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i have been asked by a few people now why i dont blog.. i got thinking im not realy sure anyone will want to know what im thinking and if they know what im thinking i may freak them out a bit LOL.
im not to serious about alot of things, i dont care what people say or may think of me. either your gonna like me or your not. its simple..
im starting to do the mumm thing and its alot of fun, i am learning some cool stuff and some stuff well i wish i hadnt learned.
the mumms are like a seperate world. so many different people.
like theres one that just seems to hate it here but cant help to stay and make rude comments, she seems mad at life and i can apperciate that. then theres the fun loving one that just finds good in everything. if you hand her a lemon she will make a cake, pie and a drink to boost. then the guys! you got the jerky one that just says the dumbest things why because some of the mumms deserve just that. the insightful guy that seems to have positive imput,then
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My Father's Big Sister
Old poem. Someone reminded me of her today:)
A mistake at
To rely on
I am glad I have
A new beginning
Starts once this
A fresh life
Faith and my
I allow a single
Followed by a
I now get to be
The same old me
Dedicated to my late Aunt Sylvia Adler, who passed on January 7, 2004. I will miss you my friend. I STILL do!!
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A Bitter Reality
A Bitter Reality!
by Tommy Reed
She has gone, she has left,
Leaving me like a cleft.
Standing lonely in the crowd,
No one hears, I'm crying aloud.
Not friend, nor foe,
She has left, and said NO!
Burning days, cold nights,
Autumn teases, spring sites.
Life never seemed so useless,
So troublesome, beyond clueless.
That's how the dream ends,
Toward disaster and life begins.
This is what love lost is,
Fool's paradise, a faithless kiss!
What A Soulmate Is To Me
WHAT A SOULMATE IS TO ME
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around......your SOULMATE.
You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more.
You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you.
When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself.
Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful.
There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition, but only a quiet calmness when they are near.
You can be yourself an
A Chapter Closed
I HAVE RELEASED MY INNER POET.
A Chapter Closed
By Tommy Reed
A chapter closed,
A chapter gone.
The pages filled,
The story done.
A happy ending?
Well, not this time.
The sad reality,
This story is mine.
The laughs and tears,
The fun and fear,
The ink is dry,
The paper crisp.
I no longer,
Can taste your lips.
The journey's over,
At least for now.
Maybe one day,
You'll come back somehow.
The tears still falling,
The last page open.
I sign the words I hate to say,
My heart for now, is very Broken.
Grains Of Sand
PLEASE DONT PLAGERIZE...this was written by me~
Grains of SAND
Like slipping sand seeping through my fingers I feel our love starting to fall. Grain by grain it falls out of my reach and beyond my sight. Unnoticeable until its almost gone and by then, to late to save. I'm desperately search trying to find it, but each morsel so tiny with its own significance is single until pieced together to create a more significant, explicable form, that then grows and takes home in a heart, and is called love. It takes each piece, each grain to complete the puzzle, anything less is far too incomplete. Each is named compassion, soul, willing, giving, caring, concern, hope and so on. Once the pattern breaks and one grain is lost, like children the others follow, until everything you thought you lived for, everything you would have died for, is gone.
Out of sight, out of reach, out of mind and requires much faith and worlds of searching to again find.
> 1. Hugs from behind.
> 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours).
> 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
> 4. Cuddle with her.
> 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
> 6. Write little notes.
> 7. Compliment her Honestly.
> 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
> 9. Be super sweet to her.
> 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
> 11. Comfort her when she cries.
> 12.Wipe away her tears
> 13. Love her with all your heart.
> 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
> 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
> 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her!
> & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!!
> 17. Take her for a long walk at night!
> 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
> 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! becau
When Your Loved Ones Lie To You
Yes I got dumped Tuesday night and Im venting...no she didnt lie tuesday night but did in the past and I forgave her with little work on her part...yet for the last few days she has told me she loved me ETC, and even did so just two hours before slamming me back to reality and breaking my heart by dumping me on my ass....saying shes been trying to figure out a way for days to do it...then why lead me on lying to me making me think everything is ok and that you love me? PLEASE I NEED A COUNSELOR
so with the above being said.....
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR LOVED ONES LIE TO YOU?
WHAT DO YOU DO?
When somoeone who looks at you in your eyes and says they love you lies to you what do you do, do you just forgive and move on in hopes that it never hpapens again???
Does trust once given freely have to be earned back?
Well for me if I SAY I LOVE YOU to anyone that automatically means NO LIES! For some people they lie so much that they do not see the forest for the trees a
Irony Of Love
The IRONY of LOVE is loving the right person at the wrong time and having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life. Sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you're suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much you love the person. Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little. We all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always “right.” Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love only to discover that for them, we are just for past times, while the one who truly loves us remains either a fr
Cross-dressing (the fetish): What’s it all about?
Why do we do it? Who does it? When do we do it? What do we get out of it? Is it just a fetish? What do we do? Are we Gay, Bi, Hetero or unique? Is there a cure? If there was would we want it anyway? What does it mean for our Significant Others? Are CDs (Cross-Dressers), MIPs (Men In Panties) and TVs (Transvestites) different things? Here are some of my answers to these puzzling questions and the conclusions I have drawn.
MIPs, CDs, TVs.
First of all I have to define my terms for the purposes of this essay as there seem to be no universally accepted definitions of MIPs, CDs and TVs. This is unsurprising as all of us wear women’s apparel to a greater or lesser extent. For my purposes, I define MIPs as those who do not go beyond a pair of panties and perhaps a pair of hold-up stockings. My definition of CDs are those that, while they may or may not dress fully in women’s clothes, do so primarily for sexual stimulation a
In Regards To My Life
IN REGARDS TO MY LIFE AND MY EX ( yes i got dumped Tuesday night by someone I loved dearly)
OKAY...THIS IS WHERE I GET SERIOUS. AND I MAY THROW A COUPLE CLICHES OUT, BUT PLEASE FORGIVE MY RANDOM THOUGHTS.... I JUST NEED TO SAY THEM, BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEONE WILL READ THIS:
I ALWAYS THOUGHT PEOPLE CAME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON. THAT THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO PASS YOU A SIGN REASSURING YOU THAT YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH IN LIFE. I THINK SOMEWHERE I FUCKED UP. I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE, AND AT ONE TIME WAS IN FULL CONTROL OF THAT AND MY LIFE. I DO NOT LIKE WHO I HAVE BECOME. I DO NOT LIKE THE REASONS I HAVE BECOME THIS. I DO NOT LIKE THAT THINGS BEYOND MY CONTROL HAVE TURNED MY LIFE INTO THIS. ALL THIS, AND LIFE HAS BECOME QUITE CONFUSING TO ME. I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IN A POOL BUT KNOW HOW TO SWIM, AND WAS ONCE A MARATHON SWIMMER. I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING FROM AN AIRPLANE AND I FORGOT MY PARACHUTE, BUT WAS ONCE A WORLD CLASS SKYDIVER. THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS I DONT KNOW HOW
I am a black which reside in Cameroon then I fight for the dominion black I am 21-year-old I am aware(conscious) that the whites have we too much to threaten we were for a long time their slaves maintaining to us all the blacks of to take revenge we have to make him(it) on the women a white, all the whites who will be interest in my blog to hesitate not to contact me marc the rough black I am a black which reside in Cameroon then I fight for the dominion black I am 21-year-old I am aware(conscious) that the whites have we too much to threaten we were for a long time their slaves maintaining to us all the blacks of to take revenge we have to make him(it) on the women a white, all the whites who will be interest in my blog to hesitate not to contact me marc the rough black
Love Is Like An Investment
The closest analogy to being in love to me is like INVESTING MONEY. Most people invest money for the long haul.....they dont throw $1000 into the stock market on Monday and move it on Tuesday just cuz the stock went down. Most people leave the money in for TIME and see what the market does and even with the UPS and DOWNS usually if the investment was a smart one in the beginning they come out on top.
To me LOVE is the same way. It changes daily....sometimes up, sometimes down, but the good smart investor IN LOVE, his profit and goal comes to fruition when YEARS down the road his goal was met with a LIFE, LOVE and a FAMILY.
To me the HEART and LOVE is the GREATEST THING ONE PERSON CAN INVEST IN ANOTHER...and just like the stock market it comes with RISKS.....it all depends on WHAT AND HOW MUCH YOU ARE WILLING TO RISK TO GET WHAT YOU TRULY WANT
MY GOAL IS HAPPINESS AND WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO COME BY AND WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT WILLING TO WORK THESE DAYS FOR LOVE!
T & J
OK , SO SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE SEEN MY RANT ON THIS.... JUST SO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S ABOUT....
I CAME ON ONE MORNING (LIKE IN DECEMBER)TO SEE SOME SCUMBAG HAD LEFT ME SOME NASTY COMMENTS ON MY PAGE AND PICS AND HAD DOWNRATED THEM .... SUCH AS C*NT, WH*RE, ETC. ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T WANT TO, I WAS URGED BY MY FRIENDS TO MAIL SCRAPPER SO I DID... HERE IS HIS RESPONSE
You just got to ignore it. Delete the comments and don't sweat it. Block the person and do not communicate with them.
=== '*HELLCAT*THE CONTEST IS ON!' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-22 05:01:53'..
> Hi Scrapper
> I awoke to some nasty comments left on my page today calling me a wh*re, c*nt, downrater (which I am not). Anything you can do? Thanks for your time.
SO, I LEFT THE COMMENTS, I FIGURED I'D LET EVERYONE SEE WHAT AN A$$ THIS GUY IS. OF COURSE I WENT TO HIS PAGE TO LEAVE A COMMENT BUT THE PU$$Y HAD ALREADY BLOCKED ME. YOU CAN STILL SEE THE COMMENTS HE LEFT ON MY PICS THAT I PUT "MAR
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You have a sexual IQ of 144
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking.
You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself.
Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio
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Before i thought it was impossible to fall in love. i thought that there was no true perfect match. i used to laugh at people that said i love you to one another because i was hurt badly once by a man that i thought i had loved who ended up cheating on me. i had lost all hope in ever loving anyone after that, then eventually lost the thought of love and began to think it was all just a joke. until now... have i finally found the man who completes me? have i found the man i want to spend the rest of my life with? the answer is yes. he is my life. I love him with a permanence that endures the passing years. I love him with a joyfulness that subdues all doubts and fears. I love him with an honesty that was born within my heart. I love him with the calm belief that we will never part. I love him with the certainty that I’ll cherish him forever. I love him with the humbleness of one who has been blessed. I love him with the reverence of all that word suggests. I love him with a fervor that
Respiratory Syncytial Virus
Clinical features: Respiratory syncytial virus (RSV) is the most common cause of bronchiolitis and pneumonia among infants and children under 1 year of age. Illness begins most frequently with fever, runny nose, cough, and sometimes wheezing. During their first RSV infection, between 25% and 40% of infants and young children have signs or symptoms of bronchiolitis or pneumonia, and 0.5% to 2% require hospitalization. Most children recover from illness in 8 to 15 days. The majority of children hospitalized for RSV infection are under 6 months of age. RSV also causes repeated infections throughout life, usually associated with moderate-to-severe cold-like symptoms; however, severe lower respiratory tract disease may occur at any age, especially among the elderly or among those with compromised cardiac, pulmonary, or immune systems.
The virus: RSV is a negative-sense, enveloped RNA virus. The virion is variable in shape and size (average diameter of between 120 and 300 nm), is unstabl
hi haven't be on ,my sister is having a hysterectomy to day she will be going down now for it she has a fibroid the size of a football the doctors said"that what ever it is latch on to will be coming out as well "so please pray that it is not stuck to anything like her bowel or kidneys,ect
thank you bee.
Would you makeout with me me?
 Hell Yea  Yes  No  Maybe
Would you sleep with me?
 In an instant!  Yes  No  Maybe
Am I attractive?
 Heck no  hot as Hell  Fine  Cute  Okay  Ugly!
Do you think I'm a virgin?
 Yes  No  Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do to me... ____???
I look like..
 A player  One time thing [X] Next bf/gf
 A friend  A friend with benefits
 A possibility  A loser
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
 Yes  No  maybe
Would you rather..
 Hook up with me  Cuddle with me
 Date me  Friends  Friends with benefits
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
What would you want me to be to you?
 Friend  Girlfriend/Boyfriend
 Friend with benefits  Husband/Wife
Would u give me your number if so let me get it? _____________________
Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
Me And Cherrytap
Or needs a way to auto comment bomb :D SHHHHH LOL
Anyway yeah so there LOL At least half, whats a 1:30 of ur night? :P
U want naughty pics u gotta inspire em, since i don't have any yet. I'll be warming up the cam hehehehe.
Time & Time Again....???
So the single life just plain out SUCKS and im getting so sick and tired of all the drama and childish games that these so called men have to offer...im completly fed up...i duno what else to do or who to turn to anymore...all i really want it EVERYTHING and i guess thats too much to ask huh...???? why is that?????????
You have a sexual IQ of 138
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool.
You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling.
Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces
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hey all you cherry lovers it looks like this is the place to be to meet kewl peeps. so rock me roll me & jackyle me off! Can't wait to talk to all the peeps in "cherryland" holla at me
Well, I have one thing to say...Beautiful. It was a spectaclular film. It is advertised as a "fairy tale", but it is so much more. It has something in it for everyone. It's full of action, drama, and mystery. The acting was superb. I was pulled in by the the film's dialog due to it's well done delivery. I didn't feel like I was watching a movie, I felt as though I was having a dream. That's how well done the film was created. I recomend this film to everyone. All tho, I must in good concious, let you all know, if you don't know this already, it is a forgien film. I highly recomend the subtitled version so you don't loose the magic of the wonderful acting. The effects, the story, the acting, the directing, the cinematography...all of it was wonderful. Please, take the time to check this film out...you won't regret it.
The creation of Wisconsin ....
Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days.
Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day.
He inquired of God, "Where have you been?"
God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards
through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made."
Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?"
"It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call
It Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance."
"Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused.
God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example,
Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern
Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot."
God continued, pointing to different countries, "This one will be extremely
hot and arid while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."
The Archangel ,
Ok, the answer to this is very simple. If you dont like a picture, dont look at it! If its nude, ok, then it needs to go in a private folder as most people do. If your a person that needs to flag a picture because it has too much belly button showing..then this site is NOT for you. If i walk into a store and see something offensive in a magazine or something, am i gonna go bitch about it?..NO. Im gonna turn around, and ignore it. I CHOOSE not to look at it. Im not gonna waste my time, bitching about 1 picture, when there is so much worse out there in the world. If you see a picture that you dont like, ignore it and move on to the next one. There is no need to flag it unless its truly necessary. This is site is great, and its all about having fun. Flagging someone's pic because of a little bit of skin..you haters need to go find a new place to hang out. Feel free to repost if you like. That is my rant for the night. Thank you! I must ask. Is it too much to rely on hope?? To hope for so
A Nod To The Stay At Home Mom.
man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard.
The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog.
Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing.
In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door.
He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she may be ill, or that something serious had happened.
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1. Where is your cell phone? Dresser
2. Your significant other? hu?
3. Your hair? Blondish
4. Your mother? funny
5. Your father? goofy
6. Your favorite thing? friends
7. Your dream last night? dono
8. Your favorite drink? tea
9. Your dream/goal? overseas
10. The room you're in? bedroom
11. Music? itunes
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Europe
14. Where were you last night? home
15. What you're not? content
16. Muffins? blueberry?
17. One of your wish list items? female
18. Where you grew up? KC
19. The last thing you did? mow
20. What are you wearing? bball-shorts
21. TV? discovery
22. Your pets? starbu
Bubba Ho Tep
At the heart of Bubba Ho-Tep is a surprisingly sincere reflection on old age and regret. It dares to take the aging process and the relationship between two old-timers seriously, in an industry that focuses primarily on sex, youth, and action. These three elements factor in here as well, but they serve more as a longing that the characters wish they still had more than a means of giving in to Hollywood standards. It is a film about finding meaning in the twilight of our days—about living in triumph, even in your final moments. What is surprising is that you won’t have to look too deeply to find the theme: Here is a poignant, character-driven drama, surrounded by a premise so absurd that you wouldn’t have expected anything so deep.
Then again, anyone who could possibly dream up this scenario would have to be creative enough to actually make it about something, at least if there is any justice in the world. There is so much going on here that I am tempted not to explain any
Lost One Mind
Well I started back to school again. Ugh I wonder if I will ever be happy with my educational goals??? I doubt it. hehe
I now have 3 jobs and I am going to apply for another tomorrow. I want that Jeep paid off asap. I hate hate hate bills. I want to say I own that Liberty not Chase and I own that liberty.
And now I am a Cherry tap addict thanks to Mrs Fey.
Felling pretty good this last week, Mistress Fey maybe I found my cure. ICE BABY!
Check It Out.
Just watch it, I can't get over it.
My wife makes me watch it if I'm in a crappy mood.
this is crazy shit. no one knows me. not even myself. but u know what? i havent left this computer in over 15 hours! celebration time! come on!! today i celebrate freedom from 8 years of marital oppression! not on paper yet, but more importantly, in my soul. YES!!! nothing is ever easy, but at the momemnt, difficult would be welcome. my mind races daily, filled with nothing and my heart yearns for a love that will never be. i feel life groing inside me, but as it reaches the surface, the darkness that is the true me smashes it away. i am alone and only the drawing of sweet scarlet blood gives me any relief. to watch it dripp away is the only thing that makes me feel even a sparkle of life.
Ramblings Of A Bored Individual
TO A KEEPER!
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One day someone's mother died.
And on that clear, cold morning,
In the warmth of her bedroom,
The daughter was struck with
The pain of learning that sometimes
There isn't any more.
No more hugs,
No more lucky moments to celebrate together,
No more phone calls just to chat,
No more "just one minute."
Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away.
Never to return before we can say good-bye,
Say "I Love You."
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So while we have it . . it's best we love it . .
And care for it and fix it when it's broken .
And take good care of it when it's sick.
This is true for marriage.... And friendships
And children with bad report cards;
And dogs with bad hips;
And aging parents and grandparents.
We keep them because they ar
Whats Going On
I dont no what I am doing on here I am new to this site what ....
I Shred Da Gnar!!!!
I have it off and i wanna go boardin at either Dodge or Bear........
Whos down to go?
Hit me up!
I have no idea what I'm doing, but here I am! Having fun with it all. I'l get the hang of it soon enough, I'm sure!
Damn today sucked ass soooo bad.
It was hellllla slow which was cool but then again it gets hella boring just standin around waitin for someone to come in.
I only workd 11 hrs today.
But it seemed like 14 cause it was so slow.
My feet hurt my back hurts my legs hurt.
I need a BOWL! hahaha
Struggles i know we've all had our share.Mine have been to many and i've done my best to overcome then.My biggest struggle right now is not having my youngest children with me .I find the holidays very hard but i put a smile on my face and make the best of it.So if i'm a lil quiet around the holidays i'm sorry.This has been going on for a few years and how it got this bad is a long story . I got divorced in virginia and settled all though we had shared custody with equal time then he wanted to move to ohio i didnt check into the laws there and moved there neway needless to say they dnt recognize what was done in virginia as time went on the kids got settled with him and his new wife they spoke 2 me less and wanted to see me less they were bng brainwashed.He knew i wouldnt have the money for a court battle and i wouldn't take them if they didnt want to go so in putting what they want first i'm sad but my kids come before me.I know some people will judge me but i love them and in time t
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I really don't seem to get it i suppose. People seem to give me all these hints towards things i should pick up on and i just don't seem to catch on; or, else i do and i just choose not to accept the outcome of what it will be. I come across as and asshole most of the time for just the way i talk and approach things. I tell it how i see it with no sugar coating. I also think that i'm a pretty decent guy towards woman. I might say sorry to much to woman only because i care to much and try to show them i actually care and willing to listen to whatever.
Maybe this is my flaw. I just seem to care to much about woman. I try to fully open up to things that are on my mind, even though not everything i should share but i do. It anyone is to truely understand me they need to hear everything, good and bad. I know by opening up i will just get hurt in the end but its the risk i'm always willing to do and take. Most the time i don't get the full respect back or the openness that i am looking for.
L O V E
what is love? well love is making yourself happy for the one u love as well as making the one you love happy? how do u know if someone loves you? well first off u never get enough of that person, everything they do can put a smile on your face. even when they make u angry they still know how to make u smile. if that person loves you back, they would do anything to make u happy right? i dont know but for the one i love i know i would do everything in my power to make them happy, i know i am not rich wealthy or anything like that but if i have love, thats better then anything i can go buy at the store right? so would it be wrong to expect the same thing in return? what ever happened to the GOLDEN RULE? whats wrong with the world today, why does it have to be a dog eat dog world? why cant we all jus get along converse and have a good time like they used to do back in the day when u could go to a house party and not worried about getting shot cause u were dancin with someone or talkin to s
A New One
go check this out for a good laugh
talk about hilarious
man this is different...Linkin Park/Minutes To Midnight...downloaded it...yeah i'm a horrible person...cheater...it's way different...not sure if i like it yet...have to let ya know When someones uses the word poke, have ya ever had one of those moments where you can't tell how their defining it...
let's look at the regular definition of Poke
Poke (Verb):to touch with finger or other object briefly and then pull away.
ok now the slang definition...
Poke (Verb):to have,want to, or plan to have sex.
Bishop a friend of mine has asked me pass along his new website http://www.bishop-pua.com . Yes, it is free! I wouldn't do that to you!
If he can teach what he does it's worth it!
He can give me butterflies even when I fight it.
Kiss and Hugs
P.S. Thanks to those of you who did read this before. I did make each of you one of my family. Now you can see a few more pictures. ENJOY I'm in my first contest! Please come and help me out by commenting as many times as you can.
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Just Stuff About Me
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I have always had the fantasy of being tied to the bed and blindfolded. I haven't found a partner who shares the same desires yet. While tied to the bed, my arms above my head and my legs spread I want my partner to do whatever he wants to me. I want him to tease me, make my moan in anticipation as I feel him run his hands and body all over me. I won't know what he will do next as he plays with me fully, teasing my breasts, my mouth, and between my legs. He will use toys on me while he slips himself into my mouth. So many thing I want to do, now just to find the right person. Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isStrikingShe sits with raised thighs, her feet placed either side of his waist; the man enters her and rains hard blows upon her bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.co
Creations Of Boredom
I'm a bit bored so I am going to blog about randomthings whose name begins with the letter 'B'.The first thing that comes to mind, being maleof course, is boobs. Everyone, "hooray for boobies!"Although,the first thing I look for in anyone is brains.All the zombies, "hooray for brains!"Unfortunately brains and boobsdon't always co-exist.Being male means getting boners. Ladies, can I geta "hooray for boners!" please? Boners are usuallycaused by viewing, handling, or thinking of boobsor butts (no, I didn't forget the butt, aka booty).Blood leaves the brain in these instances, oftenmaking conversation boring, but when boobs and boners get together, fun that does not involve muchspeaking is bound to happen. If it does not thenyou must go back home and beat off.I mentioned blood, so let me mention it again: blood.Beside being vital to your body, blood is alsoreally beautiful and erotic. Just the vampiresthis time, "hooray blood!"This may seem like quite a change in subject,but 'burrito' is t
AFTER A WHILE YOU LEARN THE SUBTLE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HOLDING A HAND AND CHAINING A SOUL....AND YOU LEARN THAT LOVE DOESN'T MEAN LEANING AND COMPANY DOESN'T ALWAYS MEAN SECURITY. AND YOU BEGIN TO LEARN THAT KISSES AREN'T CONTRACTS AND PRESENTS AREN'T PROMISES....AND YOU BEGIN TO ACCEPT YOUR DEFEATS WITH YOUR HEAD UP AND YOUR EYES AHEAD WITH THE GRACE OF WO/MAN,NOT THE GRIEF OF A CHILD....AND YOU LEARN TO BUILD ALL YOUR ROADS ON TODAY...BECAUSE TOMARROW'S GROUND IS TOO UNCERTAIN FOR PLANS AND FUTURES HAVE A WAY OF FALLING DOWN IN MID- FLIGHT. AFTER A WHILE YOU LEARN THAT EVEN SUNSHINE BURNS IF YOU GET TOO MUCH....SO YOU PLANT YOUR OWN GARDEN AND DECORATE YOUR OWN SOUL INSTEAD OF WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO BRING YOU FLOWERS . AND YOU LEARN THAT YOU REALLY CAN ENDURE ...THAT YOU REALLY ARE STRONG ...AND YOU REALLY DO HAVE WORTH .... You walked towards me...smiling at me you asked me what i wanted to do....and i told you that i would show you......i pulled you towards me..kissing you long and
Things That Ar Impotant To People
its my birthday on thursday and if anyone on here wants to do something that would mean the world to me even if you dont know me!! please please please go to this site http://www.justgiving.com/lisaeverest and donate EVEN IF IT IS JUST A PENNY it would mean the world to her and in turn the world to me!! even if just 1 penny gets donated then this blog will have been worth while many thank.. Jaden
These Are The Words Spoken, Whispered, Bent And Broken.
One with the rising sun.
She is alive
She is dead.
Anemica, she'll shine for you.
One free in the wild.
She's all we need
All we plead.
Anemica, she'll shine for you.
Her smiles hold true,
Her tears hold through
The hardest parts.
Anemica, she is here
She'll shine for you.
©2006, Leticia Young Aside from my profile. I'm a poet and a writer. And someday should love to be published.
So I shall give off some of my poems here, but beware, they are copyrighted.
Parchment skins of the dead
Writing poems for those
Who care not yet are addicted
To her views and strifes.
Scratching the outer skin,
And bleeding the ink.
Spiders weaving tales
Through a silken silver thread.
Using her nails as a pen,
She lets the words
Completely fall and sink.
Haggard and dusty,
Sitting in a room lit by candle
She scribbles anew.
Growing old and yet
Remaining ageless in a time
Where life lives and death dies
IT IS SPRING BREAK TIME...WHO WANTS TO COME AND HAVE A WICKED PARTY AND GET WASTED HAHA!!!! hey to all friends on here...its been awhile since my last blog...i just wanted to ask if anyone gets tired of modifying themselves to please others...im tired of going out of my way to act differently around other people I AM WHO I AM
I love DODGE and am a big dodge fan
I love guns
I am tired of being a push over so i will start to push back not cuz i hate you, but for my own ego
I love big trucks
I also and set in my own ways...arn't we all
I love my friends and if you cross them you cross me
I also love my family you cross them and you will have problems
I really am not that hard to get along with but you always get those people that try to push your limits but its only those times when you truley find out what you are capable of
Well thanx to whoever takes the time to read this...and thanx to all my friends on here and hopefully this will spark a fire inside each of you who f
Please stop by and add a new Shannon. Hot little girl with some real pictures.
Shannon@ fubar This is my fantasy page. The skin picture on here are ones a girlfriend and I took back college about 10 years ago. I don't have that figure any more after two children. I've been divorce for 5 years. I'm starting to discover a whole new sexual side and things I'd never consider before are starting to become appealing. Hence the story on here. It's erotica with a mix of voyeurism, stripping, slavery and cannibalism (in a seductive way).
I find Anne Rice's writing hot: Parts of Interview with a vampire, Taming Beauty, Belinda. I have a small collection of vampire moves I find irresistible: Embrace of the Vampire and few others. The older I get the further my fantasy seem to get from reality.
Check your driver's license. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! Thanks Homeland Security! Where are our rights?? I definitely removed mine. I suggest you do the same. Go to the web site and check it out. Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement.? Drivers License Search - National Motor Vehicle License Bureau? http://www.license.shorturl.com/
Randomness Is Grand
I close my eyes and I smile
Knowing that everything is all right
To the core, so close that door
Is this happening?
My breath is on your hair
I'm unaware that you opened the blinds
And let the city in
God, you held my hand, and we stand
Just taking in everything
And I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are on this 18th floor balcony
We're both flying away
So we talk about moms and dads
About family pasts
Just getting to know where we came from
Our hearts were on display for all to see
I can't believe this is happening to me
And I raise my hand
As if to show you that I was yours
That I was so yours for the taking
I'm so yours for the taking and
That's when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say and then you kissed me
Yeah, I knew it from the start
My arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
Something To Share...
To all my Family & Friends of CT! I just wanted to say that I'm going through some drama and I may not be on a lot here and there. So keep me and my family in your thoughts/prayers. So feel free to give me lots of love! LOL! Gotta laugh when it hurts sometimes!
Anbody goin to the VA Mini tomorrow be careful and play responibly! Whoop Whoop! To all my Family & Friends of CT! I just wanted to say that I'm going through some drama and I may not be on a lot here and there. So keep me and my family in your thoughts/prayers. So feel free to give me lots of love! LOL! Gotta laugh when it hurts sometimes!
Anbody goin to the VA Mini tomorrow be careful and play responibly! Whoop Whoop!
If You're Looking For Someone To Talk To,
If Your Mom Is Looking For Someone To Talk To,
If Your Best Friend From When You Were 5 Is Looking For Someone To Talk To,
Write To Me Or Send Them My Way!
I Want To Hear From You Guys, I Want To Make Some Actual Friends Here!
What Do You Say? Anyone Interested?
I Know There Has To Be At Least One Friendly Person Out There!
Hope To Hear From All Of You Really Soon! Picture!
That's Right, I Finally Have A Picture.
Maybe Now People Will Start Talking To Me...
im new to cherrytap and i want to make as many friends as i can im on msn an profileheaven but this site is far better (when i learn how it works) a bit about me i love motorcross, i try 2 keep fit, i love football, im not sexist in any way i prefer 2 b classed as a mans man, i live alone in a 3 beedroomed house in newcastle in the uk but i wish i didnt we are not allowed say whateva we want dont say anyfing about muslims or were classed as racist, wen an undercover reporter filmed wot realy goes on in a mosque, in front of our politicians they wer acting all moderate an condeming terrorism then when they left they wer telling everyone its a muslims duty to kill whites, they must act moderate until there is enuf of them and then take over britain and impose sharia law making britain an islamic state, people dont no how facist this country is, for instace we cant wear a hooded top or anything over our face but muslims are allowed to wear a full face veil on thier passports and driving l
Funnys From Craigslist
Vagina seeks Penis
Date: 2005-10-21, 8:32PM CDT
I am a 31 year old Vagina in fairly good working order seeking a nice Penis for fun and good times. Preferably not on the beach though, I do find that the sand chafes. I can't do any really fancy tricks but I can breathe underwater.
I don't know if you're interested in threesomes but I always come with my best friend, Clitoris. She's a bit shy and doesn't always ask for attention but boy, is she a happy bunny when she gets it and I must say that I feel much better too.
Oh and by the way, and this is probably the deal killer, I also come with a woman attached. Sorry, can't get rid of her, she's quite nice I guess, wish she'd lose some weight or not sit down so much, it's quite squashy down here. So if you're looking for skinny, I'm afraid you had better look elsewhere. She's a bit daft and get this, she wants to 'settle down and get married' S
1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER
2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy
3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER
4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy
5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy
6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer.If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy
7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy
8. You normally don't find old beer. -One point to BEER
9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY
10. In most countries there's a tax on beer. - One point to PUSSY
You should have sex in your car
Whenever, wherever. That is your motto. You live for the moment and when you want some, you won’t take no for an answer.
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You are 33% kinky
You are kinda kinky. You like to fantasize and try some new things sometimes, but overall you’d rather stick to sex you are comfortable with.
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A Bot Cpnfused, But Good News I Think Lol
Well the past month or so Ive been goin to docs like crazy, more dang test, more pain from the test, and basically just a huge mess. I was told in july of 99 that I had primary progressive multiple sclerosis, and spent time in leg braces and 4yrs in a wheel chair, but been up over 5 yrs now. Was told had severe nerve damage in my legs n lower back, and would never know a day without pain, the pain part well they got that part really right!.
Nehow, lately been goin for more test, I had a nerve conduction study done to check nerve damage and also muscle damage, a MRI to see what the degenerative disc n spinal disease had damaged and how badly that they found in an x-ray over a month ago. and tons of blood work ( 187.00 worth!).
Well today I go back to the doc, pain management doctor, and he says he didnt see the degenerative stuff in the MRI, dunno where it went but didnt show this time, the nerve test (which was my 9th since prolly 95 or so, showed no damage at all in the nerves or mu
breath in 4 luck
breath in so deep
this air is blessed
you sheltered me
this night is wild
so come and tell
there hearths they race
from self control
your legs are smoothas they grace mine
we're doing fine
we're doing nuthin at all
my hopes r so high that your kiss might kill me!
so won't u kill me
so i die happy
my heart if yours to fill or burts
to break or bury
or wear as jewlery
it's whatever u prefer....
the words r harsh lets not get busteed
just lay inwined hrer
safe in my room from all these stupid questions
"hey did you get some?"
man that is so dumb
they can't hear
so we can get some!
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
so won't you kill me so i die happy
my heart is yours to fill or burt
to break or bury
or wear as jewlery
it's whatever you prefer
valentines day is the best day that i can ever remember
i'll always remember
the sound of the ste
Broken The Blog Cherry
Ok tell me which you think you should be and if I think it's right I will add you on there, :)
My Pirate ally =
My hubby =
My girlfriend =
My guardian angel =
My mummy =
My daddy =
My big brother =
My little brother =
My big sister =
My little sister =
My sister and a half =
My daughter =
My son =
My Valentine =
My whore =
My sexy best bud =
My other best friend =
My bit on the side =
My niece =
My nephew =
My hug buddy =
My slave =
My shopoholic friend =
My crazy Siamese twin =
My SEXY Chatterbox =
My hot admirer =
My lesbian lover =
My fuck buddy =
My truly honest person =
My gay friend =
My special one =
The excentric alcoholic =
The person That Makes Me smile =
My horny friend =
My crazy buddy =
My Cherrytap bud =
My next door neighbour =
My lover =
My inspiration =
My God =
My stalker =
My bitch =
My Fairy God mother =
My Sexphace sex slave =
My mad fwendie =
My other half =
My owner =
My dirty little secret =
LOL >>> SOME OF THESE ARE A LITTLE SELF INDULGENT.
The Price Of Hate
We stand tall and strong before the wall
We know our place since the towers did fall
To let evil win and not take a stand
Makes weaklings and cowards of every man
For when we stood mute and let it begin
There was a price to pay for our sin
We helped it along by doing nothing
Till anti freedom voices did ring
They call us Satan and hate our life
Their lands are full or hardship and strife
With no hope to live as well as we do
They blame this country both me and you
So hate did prevail on Septembers day
Now they woke us and we’re here to stay
This fight will never end as long as they hate
For they done messed with America the great
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
within gods sight
The joy of laughter can lighten the day
The wonder of humor can show us the way
Free in our spirit with eyes of a child
Seeing wondrous things growing wild
Beauty held in one brief moment true
Loving the moment
Hillary Clinton was out jogging one morning along
the parkway when she tripped, fell over the bridge
railing and landed in the creek below.
Before the Secret Service guys could get to her, 3 kids
who were fishing pulled her out of the water. She was
so grateful she offered the kids whatever they wanted.
The first kid said, "I want to go to Disneyland."
Hillary said, "No problem, I'll take you there on my special Senator's
The second kid said, "I want a new pair of Nike Air Jordan's."
Hillary said, "I'll get them for you and even have Michael sign them!!"
The third kid said, "I want a motorized wheelchair with a built in TV and
Hillary was a little perplexed by this and said, "But you don't look like
The kid said, "I will be after my dad finds out I saved your ass from
What is cybersex and is it safe?
The Internet is now considered the super highway of love. Increasingly, people are finding their match via online dating, computer match making and electronic or digital texting and clicking. There is a difference between cyber-dating and cyber-sex. Cyber-sex entails engaging another person in an implicit and/or explicit chat or web cam sexual flirt, tease, titillating or arousing experience. Cyber-sex can be a terrific avenue for exploring fantasies, but if you are in a real life relationship, cyber-sex can have negative consequences. Partners often consider cyber-sex as cheating - what I call e-dultery. Partners complain about the amount of time their partner spends on the internet, and feel cheated of that time that could be spent together. Make sure if you indulge in cyber-sex that you are either single, engaging in it as a couple, or that you make sure your partner knows what you're doing, and why this fantasy outlet is stimulating and exciting
After talking to my friend Sarah I thought that I would give this a try. So far so good. I like the sound effects and how anyone can leave ya a comment they don't have to be your friends first.
LMAO I forgot I had all me settings off Hmmm There back on now Plus I added some pics...SO on that note Have Fun...MUAHH LADIES PLZ FEEL FREE TO ADD ME TOO YOUR FREINDS LIST!! I Dont bite all that hard Well maybe I do lmao MUAH!! Plz feel Free to add me to your freinds list if you like too....Since I am back for a while...Have a great day and DAMNIT IT ITS SNOWING HERE!!!! GRRRRRRRRR
A MILLION MILES AWAY
A million miles away
I hear your soft voice calling
A million miles away
We breath as one
A million miles away
We lay in the snow making snow angels
A million miles away
Our hearts beat as one
A million miles away
We are closer then ever before
A million miles away
Our hearts are smiling
Dedicated to my friend Tanaia My Chaos Poem
I awake and my eyes open
Only to find Chaos
Waiting for me
Like an old friend
Chaos takes me
By the hand
I resist but
Chaos is to strong
Chaos takes me back
to were it all began
The darkness Surrounds me
I fall faster and faster
I have reached the end
My eyes slowly close
Chaos takes my last breath
Chaos has finally won
THE DOWNWORD SPIRAL
You showed me happiness
You showed me love
I was finally at peace
then you took it all away
You took my heart and
thru it away
You left me with nothing
Even less then what I had before
I proved time and time again
I would be there to save you
Let's Talk About Sex!
The porno of Lauria's life will be called ...
"Celebrity Strip Poker"
'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it!
Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine.
Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........"
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.
Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Did some X -- $15
Did cocaine -- $20
Did meth -- $25
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40
Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Lovin Meetin New People
Hey everyone. well like so many other people this is my fist blog. everything is so cool here. i learn at least one new thing on here per day and am having a blast doing it. thanks to my friends i am learning well. I look forward to getting to know new friends each day. To each Her own....
Offended By People Saying You're Sexy???
I keep seeing that people are being offended by others telling them they are sexy...
Frankly, this baffles me.
If you post a pic and I say, "Damn, you're ugly as a two headed moose!", you'd be offended...on the other hand, if I say, "You're sexy !", you're offended. WTF?!?
I'd be tickled if someone thought I was sexy...I damned sure wouldn't be offended!!
Someone please explain this to me.
Why post a pic that you know is going to be thought of as sexy , only to be offended when someone else points out the obvious?
Geez...the rules must have changed while I was asleep.
As valentine approaches...look back on all those past years...what what your favorite memory? I think mine would be when I was in grade 9. My boyfriend of the 9 months told me he loved me for the 1st time! I remember that moment like it was yesterday!!! That was the first time I fell in love.
~~humor, The Best Medicine~~
Will I live to see 80?
I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive
lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age.
A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you
think I'll live to be 80?"
He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied.
"I'm not doing drugs, either!"
Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No,
my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!"
"Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking,
or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said.
He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I
said. "I don't do any of those things."
He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you even give a shit?"
I think that this is how our politicians that are the subject of hollywoods ridicule should address those self imposed know it alls of the far left!
Ideas That Sound Good At The Time
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied.
Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance."
In this position your aging, toneless (God I should have gone to the gym!!!) thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stan
Everyone Else Is Doing It
lemme just start off by saying.. people need to grow the fuck up . Man up .. Woman up.. whatever.. just start being human.
so im sure you all remember the tragic events in september that left me heartbroken and lonely. losing my mom is still the hardest thing i deal with daily.
my stepfather has made sure i know how much he doesnt want to lose me as his daughter.. and i appreciate that..
in the conversation we had tonight he tells me that my cousin.. had come over and "scoped" out some things she would like.. asking for some of my moms sewing machines.. afghans.. jewlery.. you know.. things to help her "remember my mom"
i find this to be complete bullshit. this woman doesnt work.. nor does her dirty ass boyfriend. and when you are nearing 50 .. i think you should know how to hold a job.
further more.. how will these material things bring you closer ?
my step father told her no , they werent his to give away since it all belongs to me. im not materialistic. i mean i am.. but thing
Blast And Bling Contest
THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE CALLED MY BLAST AND BLING CONTEST!!
I AM ONLY LOOKING FOR SERIOUS COMPETITORS FOR THIS, SO IF YOU DONT THINK YOU CAN WIN THIS THEN IT IS NOT FOR YOU!!!
ANYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN AND THERE WILL BE NO RULES, JUST RESPECT FOR THE OTHER CONTESTANTS IS ALL!! SO SELF COMMENTING IS GOING TO BE VERY WELCOMED IN THIS!
THERE WILL ONLY BE ONE WINNER IN THIS CONTEST SO IT IS WINNER TAKES ALL!!
I AM STARTING IT THIS FRIDAY AT 7EST TIME,BUT IF THERE ARE ENTRIES AFTER THE DEADLINE THEY WILL BE ACCEPTED KNOWING THEY WILL HAVE TO PLAY CATCH UP!! IT ILL LAST TILL THE FOLLOWING MONDAY AT 7EST TIME!!
NOW FOR THE PRIZES:)
YOU WILL NOT ONLY WIN A ONE WEEK BLAST BUT YOU WILL ALSO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF A VIC GIFT PACKAGE, OR A MENS BRACELET OR DIAMOND EARRINGS!! PLUS AS A EXTRA PERK ANYONE WHO GETS MORE THAN 9,000 COMMENTS WILL ALSO GET A MENS OR WOMENS RING!
SO IF YOU HAVE EVER WANTED A BLAST AND SOME BLING THIS IS THE RIGHT CONTEST TO BE IN!!
JUST LEAVE ME A MESS
Ahhhhhhhhh This Sucks
i hate greyhound. i got home
5 hours later then i was supposed to b/c goin into nyc the driver got lost.
then leavin penn station n jersey the bus died. so the trip home was 5 hours longer then anticipated Well my ex had to meet with a fed today for with holding info from the recruiters. Hehehe idiot. Anyway frienmds kids into stuff so i gotta finish later. What can we do when engulfed in darkness and we feel we shouldn't fight this battle any longer. Friends come to pass resurface and yet we know not what to do. Why is it in life we sense the pain knowing full well that the reaper will appear at any moment if we should fall or come to fail in life should we bother to try in the next. As thunders roar and lightning licks the earth still we travel onward. But on the day when the wagon comes i'll be all to happy to jump on and say goodbye.
Respect Is A Must
YO MAMA WHAT'S GOOD YOU GONNA LET ME HIT THAT,I DON'T KNOW IF I DO YOU GONNA CALL ME TOMORROW NO DOUBT BABY YOU KNOW YOU ARE MY BOO,THAT THING BETWEEN ME AND YOUR GIRL WAS NOTHING IT WAS JUST A HIT AND RUN YOU WHERE THE ONE I WANTED THE WHOLE TIME MAMA.SO YOU FUCKED HIM AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORST YOU FUCKED HIM WITHOUT PROTECTION AND GUESS WHAT HE DIDN'T CALL OR SHOW HIS FACE AROUND THE WAY AGAIN AND TO FUCK WITH YOU A LITTLE MORE YOUR ASS IS PREGNANT JUST FOUND THAT SHIT OUT TO.NOW WHO DO YOU BLAME EVERYONE BUT YOURSELF, HE HIT YOUR GIRL BUT THAT DIDN'T MATTER TO YOU AND I'LL BET SHE TOLD YOU THAT HE WAS A PLAYA, BUT YOU HAVING THIS LOW SELF ESTEEM GOT YOU FEELING LIKE AT LEAST HE LIKES ME KNOWING THAT HE JUST WANTS TO FUCK.CUM ON MA SHOW ME YOUR ASS,LET ME SEE YOUR TITTIES OK BUT YOU CAN'T TELL ANYONE AND THERE YOU GO FLASHING YOUR SHIT AND HE DON'T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME,BUT YOU DON'T CARE CAUSE IT'S THE ATTENTION YOU WANT, NOW EVERYBODY AND THIER POPS GOT PIX OF YOU AND YOU WONDER WHY
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
4. Favorite PLANET?
PLUTO!!! Fuck you, it is a damn planet!!!
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
system of a down- BYOB
7. What shirt are you wearing??
a purple fairy shirt- is there anything else to wear?
8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
drinking wine and chowing on some chex mix, oh wait I'm still doing that
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
10. Bright or Dark Room?
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
don't really know her
12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
The one farthest from an door or window
13. What were you doing at midnight last ni
hello thanks for the add. here is a fantasy for you. it starts off with a woman and a man engaging in some hours of fore play getting in the mood. she is a tall sexy blond very petite and a brazilian bikini wax. he is a tall rugged man with enough inches to make womens eyes pop out when they see it. he is slowly taking off her bra while making his way to her succlent nipples and rounded breats. he starts sucking on one nipple while caressing the other nipple in tiny circles. at this pooint she is very aroused and ready to go but he will not sumit to her yet. then he makes his way slowly down to her g string taking it off with his teeth revealing her hot moist juicy muffin. he lays her on the bed slowly kissing down her stomach to reach her love box. he slowly moves his finger around her moist lips sending a tingling through out her entire body,enough to make her gasp with sheer pleasure. as he reaches further in to her her hands grab the sheets to hold on. then he inserts his tongue an
Contest (bomb Me I Need The Help)
So I'm in this contest... To see who gets the most comments... and i'm already behind... so i need all you wonderful cherries out there to help me out. Go to the link below and bomb my pic and i'll perv your page if you help me out. Lots of love!!
Here's the link.
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339024&albumid=194050&i=4018307910 You know they say the past is just that... the past... But what if there is a chance that the past may not have been a mistake and maybe, just maybe, the one from your past could be your future... Well I’m here to say that I’ve had a recent change of heart... I’ve always believed that the past should be left there but recently started talking to someone from my past that seems to have done a complete and total 180... He's so much sweeter, kinder, and more mature than he use to be and I really don't know what to think or how to act... Talking to him these past couple of days has really brought to light these feelings that I thou
Ok, I'm not often a blogger but this is something I need to get off my chest and this may be the best place to do so.
Why do I let myself get hurt day after day? Why do I love him so much even when he's obviously tossed me aside for a new lifestyle? I can't even just sit here at the computer, my sanctuary, and not think about "them" or what could have been with "us." Hell, I'm even still really looking forward to seeing him again in March, and yet somewhere inside I know it's pointless. I need to accept is as the fun fling that it was and realize it's over. Who am I kidding, it may have started that way but it damn sure didn't stay there. Something changed in October, and I'm not sure I'll ever know exactly what caused it. We went from casual sex friends to laying the groundwork for moving in together, but who started that? Was I just that desperate to find a way out of Texas that I was the one rushing things? Rush hell, it's not like we're strangers. We've actually physically know
I'm Still Single..
i'm in search of a juggalo to be with i enjoy alot of danceing and karaokee plus love my juggalo music and more..i'm a single mom but do tend to get out when i can..i'm very blunt and very open minded..i'm also bisexual so i hope that dont bother anyone but having sex with both sex is the best..and i love having the best of both worlds i'm also looking for a bi sexual juggalette to be with too..the reason why i perferr juggalo's and or juggalettes is cause they understand a fellow juggalette better then most people do.. no matter what stress..drama ....and or other thigns that may come about in life deal with it as much as you can but dotn act childish about it deal with it as an adult and if needs to eb deal with it in legall matters if things cant be resolved with out conflict and or yelling and compremizeing...but if have to go take it to court to have a judge fix the issue at hand.... Ia m23 yeas old almost 24 I'm bi sexual and i have 2 great kids...i'm single and havebeen looki
Looking For Modeling In Central Texas!!!
Hey, how's everyone doing? Thanks for adding me and checking out my page.
I am currently looking for ladies in the Central Texas area that would be interested in doing some modeling. Once I get back to Killeen from overseas I will be starting my modeling business back up.
I will say this is a serious business to me, not some way of trying to hook up. For anyone interested we will always met in a public place, usually Starbucks in Killeen, or a place that is more convienant for each model.
I do this for two reasons, one it helps put you as the persepective model at easy knowing that you are in a public place and it shows that I am serious about my business and not just someone hoping to get some lucky photos in.
I do not charge for the modeling. How payment works will be discussed at our first meeting when we go over the modeling agreement.
I am also looking for places to do photo shots at, so if you have a nice car that you would like photos done with, house that i
Poped My Cherry
hey everyone, this is my firs blog on here. i guess i'll just rant alittle. i curently live ner nashville tn, moving to stl area in feb, im friends with tomthe outlaw and he got me hooked up on here, im 20 counting the days till im 21!
So as I sit here wondering If I made the right choice. Wondering IF I tried hard enough to hold this marriage together. If I gave it enough of a chance to survive. I guess second thoughts are normal for any major life changing decision. I do still have alot of emotions for him. Can't honestly say I am still "in love" with him. It may just be the fact that we've been a part of each others lives for so long. A comfort zone. But, then today as I was sitting in my car counting change to try to scronge up enough money to get a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread, and maybe a few other cheap food items to feed my kids til I get paid Friday. I had a total of 6 dollars and some change to manage this task at hand. And you walk into a store with your 8 y/o who of course has no understanding of "we can't afford it" Is asking me for a 99 cent bucket of swedish fish and I get to look into his big brown eyes and say.."Not today buddy" It's a one dollar item and I have to say no to him. Why ? bec
how do I get more cherry points
There you stood in disbelief,
Trying all you could to se through these lies
And every word that I could breathe,
Would you find more inclined to leave, but I tried
And knowing what I've done to you,
With every thought you suffer through
My heart as black as evil can
And everything I could have been,
Erased by what I wanted then
I couldn't think a lesser man
All the delicate ways
That I deepened our graves
My apology pales
Oh, the pain in your eyes
My regrets have never known such sorrow
Oh, the shame that you hide
Resolutions are the same tomorrow
So now I reap what I have sewn, and any rapture I had shown has bled dry
And I walked the streets alone, accepting pain I'd never known, as you died
Then I hurt myself to see it too, to feel the knife I put in you
My heart as broken as my ways
I never should've let it pass, this fall was never meant to last
The reason gone and damage stays
Valentines Day Contest
I will be doing a contest it will start Feb 1st and last til feb 14... it will be a pic of you with a bear covering your beaver and boobs... the more sexier the better you can use as many bears as you want but those spots must be covered. This is a valentines day conest.
> Must be SAFE FOR WORK. and Pic must be tasteful or it will not be used.
> 1. one bulliten posting yourself a day. you can post as many as you want but at least one a day.
> 2. Most comments win. you can't comment yourself only friends. friends may comment bomp
> winner gets a great prize... there will be a 1st 2nd and 3rd place prize.
> keith@ CherryTAP
I just wanted to write something and say hello to all my friends and fans. I am not gonna be on here as much. Gonna do some looking into myself. If anyone wants to continue chatting or would like to start you can reach me on messenger.
or u can call me at home- (714)638-2109
Much Love to you all,
she walkin like she own the shit. looks him up an down.like she was about to eat him a live. an if she did't just eat she would have.he said "how much" she said what do u wont. he said every thing.she said $5,000 cach.she had this little black bag. it had a nummber on it 666.she tell's him to close his eye's he does what she told him to.like when your mother told you to do so . she demand's him to turn around he does. an she pull's down he's pant's as she tell's him to she grabe's he in a grip so tight that he jump's a litte. she wisper's in he's ear are a flamer are you my bitch.he smile's like he just stold some thing.she tell him to put on some lip stick. then he does with the speed of a crack head on welfar day. she spin him around tell's him to get on he's back. he does she step's on he's face with 9inch stlatos' you fucking fag do u wont to get fuck. do u wont me to fuck u like the frist day in sing sing.He bag's her YES YES O GOD YES. she tell's him that god has nothing to do
The Fear of losing you...
each day i fear u to say i not true i love someone else
then each day i feel bad till u arrive
my past haunts me taunts me
but dear i know u would never hurt me
but things happen if they were suppost to happen
i know when i look in to your eyes its true
you do love me
but things u say and do blind me
or do they show me what i can not see.
well dear this means i love you but don't hurt me
my heart belongs to you take good care of it
charish it as i would yours
i love you but my past haunts me help me learn to leave the past behind and open new doors to the better things in life We go out to a party somewhere
The moment we walk in the door
People stop and everybody stares
She don't know what they're staring for
She don't know she's beautiful
(never crossed her mind)
She don't know she's beautiful
(no shes not that kind)
She dont know shes beautiful
Though time and time i've told her so
There she goes just walking down the street
I Love Being Irish!!!!!!!
Myspace Graphics table width="350" border="0" bgcolor="#FF7030">Tenderheart BearYou are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!
hi my name is john, i am central illinios guy. big bear fans, love music
My Family Death!
To my friends I am letting u know that I recently had a death in the family.. This was my great aunt. Her name was Dorothy and she was very special to me.. She a great mother and grandmother. She lived to see her great grandchildren. My fondest memory of her was when I would go and visit.. Even though she was the backbone of her family and kept her house running like a well oiled machine. She still would go four wheeling and go carting. And still have homemade pies and goodies ready for us when we got back.. She would wake us in the morning with her homemade sausage pancakes and finish with a great cup of hot cocoa and talk. This is my tribute to my great aunt. May she be happy where ever she is.. I love you Aunt Dorothy.
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun.If u want to be my valentine send it to me as a message if not post it as a bulliten!!!!
Please provide positive answers.
Do you Drive:
State You Live In:
May I Call You:
Single or Taken:
Would You Date Me:
Kiss On First Date:
Will You Send This Back To Me?:
What would you do if I...
I made a move on u:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I asked you on a date:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there?
I asked u to have sex?
I asked u out?
What do you think about my...
Believe In Your Heart
Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.
Always believe in Miracles.
My oldest sister was just shipped to Baghdad, she left be
Anyone else tired of working, sleeping, working, sleeping, cleaning, working, sleeping??
I know i am!! I need some darn excitement in my life!! It seems like i spend every moment of EVERY day doing for others and never doing for me...when is the me time??
I guess i really should'nt complain...i have it very good but there is always that lil something thats out of reach that we all want and need. That something that seems like it will never happen, arrive, become reality or whatever the case may be.
Can you tell its been a long day?? I think i will take the longest hottest shower, curl up with a good book, a hot tea and just....
Talk you tomo my cherry peeps!! Going to say my nighttime prayer now...
leaving cherry tap for a while...big issues around here...
talk to you later!
it has been fun here!
imikimi - Customize Your World
My Dearest Robert,
You are My Heart, My Life, My Love, & My Best Friend
All The Good Times We Have Shared
nothing could compare
all the fun times We've had & Memories we hold
even though some of our times were sad
All the secrets that we have shared
letting each other know that we cared
all the fears we conquered together
this friendship will never sever
until the end of time i will always be here for you
anything that happens anything we do
when your day is lonely,dark and cold
my hand will always be here for you to hold
There are so many things I'd like to say
But that would take me all day
Now I wonder where to start
Guess I'll say whats in my heart
There is one thing I know that's true
I'm blessed to have a friend like you
Thanks for always being there
And showing me how much you care
As my new life started to unfold
With you by my side I learned how to take hold
There are times I didn't know what to do
But I knew I
OK I HAVE SOME GOOD CLOSE FRIENDS WHO ARE ON THIS SITE AND I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH THEM FOR A LONG WHILE. THERE IS A WOMAN ON HERE WHO WILL NOT LEAVE THIS PERSON ALONE ALTHOUGH SHE KNOWS HE IS ENGAGED TO MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND AND THEY ARE EXPECTING THERE FIRST CHILD TOGETHER. THE PERSON WHO RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS IS SEXY WHO IS THE ONE CAUSING TROUBLE AND DRAMA WITH MY CLOSE FRIEND AND SHE DOESNT NEED IT NOR DESERVE NOR DOES ANYONE ELSE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD SEXY TO BACK OFF LEAVE HIM ALONE HE DOES NOT WANT YOU, ALL YOU WERE AT THAT TIME WHEN HE DID VISIT AND WAS SINGLE THEN WAS A BOOTYCALL THAT WAS IT A PIECE OF ASS WHICH YOU WILLINGLY GAVE WHEN YOU SPREAD YOUR LEGS FOR HIM HE MADE IT CLEAR AND HAS MADE IT CLEAR HE IS NOT INTERESTED HE DOES NOT WANT YOU NOR ANYTHING ELSE FROM YOU AT ALL SO TAKE THE HINT BACK OFF. MY CLOSE FRIEND IS THE ONE WHOM HE ASKED TO MARRY, SHE IS THE ONE WITH HIS RING ON HER FINGER AND IS GOING TO VERY SOON SAY "I DO", SHE IS THE ONE CARRY
Rrt- Band Updates
We really appreciate everyone who visits our site and leaves us comments, messages, picture comments etc. Please try to limit the size of the comment images that you leave here. If it's 1/4 of our page it's going to be deleted. Don't take it personally. Leave us lots of little ones!!
We love the idea of bulletins. In fact we post them once or twice a week ourselves. We do take the time to read each bulletin that is posted. Keeping that in mind we recently deleted some "friends" who decided to post racially insensitive bulletins ( more like diatribes ) . Everyone has opinions. If you have opinions that will offend others it might not be a good idea to post these for the world to see. There are other sites that you can post that CRAP on. These "friends" have been permenantly blocked - they do not have the opportunity to explain as their emails are also blocked. Let's keep it clean and when the bell rings come out dancing.
Those who do not agree to the above send me a message at Rev
I am going to be doing another contest! This one is simple and straight forward...just a race to 15,000 comments and your prize will be a YACHT!
No specific requirements just enter any pic u like and get your comment boming friends to help ya out..you may also comment yourself!
Looking for as many entries as possible within the next 2 days I will begin the contest on Thursday, and there will be no time limit the first one to 15,000 gets it. As always NO DRAMA, or negative commenting anyone else as this will cause u to be removed and blocked, hope you enter and have fun with it:)
Lonely, Please Someone Call Me
I am really lonely, my hubby and I split and I am looking for people to talk to and possibly meet up with.
Here's my number
Don't forget to rate this blog and comment!
tonight sucks.. im tired of being alone.. i want someone who lives so far away... *sighs* I did get to talk to my friends, and they made me happy when i was crying... i love you Maddie, Joey and Devon... you guys rock! friends like you are amazing!!!!!! and yes, once again im drunk.. haha my purple lover is all that i need! ok that may not make sense to some of you, but to those that have seen it.. u know what im talkin about..i have a photo shoot in the morning.. shooting a beverage shot in studio.. with the 4x5 so its pretty rad.. I havnt used that camera yet. i'll surely show it once im done. well off to bed i go, im toooooo drunk to be awake..haha lovers you all
KISSES! Hmmm so what should I put in here? I guess I could talk about school..
Its sooo crazy this quarter!! If I survive it I'll pat myself on the back fer sure! I'm almost done with school tho! *break dances* I can't believe its almost up, I remember my first day like it was yesterday. Today was sooo gah! I was
Can you see the line where the water ends?
Does it surf off into oblivion?
As the sky feels so complacent,
Then spits a little compassion.
Dusk approaches, the city's carnivorous
Moistrous swells, like it's gonna eat us,
And devour everything but this mouth,
Sings of the glorious fetus
Tucked deep inside the wraths of blood.
Everywhere, it seems that there's a memory.
Sometimes memories kill me.
And as I travel the avenues and the streets
And shadowed alleys of this fucking city.
Everyday, I seem to love a little less.
I seem to love that you don't want my comments
And drive me to the end of myself
Where ravens dispose of me.
You're like a man without skin.
Everything that touches seems to hurt him.
Then he says, "Maybe I'm just a person."
But I'll bleed for you if you let me.
All I want these animals to be free.
Run around and fuck right out in the streets.
Maybe they are gonna wanna eat me,
But I'll try not to take it personally.
Is there no love in thi
she is a sweety and needs your help
First Blog Ever
Why I deserve to keep my hair.
Audience: My DNA
It seems my genetics’ are smiting me. At 28 years old I am losing my hair. Not that it’s appropriate at any age for ones own body to defy them, but when it happens to some one as naturally immature as I am it set’s the stage for strange conflict’s with ones self. I deserve to keep what’s left of my hair as I do not yet represent an older man or even a mature one.
Yes I’m aware that youth is fleeting. I’m closer to 30 than I like and many have said I should go back to working in an office. I made very good money working in Telecom where balding is still very fashionable. A mature man or a wise man might do just that. Let the ends justify the means, work hard at something unpleasant to save for the inevitable goal of home ownership, spouse and kids. Not this aging post teen. Since my return to this semi urban area I’ve taken a delivery job with no future, fun co workers and inte
Next In Life
I am back because of my BFF felicia!! I really miss my friend - he moved away and i never get to talk to him ---course he doesnt go online -- not sure what his given situation is ---but DDee -- miss ya buddy
give me a shout out sometime ~~~ Meeting people and getting to know them is really cool~~ i dont like living without them - if they go away -- seems a part of me goes too - so i m living with the thought there gonna be back in my life even if they dont.~~
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I was just informed that two guys I have known for over half my life committed suicide within 24hours of each other, they were brothers 20 and 24 years old. They have one brother left, hes the oldest. Their mother is a very strong woman but something like this would break her. I feel so bad for her and her family but I can't even think long enough to figure out what to say to them. They were great hockey players and smart boys what would turn them suicidal? My mind is numb, we may never know. I found out a few months ago that my ex-boyfriend Jimmy died from a drug overdose. That makes 3 deaths this year. So I just got home from work and found out that my mothers best friend husband/my fathers best friend died last night in his sleep. This has been a very sad week for me. Two deaths within a week apart! Why is this happening? I dont know what all happened but his 17 year old son found him this morning. He is leaving behind a wife, two daughters and a son. I dont know what else to say a
Breasts And Nsfw
I would like to see more of you ladies. Not just the cleavage show us everything you got. I mean all of it. There is no reason to hide em in these private sections. Bare all
Lyrics To Songs I Love -
how very odd that this morning i woke up singing this... a song from back in my parents era.. the key lines to me, are these --
I got a song; I got a song,
And I carry it with me and I sing it loud;
If it gets me nowhere, I'll go there proud.
And I'm gonna go there free...
Like the fool I am and I’ll always be,
I got a dream, I got a dream.
They can change their minds but they can't change me,
I got a dream, I got a dream
Oh, I know I could share it if you’d want me to;
If you're goin’ my way,
I'll go with you. And the angels kiss
Our souls in bliss
Measure the extent
of the dizzying descent
And the rapids Of my heart
Will tear your ship of love apart
And we'll End up wrecked
We'll end up at the start
Take a hollowpoint revolver
Straight down the rapids of your heart
Blow the fucking Thing apart
Blow the fucking Thing apart. You're number eight.
Your name is Jane,
with black hair, braids, and black lines
around your eyes...
Don’t take offense by my presence, or confuse this for negligence.
In the world of man I am known as alpha. The intelligent.
I pray on those who choose to cross the barriers of my kingdom.
I oversee my land with not recourse of consequences.
Enclosed in my surrounds
Weather my expectations be unrealistic
Don’t cross me or you will feel my iron fist!!
My mind is strong, and words sharp as laser.
I’m not easily influenced, or manipulated,
Test my patients and you will find
At 3000 yards I’m deadly
In constant meditation
Foreseeing my future
As the ruler of this
I am honored to be a
“Made man” sooner.
Countless hours deliberating the “pros & cons”
In the great hall of my elders, seeing guidance of those who are bewilder.
Precise in my attacks, against those who appose,
Some call my ego a napoleon complex, small man sendrom, but I rule this empire alone.
My voice, has complete confidence, an unbreakable spirit,
With not one man str
Tzk'z Random Rhymez
feel free to add me to your friends list & i will do thy same. If you wanna reach me elsewhere you can hit me up at JuggaloThuggalo@Yahoo.Com
Tribal war paint or gangzta kolorz
Eitha on ya own, or there wit othaz.
Rep ya neighborhood, or throw it up.
Let thy hataz zlide, or fack 'em up.
Ride witcha krew, if ya really true.
Tell me homito, waz really good wit'cha?
Walk wit heat, make 'em vatoz ztutta.
Heart zo kold, make 'em bitchez zhudda.
Dig thy flow, or az thy ztory'z told.
All thug'd out, frum head to toe.
Hear thy whiztlez, watch 'em holla.
Which one of you will take thy fall-a?
Mudda-facko'z, they kall me lazy.
Bitchez & hataz, done think I'm krazy.
But I'm not, ztraight up be thy pzykopathik.
Kome klose to me, Pero my rhymez, they kan not match it.
In thy ztreetz of hell.
Ya jez may katch thy zmell.
Of thy ratz being dead.
Or thy wormz we done fed.
Zome hataz die, zome lovaz live.
Iz ya life all ya got to give?
Were once jez zum kidz.
Now we're do'n bi
It's that time of the year again.. The big game that we all wait for to see who is going to play in it..... The superbowl.. we all cheer our teams on hoping they make it and we root agaist the teams we hate..
Congradulations to the BEARS and the COLTS......
on paper seems the colts are favored.. but i like the bears chance.. strong defense might be able to contain manning.. got to see if rex grossman shows up at qb or just a spot in the backfield.. he could be the factor in the game..
I'm not a fan of the colts here i wanna see the bears win.. sooooo..
if i was to just go from who i wanna win i go with bears 17 colts 13.........
but if i had to bet i would say colts 24 bears 10..........
well now we wait and see...........
but this isnt the last game.. we always have the probowl to...
Always at the earliest
Beginning; time stops,
Ceases to be and is stilled.
Death comes in that instant,
Favoring the rush, the high.
Gentle caresses partner with
Hot emotions and tangled limbs.
In the same moment is birth.
Juxtaposed with it's opposite;
Knights of the same master,
Loyal to their duties.
Moanings and croonings
Over the twain.
Pleasure is hunted;
Quarry of they.
Reality fades, a pinpoint afar.
Shuddering in need, desire
Taking and giving
Victory resembles defeat;
Weak bodies in a heap.
Yearnings hit their
Her heart beats hard
as heavenly essence surrounds her
aromatic scents of love and lust
Traces of nectar
spread between her thighs
flowing like rivers run
sending ropes of shivers
throughout her aching body
stroking her lips of seduction
feeling their way to pleasure unknown
Twas The Night Before Christmas!
25 reasons you know you have grown up
1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.
2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.
3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.
4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.
5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator.
6. You watch the Weather Channel.
7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up."
8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.
9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."
10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo.
11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.
12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.
13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up.
14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers.
15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.
Ron Hillhttp://Naughtyflop2606.bebo.com/ I'm needing some profile comments and other much needed things lol can ya help me out here.... February 16, 2007
For everyone that doesn't know that I have a Myspace Web Page it's http://www.myspace.com/excaliber2606
I'm usually up and about on a couple of web sites.
www.bangme.net my screen name there is Akon24m
www.imvu.com is a new thing that I have come across lately it's like a virtual reality thing like avatar world for yahoo messenger. My screen name on there is GrandMaster2606
http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=541547 is cherrytap where it's kind of like myspace but with alittle more of fun to it. If you join you will be linked with me.
www.flixster.com is another one. it's mostly about movies where people can chat about a movie or interest of their likeing. I think all you would have to do is do a search for me as my email addy which is email@example.com of course.
Mumms And Mummers (no, Not The Celtic Ones)
ok..the subject is mumms, and the idiots that bitch about them.
a. you don't have to read them..noone is dragging your mouse over to click on the link.
b. why bitch when you do read them..some are stupid, granted..but, refer to the aformentioned line a.
c. the aggression that i see in some of the comments is just fucking ridiculous..here's one.. "would you please just shoot yourself in the fucking face. i hate you." now..i'm not saying that i haven't felt that very same sentiment before..but for all the energy and time it took to type that, the person could have just navigated off of the page.
yes, some of the mumms are designed to incite arguments, but most seem to be geared toward stimulating what will hopefully be an intelligent and rousing conversation to pass the idle time.
people just need to deal with it in a mature and graceful fashion, or leave it alone. it's this kind of intolerance for other people's beliefs and opinions that is ruining our country, in my humbl
I have 2 pictures I have for a salute picture. So ,which one should I use? I had found out last night that our granpop is in the hospital with a blood clot and they might amputate his leg! As if we didn't have enough people going into the hospital ,we had ebough of this last year!Anyway,we will get throough this,hopefully.
The Opening Of Premier Body Graphix
Just opened a new State-Of-The-Art Tattoo Studio in Joplin Missouri ....Check out my online portfolio http://tattoosbyscott.netfirms.com Or feel free to stop by the studio and check out the work.
Pass the word on. I could use the business. Thanks.
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Young Dumn And Full Of Cum
AS A WOMAN PASSED HER DOUGHTERS CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE FROM WITHIN.
OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSIRVED HER DOUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR, SHOCKED, SHE ASKED, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
THE DOUGHTER REPLIED, "MOM I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE,"
THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRLS FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMMING FROE THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HE DOUGHTER MAKING PATIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOOING, THE DOUGHTER SAID, "DAD, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE,"
A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME SOME FROM SHOPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE FAMILY ROOM. SHE ENTERED THE AREA AND OBSERVE
Rough Sex Facts!!!!
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you.
So lets play the fuck or Pass! game.
The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "COMMENT" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you."
SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny
YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.
There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!!
repost this as "Fuck or Pass"
Don't be a bitch and not re-post it
Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 9:00pm tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!!
Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years.
If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm.
This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online.
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.
Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and
People We Meet
It always seems that you stumble upon people every now and then that, well, you just seem to connect. Things just seem to click. I browse my way in and out of CT sites, things catching my eye. Things catching my curiousity. I have added many friends and seem to be really enjoying myself here. But, there are those few. Those select few, that I always seem to go back to and visit. Those that always manage to leave a message or comment. None of my friends on CT have I ever met face to face. And I probably never will. But there is not a day that goes by that I do not look forward to coming to this site to simply see who I can say Hello to or who has left an hello for me. Whether you all realize it or not, these little things are what helps me make it through each and every day that I spend here.
My tour is coming to a close and chances are I will not visit much on this site when I return home. I have 3 grand children to visit and 6 kids to surround myself with. If only Ame
First Time....take It Easy!
I went out last night for the first time in a long time... my girlfriends rawk!~ We went to this club in Columbus and I got so drunk...lol
I danced with a guy who told me I was the hottest thing in the place... that was nice to hear..
My friends had to carry me to the car and in my house... then I puked... lol.. it was a good time..
yeah, and this site is confusing... I dont know how to do anything lol...
but im going back to bed ttyl~ I am new around here and dont really know what I am doing... thanks to my friend Julie I have found this site and thought it would be a great place to start over...I hate drama... lol
with that said, it might take me a while to get pics up and other cool things, so please be patient...
hope to make lots of new friends!
Hey everyone Im new to this lost cherry thing. The myspace drama became too much for me. I want to have fun but without any drama.!!
Last Beautiful Girl
Saturday was a special day for me! It has been over six years since I last went to the beach and today, I decided to go for it! We headed to Hollywood Beach and to the Broadwalk. My mom and I left the house around 2pm and started on our drive. The night before, Lisa and I had made a list of topics mom and I could discuss in the car. The whole way there, my heart was completely in my throat! I wasn't nervous at all, but I was anxious so I did my best to keep talking. As we got closer, I asked how far we were and mom mentioned we were only 10 minutes from there so I kept on talking. When we got to be about five minutes from the beach, I took a couple of pictures.
Our first stop was to the Marriott hotel that my mom and grandmother stayed at for a few days over the summer. It was really pretty! We just drove up to it and parked in a temporary spot near by so I could head to the beach (just a few feet away). I had brought a container with me to snag some sand so I could always remember
i'm finally getting into this site. So many things to do and so little time, lol. I kept busy working my two jobs. At least i have some cash for having fun now. Taking a break from college to get things straighten out so i can focus when i go back for biotechnology.
Check this out if you have any compassion what so ever for the wives or girlfriends of Marines!!!! If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing
No really, these are VERY bad puns. Don't even attempt to read them if you suffer from any kind of illness as these puns could make you even worse.
You have been warned!
ALL PUNS INTENDED
1. Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent.
2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything."
3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted.
4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra.
5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm, and says: "A beer please, and one for the road."
6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?"
7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home."
"That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome."
"Is it common?" Well, "It's Not Unusual."
8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially insem
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Is there anyone who is always horny like i am???
Hey all my cherry friends. Hope ya'll are having a wonderful day. I put a guest map on my profile and I see only a few of my friends added there self to it. I hope and wish the rest of ya'll would add yourself. You can if you want to but no pressure. Have a safe and happy easter. Angela More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com I have a friend here on Cherry tap that has only two friends. She needs people to fan,rate, add and friend her so if anybody wants to help please feel free to vist her page. Thank you and lots of cherry luv.
R.i.p Jeff We Love U
An 18-year-old Detroit area man is dead of a gunshot wound and his 14-year-old stepbrother is in the Monroe County Youth center after a shooting Sunday inside a South Rockwood house where marijuana was being cultivated.
Details of what led to the young man's death are still being determined by Monroe County sheriff's detectives. The younger teen is in custody, but told investigators the shooting was accidental.
But Sgt. Enrico Galimberti said the case is being investigated as a murder. "We're treating it as a homicide," he said.
"We're still sorting out details."
The shooting occurred Sunday night inside a house in the 5000 block of Park Blvd. This morning, police with a drug unit were hauling out marijuana plants that were being grown inside the house and garage.
Lt. Luke Davis of the Office of Monroe Narcotics Investigations (OMNI) said officers found the remains of 115 pot plants in the basement that already had been processed. Another 50 pot plants, about three
I say this picture and thought it was very cute.
dizzy the day has made me
where am i
who am i
please help me rediscover myself
let me know you care
blessed by eternity to look shameful
alone for eternity
eyes are burning
heart is crumbling
Written By Ted Nugent
Written by Ted Nugent, rock singer and hunter/naturist. Upon hearing that CA Senators Barbara Boxer and Diane Feinstein denounced him for being a gun owner and a Rock Star; this was his response after telling the Senators about his past contributions to children’s charities and scholarship foundations totaling more than $13.7 M in the past 5 years.
“I’m a bad American? This pretty much sums it up for me. I like big trucks, big boats, big houses, and naturally pretty women.
I believe that the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary with a bad comb-over who wants to give it away to crack addicts squirting out babies.
I think that playing with toy guns does not make you a killer. I believe that ignoring your kids and giving them Prozac might.
I don’t think being a minority makes you noble or victimised. I have the right to not be tolerant
Excerpts from a Dog's Daily Diary:
8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!
9:00 am - A car ride! My favorite thing!
9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!
10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing
12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing!
1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing!
3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing!
5:00 pm - Milk Bones! My favorite thing!
7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing!
8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing!
11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!
Excerpts from a Cat's Daily Diary:
Day 683 of my captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength.
The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an
ok..making my first blog just to bitch..
wth? my profile says i'm 31..i know it's not a major thing, but dammit..i'm 30!
Ive Always Wanted On Of Those....
I have always dreamed of some sexy azz shoes that have some height to them and dont hurt your feet, and that they could be shoes that go with everything in your closet.... I wonder what it would be like to like to have sex with a clown wearing those sexy azz shoes i was talking about? Hmmmmmm? Or What about a mime?
I wonder what happens when you put a donkey and a horse together? What kind of babies do you get from that? Hmmmmmm???
Dont think thats perverted enough? Im very interested in what you think is perverted.
Kisses...Lol On the subject of being perverted i have a few that really get me going.
Ever see two dogs fucking and just for an instant you get horny?
Or ever see a dog with his toy fucking it to tears and at that instant you get a dirty perverted thouhgt?
How about if you see some couples kissing in public and just for a sec you wonder what it would be like to be in bewteen them molesting them, and wanting them to molest you just as much.?
Just a tho
1. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts.
2. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open.
3. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted.
4. Dear God, I have a problem, it's me.
5. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging.
6. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape.
7. The most important things in your home are the people.
8. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday.
9. He who dies with the most toys is still dead.
10. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be sure to flush when you are done.
11. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage. The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk taking. Learn from the turtle, it only makes progress when it sticks its neck out.
12. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others
Members Of The Congregation
To all members of the Congregation:
Pastor Redneck and Reverend Doggie James will be taking the congregation on a little field Saturday 10th and Sunday 11th to the Arizona Beer Festival @ Tempe Town Lake (Sat-1pm-6pm and Sun-2pm-6pm). Admission is $35 at the gate, and this includes a drink pass. We feel this is a reasonable price, because it will give us the opportunity to spread the word of our Congregation and recruit new members....and it also means some beer drinking:)
We will also be doing some beer drinking before hand at Casa de Redneck and under the Mill Ave bridge. So each member attending should byob.
As of today, 59 members have given their word they would be showing up, but I hope that number doubles over the next couple of days. That should not be too hard since there are close to 300 members in the Congregation. We look forward to seeing everyone out there.
I would like to congratulate two of our newest members for seeing the light
Get Code | Create Your Own! Requiem for a guitar god: remembering Dimebag Darrell Abbott
This is an article I did for work and mentioned on my TV segment, in memory of the late Dimebag Darrell Abbott, the revolutionary guitarist from Pantera: Requiem for a guitar god: remembering Dimebag Darrell Abbott (http://www.kuam.com/news/11879.aspx)
Also, check out the previous blog I wrote after learning of Dime's murder. Again, thoughts, prayers and condolences to the Abbott family, to Pantera, and to the millions of fans whose lives Dime's music and friendship touched.
Perhaps the ache I've been feeling for the past few days is exactly how my parents felt when John Lennon was slain or when Elvis died. Rarely have I been as directly affected by a person's passing as last Friday, when I got word about the untimely, cruel and tragic death of the revolutionary guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott from the Texas-based heavy metal band Pantera. He was senselessly shot and killed during a pe
My Poems ♥
What I want in a Man!
I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong
One who loves to listen long.
One who thinks before he speaks
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I want him to be gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, be not annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind
and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"
I want this man to love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.
You say you like me,
then the next time around
you say you like my best friend!
What is wrong with you?
I fell as if my body is just going to shut down in front of you.
You ask me to hang out with you
but do you show up?
No, your out screwing’ some other chick,
I hope you burn in hell.
You say that your sorry,
And you what to get together again,
And I say yes to that,
And get my heart broken
How dumb could I have been?
Now I lay thinking of what will ha
I am still trying to figure all this out. I am new. But thanx for the love all
I have pics of my tats posted please feel free to check out the first stage of tats. This is just the outlines. So tell me what you think so far. I actually got three things on my one arm. Its cause I have a hell of a tat artist and great friend. He should be joining this site soon. But I will be posting pics. I just got done driving back from orlando fl. its about a 5 hr trip. so my arm is a lil swollen I'm a lil tired. So they will be up soon enough I promise. I'm leaving this morning. In about two hours to go see my tattooist in orlando. The outline of my sleeve will get done today. Dont worry there will be picks. most of you guys and lovely ladies have commented on the first part of my arm. The same guy is doing the entire arm for me. So see you people soon.
i hope every one all over the world has a safe day no matter were you you our what country your in even canda just please use caution on here and know who your really talking two theres been two many of my family friends fans who have been hurt lied two diseved and im sick of them getting get taken advantage of by others yes its just the net but people are giving out two much information so please start using caution thanks michael someone who came on my page and called me a lowser cause i cant afford two run blasts our keep my vics cause when my friend who was like dad two me died i didnt get a damb dime also im not lowser you little smuck plus he went down rated me hes only a 7 listen captain i have been on cherrytap for over a year soTHE CAPTAIN@ CherryTAP get your facts straight next time if you l
What Group Are You
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This Place Is Nuts
So many buttons and flashy items...I have no clue where to even start.
Hoping to meet some cool people here though.
Well, I do not want any of you to think I am being an ass, by not getting back to you. I am having some issues here at home, and it kinda sucks. When someone is dying, and you know it, how do you act? I mean when something goes from more than a year to any day, how do you act? I have had days of sadness, leading up to THE day, that is not here yet. I am glad for him to still be here, but should I be? I know he wants not to hurt, and not to be seen in this way. So on that I ask, should I be happy? I am happy, that he may have the chance to get better and be with us longer. I am sad that he has to go through this pain. I am sad that the family has to go through this pain. I cannot show my sadness, as I have to be the strong one. For my mom, for my sister, for anyone who needs me, I have to be strong. I am just tired, I cannot sleep, and I have so much other crap going on right now I do not know what to do. OK, I am done for now, sorry to have rambled on.
PeAcE & LoVe -Matthew-
U KNOW WAT GRINDS MY GEARS,WHENEVER I SEND SHOUTS TO PPL AND COMMENTS,AND I GET NO REPLY THAT REALLY GETS MEEE PISSEED OFF.I CANT EVEN EXPRESS IT.WATS THE POINT OF BEING ON MY FRIEND LIST,DO U THINK I SHOULD DELETE THEM? AT LEAST THATS HOW I FEEL ABOUT THIS.THE POINT IS,IF UR NOT GONNA TALK TO WHOEVER UR GONNA ADD,THEN DONT ADD THEM PERIOD.
BLOG FINISHED!!! hey wassup guys as in boys,wanna join my crew M.O.B stands for money over bitches.if u do send me a comment or private messege.i wanna make a huge clan,please join IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...
I was out with a male friend of mine this weekend and we were at a store called Vintage Stock, it's like a movie, music, game, pop culture store. They also sell vintage movie posters. I was looking through the posters they had and came across one for an old Marilyn Chambers movie. I went and found my friend and told him about it and he looks at me kind of dumbfounded. I asked if he knew who Marilyn Chambers was and he replied that he didn's so I told him that she's a porn actress from the 70's or 80's. This lead to the conversation of why am I so obsessed with porn?
You see I guess since I was 15 or 16 I've had this fascination with the porn industry. I'm obsessed with Jenna Jameson among many other actress as well as given the opportunity I would love to be able to actually be in one. I have an extensive porn collection and watch it regularly.
In this conversation he couldn't understand why I was how I am with it. He said porn is nothing but stroke material that once you've wat
Quotes And Poetry
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality?
Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship.
You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this....just the cold stone truth of our great friendship.
1)When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way.
2)When you are blue, I will dislodge whatever is choking you.
3)When you smile,I will know you finally got laid.
4)When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get.
5)When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining.
6)When you are confused, I will use little words.
7)When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have.
8)When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.
9)This is my oath...I pledge it to the e
Lyrics To Your Life?
Honey why are you calling me so late
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight
And yes I’ve dreamt of you too
And does he know you’re talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don’t think she has a clue
Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard t
The traveling servants are a special breed,
There is no age limit to spread the seed.
You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there,
Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere.
The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish,
Hearts and minds will be nourished.
Take the time to spread the seeds,
Taking care of another's needs.
They plant seeds Abroad,
Following the words of God.
The plant seeds that are Bountiful,
It makes the mind so peaceful.
They plant seeds with Compassion,
Making a trend with a new fashion.
They plant seeds with Diligence,
And tackle any encumbrance.
They plant seeds of Enlightenment,
According to God's assignment.
They plant seeds of Faithfulness,
Knowing the love and blessedness.
They plant seeds of Guidance,
The love they want to enhance.
They plant seeds of Hope,
With all struggles, they will cope.
They plant seeds with Integrity,
Looking forward to eternity.
They plant seeds with Joy,
For all mankind to enjoy.
On this morning I have a steaming cup of caramel toffee joe in a muh painted with fruit and vines. The sky is at pre-dawn, with the light burgeoning but bot yet in the sky. The air is wet from yesterdays rain, and the air smells like damp stone and green things, while a small murder of crows that has come to the area lately sit upon the lamppost to send their call. One cat sleeps on the blanket I crocheted, where my feet would be were I still with her.
Yesterday I cleaned my Altar well, moving some of the elements into different paths, then cleared the blankets of leaves from the front garden plants' beds, to let them know that the time for sleep was soon over. The worms that I grew and seeded there before have done well and small earthworm babies abound. A TitMouse ( small mouse, larger than field mouse, smaller than common mouse, fawn on top, cream under) has died by the pot of lemon balm, well, one of the many pots, so I buried her among soil and leaves. She had no injury, perha
I Always Wanted One Of Those....
You know those thingys that make you look like your 2 sizes to big for your bra. I have always wanted one of those. They are strapless and they really push up your chest like if someone got near ya with a needle they would just explode.LOL....Well i probably really dont need them but like i said I always wanted one of those.
Tell Me How Do You Cope!!
Tell me how do you cope when in one day your world crashes.
Tell me me how do you cope when the doctor tells your mother it's stage 4 cancer.
Tell me how do you cope when the doctor says theres nothing else they can do.
Tell me how do you cope when everything safe has been tore down.
Tell me how do you cope when the only person you could talk to isn't there.
Tell me how do you cope when everything you cherished is taken away.
Tell me how do you cope when everything you believed in is dead.
Tell me how do you cope when the person that told you that you could do/be anything isn't there to coach you along.
Tell me how do you cope when your mother,father,bestfriend isn't there.
Tell me how do you cope when you work 8 to 10 hours then run to be by her side.
Tell me how do you cope when they are planning their own funeral.
Tell me how do you cope when they tell you their goodbyes.
Tell me How do you cope when you do the same and say your goodbyes.
Tell me how do you cope when yo
The Hardest Things To Do
TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE AT CHERRYTAP, PLEASE DONT FOR GET ME. I AM MOVING ON THE 25TH OF JULY TO PASADENA MARYLAND AND WONT BE ON THE INTERNET FOR 30 DAYS.
SAID TO GO FOR THAT LONG OF A TIME FRAME BUT DEFENTLY WILL BE LOOKING TO SEEING YOU ALL AGAIN SOON. The hardest thing is to forgive someone for what thay did but never forget what thay did.
The hardest thing is to say I'm sorry to a love one or a friend even thow He/She or you might be in the wrong.
The hardest thing to say is good bye in a relationship when all else fals becuse there are kids involved.
The hardest thing to say is not to say nothing at all then nothing gets rezolved, only in a divorce OR When you choose to say the hardest thing of all its to late and your love one is gone up to those golden gates in the sky.
so say something, anything befor it to late becuse nothing is nothing until you talk it out and the longer you waite the harder things becume to say and do.. so dont be late...
Two moons on 27 August*
*27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for...*
Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August.
It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye.
This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth.
Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am.
It will look like the earth has 2 moons.
The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287.
Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY
will ever see it again. Is it only me that thinks FUBAR needs to check itself somewhat with the suspending of members who make a mistake and break a rule for the first time. I placed a MUM that was deemed NSFW, mind you there were no pics, offensive words or anything of that nature. I really think it is time for them to move the "MYSPACE" lovers out of here and let adults have a sight where we can express ourselves freely. PASS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW
I received a telephone call last eve
Whats Ur Eyes Say
What Cocktail Are You? Sex On the BeachYou\'re a hopeless romantic while you\'re hopelessly looking for a romantic one night stand. You are never the first on the dance floor but that don\'t meant you can\'t drop it like it\'s hot once your girlfriends finally make it out there. Rarely a leader, but that\'s okay! You get your drink on while being sexy and sweet. Just make sure that person down at the end of the bar doesn\'t stop making eyes at you. You\'re curious how their clothes look on your floor. Take this test What does your eyes say ColorfulYou have a spontaneous personality, your always surrounded by your closest friends, and you hate being bored. You dont care what other people think because you love you for everything your worth and you love to make people laugh. Your talent is knowing how to have fun. Take this test
I am losing all my friends.. I ahve 3000 friends here.. that never even talk to me.. :(.. I just had to say good bye to ones at a gaming site I go to.. they dont want me around anymore.. I feel so alone with not.. I close my eyes.. and all i can see are the lists of names I had to get ride of. What the hell is wrong with me.. why doesn't anyone want to talk? Am I a monster? Am I that ugly? I am alone in the darkness.. No matter how loud I scream.. there is no one there to hear me...
I'm Deleting This Profile
I can't stand this site anymore. If you wish to continue talking to me please message me and I'll give you my myspace profile.
Thank You Catlady
A BIG THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND
CATLADY . THANKS FOR THE RATINGS
AND THE 11'S TOO . YOU HELPED ME
REACH THE NEXT LEVEL . Hey Friends & Fans ,
I decided to clean out my friends & fans in here because I have friends & fans that never ever speak to me or rate me at all. I like a friend to be a friend , not just to be added on as a friend to get points & expecting me to rate them . Most of my friends are wonderful , so just I'm getting rid of people thats just sitting in my list for nothing . So , To my true friends & fans , Thanks Yall are the best!!!
Love ya , Lisa Hi Friends ,
Oh , I have a joke thats at number 1 in top stashes , then in the jokes section . If anyone hasnt already rated it , please do so , so I can keep it at the top . To yall who rated it thanks so much . Its the fruitcake lady joke. Watch it if you haven't already . Shes so funny. Thanks Yall !!!!
January Is Good But Sucks
i am getting a new guitar hahaha, gotta love parents and sympathy gifts
A new Dave Mustain signature V guitar with Dean Guitars It is so bad ass yeah got hit in the face on my 21st birthday, just went to teh ER last night find out i have multiple fractures and breaks in my face. Have to go to a specialist see if i need some kind of surgical stuff done. i cant wait till feburary then i get to see the cutest girl in the world , ashley is just great she always makes me smile and i dont think about my face or any pain
They say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I am so glad that my best friend has finally and hopefully found his soul mate. LOVE YA LOTS MAGOO Why do people have to be such ass holes when all you are tring to do is be their friend.
hey all my cherries out there i want to make twisted cherry by friday can you guys please go to my page and show me sum love please.fan me,rate me,request me,and i'll be sure to return the favor. love you all!!!!!!!!!!
I have posted some new pics of my new puppy Bindi.
Dui North Carolina Style
DUI - NORTH CAROLINA STYLE
Only a person in North Carolina could think of this. From the county
where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story.
Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Kinston, North Carolina. After last call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it.
He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the
bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on
and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights.
He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as som
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry,
because God counts her tears.
The woman came out of a man's rib.
Not from his feet to be walked on.
Not from his head to be superior,
but from the side to be equal.
Under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved."
Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know...
and to men so they can be reminded of the value of a woman.
I want to know what men really want. How come when you go out with them the first thing they expect is for you to sleep with them. Have you men ever heard of conversaion and get to know someone. I want to know why men think its ok to talk down to you when you are trying to poor your hear out dont they realize we are looking for encourage ment not critisism.
Life, Love, Me!!
OK ALL THIS IS AN UPDATE!! I WONT BE ON FROM SEPTEMBER 28TH TO OCTOBER 5TH... WHY?? WELL LET ME TELL U WHY... I AM GOIN ON A CUISE T THE BERMUDAS. AND IM GONNA BE EITHER DRUNK OUTTA MY MIND TO GET ON, OR IM GONNA BE LOUNGIN AT THE POOL SIDE ALL WEEK... BUT WON BE ON... IF ULOVE ME LEAVE ME SOME FOR WHEN I GET BACK ON.. AND I WILL TRY TO GET ON EVERY NOW AND THEN... MUAHS TO MA FAM! love can be like a game to some people and they will play with someone hart to they get what they want out of them and when someone do that it can come back to them and they will get what they did to there old lover. One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is:
MEN ARE LIKE
1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are.
3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them.
4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why?
To many emails. Usually people arguing over shit that doesn't really matter. If they would just do the job they were hired to do.
It drains my energy, trying to deal with the crap.
The Losses We Take
I am leaving cherry tap. recent events in my life have made me realise that there is more to life than internet drama. Having said all of that i am sory for those that are hurt by this but i am cutting all ties to those that i have talked to on here, please do not call email or send me letters or any thing of that nature. You are a great champion,
when you ran the ground shook,
and the sky opened,
mere mortals parted,
and you met me in the winners circle,
and i layed a blanket of flowers on your back.
I will see you in the winners circle, Return to the mother, she will tend to you until i return to your side
T.J. Maxx 0045 20070123 You are a great champion,
when you ran the ground shook,
and the sky opened,
mere mortals parted,
and you met me in the winners circle,
and i layed a blanket of flowers on your back.
I just got the news that Barbaro, was put down. While i am glad he is out of his misery I cannot but think about the loss the world of horse r
Reposted With Permission
If you want to be a slave,
If you want to be enslaved,
You must show him your inner strength as well as your unquestioning trust.
If you wish be found pleasing to him, you must struggle to please him and not yourself.
If you wish to devote your life to him, you must learn that your role is not as his peer.
If you would consider yourself his, are you prepared to be slave even when its not easy or fun?
If you call yourself slave, will you obey even in fury or tears?
Do you eliminate the "If"s from your vocabulary, and realize that slavery is not conditional?
A slave gives from the heart, she doesn't consider it a "gift"
Its not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons,
Its bound in determined sacrifice and decorated with her tears of pain, effort, and bliss
Its the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self she can give
She gives only what is left, after the pride and
Capture The Spirit
THEN THEY SAID POET SPEAK TO US OF LOVE...
AND HE RAISED HEAD AND LOOKED UPON THE PEOPLE, AND THERE FELL A STILLNESS UPON THEM, AND WITH A
GREAT VOICE HE SAID:
WHEN LOVE BECKONS TO YOU, FOLLOW HIM,
THOUGH HIS WAYS ARE HARD AND STEEP.
AND WHEN HIS WINGS ENFOLD YOU ..YIELD TO HIM.
THOUGH HIS VOICE MAY SHATTER YOUR DREAMS AS
THE NORTH WIND LAYS WASTE TO THE GARDEN.
FOR EVEN AS LOVE CROWNS YOU,
SO SHALL HE CRUSIFY YOU.
EVEN AS HE IS FOR YOUR GROWTH
SO IS HE FOR YOUR PRUNING.
EVEN AS HE ASCENDS TO YOUR HEIGHT AND
CARESSES YOUR TENDEREST BRANCHES THAT
QUIVER IN THE SUN,
SO SHALL HE DESCEND TO YOUR ROOTS AND
SHAKE THEM IN THEIR CLINGING TO THE EARTH.
LIKE SHEAVES OF CORN HE GATHERS YOU UNTO HIMSELF.
HE THRESHES YOU TO MAKE YOU NAKED.
HE SIFTS OU TO FREE YOU FROM YOUR HUSKS.
HE GRINDS YOU TO WHITENESS.
HE KNEADS YOU UNTIL YOU ARE PLIANT.
AND THEN HE ASSIGNS YOU TO HIS SACRED FIRE,
THAT YOU MAY BECOME SACRED BREAD
FOR GOD,S SACRED FEAST.
Poor little Rabbit don't have enough Cherry Points to do anything. I can't even rate my only friend. HAHAHA..... Too funny! I'll get them soon enough. YEAH.
I Need Nice Woman
i am looking for nice woman ages between 57 to 64 if interested leave me a message under ace or scaredoftornados number 612220
My Beautiful Angel
My beautiful and very precious daughter passed away last April aged just 23 months.
I have created a memorial site for her.
The address is:-
Please feel free to visit, light a candle or maybe get some inspiration to create your own memorial for your loved one.
It has brought me a bit of comfort and the kindest of strangers astounds me.
The Meaning Of Love.....
I really think that it should be accebtable for a man and a woman to agree that being in love is for example... to walk beside one another not behind nor infront... hold each others hands and be happy...... i am tired so what suck it up and deal with it.... we all are tired at a certin time of day or night.... be tired together not apart.. yes we do how ever need time to do our own thing... but when you think of love it should be birds singing in the spring... the flowers just kissing the morning dew... etc. not 6 ft. under and pushing up daisies that is not how to act when in love... as well lets see....that example is how distant a couple gets when they don't talk about there feelings and lets it build and then the relationship dies... but the meaning of love to me is deep....KK ya want to know just ask me what i think it is... and i will tell ya..later for now.... KK
I just received My Very first 11 on my Profile.. Thank You ~*~MISS CHERRY~*~ She also send me a Cherry Keg and I just wanted to Say THANK YOU so much and I wanted to share my excitement.
My Adult Website
http://www.myheritage.com Hi All
Please visit my website
Secure and discreet
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with.
1. Can you cook?
2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. Are you Dirty or Clean?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Do we know each other outside of Cherry?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Negative or Optimistic?
4. What was your dream growing up?
5. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face?
7. Tell me one weird fact about you:
8. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down?
9. Do you Trust me?
10. Have you ever kept a
In seperate lives you find us, whirling in our worlds alone. The beauty of life is all around us, an echo of haunting oneness that the universe used to offer everyone, and now no one pays attention. We look to each other for solace, for the comfort of another like us, and find depths we have never imagined hidden in each other's eyes. Come walk with me in the torment of my heart, the cyclone of my mind, and we will find the steady walkway, the eternal peace that everyone has forgotten. Selfishness, greed, anger, everyone has those, and it makes them just like everybody else, when all they need to do is embrace the unnatural, the inner self they have denied for so long. Walk with me, and we will find this place, this solitude and silence that has waited for us... Watch as this solitude breaks free from its cage
Sending everyone running, to hide from its rage
When lonliness rears its misshapen head
Soon inner hearts begin to dread
What once was up is forever down
Hello all: My poor computer has caught 13 downloader Trojan's.It has affected many Dll files.It's a miracle I got on today.been trying since,6 pm last night.I have learnt alot,about the computer since I join'd the LC/CT.An with much help from my friend Okwaho,an many others on here an other places,I'm a bit better off.I have been trying alot of new things.I can finally Copy + Paste,which is awesome for my standards.But unfortunately learning to do that has brought me,to all types of Virus laden sites,which is Crippling my new addiction,the Computer.Everything I do I seem to get addicted to.Hopefully this setback of computer Virus won't cause me to relapse.I'm 4 months + 8 days sober from alcohol.Most Lushes need meetings,all I need these days is my Computer to run smoothly an I'm all set.So if my many contacts don't see me here it's not because I'm somewhere else it's because,The Damn Trojans are reaking havick on me.A few here in my friends have my yahoo messenger,to see if I'm online
Have You Been In My Situation?
Each passing day shows me a little bit more
Some days I wonder 'What am I here for?'
With every argument, with every fight
I realize, this isn't the way I want to live my life
Every time you broke me down
I stood back up to look around
For every time you broke my heart
I wished I could begin again from the start
When love was all that mattered
My heart, before broken and tattered
Torn apart, broken dreams
Is all that's left, or so it seems
I wish you understood, my fears, hoes, and dreams
I wish you knew, just what they really mean to me
Look past my eyes, and into my mind
Take a good look, see what you'll find
Instead of looking at me, look inside
You see, I've got nothing to hide
Just close your eyes, believe in me
Open your mind and you will see. well i got up this morning, and guess what was waiting for me... thats right, a diamond ring and a proposal from the sweetest man on CT! of course, i agreed to be his CT wife. hes the one whos there for me. he alw
Ramblings From My Twisted Mind
Hey. Ok I was looking over my blogs and I realized something, For the most part, they are extremely depressing or are about nothing really. lol. I just wanted the entire world to know that things in my little fragment of existence is simply wonderful. My husband Lucas and I are doing terrific! We've made some great friends on here...Chris, Katrina, Shafika, Lewis, Justin, Jeff...etc. I mean damn I can't even name them all. (To those I haven't mentioned...you know who you are!) Our daughter is great, and so smart. I don't know. People love to complain, and I want everyone to know that I have nothing to complain about. Blessed Be everyone! Ok. I should have known when i woke up today that it wasn't going to be the most pleasent of all days. The fact that I woke up three hours too early, fell back asleep, then woke back up thirty minutes late should have been a clue. Did I realize that today was going to be icky? nope. I was in too much of a rush trying to get my daughter ready (who was n
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Jack says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I better see a doctor."
"Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer at the drugstore at the corner. Just give it a urine sample and the computer'll tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...a hell of a lot cheaper than a doctor."
So Jack deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to the drugstore. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks.
That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Jack began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samp
New To This
well this is my first blog in cherrytap. I don't know much abut this place and could sure use some help getting my page up and running. I am used to myspace but a friend told me to try this out so here I am. Shit I gotta run I'm being paged
Words Of Wisdom
First and foremost allow me to express my utmost respect for the presidency of the United States. I am not writing this force my beliefs on anyone; I am expressing a few issues that are foremost on my mind. Secondly, please let me congratulate Barack Obama on his victory and inauguration as the first African American president of these grand United States of America. What an event to live through, to be able to say to my children and my grandchildren that I seen the inauguration of the first African American president is something that I will always treasure.
Not many things in my lifetime have been an event worth remembering, or an event worth telling in a positive manner. I mean if you look at the past thirty years since being born in 1979 I can remember many events such as the Challenger disaster, September 11th, Columbia exploding on re-entry, the earthquake and tsunami of 2004 that killed over 200,000 people. Every time I turn around it seems like its bad news after bad news
People Of Adoption
In less than 36 hours I will finally be laying eyes on the one i left behind 23 years ago. Not exactly sure how I feel about that, (BULL SHIT) I'm frasked the hell out! but happy at the same time. I'm trying not to have any expectations and not doing to well with that but.........
anyway I cant believe that I am going HOME....... backwards.. something I swore I would NEVER do but guess it has to be done. Oh i wish I could STOP the static going on in my head at this very moment I was hopeing that blogging would help and for the most part it is and I am greatful for the quiet, for the space to get all these words that are flying around in my head OUT! If you are reading this please forgive my rambelings I'll be better when I return and thanks for the time you took to read it. I am feeling that my world is spinning and I have no controll of it and that I do not like and when this trip is over and life is back to normal (whatever that is) I'm sure the control will return, the last time I
losing a love one hurts so bad u feel like someone kicked u in the stomach i lost my father to cancer a year ago and my pain is the same i feel like a big peice of my heart left me i havnt been the same since if theie is anyone that can give me advice comment on this or just give me a shout i just wanted to say we all haft to go on with our lives life is not peachey all the time cherish it add me ill do the same rate my new pics and comment
Ugh, I get so tired of trying to have "friends" on here and talk about my relationship issues, and every one of them tries to tell me how to run my life and what I "need" to do. I have dealt with myself and my emotional impulses as they are for the last 11 years. Until you have a doctorate degree in psychiatry or psychology, please don't try and tell me what I "need" to do. I make sure and tell any and everyone that I even attempt a relationship everything there is to know about me and my condition. Those people then choose to use that information how they see fit. Until you meet me face to face and see how I react under any conditions, please do not tell me what I "need" because you haven't the slightest idea. With as much money as I have previously given to this site, somehow I get banned from mumms for posting one asking if China should be reprimanded for trying to cheat in the Olympics. What the hell is wrong with asking that? How can it be viewed as inappropriate or NSFW??? So yes
I'm a Porsche 911!
You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it.
Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.
New Promo Footage
We have just created a brand new 10 minute promo bit on my life and limb risking career that we will send out to booking agents and concert promoters.
I just uploaded it to my profile page under my music. Click on the vid screen to play and be sure to turn up your speakers!
Comments are, as usual, more than welcome.
Cheers, Steve www.thedarkmaster.com
A Prayer Of Desparation
How dare you come into my life,
and con me into being your wife,
Filling my heart with deception and lies,
Ignoring my pain and desparation cries,
You say I'm the reason we are apart,
But it's all you! Right from the very
Together we created a baby to love,
Now she reaches for you, to only get a
I havn't loved you for years,
Shed way too many tears,
A chance, and a new life is what
So I'm telling you now, Please take heed!
Let me go on to live and love again,
With my precious baby, Amen.
Well not much going on with me today. The weekend is over and it is back to the old hum drum. I don't get to come here often as I have another site that I use more often. I came here because I had an invitation from one of my best friends. If you are reading this then know that I am not ignoring anyone here my pc is very slow and takes so long for the profiles to load. I think this is a great place to visit. I see that I am an old fogie compared to most of the women here. I am not looking to hook up or put sexy pics on here. I think that is the goal of most people here so I do feel out of place here. I will try to visit or leave comments as much as possible. I am writing a book too at the moment and it takes really most of my time. Have a great day to all my friends here and the ones who are not yet or may never be my friends. thanks for your visits I just wanted everyone to know I am sorry for not visiting your profile often. I have a sloooooow dsl connection and it takes forever to
For the hearing impaired
I know you read
I'm not that
But I've knocked down
All these walls
Just to find
Your new fence
I know that there is
Depth to you
But this resembles
What if I
Just left you there
Would you finally
Hear what I say
To the next
Mystic Love Of Life.....
Mystic love of life… To cherish what you have… Becomes a prize with-in… To be love is a treasure… To lose a love… Becomes an inner experience of heartbreak… Destiny is a mystery of life… The past becomes a ghost that at time hunts you…. Today bring tears, laughter, joy, wonders, hug, kisses, but most of all it leaves you with hope, that tomorrow becomes a brighter day…..
IF YOU CLICK ON ME IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PICTURE WHERE I ONLY NEED A COUPLE COMMENTS BY EVERYONE IF YOU HAVE THE TIME :)
I AM GOOD FOR COMMENTING ON EVERYONE ELSE'S PICS WHEN THIER IN CONTESTS O HELP ME OUT AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR :)
FUZZY :) Chipmunks
Two men went hunting. One had been hunting all his life, the other man was hunting for the first time. The one man told the other to sit down and not make a sound. So he did. But when the first man got 100 yards away, he heard a scream. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" he said.
"I was when the snake bit me," the man said.
"And I was when the bear attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg and said, 'Should we eat or take them with us,' I screamed."
style 4D Sedan
My hubby's uncle in law and aunt have the same one with leather instead of what we're getting (cloth interior), it is a very nice riding car as far as
Comments From Wise People
Let's say I break into your house.
Let's say that when you discover me in
your house, you insist that I leave.
But I say, "I've made all the beds and
washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house).
If the same laws applied to this as apply to Illegal Immigration in America today, then...
... You are Required to let me stay in your house.
... You are Required to add me to your family's insurance plan.
... You are Required to Educate my kids.
... You are Required to Provide other benefits to me and to my family (my husband will do all of your yard workbecause he is also hard-working and honest, except for that breaking in part).
If you try to call the police or force me out, I will call my friends who will picket your house carrying signs that proclaim my RIGHT to be there.
It's only fair, after all, becaus
War Poem It's Really Sad But True
Cold gray skies
Tree's with know leaves
This is the season I dread the most
If only the clouds would open,
and let the sun shine threw.
Winter wouldn't feel so depressing,
but winter wouldn't feel so depressing
Winter is here to stay,for a little while I can see
Grey is the sky,and the trees are brown.
These are the only two colors i see
I wait in my room for spring to come.
These winter months are just know fun.
What is love?
Does love come to you?
Do you find love?
Is love as soft as a white dove?
Does love come in a box? with a gift in it?
Does love have a perfect fit? like a pair of jeans.
Who knows what love is? Hi I’m five, and I’m waiting for my daddy to come home. He’s at war, and I really do adore my daddy, and I miss him very much. I remember the last time I see him. It was last December. I keep hearing on the news about daddies not coming back. I wish I knew for a fact my daddy was coming back. Just this morning t
My Sweet Revenge *smiles*
Well, you called me and cussed me out because you are fucking my best friend...wait, my ex best friend... Here we go..on your emoional roller coaster...All I can say is get over it, i did... NOW LEAVE ME ALONE !!!!! Well, it goes like this. I gave you my love, my life, my heart and soul. I gave you my everything,my every being. I guess that was not good enough for you. You left me, cold, bitter, and at a loss. No explanation, no apology, not even a real reason. We never went out, you were to tired. We never just hung out, you always wanted to go to bed. I do not know what I did wrong. Last night I was walking down the little side road by the park, and I spotted your car. In pure hurt, I went to see where you were, you use to never be out this late. There you were, sitting in this restaurant that you use to claim was too expensive, a waste of money. You were not alone, across the table was MY BEST FRIEND.The one you use to forbid me to talk to, she was trash. You despised her!! now you
What Sports Car Are You?
I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena!
You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it.
"Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.
I Got A Brand New Bf!
well things have still be tuff. And are going along slowly. I got my job back and still going to school. I will end my schooling here in a month. Sams father has come and to be honest . I wish he would go on and leave. It is nice for her to see her father. but seems that i am still having a hard time with charlie leaving. And since he has gone . things have been up in the air. I have my boss asking me for her brother to sleep on the love seat.And she has been staying here and there. seems like my home is turning in to a flipping boarding house. I miss charlie. But that is another subject. went tonight to see the fireworks. The kids have been doing good. and will start back to school here in a month. never got anthony. told then i could not adopt him . I had my own to raise. I sit here with folded clothes. a truck out side. and not sure where it is going to go. but i know sitting around the house watching people drink really sucks. I enjoy the quiet drunk. lol and watching the race. wel
Funny Things From The Net
You've been seriously injured at Action Park.
You know that the only people who call it "Joisey" are from New York (usually The Bronx) or Texas.
You don't think of citrus when people mention "The Oranges."
You know that it's called "Great Adventure," not "Six Flags."
You've ordered a hard roll with butter for breakfast.
You've known the way to Seaside Heights since you were seven.
You've eaten at a diner, when you were stoned or drunk, at 3 am.
Whenever you park, there's a Camaro within three spots of you.
You remember that the "Two Guys" were from Harrison.
You know that the state isn't one big oil refinery.
At least three people in your family still love Bruce Springsteen, and you know what town Jon Bon Jovi is from.
You know what a "jug handle" is.
You know that a WaWa is a convenience store.
You know that the state isn't all farmland.
You know that there are no "beaches" in new Jersey - there's "The Shore," and you know that t
drowning in a sea of deciet
waves of despair ravish me
a whirl pool of mixxed emotion
taking me further out of reach
my solid anchor starts to fail
so on the rough sea alone i must sail
no guiding light or save harbour insight
battling this stormy sea to no avail
what once was safe and firm and true
i feel is lost not safe untrue
was the one to guide and keep me safe
the one that left me in this place
lost alone and out to sea
with only one shining star to guide me
this shing star so clean and bright
looking down with love and hope and light
i know not where my voyage will end
or other plights i must contend
but this and i know is true
is his love so clear and pure and true
will help me see this journey through.
Sitting desolate, lost and feeling blue,
My heart ripped out and torn in two,
Drowning in a sea of dispair
Not knowing what to say or do
I look at your pictures and what do I see,
Your blue eyes shining in your love for me,
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be.
You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive.
We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we c
I love snow! But one of my jobs really sucks when it snows. I work at a roadside assistance business and when it snows I am super busy. Granted I only dispatch the runs (I love telling people where to go) but it keeps me busy. Every one else in Indiana seems to complain about the snow. I love to drive, walk and play in the snow. I guess that is one of the reasons my friends call me a polar bear.
Such is life! Let it snow, let it snow, let is snow!!!!!! Some people might think by reading my first blog that I might be an alcoholic. This is as false a statement any one could make about me. I am in fact a drunkard. I even have the pirate flag and subscription to prove it. You see, I was at a local magazine shop looking for something "different" to read. My ex-girlfriend turned me onto some "conspiracy" theory type magazines that I found fun and entertaining. But I almost dropped my jaw when I saw my ALL TIME FAVORITE magazine. THE MODERN DRUNKARD! I picked up a copy and read it then got
Brown Eyed Iowa Girl
MET MY BOYFRIEND ON IMATCH 2006 . HE LIVED IN SACRAMENTO CALIF.HE MOVED TO THE CORN FIELDS OF IOWA TO BE WITH ME.LOL. HE HAS A WONDERFUL SON 16 AND EVERYTHINGS GOING WELL.WE LOVE TO GO OUT ON THE MISSISSIPPI RIVER BOATING AND CAMPING.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL YOUR SEARCHES HELLO EVEYONE , GLAD TO BE ON THE CHERRY...I MET MY MATE ON IMATCH.COM IN 2006..HOPE ALL YOU CAAN FIND YOUR MATCH!
thanks everyone for making me feel very welcome right away...give me a little time to learn all the moves in here and i will hit u all back...
4:29 and trudging along famously.Huh I went out with my cousin last night.It was all good.The only thing that sucked was that my attitude toward everything basically sucks as soon as I get into a bar but , shes cool for inviting me.She tried to get me to pep up but Im kinda shy so I didnt really like mingle or anything.And I just felt so out of place.I drank Pepsi all night, maybe if I had been drinking I wouldve who knows felt more like part of the group but it wasnt happening last night.All I could think about was my ex and how shes not here and how I have to try and get along if she decides she cant handle being one persons woman,and I also at the same time felt like I was getting her back for something.Like I could use it to show her how I felt those nights she decided the bar was a much better friend to her than I was.But I havent talked to her. She starts work on Monday and shell only have weekends off and I dunno how often Ill get to talk to her.And yknow sitting in the bar shes
what everyone needs is a guardian angel someone to tell them when they are down to get back up,when they hurt that it will go away, when they fall to clean the cuts,and when they need to give! i want to be that and i want that! if i never find it again then...............i have lost! im done im sick of everytime i try to be nice i get hurt no matter how small the effort i get screwed! i ha
ve very few friends that are true! im tired of being told one thing, and another happening !
i told my last g/f no matter what i'll be there! well she did coke. i drank liquor! and i got screwed! and thats just the way it always turns out 4 me!
with every passing day the nice happy understanding mike that has always been is going away! i am trying to hold on but everytime i reach out for a life line it gets ripped away!
danielle! you keep me afloat! you have been the best friend to me over all! and i love you for that! thank you! i think pretty much this whole rant is bacause i
In Thee Night
In Thee Night
Drink me to sleep…feed on my soul
Feed on my soul
So we might…be together… forever
Take my blade...in the night
In the night
Open yourself...bare your heart
Bare your heart
So I may hold it...in my hands
In my hands
Kiss your soul...in between beats
So we may roam...roam the earth forever
The earth forever
Roam the earth...together… forever
The moon is our light
In the Dark...in the night
In the night
For The ONE....You Know Who You ARE!
Writer's Delight- Prompted Free-writes
how can we really know anyone
is it possible
perhaps we can glimpse a spark
of who he is and was
or who she wants to be
but as a whole
we are part invisible
because we aren't legos
you can't build solid
transparent color spectrums
walking talking rainbows
we can't even see ourselves for long
winding in the wind
the wind is hushed
and our breath held captive and
we see us
and every other good and bad thing
magnificent The children walked side by side down Mercy Lane.
Autumn winked red and orange amid the green canopy of
trees that shaded the sidewalk. The sun filtered
through the canopy and danced, Mosaic light, on the
The girl wore a gray pullover dress, gray blouse, and
sturdy, black Mary Jane's. Her mousy, brown hair was
tied back in a tight ponytail and round spectacles
rested on the tip of her nose. A red back pack swung
carelessly from her sho
Quizzes (all Kinds)
More fun from the greatness that is Rhine'-land
1. Who were you with Friday night?
the bf & my daughter
2. What woke you up this morning?
my alarm clock blaring
3. Where are you?
puter in my bedroom
4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
hopefully, since its Friday.
5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
bf this morning, my daughter tonite
6. When was the last time you cried?
almost did today.. did last sat.
7. What were you doing at 10 last night?
watching tv zoned out in bed
10. What were you doing at midnight?
tossing and turning in bed
12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park?
13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
14. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
my daughter definately.. maybe a few others
15. Where would you like to live?
16. What kind of home would you like?
contemperary... modern.. lots of convenience.. but comfy
17. What do you want to be when you grow up?
secure in mys
I am ending the *SavagE HearT* family, so you can remove it from your name. Looks like I will be leaving Cherry Tap some time this week. It was great knowing you & I am happy you chose to be in the little family I created :-) Take good care of yourself!
I Just Can't Win
What's a guy got to do?
I sent someone a dozen roses for Valentine's day. Real roses not the online kind. Nothing, not a peep from her. Not even a "eat shit and die" peep.
3 days later I finally ask if the flowers were even delivered.. oh yeah, they were. uh..... wtf? So much for those survey's in cosmo!
My dogs lick my hands and face and beg for a treat but I can't get another human being to acknowledge a dozen roses.... go figure.
I think I'll try the "asshole" boyfriend next. I won't buy anything, never pay for anything, act like I'm always broke. Wonder how that will work out.....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH So I send a note to a friend about Cherry Tap, she comes on over and signs up. By the time I get to her page 3 hours later she has put up a pic. One picture, no content, nothing else. She had over 30 views with a bunch of comments, of course almost all from older men wanting to welcome her to CT and oh of course, feel free to add t
SNOWBUNNY 'S LAST HOURS:
She had a badly swollen leg.with a severe staph infection they think, from her leg,something (that?)
It spread to her her kidneys that shut down, then her liver, shut down.
Then it spread to her brain.
She was in a comma for 3 days before the Dr, Gave her a couple days to live bcuz nothing else could possibly be done.
She went into a comma on April 28,2013.
(went in at 5pm) in Hospice,off the machines,
MY FINAL WORDS ,MY TRUE BEST FRIEND :
R.I.P.snowbunny(passed on 5-1-13 @ 8pm FuTime.
MY DEAREST BEST FRIEND SNOWBUNNY.
Blah Blah Blog
Now, i see alot of people that say "rate me, become a fan" before any one can add you.. well, one this is what it says with us FRESH meat when trying to "rate/become a fan" whatever.
Error: you must gain more points before you can rate members!
Error: you must be level 1 or greater to become someones fan!
So how can i RATE you if i cant rate you??? LET START ADDING PICTURES!
i cant wait until i win THIS game... talk about popularity contest damn.
Help I Am New
IF THERE IS ANY ONE HERE THAT CAN HELP ME I WOULD BE VERY GREATFUL FOR THE HELP. I AM NEW TO THIS AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
Eggs Of Glory.
the night was young. Nay and i were driving all over Olympia like high schoolers without fake IDs. i was falling asleep due to previous major insomnia, and all i wanted was a nice warm bed. BUT, i stuck it out with the help of a guava rockstar and my good friend, p-funk. i said to Nay, "what the hell would we be doing right now if we weren't old enough to get into a bar?"... eggs. yes, eggs.
so, we ventured on over to the local 'dollar tree' and purchased the following:
:: pink plastic basket with butterfly cut-outs.
:: thirty-six plastic easter eggs, assorted colors [neon pink being my favorite].
:: combat zone figurines [military green].
:: one inch white plastic wedding doves.
:: three permanent markers.
:: 'over the hill' confetti [black and silver].
:: 'big blow' bubblegum.
:: sugar-free 'fudgie rolls'
:: sugar-free 'creme doublers'
:: Dawson's Creek: 'Too Hot to Handle' in paperback.
we proceeded to take these contents to the west side safeway parking lot to con
Woo Fucking Hoo
He sent me a message saying "send the papers". Then signed off or blocked me or whatever. HE IS FINALLY GOING TO SIGN HIS RIGHTS OVER! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I WOULD DO A BACK FLIP IF I COULD!!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOO
Fly High My Teddybear...r.i.p.
So let's talk...ok that's seems simple enough. Tonight I talked to someone that very recently has become a friend. Someone I enjoy talking to. Tonight he did a very stupid thing, but there are people that I can easily dismiss and some that I think it's worth trying to talk to in order to salvage the friendship.
By doing this, I not only got dismissed by my "best" and her live-in whatever they are but by a few others I'm sure too. If that's what my friendship meant to you all, obviously nothing, cause you assume that I'm choosing one over the other when in fact, I'm just trying to keep peace, well then so be it. I can't change your mind.
But I wanted to thank you for putting shit out there that not only makes him look like a bigger ass, but me a rather large slut. Never did I ever talk shit about you, or run to someone's "partner" to make you look bad, nor would I ever. YOu want to air dirty laundry...go ahead, just know that I would never do the same to do, no matter what. Some p
Great scene, I think Avy is HOTT, I have more of her let me know!
Partial Clip ;)
here are some screen shots of this movie
Katie Morgan, since the boob job she is of my FAVS!
Naughty Office Sam
Evil Mailbox From Hell
The "light at the end of the tunnel" will be turned off indefinately, due to rising utility and maintenance costs. We all hope your trip through the tunnel while the light was on were enjoyable and hope that if you travel the tunnel now that you dont get lost and do eventually reach the end but if you don't well we did warn you. Good luck with that. Please also be advised that if you do happen to see a light at the end of the tunnel it is most likely a train and your ass is now toast!
Thank you for you time and many great years with us here at the LATEOTT but now we just dont give a fuck! Have a great day! Finally got around to opening the daily mail and noticed a trend. All I got in the mail was a bill, couple of credit cards i was "pre-approved" for and if I acted now they would throw in a free mp3 player and only charge me 2.3% interest for the first 5 seconds then would go up to the standard 96% interest after that. Also go the you can save money by switching your auto insurance
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex:
The 1st kind of sex is called Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face.
The 2nd kind of sex is called Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.
The 3rd kind of sex is called Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.
The 4th kind of sex is called Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway, you both say "screw you."
The 5th kind of sex is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.
The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws
Warped And Twisted
Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
Yesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.
No brightly lit hope envisioned,
When following after harsh words.
Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.
Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.
Apologies made, never bought.
Price paid turned out far too costly.
Though never known what would be wrought -
Must walk into the night softly.
One wish, only to be released.
Granted - now receive this token.
Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.
When promises made . . . were broken.
Just Some Thoughts
I spent a lifetime waiting
I spent a lifetime hoping
I spent a lifetime dreaming
Dreaming I would feel so loved
Dreaming I could know a touch so full of gentle sweet caresses
Dreaming I could be one heart and beat a melody so sweet inside
if even for the briefest hour
if even for a precious breath
if even for just one sweet kiss
I cherish all we've had
I long for all you've given me
i cringe to think it will not last
but I know that our is stolen time
I know you are not mine
I know that what we have is only but sweet dreams I Long for many years to feel my soul awake
I dreamed so many nights of knowing true desire
I wrote down all my hopes
I prayed for one true Love
I sang so many songs of how my heart had felt
In all these things I never thought
In all these things I held no hope
And then one day I took a chance
And in that chance I felt your lips
and in your Lips I opened up
and felt a warmth I never thought
nor had I hoped could be
Growing Up Me
I slept in my car that night, till about 4 am. Then I went to Ricks to see if I could stay with him. He let me in and allowed me to stay at his house. We had been intimate several times by then so sex with him wasn't a new issue. Tonight however would be different. He wanted to have anal sex with me. I had tried it before with another guy and it hurt so I was very hesitant. He promised that if it hurt he would stop and never ask me to do it again. He was very slow and gentle so it did not hurt at all. This wasn't an invitation that was supposed to last more than one night so the next night I slept in my car in a laundramat parking lot. It got so cold I again went down the street to Ricks house. He again allowed me to come in. I moved in that next day.
I guess that I was cramping his style after a while because while I was at my mothers doing his and my laundry, he had another set of girls over. When I got home from doing 8 loads of laundry he informed me that he had slept with anoth
How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.
We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.
I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.
May life be gentle with you
May best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way
For Your Pleasure
Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not.
Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a loser.
Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again.
Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish.
Consumption of alcohol may convince you that your ex is really dying to hear from you at 4 am.
Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and/or name you can't remember).
Consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead.
Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that you're tougher than a really big guy named Kong.
Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible.
Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you.
Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuum, whereby small... or large gaps of time
hey everyone if you like games,play the one on my page,its cool,lol.
Ok i dont want to sound like im bitching or anything but i understand that ppl feel the need to put pictures of then naked on there page.......more power to you but do you have to make it your main picture? I have children in my home and im not going to avoid going on this site just so they wont see something that i dont want them to see. Have some self respect....the size of your dick isnt going to make me want you any more or less.......lol
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Please note that the only ones that are in charge of accepting members into the family is me and maria.
If you are unsure if someone is a member of the family, look for the following:
the (Angel Family) name in their nick name
Their photo in the lounge under lounge members.
Now because anyone can use the (Angel Family) name in their nick name, (which we do not aproove of without our consent) all members photos are uploaded into the Angel Family photo album.
If you wish to become a member of the Angel Family, follow the steps below.
Send a friend request to the Angel Family Founder
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My Dirty Mind
The Drive to build life is very strong
Lost is the feeling cause something’s wrong
Search for the meaning it’s so hard to find
Am I the only seeing soul in a world gone blind ?
Living to consume in this express lane
Wonder why my body feels so much pain
Push for the perks and things that pass away
Am I the only soul seeing in a world gone astray ?
Seeking to fill the void of an empty life
No laughter of children, no love of wife
Only the things that cold hard cash can buy
Am I the only soul seeing this world pass by ?
Time that just flies with nothing to show
The young grow old before they know
That living is more than things and money
Am I the only soul left in this world to see ?
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
I long to take you in my arms
And all your defenses disarm
To kiss you deep and long
Feeling you is never wrong
To make sweet passion to you alone
make you cum harder than you have known
To take y
this is to inform you all , now that you opened this up. your are one of a kind , i love each and every one as equally. you special to me no matter who or what any one says. i cherish you each , and every day. always!!!!!!!! to infinity and beyond. your are very special individuaL. YOU ARE MY CHOSEN FRIENDs. IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST OR NOT MAY GOD BLESS YOU EACH. MAY YOU PROSPER EACH AND EVERY DAY.
I'm so fuckin tired.
I'm tired of being lied to.
I'm tired of being taken advantage of.
I'm tired of people KNOWING they can take advantage.
I'm tired of my phone ringing.
I'm tired of emails.
I'm tired of message's.
I'm tired of people asking thing's of you that they KNOW they will never do for you.
I'm tired of allowing it.
I'm so fuckin tired.
I'm pissed off.
I'm so fuckin pissed off.
I'm pissed off that my true friend has to ask me what's wrong with her because everyone tries to use, lie to, take advantage of, manipulat
I really dont appreciate bitches hatin me when they dont even know who the fuck I am or what Im about...If you dont like me and u got so many words to say to me then why aint u real enough to say them to my face?? R u scared?? Prolly cuz I would be if I was u! U must have some reason to hate me...is it cuz your scared I might take something away from you because Im better than u?? Hmmm I dunno for all u bitches readin this that feel the need to hate on me I would appreciate it if you would say something to me and quit bein a little coward bitch about the shit cuz I aint goin anywhere!
I know i have not been online here often.. sorry..will try to do better just wanted to let every one know i have psted 2 new pics of me..taken New Years Eve.. hope ya all enjoy..
As i set out
I know not of the past,
but of where i must be...
Immortality of my love
you consume me!
take me by the hand
I know not of the past,
but of where i must be.....
Immortality of my love
you consume me!
Erotic .. Nsfw
Seeking the calm inside the storm
I sometimes step outside the norm
And seek the voice of one in touch
Who speaks of the divine and such
Who places a perspective new
Upon all the things I’m going through
Who see with eyes different than mine
Who brings my thinking into line
With the order of life as it will unfold
So I may accept this gift good as gold
And make this moment the best it can be
And follow the rhythm like tides of the sea
And see the wonder of natures sweet plan
To know life goes on within and without this man
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
I Know How It Feels
I know how it feels
To feel your pain
Nothing to gain
Everyone shutting you down
Taking away your dreams
Trust me is not as bad as it seems
I know how it feels
To feel your pain
Everyone telling you what you should do
Never right always wrong
In everything that you do
Always being blamed
Always feeling ashamed
I know how it feels
To feel your pain
Alone in this world
Ruthless and cold
Closing your eyes
Hoping they will stay closed
Never wanting to wake
I know how it feels
To feel your pain
Always being pushed down
No one seems happy
In the things that you do
Always sad and in pain
Just wanting to leave
Wanting to end this game
I know how it feels
To feel your pain
Cause I also feel the same
So I don't have a tattoo, but have been kinda wanting one for a while now. I think I've decided on getting the Breaking Benjamin logo tattooed in the middle of my upper back. Nothing huge, probably the size of a CD or smaller.
This is what their logo looks like for those that don't know them
It's just 4 B's intertwined, so I think it looks cool and will stand on it's own even if/when the band is no longer around. Oh and likely just in black as I'm not a huge fan of tattoos in color.
Times Times. Good Times. Bad Times.
so, as i sit here, eating ice breakers. the tangerine fills my mouth with madness. im thinking. "wow. i didnt do all crazy homework we had today...damn" all well. i spent the day with josie. so, i went into the bathroom stall in walnut ridge's very small wal-mart. i was just tryin to be nice. i mean, come on! the first stall was locked and no one was in it. this chick was standing there. i was like 'yeah. i dunno why its locked" ....pause.... "yeah so you want in there?" ....pause.... "ok. i will" *crawling underneath the stall door* yeah. i did that. even though my pants were dirty afterwards. damn ppl. who's nice these days? i dunno. lol
In 1974 (the year you were born)
Gerald Ford becomes president of the US
Hank Aaron hits his 715th home run to beat Babe Ruth's record
Impeachment hearings are opened against President Nixon by the House Judiciary Committee
President Nixon resigns
President Gerald Ford issues an unconditional pardon to ex-President Nixon for all federal crimes
Muhammad Ali knocks out George Foreman in the eighth round to regain the heavyweight crown in Zaire
Heiress Patty Hearst is kidnapped by and eventually joins the Symbionese Liberation Army
Dungeons & Dragons officially released
People magazine is published for the first time
Kate Moss, Alyson Hannigan, Penelope Cruz, Alanis Morissette, Leonardo DiCaprio, and Ryan Seacrest are born
Oakland Athletics win the World Series
Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VIII
Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup
Blazing Saddles is the top grossing film
All the President's Men by Bernstein and Woodward is published
"whispers In The Dark"
(THIS IS FOR MY SPECIAL SOMEONE)
"whispers in the dark"
When you whisper my name you release me;
when you close your eyes can you see me?
when i whisper your name do you hear me?
when i embrace you at night can you feel me?
when you see me smile will you kiss me?
if you see me lonely will you hold me?
if i gave you my heart will you take it?
there are many in life that might break it.
written words may not always feel the same
if you listen closely......
you will hear me calling your name....
because i am always speaking from the heart..
when i am..
in the dark...
Look in the mirror and see
who looks back, can you see them
can you love them
do you know them
i have seen you before
and with all my heart i willed
for you to see
for you to feel
it seems a life time ago
i saw you
i loved you
i handed you a mirror
and asked you to look
you never saw a thing
not even me
with tears in my eyes
i hold that mirror one more time
not asking you to look in it
but to take, keep and hold
take a look in that mirror
and just see what i saw in you,
heaven will be yours...
you use and abuse
i think you care but i know better
you think you can fool me
but you know better
help me i want to live
if only someone else would do it for me
its hard and you make it harder
you try to end it all but just destroy it
you make it harder
harder to love
harder to feel
harder to care
is this a game
quit throwing the ball at me
keep the ball
play the game
i want to go home
Look in the
My mother went through years of rebelous kids, as do all mothers at some point or another.
She tried to teach me right from wrong, but as a teenager I did not listen right then and there. I did however grow up to learn that my mother was so right more times than not.
I have become a mother myself and made my own mistakes.
My mother suffered a great deal before we had to let her go, so this was what we had to finally come to understand that we had to let her go. This is what we chose to show how we made the decision and how much it truely hurts when you lose your mother....
GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED
AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE,
SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU
AND WHISPERED,"COME TO ME"
WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED YOU,
AND SAW YOU PASS AWAY.
ALTHOUGH WE LOVED YOU DEARLY,
WE COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY.
A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING,
HARD WORKING HANDS AT REST.
GOD BROKE OUR HEARTS TO PROVE TO US,
HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST!
How Is It....
...That a pulse exists in a bloodless heart,
...That silence is louder than a horde of screaming banshee at Samhain's,
...That a word, just one, can determine hatred or love, life or death, wealth or poverty.
...That selfiness precedes like or love
...That trying really isn't worth it, just do it, and let it all go.
God so loved the world he sent his only beloved son
It began on a night long ago and through him it was done
That the souls of men might find the way to gods love
He sent forth his herald to us from heaven above
Through the child we were given life forever with our lord
He did not see it as some thing he could not afford
The mother that bore the child that would one day die for our sin
She took on the pains of mother hood and to god did give in
The man who stood beside her and took care of them all the same
He was a father to the child and for god he gave the child a name
A name that last beyond all time and he lives on today
Our blessed savior Jesus Christ who showed us all the way
Let no one be called worthy who does not to gods will submit
For all god ask of us is to believe and trust him through all of it
To live as his only son lived and showed us all the way
To be one in the spirit and love all every day
How many of us would give up sel
THE MIND OF TRUST
Fear a false evidence appearing real
killing the love and the trust that we feel
Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety
unknown liaison found common in society
Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate
expecting you home yet you come back late
Plans the were made and now are in tatters
pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters
That one who professes love does things that create doubt
is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out
As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least
placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast
A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all
it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall
It tells us that the one we love is untrue
it shows us all of the signs of a love new
It leads us to wonder where our love has been
it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin
Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust
leaving us empty,
Welcome To Mystical Enchantment's
Welcome to Mystical Enchantments, I live in a Mystical Enchanting world, where only Peace and Love Reign.
I would like to say thank you for visiting my CherryTAP Page and I'd like to thank you for taking the time out to read what I have to say, that is very kind of you, and a little bit nosey.
I haven't decided what exactly to do with this blog yet, but hopefully it will come to good service and be a great addition to your friends list.
A little about me: I am a writer, I use creative words and emotional poetry to express the way I feel, I love natural art work and nature's beauty, I enjoy many forms of music as I am very musical, I play several instruments and enjoy most creations of music old and new a like. I love poetry both writing and reading.
I am a single mother of a very lovely teenage daughter, who holds the light to my world and the rhythem to my life. I am very emotional about my family.
I live somewhere in Kentucky, I was born here, Raised in Pennsylvani
Well I started my new job last Thursday I am so happy about it !!! It is a company I worked before before , and I am glad to be back with them.. There is a lot to be said for smaller family owned companies... These people treat me great, It a lumber & hardware buisness.. My life was so gooofed up about 3 years ago, I was in a bad way & then some... It feels great to be happy again.. Today was a sad day Northwest Washington... 6 people were killed , 2 people wounded.. By a guy that went on a high speed chase/shooting spree..
A sheriff deputy was killed and a State Trooper injured.. I was heading home and was pasted by 2 State Patrol cars & a ambulance that were in route to the hospital with the wounded WSP officer... The guy later turned himself into police in Mount Vernon.. I listened to a lot of it unfold on my car radio on the way home,I am still shocked!!! They are now saying this guy had a history of mental illness & was on some kind of watch ...I have refered to this person as
Hey Everyone!! Just a few lines to say what a great time I am having on CT.You guys are so awesome. I love all the comments, messages and gifts. I can be having a crappy day at work and log on to CT and I always end up leaving with a smile.
So how is everyone’s New Year going so far? Mine is pretty good except for the fact that all my freedom is fixing to end. I am the head accountant for a CPA Firm. From January – April, I have no life whatsoever. Thank you America the beautiful for your lovely taxation. I would not be offended one bit if the Government changed to the flat tax. It would make my life easier and everyone would be treated fairly, and trust me, I have been doing this for 12 years and everyone is not treated fairly. Our tax laws stink, and our medical system is disgraceful. I have been overseas and needed medical attention and received treatment with no trouble.
Some of you have questioned the girl’s “authenticity”. Let me give you some background a
Dealth In The Family
Hey You Guys My Friends And Family Here Online you need to know that i love you all i know it may not show at times then at other times you can't help but see it ( I Need You All Right Now }
My Mom Passed Away This Morning 1/22/07 Iam Hanging In There Becuz I Know It's What She Wanted Know That She Went In Peace She Was Sleeping i know you have many questions feel free to ask it's ok cuz i know she's in a better place now i will always miss her and love her and she will always be with me in my heart
Never put off til tomorrow what you can do today i just spoke to my mom friday and she said babiegirl it's 2007 and we need to see more of each other and i said yes mom i will be there next weekend had i known that she was going i would of been there saturday bright and early
Redneck Pick Up Lines
A cop stops a car for traveling faster than the posted speed limit. He asks the man his name. "Fred," he replies. "Fred what?" the officer asks.
"Just Fred," the man responds.
The officer is in a good mood, doesn't smell alcohol, and thinks he might just give the fellow a break and write him out a warning instead of a ticket.
So the officer then presses him for the last name. The man tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it.
The officer thinks that he has a nut case on his hands but plays along with it.
"Tell me, Fred, how did you lose your last name?"
The man replies, "It's a long story, so stay with me." "I was born Fred Dingaling. I know -- a funny last name. The kids used to tease me all the time. So I stayed to myself, studied hard, and got good grades. When I got older I realized that I wanted to be a doctor I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, and finally got my degree, so I was Fred Dingaling, MD.
"After a while I
Are You For Real?
ARE YOU FOR REAL?
I'M HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND MAYBE MEET SOMEONE THAT WOULD LIKE TO GO OUT ON A DATE AND SEE WHERE IT LEADS.
I JUST WANT TO FIND OUT HOW MANY OF THE PPL READING THIS ARE FOR REAL. I'VE RAN INTO SOME REAL PHONEY PPL AND SOME NICE ONES AS WELL, BUT SERIOUSLY MEETING SOMEONE REAL ENOUGH TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AT ALL SEEMS LIKE AN IMPOSSABILITY.
wHERE ARE ALL THE R E A L LADIES THAT MIGHT WANT A DECENT GUY..........TXJRF
This has been a crazy ass week. My Childhood friend passed away Friday evening in her home. She came home from work and sat down to eat and was instantly killed. She had a blood clot in her lung and it busted. The coroner said she died instantly and didn't know a thing. Her 7 year old son found his mother lying in the floor and ran next door to his aunts house. She was 24 years old and was a mother of three babies. A 7 yr old boy, A 5 year old girl and her 7 month old son. She was so sweet and was a true friend. Please pray for her family. Those babies need lots of prayers please. Her daughter stood beside her casket rubbing her mommas head and asking me if she would wake up ? I have seen a lot of sad shit but this one took my heart cause I did not know what to say to her. I just told her that her momma was still here but we cant see her, I said you still can talk to her cause she is always gonna be here in your heart. HEY EVERYONE I NEED LESS THAN 2700 POINTS TO MOVE TO THE NEXT LEV
let me tell you about this crazy bitch i know. it happens to be my ex-girlfriend. this bitch knows i still have feelings for her and she lives with me.this bitch brings some guy she just meet to my house without aksing and thought it was ok. once again is this bitch crazy or what???? i hate stupid people this bitch is the apidamy of stupid. if you look up stupid in the dictionary you'll find a pic of her.you just don't do shit like that if you know the other person still has feelings for you. i know i should get over it but its harder then you think. i truely love this girl with all my heart,i would marry this this girl tomorrow if if i could.
hello all, could you please go to the link below and go vote for my pit puppy........her name was cocoa, I entered her in a best pet contest, and the winner is based on votes.....feel free to pass the link on to your friends.........She passed away just a few days ago, but she was one of my best pets....
http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3640877 Ok, come on guys, I need some help to finish this up, please click on the pic below and comment away. I always try to help others and would greatly appreciate the favor being returned. Thanx in advance, and thank you to all that have helped me so far. Muahzzzzzzzzz Jackie
Ok everyone, heres the deal, im gettin my ass handed to me in a hand basket on this contest, I am asking for your help, i need comments and i mean major comments....so help me out, cuz I sure help others out...
Ok, everyone this is my first real contest....its the best morph, and yanno, I think this morph that Buzz made is the be
If you can drop me some votes that would be awsome. if you leave more then 100 comments hit me up and i will get you something nice, the more you leave the better the gift, the 2 people that i see helping out the most will get a Corvette wooooooooohoooooooooooo (Min. 2000 comments) 500 comments gets you a platnum cherry, msg me when you are done:D
Ends Tuesday, the 10th
> it will be a weeks contest and the most comments at the end of that week wins, self commentin is allowed.
> first prize is a 7 day blast and a gift
> second prize is a 3 day blast
> third prize is a platinum cherry
> here is the link to your pic for you to give to your friends
> this is what my mom and dad got me for my b-day
Sexiest Bedroom Eyes Contest
Contest will start @ 0700 eastern on March, 29th
Contest will end @ 0700 eastern on March, 11
no down rateing
most comments wins
self bombing IS allowed
event of a tie rates will
I Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know That Ive Posted 13 Pictures From A Few Months Ago How Many Points Do You Get For Doing Specific Things on here?
Im Gonna Make A List Of It..
All I Know So Far Is...
Rating Pics - 1 Point
Sending Picture Comments - 2 Points
Inviting Someone (*Them Joining*) - 500 Points Me And My Girl Rosie Are Having A Contest To See Who Will Have The Most Points By February 21st...Shes Kickin My Ass At The Moment By About 3,000 points...
Anyone Care To Help Me, Give Me Points And Stuff By Rating Me And My Photo's, Get Peeps To Add Me haha
Stupid People And Other Asst Jerkoffs...
ever read a freakin profile??
I mean its not hard and its damn sure NOT brain surgery....Why is it people always ignore what people put in their profiles??
I read profiles like a fiend so I dont piss someone off accidentally....
Again, I guess Ill never understand the stupidity of some people....Sheesh... Well, this section of my blog is dedicated to a singular person at this time that is a complete and TOTAL assmonkey....
It takes alot to get under my skin but somehow this person has worked my last nerve and Ive had enough and need to blow this person wide open....
Ah but inquiring minds want to know who this person is dont you?....Patience my friends, all in good time...I will reveal who the thorn in my side and others side is in a moment....First some background info on the said individual...
Now this person was once in the merry little group I belong to....Turns out they were a backstabbing little douche bag....They viciously attacked the leader of the groups gf a
New Job And Continued Lip Contest!
SORRY IF IM NOT ON A LOT THIS WEEK EVERYONE..STARTED MY NEW JOB TODAY..I LOVE IT JUST GOT TO GET USE TO WAKIN UP AT 5:30 AM FOR THE NEXT 4 WEEKS LOL!! PRETTY TIRED TONIGHT!!
THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT IN THE LOVELY LIPS CONTEST SO FAR.. IT IS VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!
PLEASE CONTINUE TO COMMENT BOMB TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT AND CONTINUE TO RATE ME A 10 IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY AND SEND YOUR FRIENDS MY WAY AS WELL!! I GOT A PRETTY GOOD LEAD SO FAR BUT WHO KNOWS HOW QUICKLY THAT CAN CHANGE ;-)!!
ONCE AGAIN THERE WILL BE THE MAIN WINNER PICKED BY THE JUDGES.. THEN A WINNER WITH THE HIGHEST RATING AND THEN A WINNER FOR MOST COMMENTS... WOULD LOVE TO WIN ALL 3 BUT EVEN IF I WIN 1 I WILL BE HAPPY.. SO WITH ALL THIS BEING SAID HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN TO THE CONTEST PAGE ;-)!!
LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS AGAIN
i've got new stuff on my page...so look at it...
"10-10-23...Get it BITCH"...
Hi there, im new member here and learning my way around here, please do add me if you like thanks
Laying in your bed
With your pillow under my head
Cool spring breeze swirls about
Delivering the fresh scent of lilacs
Through the open windows of your room
Hours ago your alarm clock rang
Removing you from my arms
For work calls
Though I wish you were still here
Snuggled up to your chest
Hearing your calming voice
Whispering, “Good morning beautiful”
I could lay there forever
All my problems seem to fade
When you are next to me
For hours you will be gone
If there is a job to do
You will get it done
Because that is how you are
Looking at the clock on your headboard
Counting the hours until you return
For when you walk back through the door
A smile will be shown
Bright across my face
Happy to be with you again
To feel the love you have for me
By the way you bathe me
in such sweet delicate words
The gentle touch of your hand
across my cheek
Tells me I’m no longer dreaming
For your time away has ended
I lay smiling in your bed
Lackin A Bit Of Ironic In Ya Life?. Or Is This Hypocrisy?
i have ONE person,,(man obviously) that i want to talk to, i see him on the fly, wondering if hes in stealth mode, just when im to the point of accepting the fact hes out of the pic for a bit,BAhaHMM..there he is..
my heart is thumping, my breathe catches in my throat, i answer him in my shoutbox but no response...is it that hes playing coy..or that its on the blitz again,OR that hes on that shitty dialup again?
I DONT KNOW!. BUT..you know who you are..I MISS YOU..CANT WAIT TO JUST BE BESIDE, ANYWHERE, PLAIN AND SIMPLE 1. What do you call a cupboard full of lesbians?
A licker cabinet.
2. What do you call an Eskimo lesbian?
3. What do you call 100 lesbians with guns?
4. Why can't lesbians diet and wear make-up at the same time?
Because they can't eat Jenny Craig with Mary Kay on their face.
5. What is a lesbian dinosaur called?
6. What do you call two lesbians in a canoe?
7. What do you c
I am slightly mystified, I am going to school essentially to become a historian. In my most recent class project I ran across a book that was cited by one of the authors I am examining, now the books in question are Geoffrey of Monmouth's History of the Kings of Brittain, and one of his sources, The History of Brittain by Ninneus, now ok.. Geoffrey's book is reasonable being that it is written like a history including narratives... Ninneus's book reads almost exactly like the most boring part of the Judeo-Christian Pentatuch - the endless lists of names!!! Now I ask you, while geaneology is important so that a person can know their roots, since when does it superceed the actual events in history that it can displace those events in a book that is supposed to be about events?! To: The Marquette Mi. Gaming Community
OK I HAVE HAD IT!!!!!
I am sick and tired of the Marquette Mi. Gaming community and how narrow of a focus the members of that community have developed. Everyone knows, o
WELL TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY ON CHERRYTAP. THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WARM WELCOME.
ITS CONTEST TIME AGAIN HAHAHAHA !! COME AND COMMENT BOMB ME :) AND YA CAN CHECK OUT THE HOT SIN DERELLA AT THE SAME TIME !! SOME COME ON CLICK THE PIC BELOW YA KNOW YA WANNA HELP ME !!!
My Piss Poor Existance Without The Love Of My Life!
Well...its been 22 days since we broke up .. and hes still telling me , i'll come around , holdon to hope .. don't walk out of my life .. I think he's just telling me that so he doesn't have to be alone .. WELL FUCK HIM!! .. last night i said goodbye in my heart .. and while yes i do still love him .. i will live my life or whatever without him .. why should i waste my time waiting for something/someone who may never get his shit together right ? So in another few days/weeks i should be ready to face the world as a single woman once again .. Hell i had fun for 5 yrs last time .. i'm sure i can have more fun this time around ...Hmmmm anyone wanna help me LoL I just got home from the mall , was supposed to get a new tattoo today but alas .. he wasn't there .. Dammit !!.. Oh well guess i'll get it later in the week if i have a babysitter *fuck josh that bastard LoL*...N-E wayz ..
Since Edd and i , *broke up, took a break , seperated...what the fuck ever* i've seen him 4 times , talked
Well a busy week and next week comming up..Friday Night I am hanging with the hottest Porn Kings out there from Hole and A Heartbeat at a VIP party this is going to fucking rock..I think the moment I see Ricky Sinz I am going to explode hahahaha..he is aware of this ..nothing like buff hot hung guys with ink all over hanging out *wink* lol
Then Feb 2nd a wedding for someone famous then the after party on the 3rd with him and the crew and Veins Of Jenna ..good times with great people..pics will be posted of Friday Nights events!
I went last Sunday to see RAIN: A Beatles Experience. I got tickets from Brian for my birthday because he knew how much I love the Beatles. They played the songs of the Beatles exactly and sounded like them too!! What was cool was that they played a set with costume changes representing the bands era in music. For example: 1964-1966 they wore the black suits with the
mop top hair. Then 1967 they wore the outfits worn on the Sgt Pepper's album cover. It just followed all the way to 1970's outfits. Again, they sounded exactly like the real band it was eerie. Below are some video clips. If you have not seen it, you should!!
With a little help from my friends:She Loves YouCome Together
What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were an Eagle
You are able to rise above the details of life and see the big picture.
A spiritual being, you tend to go beyond material concerns.
What Animal Were You In a Past Life?
I just discovered I've been cheated on and lied to for about a year now. Some vague comments in the past few months didn't sit well with me and now I know why. I'm not hurt by the cheating so much as the lying. Kinda sad huh? I loved this man with all my heart and would do anything for him. I was even looking to move out where he was. I mostly hurt by the fact he didn't have to balls to say yes I've been lying to you. I wonder if she knew about me before he moved in or not? I know I still love him and would have forgiven him if he had owned up to ANY of it and he has yet to answer any accusations. He just stop talking to me. no answers. Just me finding her blog. With pictures. and half of those pics he has sent me. the other half are ones she is in! Is it too hard to ask for honesty? I would not have liked that he was living with someone else but I couldn't prevent it not living nearby.
I was going to post her blog here but decided I'm not that vindictive yet. but on o
You stir me so deep inside
Now my feelings I can’t hide
The flame burns out of control
Now I don’t care about my soul
Only the passion I hold for you
Only You are the one who knew
How desires we share can fan the flame
That nothing of the world can tame
Fires that forge two into one
makes us forever till time is done
To think you. To breathe you every day
To long when apart for you in every way
To know that forever you’re my heart and soul
And to know without you I will never be whole
Bonded in the spirit that we both share
No other heart and soul can compare
By R, Thomas Dinsmore
Some ones picts got me thinking MY FIVE WORD PUZZLE
I hang on your words I cherish your mind
I think you to be the greatest to find
I long to be near you in every way
I look forward to being there one fateful day
Love that lifts me in my darkest hour
Love that fills me with your greatest power
Love that lets me never forget
Love that I look for even yet
You are the
My dog Tiki had her first puppy on December 14 of 2006. Her name was Noel. She was 5 weeks and 1 day old to day. We took her outside today to play in the snow. My 2 year old son fell on her and she died today. We are all sad and upset because she would have been a wonderful dog. Please take some time to say a prayer for my kids to help them get over our loss.
December 14, 2006 - January 22, 2007
Messed Of Things
Man accused of having sex with dead deer
Duluth News Tribune
Nov. 15, 2006 03:13 PM
DULUTH, Minn. - Prosecution of a case involving alleged sexual contact with a dead deer may hinge on the legal definition of the word "animal."
Bryan James Hathaway, 20, of Superior, Wis., faces a misdemeanor charge of sexual gratification with an animal. He is accused of having sex with a dead deer he saw beside a road on Oct. 11.
A motion filed last week by his attorney, public defender Fredric Anderson, argued that since the deer was dead, it was not considered an animal and the charge should be dismissed.
"The statute does not prohibit one from having sex with a carcass," Anderson wrote.
Judge Michael Lucci heard the motion Tuesday.
"I'm a little surprised this issue hasn't been tackled before in another case," Lucci said.
The Webster's dictionary defines "animal" as "any of a kingdom of living beings," Anderson said.
If you include carcasses
Time Out With Chris And Mr Kangaroo
I am chillin on CT and watching VH1 Classic, love when I take off from work! Anyways this Volvo commercial cracks me up. It some guy down and out and holding a sign saying the end is near. A guy drives by telling him his Volvo is under 17 grand. You then see the man, in disgust, throw the sign in the trash can.
I know, this is a lame blog, but it doesnt take much for me to be entertained!
Hey Cherry Tappers, its been awhile since I have been on here in the blogs. Chris is somewhere watching a movie and I figured I would stop in. So, we went and saw the movie Transformers, and I have to say, that was fun. The new Camaro was sweet, the effects were great and the girl in the movie was a hottie.
Now I know the movie critics didnt like it, the same guys who thought Broke Back Mountain was a great film for the family. Watch that with your kids....hey dad, is the one guy pretending he is a horse and letting the other guy ride? Critics saying, well some parts were a little
By Steve Cook
No cuts, no bruises, no broken bones
There’s nothing like this pain of being alone
No blood just pain and tears to gain
Heartache that can drive you insane
Emptiness fills my body, a soulless shell
I feel like I’ve been put through the fires of hell
Sleepless nights with no one to hold
My heart is growing bitter and cold
Drowning my tears and sorrows for years
With this empty liquor bottle I have no fears
Hangovers from hell I sit and dwell
About the cards I was dealt and the way they fell
When someone gets close I push them away
See no one can hurt you if there not here to stay
You’ll be lonely and sad, depressed for a while
But one of these days you’ll learn to smile
So hold your head up have patience you’ll find
That every heartache heals with time
Tired Of Being What You Want Me To Be
I'm not removing my previous blogs...why you might ask? just because I want them there as a reminder to myself and others...I've made peace with myself and others...but I still want to remember what happens when I trust too much or I care too much...and I want people to realize that I'm not the same lil pushover I used to be...I will stand up for myself this time around...and I won't rely on other people to do it for me...I love all of you...and hopefully there will be no cause for any further problems or drama...have a happy valentines day everyone...I'm celebrating my 1 month anniversary with my bf...go us!!! lol so yeah...maybe I can't just walk away no matter what claims I make to the contrary...maybe I just care too damn much...and it'll be the downfall of me...or maybe people will take a look...and see the fact that I care...and maybe then I won't be crucified every time I try to help...if I didn't give a shit I wouldn't look...I wouldn't even try...and no...before you even try t
I Wish You Could Know
A firefighter's life
A firefighter's life is one big surprise,
Usually he laughs,sometimes he cries,
There's always stress, toil and strife,
Hoping he's good enough to save just one life.
His wife understands when he misses dinner,
If he runs out of church, don't think he's a sinner.
Answering a call is tops on his list,
Regretting each one he's ever missed.
He tries and tries, but can't make us see,
The happiest men, still work for free.
Jumping from bed, fighting the cold,
Knowing what to do with out being told.
He rushes to the station, jumps on a truck,
Depending on skill never on luck.
Putting his life on the line for an unknown friend,
Hoping and Praying it won't be the end.
"The Bravest men in the world" the title is fitting,
They all do their best never come close to quitting.
Next time you see them, all their lights blinking,
Take just a minute, to think what they're thinking.
It's a hard job, so show them you care,
And help them out
Shut Up And Listen
I know that I am to be on vacation right now, but needed to get some things off my chest. First off I am so tired of people acting like their life is so hard and that they have been through so much. Don't get me wrong it might be, but don't broadcast it to everyone. Know that no matter what your friends love you, but stop and look. Damn it there are worse things out there. Do you not understand that life is what you make it damn it, make the most of it. Stop complaining all the time and looking at the past. Do you not understand that it is called the past for a reason. We learn and we grow. I am sorry for all that you have been through in your life, but suck it up, grow and be a better person because of it. Know that I am not saying any of this to upset you or to have you come to me and say why? Or ask me how could you. God life is to fuckin short to sit and complain of the love we lost or the things that have happened to us or the way you look. What it comes to is god damn it shut up
My son is entered in the baby contest! Contest is based on rates and comments!
Comment bombing is allowed!
Please click on photo to vote for him!
what does Colts mean???
Count On Loosing The Super bowl...ha ha ha
GO BEARS!!! The saints marched in to chitown and they marched right back home! i was at that amzing game and let me tell you there was a sign a fan made haning over the north endzone and it simply said
The saints fariy tail ends here!
and it did!!
BRING ON INDY!!!!!
come febuary 4th 2007 you will be crowning our asses SUPER BOWL XLI CHAMPIONS!!!!!
69 Ways -part Two
KNOCK KNOCK ROOM SERVICE WAS THE LAST THING WE HEARD STOPPING WHAT WE WHERE DOING AT THIS POINT WE BE ABSURD, SO WE KEPT ON SUCKING,FUCKING,LICKING,KISSING YOU KNOW GETTIN IT ON IN EVERYWAY IMAGINABLE SHE KNOCKED AGAIN I YELLED CUM ON IN AND WE STARTED UP AGAIN.THAT'S WHEN MAMI WALKED IN AND WITH A SLIGHT GRIN SHE BEGAN,BEGAN TO SPEAK THAT IS OH MY I'M SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW AS SHE TURNED AWAY REAL SLOW I SCREAMED DON'T GO,MISS LADY REPLIED IF I CUM INSIDE I COULD LOSE MY JOB THEN I REPLIED WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW WON'T HURT.SO SHE STAYED AND WE MADE THE ROOM NEED SERVICE GET IT ROOM SERVICE MAMA STILL A LITTLE NERVOUS BUT THAT DIDN'T STOP HER FROM LETTING ME IN, ME AND MY FRIEND OH YEA I'LL BET YOU FORGOT ABOUT HER BUT NOT ME I HAD THEM BOTH ON THE FLOOR ABOUT TO EAT.SO I HEAD DOWN TOWN KISSING AND LICKING MY WAY TO ECSTACY,TRYING TO GET LOCK JAW IF YOU SEEN WHAT I SAW THERE IS NO PLACE I WOULD RATHER BE. I STEPPED BACK AND MY FRIEND GETS ON TOP A YO MAMA SAT HER PLACE ON SHORTIES FACE AND
Damn Tired... Always
why so exhausted mentally and physically
where or where does the time go?
A Love Poem
My Love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My Love is like a rose
Sweet beauty I want you to keep
My love is like a wild river
So raging and so true
My love is like a spring bird
It's feathers soft and new
My love is like an echo
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender
I Am Going To Be A Mommy!!!!!!!!
HEY EVERYONE...I JUST WANTED TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS ON THE NEW EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE. I JUST FOUND OUT YESTERDAY THAT BILLY AND I ARE GONNA BE PARENTS...EVEN THOUGH THIS IS HIS 3RD IT'S ONLY MY 1ST. WE ARE BOTH SO HAPPY AND EXCITED. I AM CURRENTLY ONLY 5 WEEKS ALONG...ONLY 8 MONTHS TO GO...WOO HOO. THIS SHOULD BE LOADS OF FUN. I GET TO TAKE A VACATION TRIP TO FLORIDA BEING 7 MONTHS PREGNANT (IN JULY)...BUT IT WILL BE GREAT BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH THE BABY WON'T BE HERE YET...HIS FAMILY WILL STILL GET TO BE A PART OF THE PREGANCY...EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR A WEEK. I AM ONLY 5 WEEKS AND BEING A WOMAN...I ALREADY WANT TO GO SHOPPING FOR FURNITURE...IMAGINE THAT. WELL EVERYONE STOP ON BY AND SHOW ME SOME LUV.
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 10th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Rhonda. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL!
Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.
Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two AAA
Poem I Wrote For My Daughter
My child as you were being conceived my love for you began,
My child through out your first year of life my love for you continued to blossom,
My child on your second birthday my love for you grew even more.
My child as you become a preteen and go through life’s troubling mess,
Of growing older towards womanhood,
My love for you is there.
My child as you go through your teenage years,
And as life hands you lemons,
And you try to make lemonade,
My love for you is there,
You don’t even need to ask.
My child as you decide what profession to choose,
What school fits you best,
And go through all the tribulations of being a college student,
My love for you is only a phone call or email away.
My child as you grow to become a young woman,
With your husband and children of you own,
As you learn what it is to have unconditional love for your children,
My love is stronger than you will ever know.
My child as you watch your kids go through school,
As you wa
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James Gino Gentile.....You will be greatly missed, but never forgotten! Godspeed my friend...until we meet again.
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Sexiest Woman in Red Contest
This is where i wanna get a few fact straight
At the begining of this contest i stated i could vote if bribed, as i have, and i am sure i will again
This contest has been so popular there will now be a First & Second prize
Prizes are "winner get a 2 personallized Salutes from me there choice of where!! & all cherry bucks i have made spent on her" & "Second place is one Salute"
If anyone has a problem with this contest - please contact me
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Below is kind of an update on how everyone is getting on, and a bit of an explaination
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Life And Music
Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy.
Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb.
This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it.
You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all.
I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth."
See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel.
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid
mother fucker machine.
Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point
Welcome to the numb, fools.
Welcome to the numb.
Welcome to the numb.
People, did you ever feel like you're going insane?
Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave.
This situation's critical, have I lost my mind?
And I like it.
There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes?
I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you
I don't wanna know,
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Can't Nobody Stop The Rain Bitch! Bring It On!~icp
This illegatimate son of God, raised by the devil's coming back.
I'm taking hell over, then We'll march on heaven. Lilly said she wants to come along. You're all welcome to join the party. The world is OURS. There ARE no excuses. If you want something, you gotta do everything you can for it. I wasted my teen years, and the last few to alot of things. But I'm not letting it waste me. I fucked my life up REAL good. I LIVED, and had friends and to much illegal fun to be good for anybody. And it was fun, but a hollow life. And I learned ALOT going through it all. I stumbled without direction the last year.. barely abel to figure out WHY, let alone any reason to worry about a future.
I had made the first step. Fuck the past. and was living in the present. but the 3rd had yet to come. i was blindly living a day at a time, not worrying or caring what the future holded. doing what was fun when i felt like doing it. It all crashed hard and taught me the value of being happy for the sake of