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Skinz By Soulz (-previews Only-)
YOU CAN FIND THESE SKINS BY GOING TO THE BOTTOM OF MY PROFILE PAGE AND CLICKING ON "VIEW THIS USERS SKINS" ALL SKINS THAT ARE RIPABLE ARE SINGLE NAMED. PLEASE DO NOT RIP ANY OF THE ONES THAT HAS SOMEONE'S NAME BEHIND IT. THANK YOU AND ENJOY!

Friends
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with it's untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces a

Would U
How far would you go? Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: If so whats yo number: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do da same for u:

What Its All About ... This Touches My Spirit
Beautiful ... By Lifehouse Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everyth

America In Perspective
45,000 people die in automobile related fatalities in the US annually. Doing the math, that’s roughly 120 people a day and that figure has been rounded down in this case. People complain about losing a few thousand lives to a stupid war and they don’t even figure in deaths that would have occurred in a time of peace and would end up being the result of a military accident. Automobile related deaths are stupid and could be easily reduced, but you don’t hear people marching often just to protest this or to gather together to try to fix the problem. Sure there are groups like MADD, but the numbers just don’t add up proportionally for each cause like I personally think that they should. Sometimes people just misplace their interests and efforts, because they’re misinformed, the information has been twisted, or they are just stupid. I don’t mind the people who flock to a cause because it’s within their moral beliefs; but I want them to not just know all the facts, but to live and brea

Moving (again)
On Saturday 5/5 I will be moving. Just a short 6 months from the last one. Not something that I planned on, had less than 30 days to put this together. But in the long run I will be happier where I am going. I may not have my internet service back up for a few days, it's being shut off Saturday morning. So I thought I would post a blog so that everyone would know. Moving really sucks, let me tell you. I have the bed from hell, nicknamed it BedZilla from the last move! Here is a preview of part of what I am moving! Everyone bear with me until I can get back on line. Lori

Self Indulgence
Wearing the mask of ugliness today Wanting to repulse all far away Seeking solitude in this crowded world Drive all away with epithets hurled Space to think free of the strain to understand the working of my brain Noise of the vacant land clouds thought Leaves me with less than to it I brought And keeps me alone in the world confused Masses without thought go on being used Cast into molds to think the same of all they see Lost is the freedom to live as they would be Wearing a mask of ugliness today The world drives me so far away By R. Thomas Dinsmore Always unsure of the world ... Pondering it becomes a dull parlor game .... I guess it is just less boring to see it as beiang as it should be ... and letting it be

The Vampire Lestat's Journal
Embrace Me I'm intrigued by your sweet lover notion. Filled with hope and integrity, purest devotion. Every breath, now, I long for your touch. To be freed from my curse into your warm and darkened clutch. Embrace me Fallen Angel, envelope me in your wings. Whisper sweet nothings until dawn blinds me with it's sting. By: Tim Kern AKA Lestat 06-10-07 Vampyric Pheonix Dance me, romance me, necromance me with your enchanting darkness so sweet. Equally as deranged as mine, powerful, blatant, anything but shallow and discrete. I look forward, most famously, to each entrancing moment we share. Physical, metaphysical, normal, paranormal to you my soul I shall bare. Eternally grateful for every breath no matter how difficult or easy in it's release, earned! This is the kind of treasured sharing of spirit for which my very core has yearned and burned! Embrace me and I shall embrace you, two kindred minds act as one. Unholy union feared and revered by all, a cha

Read It If Ya Wanna!!!
need your help!!! check out my pg for link to help out plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, i'm falling into 2nd and i hit my limit on photo comments!!! do your worst and don't 4 get 2 rate my pic thx, chicagobeebs1978 (i'd do the same 4 u n ur time of need) :p You may need to stop at the women's restroom . . . be prepared! When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would t

Phucking Drama!
Please don't bug me, pester me, or "stalk me! I am not here to have sex with people or anything like that. I was sharing my open side. My personal life is not to be confused with my open side online, so don't get it twisted! I am with my wife now and we are having another child (1 already) in the coming months, please don't call me or email me if I don't already talk to you. I'm here for friends and nothing more. If you call me out of the blue then I will not answer so you might as well just give up. You can talk to me here, but right now the only person in my life that I need is my wife. Please respect that and do not continue pestering me. I'm not rying to be an asshole or anything, but Would you want some random person calling you over and over? I did not think so. I'm a cool person, but to "stalk" me over the internet to call me is not cool at all. If you have a problem with this or me being with my wife, then please remove me from your list! Thank you and I hope that you all have

My Shit
Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle by Nirvana album: In Utero (1993) It's so relieving To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid It's so relaxing To hear that you're asking wherever you get your way It's so soothing To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad In her false witness, we hope you're still with us, To see if they float or drown Our favorite patient, a display of patience, Disease-covered Puget Sound She'll come back as fire, to burn all the liars, And leave a blanket of ash on the ground I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad It's so relieving To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid It's so relaxing To know that you're asking wherever you get your way It's so soothing To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same

Fake Profile
www.cherrytap.com/saint_deviless is Fake. All the pictures were stolen from www.myspace.com/Saint_Deviless by some psychopath. a Note: I'm not interested in "rating" or comments/letters on this web site.

The Bird Nest
THE BIRD FEEDER I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket, and others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quie

Lmao @achilles
THIS IS A PERSONAL DEDICATION TO THE MAN WHO TRIED TO MAKE THE VIC MEMBERS BOYCOTT THE SITE AND TO THE MAN THAT TRIED THE RED X BOYCOTT AND TO THE MAN WHO TOLD THE WHOLE SITE HE WAS GONNA GET ME BOOTED AND ONCE AGAIN TO THE MAN THAT CANT KEEP A REAL TIME NEVER MIND AN ONLINE WIFE ONCE AGAIN HE SO FOLKS PLEASE SEND HIM A SYMPATHY CARD HES MORE PATHETIC THAN MR RUSH EVER WAS SO HERE YA GO A PERSONAL MESSAGE FROM THE ONE THEY CALL FAT SONNY HEY MOTHER FUCKER IM STILL HERE AND AS FAR AS YOU GO EVERYONE SHOULD SEND A SYMPATHY CARD TO THIS LOOSER HES THE QUEEN OF ALL BOYCOTTS THAT FAIL Achilles@ CherryTAP AND SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE HIS MAN CARD AWAY CAUSE HE AINT NOTHING BUT A BITCH THIS SONGS FOR YOU THERE BUDDY Beck Lyrics

Fuck All You Dickless Assholes.
I waiting for one more fuckin' person to start shit with me. I can't believe how people can be your great friend one moment and then a total dickless asshole the next. People wonder why I hate them. Why don't you leave shit in the past and forget about it. And if you think I broke someone with someone, cuz I want your dumbass... Think again. I never want you.. I have a husband who respects me. and not share out our business or any other person's business. And I don't want to post any pics of myself, my baby, or my husband... That's my fuckin' business.. So don't bug the shit out of me to post something on the fuckin' internet for the world to see. Hell I don't fuckin' know what's going on your side of the computer. You might be jacking off to my kids pic. I don't know that shit. So I'm not going to help your perverted ass and I like keeping to myself. So, I don't have to deal with you dickless assholes. Fuck Off!!!

Shit I Blog About
Today is so gloomy and I love it! Past couple days have been hell and it' s nice to get an ice cold shower from the heavens to cool my jets. Well.....just came to write some waste of time lines and see how much of you actually come read my crap!!! Hehe....round of applause for those who do! Wow... I am officially single! So.... single, 20 year old, woman into; s&m, metal, musicians and art. phone number 1-800 lets-cum I'm totally shitting you. GOD, I FUCKING HATE MOSQUITOS..... THERE'S SHITLOADS OUT THIS YEAR! THEY JUST KEEP GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER AND KEEP COMING BACK WITH MORE NUMBERS...OH MY GOOODD! HAHA....CHRIST MAN, BLACK FLIES.....SAND FLIES...HORSE FLIES.... I'M....I'M GETTING EATEN ALIVE! THE HORNETS AND BUMBLE BEES ARE PRETTY MONSTROUS TOO. I HATE BUG BITES! :(

Bdsm
Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl.

Ramblings
My girlfriend, who at the moment is long distance (until she moves here for good in September), found me someone to 'play' with :D and she is fucking hot. Went to her place last night and we fucked each others brains out...damn it was fun! I just wish my girl could have been there. So Susan has all the qualities I wanted and what Lynn wanted for me. Pretty, nice body, sexy long legs, nice tits, fun and sex crazed! Oh, and out of total freakiness...she lives in the same apartments that I do!!! So now I get to fuck her... Then there's this lovely shot ;) I wish I had other pictures, but I didn't have my camera last night. heh And my beautiful, sexy Lynn...(just need to get Susan in a threesome with us...mmm) Damn, I am a lucky bastard! ;) Yes! While banging the hell out of Susan last night I managed to convince her to have a threesome with me and Lynn. And she seemed really, really into the idea. :D Now I REALLY can't wait until Lynn get's back here in Septembe

Myspace Are You There?
Vicodine, norcos, percaset all those just pop them in and be in a calm mode makes me horny why is that hmm im in pain so i take them to release it ya are you addicted does anyone do amatuer picture taking? I want to do some old classic shots and in a graveyard like gothic style ok hit me up

Deals
Just in case you haven't looked. Marketman has added some new gifts to the Gift Shop. They include NHL/NBA Playoffs teams LOGOS. So here is the Deal for everyone. If you leave a Comment on this BLOG telling me which NHL/NBA Playoffs Team you support, I will send them one of these GIFTS. Now lets see how many takers I get? Oh BTW, in case you don't know & want to Return the Favor (YOU DO NOT HAVE TO!!!!!!!) I support the Buffalo Sabres.

Thoughts
Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might imagine, some people interviewed for this story did not want to reveal their full names. Some gave us their avatar names, while others went with pseudonyms.) Sam knew from the outs

Funster Dripped Here... Plz Rate Or Comment
Anyone know who wrote this....?? We lose our health in search of wealth. We scheme, toil and save. Then squander wealth to keep our health All we get is a grave. We live and boast of what we own. We die and only get a stone. If anyone can shed some light on the original author please do.... Thanks WANTED FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER (the actual AP headline) Linda B. 23, a resident of San Diego, was visiting her in-laws, and while there went to a nearby supermarket to pick up some groceries. Several people noticed her sitting in her car with the windows rolled up and with her eyes closed, with both hands behind the back of her head. One customer who had been at the store for a while became concerned and walked over to the car. He noticed that Linda's eyes were now open, and she looked very strange. He asked her if she was okay, and Linda replied that she'd been shot in the back of the head, and had been holding her brains in for over an hour. The man called the paramed

Advice
Everything! I repeat Everything for sale at the Flea Market has been Peed on (PERIOD). If you buy from the Flea Market you're buying soiled goods. End of story; be wary of that great deal you found because alas, there surely is urine on it. Don't get drunk in 2 states inside the same bar. For real, don't drink in any bars that fall along 2 state lines You're asking for twice the trouble when you leave. Who would want to voluntarily put them selves at twice the legal risk? Certain places in Texarkana fall into this predicament, and there are other cities across the nation where this applies. If you are in with the world there is just one reward, and most of the world would just assume make it come true. You will always sleep soundly with a 12ga pump under the mattress, even if it creates a uncomfortable lump.

Musings
If you laugh (or smile), you're a Conservative. If you get ticked off, you're a Liberal. Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter. The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: 1. Liberals; and 2. Conservatives. Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed. Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to B

Jsaint
Don't know why I'm on this site, but then again I can't explain a lot of stuff that I do. 1 minute I think I've got it all figured out and the next day I feel like I'm insane.....lol I date a lot. Not committed to anyone at the moment. Just like to have fun. I'm a business professional, fit, blah, blah..... You'll like me if ya get to know me and if we were in a real bar, I'd be the guy with the crowd around me making everyone laugh. But I have a few questions about this site: 1) Anyone actually meet people from this site? Success stories please. 2) How do you know who is in your area. I like to travel and shit, but not weekly....lol...Eventually, I'd like to be able to meet in person if I hit it off with someone. And what's with the "bar tab"? lol I have enough of those already.... Lastly, I know my picture looks like shit. It's all blurry. It's a picture of a picture because I just moved and I cant fine my scanner. I don't want to stand in front of a mirror and l

Humor...
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, 'Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger.' The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, 'What would you like to talk about?' 'Oh, I don't know,' said the stranger. 'How about nuclear power?' and he smiles. 'OK, ' she said. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass - . Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?' The stranger, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinks about it and says, 'Hmmm, I have no idea.' To which the little girl replies, 'Do you really feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit? I was on My fave alt life

If Tomorrow Never Comes....
If I live tomorrow....well I just can't say. If I live tomorrow....well I just can't say. But I know for sure...I don't live today. No sun coming through my window...feel like I'm living at the bottom of a grave....No sun coming through MY window...feel like I'm living in the bottom of a grave....Hope someone'll come and rescue me, so I can be on my miserable way.....cuz, I don't live today....maybe tomorrow, I just can't say but (ya know) I don't live today. It's such a shame to waste the time away....like this....

What A Mess
MLB denies protest by Indians Associated Press NEW YORK - The Cleveland Indians' protest of their 7-4 loss to the Baltimore Orioles was denied by Major League Baseball on Wednesday. The Indians protested Saturday night's game after the umpires awarded a run to the Orioles — three innings after initially waving it off. MLB did not elaborate in announcing its decision. The Indians submitted paperwork to MLB on Sunday. The Orioles had taken a 2-1 lead in the third on Miguel Tejada's RBI single. With one out and Nick Markakis on third base and Tejada at first, Ramon Hernandez hit a sinking liner to center field. Cleveland's Grady Sizemore made a diving catch, popped up and threw to first in time to get Tejada for an inning-ending double play. Markakis, however, tagged up and scored well before Tejada was out at first. Baltimore's run should have counted, but it was disallowed by plate umpire Marvin Hudson and the inning ended with the Orioles up 2-1, not 3-1.

Just An Update
Well, for those of you who actually pay attention to my homepage you might notice a few changes, but there is one I wanted to discuss...:D I call it the incredibly shrinking friends list. Now I can honestly say that everyone on my friends list has something about them I like whether it be Oro.Iterum and Coribell who are my dearest friends EVER, down to a few other people I have added just because they post really cool pics, but I can say with 98% of them that I actually like at least something about them and they all get my stamp of approval, so check them out peoples...:D Now I can say it, love all of you guys, and I'm glad to be rid of the people who just waste your space on the friends list, so please meet each other and rejoice. Ok, I think I need sleep, I'm not making any sense to me, but I just wanted to say thank you for being cool with me. P.s. The 12 stones album "Potters Field" is pretty good, I suggest checking it out. P.s.s. My poor penguin from the picture

Recipes
Dublin Coddle This is a very popular dish, especially in Dublin, and has been so for many years. It is nourishing, tasty, economical and warming - what more could you ask? Although it is best made with a good stock - water in which a ham has been boiled, or even a ham bone - a light stock cube will substitute. 1lb/ 500g best sausages 8oz/ 250g streaky bacon 1/2pt/ 300ml/ 1 cup stock or water 6 medium potatoes 2 medium onions salt and pepper (serves four) Cut the bacon into 1in/ 3cm squares. Bring the stock to the boil in a medium saucepan which has a well-fitting lid, add the sausages and the bacon and simmer for about 5 minutes. Remove the sausages and bacon and save the liquid. Cut each sausage into four or five pieces. Peel the potatoes and cut into thick slices. Skin the onions and slice them. Assemble a layer of potatoes in the saucepan, followed by a layer of onions and then half the sausages and bacon. Repeat the process once more and then finish off with a layer

It Looks Like Rain
"Looks Like Rain" Words by John Perry Barlow Barlow has posted his lyrics Performed by The Grateful Dead I woke today... And felt your side of bed The covers were still warm where you'd been layin'. You were gone... My heart was filled with dread. You might not be sleepin' here again [Chorus:] It's alright, 'cause I love you. And that's not gonna change. Run me round, make me hurt again and again. But I'll still sing you love songs Written in the letters of your name. And brave the storm to come, For it surely looks like rain. Did you ever waken to the sound Of street cats makin' love And guess from their cries You were listenin' to a fight? Well, you know... Hate's just the last thing they're thinkin' of. They're only trying to make it through the night. [Chorus:] I only want to hold you. I don't want to tie you down. Or fence you in the lines

Sexy's Soap Box!!
i cant stand it no more... today's sexy's soap box... salute pics.. if i can have one so can you... i hate phony people.. not that everyone without one is a fake or a phony...but... the salute is sooo easy to do... just scribble some shit on a piece of paper...and take the pic... damn... so..i have decided that if you dont have a salute pic... you wont be on my friends list much longer... squad members included... there are some who's circumstances i know...you will be excused from the day of obliteration.... thanks this has been sexy's soap box! THIS IS A NEW BLOG I AM GOING TO START..IT'S WHERE I CAN POST A TOPIC THAT JUST REALLY PISSES ME OFF... YOU CAN COMMENT IF YA LIKE... I LOVE FEEDBACK... TODAY'S SEXY'S SOAP BOX PEOPLE THAT LEAVE A "FAMILY TO START THEIR OWN" PEOPLE THAT COME INTO A FAMILY WHILE THEY ARE IN A CONTEST AND GET YOU TO HELP...SPREAD YOURSELF THIN TRYING TO HELP EVERYONE... THEN..WHEN THEY LOSE...OR YOU DON'T SPEND ENOUGH TIME TO

Zodiac Sexiness
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Chilly
FUCK THIS FUCKING WORLD IM TIRED OF TRYING TO LIVE LIKE THIS. FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THIS MADNESS MY HEAD IS FILLED WITH.... FUCK THE FEELINGS IM HAVE CAUSE IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.... FUCK THIS WORLD WHY WAS I PUT HERE.... SOMETHING NEEDS TO HAPPEN QUICK CAUSE IM LOSEING MY MIND....

Your Touch
My love, my soul cries out for your touch Fill my lungs with your life giving breath Set my heart on fire with your souls inferno Make me feel passion, let me know your hunger Let me touch every inch of your body with my lips Pull me closer, into you, let our bodies become one Leave me drained, let me rest in your arms Let the world pass by, unnoticed, unseen Till the morning wakes us, in a blanket of warmth And I can gaze into your eyes, so mystic, so pure

Passion Extreme
Blinding Brilliance Hot, Blistering Mind electric Earth moves beneath Wide eyed pushing, gasping for breath sweat running, body afire slow walk fast ahead pace quickens until Thralling passion arives Explosion Pleasure White washed in waves and ripples The pounding of the drum as hearts rush STOP silent breath, hot and moist now, nothing, soaked within lay in stillness Earth devourers joys remains

Love's Eulogy
Love's Eulogy Time, the passing of words Whispers of silent breath Lips touch, sweet icy kisses Life, warmth, fading from flesh Senses numb, die As Death, my lover takes me She lifts me into awaiting arms Arms like dead wooden limbs Thorn bushes for hair Oh how her kisses cut me Softly she raises me into nights dark air Silent and calm the air stirs not against us Gone, I am lost in her eyes Empty, black eyes that tell a story Of the history of man and life lost I am drunk, drunk on the wine of her breath An ancient mixture of old musty frangrances Rotting wood and wilted rose petals There is sweet bliss, here In the unknown, uncaring, unconsicousness of my new world I feel myself floating now On the dark, narrow evening tide River she moans to us a joyous song Her Melancholy chorus of life drifting past The song rises strong withing me As my love lies me on the dark, black bow of her vessel Our vessel moves silently through the waters Vessel and Riv

My Blog
Wow I have finally met my first certifed nut on CT. This bitch, hits me up on my shout box, asked me a buch of questions about how many women I had been with in the past, then calles me a male whore. LOL I'm willing to bet that the men on CT wouldn't call me a male whore, they would say I probably didnt get enough pussy growning up. Shit 20 isnt that bad is it? If anyone wants to know this crazy persons SN it's hotcollegechick, or somthing like that. if you see her RUNNNNNN!!!! She's a fucking nut.

They Were Just Two Kids Who Fell In Love...
They were just two kids who fell in love. They actually met during a church service, each checking each other out while the rest of the congregation got saved. He noticed her pretty white dress, and soft brown hair. She liked his smile, and the fact he was a football player made him seem almost surreal to her. They saw each other again at high school, almost running into each other in the hall way. He finally got up the nerve to go over to her table at lunch and say hi! He was nervous, and a little afraid she would say nothing to him. She was nervous too, and barely could get a hello out of her mouth. He asked her for her phone number, and she gave it to him. All she could do the rest of the day was think about the call she hoped would come that night. This was before cell phones, and she knew that she would get some teasing from her brother when he found out a boy had called her. It was almost a right that he seemed to think he had, teasing her since she was his little si

Saying What You Mean
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

Updates & Information
"Who cares?" Why should it matter to you? This, unfortunately, is an almost common response to fakers. "if people are stupid enough to be fooled, too bad for them" "fakers don't bother me" "it's just the internet" Well, there are Many reasons why you should care. -Fakers are deceivers, they lie to everyone who comes across their profile, and those on their "friends" list. -Fakers are identity thieves. How would you feel if someone went around impersonating you in a negative light? (Identity theft is against US Federal Law) -Fakers take advantage of your fellow man...Unless you're a cold heartless person, it should matter to you whether or not people's intelligence are being taken advantage of -MySpace is a place for friends, not fakers. You go on MySpace to meet people -"It's just the internet!?" If that's the case, why the hell are you even bothering to read this? Why are you on myspace, why are you continuing to read if it's just the internet. ("just the internet is a s

Poems
I'd give my heart for that one soft kiss For that feeling of never ending bliss To feel that true love really does exist And to know love is not some dark abyss I'd give my heart to see that sparkle in your eyes Making them gleam like the brightest skies To be the one to cause your contented sighs And to know your love is true and not some disguise I'd give my heart to erase all your pain All the sorrow and heartache you always contain To give you hope that I will always remain And to know that your love is not given in vain I'd give my heart to be held in your warm embrace Knowing in your arms is my true place To know it's me that causes your heart to race And to know that your love I would never replace

Friends
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back... FW: Don't pump gas on May 15th ..in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. Fill up on the 14th or the 16th, just not on May 15th 2007. all myspace members (or anyone at all, spread the word) are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would ta ke $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent i

Unlocked...........
I went to bed around midnight, and was in that place where you're almost dreaming, yet still vaguely aware of your surroundings, when I heard the little chirp of my home alarm. I thought I'd imagined or half-dreamed it, but I wanted to check the lock on the door, just to be sure. I was dressed in a little black nightie, which was fine for sleep, but the apartment was cold, so I grabbed a long robe to cover myself. As I reached the door, I put out my hand to check the lock. Suddenly there was a hand covering mine, and another around the back of my neck, and I was pushed against the door. "Do not move or make a sound." My heart and mind began racing-where did this man come from? Why was he in my home? What was he going to do to me? I began to hyperventilate and whispered, "Please don't hurt me." "I've been watching you, and you are going to get what you deserve tonight. You left your door unlocked, so I know you want it." I never leave my door unlocked; it had to be when I brought

Misc
Get Your Sexy Name Get Your Monster Name Not much going on. I went to see Bucky earlier this month at the House of Blues. The HOB did not allow cameras, so no concert shots. I did get one pic at the meet and greet and a few outside after the show. My new job is going great. I have been running my own store since July and it is going well. I am getting lots of compliments from my company about the improvement in my store's condition since I took over. My daughter started 3rd grade and is reading on a 5th grade level and doing exceptionally well in all subjects. My son started 9th grade and is doing much better than last year. We are so proud of both of them. Anyway, that's all for now.

Joey Ramone
I see trees of green, red roses too I see them bloom for me and you And I say to myself What wonderful world I see skies of blue and clouds of white Bright sunny days, dark sacred nights And I think to myself What a wonderful world The colors of the rainbow are so pretty in the skies Are also on the faces of people walking by I see friends shaking hands saying How do you do? They're really saying I love you I see babies cry, I watch them grow They'll learn much more than I'll ever know And I think to myself What a wonderful world Yes, I think to myself What a wonderful world And I say to myself What a wonderful world

Stripping
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

Beauty
Beauty does not live On the surface It is born in the Deep silence of Utter humility It takes special eyes To see beauty Eyes that have seen Just the opposite Eyes that have shed Unwanted tears For beauty lost In the world Beauty does not live On the surface It is hidden In the soul Of a broken man Who has surrendered all To his Spirit Beauty lives In this knowledge That nothing created Is beautiful That only love Given in it purest form Is beautiful And all that the heart has Suffered Is beauty

Hey To Everyone
JOHNNY WALKER was hunting with MARTINI & ROSSI when he met HIRAM WALKER coming down COBBA CREEK with QUEEN ANNE who lived on the CUTTY SARK up in HUDSON'S BAY near the GREEN RIVER He took her, smelling like FOUR ROSES over to the TOWN TAVERN where he removed her GOLD LABEL and tickled her with THREE FEATHERS until she was BLACK & WHITE and dying for his CANADIAN CLUB with the RED CAP . he put his STANDFAST in her JORDAN VALEY so they rented OLD OVERHOLT'S room at the MARYLAND CLUB and it was PERFECTION when he stuck his WHITE HORSE into her VAT '69 times and pumped his Teacher's Highland Cream until her OLD DRUM was stretched as wide as MOUNT VERNON, and being SCOTCH he didn't even give her a SILVER DOLLAR. hey everyone.... im new here so give me some time to figure the site out... ok.... let me know if there is anything i can do to help the site out... i will to do what i can... thanks for having me and the warm welcome... talk to u all later

A Big Thanks To....
In my recent contest, which I won 2nd & a 1 day blast for; these people were awesome in helping me & I want to publicly thank them. If you have the time & want; please stop by & show them some cherry luv. They are all just awesome & I hope they know how much I value them as a friend! lisasweet@ CherryTAP timhorton02 CT HUBBY OF~}i{~Elizabeth ~}i{~@ CherryTAP (Profile link not working so this is a photo link) tiggernut1(Please Read My Profile !!!!!)@ CherryTAP Harborcrue@ CherryTAP gem@ CherryTAP RedheadedCherry♥@ CherryTAP (Link to profile not working so here's a photo link) & a special thank you to Pitviper; he was not feelin well last week & still he would comment my contest.Pitviper for my Summer Queen@ CherryTAP A HUGE thanks to all, I just know I'm forgetting someone & if I did please let me know! Look for my blast; I'll be posting it soon.

Wtf
What The Fuck is wrong with state government anyway, I mean I come to work every damn day and never miss work and constantly take on more and more work that is not even mine, I do this without question or hesitation. So when our office decides to go to a 9 day schedule, they tell us we will probably be denied, the damn memo that went out said to encourage your employees to consider this, and then they turn around and tell you that you are going to probably be denied, the only thing that i can see that encouraging is me wanting to tell this place to go to HELL and to find someone else to dump shit on and then never remove when someone else can do it. I know this sounds like a rant and it probably is but i just had to get this off of my chest, if you have had any similiar WTF moments tell me about them. Later, VINNY

Broken Heart
A broken heart is hard to mend It's full of pain and strife Until it heals it's very hard To get on with your life You lose sleep and spend a lot of time crying It's hard to get out of bed when all you do is feel like dying It's hard to concentrate on normal everyday things and even your job You want to close yourself off from everyone, do nothing but sob But broken hearts do mend It just takes time To heal inside and out You body, soul and mind

Random Thoughts
i can't blog on my normal blog because my SQL is vommiting on me and i don't feel like cleaning it up and i have to blog. it's the only thing i know how to do lately. nate and i are broken up. "officially single" though i can't even get past the fact that we're really broken up. single. no nate. no fairytail. no forever. all down the shitter it went. why bother? i was so happy and content pre-letting someone into my life again. only to be broken hearted and disappointed. again. are you going to be something else i have to survive? apparently so.

Ricky Bar
Beautiful" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://www.videobomb.cz/video/Beautiful_Agony__25">Beautiful Agony 25 The cold north wind begins to blow Lady Winter pulls up her blanket of snow She tucks the land in nice and tight The land then sleeps through winter's plight For several months the land will sleep But hush my darling don't you weep Soon...the land agian will wake Lovely flowers Mother Spring doth make She sends her warm, nurshing showers That are full of her growing powers The snow crocus is the first to wake From it's head, winter's plight it doth shake At this time the faries begin thier work and thier chores they never sherk They wake the land and paint it bright So open your eyes and enjoy the sight! The days begin to grow longer As summers sun grows stronger Children play in the sprinklers stream As summer birds sit and preen. Summers end is drawing near The fall colors will soon be here Autumn comes with it's colorful arrays And the ni

Ct Friends
SHE IS BEHIND IN ALL OF THESE, IM BEGGIN FOR HELP!! PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME IN THESE CONTESTS :D!!! MUCH LUV 2 U second contest for me, please show me some sweet cherry loving!! third contest SHE WOULD DO IT FOR U IF U ASKED HER!!!!

Mypoetry
Consuming jealousy I'am jealous of the air you breath, of the soap that cleanses your body,I'am jealous of the rain that pours on your face, and the sun that warms your winter days, I'am jealous of the way you love the flowers and the vase they wear,I'am jealous of the clothes your bed wears that can touch every part of your skin,I'am jealous of the mirror that can see your face every morning day and night. I'am jealous yes I'am, even when you let my winds fly free and they traveled to many seas,I'am still there facing my awe, consuming my flesh, and my body speaking a language i can't even comprehend, like a black rose,that lies on a empty vase, what do you do? when the life you had, is gone and the one you were living for is no longer there, what is there left? where do you go, what Doctor can cure an injured heart,A Doctor love is just a tale, theres no cure for an injured heart, nor is there for an empty vase. Elena Toledo Copyright ©2007

Pndoras Box
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/realisticweightcontrol http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mid-life-divas http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Kathouseretrokitchn Title: Kathouse Retro Kitchn' Description: Getting in the Mood Do you like pinups, Burlesque, Retro, music, style? C'mon in!!! Subscribe to http://groups.yahoo.com/group/kathouseretrokitchn You fill up my senses, like a night in a forest. Like the mountains in springtime, like a walk in the rain. Like a stom in a desert, like a sleepy blue ocean. Come let me love you, Come love me again! Come let me love you Let me give my life to you Let me drown in laughter, Let me die in your arms. Let me lay down beside you, Let me always be with you. You fill up my senses, Come fill me again!

Episode One:lunatic Chicks
there is such a specimen.and she comes in a number of varieties.be wary of her fellas. i have looked this beast square in the eyes on many occasions.and do you know what i saw?lunacy. she sees you in the bar,at the club,in the mall.....wherever.she approaches with something like;hi there,my name is blah and i saw you walking by and i just had to talk to you. at this time youre probably thinking;this girl has guts.she says what she feels and shes not afraid to go for what she wants.by the time its all said and done,you cant stand her because she never shuts up.and although your assessment of her character as a person who says what she feels was correct.you failed to notice that nine times out of ten what she says and when she says it is wholly inappropriate.like when you were at a restaraunt and she blurted out something about this medical program she watched earlier where the doctor performed a labiaplasty.or how about when the waiter accidently forgot to fill her water glass up

Mothers
Well Dink and I bought a new house! We moved in thursday and spent the night. I've been unpacking and realized I have toooooo much shit and not enough house LMAO! Who whould have thought that there was more closet space in an apartment?!?!? I see a yard sale in my future! This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless a

Warning!!!
Hidden camera uncovers scam artists. http://mfile.akamai.com/12924/wmv/vod.ibsys.com/2006/0503/9152183.200k.asx (may be you already know this, I DID NOT !!) Talk about frightening... Throw away ALL OUTDATED pancake mix you have in your home, PLEASE! If you don't believe me, read this article and then follow the 'Link' below to SNOPES. Sorry to be the Grim Reaper of bad news, but I would rather have you ALIVE, besides a $2.00 box of pancake mix is NOT worth your life. P.S. You might want to tell this to your children, grandchildren, nephews, nieces and anyone else who keeps pancake mix in the cupboard. WARNING - READ ON. AND CHECK SNOPES TOO. From Snopes: I recently made a batch of pancakes for my healthy 14-year-old son, using a mix that was in our pantry. He said that they tasted "funny," but ate them anyway. About 10 minutes later, he began having difficulty breathing and his lips began turning purple. I gave him his allergy pill, had hi

Songs That Stick
I can't believe how much can can be comsumed by one song. (check out the video on my profile) Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself instead of calamity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got

Time For A Break
Well the time is almost upon me.....What is that you may ask?, well come June of every year, my son comes down for the summer...Therefore, I will be taking a break from CherryTap and Myspace and every other website I belong too. I won't be completely deleting my profile, but I won't be on here as much over the summer. However, I'll still keep my IM's open for those of you I chat with on a daily basis, I just might not reply as quickly..Which I'm sure alot of you can understand being parents yourselves. (there is another blog with my IM's incase I don't have you and you wish to add me) On that note, I have to get to work :( Have a great day everyone Fred

Hey Everyone
Well im woundering if there is really ture happiness? or is it just something we all wish for as we are growing up?? I think there is real happiness.. kisses to all my friends who make me happy everyday of my life.. I love you all Well this is a little note to you all I talk to on here, that I will not be on for a while after next week. I will be moving from California to Oklahoma. It's a big move, but its something I need to. My grandparents live in OK. and well they are not doing very well. So the family is moving out there to be with them while we can. Im not sure how long it will be until I get back up and running online but you can count on me being back at some point lol.. I hope you guys are all safe and sound while im away I will miss you all. Remember just because im not on here dont mean you cant keep the love coming to me here. On the bright side of things I will be able to go to OU!!!!!!!!! something I wanted sence I was little lol yay for me !!!! Ok im not sure wh

I Dont Know
i am so proud of my wife she is 33 and she is going to walk across the stage to get her high school dep. after being out of school for so long she went back and took care of it this just shows you that no matter how hard you work in life and want something you can do it i dont know what im doing here but im going to find out i rember back to when u was in high school and you told i want to go in the army and i told u that what a good idia even the army has took u places and showed u thing i could never show u thay tought u to fight and kill they brought you kids in you live they made u a man and i am so proud to call you my brother we have had good time and bad time witch that comes in life i dont care who reads this weather you dislike what i said or like what i said this if for my friend and brother whom i loved dearly i cant tell him my self how i fell but if i had not told him that he had a good idia to make himself a better man he would still be with us today

Thoughts
It seems no matter where you are in a relationship it's always lacking trust, and like a key opens a door, trust is what opens a heart. Without trust you begin to worry day and night somehow gaining insecurities within yourself that makes you question the love you two share. You start to feel unworthy, you have so much to say, will there ever be trust or just that constant pain, because of those feelings there's an emptiness in your heart. you feel it's easiest to just move on, but you wonder if you'll ever find a love so strong, so just take his hand, put your trust in him, because love without trust isn't love at all..... Why am I afraid of the word L.O.V.E? It is so simple to say…. But so hard to do for me…. Maybe it isn't love that's hard it's trusting… Trusting my thoughts…. Trusting my desires…. Trusting my hopes…. Trusting my dreams… Trusting my heart…. Equals my love… Why can't I love you? I don't love me enough to love you with all my heart…

Www.photographilia.com
come check out the new site. and vote for me for calendar girl, i already made the cover that's to all of ya'll. now it time for the calendar. lol and also be sure to sign up today as well thanks for all the support!!!!!!

Thanks!
Sometimes we sit and think why is life so hard. Why are all these bad things going on in my life. Then you are faced with the unspeakable. The lost of one of your limbs. I lost my left leg in a motorcycle semi accident. I find myself thinking who is going to want me. My kids look at diffrently and treat me a little diffrent now. My family is the same way. My friends don't talk to me any more. So you think is there anything eles to live for but you get up everyday and push throught the day even though it hurts. But i also think that god saved my life for some reason. I'm still on this earth for some reason and that reason is his. So if anyone has any thoughts to add feel free. They are always welcome. I want to say thank you to every one that has read my last blog and commented on.That has left there words of wisedom.Life is not always what we think is should be or doesn't always turn out the way we want it to.I'm sad to say that i'll be movein away by the end of this month.Not sure whe

My Dream World
My Dream World So peaceful as the moon shinesWithin my dreams I see The glow of your perfection Always here with me Upon the stars and moonbeams Each one that falls from high I gather them while dreaming Not one of them gets by No matter where I go now While sleeping or awake We travel to the places Where angels bring daybreak

Fucking Duh
Learn Chinese In 5 Minutes directions: read these outloud (English Phrase) I think you need a facelift (Chinese Phrase) Chin Tu Fat (English Phrase) Are you hiding a fugitive? (Chinese Phrase) Hu Yu Hai Ding? See me A.S.A.P. Kum Hia Nao Stupid Man Dum Gai Small Horse Tai Ni Po Ni Did you go to the beach? Wai Yu So Tan? I bumped into a coffee table Ai Bang Mai Ni It's very dark in here Wai So Dim This is a tow away zone No Pah King You are not very bright Yu So Dum I got this for free Ai No Pei I am not guilty! Wai Hang Mi? Please stay a while longer Wai Go Nao? They have arrived Hai Dei Kum. Stay out of sight Lei Lo He's cleaning his automobile Wa Sing Ka. Your body odor is offensive Yu Stin Ki I thought you were on a diet? Wai Yu Mun Ching?

Marriage
Marriage (Part I ) Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not." (DARN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife -- Cold As Ever'!" "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die,

Mid-life Crisis
When I was married 25 years, I took a look at my wife one day and Said, "Honey, 25 years ago, we had a cheap apartment, a cheap car, slept on a sofa bed and watched a 10-inch black and white TV, but I got to sleep every night with a hot 25-year-old blonde." Now, we have a nice house, nice car, big bed and plasma screen TV, but I'm sleeping with a 50-year-old woman. I said to my wife, “It seems to me that you are not holding up your side of things." My wife is a very reasonable woman. She told me to “go out and find a hot 25-year-old blonde”, and she would “make sure that I would once again be living in a cheap apartment, driving a cheap car, sleeping on a sofa bed and watching a 10-inch black and white TV”. Aren't older women great? They really know how to solve your mid-life Crisis.......

Funnies
Hi all again, i've uploaded a load more funny pics if you fancy a giggle :o) Enjoy! (Looking forward to Dazzy's comments as usual)! LMAO Jeff :o) Hello all...! If you get some time and need a laugh come and take a look at the new pics i've added to my 'funnies' folder....hope you enjoy & have a giggle! Jeff :o)

Where Ever I May Go
Sitting here pondering once again. Today is the 2nd of May and I leave to go back to the USA in 17 days. Right now all that is crossing my mind is that it is 17 days too soon. Yesterday when Rudi and I went into the city, everytime I looked at him, I swear I fell a little deeper in love. Didnt know it was possible, but the feelings I have for this man take my breath away. Having to leave Germany for at least 90 days before I come back feels like a life time to me. But that goes back to the name of this blog, Where ever I may go, its just a reminder that where ever I may be, the love for Rudi will be stronger then ever. I really do feel that our relationship is strong enough for this time apart, although I wont like it, I know that its something we have to do. After being so addicted to his touch and sweet embrace its going to be a little lonely without having those in my life. I honestly believe I have my soulmate here in Germany....Rudi if you read this I love you with all of my heart

*!!!attn: Help Wanted!!!*
*!!!ATTN: HELP WANTED!!!* WRITERS NEEDED Ezra and I need help from writers with a flare for writing kinky fetish/BDSM/crossdressing stories to use on our website. Understand our website is very new and we can not afford to pay you for your services, however full credit would be given to you. Any subject would be welcomed. *!!!ATTN: HELP WANTED!!!* MODELS NEEDED Ezra and I would be interested meeting people who would like to appear on film. We are especially interested women and cossdressers, but we are open to meeting all. We would especialy like to meet submisives whom would like to appear on film with one or both of us. Understand our website is very new and we can not afford to pay you for your services. However, you will be paid amply in fun. This could be a great opprotunity for a young and aspiring model to build his/her portfolio since we may be interested in filming you solo as well as with the two of us. We would like to take this opprotunity to thank e

A Poem
This is a poem i wrote 11 mnths after my dad passed away It’s been 11 months And i still cannot believe you’ve gone Just when i think i’m coping Depression hits me so hard Time since your passing, gone so quick Will i ever adjust All the time we had I never really knew you So many things i never said You never knew my life Maybe you now know it all I hope you are at peace I miss you 10:30 She sits and thinks of what she's done Why did she hurt him so bad? She loves him so much It was one night of passion 10:30 He wonders why she did it Did he treat her so badly? Did he not love her enough? How could she do it? 10:40 One night of passion She has destroyed it all All that love,ripped apart Why did she do it? 10:40 He lays down,thinks about life He knows it's now time to sleep An eternal dreamless sleep He hopes she forgives him 10:40 As she lays down Her life flashes before her The lifeforce drains

Sum Thing That Bother Me
ok as sum of yhall know i havent been my self lately and yes there area few reason for that..the fisrt and for most important i would like to show how much i love my baby but i cant on here cuz it will cuz drama with others...and then there others arent important but still...like names and making it look like ur wit sumone else on here yes that gets to me...even kno it is just the internet and i kno how u feel about me and us in real life sweetie it still gets to me as it would you too my love...yes i kno everything to the fulest i just feel like if our love is as strong as it feels then it should matter who kno and wut they same abt it i mean yes this is the internet and we kno wut we are doing in real life here...but baby i would just like to be able to exprees my feeling and show just how i feel for and about you...i mean yea it would cuz sum shit on here and i kno this is where we both come and just let go but baby it hurts for me to go to your page and see sum of the things i do i

Random Shyt
FOR ALL THE FREAKS check this site out.... www.adultfriendfinder.com ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ there is a membership fee which is worth it you'll see what i mean that's if youR into that so go have fun!!! ****Note: No I AM NOT ON THAT SITE.**** My girl told me about it so Im just passing info ;) ENJOY A blonde and a brunette are walking down the street. The brunette says to the blonde, "My boyfriend has dandruff so I give him Head and Shoulders." The blonde replies, "How do you give shoulders? What do men and bathroom stalls have in common? A: They`re either taken or full of shit! What does a vending machine and Monica Lewinsky have in common? A: They both say insert BILL HERE. A guy and a girl met at a restaurant. They`re getting along so well that they decide to go to the girl`s place. A few drinks later, the guy takes off his shirt and washes his hands. He then takes off his pants and washes his hands. So the girl looks at him and says: "You m

Contests
THIS IS A CT FOOTBALL LEAGUE BASED ON RATES GIRLS AND GUYS INCLUDED HOW TO PLAY THERE WILL BE SIX PPL TO A TEAM EACH ..EACH TEAM MEMBER MUST COLLECT RATES FOR THEMSELVES AND THEN THE TOTAL WILL BE ADDED FOR THAT TEAM. THE TEAM WITH THE MOST COMBINED RATES WILL WIN GAME!! THE TEAMS EACH TEAM WILL CONSIST OF SIX PLP (COACH, QB, RB,WR,LB,SS) WHAT I NEED TO GET THIS STARTED VICE PRESIDENT (2ND IN COMMAND OF THE LEAGUE) COACHES(ALSO OWNER OF THERE TEAM ..IN CHARGE OF FORMING TEAM) THERE WILL BE SEASON END REWARDS FOR THE FOLLOWING COACH OF THE YEAR QB OF THE YEAR RB OF THE YEAR WR OF THE YEAR LB OF THE YEAR SS OF THE YEAR PLAYER OF THE YEAR CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL MVP CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL WINNER One Week Blast Will Be Given To Each Member Of Superbowl Winning Team Games will be held every Tuesday AND Sunday. The length of season is yet to be determined based on number of teams. COACHES: Select 5 players for ur team. Assign

Read... Fill Out.... And Return To Me...
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.) 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.) 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.) 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.) 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.) 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.) 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.) 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.) 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.) 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.) 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.) 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.) 13.)Q. What would you do if you were st

Im In A Contest
HERE IS THE LINK ITS FOR SWEETEST GIRL/GUY CONTEST....HERE IS THE LINK ....THANKS TO ALL OF U ....XOXOXOXOX...SHIRL http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=449861&i=2485150264 I NEED ALL TO HELP ME COMMENT MY PIC WITH THE LINK BELOW SO I CAN WIN A BLAST ITS FOR THE SWEETEST GIRL/GUY CONTEST....HELP ME OUT PLEASE!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=449861&i=2485150264 HERE IS THE LINK HELP ME OUT PEOPLE....THANKS http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=449861&i=2485150264

Just Be You!
Its like you woke up one morning looked in the mirror but it wasnt you there it may have looked like you but it wasnt you,the one I cared about you just got up and ran away.There was no reason or even a exsplanation for why and not even a good bye or a thankyou it was more like F--- you.But you still call me and say you love me ,the way you cry in my arms telling me how he treats you so bad but you still go there,Well when you come back down to earth n off that B.S because maybe im a shmuck or just a cool dude but im always there for you to lean on just dont forget where you came from and who got you where you are now I havent changed just learned alot.

Songs I Relate To!!
My eyes seek reality My fingers seek my veins There's a dog at your back step He must come in from the rain I fall 'cause I let go The net below has right away So my eyes seek reality And my fingers seek my veins The trash fire is warm But nowhere safe from the storm And I can't bare to see What I've let me be So wicked and worn So as I write to you Of what is done and to do Maybe you'll understand And won't cry for this man 'cause low man is due Please forgive me My eyes seek reality My fingers feel for flame Touch clean with a dirty hand I touched the clean to the waste The trash fire is warm But nowhere safe from the storm And I can't bare to see What I've let me be So wicked and worn So as I write to you, yeah Of what is done and to do, yeah Maybe you'll understand And won't cry for this man 'cause low man is due Please forgive me Please forgive me Please forgive me So low the sky is all I see All I want from you is forgive me So yo

Thoughts From The Mind Of The Broken & Confused!
I met this (man) in march of 2007. He totd me he had beed separeated since May of 06'.I like a dumpass I believed him, We started dating for awhile just for him to come tell me they were trying to work things out. So I butt out , I told him I would be there for him if he needed me. Well, she went to GA for IDK what and called him from a bed of another guy. So he called me, Of course I came. Then she came back down they started to try again. He was taking to me on the computer because they were fighting. She ended up putting him in jail. I was there for him. She hauled ass to GA. Ans this was after she tried to run me over because she knew I was pregnent with his child. Which i lost. He moved in with me after getting out of jail and there was no contact for like 6 months then she has her sister call everyone they know to try and find him. So in new years eve he was on the phone with here for god knows how long. Needless to say evertime se came down he had to sleep with her. But tellin

My Poems, And Stories.
Cascada – Everytime We Touch lyrics I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me I still feel your touch in my dreams Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why Without you it's hard to survive 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear my heart beat so, I can't let you go Want you in my life Your arms are my castle Your heart is my sky They wipe away tears that I've cried The good and the bad times We've been through them all You make me rise when I fall 'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last Need you by my side 'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static And everytime we kiss I reach for the sky Can't you hear m

Our Baby!
A cherished gift Your family's love A gift to me From God above Embraced my life With open arms I feel so safe Away from harm You make me feel Like I belong A strange emotion Once thought gone Your family's trust I'll always keep Your family's love I'll treasure deep So you think you are ready to walk the line Of motherhood and nursery rhymes. Your baby grows but won’t remember How carefully you eased those first few whimpers. Your nerves will break and patience shatter, As your darling child begins to chatter. But a payment of love is priceless indeed Like the times they hide behind mom's knees. Then one day as you clean their room A letter of love that rings the doom This child no more, has become a teen And mom is no longer the reigning queen. One day your child will walk to the altar Your body shake and mind will falter. Your child walks into a new life today Your old life now seems to fade away. But then one day as you catch the laugher Of a l

Cherry's Blog
First I'd just like to say thank you for all for being my friend...If My account gets deleted its not me..Someone is upset with me and may use their power to try and get my account deleted..If that happens..Just remember I love you all, each in you're own special way.. To Him: You can't hurt a broken heart..I wish you the best, no matter what ILY As most of my friends know my mission in Florida was to make the best of the last days, of the man I loved 11 wonderful years..Today my love's suffering and pain has finally let him go..My sadness rocks the depths of my soul. The only thing that brings me some peace is that he suffers no more...Sept. 11th 2007, 7:47pm About My Spiro, I met him in May of '92..He a Greek Philosopher/College Professor...Witty, happy, kind and generous, Spiro took a young girl "Cherry" who was so Far from home, under his wing..He taught me about life and helped me work toward my degree..Two years later he taught me about love. His love was neve

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advice.... WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST - TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!* WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU - TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!! -HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH HER FINGERS Love it. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Well, after a 6 year marriage with the man i thought i loved, I have finally

Does Anyone Really Read Blogs?
I'm still learning what people on CT really look @ on these pages. I've had my blog up for days, and only 4 people have looked at it, and it really is an insight as to what I'm about, so....what is it exactly that people rate others on on here? Hmmmm Looks? Brains? Both? LMAO I really don't care...Personaly I'm snagged by a sense of humour, and maybe a trace of charm, looks have never been my highest "attraction" factor. So let's see how many people actually read this one *winks and wanders off*

Just Sum More Poems From Me
How do we say goodbye ... when we didn't get to say hello? We want so bad to keep you ... how do we let you go? We have so many dreams, so much love we want to share There's nothing we can do ...why is life unfair? You're our perfect angel...We dreamed you long ago We never got to hold you but it breaks our hearts to let you go The pain and confusion We feel inside We can not explain...We can not describe God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep We will love you in our hearts ... it's all We get to keep you are blessed our child ... you're in heaven up above You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love Hush our little baby...you need not ever cry You were always wanted! We wish you didn't die You'll be our sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night Reach for God's hand and go to the light We would rather endure the pain of losing you right now Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow We were blesse

Wicca
Stone Spells Protection - Amber If you feel you are being subjected to heavy negativity, light a white candle and place it on the ground or floor. Sit before it with a handful of small amber beads or pieces, and using them, create a circle around yourself. Sit within the circle while restoring your energy and closing yourself to any and all outside influences. Repeat as necessary. Place nine small beads or pieces of amber into a bath of very warm water. Soak in the tub until the water cools, then retrieve the amber, towel off, and carry or wear one of the beads or pieces until your next bath. Emotional Upset - Amethyst When emotionally upset, stressed to the point of severe mental problems, or when in any unstable condition, go to a place outside where you can be alone. Hold an amethyst in your left hand. Pour out all your feelings, your emotions, from your body through your arm, out your palm and into the stone. Feel every pain, every emotional low, every hurt. S

My Stuff
DO YOU KNOW................ This year in America, more than 211,000 women will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 43,300 will die. One woman in eight either has or will develop breast cancer in her lifetime. In addition, 1,600 men will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 400 will die this year. If detected early, the five-year survival rate exceeds 95%. Mammograms are among the best early detection methods, yet 13 million U.S. women 40 years of age or older have never had a mammogram. Your click on the "Fund Free Mammograms" button helps fund free mammograms, paid for by site sponsors whose ads appear after you click and provided to women in need through the efforts of the National Breast Cancer Foundation to low-income, inner-city and minority women, whose awareness of breast cancer and opportunity for help is often limited. ***Click on the pink square & when you get there, click again on the picture of the little pink square.... Click every day to give hope to women i

Pointless Rantings
well i am going on my 3rd day without sleep. i usually work at night from about 3 in the afternoon till about 3 in the mourning. i started a new job this week too that starts about 7 in the mourning and the past 2 day i have had to go straight from there to my other job. its not hard i take care of kids dureing the day an 8 month old and a 4 year old. at night a 1 year old and a 2 year old they are all sweet kids but once you go so long without sleep and cant smoke around them so i am lucky if i get a break long enough to smoke a cig every 3 or 4 hours so needless to say i have not been in the best of moods and as far as i can see i dont have a day off anytime in the near future i dont know how much longer i am goin to be able to keep this up but both of the jobs are for freinds of mine and i cant say no to anyone much less freinds so i guess i am pretty much screwed i have no idea what i am going to do i am starting to get very impatient with them and thats not fair for the kids and t

Whatever
after a week of fightin cold it seems 2 b breaking ...... was a warm sunny day so i got out of the confined house and walked down to the store ...... enjoyed da fresh air and layed down a bit afterwards 2 rest my sore leg ...... loved layin in my bed when my kitty cuddles up next 2 me ....... glad 2 maybe b rid of this maybe tommorrow b4 i move next week ....... thanks 4 all the cards, kind words & prayersLOVE CHUCK helloIf ya rate 30 stash items or pic I will send ya a teddy bear if ya email me when ya done ........ HUGS, Chuck hot humid 94 was 90 at 7pm when i walked to store bearly made it back .... the ac felt good when i crawled thru the door & poured myslef a cold drink ...... may b a little cooler tommorow

Dark Masters & Servants Society
Here are members of the Society. Its your duty to seek them out as a member. All should add me to family as soon only family Members will be allowed access to Society bulletins, blogs and pictures. I will add members as my schedule permits. My dedicated slave and servant Gypsy~Freaks R Us Family Member~@ CherryTAP ~just becky *DM & SS Mages Family~@ CherryTAP Sir Critter & baby doll ~ Dark Masters & servants Society ~ D/s family@ CherryTAP freakymilf1967/magesmuse@ CherryTAP Mezmereyez*FREAKS~R~US FAMILY MEMBER*~Lord Mages 4th of 5~@ CherryTAP http://cherrytap.com/ladyraevyn Freak of the Irish *Freaks R Us Family Member* ~LORD MAGES FIFTH OF FIVE~@ CherryTAP moonshyne~Lord Mages Muse~ Dark Masters & Servants Society@ CherryTAP Dreamyeyed*** Freaks R Us Family Member***~LORD MAGES THIRD OF FIVE~@ CherryTAP Cin~Curse of The Howling Wolves of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~Mage's Muse~'s http://cherrytap.com/darkkitty http://cherrytap.com/user/774598

Red Neck Sex Test
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. The clitoris is a type of flower. True or False 2. A pubic hair is a wild rabbit. True or False 3. Spread Eagle is an extinct bird. True or False 4. Vagina is a medical term used to describe a Heart Attack. True or False 5. A menstrual cycle has three wheels. True or False 6. A G-string is part of a fiddle. True or False 7. Semen is a term for sailors. True or False 8. Anus is a Latin term for yearly. True or False 9. Testicles are found on an Octopus. True or False 10. Asphalt describes rectal problems. True or False 11. KOTEX is a radio station in Cincinnati. True or False 12. Masturbate is used to catch large fish. True or False 13. Coitus is a musical instrument. True or False 14. Fetus is a character on Gunsmoke. True or False 15. An umbilical chord is part of a parachute. True or False 16. A condom is a large apartment complex. True o

Salute Contest I Enterd
My contest will open tonight [May 1] at 11 pm central time...it will end one week from today [May 8] at 11 pm central time! There are two separate contests...one is the ladies and one is the gentlemen. There is a 3 day blast for the winner of each gender...so even if you're in the contest you can bomb for someone of the opposite gender. THERE IS NO SELF BOMBING Each comment will be worth one point. In the case of a tie the number of rates will be multiplied by 2 and added to the number of comments to determine the winner! And now the fun stuff! Here are the contestants for my salute contest! The ladies first: Alison Mommy 2 be USMC sweetheart White Tiger Misty Morbid Dragon Slave Dragons Fire brat Bending Paris Babydoll0215 AND now the gentlemen: Mysta Rhyme The Big Mike Harley Rider

Employee Training...
In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from employees, it will be our policy to keep all employees well trained through our program of Special High Intensity Training (S.H.I.T). We are trying to give employees more S.H.I.T than anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T on the job, please see your manager. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T list, and our managers are especially skilled at seeing that you get all the S.H.I.T you can handle. Employees who do not take their S.H.I.T will be placed in Departmental Employee Evaluation Programs (D.E.E.P S.H.I.T) Those who fail to take D.E.E.P S.H.I.T seriously will have to go to Employee Attitude Training (E.A.T S.H.I.T). Since our managers took S.H.I.T before they were promoted, they do not have to do S.H.I.T anymore, as they are all full of S.H.I.T already. If you are full of S.H.I.T, you may be interested in a job training others. We can add your

For Family Only!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK GUYS HERE IS THE THING I HAVE 50 PPL IN MY FAMILY AND LOVE YA ALL BUT I DONT TALK TO MOST OF U ANYMORE IF U ARE IN MY FAMILY AND WANT TO STAY LET ME KNOW IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS OR I WILL REMOVE YOU BUT STILL KEEP U AS A FRIEND THANKS SO MUCH LOVE,LOLLY

Stolen Philosophy
I have always loved philosophy and insight. Sometimes there are "AHA" moments, "duh" moments and "ouch" or "oh shit" moments. The following stolen philosophy is a little of each: The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts.

Drama Free
I recently posted a bulletin about my cousin and recieved a great response from those of you outside my family and friends. I want to send out a huge THANK YOU for your responses. I also want to thank those of you in my family and friends that also reponded with sympathy.You mean alot to me and lots of love to you all. However, there were those of you who chose to ignore my request and have therefore been removed and blocked. No you did not just miss it as yor point whoring, people hating bulletins were posted right after mine. Unless you are blind how could you miss it. those of you that know me well enough know I don't care for the Drama of points or hate. I have been there for many of my family and friends to laugh, share, love, and even cry. I have attempted to respond when needed and haven't asked much. I won't either. I am here for a good time. Let's laugh, share, love, and maybe if you need it a shoulder or hug to help you get through a tough time. i don't like remov

Mind Of May
Every time before I go to bed I think about the child I may never have. The love and strength I have to share to the lil one that may never be. To the women out there who want one or already have one you know how much it would be wonderful. Its hard enough dealing with lifes shortcomings. I believe if I had a child it would give me more focus. To kill myself for him/her in the long run. I can't hate myself for thinking this way. To compare myself to other guys who don't pay child support or don't know there asshole from a hole in the ground. I want to be that go to dad..the one who seems like they know everything. I wanna hold my kid at night when we watch the same movie over and over just cause he/she likes it. I have no idea where these thoughts came from. I'm probably far from even having a serious relationship. I don't know where life is going for me or who I am entirely. All I know is that I'm a good man and i know what affection means to a kid. Maybe one day,

The Love
Each time W/we meet the love grows leaps and bounds To fill You in my arms warms me inside When You take my face between Your hands i feel like never before Your lips only touch mine in body and soul When O/our bodies become one everything else in the world melts away You cleanse my body and soul With You i reach new heights i have never known before When it ends after each encounter i feel a sorrow that i have never felt in my life i long and hurt deep down inside myself Until the time W/we can be together again.

Numb (a Song I Just Wrote)
(Intro) WELL, I AM NUMB, N- I'M NOT COLD, BUT I'M NOT WARM, ANYMORE..... (Verse1) AND NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, N- THOUGH I MAY LOVE YOU, WELL, I'LL NEVER BE IN LOVE, I BURIED WHO I WAS, GIVEN UP ON CRAZY LOVE, I'M LIVIN MY LIFE SAFE, (Chorus) WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB (2) HEY, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB, YEAH, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB.... (Verse 2) AND WE'RE NO LONGER US, CUZ I'M NO LONGER ME, YOU CAN BLAME IT ON THE GAME, BUT IT'LL NEVER BE THE SAME, CUZ I'LL NEVER TAKE THE RISK, I'M LIVIN MY LIFE SAFE, (Chorus) WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB (2) I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB, YEAH, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB.... (Bridge) ANOTHER NIGHT, ANOTHER DAY, I'M GOIN ON AND ON THIS WAY, WELL, I DON'T CARE - WHATEVER IT TAKES, WHATEVER'S GOOD FOR ME, WHATEVER'S GOOD FOR THEM, CUZ I'M JUST LIVIN MY LIFE, (chorus) WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT SAFE, WELL, I'M JUST LIVIN IT NUMB, YEAH I'M JUST LI

Original Poetry
Did You Touch Me? by: La-Shanta Holloway Did you touch me? I know, I know that sounds like a weird question to ask But, as I stand here in awe-struck confusion, thinking of you, I can only ask, Did you touch me? It might have been that soft caress your eyes brushed on my face as you gazed deep into the heart of me Or, it could have been that breeze off your breath as you whispered in my ears With words so soft they crashed into me so hard they drew tears Could it have been a fathom graze of your fingertips on my skin? I ask again, Did you touch me? I listen daily to your words of endearment from your mouth to God's ears, bypassing my soul, my yearning desire, lighting a fire from my toes to the tipy top of my head Causing confusion and excitement and loss of breath; a light to glean in my eyes for everyone passing by to see, I need to know, Did you touch me? As I sleep and dream, toss and turn alone in my bed as my core being begins to burn with th

Mother Fucker Had It Coming
I KNOW A BOY UNLIKE ANY OTHER, HE IS SWEET, KIND, AND REALLY FINE. I SIT HERE AND SEE HIS FACE NO MATTER WHAT WHAT I LOVE HIS FACE. I WORSHIP THE GROUND HE WALKS ON HE TOLD ME THAT HE LOVED ME AND THAT HE ALWAYS WOULD JUST WHEN I STARTED TO BELIEVE HIM HIS ATTITUDE CHANGED TO WAY TO GOOD I FOUND HIM WITH MY BEST FRIEND DOING MORE THEN FRIENDLY THINGS BUT I KNEW IN MY HEART THAT I STILL LOVED HIM AND I ASKED HIM BACK OUT AGAIN NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES NO MATTER WHAT HE SAYS I'LL ALWAYS LOVE HIM NOW I WISH THAT HE WAS MINE NO MATTER WHAT I DO NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY HE'LL NEVER BE MINE IN TIME HE'LL NEVER BE MY VALENTINE HE'S WAITING FOR THE PERFECT TIME THEN HIS DEED BE DONE THEN I'LL BE GONE WITH SOMEONE NEW AND HE'LL BE LOST IN LOVE HE'LL BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE UNTIL HE GETS HURT AND THEN HE'LL COME RUNNING BACK TO ME AND WANT TO GO BACK OUT AGAIN AND THEN NO MATTER WHAT ILL TAKE HIM IN ILL HUG HIM AND HOLD HIM UNTIL HE DOES IT ALL OVER AGAIN WELL THIS TIME I WON'T TAKE HIM BACK EVEN I

Are You Pure Or Wild ??
Well Hello to ya'll !! Man have I missed all my friends here. Sorry if I haven't replied to mails and comments or friend requests for a while now but I went home to upstate NY to be with my youngest daughter when she had her 1st baby. And Dallas Clayton Miller was born May 29, 2007, weigghing in at 7# 5 oz. and 20½ " long. Oh what a BEATIFUL baby he is !!! But then of course he takes after his grandma, so it's only natural that he would be such a cutie-pie. Hehehe. But oh you must check out my pics of him. Well anyways, I've been gone home to NY for 3 weeks now but i'm finally back . So I promise I will get back to each and every one of you as time permits with my busied schedule now that i'm home again. and , OH, Ny is so beatiful this time of year. Really hated to come back to Kansas but gotta do what ya gotta do, right ? But anyways, IM BACK ! So send me all that LOVE ya'll been savin up for me ! Show me ya missed me ! :)) Discover Your Purity Level Find out ho

Contests Of Contests Finally Over
The Contests of Contests.B.G.D.'s vs. Lovingman.We held the lead by 2,000 points the entire way but lost it today.Traitorous Loyalty or lack of it,caused this Defeat.It's my Appinion that Ct Corporate controls the outcome of these friggin contests.The errors u sometimes get at the most inoperative time is just to regular to be accidental.As I have commenting Bombing down pat.There all fixed.Just like my Morph contest that was Fixed at well.Can't prove non of it,just Gut Feeling.But I know it was. Hopefully I can get back into leaveing comments for my morning rounds.I also will be Deleeteing up to 200 Traitors whom came to my Cof from either the L.D.C or Club F.A.R..All friend Requests will be put on hold,as well.All Family members if u don't have a Morph pic yet an if u want one let me know.I'd rather have everyone with a wolf Morph.Shame I join'd club F.A.R,I'd rather not be affilleated with any organization here on the Tap,to tell the truth.I'd rather have just 50 friends,no call f

I Give Up!
I completely give up! I've really been nice to people, been a good cop, husband and father! Have been a good friend to some as well! And have always tried to do the right thing! NONE of it has paid off, NONE! However, I love all my peeps regardless, but I'm at the point now to where it's, (fuck it all!)!

I Am Leaving Cherry Tap
I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS ALL DAY AND I HAVE DECIDED TO LEAVE CHERRY TAP. I HAVE MADE SOME GREAT FRIENDS AND WILL MISS YOU ALL. CHERRY TAP HAS GOTTEN OUT OF HAND AND IS NOT FUN ANYMORE. I AM TIRED OF ALL OF THE DUMB ASS MESSAGES THAT WE GET SAYING THAT WE ARE COMMENTING TO FAST OR RATEING TO FAST. WHEN THERE IS A PROBLEM AND YOU CONTACT SOMEONE FROM THE CHERRY TAP SUPPORT ABOUT IT THEY TELL YOU TO JUST CHILL OUT AND TALK TO THEM THE NEXT DAY ABOUT IT. I PAY FOR A VIC AND EXPECT CUSTOMER SERVICE (NOW THAT IS A JOKE). THERE IS ALSO SO MUCH BULL SHIT AND DRAMA ON HERE THAT IT IS SICKENING. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ADULTS AND NOT TEENAGERS BUT YOU SURE CAN NOT TELL IT BY THE WAY SOME FOLKS ACT. NOW I AM OFF TO DELETE ALL MY PHOTOS. SO TO ALL I SAY GOODBYE. YOU WILL BE MISSED. ALSO IF YOU HAVE MY SPACE YOU CAN FIND ME HERE http://www.myspace.com/wvnative

Losing Battle!
Life ALWAYS throws hard curves at a person.One can try and try again, but continues to lose at everything they do! Picking up the peices and moving on seems like the thing to do, but how much MORE of the same old thing, can ONE person take before completely losing their minds!?! It's a battle that some just DON'T WIN!

Rambling
when you live only for your dreams everyday is just a nightmare every day is just a cycle it seems a cycle of pain agony and despair when blood runs cold when thoughts of suicide plague your mind when pain is all you feel when you no longer believe in a god when you question your reason for life everything will be ok the dark skies shall turn to light the barren ground shall sprout with new life just look ahead and not behind and the pain will be out of sight and out of mind whered ya go i miss you so seems like its been forever that youve been gone she said somedays i feel like shit somedays i wanna quit and just be normal for a bit i dont understand why you always have to be gone i get along but the trips feel so long and i find myself tryin to stay by the phone cuz your voice always helps me when i feel so alone but i feel like an idiot workin my day around the call but when i pick up i dont have much to say so i want you to know its a little fucked up

Do Not Rip My Pics!
i just want to say please respect me do not rip my pics because i been forced to give one of my pics to someone and iam feeling uncomfortable with doing that if i dont want to and i'm getting upset about it because he wont leave me alone i took him off my friends list because i felt that he was trying to rush me into a relationship that i'm not ready for and he's trying to get me into a contest that that i dont want to get into right now and i have not been speaking to him at all i just been ignoring him and i thank alot of you for all the rates on my photos and comments on them i really appreciate it and the reason why i'm posting this the last time i was on cherrytap some people were ripping them without asking me first it got me alittle upset about it and i couldnt do nothing about it i didnt really want to report it to anyone and i didnt want to cause any trouble for anyone well i just wanted to let you all know how i feel about this i do not want my pics stolen and being post

I Do Alot Of Writting-some May Like, Some May Not.
In the realms of filth and waste Dwells the beasts of the unholy Living in bile and human remains Feeding off sadness, depression and pain Ruler of dark and bringer of hate Set your eyes, so ends your fate Dare you step in his putrid loft? Scream his name, Azagthoth Cthulu calls, hear his voice Beazulbub flesh, tender and moist Hellions, Satyrs and Minions alike Destroy the Heavens with all thy might May Leviathan swim the holy sea May the Succubus and Trolls be set free Hail Satan! hail Lucifer, demonic pride Tread lightly, for the Behemoth strides May the dreaded Mammon spare your bones Song of the Harpies, turn to stone Now strive to be your Satans son This is Demonology 101 Mr Peeler and his thousand butterflies Mr. Peeler comes and goes He does not walk, he simply flows In through walls and up the stairs Little kiddies, say your prayers Go to bed when your parents say Or youll be Mr. Peelers prey You know those lids upon your eyes? Hell

First Time, Be Gentle!
I think I have gotten it together finally, Thank you to all that have been patient with this process!! Hi everyone! I was invited to this site by a GREAT guy! But I have alot to figure out!! Please be patient while I soak it all in! LOL

Eroticy (view At Ya Own Discretion)
Slowly at first then faster and faster. As Scott teased her wet pussy with his tongue Anna squirmed with ectasy and pure pleasure. Scott wrapped Anna's swollen clit into his mouth, she moaned louder as he had done that. Sucking on her swollen clit Anna squeezed her nice tits together pinching her nipples as well. Scott had slipped one finger into her tightly trimmed pussy. Anna screamed in delight as she had reached her first orgasm. Her body was shaking with sheer pleasure. Scott's cock grew harder and he felt as thogh he wanted to explode but didnt and held back. Anna begged for Scott's hard cock, he wouldn't let her have it just yet. Scott removed his finger from her glistening tight pussy. Anna begs for Scott's cock again, Scott finally gives into her demands. Scott peeled his shirt off and under his shirt revealed rock hard abs, muscular arms and a tan body. Anna was in shear lust seeing Scott's hard body in front of her. Scott came to the side of Anna's bed, he had on a pair

This Blog Is About My Interests...odd As They May Be! ;)
My favorite anime is getting a new release!!! YES! Finally, it is coming! See the origins of the world's sexiest female agent Aika Sumeragi from her early teen years...should be interesting. http://www.aika-sumeragi.jp/ Hope to see her kick some more butt!

Congradufuckinlations!
While I was bored at work today being the office bitch I began to think about this past year. So far we are only in May and so far the year has gone so right for me. I finally bought a car and actually got my drivers license. I was beginning to lose hope there. I am half way done with my Assossiates degree. Finally! I have a person who has paid for all of my classes and my work has also been helping out there. As for work they called in December and I started back with them in January. They gave me a raise and way better fucking position. And even though I may have lost a few friends as the new year began I have also made some real strong bonds with some people that i could never trade. No i dont have everything i want but in the end i have nothing to bitch about. i used to hate myself i hated everything about myself. Yes there are things about myself that im unhappy with but we all have our flaws we all have our vices. i know mine and they make me me. Take me as i am or

This Lonley Road......
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak She does her duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life She meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

My Writings,poetry And Somewhat Called Lyrics...
I give, and you take, I only ever made one big mistake, I gave you my heart and you broke it, broke it I gave you my trust,but found out your love,was lust. I gave you my all, and you never broke my fall, oh no baby you let me fall down so now you wanna come around But were through, I'm so over you I can see the way you lie,the way you made me cry, and i just can't take that hurt again. So there aint no way im ever letting you in my heart again, I gave,and regret, but, you aint' betting now were through, your clear as glass baby, and i see right through u... Loves a gift,not an obligation. Loves not a negotiation. Loves about comprimising. Loves going to leave you with a brokenheart sometimes. Loves a barrel of Laughs & Cries. Loves really cruel sometimes. Loves leaving memories. Loves left me in second place,right behind, Loves not forgiving you. Loves already left me. Loves blinded,and i'm still laying here. Loves not now, Loves really not knowing,what

Today
LIFE CAN BE FULL OF CHALLENGES. JUST GETTING UP IN THE MORNING CAN BE HARD. WHEN YOU ONLY HAVE YOU KIDS AND THEIR KIDS AS COMPANY, IT CAN BE A SUCKY DAY. YOU LOVE YOUR KIDS TO DEATH, BUT WHEN YOU WOULD LIKE YOUR SPECIAL SOMEONE WITH YOU INSTEAD, IT CAN GET TO YOU. MAKING WISHES SOMETIMES ARE ALL YOU HAVE. HOPING THOSE WISHES WILL COME TRUE, WAITING AND WAITING, THAT CAN BE THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE OF ALL. LIFE CAN SUC, BUT IT CAN ALSO BE THE BEST, IF YOUR LOOKING.

Just Bitchin
I posted a blog last night6/11 and the topic was womena and the pics they chose to have as avatars. I dont know if I worded it wrong or what, but thanx to the mumm whores everything spiraled out of hand and the comments were "interesting to say the least. The point of the mumm was: I you dont want attention from strange men asking to see your nudes/NSFW pics, then why put up an avatar that advertises you as being that type. I heard again and again that I was a perv and so on and so on. I really like CT and have met some very cool people on here. I am tired of all the self righteous people on here that have nothing to say and feel free to bash you in a mumms. As far as I know you were free to express an opinion in this country. But for the shallow people who have no lives outside of CT, I don't know if I feel more sorry for you and your lack of life, or rather sad for this world for your lack of intellegence. The bashing recieved last night was unwarranted, and if people took the time

X_stories
It was a clear morning when we were dropped off in the North Beach area of town, to be honest it was a relief, it had been foggy enough the last few days and we thought we'd be greeted by thick sea mists that would spoil the trip. There wasn't that many of us, there was a family from Arizona, I think the father had lived in frisco during the 60's and was bring the family home to look at the magical places that lived on in his mind, then there was a young guy from Portland, quiet, slim guy, and myself, and another young guy joined us as we reached the golden gate park, I took him for a local, I'm not sure why, he just looked at home there, I also think he may have been some kind of artist cuz he had a large pad of paper and a case with him that looked like the sort of case you carry paints in. At first he intrested me quite a bit, his local knowledge seemed useful, the tales of the city, the sights, the sounds, the history and culture, but I soon turned from him cuz he talked to much

Puppy Give Away
i have to get rid of my puppy because my daugter has nowhere to play. he is kenel trained and knows some comands. he is 15 months old mix between lab and golden retrever very friendly great around children if your intrested let me know. i have a pic of hime in MY FAMILY photos

Because I Dream About You...
You walk by the sweet smell of your perfume. Your eyes so soulful I make you so nervous when I look your way. I long to tell you what I see. Your sensual beauty, your sweet full lips, I so long to kiss. Your soft gentle hands, I long to hold. You walk by and still I long for you to be with me. With tears in my eyes I walk out the door. Not exactly like others before. This time for sure I know I'm not coming back. My dear sweet girl, I know I must be crazy. To leave you this way is what I must do. Take care of yourself and be kind to others too. I love you more than words can express my deepest regrets Goodbye and god bless. I lie next to her asleep in our bed. Trying to find a way to talk, to share, to care. Mostly to express my love from deep inside my heart. The angry man outside hides this love, inside a mask. A mask so tight, it suffocates me, gasping for air minute after minute. My lack of maturity shining through, showing my pain

Omg Please
hey out there i am in a contest that ends on wed june 27th, and i would really like to keep first place so i was wondering if i could please have some help in here please. here is the link hey guys please i am on now and really need help please so please come and rate and bomb like crazy and have some fun Crazy FrogWe Are The Champions (Ding A Dang Dong)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com PLEASE I REALLY NEED HELP

My Words
So cold, I am or so I say I wanna be. Why does this heart of mine still beat and yet not for me. So alone, I am or so I say thats they way it has to be. Leave me alone to my mesiry that is the only place for me. So tired, I am or so I say that is the only feeling left to me. Does this have no end?...... ***Ok be nice. I am stuck after this last line so I know it is imcomplete but I am working on it.***

Laugh ! That Is An Order
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to adultery. One Sunday, in the pulpit, he said, "if I hear one more person confess to adultery, I'll quit!" Well, everyone liked him, so they came up with a code word. Someone who had commi

Biggest Cherrytap Event Of The Year !!!!
Lend me your ears !!!! I dont normally do this but I have entered a fathers day contest that will begin June 9th and run to the 16th .... So Come one and Come all and Bomb away !!!!!! Anyone that wants to stop by and any amount of comments will help !!!!! Thanks in advance for all the help !!!!!

Features
HEY EVERYONE! I AM FEATURED IN THE JULY ISSUE OF WWE MAGAZINE. YOU CAN FIND THE ISSUE ON NEWSTANDS IN MAJOR STORES. I HAVE A SHIPMENT IN THAT WILL BE FOR SALE. THE MAGAZINE WILL SELL FOR $25.00 A COPY WITH MY PERSONAL AUTOGRAPH. THIS COST INCLUDES S/H PLEASE VISIT DANGEROUSCURVEZ.COM AND CLICK ON THE SHOP LINK TO ORDER YOUR COPY TODAY! DANGEROUS CURVEZ ALSO HAS THE OFFICIAL APPARAEL LINE UP AND READY FOR GUYS AND GIRLS. T-SHIRTS TANKS, HATS, THONGS AND MORE. ORDER AT THE SHOP LINK ON THE SITE AS WELL. XOXOX ~TANIA~ HEY EVERYONE, JUST THOUGHT I WOULD LET ALL OF YOU KNOW THAT MY FEATURE JUST WENT UP ON BEER DOT COM, AND FOOTBALLANDCHICKS DOT COM HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY AND DON'T FORGET TO PUT IN YOUR RATEING FOR ME ON BEER DOT COM :) XOXOXOX ~TANIA~ CHECK OUT MY LIVE PODCAST INTERVIEW WITH THE BEER.COM STAFF COPY AND PASTE ONE OF THE FOLLOWING LINKS BELOW: Episode #27 is ready to go. Check out my Podcast interview with Beer.com!

7 Day Blast
I just wanted to thank all the wonderful ppl that helped me win the 7 day blast! U all Rock! & I ♥ u guys! =D Show them some Cherry Luvin, they deserve it!! Ðĵ Çã§ђ™[Lµ¢¥s CT Hubby][#38 S*U*P*][CT 24/7 Krew][SiK #3][Founder of RAWR] Rate me H2 Amanda tastyflutterby laurel WOLF- Member of Club F.A.R. Darksider ~Insane Asylum Rejects~ Black Panther Medic BRAD - ©REAL MEN WEAR PINK ™® fuccky Club F.A.R Member(Everyone Sign My GuestBook) Finster Baby L1ps_0f_an_Ang3l77 [Owned by Dj Cash][CLUB F.A.R. Member] Ңŷđяø°°Đą Řє

X_law
Visit our sitewww.heritagetoday.infoOr visit the profile on Cherry Tap! Heritage Today Country Radio 105 Cherry Tap Profile I've just been reading to get past level ten you need a salute, now salutes can be a good way of proving you are you, but in the wrong hands they are also a good way for someone else to "prove" they are you. Let me tell you what happened to me 7 months ago. I actually wrote a little bit about this tonite, before I read that you need a salute to level up past level ten. I used to have a salute on this site, before you ever needed one, and I thought I was being clever having one, because I'd seen them on plenty of other sites, but someone who was here at the time, and decided to make trouble for me, ripped my salute from this site, and then proceeded to use it on other sites as a means of verification. As the salute spread around the net more and more people started to use it, and I had a hell of a job trying to keep up with things, and to protect my id

X
Somewhere within the deafening silence of tomorrow I heard a shattering heart, shards of hope, scattered on the breeze, and within each glistening peice, was a crystaline teardrop, and within each tear, was a reflection of you... There never can be a tomorrow, without a yesterday, and yesterday is you. I want to kiss away your tears, to take away your salted pain, and replace it with a smile... Wake up with me, so that we both might remember? Sleep, my lovely, sleep, rest your eyes, as you rest your weary head upon my chest, let me comfort you, protect you, and watch over you, as you journey far away, to a better world, where your dreams are full of miles and miles of joy and smiles, and everything you've ever wished for. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, let the worries flow from your brow, and let them rest upon my strong body, let me carry your cares for you, so that you might be free. Sleep, my lovely, sleep, so that you might wake tomorrow, and find me here, holding you, caress

Men And Relastionships
I found a guy that i really love and he felt the same way about me. But today i didn't answer him on my yahoo messenger b/c my cuz and her hubby were over here usein my computer when he message me. So he told me good bye. I have mixed emotions right now about and wanted to write it all out and get it off my chest. Why are men so hateful and mean? Why do the say i love you one min and then the next they are mad and want to leave you? I have lived through bein beat by my 1st and 2nd husbands. Sometimes i wounder what is wrong with me or if it's me and thats the problem. Love is so hard to understand and to let go of. I still love him and i'm hurtin over this but why should i have to deal with him not wantin to believe me. I have never lied to him and never plan on it.My whole world could come crashin down around me and with him in my life it didn't matter if it did or not.l So tell me did i do the right thing by tellin him goodbye for not believein me. After i was willin to give me the p

Lamentations, Machinations, Revelations, And Conundrums, Ad Nauseum.
(from the MySpace) It's been awhile ladies and gents. Too long? or not long enough? What's with the title? Well, a lot has happened in the life of ol' Nasty these past few months. I've known love, impending loss on a soul shattering scale, the intense sorrow of a friend (s), orgasmic joy, alcohol induced oblivion, and the 24 views of Mt. Hokusai (look it up you uneducated turds). The dichotomy and undeniable irony of my existence is that I am experiencing an incredible high and heart shattering low simultaneously. Hence, my obsession with black/white and camo if some of you haven't noticed. Some psychosomatic venting mechanism for what's going on inside. So...I drink, I fuck, I work, I rock, I love, I fight, I vomit, I hate, I lift, I run...like death itself is chasing me (and it's chasing us all). Point is...I'm living. One of the simplest yet most complex things ever said was "smoke'em if you got'em". Wrap your brain around that one folks. Sit and think about it. Reall

Birthday
Well, my damn b-day falls on Monday, tomorrow, and still have no plans and not really any money to head out anywhere.. Looks like another day of sitting at home! Anyone want to drag me out? Well.... another year older.. now I am having to think of what to do the weekend of or on that MONDAY (ewww) Any ideas anyone??? ;)

I'm Moving!!for Real
the pigeons told me to punish the naughty girls, sometimes i do... what if u got scared half to death twice??? well fuck me if im wrong but i think u wanna blow me...sry had to I recently got a survey from a "friend", who has since been deleted. It was a survey about "How white are you?" My response? no offense but test like that are totally uncalled for. Im gonna come up with one for How black are you? Its gonna have questions about the best crack recipe and how many times has your father been to jail. Not to mention how many of your mothers boyfriends have u called daddy. Or have paid to hang out for an hour. Sorry but racists arent just white and ill be happy to shitkick someone like that too. I am not buying into your white bashing bullshit. Thanks but its not welcome.

Kites
Monday I flew my first kite! Really! I will be 54 on Friday so it is about time I guess. My 4 yr old nephew had "kite day" at preschool and no one could go with him. His parents both had to work and couldn't get off. It was the perfect day. Mid to low 70's and sunny with a few straggly clouds and the perfect breeze. There I was in a field with about 20 little kids and assorted moms and teachers. (LOL I was NOT the oldest one there). His kite was Winnie the Poo. I started to let the kite out and found the string was tangled so we only could get it up about 30 feet. That was ok because I was worried about tangleing with others. I was so proud of myself that it got off the ground. I gave the handle of the string thingy to my nephew and he held it for a bit. Soon the nearby playground equipment was looking good and he was gone. I sat on a log and worked at the string. In about 10-15 min. I got it loose and started to fly again. Soon the string was fully extended. I felt

Understanding
My Home A mystical and scared place A place of love A place of happiness A place you look forward to meeting, After a long day. A place to meet a warming family Wow, I must be dreaming. It's a place of anger A place of hate A place of bullshit (excuse my French) A place I never liked to be in A place to meet an unsatisfied family A place most wouldn't call a home Maybe it's my fault Maybe I wasn't suppose to be born Maybe I was a mistake Maybe I wasn't suppose to help others Maybe I'm not smart enough Maybe I was switched at birth Maybe I was abandoned Maybe it's entirely my fault Maybe Is this the cause of my migraines, Or is it that I'm lazy. Is this the cause of my low grades, Or is it that I'm stupid. Is this why some teachers like me, Or is it that they think I'm a forlorn kid. Maybe. Maybe my parents were right. I'm a stupid, good for nothing, lazy, low self-esteemed, poor excuse for a child. You’ve saved me From myself From my pai

Beltane
Beltane (May Day) Lore by Maria Kay Simms Beltane Maypole Dancers Beltane, with its colorful Maypole Dance, is a favorite Pagan celebration, perhaps the most popular along with Samhain, its opposite point on the eight-spoked Wheel of the Year. As Samhain announces the onset of winter, Beltane heralds the onset of summer. Though Samhain, through its secular celebration of Halloween, seems to gain in mass-market popularity with each year that goes by, Beltane ("May Day") seems to have lost a bit of ground with the general public. That is sad, for it is a day of joy that should be shared. Earth has come to life again, with buds that we saw just appearing on trees and shrubs at Spring Equinox have turned to leaves and flowers. Even in places like Southern California where seasons are not so clearly evident as further north, Nature seems renewed and refreshed. Summer is just ahead-we can feel it, and are energized. I remember May Day well from the small Midwestern town where I gr

I Hate Dating
I was seeing this guy for about a month, and one night we were suppose to go to a party. But instead he text messaged me and broke up with me. How nice! 6 hours later he was kissing all over another woman, and took her to the party. I just happened to be there, that was a blast. But i don't get it now he wants me around again, and hardly ever talks or see's the other woman. Should I move on, and say fuck it. Or do I give him abother chance?

Monark's Madness
Just for the record, as I have received countless messages of random hate and insults, and no, I am not a BBW HATER.(REPEAT, I DON'T HATE BBW'S) People that I don't know are projecting their hatred towards me; it just shows nothing but a demonstration of the self hatred that they have for themselves. For the ones that foolishly follow for the sake of just throwing cheap shots, are nothing but insecure cowards that use this site to promote their self worth via a rating system and follow around like a pack of wolves! I gave this woman a 1 rating! So what, get over it. This world is not designed for everyone to think you are a 10. I give a 10 when I feel a person deserves, and not just so they can give me a 10 in return. The rating system has 10 numbers for those that can count which means we have 10 choices. well, really 11 if you don't want to rate at all.

I'm Here Cherry Tap!!!
I just updated my site (www.thickcaramel.com), with pic's and video's of one of my girlfriends', Lil Nilla. So please check her out on my site. Don't forget about my contest going on from my last blog. The first 100 people to join by 8pm tonight will get a special live web show of me and Lil Nilla messin and sexin with each other tonight at 8pm. So join now!!! Love you all -Thick Hello every.. I've been on myspace so long I got tired of it. So I decided to try this out. Well a lil about me..I love posing naked and I'll try anything and everything sexual. I've taped most of it, hehe. I love getting pounded doggie. I also enjoy licking and playing with my Double E breasts. Check out my site at www.thickcaramel.com I'm doin to site to raise money for me to go to school in the fall, so even if you only sign up just to help me that would be appreciated :-) Holla at me anytime. -Thick Caramel At the request of almost everyone, I just uploaded new pic's and v

Relationships
Aight, well see here is the 411, umm i juss became single like two days ago. I kinda miss him but i dont. He was a really controlling type of guy and that shyt doesnt fly by wit me. Im the type that wont put upp wit stupid childish shyt that most gurls wuld. Anyways the point is that iduno wat to do, he wont stop calling!!! Ahh getting really annoyed with the whole situaion. I don't wanna date him, maybe be friends or sumthin, iduno. I do know that iam confused as heck right now!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!

Who Was Your Last?
Rule #1: If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule #3: Only answer yes or no Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? No Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? No Q: You like someone? No Q: Held a snake? No Q: Been suspended from school? No Q: Been fired from a job? No Q: Sang karaoke? No Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes Q: Laughed until you started crying? Yes Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes Q: Kissed in the rain? Yes Q: Sang in the shower? Yes Q: Sat on a roof top? No Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Yes Q: Broken a bone? No Q: Shaved your head? No Q: Played a prank on someone? Yes Q: Had/have a gym membership? Yes Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? No Q: Shot a gun? Yes Q: Donated Blood? Yes Q: Had your heart broken? YES Q: Broken someone's heart? No --------------------

Jokes
WORSE YET WIREDEST PICKUP LINES, JOKES AND POEMS SOME MIGHT WORK CHECK THEM OUT I like your style I like your class but most of all I like your ass I'm a cool girl, in a cool town it takes a real mother fucker to put me down Kissing is a habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says I love you You believe its true But when your tummy starts to swell, He says 'to hell with you' 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in hospital A baby without a name The baby is a bastard The mother is a whore This never wouldn't have happened If the rubber wouldn't have torn Guys are like roses, Watch out for the pricks. Smoke a smoke Not a butt Fuck a virgin Not a slut. Sex is bad Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in. Holy mother, full of grace Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face Bless his hair that tends to curl Keep him safe from all the girls Bless his

Poems
To My Best Friend This is for the greatest person that I have ever known. Being away from you for so long I am feeling so alone. With you I am so happy you keep my heart content. But I had to be a volunteer - so off to England I went. That is where I found my heart and how I feel for you. I try so hard to deny this feeling and I don't know what to do. I said that I would never again let someone take my heart. And here I'm sitting wanting you and hate that we're apart. Everyday you are in my thoughts, every night you're in my dreams. I can't believe what's happening, is this really what it seems? I know you're only wanting to be the best of friends, but I am asking you sincerely if it's your rule you'll bend. To take a chance to know me to let me share it all. And maybe one day very soon for me one day you'll fall. Our friendship we now have is something that I'd miss but maybe once we let go we will find eternal bliss. My Gift To You I live through

May Day
May Day in Padstow means the Obby 'Oss (Hobby Hoss) festival. This is an ancient form of the May Day celebrations welcoming the spring and probably derived from the Celtic Beltane celebration, it also incorporated various old fertility rites. The highpoint of the festivities is when the two Obby 'Osses, the 'Old' and 'Blue Ribbon' take to the streets. The 'Oss, which is a kind of one man horse outfit, dances through the streets, helped on by the masked 'teasers' during which time they try to catch maidens as the procession moves through the town. The finale of the celebrations is at midnight when the townsfolk sing of the Obby 'Oss' death and of its resurrection the following year. . 'twas a good day at work today for it was padstow may day celebrations and obby oss day.where the whole town welcomes the comming of summer and the oss's are paraded round the town with their followers I've taken a few pics and will post em later.

Things To Do For The One You Love
YOU CAN PLAY THE GAME ,BUT ALL WAYS USE YOUR BRAIN, YOU CAN DO WHAT U CHOOSE BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER, WHAT U GOT TO LOOSE, LIVE LIFE ALL HYFIE, BUT REMEMBER ONE DAY YOU GOTTA FIND THAT WIFEY, STAY TRUE TO HER NEVER ABUSE HER, SHOW HER YOU LOVER, IN AND OUT OF THE COVERS, BE HER ONE AND ONLY LOVER, FLOWERS, CHOCOLATE, JEWLERY, SHIT EVEN LINGERIE , JUST TO SHOW HER THIS IS WHERE U WANNA STAY, VALENTINE DAY, MOTHER DAY, BIRTHDAYS, AND ESPECIALLY ANNIVERSARIES, THESE DATE YOU NEVER MISS, CUZ THINK DOES SHE EVER DO THIS, PULL UP A CHAIR AND READ THIS POEM, DONT STAIR TO HARD, AN LOOK IN YOUR HEART,REMEMBER THE DAY YOUR FOUND YOUR STAR, THINK BACK TILL THE FIRST DAY , AND WHERE U STAND TODAY, THINK OF ALL THE THING YOU'VE DONE TOGATHER, WEATHER FOR HER OR WHAT U WANTED TO DO, WASN'T SHE THERE SO WHOLE HEARTED AND TRUE, SO THINK WHAT THEY ASK OF YOU TO DO, IS IT SO HARD THAT YOU CAN'T DO, JUST REMEMBER WHAT THEY DO FOR YOU, AND ALL THE ASK IS FOR YOU TO STAY TRUE, AND SHOW THEM YOU CARE, EVEN ALL

Oprah Quzzie!!
Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. 1. When do you feel your best? a) in the morning b) during the afternoon / early evening c) late at night My answer:c 2. You usually walk... a) fairly fast, with long steps b) fairly fast, with little steps c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face d) less fast, head down e) very slowly My answer:c. 3. When talking to people you... a) stand with your arms folded b) have your hands clasped c) have one or both your hands on your hips d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair My answer:c 4. When relaxing, you sit with... a) your knees bent with

Song Of The Week 16
Yep, haven't done it for a bit, but I am now, this weeks song is I WON'T SEE YOU TONIGHT PART 1 by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - I Won't See You Tonight Part 1 Artist - Avenged Sevenfold Album - Waking The Fallen Song Number - 9 of 12 Song Length - 8:58 Lyrics Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the change, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and loved Building up, inside of me A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood all the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved but I can't see myself that way please don't forget me or cry while I'm away Cry alone, I've gone away No more nights, no more pain I've gone alone, took all my strength But I've made the cha

Illusionsstalker
Dream Of Me "Dream of me", she said as she hung up the phone "Dream only of me my love, and me alone" And later that night, when his body hit the bed, Visions of her beauty danced through his head her first dream of her was in Paris, along the Champs Elyesses Dancing with the night, playing hide-and-seek with the day The beauty of her face reflected in his eyes Never before had she felt so happy, never before had she felt so alive she next dream of her was paradise, it looked like Belize There they drank Pina Coladas and lived a life of ease The beauty of her body reflected in the sun It was then that she knew in her heart that she was the only one her last dream of her was the best of the three It was a vision of the one thing that her hoped someday would be The warmth of her body next to her, reflected in candlelight she longed for it to be like this, each and every night she rose from her dream in the middle of the night Stretching out her arms and rubb

Bealzes Betrayal And Recovery
Yesterday when I got home, my wife was upset. It turns out that she was reading my blogs about the crap I'm going through. And it upset her that I am mean on the blogs, but I talk nicely to her.And yes, I do talk nicely to her. Just because she crapped on my life doesn't mean that I have to yell at her...In other news, I started looking for a copy of the TV Funhouse's Five Stages of Grief, but all I could find is this Robot Chicken sketch: If I find the other one, I'll post it as well. :-) But don't hold your breath... tag: betrayal, cuckold, cheating, infidelity, married life, therapy, love, trust, five stages of grief, TV Funhouse, Robot Chicken, video-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com There were two things I forgot in the last post:1) When we left Wal-Mart, my current wife was looking around. It turned out that she was looking to see if the girls from inside were waiting to jump her in the parking lot. If so, I'd've went to call the

Poems That Help Me Grieve Over My Mom
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free. I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took His hand when I heard Him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day. To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joys. A friend shared, a laugh, a kiss. Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief. Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up our hearts and peace to thee. God wanted me now; He set me free! "Happy Mother's Day" means more Than have a happy day. Within those words lie lots of things We never get to say. It means I love you first of all, Then thanks for all you

Job Interview
Four men were sitting around a conference room table being interviewed for a job. The interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" The first man replied, "A thought. It pops into your head, there's no forewarning that it's on the way; it's just there. A thought is the fastest thing I know of. "That's very good," replied the interviewer. "And now you, sir," he asked the second man. "Hmmm, let me see..... a blink!," said the second man. "It comes and goes and you don't know it ever happened. A blink is the fastest thing I know of." "Excellent!", said the interviewer. "The blink of an eye. That's a very popular cliché for speed." He then turned to the third man who was contemplating his reply. "Well, out on my dad's property, you step out of the house and on the wall there is a light switch. When you flip that switch, way across the paddock the light at the barn comes on in an instant. Turning on a light is the fastest thing I can think of." The inte

Writings On The Wall
I'm going to go shower and wash the rest of you off of me. Take your smell off of my chest, and scrub you off the rest. Because everywhere I go I smell your smell, Everybody I talk to, it's your story that I tell. When I wake up in the middle of the night, it's your name that I yell. So maybe I can wash my sins away, and be alone in bed tonight. I'm going to drive, drive so far away I will forget how I feel today. Take your memory off my face, and run away from the rest of you. I asked a preacher and he said if its a sin turn away, I just wished it didn't have to end this way, so in turn while i'm here. I might as well pray, I might as well say, everything that I feel. It hurts when I get no return, even when I kneel. So I wish I could wash the rest of you off of me. Since i'll never get drunk enough to forgive you, Maybe I can drink enough to forget you, The farther I am the less I wish that I can, hold you again. So now I'm so far away, just like the song states

The Folly Of Public Schools
Here are some reasons why government schools are prone to failure and can't be fixed. See John Taylor Gatto's web site for more indepth discussion and analysis (www.johntaylorgatto.com)... (Gatto was the 1991 New York state teacher of the year.) ...You're my hero, John! (1) Critical thinking skills are basically omitted. When's the last time you remember seeing a school offer a basic course in elementary logic or had an in-class debate on important questions of life? (2) Failure to discuss any of the big questions of life, as though they are irrelevant or unimportant. When is the last time any school class involved any discussion of concepts such as evil, life after death, man's purpose for existence, the foundations of ethics, and ethical choices are justified, etc? In fact, when is the last time the whole purpose of education was ever discussed? These types of questions are at the very core of man's inner being, yet are never discussed. Why not? Maybe producing independent-th

My Poetry
"Life and Death" For my grandma who passed away in '02 Sleepless Night Lost in the Darkness It fills my heart And overwhelms my soul I feel a piercing blade upon my throat Ready to tear away my pain I start to yearn for that instant When my life begins to fade Desiring death has been my only crime There is a destiny awaiting me for all eternity In pain and suffering in the eternal flames of hell Which somehow brings a sweet relief from this cruel reality Should I continue on and take my very life with this blade? Or shall I live on another day? So many questions i've sought just for an answer to it all Wishing to bring forth an end to it all "His Darkness" When does hope of hap cheer my hapless chance? What tears may countervail my cares? But still the Death of thou does bewail me, Is that the solace of my life and soul? I want the life of thou's death to be no more Through the desires of my psychotic brain My lord My love My life My liking gone To wh

What Love Is Not
Love is not, telling someone you dont want to be with them, then freaking out when they find someone else... Love is not, making your significate other feel like shit for talking to other people, when they themselves are doing the same... Love is not, giving your gf/bf a guilt trip for wanting to borrow money... Love is not, letting your best friend be rude to your gf/bf and not saying anything to them..... Love is not, being stengy with your money till they take off them giving them the world.... Love is not, sufficating.... Love is not, keeping track on everything i do and everyone i talk to, and Love is not made of money, even though it helps, love takes time and with me it will be a long wait... but remember.... you can't buy me love

I Want To Live My Next Life Backwards...
I want to live my next life backwards... You start out dead, and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better everyday You get kicked out for being too healthy:go home and collect your pension. Then..... when you start work you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until your young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, your generally premiscuous and you are ready for High School. You go to Elementry School, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then..... you spend 9 months floating peacefully in luxerious spa-like conditions with central heating, room service on tap, and larger quarters everyday... And then you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case

Can Ya'll Help Me Out?
okay, so it's for me, but really for my sister. can you please go to www.mix106radio.com and vote for Hot Mom #44 (short hair, pink shirt) if she wins a gift certificate to i forget where, i forget how much (around $1,000 or $2,000), but it ROCKS!!! so please help her out, if you have any problems just ask me how, and i'll let you know. ::HUGS!:: Taking off (Sunday)till like sometime Wednesday. Have a great start to your week, and I'll be back before you get a chance to miss me! lol :) ::hugs & kisses:: A woman in her forties went to a plastic surgeon for a face-lift. The surgeon told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," Where a small knob is placed on the top of a woman's head and can be turned to tighten up her skin to produce the effect of a brand new face lift. Of course the woman wanted "The Knob." Over the course of the years, the woman kept tightening the Knob, the effects were wonderful, and the woman remained young-looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the

Poems Written By Me!
Darkened doors swing away Open up and show me the way Locks clang down to the floor As we crawl through the door Lead us to the path of light Make us in your perfect sight Keep me warm till dawn sets in and makes my blood flow pure again Breaths as deep as canyons low tears that stream and tears that flow Mindful cheers abound by few Who take a step upon the new Tired legs and broken heart tear me up and tear apart But silence is thy sword and stone To have to hold and be alone From a handshake to a wave from a thumbs up, good day To the everlasting hug of a friend From a tug on the shirt To a lift of the skirt To handholding that never seems to end I felt sorry for he The human that would be Stuck in the life turning sands I felt sorry for him Without any limbs And a pair of silent hands Remember when I held your hand And everything was at ease Remember when we talked again and you did as you pleased Forgetting then my broken sin liv

If We Had Sex.......
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex".......see who responds

Friends List
Hey cherry tappers no big rant today, in fact just a nice announcement. I know some are here because this place is a popularity contest no problem thats cool and great and some folks are here to meet new people great also but just do me one favor next time you add someone to friends list make sure that you tlak to them once in awhile. Mostly everyone on my list I see I try to say hi to at least once a week. Most respond back to me as well so thats not a problem . Just make sure you keep in touch with the folks you put on your friends list you might find that they have more to ofer than ther profile says

Last Day For Sexiest On Ct
B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member Please Show my Family Member Theresa much Love an Support.This is the last day of the sexiest Contest.I have been Voting like a Maniac Wolf this past 10 days or so.My Stress is up my Nerves are Shot.u don't have t like me but B.G.D's needs Votes.She's a great Women.If you got to know her you'd think so to.She's Honest,Caring,Respectful,Admirable Gal.She has lots of Heart an Tons of Warmth.Please Help her.Thanks B.G.D.'s Yummy - LAST DAY OF CONTEST PLEASE HELP! ~Cursed Rebel of L.D.C.F.~ Club F.A.R. Member

Rain
As they slide down my legs you let your tongue slowly run up my inner thigh just to my balls then you stop and run your tongue up the other leg hearing me moan a little as your tongue lightly touches my balls. As you let your tongue lightly run across my legs then you start to suck gently , your hands moving up my legs to slide around and gently squeeze my ass. Your tongue makes teasing little licks across my balls before you start to lick your way up my cock. Just as your tongue reaches the head of my cock you pause and look up at me with a little devilish smile on your face as you take my cock in your hand and slowly let just the head slide into your mouth. Letting your other hand slide down to cup my balls and gently squeezing them hearing me moan a little louder. You slowly start letting me slide deeper into your mouth moving my cock in and out of your hot wet mouth an inch at a time. Feeling me thrust forward slightly wanting deeper. You keep working me in

When Real Life Trumps Cherry Life
Dear CherryTap Friends, My Mom, Cherie (screen name WitchsBrew), was recently involved in an accident in which a drunk driver hit her head on while she was driving to work. She is now in the hospital and on a ventilator with multiple fractures and a serious concussion. This drunk driver has had 3 prior convictions of DUI and this attack on my Mom is the 4th. I am asking for your help in making sure this man does not commit this senseless attack on anyone else. Please take the time to sign the following petition so I have ammunition to take to the lawmakers and capital of Tennesse where this took place. Remember, this could have happened to your Mom, Dad, brother, sister, aunt, uncle, child, or best friend. It could have happened to YOU. Thank you, Kurt (screen name Oak) WitchsBrew's son Please post a comment to sign the petition Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a t

Thing's With Meaning !!
Allow yourself The most difficult part of any accomplishment is getting yourself to do it. Once you fully allow yourself to take the necessary actions, the results begin flowing to you with ease. Your ego promotes the false idea that effort and challenge are things to be avoided. In reality, effort and challenge enable you to create great value and bring immense joy to life. Accomplishment is something that comes easily and naturally to you, when you choose to allow it. From the inside out, you are meant to create. All that you are, all that you have, all that you know can work together to bring about your most treasured dreams. You are never too old, too young, too feeble or too uninformed to make a real difference. The only thing that can truly stop you is you, but only if you listen to the insecure posturing of your ego. Choose instead to listen to your heart, which tells you what you know you must do. Find real joy in following your purpose. Find fulfillment b

Red Shirt Friday
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, a man noticed a > Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and > two together. > > After they boarded our flight, he turned to the sergeant, who'd been > invited to sit in First Class (across from him), and inquired if he > was heading home. > > No, he responded. > > Heading out he asked? > > No. I'm escorting a soldier home. > > Going to pick him up? > > No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him > home to his family. > > The realization of what he had been asked to do hit like a punch to > the gut. It was an honor for him. He said that, although he didn't > know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the > soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations > in so few days. > > The man turned back to the soldier, extended his hand, and said, > "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my fam

Something To Think Abouth..
My frend here wrote abouth child and animals..to take care... well i have to wrote that sreetwork what i do,and what hapend there.. Read this and think what is importhant to you in this world to take care...and do it be honest to yourself... There is job in street more than you can do.Those child who live in tunnels under sreet need us and wait us every mounth when we go there... This happend in Russia...where sreetworkers do they job... Think winter! COULD AND VIOLENT IN SREETS In sreets there is freezing but that is not only dangerous there. Boys there are allways in dangerous to feel violent. They been kickt cos they dont sell girsl in they group. There is boy name Dima he is invalid and he proke his head for that,,have tens titses in his head. And when those mans beet kids,before they left they pour glue in boys head and try to put fire... And those kind of things happend allmoust everyday..12-14 years old girls fourse to prostitution. Workers found 6 child in

The End
The crooked corners of my mind are where i spend most of my time , hoping not to leave the edge and forever lose my mind . The edge is where the boundry ends , or maybe just begins . I've been beyond once or twice but can't remember how it ends . the end.

Modeling Contests
I'm currently in the running for the Philly's Hottest Underboob:) so please do sign up to be a VIP which cost nothing and vote for your girl Tara Lynn!!! link for my pics: http://www.wmmr.com/gallery/album110?page=3 Philly's Hottest Underboob pics home pg: http://www.wmmr.com Wmmr Home pg thank you xoxoxoxoxox Hi My Fubar Friends, I am currently in Gentworld’s bikini model contest @(www.gentworld.com) and this will be the 3rd time around running for this contest!! I’m in the running for Miss December. I really would like to win it this time b/c I think this will be my last chance to do so….So I turn to you again in hopes that you will vote me to win this one!! And that you will take the time to register and vote or at least throw a vote my way daily:) IF YOU SIGN UP AND VOTE FOR ME THAT WILL GIVE ME 5 POINTS OTHERWISE I WILL GET 1 POINT FOR YOUR VOTE, PLUS IF YOU REGISTER AND I WIN YOU ALSO HAVE A CHANCE TO WIN A VACATION PACKAGE TOO!!! AND YOU WON’T

The Crazy Man Inside.
The sun comes over the soot darkened horizon. As I wake to look at the clock on the wall I wonder, who created that thing? And why. Did it start off as a good idea but became our enslavers favorite toy to control our every waking moment? I get up and begin the daily routine of existence. Becoming a part of the machine. But a machine to serve who? All machines have an individual person they serve. My car…Me. My dishwasher…Me. my stove… Me. hmmm who does society serve. As I think I continue my existence as part of this machine. I drive to work. Filling my gas tank with fuel. God these prices are sick. I know they are lying too us. They just want to siphon as much money from the middle class as possible, the government…Nah the big businesses paying the government. Padding their pockets for their stake in America…Animal Farm. They fool us in to thinking we can’t live without them. All they need is a motive to unite us into stupidity… a war… great motive. Good cause for a people to unite.

Stress Management
Just in case you are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work and will make you smile. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already!

~*he Is*~
He is a fream he is a life he is one that no one can take or replace he is someone that i take with deep thought and that i love with all that i have he is the person that i call my bf and my soul mate. For he walks the path of standing with me and showing me that with all that goes on in this world that we call love we make it through it all and love each other with ever beat of our hearts with out a a moment of anything we look at the night time sky and dream of the wonderful things that have been brought to us from each other ....I love him with all that i have and he loves me with all that he has. Someone the other night put a smile of over my face when she told me something ..... SHe said that my blogs of poems and words are imsprational...That really ment something to me because it goes to show that someone is really reading what im wrtieing and it has some affect on someone. So to that person thanks for being a reader of my stuff and enjoying what i post. To that specail

Market Research
FDA's Market Research In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "st

The Seducer Of Words Poet
Sunken Footprints in the Sea Life has gifted me with tragedy, broken images; forever haunting, excruciating my suffering; blood upon the pulse of my serenity. Crystal lines etched over glacier heart, as my tears wash blotches of thought to leave me blank again daily; stolen by death, I am left mourning the assassin's kill, soul sliced open like the parted Sea. Chained and bound I avoid flirtatious eyes, to inhibit forbidden thoughts; For love fled upon your precious wings, survived only by my silent memories. I stood alone in the vacant centre of nightmares just searching for you amongst a midnight dream. Alas although the stars filled my eyes, the clear air gathered clouds and the Moon reigned misery, no peace to ever be found. Yet today the heavens opened and allowed me to breathe; you emerge with, Out stretched arms, saying: ”Love come to me, but mere Steps Into the convalescent Sea Nicole Williams © 2006 Anticipation She

My Poetry
Life is a funny thing It can be full of love Or full of hate Laughter and tears Pain and regret It makes you wonder What is coming next Whether happiness will take hold Or if it shall end It sends you in a spiral And plummets down Down towards the end However the end is closer than we know And the fires of hell reach for me But then they back away It seems not even the Dark One himself Wishes to be near My soul blackened to a char Not even the black of night can rival I even fear myself. MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-5-07 Death I do not fear Why fear the inevitable? I know where it I shall go I shall burn in the flames of hell Burn for all eternity. My soul charred and blackened Blackened by my deeds Though you say I can atoen I am not sure anymore However I could care less For then my soul shall match my blackened heart The nightmares no different than in life The screams I hear in my sleep The screams so loud I want to cover my ears. It scares me t

Jokes,riddles,& Stuff That Make U "stop & Think"!
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play > > together. I know, it sounds unlikely, but, bear with me. It gets > > better. > > > > Anyway, one day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog > > and began to sink. > > > > Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the > > farmer for help! > > > > Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he > > searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone > > to town with the only tractor. > > > > Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. > > > > Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length > > of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. > > > > Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the > > chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of > > the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. > > > > After tying the other end to the rear b

Stay Or Leave
The sun comes up The world's day starts Except for me And my broken heart I had it all And walked it well With my back turned Everything fell Life's burned me In so many ways My soul lost in An internal maze I've found my voice And freed my heart But the damage is done With no place to start The love we had So pure and true Is drying up What can I do? Fight with passion Is all I know Will you stay? … or will you go?

Trapped
the day goes on the sun has set but my love has not died yet you said to call and there you'd come but here i sit just me, alone was it a lie your song to me do you wish me to just let us be? but done we're not you and i both know will you give us a chance or will you let us just go?

Personality Tests
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||| 13% Orderliness |||||||||| 33% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Intellectual |||||||||||| 50% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||||||||||||| 63% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56% Work ethic |||||| 23% Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||||| 90%

You Are Absoluteley Awesome!!!
As I get ready to leave for work I sit here looking through my friends list. It is long and some what impersonable but my wish is this! If you are reading this you came to it out of some form of friendship. For that, I thank you for holding some value to the things I have to say. Today as you go out into the world I challenge you to make one significant positive impact on someones day! Trust me we all need at least one person to touch our lives on a daily basis! I hope you have an awesome day and I hope the world smiles on you! muuuwah Since I have been here I have met some incredibly awesome people! And if you are on my friends list then you are one! Now mind there are some special ones to me outside of my family but then again my family knows how fuckin hot they are! Anyway I just wanted to take this oppertunity to thank you for being the bright spot in my day! I love you all and am trying to give everybody the love they deserve! So in closing I want you to hold your head high, put a

Odd Poem
Flying up high in the sky Far above the ground below Staying in the clouds Being held by their soft touch At night reaching to the stars Holding one tight Before sleeping in the crook of the moon Hidden by the dark of night I awake and stretch my wings and see What the day ahead will bring to me I then swoop, soar, turn and dive Laughter ringing through my heart and mind I sit upon a cloud and smile Content with my peaceful world Far from all the clatter of the bustling people The people that hurry too much in order to enjoy life I then soar up so high And I drink from the milky way Just as I think that everything is perfect Suddenly I awake just to find that it all was just a perfect dream MaLinda Stevens 08-04-05 Age 26 Okay, here goes. Don't shoot me over the dumbness of this. This poem was turned into a rap song in a WWE themed dream I had last night (I am extremely weird I know) You think you know me? You know nothing I am the Raven Flying through t

Klx21
This Monday I hung out with this guy that I like and this dude that likes me and has liked me for about two years. We tried dating but I fucked that up. The whole night I was making out with the guy that likes me. And when my sister showed up with her two guy friends, we started hard core drinking games, I got drunk off of my ass, and was on the verge of almost sleeping with the guy that likes me. And when the guy that I like was puckering out his guts, at the other camp ground, me and the kid that likes me walked over to make sure that he was still alive, yep he was he was sitting by the fire staying worm. The kid that likes me went into the tent and made up the bed while I was making out with the kid that I like. I know I’m a syco crazy whore. But the fucked up thing is this is the second time I did this to the kid that likes me. And the kid that I like he might have a kid on the way? Maybe, maybe not. I was just in a bad car accident coming back from my boyfriends house in Monro.

Bitulf: An Utlagr's Tale
Okay, this is a blatent tease, a work in progress. But, I am a bastard that way. Bitulf: An Utlagr Tale by Mitch Otinn Chapter 1 Under a Dark Cloud The late autumn storm clouds sucked the last of the starlight from the night of the new moon. Nottulf and Steggi could barely make each other out in the musky blackness, though only feet away from each other. It was not a night either would have chosen for such a hunt, but the dawn would bring the time of the dead, when Wodanaz mounted his eight-legged steed and scoured the land in a Wild Hunt, gathering the souls of the years dead. They had to make sure the varg was dead before the dawn, otherwise it would bode ill for the Chatte tribes along the river. Normally, the ulfr, the wolves of the land, were no threat to the people. Indeed, often they were used to aid in the hunt. But, then there were the varg: man eaters, having lost all fear or kinship with man. These were a force to be feared. Such a beast had harried the Ch

Cyssan; The Kiss
Enough of the upper structure remained to keep the bulk of the rain off of Marcus, but he knew he would need to move further in to enjoy any real protection from the elements. But before he could do that, he had to assess the degree of his injury. Taking out his survival knife, he cut away the lower portion of his left pant leg. There was no doubt the bones were broken through, kept in place mainly by his high leather boots. Marcus fished a flashlight from his pack and played the beam over his surrounds. There were still the remains of furnishings in here, though obviously ancient. He scouted around and managed to find some an old chair that lay in ruins. That chair supplied a pair of legs not completely rotted through. Marcus put the handle of his knife between his teeth and prepared himself, then grabbed the sole of his boot and pulled downward slowly, so as not to severe any veins in the process. He felt the bone slide back into the skin, and roughly into the position it

Dragons Fire Blogs
I saw this on one of the bulletins, and decided that I liked it so much that i wanted to keep it in my blog! By T.. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know whe

Erotica Nsfw
WARNING: what follows is VERY explicite erotic. If you are easily offended or easily aroused, you probably shouldn't read any further. The night had gone pleasant enough. Good conversation at dinner, definite chemistry over drinks, a little teasing flirting and touching. It was no surprise to him when she invited him in for “coffee” when they got to her place. Once on the couch, lights dimmed, music low, the touching became more serious. Her mouth was hungry, and he gladly fed it. Lips parted, tongues teasing each other. Their hands explored each other’s bodies. Her fingers stroked his bald head, while his hands grasped her long hair and pulled her head back, giving him access to her soft throat. Like a wanton vampire, his lips pressed against her throat, taunting nibbles and licks. She arched her back, grabbing his shoulders and pressing herself against him, her firm round breast smashed against his chest, her nipples already hard with arousal. His hand slid down her back to her

Year Of The Metalhead
Chapter 14 Reflections on a Lifestyle The end of May came and, with it, the end of school. This time, when Q-96 played Alice Cooper’s “School’s Out”, I could believe it. Lauren and I were at the Overlook as the song played, watching the sunset on the water, tossing rocks over the cliff’s edge. We had been seeing each other regularly for a little under two months and the charm hadn’t seemed to wear off yet. We had settled into a life that combined the best aspects of my metal existence with her high society life. Lauren had finally convinced me it was alright for us to make love and, though she had been a virgin, she proved to be one of the most sexually exciting, experimentive girls I had ever known. Thought the age of safe sex was still years in the future, I cared enough about Lauren and myself, that I took precautions. Lauren curled in my lap and began tracing circles on my chest. “Like the man says, ‘School’s out, completely!’ What happens now?” “Summer.” I s

Loving My Friends
Baby you are always in my heart and on my mind. I can't wait til the day your home. Be safe and may the angels watch over you always.... I miss you. I worry, because your in Iraq. I can not wait for the day you come home. I still promise you the tour. I love your friendship very much.

A Tale Of Two Brothers
The marauding horde stopped on a hill overlooking the manor house of Lord Godwin. Bruthar reined his horse next to Hector. “I will take my group and ride around to the rear of the estate. Light a time-rope and let it burn through four knots, then rush the front of the manor. If we have not won through to the gate by an hour after that, we shall not. Make your own decision then.” They bade each other well and Bruthar gathered his squad and set a circuitous route to the rear of the manor. They dismounted and tied their horses in a grove of trees behind the built up wall of the estate. They rubbed their faces and weapons with pitch and ashes to reduce the reflection of torchlight, then crept silently to the wall. No sooner had they reached the wall than they heard their brothers engaging the Saxons from the front. They watched as Saxon soldiers scurried to the front of the wall to aid in the defense. Bruthar smiled evilly. “Providential timing. Up, comrades. Let us not

Nsfw Pics Are Reposted
I had to repost some of my NSFW pics becausse one was not marked and I was turned in, so in return I lost all the comments and ratings on them so if u would please go repost ur comments i would greaty appreciate it, thanks and have a good one!!!!!

Musings From The Dungeon
I have heard much condemnation in the past concerning S&M. Seems that there is much education lacking in the general population concerning S&M. Let me give you an example. She: Oh I'm not into pain, I could never do that. He: Oh, well OK. Let me as you then, do you like a little spanking during love making? She: Yes, I do, it heights my senses. OK, in a small way that makes my point. It is all about limits. Since it is all about limits; it has to be about negotiation. "I like this, but I don't like that." Secondly it is about trust. One "usually" doesn't just "jump" into bed with another person. There is something that says, "yes, I can do this with this person." That's trust. How far one goes in receiving painful stimuli is in direct proportion to the ensuing pleasure that it gives. Endorphines turn the pain to pleasure. S&M is not for everyone for sure. But it shouldn't get the bad rap of being a perversion. It is just another way of doing things. You ev

Tales Of The Black Rose
NB: There is a minor continuity error between this and the previous installment, due to me reworking the plot. Archie shook his head in amazement as Mumbles took the dead thug out of the room, the shattered remains of his skull leaving a trail on the floor. “I’ve never seen anything like that. You actually were able to bypass his cortex bomb and get the info we needed.” “”No,” Gustav held his hand up to correct Archie. “As you can see, the cortex bomb still exploded when he betrayed his superior. I simply tricked his brain into thinking he was being loyal. The brain eventually caught up, and…” Gustav trailed off, motioning toward the trail of gore. “but, long enough that we now know the time and place of the shipment.” Archie grinned. “That we do, Doc.” Archie sub-vocalized over the implant transmitter in his jaw. “Hot Rod is bringing the car around. Rags and Saber are gearing up. Shall we go get us some other peoples money?”

All Ten Things About Me
TEN FAVORTIES 01. show- CSI 02. flower- RED ROSE 03. color- RED 04. sport- FOOTBALL 05. movie- BACKDRAFT 06. music- DONT CARE REALLY 07. food- ITALIAN 09. day- FRIDAY 10. city- DONT HAVE ONE TEN FACTS 01. hometown- FORT BRAGG 02. hair color- right now? BROWN WITH BLONDE HIGHLIGHTS 03. hair length- SHOULDER LENGHT 04. hair style- WHAT EVER IT CHOSES TO DO IN THE MORNING 05. eye color- HAZEL MOSTLY GREEN 06. gender- LAST TIME I CHECKED FEMALE 09. attractive- I HOPE SO 10. lefty/righty- LEFTY TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love- NOT SURE IF SO I FELL OUT ALONG TIME AGO LOL 02. do you believe in love- ITS OVER RATED 03. do you give up on love easy- YES 04. do you think someone likes you-DONT KNOW WHY I'M A BITCH 06 ever loved someone but never told them- YES 07. are you afraid of commitment- HELL YEAH 08. have you ever had a secret admirer- YES 09. Do you believe in love at first sight- NOPE 10. Do you think about marriage- ITS F

Life Being Me
It was back when I was in my late 20’s. I was into the party scene, and had a friend (who needs to remain anon.) that I hung out with a lot. One night we were partying with a girl named Judy. I had known her from when I first moved to Phoenix, and had slept with her a few times before that night, and knew her likes and fantasy’s. I also knew (or thought I did) my friends desires. He thought Judy was hot, so being open minded and always willing to try something new, I suggested a 3-some. That was all it took, the clothes came off and my friend and I spent the night filling her every need, doing everything two guys could do to satisfy her. Through it all I noticed I didn’t feel uncomfortable being naked around my friend, and it didn’t bother me when our bodies touched when we were filling Judy’s every opening. After that night I never gave those feelings a second thought, until one night we were partying, and he made some comment about the lack of a woman at the moment, and something

Horror Movie Survival
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If the house you're living in tells you to "GO AWAY", do so immediately. Never take a bath or shower with a maniac/spirit/demon/creature in the house. When it appears that you have killed the maniac/spirit/demon/creature, DO NOT check to see if he/she/it is really dead. Keep hacking at it until it is in pieces small enough not to be a threat to you. If you've shot at it, shoot it again in the head, and remember, shoot till it stops moving, and then keep shooting till you're out of ammo. Then reload and shoot it some more. Then set it on fire and burn it up, this works with everything except demons and spirits. Then get the hell out of there! If plumbing fixtures or other structures in your home begin shaking and spewing body fluids, it's time to leave. Never read aloud from a book that summons demons. Even as a joke. Don't look under the bed. Do not search the basement, especially if t

Not The Same Old Ct Contest
Ok, I have seen contests on CT I have a new idea. 1st place photo Can Buy me a new Car. I prefer Ford but will take a Chevy. 2nd place Can Pay for all expense 1 week Vacation to Hawaii for me. 3rd place can Pay my House Payment for 6 Months 4th place can pay my bar tab for 1 Month. So Come on everyone lets get this new contest going I sure would love these things. What the heck it would be different. LMAO

Memorial Remembered
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=800501138 Memorial Day CeremonyAdd to My Profile | More Videos GOOD DAY TO ALL ON CHERRYTAP - TO ALL THE CHERRYTAP PEOPLE THAT HAVE SERVED IN OUR NATION'S SERVICES I SALUTE YOU AS A FELLOW SERVER. TODAY, BEING MEMORIAL DAY I'LL BE AWAY FROM CHERRYTAP - DUE TO A SERVICE BEING HELD IN BUSNELL VETERAN'S MEMORIAL CEMETERY IN BUSHNELL FLORIDA. MY FATHER, WAS BURIED THERE 3YRS AGO BUT ALSO SERVERED HIS COUNTRY IN THE SILENT WAR KNOWN AS THE KOREAN WAR. IN LOGGING ON, I CAME ACROSS THIS VIDEO - SHORT- PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT FROM YOUR DAILY BOMBING AND GIVE CREDIT TO THE PEOPLE THAT SERVED, THAT ARE SERVING TODAY SO WE CAN ENJOY THIS FREEDOM ON CHERRYTAP AND ACROSS THE WORLD. THIS GOES FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD NOT JUST THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS AND BRING THEM HOME SAFELY I'M HOPING MY LINK IS CORRECT IN THIS BULLETINMemorial Day CeremonyAdd to My Profile | More Videos There is a special al

The Sweetest Things!
Oh my Goodness when will the haters learn...that they only feed the fire with all that mess...Why, hate people you probably want to be...instead of living life hating, take time out to breath in the reality that you are you and we are we and then maybe you'll find other things to do to rid of your boredom then to think about us all day long...though we don't mind attention no matter how it is given...cause honestly if you think about us that much good or bad we have a lot of what you probably envy...Don't you haters know that the more you have something to say the more we on the other side of you haters... give us so much entertainment enough to use your hating to entertain others...lol I use the word probably, cause i could be wrong...But like the saying goes misery loves company...and people who are miserable don't like to see others happy, they tend to try and interfere with the lives of the people they hate on... Some people can't handle the truth and no one likes to be wrong espec

Smoking
May 1, 2007 Well, today is day one with out a ciggerette. I have quit before and I can quit again. Mike is also stopping. Together we can tackle the world so I know we can takle this issue. Anyway just wanted to say im off the smokes. lol

Off Again...
Well ya'll, here we go again... Just got my traveling orders from Dispatch for next week. Headed for Atlanta. Have to shuttle trailers back and forth from Knoxville, TN. to Atlanta for a Big convention. Sooooooo.....If you see a Big Red Peterbilt with "Doug Andrus" all over it....HONK AND WAVE!!! But please wave ALL your fingers at me K??? LOL Hi Ya'll... Just wanted to give everyone a heads up.....I have decided that if you just wanted the points, or, the ego trip for being on my friends list, but you won't take the time to say hi or actually be a "Friend" i am going to start deleting. I appreciate everything, but I really don't need "Points Getters" as friends. So if your Picture all of a sudden disappears you'll know why. I'm here to REALLY make friends, and I could care a rats arss about points, fanning, or any of the other ego crap. Well here it is....Thursday Morning 7:15 my time, 9:15 Atlanta time and I'm still here. Why did I EVER take this gig I will never know. I have be

2nd Alarm Hotties Member!
I had to set all my pics to "friends only" because of haters marking things NSFW that are not NSFW!! If things still get marked NSFW I will DRASTICALLY downsize my friends list! This is SUPPOSED to be an ADULT site, 18+ it's NOT like I'm posting nudes, I had a pic of me in a tank top marked, a JOKE pic that shows NOTHING marked and even a MUMM marked. If people are THAT immature as to mark those things NSFW then they should not be on Cherry Tap at work anyway they should be concentrating on GROWING UP and learning work Ethics, because they obviously lied about their age to get on here, and are about 15!!!!!!! This is my FIRST contest PLEASE help me win! I will win my first BLAST! Comment bomb and rate my pic here please!!! Thank you so0o0o0o much for your help!

How To Begin Each Day With A Positive Outlook
1. Open a new file in your computer. 2 Name it 'Hillary Rodham Clinton' 3. Send it to the trash. 4. Empty the trash. 5. Your PC will ask you, 'Do you really want to get rid of 'Hillary Rodham Clinton?' 6. Firmly Click 'Yes.' 7. Feel better. PS: Next week we'll do Nancy Pelosi

Lyrics
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "You" My hands are broken, And time is going on and on, it goes forever (how long). So I got high and lived all that life that I've taken all for granted. [Chorus:] Promise me you'll try To leave it all behind, 'cause I've elected hell, Lying to myself. Why have I gone blind? Live another life. You. You. The only way out Is letting your guard down and never die forgotten (I know). Forgive me, my love, I stand here all alone, and I can see the bottom. [Chorus] You. You. You. You. You. You. The Crow T-Bird: What, what are you talking about? Nah, nah, nah, nah, you mean that place downtown? I remember her. We needed to put some fear into that little lady, she wasnt going along with our tenant relocation program. Then her idiot boyfriend shows up and turns a simple sweep and clear into a total cluster fuck. Who gives a shit? It's ancient history. What? What do you want? What is it? What? Speak to me! Speak! (flashback to t

Thoughts
People for the most part react to how they are treated. The way people react to how they are treated is either positive or negative. The reaction is usually positive when people are treated positively, and usually negative when treated in a negative way. So, the key to attracting that which is positive and good, is to treat others in a positive and good manner. In this way, what we practice, that which positive and good, will come back to us, because what goes around comes around. Choosing right over wrong brings remarkable rewards. In order to make the decision to choose right over wrong, we need to know the difference. This type of knowledge is valuable and makes all the difference in the world when choosing right over wrong. Sometimes it's easy to choose the right thing to do, and other times it can be very challenging to do the right thing. Whether it's easy or challenging, choosing right over wrong is always right, and makes a big difference every time.

Time To Build A Wall!
I have been hurt many times throughout my life. I had built a wall around my heart to protect it and I met someone in high school and she was able to get behind the wall. I eventually put in a gate and then after a while I started to dismantle the wall and open myself up again. Then she decides she would rather be with someone else and basically just throws several pounds of C-4 where the wall used to be and sets it off. So this left me with a crater. I was starting to fill that crater in and I stumbled upon someone else and I thougth we got along great. Granted we hadn't spent that much time together but I was falling for her. Well I have been informed that she is now wanting to be with someone else. I will have to go get some bricks and mortar to start sealing off my heart again so this will not happen again. The only ones that have free access to my heart now is my 2 daughters. They are the only ones I trust with that access right now.

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. by Robert Frost

Poetry
To Heaven, I send this message to Heaven for I know you are an angel; sent to dazzle the world with your charms and beauty. Nothing is more awe-inspiring than the being of true divinity that I know you are. I have let peer into my soul and can do nothing to purge you from my being. I dream of you. I find myself praying that I simply occupy a passing thought. I yearn for your gentle touch and tremble at the image of such a serene fantasy. Day after day I fall into a daze and allow your image to fill my mind. A passionate kiss from your lips could bring me to a height of ecstacy that I have only dreamed. Every breath I take is meaningless without you. Even as I write this, I can feel the warmth of your embrace, the feeling of your breast resting on mine. A sense of rapture overtakes me as you slowly caress my face. I wish I had the courage to speak these words to you, but your eyes stun me and my words become trapped. I awaken everyday from slumber frustrated. For in

Bet You Didn't Know
1 . Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. 13. Most lipstick contains fish scales. (not Arbon

Don't U Just Hate It?
silly little handz, silly little mind, silly little feet, keeping silly little time, silly little thoughtz, silly little eyez, silly little earz, 2 hear ur silly little liez, silly little u, silly little me, silly little thoughtz of u & ur silly thoughtz of me, silly little world, silly little namez, keep ur silly little life & ur silly little gamez, silly little hunger, silly little hate, keep ur silly little spoon off my silly little plate, silly little drama, silly little strife, don't want ur silly little world, or ur silly little life....... hello all my lovelies..... this is my 1st & might b my only blog,but i thought i'd step up & say a little something about what i hate. i thought cherry tap was supposed to b all about all of us meeting & greeting & being HONEST about who we r.....now i know that erry1s gonna hedge alittle,but don't u just hate it when ur doing something & a pic u like scrolls acrossed the screen & u stop what u

It Is Love
It is Love that gives us purpose Keep Our Souls Nourished, Grow & learn. It is Love that Guides us on the Right path and Helps us choose Each Turn. It is Love that gives us Courage to stand against our Fears; to open up our Hearts , to let us see each other's Tears. It is Love that gives us Trust and hope when little things go Wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps us Strong. It Is Love Which makes Our Lives Bloom By Taking Away Our Gloom It is Love that offers Harmony and a friendship that is True. How wonderful that I can share a Friendship like this with You! Big friendships to u

Important Information
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to Level 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. We have always been a community regulated site. I am certain our community will help regulate this. Thanks for your support. Scrapper http://cherrytap.com/blog/57/436702 - Location of the post. MOBILE/CELL PHONE TIP Be careful how you list names on your cell phone This lady has changed her habit of how she lists her names on her mobile

Wow
The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts. and anyone who knows me....would look at this and know it`s probably one of the hardest things for me to do! But it`s my horoscope today so who knows maybe i`ll surprise myself.... Just wanted to say goodbye to all my friends and fam....thanks for all the love and support.....much love to you all!!

How Can People Be So Stupid!!!
Ok this is crazy...yesterday was crazy...yesterday morning I went to pick my mother up, who had came into Houston with a friend, so she could come see the kids. Well, as soon as I exited the gate this fool in a fucked up car looks like he is trying to make a U-turn. Well come to find out, he was wanting to pull in through the exit which I was blocking in our apartment complex. Well as it sets now that is a no no in this complex. Well, I guess I didn't move fast enough for this moron so he fliped me off..I set there looking at this fool and I threw my hands up in the air like, what are you doing...well as soon as I realized it was safe to pull out this guy rolls down his window and pulls out a gun and pulls it on me...so needless to say the cops came out and the complex was notified. Well if most of you renting or leasing have noticed in your agreement you are responsible for your friends and family who come into the complex. I hate that the people that knew the guy are getting e

Things I Hate
afi- f*ck those wussy little transvestites panic @ the disco!- the worst thing to come out of vegastown nickelback- bunch of long-haired fugly buttholes HIM- so bland and unorigional, bam margera should be shot for wearing their little sign evanescence- can s*ck my d*ck! papa roach- emo fags, kill yourselves metallica- overrated bunch of sissies. and i know what you're about to say; but f*ck their early records too! icp- haha i hate all their stupid jugga ho followers too taking back sunday- you do not rock, you are queer creed- christians are dumb alkaline trio- more like buttlick trio all american rejects- if you think they are punk rock you're a tool tool- friggin songs go on forever n' sh*t! slipknot- is for little zit faced adolescents, grow up hawthorne hieghts- need i say anything? anti flag- trying too hard to be something they're not the casualties- write some lyrics that people might give a sh*t about avenged sevenfold- just

Hey Everybody Im Only 17 So Stop Bothering Me..if I Dont Know You Then Fuck You..im Not 18 Im 17 Underage..
READ IT IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST.. YES ITS TRUE IM ONLY 17 YEARS OLD I LIED TO HERE JUST SO I CAN GET AN ACCOUNT BUT YA SO IF YOUR OVER THE AGE OF 18 THEN FUCK YOU I AINT TALKIN TO YOU SO STOP COMMENTIN MY PICS PROFILE AND GIVIN ME SHOUTOUTS THANK YOU.. REMEMBER I AM ONLY 17 YEARS OLD IF YOU DONT BELIVE ME GO TO MY MYSPACE..myspace.com/fallen17 check it out it will tell you my true age..so stop bothering me..i mean it its getting annoying and fuckin pissing me off

My Page Rules: A Must Read If You Wish To Be Added To My Friends List.
These are a list of rules you must respect and follow if you wish to remain or be allowed on my friends list. If you feel you can not follow and respect my rules then please feel free to remove yourself. Thank you! #1. I will not accept blank friends request. #2. I will not accept friends request that have no pics of themselves. #3. I will not accept friends request where they do not have a profile up. #4. Absolutely no camming so don't bother asking. #5. Only friends and family will be allowed to see my blogs. #6. Absolutely no cyber sex so don't bother asking. #7. Do not come here looking for more than a friendship. #8. Do not ask me about messenger. #9. Do not ask me about my private folder, if I wish for you to see whats inside you will know. #10. Do not bother asking for my phone number or asking about phone sex, its not happening! #11. If I do not accept your friends request please don't keep sending request. I have the right to refuse anyone if I

Important
SWIFFER Wetjets Recently someone had to have their 5-year old German Shepherd dog put down >due to liver failure. The dog was completely healthy until a few weeks >ago, so they had a necropsy done to see what the cause was. The liver >levels were unbelievable, as if the dog had ingested poison of some kind. >The dog is kept inside, and when he's outside, someone's with him, so the >idea of him getting into something unknown was hard to believe. My >neighbor started going through all the items in the house. When he got to >the Swiffer Wetjet, he noticed, in very tiny print, a warning which stated >"may be harmful to small children and animals." He called the company to >ask what the contents of the cleaning agent are and was astounded to find >out that antifreeze is one of the ingredients (actually he was told it's a >compound which is one molecule away from antifreeze). Therefore, just by >the dog walking on the floor cleaned with the solution, then lick

Life Is A Kicker
I see you standing here But you're so far away Starving for your attention You don't even know my name You're going through so much But I know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus:] Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I was yours to hold I see you walking by Your hair always hiding your face I wonder why you've been hurting I wish I had some way to say You're going through so much Don't you know that I could be the one to hold you [Chorus] [Yours To Hold lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] [Bridge:] I'm stretching but you're just out of reach You should know I'm ready when you're ready for me And I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye To let you know That I'm yours to hold Every single day I find it hard to say I could be yours alone (yours alone) You will see someday That all along the way I was yours to hold I wa

All Aboard!
HollieHottie'S ~Insane Asylum Rejects~ {I.A.R.} Fan Train. If you would like to jump aboard please follow a few simple rules. CLICK THE BANNER BELOW TO JOIN... Note: This is not a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. YOU DON'T HAVE 2 BE IN THE BOMBSQUAD 2 RIDE THE TRAIN Want 2 join Insane Asylum Rejects Bombsquad? Click banner below... I will be ripping TRAIN RIDERS default pictures from this page... ~Insane Asylum Rejects FanTrain Family Page ~ to add to the fan train album, so if u would like me to use a different picture please let me know. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.]No Fan = No Add ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:. Ðĵ Çã§ђs CT Wifey {Co-Founder of I.A.R.} __________________________________________________ Click on the banner below to check out the lounge...

Ramdonthoughts
Kindred Spirits Kindred Spirits magnify Gentle touches upon the skin, whispered words caressing in the wind. The warm touch of kind hands, linger on the summers breeze. Reaching inside to melt, the surrounding ice. Gaurding the wall, of your winters freeze. Forever forthcoming you will bring, from my heart to yours. Our gentle nature glides, spreading magic upon your Spring. Written by Ardela Dedicated to you Bud.(Jer) Have'nt figured this site out yet. May take me awhile.Mostly on yahoo 360 under Ardela.Not to computer orienated.So if I don't get back with you it because I'm there. It has been awhile since I checked this site out been busy working on my other sites so may be awhile before I get back.I am still alive and kicking so just saying Hello! Have a good day to you all.

Just Put Some Ice On It
“And?” She smiled at me. “Size matters,” she informed me with a wink. “And this,” she paused to kiss the head of my cock before continuing, “this masterpiece should be a lot of fun.” My hands fell to her hips as she guided my cock into her. She rubbed the lips of her pussy around the head of my cock and I could already feel her juices sliding down my shaft as she shivered. Slowly she began to slide inch after inch of my manhood into her. She was unbelievably tight. Her juices rolled in rivulets down my balls, tickling as they went. Her fingernails burrowed into my chest as she began to piston up and down my shaft. “Oh god I love your cock Ian.” She sighed. “I love fucking you. I love how you fill me up.” Her body began to shudder again and I felt her pussy contract around my pulsing member. I couldn’t believe how quickly she was cumming. She was pounding me into the mattress. She laid back and pulled me on top of her. Her hand wrapped around my slick shaft and she squeezed

Take A Walk, Fuck A Stranger
I was taking one of my walks where I try and find interesting things to take photos of around the area I live in, and as usual, nothing appealing could be found. Tired and a little frustrated from walking around for 2 and a half hours and only taking three pictures, both of which I had little hope for, I made my way back. The walks I didn't mind, there was always that little chance that I would find something worth capturing with my film, and I liked the extra exercise, but after not getting anything out of it, walking back seemed daunting and I was not looking forward to it. I suppose if I really wanted I could have taken more pictures, but I didn't bother with mildly appealing crap, I wanted something special. After a while I came closer to my house, and started slowing my pace. It was an uphill and I was in no mood to rush up it after the walk. It was a hot day and I had nothing to drink since I left home. Two houses down from mine I noticed a mother and her baby sitting under a

Thinking Of Malori
Yes, we arent together. Yes, Im interested in another girl. Memories are precious and feelings arent turned off over night. I am my own person now, I live for me, but that doesnt mean that I cant make someone feel special who still feels the same way I do and always will. 1000 words/memoriesAdd to My Profile | More Videos Better Than Me" I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What i

Fuck Me Baby!
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck I am getting visitors to my map...but people are not leaving me any pics there...please drop by and leave a pic and a message I am hard and stroking on cam, looking for ladies who like to watch, or participate. My yahoo sn is co_bigfoot

Rawr News
I need everyone to go add this guy as a friend. I also need you to read his blog that is linked in this blog. Thanks! The guy you need to add: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/165815 The blog you need to read: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/37754/328017 I also need to make sure that noone is in a contest during the week of this contest. If you are, please let me know. Otherwise I expect you to be here bombing this picture. Thanks! RAWR FAMILY...Please post in your blogs, bulletins, and homepages. Click Pic 4 Contest Link... _____________________________________________________ FRIENDS...I would really appreciate your help & support...You must have a verified salute & add the host! Link listed below. Jokers_Wild - Diary Of A Mad Trucker ‡± You Dont Have To Like Me But You Will Respect Me‡@ CherryTAP _____________________________________________________ Please rip & wear the tag below by clicking on the pic If you have any questions or won't be able to h

Matt's Blogz
Well as you all can see, I have decided to drink and pop painkillerz...yeah not a wise idea is it? Oh well, what's the worst that could happen? Anyhow, Glad some of you made it back to read this, sorry some 2000 of you got axed off my list...They wanted help but didn't return the favor, so fuck'em! I'm tired of sitting here bombing contests and shit, and when I ask for help, no one can seem to spare a few seconds, so again fuck ya! Don't ask me for a damn thing, if you can't help me in return. I think that's only fair ya know. And a few other things, If you don't wanna talk to me, tell me, I'll axe your ass off my list, and again, fuck ya! If you want to post 70 bulletins, hey that's fine, but don't shoutbox me, or send me a fucking message asking me for help, because chances are....I'll axe ya then too...and again, fuck ya! See the pattern forming here? I mean seriously I am pissed because everyone wants something, and yet refuses to give back. That pisses me off, Don't bug

My Grandson Tristan
Wow.. I cant believe its been almost 2 weeks since my daughter Krystal delivered her 1st son, Tristan Blaine Engelbach, He is such a good baby, she was so very lucky to get a son, just like her when she was a baby. He isnt a cryer, needs so little attention, but of course he is spoiled already. When Mommy and Daddy arent Holding him, its Grandmom, Great Grandmom, or Aunt Kate or Kristi anna. He spends the weekends with Mommy and Daddy, and during the week, Mommy brings him over to see Grandmom, and Great Grandmom,& his aunts. When Daddy gets home from work, They go home and make him dinner,and get the place cleaned up, so Mommy and Daddy can spend the rest of the night with there little bundle of Joy. I cant believe at almost 2 weeks old, he is holding up his head, and grabbing things to put in his mouth. He can hold his pacifier in his own mouth, and when it falls out, he can put it back in. That is when Mommy gives him one. She dont want him getting hooked on that ucky thing, if he d

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 23,2007 Unnecessary distraction or totally necessary diversion? It's your call. Sometimes you need to give yourself a break in order to get back on the horse. Other times you need to keep plugging on. Which is it this time? Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 22,2007 'Let the good times roll' is your motto -- and when other people see how well you're doing with it, they'll want to join in on the fun. How convenient! 'The more, the merrier' happens to be your back-up motto right now. Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 21,2007 Let people see the warmer side of your personality. Heck, let them see the downright gleeful, childlike side while you're at it. Not only will they like what they see, but you might be pleasantly surprised too.

Various Jokes I Find Funny.
Your doctor has scheduled you for an autopsy on ___________ at _______ AM/PM. St. Amgems Hospital wants you to be prepared for what should be an eventful time. This guide should answer the most common questions in regard to your procedure. Please call your doctor's office if you have any further questions. Please remember, autopsies are performed on an "as needed" procedure. If you, or a qualified Medical Examiner chooses to cancel your autopsy, the Pathology department requires 24 hours notice. WHAT IS AN AUTOPSY? As advanced as medical science is, sometimes we need more thorough procedures to find out why your living status has been impaired. An autopsy can include CAT scans, X-rays, and surgical evaluation. WILL IT INVOLVE SURGERY? Yes. At times when there is a lack of obvious traumatic impact, surgery is needed. Your doctor may wish to examine your vital organs. This involves removal of the organs for the purpose of study. The contents of your stomach will also be examine

Uncle Terry
A poem writen by my son Uncle Terry I just want to let you know You meant the world to me Thank you for the stuff you’ve Done for me I used to always Look forward to your visits Always loved you even if I didn’t show it And never imagined you leavening me this way I don’t now if it would have helped ease the pain Or make it worse to know that you were dieing And maybe even suffering I mean what happened no one knows but you Your death was a surprise and you left allot behind Like your wife and the rest of your family like me No one could read your mind to see what you saw and no one will ever know now But you got your own tree I guess it represents you But no one will ever forget you tree or no tree We all loved you and will never get why you had to die But I still love you and will never forget you And I hope you’re happy up there Because if you are then I’m happy to And I never got to say good bye So good bye and I love you I deducted thi

About Me
I just want to tell you a little about me. I love spending time with my friends and family. My friends are my family. Since I live in FL and my mom and sister are in MD. I love to learn new things. Like around the corner you never know what is waiting. We all only have a limited amount of time on this earth, so we should make the best of it. If tomorrow never comes, how do you want people to remember you? Don't fill yourself up with anger and hate. Live, love, and laugh. Laugh as often as you can. I do.

Woman??
So i was wondering..... why is it woman always seem to stress about hooking up with assholes then when they do meet a good guy they seem to pass it up 90% of the time. dont get me wrong but all i wonder is in one breath you say you meet only the asses and then you continue meeting only the jerks that will treat you bad how is that productive. Kinda like the eith wonder of the world who knows how or why girls pick guys the way they do.

Hello Hello
hey im new to this thing and wanna see what its all about. Im single and am down to meet new people. so if you like what you see, dont be shy and send me a message. Im usually the shy one. Hope to hear from you.

Rambles
Dear Addiction, How are you old friend,enemy,Lover,hater- all the above.It's been awhile since I've been graced,or should I say disgraced with your cunning,baffling,powerful presence.You had me fooled through so many tears.I wish I could relieve all those years,but since I won't even try. Now I know life is worth living and don't wish to die anymore. You lose,I'm in control and have a real good hold.You know there are a few things I have to say now that I'm stronger,bolder and badder.I'm not going under cause Bang, He came to me like thunder,MY HIGHER that is and this time I walk away forever-Thats all I have to say. Don't bother waiting for me because after I shut the door there's no turning back,like I've done before.I'm His child now,hard to the core.My only prayer is for all those Hearts your still going to break.But me and my FRIENDS the ones you have no more- we will be waiting to catch the ones that fall from your grasp. So take this and do what you will.. I'll never be the one

Question
Why is it that people you think your close with or was close with at one time seem to let you down at things you never thought they would. It could be something as simple stepping up to the plate and handling your business, but when you expect them to do it they let you down. This is why I dont always trust people cause the moment you let them in they let you down.

Lessons In Life!!!!
>THIS IS TRULY A GOOD LESSON TO ALWAYS REMEMBER! > >Eddie desperately wants to make love to the really >cute, really hot girl, Gina, in his office.... but she >is dating someone else. > >One day Eddie, terribly frustrated, says " Gina, I'll >give you a $100 if you let me make love to you..." > >She stares at him & says > >"Are you out of your mind?" > >Eddie replies, "Look, I'll be really fast. I'll just >throw the money on the floor; you bend down, and I'll >finish by the time you've picked it up." > >Gina hesitates a moment; then says she'll ask her >boyfriend, & see if he'll agree. > >So she calls him and explains the offer. > >Boyfriend says, "OK, but ask for $200; & then pick up >the money really fast. >He won't even be able to get his pants down. >Call me back as soon as you get the money." > >So she agrees and accepts Eddie's proposition. > >Half an hour goes by, & no call from Gina. > >Too impatient to wait any longer, boyfriend calls her; > >"W

A Monster Created
A Monster Created The open mind is a dangerous playground for obscene thoughts to prey. Innocence lost to an open mind. I explore all realms of self-discovery, only to find the monster lying beneath was not predator but prey. A victim of a mind, of sorts, urged by my own self to fail, fall short, and ultimately self-destruct. Imagine being out of control and feeling completely content, on a road to nowhere; crashing hard into a concrete wall, just before falling to your demise. The pain is great. There are parts of you that you cannot save, but you salvage what is left and rebuild. In pieces, broken and strewn, you pick up whats left and carry on. Your mind is shattered. Your vision lost. Emotions run at a trickle. Lightning strikes and you are recreated: a monster, a second chance given to you as a last resort. Now, all you need to do is prove you are not the same

Hole In The Earth
This is an ongoing functioning work in progress...For all you Occult and Vampire fans out there...I hope you get great fun out of my characters... If you don't like sex, death, mayhem, and chaos...don't read my short stories! My boots crunch over the frozen ground and I scan the white horizon for any trace of that asshole... Silently, flakes begin to cascade from the sky, partially obscuring my vision. Breath coming in foggy gasps, as the wind and my breathing are the only sounds I hear... Blood in the snow... I see a partially naked form half buried in a snow drift... Blood is seeping from one corner of his mouth, his white blond hair streaked with red. I'm down on my knees now, digging... The snow is a white blur past the sides of my face, I can't get him uncovered fucking fast enough... The tattoo of my lips on his groin uncovered now, the color isn't purple anymore, its black. "Frost!" "Frost you dick head don't you dare!" I whip off my leather coat an

Unlocked..........
I went to bed around midnight, and was in that place where you're almost dreaming, yet still vaguely aware of your surroundings, when I heard the little chirp of my home alarm. I thought I'd imagined or half-dreamed it, but I wanted to check the lock on the door, just to be sure. I was dressed in a little black nightie, which was fine for sleep, but the apartment was cold, so I grabbed a long robe to cover myself. As I reached the door, I put out my hand to check the lock. Suddenly there was a hand covering mine, and another around the back of my neck, and I was pushed against the door. "Do not move or make a sound." My heart and mind began racing-where did this man come from? Why was he in my home? What was he going to do to me? I began to hyperventilate and whispered, "Please don't hurt me." "I've been watching you, and you are going to get what you deserve tonight. You left your door unlocked, so I know you want it." I never leave my door unlocked; it had to be when I brought

My Friends
This is to my Three Friends that ever talk to me here.. They know who they are... I want to thank you for loving me.. and thank you for being there for me.. but I won't be on CherryTAP as much anymore.. I see the other girls getting a lot of people talking to them.. and I don't have that..I lost my lounge because of my friends all leaving and never say HI anymore. Only three people on this site talk to me at all...almost all my friends have come and gone.. Just those three are here talking to me. I feel like I don't have a home here or even a place here on CherryTAP. Gods knows I want people to talk to.. if this seems out of jealousy.. it is. I am not ashamed to admit it. I am so jealous of the other girls who get many hellos.. comments and all.. I think I am a good person with a big heart.. I am a fun, caring person.. I wish I had people to share that with. And this is for them. I love you my friends.

Venting... About Me
one of the kids i grew up w/ chris kalas died this morning. he lived in texas but was origanally from wisconsin. he was 28 years old. he died of a heart attach.. this is all i know about the situation.. but i want to say something about this. my best friend calls me w/ news of what the kids are doing and i love it! ty stacy:). but when she calls to tell me someone in our class died, it is so hard to take since we are so young. shit chris sat next to me in class and we had close lockers cuz our last names both started w/ K's. he was a great kid when i knew him. i havent seen him in over 10 years. but i can say that knowing him when i did i can only assume that he grew up to be a wonderful man. chris was the type of person to give everyone a chance. he didnt care what you wore or who u hung around w/. he was the type of person to get along w/ anyone. he was a very good friend and a great smile to brighten ur day. like i say, i havent spoken or seen him in over 10 years but it is sad to

My Girlfriend
Went to visit my girlfriend in jail for the first time today. She looked so good but I could tell she is lonely. She told me about all the bitch's shes fucking in there and how she got a guard in trouble cause she gave him a blow job. Yes she is a whore but ya gotta love that about her. I didn't realize just how much I have missed her until I saw her. I hated not being able to touch her or kiss her. I can't wait for her to get out so I can grab her and hold her and let her know she is safe. She goes up for parole in October but dose not think she will get out then.

My Song
I almost didn't have the strength today To climb out of bed And face another lonely day without you here It's just not fair Everywhere I look I see your face I miss your smile You've been gone a while Chorus: I stand here waiting To catch you when you fall And even though I let you go I didn't let you go to far I stand here waiting For you to say you love me But I know it's too late And you could never love me anymore Standing in the middle of a crowded room But I'm all alone And I feel so wrong Since you've been gone Light another cigarette and wonder where The time has gone This whole world's gone mad I gave you all I had Repeat Chorus They say if you love someone Sometimes you've got to let 'em go But I never knew letting go would be so hard Repeat Chorus

Fighting Evil One Day At A Time
went to the midnight showing of spidey 3. the movie was pretty good. i don't think it was long enough. there was a lot going on in the movie and there could have been more time in the movie in order to better flesh out characters and scenes. still a good movie. in the end i think spidey 2 was the best. Finally saw Hot Fuzz today. if you haven't seen this movie then you must watch it. it truly is the best buddy cop movie ever made. the shaun of the dead guys are absolutely brilliant. the movie is a mash up of different styles of films that works amazing well. Watched the new episode of Heroes. Damn that show is amazing. It is hard to believe that this show is on a major network since it is so damned good. i will not spoil anything for those who had not seen it, but if you have not watched the series then you need to get your butt all over it.

A Moment In Time
whats in side.... sometimes people just dont understand me. and u know what ? sometimes im glad! but most times then not, im not. im a pretty simple person to figure out. im fun, out going, and even pretty inteligent,lol. but most of all im a bleeding heart. im the type of person who will be there when times are tough and help ya work thru it.the type to be there when things just dont seem that they could get any worse and ya wanna crawl in a whole and just let the world go on without ya, ill be the one to hold out my hand and help u up, brush u off and help ya walk down that road holdin ur head up high. but on the other hand i am the one who is in the hole. im human. i have needs just like others. but im also the kind of person who just doesnt want to be a bother to anyone else too. i try an work things out for myself and well, smetimes it does and most times it doesnt. but i cope with it. ive been in stuations that i thought i was doin the right thing and just failed miserably.

Life / Change
i understand so much more now. im not angry at you for what you did because now im in the same situation. i thought i could do something.. but now after trying i realised that i just can't. i don't know if its the person , there personality or if its just the idea that being in any sort of relationship right now just a turn off for me.not so much that its a turn off its just not something that is appealing to me right now.i know that eventually i will get lonely and tired but for now its time to be andventious by myself me.No strings, no boys or girls, just friends and fun. im not sayinf im going to go out and fuck like a mad woman either because at this point im sick of dramarama in general and that goes hand in hand with relationships of both the sexual and nonsexual type.i dont want to have to answer to anyone.i do what i want when i want even if it means doing it myself.ive got a better idea of what i want out of life and im going to go get it. why does everything have to hurt so

~~ Random Thoughts ~~
I would write you a love letter, but there's not enough paper to write down everything wonderful about you ~ the way you laugh, talk, and kiss, the way you do those little things that make me so crazy about you. I would write you a love letter, but there're not enough pencils or pens or ink to put down how you make me feel ~ how you make my heart beat faster and my breath catch whenever we're close, how you stay with me like a love song I can't get out of my head. I would write you a love letter, but there aren't enough hours or days or lifetimes to describe all you mean to me ~ the way you've changed my world and made me dream things I never dared dream before. I would write you a love letter, but I can't … I love you too much. ~ Author Unknown ~

New Music
Please go to this site and vote for my poem I wrote!!! Thanks a bunch Mole!!! Rate my poem, Click here I posted some new pics! Check them out can you guess which one is really me or are all of them me????????? COmment and let me know!!

Give Respect To Get Respect
OK IT MAY SEEM I AM BITCHING OR A POINT HO AS SOME MAY CALL IT BUT I LIKE KEEPING THINGS IN ORDER..... I HAVE NOTICED I HAVE 157 FRIENDS, 127, FANS, AND 184 FANS OF... THE WAY I SEE IT IS EVERYONE LOVES THE FANS S I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS.. SO IM SURE IF UR ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEN I HAVE FANNED YOU AS WELL AS RATED YOU.. SO OUT OF RESPECT SHOULDNT I BE FANNED AND RATED ALSO???? YOU WOULD EXPECT TO BE, IM SURE...ITS JUST OUT OF R.E.S.P.E.C.T.... SO COULD YA PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU HAVE ME RATED, FANNED AND ADDED.. YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN ANY LOVE THAT ONE SHOWS ME... SO WITH ALL THAT SAID NOW I WOULD LIKE TO SAY GOODNIGHT TO ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE PLEASANT DREAMS.. OH IM LEAVING MY LINK SO THAT IT WILL BE EASIER TO FIND THE ORIGINAL WRITTER OF THIS LIL BITCHIN SPREE, LMAO...MUCH LOVE TO U ALL..."DONTCHA" *Dontcha™*S.B.A.B./ I.B.I.C* & *Crew Enforcer 4 C&D Chargers Of The Elite Bombers*@ CherryTAP

Funny Shit
roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, when its stiff, stick it in. send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to F*** YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da sex train - if u get it ur cute... u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur f***able Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without........

Men Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point,

Reflections And Whatever Else....
weird how once a decision is made, the weight that lifts from your life. anger still underlies most of what was. though calm is replacing it rapidly. freedom from a vow that only i upheld is somewhat liberating, yet saddens me too. to dedicate ones life to another for so long, is a huge commitment. when the commitment is gone it leaves a void, and opens the question of why... all things heal as will i... forgive my hesitations,and the doubts that lay upon my shattered heart. trust that once was given freely has been ripped from me by anothers' lies. anger, and sadness have tainted the things within, dulling the things without. these petty emotions, and doubts i wish gone daily, they prevent me from taking a chance. they perilize my psyche, constricting the joy in the most basic of needs... your touch.... i do not ask you to understand, only to bear with me through my tribulations, if you can... trepidation sits heavy within an angr

To All The April Clinton's In The World
BITCH,YOU BETTER RUN,YOU BETTER HIDE THERE IS MORE TO COME THAN WHATS INSIDE,I AM ONLY ONE,BUT OH SHIT,I COULD FUCK YOU UP,SO WHAT THE HELL,IN THE HOOD IS UP TO ?YOU DRAIN MY LIFE,CAUSE ME SUCH STRIFE,40 PEOPLE AFTER YOUR ASS,YOU BETTER BE THINKING A COFFIN MADE OF BRASS,NOT THAT I THINK YOU DESERVE SUCH A HONOR,BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO VALOR,CIRCLE OF FRIENDS YOU BETTER FIND A NEW ONE BECAUSE IT NEVER ENDS,I AM MORE FRIENDS WITH A JUGGALO YOU FUCKING HOE,YOU ARE A CUNT,AND BITCHES AND ASSHOLES ON THE HUNT,YOU BETTER NOT BE FREAKIN'COME OUT OF OUT YOUR HOUSE YOU'LL BE STANDING IN A CORNER LIKE A FUCKING MOUSE,MORTAL ENEMY ARE YOU BLIND,DON'T YOU SEE,...NOW BITCH THEY CALL ME LIL PSYCHO CUZ IM A CRAZY BITCH AND YOU MIGHT REMEMBER ME CUZ'YOU FUCKED OVER MY BROTHER YOUR NOTHIN BUT AND LOW NASTY SLUTTY UNDERCRUST, OHH DAMN THATS 4 FEET LOWER THAN A CUNT YOU MUST BE A NASTY WHORE BUT LET ME REMIND YOU THAT I PREFER THE DARK AND THE SHADOWS SO THERE I WILL WAIT AND LINGER TILL MY PRAY COMES TO ME

For Me
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? him 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? most of the time 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? If I 'had to'? maybe...not that he wasn't a good kisser, I just am over the boytoy 4. Do you take compliments well? No I don't take them well, but who doesn't like them? 5. Do you play Sudoku? I spend too much time on the pc to learn a new game. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Yes...no problem I like nature 7. Do you like nipple rings? yes I like mine. 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? girl scout camp yes I busted my lip and the front of my face, still have the scars. 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? I am not down with that, so I would tell he/she to go the fuck home! 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? not a problem 13. Do you like to pu

This Is Me Gypsy Agent Get To Know Me !! You Can't Have Any Fun If Your 2 Good
Gypsy-Agent-69 Says... Hello My Name Is Steve. And it really is such a honor to meet you. I am a Romanian Gypsy & Part Greek.. I have black hair & blue eyes. Right now I am single and looking. I work for Microsoft Computers. Microsoft gave me the name Gypsy_Agent. Because I am in the Security Department.. What I'm Into I Like Computers Cars Sports. Dancing Music. Fine Food. Also wine tasting. White Zinfandel is my favorite wine. OK To tell you the truth it gets me horny LoL. My Dreams To meet a real nice down to earth women. Who is not into playing games and likes to laugh and have fun. The KEY-WORLD HERE IS Fun ! It's good to be serious when it calls for it. Also I am attracted to being in good shape women who has a fun and open personalty.. A women to me with a personalty can go a long way in life. Think about this when your looks runs out what do you have left ?.

Men
Unfortunatly there are things that some guys do that just hurt you. For example a friend of mine tells this girl that he doesn't like her except deep down he really does and he knows she likes him alot so what did he do he went and invited another girl over had sex with her and told the person he liked about it.....somtimes guys can be so mean. but that is the unfortunate reality of life. There is no prince charming. Sure there are guys who seem perfect but when you get to know them and see the real side to them well you realize that they aren't as perfect as you thought and you end up disappointed.

Together
It's weird how life has differnt destinations for everyone. Mine hasn't made sense yet. All the happiness I've had turned into pain. All the dreams I've had turned into nightmares. The help I've given out was not taken into consideration. I've taken people out of the darknss and been left behind. The ones who were their, showed compassion. If I were to say good-bye, would anybody cry? Would people reconize that I'm gone? How can I smile when all has been devoured? Love taken away. Used to cover up someones past misersy. I try to smile But what is their to smile about? Why, When i needed help for my mistakes nobody was their to lend a hand? So alone, I try to climb back up the road to recovery. Beliefs and reliefs fail. I see visions of happiness float by in the distance. Not near enough to grab. I'm tired of this feeling I hold in side for so many years now. I want to close my eyes and reunite with those miles away up above. I see though, taken my life away thing won't g

Dc. Madam
Your sexual experience is like an 80's hook up van You have a great deal of sexual experience, because you are so charming. You are also inventive, and have lots of confidence in yourself. Besides, who can resist an 80’s hook up van? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com way to go girl, it is all about supply and demand, if there was no demand, there would be no supply. what does that say about our people in washington..think about it..

Tiny Mike
IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING SET IT FREE IF IT COMES BACK TO YOU IT'S YOURS IF IT DOESN'T IT NEVER WAS Your Pimp Name Is... Master Pimp Kisses What's Your Pimp Name? You Are 78% Passionate, 22% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Poems From My Heart
I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at ignoring me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman who loved only her priorities I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman who ignored me to finish her work I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her job and not me Then I stopped wishing and started looking to move on. Only to find out there are more like her out there. I wished for a good woman I got a woman good at deceiving me I wished for a loving woman I got a woman loving my money I wished for a dedicated woman I got a woman dedicated to my checking account I wished for a passionate woman I got a woman passionate with her climaxes only Then I stopped wishing and looking and built a wall up I hid behind things that were no longer there. Or maybe never ever were there to begin with. I made an excuse so fast; I could have imagined it had been there from day one. I sexed without emotion to hide my pain. I smiled all day to co

God Is Up To Something
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of theoperating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care anymore ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his

With All My Heart
With all my heart i can say there isnt a day that dont turn the world around and make me think of all that has made me happy and turn my life into something more than i would ever think of with wonderful friends,family and a truely wonderful man that are there for me and back me up....with all my heart i love each and every one of them. My friends talk me through ruff times and tell me its gonna be ok and things will work out. My family well they back me up and they stand there with me and fight when ever needs to be delte with. The same as the kindness warmest hearted man that i could ever be with he does all that he can from standing at my side to talking to me, easeing any pain that crosses my path. Hushes my tears when they start to fall down my face with his words With all my heart i love them all for being there for what ever crosses my path as ill always be there for them With all my heart i love the one and only man that has made me see that there is love out ther

In Sorry
I JUST FOUND OUT MY 24 YEAR OLD NIECE JUST FOUND OUT THAT SHE HAS STAGE 3 BREAST CANCER SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND IM LEAVING CHERRY TAP TO TAKE CARE OF HER ITS A VERY HARD DECESION BUT I HAVE TO I WONT HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING TO DO THIS AND ILL MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF U MY EMAIL IS montana4164@yahoo.com if anybody wants to keep up to date love peace to all LAST NITE I WROTE A BLOG USINGSOME BAD LANAUAGE IM SORRY I WAS HAVING A REAL BAD NITE AND I TOOK IT OUT ON MY FRIENDS I SELDOM USE THAT KINDA WORDS BUT IT JUST ME UPSET WHEN PEOPLE USE THEIR DISABLITES TO MAKE [PEOPLE FEEL SORRY SO ON THAT NOTEILL CLOSE FOR NOW BYE HUGS EVIS

Raising Kids
It is so hard to raise kids on my own, there are many days I don't even know what the hell I am doing. I don't even know how to be a father, never had the example. I never have met or known my own father. I feel many a day that I am the shittest father in the whole world.

Against Abortion.
Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby M

Simple Moments
Simple Moments... I am a woman, who in the past, has always wondered how my future was going to turn out. I just wanted people to see that I had worth, I wanted to be loved, and respected. To be financially set, looking towards that future, and always wondering if I would ever reach those goals. I began to realize that it isn't the future I need to worry about, it is the moments, and when it comes to the moments in my life, I have been truly blessed. I have had my really good ones, the really bad ones and the in between ones, and it makes me realize that there would be no future without these moments. The moments that makes me smile and laugh, the moments with good friends, who love me and only want the best for me. The bad moments, where lessons had to be learned, even if it hurt and wounded, it was a lesson that needed to be taught. The in between moments where I am never quite sure what is going to happen, and those are the times of self doubt, and wonder. Moments of anxiety, p

Best Friends
In this world I have many friends.But I only have two best friends.they are two people whom i care about and love very much. My bestest friend is my husband Jesse.He has made me the woman I am today.He has taken me from the broken little girl I used to be to the confident,strong woman you see before you today.He has never judged mein any way ,shape or form.He knows all about my past and things Ive been through and here he stands with mestill til this day.I want him to know that I Love Him Vety Much.My love for himis like Ive never felt before with anyone and that i never will feel with anyone else but him. My best friend is Matt.He has been a stronghold for me.Whenever I feel down,lost,or just phsycho(lol),he has always been there for me.He knows when i need just a smile,or when i need that little touch that just says "heydarlin,hold your head up,your a great person"."I love you babygirl".He is a very special person to me.To Matt,I just wanna say Thanks for being that best friend

Kouboi's Music
I sit up at night, it's at least 3 or 4 Blood drippin' out my knuckles From knocking skin on drywall I see a face like flashlights on they chins The more I blink the more it happens again, damn Victims, from like '89 Floating their faces on the wall like it's the last time I'm gonna see them again The same time every night The wall gets bigger with every flash of day light Are they like venting on me Walls confining me, inside of me There's an emptiness that won't go away I never said that I was right inside of my mind But I'm sure over time I'll learn to climb the walls I'm sure that over time I'll learn to right all of my wrongs Sure it's right, four walls reflecting my life Every night that I sit and watch the replay Tell 'em I can feel them looking at me I can even hear them talking when I'm tryin' to sleep Sometimes they start spinnin' or just closing in And it's just too much to be, I can't win Don't grin, it ain't funny I just set it ablaze I had

Poetry
Before you open me Make sure this is truly something you want to do Right now all you have is an outside view Are you ready to explore what lies within? Think about this for a while before you begin What you’re about to experience is very precious Some would say priceless I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old Some would say ageless Few have scratched the surface And many failed to grasp its meaning Of the life that has taken me Far beyond simple dreaming. Are you prepared to dive Into the black sea of my soul? Can you abandon all your fears And all that you’ve been told? Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I think you like danger At least that’s my prediction Learn what makes me smile And what touches my heart Learn why it is I relish the dark Hear the laughing demons Tuck me in at night Feel the lustful passions Lurking behind my blackened sight Open me Touch my pages Be careful I can be quite contagious Smell the scents of st

What I Did Today
Well today was wild. I went to an office building to make some appointments I saw a girl giving me the eye... and Im not wearing panties so I decide to be naughty and bend over to pick up my pen. I knew she saw my wet pussy cause her jaw dropped. I walked over and asked her to show me where the bathroom is and winked. She blushed and came with me hehehe. When we got there I pushed her in the stall and made out with her and putting her hand on my pussy... I knew she liked it cause she slipped a finger in lol. well long story short we were in there for 30 minutes cumming and cumming and cumming. god I was such a mess when I left... but it was worth it hehehe. later

Jackies Life
I miss you so much i cant believe its been 3 months i just want a hug and to hear your voice one more time i would give anything in the world for it...sadly i cant have my wish...you mean everything to my daddy i love you

If U Saw Me In Your Bed.....!!!!
IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED.....!!!! =)If you woke up n da middle of da night and saw me in your bed what would u do? Give me your opinion!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) fuck me so good... details please! 7) give me head 8) make me breakfast 9) ask me my name (lol) 10) call the cops 11) make love to me until we get tired 12) say damm u look good_ howd u get here? Repost with the title IF U SAW ME IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many ppl want u in their bed.u might be surprised by the answers u get......u could answer the ones who sent u the bulletin

A New Begning
why is it that when some one breaks your heart you feel like the world is falling down around you? something that i have never been able to figure out but i do thank this fact when some one dumps you there true colors show threw. colors that you blind yourself to threw your entire relationship. you protect yourself from them and you make excuses for them " oh hes just been working" " hes under alot of stress from work" " hes just not sleeping well" " he workes so much that he just passed out" you create in your mind something that there not and you dont notice when things start to turn into your nightmears . see when i love someone and tell that person that i love them i look past there imperfections. where as no one else in this world could find them beautiful or handsome... the person that loves them will think the world of them no matter what. loving someone means loving them all of them every lil thing that makes them there own person. becuase if you dont all your doing is j

More Thoughts
To ponder mysteries of love and to wonder why Is it a fools quest that remains lost until we do die For none can explain why we feel and about whom And when we have not one to love we do feel the gloom Love it is not about looks so much as the soul And without one to love we are often less than whole To search a lifetime for true love only to abandon hope To give up the dream unfound and reach the end of our rope And then to have love find us when finally we let it go Is proof beyond all that there is some thing we should know A divine spirit guides the way and for each has a plan To ponder mysteries of love is a foolish nature of a man By R. Thomas Dinsmore Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion the is without

Miscellaneous Entries
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings, where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% And, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that.. While Hard Work and Knowledge will get

Kouboi's Creative Writings
1. Be careful of using personal entertainment as a way to avoid closeness with the one you love. Couples often do this at bedtime. 2. Do not stifle natural feelings of desire. Do whatever you can to fan the flame. 3. Do not work yourself up into a bad attitude simply because your loved one is busy doing something else at the moment. 4. Never speak with sarcasm in your voice, especially regarding something your loved one enjoys. Show love by trying to appreciate each other’s unique interests. 5. Do not give in to sudden fits of temper. 6. Beware of selfish preoccupation so you do not miss between-the-line hints when a loved one needs you. 7. Do everything you can to preserve the bedroom as a quiet place of rest and refreshment. Avoid discussions of business or family problems there. 8. Do not point blame at your loved one for changes and problems in your relationship. 9. Be willing to forgive and continue to take reasonable, lifelong emotional risks. 10. Focus on what

Kouboi's Poetry
You quiero campamento conmigo sancha, mi amor, in de bosque filled with arboles verde and many animales salvaje. I know a place with cascadas in “Her Table” near “The Crosses,” and a secret place at “Her Coat Stand.” We’ll nadar in the agua blanca of the “Big River,” I’ll pescandofor food and cook it on the frego de campana. We’ll lounge des nudo in the manantial calientes and a carro caliente will go in our cama de campana. Our noche tranquilo will be filled with musica and estrellas. I’ll have my café de charro ready if she wakes up with me in a cobija de nieve. Dedicated to Melissa Array Darkness and loneliness fill my cell, With pain and fear to great to yell. I wait for the mail officer to deliver to me, As I wipe away tears, that no one will see. I pray so sincere with my head raised above “Please, God, soon send me a letter of love.” I long to gaze upon pages so dear, With riches to bring my loved ones near. Words of diamonds on pages o

Mother That Are On Tap Or Off Of Tap This Is For You
Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching fr

Trust Is The Word
You wonder what the word "TRUST" really means. Should you believe someone you just met, or someone you have known for years. When someone new comes into your life, you want to believe them. What could they have done to you yet? That is the mystery about "TRUST". Who should you put "TRUST" in? "TRUST" is a very big word and it should be used very wisely. "TRUST"

(=^_^=)
cast the pearls aside, of a simple life of need come into my life forever the crumbled cities stand as known of the sights you have been shown of the hurt you call your own love is suicide the empty bodies stand at rest casualties of their own flesh afflicted by their dispossession but no bodies ever knew nobodys no bodies felt like you nobodys love is suicide now we drive the night, to the ironies of peace you can't help deny forever the tragedies reside in you the secret sights hide in you the lonely nights divide you in two all my blisters now revealed in the darkness of my dreams in the spaces in between us but no bodies ever knew nobodys no bodies felt like you nobodys love is suicide -Smashing Pumpkins

Kouboi's Journal
Well people, I haven't been online much since I started my classes and I am getting some concerns from friends. I am ok and still free from incarceration. Thank you all for caring. I am still doing good, but I am really stressed with all my schoolwork. On top of that I have some relationship issues that I haven't decided what I want to do. However, I have concluded that I need to focus on my schoolwork or I will not progress in life and I won't worth anything to anyone (incl. myself). I have been somewhat of a recluse to everyone by withdrawing from the web temporarily. It is nothing personal to anyone. Bare with me, knowing I am making the best choices that I can think of for now. BRB KouBoi #58824 On July 29, 2005 I was released from prison six months early for good behavior onto parole/probation. I was released to a half-way home. I had myself enrolled in college already before being released. I was taking computer animation. I got a job on work-study as a student aide in th

My Friend
countryboy4u@ fubar Cajun Cherry ~ Member of The Misfit Angels Leveling Crew ~ ~Global Bombers~@ fubar Today countryboy4u and i are getting married, and we are having a fubar wedding, this evening at 6:30 p.m. at the ** fubar beach wedding chapel**

All You Need Is Love
I looked for you But U were gone in a fraction of a moment I was alone and empty Insignificant and empty all I had was memories of a false happiness of a life untrue It was over I was dead inside for a longtime I cried thousands..No Millions of tears for a false love, a fantasy then one day I woke up. Raven Hair and Sexi eyes Ruby Lips and soft soft sighs That beautiful smile will Melt your heart and then you're lost, before you even start You wanna touch her and Hold her close lay right there beside her, that's what U want most. Feel her breath on you're skin, listen to her breathe, hold her very close and never leave.

New Routine
It took me the better part of today to make the rounds to the people in my "Fan-Of" list. I'm behind on adding new Club F.A.R. Members & rating my new friend's stuff. So I've come up with a routine on how I'm going to start doing things. Monday ~ Make comment rounds & try to hit people's pics as they are uploaded. Tuesday ~ Make comment rounds to just those in my "family" as I consider those people to be good friends. (Have openings to anyone wanting to get to know me & be a real friend.) Add new Club F.A.R. Members & rate pics/stashes. Wednesday ~ Make Hump Day comment rounds. Thursday ~ Make comment rounds to my "family" list. Add new Club F.A.R. members. Rate pics/stash & contest bombing if asked by the person in the contest & not a friend of a friend. Friday ~ Make comment rounds only. Saturday ~ Make comment rounds to family members only. Sunday ~ Make comment rounds to family members only. Rate pics/stash & perhaps contest bomb if asked. I still h

The Imperial Nuclear Order
THE possibility of a nuclear strike by the United States against Iran has now entered mainstream political discourse in the U.S. This needs to be seen in the perspective of: -U.S. determination to attack Iran but the virtual impossibility of achieving all its objectives through non-nuclear means; -the predominance, at the highest levels of the Bush administration, of men who believe that problems of a global war and the consequent overstretch can and should be resolved by deploying "mini-nukes" - not retreat, but escalation to a higher level; -the much wider spread of actual nuclear weapons among the key U.S. allies than is ever revealed in the mainstream media; and, most crucially, -the immense nuclear superiority the U.S. has kept gaining since the collapse of the Soviet Union and the consequent doctrine of "usable nukes" it has developed during the Bush presidency. Using nuclear weapons becomes thinkable because the U.S. has unrivalled capacity to do

A Cowboy In A Gay Bar !
Brokeback Bar (lol) cute A cowboy walks into a bar and two steps in, he realizes it's a gay bar. But what the heck, he says to himself, "I can really use a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your weewee?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that, all I want is a drink." The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your weewee. Mine for instance is called Nike, for the slogan 'Just Do It,' and that guy down at the end of the bar calls his, Snickers, because it really 'Satisfies.'" The cowboy looks dumbfounded so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left, who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile "T imex," and the thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin!" A little shake

Sports
Well here we go...I have been told that I have too much time on my hands with all the sports stuff I know. So i figured what better way to get it out than to start putting it in a blog. So here I go. And I am open to any critisizm.... First off RIP Josh Hancock..and our thoughts and prayers are with his family.. Well i guess it was a good weekend to be a Boston sports fan. Winning 2 out of 3 from the Yankees in New York, and getting Randy Moss in a trade with the Oakland Raiders. Granted the Yankees had a horrible month, it is only the first month of the season and they shouldn't be counted out by anyone(even us die hard Red Sox fans). And also hat off to A-rod, for having one hell of a month. It looks like the booing of A-rod in NY has stopped for now. Not sure if it was just my tv or not but it did sound like the Yankee fans were booing Mariano Rivera on Friday night when Joe Torre came to the mound to get him, after another inefffective outing. I personaly don't think t