Ms Marvel's blog: "Ramblings of the random"

Im me. Im never gonna be anyone else, Im never gonna have anyone else's life so i have built a life for myself on my own, and Im very protective and proud of my life. RECENTLY ive went through some shit that I will never go through again....and it has left me COLD as the cold wind blows...when it snows n its 20 below..ask me y man i just dont know...but i do know...it all comes down to a person. Ima call "it" my CATALYST....for IT set in motion the path that my life has collided with...Friendship is not needed nor wanted...Cus when it ends its like a breakup, and sometimes u come to terms with the breakup n move on.....or it changes your life forever, and you promise yourself that you will NEVER ever ever put yourself in that situation again. I used to trust, accept, acknowledge, help; people. Not anymore. This so called BEST FRIEND used me and abused everything I had to offer, and acts like i am to blame for its life. FOR IT: before i begin let me tell you....i dont care who you are...family, former friend, hater....WHATEVER....you have no right to spread lies or "misinform" the people that actually matter in my life. The fact that yall stoop THAT LOW is quite pathetic, and frankly PREDICTABLE.

FOR IT: I know you'll read this or at least hear about it because the people in your life are those weak minded individuals that tend to flap they gums...Your life is a joke, and until me you were absolutely sheltered...so now that your back in the kennel i hope you see that the things you did have put you in the position that you are in now. You tend to not see the bigger picture, prob because the people in your life never thought enough to teach you anything about anything. When you are old enough to know better, you wont realize it because you are that incompetent. Our friendship was not equal, and i know that it would never be. I did everything for you, you call i answered, you needed something i got it for you. Remember when your family turned against you, n who helped you, calmed you down, dried your tears? ME! I never imagined that you would do what you did, and you know what you did. I have made it my mission to seek and destroy...everything that was. I dont want to EVER hear from you, I fear for your safety...remember when i said if i was gonna go to jail for something it would have to be good...you can imagine enough said on that respect. I despise you to the point where if i think about it i feel like dipping you in acid and then using the fluids to make a nuclear weapon that will be responsible for killing all those stupid mother fucking disney singers you like....and justin bieber....yeah cunt im that mad. Ive said nothing but the truth, and I done tried and tried and motherfuckin tried with you....and you go ahead and run your stupid ass shit filled mouth to everyone who would listen thinkin that i wouldnt hear about it.....theres nothing you can do, your a lil immature bitch who thinks she knows something. People will figure you out eventually...and I fucking hope that im there to see you fall. When you go to sleep at night you have to deal with the fact that THIS IS YOUR FAULT..you lost your meal ticket, and your chance at a life. Now you sit inside your house on your computer attempting to have a virtual life. Face it you know im right. The things you say and do have an effect on your life, and you will get what is coming to you. I dont care what ANYONE fucking thinks...and i dont value anyones opinion but my own. You cant say anything to me, or tell anyone anything that will hurt, or affect my life in any way. B/c All i tried to do was be a good friend and introduce you to the right people, and guide you and try to get you to a point where you said you wanted to be. You should google "jobs available for people without atleast a GED" now you have to realize you do need to get past 8th grade to advance to a possible GED, and since school isnt a priority to you, or the people responsible for you...leaves you open for the state to do a lot of investigating on you, your family, and the people that are supposedly home schooling you. Hey how much is 25% as a fraction?...oh idk i only went to 1st grade. Seriously you will end up just like the rest of your family, because you dont take responsibility for yourself, so what ur young...next year youll be older, and next year youll be even older. Sooner or later it will effect your entire life and you will regret what you arent doing now. Im done, dont call me at all...dont block call me either..I have an app that uncovers the number stupid bitch...dont text, yim, msn, email, facebook, myspace, twitter...NOTHING dont mention me..pretend i died. IF I RUN INTO YOU OR SEE YOU AND IF YOU EVEN LOOK AT ME I WILL FUCKING RIP YOU APART, DONT FUCKIN TEMPT ME. I wont be there for you when you need something and i dont give a fuck about you anymore. You are a disgrace that should have been aborted, would've saved me a lot of time, money and energy. I dont care if this is hurtful, I dont care if you dont read it, I dont care if you cry, I dont care if you slit your wrists again, or dike out with that one girl thats the one girls sister. I even dont care that you lie to every dude about your age and whore yourself out to anyone who remembers your name, or the fact that you go on drug deals with your sister i guess shes teaching you the trade, Your dead to me. IN CONCLUSION id keep my fuckin name out of your mouth if i knew anything...I hope you do...K go die now! N if ur reading this and you dont know who im talkin about and you are like wow this bitch is crazy...yeah i fuckin am so get the fuck off my page...

to family who say they love me but think i did the wrong thing by writing this: This is me expressing myself and if u judge me by the words that come out of my mouth I now know you never loved me at all....good thing this is America and a free country and although im bound by blood i dont owe you anything, nor do i have loyalty to you...