You think you're living a life of bliss
You play so innocent in this game of lies
Top it, one after another
Come on, get scared, theres no reason for you to feel
You had no heart in tearing me apart
Inside out I wanted everything to be my way
Never fails, never seems to defy
Fucking bring it, I'll have the last word
Cant let this be the way my life goes, forever
Time for a change, I'll make that change
Kill me now, for later you'll wish you had
So fucking pathetic
You're tearing yourself down without knowing
Jump to what you think is real
Find out the hard way
No, I dont wish for you to be happy
Why should I?
I guess Im just that way
And your pain will bring a smile to my face
See what I felt?
It is real
Nothing harder than the truth
Cry your tears and let me see them come out of you
Feel the hate
Feel the destruction of your own heart
Fall to your knees, beg for it to stop
But it wont, and that is life, and that is real