At first I would almost say it's scary. To be reminded, again and again, all through the day what is right and what is wrong. I think it's scary because I never thought of myself as that bad of a person, but now, in just little details here and there, I find them all around, and pointed out, some big and some small. And when I think about it, God has been relentless toward me all my life. And it's turning out to be not a bad thing, but sort of like a learning curve. It's taking some time but I'm slowly starting to weed the bad from the good, and when I just feel it, feel when He says "no don't do this, get out of here", there's a good feeling that comes from obeying. "Go here, go there, do this, do that, say this or say that". It's a humbling experiance, but it's good because good will come out of it. Keep showing me, and please please, don't let anymore of my closest friends depart from me.