What I want in life, well fuck it is easy. I just want some to hang with and to care bout. I mean fuck what the hell does it take to find the person that will fit my attitude and my off the wall humor. I think I really know who it is.... no one. Now I know what some might be thinking and say but you will find the right person.... well guess again sparky I have already Fucked up a couple of the best relationships that I have ever had and beat myself in the head every fucking second of everyday because I fucked it up. But wait you might say you are just to hard on yourself. Well that might be true and it might be wrong but who really cares. All I know is that the best things I had I fucked up so I guess I will just not try anymore. What happens happens right. I mean if someone really likes me for me well then I guess I will have to hope that they say something to me and hope for the best I do like our little rants
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