N33D FaNs Ch0s3n S0lDI3r's blog: "RESOLVE"

This path I have chosen i have chosen on my own. It's a lonely and sometimes painful path to walk. I have tried to look to others in hopes they would understand but not many can see what I am going through. I have truly lost myself on this path in the fog and I have no idea if i am walking forward or backwards anymore. I continually try to find who and what I am but I can't seem to find why I was even on this path to begin with. After the last try on this path I lost everything that kept me striving and pushing myself forward. Any ways that I knew would motivate me don't work anymore. I have tried new ways and still nothing I just can't find my fire that would drive me to push through anything. This is a tough wall that I somehow have to climb over, break through or dig under.