Came to the conclusion
That I dont even need him
Just bored with life
Searching for a reason
A reason to wake up
A reason to get out of bed
My reasons for caring
Believing the lies i'm fed
Is the love lost
Has that feeling gone away
If so whats my reason
My reason to stay
Am I so use to drama,
pain and dismay
That I can't let go
That I refuse to stray
Maybe I still love you
Maybe I still care
Lying to the world
A fake smile I bear
Torn up inside
Not knowing which way to go
The hurt
I've learned so perfectly not to show
So my last lingering question
Burried deep in my heart......
Whats my reason for still loving you
When your tearing me apart
~KarNi~
