i feel like every thing is a merry go around.full of surpizes.up and down and away i go.not knowing if im comming or going.meet a sweet ladie in my life.now things are going wrong.trying to change my life.lost my mom a couble of days ago to aids and trying to deal with that.tears of fustration run down my face.crying is all this young boy seem to want to do.i need my girl in my arms but i dont know if she wants me the same way.broking promises seem to be what i do.dont mean to hurt noone and i didnt mean to hurt you.hope you understand and if any one knows what im going throw can some one please give me a helping hand.from chris
