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Who Likes To Play Offline?
I did it a few times for this female and its kinda fun! any females like bi guys? LOOKING FOR REAL OFFLINE FUN! IM ME OR EMALE ME IF YOURE INERESTED IN A NSA RELATION! SEX IS SEX, LETS JUST FUCK OR SUCK AND LEAVE! NOT LOOKING FOR LOVE JUST SEX :P You won't be disappointed! I promise ;)

First Time
Well here goes my blog virginity. Spending Easter just hanging around the house and taking naps here and there. Pretty boring things. I think I need to spice up my CT page. Let me hear your suggestions and I will incorporate as many as I can. I would especially love to here from you ladies.

Newbie
Hey everyone!! My model friend Bobbi Billard invited me to join in on "Cherry Tap"! I am Tiffany Holliday and was a former playmate and girlfriend of the infamous Hugh Hefer and am featured on the hit series on E! "The Girls Next Door". Visit me at my official website www.tiffanyholliday.com and my official myspace page that I am restarting all over again (thanks to the fakers and haters on myspace!) www.myspace.com/thereal_tiffanyholliday I'm just getting new to all this so bare with me everyone and thanks for all the love and support already! mwaa, Tiffany xoxo

Knicks Game Reviews
The Knicks current 5 game losing streak and their 1-7 record for April has gotten Houston depressed. No really he is fucked up, He'll do it, he will......SO that means after a bit of Knicks News Houston brings Sexy back with a little bit of the 3rd edition of KGR's TOTALLY UNRELATED STORY TIME!!And then he plays a song about fucking people... ummm Boobies!Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.comRate us on Pod-Planet.comDigg us on Digg.com.Email comments(audio or text)to knickssitelinks@yahoo.com and it will probably make it onto the show!!Join the forum and make some noise http://knickssitelinks.jconserv.net/http://www.garageband.com/mp3/KGR62__Sorta_Knicks_News.mp3 Houston brings you breaking news about the Shootings a Virgina Tech today(4/16/07). 33 dead and estimated 29 wounded. Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.com Rate us on Pod-Planet.com Digg us on Digg.com. Email comments(audio or text)to knickssitelinks@yahoo.com and it will probably make it onto the

Men
why cant i be happy? why is it so hard for me to smile? is it cause so many people dissapoint me in my life? or hurt me? or using me ? people say it is so nice to love someone ... i really dont know anymore how that feels i dont know how to love someone i feel like i am a ghost .... some people dont care about how i feel .... all i was looking for was love someone who love me the same way i love him but everytime i am crossing those type of assholes who just use me and hurt me what is life about ? getting hurt or dissapointed getting so far that i cant trust nobody anymore ? i wished someone could tell me i wished i would find someone who can put that smile back on my face and make my heart happy but i didnt think i will find it again... i dont think there is someone outside in this world who can take the way i am the honest the being real and always speaking my mind person .... alot men r scared of that they cant take it they run away from a woman like me why is that ? men say i need

* Dimension * Frequency Band * Morphogenetic Fields * Harmonic Universe *
* Dimensions * Frequency Band * Morphogenetic Fields * Harmonic Universes * ********************************************************************************************* * Dimension * ********************************************************************************************* (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3

Jokerz Vengence Cycle
Black Smiling Lips Dead, Whit Skin Black Diamonds Around the Eyes There's Darkness Inside It's head Jingles With Rage A Smile That does So Decieve It Laughs In the Night He Brings Terror to Others Lives Amusement that Leads to Death A Power to Make You Forget All Misery That Likes Company He's Coming For You Watch Out for the Joker There's No Escaping His Rage!!!! Addicted to My Disease Darkness is my home, but my life is just not whole, Something's missing, it's all a lie, watchthis place collide. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll bethere, Vengence will be mine,I've got to take mylife back, The time has come for me to rise above myself, Create and destroy, build it up and break itdown, It's my time to dream, I'll close my eyes andleave myself behind, Watch myself slip away intonothingness, Meditation in my mind, Innerselfsuicide to take away the pain, I've lost all my feeling forthe time, I'm not affraid to fade away, For thismoment I am happy, I'm l

* Identity Integration *higher Body Merger - Identity Embodiment - Frequency Accretion * Higherbodies * Family Tree Of Consciousness *
********************************************************************************************* Identity Integration ********************************************************************************************* (Higher Body Merger - Identity Embodiment - Frequency Accretion) ********************************************************************************************* The process of the higher body (Hova Bodies) merger and Identity Integration is the intrinsic process of human evolution through time. (see: Shields) If one can understand that the goal of At-One-Ment with our Source is achieved through merging the higher bodies and identity levels, the process of achieving At-One-Ment becomes clear and easily achieved. As the identity progressively merges, with the eight higher bodies (Family Tree of Consciousness), the identity creates a progressively expanding scalar grid as the levels of identity expand into integration. (The Tangible Structure of the Soul

* Nexus Of Horus / Maat * Elevenstar Working *
* NEXUS OF HORUS/MAAT * ELEVENSTAR WORKING * * Elevate Your Soul * - There and Back, download near complete. NEXUS OF HORUS/MAAT RITUAL 131* 12/3/95 Needed: Feather, Crystal, Chalice, Red Candle, Wine 0. Banish: Silence. Cast a circle with feather counterclockwise with black flames that banish chanting: LUTIS NITRA........... 1. The Center: Light the candle with pure light manifesting, chanting: AUM......... HA! 2. The Circle: Pass the candle from hand-to-hand clockwise casting the red-flame circle, with each pass everyone chanting: ABRAHADABRA........ Candle back on altar. Pass the feather around, hand-to-hand, each peering at the flame through the feather, all chanting: IPSOS.......... 3. The Uniting: All touch the base of the chalice with their left hands, see it glowing with ultraviolet light, all chanting: AGAPE........ Without moving the left hands, all pick up the crystal together using their right hands, see it glowing with infra-red light, al

Ntr-activ
Our debate: Cup of noodles is better than top ramen OR top ramen is better than cup of noodles. Spaghetti noodles and elbow noodles are the only type that should ever be eaten OR spiral and other shaped noodles are the only type to ever be eaten. And finally... Chips REALLY ARE a breakfast food OR not no but hell no they are not. Any thoughts? Make a random poem, story, quote, caption...whatever...with the words:: Captain Heater Kitten Superman Ghetto Rose Bob

Random Thoughts
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com I have been thinking alot about Woody lattly, I was making a stash and most of the songs in there ended up being from his funeral. I dont know why this still bothers me so bad so many years latter, It seems like I should be over it by now but I guess I'm just not... It is always hard to loose someone you love but it's really hard when it's so unexpected, we all knew he had a brain tumor but he was so young we never would of thought he wouldn't even get to graduate. The day he died will be in my brain forever, playing on the school playground and he fell, I was younger then so I didn't understand at the time, they took him to the hospital and he was there for 2 days before he died, I will never understand why this happened to him. Most kids would go trick-or-treating for candy and he always went to earn money for the needy. He was so young yet so grown up. I will always love and miss you Woody!

Mrs. Noggle's Blog.
I guess me & xeroxheart's Riot Grrrl Zine was reviewed in Maximum Rock & Roll! ( i was always too scared to send them my zine like 10 years ago, fearing i wasn't "punk" enough or something silly like that) Her zine Ax Wound also got a great review & was in their Top Ten Zine!!! WAY TO GO HANNAH!!! :D needless to say i am very proud of us :) i wanted to show off so i stole this from hannah's Journal(cos i don't have a copy of the issue of MRR) [Riot Grrrl split review:] This split zine features memoir style essays from Hannah Neurotica and Jolie Noggle, two ardent, diehard riot-grrrl-ists. They write about how they discovered the riot grrrl movement and music, and blossomed into their own righteous riot grrrl selves with an almost religious fervor. Hannah puts it best--she was "reborn" as a riot grrrl following a series of events and personal awakenings. We get to read about their fanatic obsessions with Kathleen Hanna, and all the riot grrrl heroes. Jolie includes a copy

* World Soul Awake *
WORLDSOUL AWAKE ...is the existence of Terra on fire with Love -- Aion 131 I INVOKE THE WORLDSOUL THE ETERNAL EYE THAT SEES ALL THE MEMORY OF BILLIONS OF YEARS I INVOKE THE GROUPMIND THE UNIVERSAL CONSCIOUSNESS ONE HEART, ONE DESIRE, ONE MIND I ENFLAME THE GROUP UNCONSCIOUS TO CONSCIOUSNESS TOTAL SELF AWARENESS NOW! ONE BEING ONE CONSCIOUSNESS ONE THOUGHT NOW! I DEMAND JOY THROUGH THE UNITY OF MANDKIND I DEMAND PEACE FOR THE BEAUTY OF GROWING THROUGH THE BIRTH OF THE ONE MIND ONE! I DEMAND FREEDOM FOR ALL BEINGS TO DO THEIR WILL IN THE DANCE OF TAO INNER STILLNESS PLAYING IS THE BETWEEN PATH I AM PLAY I AM THE STAR WITHIN THE SYSTEM OF STARS I AM EARTHED-LINK IN INFINITE CHAIN-MEMORY OF CHROMOSOMAL INSTINCTS I AM NOW ONE IS NOW ONE ALL WAYS MUST AWAKE NOW! .MATAS.

Crap!!!!
My computer puked, had to do a system restore therefore deleting all my saved passwords and I couldn't remember my password or screen name to log in with so I haven't been on and that's why, it's been a long month! For some reason I just kept guessing and remembered so I'm baaaaack :)

Sea Song Sang
its been a forgtnight since ive been set adrift at sea. tossed out here like bait for some great beast. oh and i can here it rummbling like a massive thud thud thud, churnin' up the water beneth me. a goliath levithen come to take whats due. me thinks it will take me whole. one mighty maw comming up from the darkness. i sit, light me pipe with the last match and wait. Now hear this... its time, my water lovin' friends, to cast away yer land lovin' legs. Time to head on down to the salty blue depths of the warm currents. Rum is being shipped and all else is in season. so move yer lard and make haste, least ye be left behind to bake dry in the hot summer sun. Ye all be fools to stay topside. acrid air and stale brezze will reap the life from thy bones and sow not a singel seed. all to be left is dust.all wood to crumble.All metal to rust. So I be implorin' ya, come with me. we'll swim and be free. a destionation has been reached. a puzzeled look from my salty mates. Dive I say Dive

The Breathing Sound (please Read And Comment)
I'm in my bed. There's nothing wrong. Everything's fine. I'm safe here. It's just my mind playing tricks on me. Have you ever heard the sound of someone breathing? Well try imagining it for a second. Okay. Now imagine that your really, really small. Now imagine that your in a small box. And not only that, but it's also dark. Really, really dark. Now imagine the sound of breathing in the box and it's loud. Really, really loud. Got it? Good. Cause guess what? Surprise! You're not in a box, you're in your room! And surprise again! The breathing's so loud because it's coming from under your bed! Woo hoo! Now, repeat after me. "I'm in my bed. There's nothing wrong. Everything's fine. I'm safe here. It's just my mind playing tricks on me." Hey ... Surprise... You're NOT safe. Nope not at all. That thing that you "think" you're imagining? It's really there! *nod nod nod* So have you got a good idea of this in your head now? Good. Because this is exactly what I went through for wee

Men Vs Women
When everybody on earth was dead and waiting to enter paradise, God appeared and said, "I want the men to make two lines, one line for the men who were true heads of their household and the other line for the men who were dominated by their women. I want all the women to report to St. Peter." Soon, the women were gone, and there were two lines of men. The line of the men who were dominated by their wives was 100 miles long, And in the line of men who truly were heads of their household there was only one man. God said, "You men should be ashamed of yourselves, I created you to be the head of your household! You have been disobedient and have not fulfilled your purpose! Of all of you, only one obeyed. Learn from him."God turned to the one man, "How did you manage to be the only one in this Line?"The man replied, "My wife told me to stand here

Lyrics Because... Why The Fuck Not?
I'm not alone, I wish I was. Cause then I'd know, I was down because I couldn't find, a friend around To love me like, they do right now. They do right now. I'm dizzy from the shopping malls I searched for joy, but I bought it all It doesn't help the hunger pains and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all When autumn comes, it doesnt ask. It just walks in, where it left you last. And you never know, when it starts Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart: Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness. For loneliness like this. Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it Something's missing And I don't know what it is No I don

Book Worth Having.
Author: Irma Louise Chase-Sholes (RIP) Front Back Entire painting by my Uncle Charles (RIP) I have blogged a few of her poems also. A journey, through poetry and verse written by my Grandmother to her children and loved ones, she wrote of the seasons, her emotions and feelings, relationships, and life. This collection of poetry has helped me to get to know my Grandmother, even though she passed away a year before I was born. Since publishing this book and passing it on to my loved ones I have decided that my Gramma would want me to share her work with the world and use it for good things. That being said, I am going to donate all the royalties from the sales of this book to the American Cancer Society, as well as to the research of the cause and cure for Alzheimer's Disease. I have chosen these research groups due to the fact that I lost my Father and Uncle to Mesothelioma and also I have several relatives that are stricken with Alzheimer's Disease. I know that

Look Twice
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Alone
well lets start off with i got laid off from work. at 3:45 today i was called into my bosses office where i work and he told to have a seat and he said i have to lay u off. i asked why he told me the most meanist thing i ever heard from a boss he siad that i was to fat and that i cant keep up with the othe employees witch is wrong, and he told me that if i lose 50 lbs in 2 weeks he will higher me back witch is imposiable. so me and him got into a lil arguement and i chose to leave without doing something stupid but the ass hole followed me out and i slamed the door in his face.. then i leave call my mother and told her about it cause i worked with her and she is right under the boss she went bannas and got upset and called the big big boss and had a shouting contest with him and he told her the same reason he fired me. well my mom hung up on the big boss lol.. at the end of the day my boss asked my mom to go in to office and talk so she did and it got real loud in there real quick

I Need Help In The Sexxy Lady Contest
Hi Everyone, I've entered a Sexy Lady Contest that will run until April 12th, to try and win a Cherry Blast. I could really use alot of help, and I would really APPRECIATE anyone's help with comment bombing. If you can't bomb me, then can you please at least repost this bulletin for me? I would REALLY APPRECIATE any help I can get. Here is my link below. Please click on that and it will bring you straight to the contest. Thank you so much. Hope you all have a wonderful Easter. Hugs {***AngelEyes***} of ~~~AngelFamily~~~

All My Friends In The D.f.w Area
Hosted By: Donna Palooza When: Saturday Apr 28, 2007 at 4:00 PM Where: The Lone Star Country Club 1849 E. Beltline Road Coppell, TX 75019 United States Description: Donna Palooza Click Here To View EventPosted By: Donnapalooza Hosted By:: Donna Palooza e-mail When: Saturday Apr 28, 2007 at 4:00 PM Where:: The Lone Star Country Club 1849 E. Beltline Road Coppell, TX 75019 United States View Map FIGHTING BREAST CANCER IN A FRIEND NEAR YOU! Your RSVP : Attending + 2 Guests » Change RSVP SPREAD THE WORD... » Blog this » Bulletin this This is a benefit concert for a Metal Goddess of the D/FW area. She has breast cancer and needs our help to pay medical bills on top of those regular bills that won't go away. Local bands are giving of themselves to play this benefit concert for free, vendors are donating items/services for raffles, food will be donated and sold at the event with all proceeds going to Donn

Being Confused Sucks
this is so true If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently

Goodbye For Now
This is to all my friends and fans on ct that i didnt get the opportunity to say goodbye to. For those of you who are just joining us, i left for the navy but never fear for i will return. I am going to have one of my friends post new blogs for me every now and then so. Goodbye everyone for now and i hope to see you all soon!! has any one seen Grind house, and if so is it worth seing? Ive heard mixed things about it

Dreams
This dream bother Doug when I told him about it since I was still pregante at the time. I am laying in a room loungeing on a bed, when my eyes open. I watch Doug walk up to me, in his eyes I see a tears shinning thru his dead eyes. In his hands he is carrying a small black box with golden swirling designs on it. My hands tremble, my head shakes in a silent plea of no. Slowly he lowers the box and inside, i see the edge of a snow white blanket and a small limp hand clutching it. I wake up.... I am in a giant white room that softly glows & pluses like it has a life of it's own. As I look around in wonder I see that the entire room is fill with thousand of thousands of bubbles. Some how I instinctivly know that in the reflection of each bubble lays a snap shot of a memory that it contains. If I were to think of a memory the bubble would float to me and I could replay it right there in front of me. Somethign catches my attention.....a shadow learking. I can not follow it but

Thnking About Being Adopted
Been thinking lately about the shock I felt when I found out I was adopted. Kinda hard on the system, when you live to be my age, and find out. I found out after both my adopted parents had passed away. My brother knew and had made a promise to my father that he wouldnt say anything until both of them were gone. I wonder why? Did they think I was that fragile, that I couldnt handle it? Yes.... they were right... But, I think I could have handled it better if I was told when I was a child, and not an adult, who now has no life history. I mean, who am I know? I am not the person that I thought I was/am??...Un-nerving to say the very least. I love my adopted parents for wanting to love me and take care of me/us (** my brother..who is also adopted-from a different biological mother). We both were adopted as newborns, if that makes a difference.?? Mom was a great photographer and a shutterbug, so I have tons of photos of both my brother and I as teeny tiny babies and us b

Wrecked Truck! My Blazer Monologues
Looking at the photo's of my wrecked Blazer, I still cannot come to grips with how I managed to be alive, and with no serious injuries. How do you flip twice, and still be here? Of course, I am a hurting unit..thats not to say I didnt suffer any inuries........My seatbelt was on.. but I dont think thats the only reason why. Just who was in the truck with me? I had no passengers, at least not that I knew of. HE was with me. I didn't know it at the time, though. I wonder what is in store for me? HE must of saved me for something more in my life. There has to be more.... Was it just karma for good deeds in my past?, and did I use it up that night? Am I going to have something great in my life come to me? How was I picked out of so many that night that were in similar accidents?....Why was I chosen? Do you think I think too much about it? I should just let it go, and be THANKFULL to HIM.

Random Info
anyways anyone got any advice or want to help me out lol so yea anyways dont know how this fucking happnd im a vrgn in college taht shits just fucked up. anyone that know any college chciks that help me with my prob it be apriceated reply back to this or message me if u could peace thanks

Thoughts
just my thoughts ya know things come and go for a reason in ur life. Walking thru a dark forrest and things looked bleak and black. slowly walking waiting for some light... and BANG another knock on the head which makes u loose self confidence so quick "omg i failed agaain" then in no time at all a Gift is dropped into your lap.... a gift that has opened doors...of things i couldnt believe. I see there r People out there believe in me. So im ready for the ride of my life with HRR and somthin special in the wind......... big hugs to those there for me today special hugs to wicked and Matt u guys know why:) april 17th My Lil man son come home to me after 3 1/2 yrs oh he has made me smile laugh cry soo much... so awesome to have him back. He makes my every day brighter and sunnier to see his smiles, get his hugs and kises and hear him say " I LOVE YOU MUM" & GLAD TO B HOME WITH YOU... something i learnt they always come home sooner or later when they know its good for them..

Update On Why I Cant Use Ct Fully Now ....
Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, re-post this bulletin with your birth number in the subject line. Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: June, 9 1972 6 + 9 + 1972 = 1987 1 + 9 + 8 + 7 = 25 2 + 5 = 7 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 7 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL

My Vacation Week
Well the week started good, the weather was nice, and we really had some good days to get alot accomplished, then after a few days it turned cold, and couldn't finish what we wanted to. Hubby worked on my car and got the back shocks, transmission boot, and the front disc brakes done. The only things he has to work on now is my water pump, radiator, and head. He also got his new truck!!! We had that towed to our house and he got the part it needed, which was the control arm that hooks to the I-Beam and the tire. That took one whole day to get done, taking the old one off was the hardest cause it was bent really bad, but putting the new one on was easy! We had a good week together, got a lot of the things done that needed to be done, still have so much more. He had to call in on Friday to see when he was leaving and where he was going, unfortunately he had to leave Easter Sunday at 5 am :( ! Last night we had a date, something we haven't done in awhile, hehe. It was fun, we ate a good di

I Shouldnt Be Feeling Empty
Thoughts from a long time ago that still apply, possibly even more so now A single word flowing from my lips Creating a painting from my heart A winding vine encircling all i know Causing some to squirm and wiggle A solem word to me of beauty and life Growing with light so real and pure Another breath to those who will listen Gliding through the strings of life The words of my life continually flow lost little girl you gone astray do you really know where you plan to go do you realize you left your path and travel a way that seems so dark and cold lost litlle girl where will you turn can you see the shadow closing in on you taking you down this road tantalizing you with its lies and games lost little girl hear our cry do you see those that call you home do you feel the hole you've left and the emptiness of a broken heart lost little girl an empty shell is there anything left of what you once where where is the laughter and glee that is but a faint and

Army Shout Outs
ANY SOLDIERS AND PILOTS FROM THE 101ST PLEASE MESSAGE ME I LOVE YOU GUYS I LIVED NEAR FT. CAMPBELL ONCE I WAS RIGHT ON THE FLIGHT PATH AND NAME ALL THE COPTERS BY SOUND I LOVED IT I EVEN RODE IN A BLACKHAWK AT AGE 16 IT WAS AWESOME AND EVEN GOT A KIOWA WARRIOR TO HOVER OVER MY HOUSE ONCE SO ANY SCREAMING EAGLES MESSAGE ME. GO SCREAMING EAGLES

Something To Ponder...
It never ceases to amaze me how certain things that seem so perfect can bring your life to a total halt. Think of that amazing bike ride on the trail when all the sudden a large stick gets stuck between your spokes causing you to fly off face first into the mud... but you get up and brush yourself off, curse a little and get back on for your ride home (I had a similar incident as a child when my shoelace got caught in the stupid chain... what a catastrophe!!). But back to the point, some people spend their entire lives in search of "THE ONE"... and often when they find that person it's like some higher power has to interfere (say throw a stick in the spokes) a little to test the strength, support system, communication and love of all involved. Be it a pregnancy scare, a death in the family, a conflict of religion, the first huge argument over the bills, an ex who you thought was "the one", or whatever. Some people seem to miss the test entirely and lose out on their soul mate due t

Beware Of This Guy On Ct.
Your are 100% Oklahoman IF.... >1. You can properly pronounce Eufaula, Gotebo, Okemah, Chickasha and >Tahlequah. > >2. You think that people who complain about the wind in their states are >sissies. > >3. A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look >for a funnel. > >4. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on >the highway. > >5. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. > >6 You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by >the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. > >7. Stores don't have bags, they have sacks. > >8. You see people wear bib overalls at funerals. > >9. You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. > >10. You measure distance in minutes. ("I'm about 5 minutes away.") > >11. You refer to the capital of Oklahoma as "The City." > >12. It doesn't bother you to use an airport named for a man who died in >an airplane cras

Poetry
I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell you they're all dead, I want to tell you lies I want to say she'll be OK, you didn't t

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My Ultrasound done 3-19-08 ITS A GIRL! Doc appt went okay and Im dilated to 3! She said since my first she is gonna wait till May 5th and I have a appt at 9am if I haven't had Korin by Monday Morning that she is going to admit me on Tues May 6th, for inducing! Will let you all know by then if any changes have occured! Yea, Yea, I know havent been on much except for this past week but just been worn out and pretty tired. But have some good news! Okay just a bit of a update went to the doc's the other day and what is going on is that my due date has jumped forward a whole month now due April 28th instead of May 28th. So far everything is going great and just waiting on my little angel to get here. As I was told she is in position and ready...timing is up to her now. Will keep all posted as soon as I know more or when the time is that she comes :) So you all will get to see me a bit more now too till the arrival....cause Im no longer working full time till

Madman
Sometimes you just go off on rants and are not sure why. This being my first time blogging(I prefer to see how people react to my random insanities) we shall see how it goes. Unfortunately it's too late to rant to any people and I can not sleep. As you can see what we get. Now to start with I had someone today tell me that we have no right to have our troops in Iraq (no arguments everyone is entitled to their own opinion). However then this individual proceeded to tell me about how much worse off the world is because of the soldiers over there currently. Now needless to say I was at work so had to control my temper (thank god for helping me with that, 9 months ago I would have been out a job). Again I am not one to say anything derogatory about someone's opinion but this quite disturbed me. I mean it makes you wonder how many more people out there believe this? Agreed we are the world's policemen and I agree that Saddam technically was no worse than Stalin(whom for those of you that do

Boricua Represting
¡Que Pasa Boricua! Get more at BorikuaSpace.com I just will like to know how many of beautiful Boricuas are here on Cherry Tap showing mad love for the Island of Puerto Rico. We need to stick together and represent our homeland even thought we are far away from it. That is our homeland and will be part of our hearts until we are 6 feet under.

No Patience For Stupid
ALRIGHT HERE IT IS PEOPLE. MANY OF YOU LIKE MYSELF I AM SURE HAVE TO WORK WITH THE PUBLIC IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. NOW THERE IS ENOUGH THAT I DO TO MAINTAIN WHAT MY EMPLOYER WANTS, I DON'T GET TATTOO'S BELOW MY ELBOW'S, I DON'T WEAR FACIAL JEWELERY, I STAY FAIRLY CLEAN CUT AND I DON'T PUNCH STUPID PEOPLE IN THE FACE WHEN THEY GET ON MY NERVES. I AM SO TIRED OF HAVING TO DEAL WITH THE IGNORANT ASS PEOPLE WHO COME IN TO MY BAR AND ASK STUPID QUESTIONS OR COMPLAIN WHEN THEY DIDN'T READ EVERYTHING ON THE MENU CORRECTLY OR ORDER A DRINK THAT I MAKE AND THEN COMPLAIN ABOUT A FLAVOR THAT IS NOTED OR EVEN IN THE NAME OF THE DRINK. I HATE WHEN I AM PLAYING A GIG AND SOME ONE GETS PISSED OFF BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO PLAY SOME STUPID SING ALONG SONG THAT IS ON EVERY JUKE BOX AND IS PLAYED BY EVERY HALF ASS NO TALENT MUSICIAN AROUND, SORRY I AM BETTER THEN THAT YOU STUPID BACKWOOODS HILLBILLY. I GET TIRED OF PEOPLE WHO CARRY ON ABOUT THINGS LIKE STARBUCKS AND OTHER BIG BUSINESS COMING ALONG AND HOW T

Hmmm....
Hey guys, I need all of you right now to help me in this contest. Please, anytime your free click on the pic link at the bottom of this blog, and post as many comments as possible on it. I would do it for you guys, seriously. If at any time you need me to return the favor, just let me know and I'm there. Thanks in advance for any help you can give! :) Well, I figure for my first blog, I'll just put up alittle about me. I'm 22 years old, I live in honesdale Pennsylvania, I just got out of a serious relationship, and I have three wonderful children. I play guitar, as much as I possibly can, but lately that hasnt been as much as I would like. My current favorite drink is Sex In The Graveyard(Its delicious, next time your at a bar order one, you shouldnt be disapointed), and I smoke entierly too much. I listen to just about any kind of music imaginable. I love movies, and I hope to direct one of my own one of these days. I really dont know what else to put down here, so any questions

Poetry
And these pills take me farther now, Away from my own breath, My words are choking in my throat, My thoughts are all a mess, I feel my heartbeat slowing, And my vision starts to dim, I see my life before my eyes, And then I start to grin, The world is growing colder now, I'm leaving it behind, Just as it has left me here, As I meet my self demise... Justin Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist And no one see's me here, So alone and out of place, No more hints of smiles, that once played on my face, This ghost of who was, here before, he never even laughs, This shell that used, to hold this man, now more brittle then glass, So take that hammer, off its shelf, and smash it in my face, And break this one last, piece of me, that ties me to this place, I know you say you cant, you wont, dont want to hurt me now, But that would be a blessing, next to, sticking this all out, Cause all I wanted, in this world, I have to do withou

Think Think Think
Read Each One Carefully & Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand & touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can' t have them 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry because it is over, sm

Concert Blogs
http://www.shopfeverfest.com/ July 13-15th,2007 GO TO THIS SITE & SEE WHO'S COMING TO PRYOR,OK. A 1ST EVER ROCKLAHOMA FEST! SOME KICKASS BANDS ARE GONNA BE THERE! I HOPE TO BE THR TOO! HERE'S ALL THE 80'S BANDS THAT'LL BE THERE; TWISTED SISTER,POISON,LA GUNS,RATT,WHITE LION,WARRANT,STEELHEART,SOUL,RIDER,FASTER PUSSYCAT,BULLET BOY,Y&T,QUIET RIOT,WINGER,FIREHOUSE,SLAUGHTER,SKID ROW,W.A.S.P,GREAT WHITE,JACKYL,VINCE NEIL,ZENDOZER,DOKKEN Music Video:WALK AWAY (by Dokken)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Huggmeok Yahoo
it seems to me there are too many sweets in the dish, like the little kid we are tempted by each. yet.. is a whole bowl good for us really? as for myself, I would sooner offer 100% to just one, possible somthing special. it would be only too simple... to have 20 friends or even sleep with each of them, but what then would one have to offer each friend ??? 5% ??? Forget that! There is nothing special in 5% of any person ! Thats Settling for Less than your worth. If it's not unique, special, and un-devided, then i simply do Not want it ! Did that in high school. Like a candy dish, once everyones bitten all the pieces, left the wrappers all over town, theres nothing special anymore. The same time wasted online could be time spent watching the most incredible sunsets ever, with somone special wayyy beyond any the normal flattering bullsht gimme gimme i want i want people. I'm huggmeok on yahoo when you one day aggree.

Animations/pics
Where is the best place to find cartoon animations? I havea friend that wants me to find some and email em to her phone. Anyone know where to find some Teen Titans ones? I guess she is looking for the naughty animations. Any and all help would be appreciated. Thanks and have a great day! B

The Flight
Her flight from LAX to Iowa was perfect. Hope the rest of this little excursion goes as well, she thought as she exited the plane and filed into the bustling airport along with the other passengers on this lovely Saturday afternoon. Since her only luggage was the tote bag that she carried which contained the essentials she’d need, there was no need to locate the baggage carousel. She did, however, see a cozy lounge where she escaped from the crowd of people who were rushing to and from their flights. As she sipped her White Russian, the Brown haired Blue eyed vixen of a business woman thought about the situation. She had flown a thousand miles for a meeting. This, however, would not be a board meeting or a high-end meeting with some deep-pocketed client. It would be a meeting with the person she’d been in contact with via email for nearly six months. He’d written a story that she identified with so much that she wrote Him a complimentary communication. That led to additio

Loss
To all my friends and fans -- I will not be on here this much this week as my grandfather passed away Friday night -- I will try and check my messages and return any love that you leave for me as soon as I can -- Hope that you all have a wonderful week!! Hugss and kisses to you all Jacque~~his#1girl

A Friend Of Mine
KNEW HE WAS OUT THERE...JUS WAS HARD TO FIND NOT MY MAN OR ANYTHING...JUS A FRIEND OF MINE ALWAYS RIGHT ON TIME WHEN I NEED A LENDING EAR ALWAYS RIGHT ON TIME WHEN I NEED TO SHED A TEAR NOT AFRAID TO OPEN UP..NOT AFRAID TO LET ME IN NOT AFRAID TO SHOW ME THE REAL MEANING OF A FRIEND NOT TOO QUICK TO JUDGE ON ALL THE DRAMA I DEAL WIT JUS QUICK TO LET ME KNOW I NEED TO RID MYSELF OF THAT SHIT SO THANKS FOR IT ALL....FOR UR TIME, PATIENCE, AND HONESTY THANKS FOR LETTIN ME LOVE YOU AND THANK U FOR LOVIN' ME!!!

Blogs For Helping Me While Billy Is Gone...
Hey Ya'll, Just recieved the news that Billy's deployment will be February 6-10... God, please make sure to say an extra prayer for Billy for a while... He is due back in September... Again will keep you updated... Huggs and kisses to all, ~ Sadie Grace ~ Hey there everyone, Hope as is well for everyone and that everyone has had an awesome summer so far... I know I sure have missed you guys and gals since I have been away... Have good news to share, Billy is Leaving Iraq on Sept. 18th to come home... This tour has had it's ups and downs that's for sure... I am including his bulletin from myspace... get the chance and have myspace, please stop by his page and tell him hello and that his Mama sent you... http://www.myspace.com/loser1_l1 well this deployment is coming to an end. What a freaking deployment!!! this was suppsoed to be the easiest and turned out to be the worst. I came with one company as the comm cheif and a SGT, and now i leave with a diffent comp

Monday 9 April 2007
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. FOR A 30 DAY BLAST: CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR, 2nd-4th GET A BLAST ENDS APRIL 26th 2007

Love Doctor Q & A
Q: Is there such a thing as love at first sight and, if so, what are the odds of its lasting? A: Because love is such a complex matter, it is not likely that it occurs at first sight, although there is attraction at first sight, which may subsequently lead to love. Q: Do opposites attract A: Mostly on magnets. Homogamy, the word used to describe human attraction of people with similar interests, is the name of the game for humans. The more homogamy there is, the more likely humans will stay together and experience a successful relationship. Only one study supports the "complementary-needs theory," and it is regarded with suspicion in the academic community. Q: Does living together before marriage help or hurt the marriage? A: It depends on the motivation for the cohabitation. If cohabitation is to "try it before you buy it," there may be more commitment anxiety, which would therefore be more likely to hurt a subsequent marriage. If cohabitation is done for economic reasons, i

Thoughts
I Reside WIthin the darkness I reside Sitting silently by your side You are unaware I am here The unspoken words You won't say Yearning to get out yet unheard Wanting accepted Only rejected Within the darkness I reside JLC-2007

10 S Only Please!!!!
Woke up thought it was a good day, find out I'm walking to get meds . I forgot to reserve my ride. What a nice day except... I think about her and her freckles high on her cheeks her eyes the color of our sky today. Her red hair sparkles in the sunlight. A smile sarcastic but, a smile.. she smells soft and sexy. someone you want to walk behind and whisper in her ear how beautiful she is and when your done roll your upper lip across the top of her ear and kiss her neck ever so softly as she shivers . You know, the hair on the back of her neck stands up. you are so close you can feel your breath bounce off her neck. She has to turn around her cheeks bright and blushing , looking up slowly pulling her head to one side hoping she will get kised. Kissed by you right then. now. she melts her body into yours . You have to hold her , her wieght is carried lightly in your arms. love remembering love . dreams of intimacy, sweet mornings wrapped in the smell of her hair and the warm spring nights

Tears On My Pillow
well i am 24 yrs old. I have natural brown hair and I dye it red. I am married and have a 2 and half year old son. I love to sing, dance, play softball. hang with my son and play on the net. yall have a good day!

My Random Thoughs
isn't it funny how when you block someone from your profile, they don't get the picture that you don't want them in it. i mean if i wanted them to have anything to do with my profile, i would not have blocked them in the first place. i left myspace because of certain people and guess what not even 2 days later, at least one of them shows up on here... i don't want to have to leave CT because of those certain people. stay out of my profile/life... worry about your own pathetic life/profile..... enough said......... Make your Comments HEARD using CommentYou2.com this is so funny.........and somewhat true.. MomOf3Kids, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Hurley "For the record, my belt HAS dropped a notch. I'm a big guy. It's gonna be a while before you're going to want to give me a piggy back ride."Dude, you are Hurley. Y

Great Things To Think About
12 types of females! 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replac

Nice Guys Finish Last
Been hearing the song by Ingrid Michaelson a lot lately. Now I wonder if there really are any women out there like this. If you are, let me know. The Way I Am By: Ingrid Michaelson If you were falling, then I would catch you. You need a light, I'd find a match. Cuz I love the way you say good morning. And you take me the way I am. If you are chilly, here take my sweater. Your head is aching, I'll make it better. Cuz I love the way you call me baby. And you take me the way I am. I'd buy you Rogaine if you start losing all your hair. Sew on patches to all you tear. Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise. And you take me the way I am. You take me the way I am. You take me the way I am. I found this on the web and thought I would post it: NICE GUYS FINISH LAST By: Garrett Hols It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT

Poems
im ready!!! so far away yet so close together so many things falling apart the distance is far but not our hearts when we talk we seem so close yet we are still so far away all day long i wait to hear your voice so many things to say yet none gets said its like my mind goes blank all my words fade and nothings there everything inside me stops nothing with me is the same anymore many of my habits are gone the things i do now are all because of you i've figured out who the real me is you have helped me open my eyes and find something new now im me and im ready ready to be myself ready to be who i've been inside this whole time hiding inside,hiding from my fears, hiding from life now IM here and im not going anywhere IM READY...! What Happened To Us? Sitting here wondering What happened to us We used t be so close And then I look around and your gone I know I’m the reason why But I’m not

What Do You Want?
I know I have only one photo right now but I want to hear what all of you want. I am taking new photos of myself to update and wanted opinions on what kind of photos everyone wants. No matter what they are don't be shy.

The-rape-me: Take 1
Current mood: sick Category: Parties and Nightlife And..... I feel like utter shit today. It's supposed to be my fucking vacation, and here I am practically choking on my own snot. It started yesterday morning..and lasted the whole day, all through last night, and this morning is still quite previlant. I have got to get some fucking medication. An antihystamine or something. Also, because I'm swallowing so much fucking snot, I feel fucking nauseous as hell(as I'm sure you do as well after reading this) Ugh goddamn! Anyway, despite my illness, I had fun last night..let me think what I did... Oh yeah. I came into Conway and went straight to my Grandma and Papaw's house. The original plan was for Marcelo and Trey to meet me there. However, whilst I was there, my friend Blake called me and wanted to know if I'd come see his new apartment. Then my friend Steven called and was like.. Dude, come see our new apartment.. Apparently they live together with two additional people.

Women
In case someone forgot to teach you how or what you should expect: *respect- her and her opinions as she should do yours *listen -even if you don't like what she has to say she needs to say it, and who knows you may learn something *open the door for her-yes she can do it her self that is not the point the point is the little damn things *little things- mean as much or more then the big ones because they show you really do care enough to do them and are thinking of her *never- lie to her what hurts is not just the crime but the lie, that you could not even be stand up enough to except responseablty for it *never- cheat if you love her, she is all you need and if you need more and she doesn't, then get out, small pain here is better than major hurt later. *never- judge with out hearing her side *never- belive she is perfect she is human that means flaws *never- diss her flaws they are what make her unique in all the world *never- try to change her, support and encourage her

Here I Go Again....
At the pressure and insistence of others, I have begun baking from home again as means of boosting my income. I think I must be crazy.... I have no dishwasher, but friends will not be dissuaded. I will have to keep it at a bare minimum, but it will be a big help to finances..... especially if I can do wedding cake.... In a month or so I may have to retreat, because the heat here is unbearable in the summer, I don't know if I will be able to have my oven on so much. I have alot of cleaning projects going on at the moment also, and only about a month to accomplish these things, just deep cleaning stuff, like washing ceiling fans and such, organizing the garage, cleaning carpets, and washing my lawn furniture. It's almost that time. Obviously I'll be staying busy, in anticipation of a houseguest that will be arriving in about a month, I would like all that stuff to be done so I can relax and enjoy spending time. Simone keeps looking at me as though I have lost my mind, while

Poems
Accept The Shadows As good is to evil, death is to life. While during the life cycle, you are just a pawn for a bigger purpose. Yet, during the end of your days, you start to take a step down. Down the road of endless dreams, your mind wanders. Soon, your life will end, you have no control over this. Stepping out of the shadows, taking you. You are not living, you shall not be missed... As you have already been forgotten. All of your possessions, memories, and life, have been displaced. In this world, they have no knowledge of what lurks within the shadows. Once you have been assimilated, there is no turning back. Your mind is at a complete loss, nothing left to do but follow. And as you follow, there is no greater purpose. Just lurking within the shadows, preying on the unsuspecting. Though there is no real acknowledgment of your doings. Someone will find out, soon enough. And the field will be destroyed. No purpose for being, no reason to be existent. Slowly, you

Hell As I Know It
I have 18 more days left of high-school and it seems like forever. I am on my way to a better life to Nashville TN, leaving behind everything that i hate here in Mo. College sounds like so much fun and i'll be living on campus of course, but i have no idea what to expect. so if any of you want to fill me on some of the college life i'd appriciate it thanks

How About You
If I was in a contest.... would you help me out... If I needed help leveling... would you help me out... If I needed help of any kind... would you write a bulletin for me asking all your friends to help me... I have decided that ... no you wouldnt.... who am I talking about???? no one really... was just in my head so I thought I would ask... thanks for your time...

Positive Attitude
Hey Everyone, Thanks for stopping by. I've been reading everyones blogs on here and it struck me that there is A LOT of negativity floating around. People, please there is really no need... You think maybe I don't know what I'm talking about... Let me tell you a story... I was taken away from my birth mother as a small child (4 yrs old) and went to live with my dad and stepmother who was fine until her own kids came along. Several years of abuse later, i ended up in care for the last time after trying to kill myself. Sadly my brilliant foster mother died after a protracted illness and despite helping so many there was nothing that could help her. I've had the usual realtionship crap in between all that culminating with me moving my entire life away from my family to be with someone who basically tried to morph me into his ideal woman before leaving me for someone else... Devastated? You bet I was... I'm in debt, I live in a house share and I have no partner but I'm ha

Randomness
Use Of 'N-Word' May End Porn Star's Career At the quantum level our universe can be seen as an indeterminate place, predictable in a statistical way ONLY when u employ large enough numbers. Between that universe and a relatively predictable one where the passage of a single planet can be timed to a nanosecond, other forces come into play. For the in-between universe where we find our daily lives, that which you believe IS a dominant force. Your beliefs order the unfolding of daily events. If enough of us believe, a new thing can be made to exist. Belief structure creates a filter through which chaos is stifled into order. man the thoughts i have late @ night disturb me sometimes Once again, I'm in trouble with my only friend She is papering the window panes She is putting on a smile Living in a glass house Once again, packed like frozen food Think of all the starving millions Don't talk politics and don't throw stones Your royal highnesses Well of course I'd like to si

Military Vs. Civilians
He joined the Armed forces... You went to college. He signed a retarded contract... You can read. You go to work, he goes to work. You get paid to do your job, he gets paid to do his job. Get the picture? Military vs. Civilians You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows h

Misery Loves Company
Im having a hard time understanding how its possible for ME to be my ONLY friend, yet my worst fucking enemy at the same time. Misery truly does love company, and a total lack of such, only makes one feel all the more miserable. I give up.

Well Im Happy
YOU KNOW I THINK IT TOOK LONG ENOUGH WELL IT TOOK YEARS BUT IM HERE NOW I HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE AND A WONDERFUL MAN TO BACK ME UP IN WHATEVER I DO....MY HOUSE IS BEAUTIFUL..I COULDNT BE HAPPIER WELL I JUST WANTED TO PUT THAT OUT THERE

Ramblings Of A Sane Madman
1. What is your full name?....John Henry Koch Jr. 2. When is your Birthday?.... 5/8/1962 3. What is your e-mail address?... 4. Do you smoke?....Nope, smoked for about 19 years and then quit on my 39th birthday. Haven't smoked since. 5.How many sexuall partners have you had?... More than a few, less than a lot 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many?.... Wasn't aware I was supposed to be keeping score 7. Can you cook?....Hell, yes!!! I'm a damned good cook. 8. What was your dream growing up?....I'm a kid from the 60's .... an astronaut of course! 9. What talent do you wish you had?....To sing, I couldn't carry a tune in a bucket. ;-) 10. Favorite place?....The beach 11. Favorite vegetable?....green beans 12. What was the last book you read? .... "The Taking" by Dean R. Koontz 13. What zodiac sign are u ?....Taurus 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?...Not a single one 15. Worst Habit?....I was going to put procrastination, but I desided to put it off until later. ;-

Wtf?
Was wining and dining some clients the other evening when the discussion turned toward today's prevalent sexual attitudes. Imagine my suprise when a very attractive lady that was with us freely admitted that she regularly "hooked up". She said that it is perfectly acceptable to have one nighters and casual sexual encounters. Her caveat, however, was unless she liked the guy. If she liked him, she wouldn't sleep with him for some time. So, this begs the question for the lost art of seduction. Is romance and seduction a thing of the past? Do women not appreciate a man treating them with respect, manners, and bringing flowers? Listening to their likes/dislikes? Should we forgo the "courting" dance and be more aggressive and abrupt? It has been my experience that being a romantic gentleman usually leads to 1. scorn 2. loss of the woman as she finds someone else who is more aggressive or 3. she immediate sees the romantic gestures as more than they are (i.e. trying to make a l

Thats My Boy
A young farm lad from North Iowa goes off to college, but about 1/3 of the way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered away all of the money his parents gave him. Then he gets an idea. He calls his daddy. "Dad," he says, "you won't believe the wonders that modern education is coming up with! Why, they actually have a program here at Iowa State that will teach our dog Ole Blue how to talk!" "That's absolutely amazing," his father says. "How do I get him in that program?" "Just send him down here with $1,000" the boy says. "I'll get him into the course.” So, his father sends the dog and the $1,000. About 2/3 way through the semester, the money runs out. The boy calls his father again. "So how's Ole Blue doing, son," his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results with this program that they've implemented a new one to teach the animals how to READ!" "READ," says his father, "No kidding!

Natasha Wild.........
I AM DOING WE CAM SHOWS RIGHT NOW.. WHO WANTS TO WATCH.. YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO.. NO LIMITS.... LOVE NATASHA I DO NAKED WEB CAM SHOS..FOR $4.99...YOU GET TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO...NO LIMITS...... HERE IS MY LINK.... http://natasha-wild25.notlong.com FOR MORE INFORMATION..HIT ME UP ON.. NATASHA_WILD69@YAHOO.COM NATASHA_WILD69@HOTMAIL.COM LOVE NATASHA P.S. SEE YOU INSIDE

"cherry Photos"
MANY HAVE SHOWN THEIR CONCERN INTO THE MATTER THAT THERE ARE ACCUSATIONS THAT CT IS LETTING THE GENERAL PUBLIC VIEW OUR DEFAULT PHOTOS ON A "SISTER SITE", CHERRY PHOTOS. AFTER LOOKING INTO THE MATTER INSTEAD OF SPEAKING FROM IGNORANCE, I HAVE DETERMINED THAT THE SITES ARE ONE IN THE SAME.... When I put cherryphotos.com into the addy bar, (being completely logged off ct), it takes u to see 6 diff photos in a row of members to rate. No login page, and these photos are not shown in the traditional manner in which we view other ct'ers photos from their albums. I rated all 6 of them 10, but these rates do not show that they have counted....see, after u do the 6 photos, u automatically are redirected to ct's regular sign in page. So when u are back on cherryphotos.com, it just gives u only the same 6 photos and ur rates never apply to their current averages. On cherryphotos, there is no homepage for the site at all. It all appears to still be the same old cherry tap. It lists the same n

Humor
If our lovers won't be friends and silence widens misrepresents the deeper truths we wish be known we leave behind old lovers Stripped of pretense we stumble through maybe seek a sign or wave the flag the intimate circle we gravitate to becomes a mass mirage and we play house long enough to get the footprints at the door If the door closes softly we walk through. People like to send them :) One winter morning a couple is listening to the radio over breakfast. They hear the announcer say, "We are going to have 8 to 10 inches of snow today. We are asking everyone to park their car on the even-numbered side of the street, so there is room for the snowplows to get through." Norman's wife goes out and moves her car. A week later while they are eating breakfast again, the radio announcer says, "We are expecting 10 to 12 inches of snow today. Today you must park your car on the odd-numbered side of the street, so the snowplows can get through."

Im Single Because I Work In A Stripclub (part One)
Well im 28 and ive been in the stripclub for 5 years doing everything from Bartending to Dj, Doorman To Mgr and i have yet to find the girl im looking for im not sure what it is but i believe that working in the Adult Industry has caused my Chances In Dateing To Become More Difficult... i mean i work around women all the time dealing with attitudes cramps and men bashing as well as the ocassional Tweeker aimlessly Wondering around the club Looking for god only knows and having the other Dancers Complain to me On how Un attractive She is .... Look I know what hot and whats not and dont get me wrong i love all types of women and am not judgemental at all which is why i make the most money at my job doing what i do so im doing somthing right "right?" and ive seen alot of things that would make any guy Cringe at how women really are Ive been in the ladies room and heard what is said and what goes on and what women really think and ill elaborate on it as the days go by .. it just seems t

My Torn Acl~;(>
Well I finally saw my surgeon today and he wants to use a cadavers tendon. I hope it's a good one. He says they do that so they don't have to do more surgery on me and the healing time is alot faster. I also found out I'm going to lose my job after my short term disability runs out and my 30 personal leave, but will get hired back after I heal up. Which sucks ass but I'll survive. Well wish me luck. I hope to get through this with no infection. I had a MRSA infection a couple of monthes ago and should bring that up to him so he can take some extra precautions. I hope it doesn't come from this fellow, my guy better be drinkin' Jack~;)> I was playing paintball last week and hyperextended my knee, holy shit it was painful. I went to the doctor the next day and they sent me to get an MRI. Today (a week later) they finally let me know what is wrong. I tore my ACL which is pionted out here. So now I have to let it heal for three weeks and then I guess they are going to do reconstr

We Have Taken The Blue Pill Today...
Constriction ... Staring through blank soulless eyes. Choke....I find no happiness in today, I find only deep seething depression. I feel I can't draw breath. Overwhelming. Violent negative thoughts. Blood in all of them. Fucking hell Inky, I need the pain. Cold..alone Many dark clouds fill my sky.. Wandering soulless, choking... I have gone many weeks without solace, my release the evils brewing inside.. Sadness spirals around seeping deep within.. blinded by torrents both from the sky and behind my tormented, haunted eyes

Why People Can't Be Themselves
well i thought that i would try dating someone and actually see if people could be real. well that did not last long. i hate dating. i hate when i am told you are so beautiful, why cant they just say hey can i f**k you. i think single is best because i dont want to go through the hassle of figuring out what is a lie toi get in my pants and what is actually from there heart. they say that things in life happen for a reason and there is a reason that you meet the people you meet. The freinds that i have have shown me that no matter what you do in life they will always be there to help you through the good and bad times. The ex loves showed me what i really want in a man and how to see the signs of the people that really could care less about the real you. The new people i meet show me that no matter how bad times are there is always people out there that will care if ou give them a chance. i love life wish everyone else respected it. Just when you think that you meet someone that

Hottie Contest..
A Friend of mine is holding a Hottie Contest.. it is a rates only contest.. so you win with the most rates.. no comment bombing needed.. click her link below if you interested in entering.. and see her blog for info.. Heavnessence(FAN ME.. I FAN BACK..RATE ME.. ILL RATE YOU BACK)@ CherryTAP

Life Sucks
ya so when ppl tell you to always trust ur gut ya its true in referance to my last blog how i wasnt sure bout this new bf well i had good reason i now see he wasnt ready for a relationship which in my mind he wasnt ready to give up all the other chicks that r "friends" that he texts all day long even w hen we r together i dont no wat to do ne more im tired of gettin hurt bc i open myself up to ppl it only causes pain an ya cant do it ne more When people ask me what do I see in my future I tell them what I want to see. Not watt I really see because I would probably be locked up in the nut house. I tell them that I see myself being a nurse, a mom and a wife, all happily of course. But when I really think bout it, it all looks black, incomplete, empty, and lonely. It’s actually really depressing and scary when I think bout it long enough because I don’t know what it means. I don’t see myself being a nurse, having kids, or a husband. Really I don’t even see myself graduati

Thoughts From A Serial Cynic
It's been a while since I posted a blog. I am gonna try to do this more often. Anyway, I haven't really looked at mumms or anything before this week. Now since they're such high point totals for each vote, and furthermore they get you alot more points if you make one. With that said... People...mumms are really not that serious. Real tough life situations are really not crucial to be posting on a mumm...whether you should stay with your cheating boyfriend or take your kid to therapy or your whether you should accept that your son is gay or not...I mean sure, it's always nice to have that outside opinion...but do you really want it from a bunch of immature strangers who really couldn't care an ounce less about your problems? I'm not trying to be a pessimist here, but think about it for a second...how many sincere, thoughtful people have you met on here compared to the care-free, full-of-shit ones? I bet the assholes way outnumber the others. Now think about that...how many as

Lessons Learned
I stand outside the window looking in…I see you there. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The storm inside my soul rages as my heart bleeds for your touch. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My breath on the glass builds as I yearn for a simple look my way. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My eyes mist over as I watch you holding a collar; I could only pray that it would be for my neck. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My finger prints leave running marks as I lower my hand; not knowing how to fix me…how to fix us. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The rain hides my pain as I turn to walk away; for know we lost each other again in this life, tears me apart. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I

Fun Stuff
BOOTY CALL APPLICATION The Booty Call Agreement: This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to herein as the “Agreement”) is entered into as of the _________ day of __________, 20____. 1. No sleeping over. 2. No meeting in public. 3. No calls I will call you!! 4. None of that “love making” shit. 5. No emotional discussions… (Where are we heading with this? You know where we it is heading!! Straight to the bedroom or truck.) 6. No plans made in advance… that’s why you’re called the “backup”. 7. No non-sexual gifts. (Altoids and candles not included.) 8. No baby talk. (However, dirty talk is encouraged.) 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers (In fact, no conversations are a plus) 10. No kissing (too intimate) 11. No calling each other “friends with benefits” (We are not friends, and we never will be.) 12. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK. (Phrases such as, “honestly I was thinking about “Orlando B

Work!...work!...work!
I haven't been on in awhile. Due to working a new job, going to school and also working on a new site. If anyone is interested in going to it I will be posting info on here periodically to make sure all of my friends get the opportunity to see the site. The new site is Wiifamiily. We are a young up and coming site. We are family based, and are LGBT friendly. We do not discriminate! Wiifamiily is a great place for boys and girls of all ages, races, and political back grounds. Even if you don't have a Wii, you can become a member. Get news, reviews of games, talk to users of the Wii, and post suggestions on the site. You can even make your own Mii! At this time we are offering to all of our new members free email and hosting for life! Don't miss out on this opportunity, join now! Thank you in advance for all your support. If you don't want to join, please vote for us, and click on the help us grow link. Click on some links. Browse around you will find we are trying our best

Goddess Of Jasper Red Rantings And Ravings
ARE YOU: 1. A cuddler: Yes 2. Tall: Nope 5' 5'' 3. In your pajamas: Not atm but I will be soon they are my favorite Clothes 4. Left handed: Nopers LAST: 1. Friend you saw: Cathy 2. Person you talked to on the phone: Jason my Hubby 3. Friend you texted: Jase 4. Thing you wore: Pants and a Hooded sweater it is May and Fucking Cold FAVORITE: 1. Number: 34 2. Season: Spring 3. Flower: Red Carnation QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning? Get Dressed and go to Work Q: Do you have anything bothering you? Yes...Too Complicated to get into here Q: What's the last movie you watched and with who? Crocodile Dundee My hubby Q: Where is the last place you went? The Mud Bogs Q: Who is your current crush? My Hubby Q: Do you wish upon stars? Every night Q: Are you a friendly person? Very some say overly friendly Q: Where did u sleep last night? my bed Q: What color shirt are you wearing? grey Q: Wh

Jokes
Dog's Diary entries... > >8:00 am Dog food! My favorite thing! > >9:30 am A car ride! My favorite thing! > >9:40 am A walk in the park! My favorite thing! > >10:30 am Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! > >12:00 pm Lunch! My favorite thing! > >1:00 pm Played in the yard! My favorite thing! > >3:00 pm Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! > >5:00 pm Milk bones! My favorite thing! > >7:00 pm Got to play ball! My favorite thing! > >8:00 pm Wow! Watched TV with my master! My favorite thing! > >11:00 pm Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! > > >Excerpts from a Cat's Daily Diary: > >Day 683 of my captivity. > > > > My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me

New To This Thing!!
Just wanted to introduce myself to all! Name is Brook, I am not sure how many of my fiends are here already, but hey, I have no objections to making new ones! Holla at me! I dont bite...unless you want me to!;)

Book
Big Girls Need Love Shanice, the 24 year old fashion diva from Brooklyn NY, who is currently going through fashion school to pursue her dream of being the top fashion designer for plus size women...while battling with the negativity of today's society... While growing up in Brooklyn, Shanice had to deal with alot of things that most people wouldn't even think of...At age 11 she was raped by a man that was dating her mom at the time... Her mother was never really the type to take care of her children. Basically, Shanice grew up taking care of her younger brother and sister. Making sure that she was there for them when ever they need anything. While attending fashion school, Shanice had a hard time finding a job. Every job that she would apply to would basically turn her down cuz she wasn't given the chance to prove herself. She had to almost go to the extreme of prostitution. Luckily, God was looking out for her and she was given the chance to better herself by working

Memories Of Ronald Reagan
"If we forget that we are one nation under God, then we shall be a nation gone under!" I did not necessarily agree with everything Mr. Reagan said or did, however this is most probably the most accurate and profound statement of any statesmen ever recorded.

Release
The shadows have all gone, The pain has had flee, Leaving only what, Was ever meant to be. I see the world before me, And the light within. So with open eyes i now embrace, What i have never been. The sorrow that has held me, Drowning in despair, The tears that never ceased, But seemed to fill the air, Could my soul, No longer bare. And in their place before me, In the place i hold so dear Is the life that binds, The life i never knew was here!

Moods
I joined this site over two years ago when some of my family members joined, I have made many friends on here and even thought I met someone more special than that but they were playing head and heart game....anyway, people have stopped sending nice comments and rating pics and it has really just became boring, I come here just to see who is on and then normally get offline....so if you think I should stay give me a good reason, if not I probably will be leaving but if you want to continue being my friend you can add me at some other sites or add me on yahoo messenger.....Just let me know. Sharon

Rants
It's time once again for another wonderful and fun-filled hate mail review! Yeaaay! More hate, just what the world needs. The Would-Be-Hater in Question : Some faggot Linkin Park Emo fan. And his oh-so thoughtful and fear-inspiring, degrading lump of near-hate : Now you all know how much I love hate-mail. It really makes me feel special and important, to contemplate the possibility that I ruined some poor fuck's day with a mere lump of text. Mr. Da Vill (which is evidently Canadian for "The Town") was repsonding to a recent post I placed on a Linkin Park Official Myspace Page blog, which he believes I visited for the express purpose of talking shit. Well, Mr. The Town, I actually saw Linkin's sorry-ass blog on the Most Popular Blogs section of Myspace, alongside such frumpery as the goddamn Suicide Girls (naked fat punk chicks) and related horrible "blogs". Blog isn't even a fucking word, you morons. Anyway, now back to demolishing Mr. The Town's self-este

Lil Reggie
WAS UP ITS YA BOY REGGIE IN I PLAY BASKETBALL AND FOOTBALL AT SOUTHSIDE Jr.HIGH AND IM GONE TELL YALL WAT IM ABOUT ON THA COURT.WELL MY POSITION IS SG AND IF I GET RIPED BEST BELIEVE IM GONE GET MY BALL BACK.SECOND THING IS I SCORE OVER 12 POINTS A GAME AND I HAVE MORE THEN SEVEN ASSISTS A GAME. O AND WHEN I HAVE THE FOOTBALL IN MY HAND JUST GET OUT THE WAY CUZ IM GONE RUN YOUR ASS OVER,AND ASK ANY BODY THAT

People...
From me to you, have a happy and safe 420! Also, write your congressman and tell him you're tired of our government wasting millions to imprison potheads! Sometimes I have to take a step back from this site and go "Man is this shit for real!?" I've never really seen an online community with sexual content that wasn't solely ABOUT the sexual content, and it's refreshing as hell. It seems that, just like in a bar, everyone is here for their own reasons and they're comfortable with those reasons. I'll raise a glass to that! I had a good night tonight. The in-law came over and watched the kid while my wife and I went out. Then we came home and got it on. All in all, a good night! My kid's really sick though, so that kinda bites. But I guess kids get sick, right? Life goes on. I hope your night goes as well as mine has, dear reader! SEE YA!

Ralph Marston
Even the most pleasurable experience can become dull and unpleasant if it continues on and on with no end. Even the most magnificent surroundings can feel like a prison if you're unable to take a break from them. Life thrives on variety and change. When you keep yourself stuck in a rut, no matter how satisfying that rut may be, it gets old and can be very draining. When you're constantly fighting against change, even if you succeed in keeping things the same you render yourself unable to enjoy them. Because you're always worried that they will not last. When, on the other hand, you accept that change is part of life, you will enable yourself to enjoy and to fully live every moment you're in. You'll also be able to look more confidently and enthusiastically toward the future instead of dreading it. Yes, with change there is risk, yet there is also enormous opportunity. Change gives life richness and meaning, and makes possible all sorts of achievements that no one has yet ev

A Night She Says........
I turn on some music and slowly begin to sway my hips to the music. I run my hands all over my body. I caress my way up my legs, over my hips and slowly glide them over my stomach still moving with the music. My hands creep up further over my breasts and give them a gentle squeeze. I pinch my nipples making them hard and visible through my shirt. I caress my throat and slowly begin to work my way back down my breasts, my stomach, my hips, my thighs and my legs. I turn around and stand with my legs spread and my hips swiveling. My head is turned to face you. I slowly begin to raise my white halter-top. Teasingly I raise it a little and lower it a little until it is right below my breasts. I then take it and pull it over my head and toss it to the side. I'm standing there with my bare chest because I 'm not wearing a bra. I dance with the music my hands covering my breasts. Every so often you can glimpse a peek at my nipples. I remove one of my hands and then the other and hold t

What You Should Know
someone i know from sfriends is in the hospital she takes 12 kind on medications a day and all the meds caused her to go in the hospital for a while we throught we were going to lose her she couldnt moved or eat. she was hooked to tubes and everything just laying there.i always wonder if its really nessasery for anyone to talk all them and more meds in one day. i can see the seezier meds but i dont see why all the pain killers in one dayand water pills and anti depressents i can see one or two different depressents cause i have to take three but 12 all together is beyond me i would think all they could kill someone if all the dr's dont know about the meds and side affects.

Bad Amy Is In A Very Goofy Mood.....
When I die, I am going to reincarnate into a cat...not just any cat... I'M COMING BACK AS A CAT OF A RICH WHITE WOMAN! hahahahahahahahahahaha With this said, I am off to bed! I am the peak of evolution, someday everyone is going to be like me!!!! I am the ever so cute, lovable AMY.......and there is no baddness whatsoever.......(ok well maybe just a little) hahhaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Do you see my super shiny, well polished halo??? hee hee :-) Buried at PhotoCasket.com

You Wanna Know
You wanna KNow.. You're never gonna know... It just dont matter, Your ego just needs flattered. You really dont give a damn Pretending to be my friend when really, you dont wanna know your're never ever gonna know It's my secret gonna stay untold nothing seems to matter just laughing, as we chatter this sweet white candy will keep us from getting fatter oh baby, pull out the platter Then you look at me and say you wanna know But I know... you dont wanna know... maybe you do, or maybe you dont