Have you ever noticed that people, no matter how long, never change. you might think they do but it is only a temporary thing. Old habits never go away. once you know how some one is never think that they have changed those stupid things that pissed you off to start with. I myself am a submissive. in life and in bed. this only poses a problem when people know it and takes advantage of it. I feel squashed right now. pseudo depressed. I just want life to stop being bumpy. I am ready just to settle down in the family that we have been waiting for. ok sorry for the rant. Have a good night