I recall that day as if it was yesterday
Saying if I want to be like my mother
Oh, how I want to be so much like her
And this, was what I was required to do
You snatched my tiny hand and begged me to touch you
It was horrible and so nauseating
As you touched me, I could not scream
Why would someone I trust do this to me?
You took away the shine from my eyes
Innocents of childhood I no longer had
You brought into my world unwanted shame and guilt
No one knew I kept this dark secret inside of me for so long
Hate had taken control over me and that was wrong.
Drinking was all I could do not to recall what you done to me
Anger had to be discharged so I, would slice on my body
I built such a big wall around me
If love is what you taught me, I do not want it
After twenty years, I could no longer hold it in any more
The truth inside me for so long I had to let out
After twenty years, I found these scars still have not healed.
