I have two weeks left before my off and on boyfriend ships out for boot camp. And ofcourse all hell has broken lose. He tells people that he doesnt want me and that he wants to be with them, he tells me that he is just goofing off with old friends or just being nice to them cause they owe him money, but honestly what do i believe. It has gotten so bad that we have fought over his gun, i have gotten bruised, and yet we have been almost acting like nothing had happened these last two days. Hell we are even having sex. But really what am I to do. He doesnt love me, doesnt even talk to me hardly, yet isnt telling me to leave or to stay for that matter.
We either argue all the time or ignore whats really going on between us. I dont know if there is a way to fix whats been done or if i am really done/........
