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What are you waiting for?
The pain is starting to ease.
It's still so hard to look at you.
All I can think of when I look in your face,
Is how badly I want to kiss you.
We were so good at it.
I suppose I will never have the answers I've searched for.
I know I deserve so much better than this.
I just want to be happy again.
Like before.
Everything was new and fresh.
Now it's dark, cold and empty.
I've developed a new emotion out of all this.
One I'm not too happy about acquiring.
It has been hidden all this time.
But now it has become my friend.
And not a good friend at that.
No wonder I kept you locked up for so long.
Am I capable of unleashing my new friend on the world?
I don't know.
But now that I know it is riding my coat tails,
I have a new found wall put up.
This will be a tough one to penetrate.
Will anyone try?
I doubt it.
