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well been awhile but needed to unload. you know i salute every soldier who fights for our freedom. I mean risking there lives day in day out to protect us. but i wanna talk about another kind of warrior. another type of soldier. i sit and look at this world and realize the soldier and warrior i have become. ive foughten off my demons and surrendered to some. but in the end i fight harder and harder. i fight the will and urge to live. i fight the will and urge to end everything. when i see a paradise of freedom its not the beautiful blue waterfall pouring down. its a waterfall of blood symbolizing the pain and torture i live through every day. many people feel this same fight.the fight to keep will ond faith in this world where faith...is something idont think is real. hope is a let down, a heartbreaker. we all fight our own battles no matter how big or how small. its the drema of sitting on the side of the street...waitin....watching everyone go on with there lives...never worrying about the person smaller than them....never worrying bout the person who has nothing of what they have. Have we become so blind as to see past looks and see the good in a person. i guess so. well i for one know that heart break will never disappear it will always follow and soon the only freedom i realize any of us hreat broken warriors will have in the end.....is death. the love we have is never enough. the care we have is too much. maybe we aint the hottest or the biggest or baddest, but i tell you this...i fight harder and endlessly every day so to you that dont know the feeling some of us feel every day...consider yourselves lucky....lucky that you never have to live the nightmare....of the demon fighting warrior whos heart is shattered beyond...what life can fix anymore.
