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Billyguns007's blog: "Rememberence"

created on 09/08/2011  |  http://fubar.com/rememberence/b343397

Ohhh..ur good...those butterflies started fluttering deep inside after reading that.
..magical if u can find them both >>>>>>>>>>>>Her...................

Me being true as I am to her heart,,hurt I was but true to hold & have her love for I deserve all of her love within her heart more then any other in this world at least,,heaven excluded it seems...


true...but if u truly love someone...u could live in a cardboard boc.""x"""l.o.l..and I had no idea u had pearl jam as ur status.. ironic???? >>>>>>Her.........

Me............Yes if we risk taking the chance we do deserve love so & live on love only I know if need be.....Her my heart yes....


I dont have much to offer...just myself >>>>>Her.......

Me................Are u crazy lady they made u feel that way with lies to you..Your All I would ever need,want,could wish fir, ask God for & more ....


Im waiting for u my knight....come get me. ... Her ..........

Me ................. Well had to wash the bullets & bomb blast flashes & more off my face before I could come because I HAD to be this ONE for many before I met my princess..............Didn't wait so long I see or guess ......


She taking my son to church...im driving my daughter to the mall...then hes comin when I get back...Her >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Me....... That is beautiful because that is why I went to do all first as a soldier at times so people can be free,,life and all to be happy with God, just beautiful,peaceful,and what a solider lives & serves for with only hopes to see it once for his reward if wanting any reward at all from God.....


He called me 4 times already...my mom just got here...call u in a bit...xoxox...Her >>>>>>>

Me..........Sorry after or with lies I say or think he called to late in my EYES but who knows for the part where call u in a but & your in love with one who is true me is very nice though for my heart & yours I also say...To late for liars & cowards who did hurt you though...


Well...she beat him to the punch u see...because she is in head over heels for his sexy Italian ass...Her>>>>>

Me.......well Mam I do love fast cars & exotic cars as I do own the most stock in the auto industry believe or not if so,,but Baby I also like my lady kind of fast,sexy & also so brave & exotic to risk & take a chance so no problem I do believe your the first woman tat came at me this way I would,could & did finally accept into my heart,,the rest didn't get to play or have my heart..


Hey baby. ..driving the girls....call u as soon as I get back...Her >>>>

Me.....once again for a soldier to know & be just a part of seeing in his lifetime is what makes his heart beat & why he does what he does,,beautiful & peaceful to my heart or any soldier as well..Thank you for I love you just because of this day & text right her I fell in love with you,,,,,


Lol..oh that gorgeous 33 y/o...shes got a great set of knockers too!...haha...Her>>>

Me...Yes indeed very sexy and have my or more then my attention as I am still a guy or even so much as a very hungry soldier but very sexy I must agree but as we see I kept that all to myself in ways you know I did now as you can see why also I was frantic & said no, no,no take them down please my lady....not to turn & hurt me with them sexy knockers l.o.l. or them thighs,,,,mortal yes I am,,fatal attraction was only a movie tho....


Hey baby. ..driving the girls....call u as soon as I get back..Her>>

Me.. well you know already but love my daughters with all my heart and as God allows me to do also is why,,so you know once again of what a soldiers heart feels...


He called me 4 times already...my mom just got here...call u in a bit...xoxox..Her>>>.

Me.......Oh the to late lying coward who not only hurt you,,lied to you,,did more so then that you know of,,but the joke of a coward you know nothing truly about with the lies you are being handed guy who called to late & lost you already,,not circumstances at all,,the liar is he & what he did & what he did it for with greed you do not know of just yet guy,,that guy,,but you will learn what he did do soon,..sneaks they think they got it pegged,,till they get caught to late with their own greed as this fkn joker just has & did now...That 4times guy...


Well...she beat him to the punch u see...because she is in head over heels for his sexy Italian ass...Her>>>

Me..welll yeah you did,,and punch you did more so,,You kicked his azz so fast his heart stopped,,slowed,,,jumped,,then started to beat again more then 200 miles an hour,,from a full stop to a full high speed chase in a chopper in pursuit of a motor cycle over head speeds running faster then fast & furious to catch up not knowing which was traveling faster or if it would come to end or not again...


I love you....Her >>>>>

Me.......you knew & met the real me,,but did you love for real or were you ever looking for true love,,or was it all risk for nothing,,or was it risk for something else as you turned for reasons of unknown and who lied to maybe,,or was it you were not & were after what is next ???


I have something to say...and im afraid to...Her >>>>>

Me......Well was it about those who all lied to you or were lying to you,,I believe it was & you were hurt bad by even things you may or did not know,,but was it because you had a secret of waiting to hurt me from the start,,,I say it was you were & was lied to by many & were hurt bad,,,well trapped you were but I will & have to be the big bully now to catch all the liars & evil,,,but what was it you say ???


Lol...33...love u already...Her>>>>>>>

Me.......I know maybe so me as well,shhhhhhhhhhhhh we are surrounded by all truly bad cruel evil liars out here in the world which has been very dangerous to both of our hearts,,if they know we found this they are going to lie,cheat & hurt us worse to mess it all up or take it away with their lies & greed,,


I didnt cost u anything...u cost me..Her.>>.

Me....Mirror but truly love within hearts,,well hearts,,,2 hearts what would,,or could cost more then that to give away or have hurt because of all else who lied,,cheated & hurt your heart just for their own greed to steal your heart as many did to mine as well..what cost,,easy answer 2 hearts of truth abused & hurt by lairs & cruel lying thieves but not us for each other did we ??? 2 hearts and eternities to share is our cost isn't it ???


Never sent one tbru tex before t hat...hhhmm..I have the ones that were in my other phone...what kind...Her >>>>>

Me.....No lies maybe my fault I got naughty to,,but what texts and where would they go & where are they for who's heart shall they 4ever stay within now & for what reason only other then true love would I send or receive your texts you sent me..Secrets of true love shall they 4ever stay at all costs & all risks shall they,,what was my risk or your risk for from the start,,why did you risk taking a chance on me,my heart,my love,,for if you see or find out I am more then true shall you turn & leave to say so much your search again for true love was easier to go back to where more lies then you knew of had you trapped after you sent me more then love in a text,,,your heart & eyes even came through that text....Your eyes came through that text & with those eyes you speak eternity with them & no words needed to hear after looking into your eyes....


I want to feel ur arms around me right now....keeping me safe and loved....Her >>>

Me......even after I am a banged up soldier,,but yes maybe hurt but true as I told you so even at that if you chose me to hold your heart safe,loved & protected there shall be no other stronger and caring to do so & nobody to ever do that the way my love & arms could & would,,,but I guess lies once again got in your way & the lairs went faster & more so to hand you more so you would be trapped where they had you trapped when you said this to me....


Whats wrong...I could hear it in ur voice......Her >>>>

Me....Well so much but you may not know & if you found out it would be so hard to believe but ...first you said they lied to you,,then as they lied to your worse then you could ever imagine but if so as they did hurt you worse then I could explain at that time with my voice just know they lied & did very evil things to hurt you,,so now I have to come fukn fix them all back up for lying to you and hurt you the way that is unbelievable as for right away,,but when I beat the fuk out of half of them you will see the truth then & understand what my voice was saying for how they truly had & kept you trapped you don't even know yet,,,you were lied to worse then you thought,,,that is what for now...


Please please trust me like I have you...Her >>>>>

Me...... other then God in I trust & fear,,I will trust in God for what you say is true & honest yes.....


Battery still goin?Her >>>>

Me>>>> lol well yes it is but ya see I seemed to have a few heart attacks from these wars & me being a soldier truly & all but I trusted you when you said you were going to be my nurse for just that moment I needed you to get me up & stand,,,but it seems yes but I had to lug it into my heart a few times since you said no as my heart stopped & my tears fell,bleed it out ?? what did you say about 4years old & me bleeding it out ????


Mmm..she hates him...lol...maybe...Her >>>>>>

Me.....well why wouldn't she he is not of me or of anybody true to her daughter,,,,she knows he is more of a sneaky fuk then he even shows,,a coward,fake,liar & a rat who hides behind her daughter so why would she ever like a coward half of one at that.,...


Well is it too late now then?...Her >>>>>

Me.....well is it to late now you say or am I hanging around,,sticking in there for to late not to be when you can work out the circumstance of who all lied to you when you find out all they truly lied to you about soon,,worse then you though of that trap your in.....Well I have slow heart beats but I am true & I am here or as Pearl Jams song says,,I am still alive & I am still here...


Ok...I love you...we need to seriously talk and be smart about this because I want this to work with all my heart..Her >>>>>>>>>>>

Me.......will you really,,do you really,,why me?? I only have me & my wounded heart or wars to offer you at this moment until all sorts itself out,,will you really...do you...do you still for I will always be honest & true to you for your heart & always protect you now that I found you no matter what I have to risk,,well still I ask ???


Well Jersey boy...u should come home!!!Her......

Me......Well ahd to so I can come kick some muthrfkrz azzes that I had found before i met you I was already on my way for what they had done,,,,were you trying to protect them before I got there or when I get there & handle them for what they have truly done & how the cowards lied worse then you can see right now or would believe what should I think then when I am at home & they all are rid of like it shall be for what they have done & who they hurt along with hurting you now with those lies to..well your not trapped anymore,,but watch how many fukn liars & cowards there are when I do come home now & take care of business here real soon..


Her..........easnt true either...please take care and respect me also
Ok...I love you...we need to seriously talk and be smart about this because I want this to work with all my heart

Me........Barely I am but the Marine & soldier will get back up again yes,,but always shall I and will I do the other part as well to for you,,,,,,but did you really want or ask for that with truth as it shows me here and I believed ,,because coming after liars,,cowards,,corrupt,,thieves & cruel fukn cowards was already in my plan to have handled ,,,you just made it truly worse for all of them is all because they all lied to you and did worse then that to hurt you,,,It will just be more fun for me if so but hope you didn't know how bad they did lie to you or hurt you,,because then your hero is there when you need his arms,,love & after he kicks the fukn shtt out of everybody involved in what I say here & for what they did...

http://youtu.be/9ttDUGM-1mU UNITED STATE OF AMERICA MARINES SHALL BE YOUR 4EVER PROTECTION AS WHEN YOU COME IN TRUTH & BELIEVE IN LADY AMERICA FOR NOT TO EVER CAUSE HURT OR HARM TO ANY OF UNDER HER FLAG OR OF THAT BELIEVE IN HER,,,,ALL ELSE ARE NOT SO WELCOME TO BE HERE IF THEY HAVE OR HAD BAD INTENTIONS FOR THEN IT SHALL BE THOSE SAME MARINES WHO PROTECT AND SAVE LIVES WHO WILL BE TO HAVE YOU SOUGHT OUT & MAKE SURE YOU CAN'T STAY NO LONGER OR BE HERE IF SO...

MARRIED OR NOT, YOU SHOULD READ THIS...

 

MARRIED OR NOT, YOU SHOULD READ THIS...

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. If you are not in a relationship now, remember this for the second (or third) time around. It's never too late.

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. ♥

http://youtu.be/6nZGv8VTBVE GOD THANK YOU FOR MY TRUE REWARD & BLESSINGS TO MY HEART AS FOR MY CHILDREN & MY LOVE FOR THEM,,,as I saw your love for me God in their eyes and would never want anything to ever hurt them or that love for you in their EYES,,, I looked into their hearts and then as I saw your blessings and the love in their hearts for you as for what I taught them my sons to for the best I could,,,I stood for you God I stand for you God even when I looked off into the burning light & bad bombs that flashed before my eyes I stood for you God & my heart you know pounded for you & what you ask of me to do,,even if I had to look like a monster & my heart was hurt with lies to get the bad or cruel who would hurt my children or any other child that belongs to you,,,,BAD GUY FOR GOD if that is what it took then so be it for your truth will rise my lord of me & all else under the sun as you promised me & my heart in the eyes of my children you blessed me with ...

http://youtu.be/6nZGv8VTBVE GOD THANK YOU FOR MY TRUE REWARD & BLESSINGS TO MY HEART AS FOR MY CHILDREN & MY LOVE FOR THEM,,,as I saw your love for me God in their eyes and would never want anything to ever hurt them or that love for you in their EYES,,, I looked into their hearts and then as I saw your blessings and the love in their hearts for you as for what I taught them my sons to for the best I could,,,I stood for you God I stand for you God even when I looked off into the burning light & bad bombs that flashed before my eyes I stood for you God & my heart you know pounded for you & what you ask of me to do,,even if I had to look like a monster & my heart was hurt with lies to get the bad or cruel who would hurt my children or any other child that belongs to you,,,,BAD GUY FOR GOD if that is what it took then so be it for your truth will rise my lord of me & all else under the sun as you promised me & my heart in the eyes of my children you blessed me with ...

You may have been startled or scared or just so much you lied about all of what you are,,,but know this no lies will come in between me & having the cowards who killd a soldier by the name of John M. that I know has happened and is true,,,Nothing or nobody will come in between me & having cowards there be brought to justice,,,,If you were a liar,,saw lies & believed them to hang with a coward instead of even so much as you lying to me about all of what you were truly about & wanted from me when you did INVITE ME into your life,,,,,You shall see who & what I know is true,,who I am to be true,,and see those responsible with no SECRET in the way of bagging the COWARDS, and the one NEAR you for who was involved with taking the life of that soldier & others..IF YOU FEAR YOUR SECRET OF MAYBE YOU WERE A CHEAT AND HAD TO FACE THAT,,,Well I am the one who shall & will remove that scm coward & and all of them cheats from this lifetime.DO NOT GET WORRIED OR BOTHERED,,JUST KNOW THE COWARD & ALL WITH HIM GO IN BAG TO OUT TO THE OCEAN FOR THE LOSS OF THAT SOLDIER,,YOU ON THE OTHER HAND'''Kristin not only will have to be left with that secret of your,,you will have to be the only one on this planet that has to LIVE with all alone in TIME by yourself....TY but Mam you did invite me into your life & revealed more then just your secret you wanted to share,,,You revealed and allow me to catch the coward whop hides behind you with that evil secret,,,He & all get caught now so thank you and John's kids will be safe for eternity from lies,,liars and cheats that took their dad in the 1st place...THANKS AND NEW JERSEY IN A FEW WEEKS WILL BE HAVING THOSE PLACES OPENED UP IN THE MEMORY OF JOHN M. AND HIS LOVED CHILDREN... My BELLA RENAE'S restaurants throughout New Jersey & New York alone will be being accompanied by all new places now called ALEXIS PAIGE'S PLACES AS WELL IN THE HONOR & MEMORY OF A TRUE GREAT DAD & 1ST A GREAT TRUE SOLDIER TO LADY AMERICA WHO WAS CHEATED BY MANY BUT SHALL NEVER GO BUT IN PEACE NOW WHEN HIS LOVED ONES WILL BE SAFE & THE COWARD NEAR YOU & THE COWARDS RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS LOSS ARE BROUGHT TO JUSTICE IN A BAG OVER THE OCEAN...THANK YOU IF YOU READ THIS,,SORRY IF YOU MAY BE THE ONE WHO HAS BEEN A CHEATER OR MADE THE MISTAKE TO CHEAT OR COVER A LIE,,THAT IS FORGIVABLE BY GOD NOW MY JOB OR RESPONSIBILITY,,,BUT IT IS MY JOB & RESPONSIBILITY TO BAG & CATCH THE KLLRS AND COWARDS TO ALL,,EVEN THE ONES WHO KLLD MY FELLOW BROTHER & SOLDIER''''' JOHN F. M.''''''' FOR GREED,,,

Love of country UNITED STATES OF AMERICA shall she always as the lady she is and protect all her freedoms shall the USMC always do as the hearts of the ones who serve the CORP. track down each and every of who wish to hurt her freedoms shall they not have a hiding place in this world,,God bless LADY AMERICA and for the USMC who get to go in now & clean up the rest who snake & hide that had all to do with hurting this lady on 911 and innocent families,,these terrorists shall not live nothing more now then the rest of their time here in screams of their own by my ORDERS and shall no longer hide as they are doing behind a family even of a beloved fallen brother & soldier as ONE LITTLE SNAKE IS DOING RIGHT NOW that back tracks the MARINE CORP. right to the rest of his evil cowards..GOS BLESS YOU MY FRIEND the USMC is about to fkn take it to them..THERE IS A SAYING I DO BELIEVE SIR,,as just one coward hides in New Jersey that attaches all the rest from back date,,FUK WITH THE BEST,,,TERRORISTS YOU MTHRFKRZ WILL DIE LIKE THE REST... USMC will have orders with my signature on it SIR for you to be the one MARINE who goes in to not only rescue and innocent family of a beloved fallen soldier to the Army in heaven,,,,You MARINE will bring out the fkn terrorist that hides behind them and has taken from them what TIME can not give them back,,,,,BE ready MARINE You will have my orders and as now,,you see the blood in my eyes,,but you will bring me that coward in ELM WOOD PARK NEW JERSEY and I will have the hammer of judgement for him & his ones with him.....In the name of a fallen soldier to the ARMY John F. Minogue of who his family has been abused,,beating,,violated,,and the terrorist that I speak of was involved in the death of many innocent Americans and that soldier so now for his own fkn greed of what he could not have & shall never have just because he wanted a life that a soldier built for family & service to his country to return Home after his service he did what ever he had to to steal what didn't belong or will never belong to him shall he live an eternity of hell, pain,,screams,with not one fkn breath to go undone with out him feeling what he caused Lady America and her people & his others with him that were involved shall know to that their plan didn't work and after the USMC go in and take him away in a black bag on my ORDERS shall they feel more pain then all who live in AMERICA felt on that one day 911 because they had everything to do with it,,RIP JOHN F. MINOGUE United States Army,,,may you rest in peace soldier for the MARINES caught your killer and the ones who did it and will bring justice & peace to your family who is still being attacked by the coward who is the terrorist who did all of that to you and America...

ENDLESSLY

As a solider is on his way home from the fight for peace and love to all he has before his vision  of the sweetest of passions fall before his eyes on his way back home does he find the day or moment where he opens his eyes only to see the purest of angels on a day that has the sweetest temptations and passions of the smallest sins of being on a balcony of true love with the sweetest of strawberries or fruit on the clearest summer day with the most beautiful breeze he has ever felt for she is there with him on that balcony just for to share a single moment and be truly at peace with just that moment if that shall be all she shares with him for he has held so much pain in his heart as she has for they no not of the reasons as of yet until she says no words and allows him only to just look into her eyes to journey to her heart and see what truly exists in her heart of which he never has seen such beauty at that very moment when he opens his eyes that were bleeding and blind for all he wanted was that she wanted was to make it back home where his 1st true love existed before he went off to be the soldier he longs only to make it back home one last time but shall this pure angel along the way with the sweetest of passion which attracted the soldier like bee's to honey has to witness more pain then he has seen or been through the entire was or time he was gone form his true love so with when she offers nothing but kindness and love he see's all of her true passions, sweetest of her smallest sins but he seen all of her pain and as he witnessed that knowing as she did in her heart he had to realize it was do to her 1st true love not being able to make it back and for her to have held on to that love for this lifetime, knowing of this he falls to his feet in fear of what he has seen for he has lost where he called home and his true love as she has her in similar circumstances that have caused her this pain. But as he falls to the feet of this pure angel God has allowed him to witness and share just this moment with her if that is all she would allow he begs of and to God for why would God cause him this much pain with what was in her eyes as she feared the soldier at that very moment for he knew her heart was hurt, and she felt threatened for he knew he could never replace that love or person in her heart but once again Begged of God to allow her to see what was so true in his heart as well that they both have lost true love in this lifetime but wanted the angel to know he knew he could never replace the 1st true love she once had in her heart for shall she could not for his,,but he prayed with all the burning to his eyes that brought back the blindness he once had for all the pain and loss he had seen and been through only for it this time to be much worse he still begged of God why would you have this purest of angels cross my path of vision but only if for a moment on my home of which wasn't no longer in existence in this lifetime of the same and God you have changed my heart to your eternal home but with this witness of your pure angel which the soldier came close out of the curious in his heart for her look of passion shall God you take away her 1st true love as mine only to then take away my passage to heaven and your eternal way tho I have gave all through this fight to you God to receive that type of love as my reward would you take the purest of angels love here on earth away from me, As the soldier see and understands the love in the heart of this woman and the purest of angels that she is he has so much to just stay a fallen soldier right to her feet for he if ever wanted to claim he was any of the true soldier with all the heart of no other could ever have or be, he also for the woman who has shown him what heaven is to be has to surrender those mortal thoughts of being a man for he could never replace who she believed to be that person in her heart. The soldier that is here before you will stand up to claim & risk it all for on that balcony that is before all here now of all that she knows & knew exists for the both of them shall state with from his heart that is true only with Mere Words if she allows & wants to believe in that way not to ever be true as of for right now with the  only way the soldier has to show & prove what truly is in his heart for her on that balcony and for his love for her even as he thinks of home that shall not exist in the past which causes his heart to stop beating at moments,,thinks of home with what it could be in her eyes as he witnessed being not of existence either, but shall allow her to know all the good and bad that may come with this meeting between a soldier fallen as he is at her feet and he made it to what looked like home just for that moment even even if it does not exist furthermore and where others may have been lost to heaven, He made it through her eyes without words spoken, he made it back to where his heart has always considered what love and a true home should be after he has searched the world in pain and fought to sacrifice at no gain or reward to himself counting on one thing to possibly just give it all to god his life as he knew it wants the ANGEL to know even if she doesn't understand why,,he made it back home to his eternal way to heaven through her eyes and has found he may have startled her or put fear of being threatened to replace in her heart what she once had, he never wanted that he was to just to ask of her however she may have chosen in her heart to share what existed in her eyes with him until his journey to eternal grace and heaven is complete that she has just and just has made come true, by ways of even small sin, sweetest of passions,pain,past and if so true love that existed within both of their hearts at one time, and for this angel to know only ONE WORD of what he witnessed and she allowed him to have at that moment when she just said hello with the sweetest voice on earth the top of that balcony,,ONE MERE WORD OF WHAT LOVE HE WANTED TO SHARE WITH HER JUST AS HER 1ST TRUE LOVE WOULD HAVE DONE RIGHT NOW IN THE BOOTS OF THIS SOLDIER TO WIN HER LOVE...       [[[[[[ ENDLESSLY ]]]]]]]]]] to share her love not take what existed in her heart from her past...

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