Silver Spoon's blog: "Read Me :)"

What's wrong with me? Why can't I free myself from this trance? MY life is breakign down every moment I am awake I feel so utterly depressed Like nothing will every make me happy again Why do I do this to myself? Why put myself through this torture? Do I really deserve to be miserable every waking moment of my life? Why should I have to always take into account everyone else's feelings? What about mine? When will it matter how I feel, what I think about my life? It is always about someone else. How will it affect you? How will it change your life? What will happen to you? For once who fucking cares! How will it make me feel? How will it change my life? What will happen to me? But who fuckign cares right. As long as I consider how you will be affected first.

Poetry is my life.I love to write. Let me know what you think. Life so rough as a child's is One mother, One father Two places to live Heart torn from one to another One sister, One brother Mind so easily misplaced Grown up and lviing Making choices in life Birth control at 18 What's the point in that The temple broken into The house has been robbed Years have passed by without a second glance No pretty face Blinding size Where is this beauty you say lyes on the inside Unyielding unconfidence Undenyable guilt Taken for what it is worth Broken Hurt Pointless substatution for every known fantasy Crying in the corner What more should you expect? Not a question to be to be answered More a statement to be realized Look into these eyes What is it you think you see? Blinding ambition and drive Someone stiving to be the beauty But all she can see is the beast.