on my way to work,
the morning light was spreading across the sky,
Fog in the low areas... passed by a place on the highway where a friend died... she had fallen asleep at the wheel... then my thought fadded into the fog and i seen my mothers face... she killed herself 5 years ago... then i remembered hearing from a friend of mine that was working as a waitress that my father had disowned me,
he didnt even know she was as friend of mine...
He was bragging about it... yet the bastard didnt tell me until i confronted him about it,
My last words to him were " you know what type of a person says cold hearted things behind someones back instead of their face .... a bitch!
closer to work the sky was clearing, seen a cloud that looked like a heart with a sword through it and this reminded me that i have a child that i have yet to meet & feel she will never want to.....
worked for a few hours and slide off the roof!!! (im a roofer so i was supposed to be up there)
Landed on my feet...
walked to the crew truck and found out all my cig's where crushed when i went over the edge...
Tomorrow offically scares the Hell out me,
