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Welkum To My Sightmare
Just walkin' along Enjoying the rainshine Spendin' most of My prime Doin' nuthin' at all Some day You may look Back and say You could have Done sumthin' Instead of Nuthin' at all We take this Life for granted We are only On this planet For one day For a lifetime Sleepin' thru the Angry mist I think about the Times we missed And then you End up readin' 'Bout me Doin nuthin' At all

Junk
never fall for your best friend...all it does is hurt the both of you and can ruin a friendship...if you do fall don't let them know, hide and bury the feelings until they are no more...that way you can stay friends

2007
2007 at the stroke of 12:00 am we where tosted with our shot guns in the air lighting up the sky. Even my 14 year old son was right beside me shooting off his 12 gage shot gun haveing a blast my brother ,dad and sister and I and about 30 or 40 others partied like it was going to be 1969 agin we brought in 2007 with a bang!!! Haveing a good time for New Years I am thinking things might be a little better this year

Online Dating...
i give up... nothing in this world was ment to go right for me period. ive given up, i dont fucking care anymore, everyone can go fuck themselves cause i dont need anyone... im starting to wonder why i keep fucking breathing. fuck the world, fuck you, and fuck me too. we're all shit, thats the only real explination as to why life stinks. i cant quite seem to figure this out completely... this is now the 4th time ive dated a girl on the net. and im starting to learn, but im sure i still have allot to learn. anyway, i have found some ups and downs, and thought id ask for some help from my friends here on ct to give me thier oppinions and comments on this matter. (ups...) well ive found that you can learn allot about a person by chattin with them online. and that you tend to look past flaws and problems with that person and see the good side of them... (downs...) you almost never truely know the person. you meet and its all fucked up... they NEVER look the same as thier pics, e

Frustrated
Well I have never done one of these, and I want to see if it helps my frustration to get it all down here...So here goes nothing... Tonight I am so frustrated I don't really know what to do. And it's strange because I had a great day and all of the sudden it just hit me like a ton of bricks. When will I ever get what I feel that I deserve?? I mean, I am in my opinion a very nice guy and treat everyone with respect. Why can't I ever get anything to go right for me? I guess this is all stemming from a couple instances in the last couple days. There are a few people I talk to online all of the time. We chat and flirt and you know, the usual. Then I think things are going great and am like yeah finally, I am gonna have a things go my way. Yeah right! Why do I ever get my hopes up? The people that I think all is going good and then they act like they don't want to talk anymore, like it's a burden on them....I haven't changed me or the way I treat them. But something has cha

Sometimes I Have Too Much Time...
What to do? What to do? I'm sitting here pondering theories of the universe and I think I would like a couple of things clarified for me because I'm just not understanding. #1: Why is it we do the things we do? When do we lose the hope of being or doing something better; or just plain ol' trying in general? We all seem to putter around in a bleak fog that hazes and clouds our minds until we basically get unto a repetative cycle and we don't even have to think anymore. Why? I'm to blame for it too. I catch myself now and again just meandering through, like a lazy crooked river, just trying to find something to spark that little bit of life again. Do we get this way as we get older or is it just what happens when you give up? When you forget all the things you wanted to be or do? Do we just settle into something that's easier and more conforming to the society we've created? #2: What is it that makes us all shun the outside world and not bother with interacting with our fellow man?

Putting Things In The Past And Moving Forward
Well its the start to a new year. 2006 was a rough year for me. I have decided to make the best of 2007. I will turn 20 this year and thats hard to believe. Im going to go to college in the spring time. Im going to major in nursing. Im trying to find a job to get my car and make new friends. As far as enemies goes, thats in the past. If they wanna be friends fine if not thats fine too. Now i still havent heard from my ex. I need to to get the rest of my stuff. So hopefully I will hear from him soon. Well I wish everyone a great year. Muah!!

Contest
now that i got ur attention im making my first contest and it is to see how many juggalo's out there the real one's i want to make this the Best Juggalo Face Paintin Contest So Spread The Word And Send ur Pictures To Me Thanks

Naughty Thoughts
Naughty Thoughts Slipping in between the sheets Where your warmness I desire to meet Your hot hard nakedness Awaits my quaking wetness I am closer to you Only desiring to make you quiver too Deep inside my soul Loving you will make me whole To feel your need and taste your body's seed Hold me, touch me slow, kiss me there Make me shiver with your mouth everywhere Liquid fire burns in my womanhood Damn no one said it would be this good Deep and deeper Harder and Harder Take me to that higher plain Where our love will burst into flames Thrust into me like you are dying Faster and faster there is no more denying

Sweet Torment
Sweet Torment Leather and metal adorns throat and wrists I'm bound for your pleasure Sweet torment and bliss Feel my heart beating faster as the blindfold is placed Stood now in darkness awaiting my fate Hands grasp my ankles Legs are spread wide There's no secrets left You can see my desire How my body now craves That kiss of soft leather Redhot licks of the crop Your cane, painful pleasure With soft voiced commands Sweet searing caresses Using pleasure and pain You torment my flesh Then exstacy wakens moans turn to begging I need you to quench

Dragons Dream
Dragon's Dream My eyes see inside myself Look away The sky is black and so is my heart Look away I'm AFRAID I am PAIN I'll be your FOOL I am your SLAVE Action speaks I will die for you in the end I pretend I was cruel You are all inside me Don't try to find me Cause I am you and you are begging me to stay. I'll be your bad girl... I will portray but one false move and you're blown away. In this mask engraved I'm under, A MASQUERADE OF THUNDER Calling out you wonder who I am. I can hear you screaming to the bells I'm ringing Darling if you are dreaming,

Today Snoopz's Calendar Says:
January 15th 2007 Today my calendar reads... Dogs shut their eyes to shag my leg! Tues Jan 2 2007 You're all just a figment of my twisted imagination! Today my calendar note says: Wednesday 10th Jan 2007 I only do humans...

My Blog!
Party Resolution-Free!!! What's everyone doing for New Years Eve? I will probably have a bunch of friends over, break out the kegerator, get some champagne and wait for that ball to drop. Then everyone will suck down their drinks and there will be euphoria as 07 begins. Yaay. But one thing I have to say, is that my new year's resolution that I made a few years back has held strong. I resolved to not make any more stupid new year's resolutions. Ironically, the only way to break that resolution is to actually make a resolution! I love irony. Just like the librarian who banned the exhibit of books that were banned from schools, just because she loved irony. In fact, the entire concept of New Year's is ironic. Since it is just another 24 hr cycle of the planet, that does not occur in any particular place in space (in fact we are closer to the sun in the middle of January, the earth is tilted more in the summer, it is not the shortest or longest day of

Random Shit
So what do you expect me to say. I keep getting this sinking feeling. Nothing I say is ever going to change a fucking thing. No matter what I say, I’m being an asshole. No matter what I do, I’m asking for too much. I expect to have the things that I once did. I want the life I had before. But its gone. I stand here and swing for those goddamn fences every fucking day. And every fucking day I strike out. Those fucking fences. I don’t think those are even fences really. I think that the closer you get to them they end up being a giant fucking wall. Kinda like that ballpark in Boston. Poor fucking Red Sox. I’d hate to go there to play a game. But that’s what I’m doing isn’t it. By being here Im just like the fucking Red Sox. At least they won one. I cant even seem to get to first. Fuck man, Im not even making contact with the fucking ball. But I show up every fucking day. I swing for that fucking home run. Deep down I know that it’s never going to happen. But I can

To All My Friends
to all who consider me a friend and not some bodey to make your page jump some points i have been here sins erly dec. and tryied to make friends on here. but it seems no bodey has time to even just talk. i have tried saying hi and hows pepoles days are ya i know i cant spell well but i try. so starting today if you dont want me to talk to you or you are to stuck up to talk to me please take me off your list and send me some thing saying that you did and i will take you off my list all of you have a grate day and be honest it wont bother me any way at all. and if i hert any bodey i honasley did not mean to. i apolagise if i did and thats why you wont talk to me. my wife wrote this and i no i am not high on alot of you all list but if you are one of my true friends. and my real friends know who you are and i luv ya all.please help me keep her here. all my friends thanks a lot for all your suport kindness her on c.t . nikki05 on ct some of ya know her all ready. I am thinking

Angel
1. Whats your Name? 2. Are we close? 3. What do you think of me? 4. Do you hav a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. would u fuk me? 7. Describe me in 3 words? 8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 9. What was ur first impression of me? 10. Do u still think the same? 11. What reminds u of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do u know me? 14. What do u like best about me? 15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 16. Could you ever love me? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why? 18. R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 19. Anything 2 say b4 u go? 20. ur msn addy?

New Beginings
So its the new year hell yeah oh well. i gues its tiem for new begiinings and to start things over. i have so much work to do adn my dream i want ot accomplish so yeah i got to get my ass in gear well ill cya later peeps

Vacation Is Over
Hey hope everyone had a safe and great start of the new year!!!!!!! I go back to work tommorow and want to keep in touch with all my friends family and fans so keep me posted often and hope you enjoyed the pics there will be more to come ! Email me if ya like if you dont have it message me and I will get it to ya have a great day and once agian happy new year !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your the best John

My New Sponsor
Hi my name is Jay Koons I race bmx bikes for a company out of Austrailia name ozcrank.com im 35 and single alot of people say im to old to race bmx and that I ride alittle kids bike my bike cost 3000. dollars there is no little kids riding that around and you sure can't buy it from toys r us or wal-mart or even target . im here in tx soo im a over seas rider for the company and my pics are on there site too. besides me working as a shift manager for arby's I race bikes and travel too.. remeber this your never to old to fallow your dreams.. because 1 of my friends who races with me is 59 years old and hes been racing sence he was 9 ... thank you to all my friends... Jay Koons

My Soul
I look up at the sky and wonder why I am here and not in heaven. Why am I here breathing air and taking up space. Where I feel I don’t belong and out of place. What good am I? Being broken inside with no heart or soul, ruining friends and family life’s with my existence. How life would be so much better without me here. Everyone would be happier without my existence, taking up space another worthier person should have. I don’t believe I’m worthy of this ruined life. This life that was torn apart, smashed into a million pieces then slowly glued back together. Having missing pieces, not feeling complete has made me feel as though I’m not worthy of any thing in life. Not worthy of the happiness I see that my friends have. Not worthy of the love that I so long to have within my heart. Not worthy of being myself, the person I know that I am deep inside. Not worthy of any thing that life surrounds us with. Unworthy is how I feel deep inside of me. The

A Challenge To Thank Our Troops
Ok here is the challenge and I will match anyone with 1 thank you a week.My mother in law was kind enough to give me this link I challenge you to show our soliders, Marines, Navy guys and everyone in armed force a thank you. They donot choose where they go they donot ask why they just do and many times die. They have a thankless job which is highly critised at this time but they do it so we can be free. Go to this link and leave a message see how that really make you feel about who you are then repost this message and lets carry it on until they are all home. http://www.letssaythanks.com/AllDesigns.html Now the challenge is in your hands are you going to be ungrateful for their sacrifice or are you going to be the one who makes one of these soldiers day? Now I am not saying i always agree with what wars our soldiers are being sent to fight in or where they are being sent to but I do believe if their is anyone out their who deserves respect for what they do it is them.

Read Me... Ya Know You Want To :)
"I am sorry, sir" Diane said meekly. Bubba looked down at her and his face was contorted with rage. He grabbed her hair and yanked her up to a kneeling position. He put his face very close to hers. "Look you better to be nice to me, bitch! Do you know how much I could hurt you?" he said, holding her face close to his as she frantically tried to escape his grip. "Please stop, you're hurting me. I said I was sorry and if you let me go my mother will give you lots of money." Diane said as she started to cry. He pulled her up her up by her hair again and Diane screamed in pain. "So mommy will give me money, huh?" He said. "Yes, sir, if you let me go, please." she pleaded. "Yes, I am sure Mommy will pay and not just with her money." Bubba said as his free hand touched Diane's face, move slowly down to her neck and then to her chest. His fingers pinched her nipple and she gasped from the pain. Bubba laughed loudly as he began to pinch and pull her long nipples. Her tits wer

Our Song List
One Last Breath- Creed Crazy Bitch- Buckcherry Lit Up- Buck Cherry Unglued- STP Control- Puddle of Mudd She Hates Me – Puddle of Mudd Once Bitten Twice Shy- Great White Closing Time- Semi-Sonic Inside Out- Eve 6 Lose You Love Tonight- The Outfield Simple Man- Skynard Rockin' In The Free World- Neil Young Bittersweet- Fuel Cold Hard Bitch- Jet The Middle- Jimmy Eat World Doesn't Remind Me- Audioslave Show Me How to Live –Audioslave Drops of Jupitor- Train Rockin' is My Business- The 4 Horsemen Bad Religion- Godsmack Keep Away- Godsmack For Whom the Bell Tolls- Metallica Mr. Brownstone- Guns'n'Roses Rebel Yell- Billy Idol Possum Kingdom- The Toadies Got No Shame- Brother Cane Figured You Out- Nickelback Fly Me Courageous- Drivin and Cryin American Idiot- Green Day Beverly Hills- Weezer Change- Candlebox Slither –Velvet Revolver Smokin' in the Boys Room- Motley Crue My Own Worst Enemy- Lit Basket Case- Green Day All the Small Things- Blink 182 S

About The Teamsters
About the Teamsters The Teamsters Union is one of America’s largest and most diverse unions. Founded in 1903, the Teamsters Union represents 1.4 million members in virtually every occupation imaginable, both professional and non-professional, private sector and public sector, from airline pilots to zookeepers. Teamsters stand ready to organize workers who want to bargain collectively. We stand for strong contracts that guarantee decent wages, fair promotion, health insurance, job security, paid time-off and retirement income. Wages and benefits under Teamster contracts are markedly better than those of non-union employees in similar jobs. We stand together. In our communities and in the halls of government, Teamsters work tirelessly for social justice - from living wages and universal health care to fair trade agreements that protect American jobs and civil rights.

Check Out My Profile
O.K. Here's the deal. I've been off of work for two weeks vacation. My last blog pretty much sums up the first half. Now i'm used to sitting around doing nothing. As the time gets closer all i can think about is calling in sick. Well o.k. i need the money so i should just enjoy my final hours of relaxation and go deal with the retards i work with.

Life
Once again.... I'm single... The fucker cheated on me.... I hate being single with a passion..... I've been single for bout a week.... Why cant I find a respectfull,nice guy, that nows how to treat me??? Guess I never will..... It will always just be a dream..... I got a court date in 3 weeks.... Im proably going to be sent away.... I dont know 4 how long.... It suckz but u gotta do what u gotta do..... I'll keep u guys updated.... If u wanna know why.... Ask in a message.... Ight... Keep it real, CaiTLiN I was sent away... Im back ... Time to pardy... Hit me up on her... Maybe we could hang out or somethin if u close...

My First Poem.
Deception Feeling like a actor In a play not yet written, Like my whole depends on lies unforgiven. Yet I've wandered down a road a lot less traveled, I still ended up with a life that is now unraveled. You came out of nowhere and struck me with love, an angel of mercy sent to me from somewhere up above. Ghastly vision of delight she cast from her eyes, A seductress of love, she left me dazed and hypnotized. I reach out to touch her, but as I did she disappears, This silhouette of beauty playing upon all my fears. A ghostly Image of temptation, a delusion of my mind, Where did she go to, why did she leave me left behind. She said that she loved me, that her love would never falter, This Immortal Goddess left my broken heart, standing at her alter. I tried to regroup, and act like my soul wasn't tainted blue, The more I began to realize that this story is all true. She came to me at night, clouding all of my life long dreams, I started hearing the song of

Celestes Charms
Hey ya'll! Hope everyone had a great weekend! I know I did. I got a package from a member. He sent me a pair of white lace shoulder legnth gloves and a pair of white lace pantyhose! They are so damn sexy! I had to put them on right away! I can't even begin to tell you how good they felt. I was wet immediately! Anyway, about halfway through the photo shoot, I had to stuff my kitty with my gloved fingers!!! If you want to check it out, go to, www.southern-charms3.com/celeste I even update with a new video of me and one of my girlfriends! It's just us getting hot an dnasty with each and a BIG toy! Check it out at, http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=3&model=celeste Let me know what you think. Leave me a message here or at, celestessoutherncharms@hotmail.com Hope to hear from you soon. Licks and Slurps, Celeste What's going on ya'll! I just wanted to let everyone know, I have a new video up an my wesite, www.southern-charms3.com/celeste It's me and

General Life Crap
So yesterday was all crappy videos, and filling out paper work, today at 3 I actually going in to start my training. Wish me luck! Oh and I've had an ideal about the next baby I have if its a boy(no not pregnant, considering trying soon), Instead of giving it Allens last name like we did with Sirenity, I wanna give him my last name, and I have some reasons. My father only had 2 girls, and he adopted my step brothers, and they took my dads last name, but the name is not actully going with the bloodline. So I want their to be a boy with the blood and name. If that makes sense. I dont kno, leave some of your thoughts about it> I keep having crazy dream about the darkness, kinda like the silent hill movies and games, but sadly they started before they all came out. I wonder if its internal in meaning or out-ternal. In one dream I made a deal with a freaky evil baby that I would stay out in it when it falls, instead of hiding. Usually when it falls I'm not getting attacked by the freaky

Poohbear
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortun

Life Sucks
Hey everyone!!! Whatz up? Nothing much here sick of life. It seems like i cant do anything right anymore. The guy I truly love just left me cause he found out i have a new BF. But what was i suppse to do when he tells me i can date anyone i want. IF you think you can help me out please give me a shout.

Because Y'all Bore Me.....
When a new child visited our Sunday school, the teacher greeted him and asked his age. The little boy held up four fingers. "Oh, you're 4," said the teacher. "When will you be 5?" The child stared at her and after a few seconds replied, "When I hold up the other finger." This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to the 5 most important questions in the world: Q1. WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because, when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. 1. Sex is a beauty treatm

Queen Robin's Thoughts
So, ok... liiike, i dont understand how men dont understand us... like seriously... Ok, when we're pissed off, why do men act like they don't care?!?!?! Seriously... like, hello? We'll even SAY we're pissed off... and they'll be like "ok".... and then we're like fine, i'll just ttyl "ok.." i mean, WTF?!!?!? HELLO?!?!?!? I'm NOT the person to be pissed off and left to stew in my own pissed offness... well, here I am, stewing in my pissed offness... because SOMEONE doesn't get it!!! I seriously basically got told he doesn't care whether he sees me or not tonight... seriously... and like, i work tomorrow.... and don't get off til midnight, soooo then obviously i wont see him tomorrow, so i wouldn't see him until like, fucking, thursday, and god forbid i'm still pissed off about this by then cuz, wwwooowww.... I'm pissed... I dislike feeling neglected and ignored, and right now, i'm right in the midst of feeling neglected and ignored.... FUCK... i'm so pissed off... sure, like, hello... ju

Contest Please Help Me
CLICK ON THE PICTURE A MOTHER SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO WISH SHE NEVER GAVE BIRTH 2 A CHILD OR IN MY CASE A GROWN SON HE HAS PROVED AGAIN THAT HE CARES ABOUT NO ONE BUT HIMSELF ... MY WISH 4 HIM IS THAT SOMEDAY HE WILL FEEL THE PAIN IN THE SAME WAY HE IS INFLICTING IT ON ME...I HOPE HE WILL SEE WHAT IT IS LIKE TO LOSE THE MOST CHERISHED THINGS IN YOUR LIFE ...HIS KIDS...BECAUSE FROM NOW ON HE IS DEAD 2 ME...

Surveys
i am writing this to all who helped my gain a level i thank you so so so much ...... Kisses and hugs Blessings ?? Which Season Are You ?? You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...You're warm, and the most approachable. You have that gentle prescence about you. People can relate to you, and find you easy company. However it's likely you've been hurt in the past and it has left you scarred so things can become rather chilly with you at times. Being the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy and loyal to your friends but prone to depression and negative thinking. Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Vote For Me!!!! Pleeeeeese
Ok cherries! Please follow the link and comment bomb my pic in this contest, its the first time I've ever entered one and I think I need all the help I can get!! Remember, its comments, not point! :D http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=167947&i=2736843310&sfgdata=4

Quizzes Or Surveys
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Dracula92%Lestat67%Armand58%Louis58%Angel58%Blade58%Deacon Frost58%Spike50%Akasha50%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

I'm So Lost
I had stopped coming on here and recently got a request to join. Lo and behold I had an account already. Who knew? I don't like being fresh meat. I'd rather be a new cherry. This site is needlessly complicated and slow to load every friggin thing. What am I missing here? I have no idea what I'm doing here. I'm freshmeat, which is weird. I'm gonna try to go with the flow, but if you have any suggestions to make this easier, I'd greatly appreciate it.

Resolutions Or Revolution
It is 5 am and I am exhausted. Just woke up from a too short nap, somewhere in southern Washington state,heading to Bellingham to pick up a friend, and then continuing on to the Yukon. The past 2 days have been filled with awe and wonder as well as disgust and bewilderment. Wyoming looked just like it does in the movies. I kept expecting the Apaches to ride up over the ridge with thier war paint on. Idaho smelled like cow manure and the sight of all those poor animals jammed together in disgusting pens just cemented my desire to become a vegetarian. No living thing should have to live like that...in filth just waiting to die. Oregan rose to the top of the list of plases that I have seen that I want to return to. I think I would like to check into the possibility of living there. The air smelled like, well, like something I had never smelled before...so sweet and clean and pure. The trees and the mountains and the streams were so beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. It is hard t

Lost In Your Kiss
Lost in your Kiss Your warm soft lips gently cascade over my face I feel the warmth of your hands as you trace I feel lost in your kiss a warmth spreads through me I never dreamed it could be like this... I long to tell you all that I want all that I desire As your eyes, your hands, your lips spread my lustful fire Your sweet warm breath I feel against my skin as I move my head back and draw you further in Like a sponge.. my body absorbs you every pore every part of me feels the sensation ripple through When our lips part I whisper in your ear "This is what I wished for... to feel your body near"

My Vampire
My Vampire I dream of man in black He stands above me and I am the snack His eyes look through me and he sees my soul He reaches for my hand and we take the stroll Into the dark where he now resides Into the shadows where he hides And now he’s bringing me- What will he do? Hopefully what I want him to His skin like porcelain, smooth and cold And I desire to be in his hold He makes love to me with only his stare And my brain knows that I must beware My body however needs him deep Only one of his kind could creep Into a person this way I’m not just lust, I am prey With his eyes locked on mine, he embraces my fruit His cold fingers slide in me, and his mouth in pursuit Of the pulsing flows of life in me He needs to drink, and I will agree His hands quickly moving inside He tastes me now and I enjoy the ride I feel the pain and it’s more than good I want him so much more than I should Giving of me means marking my death Losing my sun, and losing my breath H

Needs Fulfilled
Needs Fulfilled Nibble, nibble On my Ear Closer, closer Come over here. Softly, softly Touch me now Tease me, tease me I'll show you how. Slip your hand Between my thighs Listen to My gentle sighs. Bite me, bite me Oh, right there . . . Now lick me, lick me If you dare. Pinch me, pinch me White hot delight Stroke me, stroke me My sex takes flight. Now come inside Push harder still My slick wet heat Yours to fill. I want you now I'll need you then To take me to The top again.

Losing Control
Losing Control Fuck me hard. Fuck me now. Fill me up. Holy Cow. You make me sweat. You make me scream. Are you real? Or just a dream? If just a dream, Then let me sleep. Cause loving you, Is much too sweet. My body trembles. My body aches. Your hands on me, Is all it takes. I feel the peak, It's just ahead. A golden rush, My soul is fed. Now lay with me, You've touched my soul. I let you in, And lost control.

Jokes
A man went to his doctor and asked him how to prolong the lovemaking experience. The doctor told him that masturbating before sex often helped men last longer, extending the pleasure for them and their partner. The man decided, "What the hell, I'll try it." He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley, but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he came up with a plan. On his way home, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if he was examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate. He closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at the bottom of his pants. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard, "This is the police. What's going on down the

Amanda's Mindless Ramblings
Hello! I'm new here on Cherrytap. I am also on myspace. But my husband said I should try this since there's no kids on here. So here's some of my first mindless ramblings for the year 2007!.... Ahhhhhh....2006 is finally over and gone. It was an alright year. Good things happened, bad things happened. Life happened. Now I wonder what kind of life is going to happen in 2007. I didn't make any resolutions though. I stopped doing that a long time ago. New Years Day and making resolutions to me is like the first day of the school year and the hopes of getting good grades. Every year I'd tell myself, "I'm gonna be on the honor roll!" "I'm gonna learn to speak Spanish fluently!" And then by the second semester, I'd say, "Fuck it! I'm takin' a nap." Which I had no way of preventing anyway. Because through out my high school life, I could never stay awake when the 4th period bell rang. I have no recollection of what happened during and 4th period classes. As soon as that bell rang, my he

Friends Or Points...
How many ppl on here get the feeling that ppl want to use you only to get points? How many fake accounts do we see running around, no one behind the pix. There are more fake ppl on here then there are real ppl at times. I currently have 329 Friends on my list and I would guess over a weeks time I talk to about 75-100 at the most. Most of them I don’t see and prolly never will. I will post this in my blog and in my bulletins because I will be thining ppl out. I don’t need that many ppl, I would rather have 50 ppl that I can count on then 1000 ppl I never talk to. I would like to say to those that I receive comments from once a week I understand and thank you for that. For those that I haven’t received anything from in weeks then I h8 to say it but Good bye. Thank you my friends. Gh0st

Mindless Rants
My Confessions.... -I bite my nails -I have road rage...like a soccor mom on meth -I wear my heart on my sleeve -When I'm at home I wear an afro lol -Animal in the the bedroom -I don't let the "man" keep me down -I was called coffee in high school...ask me why? -I'm obessed with Adult Swim -I like to watch cartoons with my kids -I have nightmares about my Mom's cat, diva -There is a ghost in my Mom's house. It always opens the screen door at 9:15 -I hate drama, but it seems to find me all the time -I want, but despise, a "normal" family -I've become what I hate -I can never fall asleep -When I think about the future, I have a panic attack. -I miss the old me -I think I drink too much -I smoke when my nerves are bad -I want a tat and more peircings -I named my daughter after a R&B singer -I HATED grammer in school *explains alot* -And I can't spell -Guys seem to peg me "realtionship" matieral. I fucking hate that!

2 Blogs From Elsewhere
Home | Blogs The Fussy Lonely Aries 1-2-07 Once upon a Time,I was on these Socializeing sites to meet a new soulmate.An if I wasn't so damn perticular,I would have.Actually I did,but I wasn't ready yet.I wasn't ready to let go of the past.As my ex couldn't find anybody,who new what he was doing.After 5 months of being kicked to the curb,she re-enterd my Life as my Lover only.An it was damn good.But now close to 7 months of Abstinence,I feel I am ready.But unfortunately I'm still Fussy.An all past relationships were based on great sex.As I've Matured these last 7 months,sex is nolonger that important,as it once was.I still preffer petite an thin,for mind boggling orgasmic delight.But I will settle for other than I preffer.For great Sexual Compatability,u should be a Sagittarius,Aquarius,Gemini or another Aries.For companionship maybe the same. _________________________________________________ The Past Few Months First of Sept.06.Labor Day weekend.Went Camping with my e

Are You Normal???
***You Are 55% Normal*** While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/hownormalareyouquiz/

My Celebrity Look A Like
well, i was going to post my pic and pics of what celebs I look like, but I screwed up and lost it, looks like I will have to do it all over again. Oh well. crap happens. i am wondering how the hell I look like donald rumsfeld and a couple female celebs. See ya soon.

Alaska Im Ready For It
I made it through basic and Ait I will soo be staitoned in Alaska I love the army its the best thing to ever happen to me I made a great choice, from having battle buddies who out for you to having a great since of pride and honor for what you do thats why I love the army and this why im finally liveng my dream od being in the army. Well I made it through training and now im ready for Alaska.

Erotic Stories
Suzanne Jamison was 42 years old and having an affair with a 20 year old pool boy. She and Anthony were making love in the lounge chair beside the pool one afternoon. Suzanne's body glistened in the sunlight. It was tanned, lean, and quite sexy for her age. Her skin was still very taut and smooth and her breasts were still as firm as when she was 18. She was a vision of beauty at any age! Unfortunately her husband Rob hadn't seemed to notice in years. He was a very busy account rep for a major advertising agency, and between long hours at the office, out of town meetings with clients and training camps, about the only thing he had time to do when he got home every night was shower and collapse into bed. Not that Suzanne minded very much. She loved having time to herself all day, and she loved that he made plenty of money, which Suzanne was all to happy to spend. Of course it did leave her feeling rather lonely and deprived at times. Her body still felt young and alive, and it needed at

Sublissa's Blog
Hello everyone, this is my first attempt at a serious blog. While I have only been on this site for a short while it has come to my attention that there is a lot of support for our troops in Iraq. Im glad that there is, as I think they are incredibly brave young men and women doing a great job under incredibly difficult circumstances. That said I myself am opposed to the war in Iraq. That is not to say I think we should pull out now....that would be disastrous....but I do think we need to question our leaders judgement in sending our troops there in the first place. It would seem that over time it has become clear that we were all, or most of us "hoodwinked" into believing we had to send troops to Iraq. At a time when we still hadn't finished in Afgahnistan. I believe we were right to tackle Afgahnistan. They have supported and harboured terrorists both before and after 9/11 and as such needed to be brought to account. Iraq however is different. While we all would no doubt have bee

Contests
◊ Saxxy ◊ ~Please Add Yourself To My Map~@ CherryTAP RULES: 1) NOMINATE someone who you feel has the BEST profile. 2) SUBMIT their profile page LINK to me. 3) This contest will run for THREE WEEKS. 4) You may BOMB and RATE yourself. 5) You will be dq'd if I have PROOF you have gotten a new account just to advance for a win. 6) There will be THREE winners: 1st, 2nd, and 3rd. 7) Winners will be announced by totality of rates & comments. 8) Downrating will NOT be tolerated. 9) If this goes well, TWO more contests will follow. 10) Feel free to comment bomb the BIG PIMPIN Contest folder as well. Good luck to all and each contestant will receive an entry gift from me. **ATTENTION PLAYMATEZ** THINK YOU GOT IT ??? I NEED TO KNOW IF U WANNA ENTER NO LATER THEN MIDNIGHT EST ON FEB.15 UNLESS ALL MONTHS ARE FILLED UP AND I WILL UPDATE BULLETIN AS SOON AS I CAN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com ~~ OK HOT LADIEZ I'M HOLDING A CONTES

Message To Friends
Life is a one way path You can’t go backwards When you meet a true friend You hold onto them If you become lost on the way They will guide you If you need a shoulder They are there for you If you hurt inside They make it better If you fall they will lift you When your heart aches Their hugs relieve the pain When you cry They dry your tears And when all seems lost They will guide you back home You are my true friends All these things I give to you As we journey through life’s trials together Life is full of trials and shit But don’t you ever stop and quit Its when times are bad our friends are there They aren't just here to stand and stare The weights you feel are pulling you down Are shared by us all to relieve your frown Just lift your chin and think a while And the clouds will clear to reveal a smile That smile will build up day by day To one the resembles a summers day Both warm and bright with that tingle inside That says my happiness I cannot hi

Hand In Hand
Hand In Hand Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush. My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet. Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me.

Fantasy
Fantasy All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

Dream Of Me
Dream Of Me "Dream of me", she said as she hung up the phone "Dream only of me my love, and me alone" And later that night, when his body hit the bed, Visions of her beauty danced through his head His first dream of her was in Paris, along the Champs Elyesses Dancing with the night, playing hide-and-seek with the day The beauty of her face reflected in his eyes Never before had he felt so happy, never before had he felt so alive His next dream of her was paradise, it looked like Belize There they drank Pina Coladas and lived a life of ease The beauty of her body reflected in the sun It was then that he knew in his heart that she was the only one His last dream of her was the best of the three It was a vision of the one thing that he hoped someday would be The warmth of her body next to him, reflected in candlelight He longed for it to be like this, each and every night He rose from his dream in the middle of the night Stretching out his arms and rubbing the

Petals Of A White Rose
Petals Of The White Rose Dreaming by the morning moon protected in a tight cocoon so pale in the gloom Petals of the white rose Stretching at the sun light smiles reflecting on its dew drop tiles a glow that's seen for miles The waking of the white rose Delicate as the summer breeze pearly white of royal genes a queen within the garden green the blooming of the white rose Soft as love you give it when hearts should touch a frail friend before the gift of life might end The message of the white rose As we cry these tender woes and say goodbye to them we know they'll fly wherever spirits go On petals of a soft white rose

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pieces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

2007 Personal Year Forecast
Metaphysical Muse is Syndicated What is Really Simple Syndication? Metaphysical Muse Archives Embrace Security by tony mims January 3, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net FREE Click on Tarot Game at PlanetAUTHORity.com Thursday January 18, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net Welcome to another week of self-discovery and universal understanding. You start the first week of the New Year off with this month’s Full Moon. Early Wednesday morning the Moon at 12º Cancer will be in opposition to the Sun at 12º Capricorn. This month’s Full Moon will focus her light on your home versus your job. With the Moon, (which rules the sign

Pretty Hot Babes
I am a member of CT since just a week, but i love it... It is very hot to see the pictures of the other members. Everyone does it on their own way and it is very cute to see al these somtimes very sexy pictures... Love you all !!! xxx Anton

Freinds Or Not???
this is to everyone on here im getin tierd of ppl adding me just to get there cherry points up ...thats kinda sad so if u are thinking of asking me to add u as a friend il only do that if u really intend to chat with me .. and if it ends up that we only talk 2 or 3 times il be removing u from my friends list ... ooo and by the way all he guys that look and rate my pics ... thats nice but just to let u know im not gay so would u pls stop with the comments about how i look thank u . and in a few days i will be taking off ppl that i havent talked to in a while and the way i see it they just added me to get there cherry points up ... kinda sad really who knows !! this is to everyone on here im getin tierd of ppl adding me just to get there cherry points up ...thats kinda sad so if u are thinking of asking me to add u as a friend il only do that if u really intend to chat with me .. and if it ends up that we only talk 2 or 3 times il be removing u from my friends list ...

Tapping Ct
Well readers this is my first, and probably last (?), blog. I have looked around CherryTap and am trying to understand what it's all about. Seems to me like it's a popularity contest of sorts....person with the most ammount of friends wins. Still don't see why obtaining points is important and to be totaly honest I don't really care. All I hope to get from this site is a few decent people to have an occasional chat with....and due to the fact that I type with two fingers it's probably best I keep my contacts to a minimum anyway. There are SO many people with photos out there ! Totaly amazing. I can't see why some profiles have opted to have 1001 pics up. I myself will keep them to a minimum. I have been contacted by a few random people (mainly girls who wear little) asking me to rate them and add them to my list of friends...but honestly they don't give a hoot about me so why should I return the favour? I am sure there are some absolute gems out there waiting to be discovered..s

Well Here It Is
Well I had to work on Christmas (got off the boat a day after)Just to give you a hint of what I do I'm a towboat pilot.Home 3 week & off 3 weeks been doing that for 23 years.Well New years was a hell of a party for me slowed down but not stopped yet!Not married so I can go & come as I please.It's sad it's 06:30 am & still running sideways (lol)I'm usually on my space scott3392 same as here but you guys seem to be a hell of allot cooler fill free to holler scott3392@ CherryTAPScott

From Thoughts To Paper
Emotions The echo of every heartbeat reflects the agony of my emotions. Emotions that are like a piece of thread waiting to snap, I love him so much it hurts, pain and loneliness are all I feel. Alone and afraid of never being complete, that is the way I feel. Just to think of never being close to him. Near him I feel happy and safe, I close my eyes to picture him here with me. He holds the answers to my questions, he is the key to these emotions. Only he can fulfill this pulsing need to devour my hunger of him. I want him, I need him, not only physically, but emotionally as well. I want to reach out for him, yet I am scared he will turn away. Michelle Yvonne Morales www.poetry.com Honey Glow My heart opens wide to let you inside there you will abide forever and always together we share love’s tether weathering all the whethers of life and death my desire’s last breath to have you beneath you are far abo

Art!!!
70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: JLL 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: I DA NO IT WAS SOME KID OFF MYSPACE... 03. Last thing you ate: SAUSAGE... NO JOKE... 04. For or against same sex marriage: BOTH. 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: SHOOT. 06. Last person you hugged?: INDY. 07. Do you believe in God?: YES. 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: 18 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 4 10. Ever lived outside of the US: YES. 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: Um. Eyes. 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: PERSONALITY. 13. Who is your best friend?: INDY. 14. Why are you up?: SLEPT ALL DAY. 15. Who made you angry today? KING INSOMNIA AND COOL BREEZE... 16. Favorite type of Food?: STEAK, PIZZA. 17. Favorite holiday: Christmas when I actually get to see my family. 18. Do you download music: YUP, IN MY WHYTE TEE. 19. What illegal things have you done?: TO MANY TO COUNT. 20. Si

Fakes
Although I am a new memeber to Cherry Tap, I have noticed a lot of people complaining about Fakes and Imitators. I can tell you right now, I am not a fake nor an imitator, I don't have a salute up yet, but I am working on it. The cam I have is a piece of crap...doesn't even fit my face with a piece of paper in it.... Any way, fakes and imitations are going to happen...this is the internet after all. People have access to all sorts of pictures and what not. The only reason someone would want to fake or imitate you is because they are just jealous or envious of you, nothing more... Well...thats it for me. leave your comments or whatever, lates! P.S. I am in no way supporting fakes or imitations, just stating a fact.

Just Me
Just stoppin in to let ya all know that I haven't died or nothing, I have been really busy, we got all this damn snow and ice and it really sucks ass...anywhos, I am still here somewhere, so plz if ya visit my profile drop me a line...Take care all of you and be safe in all you do, I will be back at a later date to maybe update my profile and change it a bit, till then......Laterz Just thought I would post a Blog and let you all know that I am new to this so plz be patient with me, I am slowly learning. I am NOT single at the present time and date...I am a very outgoing, outspoken, independent individual...My Motto is simply this...Like it or Leave it, It don't matter to me...Shit Happens and then you Step in it...Be Nice and I will Be Nice in Return...I could go on, but this is going to be boring enough for you all..anyways, if you are interested in chatting plz feel free to drop me a line or two....

The Winter Of My Discontent
The Diary of a mad snowman: There are good reasons for hating snow! Im not a bad person I don’t think ? I just happen to find those little white flakes of death abhorrent. Albino brain chiggers as I often describe them. Im NOT crazy !! Im no Oliver Stone, I know that snow is trying to kill me! It has hunted me like a hungry wolf all my life. I can remember as a young boy stepping on a real-estate sign hidden by snow,the horror is still with me today!! I can still see my feet in the air where my head is supposed to be and then the horrible thud as my watch capped noggin hit ice covered cement. I remember foolishly trusting snow and learning to ski wrapping myself around a tree like some macabre tinsel. I remember walking along with my brother and suddenly being airborne landing on my head in a parking lot my legs landing somewhere behind my head I remember the sound of my brothers unnerved chuckle as he inquired as to my condition. He was afraid and

Descent Into Poop
You know who you are. The larger than desired ladies out there who are self trained in the art of illusion. I see it every time I visit one of these sites. Some big girl will do herself up the best she can then snap 400 pictures with her webcam from various angles so she doesn't look as big. Sometimes a 300lb woman can appear very slim indeed. It's a nasty trick you play on people who aren't into fat chicks. You masquerade yourself with trick camera angles that David Blaine would be proud of. The chin down method. The from the shoulders up method. The laying perpendicular to the camera method. The stomach down on a soft bed method. You make it hard for us non-BBW lovers to sift through to find our type. Sure you need loving too but there's guys out there for you. Be proud of what you have because well placed confidence is sexier than aything. Just not too long ago I did a blog entry on these houdini girls who through trick camera angling make themselves appear 200lbs lighter. Usuall

2007 Sux Already
Let me just say from the beginning, that if the rest of 2007 is going to continue the way it has traveled today, then I will go down and check into a special room, put on my special white coat with the shiny buckles, and save my loved ones the hassle of doing it themselves. First I start out doing a good deed. I went to help a friend who got a flat tire. On the way home, my mom calls and askes me to go with her and my nephews to get their hair cut. I tell her to give me 45mins. She works overnights, has had no sleep, is watching 18month and 3 yr old boys, who wont take a nap, and she is stressed out. Then tells me that I help everyone else, but not her. Which in the past two weeks I have given her a ride to work twice due to blizzards, and dug her car out twice so that she could get around town. Second, my landlord deceids to yell at his nephew, out in front of my house, threatening him with a shovel, with the neighbors a half a block away yelling at him to shut the hell

My First Cherry Tap Blog And Its True
Okay I dont know why anyone is on this half assed site, it really sucks ass lol well that might be because i am tired or it just does. aww leave me as many comments as you want about my horrible blog. Cherry Tap is lame.

Info On Me.
I'm a typical male. All that matters to me is love, friendship and trust. I'm looking to live a dream. A dream of a lovely lil home with a loving wife nd two kids and a few animals. i want to have that forever caring relationship with a woman who feels the same about me as i do her. i'm not a greedy man i am just asking for a simple life of love and hapiness with a family of my own. i'm not getting any younger and i'm a lil tired of time passing me by. am i being selfish for wanting hapiness and a family. am i asking for too much. i'm not to sure anymore but i hope i will soon find my roots and stat a new legacy of humble children who grow up helping people doing good. thats all i can hope for. thank you for reading my babbling. Frank.

I'm Happy!!!
My youngest son who had just turned 18 on Dec.8th left home to met up w/a girl he met on MySpace on Dec 14th w/just the clothes on his back and not a dime to his name hitchiking. He did stay in touch w/me for awhile but after finding out this gal wasn't all she was cracked up to me he called and said he was coming home and would call when he had reached 81S. I didn't hear from him except from his friend here for 2 wks. This girl had his MySpace acount passwords and messed w/his page plus put pics on it no Mom would want to see. He had hooked up w/some other young ppl in a town not too far away from this other girl and I got the number from his friend who got it from his caller ID box. I was able to at least find out if he was ok and had to take a stranger's word. I was told he would't call me cause he didn't want a lecture, or to hear me cry. People believe me I have been at my wits end. Not sleeping forcing myself to eat almost completely shut down. Finally tonight I got a message o

Hello
SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME I AM LOST,,,,,,,, HELLO, MY NAME IS VICKI I AM FROM EKRON KY I LIVE HERE WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS SON, I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ABOUT 4 MONTHS I LOVE TO WATCH FOOTBALL LISTEN TO MUSIC IF ITS 'DISTURBED' THEY ARE REALLY GOOD I LOVE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND I LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOO HE IS MY WORLD SO I WOULD LOVE TO HERE FROM ANYBODY I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MORE FRIENDS TO TALK TO.......

The Artist Formerly Known As Reaper
THIS IS THE MUSIC TO GO WITH IT Aint a nigga on the grind but im straight street Everywhere I go man I gotta pack heat Rollin wit my niggas yo we dat famed fleet Aint nothin changed man im still the same G Another day another dollar its still the same fight Sleep all day and run the streets nigga all night Your hood my hood its still the same sight My hoods just like yours just a little less bright When you roll through Green Run you better break bread It don’t matter who you wit or what the fuck they said My niggas come out the shadows and leave ya ass for dead They da sheriff you da outlaw theres a price on yo head I seen the big lights they don’t fuckin phase me The problem with stars is they too fuckin lazy But don’t go gettin buck dog don’t call me crazy If you do ill leave yo ass ghost like Patrick Swayze People that I meet never cease to amaze me No matter where you go theres always someone shady But they don’t bother me I just let them graze me I aint go

Loving Loneliness
I sit here everynight. Looking at my computer and watching movies where the ones in love with the unreachable end with getting together. I am a lil disturbed with this for the fact is i'm a hopeless romantic who's going no where fast. all i do is use my computer, work and sleep. I fell in love with a girl who lives far away. i wish she ws here with me all the time. i wait for her to get on the computer, just to talk with her. I put a lot of thought in the christmas gifts i bought and set to her. all the money in the world couldn't show her what she means to me. Even with the love i have for her i am still living with an empty soul. when i talk to her i feel like there is nothing else in the world but her. I have only known her for a short time, but she means the world to me. I know this is pathetic but its how i feel like every day. if only she could be here for me to show her just how much i care for her. she'd probably kill me if she found out how much it cost me to send her the gift

Help! 1st Contest....
I need anybody and everybody who can to come vote, I am currently in 1st but about to be knocked out of my position! We have come a long ways today to risk loosing now!!! Comment bombers needed! Thanx to anybody willing to vote, click pic below. Thank you all for being so supportive and I will give all of you a more formal thanks just as soon as the results are in. I ended up with a high rating and 2nd in comments as of the last time I checked which was right before it closed. I will let you all know the results soon! Luv u guys and gals .....You all Rock! KIM ATTENTION....Bitching Gear Engaged...if you dont wanna hear it then stop here and hit that X at the top right of your screen! I joined Cherry Tap a lil over a month ago and for the most part it's been fun. I've met alot of great people and then there's those other ones. I try to help people out as much as possible when I can which would explain how I've gotten this far in levels in such a short amount of time. Well here

It's My Mad,mad World!
That's right! I just joined up tonight! Thanks,Lady Mydnyte! I think i've found a home away from home here! I look forward to meeting more of you good tappers soon! I'm still feeling my way around the site but I think i'm gonna like it here! Please feel free to add me/fan me/chat me up!

Well There A Frist Time 4 Things
hello there for thse who know my sister know she been sick... well she got sick on the 4th and is in the hosptial again.. they say she not doing well and my not make it this time all i ask for is we pray that she does and hope she still has fight in her.. he ex got a hold of her and popped her in the face and we dont know what damage he has done yet.. she is in icu and they are getting ready too move her from one hosptial to another.. yes the asshole is back in jail but he may have all ready done the damage and i may loss one of the greatest ppl i know hello there... well you ever get the feeling thatyouare running in a cirlce and getting no where.. well today happen 2 be one of these days for me.. and it seems like one of my bestfriends are walking away and don't knwwhat 2 do too fix the problem.. and part of the reason is my health..and the other is i don't agree with whats she doing with her life so the onlyy thing i can do is stand there and be there when her world crashes I WOULD

Dream Time
Dream Away… Dream Away… Falling deeper and deeper into my trance of sorts I guess I should explain myself a bit in detail. Im 5ft 6in tall, 28 year’s dead, dark brown hair, green eyes. Every day im haunted by my past. I look forward to the day I get revenge on the woman who made me this way. Feeling hollow from the inside out I get lost in the norm that is my life. The only thing driving me forward is the heartbeat of my children and the knowledge past down to me. Every generation a life story of sorts is past down. Every generation adds its own chapter. How to carry on and finish what was left over from the life before. How do I go on when I have already completed my goals? This sickness cannot be past down thank god! To become a child of the night you must be shown the way, as I was once shown many years ago. I fear for what I have become. I fear for what I am. Every beat of every heart that passes by, every whiff of every drop as one passes makes me crave the beast inside. Fighti

Lyrics
Falling throu pages of Martens on Angels Feeling my heart pull west I saw the future dressed as a stranger Love in a space-dye vest Love is an act of blood and I'm bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart Beauty projection in the reflection Always the worst way to start Now that you're gone I'm trying to take it Learning to swallow the rage Found a new girl I think we can make it as long as she stays on the page This is not how I want it to end And I'll never be open again There's no one to take my blame If they wanted to Nothing to keep me sane And it's all the same to you There's nowhere to set my aim So I'm everywhere Never come near me again Do you really think I need you And I'll smile and I'll learn to pretend And I'll never be open again And I'll have no more dreams to defend I was blown away What could I say? It all seemed to make sense You've taken away everything And I can't deal with that I try to see the good in life But good things in life are

Pics.....
Just so everyone knows, my photo's will be set to private from now on. Someone has stolen one of my photographs and created an ID, using my picture. They removed the photo, but the account still exists at this time. Sorry that I can not share my pictures with all of you anymore, but there are some on here who continue to be childish.

~*~holly Sandberg Aka Wanna Be Tesch!~*~ "mrs. Dumb High School Drama Bitch"~*~
well i find it very funny that holly is the one acting like she is in high school. Seens how she has nothing better to do than sit on here and write about me and my girl's. Bitch keep talking you making me famous. But do me a favor and quite telling your secret about having STD's, seen's how your the one who has "HERPES", and yes i was told from a very good source who knows you "oh to well". And if i did have std's you dont seem to worried about it, seens how your sleeping with the same "useless man" that i gave up so he could go back to your dumb ass. But dont worry he has to come home sometime!!!!!!!! OH yea and about the calling me fat, well to put this in lamens terms for you I AM THICK, un like you cracked headed whore ass who cant even be cute or attractive if you tried! Just thought i would tell you so you would understand the termonolegy of different sizes!!! Oh yea your pharmacy called and said that you have missed you last two refiles for your HERPE medicine. If you fucked wi

Mah Song I Wrote!!! Messege Me And Tell Me What U Think!
“Show me the Love” By; Eric Poile Love is sweet and kind, Love is tender and joyful, Love is fragile and can be easily broken, Show me the Love. I wake up in the morning and ask myself, Where’s the love? Thinking why I am still here, Is it the love that no one shows me, Come on now show me the Love. I don’t have a clue why I am still here, But that makes all the difference for me to live another day, To find out where that love comes from, Come on now show me the Love. I thought I found where that love came from today, But it was just a mistake, live another day, To find out where that love comes from, Come on now show me the Love. I thought I found where that love came from today, But it was just a mistake, I am starting to think there is no love, If there is, Please someone show me the Love… By; Eric Poile Ex Pass on V-1 All Me Hélène yeah I love ya baby its Ur old partner/ U take the breath from me, make my life heavenly/ I c

Holy Shit Wrestling!!!
OMG LADIES JOHN CENA IS EVEN SEXIER IN PERSON!!! BTW I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET 5TH ROW AT FLOOR BUT THAT DIDNT WORK OUT, SO I GOT 2ND ON STADIUM SEATING!!! OH YEA I DIDNT THINK IT WAS EVEN POSSIBLE FOR ME TO SEE MY CHILDHOOD HERO, SEAN MICHAELS, HBK!!! AND DX WAS AWESOME...BTW JOHN CENA SAW MY SIGN, "KFED IS DEAD!", AND POINTED AT ME!! AND MY BOY JEFF HARDY LOOKED PRETTY FINE!! I HAD THE BEST TIME EVER!! WELL HEY I GOTTA GO WATCH THE TAPE AND SEE IF I SEE MYSELF!! TOOTLES MUCH LUV YA'LL!!! ~RAE

My Friend Needs Your Vote
MAKE SURE TO READ THIS FIRST AND THEN WATCH THE VIDEO Jennifer and Jim kept getting huge water bills. They knew beyond a doubt that the bills weren't representative of their actual usage. But no matter how they tried to conserve, the high bills continued. Although they could see nothing wrong, they had everything checked for leaks or problems: first the water meter, then outdoor pipes, indoor pipes, underground pipes, faucets, toilets, washer, ice maker, etc. -- all to no avail. One day Jim was sick and stayed home in bed, but kept hearing water running downstairs. He finally tore himself from his sick bed to investigate, and stumbled onto the cause of such high water bills. Apparently this was happening all day long when they were not at home. Knowing that few would believe him, he taped a segment of the 'problem' for posterity. Now watch the video at: http://www.zippyvideos.com/4587694116580766/waterleakproblem/ Hey everyone my friend Monique Dupree at http://cherr

College Football
What a game? Did anyone watch it? I think this game was one of the best games I have seen other than the Georiga game. Boise state had the heart to stay in the game and keep fighting towards victory,and they succeded. Wow the nerver of the coach to go for 2 pts at the end was a very tough and brave decision. I think he deserves the MVP of the game. All I can say is wow after 2 overtimes it was great.

Sex Iq
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 55% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Where Else You Can Find Me....
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Feelings....... Current mood: confused Category: Life I hate feeling the way that I am feeling, right now. I'm so unsure about everything. I'm so confused. I'm so excited and scared in the same sense. How can one person feel all of this at one time. And to top it off, I'm anxious, hyper and eager in the process. How can one person, make another feel all of this. And what does it all mean. But I guess, it's easy when the person is vulnerable to all these feelings, very easily to begin with. What does one do when they are but a "lost soul" trying to figure out, who they are, where they belong, what makes them happy, and where do they fit in.... Someone who is like a lost "little girl" in a grown woman's body. Waiting to be loved, by one special someone. Hell, she already could be, and just doesn't know it. I've been told to look deep inside myself for the answers, but I don't have a clue, as to how to do that. I've been told that th

Errrg!
THIS GIRL: IS A TOTAL FAKE. THE REAL GIRLS NAME IS STACI COLE, NOT 'NIKKI.' SEARCH STACI COLE UP ANYWHERE AND YOU'LL SEE FOR YOURSElF! HELP ME GET HER OFF OF HERE BY SPREADING THE WORD! PLEASE&THANKS! here's her profile link: Psychotic [ Nikki ] Beauty@ CherryTAP

Erotic Stories
I was running late for the subway. The party I went to ran a bit later than I had expected. As I rounded the turn style I saw the doors starting to close. I bit my lower lip and darted through the doors. Tired and out of breath I flopped down onto the nearest seat. After a few moments I had caught my breath and began to look around the car. It was just another woman and myself. As I looked at her again I could see that she was visibly upset. I got up from where I sat to sit closer to her. As I made idle chitchat I found out she was supposed to meet her boyfriend for dinner and she’d sat there for an hour or so before he called her and cancelled. I moved my arm around her shoulders, watching her face as she told me about her horrible night, she was crying. I brought my fingers up to her face and wiped away the tears as I looked into her eyes. She was beautiful. I took a chance. I leaned forward and pressed my lips against hers. I felt my heart leap as she returned my kiss. I’ve had lesb

A Quick English Lesson
This past holiday. It is Happy New Year. Not 'New Years' New Year's eve is the night before. The apostrophe 's' shows POSSESSION of the night to the new year dawning. Think a little and you wont sound ill educated to the rest of the world. *end Rant*

Heads Up!!
Hey peeps, I have a new friend who just joined fubar.com hes a sweetie and a cutie so say hi and play nice!! antihero77@ fubar Please vote (comment bombing encouraged) for this lil angel in the cutest baby contest. Not only is she adorable, she has to be the best tempered baby I have ever seen!! Thanks all! Willow IM IN A SEXY LADY CONTEST, PLEASE COME MAKE AN OLD BROAD FEEL LOVED LOL. BOMBS AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY

A Simple Poem
I smile and laugh, I hurt and cry I love the ones i cannot have They push me away and I don't know why I'm kind and like to give out a laugh But I get tooken advantage of Liars, cheaters all of the above I miss the truth and how it felt so good I miss that love and how it felt like it should You hurt me once yoou hurt me twice THe Third was my mistake for being nice You SUX You FUcking WHORE I want you again and never more never more never more i love that kiss with so much bliss A taste of sin That draws you in That tears you apart That breaks you heart He shall never be mine No with love, not with time I have nothing to give But a chance to forgive THe lies the cold words The nasty things I over heard Forgiven because I love you I love you

Depressed!!!!
Well One of my Best friend's past away 4-4-07..... The cancer was just to bad I guess... I miss him more and more everyday.... Joey Blankenship you will be forever in my heart.... RICK JAMES NIGGA!!!!!! As he would say..... LOL..... Well Today has pretty much sucked... I feel like shit!!!! My head hurts, my stomach.... I just pretty much hurt all over..... I was hoping the day would go by fast but the fucken Doctor called in today so it is just sit here and wait until it is time to go home... So many weirdo's has been calling.... Yeah getting calls at the dentist office some can be strange... lol.... I have had people call me asking if we do braclets.... Meaning braces... LMAO.... I call other dentist office all the time joking with them acting like someone else changing my voice.... When they find out it is me they get upset then laugh their ass off!!!! ANyway that is all for now....

My Wish To You
I wish everyone a great year an pray what ever higher power you believe in watches over you and yours. I wish for all heath and happiness, love and laughter.. and as the words to Rascal Flatts I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya nev

Daily Things - Just Me Spouting Off Now And Then.
Going to Maui in 33 days ... cannot wait to get on the beaches and snorkel and to geocache Last night before going to bed I took my husband's blood pressure and it was the lowest it has been in two years since he has brain stem stroke. It was at a whoppin 117 / 67 ... that really put a smile on his face. It is usually around 165 / 100 . Four days off from work doing nothing really paid off for him. He should seriously think about disability for his blood pressure. He is going to the hospital on Tuesday to have a angioplasty done on both his interior carotid arteries. My husband went to the VA this morning for his first C&P exam for what turned out for two of his claims for compensation for service connected injuries ... his back and his knee. My husband seems to think it went well since the examiner said "screw the regional office, I am going to set you up right now for the needed xrays for your back and knee" because he had a letter in his records that he found that talked ab

No Love?
Hey guys! I would really appreciate it if you could help my friend Dolly win the alluring eyes competition! Please comment on her pic as much as you can! You can find the link to her pic on the bulletins I have posted! PLeASEEEE!!!! Thank you! much love to you all... : ) xoxoxo I'll heart you forever!

How A Seven Year Old Explains Sex
HOW A SEVEN YEAR OLD EXPLAINS SEX How a seven year old explains sex Litttle Ramy was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Ramy, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, RAMY described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have troub

Hello Al You Beutiful Dolls
I am here now, so you can be at ease. I am ready for some fans and reaplys to me. Just kidding!!! I just really need some help setting my page up. I would like to make my page look good and is it ok to have like not so pristein pics on here? oh yeah and i am serious about the beuty i have seen sp far since i have started looking there must be alot of lucky s.o.'s out there. (s.o. significent others). So, really a litle about me I am Wiccan and proud. I am looking for a little friendships here, and a litle flirtties there, and yes I am very bi-sexual earing on the lesbian side. I think that is all. Just if some one could help with my page i would be massivly gratful!

Love
Love, love is the answer I think about love don't think about bright moons, twinkling stars, red wine, silent whispers, holding hands, secret love letters... I think about pure sex deep sex hard sex rough sex Love, love is the answer I think about love Don't think about candlelights, red roses, wedding bells, moonlight serenades, warm summer nights, table for two... I think about pure sex deep sex hard sex rough sex

Can Yall Help?....
Omgosh this year has been crazy nuts. Things just seem to keep getting more crazy. i hope everyone is having a happier holiday season than. i crave men like i crave clamidia, or genitl warts..... boys lie and are dumb!!! or i should say i need to learn to make better choices! i guess its all just about learning the fact of life! Life lessons! Learn move on and be happy... be real dont be "used car sales men that walk yll around in circles" and ppl really wonder why im gay??? lol Hi y'all =) I just wanted to let everyone know that I am gone for a week in Phoenix, AZ. I may or maynot be online. Just know I will be back and thanks everyone for the sweet ass emails, letter, gifts ect. They make me feel really good! Love, ~me~ oK SO I WENT 4 MY LAST BOUT OF CHEMO TODAY. I CAME HOME AND COLAPSED!! I JUST WOKE FROM LIKE A LIL UNDER A 9 HOUR NAP. I AM JUST SO HAPPY TO BE DONE WITH IT. IVE BEEN "THE SAD HORMONAL" END OF MY PERIOD CRYING TODAY..ANDI HATE THIS. I REALLY THINK I WOULD REATHE

Happy Trails
I was chasing a nymph of the woods along a treacherous single-track. Pushing myself and my bike too the limited; if I never caught up to her, at least I was getting in a great workout. I saw a glimpse of a long pony-tail swishing in the wind when I peaked a ridge a couple of miles back. Man was she fast; I was having a hard time catching up to her. She had now been out of sight for too long so I was about to give up. But I was pleasantly surprised when I saw her after rounding a corner. Just about a mile away, she was off her bike and looking at it. I kept my feverous pace until I finally met up with her. I could not check her out because she was waiting for me, face in an “I-need-help” frown. “Hey, how’s your ride going?” I asked pulling up to her. “Awesome until this happened,” she pointed down to her bike. I quickly saw her broken chain. I dismounted and squatted to get a closer look. Doing so I let my eyes fall across her lean body encased in her tight lycra riding jersey

Songs
I never liked the rain until I walked through it with you Every thunder cloud that came was one more I might not get through On the darkest day there's always light and now I see it too But I never liked the rain until I walked through it with you I hear it falling in the night and filling up my mind All the heaven's rivers come to light and I see it all unwind I hear it talking through the trees and on the window pane when I hear it I just can't believe I never liked the rain Like the rain I have fallen for you and I know just why you Liked the rain always calling for you I'm falling for you now Just like the rain When the cloud is rolling over thunder striking me It's as bright as lightning and I wonder why I couldn't see That it's always good and when the flood is gone we still remain Guess I've known all along I just belong here with you falling Like the rain I have fallen for you and I know just why you Liked the rain always calling for you, I'm falling fo

Two Women In Very Short Skirts
The sun beat down on my body as I ran along the beach. It felt good to feel my feet dig into the sand as I ran along the deserted beaches. It also felt good that not to worry about office work and just feel the intense pleasure of a physical task. I needed this holiday I had been burning out at work and everything had felt so overwhelming recently. The weather had been perfect warm, sunny and without school kids since the school holidays had not started yet. I had been able to get a nice room at a small resort hotel on the coast and had taken to running in the afternoon. I had also developed the habit of having a swim before I headed back to the hotel. Though there were houses on the cliffs above me they were far away and no one seemed around. So when I felt my muscles burning and my breath become laboured I stopped and rested for a little time. Looking about me I saw no one and stripped my clothes off my body. Naked I dove into the water and swam allowing my body to cool and res

New Year, New Start, Crap
I hate mumm folk, so if you are a mummer, this blog is completely for blasting you fuckers. I was making some mumms the other day asking silly questions because I was in a funny mood and I needed points.. yes I was being a point whore, I just wanted to level up so I can add new pictures of my black hair.. anyways, one mummer was very very very rude to me in a comment, i dont mind mean mumms and people calling me names, i was finding it quite funny, but he went too far, so I added a comment and it offended the mumm folk i guess because my mumm was deleted and now I cant make anymore mumms. WTF!? I see worse comments left on mumms then what I left. They are a bunch of crying bitchy babies. Dont get me wrong, some days i love just reading mumms, rating them and leaving my own comments, but damn... come on.. anyways, thanks again for letting me rant and rave, ill shut up now and go back to drinking. XOXOXO *flashes bewbies* may be phnemonia.. or Im dying, I hope Im dying, I ha

Livin Life My Way
ive been workin at walmart for 3 yrs..and ive had my tounge pierced and all they didnt have a prob with that..now that i got my nose pierced my manager told me that i couldnt have it and that it was in the book ..the guidelines or whatever and i said yeah well i'm not the only one with it..and i won't take it out but i'll put a clear ring in and he said no if u had ur tounge pierced u could put a clear ring in it but not a facial piercing..and i said look i sacrifice my blue jeans for u people i'm not about to take my nose ring out to, and he said i'll give u til the end of the day to think about it and if u come back to work with it in u'll be going right back home and i said well i guess i'll be going home because i'm not taking it out and i said like i said i'll put a clear ring in but thats bout it.. and i said here lately this isn't much of a job neway how we've been gettin treated.. (i'm a cashier).. and so i guess we'll see when i go into work tomorrow if i have a job or not bec

Different Song Lyrics
Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel alive Yeah, yeah

Blah
Sometimes I just have a hard time understanding why things are the way they are. I like to think, that this is the way its suppose to be, what is suppose to happen will happen...and with any of my friends I would tell them that, and try to make them feel better. But honestly, that is just a load of crap! Do you honestly think there is someone out there for everyone? My answer is no, because if there was someone for everyone, how do you explain all of the elderly that die alone? No kids, no family, except if they are lucky they have some neices and or nephews that care about them. I feel like, I have met one person, that would have been everything I could have ever wanted, and then more. It just felt good...better than good. It felt good, and I felt good. For reason, that were way beyond my control, it wouldn't work between us. Its possible that I had blinders on, and this guy was like everyother guy I ever liked..and maybe it was just a game for him. I like to think it wasn't, but I wi

2006
Where did I go wrong? Today I didn't understand. You were here but only and hour and you touched me so much. I'm not sure why you truley passed. It hurt so muchto know you were gone. They said if you would have come a couple weeks later you would be here with us. I don't understand. My heart hurts so much but I don't know what to do. I was so happey when we got passed the milestone! But now I am even more scared to try another time, only to be let down again. I don't think I could go through that again. Of course there's your brother too. Where did I go wrong with him. I don't seem to get it. He was almost just perfect. I miss him so. I don't know how I go on without the two of you. I guess I have to live with the fact that I don't have you and that I have your sister and older brother to take care of. Don't get me wrong I love tehm as much as I love you two. Your dad love you too. If it wasn't for your dad, I don't know where I'd be right now. One day I will see you and Odin again

My Life.
Imprisoned inside this mind. Hiding behind the empty smiles. So simple, the anguish, as it mocks me. Crawling back into the dark. Running, always running into the distance. Stop me before I bleed again. The echoes of my voice, follow me down. The shadows I cast, follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. There must be serenity... The echoes of my voice follow me down. The shadows I cast follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. The demon of my own design. This horror must not remain. Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow... Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow... There must be serenity... There must be deliverence... -Killswitch Engage, The Arms Of Sorrow. [taken off myspace] First of all, I dont give two fucks who reads this. Im doing this to get it out of my system. To those are are gonna read

Happy New Year Everyone
Happy New Year Everyone, from me to you. During 06, we all may have hit a few bumps in the road, but if we always look to the past, we will always live in the past. Lets look forward to what we have to live for and quit living in the past, and if we do that, I promiss that we will have a lotta fun in this life.

Marine Goin Too Iraq
who rated the blog im drunk yay who else is marines are few but proud they may even be loud work all day and party all night we are always ready to fight we may try not to cry but it happens but went we do it means we go to war leave loved ones its not the greatest thing we can do its harder then anything we miss birthdays graduations holidays newyears celbrations we do this so u can but im not braggin im just sayin im not alone if u were in my shoe how whould u feel im sad send me some love jason

Some Thought I Put Together
I wanna know I wanna know, The biggest lie you've ever told, Your deepest fear of growin old! I wanna know, The lonelist night you've ever spent, The angriest letter you've ever sent! I wanna know, The one you swore you'd never leave, The last one you kissed on new year's eve! I wanna know, The sweetest dream you had last night, Your darkest hour, your hardest fight! I wanna know, The sadest song you've ever heard, The most you've said with just one word! I wanna know, The loneliest prayer you've ever prayed, the truest vow you've ever made! I wanna know, All these things I wanna know, Just so I know how to let my feeling's show! To whom it may concern: There lies my heart. Torn out and broke Into a million pecies To whom it may concer: It once beated strong, proud and loved with every tiny part that lies there now. For the few in my past that has broken it

A Fistful Of Twilight
A fistful of twilight The snow falls On the beach Creates an Interesting dichotomy Matters of the heart Produce Self induced Lobotomies Separation of Church and state Required to Live free To separate life And Fate Evolves into What can never be Falling further Into the black You begin to seek The light Grabbing at morals Reaching for fun Which will save you What is right My mind Accelerates Subconscious passion Escalates Release the Safety Belt The ice is thin But I can skate Music flows From an unseen Source Your soul begins To dance You tap your toes And hit the floor You have another Chance

Jacob's Blogs
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jacob will go to jail for ... Stealing condoms from the grocery store 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Respectfully Submitted
Admittedly there are a handful of events that I count as anniversaries of turning points in my life, but January 1 each year is possibly the most profound, as it recalls my first exploration of a submissive lifestyle some seven years ago. Yes, I had read "Story of O" previously, but as a a lit major at NIU, I viewed in terms of lit criticism, an example of the form of erotica, and in my critical objectivity failed to see how much the story was about me. Much for me had changed in the summer 1999, thanks to a glorious and romantic relationship with another woman, Carolyn, who opened me up to my own sexuality. She was not domme, not formally, although she totally dominated my heart that August. Quick as she came, she departed for art school that fall, leaving me with some heartbreak, but also with a determination to explore the submissive need that I'd grown up with and repressed. And so it was that after midnight, as the Eve turned into the New Year, by candlelight (despite t

Oh Wow
Ok wow, I got cool feedback on my photography from bodaciousmagazine.com. I would love to shoot for these guys some day :). Ahhh....least it is nice this time of year in SW Florida...........Any one wana play? I have a blog on here....go fig lol -k

A New Year, A New Future
Any one else about to get washed away besides me. Here in Eastern OK, it has rained 7 inches in 24 hours... I don't mind a little rain, but shit this is a little much. Can't even get out to the highway for the 3 different bridges either under water or washed out... Chapter One: Home Again Tanner continued down the trail, pushing away the briers which over the years had attempted to take over the open space which the path provided. There were also parts of trees which had died since his last passing that lay across the narrow corridor. At times he had to stop and break or drag the old limbs out of his way, in order to get to where he was going. And after a few minutes of clearing the path once again, he was staring at his goal. Finally, his eyes caught sight of the one thing which brought him back on this quest. Sitting upon the outstretched branches of a huge red oak, were the remnants of what he remembered as the one place where his dreams came alive: The old tree house.

Exhausted
Just sucks having to fucking get up at 5 am to go to work on new years....its been like 7 years since i last did anything ever on new years eve. I barely even have time to think for myself anymore just annoying. I work 50 hours a week in 4 days and i just need a break.

Becky
You're a Wild Drunk You can get enough drink. Seriously, you'll just go puke and start pounding them back again!What Kind of Drunk Are You? I just wanna wish everyone a happy new year. I hope everyone has a great 2007.I'm just glad its a new year. I had a bad yr last year, so looking forward to a great one. HowManyOfMe.comThere are:4people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

Myspace, Xanga, Blogging, And Other Things
Im a big myspace fan only because of family. Im addicted. I was blocked but I hacked around that. If I dont myspace my family will wonder what im doing on the net and they dont need to be on here. Keep them out of my real blogging life. ya know??? Latest Update:Jan 2, 1:00pm PSTHappy New Year! I've got a little gift for you all, made possible by 300 the movie! Some of you may have noticed already--the photo count has been increased to 300! You can now upload up to 300 photos. Enjoy! Next week we'll have albums so you can organize your photos. Enjoy and thanks to Warner Bros and 300 for making this possible! ID theft growing concern for MySpace users..... MySpace devotee Kary Rogers was expecting to see a gut-busting video when a friend from the popular online hangout messaged him a link. First, though, he was directed to a page where he was supposed to re-enter his password. Rogers realized that someone was trying to steal his information, and he didn't take the bait. A

Contraversal Thinking!
Technology is a creed we as humans need. God is our lord. Im betting God has advances above technology, like omega creeds, thunder-rods, creation zails, wraith rods, weather forcast contollers, and much more. I couldnt even start to image the things God has and if he would have an Ipod?? For that matter our current technology could even be higher then Gods but his is just differant because he does not live in the time line or has technology from the future of another time time. or maybe I have it all wrong and God is an advanced for of technolgy we can never get to until we advance beyond the body; like in Stargate, matters of advanced eneegey beyond human form? Or maybe God is just from the future of our time line? Who knows?? How can we as humans know these things to God. We are nothing....... However I would image to give it a try; and I am nothing so my opinion is way off or does no matter. But because I am one who tends to be hippie like and thinking out side of the box I am goin

The Eagles Going All The Way
HELLO 2 ALL, YES, I'M A EAGLES FAN ALL THE WAY!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE FOOTBALL GAME SUNDAY. JEFF GARCIA IS DOING A GR888 @ QUARTERBACK 4 THE EAGLES. THE WHOLE TEAM HAS PLAYED GR888 SINCE GARCIA BEEN PLAYING!!!!!! GR8888 JOB GARCIA!! FLY,EAGLES,FLY TO THE ROAD TO VICTORYYYY!!!!!!!! SHOCKY IS GOING TO GET THE SHOCK OF HIS LIFE WHEN THE EAGLES GIVE THEM THIS BEAT DOWNNN.~_* CAN THEY GO ALL THE WAY???

First One
I never knew what was there i never knew who was there I never knew the world was cruel I never knew the world was cold I never knew she was old I never knew what I was told I never knew it would be so I never knew it would snow I never knew she would go! Dedicated to my Grandmom Bare with me everyone (new and old friends) I'm trying to figure this new system out. I'm a former (well still have the account) myspace patron, was invited toCherrytap by a guy name TL. I love to blog but need to figure out this whole setup before I truly start! :)

This Site
I really enjoy this site. I have chatted with some very nice people and I enjoy the lack of teenagers too. I get frustrated by it from time to time due to how slow it can be and some of the limitations too. All-in-all, I would say it is one of the best sites out there. If anyone has any tips or thoughts on how to get even more out of the site...please add to this blog.

Music
Well, I think it's time to get ready To realize just what I have found I have lived only half of what I am It's all clear to me now My heart is on fire My soul's like a wheel that's turnin' My love is alive My love is alive, yea, yea, yea There's something inside that's making me crazy I'll try to keep it together 'Cause what I say may not happen the same way Now could be forever My heart is on fire My soul's like a wheel that's turnin' My love is alive My love is alive, yea, yea, yea My love is alive My love is alive There's a mirror moving inside my mind Reflecting the love that you shine on me Hold on now to that feelin' Let it flow, let it grow, yea, yea My heart is on fire My soul's like a wheel that's turnin' My love is alive My love is alive, yea, yea, yea My love is alive My love is alive My love is alive My love is alive My love is alive My love is alive My love is alive I am unwritten, Can't read my mind I'm undefined I'm ju

My Account
>A Texas redneck was stopped by a game warden in East Texas recently with >two ice chests of fish, leaving a river well known for its fishing. The >game warden asked the man, "Do you have a license to catch those fish?">"Naw, my friend, I ain't got no license. These here are my pet fish.">"Pet fish?">"Yep. Every night I take these fish down to the river and let 'em swim >'round for a while. Then I whistle and they jump right back into this ice >chest and I take 'em home.">"That's a bunch of BS! Fish can't do that!">The redneck looked at the game warden for a moment and then said, "It's the >truth. I'll show you. It really works.">"Okay, I've GOT to see this!">The redneck poured the fish into the river and stood and waited. After >several minutes, the game warden turned to him and said, "Well?">"Well, what?" said the redneck.>"When are you going to call them back?">"Call who back?">"The FISH!">"What fish?">We in Texas may not be as smart as some, but we ain't as dumb as most.>You smart

Honesty
lately ive been thinking about all the drama and fake people on here... pervs shout stupid shit in my shout box... high school bs... rude comments left on sfw pics... it REALLY annoys me when people use pics of hott girls as they're primary pics... thats degradeing to the chicks pic they are useing... it just promotes the perverseness on here... do points on a website mean so much... do they have no self esteem... ive even noticed a few on my friends list doing this... im seriousely thinking about just deleteing people again, lol... i could care less bout the points (ppl who know me know this) i dont care how many ppl r on my friend list... i just dont like fake ppl...

Sumthin To Think About
THINGS TO WONDER ABOUT 1. Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2. Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3. If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4. If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5. Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6. Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7. Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8. Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9. Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? 10. Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? 11. Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? 12. Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? 13. Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? 14. Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? 15 Why is "phonics" not spelled the way it sounds? 16. If work is so terrific, why do they have to pay

Which Superhero Are You?
Your results:You are Iron Man Iron Man 85% The Flash 75% Spider-Man 65% Green Lantern 60% Superman 50% Catwoman 50% Hulk 45% Robin 43% Batman 40% Supergirl 38% Wonder Woman 33% Inventor. Businessman. Genius. Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

True Friends?
ok all i am leavign cherrytap... was awesome meetign u all.. if u wanna keep in touch my yahoo id is badds_lil_angel32... hope to hear from u all soon i just wanted to thank each and everyone that viewed my blog... made me feel really good to know i do have some friends that i have never met thar care for me more than the ones i have... i am so glad i decided to join cherrytop... u guys are awesome and i thank everyone for being there for me in my hard times... love u all and thanks for being there for me... hope to make many more friends .. hugzzz and kisses to all my friends and fans !!! yes im back but not full force... still not feel 100% yet but im gettign there.. hope u guys havent missed me to much.might not be here as much as before but i am i will be back full force as soon as i am 100%.. miss u all!

A Yankee Living In Dixie
I was reading an article on the internet today about people who talk too much and how to recognize it. One of the things it said was that if you talked 60% of the time during the conversation, you talk too much. You should only talk 50% of the time, but 30 – 40% would be better. Now, if you only talk 30-40% of the time, wouldn’t that make the other person talk too much? I’m sure everyone has heard that the Governor of New Jersey is in the hospital from a car crash. He was not wearing a seatbelt, even though NJ law requires them. A person with the State Police there stated that the State Trooper driving the vehicle for the Governor should be commended for his driving ability, as the accident was not any worse. Personally, I think the trooper should be fired… 1. He did not make the Governor put his seatbelt on. You know he would have pulled any one of us over for the same thing. 2. He was driving 91 mph on wet roads. That would have got us pulled over also. Sure, he

Super Hero
Your results:You are Spider-Man Spider-Man 70% Catwoman 50% The Flash 45% Supergirl 40% Green Lantern 40% Superman 35% Robin 32% Hulk 30% Wonder Woman 25% Iron Man 25% Batman 10% You are intelligent, witty, a bit geeky and have great power and responsibility. Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

Helllooooo 2007
CLICK HERE TO JOIN THE FUN IF YOU WANT TO HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH AWESOME DJS THIS IS THE PLACE TO BE RIGHT NOW YOU CAN ALSO TUNE IN TO OUR STATION VIA OUR WEBSITE LIVEWIRE V69.0 RADIO SO CLICK THE LINK AND COME SEE WHAT WE'RE ALL ABOUT!! YOURS TRULY, DJ KAREBARE I am the founder of this station. Will be on live tonight sometime after 10pm (eastern time) Hope you tune in www.livewire.ne1.net Much Love Dj K this is just unreal but soooo funny Customer:: "I'm having trouble installing Microsoft Word." Tech Support:: "Tell me what you've done." Customer: "I typed 'A:SETUP'." Tech Support:: "Ma'am, remove the disk and tell me what it says." Customer:: "It says '[PC manufacturer] Restore and Recovery disk'." Tech Support:: "Insert the MS Word setup disk." Customer:: "What?" Tech Support: "Did you buy MS word?" Customer: "No..." ===== Customer:: "Do I need a computer to use your software?" Tech Support:: ?!%#$ ===== Tech Support:: "Ok, in

Life Before Trudy
Before we met I had been through failed relationship after failed relationship. It started when I met the boys mother and we had my oldest son Corey(can't believe that boy will be 20 in August of 07). WE had two boys together then she ran off and left me to raise them alone. That was my first marriage, I was young and stupid,don't regret the boys a bit though. I tried marriage a few years later and the day she told my youngest she hated him I walked out. Three and a half months on that second attempt. I was going through my second divorce when we moved from Slidell, Louisiana to here. Here would be Fort Worth,Texas. I remained a single dad till Sept. of 04. I tried my third disaster of a marriage and again found someone who was abusive to my youngest boy. After a few attempts to fix all that was wrong I finally tossed her out on her ear. I am awaiting final papers right now, I am just thankful I kept my heart open to the possiblity that there was a REAL woman out there. I m

Buns
How come you can buy a 10 pack of hot dogs but only an 8 pack of hot dog buns??? Why is it when you eat cereal there is always milk left but no cereal?? Why is it when people dump people...it's always "It's not you it's me?"?? Why do they sell bigger than the bun hot dogs but not hot dogs that ACTUALLY fit the bun?? Why are there so many cable/satellite channels yet still nothing on?? Did Saddam really hang or was it faked?? (Yes some people do think this)...the same people that don't believe in the moon landing. Is it true that Wal-Mart costs less because they pay less?? Are blonds actually dumb or is this a horrible myth perpetuated by a group of brunettes?? And what do the redheads think?? Golf, bowling, and fishing are not sports, they're recreation. Am I an asshole or not?? It's all relative.

Valentine's Day Truth
Okay here it is... Valentine's Day is a scam...nevermind the fact it's the day after my birthday...so I get gifts then have to turn around give gifts...WTF...what can I say I'm greedy...but that's not the point. It's all a massive conspiracy cooked up by the candy, greeting card and jewelry industries to bilk countless men and women out of some hard earned cash. Who really came up with this??? It is a travesty of justice I say!!! Anyone wanna be my Valentine???

Dark Fantasy
Please read and comment on my blog She turns to Dave grabs his head and thrust it into his portion. He waist no time in biting down. When he burst free she pleads, “More .” Thomas approaches from where he was sharpening his knives with a wet stone. He brings a hat to her and she draws 18. Both he and Shannon search for the number. She turns over and the 18 is on her butt. She holds my hand as Thomas retrieves a knife. He holds it before the audience much like a Vegas magician would. Holding a piece of paper by its corner he slices through it with easily. The crowd gasp with astonishment. He walks over to Shannon’s butt and lays the cold steel giving her a chill. He scratches the knifepoint down her back, raising everyone's fear. Holding the sharp edge against the stenciled line he pierces her skin, as the crowd flinches expecting a scream. Instead she wails in delight. The fillet is served on a plate to the woman with an 18. All at her table examines and pinches a teas

You And I
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not thin enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random girl. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always rubbed your back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another girl I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new girl dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to

I Put A Video Of My Band Up!
www.myspace.com/wornwithin THIS IS WHERE I'LL POST ALL MY MUSIC WHEN IT'S FINISHED... THANX! JOEKERR P.S. THERE'S ONE SONG UP RIGHT NOW! So...starting tomorrow and going to work on an acoustic solo album. I'll stop in every now and then, but will pretty much commiting my life to writing and recording. When it's done you know I'll be back showing you the finished product. I have a snapvine if you want to leave me a message. THAT WOULD ROCK!!! TAKE CARE, Tim...aka...JoeKerr I want to record 1 cover song...must be from the 80's or older and able to convert to acoustic... WHAT DO YOU THINK I SHOULD COVER??? JOEKERR

For Everyone Who Is Legal
um..i wont be on here much..due to my work sched. um..my yahoo names are Red1.z or 8955060..add me if You're 18 or OVER. Thank You. If you feel like talkin to me or askin me questions, email me at abusive_santa@yahoo.com ..leave ya user name an shit like that from CT. And If You're a SINGLE lady who likes being spoiled..get at me too. Other then that, im good to go..im down to earth and im Real. happy new year CT members and Site Owner(s). Make this year a good one with no mistakes pretainin to relationships..judge good and fair..even ugly ppl need friends or what have you. Be good and SAFE..Peace

Life Before Chris
Well, Chris did a blog about his life before me and what he has gone through, so I thought I should do one too. As Chris said too, I had been through my share of failed relationships. Got married the first time at a young age... had my son Ryan when I was 22. When Ryan was 9 months old I left his father as he was abusive. From there on I had a few more (more then I want to admit) relationships that seem to go sour for one reason or another. The hardest time in my life began in 2002 and my life has never been the same since. In December of 2002 my only child was diagnosed with Cancer. Ryan fought the disease for a year and a half... tragically and sadly, he passed away in May of 2004. After Ryan passed... I was lost. Thinking I was ok, trying to be strong, brave etc. I neglected myself and it all caught up with me a year later. Depression, panic attacks etc. I was a forever changed person. My marriage started falling a part and before long he told me he didn't want to b

If.....
My journey thur what is life. Your journey begins with your soul, you become as one to where you have always been together in mind, your spirit will meet up to you on the day that he is presented to you in faith, when your body meets his for the fillment of love, you will be completed forever. ...( LER) IF..The world was to end in 3 days, what 3 things would u do before it ended?? You had a chance to meet me in REAL life...What would be your first Words?

About Me!
Hi Everyone, I am new to Cherry Tap but an original member of MySpace. You all can also check out my profile on MySpace as well. I just Love how I can change my backgrounds etc on there.But not sure how I like Cherry Tap yet as I dont know if you I can change backgrounds on here or add little extra little things. Anyway About ME: I'm 34, and I like to go out every once in awhile to have fun. Life is a journey and you only live once.Im also blunt and usually say what I feel and think when needed, other than that I'm really a nice person. I'm also prepping to take my GED test this year, so I can further my schooling and become anything I want. I know some of you must think that it's lame for me to go back to school, but you know what, I really dont give a rats a** what anyone thinks because I am bettering myself for the year of 2007 and don't need anyone's approval. Looking For: New friends to chat with and maybe hangout with if your close enough

Ex Wives
Ok so i do everything to be the best person I can right...so where did I go wrong? I go out of my way to make this as easy as possable so that everybody can get alone in the future. Its important that after the divorce the coparents ( learned that at the divorce seminar) get along for the kids. I bend over backwards and take the high road and just when you think everything is going to work out, she stabs you in the back with lies and manipulation. Why does the nice guy have to always finish last. I relize life isnt always fair but WTF. I guess its time to fight fire with fire, buts it really not my style. I guess when I get pushed ito a corner and there is only one way out I need to take it nice or not so nice now its time for it to be about me and my kids.

Happy Feet
come on please come help me with this i need help come bomb my pic http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=783474&i=3654326554 Not that anyone really cares, I'm bored so sue me!! Anyways, I'm sure some of you come across these stupid bullitens such as this one that I have copied and pasted here: Okay...here goes!!! I'm about to to make some Enemies...more Haters...and just plain piss some people off!!! But guess what...I could care less!!! I just want to voice my opinion on the subject of FAKES...FRAUDS...and BEGGARS!!! I Love Cherry Tap...but...I'm beginning to realize just how fake and weak people are on this site!!! Few people are honest and open about who they are...Guys and girls are profiling them selfs as someone there NOT!!! If you are a Guy...be a Man and put up your OWN pic...Girls too!!! If you are a cross dresser..be proud and come out of the closet!!! Many of the TOP Cherries are nothing but FAKES!!! If you are here to boost you weak ass ego...realize one thing...yo

Rambling
HELLO everyone nice to see you all ... listen i need some help i am new to this and need some comments and some freinds so please help me outall u can .... and if there anything u wannaask me go ahead i will answer any uestion love skitzyp

Song Of The Week 7
Yes 'tis week 7 of song of the week and this weeks song is one of my faves and has one of the best bits of singing that I've ever heard, this weeks song is PUNISHMENT DIVINE by Blind Guardian Song Name - Punishment Divine Artist - Blind Guardian Album - A Night At The Opers Song Number - 9 of 11 Song Length - 5:45 Lyrics It's warm and tender But very soon it turn cold Shadows stare down from the walls Out of the mist It's coming closer now It never rains It pours on me So let the saints Set up the courtyard The unpleasant cage The obvious point is I'm insane Was I aware Whom I had slain I fear I was the faceless The Nameless The bush set on fire No one ever dared to speak "Shame on me I don't believe The here and now Is all we're living for" Joyful it seems But then suddenly By one false move It's blown away Joyful it seems But then suddenly Their voices cease It's gone away Vanished To the point of no return Vanished To the poin

Collecting Cherries
FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they'

A Thankyou
basically this is just to say thankyou to everyone i have spoke to on here so far, been on this site for like 2 days now, and im totally loving it. a special thankyou to andrea!!! keep in touch everyone xxxxx

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January 2007
Dammit, I ALWAYS post my blog in the wrong blog on my first one for the month. Usually I just correct it the next blog but this time I decided to erase the old one and put it here, where it's supposed to go. That Way I start the year off right lol. So here it goes. so it's 2007! can you believe it? I can't. Anyways, since everyone is asking.. I'll tell you all what I did for New Years. New Years Eve at about 9 i headed out to go to the park and watch fireworks with all my friends. That was pretty un, we sat and watched them and talked and speculated and such. That went on until 15 minutes before New Years and then we poured wine and got party poppers and things and set them off and screamed our lungs out for New Years. We made a toast to the New Year and then pretty much you kissed whomever was most attracted to you XD, or just whomever was around at the time, as is the tradition. So then, we went to my friend's house and we had this HUGE party. We all got blasted drunk and i

Bringing In The New Year With One Heck Of A Headache
Just to let everyone know who I didnt already email. I may be a bit slower getting back to you due to a new job and way different hours. I will still be on everyday, just not as much.. lol and I will be on early mornings and late evening. ;) I will never drink again I will never drink again I will never drink again I will never drink again Shall I write this 100 X and hope that it works... I had my Parents and My friends WE brought in the New year with a bang, From tons of food to fireworks and car horns at midnite. (We brought her in GOOD!!) And lots of alcohol consumption! I think I will have a hangover for the next three days.. :)

For My Cherry Friends
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Poems
mistakes What have i become Not a care No cure for my soul Need rest Need luv careless with my behaviors always running away No More I will be strong I will succeed I care now I will never be that gurl again My life is importent I will try harder I am golden So please forgive me For all i've done But today is a new day I will start over I lov myself way to much To lose my self again by wanda amaro anxiety Heart pounding eyes blurry trying to get away hide runaway trembles of nerves rush ur body mind racing thoughts of death when its over you thank god he didn't take u anxiety is scary You'll never feel pain like this When u feel the world may end How funny how ur body plays u Not knowing when the next will happen Waiting to freak again Nothing can cure this Only u So my advice Stay strong It will get better soon by wanda amaro I'M SOO SICK SICK AND TIRED OF FEELIN LIKE I HAVE T

No Mystery
No Mystery You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am a Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman.

Bodies Come To Meet
When Our Bodies Come To Meet When I see you I can feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole.

Lustful Longing
Lustful Longing Tell me what I'd have to change. Who would I have to be To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me. Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws Pull me to your chest without a hesitation or a pause? Slide your hungry tongue between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my quivering hips. Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine, every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across my cheek, confess every desire Moan my name, call me yours, and set my soul on fire. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, Please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists; look in my eyes, and say the words I long to hear Kiss me roughly, and weep my name, forever hold me dear. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my si

Volcanic Passions
Volcanic Passions Dormant laid my passion, Hot runs my blood; Bursting without warning, My lava's fiery flood. I want to feel the friction, I want to feel the burn. You make my body hunger; You make my body yearn. I want to trap your fire inside me, Enslave you with my charms. I want to drink your molten lava, I want to explode in your arms.

Every Night
Every Night ...I can't wait to attack I want to drag my nails down your back... ...I can't wait to feel you near It's your moan I long to hear... I want to run my hair along your naked chest... ...Kiss your lips, make you my nest I want to feel you beside me... ...Love me, Remind me I want to feel your lips... ...On my neck and on my hips I can feel you behind me... ...To my left, then to my right I want to hold and caress you each and every night....

Lovers Dance
Lover's Dance Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles th

Into You
Into You Couldn't see through These rose-tinted glasses Can't see clearly Everything is hazy... Lead me to a place Where I can find peace Lead me to a place Where there is contentment... Lead me to a place Where I can find happiness Don't lead me on nor leave me Instead, lead me to your heart.

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

His Paradise
His Paradise Bring me to his paradise a feeling of within, naked to his loving eyes caressing me with sin I long to feel his softest kiss upon my dampened skin Bring me to his paradise, and let our bodies meet the trickle of the rain outside would shower us with heat, I wish to be his fantasy and make our love complete.

Sweet Taste Of Love
The Sweet Taste Of Love The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

More Then Passion
More Than Passion Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their al

Wet
Wet Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet.

Sports, Sports And More Sports
This isn't something new, then again maybe it is. It seems that it's now vogue to bash those who cheat, have run-ins with the law, or use performance enhancing drugs. Suddenly all the talking heads are taking the supposed "high road". Dan Patrick, Steve Lyons, Jim Gray, Stuart Scott and Tony Kornheiser come to mind immediately. Within the last five years, these poor excuses for "journalists" have espoused the talents of Barry Bonds, Michael Vick, Jason Giambi and almost every young cornerback or wide receiver with a troubled background. Now they seem to be changing their tune. Steroids for baseball was the 500 pound elephant in the room you didn't talk about or mention. The broadcasters, owners and players all turned a blind eye, but now Dan Patrick through his nationally broadcast radio show is acting like he is the lone crusader towards cleaning up the game and that he had been fighting the good fight all this time. Between Mr. Patrick, Steve Lyons, Jim Gray and Stuart Scot

Life Goes On
Well everyone it's been another interesting year and I am sure like many of you I have made a few resolutions. 1st one is I will be a better Person, no more being ugly, no more being hard on myself for no reason. 2nd I will start placing my needs, wants, desires, feelings, dreams and just me ahead of what everyone else wants. I dont know that it will work but I am going to try...what choice do I have? As far as just talking I have afew things I want to say so that I can feel I had a fresh start... here goes: I feel that some of you have used me and yes I am sure that I have used some of you... I have and still do love some of you... some I thought I could spend the rest of my life with...some I wanted to, some I hoped wanted to do that with me. But that didnt happen however, I did learn that I love to much to quickly and it bites me in the butt sometimes, I do not regret how things happened because it is going to make me a stronger better person. I will carry both the joy and

Dear God This Is So Annoying
I am so sick and completely creeped out by all of the old ass mother fuckers in their 30s and 40s and that random 50 something year old trying to fucking hit on me. They`re all like hey baby hmmmmmm you`re so cute. Then there`s the oh I`ll catch you. Mother fucker you don`t even know what the fuck my name is about obviously and I have no reason to fucking explain it to your ass as it is because the one person I made it about knows what it`s about. Old ass bastards, don`t call me your baby or your honey because I`m not a baby for one and I`m not as sweet as you think. I don`t have nudes for you to see, nor would I want you to see them so in return I get what? Old saggy balls, oh wow woo fucking hoo. Let me tell you how turned on that makes me! Fuck you, maybe if you weren`t such pigs you wouldn`t be resorting to looking for younger women on here. Why am I here? Friends! Go back to the circle jerk in which you strayed from! I love matties!

Paragon Of Virtue Effect
This is apparently my resolution. anyone care to join me? In the year 2007 I resolve to:Make my own porn video, Get your resolution here. heres how it works open up your media player get all your songs together hit random and whatever comes up put down. no cheating Opening Credits Bloodhound gang - the roof is on fire Waking Up Scene the beatles- all the lonley people Getting Ready Scene slaughter- fly to the angels Car Driving Scene lynard skynard- whats your name High School Flashback Scene staind- falling Nostalgic Scene bryan adams - summer of '69 (hahahaha) Angry Scene Metallica - Holier then thou Agony, Painful Scene sick puppies- nothing really matters Break-up Scene Metallica- the god that failed Sad, Breakdown Scene twisted sister- the price Buddy/Sidekick Scene ministry- new world order Dreaming of Someone Scene bryan adams- plese forgive me Contemplation Scene nicelback- fight f

My Newest Poem
Why can't I Why can't I stay true to the things I believe in Should my show of respect for you really be a sin Don’t you appreciate the hugs I give to you from behind The soft kisses on the back of your neck that you rarely find Why can’t I hold you in my arms when you are ill Would you let me love you thru the pain I know you feel Can’t I help to cheer you up when your feeling down For I’ll bring you the kind of joy only children have found Why can’t I treat you with a surprise each and every day Or show my love in front of my friends no matter what they say Can I open doors for you or come to my feet when you return to your seat Will you lay your head in my lap while it I rub, and next your feet Why can’t I bring to you breakfast in bed at high noon Will you let me cook dinner for you while you gaze at the moon Will you enjoy your bubble bath while I clean our home On my bed will you lay as across your back my fingers do roam Why can’t I worship you if I

Please Go And Vote 4 Me
Happy New Year to all U Cherries!!!!Muahhhh I have entered into my 1st contest and I need your votes and comments. Please show me sum "Cherry Luv" and go to the link below, click on pics and click on the contests pics and leave comments......Thannks 4 all the luv....Muahhh SiN DeReLla ™@ CherryTAP

General
WELCOME TO TEDDY'S PLAYHOUSE THIS IS AN AWESOME LOUNGE http://cherrytap.com/mylounges.php?motd=4992 (repost of original by 'Garrett/TEDDYBEAR/n&n bncr/goondock bncr/Mouth/owner of TP/TIGER' on '2007-01-10 20:10:40') Directions for making a ¡°SALUTE¡± A ¡°Salute¡± is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member¡¯s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can ¡°salute¡± in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID# along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. ¡°Photo shopped¡± and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it will be rejected. 3. The followin

Published Poems By Me
Its been three years since you've past, My memories of you will always last. You wore diamonds sometimes jade, My love for you will never fade. Its so hard not to cry, Then I remember your among the stars in the sky. God needed a special angel, So he picked you to finish his triangle. There still are times I don't unerstand, Thats why mom your still holding my hand. With these last few words mom I must say so true, They will never be another mom like you. In memory of the love that we shared, Mom I want you to know I really cared. Shelby Jean Bowyer Copyright ©2007 Shelby Jean Bowyer I wrote this in remembrance of My sister-in-law for her children.. God sent me an Angel He's sweet with a kind loving voice, So god made a very good choice. His thoughts about me shows he really cares, I know god sent him to always be there. The feelings he has for me is like no other, Thats why god told me to look no farther. For he sent me his best from up above, And ye

Comment Bombing...
....I don't really know, but I hope that you will come help one of my friends...she made it to the final round of this contest, and now she is in 3rd place out of 5, after bouncing between 1st and 2nd last night.... OK, so I entered myself into SiN DeReLla ™'s Best Self Portrait Contest...a first for me, because I generally lack the ____ to enter one... I'd really appreciate it, if you could stop by for a quick comment bomb...not asking for much...just 5-10...unless of course you have time for more... ;-) OK, so maybe that wasn't a fair subject line, but since you are already here.... OK, so I entered myself into SiN DeReLla ™'s Best Self Portrait Contest...a first for me, because I generally lack the ____ to enter one... I'd really appreciate it, if you could stop by for a quick comment bomb...not asking for much...just 5-10...unless of course you have time for more... ;-) OR in the alternative....please vote and rate my friend that is in the same contest

One Look At Iraq & Saddam
I am not denying Saddam had to go- just some food for thought. It's too early for me to make a call for 2008, but here is one option. Saddam Hussein - Accountability Submitted by Dennis Kucinich on December 30, 2006 - 04:51. Iraq (an alternative for Pres. in 2008 to the democractic establishment, and republicans. The punishment of Saddam Hussein for the deaths of 148 persons, albeit in a manner that civil society ought to find repugnant, raises compelling questions: Who will be held accountable for sending 3,000 US troops to their deaths in Iraq, for a war based on lies? Who will be held accountable for the deaths of over 655,000 innocent Iraqi civilians during the course of this illegal war? Where is the two trillion dollars that this war is going to cost coming from? When will Congress be held accountable for having voted to go to war? When will Congress be held accountable for continuing to fund a war, and for abandoning our troops to a conflict that cannot be won mil

Contests
These accounts were created yesterday and today to downrate pics in my 'Sexiest feet in high heels' contest. And ratings dont even count, comments only. A disqualification has been done by me on the appropriate entry. hiitsme@ CherryTAP scammer@ CherryTAP mememe@ CherryTAP hithere@ CherryTAP john@ CherryTAP jojo@ CherryTAP julia@ CherryTAP heart@ CherryTAP tina@ CherryTAP I could us

New! Information About Points And Levels
hey cherries, just a heads up-- people with a salute now receive a 10% point bonus everytime they're awarded points/cherry bucks. vics also receive a 15% point bonus. these bonuses stack, so if you're a VIC with a salute, you get 25% extra points everytime. one last tweak for today, in order to move beyond level 10, you'll need to have a salute. if you don't have a salute, you'll keep gathering points, but your level won't go any higher. this tweak is not retroactive, so if you're already over level 10 without a salute, you'll stay there.. you just won't move up anymore. hope everyone had a great new year! -mike

In The Begining
This was written by a friend I have on another site. He writes good devotionals like this. In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth. (Genesis 1:1) _____________________________________ In the time it takes you to read this page, you will have entered a moment you have never experienced before. God said before we can form His name in our minds and speak it forth, He will be there! (Isaiah 65:24). Before any defeat. . . any distress . . .any sorrow. . . any pain or discouragement, God has already gone before you, making all the necessary arrangements to ensure that you will make it into the next moment of your future with Him. God never starts anything before it is finished. He's the Alpha and Omega. He knows the end before the beginning. With God in charge, every moment can be a radically new beginning. In the next moment, if you will let God be bigger than the pain of the last moment, you will have a new beginning in Him (2 Corinthians 5:17). Before re

Lmao
Little Johnny goes to school, and the teacher says, 'Today we are going to learn multi-syllable words, class. Does anybody have an example of a multi-syllable word?' Little Johnny waves his hand, 'Me, Miss Rogers, me, me!' Miss Rogers:ï¿½ All right, little Johnny, what is your multi-syllable word?' Little Johnny says, 'Mas-tur-bate.' Miss Rogers smiles and says, 'Wow, little Johnny, that's a mouthful.' Little Johnny says, 'No, Miss Rogers, you're thinking of a blowjob". 1. Drive through the drive thru in reverse and let your passenger order 2. Ask prices of everything on the menu then order something that you did not ask the price for. 3. Pretend like your window is broken. Tell the employee this. Order with your door open, pay with your door open. Roll down window and take food through the window. 4. Go to McDonalds and demand a big breakfast at 11:30 at night. Put up a fight. 5. Pay for a large order in pennies and n

Random
Ok...many of you know I am currently doing what I have to to get in the Marine Corps. Well I weighed on a buddies scale...and then I called my recruiter. I went to the office and weighed in at 184 1/5lbs. I had to be down to 185. So tomorrow Im gonna meet with my recruiter and update the paperwork...re-take the ASVAB...and go to the hotel. Then Wednesday Im gonna go weigh in officially. If I pass everything...Im then a Marine Recruit. Thanks for the "Support" you guys have given. Anywho...im off of the net for a couple days...yea for me. Well Im heading off to the Hotel. Tomorrow I fly to San Diego. Have fun people. Im out, love, peace, and chicken grease. Brad For those of you who actually talk to me, been fun, intresting, and crazy. lol. Shyone is supposed to talk to me but never does...that hits me in the gut with a 2x4 wrapped in razor wire. *sighs* Well have a great day. THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE TH

Thoughts For 2007
okay friends........ i've got some real shit going on in my head at the moment part of it is work related part of it is personal relationship related part of it is friend related some of you know this already but to be fair most of you dont..... i made a real fuck up of my personal life about 2 years ago i hurt the most precious person i have ever met, more than can be forgiven she is the mother of my daughter a truely beautiful person in every sense of the word i have spent the last 16 months trying to rebuild bridges its at times like these you need your friends and family well, my family are divided (big help huh.....) my brother is fucking awesome my brother in law is even more awesome neither of them have judged me........ both of them have been there for me when ive needed it and yet my mum seems to not have any sort of grip of what im going through or doesn't appear to want to know she has seen her grandaughter 5 times on 2 1/2 years i blame mysel

Ramblings....
Over the last 2 months or so, I have become very interested in this woman. I just don't know what to do. I feel as if I know her very well from talking to her a lot. So, here in lies the problem. She just wants to be good friends. That's all good and fine with me...I just wish that it could be more. Do I push it and tell her so, or should I just remain good friends with her?! What to do, what to do. I am soooo in love with a wonderful woman!!!! I met her about a year ago on the internet and have been very good friends with her. We have basically been there for each other and it has been wonderful. My feelings for her grew over time to utter love for this woman. I've just recently declared my love and found out that she has the same feelings(if not more!!!) for me!!! Everytime i talk to Bonny, i smile. When i wake up in the morning, she is the first person that i think of. When i go to bed, she is with me right there every night in my heart. We talk to each other at least twice a day, i

Kot(kids Off Tap)
Lets see how creative we can be......I will put up a blog as well but heres the objective......I want to see the HOTTEST banner for Pervy Pub....there will be 3 places .......10,000cb gift for 1st place 5,000cb gift for 2nd place and 2,000cb gift for 3rd....entry deadline is TUESDAY JAN,9TH AT 12:OO CST.Drop me a note if you intend to participate by that time,entrys must be recieved Friday the 12th. Voting begins Saturday at 8am cst and run until Sunday at 8pm cst.....comment bombing is allowed and you are allowed to bomb your own..Have fun!!!! K.O.T. IS A NEW GROUP (NOT FAMILY) WE ARE TRYING TO FORM TO KEEP KIDS OFF TAP. SINCE THIS IS AN ADULT SITE. SO WE ARE NEEDING EVERYONES HELP TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AT THE DOOR (AS THEY BECOME NEW MEMBERS) AS WELL AS ALL OVER THE SITE. HEY IF YOU'RE A CHERRY POPPER THEN LET US KNOW! THAT WOULD BE THE PERFECT PLACE FOR YOU TO KEEP AN EYE OUT AND MAKE SURE WE GET THEM OFF OF HERE RIGHT AWAY! IF YOU'RE A CONTEST BOMBER AND SEE ONE..... PERHA

My Sexuality!
She is pregnant, he had just saved her from a fire in her house, rescuing her by carrying her out of the house into her front yard, while he continued to fight the fire. When he finally got done putting the fire out, he sat down to catch his breath and rest. A photographer from the Charlotte, North Carolina, newspaper, noticed her in the distance looking at the fireman. He saw her walking straight toward the fireman and wondered what she was going to do. As he raised his camera, she came up to the tired man who had saved her life and the lives of her babies and kissed him just as the photographer snapped this photograph. Scroll down for photograph. ? ? ? ? ? ?The Kiss... And people say animals are dumb. I appologize but the picture would not transfer. It was of a Doberman kissing the Fireman kissing the face of the Fireman that had saved her and as noted above the lives of her inborn babies, very touching! It has been determined, the

Best Thing About 2006
Postcards and letters Pictures made to last forever To Be boxed up and tossed away Nick-Nacs and Souvenirs In an afternoon They're out of here They'll disappear without a trace What they mean to me can never be replaced [chorus] I can't unthink about you I can't unfeel your touch I can't unhear all the words Unsay all the things that used to mean so much I wish I could unremember Everything my hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Oh, its no use I cant unlove you Interstates and old songs Like time they go on and on I guess I could learn to do the same I could wake up without you These two arms not around you Tell myself it's meant to be this way No matter how I try Some things I can't change. [chorus] I can't unthink about you I can't unfeel your touch I can't unhear all the words Unsay all the things that used to mean so much I wish I could unremember Everything my hearts been through Im finding out its impossible to do Oh, i

Nsfw
I did not write this, but I totally agree that these are 40 things guys should NOT do. Take notes guys! 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING

Contest
If ya want me now is the time to get me. No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Are You Looking For A "good" Friend?
I had to steal this from a friend! So fucking funny! Mr. And Mrs. Allison are retired, and Mrs. Allison insists her Husband go with her to Walmart, but he gets bored with all the shopping trips. He prefers to get in and get out, but Mrs. Allison loves to browse. Here's a letter sent to Mrs. Allison: Dear Mrs. Allison, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a Commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may ban Both of you from our stores. We have documented all incidents on our Video surveillance equipment. All complaints against Mr. Allison are Listed below. Things Mr. Bill Allison has done while his spouse was shopping in Walmart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's Carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor lea ding to the Restrooms. 4. July 19:

Things 4 Meditation
Insecurity You should know that all things in the world are impermanent; coming together inevitably means parting. Do not be troubled, for this is the nature of life. Diligently practicing right effort, you must seek liberation immediately. Within the light of wisdom, destroy the darkness of ignorance. Nothing is secure. Everything in this life is precarious. Buddha

Me
thank you all for the rates the fans adds the gifts during my happy hour much apreshaited You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57287 come chat to some real nice people and chat and relax

Happy New Year!!!
Well, New Years eve started off pretty bad when the Bengals screwed up their last chance of getting into the playoffs this year. It was such a close game and it came down to a fg attempt. This field goal with like 12 seconds left on the clock was all we needed to win the game. So Shayne Graham prepares himself for the field goal attempt...he kicks and he...shanks it. That's right, twice in a row, but this time in the most important game for us. We hadn't been doing to good the last couple of weeks, but we still had a chance to get in the playoffs. We needed Kansas City to win (and they did), we needed Denver to lose (and they did), and we needed the Bengals to defeat their biggest rival (and we DIDN'T). It was a sad day for the town of Cincinnati and most of northern Kentucky! So as we all left Willie's, heads hung in shame and disappointment I decided to just shake it off. It's New Years Eve!!! Wow! It is 2007 and man did I break the New Year in right! I go TRASHED last

Life
im am so sick of not haveing money. worrying weither our bills are gonna be paid on time or if this check or this check goes thorough with out haveing to pay overdraft fees. and i cant get a job because my grandmother in law cant watch my daughter 24 hours aday, and im not goning to quite school ill be in even more dept then we are now. i just cant win for fucking loseing. im so stressed im staying sick to my stomach when is my life gonna get easier when do i get my break im starting to think that the gods have just shit on me and forgotten im here its really getting to me, if it wasnt for jasons grandmother we wouldnt be eating or even have a car or place to live. shes the only reason weve made it with out hitting rock bottom, and now thats caught up with us and were still going there. the rain keeping him our of work and the days he dose work gets sent home early and doesnt get any hours we cant live on 600 sometine 800 dollars a month and then also us have a life and fun we do

Brens Blog
Hey everyone just wanyted to say thanks for showing me love. I have really needed it here lately. Just for the record this cherry is now divorced. And it has been nasty, so having some one show me love right now is very apperciated. Once again thanks. You all have been great friends ands when u go through something like this its nice to know that u have friends out there that care and have a shoulder to cry on. Lots of love to ya. HEY EVERY ONE ON CT. THANKS FOR SHOWING ME SOME LOVE. THIS SITE IS GREAT FOR MEETING REAALY COOL PEOPLE. I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WOUNDERFUL NEW YEAR. HOPEFULLY THIS YEAR INGS WILL BE BETTER OR EVERYONE.ONCE AGAIN HAPPY NEW YEAR

2007
FOUND THIS IN A BULLETIN I REALLY LIKE IT...... This is beautiful. Read it to the end...the message is awesome!!! Let it go for 2007. There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging pe

Angel Smile!!
. I think this is good sound reasoning...what do you thinK? Easy is to judge the mistakes of others Easy is to talk without thinking Easy is to hurt someone who loves us. Easy is to forgive others Easy is to set rules. Easy is to dream every night. Easy is to show victory. Easy is to admire a full moon. Easy is to stumble with a stone. Easy is to enjoy life every day. Easy is to promise something to someone. Easy is to say we love. Easy is to criticize others. Easy is to make mistakes. Easy is to weep for a lost love. Easy is to think about improving. Easy is to think bad of others Easy is to receive Easy to read this Easy is keep the friendship with words DIFFICULT Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes Difficult is to refrain the tongue Difficult is to heal the wound... Difficult is to ask for forgiveness Difficult is to follow them... Difficult is to fight for a dream... Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity... Difficult to see the

Deserved Love
COME ON LADIES START HITTING THIS MAN WITH SOME SWEET CHERRY LOVE.... HES WELL WORTH IT... I KNOW FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCE... GUARANTEE THAT HE CAN SATISFY YOU IN EVERY WAY... AND HE'S SINGLE AND TRULY NEEDING SOME SWEET LOVINGS... HE'S KINDA SHY WHEN IT COMES TO WOMAN SO YOU REALLY DO NEED TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE AND KEEP IT UP FOR A LITTLE WHILE AND THEN HE'LL SNAP RIGHT OUT OF THAT SHYNESS AND ROCK YOUR WORLD....BESIDES HE NEEDS SOMEONE THAT IS GOING TO ROCK HIS WORLD AGAIN.... SO PLEASE THIS MAN IS THE BEST YOU EVER COULD ASK FOR, SO HE DESERVES SOMEONE TO ACTUALLY NICE TO HIM... HE HASN'T HAD ANYONE NICE TO HIM IN OVER 6 YEARS NOW.... SO PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU TO ATLEAST GIVE HIM SOME LOVE TO LET HIM KNOW THAT THERE ARE STILL GOOD PEOPLE IN THIS COLD CRUEL WORLD... MUCH LOVE... AND DROP ME A COMMENT OR SOMETHING AND LET ME KNOW WHO TO PAY BACK FOR THE AWESOME LOVE...

Happy New Year
2006 was quite a year indeed..... The first of the year my tennents decided to move out over night next door at my rental house... They left the place in bad shape,and so I had some friends come in to help me clean it up a bit... Much to my surprise,my dearest friend in the world moved in and is renting from me.. So far we have the floors all back to original wood,new roof,new bathroom ect....... I have spoken of Gregory before.He is a man of God and also a medium..he has been a blessing in my life,and I thank God for him every day...... On Wed. nights here in Dayton Ohio,we have Bike Night.... This is where thousands of us bikers get together,eat,drink,dance,and just see each other... Last year on any given Wed. you would see 6 to 8 thousand motorcycles on a decent night..... I miss the warm nights and my friends,but most of all I miss riding every day........ In Aug I met a guy and we took off in my camper for STURGIS SD. This is just about the biggest bik

Someone Special
Have u ever thought about it not being with the one u love and u both live so faraway and all u have is a computer,a phone, and to mail a letter think about it hard as hell.U cant feel or touch the person but u know they are there with u in ur heart...But one day ur dream comes true and u get to see that person i guess it a good thing cus I am Waiting for my day to come where i can see the person that I love so much and want to be with and he sure knows who is? I love him from the bottom of my heart and soul and so glad i meet him athough we just have a computer to talk with eachother,a phone or whatever else we need I guess.Living in differnt places can be so hard but I can do this cus I love him so much and as long he can do the same and I belive he Can cus there Trust in eachother. But all I can say is I Love U so Much I dont want to lose u at all and u know this and pray that u feel the same about me cus i can make this long distance realtionship work so far we are doing great I t

Ever Enough???
Tune me into the wild side of life I’m an innocent young child Sharp as a knife Take me to the Garrets where the Artists have Died Show me the Court rooms where the Judges have Lied Let me drink deeply from the water and your wine I’ll Light colored in the dark dreary mines I Look in the Mirror and stare at myself I Wonder if that’s really ME on this Shelf Take me down to where Love’s always in Bloom In a vase type of rocket to the core of the sun I Want to read books in the studies of Man I Was born on the breeze, will die on the wind I am an artist who paints with his eyes I study my subject in silent Reprise I cry for the Darkness to come on me Confusion still carries on, turning the wheels So each day I learn just a little bit more I don’t know why but I do know what for If we are going some where Then let’s get there Soon Together we stand in the Light of the Moon… A single solitary tear rolled down and fell upon her bare breast. That very tear, m

“mystory” A Revelation In The Making
I’m using this book I have For the last thing it requests of me This may not be great To me it is still a mystery I’m using this book for what its worst And on this February 3, That worth may lower its value Nothing special about this date, Nothing special at all This may mean the world to me, But a peace of s&*! to you all This book has history to it Not one that you can get in school This history is of me, So I named it mystory And this book is nearing its end To me this book came: New, Clean, and Untouched Couldn’t wait to write my first word down I wrote thing I need not share, For some of you were there For you who would like to read, This is the reason for that lock & key No mistake can be erase all are writing down At times I may lose my page I start a new, But continue writing down

2007 Sex
This is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on your MySpace friends list that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me

A Day In The Life...
Gimme some luv guys! This is true You are Everything To Somebody Right now at this very minute----------- someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provided someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to find them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone thinks you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone wants to hug you someone loves you someone wants to lavish you with small gifts someone admires your strength someone is thinking of you and smiling someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on someone wants to go out with you and have a lo

This Is For Me So I Dont Lose It Lol
wallking in the moonlight down these empty streets its here i wonder if your thinking of me lost and feeling lonely coss your worlds away time has no feelings and i learn that each day than one by one the stars take away the sun once more and all that i can do is dream i say i can fight the night with out you i cant fight the night theres no way i cant fight the night with out you i cant fight the night can you here me calling im at the end of the line you got the power to save me its a matter of time so i just keep on waiting for that knock on my door so we can turn time around and make love like before cos in my heart i know this stranger in the dark is you your memory keeps haunting me i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night theres know way i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night if there was half a chance to catch a moment with you id like it more than ever i wont let go i cant let go let go........ then on

Love And Dreams!
A dream so deep, is where you now abide As you lay softly sleeping by my side In a land filled with enchantment, is where you now exist For you heard the call of sleep, and could not resist I gaze fondly at you as you sleep And ask myself "What dreams do you keep?" For I long to be with you in that magical land As together we face your dreams, hand in hand To fly with you distances great and far To glide with you through the stars To help calm you from what you fear To share with you what you hold dear To plan with you your highest goal To be the thief with you, as time we stole To keep you safe and out of harm's way To tell you things I have always wanted to say When the morning light comes and you wake from your dream Back from a place where things are not as they seem You turn to me with eyes so misty And say "Thank you Honey for being in there with me"

My Poetry......aka Death Trick
Deep in the depths of pits Shallowness of the none Faking all your lives In the state of a blitz Your work is never done Falling down the shallow hole Be at one with nothing Having fun for something Down below there is nothing Up above....... Dead Bodies KLINZ 9/13/05 Mortality of your death giving one last breath Two lives to live, before you take you must give Your flesh and blood it will die But it resides in your eye in my vain and in our brain you and i are one I have made you to contain me and you desire it all the same In time you will see all there is and all I have seen Then you will find it's utterly sublime The way the light moves and flickers its a continual journey of amazement For i have given you my Dark Gift KLINZ 3/15/98 A distant land is calling Each of my dreams are slowly falling Creature of the darkness Grant me this one request The knowledge of this love turned to pain i confess Wish

I Am Weird
You scored as Freddy Kruger. Your murdurer will be Freddy Kruger. Ouch. Cat claws have never been so deadly. Look out, avoid sleep.Freddy Kruger60%Kayako50%Paul Morlock43%Samara Morgan13%What horror villian will you be killed by?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Movie Quiz. Yu are so obsessed with horror films, You' proberly not make it out of your house alive without You'r lucky rabbits foot or silver cross to protect You from harm.Movie Quiz54%film quiz42%Are You obsessed with Horror films?created with QuizFarm.com

(((20 Things To Make Ur Girl Happy)))
1. Tell her she is beautiful.. even if she didnt fix up herself. 2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3. Hug her from behind. 4. Wrestle with her 5. Write her notes -on the fridge or on the mirror.. - or call her, just to say "hi" 6. Play with her hair. 7. Get "a little" upset if someone else tries to flirt with her. 8. Make her laugh. 9. Let her fall asleep in your arms. 10. If you care about her, then TELL HER. 11. Treat her the same around others as you do when you're alone. 12. LOOK HER IN THE EYES AND SMILE.. you don't know what could that do with her!! 13. Hang out with her whenever you can. 14. Kiss her in the rain (girls love this). 15. When she gives you a present, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy). 16. Always call her when you say you will, even if you can only talk for a minute. 17. Give her what she wants, even without asking. 18. Recognize the sma

My Iq!
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com HA HA..i've gotten smarter!! You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wtf
I HAVE A BUNCH OF POST HAPPY HELP ME FRIENDS I HAVE FOR THE LAST THREE DAYS BEEN ASKING FOR U TO HELP A FRIEND OF MINE I LOOK AND MY FUCKING POSTS SIT THERE FOR HOURS UN READ WELL FUCK YOU!!!! STARTING WITH THE FRIENDS THAT ARE ARE ON LINE WHEN I POST THEN MOVING ON TO FAMILY I HAVE ENJOYED ALL OF U BUT THERE ARE ALOT OF PPL ON HERE WHO MAY GIVE ME THE HELP I THINK I HAVE EARNED. Just wanted to thank all my friends for reposting my bulletins(not) i try to help in every way possible i label a bulletin please repost and none of my friends even bother to read the fucker. thanks again

There!!!
HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN:Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her.Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her.Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Cuddle with her. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her or at least e-mails. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her.HOW TO TREAT A MAN:Show up naked. Bring chicken wings & beer. Don't block the TV Doggie Diary Entry:08:00 - Dog food! ---------------------------------- My favorite thing! 09:30 - A car ride! --------------------------------- My favorite thing! 09:40 - A walk in the park! ----------------------- My favorite thing! 10:30 - Got rubbed and petted! ----------------- My favorite thing! 12:00 - Lunch! -------------------------------------- My favorite thing! 13:00 - Played in the yard! ----------------------- My favorite thing! 15:00 - Wagged my tail! -------------------------- My favorite thing! 17:00 - Milk bones! -------------------------------- My favorit

Threes.
Three Names You Go By: 1. Mummy 2. CareBear 3. Mistress Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Gimp Mask 2. Drunken perverted grin 3. Leather Thong Three Things You Would Want in a Relationship: 1. Total Obedience 2. A marital sound-proofed basement 3. A shared love of Bumble Bees Three of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Failing at being amusing 2. Laughing like Donkey from Shrek 3. Laughing like Donkey from Shrek when I fail to be amusing Three Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. Coffee Cake 2. Viggo offering Coffee Cake 3. Bugger the Coffee Cake, just Viggo Three pets you had/have: 1. A Bumble Bee called Eamon (sadly he died 2 days into my ownership but it was 1978 and veterinary care for suicidal insects was scarce) 2. Puppy Beast 3. A Manatee named Doris (ok so it's not a REAL Manatee, but she counts dammit!) Three people who will fill this out: 1. Pffffft.....erm Kaytie! DO IT! 2. Viggo Mortensen

Happy New Year To All My Friends And Family Here On Cherrytap!!!
Courtesy of MsTags.com SO GLAD TO HAVE MET SOME AWESOME PEOPLE HERE FOR THE SHORT TIME SINCE I JOINED.......THANKS EVERYONE FOR WELCOMING ME..........BE SAFE AND GOD BLESS LADY DI

Dreams
dreams Have you ever had a dream in which you believe you are awake, and upon realization of knowing you are asleep, you can not wake up. Fighting, trying to stay awake, but sleep pulls you back over and over again. It happens to all of us. And no one has asked why? Besides scientists. But what they've proved is that our brain is as active, if not more, during a dreaming state as it is during our waking state. Glad that we have this much to go on. I have personally come to believe that in this state of fighting to wake up, we are in a dimension so close to ours, that it feels that we are awake. Upon realization that it must be a dream, (because something just doesnt seem right) we fight with all of our will to come back here, this usually takes several attempts before we are fully awake. In this place you may encounter un-worldly creatures, demonic in nature. I would have to say that this is my least favourite place to "wake" up in. The word "dream" has seem

The Night
Hosted By SparkleTags.com THE NIGHT IS CALLING YOU COME JOIN Us!!!!!!! When kindred spirits meet It is as wind upon the sail;A driving force, a rising heat, Hold fast! Let it not fail!So rare the kindred spirit is, So few indeed there are;When this you find, yes, nurture this, Let it not drift afar.For kindred spirits once apart May never find once moreA heart so well matched with a heartAs they have found before.There are those rare occasions in life when you are fortunateenough to meeta kindred spiritand instant friend.My friend shall forever be my friend,and reflect a ray ofGood to me.LoJrnLTo my kindred spirit, My kindred spirit, destined to touch my soul. For a moment I thought I would never find you. That I was destined to be alone.... But then I looked up one day and there you were. A smile so warm it reached into my lonely heart and made it glow. A voice so soft and yet so strong, I once again felt safe. Your touch so tender I felt love, yet with such urgency I felt

My Sign
Hello! I am in a race, trying to be the first to reach 8,000 comments for my pix, so that I can win some cool prizes! Lol! Please help me out by clicking on my pix, below and COMMENT BOMBING the mess out it! Copy and keep on pastin' your comment! 1, 10, 100, 1000-every comment counts and is appreciated! Lol! Thanks, in advance, for your help! :) Tell a friend or four! ~tj~ Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Couldn't Resist, Found Memories
It's Friday and I just wanted to wish each and everyone of you a wonderful day and weekend. I normally do not get the time to visit everyone to smile at you and say hi. So I wanted to take this time to say hey I'm smilin at ya and I think you're great. Have a wonderful day!

Questions ( My First Blog) Repost
THIS IS A SMALL REQUEST FOR A PRAYER TO THIS LITTLE ANGEL AND HER GRANDMA(ladymoose760) THIS LITTLE ANGEL IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE AND SHE WAS PUT ON LIFE SUPPORT DUE TI CHILD ABUSE IT CAUSE HER BRAIN DAMAGE,SHE HAVE A VERY HIGH HEAD PRESSURE AND HER LIFE IS ENDANGERED SO PLEASE SHOW THIS LITTLE ANGEL SOME LOVE AND SUPPORT BY PRAYERS AND SHOW SUPPORT TO HER GRANDMOTHER. WITH ALL OUR LOVE,THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS LAURA. HAVE A GREAT EVENING ALL AND A WONDERFUL WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® Ladymoose760~President/Recruiter of the Quiet~Angels @ fubar " YOU NEVER KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU LOVE AND MISS SOMEONE UNTIL THEY ARE GONE" those words hit home last week, you see I lost a brother. I just wanted to take a lil time and say that although we only know each other on the INTERNET, YOU all are still my family and friends, and I miss and love you all daily.... YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things

Debs Doodles
I have had problems with CherryTap freezing up; shoutbox malfunctions, messages that seem to repeat themselves. I give people 11's only to find the next day I never rated their profile - ? I know I need more Ram for my puter and that is in the works. This takes money which is marked for vacation. I will take care of my PC more in June. Hopefully friends, family and others here can understand that if I cant reply it isnt them it is probably me, or the site. I will try to add comments to all of my chosen family members. What seems to make my system bog down are skinz. I have been using one the Naughty and Sassy. I really love Jeremy Crows work and yet I crash or freeze every time I use one - pouting at this point. Because damn it if I am going to have my profile look good I want to use the best and well I think his are excellent. I know they are working on various things here and have comments about shoutbox, messages, skinz even and other stuff malfunctioning. If

You Don't Know Me!!!!!
Well I am sorry, but I am done with women. I thought I was strong, but I am wrong. I am meant to be alone, so Ser William is just here for friends. My heart can only take so much!!! Friendship is all I can offer. I have never lied and I have no reason to start now. I have been doubted to many times. My walls are now to high to be broken down. The door is open for friends though anytime! anything else and you will only find trap doors. Ser William -kisses- Music Video:SO FAR AWAY (by Staind)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just to talk He smiles politely back to you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a

The Champ Is In The House
JOHN CENA IS THE CHAMP AND WILL REMAIN THE CHAMP TILL DEATH,I WATCH WWE AND ECW EVERY MONDAY AND TUESDAY.DON'T MISS ONE SHOW . MUSIC,HORROR FLICKS, ACTION, COMEDY, CHATING ON LINE,MEETING NEW FRIENDS,WWE AND ECW , TRAVELING, FISHING, WOMAN, TIME ALONE, MY FRIENDS, MY 8 HAMSTERS , NASCAR,HOUSE MD, COPS, LAW AND ORDER AND CRIMINAL INTENT, THE MOVIE TITANIC,RIDING BIKES,MOVIES,COOKING ... ECT ECT ...

Journal Entries Of Val
She didn't even wait for the cars to pull away, or for the bullet to stop raining down. She couldn't smell the burned rubber or the blood pouring onto the ground. All she saw was teh look on his face as he slowly went down. The only thing she heard was her heartbeat racing, then suddenly, stop. Her legs were racing foward before her brain sent the message. She hit her knees horrifyed. Her expression as grave as his own. There was only silence as she held him in her arms. Her tongue found what to say to reassure them both. "It's okay, you'll be fine. Everything will be alright! Please!?" The word had found it's way there by mistake. At first his cold hand grasped hers tightly with agony. Then softly he'd carrass her face with one last grin as she felt the tears slip down. She stroaked his dark hair from his now paled face and watched the light slowly fade from his brown eyes, unblinking. She forced the hand to hold her face again, but it went limp. Fear was replaced wi

Chris
i'm a 22 year old liking for a one night stand The Way I Am Video - Eminem lyricsEminem Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Bodies VideoBodies lyrics - Drowning Pool lyricsDrowning Pool Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

Free Writes
Andrew Lawrence 12/31/06 Free write The Idea of Man In today’s society man is looked at with thoughts of wits, looks, character, personality, and even scientific matter, but what is man really made of? His money? His material possessions? No the answer is only what the past generations have left him with. The purpose of many past generations has been happiness, wealth, long life, observation, and even death. Now I want you the reader to take a minute look at these purposes even add a few. Ok now think long and hard about the point of these purposes. In your mind is the point fulfillment? I want you to ignore religion, now what about the end of humanity. If everyone were to die right now would there even be a point to these purposes of life? I can not find any other purpose other than self fulfillment. The point is that you need something to make something. May it be water and soil? It doesn’t matter. But have you ever taken the time to think of where we originated

Poems
Should I stay or go, Its yes or no. I try to run, Cause I realize everything is done. There is very little in this world to trust in, There is no way to win. Should I play by my own rules, Make everyone else look like fools. All this is tearing me up inside, To think of all the tears ive cried. Lonely time can heal a broken heart, Although not taking you back would have helped from the start. I was falling for you, And I thought you felt the same too. I guess all you are is a heartbreaker, And I was your sucker. I would have never broken your heart, But you tore mine apart. How much time do you have to waste, You just like the chase. You underestimate the condtion of my heart, You thought that i'd fall apart. I dont care what I have to do, But im going to be done with you. You not good for me, So you need to let me be. Copyright ©2007 Jennifer There is always something between us, And now thats over cause I cant take the stre

Purrs And Claws
Belly Dancing class Yesterday was my first day of class, and I enjoyed it a great deal. I am already looking forward to practicing this afternoon when I get home and can't wait for class again next monday. My muscles were a little tired after the hour class, but I expected that since this form of dancing is all about muscular control and precise movement. It is not rolling all over the place like a hoochie, it is about graceful sensual movements that involve controlling the movement of the hips, back, ribcage, arms, legs, feet etc. I can also see why women wear so much clanging jewlery when they dance. We only had scarves that were beaded in such a way but the resonating sound of the chiming of the clinking coins made every movement very distinct. I can imagine it so much so if there was coins laying against the ribs to emphasize every subtle movement of the ribcage. I may be new at all of this but I am eager and actually got praised for how well I was doing the moves--of cours

Carley's Trouble.
So why are people sending me friend requests and then blocking me 15 minutes later and telling me to stop being their fan? *cough* this guy *cough* Tall Dark -n- Handsome@ CherryTAP Apparently his girlfriend has him pretty pussy whipped.

Yay.
So Chase Tower is awesome. Kevin, the guy that interviewed me, said that a lot of really important people go through there. FBI, Secret Service, High Ranking Judges, "Rock stars", the mayor, the governor, people like that. So I'm pretty excited. I went up to the "High Roller's" floor, where people hold half a million dollar wedding receptions, and where famous people eat. Oh my god, it is so nice up there. I start training on Tuesday. I got all my paperwork and stuff done today. All I need to find is my high school diploma and take two tests online. Easy stuff. Sammy is happy. =] Copy and paste if you care to see where I work. http://www.endeavor-re.com/office/ChaseTower/ChaseTower.html iim drunk. some one help me. Work sucked. My dad is an asshole. And lastly, to make my night so fucking wonderful, AJ fucking broke up with me. He doesn't know why he said he would marry me. Fuck this. Fuck you AJ.

She-leopard
You Are Your Own Beauty What a strange place to be in, this world of beauty, but also misery. Have you ever reminisced over your life? Of all the trials and tribulations, that you been through and you came to realize all the beauty that was given to you was to balance out all the pain that would proceed along with you. Have you ever loved and been loved? Have you ever lied and been lied to? Have you ever disliked and been disliked? Have you ever cared and been cared for? And through it all, did you ever think that there was a very important lesson to be learned? Hopefully yes! “Treat others the way that you want to be treated!” written by: she-leopard Your Inner European is Russian! Mysterious and exotic. You've got a great balance of danger and allure. Who's Your Inner European? You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lo