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Fastlane Lyrics - Esthero
Jemeni: "You can tie my hands behind my back and lick your initials in my neck.....foreplay does nothing for me, but commitment makes me wet. I already know you're having an affair with words....but boo...i'm married to it....my vocabulary leaves most men wary...I need to know....can you get into it?" This is so torturous, I know that I shouldn't, but I can not resist Just what is it that you are weaving that's keeping my body from leaving? Your presence is lingering longer than I thought it would And I feel that I should succumb to your majik cause I know you're just as� Strong as an earthquake, bright as a shinin' star I remember the fragrance, I just couldn't believe I'd come so far for Love in the fast lane, as my sanity quickly passed me by Yeah I left it all behind Battling, battling, these feelings are traveling Quicker than a flick of lightning, you were tightening Round my heart and won't slow down Burning hotter than the world underground I'm feeli

New Pics
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel IF A ROSE MEANS LOVE AND IF A ROSE AND A HEART WERE COMPATIBLE THEN WHY DOES THE ROSE HAVE THORNS? MAYBE TO PROTECT ITS SELF OR IS IT TO HURT THE HEART .THERES NOT AN ANSWER JUST A THOUGHT IS ALL.. new pics please rate them

I'm Found
I looked in the mirror But I failed to see A reflection of myself For you have all of me And all of me Needs all of you To make my dreams come true And if I don't get to see you soon I don't know what I'll do For love struck like lightning But it only took one flash To let me know I love you And forever it will last So while the stars I have wished upon Witness from above You'll see a face Beside your own Reflecting all my love. I was so lost in my past not knowing if I was coming or going . living with someone that only caused me pain everyday for 17 years until I said to myself thats it i'm done time for me to be happy now and i walked away with only my boys and my soul. Then after almost a year I was on myspace when this man messaged me . we talked all night long until it was time for him to goto work the next morning . then when he got home we talked for more on yahoo .Now it's been a year since that day and we are so much in love and so m

The Art Of Closure
I close my eyes and dream of you, I feel you like the morning dew. Somewhere inside I try to hide From remembering your thoughtful side. I wish I didn't always think Of all the dishes in your sink. And how you swept me off my feet To lay me in your Walmart sheets And tell me what your life has been And make me think you'd let me in. I wish you hadn't been so sweet I wish that we just didn't meet. Why did I do the things I do When you gave me every single clue? I never told you what I needed; It's not your fault you never heeded. But why'd you keep me in the dark? Why'd you blow out every spark? It keeps me up and drives me mad Why do I miss what I never had? I know it wasn't meant to be But you could have explained it to me. And now I sit here everyday And hope these thoughts will go away. So many questions left unasked; So many times you talked too fast. And now I'll never understand Why you left me with an empty hand. I know it wasn't all on you; So pleas

Why Doe's Love Have To Hurt So Fucking Much
i wanna know 21 things about you. Current mood: curious i wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the ?'s out.. no blanks! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME THEN POST IT FOR UR SELF and see who will answer...enjoy!!! 1.Your Full Name(It doesn't have to be full .. first name will do just fine): 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Fave Food: 8. Most Embarassing Moment: 9. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do

The Old Farmer And The Skinny Dipping Girls
An old farmer in Ohio had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back, fixed up nice, with picnic tables, horseshoe courts and some apple trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, to look things over as he hadn't been there for a while. He grabbed a 5 gallon bucket to bring back some fruit from the trees. As he neared the pond he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end of the pond. One of the women shouted "We're not getting out until you leave!" The old man frowned and said?? "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked." Holding up the bucket he said.. "I'm here to feed the alligator." MORAL: Old age and cunning will triumph over youth and enthusiasm every t

Rants And Raves But Mostly Rants
Ok as most have figured out I'm absolutely addicted to tv. (and please excuse and mispelling I'm extremely tired at the moment and should be in bed as I have to be up for work in 4 and a half hours. So I will pay for this bitch fest. But I have a few things I MUST get off my chest. I guess I'll attemt to go show by show but again excuse my if I ramble from show to show I will eventually get back to the topic at hand. First off I guess I'll start with Grey's Anatomy which I'll admit I didn't start as a fan from the beginning. I started watching after the end of season 2 over the summer to catch the reruns of the Denny/Izzie storyline because I had become a HUGE fan of Jeffrey Dean Morgan after falling in love with his protrayol of the patriach on the WB now the CW series Supernatural John Winchester. I just adore this man in so many ways and the way he could pull off two such different characters at the exact same time is just absolutely FANTASTIC. I of course went into GA knowing t

Just A Little Something
Am I A Fireman Yet??.... Have a tissue at hand!! (This is a true story.) Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year > old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life? " Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish

Prologue
I awoke in complete darkness, with only the sound of little feat of mice or rats scattering across the cold hard floor I feel under my lifeless body. How I got here is a mystery even to me, even more of a mystery is who I am. From my perspective of time I feel like I might have been lying here for three or four days, but it could most likely be less. I have no memory of anything before this moment. I cannot move or even feel the sensation of anything beyond my torso. “Are you awake my childe?”, comes a whisper from above. I cannot come up with the strength to clench my teeth let alone try to speak. “I pray the rodents haven’t drove you to insanity”, no longer a whisper but rather a deep low voice, mesmerizing. I feel pressure on my chest, pressing down. “The heart still beats, I can only imagine how hungry you must be my friend.” Hungry? Yes, I have been very hungry. “I’m sorry I couldn’t have come to you sooner, but these are dangerous times and I couldn’t risk

Abused Pitbulls, That Dont Deserve To Be Hurt!!!
HOME ABOUT US DOG SEARCH SHELTERS EDUCATIONAL SUCCESS STORIES IN MEMORIAM NEWS Why Donate? Why Do Shelters Kill? Links to us Get Involved Join Our Email List Find your best friend Breed: Select a Breed Any Breed Affenpinscher Afghan Hound Airedale Terrier Akbash Akita Alaskan Malamute American Bulldog American Eskimo Dog American Hairless Terrier American Staffordshire Terrier American Water Spaniel Anatolian Shepherd Appenzell Mountain Dog Australian Cattle Dog/Blue Heeler Australian Kelpie Australian Shepherd Australian Terrier Basenji Basset Hound Beagle Bearded Collie Beauceron Bedlington Terrier Belgian Shepherd Dog Sheepdog Belgian Shepherd Laekenois Belgian Shepherd Malinois Belgian Shepherd Tervuren Bernese Mountain Dog Bichon Frise Black and Tan Coonhound Black Labrador Retriever Black Mouth Cur Black Russian Terrier Bloodhound Blue Lacy Bluetick Coonhound Boerboel Bolognese Border Collie Border Terrier Borzoi Boston Terrier Bouvier des Flanders Bo

Outta Sheer Curiousity...
Ok so I'm relatively new here and I was hoping to find something not quite as cheesy as myspace or aol right. Now seeing as how I'm new, forgive my naivete, but what's up with the rating thing? Is it just to see how may people you can get to rate you a 10? Do you want HONEST opinions? Do you REALLY care what a stranger thinks of how you look? I ain't tryin to be a smartass, I'm just asking to be asking. I've come across some pages where people are pissed to the nth degree because someone rated them low. But in all honesty...they really aint all that cute to begin with. So I guess my question is, do you want someone's HONEST opinion of how you look...or do you want them to LIE?

Ghost!!!!
I guess you could say we have gotten used to the encounters that happen in our house we have learned to live with it and I guess they now have learned to live with us....We haven't had any more problems "yet"....I guess it just took them sometime to realize we weren't leaving and they gave up there scare tactics....We do still feel like we are being watched sometimes and we do still sometimes feel something brush past us or we feel coldness around us but we have gotten used to it and it don't bother us anymore....Sooner or later they will move on and finally let their souls rest at least that's what I am hoping for....I will keep ya'll up to date if I have anymore encounters!!!! The reason there are 3 ghosts in my house is because 5 years ago before me, my husband and son moved in 3 people died here....The neighbors told me that the father came home one night and snapped....He strangled his wife in the master bathroom which that is my bathroom now....He stabbed his little 4 year old gi

Ex's Are Ex's For A Reason
Ok most of everyone on here knows that my dad had to go have surgery done today. Well I just wanted to let you all know that he is doing fine, he is home now and he is hurting just a little but not much.. They said that what they thought was torn ligaments was not so that is a good thing.But anyways for all you that knew about this instead of sending each of you a message letting you know how he was doing I thought I would just posted so you all would know he is fine.. Ok everyone I do not do this just for anyone but I am going to for this very sexy man lol he adopted me as his foster sister this morning so I owe him this much.. He is the best...He is such a sweetie and a very good friend of mine.. He is funny as hell and I think if you all get to know him you will agree with me.. Just click on the link below and you will go straigh to his page.. Make sure you rate his pics, cause he wants to know everyones thoughts of him. Show this great sexy man some love.. warchild@ Cherr

Poems
For those who can't access or find my guestbook on my page. Here it is for you to sign. From a Very Beautiful and Wonderful Friend..Golden Sweetheart! Seen this poem and thought I'd share it w/ you in hopes to brighten up ur Friday! Hope you have a wonderful weekend also!!! :D Today I saw a butterfly, as it floated in the air; Its wings were spread in splendor, Unaware that I was there. It was such a thing of beauty, It was a sight to see; It was the perfect masterpiece, Full of grace and majesty. I found myself thinking, to what can this compare? And then, of course, I thought of you, And I wished that you were there. God sure was extra careful, When He formed and fashioned you; You too, became a masterpiece, Yet God is still not through. He's daily making changes, that other folks can't see; You're already true perfection, At least you are to me. Thank You so very much Golden Sweetheart! This beautiful poem was written for me

The Bathtub Test
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Can U See
Can u see that its all ok and all is comeing forth with nothing but happieness and good things to all those who wait .... i waited and waited for things to come to me .... they came to me and i sat at the edge and i waited for that one love to come to me and tap me with the heart of gold and make all possiable just vanish into thin air and make it be known that he loves me with all that one person can love someone with as much as he loves me..... Can u see the happy that he brings me and i bring him.... i sit with open feelings and show that im not scared to express how much we love each other... we can see it others can see it do u see it .... Love is a a heart full of joy, Love us a mind full of joy, Love is two soul mates, Love is two people connected together with nothing more than love for one another. Im closeing now thanks to all that read please comment and rate. ~*Mandie*~ ~*His Love Burns For Only Me ~* As My Love Only Burns For Him*~'

Biker Trip To Upstate Ny
ICAN;T WAIT , I AM LEAVING ON THE 5TH, THE GUYS THAT ARE FROM THE CONNECTICUT CHAPTER ARE GETTING PATCHED AND WE HAVE CHAPTERS COMING FROM ALL OVER THE USA FOR THE PARTY FOR 3 DAYS.I WILL GET TO MEET ALOT OF BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND WE WILL HAVE FUN, FUN, FUN.................WON'T BE BACK TILL THE 9TH.............WILL BRING PICS. I AM MEETING UP WITH THE NY CHAPTER. AND WE HAVE VIRGINIA, TEXAS AND LOTS MORE!!!!!!! BROTHERS OF THE CREEDMC.............ROCK WITH LOTC PEACE......LADY DI AND RIDE SAFE YALL...

~~memories Of A Darker Life~~
and on the edge of the abyss called life after love... I drown. Enveloped in pain and the shards of brilliant light of a glimpse of a new life. What to do? Without you am I me? Without me am I me? Oh slain are the days of recognition that I knew, we knew. You leave me not with loneliness that haunts nor betrayal that angers or lies that burn... but with estrangement that pierces the safety of my fetal position. I take my black crayola and scribble your name from my life. ~Kory~ 6/06/07 ~Believe~ Category: Writing and Poetry I spread my wings you were sposed to let me fly not steal the magick powder from my wings watching me spiral to the ground and die. You stand for the trial from my Mother Gaia her Luna Moth held within her palm the proof of your transgression. You thought because it was night and you hidden in shadows she wouldn't miss me. "I am the night, I am the light. What good is it to you this magi

"confliction"
Sometimes life is full of twists and turns, always seeming as if everything burns. Why does it seem as if the Lord makes us pay tolls, or maybe it's the devil taking our soul? Who the hell am I to judge or question, but why can't I just once make a suggestion? Get along, love, trust and believe, It's not that hard a concept to conceive. Put yourself forward and take a stand, or if you need to, just ask for a hand. If thought about, it's not at all that hard, Just pull your head out of your ass, don't be a retard. Life does have tons of twists and turns, It'll be alright,if we realize: It's All it concerns. BL 12/17/05 for all my old friends..and my new ones too, just remember ive always tried to be so true. ive hurt alot of people,including myself,& kids, but i wont anymore cuz im calling it quits. im dying inside and none can help, im putting all my love up on the shelf. its up for grabs for anyone to

Broken Wings
At times I wish I could just turn of my mind. I often ponder what if you could really have that surgery that is in the movie Enternal Sunshine of the spotless mind? I have come to realize though, that I wouldn't have it done. I guess it is better to have our memories to reflect on. As much as some of those memories hurt... I don't normally bitch or complain. I like to just handle things and keep it to myself. I am beyond the exploding point, I am going to strangle the next person who toys with my emotions. I am sick of people telling me that they care about me when they really don't. I've come to realize that there are very few people in this world that actually do care about me that don't have their heads shoved so far up their asses. Most people are only out for number one (themselves) I mean yes it is good to look out for yourselves but sometimes you need to stop and think about other people. I try to hard to be there for others maybe its time to just crawl into a hole and forget

Glimpse Of Insanity
Tour ~ What's left of me Is all in piece's As the voice's grow louder The pain never ceases ~ Watch your step Wouldn't want you to bleed Get stains on the carpet Just follow my lead ~ I'll guide you through All of my insanity The tour begins Right here, inside of me ~ We'll begin with the heart It look's a little bare Didn't have time to decorate I don't often dwell there ~ Moving on now Next stop my mind Sure you want to go Never know what you'll find ~ Here it is My own personal maze The only way out Is to follow the haze ~ You can't go in It's under construction From the last time I suffered mental destruction ~ One stop left On this tour from hell Stop at the gift shop We have lot's of shit to sell ~ If you look to the right You'll see the grand creation Can you feel the sorrow Created by self-mutilation ~ We'll exit through the veins In our crimson ride This attraction is closed Because our host has died

My Lounge Dr4g0ns D3n Is Now Open
I WILL ALSO OWE EVERYONE A HUGE FAVOR THAT HELPS HOTT BALL WIN THIS CONTEST. SHE IS A CLOSE PERSONAL FRIEND OF MINE! I WILL GO AS FAR AS RATING YOUR STASHES AND ALL OF YOUR PICS IF WE WIN THIS CONTEST FOR HER. Those that help with this contest need to cmail me so i can track who did what and who deserves to have me do this Ok people, my Lounge is now open heres the link http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7786 http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7786

Blog
THANKS Soldier Brutally Beaten At Las Vegas Airport Now He Cannot Serve In Iraq When Army Sgt Mark Englund went to Las Vegas he went with the intent of having some fun before shipping off. Little did he know that upon going to leave Vegas from the airport he'd be in for the fight of his life. I will let the videos speak for themselves. But, all I will say is it is a very shocking brutal and senseless attack by Las Vegas Police Officers on a great hero/patriot Sgt mark Englund. Thanks to them breaking his rib with the blows of their nightsticks and the 3 shots from a tasergun, he won't be able to go to Iraq. The men that he was training in preparation of going to Iraq were stunned and shocked by the attack. They said he will be deeply missed in Iraq where they needed him, as a leader. I made a promise to his wife and him that I would help them out in any way possible. I am working on getting them on Fox News so it will go nationally. Here is part of the e-mail I rece

Dr Rob
Dear Dr. Rob, I am confused maybe you can help me with this. Recently my ex-boyfriend broke up with me. We met when my previous boyfriend and I broke up two years ago, and he was one of the few male friends I could count on. About a month and a half ago we decided that we wanted to be more than just friends and started dating exclusively. Both he and I knew what we were getting ourselves into as far as our issues. I put my cards on the table and told him that if I got wind of he doing anything stupid IE cheating or using illegal substances it would be over, I did not want to deal with any of that. My only request was that if he made plans with me or if something came up that he let me know so I wouldn't be wasting my time waiting, worrying or anything else. Well the problem started last weekend. It was his birthday and he had to work so I told him that hopefully I would see him at some point to give him his gifts and take him out to dinner or lunch or something. He then to

Prayers To The Machine
I have to admit, I'm a bit of a prude. I'm also tipsy right now, so forgive the lack of coherent tone in this post. I know better than to be prudish. I love women. I love their shapes, their scents, their voices, their virtues. I love making women happy and sharing time, pleasure, and joy with them. Nothing makes me happier than a woman's joy. So even though I know better, why am I sometimes a prude? I don't have a good explanation. Well, that's why I'm here, to get over that. I love beauty and I know it and I want to take some time to celebrate it. That's all for now. Everyone have a good night and for my sake if not your own, don't overlook the beauty around you! Well, for my recent birthday, my family gave me seasons 1-3 of "The Sopranos". I was a little bit surprised... I've casually watched the show and loved it, but never expressed much interest in it. Somehow they picked up on it, though. I just finished episode 12 of season 1 tonight. I know I'm a litt

If Your A True American,read This!
IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or

Non-fiction
I started to develop a liking for the darker side of music, movies and art around the time my brother introduced me to GWAR... so around 13. My brother often talked about gruesome things, probably trying to gross out his little sister and only sibling, but insted it sparked more of an amused following from me than a retreat from his presence. I liked to gross out people as much as my brother did. I have since surrounded myself with horrorcore rap, horror movies and graphic reality fatality movies, which have pretty much scarred me from actually enjoying seeing graphic violence to being more thrilled by the concept. Developing into being grossed out by gore has only heightened my liking for horror. I started getting into demonic art around the GWAR time as well. I would draw graphic pictures of people dying and would hold on to any clippings of gorey art I could find. The internet made it much easier to appriciate dark and morbid art. I have downloaded graphic programs and made da

Untitled
my days are dark, and my nights are darker. my world is crashin, I feel like slashin. I'm on the edge I want to jump off, I'm on a downword spiral. I pray for impact. I dont wanna be on the outside looking in. I have been there before,i dont wanna do it again. So come on baby, open up and let me in. Im sitting here with pen in hand, thinking about all that could be. Us walking hand in hand down by the sea, strolling thru the park long after dark. I dont wanna be on the outside looking in Ihave been there before i dont wanna do it again. So come on baby, open up and let me in. I will be there for you baby' I wont ever let you down. when ever you need me hony, just call my name and ill be there. I dont wanna be on the outside looking in, so come on abby let me in. You woke up this morning......getting ready for your big day. rushing here and running there.Trying to make sure everythings just right.

Rebecca's Blog
becca sad sad.. becca lost a friend.. he's the friend i care most..but why he changed bcoz of a word? just because u bad mood so u can give up our friendship.. u really make me sad,,!! i just can't blif that u juz leaved us.. i feel like wanna bang ur head..and make u wake.. how sad..

The Wooden Bowl
I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate a lone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he h

Lady Dy
I HAVE A VERY GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL FRIEND WHO I WOULD LOVE TO SEE BACK ON LINE. I AM GOING TO START LEAVING HER A COMMENT EVERY DAY TO TRY TO LET HER KNOW SHE IS LOVED AND MISSED. HER SCREEN NAME IS LIGHT-N-DARKNESS. I HAVE A FAVOR OF ALL WHO ARE HER FRIENDS AND MY FRIENDS TO COME INTO THE LIGHT AND LEAVE HER COMMENTS OF CARING TO SHOW HER THAT SHE IS MISSED. LOVE TO YOU PAULETTE, I MISS HAVEING YOU AROUND. 'Swimming a witch' and other medieval tortures Poor witches. They have a long history of being punished and persecuted. And yet witch-hunting might even be described as an art -- or craft -- when you consider the many means used to exterminate them. A few remedies have stood the test of time, however. Here's a short list of tried-and-true methods for removal, just in case: "Swimming the witch" Everybody knows witches and water don't mix -- remember what happened to the Wicked Witch of the West in "The Wizard of Oz"? But where does the expression "swimming the witch"

Tests
You Are 100% Bipolar You have some serious ups and downs, maybe to the point of endangering your own life. Consult a doctor to see if you may truly have bipolar disorder. Are You Bipolar? My score on The What type of MAN turns you on Test: Action movie star(You scored 70% masculine, 64% athletic, 63% exotic, and 56% refined!)You love a manly man and you don't have time for boys. You like someone who looks exotic and who takes care of his body and hygiene. That is a good idea in case you are trying to eat jello shooters off of his beautiful 6 pack. Someone like.....Jean-Claude Van Damme, Belgium's hottest export. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test! Link: The What type of MAN turns you on Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating) My score on The Your Type of Girl Test: The Hot Friend(33% Sexy-Cute, 48% Dark-Light, 46% Artsy-Stylish) img.catIMG { border:1px solid #000; } td.sexy

Ignorent People And Rumors
omg.. i cant believe people are so fucking petty.. do people really have to tell lies about people just to hurt someones feelings.. we are all sapose to be adults here.. but people act like they are still in kindergarden... i am soooo fuckin pissed right now i want to turn arround and go back to wyoming just so i can beat the shit outta some fuckers that dont know how to quit talkin shit. and why the hell is it that just because someone leaves that means that they arent your friend anymore..its not like i left because i wanted to get away from the people i hung out with.. i hated the town i lived in and wanted to start over.. whats wrong with that?? here i am, havent been gone but 2 days and already listing to people and their rumors and shit.. and lies..omg.. i am sooo glad im not there to listen to it..lol.. i can just turn my phone off and ignore them ignorant fuckers...

Homeless
on the street... ok, i was just reciently kicked out of my home (at the time because for some odd reason im always moving) and I quite litteraly was on the street for about 20 days or so...it didn't really bother me at all...idk {everythings stable at the momment...im still homeless ive found so really good people to stay with untill im sent off to job corps in OR...but thats a different story} The first night... The first night i decided not to freak out and to just take things as they came...which is pretty much how i live my life, a really good book to read is The Way Of Failure by Mariana Caplan...back to the story...I remember a mutral friend dropped me off at the gas station across from walmart on forest drive and at that moment i felt like this is really happening i guess i was second guess myself thinking that she was bluffing but on the other hand i prepared myself for the worse...so i got out of the car and said good bye. I didnt have my stuff with me because i n

Stuff I Like.
I would like someone to morph ONLY the dragon into me if this is possible. either of these will work As most of you know, I am into Dragons of all kinds, I currently own 5 right now. Still looking for the elusive winged one though... LOL But you all also know that I am just a big gamer kid and love to play vid games, unfortunately I only own a PS2, I watched the show today about Halo 3 and that was enough to hook me. Here is where the problem begins, I am living on a very low VA disability and can't buy one outright from a store. (hint hint hint) an early Christmas present would be the best-est thing since sliced bread and bologna... OK, groveled enough....lol hugzzzz y'all I know that they weren't a part of this family here, but I needed to share with you all the loss of some very dear friends of mine and ask for you all to give thier kids and family the strength to go on. Larry and Jacque Callaway (Crutchfield), 49, of Queen Creek were tragically ta

~ Forgotten Ones~
What makes a Witch Christian? A Witch who believes in the Divinity of Jesus and follows the teachings of Jesus. What makes a Christian a Witch? A Christian who believes Matthew 28:18 "And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth". Which means no power in the heavens or on earth is evil. Power becomes evil because of the evil intentions of a practitioner with a hard heart. And a person who choses to actively use the powers of the earth (which includes the elements of the earth, the sun, moon, and stars) may call themselves Witches. May these webpages enlighten you and guide you. Bestow upon me the kingdom’s mysteries That I may see. That I may hear Love my neighbor as myself For my neighbor is my mirror Love my God least I offend thee To those who curse me Blessed Be Know within me lies the kingdom I am part of the seen and the unseen Act in me oh Holy Spirit In Jesus name I honor my magick Come into my soul to bless my C

Omg Please Calling Everyone
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$$dr. Love$$'s Psycho Kiss Kollectibles
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Feelings
there are many forms of guilt but the one that continues to be a the killer is the one of never havein said goodbye. its been 2 years and ive never gotten over it and no matter how much i try to move on and forget that day it never seems to happen. and now i get to spend forever missin him and never gettin over the guilt that i wasnt there to be able to say goodbye and that i loved him one last time. if isnt was drives me to the grave i dunno what will but why does one person have to live with one simple mistake forever? and one does one not get over it? TEN YEARS AGO I FEEL IN TO THE DEEP STATE OF DEPRESSION. I WAS LIKE A FOG OR A HAZE THAT JUST WENT ON FOR DAY AT A TIME WITH NO END IN SITE. NOW TODAY THE FEELINGS THAT I THOUGHT I BARRIED SO LONG AGO HAVE RETURNED AND IM BACK IN THE SAME HAZE AND IN THE SAME PLACE. MY FAITH SAYS THAT EVERYTHING OF THE EARTH WILL COME BACK AS SOMETHIN MORE NATURAL AND MORE PURE, I DONT DOUBT THAT AT ALL. I BELIEVE MY GREAT GRANDMA OR MY NANA AS I CALLE

If You Love Cherries N Music ....
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Sexy
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ stars?

I'm Diffrent.
I'm Diffrent because I never judge a woman by her body or looks or that she has kids. I'm Diffrent I feel every woman needs love and children do too every woman has a heart and sould and more men need to realize that. I'm Diffrent because I like to take care of a woman and the kids and spoil her make her dinner and buy her flowers give her a nice massage and take care of the kids give her time to rest some . I'm Diffrent because most of my life I have been picked on and messed with from teachers and kids in school and I have never done nothin to no 1 at all . I'm Diffrent because I have a heart I have lost a lot in my life that I can never get back or replace the reason for the skeleton on my left chest is because I have lost my little bother I left home back in 92 from Cali and I left him there the last time I was ever back home was 95 and I got to see him now come to find out he is no longer alive even though I got to see him the last time in 95 for a small visit when

Online Shrink
lol I got an analysist today from an old friend the names are altered so u stalkers dont pm people lol but check this shit out.. [12:48] sarahxxxx: if u call me a cunt again ill cry [12:48] sarahxxxx: so ur forewarned . [12:48] sarahxxxx: still wanna know ? [12:49] xxx.sniper: yes i do [12:49] sarahxxxx: i think down deep down deeeeeeep ur a nice guy BUT [12:50] sarahxxxx: i dont think u care about people like u wishh u could or did [12:50] sarahxxxx: i think u want what u cant have [12:50] sarahxxxx: and i think u take things like [12:50] sarahxxxx: sex too lightly [12:50] sarahxxxx: i tihnk u got alot goin for you [12:50] sarahxxxx: i think u dont see what i see in you [12:50] sarahxxxx: which is the potential to be a really great guy [12:51] sarahxxxx: i think ur scared tho that if u show yourself or your heart too much ... youre terrified of being hurt [12:51] sarahxxxx: which is why its so hard to get to know the " real u " [12:51] sarahxxxx: i dont like

One Special Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Love Is...
Love Me Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you! Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when you

A Friend's Greeting
A Friend's Greeting I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have be

The Gift Of Knowing You
The Gift Of Knowing You There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Diva Search On Cherrytap
1) Open to Everyone on CherryTap 2) 18+ and Over 3) If YOU have Attitude , Spunk , Blunt & Can Handle yourself Come right Ahead 4) YOU need your ID Number , Member Name , and Bio about yourself 5) Diva each mother will have 1 full month to have full rights to be called Diva , and she will wear the rights to be Diva 6) Diva comes in all shape and size , does not matter what you look like, as long you show YOU are Diva inside

Good Advice!
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone! 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. No one is listening until you fart. 6. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 7. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 8. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 9. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 10. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 11. Give a man a fish and he w

Poems That I Have Written
How can you hurt me? you tell me that you love me Im very special to you too you chose to hurt me even though you dont realize you are doing it we are together then you fall for someone other than me and expect me to let it happen and never mind how much you hurt me doing this As I love you thinking that it will fade and we be back as before and pray you will realize that you made a mistake But then life happens and now you are no longer in my life in person as you told me that I will be joining you in a few weeks but am I? I wonder as I know you attacked me and and throw my love in my face how and why do you want to hurt me? Best friends Friends for a short time We talk about things that seem so easy for us like we know each other for years You are there for me as I am here for you You are so caring, sweet When I need to vent I know you are there with a shoulder to cry on or be a sounding board or give me advice if I need it I

Thanx
To all of ya'll that visited my page and rated me i just wanna say thanx i'm still figurin out this cherry tap thing hell it took me a month to figure out myspace lol anyhow just be patient and i'll be gettin more stuff on here until then feel free to leave a comment and/or any advise to help me with my page take care Big Daddy Will

Kitty Jokes
You know your cat has learned your Internet password 10. E-Mail flames from some guy named "Fluffy." 9. Traces of kitty litter in your keyboard. 8. You find you've been subscribed to strange newsgroups like alt.recreational.catnip. 7. Your web browser has a new homepage:http://www.feline.com/. 6. Your mouse has teeth marks in it ... and a strange aroma of tuna. 5. Hate-mail messages to Apple Computer Corp. about their release of "CyberDog." 4. Your new ergonomic keyboard has a strange territorial scent to it. 3. You keep finding new software around your house like CatinTax and WarCat II. 2. On IRC you're known as the IronMouser. 1. There are little kitty carpal-tunnel braces near the scratching post. Cats are Computers (author unknown) Cats are computers? All this time I thought that "PC" stood for Personal Computer. How wrong I was! SPECIFICATIONS -------------- Standard input: 1)

Pms Blues
song by Dolly Parton... PMS Blues...Ladies can relate...lol Eve you wicked woman, you done put your curse on me Why didn't you just leave that apple hangin' in the tree You make us hate our husbands, our lovers and our boss Why I can't even count the good friends I've already lost Cause of... PMS blues, PMS blues!! I don't even like myself, but it's something I can't help I got those God almighty, slap somebody PMS blues Most times I'm easy going, some say I'm good as gold But when I'm PMS I tell ya, I turn mean and cold you Those not afflicted with it are affected just the same Poor old men didn't have to grin and say "I feel your pain" PMS blues... PMS blues... You know you must forgive us for we care not what we do I got those can't stop crying, dishes flying PMS blues But you know we can't help it We don't even know the cause But as soon as this part's over, then comes the menopause Oh, Lord... Oh, Lord... We're

Beautiful Song Lyrics By Faith Hill
Beautiful ~ Faith Hill I love the way you stand in my way You won't move 'till you get a kiss And how you tell me that my name It tastes so sweet on your lips I love the way you hold me with your eyes Hold me so tight that I can't move It's like everything I've ever known is a lie And you're the simple truth Is it a dream or is it real All I know is you make me feel so beautiful, beautiful, beautiful You make me feel so beautiful feel like I could fly Beautiful - cross the clear blue sky Beautiful - baby I could cry You make me feel so beautiful I love how soft you touch my skin Like you're touching the wings of a butterfly I wish we could just lock ourselves away in a room Where there was no such thing as time I've never let anyone get this close I've always been afraid But you break down every wall and I feel so safe Every part of who I am Is so in love cause what I have is beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful You make me feel so beautiful feel

Bytchology
Bytchology When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a Bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a Bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a Bitch. Being a Bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a Bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "Should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a Bitch, so be

The Real Me #1
TO THE READERS OF THIS BLOG KNOW THAT THIS IS A LOOK DEEP INSIDE OF ME AND THE REALEST PART OF ME U WILL EVER SEE...I NEVER OPEN UP THIS MUCH...IF U READ THIS PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS AND QUESTIONS....THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS...... THE REAL ME BY JOHN MILLS I guess that maybe its time to do this. Alot of people want me to open up to them, but thats not always easy to do. I guess im gonna try to tell u in this blog what i really feel deep down inside of me and what im really about. I guess this is the only way or the way i feel most comfortable telling you all about me. Bear with me bc this might be very long but it will be well worth the reading. If u have any other questions when i am done please let me know and i will be happy to tell you. First of all you have to understand i was born in the south. I come from the country in north carolina and am deeply rooted in the south. I wasnt born racist but grew up with southern values. I went to chu

Me My Self And I
hey ya'll cherry peeps,,just a little hello and have a wonderful SAFE summer,,and keep it reall,,dont be hatin cause it is heritage not hate like it says in the pic of my porfile,,,,,,,,,send me a message or coment some time,,show some love ya'll,,,chows babes well first off,i am melissa and i am from tennesse,,i just wanted to write that i love to go 4 wheelin and gettin dam good and muddy,,dont be affraid ladys,,just mudd,,lol,,i also am a mother of 2 teenage animals,alan 18 and josh is 15,,i also love to be out doors walkin is great ,just bein w my family is good enough for me,,check out my profile myspace.com/mel1969_7,,if yaa do not have a sence of humor,,please save the DRAMMA FOR UR MOMMA,,,dont send it this way,,i am as out spoking as them come,,u ask me a oppion i will tell the truth,,if ya dont like my answer dont talk w me if ya have a personality of a Jack Azz

Partying In Maine
Well since this is the place to meet friends, might as well start this one up...LOL This is to let anyone near the Brunswick area of Maine know that if you are into meeting new people during a party then add me as a friend and keep updated on upcoming parties to hang out. Ladies especially you...LOL When adding me just put in the comments that you read this blog and are interested.

Friends Of Friends
So camping is great. It really is. But sometimes you just have to give up. When you can't find a spot when its late at night when the bugs are so thick you can't get through them its just too hard. But to all my friends who made me stick it out I love you guys. We need to go again soon and get more peopl out there with us. Love you all. I wonder sometimes why it is so natural for us always want what seems to be just out of reach. I am all for striving to make youself better in life. But come on sometimes you just have to stop and realize what you have isn't always so bad. For the ones I am talking too don't hurt another just cause you aint getting it from someone else! Hehe

Kacper_rex
Love is the bond that joins all life together. Without it we are lost. THE DESIDERATA Go placidly among the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affe

Joke Of The Day..
Two aliens landed in the Texas desert near a gas station that was closed for the night. They approached one of the gas pumps and the younger alien addressed it saying, "Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Take us to your leader." The gas pump, of course, didn't respond. The younger alien became angry at the lack of response and the older alien said, "I'd calm down if I were you." The younger alien ignored the warning and repeated his greeting. Again, there was no response. Annoyed by what he perceived to be the pump's haughty attitude, he drew his ray gun and said impatiently, "Greetings, Earthling. We come in peace. Do not ignore us this way! Take us to your leader or I will fire!" The older alien warned his comrade saying, "You don't want to do that! I don't think you should make him mad" "Rubbish," replied the cocky, young alien. He aimed his weapon at the pump and opened fire. There was a huge explosion. A massive fireball roared tow

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Interesting Things
TRUE SAMOANS Roses are red SAMOANS are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My SAMOAN pride I will not hide My SAMAON race I will not disgrace My SAMOAN blood flows hot & true My ISLANDAH peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our SAMOAN flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows SAMOANS ARE THE BEST!!! SAMOAN Pride in my mind SAMOAN BLOOD is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the SAMOAN crew Lifes a bitch and then u die but if your SAMOAN You die with good ass pride!!!! JUST SHOWING SUM LUV.... AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess

The F Word
In ancient England, people could not have sex without consent from the King When people wanted to have a child, they had to solicit a permission to the monarchy, in turn they would supply a plaque to hang on their door when they had sexual relations. The plaque read … "Fornication Under Consent of the King" (F.U.C.K). LOL

Survey
Y = Yes, N = No, M= Maybe. Fill this in for me and/or repost for others to answer for you. Then message it to me. Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fight me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? [_] make-out in the movies with me? < br />D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im a good person [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to *Do* me? [_] thi

Work
It seems like everyone I know takes their vacations in the summer. Family and friends plan trips. People want me to go have a good time with them. I would love to go somewhere during the summer. The only problem is I work in road construction in Michigan. Summer is the busiest time of the year. Nobody seems to want to get away during the winter when I have just about all the free time in the world. I guess I'll plan a vacation for myself this winter. People say that construction is dangerous work. I never felt that way. I know there are hazards involved, but I've always felt if you take the necessary precautions, unless there is some freak occurance, you'll be safe. I don't know the details of what happened yet, but I'm getting ready to go into work and my roommate tells me he just heard on the news that someone fell off one of the bridges on my project. This is the second accident like this since I started on this job in February. The first was fatal, someone fell from the slope pavin

Just A Random Laugh
I couldn't help but share this. All the "so-and-so just walked into the bar" notifications on the tab reminded me of a line from The Crow. "Jesus Christ walks into a bar. He holds up 3 nails and asks, can you put me up for the night?" I might have worded it slightly wrong. No offense meant to anyone, it just popped into my head, and with a brain that works kinda like google you never know what psychobabble I'm gonna come out with next. That was such an awesome movie. I remember the first time I saw it was at the drive in (yes, I actually watch the movies at the drive in, and yes, drive ins still exist) in the pouring rain. Perfect atmosphere.

Sick!!!!
This is sick in a good way. I can’t believe a 15yr old girl put this together but it makes you stop and think, that’s for sure!!! This is good.... The following is the hottest thing on the internet and on Fox News today. Lizzie Palmer who put this YouTube program together is 15 years old. There have been over 3,000,000 hits as of this morning. In case you missed it, here it is. http://www.youtube.com/v/ervaMPt4Ha0&autoplay=1 NO MEANS NO!!!!!! (repost) date: 2007-05-31 14:11:13 Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." G

Don't Touch This Woman's Heart....
My son left today , he is 5...and I am heart broken because he is MY son but I just can't do this all by myself. I need help. I have three little girls with me. 3 1/2, 2 yrs old and a little bitty that is only 4 months old. I have been separated from my husband since April 7th,2007.....so that wound is still fresh Plus...I am looking for a job, and I am moving into a new place.... NEED the income. So what else can I cry about on here? I know people don't give a shit. So I found out today that this guy Kevin got a free peice of ass from me... because he was acting like I owed him to spend every waking moment with him after that... damn he was srung off this. Oh well, jerk got to keep a free movie I left over there. You leave yourself open to the world and it spits in your eye. Screw it. I'm still SEXY AS HELL! So I went out last night and I was drinking and singing some Karaoke....my friend was all over the place and I was invited to another table by some nice ladies having a blast! The

Marilyn Monroe
Fast Facts Birth Name: Norma Jeane Mortenson Also Known As: Norma Jeane Baker Birth date: June 1, 1926 Birth place: Los Angeles, CA Death date: August 5, 1962 Death place: Brentwood, CA Burial location: Corridor of Memories, #24, at Westwood Memorial Park in Los Angeles, CA Height: 5 feet 5 1/2 inches Weight: Varied, 115 - 120 lbs. Measurements: 37-23-36 (Studio's Claim); 35-22-35 (Dressmaker's Claim) Hair color: Blond Eyes: Blue High schools: Van Nuys High School; University High School Occupations: Model, Actress, Singer Mother: Gladys Baker Half-brother: Hermitt Jack Baker Half-sister: Berniece Miracle Marriages: Jimmy Dougherty (1942-1946); Joe DiMaggio (1954); Arthur Miller (1956-1961) Stepchildren: Joe DiMaggio, Jr., Jane and Robert Miller Did you know? In 1999, Marilyn was named the Number One Sex Star of the 20th Century by Playboy magazine In 1999, Marilyn was voted the 'Sexiest Woman of the Century' by People Magazine. Issued on J

Toxiclovepoison [poems]
His love took me over I cannot forget I want to erase him I want to hate him But my heart won't let me I have to know Does you kiss taste like his? Will your touch feel the same? He's my drug and It's just so hard to quit I need someone to dull the pain His lips were toxic poision Sealed with a kiss He took my heart away And since then I've never been the same Love is suicide With him that almost became true I'll never get over him Because he was my first love All will be compared to him I need to know If your kiss tastes like his And if your touch will feel the same But he can't ever know How hard he is to quit I need someone to dull the pain His lips were toxic poision Sealed with a kiss He took my heart away And since then I've never been the same I've tried to move on But all I find are boys like him Give me something to live for Even for just a moment Cuz I can't seem to stop myself This sweet morphine will take me away So I can fo

So Glamorous...
Aye tagged me and I can't turn her down. So now here's the rule: I'm supposed to list 10 random things about myself....and, then tag 10 people at the end of this blog who have to post their own blogs of RANDOM THINGS ABOUT THEMSELVES and tag 10 new people as well. 1. I love scooby doo... can't tell you why. It cracks my shit up. 2. I bellydance. Not professionally, but I have performed for audiences. 3. I love thai buffet, buffet more than a thai restaurant cause then I get to try everything. 4. I was the tallest girl in my school (or grade can't remember which) until I was 11. 5. I love cheese. 6. My boobs have names... coco and chanel. 7. I hate romantic comedies. 8. I'm jamaican and cuban 9. I know how to play the trumpet 10. I love daytime tv... judge shows and maury, hilarious. I have to tag 10 more people... not sure who... Hey all... I know I said I wouldnt.. but I did it again... Help a girl out in this contest... just one rat

~freaky Ass Bitch Or House3wife~
just wanted to wish each and every one of you a very happy fathers day HERES THE DEAL I WANNA SEE HOW MANY MEN AND WOMEN ACTUALLY PREFER A FREAKY ASS GURL OR A PLAIN JANE....LET ME KNOW............

Tagged
WELL I JUST GOT TAGGED AND THIS IS A FEW THINGS ABOUT ME... 1.I LOVE TO WORK PEOPLE SAY I WORK TO TO MANY HOURS A WEEK 50-60.... 2.I LOVE TO SAVE MONEY. I HATE TO SPEND CASH ON THINGS I DONT NEED BUT WANT... 3.I LOVE MY TRUCK 2007 F-150 I WASH IT TWICE A WEEK... 4.I DRINK A LITTLE JACK&COKE IS MY DRINK OF CHOICE!!!!! 5.I GO OUT SOMETIMES WITH MY FRIENDS BUT I DONT DRINK AND DRIVE.... 6.I DRIVE TOO FAST. I JUST TOOK A CLASS TO GET THE 6 POINTS OFF MY MVR... 7.I LIKE BOXING AND WRESTLING.... 8.MY EX-BOYFRIEND WRESTLES 2-3 TIMES A MONTH AND I STILL HAVE TO GO SEE HIS SHOWS. 9.I HAVE 4 WRESTLING BELTS MY EX WON THAT I WONT GIVE HIM BACK .HELL I LIKE THEM SO WHAT!!!!!HE CANT HAVE THEM BACK ...SUE ME!!!!! 10.I NEED TO GO OUT MORE AND STOP WORKING SO HARD!!!!!!!!

Just Blogging
Well this pass weekend I found out I'm pregnant... So I'm guessing I'm about a month or so and if that is the case I'm due around april 3... I go to the doctors August 17th to find out everything... I'm sooooo excited I can't wait to my baby comes.... I got names picked out already if i have a boy his name is going to damien lee if its a girl Sabrina Lynn... You've never referred to Philadelphia as anything but "Philly." And New Jersey has always been "Jersey." You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." "You guys" is a perfectly acceptable reference to a group of men & women. You know how to respond to the question "Djeetyet?" (Did you eat yet?) You learned to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Wilkes-Barre, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, New Tripoli, Tunkhannock, Punxsutawney, Tamaqua, Susquehanna, Allegheny, Mahantongo, Shenandoah and Monongahela. You know what a "Mummer" is, and are disappointed if you can't catch at least highlights of the parade. The first day of buck and t

Just For You...
As I take your clothes from you let me gaze upon your body. Dance naked I promise I won't touch, but drive me crazy with a thought. Let me dance in your head with you until you invite me to be by you, but still drive me mad with the thought of touching something that maybe way to fun for one mans soul to handle. Let me taste what makes you happy as you gaze down on my face doing the thing you only wish me to do. Let me see your face with wet lips and a starving soul for the things you need and I want. Let me lie beside you as you breath deep upon the air that we created together. As I look upon your heaving chest and your wonderful body….let me only dream of what it would be like to be one with you. When we are asleep let me have the most wildest dreams that bring me to the edge that I have to wake you and do it all again. Let me taste your smile upon my lips as you purr with happiness. Rub my head it is just your choice what head you will choose….take me, devour me when I do

Thought And Questions Over Coffee Alone.
I was at the bar the other night and I saw your face pass me by again. It was a ripple in time and all of what was in momentum paused while you moved. I was standing on the corner and I saw you pass in a car with out saying hello. Then again it was a dream that keeps moving along in fast motion and maybe I was waking up. I have been waiting to see you, but you never turn my way. Last night I dreamed that I was next to you and you never let me go. This morning I drank my coffee alone and I thought of you. I don't know what love is…I thought I did, but when there is only one giving it, is it really love? Why does this man speak of love so much, when he was so damned afraid of being around it? Is a wounded heart like any other wound, does it heal and become stronger or does it scar over and become very tough and ugly? Why do I feel safer in front of friends and smile for few hours, then in front of someone that possibly could make me smile for the rest of my life I feel like I need

California
i havent blogged in a year? oh crap. lol things around here are probably the same as last year, working tons at the airport still. i want to get a sportbike this month, something used to start, itd be nice to get out and take pictures again too and a motorcycle would be an affordable way to get out and about. (fuck the current gas prices) i will be gone nearly a month. i should have some wifi access at the hotel or else i will crash over at ashlee's to use her computer. you all know youre going to miss me so leave me some messages if you can. there should be picture updates from time to time while im in california so be on the look out. XoxO -Jakob

Puddles
Things I've learned from my boys. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. If you spray hairspray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. A 3 year old boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowed restaurant. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to hold a 45 lb. boy wearing batman pajamas and a superman cape. It is strong enough however,if tied to a paint can, to spread enough red paint on 4 walls of a 20 by 20 ft. room. You should not throw a baseball up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. The glass in windows (even double pane)doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. When you hear the toliet flush and the words "uht oh", it's already to late. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.

Shut - The - Fuck - Up
To every fucking one of you who wines and cries and complains about ppl apparently "down rating" you here`s a fucking clue: pay the fuck attention To all the girls who cry about it, shut the fuck up bc you`re all hypocrits and attention whores. You first off say "oh im not that good looking" or complain how ugly you are. A method often used to get a guys attention for a compliment to boost your so called low self esteem. The minute someone gives you an honest rate that isn`t a ten or higher you throw a fit worse then my 2 yr old daughter! Hypocrits. Is this called CherryTap10`s? Lets face it. NOT EVERYONE IS A TEN! And what are you bitching for you still get the points you so desperately need. Note the sarcasm. There`s the option of 1 to 10 and for those who pay 11`s as well. God forbid someone gives you an honest fucking rate. Not everyone is going to think you`re a ten. Big fucking deal. Grow the fuck up. Then to all of you who go that one step further and post a bulletin

Lost Love
†She helped me to come out...And to feel what I never had before She helped me to understand...And I now understand myself She helped me to learn...And now I know She helped me to hold on...And now I cant let go! She helped me to love...And now I cant stop!!!!!! She helped me to live...But now I forgot You see...She said goodbye...And that it was time to go...But as you can tell....I did not know I dont't go to bed thinking of you... I don't dream of you... I dont spend all day hoping you will call... I dont think of you with him... I dont think of the days we were happy... I dont feel betrayed by you... I dont care that he asked you to marry him... I dont love you anymore... I dont care... Theese are the lies i tell myself, because if i dont then it tears me up... If i acknowledge the the truth instead of the vicsious lies I will countinue to hear the same sound and feel the same pain everyday for the rest of my life I hurt you and for that

Name Change?
ok people, I seem to be having a real problem with someone tagging all my stuff NSFW... and its in my funny stuff folder or its a pic that im not showing any skin at all. someone is trying to get me kicked off here, and if you know who it is please let me know. it is really starting to PISS ME OFF!!!! and yes I got rid of the boyfriend. Why is it that people will rate you and make a few comments.. and expect you to do the same but after you fan them they dont fan u back...I think thats bullshit... I rate all 10's and I comment alot, I try to rate all pics unless ur 1 of those that have 100's then I gotta take my time to get to them , but if I fan you I would appreciate a fan back... Thanks for listening... Cindy OK i used to be a cherry assassin .. now im just an assassin.. i dont like that...makes me feel like a fuckin killer.. I hate this!!!!!

Geez!
*WARNING: Vent in progress* Damn...I am sooo used to dating guys that have a clue at how to do things aroudn the house that I sometimes forget my hubby hasn't GOT a clue. F*CK! So this morning...I can't get the water is the shower to turn off. Grrreat! The tub isn't draining very well, so it's filling up. I knew the knob must've been stripped, so I took it off and tried to used some pliers on it. Nothing. The tub is about half full and I can't go to work with it running or it will overflow, so I...being a brilliant thinker at this time of the morning...call my hubby at work to ask him if he has a clue as to how to turn the water off...forgetting he would be the last effin' person in the world to know how. He yells at me that he's at work and can't deal with this right now. Well fine then! So I start emptying water out of the tub with my big dutch oven. And I put my HUGE stock pot that I have...thank you Becky!...in there to let it fill up. The shower has one of

Kelly
I remember when I first started blogging here. I was "new". I started browsing, was impressed at how Fu was NOT the next Myspace. Soon after I found inspiration in a random drive-by here on fu. I don't know if I was just lucky that day but finding the fu "user" Exir changed my whole blogging experience, literally. A new niche in online blogging soon made it into my normal daily routine. I blogged and blogged, re-designed, conformed. After a year I found myself slowly digressing into the blahs of fubar changes". I really believe it did start with the removal of java use. For myself, what made stand apart from the rest was the freedom it offered. In time that freedom was slowly stripped away leaving many long time bloggers here with very little options for self expression. Allthough many found unique ways around these changes, I still believe it was a hard slap to our intelligence to substitute our freedoms of expression with the likes of "widgets" that ap

Poems
Inside I'm slowly dying..... I'm fading away so fast........ I thought things would be different..... Now I'm not sure how long i can last...... I don't know what to say..... I don't know what to do..... It hurts just to think..... That i may never get to be with you..... I lie awake each night.... Thoughts running through my head...... Praying something will turn out right..... But inside it just feels like I'm dead....... Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care? Will anything ever go right? Will my love i ever get to share? I know that I'm not perfect.... And that I'll never be.... So please just try and accept me..... Either hold my hand or set me free..... A poem that I found a long time ago, let it be to remember our lost heros, whether they were grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, cousins and friends.... When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your

Hot
today was way too hot out like I know its almost summertime so the weathers gonna get higher and warmer but 86 degrees thats too hot and it wasnt just all hot out I was sweating all over I hate that Its good thing we have water to drink because if we did'nt I'd go nuts pop and sugary stuff makes you even thirtier and milk its not good when its warm out

Mia's Very Secret Thoughts. Heh.
I was born a depressed bastard with hand-me-down clothes and a mother that had to work three jobs to feed my sorry-ass brothers and my sorry-ass self. We stood in lines at churches and waited for free food. We had food stamps and WIC and all the embarrassing assistance I didn’t want my schoolmates to know about. I can only remember that in black & white. But even the future is based on grayscale. These days the existence (and persistence) of the lack of color in my life is pushing me to my limits and I realize that I want more. I want to learn the secrets of the trade: If you love me, I’ll love you. I want to find the fountain of youth: I’m only as young as I feel.

Collars
♥¸¸·¨`·»Collars«·´¨·¸¸♥ Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe a relationship between a Dominant and a submissive. ALL collars demand respect from both Dominants and submissives in the community, B/both T/those IN the relationship.. and T/those outside of it. A collar is not given lightly, nor should it be. The collar, ANY collar, means that the submissive is off-limits and no longer available to serve others except under the direction of her/his dominant. Any dominant who pursues a collared submissive will risk serious damage to his/her reputation. It is an extreme breach of protocol. ~~TRAINING~~ (may or may NOT signify Ownership) There are two different reasons a training collar may be used: as a symbol of the desire to further or deepen the relationship or, for the training of a submissive for a limited time. Depending on the reason it is given, it can be a prelude to a Formal Collar (1) or can be end

Thoughts From Me
Just because Rev. Savage and I don't give you a ten shouldn't make you mad. Sometimes the pictures we see don't flatter you. As for the soldier who insulted me, My grandfather served in the military and I have the utmost respect for the military. It is because of our soldiers fighting for my freedom that gives me the right to say what I want and rate your picture how I want.

Lil One's Blog
I'm sitting here and thinking, Of what someday I'll be. And I have to wonder, If this was ment for me. My life it seems is endless, To drag on day to day. But I have to stop and wonder, Will it always be this way? I streatch and then I look around, and emptyness I see. I have to wonder if this was the way, Things were ment to be. I look about as I wonder, If I'm doing this right. Before I try to lift the stone, while straining with all my might. I move on through the timeless, Rivers of the soul. And as once more I wonder, I take another spoon from the bowl. Through all my hardest trials, And my unseemly fears. I can only hope and pray, That I will be held dear. But if that isn't ment, To be. Then what will ever, Come of me? None of us ever stop to think about how short life really is. But then what do we know about it? We know that it could come upon us at anytime, anyplace, at any age. And we know it doesn't descrimanate... Or d

Lil One's Poetry
Broken dreams, Embittered trust. These things are, Never a must. Family first, Is what you said. But that thought, Was shot down dead. There for me, You always were. But now I know, That times a blurr. My best friend, My cousin dear. I hope you've listened, I hope you hear. Because of you, I'd had no fear. But now I'm not sure, I wish it were clear. One day I hope, You'll go to normal. But then again don't, Go to formal. Fond of you, I'll always be. But my trust in you, Was broken by three. How can life, Be so unfair? I wish I could see, You standing there. Your gorgeous eyes, And wonderful smile. Could be seen for more, Than 10 country mile. I can't wait for, Us to meet. Dare I believe, This more than a dream. I long to hold, Your hand in mine. And kiss you, Each and every night. Past lives that seem, To Coincide. Could you be the one, To righten my life? She raises her head, And looked around. Her

Veritas
Its been a while since Ive written in a blog.....no one on here knows what has been going on in my life so I see it as a fresh start. Recently Ive been contacted by a couple ex-girlfriends and I am asking myself, why? Why not just let it be and let me go on in my life? Do they not understand, its over, its done, one cares for no one but herself and thinks that because I cared for her once she can keep fucking me over and screwing the other half of the county. The other loves her drugs so much that when I needed her the most in my life she was too fucked up to care. So I pushed them away and for once turned my back on them. I had to turn my back to see a future in front of me. This is my time, this is my step forward, this is my new beginning. I like to write in blogs so to those who read this I dont just ramble on about useless and pointless stuff.....I like to provoke thought and ask the hard questions in life and see if I can type out an answer. I hope that this blog is filled

I Love This!!!
HEY! HEY! YOU! YOU! I DON'T Like Ur Girlfriend!! DON'T pretend!!! I think U KNOW I'M DAMN PRECIOUS!!!! And HELL YEA!!!! I'M a MOTHA FUCKIN' PRINCESS!!! In a second U'll be wrapped around my finger!!! CUZ, I CAN!! Cuz, I CAN do IT BETTER!!! There's NO other!!!!!! So, when's it gonna sink in?!!!! She's SO stupid!!! WHAT THE HELL were U THINKIN'?!!!!

Pan Cake Mix
This is TRUE --Check it out! http://www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/pancake.asp I recently made a batch of pancakes for my healthy 14-year-old son, using a mix that was in our pantry. He said that they tasted "funny," but ate them anyway. About 10 minutes later, he began having difficulty breathing and his lips began turning purple. I gave him his allergy pill, had him sit on the sofa and told him to relax. He was wheezing while inhaling and exhaling. My husband, a volunteer Firefighter and EMT , heated up some water, and we had my son lean over the water so the steam could clear his chest and sinuses. Soon, his breathing became more regular and his lips returned to a more normal color. We checked the date on the box of pancake mix and, to my dismay, found it was very outdated. As a reference librarian at an academic institution, I have the ability to search through many research databases. I did just that, and found an article the next day that mentioned a 19-year-old mal

I'll Be In Pittsburgh, Pa All Next Week!
Back to work finally! Havent worked since Easter Sunday, so i'm definetely excited.... 7 days in Pittsburgh, PA Monday 6/4/07 - Monday 6/11/07 building the stage and tear down for Kenny Chesney Concert. Should be interesting to say the least! Anyone from around Pittsburgh please send me a message, I have a couple questions about the area. I won't have access to the internet after Sunday, so call the cell if its business related, or leave a message on here or the hotline (313)986-8584 Check Out the tour launch video on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uc05Qi8m4gY Flip Flop Stadium Summer 2007 Country Musics Finest Kenny Chesney featuring: Brooks & Dunn, Sara Evans, and Pat Green *06/09/07 Pittsburgh, PA Heinz Field 06/09/07* 06/23/07 Philadelphia, PA Lincoln Financial Field 07/07/07 Seattle, WA Qwest Field & Event Center 07/14/07 Cleveland, OH Cleveland Browns Stadium 07/28/07 Foxboro, MA Gillette Stadium 08/18/07 Detroit, MI Ford Field Kenny Chesney,

What's The Deal?
ok.. answer me this guys... I'm not saying I'm looking for a relationship, but but it's like all the guys i'm talking to want to be just friends. is it something about me? i mean i think i'm hella fun and i don't mind having guy friends but damn it's like every single one of them says something to the effect of "can't we just be friends?" i've never had an issue before now with seriously no less than three guys said that to me in a matter of days. oh they will flirt with me all day but when something may happen they run. and well... i just don't know. I'm not gunna deny that i want a lil bit of em all but damn... not one in the bunch??? noone wants to throw a bone this way.... so what's up guys??!?!?