Hello there this is Lizelle,
I just wanted to say again thank you for the love and support and cheer that I received this past week over the passing of Joanie. I have chatted with a few of you here and I have gotten to know how she was doing during our split. I know that she loved me very much and I also know that she was trying to change for me. I wish now I had never had the fight with her and made those stupd demands of her. I knew she was a wild and free spirit after we met and in hindsight what I was asking her to do was not fair to her or to me, because if she would have changed she would not be the woman I fell in love with.
As I said before I will leave this site up in her memory for the time. I gave her godfather the ability to take care of the site. I still have problems coming here and I try not to stay to long when I am here. I am sorry if I do not answer most messages because I dont know if they are for me or Maurice or even Joanie at times. I cannot accept any friends request here because if they are for Joanie it doesn't seem right.
I am back home now in Finland and I am deciding what to do with my life. It is going to take me awhile to get over her. She was the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me and I hurt so now.
I again wanted to thank everyone here on this site. You have been so kind and the feelings were from the heart. Please I hope you will all remember her from time to time. I will never forget her and I will keep a place for her always in me. Thank you again.
Lizelle
