Wicked's blog: "Redo Blog cause Im Done"

I wrote a blog a while back and apparetnly i need to remind people of the shit i deal with on a weekly basis ..... I honestly am at the point in whichI either break down or just laugh threw it.. so please i beg you if you care or respect me dont add to my stress.. And no im not just picking one person and pointing the finger. I hope that bywriting this maybe you as a person can see that life outside Fu might not be great, try saying something nice and try respecting others and their right to have a place to come be safe and breath...

Love you

Wicked

Heres the old blog:

I am proud of the fact that Is usually pretty sweet and morally sound when it comes to being on the Internet.. What you see is what you get. I try to make everyone feel better about all the shit that's going on in their lives and make them at least laugh...

Most I can make them feel a little bit better but some I cant help...

What I want to know is what the fuck happens when my day is going to shit... do i complain no because i like to bottle it up inside till I burst

WELL FOLKS TODAY IS THAT DAY

Here's my list of shit I deal with on a daily basis:

1. my mother's white cell count still has recovered from her cancer treatments.. so I have to wonder will i send another 9 months visiting her in the hospital because shes isolated and needs blood transfusions.

2. My x husband owes me 5 grand in child support he refuses to pay for any soccer but I still let him see his son and I'm smile and don't bother him... cause my son should see his dad

3. My business is on the verge off either crashing or succeeding and i stuck 55 grand into it (all that i have) and today i feel like quitting.

4. My laptop crashed on Thursday but i sucked it up and fixed it

5. My driver didn't show on Wednesday

6. My son hurt his knee and i have to take him to physio therapy

7. My dad forgets everything and reilly's on me to do his banking and make sure he gets to his doctors appointments..

8. I have to babysit everyone in my life because apparently they rely on me out plan their lives for them...

9. I found out I might have to pay 1/2 of my x husbands credit card debt ( 25 grand) in order to finally divorce the fucking prick....

The list just carries on .... there is no end to my daily stress and still I come to fubar with a smile and i try to make everyone feel better... So the he said she said bullshit Ive been hearing about is suck a minor fucking dilemma in your life.... GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!!!

I'm ready to say fuck you grow up

That's all i have to say i'm going to go give the finger to random people

Wicked

Just because i exploded doesn't mean I don't want you to come to me with your problems cause that what friends are for.. I'M just showing you that maybe the little things might not be so damn important...