What I was so sure of yesterday is now gone.
The thoughts and dreams have disappeared.
The life I was planning was never true.
Things we talked about where all lies.
I dove in head first and just kept falling.
You asked if I was lonely and I answered honestly. NO!
I should have been smart enough to ask you the same question.
Once you got your fill, you were gone.
SMACK!!!
I’m not falling anymore.
I hit the bottom hard and got hurt.
I learn easy though, never again will I try a leap of faith.
Never will I attempt to try my hand at love.
It’s not what they say it is.
Not worth the time or effort if all that going to happen is pain.
I’ll stick to razors on my wrist if I want to feel this way again.
It’s a much safer game of risk.
