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Reflections and Revelations One day, the memory fades…something is wrong… You look up and see people, but not sure of who they are. A reflection in the mirror looks like a picture that came to life. How can that be? Who is that woman? When did her hair turn white? Who are you? My mind doesn't remember, but my eyes see something familiar. I want to go home! But where is it? I linger in the past, it is my comfort zone. Maybe later I will remember now. Tomorrow is meaningless, for in a short time, I won't remember it. All I have is now, here, but just for the moment. Don't ask me questions, I don't have the answers you want. I'm sorry I don't remember that I just told you that, Or that I need to be somewhere else. Forgive me if I embarrass you, but I want to communicate in the way I know how. Don't laugh at me. Don't make me cry. I don't know what to think, or even how. One day, you will look into my eyes, and not find me. I will have gone on to a different place. Don't think I don't hear you, or like you… I am just lost inside myself, searching for a way out. I will be an empty shell, moving about in society until my body finds its place. I hear you. I remember things that once were important to me, but not you. Maybe if I can be alone with my thoughts, they would make some sense. Tomorrow I will be even further away, but know I care. I am walking outside of my body, searching for answers…. But somehow, there aren't any. I don't want to be a burden to you, let me die. My life is somewhere else, it is like being in a foreign land. I want to lay down and rest, I want something familiar to me. I am so confused, I can't even do simple things. I find pleasures in small things, much like a child…don't hurt me. If I want to reach out and touch your hand, please take it. I feel less frightened when you do, and I am proud that you are there for me. I won't disrupt your time…just make sure that I am ok, and that I have you to count on. Remember I love you, and always will…for in my mind…everything is eternal. PRB (Dedicated to my Beloved Mother Anna, who departed this life 12-7-02 to go on to a place that she lived but couldn't reach due to Alzheimer's Disease…may your body and soul rest in peace!)
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