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this ugly piece of shit is going around down rating every one she can rate....ill give family acsees to anyone who rates her a 1 and gives her some dirty weeds, plus ill rate at least 30 of your pics...of course i always rate 10s please click my picture and rate and comment to vote...luv is returned... I need votes in this contest...i gotta goto work or id selfvote but i gotta feed my kids and pay my rent so im counting on you! please rate and comment this photo as much as possible...ill be looking latter and the luv will be returned...

Help Needed From Friends And Family And All They Know On Ct..
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU AND SHOW SOME CHERRY LUV TO THE FOLLOWING MOST AWESOME FRIENDS AND CHERRIES ON CT.. THEY ARE SO AWESOME IN SO MANY WAYS.. AND I CANT THANK THEM ENOUGH FOR THEIR HELP IN THE CONTEST THAT ENDED TONIGHT AS I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS THE WINNER OF. WOOOOT WOOOOT GO ME :) BUT WITHOUT THE HELP OF THE GREATEST FRIENDS ON CT I WOULD NOT HAVE WON IT.. LADYFIRE, TAB, LIL BAMA, WENDY AND THE OTHERS THAT HAVE HELPED ME OUT .. YOU ALL ARE THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE BUT AGAIN.. THE MOST AWESOME OF FRIENDS.. YOU ALL ROCK!!! LUV YA ALL.. I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE THE SAFEST AND GREATEST MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ PLEASE EVERYONE GO SHOW THEM ALL SOME TRUE N SERIOUS CHERRY LUV!!! GET TO KNOW THEM AND YOU WILL SEE HOW AWESOME THEY ALL ARE!!!! LadyFire-n-ice~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ Of CT / ct fiancee of the infamous Jokers_Wild@ CherryTAP ~TAB ~~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ of CT / / ct fiance of LilBamaGirl@ CherryTAP LilBamaGir

These Are Funny !
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A husband and wife and their two sons are watching TV. She looks at her husband and winks at him, he gets the message and says, "Excuse us for a few minutes boys, we're going up to our room for a little w

My Daze
just wanting to wish everyone a very merry christmas! Sexy Comments Galore! well i haven't updated my blog in an age, but i wanted to let everyone know what i've been up to. i went back to school and i'm studying to become a paralegal. my last test i made 108! i missed 2 questions, but scored 10 bonus points. WOO HOO! not to shabby for someone who's been out of school for 15 years. just trying to keep my head above water with homework, papers, and tests. i don't remember it being this much trouble. LOL hope everyone is doing well! take care! sorry i just up and disappeared! i started back to school and it's kept me so busy i don't know if i should scratch my watch, or wind my butt. i hope to start coming by at least once a day again. hope everyone is doing well. take care, jennifer

My First Blog....
...does that mean im a blog virgin?? Well lets see if i can get worked in real good here without making such a mess *winks* Actually im a cherry tap blog virgin...but i have posted many blogs on myspace...so u can basically say im a blog whore lol... Hmmm..what should i say here?...Im 33 single mother of one 13 yr old son...i work at the gas & electric company here in my city..goo meeee.... Divorced & single....i drive a 2006 chevy cobalt...i have hazel eyes...multi color hair... well damn im sounding like im selling myself...you get all this not for $99.99 or even $69.99 but for 2 easy installments of $25.00 or one payment of $50.00...with a bonus of house utensils and a set of pots & pans...and if you call within the next 15 minutes...we will knock off the shipping & handling LoL Im a big paranormal freak...if you have a ghost dont call ghostbusters...call me!! LoL. well im done rambling.....ttyl...

A Love Poem To My Wife..
My Passion You're my greatest passion, I can't stop thinking about you every sun set and every song reminds me of the last time we made love. You're in my heart like an eternal flame, and I am a starved soul, always hungry for your precious love. There's never a time when I don't want to be with you. You make me feel alive, life would be meaningless without you, and I would be lost to sorrow, and heartache. Say you'll wrap me in your loving arms of yours, and prove that you love me as much as I love you. I want to share a night of sensual passion with you that could inspire poetry. After wards, I just want to hold you in my arms and savor being with you.

In Need
I am in need of TLC. It seems all I do is break my back at work and come home, listen to my roommate and go to sleep. I would love to have someone to cook for (beside my roommate), cuddle and watch a movie, go out to a movie. So far all I've done in the past eight months since I moved down here is work and come home. I'm not asking for much, just someone to hold and spend time with.

Some People!
I just don't understand how some people can be so friggin' ignorant and feel so horrible about themselves that they have to leave hateful/hurtful comments on people. Does it really make them feel so much better about themselves to leave a nasty message when they don't know the person at all, calling them idiots nd far worse? The fact that posing a simple question literally has people cursing at you. Yes it is an adult site...that's just it. It IS an Adult site, so why the hell don't these people grow up and start acting like one? Well you know we all have lives outside of CT. We have families and personal drama...Am I wrong or isn't the internet a way to get away from all the bullshit from time to time? A pretty cool guy on here recently left CT and I was sad to see him go, and the main reason he left was the penny-any bullshit that goes on. All the bitching, crying, and whinning. LMAO, most of us can get this at home with our own families...we don't need it from the families

My Life Sucks
I just messed a great thing up with someone on here. I am not sure if this person will ever forgive me. I guess i don't blame them if they never talk to me again. I should have listen to this person first before i did what i did. I am so sorry sweetie. I will truely miss you.

Happenings In The Lounge
Due to some recent events within Wicked Intentions, We feel as if we need to finally speak out on the issues at hand. As most of you know, during the last week Brutal Radio has called a war against Wicked Intentions claiming that getting our lounge deleted is their top priority. This war started from a down rate on one guys page from a DJ we have and has escalated into some sort of lounge war going as far as having our server hijacked by Brutal's Owner and having drama streamed across our airwaves. For this, Wicked Intentions sends apologies to all who had to be a witness to this. Wicked Intentions has not in any form joined in this "war game" they are playing. We have maintained that we are not interested in a war, have not posted anything derogatory, nor have we supported anyone who has. We have strongly suggested to our members to ignore the drama antics of the other lounge. We are striving to keep peace within our lounge and amidst the other lounges as well. We have always stated t

Think About This Carefully!
I got this from an army friend of mine who is currently in Baghdad. I'm posting this in support of all of the guys and girls that are brave enough to get off the couch and do something about it!! James, John, John, Susan, all the 82nd airborne, 3rd ID, and D! I love you guys come home safe! This is a very good explanation of why we went to war and why we should continue to fight. Please read and pass along. DON'T CLOSE THE BLINDS The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He told him: "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, n

Reality Check By Ben Stein
Sometimes we all need a reality check! Worth a read... If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. Here with a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either.. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am

Thanks
Lucy & I would like to give a big thanks to Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz for helping us out in the Bombfest! You guys rock!!! Lucy & I have left RAWR. If you are a member of RAWR plz contact DJ. Ðĵ Çã§ђ™[Lµ¢¥s CT Hubby][#38 Shadys S*U*P*][SiK #3][RAWR President] If you would like to join the I.A.R. Fan Train Click the banner below... ~Insane Asylum Rejects Fan Train Rules~ Rate, Fan & Add All the People above you before you add yourself & send me a comment that you added yourself so I can add you to the original bulletin. When you sent your friend request leave a lil note that you are w/I.A.R. If you do not rate & fan back those that rate, fan & add you, you will be removed from the train & blocked. Note: This is not a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. I will be ripping members default pictures to add to an album later so if u would like me to use a different picture please say

The Note
In the bottom of her dresser drawer we found a little note. He wrote it to her years ago the words he'd never spoke. The paper it was yellowed and worn from all the years. But the words he'd written on it had helped to calm her fears. It talked about there life together and the things that they had done. Bout raising up there children, and he was proud of what they'd become. About the place that they had built and the life they had shared. And how sometimes he didn't show it, but his love was always there. How he thanked the Lord above for the life he'd been givin'. And for having her by his side, he knew what it was to be livin'. In the bottom of her dresser drawer, we found a little note. He closed it with " I Love You", and that's what meant the most.

A Couple Of Poems By Me
Walking through this darkened path, I've come to meet my last. My last gasp of air, I reach for you but you not there. I hear your voice, but your no where around. Can you hear my tears, falling to the ground. As I look up towards the sky, the blueness fades to black. Now I wish I could take, take this all back. All the screaming we did, its not worth it now. For you've left me here, No where to be found. Its building up inside of me, the love that we share. There is something inbetween us, this just isn't fair. I see the way you look at me, but then you think of her. Why do I love you, as my emotions begin to stir. I know you can't see inside of me, but you know everything I hide. I know you know how I feel, but inside you still let me die. Why can't you just open up, please take my heart that i give. Why don't you understand, that you've been my will to live. Now as I watching you, your slowly walking away. But you don't comprehend, tha

Www.weirdo.com
I just found a mirror site called weirdo.com also run by social concepts , it has all our cherrytap profiles on there and everything. it has a different logo and name , but other than that is identical. I don't know whether or not to be offended when we are all thought of as weirdos or strange.. but sure feels insultive. http://www.weirdo.com/ Click the link and check for yourself. Cassie

Yes Or No Game!
Yes/No game Here are the rules: 1. You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! 3. Repost this ! ------------------------------------------ Kissed someone on your friends list? YES Danced in front of your mirror naked? YES Ever told a lie? YES Tripped on mushrooms? NO Done extasy? NO Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES Been arrested? NO kissed a picture? YES Slept until 5pm? NO Had sex at work? Ummm...YES Fallen asleep at work/school? YES Held an actual snake? YES Ran a red light? YES Been suspended from school? NO Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? NO Been fired from a job? NO Sang karaoke? NO Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed i

I Love This Site!!
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was a stounded at the requirements. " Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on t he standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you h

Tool F*%@#ing Rocks
JAMBI, STINKFIST, FORTY-SIX & TWO, SCHISM, LOST KEYS, ROSETTA STONED, INTENSION INTRO?/RIGHT INTO WINGS FOR MARIE, 10.000 DAYS, LATERALS, VICARIOUS, AENIMA!! Well that was the way that it went down. I still think No FUCK THAT!! I know that it its to damn bad that May 16th, 2007 "was" the last time that one of the greatest bands will be playing together. Well at least for us anyway. Yeah I know that they will play again at least one more time before its all said and done but ITS NO FAIR!! I was at their show last September in Dallas and I think that it was one of the best shows I have ever seen. Maynard was sick as a dog and he still fucking rocked out. The City the where suppose to play before Dallas got canceled because he was so sick. I was very impressed. This show wasn't as good as the last one. At least in my option. Personally I think the reason that September 07's show was so much better is because he was sick. He gave it that much more and it was fucking bad ass! T

Iconoclastic Poems
Too long has my mind been confused lost in the depths of lies in a state of perpetual abuse for ignorance is intellects demise Rising from the grave with eyes pried wide i escape the clutches of stupidity to save myself of intellectual suicide to live a life fraught with longevity I search to sate the thirst to know to understand ignorance is a curse larceny of wisdom, the Christian plan To this i say, God is false an odious misconception the icon of all that man has lost deity of obfuscation CAUGHT BE HER Alone and waiting, afraid and angry I conceal myself in this shell mutilating Cringing from the death throes of day I wait for dusk, wearing a uniform of black to cover a soulless husk Challenging the divine, I yell apostasy to the sky Drinking blood as wine, I contemplate the freedom of suicide Fingers trace scars of old For fanaticism of immediate release Of a rose who stole my soul Her memory haunts me still like a lust filled beast She that

Friends And Family
why must our closest pass why must the ones we love turn on us why is the the world full of stupid people why cant i stay out of trouble why cant people just leave the past in the past why cant i just look to the future and see brighter days ahead why must people cheat on the ones they love why cant i find a women to love me for who i am ILL TELL YOU WHY CAUSE THIS WORLD IS A FUCKED UP PLACE AND ITS GOING TO SHIT FASTER THEN ANYBODY COULD EVER IMAGINE AND IT HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME IN THE WORST WAY AND IM SICK OF IT ALL SO I SAY FUCK IT GIVE UP ON TRYING TO MAKE ANYBODY HAPPY I SAY FUCK IT ALL AND IF YOU AINT MY FRIEND THEN FUCK YOU

Love!!!
You sign on to yet another one of these sites and expect the same old stuff but, then you find someone that you never would have expected!!! I found the man I should be with!!! He loves me and adores me and I love that! How often do you think that this happens? I know that this doesn't happen a lot! I'm so happy with him, he makes me laugh, smile, and feel so good that I never thought would happen!!! I hope everyone finds the person that they should be with like i have! To the man I love, you know who you are, you mean everything to me and I love you so much, you make me melt and feel like I've never felt before, I'm so happy to be with you and that you found me!

My B.s
Dormant desires propel a catlike curiosity. Wicked thoughts sprout behind angel eyes. Shy glances, timid touches belie the maelstrom Of turbulent passion that waits within your soul. Come to me. Crawl out your window. Climb the walls that hold you inside. Bring me your prim and proper sophistication, Allow me to corrupt your smoldering naivete. Sin with me. Let us experiment and explore The inner recesses where you dared not go. Permit me to tie you, to cuff you, to restrain you, To give you the freedom to fly above the clouds. It is waiting for you. Will you take it? Which chains will you choose? The soul of a Master has awakened within me, freed from the repression that imprisoned the fullness of my passion. This passion is a power so intense it would destroy the unenlightened, or frighten them away. But no longer must I keep my fire at bay, for I have discovered the mate of my soul. She is peacefully dwelling in the delicate body of the true submissive a

Updates
I wanted to take some time and write a blog for all my friends that don't seem to know whats going on in my life. For those of yous that don't know April 30 I drove down to Pearson International Airport in Toronto, Ontario to pick my mom up. Its been almost three years since I seen my mom. We had one of those movie airport meetings you know where they throw there bags and run to each other. My mom ended up hitting a lady by mistake but the lady just kept on walking. Things like that happen all the time I guess. Shes been staying with me since she got back into town. So we have all had some things to get used to. We are up very early in the morning and we can be very loud I have tried to be as quite as I can be but as for me kids they just don't know the difference. I live a very busy life. Most of the week I am gone to playgroups with my kids or I am at the gym working out while Tristens in preschool. So my mom has the place to herself while we are gone. My kids just love her. My oldes

Losing A Friend
this week end has been a blessing 30 kids was not as hard as u would thank to deal with thay just wont to have fun if aneyone has a chance to work a camp do it it is the most rewording thanng andyone could do but im still dinging mud of of my earse lol and jello for between toes lol god has bless me so please take my adivice do it if u can fack ass people i hat the worst they omly come around when thay need somthing...and im not talking about aneyone on here im talking about my soory friends who need to hang out with me when thy omly need somthing thay forget who i am when thay dont need something it is omly when ther back is a gents the wall when thay call or come around but im here fore my frieneds no matter how much it hurt me im still standind and wating to help them out im a idiot u tell me im just so lost i dont understand why im losing friends for....i try to be what evrone wontes me to be why cant everyone thake me as i am....and get to know me and let me be me...im rill

Poem's
How I feel.... Current mood: disappointed I lie here wondering....When will this pain escape my chest? Cold and alone are all the feelings I feel, begging for surinity, if only for a moment. The only peace I find is deep in my mind...Hidden away...like a miner trying to find that perfect gem. I beg for release..But all I get and feel are anger and fellings of emptyness and pain. I wish it would all go away, but to do that I would have to end my life. I sometimes think...What will my funeral look like..Will there be alot of people there or just my family? I kind of know the awswer to my question. But I just think it would have been nice to be loved by so many. It's sometimes hard to focus on the future when you guilt yourself so much form the past. So mush sorrow and pain. so many what If's. Christina 5/19/07

another day at work... went thru pretty fast thanx to lotsa coke-breaks in the sun oglin purrdy girls :p went home.. and there it was... my margarita all cold and lonely waiting for me in the refridgerator. made sum burgers on my balcony (it actually works pretty ood as long as u dont max it... then it kills my fuses) more margaritas! damn its lotsa cute girls on here, maybe i should talk to sumone instead of just lurking around... might be less creepy =P jimmywho rated your photo a '1' 2 min ago well.. ur not really my type either =) and even if i was playing for that team i think i could do better. my boss called me and told me i prolly had to work tomorrow.. so no more beer... fuck! but he didnt say anything about margaritas... if i could do one of them polls i would now.. but i allready decided to do what my boss said. no more beer. margaritas!! here i come! i work as a carpenter...contractor.... with insurancedam

Holt(emerald Coast Dragway
Ok a crew of us were headin up to Holt for some test and tune time. All are street cars, what was supposed to be goin was a 1996 Mustang 5.0, 1996 Saab 9000 Turbo, 2004 Ford Focus,1991 Mits Eclipse Turbo, 1990 Mits Eclipse GSX Turbo and My 1985 Ranger Turbo It was a good and bad night for all. We had good air for the turbo cars. Before we even leave town, The saab Blew a tire and was a now show. On the way there .well hell almost to the track about 6 miles from it, the exit in sight and all the 90 GSX, Pulls to the side of the road, coolin fan not workin and running hot, turns out that the relay went bad, we get her coold down some add water and hard wire the fan, Bang off to the track, worse news, the head gasket let go..... we park the GSX. I had bought just enough gas to get to the track about 3 gallons so first tru tech in my Ranger and a quick stop at the pumps to get 3 gallons of 110 Race gas.on to the stage lines My first run was against a Small block S-10 extende

Everyone Who Knows Me Please Read.
Ok, seriously I am FED the fuck up with all of this. All I ever wanted to do is play music and fucking hang out. Do you know what I want to do right now? I want to set all this shit on fire and watch it burn! fucking burn it all. FUCK THE LOUNGES FUCK THE MUSIC AND MOST OF ALL FUCK THE DRAMA..... It has gone too fucking far on everyones side I tried to be a fucking peacekeeper and trust me YOU don't want to be on my bad side... EVER. but right now almost everyone is on my shitlist.. I really respected a lot of you and now you have all betrayed not only me but yourselves... fucking think about it. I am so heated I can hardly type. FUCK EVERYONE I THINK I MIGHT LEAVE CT AGAIN AND THIS TIME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURN MOTHERFUCKERS BURN!

I Don't Get It ?
It is quite noticable that "camming is quite prevelent on fubar between consulting adults. As referenced by those who emphatically state in their profile " I don't cam, IM or give my number". How many are prepared to own up to having a bit of fun when the opportunity arises? Might be esier if they put "I do cam, I do IM and I do give my number. Dare you own up ? Me ? yes of course I had my moments LoL. Caslad I've been wondering..whats all this "add me , fan me , rate me .." Are you more interested in the NUMBER of friends you have or the QUALITY ? You can have 1000 friends but if they are all assholes what good is that . If you have a large number but your average rating is say 9.75..what does it mean..some have voted you less than 10 for sure. Me ? Ihave a limited number of real friends my average rating is 10.14 ..what does it all mean . I don't want friends who never even say "hello" every now and then.. just an observation....

Back In The States
Finally an update..... Been back in the states since May 19th. Damn the time has gone on forever, or so it seems! If all goes right I will be leaving to go back to Deutschland on August 30th. Keep your fingers crossed for me! All that I have been dreaming about lately is being back with my hunni! There will be a lot of obstacles once I do return there, for one being the language but as long as I am with Rudi, to me the language can be is an easy barrier to overcome. Every time I think that less then 4 weeks I will be able to look in those eyes again, I semi get that anxiety attack feeling. Yet, I know it is a mixture of anxiety and excitement! The only part I don't look forward to is the flight, going with the cheapest flight, which is most feasible, will have me with 2 stops before I get to Frankfurt, one in Phoenix and one in Philly. Before was pretty simple, from Spokane to Chicago to Frankfurt. I think its day 9.... Things aren't getting a whole lot easier being back in the states

Hello Everyone
hello just wanted to say hello to everyone and thank everyonefor the ratings and comments i just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the comments and ratings ......xoxo I have a few new pics.. Please also sign my guestbook...

Stream Of Consciousness
Am I a bitch for not wanting to give out my Yahoo ID to someone I don't know? I mean, really? Is it wrong of me for wanting to maintain privacy outside of CherryTap? Some people really confuse the hell outta me. Seriously. Why are you gonna get pissed at someone just because you can't chat with them on Yahoo? Is it a popularity thing? A control thing? A pimp thing? What? *sighs* I totally forgot I had a CherryTap account. I've been very distracted these past few weeks. Been going through a lot of personal issues, and won't really have them resolved for about a week. Sorry to those who sent me mail and friend requests, and hopefully I'll be back on a more regular basis pretty soon.

News From The Free Speech Coalition
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 22, June 8, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Stories without byline submitted by FSC contract writer, Scott Ross Contributing writers: Matt Gray and Dave Grimaldi X-Press Editor-in-Chief: Scott L. Lowther Special thanks to Cubik Corp. for formatting and Val Vizmanos for distribution Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. Max Hardcore Indicted on Federal Obscenity Charges CHATSWORTH, CA - The Department of Justice indicted adult producer/director Max Hardcore on federal obscenity charges filed last week in Tampa, Florida. According to AVN, the ten-count indictment charges Hardcore with "transporting obscene matter via mail and computer." The indictment states that Hardcore "knowingly used an interactive computer service [...] in and affecting interstate commerce for the purpose of selling and distributing

Ummm...
Ok i'm starting to friggin love these things! Just had the crappest day ever and that really cheered me up. Horoscopes rule :P "You know, of course, that substance is what matters -- but all the better if this person's substance comes with some sexy wrappings. You're feeling pretty magnetic yourself. When the two of you meet, watch out!" ...Was really cute today: 'Some people say one thing and do another -- and they don't notice how their behavior affects others. You, on the other hand, take the high road. The difference shows in the quality of your work and your personal interactions.' I know they're just a series of regurgitated cliches and ambiguities but i liked this one. It perked up my day a little :D So i've moved house, been on holiday and left myself 2 days to wash and repack my shizz before i go away again for almost 5 weeks to cali to see my man so everything is sorta in a blur lol. I feel like my life is moving forward in a positive direction for the first ti

Random Thoughts
Ok Im not horrible LMAO but I have been neglecting my online duties in exchange for living my life. Ive been hanging out with a local friend a lot, something I miss doing. Most of my friends have been online for so long I cant even remember the last time I just hung out with anyone! Its great to have a life, but I feel bad that Im not on as much as I used to be. :( I hope no one forgot about me! I dont get rated anymore, my points stay the same, I get very few comments, except from my sweetpea Synfully (Love ya babe!) and some random comments from various friends, but I dont get much else. Ya'll forgot about poor Skoobz didnt you. :( I shall go cry now. :( You know, I know Im nothin special. I know I aint much to look at. I know Im not anyones idea of the perfect woman. But for fucks sake I assumed I was good enough for SOMEONE. I get so tired of being rejected. Some assholes have enough balls to laugh even. "Look at the pathetic fat bitch tryin to get laid ha ha ha ha".

Unshakable Peace
The Lord has only good plans in store for your life. (Jeremiah 29:11) You may go through difficult times, but God promises to use every trial to build "good" into your life. (Romans 8:28) When Satan tells you to worry, God has the opposite in mind. He wants you to trust Him and to experience His peace on a daily basis. How do we gain and retain the true peace of God? - Recognize your dependence is on God. The heart that finds its identity in Jesus Christ is a heart of peace. The person who rushes here and there to solve his own problems quickly can become a person of strife and worry. Take responsibility for your actions, but let God have the reins to your life. - Pray. The enemy cannot defeat you when you are on your spiritual knees before God in prayer. This is the true pathway to unshakable peace. - Trust God. When thoughts of fear invade your mind, tell the Lord what you are feeling and claim His presence as your protection and shelter. David prayed, "Strengthen my arms

Marilyn Manson Lyrics
"Antichrist Superstar" you built me up with your wishing hell I didn't have to sell you you threw your money in the pissing well you do just what they tell you REPENT, that's what I'm talking about i shed the skin to feed the fake REPENT, that's what I'm talking about whose mistake am i anyway? Cut the head off Grows back hard I am the hydra now you'll see your star prick your finger it is done the moon has now eclipsed the sun the angel has spread its wings the time has come for bitter things [chorus] the time has come it is quite clear our antichrist is almost here... it is done "1996" anti choice anti girl I am the anti-flag unfurled anti white and anti man I got the anti-future plan anti fascist anti mod I am the anti-music god anti sober anti whore there will never be enough of anti more I can't believe in the things that don't believe in me now it's your turn to see misanthropy anti people now you've gone too far here's your antichrist s

In 2000 world leaders committed to the Millennium Development Goals (MDGs) to eradicate extreme poverty and hunger by 2015. 2007 marks the half-way point to the fulfilment of the MDGs, and it’s time to Blow the Whistle to ensure our governments the world over honour their promises. The eight UN MDGs were: (i) to eradicate extreme poverty and hunger; (ii) to achieve universal primary education; (iii) to promote gender equality and empower women; (iv) to reduce child mortality; (v) to improve maternal health; (vi) to combat HIV/AIDS, malaria and other diseases; (vii) to ensure environmental sustainability; and (viii) to develop a global partnership for development. Since 2000, poverty and poverty-related issues have sprung up on government agendas worldwide, as the 2005 G8 meeting in Edinburgh clearly demonstrated. Yet progress has been poor and in many areas the situation is worse than before. In sub-Saharan Africa, for example, more people suffer from hunger now than in 2

Never Been Kissed..
who would believe that at this age, i still haven't experienced being kissed? it's not that i don't have suitors. in fact, i do have a few.LOL :-D it's just that i don't feel like doing with them or kiss anybody just for the heck of it.. how can i really think about kissing when my mind is so focused on my studies, watching animes or cartoons, reading pocketbooks that i can hardly think of boys.. i am somehow a childish person..i still enjoy what most kids enjoy.. (like watching cartoons..) come to think of it, i'm like a ten year old child stuck in a twenty year old woman's body!! :-D do i long for a kiss? on the back of my mind, i surely do!!! i'm sure every girl who had never been kissed would say the same.. i want a kiss that would really take my breath away and i also mean literally!! LOL :-D a kiss that would make my knees go all weak and wobbly.. a passionate kiss with someone i really like and who likes me back.. i'm a hopeless romantic, a love junkie and simply a FOOL a

Horrorscopes 5-20-07
Good relationships move to the next level under this celestial influence. However, that means one that's faltering is on its last legs. Be open to change, and you'll see results. Fight it, and it'll get more difficult.

Dead Man Tell Tales
So on my first day here at CherryTap I started another small blog. Still getting a feel of a place before I can cut loose and share with you all what it is exactly what it is that I do...art. So until I am completely comfortable here I have decided to start off with some older works straight out of what I call The Goblin SketchBook. Hope you enjoy.. -=(gRiMz)=-

I Have Pics But No Love
i have pics but no love from people and i dont know how to get people to look at them other people have lots of love ive seen anyone can look at them ive showed some pepole some love for there pics would some people stop by and look and show some love.

Animal Testing - Pro Or Con
A Valid agrument can be made for some animal testing, esp for drugs that are about to come out onto the market. But regardless if you agree or disagree with Animal testing, It IS your responsibility to know what it entails - what it means, and not pretend it does not happen. Germans once tried that excuse after the Nazi Concentration Camps were discovered - it didn't work then. Neitherdoes it Today. This ARE real Pics. Eugene STOP ANIMAL TESTING!!! .. REPOST THIS. Living creatures are suffering for your comfort. If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one. No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night. THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT. THIS IS. This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used

The Small Things - They Dont Notice
Things you don't think guys notice...but actually do! 1.Your nails. Even without nail polish on they have to be clean. 2.Your accessories. It can be a simple bracelet, pretty earings, or a necklace that matches... 3.Your outfit. 4.Your smile..and how often you show it. 5.Your singing...and if you don't mind other people hearing you. 6.Your laugh. Loud and lively is good; demure Maria Clara giggles aren't. 7.Your sports or physical activities. You don't have to be an athlete, but shopping doesn't count. 8.Your quircks...whether you can't whistle or don't like root beer.

Softy's Softies
Ok not what you think. Most people hear that and they think I am refering to a mans penis. Well your wrong. I am talking about women. Does size matter? I am over weight, I know this and i hate it because I was not always chubby. After children you know. Anyways I feel very self consience about it, yet my 2 jobs and being a single mom I guess i do not work out enough and when i do get a moment to myself i use it to relax. Anyways i feel like men look at me and think I am ugly because they see chubby not who I am. I do not want a man that sees me as chubby but finds the beauty inside and understands what kind of a person i am. Sometimes I feel like I could be with a great guy if I had my old body back. I dont know sorry i am just down tonight. My little sister got married tonight and I am very happy for her. I just wish I could find that kind of happiness too. I know who i am and what I am about, but do men take the time to see a woman that is a good cook, and a great mother, a hard work

Lyrics
Are you strong enough Do you feel my touch You are the comfort in my eyes Moving through the lust Feeling dangerous I wanna open the door to your life (Chorus) The steps we take on the way to free our minds And lives have changed by the way we free our minds And being with you was the moment I opened my eyes When you sleep at night Are your dreams delight Do all your fantasies fill your head I want to dance with you With the midnight moon Want emotion and do it again (Chorus) Breathing in, breathing out your love Breathing in, breathing out my love Breathing in, breathing out your love Come in closer now To this love we found Are you able to take this flight It's come down to this The first time we kissed Like the ocean we sway you and I (Chorus) Some kind of light at the end When touching the edge of her skin Once so hard to speak Now so easy to play around Catching your eye you know That eye that slapped you in your face and ca

De De's Rants
Eh well, I seem to have forgotten about this place for a bit. I'm a married woman now, as of April 21st, and I couldn't be happier about that fact. My birthday's coming up (June 2), which will mean I'm married before turning twenty three. Yay me? Haha. Not sure whether or not it's a great accomplishment, but I do know that the hubby and I couldn't be happier. He even bought me a Nintendo Wii as an early birthday present! So that's about it I guess. Feel free to send me presents..? Cash is good too? Haha! I wish..

Being Negative Can Be Fun Once In A While
This site is making me hate anything related to glitter and glittery things. * Dudes who don't flush their toilets in public restrooms. Nobody's interested in seeing how huge your butt nuggets or dingleberries are. - This also applies to people who spit enormous, disgusting piles of snot in drinking fountains. * Waking up with bed hair from hell and a mouth full of germs that make your breath smell like dead fish and give your gums an "extra skin". * People who don't give way to the elderly on public transportation. Can't you see they're about to die standing there? Give them your seat, for crying out loud! * Using Shakespearian English in IM conversations. I rather keep it short and sweet, just like I would in a normal verbal conversation. :P * Being late. I'm the kind of person who'd rather never, ever, be late for anything. Homework, appointments, you name it. * Walking in dog poo. A few days ago, I slipped on a piece of dog poop as I was running to catch the

Maddie Mccann - New Video Appeal
McCann Family: 'We Are Coping' Updated: 06:27, Sunday May 20, 2007 The parents of Madeleine McCann have given a glimpse of how they are coping with the loss of their daughter. New photographs show Kate and Gerry McCann smiling as they play with their two-year-old twins Sean and Amelie. The pictures give an insight into how the family is trying to maintain a sense of normality, 17 days after Madeleine disappeared. Madeleine was abducted as she slept in her bed in her parents' holiday apartment in the seaside village of Praia Da Luz, southern Portugal. Mr and Mrs McCann allowed a photographer to take pictures of them eating lunch and reading books with the twins on Saturday in the flat to which they have moved. Mrs McCann has yellow and green ribbons tied in her hair to symbolise hope for her daughter's safe return. Her husband is also wearing a green and yellow wristband and Amelie has her hair tied in bunches with a green clip and a yellow band. Meanwhil

Mma Space
MariaTroble has invited you to join Maria's personal and private community at MMAmix.com, where you and Maria can network with each other's friends. Hey! Check out www.mymmaspace.com - it's an awesome new site focused exclusively on creating a community for MMA fighters and fans. It has all the same features as other popular social networking sites, but they screen out all the pervs, posers, and jerks on bigger sites like Myspace and Facebook to ensure the MMA focus. Regitration is free and fighters, fight teams & camps, and promoters and managers can use specific tools to search, promote, and interact with a targeted MMA audience. Oh yeah, they have an MMA Dream Sweepstakes to kick off the site launch (details below). Tell all your friends about the site - each referral is another entry for you into sweepstakes! Fighters & Fight Teams - we sponsor! We have a groundbreaking promo/comp plan for all types of fighters. Send an email to justin@mymmaspace.com if you want more info.

Lovin You With Words
don't want you to treat me soft and sweet i want you to make me beg and plead take me to the edge where my thighs shake and the roaring in my ears is like an earthquake spread my thighs and feel my heat taste it my love, such a wonderful treat don't stop there, let me get on top oh wait let me drink of your last drop then back on i have to climb riding and riding, this is so devine make me moan and make me scream fill my insides with all of your cream deeper and harder, let's break the bed then roll on the floor and bump our heads let the neighbors hear thru the walls the bumping and grinding..and giving of all let me lick the sweat off of your face i think again i need to taste, why not do it again you say, my pleasure of course, there is no haste spread your legs against my cheek i'll do the same, til' we reach the peak don't want you to treat me sweet and soft want you to make me climb the walls TShirt And My Panties On - Adina Howard + Jami

Tipsey Mcstagger
hey all, I'm a bartender in this crazy ass bar. My blogs, which I will post as often as i can, will be mostly about the crazy ass place I work. This place is full of crack heads, crazy people, and they all sit next to the doctor, lawyer, funeral directors, and postal peeps. Have a great night, and please support my blog!

Strange Facts
Saturday mail delivery in Canada was eliminated by Canada Post on February 1, 1969! In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes! There are 18 different animal shapes in the Animal Crackers cookie zoo! Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution! Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second! The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card! There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos! There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants! Every day 20 banks are robbed. The average take is $2,500! The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad! Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after eating! Tourists visiting Iceland should know that tipping at a restaurant is considered an insult! One

For Brian..
My heart pounds, every beat I feel like it's trying to escape.. Where love now stays, once there was pain, anger, maybe a little hate.. I let the images of your body cross my mind, wanting you more each day.. I am hard people have said, don't fuck with her, never get in her way.. They don't know how you have gotten to me, soften the shell.. Each night you are not touching me, kissing me, each night alone, I am in hell.. I question my sanity, putting my heart in a strangers hands, am I wrong.. Don't hurt me, my vengence would be painful, loud, and long.. I'm trusting you to care for what has been broken before, take care.. I am yours, each breath, each word, my soul, each curve, here I am for you bare..

Something So Real *poem*
You said you cared Your kiss felt so real Never before had I felt something so real Until the day I met you The way you held me, I felt I would melt. Every word you spoke, Made my heart race. Your breath so angelic Always made me sigh. Every gaze into your eyes, Made my world come to a stop. All Fears lifted, Every thought so blissfull, Thinking in the back of my heart, This is the one. True Love could be here. Knowing in my heart, It wasn't true, Nothing as good as this could be true. You said you'd never hurt me, That you cared too much. You said I was your one and only. Looking into my eyes, holding my hands, each promise you sealed with a kiss. Should I have ever listened? I believed your words, How could a lie come from lips so sweet? Wishing I had never fallen for you. Hoping I leave all this pain behind. Each tear shed strikes me deep within, Hitting a place deep inside A place I never knew existed Fire from within lashing out unto innocent

Once Was Enough *poem*
Watching you sleeping How peaceful you seem you're so beautiful "I love you" I whisper though I know you're not awake "love you too" you mumble in your sleep you can't know it's me you think I'm someone else I know you don't love me but that's ok you'll keep loving someone else and I'll keep loving you and when your heart is broken you'll cry on my shoulder and then you'll love again and always someone new and I'll always be here cherishing you cherishing your smiles and your tears storing each memory in a secret corner of my mind how the sunlight strikes your hair or how it sparkles in your eyes I'll cherish this moment you may never say you love me again but it's ok because once is enough and I may never tell you again but once was enough and even when you wake and the memory is lost in mist and dreams somewhere inside you'll know and your heart will cherish the memory I steal a kiss from your sleeping lips soft and tender every detail painted

Grumpy
hello the reason grumpy and i havent been on cherrytap or yahoo is because grumpy is in the hospital. we dont know when he will come home. he was having bad chest pains they think he had a stroke or a heart attack. im gonna get back to the hospital. love you all nightshade2526 my hubby grumpy might get out of the hospital in the morning! ty for all ur prayers. ttyl

Random
Why did the Chicken cross the road? ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road. KARL MARX: It was a historical inevitability. RONALD REAGAN: What chicken? PAT BUCHANAN: To steal a job from a decent, hardworking American. BILL CLINTON: That depends on what your definition of "did" is. GEORGE BUSH JR: I don't know, but I'll tell you this: That chicken may run, but it can't hide. God bless America. DR SEUSS: Did the chicken cross the road? Did he cross it with a toad? Yes! The chicken crossed the road, but why it crossed, I've not been told! ERNEST HEMINGWAY: To die. In the rain. MARTIN LUTHER KING JR.: I envision a world where all chickens will be free to cross roads without having their motives called into question. GRANDPA: In my day, we didn't ask why the chicken crossed the road. Someone told us that the chicken crossed the road, and that was good enough for us. CAPTAIN JAMES T. KIRK: To boldly go where no chicken has gone before. FO

* 12 Human Senses *
********************************************************************************************* * Senses * ********************************************************************************************* (12 Human Senses) ********************************************************************************************* Senses are the scalar-wave apparatus, and their seemingly manifest parts, that allow the personal morphogenetic field to synthesize and translate frequency from the dimensional bands of the Unified Field, into coherent perceptual and experiential qualities that give embodied consciousness a translation of its relationship to other forms of consciousness within the Unified Field. Senses or the apparatus which give us the Ability to Sense - are scalar wave arrangements inherent to our forms that translate energy signatures from the Unified Field into usable data of relationships. The Senses are simply energy constructs within the human morphogenetic field,

* Merkaba * Mechanics *
********************************************************************************************* Merkaba Mechanics ********************************************************************************************* (See: Merkaba) ********************************************************************************************* 1) Merkaba Spiral 2) Merkaba Field 3) Merkaba Vehicle 4) Trans-Harmonic Merkaba Vehicle (Space-Time Travel) 5) Merkaba Vehicle Phases ********************************************************************************************* The 15-dimensional personal Merkaba reflects the 15 dimensional Universal Merkaba of the Time Matrix. ********************************************************************************************* 1) The Merkaba Spiral: ********************************************************************************************* Two Counter-Rotating Merkaba Spiral Sets (electric/magnetic), when fully activated represents one Mer

Sitting Here
sitting, spinning silent, I'm screaming a place ever sacred my life what I make it decisions regrets mistakes, don't forget ask myself why pretend not to cry hold in the pain it runs through my veins poison my soul I feel no longer Whole sitting, spinning is this the end or beginning how many more times until I make up my mind what will be enough what will feel like too much shouldn't I be there already on my way to living steady how much will I hurt how many tears must I cry when will I stop having to ask myself why

Personal Thoughts
This piece of crap chain letter has been showing up in my inbox for years now and I’m sick of it. Here is the Alpha Male response to Mr Nice Guy: Body: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk Alpha Male: Come on, we both know she got drunk so she could f*ck me and not feel guilty about it. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants ALPHA MALE: I'm not a body builder but I don't live on cheezits and McD's either, ya flabby ass. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised ALPHA MALE: I do that too! Then I throw her on the bed, rip off her clothes... I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" ALPHA MALE: My self-confidence makes me sexier than wearing leather pants and stuffing the crotch. I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole ALPHA MALE: You're not an asshole, you are a damn doormat... I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account t

Saturday Breezes
Today was white shirt day. Not just any ordinary white shirt day but The White Shirt, the one which is related to Pig Pen in the comic strips; the one that is the first shirt my daughter ever bought for me, the one that has been lovingly de-stained every single week for year after year after year...... and yet again today, its true nature called to it. Never mind how thread bare it is, and I can now a days only wear it around the house, its sentimental value jumps and leaps with every washing. I was presented with this shirt when my daughter got her first job in college. I figure she must have saved for nearly 6 months on what she was making to be able to buy this branded polo shirt with her college name on it. At the time, I was flattered, never knowing how with each wearing of it, the preciousness of it would increase. I wore it proudly as a dad should the day she presented it to me and took me to meet her boyfriend. We both ordered spaghetti and both dropped spaghetti sauce o

Realation Ship
hey all well another thanksgiving went by again had turkey ham well just say had the hole nine yards as always had a good time everything like that but the one thing that was miss was that i had no girlfriend :( again never had brought one up there yet i was hoping to do it this year.but that had never happen. i know i know that i shouldn't be going about this stuff but i just needed to get it off of my mind. But anyways i hope you all have a good one and i will talk at you later on peace out and love in Popa well i didn't do nothing wrong all she said that i wasn't her type what the hell. i know we only went been going out for ruffly 3 weeks now and she finaly said over txt message that i was her type and then said that she wouldn't be a good girlfriend to me and so she broke up with me. well then i found out from my one friend that is her best friend that she did that a few times before. it would had been nice that she told me that before all this had happen. ARGH!!!!!!

Fuck You Assholes
OK TO ALL THE FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT HAVE STARTED SHIT HERE FOR ME AND A FEW OTHER PPL THAT I KNO PLS DO ME A FAVOR AND FUCKING BANN ME FROM YOUR FUCKING PAGE AND DO IT NOW PLS I'M SICK AND FUCKING TIERD OF THE FUCKING SHIT PPL SAY THEY ARE STANDING UP FOR YOU BUT IN REALITY THEY ARE STABING YOU RIGHT IN THE FUCKING BACK WELL YHALL KNO WHAT FUCK ALL OF YOU FUCKING LOW LIFE PEICES OF FUCKING INTERNET SHIT AND YHALL KNO WHO IM TALKING ABOUT I HOPE YOU ALL DIE AND RIGHT IN FUCKING HELL YOU CALL YOUR SELFS FREINDS HAHAHAHAHA NOW THAT SHIT RIGHT THERE IS FUNNY IF YOU ASK ME BUT PLS DO ME THAT FUCKING FAVOR AND BLOCK ME CUZ I COOULD CARE LESS IF I EVER FUCKING TALK TO YOU FUCKING BITCHES/ASSHOLES GO TO FUCKING HELL AND HAVE A VERY NICE SLOW PAINFULL DEATH YOU FUCKING PEICES OF FUCKING SHIT the wicked one is out PEACE DJ WICKED

Now Lowriders 80's Lounge
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

My Poetry And Other Things I've Written
YOU WILL LIVE ON Tall man in leather with animal grace Such depth in your eyes what a beautiful face You stole my heart when you gave me your soul I still hold it inside but I'm a fragile bowl How I miss your deep voice softly speaking my name Or calling me "Sugar" lighting my flame I so miss everything about our life The way that you asked me and made me your wife You made everything else, me happy most of all When we ate you cooked it You made the art on our wall You made our nest perfect you made me walk tall I miss the ways that you loved me How you loved to wear black Your tattooed shoulders Your tattooed back My face misses your hands My body does too My head on your chest Hand stroking that tattoo Your strong arms around me Holding me tight Kept me close to you All through each night Your voice in my ears Professing your love Making me laugh Dispelling my fear

Wheres The Punstange???
Hummm If u read the title then I guess u already know.Hum Maybe not so. R u illiterate???? I wonder what this looks like to you??? Jack daniels is my friend ummmmm tasty. Jack daniels and Monster family recipe :o

What? As I Scratch My Head.
Ok Sorry gang. I started back 2 work like 3 weeks ago now. as most of you know. i just got off work 2 start bombin the contest and it must be over now. DARN it all. Who in the world won?

I Can Be Weird...watch Your Step!
So, I should have known that the flying machine wouldn't have worked...LoL! But, there is still the parachute idea. Just have to figure out how to get air born and in my chair, while controlling the situation. I think i need to come up with a new idea completely...just have to think...That's hard for me sometimes haha...joke! So I need ideas people! Help me out. Oh yeah, a mechanical chair, don't want one, id get in too much trouble! I've been paralyzed since June 30, 2006. I am so ready to get better, DUH! It's just that I dont know if it is going to happen, because it has been so long. Granted I have gotton so much feeling and movment back, I'm just not sure. I'm just coming to reality I think. Trust me I have not lost hope that I will get better, you can't loose hope in my situation. Anything can happen. If I don't get better, well thats ok too! I'll just get one of them motorized chairs and soop it up! Start having races or something. That would be very funny. Don

Cc_cola
This is a very verrry wild place. Have patience while I pace my self learning the ropes of cherryTAP !!! I wanna have lots of fun this summer... peeps from Windsor,Chatham,London.... tap me. I want to have fun under the sun... maybe on your boat ???? Catch you later

New Orleans
There's an area on the border of the French Quarter and "The Bywater" known to the homeless as "The Wall". Anyone in New Orleans who has extra meals knows to bring them down to The Wall at 7 pm each evening to feed the homeless. I'm at The Wall usually on Thurs through Sunday nights serving the homeless and offering what ever advise I can give them (as well as handing out cigarettes as a hook to bring them to me). The Wall is usually a safe place for them to come and eat without being hassled by NOLA PD. What we are doing is illegal and we can be arrested for it. It doesn't matter that BB & Sam are NOLA PD they know they can be arrested too by supporting this feeding operation. So does Sam's Mom & Dad, Sisters and Nephews. But his entire family shows up night after night along with a few neighbors and some local preachers. They are an inspiration to me. Tonight was cute as a Priest was walking around with a squirt gun full of Holy Water squirting EVERYONE! Afterward Sam and I

Yay
So Im gana try this blog thing on here SAVE OUR COUNTRY So we are down to the last days. What will you do? Will you vote for the silver tounged one who reminds us so much of Hitler? Or you could even compair him to Joseph Stalin with his spread the wealth, lets put the goverment in every ones home. How about we keep it on capital hill were it belongs! Do we realy want a Socialist government? Have we all forgoten the USSR? Do we want to become the United Socialist States of America? As I ( remember im no expert) see it, the only difrence will be we wont have a military. We will all be in line waiting for bread and toilet paper staring at signs on our borders and beaches that say, COME ON IN, WE WONT FIGHT BACK! Is this what the forefathers wanted? Is this what all of our soilders gave their lives for? McCAIN / PALIN 08!!! Let the people decide what is good for the country, from the begining, until the end. We want government not dictatorship! I am Kris Norris, I love my f

Rubbings
From a small graveyard near my home. Look here my friends as you pass by, As you are now so once was I, As I am now so must you be, Prepare for death and follow me. Adieu my friends and kinderd dear: For silent dust conceals me here: And when the mighty trump shall sound: To call the nations from the ground: I'll then reanimate my clay, and wing my way: To join the great celestial day.

Read Me!!!
To have a crush. What really does that mean? You have the hots for some one. I am just so confused. I can write this here cuz I know my "crush" won't read it. I like this guy and I am pretty sure that he likes me. I am just coming out of a three year relationship, that I had gotten into not long after a five year marriage. I am not ready for a relationship just yet. I am not ready to be with just one person yet. I like to keep my options open and see what there is to offer out there. And I know this guy likes me. He keeps trying to push the idea of a relationship on me and it makes me uncomfratable. We knew each other years back. He was married to a friend of mines best friend. He is really a nice guy, don't get me wrong, but he comes across a little stong at points in time. And as my other "crush" explained to me that sometimes guys have to be persistiant to get the girl. I mean can he really like me that much, with out really knowing me all that well? Its questions lik

Blonde Degrees
FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blond), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200> miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." `´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´` SECOND DEGREE Two blonds are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blond says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blond hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, " You dummy, it's me!" `´*:-.,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´* THIRD DEGREE A blond suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she

Fuckin Go Off On This Downrater K Thanx
THIS IS THE PICTURE I DID ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS THAT ARE IN THE SAME FOLDER AND THIS CHICK DECIDED TO FUCKING BE A BITCH AND RATE A "1" HERES THE PIC BELOW DOES THAT LOOK LIKE A "1"? I FUCKING WENT OFF ON THIS BITCH FOR RATING MY WORK A "1" PEOPLE ARE SO DAMN RUDE AND HERES THE PROOF TO GO ALONG WITH... · Pixie-face rated your photo a '1'! THEN I SENT HER THE COMMENT STATING THAT SHE SHOULD GO BACK TO WHERE EVER THE FUCK IT IS SHE CAME FROM BE IT MYSPACE OR W/E BECAUSE DOWNRATERS ARE NOT WANTED NOR APPREICATED HERE... THEN HERE WAS THE CONVO THAT WAS HELD IN SB Pixie-face: No I rate how I see it. and you just fuckin suck. kthxdie ->Pixie-face: no you dont rate truthfully tyvfm im sorry ive got talent i can do that kind of shit and you cant dont hate Pixie-face: you're just pissed cause I rate truthfully ->Pixie-face: so take ya down ratin' ass back to myspace or where it is you came from k thanks Pixie-face: well aint that to fucking bad ->Pixie-face: yeah yeah um

Maybe He Would Love Me If I Had...
her stomach her face her shoulders her boobs her butt her legs her back i wish i had all that cause he hates this but he'll see, i'll be perfect then he'll love me soo much and never leave me.

Lowrider Lounge Come On In And Have Fun
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,and MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Fun Times
just when i thought things were just starting to finally look better for me.....i end up having a personal crisis sorry if i'm going to be a little unattentive, i will try to get back to everyone but i'm in lots of pain currently and my face is all swollen i have a really bad abscessed tooth.....have already been to the emergency room , so i'm on penicilin and hydrocodone if you get the chance to talk to me...i will be either rather irritable or very flighty depending on where in the cycle the meds are at when we chat so plz be a little patient with me plz understand.....if you are looking to help me in my search for work, i am not going to let this issue stop me or slow me down so plz contact me i am still willing to do odd jobs

Life
Hey everyone, I got to thinking yesterday, that with all the stuff i have going on in my life, as to whether I have lived a good life or not. This was brought about by watching movies like Saving Private Ryam, Courage Under Fire, and Men of Honor. Now don't get me wrong I have no regrets about the things I have done in my life, but Have I lived up to what ever standard there is for me to live up to? How do we know if we live up to this unseen standard? I have been very depressed lately, cause day by day it becomes one day closer to my kids leaving with their mother, but i cherish every day i spend time with them. If anyone thinks they can help please send me a message, this will boggle my mind for a while Death is a rough subject for me lately and i figure its about time i talk about it. I am in the military and I know the importance of life. i always though going to war would be the death of me and that I would be the first of my generation in my family (between me and my cousins) to

American Dissident Voices 1998
by Dr. William Pierce Just when you thought that the people running this country already had inflicted every sick and degenerate program imaginable on us, they come up with yet another program wackier and more destructive than anything which has gone before. This time it's a program by the San Francisco Board of Education to step up the rate of "multiculturalizing" of the curriculum for San Francisco's public schools by phasing out most White influences. For a long time, of course, the more "progressive" elements -- that is, the nuttier elements -- in America's educational establishment have been fretting about exposing young people to all of the racist, sexist, homophobic, and elitist influences inherent in the writings of White authors from generations less Politically Correct than our own. These include all of the writers whose works American schoolchildren traditionally have read: Homer, Chaucer, Shakespeare, Milton, Dickens, Tennyson, and Kipling. They are hateful people whe

Poems
Fair thee well my own true love. It's time I finally let you go. This dream I have nurtured for so long. Has finally set me free. My heart is broken. Lying shattered on the floor. From the journey love has lead me on. Bad choices as mistakes are made. Believing what they say. Naive no matter what the age. My heart it fell so easily. Yearning for that true love every girls dream. Slowly and painfully realizing it's not meant for me. Each and every failed attempt leading me closer to this time and place. Feeling used, abused, and tossed aside. Did they ever truly care? Or was it just me imagining what could never really be. I am not innocent in all these miss deeds. I willingly take responsibility. For the thing's I have brought upon myself. As I stare at the state of my heart. Not caring that it's fallen apart. I examine the pieces. Seeing parts of old relations. I had forgotten. Watching beautiful moments of those I love. Pass before my eyes, tears stream down my cheeks. Falling to min

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I Dont
hate unless you make me. let little shit get to me like liars like thieves like fake friends(#1 reason 4 hate) see a persons skin color i see a person think weed should b illegal smoke weed,(trucker) like the new drugs that are killing our people(meth,crack,crank,ect.)the people are stupid but they dont deserve to die 4 being stupid.maybe a near death exp. would b enough! like arrogance little titties assholes

My Stash
Come and see my new hot slide, with nice and sexy pictures of Moi! check it out.. it's under the Dunno section of my stash! now... don't drool all over your keyboard LOL ... well, perhaps, I will allow you to drool and then make you lick it!! Spanks M

Friends
A 7-year-old boy in Lancaster, Ontario who is fighting leukemia is hoping people here will help him fulfill a birthday wish. Shane Bernier wants to receive the most birthday cards ever so he can beat a world’s record. That’s 350 million cards. Bree Bullock, an employee of Ponderosa, has set up a box to collect cards for the young man at her place of employment. The business has agreed to ship the cards it receives to the boy. You can also mail a card to him directly at PO Box 484, Lancaster, Ontario, KOS 1N0, Canada. Bullock can be reached at home at 573-747-1391 or at work at 756-1158 for additional questions. “I was just very touched by his story,” she said. “I hope people will help him fulfill his wish.” Bernier was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was 5. He has recently had a relapse after 108 weeks of 130 weeks of treatment. His birthday is May 30. He hasn’t asked for toys or money, just a birthday card from anyone who’d like to send one. An on

Event Planners
Hello to all my philly and jersey crew if you like beer come to this event here The party Poppers is hosting an fish fry/bar-b-que tickets is 10 dollars with all you can drink beer and soda for more information email us at dunnpartie@yahoo.com Hello everyone my name is Rakia Dunn and i am an event planner. The name of my company is called The Party Poppers. We specializing in making your Party Pop! We can work with any size budget check out our web page to see what we can do. http://partypoppers.vpweb.com You can have a peace of mind knowing The Party Poppers will be by your side

Accident Prayer!!!!
Hello everyone I just wanted to send out a prayer request. Last night about 11:00 my mom and sister were hit by a semi-truck on Lincoln and 41(for those who live ine E-ville). They have discharged my mother, although she is still in pain. My sister so far as of right now has broken ribs, and a broken arm. They are running more tests on her to see what else if anything is wrong. Please pray that she will be fine and that nothing more will be wrong w/her. Don't forget to keep my mother in your prayers too. Just pray that everything will be ok and that God will be w/them. THANK YOU ALL .....AND PLEASE KEEP MY FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS!!!!!! GOD BLESS, TACARRA Update….Chrissy's surgery went fine she has two metal plates in her right arm. They are going to make her get up tomorrow and start moving. She has 3 broken ribs, as far as her ribs and her lumbars go..they have to heal on their own. Mom got her x-rays back and they told her that she has a fractured tibia and a chip missing from her

Life And Times Of Über Fab Brandon™
I've adapted a wonderful life motto: "When life hands you lemons, slit your wrists and start squeezing..." Am I bitter? Yes. LOL... but I admit it, right? Okay, okay...now that I'm over my dramatic shpill for the day, let me just explain to you the insurmountable, overwhelming chaos that has just entered my life lately. I don't understand the pattern, but it's certainly chaotic. But I'm still happy, so I guess it can't be too bad. Well, upon my adventures outward, I decided to stop by the acoustic cofeehouse to see a friend of mine. No big deal, right? I do this like, several times...and it never turns out TOO crazy. I found my exception. I began to walk out to the patio, AKA "the smoker's lounge," still on the prowl for my friend. I reach for the screen door... and this is where the camera begins to slow down just a tad. My eyes slowly shift from my feet, to the door handle...and from the door handle, upward. Upward to the open square of black

Gas War!!!!
GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of your consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by summer and it might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to US than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of THIS idea has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently wel

My Friends Thoughts Of Me..
I WAS WANTING TO UPDATE THE ABOUT ME SECTION OF MY MYSPACE. I CAN NEVER REALLY EXPLAIN MYSELF TO ANYONE. SOO I ASKED SOME FRIENDS OF MINE TO EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT KIND OF PERSON I AM IN THERE POINT OF VIEW.... AND HERE IT IS! You're a great guy with the greatest sense of humor. You show that you are very comfortable with yourself... outgoing...nice to everyone you meet...I think your very lovable....your very considerate of others before yourself...will do anything for the ones you love....very easy to get along with....a fun person to be around...I hardly ever (if ever) see you in a bad mood, you don't let it show......very open minded about a lot of things... I think you love life, the ones around you, and mostly take each day to the fullest.... I know you don't feel like it sometimes but you seem to enjoy the way your life is going so far..... Thank you for being the greatest friend ever.... -Tiffany Oh lord, ok, here we go.....lets see..... Crazy, funny, sweet, good list

What We Should Be
"BEFORE" THE NEW BIRTH The Bible can't be true! It doesn't make sense!Why should God call me a sinner when I'm doing the best I can? I've treid to make myself better, but I always fail! I don't see what difference it makes thought! What I do with my life is nobody's business but my own! I can live the way I want and the more I get for myself the happier I'll be! But sometimes a queer hollow feeling creeps over me and I feel strangly dissatisfied. No matter how many new thrills I drum up, the excitement eventually wears off, and life seems empty again! I wish I knew what life's all about! I wonder if I am missing out on something better! I guess I'm just one of those crazy mixed-up persons! "AFTER" THE NEW BIRTH It's just as if someone turend on the lights! Everything looks different. My attitudes have changed completely! Now I see things from God's point of view--not just my own selfsih out-look. More than anything else I want to please the Lord! I thought th

Whyght Mic.
Songs that I have recorded with my friends are on my myspace account. to hear them just type in this in your address bar and press enter: www.myspace.com/naptownghettolyfe this will take you right to my music and my songs will automatically start playing. feel free to leave me a comment if you want to. Thanks

About Me
HELLO ALL MY NAME IS TINA IM FROM LOUSIANA USA IM 34 SINGLE AND DO NOT WORK CAUSE I AM IN WHEELCHAIR I WAS BORN WITH SPINAL BIFIDA BUT I GET AROUND VERRY WELL AND DO EVERYTHING FOR MYSELF I DONT LIKE IT WHEN SOMEONE FEEL SORRY FOR ME SO PLEASE DONT:)I LIKE TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS AND GO SHOPPING,COOKING,DRAWING CARTOONS,AND I LOVE BEING WITH MY FAMILY I HAVE ONLY 1 SISTER AND NO BROTHERS MY MOM IS WHITE AMERICAN AND MY FATHER IS AFRICAN AMERICAN I LOVE PEOPLE ALOT AND I LIKE TO SMILE ALL THE TIME AND LAUGH IF U WANT TO MAKE FRIENDS U CAN ADD ME AND LEAVE ME A MESSAGE I WILL BE HAPPY TO KNOW YOU..IM VERRY HONEST CARING AND SWEET GIRL

My Daughter's Trip To State Capital
Wanted to share this video with you all. So very proud of my daughter and all who participated in trying to pass the California Healthy Pet Act which is a mandatory spay and neuter Act. They took a trip to the State Capital in Sacramento,Ca and all came to together for this and WON!!!! WTG Nisa..love ya and so proud of you!(You can see my daughter in the video..she is shown marching..holding ajoining collars or all the dogs and cats that had been euthanized..she's not hard to spot..she was the only 14yr old kid there)

Poems
"Lost" Once I was as you are, Now look at me, a shell of desperation, stumbling in the dark. Choking on burning g memories. Hopeless panic invades my mind. As I yearn to be normal. I can't stand eye to eye with the world. Looking down in shame, I walk. Worthless, I am, searching for hope. My wounded spirit begs to curl up and die. Painful tears erupt as I stand on the blurry street. Time goes on until we are in the ground. What does it matter, my feeling? My breathing? Can anyone really touch the world? I stumble until I am lying on the floor. In a pitiful sigh I search for compassionate eyes. Only to find haunted souls, as my own, peering back at me. "The End of Pretending" As the cigarette turns to ash, my dreams are floating on the moon. Down into the doungions of my heart, I bury all of my hops. Love, what laughter my bleeding heart now makes! This demented madhouse is my fate. If only my mind could escape to insanety. The dark demon of lonliness

White Lace
Hi. My name is Leah and I'm nobody major. I am a mom and a fiance. I live in a small ass town in the middle of Canada, which kind of sucks but I have friends with people everywhere. Just enjoying my daughter today. It's going to be a beautiful weekend here. Hope you guys don't mind that I'm a mom. My fiance tells me I'm a MILF every day... lol...

So Sad!! I Cried!
I am warning you, this is very, very, VERY sad! You may need a tissue... She was only five, This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk, Her mom was an addict, Her parents kept her, Locked in an attic. Her only friend was a little toy bear, It was old and worn out, And had patches of hair. She always talked to it, When no one was around. She lays there and hugs it, Not a peep of sound. Until her parents Unlock the door, She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg, A scar on her face, Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear, And softly cries. She loves her parents, But they want her to die. She sits in the corner, Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life, For a sad little kid. She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did. Then one night, Her mom came home high, And the poor child was beaten As hours went by. Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade, It

Marry Me If You Dare
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Do me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops lol 11) CUT BACK ON MY DRINKING!!! LMFAO!!! Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back Fill this out and send it to my inbox and then I'll fill it out for you xoxo any 6 questions, no matter how crazy or PERVERTED they are and I promise to answer them truthfully... the catch is... you have to repost this and see what people ask you "6 Dirty Questions" 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. i dare you !!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be s

Members Of The N E Bombers
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Frozen Crabs
A man boarded an airplane in St. John's with a box of frozen crabs. A female crew member took it and promised to put it in the crew's Refrigerator, which she did. Shortly before landing, try as she might, she couldn't remember Who gave her the package, so she announced to the entire cabin ... "Would the gentleman who gave me the crabs in St. John's please Raise your hand?" Not one hand went up. So she took them home and ate them herself. he he he !! Tc n peace..Boo

Someone Once Told Me...
Someone once told me that I wasn't a mother since I didn't give birth to my children... but this is what I have to say to that...A mother's child isn't grown inside of her body.. it is grown inside of her heart THAT to me is what a mother is.

Horrorscope 5-19-07
Everyone has a secret, a burden, something they feel strange about, so stop being so tough on yourself. Try to do at least one nice thing for yourself today. You'll find that it gets easier to be kinder to other people too.

Randomness
I don't look at... well, looks, very often. This site's doing bad things to me. I'm 'rating' pictures and people... talking to people based on their pictures (mostly because no one bothers to put anything in their profile). It's really weird. I feel out of my element. I find myself saying "he's cute, she's cute, I'll add them... wait a second what am I saying?" I also have that weird thing going on where people keep, for some REALLY ODD REASON that I can't figure out, finding me attractive. I think they may have caught some bug similar to the one I caught. I don't know how to react. People out here in the real world don't find me attractive. Maybe I'm just not attractive when I move. Or maybe it's that I'm not attractive when I start rambling on, like this. Or maybe I'm just that good of a photoshopper, in which case I'll ask now if anyone would like to pay me for a photoshopping job or two? Hehehe... (That's the other thing, I have a hard time portraying my humor on

For My Love..luciano
I LOVE YOU LUCIANO.. I WILL FOREVER CARRY YOU IN MY HEART AND SOUL...FOR YOU ARE AN EXTRAORDINARY INDIVIDUALAND...BECAUSE OF YOU.. I WAS ABLE TO KNOW WHAT LOVE IS.. I HOPE TO SPEND ALL ETERNITY BY YOUR SIDE, BUT IF I AM NOT THE ONE YOU CHOOSE..I PRAY THAT YOU FIND THAT PERSON WHO ILLUMINATES YOUR SPIRIT AND FILLS YOU WITH PEACE AND SERENITY....YOU TOUCHED MY SOUL AND I AM SO VERY THANKFUL TO HAVE MET AND HONORED TO LOVE AND SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON THAT YOU ARE...I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU AND WILL BE EVEN AFTER I DIE..FOREVER YOU WILL LIVE IN ME.... STEPH

Repost Rated " Nsfw "
And yes this special young lady would be skinnydippindebbi and she is on my family list here... 1. Would you be in control? My Answer: 1/2 the time Her Answer: Only part of the time 2. Would you pull my hair? My Answer: If we were doing it doggie style I might, I would have one hand on one nipple in one hand pulling hair or rubbing your clit with the other... You asked sexy Her Answer: Hell yes 3. Would you whisper in my ear? My Answer: Wisper and slide my tongue in it opppsie Her Answer: Yes 4. Would you talk dirty to me? My Answer: Hell Yes Her Answer: Hell yeah 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? My Answer: A lot Her Answer: Both and a little tongue sucking 6. Would you say my name? My Answer: Hell yes I would Her Answer: I would scream it 7. Would you go down on me? My Answer: Would go down on you and not cum back up till morning Her Answer: Definately 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? My Answer: H

Salute
The CT Cherries are sweet, but not nearly as sweet as The Queen of Candyland, Lolly! Give into that sweet tooth and join me in Lolly’s Candyland Lounge. It’s the sweetest lounge on CherryTAP! Click on the link below and ask Lolly if you can join her lounge. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/673375 Don't forget to tell her that Jaw Breaker (that's me) sent you!

Hello Ladys
hello ladys my name is droopy i am twenty seven years old. and iam from pueblo colorado. i am single and looking. my intreasts are camping fishing hunting and swimming i also love to watch movies so ladys cheack me out

Stress
Last week I had a lot of stress because of a few people on here and moving. Well I took care of the people on here by deleting them. The moving is still going on. Ya know slowly but surely. Well I got a bomb drop by my online college yesturday and am so stressed over it. I have one week to prepare for 3 major tests. They are advanced placements tests for english, algebra, and spreadsheets. I have been out of school for 9 1/2 years. I was awesome in English never made under a 90 in it ever. But OMG I suck at algebra. I hate math. So I am stressing so bad. I have never been one for math. And uh never done anything with spreadsheets before. I am so freaked. I have to finish my financial aid applications tonight. Then tomorrow I have to study and Thursday night is orientation. Classes start the 3rd and I have no clue what books I need. They still havent told me. This is the kids last week of school which means short days for them and longer ones for me. No I am not whining I am just ventin

About Me
If I will go and die tomorrow Please don't feel pitty, don't feel sorrow Soon, I will be back again in the sunshine, in the rain. This world has punished me enough It didn't gave me happyness or laugh I've fighted from my soul to be a winner But I am tired now and I become a sinner! If I will go to sleap and dieing too You got to know that I love you, But for this world I have no feelings 'Cause she made me think I'm crazy. Too many things has left me and had crash too many dreams it came become in ash And even if I try with all my power to be right the darkness just don't let me see the light! I didn't wanted to be born and fight 'Couse here's the place where happynes had died! I've allways felt that I'm loked in a body and a name and kept like this with no ashame; I've allways had the halth of the entire and no acces at rights and at DESIRE. If I will go tomorrow home and leave this side, please think that I've become a bride and will be gone my sorrow and my

New Changes On My Profile
College Bound: Billy Jo and Sue had just graduated high school in May of 2006. They spent all Summer touring colleges to find the right one for both of them. Billy Jo want to be a Vet and Sue wanted to be a teacher. They finally found a college that offered Both of them what they wanted. A nice college in Connecticut. So they got their Stuff packed and got enrolled into the college. And soon they found themselves On a greyhound bus going to Connecticut. It was a long bus ride from New York To Connecticut. But they soon found their way there. They got off the bus and collected their bags and luggage. Sue looked around the Bus station and said, "Ok, we are here, so now how do we get to the college?" Billy Jo took out his laptop computer and looked up the college's address and got The directions. Sue tried to get a taxi to stop to take them. A yellow taxi stopped And the driver loaded up all their bags and luggage, and asked them, "Where too?" Billy Jo showed the d

Things To Do On An Elevator
Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering: 'Shut up, dammit, all of you just shut UP!' Whistle the first seven notes of 'It's a Small World' incessantly. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: 'Got enough air in there?' Offer nametags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside down. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: 'I've got new socks on!' Meow occasionally. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose. Walk on with a cooler that says 'human head' on the side. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce 'You're one of THEM!' and move to the far corner of

All About My Annoying Life And The People How Make It Miserable
i have one day to come up with 200 dollars to keep my husband out of jail. he got a ticket for no insurance and the judge said that if he didn't have his license changed from oregon to texas by tomorrow then he'll go to jail. and of course when it rains it pours cause i checked my bank account to see how much money we had cause i also need to get my son some formula we're over drawn by to much money. i know most people on here will tell me that i need to manage my money more better and if i didn't have some many bills going out and so many different needs i'd be able to. i was stupid and told a credit card company to go ahead and give me a credit card even though i didn't have a jobe. then my daughter got sick and needed medicine so i ended up using it on stuff we needed so there it is my bad credit and needing stuff i'm not asking for money i'm just venting cause this is the only way i can. and people are wondering how i get on the internet with needing stuff its cause my mother in la

100 Ways To Order A Pizza
1. If using a touch-tone, press random numbers while ordering. Ask the person taking the order to stop doing that. 2. Make up a charge-card name. Ask if they accept it. 3. Use CB lingo where applicable. 4. Order a Big Mac Extra Value Meal. 5. Terminate the call with, "Remember, we never had this conversation." 6. Tell the order taker a rival pizza place is on the other line and you're going with the lowest bidder. 7. Give them your address, exclaim "Oh, just surprise me!" and hang up. 8. Answer their questions with questions. 9. In your breathiest voice, tell them to cut the crap about nutrition and ask if they have something outlandishly sinful. 10. Use these bonus words in the conversation: ROBUST FREE-SPIRITED COST-EFFICIENT UKRAINIAN PUCE. 11. Tell them to put the crust on top this time. 12. Sing the order to the tune of your favorite song from Metallica's "Master of Puppets" CD. 13. Do not name the toppings you want. Rather, spell th

To My Homeez
***This has been updated (((5/8/07)))*** This is to all my bitches... (((In Alphabetical Order))) Aleksandra- Hey I know we just met but I love talking to you... you are so sweet... I hope things work out between you and Hot sauce... and I really hope we can hang and just become the best of friends... we could have so much fun... I hope to get to know you better... Ashley- to all the good days we had and hopefully we can catch up on all the days we missed... you were always there no matter what... I am not even in awe at the fact that we are talking again... because when we said we would always be there for eachother we really meant it... we still have to sit down and watch those movies we made... I can't even believe you kept those... and no I didn't forget anything we used to talk about... like staying up all night and falling asleep outside on your trampoline... the BIGgest crush I ever had on a guy and didn't have the balls to ask him for his number or call and try to talk

Understanding The Religious Reich 1.2
Understanding the Religious Reich 1.2 or How Fundamentalists Define "Religious Freedom" Copyright © 1990, 1997 c.e., Isaac Bonewits 'Deeply hath sunk the lesson thou hast given and shall not soon depart.'-- William C. Bryant A few years ago, Neopagan newsletters and journals were publishing articles about a religious freedom organization (now defunct), that had been founded by fundamentalists and which had invited Neopagans to join. The response from Neopagans at the time was, I believed, naive. That led to the first publishing of this essay in 1990 under the title, "Can We Trust 'Friendly' Fundamentalists?" Now with the growing power of the Religious Reich, which has almost completely taken over the Republican Party on a local and state level, it is even more important that Neopagans, and all others who cherish their constitutional freedoms, should improve our understanding of fundamentalism, of the long-range plans of "Christian Reconstructionism," and of what a fundamental

Lowrider Lounge Is Open
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Country Girl In A Big World
First off want to say a big THANK YOU for all who have rated my profile and taken the time to chat wth me. Nice to know this lonely little country girl can at least get some Cherry Love. I'm recently divorced and just lookin' to make some friends in the big crazy world. Feel free to chat with me when I am on-line, and I'll show YOU some Cherry Love too! Hugs and Big Country Kisses!! Tracy

Interesting Fact # 1
President Clinton and his national security team ignored several opportunities to capture Osama bin Laden and his terrorist associates, including one as late as last year. I know because I negotiated more than one of the opportunities. From 1996 to 1998, I opened unofficial channels between Sudan and the Clinton administration. I met with officials in both countries, including Clinton, U.S. National Security Advisor Samuel R. "Sandy" Berger and Sudan's president and intelligence chief. President Omar Hassan Ahmed Bashir, who wanted terrorism sanctions against Sudan lifted, offered the arrest and extradition of Bin Laden and detailed intelligence data about the global networks constructed by Egypt's Islamic Jihad, Iran's Hezbollah and the Palestinian Hamas. Among those in the networks were the two hijackers who piloted commercial airliners into the World Trade Center. The silence of the Clinton administration in responding to these offers was deafening. As an American Mus

Essay Contest
So everyone, I am thinking of doing something a little bit different. We all know there are "hot" people on here. However, I get bored of that. What I'm looking for is someone who can wow me with their mind, because that's the hottest part of them all! I am going to be giving away some sweet gifts to those who write the best essay talking about life or cherry tap or why they should win a gift. I want creativity, originality, and wit in it. I will choose the top 5 and give each a special gift. However, everyone who takes the time to write one will get some sort of prize. So get crackin ya'll!!!

Us Airforce's Chaplain's Manual Entry On Wicca
This is perphaps the best non-pagan description of wicca I have ever seen. And would recommend it as lititure to be shown to any non-pagan (esp. family members) questioning what wicca is. While is is a little out-dated in reference to it's focus on Covens rather than solitaries, It is an excellent Primer. The "Chaplain's Manual Entry on Wicca" I would like to pass on for those of you interested, the text from the USAF military chaplain's handbook pertaining to Wicca. Excerpt from the Military Chaplains' Handbook... (pgs 231-236) [page headers read "Wicca; Witchcraft" on odd numbered pages, "Religious Requirements and Practices" on even numbered pages.] _______________________________________________________________________ WICCA ADDRESS: No central address. Wiccan worship groups, called covens, are essentially autonomous. Many, but far from all, have affiliated with: Covenant of the Goddess P.O. Box 1226 Berkeley, CA 94704 OTHER NAMES BY WHICH KNOWN: Witchcraft; Go

Just Bloggin
this is my first CherryTap blog...not really anything to say just thought I would ramble and put various words together to form sentences, coherant or not. lol. How'd I do? hahahhahah Check ya later Fan or Friend me if you want to. Always happy to meet new people

Cannibis Curiosities
European cannabis use remained quite secretive until the advent of the mid nineteenth century group, the elite "Le Club Des Haschischins," a name inspired by the nickname given to the hashish using Isma'ilis. The club members would gather together once a month costumed with turbans and daggers. "The prince of the Assassins" would go from member to member offering a spoonful of hashish with the statement "This will be taken from your share of paradise." This elite group included some of the most famous and creative artists and authors of that time (Dumas, Hugo, Gautier, Baudelaire, De Nerval, Balzac, etc.) and was founded by Dr. J. Moreau, an expert on the effects of hashish: "There are two modes of existence — two modes of life — given to man," Moreau mused. "The first one results from our communication with the external world, with the universe. The second one is but the reflection of the self and is fed from its own distinct internal sources. The dream is an in-between land

New Steel
For a while now I've been contemplating peircing some other areas on my body. I was debating my tongue, my nipples and my clit. Then I thought to myself why not just do 'em all. Well instead of my clit getting peirced I decided to peirce my hood instead. I must say that for only bein a few days old this is by far the coolest peircing I've ever had. Any my nipples are next. I'm so excited I can't wait for my next payday!

Vicious Verses
once again, headlong into bliss ignoring all the stop signs all the warnings i miss stupid girl to think that i would be an object of affection seems that i missed the exit had myself turned in the wrong direction so along this bitter highway i ramble and i roam looking for some southern comfort and a place my heart can call home sing the blood. The blood sings the power Blood coils from my veins Coiling up the tower Calling the winds to calm Calling the rain to cease Calling sun to warm the sky For serenity to increase Fire from the Vein Burns the blood so black For all who are quenched There is no turning back I sing the blood The blood sings my soul If not for precious blood The power would have no control Black ochre flows through blue viens Many pleasures, many pains Lies, all that gushes from thy lips Gold turns to tin with brush of fingertips Wand of crystal shatters the bone Body quests for spirit a

Stand Beside Me
When you need a rock, stand beside me. When the wind blows cold, i will warm you. When the rain comes hard, i will shelter you. When you are scared, i will protect you. When you are weak, i will hold you. When life bares down on you, i will lift it. When you feel no love, i will open my heart to you. When you are lost, you need only look to me. I WILL BE THERE........Silverthorn.

May 19th, Horoscope
my name is sarah My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl,

Bloodflowers
A shadow perched on the rooftop of the building above, watching all the people like insects below, all dressed for the drama that was Saturday night in Deep Ellum. Yet the attention of this predator was only on one- and when her scent wafted through the cool September air, he made his way below, effortlessly leaping down and across buildings to the streets, crimson eyes glowing. Leighondra walked out of the Galaxy Club out onto the busy sidewalk of Deep Ellum, lighting a cigarette as she walked to the next club, the next gig. She lived for the weekends when she could prowl the clubs, dancing, drinking in the music that was her addiction. The thick soles of her boots made her stride silent, purposeful- her mother often accused her of walking like a football player. Leighondra felt she simply walked- efficiently. Suddenly, her senses tingled, the hair standing on the back of her neck. She looked in front of her to see a shadow come from the alleyway, mingling with the crowd. The m

Welcome To The Madness
love will always be the most powerful thing in the world. i have spent my life following my heart through darkness and the light. i have had my heart broken but that will not be the end of me. i can fall in love again and indeed i know i can. those who think they cannot love again are wrong. love is always being tossed around like a piece of scrap paper. do not look for but do not EVER close your eyes to it when it happens. grab it follow your heart and enjoy the ride while it lasts because who knows when you will feel like that again. the feeling that you can just smile when you see that person. your whole body shivers when their hands brushes yours. the kiss that holds you there no matter how soft it is, no matter how quick it holds you heart draws out your soul and makes you come alive. ******* sleeping alone is depressing, though of my life i have done it for most of the time. i have an extra blanket which usually finds itself in my arms when i wake up in the morning.. comfort

Down Raters!
i am sorry i gave the wrong name it is bubba 840 and hippyhay productions!! i don't usually post blogs but i am so sick of the bullshit on here!! The rude ass remarks and the down raters!!! Isn't it time to grow up and not act like a child.. I joined CT because i was sick of all the kid stuff on myspace and it has spilled over here!! some guy named bubba2 and hippy pay something have been going around down rating and calling people fat!! I am fed up with it!! Thanks to everyone who has been a good friend on here!!! I am deleting my account tomorrow.. Things have changed on here a lot and I am just really bored with it all!! if you don't weigh 115 pounds or belong to a "family" or are not married to someone on here then you just don't matter.. Thank You to my few true friends that I do have on here you know how to contact me!!

My Platoon-the Wolf Pack In Iraq 2003-2004
If you have small children you may not want them to see some of these... Pictures of the best friends a man could ever have. 14 are permanetly wounded now. 7 have passed away from us to the Spirit Army who's footsteps make no fall... Please forgive me if I mistype anything-I'm crying as I write this... The view of Kurdistan in March 2003 as we were about to rope in from a Chinook: CPL Ramirez reloading a SAW: PFC Johnson at his 50 Cal: Getting ready to go in for a mission: Fighting and various pics:

Alana's Wall Of Shame
THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i need money? no response..

Graduation Day Today
I just got my main pic rated as a 1.... Generaly I don't say anything...but If I rate someone I give them a 10. NO reason to go around rating people low..this is for fun and making friends on line.... ~*Yung Don*~ Ok this is my first blog....I have been sitting here thinking about today...My oldest is graduating from high school today. I have never been one to brag, but I am so proud of her. She had a hard 4 years. Had lots of issues going on with her dad/stepmom. She doesnt even hardly talk to her dad anymore. In the past 4 yrs of her life she has been to court 5 x's and been put down from her stepmom and her dad isnt allowed to have much to do with her. I know alot of kids go threw all this...but she could have turned to drugs/alcohol or hit the streets....and she didnt. She is going to be walking across that stage in about 7 hrs. And I know that when she does I will prob start crying the second they call her name.... Ok I know I am being a sentimental mom bu

Bulletins
(repost of original by 'Dj Eternal aka Rev. Dirk D. "co-owner of W.I.~Husband of Razor ~' on '2007-05-20 02:04:13') THE NEWEST DJ FOR BRUTAL (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:32:00') (repost of original by 'Trinity*Owner~Brutal Radio~*Mystic Angels Fiance*' on '2007-05-19 08:33:26') (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:34:13') le> THE NEWEST DJ FOR BRUTAL

Drama
here i am another day. tired of all the stuff goin on and trying so hard to make it all better.dont know where to start and never know when it will end.trying to sort out important from it can wait but it all hits at the same time. dont like getting other people involvrd but seems that i have no other way out.im just tired and wish i could stop it all.

More Info
If anyone is going to write him please include a stamp so he can write back...i just sent him alot of paper and pens and envelopes but no stamps...when i write him i just include a stamp so he can write back....so like i said if anyone is going to write him just include one so u can get a response....Hope that info is helpful to anyone...Take care!!

Writings
Through all the words I’ve spoken, in a life thats been so true How can I pick the perfect ones to say how I feel for you? I have to think on everyday, Right back to the high school play. Right back to the car rides home. Every moment spent with you alone. The nightly calls and weekend stays, Ceramic pigs and painted trays. The crying beds I held you tight, And told you we would never fight. From senior year with way too many lates. To Glyn going shopping for pots and plates. Through floods and proms and double dates From the Spring of 03 to the heavenly gates I called you my angel, and I’ll never take it back. You save my life daily, and make sure I’m on track. Without you there’s no vision, just colors and a blur. If stricken by this blindness, your love will be my cure. I’ve given you my heart and soul; I didn’t have to wrap them though. You had them stolen from the time I finished writing the first rhyme. And by the time I write the last I hope our so

Haters Not Welcome
If you come to my page, and you rate me low, because you don't like people or are just plane ugly, fuck you in advance. I will block your sorry ass and all those who think your a friend. someone who rates low of someone they don't know must not be worth my time. lots of luv too the lovers don't rate haters and they'll learn faster they are not wanted here. budda 840 first on my list

Contest Info
I WANT TO HOLD A NO RULES CONTEST FOR A 7 DAY BLAST HOPEFULLY NEXT FRIDAY.,.,YOU CAN USE ALL THE NAMES YOU HAVE NO CALLING CHEATING.,JUST A STRAIGHT UP BATTLE.,THERE WILL BE BIG PIMPIN GIFTS FOR 2ND AND 3RD.,SO SEND ME THE LINK OF A PIC TO RIP AND LETS GET THIS GOING.,.,THANKS

I Want To Feel
Feeling isolated and alone today ... I want to feel like this . A week of torments and pain missing you beyond For you’re the one whom my heart grew fond I wanted to run and sought to my feelings to deny Yet thoughts of you brought tears and I would cry Lost without the face who lighted my days life Heart sick and filled with grief cutting me like a knife Drawn to your pictures and seeking your word Listening to the sweetness of your voice I’ve heard Tears the held me aware of something lost A Burdon beyond the hurt and cost Unable to forget you and move on due To the lingering touch of your soul true Changed forever by knowing you as only I can Someone’s spells have me left no longer a free man For I am kept by a dream that may never be And I am spoken for and never want to be free Held in sweet bondage to one soul who knows me best Who can not be run from and stood the test Who I find I can’t be without and be happy For god did something to my being I now se

Travel Smarter
Everyone loves to travel and everyone loves to save money! How much money can YOU make if your friends and family book travel on Expedia, Orbitz or some other site? NAUGHTA! NOTHING! ZERO! ZILCH! ZIP! BUT WITH US... You have the ability to earn income every time someone books travel on your site. Simply refer everyone you know to your travel booking website and earn commissions on each of those sales. The concept is simple. You save them money by giving them the lowest travel rates possible and you earn the commission. After all how do you think those other travel sites make money? They earn it on commission. NOW THE COMMISSION GETS PAID TO YOU! YOU get a FIRST CLASS seat in one of the fastest growing, uniquely situated business opportunities of this millennia and can get on board with your very own ONLINE WORLDWIDE TRAVEL AGENCY with ABSOLUTELY NO RISK TO YOU. We are taking the industry by STORM. PLUS YOU'LL GAIN INDUSTRY PERKS AS A REFERRING TRAVEL AGENT Wh

The Grandbaby
Finally have pic of Dad, Mom and Baby... All are healthy and home now and lovin' it... Introducing, The Beautiful Ms. Kylie Rayne... http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics She arrived at 7: 26 this morning and is healthy and BEAUTIFUL !!! Will keep ya'll updated and will have pics soon.... Mother and daughter are fine and resting well... Huggs, Kisses and Much Mad Love To All ~ Sadie Grace

A Million Thanks To Bravo Zulu (my Seal Friend) Who Found These-my Ex Destroyed The Old Ones
Why we went (They flew us over the ruins of the WTC as we were enroute): Where we were sent: First operations: Exhaustion and a short rest in the Khada hills: Me-Radioing for support for the locals: On the Pakistani border: To the day Kandahar fell to us from the Taliban:

She Was Late.......again
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a ster

Mumms The Word
Read from the bottom up... On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> just a wrong click..and bam :P On 5/18/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> Well I got them back so your forgiven but why did u mark it in the first place? On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> hugs On 5/18/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> well don't do it again, it made me lose my mumm privileges u dummy gosh! On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> bcs good girls need spankings too.. On 5/18/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> =O why did u do that? lol On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> i think i nsfw'd one of ur mumm's the other day ..opps So plz be careful w/voting on mumms...when u mark a mumm NSFW, even on accident the person that posted it loses their mumm privileges. Thank you, That is all ~Hollie

Blog
So apparently, I've been on this site for about a week and just now figured out that I can post blogs. Who knew? Well, it's a long weekend here in Canada, which is awesome. I might be going on a trip to New York on Monday, but I'm not sure yet. I'm looking forward to that if it actually ends up happening. I'm definitely going to be in Atlanta for a conference next week, though. The only down side is that I haven't been able to get my passport in time, so I'm going to have to drive. ~20-hour car rides are fun. ^^; Anyway, I should probably get caught up on my e-mail, so I should (but probably won't) stop killing time on CherryTAP. Later.

We Miss You...
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that are

Sorry I Was Late
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a

Don't Ask !?! (ha Ha) ;)
Answers Men Would Like to Give to Woman's Stupid Questions, But Never Will 1. No we can't be friends; I just want you for sex. 2. The dress doesn't make you look fat, its all that fucking ice cream and chocolate you eat that makes you look fat. 3. You've got no chance of me calling you. 4. No, I won't be gentle. 5. Of course you have to swallow. 6. Well yes actually, I do this all the time. 7. I hate your friends. 8. I have every intention of using you, and no intention of speaking to you after tonight. 9. I'd rather watch a porno. Boudreaux, a Cajun, was an older, single gentleman, who was born and raised a Baptist, living in South Louisiana . Each Friday night after work, >he would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. Now, all of >Boudreaux's neighbors were Catholic... and since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Fridays. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Ca

The Cow
THE COW The friendly cow all red and white, I love with all my heart: She gives me cream with all her might, To eat with apple-tart. She wanders lowing here and there, And yet she cannot stray, All in the pleasant open air, The pleasant light of day. And blown by the winds that pass And wet with all the showers, She walks among the meadow grass And eats the meadow flowers. The Cow was taken from A Child's Garden of Verses Written by Robert Louis Stevenson ~ Illustrated by Myrtle Sheldon.

Armed Forces Day
To All Cherry Tap members who are serving or have served The United States Military - I wish to say Thank You for your service to us here at home and your hard work you are doing over seas. Today there is not much respect for you Women and Men who put on the uniform of the Army - Marines - Navy - Coast Guard - and Air Force. Comming from a large Military family I was raised to have this respect for our Military and it served me well. Today we Honor All the branches of services - it may get a small mention in the news or a small artical in the paper today. I want you to know I have not Forgoten and Never will.

A Lesson You Must Learn.
I am tired. All of you guys that think i am a piece of meat, for your gazing pleasures. To all of you guys who think i am like all these other hoes on here, who will willingly show you what i got, just to please your pathetic physical desires. I will tell you, you testosterone filled gorilla heathens, that that shit is gonna stop. I am an engaged woman, who wants nothing more than a place to unwind, and explore, not be constantly hounded by dick headed men, their raging and uncontrolled sex drives, and especially the players out there looking for a piece of ass. This ass belongs to one, and one only, and not a single one of you fatass, moronic, two time loser mother fuckers are going to take advantage of me, and all that i have worked for to establish myself just because of your own fuckin sick, sexual desire, and lack of discipline. If you want an easy ass, go pay a fucking prostitute. If you want to talk to you, you will treat, respect, and acknowledge me as a queen, and one you will

Rafe's Tavern
This is Me For so long I have searched for something Something which I know would never be It takes a hero to expect for victory It takes a fool to believe in impossibility In a dungeon I was in cold steel bar Caught in my own mirage of darkness An endless pit of shadow of my own power A power chained in eternal necropolis My hands reach out high to the light Trying to absorb an ounce of your kind Yet to my struggle I could move no longer Stiffened, frozen, congealed, no more… “I know I’m weak Please, can you help me?” Yes, I’ve searched for so long For something, for someone Looking for a little bit of sanity Looking for a little bit of goodness in me I fight what’s supposed to be, my cruel reality I declare war against my cursed destiny I was born to be something I could not alter No matter how hard I try to be something else My efforts all go to forgotten waste “I know I’m weak Please, can you help me? I will to be good I yearn to be kind I want

My Daily Astro Slam
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, January 7: You're acutely aware that you're broke. This, however, doesn't stop you from getting sucked into another online J. Crew sale and doing some major damage. You're hopeless. Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Friday, July 20: You just can't stop flapping your jaws today -- however, you really have nothing interesting to say. That's par for the course -- and there are a large number of people who would kill to hear something interesting from you. Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, May 22: While you've always secretly wished that you were a genius, you can't really get away from the fact that you simply aren't. Lowered expectations are often the route to happiness.

My Single Love Horoscopes
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, August 29: Take active pleasure in the little things now, as life in general could be a little disorderly. If you're thinking about a new romantic endeavor, be aware of the possibility of some confusion! Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, January 7: Don't be surprised if life gets a little hairy right now. Your sanity's your number one priority right now. Do whatever's necessary to blow off steam and stay centered. Let your cool mind prevail and you'll come out on top. Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Sunday, May 27: You've got a way of making other people feel fantastic now -- perhaps it's the combination of your own fun, self-confident spirit and the genuine interest you're taking in all that's around you. Nice!

Lookin' 4 A Male Roommate In About A Month And A Half. So If Your Interested Holla.
Lookin' 4 a male roommate that wants to share a apartment with me. I don't care what you do because that's your biznizz. But be prepared to get some booty when you get home and b4 u go to work. but if you want more info, then all you gotta do is holla and i will give some info to you.

Testament
testament this old life's been good to me though at times it's hard to see but over all i can't complain i've felt love and i've felt pain i've seen more than most will see felt the dry hot desert breeze watched my little baby's birth felt the heaving of the earth been amazed at the volcano's breath and crippled by a loved one's death touched the sky in passion's throes amazed by the feelings as they grow had family stand fast by my side when others turned their head's aside spent times alone with no one near reflecting on friends that i held dear laid in my bed tired and content and other times just lay there bent spent times hurt and by myself been lifted up with someone's help i've seen the best and worst in man tried hard to do the best i can i've failed at things so miserably had the sweet taste of victory all these things and so much more are there behind my open door so when comes that decided day when my life will slip away don't waste tears becau

The Blog Of A Dualist.
Normaly i post over in myspace. but i suppose ill post here. first im just going to introduce my self. first of all I am Waco Stimson. i live in havre Mt i am starting a business soon, i spell horribly, i have 3 kids 2 live with me and 1 lives with my ex psyco bitch. im looking for a Girlfrind she must be able do shots of what ever im drinking at the time. she must like sex and she must get along with my wife. and you must live in or close to havre cause when i call and say lets do some shots or something i would like to do them with in the next hr and not wait for you to travle 100 miles to get here. im honest to a fault, in otherwords dont ever ask me if a dress makes you look fat cause more often then not ill tell you the truth. that is not saying i dont think you look good. a girl with a bit of meat on her bones is sexy too. right now its 1:50 am and im bored out of my mind. anyway im looking for some one in havre to have fun with hang out with play video games with and ge

Jeradarklighter's Lyrics And Rants
Here are my latest lyrics, a pretty major departure from my usual style. This is an upbeat pop/rock song (think All American Rejects or Weezer). It's for a very good friend of mine... you know who you are. Schizophrenic Lover I have a schizophrenic lover He is the one man I desire Some days he thinks he’s Darth Vader Other days he’s a psychic vampire Some people say that he’s fucked up Some people say that it’s wrong I say that they can just shut up Cause I’m right where I belong Belong He may not be the sanest guy But at least he has an alibi For all the crazy things That he has ever done Nobody else can make me think That we are on the brink Of revolution But we can win this time somehow Hey now, my schizophrenic lover Please don’t be too paranoid Come stay with me under the covers I don’t care if the world’s destroyed Destroyed Let me be your happy pill I’ll give you all the cheap thrills That I can If you’ll only be my man Life’s full of c

Maddie At F.a Cup Final
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

My Harley Accident
got pics of the harley after the wreck upoloaded now in my profile....it don't look to bad after rollin 3 times!!! Am still thankful to God for looking over me that day!!! *sniles* Rod aka HarleyCowboy howdy ya'll..........wanted to let ya'll know i was in a pretty good wreck on my bike. i'll be ok. broken collar bone ...bike in bad shape!.....lady clipped back of bike. i was wearin a helmet. jst glad it wasnt worse. still thankin God. when i get pics i'll get'm posted. take care n wanted to keep ya up to date. Rod aka HarleyCowboy

Rest In Peace
ON WEDNESDAY MAY 16, 2007 A VERY DEAR LITTLE GIRL WHOM I KNEW WAS KILLED WHILE RIDING HER BIKE. SHE WAS FLOWN TO GEISINGER MEDICAL CENTER IN DANVILLE PA AND DIED THE NEXT DAY. SHE WAS 11 YEARS OLD. HER DAD WAS LIKE A SON TO ME. SHE WILL AND IS DEARLY MISSED BY LOADS OF PEOPLE. GOD REST HER LITTLE SOUL. WE MISS YOU DEARLY SUSIE. R.I.P. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!! by hrtofgold1958 Suzan M. Frock-Walter, 11, Jersey Shore JERSEY SHORE -- Suzan Marie Frock-Walter, 11, of 479 Old Route 220, passed away at 3:08 a.m. Thursday, May 17, 2007, at Geisinger Medical Center, Danville, as a result of injuries suffered after being struck by an automobile. She was born Feb. 8, 1996, in Lewisburg, a daughter of Dale L. Walter and his fiancee, Lori B. Walter, of Middleburg, and Stacey L. Frock Walter and Christopher E. Walters, of Jersey Shore. Suzan was in the fourth grade at Salladasburg Elementary School, where she was active in cheerleading. She enjoyed playing games with her brot

My Death
Tim Location of Death: Albany, NY Date of Death: 5/18/2034 11:42:14 PM Last Person Called: Ollie Last Number Dialed: (229) 352-409* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Blunt force or mechanical injury See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Ash.Wee..:i meet pimpy at a club....i see her across the room... go over and tap her ass and say "baby whats up"..she turns to me and kisses me passionatly...marissa sees us from across the room and it catches her intrest...shs nvr been with a girl before....she comes over amd breaks up our kiss and asks if she can join...we say of course b/c she is stunning...we are wasted and deciide to take a taxi back to my place....we have the wine and whiksey at hand...we go to my bedroom and because marisa is new to thiis we lay her first..tak her clothes off andkill all iver her body....we see how in lust sh is so we get soo much more turned on and me and pimpy start kissin...marrissa says "girlsss i neeeeeeeeeed more"...THE END USE UR IMAGINATIONS

Story Of My Life
BLAH! FIND ME A REASON TO SMILE AND MAYBE I WILL!!!! Yep Im MIA. Have been for months. Im rarely on here anymore. Few contact me here so Ive just taken a step back. When yall wanna talk, you know where to find me. So I went to the K-Wings game last night. Oh to watch the Rockford (Ill) IceHogs get beat was a lovely end to my Saturday. Mind you, we took a beating in the 3rd but damn if the K-Wings didnt keep their heads up and win!!! The IceHog fans were just that, hogs. They were the loudest, rudest, FOULEST bunch of folks Ive ever had the displeasure to encounter. But my weekend hockey comes crashing down around my feet today. The Redwings were a huge disappointment today. They lost in OT 2-1 to Anahiem and thanks to Franzen at the end of the 3rd and Lilas in OT .. we are going to Anahiem down in the series 3-2 and fighting to stay alive. So Ill spend the rest of my weekend sulking over the NHL loss but proud of the UHL team and anxious for results on tonights game in

This Is So True
If I knew Current mood: content If I knew it would be the last time That (more...) I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly And pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW it. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say that "I love you," And certa

I Wrote This
:: whateva :: don't try to sit there telling me i aint shit cuz i know better. I don't need your negativity so take it somewhere else. don't think you can just holler at me like i'm a piece of shit or some dumb hoe cuz im not. I'm better & smarter than that so bitch please. i done seen alot of shit & been thru alot of shit. you dont like what i have to say then "oh well" i'mma shrug my shoulders & not let you get to me. i got enough people in this world that care about me & my daughter to tolerate your stupid ass shit & games. i don't need a player, a hater, one thats down for them childish games. i'm as real as it gets & if you cant handle it then i guess you aint grown enough to understand it & probly neva will. i don't need someone dictating my world & how i live it. I'm doing wonderful without your dumbass so move on or get stepped on. i don't need you trying to "get some" or think you can treat me anyway you please. Cuz you dont wanna fuck w/ me! all i n

Laws Of The Natural Universe
Laws of the Natural Universe 1. Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. 2. Law of the Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. 3. Law of probability: The probability of being watched is directly Proportional to the stupidity of your act. 4. Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. 5. Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. 6. Variation of Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (works every time). 7. Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. 8. Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with.

Hello
HEY ALL FOR ALL THOSE WHO DONT KNOW MY NAME IS MICHELLE OR SHELLY IM 23 AND A SWEETHEART I LOVE ALL THINGS BIG AND SMALL BUT ANYWAYS NOT DA POINT IM A REAL DOWN KINDA CHICK WIT SOME REAL SHIT. I HAVE A LOT OF RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS AND HOME BOYS MY BEST FRIEND IS MY HOMEBOY ERICK WHO I CAN TALK TO FOR HOURS ABOUT NOTHING E NOTHING BUT LUV FO YA REAL TALK. YOU MEAN DA WORLD TO ME JUST KNOW DAT. MY EX HUSABAND AND I ARE STIL GOOD FRIENDS TO WE TALK ALOT GOTTA LUV HIM TO BUT DATS ALL FOR NOW STAY POSTED FOR MORE TO COME. LUV MICHELLE

Better Off Alone
To say the least..I've been on here before, and ended up deleting my account due to a stalker/pervert that wouldn't leave me alone. Now that I'm back I get to experience the place alittle bit more. So far.. - I feel like I'm getting complimented by what would be my father..several times...it's unavoidably uncomfortable. - People seem to vote based on what they wish to recieve in return...10's all around. How about an honest opinion? - It's still like myspace...in the respect that people want to show off their junk for the sake of praise. It's fantastic to be self confident..but honestly..if you need constant reassurance by complete strangers..you aren't confident. - I don't need more body shots then head shots to get compliments..which is nice. I guess I have a pretty face. - Not everyone is a sex driven wild man/woman. Yea, sex is great..but it isn't the only thing in the world...if it is to you..more power to you..but not me. - People come up with the most i

Thoughts For The Day
if a woman wearing a thong farts does it whistle like a blade of grass between fingers ever try slamming a revolving door if the indians had butchered a cat and offered it to the pilgrams we would all be eating pussy for thankgiving personally this sounds like a great idea

Of Myth And Madness....
I feel like I'm about to jump out of my skin- like I should be somewhere else doing something else- out of this job, out of this town. My senses are buzzing and I feel something must be done. Before I begin breaking things. I get the sense I should be running the show, that I should be part of something bigger either of my own creation or as part of a collaberation. All I know is that all my life, I have been shackled by my insecurities about what people think about my weight and my odd personality, and now I am ready to say fuck them all and go for it. I will start with the image, show people how beautiful I truly am, then cultivate from there. Yeah, some may be saying, "Aren't you a little old for such foolishness? Isn't it a little too late?" My response to both: Fuck you! It's never too late if your will is strong and your passion is great. Age is relative- you're as old as you feel and I feel half of my true age. Matter of fact, I feel bloody well

Horoscope
It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them.

Help Me Level Up And Make Me Your Fu Owner
Last nite on the ten'oclock news I watch Aaro get fit with one of his new arms and the other one is here in Des Moines,Iowa as soon as he has time to get use to his one arm they will conect the othe other on he will be able to mow the grass he has picked up the first thing in his life thanks to the Iowa bikers,shriners,and all the people who showed support Last nite on the ten'oclock news I watch Aaro get fit with one of his new arms and the other one is here in Des Moines,Iowa as soon as he has time to get use to his one arm they will conect the othe other on he will be able to mow the grass he has picked up the first thing in his life thanks to the Iowa bikers,shriners,and all the people who showed support THESE TWO GUYS WERE A BIG PART OF HELPING AARON SHOW THEM SOME LOVE AND THANKS PLZ EXECUTIONER/Leading the way to help aaron get his new arms today/thanks for fubars support he gets f@ fubar Grey@ fubar THANK YOU BOTH FOR ALL YOU DID TO HELP Last nite on the ten'oc

Bored....
Gas is already over $3.00 a gallon here, it'll be scary to see just how high it gets whenever the summer hits and when it is over. The gas companies really need to formulate a better plan than simply trying to make as much money as they can off of everyone like the damn parasites they are about it. On the other hand....Clinton got impeached for wanting a blow job, but not from Hilary....could you really blame him?!? Yet Bush has put many soldiers in Iraq, and for what?!? I mean I know why, but there needs to be a better and just cause for all of this suffering that is being poured out into the countries. The thought of trying to establish a stable government in Iraq is pointless anyway, since they have been unstable since the dawn of mankind. I'm starting to wonder if everything is not just in vain or for some sick and pointless amusement. Bored, while on fucking niquil....and feeling like the most pointless person ever as a result....Niquil is more liked Bottled lost souls...b/c yo

Confused
hmmm where to start.... I guess at the beginning! As most of you know I am almost always single...I kinda like it that way ya know? Well Greta (my best friend) has it in her head she needs to set me up with someone. So, I am going along with it for now. The guy she is trying to hook me up with is nice and sweet and good looking but...(there's always a but) I just don't know. He is nice and easy to talk to and fun to be around (tonight was the 2nd time i have seen him). So the other night he called me and basically asked me out on a date I was all shy and nervous but said sure. Well since it was Greta's idea to hook us up I wanted her there with me since i barely know the guy. I thought we were doing dinner then the bar but we just went to the bar. He knew alot of the people there so he was talking to everybody. We talked a little and Greta and Chris were bugging me about like holding his hand or some shit. I am to shy for all that! He is shy to so there was no way that was

Just Venting
I try to vent but this page keeps going blank so I have to keep restarting. I am no longer in the group I was in. Got sired of not getting help when I easily asked for it when others got it right off the bat. I am a bit pissed but its about time I got this way when everyone moves up faster than anyone else I know Hey everyone, its really the weekend now. I am wanting to take people off my list that never replied from the last few months, but I am still giving chances for them to reply. I thank the ones who do reply. I thank the ones who have sent me comments and helped me when I really needed the help. I try my best to help others get ratings too, but I am getting limited on how much I can rate and comment at my level, which is fine, I just dont want to get ahead of myself again is all. Thank you everyone for replying back to me and sending in your comments and rates. I know its easy to help others, I even want to give the 11 ratings but I cant, no credit card to get th

Native Indian Legends
Chinook oral legend has it that the first MEN of the tribe came from the sky because they were the offspring of Thunderbird. The men then found and plucked women (who were in various stages of development) from the valley floor. This was the first Chinook tribe. Also, the rock where the first Chinook woman was plucked still exists. It has a hole all the way through it where her arms passed right through the middle of the rock. I've never seen it but have been told how to get there and where it is. Very few people know about this place (until now), and I'm not at liberty to tell of its whereabouts. The Chinook creation story centers in Oregon, on Saddle Mountain. That's where Thunderbird layed its eggs. Thunderbird was part man, part spirit being. An Ogress rolled five of Thunderbird's eggs down Saddle Mountain, and five men, each of different color, were born. They found their women growing in various states of development in the valley below. The chief man plucked his wife from

Personality Test
How evil are you? You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the diff

I Need Some Advice
How do you get over or control jealousies.. and I am not talking about over a lover.. just jealousy over someone else's looks and what they get.. things like that.. I wish I knew how, but I don't. Your adive will be much appreciated. Thank you.

My First Blog :) (poem)
Love for my computer... For this i have many reasons... On this device Im a virtual surfer... I seek friendship, and jut people to talk to, season after season... Really I just do this just because Im bored... I set Higher standards for people I meet... You can just call it something of some sort... ***SIGHS*** Is there something i seek...that i really care for...? Yes...yes there is... there is still another reason or two why....there has to be.. *THINKING*** Hmm...Why i have love for my computer... Is it because i have no life....no... Am i bored...? Yes! Am i just insecure...? Heavens No!! Is it becuase the people i meet on this device, i really care for....? Maybe... OH!! Its because i do care for them...and i love my computer because all my friends are in them!!! **Its just somwthing silly (9_9)

Update On My Cousin's Baby
she's home for good now. i am so excited. she is so pudgy. i will post some new pics when i get them. she is almost 6 pounds now. that is so great. she's home for good now. i am so excited. she is so pudgy. i will post some new pics when i get them. she is almost 6 pounds now. that is so great. my cousin's baby girl is now up to 3 lbs 14 1/2 oz. she is off the oxygen and feeding tube. she might have to have a eye surgery though. outside of that she is doing great and will be home soon.

~ A reading from: Good new Bible-Catholic study edition Sirach 6:8-17 "Some people will your friend only when it's convinient for them. But they will not stand by you in trouble. Others will fall out with you over some arguement and then embarrass you by letting everyoneknow about it. Others will sit at your table as long as thing are going well; they will stick to you like your shadow and give orders to your servants. But they will not stand by you in trouble. If your situation takes a turn for the worse, they will turn against youand you will not be able to find them anywhere. Stay away from your enemies and be on guard against your friends. A "Loyal" friend is like a safe shelter; find one and you have found a treasure... Nothing else is as valueable; There is no way of putting a price on it. A loyal friend is like a medicine that will keep you in good health. Only those who fear the Lord can make real friendships. Because he will treat his friends as he does himself"

Poetry
Whisper You and I stood together in an open field And together we shared the secrets that The Night revealed.then we chased the light Racing through the sky.is it possible to Untangle a quilt with innocence.how hard We torture our inner sins.night will Bring no dawn.my dreams were stolen While I lay sleeping and were sold for Cheap lust.and while I lay fallow Vulnerable and alone The thief whispers in my ear "and I will turn your hope while you are weeping,and cover your eyes with dark Skies and sad lies.come closer to me,on Your hands and knees,alone,when all your Will is gone" How much is not enough,how much is through How long will I be getting over you? Angel As I stood outside, gazing up at the diamond Speckled sky, from the corner of my eye, I Caught a glimpse of the most beautiful star. The way it sparkled was almost mesmerizing. It reminded me of the sparkle I always saw In your loving eyes.as I stood, staring up at The sparkling treasure, one of n

Men
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ....... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ..Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are l

Liar
you call me babydoll,sexy,andsay i'm cute, do you tell her that too?, i'm on to your game, "oh when i'm with someone i don't mess with there emotions" LIAR your like the rest of them, consider yourself pushed away, don't tell me things you don't mean to say, "i love you", LIAR please believe me, i don't care if i'm alone, i'd rather rhat then listen to your lies on the phone, "i want you in my life" LIAR, oh now i understand why, long distance relationships don't work, 4 hours is just to far away, fuck you, "i'd do anything to be with you" LIAR

Are You Like Your Mom?
You Are Totally Like Your Mom You and your mom are practically clones. You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds. You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you. Are You Like Your Mom?

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1972 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US President Nixon approves NASA's space shuttle, a reusable spacecraft, at a cost of $5.5 billion Nixon arrives in China for an 8 day visit, which he calls a "journey for peace" While campaigning for the presidency Alabama Governor George C. Wallace is shot and seriously wounded Five men are arrested in the Watergate office complex in DC for breaking into the offices of the Democratic National Committee Hurricane Agnes strikes the East Coast causing 117 deaths First scientific hand-held calculator (HP-35) os introduced for $395 Shaquille O'Neal, Jennifer Garner, The Rock, The Notorious B.I.G., Cameron Diaz, Eminem, and Alyssa Milano are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl VI Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup The Godfather is the top grossing film Pink Floyd debuts "The Dark Side of the Moon" during a performance at London's Rainbow Theate

What's Your True Birth Month?
Your True Birth Month Is June Fussy Abiding Friendly Stubborn Talkative Sensitive Executive Hesitating Easily hurt Active mind Easily bored Daydreamer Loves to joke Tends to delay Temperamental Brand conscious Loves to dress up Having lots of ideas Good debating skills Funny and humorous Thinks far with vision Prone to getting colds Polite and soft-spoken Able to show character Seldom show emotions Knows how to make friends Easily influenced by kindness Takes time to recover when hurt Choosy and always wants the best Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends What's Your True Birth Month?

Nice Le...asshole
i knew it was to good to be true when you told me i love you, i'm just the dumbass who believed you, i put up such a fight, my walls were up, you tore them down, then ripped out my heart out and threw it on the ground, laughing, you hurt me, you probably don't even care, i'm all alone just sitting here, what the fuck did i do to you?, NOTHING but want to be close to you, i would have done anything you asked, all i can say is kiss my fat ass!

Are You A Grinch?
You Are the Furthest Thing From Grinch You love and live for the holidays. You even love the Grinch! You're in the holiday spirit year round... because you're all about celebrating and giving. Are You a Grinch?

What Type Of Ex Are You?
You Are A Jealous Ex You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go What Type of Ex Are You?

Moving Back To Cali!!
In three months ill be packing and moving back to the golden state. The sun will shine and the stars will glisten, as well as the waves crashing, and the acoustic sounds flowing. Sunsets come and go, but in the end ive come to know. The Beach is the only place for me!!!! Texas was cool but it is no California. Thanks all for being my friends and those who i came to know. Hope all goes well for you in the future, take care and keep in touch.

What Sign Is Your True Love?
Your True Love Is a Scorpio Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Wow
I've spent last month trying to find the best deal in finding a place to live. After visiting a few places, I belive i've found a new place to call the "Hatch Cave" After driving 30 minutes to..and from work..and working ten hour shifts for over a year now...I think its time to move closer to work. I'm tired way too much. I think it will be more restfull this way. Now another reason i'm moving is to avoid the vandilism thats been going on with my vechiles. (unsure whom is doing this, nor why this person has choosen me) I can only speculate one person, but I can't see this person doing it. I'm not around anymore, nor see much of anyone due to my schedule. Could it be one of the neighbors? Perhaps its an asshole who doesn't like to walk around the vechiles. who knows, but it happens after i get home from work and when I leave from work. I wish..if someone had a problem they would have the balls to atleast bring it to our attention. How do people want anything res

Pics....
I have posted some new pics of my tatt....Just wanting your opinion....Also posted a new pics in my naughty folder. Stop by and check them out...Let me know what you think.....As I will return the favor!! When is enough, enough. Couples get comfortable and drag it out. Even when there's love, sometimes it's not enough! So when is the last chance really the last?

Bf Trouble
Girls i need some advice what would u do if ur bf just wants to hang out with you and the bring u everywhere with his friends and never wants to hang out with you and ur friends.....and im moving soon....and im not really sure what to think or do.....and we have been together for 7 months and some of my friends say that he would be treating me like shit...because we went out with one of my freinds and didnt stay very long cuz he wasnt feeling good...then we went to go see his friends and stayed out till 1am.....guys feel free to say something too anything will help at this point

What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Yellow You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance. You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly. Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker. When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor What Color Is Your Psyche?

My Public Resignation From The Norm
I believe animals and people should be treated the same. We should be able to put down our old and hunt large masses of teenagers. Sometimes I sit and think...... "Tiana you could be such a beautiful soul...if you weren't such a bitch." *sigh* *stares into her empty bowl* There is never enough oatmeal. Well as you can tell I've been spending alot of time on this site. Its comfy. Its easy being me here (ewww that sounded so cliched). It also makes these arthritic days go by a tad faster. *sigh* So much to do, not enough umph to do it. I'm terrible, I have piles of stuff spread all throughout the house. This is my scrapbook pile, and this is my crafting pile, oh and over there is the reading pile. Blargh. Yet I still dream of the day when its all finished. It never will but the thought pleases me....*scans the room and faces back* You know, I'm considering doing something with my hair. Something drastic. The thought terrifies me. Which is exactly why it seems like such a g

Feelings For My Baby.
denunciato Anche. la gente ha un grande rapporto con quello che allineare amano. Come potete fidarti di quella persona con il vostro cuore. Sapendo che forse l'un giorno sarà rotto. Il mio tema è. Y fa strappare a qualcuno il vostro cuore nei peaces quando vostro tring per conservare un rapporto ma non lasciato che la persona glie l'prende? Ho tante domande. Ma non abbastanza risposta per rispondere a quelle domande che la I, personaly vuole ha chiesto. Conoscere la mia persona che sono inlove con sta andando sempre amarlo ed essere là ma che cosa circa le mie sensibilità circa determinate situazioni. Che genere di persona è l'amore della persona i? Dose allineare lo ama? Queste domande sono qualcosa che prenda in considerazione. Il mio cuore è una bomba a orologeria e vuole la ferita di u esso. Lo danneggiate che e non sta andando essere riparato da voi o è esso che va essere sostituito con me che sono con voi. troverò qualcuno che resepct me n lo ami. Sapendo che tutto io lo ha giù

L|o|v|e|
If I could walk on water to come see you, I would... If I could rob a bank just to have money to come see you, I would.... If I could grow wings to fly to you, I would... There's nothing I wouldn't do, just to spend time with you... I'd do everything to be with you, but do you know? Can you see how much I truly care about you? does it matter? if you know...why don't you tell me? Why do I find it so hard to tell you exactly HOW much I care about you? why can't I find the words to be tell you my feelings? I find that there isn't enough words in the world, to tell you how strong I care... But if I somehow could find all the right words... would you listen? would you care? or.... would you break my heart into a million pieces? I guess this is the trust I must put into you, to be honest with me. I must learn to have faith in the things I say and the things that I do... But there's so much mending to do on my heart... Not sure if it worth it to tell you exactly how I feel just yet... But is

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Man charged with battery after passing gas towards police officer Call it a case of assault with a smelly weapon. Police in West Virginia accuse Jose Cruz of passing gas -- then using his hand to fan it toward an officer. According to authorities, Cruz was pulled over in a traffic stop, smelled of booze and failed three field sobriety tests. He was hand-cuffed and taken to the police station for a breathalyzer test. A criminal complaint charges that Cruz scooted his chair toward an officer, then lifted his leg and "passed gas loudly. " Cruz says police denied his request to use a bathroom. He now faces a number of charges, including drunken driving and battery on a police officer. http://www. kltv. com/global/story. asp?s=9073162 Ralph came home drunk one night, slid into bed beside his sleeping wife, and fell into a deep slumber. He awoke before the Pearly Gates, where St. Peter said, "You died in your sleep, Ralph. Ralph was stunned. "I'm dead? No I can't be I'

More Jokes !
A man tells his wife that he's going out to buy cigarettes. When he gets to the store he finds out it's closed. So the guy ends up going to the bar to use the vending machine. While there, he has a few beers and begins talking to this beautiful girl. He has a few more beer and the next thing he knows he's in this girl's apartment and having quite a pleasurable time. The next thing he know it was 3:00 AM. "Oh my, god, my wife is going to kill me!" he exclaimed. "Quick give me some talcum powder!" She gets him some and he rubs it all over his hands. When he got home his wife is up waiting for him and she's furious. "Where the hell have you been!" He says, "Well to tell you the truth, I went into a bar, had a few drinks, went home with this blonde and I slept with her." "Let me see your hands!" she demands. He shows his wife his powdery hands. "Damn liar, you were out bowling again!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Guy

Funny Stuff
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called 'Beer.' The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large 'kegs'. Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims into various unwholesome activities. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled out of their life's savings, in a familiar scam known as 'a relationship.' In extreme cases, the female may even be shrewd enough to entrap the unsuspecting male into a longer term form of servitude and punishment referred to as 'marriage.' Men are much more susceptible to this scam after beer is administered. For a video to see how beer works click here: http://www.brackenspub.com/beer.swf

Don't Lie
Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com Do You Really Know Your Top 4? 1.Leah 2.August 3.Rachel 4.Jeff PUT AN X IN THE CORRECT ONE! Who is Blood related to you? [ ] friend 1 [ ] friend 2 [ ] friend 3 [ ] friend 4 [X] none WHOS HOUSE HAVE YOU BEEN TO [x ] friend1 [ x] friend2 [x ] friend3 [ x] friend4 [ x] none Who have you known the longest? Rachel Who have you known the shortest? Jeff - - >>FRIEND NUMBER ONE< >FRIEND NUMBER TWO<

Stuff
Thank you America ( please forward to any of your friends who voted for our next President)‏ From: ED R******, Master Sergeant, U.S. Army Sent: Wed 11/05/08 11:02 AM Well America has spoken. I just want to say thank you for voting for Obama. Now he is going to pull out of Iraq and all our sacrifices will be for nothing, Thank you America for abandoning 25 Million Iraqis. Thank you for making our children to have to go back in few years and fight again in Iraq and the middle east. Thank you from all those who died there, their sacrifice will be for nothing. Thank you from all those who have been wounded, burned and scarred, who suffer every day, be for nothing. I could have retired several years ago, but stayed in to fight in this war I believed in. Now, every day I am in pain, especially from the injury I received in Iraq. My days are filled with pain from morning to night. Again, thank you America, I am glad I could sacrifice for you. I have heard people say now they

Gas Prices
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoeve

When Family Attacks
Hi! I’m joining in the American Heart Association’s Jump Rope For Heart event at my school. I will be jumping rope to help the American Heart Association raise money to fight heart disease and stroke. Can you help me by making a donation? Thanks! The American Heart Association's online fundraising website has a minimum donation amount of $25.00. If you want to donate less, that's ok. You can just send the check right to me and I'll make sure the American Heart Association gets it, i have a folder here for donations too. ty Follow This Link to visit my personal web page and help me in my efforts to support American Heart Association – Great Rivers Affiliate ****************************************************************************** Some email systems do not support the use of links and therefore this link may not appear to work. If so, copy and paste the following into your browser: http://www.kintera.org/faf/r.asp?t=4&i=249042&u=249042-200885448&e=1462904810 **********

Jokes
And God created woman. And she was good. And she had two arms, two legs, and three breasts. God asked woman what she would like to have changed about herself. And she asked for her middle breast to be removed. God removed her middle breast. And it was good. She stood there with her third breast in her hand and asked God what should be done with this useless boob?..... And God created Man. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First god created earth, then he rested... Then he created man, then he rested... Then he created women and no one has rested since! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The scene is the darkest jungle in Africa. Two tigers are stalking through the jungle when the one in the rear suddenly reaches out with his tongue and licks the butt of the one in front. The lead tiger turns and says, "Hey, cut it out, alright." The other tiger says sorry and they continue

Club Fantasia
I know many of you were with Club Fantasia and for personal reason it closed. Well I want you to all know it is reopened and its the same awesome ppl that were in the last Fantasia so i'd like to invite all my great friends and fans back to the awesome Fantasia!!! We have some wonder new staff aswell as alot of the old staff so come back and be part of our family again!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to say Thank You to all That helped me during my Happy Hour! I Gained alot of New Friends, and Fans I'd Like to Invite each and everyone of you to Club Fantasia Just Click The Pic and Join Us get to know me and my friends! Hope To See you There! We arent Just a lounge We are Family

Derrick Danko Memorial Show
Well, I haven't wrote anything in a little bit so I thought I would write and tell about some interesting things that have occured in my life. Last Thursday was a benefit show that I actually would like to thank The Warehouse for putting on. It was for a guy I knew in high school who died of testicular cancer. His name was Derrick Danko. Don't get me wrong, Derrick and I were never close, we were not great friends, and I hadn't been in touch with him since I graduated, so please don't send me the sympathy comments, save that for his family, including the three children he left behind. My memories of the man are all fond though, I was the little gothic child back in high school and he still accepted me and would talk to me like he would any other person in the school. He always took the time to see how I was doing, even though we were not friends, he would make sure to talk to me and just make sure everything was ok in my life. All in all he was a great guy and The Warehouse co

This Is What You Call True Love
Have you ever been in love and felt that crazy feeling that it gives you in the pit of your stomache, well thats what he gives me. His words, and his love are only things people dream of experiencing and i know, cause i was one of them till i met him. There are a lot of people who try to take what you have and make it their's, but its "True Love" for one another that wins in the end. It's funny, when we first met it was so wierd, we talked about everything for hours and come to find out, from the clothes we wear and the way we like our food, and our views on life and how to raise our kids, it's crazy to know there is someone out there that loves you and is almost like your twin in so many ways, it's like you were meant to be or something. It's so funny when we crack up and our laughing so hard we could pee, we talk about getting old together and mixing up our vitamins that old people keep in those "days of the week pill containers", and how we'll be racing in our scooters. And when he

Misc
Those Born 1930-1979 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter an d drank Kool-aid made with sug

Mad Ppl
so i always figured if ppl are mad at you you must be doing something right right well recently i asked some bitch a question and her being under the influence took it totally wrong anfd personally i dont give a flying fuck either way fuck her and fuck her stupid friends anyways i am doing it right because they are mmad at me i will give you my address if you want bitch

Gift's
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because > > she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving > > boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that > > if she could only see the world, she would marry her > > boyfriend. > > > One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and > > she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her > > boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, > > will you marry me?" > > > The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend > > is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend > > walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her > > and said, "Just take care of my eyes, dear." > > > Only few remember what life was before, and who has > > always been there, even in the most painful situations. > > > Life Is A Gift > >

So What To Do
So I find myself trying to figure out my step in my career and in life. Recently divorced and a long way way from my normal environment I am not sure what to do. My job is not a n easy one, and not easy to find a new one period. So, if i help create another new job opportunity do I take it or stay? I ususlly only in 1 place for two years at a shot on average based on my job. Pros; More money, higher position, closer to environment that I am used too and respect from co-workers. Cons; Starting over again (6th time), What few friends I have will be far away, will have to work alot of hours again.

When We Make Love
I Light a candle, build a fire, chill the wine, for just awhile, my every thought, is of only you, I know it's hell that, we been through, all the time, we spent apart, all the aching, deep in our hearts, it will all feel, like just a dream, when your finally, here in my arms, all the hurt, will fade away, and everything, will be ok, When We Make Love...

Just Not Interested
Gotta wonder some people. Do they honestly think that they say hey...i want you...that yur going to be that grateful or desperate that you are going to jump them. Reality check needed here guys!!!!! Here is the shout I received from today's top looser contender. Tell me what you think?? philschil: i love older women i need someone like you to keep up with me. younger girls cant take it Needless to say he was ignored. I have a life, I have a guy that I love. Which part of no is not understandable. I just dont get it. I make it very plain that I have a life and a guy I love deeply. I am polite and will chat to just about anyone. When told no, today's looser tried emotional manipulation. "Sorry I'm not Hot"..hmmmmmm Read from the bottom up. My Shoutbox ->The Carver: nothing to do with how anyone looks...i love my guy The Carver: sorry im not hot. ->The Carver: thenk you but no The Carver: your sexy ->The Carver: why The Carver: can i see you on it please

Why Do I?
It got me thinking.. Personally, NSFW is not my thing, prefer to see peeps with clothes, now don't get me wrong, i appreciate the attractiveness of girls here, but still i prefer it wrapped you know.. But also the thing around NSFW folders.. And people who ask you for those kinda pics cos you don't have one. So next week i am off to starbucks, and well, i am going to start a new thing, and have a NSFW folder called HOT AND STEAMY.. And inside one pic of me with a great pic of hot chocolate! So if you sick of people asking for those kinda photos, join me! And tag them "Get the hint?" or something! I mean if you want to post those kinda pics and look at them good on you! It the people who ask, and sometimes get very insolant after, that i don't like! Peace out! This is my "daily" horroscope... "Doing the right thing comes automatically to you, but it might be such a conditioned reflex that you're starting to get a spiritual stress injury. Cut loose. Have

Good Looks Or Good Personality
What is more important, good looks or a good personality. For me, the answer answer is personality. Why? It's simple. Over time, looks change. People get older and their bodies change. For women, their bodies change when they have children. A person's personality doesn't change over time. What you see is what you get. I rather have a girl with a great personality.

Entering A D/s Relationship
Teaching a submissive/slave is not an overnight task, nor is it a responsibility that should be taken lightly. Before you accept a girl to begin any type of training program, you must establish a definitive set of goals and expectations. Both of you must decide where you want and expect the relationship to go. As with any long-term relationship each of you needs to be aware of and understand each other’s expectations. As the Dominant, you have the primary responsibility to ensure both of your goals and expectations are fully compatible. If there is any hesitation or doubt your goals and expectations are not fully compatible, a training relationship, or for that matter, any type of D/s relationship should not be entered into. Both the Dominant and the submissive/slave must be in full agreement as to what is expected from each other and from the relationship. Communication is the first ste

Respect
A Word About Respect: With a modest and unassuming attitude, offer respect where it is due. o "Respect" does not mean "submission." Granting others the place they have chosen for themselves does not make you indebted to them, nor does it indicate your full agreement with their ways. o Don't use respect as a "gift." Simply offer it. o Don't use respect as a "weapon." Those who don't deserve your respect will lose it, but it shouldn't be dangled like a carrot. The idea that everyone must work to "earn" your respect is disrespectful in itself. Everyone deserves respect unless they prove themselves unworthy of it. o Always use the proper form of address in BDSM spaces. No one but your Master needs to be addressed as "Master." However, all Masters and Dominants should be addressed as "Ma'am" or "Sir" regardless of their age, their experience or how you personally feel about them. If they

Trust
Turning to Webster and his dictionary, we find trust is defined as "Confidence in the integrity, ability, character, and truth of a person or thing. One in which confidence is placed. Custody; care. Something committed into the care of another; charge. The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one. Reliance on something in the future; hope." Reading that definition I have to wonder if perhaps Mr. Webster was a participant in this lifestyle. Read thru the definition a second time, look to see how many of those words are key elements of a Dominant / submissive or BDSM relationship. In finding your Dom, aren't you looking for someone that fits this description perfectly? As a sub or slave, you are getting ready to turn your whole life over to Him, you're expecting him to have the ability to care for you, you're expecting He's been honest and forthright with you. It doe

Honesty
Honesty within a D/s relationship is by far one of the most important aspects of the relationship. At all times, both the Dominant and the slave/submissive must be honest. A falsehood can be extremely detrimental to the level of trust. It is especially important to understand that the slave/ submissive needs to be open and forthright with her Dominant. Failing to convey emotions, feelings, frustrations, hurts and concerns can result in a Dominant misunderstanding the true nature of a girls needs. A slave/submissive should never try to answer her Dominant with the answer she thinks He wants to hear, her answer should always be honest and truthful. A slave/ submissive also need to insure that she is not dishonest or deceitful by omission. Failing to provide your Dominant with information can be just as dishonest as outright lying. A Master/Dominant need not tell his slave/submissive all that he knows. He may r

Alternate Religions
Nevermind. Fubar is fubaring the code on the pic. FAERIES The world of the faery can be found on a green meadow, or a river bank kissed by the sun. it is hidden on a moonlit moor, on the steep side of a mountain, or just off the road in a secret faery glen; the natural world provides all the portals we could ever need to enter into faery, but we must remember how to make the journey." If you ask anyone what a faery is, it is not likely that you will find anyone that simply doesn't know. Children believe, most teens want to believe, but many adults have given up on these tiny beings. As for me, there is much more proof saying that faeries do exist then there is to say otherwise, in fact there is no concrete proof to disprove faeries. there was one case, however; in which there was concrete evidence proving the existence of faeries! it would seem foolish to completely cancel out the possibility. There are many types of faeries, such as flower

Common Mistakes New People Make
The number one mistake I see made by those new to D/s is thinking there is a right and a wrong way to go about playing. While there are some safety rules that should be followed, the only people who make the rules are the ones involved in the scene or relationship. If anyone else tells you that you are doing this wrong, tell them to mind their own business. Another common mistake is rushing into things. I know that after years and years of suppressing this desire it is very hard to take it slow when you finally find out you aren't the only one that gets turned on by bondage. But rushing to dominate or submit to another without taking the time to get to know some skills, and each other, is a recipe for pain... that is the bad kind, not the good. When you first get started, take the time to read the literature, join a local organization, and get to know the person you will be playing with. A mistake I often see new subs make is submitting to anyone and everyone who calls themse

The Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address At Mit
Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address at MIT Please note: the following speech has spread all over the Internet as "Kurt Vonnegut's commencement address at MIT". The truth is that Vonnegut had never delivered this address. How did this happen? If you are interested, just click and read my article about this Vonnegut story. "Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as f

Kurt Vonnegut
The following story that started as a harmless prank and led to a worldwide cyber scandal deserves special attention because what happened in summer 1997 has been discussed and analyzed from several different aspects ever since. The original email message which contained a commencement speech allegedly delivered by Kurt Vonnegut at MIT spread all over the net like wildfire, went everywhere by computer from email-box to email-box, like a giant pyramid game. It got posted to several mailing lists, even to a popular Hungarian one (HIX Tipp) where I first read it. The sensation caused by the events was biggest in the US, since the protagonists of the story are both American: one of them is a popular and noted writer, Kurt Vonnegut, the other is a much less known journalist. The story was soon discussed so widely that an online magazine started its article with these words: "In case you’ve been living in a bomb shelter during the past few days, here’s what happened." Let me tell y

D/s Online Red Flags
A "Red Flag" is any indication that you should steer clear of a particular person, either Dom/me or sub. These can pop up at any time, though most often in the beginning of a potential relationship. They can be obvious or they can be subtle. Some common examples might be... 1. Inappropriate questions or comments during the initial conversations, such as do you want to play? or what are you wearing? or what do you look like? or asking for your phone number immediately, etc. Such questions have nothing at all to do with D/s, but rather indicate the person is looking for cyber or phone sex. 2. Moving too quickly: if the prospective Dom/me or sub seems to be in a hurry to begin a relationship, or to advance it faster than seems reasonable or comfortable for you. Like if they want to meet you within the first 10 minutes online. Trust is the cornerstone. and cannot be rushed. Clearly, there is no arbitrary time frame, but most long-lasting relationships take several weeks if not mon

Dealing With Sub Emotions
Dealing with emotions By miria hunter The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhanc

Lifestyle Facts
Facts about B&D, D&S, and S&M Mutual consent is what distinguishes BDSM from abuse and assault, just as consent distinguishes sex from rape. Context is what determines whether or not pain is experienced as pleasurable, though the context depends on the individual. An example of "good" pain may be getting scratched during sex, while an example of "bad" pain may be stubbing your toe. Some individuals view BDSM as their sexual orientation, like heterosexuality, homosexuality, and bisexuality. Others view it as a chosen sexual practice. In either case, it needs to be respected. Not all BDSM play is between heterosexual couples. People who practice BDSM may be either monogamous or polyamourous. BDSM may or may not include sexual contact. For example, during a "scene" which centers around the use of flogggers the partners may not have physical contact which goes beyond friendly hugging, yet to each individual, the scene may be sexually arousing. This sexual energy m

Basic Spanking Guildlines
Basic Spanking Guidelines 1. Never play if you have been drinking alcohol. It dulls the senses and impairs judgment. 2. Never play with someone you don't feel completely safe with - trust your instincts. "No" is an acceptable answer. If NO is not respected, neither are you. Stop immediately and leave. 3. Agree on safe words before playing. Common words are "yellow, " meaning you're approaching your limit, and "red" means stop. If safewords aren't respected, then you aren't either. Stop immediately and leave. 4. The top is responsible for monitoring the bottom's condition. If there are skin ruptures or bruising, it's time to stop no matter what the bottom thinks or wants. Stop play and tend to the condition immediately. 5. Never strike above the tailbone. Kidneys and the base of the spine are easily injured. 6. Never test a "new toy" on a partner. Test it on a pillow or your hand first until you have command of it. And never be a test subject

Questions For Your New Dom
Have you asked your Dominant... * How long have you been involved in the D/s lifestyle, and what led you to this lifestyle in the first place? * Do you have or plan to have a more than one slave/submissive, on or offline? * What sort of relationship are you looking for? (Online only, phone, real world, potential marriage/permanent partner?) * How much time are you willing to devote to training a new sub, and how much of her time would you require in return? Would you have daily contact with your submissive/slave? * Do you indulge in these pleasures with women/men in "real life"? If so, what precautions for health and safety are involved? What type of safety precautions do you feel are necessary for an online or phone relationship? * What sort of training/education have you had to be the dominant member of this relationship? Have you had experience training a submissive who is

Jack N Jill
... their eyes having adjusted to the dark room gently lit with moonlight, Jack is laying on his side watching the moonlight dance on her satiny skin. jill rises and asks jack to sit up in the bed. He takes the position of Indian style as jill leans back with her legs spread wide, giving jack the most perfect seat for the erotic show about to begin. jill rubs her fingers gently over her swollen lips, separating them softly as if to show off the flower within, and massaging the hood of her thick clit, slowing and seductively coaxing it out to be played with. jack smiled as he thought about how sensitive her clitoris is. The sight of her hips slowly beginning to rise and lower in front of him is like erotic art in motion. Her thumb and forefinger relentlessly rub and squeeze her throbbing clit. Knowing that orgasm is imminent, jill raises her legs in the air and ever so slowly inserts two fingers into her hungry pussy, moaning softly as the feeling surges through her and her pussy coats

The Mailman
I wasn't sure if he was new, or I just hadn't noticed him before. I was sitting on the front steps of my home, when he approached with my junk mail. It was a hot day I was sweaty, and when I saw him I realized how unattractive I must of looked. With sweat pouring from my forehead, and outlining the bottom of my bra less breasts. I smiled at him. "Hello," I said as I reached out to take the envelopes from his hand. "What are you doing?" he asked as he looked at the paint chips on the step. Getting ready to paint I told him. He looked to be an x service guy of some type. He had short hair, and a firm build that you only get from working out. He wore dark glasses so I couldn't see his eyes. There was something about the way he carried himself I found very sexy. I see him on a hot day and I invite him in for a cool glass of ice tea. He graciously accepts my invitation. He walks in my front door with a naughty grin. I smile and flip my hair with a flirtatious charm. He eag

Poems
Falling: by David Fisher The cosmic destroyer snagged your feet You called for help and a path to safety I jumped in headfirst after you and extended my hand You took it and I gave you my back as a life-raft I promised that no matter what, I would help you out of oblivion The gravity of the place kept trying to pull us back down But our resolve was stronger and slowly we fought back Together we have brought you back to the light Even if the darkness continues to try and take you back I will be by your side should you lose your footing Always ready to help battle the darkness And show you that the world is not coming to an end No matter how strongly the darkness pulls you back. The Threshold: by David Fisher The end of twelve long years. A time which was home to many fears. A parting of ways. That may last for many days. The week of sadness. But also frantic madness. A time of friends. And a party that never ends.

Don't Give Up On Me...please!
Its me myself and I against the CT MAFIA.... I really want to win my first blast!!! I can with your help. Its a RACE to 35,000 and I am down....but with a little help I could be on TOP. Please come by.....I really need you!!!!!

Colored Man
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism.

You're Not Sure
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the li on's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq

Forgotten Facts
Conveniently Forgotten Facts. By Paul Harvey Back in 1969 a group of Black Panthers decided that a fellow black panther named Alex Rackley needed to die. Rackley was suspected of disloyalty. Rackley was first tied to a chair. Once safely immobilized, his friends tortured him for hours by, among other things, pouring boiling water on him. When they got tired of torturing Rackley, Black Panther member Warren Kimbo took Rackley outside and put a bullet in his head. Rackley's body was later found floating in a river about 25 miles north of New Haven , Connecticut . Perhaps at this point you're curious as to what happened to these Black Panthers? In 1977, that's only eight years later, only one of the killers was still in jail. The shooter, Warren Kimbro, managed to get a scholarship to Harvard and became good friends with none other than Al Gore. He later became an assistant dean at an Eastern Connecticut State College Isn't that something? As

Take A Step
Take a Step Take a step back to see what I see Place your hands over your eyes Now try to see pass threw it Darkness covers your eyes While the other side keeps going My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the death of another love Has torn me You cause me pain When I see your eyes It breaks my heart To not see the pain in your eyes My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the truth Has torn me I live with pain But I am ok Because one day I might see the light That you live in Because I keep living for only my sight

It Is Not The Age It Is The Attitude!!
A 92-year-old, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coiffed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. 'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. 'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.' 'That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied. 'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it.' It's

Everyday
EVERYDAY! Everyday she yawns to the beginning of the morning While I am lying next to her Everyday she gives me a kiss When I see her Everyday she creates a big smile To which I am blessed Everyday she is my life And you wonder why I cry out for her because she is gone

Afriad
when i first saw you i was afriad to meet you when i first met you i was afriad to hold you when i first held you i was afriad to kiss you when i first kissed you i was afriad to love you now that i love you i'm afriad to lose you.

Ulimate Gift
The Ultimate Gift The gift that can be given to anyone, The gift that someone should treasure forever, The gift that should never alter, The gift that can please and destroy everyone, The gift is emotional and physical, The gift that be returned, The giving of the gift should be pure, The gift itself is love

Unresting Love
Unresting The wanting of all worldly things came to an end When I first saw the image of your entirety. The spectacle of your eyes filled my soul With temptations and desires of your infamous touch. I take in a simple pleasure of admiring a beauty that has no comparison when you are not looking. The amazement in my mind of kissing you is like that of no worth but just my unresting heart for you.

No Matching Beauty
The Rose It awakes with drops of tears covering a timeless frame of beauty on a summer morning. It rises up with a glimmering sun shining on its luscious face of magnificence. Through the sight of a man’s eye of this pure loveliness has shown blindness to the heart. From: Someone who knows who you are and the beauty you possess that has weaken the heart

Sag
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Please Read This!!!!
I NEED EVERYONE HERE ON THE FU TO HELP....I OWN A RECORD LABEL..BUT IM JUST A LOCAL AND UNDERGROUND...NOTHING BIG RIGHT...WELL NOT TO LONG AGO I SIGNED THIS BAND TO OUR LABEL JUST FOR ONE ALBUM...AND REALLY TAKING A CHANCE WITH MY OWN MONEY AND WORK I DECIDED THAT THESE GUYS WERE REALLY TALENTED AND FOR SURELY DESERVED A CHANCE AT HITTING IT BIG...SO THE PROBLEM IS AND THIS IS WHAT I NEED FROM EVERYONE ON FUBAR IS TO PLEASE HELP SPREAD THE NAME AROUND!! PUT THE VIDEO LINK ON YOUR PAGE TELL A FRIEND OR JUST LISTEN...THERE AMAZING GUYS AND REALLY WONT MAKE IT TO FAR LIVING IN HUNGARY...THE MUSIC JUST ISNT POPULAR THERE!!! SO PLEASE TAKE A SEC AND CHECK OUT THE VIDEO ITS SHORT AND P,LEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!! HERES THE LINK.... THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT!! LETS GET THESE SOME FUKIN AIRPLAY!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-Bnqf_FESQ fuk i just want everyone to know and im not trying to be a huge bitch but if i dont know you and we havent ever talked then pl

Starting Shit
I am so tired of this chic starting shit with my sister. She always has to bad mouth her and thinks she is the shit..LOL what little does she know. She says that my sister is starting all these lies with her family and bla bla bla..LOL When my sister writes a mumm or her side of the story this chic always has to stick her nose like she knows what the hell is going on. She knows what her husband told her and thats it. She doesn't know the whole story to any of it and yet she thinks she knows it all..she says that its her business of what my sister's kids do or whatever..what the fuck ever. She ain't there mommy and thank god for that..LOL She has three kids of her own and yet she worries entirly too much about everyone else..what does that tell ya?? People like that need to wake up and see the big picture because obviously she isn't getting it. She writes a mumm about my parents which threw me over the line..she doesn't even know my parents and yet she doesn't even have any so then

Definition (a Closure)
Definition (A Closure) I can’t think of why You still haunt my mind Lying in the shadows Choosing the right time Only surfacing for a moment And then your gone Like a twisted game That’s been played for too long Get out of my head And leave me alone These skeletons in my closet Have too many bones I need a closer An end to it all But again you come to me And again I take the fall I can still feel you breath I can still smell your skin I can still remember your eyes I can still see your grin No remorse And no love lost Youve burnt that bridge That I alone must cross So now the game ends And I go on alone Again downing my mask My favorite mask of stone You will always be in my heart Burning deep at it’s core But I’ve convinced myself That I don’t love you anymore

Quizzes And Surveys
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Mike's sexual nickname: "Throbbing Python of Love" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Across My Mind
Across My Mind Over time through my eyes The visions of gleaming brunet hair Draping in front of magnificence Takes me into a higher world Over time through my mind The motion of a simplistic touch Of the heart Sets a tear across my eye Over time through life You will in no way escape my mind Binding Heart To manifest the thought of you Is to consider there is a heaven To glance at you Pierces through a lost soul to save me To inhale a sweet aroma from your radiant brown hair Makes the summer roses weep To embrace your lips against mine Trembles my mind To worship everything that you are Binds my time and my heart for you

Lost Hearts Club
The following members add to your friends and family: Babydoll Diamond ~Lost Hearts Club Member~ Button ~Lost Hearts Club Member~ shyLOU4u ~Lost Hearts Member~ When more join I will tell you or post a bulletin! thanks! The first official contest for Lost Hearts Club will be a contest that is NSFW. Sexiest Women's Vagina. So if you want to enter just let me know and I'll enter you in it. Also the Goddess Contests I've been holding are going to be Lost Hearts Club presented so if you know shyLOU4u or Sweet Rabbit please tell them if you would like in the Dark Goddess or American Goddess contests. Thanks to all that have entered the Cherry Goddess contest as well!

Tgif
So glad that the weekend is finally here. Going to go to the ren. fair and work, have some fun and have a few drinks ! I can't wait to put on the corset and the rest of the costume and walk around selling them. I'll even try to post a pic or two of me in costume.

General
I added a webcam to my profile, don't forget to check it out once in a while.!!!! TTYL Stop being so lazy and go vote in my mums, geesh!!!! lol comment to while you are at it. lol thank you ladies!!! Please, can someone explain to me what in the blue moon is Hump Day? It sure sounds fun but I don't see anyone wanting to hump with me during "Hump day" so please, anyone knows what it's suppose to happen and where the whole idea come from and is it every Wednesday??

My First Blog
Soo, I named this blog my first blog because it is my first and didn't feel much like coming up with some kind of extraordinary name as this is not about anything extraordinary. Maybe I should have called it long sentence blog that might have been fitting. But anyways, last night I changed my default. It's a very nice pic in my opinion. But I guess no-one else finds it interesting. I usually have many people visit my page. But during this happy hour, I have had not one hit. No one even visited. Not 1 person. That makes ZERO. So, now I wonder if I should change it back or laugh at them for not knowing what they missed. I guess that depends on if I plan on leveling up or not. .......not kidding NOT ONE PERSON.... Guess no-one appreciates art these days....... Annoyed

Still Looking For Entries To Win 7 Day Blast!!!!
I ONLY NEED ONE MORE ENTRY AND THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN ON TIME..I WILL EXCEPT MMORE THEN ONE THOUGH SO SEND ME YOUR CLASSIC CAR PICS... Hey everyone if you want a chance to win a 7-day blast come join my contest....The pic you enter in this contest must be of a car/truck/van 30 years or older.....The winner with the most comments will win a 7- day blast...below are the rules.... RATES DO NOT COUNT.... MOST COMMENTS WINS.... NO BASHING..... YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB AND COMMENT YOUR OWN PIC.... MUST BE A LEVEL 4 OR HIGHER TO COMMENT...... I would like to start this contest on mon. may 21st at 12op.m. pst And will end on mon. may 28th at the same time. I am looking for atleast 10 entries...... FIRST PRIZE-7-day blast SECOND PRIZE-a porsche and diamond earrings or a mens bracelet THIRD PRIZE-a corvette and a platinum cherry EVERYONE WILL RECIEVE A TROPHY So if you are interested please mail me your pics..... MS. GOODY

A Sad Day
Well I am in no way bragging. I have nothing to really brag about. But one thing I can say I do well is play baseball. In my high school days I had a full paid scholarship to play at Auburn. I love the tigers. Well my first game in high school I had a scout from the Seattle Mariners come to see my first game. He met with me and the coach and said that if I could keep my average above .350 that fame he would fly me to Seattle and let me see the place and then talk business. I was offered a starting position with my favorite player of all time Ken Griffey Jr. I still remember it. Bottom of the 4th. No outs. I was batting .1000 I had a hit everytime. 2 doubles and a triple. I hit a line drive to left field as I'm rouding first I stop. Basic base hit. It rolls under his legs and the first base coach yells go for 2. I start to sprint and as I do a sharp pain runs up both my legs. Before I knew it I was on the ground. I snapped both my ankles. As I looked up the scout gat

If Bush Were To Resign...
Bush resignation speech Even if you are one of the rabid Bush - haters, read this. It might have some value. Many of you deserve a PRESIDENT Pelosi. It has a ring to it that you will find dramatic. Maybe, even a tad mind- bending. I have NO clue as to the author or his/her intent. I think it is a masterpiece. If it were to happen, it just MIGHT awaken this sleeping mass of indifference we once called the UNITED States of America, before we disintegrate into a multi-cultural, politically correct pile of corrupt mush. If he were to give the speech, I would hope some of you might be smart enough to get out of the market one day before. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any lon

Fighters In The Spotlight
Couture's Foundation to aid Soldiers in need By Thomas Gerbasi Heavyweight Champion Randy Couture sees the headlines. He reads about the tragedies, hears many wonder what the youth of the United States are doing to effect change in this world, and the prognosis is almost always negative. But then he’ll visit a military base or medical facility, and he’ll see young people who are not only doing their part to improve their lives and the lives of those around them, but who epitomize the best of what this country has to offer. “You go and meet a bunch of these soldiers, some of whom are perfectly healthy and over there putting it on the line, and some of them who have come back wounded, and you realize quickly that you are looking at and staring in the face of the backbone and of the foundation that our country was built on,” said Couture. “It’s alive and well in these guys.” That’s a good thing for the present and future here in the States, but there is also the down side, the f

Dairy Of A Mac
The two pictures I have on my profile at the moment were taken in Febuary 2007. I am planning totake some new photos Monday. Now is your oppertunity to post an idea or theme you would like me to use in the pictures. It can be anything you want. Best ideas will be used. Mac xxxx

Those Born From 1930-1979
IThose Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle an

My Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Musings
ANDROGYNE Definition: A biological condition resulting from hormonal miscues during fetal washing of the brain during gender identity development. The patient postnatally merges both polar gender identities displaying an assortment of both masculine and feminine qualities. Alternative names: third sex; unisex What is a person who is Androgyne? A person psychologically, intrinsically and socially intermediate between male and female, displaying physical traits and manifesting a merging of the roles traditionally stereotyped as belonging to male and female. The primary difference between people who are Androgyne and other individuals is that they cannot live life fully as either men or woman because they are intrinsically both genders. Is there a biological basis for Androgynes? Yes. The biological basis for the inborn condition stems from an interaction between the developing brain and sex hormones in the first trimester. There is the formation of a gender system

All About Me!
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you

Wood Crafting
I love Artistic Wood Crafting. I have made everything from Jewelry Boxes to Dressers. That’s what I do for entertainment. Yeah, it’s boring I know, but I like it. I love building something with intricate wood carvings and sometimes I burn pictures and scenes in my creations. I just started selling my work and am doing pretty well with it. I charge $35.00 for a plain soft wood box (stained) and $55.00 for a plain box made of Cherry, Apple, Peach, Walnut, Oak, etc wood. Those boxes are 12” wide x 10” deep x 10” high. The boxes have Brass corners, hinges and chains. I charge more for hand carved or burned designs on them. I also do chairs, tables, dressers, cabinets, Just about anything. I am working on a dining room table right now (off & on) that has a dragon and unicorn war going on, on it. It’s done in cherry and mahogany and will be sanded to perfection and finished with a high gloss hardener. If anyone wants a one of a kind hand built, built for life, high quality piece of furniture

Links
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Horrorscope 5-18-07
Go on, rediscover your inner child. How long has it been since you've done something for the heck of it? It's time to do something totally silly. Pointless fun will refresh your soul -- which is, after all, the point. have no clue what this all entails but i'm looking forward to anything that may actually come my way as is, I have a job interview today folks so cross your fingers and i'll give an update later

Contest
HOTTEST LOVER CONTEST, think you have what it takes? Ready to show your lover how much you do care, well enter them to win a FREE 7 DAY BLAST. This contest will run for a full week and start as soon as I have 10 to 15 entries. I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. This is a comment bomb contest and each rate counts as 10 comments. Your pic must be safe for work, lord knows I have had enough flagged this week. I will send out a link to you 24 hours prior to the contest so you can start telling your friends and pimping yourself or lover out. So the question is, HOW MUCH DO YOU REALY LOVE HIM OR HER???????? Lets find out. Second and third place will also recieve a prize of a big pimp gift and everyone who enters and gets at least 100 comments will recieve a trophy. Please send a cmail if you would like to enter Dark Enigma CT MAFIA~ Wife to One Hot Momma & Perky's Mistress & Jess's lover@ CherryTAP

Assholes Leave Me Alone
there is a guy on CT and be warned ladies that if you ask him not to talk to you a certain way because you arent feeling good or for what ever other reason this is the treatment you will also get ............................................... READ FROM BOTTOM UP AND YOU CAN SEE I NEVER SAID BUT MAYBE A FEW THINGS TO HIM BUT BECAUSE I WAS NICE AND ASKED HIM TO NOT TALK TO ME A CERTAIN WAY HE COULDNT HANDLE REJECTION FROM SOMEONE HE WANTS TO SAY IS FAT AND UGLY LMAOOOO!!! PinkTacoEa...: one last thing before i go about fans im selective not a whore whos married who comes on here to talk to guys because her old man cant fuck. lol PinkTacoEa...: and try getting your fat ass off the couch and gettin some exercise ! moooo PinkTacoEa...: dont be mad cause im thin and your obese! lay off the bacon heffer! PinkTacoEa...: wow ! u hurt me with the fans lol. ur a fat country bumpkin who prob never been out of arkansas your mommma prob fucked her brother and made u! PinkTac

Poem 4
We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

Poem 3
Staring into the darkness looking at the stars wondering why you haven’t come for me yet. I scream out your name but you can not hear me. This night is getting colder with each passing hour. The tears in my eyes are evaporating away. I'm engulfed in this memory that plays over Like a bad dream. I can feel that I am gradually waking to see the light of another day, I can’t believe I made It though another night without you. It’s been months since I’ve seen your face laying here quiet closing my eyes. I can barely recall something I used to feel when you held me so tight I try to remember the sound of your voice But all I can hear is me. It’s time for me to go to sleep But don’t be concerned I won’t think About you tonight. Maybe one day I’ll get the chance to look you in the eye and tell you that my soul is finally free

I Wanna Be A Point Whore Too!
I got my points from one of those surveys during Happy Hour! I got double the points. Thanks to... Sponsored By: »†HøMå§« © "CT rocks, level up!" http://www.cherrytap.com/user/867364 Home of the first online Happy Hour! Love how creative some Cherries get to level up. I love the Cherry-whores who whore out friends. Nice of you to do that. Just sending some love too all of the Cherry-Whores out there! The RATE/FAN/FRIEND whores The STASH whores (thumbs up) The BLAST whores who are always on Tap The HAPPY HOUR whores... hey gotta love THEM. The PERFECT 10 whores who get mad if they get less that '10' I love you all. It's hard damn work whorin' like that.

Poem 2
You are my sunrise in the morning and my sunset at night. You capture my heart, and let me be free You gave me back my life that was Bound and chained. You have opened the lock to my mistreated heart and made me realize I can love again.

Poems I Wrote
When I see you smiling back at me... it's like all my wishes have come true I heard your voice call out my name But you weren’t there, I cried till I couldn’t cry no more. I knew that if I waited long enough Someday I would get to hold you again. I feel the warmth of the hot summer sun Beating down on my face remembering How it was your touch that could only Heat me up. I've love you even though you Don’t feel the same anymore. I will always remember the times that We shared they have burned a special Place in my heart and forever they will Stay. It is a chilly evening. Scurrying into our cabin in the Colorado Mountains, we shut the door to keep out the blowing wind and snow. You try the lights. They don't work. "Power must be off somewhere," you remark off-handedly. "No problem," I reply, smiling in the dark. "We'll light some candles and get a fire going. That'll warm things up quickly." I grope my way into the kitchen, feel for one of the drawers. Inside,

Woot
i am tryin a diet were you are suppost to loose 10 lbs in three days hopefully it works that would be awesome i have a headache but if it works i will let you all know mwah cherries wow u ever get so bored u list every last movie u own on paper lol well that is what i did tonight only took me about 2 hrs lol im finally 22 dont feel look any differnt lol still feel like the same lol maybe when i hit 40 i will feel the change any way happy bday to me mwah all

My Blog
TEN THINGS TO PONDER FOR 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one co

Just Some Stuff I Had Written At A Very Hard Time In My Life.
i wish there was a way to take the pain away. i wish i could just curl up in a ball and cry. i wish there was a button i could push to make it all stop. i wish i could take back the time i was an ass. i wish i could show her just how much she means to me.i wish i could go back to the first day i met her . i wish i could go back to that first kiss. i wish i could make her see what she means to me . i wish she would give me one more chance to show her my love . i wish i would not have been such an ass. To Be With You You are the one who keeps me strong, With you it seems nothing can go wrong. I can't live a minute without thoughts of you. Shows just how much I care about you. Yet you have the power to hurt to hurt me more, Hurt me like I've never been hurt before. I gave you my soul, love, and my heart. But why does it feel like you tore it apart? The sadness seems to never go away, I don't want to live with it another day. I wait all day just to be with you, A

More Ink
BAM! in your face ;o) I'm gettin more ink done (finally) this Saturday!!! I'm way excited- finally going to get the piece on my back finished (the dove for my dad) and i couldnt be happier! after five fuddin years it will be complete! Ill post a pic after its all done ;o)

Love
Isn't it funny how when you are just about to give up on finding your right match whack, you are slabbed in the face with this wonderful man that was always there and you didn't even realize you loved him until he said something to you about dating. Yep that's what happened to me. Smacked me right dab in the middle of my heart and keeps on doing it everyday. Did I ever expect to have one guy be so caring, and trusting with my heart. The heart thats been puled this way and that by asshole men all my life. Have I ever felt this way about anyone before? Not like this, Yes I have been engaged to be married and yes I was married but my reasons for them were all the wrong reasons. I married because I got pregnant, stupid reason I learn that the hard way when he started hitting me and our child. Did I want to marry Barry? Not really, I just was settling because I thought he loved me which I was wrong. Did I love him, yes I did at one time, but that love was pushed right out the door when he m

My Ramblings
Well to start I want to tell all my CT friends i am very sorry for not being around like i use to be. But with moving and getting settled things in real time has taken over my life once again.......but its not just the move its that thing i live with.....he wont get a job and its killing me stress wise......no matter what i say or do he still refuses to get a job.......its not for not having a car cause my best friend lives 2 doors up from me and has offered many times to take him out looking and for interviews.......I am disabled and live on 600 a month that has to pay for my phone,internet, cable,elec.,computer payments and lot rent......i own the trailer thanks to my best friend......i cant even get him to apply for his own food stamps and mine is not making it for all month and every time i turn around he is wanting something and when work on the trailer needs doing all i get are excuses.......so being so depressed and overly stressed over all this all i do is sit and play games

Tv Shows
IT WAS RUMORED THAT THE CW WASN'T GOING TO BRING BACK ANY OF ITS OLD SHOW BUT THE GAME. I AM GLAD THEY LISTEND TO THE FANS AND BROUGHT BACK SOME OF THE OLD SHOWS ESPECIALLY GIRLFRIENDS. ANY TRUE FAN OF THE SHOW HAS BEEN WAITING A LONG TIME TO SEE JOAN GET MARRIED. ANYWAY HERE IS THE NEW FALL LINE UP FOR 2007-2008!!!! The See-Dub also has greenlighted the following four series: * Gossip Girl: A sudsy teen drama about Manhattan rich kids and the bloggy girl who keeps tabs on them. It's from The O.C. mastermind Josh Schwartz. * Reaper: A dramedy about a bounty hunter for the devil. * Life Is Wild: A drama about a family in South Africa. * Aliens in America: A comedy about a Muslim foreign exchange student living with an American family. For a look at the CW's full fall schedule, read on! The CW's Fall Schedule Monday 8-8:30 p.m. Everybody Hates Chris 8:30-9 p.m. Aliens in America 9-9:30 p.m. Girlfriends 9:30-10 p.m. The Game Tuesday 8-9 p.m.