BOBBY,
If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
To bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken.
No time to say good-bye.
You were gone before we knew it,
And only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
No one will ever know
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To All My Friends and Family..
I found out on 10/13/07 that I had stage 3 cancer and I was rushed into surgery where I had the cancer removed. Bobby, Louis and my family stood by my side every step of the way. One month later Bobby and I are driving to get the staples removed where he held my hand every step of the way then too. What a life saver he was to me. On 11/20/07 we stayed up all night talking until we both fell asleep. I was leave on 11/21/07 to leave for Kansas to start Radiation Therepy. I woke up late about one hour until my flight left and I had not even got checked in yet. I did not want to wake up Bobby because it would of been so hard for us to say good bye. He was already having a really hard time with it. But he had made plans to come see me Dec. 22-Jan 5th which he had already taken off work to. I left a note saying I left for the airport, I then when I finally got into Denver and met my parents to drive to Kansas I got a phone call that Bobby had OD. I could not believe that this was happening. I expected to hear his voice and to this day everything would be fine. To this day I can't stop crying and my pain is not going away..I will forever miss Bobby and wish I would of done things differently. You would of been on that flight with me if I had to do things over again. I love Bobby very much and everyday I'll think of him as if it was our first day together. I am hearing alot of things that are far from true but I guess everyone has to have someone to blame..Blame me all you want,,Bobby knows I love and and would do anything for him.
