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for those who may not know i lost one of my closest friends just under two months ago. not only did she passed away but the baby she was carrying was lost as well. This world lost two bright and shining lights in the matter of two weeks. Red was only 27 years old far too young to pass from this world. in her passing several lives have been turned upside down , including mine as well. her and her husband are two of my closest and dearest friends , in her passing i have stood by my adopted brother as best as the distance between us allows. sadly he it seems that he is not recovering from this double tragedy in his life. honestly i dont know if i could if it were to happen to me. so tho i understand why he is having a hard time , it is breaking my heart to watch him slowly self destruct and not being able to do anything about it but be there for him. this is partly why i havent beem around. trying to find some sort of acceptance for her passing and trying to be there for my brother.i am still all fuckered up but i am trying to celebrate her life than mourn her death but it is awfully hard thing to do when the loss is so great.
For Red, Sis we miss you sorely and we will never forget you darling , give Lily all our love.
forever your brother, Mord
