I am trapped in a cage of razor & fence,
Justify my actions on the art of self defence,
Protect my emotions from morbid mutilation,
Battling myself like a rebelion to a nation,
Defeating my enemies with needles & smoke,
While in the mirror it's my throat those things choke,
Thought it my destany to live by the game,
But there living or dieing is one & the same,
A twin sided coin no win, no loose,
Just ramblings of fear that destroy & confuse,
Thought myself smart, had it all figured out,
Dreams of being top dog a god with out doubt,
Unlimited youth & energy year after year,
It was easy to see as long as I stayed out of the mirror,
For all my cons & deciet all I fool is myself,
Hiding behind power, control, & material wealth,
I turn hallow inside & say fuck all the rest,
Spend year apon year convincing myself I knew what's best,
Many people tell me tell me to open my eyes,
I view them as fakes, enemies, & spies,
It is truely me against the world,
Those who truely love me I never push but I hurl,
No one to close, kept all at arms reach,
My barriers & blockaides are immposable to breach,
My mind is warped & has many a crack,
So gone are my values I no longer look for fact.
Juggalo Wally August 8th 2009