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Wicked Bitch's blog: "Reality bites"

created on 03/28/2007  |  http://fubar.com/reality-bites/b68782

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You know when reality sinks in, and you have to tell some one about it and you have NO idea who? Yeah, that's where I'm at. See, last few days my back and legs were jacked up...apparently the legs were part of the back problem...I was pinching a nerve. ~rolls eyes~ but because I couldn't walk or move very well, I had a LOT of time to think back in my life. I realized just how different I could have made it. All I really would have had to done was stay in contact with ONE person my whole life...prolly would have saved me alot of greif. when I was like...8 or 9 I lived in this ghettoish hell hole...and there was a kid that was a lil older than me that I used see walk down the street. I would actually hide behind a fence and throw rocks at him! (My one truly mean thing I did growing up) cuz it was instant dislike. Later on in life, as with most people, we moved, and I became used to harrassing people on the internet...you know...round 12-14 age...prolly closer to 14, I was usually bored....I met this guy on the internet, ~shrugs~ instant like. Knew nothing about him, asside that he was laid back and hella cool. Stopped communicating for a while. (now, bear in mind, karma kicks my ass all my life. not a knew thing) 5 years ago, I meet this chick. She becomes my BEST friend and keeps telling me to get out of town, go to her bro's house for a while and get away from the drama that is chasing me while I'm trying to be anti-drama...should have listened...a year later, her bro moves back into town...there he is...the boy I used to throw rocks at, the one I talked to on the internet, and the one who could have helped me when I needed to escape all the bs. 6mths...AFTER he had gotten married...we became good friends...and karma laid off of kicking my ass. Well, we all know, I WILL NOT BE THE OTHER WOMAN. And so, I leave in search of my own true love...who's single....Once again...Karma starts kickin my ass up and down the universe. Drama everywhere, a ruined marriage, and...go figure...death every where. Including my husband's. Yeah...coulda saved alot of trouble, if I had just hopped the fence when I was a little girl, and made friends with the dark haired boy of the neighborhood. Sounds funny huh? The fates brought us together way more times than either of us could count and we laugh about it now. Now that he's filed for divorce from a wife ALOT like my deceaced husband, and we actually get to live with out drama...with out karma kickin our asses...and ya know what...the reality of how simple both our lives could have been...is just...WOW
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