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I Need A Swimming Buddy
Okay I hate swimming alone. My brother and his girlfriend swam with me yesterday and all they did was make out, ewww. Anyways its the biggest above ground pool you can get so its pretty big. Now all I need is some swimming buddies, any volunteers? Let me know....

Txtonguetwisterz Little Update Spot!!!
Hey, miracles do happen ya know. I actually got back on here to update this thing again. Yes,your probly right, if you figured i was sittin out here, watchin this well, taking readings, and being bored off my ass. I dont really have anything exciting to tell, so i will update the boring for ya!! I just been working these gas wells, tryin to make a few bucks is all. Last week was really slow, so i got to be at home with Cyn all week.(You know, long enough to drive her crazy!) I'm sure she was glad to get a little break from my butt finally. My oldest daughter, Heather, finally turned 18 on May 7th. They sure grow up fast on ya. damn. My 2nd daughter, Lyndsey Jo, will be 17 on Aug. 27th. NOOOOO. haha. School will be out soon, and we aint sure what they are gonna be doing. Adam may attend summer school. Aint sure. He will be living with us again before school starts though. Zack has said he wants to live with us too, And his mom said fine. So we will see what happens with that. As fo

Boredum To The Xtreme
the thing I hate most about today would have to be one thing. I have a concussion. Not from wrestling either. I'm quitting drugs so my body's going insane inside. I blacked out and smashed my head on the coffee table resulting in my mom rushing me into the hospital. It's actually kind of embarrassing to think about now.

Lets Rock!!
Yep I like Rock'N'Roll..it been very good to Me. Been doing guitar for years .and done some vids. My Vids rock>revised jimi Hendrix, that I Do. so if your want to see A Real guitar player, Watch me in colts vids. www.cincityliveradio.com .once ya hit enter. you will be at cincity radio..theres A list you see. once ya enter .A player will be on with radio you can decide to hit drive-inn movies,colt vids thats where i have my 12 song list at. Stone Free" "fire" purple Haze" ETC I'm there Oh I play hard..With my teeth,in stone free. But you cant get this kinda Rock anywhere unrealeased stuff up-state-connection,group I'm T.H.E. behind the Band 3 peice to 4 so let me take You Higher ..with Rock Desire. www.cincityliveradio.com or www.youtube.com/marrss2007 what A bummer...that time has passed and then, no summer...thats a bummer.. Cant Compla

Hopes And Dreams
Lately, those who u think are friends, seem to be shady and two sided. In the past several months, i have made many "friends" on CT, some of which turned out to be fake, and some who I believe to be real. I have seen staged deaths and mockeries enough to drive you insane. That's the realism of internet communities.. fakeness to a degree. I had became a DJ at a lounge that at one point was very popular, and had many friends in it, and i have seen many other DJ's come and go, some to start their own lounges, so therefore creating a rift in our lil family, others have "died" but not really. I have spent months dedicating myself to the lounge, and when times got rough for the owner, i said i would take over for them, and ease the load. I gave my ALL on top of my daily life. Working numerous hours for the benefit of the lounge, while other's were "to" busy to help us out, when they were needed the most. On that note, when it comes down to it, the owner decides that the lo

Porn Star Gets Pulled Over For Speeding And Is Caught With Illegal Painkillers. Cop Throws Them Out In Return For Oral Sex. Porn Star Writes About The
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,275524,00.html http://jen-makes-u-mile.blogspot.com/2007/05/porn-stars-blog-has-tennessee-trooper.html or go to abcnews.go.com/US/story?id=3196477 - May 27, 2007

~science~
Blah! Blah, blah, blah… I’ve got the blahs. HomeAbout Some Cool Science Sites Whether you like it or not, science holds a central and critical role in modern society. Even those of us who are science-adverse still have the cell phone, the car, and the TV that are the direct result of scientific innovation. But, beyond that, science has transformed how we view the universe, as well as how we view our place within it. It behooves all of us to know at least a little bit about science so that we can better understand the world in which we live. Here are a few science related sites I stumbled upon that are worth the visit. The American Institute of Physics, publisher of Physics Today, also runs the Center for History of Physics. Their mission (from their website): AIP’s Center for History of Physics works to to preserve and make known the historical record of modern physics and allied sciences. Through documentation, archival collections and educational initiatives, the

Contest
To all my friends, fans, family, would ya drop by at the link below and put ya comments in for me n have ya friends help me out as well. Repost this link as well if ya like. *smiles* Most comments win this one. This is my first contest ever entered and would appreciate all the help possible!!! May i return the favor one day!!! Take care n have a good one!!! *smiles* Rod aka HarleyCowboy http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=159760&i=3334358744

My Cd's
~ The Best of Alice Cooper - Mascara & Monsters ~ Blackhawk - Blackhawk ~ Black Sabbath - Greatest Hits 1970-1978 ~ Breaking Benjamin - Saturate ~ Breaking Benjamin - We Are Not Alone ~ Clay Aiken - Measure Of A Man ~ Ultimate Dirty Dancing Soundtrack ~ Disturbed - The Sickness ~ Disturbed - Ten Thousand Fists ~ Pantera - Reinventing The Steel ~ 8 Mile Soundtrack ~ Frankie J - The One ~ Tim Rushlow - Tim Rushlow ~ Godsmack - Awake ~ Godsmack - Faceless ~ Godsmack - The Other Side ~ Godsmack - IV ~ Jeff Bates - Rainbow Man ~ Rammstein - Rosenrot ~ The Very Best of Kiss ~ Korn - Follow The Leader ~ Pantera - Cowboys From Hell ~ Billy Currington - Doin' Somethin' Right ~ Megadeth - Countdown To Extinction ~ My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge ~ Scorpions - Big City Nights ~ System Of A Down - Toxicity ~ Thrice - Vheissu ~ Thrice - The Artist In The Ambulance ~ Trace Adkins - Greatest Hits Vol. 1 ~ Trace Adkins - Chrome ~ Trace Adkins - Comin

Gettin Close To Movin Day
well im new to this site and once i get the hang on it i think ill like it....but ill be offline for a lil whil e...im livin in new tazewell tn at the moment but this weekend ill be movin to harlan ky ...startin all over again ..its kind of scary for me cause im leavin 2 of my children behind....my daughter 18 and son 20.its gonna be hard to leave my daughter cause she my best friend too.ill still have my baby that 16 with me but it wont be the same...as they start thier new life ..ill be startin a new life for me so bear with me ill be back when i get settle in after this weekend may take me a month but ill be back lol

Voicemail
I just put my voice message recorder back on my page.. it's been absent for a while. I would LOVE to hear from you. It's simple, just click on it, it will give you a number to call and you just leave me a message.. NO, it's not a 900 number it's just a regular phone number and best of all, it's FUN! Long distance charges would still apply but in this day and age, who DOESN'T have free long distance?? Come leave me some sexy voice love :)

On Air Bulletin
DAZED AND CONFUSED?WANNA BE? JOINDJ BIG SEXY& DJ SEXY SOUTHERN EXCLUSIVELY ON (repost of original by '♫Naughty Southerngirl♫~Dj @ Intoxicated Radio~' on '2008-01-03 19:55:22') HEY EVERYBODY!! I know Southern and I have been gone for a few months.(RELAX DBO71, EVERYTHING'S COOL) Apparently the cable people decided to shut off our internet against our will,,then again,,it might have something to do with me not paying them. (those bastards!) I think we just about got our shit straight and should be back in about a month. Thanks to everybody that sent me gifts and birthday wishes, I promise I will go to everyones page and thank you properly. We miss everybody and can't wait to be back on the air. (After all,,Intoxicated Radio does rule ya know! lmao) Sooooo keep checking our profiles,,and keep listening to Intox, or just go to intoxicatedradio.com (we miss you guys) and we should have something soon about when we'll be back. Peace Out and CRANK IT UP!!!!

Something I Wrote
i was just sitting around and started writing one night and this is what i got. love it or hate it doesnt make a diff. to me.but feel free to leave comments. confessions of a madd madd woman Dont doubt the need for escape from the ties that bind. some sort of altered state of mind the release we all must find its not all in my mind its in my heart and soul i am eye trying to b complete and whole fillin in the painful holes created by flaws that cannot b controled i exist and no not y need meaning to this maddness the logic eye hold is my own and i must own it for all its worth worthiness effortless dreams paralizing me coating my mind w/ a slick sicness called life betraying my wants to fullfill the needs of others bottling selfconspirisies to fake a sane face blinding paranoia blocks the light of the sun darkness conceals the real faces eye hold in attempts to portray the norm of all im not an extrodinary person no way to be special needing reco

*****devils Play Ground**********
Hi Cherries, I am coming to you To Tell you about a Great Lounge.It is *******DEVILS PLAY GROUND******** It has Awesome Music and Great People.We Would love For you To join us.Come Check us out.We are looking to fill Some Spots in the room.These Positions are Needed. Bartenders Go-Go dancers Security Dj's Many Others and looking for great people who are looking to have fun with the rest of us.If you are interested in filling any of these Spots Please Contact the Owner of the Lounge!Here is His link `~~******OWNER OF DEVILS PLAY GROUND ***~DJ ANGER@ CherryTAP Click here!! Thanks Smokingbibbw!!!

To Hell And Back
In every war there is a poem , a song that stirs the mind . Of deeds long gone, heroic tales of bravery forgotten . We will always remember the song "Over there" or the poem "In Flanders field . But times have changed, no longer do they sing from "The Halls of Montesuma to the shores of Tripoli . My time is done, I have served my country with pride .Now a new generation has taken up the torch. To them I say be brave, and if duty calls for it die with honour. For you are all heroes! DeleteReplyForwardSpamMove... Previous | Next | Back to Messages Save Message Text | Full Headers i have seen friends of mine go home with the flag on them . once i almost did my self but was luck enuff i guess not to . each time i here of or see a soilder come home that way a peace of me dies to . some of use just come home with scares and memories , thows memories , or maybe i should say nightmares . enyway please dont ever forget all of them ours and yours that are over there . thank you for rea

The Lp 411 !!!
Projekt Revolution 2008 Announced Linkin Park presents Projekt Revolution 2008 with Chris Cornell, The Bravery, Ashes Divide, Atreyu, 10 Years, Hawthorne Heights, Armor For Sleep, and Street Drum Corps. Tickets go on sale nationwide for select shows April 11. LP Underground members will get access to presale tickets from April 4 at 10am to April 5 at 5pm, so be sure to join now so you don’t miss this opportunity! To show their appreciation for their fanclub, Linkin Park has decided to pick up the service charge for LPU members who purchase presale tickets. "As a thank-you to our fan club, the band would like to pick up part of the tab for their tickets to this summer’s Projekt Revolution: Linkin Park will be paying the service charge on fanclub presale tickets," says Mike Shinoda. "This will save most fans roughly $8-11. Our fan club has been incredibly loyal and supportive, and we hope this gesture lets them know how much we appreciate them." If you’re not already a me

My Song Lyrics (i Won't Bother Posting The Music)
Splitting skin and the cold seeps in as the nail punctures the vein zero time like a whino on a wine run, nothing gets in my way In your face like the mask on the maker, oh the skull and bones stare of doom I don't need a note of invitation, I'm gonna burn my own way through CHORUS I CAN'T stop picking at the lesions I WON'T-sell my soul again I WANT-to tell myself I'm alright I'M NOT-but I don't mind I CAN-be cold and indifferent I CAN-be the one who's shamed I CAN-wear a thousand masks right but every one of them will look the same you will never pick my face out in the faceless crowd REPEAT I'm the super-proud dad of a brain-dead train wreck and the suicide son of a brutal rape tell me how it feels mister Victim and I'll let you take these chains Repeat chorsu Inward and outward and over and under The ending beginning in lightning and thunder And fire and sulfer corroding your mind EATING AND ETCHING THE BACKS OF YOUR EYES And some

New Pics Up
I have new Pictures up stop by and some me some love comment as much as you want would like to know what you think, thanks and have a good day Stop by and say hi sometime and show some love so i dont feel lonely and want to leave ct cause i do like it here and i hav made some friends since ive been here but only a few ppl spend any time talkin to me tryin to get to know me and im single so i can make all the friends i want without havin to worry about some body gettin mad lol so stop by and show me some crazy love, loves you all peace

Poems
I don't think we should talk anymore I'm falling way too fast My heart is oh so fragile As delicate as glass We need to face the fact We're never going to meet This "cyber love" is perfect But my heart's left in defeat We're seperated by miles And the oceans are too wide But I can't pretend I don't care My heart I cannot hide That's why I think we should stop Before this goes too far Because the last thing I need Is another break in my heart Don't take this the wrong way You did nothing wrong But I can't wait forever Because forever's too long And if you're reading this I hope you understand We can never be together Because I can't hold your hand Falling for you I don't regret It's just the fact We never met... Can you see God's beauty, Can you see His love shine, In everything around you, Just look at all the magnificent signs. It is in each individual snowflake, That drifts so gracefully to the ground. You can see His love so vividly,

Warning To All Woman
IM GOING TO BE CLEANING UP MY FRIENDS LIST. IF U WANT TO STAY THEN LET ME NOW. IF U DONT. I WILL BE DELETING U FROM MY PAGE THEN. IF UR A TRUE FRIEND THEN ILL NOW FOR SURE IF U APPLY TO THIS. IM ONLY ON HERE FOR FRIENDS. NOT A POPALARITY CONTEST. State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (10) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on yo

With Honors
Here is a poem/letter that was supposed to go out to or sent to all Service troops around the holidays(ok x-mas) written by a friend of mine and Lizzard's(David), Thomas Burke, this friend wrote. WITH HONOR With honor you have served during peacetime and at war. both here at home and on distant foreign shores. You fought in many battles long before my time. You're fighting now and still may be after I have died. I've heard the stories about the jungles of Nam, where you went through hell on earth. I watched you crossing desert sands, wishing you weren't there and for your quick and safe return I bowed my head in prayer. I feel blessed to have been born in a land as great as this. Where I have freedom to believe, and choose how I should live. This freedom I enjoy was bought for me by others, it wasn't cheap,it cost the lives of many sons and daughters. The sacrifice and courage that made our country free, still lives in you, is a noble cause, and keeps us free tod

Tangles Of My Mind
Come talk with me and lie Sit next to me and die It is contagious, this disease It will leave you begging, on your knees It courses through your blood, your brain It whispers to you, we are insane Save your worry, hold your fear It is going nowhere, for it lives here It ravages the soul, the mind Blazes a ruthless trail, leaves a wasteland behind Come and talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die You will feel it, it drifts through the air From me, now, to you, a new throat to tear A lifetime ago, they did rip through flesh so tender Your mind will resist, your very being will surrender The bright shining lies a child will believe The undying agony no one can relieve Come talk with me and lie Come sit next to me and die Never alone, it will take us together Both halves of me, now separate forever It is contagious, this disease It will have you pleading, on your knees It burns alive the blood, the brain It begs a whisper, we are insane Hold your worry, s

In Russia Today.......
have been on Cherrytap quite a bit of late, due to my arm injury, and i have noticed that the "sexygirlblond" (i think using girl in her name is pushing it) women has spent maybe $1000 on happy hours on the last week, i admit i did visit her page, and listen to her voice message, and quite a voice message it is to, if you get hot listening to OAP's talking dirty (thinking of you there Rev) drop by and listen. Quite what makes people spend so much money is alien to me, sure the site need it to run or should that be, "the site needs it to return a tidy profit"....... not sure, still this site will never get a penny of my hard earned $$$$$$$, i am far to much of a free loader for that to happen. What makes some granny want to become a Cherrytap god ? what motivates the top cherrys to spend there time and money gaining such lofty heights ? answers on a postcard Doddy PO Box 101 Russia This women CLAIMS she is 33.…….LMFAO, I personally think she getting her age and IQ mixe

Friends & Life
You Are Occasionally a Jerk Magnet You've been known to attract real jerky guys from time to time... But the truth is, you know what you're getting into. You can help but love bad boys. Are You a Jerk Magnet? Alt Key + Calculator Number = Symbol I was excited when I found out that I could use my keyboard to make certain symbols. This really makes it easy in e-mail, HTML Generators and Graphic Programs. Try it out, it's very easy. Hold the ALT key & using the "Calculator" (right hand side of keyboard) type the number indicated that is next to the symbol you want to create, then release Alt Key and the Symbol will appear. If you would like the printable version of the Alt Key Symbols for reference, then CLICK HERE. The page will open up in a new window. © = 0169 Copyright ® = 0174 Registered ¤ = 15 ¶ = 20 § = 21 Ç = 128 ü = 129 é = 130 â = 131 ä = 132 à = 133 å = 134 ç = 135 ê = 136 ë = 137 è = 138 ï = 139 î = 140 ì

Hickory Dickory Dock
a beautiful smile for all to see a perfect mask, a perfect me through all this, my spirit had died I stood so tall, yet wept inside so drowning in sorrow, fear & lies shadowed in darkness with bleeding eyes my breaking heart could take no more with every step, my soul tore yet still I wear my mask for you all to see a perfect person, a perfect me! Sex is like Nike (Just do it!) Dick is like Gatorade (Is it in you?) & Pussy is like Wendy's (Taste great even late!) Hickory...Dickory...Dock... A Slut was suckin a cock... Her hair tangled... So the bitch got strangled... But at least she swallowed the shot!

My Next Fight
Allan "Stryker" Stamp Its Official Folks, Allan "Stryker" Stamp is set to do Battle in Oklahoma City, OK. for a fight on June 16th. Stamp recieved his contract today and is ready to rumble at 205. Stamp has an impressive pro record of 18-3-1 and his opponent will bring an 18-20-11 record to the cage and Stamp is looking for another win to add to his already impressive record. This will be an exciting card, details will be released soon. Stamp will be fighting in Warriors of the Cage at the Farmers Market over on Kline St in OKLA CITY!! Stay tuned for more details regarding this incredible fight card at the Team Apocolypse website at www.myspace.com/teamapocolypseinc Team In addition to the fights that night there will be a special guest appearance by Dallas "The Destroyer" Cordts who is a female pro mma fighter with an equally impressive record to the table of 18-0. She is going to support Stamp and visit her old hometown in addition to making a special guest appearance f

Need A Credit Card
WWW.BESTCREDITCARDAPPLY.COM Apply for a Credit Card Welcome to BestCreditCardApply.com where you can browse a selection of over 100 credit cards. Choose a credit card by type, issuer or provider. Compare several credit cards that meet your finanical criteria. Browse, compare, and apply online for a credit card. We offer secure links to 100's of credit card applications. Select by Card Type Airline Miles Credit Cards Hotel Rewards Credit Cards Business Credit Cards Instant Decision Credit Cards Catalog Cards Poor Credit Credit Cards Rewards Credit Cards Secured Credit Cards Gas Credit Cards Student Credit Cards Select by Issuer Advanta Discover American Express Bank of America Chase HSBC Bank Nevada Citibank Select by Provider WWW.BESTCREDITCARDAPPLY.COM check out my new sight! and apply today. everyone can get a credit card, with gas prices going up and those fuckers running the pumps want turn them on. just pay with a card and its turned on right a

Missin My Baby
sittin here think how much i miss my baby girl...she in harlan ky right now .been there for a week with friends waitin for me to egt back there .......see thats where were movin to from tn back to ky.she didnt want to come back so i letted her stay .even though i talk to many times a day i still miss her ...i sit and cry when i get off the ohone ..o kno she gettin well taken care of ...but i cant wait til this weknd so i can see her again.this is the longest i been way from my baby even though she 16 she still my baby .and i kno once in settle in ky im gonna miss my oldest daughter too she not movin with me...anyway it goes i have a peice of my heart riped outta me...im 18 yr old stayin behind cause she wants to have her baby in tennessee....she is her own person so i haft to repect her and let her go.....anyway it goes im gonna miss my baby

My Blog
Okay, I've seen where some of y'all get downrated and smack the perp with a 10 just to show that you are better than them. That's all cool, but I'm a bit more ornery than that. I get a few ratings under 10. No problem. I give them what they gave me. And if it was under a 5, I block them too. What I find amusing is when someone rates me a 3 or 4, and I do the same and they get all pissy. Fair is fair.

The Way I Feel About Things
Why do the idiots of this country think they have to tell us every little thing any cleb does or that we even care. As you might have already hear Lidsay Lohan has become the umtenth cleb to get shit faceted and totally wasted and jumped behind the wheel. WOW, there is big news, people with lots of money and time to blow it doing stupid things. This is why we are getting dumber and dumber, wondering why Lohan got drunk and drove, Spears shaved her head, and Paris is staying at the state's "Hilton'. I really don't think that these people need this kind of tabloid bullshit. All we are doing by pretending we give a shit is just fueling the Hollywood flame. Just let anyone of the rest of us broke people get millions and tons of sexy people dropped in our laps and see if we don't go ape shit too. Some people say there should be stricter punishment for em, others say they are rich and famous and they can get out of it. I stand and say who the fuck cares, if anyone hasn't noticed

When A Girl Misses You
This is very true, so pay attention girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this w

Cyber
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly. Wellhung: I'm ta

Shoutbox Is Off
Ok people, I decided to shut the shoutbox off since it's being a royal pain in my butt so if you've got Yahoo Messenger, contact me there, my ID is tod_belanger25682002@yahoo.com and if you have MSN or Windows Live Messsenger, use that same address or tod_belanger25682002@hotmail.com and if you have AOL Instant Messenger, my ID there is belanger3868 and e-mail there is at belanger3868@aim.com! Reason why I put this in the blog because it's much easier to talk there than it is here! I kind of think CT needs to make the shoutbox easier to use otherwise I'm not using it anymore, it's becoming a headache at times here for me to use it.

Contests
Please come help comment bomb my GF she is behind CONTEST FROM 6-21 TO 6-28 NEED YALL TO COME SPANK ME WITH COMMENTS ITS FOR EITHER A MONTH VIC OR 7 DAY BLAST FOR 1ST PLACE SO PLEASE COME BOMB MY PIC USE LINK BELOW A-HaTake On MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com My GF is in a contest Great Bedhead Challenge please come help her win link is below please come help her win link is below Rascal FlattsI Melt

Poems
Mystic Rose - long fair haired goddess with ember eyes - gazed upon the midnight sky searching for the one and only soul to save her grace... Lonely lips chants on and on sending her message throughout the lands and seas... "Come hither my love...for our souls have been apart too long... Search within yourself to see the path that leads you to me... Follow your heart and hear this rhyme to uncover the secret of our design. Come hither my love and you will see...right now in this life you belong with thee..."

Finally Getting My Page Togather!
well, to say say the least it hasnt been easy since last thurs. nite when my wreck happened. The head-injury REALLY srewed me up and is still screwing with me ROYALLY. ive got constant headaches/migraines like trple as many as i had before. I've had to go this a few times b-4 - cuz ive had so many head injuries & concussions. right nite im trying to deal with having really severe post-concussion syndrom. ive had it a few times b-4 also, but it has never been this bad b-4. the fact that i was knocked unconcious says a lot, as ive never been knocked out ever b-4 in my entire life b-4 the wreck last thursday which happened on april 10th, 2008 just for my own record. i didnt even know how bad my concussion was until after id been in the trauma room at the hospital which to i was transported by an ambulance on a backboard n stuff. having busted ribs and a cracked sternum has really made things a little mor ediffacult than usual too. i couldnt breath hardly for atleast 2 or 3 days after i go

This Tickles Me Shitless
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....

For My First Contest
Ty TO ALL THAT HELPED MY FRIEND IN HER CONTEST U GUYS ROCK... SO COME SHOW THESE SPECIAL CHERRIES OF THE DAY SOME GREAT LOVE.... ALWAYSNICE@ CherryTAP Nav@ CherryTAP Vastatio!!@ CherryTAP HillyBunnie@ CherryTAP Don Aviles@ CherryTAP Most*Beautiful*Plague@ CherryTAP Hellspites22@ CherryTAP NO MORE DRAMA@ CherryTAP fireman1x1@ CherryTAP burg@ CherryTAP mister bukkake@ CherryTAP eric

I Can't Get You Outta My Mind.
Diary of A Broken Heart © By Brittaney A. Montgomery We were just friends at the start, Always having fun, never apart Then one day, something sparked The next thing I knew, you had my heart. The days flew by, I lost track of time Everytime I was with you, I was on cloud nine. Then one day, you asked me to be your girlfriend I exclaimed, yes! and prayed we'd last until the very end. No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy, Happy that I was with you, and you were with me. With me in your arms, you told me you loved me, Then gently kissed my forehead and gave me a squeeze. I was convinced you were the one for me, Apart from you, I would never be. Just when I thought all was well, Was when you began to put me through hell. You said, we should just be friends That's when I knew it was the end. I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why, It was all I could do, not to begin to cry. Where I once saw love, I saw nothing, I couldn't belie

Real Friends???
OK... I really have to wonder as to what CT is all about. There are those that are Family - those who I am blood or related to in some way or another or have a variety of contact with outside of CT, then there are fans - yeah - even Derek Jeeter doesn't know I exist yet I still am a fan of... But Friends on CT... That is a whole other genre. What makes a friend? Is it someone that actually takes the time out of their busy schedule to once in a while drop a line, have a chat in the shoutbox, drop a comment every now and then, send a message to, rate new items in pics, stashes and blogs and really tries to keep in touch like many on my list (that is constantly growing because I give everyone that actually reads my profile and respects my wishes from the get go a chance to prove them self that they want to be a friend) or is it truly "cherry pickers"? I know I am not perfect, but I do at least try to be a friend that keeps in touch with the people on my friend list once a week. Thi

Male/female Interaction, Or Why Do We Do What We Do.
Have you ever noticed that men and women seem to speak different languages? I mean they sound the same, but the worlds have different meanings, for example: If a woman says, "I would like your help in the yard." the translation is, "I have decided that I am redoing the landscaping in one weekend and I need you to do all the heavy lifting." If a man says, "I need your help in the yard." the translation is, "I want someone to stand in the shade while I mow and hold my beer." If a woman says, "We need to spend more time together." it translates as, "We are going shopping and you are carrying all the bags." If a man says, "We need to spend more time together." it translates as, "None of my fishing/hunting buddies can get off for a weekend trip to the woods." Then there are other things that pop up. Not dealing with language, but finding alternative uses for various things. Take a home dishwasher for example. The water hits a good 180 to 200 degrees. So, put in

Spankings
POSITION & POSTURE One of the factors that sets Spanking apart from other forms of swatting is the deliberate and sometimes ceremonial positioning of the participants. While some Spankings are haphazard, I prefer Spankings that include the ritual of positioning. Both the spankee and spanker adopt positions that facilitate and enhance the Spanking. These positions generally work to the advantage of the spanker and the disadvantage of the spankee. The spanker enjoys the following advantages from their position: Comfort. Whether standing or sitting, the spanker is positioned to be comfortable throughout the Spanking. They are able to swing their arm at a natural angle and able to sustain a lengthy Spanking with ease because of their position. Strength. Because they are able to wind up and freely swing their arm at a natural angle, the spanker is able to apply swats to the intended target with force. While standing, the spanker cannot only swing their arm but rotate their body to del

Time
time there i see you go again today are you a foe or friend how fast will you go by today what's the price i'll have to pay will you fly by like a streak or will you crawl on baby's feet is the tempest in your stride or the need just to abide will your demons torture me roll and tumble me in sleep or bring a sweet dream for tonight a stolen moment, brief respite the excitement that i loved to feel traded in for what seems real torrid dreams with sensual urges become the beat of funeral dirges time will you walk brisk today or drag your feet along the way can you go back to when i smiled stop there for a little awhile how quickly you become so slow make yesterdays seem years ago yet nights when she lay next to me you flew too fast for me to see you stole each minute like a thief and made each hour way too brief but one thing you can't steal from me the sweetness of those memories i hold them close and oh so dear relive them just to feel he

Poem
Lovin a Gangster Lovin a gangster is so hard 2 do it's like your lovin them n hoping they love you 2, coming home late everynite, waking up the next day, then your out of my site, i cant go thru this cuz your breaking my heart, sometimes it feels like we're torn apart, you say you love me, but those are jus words, you never really showed me how much you cared, i wish you could open your eyes and see how much of my love i gave you, but you say your a gangster, and your down for your hood, but your nothin to me but a stranger that's not even down for his lady, you see where this is goin, i thought we were meant to be, but this is how love goes wen your in love with a gangster.

New Stuff
I never showed my art work to anyone but family and close friend, but this year I took a chance and started showing it to strangers online and my on line friends. I also have showed it to family friends that where not close until the past year. Well, I have been lucky and its all in gallery for sale and they are making blank cards with envelope. Single card with my art work on it goes for 1.00 or pack of 6 for 5.99 and then T shirts with which ever picture you want for 15.00 a basic white tote bag for 10.00 with what ever picture you want on it. There will be couple paintings showing soon one arcylic paint and one water pencil paint. Soon Oil painting. For now they are like background paints with or with out object in the middle. Will have unicorn head soon and a cross not sure what form yet but they will be soon. I have always said I would love to have my poem read by anyone or bought and my art work viewed by others or bought. My poems are not only viewed online in many plac

Beer, Babes Or Bust 07
I will be leaving San Francisco CA and driving to St Petersburg FL this summer. I will leave June 16, and arrive 1 July. I would love to hear from everyone, giving me ideas on my trip. Where should I stop, what should I do, and where should I eat. I want to hear what I should pack, who I can stop by and see, and who wants to ride with me? Please feel free to leave all comments and suggestions!

Pictures
I finally got to get rid of my old 35mm camera and bought a digital SLR. I have always wanted to take pics of people but I am very shy. I am looking for people who will let me practice on them. I can take them where ever you would like(parks, beach, home, ect.). just looking for people in my area who would be interested in letting me practice. This is something I have always wanted to do but always been to shy to do it. Not asking to take nude either I leave that up to you, just clean pics.

Life
Thy Carnivals Prayer: Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Neden For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pitty, send my soul to Juggal

Online Comics
some are still running, some exist as archives... Kevin & Kell was one of the first I got into, has been around since September 1995. (It took me a good part of a day, around... 2000?... to read the back archives. A most pleasantly spent day.) On a world of anthropomorphic animals a rabbit and a wolf cross the carnivore-herbivore barrier and fall in love... (and waiters mistake Kevin for dessert, a not-too-often used joke in the early years) Another furry comic with a different aim was mentioned before- Ozy and Millie, about a fox, his adoptive father, his friends, Zen, school, bullying, general weirdness (and specific weirdness), humor and politics, ... College Roomies from Hell!!! is now back, I see, and a good thing too- that was a good one. The Suburban Jungle, starring Tiffany Tiger and... ... ... go read- a model, a bar, a... Schlock Mercenary - Space Opera, Mercenaries, ... - well, I am a sci-fi fan, and this is fun. Was reminded today of a comic I used to fo

Under My Skin
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A Letter
so a male brain is needed to decipher this e-mail can someone help? well... I don't know where so came from but this is the first 5 minutes I've had to do anything since may 25th and as soon as I log off I'm back to the same old worky shit til the end of october. I flat ran outta time and that sounded like the easiest way to handle my shit before I was going to really drop off the face of the earth. sorry I'm a coward. not going to ask you for anything because it would be flat wrong at this point and I've caused enough trouble for one lifetime, and no I'm not on drugs unless my job is now considered one. Sorry I flat fucked up and I guess I can't take it when someone cares. I temporally lost my mind. For this I am sorry, but don't we all at some point in time? I think this is a major downfall in being female for me. Had I been a guy I wouldn't have cared. Would have just said oh well I'll hear back at some point. Eventually, to use one of your words. I hate that word, along with

Poems And Stuff
In the moonlight, soft and clear. The only sound is love sincere. Gentle kisses, sweet caress, it’s the small things, that make happiness. Sweet soft words, a small embrace, lingering touch on your face. Dreams of hope, wishes of love. Feelings soar like wings of a dove. Over time those feelings change, what was once known, now is strange. Taken for granted, lost it’s shine. Now the newness is gone, is love too? The heart is hurting, hoping for change wishing for love no longer strange. Bring back the one who’s dreams were mine Wishes lost, hope is gone. Somewhere two hearts have flown In my dreams its all the same, no difference, no change, One day that hope may be restored back to moonlight and love kisses and caresses, small things and happiness. Becky 5-28-07

Tracie's Poems And Info.
Sitting here with nothing to do ! But, close my eyes ,and think of you! Your smiles was bright, And,your eyes would shine! Forever, be proud to call you mine! But, now all i see, Is a cloud of gray! I wish you were here! Like you were the other day! i finally get my truck! 4x4 off road white f-150 98 model! lift on it! kc lights on the front grill! off road! 3 rd door! dark tinted windows!dual pipes! cant wait to take in the muddy and get nasty! anybody wanna ride with me and have sum fun with me in it lol! let's go!i am single and ready! hit me up! let's ride that texas sunrise together! emmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! cowgirl up ! Someone wake me! My life is going down stream! All i know and all i see! that my time is running out on me! My son's dad left us when he was two! Worked as a hairstlyist,untill my hands turned blue! So, much heart-ache! So,much stress! I am

*le Sigh*
I can't help but feel that my life is at a permanent mexican standoff. No matter what efforts I put into moving forward, I get dragged back to a previous behaviour. Why can't I just find one normal person out here? I just want one friend, one that doesn't obsess about poor dead Heath Ledger and his postmortem love child, one that doesn't think being drunk every second of every day is awesome, and most importantly, one that doesn't take out her frustrations on those around her. Is this so much to ask? I just want one friend, one that wants to drink occasionally but reserves it for weekends only, one that wants to watch democratic debates and subsequently talk about the candidates, one that has E news blocked from her television. I don't want to shop. I don't want to talk about Tom and Katie and their crazy religion. I don't care! Is that really so bad? Should I care? Should I actively read gossip magazines, and pray to the gods that Paris Hilton will get another seasonal show? It scares

Important Information
USDA Food Safety and Inspection Service Massachusetts Firm Recalls Chicken Sausage Products Due to Undeclared Allergen (Fri, 18 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) Kayem Foods Inc., a Chelsea, Mass., firm, is recalling approximately 35,580 pounds of raw chicken sausage products due to the presence of an undeclared allergen (wheat) Michigan Firm Recalls Beef Products Due to Possible E. coli O157:H7 Contamination (PDF only) (Fri, 11 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) Davis Creek Meats and Seafood, a Kalamazoo, Mich., establishment, is voluntarily recalling approximately 129,000 pounds of beef products, due to possible contamination with E. coli O157:H7. Minnesota Firm Recalls Beef Trim Due to Possible E. coli O157:H7 Contamination (PDF only) (Thu, 10 May 2007 00:00:00 GMT) PM Beef Holdings, LLC, a Windom, Minn., establishment, is voluntarily recalling approximately 117,500 pounds of beef trim products used to make ground beef, due to possible contamination with E. coli O157:H7. California Firm Recalls

Sometimes I Just Dont Know...
People confuse me a lot. I think thats why I am not a people person. I mean of course hiding behing the internet you do what you would normally not do in real life. But why be nice to someone, then the next minute be a complete dick...it just baffles me. If you dont like someone, just dont talk to them. Not be nice...then turn around and be a dick. And I am not just talking about men..women are the same damn way. People all together just need to chill. Take a valium or something. Well to all my friends who actually read my blog...i know i know its boring. But anyways, I am going through a lot of crap right now and I am sorry for not being around. Life hasnt been to great lately for me. But I am not going to go into all the gory boo hoo details about it. My problem, not yours...LOL So anyways...if you want to send me messages I more than likely will get them but just give me time to respond to them. I do not have daily computer access so it might take me a little while to respond. And t

Yuck!!!!!!!!!!
SO MY EX IS GETING OUT OF LOCK UP AFTER 5 YEARS I STILL WISH THAT HE WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FROM EARTH! EVERYTHING HE TOUCHES TURNS BAD! I WROTE TO HIM TELLING THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HIM AND THAT HE SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM OUR SON. AFTER ALL THE THINGS HE'S DONE HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ISN'T ANYWAY THAT I COULD FORGIVE HIM FOR THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO ME. AND IF HE GETS AROUND MY SON I'M AFRAID IT'LL HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN! HE KEEPS SAYING THAT HE'S CHANGED FOR THE GOOD BUT TO BE HONEST I'VE HEARD IT SOOOOOOOOOO MANY TIMES AND EACH TIME IT ENDED UP WITH US GETTING INTO AN ARGUEMENT OR HIM HITTING ME! HE THINKS I'M A COLD HEARTED BITCH BUT IF HE WAS ON THE RECIEVING END THAN I DON'T THINK HE COULD EVER FORGIVE! AND IT'S NOT JUST THAT BUT IT'S ALL THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO LAND HIM IN THE PEN. THAT HAS ME UNCOMFORTABLE. IT'S ONE THING FOR HIM TO DO THAT BUT IT'S ANOTHER THING FOR THE GUYS HE WAS HANGING OUT WITH TO APPROACH ME WHEN I HAD MY SON! I MEAN WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT WAS YOU?

Being Downrated...
Re: One of your photos has been marked NSFW. Show header Date: Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:47:32 -0700 From: To: shop@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 6 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You have GOT to be kidding!!!!!!!!!! Have YOU looked at Dave of Canada's female friends on his page??? and on their pages, at their pics???? and have you looked at your BLAST BOXES????? Do YOU SEE what the pics in those boxes SAY??? and what the girls are wearing (or NOT wearing in those pics?????)?? I moved it, along with the horse picture, which I THOUGHT was the pic you referred to after checking all my nsfw albums to be sure they were all marked as such (and they were)....I could not find ANY pic that was not marked appropriately. Okay, guys, I am now going to go report to you on pictures that ARE nsfw that YOU allow----mostly because they are paying "VICs", I assume. That pic you say is NSFW was taken from the Gold's Gym----it is cloth

Fresh Meat!!! Lol Got A Buddy Who Just Joined Ct
Greetings All, My Friend for a number of years has just joined the Tap. Can Ya'll spare a little Cherry Luv and welcome him? I would be most appreciative. Thank Ya'll In advance, Eugene

Ct Contest
OK THE TIME IS HERE... DAY 7 OF THE SEXIEST DAD CONTEST WE STILL HAVE 1ST BY A FEW 1000 BUT, BEINGS THAT US AND SHADYS SUP POSSE HAVE BOTH AVERAGED 10,000 COMMENTS A DAY FOR THE LAST 6 DAYS THATS NOT ENOUGH TO JUST SAY ITS IN THE BAG... WE NEED TO TAKE THIS LAST DAY 1 STEP FURTHER AND ADD A FEW MORE INSURANCE COMMENTS!!! I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO ADD THAT SHADY'S SUP HAS MADE THIS A VERY FUN CONTEST WIN OR LOSE YOU GUYS ARE TOUGH... IM VERY PLEASED TO SAY MY 1ST CT CONTEST IS A GOOD 1 AND THE CONFEDERATES RAWK LOVE U GUYS!!! NOW LETS TAKE THIS 1 HOME AFTER ALL THAT WOULD MAKE A GREAT FATHERS DAY, B-DAY, AND NOT TO MENTION MAKING MY 1ST CONTEST THAT MUCH BETTER!!! THANKS SO MUCH, ~ERIC

Stories
Christmas Gift Toy & MySpace Layouts at pYzam.com Blue smoke First is to accept that fact that all things have an life force, an energy or a soul so to speak of. This is true of things in nature and those created by man. Electronics have energy, A soul to speak of and it is contained within each piece within any piece of electrical equipment. Don’t believe me? Then test it for yourself. Do this little experiment. Pour some water onto your TV or PC and watch the soul be released. The soul of any electric being is blue smoke and it is released upon its death. Any piece of electrical equipment can die. Any piece of electrical equipment contains an energy or as we shall call it from now on, It’s Soul. So if it dies a untimely of violent death the soul of blue smoke is released. Where does it go? In some faiths it goes up to the electric equipment heaven. There to be united with its lost cousins the black and white TV and the ham radio and radios of years past. But IF

Dont Thank Me For What I Do.
Ok im getting pissed. All you hear about this war is how many American Soldiers, or Marines were killed today as a result of whatever. And YOu might every now and then hear about the Air Force, and even less than that the Navy. Well i want yall to know something that hapened a few weeks ago. The Air Force has a Team that will go outside the wire, and does the same shit that we Soldiers and Marines do. Not too long ago one of these trucks was hit by an IED. No one Hurt at all, Just pissed off. Well as it would happen they saw a trigger man running like hell, funny thing is that is exactly where he ended up. HELL. Him and a few of his friends are now shareing the hotest places in the firey pits of hell. Shit like this happens all the time but you wont hear about it on CNN, or Read about it in the Stars and Stripes. I guess the good guys kicking a little ass dosent make any money, and fact of the matter is we kick alot of ass. but dont tell any one. we dont want to piss off t

Having Faith In Someone Greater Then I Am
If only we could teach our children, The finer principles of life: Love one another. Have faith we are not alone. Love, Faith, Hope, Patience, Compassion, and Tolerance. I pray for all of these things..

Frustration
*Fair warning before anyone reads this. I am just venting* So much for so called friends. All I hear from this person is how much they want to spend time with me and next thing you know time is available and they don't show. This isn't the first time and I will probably do my best to make sure it is the last time that this happens. On Sunday I double checked with this person to make sure Tuesday was on since I had the opportunity to not only watch my friends daughter, I also had another opportunity of getting a little extra cash on the side. The person assured me Tuesday was on, so I passed on the opportunity because we had plans first. So now it's Monday and I don't hear much from the so called friend. I give him a call no answer left a voicemail for him in the early afternoon. I called later in the evening and still no answer from him, so I left a second voicemail. Just before I went to bed I decided to send and IM to him since I saw he was on. Finally I get a response from

New Kitty
Ok New kitty has a name. Her name is Pyewacket pronounced pie wack it If you are wondering (and I am sure most of you are) LOL the name comes from a show Mike remebers seeing when he was a child. The show is from the 50's and is called the Bell, Book and Candle. ok. just wanted to let you guys know that she has a name now. and she is getting fat and fluffy and doing great. she is so cute Well, We have inherited a new kitten. She is adorable. I am putting a link in here to her pictures so you can see what she looks like. For those of you that don't already know, we got this kitten on monday the 28th of May. My dear friend vickie lives across the street from me. Next door is an evil 5 year old girl. I am telling you this child is evil. I do believe she will grow up to be a female jeffrey dahmar. Anyway next to them is a family that hardly ever is there and they brought home two little kittens last week. I am telling you these kittens cant be 4 weeks old. They are tiny. W

Emotions
I am leaving fubar. I have not been on my page since the begininng of the 2009. I have no idea who my friends are, nor do i know what's going on. I might return sometime later, and change my whole profile. I'm not sure, but it's a thought. I spend most of my free time on facebook. Onyx_sons is one of my friends there. Anybody interested in following me there, do come n check out my page. U'll find it under Rose or creative09. Mystic n Emma, if you read this, i will miss u the most. Only because you n i acknowledged our friendship. It's been grand, and i will miss u. Angel07/Rose Hello my friends. I have returned after 8 mths of being offline. 8 mths is a long 'n stressful time. I come 2 my page 'n faces of friends i barely remember.Those r the faces that need help me remember. I will have 2 take sum much needed time online, 'n stroll thru my page, 2 remember. Although it would b very helpful if u could all send me a message 2 assist me w my quest.. i would greatly appreciat

Heather's Blog
When alone in the dark All I can do is think of you Thinking about he fun we used to have Taking strolls in the darkest of nights Sharing so many secrets Making promises we would never break When alone, I cry Missing all those wonderfull things Living with the heartache Almost wishing I could forget Feeling the darkness aproaching Trying not to remember Even though it's hard when the memories creep up in my dreams When alone, sometimes I can hear you When alone, so many things tend to dwell in my mind To live without you just wouldn't be the same Everyday passing by without your smilling face Never being able to hear your voice Lost in a sweet somber never wanting to return My heart has grown so empty I've never felt like this before You were the one To live without you has put me in discontent All I ever wanted was to love you And for you to love me back Living without you, is dark and heart wrenching with no po

I See She Needs Help
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=664485&albumid=372388&i=3010138868 let's all pitch in and make it even closer and more fun common bombers yall are more than welcome she is competting against a bomber and yall know how that works

Piercings
Blahhhhhhhh. Yeah i'm moody and bored, so I figured i'd write about it. At the moment I am watching my 2 year old, and her 2 year old friend. Hmmmm, they're driving me crazy! They fight too much for being so young. Do any of you believe in the terrible 2's?? Well I hear it gets worse, but it's REAL! I love my little girl very much, but she runs around like a crazy person, and is always screaming. Hm,I ask myself if i'll look back on this and laugh. I don't think so, but you never know. ok, so I woke up this morn. to find my lip ring gone! It must have fallen out of my mouth while I was sleeping. I stumbled into my bathroom, to get another one. Fuck!!! My hole was closed! I had to push it through. Now my lip hurts! This all took place at like 7:00am. Way too early! What away to start the day huh? Screw it! My lip hurts, but I wont let it ruin my day.:)

I Forgot I Was Here!
Wow, I forgot I still have this account! I get spaced out sometimes. Kind of like when I go to the grocery and pick out something I would really like and forget I have it until it goes bad and I have to throw it out! I'll try to log in more.

Gettin Married
Well for all of you that didnt know I am gettin married in July. James is the most wonderful man i have ever met. Everything is almost done.. this planning an actual wedding is some tough business lol..i dont really have time to let you all in on everything right now but i figured i would stop in and say hi and let ya in on something lol... love ya kidds

Poems
so this is goodbye my friend, thought it would never end. You threw me away with your garbage. Without a reason why, you was someone i could talk to, all i can do is cry. so guess this is goodbye, i will never know just why. where did i go wrong. I walk away with a sigh. i wish you the best, you will be in my heart, but like the stars you are far away. So I say goodbye.

Hopeless Romantic
One day my family and I were at home here in the Inland Empire. The sun was bright, even a little bit blinding and nice an warm out. Earlier it had been cool and cloudy that morning, in a few hours, the day had changed dramatically; we were in a beautiful hot, SUNNY SOUTHER CALIFORNIA summer day. Minutes later, standing in the family room at my home, suddenly, the whole atmosphere changed. A huge wind came up out of nowhere, trees were being tossed every which way as the wind howled crazily down the hillside and blowing in a sudden rage around the houses. Leaves blew furiously high into the air, in every mixed up direction. I’d never seen anything like. And my huge sunbrella on the front veranda and blown down and into the front yard. In ten minutes it was over. As suddenly as it started, the trees stopped moving, the leaves fell to the earth, everything became quiet – and that beautiful, Southern California summer resumed as if nothing had happened. This is breast can

Horoscopes Cancer
You have a hunch that this is going to work out fine -- just fine. You don't know how you know, but that's not important. Some kinds of knowledge (and their transmission) shouldn't and can't be explained. God i can only hope... Whoa -- did you really say that? You did, and what's more, you meant it. After your initial shock at your own boldness fades, you find that you're pleased with yourself. Now that you've found your voice, use it regularly. heres another that makes me laugh.I have had my voice forever..hahah You're feeling some qualms, and it's no wonder. You're on the threshold of a major change. Be gentle with yourself and don't try to push past this, but don't let apprehension stop you from moving forward either.

Optimistic
Twas the night before Xmas and all through the house, everyone was pimping, even the mouse. When out on the lawn there arouse such a clatter. I sprang from my 'piece' to see what was the matter? What to my wondering eyes should appear? A big red Dick and eight fuckin reindeer! Up on the roof and down the chimney, like a bat out of hell. I knew right away, the fat fuck had fell! He stuffed our stockings with pretzels and beer. And a big rubber dick, for my brother, the queer. Back up the chimney with a thunderous fart! That FAT BASTARD, blew my chimney apart!! And I heard him exclaim, as he rode out of sight... "Piss on you all, it's been a hell of a night!" ~Unkown Author~ Entry for May 16, 2006 Drifting here, searching and screaming. Wandering through your plans and scheming. Time for an evaluation. Lost in thought and contemplaition. Interrupted, by your obsessive conversation. What gives you the right, to fill me with pain? My soul is crying, for a cleansing rain

Meet People N Show Love!
id love for someone to mail me a little bit on how the hell this site works lol... are there chat rooms? or like a search for local people? etc. Im also looking for new friends to help me with this contest- think you can help? -Christina if you can JOIN the site- i get ALOT more votes for that- its only 2 seconds to join!! USE RECRUIT CODE 115 AND STATE NJ ZIP CODE 07728 Hey All I Heard this site was good to network and meet new people so here i am- completely confused! haha. Im Christina, Im from Nj, and im aspiring model! Hit me up and when i figure this thing out- ill hit u back! lol. If u could take a second to support me in this contest im in - id appreciate that toO! If u join for me Ill get 5 votes- then click here. USE NJ 07728 TO JOIN!

Marrage Proposeal
who will except my marrage proposeal come on people tune in to www.stinkeyeradio.com we play what you want to hear DJ Dave at stink eye radio is on live rite now looking for a fu wife to start the new years whih send all rplys to my in box all responces will be answered

Wicca
One Halloween One chilly, dark Halloween, I knew I was strong enough To stand before you and let you know How you could not hurt me. I hid behind my delusive costume Shivers running down my spine, But not from you. One chilly, dark Halloween, We stood before each other; The emptiness between us Pervaded into my heart, As you openly confessed to me The one thing I dreaded to hear Even though I already knew. One chilly, dark Halloween, She stood beside us too, So unknowing and so trusting, The way that I used to. I don't blame her in the least For 'twasn't very long ago When I stood in her shoes. One chilly, dark Halloween, I became numb inside. Either I had not heard it Or you never said goodbye. On that cold Halloween night I became strong enough to know My unflinching costume was no disguise. * 5/24/07 - 5/28/09: * Spring Gathering of the Tribes Out of the Dark, Inc. (Windsor - Virginia) 5/31/07 - 6/3/07: * Gathering of the

A Day In My Life
Well my weekend was interesting! Bob and I just moved into our new apartment and I already got in a brawl. This woman who lives down the hall (well lived shes getting evicted now) comes to our door and when Bob opens it she pretty much just comes on in. She has her kid and another kid from the building with her. This woman is drunk off her ass and after alot of bizarre behavior ends up kicking her 4 year old in the face and punching the 10 year old neighbor kid. Obviously none of this goes over well with me so I went after her. LMAO Bob said I jumped out of my chair and over boxes (we are still unpacking)to get to this bitch. I slammed her into the wall and got her on the floor. I remember dropping an elbow in her face and kneeing her in the kidney among a few other blows I threw. It all went pretty fast and I was beyond pissed. I pretty much had to sit on this broad until the cops got here. She ends up kicking the cops in the crotch twice while handcuffed. This woman was so

Pagan Pride Project
What Is Pagan Pride Day? I have had the Priviledge and Honour to have been the Local Coordinator for Pagan Pride Day - Jackson, Mississippi, from 2004 - 2006. This included the 2005 Event which we managed to still hold just 3 weeks after Hurricane Katrina. I would encourage any and all to become involved with this worthwhile effort on whatever level you can and feel confortable with, whether that be as a Volunteer, a Sponsor, a Vendor, or just an Attendee. The Pagan Pride Project is a non-profit organization. The primary purposes of this corporation shall be the advancement of religion and elimination of prejudice and discrimination based on religious beliefs. Mission Statement: The mission of the Pagan Pride Project is to foster pride in Pagan identity through education, activism, charity and community. Defining the Mission Statement: We try to keep our purpose balanced through the inspirations of Air, Fire, Water, and Earth: Air: Education We're never going to

Hookah Special Shows
Check This Out!!! Hookah Radio Rocks!!!! They play all types of music… Have a listen & If u like what ya hear..click the pic to go to the DRAMA FREE chat room & hang out with some kick ass peeps.. or just click on the Listen Now button & open a stand alone player , surf the web while listening to some great tunes & ENJOY.. Sit back & relax with the Hookah!!! (oh yeah they are hiring DJ's check it out)

Should I?
Should I post a picture of my package? Any of you ladies think I should put up more naughty pics? If I get good response and not just like 3 people I will do it. Ok I got 1 and a no comment out of 40 something people so I am taking that is no one wants to see that

Sundial Bridge
I just want to share a few pictures that I snapped during my visit a couple of years ago of the Sundial Bridge! This is an incredible achievement by Antonio Calatrava, well know Spanish architect, please leave comments. Carlos

Flat Tire.... Joke
A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day so she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. Takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic, The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It wasn't very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the Blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here? "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what the hell are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer... "Helllllooooo, those are my emergency flashers!"

My Blog
So I said I would become friends with only people I could strike up a conversation with... Well I confess I failed! I have met some great people so far, but have to confess I have also added some people as friends because I want to progress and be a little more popular here on CT.. Does that make me a bad person? So here I am, the world of CherryTap! I've always been one of those people who said "no, don't have the time for myspace.. don't have the time for whatever" but i've been sucked in! So here I am, a newbie on CT, no idea how to use the thing.. so starting to learn and in the process, hopefully make some friends. DILEMMA NUMBER 1.. Do I add everyone under the sun to boost my CT points and get a better cherry rating.. however much it appeals to me, part of me says NO, I want to meet people and make friends, not just have 100,000 people in my friends list and never talk to any of them. So dilemma over, I will be "sensible".. try to make friends.. and then in 2 weeks

My Pregnancy
So everyone keeps asking me how is my pregnancy going and I guess I haven't wrote anything about it yet..LOL Well Im more then my half way point now. We are having a girl. We are naming her Haley Marie. I wanted of my girls to have my middle name at least. Haven't been sick at all. Im so happy with that. With my first daughter I was sick all the time so Im very happy with this one. Thought it was a boy though because im carrying low but I really don't think it has anything to do with it. I have my days though that I don't feel like doing anything but at the sametime have a lot of energy on other days. I just can't wait to have her so I can move around a lot better then I am now.. I have missed all the hic ups and the moving around and such. Its been 4 years since I have felt this. Its an exciting feeling bec then I know she is ok. My daughter has been very helpful with me also. She gets up and helps me with some dishes already and she loves to help me sweep and mop the floors. She k

Kissing Me Softly
Sweet and fulfilling Grow older with me I'm tired of waiting Our future, do you see? Holding hands once again (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's yours to lend It is adoration, it is love Harder and tougher to breathe Seeing your face I will conquer and succeed Your wrecked heart I will mend (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's ours to lend Children all around See their smiling faces Hide and seek we will play Let us hide in strange places Let our love be our friend (Bridge) When I'm gone Will you remember me? Will you hold on to your memory? But I do need to say That for you, I will pray For us to meet again For our love to never end Grow older with me (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's yours to lend

Songs
(Verse 1) My heart skips a beat when I look into your eyes. My knees get weak when they see your face. And my dreams fly into the sacred open skies. And you never fail to amaze me with your charm. And you always keep me safe under your arm. (Chorus) Baby I can't understand what it is about you that keeps me on my knees. But you have a way with making me weak. You always have a way with speaking your heart And you never leave me to fall apart. Just to let you know, you tied me into a knot I can't undo. The darkest days are the brightest when I have you. (Verse 2) It's hard to not love you when you smile that way. I can't keep my eyes off of your beautiful presence. And I never seem to ever want you to go away. And I can't explain this feeling I have. But I know I love you and you're all I had. (Chorus 1x) (Hook) Even if tomorrow doesn't come and the sun doesn't shine. I know I'll have you right by my side. When my word before you I didn't love. Now with

Personally
These are my 3 sons, Dylon, David and Benjamin Dylon and David, the two oldest, are identical twins They were born on the 4th of July and are 14 years old today This is the last photo I have of them and dont know where they are If anyone see's them, tell them thier daddy say's Happy Birthday! I love and miss you Once I lost my wife...I always thought that I would prefer to meet someone, either without children or grown children, who didn't have children at home. However, I am finding this to be quite the contrary! I have met women on here (and elsewhere) who have children and I find it to be absolutely awesome. I love being able to make children laugh! It is not something that I hear every day...even though I have children of my own. I haven't seen my children in 8 years! I see alot of profiles on here that refer to children ... "If you dont like them...C'Ya!" I am not that way...children make the world a better place. They teach us how to stay young and how to laugh

Come And Check It Out
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Is Iz What It Iz!! Digest That!!
Night of darkness, Light of day,,, hell will gather, to hear him play,,, Up and down,,, the halls he'll pass,,, drinking from the golden glass,,,, From all around ,,, be it far or near, they gather to the sounds of screams and tears,,, but when its all, been said and done, He isnt anywhere near the rising sun, As he fell,,, from Gods good grace, he had a look upon his face,, within his voice, it was loud and clear,, that he will instill the soul of fear, Yet from that golden glass of thought, he had no love, or so he thought, to open his heart and bare his soul, this would never happen, or as its told,,, With one's around him, showering him with their love, he's cold and heartless, no matter where its from,,,, He thinks that others are one's to blame, but then again,, this is his only game,, He knows nothing else but to be alone, with his heart like glass he casts the first stone,,, and turns his back on

Ummm
I think that I want to go back to school next semester but I really dont know. It's hard to commit but I hope that if I go in the mornings that I will be more likely to go but that will mean no more sleep overs at Matt's.

New Songs
Not that you all probably care.. BUT.. I posted some new songs on my playlist. I don't know about all of you but I see music as a soundtrack to life and the songs that I have on my page at any given time all mean something to me.. yes, even the one that goes "I don't like your girlfriend" lol. So, check it out, let me know what you think.. and while you're at it.. tell me what music means to you. Do you have a theme song in life? Also, I added a voice recorder to my page.. play it and you can hear what I sound like.. if you aren't shy.. go ahead and leave me a voice message.. I'd love to hear from you. -GB (Ur next ex gf)

Post Your Own Damn Blog
this is going to be a long one. about five years ago i saved 2 of my grandchildren from a fire, i was burnt 80% oof my body with first, second and third degree burns, my lungs collapsed, the doctors put me in a drug induced coma for five weeks, i was in the hospital for 3 months, when this first happened the doctors tried everything they could do to keep me from dying, but the doctors at osu burn clinic told my mother that a higher power saved me, because spite all their efforts to stop me from dying, then trying to bring me back, was useless, yes, i had a death experience, bu tthats betwen me and god,68% of my body is grafted, i had three major skin graft operations and was given twenty pints of blood between the three, i am tested every year for aids, though i know i don't have it cause god healed me of any damage or diseases made to my blood, but thanks to the fact that the doctors pumped me full of massive amounts of steroids to ward off infection. i now have type 2 diabetese,

Hello All... Update
okay here it goes, im tired of being a door mat in life. i love everyone i give all i have to everyone. now im tired of being the door mat and im ready to be treated like a lady. i want things in life. im tired of just living in life i want to LIVE LIFE , really. i want somone who likes to be treated with respect and cared for . if that is you apply , well if not.. see ya!! life is getting short and im ready to get a new start on it... JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO TO ALL AND SAY IM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON OR KEEPING IN TOUCH. MY LIFE HAS BEEN VERY UP AND DOWN THE PAST MONTH OR SO AND I WAS SICK A BIT TOO, AND PLUS YOU KNOW , KIDS AND BASEBALL AND ALL THAT. SO ANYWAY... KNOW I HAVE NOT FORGOT ANY OF YOU AND THAT IM STILL HERE... I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING AND KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL.. MUCH LOVE AND MANY HUGS

Quotations That Fit
Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein (1879-1955) Good people do not need laws to tell them to act responsibly, while bad people will find a way around the laws." - Plato (427-347 B.C.) "Once you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, no matter how improbable, must be the truth." - Sherlock Holmes (by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, 1859-1930) "The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his." - General George Patton (1885-1945) "If stupidity got us into this mess, then why can't it get us out?" " - Will Rogers (1879-1935) "The right to swing my fist ends where the other man's nose begins." - Oliver Wendell Holmes (1841-1935) - The running speed of a Belgian Malinois is at least twice that of the average out of shape tweaker. If you are going to attempt to outrun one, please calculate the "Rate x Time = Distance" formula ah

Di's Thoughts.
I'm not a list maker. I'm not overly organized. I'm not what some people would call "anal retentive." And im definitely not the kind of person that makes air quotes when she says "anal retentive." That said, I've made two lists in my life that give a little insight into who I am. Not much, but a little. One list is the "People I Hate" list. The other is the "People Who Are Not Invited to My Funeral" list. I used to update and revise the "People I Hate" list, but truth be told, it hasn't been updated in years. It's been so long, I don't even know who is on it or where it is. Except for G.E. Smith. I know he was definitely on it. So I can (probably) safely say it hasn't been updated since G.E. Smith was a part of the Saturday Night Live band. I don't know him personally, in case you are wondering. I just always hated the way he mugged at the camera like a skeleton in heat. The whole funeral thing isn't as morbid as it sounds. I don't have a disease or a death wish. In fact, I

Yo
yea so thinkin bout puttin up more pics but i'm not patient enough to go thru and upload all so i'm gonna post this and get your opinions i have pics already uploaded on my myspace go there add me if you'd like (send as message so i know what its from)and let me know besides my myspace page is a lot nicer than this and i'm too lazy to code this shit lol thanks in advance, bob

I'm Ready!! To Level Up!!
If each one of you would come by next time you are on during happy hour and rate ahandful of my stash and a handful (or truckload- hehe) of my pics, I may be able to level up soon. I am ready, and what are friends for, right. Stop by and help me out if you feel like it. If I am on during happy hour and I see you are in my stuff rating it, I usually will come to yours and do the same...I try to return the favor. I usually give out my 11's during happy hour since they are worht so many more points.

Best Of The 80's
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS come on into the best 80's lounge and hear the best of the 80's music and have a good time bring your friends the more people the more fun

Sometimes A Simple Man As To Think, I Vent Alot On Here! I Am Sorry I Take U With Me Sometimes!
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE! You're Not Just Vanilla Sex... You're More Like Rum Raisin Good news! You're a fun frolic -- not so repressed that you can't utter a peep during lovemaking, but not swinging from the chandelier, either. You have a firm grasp on the notion that today's woman knows how to get what she wants, and has a healthy respect for her own sexuality -- which is reflected in her level of passion in the sack. "Married sex can be the best sex," says Lisa Douglass, PhD, coauthor of The Sex You Want: A Lover's Guide to Women's Sexual Pleasure (Marlowe & Co., 2003). "The intimacy and familiarity that come with a long-term relationship make it more likely that sex is mutually satisfying." But it's important to remember, as you get deeper into a long-term relationship, to continue to give your partner feedback as your sexual desires and needs change. It's almost impossible to maintain that breakneck passion from the first few months, but you can continue to evolve as a couple if you wor

So Sexy
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Welcome To My Life
Month one Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He sa

Native Poetry
Prehistoric Threesome - Watch more free videos Two Girls Kissing Compilation - Watch more free videos Call To The Four Sacred Winds By Spirit Wind (Pat Poland) I call to the East, where the Father ascends to all Mother Earth where life begins. I fly through the cedars, pines, willows, and birch as animals below me wander and search. I call to the South, to the land down below. Turtle stands silent, as man strings his bow to hunt food and fur for his kin before snow. A life will end so others will grow. I call to the North, that yansa once knew. I follow their path til it disappears from view. Once vast in number, there stand but a few. I hear only ghost thunder of millions of hooves. I call to the West, to the ends of the lands, to the Tsalagi, Kiowa, Comanche ... all bands. Unite for the strength. Teach the young and demand that you are Native Americans. Learn your tongue and stand. My name is Freedom... I fly through this land. I call to the Fo

Comment Bombing Contests
I know we all like to win things that we enter competitions as such and here on our loved Formerly Lostcherry Cherrytap now FUBAR we have comment bombing a interesting way of the host accumulating a massive increase of hits to ones page ,,,of course it is expected that they WILL deliver on their promise of the prizes offered ,,,,,,But the thing that annoys me the most I must say and yes those that are bombers and read this if ya take offense and get ya beak (nose) out of align well so be it ,someone has to point things out and hey so what if i am a little voice down under! I am still going to tell ya my thoughts on the way comments are shown Definition ,,,A comment is generally a verbal or written remark NOT this dflmlkmfelkm CRAP or rrrrrrrrrr or whatever takes ya fancy while lamely just merely adding to a tally of times submit was entered It’s little wonder why Baby J and Scrapper are doing the darnest to enable the Bouncer to appear to annoy so many They k