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My Best Friend
HEY YALL..IM NEW HERE...MY BEST FRIEND KIM TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SITE...AND I LUV IT ALREADY...SO PLEASE HELP ME SHOW HERE SOME LUV IN THIS CONTEST THAT SHE IS IN...KIM IS THE SWEETEST GURL U WILL EVER MEET...IF U GET A CHANCE...GO MEET MET HER KIM..I LUV YA GURL..BEST CHERRY TAP FRIEND CONTEST OK HERE IS KIM AND IM PIMPIN HER OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY...SO MAKE SURE U COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER FOR ME...WE NEED ALL THE LOVE WE CAN GET..THE CONTEST STARTS TOMORROW AND WE HAVE TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS...MAKE SURE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE.. AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR..THANKS YALL...

Skit Distort
i talked to some girl today on this web site and she told me "all men are pigs but I love my man" that is not not love to say something like that, it's hate. If you try to live your life, someone always gets in your way. Truing you all sorts of lies, never let you have your say. I don`t love their modern world, prisoner of their technology. It`s already wasetd too much of my time and left me- used and abused for so long, when i`ve done nothing wrong, objected to serve the state, rejected for my refusal to hate - one i trusted authority, listened in all innocence. Seeing how life really is, i knew it didn`t make sense. Twist your mind with school, to accept what they call truth. This screwed society i`m stuck in has left me- Feed you a thousand words like liberty and democracy. Their meaning has been lost through all the hypocrisy. Our leaders say so much shit, why won`t they let me be. I don`t love their modern world it`s left me – Why is everyone so uptight? Years of learning to ac

Walk In The Park...
She loved the solitude more than anything else. It was a popular park during the afternoon and evenings but in the morning there was never anyone around. As she ran the only sounds she could hear were made by her, her shoes hitting the pavement, the sound of her own breathing as she pushed herself to run faster, harder than before. She was racing against no one but herself yet determined to win, to defeat even her own record time for this 6 mile track. She knew every inch of this park, the trails and paths through the woods, the places where a couple could hide and fool around. She had spent her childhood here and every part of this park was ingrained into her memory for one reason or another. Skinny dipping in the lake, her first kiss under the covered bridge, falling from the top of a slide and breaking her arm, even losing her virginity to Darius Stone when she was 15. All of it came back to her as she ran. The sound of someone approaching her from behind didn't raise any cau

Too Young Too Die
When my worlds collided I am about to take you on a trip down to a time, when the worst things that can -happen all happens at once it seems. My name is Jason Lewis, I am a very large male that has been thru lots of pain and suffering and will now tell you the tale of just a small portion of my life. It all started January 4th, 1974 my sister Allison was born; she was a very sick child and spent a lot of time in the hospital. It started when she was about 4 years old she had an IV put in her ankle to help her eat. When she was around 14 years old she was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis, which is a death sentence or a terrible lung disease which ever you chose to call it. Most people diagnosed with this don’t live longer than the age of 18 years old; she lived until she was 28. It is now March of 2002, it is snowing out which is not too unusually for this time, but we had people in from California who have never seen snow. It almost seemed the way people were reacting was as if they

Poetry
Dreaming of you, eyes wide awake vividly imagining the life we could make. Day dreams into night, feeling you are around me. Playing out a fantasy, fulfilling every need. Making this a reality has now become my quest. Only perfection for this King and Queen commanding nothing less. What roads in life should i take? for I know the future is mine to make. The choices from the past seem to haunt my soul, but do I look back with regret or peace at reaching all my goals? Alot of things I would change if time would allow, For this I would pay any price to go back now. Turning back time is a luxury that we are not given, Only to be left t deal with a life that has now become our prison. Some aspects we know can be turned on a dime, And the only true, reliable ally on our side is time. Awakening from an endless, dormant slumber eyes opening to see a different view. Awakening to find the ancient world I once

My Bestfriend
okay well here i go i am sitting here crying and hurting so bad i dont know what to do so here i put a wish on here for ya`ll to read its kinda stupid ya but i dont really have pple to talk about how i feel what i think what i want what i wish..so here i go heres my thoughts my wish and what i pray for day in and day out...is there a man out there for me? is there a life out there for me and my son? will we ever be loved the way i feel i can love a person i have so much love to give to that special someone that i hope i will find or will find me someday i just want someone who will love me and my son with all there heart and be true to us not leave us when things get tough someone who will be there thru thick and thin no matter what..i know theres people out there who feels so lonley the way i feel i have been in some really bad relationships ive done things and had things done to me i wish i could forget i have nightmares everynight from all the trama that i have been thru this blog i

Code Advice & Tuturiols
This is the code to make the little ♥ ♥ Just repeat the code however many times you want the hearts to appear If you want to adjust the size or color use these codes... You can use any number between 1-10 Don't forget to close your ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Need to center a bulletin? here's the code: TEXT HERE This text is bold This text is strong This text is big This text is emphasized This text is italic Crossout Underline arial comic sans ms courier new helvetica trebuchet ms verdana Times New Roman Georgia Impact Fixedsys 1 2 3 4 5 aqua fuchsia Example: Type whatever here This is a list of colors recognized by most browsers by name. Rather than using hexadecimals or RGB you can just type, or {background-color:hotpink;}, and you're done. WhiteGhostWhiteWhiteSmoke

The Loyalty Behind Kitty
She'd been with you for many years, her loyalty did show. You loved her and she loved you back, until she had to go. You found him as a lonely stray, you gave him lots of care. His grateful love had known no bounds, until he wasn't there. You miss her shaggy golden head Or striped or spotted back, your dear companion cat or dog whose love you'd never lack. Do not despair for they'll be there, when your time's at the end. There just beyond the Pearly Gates, awaits your furry friend. MySpace Graphics - MySPACE MONEY

Quote
Today's Quote Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies within us while we live. -Norman Cousins Today's Quote When you are reluctant to change, think of the beauty of autumn. Today's Quote If you can't feed a hundred people, then feed just one. -Mother Teresa

Maddie Day 15
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

I Can't Wait
I am leaving Wed morning to head out to Surfside Texas to go shark fishing! If you don't see me online, now you know why!!!! Jaws, here I come, I am coming to get you!!! I leave June 2nd to go down to Texas for a few days to go shark fishing with a friend of mine, and I can't wait. Just the power a shark has, knowing the hour long fight I'll have is just the biggest rush I think I can have. Actually having one there to touch knowing I won the fight has to be the bigget adrenaline rush ever!

Cherry Tap!!
Hi this is about this site were all on Cherry TAP!! i think its site is great and lots of fun I like all the friends I meet and some I get to know pretty good and of course we all get points and money and E.T.C. of course . Some actually hook up here and continue in there lives and some well its not fare what happens when some 1 falls for some 1 and turns out there with some 1 else or flirtin or so. I have been on this site for quite a while now and made some good long time friends and still maken friends day by day and of course going up higher as we all do in time some faster then others some not at all depends on how long were online and how we promote our selves . Some of the contests are not fare and of course most of the contests are run by guys ok well thats not all to fare ok because if its all about women like there tattoo's or body parts well of course the leader of the contest or 1 of his good friends will pick some girl who is his best friend or so wel all hav

My Blog
As of 2007 the Earth System has already undergone profound global change of which global heating is the most immediately evident profound impact. It is getting hot, and it is happening fast. Many leading scientists tell us we have 10 years at most given current trends before climate change becomes irreversible and dangerous, beyond the generally accepted rise of 2 degrees Celsius considered adaptable (we are about 1/3 the way there). Yet the chortling television weather people tell us the unprecedented wave of global mild weather - really a lack of winter in many parts - is not climate change. We are encouraged to take advantage of our good fortune and get out there and play golf. At what point will abrupt climate change and deterioration of the Earth System's life giving biosphere be recognized as a global ecological emergency, and responded to as such? And will it then be too late to limit damages, or even to survive? Global warming is not a slow, ge

Closure
March 6, 1980 is a day that I will never forget. I was 14 years old. My dad used to work for a large steel company here in Dallas and he was in the Steelworker’s union. This particular night, he was at a union meeting and my mother had allowed me to stay up later than usual so that I could see my dad before I went to bed. Well, my dad came home from his meeting and had brought me a chocolate shake from our local Dairy Queen. He handed me the shake and said, “This is just because I love you”. Shocked I was, because my father really didn’t say that to me often… I drank my shake, hung out with my dad for a few minutes, and then headed off to bed. (Much later, I realized that he must have known…) The next morning, at about 6:00am, I was awakened by my mother’s frantic screaming out in the hall outside the restroom…”Melvin, please open the door”….”Melvin, please answer me”…. I bolted up out of bed to see what the commotion was and found that my dad had been in the bathroom, my mother

What To Do What To Do
Well, my friend finally called me and he isn't sure if he is going to be going South tonight. So, if he doesn't then I'm catching the VA Van tomorrow afternoon to go. I am looking forward to working my marriage out, and I love and have missed my husband an awful lot since if been gone. I want to thank my sister's very much for all their help and support that they gave me. I am going to miss them dearly. I'm upset about leaving, because I already miss them. They have been a lifesaver for me. What I love the most about them is that they aren't being judgemental towards me at all. They stand behind me no matter what decision I make. I love you Kristie and Tera. I'm gonna miss you an awful lot. Anyways, I want all of you to know that I'm going to get on as much as I can in order to chat with all of you. I love all of my friends that I have met on here, and I hope that all of you are still here when I get back. I hope that all of you have a good week, and I look forward t

Daily Life Via Me
The date is set. The church is reserved. The dress is bought. The groom is ready. But the bride is a nervous wreck. I'm in full on panic mode here people, and I don't know why. I'm sure this is what I want to do but I'm just nervous about the whole frills of the matter. What if something goes wrong? What if I trip and fall flat on my face? Gasp, what if i step on my dress walking down the isle and it rips? I don't think I should be thinking about this. Another thing is that I have no one to give me away or walk me down the isle. I went by my mom's place to invite her as a show of good faith and she called me a souless slut whore. Whatever, she hasn't changed a bit and now I know why my father left when he did. Everything my mother told me about him was a lie, including who he was. She told me he was a dead beat dad who was hooked on drugs and porn. I recently found out that the man my mother claimed was my father was just her long time live in boyfriend. my real father was in the Ar

Ct ...... B.s.
Just because you are a VIC, can afford to sticky things, always have a blast or buy happy hours doesn't make you any more important than anyone else on Cherry Tap. I'm not referring to the majority of you, because I for one benefit from some of these things and was lucky enough to have a blast bought for me last month! However, don't post a bulletin and then delete someone for stating their opinion. Most of you guys are awesome and return the love shown and I appreciate that. The drama on here is ridiculous, people we are not in Jr. High anymore. This is an adult site! If you can't take a little constructive criticism, quit posting you dirty laundry and drama for all your friends to view! I'm not gonna mention names on here, however I hope someone reposts this and they read it! Just cuz the internet says you are above someone, don't take it to heart. You are no different than any of the other 1,000's of members on here! If I lose friends over this so be it! I know who my

Life
For this supposedly being such a happy time in my life it has been nothing but miserable. Babies are suppose to bring people together, but instead it is endless fighting (not because of the baby). I'm sick of it all, I tell him to leave, even though I really don't want him to, but either way right now I am miserable. I can be in a fine mood, but he drags me down into his "I hate my life" mood. He got pissed because I said he was going to be just like his father, who is close to 50 and still wanting to party like he's 20 and with 20 year olds, and the he is going to abandon his kids - that may have been harsh, but at the moment it felt true. He wants to have the life he wants *with out me* therefore without his child, if it weren't mostly for me pushing and supporting him and giving him the means to, he would not be seeing his daughter now. So what the hell does that say? He may not move across the country like his father did, but none the less. The thing is when we fight

My Thoughts And Stuff...
You, you are the stars to me And you, you bring the waves to me This world of mine will never be the same Because you, you are the only thing That makes me want to feel alive With you I don't have to pretend That in my life there is a flame And no fears left to defend Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away I, I now will close my eyes And I, will leave my fears behind This darkend place feels safe when you are here I will never be alone when you are near A world so bright, alive I feel with you The burden so light, and left behind for you I close my eyes and feel you touch me now Everything that lives inside burns with flame Just let me be with you I will never ever leave Just take me away with you I will never ever run away Love sought misery here is our stage. Strength alone can not take it all away Fear fought tears flowing from her pain And she'd be laying flowers for me today Night beget

The Coat Hanger
A woman was at work when she received a phone call that her small daughter was very sick with a fever. She left her work and stopped by the pharmacy to get some medication. She got back to her car and found that she had locked her keys in the car. She didn't know what to do, so she called home and told the baby sitter what had happened. The baby sitter told her that the fever was getting worse. She said, "You might find a coat hanger and use that to open the door." The woman looked around and found an old rusty coat hanger that had been left on the ground, possibly by someone else who at some time had locked their keys in their car. She looked at the hanger and said, "I don't know how to use this." She bowed her head and asked God to send her help. Within five minutes a beat up old motorcycle pulled up, with a dirty, greasy, bearded man who was wearing an old biker skull rag on his head. The woman thought, "This is what you sent to help me?" But, she w

Ramblings
"The world is made for those not cursed with self awareness" How true is that? As I wander through life trying to find my place in the world, I am painfully aware of the dichotomy between what I believe the "right" thing to do is versus the "fun" or "easy" thing. I do not always do the "right" thing, but even when I do not, I usually know what the "right" thing is or at least which choice is better. Out in the world, I constantly see other people who make choices not based on right or wrong at all, but what feels the best for them at the time. I am curious about these people and how they live. Do they have moments of self doubt, but just blow them off for the next bit of immediate gratification? Or do they lack or have they completely subjugated those feelings? Please, I am no better than anyone else. I do bad things and will continue to do things that I know are wrong. The point, if I have one at all, is that in some ways I envy those people. What would it be like to

From My Mind To Your Eyes...
I just want to say I love you, I would give my life and soul for you. I have died for you...this is my life unraveled. This is my story. I spent endless nights, pondering about my future. Why, I do not know. With every ounce of power I had, I tried to stop but couldn't. I saw myself happy and in love. I felt an overwhelming feeling of bliss. I saw children playing in the front yard, dogs barking at the back door. Vivid sights of things to come. I believed that with all my heart. At first I thought it was just a dream, but then, you walked into my life. As soon as I saw you, my heart stopped and my legs went weak. I had seen you in vision. You were that blissful feeling that overwhelmed me. I walked over to you and stared, speechlessly. You were dating one of my old friends, who I hadn't seen for a while. He introduced us. I didn't know what to say. So I just said hello, and shook your hand. Then I made up and excuse and left. Later that night I started thinking about you. I said

Through The Eyes Of A Butterfly..
The last few days of my life have been such an emotional rollercoaster...as the end of my pregnancy is near so many emotions are soaring through me ...at first I was excited...but as I realize that I have about two months left now fear has set in...and I honestly can't believe I am actually finding myself scared of the unknown road ahead of me...luckily I have alot people in my life that have kept me calm through all of this and assured me that I will be a great mother...which I am sure of myself but it's just so....surreal at times that she will actually BE HERE in my ARMS in two months!!! I guess I felt like this point would never come ....and now here I am wish me luck in my days to come...this week is the final stretch...(the trimester of hell) lol .... yikes : P Atleast I am going to treat myself this weekend and get my hair done :D don't worry I will take pictures!

Well........my Band Adonaii Has A Show
We had 228 show up it was sweet..........as all. We will have many more. No doubt I will post clips of the show up so check it out. We gots a show tomorrow at 7:30pm.............Which is at the Werehouse in Winston Salem North Carolina, for $5 at the door. We will be opening for the BFG's , Andy and The Jivers, and Asian Cafe

Why O Why!!
i need to cry to sumone!!!!! Well I have,kept up to the idea of not fooling around and have done it! So Im writing sumthing just to write because I cant sleep. Why is depression so prominant in the USA?Is it because there are so many streses?like trying to be the perfect parent?or hubsband or wife?Is it because every household as 1 person in it that spends mnoney faster then you can make it?Is it because peoples kids are alittle chunky and we read in the paper or online that the states can start charging thier parents for neglect?Is it because we have to pay through the nose for gas or electricity because the rich want to get richer?Is it because when we try to have a good time with our kids,like taking them to the movies it cost 40 bucks just to get in? Hell I dont know,I do know that at times,Im depressed but not because all of these and many more reasons.I consider most of these and many more,being a part of Life! I'm depressed because I cant do more for my kids!

Poem By Me...
I no longer exist I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far away I am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and cold I don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to me There are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer care No one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single penny Selfish ones who step on others there is way to many No one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cry There is no hope for me anymore I have

Idk
MAN I AM SO TIRED OF GUYS STUPID LIES .... PLEASE SAVE THE BULLSHIT FOR SOMEONE WHO CARE.... I AM DONE ... PEACE BITCHES I am so sick of guys acting all interested for a few days and then they just stop talking to me as much.... fcuk if your gonna do that dont bother talking to me at all... i have feelings too and they do get hurt.... i am sick of it i am done talking to guys for a while i am just gonna do for my self and my kids for now.... so if you are a guy and try talkign to me and i dont reply its not nessasarly cause i dont like you its just that i am done getting hurt.... you all say i am different but in all reality you are all the same.... man SOME guys are so stupid and really dont knwo a good thing when it right in font of them and ususally get fucked over from someone else... well i am not going to be there any more when a guy thinks that some girl is better and then that chick fucks him over i am not gonna be there when they decide gee maybe i shouldnt have been an ass t

Rest In Peace
You were there when I was brought here Spent every waking moment with me by your side The years that passed had so many memories And feelings which I could never hide.... I love you dearly Grandpa You were more to me then the world I know your gone away now, but Im still your little girl You raised me the best you could You gave me all your might And when you look upon me from heaven You'll see how you raised me right Ill miss you more then i could say And im sorry i didnt say goodbye But here are my words I wish i could say I love you grandpa and goodbye I love you grandpa you are still my world, and atleast i know that you hoped i would have been there. I miss you and I will see you when i reach those gates cause i know you will be there waiting for me to walk through. Tell Dustin i miss him and i cant wait for the hugs to pour into my arms. Tell Harley that i know he is watching over me.. I miss all of you and I wish there were more i could say, but al

Nasty Things
men or ladies?AYE!this a open ended question.....i would say...?well who kno's right? outrageosly dirty questions WAT WOULD U DO? do guys like a noisy woman in da bed? is it a good quality for a person to be a freak? are threesomes too freaky? would role play be a bad addition? wat is tha best love~making position? how about them fuq faces? is pulling hair to barbaric? rough or soft? rap or r&b while doin tha nasty? strawberries?whip cream?and or candy? twisted freak?bonafied freak?or not at all? finger in tha booty? dildo?if so..man?lady?orboth?lol toss da salad,or get urz tossed?lol that ass?or that kitty? would u make a flick? ass or boobies? train wreck or none!?hah!ha!ha! deez questions too freaky?trust i could go further!

My Element...what's Yours?
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?

Phantom Haters
who ever this is has been giving me fits the last two days, ripping my skins and pics without asking, and without rating or leaving a comment. They/he/she/it just rips then blocks me. I'm gonna leave my site on the default skin until they are dealt with as only CT friends can, Thanks for all your help this guy ripped my skin that said "rip and you're dead !!!" tonight Operalover@ CherryTAP ripped my skin and a very special pic that they are using as their profile pic "UndercoverLover"@ CherryTAP this is his original site Fnewhsky@ CherryTAP this is his "wife" Wicked J's Angel@ CherryTAP this is her other profile *Devils Lady*@ CherryTAP

One Word
only one word > > Describe me in one word....Just one word. Send it to me and me only. > > Then send this message to your friends and see how many strange & > interesting things people say about you > This is really fun. Just hit the reply key and send me my one word. Then > forward this message on to your > friends--including me--and see what they say about you! The Game's On!

Bored..bored...bored...
Hey guys help me out Im trying to win this contest and Im pretty far behind so Id appreciate any help I can get..Thanks.. BTW---for those who might think so I am NOT begging simply ask for the help of my friends and if this is begging to you...I dont want your help!! BamaBelle Im so bored so I sitting here I really got nothing to say except the fact that Im bored and writing this kinda feels like Im talking to myself anyone else feel the same.... I mean really I dunno but Im gunn shut up now and go finish my laundry.....

My Reading List For 2007
Charlie Bone and the Castle of Mirrors - Jenny Nimmo Charlie Bone and the Time Twister - Jenny Nimmo Inkheart - Cornelia Funke The Dream-Hunter - Sherrilyn Kenyon Bram Stoker The Essential Dracula - Leonard Wolf, editor Club Vampyre - Laurell K. Hamilton Betsy The Vampire Queen - MaryJanice Davidson The Vampire Files Vol. 2 - P.N. Elrod Danse Macabre - Laurell K. Hamilton

The Wench's Quill
~~The Thirst~~ A tiny prick To break the skin Biting, tearing The feast begins Voracious gnawing Clamping down Crashing waves of Blood red sound Sucking, chewing Plasma dripping Deliciously The flesh is ripping Delerious ecstacy Orgasmic trembles Hungrily circling The scavengers assemble Once the thirst is Satisfied They'll clean up the kill With lustful cries OKay, so I understand we have a 1-10 rating system here..and in all fairness, I suppose not everyone understands that is just for show, right? Someone actually rated me a 7. And well, while people might feel that I am being a bit conceited when I say this, I am NOT a 7. And to add insult to injury, before they rated me a 7, they sent me a friend request. I don't think that this is quite the effective way to make friends. I'm only venting I suppose...not everyone has such a vast comprehension of the universe as I appear to. I should cut them some slack, right? H

Lost Weight And Wonder Where The Hell It All Went?? Lol
Ok Ya'll...I've lost lots of weight and wonder where it all went to lol. I had weighed up to 274 lbs little over 4 yrs ago when i was about to have my daughter and just over those past years i've managed to lose it all. Yea took 4 hellish long years to do it but just since last year of September when i dumped my daughter's father due to some personal reasons, i started losing weight. I am proud to say i am now down to 196 1/2 lbs!!! 3 1/2 more till i am back to my pre prego weight!!! I am not sure how i lost it all because i don't exercise much really...am on my feet alot but other then that?? LOL course it could be due to the fact that i am no longer under the stress i was when i was with Ruth's dad? Oh well...i'm just so f'ing thrilled i've lost it all and plan to keep on losing it. I don't really eat much anymore like i used to so that could be part of the reason why i have lost so much weight!! Any ways....I Just thought i'd share my excitement with all my friend's and family!

Its A Girl!!!
so i broke down and asked what my baby was gonna be... its a beautiful baby girl who has ten toes and ten fingers!!! i know this because during the entire ultrasound she kept putting her hands and feet up like she was saying "look i have fingers and toes.. look their cool looking and see i can move them too" it was the cutes thing.. bus shes already stuborn as hell lol... so here come october... my little Rylee Rebecca will be born... i cant wait!!!

How U Make Me Feel
when you text and i get you on my mind, i think i am going to go crazy for the want of you. god how i would like to hold you at this moment. it is rather difficult to describe how empty you can feel without someone. but you know that you mentally keep reaching for them and just seem to grab space. what bliss we do enjoy sometimez and fail to appreciate the fact that it is happiness! you know sweet, all great deedz are inspired by the emotionz of sex. that is the power of attraction and love for a woman is manifested in the actz and accomplishmentz of the doer. in every single instance of men who have done worthwhile thingz, you will find the stimulating influence of a woman. i really believe that. with your love i should become a mental marvel! you know what you make me feel like? you know those freezing cold morningz and you can feel the chill on your face, but your body is so soft and warm. so you put your head underneath the coverz so your entire body can feel t

Sorry I Am Gone
I AM SO TIRED OF JEALOUS MEN ..I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE ..I AM LEAVING CT AS OF NOW AND I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL BE BACK ..I AM SORRY BUT THIS IS WHAT I NEED TO DO FOR NOW ..LOVE U ALL FREAKY BITCH

Words To Help In The Fight Of Day To Day Life
O God, the Lord, the strength of my salvation, Thou hast covered my head in the day of battle. Lord, I put my trust in You. As I face the challenges of everyday life, help me to remember that You stand with me, supplying my strength and courage and wisdom.

Sports Fan Contest
I have entered a fav sports conest please come and bomb my pic and help me out thank you i will geat i gift for the people that give me at least 10 bombs. let me know if you do so i can get it for you

Let Just See ???
Lets see who really pays attention to me I only have friends on here that I know in person or that I find interesting in one way or another. Otherwise, you are somebody that I highly admire, would like to meet in person someday, or have great respect for your talents. Something about you makes you so unique that when I read your profile and looked at you I thought, "cool"! Either way I am not a picture collector. If you received this in your bulletin, I truly do find you interesting. If you have decided to read this, You are a true Cherrytap Friend... It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like it's a popularity contest in high school. This is a test to see how many people in your friends list actually pay attention to you. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are! This is a test to see Who's paying attention, Cherrytap friends... Repost this if you are a friend... Don't reply...just repost

Temps Thinkin Out Loud.....
You are the light in my eyes when i wake to a new day You are that shining sun i see through a clouded haze You are the reasons that i do everything in my life You are my reasoning, my love, my life lead to right You were just a little girl when everything changed You were too young to know why your daddy was estranged But you never once doubted me, or lost your faith in us You were always that smiling face and you never lost your trust You will always and forever be my number one girl As years do pass your hair will straighten from the curls Your wisdom and your intelligence are so way beyond your years I can share with you so much, my hopes and dreams, my life , my fears Because the bond that i have with you, my once baby girl Is that you and your brother are all that matters in this world To see your faces when i come to spend some time You have no idea of the love that blossoms knowing your mine So proud that the past hasn’t hindered the young lady you;ve be

Freakin Out!
totally freakin out..have no clue what i am going to do with the rest of my life..if you didn't know..i am a senior this year..and my graduation is coming up soon and i havent the slightest clue how i am going to take this..it all went way too damn fast and i dont know what to do..it seems like yesterday i was in middle school and now im greduating..

New At This,will Get It
meatloafLuvR@ CherryTAP tazman@ CherryTAP freinds make the world go round Free as the wind Real and true freinds are always here Each time u need them In good times and bad Never to let u down and always near ,in heart Don't ever regret anybody who u think is here 4 u. And never turn ur back on freinds Love them with all ur heart Love them allways Often the ones u love are hidden from view Very much here 4 u Eeach and every day Resting til u need them or they need u

Friends????
The dictionary says: Friend (frend) noun. 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; partron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or Foe? Seems like it isn't all there though huh? What about the years that a friendship can last? What about the laughter that seemed non-stop when you got lost in conversation? There is just so much more that Meriam or Webster omitted. Ever lost a friend? The definition doesn't touch on the incredible pain that you must endure. Hmmmm, so is Friendship a magical thing? Is there a Friend Fairy that comes and sprinkles dust on you to sends you and this aquaintance on a journey that grows into a lifelong relationship? No.....No it isn't...wish is was, cos I would catch me a fairy and steal her dust :) So what is it? A mutual attraction? Admiratio

Bored
Well in about 4 wks I'm going to be moving back to KS.... Kinda excited for the change and to be back around family. I know there isn't much to do in KS, but then I don't really do to much where I'm at now so.... haha Anything going on this weekend?

To Late For Saying I Love You
TO MY UNCLE. WE NEVER GOT TO SAY ARE SORRYS OR NEVER GOT TO SAY HOW MUCH WE MEANT TO EACHOTHER YOU NEVER GOT TO MEET MY FAMILY. YOU NEVER GOT TO SEE ME GROW INTO THE WOMAN I AM NOW. YES WE TALKED ON THE PHONE.I HAD CHANCES TO COME SEE YOU AND I DIDINT. I AM SORRY I NEVER CAME TO SEE YOU.I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO DIE MAYBE ITS BECAUSE. I DIDNT WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT MY MOM WENT THROUGH AND MY DAD. WE NEVER WERE CLOSE FAMILY ALWAYS APART FIGHTING DISOWNING EACHOTHER. EVEN THOUGH I DONT AGREE ON HOW THINGS WERE IN ARE FAMILY YOU WERE STILL MY UNCLE AND I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW WERE EVER YOU ARE RIP

Too Damn Funny
this is an honest to god true stroy and i just have to share it. and you might get the best laugh you've had in awhile. first off i work as a non-emergency trasport driver, a glorified way to say i'm a medic cabbie. and my car is an old cop car, it still has the spot lights on the a-pillars nothing else but white paint. i was bringing this one passenger back from his appointment. i pulled over to tell dispatch that i'm done for the day and ask if they have any other people that need transport. as soon as i got the all clear i took off and got behind this tuned up honda civic. after riding behind this 2 people for awhile they started looking in their mirrors real nervous like. and after that for a short bit we see these little baggies flying out both windows. for about a mile in distance they've been doing this. and when we had a clear passing zone we passed them without them even glancing over at us. their eyes were fixed on the road ahead. and after we passed they didn't even reli

Stuff That Makes Me Chuckle...
OK, I'm sure this is bound to offend the sensibilities of at least one of two people on my friends list but I just gotta get this off my chest. So, on Saturday, looking for something different to do, I took my son to the Renaissance Fair, officially known here as the "Renaissance Pleasure Faire" Let me start off by saying: "What a collection of freaks and dorks this show was!!!" I went, once, years ago when I was a kid...and now I remember why I haven't gone back. Don't get me wrong, it was fun to watch Kyle practice fencing in the "swordfight training yard," shooting "cannonballs" (tennis balls) at some idiot in a jester costume, watching Kyle eat the biggest fucking cookie I've ever seen, etc. And, I didn't mind checking out all the cleavage from the lovely maidens. I did recognize several people from the local bdsm-themed clubs, etc. I've noticed that Ren Faire tends to be a magnet for that crowd. But it was hot, dusty, expensive and, well, stupid. I would have felt

Stupid Fake Ass People
Some of you have seen some of these faces before but I wanted to bring this to the attention of everyone once more. This man uses pictures of underage models and creates profiles. Now he has a Cherry Licker of the month contest and 12 of the 24 contestants are fake. Take a look, more than half of his competition are fake...Ive emailed CT about this but it went untouched so Im taking it into my own hands. Ive deleted him from my list because I want no part of anyone who finds it okay to use children of any age, for gratification of any kind. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/83547/353951 FIRST OF ALL, TO UNDERSTAND MY FRUSTRATION IN ALL THIS YOU HAVE TO HAVE READ MY PREVIOUS BLOGS ON THIS MATTER. IF YOU HAVENT THERES THE LINK. NOW I LOG ON AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS COME TO MY PAGE IN ONE OF HIS KIDDY PROFILES AND BLOCKED ME FROM CONTACTING HIM THRU HER, SO I GO TO HIS PAGE, WHICH TO MY SURPRISE IS STILL UP AND RUNNI

Poetry Corner
When your heart Has been broken And stepped on It leaves you hesitant Reluctant to try To give in once more To open up To emotion To dip your toe Into the mire Into the ocean Of desire To dip your toe Into the ocean Of unknown emotion If you don’t Enter the water You wont get wet There is no danger Of being dragged under Should you take a chance? On love again Throw caution to the wind Open yourself up to the pain Or the pleasure Feel the love Washing over you Immersing yourself The waves washing over you It may drown you If you do If you resist the temptation You will be safe Unharmed in your segregation Yet a single moment spent In the refreshing waters Stood on the ocean floor Is worth a lifetime Spent safely on the shore The empty ache of loneliness A hollow emptiness A desperate want For their caress To fill the void Left by invisibility Butterflies flutter When you meet their gaze Knees weaken, just for a second As they brush past

G/f Application
fill this out with your answers, copy into a new mail and put "boy friend application" or "bf application" in the subject line than i'll fill it out BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Do you drink/smoke?? 3. Do you like the beach? 4. If so...would you go with me late at night? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 7. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 8. If not what would we be doing? 9. Do you play an instrument? 10. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 11. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 12. Would you give me kisses just because? 13. Sports (watch or play)? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I touched your ass: I got dumped: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face:

Scorpio - The Gorgeous One
AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Cool One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Very attractive. Most caring person Ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... You might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - The Keeper Outgoing. Lovable.

Hey Everyone!!!
I AM NOT GOING TO BE ON HERE FOR MUCH LONGER. I AM SORRY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAD WAITED SO LONG FOR LICENSES BUT, I AM NOT MAKING THEM ANYMORE. I WILL HOWEVER DO ALTERED VERSIONS OF YOUR PICS IF YOU WOULD LIKE. YOU'LL NEED TO CONTACT 7 SEND ME THE PICS BY E-MAIL. SO LET ME KNOW & I WILL GIVE YOU MY ADDY!

Please Vote
well my life has been f*cked up these last few months I had met someone and she had fell in love with me and I'm married but seperated ,my wife had told me she wanted to work things out with me so I ended up hurting this girl, about a month ago my wife didn't act like she wanted to be with me and we had got into it cause it seemed like I was being used by her. well I went online to talk to the girl I had hurt cause we was still friends right before my wife had left my house, well my friend came over with her daughter to talk to me, about 30 mins to an hour the cops had showed up, my wife had said I had hit her and my son. well I would never do that but I had ran and started staying with my friend, I don't know why she loves me and is trying to help me but 2 weeks went by and I had went back to work and that first day back my wife seen me there so the first thing she ask for was money for my kids, I gave her the money the next day the 3rd day I was there about 15 mins after I had starte

Posse Shit!
UPDATES FOR SHADY S*U*P* MEMBERS. FOR NOW WE'RE CONCENTRATING ON GETTING BOOBOO TO HER 50,000 PLEASE ALL BOMBERS AND S*U*P* MEMBERS GO THERE AND BOMB AWAY rates=5 BooBoo~Shady's S*U*P 50,000 give away at 14532 **THESE ARE ALL GIVE AWAYS. WE NEED TO GET THESE OVER WITH BEFORE WE STARTING ENTERING MORE CONTESTS** MishNumber1 14,000VIC Give away at 2976 Tempted2try 15,000 give away at 2978 Crazy Cowboy 15,000 give away at 3115 rates=10 MishNumber1 30,000 give away she's at 16,623 Mizz Shady 50,000 give away at 4882 rates=5 BooBoo~Shady's S*U*P 50,000 give away at 14532 ~*~Tali~*~OF SHADY'S S*U*P 55,000 GIVE AWAY AT 529 Mizz Shady 90,000 give away at 54,372 IT'S IMPORTANT THAT YOU LE

I'm Going To Have My Pc Back!! Whoo
I got a call today from the people at CompUSA, my PC is fixed!!! whooohooooo.... you know what that means??? MORE HOT PICTURES!! MORE VIDEOS!!! MORE HOT STUFF!!! Don't you love your Mistress???? YES YOU DOOOO! Whips M

Its Only Me And You.
It's our time that we spend, kissing, making love and talking about how much we love each other. No one else matters but you and me. The smell of your skin and the taste of your lips, the softness of my hair running through your fingers, the scent of our love lingers in the air, you look at me and you know what im thinking, the look in my eyes, the sound of my giggle only you know that i love you. our hearts are one and no one can take that, they can try and tempt but you are forever mine and i forever yours. this is only a break, and not eternity, true love conquers all, even the most desperate trying to stand in our way. so this our time... only you and me.

Rants, Raves And Retardedness
I met someone the other day. This person opened my eyes to alot of things and reaffirmed my belief that you gotta trust that gut feeling deep inside you that tells you to RUN! When you think of the "other" woman, or the person that you suspect that your SO is seeing, you want desperately for her to be a hollow headed freak, whose teeth are so big that when she sneezes she'll bite her chest, and is in no way capable of holding any conversation for her lack of IQ..but that isnt always the case. This person I met yesterday was down to earth and seemingly awesome chick! She also happened to be the person who was the topic of conversation between him and I lately. He made her out to be the shebeast I described earlier and sang a pretty convincing tune. I took my questions to the source and she was prepared with many answers. I know when shit hits the fan ladies, you want to blame it all on the other person and give them grief, they are the bitch, the whore, the slut, but

What Is Love?
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Remeber these words of wisdom before you utter the word "Love". if you can not say yes to everything on this list then it's not "Love" that you feel These words I hold dear to my heart and hold true to them to even this day. This is the reason I can finally hold my head high when I say that I have found true love. I never thought I would see the day that another being would truely love me in the same depth that I am capable of loving. Together our hearts and souls sing together in the most beautiful melody known to this world. Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its

The Kiss
Have your speakers on to listen to my poem I am saying in the slideshow.. yep, that's me speaking.. I know it isn't that good. The audio will get better. This is my first try with audio AND video at the same time. Go to ImageShack® to Create your own Slideshow I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin 'neath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face

This Is My Life (my Story)
"Hate It Or Love It" [50 Cent] Ya, let's take em back Uh huh Comin up I was confused my momma kissin a girl Confusion occurs comin up in the cold world Daddy ain't around probably out commitin felonies My favorite rapper used to sing ch-check out my melody I wanna live good, so shit I sell dope for a fo-finger ring One of them gold ropes NaNa told me if I pass could get a sheep skin coat If I can move a few packs and get the hat, now that'd be dope Tossed and turned in my sleep that night Woke up the next morning niggas done stole my bike Different day same shit, ain't nothing good in the hood I'd run away from this bitch and never come back if I could Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't goin nowhere so you can get to know me Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't

This Is My Poem....
i'm saying this is my house... and i'll make fudge and call it love and touch my lips to ur vanilla warmth and smile cause i'd like to see u in some tight pants cause everybody has some thing to give... and more important needs something to take and even though this is my house... u make me happy.. so this is your poem.

Word Of Love From Him To Me.
u may think that i'm tlkin foolish u've heard that i'm wild and i'm free u may wonder how i can promise u love this love that i feel for u always will be ur not just time that i'm killin i'm no longer one of those guys as sure as i live... this love that i give is gonna be urs until the day that i die i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever amen as long as old men sit and tlk about the weather as long as old women sit and tlk about old men if u wonder how long i'll be faithful... i'll be happy to tell u again... i'm gonna love u forever and ever forever and ever amen. : they say time takes it's toll on a body makes the young girls blond hair turn gray well hunny i don't care... i ain't in love with ur hair and if it all fell out.. i'd love u anyway they say time can play tricks on a memory make ppl forget things they knew it's easy to see.. it's happening to me i've already forgotten every woman but u cause darlin i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever

Check Me Out!!!
Just wanted to Holla at all of fubar and tell everyone Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year too all of u. I might not be on for a while so i am doing this now.. Hope u all have a joyful time of the year and enjoy it with all of ur family and friends... Come holla back at ur girl... Merry Christmas 2008 And a happy new year of 2009

Did You Ever Feel This Way
Your standing at the edge life behind you and little left in front. Your mind wonders towards those missed opportunities, what if the most dreaded phase life has to offer has arrived. You reflect to days of youth and ideals of what will be, but you know that the window is closed and nailed shut and to try to open it is to look to deep into your mind, the dreams have faded but the reality becomes so painful. What would have happened if we would have slide through that window, the people we would have met, the jobs we would be doing and the love we would be loving. I have always been told that Nothing ever stays the same, everything has to change, why? Why is it that for most of us the change has to be fondling through life, searching for the ever escaping prize, not being able to hold on long enough until help arrives. I personally have nothing to complain about, life has been tough but good, each day has been spent working or trying to find work paying bills and feeding the kids. M

My Gripes
iT WOULD SEEM SOME COWARDLY SON OF A BITCH DECIDED TO HAVE ALOT OF MY PICS FLAGGED NSFW. NOW DO ASK ANYONE TO LOOK AT MY PICS? HELL NO! YOU LOOK BECAUSE YOU WANT TO. IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW WHO THE BACKSTABBING FUCK WAS. FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS OR FLAG IT NSFW ALSO. IF MY ACCOUNT GETS DELETED FOR BEING TO "ADULT" ASK ME IF I REALLY GIVE A FUCK. WITH ALL THE BACKSTABBING, COWARDLY, PANSY ASS WHININGG FUCKS ON HERE IT REALLY WON'T BE A BIG LOSS. TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! LOVE YA!!! KEEP IT REAL!!! HUGS LeRoy

Calling All "baby Boomers"
well people here it is my bitch session for the day! last night i received mail from the head honchos of CT informing me that 2 of my pics had been flagged nsfw. they were both just sayings "real men eat pussy" and "if you are gonna talk behind my back ,kiss my ass while you are there" I have seen so much worse on this sight, I am guessing that it was just my turn to be screwed with. I f you are my friend and you find something I have that offends you , tell me , if you are not my friend and you find something of mine that offends you , get the hell off my page and mind your own business. Any pics i have do not show me nude or in a disgusting sexual position , so whatever you think of me is your opinion , this is just me and shit i find amusing, if you are offended then drop me as your friend , i don't give a rats ass today

Random Stuff
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rocky Birthday: October 6, 1974 Birthplace: St. Louis, MO Current Location: St. Louis, MO Eye Color: Brown, sometimes Hazel Hair Color: Black Height: 6'1" Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: black The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Air Your Weakness: my sexy white choc girlfriend Your Fears: God Your Perfect Pizza: lots of meat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a car, get engaged Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whatever Thoughts First Waking Up: go to work after I kiss on my baby Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, smile Your Bedtime: whenever we finish makin love, lol Your Most Missed Memory: my mother Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: either Cappuccino or Coffee: either Do you Smoke: sometimes Do you Swear: too much Do you Sing: yes Do you Shower Daily: yes Have y

Stardustsmile
I am thinking of moving to Southernish California in June, I know it's a good while from now, but I am trying to start planning it now so I am ready then. So if you any you know of anything about the area I should know or any particular part I should move to, please let me know. It would be amazing if you gave me feed back :)

Off On Holiday
Im off on holiday in a few hours to Cumbria for a week..no internet..how am i gonna manage..lol It'll be great,i havent been on holiday for quite a long time so the break will do me n the family the world of good.Il miss all the friends ive made on here,im on for a little while but if i dont get to talk to u then il see you in a week..ttys bye *hugs*

Wishes
Wishes I Stand in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just touch you But I’m scared of the price I pay I endlessly dream of you But night always fades away Wish I could just speak to you But I don’t know what to say I’m right in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just be with you But I’m scared of the games you play Wish I could show you What I hide within my heart Wish I could show you How you’re tearing me apart You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees Can you hear my cries in the night Can you feel my eyes on you When you look back at me What do you see Is it the same as I do You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees I know I can’t go on being such a fool Know I can’t go on hiding from you I know I can’t go on playing this charade But I can’t destroy this mask that I made I know I’m next to you But I feel so far away

My Eyes
my eyes love only one and will always only love just one for that one has showen me that through my eyes can see all the love that he wants to give to me and take care of me as a girlfriend... friend....lover... someone that shares his love with him as two souls that love one another more than anything in this world.....reading is seeing and u have to understand all the mix up and twisted ways of how things can be writeing to know the true meaning what the above means is ... through my eyes i was taught to love someone for whom they are and what they give to me and what all that he gives me in return.... Who knew that people of some diffent things would love one another with all they have and only a few differnt things becuase everything else is totaly the same...... My love his love is a fire with love that burns with a simple flame or with a flair of love that will never end for the souls have met and they helkp one another through the deepest darkest and the brightest ti

Sub's
i have had my share of famale subs in my time i have beat a few very hard as well has made everyone of them scream my name and beg for me like no other will ever have.i had one lil sub that i seen alot of pain hurt distrust in her,and i got this sub with all this in her and so much pain i took her under my wings and became her own angel of death my wings protected her and no one dare try to do much to her cause of the name she had on her collar was one that i did not make up i earned every bit of it and was given the name by friends.i got her eyes to see clear,to see that yes i am who i am but with the right woman i'm not as bad as many may see.for i showed her ways of being a sub she had in her but no one really help them sides to be out.and now all this time she has had new owners and she has changed but my touch i still see inside my ways i showed this lovely sub are there they just have grown in other ways. may17,2007 Ripper

Mcr Stuff
".... and You Lied" Inside this frantic, chaotic dream, i scream. Inside this box of darkness, i cry, choking, lost, alone. Can you feel it? Silent screams slambing into your mortality? Decaying hope whithers in my hands. I can't speak, I don't want to think, and picture you. Memories have become my demonds. Clawing retched creatures that bite into my brain, numbing my will to be rational. What made me believe a masochist and a distruction junkie could be forever? My crime, my stupidity, was only to believe you when you captured me. It shocked me to awake from a sleep that reluctantly stole me, to find the world still alive, it survived mine dying. It survived my tragity and so did you. You breath without holding me, you love without me. This catches in my throat when i'm helpless to stop it. Then i'm surounded by a madness that enslaves me to want you. I don't know when i'll be alright. I just know that deep in the night when i close my eyes, your mouth, your voic

Isle Of Man Tt Races 2007
Just over a week now before the start of the 2007 Isle of Man Tourist Trohpy. A gruelling 27.5 mile course through the roads of the Isle of Man in the UK. Practice week begins 26th May and Racing starts a week later. Over 19000 motorcycles have been booked onto the Steam Packet Ferries this year, thats an increase of over 100% on last year. I myself will be visiting the island and taking in some of the sights, as well as riding the course on my 2002 Honda CBR600F Sport plus taking some photo's Hopefully I will be able to post some pics upon my return

Heathen
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am actually a good cook...ask JustLaurie if you dont believe me lol. 2) I like to write Poetry and one day I would love to write a novel or a book of short stories. 3)I play the Bass Guitar. 4)I never had a 1 night stand. 5)I love watching Lightning Crack across the sky. 6) I am a perv....Lololol 7) I prefer woman to not wear make-up. The natural look is best. 8) I think that Pregnant woman look sexy. 9) I collect sports memorabilia. 10) I am a big Teddy Bear '♥ Ms. Naughty N Nice ♥* 'tariessemor' ~ ♥ Carrie ♥ ~ Jodylynne8 ShawnaMarie It ha

Thank You
Thanks for the great welcome back ....I had a bit of a dilemma to sort out which meant me leaving ct for a while but its done and dusted so i can start again :) ill get round to catching up on pics and stash as and when i can....see ya soon guys n girls xxx

Twolouds Crap
Hey peoples..check out my videos. Im filtering out the ones that dont slowly but for sure, so give me time..enjoy! Rate them to yo. Im not on much I dont ask all the time..;) Peace peoples! Its nice out! Howdy all. I updated my video stash. Check it out, rate and leave comments if you like them. I still have a few more pages to upload so stay tuned. PEACE! Added a playlist to my main page. Check it out. Let me know what you think. (same on thats on my myspace)

This Life Of Mine
Do any one think a person that had has some trouble in his or her life should have that held against them for the rest of there life? In my city and other cities there are people like myself that has made mistakes in there life and have tried to get past them but the city has been holding it against use and it is wrong in my eyes. I just wish people would look at what I am doing with my life instead of what i did in the past before they judge me. I have a beautiful son that I am raising to be the best he can be and I am trying to do what it takes to go to school and get a good job, but every one hold my past against me, what do I have to do to get ahead and get people to understand that is who I was not who I am.

General
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract geeks! You attract models! You attract Yuppies! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?

Trapped
Happiness what exactly is it and does one ever truly find this word spoke of so much. Im not exactly sure is it in someones touch. Does it exist at all or just an invisible feeling we try to create. All I usually feel is hate. Hate for myself for my life and from people I meet. Do we let this hate cause us defeat. Do we go on tryin to attain this happiness when we really don't know what it is at all. Pushing ourselves harder and harder trying to break through this wall. The wall of hate that so many of us have created in our mind. Who knows maybe one day this happiness I might find. Untill then I'll try to control the hate not letting it take over could determine ones fate. So to everyone out there don't quit searching it's not to late. I come in a bottle I can be an upper, a deppressant even speed. I am here to feel your every need. You can get me from a doctor or even a friend. I am widely distributed from one side of the world to the

I Saw You...
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had

Dating
this is sad to say that i've been in more relationships than dates. i don't know how to or look for a date. i've always done my searching online and i've never been with anyone that i didn't meet off the net. i don't konw how to find a date and i somewhat know how the few first dates are supposed to go. if any one would like to give me some advice or something feel free to. I hope whoever reads this has a good day/night Jon

Crush
gotta BDay Coming next month onthe 20th I will be old totally old and crippled at only 38 lol I need a new crush but have no clue as whom I should Crush on here, Maybe someone out there can help me too decide?¿? so who can I crush on here. I am really needing someone who want's too be my one and only?¿? What makes a pornstar the plot they play or the nudity the show????????????

Day To Day
Just got home from my new Thursday Surgery Clinic. I have to admit I think I am going to like this better. But I had the earliest morning appt at 8:15 and since it is a hour away we left at 7am, as Lyle hates to be late and that is during commute traffic. So up I go to the 4th floor, where everything is dark and find a seat (There are already two couples waiting and it is only 7:50am.) While I am sitting there (Which faced the walkway) a very pretty and well kept lady walks toward me and says "Wanda"? Thinking maybe I am at the wrong place and they have sent her to get me I say "No, it's Wanza, is something wrong?" ... "No" she laughs."You don't remember me, my name is Lita and we worked together at GMAC ... I am here attending a conference because Kaiser has become our HMO" We hadn't seen each other in 8 years and she had remembered me. She then went on to to tell me about a lot of people we both had worked with and what they are doing or where they had gone. It was so strang

~~for The Keeper Of My Soul~~
On my knee’s Disguised, looking up to you. Feeling you deep under my skin, Holding my breath. Maybe I am wrong, Bittersweet emotions consume my being. Hold me in your hands, And not let me fall. Anticipation stealing my heart; Wanting, needing, longing, Leading me to feel you, hear you. A fine line between love and hate. Putting myself beside you, If I had you, Finding my way, Staking my place. Seeing inside, Waiting to come to life. Unchanged road with storms to heed, Guide me with your light for that chance. ~Jaynie Their eyes met from across the room. He knew he had seen her from before, but where. Her deep blue eyes were memorizing. He couldn’t take them off of her. Her long curly hair was so soft and flowing, just begging him to touch it. He walked past her just to get a scent of her smell; it was breathe taking, the aroma of sweet heaven. He watched her every move, as she danced across the dance floor with grace and poise. He wanted to be th

A Poem I Wrote
It hurts to know that the way I'm feeling is caused only by myself. And even though the physical wounds left on my body were put there by the hands of another it's me that's accountable for all the scars inside. How was it possible for me to be so blind, for so long to all the wrong I have done and hurt I have caused without even knowing I was blind to it? How did I fool myself into believing that the wrong I was doing wasn't that wrong, and the hurt I was inflicting wasn't that painful? Even the times I truly thought the decisions I was making were honest and pure, still turned out to still be jaded by the same billowing fog that had apparently never left, but instead had only just ever so slightly subsided long enough for me to believe that I was as solid as I always thought I had been. It's only just now that I can honestly say with a clear mind and conscience, how unbelievably wrong and selfish I was to let myself think I

Winter
Through the darkness you are my light Through the forest you are my way Through the seas you are my shore These are the reasons I appeciate you more each day Through the anger you are my calm Through the sorrow you are my happiness Through the tears you are my smile These are the reasons I could never need you any less Through the cold night you are my warm day Through the eath shaking you are my solid ground Through my failures in life you are my sucess These are the reasons my love for you knows no bounds A dish hits the wall,pieces fall to the floor Things will never be the same not like before The children in thier room begin to cry out Thier voices seem so quiet as thier parents still shout She holds the phone as another crashes by her head Crying and afraid the kids climb out of bed They open thier door and step into the light To late to realize thier now in thier parents fight Sirens scream and flashing lights flicker at the door As a mother and her ch

Thank God
Thank you god for giving man kind the intelligence to make energy drinks. These cans of bliss make it possible for me to get my lazy ass motivated every morning, noon, and night! Am i addicted....HELL NO...i am simply showing my love for these by buying them everyday...sometimes even twice. if i would still smoke dope i would not have stumbled upon these drinks of hyper tension...so thank you too rehab! So god i just want to thank you again for giving man the ability to produce meth in a can....you've really done it this time!

Blog
So, while busy at work (heh), I occasionally browse the profiles and pictures contained herein. I am curious as to the near viral rash of not "you're number 1!" finger pics that show up in A LOT of profiles. What's the point? ARe you pissed off at the camera? the photographer? Or are you generically pissed off at the entire community that is FUBAR?

My Friends
What I've Learned About Friendship I've learned that there are many good friends around, but true best friends are hard to come by. I've learned that sometimes you love a best friend more than a boyfriend. I've learned that a best friend is more important than a boyfriend. I've learned that you can do something or nothing with a best friend and still have the best time. I've learned that a true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all important. I've learned that sometimes the most used part of a best friend is the shoulder you cry on, and the shoulder you are willing to lend. I've learned that when a best friend is happy, you find yourself happy too, even when it has nothing to do with you. I've learned that a best friend's family soon feels like your own. I've learned that the only one who truly understands is a true friend. I've learned that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny, or unbelievable to a best friend, and you never feel stupid saying w

Poems
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that's right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The mwoman of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS. If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never

My New Lounge....
> CLICK ON ONE OF THE BANNERS, JOIN THE LOUNGES, ROCK THE FUCK OUT WITH THE GREATEST DJ'S ON CT! ITS ALL ABOUT THE SYNDICATE FAMILY! CLICK ON EITHER BANNER TO JOIN THE FUN!!! DJ JAMIE IS ROCKIN THE JOINT.... COME ON DOWNNNNNN!!!!!!! LOOK WHO JOINED FORCES! AND CLICK ON ONE OF THE BANNERS, JOIN THE LOUNGES, ROCK THE FUCK OUT WITH THE GREATEST DJ'S ON CT!

Kiss Me
Kiss me and tell no one I’d let you if you tried Believe not my words, I want you For you know that they have lied I wish to pull you closer Only fearful of what you'd do To wait for that sweet moment When I tenderly kiss you You might wonder what I mean And think of me as dishonest But hold on tight to your heart That this is just a promise Your kiss will hold a memory Of a time when I really lived As a lover I’ll remember This passion I always hid

The World We Live In
If tomorrow never comes Current mood: peaceful Category: Blogging Friday is the midst of celebrating my parents 50th wedding anniversary I went to a funeral for one of my friends.While sitting here listening to the service I could not help myself but to remember these words from a song by Garth Brooks....If tomorrow never comes.Everyone including me takes life and the people we love for granted......I for one gonna start living my life though that song.God forbid if anything should happen to any of my family or friends I don't wanna live with could've or should'ves.In life there's always regrets I know I have my fair share of them and it's a shame something like this has to happen to make you see what is already there.I've always been a person never too sure of herself but one thing I have always known for sure that family comes first.......I'm coming to terms with my own peace and I'm have to look inside my own heart repair the broken pieces & go from there.the problem I hav

Bombers Needed Family Member Desirers Love
Anyone that leaves me ten comments on this picture will get an 11 until I run out of course for the day ...but have 50 of them right now.... so every 10 comments = an 11. You leave me a 100 comments and I will buy you a VIC gift on top of ten 11s... thanks for the help...if you are planning on leaving alot of comments please number them. Thanks. Muah (repost of original by 'Loni17934' on '2007-06-20 15:55:53') Added Twist the Family member of mine whom Bombs Loni, the most to Victory.Will get a Pimpin Gift from me.

Roadhouse Riders Club And Bls Club
i have started 2 new lounges with the same friends and family plz check them out HOLE IN THE WALL SALOON http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7981 FREEDOM FIGHTERS http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8713 There's a NEW Lounge in town!!! Come check out Freedom Fighter's MC, where all are welcome!!! We have a full Staff, Music, Pool, and a Jaccuzi!!! Smoking Allowed~ We have Cubans & a fully stocked bar at all times!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC AND JOIN IN ON THE WILD RIDE!!! welcome to the roadhouse riders club from co- founder head lady of the roadhouse ace2 himself. WE WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE U TO BOTH LOUNGES AND WORKERS. EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN BOTH. WE HAVE BIG PLANS!! STARTING WITH A WEDDING AT 7PM CENTRAL TIME TONIGHT BETWEEN WITCHESBREW AND RIDES IN THE ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB!! BOTH ARE FOR BIKERS ANY COLOR OR ROCKERS SO BE FREE TO WEAR THEM. BUT WE WILL NOT ACCEPT RUDENESS. U MUST HAVE THE UPMOST R-E-S-P-E-C-T!!!!!!!!!

Get In My.............head.
i'm not a level 5 yet.. whatever that means.. lol.. ya know.. ya gotta have faith.. i'm findin a real lack of faith lately. i love meeting new people.. i love sex. i love pretending i'm a vampire. i decide to do these things usin a cam.. and i get freakin blasted.. called a whore.. slut... oh and maybe worst of all.. a freakin (ro)bot! do i look like a bot.. or sound like a bot, LOL!? just b/c i'm tryin to pay for school with out bein a golddigger.. it's kinda like the click & pay emails.. it's only 2cents.. but it's somethin.. & you'd be online anyway so why not? right? that's why i joined the cam site.. b/c i wanted to do what i love but get a lil something in return & have some peace of mind... AM I CRAZY? see my MUMM on this one...

Annoyances
This site needs a more advanced search then just "who's on TAP", gender, pic/no pic, and distance from zip code! People who stop by my page/blog and don't say 'hi'! People who rate less than 10! (and for some reason, it's almost ALWAYS a chick! Wassup with that?) Slow connection speeds, viruses/worms and the like (get alot of those from here), plus hard drive overload!

Me And Stuff And Stuff
The more time I spend on this site the more it pisses me off. When it was CherryTap, I had no problems. No problems whatsoever. Now that it is Fubar it seems to be the 'bouncer' has it out for me. The same 'bouncer' that flagged my photo and removed my MuMM also rejected my salute. Is there anyway to get a new 'bouncer'? Are they even assigned to people? They pull you into this site because you get rewarded points for posting comments, blogs, photos, adding friends ...yadda yadda... which then bumps your level sucking up all your RL time. But then if you post anything that is offensive to a 'bouncer' they, themselves have the right to remove, flag or regect it. I understand this site has a lot of members I just think it is unfair that my photos, MuMMs, profile or possibly even my blogs' destiny lays in the hands of one 'bouncer'. What if this 'bouncer' has different views than I? What if I post a blog to get the word out about the rise in teen pregnancy rates and

Ducks And Rats
If it walks like a duck and talks like a duck most likely its a rat in a duck skin!Anything sweet soon gets devoured!Some peoples reality is in truth nothing but fantasy!The winds of time will always seperate the chaff from the wheat!You will meet many new acquaintances on your journey and of these but a few will become real friends and maybe if you are lucky one will become your love!Believe in angels,they are here you just need to know who they are,(I know one already,she knows how True that is)!To be continued as my journey through the cyber world continues.......

24 Hr
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

To My Ldc Family And Friends
The Laws Note: Demon Storm was excused from the metting. Note: We will be having a meeting night once a week every week for ALL members who want to participate in gettin to know more members, expressing any concerns, or just to ask questions. Law #1: If you leave the family take LDC off. Law #2: From now on anyone that tried to join that is in another family will not be able to. If your in a family other than this one now they are fine. Law #3: All L.O.A (Leave of Absense) must be approved by a Creator and a Founder. Law #4: If you show inactivity by not reading or reposting the family bulletins and / or blogs for a months time then you will be notified and placed on probation, if it continues then you will be removed. Law #5: All members need to understand we are NOT a comment bombing family. Don not address comment bombing bulletins to the family. If we have time to comment then we will. Law #6: You must make an effort to repost all family bulletins th

Just For My And My Fiancee's Stalkers:
Why we went (They flew us over the ruins of the WTC as we were enroute): Where we were sent: First operations: To the day Kandahar fell to us from the Taliban: And finally:

The World Of The Dog
Eventually, I will wake up and see the world for what it is... Until then, I dream blissfully unaware. I Was told I was developing a strong hatred of the UK and of Brits in general when I got involved with Lisa. She was railroaded into a marriage, and then pretty much conned on how much he really makes and can afford to send to help her and the kids by him using the conversion rates to his advantage. I know the only real reason he is with her is because taxes are cheaper over in the US than in the UK. But it is his arrogance and general disopsition that irratates me. Do I hate all Brits? Nope. Do I want to see all of the UK destroyed? Nope...Just the part his bloated ass is in. Thank you. You ever have thoughts that maybe your hold on this world aint as good as you thoought it was? I have been trying hard to get into school asap. I know the only way anything will ever get any better for me is to graduate and become a nurse. I just still fear the unknown...once again,

Garden Of Dreams
So I woke up at 3:30am with a great dream. And when I say great, I mean scared the hell out of me. So I dreamed that a group of 8 people my age were going to the last taping of The Price Is Right. We go, we watch, have fun and go to this hotel/house. We're all sleeping and there's this big ugly bulldog thing with large flops of skin. It's a mean bastard and wanting to kill people. But it can't because it's eaten by this 15 foot puma. Which goes around starting to eat people. And the fun part was I was watching as this ferocious feline was tearing out intestine and organ. -_- I woke up thinking 'damn, it's good to be on top of the food chain'. But as I stumbled into the bathroom half awake, I expected to see the puma slinking up my stairs. The scariest part in the dream was it simply wasn't acting like an animal but a very smart human in a puma's body. It was freaky. So I found out there's a blog on this. And I've been on a huge blogging kick. So I figured why not post. Not very indepth

What Makes You The Better Hubbie?
Tony, Jack, Bear and Joe... B and I were talking this morning.. and I said.. Does he realize how hard it is living with four hubbies.. imagine four of you shaving and thanking the Gods I hot wax because all my shaving cream would be gone. When I go to the bathroom the seat would never be down. Then B, started telling me why he would be the better hubbie.. he said.. 1. He leaves the seat down 2. Good cook 3. He cleans 4. Electic shaves so I can have my hot wax 5. Changes the roll of toilet paper when he sees it about to end 6. He squeezes the toothpaste from the bottom and not from the center. So guys.. what would make you the better hubbie? And Tony.. remember this is all in fun. Any qualities can be listed. Hugs and Kisses Guys!!

Fetish Interview
Well ihave had another new experiance. I just finished an interview for the Fetish-channel.co.uk. What fun it was and not only that it is free advertising for my website. As a Professional Domme any free advertising is worth doing. The film crew were great and what was even better was they were old friends, from when i first started in the fetish scene. Which helped me relax as iwas nervous as hell before they arrived. Been up since the crack of dawn making sure that everything was done before they got here. Like a cat on a hot tin roof. (Not very Mistressy) Gloria (Cab driver by day Tranny by night)who interviewed me is a good friend and a very good interviewer. She ask me some personal questions as well as ones about my work so people could get to know two sides of me...there are so many sides i've lost count lol. well its all been very exciting if nothing else. Now i shall wait for it to appear on the fetish channel as unfortunately i will not be given a copy. May

Holier Than Thou
HOLIER THAN THOU (Hetfield/Ulrich) No more! The crap rolls out your mouth again Haven't changed, your brain is still gelatin Little whispers circle around your head Why don't you worry about yourself instead Who are you? Where ya been? Where ya from? Gossip is burning on the tip of your tongue You lie so much you believe yourself Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not "Who The Hell Are You!!" Before you judge me take a look at you Can't you find something better to do Point the finger, slow to understand Arrogance and ignorance go hand in hand It's not who you are it's who you know Others lives are the basis of your own Burn your bridges build them back with wealth Judge not lest ye be judged yourself Holier than thou You are Holier than thou You are You know not Song #2 on playlist. Over the years I have enjoyed the beauty and Art that is photography. Although still learining I

Life Is Like A Jar Of Golf Balls???
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the j

Blahzzz....
WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY... A NEW OPPORTUNITY.... FOR THAT NEW START... DO YOU TAKE THE CHANCE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR EVERYDAY OPPORTUNITY? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR DREAMS ARE? ARE YOU DOING YOUR BEST TO REACH THEM EVERYDAY? I KNOW THAT I DO.... I OFTEN WONDER WHAT MY FUTURE IS HOLDING FOR ME. BUT WHAT I HAVE REALIZED IS THAT I CAN'T GET TO MY FUTURE UNTIL I'VE LIVED MY PRESENT... I TAKE A LOOK AT MY SURROUNDINGS.. AND FOR ALL THAT'S HAPPENED, I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING... I LOVE MY LIFE.. EVEN IF IT'S BEING A SINGLE MOTHER. IT'S NOT AS HARD AS PEOPLE THINK. YES I HAVE KIDS, FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DIDN'T KNOW... LOL! I WATCH THEM GROW INTO THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND IT JUST BLOWS ME AWAY! WHOEVER THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE LITTLE ME'S RUNNING AROUND... *NOTE TO SELF* REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A KID... LOL AND THE BAD ASS THINGS I DID TO MY MOM. OH YEAH I CAN SEE IT NOW.... MY KARMA COMING AND SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE. OH GREAT... LMMFAO!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S HILARIOUS? IS THAT I'M ON THE PHON

Joke
http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1103483 The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have th

I Won't Be Around For A Bit.....
Hello all... Just a quick note that I won't be around for awhile...I'm moving. I am sooo ready to be in my own place! It's been a long two years and though I still have some medical issues, I am now well enough to get back out on my own.

Love
Being in love is one complicated thing it blinds you to so much it makes you happy but sad needy but spacey i fell in love with a guy at work just from the smile on his face and ive loved and i will love him till the day that i die but from him i dont know so im moving out of town away from him before he comes home from work and i guess ill start my life a new

Sickie Blog.
Well i been sick for awaile. I went to the doctors got on meds. And it sucks i got the flue. Andy is sick now. But he is in the hosptial i hope he is ok. i did mange to talk to him today i do miss him alot. love you andy get better dont make me come down there and beat your ass. my dog and cat are brats as normal. My grannie is doing alright my uncle is annoying. I just miss my baby more than life it's self. Love u andy with all my heart i can't wait until june. i am just stressed out my self not being able to be with you in the hosptail. well hopefully u can get out today and spend time with me as much as u can. love u lins Just wanted to let u know that i am going to try to check my blogs and everyone as much as possible im down with the flue and so much more. i wish it was over. i miss being on here with all you all. well just a update of how i am. ttyl.

Time To Spring Clean
I'm about to do some spring cleaning and remove some of my 'friends' and 'fans'that do not communicate with me. I don't wish to do this if you still wish to remain 'friends' or 'fans', so please let me know if you wish to remain there. All are welcome, so please don't be shy, I love to meet and be 'friends' with folk around the world. Thanks in advance, Tony :)

Yo Momma!
It's time 2 pull out ur BEST yo momma jokes! Itz no holds barred, so some come out swingin'! Remember this iz all in good fun, so please don't get all uppity about it! Lemme get u started... 1. Yo momma is so fat, when she turns around they throw her a welcome back party. 2. Yo momma is so stupid, she thought u called the "Family Guy" 2 fix broken homes. 3. Yo momma's so fat, she sweats mashed potatoes. There! Now u try!

Shes Realy Gone
people u know iv never realy loved a girl except for jen how i know this is cuase any other girl that i split up with i was sad but i easly moved on. but when jen left me my chest started hurting im mean it literaly started hurting and i knew it was a brocken heart. i didnt know what to do or say all actualy thought bout killing my self. and trust me im usualy the telling people their idiots for trying somthing so stupid becuase of a girl but now i know what was going through there head death was better than whjat they wre feeling but i didnt hoping god would help us save what we had.so i prayed i prayed tell i fell asleep at 3 in the mornig. and when i woke up things werent better they wer worse she dellered all contact with me what am i to do. iv never been hurt like this befor its hard to except that some one u love so much is gone. well no one wants to hear a mans story bout his brocken heart so ill go

Fathers Day
WELL ITS ALMOST OVER IN ABOUT A HOUR AN 10 MINS THE FATHERS DAY CONTEST COMES TO A END I WANT TO THANK EACH AN EVERYONE WHO HAS CAME AN VOTED , THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST CONTEST I HAD NOOOOOOOO DRAMA NO DOWNRATERS LEVEL 5 TO JOIN LEVEL 5 TO VOTE IN CONTEST SELF BOMBIN ALLOWED LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN PRIZES BIG PIMPIN 1STPL PORSCHE 2NDPL SILVER MOTORCYLE 3RDPL ROLEX 4THPL MENS BRACELET

Me And My Thougts
Well Boys and Girls It's been a wild week! I have some new Pic's up they are NSFW so PLEASE go check them out and I always love hearing what you have to say! Dark God And I have a lot going on in our life right now. We have Two new love's in our life's and we have become a poly family. Much love to all please check out the pic's and show me some Love LOL. Love to you all! Misty

Ponderings And Miscellany
Ok, in most things I am the cynic. However, sometimes, my husband is the King of cynicism. On the issue of justice, I guess he reigns supreme as cynic so I thought Id ask "net land" for opinions other than ours When it comes to "justice", do you think there is any? Do you believe there is justice in the world? Is justice a thing of the past, a fanciful word whos implication is from a bygone era or best left in daydreams? If you are wronged, do you expect to get justice? Does it shock you when/if justice eludes? Do you actually get justice? Have you? If so, when? Do you get justice in court or are you the one who walks out feeling more wronged than when you entered the building? If you get duped on eBay, do you contact support and actuall get justice or do you just have to bend over and take it up the ass? When you stand in line while ignored for 20 min, does the person who just walked in get tended to first or do you get justice? What's your take on "justice" in todays world?

My 1st Contest...can You Help Me Out Please
I AM IN MY 1ST EVER CONTEST AND COULD USE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET...I HAVE LEAD THE CONTEST FOR 6 OF THE 7 DAYS,TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT EST ,IT IS OVER.I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND OVER NIGHT AND YOUR HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED...IF YOU CAN,PLEASE STOP BY ANY VOTES WILL HELP...I WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE. THANKS JULIE JUST CLICK THE PIC http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=229893&albumid=341073&i=4213667017

Having A Good Time
I do not understand why people have to be so fake? I mean if you say something then mean it other wise keep your mouth shut. The person I am speaking of can read this and I am sure that he or she knows that they are a fake azz bytch. ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO THIS PERSON IS GROW UP GET YOUR LIFE TOGATHER YOU HAVE KIDS TO WORRY ABOUT SO STOP BEING SO FAKE. My name is Misty I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made made my daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up all the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark my folks arent home When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just one whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back from Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse my name he calls I press myself against the w

Ponderings
Friday the 13th myth makers By JENNI DILLON Watch out for black cats, avoid mirrors and ladders and, by all means, don't spill the salt. As most people probably already realize, today is Friday the 13th, a date commonly associated with bad luck. For the next several hours, millions of superstitious individuals across the country will hold their breath anticipating misfortune. Others will avoid leaving the house altogether, refusing to drive, shop or work on the ill-fated day. But whether you're a true triskaidekaphobe (a person with an irrational fear of Friday the 13th, also called a paraskevidekatriaphobe) or just mildly suspicious, it's probably a good idea to know just where your trepidation comes from. Though it's hard to pinpoint the exact origins of any superstition, several Internet sites are devoted to the history of the Friday the 13th legend. And most list the same possible origins of the rumoured curse. One of the more lucid sites is David Emery's urbanlegen

Ramblings
My friends and I have thrown 4 games of drunken kickball. We rent a baseball diamond for 4 hours or so and get a beer permit which is about $70 total. After that we get a keg for about $70 and if we get enough donations from the players we can get another keg when the first one runs out and keep playing. Every time we play it gets bigger and bigger and the last two times we've played its been swarmed with weird little emo kids. Some are alright to talk to but most of them are just cocky douche bags. Mostly, they suck at kickball and they suck at being cool... all they do is drink and eat and consume far more than they have or ever will contribute. Last night, my team kicked the emo team's ass by 6 or 7 points, because thats how we roll, we're just fuckin good at our shit. The game ended early though cuz the keg was tapped but we had about another hour and a half on the permit. Since some of these emo fags brought underage chicks and the people we actually like were already drunk

Kendra
She sometimes wake in the deepest part of the night,hoping to reach out and pull him into her arms.Holding him vlose to her beating heat. It brings tears to her eyes when she realizes that they can"t be together night. She can't help, but think that life is some what like a game of poker, We've been dealt a bad hand... Were the cards that don't go together...Some may call it fate,some may call it destiny,her love, but she has to believe whats meant to be is out of her hands and her control. Even those this maybe true,for a little while she was blessed with an angel in the cards,that was dealt by the lord himself.

My Best Friend
I nominated my best friend Sxyrebel aka Linda for the "Best Friend Contest" You ask why? Because she is the greatest CT friend and CT Sister there is. She's there daily for me, talking to me, encouraging me, cheering me up when I'm down! She never lets her friends down when they are in a contest. It's her turn to win a blast!!!! Let's help her. Rate her.. Bomb her... Give her anything you can! Give her whatever time you can! She means a lot to me! I want to help her win! And...for two weeks he he I get to be a pimp!!!! VOTE FOR SXYREBEL FOR THE BEST FRIEND CONTEST!!!! THIS IMPORTANT MESSAGE HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY; AMY REBEL SXYREBEL'S PIMP!!!!!! SxyRebel is in the BEST FRIEND'S CONTEST!!! HER PIMP NEEDS YOU NOW... 2ND IS CATCHING UP PLEASE COME HELP FOR AWHILE... PLEASE DON'T LET HER DOWN...

Night Stalkers Dj Sadistic Light
(repost of original by 'RopeMan *GROW ROOM OWNER*' on '2007-06-12 10:17:03') Click Image to enter and meet great people, Hear great music and please subscribe (repost of original by 'butterfly Realm of Syn member owner of butterfly angles and dream play house' on '2007-06-11 10:26:55') thank you sooo much baby for buyin me the blast and for buyin me the vic status mmmmwwwhhaaaaaa your wayyyy to good to me oh yea this was just so i can show off that im a vic but got carried away on the ty loooookkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im a vic now woohooo go me

Horrorscope 5-17-07
You know how goldfish can grow infinitely large if taken out of a bowl and put in a lake? Think of your life as a goldfish. What setting can you put yourself in so you allow yourself to grow to your full capabilities?

Bob Dylan
In Salome Bob tells the story of what happened in London. First you have the exact date. 5th day of may. The events in London happened in may 1965. -I married Salome on the fifth day of May But I could not hold on to her very long So I cut off my hair and I rode straight away For the wild unknown country where I could not go wrong. He was on tour and therefore could not go "wrong"... -I came to a high place of darkness and light The dividing line ran through the center of town I hitched up my pony to a post on the right Went in to a laundry to wash my clothes down. Strangely Brian also recalls this event: -Didn't I see you down in San Antone on a hot and dusty night Weren't you eating eggs in Sammy's there when the black man drew the knife Didn't you drown the Jew in Rampton when he washed his sleeveless shirt With a Spanish speaking gentleman, the one that we call Kirk. This means something, but what? Entering David: -A man in the corner approache

My Blog
well, i dont normally do this but i would love to get more rates and such. i know its a little self serving but i really wanna level up if u read this and comment all my pics i promise to give you a gift! So, im here, and im alone, like usual on any weekday, only my husbands not coming home until the 24th, which gives me time to get a much needed break from him, and him from me. I honestly thing things between us are gonna get a lot better when he gets home. My phone: works now, yes i can call and text and all that but theres still water in it...meh... so for the next 4 days i'll be free to do what i need to do...clean te house...and i intend for it to stay clean since zach wont be messin it up all the time. then i get to go out..yay! most likely i'll hang out w/ a chick friend most of the time, so i dont get in any trouble...well, anyways, just thought i'd write whats on my mind... and...my biggest ambition-to be a writer...i guess a whole lot of people dont know that

Career That Can Be Found With A Cj Tech. Bachelor Degree
Hello to my fellow Cherries, This upcoming fall I will be attending the local community college to finish something that I started when i was 18. I am going to get my complete my A.S. in Criminial Justice Tech. Then after that completion, my goal is to obtain my bachelor in that same major. I sit sometimes and I wonder what type of career will I be able to use this degree towards so I will be able to make a good in socitey and for my life. We all know that all laws have a gray area and they don't apply to everyone. We have heard of technicallites and serial murders get off from serving time. I just want some adivce from my fellow Cherries so i can do my research so when I am done, I know totally what type of job to do. I appreciate all the help. God bless everyone.

Random
Thursday, May 17, 2007 i am jacks blog that should never have been written cause i cant write Category: Writing and Poetry maybe it was watching the thirteen episodes of scrubs at billys house that did or maybe its the pot but ever sinse i got home i feel like theres some inner monolouge running through my head, my random thoughts wander selfishly through the remains of a brain that as time passes i feel might just be getting worse one concussion at a time, i think im close to nine though i can even recall more then three without repeating one, my mind hates me or i hate my mind, it forgets what i need amd remembers things that scar, my memory is sorted like some shoe box that i dont have the balls to burn. amazing huh all these years im still kickin, i mean cmon im dewey, im the boy, the last dewey. who would i be if i couldn't keep my head up and be strong through times shifted. its easy to say i live my life through quotes and self motivation... life is hard enoug wh

Mind
I am me, It`s all I know how to be. Feel me??? LOVE me or LEAVE me. "Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery None but ourselves can free our minds" -BoB MarLey Much RESPECT for all the single Queens raising their seeds out there. You are an inspiration and the reason I have a new admiration for all woman. Any ni99a can spit out a seed, but it is the Queen from day one that goes through all the pain and love. It is the Queen that feeds and nurtures her creation with her last breath. Im sorry fellas but most of us have to stop the bullshyt and become real MEN and step up and handle our shyt. I`ve learned that the man is the head of the house..but it is the queen that lays down the laws....and thats just real....Tell me im lying....especially all u Latinos out there.....we know wassup!! At least in my crib MOMs ran the show!! But thats just because my pops was a good man and father and really loved his queen. Thats wassup. Much luv Queens always...always Keep ya he

In Remembrance Of My Uncle
I was very young when an Uncle of mine..age 17, died in a terrible car accident. His car went off a cliff and hit a tree head on. His friend tried to help him out of the car, but couldn't undo his seatbelt, because the car was on fire. My uncle couldn't help, because he was already gone, but his friend didn't know that.The night I heard the news was very devastating, and the next day this article came out in the newspaper..I remember this to this day. I will never forget him. "Please God, I’m only 17" Please God, I’m only 17The day I died was an ordinary school day. How I wish I had taken the bus! But I was too cool for the bus. I remembered how I wheedled the car out of Mom. “Special favor,” I pleaded, “all the kids drive.” When the 2:50 bell rang, I threw all my books in the locker. I was free until 8:40 tomorrow morning! I ran to the parking lot, excited at the thought of driving a car and being my own boss. FREE! It doesn’t matter how the accident happened. I was goofin

Fooking 360
The following has just taken place on yahoo 360 and is the reason for my bad mood bear with my please i will be back just give me time! I will however not skimp on my family work i swear! I give up! not something I thought I would ever have to say to someone! But today I have said just that! tell me do you think I’m that bad? YOU don’t know me, ME!?! Fuck you! Don’t think just co sim nice to you and I smile a lot I will just roll over and die!! I tried to be here!....... I will never ask for forgiveness even if I thought you where capable of it! I’m sorry I was a friend, I’m sorry I was kind, I’m sorry I laughed at your jokes, I’m sorry for fucking up your life by being in it! I was there! But I still don’t know what happened! I just logged into my messenger and there where messages from my friends as always but what stoped my heart was my best friend........ I never thought I would ever feel this again! But for the last couple of days I have been getting closer to it! I have

Adam Heintzelman
ok.......wassup world. my name's adam. i hope everyone's havin' a good time out there tonight. i just wanted 2 sit back, kick it, and pontificate on world affairs a little maybe. PARTICULARLY united states policy and direction. 'cuz in MY view, its all fucked up right now. i actually VOTED 4 bush 43 the second time around.......and now i just feel like the biggest dumbass EVER........ but lemme play devil's advocate 4 a second...one of my boys redneck brother has a bumper sticker that sez "i'd rather hunt w/ cheney than ride w/ ted kennedy" and maybe there's some truth 2 that shit. who knows. i guess what i'm TRYIN' 2 say is this. ok, look. we all know frickin' iraq is a MESS. so, instead of makin' up all that BULLSHIT about WMD's when the war first STARTED, what he should've just said was the MAIN reason, which i feel is THIS.........a stable, democratic iraq is good for the entire middle eastern region, and therefore, good for us. cuz oil ain't fuckin' free. and its sad,

Omg Im A Grandma
OMG IM A GRANDMA LOL MY PET RATS DID THE DRITYS LOL N THEY JUST HAD BABIES WOW THEY HAD 10 WELL I DUNNO WTF IM GONNA DO WIT 12 RATS DAMN WELL MY FRIEND JEN IS TAKING 1 BUT THAT STILL LEAVES ME WITH 11 SHIT OH WELLS LOL BYE

Diamond's Quizes
Diamond -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Bridget's sexual nickname: "Tight Cheeks" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dark House
hello again cold dark night wrap me in your lack of light hide my features from the crowd then quiet my emotions loud steer my thoughts from yesterday when i allowed my heart to play smiles that played across my face lose themselves in this dark place and hungers gnawing deep inside feed themselves on dying pride all those things i had to say now simply seem to fade away this place that has no company just seems to grow inside of me no quarter asked and none to give in here where i retreat to live this house built of blacks and grays hides the joys of yesterdays crushes dreams that sneak inside gives my fears a place to hide takes the light that comes with day and holds it oh so far away smothers dreams with half a truth keeps my hopes so far aloof so when i leave this darkened place feel the cold mist on my face hear the heartbeat start to fade feel the beckoning of the grave i'll walk alone that one last time give the only thing that

More Poems
Sense me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tell me why the sky spins round Leaving my personality and mind in air Gravitating my body to ground People can only see what’s on ground My breast .... My lips… My legs.. My thighs. My butt…. My arms… My neck.. My eyes. What about what you cant see What is only know through senses Not physical , But emotional. If only to have one man Just one man sense my emotional side To FEEL my passion and loving heart To SEE my inner self… To HEAR my thoughts.. my dreams.. my opinions To TASTE my inner soul and beauty inside To SMELL and take in my entire personality just sense and draw my soul down in me just place it in my grounded self Make me a body with emotion in it Help and see my WHOLE true self. Alone I’m hiding in my room Crying tears do break The falling sun is gone My happiness it takes When will this life be over Am I better off being gone To let my guilt all fall out While my memories carry on Th

Whatever
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

Upset
So on friday my husband leaves to go back to iraq, i waited six long months to see him and now i have to wait nine months till i get to see him again... he has just got to know his son and just thinking how much it bothers him knowing that when he comes home again he has to redue the relationship he has with him again... his daughter, i know will be very sad to see him go her being six she knows kinda what is going on. Me well ill just really miss him to be honest but to see the look in my daughters eyes when she comes home from school and asks where daddy is and i have to tell her is going to break me down. I think the other thing that is getting to me is that i have surgery on tuesday and i really wanted to wake up from that with him beside me, knowing this is not going to happen bumbs me out and im not going to lie scared. well just thought i would put my thoughts down maybe it will help me.

Momma
She sat there at the table, with cigarette in hand, Gazing into yesterday, Remembering a man. He wore a smile, so secretive, She couldn't really say, If he smiled it just for her, Or it just seemed that way. The year was 19 any year And slipping fast away. She could see it, like a glove, Slip, slip, slip, away. The back door slammed, on rusty springs, she jumped, then said to me... 'I made a wish for you today... That you won't be like me...' Ginny

The New Bill Of Rights
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetterâ€™s. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not ju

Sorry
well i have had some hate mail so to speak about not being here lately so im sorry to all my true friends its been a rough few weeks but it will get better i hope and this 1 apology goes to someone kinda special im really sorry for being un utter bitch lately and im glad we are talkin again so i just wanted u all that i talk to regularly to know i am alive lol and will be around a lil more again ok thanks guys and good nite

Beginning Again...
When these things that torture your soul are settled for so long, do they return when something so small has changed? I like to think I've grown, I like to think I know more, feel more, do more. But I still feel those simple and base feelings. The instant trust, and the even faster shattering of ones self. Perhaps I'm up to late, maybe I should sleep. Maybe I suck it in again, pretend it's ok, act like if no one saw it, it doesn't matter. That's not what I used to do. I used to cry, to contemplate, to think that it was a problem with myself. Now I ponder, I consider it is just someone else. That makes the answers simpler, but that means I cannot change it. Oh cruel and devious torment of the human soul, Love.

Poems
"Break Up" Your eyes seep green radiation, hollowing my bones, burning my flesh, bleeding intensity into my viens, you're non-toxic, and I am intoxicated. Your hands, though rough and masculine, make silk of my tears, smooth my hair, moisten my lips, I'm warm, and time is frozen. Then as your lips form the awakening monolouge, Arising blazing emotions destined for me, I am dispensed easily, I am hardened, Im living, but I'm a shell.

Some People !!!!
Some people just push my damm buttons and piss me right the hell off, to were if i could reach miles away i would just smack the hell out of them and asked then what they are thinking...I swear i dont understand why ppl are so dumb and so rude to others i know some arent raised that way. But hey what do i know i can say least i dont treat people that way least im respectfull enough to tell ppl what i think and not beat around the damm bush and treat them with rudeness... I mean damm its not hard to do really to treat people nice....i guess its just differnt people really but i can say that wont ever be me and if i ever become that way someone tell me to get back in check ..... Now on another note : Love is a grand thing with all the things that its blessed with.. the calming voices for one another the love for each other.... the always there for each other .... the always there when ur sad or happy the one to share all the thoughts with ... im glad i have my love thats always th

Kaneva Online 3d World
http://www.kaneva.com/channel/quixgirl.channel RONNIE AND I FOUND THIS PRETTY COOL 3D VIRTUAL WORLD, IT'S ALOT LIKE HERE, BUT ITS MORE INTERACTIVE AND U GET UR OWN HOME TO DECORATE, AND YOU EARN POINTS TO BUY CLOTHES AND FURNITURE, ETC. THE LINK IS BELOW TO THE HOME PAGE TO DOWNLOAD IT AND TO JOIN. http://www.kaneva.com/home.kaneva

Just Ramblin'
For the following : 1) A CT big brother, must be able to protect me, when I want to be protected and watched out for. Must have no mercy for those that cause me pain, hurt, and just general unhappiness. lol. 2) A few CT Body Guards : must be able to throw down and kick ass in the utmost, when called upon. lol. 3) A CT boy toy : no description needed for what you'll be used for, and if you must ask, then you are NOT qualified! lol. 4) A CT tear wiper : must be there at the drop of a hat , with kleenex in hand for when I wanna share my bs sobs with ya. lol. Just shut up and listen to me and don't worry bout the shirt, it'll dry! lol. 5) A few good men, for a trial run on this whole CT 'my man/hubby/lova' thing. And no, you can't quit till I'm done with ya! lol MUAUAHAHAHAHA and last but not least....... 6) Somebody that's good at making me some weapons of ill destruction , like a huge spatula to spank with , or a fly swatter to swat those irritating fools away wi

Mississippi
Well i have been busy working taking care of kids and such Its been nice doing that and aso being able to get a tan lol It seems so strange to be able to go to a gas station with out having to wear shoes but i did it last night i was thinking to myself wow i dont have to wear shose yay I love taking the kids to the beach on my days off and sometimes i take them at night to they love it the kids im talking about are my neice and nephew they are 14 and and almost 16 years old they are very spoilt especially by my cooking Im not going to say i dont miss my husband cause that would be a lie and i do think of him often I have guys ask me out all the time and i have yet to say yes though my husband swears im living with some guy thats a joke well anyways im going to wrap this up it will be awhile before im on the computer again cause where i live i dont get wireless so i have no internet but send me messages and ill check them eventually laters Well Im now Living in Mississippi again i mov

Songs
I wrote the verses for this bluesy song a few years ago while walkin to and from the bus stops a few times a day in the summer in Phoenix... got a car now, thank god! I just recently wrote the chorus and put it all together... lemme know what you think ;D "Perfect Man Blues" Walkin down the street, getting sore feet Waitin for a man to come and save me from this heat But not just any man can pick me up He's gotta have sweet eyes & smiles but still seem kinda tough And if he has class, likes shootin pool and gets tattoos Then I know hes gonna take my heart and leave me with the blues Cuz when the fire ends then the lyin begins So they say perfect men are best kept just as friends But then how would I feel like I had ever lived at all Me and blues been gettin along baby, so bring em on Now I got a man and... things are goin fine But I know its just a matter of time before he's cheatin and lyin But even when its over, you know I wont be down Cuz you know I aint no s

Lucky
I feel proud to hold your hand, Showing everyone you are with me. I still feel you when we are apart, Always wanting to touch and kiss you. Your warm loving heart fills my soul, And you share it with me so easily. I want to please and spoil you, My love for you is unconditional. I feel strong and can be myself, With you strongly in my heart. I grow and learn as our days go on, Fearing nothing and seeking a future together We have trust and understanding, Along with a patience unknown to most. I can only be honest and the best I can be, Seeking to be better and to never hurt you. © cherrie

An Indian Prayer
Whose voice I hear in the winds, And whose breath gives to all the world, Hear me! I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdom LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. MAKE MY HANDS respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice. MAKE ME WISE so that I understand the things you have taught my people. LET ME LEARN the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I SEEK STRENGTH, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy-self. MAKE ME ALWAYS READY, to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. SO WHEN LIFE FADES, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.

You Are Mine
You are mine, my best friend, The one I can confide in, until the end. The one who has seen every tear, Whose hands boldly hold all of my fears. You are mine, my other half that makes me complete, Who never lets me feel like I am going through defeat. You're the one who has always been there, To show me how much that you truely care. You are mine, my happiness in me, Who's opened my eyes and really made me see. Your compassion and love has shone through the clouds, Leaving me with no more fears or doubts. You are mine, an angel for me, Whose smile is sent to make me happy. The one who always has faith in your heart © cherrie

Pacific Northwest Cherries Chat
Hey everyone come by the Pacific Northwest Cherry lounge and hang out until 10pm!! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7286 Hey everyone it is Thursday and I will be in the Pacific Northwest Cherry Lounge until 10pm come on in listen to some music and have some fun http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7286 Hey everyone, I will be in the Pacific Northwest Cherry Lounge until 10:30 Pacific time come hang out or at least stop by to say hi

Love Is...
Love is when ..... when you miss him before your apart when you could listen to him talk all night and you would never get tired of hearing his vioce when the sound of his name will send chills down your spine and you see his smile the second you close your eyes © cherrie

True Love
I say I love you but, I don't know if I ever mentioned, How much you mean to me. You fill my heart with so much joy, I'm as happy as can be. I haven't ever felt this way, maybe it is true. Hold me, love me and never forget me. Because I love this feeling that I feel. I miss you, Love you, and I will always wait for you, forever, you & me. © cherrie

Friends
THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT IN OUR LATEST CONTEST Family/Friends/Fans I have but 1 question?!?!? Our you going to let this man beat me and my Sweet wife COME COMMENT BOMB US DO IT FOR THE RED WHITE AND BLUE

Internet
I hate and love broadband internet. It screwed me over and cut me off for far too long. I love it though because it is so much faster than others. I did get my internet back though. So everything is going well again, now if I could only find that bourban.

Poems
The Valley Times The depth of the valley we dread so much Enables us to know God`s special touch. Heartache, suffering, loneliness, and fear All are made bearable as we feel Him near. With tender compassion He carries us through, Teaching, comforting, revealing what`s true. It`s in these valley times we`re made ready to mold - Resting in His hands - we come forth as pure gold. So, thank you Father for the valley`s each day That conform us to Christ, and Your holy way. Remembering You by Outlaw DJ I remember the smiles you gave me I remember how I felt my heart again I remember believing the love I remember the sin I remember all the nights i cried I remember the blood that fell I remember the lies that spread I remember secrets that I'll never tell I remember the pain i caused And the pain i received But one thing is still certain It is still you that I need.... Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens,

Open
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN FROM -- NOON TILL NIDNIGHT{EASTERN TIME} BE THERE AND CHECK OUT MY BROTHER LOUNGE http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6922 WE'LL ALL HAVE FUN COME ONE COME ALL AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Kung Fu Voodoo
I know many of us out there are will be or even are thinking of having kids. Well my thought is why do we have laws to make our kids safer but we send them off to schools everyday( or weekdays) into a giant steel an fiberglass 17 ton plus machine built by to lowest bidder an the only person that wears a seat build is some almighty im the boss of the little people cause i can eat enough twinkies to feed a village in a 3rd world country bus driver. I got a better idea we start spending some real cash on seat beats for the kiddies an let the driver worry about his/her safety so they will drive that much betteran them maybe ill feel better about wanting to put my kids on a bus to go off an hope they get a better education then myself. Later Days I have a awesome idea now stay with me it can get crazy in here and i meed the supprot. Giant cups of coffee and when i mean giant i mean freakin huge like 5 eet tall. Can you imagine how many happy people there would be at your work at 6,

Pimpology 101....step One..
Purse First,Ass last;So familiar but not for a beginning pimp,you'll have to fuck the bitch before she'll choose to give you money.Once you've fucked the bitch this gets her started for your real game.Some people will say,"Make a bitch wait before you fuck her".Wrong answer,get the pussy as fast as you can,then make her wait.Why?Because she has exposed herself to you.You will have connected that bitch to you,and you'll able to play with her emotions.Again,this is a pimp game,not a pussy game,you'll need to have that bitch connected. Once a bitch gives up the pussy,regardless of under what ever the circumstances,she will connect.However,you'll need to beat the pussy up,meaning you'll have to give her much more than just one orgasm.Viagra does wonders for the less fortunate.Imagine a bitch sucking your dick and stoping before you bust a nut.The same thing is true for a bitch,you'll have to make her nut by any means necessary,this is one of the surest ways of another fuck. When

The Present
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and

Who Cares
look just because i have accepted your friendship doesnt mean that i wanna see you cum..dont want to know how big your dick is..how you will fuck me....unless i chose to talk with you like this then do not and i repeat do not ask me to cam sex with you or decide to tell me bout your cock..I DONT CARE..... now listen to this...i have never done anything to anyone..never posted any nasty or bad comments. i never downrated anyone.im a very sweet and honest person,so with this ..i just recieved mail from an anonymous person sending me weeds talking bout that im a nasty white bi hore and go do your kids and shit..this person which isnt even man or even woman enough to show who they are i have a few coice words for you....THANKS FOR THINKING ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO SPEND YOUR TIME AND MONEY ON ME..this hasnt changed me as a person and im very proud of who i am and i will not change for no one

Pissed A Great Friend Off.!
Well today hasn't been my Best Day with some Awesome Friends, an myself.This morning I had to remove a Dear friend for Insubordination.Not something I Wanted to do,But something I had to do.That was Elizabeth,we weren't just Friends here we also were friends on Y Messenger.Then I posted a Blog,an my Awesome Friend Traci~Tall Blonde.Got Wicked Pissed at me.She then removed me from her Family as well.To Top it off,I had to Abort Comment Bombing for Stacy.There was noway we'd catch up with 7,000 point lead from the Leader in the 1st. to 35,000 Contest.It's Strictly up to Individuals in my Family if they want to keep at it,or Abort.Been a Bit Stressed.Then I had a Club F.A.R ,Disorderly Bitch .Down Rated a Morph.Thats like a Cardinal Sin to me.I don't give a Damn who u are,.They can stay off my pg.if they want to be an Asshole.I gave her an Aditude an left a Bad Comment.She return'd a Worse comment.Which I Should have Copied an Pasted,but didn't.So then I blocked her Ass.I had just come ba

Life In General On Cherry Tap
I cannot believe how sad I have been lately. It's been horrible. But when I think about certain people in my life, and how they have affected me, I start to think I could be happy. But maybe it's just not meant to be. I don't know. I talked to my masked one tonight and he made me feel better. I'm scared though. He might be leaving sometime next year. And I realized how much his leaving would affect me if he did. I went to club last night and missed my dance partner fiercly. It wasn't the same without him. As I write this I realize he is all I think about most of the time. And that scares me to death because I hardly know him. And he hardly knows me. I don't know. I'm so fucking confused right now it's not even funny. Why does growing up blow? There are times (like this) when I wish I was six again and able to run to mom and dad, and they would make everything ok again. But I can't and I need to accept that fact. It's just nice to be able to talk to someone about this kind of stuff,

The End Of The World
How..you ask? You know that you've thought about it the same way I do everyday of my existence. It's on everyone's mind...but noone wants to speak up. Well I hope whoever reads this reports it to their local congressman ASAP!!! The solution is relatively simple...but in the eyes of many, would be considered un-ethical. We have more troops here in the states than any military organization on the planet...the problem is they are part of our correctional system...yes that's right...inmates, prisoners, felons, and the like. Many of these murderers, rapists, pedophiles, drug dealers, and violent offenders are already literally trained to fight and kill. Yet they continue to be fed 3 squares, are housed, clothed, and bathed like big babies; some even paroled, all the while the future men and women of our country are fighting a meaningless war overseas with no restrooms, no facilities, no food sometimes, and no peace. I do support out troops, but not the cause, for the record. I'll

Poems
A beauty stood on a balcony high, Sneezed and lost her blue glass eye. A young man walking down The Strand Caught the flashing eye-ball one hand. Invited up to receive her thanks He drooled on her features, figure, flanks. While dining on champagne and chicken These strangers felt their heart beats quicken, Gazed into each others eyes, imperfections indiscernible, Including the eye-ball that proved to be returnable. Over croissants and coffee in the morning The young man felt suspicion dawning, Said, "Would you do this for just any passer-by?" "Oh no!" she said, "He'd have to catch my eye". A guy sticks his location, In a girl's destinstion, To increase the population, For the next generation. Do you get my explanation? Or do you need a demonstration? your eyes, when i look into your eyes, a coming catastrophe of earth & undiluted sighs, don't you feel that your eyes sometime see so much light wounding and slipping its hands right there where thought turns into

Right Or Wrong?
I have decided on some things today... god know how I managed to find the time to actually think today. But I did, and I think I came up with some stuff worth saying. Firstly, I figured I would come up with a definition of what I think making love to someone should be. The best I could come up with is... Lovemaking should be something shared by two people who really truly care about each other. It should also be shared frequently, because as far as I can tell, it serves to only strengthen the bond between the lovers, provided there is a bond in the first place, unless used excessively. (People that have sex just to have sex are fucking stupid, and should be shot. seriously. the only thing that will happen in a relationship like that is someone will get hurt.) And more a personal opinion than an all encompassing opinion, is that lovemaking should be an opportunity to do anything and everything you can to please your partner, because if you're willing to do some of the t

Caught Between Helping And Ignoring
So many people post on CT they can't handle the drama being posted about outside lives, then they turn around and fill your inbox with requests and blogs which aggravate the situation. How many hundred times have we all been accosted to add this person or that one.... only to find out they have blocked everyone from approaching them? It is a theme I find prevalent in the extreme, and faced daily by the spam filters of my inbox. This is a social network, and not everyone who asks to be a friend will end up being a bosom buddy. You have to have somewhat of a thick skin to survive and develop a devil may care attitude. If you fail to do this, and must end up blocking everyone from being a fan and a friend, reserving yourself to only the few, you have missed the point of being on CT entirely. When that day inevitably comes, and you then must whine about no one chatting with you, don't fill my my inbox with chattel items. You are only getting your just rewards. Just happy

Misc.
I wonder how my life would be without you in it Your love is a constant source of strength that I draw from And it is something that has blessed me in so many different ways All that you have been to me cannot be expressed in words It is something only the heart can explain I live in the warm embrace of your love each and every day And I want you to know that nothing is more precious to me I do not want to know life, without you in it All my love I love you beautiful pinky@ CherryTAP Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... e JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty an

Life Without Tea
After talking so much with trix about awesome songs, I've decided the pain of lacking new music hurts too much and to kick things back up again. I'm kicking up a blog on blogger.com where I'll post about cool shit I've found, bands who need to be pimped as well as when I drop new tracks onto the server. I'll probably also do the odd podcast again from time to time, pimping the new stuff before it goes on the stream. Going to be weird, last time I had an english accent, now apparently it is some weird anglo-american mix. Anyhow, anyone interested or who knows of signed/unsigned bands who'd be willing to let me pimp and play their music then get in touch. I'll drop URLs and details on here later in the week once I'm all set back up. (besides, DJs are hot, right?) *tinker* *bang* *hammering* Ok, well it looks like the new radio server is up and running, though I'm still going to have to tweak the rotation rules... Ideally I want to set up a station Id every six songs

Bored
I don't have the internet anymore so I won't be on as much. Hope to have it back soon cause I'm going crazy without it. I'll go to my friend's mom's whenever I can. Well, I am having a really good day today. To start my day off, I got contacts. I can see so much better and I don't have to worry bout those stupid glasses that I had. So for now, it is a good day.

Just Random Poetry
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now We sit here takling on the phone Me falling with you More and more every night Your voice and the things you say Kept deep in my heart The more we are together The happier I get I feel the warmth And the love in your touch I see the truth And loyalty in your eyes And

Help
THIS IS THE CAPTIAN JUST TOUGHT I WOULD LET YA ALL KNOW I AM STILL HERE JUST WANTING TO SAY HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY AND ALL THE FATHERS OUT THERE -- THE CAPTIAN -- THIS IS THE CAPTIAN JUST TOUGHT I WOULD LET YA ALL KNOW I AM STILL HERE

Using Your Mouth
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Get Enough Sleep....
You Get Enough Sleep Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning... You are getting enough sleep. Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

What Im All Abought
I had a freind that showed me this site, I think its cool but im interested in meeting people from this site instead of screwing off and not makeing the efort to have real fun. if you are interested in hanging out or getting layed it's all cool to me as long as it's fun im game!

Souls
Someone's soul makes you look beyond appearances. If ever there were a moment for opposites to attract, this would be it! You see past borders and superficial differences to the potential of a real connection.

If We Had Sex
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you

Myspaceeee
heyy what up everyone. thank you all. im really new at this, i just joined 10 mins ago and i already have a million people leaving messages and comments.. lol anywaysss... i also have a myspace, feel free to check it out, its sweet and i have more pics!! www.myspace.com/BriiBabie dont be shy =) my aim screen name is gangstababie6x9

Im New And ....confused
Got sent away yesterday :( i dont know when ill see him next And im crushed I hope to get a call from him soon Things are going so wrong right now. After everything felt so right. :( xoxo Thanks for reading Okay so i just now joined this site and i have never been so confused I have a lot of people to get back to heh im a little slow im sorry!! But i will no worries I WONT IGNORE YOU im a cool gal :) Thanks for being so kind everyone! Ill get back to you asap Im having navigation problems :)

My Life
this the last weekend i will be able to hangout be for im off for Operation Iraqi Freedom Deployment training. I will not be home for at least 1 year. my weekend so far consists of going to tilted kilt in Tempe, friday night after i finish my final. I plan to hang out all night. if anyone is up for it com and hang with me. also a bunch of my friends are going to go tubing down the salt on sunday!! opening weekend for them so its going to be a blast. so my best friend is not fucking supporting me in going to iraq. I may have volunteered for the tour but still fucking support me. everyday she is like you are going to die over there and she starts to fucking cry about. I guess I can fucking blame the media for it. yeah there is a chance that i may die in iraq, there is also a chance that I will die here in phx. honestly i dont think i will be in any more danger there then here. this kind of shit is really pissing me off. i want to have a great 3 weeks before im gone for 12+ mon

Net Prophet
The 10,000 Mile Ride For the Wounded Complete Itinerrary: http://www.tagworld.com/davidbowers LIVE UpDates W/Dr. Annete OnLine The Ride will pass through 29 states, and will be the Ride of a lifetime! Join at any point in the Ride and ride with us for as long as you like. Help keep America's severely wounded military personnel uppermost in the minds and hearts of her citizens! There is no charge for riding along! If you can't ride with him, be sure to give a TagWorld HELLO when they ride near you! Website: http://www.10000milerideforthewounded.com Email: forrest@10000milerideforthewounded.com Get LIVE UpDates on your computer Please pass this info along Honor our men and women in the military past and present And if you can, please join the ride INVASION USA May 21, 2007 "Leaving America is not an option" say Illegals ('I'd have to be crazy to go back to Mexico to apply for visa now'-Agence France Presse)

Celtic Coligny Calander
Celtic names Modern months Meaning Samonios October/November Seed-fall Dumannios November/December Darkest depths Riuros December/January Cold-time Anagantios January/February Stay-home time Ogronios February/March Ice time Cutios March/April Windy time Giamonios April/May Shoots-show Simivisonios May/June Bright time Equos June/July Horse-time Elembiuos July/August Claim-time Edrinios August/September Arbitration-time Cantlos September/October Song-time

This Is His Jail Record You And Get To It If You Know The Site For The Mairon County Jail. If You Want The Site I Will Get It For Yoy.
Active Inmate Details - GONZALEZ, LUIS Information PIN: A0105206 Booking #: 0700007612 Location: EC219B Name: GONZALEZ, LUIS MIGUEL Sex: M Race: W Height: 510 Weight: 135 Hair: BLK Eyes: BRO DOB: 5/24/1973 Booking Date: 5/12/2007 4:11:00 AM Charges Code Desc OBTS Bond $ Release Case # Charge # 1 784.041-1 BATTERY | FELONY BATT RESULT FROM BODILY HARM/DISABILITY 4201118149 $10,000.00 07023945 Court Case # Bond Type: SURETY Bond #: 1 Other Desc: FEL BATTERY Court Date: 5/13/2007 Pictures The Marion County Sheriff's Office updates this information regularly, however this information can change quickly. Therefore, the Marion County Sheriff's Office does not expressly or by implication warrant that the information or data accessed by the user is accurate or correct. The Sheriff is not liable for any loss, cost, damage or expense arising directly or indirectly in connection wi

Help! Help! Help!
oK! I've been at this for just a few months and I'm starting to figure this thing out. I need lots of cherry points so, I'm asking everyone on my friends/fans list to take a moment and make sure that they have friended and fanned me and give me a rating. Thats all 4 now:)

2 Wrongs Don"t Make A Right.
It seems everyone continues to point fingers back and fourth over who started the war. Let's make it simple. WE BOTH DID! . Come on ppl the President meet face to face with Osaham binladin during a summer vacation in the 90's. Doesn't it get you a little curious if this whole thing with the twin towers was not a set up? I feel Bush Sr knew his son was going to be elected and had to find a way to keep him in office. He knew there would be ppl out there that would support his son in any action he would take. I think our not so great president thinks by continuing this war he can stay in office longer.What is sad though is what ppl are coming up for the next voting for president. For example Hillary Clinton.To me it seem her husband is going to be a heavy influence on her. It would be more or less the 3rd coming of Bill Clinton.I think people should be properly informed as of what is going on in the goverment and have a more say in how this country runs. Our for fathers worked very hard t

Redneck
Redneck Happy and Sad tale A Redneck couple were sharing a bottle of Jack Daniels when the husband Said, "I bet you can't tell me somethin' that will make me happy and sad all at The same time." The wife thought about it for a few moments, then answered, "Your pecker's bigger than yer brother's" ------------------------------------------------- Today's my baby girl's 18th birthday. I be so glad that this be my last child support payment! Month after month, year after year, all those payments! So I call my baby girl, Lakeesha, to come to my house and when she get there, I say, "Baby girl, I want you to take this cheque over to yo momma house and tell her this be the last cheque she ever be gettin' from me, and I want you to come back and tell me the 'spression on yo momma's face." So, my baby girl take the cheque over to her momma. I be anxious to hear what she say and 'bout the 'spression on her face. Baby girl walk through the door, I say, "Now what you momma say 'bou

You Must Be Joking....
"Updated:2007-05-16 15:41:26 Baby 'Bubba' Gets State Gun Permit AP CHICAGO (March 15) - Bubba Ludwig cannot walk, talk or open the refrigerator door - but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit. The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one. The card lists the baby's height at 2 feet, 3 inches, weight at 20 pounds and has a scribble where the signature should be. With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said. Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and those convicted of domestic violence.

Ages
as I look thru the new members section I am seeing new members who are OBVIOUSLY not adult and lying about their ages to join. I joined cherrytap to get away from the kids on myspace but they are following us. Why is it that the kids feel the need to join a site for grown people and associate with us in a manner that they would associate with other KIDS.... Why is it that GROWN men are flirting with these kids on the ADULT site..... I don't understand. Kids need to stay OUT of the pub and you so called men who feel the need to flirt with these kids should be banned from the pub!!!!

Questions
WHERE WILL THIS ROAD TAKE ME? I WONT KNOW UNTILL I WALK IT! BUT WHEN I REACH THE END OF ITWHAT WILL BE THERE? SO MANY QUESTIONS BUT NOT ENOUGH AWNSERS AND NOT NEARLY ENOUGH TIME TO AWNSER THEM CORRECTLY THE LIFE IVE LIVED HAS A HAUNTING PAST IN ITS OWN WAY, BUT I PUSH FORWARD TO SEEK THE AWNSER IM LOOKING FOR. SO UNTIL I FIND THOSE AWNSERS THAT WILL HELP ME IN THE LONG RUN.... I AM NO LONGER THE HAPPY PERSON I USED TO BE OR THAT I WANT TO BE I DONT WANT A SHADOW TO CAS OVER MY HEAD FOR ALL ETERITY BUT; THERE IS NO FUTURE SO I LIVE FOR YESTERDAY ANDTODAY, HOPFULLY TO FIND WHAT IT IS IM LOOKING FOR ALL MY LIFE... BUT NOW I LIVE FOR ME AN MY FAMILY, STILL SEEKING MORE AWNSERS BUT STILL KNOWING THAT I GOT LUCK TO EVEN BE ABLE TO SAY I EVEN HAVE MY OWN FAMILY MY HEART IS HEAVY WITH SO MANY ACHES AND PAINS BUT I STILL PRESS ON KNOWING THAT I COULDNT BE MORE HAPPY, MORE PLEASED, WITH THE ROAD IM ON. IVE MAD CHANGES SO THAT I COULD LIVE IN PEACE BUT THERES S

The Rambling Style Of......just Me
Everyone's Life Is Driven By Something; Many are Driven by things like guilt, resentment, anger, fear, materialism and the need for appoval....Friends this world is not your home, so don't get cozy in it. Don't indulge your ego at the exspense of your soul. what God looks at is the attitude of your heart..... "Do not conform yourselves to the standards for this world, but let God transform you inwordly by a complete change of mind. Then you will be able to know God" - Romans 12:2

Muscle Car Contest!!!!
I AM STILL LOOKING FOR A FEW PEOPLE TO JOIN IN THIS CONTEST SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW SEND ME YOU PIC LINK AND REMEMBER IT HAS TO BE OF A VEHICLE 30 YEARS OR OLDER........ Hey everyone if you want a chance to win a 7-day blast come join my contest....The pic you enter in this contest must be of a car/truck/van 30 years or older.....The winner with the most comments will win a 7- day blast...below are the rules.... RATES DO NOT COUNT.... MOST COMMENTS WINS.... NO BASHING..... YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB AND COMMENT YOUR OWN PIC.... MUST BE A LEVEL 4 OR HIGHER TO COMMENT...... I would like to start this contest on mon. may 21st at 12op.m. pst And will end on mon. may 28th at the same time. I am looking for atleast 10 entries...... FIRST PRIZE-7-day blast SECOND PRIZE-a porsche and diamond earrings or a mens bracelet THIRD PRIZE-a corvette and a platinum cherry EVERYONE WILL RECIEVE A TROPHY So if you are interested please mail me your pics..... MS

Two Steps Behind
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call When divided we stand baby, united we fall Got the time got a chance gonna make it Got my hands on your heart gonna take it All I know I can't fight this flame You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time Without you One night alone Is like a year without you baby Do you have a heart of stone Without you Can't stop the hurt inside When love and hate collide I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for When we treat each other baby, like an act of war I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes There's a time and a place and a reason And I know I got a love to believe in All I know got to win

The Curse Of The Werehamster: Lycanthropy Is In My Blood Now...
Ok here's the deal. I am a lychanthrope. I know you guys are laughing at me right now and it may be all the cold medicine I'm taking (I'm really sick today) but I really believe I am going through an animallistic metamorphosis (Damn! That's a lot of big words! Hope I spelled them right). Sit dow, grab a cup of coffee or your favorite soft drink and read my story. I must warn you though....it's not for the faint of heart. I was at my brothers house the other day playing Risk (Shut Up!!! It's a man's game!) when my 3-year-old son announced he had to pee. My niece was in the upstairs bathroom and the only one available was in the basement. Now being the amazingly wonderful father I am I had to go downstairs with him so he could relieve himself because every self-respecting three-year-old knows all monsters stay in the basement waiting for kids to come down there to use the bathroom so they can eat them. Now I know you're thinking "Gee Doug, this seems fairly harmless to me

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy .. . .
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.

On Request
A blonde calls Delta Airlines and asks, "Can you tell me how long it'll take to fly from San Francisco to New York City?" The agent replies, "Just a minute..." "Thank you," the blonde says, and hangs up. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To get into heaven you had to walk up 100 stairs but on each stair god asks you a joke if you laugh you go to HELL. So the brunette gets to the 56th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then red-head gets to the 97th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then the blonde gets into heaven and bursts out laughing then god asked her "why are you laughing?" the blonde replied "I just got the first one!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two casino dealers are at the craps table when a cute blonde comes over and says, "I want to bet twenty thousand dollars on a single roll of the dice. But, if you don't mind, I'd I feel

Ever Been Tempted ?
Tempted to play with fire Tempted by the darkest desire Tempted to run in the danger zone Tempted to live on the edge on my own Tempted to do as I damn well please Tempted to this moment cease Tempted to travel to a distant shore Tempted by desires forever more Tempted by an innocent smile Tempted by lusty dark style Tempted to take beauty and make her mine Tempted to show contempt for the divine Tempted to throw caution to the wind Tempted to never repent for I have sinned Tempted to never care ever again Tempted to put to sleep all the pain Tempted to give up and just yell fuck it all Tempted but never to give in to the fall Temptation is part of the souls deepest greed Temptations never truly have fulfilled my need By R. Thomas Dinsmore just more thoughts and a vain rant .

What A Friend Means To A Guy..
This said by the best description in a movie and whether you like it or not for the most part it is true.... Sally: We are just going to be friends, ok? Harry: Great! Friends! It's the best thing. Harry: You realise of course that we can never be friends. Sally: Why not? Harry: What I'm saying is... and this is not a come-on in any way, shape or form, is that men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way. Sally: That's not true, I have a number of men friends and there's is no sex involved. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: You only think you do. Sally: You're saying I'm having sex with these men without my knowledge? Harry: No, what I'm saying is they all want to have sex with you. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: How do you know? Harry: Because no man can be friends with a woman h

Morph Contest
BEST MORPH CONTEST Best Morph contest. Looking for 20 contestants. The contest will start Sunday, May 20,2007 at 6pm EDT. The contest will end Sunday, May 27,2007 at 6pm EDT. Send me a PM with the link to the pic you wish to use. I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP RULES Contest begins 5-20-07@6pmEDT and ends 5-27-07@6pmEDT. Comment bombing and self-comment bombing allowed. 1 rate=1 comment so be sure and tell everyone to rate also. GOOD LUCK TO ALL PRIZES 1st-SILVER MOTORCYCLE 2nd-ROLEX 3rd-DIAMOND EARRINGS *PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR* THANKS GABE~BIG G~ CT HUSBAND TO MANDY I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP

Gettin There
well here i sit at 15 weeks pregnant, wishing this would go a lil faster...i know that my husband wants this to go a lil faster..he's real excited about being a daddy!! Oh well...when ure baking something of this importance time is what ya need. Not one of those things u can rush out of the oven and hope its ok LOL!! anyway, i dont really have much of anything to blog about, i was bored so i figured i'd ramble a little bit!! woohoo..more laterz wow..new to this whole cherrytap thing..but i'm gettin there..pray for me and one day i just might actually make it to level 1 HAHA anyway..thats bout it

Totally Fucked Up Day
Hahahahaha This was sent to me. I know what my answers would be. Have fun working out yours. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you l

My Love
I honestly though I didn't know what love was...I would confuse love with lust, and now I see what love truely is. I know now that I love Chris more than anyone I have ever been with before...I love talking to him for hours, which pass by like minutes. I can't wait until he finally moves down here to live with me. I love him so much... :) I'm going to try to speak the words that my heart wants you to know I want you to see what you mean to me and why I love you so. Nobody else can know my thoughts and touch my soul like you can No one can melt my heart like you do simply by holding my hand. With a loving glance or a tender kiss you make my cares disappear Warm thoughts of you surround me and always keep you near. I need nothing more from you than this- to know that you'll always be mine And the promise of your love in my life- until the end of time. Love, Rachael Our love’s like the wind Strong and growing… Our love’s like the river Forever flowing… Our lov

What Would You Do?
If you knew that you were FOR SURE dying tomorrow.. What are the final 3 things you would do and why? My answers -- 1. I would take some sort of something, To enable me to stay awake for the next 3 days..And spend every moment with my children. 2. I would tell my family how grateful I am for them. 3. I would have TONS of sex. ......

Random
The famous Olympic skier Picabo Street (pronounced "PEEK A BOO" ) is not just an athlete, she is a nurse. She currently works at the Intensive Care Unit of a large metropolitan hospital. She is not permitted to answer the telephone, however, as it caused simply too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say: Picabo, ICU. I knew a blonde that was so stupid that... She called me to get my phone number. She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate." She put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. She sent me a fax with a stamp on it. She tried to drown a fish. She thought a quarterback was a refund. She got locked in a grocery store and starved to death. She tripped over a cordless phone. She took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept. She asked for a price check at the Dollar Store. She studied for a blo

Simpsons
homer simpson lines Classic Lines from Homer Simpson "I think Smithers picked me because of my motivational skills. Everyone says they have to work a lot harder when I'm around." Bart: That's a hitch-hiker, Homer. Homer: Ooh, let's pick him up! Marge: No! What if he's crazy? Homer: And what if he's not? Then we'd look like idiots. "I saw this in a movie about a bus that had to speed around a city, keeping its speed over fifty, and if it's speed dropped, it would explode! I think it was called 'The Bus that Couldn't Slow Down.'" "Stealing? How could you?! Haven't you learned anything from that guy who gives those sermons at church? Captain what's-his-name? We live in a society of laws. Why do you think I took you to all those Police Academy movies? For fun? Well, I didn't hear anybody laughing, did you?" [Homer wrecks his car and has to explain it to the insurance guy.] Insurance Guy: O.K, now before I give you the check, I have just one more question. That

Family Guy
Sexy Party lyrics ..> Chorus: (Stewie) His name is stewie (I say) He's throwing you, a sexy party (Sexy) I'm so in love with Stew The only baby who's got it all figured out You better gonna get in on it now, (You got that right) he's gonna take over the world oneday Stewie: Welcome to my sexy party have a breast milk, with a dash of Bacardi The women will converse with you about wealth or shoes, or the weather, and everyone's health we're all celebrating with smiles on fold, as I make preperations to take over the world and just so it won't seem awfully strange I'll tell you right now whats going to change Beyoncé Knowles will massage my head, and i'll make Kid Rock bring me breakfast in bed, and Britney's husband will feel my rath, when my army makes the little fucker take a bath Chorus: (Stewie) His name is stewie (That's right) He's throwing you, a sexy party (No shit) I'm so in love with Stew The only baby who's got it all figured out You better gonna

Near & Far
Near and far no matter were we are we are close to each others hearts with a simple mind to gell no matter what we know when we are thinking of each other and we know when the other is down with out a thought of hesatation in our mind we manange to make it though it all because we are near and far and show our love for one an other with everything that we have ....We finish each other sentence we talk about the littles things and the big things. some say we are far apart but when you think of it all we are very near one another with a big kind loveing heard and loveing arms for all to see that nothing can break us because we are strong and very willing to push it all through and make it with all that we have ......With each moment that we take we get closer and closer to things that can only be true for us and with all that we love each other more and more each day .... Im closeing now please rate and leave a comment i hope everyones day / night is going good thanks all that read

Have You Ever....
Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like you've been busy busy busy but when the day ends you feel like you didn't accomplish much? Thats how my day was at work today. I felt like I was busy the whole time but I must have been spinnying my wheels because I just don't feel like I accomplished a whole lot. Well I did give blood, so thats something... right? RIGHT?! lol

Some Quotes To Make Your Day
"Alone, alone, oh! We have been warned about solitary vices. Have solitary pleasures ever been adequately praised? Do many people know that they exist?" -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "The prohibition against solitude is forever. A Carry Nation rises in every person when he thinks he sees someone sneaking off to be alone. It is not easy to be solitary unless you are also born ruthless. Every solitary repudiates someone." -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "It is not good to be alone, even in paradise" -Yiddish Proverb. "Man can will nothing unless he has first understood that he must count on no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no thoer aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny thatn the one he forges for himself on this earth" -Jean Paul Sartre "The deepest need of a man is the need to overcome his separateness, to leave the prison of his aloneness" -Erich Fromm, The Art o

Survey
[] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Date Me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Fu

Ct Stupidity
Please don't EVER attempt to contact me if your screen name is or resembles any of the following... Pussy Pleaser, Tongue Man, Big (insert # here) Inch, Master Bater, Sir Licks A Lot, All Night Pumper, My Face Is Your Seat, ect, ect....

Bored
Randomness i tell you. I feel like everything just stoped and things are starting to sink in. Life wise i guess. Everythings going by so fast never really relized it till now. The only thing i really have to look forward to now im my life is finishing college, a career and a family. I just want to do what im passionate about and thats videogames, anything else after that is a plus. I doubt the family thing cause i guard myself to much to many times being burned. Don't want to risk it. Umm yea blah blah blah. Poem time maybe. In my travels never knew what was to come Walking past this morning sun, the morning mist kisses my skinn, and the wind whisps away sins guys named min i dont know lol I give up. I never know what to write. To many things on my mind. I guess whatever you guys who ever read this let me know what you want to hear about and maybe i can stay focused, Later all

The Hero
He helps all who need him and never questions when we call but leands his ear and helps us all out. Now this Angle is in need. He needs us to help a nd prayer for him and his kin. An accident happened and now life hangs in the balance. We who have that link to God need to get on our knees and Prayer like the world is about to end! I know God can and still does wonderful work that no one sees. This Angle is his family are in need of God wonderful amazing power. Let us all get on our knees and pray. God I ask you to Heal Mellisa and let this family see your awesome power and just how much you love them all. I claim victory over death and pain! I claim healing! I know of your power Lord and I ask this of you. Your humble servant. God you and and Awesome God. I dreamed my life was done And I stood before God's SOn It wsa time to see whatmy reward would be WIht love, He reviewed my life TO wount whatwas done for Christ For that was what would last eternally See, I'

Signs That Your Drunk
Signs Your Drunk You lose arguments with inanimate objects. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. Your job is interfering with your drinking. Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alchohol stream. Your career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. You sincerely believe alchohol is the elusive 5th food group. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence? I think not! Two hands and just one mouth.. - now THAT'S a drinking problem! You can focus better with one eye closed. The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. You fall off the floor.. Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. At AA meetings you begin: 'Hi my name is.. uh..' Your idea of cutting back is less salt. You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep cloth

how did i get myself into this postition. when heartache seems to be my only disposition. i try and i try but i can't see past, fast days and wrong ways of a life that won't last. i'm feeling down while falling out and getting up just to fail. the quickest things, the biggest dreams insert the final nail. i'm filling in blanks, blankly staring to fill eyes wide to an underside that fucking makes me ill. a grasp i never had, a heart that wasn't mine. an eternity i could have wasted waiting in line. words escaped my lips and now i just regret. not telling you a hundred times that this was finally it ...I had to write something about this because I'm feeling like an extra large pussy today and it kinda hurt my feelings... Apparently guys gather from my pictures and profile that I'm an idiot, I enjoy cock in every orifice and I most likely can't spell my name. So when they try to talk to me and find I can actually hold a conversation I think they're shocked. An anonymous MALE member o

Miracle
I have a friend who wors on computers and he sent me this link to help my compuer speed up ...after he used and seen it worked i went ahead and use it...well any how i thought maybe there be someone out there might need it like i did but here is the link and its free...its not a spam u can hit me up and ill tell u about it.. http://www.download.com/3000-2094_4-10734490.html copy n paste mu@@@@ Ok.. so my nieghbors wife is on life support in the hospital and was starting to do better so was taken off....well on Mother's Day she passed away...our nieghbor came over and told us the news told all the nieghbors..we all got together n was at his house when he got a phone call from the hospital that his wife was alive after being pronounced dead and was given a death certificate for her...she was dead for 4hrs..she was being rolled down to the morge when she woke up or came back to life...asken where they were taken her.....wtf this shyt is wierd...wat do u think.. btw this i

Dont Read This I Am Just Bitching
It has just been confirmed..... I am an asshole. Did anyone else watch the midgets wrestle on smackdown? OK I am stoned right now. I got a new tattoo today. Its my new favorite And I got it done by Derrek at Device. The staff at Device was courteous and professional,except for that old dude he was kinda rude not to me to the dude. But I like my new tattoo I just thought you should know that. And its my birthday so FUCK ALL OF YOU HA! HA! HA! I am wasting my drunk on fucking line. What the fuck you ask Its fuckin Freaky. This mother fucker,Iam not allowed out unattended soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, he is at wendys what a slut.Squirrel said he was a slut Ijust agree. Dude fuck. I am drunk I am on the fuckin computer I must suck !!!! When did this Happen

Poetry Is In My Soul
Is this what loves about? Your loving eyes sooth me Like gentle waves upon the sand When fear harbors in me Your there holding my hand I feel your arms around me Like wind leaves in the fall Some how your strength surrounds me As you hear my silent call I feel your love inside me Though I fight to keep it out My walls are slowly breaking down Is this what loves about? Challenge or lesson? For every lesson learned In life It contains good It contains bad For every obstacle in life It supports strength It encourages growth Though we may not like it We may despise it There is always a reason Suppressing its self deep Deeper with in us What are challenges set forth for To drown us? No,….. to make us grow stronger To surprise us? No,….. to help shape us To make us feel the pain? No,….. to help build the confidence that we can get through it Why for every challenge must pain accompany For the pure reason to remind us all…. We are only hum

Angeldevil@ Cherrytap
we just found out that we are going to have a baby, we are very happy and very surprised . that's what being in love does to a person.life gives you all kinda surprises , I love you my man and new father to be again. we are not very happy these days , since we lost our baby not that long ago. we are still in love ,but we are missing our little bundle of joy. Are we moviecompatible?My Flixsterprofile

The Ravings Of A Nursing Student
the word for the day is bronchioscopy that is where they stuff a tube down your throat and into your lungs yesterday was my second don't you just love lung disfunctions and bronchitis first day of summer session and the homework is piling up 3 units of math and the first chapter in intro to nursing get this the university lost my finalization for summer semester now i have to re register and hope like hell i can get the classes in need

Friends
You try to avoid the things in life that stress you out but isnt it so funny how they always make there rounds despite your efforts. My main stress is my living condition. I left my ex and moved 1600 miles to live with my mom till I could get my life where I want it. Now that my sister is coming to visit and they dont want to pay for a hotel I am being evicted. Dont get me wrong my mom has other reasons too. My kids stress her out and she had a stroke in 2004 actually on my birthday in 2004 so she just hit her 3 year mark. Her doctor says that she is to stressed and is close to another by her blood work. I know that I shouldnt complain because she has done alot for me over the years but dam. I get a weeks notice and that is it. So I am moving back in with my ex. We are going to room mate. Bring on more stress. Anyway cant vent too much I just better be glad that I have a roof over mine and the kids heads. What is it in us as human beings that leads us to seek out people to be friends

Jokes
1) You have to take out the garbage. 2) Being told to put the seat down. 3) No sofas in your restrooms. 4) External genitalia are vulnerable to knees and fastballs. 5) Even if you get you head caught in an industrial wood chipper, you're not allowed to cry. 6) James Bond movies only come out every 2 years. 7) Ribbed for her pleasure - not yours. 8) You have to wear ties. 9) You can't flirt you way out of a traffic ticket. 10) "Women and children first." There was a competition to cross the English channel doing only the breaststroke, and the three women who entered the race were a brunette, a redhead and a blonde. After approximately 14 hours, the brunette staggered up on the shore and was declared the fastest. About 40 minutes later, the redhead crawled up on the shore and was declared the second place finisher. Nearly 4 hours after that, the blonde finally came ashore and promptly collapsed in front of the worried onlookers. When the reporters asked why it took her so long to complet

This Is Funny
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100 People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get

Family To Be Reorganized
This is a very hard Blog,for me to do.As there are many Sweet Awesome Friends in my Family List.But not being VIC,it leaves me no Choice,but to Remove all who don't have,L.R.L.~Society of Wolves after there name.I must make room for those that do.I basicly had my Favorites in this Spot for Comments..I will continue to give you all comments just the same.I must be able to Keep track of my L.R.L members.An being a man that is still relatively new to the Computer + not good at Multitasking This is the only way.I Hope there are no Hard Feelings.Most of you know I care about you very much.You all have Touched my Heart in so many ways + Befriended me when no one else would.An I will be Forever Greatfull to u-all.The L.R.L.~Society of Wolves have Merged with the Official Fallout Bombers.An I think it's going to be a Great an Awesome Bonding.And my Awesome Friend an Advisor,Recruiter,PokerPete13 agrees with me.Do u all know what a letdown other Familys show there members,in Contests.They don't

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm
only one more day till friday wooooo hooooo COOL MySpace Comments MySpace Glitter Graphics MySpace Glitter Graphics you ever wonder how many licks it takes to get to the center?COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments

If You Care
for those who might have been wondering, i recentley was in an accident. i was driving home from pool league on April 16 at about 3:00 in the morning and fell asleep at the wheel. i totaled my truck and got a little banged up myself. Around the same time my computer completely crashed, and i dont have the money to get it fixed yet. so for now i will be using my parents computer when i can. please be patient with me for now i will return messages when i can.

Sherry's Blog
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b

Bye For A While :(
I am going to be gone from CT for a few weeks. I am in the prcess of changing jobs (More moola baby!!! LOL) so I wont be online for a while. I'm aslo on vacation so WOO HOO! LOL I will miss you all and hopefully you wont forget me :) Have a gret day and I will talk to you soon!!! XOXOXOXO Trish

Thinking About Life.......
Ive been thinking alot about everything thats been happening in my life lately. I never expected growing up that my life would end up like this. I wanna take a little bit of time to vent and see if I cant get a little advice at the same time. For those of you who know me personally, you already know a little bit about whats been going on. But still even those closest to me have no idea how I feel about it. Im very good about keeping my feelings bottled up inside me until I explode. Most people think Im a hard-ass, which I still am, just not all the time like I make people think. I grew up like most kids do. My parents got divorced when I was a young child. I think I was about 5 years old. Like most people who get divorced, my parents strongly disliked each other. In fact, I dont think they said more then 15 words to each other until my sister had her first child. Which was 16 years after they got divorced. Dad got custody of my sister and I and we saw mom every other weekend. It w

Timm's Poems
My First Love You were the first love of my life The one I wanted for my wife You were such an inspiration Gave me love and dedication You cared for me when I was ill Gave me warmth when I had a chill Forgave me when I pitched a fit And not once did you ever quit When others would have given up You would gladly bring me a cup You were always understanding When I was my most demanding You made me laugh when I was sad You helped calm me when I was mad You washed my clothes and fixed me meals Helped me through so many ordeals To me that really means a lot More than any present you bought You would always answer my knock You were always my solid rock Yet you always had a soft touch You helped me grow and taught me much No one could ever outshine you I always knew your love was true Even when we were miles apart You were always here in my heart I never took you to the prom But I will love you always mom I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to

Naughty Or Nice
You Are Raspberry Chocolate Lip Gloss You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn. You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date. But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too! You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of raspberry and watermelon goes great on your lips. What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You? table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You? According to experts, I am : 98% NaughtyTake the Naughty Quiz at JokesUnlimited.com

Friends
Hey everyone! I wanna write this one to everyone! I have to more. So im gonna lose the net for about a month:( Plzz dont forget about me! I will come back as soon as i can! and i will return all the love! Plzz dont let anyone talk shit about me while im gone! I wouldnt let it happen to you, so dont let it happen to me! I promise i will be back As soon as i can get the cable turned on in my apartment! Me and mom are moving out and gettin our own place! we will miss you all! And to all my Bombshells..Im still in the family, and will never leave u guys! You guys mean A LOT to me! If you really wanna talk and not miss me, Write me and let me know, and ill give ya my cell number!! Because im keeping it on, so all my friends can reach me! Plzz show me some love while im gone! Ill miss you all:( Love always, Jessi I love when guys give me a song, because i remind them of it. Or because they love me so much, that they wanna dedicate a song to me. It makes me all warm inside! I just absolut

Just A Little Hurt
im tired of being so friendly and giving my heart out to everyone! i go out of my way to earn my fubucks..but im nice enuf to spend them on u...i really dont ask for anything in return...but do i ever get a thank you or anything? it would be nice for a lil suprise sometimes! im just done with it! grrr i hate being in bitchy moods! cuz shit like this get to me! i wont be gettin on here for a few days! im just done with this shit! if u need me..write me on my yahoo...write me on myspace...or text me.....if u dont have any of these...then i guess ur not a real friend..cuz u never asked for any of them!! GOOD BYE!!!!!!!!

Lazy Day
It's Wednesday I'm being kinda lazy today just sitting around doing laundry. "what fun" Twister left out for a job this morning so I'm getting cloths cleaned. Other then that just taking it easy today. I need it been over stressed the past few days. I have my 6yr old Tate with me and the dogs to keep me company. I like this site its fun and theres always something to do.

I Was Thinking
Hi all, As some of you know.. I have been thinking about posting more pictures of myself.. more up to date things.. the one here I use is so old. What most of you don't know is.. I have changed. Because of doc's orders I have had to gain weight.. and because of cancer, chemo and the medications have made my skin bad and my hair to thin and it is shorter now. Plus, years of great physical abuse from an ex of mine. All those factors take their toll on someone. Since I have been thinking about doing this...I admit the thought terrorfies me to no end. I don't look like who my friends comment on or like the young perfect girls that are here. I am so scared that when and or if I post them.. it would be like being in a room with cockroaches and when you turn on the light.. they scatter. Seems like all(almost) men want are very young perfect looking girls.. and I am not that anymore. So, when I do get them taken and posted.. I will post them in a "family only" folder and see how that

Hello Everyone
Well I just found out that I'm going to be a aunt...my middle sister just found out she is prego....I cant wait to see my neice or nephew... I'm sitting here in my living room bored as crap... Wishing that I had some thing to do... Hello everyone I'm new to Cherry Tap....I'm looking for friends to chat with....

100% Jersey & Proud
Jersey Born, Jersey Bred, Jersey Trash Till I'm dead! Yeah, I'm from Jersey, have been all my life. I'm gonna give you everything about jersey, the good, the bad, and the ugly. First... New Jersey people are conceited. It's true. We hate everyone else. And we think we are better than everyone else. And we never stop talking about how great jersey is. Then we tell people to "shut the fuck up" when they tell us all we talk about is jersey. I've been to many places ... and I can honestly say, that I do think that with some exceptions, I am better than them. It's not my fault. It's cause I'm from jersey. We're the rudest, most obnoxious people wherever we are. Everyone just stares at us. Then we see other rude people, and ask them where they're from. They say jersey. Why are New Jersey people self centered? Because we have reason to be. Next, some of the most famous people have come from our state. Just to name A FEW... Frank Sinatra, Bruce Sprin

My Blog
I need some help me to win the contest and I am in 4th place and got 2 more day to win here is the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=137642&albumid=552286&i=3811002910 thanks I am thinking about hosting contest soon for the best gal on fubar. I will let you all know when the contest start and how many people should join the contest and should i host for 10 to 20 days please let me know thanks :) Prize will be announced soon :) Can anyone comment or rate my pics. I am in my first contest and I never been in one before so feel free to comment or rate :) Thanks 8-p http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=137642&albumid=552286&i=3811002910

Last Day
the most important people to you, 'excluding you kids',lover, friend ,spouse, slave,sibling, anyone close to you . who ever it is. is leaveing forever and you will never see them or here from them again. you have a moment left with them what do you say or do.think quickly. before the moments gone. the moments gone.they are gone. who all did u think of. you never know when this moment will come. should u now tell these people what u thought of for each of them and what you wanted to say or do.

Mistakes Men Make Online
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b

Cross Country Trip
Happy Friday and much Luv to my blog readers. I want to let all of you know that I am back home in Florida. All I can say is I had a blast. I will be posting pictures soon. Saying Hello and sending much luv to my blog readers. This will be my last blog entry for a few days. Tomorrow I will be riding with a few of my California friends up into the redwoods. No laptop, cell phone. Hopefully I will have plenty of pictures to post. Tuesday the 12th I begin my trip back to Florida. My drive east from the San Francisco area will take me to Reno, Nevada. From Reno to Salt Lake City, Utah then onto Cheyenne, Wyoming. From Cheyenne to Lincoln, Nebraska then south to Kansas City, Nashville to Atlanta and into Florida. Any of my CherryTap friends on my route? that would be cool to know. A big Hello and much luv to my Blog readers. Yesterday was a good day for a ride. My brother in Law had a place in mind to ride to that he thought I would enjoy. With gas tanks full he and I rode out of

Trials And Tribulations
Been thinking about you wondering if you think of me too The say all things come with a price but why is that so? Why cant things just flow out and be? They say whats good you pay for more dearly but why is that so? Why cant we hold dear whatever we wish? They say if you want something bad enough you will pay any price but why is that so? Why cant it be as easy whining

Traveling
Well just want to give an update on things going on in the next month. I sold my house WOOHOO. I close on the 16th of November on this house. The movers are coming the 13th 14th and 15th to take my stuff which means I'm moving into temporary housing. The movers are packing my stuff up for 2 days and then moving it on the 15th. SO not sure yet if I will stay here until 15th or go ahead and move in a furnished apartment. The on the 21st of November I will be leaving New Mexico and will be heading to Enterprise Alabama where I will be closing on my house there. The movers said they could have my stuff there by the 26th which is nice cuz it can be moved right to the new house. The kids are pretty upset that we will be traveling on Turkey day but this is my first year since they have been born that I haven't cooked a big Thanksgiving dinner. I'm pretty excited though and can't wait to get there and start meeting new people. I love doing things like this, going places where I don't k

Old Music News
We've confirmed our schedule for our combined Dean/DDRUM The NAMM Show autograph signing. Should be epic! See the schedule here. http://www.deanguitars.com/namm12.php Eric Peterson and Chuck Billy of Testament, Jesse James Dupree, Jackyl, Morbid Angel, Shinedown, Vinnie Moore Michael Angelo Batio Official Five Finger Death Punch Uli Jon Roth and much much more!! Members of Slayer, Megadeth, Anthrax, and Adrenaline Mob to Present Metal Masters 3 Clinic in April Samson, Hartke, Zoom, and Best Buy are pleased to announce the third installment of Samson’s “Metal Masters” series of instrument clinics, which will be held on Thursday, April 12, at the Key Club on the Sunset Strip in Hollywood, CA. Doors will open at 7:00pm. Having surprised the audience at Metal Master 2 in New York City with surprise appearances by Philip Anselmo (Pantera / Down) and Scott Ian (Anthrax), as well as a full Anthrax performance, Charlie Benante and Frank Bello (Anthrax), David El

The Emt!
When the Lord made the EMT, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel approched and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "have you read the specs on this order"? An EMT has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkel his uniform." "He has to beable to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wet cars with barly enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." " he has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel sook her head slowly and said, "six pairs of hands...no way. "its not the hands that is causing me the problems," said the Lord, "Its the three pairs of eyes an EMT has to have". "Thats on a standard model?" ask

You Couldn't Make It Up!!
Illinois baby obtains gun permit Bubba Ludwig may only be 10 months old, but he has already successfully obtained a gun licence in the US state of Illinois. Bubba's father, Howard Ludwig, applied on his behalf after his grandfather gave him a shotgun as an heirloom. Mr Ludwig said he had not expected to succeed, but he filled in the online form, paid $5 and the licence was his. US gun laws are regularly the subject of fierce debate, renewed recently after April's Virginia Tech killings. Gunman Cho Seung-hui was able to exploit a loophole in Virginia state law and obtain weapons despite having a history of mental illness. The loophole was later closed. Technical problems The licence includes a picture of a toothless Bubba and a squiggle that represents his best attempt at a signature. It makes an adorable addition to his baby book Howard Ludwig In an article in the Chicago Sun-Times, Mr Ludwig, 30, said that he expected the application to be turned down.

Lonely
16 May 2007 lonely Current mood: sad I now realize how it feels to be lonely I lost the one that I feel truly loved me I loved her and cared about her so much But now I realize how bad I fucked up Baby girl you really meant a lot to me sorry i can't finish this, you know who you are. I really did and will always love you and care about you. This fucks me up so bad that you don't even want to be my friend anymore. I'm really sorry. I can't even think straight right now. I love u no matter what happens. I just want you to know that I do..... I fuckin hate myself for doing this too you. nobody likes me anymore......

Maddie Fund
The Madeleine Fund Madeleine McCann was abducted from her parents rented holiday apartment in Praia da Luz on the evening of May 3rd 2007. We need your help to find her – any information at all, no matter how insignificant you feel it to be, could be crucial to bringing Madeleine home. From outside of the UK please contact Crimestoppers on 00 44 18 83 73 1336 If you’re phoning from within the UK contact 0800 555 111 'Madeleine's Fund : Leaving No Stone Unturned ' The family of Madeleine McCann are to-day launching the Madeleine’s Fund: Leaving No Stone Unturned appeal. The funds will be used to help find Madeleine McCann, support her family and bring her abductors to justice. Any surplus funds will be used to help families and missing children in United Kingdom, Portugal and elsewhere in similar circumstances. From tomorrow morning, Thursday May 17th: members of the public will be able to make donations to 'Madeleine's Fund : Leaving No Stone Unturned Limit

Cherry Noir
And then they changed course, building the shrines and theaters of the wine god far away from the cities, deep in the swamps of maenad frenzy. They relieved the women of their tragic duty, the red scream of birth and tearing off of heads, replacing them with mean bearing phalloi singing lewd and raucous of the time just after maiden grief, that winter month of fermentation when the first flush hits the brain with wallops of profane joy. Stroll out the ass-men with their stoutly-sodden staffs waving at the heavens with the lowest majesty sex affords, the sacred reduction of the civilized man into all his laughable laments as he blunders in his stinking swamp. He’s led by the nose of his pickled pompous hose, taking every curse and abuse like a pilgrim in reverse, going down where wings should fly. Behold the son of gods in his cups, a donkey braying to our bucolic jeers the grand humility of which we are so comically in arrears. Well, it’s just a tent

It Is What It Is...
May 17th, 2007 Thursday 11:30am Good Morning... It's another typical day in NY, weather sucks, grey and gloomy. When I got here I started looking around a bit more closely. Though without a doubt CherryTAP is a ton of fun, it's really a bit sad too. We work so hard at being #1 or having the highest CherryTAP level that we forget one thing. HOW TO BE REAL Everyone says oh it's just the internet you can be anyone you want who cares. I disagree... whether anyone wants to admitt it or not. The person on the other end of a conversation is not just a computer. They are a human being and sometimes one with true feelings. Not everyone is here to be fake or play headgames. Some of us really enjoy meeting friends and special people and want them to stay that way. I know you are asking... "What's your point?" My point is I want to be me and not like those who have lost site of reality. So with that said I am letting you know this. If I have fanned you or friended you and we ha

My Personal Thoughts
Wow this morning was a shocker! I woke up as normal,fixed my kids breakfast,did a little house work.Started watching The young and the Restless and started thinking to myself,wow my period is a little late.So i had a spare test in my dresser,decided to take it and Well Im having a baby!! It is positive as positive can be.I will keep you all updated and posted with news.Im a little overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.I know this news will upset some people and others i know will be completly happy for me.Which everything happens for a reason. As this is my 3rd pregnancy,i never had complications with my other 2 children.Well i had a very early ultrasound because im high risk.Well at 7 weeks they should of seen something in the sac,but there was nothing there.So they are thinking that it is a very early pregnancy or that there is something wrong with the development.So im sitting here playing a waiting game to even see if there is a little person inside of me.Its hard to even thin

Me Me Me
You Know You're From New York City When... You say "the city" and expect everyone to know that this means Manhattan. You have never been to the Statue of Liberty or the Empire State Building. You can get into a four-hour argument about how to get from Columbus Circle to Battery Park at 3:30 on the Friday before a long weekend, but can't find Wisconsin on a map. Hookers and the homeless are invisible. The subway makes sense. You believe that being able to swear at people in their own language makes you multi-lingual. You've considered stabbing someone just for saying "The Big Apple". The most frequently used part of your car is the horn. You call an 8' x 10' plot of patchy grass a yard. You consider Westchester "upstate". You think Central Park is "nature." You see nothing odd about the speed of an auctioneer's speaking. You're paying $1,200 for a studio the size of a walk-in closet and you think it?s a "steal." You've been to New Jersey twice