I've just kinda been sitting here today thinking back on the last 9 years and what happened then. 9 years ago today my Grandmother died and every year since I get a overwhelming sadness come over me for like a week and I can't shake it. It just washes over me and depresses me. I'm not sure why I get this way or why it's around for that long. Even if I'm not actually aware of the date the feeling makes me aware of it and then I know.
I just seem to be in a mood where I don't wanna be around people or anything and every little thing sets me off.
I guess it's just something you deal with and this must be how I am dealing with it.
Not sure if it'll always do this, but it could simply be that I just miss her that much.
Love Ya Grandma Always!!!!
