I DIDN’T Relapse Today!(awoke with thoughts of u on my mind)
Category: Writing and Poetry
I awoke this mourning with thoughts of you on my mind.
It's been weeks since I held you
To many weeks have passed without my hands on that silky smooth skin
so many hours have passed since I looked into those hazel brown eyes.
I miss my lips upon the back of your neck.
The small of your back
I miss the sweet smell of your sweat.
I yearn to dance with you once again to our favorite song.
It's been a while since I heard your point of view.
I remember how your eyes would penetrate me,
As if you could see right threw me.
I miss our silent talks that always made me feel better
and I never had to say a word.
I miss your legs around my waste.
The way you rub my head.
The way you shake when I make you cum.
The taste of your nectar upon tongue.
I miss making you laugh until almost pea on yourself.
Blowing on your tummy like your a baby making that funny noise.
I woke up this mourning with thought of you on my mind.
Like a crack phean yearning for that hit.
Just one last time and done with.
Addiction is a bitch!
I got no support group to ease my crave.
I'm jones'n for your touch
Jones'n for your sex
Jones'n for your conversation.
Jones'n for your quality time.
Yet like that crack phean that decided to let that shit go.
Like that alcoholic that really wants to be sober.
I didn't call today!
Behold I made it another day.
I awoke with thoughts of you on my mind
However I did not relapse today.
I DID NOT RELAPSE TODAY
I DIDIN'T RELAPSE!
bY Chill KoSar
