ball rolling for other companies to donate. Bless everyone who donated money and time to this event. For those of you who didn't know about it several of the room owners myself included closed our rooms to host the BIGGEST fundraiser in Paltalk history. together we raised a lot of cash for children across the globe. Thank You!! We made a lot of needy children happy this year with all of the wonderful donations. Just think if we pulled this event off in just one weeks time can you imagine what we will accoplish next year. I can't wait to se

Running Away
Relationships Current mood: worried The title says it all. Relationships mean a mass of things. Drama, Tears, Self Doubt, Anger, Sadness, Suspense, Etc. It has everything all contained in one word. So I am lost. I moved to Wyoming to better my life and I feel as though I am only making it ten times worse. I want to go home. back to California. I understand my place there. Here, I'm one face and there are two sides of a coin. Half the people here call me a fat ugly bitch. Those are the people who have never met me, seen me in real life, or even talked to me on the phone. The other half say I'm the hottest girl out here. Those people are the ones who know me or have taken the time out to take a new Cali girl under their wings. Honestly, I dealt with that in Cali but I am so far away from anyone who knows me that it hard to take it. I want friends. I'm dating this guy who is pretty chill but I find I am better with him when we hang out as friends. He doesn't make me fee

~camping~
Appalachian Trail Days 2007 May 18-19-20 2007 Trail Days is a festival held each year in May, the weekend after Mothers' day, in the big-hearted town of Damascus, Virginia. Trail Days celebrates the Appalachian Trail and the hikers, former hikers and aspiring hikers who converge there each year. Music, games, an unusual parade, a hikers' talent show, people-watching, bike rides, hikes, workshops, lots of food, and other activities make this one of the most popular small-town events in Virginia. http://www.traildays.info/ http://groups.yahoo.com/group/camping4seasons4singles/ xxx ...Loved by Some... ...Hated by Many... ...Envied by Most... ...Yet Wanted by Plenty... An Army grunt stands in the rain with a 35 lb. pack on his back, 15 lb. weapon in hand, after having marched 12 miles, and says, "This is the shit." An Army Airborne Ranger stands in the rain with a 45 lb. pack on his back, weapon in hand, after having jumped from an airplane and

I Need Votes People!!
My Trust Sometimes I wish I had another life. Words of hate cut through me like a knife. I cry in my room all alone. Something people wouldn’t have known. Stuck in a new addiction. Trailed in another conviction. Why do I hurt so? Seems like my life had nothing to show. I hurt people with things that I do. I want something more, I want something new. Leave me crawl out my own abyss. And act like nothing’s Amiss. Even though my heart is breaking. People just keep on faking. So I sit here and wait. For god to finish my fate. Life is something worth living. But you always end up giving. I love you Even after everything I’ve went through. By:Angel Why I love you When I walk you always seem to be there. You’re like a soft warm breeze thru my hair You’re kisses so true And that’s why I love you You make me laugh when I’m hurt or down You’re laugh like music to my ears, I love the sound You’re eyes tell me what I already knew And that’s why I l

Rantings And Vents
It's not about ptz or gifts. It's about the bragging rights and who can honestly say they have the hottest and most creative pic on CherryTAP?!? To make it fair, we'll have one vote and one comment per voter. No comment bombing. It's about truth and not who's got the most online time. Tell one, tell all...a real contest will be underway! If you've taken the shot of yourself, some one else or if you know some one who's got this amazing picture that makes you stop in awe and says a million words in a single moment, this is for that one priceless pic! Please let me know. Contest will open June 8th and run until June 15th. So is your hot pic art or just sleazy? First of all, it's cool to hang out with the guys. To know that you've got friends you can count on when a car needs fixing or lay new tail in the kitchen floor. but...sorry fellas...I'd diss you in a heartbeat for a good woman. Girls are a dime a dozen. More intersted in getting attention and you need some Tum

"she"
A poem I wrote called "SHE" I wrote this when I was feeling down. SHE She tires of the way she is treated. She longs for the days of before. She cries for the lost love she never had. She treads lightly along the path leading nowhere. She hugs herself and wallows in her self-pity. She watches the world around her pass by. She is an outsider among a world of those who snub her and her beliefs. She throws herself on the mercy of God. She wants to end her life, as no one will miss her. She has nothing to offer to herself or to anyone. She is lost among the stars of which she will never be a part. She is in agony over her life as it is. She cannot fathom peace or love, as she is deaf and dumb to the world around her, and they are to her the same. She will never know what it's like to lose something she never had. She only has her naked self to present to no one but God. She end's her life of suffering and pain, and un-love, only to find that she is loved. She is, lo

Angels Place
Healthy ... A woman, in her fifties, is at home happily jumping, unclothed, on her bed and squealing with delight. Her husband watches her for a while and asks, "Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look? What's the matter with you? " The woman continues to bounce on the bed and says, "I don't care what you think. I just came from having a mammogram, and the doctor says that not only am I healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year-old. " The husband replies, "What did he say about your 55-year old ass?" "Your name never came up," she replied. Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and

Tag!!
Who Does That! Is a novel full of lustful yet life learning experiences that will keep you wanting for more. It tells the dramatic story of Victoria White. In her earlier years, all she wanted to do was get an education and make a better life for herself. She gets side tracked when she meets a guy name Dwight and falls in love. When things don’t work out, her life takes an unexpected turn. She gets a big dose of reality when she starts looking for love in all the wrong places. She gets into a relationship with several guys and ends up getting hurt. She starts getting revengeful, wanting to hurt everyone that hurts her. She seeks her revenge at no cost. In the midst all she gets a devastating blow by the death of her father and her unborn child. Dealing with the pain alone was unbearable. She needed someone to talk to, someone that would love her unconditionally. In order to do that, she had to make some changes in her life. But before she could, along came Paul. Paul was a very car

Friends
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I am right handed, but I masterbate left handed...lol 2. I like to watch a woman pee, not on me though...lol 3. I eat pizza at least 4-5 times a week. 4. Between work and school, I barely have time for myself. 5. I sit around in my boxers when I am alone. 6. I love when a woman takes control. Melissa Teejaysf27 Skitzo Short N Sassy Dazzeldoll NCBABE

Poetry In Motion
Well, this was send to me from an ex. I not one for lets say, flattery but this one gives me to much credit. Lmao, just jokes... I thought I would share it considering some thought was put into it and I enjoyed it. I took the time to wait for you, I took the time to spare. I took the time to understand you, But still you showed no care I told you once I loved you, And from then many more. I told you once I'd wait for you, Even still you chose to be a whore. I guess now I have nothin' to say, No more choices on my behalf. I guess I'm back as I once was, Just a friend to make you laugh. But still I know you won't change, And you'll never see me as a friend. So just go with the flow, let time pass, Because it's no use to pretend. But you know I'll always remember, All the times we had shared. All the drinkin' times and the cries we had, All the times our minds had bared. You'll be a part of me lifelong, You'll be in my heart forever. But now